《The Alpha》 Chapter 1 Chapter 1 My eyes look out across the remnants of the city that had once been called St. Louis. It is now only ckened remains of what use to be with a new city sprouting up in its center. Crumbling buildings scatter across the horizon as vines and trees invade the uninhabited structures. The Arch stands tall, touching the sky, lit only by the blue and yellow lights of Crescent City. However, thendmark is no longer what it had been with a giant chunk missing from the top left side. I wish I would have had the chance to ride to the top before it had been destroyed. In reality, there is a lot of the city I would have liked to see before the Great War. It has been over twenty years since the war that decimated some of thergest cities on the and wiped out half of the poption. It''s weird seeing and reading about what the world use to be like. The war started when the supernaturalmunity decided they no longer wanted to live in the shadows. It began in Europe before I was born but I was two when the war spread to the states. Everyone began fighting for what they wanted whether it bend, power, freedom, etc. Vampires began feeding on anyone and everyone without worrying about consequences. Werewolves started fighting to expand and protect their territories. Humans turned into hunters. Witches began taking sides. The war spread and soon the whole world had erupted into chaos. I don''t remember much about it other than what I''ve heard or read since I was only three when the fighting finally came to an end. The one thing that everyone seems to agree on is that the earth is much darker now. The entire atmosphere reminds you of death and destruction, of all the lives lost. Now everyone, at least what is left of them, stick to their own kind. Crescent City is werewolf territory. It is too dangerous to venture outside the city borders now. Small towns got wiped out and have be overgrown. And you never know whose territory you may identally cross into. After everything that has happened, no one takes too kindly to strangers and you would likely be unwee anywhere you go. It''s a shame really. I have always liked the idea of traveling, though admittedly that is when I picture what the world use to be like. Now, it is hard to imagine anywhere being any different than it is here. I''m sitting perched on the rooftop of an old building. It''s my favorite spot to go when I want to get away and find some peace. It gives me the perfect view of what use to be downtown. Remains still litter the most prominent is centered among all the others and is several stories taller than the rest. It is owned by the most feared Alpha in thend, Ethan Kane, leader of the Crescent Moon Pack. Alpha Kane rules the city with an iron fist with the help of his two brothers, his beta, and about fifty lieutenants. His father before him, Seth Kane, is the Alpha that won the city during the war. He was said to be merciless, killing anyone that got in his way on his path to power. He passed his legacy onto his children. Anyone who defies the family always ends up dead. It''s just a matter of time. "I want to go for a run." I hear my inner wolf beg as I take in a breath of fresh air. The sun is beginning to set and the sky is changing to a light blue and indigo. "We can''t. We need to go help serve dinner," I respond to her sadly. A run would be nice. It has been so long since I''ve let my wolf out. "After dinner then?" I smile at her insistence. "We''ll see." Once I''ve managed to push myself up, I leap over the roofs of a couple buildings beforending on another one. I open the door and hurry down to the first level and straight into the industrial kitchen. "Where have you been this time Lettie?" Jo asks as I hurry to put on one of the long white aprons. "Oh, you know... the usual ces..." I answer her with a mischievous smile causing her to roll her eyes at me. My name is Scarlet, but Jo insists on using the nickname she gave me. Jo is in her sixties and is as tough as nails, but she''s the closest thing I have to family. She found me wandering around The Scourge, scavenging for food scraps when I was three. The Scourge is what everyone calls the area that use to be East St. Louis. It is where all the packless wolves live. It is hard to find a pack once you have lost yours. Not only had I lost my pack, but I had just lost my parents when Jo found me. They had died when rogues attacked us shortly after reaching The Scourge. Rogues are werewolves that have been exiled and have lost their humanity from being alone for so long. If those of us who are packless didn''t have each other, we would likely turn into rogues as well. Werewolves need some sort of pack environment and social interaction, even if it''s not a real pack. Though the packless don''t fit in with rogues, we also can''t call ourselves a pack. For one, packless don''t have a hierarchy the way that a pack does. Packs are typically ruled by an Alpha and a Luna, depending on whether the Alpha has found or chosen a mate yet. Second inmand is the Beta and third is called a Gamma. The weakest wolves in the pack are Omegas, much like a normal wolf pack. Those positions are passed down through families since wolves born within a strong bloodline have more powerful auras that demand respect from lower ranked wolves. It is impossible for lower ranked wolves to disobey direct orders from an Alpha, Beta, or Gamma. The packless has a few more experienced wolves that have taken on leadership type roles, unfortunately there is only so much they can do without having an actual title. "Well you''rete missy. You hurry up and get these here rolls out there before we have a pack of hungry wolves on our hands," she remarks as she gestures at a couple baskets of bread sitting on the counter. I nod to her with a smile and as soon as the apron is tied on, I pick up a couple baskets of rolls and head out. We have created our own littlemunity. It''s not much, but it''s home. Noise and chatter fill the air when I reach the dining hall as hundreds of werewolves talk and joke with each other. I take the bread to the row of tables where food will be served and set them down before taking my ce by one of therge pots filled with soup. The line that had been waiting starts its procession and I begin to "How are you doing today Scarlet?" Mr. Meyer says to me with a smile as he holds out his empty bowl C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. to me. "Doing pretty good. How about yourself?" "Still breathing so I can''tin!" We chuckle before he moves along down the line. "What kind of soup is it today?" A little girl named Annie asks. "Vegetable beef. Do you want some?" I answer with a grin. Annie always questions what kind we are serving even though it never seems to matter. She never turns it down. She gives me a quick nod and continues on her way as soon as she is served. It continues like this as hundreds of packless werewolves go through the line getting soup and bread for their dinner. They all know me and make small talk on their way through. I''ve been working here since I was old enough to hold adle. Jo is the one that runs the ce. It''s hard to find jobs since most of the wolves that live in and around the city treat us like we''re the gue. However, Jo was lucky enough to find a werewolf family that lived far enough on the outskirts of town that they hired her to help work their farnd. She uses the money and extra food that they allow her to take to help feed and take care of all the packless wolves that live in The Scourge. We do our best to provide two meals a day, shelter, and nkets. Once everyone has been served, I sit to eat a small portion of my own. Out of the corner of my eye I see someone approaching before my best friend, Will sits down beside me and puts his arm around my shoulders to give me a quick squeeze. "Hey babe! Did you save any for me?" I roll my eyes and smirk at him as I push the extra bowl over. "How is it that you are never on time?" I ask him with augh as he takes in a mouthful of bread before scooping some soup onto his spoon. "Come on Scar. I''m a very busy guy." "Uh huh. Sure. Doing what?" "Oh, you know... sleeping, scavenging, and I even got you something," he says as a smile lights up his face, his hazel eyes shining with excitement. "Really?" I ask him, unable to hide the surprise from my voice. "Yep! Here, look!" He holds his fist out to me as though he is holding something small. I put my hand out for him and he drops it into my palm. It''s a beautiful ne with a delicate white gold chain, a round diamond hanging from it. "Oh my goddess! Will! It''s gorgeous! Where did you find this?! Please say you didn''t steal it," I exim before giving him a pointed look, cupping the ne to my chest. He lets out a hardyugh. "Of course I didn''t steal it. I found it in an abandoned apartment. Do you like it?" "You kidding?! I love it!" I wrap my arms around him and give him a tight hug, making him chuckle once more. "Good. I''m d." I sit and chat with Will as he finishes eating before we part ways and I head outside. "Run?" My wolf inquires excitedly causing me to smile. "Run." I confirm. I quickly sprint down the alley and transform mid-leap, my paws hitting the gravel before I rush into a thick patch of woods. I love the adrenaline as I race through the forest, feeling the snap of twigs underfoot. I feel so free, so rxed, so at one with nature. I wish I could experience this more often. Typically, the only time I get to shift is when I''m hunting and scavenging for food that we can serve at the dining hall. I don''t usually get to just run around and enjoy a little bit of freedom. Unfortunately, it''s already dark, so I can''t afford to stay out too long. I head back to the shelter after less than an hour and transform back before getting too close. Grabbing the backpack that I keep hidden in one of the abandoned corners of town, I quickly throw on jeans and a t-shirt. The walk to the home isn''t bad and I instantly go inside to grab a handful of nkets to start handing out. The night is supposed to be a chilly one and our buildings don''t have any heating or cooling. I pass them out to anyone who needs them and then head outside to see if anyone out there would like one too. Once my hands are empty, I turn the corner and immediately scowl. Arge group of men are hanging out talking andughing. Several of them have sharp knives out that they are cleaning fresh blood off of. "Hey Scarlet baby. You finally decide you want a piece of this?" The werewolf named Ray Jones questions with an evil smirk as hees over to me, throwing an arm around my shoulders and pulling me into him. "Definitely not," I reply with disgust as I shove his arm away and try to go around him. He quickly sidesteps to block my path. "I hate this guy," my wolf growls in my head. "Me too." I answer as a shiver runs up my spine. Most of the people who live in The Scourge look out for each other, but Ray and his gang of thugs only look out for themselves. They are always getting into trouble and picking fights. "Come on baby. Don''t be like that. I''ll have you screaming my name in no time," he presses as he moves ufortably close to me yet again and grabs my hips. "Gross. Back off Ray. I''m not interested," I insist before shoving him away. I begin to walk past and he roughly grab my ass. I quickly turn around, taking the guilty hand in mine and twisting it harshly, making him flinch before regaining hisposure. He''s clearly trying not to show that he''s in pain right now. "I said BACK OFF ASSHOLE," I growl as I allow my wolf to let her power shine through. He immediately steps away from me as he puts his hands up in surrender. I turn to leave once more, but stop in my tracks as I look down to the other side of the alley. There are screams and growlsing from the opposite end where several of our upants were chilling out and enjoying the fresh evening air. "Shit!" I hear Ray say from behind me and I quickly spin on him. "What the hell did you do?!" He doesn''t bother answering me and only gives me an evil smirk before he and his men scramble to get out of there. I scowl before turning to where I see both wolf and human forms fighting. I quickly run in their direction as my ws elongate into fierce points. I watch as a man in all ck strikes down and kills one of the innocent packless men before turning to another. I make a flying leap to attack and am suddenly hit with a strong, overwhelming scent of vani and citrus. "Mate!" My wolf yells in my head. My conviction evaporates and confusion hits me, but I don''t have time to think about what this means. Before I even have the chance to realize what is happening, the unknown man who had been my target spins to face me. We are mere centimeters apart and pain explodes through my stomach. I look down to find a ck hilt sticking out of me and crimson spreading out around it. The man drops his hand from the dagger and I look up to meet his eyes. There are so many emotions swirling through his gorgeous sapphire eyes, confusion, shock, sadness, fear, anger. I don''t get the chance to contemte this as I stumble backwards, my consciousness slipping away from me. And then everything goes ck. Chapter 2 Chapter 2 Ethan''s POV I stand in the corner of the dark hospital room with my arms crossed over my chest. The consistent beepinging from the machines that are hooked up to my mate are setting my nerves on edge. My eyes stay on her, watching her chest rise and fall with each breath. She hasn''t regained consciousness yet and it''s eating away at me. She looks like an angelying there. Her skin is a wless ivory and her soft curls fan out around her in a fiery red halo. Her body is thin and lithe with gorgeous curves that I am aching to run my hands over. Unfortunately, I can''t see her most stunning feature while she sleeps. Her eyes were a gorgeous violet with golden flecks in them. I have never seen eyes like that and I long to see them again. The few seconds where our eyes met was not enough for me. However, I can''t forget the fact that she has something to do with what happened this evening. Half a dozen of my men were killed in cold blood while at one of the local bars. We followed the scent all of the way to The Scourge and that same scent is all over my mate. Either she was there, or she knows who was. I''m determined to find out exactly what her connection is before I allow myself to get too close to her. I can''t afford to let our mate bond get in the way of justice for my pack. We lost good men including one of our lieutenants. Some of them had mates, families. My pack and I are out for blood and hopefully she will hold the answers. I just pray that she will be innocent. I''d hate to have to kill my mate when I have been waiting to find her for so long. There is a light knocking on the door and I turn to see who it is. The nursees in followed by my brothers Alex and Xander. Alex took after our mother with lighter hair and royal blue eyes. His skin is fairer too. Xander and I both look more like our father with dark hair and harsher features. The only difference for me is that I got our mom''s sapphire eyes and Xander got our father''s chocte brown ones. I turn my gaze to catch the nurse eyeing me up with a little smirk before she walks over to check the monitors hooked to my mate. I ignore it and turn to Alex and Xander as they approach me and Alex speaks softly, "How is she? Any change?" My eyes shift back to her sleeping form. "No. No change," I respond simply. They both look over at her. "She really is quite beautiful..." "Yeah. She is." "So, are you nning on introducing her to the pack when she wakes up?" Xander asks, turning his gaze to me. I scowl. "Of course not. I don''t even know if I''m going to ept her yet." "Seriously? She''s your fated mate. Picked specifically for you by the Moon Goddess. You can''t just ignore that," Alex argues in a tone that is a mix of both a yell and a whisper as he tries to not disturb the sleeping beauty. Xander lets out a scoff at Alex''sment, but refrains from saying anything. We both know what he has against mates. My irritated gaze turns to Alex before I exin, "But I can''t trust her. She might have killed my men. I need to find out why." "Or she may be innocent. I mean look at her. She doesn''t look like a cold-blooded killer," he replies back as he waves his hand in her direction as if making a point. "Shows how much you know. She had been ready to pounce on me with her ws. I think the only reason I didn''t wind up dead is that she caught my scent," I stated. "And you didn''t catch hers?" Xander questions with a raised eyebrow. "I did... but it was mixed with the scent we had been tracking. By the time I realized that she was my mate, the dagger was already buried hilt-deep in her abdomen." Bile seems to rise up in my throat as I remember the heartbroken look she gave me as she realized her own mate had stabbed her. And just like before a swirl of emotions instantly invades me. Thanks to the mate bond I instantly wanted her. I want to mark her and make her mine. But now, because of what happened, everything is soplicated. I can''t take her as my Luna if she has done anything to make herself an enemy of my pack. "So, if you aren''t ready to ept her, what are you going to do with her?" I clench my fists as I re at her. My head and heart are at war right now in regards to this matter. Had Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g she not been my mate she would already be dead. I''ve always been more of a kill first ask questions saved before she had the chance to bleed out. Finally, my head wins out. I need to put my pack first right now. "Once she wakes up and is out of harm''s way she''ll be escorted to the dungeons for questioning." "Are you sure about that?" Alex asks. My wolf growls and so do I. "You dare to question your Alpha?" I hiss. Alex instantly puts his hands up in surrender. "I''m just making sure you''ve thought this through. Everything she feels, you will feel because of the bond." I set my jaw in determination and nod. "I''m sure. I know what I''m doing." Alex opens his mouth as if to speak before thinking better of it and closing it once more. He simply sighs and nods, taking my word for it. Between the two of them, Alex is the one most likely to challenge my decisions. He''s the next oldest and always asks the hard questions when I need it. Sometimes I appreciate it. And then there are other times, such as now where it just annoys me. I allow another nce at my beautiful mate before turning back to Alex. "I want two mated guards posted outside her door and another two at each of the hospital''s entrances. Inform me once she wakes. The only people I wanting in and out of here is the approved medical staff, either of you, or myself." Alex and Xander both stand straighter and nod before clearly using our mind-linking abilities to give out orders as I leave the room. I can''t stay here any longer or I might lose my resolve. It will be best if I stay away until she is done being questioned. I briskly strut down the hallway and to the elevator and push the down button. As I reach the main floor, I see a couple dozen guards walking into the lobby before fanning out to take their ces. "Alpha," two men salute as they approach the elevator that I just stepped out of. I give them a brusque nod before the doors close between us. ***** The next day is spent in my study as I keep myself busy with business reports and various paperwork. I have not heard anything about my mate all day and am beginning to feel distracted, my thoughts constantly going back to her. "We should go see her. I miss her." My wolf states insistently. "No. We have work we need to do. Alex will let us know when she wakes up." "She should have been awake by now. What if something is wrong? We should be there for our mate." "For thest time, no." "Why do you always have to be so stubborn?!" My wolfins. "I don''t know. Why do you?" I counter and my wolf growls at me in irritation. "Fine. If we don''t hear anything by the end of the evening, we''ll go check on her. Happy now?" "Yes." Now that our little argument is finished, I quickly shut off the link to my wolf so I can try to put my focus back on work. It isn''t until several more hours and a break for dinner than I finally hear anything. "Ethan, she''s awake." Alex''s voice rings out in my head. "She is being discharged and then we''ll take her to the dungeons. Do you want us to wait for you?" "No. Go ahead. I''ll meet you at the cells." "Okay. We''ll see you there then." We cut off the mind link and my wolf speaks out. "She shouldn''t have to go to the dungeons. She''s our mate. We know she''s innocent." "We don''t know that. That is why she has to be questioned." "Then you should be the one to do it." "No. I can''t. I wouldn''t be able to do what needs to be done if she tries to hide something from me." "She wouldn''t do that." "YOU DON''T KNOW THAT!" I growl at my wolf in frustration. This is already hard enough on me as it is. I don''t need him giving me grief and getting in my head the way he does. He whimpers and backs off, realizing that he has pushed me too far. I don''t bother saying anything else as I sigh and cut off our link once more. I stand up and organize thest of my files before leaving my office to head to our dungeons. I arrive and walk down to the lowest level where all of the empty cells are. No one is down there except for Angelo who I have ordered to take care of her questioning. He is standing against the stone wall opposite of the cells with his hands sped in front of him and his face looking straight ahead. When he hears my approach, he quickly salutes me. "Alpha." "Angelo. The prisoner is on her way." He gives me a gruff nod and we soon hear the ng of the metal door at the top of the stone steps. There is the shuffling of feet and the thudding of boots as they start their descent. I breathe in and catch the heavenly scent ofvender and honey that my mate gives off and my wolf instantly purrs. I can sense him wagging his tail in excitement to see our mate once more. When they reach the bottom happiness, but once she notices my stern demeanor her expression slips away, reced by one that shows unease and confusion. I keep my expression hard and cold, but inside I feel my heart breaking inside my chest and my wolf whimpers, hating that we are causing that frown that is now on her angelic face. I sp my hands behind my back, straightening myself to my full height as I take a step towards her. "What is your name?" She narrows her eyes at me and mimics my posture, ignoring the pain on her wrists caused by the silver cuffs that have her hands bound behind her back. "What''s it to you?" "I''m the one asking the questions here," I announce through clenched teeth as I try to keep my temper in check. "Yes. But that doesn''t mean I have to answer," she states forcefully back. I take another step closer to her so that she is forced to look up to meet my eyes. "Answer me! What is your damn name?!" I growl using my Alpha voice. "Fuck you," she spits back and my eyes widen for a split second, surprised that she was not affected by my Alpha aura. Even the guards had stepped away ufortably, but she held her ground and proceeded to curse me without even flinching. I re at her, my breathing a bit heavier as I try to keep myself calm. "Take her away," I order the guards as I wave to the cells lined up behind me. Alex watches their backs as they pass me and I don''t bother to turn around. Instead, I turn to Angelo. "Treat her like you would any other prisoner. I want to know what she knows." He nods and I walk away, stomping up the stairs as Alex swiftly follows me. "Do you want to talk about this?" he asks as he hurries to catch up with me. "No," I state through gritted teeth before mming the door open and walking out into the crisp evening air. My wolf bursts out and my body shifts before I run off towards the patch of trees nearby. I need to get away and cool off before I lose it. Chapter 2: 1- Routine Life Chapter 2: 1- Routine Life I can¡¯t feel anything. My body was numb. My eyes were fixed on a spot on the ceiling, and I blocked out the grunts of the man on top of me- viting me if that¡¯s what it can even be considered because for the amount of time he¡¯s done this act of sin, what could he possibly be viting? He¡¯s raped me a countless amount of times over the past seven years. I was knocked out of my trance when I heard his belt buckle and he looked back at me. I quickly averted my eyes, knowing it was disrespectful to look an Alpha in their eyes. ¡°You¡¯re a good fuck mate, now get dressed,¡± he yanked me up by my hair, ¡°and get downstair to fix dinner slut,¡± He finished by smacking me back down on the bed and leaving my room, the sound of the door mming rang in my ears. I huddled myself in a ball as I squeezed my eyes shut. I despise this ce... After a few moments of battling my emotions, I decided to get dressed and do what was told of me before my actions caught up with me. I rummaged around for clothing and found some jeans and a long sleeve shirt, it had a few rips at the ends but it did its job. Sneaking downstairs has be a habit. I hated having the monster find me because once he did¡­ I made small steps into the kitchen and started preparing food for the Alpha, Beta, and Gamma. I like to think of myself as a decent cook, I could whip up decent meals. I was a better baker but I don¡¯t get to do a lot of that. I started cooking dinner which consisted of steak, corn, and pasta. They all came into the kitchen together being obnoxiously loud, I flinched in response due to impulse. They sat at the table and I filled their tes and set them in front of the men, starting with the Alpha and finishing at the Gamma. I went to walk away until the monster¡¯s voice stopped me. Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g ¡°Fuck toy! Get your ass over here!¡± I silently walked back cowering my head down keeping my eyes at my feet. Apparently, I was walking too slow because the brute thrashed out and grabbed my arm yanking me forward. I stumbled and ended up falling on my knees on the side of his seat, keeping my head down, the tears already started streaming down my face. He moved his grip on my hair and yanked it back so my head shot up. I quickly averted my eyes. ¡°Tell me,¡± his grip got tighter and I whimpered, ¡°what the fuck is this shit?¡± he belted and he snatched the te and mmed it on the ground flying mere millimeters near my face, I flinched and it didn¡¯t go unnoticed by him. ¡°I¡¯ll give you something to fucking flinch at bitch,¡± and he yanked me up and mmed my face in the Beta¡¯s te. He tore me away after then pulled me up as he stood, ¡°you fucking useless piece of shit!¡± He threw my body to the ground andnded a kick to my stomach. Immediately I curled up. The tears didn¡¯t stop as hended kick after kick. He stopped and I stayed curled in a ball, I heard his feet stomp back to the table, followed by the other chairs scooting back and the men standing up. I made the mistake of looking up at him because the moment I moved my head I saw the other tes and foode crumbling down and I rapidly went back into the ball. One te smacked me on my head and the other shattered in front of my face, the ss flying up and cutting me as I tightened the ball I was in. He grabbed my hair and smacked it against the tiled floor onest time before he spoke again. ¡°Boys, have your go at the bitch, and then bring her to my room when you¡¯re done.¡± I was immensely rmed. Have your go? They never raped me. Touched me? Yeah. Beat me? Of course. I started sobbing, not caring now about the noise I make. He walked away and right as he reached the threshold that separated the kitchen from the living room he turned and said: ¡°And try not to make her too bruised for me.¡± He chuckled and I gagged. Too bruised? Was that even possible? I clenched my eyes shut to try to stop the tears. They both chuckled as the Beta pushed me onto my back. I didn¡¯t stop crying even when the gamma told me to ¡®shut the fuck up¡¯. The beta pulled out his belt along with the Gamma. The Beta snatched me up by my hair and started to whip me across my wet cheeks. I cried harder as he forced my hands to stay down, the Gamma took my hand and ced it on his cock and started to stroke his penis while holding my hand. What was he doing? This never happened! Next thing I knew the Gamma pulled back his belt, as I slumped to the ground, my head spinning from the blows, the Beta dragged me up from the floor and threw me over his shoulder. I gasped in pain as a burning sensation red in my stomach, now the question is, is it my fractured ribs, my knife wounds from yesterday or the blows that my stomach received mere minutes ago? The Beta hauled me upstairs and went into the Alpha¡¯s room and threw my battered body on his bed. They both left, and I brought my hands to my eyes and I started to cry and then the door creaked open to reveal the sadist himself. He came in his jeans and had that foul look in his eyes. He stalked me like prey and I sniveled. ¡°My dear Violet, you¡¯ve been a very bad girl.¡± He got to the edge of the bed and every fiber in my body screamed to get away from him but I knew better. He took off his belt and I moved my eyes there. It was then I noticed the shiny knife in his pocket. Heid out the belt then took out the knife. I closed my eyes knowing how this was going to end, me lying bloodied and wishing I was dead. He had a dark chuckle, ¡°I¡¯m excited for this, this right here is a new knife¡± He mused as he picked it up and admired it. He threw his arm up and quickly mmed it down into my flesh. I screamed in agony as he pierced my stomach. He slid the knife down to my hip bone and then pulled out the knife as I sobbed and sobbed. Through blurry eyes I saw as he brought the knife covered in my blood to his lips, he slid it on his tongue and I felt like puking. ¡°Your insides taste amazing¡­¡± he slurred as if he was buzzed from that and I cried harder. ¡°But, your pussy tastes even better¡± he stated as he quickly switched the knife to the belt and pped it down on my private area between my legs. I bit back a scream, knowing it would just turn him on even more. His hands went to his pants and he yanked them down along with his boxer. Once he was done with that, he took a proper hold on his belt and then whipped it down on my fresh cut, I couldn¡¯t contain my scream. I hollered. My tear came down like it was a downpour. Heat enfolded my whole abdomen. It was painful. Burning. Excruciating. He kept shing the bet on my tender skin as I cried and meekly begged him to stop- and as always he never stopped. I did a quick nce at my body and saw that my stomach was practically covered in blood. After some time he stopped his torture, but that was only his warm-up because he tossed the belt across the room and then yanked my figure closer towards him by grabbing my foot. I continued to cry as he plowed his way into my body. And the only thing on my mind was the same as every other time he¡¯s done this. Why me? Chapter 3 Chapter 3 Scarlet''s POV The amodations in the cells are a far cry from what I woke up to just a couple hours ago. When I had woken up, I had been so surprised to find myself in a warm bed with thick nkets pulled up to my shoulders. I was provided a meal and was able to use a private bathroom to shower and freshen up. The medical staff was friendly and helpful. Even the man that introduced himself as Alex had seemed nice. However, after all my discharge papers were filled out another man came in and ced silver cuffs around my wrists. The next thing I know I''m being marched down to dungeons that smell of blood, urine, and mildew. My mate was there waiting for me. Hope and happiness had instantly red up inside me until I registered the cold look on his face. I couldn''t understand it. How dare he! He''s the one that stabbed me. I haven''t done anything to him. I didn''t even know him. As far as I knew, he hadn''te to visit me or anything either. He clearly doesn''t care about me. By the look on his face, he downright hates me for no damn reason. My wolf of course tried to argue and reason with me. "He doesn''t hate us. He loves us. He''s our mate!" she had insisted. I had inwardly rolled my eyes at her. Things blew up fast as both of us clearly lost our tempers and now I''m pacing the small space that I am locked in. Luckily, they had removed my silver cuffs, though there are still burn marks circling my wrists. However, now the bars to my cell are silver so there is no escaping them. The man that had stayed behind to question me hasn''t been back since they shoved me in here. I don''t know where he went or when he''ll be back. All I know is that I need to get out of here. I can feel my wolf chomping at the bit. She is restless like me. Though, her and I are still on different pages when ites to our mate. "He must have his reasons for this. Maybe it''s all just some misunderstanding. You just need to talk to him." "For me to talk to him he''d actually have to be here. He left us. Remember?" I push her out, not wanting to deal with her hopeless romantic side any longer. I continue pacing as my eyes wander around my prison. The walls are made of thick concrete stones and there is a line of cells that are surrounded by silver bars. There are no windows so there is no way to know what is on the other side or what time of day it is. I spot a camera in the upper corner of my cell and I''m sure all of the cages are the same way. On the opposite wall on the far left side is a whole disy of silver torture devices including handcuffs, chains, cors, and des of various sizes. There are even spray bottles that look like they have liquid silver in them and a container full of wolfsbane. My stomach churns as I wonder what they will do to me. After walking circles for what feels like hours, I goy down on a small pile of straw that I''m assuming is meant to be my bed. As soon as my eyes start to drift closed, I am suddenly hit with a freezing cold liquid that burns my skin. I immediately jump to my feet as I try to wipe the burning liquid from my face. When I look up, I see the man that is supposed to be questioning me. He doesn''t say anything. He just sets his now empty pail down and walks away. "What am I doing here?! Let me out!" I call after him. He just continues his way without even looking back at me. Within a minute, I hear the loud ng of the metal door closing behind him. I scowl in the direction that he went and try to ignore the lingering pain that is covering my body. Breathing in, my nostrils burn and I realize that wolfsbane had been mixed in with the freezing water. My straw bed is now soaked and ruined. I growl in frustration and go sit along the opposite wall. Time seems to move very slowly as I upy myself with thoughts of The Scourge, of escaping, and of my mate. My mind wanders to so many things as I try to distract myself. The thing my thoughts linger on the most is that of my mate. The sexy, low timbre of his voice, his muscr biceps and broad shoulders that stretched the material of his shirt, the light stubble that covered his chiseled jaw.... And of course, his mesmerizing blue eyes. They were bluer than the sky and the contrast with his dark hair and tanned skin seemed to make them that much brighter. I could stare into his eyes for days. If only he wasn''t proving to be such an ass. Despite the path of my thoughts, time isn''t speeding up. And every time I''m about to fall asleep, I have the same rude awakening I did the first time. I''m not even sure how long this goes on for. Days? Weeks? And during all of this, my mate neveres to see me or check on me. Further proof that he doesn''t care. Everything I have learned about fated mates is a lie. I was always told that they are chosen for you by the Moon Goddess herself. They are your other half. Theyplete you. Their touch can bring you calm and their presence can make you brave. Your mate will love you unconditionally and you will be stronger together. What a load of crock. All my mate has given me is a dungeon and a brief stay at a hospital. I don''t even know who he is. However, at one point I could feel his strong auraing off him. Typically, that type of power is only for Alphas... though I have no idea why it didn''t affect me if that was the case. Plus, the only Alpha''s that reside in the main part of the city are the three eldest Kane brothers, Ethan, Alex, and Xander. Goddess... please do not let my mate be one of the Kane brothers. The man that had been in my hospital room was named Alex... Could he have been Alex Kane? Alex is amon name though, right?... I pinch the bridge of my nose and lean my head back against the stone wall. All of this is just too much right now. My head is pounding from theck of sleep and hydration. My stomach is beginning to rumble. I don''t even know how long it has been since Ist ate or was given anything to drink. Sheer exhaustion is beginning to overtake me and my body feels jittery. This is definitely not how I expected this to go. I rub a shaky hand over my stomach as I begin to look around again. I don''t see anything edible down here. Hopefully their n isn''t to just let me stay down here until I die of dehydration or starvation. More time passes before I hear the familiar ng of the metal door at the top of the stairs. Loud, clunky footsteps can be heard echoing through the stairwell as I wait to see who it is. For some reason, part of me is desperately hoping to see my mate. Maybe he''s finally here to set me free, tell me he''s sorry. I look towards the approaching sound and am disappointed when my interrogator appears before me. He slowly steps up to my cage and kneels down to eye level. I instantly notice he is holding twoUpstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g sses of water. I scoot closer to the bars, careful not to touch the burning silver. Instinctively, my tongue swipes over my cracked lips as I eye the refreshing beverage. "Can you answer some questions for me?" he asks politely, but by the way he is holding the drinks just out of reach means that they are going to cost some answers first. I nod, not knowing or caring at this point what his questions are. "What is your name?" "Scarlet." "What pack do you belong to?" "I don''t have a pack." He nods and passes one of the sses of water through the bars for me to take a drink. The ice-cold liquid feels heavenly as it slides down my parched throat. I involuntarily let out a whimper as gratefulness fills me. I really needed this. After a couple sips, he holds his hand out and takes the ss back. "Where were you the evening of October 14th around seven?" I don''t even know how long ago that was, but I sit and think for a bit before I realize why that night is significant. "I- I had gone for a run. Then I came back and started handing out nkets." "Where?" "At the shelter I help run in The Scourge." "Can anyone attest to that?" I nod. "I would assume so. A lot of people saw me that night." He gives me another couple sips of water that I quickly gulp down before letting out a sigh. I pass the drink back to him before he continues his line of questioning. "And was your run before or after killing some local wolves?" My eyes widen in shock. What? What is he talking about? "I- I didn''t kill anyone.... Who was killed?" He narrows his eyes at me and passes the ss back to me. I continue to look at him as if I''ll be able to make sense of what is going on by just examining his facial expressions. The water passes my lips, but this time a horrible stinging sensation fills my mouth and spreads down my body. I instantly begin to gag as I bend over on my hands and knees and begin heaving up the little bit of water that I had just drank. My eyes begin to water as I continue to retch up bile. The man stands up, grabbing his two sses and walks away. All I can manage is to crawl away to a cleaner part of my cell where I copse and curl up into a ball. Hugging myself tightly, tears begin to slide down my cheeks. How much longer are they going to keep me down here? Why are they doing this? After some more time passes, my captores back down. He walks up and stands right outside of my cell and waits for me to cautiously approach him. Once I''m close enough, he gruffly shoves a wad of fabric into my hand. "Change," he orders. I raise an eyebrow at him before turning my gaze to the material balled up in my hand. With a closer inspection I realize it''s a thin, scratchy gown. I look up to see him ring at me, waiting for me to do as I''m bid. I clear my throat and widen my eyes pointedly, wondering if he''ll understand what I''m getting at. He seems toprehend and turns around, allowing some semnce of privacy. I''m not too happy about this. The cells are incredibly cold, especially at night and this fabric will definitely do nothing to keep me warm. Though I guess as a prisoner, they don''t care about myfort. Goosebumps cover my skin as I peel off my soiled clothes and put on the flimsy cover-up that I had been given. I clear my throat again, letting the man know that I''m dressed and he turns around to face me. "Stand back. Any sudden moves and you''ll be punished. Understand?" he announces harshly. For a millisecond my eyes open wide with surprise before I nod and do as I''m told. This is punishment enough. I don''t want to find out what would happen if I were to actually put up a fight. And with the state I''m in there is no way I could win. I can hardly stand on my own two feet without swaying and using the wall for support. As soon as I''m pressed against the opposite wall, he pulls thick leather gloves onto his hands and unlocks my cell. He gestures at me toe forward and I obey hesitantly, unsure of what is about to happen. He takes my hands and pins them behind my back as he marches me to the other end of the room and into a new cell. My eyes sweep across the small space and my mouth instantly turns dry as though I''ve swallowed a cup of sand. The only thing in the room is two long silver chains that have cuffs hanging from them. They seem to be on some sort of pulley system so that they can be adjusted. I freeze in my spot and try to step backwards, only to run into the hard chest of my interrogator. He shoves me forward and I frantically begin shaking my head. "Please no. Please..." I beg before he snatches one of my hands and locks the silver cuff around my bare wrist. I let out a wail of pain before biting down on my lip, trying to keep myself from crying out. "Why are you doing this? I don''t understand what this is all about!" I exim as he does the same to my other wrist. As soon as I''m secured, he walks over to a lever next to the entrance to the cell and pulls it down. The chains instantly begin to rise and tighten, pulling my arms above my head and out to my sides until I screech in agony. "Please! Stop!" The man waits until I have quieted down before he approaches me and begins to ask me questions again. "Why did you kill those men?" "I don''t know what you are talking about!" He tightens the chains a little more. "Then you know who does." "No, I don''t! Please!" And the silver tightens more. I can feel the cuffs burning through my skin and tears streaming unbidden down my cheeks. This is pure torture. I don''t understand what is going on. I''m too tired and in too much pain to even think straight. After what feels like forever, the man leaves me hanging from the ceiling. When hees back, he is holding a long whip and I instantly let out a terrified whimper. "Six men were stabbed and wed to death at The Blue Moon Bar on Broadway. What do you know about that?" he asks me as he begins to circle me, letting the whip slowly unravel in his fist. "I don''t know anything about it! It wasn''t me! I swear!" There''s a crack of the whip and a terrible pain spread over my back. "The scent was followed back to you. Exin that!" "I told you! I don''t know! But I didn''t kill anyone!" The whip strikes my back again and I scream out. "You know! Think!" And I''m hit again. This continues as I beg and plead to no avail. At one point I am bawling and hyperventting, unable to take anymore torture. He seems to realize that he won''t get any information out of me while I''m like this and he pushes the lever back up, loosening the changes so that I''m dropped to the floor with a thud. The man unhooks the cuffs and throws them to the side before leaving me behind in the cell. I stay curled up on the floor, my cheek pressed against the cold concrete. I''m unable to make myself move, everything aches. ck dots creep into my vision and eventually I am ovee by darkness. Chapter 3: 2- Visit Chapter 3: 2- Visit The next morning, I sat naked on the ground in the bathroom. It didn¡¯t have much, a toilet, a very small shower that didn¡¯t work half the time, a small sink and a dirty mirror. I had no more tears to cry at the moment. I was worn out. I was tired. Tired of being abused, of being pushed around, of being someone¡¯s punching bag, of waking up to deal with this, of living here. With the strength I could muster up, I hauled myself up to look in the mirror. I hated what stared back at me. This girl had dull lifeless brown eyes. Dead brown hair that went to her waist. Scars that littered her body more than the trash that¡¯s littering the ocean. Ugly hip bones and ribs are prominent from theck of food she got, she ate about two times a week, maybe three if she was lucky, even if it was three she would be puking it up within minutes, only made possible by her beatings. A frame that was too small, barely had any curves. A corbone that is too defined. Grim eye-bags. Her body had too many scars to find it attractive. Her breasts are bruised from being groped too aggressively. Her skin was a deathly pale from never being out in the sun. Her knees had bruises from always being forced on them. She looked revolting. When I looked back up at my face, tears wereing down. Stupid silent tears. With those thoughts in my head, I reached for my razor de. I¡¯ve done this a million times, nothing I¡¯m not used to. I lined the de on my wrist and applied pressure, pulling down vertically. It pierced my skin and I let out a shaky breath. After the cut was made a small wave of satisfaction came over me. I kept cutting and cutting. ''You¡¯ll never be worth anything.'' ''Slut.'' ''You could never make anyone happy.'' The sobs came out of my mouth in silence. I continued slicing until I was satisfied. ...As satisfied as I could be... I washed off my arms, and wrapped them, then threw on clothes so that Alpha Chris doesn¡¯t see them. Even though my beatings are terrible, it will be ten thousand times worse if he found out I continued to do it behind his back. One time he caught me in the act when I was fifteen. He told me that ¡®I wasn¡¯t good enough to be able to injure myself¡¯. It didn¡¯t make much sense and it still doesn¡¯t. I guess only he wants to harm me, but everyone else does it, so he¡¯s not that special. And he knows that. ¡°Slut!¡± Alpha Chris yelled. I flinched and braced myself as I walked to his office and proceeded to knock on Alpha¡¯s office door. ¡°Come in, bitch!¡±. I flinched again, then I opened the door and looked at my feet. ¡°Listen here my dear, dear mate,¡± he said as he stood and wrapped his arm around my body while the other grabbed my breast, causing me to flinch, ¡°our Regional Alpha Derek ising to check on us in two hours. You dear,¡± he squeezed my boob harder and I whimpered, ¡°better have this house fucking spotless and get yourself prettied up. Also, make food, and if it¡¯s anything like that shit you madest night, you can¡¯t even imagine what I¡¯ll do to you once he leaves. Understood?¡± I nodded and that didn¡¯t make him happy. ¡°Understood!¡± He yelled as he yanked back my head. I gasped at the pain. ¡°Y-yes A-alpha,¡± I whispered, cringing at my stutter. I always stuttered, I hated it. ¡°Good. Come here,¡± He murmured. I walked to his side as he instructed, and in a soft voice said, ¡°my precious mate, give your Alpha a kiss.¡± His hand went up to my neck and brought it down to his lips. He softly pressed his lips against mine. He¡¯s done this act multiple times through-out my years here, don¡¯t be fooled. He was kissing me softly, and moaned a little against my still lips, and then turned rough. Shocker. He yanked me off his lips and stood up. He looked down at me and I looked at my feet. ¡°Go get fucking ready slut,¡± He growled out as his hand came down and smacked me to the ground. I quickly nodded as I scrambled off the floor and out of his office. Two hourster, I had cooked mashed potatoes, green beans, and meatloaf. I was practically praying that it turned out good, but either way, tonight Alpha Chris was going to have his way with me, whether it¡¯d be solely violence or rape. C0ntent ? 2024 (N/?)velDrama.Org. I was surprised I was able to make it all with the constant stomach pains I kept having, it was like a nervous pain that would shoot through me every five minutes. I set the table and started to fill the tes when I heard voices. ¡°Alpha, were you pleased with the pack?¡± I heard Alpha Chris ask the visitor. As I was going to finish thest te my stomach pain shot up to the fullest and almost had me double over. I gasped as tears started to form in my eyes, and bent over slightly to ease the pain. It didn¡¯t work. ...Violet,e on. Not now. You heard what Chris said... I told myself. Violet, you can¡¯t cry because the makeup will wash off. Yes. Yes. I can¡¯t cry. If my makeup gets messed up, and if Alpha Derek sees, I think Alpha Chris might actually kill me. Pulling myself together I grabbed the tes bncing them in my arms and took them out to the men. I walked into the dining room and the moment I stepped in, the pain skyrocketed and it took everything in me to not drop to the ground. I ced everyone¡¯s te down. When I sat thest te down my nostrils were invaded by the scent of sandalwood. I went to move my eyes but quickly averted them. I saw ck boots that went over the end of ck jeans. I started to move my eyes up, at started to see a dark navy blue button-up shirt- ¡°Violet! Your service is done, you are dismissed. Leave,¡± Alpha Chris¡¯s voice cut me out of my mind. I jerked back up from the table and mumbled a ¡°sorry¡± to Alpha Chris. I quickly realized my mistake and my eyes bulged out of my head. ''You moron! You spoke without permission!'' ¡°Women, you know how they are. Only good at one thing¡­¡± Alpha Chris chuckled and my cheeks red up knowing what he meant, time to leave. I turned but then someone reached up and grabbed my wrist, sparks flying up my arm, I winced as the person grabbed my fresh cuts. Even if they were now wrapped and covered, they were still sore after. ¡°Stop.¡± A voice cut the air. The sound made my chest flutter. My stomach pains weakened. My breath faltered. I dared to look over at the man who held my wrist. His eyes are dark blue. He has a mediumplexion. His hair is dark brown. He has clear skin. Very, very handsome. Attractive. ¡°Is there something wrong Derek?¡± Alpha Chris spoke and I could feel the nervousness in his voice. ¡°Alpha Derek.¡± The man corrected. ¡°Y-yes, I apologize, sir. Is there something wrong, A-alpha Derek?¡± Alpha Chris stuttered. That¡¯s ironic considering the number of times he made fun of my stuttering and beaten me senseless for it. Before Alpha Derek answered that question, he took a hard look at me and I quickly looked away from him and he dropped my wrist. My stomach pains got a little more painful after that, I discreetly cradled my wrist. I felt ufortable at his stare and wanted to disappear. Suddenly he stood up and I took an impulsive step back. ¡° We¡¯ll be leaving,¡± He spoke, his voice was deep and it sounded so nice to hear. I kept my head down. ¡°Oh! Well, sorry you couldn¡¯t stay to finish the meal, but, have a safe trip back.¡± Alpha Chris stuck his hand out for Alpha Derek to shake but Alpha Derek didn¡¯t even spare a nce. ¡°Okay, well nice to have you stop by. Violet, clean this up.¡± He told me, and Alpha Derek walked away followed by the sound of the door mming shut, and with that sound, my heart throbbed and my stomach tightened and I put a hand over it to try and help. I didn¡¯t understand why I was acting the way I was, I didn¡¯t even know that man, yet here I was, aching for him toe back. Slut. My arm was yanked and my face met with a fuming Alpha. I averted my eyes and waited for it to all ¡°You useless piece of fucking shit!¡± He screamed as he punched me, square in the face. I stumbled back from the impact and fell on the ground. ¡°You had one job today, one motherfucking job!¡± He kicked my stomach. ¡°And you couldn¡¯t even do that!¡± Another kick. ¡°Are you even fucking listening?!¡± He yelled at the top of his lungs. He didn¡¯tnd another kick on me instead he straddled my body and docked blow after blow to my face. It felt like a sledgehammer being brought to my face. ¡°You¡¯re only good for... one... fucking thing and that¡¯s...ying there¡­while I...fuck...the living...daylights out...of..¡± My eyes started to roll back and my conscience was there by a thread. Abruptly he was yanked off of me and with everything I had left I looked to see what was happening. On top of Alpha Chris was Alpha Derek, destroying his face. I watched as he got up and barked an order, although I couldn¡¯t hear what it was, and some figure came in and dragged Alpha Chris¡¯s body away. Alpha Derek came to me and I felt him pick me up and that movement was all I needed for my conscience topletely slip away. Chapter 4 Chapter 4 Ethan''s POV Work has taken over my life. Day after day I have been in my office trying to keep myself upied. I have felt the fear and confusion and anger of my mate. I''ve felt the hunger and exhaustion, my skin burning. And now, as I am trying tob through financial reports my wrists feel like they are on fire. I clench my fists when my back suddenly feels a stab of pain. My eyes stare down at a point in front of me as I begin to focus on my breathing, willing myself to concentrate on something else, anything that will distract me from my mate''s pain. As I''m still trying to regain control of myself, there is a knock on my door. "Come in!" I call before the door opens and a familiar blonde struts in. Her tight skirt hugs her hips and thighs, going down to her knees and one too many buttons are undone on her blouse, allowing anyone to see her cleavage and ckce bra. She walks over and sits down on the corner of my desk like she thinks she belongs there. I look up at her, not trying to hide my annoyance. Unfortunately, she doesn''t pick up on it. "Nicole," I say in greeting. "To what do I owe the pleasure?" "Do I need a reason toe and visit you Ethan baby? I''ve missed you! I haven''t seen you in over a week!" she exims as she reaches out and caresses my cheek before sliding her hand around the back of my neck. I remove her hand and nod as I look at the stack of papers on my desk. "Yeah. I''ve been busy." "Too busy for me?" she asks as she pushes out her lower lip and gives me a pouting look. Then she gets up and slowly starts to walk around me. "You just need to rx baby. Let me help you with that." She stops behind me and puts her hands on my shoulders as she begins to massage them. Her hands then slowly start moving down my chest when another stab of pain strikes my back. I immediately jump up from my seat. "Dammit Nikki! I don''t have time for this!" I take a couple steps away from her and turn around before she walks up to me again. "What''s your problem babe?" She presses herself up to me and puts her hands on my biceps. I ce my hands on her hips and gently push her away before sighing. "I just can''t do this right now Nikki. I need to get back to work." She pouts again. "You can''t take a break? Not even twenty minutes? I can make it worth your while." I give her a tight smile, hiding the disgust that I now have at the idea of doing what she has in mind with anyone other than my mate. "Sorry. No. I need to get this done." I gesture to the waiting heap of files. Technically, I''m ahead of schedule since I''ve spent so much time workingtely, but she doesn''t need to know that. "Okay baby. I get it. I''ll see youter." She wraps a hand around my neck and pulls me in before kissing my lips. I allow it but can''t help but to picture my mate instead. If I decide to ept her as my mate I''ll need to let Nikki know that whatever we were doing is over now. I pull away and walk back towards my desk as she lets herself out, closing the door behind her. What am I going to do? I ce my hands on my desk, leaning over it as I inhale deeply. A biting pain leaps from my back again and the breath falls from my lungs. My chest aches like never before. "It''s because you want our mate. You know she is hurting and you hate it," my wolf says in my head. It''s the first time I''ve heard from him since leaving our mate in the dungeons. He still doesn''t agree with me, but it needed to be done. Unfortunately, I haven''t heard anything from Angelo about how her questioning is going. By the way I was feeling the strike of the whip, I''d assume it hasn''t been going well. I should have been checking in with him, but I''ve been avoiding it. I knew that he woulde to me if he had found out who the guilty party was, but I didn''t want to know what my mate has been going through. I don''t know if I would have been able to follow through if he gave me any of the details. I slump down in my chair as I heave out a sigh and scrub a hand through my hair. Looking down at my reports, I realize that there is no way I''ll be able to concentrate anymore. I pick them up and ce them in a drawer before locking it and heading for the door. After securing my office, I walk to the elevator and swipe my ID card before hitting the button for the top floor. Our office building doubles as our pack house. The top two floors are mine and below that is a floor of conference rooms that are rarely used by anyone except me. I like having my privacy and only my siblings and beta have ess to my living quarters. Below that each of my siblings and my Beta have their own floor before there are two levels dedicated to pack members. My office, along with Alex''s, Xander''s, and my Beta Caleb''s are all underneath that. It doesn''t take long before the elevator is letting me out into my entryway. I toss my keys onto the table sitting by the front door and walk over to the wall of windows that lines my living room. I can see all of Crescent City. The streets are busy as everyone else goes about their evening, Eventually I go to take a shower, throwing on a pair of sweatpants before climbing into my king-sized bed. I bend my arm behind my head as I stare up at the ceiling, waiting for sleep to take me. "How can youy here like this while our mate is being tortured?" my wolf growls in my head. "Will you just shut up! You don''t think this is eating me up?! I would give anything to have her here with me?" "Then go get here! What are you waiting for?!" "Angelo is trying to get answers out of her about what happened," I answer, though I''ve begun to lose my resolve. "It''s been over a week. Maybe she doesn''t know anything. Are you just going to leave her down there forever?" "No..." "Then how long Ethan? Two weeks? A month? A year?" My fists clench and I try to push my wolf out of my head, but this time he won''t allow it. He refuses to be ignored any longer. "It''s been long enough. If Angelo hasn''t gotten anything out of her then he''s not going to. Her wolf is getting weaker.... I can feel N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. it." I squeeze my eyes shut as pain grips my heart. "Go to her." When I open my eyes again it is with a new sense of determination. My wolf is right. I can''t do this any longer. If Angelo hasn''t gotten anything out of her so what? At least I tried. Now I just want my mate. I throw my covers back before slipping some socks and shoes on. Grabbing a t-shirt from my dresser, I pull it over my head and hurry towards the exit. As I head through the door, I pick my keys up from where I left them not even an hour earlier. The dungeons are below the basement, so I swipe my card for ess and push the button with the letter B on it. From there I must take the stairs. The ride down seems to take forever, both me and my wolf are impatient. Goddess, I hope she doesn''t hate me. "Come on,e on," Iin out loud as I watch the numbers slowly counting down above me. Finally, the elevator dings and I rush out before running down a long hallway and opening the metal door that leads to the cells. When I reach the bottom I spot her lying on the cold, concrete ground with her back towards me. The back of the thin, woven cover she is wearing is torn to shreds and she is covered in blood. My breath stills as I watch her. She isn''t moving a muscle. I turn to Angelo. "Is she..." I begin, unsure of exactly what to ask. "She passed out about an hour ago. Hasn''t wakened since," he answers. "I''m taking her with me. Unlock the door," I remark as I straighten my back, trying not to show how much the sight of her is killing me right now. He nods and does as I say. When the door swings open, I take a step toward her before Angelo grabs my shoulder. I turn to look at him. "Her name is Scarlet," he states softly as he looks down at her still form. "Scarlet..." I whisper back. "That''s pretty. It suits her." He nods before continuing. "She doesn''t seem to know anything sir." I sigh deeply as I look at my feet. Then my gaze wanders to her. "Thanks Angelo," I reply without even looking back at him. I sense him step away until he''s against the opposite wall as I kneel and scoop Scarlet into my arms. I cradle her against me as I make my way back up to my living quarters. I walk down the hall to one of the guest bedrooms and carefullyy her on her stomach. Reaching over, I turn on one of the bedsidemps and gently peel back the scraps of her rags, revealing the long open shes left on her fair skin from being whipped. She is still passed out, so I quietly go to the en suite and rummage through the cabs before I find the first aid kit. Once I''ve found it, I bring it out and sit on the bed beside her. She has an arm curled up under her so that a fist is tucked next to her chin. Her eyes are still closed and her red curls are partially hiding her beautiful face. I take out a cotton ball and wet it with antiseptic before I begin dabbing it softly against her injuries. She lets out a whimper of pain and her eyebrows furrow, but she continues to sleep. My chest tightens as I continue my work, next I gingerly apply bacitracin to each of the wounds. Finally, I ce a thinyer of gauze over each and lightly blow on it. A shiver seems to run up her spine and my eyes travel up her and back to her face. Her eyes remain shut, but she looks more rxed now and a slight smile seems to be ced on her lips. I reach for the covers and pull them up over her legs before leaning down and kissing her temple. "Goodnight Scarlet." Chapter 4: 3- Doctor, Doctor Chapter 4: 3- Doctor, Doctor My head was buzzing. There was a throbbing pain. My head felt like it was spinning and I squeezed my eyes shut to try to regain some type of equilibrium. I tried opening my eyes and bright white light invaded my vision. Wincing, I shut my eyes and waited for them to adjust before I tried to reopen them. I opened and closed them a few times before I was able to see. There was a steady beeping and I titled my head to the side to see where it wasing from. A heart monitor. I was in the hospital. I felt tearse to my eyes. ...Where am I?... The door opened and a doctor walked in. I felt my heart rate elerate, and the heart monitor kept beeping and beeping. I quickly sat up and my body fluttered with pain. ¡°Woah, Woah, Woah!¡± The doctor chuckled and jogged towards me, flinching away from him I brought my knees up to me, ignoring the difort. He came right by the bed and reached out and grabbed my arm, I cowered away from the man. Men weren¡¯t my favorite due to my past experiences. ¡°You¡¯re awake! So... the Alpha wille to check on you in about an hour.¡± He spoke. I looked at the man. He has curly brown hair and tan skin. He has long stubble that has hints of grey in it. He looks older, maybe 40? Mid-forties? His name tag contains three letters. R-E-X. Rex. He went on talking about my health and I didn¡¯t pay attention at all. I was just staring at the ground, my heartbeat was not slowing down in the slightest way, and the fact that he still had his hand on my arm didn¡¯t help. ¡°Now- we have you under some medication that I injected you with when you arrived. And it will make your body just a little weaker.¡± I can¡¯t afford to be weaker. ¡°But that will only benefit me¡­¡± he mumbled to me. I snuck a look up at the doctor. His eyes turned dark, and I got a sick feeling in my stomach. The same look Alpha Chris gave me. ...Wait, where is Alpha Chris?... He dragged his hand down from my arm to rest on my knee and I froze. Maybe I should¡¯ve pushed him off or done something but I was in an unfamiliar ce, not remembering past events that well, and I was unfocused. He pulled down the nket a little and my heartbeat spiked along with the beeping. ¡°I¡¯m just going to check the bruising on your knees,¡± he pulled down the nket some more until it was at my ankles. He moved his hand to the end of the hospital gown and I flinched. ...How did that get on me?... ¡°The bruising looked bad,¡± he added as he pulled it up to my mid-thighs. While he did that something in me fluttered, anticipating something and I was beyond confused by that. I didn¡¯t want this man¡¯s hands on me, why would I anticipate that? ¡°Now, let me take off this,¡± I flinched as he reached behind me and I couldn''t help as my hand swatted him away. I knew I¡¯d get punished for it but I couldn¡¯t help it. ¡°N-no!¡± I whispered and tried to scoot away from him. ¡°Don¡¯t worry, I¡¯m not going to do anything,¡± he said, slightly growly. He sped his hand around my thigh and I shivered with disgust. A thunderous growl tore through the room. I cowered even more at that sound but my heart tightened, like in a good way. Was this what my subconscious was anticipating? I nced over at the door and saw a tall man with striking dark blue eyes. He was standing next to a woman with a clipboard and she was looking at me and the man with wide eyes. Wow, he¡¯s pretty. ''No one would want you, slut. Don¡¯t even think about it.'' ¡°Alpha!¡± The man spoke, rmed. ¡°I thought you weren¡¯ting for a few hours¡­¡± He was fumbling over his words, fear and worry were evident and I lifted my head to see what was happening. The man stalked up to the doctor and grabbed his arm in a stern grip, removing it from my thigh. While he did that, the woman rushed over to the other side and gave a small smile to me and I immediately looked down. She slowly reached out to the nket and brought it back up to cover my legs, I flinched even though she was moving at a slow pace like she didn¡¯t want to startle me. And with this man¡¯s presence, the smell of sandalwood reappeared. It seemed familiar. ¡°You thought wrong,¡± He growled. ¡°Why are you with a female patient?¡± he demanded, his cold tone brought unwanted goosebumps on my skin. ...Stop it, Violet! You don¡¯t even know this man!... ¡°I was doing a check-up,¡± Rex answered, his voice slightly wavering. ¡°I thought it was clear after ourst incident that you were banned from interacting with any female patient, especially alone,¡± he growled as he kissed his teeth. His eyes were angry, but it was a pretty color. ...Stop it, Violet!... ''Slut.'' ¡°Mind exining why you were trying to undress her?¡± the man demanded and the doctor swallowed. The man didn¡¯t want to wait for his answer, instead, he scoffed and pushed him away. ¡°Get out!¡± he demanded. He looked over at me when the door closed. My eyes bulged as I moved my eyesight down. He growled at my action, it caused my heart rate to increase and I flinched. His hand gripped my jaw and forced my face up to his. Sparks erupted at our contact, and surprised- I jumped back, or tried to jump back. His grasp tightened as he growled lowly at Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. my action. I did a quick scan of his face until I saw his eyes. I couldn¡¯t help the small gasp that came out. His eyes were a deep blue and suddenly- I forgot how to breathe. His eyes were as hard as stone as he studied my face. His eye slits were getting thinner as he inspected my face. His re was mean, he seemed pissy from moments ago. ...Violet! Stop staring!... I broke out of my trance and looked down, listening to myself. ...Don¡¯t look an Alpha in their eyes... He growled at that too and I winced at the sound. I started to feel more insecure about myself. His grip got tighter by each silent passing second, fear started to ignite in me and my eyes got wet, and I couldn¡¯t help it as they slid down. I felt as his eyes wandered down to my body and he pushed my face so he got a better look- I clutched the nket tighter against me. He didn¡¯t spend too much time on my body, even though every second felt like an hour, and he moved his gaze back to my face. I don¡¯t know where I am, I don¡¯t know where Alpha Chris is, I don¡¯t know anything and I¡¯m already a mess in front of another man. He growled again, before tossing my face out of his grasp lightly. He looked at the woman who was reading something on her clipboard, on the other side of the bed. ¡°You know what to do?¡± she immediately shook her head. ¡°Yes, Alpha!¡± He nodded and was out of the room before I could grasp what just happened, taking the sandalwood smell with him. What were the sparks? The more I thought about it, it seemed to spark a memory but I couldn¡¯t see it fully. Like something was buried and you could only see the outline. I looked at the woman, she had blonde hair that was in a low bun. She has tan skin and brown eyes. She¡¯s pretty, but I¡¯m wary of her. She looks to be older, at least older than me. Maybe thirty? As I take a look at her- I see she has a ring on her left hand. Married? She gives me a warm smile as she says hi. ¡°Good morning, my name is Reseda and I¡¯ll be your new doctor.¡± She spoke slowly and smoothly. Not too loud, not too low, she was even. She walked to the end of the bed and I immediately moved my legs back in fear. ''Because you have to fear everything right? Worthless¡­'' I closed my eyes at the voice. Why? I heard the girl hum and I moved my eyes to her, but I didn¡¯t look at her face, just her hands that are on a clipboard at the end of the bed. ¡°Violet... ¡° she trails my name and I flinch. ''Why are you flinching moron? It¡¯s a name, your name- stop being so pathetic.'' A frown made its way to my face as I thought about what the voice said. ¡°You have a very pretty name,¡± she stated and I felt her look at me. ''Thank her. That¡¯s if you can even say it¡­'' ¡°T-thank y-you,¡± I mumbled, hating my stutter. She hummed before she responded. ¡°You¡¯re wee. Violet Ophelia Taylor. Very cute. So let¡¯s see... ¡° She started to read a little more before she spoke again. ¡°Ms.Taylor, I¡¯m going to perform a small physical on you, is it alright if I take your blood pressure?¡± She asks looking at me while I look to the side. I had no clue what she meant. Was she going to take some of my blood? What¡¯s physical? Like, touch me? I don¡¯t want that. I was silent before she spoke again. ¡°Do you know what taking blood pressure is?¡± She asked me. She started to exin what it was and I was trying my hardest to follow along, even though I didn¡¯t have the slightest idea of what she¡¯s saying. ¡°So, Ms.Taylor, is it okay if I take your blood pressure?¡± She asks me. I nodded yes, a little fearful of the consequences of me saying ¡®no¡¯. ¡°Okay, now I need you to sit up and uncross your legs¡­¡± I did as she asked and she came closer to me. ¡°I¡¯m going to put this on your arm now, okay?¡± I nodded but when she reached out for me I still flinched back. ''Can you ever stop flinching? Just trust someone!'' ...No, you don¡¯t trust anyone! Just listen... My brows furrowed together at the voices in my head arguing. The doctor¡¯s voice pulled me out of my thoughts. ¡°Okay, I¡¯m going to start. There will be pressure but nothing too bad. Just take regr breaths,¡± She instructed and started to pump the ball, the band getting bigger, and I felt thepression start. I started wincing when it got tighter and I whimpered. ¡°It¡¯s okay, only a few more seconds, it¡¯ll be okay¡­¡± The doctor calmed me. What¡¯s her name again? Was it something with an R? I nced at her name tag, but quickly nced away- I didn¡¯t catch the name. The pressure was getting too much and I started to feel lightheaded. A small, quiet groan came out of my mouth. A few secondster, the doctor was pulling the armband off of me. I closed my eyes and cradled my arm. ¡°Ms. Taylor, may I check your weight and height?¡± I nod, but when she walked- expecting me to follow, I froze. ¡°It¡¯s alright, we¡¯ll just be going to the next room for a few minutes.¡± I frowned at that. When I made no attempt to move she walked to me and I flinched away. She studied me for a second as I looked down at my shaky hands. I feared getting up, because I was in an unfamiliar ce with people I didn¡¯t know. She softly reassured me and coaxed me out of bed. ¡°Okay, Ms.Taylor, are you ready to do your height and weight?¡± The doctor asked me in her usual voice. With a small nod of the head, she came over and helped me get out of bed. If not for her I would have fallen t on my face because of how weak my legs were. Once I regained my normal ¡®strength¡¯ in my legs I was able to walk without her help, and she led the way to the room while I walked timidly behind her with my arms wrapped around my body. It turns out I¡¯m five foot seven and I weigh one hundred and one pounds. I¡¯m currently back in the bed while she asks me more medical information and she says after that she¡¯ll tell me about the information she gathered. ¡°When was thest time you¡¯ve shifted?¡± ¡°N-never.¡± ''You can¡¯t even say one word without stuttering. Pathetic.'' ¡°Never?¡± I nod. ¡°Oh, I¡¯ll talk to the Alpha about that. It¡¯s very unhealthy. Do you have any conditions?¡± I was confused by her question, conditions? So I just nodded my head ¡®no¡¯. ¡°Okay¡­¡± she trailed off as she wrote things on her clipboard and I stood there by the bed. She looked up at me, ¡°honey, you can get into bed.¡± She smiled at me and chuckled lightly. ''Get into bed, whore!'' ...Block out the thoughts, Violet, don¡¯t listen... I listened to myself and cautiously, I climbed back into the hospital bed. ¡°Okay, two more questions Ms.Taylor, for some reason it wasn¡¯t in the records that we received, the first- what is your age?¡± She asked. ¡°T-twenty o-one...¡± Stupid stutter¡­ ¡°Alright,¡± she wrote on her clipboard papers, ¡°and when is your birthday?¡± My birthday¡­my least favorite day. ¡°A-Agust n-ninth.¡± ''Can you ever speak?'' ¡°Okay¡­¡± She wrote some more, and then looked up at me and smiled- I averted my eyes. ¡°Well, some things; you have low blood pressure, we will add salt into your diet, and you need to drink more water. Also, you need to eat more as your weight is very low. We¡¯ll work that into your diet and¡­.¡± she trailed off as she flipped through her notes and continued to exin things to me- even though I didn¡¯t understand. She told me food will be sent in shortly and afterward, I should get some sleep- then she got up to leave. ¡°Wait...wait... Um... e-excuse m-me¡­¡± I mumbled and fumbled, the doctor turned on her heel with concern on her face. My heart was beating so fast from how nervous I got, my hands were shaking, wringing my wrists ¡°W-where a-am I?¡± ¡°You¡¯re in Alpha Derek¡¯s pack, the Night Stone pack.¡± With that, she turned and left. The realization came in a wave, Alpha Derek of the Night Stone pack. Fear lit my body on fire, because of a name Alpha Chris warned me of, reminding me of my tormentor. Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Scarlet''s POV Sunlight filters into my room and Iy my arm over my eyes with a groan. Wait a minute? Where is the sunlighting from? And... am I in a bed?... I remove my arm and peek out with one eye as I adjust to the bright light that surrounds me. Suddenly I''m sitting up, both eyes wide open as I take in the gorgeous room that I''m in. How did I get here? Long velvety drapes frame a huge arched window. The walls are a light gray and are adorned with canvases disying beautiful abstract designs that bring in some color. There is arge white dresser with a gigantic decorative mirror hanging above it. I''m sitting in a king-sized bed with deep, wine colored sheets and avender duvet. There is a sitting area with twofy-looking white armchairs with a small round table sitting between them, a vase of pink roses positioned in the center. The exquisite hardwood floors are covered by a Persian rug that lies in the middle of the room. I throw the covers back before dangling my legs over the edge of the bed. Stretching and flexing, I take stock of my injuries. My body aches but not as bad as I expected it to. I carefully step down, my feet closet,plete with a tufted stool and a full-length mirror. There are about a dozen outfits hanging in it along with several pairs of shoes. However, it is still mostly empty. I leave the closet and open the door next to it, finding a beautiful bathroom with a walk-in shower and stand-alone bath big enough for two people. I turn to the mirror above the sink and my eyes widen. Walking slowly closer I examine my dull, dirty red locks and the pallor of my ivory skin. My eyes are sunken and I look sicklypared to my normal appearance. I''ve always been on the thinner side, there isn''t exactly an abundance of food in The Scourge, but now I look almost skeletal. Turning around, I examine my back. It has clearly been cleaned of any blood and the wounds are now mostly healed with thin strips of gauze over them. I wonder who did this. Why am I not in the dungeons anymore? I reach my arms around to try and peel the gauze off, but I struggle to reach. With a sigh I turn around, trying to figure out a solution. I spot another small door and open it to find towels. A shower would be nice and would help with removing my bandages. Quickly picking out an outfit from the closet, I go back to the bathroom and adjust the water until the room begins to fill with steam. I climb in and the hot water instantly rxes my sore muscles causing me to exhale in relief. I take my time as Ither up my hair and body, standing under the shower-head as water runs down me. I don''t know how long I''ll be able to ess such nice amodations, so I might as well make it count. When I walk out of the bathroom, toweling my hair off, I freeze mid-step. Sitting in one of the armchairs is my mate. He instantly sits up straighter as he sees me and I narrow my eyes at him. "What are you doing here?" The corner of his mouth quirks up as he gestures to a tray of food on the table beside him. My eyes widen at the smorgasbord lied out in front of me, scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage, biscuits, fruit, the works. My eyes dart to him then back to the food before I sit down in the chair opposite him and begin digging in, moaning in satisfaction. His eyes darken at the sound before he regains hisposure. "Be careful," he begins. "You eat too much too fast after not having anything you''re going to end up regretting itter." I nod and ce the food back down on the table, forcing myself to take my time. My hands begin to fidget in myp as I look down at them, chewing slowly as I can feel his eyes on me. Finally, I can''t take the silence any longer. "So... umm... thanks for the food," I reply as I pick up a strawberry and take a bite. "You''re wee," he says simply, continuing to stare as if he finds me somehow fascinating. I nod while I avoid his gaze. Instead, I choose to observe my fingers as they twist around each other. He still doesn''t speak so I let out an exasperated sigh before turning to him. "What am I doing here? How did I get here?" "I brought you here. You are in a guest room of my penthouse," he answers. He seems to be watching me, figuring out how I''ll handle the situation. I''m not sure what to think of it. Is this a game to him? Upstodatee from Novel(D)ra/m/a.O(r)g "Okay, but why?" "Because I wanted to." I scowl at him. His short responses are making me increasingly more irritated. "Well it wasn''t long ago that I was in the dungeons getting tortured because that''s what you wanted. Are you always this indecisive?" This time his eyes narrow at me. So, he''s getting angry now? I can''t help but to let out a scoff as I swiftly stand up from my seated position. I begin pacing across the room as I try to wrap my head around everything that has happenedtely. "Do you just always do what you want without any regard for the consequences?" He stands up, his face set in a stern, intimidating expression as he steps towards me. I instantly step back. I don''t know this man. I don''t know anything about him. All I know is what I have gone through since meeting him and so far our rtionship doesn''t look promising. This can''t be my mate. "I don''t even know your name..." I state softly as though I''m talking to myself. "I''m Alpha Ethan Kane." My breath hitches and I gulp the air back down as I nod with widened eyes. This can''t be happening. I''ve heard so many stories about the merciless Alpha Ethan Kane. After what he just put me through, his own mate, I have a feeling that most of the stories are true. And they aren''t exactly heart-warming, far from it. I take a moment topose myself and find my resolve before I turn to him and look him dead in the eyes. "I, Scarlet Denton from the packless, reject y-" I begin before he approaches me in onerge stride and grabs me by the elbows, pulling me to him so that our noses are mere centimeters apart. "No." I stare up at him for a moment, searching his eyes as though they will give me answers. His eyes are darkened as though his wolf is trying toe to the surface. Anger seems to be rolling off him in waves as he holds me close enough to him that I can feel his shallow breath on my face. The sting of tears appears in my eyes as I try to understand why he won''t let me reject him. He clearly doesn''t want this, doesn''t want me. "What do you mean no? Why not?" His gaze drops and his eyes move as though he is desperately thinking for an answer. "Tell me Ethan! Why not?!" "Because I won''t let you go. Not yet." "Not yet? So you will? When?" "Are you really in that big of a hurry to leave me?!" he growls, his grip on me tightening. "I''m just trying to understand! Stop speaking in fucking riddles and just exin why the hell I''m still here? Tell me why you stabbed me, saved me, and then had be thrown into your damn dungeons! It doesn''t make any sense to me!" He drops his hold on me and walks away a few paces as he scrubs his hands through his hair agitatedly. When he turns back to face me, he lets out a deep sigh and reaches out his hand to take one of mine. I instinctively pull away and watch as his eyes seem to flicker with pain and sadness and what I think is possibly regret. "Please," he begs as he continues to hold his hand out for me to take. "Can we just sit down for a moment and talk. I promise I''ll exin everything." I don''t take his offered hand, but I nod and walk back over to my seat. He inhales and bobs his head as though epting defeat before hees and sits opposite me. He leans back and drags a hand over his face, rubbing at his eyes and I begin to see how haggard he looks. It doesn''t seem like he''s been getting much sleep. "I''m not even sure where to begin..." "How about from the beginning? Why did you and your men attack the packless?" "We didn''t¡ª" he starts before I cut him off. "You did." He shakes his head in exasperation and continues. "Six of our men had been at one of the local bars when they were brutally killed. We followed the scent back to that alley." This time my head moves back and forth. "I knew those men you killed. None of them would have done something like that." He shrugs. "Maybe not, but someone from the packless did. We picked up multiple scents and all of them led back there." I shake my head again, trying to make sense of this information before he continues. "One of those scents had been all over you." I tilt my head to the side and furrow my brows. "What exactly was the scent?" He closes his eyes and his nose scrunches up as though he is remembering it. "Earth, sandalwood, and whiskey." Suddenly, his eyes open and narrow at me. "It was male...". My brain seems to be working a hundred miles a minute. That smell.... Where have I smelled that scent before?... "Were you with someone? Do you have a boyfriend or something?" he asks out of nowhere, distracting me from my thoughts. My eyes shoot over to meet his and see they are dark and his hands are gripping the armrests tightly. "What?! No!" I quickly respond, startled by his severe reaction. I''ve always heard that Alphas tend to be more territorial and possessive. We haven''t even epted each other and he is already about to rip the chair to shreds at the thought that I had been with someone else the evening we met. "Then why did you smell like him? He had to have had his paws all over you..." His eyes roam over my body as he pictures some unknown man touching me in the way that only my mate should. His lips twist in anger and disgust at the thought and I know that I need to speak up before he does anything drastic. "Ethan, I help out at the homeless shelter. I know all the packless. There is no telling how many people I was around. Maybe I bumped into them or gave them a hug. I don''t know, but I promise you that I''m not seeing anyone." He nods, seeming reassured by my response as his tall, muscr body rxes back against the chair. We sit there in silence as my mind goes back to working over the details. Suddenly, the answer hits me like a freight train. Ray. That bastard. I immediately try to control my facial expression. I can''t tell Ethan who it was. I don''t want him going back to my home and wreaking havoc likest time. I don''t want any more innocent bystanders to wind up dead on his quest for Ray. I''m going to have to take care of that jackass myself. I don''t want any more unnecessary bloodshed. While working this out, I forget that Ethan is right there watching me, ring at me. "What?" I ask innocently. "You know something..." I take in a deep breath to calm myself and steady my heartbeat. "I''m sorry, but I don''t. I promise to look into it when I go back home though..." "What do you mean?" I give him a confused look. "I''m going home...?" I state, though ites out sounding more like a question. "No. You''ll be staying here," he replies sternly. "Umm... excuse me, but no I won''t be. There are people who depend on me. I need to get back there. They probably all think I''m dead right now," I insist as I stand up again. He does the same and positions himself in front of me. "Scarlet, someone from The Scourge killed six seasoned wolves in cold-blood. There is no way I''m letting you go back there. Once the threat has been dealt with we can discuss the possibility of you continuing to work there or whatever." His tone is firm, leaving me little room to negotiate. "You won''t LET me go back??? I''m a grown woman. I can do whatever the hell I please! You are not my keeper!" "Please Scarlet. I don''t want to argue about this right now. Just let me deal with it and we cane back to this discussion some other time." "But..." "ENOUGH," he barks, causing me to instantly close my mouth. I can feel his Alpha aura. It doesn''t seem to affect me the way it should, but I can still tell that I shouldn''t push him further. I huff in irritation. "So, what do you expect me to do all day then?" I ask with a sigh of defeat. "For now, you''ll stay here." "What?! Why?!" "Because you clearly know who the guilty party is and either you don''t know it and could be in danger or you do and you are lying to protect him. Either way, I can''t trust you to be out there right now." "Seriously Ethan, let me help. I know all those people that live there. Just let me do some digging. I can get answers for you and no one has to get hurt." "You go digging and you''ll be the one getting hurt. That''s out of the question. The answer is no. End of discussion." "No, it''s not. You can''t just go around telling me what to do." "I just did." I re at him harshly with my fists clenched by my sides. I can just imagine smokeing out of my ears with how angry I am right now. He must be the most stubborn, bossy man I have ever met. Before I can argue further, he gestures towards my bedroom door. "If you need anything my bedroom is at the end of the hall and my office next to it. Otherwise, if you go the opposite direction you''ll find the kitchen and living room. Feel free to explore, but you''ll have to stay on this level. The elevator requires an ID in order to function." He presses a light kiss to my temple and I can''t help but stand there dumbfounded. I hear the door close behind me and heave out a sigh. I may not be in the dungeons anymore, but I''m still a prisoner. I need to get out of here. I need to get back to The Scourge before he takes more men there and tears the ce apart. Whatever I decide to do, I''ll need to be quiet about it. If he figures out what I''m trying to do, I''ll lose even more of my freedom. I decide to stay in the confines of my room and walk over to therge window. There is a hookedtch on it that I quickly unfasten and open the window up wide to find a small Juliet balcony. This high up it''s ice cold and windy. The people below look like ants and I breathe in deeply to calm myself. I must be at least forty stories up. I look in both directions and see that there is a small ledge that wraps around the building. It is only about six inches wide, but I can see a spiraling staircase tucked into the exterior wall just a few yards away. A fire escape. I frantically look around to see if there is a way for me to get over there without falling to my death. There are ridges along the stone wall. I can hold onto one with my hands while my feet use the ledge. It will be risky, but as far as I can tell, it''s also my only way out of here. Chapter 5: 4- New Chapter 5: 4- New The supernatural werewolf world has a specific way of ruling. A king that had power over the entire nation. Then 7 alphas were under him, one for each region in which the American nation was split: The Pacific, Midwest, Northeast, Southeast, Southwest, the Rocky Mountains, and the Noncontiguous. Then alphas under them that ruled over their single state. And finally, under those alphas you had about five to ten packs in each state; each state varied. A king, regional alphas, Statal alphas, and territorial alphas. They say the regional alphas were all deadly in their own way of sin. And the King... Alpha Derek of the Midwestern region. Specifically the Night Stone pack. They say he is one of the toughest alphas. He once killed his own Beta. In front of everyone. He knocked out his Gamma during it. He rules with an iron fist. He keeps the packs he runs in check, no one crosses him; they wouldn¡¯t bother to think of it. He hated his father so much- he ripped him apart. Death did not bother this man. He wasn¡¯t capable of feelings. It didn¡¯te as a shock. With no family, he became stony. And no one could alter him. No one. -- Fear was out of the question. What are you supposed to feel? Freaking joy? No. Terror was overwhelming my body. I was left alone in the room with my emotions. Sweat started to dot my forehead and I felt my head start to throb. My chest felt heavy. My throat was scratchy and I felt the urge to cough to relieve myself. I coughed but I ended up wheezing. The familiar feeling of my air constricting came back and tears covered my vision like rain on a car. The door opened. In came the doctor, her eyes grew and started shouting things that I couldn¡¯t hear. My air hole was getting smaller and smaller- less airing in. She rushed over to me and was messing with something in her hands and speaking but to me- nothing was audible except for the obnoxious beeping of the machine. I was only focused on getting oxygen into my lungs, and I was failing. She shoved something in my mouth and pressed on top of the object. My lungs were awarded oxygen and I gasped. I felt relieved as I could breathe again and the storm in my head started to calm. I was sniffling and brought my shaking hands up to wipe my eyes. ¡°Ms.Taylor, are you okay?¡± She asked as she rubbed my back. I meekly nodded. ¡°Okay, It¡¯s alright, now, you might have either had a panic attack or an asthma attack- very simr¡± she gave me a blue stic holder with a bottle in it that fit in my hand, ¡°this is your inhaler¡­¡± She started to exin how and when to use it, and told me what these asthma and panic attacks are and concluded that I most likely had asthma, but could be both. ¡°alright, I¡¯ll let you get some rest if you need anything, buzz.¡± She got up quietly and left the room and I weakly slid back and shut my burning eyes. A few days have passed of me in the hospital, and Doctor Reseda finally cleared me to be released. I spent the majority of my time sleeping due to the pills I am on, and they¡¯ve always been apanied by nightmares of Alpha Chris. That wasn¡¯t new, I¡¯ve had them since the first day heid eyes on me. However, those dark blue eyes were stuck in my head. I don¡¯t know why and it¡¯s been bugging me. Doctor Reseda walked in with her smile on her face, ¡°Good morning Ms.Taylor, we¡¯ve cleared you, as you know, and you¡¯ll be leaving with our Beta, as instructed by the Alpha!¡± She gave me a fresh pair of clothes that consisted of a grey long sleeve t-shirt that enveloped my scar covered wrists, some grey sweatpants that hung loosely on my scrawny hips, white socks, and some gray canvas shoes. ...Nicest things I¡¯ve ever had... It took some time but next thing, I¡¯m walking with the Beta to where I¡¯ll be staying. I felt extremely ufortable with a random male, walking with me in unfamiliar ces. ...Violet, this is your first time outside in years... The thought made a sad frown form on my face. It was an uneasy walk, but then again practically everything in my pitiful life is uneasy. Although the sun was out, the air was cold, to try and make myself the slightest bit warmer I put my hands together. It¡¯s spring, right? Early I believe because it was about two weeks ago Alpha Chris told me to change the clocks ahead an hour. I looked up at the Beta. He was tall, had dirty blonde hair and brown eyes, and some stubble along his jaw. He was tanner than me, he had spent some time in the sun. Dressed in a dark brown t-shirt that hugged his defined body and dark jeans paired off with dark brownbat boots that were tucked under his pants. I was having trouble keeping up with his pace, I never was a fast one, and that was not beneficial for me. The Beta would notice, huff, stop, then walk again. It was a repetitive theme because, as said, I¡¯m slow. After a while, we got to a ce. It was big. Huge. A house. At least two stories, standing tall and wide, stone packed the outside walls. The door was disyed in the middle of two off-white pirs. The house was a little ways from the main area of the pack. Tall trees towered a couple of yards from the towering house. He walked up the three stairs to the door and I staggered behind. He rang the doorbell and as we waited I caught my breath. ''It wasn¡¯t even that far of a walk.'' ''You¡¯re so weak.'' ...Stop... ''Can¡¯t ever do anything, it¡¯s fucking walking!'' ''So worthless-'' My thoughts were cut off by the sound of a throat clearing. I did a nce up to see the beta impatiently waiting inside with a slightly annoyed look on his face. Instantly, I felt guilty and refrained from flinching. I got my skinny butt into the house to not make him anymore annoyed because who knows what this guy will do if he gets too annoyed with me¡­ Once I was in I took a quick look around and was astonished at the house. If I thought the outside was huge, the inside was vast. The house has dark wooden floors, walls with dark brown paint and a light tan trim that wereplemented by the tan furniture. The simple scenery made me think of the white sofa stained with my blood, sweat, and tears Alpha Chris had in his basement- my ¡°medium punishment¡± spot. N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. I shivered at the thought. I followed behind the beta through the living room and to the left which led us to stairs. He started to go up and I quietly followed. He took some turns and stopped when he came to a door. ¡°This will be your room, I¡¯ll send up dinner, the Alpha will see you tomorrow, I will pick you up promptly at 10 o¡¯clock to take you there.¡± He seemed to have little emotion in his voice. ''Or maybe because no one likes you.'' I meekly nodded looking at my hands. He opened the door and then spoke again. ¡°There is a pair of clothes for tomorrow and some toiletries. We¡¯ll have some things dropped off tomorrow.¡± He used that same voice. And with that, he turned and started to walk away. I walked into the room, closing the door and then turning around; if I thought the house was grand- look at the room! The floor was covered in a light brown carpet, almost like a dark beige. My room in Alpha Chris¡¯s pack didn¡¯t have carpet. The room itself was 5 times the size of my room in Alpha Chris¡¯s pack, no double that, ten times. The walls almost matched the carpet- just a few shades darker. It has a bed in the center against the wall to the left of the door covered in grey sheets and a window on the wall. Across the bed were two doors. Walking to them I realize one is a regr closet with a dresser on the side, outside the door. The other door leads to a bathroom. ...The nicest room I¡¯ve ever stayed in... ''Because trash like you don¡¯t deserve things like this.'' ...Stop it!... ''It¡¯s the truth- there¡¯s a reason you never had nice things.'' I squeeze my eyes shut at the voices, they¡¯re always there. It- A knock sounded at the door, I flinched at the sound and expected the knocker to barge in- it¡¯s what I''m used to, except no one knocks, they juste in. The rapping sounded again and cautiously I went to the door and opened it. Standing there was the Beta. ¡°Time for dinner.¡± He spoke, ¡°let¡¯s go, follow,¡± He demanded. ...I thought he said he was gonna drop it off¡­ I silently followed behind him as he walked through the halls, down the stairs, and to a dining room. He motioned for me to sit where food was set out. I obeyed his motion and sat down. He sat down at the rectangr table across from me with his own te. ...I haven¡¯t had a meal in three days¡­ ''And you shouldn¡¯t eat, Alpha Chris only likes skinny girls.'' ...It¡¯s been three days¡­ ''Shut up, he wouldn¡¯t allow you to eat knowing you left him. This is your punishment.'' ...Three days¡­ ''You don¡¯t de-'' ¡°Eat,¡± The Beta instructed me. He started eating himself. I peered down at the meal. It was pasta with a side of green beans and cubed potatoes. I never had a big appetite after the diet I¡¯ve been through for the past 10 years and I knew there was no way I could finish all this. I had a few bites of it all- it tasted amazing but soon enough I found myself full. When you looked at the te it looks like I barely touched it- but I was full. ¡°You¡¯re done?¡± The beta asked. He seemed a little shocked, I nodded to his question feeling inferior, nothing new. ¡°But you barely ate¡­¡± I snuck up a look as he seemed to be connecting the dots in his head. He shook his head and went back to eating. When he was done he took me back upstairs and dropped me off at the room and reminded me at 10 tomorrow he would get me. I brushed my teeth and decided it was time to get some sleep. I looked at the bed and slowly climbed in. It was so soft- I wasn¡¯t used to it at all. Yet, despite how soft, I couldn¡¯t sleep. I got up out of the bed and took a pillow and the thinnest nket andid on the floor. I closed my eyes and awaited my nightmare-filled sleep. Chapter 6 Chapter 6 Scarlet''s POV I go back to the closet and grab a leather jacket off a hanger and put it on before zipping it up. With how cold it is, I would love to put on a scarf and gloves too, but I''m worried that would hinder my ability to scale across the exterior of the very tall building I''m in. Goddess, I must be crazy. I inhale slow and deep before nodding with determination. I lock my bedroom door just in case and head to the small balcony. "Okay... okay.... You can do this." I mumble as I try to psych myself up. Holding onto the railing, I hoist one leg over and then the other. I take another deep breath and force myself to not look down. Werewolves heal fast, but a fall like this would crush me beyond repair. "This is ridiculous. Go back inside before you kill yourself," my wolf scolds. "Shut up. Don''t distract me." "Don''t be stupid and then you don''t have to worry about it. You should just tell our mate what you know." "No way! He''ll go in there guns zing likest time," I argue. "You mean ws drawn?" "Shut up! You know what I mean! What if next time Jo or Will are the ones that get in the way? Then what?" I insist. My wolf finally quiets. She cares about Jo and Will too and has finally realized there is no talking me out of my decision. Before taking the first step onto the ledge, I reach up and make sure my grip on the ridge above me is secure. After that, I move my feet one at a time and get myself positioned so that my nose is practically touching the exterior stone wall. The wind is strong this high up, stronger than I had originally anticipated. My grip tightens as I think of what would happen if a random gust of air was the cause of my demise. Slowly, I inhale deeply before blowing it softly from my lips. Once I''ve calmed my nerves, I begin to inch my way toward the fire escape cautiously. I can feel my palms getting sweaty and my heart rate elerating. My anxiety is through the roof right now... well, figuratively speaking. When I finally reach the fire escape, I hastily mor over the rail and sink into a crouching position in the corner as I try to catch my breath. Oh my Goddess. That was terrifying. Once I''ve managed to get my bearings, I begin the long trek down the stairs. Despite being in pretty good shape, I have to stop multiple times. Meanwhile, I keep looking over my shoulder and keep my head on a swivel. I don''t want anyone to see me. I''m not sure who all knows who I am so being caught in the city could be potentially dangerous. Not to mention, Ethan is going to be furious about this. Luckily, the escape isn''t close to the windows and is somewhat hidden from the other buildings around it. Hopefully, my luck will hold up and I''ll make it pass the borders and back to packless territory. I try my best to remain hidden in shadows and dark alleys as I make my way toward The Scourge. Whenever another wolf gets too close I quickly hide and wait until they are gone. It seems to take forever, but eventually I make it back and enter the familiar path to the shelter. Blood stains the stone walls of the buildings on either side of me and the same goes for the gravel path. "Scarlet! Oh my Goddess! You''re alive!" Reba, Annie''s mom, says as she runs up to me and throws her arms around my neck, pulling me in for a tight embrace. I pat her back soothingly. "Yeah, I am. How is everyone?" N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. She lets me go and links an arm around mine as she leads me towards the entrance. "They''ll be much better when they see you. We heard from one of the others that they saw you get stabbed! But when we were collecting our lost members you weren''t there. We didn''t know what to think." "To be honest, I''m not sure either. I''m still trying to wrap my head around it all." She quirks an eyebrow at me, clearly trying to figure out exactly what I mean. Luckily, she can tell that it''s not a topic currently up for discussion and she chooses not to pry. "Who all did we lose?" Reba sighs sadly and casts her gaze down. "Old Sam, Cody, Mr. Luckett, Bernie, and Mr. Garber." Tears prickle my eyes. I knew all of them. Cody was my age and was always making peopleugh. Old Sam was a grandfatherly figure to all of us packless. Bernie had a mate and two pups to take care of. Mr. Luckett and Mr. Garber had both been warriors when they had been part of a pack and were always teaching some of the younger wolves. I hurry to wipe away a loose tear before anyone can notice and Reba continues. "I''m afraid you already missed their send off." I nod sadly. I guess I''ll have to find my own way to say goodbye to them. Werewolves do a ceremony, much like a human funeral except we do ours under the moon and ask the Moon Goddess to bless their souls and return them as wolves so that they may guide the next generation. As we enter the dining hall, chatter seems to cease as everyone''s gazes turn towards me. Before I have the chance to do or say anything I''m plowed into and lifted from the ground in a tight embrace. The smell of mint and clover surround me and I wrap my arms around him tightly. "Will," I murmur into the crook of his neck as he continues to hug me as though his life depends on it. "Where the hell have you been baby girl? You had us worried sick!" he whispers next to my ear. He is holding me so close that I can feel his heart thudding against my chest. It feels so nice to see him again. I''ve missed him so much and my body seems to instantly rx as his familiar scent envelops me. Finally, I sigh and pull away from him. I can''t get distracted. I still have a job to do and I need to finish it sooner rather thanter. Will holds my arms as his gaze roams over me, checking for injuries. He purses his lips together and I''m sure he has noticed how worn I look after my stay in the Crescent Moon''s dungeons. When his eyes creep over my neck they suddenly widen. "Hey! Where''s your ne?" My eyes bug out as I ce a hand on my chest where the ne should be. "Shit! It must still be at the hospital!" I realize and grimace. "The hospital?..." he begins before I cut him off. "Yeah, I have a lot to catch you up on. But first, where''s Jo?" He gestures behind me and I turn to see Joing up to me as she wipes her flour-covered hands off on her apron. "Well look what the Goddess dragged in," she remarks with a mischievous smile before holding her arms out to me. I quickly rush up to her and give her a hug. "Oh Jo! It''s so good to be back!" "I''m sure it is. But where the hell did you go?" "I''ll exin everything. I promise. But is there somewhere that we can talk in private?" I ask her softly as I try to avoid prying ears. It''s hard to do in a room full of werewolves with enhanced senses, but the dining hall is once again loud so hopefully no one is paying attention to us. Jo looks around, seeming to be hoping the same thing before she jerks her head over to the door. Will and I immediately follow her as she leads us through the kitchen and into one of therge pantries. She instantly shuts and locks the door before turning to me. With a huge sigh, I tell them everything. ***** "The asshole that stabbed you is your mate?!" Will asks with a wide-eyed expression of utter disbelief. I simply nod. "Alpha Ethan fucking Kane is your mate..." he continues, seemingly to himself. "Unfortunately," I agree with a shrug. "So, what now?" Jo asks with her arms folded across her chest sternly. She doesn''t seem too pleased, though I''m not sure if it''s because of who my mate is or the fact that I am nning on going after Ray on my own. Technically speaking, there are no rules in The Scourge. People tend to do whatever they want. As long as they aren''t hurting anyone, no one really cares. However, most of us tend to help out and take care of each other. Ray and his gang have never really included themselves in our little they don''t help out. They tend to cause more trouble than they are worth and this time it cost innocent lives. The Crescent Moon Pack will be seeking retribution against the wolves that killed some of their men. I can''t let anymore innocent wolves get killed in the crossfire. So, I need to find out if what my gut is telling me about Ray is right. "Well, I need to figure out what to do with Ray," I begin. "But before I confront him, I want to be sure it was him." "Oh, I think it is probably safe to say that it was. You said they were cleaning fresh blood off their knives when you saw them right before the attack. And sounds like his scent matches the one they had followed back to The Scourge," Will says. "I agree that it likely was him. But I want to find proof. I need it. Especially if I''m going to condemn him to death," I answer back sternly. "And how do you n on doing that?" Jo questions harshly. I shrug. "I was hoping I could look around his ce. See if there are any clues." "Yeah, because that''s safe..." Will groans sarcastically and rolls his eyes at me, causing me to re at him. "Well, when was thest time anyone has seen him?" I push, already sure of what their answer will be. "As far as I know, not since the Crescent Moon Pack stormed the area," Jo replies. I nod with a smile. "Exactly. He''s probably in hiding. I''ll just swing by his ce and take a quick look around. In and out." "It''s not as simple as that and you know it Lettie," Jo scolds. "Stop worrying. It will be fine." Chapter 6: 5- Topic To Be Discussed- A Mate Chapter 6: 5- Topic To Be Discussed- A Mate ¡°Mate¡­¡± Someone murmured against my skin. Instantly my eyes flew open. In the crook of my neck was Alpha Chris. He inhaled and Iid frozen in my ¡®bed¡¯. ¡°I¡¯m so lucky the Moon Goddess paired us together¡­¡± He slurred and it was then I smelt the alcohol on his breath. Alpha Chris had two drunk modes: the affectionate, sweet, aloof Alpha or the cruel sadistic, brute of an Alpha. Even though thetter is how he treats me the majority of the time, it¡¯s like 10 times worse when he¡¯s drunk. And the worst part of all this is he can switch between the two in a heartbeat. Werewolves had a high alcohol tolerance and the human type doesn¡¯t get us near the point of tipsy- so they had a different type of alcohol. It sucks that a fourteen-year-old knows that... ¡°My precious babykinny¡­..my lovely Violet...I love you so much¡­¡± He was slurring over everything he was saying and he started moving down my neck, his hands running over my scarred stomach. He turned me over, as I was sleeping on my side, and started to take off my shirt. ¡°Baby...babykinny¡­ you¡¯re gonna do your mate a favor, yeah¡­¡± He got up and Iid in fear. He started to fumble with his belt- and soon it fell along with his pants and his underpants ¡°Come suck off your mate..¡± He slurred. When I stayed for a second instead of obeying right away, his mood twitched. He reached down and yanked me up on my knees in front of his...region. ¡°When your Alpha tells you to do something, you do it! Now- be a good girl and please your mate.¡± He demanded through his drunken state, gripped my hair, and started to force me on himself. He groaned, ¡°uhh, babykinny¡­¡± --- I woke with a start, breathing heavily as I felt someone shake me. My eyes franticallynded on the Beta. He let go of my shoulders, and stood up, taking a step back. ¡°It¡¯s nine forty-five, you should get ready.¡± He still had that monotone voice. ''Because he doesn¡¯t like you- no one does.'' ¡°The clothes are in the bathroom, take a quick shower, or whatever, I¡¯ll be waiting out here.¡± He directed and then went and sat on the foot of the bed. I quickly got up, not wanting to disobey a beta, and went into the bathroom. I made sure to lock the bathroom door. Of all my years, that was the one thing I was always sure about, locking the bathroom. My sanctuary, despite the harm I¡¯ve done to myself in them. Alpha Chris would barge into my room all the time, but I learned no one came into my bathroom, except for once. I quickly showered and got dressed in the clothes sitting on the counter. I was dressed in cotton undergarments, that was shockingly in my size, a long-sleeve dark brown shirt that was big on me, and a pair of ck sweatpants that I had to roll a few times despite then being tied as tight as they could. ...Perks of being starved and tortured for over a decade... I rolled on the pair of socks and quickly brushed my messed up hair. I was done and hurried out to the Beta on the bed- fearing the consequences if I waste. This is the Night Stone pack after all¡­ I followed the Beta, whose name I still do not know, blindly until we reached arge, dark brown door. ¡°Mallory.¡± The beta spoke out as he knocked against the door. Mallory? Is that who¡¯s behind the door? Is Mallory the blue-eyed man? A gruff reply sounded from the other side of the door, I couldn¡¯t make out exact words. The beta opened the door, motioned for me to walk in, and I did and saw an office with a man sitting at the desk, and a blonde-haired girl sitting on his desk. I was greeted with that sandalwood scent. He lifted his head and looked at me, the blue-eyed man. ¡°You are dismissed, Mallory.¡± He told with a deep, steady voice. So, the beta¡¯s name is Mallory, then- ¡°Yes, Alpha.¡± The beta- Mallory spoke. ...Alpha?... My body quickly turned around in time to see Mallory leave. ...Alpha? Alpha Derek? He is the blue-eyed man?... ''You already knew that dipshit. He was the Alpha visiting Alpha Chris. And the man in the hospital. So fucking stupid¡­'' Panic was bubbling in my system and I felt the need to leave, be safe. ...Go to-... My thoughts were cut off by voices. ¡°But Alpha¡­ you said we could have some time together¡­¡± the blonde whined and she ran a hand down the Alpha¡¯s chest. I don¡¯t know why but I didn¡¯t like that she was touching him. ¡°Lindsay, I have to deal with business. I¡¯ll see youter.¡± He told her as he removed her hand from his chest. He stood up and walked her to the door and I couldn¡¯t help as my eyes followed, he opened the door for her and she kissed his cheek, leaving. I don¡¯t know what it was but I felt a mix of emotions re in my chest. Jealousy, anger, and some unnamed ones. I heard the Alpha smirk and I knew it was directed towards me. He walked back to his desk and sat down. I turned my head back to see the Alpha was staring at me with his blue eyes full of scrutiny. I immediately brought my gaze to the floor- he snapped his fingers forcing me to bring my eyes back up as he pointed to a seat in front of the desk. Doing as he gestured, I sat down. I was ufortable knowing he was staring at me, I just kept my gaze on my hands that were fiddling with each other. My insecurities red up and I felt my face heat up. ...Does he have a staring problem?... ¡°Yes, I most certainly do.¡± The voice spoke. ...Wait- did I say that out loud?... ¡°No,¡± He informed me. So curt. My face flushed at hisment. I don¡¯t know why, but I wanted to- no, I felt the need to look at him, so feeling like it would be best because he was surveying me, I lifted my head. It felt like my heart sped up just by being in his presence, so looking at him- my oh my¡­ The man had a defined jawline, straight, dark brown hair with thick, matching, arched eyebrows, aplementing nose, full pink lips that are paired perfectly with his oliveplexion, and of course- those striking dark blue eyes. Definitely an Alpha. ''No dip sherlock- we don¡¯t need you to point that out, moron¡­'' ¡°Violet.¡± The man spoke. My name seemed to roll off his tongue and I loved it, I didn''t know why but something in me got excited. My eyes flickered up to his briskly and I snapped my eyes back down when I felt the power oozing off of him. ¡°You¡¯re twenty-one?¡± He asked me. I meekly nodded. ¡°Not much of a speaker I see, well, I¡¯m not really either¡­¡± He grumbled. A silence fell over us and somehow I was itching to break it. ¡°A-alpha¡­¡± I stuttered, my voice sounded small and weak. ''Shocker. Always have to stutter, if one Alpha wasn¡¯t enough, here¡¯s another to disappoint.'' A frown made its way onto my face at the voice. I snuck another look up and he had a curious look as to what I was going to say. ¡°A-alpha D-Derek, w-when w-will I g-go b-back t-to A-alpha C-Chris?¡± I stuttered out and by the end, I felt as if my face was burning- in embarrassment. That was one of the longest sentences I¡¯ve said in possibly a few years¡­ ¡°What?¡± He spoke with an agitated tone. ''There you go, make another mad, fucking moron¡­'' I felt myself shrink into the seat. ¡°What did you just ask?¡± He asked again, growing more and more pissed every passing second. When I didn¡¯t say anything back he spoke again, ¡°Violet, I don¡¯t like repeating myself,¡± he growled out and I flinched back, ¡°what. Did. You. Just. Ask?¡± At this point, he was speaking through his clenched teeth. I stuttered out a ¡®sorry¡¯. ¡°When will you go back?¡± He chuckled and I felt my chest tighten a little bit. ¡°Why would you go back?¡± He demanded an answer, and I moronically sat there thinking of a reason why I should go back to my abuser. One word was ringing in my head, a word he always called me. One that graced my nightmarest night. ¡°M-mate¡­¡± My voice was quiet. ¡°H-he¡¯s m-my m-mate¡­ He¡¯ll b-be a-angry th-that-¡± my rambling was cut off by a growl. It was deep and resonating from the man across from me. ¡°Your mate?¡± He questioned, his voice held a lethal tone, and I was frozen in fear. ¡°Flower, I told you once- I won¡¯t tell you again; I don¡¯t like repeating myself. Answer your Alpha when questioned.¡± He demanded and I couldn¡¯t help as my mindpared him to Alpha Chris. I nodded my head at his question, my eyes filling with tears. ¡°Oh, is he now?¡± He continued, ¡°Violet, are you sure of your answer.¡± I meekly nodded again, holding back a sniffle. ¡°And I¡¯m assuming he told you that- yes?¡± Again, I nodded, not being able to bring my eyes up to his. I heard as he got up and walked over till he was in front of me. His brown shoes in my line of view and I averted my line of sight to myp. My tears flowed freely as his hand shot out and grabbed my chin. I flinched back or tried to as his grip was hard. For a reason unknown to me, sparks were shooting where he was grabbing me. ...Just like the hospital... He brought my face up and my eyes locked with his. Those dark blue eyes glinting with an emotion I could not name. ¡°Okay then, Violet,¡± he practically spat my name, and I pressed my lips together to stop a sob from touch? Do you feel angry and jealous when you see him with another woman?¡± ...How...how did he know about that?... ¡°¡®How did he know about that?¡¯¡± He mimicked. ¡°Because -Violet-¡± he spit my name again, ¡°sadly enough, I am your mate.¡± My heart ached at his words and it felt like my tears would never end. My eyes fell from his, my body was fighting every urge not to start sobbing. I put a hand over my mouth to help. He let go of my chin with a small amount of force and he took a step back, leaning against his desk. My eyes fell to myp, again and I squeezed my eyes shut to try and stop the tears, or at least lessen the amount. ¡°You cry a lot.¡± He dered, a soft undertone was hidden there. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry¡­¡± I stumbled over every syble, my voice breaking. ''Fucking- did he ask for you to speak? No.'' The sound of the door opening broke the silence that filled the room. ¡°Violet,e with me,¡± A hand was ced on my shoulder and I flinched away but his grip stayed. I recognized the voice as the Beta¡¯s and got up as he guided me out of the room. He steered me down a few hallways and then stopped. ¡°Violet, right?¡± I timidly nodded at him, ¡°Violet, are you hungry? Breakfast? Brunch?¡± His voice seemed to be gentler. I shook my head ¡®no¡¯ and brought my hand up to wipe my cheeks. My tears were slowing down, but haven¡¯te to aplete stop. ¡°Violet, you have to eat. Come on,¡± He brought me down to the kitchen, and even though I wasn¡¯t in the mood to eat he got me a ss of water and two hard-boiled eggs. I¡¯ve never had hard-boiled eggs and they were quite good. ¡°I know you said you¡¯re not hungry, but it¡¯s not healthy to not eat. Plus the doctor gave a strict diet for you to follow. And then the Alpha gave me strict instructions for you to follow it,¡± the Beta told me. I didn¡¯t respond. I felt full from half of an egg, and when I was done he told me he would show me around the pack and house. I didn¡¯t really want to go but I was afraid of what would happen if I told him no. ¡°My name is Hamlin Mallory.¡± He spoke up, ¡°Mallory is what I go by though.¡± He was walking around and speaking as I trailed behind him and kept my head down. ¡°You know, Violet, you won¡¯t see what I¡¯m showing you if you keep your head down.¡± He told me as he stopped walking and I felt his stare on me. I lifted my head to him and his eyes softened. ¡°I know it¡¯s hard for you, I was lightly filled in on some topics- but I just want to let you know you can trust me. I¡¯m not going to hurt you. And I know you don¡¯t trust that because of what you¡¯ve been through, but I¡¯m letting you know.¡± He spoke in a sincere tone and I felt guilt eat inside me for not being nicer to him. ...Why do I always let my past rule me?... ''Because you¡¯re a pussy. You-'' ...Shut up!... ''I¡¯m not gonna ¡®shut up¡¯'' Despite the voices fighting in my head, I knew I couldn¡¯t just forget about everything and automatically trust someone, that¡¯s not how this works. But I still nodded my head and he continued the tour, making sure I was actually looking up. He showed me the kitchen, the living room, the library, the indoor pool, the garden, and more, then he walked me to the packhouse. I was growing tired but didn¡¯t dare mention it. He showed me around the packhouse that was filled with people and I couldn¡¯t help but notice the questioning nces I was receiving. ''How could a piece of trash like you, be in such a strong, respected pack?'' ''Trash belongs outside.'' My head dropped at theirments. They¡¯re right. I started to feel slightly ustrophobic in the packhouse. Mallory turned his head to me. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. ¡°Volet, are you okay? It¡¯s okay, let¡¯s head back¡­¡± He told me in a slightly panicked, worried tone. We walked back to Alpha Derek¡¯s house, and he took me to my room. ¡°I¡¯ll let you have some time alone, then I¡¯lle to get you in about an hour to get some lunch. We¡¯ll be discussing your clothing- something to look forward to.¡± He spoke and then left me to myself. I looked at the clock and noticed it was about one in the afternoon. I was feeling a little tired, so I walked to the spot fromst night,id on the floor, and rested my eyes. Chapter 7 Chapter 7 Despite further protests from Will and Jo, I find myself creeping through an empty street. Jo is at the shelter, keeping an eye on everything. Will had wanted toe along, but I told him it was better if I went alone. The more people involved the harder it is to be stealthy. And that''s not something I can afford right now. Trash and debris line the unused sidewalk. Cars sit idly, unused and forgotten after years of having no owner. Stray dogs dig through a mess at the corner of another alley, one looking up at me and growling. My wolf instantly shines her aura through and the dog whimpers and runs off. I can''t help but to think of the differences between Crescent City and The Scourge. The inner parts of the city have shiny new buildings and streets lined with fancy modern cars. Ruins have been cleared out to make room for everything new. But here is the exact opposite. Everything is old, rusted, in disrepair. After a few more blocks, I arrive at an old brick building that is still mostly standing. Ray and the members of his gang took this ce as their own. They didn''t want to share space with the rest of the packless, probably so no one would witness all their illegal activities. Even though we don''t have any sort of justice system in The Scourge most of us still have morals and wouldn''t willingly let Ray cause too much trouble. If he really did kill those wolves, he would certainly be kicked out of the territory or executed. Rogues have it much worse than packless. They aren''t allowed anywhere near the Crescent Moon territory. They have nowhere to call home and no one to turn to. I use my enhanced hearing and sense of smell to see if there is anyone present. As soon as I deem it is safe to do so, I enter the building, careful to not let the old screen door m behind me. I slowly and cautiously move up the steps one at a time, keeping close to the wall and stepping over all the trip hazards that litter the floor. Following my nose, I find his room on the fourth floor. The room has a bed, a small kitchen, and a single bath. Some necessities seem to have been left behind, but the space is in take in the room. Luckily, Ray is still nowhere to be seen. Very carefully, I begin picking through the piles of stuff scattered all over the floor. I dig through drawers and every other nook and cranny Ie across. When I get to his nightstand I find a scrap of leather with a white crescent moon on it. My fingers brush against what looks like dried blood and I lightly sniff at it. The metallic scent tells me that my assumption is correct. I look around before folding the piece of leather and sticking it in my pocket for safekeeping. Ray always seemed like the type of person to keep trophies, always looking for a reason to brag. I knew that he would have had some sort of memento if he was guilty and I''m d I''m right. Now I need to figure out what to do with the information. It certainly wouldn''t be the smartest thing to confront him on my own. But I also don''t want to include members of the Crescent Moon Pack. After searching for another ten minutes or so, I decide I should get out of here. I wish that I could mind- link with other packless. That would make things so much easier. I could have had people on the lookout to see if Ray and his thugs came back. Unfortunately, wolves can only mind-link with members of their pack and since we are packless we can''t do it at all. I have heard of rare instances where wolves from different packs were able to mind-link, but it was because their bond had been so strong or they had once belonged to the same pack. I sneak down the steps and begin the trek back to the shelter. Suddenly, I hear the crunch of footsteps whiskey floats through the air causing the hairs on the back of my neck to stand on end. Shit. "Get out now Scarlet! Run!" my wolf urges, but it''s toote. Ray is standing only a yard ahead of me. His hands are stuffed in his pockets and he has a cocksure smirk on his face. "Well well well, what do I have here? To what do I owe the pleasure beautiful?" he asks as he strolls closer to me, my body tensing as though ready for him to pounce. "Not that it''s any of your business Ray, but I just needed some fresh air," I respond as I try to sidestep him. "I find that pretty hard to believe. You nevere around my part of town," he insists, continuing his slow strut up to me. "Yes, well I needed a change of scenery and I heard you hadn''t been around." "Indeed. But neither have you. Last thing I heard, you were stabbed in the gut," he remarks, now standing right in front of me. His stale breath making my nose scrunch in distaste. "And now here you are. Looking as fine as ever." He reaches out and slips his hand under the hem of my shirt, brushing his fingers over the spot where I had been stabbed. I quickly swat away his hand and take a step back before speaking. "What''s it to you anyway? Just get out of the way Ray. Jo is expecting me to help with dinner." I go to push passed him and he suddenly snatches my wrist, bringing it up to his face. He closes his eyes and inhales deeply. When his eyes open, his gaze hardens suspiciously at me and he jerks me towards him, smelling my ear and neck. His closeness is making me feel nauseous and I take a slow, unsteady breath, trying to calm myself. "You were in my room," he states in a low growl. "What were you doing there?" I shrug and try to back away, but his grip tightens on my wrist causing me to grimace. "Answer me Scarlet." He twists harder, forcing a whimper to escape my lips and he smiles viciously. He likes that he''s causing me pain. "Damn it Ray! Let go of me! I was just curious okay!" He res at me for a moment before his hand reaches into my pocket and pulls out the leather scrap. He grins triumphantly as he holds it up for me to see. "Did a little snooping I see. And what did you find?" I angrily yank myself away and take a step back. "You''re the reason the Crescent Moon Pack attacked us. You''re the reason innocent packless died. Why Ray? Why did you kill those men?" I question angrily. He sneers at me. "Maybe because they deserved it. Maybe I just felt like it," he seethes as his lips twist in disgust. "Maybe because I recognized one of the assholes I''ve had run-ins with before and wanted a bit of revenge." "You''re insane," I spit at him. "You killed those men! You murdered them! And for what? One of them hurt your pride once or twice? Grow the hell up Ray! You are not going to get away with this. Not this time," I state bravely though my body is itching to make a run for it. Even my wolf is begging me to get the heck out of here. "Oh yeah? And who''s going to stop me princess? You?" he scoffs. "Why not?" I question defensively. He lets out a big guffaw that makes my face heat with anger. "Alright honey. Let''s see what you got," he states as he gestures with his hands toe at him. I know it''s a bad idea. He''s just trying to get me worked up. I growl in frustration. "I think I''ll let the others decide what to do with you," I spit. "Toote for that now sugar," he teases before suddenly swinging at me. I quickly raise my arm to block before he swings with the opposite arm, connecting with the same spot where I had been stabbed a week and a half ago. Luckily, the spot is already healed from the previous wound since enhanced healing abilitieses with being a werewolf. I stumble back and dodge another blow. He is swinging at me in such quick session that I have to use everything I got just to keep from getting hit again. Suddenly, he kicks out his leg causing me to fall backwards before he straddles my hips. His fingers elongate intorge ws as he swipes at my chest, tearing my top in two and leaving a long gash across my skin. I cry out in pain before managing to block another attack. His eyes darken as he looks down at me and the next thing I know he has grabbed my wrists and has pinned them above my head. I buck my hips and squirm underneath him as I try to free myself, but it is to no avail. He leans down so that his lips are next to my ear as he begins to speak softly to me, "Has anyone ever told you how heavenly you smell? I think I may want to have some fun with you before I kill you..." Without any other warning he licks my neck with a deep, throaty moan. My eyes widen as I realize what he is saying, fear and disgust immediately bubbling up inside of me. "GET OFF!" I yell and a burst of white light shoves him off me. For a moment, I lie there in shock. What the hell just happened? Did I do that? I shoot up into a sitting position and my head swivels around to see if there is anyone else around, but it is still just me and Ray. Unfortunately, my confusion allows him a moment to jump on me again and he backhands my cheek so hard that ck spots begin dancing in my vision. I groan in agony and he hits me again. He has the upper hand and I can''t seem to summon enough strength to get out from under him. I don''t know what to do as I blink my eyes trying to rid them of the stars that I''m seeing. I''m too disoriented to call my wolf forward so I do the only thing I can think of. "Will.... Help me..." I try to mind-link, hoping to Goddess that it will work. I''ve never tried it since I''ve never really needed the ability before. But now I''m desperate. "Scar? Where are you? What''s wrong?" N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. "Ray.... Outside Ray''s. He caught me..." I manage to get out as I feel Ray''s hands beginning to paw at my exposed flesh and I let out a whimper as I use myst bit of strength to try to fight him off. I manage to free one of my hands from his grip and swiftly jab at his eyes. He wails and tumbles off of me. Quickly, I turn onto my stomach and pull myself away from him, struggling to force myself into an upright position. My hair is roughly yanked back and I w at the ground, trying to reach some sort of weapon, some way out of this. His body climbs onto me, pinning me to the ground as he flips me to my back once more. His meaty hand wraps around my throat and I struggle to breathe. Suddenly, I hear the pounding of several footsteps and Ray goes flying backwards before blood sprays everywhere. It happened so fast that it takes a moment for my eyes to adjust to understand what just transpired. From my position on the ground I see Ethan standing over me, his eyes ck from his wolf that is clearly raging inside of him. He is breathing heavily as he tries to calm himself and his fists are clenched tightly at his sides. About a dozen men are surrounding him including the one that I know of as Alex. Ray''s body lies on the ground and his head is a few feet away, the crimson of his blood sttered around us. "Scarlet!" I hear Will''s voice behind me before he''s helping me up and pulling me into his arms. I squeeze him tightly and bury my face in his shoulder, vaguely registering the low growling sound that is though trying to calm a baby. "Drake, Leo, clean up this mess," Ethan barks. I''m assuming he is referring to Ray''s body. I''m too shaken up to bother looking back at him. Not to mention I''m not ready to face whatever his reaction might be. He is probably furious with me for running off and disobeying him. And then he finds me with the man he had been looking for. What if he throws me in the dungeons again? I don''t know if I can handle that. Not now. Not after everything I''ve been throughtely. "Scarlet. Come," Ethan orders from behind me. I don''t let Will go as I turn to look over my shoulder. Ethan''s whole body is tense and his eyes are ck with anger. Turning back to Will, he kisses me lightly on the forehead. "You don''t have to go with him if you''d don''t want to," he whispers softly to me. My gaze travels to Ethan once more as I internally debate. I''m scared to go back with him. I''m sure he is furious with me and I have no idea how severe the consequences will be. And he clearly heard Will''s words because he somehow looks even more enraged now. His body seems to be vibrating with the effort he is putting into trying to stay calm. There is no way he would let me stay here without him. And I don''t want him and Will fighting because of me. I let out a sigh as my focus returns to Will. "It''s okay. I''ll be fine," I assure him before smiling and tapping a finger to my temple. "And I''ll keep in touch." He grins back at me and nods. "I''m going to hold you to that." "You better." I finally let go of him and pull the tattered remains of my shirt closed as I hesitantly walk over to Ethan. He instantly takes off his ck leather jacket and throws it over my shoulders before his handse up and lightly cup my face as he looks over my injuries, causing a tingling sensation everywhere his fingers touch. I know my face must be ck and blue and I definitely have a split lip. He gently pushes my hair back from my face as he looks into my eyes, his gaze softening. Warmth fills me up. How can he treat me so poorly and then look at me with so much love? Suddenly, he bends down and scoops me up bridal-style before he turns to carry me away, his entourage nking us all the way to his SUV. I bury my face against him and close my eyes, wondering if I''ll be sent back to the dungeons. Chapter 7: 6- Cut Chapter 7: 6- Cut Even though I was tiredying there, I couldn¡¯t sleep. So I thought. I thought about Alpha Chris and how I managed to be here. To me it was odd, I couldn¡¯t remember Alpha Dereking to the pack, but I remember seeing his eyes. I barely remembered the hospital, but I remembered the sparks when he grabbed me. I don''t remember a lot of my childhood, but Alpha Chris was burned into my mind. His hands, eyes, hair, smell, height, voice, everything about him. I hated it. I couldn¡¯t stand him. ''But you think about him?'' ...It¡¯s not like-... ''Okay slut, then-'' A knock sounded at the door. I quickly got up, earning a headache from moving too fast, and rushed to the door. When I opened it Beta Mallory was standing there. ¡°Hey Violet, you ready?¡± He asked in a lighter voice. I nodded and he took me down to the kitchen. We sat at the table where food was already set out. I noticed my te had less food on it than his and I was grateful because I would feel bad wasting more food. He started small conversations while we were eating. I finished quickly, likest time and soon the food was taken and he walked us out to the living room. He sat on the sofa with a clipboard and told me to sit with him because he had something to talk to me about. ¡°Violet, do you remember I said we talk about your clothes. Now- Violet, it would make me feel like you¡¯re listening if you looked at me, or at least up.¡± He wasn¡¯t mean when he corrected me. I looked up at him and he gave a soft smile. ¡°So, I¡¯m going to ask you some questions about your sizes and what you prefer to wear. I¡¯m going to assume you¡¯re a small, yes?¡± He questioned. I nodded. ¡°Alright and how about shoe size, and bra size?¡± I felt slightly unco- well more ufortable at that question. I simply shrugged because, in truth, I didn¡¯t know. ¡°That¡¯s okay, someone can size youter¡­¡± He wrote down on his clipboard and my eyes couldn¡¯t help but stare. I know if I was with Alpha Chris I would¡¯ve been pped unconscious for starring. ''Why is he any different?'' ''Don¡¯t be so fucking disrespectful, you bitch!'' ...I¡¯m sorry¡­ ''Don¡¯t be sorry, be better.'' Alpha Chris¡¯s famous words to me rang in my head and my eyes immediately fell from Beta Mallory¡¯s clipboard to my own hands positioned in myp. My interest in what Beta Mallory was talking about seemed to be slipping like sand through a sieve. My mind started to wander to my abuser. Not in the affection way, or in the way that I¡¯m missing him but in a fearful manner because I felt so lost in what was happening. Where was he? Was he close to me? Is he on his way to find me? My mind physically hurt, I couldn¡¯t deal with it. ''You can¡¯t deal with anything.'' ...Shut up!... ¡°Violet.¡± Beta Malloy¡¯s voice snapped me back to reality, and I nced up at him ¡°I asked you, do you have any preferences when ites to clothing? Like shorts or pants or like, short-sleeved shirts¡­¡± He trailed off with his question, hoping I got what he wanted. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. I was hesitant with my answer, ¡°um, l-long-sleeved s-shirts a-and p-pants¡­¡± I spoke in a low voice and I felt selfish for having a preference for what to wear. I felt like I didn¡¯t deserve to have what I wanted, no, I knew I didn¡¯t deserve it. I chose long-sleeved shirts to hide my scars, especially my wrist. And pants, the same reason. I didn¡¯t have too many scars on my legs, I was just insecure. ¡°Alright,¡± he wrote on his clipboard and again my eyes became glued to it. ¡°Violet, how about nightwear? Any preference, the same¡­?¡± I shrugged my shoulders, I felt like I was already too much of a snob. I knew I should¡¯ve just kept my mouth shut. ''Oh, Violet, you can keep your mouth shut?'' ''You always had it open for Chris¡­'' ...That...that¡¯s not-'' ''Shut up.'' ''Your bruised knees speak for themselves.'' ''Yeah, and even when your mouth wasn¡¯t on his dick, you always knew how to talk too much.'' ...I-... ''Shut up, you tramp!'' ''Too bad Chris never disciplined you enough to learn to shut up¡­'' ¡°Violet, you¡¯re crying.¡± Beta Mallory, for the second time today snapped me out of my thoughts. I brought a hand up to my cheek to only be greeted with wetness. I was crying. I stumbled out an apology. ''Don¡¯t you know how to keep your mouth shut!'' ¡°Violet, do you want to go upstairs or something?¡± His voice had a gentle tone to it. ''Cut.'' I nodded my head and sniffled as we got up. ''Cut.'' He led me up the stairs and to my room. ''Cut.'' He shut the door and I immediately ran to the bathroom. I noticed that the bathroom has been stocked with some beauty products. ''Cut.'' I practically yanked open the cabs and drawers till I found it. Something sharp. Shaving razors. It seemed like the moon goddess was on my side because sitting right beside the pack of razors were de refills. I smiled. My brain was pounding, my headache growing and it seemed like my hands weren¡¯t moving fast enough. They fumbled along with the boxes and it spurted open like a can of worms. I grabbed a razor, closing the drawer, and sat on the ground by the tub. I quickly looked over to see if the door was locked. It was. ''Cut goddammit!'' I did. I put it and slid it along my skin. A relieved sigh escaped from my lips. ''Good.'' I made mark after mark. Scar after scar. I didn¡¯t stop until the voice in my head told me we were good. Bit by bit I got up and cleaned my mess. I figured I couldn¡¯t get their white towels dirty, so I used some toilet paper and flushed it. I washed my cuts and noticed the small crosses made in years time. They were formed when I started to do both horizontal and vertical cuts. ''Very pleasing.'' A sense of satisfaction washed over me at the voice''s approval. I pulled down my sleeves and went to lie down. After a few hours, a tapping came at the door. I went to answer it, and there was Beta Mallory. He gave a small smile, ¡°dinner time!¡± I followed him down and sat with him. I barely touched the food, even though I knew I needed it after just losing blood, I couldn¡¯t find it in me to eat. Beta Mallory didn¡¯t really speak, but I felt his eyesight on my wrists. They were wrapped and I had a shirt over it but I didn¡¯t put it past his Beta self to not smell the blood. .After we were done, he walked me back up to the room. I felt exhausted so I walked over to the spot on the floor. It was on the right side of the bed on the floor, so when you opened the door, you wouldn¡¯t see me. Iid and I knew that no matter how exhausted I felt, I wouldn''t be able to sleep tonight. If I wasn¡¯t blessed with nightmares in my sleep, I didn¡¯t get any sleep. Lovely insomnia. Truly amazing. My eyes were burning and I felt light-headed through-out the whole night. But I never got to close my eyes and drift away. Chapter 8 Chapter 8 Ethan''s POV The car ride back ispletely silent except for the sounds of our breathing. I sit in the back with Scarlet as she stares out the window. My fingers lightly rub across her knuckles as she allows me to hold her hand, feeling the familiar shivers thate with touching your mate. I don''t know where her mind is at, but she hasn''t looked at me since we left The Scourge. My beta, Caleb, looked in the rearview mirror, making eye contact with me as his voice enters my head through the mind-link. "Is she alright?" "I don''t know..." "Are you?" "Yes.... No.... I don''t know. I''ve got a lot on my mind right now." With everything that had gone down in such a short period of time it is hard for me to focus on one thing at a time. I can''t even make sense of the jumbled mess of thoughts swirling in my head. I was happy to have finally gotten revenge on the man who seems to be the responsible party for the deaths of my men. Though, I''m still worried about who else had been with him. His scent had been the most dominant, but it certainly hadn''t been the only one. There had been five other scents, five other aplices. But along with these thoughts, I am also curious about why Scarlet had been there, worried about what could have happened to her, angry that she snuck out and put herself in harm''s way, and jealous of the way she had soughtfort from that other wolf. Caleb nods in understanding before continuing our conversation. "Anything you want to talk about?" "Not really. But I need to talk to Scarlet once we get back to the penthouse. That guy that had been attacking her was the scent that I had followed back to The Scourge after Gary and the others were killed at Blue Moon. But he wasn''t the only one. She clearly knows more than she is letting on." "You think she can lead us to the others?" "Maybe. Or at least tell us who they are." "Alright. Well, as soon as you know what you want to do about them let me know and I''ll get a team together." "Good. Thanks. And while you''re waiting increase security around the borders. I don''t need any more problems cropping up right now." "Will do." We cut off the mind-link and I look back over at Scarlet. As we get closer to the center of town, she sits up straighter, her whole body tensing. I cock an eyebrow at her curiously. Finally, she turns her wide eyes to me, fear written all over her face. "Am I going back to the dungeons?" "What?! No! Why would you think that?" I answer her, turning my body so that it is angled in her direction. Is that why she has been so quiet this whole time? She bites down nervously on her lip, as though she''s afraid to tell me her answer. "I just thought.... I thought I''d be punished..." "Not like that. Never like that again. I promise." She stares at me as tears fill her eyes and her lip starts to quiver. What the hell did I do to upset her now? Suddenly, she flings her arms around my neck and buries her face in my shoulder as she lets out a sob. After a moment of shock, I instinctively begin to rub her back as I shoot a questioning look at Caleb. He simply shrugs and shakes his head. He doesn''t understand what''s going on either. "Scarlet? What''s the matter? What did I say?" I murmur softly as my fingers begin brushing through her soft, red curls. "It''s nothing. I... I''m just... a bit overwhelmed I guess," she answers breathily as she tries to stop herself from crying. She pulls away and swipes at her tears with an embarrassedugh. I want nothing more than to continue holding her, but instead sweep my hand across her cheek before tucking a lock of hair behind her ear. I stare into her violet eyes, mesmerized. She really is the most gorgeous woman I have everid eyes on. The golden flecks in her irises seem to sparkle like stars and her pink full lips look so soft and kissable. She''s magnificent. I cup her face and ce a light kiss on her forehead. She lets out a contented sigh and seems to be hit with a wave of calm. She nuzzles into one of my hands before I pull her into another embrace, breathing in her intoxicating honey andvender scent. The feel of her in my arms seems to make all my worries melt away. It''s addicting. Everything about her is like a drug and that I can''t quit. Soon we are pulling up to the valet parking in front of Kane Enterprises and one of my men quickly her waist and pulling her to me. I support much of her weight as she leans into me, holding my jacket closed around her with one hand. Werewolves heal quicker than humans, but she still looks banged up. I had already mind-linked Alex to send for the pack doctor toe up to my room and examine my mate. I didn''t want her having to spend more time in the hospital if it wasn''t necessary. Guards quickly surround us and escort us to the elevator where I swipe my card for ess to the penthouse. When we reach the foyer, I scoop Scarlet up bridal-style and carry her to my room. I don''t feel like being away from her and I can''t say I trust her to stay in her room by herself anymore. Upon finding out that she had escaped, I had a brief moment where I had seriously considered putting bars in front of all the windows. I ce her gently on the bed and she looks around, realizing where I had brought her. "Do you need anything? Food? Water?" She nods. "Water please." I hurry out to my gourmet kitchen to get her a drink. Before I make my way back to my room the front door opens as Alex leads in the pack doctor, Bethany Hauser. "Alpha," she greets me as shees up to shake my hand. "Good evening Doctor. Thanks for making a house call." "Not a problem sir. Alex filled me in. Where is Scarlet?" she asks, getting straight to the point. I have always liked that about her. Very no nonsense. She is the one that I had trusted to care for Scarlet while she had been in the hospital as well. I lead her to my room where my mate is now curled up in my bed. She sits up when she hears us enter. N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. "Hello Scarlet. Do you remember me?" Scarlet nods before answering. "You work at the hospital that treated my stab wound." "That''s right. Alpha Ethan here asked that Ie take a look at your injuries. Can you tell me what hurts?" I stay close with Alex by my side as Beth examines my beautiful mate and talks with her. Alex has the decency to turn away when Scarlet is asked to take off the jacket to show the doctor her other injuries. Anger begins rising to the surface as I notice the finger shaped bruises around her wrists, the long w mark that stretches down her chest and to her abdomen, and the multiple scratches and bruises that cover her torso. Alex ces a hand on my shoulder, seeing my wolf wrestling toe out. Turning to look at him, allows me the chance to take control once more as I push my rage down. The beast that did this to her is dead. And I''ll never let anyone hurt her like this again. Chapter 8: 7- Shift Chapter 8: 7- Shift I went to sleep that night at around four-thirty in the morning. I didn¡¯t expect to wake up an hourter in immense pain. My eyes flung open at the feeling of heat all over my body. My bones felt like they were breaking in every way possible. A strangled cry immersed from my lips and tears clouded my eyes. I was struggling to breathe, the familiar weight on my chest appearing. I was sobbing, and I tried to get up. Bad idea. The pain ignited. A loud cry left my lips as I fell back down. I couldn¡¯t breathe. I was gasping and sobbing and panicking. I tried to ignore the pain as I slugged over to the bathroom where I kept that inhaler the doctor gave me. I found it and with wobbly hands, I took off the cap and put it to my lips. I followed her instructions and pushed down so the medicine could It wasn¡¯t working and I threw it on the tiled grown. My fingernails felt like they were breaking, and another loud cry left my lips. My body was on fire and I tried to pull off my pants, but again, any movement I did amounted in more pain. I felt ustrophobic, I didn¡¯t know what was happening. With my heavy breathing and pounding head, I didn¡¯t hear the door burst open and the footstepsing into the bathroom. The light flickered on and through my teary eyes, Alpha Derek was standing there. He rushed over to me and kneeled. ¡°Flower, are you okay? What¡¯s wrong?¡± He rushed out and my only answer was my sob. I heard as he called for Beta Mallory. He reached his hand in his pocket and pulled out a phone. He was speaking quickly into it when Beta Mallory stumbled in. ¡°Der- Violet?¡± He voiced- confused. He also kneeled beside me, along with Alpha Derek. Feeling squashed, I tried to back away, a grunt Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. escaped my throat. Beta Mallory reached out to grab me, I flinched away. He barely touched my arm and the feeling of a hundred knives pierced through my skin. A pained grunt left my lips at the motion.¡°Just breathe, Violet.¡± Beta Mallory attempted to soothe me. Attempted. My sobs were harder. Another leg cracked. ¡°Just give her space.¡± Doctor Reseda demanded. The next few moments happened in a blur. Everything in me cracked. It freaking hurt. My clothes were torn, I felt my skin sprouting up hair. I closed my eyes. When they opened back up- my vision seemed sharper. I shifted. I got my wolf. I looked down and was met with brown paws that matched the color of my hair. Iyed on the ground. My eyes quickly zed over them. Beta Mallory had a surprised look on his face; Doctor Reseda has a concerned look on her face. My gaze made it over to Alpha Derek, his look was cold, his emotions not trespassing. I quickly nced back down. ¡°She sure is¡­¡± Doctor Reseda trailed. ¡°Tiny.¡± Beta Mallory finished for her. I felt insecure. ( ''Hello'' ) I was shocked at the new voice in my head. ( ''I''m Sage, your wolf. I¡¯ve been here for a while- sorry for taking so long to shift.¡¯ ) ...It¡¯s...it¡¯s okay¡­ ¡°Shift back.¡± A cold voice demanded. Alpha Derek. I whimpered at his tone. ¡°Alpha, that could be dangerous- it¡¯s her first-¡± Doctor Reseda got cut off by a growl. ¡°Did I fucking ask? Shift back.¡± He sounded pissed that Doctor Reseda questioned him. ¡°Mallory, Reseda, leave.¡± He demanded. They nodded and left, the sound of the door closing filled the air. ¡°Violet, shift, I¡¯m losing what very little patience I have.¡± He growled, earning another whimper from me. ...S...Sage...how do I shift back?... ( ¡®Just think about your human form, it¡¯ll be okay¡­¡¯ ) I did as she instructed, and next thing I know I was back in my human form. I looked down at my body and realized I was naked. Immediately I scrunched my legs to my chest and covered myself with my hands. I didn¡¯t have to look up to know he was staring at me, I felt the chill from it. My eyes started to cloud with tears as the voices started on with my insecurities. ''Oh no, does the big bad Alpha see how ugly your body is?'' ( ''¡®Violet, don¡¯t listen to them.¡¯ ) ''What does thete wolf know?'' ''Maybe Derek will get a right mind and start to add scars to your horrid body.'' ''He probably doesn¡¯t even want a tramp like you.'' ¡°Why are you crying?¡± His voice didn¡¯t even slightly change from his stone-cold tone. I didn¡¯t answer him, I just muttered out an apology. An agitated sigh came from him. ¡°Flower, you really, really fucking¡­¡± he trailed for a second and I heard some shuffling from him, ¡°irritate me at times.¡± I flinched at his statement. ¡°Here.¡± A piece of fabric was tossed at my body. ¡°Put it on. I¡¯m really losing my patience.¡± I quickly put on the ck shirt. It was huge. Noted he is a lot bigger than me- the shirt still engulfed me. ¡°Get up.¡± He ordered. Obediently, I scrambled up, not wanting to displease him. As I stood the shirt took its form down my body. ...My ugly body... Out of nowhere, Alpha Derek was in front of me. His hand reached out and took my chin- I didn¡¯t have time to react. He forced my face to meet him. He leaned in closely, his breath was fanning my face. A whimper left my lips. A growl left his. My eyes were frantically searching for a ce to look without being disrespectful. Theynded on his chin. ¡°Look at me.¡± I didn''t. I kept my eyes on his chin. His growl became deeper. My eyes slowly trailed up to his. His beautiful blue eyes in slits. ¡°Don¡¯t fucking think of your body that way.¡± ...How does he know that?... A chuckle escaped his lips. A dark, fake chuckle. ¡°You need to learn how to fucking listen. I won¡¯t tolerate your disrespect. You obey your Alpha. Understand?¡± He seethed. I nodded my head the best I could with his iron grip on me. It would bruise. ¡°Words.¡± ¡°Y-yes A-alpha.¡± He roughly let go of my chin, yet he didn¡¯t move away from me. I knew it was disrespectful, but I took a step back from him. My back ended up hitting a wall. He took a step closer to me. My eyes couldn¡¯t leave him. Even as his eyes trailed down my body, and when they lingered at my exposed legs, my eyes followed. He gradually looked back up to my face. He stared into my eyes- and I in his. If this was Alpha Chris I wouldn¡¯t even think about it, yet here I was with Alpha Derek. Maybe it was because of my wolf, or maybe it was, as he says, we¡¯re mates. I still don¡¯t know a lot about them, and I know I¡¯ll have to figure out more information on the topic. He leaned into my face again. My breath caught in my throat when I realized how close he was. My instincts were telling me to run as far as I could, to be scared, to be crying and begging him to not harm. Yet, I stayed. I me my wolf who was telling me it was fine because he was our ¡°mate¡±. He ced his hands on both sides of my face on the wall, caging me in- I couldn¡¯t help my flinch as he moved his arms. His head dipped down to the crock of my neck. His breath was hot despite his cold demeanor, and it fanned my levator scape. I cautiously let out a shaky breath. He noticed and turned his head most slightly so his eyes met mine. My mouth slightly dropped and I me it on him. I don¡¯t act like this, it was his fault I couldn¡¯t breathe right, every reaction was on him. He rotated his head back down. I became embarrassed when he inhaled my scent. It seemed out of nowhere, as I was stuck in the trance, he pulled his head up and back. He removed his right hand from the wall and grabbed my left hand. Sparks erupted at the snatching of my hand. Fear decided to grace my mindset and I attempted to pull my arm away but his grip stayed and he growled at me. His warning was evident- but I still jerked my arm, trying to rid it of his hold. ¡°Stop.¡± He growled. But I didn¡¯t care. Alpha Chris would¡¯ve already marked up my body with to-be scars, so I really shouldn¡¯t be testing a more powerful and authoritative alpha. But I didn¡¯t care. I didn¡¯t want him to touch my arm. I didn¡¯t want him to look at my arm. I didn¡¯t want him to see my depression marks. I didn¡¯t want him to see the fresh ones fromst night. I matched his words and mumbled out a cut-up ¡®stop¡¯. He didn¡¯t stop, I didn¡¯t either. Tears started to form again. His strength overpowered mine and he pulled it out so it waspletely visible to him. He didn¡¯t turn it over, therefore he wasn¡¯t able to see my scars. His eyes trailed up my arm. He didn¡¯t see cicatrices - as the majority of them are on my back and abdominal region. Although he didn¡¯t see my scars, he saw my bruises and slightly growled at them. He moved on to my other arm and was met with the same results. He deeply exhaled from his nose and let go of my arm- shaking his head. My sight fell to the floor. ¡°Violet, how do you feel?¡± he asked, it was softer. ¡°I-I, um¡­ I-I¡¯m okay,¡± I whispered. ¡°Okay, let¡¯s get you to bed, yeah?¡± He guided me off the wall and walked with me out of the bathroom and to the room. ¡°I-I c-can g-get it from h-here?¡± I muttered, still slightly shaky. He looked at me, studying me. ¡°Alright, goodnight, Violet.¡± He turned and left- the door mming in the process. My wolf craved his presence the second he stepped away from me. I looked at the nightstand rm. It read seven thirteen. I took a deep breath and sat down on the ground by the foot of the bed, my back resting against the bed. I brought my legs to my chest and hugged them. My depression washed over me and I couldn¡¯t help as the tears slowly trickled down my face. The voices in my head started to debate, and my dejection soared. Chapter 9 Chapter 9 Ethan''s POV Beth sits up and Scarlet does too as she pulls my leather jacket back on, covering herself up. "Umm... Doctor, by any chance did you find a ne after my stay in the hospital?" Scarlet asks as Dr. Hauser gets up from her spot on the edge of the bed. The doctor''s eyes open wide for a moment and she holds up a finger. "That reminds me," she begins before reaching for her bag. She opens it up and pulls out a small stic bag. "A nurse found this when she was cleaning out your room. Is this what you were looking for?" Scarlet swiftly reaches out and takes the baggie from Dr. Hauser, a smile spreading across her face as she sees what''s inside. She quickly tips the bag upside down over her palm before a ne falls out into it. "Yes! Thank you so much Doctor." I watch as she sps the delicate chain around her neck and see a small diamond hanging from it. There is no way someone from The Scourge would be able to afford something like that. "Where did you get the ne?" I inquire, my body instantly tensing as though it expects to not like her answer. She looks up at me worriedly and bites her lip, unsure. Clearly my instincts were right. "A friend gave it to me." "A friend?" I ask, my voiceing out gruff and disbelieving. What kind of a friend gives someone expensive jewelry? She nods at me, reluctant to say any more. "What friend?" She clears her throat ufortably. "Just a friend from The Scourge." "And how did your friend afford something like that?" "He found it." "He???" My wolf growls. Why is another man giving her jewelry like that? No wonder she didn''t want to answer me. This time Dr. Hauser clears her throat as shees up to me, interrupting the conversation that quickly seemed to be heating up. "Well, she has a few tender spots still and that one gash is pretty bad, but I bandaged it up. Shouldn''t take more than a couple days topletely heal. Nothing to worry about. The main thing I could suggest right now is some rest for her. Quite frankly it looks like you both could use some Alpha." She gives me a pointed look and I smirk and nod at her. "I''ll see what I can do." I walk her and Alex to the main exit and watch as the elevator doors close after them before heading back to my room to talk to Scarlet. She is still sitting on the bed, her arms wrapped around her knees while they are bent up to her chin. I sit down next to her and her gaze rises to meet mine. Her expression betrays her and I can see the guilt and the anxiety. "Why did you do it? Why did you sneak out and go back to that ce?" "I... umm..." she begins as her eyes begin to wander around the room like she''s trying to find another escape route. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. "Don''t even think about lying to me again Scarlet. Why didn''t you tell me you knew who had killed my men? What was your rtionship with him?" Her eyes shoot back to me, wide and shocked. "We didn''t have a rtionship. He was just some asshole who lived in The Scourge with his little gang of thugs." "But you knew he was guilty and you didn''t tell me. Why?" "I wasn''t sure how you''d react..." "And you think that''s a good enough reason to lie to me?" "No! I... I just didn''t want any more innocent people to die. The packless aren''t bad people..." she says before I cut her off with a scoff. "They aren''t bad people?! Are you fucking kidding me right now? Do you know what that asshole was going to do to you? Do you know what would have happened if I hadn''t shown up?!" The idea of what could have happened kills me. I had seen the damage he had done and I could smell his arousal. He was enjoying it. My fists instantly tighten in anger and my jaw tenses. "Not everyone in The Scourge is like that though! There is just a small group of guys that are always getting into trouble but that''s it! Most of the people there are really decent. I just didn''t want to risk any of them getting hurt if you went in there guns zing again." I can''t stop the growl that bursts through my clenched teeth. She was protecting those lowlifes. Her eyes narrow at me and she sits up straighter, clearly going on the defensive. I decide not to argue about the morals of the packless. It is obvious that we don''t see eye to eye on that matter and right now there are more important things to worry about. "Tell me about that guy who was attacking you," I order. "His name was Ray Jones. He has been living in the Scourge for as long as I can remember. He was always up to no good. Picking fights, crossing borders, stealing stuff, that type of thing," she answers, taking the chance to avoid an argument as well. "And what about this gang of his that you mentioned? How many other wolves did he hang out with?" "Five. But they never used their wolf forms." "Why not?" She gives me a weird look as though she doesn''t understand my question for some reason. "Because they''re packless," she states as though that exins everything. When she sees that I''m not following she continues. "Packless can''t mind-link each other. So they don''t usually shift because that leaves them no way tomunicate. They typically only shift to hunt for food to bring back to the shelter." I nod. I had never even thought about that before. My eyebrows furrow as I continue to think. "What''s the shelter?" "It''s where I live, where most of the packless live," she answers. She looks down and ys with the hem of my jacket that she is still wearing. Is she ufortable talking about this? I want to ask her more about this, but I need to stay on track. Getting to know her and her past can wait. First, I need to get justice for my pack and that means finding the rest of Ray''s gang. "So, did Ray and his men live at the shelter too?" "No. They lived in one of the abandoned apartments next to where you rescued me, but they''ve been "Any idea where they would be hiding?" "Not really. There are plenty of uninhabited buildings in The Scourge. And we are along the outer borders so they could hide in the woods that are outside of anyone''s territory. Those would likely be their only options unless they decided to take their chances and leave the area." So far the information doesn''t seem to be narrowing down the possibilities. "Okay, can you describe all of hisckeys for me?" She nods with a sigh before her face twists in concentration as she tries to remember Ray''s goons. "Well... first there is Frank..." she begins before telling me about the scents and descriptions of each of the members of this so-called gang. I quickly mind-link the details to all my pack''s warriors and guards. I also make sure to tell Alex and Xander so they can inform their own packs. "Great. We''ll let you know as soon as we find anything," Caleb''s voicees through in my head. "I have all my guys on the lookout for them. Don''t worry. We''ll get them," Alex replies. "Don''t worry bro. They''ll soon know they messed with the wrong pack," Xander answers in his usual arrogant tone. When my gazends on Scarlet, she is looking at me, observing me. "What?" I ask her as I raise an eyebrow. "You aren''t going to hurt anyone else, right?" "Scarlet, my responsibility is to my pack and our allied packs. Theye first. As long as the packless don''t get in our way, they won''t get hurt." She instantly narrows her eyes at me. "We weren''t in your way thest time either. They had been minding their own business and you and your men tore them apart," she seethes, making my own anger spike. "Why are you always trying to protect them?!" "Well someone has to!" "What''s that supposed to mean?!" "Seriously?! Ethan! We don''t have an Alpha or any leaders to protect us. We aren''t allowed to work. We constantly have to scrounge for food. We are on the outskirts of the borders which means that we have to worry about rogues and other threats..." "Why do you keep saying ''we?'' Those aren''t your people anymore." She gives me a withering look and I exhale the rage that is boiling to the surface. "That is seriously what you took away from what I just said?! Do you even hear yourself?! And I''m not part of your pack Ethan! I''m not part of any pack! That''s the very definition of being packless! What do you have against us?! What did we ever do to you?!" "THEY KILLED MY MOTHER!!!" I see shock wash over her face and I turn away from her. All those bitter memories begin flooding my mind, the night we were told, the stabbing pain in my chest as my heart broke, the look on my brothers'' faces. I don''t want to relive this. I don''t want my mate''s pity. I need to get out of here. "Ethan, I''m¡ª" she begins as I can sense her approach before her hand lightlynds on my shoulder. I shrug her away, not even bothering to look at her. My feet immediately carry me to the door and I reach for the knob. "I have things I need to take care of. I''ll send someone to bring you up dinner. Don''t wait up for me." With that I fling the door open and close it behind me, not even sparing my mate a nce in her direction. Chapter 9: 8- Episodes Chapter 9: 8- Episodes A week had passed since I shifted. I haven¡¯t seen Alpha Derek since and it¡¯s been torture for my wolf. Beta Mallory would take me three times a day to get food. He would talk to me, even when I didn¡¯t verbally respond to him, he still kept the conversation going. I was starting to warm up a little to him, except a few days ago I had a small episode. He said it was a side effect of my trauma that I went through, he imed it was hypervignce mistrust. I was, and still am, deeply embarrassed by it. Beta Mallory defended my incident by saying it was okay and understandable. I didn¡¯t believe him. It was humiliating to me. Doctor Reseda made an appointment for me to go see her during the week for a checkup and Beta Mallory took me. He was asked to step-out for parts of the check-up. One of my worst fears came true when she was checking on my bruises and cicatrices- she found my wrist. She became a little speechless when she found them. Especially the fresher ones. She told me of the jeopardy I was putting myself in, as the cuts were ¡®dangerously deep¡¯. I mustered up what little courage I possessed and pleaded with her to not mention it to Alpha Derek. She told me she couldn¡¯t, that he had to know as it was her duty to inform him. Therapy is what she insisted on. She went over my wolf with me and I learned about mind link, shifting, and other things. She also gave me information on mates when I shyly asked. I then knew why Alpha Derek seemed to be able to read my mind. She told me there was a mental block I would have to put up if I didn¡¯t want him in my head. I was taught about marking, mating, heat, and how we would be able to feel the strong and most evident emotions in each other. I was gaining weight very slowly ording to Doctor Reseda. I think I went up two pounds. She was confused and did a few more tests and then I was able to leave. She also noted my stuttering has gotten better. One night, Beta Mallory and I were having dinner. I was barely eating and he was talking to me. He asked me why I slept on the floor instead of the bed. For a while, I didn¡¯t answer him and silence filled the room. Slowly I gave him my answer, piled with blunders. It was because that¡¯s what I was used to. He just nodded. Now Iy, burdened with insomnia. For a moment I debated on getting the sleeping pills Doctor Reseda gave me when she learned I wasn¡¯t sleeping at night. She, just as Beta Mallory, said it was due to my trauma. I decided not. An urge for exploration filled me. For a while, Iid there and ignored the urge, but then my wolf started to beg. Grudgingly I got up and put on a pair of socks before walking out. I didn¡¯t feel too self-conscious about my attire as I was wearing long pajama pants and a long-sleeved shirt. ''Long, covering clothing never stopped anyone before...'' I quietly, aimlessly walked through the halls of Alpha Derek¡¯s house. It was dark and the only noise was the soft scraping of my sock covered feet against the wooden floor. I peacefully walked downstairs and proceeded to pointlessly stroll. Dark thoughts soon invaded my mind and struck a panic in me. Briskly I walked back upstairs and was going to head straight back to my room, but it seemed my feet had a mind of their own. They took me down halls and stopped in front of a big brown door. Alpha Derek''s office. I lifted my fist to knock but paused. ...What if he doesn¡¯t want to see me?... I let out a shaky breath. I went to knock but suddenly the door opened. I wasn¡¯t expecting that and I just about hit the chest that was in front of me, instead, a hand grabbed my wrist. ''Not like you would¡¯ve done any harm, weakling.'' I steadily raised my brown orbs to his blue ones. Once more, I me the ¡®mate pull¡¯ for enough confidence to look in his eyes. ¡°Why are you up?¡± His voice was cold and mean. To no surprise, I couldn¡¯t speak to him, my voice vanished to the back of my throat. ''Where Chris¡¯s dick¡¯s been? Slut¡­'' I couldn¡¯t help as I cringed, my eyebrows scrunching up. ¡°What¡¯s the face for?¡± He inquired, ¡°and fucking answer.¡± He growled when I made no attempt to tell him as I just whispered a shaky ¡®sorry¡¯. How could you tell someone about the voices in your head? You couldn¡¯t, I would feel beyond judged and after my episode, I wasn¡¯t looking for any more attention or stares. He let out a deep, frustrated sigh and dropped my wrist. I brought them to the front of my abdomen and started to nervously twiddle them together. Alpha Derek moved and opened the door wider and demanded I enter his office. I obeyed and again, he demanded I sit while he shut the door. I sat down and he casually walked over to his desk and took his spot in his chair. ¡°Violet, Violet¡­¡± he tsked, trailing off and my mind shed to Alpha Chris. He always did that right before I got into trouble. I was back. I was in Alpha Chris¡¯s office. He was tsk-ing my name. I started crying knowing that I was to be severely punished. My right hand found my left wrist and started to anxiously wringing it. Through my teary peripheral vision, I watched Alpha Chris get up and rapidly stalk towards me. He reached out and grabbed me and I screamed. I shouted for help, and I tried to push myself away from him. ¡°A-alpha C-Chris¡­¡± I sobbed. I blubbered and cried for him to get away from me, but then he reached out. ¡°Violet!¡± He shouted and I flinched trying to back away from him. I was begging for him to stop, to not hurt me, to not touch me. But he grabbed me. ¡°Flower!¡± His voice changed. ¡°It¡¯s Derek, you¡¯re fine. Chris isn¡¯t here.¡± I brought my hands to my eyes and tried to rid them of my tears. They didn¡¯t entirely disappear, but it made my sight better, less blurry. Crouching down in front of me wasn¡¯t Alpha Chris. It was Alpha Derek. My breathing slowed down to a normal rate and I took in what just happened. Another episode. ''You¡¯re a fucking embarrassment.'' I was demeaned. Disgusted. Appalled. Shamed. Nothing but an ignominious, broken girl. I didn¡¯t want to be here anymore. I wanted to go cry and cut. I made to get up and leave but Alpha Derek called me. ¡°Violet, sit.¡± Hemanded me to do so, he used his alpha voice. I wouldn''t-couldn¡¯t object. I sunk back into my seat and my nails started to scratch my wrist. A habit when I couldn''t nick myself with an actual tool. Alpha Derek instantly grabbed my hand in a tight hold. ¡°Look at me.¡± He growled. I brought my teary eyes to his hard ones. ¡°Don¡¯t you ever fucking do that.¡± He yanked my wrist towards him and pushed my sleeves up so they revealed my self-inflicted cicatrices. I yanked them back, but no result was formed, his grip only tightened. My eyes were rapidly blinking to clear tears as I looked at him. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re trying to hide. I¡¯ve already read Reseda¡¯s report.¡± He pushed my wrist back and stood up to lean against his desk, all the while my eyes were glued to his. ¡°Insomnia, the disorder in which one has difficulties falling and -or- staying asleep.¡± He defined although I already knew what it meant. Maybe not word for word but Reseda told me and I learned over the years. ¡°Is that why you¡¯re up?¡± I timidly nodded. ¡°And you came here? At¡­¡± he leaned back and looked at the clock on the side of the wall, ¡°two o¡¯clock in the morning.¡± I had nothing to say. Maybe I was being rude by staring at him, but my gaze didn¡¯t leave. ¡°Yet- somehow in that silent mind of yours, you knew I was in my office.¡± He had no clue how loud my mind was. Or maybe he did and wanted to jab at it. He crossed his arms. ¡°You¡¯re awfully silent. Some are silent until they¡¯re under me- then they¡¯re screaming for more¡± A frown made its way onto my face at hisment. I couldn¡¯t help as my eyes watered, I felt like such a baby but it hurt and I couldn¡¯t help it. I was hurt that he was talking about other girls he had in bed. My voices were calling me a hypocrite, Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. the fact I was hurt for him having lovers when I wasn¡¯t a virgin. Deep down I knew they were wrong. I had no lover, I was vited. But I was no virgin, so why should he be? ...Would he still mark me?... ¡°I have no intention.¡± That stung. My eyes were so blurry ''No one wants damaged goods.'' ''Even though nothing about you is good¡­'' ¡°W-why?¡± I whispered. ¡°Why?¡± He chuckled. ¡°Why? Why would I mark you? Hmm, let¡¯s see, why?¡± He pretended to think, tapping his chin deridingly. My eyes fell from his face, pain filling my system, anticipating his next words. Yet, I knew what was ¡°Why would I want you? You¡¯re a damaged flower. You¡¯re weak. Now- when you look at me, you can see, I am not weak. I am not frail, I am not skeleton-like.¡± Tears sprung at my eyes and he continued. Please don¡¯t cry, I knew it wasing because of how blurry my eyes were. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry,¡± I whispered out, utterly hurt and it didn¡¯t makeplete sense. But I felt like I had to apologize to him like I did something wrong. ¡°When my people envision their Luna, they don¡¯t see you,¡± he spat, ¡°they see a strong, powerful woman, not some weakling that can barely talk.¡± I can talk. My stuttering has been getting better, just not in the presence of him. I nodded my head. He was right. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry,¡± I mouthed, my eyes dropping. My throat hurt. Just stop talking. ¡°And when you go back into your room, and your scarred self feels like adding to your collection- just remember you can¡¯t. All razors and any other possible hazards have been removed.¡± My heart strained. What would I do? That was my escape¡­ I looked up at him with wide, hurt, teary eyes. ¡°A-Alpha¡­¡± I choked out. ¡°N-no, p-please,¡± I bit my lip, words were even audible to me at this point.¡± ¡°No. End of discussion,¡± he snipped. He walked around to his desk and opened a drawer. He pulled out a prescription bottle and walked to his mini-fridge and pulled out an unopened water bottle. He handed me a pill and gave me the water. I didn¡¯t want to take it. I knew they were sleeping pills. I nced at the clock, three fifteen. I didn¡¯t want to sleep. ¡°Take it, Flower.¡± Something in me liked when he called me a flower. But moments ago he called me a damaged flower, now it doesn¡¯t have the same feeling. Unwillingly I swallowed the pill and I held back tears doing so. I hated sleeping. I craved it, needed it but I couldn¡¯t have it. Fear was always breathing down my neck knowing Alpha Chris would be in my mind. His name alone frightened me. The envisionment of him was worse. Except they weren¡¯t visions- they were memories. Alpha Derek walked to the door,manding me to follow. It was pointless to sleep now. On average, a sleeping pill takes an hour to kick in, ording to doctor Reseda, which means it would be about four when I would go under. Pointless. We arrived at my door. But I didn¡¯t go in. He went to walk away but noticed I didn¡¯t make an attempt to go in. He huffed and walked over to me, ring. He opened the door and pushed it a little. Still, no movement from me. I couldn¡¯t describe it, but I wanted to be with him at the moment. Despite his berating me moments ago, I wanted his presence. It¡¯s my wolf, not me. The mate bond, not me. ¡°Were you dropped on your head? Go.¡± He motioned, his voice full of irritation. I winced but didn¡¯t move. ''What the fuck is wrong with you?'' ''Listen to your Alpha, you dipshit.'' My senses came back to me and my eyes bulged slightly when I realized what I was doing. Alpha Derek stalked towards me, in a threatening manner. ¡°You have the worst fucking respect.¡± He growled. My submissive side kicked in. ¡°Y-yes A-alpha, I-I¡¯m s-sorry¡­¡± I bowed my head to him. He was inches away from touching me. He did it in an authoritative tone, to remind me who was in control. ¡°Flower, I¡¯ll let you off. But by Goddess, you better knock some respect into that weak mind of yours or so help me, you¡¯ll despise the oue.¡± I quickly nodded my head at his threat. ¡°Now go and sleep, tomorrow Mallory will get you and take you to see a therapist.¡± He informed me. ¡°Y-yes A-alpha¡­¡± I mumbled ¡°Good girl.¡± A sense of satisfaction washed over me at those words. I did well. No beatings because I did well. I was a good girl. But, I didn¡¯t want to sleep, I wasn''t tired. ...I wasn¡¯t tired... Derek sighed out, he gave me a long look, and I turned to go in the room so he wouldn¡¯t get angry. ¡°Go put on some shoes, Flower.¡± I looked down at my socks, that felt so random. I did as he asked, throwing on some canvas shoes and walked back to him, he was leaning against the wall. He held out his hand. I furrowed my eyebrows at him. He saw that I was hesitant. ¡°Come on,¡± he closed and opened his palm, and with much hesitation, I put my shaking hand in his. I was unbelievably nervous, and I didn¡¯t even know what he was going to do. He turned to start walking, taking me with him, down the stairs and he neared the door and a wave of panic washed over me. I stopped walking, slightly scared of what was happening. He turned back to look at me. ¡°It¡¯s fine, Flower. Come on,¡± he tugged my hand as he opened the door and my eyes were greeted with the dark sky. No, I didn¡¯t like the dark. Alpha Chris would rape me in the middle of the night, sometimes when I could finally sleep. Traumatizing. ¡°I- uh, A-alpha,¡± I whispered and subconsciously squeezed his hand as my heart rate picked up. ¡°I-I-¡± He looked at me and then at the open door before back at me. ¡°Are you scared of the dark, Flower?¡± He raised an eyebrow at me, his tone surprisingly soft, I was so used to his cold demeanor. I felt my cheeks heat up and I moved my eyesight to my hand in his. I meekly nodded, ashamed about it. ¡°It¡¯s okay, I¡¯ll be with you.¡± He gave a small squeeze to my hand, it felt so sincere and my heart swelled. I swallowed and nodded and he started walking outside with me, holding my hand. It wasn¡¯t as dark as it seemed, with Sage¡¯s presence, my senses were heightened. I could see the trees and the rocks. I was also checking every minute for signs of my tormentor. ¡°You said you couldn¡¯t sleep,¡± he stated out of the blue, ¡°sometimes when I¡¯m not tired and I don¡¯t have anything to do, I go on walks around the pack.¡± I nced up at him, warm that he was talking to me. I nodded, scared to talk because I didn¡¯t want to sound weird. ¡°I-I c-cleaned when I-I c-couldn¡¯ s-sleep in A-Alpha¡¯s pack,¡± I added, my voice shaky. I heard him growl lowly and I swallowed. ¡°Is he the reason you don¡¯t like the dark?¡± he asked, his voice snippy. I silently nodded, blinking, my eyes feeling heavy. ¡°Did he hurt you at night?¡± I shivered, fear making a physical appearance. He took it as my answer and I knew that I wouldn¡¯t have answered anyways. ¡°Do you want to talk about it?¡± I shook my head, my chest tightened. ¡°Let¡¯s turn around at this tree.¡± I nodded along, feeling the pill take over me, I wanted to go to sleep, but I was scared. I didn¡¯t want to see Alpha Chris in my nightmares. Sage wanted to sleep with Derek, and a small, tiny part of me wanted to. His hand felt so nice in mine. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry,¡¯ I whispered, drowsy as I saw the house through my tired vision. He hummed in response, questioning me. ¡°I¡¯m s-sorry I-I didn¡¯t g-go to b-bed.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t worry about it, Violet. I was probably gonna go on a walk tonight anyways. Alpha duties require a lot of ¡®inspections¡¯ as some call them.¡± I nodded but didn¡¯t verbally respond because of how tired I felt, my eyes were burning. I bit back a yawn as my eyes watered. ¡°Tired?¡± he asked me lightly as he noted my walking slowing down as we walked up the steps and in the door. I nodded. ¡°Words,¡± he added. ¡°Y-yes, A-alpha.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay, we¡¯re almost there,¡± he took me up the stairs to go to the room. At one point he slipped his hand from mine and hovered over the small of my back. We got to my door and he looked down at my tired self. ¡°Goodnight, Violet,¡± he whispered softly and my brain tried to register that but it was so drowsy, it just wanted to sleep. ¡°G-goodnight, A-alpha,¡± he slowly put his hand on my cheek, his thumb lightly brushing. He sighed out before he left and I went to the room, making my bed on the floor. I didn¡¯t know if Alpha Derek knew that I slept on the floor, and truthfully I was a little scared to know. I went to bed closer to five. My mind terrorized me with memories of Alpha Chris. Chapter 10 Chapter 10 Scarlet''s POV My mind is reeling and my mouth seems to be gaping like a fish, unsure of what to say as I watch my mate receding to the exit. Is there anything I can say? At least I have a better understanding of Ethan''s hatred towards the packless. However, something doesn''t add up to me. I''ve never heard of anything like that happening in The Scourge. Maybe I''ll ask Jo. She''s been around long enough. Surely she would know something about it. When did my life get soplicated? And overwhelming? It feels like I''ve gone through so much in such a short period of time. I''ve felt so many emotions. I still feel like such an idiot for breaking down in front of Ethan the way that I did. I don''t normally get so emotional, but it was like I had finally had enough. I just couldn''t keep my emotions in any longer and suddenly the freaking dam just broke. I heave out a sigh and shake my head as I try to reign in all of the feelings that are trying to suffocate me. I''ve got to get it together. I allow my mind to wander in an attempt to distract myself from everything else. Walking around the room, I notice how tidy it is. I run my finger along the firece mantle and there isn''t a speck of dust. The room is sleek and sharp. It doesn''t look lived in at all. The room is luxuriously decorated butcks personal touches. There are no pictures of my mate or his family sitting on any of the tables or walls, nothing on the mantle either. I sit down on the edge of the bed and eye the drawer of the bedside table next to me. Is it okay for me to snoop? I mean, he left me here alone. And I am his mate. So, isn''t it my right to have a look around? My hand slowly reaches out for the small knob, my mind still debating on whether I should or shouldn''t. However, curiosity wins out and I pull it open. There is a stack of pictures that I instantly scoop up, immediately noticing the one on top is of a woman. My fingers lightly trace around her features. Despite the photo being a bit faded, it is easy to tell that she was beautiful with fair skin and bright blue eyes that shine like sapphires. Her dark blonde hair falls in curls past her shoulders and her smile seems to radiate pure joy. Flipping the image over, I see that there is a single word written on the back. ''Lenore.'' I shuffle through the photos and find one of the same woman with her arms around three small boys. They all have the same wide grin on their face and I bring it closer to my face to get a better look. "Ethan," I murmur softly as I realize exactly who I''m looking at. Ethan, Alex, Xander, and their mother Lenore. There is a loud knock on the door causing me to jump like a five-year old who just got caught in the cookie jar. I''m trying to stuff the pictures hastily back into the bedside drawer when the door opens and a young woman I''ve never seen before strolls in wearing a designer dress and stilettos. She is gorgeous with her caramel colored skin and her brown doe eyes. She has long dark hair with honey highlights and looks like she could have walked right off a runway. She has several shopping bags hanging from the crook of her elbow. Her eyes immediatelynd on me and a knowing smirk appears on her face. I''ve totally been caught red-handed. "You must be Scarlet. I''m Isa Kane. Ethan''s favorite sister," she says as she smiles at the stunned look on my face. "Okay... well, his only sister. But that makes me his favorite by default." "Umm... hi! Nice to meet you," I reply as I stand from the bed and walk over to her with my hand held out. She raises her eyebrow at me and swats my hand away. "Girl please! Give me a hug!" She quickly grabs me and pulls me into a tight embrace. Once she loosens her grip she ces her hands on my shoulders and squeals. "We are going to the best of friends! I just know it!" My eyes widen at her excitement. I''m feeling so confused and overwhelmed... again. I didn''t even know that Ethan had a sister. And she ispletely different from him in both appearance and personality. "That''s great!" I exim back as I try to match her enthusiasm and seem to fail miserably. Upbeat and bubbly are two adjectives that aren''t usually used to describe me. "So, umm... what brings you by today?" "Oh! My bad! Ethan asked me to bring you some necessities," she answers as she throws the shopping bags onto the bed and begins dumping the contents out for me to see. I notice my mouth hanging open and instantly close it as I look at the array of stuff she hasid out. There is an abundance of make-up and hair supplies along with actual essentials such as shampoo, toothpaste, and deodorant. She also bought numerous outfits for me, all of them designer. "I don''t know if I can ept all this..." I begin. She waves her hand at me dismissively. "Nonsense. You need all of this. You can''t very well walk around dirty and naked when you''re going to be named Luna. If my brother can iron out the details of the alliance treaty anyways." "Alliance treaty? What do you mean?" "Oh.... Uhh... Ethan hadn''t mentioned it to you?..." Isa stammers, seeming uncharacteristically ufortable. Anxiety instantly shoots up my spine. I feel like I''m not going to like hearing the details. "No, but you''re going to need to exin it now." "Oh no. My brother is going to kill me for spilling the beans. I''m not about to tell you more," she states sternly as she backs away from me, shaking her head adamantly. "Isa!" I begin to argue. "Sorry girl, but you''re going to have to take this up with him. I need to head out anyway. You should shower and change. I doubt my brother will be happy if you are still dressed like this when one of his mene in," she says as she gestures to me. I look down and see that I''m still in my tattered shirt with my torso exposed. I instantly close Ethan''s leather jacket around me and grimace. "Fine... but if you tell me what you''re talking about then I don''t have to ask Ethan about it and therefore he doesn''t have to know that you said anything," I point out, fighting the smile that threatens to spread across my face as I watch Isa''s facial expression change. "Ooh... you y dirty. I''ll tell you, but you can''t tell Ethan that I said anything." Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. "Deal." "Alphas are expected to take a mate by the time they are thirty. If they don''t find their fated mate by then they choose a mate since they are stronger with a Luna. Ethan will be turning thirty next month. He was in the middle of courting Nicole Fairchild of the Silver Shadow Pack. She is the Alpha''s daughter. Luckily no contracts had been signed and nothing had been officially announced, so now that he''s found you he is trying to renegotiate an alliance." My chest tightens and I feel like I can''t breathe. He had been nning on marrying someone else, taking her as his Luna. Was he sleeping with her? Is she still here? Did he fall for her? My stomach churns inside of me, making me feel like I might vomit. I swallow hard and try to regain myposure before Isa continues. "Anyway, once he knew you had nothing to do with the death of our pack members, he wanted toplete the mating process with you and make you his Luna. Unfortunately, he can''t do anything official until the alliance treaty is settled." I manage to nod, not feeling as though I could even put a coherent string of words together. I don''t even know what to say. She reaches over and pats me reassuringly on the knee. Clearly, she can tell that I''m not taking the news very well. In reality, I''m surprised that it bothers me as much as it does. So far, my mate isn''t exactly my favorite person right now. I, myself, haven''t even decided if I want to ept him as a mate yet. He''s stubborn, bossy, and hot-headed. Though, he also seems to be thoughtful, caring, and affectionate... when he''s not pissed off anyway. I shake my head as I try to empty it of all the thoughts that seem to be clogging my brain. "Well, thanks for telling me," I finally manage to say. "Of course! Though you didn''t exactly give me much of a choice. Just remember not to tell Ethan I said anything. I had assumed he would have told you, but I guess I should have known better. He''s not exactly an open book." She stands up from where she had taken a seat next to me on the bed. "And don''t worry. You''re the one he wants to be with." I give her a weak smile before she pulls me in for another hug. We say our goodbyes and I watch as she walks out the door, noticing that there are two men standing guard outside the room. I wonder if I''m even allowed to leave the room. It''s not like I have anyway to leave the penthouse. I''ve seen that they use ID cards in order to gain ess to the elevator. I push that thought aside as I dig through all the stuff that Isa had brought me. Once I''ve found what I''m looking for, I go to the bathroom to shower. After taking my time again, I get out and pat myself dry before throwing on a pair of dark jeans and a flowy ck top. Once I''ve dried my hair, I take a deep breath and open the bedroom door. Two men nk the doorway and don''t move a muscle as I step into the hallway. I take this as a sign that I''m allowed out of the room and slowly begin meandering down the hall, observing all my surroundings and checking all of the doors I pass. I notice that the two men are following me at a reasonable distance and I try to ignore them. I find a guest bathroom, a study, and a personal gym until I reach the end of the hallway and it opens into a grand living area. There is a wall of windows along one side and I can see all of Crescent City. The living room is modern and minimal just like the master bedroom. The kitchen is the same with its stainless-steel gourmet appliances. Arge table, big enough to sit twenty people, is positioned underneath an exquisite modern chandelier. Everything looks expensive and I can''t help but to marvel at the grandeur as I walk around the open concept room. I continue to explore the massive penthouse with my two shadows following closely behind me. I find seven guest rooms, including the one I had originally been in, each with their own bathroom. There are two other guest bathrooms as well. There is a huge media room with reclining chairs and a big screen. The room also had a wide array of games that you could y, a wet bar with a refrigerator and microwave. There was a full library, an indoor spa, and a room that was locked that one of the men said was Ethan''s home office. Once I was done wandering the penthouse, I went back to the library and grabbed a couple books that looked interesting before bringing them back to the main living room. I grabbed a throw nket off the back of therge sectional sofa and curled up in the corner with the books, picking one to start reading. The book is interesting, but I''m getting restless. I don''t like being trapped here and I don''t like not doing anything productive. I should be at the shelter helping to prepare dinner, but instead I''m lounging around doing nothing of importance. Eventually I close the book with a sigh and focus on trying to mind-link Will. "Will?" I ask. For a moment there is no response until I hear his voice in my head. "Scar? Where are you? Are you okay? What happened when Alpha Ethan took you away? He didn''t hurt you, did he?" A small smile crosses my lips at Will''s concern. He has always been a bit protective of me. We grew up together in The Scourge and has been my best friend for as long as I can remember. "I''m fine. He didn''t hurt me or throw me in the dungeons again or anything. Actually, he took me back to his room and had the pack doctor look me over. And I got my ne back! The doctor had brought it with her. Anyways, I''ve been given fresh clothes and everything too. Only bad thing is that he still has me under house arrest. I guess I expected as much though." There is another moment of silence as if he''s thinking of what to say next. "For how long? When will I get to see you? Are you going to be able to continue helping at the shelter?" "I hope so. I don''t know how long he ns on keeping me locked away though. Apparently, he can''t even announce I''m his mate at the moment." "What?! Why not?!" I let out an annoyed sigh before answering. "He had been in the middle of negotiating a marriage contract with someone else that now has to be corrected. I guess him announcing a new Luna before they havee to an alternate agreement could cause problems." "So, he''s keeping you hidden away from this other girl?!" My wolf lets out an irritated growl at Will''s insinuation. I hadn''t even thought about that possibility. Is that why he hasn''t once allowed me to roam freely? Is that why he hasn''t even given me a tour of the pack house or introduced me to anyone? Is he trying to keep me a secret? I take in a deep steadying breath trying to calm myself down. "Scar?" Will''s voice asks uncertainly. I guess I''ve been taking too long to respond. "Yeah.... I''m here. I just... had to sort through my thoughts. I don''t know if that''s why he''s keeping me locked up. Before you had said that I just thought it was his overbearing way of protecting me. But now... well... now I don''t know." "Oh... I''m sorry Scar. I didn''t mean to make you worry." "It''s okay Will. Besides¡ª" I''m interrupted when someone clears their throat and I instantly jump, startled. I hadn''t even heard anyonee in. "Will, I gotta go!" I hurry up and say before cutting off the mind-link. Then I turn my focus back to the man standing in front of me with arge pizza box in his hands. He gives me a mischievous smirk before walking over to the dining room table and setting the box down. He looks very simr to Ethan except that his hair is shaggier and his eyes are dark brown. I get up from my spot on the sofa and slowly walk over to him. "So, who were you talking to?" he asks as soon as he has turned around to face me. His chocte eyes bearing into me as though daring me to try to lie to him. I shift ufortably from foot to foot, trying to decide if lying or telling the truth would be in my best interest. "Umm... just a friend," I state vaguely, hoping that he''ll just drop it. But of course, I''m not that lucky. "And who is this friend of yours?" "Just someone I grew up with..." "Hmm..." he begins, the devilish grin still stered on his face and his eyes twinkling brightly. He moves over to the kitchen before pulling out a couple tes and bringing them over. "And this person you grew up with.... Does your mate know about them?" "He''s met him," I reply. It''s not exactly a lie. They didn''t even exchange two words to each other nor were they introduced, but they did see each other. That counts, right? "Oh! A ''him'' is it? I''m surprised this friend of yours is still alive and well if my brother has already met him," he replies teasingly as he grabs a couple drinks for us and sets them down by the tes. Brother?... "Xander?" "The one and only," he exims as he holds his hands out to the side. Chapter 10: 9- Therapy Chapter 10: 9- Therapy Beta Mallory came in the morning to get me. He took me to get breakfast and then said it was almost time for the therapy appointment. Truthfully, I didn¡¯t want to go. What would it do for me? They expect me to confide in some random person and tell my whole life story so they could ¡®help me¡¯. No. Pointless. What help could they provide? Could they take away twelve years of abuse? No. Pointless. We arrived at some office. It was a nice size, a dark brown interior with maroon furniture. Quickly I met a doctor. He was about an inch taller than Beta Mallory. He had darker skin, possibly of Spanish descent, curly dark brown hair, and dark brown eyes that stood out with his natural crow feet. ¡°Good afternoon, I¡¯m Doctor Socorro. Nice to meet you.¡± He held out a hand to shake and a smile on his face. It was quite friendly and infectious. Dang it, I wasn¡¯t supposed to like this. ¡°V-v-violet¡­¡± I mumbled and shyly shook his hand. ''It¡¯s your fucking name and you can¡¯t even say it.'' ¡°Alright Violet, lovely name, shall we get started?¡± I nodded and he said his bidding to Beta Mallory and took me to his office. It resembled the lobby, with maroon furniture and nut-brown walls. It had a window, a desk, a beanbag, a sofa, it was very inviting. ¡°Please, make yourselffortable.¡± He walked over to his desk and grabbed a clipboard and sat in the seat across from the sofa I sat at. ¡°How about we start by telling a little bit about ourselves? I know very little about you, only your name and a glimpse of your past- in fact not a lot of people know what you¡¯ve been through¡­¡± he had a very smooth, nice voice, ¡°so, I¡¯ll go first.¡± I nodded as he waited for a sign by me. ¡°As you know- my name is Socorro. My parents are from Spain, and I was born there but moved here when I was younger. I do visit often. I¡¯m forty-three. I have a beautiful mate, we¡¯ve been married for twenty-four years and we have three wonderful children. One boy and two girls.¡± He smiled at the end and let me speak. There isn¡¯t much to me. ¡°I-I¡¯m t-twenty one¡­.¡± I had no clue what to say, ¡°...u-umm¡­ A-alpha D-Derek i-is m-my mate.¡± In the end, I shrugged. There wasn¡¯t anything el- Oh my. What if Alpha Derek didn¡¯t want people to know we¡¯re mates? Tears pricked my eyes as I knew I¡¯d be punished for my slip-up. ¡°Violet, it¡¯s okay.¡± He assured seeing I was getting upset. I nodded and sniffled. ''Crybaby.'' ''You¡¯re seriously gonna cry?'' ''About something you said?'' ''Fucking pathetic...'' ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± He smiled. Something about him made me want to talk to him. It was frustrating to me, I didn¡¯t want to do this but he made it seem different. ¡°Now through-out this whole session- if you don¡¯t want to answer or go into detail, you are never obligated to. If you feel ufortable- you are wee to leave.¡± Again, I nodded. ¡°And of course, this is confidential.¡± ¡°So, Violet, what brings you here?¡± He inquired. I shrugged. ¡°A-alpha wanted m-me to ce.¡± He wrote on his board and gave me a reassuring smile. He asked me some more ice-breaker questions and quite truthfully I found it a little easy and slightly refreshing to talk to him. Have you ever met with a counselor? Generally, how do you feel? Describe your mood? What are your views on therapy? They were fine, the next one was not. ¡°Violet, one thing I¡¯ve been filled in on- some suicidal tendencies¡­¡± He trailed and looked at me, it wasn¡¯t full of judgment, it was full of eptance and it was understanding. ¡°Now, what causes you to feel this way?¡± ¡°Th-the...v¡­¡±¡¯ I stopped. No. I couldn¡¯t tell him. So instead of answering, I shook my head. ¡°C-can we s-stop?¡± I was hesitant in answering and I felt like it was wrong of me to do. He smiled at me and shook his head ¡®yes¡¯. He got up and as we walked out, he said I did well and he would like for me toe back, I nodded. Beta Mallory walked me back to Alpha Derek¡¯s house making conversation on the way. ¡°B-beta M-Mallory-¡± I started only to be cut off by him. ¡°Viv,¡± he stopped me using his nickname for me, ¡°I¡¯ve told you, just call me Mallory.¡± He lightly chuckled and I gave a small smile. ¡°Viv, is that a smile?¡± He teased, which caused me to blush a little bit. I lightly shook my head as a smallugh left me lips. ¡°O-okay, M-Mallory, do you l-live in A-alp-pha D-Derek¡¯s h-house?¡± I questioned. ¡°Technically no, but I do have a room there. I mean, I¡¯m over there quite frequently so sometimes I¡¯ll just stay the night- but I do have my own house. In fact¡­¡± He trailed and then directed his hand to a house we were passing, ¡°that¡¯s my house.¡± It was a light beige, single-family home. A two-story with some windows and a set of patio chairs in the front. ¡°I-it¡¯s cute,¡± I told him honestly. ¡°Why, thank you.¡± He chuckled. We arrived at the house and stopped by the kitchen to get some food. I had some fruit and water as I wasn¡¯t really hungry. ''That¡¯s why you¡¯re not gaining weight.'' ''Chris would¡¯ve already fucked you for not following his orders.'' I knew they were wrong but it was hard to argue with the voices in your head. Weight isn¡¯t something I can bump up overnight. Beta Mallory and Reseda both told me that. Alpha Derek hasn¡¯t so much, I don¡¯t recall us talking about it. Then, again, the need to see my mate struck. Sage was whining to see him. ¡°M-Mallory, is A-alpha De-Derek in h-his office?¡± I was hesitant in asking him, but my wolf was persistent. ¡°Yeah, do you want to see him?¡± A smirk grew on his face when he asked, I blushed and did a mousy nod, ¡°awe, the bond, adorable¡­¡± his eyes zoned out for a second meaning he was mind linking someone, most likely Alpha Derek. ¡°Alright, yeah I¡¯ll take you. Follow along, madam.¡± He cheesily said and did a fake bow which earned a small giggle from me. He walked me from the kitchen upstairs and till we reached a big brown door. His office. I felt winded just from walking up the stairs,e to think of it, I¡¯ve done a lot of walking today. My heart fluttered as Mallory knocked on the door, announcing his name as well. ¡°Come in.¡± A gruff reply came from the other side. Mallory opened the door and told me to go in, greeted his Alpha, then left. I found myself standing there in the middle of the door and the chair by his desk. Subconsciously, I started to rub my wrist while waiting for one of us to break the silence. ¡°Flower, take a seat.¡± Obediently, I shuffled over and sat in the familiar seat, appreciating it¡¯sfort. Silence, yet again, fell over his study. And yet again, my hands found my wrist and started to wring it. A low growl emitted across from me. Alpha Derek. ¡°What did I tell you about that, Violet?¡± I felt my heartbeat pick up knowing I was in trouble. ¡°Stop.¡± It took all of my will to pry them apart and to keep them from finding each other, I put my hands on the outer sides of my thigh and suck them slightly under. ¡°S-sorry, A-alpha¡­¡± I cringed at my stutter. ¡°Derek¡­¡± he mumbled. I looked up at him as he continued to read his paperwork. ...Wow, he''s so pretty... ¡°W-what, A-alpha?¡± I was confused. Did he want me to call his Alpha Derek? Did he not like just ¡®alpha¡¯? His eyes were still focused on his work when he spoke, ¡°call me Derek.¡± ¡°O-oh, yes, s-sorry Al¡­¡± I trailed as I was about to call him his title, but he didn¡¯t want that. Again it was quiet in the room. I was looking at Derek as he did his work. He was breathtaking. His straight dark brown hair looked so soft.. His deep-set blue eyes focused on the papers in front of him, a slight crease between his eyebrows due to his attentiveness to his work. His full lips were set in a straight expression as he read. Breathtaking. It sparked something in me. Feelings I wouldn¡¯t- no, feeling I don¡¯t feel. It¡¯s not me- it¡¯s my wolf, Sage. ¡°Flower, was there something you needed?¡± His voice was cold as he asked me and my submissive side kicked in. I shook my head as his iced eyes flicked up at me. ¡°T-the rea¡­ um¡­ m-my wolf w-w-wan...¡± I trailed, not having confidence in my sentence anymore. ¡°Finish your sentence,¡± Derek demanded in his wintry tone. Why was he so cold to me? ''He doesn¡¯t like you. Stopining about his tone.'' ¡°Umm, I-I was j-just s-saying that umm¡­ m-my wolf wanted t-to s-see you¡­¡± My face lit in an embarrassed blush. He hummed and continued to work. My wolf wanted his attention and to be honest a little bit of myself wanted it as well. ''Slut¡­'' ( ¡®Violet, don¡¯t listen-¡¯ ) A snap broke me out of my thoughts. Focusing back into the present, Derek was now out of his seat, in front of his desk leaning on it. ¡°Flower..¡± he started to tsk- but his eyes shed and he stopped, ¡°I asked how therapy was,¡± he repeated his tone taking a cold nip at the end. ¡°O-oh, s-sorry. It was o-okay¡­¡± I nodded along, my voice was small. ¡°Violet, what did I tell you about repeating myself?¡± he questioned as he pushed himself off the desk and walked closer to me grabbing my chin, slightly bending to meet my eyes. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. I involuntarily flinched at the sparks. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry, D-Derek¡­ I-I zoned off¡­¡± At this point, my voice is practically a whisper. He moved his hand off my chin motioned for me to stand. I did, my eyes reached his lips. He was taller than my five foot seven figure, he was probably six foot or maybe six one? I don¡¯t know. His hand found my chin again, ¡°speak up,¡± he murmured, his face close to mine causing my breath to get caught in my throat. I kinda like how close he is. ''My- such a fucking slut¡­'' ¡°I-¡± my voice came out weak and raspy so I cleared my throat to stop further embarrassment, ¡°I¡¯m s- sorry D-Derek, I um z-zoned out¡­¡± I managed. My heart rate was beating out of my chest. He was so close to me. Something in me wanted him closer. And truthfully, I don¡¯t think I could me it all on my wolf, or even the bond. ¡°Say my name again..¡± He trailed, dipping his face in the area in between my shoulder and neck. ¡°D...Derek¡­¡± I was sure he could hear how loud my heart was. He left my chin and made it way down to rest on my lower back, and his other hand found mine. The sparks were incredible- indescribable. He pressed me closer to him, I swear I was transported to heaven. He told me to say his name again, and in a small voice, I did. He slowly, gradually brushed his nose up my neck and I couldn¡¯t restrain the shudder I felt. This felt so right. So necessary. ''But when Chris did it, you freaked!'' ''You¡¯re such a tramp!'' ( ''Violet, don¡¯t listen to them, he¡¯s your mate¡­'' ) Derek brought his face back to mine and stared into my eyes. I was lost in his, so breathtakingly blue, a deep,forting blue. His eyes flickered to my lips and then back to my eyes. ¡°Violet¡­¡± he murmured ever so softly. My russet orbs fell upon his full lips. So weing. Derek leaned in and tenderly ced his lips on mine. My. Heart. Died. Sparks were everywhere. You would imagine a man such as Derek would be a rapid, rough kisser, but this was so soft. Light. Once my shock wore off, my lips moved calmly against his smooth lips. Derek pulled me closer into his body. My mind wanted to freak out a little bit, but it didn¡¯t. I¡¯ll me my wolf. Holy Goddess¡­ I didn¡¯t know if I was a good kisser to him, I hope I was. I¡¯ve never really had experience kissing back, I was mainly frozen when Alpha Chris kissed me. I didn¡¯t focus on it for too long, but in the back of my mind, I was hoping it felt just as good to him. Just as warm. He pulled apart and my eyes fluttered open and gazed into his navy globes, they seemed ten shades darker. My breathing was staggered due to the moment we just shared. Slowly and lightly he pushed me off and took a step back, his hand leaving mine but his other staying on my back. I saw him lick his lips as he sighed out. My eyes fell to the floor as I felt my cheeks heat up. Derek fully pulled back his arm off my lumbar. And cleared his throat. ¡°Flower¡­ I have to finish some work, I¡¯ll get Mallory¡­¡± His voice was his usual cold tone but it was ever so slightly raspy. I nodded and brought my hands to my front. Within a few seconds, Mallory knocked and then led me out of Derek¡¯s office. He took me downstairs and we decided to watch some movies in Alpha¡¯s home theater. My whole mind and body still not back from the high that his kiss brought me. ''Slut¡­'' Chapter 11 Chapter 11 Scarlet POV Dinner with Xander was an interesting one. I''ve noticed that all three brothers seem to have very different personalities. Ethan is always very serious. Alex seems incredibly kind. And Xander, well... he acts like the wolf that got into the chicken coup, mischievous, proud, and a whole lot of trouble. After about twenty minutes of him grilling me about Will and me repeatedly insisting that there are absolutely no romantic feelings involved, he finally agreed to not bother saying anything to his brother unless the topic came up. Though, I wouldn''t put it past him to find a way to bring the topic up. I guess only time will tell. He hangs out in the penthouse for a little while and teaches me how to y some video game. He, of course, beats me every time, but I eventually made it a little less easy on him as time went on. After a couple hours he finally leaves. I stretch and let out a yawn. I get up from my spot in the media room and walk in the direction of the room that I had woken up in after my stay in the dungeon. Ethan hadn''t said whether I''d be going back to that room or staying in his room, so I decide this is my best option. Two guards follow me to the room, though they aren''t the same ones from earlier. I don''t bother making conversation. I''m not sure what Ethan has told them which makes me feel ufortable. I don''t want to overstep or tell them more than I should, so instead I just keep my mouth shut. I close the door behind me and begin searching through the drawers of the dresser to find something to wear to bed. Finally, I settle on a long, baggie sweatshirt and some cotton shorts before I go to the bathroom to wash my face. A few minutester I am crawling into bed and pulling the covers up to my chin. It was nice meeting Isa and Xander today, but now I suddenly have an overwhelming sense of loneliness. Is this how it''s going to be every day? I don''t know how much longer I can put up with this. I miss Will and Jo and the other packless. I miss going out and hunting and helping at the shelter. I feel useless here. My worries continue to escte as I begin to wonder if Nicole Fairchild is staying here too. Is she in the pack house right now? Does everyone think of her as their Luna? Is she with Ethan? He''s been gone all day. What if they are together? Everything about this situation is so frustrating. Isa said he wants to be with me, but what if she was just trying to spare my feelings? And why do I care so much? Sure, he''s my mate, but he''s barely spoken to me unless it''s to interrogate me. I feel my eyes begin to burn with tears as one slips down my cheek. Damn emotions. What is going on with metely? I want to go back to The Scourge, back to my life. It may not have been much, but it was my home. Eventually, I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I know I''m woken up when Ethan peels my covers back. "What are you doing? What time is it?" I groan groggily. He bends over and slides his arm under my knees as the other goes around my back and he scoops me up. "We are going to our room. And it''ste," he remarks as he turns to carry me out of the room and down the hall. When we reach his bedroom, he carries me over to the bed and pulls the covers over me. He turns from me, peeling his shirt off before walking into his closet. Hees back out wearing only a pair of sweatpants and my breath hitches in my throat. I don''t know if I''ll ever get over his magnificent body. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. His arms and torso are chiseled to perfection and covered with just the right amount of muscle that would make any woman drool. His abs end in a V as they dip below the waistband of his pants. I clench my thighs together. Goddess Scarlet! Get ahold of yourself. He scrubs a hand down his face before walking around to the other side of the bed. I feel the nkets shift as he lifts them up and crawls in behind me. His armes around my waist as he scoots closer to me, pulling me into him so that my whole body is enveloped by him, sending delicious tingles throughout my entire being. His scent is intoxicating and he is radiating heat like a furnace. My whole body rxes into his and I allow my eyes to close before he kisses my temple andys his head on a pillow. And that''s how we spend the rest of the night. Chapter 11: 10- Her Mess Chapter 11: 10- Her Mess ---Derek¡¯s POV--- Damnit! That wasn¡¯t supposed to happen. I wasn¡¯t supposed to kiss her! But her lips had to be so inviting. She just had to be such a pretty Flower. Fuck. I let out an irritated sigh as I sat in the seat she just upied. Fuking hell. I didn¡¯t want to kiss her. I didn¡¯t want to give in to her. I didn¡¯t want to even spare a nce at this bond- but she¡¯s so persistent in seeing me. With those pretty russet eyes peering into my blue ones- how the fuck could I resist her temptation? She didn¡¯t do anything¡­ And the worst part is- I wanted to do it again. And again. And again. Frustratingly- I ran a hand through my hair. There was a reason I avoided her like she was Corona and I was quarantinedst week, then I- no she, had to fuck it up. Fuck- even the way she said my name¡­ It was so soft, I could only imagine what Chris put her through. I fucking know close to nothing on the subject. She barely tells Reseda about what she went through- so how the hell is she supposed to help her if my Flower won¡¯t speak up? I do know it was horrendous, I witnessed what he did to her that day first hand. I was a fucking raging bull like my name was De Niro. And then the hospital¡­ I tore Rex apart. No one gets to fucking touch what¡¯s mine. I don¡¯t give a shit if he didn¡¯t know she was my mate. Bastards¡­ Reseda informed me that she was barely gaining weight- it was irritating. She¡¯s a stick! But again- I don¡¯t know what exactly she¡¯s been through so I shouldn¡¯t be saying shit but fuck! It¡¯s evident that she¡¯s been raped, no question about it. Reseda¡¯s report confirmed it¡­ Fuck. She was not who I envisioned my mate to be. She fucking cuts herself for fuck¡¯s sake! And it¡¯s not her fault but it hurts like hell to know she does that. Why can¡¯t she be smart? ( ''That¡¯s not her fault- she has trauma, fucking jerk¡­'' ) I wasn¡¯t supposed to kiss her- and to be honest- I was slightly surprised she didn¡¯t push me away after herst episode with me. And I almost triggered it again by tsk-ing her name today, but thankfully I caught myself. I feel so stressed with this minuscule situation, I haven¡¯t beenid in a week! Fucking ridiculous¡­. But honestly- no one was attractive like Violet. Mallory told me she¡¯s been opening up slightly to him- and something so trivial in me envied him. Stupid wolf. Last night she came to me. She looked so tired but was awake. I knew she was going through a sleeping disorder- she¡¯s been going through a lot of disorders. An eating disorder. Sleeping disorder. Possibly a mood disorder- she¡¯s quiet so I can¡¯t confirm yet. All of which are due to her trauma. Her own PTSD. Looking at my clock I see that it¡¯s about four. I got up from the seat and walked over to the one behind my desk. I was trying to focus on my work but my mind just kept reying her kiss. So soft¡­ I need to get her out of my head. I need to fucking focus, I don¡¯t have time to think about her. My work took up the hours I needed, and surprisingly I finished a lot earlier than I expected. I looked back up at the clock debating what I should do. 9:34. Violet should be in her room by now. ( ''See her'' ) The fuck? No. I kinda wanted to- wait, no. I don¡¯t. I don¡¯t want to see her pretty self, no. I got up deciding I should get some dinner even though I was well overte- I know there are some leftovers in the fridge. Well- Violet¡¯s leftovers to be more exact. Anything she didn¡¯t eat, I instructed the chefs to give to me. Violet doesn¡¯t eat a lot... As I was walking downstairs I saw Mallory. ¡°Hey, Derek.¡± He greeted casually with his coat in his hand. ¡°Mallory.¡± I nodded back, ¡°Violet in bed?¡± I asked, keeping my voice monotone. ¡°Her version of it but yes.¡± The hell- what does that even mean? Whatever- I don¡¯t care. I don¡¯t care about her. I shouldn¡¯t care about her. I shouldn¡¯t... ¡°Are you heading out?¡± I asked him as I motioned to his jacket. ¡°Yeah, I¡¯ll be back tomorrow unless there is anything you need me to do?¡± He asked respectfully. ¡°No, not tonight anyway.¡± He nodded and went to walk out but stopped, ¡°Derek, I know it¡¯s none of my business- but did something happen between you and Viv?¡± I raised my eyebrow at ¡®Viv¡¯. He realized, ¡°I, um, I mean Violet¡­¡± What the fuck is ¡®Viv¡¯? That¡¯s disgusting. She¡¯s my flower, only I get to call her nicknames- the fuck? No, you don¡¯t want her. Ew. ¡°Why?¡± I quizzed as I folded my arms at him. ¡°Not to be intrusive, Alpha,¡± he shrugged with a small smile on his lips, ¡°just- when I got her, and throughout the movies we watched- she had this small smile from time to time.¡± He was smirking at the end with a glint in his eyes. Did he know? No, knowing a glimpse of Violet¡¯s past and speaking to her- I heavily doubt she would even mention it. ¡°No. Nothing happened.¡± I growled at him. ¡°Leave.¡± He lightly chuckled but still left. Fuck. He knew something happened. Fucking hell. Violet. N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. Shoot. I went into the kitchen and got food. Fucking Violet. I didn¡¯t want a mate. Maybe in the future, maybe not. I know I didn¡¯t want that. ...Bipr fucktard¡­. But her scent- my goddess. She smelled of sage with a light mix of cucumbers. It drives me- no, my wolf, not me- crazy. The sound of ss shattering sounded upstairs. The fuck? ( ''Violet'' ) Fu- I quickly sprinted upstairs and right by her door- I caught the smell of her scent mixed with blood. I opened the door to her room. Empty. The bed was barely touched- only means one thing. The bathroom. The closer I got to the door- the stronger the smell got. The sound of small sobs came to ear. My chest ached at the sound. I hated that. That sound. I never wanted to hear it ever again, it hurt and I knew it meant my Flower was hurting. That was uneptable. ¡°Violet!¡± I shouted and banged on the door. Her sobs got quieter for a moment- then louder. ...The fuck?... I tried to turn the doorknob- but to no avail. She locked it. ¡°Violet, open the fucking door or I¡¯ll kick it down!¡± I growled out to her, I knew she heard it- it was loud. In a second, my foot was acquainted with the door. It didn¡¯tst long but at least they met. My eyes found my Flower. She was on the ground. Surrounded by the ss mirror shards. Her arms drenched in her blood. Her russet orbs hazily lifted to my zing blue eyes. Chapter 12 Chapter 12 Scarlet''s POV Three dayster, I am goingpletely stir crazy. I haven''t been outside the penthouse for even a second. All the balcony doors have been locked so that I don''t have ess to them. Ethan spends his days working, leaving before I wake and returning after I''ve gone to bed. I hate it. My wolf has been going crazy too. All she wants is to be around her mate, but he is never here. I don''t have a phone or a keycard or anyway of getting ahold of him while he''s away. That is, unless I asked one of my guards to mind-link him for me. But that just seems weird to me. Instead, I try to distract myself. I''ve been using the personal gym thest few mornings. And I''ve already finished reading a couple books. Every day I shower and get dressed just in case I''m finally allowed to go out, but so far I''ve not been that lucky. A couple days ago Alex had shown up with a bunch of groceries to stock the kitchen so that I could make myself something to eat whenever I''m hungry. The silence was too much that I gave in and started making small talk with my guards. Every single one of them has a mate. I''m sure that''s not a coincidence. "Levi, can we go outside?" I ask as I lean against the wall of windows, watching the city below forlornly. "Sorry Scarlet. Alpha doesn''t want us leaving the penthouse," the guard named Levi answers. "What if we just go for a short walk? Or up to the roof?" I bargain desperately. Levi shoots me an apologetic smile and I let out a sigh, deted. "How much longer is he going to keep me locked away? I''m going out of my mind." "I''m afraid I don''t know. Maybe you should ask him when he returns," he replies. A puff of air leaves my lungs. "That would require him to actuallye home early enough to face me." He chuckles before looking down at his feet. "Well, if you really want to get out you may want to n on speaking to him no matter howte he shows up. When my mate Amy wants something she says so and she doesn''t take no for an answer. She is always getting her way." I smirk at him and shake my head. I should have known that Levi was just a big teddy bear. "You should bring Amy over sometime. It''d be nice to have somepany or even make some friends." "I''m sure she''d like that," he responds with a smile. I grin at him before letting my gaze wander back to the bustling city. Hours pass just like any other day until it''s time for me to get ready for bed. I bring a book with me, nning on staying up until he gets home. Unfortunately, I have no idea what time that will be. I''m often already asleep by the time hees in to join me. By the time I hear footstepsing down the hallway, I''m struggling to keep my eyes open. The door swings open and Ethan''s eyes widen in surprise to see that I''m still awake as I immediately sit up on my knees with my feet tucked under me. "You''re still up," he states somewhat gruffly before clearing his throat. He peels his shirt over his head and walks to the bathroom. I wait somewhat impatiently until hees back out. "I wanted to talk to you about something," I exin cautiously. He looks at me and narrows his eyes as though he thinks I''m lying. "Okay... I''m listening," he remarks as he climbs into the bed next to me and I turn to face him, my hands resting nervously in myp. "I''d like to leave the penthouse tomorrow." "You want to leave?" he asks angrily, his features instantly turning hostile. "Yes...err...no... I mean," I stammer before letting out a sigh and trying to collect my thoughts. "What I mean is that I can''t continue being cooped up here. I haven''t been outside in days. I just want to get out and get some fresh air. Maybe explore a bit. Maybe visit my friends and catch up with them..." N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. Ethan''s gaze seems to be locked on an unknown target as he thinks about what I''ve said. When he looks up at me his expression is determined. "You can go out¡ª" I instantly squeal and p my hands before jumping on him to give him a hug. Augh escapes his lips at the sudden attack and he returns the embrace before I pull away. "But... you will have guards with you at all times," he begins and I nod eagerly. "You will not go anywhere near The Scourge." "But¡ª" He instantly holds up his hand to stop my objection. I close my mouth again with a frown. "You will not go to The Scourge," he repeats sternly and I nod, disappointed. "If you run off or anything then I will not agree to an outing again so easily. You understand?" My head bobs up and down in understanding. I will take whatever I can get at this point. "I''ll have Isa take you shopping. The Silver Shadow Pack ising to visit and you''ll need a formal gown. Alpha Lucien is a celebrated artist and while he''s here he wants to show off some of his pieces at a g." I stare at him for a moment as my brain tries toprehend what he''s telling me. "So... you''re going to let me go?" "Yes. You''ll be going with me. As my date." Chapter 12: 11- Glass Chapter 12: 11- ss He broke the door down. He kicked it down and through my blurry vision, you could see the steaming off of him. I was scared of what he would do. He specifically told me multiple times to not harm myself. But what am I currently doing? Sitting in a puddle of my blood from my actions. I should be far from scared, I should be terrified. I should be, but I¡¯m too numb to feel currently. He told me he took away all possible threats from my room, so the voices had me shatter the mirror. You don¡¯t have an object, you make one. ''This is what you deserve slut¡­'' My hazy vision wasn¡¯t helping my situation. Part of me- the messed up part- was pissed he walked in when I barely got any cuts in, the small, sensible part was d. Despite him being there, my voices took over and forced my shaky hands to grip the ss shard and attempt to move it down my wrist. Attempted. Failed. Derek yanked it away from me and threw it across the bathroom floor. My eyeszily followed as it skidded across the tile, creating a blood trail. ¡°The fuck are you thinking, Violet?¡± He shouted at me. I¡¯m in trouble. I couldn¡¯t help the shaking my body emitted. ¡°Violet, fucking look at me,¡± he roughly grabbed my face in his stern hands and directed his face to mine, ¡°what the hell are you doing!¡± he was yelling in my face. My tears fell down my cheeks as I stammered out an apology. I didn¡¯t like that he was yelling at me, although I understood why he was, he repeatedly told me not to do this. He was right to be mad at me, but I just hated that he was yelling at me. His grip tightens on my face, ¡°shut up, just shit¡­ don¡¯t fucking talk..¡± he growled. He roughly let go of my face and yanked my wrist towards him and I cried out at the burning sensation of him touching them. ¡°Violet, you did this to yourself¡­¡± he growled. ''You did this to yourself fucktoy¡­'' ''Chris¡­'' Forget about not being scared or terrified, I was now petrified. I tried to yank my hands away from him. He was just like Chris. He was going to punish me. ¡°Fucking- stop moving!¡± He growled but my actions didn¡¯t stop. ¡°A-alpha, I-I¡¯m s-sorry¡­¡± I viscously tried to yank my arms away from him, ¡°s-sorry, A-alpha, d-don¡¯t h- hurt me¡­¡± I huped and he gripped my arms tighter earning a pained sob from me, ¡°p-please, I-I¡­¡± ¡°Violet!¡± He shouted at me and then cursed under his breath. He got up from his crouched position, grabbed a towel, ran it underwater, and came back. ¡°Flower, I¡¯m- fuck¡­¡± he huffed and I flinched. Flower. He pressed the cold, wet nket to my wrist and I gasped and tried to jerk away at the unfamiliar sensation. ¡°Flower¡­¡± that word brought a sense of safety to my mind, ¡°you¡¯re okay, I¡¯m just cleaning it, stop moving or it¡¯ll hurt more,¡± his voice took an icy turn at the end. ¡°A-alp-¡± I tried to apologize again only for him to cut me off. ¡°Derek. Flower, it¡¯s Derek,¡± he mumbled but I heard him. ( ¡®It¡¯s okay, it¡¯s Derek. Violet, it¡¯s okay.¡¯ ) Derek cleaned my wounds and grabbed a medical kit that I didn¡¯t know was under the sink. He wrapped my wrist and left the bathroom for a second, bringing a change of pajamas, as mine was stained with my impulsive gore. ¡°Lift your arms,¡± Derek instructed and I cautiously did so. His hands found the hem of my shirt and started to pull up. Immediately my hands fell to stop his actions but he put them back, ¡°keep them up. I¡¯m not going to do anything, I¡¯m just changing you.¡± I didn¡¯t want that, but I didn¡¯t have the energy to fight it. Gingerly he stripped me and dressed me in the new pajamas. He didn¡¯t pay attention to my tattoos of abuse. Derek helped me up and walked out to the bed as he called someone to clean the blood in the bathroom. I sat at the edge of the bed and he told me to stay as he answered the door for the person to I didn¡¯t pay much attention to them and they were done quickly, leaving Derek and I. I was scared. I messed up again. ''You¡¯re so worthless.'' It was silent. I cautiously looked up at him, he was ring at me. I feel ufortable and worse than I would normally feel if anyone else were to look at me in such a manner. I didn¡¯t like it. I wanted to fix it. ¡°D-Derek, I-¡± ¡°No. Flow¡­¡± he shook his head, ¡°Violet, you¡¯re not off the hook that easily.¡± My heart raced at his words and my head fell in fear and embarrassment. ¡°Look at me,¡± hemanded and my face unwillingly lifted to his, ¡°you will listen, understand?¡± I nodded and he growled, ¡°words, Violet,¡± he spoke through clenched teeth. ¡°Y-yes -alpha¡­¡± ¡°What. The. Fuck. Were. You. Thinking!¡± he shouted causing me to flinch, ¡°don¡¯t fucking flinch at me, Violet! I specifically removed all possible hazards from the room, but what do you go and do? You fucking make a new one!¡± N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. My eyes started to fill with tears and I so desperately wanted to break eye contact with him, but his eyes were full of promises of what would happen if I did. He walked closer to me and slightly crouched down, roughly grabbing my chin. I choked on a sob at his action. ¡°Stop crying, Violet. Is this what I get? ¡° he asks. Huh? I didn¡¯t understand what he was talking about ¡°I kiss you once and you try to kill yourself!¡± he humorously chuckled. ¡°I-I¡­ I w-wasn¡¯t try¡­¡± I mumbled but stopped when his grip tightened. ¡°What?¡± he flung in my face. ¡°I wasn¡¯t t-trying to k-kill myse...myself¡­¡± I whispered and felt my tears overfill and slide down my cheeks. Rage lit up in his blue orbs, turning them a deep navy color. He opened his mouth and closed it a few times before- once again- tightening his grip in a deadly hold. I bit my lip to stop the sob from going past but it didn¡¯t work. A pained cry left my mouth. Derek mumbled a curse and let go of my face. He paced back and forth in the room, curses leaving his plump lips every few moments. Subconsciously my hands found the edges of the bandages and started to pick and mess with them. Derek turned back around, his eyes quickly found the action my hands were doing. ¡°What the-¡± he rushed to me and pried my hands apart, ¡°fucking...Violet! Stop messing with them!¡± I instantly recoiled when he grabbed me, ¡°I-I can¡¯t do this tonight, shit. You¡¯re going to bed.¡± He swiftly left my hands to retreat to the bathroom and came back with my sleeping pills. He told me to stay and he went to his office to grab a water bottle, but he also came back with another container of pills. I felt guilty that I was selfish enough to ruin his night. I could¡¯ve been quieter when I broke the mirror- but I had to be loud and cause him toe up here. ''Selfish bitch¡­'' Derek came back over to me with a bottle and a scowl tattooed on his face. ¡°Violet,¡± he spoke coolly, ¡°listen, you¡¯re going to take this,¡± he handed me the unknown pill and water, waiting for me to take it. I didn¡¯t, I kept it in the palm of my hand and frowned, looking up at him. ¡°W-what is i-it?¡± I asked, my voice small. ¡°It¡¯s an iron tablet, honey. You lost blood, just take it. You¡¯ll be fine.¡± He opened the bottle of my sleeping pills and pulled one out as I hesitantly put the iron tablet in my mouth, taking water with it ¡°Now, take this and go to bed,¡± he handed me the pill, waiting for me to take it and swallow before continuing, ¡°and in the morning, I¡¯ll deal with this¡­ mess. Understand?¡± there was no arguing with his tone. ¡°Y-yes, Alpha,¡± I whispered. I expected him to leave after that, so I could go to bed, but he didn¡¯t. He was staring at me, expectantly. ¡°A-aren¡¯t you g-going to leave?¡± I hesitantly asked him. ¡°No, I¡¯m not leaving until you¡¯re asleep since you have a habit of doing things you¡¯re not supposed to.¡± His stare fell into a re for a second. I felt embarrassed all of a sudden, seeing how I don¡¯t sleep in a bed. This certainly is an awkward situation... ¡°W-well, I¡­ I, um, don¡¯t s-sleep in the bed¡­¡± my face was burning in awkwardness. ¡°Then what¡¯s the purpose of it?¡± I didn¡¯t expect him to respond like that... ¡°I-¡± I could see the gears turning in his mind, ¡°I¡¯m assuming you slept on the ground in Christopher¡¯s pack?¡± He raised an eyebrow at me like he knew he was right, ¡°you¡¯re used to it?¡± I couldn¡¯t help as my mouth slightly parted in shock and I nodded. ...He was smart¡­ ¡°Well, Violet, I¡¯m not ignorant. I¡¯m an alpha that rules over twelve states, I would hope to have a brain.¡± My cheeks got heated from my insensible thought. ¡°Get in bed.¡± He motioned with his chin and I slightly got up and walked to the side, climbing in. I don¡¯t know what I was expecting, but I¡¯m pretty sure this was heaven. The bed was cushiony in the all right spots and it felt like a cloud. I could live here. I tried going to bed, but I couldn¡¯t, my eyes wouldn¡¯t shut. I felt the bed dip next to me and my head snapped over. Derek sat on the bed resting his back on the headboard. He looked over at me when he felt my gaze. ¡°Rx, Violet, I¡¯m not going to touch you,¡± he said, annoyed. ''There you go, annoy someone else¡­'' ''Hope he beats you like Chris...'' I nodded and turned my eyesight back to the ceiling. It was silent, the only noise present was our breathing. I didn¡¯t feel drowsy in the slightest. Iid there for what felt like forever until Derek smashed the quietude with his voice. ¡°You really don¡¯t like following directions, do you?¡± his tone was neutral and I couldn¡¯t tell if he was upset or not. I looked over at him, ¡°I tell you to do something and you do the opposite!¡± he dryly chuckled. ¡°What?¡± I whispered, confused. ¡°I tell you to call me Derek, you still call me ¡®Alpha¡¯. I tell you to stop harming yourself- you broke a mirror to do so. I tell you to sleep, and it¡¯s been ten minutes- you¡¯re still awake.¡± my face got heated at his words. I was disrespecting him. ¡°I...I-I¡¯m s-sorry for d-disrespecting you¡­¡± I apologized. He sighed and shook his head, ¡°Violet- that¡¯s not- whatever.¡± he sighed out and again, it was silent. ¡°Tell me about yourself,¡± Derek demanded, I tilted my head back to him to see him staring at me. ¡°What do you want to know?¡± it came out rushed and my face flushed at it. He shrugged, making it clear that he wasn¡¯t going to verbally answer. ¡°I, um¡­¡± ¡°Tell me about your parents.¡± I turned my head back to the ceiling and answered him, ¡°I d-don¡¯t know m-much about them¡­ I s- somewhat r-remember my d-dad. Barely.¡± ¡°When was thest time you saw them?¡± he quizzed. ¡°When¡­ when I w-was nine¡­¡± I mumbled, my mind slightly dozy and my eyes started to feel heavy. He hummed in response. When he asked the next question his voice was quieter like he knew the pills were kicking in, ¡°were you born in Christopher¡¯s pack?¡± ¡°I¡­ yes.¡± I trailed feeling my eyes droop close. Usually, the pills don¡¯t take this quick to kick in, maybe it¡¯s the bed¡­ My mind was tuning in and out of its conscious state, and soon I felt myself mainly in its senseless form. ¡°Goodnight, Flower¡­¡± was thest, faint thing I heard before I waspletely taken down by the little pill. Chapter 13 Chapter 13 Scarlet''s POV Ever since Ethan informed me that he was taking me as his date to some fancy party, I can''t stop smiling. My wolf and I feel like giddy schoolgirls. I woke up early to exercise and get ready for Isa''s arrival. I''m excited to finally get to go out and explore a little. Suddenly I hear the ding of the elevator before Isa''s voice carries down the hall. "Scarlet! You ready?! Let''s get this show on the road!" she calls. I quickly run out of the bedroom and towards her. When she spots me, a wide grin spreads across her face and she instantly wraps me into a tight embrace. "Hi Isa! How have you been?!" I question happily as she loosens her grip on me. "Doing better now! It''s about time you convinced my pigheaded brother into letting you spread your wings a bit," she says with a wink before throwing an arm over my shoulders. "Alright boys," she adds, addressing Levi and Tony who are my guards at the moment. "Time to take this girl on a shopping expedition." I smile and roll my eyes at her. She''s making it sound as though we are about to go on safari. In reality, I''m really excited. This will be my first time to go shopping like this. Growing up in The Scourge, all my things were always scavenged, made, or hand-me-downs. I''ve never had money to spend anyway. Not to mention that all the malls and stores are within pack territories so I wouldn''t be allowed to go there anyway. Isa drags me towards the elevators and swipes her ID card once we are inside with my guards. We descend to the main floor where I am led to a ck SUV. Within ten minutes we are pulling into a parking garage and getting out. When we walk into therge building my jaw drops. I have never seen anything like this before. There are so many stores lined up with disys in giant ss windows. The floors are covered with shiny, white tile and everything looks so clean and sleek. Large light fixtures hang from the high ceilings and railings wrap around each of the higher levels. It seems to go on forever. As I gape, Isa loops her arm around mine. "So, where do you want to go first?" she asks with a toothy grin. My eyes widen. How am I suppose to know? I don''t even know my options. I don''t even know what brands still exist since The Great War. "Umm..." I begin as I look at her. Her smile grows as she waggles her eyebrows at me. "Too many to choose from? Don''t worry. We have plenty of time to hit them all. We are going to get youpletely stocked up and I''m just the girl to help you do it," she exims before dragging me into the first store. I begin browsing and my fingers lightly run over the items hanging along the aisle. Soon Ie across a nice ck dress that I like and I look for a price. My eyebrows shoot up into my hairline when I find a tag hanging from the neck of the dress. "Oh my goddess! Is this a typo?!" I question, astonished. Isa simplyughs at me. "Girl, we''re in Selene LaCroix. What did you expect?" Selene LaCroix is a very famous and very expensive designer. She is a Luna of one of the many werewolf packs in France. I hade across an old magazine that talked about her when she was first starting out after The Great War. She was extremely wealthy. "Maybe we should go somewhere else...." "Nonsense. Don''t worry about the cost of anything. My brother can afford it. He wants you to get a gown for the g, but he also said they''ll be having a nice dinner when the Silver Shadow Pack arrives, so we''ll want something for that too. Plus, you have a whole walk-in closet that we need to fill. You''re going to be Luna one of these days, so you need to look the part." I am feeling a bit stunned as I continue further into the store while Isa is shoving garments into my arms. As she piles me up with dresses, skirts, and blouses a saleswomanes over and offers to get a fitting room started for me. I gratefully ept before she takes the items that are weighing me down. Eventually I go try everything on. Twenty stores and eight hourster all our bags are being loaded into the cargo of our SUV and my feet are on fire. I''m exhausted. Isa leans her head back with azy smile on her face. "I can''t wait till my brother sees you in that dress for the g. He''s not going to know what hit him," she says as she turns to face me without even bothering to lift her head from the headrest. I smile shyly back at her. I hope so. I haven''t decided my feelings for Ethan, but my heart still races whenever I think about him. I want to impress him. I want to feel wanted and desired by him. "I want to mate with him and mark him. When is that going to happen?" my wolf chimes in, interrupting my train of thought. "Oh shush. I''m in no hurry for that. Besides, he apparently needs to finish dealing with the Silver Shadow Pack and their alliance treaty before any of that can happen," I quickly remind her. My wolf doesn''t have any doubts about our mate, but I''m still struggling. We didn''t exactly hit it off in the beginning and frankly we''ve barely spoken. I feel as though I don''t know anything about him. N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. "Then why don''t you ask him. You are finally out of the penthouse. Find him and make him talk to us. Then you''ll see how perfect he is for us." "I guess that wouldn''t hurt..." "Of course it won''t! He''s our mate! He probably wants to see us as bad as we want to see him!" my wolf insists. I''m lost in thought when we arrive back at the penthouse. We drop my bags off before Isa leads me down to the floors that belong to the pack house. "Isa, where would I find Ethan?" "He''s probably in his office. Do you want me to show you?" "That would be great. Thank you." After a short elevator ride, she leads me down a hallway to a closed door that has Ethan''s name on it. To my astonishment Isa bursts in without knocking as she exims, "Oh brother dear¡ª" but she stops as her eyes widen in shock. I freeze, rooted to my spot as my gazends on Ethan kissing another woman. Chapter 13: 12- An Explanation Chapter 13: 12- An Exnation ¡°Babykinny¡­¡± Alpha Chris taunted, ¡°you know what day it is?¡± he had a menacing grin on his face. I didn¡¯t answer, I knew what day it was. I knew what wasing. My birthday beating. ¡°Answer me, bitch!¡± he screamed, kicking me down in my gut. I grunted, and he yanked me up by my hair, ¡°it¡¯s your birthday, precious mate¡­ and I¡¯ve got something special nned for you!¡± he said in a singing voice. I was dumb. I tried to move out of his grip, he punched me in my face, but per usual I put my hands up to try and protect my face. ¡°put your fucking hands down!¡± I couldn¡¯t help but obey. I took his hits raw- they numbed my face. ¡°You¡¯ve been a bad girl Violet,¡± he tsk-ed, I cringed. I wasn¡¯t a bad girl, I was a good girl ¡°A-alpha, I¡¯m s-s-sorry, I¡¯ll be g-good, I- I¡¯m a good g-girl.¡± I stuttered. ¡°Nu-uh!¡± he tsk-ed, ¡°Violet¡­¡± he sang, ¡°I hate that you had to ruin your birthday gift, but I guess you can still have it!¡± He pushed my body down on the bed in his room, as I was cleaning it, the birthday clean. He immediately crushed my body as he crawled on top of me. I was confused, what is he doing? ¡°Violet, happy twelfth birthday, matey!¡± he grinned. His hands found my shirt and ripped it off, along with my training bra. ¡°You¡¯re gonna love this babykinny, but not as much as I will¡­¡± he mumbled thest part and it was then I decided to try and push him off of me. But a twelve-year-old was no match for a twenty-eight-year-old man. ¡°Don¡¯t be a bad girl. Stop... fucking struggling¡­¡± He grunted, taking both my wrist and pinning them down with one hand as his other trailed down to my pants. What is he doing? He started to yank them down along with my underwear- oh, OH! ¡°N-no, g-get o-off of me!¡± I screamed as my sobs built up. ¡°Shut up!¡± he grunted and pped me. I screamed for him to let me go, to stop, I was begging- pleading with him. I would do anything, anything for him to stop- but he plugged into my innocence and stripped thest of my humanity away. ----- ¡°Violet!¡± someone shouted as they shook me. My eyes sprung open at the unfamiliar hands grabbing me. My mind instantly yed back to the memory in my unconscious state. ¡°G-get off of me!¡± I screamed and struggled against the grasp. It tightened. ¡°Violet, Violet, calm down!¡± the voice attempted to soothe. I sobbed as my pushes became weaker. ¡°Flower...it¡¯s okay¡­¡± the voice spoke. Flower. ¡°Flower, look at me, it¡¯s okay. You¡¯re okay¡­¡± I brought my teary eyes up to see Derek on the side of the bed holding my arms. I wanted him off of me after that dream, but my wolf craved him in every way. Comfort. That was the day I finally learned what sex really was. In the form of rape. On my twelfth birthday. I sobbed and brought my hands up to cover my face as I mumbled apologies to Derek. It had to be about six in the morning as the sun was rising. ¡°Flower, shh, it¡¯s okay¡­¡± he brought me to his chest, rubbing my arms. After some time my sobs cleared and I was left a huping mess in front of the Alpha. I hesitantly pulled away from him and looked down at myp in shame. ¡°I¡­ I¡¯m s-sorry. I¡¯ll go g-get changed n-now¡­¡± I mumbled and got up, walking around him to the closet and then the bathroom. The door was fixed now, it must¡¯ve got done sometimest night with Derek. I quickly got dressed in a long-sleeve shirt and a pair of jeans and put on some makeup, the best I could with no mirror. I walked back out and saw Doctor Reseda and Derek in the room. ¡°Good morning Violet,¡± Doctor Reseda smiled and I did a polite smile back before looking down at my gauze-wrapped wrists. ¡°I¡¯m just here to check your cuts, as Alpha has informed me.¡± I nodded and was told to sit on the bed. She quickly cleaned and wrapped them, telling me how I was lucky they didn¡¯t get infected with some ss shards. She bowed her head to Derek and then left. I looked at him and he put a cold gaze on me. ¡°I¡¯m s-sorry,¡± I mumbled to him, putting my head down in shame. Derek sighed. ¡°Violet, do you not understand the danger you¡¯re doing?¡± his voice was stern and he told me to look at him. His eyes were hard. ¡°I thought about it- you are no longer allowed by any ss by yourself. That¡¯s an order from your Alpha.¡± he was getting visibly angrier by the second. ¡°Yes, s-sir.¡± I was so ashamed of myself. I went years doing this behind Alpha Chris''s back, and nothing ever happened. ¡°Why¡­¡± he started, but seemed to pause to contain his anger, ¡°why were you trying to kill yourself?¡± he questioned through clenched teeth. He folded his arms over his broad chest and I swallowed. ¡°Alp¡­ I-I wasn¡¯t t-trying to kill m-myself¡­¡±. ''You should¡¯ve slut¡­'' He growled and closed his eyes, taking deep breaths. ¡°Well, Violet,¡± he spat and I flinched at the memories, ¡°what were you doing?¡± he growled, his eyes killing me slowly with his re. It slipped out before I could stop myself. ¡°Punishing myself¡­¡± I mumbled and then realized I said it out N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. loud. I cringed and prayed for death. ¡°You were what?!¡± he shouted. Tears pricked my eyes. ''Crybaby¡­'' ¡°Tell me, Violet, what were you fucking ¡®punishing yourself¡¯ for?¡± he growled. ¡°For being a s-slut¡­¡± words were flying out of my mouth. I didn¡¯t want to tell him this but it was like I wasn¡¯t in control. He chuckled. It was dry and humorous, but he was piecing together the bits. ¡°For kissing me?¡± he mocked. I nodded my head, knowing if I opened my mouth I¡¯d be sobbing. He hummed. ¡°Didn¡¯t know it was a crime to kiss your mate.¡± he spat in a low voice. Maybe I wasn¡¯t supposed to hear it, but I did. Again, I couldn¡¯t help the apology that left my lips. ¡°Stop fucking apologizing for everything,¡± he growled. I apologized again and cringed. He raised an eyebrow at me and I went to apologize again but he raised a hand to cease my talking. My face was hot with embarrassment. ¡°I¡¯ll call Mallory¡­¡± he mumbled and left the room, mming the door on the way out. Once he left, a sob escaped. Why did I have to ruin everything? I knew I deserved my punishment. I was a slut, I deserved it, I knew that. But Derek didn¡¯t agree, maybe that should tell me something. A knock sounded at the door and I wiped my eyes before answering. ¡°Hey, Viv.¡± Mallory smiled at me, I did a half-closed mouth smile back before dropping my head to him. ¡°Let¡¯s go get some breakfast, yeah?¡± he said, leading me out of the room. I couldn''t concentrate on anything Mallory was saying throughout breakfast. I would barely nod along to what he was saying. I wasn¡¯t eating the eggs on my te, instead, I was pushing them around. ''This is why you¡¯re not gaining weight¡­'' ''Stick¡­'' ''It¡¯s so unattractive¡­'' ''This is why you ¡®mate¡¯ doesn¡¯t want you¡­'' ¡°Violet!¡± Mallory snapped me out of my thoughts, I brought my head up to his. He blinked a few times before speaking, ¡°Viv, you¡¯re crying¡­¡± he mumbled as his eyes looked at my cheeks. ¡°Oh...s-sorry¡­¡± I whispered and wiped my cheeks. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± he assured, ¡°do you wanna go on a run? You know, shift?¡± I felt like I had to agree so I nodded my head. He linked Derek and then took me out to the woods. We were out for a while. I got easily tired, but he didn¡¯t seem to want to go in right away, and I didn¡¯t want to bum him out by saying I was tired, so we stayed out. Now we were fully clothed and were back in Derek¡¯s house. It was about lunchtime so we had a sandwich and then he said he had to go see Derek for something about his beta duties. I was told to wait outside as they discussed the topics and I did so. Obediently. Like a good girl. They were done soon and Mallory said he had to go do his beta business. I hesitantly knocked on the big brown door. Derek opened it and I timidly walked in. Why was I here? He¡¯s shown clear signs of disinterest. Again, I¡¯m ming it on my wolf. This isn¡¯t me. I wasn¡¯t a slut. ¡°Flower, is there something you need?¡± he asked in a monotone voice as he closed the door. I turned to face him and silently shook my head ¡®no¡¯. He hummed. His eyes seemed to turn darker as he looked at me. He slowly scoped my body, and normally I would¡¯ve started to panic, and cry. But with him, it was confusing because I wasn¡¯t. I wasn¡¯t panicking, I wasn¡¯t crying. He walked towards me, slowly, teasingly. He stopped once he was a few feet in front of me. Slowly he put his hands around my waist and pulled me closer to his chest. My breath caught in my throat as he put his head on my shoulder. His hands were slightly rubbing my sides and I seemed to rx in his grip. He lightly kissed my neck, trailing upwards to my face, lightly skimming my skin in the process. I couldn¡¯t help the shudder. ¡°Flower¡­¡± he whispered against my skin, ¡°you drive me crazy¡­¡± his voice was so low, I barely heard him. I didn¡¯t respond. Instead, I bought my shaky hands on his torso. Sparks shot up my arms. He grabbed my chin and tilted my face up to his. His eyes were a dark navy blue, clouded in lust. Slowly he leaned in and pressed his lips to mine. My eyes fluttered close. Just like the first time, it was incredible. He was warm and soft, I don''t think I¡¯ll ever be able to get over it. I moved in sync against his lips. I never kissed anyone back before, besides the first time we kissed. What if I was a bad kisser? He softly pulled away from me. When I opened my eyes, his were still closed. He mumbled a curse and tightened his grip for a second before letting go. ¡°Leave,¡± he spoke softly, seeming like he was trying to control an unnamed emotion. He pinched the bridge of his nose and I quietly left. Chapter 14 Chapter 14 Ethan''s POV My eyes shoot up as I register the sound of my sister''s voice as she barges in unannounced to my office. I instantly shove Nikki away from me, but the damage is already done. I''m sure the surprise and confusion is evident on my face, especially when my gazends on the horrified and hurt expression that is disyed on my mate''s face. I can see tears forming in her eyes, but it only takes a second before she turns on her heel and dashes back towards the elevator. Isa gives me a withering look before turning to chase after Scarlet. I immediately follow as panic clenches my chest. "Scarlet!" I yell as I run after her. "Scarlet! Wait!" Unfortunately, I''m toote. I only catch a glimpse of my mate with silent tears streaming down her rosy cheeks as the elevators shut her away from me. I let out an angry growl as I m my fists against the doors as though it is their fault she got away. "Levi, Tony, stay with Scarlet no matter what," I quickly mind-link her guards before repeatedly jamming my thumb into the up button. "Yes sir," Tony instantly replies. "Baby, where are you going?" Nikki''s whiny voice sounds from behind me as I hear the cking of her heels approaching me. Another low growles out of me. This is her fault. My wolf is going crazy inside of me. He wants to rip her to pieces, but then the alliance that I''ve been working so hard to secure would die along with her. I clench my fists as I try to gain control of my temper. The moment her handnds on my shoulder I turn and back away from her, holding up my hands up as if to ward her off. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!" I yell at her, barely able to keep my rage from boiling over. She shuffles away and her head bows down, my Alpha aura too much for her to stand up against. "I TOLD YOU THAT THIS WAS OVER! YOUR PACK IS COMING HERE TO RE-NEGOTIATE BECAUSE I WANT MY MATE! THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US! ACCEPT THAT OR GET THE fuck OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Before she has the chance to respond or to even recover from my aura''s effects, the elevator opens Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. with a ding and I step inside. She tries to follow and I instantly stop her. I can''t stand to be around her for even a second. I''m not sure if I''d be able to keep my wolf at bay if he was subjected to spending another moment with her right now. Right now, all I care about is finding Scarlet and making sure she knows how much I want to be with her. Goddess, I hope she''ll give me a chance. Why do I feel like I''ve been making one mistake after another with her? "Maybe because you have been," my wolf growls irritably. "Shut up. You aren''t helping." "Yeah. And neither are you. Maybe you should just let me take control. Maybe then our mate will stop trying to run away from us." "Damn it. I said shut up! I''ll handle this. You''ll see. I just have to talk to her. Make her understand," I insist, the desperation clear in my tone. "Good luck. You''re going to need it." I let out a growl and the elevator doors open to the foyer of my penthouse. My head whips around frantically as I try to figure out where she is. I perk up my ears and find my sister''s voice. "Come on Scarlet. Don''t do this. Just talk to him. There must be some sort of exnation," she pleads and I instantly start sprinting down the hallway as I continue to listen, wondering what I''m going to be walking into. "What possible exnation could he have?!" my mate hisses back. "He was kissing another woman Isa." "I swear he doesn''t want that girl. She''s a total slut. She''s been throwing herself at him since she got here," Isa continues. Levi and Tony are standing outside my bedroom with stony expressions. "Alpha," they both say with a salute and I nod to them before slowly pushing the door open. Scarlet is standing by the bed with a She''s packing. My sister''s eyes dart cautiously between the two of us before she takes a step towards the door. "I''m just going to give you two a moment," she remarks before quickly sneaking out of the room before Scarlet can protest. "You better make this right," her voicees through in my head. I nod in determination as I set my jaw. I know she couldn''t have seen it, but right now I need to worry about convincing my mate to stay. Scarlet res at me for a second before turning back to the suitcase and roughly shoving items into it, refusing to look at me. "Listen..." I begin, unsure of what to even say. It feels as though everything is riding on how this conversation will go and my heart is racing inside my chest. "I''m really sorry about what you saw, but it''s not what you think." She scoffs at me and her eyes narrow as she shoots me a disgusted look. "Seriously?! That''s what you''re going with?!" She continues to pack, seeming to take her anger out on the task at hand. I cautiously approach her before lightly cing a hand on her elbow. "Scarlet..." She fiercely yanks her arm from my delicate grip and ces both her hand on my chest as she shoves me away forcefully. I wasn''t ready for it, so I stumble a step backwards and she turns away from me again. Once I''ve regained my bnce I move over to her quickly wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her into me. "Ethan! What the hell are you doing?!" she gasps as she pushes on me and struggles in my grip. This time I won''t let her get away from me that easily. "Let go of me!" Her mesmerizing violet eyes meet mine and I stare into them. "Not until you listen to me," I state sternly. "Listen to you?! Why the hell should I?! Just so you can lie to me some more?!" I clench my jaw, as I try to control my frustration. Getting angry at a time like this won''t help anything. "I''m not lying Scarlet. You are the one I want. It''s always been you. Please, just let me exin." "No! You kissed another woman Ethan! What is there to exin?! No matter what, I won''t trust you!" Ouch.... That hurts. "Do something. We''re losing her," my wolf insists. I do the only thing I can think of and drop to my knees in front of her. My arms remain wrapped around her as I look up at her. "What the hell are you doing?" she snarls as she looks down at me. "Please, I need you to hear me out. Just let me exin. I''m begging you Scarlet. Please." Chapter 14: 13- Blonde Chapter 14: 13- Blonde I spent the rest of the day in my room. It crept around to dinner time and when Mallory didn¡¯t show up, I went down by myself. There was dinner already set out for me. Some blonde girl came into the kitchen and grabbed something before leaving. She didn¡¯t even spare me a nce. I quietly ate the pasta dish. Throughout the meal, I was having the worst pains in my abdomen, but after dinner, I went back to my room. I brushed my teeth, took off my make-up, and put on some pajamas. Part of me wanted to see Derek, maybe he knew about the pains, a way to cure them, so my feet took me. I was walking down the halls, going to Derek¡¯s office when I heard a noise. It sounded like his name. Curiosity took over me and I followed a voice until I got to a dark brown wooden door, and somehow the closer I got to the door the worse the pains got. It wasn¡¯t his office. It was definitely his name being said. There was another muffled voice behind the door, and I was curious as to what was going on. ''Don¡¯t be fucking nosy¡­'' ''You¡¯re asking for a punishment'' Maybe they were right? Any other time I would¡¯ve listened to them, but I didn¡¯t. I wrapped my hand around the handle and opened the door. Derek¡¯s scent immediately hit my nose, but it didn¡¯t ease what was in front of my eyes. The ache in my abdomen red. On top of Derek¡¯s bedid him with a blonde riding him. Sexually riding. Her moans filled the room, and gasp left my mouth as tears formed. My hand sped over my mouth, covering the sobs foring out. Derek¡¯s head whipped over to me, his eyes shed different emotions. The girl on top of him didn¡¯t falter, she continued bouncing. He didn¡¯t make a move to remove her. I quickly turned around and left, closing the door. I ran to my room trying to hold in the sobs. The moment I mmed my door, locking it, I slid down the door. I crawled into a ball and couldn¡¯t help but bawl. My body felt numb, it wanted to harm itself but was so physically exhausted that it couldn¡¯t. I¡¯m so stupid. I felt so hurt. All the years I went through with Chris seemed so minusculepared to this. ''We told you he didn¡¯t want your scrawny ass¡­'' ¡®Don¡¯t be fucking nosy¡­¡¯ ''You brought this upon yourself.'' They were right. They were so right. I was stupid, it made sense. He told me he wasn¡¯t going to mark me, that he didn¡¯t want me. "¡°Why would I want you? You¡¯re a damaged flower. You¡¯re weak.¡±" I sobbed harder. I was damaged, weak, used, disgusting¡­ I don¡¯t know how long Iid there, but I ended up falling asleep when the sun was rising. Not once did Dereke to the room. My wolf wasn¡¯t responding to anything. -- N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. When I woke up, my eyes were burning. I was hoping to not wake-up, but I did. Yesterday was still a fresh wound on my mind. I wanted to forget about it, I didn¡¯t want to pay attention to it, but it wouldn¡¯t leave. Groggily, I got up and changed into a new pair of clothes. I put on some makeup and did my business in the bathroom. Now what? Afterst night, I put up my mental block. I didn¡¯t want him in my head. Maybe I should go eat? It beats sitting here, if I stayed in this room anymore, I think I¡¯d drive myself crazy, letting the voices run my head. Not like they don¡¯t already... I quietly went downstairs into the second kitchen. Mallory told me there were two kitchens, one for the cooks and a personal one for Derek. I didn¡¯t want to bother the cooks, so I went into the kitchen and aimlessly started cooking an egg. It was done quickly and I silently ate and proceeded to clean the dishes. I was fine until I heard someone scoff. I turned around, my heartbeat picking up, and saw the blonde. She looked me up and down in disgust. ¡°The cooks are in the other kitchen,¡± her high feminine voice told me authoritatively, ¡°what are you still doing here? Leave!¡± she demanded. My submissive, fearful side kicked in and I walked out, past her. She reached out and grabbed my shoulder causing me to flinch. ¡°Why aren¡¯t you in uniform?¡± she demanded, her bright blue eyes narrowing at me. Because I don¡¯t work here¡­ ¡°Derek!¡± she screamed, I flinched. Yet, something inside me red. Why was she allowed to call him by his name? She- no, she¡¯s not allowed to call him that. ''Because he fucked her.'' ¡°Do you even belong in this pack?¡± she growled, her high-pitched voice kinda hurt my ears. Something in me snapped. Maybe my wolf was pissed enough that she had toe out. ¡°Don¡¯t touch me, skank,¡± my voice was low. That wasn¡¯t me, I would never call someone a skank. It had to be my wolf. ( ¡®You don¡¯t let her talk to us like that, Violet¡¯ ) Her eyes widened that I called her a skank. She smacked me across my face so hard that I fell to the ground. ¡°Who do you think you¡¯re talking to?¡± she sneered,nding a kick into my stomach. I cried out and I felt Sage twitch in me, she was taking over me. I flicked my leg up to her, kicking her back. ...That wasn¡¯t me! My wolf is trying to get me killed!... She scoffed, ¡°you bitch!¡± she screeched before falling on top of me,nding punch after punch. I tried to hit her back, most of the time I was just scratching her arm. A deep growl broke through the room and the girl didn¡¯t stop her assault on my face. She was pulled off of me, leaving a crying mess on the floor. Through my water-washed orbs, I saw Derek grabbing her, checking her for injuries. That hurt. She wasn¡¯t attacked for being in the kitchen, I was. ...He was my mate, not hers... ¡°Lindsay, are you okay?¡± I heard him ask her, my heart dropped, Sage was whining. ¡°Yeah, Derek,¡± she whined, ¡°that runt called me a skank and kicked me!¡± she pointed in my direction in disgust. He nced at me, a cold, icy nce. I wasn¡¯t a runt, just underweight. ¡°I¡¯ll deal with her, leave,¡± he instructed. She nodded and kissed him before leaving. She kissed him, and he kissed her back. My heart ached. My stomach stung. Once she left, the door closing, he turned towards me. I sniffled and as I got up off the floor, looking down. ¡°Violet,¡± he growled, walking up to me, grabbing my chin to meet his blue eyes. He nced at my red, puffy face and tear-streaked cheeks and smirked. He tsk-ed my name with a dangerous glint in his eyes. I couldn¡¯t help the memories of Alpha Chris flooding my mind. ¡°Violet, were you jealous?¡± he mused, amused. I shook my head ¡®no¡¯ in his grip. Maybe my wolf was and that¡¯s why she took control, but I wasn¡¯t. I was just hurt. He chortled dryly, ¡°you¡¯re lying¡­¡± he trailed, tightening his grip and leaning into my ear. ¡°I fucked her, Violet. I know you¡¯re jealous, it was all over your face when you walked in on usst night.¡± he chuckled and my breath quickened. I tried to pull away, but he didn¡¯t let go. My throat felt like it was closing up, I couldn¡¯t get any air. I gasped for breath, trying to push Derek off of me. He pulled back from my ear and eyed me. Something shed in his oceans and he let go of me. I sank on to the ground, wing at my jugr and chest to get air. I saw his shoes quickly retreat. My eyes leaked tears as I panicked. Soon, Derek¡¯s shoes were back in my blurry eyesight and he crouched down next to me. He pushed something in my mouth and pulled my hands up to hold it. He pulled me against him. ¡°Slow down, Flower, breathe, slowly.¡± I realized my inhaler was in my mouth and I pressed, releasing the medicine into my mouth. After a few moments, I removed it from my mouth. I closed my eyes and withdrew from Derek. My head was pounding, my hands were shaky and I slowly got up, ignoring him and walking up to my room. He caused that. That was his fault. ''Don¡¯t me him, you freak¡­'' Chapter 15 Chapter 15 Ethan''s POV Her lips purse together as she scowls at me. I simply tighten my hold on her, feeling her body pressed against mine. The feeling of her being this close is amazing and I wish it was under different circumstances. "Fine. But hurry up," she orders and I can''t help the smirk that appears on my face. I''m Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. typically the one giving orders, but I find that I like her bossy side. She raises her eyebrows at me and I clear my throat, returning from my thoughts as I realize that now is my chance to convince her to stay. "What you saw was... unfortunate, but it''s not what it looked like," I start carefully. She sneers at me. "Yeah right!" "Ah ah. It''s my turn to talk," I persist before she can continue to argue. "I was working in my office when Nikki came in. I had told her I didn''t have time, but she didn''t listen. She sat on my desk and came onto me for the umpteenth time." I let out a sigh as I shake my head in exasperation, thinking about what had happened in my office. "I had told her to get out and had stood up to escort her to the door. She suddenly grabbed me and kissed me. You and Isa walked in during that moment of surprise where I hadn''t had the chance to push her away yet. That''s it. Even if you hadn''te in, I would have stopped it. I didn''t want it. I didn''t want her." "You expect me to believe that?! It certainly didn''t look like you didn''t want that kiss! You were holding her! I saw your hands on her hips!" "Yeah! Because I was about to shove her away!" She gives me a disbelievingugh and shakes her head at me as though she finds my exnationpletely ridiculous. "Listen Scarlet. Mates can feel what the other is feeling. It''s like a sixth sense. If I had wanted that kiss, if I had been a willing participant you would have felt it. What did your wolf feel? What is she telling you?" Scarlet seems to rx in my grip as her eyes be hazy and I know she is talking to her wolf. Finally, she looks up at me, her gaze softer than it had been a moment ago. "She thinks you''re telling the truth. She said that if you had wanted to be kissing that other woman she would have been in pain, like her body was on fire. Instead, she felt shock, anger, and disgust..." A smile spreads across my face. "That''s exactly what I was feeling when she kissed me. I swear to you Scarlet. You are the only one I want to kiss. No one else. I want you and only you. Forever." I stand up and bring a hand up to her cheek, sliding my thumb across it as I wipe away a stray tear. My words seem to have moved her and she brushes her fingers through my hair as she stares into my eyes, searching them for the truth. Her warm body seems to melt into mine and without even thinking I bend my head down, cing my lips against hers. The kiss starts out slow and tender and she reacts to it almost immediately. Her arms wrap around my neck and I lift her to be level with me as I deepen the kiss. She moans against my mouth and the sound is heaven to my ears. I can feel myself hardening, yearning for her. She is everything I want, sexy, fiery,passionate. She will be an amazing Luna and I can''t wait to make her mine. In a heated frenzy I begin to kiss along her jawline and down her neck, down to the spot where I will one day mark her. She shivers as I nip at the spot and kiss it deeply as my handes up to cup her breast. She gasps and tightens her grip on me as though her body is begging for more and I''m happy to oblige. Without loosening my grip on her I back her up towards the bed before we topple onto it with me on top of her. One hand snakes behind her neck, holding it in ce as I press another kiss to her soft pink lips. My tongue swipes across the seam of her mouth, asking for entrance which she immediately allows with a lustful groan. My other hand moves under the hem of her shirt, feeling her supple skin under my warm palm, my thumb gently stroking her. Suddenly, Caleb''s voice enters my head and I stop what I''m doing, lifting myself onto my forearms. "We found one of Ray''s thugs, the one Scarlet called Frank. What do you want us to do with him?" I roll off Scarlet as I answer, "Take him to the dungeons. I''ll meet you there." I stand up from my spot on the bed and Scarlet lifts her head and shoulders up as she reclines onto her elbows. "Where are you going?" she inquires, her voiceing out breathy and sexy. "We caught Frank. I need to go oversee his questioning," I reply as I head for the door. "Wait!" she calls as she gets up andes over to me. "I need to talk to you about something." "I need to get going. We can talk tonight when I get home," I respond as I reach for the doorknob and she swiftly grabs my hand and stops me. "No Ethan. Now. It''s important." I let out a sigh and turn to face her. "Okay. I''m sorry. What is it?" "I want to continue working at the shelter." My eyes instantly narrow at her. "No," I state inly before turning to leave again. She grabs my arm and forces my attention back to her. "I''m not asking Ethan. This is important to me. I can''t keep spending all day doing nothing. I want to help serve meals at the shelter. I want to see my friends. I want to do my part to help the packless." "It''s not safe there." "It''s plenty safe. I survived that ce for twenty years. Besides for the asional rogue attack, the only thing to worry about is starvation or dehydration. That''s why we work so hard to provide what we can for everyone else." "Why is this so important to you?" "Because they are important to me. Those people took me in. They helped raise me. They''re my family," she exined earnestly. I stood there silently for a moment, contemting. "Fine. But I want at least five guards with you at all times." "No. Just one," she counters. "Four." "Two." "Two and a driver. Final offer. Take it or leave it," I remark. She gives me a triumphant smile before throwing her arms around my neck and kissing me deeply. "Thank you Ethan!" she exims as she pulls away. "You''re wee, but one more thing," I reply as I hold up a finger to her. She steps away and nods, waiting for my request. "Do not go anywhere without your guards. Do not run off. Do not put yourself in any unnecessary danger or I won''t continue letting you go back there." "Fine. You have a deal," she states with a smile. "Great." I ce a gentle kiss on her forehead before reaching for the door one more time. "Ethan!" Scarlet calls out again as she steps toward me. I look back at her. "Thanks." "Of course." I finally leave the room, Tony and Levi still standing outside the door. I hope I made the right decision. My anxiety is already growing at the thought of Scarlet being in that ce. I shake my head. There is nothing I can do about it right now. At the moment I''ve got bigger fish to fry. I open my mind-link to Caleb. "I''m on my way." Chapter 15: 14- Dreams Chapter 15: 14- Dreams ---Derek¡¯s POV--- She stayed in her room for the remainder of the night. I had some cooks send up meals, and she barely touched it. It pissed me off. She¡¯s so underweight, and she barely eats. I felt guilty. I caused her attack today. I know I did, there was no denying it. My wolf was basically ignoring me, so I didn¡¯t have to hear the lecture from him. I shrugged it off. She was a baby anyways, a crybaby. My wolf stirred inside me, obviously not happy about myment. I didn¡¯t care. I sat in my office, focused on my work, and tried to block her out of my thoughts. The way her eyes shattered when she saw that girl and I. It ached. The whole time there was this pain in my abdomen, and I¡¯ve concluded that the majority of it was hers. I still feel it. It¡¯s distracting. And what I hated the most was when I kissed Lindsay, my mind couldn¡¯t help butpare her loose, dry lips to my Flower¡¯s soft sensual lips. Despite Violet¡¯s obviousck of experience, she was so addictive. I wanted her. My wolf wanted her. But I¡¯m not going to have her. I wasn¡¯t lying to her, she was a very fragile, damaged girl. I needed my mate, my Luna to be a strong, solid woman. That wasn¡¯t Violet. Violet barely had a backbone, if not none at all. ( ¡®You fucking bastard, she¡¯s so fucking strong to go through years of torture.¡¯ ) I rolled my eyes and cut him off. As much as it pained me, deep down, I knew it was right- I couldn¡¯t have her. I was too much for her- she wasn¡¯t stable enough right now, and it¡¯d take time to build her up. I hated that she tried to harm herself and I was a dick to her today. I regretted how I treated her. I regretted checking if that blonde was okay, instead of my Violet. I know that pathetic ass Chris yelled at Violet a lot, hit her, and did the horrendous things he did to her. So in response- I¡¯m yelling at her when she harms herself. It made sense to me- I just didn¡¯t want her to fear me constantly like how she did with him. I had Mallory and Garret loaded with work right now, and I knew Mallory always saw Violet through-out the day. Maybe I should have Mallory take a break and see her? Help her through her emotions? Or perhaps she could meet Garret? Or maybe his mate? Maybe she needed another female in her life? It was gettingter, the sting in my abdomen hadn''t left. Should I go see her? That would make everything worse, I was trying to distance myself from her, forget about her. I didn¡¯t care if it meant fucking women, although truth be told,st night with Lindsay didn¡¯t hit the same. She didn¡¯t notice. I didn¡¯t expect her to. She wasn¡¯t Violet- not even close. She couldn¡¯tpare at all. I wanted to hold Violet, I wanted to sleep with her, caress her, wipe her tears off her cheeks, kiss her- everything. I needed to do something. I got up, closing and locking my door to my office. I walked right down to her room. I wouldn¡¯t go in. The pain was bubbling, I heard her soft cries, they were so faint and small. I knew she wasn¡¯t harming herself, I would¡¯ve felt it. I removed everything from that room. Hell- it didn¡¯t even have a mirror anymore. The fact that she managed to break it was slightly infuriating, and then proceeded to cut her wrist with her bloodied hands. Wilted Flower¡­ My wolf stirred in me. Not for me to see her, or leave or anything. Instead, it was like he was anticipating something. I shook it off and turned, walking to my room. I quickly took a shower and threw on some boxers and settled in bed. I felt myself dozing off to the image of a girl with chestnut hair and russet orbs. I woke up slightly after falling asleep to the sound of my door closing. I turned my head over to see Violet¡¯s silhouette. ¡°Flower?¡± I questioned, my voice slightly groggy. ¡°Derek¡­¡± she whispered, nearing my bed. She cautiously sat on it and looked at me. She had a slightly hungry look in her eyes and I raised my eyebrow at her. ¡°Flower, is there something you need? It¡¯s¡­¡± I turned my head to the digital clock on my nightstand, but I couldn¡¯t make out the numbers, ¡°..te¡­¡± I mumbled to her. She slowly crawled over to me in the middle of the bed, ¡°Derek¡­¡± her smooth, gentle voice whispered. I sat up, resting my back against the headboard as I eyed her curiously. I did a quick scan of her body to make sure she had no injuries or anything, she didn¡¯t have any fresh ones. ¡°Violet,¡± I said slowly, trying to get her to focus on me, ¡°is there something you need?¡± her eyes ran down my abdomen and up my chest, stopping at my lips. I felt a little tug in my heart at her action. ¡°You¡­¡± her voice was so quiet, I almost missed what she said. My body tensed slightly at her words. She inched closer to me, and gently brought her hands up to my shoulders, gingerly bringing her leg over myp- straddling me. My eyebrows knitted at her actions. Was this her payback from me f*cking that girl? It wasn¡¯t like she stayed the night or anything¡­ Violet brought her face down into my neck, my hands went to her back to support her. She lightly kissed my skin and my hands rubbed her back. She mumbled my name against me and trailed up to my face- simr to what I did to her a day ago in my office. She brushed her lips against my cheek and stopped when she hovered over my lips. She slightly pulled back and a small growl left my lips at her actions. Her brown beauties peered into my eyes, almost for approval, before flicking between my lips and eyes again. Flower-you had my approval the moment Iid eyes on you¡­ I slightly pushed her back- edging her into me as a sign. She leaned down and pressed her warm, addictive lips against my own. She moved calmly against mine, her hands trailing through my hair. I felt blood rush to myself. She felt it and pressed herself down. ...Fuck¡­ I didn¡¯t want her calm kisses anymore, I wanted it my way. I carefully flipped us over, lying her on my bed. I quickly deepened the kiss and she responded right away. I trailed my hands down her sides as she slightly tugged at my hair. She wrapped her long legs around my waist and I moved from her lips down to her neck, trailing kisses along the way. She started to grind against me, a small moan leaving her lips and a groan threatening to escape mine. ¡°Derek¡­¡± she moaned my surname. It felt so right on her lips. So heavenly. She removed her hands from my hair and slipped them between our chest, finding the hem of her shirt. N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. Violet started pulling it up, and I took it out of her hands, taking it off for her. Her hands tugged at my shirt and it too was removed. Her hands followed down to her pants and we stripped off our bottoms. I pressed against her lips again, and she started to grind against my hardness. ¡°Violet¡­¡± I groaned. ¡°Derek,¡± she pulled back from my lips and looked into my eyes, ¡°please¡­¡± I was slightly confused on what she was asking for until I felt her slim hand grab my bulge. Her eyes held a longing, I wanted to please her. Complete her. Her hands pulled at my boxer- not breaking eye-contact with me. I helped her remove them before slipping my hands to her underwear. ¡°Violet, are you sure?¡± I asked as I positioned myself at her entrance. ¡°Yes, please, Derek,¡± she breathed. Her soft groan filled my ears as I slowly pushed forward- ....What the fuck¡­ Did I just have a sex dream? I opened my eyes and looked around. My room was empty, sunlight streaming in. My eyesnded on my sheets and saw my tent. Fuck. My wolf was quite active, eagerly wing at me. For what? Something nudged inside of me. Why did I have a sex dream about her? Why was my wolf behaving so weird? ( ¡®That wasn¡¯t our induced dream.¡¯ ) ...Huh?... Oh, my fuc-Violet¡¯s in heat. Chapter 16 Chapter 16 Scarlet''s POV The next day Isaes up to apany me down to the pack house for breakfast. When I enter the dining hall I see that it is set up like a buffet. Omegas go back and forth from the kitchen refilling the drinks and cleaning up empty dishes. My eyes scan the crowds of people gathered around several long tables. I don''t see Ethan, nor either of his brothers. Ethan hadn''te homest night and I missed having him there beside me. After so many nights of feeling his warm body pressed against mine as I slept, I had grown ustomed to it. "Isa!" a young male wolf calls out from his seat at one of the nearby tables as he waves a hand above his head. Isa smiles widely at him and grabs my arm, dragging me over to him. She plops down in the seat next to him and I do the same beside her. "Hey baby bro! How''s it going?" Isa asks him with a light punch to his bicep. He quickly swats her hand away. "It''s going. Who do you got with you today?" "Oh! Scarlet! This is my brother Tyler. Tyler meet Scarlet," Isa says as she gestures between the two of us. "Wait... how many of you are there?" I question, dumbfounded. Isa and Tyler share a look with humor in their eyes before they both turn back to me. "Just the five of us. Ethan, Alex, and Xander are from Alpha Seth''s first wife, Luna Lenore. She was his fated mate. About six months after she died, he took a chosen mate and had the two of us." My lips make an ''o'' shape as I nod. I had never realized all of that. The only Kane siblings I ever heard anything about Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. were the three eldest. I hadn''t even known that Isa and Tyler existed. "So, you''re the illustrious Scarlet. The whole pack has been talking about you, wondering when they would finally see you. Some even rumored that you didn''t exist," Tylerughs as he pushes back so that the front legs of his chair leave the ground. "Well... I can assure you I exist," I joke. Isa and Tyler chuckle and I scan the room again before cing a hand on Isa''s arm to get her attention. "I''m going to get some food." "Whoa. Hold on," Isa answers as she stops me from rising from my seat. Then she looks over her shoulder. "Omega!" she calls to a young she-wolf who looks to be about fourteen. Her mousy brown hair is pulled into a loose pony tail and she wears a simple dress with a dirty apron over it. Her hazel eyes widen when she walks over and sees me. She drops into a small curtsy in front of me. "Luna," she greets before turning to Ethan''s sister. "Miss Isa, what can I do for you?" "The Luna and I would like something to eat," Isa states. "Oh! Of course! What would you like for breakfast Luna?" she inquires, turning to me first. "Umm... I don''t mind getting it myself..." "Oh no Luna! I''d be happy to get it for you!" the girl insists. "Er... okay. Thank you uhh.... What''s your name hun?" The girl''s eyes widen again in surprise. You would think that no one has ever asked her that before. "My name''s Lilly, Miss." "Well, thank you Lilly. Would you mind getting me some bacon, fruit, scrambled eggs, and toast?" "Absolutely! And what would you like to drink?" "Do you have apple juice?" "We sure do! I''ll have that right out for you!" she chirps happily before turning to take Isa''s order as well. When she walks away, I turn to Isa. "I thought that they couldn''t announce that I''m going to be the Luna?" I mutter softly to her. "They can''t. No one is supposed to know yet, but that doesn''t stop people from talking. Ethan has only told his closestpanions, though it doesn''t take a genius to figure out who you are to him. Everyone knows he had brought you to the hospital and that you''ve been living in his penthouse." I nod. This is news to me. ***** As soon as I''m done eating Lillyes over to collect my empty dishes. "Lilly, what happens to all of the extra food?" She looks around as the other Omegas begin to clean up the dining hall. "Well, after the Omegas eat, whatever is left gets thrown away." I press my lips together in dissatisfaction. "Would it be possible to wrap up the leftovers to go?" She tilts her head at me in a questioning look. "I suppose so." "Great! After the Omegas have eaten can you wrap the rest up for me?" "Oh! Umm... sure! Of course, Luna! Whatever you want!" "Thank you so much Lilly!" She curtsies quickly before hurrying into the kitchen to give her new orders. I look over at Isa and she''s giving me a quizzical look. "What''s that all about?" "Ethan agreed to let me go back to working at the shelter. There is never enough food there so I thought, why let good food go to waste?" I reply with a shrug. Isa lets out a littleugh as she shakes her head and leans back in her chair. "What?" "Nothing. Just you. You have to be like the mostpassionate person I have ever met." I cock an eyebrow at her. "I''m taking that as apliment." "Good. You should. My brother has been needing someone like you in his life." Chapter 16: 15- Heat Chapter 16: 15- Heat His hands were all over my body, skimming every area he could, it was heavenly. Everything about it. I wasn¡¯t worried, I was epting. He was at my entrance, and then I was ripped from my bliss. I woke up. I was stunned, I¡¯ve have had a dream where I was that willing do to sexual acts. I wanted it tost longer, shamefully, I¡¯d admit that. But when I woke up, my body was on fire. Not literally, but I was sweating. I felt so heated. A groan escaped my lips at the sensation. Maybe I just need a shower? Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. I got up out of bed and went into the bathroom, locking the door and stripping before stepping into the cold shower. The chilled water cascaded down my brown locks, onto my ugly back and down to the drain. My body seemed to cool down for a little but soon red up again. I ended up just sitting down and letting the water wash over me. There was a deep ache, a pull in my chest. ( ¡®Violet, we need Derek¡­¡¯ ) There was no way. No. I¡¯ve endured pure pain for the past twelve years, a little temperature isn¡¯t going to make me go running to Derek, not after what he did. I sat there for possibly hours, it was a long time. I finally got out- pruney and all, and got dressed in a short-sleeved shirt and some shorts. I don¡¯t usually wear such revealing articles, but I was already sweating. I was quite thankful Mallory got some shorts, short-sleeved shirts, and tank-tops. A cook came up knocking on my door giving me a sandwich, before leaving. I groaned and slowly ate it, only to be throwing it up shortly after. ( ¡®We need Derek.¡¯ ) ''Little slut¡­'' ( ¡®Ignore that, get Derek!¡¯ ) I groaned as I grabbed my head, the arguing was causing a headache. Iid on the ground to find some sort offort, but none came. The spot between my neck and shoulder was aching and tears started to form at the heat-filled pain coursing through my body. Iid for hours, seeing the room dim with every passing minute. Nighttime falling, and it was funny, no one came to the room, usually, people did. ( ''He''sing'' ) ...Huh?... The door opened and I looked up to see Derek standing. He closed the door and neared me. My wolf whined in my head and Derek¡¯s eyes darkened when he took a whiff of the air. Unwillingly, a groan left my lips and he crouched down to me. ( ¡®Yes!¡¯ ) ...No! He slept with someone else!... ''Good, no one wants you¡­'' ¡°Violet,¡± his voice was deep, lustful almost, ¡°my Flower, listen to me, you¡¯re in h-¡± ¡°Derek, please¡­¡± I didn¡¯t know what I was pleading for, my mouth seemed to have a mind of its own. His eyes darken and took a breath, scanning my body. I didn¡¯t feel insecure, instead, I moved towards him. ¡°Violet, you¡¯re in heat,¡± he sternly told me. Oh. I knew what that was, thanks to doctor Reseda. It was basically like a dog¡¯s heat, but if you were mated, you wanted his or hers touch. Part of me, a big, huge part didn¡¯t care, it just wanted him. His hands slipped under me, bliss spread where he touched me, and a small moan embarrassingly left my lips. He stiffened slightly before cing me on the bed. He went to get up, but I quickly grabbed his shirt and pulled him back down. Derek didn¡¯t expect it and fell on top of my body. A groan left my lips at the weight of his muscles crushing my skeletal body. But the heat subsided once his body met mine. He went to push himself off of me but I let out a sound of protest. He closed his eyes for a second before fixing his weight on his forearms beside my temples. ¡°Derek,¡± I pleaded, it sounded so desperate, I hated it. I moved my hands up to behind his neck and slightly pushed him to my face, he didn¡¯t budge. ¡°Violet, stop.¡± but I didn¡¯t stop, I whimpered and tried to move my face to his, to cure the need to kiss him, but he moved his head back. ¡°Flower, you don¡¯t know what you¡¯re insisting on.¡± He looked like he was trying to control himself, but I didn¡¯t care. ¡°Derek,¡± a small unwanted growl left my lips, what was that? ( ¡®Violet, we need this.¡¯ ) He looked slightly taken back by the growl but quickly regained his control. ¡°Derek, I want you!¡± it came out so sensually. "Flower, I could have you under me in two minutes, trembling in absolute pleasure. You would be screaming my name, not caring who hears. I would fuck you till you couldn''t walk. Don''t. Fucking. Tempt. Me. Understand?" He growled out. He grasped my face with one of his hands, his breath slightly fanning my face. I was stuck in his trance. Meekly- I shook my head that I understood him. But I wanted to defy him. "Words." His voice was low. I wanted him so badly. I needed him. "Y-yes A-alpha." I whimpered. He crashed his lips down on mine. A moan left my lips- my body instantly responding to him, and he deepened the kiss at the sound. My hands went into his dark brown locks, tugging slightly. My mouth parted, wanting more. He slipped his tongue in and roamed my mouth. I moaned and my hands made fists at the pleasure coursing through me. I moaned his name as he moved from my mouth to my neck, eagerly kissing my skin. It was so simr to my dream that I wanted to pinch myself to make sure it wasn¡¯t. He kissed a spot between at the base of my neck where it met my shoulder and I moaned out loud, one hand gripping his locks, the other, his shirt. ( ¡®Let him mark us.¡¯ ) ...He said he didn¡¯t want to¡­ ( ¡®Let him. Tell him.¡¯ ) ¡°Derek, please¡­¡± I arched a bit into him. ¡°Mark me¡­¡± it slipped out, dripping in desperation and desire. He shook his head but didn¡¯t pull back. ¡°Flower, that¡¯s the heat talking, not you.¡± I groaned and tightened my grip on his shirt, ¡°Derek, Alpha, please¡­ I want it, please¡­¡± my wolf having such a huge impact on my words. He let out a low groan and nuzzled deeper into my spot, I gasped in pleasure, but I wanted his mark. I needed it. I felt his canines erge, poking my skin. I let out a loud moan at the sensation and arched deeper into him. ¡°D-Derek¡­¡± I whispered. He shushed me and pleasure rocketed through my body as he sank his canines into me. ¡°Derek¡­¡± I moaned, my eyes shut at the slight pain, my hands gripped him. He pulled out and cleaned my spot, my eyes started to feel heavy. ¡°Flower¡­¡± he trailed when I finally fell under. Chapter 17 Chapter 17 Scarlet''s POV Later that night I get home and find Ethan in his home office,pletely focused on whatever he is working on. I lightly tap on the open door, alerting him to my presence. His head quickly snaps up and when he sees it''s me his face breaks into a grin. "Hey beautiful," he says as he rises from his seat and strolls over to me. He wraps his arms around me and pulls me to him, pressing a sweet kiss to my forehead. "How was your day?" "It was amazing. Thank you for finally letting me go back to the shelter," I reply as I ce my hands on his neck, my thumb lightly stroking his jaw. He grabs my hand and nuzzles into it before turning it to kiss the heel of my palm. My heart flutters inside my chest and I must admit that I really like his affectionate side. My wolf purrs, clearly she likes it too. "You''re wee. I know it may not have always seemed like it, but I just want you to be happy Scarlet," he insists as he gazes into my eyes, his fingers lightly stroking my back as he continues to hold me as though he never wants to let me go. N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. I bite my lip shyly as I stare into his stunning blue eyes, debating on how I want to respond. "Well... do you know what would make me happy now?" His smile widens at my teasing. "I don''t... but I look forward to you telling me." "I think we should y a game." "A game? What kind of game?" I grin mischievously back at him. "I saw a pool table in the media room. I was thinking that for every ball I get in the pocket I get to ask you a question about yourself and you have to answer it honestly and vice versa." The smile he gives me causes warmth to spread through my body like it has been ignited. I can''t help but wonder if my feelings for him are because of the mate bond or if I would feel this way about him regardless. There is no denying that he is utterly gorgeous with his perfectly sculpted muscles, tall stature, azure eyes, and dark hair. I would certainly be attracted to him regardless. I don''t know how any woman would not be drawn to this Adonis. He''s like a work of art. His facial hair that is just slightly more than a five-o''clock shadow gives him a somewhat rugged look but the rest of him is always so put together and intimidating. He has an air of mystery about him that makes you want to be the one to discover all his secrets. But that smile... Goddess, it could melt the Antarctic. It almost seems to make him a totally different person, one who is fun and carefree. "Why, I like the way you think Miss Denton," he jokes as he gestures towards the open doorway. I lead us out of his office and he immediately wraps an arm around my waist again as we walk towards the media room. We reach the room and head over to the billiards before he hands me a stick and a small cube of chalk. "So, have you ever yed pool before?" he questions as he racks the balls. "Yeah. One of the abandoned buildings in The Scourge has a billiards table that is useable. It certainly wasn''t in the same condition as this one, but it worked," I respond, unable to hide the nostalgia in my voice. The material had been worn and faded, but we were used to that. None of us ever had gotten anything that wasn''t old or used. Will and I, along with several other packless would spend time ying pool and darts at a ce that had once been some sort of bar. It was the only fun we could have without getting into any kind of trouble. "Do you want to break or should I?" he inquires as he grabs his own stick. "I will," I state before taking position at the end of the table. I pull the stick back and aim before sending the white ball sailing towards the triangle of colored orbs. They burst apart and begin bouncing along the sides in every direction before the purple one falls into the corner hole. I pump my fist excitedly and turn to Ethan who is looking at me with an amused expression, trying not tough at me. "Alright Alpha Kane..." I begin as my eyes roll up towards the ceiling and I tap my finger on my chin in thought. There are so many things I want to ask him, so many things I want to know. "What exactly do you do?" He raises his eyebrows at me before letting out a chuckle as he scratches the stubble along his jaw. "What do you mean?" "I mean, you work all of the time. So, what are you doing all day? What keeps you so damn busy?" I ask, my tone light but curious. "I dabble in a lot of things. Between me and my brothers we own most of the city. Alex deals a lot with real estate and finances. Xander focuses on entertainment and leisure. I spend most of my time with technology. I like to make things that better our lives or makes them easier. I invented drones that allowed all of the different packs or ns to import and export without shipping costs, which helped all of the territories to grow and flourish." His features light up as he talks about this and I feel my smile growing as I watch him speaking so animatedly. Once he''s done, I take another shot and miss. He takes position and easily knocks one of the striped balls into the side pocket before turning to me. He just stares at me for a moment as he contemtes and his jaw twitches a bit as he disys a serious expression. I begin to feel a bit anxious about what he''s thinking about asking me. Finally, he demands, "Exin your rtionship with this Will guy." Chapter 17: 16- Meeting Chapter 17: 16- Meeting ---Derek¡¯s POV--- Fuck¡­ I marked her. The one thing I said ¡®no¡¯ to. The little temptress. I was still kissing her neck when she fell asleep, I hesitantly pulled back and stared at her. Her mouth was slightly parted, lips swollen from our actions, her eyes, peacefully closed, her eyshes resting in her cheeks. I sighed as I rolled over on the bed, pinching the bridge on my nose, closing my eyes. ( ¡®I want her.¡¯ ) ...I don¡¯t care what you want. She¡¯s too weak, fucking fell asleep after marking¡­ ( ¡®I want her!¡¯ ) I rolled my eyes and pushed him to the back of my head. My pants felt tight- oh, right¡­ Little grind monster, she is, got me all hot and bothered- when I specifically told her to not tempt me. Look what she did. I put a nket over her, and I pulled myself off the bed, leaving her and walking to my room. Fuck¡­ Now I have a marked, damaged flower. It bothered me slightly that it was mainly the heat talking in her, and I still marked her. If she wasn¡¯t going through heat, that would¡¯ve never happened, I know that for a fact. She¡¯s too traumatized from that fucktard Chris. Even in my office when we¡¯ve kissed, she would pause before kissing back. And at first, she¡¯d let her hands just hang at her sides. Inexperienced. I got to my room, grabbing my phone, calling whatever girl was first, telling her toe over. I wasn¡¯t going to go to bed with this boner. The woman came over quickly and got to work. My mind stayed on a brown-haired girl that barred my mark in the other room. A small flick of anger ignited in my chest at the reminder that marked her. I took the girl on top, flipping us over and diving into her, the room filled with her moans. ( ¡®You disgust me. Violet would be so much better.¡¯ ) I pushed it back, I didn¡¯t need to deal with this. Difort bubbled in my gut, and I knew it was a side effect of the bond. No doubt in my mind Violet would wake up from the pain, she¡¯d probably cut herself- luckily I swept the room of potential hazards. ( ¡®The fact that you know how she¡¯d react, and you continue to fuck another¡­ distasteful, you don¡¯t deserve her!¡¯ ) ...Fuck off... We were done and I dismissed her, rolling my eyes at the puppy eyes she was giving me. They don¡¯t spend the night- disgusting. I took a shower, getting rid of the girl¡¯s smell. I wasn¡¯t satisfied at all. Those girls weren''t my Flower. They were Violet. Just the thought of her sent pleasure through my body- bringing back the boner that the girl couldn¡¯t get rid of. Only Violet could and I wasn¡¯t going to barge into her room and fuck her or anything- I would never without her permission. I fixed my boner with the image of my Flower in my mind- my hand following. I got out of the shower after and went into bed. Just as I was about to drift off into a slumber, my senses rxed, my ears picked up. It was faint and made my chest unwillingly ache, her cries muffled by the walls, but still able to be picked up. I sighed and twisted and turned, trying to rid my ears so the sound. I knew she¡¯d wake up, I knew she¡¯d cry. She¡¯s a crybaby. My wolf growled, and I growled right back. Lust never hurt anyone, I don¡¯t know why Violet and my wolf were being such bitches about it. Grow up. It¡¯s not like I told her we were together or anything- excluding the mate bond, altogether. I should¡¯ve just jacked off in the first ce- that girl didn¡¯t even help, wasted a condom for nothing. My chest and gut were drenched in difort. Her cries didn¡¯t stop, and I had half the mind to barge in her room and tape her mouth shut. It was about three in the morning when the cries stopped and I was finally able to go to sleep. I walked into the kitchen, pissed off, I was up till three and I wasn¡¯t in the mood for anyone¡¯s bullshit. I called my Beta and Gamma over to discuss that reject, fuckface Chris. I opened my fridge, grabbing a drink before going to eat breakfast in the other kitchen. I figured I had time to eat before Mallory and Garret came over. Just as I closed the fridge and turned around, small steps came padding into the kitchen. Her eyes widened in fear, hurt, and something else before dropping her eyes and turning to leave. I wasn¡¯t in the mood for this. ¡°Violet.¡± I growled and she stopped, e here.¡± She cautiously turned around and slowly, fearfully walked towards me. I hated her fear. Especially since it was directed towards me. She stopped in front of me, her eyes on her sock covered feet. It¡¯s so cute, she¡¯s always wearing socks whenever I see her in the house. My eyes subconsciously went to her mark only to see she covered it with not only her shirt but also her hair. I reached out and grabbed her chin, forcing her to look at me. ¡°Stop crying so loud, I was up all night because you can¡¯t keep quiet.¡± I scolded. Her eyes watered slightly and I huffed at her. She widened those beauties and opened her mouth, stuttering out an apology. ¡°I-I¡¯m s-sorry¡­¡± I narrowed my eyes at her, expecting her to say my appetion, but she didn¡¯t. Let¡¯s be mean¡­ No. I don¡¯t want to hurt her- I can¡¯t stand those eyes when they¡¯re sad. I hated to see her cry and she was just about to Yet- my mouth spoke. ¡°Learn to fucking speak. Stop stuttering all the goddamn time,¡± I growled at her, hitting an insecurity on purpose. Her eyes shed, the same emotion when I tsk-ed her name. She closed her mouth and nodded at me. I let go of her and she turned and practically scurried out of the kitchen and away from me. ( ''Jackass'' ) ...Thank you... No, go apologize. I sighed out and called for her. I heard her walk back down two stairs and her small patters as she came back. ¡°Violet,¡± I said softly. She sniffled. I bit my lip to stop from frowning- everything inside me hurt knowing that she was sad- I kept it all back so she wouldn¡¯t feel it through the bond. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, honey,e here.¡± She swallowed but didn¡¯t move, so I took a step closer to her, lightly grabbing her chin and bringing her face up to mine. She wasn¡¯t making eye contact with me, tears streaming from her eyes. I brushed my thumb across her cheek, wiping away her tears. I saw her frown but she didn¡¯t say anything. Like the dick I am- I was going to take advantage of that. I dropped my hands down to her shoulders- pulling her against my chest, hugging her,forting her. Anything to make her feel better. Her heart was beating incredibly fast and I felt her breathing pick up- after a few seconds of me focusing on our bond, she calmed down enough. I didn¡¯t want to pull back but I did. I dismissed her and she went upstairs, we didn¡¯t say anything else. I ate breakfast, having cooks send food up to Violet, and then answered the door when Mallory and Garret arrived, the doorbell chiming through-out my house. We went up into my office to discuss the situation. ¡°So, how¡¯s Violet coping with everything?¡± Mallory asked as he sat in one of my chairs, Garret sitting in the other. I shrugged. I haven¡¯t talked to her about it, that¡¯s what the therapist is for. Garret and Mallory gave me a look to which I scoffed at them, they shouldn¡¯t be critiquing my life. ¡°You know, I have yet to meet this floret we are talking about,¡± I red at the nickname he gave her, ¡°tell me, Derek, will I ever get the pleasure of meeting her?¡± ¡°Well, as of now- I¡¯m in a pissy mood, so no.¡± I deadpanned as I rolled my eyes at him. Garret was a good guy, he was about the same height as me, ebonyplexion, a buzz cut, and hazel eyes. He was my Gamma and my lead warrior, training the others. Originally, Mallory was my Gamma, but my old Beta did some things that resulted in his death, sucks to be him. Garret and Mallory looked at each other and chuckled, before turning back to me and getting serious. ¡°Well, does Violet know we might go to trial?¡± Mallory asked. ¡°No.¡± I voiced, monotone. Mallory looked at me in slight disbelief, ¡°then how are we-¡± ¡°Listen, nothing is final yet, I haven¡¯t heard from the lovely king yet,¡± I cut him off, getting slightly ticked, ¡°so, I¡¯m not telling her about it yet.¡± ¡°But do you think that¡¯s the best idea?¡± Garret challenged, ¡°I mean, the sooner you tell her, that could give her more time to getfortable with the idea and the topic.¡± ¡°Yes, I agree. You know she won¡¯t be willing to talk about it right away.¡± Mallory backed him up causing a small growl from me. I knew they were right, I just hated how Mallory assumed he knew her so well. ¡°Oh my fucking God, then I¡¯ll tell her.¡± I snapped at them. They raised their hands in mock surrender as they eyed me at my unusual behavior. ¡°Mallory- how¡¯s the information about that fucktard? Progress?¡± He sighed, ¡°no,¡± he seemed frustrated at the topic, but I didn¡¯t care. ¡°Then what have you been doing?¡± I huffed out. ¡°Trying to figure it out. He supposedly went back to his pack, but he, his Beta, and Gamma haven¡¯t been responding to anything. There¡¯s no data on them.¡± he rubbed his forehead, growing annoyed at the topic. Chris was supposedly currently in his pathetic pack. He was in my cers, but the King told me he has to investigate the shit before I could do anything to him. Or else it¡¯d be a crime and h h h. The conversation didn¡¯t end that well. So I had to let that bastard go, lucky for him I didn¡¯t get to do much. ¡°Okay, whatever.¡± I puffed out. ¡°Dude, what the hell is up your ass today?¡± Garret raised an amused eyebrow at me. ¡°Your butt plug,¡± I growled at him. That caused Mallory tough before he chimed in, ¡°dude, seriously what¡¯s with you?¡± ¡°Nothing just went to sleeptest night.¡± I rolled my eyes, rxing back into my chair. ¡°Oh,te¡­¡± Mallory wiggled his eyebrows at Garret and I scowled at them. ¡°You¡¯re getting action from Violet?¡± Garret asked, a small smile ying at his lips. Yes, but not that type. Instead of verbally answering, I growled at them, narrowing my eyes. ¡°Oh, wait! Garret, what if Derek here is suffering from the good old ¡®blue balls¡¯?¡± he chuckled. ¡°Shut the fuck up. I¡¯m getting action practically every night, just not from Violet.¡± I shrugged and the moment I said that Mallory and Garret lost any signs of amusement. ¡°Dude-¡± Garret started. ¡°Derek, you¡¯re cheating on Viv?¡± Mallory asked, slightly shocked with his mouth open. ¡°Why the hell are you doing that? Does she even know?¡± he was getting pissed at me and that rubbed me wrong. ¡°Yes. She even walked in on me fucking someone.¡± I fired back, smugly. Garret shook his head, looking down. ¡°What the hell is wrong with you? She¡¯s you mate-¡± I was getting real ticked with him and this power he thought he had to talk about my mate like that. ¡°Do you have a problem with it, Hamlin?¡± I questioned, sneering his forename and cocking an eyebrow at him. He opened his mouth to say something, but I wasn¡¯t in the mood, ¡°might I remind you, she¡¯s my mate, Hamlin. It¡¯s my rtionship. I don¡¯t need you to tell me how to run it. Understand, Hamlin?¡± I told him in disdain. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. He kissed his teeth before averting eye contact and nodding in distaste. I gave a dry, false smirk, ¡°Garret, do you have anything to add?¡± He shook his head, ¡°leave.¡± I instructed both of them. I didn¡¯t need their fucking opinions. Correction- I didn¡¯t need Mallory¡¯s. I called Garret back in. ¡°Yeah?¡± He asked, sitting back down after he closed the door. I stared at him for a second before I sighed out. ¡°How¡¯s Hannah?¡± ¡°She¡¯s fine, you saw herst week,¡± he raised an eyebrow at my question. ¡°Not even, on Sunday.¡± He seemed to have a slight attitude with me- I knew it was because I said I was sleeping with girls that weren¡¯t Violet. ¡°Drop the Attitude. Back to where I was going,¡± I red at him. ¡°You think she¡¯ll like Violet?¡± He shrugged. ¡°I don¡¯t know, I haven¡¯t met her. Hannah wants to meet her, she¡¯s nice.¡± ¡°Yeah,¡± I mused, leaning back in my chair. ¡°But she¡¯s quiet, doesn''t talk a lot. Do shy people get along?¡± ¡°She¡¯s not shy or quiet,¡± heughed, ¡°she just doesn''t really speak to you. Nothing personal, just doesn¡¯t have topics inmon. Hannah talks to me all the time, I love it.¡± I tilted my head nodding- so I can have Violet meet her. ¡°Hannah talks to you a lot?¡± Garret blinked at me for a second. ¡°Yeah¡­ She¡¯s my mate.¡± ¡°Well yeah- but- Violet¡¯s more on the quiet side,¡± I told him, I was silently looking for advice. He nodded. ¡°I know, I heard she had a past, Mallory told me-¡± I growled- cutting him off. Why was Mallory talking about her? ¡°What did he say?¡± I barked. ¡°She was ¡®shy, pretty, quiet, traumatized¡¯,¡± he recited and I wanted to drag Mallory back here and punch him. Why did he call her pretty? She is- no question about it- but it just makes me wonder. I breathed out. ¡°Look, man. For starters, if you want her to open up to you, be nice to her. Stop sleeping with people,¡± he red and I red back. ¡°Talking soundse naturally to mates, it¡¯sforting to us. Touching is a good one too, it doesn''t have to be big, just small like holding her hand, or brushing her hair, kissing her cheek, you know?¡± I shook my head. ¡°I can¡¯t touch her like that, she doesn''t like it. Trauma.¡± ¡°Do you know her coping mechanisms?¡± ¡°Self-harm.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± he frowned. ¡°Maybe read up on different types of trauma,¡± I already have. ¡°And ask her about it? Eat with her, say goodnight to her, something, Derek. It¡¯s not about the ¡®gesture¡¯ but more about the meaning, you know what I¡¯m trying to say?¡± I nodded. I did that, walking with her when she couldn¡¯t go to bed- the moment she felt tired I just wanted to pick her up and take her home and let her sleep. But she wouldn¡¯t have liked that. I dismissed him, thinking of my precious Flower. Chapter 18 Chapter 18 Scarlet''s POV I tilt my head to the side and furrow my brows. Why is he asking about Will? "Umm... he''s my best friend. We''ve known each other since I first came to live in The Scourge when I was three." "I need to know more. What are your feelings for him? What are his for you? Have you ever been romantically involved?" he persists and my jaw drops before I mp my mouth shut. "Where is all of thising from?" I ask hesitantly. "You have guards Scarlet," he states as if that exins everything and I raise my eyebrow at him. "Yeah. And?" "And they are MY guards. You didn''t think they would keep me informed about how things went at the shelter? You didn''t think they would let me know that another man was hugging and touching my mate? That he KISSED you?" My eyes widen in both shock and anger. Will had kissed me on the cheek when he hugged me goodbye. There hadn''t been anything romantic about the encounter. It was the same as it''s always been. "You have your guards spying on me?!" "No. They are protecting you and reporting back. I don''t like him touching you Scarlet," he growls and I can''t help but to scoff as I cross my arms over my chest defensively. "If you want to continue seeing him and helping at the shelter then tell him to keep his hands and lips to himself." "You can''t be serious!" I demand. "Oh I am." "And what if I don''t care?" "I promised I wouldn''t throw you in the dungeon again but him on the other hand, well I have nothing against keeping him there indefinitely." I stare at him wide-eyed, at a loss for words as my mouth hangs open in astonishment. He would actually throw my best friend in the dungeons for hugging me?! I stare at him for a moment, wondering if this is some kind of horrible joke. He remains stoic,pletely unfazed by his absurd decree. I shake my head. "Wow.... You are really used to getting your way all the time, huh?" I spit before turning around with a huff and marching towards the door. How dare he?! I can''t believe him! I hightail it to the elevator, the guards that are here this evening quickly follow. "33 please," I state, causing one to swipe his card. We descend to the pack house and I immediately strut to the kitchen, ignoring all the looks that I''m receiving. When I arrive at my destination the kitchen is mostly empty other than a few Omegas that are cleaning. They all stop what they''re doing and look at me as I enter. One quickly dries her hands with a towel and hurries over to me. "Luna! What can we help you with?!" she inquires in a somewhat panicked tone. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. "Umm... do we have any sweets in here? Maybe ice cream? Or chocte?" "Oh! Of course, Luna! Help yourself! Ice cream is in that freezer there and cookies and other goodies are in the pantry. Take whatever you want!" she insists. "Thank you... what''s your name?" "M-Mary, Miss." "Thank you, Mary," I say with a smile before heading to the freezer and grabbing a pint of ice cream. After Mary shows me where the spoons are, I take one of the pints and head to the game room. Again, people stop and stare as I make my way over to one of the electronic dart boards with a cup of darts. I ce the cup and pint down on a tall round table before opening the ice cream and stabbing it forcefully with the spoon several times. Spooning out a nice sized bite, I put it in my mouth before grabbing one of the darts and turning to the board. I whip my hand forward and watch as the dartnds in the ring outside of the bullseye. This routine continues for a while as I try to calm down the rage that is inside me. "Who the hell pissed you off?" a familiar voice questions as hees up behind me. I turn around to see Alex. I give him a pointed look which he immediately understands. "Ahh... what did my brother do now?" "He threatened to throw my best friend in the dungeons if he ever touches me again." Alex makes a face that I read as ''yikes.'' "I get that''s a bit extreme, but maybe try to consider where he''s "Seriously?! You''re siding with him on this?!" "No no. I''m not taking sides. I''m just saying, think about how you would feel if he had a rtionship with another woman that was simr to the one you have with your friend. How would you feel knowing that she is touching him the same way? Especially when you know that you''ve already messed up the way he has. You already tried running away once. Yeah, he''s being overprotective and controlling, but his heart is in the right ce. You just have to talk to him." I let out a sigh. As much as I hate to admit it, I guess I can see his point. "Okay... I''ll talk to him, but I can''t make any promises." Alex gives me a boyish grin as he sticks his hands in his pockets. "Good. If anyone can talk sense into his thick skull it''s you." He gives me a wink before he saunters towards the exit and passed my guards. I shake my head with a smile and go back to my game. I''ll talk to Ethan, but not yet. I''m not in a hurry to have another exhausting argument. "So, you''re the slut trying to take my spot as Luna of the Crescent Moon Pack," a high-pitched nasally voicees from behind me. My eyes widen at the hostility and I turn around to see who has spoken to me, only to find that horrid blonde that I had seen kissing Ethan the other night. Did he call her Nikki? "Can I help you?" I ask her, my tone cold and measured. "Sure. You can help me by crawling back to whatever hole you came from," she remarks bitterly. "What is your problem?" "My problem is that I was going to marry Ethan Kane and be named Luna. And then your skanky ass showed up. What''d you do? Get down on your knees for him the moment you met?" "Excuse me?!" I exim as I take a step towards her. "Oh, you heard me. It''s only a matter of time before he realizes that you''re just some trash that was only good for a little bit of fun. He''ll be bored with you soon enough. Really, he is already growing tired of you. That''s probably why hees to my room every night before he goes home to his penthouse." "You''re lying," I seethe through gritted teeth. "Oh yeah? Then why did he kiss me yesterday?" "You kissed him. He didn''t want it." "Is that what he told you?" she asks in a voice full of fake shock and sympathy. "You poor thing. You really think he cares about you? That he would want to take some nobody like you as his Luna? I''ve heard about you. You came from The Scourge. You''re just a filthy mutt with nowhere else to go. He just keeps you around ''cause he feels sorry for you." This girl is pushing every one of my buttons. My emotions are going haywire as I feel sadness, confusion, anxiety, but most of all, a profound sense of rage. Everything seems to move in slow motion when without thinking, without even realizing what I''m doing my handes out and smacks her hard in the face. Chapter 19 Chapter 19 Ethan''s POV I''m pacing the office like a caged animal after Scarlet left in a fit of rage. Maybe I had overreacted a bit? But I really don''t like another man touching what is mine. Anyone with a mate would understand that. I would have thought that Scarlet would have understood that too, considering how angry she had been after seeing Nikki kissing me. Admittedly, I could have broached the topic in a better way. I let my jealousy be way too apparent when telling her how I felt. I didn''t try to exin my feelings ore up with apromise. No. Instead I threw my weight around and we got into another fight. I''m such an idiot. "Yes, you are," my wolf huffs and I roll my eyes at him. Suddenly, it isn''t my wolf''s voice in my head, but my brother Alex. "E, Scarlet is pissed! She''s down in the media room and I''m pretty sure she''s imagining your face as she throws darts." "Did you talk to her?" "Yeah, she''s pretty mad, but I think she might being around." "Okay. Good. Are you still with her?" "No. I''ve got a hot date tonight at Lunar Club." I chuckle and shake my head. Alex hasn''t found his mate yet, but it certainly isn''t forck of trying. He goes on a date every week and it seems like it is always someone new. He has yet to find someone that he genuinely enjoys enough to go out with long-term. "Yeah. Okay. You have fun then. But not too much fun." "I make no promises." Iugh and cut off the link with my brother before deciding that I should go find Scarlet. If she is calming down maybe I can try to have this conversation with her again. Maybe this time I will not lose my head and it will go better. Suddenly, another voice enters my mind sounding urgent. "Alpha, you need to get to the pack house NOW. We''re in the media room." "Shit. Is Scarlet okay? What''s happened?" "Uh... I''ll let her tell you. Just hurry!" Immediately, I rush to the elevator and down to the pack house before hurrying through the entrance to the media room. As the doors swing open, I freeze as my eyes try to take in everything happening in front of me. Absolutely everyone in the room has stopped what they are doing and watching the scene as it unfolds before them. A small crowd has formed on one side, their faces all set in scowls, some with arms crossed over their chests, others with fists clenched at their sides. They all look like they are ready to attack. And in the center of them is Scarlet, it''s like they have made a protective barrier around her. I have trouble reading her expression. Her head is held high in confidence and defiance and her jaw is set, but there is a slight tremble to her lips like she is either scared or upset. Her and the rest of the wolves that surround her are facing a livid Nikki who is being held back by Scarlet''s guards. She keeps trying to lunge and escape their grips, but they are not relenting. "Let me go damn it! She''s the one that started it! The fucking bitch!" Nikki screeches and a collective growl rises around her. Everything begins clicking into ce as it bes clear to me who Nikki is referring to. My wolf lets out a growl of his own as I allow my Alpha aura to shine through and yell, "WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?!" Everyone goespletely still, their eyes opening wide in fear, wondering what will happen next. I stride over and take position between Scarlet''s group and Nikki, my gaze going back and forth between the two, waiting for someone to exin. "Baby!" Nikki wails, still fighting against the hold of Scarlet''s guards. My face twists in disgust and I choose to ignore the pet name for the moment. "She hit me! She needs to be punished! I didn''t do anything to her! I was just trying to talk to her!" Scarlet instantly scoffs before setting her lips into a tight thin line again. She is furious. Her eyes are glowing gold as her wolf is hovering near the surface, trying to break free. "And what the hell did you say to her Nikki?" I demand. She gapes at me for a moment. Her lips opening and closing like a fish. She seems surprised that I didn''t automatically take her side in this. How delusional is this girl? She looks at me innocently as she responds, "Nothing that wasn''t true baby." Scarlet sneers before making her way through the crowd that has formed around her. She shoots Nikki a withering look and then one at me before she walks towards the exit without a word. Shit. What the fuck did she say to get Scarlet so upset? I turn and re at Nikki before nodding at the guards to follow Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. Scarlet. They release her and follow my mate out the door as my stare stays on Nikki. "You are a guest in my house. You will call me Alpha or sir. Do you understand me?" I bark. Her eyes widen and she quickly nods her head before looking down at her feet. I turn to a couple of my men who had been standing next to Scarlet. "Mitch, Drew, take Nikki back to her room and guard the door. She is not to leave without my permission." They quickly do as they are told, walking up to Nikki as she gapes at me again. "What?! You can''t lock me in my room! I am NOT a child! I am the daughter of the most powerful Alpha in the country!" "That fact is the only reason that you are going to thefort of your room instead of the dungeons," I state starkly before turning to Mitch and Drew. "Take her away." They nod and firmly grab her arms before leading her out of the room. My gaze roams across the room to see that everyone is still gawking. "Show''s over!" I yell causing everyone to rush in opposite directions as they hurry to find something else to do. Turning on my heel, I swiftly exit. "Where is she?" I ask Nick and Chris who are currently Scarlet''s guards. "She''s in your room at the penthouse," Chris''s voice answers in my head. Chapter 19: 18- Clock Chapter 19: 18- Clock My chest felt like twenty-pound weights wereying there. My head was pounding from the constant crying and my eyes were burning. I felt the desire, the need to find my release, but I had no tools and my nails weren¡¯t very dangerous. ''Clock.'' ''Break the clock and cut.'' ( ¡®Violet, no.¡¯ ) ''Break.'' ''The.'' ''Clock.'' ''Cut.'' My mark burned when I rolled over and grabbed the clock, throwing it on the ground. It thudded and made a cracking sound so I reached and threw it down again. Agonizing seconds passed by while I waited for the clock to smash. Once it did, I pulled up off the bed, not able to be seen from the door, crouching down to find the sharpest piece before slumping down. ( ¡®Violet, don¡¯t do this. Stop. Derek told you-¡¯ ) ''Ugh, shut the fuck up!'' ''Let¡¯s go!'' ''Cut!'' I blocked out Sage, let out a shaky break, undid the previous bandages, and began to slide it across my wrist. My mark pricked in pain and I sped up the cutting, altering between my wrists. I¡¯ll be perfect. Like the girls he wants. ''You¡¯re the definition of imperfect.'' ''He wants blondes, not you.'' I heard footsteps banging down the hallway, a sob escaped my lips as I knew what was about to happen, but I couldn¡¯t stop myself. I wasn¡¯t in my headspace, I couldn¡¯t control this. Blood coated my forearms, dripping on the sweater and jeans. The sound of the door flying open didn¡¯t break my concentration. I dug the makeshift dagger in my skin, but I could feel it getting dull. ¡°Violet!¡± a voice yelled. I continued to cut. Brown shoes stood in front of my ck ones. My hands were pried from each other with a hard grip. My head spun as I felt him grab under my arms and hauled me into the bathroom. ¡°N-no,¡± I whispered weakly and he shushed me. My head started to get fuzzy as he set me on the sink counter, running water, grabbing a towel, and applied pressure to my wrists to fix them. My wrists were numb and sizzling. He stood between my legs and I whimpered as my headache increased. I put my head in Derek¡¯s shoulder, my tears wetting his shirt. He opened the cab with his foot, pulling it up to the counter, barely moving me. He pulled out his phone and barked some orders then he set me against the bare wall where the mirror would¡¯ve been, and stepped out of the room. My eyesight was blurry and my wristszilyid at my sides, the towels sitting over them. He came back in with a short-sleeved nightshirt and some pants. ¡°Do you sleep with a bra?¡± he asked in his crisp tone. I shook my head ¡®no¡¯ and he pulled me to him. ¡°Violet, listen. I¡¯m not going to look, but I¡¯m taking off your bra and I¡¯m gonna dress you in this shirt,¡± he spoke steadily, making sure I understood him. I hazily nodded and he put my arms on each of his shoulders before unsping my bra, sliding it off my arms. He soon strung the shirt around my head and carefully pulled it down my freshly wounded arms. He then proceeded to put on pants. He heard the door and told them toe in. Doctor Reseda soon stopped into the bathroom and began wrapping my new cicatrices. She spoke to Derek about my blood loss, and the damage I caused and then left. Derek turned back to me and growled deeply. ¡°How many fucking times?¡± he said in a dangerously low tone. I gulped and looked down. He walked over to me before yanking my face towards his blue mes. ¡°Violet.¡± he growled, ring at me, ¡°why?¡± Something snapped in my hazy state. Why? It was him! He made the voices do this! ¡°W-why?¡± I croaked, bringing my eyes up to him. ¡°You!¡± I raised my voice, slightly shocked at myself. His grip tightened, and an emotion shed in his eyes before neutralizing them again. ¡°You don¡¯t raise your voice at your Alpha!¡± he shouted at me, I flinched down. ¡°Understand me?¡± I whimpered. ¡°Words, weakling, words.¡± A sob left my lips, ¡°Yes, A...Alpha.¡± he growled once more before picking me up and carrying me to the bed. Heid me on it and walked out of the door, leaving it open. I groaned before turning the other way to go to sleep. I heard footstepse back in, along with the door closing. I didn¡¯t bother turning over, that was until I felt the bed dip. I swiveled my head and saw Derek in a new shirt and sweatpants. He rolled his eyes at me and told me to turn back around and hesitantly I did. Heid down and pulled me to him, his arm resting on my waist. ...What is he doing?... ( ¡®Rx Violet. He¡¯s our mate, he¡¯s allowed to sleep with us.¡¯ ) ...No... He didn¡¯t like me, he¡¯s made it quite evident, perhaps he felt guilty? I didn¡¯t want a pity party, but my wolf wasn¡¯t letting me move, so instead, Iid there. Subconsciously, my hands started to trace patterns on his arm thatid on my waist. ¡°Stop,¡± he grunted out. I halted my movements and closed my eyes trying to find the sleep that he was insinuating, but yet my mind was amuck from the events that happened mere minutes ago. ¡°Violet. Stop,¡± he snapped as he grabbed my hand. I didn''t realize I had started the tracing again, but he wasn¡¯t pleased, ¡°go to bed.¡± He grumbled, crushing my hands in his grip. He pulled me closer into his chest and moved until he wasfortable. He was still pressing my hand against my stomach, right onto my newly developing bruise, and he didn¡¯t seem to be letting go anytime soon. I tried to yank them out of his grip, but he just growled. ¡°Flower,¡± he groggily mumbled, ¡°stop.¡± ¡°I-it hurts¡­¡± I whispered. He sighed and let go of my hand, gettingfortable again. ¡°Just go to sleep, flower.¡± there was almost a desperate tone in his plea, but I couldn¡¯t, I was wide awake. My mind was buzzing. ¡°Violet,¡± he spoke, his voice gruff, it made my heart speed up. ¡°Y-yeah?¡± I whispered and he sighed out before he pulled his arm away from my waist and sat up. I looked up at him before quickly looking away. ...I didn¡¯t want him to leave... ¡°Violet, are you tired?¡± I opened my mouth to answer him, but I stopped, slightly fearing what he would do based on my answer. He frowned down at me, ¡°answer, Flower. It¡¯s okay if you aren¡¯t.¡± He reassured and I nodded my head, agreeing with him. ¡°You¡¯re not tired?¡± I nodded again. ¡°Do you want to go for a walk? Come on,¡± he slowly reached down, helping me up. ¡°Go put on some shoes, if you need any help, I¡¯ll be out here,¡± he cautiously let go off my arm and I did as he said. Derek lightly grabbed my hand, careful not to grab my freshly wrapped wounds, because I just told them they hurt. That wasn¡¯t a lie, it didn¡¯t hurt while I was doing it, it was a relief to me. But after that high, it did sting for a few hours. We walked downstairs and out the front door, I subconsciously leaned into him, my fear of the dark crawling up my back. ¡°You¡¯re okay, Flower,¡± Derek whispered to me, lowly and I was surprised I picked it up. It was a quiet walk, just the sound of the grass under our shoes and the insects doing whatever it is they do. I was growing drowsy from the walking and from Derek¡¯s body heat and scent. That and the loss of blood. ¡°A-alpha?¡± I mumbled, ncing up at him. ¡°Derek,¡± he corrected. ¡°R-right, I¡¯m s-sorry,¡± I shook my head, feeling bad and my cheeks were heating up. ¡°C-can we head back, p-please?¡± I shyly asked. ¡°Of course, Flower,¡± he gave a light squeeze to my hand and we turned around. ¡°Violet,¡± he started and I nced up at him before looking back down. Have you ever slept with someone?¡± My heart flew out of my chest, my walking faltered. My chest felt heavy as I looked up at him with wide eyes. ¡°Like s-sex?¡± ¡°Um, no¡­¡± he drew out, ¡°I should¡¯ve worded it differently. Did you ever willingly sleep with someone?¡± ¡°Um, no, not s-sexually,¡± I answered truthfully, my cheeks got red, embarrassed. ¡°And what about just sleeping? Not sexually, like spending the night with someone, sleeping. Same thing?¡± ¡°Y-yeah,¡± I whispered. I never had a choice. ¡°Usually, A-alpha didn¡¯t s-sleep with me a-after, when he did, um- I didn¡¯t want him to,¡± I quickly rushed out, I didn¡¯t want him to get the wrong impression. ¡°B-but, he¡¯s a lot bigger and heavier than m-me, s-so there wasn¡¯t much I could do,¡± I mumbled. My eyes were heavy, blinking felt amazing. I didn¡¯t realize I was slowing down, but Derek did. ¡°Flower,e here,¡± he whispered and bent down, scooping me up. A small sound of protest left my lips because I felt bad. ¡°Shh, I got you. Sleep, Flower. You¡¯re safe with me, I promise.¡± ¡°I¡¯m s-sorry,¡± I let my head rest against his shoulder, my body rxed into his. ¡°Shh, we¡¯ll take about it tomorrow.¡± I silently nodded, my eyes closing, my conscious slipping. ¡°D-Derek?¡± ¡°Flower?¡± ¡°I-I don¡¯t like i-it when you y-yell at me,¡± I murmured. Normally, I¡¯m not certain I would ever tell him something like that, but I was tired and Sage would take advantage of that. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Flower. Go to bed, honey. I¡¯ll be with you in the morning.¡± he spoke softly, walking inside his house, up to the room. He lightlyid me on the bed and got in beside me, spooning me to sleep. ¡°Flower,¡± a voice whispered in my ear. I shuddered and kept my eyes closed, hugging the hard pillow in my arms. ¡°Flower, wake up.¡± the voice rang again and I whimpered. My body was slightly shaken and slowly I cracked my eyes open to see Derek. I was hugging his body while he was shaking my once sleeping form. I blinked my burning eyes and saw his blue orbs staring down at me. ¡°You were crying.¡± My face got red and I looked down, bringing up a hand to wipe my wet cheeks. I mumbled my apology for distributing his sleep and felt him pull away from me and out of my grip. His next move surprised me deeply, he crawled over my body, pinning me down. My breath caught in my throat as I looked at him with wide eyes, mouth slightly agape. ...What was he doing?... His eyes pierced mine and he grabbed my wrist pinning them above my head with one hand, the other grabbing my jaw, I was surprised it wasn¡¯t bruising yet, but this grip was soft. He didn¡¯t want to hurt me. He leaned in threateningly and whispered to me his breath fanning against my lips. ¡°Violet. I ever find you cutting yourself again, I will strap you down in my darkest cer,¡± his lethal voice rang, ¡°or maybe, I¡¯ll let you pay a visit to see your buddy Chris,¡± my chest constricted at his words. He wouldn¡¯t, would he? This is the same guy who killed his Father and Beta, he would. ¡°I¡¯ll show what it means to self-harm. You can face him and show him your wrist that you so desperately try to hide. See what he does to you,¡± his voice seemed scornful, but he continued his torture on my mental state. ¡°You¡¯ve been a bad girl,¡± he growled as he dipped his head in my neck. ''You¡¯ve been a bad girl.'' ''Bad Girl.'' My body bucked against his and I started to tug my wrist out of his hold, sobs rmingly leaving my lips. The more I yanked my wrist, the more pain painted them. ¡°G-get off¡­¡± I blubbered. He pulled up rmed at my instant mood change, straddling myp. ¡°Vio-¡± ¡°G...get o-off of me! You- you...¡± I yelled at him, my voice cracking as I wiggled underneath his legs, hitting his hands with mine. ¡°Viol...oh¡­¡± he mumbled. ¡°Violet,¡± his voice had calmed down from his former vicious tone to his usual cold tone. ¡°I-I¡¯m so s-sorry. I- I didn¡¯t mean it, I¡¯ll be g-good. I-I promise¡­¡± I could help but stammer. I wasn¡¯t a bad girl, I am a good girl. I shouldn¡¯t have cussed at him, he¡¯ll just hit me harder. ...I¡¯m a good girl... Derek cursed, ¡°Violet, calm down. You¡¯re a good girl, it¡¯s fine- I didn¡¯t mean it like that,¡± ¡°No, p...please¡­¡± I whispered and he got off of my hips, pulling me to him. ¡°Flower...shh. It¡¯s okay, I didn¡¯t mean it like that,¡± he told me, rubbing my arms delicately. ¡°I¡¯m a g-good girl¡± I huped in his arms. ¡°Yes, my Flower. Yes, you are,¡± he whispered, slowly bringing us down andying with me crying in his arms. Once I calmed down, I pulled away from him, but he settled me before I could get far. ¡°Violet, I don¡¯t want you cutting yourself.¡± I sniffled, ¡°a-are you g-going to s-send me to Alpha C-Chris?¡± I feared his answer, shaking at the thought of it. ¡°No, my Flower, I¡¯m not going to ever let him touch you,¡± his voice stern, ¡°and you don¡¯t call him Alpha, he¡¯s not you Alpha.¡± ¡°Okay, I¡¯m s-sorry¡­ I¡¯m sorry.¡± He sighed but nodded. ¡°Violet, there is something I have to tell you,¡± I frowned waiting for what he had to say, fearing the worst. ¡°There will most likely be a trial held against Chris for what he¡¯s done, but we don¡¯t necessarily have evidence. Now, what I¡¯m saying is, you will have to¡­¡± he paused looking for the right words, ¡°have to give a¡­ testimony against him and tell the King what he¡¯s done to you. Understand?¡± My chest tightened and I nodded at him looking down at my hands. ¡°Violet, it won¡¯t be that bad. One of the biggest pieces of evidence we have would be the scars you have,¡± a frown formed on my face, ¡°and you would basically just have to show the King and his council.¡± He made it sound so easy, I didn¡¯t want to displease him so I shook my head at him. ¡°But Alp¡­ C-Chris a-always said I was his mate. So, could he say you took me from him, and I would go b-back?¡± I asked, eyes wide. He shook his head at me and then pointed to my mark. ¡°That is another piece of evidence. If he was, then when I marked you, your wolf would¡¯ve rejected it. Trust me Flower, he¡¯s not your mate.¡± his eyes darkened when he spoke. So that¡¯s why he marked me. I couldn¡¯t help but feel slightly hurt at his words, but I wanted to know. ¡°Okay¡­¡± He nodded before letting go of me and getting off the bed. I looked at the clock to check the time only to see it wasn¡¯t there. ''You broke it, worthless bitch.'' ¡°It¡¯s about five. I¡¯ll call Garret over, you can meet him. He¡¯s my Gamma, I have to go finish some work, and Mallory is busy.¡± I nodded and he nodded back before fishing out his phone from his sweatpants pocket. He spoke into it and I got up, walking to the closet and then the bathroom, dressing in covering clothing before walking back out to him. He just ended the call, told me he¡¯d be here shortly, and then left to go do his work. N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. Soon enough, there was a rapping at my door and I opened it to be greeted by an ebony-skinned, tall, well-built man. He gave me a warm smile before holding out his hand for me to shake. ¡°Hello. I¡¯m Garett. I¡¯ve heard much about you.¡± he spoke, a weing, soft voice. I hesitantly put my hand in his, and his smile grew wider. ¡°I-I¡¯m Violet¡­¡± I told him in a small voice. ¡°Nice to meet you.¡± he released his hand, ¡°would you like to go downstairs? Watch a movie?¡± he asked me. I nodded and walked with him downstairs. ¡°Jeet?¡± he asks, to which I shake my head ¡®no¡¯ to. ¡°Okay, I¡¯m sure his cooks know it¡¯s about that time, wanna watch a movie, show? y a game?¡± he asks. ¡°W-whatever you l-like¡­¡± I mumbled looking at my hands. ¡°Okay, that''s cool.¡± He took me out into the living room and we watched a show, we were talking about ourselves and he was very goodpany to be around, and somehow it seemed my willingness to talk to him came naturally. After some time, a cook came in and told us dinner was done. We went out and ate chicken and rice, I didn''t eat that much. Then Garret had to excuse himself, but not without telling me Mallory was on his way to keep mepany. ¡°Very nice to meet you, Violet.¡± he smiled, ¡°I hope I can see you again!¡± I smiled back and he left. Mallory came in shortly after, greeting me, then walking out into the living room to watch movies with me. We finished one movie and we¡¯re halfway into the second one when I got thirsty. I excused myself to go get a water bottle. On my way back to the second kitchen, I turned the corner only to bump into someone. ¡°Ope!¡± I gasped as I backed up and apologized. ¡°Ew, don¡¯t fucking touch me, you skeleton!¡± I looked up to see it was the blonde. Why was she- Oh. ...Oh... ''Ha!'' My chest constricted and I simply put my head down to her, apologizing before silently grabbing a water bottle and walking back to the room to Mallory. He picked up on my somber mood and offered his lightning words. It didn¡¯t work, especially when my abdomen started to twitch in difort and my mark began to burn. I tried to hold in the tears, but they came down my cheeks nheless. Mallory ended up turning off the television and taking me upstairs to go to bed, keeping a hold on my upper arm even though I didn¡¯t need his help to walk. I took a sleeping pill and went under, pain wrapping around my body due to the infidelity happening in the other room. Chapter 20 Chapter 20 Ethan''s POV I storm down the hallway until I reach the two guards that are standing outside of my bedroom. "What was all that? What happened down there?" I demand as my gaze sweeps between the two of them. Their eyes widen and they gulp, instantly looking ufortable. "Umm... we aren''t totally sure sir..." Chris begins hesitantly. "What do you mean you''re not sure?!" I growl. Nick clears his throat and says, "Well, we had stayed by the entrance because we thought it best if we give Luna Scarlet some space." "No one was bothering her until Alpha Alex went over to talk to her for a bit," Chris chimes in. "But they were just talking and she didn''t seem to mind." "Anyways, Alex left and after walking out, he had turned back to us. He had wanted to know what you did to piss her off so bad," Nick continues before being interrupted by Chris again. "Which we didn''t tell him," he insists. I let out a snarl of impatience as I ask, "Would you two get to the damn point?!" They both frantically nod their heads. It''s obvious that they know they messed up. "The point sir, is that by the time Alex left and we looked back at Luna Scarlet she was talking to Nicole and whatever they were discussing seemed to be getting heated. We immediately went over there, but only reached them N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. just in time to restrain Nicole after Luna pped her," Chris finally told me. My head tilts back and I pinch the bridge of my nose in annoyance before turning my attention back to the guards. "Nothing like this should ever happen again. If it does you''ll both be demoted. Lucky for you, this time you are only getting trash duty for the next two weeks. You''re dismissed," I reply before opening the door. I walk into the bedroom and find Scarlet sitting on the bed, facing therge windows that overlook the city. Her head is bowed and I hear a sniffle before she swipes at her cheek. My heart clenches. I hate that she''s upset. Kneeling in front of her, I ce myself in her line of sight and take her hands in mine. "Scarlet... what did she say to you?" She deeply inhales a shaky breath and my thumbs stroke her hands as I try tofort her. "It''s nothing. It''s stupid. I''m fine," she mutters unconvincingly. Reaching up I stroke her cheek, making her meet my eyes. "It hurt you. It''s not stupid. Tell me. Please." She sighs sadly, her nce dropping to herp before returning to me. Her lips purse together and she tilts her head like she''s trying to read my face. "Why do you always get home sote?" My eyebrows furrow, disying my confusion. I don''t know why she is asking me this. "I''ve been working. There are a lot of things I''ve been dealing withtely." "Like what?" "Like making all of the preparations for the Silver Shadow Pack, running multiplepanies, meeting withwyers to work on the alliance..." I begin cautiously. It feels like this is some sort of trap. "And has Nikki been there to help you with any of that?" "No, why?" She stares at me long and hard, like she''s trying to figure out if I''m lying or not. "Because one of the things she said was that you''ve been going to see her every night. She knew that you have been out I let out a sigh and shake my head. "I don''t know Scarlet, but I swear I haven''t been going to see her. You''re the only one I want." She continues to look at me skeptically as if the truth must be written somewhere on my face. "So... why haven''t you marked me yet?" My eyes shoot up to her and my mouth goes dry. "Listen Scarlet... I haven''t beenpletely honest with you..." I begin before exining the situation with the Silver Shadow Pack, Nikki, and the alliance treaty. She listens silently without interrupting. I keep anticipating her getting mad, yelling or crying, but instead she sits there calmly until I''ve finished talking. She stays quiet for a second, waiting to make sure I''m done. She then sighs and shakes her head before meeting my gaze. "I know." I pause as my eyes widen in confusion. "You know? All of it? How?" "Yes, all of it. And... I have my sources," she responds, seeming to enjoy the shock disyed on my face. Finally, I manage to gather my thoughts. "You mean Isa and her big mouth bbed," I grumble as I reposition myself next to her. "I didn''t say that," she remarks though I''m sure I''m right. Isa''s never been good at keeping secrets. "I just wanted to see if you''d tell me the truth," she adds with a shrug. "So, that was just a test?!" I question, dumbfounded. Chapter 21 Chapter 21 Ethan''s POV She quirks her lips into a devilish grin and shrugs again innocently. I can''t help but tough and shake my head. "How very devious of you Miss Denton," I exim with a chuckle. "I have my moments," she teases. Being with her like this somehow makes me feel lighter. Seeing her Content bel0ngs to N?vel(D)r/a/ma.Org. joke around, smile,ugh... it''s the best thing in the world. I let out a chuckle before heaving a sigh. Shaking my head, I look up again to meet her mesmerizing violet eyes. "I seem to be making one mistake after another with you Scarlet and every time you manage to show me how amazing you are. I just... I am so sorry that I keep hurting you." My eyes drop to my hands in myp as a wave of shame washes over me, thinking of everything I''ve done, agreeing to take Nicole as my Luna, not being unable to announce to my pack that I found my true mate, lying to her about it... her stay in the dungeons.... I gulp as my eyes suddenly sting. I''ve never been a cryer, but just remembering the state of my mate when I had finally gone down to retrieve her seems to be enough to break me. Scarlet''s hand reaches out and takes one of mine, giving it a reassuring squeeze causing me to look back up at her. "I... I never really apologized before.... I think I was just too ashamed and didn''t want a reminder." She tilts her head questioningly at me. "What are you talking about? I inhale deeply before letting it out in one big puff as I steady my nerve. I don''t know if I''ve ever apologized to anyone before in my life. Suddenly, it seems as though I should be apologizing for everything. "I''m sorry about your treatment when we first brought you here. You''re my mate and I should have trusted you from the moment I met you. I shouldn''t have thrown in the dungeons to be questioned the way that I did." I stop and take a shaky breath as I shake my head. "I don''t deserve you Scarlet, but I''m going to spend the rest of my life trying to make up for it." She stares out the windows in front of us, silent. I can feel my heart begin to thump erratically as I await her response. After what seems like an eternity, she exhales slowly and turns back to me. "I forgive you," she begins and a smile instantly spreads across my face. She quickly holds her hand up for me to not interrupt her. "But, I''m not a doormat and I can only take so much bull. You need to do better Ethan. You need to BE better." My heart swells with the love I feel for her right now. My mate has such a big heart and a beautiful soul. She''ll be such a perfect Luna and mate, so sincere and understanding. "I will. I will do anything for you," I remark softly as I hesitantly dip my head down to meet hers, pressing feather-light kisses to her soft pink lips. When she kisses back, I wrap my arms around her waist as I pull her onto myp so that she is straddling me. Her hands hold my neck as she kisses me back, deepening the kiss. Her body moves against me and I feel myself hardening underneath her. My tongue slips into her mouth and begins dancing with hers, tasting every inch of the warm orifice. She tastes sublime. My hands slip under her top, feeling her smooth skin underneath my fingertips. She moans against my mouth and I take it as a sign that I can continue the exploration of her perfect body. My lips begin kissing down her neck as I embrace her andy her down on the bed, never allowing my mouth to leave her soft, sensitive flesh. I don''t think I''ll ever get enough of her. My kisses make their way down to her chest as they move along the swells of her breasts. Her fingers dig into my hair and she arches her back, enjoying every second of my lips on her skin. My lips work their way back up as my fingers move down to the hem of her shirt. I begin pushing it upward until her breasts are exposed except for thece bra that holds them. I push one of the cups aside and tweak one of her pretty pink nipples causing her to gasp. While my hand continues to massage and tease the one breast my mouth finds the other, sucking the nipple into my mouth. She moans and mewls as she writhes underneath me. I love seeing her like this, so sexy, so out of control and all because of me. After a while, my mouth begins to move down her abdominals and my fingers work the button of her jeans. "Ethan..." she murmurs and I look up at her. She is propped up on her elbows as she gazes at me. "I-I don''t think we should be doing this..." I raise myself up a little as I cock an eyebrow at her. "What do you mean?" "I mean, we still have a lot of things we need to talk about and sort out before we throw sex into the mix." "Like what?" "Well, for starters, the reason we had been fighting in the first ce," she answers seriously as she pulls the hem of her shirt back down so that her breasts and torso are no longer exposed. I heave out a disappointed sigh and sit up. I know she''s right, but I certainly don''t like it. My whole body is aching to feel her in every way imaginable. "So... what did you decide?" I ask hesitantly. "That you need to stop trying to control me." Chapter 22 Chapter 22 Scarlet''s POV His eyes widen in surprise at my statement before his eyebrows furrow and the corners of his full lips turn down. "What''s that supposed to mean?" he grumbles as he folds his arms across his chest as though he can''t decide if he should be angry or offended or not. "A Luna is supposed to be considered an Alpha''s equal. We are mates Ethan. I''m not your property," I state inly. He seems to bristle and opens his mouth to speak, but I cut him off again. "That being said, I can at least understand where you areing from, though you most definitely should have handled it better." "So, what are you saying?" "I''m saying that no matter what happens, you will not under any circumstances throw Will in your damn dungeons. However, I will talk to him about our need to re-establish boundaries now that I have a mate." "You will?" he asks with a skeptical look that causes me to chuckle at him. "Yes," I answer before borating further. "But you need to remember that he is my best friend, so it''s unlikely that we''ll never hug or touch again. You just need to trust me." He sits there silently for a moment, contemting what I''ve just said. Finally, he gives a quick nod. "Fine. I''ll try." I shrug. "That''s all I can ask." Heys down next to me in the bed and puts his arms out in a gesture for me to curl up next to him. I move closer, resting my head on his chest as he begins lightly running his fingers through my bright red locks. "By the way, the Silver Shadow Pack should be arriving on Thursday. We''ll be hosting a nice dinner for them at De Luna," he informs me. De Luna is one of the fanciest restaurants in the city. It''s an Italian restaurant that is on the first floor of Kane Enterprises. From my conversations with Ethan, I have figured out that Xander manages their clubs, bars, and restaurants. "And you want me to be there?" I question with apprehension in my tone. "Yes. I can''t officially announce you as my mate and Luna, but I still want you to take part in the politics of everything. I want you to start establishing yourself with the Crescent Moon Pack and all of our allies," he answers in a business-like tone. I lie there in silence for a moment thinking before turning my head so that my chin is resting on his firm, muscr pec. "Ethan..." He looks down at me, hearing the hesitation in my voice. "Did I ruin anything with the treaty? Since I hit Nicole?" His hand rubs my back reassuringly. "Don''t worry about it. That''s one of the reasons I want you there to meet them. If Nikki behaves badly again then everyone will be able to see that your behavi or was warranted and that of a true Luna. Everyone will see how good you are with people and how charming N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. you are. They''ll know that you don''t just go around hitting people for no reason." He bends his head so that his lips can reach me as he ces a soft kiss on my forehead. He is certainly feeling more confident about this n than I am. However, I want to be there for him in whatever way I can. "Okay... If you think it''s what''s best for the pack and the treaty, then I''ll go." Chapter 23 Chapter 23 Scarlet''s POV The rest of the week flies by as everyone is busy with preparations including myself. Between helping at the shelter and with arrangements, I''ve barely seen Ethan except for when we are crawling into bed at night or both waking up early to start our days. It''s finally Thursday and I find myself standing next to Ethan at the main entrance of Kane Enterprises. Caleb and all of Ethan''s siblings are there, along with several of his other lieutenants. The Silver Shadow Pack is due to arrive at any moment and we are waiting to formally greet them before leading them up to the floor where they will be living during their stay. Finally, a row of ck SUVs pulls up in front of us. I watch with bated breath as the cars begin unloading and two giant men stride up to one of the vehicles and opens the door, waiting for the passenger to exit. When he does I see that it is a tall, slender man in an expensive looking navy suit. He has light green eyes with salt and pepper hair. He has a small walking staff striped in what looks like gold and jade though he looks to only be in his forties. He''s quite handsome, however Ethan is obviously more my type. "Alpha Lucien!" Ethan''s voice booms confidently as he puts on a weing smile and shakes the man''s hand fervently. "Wee to Crescent City! I hope your travels were well!" "Alpha Ethan! Thank you for having us on such short notice," Alpha Lucien answers. "Of course!" He replies before gesturing over to Caleb. "And this is my Beta, Caleb Lockhart." "Pleased to meet you Caleb. Here is my Beta Jonathan Weaver," Lucien adds as a manes up alongside him. He gives Ethan and Caleb each a nod. They finish all their formalities as Alpha Lucien is also introduced to Ethan''s siblings, Delta, and Gamma. Then Lucien turns his gaze to me. "And who is this lovely creature?" he questions with a devilish grin as he takes my hand and brings it to his lips. "This is Miss Scarlet Denton," Ethan answers as he ces a hand on the small of my back. I instantly blush as Alpha Lucien kisses the back of my hand, his eyes never leaving mine. "''So, this is Scarlet. I''ve heard so much about you," he remarks, continuing to hold my hand in his. My eyes open imperceptibly wider as I realize who has probably told him about me. And she definitely wouldn''t have said anything kind. "Oh! Umm... I''m almost afraid to ask what you''ve heard!" I exim, causing him to chuckle and I join him. "Nothing that you should worry about. I know about your altercation with my daughter and I''m certainly not going to hold it against you. I know my daughter and I''m sure she wasn''t as innocent in the matter as she imed," he exins reassuringly to me as he pats my hand affectionately before finally releasing it. "That''s very noble of you sir. I appreciate that," I answer. "Of course! Don''t mention it!" he exims good-naturedly before turning to Ethan. "Now, should we go up? It''s been a long journey and my pack and I would like to get some rest." "Certainly! Let''s head up. I gave you the entire thirtieth floor. I believe you should find the amodations to your liking. If you need anything else don''t hesitate to let us know," Ethan replies. "I''m sure it will be just fine!" "Once you are all settled, we are going to treat you to dinner at De Luna here on the main level. I''ll send someone down at six to escort you," Ethan continues. Lucien nods. "Splendid. That''s very generous of you Alpha. We''ll be ready." The elevator dings and the doors open. Lucien gets in with Ethan and I follow, along with Caleb, Jonathan and a few others. We ride up to the thirtieth floor before stepping out and giving Alpha Lucien and the others a tour. As wee back from the East wing, the elevator dings open as anotherrge group of Silver Shadow Pack wolvese out. Ethan and Caleb walk over to help bring some of the N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. luggage in as I notice several of them are carryingrge rectangr packages wrapped in brown paper and bubble wrap. "What are those?" I ask Alpha Lucien curiously. A smile stretches across his face as he ces a hand on my back and leads me over to where they are being ced against a wall. "These are the paintings that will be included in my show on Saturday. Would you like a sneak peek?" he asks me with a glimmer of excitement in his eyes. "May I? You don''t mind?" I question. "Of course not! Here," he says as he steps closer to one of the packages in front and begins to carefully peel the wrappings off. As they fall to the floor my eyesnd on a gorgeous painting of a naked woman sitting on the edge of a w foot tub waiting for it to fill. The brush strokes and colors are exquisite and the painting seems to draw you in. It''s so detailed and elicits a feeling of calm. It is simply entrancing. I lean over to inspect it more closely. "It''s remarkable," I exim as I stand upright once more. "Why thank you. With all my work I always aim to evoke strong feelings. My favorites are the ones with a bit of seduction. Ones that bring out a certain level of passion and allure." "Well, you are quite talented. I can''t wait to see the rest of your work," I insist. "It pleases me that you think so," he remarks back before Ethanes up to us. "Well, it looks like everything has been brought in so we will leave you to rest and will see you at six for dinner," he states with a friendly smile before wrapping an arm around my waist and guiding me away. Chapter 24 Chapter 24 Scarlet''s POV A few hourster I find myself in the penthouse with the stylist that Ethan hired to help me get ready. "That should do it," she says after she''s finished applying my make-up. "Thank you so much Gretchen," I tell her with a smile. "Honestly, you made it way too easy on me," she responds with augh before she begins packing up all her supplies. I stand up from my seat and walk over to the full-length mirror that is in the closet. My eyes are smoky and my lips are a cherry red, glistening with a glossy shine. My dress is a gorgeous, whitece number that goes to just above my knees, hugging all my curves. The sleeves are made ofce and it has an open back. Nude pumps finish off the ensemble and I smile at what I see. I have never dressed this fancy before, but my confidence seems to have doubled because of it. Leaving the room, I find my guards waiting for me in the hall to escort me down to Ethan''s office where he is finishing up some work. I knock on the door before hearing is husky voice call out, "Come in!" I open the door and step inside. The moment he sees me his eyes darken with lust as they slowly rake over my body. My core instantly heats and I press my thighs together, feeling my cheeks blush. His nostrils re and I know that he can smell my arousal. He quickly strides over to me, his lips crashing against mine as his arms wrap around my waist and pull me into him. The kiss is full of passion as his lips press against mine, demanding ess for his tongue. He plunders my mouth, tasting it and moaning into me. He pulls away all too soon, leaving me utterly breathless and I stare up at him with wide eyes. "You are absolutely breathtaking," he murmurs in my ear before cing his lips on my neck where his mark should be. I let out a gasp as he nips at it and he gives me a devilish smirk before pulling away. I shoot him a yful re as I swat his shoulder and heughs at my expression. "Come on now. We don''t want to bete," I urge as I link an arm around his. "Yes ma''am," he responds teasingly with a grin as we turn to head out. Both Levi and Tony are with us and they are smirking at us after that little show. I flush again and shake my head as we walk out and down to the lobby to meet Alpha Lucien and his pack. A few minutester Caleb escorts the Silver Shadow Pack into the lobby and we head into De Luna. "You will be sitting to my right at the table," Ethan says softly as he leans toward me. Content bel0ngs to N?vel(D)r/a/ma.Org. "Are you sure that''s okay? That''s typically where the Luna or Beta would sit," I whisper back. "I haven''t officially announced you yet, but my pack clearly sees you as its Luna anyway. Besides, I want you beside me." "As you wish Alpha," I respond back with a smirk and he reaches over and links his fingers with mine as we reach the restaurant. He pulls my hand to his lips and lightly kisses my knuckles before leading me through the double doors. I admit, I''m quite nervous about tonight. Not only is that bitch Nicole going to be here, but all the Alphas from our allied packs were also invited along with their Lunas, Betas, and Betas'' mates. Luckily, all of Ethan''s siblings will also be in attendance. We are instantly greeted by a middle-aged man dressed in a nice suit. "Good evening Alpha, Lu- er, Scarlet," he replies with a weing smile. "Good evening Rafael. May I introduce you to are esteemed guest Alpha Lucien of the Silver Shadow Pack." "It''s a pleasure to meet you Alpha Lucien! I do hope you enjoy your dinner! Staff will be out shortly with trays of antipasto and will be taking drink orders," Rafael states as he gestures into the main dining area where several staff members are standing at attention ready to serve us. Chapter 25 Chapter 25 Scarlet''s POV Everyone files in and begins mingling in groups throughout the room as they order their drinks and sample the appetizers that are being carried around on silver tters. I stay by Ethan''s side for a little while ,but when his conversation turns to business I politely excuse myself. I stop to chat with Alex, Xander, Isa, and Tyler before going to the bar for another ss of champagne. "I can''t believe Ethan brought you to this," I hear the annoying voice sneer at me before turning to see Nicole standing beside me. "A fancy restaurant is nowhere for a slut from The Scourge to be." "Says the ssless Luna wannabe who can''t seem to move on," I reply calmly back. Her face instantly contorts into an ugly scowl as she grips her winess tighter. "Why Nicole," a familiar voice remarks as Alpha Lucienes up to us. "I hope you aren''t trying to make a scene. This is hardly the time nor the ce for picking fights. Maybe you should go find another at the floor with a nod. She huffs and turns to stomp off before he turns to me. "Sorry about her. She lost her mother at a young age and I''m afraid I may have spoiled her more than I should have." I force a smile to my face as I turn my attention to him. "Thank you, Alpha Lucien." "Please, you can just call me Lucien." I blush and nod. "Thank you, Lucien," I correct and he smiles at me. "So, are you excited for your auction?" He grimaces a bit and I tilt my head at him. "Ah... well... I am, but I''m afraid I don''t have anything to be the main attraction." "What do you mean? I''ve seen your work. I''m sure you have plenty of brilliant pieces," I insist. He smiles tightly. "Thank you Scarlet, but I don''t have THAT piece. You know, the one that is better than all the rest. The one that will drive the sess of the show." He leans against the bar, seeming to be in distress. "How long does it take to paint something like that? Do you have time toe up with something?" His eyes widen and he looks over at me as though he just thought of something. "Well... I do have an idea..." "That''s amazing," I encourage with a smile. "Yes... but only if you agree to it..." he says as he stands up to his full height in front of me with a charming smile. I furrow my eyebrows at him in confusion. "Umm..." I begin, not knowing what to say to that. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. "Pardon my boldness Scarlet, but you are a very rare beauty. With your unique violet eyes and vibrant hair, you would be the perfect subject for my featured piece. Please. I would be forever grateful," he pleads as he takes my hand in his. "I don''t know..." I respond nervously as I look across the room, wondering where Ethan is. My search is cut off as Alpha Lucien continues. "Please Scarlet. I''m begging you. I will even give you a cut of whatever the piece sells for." "I''m pretty sure Ethan would not appreciate me posing nude for anyone," I remark a bit more confidently. His mouth opens in surprise and his eyes widen. "Oh! Of course! I''m sorry Scarlet for causing that assumption. I don''t only paint nudes. You can be fully dressed I assure you." I bite my lip and shift on my feet, still unsure. "And I''ve heard you like to help out some sort of homeless shelter. You could always use your share to donate to the shelter or help with buying food or clothes or something for them. How does that sound?" My eyes widen. That would be nice, to actually have money to help all the packless. His lips twist into a smile as he realizes that he has piqued my interest. "How about we split the profit of your portrait fifty-fifty? I feel that''s quite generous." "Sixty for me and forty for you. Then we have a deal." His smile widens, seeming to enjoy my tenacity. "Why you little minx! You drive a hard bargain! But fine! I agree to your terms. Meet me on the thirtieth floor tomorrow morning at seven and we''ll figure out the best ce to do this." "Fine. I''ll see you then," I answer as a line of serverse out with silver tters adorned with delicious looking entrees. I walk away from him, finding Ethan and linking my arm through his as he leads me over to the head of a long table. I''m excited at the idea of being able to more effectively help the packless, but I sure hope that I don''t regret agreeing to help Lucien. Chapter 26 Chapter 26 Ethan''s POV I do not like Alpha Lucien. I am doing my best to remain cordial and professional because this alliance would be very beneficial for us, but so help me, this guy is getting on myst nerve. Upon meeting Scarlet he was overly flirtatious. Now, every time I spot him, he is either eyeing her or talking to her. He''s even touched her multiple times. Maybe I''m being possessive, after all it has only been her hand or back, but in the werewolfmunity most know it is in bad taste to touch another person''s mate. Werewolves are inherently territorial and possessive over their mates, especially those that have Alpha blood in them. As I spot the servers on their way out, I instantly go up to Scarlet and guide her away, even though I know we will be sitting with the Silver Shadow Alpha. We reach the table and I pull out the chair that is seated to the right of the head of the table. She smiles at me gratefully and slides a hand down to smooth out her dress as she sits down and I push her in. Lucien approaches as I am taking my seat and remarks, "Alpha Ethan, you have outdone yourself. The food smells divine. I can''t wait to dig in." I force a smile at him as he sits in the chair to my left. "Only the best for our guests," I assure as tes are set before us with small portions of several of the restaurant''s best sellers. "Oh yes! I find that the Crescent Moon Pack has been quite weing. Going above and beyond to please me and my pack. I do look forward to negotiating new terms with you for our alliance," he gushes before taking a bite of his grilled beef filet. He lets out an exaggerated moan as he looks at me and then Scarlet. "Absolutely delicious!" "I''m d you have found everything to your liking," I remark as calmly as I can, despite that I seem to be getting more and more agitated. "Most definitely. Even the lovely Scarlet has been most gracious," he replies before shooting her a toothy grin that makes me want to punch him in the face. I can''t decide if he''s simply trying to make friendly conversation or if he is trying to stir up trouble. "I think he''s putting on an act. I think he wants our mate," my wolf insists with a growl. I look over at Scarlet who seems to be oblivious to the heinous undertone that I am picking up from our illustrious guest. Unless she is just better at faking her dislike than I am. If that''s the case, she''ll certainly make an excellent partner in pack negotiations. "Even if she''s buying this shit, she won''t do anything with him. We can trust her," I insist to my wolf. "It''s not her that I don''t trust. It''s him," my wolf answers back grimly. I only smile and nod at Alpha Lucien''sment, not wanting to fuel whatever he is trying to aplish. I''m only half listening while having a conversation with my wolf anyway. Unfortunately, he takes this as an opportunity to continue. "Yes, she has agreed to pose for me so that I can have a featured piece for my art exhibit." That instantly draws my attention back to him. My hands clench the utensils I''m holding as though they are around his scrawny neck. I struggle to keep myposure as I turn to look at Scarlet with narrowed eyes. Her magnificent violet orbs are wide and her red lips hang agape as though she has just been caught with her hand in the cookie jar. "Oh, did she now?" I ask, my gaze not leaving her face and my voiceing out in a harsh, even tone. She quickly closes her mouth and smiles tightly as she reaches out a hand to ce over mine. It''s like she is trying to reassure me, calm me. She turns to face me and uses a sugary sweet voice as she responds, "Yes. He was worried that he didn''t have anything that would work and asked me if I would be his next subject. He''s even letting me have sixty-percent of the profit for whatever it sells for." "And why do you need that kind of money?" I question, continuing to control my anger to the best of my Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ability. Chapter 27 Chapter 27 Ethan''s POV If she thinks I''m going to let her pose for the kind of paintings this guy is known for then she''s dead wrong. "I''m going to donate it to the shelter. There are so many things the packless could do with that kind of money," she insists. "You already bring them all of our leftovers. What else do they need?" "Well, it is starting to get cold. I could buy them new nkets and coats. I could get them more food and drinks. Maybe I can even get them a working heating and cooling system," Scarlet continues excitedly. "I don''t like the idea of some other wolf having a picture of you," I state, trying to keep myposure but ites out more like a growl. "Then I guess you''ll just have to buy it yourself," she remarks yfully with a wink. "If that''s the case, then I can just give you the money for what you need, no posing necessary. You''re not doing it," I finally say in a low voice through gritted teeth, no longer willing to try to reason with her. She looks at me, shocked for a moment before her brows furrow at me and her expression turns into a re. "That''s not your decision Alpha," she remarks. "Lucien has assured me that I can remain fully clothed if that''s what you''re worried about." Content bel0ngs to N?vel(D)r/a/ma.Org. Well, at least there''s that, but ''Lucien?'' When did she start referring to him so informally? This time, Alpha Lucien chimes in, "Most definitely. We will not do anything that Scarlet is notfortable with." I look between Scarlet and Lucien, cing my hands on the table as I inhale slowly. "I''d assume both of your guards will remain with you?" I ask my mate. Despite their assurances, I still don''t like it and I don''t trust Lucien. However, I don''t think I''ll be able to continue to argue on this, especially if I want to be able to pursue negotiations with the Silver Shadow Pack. As much as I don''t like Alpha Lucien, I can''t afford to have him as an enemy. My pack is known for having the best fighters in the country, but Silver Shadow Pack is almost ten timesrger and is the closest werewolf pack outside of our surrounding allied packs which means they pose our biggest threat. "Of course," Scarlet replies before Alpha Lucien speaks up. "They can certainly wait outside, but I don''t want anyone seeing the painting before it is finished," he insists. I hold back a scowl and sigh. "Fine. They can wait outside." "NO! What are you doing?! You can''t let her be alone with him!" my wolf yells in my head, clearly furious. "It''s not worth the fight right now. Her guards will be right outside the door. If Lucien tries anything then it will be thest thing he does." My wolf simply growls ferociously, clearly not happy with my argument. Unfortunately, I don''t see any other options at the moment. Maybe I''ll decide to stop by for a surprise visit. The rest of dinner goes by smoothly aside from both Nicole and Lucien eyeing Scarlet and me. Nicole looks like she wants to jump my bones and strangle Scarlet. Whereas Lucien seems to be undressing Scarlet with his eyes and looking at me with a smirk like he thinks he''s somehow won. When I catch Xander''s eyes he gives me a questioning look and I shake my head almost imperceptibly. "I''ll tell you and Alex about it when we get back to my penthouse." He nods and returns to his conversation with the Alphas sitting around him. This dinner can''t get over fast enough. ***** The next morning, I begin getting calls from other Alphas from all over the country. They have all heard about the art exhibit and auction that we are holding and want to partake. So now I''m scrambling around trying to make amodations to house all our unexpected guests. I have people dealing with making more food and ordering more supplies. People are reworking the seating andyout of the gallery. Everyone is running around and the entire pack house is in chaos. This is not what I wanted to be dealing with right now. I don''t even know how all these alphas found out about this. I haven''t seen Scarlet all morning which bothers me. She had her meeting with Alpha Lucien this morning to pose for his painting. Levi informed me when they got to his floor, but other than that I haven''t heard anything else. I checked in a couple times, but all they could tell me was that she was still with him. I found the whole thing to be infuriating. Something about that guy really rubs me the wrong way. Suddenly a panicked voice enters my head, "Alpha, get to the penthouse immediately. It''s an emergency. It''s Scarlet." I instantly drop everything and rush out the door. If that asshole Alpha touched a single hair on her head, I''ll kill him. Chapter 28 Chapter 28 Scarlet''s POV "Good morning Scarlet! It''s so lovely to see you again! I trust that you slept well," Lucien states with a smile as he gestures for me toe in, Levi and Tony following closely behind me. "Yes, thank you. And yourself?" I respond politely, trying to get my nerves under control. I don''t know why I''m feeling so anxious. After all, I just have to stand here while he paints me, right? He begins to lead us down the hall and I look around as I try to remember the tour Ethan had given him the day N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. before. When we stop at a set of double doors, my anxiety spikes up and I look at Lucien. "This is your bedroom," I state, trying to remain impassive. Maybe he just needs to get his supplies still... "Ah yes! Well, it has the most space and the best lighting this time of day," he confirms as he opens the doors, clearly ignoring that I''m obviously hesitating. "I don''t know-" I begin before he cuts me off. "Don''t worry Scarlet! Everything will bepletely professional," he insists with a smile before pulling me into the room by the hand. Tony and Levi try to follow but Lucien instantly stops them. "You two can wait outside." He then closes the doors in their faces. I stand rigid just inside the room as I look around with wide eyes. The curtains that hang over therge window and French doors that lead to the balcony are pulled open, allowing the sun''s rays to cover the massive room. A four-poster king size bed is along one wall, a sitting area along another, and in the center of the room an upholstered chaise lounge. Near the chaise is an easel with arge nk canvas sitting on it. There is a table pulled over to it where all of his supplies are sitting out for him to use. "Alright my muse," Lucien beams as hees up to me and takes my hands in his before leading me over to the window. "I''m going to start out with taking several pictures of you that way I have every angle I need if I need to refer back after you have left. For now, just stand here while I try to get all of your angles." I give a subtle nod, unsure of how I feel about this whole situation. During dinner I hadn''t imagined it would be like this. I''m alone with him in his room and now he is slowly moving around me like a predator stalking its prey as he takes picture after picture of me. "Turn your head and look over your shoulder for me. Good," he continues to coach as he has me reposition myself before taking more photos. "Lastly,e here and sit on the chaise. Prop your elbow up and lean-ah yes. Just like that." Finally, he states that he is finished with that and begins looking around the room. "Okay, you can stay on the chaise for now. Just rx while I get started." He moves over to his canvas and begins going through his supplies. I don''t really pay attention to what all he is doing as I allow my mind to wander. I wish Ethan was here. I feel so vulnerable being alone with this man in his room and I don''t like it. I still can''t believe he didn''t think of a better ce to do this. Thank goddess Levi and Tony are just outside waiting for me. Lucien asionallyes over and adjusts my posture or how my hair isying, but for the most part I am left to just lounge back, attempting to rx. Lucien seems to be trying to help with ssical music ying softly in the background and avender scent filling the room from burning oils. After what feels like hours I finally begin to rx and my body begins to warm. Lucien''s focus is solely on his work and my mind continues to drift. I find myself thinking of Ethan, his scorching blue eyes burning into me, his dark hair tousled like he just got out of bed, his chiseled jaw covered in dark stubble as he prowls over to me. His tanned muscles bulging as he rips his shirt off and pulls me into him. Suddenly, my body seems to be much hotter, so much so that I feel like I''m on fire. My eyes begin to water from the pain and my stomach cramps. I notice that my panties are damp and when I look over to Lucien he is frozen in his spot, eyeing me hungrily with dark eyes that show his wolf has taken over. "Scarlet..." he growls lowly as he takes a step in my direction. Shit! Realization hits me and panic coils in my stomach, making me instantly feel nauseous. I''m in heat. "Get out of here now!" my wolf screeches at me causing me to jump up from my seat, bringing me out of my shocked daze. Chapter 29 Chapter 29 Scarlet''s POV I begin rushing for the doors as theye flying open, Levi and Tony rushing to my side and leading me out at the same time that Lucien lunges for me with a roar. He barely misses as my guards hurry me to the elevator. My scent is surrounding us and other unmated male wolves begin toe out of N?velDrama.Org: owner of this content. their rooms, edging closer to me. Levi and Tony face off on either side of me, ready to protect me at all costs and the elevator doors finally open before the three of us climb in. I''m whisked back up to the penthouse because we all agreed it would be unwise to go find Ethan in the pack house. Instead, Levi mind-links him to meet me in our home. The pain is so unbearable that Tony ends up lifting me bridal-style and carrying me to my bed. He lies me down and rushes out, closing the door behind him. I''ve heard that this happens when a mated she-wolf takes too long to mate and mark with her mate, but I never realized it would be like this. Fire is consuming me and everything aches. I can feel my juices along my thighs. The only thing I know to temporarily relieve my pain is an orgasm, so I swiftly hike my dress up and slide my hand under the delicatece fabric of my panties. My fingers begin working my clit as my back arches, the need to cum is overwhelming. I slip a finger into my soft warm folds and begin moving it in and out as my thumb continues to massage the swollen bundle of nerves. All of a sudden, the door crashes open as Ethan bursts inside, his eyes ck with lust and hunger. He quickly ms the door shut behind him without taking his gaze off me. His nostrils re as he breathes in my scent. He moves over to me with inhuman speed, suddenly hovering over me as he holds himself up on his elbows. I let out a whimper. "Ethan... please... I''m burning..." I beg, my fingers not leaving my aching core. "I know angel..." he murmurs softly, his warm, minty breath fanning over my face as his nose grazes along my jaw and down my neck. "I can''t mark you yet..." "I know! Just please! I need to cum. I need you inside me!" I plead urgently, raising my head up to nibble on his ear. A low growl rumbles from his chest and he closes his eyes as he tries to maintain control over his wolf. I hardly recognize myself. I''ve never been this wanton. And yet, I know I want this. He lets out the breath he was holding and stares into my eyes, his reflecting raw animalistic desire. "Are you sure this is what you want?" "I''m sure," I choke out as I begin to desperately w at his shirt. I know he is trying to not take advantage of my situation, but I want him inside me. I need him. "No more talking. This is what I want. Now fuck me Ethan," I suddenly demand with a growl as I fling his shirt away from us. It doesn''t take any more convincing as Ethan''s jaw sets with determination before he sits up on his knees and rips my panties off me, causing me to gasp. He slides a finger into me and I instantly moan with pleasure. "Damn babe, you''re so tight," he voices in a husky tone as his eyes rake over me intensely. "Mmmhmm..." I agree as I close my eyes and arch my back while his finger plunges in and out of me, slowly at first before picking up speed and force. His palm rubs my swollen clit, making me quiver underneath his touch. He adds another finger and I can feel my orgasm building up inside of me, my groans growing louder with each thrust. He leans over and kisses along my jaw and neck, leaving a fiery trail as his lips move down my chest and stomach. I feel his fingers as they go in and out, in and out, over and over as he increases his ministrations, making me feel as though I''m about tobust. Soon I''m riding the waves of my orgasm and before I have even fully recovered Ethan is pushing my legs apart as he positions himself between my thighs. I''m gasping in short, ragged breaths as I try to abdominals and I can''t help but to admire the magnificent view. His gaze meets mine as he reaches up and grabs the top of my dress before tearing it off me and tossing it aside. His hands wander over my naked form, exploring every inch with soft caresses, making me shiver in anticipation. My bra goes next as his deft fingers swiftly unsp it before they begin to massage my breasts, paying special attention to the sensitive peaks. He leaves one hand on my breast as he tweaks and pulls at my nipple while his head dips down to my core. His tongue licks at my wet pussy,pping up the juices that are flowing freely out of me. It feels so good that I shudder and moan, writhing underneath him. He moves his hands to pin mine down by my sides as he ravishes me with his talented mouth and tongue. He sucks at my clit, flicking his tongue against it before diving his tongue into me once more,pping and licking like he can''t get enough of me. I am shaking as another orgasm takes me, shattering me into a million pieces. My breathing is uneven and my body goes limp as I look up at him to see a satisfied smirk on his handsome face. "I''m not done with you yet angel," he warns seductively as he unfastens his jeans and adjusts his boxer briefs, allowing his cock to spring free from its confines. My eyes widen at the sight of hisrge member and how hard it is for me. I unconsciously lick my lips, ready for what''s about to happen and his eyes instantly darken once more. "Have you ever..." he begins as he lifts my bare legs up over his hips before grabbing my ass. I slowly shake my head as I bite my lip. "Okay, we''ll take this slow then." He continues to hold my ass up as he guides himself into my warm, wet entrance. He moves slow and steady, pausing every once and a while to allow me a moment. Groans leave both of our mouths as he slowly slides into me, stretching me around him and filling me up. He takes a few long, slow strokes, allowing me time to get use to the feel of his hard cock inside of me before he begins picking up momentum. As he continues holding me with one hand the other reaches down and uses the heel of his palm to rub at my throbbing clit as he begins pounding into me. "My goddess, you are so fucking sexy," he purrs as his hips continue their steady movement back and forth. I grip at the sheets, clinging to them as I arch my body into his. My mind is inplete chaos, unable to concentrate on anything other than the insane amount of pleasure it is feeling right now. A delicious heat spreads through my body, the pain I had felt earlier reced with an overwhelming hunger for this gorgeous man. Our eyes lock on one another as his prating thrusts rock the whole bed. The sounds of it banging into the wall behind it each time he jams himself deep into me echo throughout the room. "Oh my... Oh yes..." I moan, unable to even put together a coherent thought. All I feel is pure ecstasy. "Fuck..." Ethan groans. I can feel the pulsing of his member and I know he''s about to cum. "Oh Ethan! Oh yes!" I wail as he pounds into me, the movement bing more frantic and aggressive, sending me over the edge. My slick walls clench around him, both of us reaching our climaxes, moaning with