《The Alpha King Is My Second Chance Mate》 CHAPTER 1— BETRAYED CHAPTER 1 BETRAYED Quinns heart pained as she stood breathlessly behind the tall, oak tree by the pack borders. She had known it for a while now, after three years of never-ending love between her and her mate, the bond was finally fading. Unlike before, there was a distance between them, he only spoke to her when it was necessary and the intense lovemaking they used to indulge in was now no more. He barely ever touched her and now she knew exactly what the reason was It was because of the sweet and innocent omega he currently stood before, the redhead that Quinn called a sister. Their affair had been obvious, but Quinn pretended to be blind. She had seen the way they looked at each other, the desperate nces, the shy smilesshe had seen them all, especially from her sister, but she had decided to trust her mate. However, that was the worst decision shed ever madefor trusting him only made his betrayal even more painful Quinn wiped her eyes when tears graced them, she never thought he was capable of doing something like this to her, he was an alpha, but he had always been a gentle onehe used to treasure her. Back when they had found out about them being mates, he had wooed her with sincere words and delicate touches against the shoulder and the waist until he had found his way around her heart. It had been like a Cindere story, she had found her prince and she was his princessbut now it seems the ss slipper couldnt fit her anymore Damn! Quinns hand clenched tighter against her chest when more pain weighed down on her. She shouldnt have done this, shouldnt have sprayed herself down with mask and followed him. If she hadnt, then the betrayal she now felt would not have been bestowed upon her. Shed still be in bed, feigning her trust for him, desperately trying to hang onto a bond that was obviously breaking Pathetic, she knew, but she loved him too much to just leave, even after discovering just why hed been so distant. It was shameless, but shed try, shed try to fix the bond between them, to strengthen it. Shed get him to love her again, they were mated for a reason, and she would not lose him to someone whod soon get a mate of their own. She loved her sister, but Delh would be better off saving herself for her mate. Twisting on her feet, Quinn walked away from the scene. She went back to their house, the one Jeo had built for them. He had been so happy, he was so sure that hed love her forever. This is the spot, Quinnwell build a house herea nice houseone nice enough that our kids would still want to live in it after we be old and die. Quinn had been happy too, excited even. She had helped him, the pack members had helped as well, and now three yearster, this house that was once full of love felt lonely and suffocating. Stepping up onto the porch, Quinn shoved the door open and went up to their shared room,ying back down against the cold sheets. His scent was all over it Mint and cinnamon It was a scent that used to calm her, but now it was a scent that made her anxious. Quinn reached for his pillow, hugging it to her chest as fresh tears glossed over her eyes. She shouldnt Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. cry, she was ranked a betashe was stronger than this Everything would be fine; hed probably soon find out that the love between them was stronger than lust. Hede back to hershe just had to trust him and wait. Hours passed before the door to the bedroom was finally pushed open and Jeos ~short for Jeovanni~ scent flooded in. Quinn closed her eyes, feigning sleep as he walked into the dark room. He was done having his fun, and now he was back to a ce he probably didnt even want to be. She heard him sigh, and then her body stiffened when he swiped her fiery, red hair out of her face, his soft lips that had kissed her sisters forehead barely brushing against hers. I love you, Quinn, but Im sorry He drew for the sheets, tucking her in beforeying beside her. Quinns heartbeat quickened when his arms draped around her, and tears dripped from her eyes. If he loved her, then why was he doing this? Why was he sorry? She heard him sigh again, the breath of air sounding as if he was in deep torment If he truly loved herif he truly loved her, then he wouldnt be sneaking around with her sister. Quinn I Quinns hand clenched against the sheets as his head nestled against her back. I think I he shook his head, bing silent for a while. Noits not just a thoughtits something that I knowIm sure of my feelings. His words were whispered lowly in the dark, and each one taunted Quinn in the most dreadful way possible. Her matehe was telling her that he loved somebody else, wasnt he? She wanted to turn around, to ask him why, but the answer to that question would only cause her more pain. She thought this was forevershe thought they werepatible, she thought he understood her, and shepletely understood him too, but she didnt understand this This was a side of him she didnt knowa side she did not wish to see. She wanted the past back, those days when hed frown if she took too long to say I love you back. Those days when hed literally beg her to kiss him before he left outthose days, those nights of long and rxing conversations. She wanted it all back, she couldnt just let all that love go to somebody else. Jeovanni was hers, they were fatedthe goddess up above had tied them together with a bond and though it was slowly witheringthough it was slowly withering Quinn held back a sob which had climbed up her throat, it was almost suffocating to cry silently, but she didnt want him to hear just how pathetic she was She was supposed to be strong; she was luna for a reasonthis pack could not live without her. She had contributed so much of her life to it and even more of her life to Jeo If she had known it was going to turn out like this, then she wouldnt have given him her allher heart; she wouldve just given him a half of itso that her chest wouldnt feel as empty as it did now. She regretted it, she regretted it! But there was no way in hell she regretted him. She couldnt say she wished they never happenedbecause he was still the best thing that had ever happened to her. Wiping her face against the pillow, she listened as his breaths turned into low snores. He was lucky that he could sleep, for she couldnt This was all so painfulbut shed live through it. Turning to face him, her index finger ran along the outline of his beautiful face. It was okayhe said he loved her, didnt he? |-_-| Quinn woke up to a hand shaking her shoulder, her eyes squinting open. She didnt know when she fell asleep, but the sun was out now. She twisted towards Jeo who stood over her. Wake up, Quinnits today. Quinn rubbed her face as she sat up on the bed. Her sore eyes wandered over his face, remembering the whispered words he told herst night, and they twitched with tears. W-Where were youst night? When I woke up, you were nowhere here. She already knew the answer to that question, she wasnt even sure why she was asking him. She was probably hoping hed tell the truth and then beg for her forgivenessfor shed foolishly forgive him just to regain what they had in the past. I was justI was He trailed off Tell the truth JeoTell me the truth Quinn begged mentally. I was justII was at the bordersThe patrol team needed somepany. Quinns heart broke once again in her chest, her glossy eyes ncing away from him. Liarhe was so cruel. Even in the despair Quinn sat in, the outline of his face tempted her and those lips that had been on her sisterQuinn wanted to ce hers against them Is that the truth? He nodded, giving her that distant smile. Yeahanyway, its todaydont you remember? You need to get ready. Whats today? The contractI want an alliance with the wounded moon packits the strongest pack among many if not all, I need there to be peace between our pack and theirs. The wounded moon pack? Isnt that the pack led by the Alpha king? YesIm sending you with a few pack memberstheyll take along with them some weapons and some gifts to enhance his trust in us. Itll probably take you about two days to get there and two days to get backSo youll be gone for four days Quinn nodded. Are we leaving now orter? Now Quinn and Im noting. Youre not? Its important, wouldnt it be better for the alpha to go? Itd be disrespectful to only send the luna, the man they were going to meet was strong, hed fought from the bottom to the top in order to be as infamous as he was now. In order to be alpha king, this man had to battle and win the prior alpha king He was the only alpha who had the guts to even propose a battleand Jeo did not want to greet him? Why? I have some things to take care of hereI cant make it. His words were cold and final, his expression nk, and those eyes Quinn was trying so desperately to search would not meet hersshe couldnt read him. OkayIll get ready and go. Good And with that, he walked out of the room, leaving her alone with a heart that was utterly broken. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 2— MISSION CHAPTER 2 MISSION Quinn bowed to her mother; Kathrine and her father, Derrick as she adjusted her bag straps on her back. Ill be backIll be gone for about four days. I heardDelh told me youd be leaving for the wounded moon packdo you know the way? Derrick asked. I dont, but the pack members who do will be leading the way Goode back in one piece and thene spend some time with us. I will Bring Jeovanni as well. Quinn chuckled, trying to hide the sadness that appeared in her eyes. I will dadI will Her eyes nced over to her little sister and with trembling fingers, she ruffled her red hair. Behave while I-Im gone, Delh. Her voice broke as she spokeshe felt betrayed, but she couldnt let it show. Delh twisted her fingers in front of her, smiling from ear to ear. Im always on my best behavior I will if I get the timefor mom too. Kathrine nced over at her daughter, her eyes coldlike theyve always been. Theres still meat in the fridge from what you brought backst timesave your timeuse it to do something else. Mother y~ Derrick chuckled, throwing his arm over Quinns shoulder, leading her away from the rest of the family. Dont mind her, just go sweetieId be delighted to receive some deer meat. Quinn smiled at her fathers words. AlrightIll go nowtake care of them while Im gone. He nodded and Quinn headed off, meeting the pack members whod apany her by the pack borders. Her mother had be distant ever since she became the luna of the pack Perhaps it was because she was disappointed that Quinn didnt get to be the beta she had initially trained to bebut her father cheered her on regardless. He was a good man, the best He always told her that her mom woulde back around, but Quinn didnt think it was possibleher eyes had changed, even her voice was harsh nowhopefully some day shed reallye around. Sighing, Quinn gestured towards the head warrior, Jeos gamma ~Cannon~. Ready? Yeah, everythings setthe weapons are packedHenry will carry them for nowwe can switch the weight from person to person on the way. Quinn nodded, ncing at Henry who had already transformed into the beautiful gray fur of his wolf. On his back was a box, tied to him with a rope. Alrightlets golead the way, Cannon. She took a look back at the packnds before reluctantly crouching and transforming into her silver- colored wolf. She wasnt sure why, but her wolf was whimpering in her chest as though it feared leaving. Likewise, she did too, goddess knows whatll happen between Jeo and Delh while she was gone, but she was assigned a mission, as Luna, it was something she had to fulfill. But a day in, and she felt like she could not fulfill that mission. She was anxious to a point where her skin felt itchy, and when night fell down onto thend, her eyes were red with tears and it wasn''t clear to her why she was crying Her wolf was scraping against the mental walls in her mind and Jeos mark on her neck burnt incessantlyshe felt like she was dying, and somehow it was rted to Jeoit had to be. Quinn rubbed her eyes as she looked off towards the direction they came fromThe fire in front of her was burning away at the woods, just like the pain was doing to her heart. It was almost cripplingshe feltsh Hey Cannon She turned to Jeos gamma who sat beside her. II think I need toI thin~ Hey, Quinnare you alright? I~I feel sickI must go backI have t-to go back. She stood to her feet, but Cannon grabbed her hand. Im sorry, QuinnI was told not to let you go back until after this mission ispleted. Let goI-I must go. Its an order from the alpha And Im his f*cking lunalet go of me, Cannonplete this mission without me. Cannon looked up at her with confused and indecisive eyes before reluctantly letting go of her hand. Itd have been better if you didnt goyoure strongbut anyone can falter, and Im certain that you will. ConTEent bel0ngs to N?v(e)lD/rama(.)Org . Quinn hissed at him as she ran off, transforming back into her wolf amidst her run. The pain had lessened, but it was still there; tearing away at her chest, and it continued to until she made it back to the pack borders. It was dead night and the painright then it increased, almost paralyzing her. Her wolf whimpered, falling onto its bellyit felt like she was getting sliced incessantly from the inside, she felt like she was bleeding, but there was no blood Her wolf howled out in pain, wing at the dirt beneath itit was painfulto a point where she changed back into her human form involuntarily. Wha? The bondit was already withering away, but now it felt like it was tearingforcibly breakingwhat was happening? Naked and weak, Quinn crawled forward, barely managing to stand to her feet. She stumbled into the packnds, following the loud noise she heard. It brought her to the meeting grounds and there, every single pack member stood, watching something that was going on on the podium. Quinn stepped closer, spotting Jeo, Delh and an elder in the center of it. Wha? Was this aa mating ceremony? Tears glided down her cheeks as she stepped even closer, holding tight to her chest when pain scourged her againHow could heno, how could they do this to her? Her mother Her sister Her own mate Where was father? Was he a part of this too? How could they? Why would they do? A sob climbed through her lips as she pushed through the crowd. With shaking legs, she climbed atop of the podium, ignoring the crowd when the noise became higher. Jeo turned away from Delh, his eyes meeting hers with a great deal of surprise in them. Quinn?! What are you doing here? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 3— THE CRUEL REJECTION CHAPTER 3 THE CRUEL REJECTION Quinn?! What are you doing here? Quinns knees got weaker at his words. Was that what he had to say? Was that really the first thing he could ask? Quinn wiped the tears that crawled down her cheeks, looking at him with so much hate in her eyes. I thought Id never regret meeting you, Jeobut now I do. I regret ever setting my eyes on you. I shouldve sliced my throat instead of letting you leave your mark therethat wouldnt have been as painful as this. Quinn I He stepped towards her. Im sorry, Quinn, but I~ Youre not sorry, JeoIf you were sorry, youd have rejected me before you did something like this and Delhyoure no sister of mineYou could never beId never do this to you, Delh. Delh held her head down, her body visibly shaking. I love him QuinnI-Im sorryI wanted himhe wanted meIIm sorr~ Shut up! Shut up! Her hands mmed against her ears. I dont want to hear it! Quinn Jeovanni stepped closer, only stopping when he stood directly in front of her. Im sorry you had to witness thisyoure right, I shouldve rejected you firstbut I didnt have the courageI had to wait until you were gone S-So this was your n all along? To send me off on a mission so that you could break our bond by creating a new one between you and her? HowHow c-could you, Jeo? I know and Im sorry, but whats between me and her became stronger than what was between you and me. I-I dont feel it anymore, QuinnI love you, but not as much as I love herIm sorry, but this is something I have to dobrace yourself because its going to hurt. Quinn pursed her lips as she looked away from him, trying to hold back the cries and the screams that wanted toe through her mouth. She hated him For not loving her as much as she loved himShe hated him For not trying to rekindle the bond between them when it falteredshe hated him For choosing someone so close to hershe hated him For making her feel this much painshe hated him For everything; the bad and even the goodshe hated him! She hated him! She hated him! But sadly, that hate couldnt measure up to the love she had for him Damnwhy was it so painful? She had known it was going to happen, she had foreseen it, but even so, she was not prepared for it. This day never shouldvee, it never shouldv~ Im sorry Quinn, but I; Jeovanni Lum rejects you; Quinn Felon as my mate. Youre no longer Luna of this pack, nor are you my fated mate. ept my rejection. His words awakened the pain within Quinn, and she fell to her knees, crying out when it became too much to bearshe didnt want to, but if she didnt ept his rejection, shed die. II Quinn Felon a-epts your rejectionI am no longer Luna, nor am I your fated mate. It was hard to say the words because these words were never ones she thought shed ever have to sayshe felt like she couldnt go onshe feltshe felt so f*cking numb The painIt lessened until it disappeared, and it was then that she stood to her feet in pure shame. I hope youll never regret this, Jeoyou neither, Delh. She walked down the podium, past the pack members who watched her as she wentnobody said a word, nobody didnt even seem to carebut why? These were the same people she had protected from rogues and from other packsthese were the same people she had spent more than three years of her life catering tohow could they just not car~? Quinn Quinn turned at the sound of her name, spotting her father as he emerged from the crowd with a nket in hand. Ohhhmy sweetheart He threw the nket over her shoulders and pulled her against his chest. If I had known this was going to happenif I had known about Delhs affairit wouldnt have gotten this far Fatherd-dad her words were broken, much like her heart. It hurtsit hurts dad I know, but there wille a point when it doesnt hurt anymore and when that timeesyoull realize that he wasnt even worth it. He hugged her tighter, tucking the nket beneath her chin. As soon as I saw the hint of a ceremony, I had a feeling that something like this would happen, Im so sorry it happened to you and more so because of your own sister. Quinn sobbed against her father as he led her away from the crowd and through the woods towards their house that was situated at the edge of it. Youre strong QuinnI was the one who trained you you will get through this. Some people get second chances, I pray that youll one day find someone who is better than our alpha. Quinn nodded, notpletely hearing what he was sayingher wolf was hollering too loud. It sounded as though it was wounded, but wasnt it? Jeo had just pulled out her heart, leaving her chest Pull yourself together, Quinnhell regret it, I promise. Quinn nodded again, her lips shaking too impulsively for her to speak. Delh is sweet and beautiful and though youre beautiful too, youve always been tough. Hell miss that side of youhell want you back. If Delh was morepatible to be his mate, the goddess wouldve put them together. Helle backand youll get the chance to reject him like he rejected ConTEent bel0ngs to N?v(e)lD/rama(.)Org . you He led her onto the porch, opening up the door and letting her in. She turned to her father, heart beating fast and heavy. D-Dad? I know my childI wish there was something that I could do about this, I wish just words from my lips could make this all go away, but it isnt that easy and you know it. He patted her shoulder, then gently pushed her forwards. Goget some rest, I know youre tired. Quinn nodded, draping the towel tighter around her as she walked into her room; the one she used to share with Delh before she moved in with Jeo. There were two beds inside, small, but she remembered hers wasfortableespecially when Delh would cuddle up against her instead of sleeping in her own bed. She looked towards Delilhas bed and then hers. She should rest, but how would she sleep knowing that her mate was no longer hers? CHAPTER 4— THE ENCOUNTER CHAPTER 4 THE ENCOUNTER Tomorrow took so long toe, the darkness in her room, Quinn hadid down all night staring at it until the light from the sun slowly reced it. She kept pinching herself, trying to see if shed be able to wake up from this nightmare But every time she pinched herself, the pain reminded her that it was all real. Jeo had rejected her, and now he was mated to her sister. The name and the respect she had worked so hard to build was now tarnished, and only the shame he had bestowed upon her remained. The pack wouldnt look up to her like they used to, theyd now look up to Delh; for advice and for help And shed only be remembered as a luna who couldnt satisfy her alpha. Hugging her pillow tighter, Quinn twisted on the bed, looking towards her window. She was tired and yet she couldnt even sleepst nightthe pain kept her awake, that and the endless tears that kept floating from her eyes. The sheet beneath her was soaked in her sorrows, and her heart was drowning; physically suffocating after being so evilly betrayed. She wished she had tried to solve the problems between her and Jeo soonerwhen he had started to be distant, she shouldnt have given him space, she shouldve pushed harder But what was the use ofmenting now? It was all over and there was nothing she could do about i~ Quinn looked towards the door when two knocks sounded from it. Honey, its mecan Ie in? Her fathers voice was as calming as everthat man; he meant the world to her. Yes dad The knob twisted immediately after her response, and her father stepped inside. He was a beta like her, the past beta of this pack, and he had trained her to take his position But if she couldnt seed in being a luna, how would she be able to seed in bing a beta? Did you sleep well? Yes It was a lie tofort him, for she hadnt slept a wink. Im sorry to be the bearer of this news, but the alpha wishes to see youhes requesting your presence in his office right away. Quinn sat up abruptly. W-Why? He did not tell mebut I pray to the goddess of the moon that it isnt bad news. If you want, I could apany yo~ No, its fine dad, Ill go alone. Despite the pain in her endlessly drowning heart, Quinn stood to her feet, walking through the door to her room. She passed her mother who stared at her with an unreadable gaze in the living room and went straight outside. A breath; one filled with frustration left her lips as she stepped down the porch. She was scared to hear what he had to say to her, what happenedst night was already enough, if he hurt her again, then itd probably kill her. Her stepscked confidence as she walked through the silent woods and towards the central part of the pack where the pack house was. Young wolves whos yet to find their mates lived there, and beside it, were other important buildings like the house of elders, the marketce, and the alphas office. As Quinn walked into the busiest part of thend, people stared at her with eyes that judged. She could hear whispering and as a trained werewolf, she could decipher them all I dont pity her, shes always been a hypocrite. Right, she acted better than everyone because she was the previous betas daughter and the alphas mate. Its good that he left her, her sister is prettier, and shes humble as well. Oh, stop it, she helped me when the rogues destroyed my farm. Shes good. Good? She probably did it because she wanted to be praised. Quinns hands clenched in her pockets as she pretended not to hear. She knew people would talk, but she had no idea that theyd be saying things like thisafter all shed done to keep the pack on top, after all she did so they wouldnt suffer. She wasnt the hypocrite, they were. Her teeth clenched against her jaws as she continued to walkbut one whisper made her stop in her tracks. I heard the alphas gonna kick her out of the packserves her right, shes always been useless. Quinns eyes became glossy as she pivoted on her feet, turning towards the direction where the words came from. W-What? Hes going to kick me out? The entire marketce became silent and only herbored breaths could be heard. Im useless? After all Ive done for this pack, I deserve nothing but respect! Where would you all be w-without me? Her voice broke as she spoke, the pain in it so audible as she continued. You guys will rot without me, you have a new luna now? I hope shell be able to stay awake at night just to get rid of the rogues that torment your farms, and I hope every obstacle that rises, shell be able to get rid of it without so much as a stutter in her voice. I really hate that I was stupid enough to stress over people that dont give a sh*t about me. The ce remained silent until a tomato rolled its way to her feet. Told you she was ignoranta hypocrite indeed. We are d we got rid of you! An apple was thrown next. Your reign is now over, do not disrespect the one who took your ce that wouldnt have happened if she wasnt better than you. Another tomato sailed through the air, harshly smacking her against the chest before falling onto the floor, and then more fruits and vegetables came along with words of disrespect, hitting her and soiling not just her clothes, but her pitifully drowning heart. She was betrayed again, first by her own mate and now by her own people. Shame; a profuse amount ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. of it filled her chest as the tears gathered in her eyes fell down her cheeks. This was all so painful everybody had turned their backs on her except for her father. Was that how much everybody had disliked her? Was that how much they had wanted her gone? Quinn fell to her knees as the fruits continued to hit her, piling up like waste beside her. They didnt stop throwingnot until a familiar voice boomed through the vulgar cursing. What is going on here? Stop the nonsense and respect your new beta! It was Jeos voicebut what surprised her most was the words he saidtheir new beta? When had she agreed to be the beta of this pack? CHAPTER 5— CONFRONTATION CHAPTER 5 CONFRONTATION From the ground where she kneeled, Quinn looked up at the man who stepped confidently through the crowd, stopping in front of her. Stand up, Quinn He offered her a hand, but Quinn neglected the act of taking it. Instead, her jaws clenched tighter as she used her own strength to gather herself to her feet. Jeo withdrew his arm daintily and looked around at his people. Apologizeand by the end of the day, her home should be filled with as much food as you threw at her. The people who had been shouting ferociously at her bowed their heads in solemn and in fear. We are deeply sorry They hummed in unison. Quinn didnt utter a word of eptance to them, because that apology was not as loud and meaningful as their curse words were. Good. The man gestured towards Quinn. Now Comefollow me, I have something to discuss with you. Quinn did as told, following him out of the marketce and onto an empty and quiet road. Her eyes lingered on his back and her mind to a time when her arms could wrap lovingly around it. Are you hurt? His voice was passive, holding no concern or sympathy. Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. No. Im sorry this happened to youit was never supposed to happen. TThen wasst night supposed to happen? Quinn fought hard to not cry at her own words, her heart was surfacing, but she still felt like she couldnt breathe. Was everything that happenedst night supposed to happen? Quinn Jeo turned to her, those eyes that used to look at her with love, were now dark and clouded with nonchnce. I know this isnt what you want to hear, but Ill be honest in order to give you the closure you might need. Nothing that happenedst night was a mistake or unintended. I really wanted that rejectionit wasnt a sudden act, everything I didst night was what I wanted to do for a while now. Quinn scratched her arm and then her head, not knowing what to do or say She had been aware of his change of heart, but hearing him say it, made the reality feel like a godforsaken nightmare. Why didnt y-you tell me? Instead of going behind my back, Jeowhy didnt you just tell me? Because youd do thisyour face would look as pitiful as it does now, and your eyes would fill with tears, and youd cry and beg me not to leave you. I did my best to avoid that, but in the end, I still had to watch you pitifully cry on that podium like a baby. A b-baby? What? Never mind that. Lets not walk the long way to the office, Ill say what I have to say here. He straightened his shirt and then shoved his hands into his pockets. This pack has alwayscked a beta. The spot was yours from the beginning since youre the only one here with the blood of a beta as well as the strength of one. Its time for you to fill it. Youre no longer luna, the least you could do is ensure yourself some significance since the pack is already looking down on you. And if I refuse? If you refuse, then theres absolutely no reason for you to be here. I will kick you out and have you rot as a rogue. A rogue? Quinn wanted to cry, but sheughed instead. I guess you really dont care about me anymoreeverything weve shared for the past three years mustve meant nothing to you. Dont worry, Ill fill the spot, I would rather not leave this pack without getting to watch you suffer like I didst night. She was weakbut in moments like these, she had to appear strong. I know youll regret this Jeo, and when you start crawling like a worm behind me, begging to rekindle the bond youve ruinedI will not take you back. Quinn twisted on her heels to walk away, but froze at the words he said next. I loved you and I might still do, but I will not regret this Her heartIt shattered again, and her eyes broke out in tears she would not let him see. She clenched her hands, feigning strength as she marched away from him. She hated thisbut most of all, she hated him! He said he wouldnt regret this, but shed make sure he doesand when that happens, shell leave him and this pack behind and search for her own happiness. She couldnt be the only one to sufferhed scarred her pride, she had to scar his too. Before Quinn made it to the marketce, she made sure to dry her eyes of tears. These people did not deserve to see her crynot after what they said and done. As she walked through the usually noisy and crowded ce, she realized it was significantly empty. Only a few people stood at their stands and when they saw her, they all turned their backs. What? They couldnt call her useless anymore because she was their beta? Shaking her head in disbelief, she confidently walked past them all, heading in the direction of her home; not the one she shared with Jeo for three years, but the one her father had built years back when he was mated to her mother. Quinn shoved the door open and went in, meeting her father, who waited anxiously in the living room. What did he say? Kathrine was beside him, looking up with a set of curious eyes. He said that I must be his beta or else Ill be exiled. What?! That little piece of sh*t! Does he not know that you two were practically raised together? How could he ask you to be his beta the day after he rejects you? Its okay, father. Its not, the previous alpha Gale used to ask me to babysit him, when he goes out with his mateand I was left with him and you ying in one space. After all of that, he dares to treat my daughter this way? Its not fair, to any of my children. He neither deserves Delh nor you. He stood to his feet, running his hand through his half grey hair. Im going to speak with Galeweve been friends since we were kids, there must be a way to control his son. Fatherstop this. Dont go ther~ He walked past her. Ill be backperhaps in the evening. Quinn watched him as he went, sighing when the front door mmed shut. She hoped he doesnt cause any trouble because of her. She twisted back around, now facing her mother who still sat on the couch. She didnt say anything, and neither did Quinn. When the silence became too loud, Quinnughed awkwardly. Ill just head into my roomhave a good one, mom. And she did not hesitate to walk away, hiding in the closure of her room. Theugh she faked hurt her lipsdid her mother know about this before it happened? The fact that Delh was in love with Jeovanni Or was it hard for her to believe too? Quinn walked towards her mirror, looking at herself. She looked like a mess, no, she was a mess. Her hair was messy, her eyes were red and puffy and her neckthe mark that had been on her neck It was nothing but a burn now, a scar that she wanted to get rid of. Her shaky fingers drifted across the tainted skin. The trace of Jeo was now gone, and all that was left was the reminder that it had been there. CHAPTER 6— A MOMENT BETWEEN SISTERS CHAPTER 6 A MOMENT BETWEEN SISTERS Quinnid in her room for hours too long, and when she finally decided to open the door for food, evening had rained down on thend. The sun wasnt bright anymore, the light was dull, much like ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Quinns mood. In the kitchen, she found the food her mother had cooked for dinner; rice and stewed meat. She shared herself a te and then locked herself back in her room. Her father wasnt back as yet, so there was nobody for her to talk toall she could do was get lost in lugubrious and self-degrading thoughts over and over again. She thought about Jeo, she thought about Delhand she thought about herself. She was the beta of this pack now, in order to carry out her duty well, shed have to stay by the alphas side at almost all times. How would she bear it? How would she stand in the presence of Jeo and not feel heartache? Should she have refused his proposal and be a rogue? Should she hav~? Quinn ced her spoon back in the te when familiar scents graced her nostrilsthat of her father, her sister and that of Jeo. The food in her mouth, she swallowed it, slowly standing to her feetwhat was this? Why were all three of them here at the same time? On the bed, she ced her te and then walked out of the bedroom. She then walked to the front door, meeting her mother there. Shed already opened the door, looking out at the three people a distance away. I dont want you any closer to my housestay here while my daughter takes whatever she came here for. It was Derricks voice, ringing angrily through the silence. Jeo did not respond, instead he leant against a tree and nodded towards Delh who smiled innocently at him. She turned towards the house, breathing deeply before walking towards it. Was sheing for her clothes? Was she officially moving in with Jeo tonight? In that house hed said to have built for her? Quinn ignored the pain that appeared in her heart, turning and walking back into the room. It didnt matterthey werent together anymoreshe wasnt his mate anymore. She sat back down on the bed, picking up her te of food again and eating. She continued to mindlessly do so until Delh finally walked into the room, closing the door behind her. Quinn didnt up look at her, she kept her eyes on her food. Im just gonnagonna take a few of my things The words were whispered lowly, breathy and hoarse, as if she was close to tears. Dont mind me, you can pretend as though Im not here just as you did when you were seducing my husband Quinn II told you Im sorry. Right Quinnughed humorlessly. I bet you areIm sorry too, for ever being born with a sister like you and a mate like him. Dont say that, QuinnI-I pleasewe are still sisters, were gonna always be sisters. Her words were angering Quinn, she wanted to y the good sister now after what shed done? No, we stopped being sisters the night you decided on making my mate yours. But Quinn I Her voice was breaking, she was cryingQuinn didnt have to look at her to know that. But why was she the one crying when Quinn was hurting the most? I never wanted to do itI didnt want to hurt youor maybemaybe She paused for a while, clearing her throat and sniffling her nose. Or maybe I did. You dont understand how I feel. I had a crush on him first, and yet you were the one mated to him. I was always looked down on by you and by everyone for being like mother; for being the omega, and you were always praised for being a beta. You were always too confident, you had everything and I had nothingand now when Ive finally acquired something valuable, I shouldnt take it? Quinns eyes twitched as she finally looked up, staring at her sister with murderous eyes. The first thing she noticed was her wet face and then the tant mark Jeo had left on her neck. Quinns heart churned so much that she had to quickly turn away. So even after all that you did, you want to make yourself the victim? I didnt choose him to be my mate, I didnt beg the goddess to make me a beta. I was born this way, it is not my fault. Being envious of something out of my control is cruel, Delh, especially after how good Ive treated you. Ive never acted as though youre less than me, not even once. I protected you, I loved you, Delh and you stabbed me in the back. Im sorrybut Im d I ruined your confidenceIm d Ive brought you down a notch. You were shining so bright that no one could see menow though, Im the one shining bright, and youre the one left in the dark. Quinns jaws clenched as she stood to her feet, stashing the te aside on the bed. And are you happy now? YesI am happy. You might be, but this happiness wontst forevernot when you stole it from me. No, it willst forever, just knowing that I could at least make you miserable will forever make me happy. W-What? Quinn twisted to face her, her hands clenching and unclenching in anger. What d-did you just say to me? You heard me, the fact that I made you miserable will forever make me happ~ Before she could finish, Quinn pped her across the face with a hand that burnt with strength and pressure. Delh fell back, holding on to her now red cheek with surprised eyes. W-What? Quinn, you pped me? I didI was testing out what you said. It seems youre right, because seeing you miserable in pain just now made my heart fill with joy. Quinnyou~ Delh looked back at the door when it was pushed open, revealing Kathrine. What just happened here?! Mom! She hit meshe hit me, mom! Delh fell against her mothers shoulder, crying wretchedly. She said Im not her sister anymore. Oh my god! Quinn, how could you? Regardless of everything, she is your sister, how could you p her? You have no right! Sheshe Quinn looked towards her father when he rushed in with Jeo behind him. She told me she said my misery made her happyshe said that I~ That gives you no right to p her! Jeo marched towards Delh, essing her face before looking up at Quinn. You pped her?! I knew jealousy would lead you to doing something like thisthats why I came along. His voice was angry and deep like itd never been before, and his steps held so much authority as he approached her. He grabbed at the cor of her blouse, squeezing it tight in his hand. Dont you ever touch my mate again. If you do, I will not hesitate to cast you out of the pack youve called home all your life! He let go of her, but not before harshly pushing her back. Lets go, Delhyou wont be needing anything here anymore. He took her in his arms and walked to the door before stopping. Tomorrow morning at 8:00, Quinn. I want you in my office And with that, he left. Quinns mother red at her before following them, buttering up Delh on the wayand now Quinn was left with just her father. I know you were angry Quinn, what Delh did was wrong, but what you just did was wrong too. And then he left her as well, mming her bedroom door behind him. CHAPTER 7— PUNISHMENT CHAPTER 7 PUNISHMENT Quin woke up early; willing herself to follow the alphas order. She sluggishly went to the bathroom, brushing her teeth, showering and messing around with her hair, which she hadnt really touched for two days. She got dressed in her room and ate two toasted breads before leaving for Jeos office. Her father didnt speak to her, he was clearly still in a bad mood because of what took ce yesterday, so Quinn left him alone. He''d speak to her eventually, she just had to give him time. The sun outside was bright, peeking past the leaves and wetting the earth with grace. The birds were active and energetic, singing beautiful songs that werent enough to calm Quinns heart. On the wildflowers along the bushy path were colorful butterflies, free and flourishing unlike her For she was defeateddefeated and shackled in a ce that made her heart break. She still couldnt believe the words Delh told herst nighthow could her misery ever make someone happy? Especially someone who was supposed to be a close family member? It was a shock, shed been so kind to her sister, theyd always lived as one; in a unity that Quinn thought would never break. There wasnt a time in Quinns life where shed ever thought of hurting Delh because she had something she didnt. That girl owned all of Kathrines love and Quinn had never been enviousso why when it came to her Delh couldntcouldnt be the same? Quinns jaws clenched as she walked into the marketce. It was festiveat least until her presence became known. The noise that roamed heavily around the ce had been silenced by her steps, and everyone bowed their heads as she passed. Quinn didnt understand why they were doing this. Yesterday theyd been disrespectful and now they were showing her respec~? Beta QuinnIve packed you a box of tomatoes, I hope itll be enough to disy how truly sorry I am for what happened yesterday. It was thatdy, the one whod thrown her stone first. Quinn eyed the nervous woman from head to toe and then looked at the box she held in hand. Its okay, keep your tomatoesyoud be better off selling them. Nonsensetake them with you, I packed you the best ones. Quinn sighed, she was angry at them for disrespecting her, but as a beta, she had to be the bigger person. She couldnt live in malice with the people she was bound to protect. Alright, thank you She forced a smile and as soon as she reached for the box, everybody started yelling. Take this too! ept our apology We have a lot more to offer! Here! In the end, she was left with more than ten boxes of different fruits and vegetables by her feet. They were too much, if she were to take them back home now, then shed get to the officete. Look guys, Im grateful for what youve offered, but I cant take them back with me nowIm busymaybeter. Someone stepped forward. Dont worry, well take them back for you. Well leave them on your veranda. Well, thatokay thank you. She stuffed her hands into her pocket, confused and baffled, but remembering she had somewhere to be. Ill be on my way nowhave a good day. She walked by the people who waved happily at her until she descended out of the marketce. The rood she was on now was a dusty and quiet one that led to Jeos office. It took her approximately three minutes to get there and with hands that visibly trembled, she knocked on the door. She could smell his scent from here, the cinnamon and the mintthat beautiful scent that used to mingle with hers. Its meQuinn. Her lips wanted to add your mate, but hed tantly proven the fact that she was nothing to him with his actions yesterday. He didnt ask about her side of the story, hed immediately taken Delhsthat meant he didnt care about her feelings anymore. Come in! Quinn twisted the door open at his approval, stepping inside. He was seated behind his desk, looking down at what seemed to be a sheet of paper. You asked me toe here yesterdaywhy? ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. He looked up at her with cold eyes that Quinn still wasnt used to. Youre going to be punished for what you did yesterday. Delhs face is still swollen, I will not just let it go. You hit my mate Quinn, thats an act that could get you executed. I Quinn swallowed, rapidly blinking her eyes to keep away the tears. I was your mate first. That mightve been so, but not anymore. Why? What did I do so wrong? He sighed, tapping his desk with frustration clear on his handsome face. You did nothing wrong, Quinnyou were perfect, just not perfect enough. You arent as sweet as she is, you dont smile like she does, you dont talk the way she doesIm sorry it had to end this way, but I chose my happiness instead of yours. Y-You said I was your happiness Quinns hands clenched in her pockets and her eyes burnt with tears. You told me that you couldnt live without me. That was beforeshes the one I cant live without now. He looked away from her, eyes fixating on the wall. Enough of this, its ruining the mood. Because I know you mightve been influenced by the anger of not being enough, your punishment will not be severe. The fact that he could say it like that had Quinns heart crumblingshe wasnt enough, huh? Today a party will be held. Since the alpha king had been angry about the presentation of the contract, Cannon proposed a party that will be held here to appease him. You never finished your job that day; therefore, it is your fault that hes angry, so youll be the one to n and organize the celebration house. It should be grand and as beta, please dress your best tonight. As you wish He gestured towards the door with a hand. Off you now. Quinn bowed her head before pivoting on her feet and walking out. Since Jeo didnt give a rats sh*t about her, why was she supposed to cry because of him? It was time for her to let go of him like he did her? No looking back at the past, all she needed to do was step forward in order to mend her broken heart and to break him like he broke her. CHAPTER 8— SAD REALIZATION CHAPTER 8 SAD REALIZATION Just as ordered, Quinn took care of the party preparations. With the help of Cannon and some pack members, she finished before sunset. Shed bought liquor that was delivered a couple of hours ago, and she ordered the chefs to cook a ton. She also prepared a DJ for the music, waiters to carry around the drinks, and shed scattered tables and chairs all over the room for people to sit The disco lights were set and a sign that disyed the reason for the celebration was hung against the wall. A Celebration of trust. Cheers to our alliance! Were done now, arent we? Quinn looked around, smiling at her work before turning to Cannon. Yes, were done. People will soon start filing in, we need to go prepare ourselves. Rightlet me tell the other people here. He cleared his throat and then proceeded to yell. Go get ready, the party will be active in a few! The pack members in the room stepped out one by one, and Quinn sighed. Ill get going then, Ill probably take longer to get ready than you. No, when youre already that pretty, you dont have to do anything much. Youll be ready in no time. Sherine has always been jealous of the fact that you could put in no effort and still look pretty. Sherine was his mate, a beautiful woman with a beautiful soul. But its the same with Sherine, she looks breathtaking in everything. Cannon chuckled. Ive told her many times, she just doesnt believe me. Well, thats expected Quinn smiled. We really should get going now. She opted to walk away, but Cannon grabbed at her hand. Ive been meaning to say this for a while now, but youre strong, Quinn. If Sherine had done something simr to what Jeovanni did to you, Id have ended myself that very night. This is torturous, I cant ever imagine rejecting Sherine or her rejecting me. That night when I tried to stop you, I thought I was saving you from what I knew would happen, but how exactly would stopping you save you from the pain? Quinn looked back at him, shrugging her shoulders. Theres nothing I can do but ept it. It isnt my fault, if I tell myself that, then I wont feel too bad about the fact that I was bitterly abandoned. He dropped her hand and sighed. Jeovanni is my friend, but I sincerely hope you win, Quinn. You were a good luna and you will be the best beta. He smiled at her, patting her back twice before walking away. Quinn watched him go until the door to the celebration house closed behind him. He didnt have to worry about her, because shed do exactly thatwin. Quinn mirrored his steps, walking out of the big and spacious room and heading for her house. The sunlight was dull now, fading into the darkness that approached, casting leafy shadows against the The breeze was cool now, following Quinn all the way to her fathers porch. She walked inside, ncing at the numerous boxes stacked in the living room and then at her father who sat in front of them. Your clothes arrived from Alpha Jeovannis house, since you were busy, I packed them in the closet for youas for these boxes, I do not know what well do with them. What do you mean? These are the boxes the market people delivered, right? They are packed with food. That they are, my dear, but Im afraid to tell you that the food in the boxes are either battered or spoiled. They cannot be eaten. What? Quinn rushed towards one of the boxes, opening it up to look inside. It was true, the apples within it smelled rotted, and they looked just about the same. Some of them seemed as though theyd been dropped one too many times, some were even bitten. Quinn staggered away from the box, looking towards her father. The peoplethey apologized, I thought they meant itI thought that they Derrick sighed, standing to his feet. Its fine, dont mind themit might be hard, but as soon as you prove to them your value all of this will change. But theyhow could they do this to me? II Quinns throat felt dry as her eyes glossed over with tears. Nobody is on my side, nobody wants me to be happyand I did nothing wrong. ConTEent bel0ngs to N?v(e)lD/rama(.)Org . She was angry, but at this point, there was nothing she could do to appease her anger but cry. I know my daughter Derrick hugged around her waist, pulling her against his chest. Im on your side, Im always on your side. I wasnt angry at you yesterday, I was angry at the fact that the friendship between you and your sister was broken because of that jerk. You guys never fought before and because of him, you even ended up pping Delh. I dont like how distant this family is bing, first your mother and now this. Its fineIm f-fine or at least I will be. I dont need anyone on my side if I already have you. Thats it, my daughter. Wipe your tears and go put on the prettiest dress from your collection, I heard the alpha king is still single! Im not looking for another mate, father! You might not be looking, but the men will be. Go get ready, enjoy yourself at the party tonight. I wont Quinn picked up on the naughtiness in his words immediately and she chuckled, pulling away from the Oh, stop itjust hurry and get going, so I can have this night to myself. Quinn nodded, walking towards the stairs, but stopping when Derrick spoke again. If anything happens, mindlink meIll be there in a blink. Quinn nodded in response again, continuing on her way up. She stopped in front of the bathroom where she showered, washed her hair and blow-dried it. After that, she made her way back downstairs, wrapped in a blue towel that was draped beneath her arms. The first thing she did was put on underwear, and then she stood in front of the mirror on her closet door, contemting how tob her hair. Shed curl it, but thatd take too much time, so instead, she decided to cornrow it in two loosely towards the back. When she was down, she opened the closet, digging through it for something to wear. She had a lot of fancy dresses because as luna shed apany Jeo to events that involved his pack and othersbut what would be appropriate for this party? She didnt want to over or under-dress, she needed to find something elegant yet simple. Just as she thought that, a green dress came into view, one shed bought and never worn. She pulled it out, running her hand down the dark, silky material. The sleeves were long, and made of meshy, flowery and see-through fabric that expanded over the shoulders and even the middle section of the bosom area. The hips were ry and the length was sure to surpass her ankle. It was pretty, probably just what she needed. Standing to her feet, she unzipped the zip, fulling it past her legs and abdomen and stuffing her hands in the sleeve. She struggled to zip it all the way back up, but she seeded after a while. She closed the closet, looking at herself in the mirror. It fitted perfectly, the dress stuck to her waist, but red from her hips to her feet, the green seemed topliment her red hair; the ponytails that hung past her corbones. She looked towards her shoe rack for a shoe and picked the gold one shed worn on the night of her 18th birthday party. She pulled it out, sitting on the edge of the bed where she put it on Her gold purse was all she needed now, that and a ne around her neckthen she was ready. CHAPTER 9— MEETING THE ALPHA KING CHAPTER 9 MEETING THE ALPHA KING Quinn walked her way into the celebration house, the party had already started. She had heard the music booming from outside, but now that she was inside, the beat was pounding heavier against her ears. The disco lights were bright, and the room was full of people; all dressed elegantly for the asion. The waiters were dressed in white and ck and so were the two bartenders that stood behind the counter at the bar. Quinn walked over to the bar, folding her dress between her legs as she sat down. A dirty martini, make it strong. Its been a while since she drank, but shed always been a woman who could hold her liquor, and right now she needed a drink. Tonight, she wanted to forget all about Jeo, Delh and the pack members, and enjoy herself, and what better way to forget than to get high? She took the drink when the bartender offered it to her, taking a sip of the bitter liquid. It burnt her throat as it went down, settling warmly in the pit of her stomach. She took another sip and then another, not stopping until the ss was empty. Give me another onestronger. As you wish, madam beta. The bartender filled her ss again and pushed it to her, but before she could take it up, somebody else did. Thanks for the drink The voice was deep, withholding confidence and power. Quinn twisted on the stool, looking up at the man who had her drink in hand. His scent was strong, the scent of apricot and petrichor was almost all she could smell. It clogged her nostrils, dominating her senses in a way that she could not ignore. His presence was vehement, and Quinn knew exactly whyhe was an alpha; a strong one at that. His figure stood tall, probably even taller than Jeos, and it was impossible, but in Quinns eyes, he even seemed more handsome too. His eyes were fierce, piercing so deep into her soul that it gave her chills, what was this? Who was he? Her lips quivered as her eyes dropped to her drink. Thats mine. And would you mind if I take it? He took a seat on the stool beside hers, taking a sip from the ss even before she approved it. Youre Quinn, arent you? The redhead that stole the night even before it started. I am Quinn, at least that part is true. Ive heard of you, the confident and alluring Quinn Felon. The rumors never lied; you are as beautiful as they say. He smirked, taking another sip of the drink. You made an impression since the very moment you walked in, and you didnt even notice. His words were clear enough for her to hear, and yet Quinn was still lost. She couldnt understand it. How was it that this man was wearing a suit of ck, and yet he stood out more than the people in colored? Im d youve heard of me, but who are you? If my guess is right, then youre Zayd Novak; the alpha king of the wounded moon pack. Woah! Did I leave an impression too? Perhaps. Quinn tapped the table, seeking the bartenders attention. Give me another drink. The bartender obliged, shoving another ss her way. She took it in hand, turning towards the alpha king. He was the strongest alpha across the globe, he deserved nothing but respect from her. I didnt greet you properly, Alpha Zayd. Im the beta of the silver moon pack; Quinn Felon. Cheers to the newly found bond between our pack and yours. The man chuckled, clinking his ss with hers. Cheers to that and a lot more. He tilted his head, staring at her neck with an unreadable gaze. That burn mark on your neck, how did it get there? Im sure youve already heard, news spreads pretty fast around here. I wouldnt have asked if I already knew, little red. Wellwell, its~ Before Quinn could answer, the chattery that erupted around the room stopped her. She twisted around to get a view of what everyone was whispering about, and her eyes immediately found Jeo and Delh walking inside hand in hand. They were wearing matching purple clothes that would make them stand out in any crowd, and they were smiling as though they were the happiest mated couple in the world. A heavy weight dropped atop of Quinns heart and the liquor in her hand, she poured it all down her throat, not even reacting to the bitter taste. Everyone was in awe, Delhs beauty was really immacte and Jeos manly and devastatingly beautiful features added to it. They looked like they were born for each other, like they were made to be one. Quinn looked away, swallowing the bile in her throat as she shoved her ss to the bartender. Another one, fill it to the brim. The bartender got to work immediately, giving her what she asked for, and Quinn poured it down her throat as soon as she got it. The liquor burnt, but it wasnt near as painful as the pain in her heart. Hey, slow downno more alcohol, youll get drunk. Im fine Quinn gestured towards the bartender, but the alpha king grabbed her ss before she could make her request. Stop drinking, how about we do something even more fun? This song, its my favoritedance with me. He offered her a hand, which Quinn looked down at with indecisive eyes. A dance? People were ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. swaying to the beat, but nobody was actually dancing. Iwell I wont take no for an answer, take my handlets go. Quinns eyes drifted from his hand and to his face, staring at the features that remained superior in this room. His hair was jet ck and styled in a slick back undercut just like Jeos and yetand yet his looked better. His hazel eyes were upturned, drowning her in the dark sea that reigned beyond them, and his full lips looked soft, pink and gentle. The stubble neatly lined around them made him somehow look more attractive, that and his sharp jawlines. This man was handsome, the most handsome man shed ever methow could she turn down a dance with him? She lifted her hand, slowly reaching towards his, but someone grabbed it from behind. Whats going on here? Quinn knew that voice so well, rich and deep with so much familiarity. J-Jeo? CHAPTER 10— A DANCE CHAPTER 10 A DANCE She lifted her hand, slowly reaching towards his, but someone grabbed it from behind. Whats going on here? Quinn knew that voice so well, rich and deep with so much familiarity. J-Jeo? Quinn looked back at him, watching as he smiled at the alpha king while still hanging onto her hand. Oh, Alpha Zayd! We are the star of this party and we have yet to even greet each other. I couldnt care less about this party or greeting you. This woman here has all of my attention. Jeos eyes twitched, the obviously fake smile on his lips threatening to falter. Is that so? Well, shes mymy ma~ Babe, I was wondering where you went. Delh showed up behind him and he quickly let go of her hand as though it were infected by a contagious and threatening disease. We were greeting the guests, why did you suddenly leave? This is the alpha king, Delh. If anybody should be greeted, it is him. Delh bowed her head instantly and Jeo gestured towards her. Shes Delh, my mate. Right, nice to meet you both. Yeah, I never thought youd agree to sign the alliance. Your pack is far higher than mine in the rankingin fact, it is at the very top. To have you on my side is an honor altogether. I never thought Id agree to sign it either, after all, theres nothing your pack could offer mine. It is small, not in the least bit strong. I signed it for an entirely different reasononly one person here is useful to me. Quinn could see it, Jeo was offendedanother alpha was making him look small and all he could do was smile because disrespecting this man would probably be the end of him. Regardless of that, Im still happy about our partnership. Alpha Zayd nodded, looking at Delh and then at Quinn. Is she your sister? Quinn stayed silent for a moment before nodding her head. I suppose so. You two look very much alike. He smirked up at Jeovanni. No offense, you two make a beautiful couple, but I bet me and Quinn here could steal the night if we tried. Quinn? Yes? Quinn answered him. How about that dance? He stretched his hand out to her again, and Quinn looked down at it. She had no reason to say no, not to the most important guest Her hand slid slowly into his, and she heard the growl of disapproval that suddenly popped up in her head. The mind link, Jeo was using it tomunicate with her. Say no His words weremanding, but Quinn did not listen. Why must she? He had moved on, she could too. Quinn followed Alpha Zayd into the center of the room where there was enough space to dance, and everyone turned to stare at them. Are you ready? He asked her, his deep voice sounding gentle. Quinn nodded. Put your hands on my shoulders. Quinns hands moved reluctantly to rest atop of his shoulders. She wasnt sure why, but she was more conscious of him now, his presence was bing too prominent, burning a sense of familiarity inside of her. And now all you have to do, angel, is follow your alphas lead. His arm slid around her waist, pulling her flush against him, and a shiver wracked all the way up Quinns spine when sparks started to rush through her like bolts of electricity. What was this? Why was? He started to rock from side to side, following the calm melody of the song. Heartbeat by Haux, it was a song she knew word for word, but now as she stood in this mans arms, her mind could process nothing, nothing but his captivating scent, nothing but him. You smell nice He whispered to her. You look stunning in this dress too, but something tells me youd look even more stunning with absolutely nothing on. The words were heard, but Quinn did not know how to respond. He was courting her, but in this field, she was inexperienced. Jeo was the only man shed known, he imed her as his as soon as she turned eighteen, and he didnt have to do too much to get her attention. But this man wasnt Jeohehe Quinn froze when her eyes locked on Jeo. He was approaching them, pulling Delh behind him. His face might look calm to everyone else here, but Quinn could see the anger that was spread across it. But why? Why was he angry? He stopped a short-distance away from Quinn and Alpha Zayd, smiling as he ced his hands on Delhs waist, coaxing her in a slow, rhythmic dance. Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. Quinns heartbeat quickened, her slow rock bing unsteady and offbeat. It seems alpha Zayd noticed, for he pulled away, looking down at her with curious eyes. That mark on your neck He spoke, the words whispered just above the soft music. Was it him? Quinn wanted to avoid answering, but she nodded anyway, ncing in Jeos direction. Yes Thats unfortunate, he is a foolcant he see that hes downgraded? Your beauty surpasses hers in so many ways. His arm fell from around her waist and his hand reached up to grab her face, holding it steady so she only looked at himnot at Jeo whom she kept ncing at. Dont be like him, if youre going to move ondo it with someone in a far greater position than whom you left. I guarantee you that thatll hurt more than anything else in this world. And Quinn licked her lips. Who do you believe that person is? That person of greater position, I mean. Who elsemy little bundle of mes? Me And with nothing else said, he reached down, taking her lips between his. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 11— KISSED THRICE CHAPTER 11 KISSED THRICE And with nothing else said, he reached down, taking her lips between his. Quinns eyes widened in surprise, her lips unmoving as his moved greedily against hers. He pulled back, his already sharp eyes narrowed. Im sorry, this wasnt how I wanted this to y out, but its hard for me to control myself. He sighed, the sound full of frustration and desperation. If youre not gonna push me away, Quinn, then at least kiss me back. He took her lips between his again, and Quinn didnt know what choice to make. She was right, his lips were soft and moist and gentle, and the burst of sparks from the sudden contact had her falling right into his trap. Her hand slowly reached for his ck jacket, pulling him closer as her lips finally started to move in sync with his. She didnt know why, but this felt like fate, his lips felt like they belonged against hers. Heat pooled in the pit of her stomach as her reluctance dispersed into want; lust that she had once only carried for Jeovanni. But now this man had found his way around her brokenness, and he didnt even do anything. His tongue ran along her bottom lip and Quinn instantly gave him ess to the inside of her mouth. His tongue was like a me, licking and tantalizing her beyond reasoning, and that fire ran all the way to her core. He searched her mouth, every nook, every cranny for something it seemed he couldnt even find, and he didnt pull away, neither did sheit was someone else who pulled them apart. Frightened, Quinn looked back at Jeovanni who sported a murderous gaze. Im sorry, I need to speak to my beta for a moment. He tried to pull her away, but Alpha Zayd grabbed at her hand, holding it tight. I didnt hear her approve of thisshe is with me right now, wait until shes ready to go with you. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Jeo breathed out a breath of anger, turning towards Quinn. Choose now, stay with him ore with me I-I want to~ Choose wisely, Quinn, for not doing your job as beta right, I have the right to kick you out of this pack. His words were a threat, Quinn knew it. Sighing, she looked up at alpha Zayd. Im sorry, but Im going to have to go with him. His grip remained around her hand for a while longer before he reluctantly let go. Okay. Every other word he said since night was calm and full of confidence except for this oneit was whispered lowly, cold and dead. As Jeovanni pulled her through the crowd, Quinn kept her gaze on himwhy did it feel like her heart was aching because of the distance that was now between them? Why did Quinn want to stay by his side? Even if it was until this night ended. When the door to the celebration house closed and Quinn could not see him anymore, her heart felt as though it was ripped out of her chest. What was happening? He wasnt her mate, so why did she feel this way? Are you an idiot? Dancing with him was disrespectful enough, but kissing him in front of everyone especially in front of me, Quinnhow could you? Quinn looked up at Jeo when he shoved her harshly against the wall. His words were irritating her, what did her kissing another man have to do with him? How could I? Youre asking me that after you rejected me for my sister? My life should not concern you now, were not together anymore! I dont f*cking careonce mine, you will always be mine. Quinnughed, the sound holding absolutely no humor. Im not yours Jeo, Delh is yours. I own myself now, so leave me the f*ck alone. She eased off the wall, but Jeo shoved her back against it. Youre not going back in there. Lets see you stop m~ Before she could finish, Jeovannis lips were against hers in a rough and dominating kiss. There was once a time when this would delight her, when his lips against hers would bring her joybut now it disgusted her. The fact his lips had been on her sister''s and his mark was on her neck made Quinn sick. She fisted her hands, using them to shove him back and away from her, and then she wiped her lips. Dont put your disgusting lips on me. I wouldnt have had to if you didnt let him put his on you. I was just erasing the trace of him that was left, nothing more, nothing less. You sound stupid, Jeo. Why reject me when you knew youd get jealous if I dated someone else? Youre making no sense, do you want me or Delh? I already told you, I want Delh. I love her. Then leave me alone! I would if I could. He ran his hand through his hair and then pointed in the opposite direction of the celebration house. Go home, Quinnif you dont, then Ill exile both you and your father who tantly disrespected me yesterday. You wouldnt. Quinn dared. Ohh, I would, so go. Quinn looked at the entrance to the party and then at Jeo. She didnt want to go, the alpha king; she wanted to see him againto at least say goodbye, but she couldnt bestow misfortune upon her fathernot because of a man she barely knew. OkayIll go. She adjusted her dress, then walked away from Jeovanni. One of her hands reached towards her lips, running along the tender flesh. She was reminiscing, but not on Jeos kiss. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 12— HER TREE CHAPTER 12 HER TREE The wind weaved its way around Quinns dress as she walked back home; cold and incessantly eating ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. away at the little warmth in her body. She felt guilty, father said he wanted this night to him and his mate, and she was now going home to ruin it Should she not go home yet? The air was cold, but it was refreshing. Quinn twisted on her heels, walking towards the east borders instead of her fathers house. There was this tree she used to call her own there, one of the tallest trees on thisnd. It was old, the limbs were dry and copsing, but every spring, it grew leaves. She didnt know how it continued to survive through the winters, but it always did, and Quinn would congratte it every year. Every time she felt down and weak, shed go there just to look at that tree, because if it could survive, then she could too Quinn wrapped her arms around herself as she continued into the forest. Her steps were quick and loud, and yet the crickets that sang didnt seem to be afraid of them. The limbs and leaves swayed along with the wind, making howling noises that Quinn was familiar with. The night was dark, and though the moon was bright, the heavy trees blocked its lightbut Quinn could see; clearly. She could see the healthy and low grass beneath her feet, the twigs she was stepping on, the wild bushes and the wildflowers that adorn them, and she could see her treeright in the center of her path. She stopped in front of it, looking up at its branches. It seems not everything could remain strong forever, not even this tree. Quinn chuckled to herself, running her finger along the bark where her name was carved. Was this tree somehow associated with her? It had been strong when she was, but now that she waspletely broken it was too. Why? Why were most of its branches on the ground, broken, scattered and abandoned? Why did it look so pitiful in her eyes now? Quinn wiped her cheek when a tear dripped against it. Shed always aspired to be like this tree; strongbut now they both have miserably fallen Why was her life so hard? Jeovanni rejected her for her sister without a second thought, and the sister she thought had always been on her side wasntwhy was everything turning upside down? Jeovanni was making things so hard for herhow could he kiss her after kissing her sister? And how could he threaten to exile her father after everything hed done for the pack in the past? Why were people so ungrateful? Why? Quinns right hand fisted and she used the anger within her to punch the tree, but in the end, she was the one who felt the pain. With a sob, she fell against the tough textured bark, crying Should she just leave? Jeo didnt want her, and yet he didnt want to see her move on. Why was he so cruel? Hed never been like this, why did he change? What made him change? Could it b~? Quinn perked up when an unfamiliar scent drifted densely across her nostrils; the scent of a roguenot just one, there were about four. She wiped her eyes, easing off the tree and looking ahead. She didnt smell any patrollers, were they all at that party? Hissing, she took off her heels and ran forward, changing into her silver-colored wolf mid-run. The beautiful green dress shed worn was now scattered in pieces on the floor, but right now, that wasnt her concern. Rogues were on thisnd and there was nobody to counter them. Her legs sprinted towards the direction their scent came from, and she found them patronizing a young girl. She wasid helplessly against the ground. She wasnt from this pack, but she wasnt a rogue. She was probably a member of the alpha kings pack. Quinn wasted no time, she rushed in front of the girl, growling at the three feral animals tormenting her. They didnt back down like they should, instead they ran at her. Quinn had to dodge their attacks, if she were to fight back, then shed hurt the girlying in her human form behind her. She needed to create some distance, killing them was easy, but she couldnt do it at the price of hurting another. With a breath, she positioned herself in a fighting stance, growling as she stepped forward, forcing them to back away. They growled warily at her, not knowing what her next move would be. When there was enough space for Quinn to move, she wasted no time, she took them all down one by one, leaving them curled up on the ground in their human forms. She then turned to the crying girl, quickly changing back into her vulnerable side; bare to the wind and to her innocent eyes. Are you alright? Y-Yesthank you. But thereanother onebig; the leader. Quinn sniffed the air again, she knew shed smelled four, the other one was a distant awayif her guess was right, then he was close to the farmers hut. It didnt matter if he damaged the nts, but the people that lived thereshe couldnt let him hurt them. Alright, hurry back, Ill take care of him. The girl nodded, standing to her feet and running off. As soon as she disappeared into the woods, Quinn changed forms again and ran in the direction of the other rogue, getting there in no time. She followed his scent through the dasheen farm, quickening her pace when she heard screams and growls. In seconds, her green eyes found him and there were a bunch of farmers around him, holding and if they werent, then they were omegas who had no other purpose but to provide for themselves and the pack. They couldnt fight, especially not this wolf. It was big, bigger than her with fur as ck as night, fur that was stained with red. The closer she got, the more pungent its scent became. It smelled of decaying flesh, it smelled like something dead. On the floor around it, were injured pack membersshe made it, but it seems she waste. She tackled it from behind, and it faltered, but it did not fall. A growl, deadly and threatening left its lips as it turned to her. There was blood around its mouth, blood more than 2 days old. The other three were weaklings, but this one would not be easy to take down. It had probably been an alpha before it went feral. CHAPTER 13— ILL SEE YOU AGAIN CHAPTER 13 I''LL SEE YOU AGAIN Quinn positioned herself for a fight, and the pack members around her backed away, giving her the space she needed. They were afraid, but at least they didnt leave the injured members behind, they were pulling them away with them, saving them. The rogue was the first to attack and Quinn didnt find it hard to sight its advances. Its attack was powerful, but it was nonstrategic. He was bigbig and slowbut one hit from it could bring her to her kneesshe had to thread carefully. Growling, Quinn walked slowly around it, and its eyes followed her with a lethal gaze. Red eyes that were lost and filled with bloodlust, red eyes full of painif she left her home to be a rogue because of Jeo and Delh, would she too turn out like this? Be feral enough to not be able to distinguish wrong from right Be feral enough to lose control Quinn snapped her teeth at it, this time striking first with an aim for its neck. It countered her attack, but she was still able to bring it off its feet. Itnded on its back and Quinn jumped atop of it, exerting dominance with a growl. Her lips slid back, showcasing the teeth shed sink into its neck before howling in victory. It was struggling beneath her, trying to break free from her grasp, but Quinn did not let it. Her teeth fought to lodge between its neck, but it was persistent to live. The struggle got more powerful, and its canines sunk into her front leg, drawing a cry of pain from her lips. She wanted to pull back, but if she did, shed lose the tant chance to injure it. Tilting her head back, her teeth rammed into the left side of its neck, the spot hed foolishly left open to attack her. Blood filled her mouth, and the howl that left its lips rang against her ears. The attack mustve been unexpected and painful. Its hind legs kicked against her belly, the strength in each attack gradually weakening as its life slowly drained away. When it stopped moving permanently, Quinn stepped away from itlooking down at its pitiful form. It had been big and bad not too long ago, and now it was close to taking itsst breath. It was panting, eyes open and staring at her with so much sorrow that Quinn felt sorry. The farmers were rejoicing, praising herbut wasnt it them whod sent rotten fruits to her home? Quinn twisted away from them, eyes meeting that of the girl she had saved and some other people behind her. Alpha Zayd was there, Jeovanni too. Are you alright? The words were the same, but they came from two different people. Quinn nodded towards alpha Zayd, not even ncing at Jeo. There was concern on his face, a curious crease between his eyebrows, was he worriedfor her? She changed forms despite the pain, sitting against the grass with a badly injured arm and without clothes. Nobody died, but some of the farmers were injured, get them to the hospital before their wounds be fatal. Think about yourself first. You are injured, Quinn. Lets get you to the hospital. Im fine. Quinn said to Jeo. As much as I would want to agree with you, little redyoure not fine. Alpha Zayd took off his jacket as he approached her, and Jeo did the same. Your arm needs to be taken care of, listen to your leader. He offered her his jacket, and Jeo did too. Quinn looked between them both, why did they have to do this at the same time? Was this some sort ofpetition? Quinn sighed, reaching for alpha Zayds. At least his wasnt the same color as Delhs dress. She draped it around her, basking in the warmth of the alphas scent and the suddenfort she felt. He helped her to her feet, pulling her against his side and though he was still wearing a white shirt, she could feel how taut his muscles were; thick and bulging, he felt too masculine to be real. His touch, every second of it brought her intense and memorable sparks, drowning her in a feeling of belonging even her wolf felt rxed around him. Thank youthat girl you saved was my sister, but the negligence of your pack members is far too much to be overlooked. He was looking at Jeovanni as he spoke. As alpha, shouldnt you make sure that the pack is protectedespecially on a day like this? Jeovanni took a calming breath, withdrawing his jacket and throwing it over his shoulder. I didnt think tha~ Before he could finish, the young girl Quinn had saved interrupted him. Its not his fault, even the patrollers want to have fun too. Who wouldnt want to go to a party? Shut up, Isabeshut up before I ram that tree limb into your mouth. The girlughed, but the sound was short-lived, a growl from behind had everybody turning towards the rogue. It struggled to its feet, growling intimidatingly at everyone while blood dripped down its chin. Jeo stepped forward, but Quinn held him back. Leave itits badly injured, it cannot fight. It might be feral, but even a mindless wolf knows when to back down. Why are you always leaving the rogues alive? If you dont kill them, theyll return. No, theyve never returnedevery rogue Ive taken down has nevere back. The rogue staggered back as if knowing it was outnumbered, and then it ran off into the direction of the pack borders. The other three mustve already left. You cant sympathize with rogues, Quinn. I wasnt going to, not this time. I was going to kill it since it had the nerve to hurt my people. Quinn released him, looking at him with an expressionless gaze. But then I realized that at the rate at which things are currently going, I might be a rogue too. A look of guilt shed briefly across his face before disappearing. That wont happen. He grabbed at her good hand, pulling her from against Alpha Zayd. Stop spouting nonsense and lets get you to a doctor, as for the injured farmers, get them to the hospital as well He started walking in the direction out of the woods, and Quinn followed, looking back when alpha Zayd shouted. Little red! She raised her brow and he smiled. Ill see you again, my beautiful bundle of mes. Jeovanni didnt let her respond, he quickened his steps, dragging her off a far distance away before speaking. Take it off. Quinn looked at him, confused. What are you talking about? His jacket, Quinntake it off. When I offered you mine, it meant that you shouldnt have taken hishis awful scent is making my head hurt. But I dont want to take it off. Why? Is he your new boyfriend or something now? He isntbut I bet if he was, hed treat me a lot better than you. He genuinely seems to be sweeter, ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. and he probably wouldnt leave me for my sister and then get mad when I try to associate with other people. Im not mad, QuinnIm just Just what? Do you regret it now? Rejecting me so bold and bitterly? Quinnughed, pulling herself out of his arms. If thats ever the case, youd better keep it to yourself and stay with the person you rejected me for. I will note back to you after you humiliated me in front of the whole pack, giving them a reason to look down on me. Because of you, those same farmers I helped brought fruits that were spoiled to my doorstep, because of you, I cant even look at myself and smile again. From the bottom of my heart, I hate you, Jeoand it took me tonight to figure that out. She pulled the jacket tighter around her, walking off despite his desperate and continuous calls of her name. She meant what she said, that man shed loved without bounds for three years, she hated him now. He made her sick, to the point where she even wanted to vomit. Shed contemted taking him back if he came clean in the beginning, but hed made his choicenow that he was mated to Delh, the thought of taking him back has never run across her mind. CHAPTER 14— VACATION CHAPTER 14 VACATION Zayd sat in thefort of his office, hand fisted beneath his chin in deep thought. He missed her already, the beautiful redhead who had stolen his heart three nights ago. The prominent and intense emotions shed made him feel felt fresh in his mind, and her scentthe mixture of earthy and floral still lived along the rim of his nostrils. She smelled like heaven and hell in one; a scent that calmed and tempted him at the same time A scent of pine trees and lotus flowersa marvelousbination that had his heart in knots that night. As soon as shed walked in, his wolf was at the edge, jealous of the other eyes that stared at her Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. celestial face and the constant and alluring sway of her hips. They wanted her, but he was d shed been entrusted to him by the goddess of the moon His mate; the woman hed been waiting twenty-seven years forhed searched high and low, and after all these years of declining that packs advances for an alliancefinally agreeing hadnded him a jackpot. The night they came with the contract, hed nned to turn them down, but that captivating scent that lingered on the weapon box was what had his wolf rolling straight onto its back. The word mate had bombarded his mind, and in order to meet her, that contract, hed signed it and asked the gamma about who had held the box before him He called a whole lot of names but hers stood out the most; well, not if he considered the fact that it was the only feminine name called. Hed inquired about her, learning of her full name and her positionhed also learned that she was supposed to have apanied them but because of unpredictable and personal events, she could no longer make it. It had angered him; the fact that hed finally found his mate and couldnt see herbut his anger had been why the beta proposed a party and that was a marvelous idea. His usual color was ck, but hed tried on several others, including pink just to impress her. His beta, Dantae was the one who told him to take them off and settle for ck because he looked like a clown in colored. Seeing her in dark green that night and not pink or red ~colors that women mostly loved~ made him happy he chose a ck suit with a white undershirt. And many other things made him happy as wellthe sweet sound of her voice that had massaged his ears as well as the sweet taste of her mouth when hed kissed her. She tasted like dark chocte, bitter and sweet at the same time What made him tempted to destroy the whole ce though was the fact that shed previously been marked by a man who still seemed to have feelings for her. Hed seen the way that weak and audacious alpha had been looking at her when she was with him; it was a look of jealousy that made his wolf want to let looseand the fact that she seemed jealous of him too made it even worst. She was his mate, and she hadnt even noticed it. Why? Or was she ignoring the tant pull because she was still too invested in her ex? Whatever it was, it did not make him happy. Whether she wanted him or not, hed im herfor she was his. Her name was written in his book and his in hers. There was nothing she could do to fight fate, especially when Zayd would make sure to put up a stronger fight. Dropping his hand from beneath his chin, he looked up when somebody knocked on his door. Come in he calmly told them, despite the rough waves that roared within him. The door was pushed open after that, revealing the messenger hed sent out; an omega that was small and fast with a nose that could scent out any shortcutDantaes mate. Speak Rachel. He was reluctant at firsthed even said no, but the threat you sent me with worked. He agreed, but only two persons can apany you and for one week. Zayd smirked, clicking his tongue. Alright, tell Dantae and Frederick to pack their bagsthat is all, you may go. He ushered her towards the door and without another word she left. Zayd tapped his desk, his heart churning in glee, even his wolf was in a good mood. Hed told Quinn that hed see her again before he left, and hed meant it. Immediately after arriving back home from the party, hed called for Rachel and sent her out with a proposal. Using a use from the contract hed signed as threat, hed found a way to crawl back into alpha Jeovannis pack. use 1 (ii). During the duration of this agreement, our packs will be considered one. Each pack is now a shelter for the other, and visitation is not limited, whether it be for protection or leisure. If hed disagreed, then that would be a breach of contractwhich was why he didnt. The smirk on Zayds lips widened as he stood to his feet. It was time to pack, he had a vacation to go on and a mate to im. Hed waited too long for her to watch her fall deeper and deeper for another man; nine years is a long time, so much time had already gone to waste, he could not waste anymore. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 15— A TOUR CHAPTER 15 A TOUR Quinn sat in Jeos office, looking through the heap of paperwork that Cannon just brought in. Its been five days since the night of the party, and during these five days, a lot has happened. The farmers that had hated her apologized sincerely in front of her. Theyd gotten down on their knees, thanking her for saving them. Theyd even confessed to regretting not trusting her and bringing her rotten food. Now her house was full of food, so much so, that she didnt even have space to put them. However, something else happened, five nights ago, she hadnt just attended a party, shed aggressively told Jeo off, and since then, he barely said a word to her when she came to his office. He only spoke to her when he really had to, if not, then there would be a suffocating silence between them, both waiting to hear the unsaid words that lingered on the tip of both their tongues. N?velDrama.Org owns this. But regardless of the awkwardness that now lurked in the air among them, Quinn was not sorry about, nor did she regret what she said that night. Every word came from the very pit of her stomach. They were said in anger, yesbut they were said in all honesty. He was selfish and cruel and sheshe hated him. This feeling of vengeance within her was so unfamiliar that it felt unreal. Shed never dreamt of hating Jeobut after what he did and saidshe could not help herself. She thought shed love him forever, and though there was still a lot of love in her heart for him, it was gradually withering. These past few days, she had to struggle through the pain of seeing him and Delh together. She visited his office quite often, as if she were afraid that hed abandon her like he abandoned Quinn. She probably thought that Quinn would fight to reim what was once hers, but Quinn would not stoop so low. She would not take Jeo back even if the goddessmanded it. He didnt deserve her love, Quinn knew she was worth much moreher father taught her that, if nothing else, that old man boosted her self-esteem to the limit. Apart from all of that though, there was one more thing on her mindthat man shed met; the alpha king. Despite trying hard to forget about the dance, the kiss, the tempting words, she couldnt. His face haunted her mind, and his scent that remained on the jacket hed given her calmed her heart every time she held it close. It was as though she missed him and desperately wanted to see him again. But if and when she does see him again, what would she do? What would she say? And what exactly would transpire between them? She heard that hed yet to find his mate, but it would be wrong of her to date him when one day ahead his mate could show up. She didnt want to be like Delh, she didnt want to take him away from the person he was fated to, which was why she was trying hard to dismiss the thought of him. Furthermore, she didnt want to be abandoned againand if his mate showed up, thenthat would be exactly whatll happen. Sighing, she picked up the paper shed been reading, passing it to Jeo. This one requires your signature, alpha. Ive read it through, the percentages and the funds are urate and fair. Thanks. He took the paper, his hand brushing against hers as he did so. The simple touch had both their eyes meeting, but he was quick to look away. Quinns eyes sunk back into the heap of paper, her nervous fingers hauling one from the batch. She could still feel the sparks whenever they touched, could he feel it too? She shook her head. It didnt matter whether he felt it or not, nothing mattered between them now. It was over, it was done and sh~ Quinn paused for a second, sniffing the air when a familiar scent drifted across her nostrils. Was she imagining it? Why was he? How could he be here? She stood up, looking towards the door when the scent became denser, weighing down on her senses without restraint. Apricotpetrichorboth scents were uniqueand there was only one person who sported them both The doorknob twisted and Cannon was the first to step inside. Alpha, the guests have arrived. From behind him came three men, one which she knew by heartAlpha Zayd. Howe? Guests? What are they doing here? Quinn looked at Jeo for answers, but he kept his mouth sealed in a thin and angry line. It was instead alpha Zayd who gleefully responded. I told you, Id see you again! The man beside him bumped his shoulders and whispered words that Quinn couldve barely made out. Stop acting like a clown, Zayd. Zayd nodded, the smile on his lips immediately faltering. Well be here for seven days. I realized that I signed the contract without knowing anything about this pack or its originIm here to make up for that. I really do hope thats all Jeo chimed in. Alpha Zayd tilted his head, the atmosphere around him suddenly bing heavy and austere. And if not? Jeo chuckled stiffly. If not, then you will have to buy me a beer or two for giving me extra work. Ohh, rightI thought as much. You deserve a beer for agreeing to let me and my boys stay. Can we have a tour of thend? Cannon will be happy to take you guys on a tour. No, Ill be happier if beta Quinn here did it. Quinn is~ Busy? Alpha Zayd interrupted. Im sure Gamma Cannon wouldnt mind helping her out for an hour or soright, Cannon? Cannon nodded his head, seeming obviously confused. I wouldnt mind. Alright then, its settled. Quinn will be the one to take me on a tour. Quinn looked at Jeo as she stood, the irritation was clear as day on his face. Ill be back in a few then alpha. Jeovanni did not answer, he didnt even nce up from the paper he was looking atand Quinn took that as her cue to just go. She followed Alpha Zayd and his people outside beneath the evening sun. So, ummwhere must I start? Anywhere yourefortable with, little red. Alpha Zayd sped his hands behind him, slowing down so they walked at the same pace. How have you been these past days, Ive missed you dearly. Ive been fine. And your arm? It haspletely healed now. Let me see. He unsped his hands, stopping in the middle of the pathway to grab hers. He examined it, a proud smile spreading across his lips. Im happy it did not leave a scar. He looked up at her, those dark eyes staring way past her soul. The first time shed seen him, the room was dark, but now that he stood beneath the bright light of the sun, she could analyze his beauty much clearer. He now looked more handsome than he did before. Those lips that had been against hers looked just as moist and tasty as they were, and his hair seemed to have been freshly lined. How could one man appear so unworldly? So where have you decided to take me first. II Quinns mouth watered at the sound of his voice, and at the sparks that his touch on her arm induced. I havent made up my mind yet. While you make up your mind. He pointed at the two men in front. Meet my beta Dantae and my gamma Frederick. They wont be apanying us on this tourbut Im introducing them to you anyway. Ohhhi. You guys are weed here. Yes, thank youbut Zayd, why are we not attending this tour? Because you guys said you didnt want to. When did we Zayds eyes twitched as he stared at Dantae, coaxing him shut his mouth. Ohh yes I remember now. He rolled his eyes, draping an arm over Fredericks shoulder. Wed nned to tour ourselveslets get going. CHAPTER 16— WANT TO CLAIM??|? ???? ?﹏? ???? ?|?? CHAPTER 16 WANT TO CLAIM??|??????n??????|?? Now that only the two of them stood on the paved path, a certain nervousness took ahold of Quinn. She pulled her hand out of his, her eyes shifting away from his intense gaze. So, uhIll just take you to the pack house firstIm certain thats where youll be staying during your time here. Okay, lead the way. Quinn walked in front, forcing confidence in each of her steps until they made it to the marketce. Our pack is small, but we grow our own food and sell it both to the people of our pack and others. We also trade food for weapons, it is an attribute of ours, we use it to coax other packs into trusting and forming an alliance with us. Thus, this is our marketce and the people here are mostly farmers. Nice and creativewe dont really nt on ournd, like most packs, we buy food in bulk and distribute it. That works too, but since our pack is small and a little low in the rankings, we need a selling point. Well, that makes sense. As they walked past the stalls syed out along the sidewalk, the people bowed to them, some even offering Quinn various fruits, which she respectfully declined. She had enough at home. The next stop was the ce of interest, the pack house. The massive building was painted in pure white, and it stood tall in the center of thend. This is our pack house. Mostly teenagers who have yet to find their mates live here. In our pack, its tradition for the dominant wolf to build a house for their mate as soon as they find them. Then, does that mean Ill have to build you a house as well? Quinns ears twitched at his daring words. She did not know how to respond, there were no words on the tip of her tongue. That question left her flustered and speechless, for how could he say something like that without a hint of yfulness in his deep voice? How did he expect her to reply? With a yes? With a no? Or perhaps with a maybe? Quinn cleared her throat, deciding not to answer that question at all. Shall we move on? Go ahead. Alright then, Ill take you to the elders quarter. Its not far from here, and its thest ce I have in mind to show you. She walked ahead, leading him a couple meters away from the pack house. The elders quarter paled in size, but it too wasrge. This is where the elders stay. They are as important to us as warriors. I see. Thats it for today, our pack is small, so we dont really have a lot to showshould I lead you back to the alphas office? She finally turned to look at him. The evening sun had gone down not much long ago, and now darkness settled above thend, sheltering it with the light of the moon. You guys probably have some important things to discuss. What could be more important than spending more time with you, Quinn. He sighed, staring at her with a dark and mysterious gaze, one that she could not read. I dont believe the tour is finished as yet. Take me to the farm. I want to see it. Well, thatyou saw itst time. You were there when I fought the rogue. Show me where you live then. Its not muchIm living with my parents right now. Why? Did he not build you a house? Ihe Quinns heart started to beat faster, shame; a profuse amount of it filling her to the very brim. Her eyes shifted away from his, hands gripping tight to her green blouse as she searched for words to change this awful subject. Since you want to see more, Ill take you to the training grounds. Thats the only ce I can think of right now. She walked away before he could approve, heading into the close by woods. She could hear his steps behind her, quick and unfaltering unlike hers that had lost all the confidence shed feigned. From the start, his questions were too intense to answer, but that one left a weight atop of her head, it was so heavy that it brought her down. It still hurt, the fact that Jeo had built that house for her and yet, Delh was the one living in i~ Quinn gasped when a hand grabbed onto hers, stopping her in her march towards the fields. You didnt answer me, Quinn. Why? That''s becausebecause its none of your concern whether he built me a house or not. You think so? He chuckled, the sound as dark as the night. You dont get to tell me what concerns me and what doesnt, Quinn. Everything about you concerns me. Quit trying to push me away, youre mine now, not hisat least acknowledge that fact. What are you saying? Im not~ A low growl rumbled through his chest as he twisted her towards him. Finish that statement if you dare. Quinns lips wobbled at the anger in his voice and the dark abyss behind his eyes. He moved closer towards her, forcing her to retreat until her back was against the rough bark of a tree. He caged her against it, hauling submission out of her with nothing but his intense gaze. I dont think you understand this, Quinn. Whether you want to acknowledge it or not, you are still my mate regardless, and youre always going to be. So if I were you, Id get used to me being around. Mate? What do you mean? Stop pretending to not knowyouve been doing that since the very night we met while I had to be forcing my wolf under control and trying hard to not im you since you obviously werent ready. I was alright with that, but pretending that a bond doesnt exist between us is as far as my tolerance goes. I dont understand Quinns eyes were wide with confusion now. What was he talking about? Her mate? He was her mate? How and since when? What bond? I will be honest, I do feel attracted to you, but my wolf has never acknowledged you as our mate. I dont know what youre talking about. Are you lying to me, Quinn? The tone of his voice made it impossible for her to lie, did he not know that? Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Quinn shook her head. Im not. I swear Im not. A sigh left his lips as he ran a frustrated hand through his hair. Alright, Im not sure whats going on with you since its almost impossible for a wolf to not be able to scent out their mate, but Im going to believe you, which means that I also forgive you. But since you know nowyou have no excuse. I refuse to have you continuously running away from me when Ive been waiting my whole life for you. Youre mine, Quinnor perhaps my words alone wont assure you of that. Should I start moving a little faster? Fast enough to leave my mark on your neck? He pushed himself closer to her, and a shiver wracked through Quinn as his hand reached for her face, holding it still as he leaned down to kiss her. His lips, they were as soft as the first time he kissed her five nights agobut now the kiss was rougher, carved out of dominance and possessiveness. His free hand reached around her waist, pulling her body flush against him so his warmth and the sparks could flow freely from him to her. When he pulled back, Quinn was pantingher legs feeling weak beneath her. A-Alpha Zayd? Or perhaps thats taking it too farmust I show you who you belong to by different means? After all, there are many ways to leave my mark on you without actually leaving it, right Quinn? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 17— PUT YOUR LEG ON MY SHOULDER (???_???) CHAPTER 17 PUT YOUR LEG ON MY SHOULDER (???_???) Or perhaps thats taking it too farmust I show you who you belong to by different means? After all, there are many ways to leave my mark on you without actually leaving it, right Quinn? His words promised Quinn something she could not exin, they held such determination that she knew he would see them through. Do you want that? The resonance of his voice paired with the ethereality of his face and the beauty of his scent had Quinn nodding like a fool. She knew she was supposed to say no, she knew the wrong, and she knew the rightbut she was deliberately leading herself down the wrong path. I want that. Open your mouth Quinns lips fell apart immediately, willingly giving him the ess he needed, and he wasted no time to dip his tongue inside, searching her mouth, iming it. He pushed forward, pressing her against the tree as he pulled away, lips tracing their way down her neck. Your scent is divine He told her, but what was really divine was himhis lipshis tonguehis hot and tempting breathseverything. I cant wait for you to bepletely mineIll im all of youif I promise you nothing, then I promise you that. He sucked on the soft skin, engraving little red marks that Quinn used to think were irrelevant, now though, they felt necessary, she wanted him to leave them all over her. A whimper left her lips when his hand reached under her blouse, grabbing onto her braless and firm breast. He squeezed the sulent flesh and Quinn could physically feel as slick dripped down her walls in abundance. She wanted him, this man that she barely knew, she wanted him in a way shed never wanted anyone before. His scent was now more captivating than Jeos, and his face, his voice, everything about him was more attractive. Was what he said the truth? Was he really her mate? Then was that also why she couldnt fall asleep these past few days without hugging his shirt? Was that why she couldnt get him off her mind? Quinn grabbed onto him, pulling him closer. Her lips were sealed, but her body was obviously begging for more. The way her hips grinded against his lower half was unlike herbut right now, she did not feel like herself. She could feel the tantly hard flesh that hid behind his trousers, threatening to burst free, and she could feel his hot and tantalizing breaths against her neck as he panted. A growl resonated through his chest, and he grabbed her grinding hips, stopping their movements. Youd better stop, Quinnnot even I know exactly what Im capable of. I never wanted to do this in a ce like thisnot with you. But I did promise to leave my mark on you; even if it is but a memory that youll never forget. So, be patient, Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. my lil bundle of mesI will do everything in my power to make sure you know that you are mine. He raised his head from the crook of her neck, looking down at her with a lustful gaze. Your scent has gotten deeperso I wont askI know for sure that you want this too. His hands slid away from her hips, unbuttoning her jeans. Thats where Quinn shouldve drawn the line, but she was drunk, and in this heated moment, there was nothing to sober her up. Her baggy jeans fell down her legs without a single struggle, and she kicked them offwanting to know what hed do, dying and yet living in deep anticipation. The waistband of her panty, he yed with it before finally sliding his hand inside. Quinn moaned even before he touched her clit, her eyes rolling to the back of her head as the pleasure of the first touch coursed through her. His digits spread her folds, rolling against the pinnacle of her desire. Quinns head fell against his chest, lip between her teeth as she forbade herself from moaning out too loud. They were hidden in between bushes and trees, but they were still out in the open. She had to be quiet, she had to hold it inshe had to~ She tried, but she still could not hold back the cries of pleasurethey effortlessly opened her locked lips, climbing out boisterous and boldly. With his free hand, Quinn felt as he lifted her head, his lips catching hers, swallowing the whimpers and the moanstaking them all. When he pulled back, Quinn was panting, chest heaving and falling as his hand slipped out of her drawers, and then he slowly slid to his knees in front of her. The alpha kingthe strongest alpha of this era was knelt before her! He looked up, those dark eyes meeting hers with nothing but desperation and with a want she wasnt confident she could ever fulfil. He pulled her panty down her legs, and then he spoke. Put your leg on my shoulder, angel. His voice sounded deeper than it had been before,manding and yet gentle. Quinns leg trembled as she cocked it over his shoulder, her eyes drifting away from him when sudden self-consciousness fell down on her. She could feel his breaths against her flesh and when he inhaled, Quinn wanted desperately to close her legs. Why was she like this? She mightve not done anything like this outside, but shed done it behind closed doors with Jeoso why? What was wrong with her now? Slowly and reluctantly, her hand reached down, covering the gateway to her pleasure and he growled, regaining her attention. She looked down at him, freckled cheeks flustered. II Do you want us to stop? Quinn shook her head. Move your handIve smelled heaven, now let me taste it. CHAPTER 18— YOURE AFRAID CHAPTER 18 YOU''RE AFRAID He began with leaving tant marks on her inner thigh, riling her up until she could barely take it anymore. His eyes were still on her, watching her as he moved closer to the apex of her thighs. Quinn was impossibly wet, so much so that she felt ashamed of herself. Its been months since she had any form of intimate contact, and now this man was giving her more than Jeo ever could with just a few touches. Her hands clenched by her side as she waited for him to reach the climax, as well as the conclusion of this night. He chuckled, the sound throaty. Youre so impatient, little redbut then again, its time I gave you what you want. With those words, his lips dived between her folds and Quinn hurled over from the pleasure, shiver after shiver wracking down her spine. She straightened herself, not able to hold back her cry when the anticipation that had been drowning her finally washed her up ashore. She grabbed the back of his head, shoving it deeper between her thighs as his tongue circled her flesh and his lips sucked greedily at the pink nob. IgoddessIm close. His teeth grazed her clit and then a finger of his circled the rim of her entrance before slowly sinking inside. Quinn moaned, feeling the pleasure all the way down to her curling toes. Her legs were shaking so much that she could barely hold herself upthis was bliss, fervent butterflies were burning a path in the pit of her stomach. The heat was rising, to a point where she could not hold back the explosion. Her body stiffened, head thrown back as she finally let go,ing on his finger that had dug so deep into her. He didnt stoppping at her essence, not until the prominent convulsion of her body came to a sudden stop. He pulled away then, licking her slick off his lips and sliding her leg off his shoulder. He straightened himself, standing to his feet and towering over her. Was that enough? Did you finally recognize thepatibility and the bond between us? Is this enough to prove that you are mine? He smirked, index finger sliding across her neck, stopping at the burn mark that was there. Or must I just mark you? Itd be nice to rece his stupid mark with mine once and for all. At those words, Quinns body tensed, her eyes ncing down to her clothes on the low grass and then up at him. It seemed shed been drunk before, but she had sobered up now, what had she done? How could she have? He said he was her mate, but it could have been a lieand even if it was the truthQuinn didntshe didnt want to start all over again, to get hurt all over again. Jeo had done enough damageshe couldnt deal with the emotional trauma of being betrayed again. Pushing herself off the tree, she walked around him, ready to run away, but he grabbed her handjust like he did that night when Jeo hauled her away from him. Quinn, where are you going? At least stay here a little longer with me. No Quinn clenched her jaws, hauling her hand out of his. I dont want anything to do with you anymoreconsider tonight a mistake, one that I terribly regret. And then she ran off, changing into her silver wolf mid-run. She ran back home, not even greeting her parents as she walked inside; naked and sad. Her father tried to talk to her, but she mmed the door in his faceputting on some clothes before curling up beneath the sheets. She was an idiotshed just made a fool out of herself, and for what? The tears that rushed down her cheeks, she wiped them, tangibly feeling as her pride diminished. She shouldnt have fallen for that, shouldnt have fallen for him. His mouth was as wild as lupins, he was the alpha king; he could get any woman he wanted, and he chose her? The girl with the scar of an abandoned mark on her neck Quinnughed bitterly. If she fell for him, hed toss her asidebecause him too would soon realize that she wasnt enough, even if it takes him three years. With a trembling hand, Quinn pulled the sheets from over her head and looked blurrily at the ck jacket syed out across her pillow. She reached for it, pulling it against her chest after inhaling its scent. As predicted, it calmed her, giving her a reason to find peace in her sleep. |-_-| The next morning, Quinn woke up to three knocks on her door. Her eyes fluttered open, blurrily looking towards the door. Dad? Yes sweetie, its me. Im aware you may still not be in a good mood, but someone is here to see you. Who? The alpha king Quinn jumped up, throwing the jacket aside as she staggered towards the window, pulling the curtain aside to look outside. The blurriness of her eyes had now suddenly dispersed, for she wasnt just hearing things, he was out there, standing right in front of the veranda. Quinn sighed, running her hand down her face. The memories ofst night were still fresh in her mind. She wasnt ready to face him yet What would he say, and how would she respond? Groaning to herself, she opened up her bedroom door, greeting her father. Morning, father. You might want to fix your hair and wash your face. Quinn nodded, walking to the bathroom instead of the front door. Shebed her fingers through her messy red hair, catching it in a bun that was equally messy. Then she washed her face and brushed her teeth as quickly as possible. She knew she was going out there to reject him, but she still wanted to look the least bit presentable. She wasnt sure why, but in front of him, she always felt self-consciouseven more so after what happenedst night. Clearing her throat, she pulled the front door open, holding her head down as she walked outside. Hellomay I ask how you found my house? Cannon took me. Okay and what are you doing here? Last night, I told you that I didnt want any~ I came here to return these. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Quinn finally held up her head, looking at the bag he held in front of him instead of his face. She couldnt look at himshed burst with embarrassment if she did. Whats that? Your clothesthe ones you left behind. I washed and dried themst night. More shame filled her as she reached for the bag, taking it from his hand. Thanks She turned to walk back inside, but stopped. I hope what happened between you and me doesnt taint your judgement of the pack. Im sorry if I led you onIm sorry if Id hurt your feelings, but I dont want this; you or this bond. You can say that all you want, Quinnbut I will not give up. Youre lying to yourself, you do want this but youre afraid. Dont worry, Ill be gentle, Ill slow down my pace,st night I pushed you too far. I will not do that again, not until youre ready to wholeheartedly ept this. He retreated after that, not saying another wordjust quietly walking away. Quinn turned to watch him, sighing as she nced down at her jeans pant in the stic bag. His voice had been so gentle and determined that it made her heart move. He seemed like a genuinely nice guy, but hadnt Jeo been a nice guy at first too? CHAPTER 19— WANT YOU CHAPTER 19 WANT YOU After Alpha Zayd left, Quinn took a shower and went to Jeos office, determined to be a good beta, so that at least her father could keep his space in the pack. Her walk was quiet and lonely, only the marketce was lively, but Quinn was too caught up in her thoughts to talk to the people whod called out to her. When she got to Jeos office, she sighed before twisting the knob and stepping inside. He was already seated behind his desk, a pen in his hand as he stared down at the sheet of paper in front of him. Quinn turned to close the door behind her and then walked further into the office. Good morning, N?velDrama.Org owns this. alphawhat do you request of me today? I see youre here to do your job today after abandoning it yesterday. Yesterday II was Jeo mmed his hand against the desk, standing to his feet. You were? He walked around the desk, approaching her predatorily. F*cking a man you have no business f*cking? Quinn backed away until she was against the wall, and his hand mmed against the thick concrete as he caged her against it. Quinnwhy are you doing this? Tell me. Quinns heartbeat rattled as anger tore through her. I didnt f*ck him! I didnt do it. Then what are those on your neck? Those marks, Quinn He ran his hand down his face, then leaned down toy his head against her shoulder. Why are they there? III dont have to exin everything to you. Im here to assist you with pack duties and nothing else. No, Quinndont say that. You know I still love you, and I always willwhy are you doing this to me? Youre cheating and it f*cking hurts. I know what Ive done, and Im sorry, I can take it backI dont want her anymore. Quinns hands clenched. So after you vited my little sister, you want to leave her now? Just like you did to me. I might hate Delh for taking you away from me, but I will not let you hurt her like youve done me. Shes an omega, I doubt she can withstand the painif you didnt want her, why did you lead her on?! I thought I wanted her, I was sure I didbut you Quinn, I cant forget about you. You live in my mind day and night. I regret it, okay? It hurts to admit, but I f*cking regret everything I did that night. Dont bother Quinn shoved him away from her. Although it hasnt really been confirmed, Ive been given a second chance. I dont want you back, there are bigger fish in the sea, and the goddess gave me the biggest one! Is it him? The alpha king? He looked at her, desperately. You cant, Quinn. I am your mate, I am your first, I am your second and I will be yourst. Forget about him ande back to me, I promise Ill never do anything to hurt you ever again. He closed the distance between him and her, his lips forcibly taking hers between his in a kiss that Quinn did not respond to. When she tried to push him away, he grabbed her arms, pinning them above her head. And he kissed her, he kissed until she could barely breathe, not pulling away until the door was mmed opened. Delh walked in, witnessing the scene with wide eyes, and it was only then he yanked himself away from her, twisting towards his omega. Delh I The bag in her hand fell, and she twisted on her feet, running back through the door with tant tears falling down her cheeks. Delh! Jeo followed her out, and Quinn fell to her knees, panting to catch her breath. The pain in Delhs eyes resembled that which had been in hers the night she got rejected. Some people wouldve been happy to see their enemy receive their karma, but right now, Quinn felt heartbroken, for herself and for Delh. Shed wanted to protect that eighteen year old girl from anything that could hurt her, and seeing her cry just now means that she had failedwhat must she do now? Everything was really falling apart, Delhs life and hersand Jeovanni was the culprit. How could he love them both? Two sisters; one sweet and girly, the other sweet too but a little rough. What was wrong with him? How could he have led on her dear sister just to destroy her in the end? How could he? Tears dripped down Quinns eyes, and she wiped them shakily. This was all too hard to take in, she needed to breathe, to think this through, and the only ce she could go right now and feelfortable was by that tree with her name carved on it. She stood on her shaky feet, looking down at the bag Delh had dropped and the food that was scattered inside of it. Poor thing; it seems she had already fallen too deep for him. CHAPTER 20— A WAY TO STAY BY HER SIDE CHAPTER 20 A WAY TO STAY BY HER SIDE Zayd cocked his foot against Dantaes thighs, looking at nothing in particr. You guys have mates give me some suggestions, it seems shes angry at me. Why? Did you f*ck up? Dantae asked, shoving his foot off for the hundredth time. What exactly did you do? Thats none of your businessjust give me some suggestions on how to get her to stop sulking. How will we give you suggestions if we dont know what you did? Frederick piqued up from his phone as if hed been thinking for a while now. Oh, I know. How about you actually apologize for what you did? Good idea Zayd said sarcastically. But no, I will not apologize, not for that. What happened between us was sacred and even if I did go too far, I am not sorry. And what happened? If you dont talk Zayd, Im kicking you out of my room. I cant talkI mean, I wont. What? Did you f*ck her? Not exactly. So, you almost f*cked her and then what? Zayd red over at him. I didnt say I almost f*cked her though. Its obvious, nothing to be ashamed ofmoving on. What else happened? She told me she didnt want anything to do with me or our bond, and then ran away. Shes not just angry, dudeshe literally broke up with you even before you guys started dating. Dantaeughed, pping Fredericks back so he couldugh too. He didnt, he was too preupied by the stupid game he was ying. Im being serious, Dantae, stop making a joke out of everything. AlrightAlright, Im sorry. Ill try my best to help. ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Zaid sighed, resting his foot against Dantaes thigh once again. He didnt understand, he thought shed been opening up to himst night, and then everything just took a wrong turn. Did she not like how straightforward he was? Had he been moving too fast? Perhaps so, but shed wanted him, just as much hed wanted her. The lust that had been in her eyes contributed to why his c*ck had been so close to bursting. The little moment they shared was a torture and a blessing all together. He could still taste her on his lips; the bittersweet taste that had turned him on, and he still remembered the look of perfection on her face as she came. At that moment, pride had washed through him like a flood, but when she walked away and told him she didnt want him, humility had shattered him with a drought. Hed felt saddened, even his wolf had whimpered pitifully like a dog abandoned by its master. He needed to get her to trust him, she probably thought he was the same as her prior mate, who ~as rumored~ left her for her sister. He wasnt like that, and that was what he needed to show her. But how? She kept pushing him away, and if he held his ground, then shed run. He had to find a way to stick close to her, but again, how? Sighing when Dantae threw his foot aside again, he stood up, walking to the door. Where are you going, man? You guys arent helping, Im leaving. Wait, just wait Frederick threw his phone aside; that thing Zayd had tried to talk him out of buying. I have an ideago to her house and tell her if she doesnt ept the bond, youll terminate the contract between our pack and theirs. Thats what Id have done. So, in other words, youre telling me to threaten and force her to be mine? Such a good idea, dudeshell really fall in love with me. The sarcasm in his voice had Dantaeughing. Well, it wasnt such a bad ideathe best wevee up with so far. Keep theming, Rick. Alright, another one. Zayd leaned against the door, ears twitching as he eagerly listened. He hoped this one would be of help Go on. Kill the exthat way, therell be nobody to stop her from epting you. The high expectation that Zayd shouldnt have even had in the beginning fell like a block atop of his head. Hed known it, he shouldnt have put his trust in either of them. Not in Dante and not in Frederick Their mates are possibly fools to have epted them. Rolling his eyes, he sighed. Wouldnt that make things harder? I do want to kill him, but if I kill the person she loveswouldnt she just hate me more? Well, II guessthen how about this~ Zaid shook his head, twisting towards the door. Ive beenzing off here for the entire day, I need to find my own way around thisthanks for entertaining me because your suggestions mustve all been jokes. He sluggishly opened the door and walked through it, going back to his room which was right across from theirs. He took off his shoes at the doorway and walked into the bathroom A way to stay by her sidea way to stay by her sidea way to stay by her si~ His thoughts paused as his hand reached for the faucet above the tub, and an enticing idea ran across his mind when he remembered the words Cannon told him when he first brought him here. This room is the best we have, but there have been multiple issues with the faucet in the bathroom. Its a bit rusty because it isnt often used. Weve fixed it, but still be careful incase it acts up again. A way to stay by her sideperhaps this could work. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 21— SOME RESPITE CHAPTER 21 SOME RESPITE Quinn didnt go home until there was no sun in the sky. Shed sat on the tree root and thought about everything over and over again until she was mentally drained and tired and hungry. She thought going home would relieve her of all of that stress, but sadly, going home only increased her anxiety because she could smell Zayds scent, that scent that always felt the need to intoxicate her. Sighing, she walked up onto the porch, opening the front door and walking inside. What could he possibly want from her now? Shed been through enough emotional stress, and now he was here to bestow even more upon her. Her eyes searched the room, finding him seated on the couch with her father. He had a ss in hand, and she knew it was beer that was inside, and he wasughing with Derrick as though hed known him for more than a year. And then what happened? I brought him down, son. I studied the game in the first two rounds and gave them a surprise attack in the next. Nice oneit seems you lived out your youth, unlike me. You still have time left. Youre in your twenties, arent you? You can settle down with your mate, but as a man, you can still have fun. I gambled until Kathrine threatened to reject me. Alpha Zaydughed again. Im d she didnt. I hope my mate doesnt reject me. As he said that, he nced at her, and Quinn immediately looked away as she continued inside. Father, what is he doing here? Oh sweetheart, youre back? He said you guys are close, so he came here for help. The faucet in his bathroom was malfunctioning, and before he could get it sorted out, his whole room was flooded, so I agreed to have him spend the night here. What?! Quinns eyes widened, even her mouth dropped open. He cant stay here, dad! Why not? Becausebecause hehe Quinn sighed. He just cant. Hes going to be sleeping here in the living room, he wont cause you any harm. Hes a good man, down to earth regardless of his status. I didnt say he isnt a good man, I said he cant stay herehim and Iweredad just let him stay somewhere else. There must be other spare rooms. Even so, Id prefer it if he stays, hes my beerpany for tonight and probably tomorrow night too, right son? Mom came in, carrying sliced apples on a tray. Have a bite you two, beer isnt healthy. She ced it on the living room table and Zayd smiled at her. Thank you, maam. Quinn squinted at him. She didnt know what his game was. Why was he doing this? Why was he here? Shed already made it clear that nothing was going to happen between themso why? Quinn ran her hand through her loose hair, which flowed all the way past her shoulders. It was okay, he could stay, but if it was her he came here for, then hed leave unsessful. Frowning at him, she walked into the kitchen where Kathrine was, avoiding all eye contact. She went for the pot on the stove, freezing when her mother spoke first. I left yours in the microwave, you can heat it up if you want. And then she left without another word. Quinn stood in her spot, not knowing what to do and how to react. In three years, her mother had spoken to her first She didnt know the reason, but it lit a fire of joy in her heart. Was this her finallying around like dad said? If so, then she was happyat least one thing good was happening in her life. Moving closer to the microwave, she heated her food before taking it out, walking through the living room to her room door. She went inside, sitting down on her bed and silently eating her food. The house was noisy, dad seemed happy to finally have some manpany. It reminded her of those times when Jeo woulde over and theyd drink until theyre drunk and fall asleep in the living room. And suddenly that distant thought had Quinn bing sad again. She ced her food on the bedside table andid back against the bed, pulling the sheets over her. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. She was a mess, shed eatenright now, she just needed some respite. Closing her eyes, she tried to fall asleep, but couldntmiserable thoughts cave her mind until the once noisy house became silent. Shed heard when Kathrine came to drag dad out of the living room, but what she hadnt expected to hear, was three knocks on her door a while after. She peeked out from under her white sheets, looking towards the door. She knew exactly who was there, and her heart started to beat in her ears. What must she do? If she opened the door now, then shed be caught in his web again, it was best to feign sleepshe had no confidence to face him now. Pulling the sheet over her head again, she closed her eyes, opening them when he knocked once more. I know youre not sleeping, Quinna minute, just give me one minute out of your time, please. The desperation in his voice tore at Quinns heart. It for one had her shuffling off the bed and reluctantly walking towards the door. Her hand shakily settled over the knob for a while before she finally twisted it open. Shed just give him that one minute he begged her for. CHAPTER 22— I WONT LEAVE YOU CHAPTER 22 I WON''T LEAVE YOU I know youre not sleeping, Quinna minute, just give me one minute of your time, please. The desperation in his voice tore at Quinns heart. It for one had her shuffling off the bed and reluctantly walking towards the door. Her hand shakily settled over the knob for a while before she finally twisted it open. Shed just give him that one minute he begged her for. Nothing more, nothing less. Pulling the door open, she looked at him, the light from her room illuminating the dark space he stood in. What do you want to say? Can Ie in? Or do you want toe out? Quinn sighed, stepping out of the doorway. Come in. When he walked in, she closed the door behind him, gesturing towards the bed Delh used to sleep on. You can sit there. While he sat, she took a seat in front of him on her bed. Can you talk now? Well IIm not sorry about what I didwhat we did. Im only sorry that it wasnt enough to actually make you mine. The fact that you regret it, the fact that you consider it to be a mere mistake makes my heart ache. I might not fully understand why youre so strongly against this, but can you not at least give me a chance? N?velDrama.Org owns this. Is that what youre here for? Precisely, it is exactly what Im here for. I heard about what happened, I probably shouldnt have stuck my nose in your businessbut about what he did, Id never do the same to you. Quinn fumbled with her fingers in herp, looking towards the door. Leave. If thats all you have to say, then leave. Im not done yet. I dont care, just go. He sighed, standing to his feet and walking back towards the door. Instead of opening it, he turned to face her. You know, you dont have to be so hard on yourself, everybody knows youre in pain. Its inevitable, but pushing me away wont help you to ovee it. You got a second chance, Quinn move on. And then what? A second chance turns into a third, and then eventually into a fourth. I know how it will all endI will always be the one in pain, the one left out in the cold and bruising wilderness of the world. I will be left alonerejected and abandoned. It wont change, regardless of who Im with. She looked away from him, blurry eyes fixated on the white walls. So stop trying to convince me, you dont want meI have already been tainted, no alpha king would want a woman who already has a mark on her neck. And how are you so sure of that, Quinn? Youre underestimating yourself and even the power of the goddess. She paired us for a reason, we were meant to be. I thought the same when I encountered Jeo. But thats different. How? If you and him were truly meant to be, then you wouldve never been given a second chance. I am not him, and I never will be. As if youd tell me otherwise. Just leave, you will be better off without me and I without you. Do you really think so? Ive waited for you for nine years, it didnt matter who you were, I just wanted to find my matebut now it does matter, because if its not you, then I dont want a mate. Your beauty is irrefutable, its unparalleled, unmatched and Im sure the beauty in your heart is just the same. I wont give up, it is you who I want and you who I shall im. You will be mine someday, Quinnand in his shadow, you will no longer lurk. He turned to the door, twisting the knob, and thats when the tears that had settled in Quinns eyes finally fell down her cheeks. Im not lurking in his shadow, Im notits just thatits just that you were rightI am afraidafraid to be betrayed and broken again. Experiencing it once was painful enough, but to go through the pain of betrayal and rejection twiceI cant. A sob climbed up her throat, and Zayd twisted the knob back to the right, turning to face her again. His footsteps were loud in her ears as he approached, plopping down on the bed beside her. I knowbut giving shelter to the pain is even worse, let it golet me help you. I swear on the rest of my life that Id never hurt you His arms were reluctant as they stretched around her shaking body, pulling her against him. He patted her head of red hair soothingly, the warmth and the sparks that flooded from him gradually calming her down. You can cry against my shoulder anytime; I will always be there tofort you. I would never leave you like he did. I promise. He hugged her tighter against him, and a bearable silence settled between them. She felt good in his arms, like she belonged thereand yet because of the pain that fool had put her through, she was reluctant to trust him. Maybe Frederick was right, killing that man wasnt such a bad ideashed forget about him eventuallybut even so, killing him would hurt herand hed promised to never cause her any harm. After a while offorting her, her breaths became steady and calm, and so did the beat of her heart. He tried to pull back, but her limp body only fell back against his. She was sleeping, in his arms, shed fallen into a deep and peaceful slumber. Pride filled his chest as though hed just unlocked a new achievement. If she trusted him enough to fall asleep next to him, then shed probably soon trust him enough to ept his mark. His wolf rumbled in his chesta sign of joy that Zayd hadnt felt in a long time. He was happy. Carefully easing away from her, heid her against the bed, wiping the remnants of tears from her eyes. He then reached for the pillow above her head, freezing when the ck jacket hed given her came into view. The fact that she still had it puzzled him, but it also contributed to his growing happiness. Pushing it aside, he picked up the pillow, gently cing it beneath her head, before pulling for the sheets. He tucked her in, then turned to walk away, but her hand weakly grabbed onto his, stopping him from going any further. He looked back at her, watching as her soft pink lips moved along with her words. You saidyou said you wouldnt be like himyou said wouldnt leave me. Her eyes were still closedwhich only meant she was sleep talking. Her hand gripped his tighter, with a desperation that Zayd could understand. She was scared, but he now realized that she wanted to be loved just like any normal person. She wanted to be treasured, to not be left aloneand he wanted to give her thathe wanted to be her peace. Walking back over to her bed, he stooped in front of her, kissing her hand, which still clutched his. Dont worry, QuinnI wont leave you, even if you beg me to. CHAPTER 23— IN SUDDENNESS CHAPTER 23 IN SUDDENNESS Quinn blinked her eyes open, feeling well rested for the very first time in a while. She did not feel as drained and tired as she did yesterday, and maybe the prominent scent of apricot and petrichor was what contributed to such peace. She tried moving her right hand to get rid of the sheet that covered her lower body, and thats when she realized that something heavy was atop of it. Slowly and reluctantly, her eyes moved down to take a look, witnessing what she never thought she would. Alpha Zayd; the current alpha king was seated on the floor, his head against her arm as he peacefully slept. Quinns eyes widened, and she hurriedly pulled her hand from beneath his head, waking him up in the process. Whatf*ck He rubbed his eyes and then looked over at her. Ohh, youre awake. What are you still doing in here? Dont you remember? Last night you held on to me and wouldnt let me gothats why I stayed. Quinns freckled cheeks lit up in a blush as she looked down at the hand, the same one that had apparently betrayed her. Youre lying Im not Either way, you shouldve left instead of sleeping on the floor. It mustve been ufortable. It probably wouldve been if you werent beside me. He smiled at her, getting up from the floor with a groan he tried to hold in. His legs must be cramped. Sighing, Quinn looked up at him. Was he a fool? There was an empty bed across from hers, and yet he chose to sleep on the floor? Why dont you sleep for a while first? I doubt you got enough restst night. Theres a free bed there, use it while Im gone. Thats all? After sleeping on the floor, I dont even get a good morning kiss on the cheek? With all due respect, nobody told you to sleep on the floor, Alpha. Quinn grumbled. I guess youre right, but next time, can I at least sleep beside you on the bed? There will be no next time, I will have Cannon get somebody to fix your bathroom faucet. Thats the thing, Quinn Zayd smirked. It doesnt need to be fixed, its working quite fine. Quinns eyes widened as she pointed at him. B-But you told dad that i~ I know what I said and I lied. It was all for a good cause thoughI mean, I got to sleep next to you, even if it is on the floor. He smiled at her, walking towards the door while Quinn continued to give him a dumbfounded look. Ill be leaving now, but Ill be back tonight. Tonightwhy are you? I dont want you to~ Before Quinn could even put her disoriented words together, her bedroom door mmed shut behind him. This manwhy was he doing this? She needed to stop himshe needed to make it even clearer to him that she didnt want this. Scooting off the bed, Quinn stood to her feet, ignoring the sudden dizziness that hit her. She staggered her way to the door, looking through eyes that gradually became blurry. Her head was aching, and she suddenly felt weak and fragile, but nevertheless, she managed to make it to the living room. She walked to the front door, calling out his name as she opened it. She could see him, but his image was just as blurry as everything else around her. He stopped walking and turned to her. What? Do you detest the idea that much, Quinn? Quinn nodded, her staggering stepsing to a stop right in front of him. YesyesI-I hate itthat idea The blurriness around her slowly evaporated to ck, and then she could feel herself falling, but she also felt it when he caught her. Quinn! Quinn! Are you alright? He shook her almostid body, his voice full of so much worry that she wanted to see his face. But she couldnt, her eyes were too heavyshe could not open them. She tried to fight the unconsciousness, but she ended up falling deeper into it, so deep that she could no longer hear him, so deep that she had eventually lost herself. Zayd lifted her bridal style in his arms, looking towards her father when he rushed through the door. Her mother was there too, but she remained nonchnt at the doorway. What happened?! Is my daughter alright? She passed out suddenlywhere is the pack hospital? I need to take her there. Give her to me, Ill take her. He tried to take her away, but Zayd growled protectively at him. No, Ill take herIll protect her. Derrick looked at him ~surprise clear in his eyes~ before he nodded. Alright, you can take herjust follow me. Zayd did as told, looking down at Quinn. His wolf was at the very verge of losing control, his mate was Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. hurt, and worry and uncertainty of her condition was numbing his every thought. Shed been okay just now, hed spoken to her, shed spoken to himso what exactly could be the cause of this? Her forehead was full of sweat, even her neck was wet. He didnt like this, it was too sudden and unexinable. CHAPTER 24— NIPHRONE CHAPTER 24 NIPHRONE Zaydid Quinn down on the bed in front of the doctor, then stepped outside when the man in white asked him to. Quinns father was already seated by the door, and Zayd took a seat beside him. Has this ever happened before? NeverQuinn has never gotten sickshes strong, she barely even gets hurt. Then this Zayd sighed, running his hand through his hair. Lets wait to hear what the doctor says. And so, they waited until the doctor stepped out of the room an hourter. Both Zayd and Derrick stood up, looking at him expectantly. Shes alright, but unfortunately, if she had taken more than what she already has, shed be in a more dangerous position. What are you talking about? Zayd asked him. Niphrone, we found it in her blood. If you do not know, then it is a poison that carries no scent. I dont know how she got her hands on it, but it is dangerous to werewolves. It can weaken, suppress or kill our wolves. In her case, her wolf was weakened, but thank goddess that itll only take a few days for it Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. to recover. Why would Quinn? Could it be that someone put it in her food or something? Derrick stepped forward, nervously scratching the palm of his hand. Quinn wouldnt take something as dangerous as that, she isnt suicidal Im sorry, but that isnt something I can pinpoint from a blood testwhether it was given to her or she knowingly took it can only be figured out when she wakes up and confesses. When can we expect her to wake up? Soonit can be minutes or even a couple of hours away. Quinns father nodded, pointing to the door. Then can I go see my daughter? Yes, yesyou can. He didnt waste a second more, he rushed past the doctor on his way inside, and Zayd followed him. Both stopped in front of the bed, staring down at Quinn who was still unconscious. Zayd turned towards her father. If you dont think she intentionally took the poison, then who do you suspect gave it to her? Im not certain, but she has been having some trouble with the pack members. Shed been luna and when she was suddenly rejected; like our alpha, the whole pack has lost respect for her. They stoned her with fruits and even packed her food that was rotted and spoiled as an apology. A few days back though, after she saved the pack from a disaster on the night of the celebration, the pack started to are still against her? The fruits, shed eaten them, we all did, but whatII dont understand. So youre saying the whole pack couldve been the cause of this? They dont see her as luna anymorethey probably dont want her as their beta eitherand its all because of himthat fool who had rejected his own mate. Youre right Zayd nodded, looking at nothing in particr. His eyes were austere, and the air around him was heavy and unbearable. It is his fault, must I really just kill him? Derrick gasped. No, son, you cantyou cant kill the alph~ Quinn coughed below them, and Zayd and Derrick quickly looked down at her. Her eyes, they were barely open now, and she was lookinglooking at Zayd. DontDont kill anyone. She tried to sit up, but Derick pushed back against the pillow. Lay down, Quinnyou need to rest. Im fine now, dadwhat did the doctor say? What happened to me? You were He hesitated for a while. You were poisoned. What? How? Its niphrone; the poison that has no scent. He said your life couldve been endangered if youd intake more. Niphrone? When did I? I didnt I know, you must be shockedIll get to the bottom of this. Ill find out who gave that poison to you. Quinn shook her head, looking anywhere but at her father. Dont, its okay. Im fine. What do yo~? Zayd pushed Derrick aside, moving closer to Quinn. Youre fine? You were unconscious in my arms just hours ago! And Im fine now, this doesnt concern youleave. Why do you keep saying that? Stop fueling my anger, Quinn. Whats there to be angry about? Whatever it is, like I said, it doesnt concern you. Zayds eyes twitched in anger, his hands clenching and unclenching by his side. He wanted to say something, to argue about this being his businessbut he walked out instead, deciding to walk off the anger than to let it grow. On the other hand, Quinn sighed; the breath full of nervousness and frustration. Whyd you do that? Hed been worriedhes the one that took you here. That doesnt matter, he doesnt have to be herehe is not needed. Is he perhapsyour mate? The second chance we spoke about that night. Hehe Quinn blinked nkly. He isnt, hes nothing to me. Even so, he did seem to care strongly about your wellbeinghe was even skeptical toy you down in front of the doctor. I know youre hiding something from mebut Ill wait until youre ready to tell me. Quinn sighed again, grabbing onto her fathers hand when he tried to leave. Her green eyes were blurry with tears. AlrightIll tell you, dadI trust you. You dont have to, dont force yourself. No, I want to She shifted on the pillow, looking up at her father with the most vulnerable eyes ever. You see, he ishe is my second chance. I dont know if its because I was previously marked why I cant feel the mate bond, but despite that, I know we are mated. The attraction I have towards him is something Ive never felt before, but dad, Im scaredI dont want us to end like Jeo and Iso I keep pushing him away, but I dont know if doing that makes it all even worst. Youre the only one I can talk to, fatherwhat should I? Derrick took a seat beside her on the tiny hospital bed. He is your second chance for a reason, Quinn. You cant keep doing this, in his eyesyoure probably the same as Jeo. He rejected you for somebody else, but youre rejecting him because of a past he had no business in. He must be hurting, just as much as you didthink about that. I know, dadbut I dontheshes strong, hes an alphahe probably doesnt want me. Ive already been marked and I Quinn wiped her eyes when they became too full. Im not pure anymore. I doubt he cares, I wouldnt. Ive heard of his story. He did indeed wait for his mate for nine years, he waited in misery. He became alpha king because he had nothing to do. When others had mates to love and spend their time with, he trained. He had no weaknesses, so he became strong. And so, to lighten his dull life, rumor has it that he looked for fights wherever he wentuntil he eventually fought the prior alpha king and won. I dont know if its true, but if it is, it mustve been hard; watching people taking something he doesnt have for granted. Quinn sniffled. Yeahhe probably felt left out. And now he most likely feels even more left out. If these rumors are true, then he wants you, Quinn. Having waited so long makes you desperateand he seems desperate. Dont lose your chance to be happy, Jeo broke you, and the goddess gave you somebody to mend you, dont run away from him. He smiled at her, moving her red hair from her forehead to kiss the delicate skin. But its your choice, do whatever you wantbut always follow your heart. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 25— REWARD CHAPTER 25 REWARD Derrick stayed with Quinn for the day, making sure she ate and when the doctor finally gave her the go to leave, he took her home. Now Quinn sat in her room, wondering if shed finally gone too far. Her words had been harsh, and her face was nonchnthe said hed be here tonight, but after what shed done, would he evene? Alphas treasured their pride, and the fact that she kept throwing stones at his probably angered him had he finally given up now? The night had gotten darker and yetand yet, he still wasnt here. Quinn sighed,ying back on her bed and grabbing onto the ck jacket beside herhis scent that lingered on the thick material was fading away, and one day ahead she knew not even a trace of it will remain Was that what was happening? Was he fading away? Would every trace of him too disappear as though itd never been here? Quinn hugged the jacket to her chest, looking towards the door. Her father was right, she shouldve followed her heart from the beginning. If she had, then it wouldve nevere to this. But then again, Jeo shouldnt have been what hindered her, he shouldve been her motivation. If she had sense, then shed moved on just to spite him. Ahhshe was a fool indeed, foolish enough to have even believed Alpha Zayd when he told her he wouldnt give upfor if this wasnt giving up, she didnt know what it was Why wasnt he here yet? He didnt evene back to check if she was alive or deadwas this really the end? If so, then that night in the woods; those rough kisses and words of ownershipwere they all just a? Quinn jumped up into a sitting position when his scent drifted across her nostrils; not the faint scent that came from the jacketthisthis was the real deal. Shuffling off the bed, she rushed out of her room as soon as she heard the knock on the door. Her father, who was in the living room gave her a knowing look which Quinn didnt have the time to ponder right now. Her clumsy steps took her to the front door, and it was then that nervousness took ahold of her high spirits. She wondered what he had to saywould he ask her if she was okay? Would he still want to pursue her? She twisted the knob, pulling the door open with a hand that was shaking. He was right there, standing so tall on her fathers porch with a face that could both make her heart stop and speed up. Hino, I mean, dads in the living room. I didnte here to see him, Im leaving as soon as I speak to you. Can youe out for a second? II think itd be better if you came in, its cold out. Before he could protest, Quinn led the way back to her room, arms hugging around her waist as she nervously nced at her father before going inside. Alpha Zayd followed her, his face holding not a single emotion that she could read. When the door closed, Quinns heart was beating so hard that she could hear it. What do you want to talk about? For starters, Im here to say that Im done caring about what you said doesnt concern me. I believe Ive been kind enough, I believe Ive waited long enough, if this wont work, then why continue to try? Im leaving tonight, you obviously dont want me here, and if me leaving will make you happy, then so be it. Quinns throat felt dry all of a sudden, and she was almost at a lost for words. So thatthat means youre giving up? He shrugged. Do you want me to? Quinn didnt answer, and alpha Zayd sighed. Im here to tell you goodbye, Quinn. If you ever change your mind and decide to figure out what you truly want, then you can find me at my pack. He turned his back to her, handtching onto the doorknob. He was about to leavebut did Quinn want him to? Quinns body moved on instincts, it was a rush of adrenaline that forced her to hug around his waist, stopping him from going outsidestopping him from leaving her. You saidyou said Her voice was low, filled to the brim with vulnerability. You said you wouldnt give up, you said you wouldnt leave me, so dont. Alpha Zayds hand slid off the doorknob, and he twisted in her arms, facing her. If I staywill you stop pushing me away? Quinn nodded with her forehead against his chest. Her face was beetroot red now, shed be damned if she let him seebut what she hadnt expected was for him to use a finger to lift her face. Words, QuinnI want to hear you say it. Quinn swallowed, his voice was just as melodic as the first time he spoke. There was something about the way his words came out, something that always turned her on. IwellI wontI wont push you awaynot anymore. Good girl, you deserve a reward for that. Before Quinn could even process his words, his lips were on hersswallowing up the nervousness that had existed within her. He sucked the soft skin, nibbled it, and then proceeded to enter her mouth with a tongue that made her want more conspicuous. She held him tighter, breathing in his air, feeling his warmth and wanting even more When he pulled away from the kiss, Quinn was panting, green eyes staring into his abyssal ones. Was ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. that enough? I sure do hope it wasnt because Im not yet donefor being patient and understanding, I do believe I deserve a reward tooright? Quinn nodded as though she were in a trance, but wasnt she? His beauty never ceased to amaze her, his charm was a gift, and it so happens that she was the one unwrapping it. Yes CHAPTER 26— PATIENCE CHAPTER 26 PATIENCE Was that enough? I sure do hope it wasnt because Im not yet donefor being patient and understanding, I do believe I deserve a reward tooright? Quinn nodded as though she were in a trance, but wasnt she? His beauty never ceased to amaze her, his charm was a gift, and it so happens that she was the one unwrapping it. Yes His arms locked around her waist, pulling her flush against him, and then he kissed her again, stealing her breath and her heart. When he pulled back, she was yet again panting; panting for more. Can I go a little further than I did that night? I wont go too far, I can only promise you that. His voice was rough and yet to her greedy ears it was as sweet as honeyand the words he spoke with such a sweet and captivating tone had slick dripping down her walls in an abundant manner. She bit her lip, nodding to his question because if she spoke, then what woulde out were iprehensive moans. Are you sure? Speak, QuinnI dont want to do this just so you can run away again. Quinn bit her lip harder, closing her legs tight when her clit started to convulse in need. She hid her face against his chest; embarrassed and diffident. Quinnanswer me. Slick pooled down her thighs, the difort it gave, making her squirm. She unlocked her lips, keeping her face hidden as she begged. Pleasep-please justI want this, I-I wont run away, so please She reached for the hem of his shirt, desperately trying to take it off with hands that were shakingbut Alpha Zayd grabbed them, stopping herpletely. Look at me, angel. N-Nonot now, please. Look at me, Quinn. His voice was more demanding this time, and Quinn could not disobey. She looked up at him, showing him her green eyes that were full of desperate tears. Now tell me, do you want this or not? Quinn nodded. I doI-I want this more than anything. Goodcause Ive been wanting this too. He shoved her back, and she fell against Delhs bed, Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. looking up at the sex god in front of her. The shirt she was trying to take off, he pulled it over his head, showing her how ripped he was. His muscles were so thick and taut that they made Quinns mouth water, and her hands, the shaking limbs were begging to slide down the glistening tanned skin. He dropped the shirt on the floor, then sinfully reached down to unbutton his pants. He took it off and his bulging third leg seemed as though it could crush her. It was protruding prominently from his ck underwear, standing so stiff, so tall. Quinn swallowed, her eyes nervously drifting up to stare at his face as he settled between her open legs. Youve seen enough of me, little redits time for me to see all of you. He started with her blue crop top, slowly peeling it over her full breasts. He pulled it over her head, then kissed her forehead before reaching for the button on her pants. Hed seen her naked already, and yet Quinn still felt self-conscious beneath a god like him. She was just an ordinary girl and to have someone as beautiful as him above herQuinn felt the need to do more than just hide. Her freckled cheeks took on an even redder color as he pulled her pants past her hips and then down her legs. When he took them offpletely, leaving her in the pink panty she hadnt much long pulled on, Quinn felt like she was suffocating. It seems he noticed, for he chuckled, leaning down to kiss between her breasts. Seeing you like this after you boldly told me off earlier is amusing, but He kissed his way down past her navel, stopping at the waistband of her drawers. You have absolutely no reason to be shy, Ive tasted you before, and you were delicious. His lips locked around the girdle and with his teeth, he pulled the pink material down her thighs; slowly, sessfully caging Quinn between multiple walls of anticipation. Her legs started to quiver, and a moan slipped through her lips as the material slipped off her toes. Alpha Zayd kissed his way back up, looking up at her with those dark, hazel eyes all the while. So delicious that I wish to taste you again. And then he dived between her folds, taking her needy clit between those unholy and soft lips. His tongue probed against the flesh, slurping up the slick around it before he licked down to her entrance, forcing his tongue inside. Quinn flung her head back, grabbing onto his ck hair as pleasure coursed through her. Her moans were loud even though she tried to keep them low, it felt too goodeverything did. The way his nails sunk into her thighs as he held them open, and the unrighteous noises his lips made as he licked her dry and wet at the same time. Quinn couldnt take it, she knew she wouldnt be able to hold on for much longerwhenst had her pleasure been this immense? Whenst had she ever felt this good? Hanging onto his hair tighter, she shoved his head even deeper between her legs, begging for more without actually begging for more. And Alpha Zayd gave just that to her, he continued until she was shaking like a leaf against the bed, and he didnt stop, not even when tears squirt from the sides of Quinns eyes. She tried to escape him; his tongue, his mouth, but he only proceeded to hold on to her tighter. She looked down at him. S-Stopitsits too much. Shhhbe patient, after all, Id been more than patient while waiting for you. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 27— A POSSESSIVE AND OBSESSIVE ALPHA CHAPTER 27 A POSSESSIVE AND OBSESSIVE ALPHA When he was finally done with her, Quinn had already came thrice and her legs were numb, they felt like they werent even hers anymore. This manhe was nice overall, but not in bed No matter how hard she begged, he did not stop, he tantalized her with his tongue, with his lips and with those long, slender fingers until she could barely think. He was a bad mana bad, bad man in bed. Closing her quivering thighs before he could dive between them again, she looked up at him, watching as he licked his smirking lips. This is even more fascinating than I thought itd be, your reaction after every orgasm makes it hard for me to control myselfand yet in order to see it again, I choose to suffernot anymore. My c*ck is as hard as a rock, its just about to f*cking burst. Youve had your fun, its my turn now. Your turn? I thought we were done. He chuckled as he reached for his underwear, releasing the thick weapon that it had failed to sheath. It was long and bulging, and the tant veins that ran along its length made it look even bigger, thicker or rather sexier. Jeos size was big, shed once thought it was the biggestthat was probably why she couldnte to terms with the fact that this one was bigger. Her lips wobbled as she tried to speak, eyes trained on what she knew could wholly destroy her. Turn around, Quinn. Quinns widened eyes finally glided away from his c*ck, fixating on his face of amusement. W-What? Why? Just turn around, angelI know what Im doing. Despite being clueless, Quinn reluctant twisted around, using her shaking legs and her hands to keep herself up. She nced back at him, truly and entirely self-conscious now. If he couldnt see it all before, then he was seeing it all now. Y-You said you wouldnt go too far, remember? As Zayd adjusted her thighs, locking them together, he nodded. I remember. Then wh~? Dont worry, little redas much as I want to, I wont put it innot unless you resort to begging me to. Quinn stiffened when his c*ck was situated against her tightly closed thighs, slowly probing its way between them. And I know you wont be doing that anytime soon, am I right? He hammered his hips forward, the power forcing Quinn to jerk forwards as she moaned out. His c*ck wasnt inside of her, but the way it roughly glided against her clit just now was magical. He withdrew it, the slick that tainted her skin making it easy for his c*ck to move back and forth. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Every thrust had Quinn whimpering out his name and if not, she was biting her lips and shaking like a dog left out in the cold to hold herself back. It felt good; this unfamiliar form of intimacy that shed never tried before. Behind her, Zayd groaned, kissing her back before using his rough hands to arch it. His nails sunk into her sides; the pain, the pleasure, everything feeling like one. She wondered if he felt good too or just like her, did he feel like hed been eating for days and still not able to have a full belly? Quinn gripped the white sheets. His face was sweaty, those hazel eyes that were already dark with lust now darker. His scent too had gotten stronger, poisoning and yet rejuvenating her at the same time. She wanted morethis wasnt enough. It was risky to trust him this early, but right now, she did not care. She wanted him inside of herdeep inside of her. Gripping the sheets tighter, her wobbling lips slid from between her teeth, and she spoke with a low and shaky voice. Moreplease more. Alpha Zayds movements multiplied in power, one of his hands retreating from her waist to m roughly against her ass cheek. Quinn cried out at the sudden pain that tore through her, throwing her head back in pleasure-filled agony as he did it again. You know, QuinnI really had been patient he chuckled, the sound dark, humorless. Id been wanting to spank these cheeks red since the very first night I met you; that time you chose to go with him instead of me. My wolf was in rage, wanting to hold on to you and brutally murder him at the same time. I was lucky I was able to hold back. I wont anymore, Ill show you exactly who youre dealing with; a possessive and obsessive alpha. The tender skin hed pped, he gripped onto it, spreading the plump flesh and peering down at god knows what. You said you wanted more, didnt you? How much more do you want, Quinn? Be precise or I might lose it and go overboard. Quinn whimpered, feeling as even more slick pooled down her thighs. The dominance he was exerting was turning her on, and the rough way in which those hands that had been nothing but gentle before now treated her did just about the same. She cleared her throat when it felt dry, looking at nothing but him. I want you insideall the way insideplease. A growl rumbled through his chest, and his hand reached around her neck, shoving the side of her face t against the bed. I never thought youd be asking for this much tonightI guess I was wrong, but youd better be careful of what you wish or rather beg for, Quinnbecause the very moment I put this c*ck in, you are mine and there will be no exception. That Jeo should not even be a distant thought in your mindand if there everes a time when you choose to go with him instead of me like that again, I will f*ck this pretty little p*ssy up in the ugliest way possible and these cheeks will be beautifully swollen. A shiver wracked down Quinns spine, and her eyes slithered shut when she felt his c*ck gliding its way towards her entrance. His words were a threat, and yet they were music to her ears. CHAPTER 28— ALL THE WAY IN CHAPTER 28 ALL THE WAY IN A cry left her lips when he rammed his hips forward, sheathing his c*ck inside of her. The pain the intrusion came with felt like it could rip her apart, and yet the feeling of being full amazed her. Her green eyes rolled to the very back of her head and her toes curled into the mattress as he leaned down, resting his lips so close to her ears. Dont rx yet, little redIm not even half-way in. His hips retracted, and Quinn moaned brokenly when he thrust back inside, going even deeper than he Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. did the first time. Her walls quivered around his thick and lengthy c*ck, her body shaking as pleasure tore like a flood through her; a flood of fervent waters that burnt away her worries and soaked her in the feel of his touch. Tears broke free from the corners of her eyes, her weak knees almost giving out when he released her neck, grabbing onto her red hair instead. He used the strands to pull her up, locking her body against his. Now its all in. At his words, a shiver wracked down Quinns spine. His shaft felt like it was touching her heart; so big, so f*cking stiff. ItI feel it all the way up to here. She rubbed her belly, feeling the tant bulge. Its weird Weird you say? Zayd kissed her neck, slowly moving his hips back and forth. Just weird? W-Weirdly ggood She answered, her broken words riling him up even more. Inside of her felt like heaven, wet and warm; tightly clenching onto his c*ck like a vice grip. It was amusing to watch her unravel over and over againHed wanted to see her like this ~vulnerable and helpless~ beneath him since the first time he finally saw her. He had known her scent, but her face had been a mystery to him. When shed walked into the party, his eyes had searched for her, and what hed found was a woman who stood confident and proud in the most beautiful gown on the floor. Her eyes were as vibrant as the forest leaves, and her beauty too stood out like the light of the sun. Shed not only captivated him, but everyone else. Since then, hed wanted to ruin her; just like thished wanted to know how high her moans could pitch, how his name would sound sinfully dripping off her lips and it did not disappoint him. He had desired to know all of her; the parts that everyone knew as well as the parts shed only show to him. This body, his hands had wanted to venture every section unceasingly. Shed looked pretty in that dress, but hed known shed look better without it on. And he confirmed it, her body was wless, curvy in the right ces. She wasnt just skin and bones, she was the epitome of perfection. Wrapping her hair around his hand, he pulled her head back, taking her swollen pink lips between his. The kiss was rough, full of desire and passion, and every cry that seeped through the warm recess of her mouth, he swallowed them. The pace of his hips quickened, and she clenched around him, squeezing his member without restraint. Hed f*cked other women during his times of loneliness, but none had turned him on like thisnone had filled him with such passion, with such pleasurenone had fitted around him like the matching piece to his puzzle. He''d wanted to take his time tonight; to pleasure herpletely, to learn her bodybut he knew he was already too far gone, for overshadowing that desire was the desire to f*ck the will to move out of her. The crave to im her was far too strong for him to ignorehe hoped she could forgive him in the morning because hed lost his way tonight. Ending the sloppy kiss, he pulled his hips back until only the tip of his c*ck remained inside of her, and then he mercilessly nted himself back in; deep, all the way in for real this time. Quinns mouth fell open in a silent cry, and she arched her back, barely keeping up on legs that visibly quivered. He redid the act, and this time she hollered out his name incoherently. AAlpha Z-ay-d f*ckIgoddess Its not the goddess, little redits just me. He hammered into her again, loosening her hair, and she fell against the bed immediately, scraping up the sheets in her shaking hands as though it could save her from him. His hips gyrated, digging even deeper into her, and it was then she started to beg. Plplease deeptoo deep Her hand reached back, pushing at his stomach, and Zayd grabbed it, pinning it against her back as he continued to drive in and out of her with a potent force. Every thrust pulled his soul out of him, it was a mystery how he hadnt yete. He could feel the heat her touch brought, that along with the sparks that travelled all the to the head of his c*ck. Reaching for her breast with his free hand, he massaged the pliant flesh until it grew firm in his hand. His fingers pinched at the stiff bud, twirling and twisting it until she was aplete mess beneath him. He lengthened his strokes, bearing into her all his previous desires until she was a shaking mess beneath him. The way she screamed his name was ungodly and the way she clenched around him was just the same She fell against the bed, seeming too weak to keep herself up, and he fell with her, ramming deep and hard. The sheets she held, she bit into them,ing undone for the fifth time tonight. He too was perilously close to exploding, but he couldnt do it inside of her. Pulling his c*ck out, he jerked the stiff rod until he finally ascended cloud nine,ing abundantly on the plump cheeks of her ass. His eyes were trained on her neck, the instincts to mark her almost taking over, but he managed to ignore it as he fell beside her on the bed, breathing in pants. Quinn looked over at him, her breaths as heavy as his. Her greens eyes held insecurity again, and with a sigh, he wrapped his arm around her waist, pulling her against him. Just as I thought, every single aspect of you is perfection. Quinn shook her head, she wasnt perfection, he was. You are by far the most beautiful woman Ive ever seenwaiting nine years to find you was never a curse, it was a blessing. I already told you this, but I wont ever abandon youno matter what happens, you will always be mine and I yours. I wont look at another woman, after all, no other woman can be you. Quinn looked at him with the most hopeful green orbs in the whole world. As long as you mean it. I do He kissed her forehead. I mean it. CHAPTER 29— NO SHAME CHAPTER 29 NO SHAME Quinn woke up, enveloped in alpha Zayds scent and in his arms. It was warm, the feeling of being alive againwas warm. She no longer felt like an abandoned wolf, she felt wanted again, enough This manhed rebreathed life into her; with words, and with actions, hed shown her that she was worth it. It didnt matter if Jeo had turned his back on her, what mattered most was what shed gained from his abandonmentand her gain was him; Alpha Zayd. A man who seemingly kept his wordsa man who knew exactly what he wanted, a man who was just that; a man ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Why had she been so skeptical in the beginning? Shed felt the bond, shed always felt that glimmer of attraction. Whenever he was near, that familiar sense of belonging would wash through her. So why had she been scared? He mightve been an alpha, but he wasnt the same alpha that had broken her. His name was not Jeo, it was Zayd. Two different persons could never be the same. She regretted waiting this long to ept him, she regretted running awayif she hadnt, then this feeling of mirth wouldve found her long ago. Lifting her head, she looked up at him, essing his face from such a close angle. He looked so different than he didst night, that sex god now looked innocent; like a baby, peaceful and calm. A small smile twitched at the corners of her lips as she reached for the strands of hair against his forehead. This was the messiest shed ever seen it, his locs were always well groomed, but afterst nighteverything was a mess, including her. Every touch hedid against her skin, she still felt itthe hickeys lined all the way from her neck to the bottom of her belly and the memories of when they had be one, it all felt surreal. Combing his hair out of his face with a finger, her little smile grew wider. This handsome man was hersfrom now until forever mor~ Quinn hurriedly pulled her hand back when he stirred in his sleep, her eyes squinting shut the moment his fluttered open. Her arms stiffened around him when he pulled her closer, his voiceing out croaky. I saw you, Quinnalmost didnt, but I did. Quinn reluctantly opened her eyes, cheeks flushed. Sorry She was embarrassed, and she didnt know what to say. He chuckled. Dont tell me youre still shy after what we didst night. Quinn shook her head. Im not shy, Im just awkwardawkward and happy. Zayd smiled at her. Me too, not awkwardjust happy. I mean I get to enjoy the rest of my vacation and I even get to spend it with you. Your trip here was a vacation? Sort of, but I mainly came here to im this one stubborn girl as mine. Stubborn? Quinnughed. Who could that be? Well, you knowits that hot redhead, the oneying naked in bed beside me right now. So, in other words, its me? Yeah Zayd smirked, reaching down to squeeze her butt cheek. Its you. He leaned closer, lips taking hers between them in a short and savory kiss before he pulled away. He rolled on top of her, pulling at the sheets that hid her beauty away from him and burying his face in the crook of his neck. As he nibbled at the tender skin, his hand ventured across her chest to squeeze at the full and sulent flesh before making its way down her belly. Quinn stiffened beneath him, but she did not make a move to stop him, so he continued. Between her legs his hand went, but before he could go any further, a knock on the door interrupted him. Her father, it was him. Quinn! He rolled off of her, sighing. He hadnt done much and yet his c*ck stood mighty and hard., Quinn on the other hand was close to panicking. She quickly sat up, eyes searching the room for her clothes. Yes dad?! Breakfast is ready, you and yourpany cane out. And then he walked away. Quinn flushed red,st night while screaming to the heavens, shed forgotten that shed been in her fathers house. She knew he heard, and she was ashamed. Shuffling off the bed, she looked at Zayd, throwing his pants at him when she found it. Get dressed. He sighed. Lets finish what we started first Nodo you have no shame whatsoever? Quinn opened her drawer, taking out a panty and Alpha Zayd walked up behind her, hugging around her waist. She could feel his hard-on against her lower back, and a moan almost slipped past her lips because of that. Whats there to be ashamed of? Quinn twisted around to face him. E-Everything Exin, because I dont get it. Am I supposed to be ashamed of making love to you? No, but But nothingit wont take long, just jerk me offI promise Ill make you feel good too. Quinns eyes dropped to stare at the hardness against her thigh, swallowing audibly. Okaybut you have to be quickwe have to be quiet. Alright Her hands shook as it wrapped around it, her fingers barely managing to close around such thickness. She knew she shouldve been adamant, she knew she shouldnt have agreed, but she couldn''t deny that she wanted it too. Last night had been long, and yet she still hadnt had enough of him. A low moan slipped from his lips when she slowly started to stroke him, and he reached for her face, lifting it so he could kiss her. His plump lips were soft, but the fingers that probed between her folds were calloused. CHAPTER 30— BITTERSWEET CHAPTER 30 BITTERSWEET Quinn adjusted her clothes as she stepped outside, Zayd behind her. Her steps were slow, almost sneaky as she walked her way to the dining table where Derrick already sat. He looked towards her. You guys have finallye out. He chuckled. Come sit you twoKathrine is almost through with setting the table. Quinn nodded, reluctantly sitting down, and Zayd sat beside her, tapping the table as he looked at her father. Did you inquire about what happened yesterday? I mean about the poison. Not yet, I have however thrown out the left-over fruits and vegetables in the fridge. I do not believe those are the cause, if they were, you guys wouldve been poisoned too since you also eat them. It has to be something that was specifically given to Quinn. Yes, I agreebut there is nothing wrong with being cautious. Quinn sighed, looking down at the table as she spoke. Didnt I tell you guys to leave this alone? I dont want to cause any problems. What problems? If we dont find out who did this, theyll do it again. I dont careleave it alone! Quinn looked up when Kathrine walked in with a tray of empty tes in hand. Its better off this way. Her voice was low, almost inaudible as she watched as her mother ced a te along with silverware in front of both Zayd and Derrick, then at her seatleaving only Quinn without. That familiar feeling of lugubriousness ran like bolts of electricity through her. It seems yesterday she had just been luckyfor today, her mother had gone back to her malicious ways. Fumbling her fingers beneath the table, she looked away, feeling like she wasnt at all apart of this familyuntil she heard her name falling calmly from her mothers lips. Quinn Her head twisted around so fast that it hurt, her eyes immediately pinpointing her mother. Her red hair was shorter than Quinns, but taller than Delhs, and she was smiling; awkwardly. Yesterday II didnt get to visit you, but I heard about what happened. Do you feel better now? Quinn nodded reluctantly, too surprised to speak. Let me see She slowly extended a hand, cing her palm against Quinns forehead. Ive made breakfast, I know you dont especially like porridge, but it helps with speedy recoveriesso Ive made some separately for you, or perhaps youd prefer if I made you some soup? No Quinns heart was beating fast, she did not know how to react sensibly. IIll drink itthe p- porridge I mean. Kathrine smiled, pulling her hand away. Its hot, Ill bring it. And then she walked back into the kitchen. Quinn felt like she was floating on clouds, there was joy hovering over her head and over her heart. The corners of her lips were twitching as she tried to suppress the giddy smile that wanted to spread ? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. across her lips. She looked at her father, finding that he too was looking at her. He chuckled, probably knowing how she felt wholeheartedly, and it was then Kathrine walked back in, cing a bowl of porridge on a tray in front of her. Quinn looked at her mothers retreating form and even watched as she served Zayd and Derrick breads and eggs and bacon. She wanted some of that too, but although she hated porridge, this one was special and somehow even more appetizing than what they were having. Her mother finally sat in her seat beside Derrick at the table, and it was then that Quinn picked up her spoon, looking down at the semi-solid food before her. She filled the silverware, cooling the food before it entered her mouth. It tasted as bad as it always did, and yet Quinn continued to eat, only stopping when Zayd grabbed onto her free hand. Isnt it hot? At least slow down, Quinn. Its fineIm fine. Are you sure? This time it was Kathrine who spoke, and Quinn looked towards her smiling face. There was joy hovering over her heart, but it was also clouded by sadness. After all, the poison was bitter, but it was also sweet. Yes, Im trying to finish it as quick as possible. I dont want to bete for my beta duties. Ah that Derrick started. I forgot to tell youbut Jeo sent his regards. Hed heard about your hospitalization and has given you some time off to recover. But I am fully recovered. Even so, use the time to restafter everything, you deserve it. Quinn nodded. AlrightIll rest for today. Good. |-_-| When Quinn was finished eating, shed showered and brushed her teeth, bidding farewell to Zayd who promised hed go take a quick shower in his room and return since he had no clothes or bathroom essentials here. While he was gone, Quinnid in her room with a headache she was trying her best to ignore. She knew why her head was aching, she knew why her belly felt strangebut she did not care. The smiles her mother gave her ~even if they were fake~ canceled out all her fears. She didnt care what happened to herafter all, the poison was bitter, but it was also sweet. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 31— FOREVER CHAPTER 31 FOREVER Alpha Zayd came back in the afternoon, meeting Quinn in her roomand now they bothid in her bed, silently looking up at the ceiling. His hand held on to hers, his warm body so close. The silence wasfortable, but it was bound to break, and he was the one who did it. So? Quinn looked over at him. So? I only came here to spend one week, hoping it would be enough time to make you minenow that you are,e back with me. Instead of being the beta of a pack that betrayed you, be my luna. I His words caught her off-guard, they always do. I dont knoI wellI Dont rush it, you have three more days to think about it. My pack would love you, theyve been longing for a luna for a while. Quinn twisted onto her side, turning to face himpletely. You think so? I know so StillIll have to leave my fathermy mother, a-and leave Delh. I understand your concern about your mother and your father, but Delh? Shes obviously doing fine, shes the luna here now. No, she isnt okayI witnessed her crying yesterday and it was partly my fault. Jeo says he doesnt want her anymorehe wants me back. I shouldnt care, but I doI need to go see how shes doing. Jeothat stupid alpha, he said that? If only I could hang him on a f*cking thread. Dont Why not? Do you still love him? II Quinn hesitated and Zayd sat up, looking back at her with dangerously squinted eyes. Dont tell me do you really want me to kill him? Quinn sighed, grabbing his hand and pulling him back beside her. Her head still hurt, but not as bad as beforethe pain was now a little indistinct. I dont, I dont love him anymorebut that doesnt mean I want him dead. Delh loves him. I''m not concerned about DelhI only care about you. If I was an irrational and extremely controlling alpha, Id kill him already. Im trying to keep it together, Quinndont make me lose it because if I do, youll hate me. Last night I told you that Quinn drew closer to him, burying her face against his chest. I heard youst night, and I wont give you a reason to lose it. I want absolutely nothing to do with him. Were done and its for good. Youd better be sure about thatthe time for my patience has passed. His arm hugged around her. Are you feeling okay? Quinn nodded, lying so boldly in front of him. I amnothing hurts anymore. Regardless, Im not leaving here until I kill the person who did that to you. You couldve lost your wolf or even worst, you couldve died. Quinn clenched her hands, a sudden nervousness invading her fleetly beating heart. Would he say the same thing if he found out it was her mother? Would he kill her? Quinn licked her lips as she looked up at him. I already told you not to. I wont be eating anything unless its from dad or mom. Still, that person should be punished, and I will be the one to do it. He kissed her forehead, holding her even closer. Aside from all that boring talk, how wasst night? Last night? Quinn asked. Last night when you tortured me? Torture? Is that what you call it? Youre hurting my pride. Quinnughed. Wasnt it? Without answering, Zayd yfully red at her, and Quinnughed again. What? Ive never heard of a woman begging to be tortured beforenot to mentioning so many times from it. How many times did you scream my namest night, Quinn? How many times youve told me Im too deep and still beg me to go deeper? How many times did yo~ Quinn mped her hand over his lips, shutting him with cheeks that were tainted red. I was just ying, you can stop now. Zayd grabbed her hand, pulling it away from his mouth. If youre done ying, tell me the truthhow wasst night? It waswellwhy are you asking if you already know? How must I know when you havent told medont tell me He squinted at her. Are you feeling all shy again? Quinn puffed her cheeks, forgetting about her sister and her mother as she lived in his powerful arms. I am not! N?velDrama.Org owns this. Yeah? Then tell me I wontI dont have to. Why not? No reasonwhy are so adamant on knowing anyway? Of course, I need to knowyour likes and dislikes are important to meat least next time Ill know how hard to spank your ass. YouYoure Quinn ran her hand down her face, and he chuckled, grabbing said hand and kissing it. Ill stop now, I fear youll die of embarrassmentI know you liked it, next time Ill definitely spank you harder. But I never said You dont have tost night~ Quinn covered his mouth again. Shut it And yet instead of doing so, he continued to tease her. The conversation was embarrassing, but it made Quinns heart feel like a feather. It didnt matter what he said or did, as long as he was around, he made her feel free and happy. She wanted to stay with him foreverbut regardless of all hes said and done, Quinn knew there was no such thing as forever Still, she feigned her belief in such a thing, spending more and more time with him until her belief in eternality was not feigned anymore. He made her want to live, his chuckles, hisughshis resplendent smilesshe wanted to see them today, tomorrow and forever more. She wanted to be with him, and it took him no more than 2 days to convince her. For the past two days, he stayed by her side at all times, and his hands, he couldnt seem to keep them to himself. She understood his words now, he was indeed a possessive and obsessive alpha. He made her feel more than just wanted, more than just enough. He appreciated every single aspect of herhe adored her, he cared about her, and Quinn She cared about him too CHAPTER 32— YOU ARE ENOUGH CHAPTER 32 YOU ARE ENOUGH Today was Zaydsst day here, and it was Quinns as wellshed made up her mind to go back with himto be his mate and luna. However, he was the only one who knew of her decisionshe hadnt told her beloved father, her mother, or her sister. The pack was in the dark as well, and so was Jeo. Shed told him that saying goodbye would be hard, and hed agreed to leave her side for the day, to give her the personal space she needed to hand out her regards to the people shed grown up with. And Quinn was thankfulshe knew shed cry, especially while looking into her fathers eyes, and she did not want Zayd to see such an ugly side of her. She was still skeptical though, whenever she had big decisions to make, shed always talked to that one person shed considered a sister, that girl she once thought she could trust. But now they had drifted so far apart that Quinn didnt know if they could ever have a civil conversation. Nevertheless, from the start, shed been the one Quinn wanted to say goodbye to first, she was the easiest person to talk to and no matter what, they were sisters; blood rted sisters. Quinn took a breath as she stepped out of her room. Shed beenzing around since morning with the same headache that has been bothering her for the past few days. It was now an ordinary pain, something she had be ustomed to. Her feet took her to the living room, where her mother and her father sat watching the television. Im going for a walkIll be back in a few. Okay Derrick agreed, and as soon she turned to walk away, her mothers voice stopped her. Uh Quinn Her name still sounded so weird falling off her mothers lips, but it always made butterflies wander around in her head. Yes...m-mom? You havent eaten yet, have you? Quinn shook her head. Ever since that morning at the dining table, shed been acting out of pattern and though Quinn knew her mother was only making moves to destroy her, she still stood by like a knight in a game of chess; protecting her. I havent, but Im not hungry nowIll eat dinnerter. Quinn continued on her way out, pocketing her hands and trying her best to keep a nonchnt temperament It was foolish, to protect the person who only wanted to hurt youbut Quinn loved her mother too much to turn away from the smiles and the kind gesturesshe missed these moments, she couldnt have it all just waste away. Opening the front door, she stepped outside into the cold breeze that blew against the trees and against the healthy green grass around the house. The surrounding bushes were lively too, billowing softly along with the wind. Quinn stepped off the porch, walking her way out into the open. She took a path that she knew, one she was awfully acquainted with, and she didnt stop until she stood in front of a house. It was big; two stories, painted in yellow and white. There were three rooms inside; a master bedroom, a guest room and a vacant room that had been put aside in case a child were toe into the picture This houseit was once hers. A ce built to woo her, but now it was a ce that greatly saddened her. With a sigh, Quinn walked up on the porch, knocking on the door twice. It took a while before she heard steps echoing from beyond the walls, and along with them came the twisting of the knob and the opening of the door. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Quinn looked up at her sister, those chocte eyes staring back at her emotionlessly. Hes not here Im sure you know that. Quinn swallowed, hands nervously twitching in her pockets. I know that, Im not here for him Delh stood silent for some time and then stepped out of the doorway. You cane in. Reluctantly stepping inside, Quinn followed her into the living room, taking a seat on the couch, which was soaked in both Jeos and Delhs scent. So I Dont go around itjust speak. Iwell IIm leaving tonightI might sometimes visit, but Im not going to be living here anymore. Delhs eyes fluttered away, her hands clenching in herp. She was nervous too. Why? I found a second chance mateI dont resent you for taking Jeo away from me anymore, in fact, Im d because it seems I found someone so much better. The alpha king? Delh scoffed. Jeo uttered profanities along with his name a handful of timesnow I know why. Its karma, isnt it? I stole your mate not only because Ive liked him from afar but also to stand in a higher position than you, and the moon goddess just ran me over by giving you a second chance that is far more powerful than the man Ive taken. Quinn chuckled sadly. It might be No, it definitely is. Delh confirmed, finally twisting to face Quinn. Im sorryI-I shouldnt havI only thought about myself; my happiness and never yours. I tried to destroy your life, and yet Im the one who broke in the end. H-He doesnt want me anymore, Quinnhe barely even looks at me. He says he wished my eyes were as green as yourshe says he wished I waswas you Tears dripped down her cheeks, and Quinns heart broke at the sight of them. In a moment like this, she didnt know what to say, so she remained silent, watching as Delh hid her tear-filled face. I love him, Quinn Her voice was muffled. He took my innocent, he took my heart, and now he wants to murder my soul. It hurts so much, this awful feeling of not being enough anymore makes me really wish I was born as you. Quinn tried, but she couldnt hold the urge back anymore. She stood to her feet, staggering over to where Delh sat. She cupped her sister in her arms, hugging her shaking body so tight. No Delh you are enough, dont let Jeo decide how much youre worth. You might look like nothing special in his eyes, but in mine youre the most precious thing in the world, and Im sure your future mate would feel the same way. That night, I shouldve stopped the ceremony. It wouldve saved you from this. No, I deserve thisfor covetingfor wanting to be better than you. My joy onlysted for a few days before e-everything came crashing down and the depths o-of my actions were shown before my eyes. You dont deserve any of this, none of us does. You dont have to be like me to be loved. Be yourself, youre perfect too, my perfect little sister who has a gentle beauty and a big heart. I dont want you to follow my steps anymore, I dont want you to ever think less of yourself. Youre just as good as me, perhaps even better. I might be leaving tonight, but if theres ever a time you need a big sister to talk to, youll know where to find me. CHAPTER 33— TORN CHAPTER 33 TORN After Quinns conversation with Delh, shed left for Jeos office. Before leaving the pack tonight, a meeting had to be held in order to inform the pack members of her sudden departure, and it could only be called by the alpha. Thus, why she had to tell him; so he could arrange it. However, on her way here, she kept wondering how hed feel about her decision, how hed react to her words. But did it even matter? Whether or not he approved, shed leave. There was nothing here for her Lifting her hand out of her pocket, she knocked twice on his office door, then twisted it open. Her eyes searched for him behind his desk before she even stepped inside. As expected, he was there, buried deep into whatever it was he was reading. Quinn stepped inside, closing the door behind her. Alpha? Quinn, I thought I told to take some time off. Niphrone isnt something to y around with. Im better now and besides, I only came here to tell you something important. And whats that? He looked up from his desk, hand clenching around the pen he held. Speak IIm leaving, its tradition for the dominant wolf to prepare a ce for their mates and well, Zayd is what I mean isIm leaving with Alpha Zayd. I knew you were gonna say something like this. You can leave, but you wont be happy, Quinn. Your home will always be with me, so avoid the trauma by staying. It might all seem like a fairytale now, but it will all start falling apart soon. Youll see that the alpha king is even worse than I ama stronger man has a stronger pride. His words almost had Quinn faltering, but she didnt. Twisting back towards the door, she grabbed onto the knob. Let me see this through till the end. If this ever falls apart like you say, Ill be the one to get hurt, so keep your fake concern to yourself and arrange the meeting tonight. And with that, she walked outside, heaving a breath as soon as the door closed. She rushed down the path to the marketce, scared that hed follow her and somehow, instead of home, she ended up by the tree with her name on it. She fell against the rough bark, breathing hard and heavy. Was shewas she really making the right decision? Jeo sounded so sure of his words, was there something he knew about Zayd that she didnt? N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. No, that wasnt the casehe knew she was vulnerable and scared, so he was trying to use it against her. She wasnt going to fall for itno matter what he said or did, she was leaving tonight To live and to be happyshe had to leave In an attempt to calm herself down, Quinn tried to stabilize her breaths by deepening them. Zayd said hed never hurt her, hed promised not to abandon her, and she believed him. He was an alpha king, a man of his wordshe wouldnt betray her like Jeo did. Sliding down against the tree, she took a seat against the strong roots that surfacedsitting there until the morning sky darkened into that of the evening. Her aching head was full of thoughtsshe had so much on her te; her mother, her sister, Jeo and now she was wallowing in doubt. Shed been sure yesterday and the day before, but right now, she wasnt sure anymore. Must she wait a while longer? This decision seemed like one too big to be made in a day or two. She needed some advice, she needed to speak to her father. Standing to her feet, Quinn trotted her way back home, finding her fatherughing with theedians on TV with mother in his arms. Quinn didnt want to disturb them, but this was probably herst time doing it. Dad, Ican I speak to you for a second? Its important. Wait, honeythisll finish in a second. Please dadI need your help. Her father looked from the Television and then at her, withdrawing his arm from around his mate. You dont look good, Quinnare you alright? Im fine, dad. I dont think so. He got up, grabbing her wrist and pulling her away, but Kathrine grabbed onto the opposite hand. Dont I want to know what happened too? Im her mother, I should also know whats wrong. This is Derrick started. This between me and my daughter. Shes my daughter too. Sit Quinn, lets talk about this togetherIm a woman, Ill understand you a lot more. But I Shhsit down while I get you some water, your forehead is all sweatyyou look thirsty. She pulled Quinn back to the couch, gently sitting her against it before walking out. Derrick sat down beside Quinn. If you dont want to speak about it, dont. You can tell me tomorrow. Thats what I cant do, dadI have no tomorrow here. What? Why? Thats because Im leaving the pack tonight. At the same time, Kathrine walked back in with a cup of water, handing it to her and then taking a seat. I know I havent been a good mother for a while now and Im sorry. Even if we had differences, I never shouldve turned my back on you. I dont deserve your forgiveness, but I still want to be a part of your lifeas a mother; a supportive one. Quinn took a sip of the water. Lies, they were all liesgroundless words, that harmed instead of Blinking away the tears that gathered in her eyes, Quinn nodded. Ive never hated you, mom, so you dont have to apologize. You might not, but you should. It was true, she should hate this womanbut she really didnt. NoI can never hate you. Neither I She reached for Quinns face, turning it towards her. What is it thats bothering you, my sweetheart? The smile on her lips wasnt as loving and gentle as her touch, and yet, Quinn smiled back. The poison was bitter, but it was also sweet. CHAPTER 34— FALLING INTO DESPAIR CHAPTER 34 FALLING INTO DESPAIR What is it thats bothering you, my sweetheart? The smile on her lips wasnt as loving and gentle as her touch, and yet, Quinn smiled back. Im leaving tonightyou might already know this, but Zayd is my second chance mate, Ill be leaving with him. Her smile faltered immediately, the fake curve against her lips disappeared as though it wasnt even there, and her gentle hands that had held Quinns face fell against the soft cushion of the couch. What? When? So soon? Its not soon, Kathrineits something you and I both expected. Hes a good man, a better Alpha than Jeo, even though you dont need my approval, you have it, Quinn. B-But shethey just met. When we just met Kathrine, we were already thinking of making babies. Its never too soon or toote. Go and be happy Quinn, I might evene visit you from time to timeZayd owes me a couple games of cards anyway. Quinn turned to her father, smiling faintly. You dont think Im rushing it? No honeyif anything it took you too longIve been waiting to see my grandchildren for a while now. Quit ying around and give them to me. Quinn chuckled, taking another sip of the water before cing it against the center table and getting up. I threw out a couple of clothes on the bed, Ill go pack them now and get ready for my speech at the meeting tonight. Alright Derrick muttered in agreement, and Quinn took a step forward, almost falling down as soon as she did. The one step had everything around her spinning, her world now as she saw it was a blur the poison, it was acting up againbut why? She hadnt eaten anythi Quinn stopped mid-thought, looking back at the ss of water on the tablethat had to be it. ncing up from the ss, she stared at her mother, who stared back at her with an expression she could not see clearly. She felt betrayed all over again, and she felt like a fool for still wanting to protect such a woman. Looking away, she continued to walk, torturing herself to make it to her room door. Every step took a toll on her, her wolf was rolling in her chest, drowning in so much pain. Its whimpers were pitiful, pitiful and weak. Quinn grabbed onto the knob, barely managing to push the door open. As soon as it opened, she stepped inside, mming the door shut so her dad couldnt see as she suffered beneath the wickedness of her mother. She fell against the bed, feeling dizzy, feeling hot. She felt as though she was going into heat, but it Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. wasnt supposed to be this week, it was supposed to be the nextthis shouldnt be happening, not yet A groan left her lips as the clothes she wore burnt her skin, and as slick pooled significantly in her drawers. She wanted to be touched, desperately, but it was one man that she wanted. Gathering herself, she shuffled off the bed and staggered back through her door, ignoring the pain in her head, as well as her fathers voice that called out to her as she headed out the front door. The night breeze that was once cold felt hot against her skinwhipping her so strongly and leaving bruises that werent visible. Nevertheless, Quinn continued on her way, heading towards the pack house where she knew hed be. The walk felt longer than it usually was, filling Quinn to the brim with wicked anticipation that didnt hesitate to tear her apart. When she finally made it, a breath of relief left her lips and she reached for the double doors, not getting the chance to push them open. Someone grabbed her, hauling her around to the back of the pack house that was dark and secluded. She was shoved roughly against the wall, her blurry vision pinpointing on Jeo. Really? Youre in heat Quinn and you decided to go to him? It has always been meyouve spent every one of your heats with me. More slick dripped down her walls, soaking the apex of her thighs and her clit jumped in desperation begging for some sort of physical contact. Quinn clenched her legs together, barely hanging on. Jeo? Quinnhavent I apologized enough? Stop this now, stop torturing me now. II Quinns bit her lips, her eyes flickering from green to red and to green again as her wolf tried to take control Mate'' It whimpered in her head, the wording as a surprise to Quinn Matehow? Why is he? The mark on her neck started to burn like fire, and Quinn crumbled to the ground, whimpering pitifully with tears in her eyes. When she looked up again, her eyes werent green, they werepletely red, staring up at Jeo desperately. S-Save me She whispered to him as she stumbled to her feet, hanging onto his shirt with hands that visibly trembled. F*ck me She grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him in for a kiss that not even Jeo had expected. He responded quick though, switching their positions and caging her against the wall. His hands tore at her blouse, ripping the thin material open. Her scent was mesmerizing, hypnotizing it gobbled him uppletely, binding him under a spell. His c*ck was excessively hard, missing the pleasure of being inside of hertonight hed fulfill that desire, tonight shed be his again. Thats what he had thought until he heard that growl that rumbled from behind; dangerous and ferociously. He tried to look back at the mad wolf that approached, but Quinn grabbed his head, holding it in ce as she continued to kiss him. But he could still feel the murderous intent that lingered in the air, and a shiver wracked down his spine as fear coursed through him. Fingers locked into his hair and with one pull, he was ripped away from Quinn and mmed hard into thick walls. Pain bolted all throughout his head from the hit, and he fell against his knees, the scent of this alpha so unbearable that it weakened him. You dared to touch whats mine? CHAPTER 35— AS PROMISED CHAPTER 35 AS PROMISED Zayd grabbed onto Quinns hand, and thats when the red in her eyes cleared to green. Her legs trembled as he pulled her forward, the anger radiating from him making her heart ache and her p*ssy drip simultaneously. Zayd I Shut up, Quinn! Quinns lips snapped shut immediately, tears falling down her flushed cheeks. Her emotions were all over the ce. She knew he was angry, and she wanted to appease that anger, but at the same time, she was dying for him to just f*ck her. She wanted him to strip her naked and bend her over and~ So this is the choice you made, Quinn? I left you alone for one day and you did this? II~ I said to shut up. Your heat might be a usible excuse for you to use to get yourself out of this, but ording to me, that is not an excuse. If you hadnt wanted him, you wouldnt have given into him. I d~ Quinn The angry way in which her name fell off his tongue had her nipples hardening and her knees weakening. She wanted him, not Jeoshe wanted him. P-PleaseIm sorry, justslick keeps dripping d-down my thighs For him? Nof-for you Zayd chuckled humorlessly, pulling her through the double doors of the pack house. I wouldve believed you if I didnt witness what I did. How do you lie so naturally, Quinn? Even when youre vulnerable. No, Im not lying. Keep telling yourself that. He pulled her up the stairs, grip tight around her wrist until he pushed her N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. into a roomone which she knew was his. It smelt just like himthat manly scent that could get Quinn high anywhere. The door to the room closed behind him, and Quinn stood on her shaking legs, watching as he unbuckled his belt. Strip and when youre done, turn around and brace against the wall. You want to be a slutIll treat you like one. Quinn did not hesitate, his words were harsh, but her condition was way harsher. The heat was tearing at her skin, she felt like she was in the heart of an erupting volcano, burning away but slowly. Pulling the already ripped blouse over her head, she threw it to the floor, and then the rest of her clothes followed. She looked at him once more before moving over to the wall and bracing against it. She heard when the belt buckle clinked as he pulled it out of his pants, and she heard his steps as he approached her. Her body tingled all over in painful anticipation, especially when his hand ran along the curve of her back. Arch it properlyand count to ten with me. Before she could question his words, she heard the belt slicing through the air and felt as it connected heavily to the skin of her bottom. She cried out, legs almost giving out, hands clenching against the wall. One Zayd grumbled out, and when she did nothing but whimper, he grabbed her hair, pulling her against him. Repeat after me, Quinnone. One Quinn rasped out, and he let go of her immediately. Good The belt sliced into her skin again, and Quinn trembled from the immense pain it brought her. It stung, but lying beneath the awful sting was a pleasure she could not exin. T-Two The belt came down again and slicked pooled down Quinns walls, dripping onto the wooden floors. Three Arent you enjoying this a bit too much? his free hand reached between her shaking legs, running from her clit straight down to her dripping entrance. Youre so f*cking wet from something I thought would be a fitting punishment I Quinn looked back at him. No moref*ck me now. Is that how desperate you are? Is that why you were all over him? You wanted him to f*ck you too? NoI She didnt get to finish, the belt collided with her ass cheeks again, eliciting a cry of both pain and pleasure from her lips. Her knees were getting weak, and her entrance kept clenching and unclenching, wanting to be filled. Please I didnt ask you to beg, I told you to count. He pped her again, this time harder than before, and without allowing her the time to process the hit, he gave her a harder one. Her legs trembled until they gave out, her eyes rolling back as she came powerfully against the floor. Zaid grabbed her hand, pulling her up again. I said to brace against the f*cking wall, Quinnwe havent made it to ten yet. Quinns eyes blurred with tears, and she hugged around him, crying against his chest. She wasnt herself now, she was horny and restlessbut she was scared toothis angry side of him was making her scared. Im sorrypleaseIm sorry. Dont be angry at me anymore. Zayd hissed, throwing the belt aside. You can handle eating another mans face, but not the aftermath of it? I didnt even hit you five times. Im sorryIm s-sorry. He sighed, pulling away from her. Brace against the wall againI wont hit you anymore, Im gonna give you what you want nowexactly what you want. Quinn looked down at the belt on the floor and then at him. What? Arent you desperate for a f*ck anymore? Or I could excuse myself if you want him to do it. No Quinn quickly shook her head. Youits you. I want y-you to do it. Then assume the position. Quinn turned around, her hand trembling as she ced them against the wall again. Arch your back. She acquiesced, listening as he unzipped his zip and feeling as one of his hands spread her cheeks. I told you, didnt I? I told you if you f*cked around Id f*ck this p*ssy up and redden these cheeksdont cry, Im only doing what I promised. CHAPTER 36— WITH OR WITHOUT YOU CHAPTER 36 WITH OR WITHOUT YOU Arch your back. She acquiesced, listening as he unzipped his zip and feeling as one of his hands spread her cheeks. I told you, didnt I? I told you if you f*cked around Id f*ck this p*ssy up and redden these cheeksdont cry, Im only doing what I promised. His c*ck settled at her entrance, and Quinns body tensed as she waited for him to finally calm this awful heat. It took what felt like forever before he powerfully mmed his c*ck inside, filling her up to the very brim. Her cry came out as nothing but a broken breath, her fingers curling into the wall as pleasure and pain tore through her. The heat made her body more sensitive than it initially was, it made her feel more, made her want more And Zayd gave her just thathis hips retracted, mming back into her with speed and vigor, and he continued to thrust until she was a moaning mess beneath him. Her walls were soaking wet around his c*ck, greedily gripping and squeezing the thick lengthand his powerful strokes were ying in her river, giving it joy. She could feel butterflies in her stomach and she could feel the fervent fire they flew aboveshe was close. This pleasureit was all she needed. Looking back at him, she moaned his name. Z-Zayd IIm gonna~ Zayds hips started to move fiercer, his c*ck going deeper, deeper than it ever had. You dont deserve toe first, Quinnwait until I tell you toN?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. II cant Quinn clenched her hands, knees mping together when his hand reached in front, securing its ce between her thighs. The digits yed roughly with her clit, casting her into another spell of pleasure. I really cant But you canI know you can. His fingers started to rub the bud harder and despite tryingdespite trying so hard, Quinn really couldnt hold back. A scream left her lips as she came, body trembling so mightily that she almost fell against the floor. However, he caught her with the same hand he had been rubbing her clit with, his hips continuing his merciless torture even as she came down from her high. Her moans became more high-pitched now, and her body was weak and oversensitive. It was too much, he was too deep, too fast One of her hands fell from the wall, reaching back to push at his stomach. Sl-Slow down Slow down? Isnt this what you wanted? I thought sluts liked it rough. He grabbed the hand, forcing it back against the wall. If you move that hand again, Ill take it as my cue to f*ck you even harder. I told you not toe yetdidnt I? Now youll have to do it all over again and this timedont f*ck with me, Quinn His hips gyrated, reaching a part of her that nobody else had ever touched. Every thrust sent her into overdrive, and at some point she could not feel her legs, she was numb, but not to the pleasurable pain his c*ck kept giving her. His name was like a broken record falling from her lips over and over again, begging him to give her permission to set herself free. But he showed her no mercy, he f*cked into her so hard and so good until her eyes were blurry with tears, and he fumbled her nipples until they stung. She was dying toe, to let go, but if she did, hed only get angrierhed only treat her worst. Are you satisfied? he leaned down, tongue flittering against her neck. Id mark you, Quinnbut youre not even mine. N-NoI a-am yours. Heughed mockingly. And yet, you were willing to f*ck another man? I-I wasntahhh f*ck! You werent what? He mmed into her, burying himself balls deep. Dont tell me you want to make excuses when Ive seen it all with my own eyes. He withdrew his c*ck, leaving only the tip inside. Like a slut, you even begged him to f*ck you And then he sheathed himself inside again, deep, deeper still. And begged him to save you like a damsel in distress. Quinn hollered out, shed almoste again, she couldnt hold it any longer, she couldntsheshe couldnt. PleaseI w-want toe nowplease just Its alrightIm tired of this anyway, its not fun. His tongue licked the rim of her ear. You may Quinn let go immediately, shaking as though she were experiencing a seizure. Her orgasm was powerful, especially since his c*ck was so deep inside of her. As soon as she came down from her high, he pulled out of her, jerking his c*ck until hise sttered against the skin of her back. He stepped back, and Quinn fell against the floor, numb but cured. Her heat was gone nowall that was left was a stinging ache in her head as she gradually came back to her senses. Zayd I Shhhwere done now, and I dont want to hear another word out of you. He zipped his pants and walked over to the bed, taking up a bag that waspletely packed. I shouldve known it wasnt going to work when you refused to even acknowledge me as your mate. I knew you still loved him, I was the fool for thinking I could make you love me more. Quinn struggled to her feet, ignoring the dizziness she felt. But II didnt mean itthe heat, it was the heat and my wolf. I already told you, thats not an excuse, Quinn. Im sorry Quinn rubbed her eyes when tears dripped from them. She felt helpless and stupid. I made a mistakeI was justIZayd, Im sorry. It doesnt matter now he walked past her towards the door and Quinn grabbed his hand, swallowing nervously. W-Where are you going? I told you, QuinnIm leaving tonight, whether I take you or not. I have a pack waiting for meIm not gonna stay here and chase someone I might never catch up to. Goodbye, Quinn, when youre ready to see me as what I really am to youfind me. He yanked his hand out of hers and opened the door, walking through it before she could stop him. The door mmed shut in her face, and as Quinn walked towards it, her dizziness increased, making it hard for her to move. Her body felt weak, and in just seconds, all she could see was darkness as she fell against the floor. Still, her hand reached towards the door hed walked throughthesest words trudging up her throat before shepletely lost consciousness. But you said youd never leave me. CHAPTER 37— ALL THANKS CHAPTER 37 ALL THANKS Derrick paced around the hospital room, its been days, exactly six days since Quinn had been hospitalized. Shed been unconscious since, and not knowing whether or not she was going to wake up scourged him with so much worry. He came here every day, hoping to see those daring green eyes, but every time he opened the door, only disappointment would run cold through his veins. His daughterhis Quinnhow could this happen to her? Who did this to her? Cannon was the one who found her pitifully sprawled out on the floor in Zayds room, and since Zayd wasnt here, Derrick couldnt even ask him what happened. Was he responsible? Derrick shook his head. No, he was her matehe couldnt have been the one to have done this, but Derrick held him partly responsible for leaving her in this state. For now, Quinn was neither a beta nor a wolfshe was but a human shell, fragile and weak, in need of his protection. Shed been a luna, then shed been degraded to a beta, and now shed gradually amounted to nothing. If Jeo hadnt rejected her, would any of this had happened? Derrick ran his hand down his face. If hed known this would happen, that night when hed rejected her, hed have taken her to the pack borders instead of to his houseif onlyif onl~ His head whipped around when he heard the slightest movements, his hopes had been high, but it all diminished when he found that the sound probably came from outside. He looked away, sighing as he walked to the door. He needed to wipe her down, it was gettingte. His hand reached for the knob, but before he could twist it unlocked, frightened breaths from behind had him turning towards his daughter again. Zaydwheres Zayd?! His heart started to palpitate at the sound of her voice, and his hands trembled as he pulled it away from the doorknob. Quinn? She was crying, looking around frantically as if shed lost something. Zayd, dadwhere is he? Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. HeHe Derrick walked over to her sitting form. Im sorry, Quinnhes gone. Her eyes finally settled on him, those green eyes hed been longing to see open. G-Gone? Her lips trembled as she threw the white sheets off of her. I need to go tooI just need to finish packing. Derrick stopped her when she tried to shuffle off the bed, hugging around her. Hes gone, Quinnand hes been gone for six days now. What? But just nowhed been here just now Quinn youve been unconscious for six days now, instead of worrying about someone who might be Nobu~ I said toy down, Quinn. His words were stern and Quinn jumped at the sound of them. Alright. She slipped out of his arms,ying back against the pillow. Her head and her heart felt heavy, and for some reason, she felt different, as if a part of her was missing. Derrick leaned down, kissing her forehead. Stay here, QuinnIll be back in a minute. Quinn nodded, her eyes staring up at the ceiling even as he walked out. She was aware of what shed done, but how could Zayd leave her after promising he wouldnt? She thought he was man enough to keep his words, hed imed he was different from Jeoalthough that mightve been true since he hadnt left her for another woman, but he left her regardless. Fresh tears graced her eyes, her hand reaching for her chest as pain gripped her heart. Shed known this would happen; shed predicted it. So why had she foolishly trusted him only to get hurt in the end? Why had she been so f*cking stupid to believe the words hed spewed and the love hed feigned? What was wrong with her? Quinn wiped her eyes, rubbing them red to stop the tears froming. What was really wrong with her?! The fact that she still wanted to see him again made her sick? Sick of herself, sick of her pathetic life. This seemed like a cycle and all she gained from it was pain; immense pain, immeasurable pain. Her heart felt so broken, after all, during those few days hed spent with her, she thought theyd shared enough tost a lifetimeshe thought shed finally found her forever But how could forever end so fast? Quinn twisted in anguish on the bed, those stolen kisses, those silly words, those memorable toucheshad they meant nothing to him? It might all seem like a fairytale now, but it will all start falling apart soon. Youll see that the alpha king is even worse than I ama stronger man has a stronger pride. Was this what Jeo meant when he said those words? Was it all falling apart now? Falling apart even before all the pieces were put together Quinn chuckled through her tears,ughing at her pathetic selfmen knew each other so well it seemed, it was like Jeo saw iting, and she was stupid enough to not believe him. Well, she believed him nowmen; whether they were gifts from the moon goddess or cursesQuinn wanted none. She could live without loveshe could live without a mate But without himwould she know happiness? Quinn rubbed her eyes again. He was her second and probably herst chanceher wolf mightve not acknowledged him as their mate, but she had She saw him as her mate and more, and because of a mistake that he hadnt even given her the chance to exin, he left. She was curious thoughwhy had her wolf refused to dere him as her mate? Why was it still Jeo even after he rejected them? Was her wolf just as stupid as hertrusting in those words of forever Jeo had told her? Or had it been too scared to start all over again? Too scared to be hurt twice by two different people? Because why? Why else would it ruin her life? Why would it want Jeo when Zayd was there? Perhaps, if her wolf had more sense, none of this wouldve happened, but if it hadnt happened now, it wouldve happened in the near future So it was all thanks to her wolf for ruining what wouldve eventuallye to an end All thanks to her wolf for teaching her that all men were the same |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 38— HELL WILL BREAK LOOSE CHAPTER 38 HELL WILL BREAK LOOSE When the door to her hospital room opened again, Quinn turned to it, still hoping shed see Zayd, but it was just her father and the doctor who came in. How are you feeling, Quinn? Quinn stared at the doctor emotionlessly. What happened to me? I cant feel my wolfI cant feel anything I dont think this is something I should be exining to someone who just woke up from aa, but Quinn, you no longer have a wolf. Niphrone has cruelly weakened and destroyed your wolf. Could you please exin what exactly happened on the day you fell unconscious? Quinn shrugged, ignoring the tight grip his words had around her heart. When she decided to sumb to her mothers whims, she knew this wouldve eventually happened, so why in the goddess name was she not prepared for it? Turning away from both the doctor and her father, she breathed out a shaky breath. I-I dont knowI went into heat suddenly and then my wolf took controland asked someone to save her. I seethat mustve been a result of your wolf weakening. It had probably been confused and scared and in painit went into overdrive from all the pressure and an immediate heat was the result. Did anything else happen, Quinn? Quinn shook her head. N-No, nothing. Alrightwere going to keep you here for a few more days, youre weak now, you need rest, and we also need to run some more tests. The poison is still circting around your system, it has harmed your wolf and is probably in the process of harming you. Are you the one who willingly took this poison, Quinn? Im aware of what happened to you here, suicidal tendencies can be developed from bad experiences and the trauma we develop from them. N-Noit wasnt meat leastat least Tears filled her eyes and the doctor rubbed her shoulder gently. Its alright, Quinnthis is all hard to take in, I know, But do you know who gave you the poison? Quinns breath hitched, her body visibly shuddering. N-NoI dont! I dont! Okay, calm downI believe you. However, if theres ever a chance when you think you know who gave you this poison, you can either speak to me or your fatherit is quite important, especially to the alpha. And then he left, ushering dad out along with him. Quinn let out the heart-wrenching sobs shed been holding in then, crying against the pillow as silently as ever. It seemed shed lost more than just her mate; she lost a piece of her heart, and now the most vital part of her was goneher wolf. Perhaps this was all just a bad dream, a dream she wanted to wake up from so bada nightmare that could bring her to her knees and brutally rip out the remains of her heart. Was this what her mother wanted? Was this what shed nned since the very beginning? Why? A mother was supposed to love her children; not one but all, but she only showed Quinn love to Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. vandalize her in the end. Quinn gripped the sheets, pulling it over her headshe knew that she couldve refused the poison, she knew shed been the one to have willingly taken it, but she still wanted to ask her mother why shed given it to her in the first ce And why she couldnt love her as much as she loved Delhthose questions, they were the first shed ask when she got out of this hospital. |-_-| Three more days passed before Quinn was finally able to exit the hospital. Without a wolf, her body felt different now; fragile, as if even a sudden touch could break her. During her time of hospitalization, her father visited her often, seeming sleep-deprived, but not once had she seen her mother or even her sister. They mustve known she was here, dad wouldve told them and yet, it was only him who came to take her homestruggling with her weight on his back as well as the weight of her bags in his hand. She sighed, lifting her head from against his shoulder. You can put me down, dadI can walk. I know you canyoure strong, even if you dont have a wolf. Im only doing this because I want to. Have you been eating? Sleeping at least? The man nodded. I have tried even though I find it hard tobut after what the doctor told meit became even harder. The doctor? What else did he say? Quinn, he said that based on your reaction to his questionsits either you poisoned yourself or you know who poisoned you. I know you didnt poison yourself, Quinnso tell me, pleasewho did this to you? Who would you let get away with destroying your life? Dad, I dontII dont know. And somehow, I feel like I do. If my suspicions are correct, Quinnhell will break loose. It doesnt matter whether you admit to it or notI will get to the bottom of this. You had such a bright future ahead of youyou couldve been such a great luna and now you arent even a wolf anymore. No, dadyou can~ Hush! I shouldve investigated this long before now. The first attempt could always lead to a secondand moreover, twenty-one years ago, Ive witnessed a loved one dying cruelly at the hands of that poison and the perpetrator has yet to be found. I wont let that happen to you. Whoever it is that did this, I will have them either dead or put behind bars. He dropped her bag onto the porch, opening the front door before picking it back up. Im sorry this also had to happen to you, Quinn. CHAPTER 39— RUINED CHAPTER 39 RUINED Quinn watched as her father walked into her room, a tray with her dinner in his hands. Here, I beg of you to eat it all. Im not hungry, dad. Whether you are hungry or not, I want the te empty. He ced the tray on her bedside table. And if you need anything else, just give me a shout. Im not crippled, if I need anything else, I can get it myself. Youve been pampering me ever since I came home, Im seriously fine now, father. Youre not crippled, but you couldve beenstop ying with your life, Quinn. You might not love yourself as much, but other people do. If you die, think about whatll happen to me. I know, dad Quinn sighed. Thats why Ill eat. Gooddont even leave a grain of rice or a drop of gravy. I wont. Alright And then he walked his way out. Its been two days since she came back home, and Quinn was still trying to cope with everything that transpired. Her life changed so drastically that sometimes she didnt even feel like herself. Her heightened sense of smell was gone, and she could now only hear things a short distant away from her. It felt weird, this her felt so unfamiliar. Her duties of being a beta were taken away from her, the pack thought low of her, and it seemed Jeo did as well. He didnt visit her either, all his talking about loving her and wanting her back were just wordshis actions did not in any way back them But Quinn did not care, she wasnt awaiting his visitthe persons visit shed been awaiting would nevere here againhe was gone, and he was gone for good That ck jacket hed given her, shed held it against her nostrils several times, trying to get a whiff of the scent that had many times swept her off her feet. But she couldnt smell anythingit smelled like absolutely nothing now. Many times when her bedroom door opened shed hoped itd be him, but her hopes have all died now, its been a count of eleven days since hed left, and she knew he wasnting back. Howeverif he dide back, what would change? She knew he wouldnt want a woman without a wolf, and even if he did, she wouldnt be brave enough to fall off the cliff of love with enough faith that he would catch her. Hed shown her where he stood already, she just needed time to ept ittime to Speaking of time, she couldnt find the right time to privately speak to her mom, because dad was always by her side; pulling out her chair, dishing out her food. He was being more than just overly protective of her. And in a way, Quinn appreciated it Sighing, she drew for the tray hed brought in, aspiring to at least make him proud. Hed been trying his best to make things seem normal, but even with all his efforts, nothing felt right anymore. Picking up the fork, Quinn started to eat her dinner, despite not having a particrlyrge appetite. All she needed to do was to finish it in order to put a big smile on her fathers face Halfway in, Quinn heard the door knob twist, and she looked towards it, expecting her father to walk in. However, surprise took a stance across her face when her mother stood by the doorway, looking inside with a look of pure and unhidden mirth. Since your father stepped out for a drink, I decided that its time to see you, my beloved daughter. Quinn gripped the te tight in her hands. M-Mom? How are you feeling? She was asking a question that should be filled with concern, but Quinn felt as though she was being mocked by that smile her mother barely tried to hide. Stop it Quinn told her. Stop acting as if you care. Youre rightI dont. Sheughed, daintily taking a seat on the edge of Delhs bed. I bet you feel frustrated, youve held your head high all your life; having a high rank and an even higher position. It must feel like hell now since everything that made you strong has been taken away from you. You can never look down on Delh again, after all, youre not even a betayou arent even a wolf. Sheughed again, and Quinns heart moved in anguish, swelling from the pain her words brought her. Youre ruined now, Quinnwhen Delh took Alpha Jeovanni away from you, you shouldve stayed down and admitted defeatbut your pride didnt allow you to do that. You found someone stronger, someone higher to stand behind you, overshadowing my daughter once again. I had to take a bigger step, and like a fool trapped in a cage with the keys in his hands, you fell for my advances. Her words were squeezing Quinns lungs, she found it hard to breathe and tears were slowly flooding her eyes. Why? She forced out. Why did you do it? Why else? Its because you allowed me toand Im d. Now I get to watch as you crumble alone; Jeo has abandoned you, the heir to his throne that you were supposed to bring forth is in my daughters belly and the second chance you got; the alpha king, he has abandoned you too. No alpha would want a woman as weak as you leading his pack. She stood to her feet. Youre less than an omega now, just like your mother bad been, and he will want nothing to do with something as worthless as you. And with that, she walked out of the room, leaving Quinn gasping for breath as she cried to herself. What did she mean? Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. Just like your mother had been Was she not Quinns mother? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 40— BETWEEN FAITH AND DOUBT CHAPTER 40 BETWEEN FAITH AND DOUBT Zayd took a long, deep breath, smelling the air that wafted calmly around him. His wolf was on the edge these days, just like him, anxiety has slowly been eating away at its heart. It missed her, they both didand perhaps thats why he stood by the pack borders of the silver moon pack, looking past the trees and at nothing in particr. He was scared to cross the line, afraid to look in her eyes after what hed done. N?velDrama.Org owns this. It had taken him so much time and effort to get to her heart, and hed been the one to weasel himself out because of petty jealousy and a raging anger. He shouldve treated the situation differently that nightif he had, then he wouldnt be here with a hole in his heart wondering if shed be forgiving enough to take him back with opened arms. He knew she wouldntbut he couldnt help but hope. All the promises hed made, he broke them in one night, tarnishing her trust and ruining their bond. He could barely feel it anymorehas shehas she already given up? Zayd clenched his teeth around the backpack in his mouth, the red eyes of his wolf casting down onto the earth. He wondered if hed onlye here to embarrass himselfwhen he crossed this border, he wondered what hed seewhat hed hear Would he find her with him? Would she tell him to leave just as he did eleven nights ago? And what in heavens name would he do if any of those unfortunate scenarios yed out He was an alpha, and he had a pride bigger than himself, but he knew hed beg on not one but on both his knees. Hed probably cry pathetically toojust like she had Would she forgive him then? Zayd shook his head, his paws staggering back. She wouldnt, would she? Shed most likely look him in the eyes and walk away just as hed donebut what ifwhat if none of this actually happened, and she missed him just as much as hed missed her? What if she readily took him back? This could go either way, he just needed the courage to cross this border, he needed to walk on faith and not on doubt, he neededwhat he needed most was her. Gritting his teeth tighter, he stepped forward, marching onto thend until the warriors on patrol surrounded him. He stopped, dropping his bag and effortlessly transforming into his human form. Alpha Zaydand Ie in peace. The men looked at each other, confused as to whether to let him pass or not, until beta Cannon walked between them, meeting Zayd in the circle they created around him. Let him through The men on patrol parted, and as Zayd picked up his backpack and proceeded to walk by, Cannon grabbed his shoulder. Shes gone through enoughat least let this be thest time she cries. Zayd shrugged him off, zipping his bag open and taking out a shorts which he hurriedly drew on. These advances And nownow hed ruined it all. But it wasnt all his fault, he wouldnt give a shelter to all the me. Shed been at fault too, shed willingly kissed that man, willingly touched him and wouldve willingly spread her legs for him if he hadnt shown up. He mightve handled the situation poorly, but how else was he supposed to react? Finding your mate in such a position could''ve driven anyone off the edgeit was just that he fell too far. He shouldve never left her, instead of breaking his promises, he shouldve stayed and talked it throughbut what is done is already done, he cannot take it back, all he could do was regret it. He took a left turn, heading in the direction of Derricks house, until he was able to smell her scent. That beautiful mixture of lotus flower and pine tree calmed his beating heart, but eleven nights ago, it had done the opposite. It had riled him up to no endher heat had made the scent more fragrance; much sweeter and hed followed it in delight only to find her with that fool. Zayd found it hard to understand him, hed rejected her and found someone else, and yet still, it was a hassle for him to let her go. It was annoying and if not before, Zayd wanted so bad to rip him apart now. But if ever hees between them again, Zayd knew the will to control his anger would be gone. Zayd stopped when he made it in front of the house, rethinking all the decisions hed recently made. Was it sensible to go to her tonight? But if not now, then when? Taking another deep breath, he walked up the porch, ready to knock on the door when he heard muffled sobs, sobs he was sure drifted from Quinn. His heartbeat picked up and instead of knocking, he twisted the knob open, rushing inside. When he made it to Quinns room, her mother was just exiting and the moment she saw him, her mouth dropped open. She iswell she Zayd pushed past her, not really caring about what she had to say right now. It was Quinn who was important, Quinn who he desperately wanted to see. Pushing her room door open, his eyes searched for her, finding her seated on her bed; crying, brokenly cryingwas it perhaps because of him? He closed the door behind him and reluctantly walked inside, stooping in front of her. Quinnlittle red, whats wrong? CHAPTER 41— I SHOULDVE CHAPTER 41 I SHOULD''VE Zayd closed the door behind him and reluctantly walked inside, stooping in front of her. Quinnlittle red, whats wrong? She looked down at him with eyes that were red with tears, rapidly shaking her head. Why are you here? Quinn Ianswer me first, what did she say to you? Why in heaven''s name are you crying so painfully? Tell me, Ill take care of it. II she swallowed, her mental panic visible on her face. Nothing happened. Quinn He reached for her face, and though it was futile to wipe away the tears that tainted her cheeks, he did. Quinn, talk to me. The bondwhy cant I feel it? And for thest time, why the f*ck are you crying? Itmy wolf She choked out. My wolf is dead W-Wha? What are you talking about? How can your wolf be de? Before he could finish the question, the words the doctor had said drifted densely across his mind. Niphrone, we found it in her blood. If you do not know, then it is a poison that carries no scent. I dont know how she got her hands on it, but it is dangerous to werewolves. It can weaken, suppress or kill our wolves. Quinn, dont tell meoh god no Instead of just wiping her tears, he palmed the back of her head, pulling her against him. Its alrightyoure okay She sobbed, her body trembling profusely, drowning him in guilt. Thisall of it was his fault. He wondered if shed be okay if he hadnt leftif hed just stayed an hour longer, a minute or even a second, would she have been in this position? He pulled her closer, a low growl rumbling through his chest. I dont want you here a second longer No, II cant She tried to pull away from him, but he held her steady. Alright, I wont push you, Im in no position tojustjust He sighed, feeling like the pathetic mate he was. Shed trusted him, epted him, and hed left her to fend for herself in a pack that was obviously against her. What kind of man was he? He hadnt just failed his mate, hed failed himself His hand reached down to pat her back, not stopping until she was calm. It was then that he pulled away, looking into her lovely green eyes. Rest Quinn, your father is almost hereI want to speak with him. Heid her back on the bed, heart broken by the lifelessness on her face. She was hurt, not just by the poison but by everyone around her, including him. Ill be back in a minute, wait for me. He walked to the door, stopping in his tracks when she spoke. You said you wouldnt leave, but you did. Shame filled him to the very brim, and his hands shook in anger at himself as he reached for the knob, twisting it open. I knowand Im sorry for being such an awful person to you. He walked through the door, feeling as his heart tangibly split in half. He really was sorry, guilt was the spear that pierced his heart and regret was the sword that sliced it apart. Hed never been this deep in sorrow in his whole life. The strong woman hed seen when he first met her was long gone now, only a great abundance of weakness lingered in her green eyes, and it was all because of him. Walking to the front door, he opened it, meeting her father on the porch. He couldve smelled his approach from afar, the scent of liquor, the agonizing scent of lugubriousness. Old man I The man red at him ~this same man whod only offered him hospitality before~ and he could only look down in even more shame. Im sorryI shouldveI shouldve been here. Yes, you shouldve been. She watched the doors day and night just hoping youd walk in, and that jacket that I wanted to f*cking burn, she held it close even though she couldnt even smell your scent. Youve disappointed me, sonbut I cant me you for what happened, it is my fault for being clueless. I shouldve figured it out when it happened the first time. He walked past Zayd, entering the house, and Zayd followed him. Im such a f*cking fool for even doubting it, Ive known all along. Twenty one years ago, I knew toobut I loved her too much. Id already lost one, I did not want to lose two. But now, I cant let it slide, I cant let her go. He turned to Zayd with tant tears in his eyes. Her mother is on the run, for her crimes, catch her before she crosses the border, but I beg this of youspear herfor my selfish sake. Zayd tilted his head as he stared at Derrick. What are y? Are you saying that she is the perpetrator? It cant beher own child? Go, catch herif I go, I know I will only set her free. Zayd didnt waste another second, he sniffed the air, confirming the fact that she was gone before he rushed through the door, transforming into his ck furred wolf mid-run. Hed had his suspicions too That morning when Quinn fell unconscious, and she only stood by the door, watching everything without a single spec of concern on her face. That day at the dining table when Quinn seemed so awkward speaking to heras if she wasnt used to having normal conversations with her own mother It had been clear; she cooked all the time, and she was the one who delivered food to Quinnbut to suspect her mother had been beyond him. But now that it has been confirmed, for ruining Quinn, he will rip her apart, tear her to shreds, then bask in her blood. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-|Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. CHAPTER 42— THE CHASE CHAPTER 42 THE CHASE Zayd followed the scent of the fleeting omega, paws thundering against the earth. He wouldnt let her get away, if he didnt find her tonight, he would not returnhis pride would not allow him to. Twisting into the woods, he bolted past the treeshe wasnt anxious, he knew she hadnt gotten far, he knew hed catch her. Her efforts were all in vain, a fool she was indeed, and Quinn was probably the same; a fool. If shed just given him a hint before, if shed just said the word, it wouldnt have gotten this far. But a mother trying to kill her own child was a surprise to him, he still couldnt believe it. Why would she even think about doing such a thing? What exactly happened between the two? Zayd was clueless and curious, but right now, that wasnt at the forefront of his mindcatching this woman was. Speeding up, his nostrils red as he smelled the air, realizing that he was quickly closing in on her. He jumped over a log, eyes drifting across the dark woods until he spotted the brown wolf, running with what was probably her all. He growled, sprinting into the direction she was running, she looked back at him, the fear in those eyes unimaginable. Zayd forced his paws to move faster, leaping on top of her when he got close enough. She whimpered, trying to get away, but he had enough pressure on her small form. She twisted around to face him, the red eyes of her wolf cowering as she stared into his fierce ones. It seemed as though she was begging for mercy, but how could she? After destroying Quinn, she deserved to be destroyed too. Another growl rumbled through Zayds throat, this one low and lethal, revealing the obvious fact that she was in grave danger. Derrick had begged him to spare her, but he wouldnt. He was trying to protect his mate, but Zayd was doing the exact same. His lips curled back, revealing his sharp teeth and with one more look into those eyes, he ripped into her neck, burying his teeth deep, deeper still. Her blood flooded his mouth, and a howl of pain ripped from her throat as she struggled beneath him. Her bones started to crack, and she whimpered through the transformation until she was but a human, bing even more frail and fragile now. The size difference between her forms had his mouth just settling around her neck now, and before he could tighten it, she began to beg. Pl-please dont QuinnQuinn wouldnt want this. If you kill me, then shell hate youIm her mother after all. Zayd eyes twitched as he pulled back, him too changing back into his human form. A mother wouldnt harm her own child He told her. I know, and Im sorry. If you let me go, for as long as I live, I wont touch her again, I wont even return to this packIm sorry, so terribly sorry. Zayds head tilted to the side in naked confusion. She was apologizing, and yet there wasnt any sincerity in her eyes. Youre not sorry, are you? That look of fear on her face slowly faded into an emotionless gaze, and she chuckled, wincing when the act seemed to have pained her bleeding neck. Why would I be? I had nned to ruin that girl since the very day she was born. Im only sorry I hadnt done it sooner. Derrickthat fool, he has enough courage to rat me out, but not enough to catch me himself. I knew that hed found out, his actions had been off since Quinn came back from the hospital. I really thought that this time around hed choose me, but he put that stupid beta b*tch over me every time. Anger infiltrated her once expressionless features, and tears sprung from the corners of her eyes. I shouldve killed Quinn a long time ago, thatN?velDrama.Org owns this. bastard child didnt deserve to liveit shouldnt have been just her wolf that died, she shouldve died to~ Before she could finish, Zayd wrapped his hands around her throat, squeezing hard. His eyes were filled with red, and he could hear fleet footsteps approaching and distant yelling, but he focused on her cries for help that soon turned into desperate breaths of air. Its unfortunateif you had sincerely apologized for what youd done to my mate, Id have considered sparing you. Your mate begged me to, after all, but you show no regret, not a single ounce of guilt. Quinn isnt the one who deserves to die, you do. " His hands pressed harder against her throat and she started to choke, her eyes rolling to the back of her head as she struggled to live, struggled to breathe. Hed never dreamed of killing his mates mother, and he never thought itd make him happy, but watching as the life drained from her eyes had adrenaline pumping through him. A smile slipped across his lips, the bloodlust hed known all his life slipping into him like a ghost, one he always weed. But that smile disappeared when he was suddenly grabbed from behind and forced away from her. She coughed, sucking in an immense amount of air, and Zayd yanked himself free, crawling back towards her. He wasnt done yet, she wasnt dead yet His hand reached for her neck again, but once more, they grabbed him, pinning him against the floor. The patrol mendid they want to die too? His eyes that were once hazel changed to red and he growled. Let go of me He could smell their fear, the same fear he wanted to gobble up, but two men turned into three and three into four and six and eightholding him captive, keeping him away from his goal. Even as they held him down, his eyes drifted towards Kathrine. The panting woman who kept crawling as far away from him as possible. It might not be this day, but hed kill her himself another. Shes trying to flee, catch the fugitive that poisoned your beta! |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 43— LEAVING CHAPTER 43 LEAVING Quinn looked at her father as he walked into her room, crying. Im sorry, Quinn. He fell to his knees in front of the bed sheid on, and the door closed on its own ord behind him. This is all my fault, I shouldve known, I shouldve done something. I-I justI tried so hard not to believe it, I wanted it to be a lieall of it. And during my time of delusion, you got hurt. If Id done something sooner, your wolf wouldve been fine. Dad Quinn called his name lowly, not looking into his eyes. Are you drunk? Im notbut I figured I wouldnt have been able to confront Kathrine while being sober, so I drank a little. Im sorry, Quinn. Its alright dad, it wasnt your fault, and it wasnt moms eitherit was entirely my fault. I knew from the start too, I was the one who wanted more than I could get, I was the one whoid my life down for something I shouldnt even have to beg for. Shes my mother after all, her love is supposed toe freeor is that sheshe isnt my mother? Her eyes finally drifted over towards him, essing his reaction to her question. As she expected, his eyes widened in shock, and he nervously readjusted himself on the floor. IQuinn, who told you that? It might not seem that way based on how she treated you, but Kathrine is your mother. Quinns hands clenched against the bed as she held back tears. Are youare you lying to me, dad? No, sweetheartwhy would I lie to you? Really dadyoure going to do this to me? Quinn sat up, shuffling off the bed and then standing to her feet. I thought if I had no one else to turn to, I could always turn to you, father. If not anybody else, then I trusted you to tell me the truth. I didnt n on leaving tonight, but Im not going to stay here with a person whos lied to me my entire life. She walked past him, pulling her room door open and marching through it. As she walked towards the front door, she could hear his rushed steps mirroring hers. Quinn, why are y? Im sorry justYoure sick, Quinnso stay. He grabbed her hand. I beg of youIll tell you the truthI swear Ill tell you the truth. Quinn ripped her hand out of his. You shouldve told me the truth when I asked the first time, I dont want to hear it anymore. She pulled the front door open and found Cannon anxiously running towards the veranda. The meeting grounds! You need toe to the meeting grounds now! Zayd is in trouble, and your mother is too. Quinns heart spiked as she rushed down the four steps in her path off the porch, and her father followed her in panic. It took minutes to get to the meeting grounds and when they got there, it was crowded, it seemed the whole pack was there; staring up at something on the podium. Quinn looked up, finding exactly what they were looking at. Zayd was standing in the very center of the stage with his hands tied behind his back. Kathrine was there too, sat down on her knees with tant bruises around her neck, and Jeo stood between the two. Quinns breath hitched as she pushed through the crowd, climbing up the steps until she was on top of the podium as well. Her eyes nced towards Zayd, finding that he was staring at her, a look of shame all over his handsome face. Quinn looked away, turning to Jeo. Whats happening here? Jeo rose a brow. Your mate used your mother of being the one that poisoned you and attempted to murder her. Hurting a member of my pack is against the contract we signed, even if it is true that your mother poisoned you and I doubt it isit is not his right to punish her. Taking a deep and frustrated breath, Quinn walked past him, harshly shouldering him as she walked over to Zayd. She reached behind him, untying the ropes that held him captive. I know that this isnt enough to restrain youquit acting like an idiot in front of so many people. She dropped the ropes and turned towards Jeo. Since we are all here; my family as well as the rest of the pack, let me reveal the truth. It is indeed this woman who poisoned me, I will not address her as my mother since she has been everything but a mother to me. Youre the alpha Jeo, youre free to punish her in whatever way you see fitas for me, I wont be here long enough to decideIm leaving this pack tonight. What? Quinn you~ The pack Jeotheyre dying to hear how you will punish the traitor. Jeos mouth opened and closed, and then with clenched jaws, he turned to stare at the pack. The vi the victim has spokensince it is so, I will punish the criminal ordingly. As he continued to speak, Quinn grabbed Zayds hand. This doesnt mean Ive forgiven you, and it doesnt mean I ever will. Right now, I need a ce of refuge and it is not here. You said youd take me back with you. Ille. Zayd looked down at her hand that held his, then nodded slowlyas if he were lost in a trance. This This was the courage hed seen in her eyes when he first met herthis was the strength he thought she lost. Ill take you, lets go. His hand closed around hers, and he pulled her off the podium with him, not stopping until they were at the back of the crowd. The pack members were whispering and staring, but neither Zayd nor Quinn cared. Dont you want to hear it? Her punishment I mean. Quinn looked back up at the podium, nodding once with an anxious gulp. Y-Yes. N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 44— A SECOND BETRAYAL CHAPTER 44 A SECOND BETRAYAL Dont you want to hear it? Her punishment I mean? Quinn looked back up at the podium, nodding once with an anxious gulp. Y-Yes. Lets wait then They both stopped by a tree on the meeting grounds, watching as Jeo walked back on forth on the stage, trying to figure out what would be a fitting punishment for a woman Quinn once regarded as her mom. Kathrine Francisare the allegations made against you the truth? Kathrine looked up at him, nodding once, and the crowd became noisy immediately. Quinn couldnt decipher what they were saying, her ears arent as useful as they once were. And may I ask why youd Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. do such a thing? Quinn is the beta of this pack, shed protected it on numerous asions, why would you poison your own daughter? For a cause none of you would see valid. I seeand do you regret it? I dont Alrightyouve confessedand as Alpha, I hereby sentence you to ten years imprisonment and a death sentence. Quinns heart started to palpitate mindlessly, and her lips itched to open. She wanted to say something, but she didnt know what to say. Two guards went up on the podium, pulling Kathrine to her feet. She looked shocked, more than just surprisedthose beautiful brown eyes opened so wide. You cant do this to me, Alpha! You promised me protection, you said if I got caught, the most youd give me is five years imprisonment, and now youre betraying me?! She struggled in the guards arms, and Delh descended from the crowd in a dress that breached past her ankles, crying. You promised, Jeo! You said that~ What did I promise?! Jeo yelled. Quinn is still leaving, isnt she? F*ck! Shes still leaving with him! Delh pointed at him and then looked past the crowd at Quinn who unknowingly had tears streaming down her face. Its not our fault! None of us knew the alpha king would still want a b*tch without a wolf. It doesnt matter. Jeo shoved her out of the way, and she fell down, looking up at him with eyes that were teary. If you werent carrying my child, Delhyoud have been given a f*cking death sentence too. Youre lucky, thats exactly what you are; lucky. You ruined my f*cking life! He looked at Quinn, and she staggered back, feeling the tangible break of her heart. And now, like the fool I am, I helped you to ruin Quinnsall because I couldnt have her. Quinn felt like she was a piece of paper, being ripped apartshe heard a growl from behind her, and she turned around, looking at Zayd. His eyes were glowing red, and ws protruded from his hands. I shouldve killed him like Frederick said, that f*cker! He marched in front, but Quinn grabbed him, shaking her head. Let them beits not the first time Ive been betrayed by them. Lets just go. You cant possibly expect me to leave them alive after what theyve done to you. I dont care if they are alive or deadI just want to goI want to go now, so please She gritted her teeth, wiping her eyes when more tears flooded them. Please, lets just go. Zayds ws sunk back into his skin, his eyes changing back from red to hazel, and he grabbed her, holding her against his chest. Im sorry, QuinnIm so f*cking sorry. He pulled back, reached for her hand and quickly leading her away from the meeting grounds. When they were far enough, Zayd transformed into his wolf, the thin line of burgundy that coated the fur along his back glistening beneath the moon. Heid t on his belly against the ground, gesturing for Quinn to get on. She garnered strands of his fur in her hand, but the sob that echoed through the woods stopped her from using them to climb on. With her watery eyes, she watched as her father staggered forward in the dark, looking disheveled, anxious and heartbroken. Quinn IIm sorry. Quinn blinked away her tears as she hopped onto Zayds back. Goodbye father. Zayd got the message that wasnt said out loud. He slowly rose to his feet, speeding off into the woods, even as Derrick screamed his daughters name. Quinn didnt look back, she couldnt. Her head was spinning, her eyes were burning. She felt so lost and so stupid. She couldnt believe it, even after everything, Delh still betrayed her again. Shed spoken to her that day, Quinn had smiled at her,forted her, held herand yet still Quinn wanted to reach for her aching chest, but if her arms loosened around Zayds neck, shed only fall. So she held on tighter, soaking his mostly ck fur in her tears. It was painful, knowing that true betrayal could onlye from the people closest to you Jeo Her so-called mother Her sister Zayd Andstly herher own father She didnt get it thoughif Kathrine wasnt her real mother, was Derrick not her real father as well? And if it was so, then who exactly were her real parents? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 45— USED CHAPTER 45 USED Zayd ran all through the night and only stopped when the sun broke past the darkness. He bent low enough for her to climb off his back, and then transformed into his human form. Since you didnt sleep at all, get some rest while I hunt something for us to eat. Im not sleepy. Your eyes are drooping, Quinn. I said Im not sleepy. Even so~ Leave me alone. Quinn hissed as she took a seat against the low grass that grew from the earth. Dont look down on me now that Ive lost my wolf. Im fine, and moreover, I dont want your concern. Quinn She red up at him and he sighed. Alright, I wont trouble you anymoreIll be back in a minute, dont move. He twisted around, changing forms once again before speeding off on a hunt. When he came back, he had a dead deer in his mouth, which he dropped when his eyes graced Quinn. Even though she said she wasnt sleepy, she was asleep, beautifully asleep against the grass. She kept telling him she was okay, but he knew she wasnt. Nobody could be okay after what she witnessed. Those people were once close to her; people she used to address as mate and family, people she grew up with, people she protected, and when the time came, they all failed to protect her. What had she done to them? What could she have possibly done to deserve what they did to her? To have not been betrayed by mere friends, but family was assumingly the most painful betrayal one could go through, and Quinn went through it and still managed to stay on her two feet. What a strong woman. Shed been rejected by the man she once loved, that alpha, he betrayed her not once, but twice. He was such a fool, more of a fool than Zayd had been. Just because she moved on, he destroyed herpletely, thinking Zayd wouldnt want a shell that was broken. But Zayd wanted her, he wanted her so much f*cking morethis broken woman, it didnt matter what it took, hed fix her But he had to start by gaining her trust again. He knew hed betrayed her too, he had left her when she needed him most, but he was back to withstand all the pressure he couldnt. He was back to mend and truly love her, to remake his promises N?velDrama.Org owns this. and forever keep them. Her faith in him was thin at the moment, but hed gradually strengthen it until he could shamelessly hold her in his arms again. Transforming back into his human form, he walked over to where she was, taking a seat beside her. His beautiful Quinn, his mate even when he couldnt feel the bondhis luna even if she was without a wolf. His hand reached for her face, swiping delicately at the fiery, red hair that hid most of her ethereality away from him. She looked like an angel, and she was an angel, an angel living in a world of devils. But in this world, where did he fit in? Was he a devil in her path as well, or was he a god that would save her? Whether he was a demon or a god, he knew he meant her good. He''d be a demon that wet her path with blood, getting rid of everyone that could hurt, and he''d be a god that walked beside her, guiding and protecting her Sighing, he watched as her body shivered when the breeze slid past the leaves, her nose crinkling as she twisted onto her side,pletely facing him. She seemed cold, and her forehead felt a little hot. Standing to his feet, he changed back into his wolf form, curling around her in aid of granting her warmth. She rxed in his ball of fur, sleeping deeper, calmerand somewhere along the line, Zayd fell into a sleep with her too. |-_-| Quinns eyes blinked open, the bed of grass sheid on was soft and warm and not grass at all. She sat up, looking back at the ck wolf thatid asleep behind her. She didnt know why he was so close or when she fell asleep, but it all just happened. With a breath, she stood to her feet, she wondered why he came back. After leaving her on such a bad note, why did he find his way back to her? To hurt again? To make fake promises again? If so, then Quinn didnt want him near her. Shed done been betrayed by even her father who she thought was always on her sidewhy must she think Zayd wouldnt abandon her again? Everybody used her for their own selfish gainDelhKathrinethey brought her down so they could stand tallwhat exactly did Zayd want to use her for? She had nothing to offer him now, she couldnt be his luna, not without a wolfshe had absolutely no use to him, so why was he taking her with him? Quinn sighed, looking towards the dead deer on the ground. He caught the meat, the least she could do was cook iteven if they werent on good terms. CHAPTER 46— A WORLD OF HER OWN CHAPTER 46 A WORLD OF HER OWN Quinn had promised to cook the meat, but then remembered there was no wood to catch fire, nor was there a knife to skin the deer. She sighed as she plopped back down against the grass, looking over at Zayd who was still asleep. How nice of him to have hunted food and not carry anything to cook it In frustration, she hissed, stumping a foot against the forest floor. If she still had her wolf, then she wouldnt have needed a knife to begin with, her ws were sharp enough. She felt disadvantaged, dependent, she could barely protect herself now, which is why she had to turn to Zayd; someone she wanted to be done with. Running her hand down her face, she looked away. But as she said before, her current helpless situation was all bestowed upon her by herself. Shed been a fool, and shed just realized it. By epting the poison from Kathrine, what had she expected? An unbreakable bond between them? A healthy mother and daughter rtionship? Quinn scoffed at herself, that mightve been what shed expected, but all she got out of her foolish decisions in the end was a damage that was evesting. She wasnt a werewolf anymore, wasnt an outstanding beta or an omegashe was but a human, and she didnt feel like she belonged in this world anymore. Shed only be degraded and disrespected, shed beughed at, shunnedthe only ce for her now waswas Quinn swallowed as she squinted at Zaydher ce wasnt by his side, it never was. As Kathrine said, everything that made her strong had been taken away from her. Shes nothing now, so why was she even moving forward? Everyone around her had told her lies that still burnt her chestwhy must she depend on the same people who had caused her pain? She realized it now, her ce wasnt with Zayd, it wasnt with another pack, it wasnt with humans It was by herself. She didnt suit either worlds, so why live in them? She needed to create her own world, one that only included her and one where shed always fit in despite the circumstances. Standing to her feet, she swiped her red hair behind her ears and walked off into the woodsonly looking back at Zayd once more Goodbyemate. Her heart churned as she walked away, she wanted so bad to turn around and go back, but she quickened her steps instead, destroying the mere thought of doing it. Soon her steps turned into a desperate run. She needed to go as far away as possible, Zayd would wake up soon, if she wasnt careful, he would find her. So to make it harder for him, she tore her clothes, tying it in knots against slim tree limbs as diversions. She tied them in different directions, creating a mirage and hoping hed follow them all before he ended up on the path she was truly on. Quinn then headed towards the east and then the south. She did not know where to gobut she didnt really care where she went, she just needed to find a ce where nobody could find her. So she ran until the morning turned into the afternoon and the afternoon turned into the evening, and Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. she continued to run even as sweat wet her forehead and her neck and dripped all the way down to her stomach. She took rest stops, but they allsted for five minutes or less. However, when she found herself bing weaker and weaker and hotter and hotter even though the sun wasnt shiningshe knew something was wrong With her The breeze was heavy, and it was cool, and yet she was burning up. It felt like she was in heat, but she knew she wasnt. The crave for sex wasnt there, yet still, she felt like she was tied over a stove of burning coal. Her running feet came to a sudden stop, and she fell on her bum against the ground, breathing heavy and hard. She could rest, shed run a long way, Zayd wouldnt possibly be able to find her. Right? Quinn looked around, high on alert. Her throat felt dry, she was thirsty, thirsty and hungrybut in her weakened state, how would she find food? Hours ago, shed been certain that running away was the right decision, but she wasnt so sure anymore. She stayed at the silver moon all her life, only leaving for missions and pack duties as its luna. At twenty one years old, she neverpletely fended for herself before and never thought shed have to. After all, how could she have been able to predict this future for herself? Back then, shed thought shed be with Jeo until she died, shed thought shed still have a family; a sister, a father and a mother. But right now, she neither had a mate nor a family, and just having herself to look towas new to her. Whenever she needed advice, shed go to Delh or Derrick, but now she had to make the hardest decisions by herself. This only meant that life would be much harder to live, especially since shed kill her own wolf. But shed survivethat tree she used to look up to back home wasntpletely deadit could live, which meant Quinn could do the same. Groaning, she rolled onto her knees, wiping the sweat from her forehead as she forced herself onto her two feet. She then staggered forward, breathing through the pain, fighting to more than just live through it. That was until a hand grabbed onto hersand she knew exactly whose it was. The sparks, the warmth She twisted around with wide eyes. How did you find me?! CHAPTER 47— NOT THAT QUINN ANYMORE CHAPTER 47 NOT THAT QUINN ANYMORE She twisted around with wide eyes. How did you find me?! What? Did you think itd be hard? Zayd sighed, tightening his grip around her wrist, Id been watching you suffer for hours, forcing yourself to run as though your life depended on it. I considered letting you go, QuinnI really did. I mean, you tried so hard to get this far, but I cant, not when youre like this. He stepped closer to her, cing his hand against her forehead. Youre burning upI figured you were. No I I only got tricked once by your little diversions, after that, I followed the scent that kept getting weaker and not the ones that remained stagnant. It was a sensible trick that mightve worked if you could move a little faster. But in this form, youre not fast enough, Quinn. Your struggle humbled me, I kept reminding myself that youre the same girl who killed four rogues in one night and left with just a single scratch, tried telling myself that youre strong and you could survive without methat youd be happier without me. But I-I cant let you go like this, Quinn. His forehead fell against her shoulder as he sucked in a shaky breath. Stay with me for as long as it takes you to heal. You can leave when youre better, Ill search for and find the courage to let you go thenplease Quinn stood speechless in her spot, even when she felt his tears wetting her shoulder. His words werentforting at all, they made her helplessness even more tant. The fact that he had to remind himself that she was strong and the fact that he felt like she couldnt live without him strained her pride. She wanted to delude herself into thinking shes still that girl, but in truth, she wasnt the girl who could kill more than just four rogues in one nightand she wasnt strong, at least not anymore. The thought of giving up had caged her mind, but she did not give it a proper wee. That was because she wanted to be that girl again; the Quinn known by men far and wide, the Quinn who could steal the night before it even started. She wanted to be her again; that Quinn who could protect not only herself, but everyone else, the Quinn who never had to f*cking cry! Quinns lips trembled as tears dripped down her cheeks, her hands tensing by her side as she tried to hold them back. This Quinn; Quinn didnt know this Quinn So weak and frail, so stupid and na?vethis Quinn that was hurt and broken, this Quinnthis Quinn that Quinn didnt want to be. I know you might say noI know you might not want my helpbut please Quinn, Im begging youlet me be there for you in this period of your life. I dont want you to endure all of this alone. He slid down onto his knees in front of her, his head against her thigh. Ive never felt this way before, never been so vulnerable to someone elses pain, and Ive never gotten down on my knees and begged anyone for anythingnot even my own mother. However, I dont care how low it makes me look, I would do anything for youfor as long as I can, and right now, I want to help you. Im begging you to let me help you. Quinns hand trembled as she reached down to pat his bare back. Stop crying and get up. But youre crying too. She wiped beneath her eyes. Im notnot anymore, so stop. IllIlle with you, Ill allow you to help mejust this once. Zayds lips twitched at the corners as he stood to his feet, smiling so faintly. Thank you. No, I should be the one thanking youIm burning up, and was about to fall unconscious. It must be a fever and to top it off, you havent eaten anything since this morning. We need to hurry back, your fever will only heighten without medicine, and youre probably suffering from dehydration too. Can you walk? I-I can Dont lie to me, Quinn. Quinn looked down at her feet, sighing. Well, I might feel a bit dizzy while walking. Then that means itll only get worse if we run, especially if Im in my wolf form. Get on my back, well walk until you feel better. No, you dont have t Come on, Quinn. He turned his back to her, giving her no room to argue, and Quinn hesitantly got on, her hands caging his neck and her legs crossing around his thighs. Tell me if it gets worse. Ill stop Quinn didnt want to acknowledge the way her heart kept palpitating at the care and concern in his words. This was the second time the alpha king had gotten down on his knees in front of her and both times, it felt the same. It made her feel like she was his equal, like he was barely a rank above her, and the fact N?velDrama.Org owns this. that he was not begging for help, but begging to help herit wasastounding. His words had always been a surprise to herthey always made her speechless. You know Quinn started. You dont have to be so nice to me, especially if its because of pity. Zayds hands closed beneath her bum, a harmless act to keep her from falling. Its not pity, Quinnits love. Again, his straight to the point words caught her off guard, leaving her speechless. But the silence got too loud and ufortable that she had to break it. Back on the meeting grounds, why did you allow them to tie you up like that? Ive heard the tales of how you became alpha king, so seeing you like that was surprising. I allowed them to do so because I didnt want to destroy your home. At least I thought so while I stood on that podiumst night, but now, I regret not ripping Jeovannis head off, I regret not murdering at least half of the people who stood there that night. Im d you didntregardless of everything, they are still my family. Silence settled between them again, but it wasnt dense, and it wasn''t ufortable or awkward. It was alright. As Quinn looked forward at the woods, she dived back into her thoughts. She wasnt the Quinn she used to be, but shed work towards that Quinn. Shed fix her broken self and be who she wanted to be. Shed find herself because right now, she was too lost and helplessand too dependent. She needed her strength backonly that way she could again be able to depend solely on herself. ..And to do that, she really needed his help. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 48— CROSSING THE BORDERS CHAPTER 48 CROSSING THE BORDERS Zayd walked for minutes before Quinn told him that it was okay for him to run, and hed questioned her condition a hundred times before he changed into his wolf and allowed her on his back. Hed run, but she knew he wasnt running at full speed. In the morning, hed hunted meat, and shed picked up woods, lighting a fire for him to prepare it on. After theyd eaten, hed started running again, hellbent on getting her to his pack before her fever got worse. It took another night of running before they finally stumbled upon the border of his pack and as they strode past the lines, men emerged from the woods, greeting him. Alphawe are grateful for your return. Zayd strode past them, and Quinn looked around at the unfamiliarity of thend nervously. She knew she wasnt here to be his luna, but would these people ept her either way? She hugged around herself, drowning in a sea of insecurity until Zaydid down on his belly, signalizing that she should climb down. She hesitantly did so, and as he changed forms, his people surrounded him; him and her. Where is Dantae? Hed been in your office thest time I got a whiff of him. Thats good, Garth. This is Quinn, shell be staying with us from now on. Let it be known to the rest of the pack that she is to be treated with the same amount of respect they treat me with. Anything less will only cause blood spill. Of course, Alpha. I will do as told. He wandered off, and Zayd gestured the other surrounding wolves out of the way. A robe, Sirus. Its already on the way. Another member bowed and Zayd nodded, reaching for Quinns hand. Come, Ill take you to the hospital before I do anything else. He dragged her away, smiling freely when that teenage girl Quinn had saved back home came into view, running excitedly towards him with a ck robe in hand. Brother! Dont tell me a rogue like you missed me, Isabe I never said I did, I only came here hoping to see you half dead. He chuckled as she ran into his arms, hugging around him. Just admit it, rugratyou missed your awful big brother. Alright, I mightve missed you She huffed, handing him the robe while looking towards Quinn. Hey, youre thedy who saved me, arent you? You look exactly like her, but I dont sme~ Zayd covered her mouth. Shut that trap, I want nothing more out of it. She is indeed thedy who saved you while you were being a little bit too curious. Thank her. The girl nodded, pping his hand away from her lips and bowing her head. Thank you, missI wouldnt have been here without you. Quinn tried to smile, but she knew it came out looking awkward. Its fine, back then that was my duty as a beta. But now you don~ Isabe Zayd warned, and her lips snapped shut immediately. Go back for now, shes not feeling well, I was about to take her to the pack doctor. Can I do it? No. Pleaselet me do it as a way of saying thanks. And then youll ask her a dozen questions that she wont even know how to answer. I wont, I promise. Either way, its a no. Thank her some other way, like staying out of her sight while shes here. Now, if youll excuse me, Be. He harshly shoved her out of the way, and she scoffed. Thats why I specifically came here myself to see if you were dying. Its unfortunate that I didnt get to see that happening. Zayd flipped her off and continued on his way, taking Quinn with him. Quinn looked back at the girl, who was still ring at her brothers back. Shes your sister, isnt she? Wasnt that a little too harsh? Zayd draped the robe around his bare body. Harsh? We y way rougher. You dont know how conniving that little girl is, she deserves every pinch and smack shes gotten from me and more. Thats how siblings are. Oh It was different between her and Delh, but then again, she doubted they were real siblings. N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. Are you still dizzy? Im not. Hungry? No How about your fever, has it calmed down? I think so. Let me see. He stopped, turning towards her and pressing a hand against her forehead. It seems your temperature isnt as high as it was before. Im d. His words and actions gave her dejavu. Hed done something simr the day hede back and asked her for a tour. The only difference was that an injured arm wasnt the subject this time. At that distant memory, Quinn felt blood rush to her cheeks and she stepped back, disconnecting his contact with her. Then can I not go to the hospital? Youre going regardless, we have to make sure youre fine. He reached for her hand again, but Quinn pulled hers back, not allowing him to hold it. This all felt too familiar, she couldnt fall for it all over again. I canI can walk on my own. Alright, follow me. Quinn followed him until they made it to the hospital, he got her checked in, tested and asked for medicine in case she was ever to fall sick again. And then he took to a room he stated was right across from his. Theres warm water in the bathroom, use it. Ill ask an omega to prepare you something to eat. As of now, Ill leave you to get some rest, I have some business to take care of anyway. CHAPTER 49— THE PLAN CHAPTER 49 THE PLAN Zayd took confident strides to his office, his face holding not a single rush of emotions even as he shoved the door open. Earlier, hed mind linked Frederick and Dantae to meet him here. He had a lot to tell them, and he also had orders to dish out. Whats up, man? Dantae started. We dont meet like this on a regr day, well unless we have a pack to take down. That we do. Which one? Did another alpha challenge or offend you? I wouldnt call it a challenge because he isn''t at all in my league, but he did offend me on multiple asions. However, I dont want him dead, I want him to suffer. Which pack? Dantae repeated. The silver moon pack. Frederick eased off the desk he was leaning against. I thought you said you wouldnt harm that pack because of Quinnisnt she still there? If you harm her pack, will she still agree to be our luna? Quinn is here with me. Dont tell methat wolfless girl Garth spoke aboutit couldnt be Quinn. It isI knew Garth knows how to use his mouth, but is there nothing that he can keep to himself? No, he even talks about the women he f*cks, which is why he barely gets p*ssy anymorebut what happened to her? Zayd looked at Dantae, sighing. I honestly dont know where to start. As you know, shed been a victim to niphroneturns out, the poison killed her wolf. Did you finally figure out who gave it to her? Her familyher mother, her sister and that weak alpha with no sense of direction. F*cking sh*tare they dead? No, I didnt harm them, Quinn did not want me to. However Zayds eyes darkened. I will not let it go. I will destroy them, every single one of them will suffer, but I dont want to use my own hands, at leastI dont want to be the one to kill them. Quinn will only lose more trust in me. If not you, then who? Whats the n? GarthI need Garth; him and his sissy friends are the best at spreading rumors. I want Alpha Jake; the previous alpha king to know of my alliance with that packbut I want him to believe that Quinns sister is my mate. Hes been seeking a way to get back at me, once he knows of my weakness, he will strikebut he wont strike me, he will strike them in hopes of killing her. So only Garth and his set of fins get to have a little fun? What about Frederick and I? I want you two to burn their farm to the very ground. Deprive them of food and lets see exactly who theyll turn to. Well, that soundsit sounds fun I guess. Do not spill any blood, but make sure they know that Im the one who did it. As you wish. Fredericke on. They walked out of the office, and Zayd walked around his desk, taking a seat. For everything those scoundrels had done to Quinn, they deserved this. Zayd mightve beaten Alpha Jake in a battle, but he knew they couldnt. His pack was full of warriors that could match up to Zayds warriors any day, and he was by far the strongest Alpha Zayd had ever faced. But he was a fool, blinded by rage and far too deep in bloodlust and revenge. He was easy to manipte, and thats why Zaid chose to use him. Hed destroy them, by the tens and the hundreds, hed bring them to their knees, and Jeo would have nowhere else to crawl to but here But Zayd would not help him even if he got down on his knees and apologized. Hed watch as they fall, and then take down Alpha Jake when hees to retake his position, thinking that hed weakened Zayd by killing his mate Zayd would enjoy it all, and in the end, hed still have Quinn by his side. Drawing for the papers Dantae organized on his desk, he ran through them, stamping what was supposed to be stamped and disregarding those he wanted no part in. When he was half-way through, he stashed them aside and sighed. He wanted to see her, he was practically dying to see her. She was distancing herself away from him, avoiding physical contact and looking away when his stare got too intense. She didnt trust him, she was still hurthurt and damaged, and he understood why. The same people shed loved and protected had taken away a part of her that was more than just importantand they didnt even regret it. Poor thinghe couldnt imagine how losing his wolf would make him feel; it was his pride, an instinctual part of him that he greatly needed. If he lost his wolf, then he wouldnt feel like himself anymore. He wondered if she felt like herself He wondered just how bad she was suffering on the inside Just how many mental tears shed shred He wanted to hold her, to kiss her and tell her that it''d be alright, but how could he do that when he didnt even know exactly how she felt? Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. Standing to his feet, he walked to the door, flicking the light switch off before walking out. His steps took him back to the pack house; specifically, to the east wing where his mother, father, sister, beta and gamma stayed. Now there was an additional member, for Quinn was there too. He walked through the entrance, stopping in front of Quinns door. Her steady breaths, he could hear them, she was asleep. He didnt want to disturb her, so he took a step away from the door, running his hand through his hair frustratingly. ''Just one minute'' he pleaded with himself. He just needed to check if she was okay. He reached for the knob, slowly twisting it unlocked and pushing the door open. The lights were off, but she shined just as bright as one. She was facing him,id peacefully on her side with the sheets draped tightly in her hands. He closed the door behind him and then walked over to the bed, gently freeing the sheets. She didnt have a wolf now, but she was the same Quinn he fell in love with and the same Quinn hed spend the rest of his life with. His heart throbbed as he leaned down to kiss her cheek, tucking the sheets beneath her neck before walking his way back out of her personal space. She didnt have to worry anymore, he was getting revenge on her behalf. CHAPTER 50— EXPLANATION CHAPTER 50 EXPLANATION Quinn woke up to a knock on her door, and she sat up, rubbing her eyes and clearing her throat before speaking. Whos that? Its me Zayd answered. Me and some other nuisance, but me regardless. Can Ie in? Despite being curious of whom he regarded as a nuisance, Quinn straightened up and adjusted the gown an omega had brought her yesterday night. Yes. The door opened, and Zayd stepped in, trying but failing to close it in the face of the woman who stood out there. Stop behaving like an idiot, ZaydI just want to see her. Why mom? Because Isabe says she seemed very special to you. Youve never brought home a decent woman before. She looked past him at Quinn with a weird smile. Come on in, Nickas expected, she is as pretty as Be said. A man appeared in the doorway beside thedy, if she was his mom, then this man was definitely his father. She could see the resemnce; he only had his mothers eyes. Well, wellyou did a good job son. Isabe told us about herst night, we wont judge. Isabe talks a bit too much. Now that youve seen her, can you just go? Of course not. His mother rushed past the door, modelling her over to Quinn and grabbing onto her hands. Whats your name, sweetie? Where are you from? IIm Quinn, originally from the silver moon pack. Oh, you are weed here. Youre so beautiful, Im in love with the color of your hair. Ive only met one person with such a hair color, and that was a long time ago. Thank you. Quinn forced a smile as she sat down on the bed. If you dont mind me asking, are you dating my son? He wont tell me anything. Quinn looked towards Zayd, but he wasnt looking at herhe was frustratingly ring at the walls. I umno, were not like that, hes just helping me. Im in a bad situation, you see, and he offered to help. Zayd offered to help you?! You really must be special then, how did you two meet? She smiled in excitement, hazel eyes filled with expectancy, but Zayd did not allow Quinn to answer, he grabbed onto his mothers shoulder, steering her off the bed and through the door. Take her, dad and keep herplease. I knew shed embarrass me. He grabbed the door, mming it in their faces, even though his mother begged him not to. He leaned against it, sighing as their footsteps retreated. Im sorry about that. Shes just excited, she suspects Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. that youre my mate, which in truth, you arebut were not reallywereas you said, were not like that anymore. Quinn nodded. I understand. But soon, well be like that again soonIll make sure of it. He leaned off the door and approached her. How was your sleep? It was fine Breakfast is usually served in the canteen, but I dont think yourefortable enough to eat in the same space as my pack yet. Ill have your breakfast delivered here, and when youre done, Ill be kind enough to give you a tour. You did the same for me once. Quinn nodded again. Okay. Your answers are short and uninterestedits as if you dont even want to talk to me anymore. I hate it. I just Quinn looked away. I just dont have anything else to say. Do you hate me, Quinn? Quinn shrugged. I dont knowI mean, I hate you for what you did to me, but then, why would I agree to stay with someone I hate? That night Zayd sighed. I acted like a f*cking idiot, I know. I was angry, but I had no right to walk out after treating you like that. I broke my promise, I broke your trust, and I dont even know where to start when ites to mending it. I want it all backI dont care how much it takes, I already told you that Id do anything to keep you by my side. Why? The question seemed dull, but Quinn was genuinely curious. I understood why back then, but nowits different now, Im different now. Why do you still want me by your side? What exactly do you want from me? I dont get it. Its not a matter of wanting you by my side, Quinn, its a basic needyoure someone I cant live without. You ask me what I want from you? I want what we had back. I dont care how different you are, to me, youre the same Quinn I met at that party. Even though I have no wolf? Even though neither of us will be able to feel the mate bond? The bond isnt necessary, I didnt fall for you because of the bond. Youve always been special, Quinneven if we werent mates, I believe Id still approach you. You are the most beautiful woman Ive set my eyes on, and though you seemed firm and apathetic at first, speaking to you in person proved me wrong. The way youd blush before answering my questions amused me, youd been so easy to tease and yet so hard to appease. It was obvious you wanted me, I was conscious of the fact that you did, yet youd fought tooth and nail to push me aside. Then why? Why did you leave me that night? The fact that my mother tried to kill me was painful, but the fact that you left hurt me more. He took a step closer, hands digging into the mattress as he leaned towards her. I know, and Im sorry. My anger shouldnt have influenced my judgement, but Quinn He trailed off, eyes staring so deep past her soul. Think about it, little red, put yourself in my position. Wouldnt you have been hurt and angry if you stumbled up on your mate kissing another person? II Quinns lips trembled when she heard that nickname fall off his lips again. Little red; thats what he used to call her. I w-was in heat. Would that have mattered to you? He drew nearer, giving her no other option than to bury herself against the bedhead. Regardless of that, Quinnwould you not have been angry? Quinn held her head down, seriously thinking about it. After what Jeo had done to her, if shed stumbled upon Zayd with another woman, shed leave too, shed have been hurt beyond measures. No She finally answered. It would not have mattered. Then angel, sympathize with me. I mightve crossed the line, said and did things that I shouldve never done, but Im sorry. My actions haunted me since the very night I left. Id wanted toe back, but having felt like that ~scared~ for the very first time in my lifeI didnt know what to do. His hand reached under her chin, lifting her head so she looked at him. Please Quinnallow me to enter your life again, allow me to love you. II Quinn bit her lip and Zayd sighed. I dont want to rush this, but Im dying to kiss you right now, to hold youI-you dont know how hard holding back is. Quinns hands clenched against the bed, her eyes snapping shut as he leaned in for a kiss she wasnt sure if she could refuse. CHAPTER 51— THE TOUR CHAPTER 51 THE TOUR Quinns hands clenched against the bed, her eyes snapping shut as he leaned in for a kiss she wasnt sure if she could refuse. She waited for his lips to touch hers, but before that could happen, somebody knocked on the door. Quinn jumped away from him like a frightened cat, nervously yelling. Come in! That omega girl whod brought her the night gown as well as some other stuffst night came in with a tray in hand. Good morningalpha, your mother told me to bring your food here as well. Zayd groaned, slowly leaning off the bed. That woman will forever be the death of me. Thanks, Larnayou can put it on the bedside table and go. The omega who Quinn now knew as Larna nodded, walking around the bed and cing the tray on the bedside table. She bowed her head before walking out, leaving Quinn and Zayd alone in the room once again. Quinn didnt look at him, she made it her duty not toinstead she crawled over to the food. I which~? Just take anyone, Quinn. The frustration in his voice was clear, and Quinn didnt know if he was frustrated at her or at his seemingly inquisitive mother. Larna sure did pick the wrong time to walk in dammit. Quinn didnt think so, if anything, she came in just on timesaving Quinn from making another mistake shed regret. Picking up one of the tes from the tray as well as a fork, she ced it on the bed and then reached for one of the two sses of orange juice. For youfor me, though, she came at the right time. Zayd looked at her, running his hand down his face. Those words hurt, she was expressing the fact that she didnt want him to kiss her, and it made his heart burn. You couldve kept that bit to yourself, Quinn Why? So this could happen again? You brought me here to help meand thats not helping. Rekindling what was broken between us is not why I came here. You might want it all back, but I dont. Im tired of getting hurt, and thats exactly what taking you back would do; hurt me. The words were harsh, but Quinn had to make it clear that whatever was between them was over now. This cycle she was a part of, this was her breaking it. She wanted to be loved too, but she wouldnt take the risk of ever trusting him again. He was right, she wouldve been angry and hurt if she saw him kissing another woman, but it didnt matterhes probably better off with somebody else anyway. Digging her fork into the egg on her te, she ignored the hurt way in which he looked at her. If only he knew she was doing this to save them both. He walked over to the bedside table, picking up the tray and walking to the door. Ill be back in an hour or sofor the tour. And then he left. Quinn dropped the fork when he left, breathing shakily as she ced the orange juice back on the bedside table. This was so hard. There was no mate bond, and yet, it hurt so bad when his voice lowered into vulnerability a second ago. Was she doing the right thing? Was pushing away her second chance the right thing? Quinnid down on the bed, reaching for the sheets and pulling it over her head. Goddesswhat was the right thing to do? |-_-| Quinn ate before brushing her teeth and taking a shower. As soon as she was fully dressed, Zayd came knocking on her door as though he had timed her. As promised, he took her on a tour, and it too felt like dejavu. He showed her sections of his pack that hers didnt have. For example, the storage room, which kept a record of the people in the pack; whether they were dead or alive. He also showed her the training grounds and unlike the one back home, this one wasyered into three, and the pack members trained by rank. Even omegas could train and rank up, and Quinn thought that was impressive. He showed her the celebration house, which was far bigger than Jeos, and the elders quarters that was attached to the pack house. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. His office was spacious and furnished beautifully. The meeting grounds wasnt just an open piece ofnd with a podium on it. It was fenced with wood and had arge gate as entrance. It was pretty, everything here was so well organized. There was a huge safe house underground with a thick metal door that not even Zayd could power through. It was safer than the one back at the silver moon pack, which was only hidden by a wooden door and grass on top that was used as camouge. Andstly, the canteen, which was almost as big as the pack house. This was where they stored the food they bought, cooked it and served it. After that, hed taken her back to her room. The walk back was quiet, he didnt bring up what happened in the morning, and neither did Quinn. However, the awkwardness between them made her feel guilty. She knew he was hurt, he didnt make a singlement unless it was about the tour, and he didnt look at her much eitheras if it pained him to do so. At the door to her roomall he told her was that hed see her tonight. CHAPTER 52— FOR THE PARTY CHAPTER 52 FOR THE PARTY Quinn got out of the bed shed beenying in for the past few hours, looking at the clock attached to the wall above the door. It was almost 7:00, and all shed done after touring thend with Zayd wasy down, trying to get in touch with the wolf shed lost. She knew it was impossible, but despite knowing that, she couldnt help but try. Shed prayed to the goddess too, begging her for help. But what could the goddess do? Resurrect the same wolf Quinn had taken for granted? If shed wanted her wolf, shed have protected it instead of foolishly doing what she did. The me was on her head and for that, she knew she didnt deserve the goddess help or anyone elses for that matter. However, she still begged for help and begged for forgiveness because that was all that she could do. With slouch shoulders, she walked into the bathroom adjoined to the room she was in. She needed a shower, a cold shower to numb all the depressing thoughts that kept running through her head. She reached for the hem of her blouse, but before she could pull the material over her head, she heard a knock on the bedroom door. Her hands twitched as they loosened the blouse, and she walked back out of the bathroomsuddenly remembering that Zayd promised to be back tonight. Her cheeks tinted red as she stood in front of the door, somehow scared to open it. What did he have to say to her? Why did he want to see her? Quinn reached for the knob, hesitantly twisting it unlocked and opening the door. Her tense body loosened when her eyes met Larna instead of Zayd, but disappointment harvested within her for a reason Quinn didnt want to acknowledge. She wanted to see himshe stupidly wanted him to visit her tonight, and she didnt know why. She didnt have anything to say to him, but maybe just looking at his face would put her at ease. Helloyou knocked? Larna bowed her head, stretching a gift bag out to her. The Alpha King asked me to deliver this to youIm also here to collect the te you ate dinner from. May Ie in? Quinn reluctantly took the gift bag from her and moved aside as she walked in, picking up the tray shed delivered more than two hours ago. Quinn didnt touch the food, she had been too deep in thought to be hungry. Thank you, Larna. Quinn said as the young omega walked out. Youre wee. The alpha wants you to meet him at the canteen, he said you can take your time; hell wait. Quinn tilted her head, but before she could ask anything, Larna walked away. Meet him? Why would he want her to meet him at the canteen of all ces? Was it because she didnt eat lunch and now dinner? Quinn closed the door, walking over to the bed to take a seat. Her eyes stared down at the gift bag for more than a minute before she opened it up, peering inside. There was a dress, green in color; Castleton green just like the one shed worn at the celebration party. There was a box, one she was sure withheld a shoesand along with that was a purse, a ne, and a pair of earrings. Quinn quickly closed the bag, looking around with no particr aim. What was he? Why did he? What was all this? Was this what he meant when he said hed see her tonight? Were they going somewhere? Was it something to do with the pack? Or perhaps there was going to be a party tonight She wanted to ask, but there was nobody here. Larna was the only person she could ask, but Larna was gone. Quinn sighed, if he got her these, then he mustve had a reason. cing the bag down on the bed, she walked back to the bathroom, taking the shower shed promised herself. At first, shed thought of making it a long and freezing shower, but not anymore, she had things to do. So she made it quick, and as soon as she stepped out, she drew on an underwear and then let down her hair that was previously caught in a bun. There was a brush in the bathroom, and she used it to ease the knots in her hair and to elegantlyb it. If he gave her such a dress, then that meant she needed to look her best. Since there were limited hair utensils, she gave her hair a side part, leaving a short cornrow at the lesser side. When she deemed herself done, she reached into the bag, taking out the dress and staring at it. It was pretty, simple and yet unique. It was long, she knew itd sway past her ankles and the shoulders would hang against her upper arms. There was a high split at only one side of the dress and a zip at the back that she knew would cost her some time to get up. She sighed, putting it on and trying her best to get the zip all the way up by herself. She did not seed, the satin dress was a bit too tight for her to do it all on her own. Groaning, she reached into the bag for the shoes box regardless, opening up the box and taking the shoes in them out. The heels were high, but low enough for Quinn to feelfortable in them, and they were ck in color with straps that could roll multiple times around her legs. She sat on the bed, resting them by her feet and putting them on. They weren''t exactly her size, they were a tad bit bigger than her feet, but they could work. Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. Next, she put on the essories; the earrings and the ne before walking to the door; half opening it and peeping outside. Somebody, anybodyshe needed help with this god damn dress. Just as she was about to give up and close it, a door opened not too far from hers. Quinn squinted her eyes, not taking too long to realize that it was Zayds mother. Why wasnt she dressed yet? Nevertheless, Quinn called out to her, not having anybody else to turn to. Hello maam, Ican you Thedy looked her way and a delightful smile spread across her lips as she approached. Oh my, darlingId been longing to see you again since my ruthless son kicked me out this morning. How are you doing? Quinn smiled awkwardly. Well, Ithis dress, can you please help me with the zip? She opened the door wider, showing Zayds mom what was going on. From my knowledge, there will be some sort of celebration tonight. Zayd sent me this dress and I just cant get the zip up by myself. OhIll be d to help. She stepped inside and Quinn closed the door behind her. Turn around, sweetieyou look so beautiful. Thank you. Quinn did as told, turning her back so she could zip the dress. But if you dont mind me asking, why arent you dressed yet? Me? Ahhh, I dontI mean, Ill get dressed soon, Im just waiting on my husband to get back. She patted Quinns shoulder when she was done. You hurry along, the party has already started. You should go have fun. I will, thanks. Quinn grabbed the purse off the bed and walked outside with Zayd''s mother. I''ll be on my way now, ma''am. You can call me Marcia that''s my name. She waved at Quinn, smiling at the young girl''s back. She hoped this ''party'' went well especially since her son was probably the only one attending. CHAPTER 53— A CHANCE CHAPTER 53 A CHANCE Quinn walked her way out of the pack house, lifting her dress with both her hands as she did so. On her way to the canteen, she saw members of Zayds pack that looked at her weirdly. But she tried to avoid the eyes that watched her, for they were only trying to find out where the very aspect that made her a werewolf was. Except for the children who were not of age, she was probably the only werewolf without a wolf. It was pride shattering, but she knew she had to live with her mistake for the rest of her life. Pushing her hair out of her line of vision, she looked up at the canteen, still wondering why she was the only one dressed. Was she a bit too early? But that didnt make sense, Marcia said the party had already started. With a sigh, she pushed the double doors open, stepping past them and into the big, empty room. Her steps forward echoed rhythmically until another persons footsteps disrupted the harmony of hers. It was Larna and she was dressed in a beautiful white suit; the skirt breaching just above her knees. Come this way, mydy. Larna Ithiswhats going on? Im afraid Im not the person meant to exin that. She stretched her hand out, gesturing for Quinn to follow her, and she did so. Larna led her through the canteen and towards a door marked unrestricted. Zayd hadnt told her about this door during the tour. With the slight twist of the knob, Larna pushed it open. I hope youll enjoy the meal this time. And then she walked away. Quinn watched as she left and then looked beyond the door shed open. The inside surprised her. It was beautiful; painted in white and red, even the light that shone from the ceiling glowed red. There was just one table situated in the center of the room, it being the only furniture here. The table was adorned with a vase filled with white and red roses and dishes that were covered were ced on both adjacent endsthat along with a bottle of wine and two sses. This all bewildered her, but what cast her into even more bewilderment was Zayd who stood beside the table, staring at her with those dark, hazel eyes. He was wearing a ck suit, looking just as he did that night. His trim was fresh, giving him a more handsome look, and the slight smile on his lips was enchanting. You took longer than I thought you wouldI almost thought you wouldnte. He walked towards her, and Quinn didnt move from where she stood, she honestly felt like she couldnt. What is? Zayd whats going on? You look just as beautiful as you did back then, in a stunning green dress that could never outshine your green eyes. Whats all this? Have a seat first. He raised his arm, offering it to her, and Quinn reluctantly entwined hers with his. He walked her to the table, pulling out the chair on the left for her, and Quinn sat down slowly. It was then that he took a seat in front of her, seeming calm and collective. How are you feeling? Confused Quinn truthfully told him. But it was my mistake to have automatically thought I was attending a fancy party when you sent me this dress. What is all this, Zayd? I already told you, I made it clear that there will be nothing else between us. Why are you doing this? What exactly am I doing? His hands clenched against the table, his voiceing out deep. You think you can just tell me all that bullsh*t and Ill just ept it? I want you to be happy, Quinnbut what I want most is for you to be happy with me. That wont happen, and you know it, were done, its over. I dont want to be loved by you or anyone else. Id rather be alone for the rest of my life than to be lied to and used over and over again. I have never lied to you, Quinneverything I told you was the truth. Like abandoning me when you told me you wouldnt? I never abandoned you, if I didI wouldnt havee back. If I wanted us to be done back then, if I really nned to leave you foreverI wouldve rejected you. Then why didnt you.?" Because even after what happenedeven while misunderstanding, I still wanted you. And now? I want you still, Ill always want you. Quinn shook her head. You shouldnt want me, I have nothing to offer neither you nor your pack. I dont want anything from you, Quinn. The only thing Ill ever expect from you is love. You dont have to worry about the pack eithereveryone is happy that youre here. They are rejoicing. No Quinn shoved her chair back, standing to her feet. I dont have anything to offer, and that includes love. Ive loved enough, and all Ive received in return is betrayal. Im done trusting people. The only person on my side is myself. Ill get going, itste and I need sleep. She started walking towards the door, but stopped when Zayd started speaking again. Go ahead, Quinn, walk out on me just like you did that night. Walk away because of fear and insecurity, walk away because of your uncertainty andck of trustbut dont walk away, not from me. Quinns heart felt as though it was tied in a knot, it was hurtingshe was hurting. Im sorry, but Im Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. choosing to protect myself this time. She grabbed onto the knob, her fingers that were fumbling with the lock freezing when low music flooded melodically around the room. Heartbeat by Hauxthe same song that had yed the night theyd dancedthe songthe song that started all of this. I know you dont hate me, Quinn, but just like back then, youre scaredand I understand. They hurt you, I did toobut at least try to understand me like I try to understand you. She heard as his chair scraped against the floor, and then she heard his slow footsteps. You arent the only one with insecurities. I mean, the fact that hed been your mate before I was had been enough to be insecure about, but the fact that you still had feelings for him added to that already heavy burden. I had every right to be angry, and I still dothat night you were wrong too, and not once have you apologized for what happened. Youre hurt, and Im hurt as well, and yet, Im trying my best to fix this. Quinns heart pounded with every step he took towards her, and her body tensed when his arm wrapped around her waist. At least make some effort too, I never considered you to be a coward once, but thats exactly what youre bing now. Stop running away because youre scared, be brave. Life is about taking chances, and this is a chance you dont want to miss out on. Tears filled Quinns eyes as she let the doorknob loose. Im not a coward She gritted out. Then show me, Quinnshow me how brave you are. Quinn turned to face him, wiping the tears that tainted her flushed cheeks. How? Dance with me. CHAPTER 54— THE DANCE CHAPTER 54 THE DANCE Quinn turned to face him, wiping the tears that tainted her flushed cheeks. How? Dance with me. She wouldve said no, but he was challenging her strength; the strength shed lost and was now trying to feign. Okay. His arm around her waist pulled her closer, and Quinn hated how good his warmth felt. Just like back then, she felt like she belonged in this mans armsit was as though fate was guiding her right back to him. You know what to do, Quinn...put your hands on my shoulders. Quinns lips wobbled at those deep, familiar words, and her hands were reluctant as she ced them against his shoulders. And now, all you have to do, angel, is follow your alphas lead. Again, he said words she was deeply acquainted with, re-enacting that night, making her feel the same way she had. The sparks that ran along her body heightened her senses, bringing her all the way back, and when he started to rock from side to sideshe found it hard to breathe. Why was he doing this to her? Confusing hermaking her feel things she didnt want to. Her mind was nk or maybe it was just full; full of him Her heart was pounding aimlessly, helplessly as he stared way past her soul. His eyes held everything they shouldnt; love and desperation, desire and great vulnerability. Quinn His voice was gentle and lowviting her in more ways than it should. She felt naked in front of him, she felt as though he wasnt looking at just her facebut at all of her At her emotional scars and her hidden desires that called out to him. Y-Yes She answered him, the wording out broken. Why is it taking you so long to give in? Are you really not brave enough to grab ahold of this chance? Are you really going to let go of what you want? Quinn looked away, gripping his shoulders tight in slight panic. He was seeing right through her, she was like an open book to him. NoI am braveIthis is just She felt like she was suffocating all over again, felt lost as the soft music floated her way, sounding so much more meaningful than it ever had. ''Broken ss but you cant see the signs Still take my breath, when you dont realize '' Just what, Quinn? Zayd pulled her closer, his lips settling so close to her ears. Hmmm? This is just what? Is it taking you back to that time? To the night wed met, the night wed dance to this very song is that it? ''I try to take you back To the fires that we once set That burned up all the hills And everything that we were That we left'' NoIZayd pleaselets stop here... ''Were running away From the darkest moon'' She tried to pull away, but he held her tighter. The song isnt finished yetQuinn. Why are you so eager to run away again? ''Were praying our lungs Will find us soon Just listen to the heartbeat Rushing when you hold me Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. Whispering that this was once our home'' I dontIm not...stop. Zayd sighed, finally letting her go. Why are you doing this? Youre only torturing yourself more by fighting this? We can work this out, we can be togetherdid we not promise each other forever? ''Just listen to the heartbeat Rushing when you hold me'' Quinn remained silent as her eyes watered. She wasnt thinking straight and she knew it. The music, his wordsthey were all swaying her in the wrong direction And it was foolish of her to actually want to be swayed. Wethat was ''Whispering that this was once our home Our home, our home.'' The song came to an end then, and the silence that roamed the room gripped Quinns palpitating heart. It was~ A shiver wracked down her spine when he gently grabbed her face, forcing her to fixate her eyes on him. Your words arent making any sense. You dont know what to say or perhaps you just dont want to say it. He leaned closer to her, resting his forehead against hers. I know you want to give in, Im going to help you to give in. Before Quinn could process and understand what he meant, his lips were firmly pressed against hers; soft and warm and moist. The kiss brought back memories that Quinn wanted to buryand it had heat climbing from her mouth all the way down to her toes. She tensed in her spot, eyes clenching shut and only opening when he pulled back. If youre not gonna push me away, Quinn~ Then at least kiss me back. Quinn finished his words for him, before eagerly nting her lips back against his. She remembered them word for wordhed said them the first time he kissed her, and Quinnshe couldnt hold back anymore. Her hands grabbed onto his jacket, pulling him closerbegging for more warmthbegging for more of him. Zayd kissed her deeper, pushing her against the door. She wasnt sure if this was the right thing to dobut it sure as hell felt like it. CHAPTER 55— TASTE YOU WHILE YOU TASTE ME CHAPTER 55 TASTE YOU WHILE YOU TASTE ME Zayd pushed the door to his room shut, mming Quinn against it before greedily taking her lips between his. Theyd literally ran here, leaving behind the food Larna had preparedfor their crave was not a normal hunger Not when they only craved each other. His hand reached behind her, eagerly zipping the dress all the way down. He wanted to tear it, but it was a gift from him to her, and hed love to see her in it again. So, with careful hands, he pulled it off her shoulders and the thin material fell by her feet, leaving her almost bare in front of him. She wasnt wearing a bra; he could feel the stiff ridges of her breast pressing against his palm. They felt so firm and soft in his hands, just as her lips felt against his. She was moving them aggressively, while peeling his jacket off him and clumsily unbuttoning the thin, white shirt he wore. Hed never seen her like this; so desperate and carefree, so vulnerable and needybut seeing her like this only proved how much shed been holding back too. Pulling away from the kiss, he panted heavily against her, and she did the same, those green eyes full of lust and want and so many emotions that called out to him. His eyes drifted down, assessing her body keenly; from the fullness of her breasts down to the tness of her stomach, and from there to the blue panty that rode just above her hips and to thighs and legs that equated to perfection. He gritted his teeth, stepping back and away from her. The pants he wore, he unbuttoned it, taking it off and moving to sit at the edge of the bed. He looked back at her then, watching the way she shifted from feet to feet and fumbled her fingers in nervousness. Come here, Quinn. Her walk towards him was awkward, her green eyes seeming more innocent than they should, making Zayds c*ck ten times harder. Yeah? Take it off. Her little fingers trembled as she did as told, forcing the panty down her delectable thighs and off her feet. As soon as she waspletely naked before his gazing eyes, he pulled her into hisp. His lips licked at her neck first and then at the stiff peaks of her nipples; tasting her with an appetite as big as the skies. She moaned brokenly, hugging around his back, pulling him close. He could feel her slick wetting his bare thighs as she unconsciously rode them, seeking friction, and thats what he really wanted to taste. The juice her forbidden fruit created. He wanted to mop up every drip, and he wanted to gnaw at the pink, slippery flesh before slipping past her walls; deep, hoping to breach the seed. Her nipple slipped off the edge of his tongue as pulled away from her chest, rxing his back against the mattress. Quinn looked down at him in confusion, even as he started to speak. Youre quite eager, little red. I am too; to taste you, to f*ck youbut my thighs arent what you should be riding. He reached for his c*ck that was still covered by his underwear, gripping it tight in his hand. This is what you should be ridingbut before that, Ill even give you the chance to ride my face. Quinn blinked down at him, probably still processing the rawness of his words, but he didnt give her the time to. He gripped her waist, lifting her off his thighs and atop of his chest. Go ahead, angel. She shook her head, seeming more than just bewildered. Zayd Iyou dont really expect me t-to why would I? Your procrastination will only kill the moode on, I know you want to. Quinn looked away from him and towards the white walls, burying her pride as she repositioned herself on her knees. Slowly and hesitantly, she climbed above his face. Z-Zayd this is~ Before she could finish her statement or try to back out, his hands locked her in, forcing her a couple N?velDrama.Org owns this. inches down. A broken moan left her lips as his tongue slid along her clit, and she done lost her mind when he took the soft flesh between his lips, sloppily filling his mouth with her slick. Heat roused within her, starting a fire that burnt pleasurably all throughout her body. The shame she felt while doing something like this made it somehow feel even better, and sheshe desperately wanted more. Gripping onto the bedhead in front, her hips started to move, slowly gyrating against his lips as she searched for her own pleasure. But what about him? His pleasure was just as important and hers, and more than herselfQuinn want to give him pleasure. .. A profuse amount of it, and sheshe wanted to taste him too. Her hips came to a sudden stop, and courage bloomed in her heart as she cleared her throat. Zayd I me too. At least let me taste you while you taste me. Zayd released her, and she moved away from his mouth. By all meansdo whatever you want, angel. Its bound to be hot if you take the initiative. CHAPTER 56— GONE PAST THE LIMITS CHAPTER 56 GONE PAST THE LIMITS Zayd released her and she moved away from his mouth. By all meansdo whatever you want, angel. Its bound to be hot if you take the initiative. Quinn repositioned herself, turning her back to him and slowly sliding down to gaze upon the bulge in his underwear. Her throat felt dry all of a sudden, shed said those words without even thinking. How would she fit his c*ck in her mouth, when the one time shed gotten down on her knees in front of Jeo shed miserably failed not only him but herself too? She gulped, even if she managed to take him into her mouth, would she be able to pleasure him? An agonizing breath left her lips as she uncovered the beast; unleashing it from the material that had barely kept it hidden. It stood stiffly before her green eyes like a giant she didnt think she could conquer, but shed try For him, it seemed shed do anything Her fingers wrapped around it, and her tongue licked from base to tip, following the prominent veins that ran along its length. A groan from Zayd had her gaining enough confidence to take the tip into her mouth, and she continued to gobble him up until his c*ck touched the back of her throat. She gagged, pulling back quickly, and Zayd chuckled. Youre not so experienced, are you? The fact that he noticed had her pride drooping. No, II can do it. I was never going to stop you, Quinn. His hands locked around her thighs, pulling her back a bit. Just dont hurt yourself. Quinn nodded, her hand gripping him tighter when his tonguepped gently at her wetness. O-Okay. Her mouth settled over the head again, and she listened as Zayds voice guided her. Just like that, angel; slowlyuse your tongue and your hand too. She opened her mouth wider, taking in less of him than she did before, and what was left, she clumsily stroked it with her hand. Her tongue twirled around the tip, her head slowly bobbing up and down in newfound determination. Saliva filled her mouth, sliding down his length, making it slippery; easy for her to move, and Zayd praised her with another groan. He tasted bitter and yet sweet; a taste she could barely exin, but one she knew shed be more than willing to taste again. Slowly, his hips jutted forward, burying his c*ck deeper down her throat. Quinn fought to keep herself from gagging, and she didnt failhowever, tears burnt the corner of her eyes as she opened her mouth wider, giving him more space to move. He went deeper, every thrust was a conniving way to nt himself further into her mouth, testing her limits and going past them. Your mouth feels good around my c*ck His thrusts deepened again, and even when Quinn gagged, he didnt pull back. Warm and wet, but He spread her ass cheeks, and a muffled moan left Quinns lips when he forced two of his fingers inside of her wetness. She pulled back, his c*ck slipping out of her mouth and making way so she could breathefor a second ago, she couldnt. Pleasure had filled her lungs, repelling the air that came in. She wasnt sure why having his c*ck inside her mouth made her p*ssy wetter, but it did. It had slick dripping down her thighs, it had fire burning as deep as her soul. Was it the fact that she was pleasuring him? Or was the pain what intrigued her? The shame and the riskwas that what indulged her? But dont you think its time I enter the real heaven? Her hands gripped the sheets as his fingers slid deeper, and her lips slipped apart, fearlessly taking his wet and bulging c*ck between them again. Inch by inch she took him in, until he was half-way in and until only a handful of him was left outside her widely opened mouth She then slid back up his length; slowly, shivering on legs that kept getting weaker and weaker. Her tongue circled the head and with a breathless moan, she kissed it, watching as her spit drained thickly down the stiff shaft. It glistened so beautiful beneath the artificial lightit was this c*ck that made her feel the bestthis c*ck that made her wet It was this c*ck that she wanted inside of her. To Zayds long gone words, she nodded, biting her lips when his two fingers pressed against her walls. Y-Yess Zayd pulled his fingers out, patting her behind twice. Youre on top, little red. I dare you to give me the ride of my life. N?velDrama.Org owns this. His words ced a heap of pressure atop of her head, but the pride and diffidence shed held on to in the beginning was gone now. She wanted this man ~inside of her~ and she wanted him now. With her trembling legs, she crawled down his stomach, repositioning herself so she faced him. She wanted to look into his dark eyes, she wanted to see him; this man shed tried to run away from was the man she was now trying to chase. Do you think you can manage, Quinn? You sucked me off pretty well despite being inexperiencedbut can you even put it in? Quinn nodded, her hesitant hand grabbing onto his c*ck. She was probably overestimating herself, no she undoubtedly wasbut still, she wanted to prove him wrong. Guiding his c*ck towards her entrance, she bit her lips as she slowly slid down. CHAPTER 57— MY TURN CHAPTER 57 MY TURN Quinn gritted her teeth as his c*ck glided painfully against her tight walls. It hurtbut the pain was delightful. It for one gave her legs a hard time keeping up, and it fervently flooded her insides, giving her pleasure beyond knowledge. Her trembling hands fell against his chest, scraping his soft skin as she gritted out his name. Z-Zayd Yes, little red? He grabbed onto her wrists, keeping her hands still. Its not even half-way inare you sure you can manage? Quinn breathed through the pain. She knew she wasnt even close to taking him all in. Shed only breached past the head, and she felt like she couldnt go an inch more. She was so close too, perilously close to exploding. I-I can She forced out. Just wait Wait? Until tomorrow? Because at the rate at which youre going, we wont be done until the sun Quinn nodded. I am breathing. Are you really? His hands slid up her arms, pulling her down towards him. Do you want my help? Just a little push would do. II dont Quinn shivered when his hands then slid from her arms to settle at her waist, gripping tight to her skin. Are you sure, my beautiful bundle of mes? Quinn nced away from him, biting her lips. His voice tickled her ears, the very sound of it coaxing her to submit, to vulnerably give inbut she didnt want to. If he helped her, then she wouldnt feel like she aplished anything. Temptingbut Ill do it myself. Perfecting her position, she jerked her hips forward, bravely forcing him all in at once. It was a wise decision but also a foolish one as well. The legs shes focused all her strength in miserably gave out, and pleasure crippled her very bones. It made her body tense even as she quivered in pleasure;ing on his long, thick c*ck. Her hands against his chest was what kept her from falling as she moaned his name incoherently; not having anything else to say. With a deep breath, she spread her weak legs, watching as her slick dripped down his ballssoaking it in her essence. F*ck Her unfocused green eyes searched for his as she came down from her high, finding that he was watching her; intently. That mustve felt goodit did, didnt it? Quinn didnt answer, not with her mouthher hips did all the talking. Regardless of her weak legs, she forced her hips back and forth; thrusting, rotatingsearching and finding more than just pleasure. Every move she made gratified her greatly; it felt too good to be real. She knew just where she wanted him, and she kept steering him in that direction. It seemed Zayd felt it too. The way his fingers would sink into her waist, trying to slow her down The way hed groan and clench his jaws It was a sign that Quinn didnt miss, and it heightened her pridefor she was giving him the ride of his life. She still wasnt sure if her decision to take him back was rightbut he tried so hard to change her mind, to sway her. The dressthe dinnerthe songthe danceand the words of persuasion he seemed to have nned. Maybe they were all an act, liesmaybe hed hurt her again, but his desperate eyes had gripped her heart. She couldn''t look away anymore, couldnt turn her back to run. She didnt give in because he challenged herafter all, shed already lost to him. The guard around her heart, shed taken it downand it was all because she wanted to. She tried to deny it; to deny wanting love and affection Shed tried to manipte herself into thinking shed be happier alone But deep down she knew it was all a lie. She wanted love, she wanted affectionspecifically his love and his affection And the only way shed be happy was by staying at his side. The days shed spent with him back in her bedroom; making love, talking and idling awaythey were precious to her. They were days without sadnessdays without worry. Being around him always made her feel light, he made her want to be vulnerable, want to be dependenthe made her desperately want to hang onto him And that was what she was doing. Wiping the sweat from her forehead, she whined her hips, feeling him deep inside of her. She was close again, especially since his hand just now started to roam her body. It fumbled her breasts, pinched her nipples, then wandered between her shaking thighs, rubbing her clit. Quinns eyes rolled to the back of her head, her toes curling into the mattress. Im gonnaIm gonnafaster! Its so wetwet and slippery all for me. He licked his lips, moving his fingers in a circr motion. Come for your alpha, little redlet it go. Quinn threw her back as she hollered his name, her legs mping shut against his hand as she convulsed,ing once again. Her nails scraped into the skin of his bare chest, the pleasure feeling evesting and yet draining. The ache in her legs was prominentshe felt numb, she knew for a fact that she wouldnt be able to move, no matter how hard she tried But Zayd; he hasnte yet. Panting hard, she looked down at him. Zayd II lost. Zayd pulled his hand from between her legs, using it to spread them again. Dont worryyou didnt lose. You indeed gave me the ride of my lifeits my turn now. N?velDrama.Org owns this. He grabbed her waist, and in one fluid motion, he switched their position; caging her beneath him. Quinn whimpered as his c*ck slid out of her, but as soon as he settled properly between her legs, he slowly shoved it back inside. Inch by inchsmirking as he did so. This night will be longIm too excited to end it here. Be prepared to be sore tomorrow, you might even have trouble walking. So, let me apologize in advance; Im sorry, angel. CHAPTER 58— UNCONDITIONAL LOVE CHAPTER 58 UNCONDITIONAL LOVE Inch by inchsmirking as he did so. This night will be longIm too excited to end it here. Be prepared to be sore tomorrow, you might even have trouble walking. So, let me apologize in advance; Im sorry, angel. Quinns fingers gripped into the sheets as his hips gyrated, plummeting even deeper into her. I cant believe I was able to hold backwatching you pleasure yourself on my c*ck was a sight to behold. His hips retreated, mming back into her hard and fast. The way you moved your hips was magical. I almost came so many times, its a miracle I didnt. He hammered into her again, and Quinn arched off the bed, singing his name over and over again like a broken record. His thrusts were powerful, hitting her walls violently, and he aimed for just one spot; that spot that had her eyes rolling back and her toes curling, that spot that had her teeth grinding and N?velDrama.Org owns this. her lips wobblingthat spot, that spot that had her thighs shaking tremendously, immensely That f*cking spot that had hering again. With a silent moan, she grabbed onto his shoulders, her legs wrapping around him as she saw heaven. Zayd! Ahhhgod damn! Zayd stroked her harder, fasterteeth nibbling the soft skin of her neck. Tell me that Im your alpha say that you wont ever leave me againbaby, tell me you love me. Quinn could barely focus on his words, but she heard them. You arealphaahhh f*ck! Slow down Youre not making any sense, Quinnsay it so that I can understand. He lifted his head from the crook of her neck, looking down at her with those eyes that were desperate as he continuously mmed into her. Reassure meafter all, you made me wait again. So tell me that this time youll stop running away He clenched his jaw as though it were getting harder for him to hold back. This time, I really want you to stay by my side forever. I want you to finally want me as much as I want you, Quinn. Quinns hand loosened his shoulders to wrap around his neck, pulling him down for a sloppy, deep and meaningful kiss. When she pulled back, she smiled up at him. I-II want you, always have, always will. Zayds movements paused, the dark in his eyes softening as he listened to her. You are my alpha; my true alpha and II wont ever leave you again. I love you, Zayd. A growl rumbled through his chest as he took her lips between his again, snapping his hips forward and he kissed her with an ardor that matched her own before pulling back. Me tooI love you too; unconditionally, endlessly. Lets make it official, let me mark youim youown you. Can I? Quinn bit her lip, ncing away from him as she nodded her head. Y-Yeahas long your mark wont one day turn into a brand. It wontthats a promise I swear to the goddess Ill keep. Okay Quinn tensed as he kissed down to her neck, hovering over the scar Jeo left there. His thrusts slowed into slow and deep strokes; taunting her walls, making her feel every inch of him. She felt it when his teeth elongated, grating against her skin slowly before finally puncturing it. Quinn held her breath, her legs clenching tighter around him as pain tore through her like a flood. Hurts He didnt pull back even after she told him so, instead he sunk his teeth deeper, insuring her a torrent of pleasure. An uncontroble scream left her lips as heat rose within her, and more and more slick dripped down her walls as she convulsed unrelentingly. It felt unimaginably goodthe sensation that rolled through her in waves brought her way past cloud nine. He finally pulled back, licking the sensitive area and whispering. InsideIming inside. And he did just that, hise sttered all over her insides, filling her up to the very brimthen he pulled out, falling on top of her withbored breaths. Im happy He told her, rolling onto the bed. The happiest Ive ever been. His eyes drifted towards her neck, admiring his fresh mark. It was prettyshe was pretty, and she was Me too. She twisted towards him. I now feel like I was hesitating for no reason. You were. Zayd reached around her waist, kissing her forehead. Your eyes are droopy, you must be tired after all thatlets get some sleep. Quinn nodded, burying her face against his broad muscr chest. I wanted to wash up firstbut my legs are still shaking. Zayd chuckled. Say something like that again, and Ill have you arching your back on all fours. Words like that can get me hard any day, any time. Are you a sadist? The fact that my legs are numb and shaking shouldnt ever appease you. Oh, but it does I thought you said you loved me I do. Hearing that made her giddy heart flutter and flip. Me too. With that, Quinn hugged around his waist, situating herself even closer to him, greedily basking in his warmth. She felt like she belonged in his arms, she honestly felt like she could trust him. I love you F*ck! Im hard again. Keep it to yourself It was a blessing that he could not see how red her face washed only tease her more. Go to bed Goodnight, angel. Goodnight, my alpha. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 59— THE POWER YOU HOLD CHAPTER 59 THE POWER YOU HOLD Quinns deep sleep was interrupted by knocks on the door. She opened her eyes, realizing that Zayd wasnt in his roomit was only her. A groan left her lips as she sat up. Whos there? Its Marcia. Can Ie in for a minute? Quinns eyes widened immediately as she looked around at the remnants ofst night scattered evidently on the floor; the clothes and the shoeseverything was messy. Iminggive me a second! She jumped off the bed, wincing at the soreness in her core as she picked up the clothes, stuffing them beneath the sheet and buttoning on Zayds white shirt over her nakedness. It covered a little over a quart of her thighs, but it was all she could find at the moment. This feltit felt Quinn clenched her legs together as she walked towards the door. She felt it, hise dripping down her walls, and it was embarrassing, especially since she was going to be facing his mother. Using one hand to hold the shirt down, and the other to open the door, she peeped out at Marcia. I its kinda messy insidedo you mind if we talk here? Oh dear Marcia smiled, shoving the door open a little wider. I dont mind the messI just came to see you since my sons gone. He keeps trying to keep you away from me, you seegotta wait until he clocks out toe in. She walked her way inside, and Quinns cheeks reddened inplete disgrace as she closed the door. O-Okay I dont know how to exin it. She turned to face Quinn, her expression displeasingly straight until a big grin spread across her lips. Im so happy right now. My sonoh my god, Im proud of him. Im sorry I lied to youst night, but I guess everything worked out fine. No Quinn shook her head. You didnt lie, Im the one who didnt ask before assuming. N?velDrama.Org owns this. No, I lied, and for the first time in my life Im d I did. Like you twothat markI feel ted for both you and him! Wee to our family, QuinnIm sure youll be a great luna. L-Luna? Quinns blood ran cold instantly, her green eyes widening. I didntI cant possibly be~ HushI figured this much would happen. I knew you were a lost sheep since the first day I saw you. Your eyes were so cold, and yet, they held so much pain, and then that mark was on your neckany fool could guess what happened. I thought you were some rogue Zayd picked up out of the wildernessbut then Be told us what you did for her and potentially who you were to Zayd. Just as you saved my foolish and overly adventurous daughter that night, you can save our pack. We need youyou probably need us too, much more than you think you do. Then are youare you aware of the fact that I dont have a wolf? Quinns fingers ran timidly over Zayds tender mark on her neck. Last night she got carried away, she had him mark her without thinking about the weight this mark would put upon her shoulder. Without a wolfwhat exactly can I do for a pack of wolves? You dont need a wolf to guide us. We dont need protection, after all, in a game of chestthe queen is the most valuable yer; the most powerful. Thats why she doesnt protectshe is protected. The queens only mission is to pave the way for her king to win. Thats exactly why we need youto guide him. My sonthat foolish boy She chuckled, taking a seat on the bed that Quinn was dying to tell her not to sit on. That boy had always been troubled. We grew him well, we showed him love, but he always desired more love. He wandered high and low for it, torturing himself until ice caged his heart. He became reckless, doing things I, for one, begged him not to. He imed he had nothing to lose, and probably thats why he always wonbut his victories were always a mix of sorrow and joy. He destroyed so many people because he wasnt happy; growing our pack on the soil water by their blood. Even when we were at the top, he was still anxiousanxious and sorrowful. I knew a mate was what hecked, it was a desire he kept to himselfand now I know I wasnt wrong. This morning was the happiest Ive ever seen him. His smile looked more genuine, he looked as if hed seen a different light. He can changeonly you can change him, Quinn. II dont think I have that much power over him. Think again my child because you do. Hes gone down to the canteen, that giddy fool said you havent been eating well, so hes getting you breakfast. He also asked me to stay away from you until youre ready to open up to other people. He basically threatened his own mother. ImIm sorry about that. Marcia fanned her off. No needhes always been like that, ever since he was a kidspeaking of which, I bet youd love to see the smaller version of ZaydIll be back, lemme get the album. She rushed through the door, and Quinn breathed out a breath of relief as she looked towards Zayds closet. More clothesshe needed more clothesmore than that, she needed a shower But Marcia said shed back and Quinn groaned, walking over to the closet and picking out one of Zayds oversized shorts. She drew it on, shivering ufortably at the way hise soaked her inner thighs. It barely hugged her waistit rather rested loosely against her hipsbut for now, it would definitely have to do. CHAPTER 60— CUTE CHAPTER 60 CUTE Zayd smiled down at the tray in his hand as he stood before his room, but that pleasant smile disappeared when he could scent out his mother and also hear her voice. He grabbed onto the knob, twisting it and pushing the door open. Mom, I told yo~ His mouth hung open when he found Quinn hugged against her side, both smiling down at something he neither wanted Quinn to see or hear about. Jesus Christ Marciawhy would you show her that?! Rushing inside, he ced the tray on the bedside table and tore the family album out of his mothers hand. I knew youd be the one to embarrass me, but not to this extent. I had no front teeth back then, mom! Ohe on, you were still cuteright Quinn? Yeah, your cheeks were so plumpyou were a cute, kid. Zayd narrowed his eyes at Quinn. Say anything else but thatyoure making this even more embarrassing. What exactly is embarrassing though? Everyone used to be a kid, and Bes there too. You werent showing her Be, were you? Im confiscating this, Quinn will never see it again. Quinn wrung her lips in a guilty manner, leaning back on her hands. I believe I already saw everything. Even when I was sixteen years old and wearing a mohawk? Yes Zayd groaned. F*ckI have no reason to hide this stupid thing then. Language Mr. Alphayour sixteen year old sister still lives here. Marcia pointed at him and then at the book. I didnt get to show her one thing Zayd tilted his head, squinting warily at her. What didnt you show her? The picture of you and your father wearing my lipstick with bubbles in both your hairs and undistributed makeup on your faces. Issabe really is a champion; she had two alphas around her pinky. Thank god I took the damn book. You wont see it again, Im burning it. Burn it and youll regret it for the rest of your life. Marcia stood up, patting Quinns shoulder. Ill see youter sweethearthis eyes are practically begging me to leave. Quinn nodded at her with a slight smile. Ill see youter, maamI mean Marcia. Take care of our new girl, Zayd. She walked past her son, exiting the room and closed the door behind her with a wave. As soon as her footsteps grew distant, Zayd threw the album aside and groaned. Arent you gonnaugh? Quinn shrugged at him. Why? Its nice to know you have such a soft side to you. If it werent for the pictures, I wouldnt have believed a word your mother saidyou really were a cutie, howe youre so masculine and beastly now? Zayd took a seat beside her. Quit saying Im cute and its called growing up. Im no longer that kid with the chubby cheeks Marcia loved to squeeze, Im a monster nowI rip out peoples heart. Youre a cute monster though. Zayd harmlessly red over at her. Quinn He warned. What? I just said youre a cute monste~ Before she could finish, Zayd was on top of her, caging her hands above her head. I dare you to say it one more time, Quinn. Quinnughed. You were cute. I swear to god, Quinn What are you going to do? Zayd smirked. Im going to f*ck you senseless in this shirt. Why does it seem to look better on you than me? I d-dont know Quinn frowned as her cheeks became rosy, shed forgotten she had on his clothes shed forgotten just how embarrassing she looked. I dont know so get off I wont call you cute anymore. Why not? He leaned towards her ears. Are you not up for it? You can even ride me like you didst night. Quinn wrung her hands, trying to escape his grasp, but he only held onto her tighter. It wont even be a repercussion, after all, itll only make you feel good. Suddenly she regretted teasing himfor now it was his turn to tease her. Come on, Zaydget off Apologize firstsay Im sorry, Mr. heartless beast. What? Thats even more embarrassing than calling you cute. Thats why you shouldnt have said it. His lips trailed kisses from beneath her ear to her neck then he God no, Im not saying that. I guess Ill be f*cking you senseless then. He forced both her hands beneath just one of his, grasping tight and unrelenting to her wristsand with his now free hand, he lifted the shirt, ying with the waistband of his shorts. Ill give you just one second to change your mind. Quinn twisted away from him, mping her thighs shut. Onetime''s up. his hand slid past the loose girdle and Quinn mped her eyes shut. Please dont thereyoure isstop. Zayd looked down at her trembling form, smirking in amusement. What? Its leaking? Thats why you shouldve apologized. I-Im sorry. Youre sorry what? Im sorry, Mr. h-h-heartless beast. Her cheeks flushed even redder as she said it, her lips stammering over the words. Zayds hand snaked out of the shorts immediately and he rolled off her with a chuckle. Well, that was fun Fun? Quinn glowered at him. You are wicked. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. How so? I was only messing around, and you started it. He gestured towards the tray of food on the bedside table. Would you prefer to eat first or let me f*ck you senseless in the shower? I prefer none. Im going to my room. She got up to walk away, but Zayd grabbed her hand. Like that? I know youre horny. Heughed. If you had a d*ck itd be standing tall. Shut up. AlrightIll stop teasing you. I wont risk you getting frustrated enough to not spend the rest of your day with me. But before I stop, onest thingdo you really not want me to f*ck you senseless? Thats it, Im leaving! Let go of me. Zaydughed again, pulling her into hisp. Im kiddingIm kiddingstay with me. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 61— A BLAZING FIRE CHAPTER 61 A BLAZING FIRE Jeo red at Delh as she walked into the bedroom. I thought I told you to sleep in the living room. Its cold and emptyIve slept in the living room for two days now, I miss you. You dont have the right to miss me. Get out! Jeo I Its Alpha Jeovanni to you. You dont get to call me what she does. Delh blinked as tears filled her eyes, her arms hugging around herself. Shes gone, and Im here for you. Im carrying your child, Jeolove me. Yeah, youre carrying my child, thats the only reason why youre alive. I dont know what I saw in you. Youve always been conniving, I could see the trouble in your eyes, but I ignored it. I thought I loved youno, I believed I did, but I was just caught up in an illusion, confusing love and attraction. He sighed. But what exactly was I attracted to? Quinn had always been prettier, nicer, sweeteryoure the one who came onto meyoure the one who ruined my f*cking life. Get out! Delh flinched at the harshness in his voice, staggering back. Please Jeostop treating me like this. I love you. And I dont love you, so get out. No, II want you to love metry. She stepped inside reluctant; scared but pretending to be brave. I have your mark, Im carrying your baby, if you tryyou can love me. Jeo, you barely touch me anymore, you havent kissed me, havent hugged meI feel abandoned. Stop this now, please. Jeos eyes twitched as she stopped in front of him, resting her forehead against his chest. Im wrong, forgive me just this onceplease. No Jeo stepped back, pushing her from against him. Stop acting like a saint, stop pretendi~ Jeo looked at the door when someone banged it loudly; Cannon, it was his scent. Come in. The door mmed open, and Cannon rushed inside, breathing hard. The farmit is being burnt down. What?! Who?! Was it one of the pack members who mistakenly made a fire?" Noits the gamma and the beta of the alpha kings pack. Theyve knocked down our patrollers and even some of the farmers and then burned the farm. They also left a dead crow at the edge of our borders signalizing the end of our alliance. F*ck! Jeo ran his hand down his face, shoving Delh aside. If Quinn was heref*ck, if Quinn were here, shed have at least defended our borders, how the f*ck did they take down all the patrol warriors, is anybody dead? No, they didnt kill anybodythat doesnt seem to be their aim since theyve already left. The farmers and the warriors are trying to extinguish the fire, but they used gasolineit just keeps spreading. The wind is strong as wellthe fire might spread past the farm. Please check at N/?vel(D)rama.Org. Jeo groaned, walking past him. Come onIve got to do something about this. He ran his way outside and Cannon followed him, both speeding towards the big fire towards the west of thend. When they got there, the farm was almost burnt to the ground. The whole field was ck and what was left of it was being burned rapidly. Jeo took a deep breath, pointing towards the farmers. Instead of putting out what the fire already burnt, try stopping it from burning more. Throw the water in the direction the fire is going. The pack members got to work and though he gave them the orders, he couldnt move to help. He just stood there, watching as the mes blinked emotionlessly at him. It was so bright, reaching for the sky and burning away what it took him years to build. Hed known the alpha king wouldnt have just stood back after what he did. He knew hed seek revenge, but Jeo never guessed revenge woulde in such a wicked form. That man was too malicious and cruel. Hed taken Quinn away from him, and now hed even taken more. His pack wasnt rich, he doubt he could afford food to serve them for a week, What would he do? Which pack would stretch out a hand to help him? Clenching his hands and his jaws, he walked towards the borders, scenting out and finding the dead bird, he stooped in front of it. He shouldnt have hurt Quinn, his love life wouldnt have been ruined, and hed still have the alpha king on his side. Now, he had nobody to turn to and his pride wouldnt allow him to ask the person who did this to him for help. He needed Quinn, she was his strength. If she were here, then shed be able to tell him what to do But s, hed destroyed her, and shed destroyed himand he regretted it all. |-_-| Its been two days since the farm was entirely burnt down, that along with the small building the farmers usually slept in. Hed tried to get help, reached out to three different packs who instantly declined, he was down to just one pack now; The woond pack; if they neglected to help him, then he was utterly doomed. Picking up his pen, he started yet another letter. He tried to make it sound as sincere as possible and even promised to help them in the long run if anything were to happen But yet again, he was told the funds are only sufficient enough to feed their pack. The food was running out, the only thing they had enough of was meat, and that was because they could hunt itbut what in heavens name would they eat with the meat two days from now? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 62— GAME ON! CHAPTER 62 GAME ON! Why did you want toe here? Well, I figured that since I have no wolf, then its best to improve mybat skills. I havent trained in so long, I meanI never really thought of strengthening the skills associated with my human side, so Im not good at hand-to-handbat, and right now, I need to be. I seeI wont stop you, its your choice, but Id suggest you start from rank onealthough even if you start at rank 3, these idiots will still go easy on you. Why? Zayd chuckled. You have my mark on your neck, Quinn. Though you havent been officially introduced to the pack yet, they know who you are. Which one of them is foolish enough to hurt my woman? Even if its practical training, and moreover, they know you have no wolf. Yeah wellI dont want that. I prefer they beat me cripple than go easy on meand if its something as petty as pity, Ill let them know that I dont want it. Its not pity, Quinn Then what would you call it? Quinn twisted away from the training wolves to look at Zayd. Anyone would pity me. Im probably one of the only wolves without a wolf. That doesnt mean they necessarily pity you and even if they do, its inevitable. Then do you pity me too? Be honest. Zayd shrugged. A littleI also feel guilty, I still feel like its my fault. But its not, you know that, right? Even if you say so, Ill still feel remorseful. I shouldve been there, I shouldve saved you. Quinn shook her head. No, back then I was more than capable of saving myselfits now that I need your help. What time does training end? When can Ie here and find the field empty. Most likely in thete night. Theres no specific time for training, the training grounds are never closed, so wolves train whenever they want. However, it is possible to find it empty at night, since thats when most people sleep. Then tonight Quinn told him. Ille back here tonight to train. Do you want me to apany you? No, not yetI need a couple of sessions by myself first. Alright, Ill give you the space you need tonightI hope it goes well. Quinn nodded, ncing down at her hands. Me too. Are you gonna stay and watch, or do you want to go somewhere else? Where? Well, Isabe likes you. Shes been in malice with me since the night I came because I didnt give her permission to take you to the hospital. I told you that your words and actions towards her were too harsh. This is normal, Isabe is spoiledshe sulks whenever she doesnt get what she wants. But still, shes a girl and an omega at thatas her brother, you should be nice to her. But I am nice to her. So telling her youll shove a tree limb down her throat is being nice to her? Well, thats nice enough. Quinnughed, shaking her head. Be nice to her for real, Zaydyou never know when you might lose herI mean, I never once thought Id lose mine. Lets not even talk about that redhead vipershes a snake, one I shouldve stepped on. She indeed is a snakeanyway, were you suggesting we go see Isabe? Yes Then, shall we? Quinn started off away from the training grounds, and Zayd followed her. I havent properly met your father as yet. I barely know his name. His name is Nichs, but we call him Nick. Hes a tormented old man, just like his mate. Dont tell me youre still angry at your mom for showing me the photo album? I amyou saw me without teeth and clothes as a baby, and then you saw me rocking a mohawk like the guys in the 80s. Quinnughed. Come on, I told you it was cute. You know it wasnt. It was awful, I dont know what demon inside my head coerced me to trim my hair like that. No, it was, your hair was a bit too tall and spiky, but the haircut suited you. I wouldnt lie about that. Thats from your perspectivefrom mineI looked like a warrior from the mohawk valley. What even is a mohawk valley? Never mind, just pretend I didnt say that. Silence sauntered along with them as they walked to the pack house, entering the east wing. Isabes room is three doors away from mine. I didnt want that brat too close to me. Zayd Quinn pointed at him. I meant princessyou know, those beautiful bratz dolls? We both know that wasnt what you meantyoure awful Zayd grinned. I know. He stopped in front of a door on the left side of the hall, pushing it open without even knocking. Inside was Isabe and a boy Quinn had never seen before. They both had headphones over their heads and holding controllers in their hands; things Quinn had only seen but never had the thought to touch. Isabe red at her brother, ripping the headphones from over her head. You couldve knocked. If I did, would you have heard? I came to see what you were up tome and Quinn. She sighed, cing the controller down and ncing at Quinn. Quinn waved awkwardly. Hi Hello, are you better now? I amyour brother took me to the hospital that night. The same brother I want to send to the hospital. Zayd scoffed at her. The day you put me in a hospital is the day you find yourself in the afterlife. All mouth talk, but my words wont just stay as mere words if you dont quit walking in here unannounced. Is that what youre angry about? I should be the one angry. I told you to stop inviting Josh into your room. Youre a girl and hes a boy. Technically, were both girls. Josh; the boy sitting beside her, red at her. Did you just call me a girl? Arent you? You lose matches and then whine like a girl all the time. That doesnt Hush, Joshlet me deal with the troublemaker. Zayd stepped further into the room, leaving Quinn behind to silently watch their bickering. You think youre so good at your stupid game, arent you? You have the biggest mouth when you lose too, so stop bullying Fredericks little brother. You know N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. Frederick will kick your ass when he gets back. Only Federick can kick my asswhy dont you try again? You were acting like a girlst time when you lost too You little Zayd palmed her face, shoving her off the bed. Game on, Quinns on my team. Were f*cking you up. Quinn raised an eyebrow. I dontI dont specifically know how to y these games. Youll learn,e on. Quinn looked between him and Isabe, both siblings ring dangerously at each other. She told Zayd to be nice, if hed done that, then probably this wouldnt be happening! |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 63— A GAME OF CHEATS CHAPTER 63 A GAME OF CHEATS Here, hold this. I showed you the controls, Quinn, if you f*ck this is up, our lost will be on your head. IWhy? Youre forcing me to y, and now you want to me me if you lose. Im not forcing youyou can choose not to y if you wantbut either way, youre ying. Thats forcing me, Zayd. I said its not. He forced the controller in her hand and then looked at the screen in front. Please dont forget how to shoot, we have to take off that brats head. Dont call me a brat, you little girl. Im going to tape your mouth and then drown you in the shower. Mouth talkif I win, I want a hundred bucksno, two hundred. Josh wants extra cash too. Two hundred bucks, my ass. Im giving you a hundred, fifty for him and fifty for you. That isnt fair, and you know it! Then if I win, what will you give me, Be? Ill stop setting death trapsIll even leave your girlfriend alone for good. Alright, two hundred bucks it is. Start the game. Isabe smirked, pressing a button. Game on, big brothergame on. Quinn didnt like the sound of that, it sounded as though she already knew the oue of this match. Her words were filled with too much confidence to not have Quinn worried. With a sigh, she looked down at the controller in her hand. This one to shoot, this one to moveand this onethis one to turn? God dammitshed lose, and she knew it Half-way through the game, Quinn found that she wasnt wrong. Zayd yed like a proin fact, he was the only one carrying their team. As for Quinn, Isabe made it her point of duty to shoot her down every time she revives. She didnt go after Zayd, she spitefully went after Quinn. Isabe you litt Zayd pped the controller out of her hand and she only giggled, picking it up again. Youre cheating and you know it. Why are you always hiding and murdering Quinn? I cant even find you on the f*cking map. Im not cheating, Quinn is a part of the gameI can kill her if I want. Youre obviously targeting her because shes new. Stop if you dont want her to regret saving a little Chucky like you that night. Im not stopping sh*tyou better give me my two hundred bucks after this, were leading by ten theres no way you can catch up. Well see about that. Josh, she called you a girl, dont let her get away with it. Drop the controller, and you get two hundred bucks in full. N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. Josh looked at Isabe, who red at him. If you eve~ Before she even finished, Josh dropped the control and slid off the bed to sit on the floor. Sorry, BeYoure on your own now. You sissy. She hissed, whirling her head around to face her smirking brother. Thats not fair, Zayd! Whats not fair? Its Joshs choice whether to quit or stayhe chose to quit. Zayd turned to Quinn. Stay behind me, little redIll protect you. Quinn nodded, gripping the controller tighter. This wasnt fair, but it hadnt been fair since the beginning. Alright. One by one Zayd caught up, Josh wasnt ying, but his yer was still there, reviving every time Zayd kill him. And it angered Isabe when the game ended and Zayd was one kill ahead. Throughout the five- minute game. Quinn only got three kills and Zayd got twenty. Isabe got fifteen and Josh got seven. The game probably wouldve been more fun if it was yed fairly, but the siblings had simr personalities Zayd scoffed pridefully, cing the controller on the bed and standing to his feet. Victory goes to those who are strong, resilient and wise. Better luck next time, you little cheater. I hate youfor real this time. Its life, people love you, and they hate youand frankly I dont care. He reached for Quinns hand, pulling her up. Keep your end of the deal. Come on, Quinn. Quinn sighed. Stop, ZaydI really cant with you guys. She turned to Isabe. You were good, better than this big, cUte and heartless beast. I want you to teach me how to y tomorrow. But the deal was to stay awa~ Dont listen to him, you cane see me whenever you want. Quinn gave her a small smile before sumbing to Zayd who pulled her outside in rush. Did you just call me cute again? I didnt No, you did. I heard you clearly. Quinnughed. You heard wrong, I called you what you told me to; a heartless beast. You cant fool meeither way, why are you spoiling that child? Shes cute. Cute and mannerless. Zayd huffed. Either way, shes cute. Dont be friends with her, she sets traps for your mates, she wants to see me dead. She might set traps, but we both know that little girl loves you too much to want you dead. Instead of cursing, why dont you guys just hug each other? Because thats just I know, I knowits embarrassing. So lets just leave them be. Leave them be? Wait here a minute. He pushed Isabes door open again and walked inside. Its time to run on home, Joshie. But were not done! Isabe persisted. Either way, hes going homeI dont want to see you in his room or find him in yours. Who knows what you guys do behind closed doors. Quinn pinched the bridge of her nose, honestly frustratedwas that really how a brother should treat a sister? |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 64— THE TRAINING GROUNDS CHAPTER 64 THE TRAINING GROUNDS Zayds sleep was disturbed when he felt Quinn slowly and silently freeing herself from his arms. Her breaths were slow and shallow, as if she were afraid hed hear them. His eyes peeked open, watching as she carefully shuffled off the bed in the darkness that swamped the room and stood to her feet. She was naked, and though his hands wanted to trace her body like they did mere hours ago, he kept them to himselfnot wanting her to know he was awake. Her clothes scattered on the floor, she bent to pick them up, putting them on then tiptoeing out the door. He knew where she was goingand shed told him not to follow her, but he was too curious not to. Hed informed Garth to make it known to the rest of the pack that the training grounds were off-limits for he truly wanted to give her the privacy she needed to grow, but he wanted to seeat least from afar. Her struggles were his too, and he knew she was still struggling. She wasnt over it all yet; the betrayal, the loss of her wolf He knew her heart was still heavy; dripping blood that was like tears and pumping what felt like pain through her veins. He wanted to make it all better, to stay by her side at all timesbut he also wanted to give her what she needed; time to process and ept everything. She needed space, and hed give it to her, but he still wanted to be there just in case she fell and needed someone to help her upjust incase her eyes filled with tears and she needed somebody to wipe them. Shuffling off the bed, he picked up his clothes, pulling them on and walking out the door as well; following her slowly and cautiously until she stepped onto the training grounds. He stayed a couple meters away from the gate, watching as she stood unmoving in rank two for a while, breathing deeply. When she finally made a move, it was to do some simple stretch exercises that positioned her body in ways which made her look glorious and sexy. Content ? provided by N?velDrama.Org. She did some seated twists, various lunges, shoulder stretch and finished off with a cobra stretch. She then walked over to the tire, putting the rubber band that protruded from it around her waist. There were three different training routines in rank 2. A routine that strengthens the core, which is what the tire is for A routine that promotes stability, endurance and stamina, which is what the numerous punching bags and dummies are for. And a routine that increases speed and heightens the sensesand thats what the automatic arrow thrower is for. It has five speeds, and he hoped Quinn would choose none. She wasnt ready for that yet. It was too dark out, to be able to sight the arrows, she at least had to be able to see them. Trained wolves use their sense of hearing to avoid the arrows, but her advanced sense of hearing died along with her wolf. She could do anything elsejust not that. Folding his arms across his chest, he examined her as she slowly started to pull the tire three times her size across the field. Her leveled breaths heightened; bing deeper and longer. He could hear her grunts as she strained with the massive and weighty object. It was obvious she couldnt manage, but she did not stop. Half-way towards the end of thene, her legs started to tremble, her groans bing louder, fiercer. He wanted to step forward, to help her so bad, but he restrained himselfthat was until she fell to her knees with a gasp full of pain. Did she overdo it? Her anklesdid she sprain one of them? His eyes widened as he rushed towards her, lips spreading to yell out her name, but he did not get to. Before he could even pass the gate, Quinn stood to her trembling legs, sobbing as she pushed herself forward. His hands clenched by his side as he stepped back, hiding behind the wooden gate, while he continued to watch. Her face was red and contorted in gruesome pain, and tears streamed down those wless cheeks, wetting them profusely. Zayd turned away, he didnt want to watch thisshe was obviously suffering, trying too hard to be who she once was. Did she not know this was dangerous? Her ligamentswhat if something went wrong? She had been a beta, so pulling a tire that size mightve been nothing to her back then, but nownow she wasnt a f*cking beta anymore, and she was hurting herself trying to be one. God dammit! Turning back towards her when he heard a flopping sound, he realized that shed pull the tire over the line and was now sitting breathlessly against it. Her hands trembled as she wiped her eyes, getting rid of every trace of her tearsbut she couldve not bothered. Hed already seen them. When her face was dry of sweat and tears, she stood to her feet, awkwardly walking over to the one of the punching bags. She didnt even get a proper rest and yet she was taking on another challenge. She was too determinedtoo stubborn; hed told her to start from level oneeven if it would hurt her pride. Her first punch was weakbut why f*cking not? The punching bags here are more that five hundred pounds. She could hurt her wrist if she punched it any harde~ Zayds train of thought broke when she punched the bag again, harder this timewith too much power, and she kept the punchesing, not stopping even as sweat drained down her face in gallons. Shed only paused once or twice to sh her hands when they stung, and then shed get back at it. How could she do this when she said she hadnt trained in a long time? Hed have understood if she still had her wolf, but pulling a huge tire and then punching a five hundred pound bag back to back was too impressive for a mere human. But even so, he truly hoped shed finish after this, and he thought she would, however he was wrong. When she stepped away from the punching bag, she took a couple deep breaths before walking her way over to the arrow thrower. It was then that Zayds muscles tensed and the need to stop her became more prominent than the darkness that caged thend. His teeth clenched as he forced himself not to move. He shouldnt stop her, she shouldnt know he was here But Zayd shook his head. No, he had to give her space, if he went out there and tell her not to, hed seem controllingitd seem as though he didnt want to see her growshed probably be angry at him too. So he stayed behind the gate as she started up the machine, and then stood bravely in front of it as its target. Every arrow that came out punctured Zayds lungs even if she sighted them. The machine was at its lowest speed, but that didnt stop him from worrying. He took a deep breath of relief when she avoided thest one, and then she started to dig the dodged arrows out of the ground, bringing them back to the machine. He thought the torture of watching her torture herself was over, but she started up the machine again and then ran to stand in front of it. The arrows came out swifter than they did thest timeand though he really wanted to stay hidden, he couldnt do it anymorethis was dangerous, and he wouldnt just stand around and watch her hurt her f*cking self. Running out into the open, he yelled out her name in anger, and she twisted towards him while sliding against the dirt in aid of sighting one of the shots. She was moving rather slowlypared to the speed of the arrows, and though she tried her best to ovee the sharp weapons that came at her, one grazed her arm and more damage wouldve been done if he hadnt rushed to turn it off. She looked up at him, while groaning out in pain and hanging onto her bleed arm. Zayd ran his hand down his face, hurrying to where she sat. F*cking hellI told you to train in rank one, Quinn! Why would you put it at such a high speed? Level four? Do you wish to f*cking die? No, I He stooped in front of her. Let me see your arm. She winced as he took her injured arm in his hands. Im gonna have to take you to the pack doctor. No needits not deep, its just a simple graze. I dont care, youre going. He helped her up and instead of looking at him, she held her head down. How long? How long have you been here? Zayd didnt want to tell her, but at the same time, he didnt want to lie to her. Since the beginning. Upon hearing that, Quinn yanked herself out of his arms and finally looked up at him with wide and angry eyes. I told you not toe, why did you?! CHAPTER 65— WORDS TO REGRET CHAPTER 65 WORDS TO REGRET Upon hearing that, Quinn yanked herself out of his arms and finally looked up at him with wide and angry eyes. I told you not toe, why did you?! I wasnt going toI only came because I was worried, and Im d I did. Well, Im notthere are things that I dont want you to see. Like what? Like you putting the f*cking speed at four when you could barely manage one? Dont look down on me, Zaydthis is exactly why I didnt want you here. Im not looking down on you, Quinn. Why would I do that? No, Zayd you are She marched past him, holding tight to her bleeding arm with her head held down. The mere fact that you are here simply means youre looking down on me. Thats a lie, Quinn and you and I both know it. The only reason why I came here is because I was worried youd over-exert yourself, and you did just that. I wasnt wrong foring. He walked behind her, bearing her injury in mind, while grabbing onto her good arm. Look, Im sorry I did what I said I wouldntbut if I didnte, youd have gotten injured more severelyyou should be thankful. Quinn turned to him, and his blood almost ran cold at the look in her eyes and the tears that streamed down her cheeks. Well, Im not thankful, ZaydIm angry. She pulled her arm out of his hand and continued to walk away from himand Zayd stood in his ce for a couple of seconds beforeing to terms with what he just saw. He looked up at her retreating form, cursing himself mentally before running to catch her up. Quinn IIm sorry alrightI didnt know youd be like this. I was just going to watchif you hadnt put yourself in such danger, then you wouldnt have even known I was here. And you think that would make me feel better? I told you not toeI didnt want you to see. Why? I have my reasons. Then tell me, so I can know. I dont have to tell you. She shoved the door to the pack house open, walking in the direction of the west wing. I dont have to tell you anything! Youre my mate, Quinnyou shouldnt have to keep anything from me. Im not your mate! I cant even feel the bond. Zayds steps came to a stop when her words hit him like a brick, and she stopped too, looking back at him with eyes that admitted her regret. What? What did you just say? Quinn bit her lip as she reached for the doorknob in front of her, thankful that shed made it in front of her room. I She twisted it, pushing the door open and escaping him by stepping inside and mming her door shut behind her. She shouldnt have said thatthat wasnt what she wanted to saywhy did she say that? She ran her hand down her face as she slid down to the floor, leaning against the door. She could hear his receding steps and honestly, she did not expect him to just leave like that. She thought hed counter her wordsbut what exactly could he say to words that surprised him just as much as they surprised her? He was her mate, she knew thatso why would she say that to him? Hed told her how he felt about the whole thing, and theck of the matebond between them made her words burn even hotter. Quinn sighedthey mustve hurt himif he told her that, then shed have been beyond hurt. She overreactedso what if he watched her while she struggled and bawled on the training grounds? So what if he saw her fail to do things other people could easily do? It made her feel less of a wolfbut then again, she wasnt even a wolf. She was bound to struggle, and hed seen her struggle before, so why exactly was she so ashamed of it now? Was it because she wanted to earn the mark on her neck? To really prove that he chose her for a reason? Was it because she wanted him to think she was strong? That she could handle anything the world threw at her? But wouldnt that just make her perfect? And who in this world was perfect? Quinn balled her hands as she forced her sore body to stand, she turned to face the door, reluctant at firstbut somehow she found the courage to open it. She looked down the hall as she stepped outside and then slowly walked towards the room next to hers. She knocked softly, leaning her forehead against the thick board. Zayd? N?velDrama.Org owns this. She got no response, and that had the courage shed built slowly trickling. Zayd Ican we talk? Youve already said enough, Quinnitste, get some sleep. Youre obviously tired too. Quinn swallowed, shaking her head desperately. NoIplease Zayd. I didnt mean it. I was angry, and I said that and now If you said it in angerthen you mustve wanted to say it for a while now. Its how you feelits nothing for you to be sorry about. Let me inplease. Go to bed, Quinn. Quinn knocked again, blinking her eyes rapidly when she felt them getting heavy. Z-Zayd, Im sorry. The break in her voice sounded so pitiful. Zayd please. She eased away from the door when she heard his approaching footsteps from the inside. Her heartbeat skyrocketed, more so when the door tilted open. What are you sorry about, Quinn? Quinn pushed past the door, falling against his chest where she cried. Im sorry I overreactedIm sorry for saying something like that. CHAPTER 66— A GUEST CHAPTER 66 A GUEST Im sorry I overreactedIm sorry for saying something like that. You didnt overreact, Im always the one pushing my nose where it doesnt belong. I deserved it. Dont say that. Then what else do you expect me to say? Have I not done enough, Quinn? My f*cking mark is on your neck and yet you still refuse to acknowledge me as your mate. What else must I do? Nothing Quinn breathed. I know youre my mate, I know thatIm sure of it. Then why is it that those words of disownment are always what you use to hurt me? I knowand Im sorry. Her hand reached for his that was clenched by his side, hanging on to it. I didnt mean it, It was the first thing that came to my mindthe only words I knew would hurt you. So you wanted to hurt me? Why Quinn? Ive never thought of willingly hurting you once. Those words made me feel like this love is one-sided. I begged you Quinn, on more than one asions, Ive begged you to love mebut you know what? Its fine if you cant. He pulled back, his anger was evident, and yet he was gentle as he unwrapped her hand from around his. Im going to bedgo get some rest. I do Quinn looked down the hall, avoiding his eyes and instead watching as one of the pack members swiftly approached. I do love you. I never lied when I said I did. I know youre mad at me, and you should be, but Zayd I~ Go to bed, Quinn. At least listen to me firstor if you must sleep, let me sleep beside you. That would be nice, but Id really prefer to sleep alone tonight. Zayd jus~ Alphaluna The pack member stopped behind her, bowing his head to both her and Zayd. Do you have a moment, Zayd. I do Zayd looked down at Quinn, gesturing to her room beside his. Im heading to my office, get some sleep, QuinnIm begging you. Quinn reluctantly nodded, swiping her red hair back. Ill stay in your room until you get back. Is that okay? Its alright. Zayd shifted out of the doorway, giving her enough space to walk by him. I probably won''t be back until the sun is outIll see youter. He nced back at her once more before stepping past the door and closing it behind him. He then followed Garth down the hall. What is it? Dantae and Frederick are backthey are waiting in your office. What of the orders I gave you? I was wondering when youd ask, since I came back a day agoit is done. N?velDrama.Org owns this. It slipped my mindeither way did you get word about anything else? I know Alpha Jake has heard my wordshes preparing his move; perfecting it. You did as good as I expected. They descended the pack house. What was your disguise? There is this elder along the streetI heard hes gone mad, but his prophecies are urate. I paid him to regard me as his son, I used my disguise as his son and his influence to make the rumors more believableI didnt give out a name, I described her appearance; red hair and brown eyesI also gave them her location. Where is the elder now? Locked upI nned to kill him after I was done, but hes goodbetter than the elders we have here. He told me, Id have a son next year and Sofia is pregnant. Alright, good job. Keep him locked up until all of this over, we cant have them questioning him until he admits his prophecy was a lieyou may go, take the weekend off. Garth nodded, walking in the opposite direction before abruptly stopping. AhhI forgot. Dantae and Frederick brought someone back with thema guest was what they called him; somebody youd definitely want to see. Zayd clenched his jaw when right then, the swish of wind that passed had the scent of the intruder prating his senses. He knew who this person was Derrick? Zayd waved at Garth before rushing off to his office, getting there in the blink of an eye. He mmed the door open, peering inside at the man who was staring up at him with nonchnt obsidian eyes. He seemed disheveled even though he was sitting in one of Zayds office chairs, his eyes were clear, but his face was riddled with different emotions. He quickly stood up between Frederick and Dantae.. Son? Zayd looked from Dantae to Federick and then at him. Derrickwhat are you doing here? How is she? My poor daughterhow is she doing? Zayd didnt answer him, instead he looked away, fixating his eyes on Dantae. Exin this. He insisted on following us. He imed he had to see his daughter. We tried to get him to stay back, but he was adamant. It wasnt like we could kill him, you gave her strict orders not toand heshes our lunas father. Ill deal with youter. Zayds eyes narrowed at Dantae who held his head, before looking back at Derrick. You have to leaveyou have to leave now. Im not going to kill you since youre the only family she has left, but you are not weed here. She has finally started her healing process and nobody will ruin itnot even you. Please sonlet me see my child once. That girl, shes been through so muchat least let me see her bing twenty two. Its her birthday, and yet Im the one who continuously has to remind her. However, tomorrow or rather today ~since it is past 12:00 am~ is not only her birthdayit is also the anniversary of her mothers death; her real mother. What? CHAPTER 67— AN EXPLANATION CHAPTER 67 AN EXPLANATION What? Derrick looked away. Yesher mother died after giving birth to her. Then Kathrine? It might not be biologically, but Kathrine is her mother too. Zayds face twisted into confusion. I dont understandexin. Its a rare case since twins arent necessarily popr, but Kathrine had a twin; Katherina and they were both my mates. Although they were twins and looked almost exactly alike, they were totally different when it came to rank and personality. As you know, Kathrine is an omega, but Katherina was like me; a beta. Back then, Kathrine had been sweet and innocent; she was more dependent than a babymy attention was like air to her. While Katherina; she was sternaloof and fiery, but she was filled to the brim with emotion. We fought alongside each other for the pack and went on missions together, and since Kathrine didnt have the capability to join, jealousy palmed her tight. She often admitted that I loved Katherina more, that I put her twin sister above herbut that was never the case. He sighed, the breath full of frustration. However, it got worse when Katherina got pregnant, and she wasnt. The arguments were only seconds apart, and monthster, she demanded that I choose. I told her I couldnt...I made it known that I loved them both; equally, but Kathrine walked out saying that Id already made my choice. Monthster, she returned after I apologized and told her Id make it right, but it was at that time that Katherina started getting sick. Back then we werent sure what niphrone was, the doctors only knew it came from a nt. But apparently it had been what slowly took Katherinas wolf away from her. Shed been just like Quinn; but a lot more broken. She barely ate, barely slept, it was as if shed also lost herself. Quinn came two months earlyand KatherinaKatherina didnt survive. All thats left of her is that girl; that girl with the same green eyes her mother had. Its sad and unfortunate that now Quinn is going through the same thing Katherina did, all because of myck of judgement. So, youre saying, it is Kathrine who did that to her own sister? Derrick nodded heartbrokenly. YesQuinn never got to see her mother and her mother never had the chance to hold herit is sad to be born on the day your mother died, so I never told her. But He chuckled sadly. It is a coincidence that Quinn never really liked celebrating her birthday? She often forgets the very day of her birth and I have to remind her. There is never a year when she ever remembers it on her own and when Kathrine turned against herit became worse. Zayd ran his hand through his hair, gesturing to Frederick whod started ying what Zayd knew were games on his phone. Thats enoughtake him to the central pack house and give him a room. Quinn deserves to hear this story too, but not from me. From N?velDrama.Org. Frederick locked his phone with a nod, grabbing Derricks arm and pulling him towards the door. Before the door closed behind them, Derrick thanked him gratefullyand Zayd didnt respond. He knew Quinn would be angry about this, and though he was mad at her at the moment, he didnt want to see her hurt again But she needed to know the truthanybody would want to know the truth. Sighing, he turned to Dantae. Give me an update. Both missions were a sesswe burnt the farm down to the ground. Nobody was killed. We used a dead crow to signify the end of the alliance, and also made sure the neighboring packs knew their ce. Nobody will help him, no matter how hard he begsthey fear you. Alrightthanks. Quinn doesnt know about this, keep it away from her at all costand you escaped my wrath by luck. I was going to m your head into a rock when I saw him here. Thats what you say all the time. It has never happened thoughmy luck must be immeasurable. Perhaps soeither way, bring your controller over tomorrowwere ying because Be has been acting up again. Tell Frederick to bring his brother. Not againwhy are you always trying to put Be in her ce? Because thats where she should be, and she should stay there. Dantae chuckled. A cruel big brother indeedanyway, Alpha Jake will make his move soon. I give him two daysprobably less, but not more. That fool hates your guts so much that hed murder himself just to hurt you. I hate him toohowever, he doesnt live on my mind like I live on his. He wants his position back, but for as long as I live, he will stay beneath me. Yeshe is no match for a man who is even cruel to his own sister. Shut upyou fool. Dantaeughed. Im happy you found your mate, her circumstances might not be the bestbut she seems cool. That doesnt sound like something that woulde out of your mouth. Youre rightIll be on my way, Rachel will be throwing stones at my head if I stay out anyter. Arent you going back as well? Zayd shook his head. Nonot tonight. Quinn and IIll just sleep here. What? Had a fight? Thats surprising. Yeahit is. AlrightI will not tarry any longer. Im leaving, get your sh*t figured out soon. Dantae walked to the door, saluting as he stepped through it. Zayd nodded as he left, leaning against his desk. He wanted to see her, but he knew if he did, hed cave too soon. Quinn needed to know her words and actions could hurt him too. He needed her to see that he wasnt just a big emotionless wall that she could throw anything at, and it just bounced off. Im not your mate! I cant even feel the bond. How could she say that and not expect him to falter? He was aware that the bond between them was nonexistent. His wolf kept reaching out, but there was nothing for him to hang ontobut either way, there was love between them, and he wanted it to be enough to keep them together. CHAPTER 68— HOW IT FEELS CHAPTER 68 HOW IT FEELS Zayd didnte home. No matter how long Quinn tried to keep her droopy eyes open, he did not walk through that door. Had her words angered him that much? she continuously wondered until eventually, those eyes fluttered shut, only opening again when the daylight glistened bright through the thin curtains, illuminating her wless tanned skin and the rest of the room. The first thing she did was look around for any signs of him, and when she found none, her heart dropped and the little hope she had of finding his arms wrapped around her vanished as though it was not there. With a sigh, she sat up, flinging the sheets aside. Last night, he hadnt given her enough time to exin. He kept pushing her away; something only shed done to him. But now that it was reciprocatedshe could actually imagine how hed felt back then in her stage of deliberate and harsh reluctanceat least that was if he felt the same way she did now. Dejected and pathetic Shuffling off the bed, Quinn pushed her feet into the blue slippers shed worn here, walking out of his room. She went into hers, taking a long shower that was filled with oversensitive thoughts and solutions that could patch up the hole shed created in her rtionship. She had tried apologizing, but it seemed she hadnt been sincere enoughwhat else could she do? Quinn caught her hair in a loose bun, then proceeded to brush her teeth while looking in the mirror etched against the wall. Perhaps she needed to try apologizing against night his wound had been fresh, but the healing process mustve now begun. With that being the only thought in mind, Quinn rinsed her mouth and washed her face before stepping out of the bathroom. She got dressed, putting on a pair of jeans and a ck blouse that hung just above her navel. She then went on her way, hoping shed find Zayd in his office. When she got there, she wrung the knob, quickly realizing that the door was locked. Her first conclusion was that he wasnt there, but still, she resorted to knocking to be certain. She knocked twice and, after which, she heard movements on the inside that made her suddenly feel uneasy. Her heart started to palpitate as the door opened and in just a second, she was looking into Zayds deep, dark hazel eyes. Quinn? N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. He sounded as though hed just woken up, voice croaky and low. He mustve slept herejust to avoid her. Quinn swallowed as she looked away. You didnte backst night, so I just came to check up on you. He opened the door wider, and she stepped inside awkwardly. This felthim being angry at her just felt new and rming. She wasnt used to this, and she didnt want to get used to it. She felt guilty too, after all, she was the very cause of this. Did you wait up for me? Quinn shook her head, feeling too disheartened to tell the truth. I didntI fell asleep too. Im d you got some rest. He took a seat behind his desk, and when Quinn nced over at him, he wasn''t staring at herthe walls seemed to hold more interest to him than her face did. Ill ask Larna to bring you breakfast. Thats fineIm not hungry. Quinn cleared her throat. Zaydaboutst night She pathetically trailed off. What about it? If this is about what you said, you can go back to your room and wait for LarnaIm over it, I dont care about it anymore. Quinns felt as his words wrapped around her heart, squeezing it. How could he not care? She bit her lip. Why not? Why dont you care? You already apologized, Quinn I forgive you. Then why was it that she felt like he didnt? Why was the air around him so heavy? Why did he seem so uninterested in her? Quinn clenched her jaws, nodding to his words. Okay. Anything else? She shook her head, and he finally looked towards her. Alright thenI have some work I need to finish. Quinn knew what that meanthe was telling her to leave without actually telling her to leave, and her pride would not allow her to stay. She twisted on her feet, trying to calmly walk out, but regardless of her attempt, her steps were frustrated stomps that showcased her true feelings. Zayd watched her with squinted eyes until the door finally closed behind her. It was then he breathed outfor it felt as though hed been holding his breath. He looked down at his hands mped together in hisp, both restricting each other from just grabbing her and holding her. God dammit, today was her birthday, and he couldnt even bring himself to tell her happy birthday. He sighed, finally unsping his hands and running them through his hair. Everything was set for tonight thoughhe only hoped he could keep his cool until then. Before uttering the words, he needed to get her a gift. He nned a surprise for her, and though he hated it, his family and just one of hers was included. Hed have made it bigger if she wasfortable around the whole pack, but until then, itd be just his beta and gamma, his parents and his sibling along with her father. As much as she made him angryst night, today was a different day, an important one. It was both the day she was born and the day her mother died He wondered thoughhow would she react after finally hearing the truth from her father tonight |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| CHAPTER 69— THE ENTERTAINMENT ROOM CHAPTER 69 THE ENTERTAINMENT ROOM Quinn plucked the fork out of the sausage and red down into her half-eaten food. Should she go back to his office? And then what? Angrily storm out again? She pushed the te aside and swallowed what was in her mouth. She was embarrassed. She went there to apologize and ended up doing nothing at all. But did he even allow her to? A groan of frustration left her lipsshe suddenly felt bored and alone. Ever since they crossed the borders, hed tried his best to prevent that from happeningand now he was making her feel this way on purpose. He knew he was the only one she could freely talk to herethe only person she truly trusted. But then again, despite knowing that, why had she still gone ahead and coughed those foolish words out like they were phlegm in her throat? Quinn tapped her feet against the floor as she looked up at the roof; an action showcasing how anxious and impatient she was because of this situation. What must she do? She didnt know, but she had to do somethinganything. Standing to her feet, she walked to the door, opening it upbut just as she did, her eyes were greeted by Isabe who stood outside with a hand up as though she were just about to knock. Quinn squinted down at her before smiling. Be? Hiwere you going somewhere? To your brothers office, I thought Id go there since I have nothing to do. He isnt there, he told me to tell you thatwanna keep mepany instead? The other guys are in my roomwere gonna y, wanna join my team? Quinn wanted to say no, considering the fact that she still wasnt fond of the game or the controls associated with it, but she nodded her head instead. SureIll probably only contribute to you losing though. Im aware of that, big sisespecially since Frederick will also be ying. That goof uses a G3I hate him. Uhwhats a G3? A sniper weaponmostly used at a far range. I believe its best you try it. For a more upgraded armor, Ill log you in on my old ount. I have a lot of upgraded weapons too. You truly love this game, dont you? Isabe shrugged. Well, I guess its fun. YeahI suppose so. Quinn gave her a faux grin as she followed her out. So I should use the G3 you say? Since its a far range weapon, must I stay somewhere in the area which we are spawned? Yes, do that. You have to find a good hiding spot. A ce that conceals your position but reveals theirs enough for you to have a clean shot. Quinn nodded, trying her best to take all of this in. OkayI can do that. N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. Isabe looked back at her as she stopped in front of her room door, which was flooded with noise. Youd better do itand do it properly. Youre the defender, watch my back while I advance over to their side. Okay. Quinn felt threatened. Ill try. Isabe reached for the knob, pushing her door open and walking inside. Quinn followed her, closing the door and then turning to look at the group of men lined out across the now silent room. The first person she saw was Zayds father; Nichshe stood in front of everyone else, wearing loose fit jeans and a in white shirt. The next people she recognized were the beta and the gamma Zayd had introduced her to in the past. If she remembered correctly, then one was Frederick and the other was Dantae. Quinns eyes drifted to the figure between them; Josh. He was a little shorter than they were and not as masculinebut for his age, he had more than enough height and muscles. Thest male upant in the room stood by the dresser, idly running his fingers along the mirror instead of casting his hazel eyes at her; Zayd. Quinn held in her sigh as she looked away, waving at everyone. Hello! The group of men smiled at her, all issuing her a greetingall except Zayd who was still ying with the dresser mirror. His beta noticed, turning towards him with a chuckle while bumping the gamma''s shoulder. Rick, look at the fool pretending as though he werent the one who gave Be a hundred bucks to bring her here. Zayd finally looked away from the mirror, glowering at him. I thought I told you to keep your mouth shut, Dantae. I willI will. I wont blow your cover. You blew it alreadyyou idiot. He hissed, ncing at Quinn who scratched her arm nervously. Are you guys going to y or not? Yes Frederick answered. But not here. There are too many of us, Isabe doesnt have enough utensils, lets take this to the entertainment room Dont even think about it. There is no entertainment room here. I closed it down a year ago. Reopen ittodays a special day, isnt it? Lets make the most of it. Zayd looked at his gamma indecisively and then shook his head. There was a reason why it had to be closed downeverybody was cking off, especially you, Frederick. Dont use today as an excuse, we both know you want it reopened for your own benefit. Thats truebut either way, its one day, Zayd. Why cant I ck off for just one day? I mean, Dantae and I finished our mission perfectly, consider it to be a reward. Everyone looked at Zayd hopefully, Isabe whispering please consecutively, giving him no room to refuse. He sighed in defeat, putting up one finger. One dayone day, Frederick and its today. Isabe''s cheer had Quinn wondering just how fun this so-called entertainment room could be. On the tour, Zayd said nothing about it. What was inside? Before she could ask, Isabe''s door opened again and Marcia walked in. Sorry for beingtethe game hasn''t started yet, has it? No mom" Isabe rolled her eyes. But why did you have to put on a pretty dress and makeup just to y a game? Ohe on, sweetheartI have to look pretty even if I''m going to lose. CHAPTER 70— WOMEN ALWAYS WIN CHAPTER 70 WOMEN ALWAYS WIN The entertainment room was in the heart of the pack houses main building. Quinn hadnt been there, since the east wing was a separate building adjoined to the pack house. Now though she got to see the insideeven if it was just the first floor. The furniture were mostly colored in a dark shade of brown that made them shine when polished and every turn of the way, people passed by, extending their greetings. But when they got to what they called the entertainment room, only one person stood by the door; a From N?velDrama.Org. womana beautiful woman with short, ck hair and pretty brown eyes. She was wearing a full suit of ck; ck blouse, ck shorts, ck stocking, ck shoes and even ck eyeliner. Dantae walked in front, embracing her in his strong arms. Rachel babyIm sorry I had to leave so early this morning. The woman Quinn now knew as Rachel rolled her eyes and pushed him aside. Dont touch me, Dantae. If youy another finger on methen the floor will be yours again tonight. Dantae stepped back, holding his arms up in defeat. Alright, Ill keep my hands to myself. Rachel nodded. Good She then turned to Zayd, bowing her head. I brought the keys, alpha. Thanks, Rachelgive them here. Zayd stretched out his hand and sheid a key in his palm, before moving from in front of the door. With the key he was given, he prated the lock, looking back at his family with a small smile and then shoving the door open. Insideinside was not as she expected it to beit all looked exceptionally pretty but even more so dirty. The walls were filled with cobwebs and dirt gued the manyputers that were lined out on the desk and the beautifully tiled floor. The look of excitement that had been on Isabes face turned into a look of horror so quickly. Her mouth dropped and she turned to Zayd. Jesus Christ, Zayd! Did you not have somebody clean it as least once per month? Nonever thought of thatever. Isabe walked inside, running her hand along one of theputers. Do they even work now? How could you abandon this ce that used to be my sanctuary? It wasnt just your sanctuaryit was Fredericks and some of our best warriors too. They used to live here, if this room had still been openthen the pack wouldnt have achieved merely as much as it did. Nobody would train, theyd rather be training to beat each other in a game than in real life. Wellyou still couldve had somebody clean it. Shouldve appointed youI bet you wouldnt have wanted to do it. Thats true, but She groaned. What will we do now? Its simplefamily time is canceled until, you knowforever. Why? Marcia looked at her son. The room is in desperate need of a broom, a mop, some rags and some water. Why dont we all just clean it together? Mome on, we dont have time for that. We doits still family time if were together, right? She grabbed Quinns hand. Can you do something for me, sweetie? Quinn nodded slowly. II guess can. Splendid! I want you and Zayd to get the soap and the bleach. MeMe and Zayd? Quinn nced at Zayd who was ring daggers at his mother. I swear to god, youre the most annoying person Ivee across, mom. Why must I get bleach and soap? Im not cleaning this disaster. Well see about thatyou might be the alpha king, but youre still my son. Tell him Nick. Nichs chuckled. This argument doesnt concern mebut son, women always have their way and with your mother its no exception. Do as she say, dont make me suffer for itter. Its true, man. Dantae chimed in. Women always win, so get the soap and get the bleach You better shut your mouth too. Why do I get on everybodys bad side? Even my mates. Cant you people treat me better? No, you deserve it all, why dont you get the soap and the bleach? Zayd asked him. Marcia shook her head. No, his job is to get the bucket and the mopapany him, Frederick. As for Joshua and Isabe, get rags and some gloves. Nichs get the dust pan, the duster and the broom Rachel and I awaits you all. Thats as unfair as it can get Marcia and you know it. Why does everybody else havepany and I dont? Marcia shrugged. Just get to work Nickyou too Zayd. Zayd hissed at her as he walked out of the room and Quinn sighed as she followed him. Wait up. He didnt respond, but he slowed down, staring straight ahead without ncing at her who now walked beside him. Im sorry about Marcia, I really didnt want to spoil today. Why not? Its nothing. The words were finalhis cold voice telling her not to ask again. But if not that, then Quinn wanted to know something else. Are you sure youve forgiven me for what I saidst night, Zayd? I haveI told you. Then why? Quinn looked down at her feet as they moved along with his. Why does it feel like theres still a huge distance between us? It feels like you barely even want to see me. I get it, what I said was something that shouldve never came out of my mouthbut I am sorry. I didnt mean it. If I didnt think of you as my mate, I wouldnt have allowed you to mark me. I know that, Quinn. Then why? Quinn stopped in her tracks and Zayd stopped to look back at her. Why have you been like this? Quinn Zayd sighed stepping towards her. Marciathat woman was trouble! Hed been trying his god damn best to stay in character and now, that woman had done what was never nned for today. He felt miserablenow that he was alone with Quinn, it felt suffocating to not be all over her and even more so when she was like this. His hands trembled as he reached forward, grabbing onto her shoulders. Look at me, Quinn. Quinn looked up from the floor, her green eyes so vulnerable and sad. What? I forgave youstop overthinking it. Kiss me thenand if thats too much, then hug me. Quinn His right hand drifted up from her shoulder to settle beneath her chin. How could he refuse? A kissa hughed be down even if she told him she wanted to make love. He licked his lips as he leaned down, resting his forehead against hers However, just before he could ultimately falter, Dantae and Federick burst through the door in a fit of He quickly pulled away from her, pocketing his hands that held onto her. The soapthe bleach And then he headed off as though he hadnt been seconds away from kissing her. Quinns fingers ran along her lips as she followed him. She didnt understand, he was really going to kiss herso does that mean she truly was forgiven? If so, why had he been acting so distant then? CHAPTER 71— 3-0 CHAPTER 71 3-0 As soon as everybody returned with the cleaning utensils, Marcia started giving out orders again orders that werent at all fair. The men were the ones who were supposed to clean, since ording to her, all the women were exhausted from having to deal with them on a daily basis. She proimed the time theyd spend to clean as hours of freedom and respite for thedies, and though Quinn didntpletely agree, she was forced to sit and watch as Zayd, Nichs, Dantae, Frederick and Joshua coughed and sneeze when the dust they kept trying to clean slithered up their nostrils. This all looked so new to them, they barely knew how to use a broom much less a dusterit was so bad that after a while, even Marcia had to join in to help her husbandand Quinnwell, she pitied Zayd too. So, of course she climbed atop of the desk he stood on, pulling the duster out of his hand. Youre so bad at thislet me help. This belongs to N?velDrama.Org: ?. He looked back at her, frowning. You dont have toIm fine. You sure dont look like it. Yeah man, speak the truth. You are not fine, none of us arebe d your mate offered to help, mine is still sittingshes probably mentally smiling while I suffer. Zayd nced over at Dantae but did nothing except to sigh in response. Alrightthe webs are gone. Instead of this He regained possession of the duster, gesturing to the row of desks in thene he chose to clean. Help me clean them off. Quinn nodded, climbing off the desk when he did. After which, he offered her a cleaning cloth; soaked in soapy bleach water, and they started to clean together. Their nces at each other were endless, but it was silent as though both were scared to speakbut the silence wasfortable, especially when he started to draw nearer, making sure his skin touched hers even if the contact was slight. That was the onlymunication she neededthe fact that he still aspired to be close, the fact that he kept ncing her way proved that his words were righthed forgiven herhe still wanted her and that made her happy. Everybody else around them was tuned outthat was until Dantae started toin about his mate not helping him again. However, despite hisints, she did not even nce his way, instead she reddened the lipstick on her lips with a small pocket mirror in hand. Why must I dirty my clothes for the likes of you? I only came here because Marcia invited me out for shoppingthat too is the reason why she had advised us not to help you guys. But Marcia and Quinn are helping their mates. That doesnt mean I should help you. Come on, RachelI already told you that Im sorry aboutst night. It wasnt even my fault, it was Zayds. How sadespecially since I dont care. Rachel babyplease And it took a series more of begging without shame for Rachel to finally give him a helping hand, leaving Isabe as the only person who didnt do anything to the very end. But as soon as the ce was spotless, she was the first to test one of theputers, confirming that they actually still worked. It was then dered that the women would go up against the men, and to even up the team, Larna was called and asked if she wanted to join. Three games were yed, but as expected, the men won them all. They were mercilessQuinn tried using the gun Isabe had rmended, but it didnt matter where she hid, Frederick would snipe her out and take her down with a headshot. At one point, she just wanted to give up. The game wasnt fun if no matter what she did or what weapon she used, she still couldnt win. She liked victory, in everything she did, she wanted to win and thisthis game only managed to hurt her pride three times in a row. Sighing, she stood up from in front of theputer, turning to Marcia. Ill have to shower againmy clothes are all messy because of the dirt. Mine too, so Ill be doing the same. Rachel and I nned to go shopping after this, and we wanted you toe. We havent had any girl time since you came hereare you up for it? Quinn looked at Rachel and then back at Marcia. I meanif its alright with you guys, Id love to. If we were against it, we wouldnt have askedyoure too nice for your own good, Quinn. A feigned smile slipped across Quinns lips. She didnt think she was niceif she were, then so many people would not have betrayed her all at once. Thanks for inviting me. No need. Marcia stood up, looking down at her clothes with a frustrated breath. I came already dressed and ready to go out, but even my makeup is ruined nowits sad actually, we cleaned up to y and couldnt even win one game. Well, momyoure the main reason why we didnt win, so stopining. Why? What did I do? The fact that you got 17 deaths and 1 kill is enough to justify my words. Are you really going to me an old woman? She threw her arm over her daughters shoulder, leading her towards the exit. I tried my best until the very end And only ended up with one kill? You are growing up just like your brotherso mean. It was true, they were very much alike. Quinn shook her head as she held in a chuckle, walking out of the room as well. Her steps were slow and yet steady, but they ceased when someone grabbed her injured arm, pulling her back. She winced, and thats when they let go, murmuring the word sh*t under their breath. I forgot about your injury. Quinn turned to the familiar person; this voice and the warmth of this touch was one she knew so well. Zayd, what are you doing? Whats wrong? Its nothing just came to give you what youd asked me for. Whats that? This After that unclear answer, hed nted his lips against hers, a quick kiss that had Quinn puckering her lips for more. He didnt give that to her, instead he smiled. Have fun on your shopping trip, today is all about youmom has my card, everythings on me, so pick up whatever you want. Quinn nodded, grabbing onto his shirt before he could walk back into the entertainment room. One more timekiss me one more time And he did not refuse. CHAPTER 72— GIRL TIME CHAPTER 72 GIRL TIME Zayd ran his hand down his face as he walked out of the pack house with his beta and gamma behind him. He hoped the day wasnt irrevocably spoiled. Hed begged his mother, he mightve not gotten down on his knees, but hed begged that woman to let this day pass without trouble. Hed informed his family ~all of them~ that it was Quinns birthday, and his only wish was for her to wanted her to feel epted. That way, shed know that she wasnt alone, that there were other people ~except for him~ who cared about her. So hed sat down with his mother and his father, with his sister and his illiterate friends and begged them to help him. Theyd nned this day thoroughlywith a great moment of togetherness that Marcia had already spoiled, then shopping for anything Quinn might subconsciously need, that along with any other outings that would stall time for him to prepare the surprise. He told them not to be back until it was past 6:00pm and he hoped Marcia, Rachel and Isabe wouldnt spoil this round But if they did, it was his job to make at least thest part of her day enjoyable. Each person was supposed to get her a gift for the surprise tonight, and he wanted his to be the most meaningful. He didnt know why, but this day had bestowed so much pressure upon him. He wasnt sure how it would go; would she be d that her father was here? Or would she hate it? Would the party also go as he expected it to? Or would it fail drastically? It made him nervousbut his excitement formed by her day of birth was what kept him going. He knew hed been acting weird, but in order to keep all of this sh*t piled up in his head to himself, he had to keep his distance from her. And with the excuse ofst nights argument, hed been behaving cold and wellstupid so he wouldnt spill out what he wasnt supposed to. It bothered her, thoughhe could see it in her eyes that the act he kept putting on didnt please her. It wasnt that he thought it would, but he never thought shed go as far as begging him to hug and kiss her because it didnt. This wasnt something to be happy about, but seeing her so vulnerable and needy made his lips tremble to smile. It was probably the cutest thing shed ever said to him, and he couldnt just let her go without giving her what she wanted. So hed kissed her twice and hugged her tight before sending her off to have what he wanted to be the time of her lifenow though, it was time for him to go gift hunting, and he also needed to buy some stuff to set up her room for the surprise Balloonsof course, a party wasnt a party without such stupid things Confetti and streamers LED lights And he also needed two bottles of wine and a birthday cake That was supposed to be allheres to tonight being a sess! |-_-| N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. Quinn had three bags in hand, all three possessing different items; one had a bunch of clothes, shoes and jewelry that Marcia forced her to try on, one had new shampoo and body wash along with soap and a bottle of lotion, and the other bag had hair utensils like hairpins and clips, a blow-dryer, a t iron and a hair wax to style her hair when needed. After hours of shopping, they went to a spa where they all got pedicures, manicures, and even a massage. It was nicegirl time or whatever they called this was nice. Isabe was as talkative and curious as everand Rachel wasnt as mean as Dantae made her out to be. She didnt talk much, but she talked to Quinn. She gave her opinion about the clothes Quinn tried on ~although all she said was that they were pretty~ she also asked Quinn about the outfits she chose, which were mostly, if not all ck. Marcia had thrown a couple of colored clothes over her shoulder, even when sheined. Marcia was a darling, whenever Quinn got too silent, shed make sure she was okay, and she also tried to make jokes that involved her son and her mate. She made Quinn feel as though shed known her for a lifetime. Her smile was so contagious, and her bright and bold personality could pull anybody in. This was how Quinns mother shouldve treated her but Quinn didnt even know her real mother, and Kathrinethat woman didnt spare Quinn the amount of motherly love she needed. In just a couple of hours, Marcia seemed to have done much more than she had. She made Quinn smile andugh multiple times, told her she looked beautiful, and had even hugged her in excitement for absolutely no reason. What a beautiful soul Quinn felt close to her alreadyever since that day shed shown up in Quinns room with the photo album, she reverberated an energy that could grant anyonefort, and thisfort wasnt one Quinn thought she needed until now. After visiting the spa, they got ice cream. Quinn got the cookie and cream vor along with Marcia, Isabe got orange pineapple, and Rachel went for chocte. After that, theyd headed for home because night had cast a shadow over thend. The city lights were pretty, something that Quinn rarely got to view. She also noticed that the streets were more crowded than they had been in the day; werewolves young and old strolling the busy road with hopeful hearts. This was a neutral ce, you seean area that any pack could visit. Fights were prohibited on thisnd, therefore, there were hardly even quarrels between enemy packs. This ce had numerous shops and stores built to amodate the needs of all werewolves, and also ces to have fun as well as to eat. It was like a human sanctuary in a werewolf world. But she didnt visit often. Her prior pack was considered independent. They grew their own food and even sold handmade clothing in the marketce, and as luna, she was bound to support her pack. The only time she came here was mostly on missions, and she didnt have the luxury of really exploring the many buildings that upied this ceit was nice to have gotten the chance to see it now. The incoherent noise that gued her ears promised her that she was not alone, and the cold breeze that fondled her skin bruised it sweetly. She felt free, but what surprised her was the fact that the feeling of freedom did not leave even when she made it back home. Marcia, Isabe and Rachel apanied her to her room for a reason she didnt ask, and as she opened her door, nothing but darkness greeted her. She didnt remember turning off the lights, but it couldve been Zayd. Im sorryIll get the lights. She murmured to them. Dropping her bags on the floor, she flicked the switch, staggering back when numerous people shouted out. Happy birthday! CHAPTER 73— THE TRUTH CHAPTER 73 THE TRUTH Dropping her bags on the floor, she flicked the switch on, staggering back when numerous people shouted out. Happy birthday! Her eyes widened in surprise as she looked around, finding Zayd grinning in the midst of the room with Dantae, Frederick and Joshua by his side. However, there was one other person in the room, an unexpected guest that she knew all too well. The strands of gray hair that blended in with the ck seemed to have increased now, and he was smiling; faintlylooking so happy and yet so sad. When he looked at her with those hopeful brown eyes, Quinn gasped, taking another step back only to collide into Marcia. Thiswhat was he doing here? What was her father doing here? Her lips wobbled as she tried to ask the question, she was utterly bbergasted, and despite seeming the same, the old man pped his hands and started singing. Happy birthday to youhappy birthday to you Everybody else around her joined in, and Quinn took the time to look around with her wide green eyes at her room. It was decorated beautifully with forest green balloons that bounced above her bed, and scattered on the white sheet that covered the mattress was ck and green confetti. There were streamers streaming down her wall; same ck and green theme, and her eyes nced at the cake in the center of her bed So, it is October 7th today? It was this day? Her birthday? Quinn tried to smile as the song came to an end, but her eyes kept ncing from the green LED lights to her father, who stood beside them. It-thank you Her heart was beating fastand she could feel her eyes watering. Fatherw-what are you? How did? Why are you here? Sweetheart I Before he could finish, Zayd stepped in front. I allowed him to staywe decorated the room togetheralthough Larna mightve helped. I wasnt sure which other colors you liked which is why I chose green as the theme, and as for why hes here, he has something to tell you. Quinn harshly swiped her fingers across her eyes, clearing it of the tears before they could fall. What? How about we enjoy the night first before getting into that? We could cut the cake and drink some wine and then~ NoI want to hear itwhatever it is Derrick has to say. Zayd pinched the bridge of his nose with a sigh. Alrightwell give you guys spaceIm outside if you need me. He walked through the door and everybody else followed, leaving just Quinn and Derrick in the room. He looked away from her, swallowing loudly in the silence. So uhYou havent ever called me Derrick since the day you said your first wordand hearing you say it just nowit makes me feelit breaks my heart, Quinn. Quinn clenched her jaws. Why should I call you dad or father when Im not even sure if were truly rted? You lied to me about Kathrine being my mother, whos to say you didnt lie about being my father too? His eyes shed towards her then; wide and full of pain. I never lied to you. I am your father and This belongs to N?velDrama.Org: ?. Kathrineshe is your second mother. And whos the first? Who is my real mother, Derrick? Katherinashe is Kathrines twin sister. Quinn squinted her teary eyes at him. Twin sister? Kathrines twin sister is my mother? Yesshe and Kathrine were both my mates, making her childs also Kathrines and Kathrines child hersI never lied to you, QuinnI just never wanted to tell you the whole story of your birth. Tell mewhere is my mother now? Why have I never met her? Derricks lips trembled. Im sorry to tell you this, Quinn, but on a night like thisOctober 7thyour mother died right after giving birth to you. W-What? I Quinns heart stopped beating for a second, and goosebumps glittered across her arms as the hair on her skin rose. How? Why did she? I dont understand Let me start from scratchfrom the very beginning. I never wanted to tell you, but you need to know. You see And so, he told her everything, and when the horrible story ended, Quinn fell to her knees on the floor, trembling in what she could only describe as pain. How could her father know all of this and still managed to wish her a happy birthday every year? This day was cursedit was a day that should never be celebrated. She was born at the expense of her mothers lifeshe only lived because her mother died, and it was heart-wrenching So painful that it was hard for her to breathe. Her mother had been just like herthest days of her life mustve been the most sorrowful ones. Without a wolf, she mustve felt the same way Quinn did, and it was even sadder that the person who took that part of her awaywas the same person who had taken it from Quinn Kathrine How could that evil woman live on knowing that shed been the cause of her sisters death? How could she live knowing that shed betrayed her sister for a man? This all seemed so familiarafter all, Delh had betrayed Quinn just the same and...and... Quinn looked up at her father as he approached her. Thats why when I saw it happening againwhen I noticed that you and your sister started to drift apart because of Alpha Jeo, I hated it. It was like watching Kathrine and Katherina fight all over again, it angered meand then you lost your wolf and I felt utterly lost too. To watch you suffer in the same way Katherina had tortured me. I didnt want it to be Kathrine, anybody else but Kathrine, however, denying the truth made your situation worse. Im sorry, Quinn. Quinn nodded, gripping onto her chest when she felt her heart tangibly breaking. Dad, Ican you leave? C-Can I get the time to process this, to think it through? Please. Derrick nodded, ruffling her hair. Ill still be here tomorrowhappy birthday, honey. And then he walked out of the room. Quinn wiped her eyes, breathing heavily as she looked around the room. The banner hung against the wall that marked happy birthday cast her into a sizzling pit of rage, and she stood to her feet just to rip it down. She destroyed the balloons, and while pulling down the streamers, somebody burst through the doorhugging around her trembling body. Stop it, Quinn. A sob climbed up her throat and her hands fell lifeless at her side. Today isnt a happy day, Zaydhow could you wish me a happy birthday on an awful day like this? CHAPTER 74— SMILE FOR ME CHAPTER 74 SMILE FOR ME A sob climbed up her throat and her hands fell lifeless at her sides. Today isnt a happy day, Zayd how could you wish me a happy birthday? It might be so, but its still your birthday, Quinnhow could I not wish for it to be happy? Did you hear it? Did you hear what my father said? Ive known sincest night when he just camehe told me everything and I then told him to tell you the truth. Id been curious for a while now Quinn sniffled. Id questioned myself about this truth, buried my head in multiple scenarios, but after finally hearing everything, I wish I hadnt been curiousI wish I was still cluelessI honestly wish he hadnt said a word. Thats cowardlybut I get it. Knowing the truth made it all the more painful for you, and I understand why. However, you cant keep living behind a lie, its time for you to face reality; no matter how harsh it may be. I know youre struggling, I know no matter how hard I try to make you happy, youre not. I wanted to make you feel like you belong here, but I doubt you do. It bothers me, Quinnthe fact that youre not happy saddens me as well. So you expect me to be happy today? To grin and drink wine and eat cake as though my mothers life wasnt sacrificed for me to be here? I didnt even get the chance to meet her, Zayd. I didnt say that. I meant~ You have your mother, Zayd and she loves you. I have no mother, and Kathrine who was supposed to be my only shot at actually having a mother, tried to kill me because she thought I was better than her daughter. Youre lucky you have a family; a sister that desperately awaits your return whenever you leave, a mother and a father that look out for you, friends and pack members that look up to youbut what do I have? I barely have a family, my whole pack hates me for a reason I dont even know. How am I supposed to be happy? You have me, Quinnwhy cant you let all of that go? Forget about them, pretend as though that stupid excuse of a pack didnt exist. How will you heal if you keepmenting? How will you be happy if you dont try? I do tryand sometimes I am. When Im with you, Im happyyoure my only escape, but it seems my life has been cursed since birth. Kathrine mightve poisoned mombut I finished her off. I can try being happy any other day, but not today. My mother died years ago today and four years back today was when I found out Id been mated to Jeothis day, its curse; Im cursed. Why not? Why cant you be happy on this day? Her sacrifice will go in vain. She died so you could live. Even if it had been for a second, I bet shed been happy to have a brought a life into the world. Im sad she died, but Im happy you were bornits all thanks to her that I got to meet such a beautiful soul. His arms fell from around her waist, and she turned to face him. And forget about that idiot, his importance has diminished to nothing. Everything about him irritates me, even his name. He will reap what he sowed; karma will give him a hundred times more pain than that which he gave you. But on the bright side, if he hadnt been a f*cking idiot, I wouldnt have gotten the chance to meet you. Im d he f*cked up, d that I have youafter all, your name is Quinnbut I regard you as my Queen. But today No buts Zayds thumbs gently swiped her cheeks before he palmed them, kissing her forehead. You have a new family now, youre a part of a new pack. Start anew, be happy, smilefor me. Quinn nodded, a small smile taking a stance across her lips. Wider Quinna big smile, make it believable. Quinn wanted to frown, to reand mostly to deny his words, but they were true. If nobody here was her family, he was, and Marcia too. So, her gawky smile widened and only then did he smile too. Thats betterno more crying, you look way prettier when you smile. Thanks Quinn nced away from him. Thanks for always being there even when I push you awaythanks for loving me even when I dont have much to offer. Thank you. No needits my duty, but if you really wanna thank me, kiss me. Quinns eyes drifted back towards him, and she grabbed onto his ck button-up shirt, tipping upon her toes to peck his lips. Fortunately, he held around her waist before she could pull away, taking more than just a peck from her. His kiss was deep and passionate, but his lips were soft and moist, the ardor in which they moved leaving her breathless when he pulled away. He looked around at the balloons and the streamers floating along the floor. I wanted today to be perfect, but despite all the work I put init didnt turn out so. This belongs to N?velDrama.Org: ?. No, it was perfect. Im sorry about the balloons and the decorations. I was angrylike you said before, lets cut the cake, you did so much for my birthday, Im sorry for only thinking about myself and ruining it. Forget about thatlet me feast on this beauty, youd taste even better with some icing on you. I uhI dont think so. Oh, but I do. You can cut the cakeIll eat it for you. |-_-| CHAPTER 75— GET ME PREGNANT CHAPTER 75 GET ME PREGNANT Quinn blinked down at the man between her legs, his eyes were dark as he stared down at her; dark and lustful. Her body seemed to be his main focus, her body that was bare of clothes, but covered in icing. Her nipples were hidden by the sweet, white cream and in a single line, it crawled down her stomach, passing by her navel and stopping between her folds. She didnt know why, but his eyes held a level of enticement shed never seen in them before, he was into thisinto her And it made her feel so appealing. Jeo had brought her pride down a notch, made her feel insufficient, but Zayd blessed her with the knowledge that she was indeed enough. His constant appreciation of her beauty was elevating. A real man he wasone she wanted in her life for life. Grabbing at his cor, she pulled him down towards herconnecting her lips to his. They tasted sweet, those fingers hed used to mingle with the cake, hed lick them so sinfully that it made slick pool down her walls. Shed failed to notice it in her state of anger, but his hair wasbed differently, slick back perfectly. His hair and stubble was freshly lined too, making him look handsome; like a godfor no man could hold this much perfection. Pulling away from the kiss, she looked him in the eyes. Are you only going to stare? He shook his head. Definitely not, its more tempting to touch. Stop making me impatient then. Im all wetfor you. Zayd bit his lips, pushing her hand away from his cor. Saying something so hot while looking like that will get you pregnant, Quinn. I already carry your mark, it wouldnt hurt to carry your child too. He chuckled; darkly. Quinn youf*cking hell. What? Youre f*cking sexy, alluringgoddess, I coulde by just looking at you. Thank you, but dontI mean She paused, ncing away from him. You cante if its not inside, you said youd get me pregnant. Zayds chest rumbled lowly, and she looked back towards him, watching as the lust in his eyes darkened to a whole other level. Tonight youre even bold enough to say things like this. Why? Consider it a token of appreciation. Im trying to be as transparent as possible; Im trying to tell you how you make me feel. Zayd smiled as he buried his face in the crook of her neck. And how exactly do I make you feel? Quinn moaned as he kissed her. Hot, impatientwetneedyyou make me want to surrenderyou make me want you. Huh uhwhat else? II dont know A whimper slipped past her lips when his teeth grazed her mark. You make me YouZ-Zayd Hmm? He hummed while licking the icing from her breast. Continue, angel. You make me feel things Ive never felt before. Her legs mped around him as he nibbled her nipple. Thats pretty vague. Its not, youre just too hard to please. I am? His mouth settled over the opposite breast, sucking up the icing before his tongue trailed down her stomach, getting rid of the white cream in multipleps. When he reached lower than she could see, Quinn propped herself up to look at him, watching as his tongue swiped at the icing between her folds. Her lips slid between her teeth as she held back her moan, he looked so hot right nowand the way he licked his red lips after did something to hersomething that had her wanting him even more. Her body felt as though it was on fire, and her clit was convulsing in anticipation. She wanted more of himso much more. Every step of the way, shed foolishly pushed him away, pinning the me for everything on him even though he wasnt at fault. It wasnt her intentions; it was probably her way of coping. But she hated hurting himhe loved her too much and sheshe loved him too. She wanted them to be happy, she wanted this to work, and for that to happen she had to stop berating him for absolutely no reason. Hed done a lot for her, been there when nobody else wasloved her when nobody else did. Even when she abandoned herself, he didnt. He hung onto her, and it seemed no matter what, he wouldnt let go. But she couldnt take advantage of that fact. Knowing he wouldnt leave was probably why she thought she could just say anything, and hed ept it. However, seeing him act so distant today had taught her a lesson. What if one day that happened again and there was nothing she could do to rectify her stupid mistake? What if he got tired of it and left? What if there was no Zayd in her life and she was left alone in this world full of vultures? N?velDrama.Org owns this. What if? Quinn bit her lip harder as tears filled her eyes, and she flopped back against the bed so he couldnt see it. She could live without anyone else, but not him. Shed grown too ustomed to him being aroundif he left now, shed faltereven more than she did when Jeo rejected her. A shiver wracked down her spine when his tongue probed between her folds again, slurping up the slick that dripped down her walls. He grabbed her thighs, spreading them wider, and then his lips closed around her clit, driving her deeper into the lust. She grabbed onto the sheets; unbelievably tight as heat rolled through her, regting her desire to its highest point. Her eyes fluttered shut, whimpers that signified her pleasure slipping through her lips even when she tried to prohibit them. Her voice broke as she called out his name, and the water that had filled her eyes dripped down her face as soon as she reopened her eyes. His tongue circled her entrance and when it slipped inside, she arched off the bed, breathing heavily. She wasnt sure if it was because of her emotional state, but she felt more sensitive than ever. Her nipples were hard and tender, and she was so close toing. He was driving her off the edge, and quickly too. Zayd If*ck Zayds tongue slipped out of her, but as soon as it did, two of his fingers reced it. They drove deeper than the pink organ did, and his mouth settled over her clit, sucking rather desperately. Quinn threw her head back, her legs shaking as she finally exploded with an iprehensible cry; one that shouldve been his name. Her breaths were shaky as she came down from her high, her legs falling almost lifeless on the bed. Zayd pulled back, settling above her with a smirk. Whats this? Are you crying already and we havent even started? Quinn shook her head. No II It doesnt matter He licked the streak of tear, following it to her ear. Im still going f*ck you; deep, hard, and Im going toe insidefill you up to the f*cking brim. Quinn trembled. His words sounded like a threatone that appeased her. CHAPTER 76— KNOTTED CHAPTER 76 KNOTTED Zayd unbuttoned his shirt, tearing it off of him. His pants went next, leaving him bare in front of her. His muscles shined beneath the light, glistening so beautifully that she reached forward to touch. His skin was soft beneath her palms; soft and yet so firm. Ready? Quinn nodded, spreading her legs wider when he grabbed his c*ck, guiding it towards her entrance. His eyes found hers, staring fixedly as he slowly slid in. The eye contact, the frictionit was driving her crazy. The painful pleasure had her eyes rolling back and a drawled moan gliding up her throat. She squirmed against the sheets, her hands moving around his back to pull him closer And she kissed him, her mouth searing him, tasting the remnants of her own flesh on his lips. Her nails sunk into his back as his c*ck sunk deeper and deeper. Every inch that entered, she felt it; stretching her pleasurably and she clung to him; desperately, not letting go. When he pulled back and away from the kiss, her chest was heaving, breasts rising and falling to the eagerness of her breaths. He grabbed beneath her thighs, pushing them back as he propelled his hips forward, burying himself balls deep inside of her. Quinn threw her back, crying out his name. Somehow, hed released her soul to heavenbut how could heaven be so hot and fervent? She was burning up; boiling in a pot of pleasure. His c*ck was so deepf*ck, he was touching her heart and she knew it. He pulled back, mming back into her with vigor, and he did it continuously. Each thrust had not just her legs, but the bed shaking; hard and merciless strokes that made her lose herself in the throes of pleasure. Zaydf*ckdeeper. Zayd shoved her thighs even further back, digging himself even deeper, banging against her g-spot with every move his hips made. She could feel herself drawing near to her end; an explosion that she knew would be powerful enough to knock her down. Her nails sunk deeper into his back, teeth gritting as she tried to hold herself back. But when Zayd decided to twirl his tongue around her nipples, she realized that she couldnt. Her toes curled into the mattress, and everything she had experienced tonight ~the pain and the sorrow~ finally culminated in one explosive moment. Her iprehensible cry was ring, and it got even louder when his teeth sunk into the mark on her neck, taking the pleasure to another level. She trembled against him, wing into his back until she was too weak to do even that All she could do was pant as she felt hise stter against her walls, filling her up just as he promised. He didnt pull out, and suddenly Quinn knew why. Pain surged through her as the head of his c*ck grew harder, bigger. Quinn searched for his eyes and when she found it, she looked at him pleadingly. It hurtsZayd You said you wanted to carry my child He groaned, kissing her forehead. Bear it. Did you think I was joking? Im seriously breeding you tonight, Quinn. Quinn took a deep breath, nodding her head. Youre rightI asked for this and I want it. I She turned to face the wall across from the bed. I also want to make this official. I want you to introduce me to the packas their luna. She didnt look to see his reaction, it wasnt that she was scared to lookshe knew he wanted this, she was just~ A gasp left her lips when he grabbed her face, twisting it back towards him. Are you saying what I think you are? The mating ceremony? Quinn nodded slowly. Yeah Are you sure? Why? Do you not want that anymore? No, I do. I want that so f*cking badthe more people know that youre mine, the happier Ill be. Then Im sure. Damn Quinnyou dont know how happy you made me tonight. This is just A smile slipped across his lips as he leaned down to peck her lips. Im d you trust me enough to want thatIm happy. Quinn smiled back at him. I know, and Im happy toobut if you dont mind me asking, how much longer must I stay like this with you? For as long as it takes And how long is that? Im not answering that. Quinn chuckled as she hugged him to her chest. Why not? Not answering that either. Alright, dont answerI wont force you to. Silence settled between them after that, a rxing silence, and it didnt break until the knot did. Quinn groaned as he pulled out, and he slid from between her legs, reaching for his pants on the floor. This belongs to N?velDrama.Org: ?. I got you something earlierfor your birthday. She sat up, watching as he dug into the pocket, taking out a small, pink box. He handed it to her, and she took it, looking at it for a while before opening it up. Inside was a nea silver ne with a wolf pendent on it. She looked up at him, and he took the box from her, shaking it out. Turn around, let me put it on. Quinn did as told, and he put it around her neck, locking it. I know you dont feel like a wolf right now, and so I bought this to remind you that no matter what, you are a wolf, a strong and beautiful silver wolf. She turned back to facing him, her shaky hand reaching for the ne around her neck to stare at it. Tears filled her eyes as she muttered out Thank you. And Zayd smiled. I hope youll remember who you are every time you look at this ne. You are a wolf, Quinn." Quinn nodded. I will, and I know He opened his arms and Quinn fell against his chest. Thank you so much, Zayd. CHAPTER 77— WHY DID YOU FALL FOR ME? CHAPTER 77 WHY DID YOU FALL FOR ME? Quinn woke up in Zayds arms,pletely engulfed in his warmth. He held her tight, so close that she was practically pinned against his chest. Are you awake? His deep, subtle voice almost made her jump, especially since she was expecting him to still be asleep. She looked up towards him, those beautiful, hazel eyes already staring at her. Yeah How are you feeling? Im fine, and you? Oh, Im finer than ever. Quinn rolled her eyes. Dont tell me youre still on about what I saidst night? And why exactly should I not be? I mean you finally agreed to be my luna. Technically, I agreed the moment I told you that you could mark me. Yeah right, thats a lie and we both know it. Its not! Then why didnt you tell me? Im sure it was obvious enough. Zayd flicked her forehead. If it was then Id be this happy since then. Not my fault that youre an idiot. She pped the hand that had hit her and sat up. Im going to take a shower. Alongside her, Zayd sat up as well. Im going to take a shower too. When Im done? Come on, QuinnI know you know what Im suggesting. I do, but is it a problem if I pretend not to? It is. Quinn shrugged as she shuffled off the bed. But its not my problem, is it? She walked towards the bathroom on legs that felt weak and a body that was bare of clothes. She could feel hise dripping down her thighs, and the prominent ache in her core made her want to re back at him. It was all because he knotted her, but then again, it was her fault too. Grabbing onto the knob, she opened the bathroom door, conscious of the fact that Zayd was following her. Still, she mmed the door behind her, holding back a chuckle when he caught it before it closed. Disrespectful. He muttered under his breath, and Quinn twisted towards him. What is? He rubbed his eyes, looking totally unbothered even though his manhood was hard and protruding; pointing straight at her. You are. Youre the one invading my private space, Zayd. Its our spaceanother ce where I can f*ck you until your legs shake. That iswellstraight to the point. Youre just gonna say it like that? How else must I say it? His hand fell to his side, and he approached her slowly; like a predatorbut wasnt he? He was a predator about to prey on her body; greedily eat her up like he didst night. The straightforward trait that I have is why you fell for me in the first ce. So yeah, Im going to say it as it is. Quinn stepped backwards, her back hitting the shower ss after just three big retreating steps. That wasnt why I liked you Then why, Quinn? His arms reached forward to cage her against the ss walls. Why did you fall for N?velDrama.Org owns all ? content. me even though you couldnt feel the mate bond? Quinn came in here expecting sex, but she was not expecting him to ask her something like this. Why did she fall for him? Had it been his looks? His voice? The desperate and continuous way in which he pursued her? Or had it been just everything? The words hed said, the manly way hed approached her, the way he lookedeverything had attracted herbut why must she tell him that? Sliding beneath his arm, Quinn went into the bathroom. I came here to shower, Zayd; to rx and not to be tormented. Zayd followed her inside silently, drawing so near that Quinn wanted to back away again, but instead she held her grounds. What? Its bing painful now. What is? When he looked down, Quinn knew exactly what he meant; the veiny shaft that curved slightly against her thigh. It did look painful; painfully hard. Slowly and reluctantly her hand reached forward to wrap loosely around it. It felt thick beneath her palm, felt like a weapon of destruction when in reality it was really a love wand that granted her wishes she didnt even know she had. She stroked it, and Zayd leaned down to rest his forehead against hers. Not that He huskily whispered. Turn around. NoII need to shower first, youre is stil~ Before she could finish, Zayd twisted the faucet, and she shivered as cold water cascaded from the showerhead. And now? Quinn sighed, turning to face the ss and leaning against it. I guess you cando whatever you want. Zayd braced against her, she could feel his hard c*ck against her bum and felt as he lifted one of her legs, hoisting it against the wall. I will The sound of his voice made Quinns lips wobble, and when his c*ck glided against her clit instead of against her walls, she groaned out needily. You prepared me enoughst nightjust put it in. I will put it inwhen you tell me why you fell for me? What aspect of me did you like? Quinn red back at him, and he smirked. You didnt think Id just give up on getting the answer, did you? No, butyoure so f*cking Quinn breathed out a shaky breath, hands fisting against the ss. Everythingyou were just different; in a good way. You were dominant and yet you were patient and gentle, and you were handsome toothe most handsome man Id ever seen. Now thats better, little red. His c*ck settled at her entrance, and with one hard stroke, he sheathed himself inside of her. |-_-| /-_-\ |-_-| The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!