《The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn》 Chapter 1 Chapter 1 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 1 ~AUTUMN~ There he is. The love of my life kissing my best friend. He doesn¡¯t know that he is the love of my life; of course, no one knows it, not even my best friend. She¡¯s been leading him on, unable to decide if she¡¯s in love with him or Damon; I can¡¯t forget Dante either. The sad part was that all three of these men were brothers. I¡¯ve watched their crazy love go on and on for years, if that is even considered love. I¡¯ve pined for Atticus, felt his pain, and went through it all with him without knowing a single thing. Every time she broke his heart and ran toward Damon, I felt the pain that he felt. Every time she left them both and ran to Dante, I also felt it. I couldn¡¯t understand how three men could be that in love with a woman that couldn¡¯t choose one. It shouldn¡¯t be that hard. She should have chosen one; she shouldn¡¯t have them all wondering who she would run to next. Atticus didn¡¯t deserve this; none of his brothers did either. They all believed that she was their mate. I didn¡¯t think that they could all have such bad luck to end up having the same girl as their mate. I felt like something had to be wrong. But I was the only one that seemed to think that way. It didn¡¯t help that Anya was my best friend. I loved her since she was the closest friend that I had. I¡¯m supposed to support her in this even though I had been in love with Atticus since the first day I met him. I remember it like it was yesterday. I¡¯d dropped my book onto the ground by mistake, and he¡¯d gotten down on the floor to pick it up for me. Our hands touched for the first time that day while he was returning it to me and the sparks I felt were enough to make me wet between my legs. I thought he felt the same way until I realized he wasn¡¯t looking at me. He was looking at Anya. It was then that I realized he was in love with her. At that time, I thought it would be okay; I thought that what I felt was just a simple crush. I was wrong. So wrong. I was fourteen then; I barely knew what it meant to love someone. Now I knew that it could rip your heart into a million pieces seeing the person you love be in love with someone else. And it hurt more knowing that the person he loved kept hurting him by being indecisive. That day I thought it would stop with Atticus; I thought she would want to be with him alone. But when Anya met his brothers, she experienced the same feelings she did with him. And she didn¡¯t try to hide it from any of them. They all knew that she couldn¡¯t choose. They all knew she wanted the three of them, not just one. But they were not okay with that. They weren¡¯t happy. The brothers didn¡¯t like to share. I couldn¡¯t me them. But why wouldn¡¯t they try to let another girl into their lives? ~AUTUMN~ There he is. The love of my life kissing my best friend. He doesn¡¯t know that he is the love of my life; of course, no one knows it, not even my best friend. She¡¯s been leading him on, unable to decide if she¡¯s in love with him or Damon; I can¡¯t forget Dante either. The sad part was that all three of these men were brothers. I¡¯ve watched their crazy love go on and on for years, if that is even considered love. I¡¯ve pined for Atticus, felt his pain, and went through it all with him without knowing a single thing. Every time she broke his heart and ran toward Damon, I felt the pain that he felt. Every time she left them both and ran to Dante, I also felt it. I couldn¡¯t understand how three men could be that in love with a woman that couldn¡¯t choose one. I¡¯ve been waiting for Atticus to notice me, just once. I¡¯ve wanted to tell Anya that I have loved him since I first met him. I wanted her to know he was the one I wanted to be with. But like I said, at that time, I didn¡¯t know what love was. I didn¡¯t know what to expect or how to handle my feelings. And when I did finally bring up Atticus to her that day, she cut me off; she didn¡¯t let me speak; she was the first to say that she liked him, that she wanted to be with him. I didn¡¯t want to be the girl that couldn¡¯t step aside for her best friend. It¡¯s not like Atticus would have chosen me either. If I were the one that had made the first move instead of her, he would have turned me down in the blink of an eye. Maybe that was another reason I never told Anya the truth about my feelings for him. And I didn¡¯t think that now was the time for me to spill that truth to her or anyone else. It was toote for that now. It was toote for us. There would never be anything between Atticus and me. It was something I would have to learn to ept. ¡°Autumn!¡± My mother calls my name as she barges into my room. ¡°Why are you still not dressed? I told you that the Fawns have invited us to their home for an important meeting.¡± The Fawns. The same family I couldn¡¯t stop thinking about. Atticus Fawn. Dante Fawn. Damon Fawn. There were other siblings. But those three are the ones I knew the most about. The Fawn family were business partners with my parents. They are the reason why we¡¯re all attending the Angelites Academy For Supernaturals. Everyone knows that only the richest attend that school. Our families were billionaires. Anya did not fall into that category. She was the only girl in our year that wasn¡¯t rich. There was always one girl or boy that the principal would allow to join our school. It was a rule that they stuck by even though not many of the wealthy families agreed with that decision. While the school usually did as the wealthy parents asked, this was one rule that was allowed despite the bacshes it received. It¡¯s because the principal wasn¡¯t aplete dickhead. He wanted to give at least one average child the opportunity to have a good education at our school. But I was sure that this rule would change when a new principal was appointed. Not many had the guts like Sir Alex Smith. I¡¯ve been waiting for Atticus to notice me, just once. I¡¯ve wanted to tell Anya that I have loved him since I first met him. I wanted her to know he was the one I wanted to be with. But like I said, at that time, I didn¡¯t know what love was. I didn¡¯t know what to expect or how to handle my feelings. And when I did finally bring up Atticus to her that day, she cut me off; she didn¡¯t let me speak; she was the first to say that she liked him, that she wanted to be with him. I put the phone away. I didn¡¯t need to see another post of Anya and Atticus together. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Mom,¡± I say while looking down at my t-shirt and jeans. ¡°I am dressed.¡± She folds her arms across her chest and wrinkles her nose like she always does when she¡¯s displeased with me, ¡°I¡¯ve grown you up better than that, youngdy. Just because your father and I were nice enough to let you wear this at home, it doesn¡¯t mean that you can dress this way in public. Especially not around the Fawns. You will be in a dress when you meet them tonight.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± I pout. ¡°You always go to these things alone. You and dad. Then why are you dragging me along with you this time? I don¡¯t see you asking ina or Hayes to join us as well.¡± ¡°This meeting happens to involve you.¡± She snaps. ¡°When it¡¯s ina¡¯s turn, she will join us as well. As for Hayes, your brother is out entertaining yet another girl. I would pray for him if I were you. He¡¯s bound to cause trouble one day.¡± What did she mean by when it¡¯s ina¡¯s turn? Usually, I would jump at any opportunity to see Atticus, but I already knew he was meeting Anya today. She told me that they had a date. It was their night. Tomorrow she will see Dante, and on Sunday, she will see Damon. It¡¯s crazy that they even agreed on this weird schedule. Their rtionship freaked me out a bit. My mother walks out of the room only to return a few minutester with a royal blue dress. ¡°Put this on. We are leaving in ten minutes; I expect you to be in the car by then.¡± I sigh; just my luck. The one day I¡¯m visiting the Fawns happens to be the one day Atticus wouldn¡¯t be present. Chapter 2 Chapter 2 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 2 ~ATTICUS~ I should have been with Anya at this time. Instead, I¡¯m stuck with Damon and Dante. I¡¯m beginning to think that they did this on purpose. Bringing me along with them so I would miss my date with her. I knew that those asses wanted her to themselves just like I wanted her for myself. I¡¯ve never felt this way for another woman. Unfortunately, I wasn¡¯t the only one that felt this way; my brothers did as well. They were just as crazy about her as I was. That was expected since she was our mate. There was no breaking that bond unless two out of the three of us decided to make that sacrifice. So far, none of us were willing to let go of her. ¡°Where exactly are we heading?¡± I ask Damon. ¡°This route looks familiar.¡± ¡°To meet an old friend,¡± he answers. ¡°There is something important he wants to ask us.¡± ¡°An old friend?¡± I question. ¡°Who can that be?¡± ¡°Arthur ckner.¡± He informs me. ¡°Are we in some kind of trouble?¡± I ask. ¡°Why are we going to see a ckner? What could be so urgent? Couldn¡¯t our parents meet with them instead?¡± ¡°This meeting doesn¡¯t concern our parents, Atticus,¡± Dante exins. ¡°It concerns us three and our rtionship with a certain someone.¡± ¡°Anya?¡± I question. ¡°Bingo.¡± He says. What could be so important that we must travel far to see him? ¡°I didn¡¯t have to be here.¡± I point out. ¡°You¡¯re sabotaging my date with Anya, and you know it.¡± ¡°Are we?¡± Dante asks. ¡°Why would we do something like that on purpose?¡± I don¡¯t get to answer that question when the jeep stops on the side of the road. I spot Arthur almost immediately. The man looks troubled. He isn¡¯t alone. He¡¯s with two other women. N?velDrama.Org copyrighted ? content. ¡°Is it possible he has two mates like Anya has the three of us?¡± I ask, looking at them. That would exin why they brought me all the way here with them. Maybe they found a way to make it work. And they could probably teach their ways to us. We got out of the vehicle, and Arthur introduced us to the women that came with him. ~ATTICUS~ I should have been with Anya at this time. Instead, I¡¯m stuck with Damon and Dante. I¡¯m beginning to think that they did this on purpose. Bringing me along with them so I would miss my date with her. I knew that those asses wanted her to themselves just like I wanted her for myself. I¡¯ve never felt this way for another woman. Unfortunately, I wasn¡¯t the only one that felt this way; my brothers did as well. They were just as crazy about her as I was. That was expected since she was our mate. There was no breaking that bond unless two out of the three of us decided to make that sacrifice. So far, none of us were willing to let go of her. ¡°Nice to meet you,dies,¡± Damon said as he shook their hands. ¡°It¡¯s a pleasure.¡± I nod my head slightly. ¡°What did you call us here for?¡± Dante asks. ¡°I think I have an idea, but I want a proper exnation.¡± ¡°At first, we thought it was your father hoping to do another business deal. There are a few things at home we wanted him to install.¡± Damon notes. ¡°But that¡¯s not why we¡¯re here, is it? Thest I heard, you and your father are no longer allies.¡± Arthur sighs, ¡°I¡¯ve heard something that I wasn¡¯t sure was true. But if it is, I hope you can help shed some light on a simr situation.¡± A simr situation? I look at my brothers. So our assumption was correct? ¡°What did you hear?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯ve heard that the three of you have the same mate,¡± Arthur exins. I wipe a finger over my bottom lip and quirk a brow, ¡°it¡¯s true. But how can that information help you?¡± His mention of Anya intensifies the tension between us. We still haven¡¯t gotten used to having to share her amongst the three of us. Talking about it didn¡¯t help. ¡°Are these two women your mates?¡± Damon asks, searching for an answer. Both women look disgusted by his question, ¡°of course not.¡± One of them snaps. ¡°Only Gabrie is his mate. No one else.¡± ¡°And it will stay that way for the rest of our lives,¡± Gabrie adds; there is no mistaking the threat in her voice. ¡°It¡¯s concerning her.¡± Arthur nods in the girl¡¯s direction. ¡°I¡¯m sure you¡¯ve heard of Kane, Alpha Eric¡¯s son. I believe that she could be his mate, but the problem is that he¡¯s already bonded with another woman. I wanted to know if this could happen.¡± ¡°While we all have the same mate. None of us have marked her. We¡¯re not sure what will happen if one out of the three of us marks her. It¡¯s why we haven¡¯t done it. I¡¯m not sure if this means that after marking your mate, it¡¯s possible to find another. All I can confirm is that you can have more than one mate. It¡¯s possible. It¡¯s not f*****g easy; sharing never is. But it¡¯s possible.¡± I try to exin. ¡°Nice to meet you,dies,¡± Damon said as he shook their hands. ¡°Atticus,¡± Dante says my name in an rmed grumble. ¡°I think you should look at this.¡± He hands the phone to me, and I freeze. It¡¯s an article; the headline is written in bold letters, ¡®Atticus Fawn to wed Autumn Rivera.¡¯ ¡°What is this f*****g article about?¡± I demand from Dante. ¡°Mother and father did not mention anything to me about marrying a woman. And Autumn Rivera? Have they lost their minds?¡± Autumn was my mate¡¯s best friend. They were always spending time together, and there was something about the girl that made me feel¡ªsomething. I can¡¯t put my finger on it. Whatever it was, I didn¡¯t like it. Not even a little. ¡°Didn¡¯t mother tell you that there would be an important business deal with the Riveras tonight? She asked that youe home early for the announcement. I¡¯m guessing this is what she was referring to.¡± Damon exins as he takes another look at the article. He looks like he¡¯s reading the entire thing trying to figure out what was happening. ¡°This can¡¯t be f*****g true.¡± I snap. My hands are shaking with rage. ¡°I won¡¯t marry another woman other than my mate. Mother should know this! How could she do this without informing me first?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s just stay calm,¡± Damon says. ¡°Maybe this article is false. They¡¯re always posting false information about our lives. Let¡¯s all take a deep breath and get home to hear what our parents say about this.¡± I don¡¯t waste any time. I was already jumping into the jeep and waiting for my brothers as they said goodbye to Arthur. I¡¯m driving this time. I¡¯m letting the jeep go as fast as it possibly could. I had to find out if anything in that article was urate. And if it were, I would find a way to stop it. Chapter 3 Chapter 3 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 3 ~AUTUMN~ Something is happening. I don¡¯t know what it is. Our parents are too happy. Atticus¡¯s parents are shaking hands with my parents like they¡¯re about to make the biggest deals of their life. And while I should be overjoyed over this, I can¡¯t help but feel nervous and a little skeptical about the entire thing. For one, my siblings were nowhere around for this ¡®important¡¯ business deal. If it were that important, they would be here as well. Why were my parents so strict about me being with them? Something tells me that I will get my answer very soon. ¡°What is going on?¡± I ask my mother when I finally get her alone. ¡°There is something you¡¯re not telling me, and I want to know what it is.¡± I can¡¯t help but tap my fingers against the ss impatiently as I wait for a response¡ªa proper one. There is a reason why she brought me here with her. I should have realized that she wouldn¡¯t have dragged me all the way here without a hidden agenda. Maybe I should have tried harder to get out of this. I knew that trouble was up ahead; I just wasn¡¯t sure what kind of trouble it would be. My breath gets stuck in my throat when the door to the front of us ms open and reveals the man of my dreams. Atticus Fawn. Time stops in those few seconds, just like it always does when he enters a room. His broad shoulders fill the entrance, making it look smaller than it actually was. His eyes are cold and dangerous as he searches the room for someone. Behind him are his brothers. Damon and Dante both look as uneasy as he does. I¡¯m too busy staring at Atticus to care about what¡¯s troubling them. His eyes briefly connect with mine, and his hands tighten into fists. Is it just me, or is he angry that I¡¯m here? During these past few years, Atticus has barely shown me any attention, and the one time he acknowledges me, this is the reaction I get from him? His walk is mighty as he moves forward toward his target. I notice then that there is a magazine in his hand. Not just one; there are at least a dozen. There are multiple gasps throughout the room as he flings the magazines in front of his parents. I catch a picture of myself on the front cover. My heart skips a beat. I¡¯m not the only one in the magazine; there is also Atticus. The pictures aren¡¯t what has me in a daze however, it¡¯s the title at the top. Atticus Fawn To Wed Autumn Rivera. ¡°What is this?¡± He asks, his voice is calm, but his expression is anything but that. This is what my parents had been keeping from me. This is the reason they were all so happy. They were celebrating our marriage without telling us about it. How could they? Isn¡¯t this something we should have agreed upon first? How many people already knew about this? There were already magazines printed, which meant that we were probably thest to know about this. Judging by his actions, Atticus had also just found out. Wasn¡¯t he supposed to be on a date with Anya right now? Did this mean that she also saw the article? I hope that she knows I had nothing to do with it. I hope she knows that I didn¡¯t agree to this wedding. She was my best friend, and while I wasn¡¯t happy with some of her decisions, I wouldn¡¯t intentionally sabotage her rtionship with Atticus. ¡°Atticus.¡± His mother greets him. ¡°It¡¯s nice of you to grace us with your presence finally. As you can see, we have guests right now. If you had a question, you could have asked without throwing these magazines all over the floor.¡± ¡°And you¡¯rete.¡± His father adds. There is no hiding the disappointment in his voice. ¡°If you were on time, you wouldn¡¯t have had to find out this way.¡± ¡°Find out what?¡± he asks. ¡°That I¡¯m getting married to a woman I don¡¯t want to marry?¡± I fight the ache in my heart at his question. I knew he didn¡¯t want to marry me. He wasn¡¯t the one in love. I was. And he didn¡¯t know how much I loved him. I¡¯ve hidden it well. ¡°She¡¯s right there.¡± His mother snaps. ¡°Have some respect for your future wife and the future daughter- inw of this family.¡± Atticus takes a step toward his mother; his eyes sh with anger as he says, ¡°the only woman I will marry is Anya. No one else.¡± He doesn¡¯t say anything else as he storms out of the room. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I watch him go, my eyes lingering on the entrance until I can¡¯t see him anymore. ¡°Don¡¯t feel bad about his words.¡± Carol, his mother, tells me. ¡°He¡¯s just in shock. The wedding will happen. Next week is the official engagement. All of the preparations have already been made.¡± ¡°He has a right to be angry,¡± I tell her, trying not to sound disrespectful. ¡°Neither of us was informed about this wedding. Don¡¯t you think it¡¯s unfair to us? Anya is my best friend. Everyone knows he loves her. How can I marry a man in love with my best friend?¡± She takes my hand in hers, ¡°Anya doesn¡¯t suit our family. She will not fit in well. We are saving her the trouble; if she marries Atticus, she will not be happy, and none of us will.¡± She exins. ¡°You are the perfect woman for him. The both of you match in every way. And our families have been friends for a long time now. This is the best match; no one else will suit our son more than you.¡± I bite my bottom lip. I knew that Anya wasn¡¯t the right woman for him. I knew that I would suit him better. But he didn¡¯t see it like that. And that¡¯s what¡¯s important. As long as Atticus doesn¡¯t see me as the woman he wants to marry, how can I marry him? Chapter 4 Chapter 4 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 4 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°There you are, son,¡± my grandfather, Gerard Fawn, says as he joins me out at theke. This was my favorite part of my home. I would alwayse back here and stare at the view¡ª especially in times like this when I had a lot on my mind. ¡°Are you not speaking to me as well?¡± he asks as he watches theke along with me. ¡°That depends,¡± I say. ¡°Did you also have anything to do with this wedding?¡± He smiles, ¡°the wedding was your mother¡¯s idea, but I had nothing against it. I know you will not agree with us, but Autumn suits our family more than Anya does. Besides, your brothers will be there for her. It¡¯s unfair that all three of you got the same mate, and it¡¯s been tearing this family apart. This wedding is exactly what we need. I believe that a woman like Autumn will help you move on from Anya. Eventually, she would have had to choose one of you. It couldn¡¯t be the three of you for the rest of her life. We are saving you the heartache of the future.¡± ¡°You say it like you know she wouldn¡¯t have chosen me to spend the rest of her life with,¡± I note. He shrugs his shoulder, ¡°she would have chosen one of you. I¡¯m not optimistic you wouldn¡¯t be her first choice. I¡¯m just telling you that marrying Autumn will make it easier for your brothers and you.¡± ¡°Why should I be the one to make the sacrifice?¡± I ask. ¡°Because you¡¯re the eldest.¡± He says. ¡°As the eldest, I¡¯ve also had to make many sacrifices for my siblings while growing up. You have been a good child your entire life, listening to your parents, listening to your grandmother and me; if she were still alive, she would tell you the same thing that I was. Our marriage was also arranged, but we fell deeply in love. It can happen for you also.¡± My grandmother, Annie Fawn, died two years ago. Her death had hit our family hard. We were all still trying to cope with it. Some may argue that two years was enough time to stop grieving, but she was an angel; she did everything for us. ¡°Do you think she would have wanted me to marry Autumn even though Anya is my mate?¡± I ask him. I always respected her opinions. I wish she were still alive to answer this question on her own. He nods, ¡°Your grandmother was always very fond of Autumn. They would meet outside of our home. She never mentioned it to you but told me how much she adored her and wished that someday she could marry into this home.¡± My jaw clenched. His words have gotten to me. Why did she want Autumn to marry into our family? I never knew they were so close. I knew Autumn attended the funeral, but I thought she was forced to by her parents. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°What are you trying to tell me?¡± I ask him. ¡°You know exactly what I¡¯m saying. You will be fulfilling your grandmother¡¯s wish by marrying Autumn. You wondered what she would have said if she was still alive; I can tell you that she would have told you to marry her. I¡¯m not just saying this because it¡¯s what I want or what your parents want; I¡¯m telling you because this is what she would have liked.¡± I stand there, looking at theke, with his words on my mind. I nce at him, and I know that he realizes he¡¯s cornered me. He said the right words. He said the one thing that would guarantee that I marry Autumn. Fulfilling any wishes my grandmother may have had will always be on my to-do list, even if those wishes meant destroying my happiness. Marrying Autumn Rivera may very well take everything from me, but I was willing to do it now. Because of her. ¡°Did my parents put you up to this?¡± I ask him. Heughs, ¡°they may have mentioned something to me. I didn¡¯t do this for them, though; I did it for you and mydy in the sky.¡± I shook my head, ¡°I guess I should go tell them the good news?¡± He nods, ¡°it will make their day. That¡¯s for sure. Though, even if you hadn¡¯t agreed, I know they would have found a way to convince you. It¡¯s your parents, after all.¡± I storm back into the house with one thing on my mind. This time they¡¯re in the garden. All eyes are on me as I approach the crowd. I see her again. Autumn. My future wife. I try to ignore her beauty, standing near a bouquet of red roses with the wind blowing her long ash blonde hair. I tighten my fists and walk past her to my parents. They are still displeased by my actions earlier; I can tell. I know they¡¯re not expecting me to ept this wedding, not this early, especially since I told them earlier that I would only marry Anya. ¡°I¡¯m ready,¡± I say to them. ¡°To marry Autumn. You can start the preparations. I will not try to stop it.¡± My mother¡¯s eyes lit up with happiness, and she hugged me, ¡°I¡¯m so proud of you, son.¡± she said with a smile. ¡°I know that this will be the best decision of your life. Autumn will be your lucky charm.¡± ¡°Now that¡¯s my boy!¡± my father said as he hugged me next. ¡°This is going to be the wedding of the year. No doubt. A Rivera marrying a Fawn, finally.¡± Autumn¡¯s parents are hugging mine. They¡¯re the happiest amongst us. One would think they were the ones getting married by how d they were. Autumn joins us then, and she looks surprised that I agreed to marry her. She opens her mouth to say something when my phone rings. I look down at the caller ID and feel my body be still. Anya. Chapter 5 Chapter 5 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 5 I move away from the crowd, including Autumn. I know she also saw that it was Anya calling me. I take a deep breath as I slide to answer, ¡°Anya.¡± ¡°Atticus!¡± she shouts from the other end. ¡°What are these articles? Why on earth does it say that you are going to marry Autumn? It¡¯s a lie. You wouldn¡¯t agree to marry her knowing we are mates, especially when she¡¯s my closest friend.¡± I run a hand through my hair, ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Anya. I only found out today from the articles. My parents didn¡¯t tell me anything about it. I confronted them, and it turned out that it was true.¡± ¡°No,¡± she whispers. ¡°It can¡¯t be. Please tell me that you¡¯re going to find a way to get out of this wedding. You can¡¯t marry her. You can¡¯t marry Autumn.¡± How did I tell her that I had already agreed to the marriage? How did I tell her I wasn¡¯t about to back out of it? She will never understand my reason behind it. And I wouldn¡¯t me her. No one would want to see their mate marry their best friend. Anya never understood when I put my grandmother first before anyone else; she wouldn¡¯t understand why I chose to ept this marriage for her either. ¡°I¡¯lle to you,¡± I tell her. ¡°We can talk about this in person.¡± ¡°What is there to talk about?¡± she demands. ¡°You¡¯re not marrying Autumn. You need to contact the people that wrote these articles and tell them that it was all a lie. It would help if you did this, Atticus. I will never forgive you if you don¡¯t.¡± ¡°Anya,¡± I whisper; I can barely find my voice. I try toe up with words to make this easier for both of us, but nothinges to my mind. ¡°Don¡¯te here.¡± She screams at me. ¡°I don¡¯t want to see your face. I will only see you if you fix this mess that your parents caused!¡± I don¡¯t get to say anything else to her as she cuts the call. I stare at the screen with a nk expression on my face. I can see my image looking back at me. I swallow; what the f**k am I doing? My life was alreadyplicated before this. I remember the first day I found out that Anya wasn¡¯t just my mate but my brothers as well. It had ripped me apart. I spent days, months¡ªf**k, years trying to be okay with it. It¡¯s safe to say that I still wasn¡¯t; none of us were. We all knew that a day woulde when she had to choose one of the three of us. She¡¯s wanted all three of us, but it¡¯s something that we couldn¡¯t do. Sharing wasn¡¯t my style. I could never share the woman I was in love with. And definitely not with my brothers. I knew that my grandfather was right; I was making things easier on everyone by agreeing to marry Autumn. I¡¯ve always protected my siblings since I was young. I¡¯ve looked out for them. Once more, I had to make a huge sacrifice to make them happy. Now it would be between Damon and Dante to decide. I¡¯m sorry, Anya. Familyes first. It always has. It always will. . . . . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ I bite my lip to keep myself from losing my calm. This wedding was going to drive both Atticus and Anya insane. I didn¡¯t understand him. Why did he agree to this marriage? Just a few minutes ago, he said that the only woman he would marry was Anya. What caused him to change his mind this quickly? And I could see that he was not okay with it. I know Anya was the person who just called him. I understand that this meant she had just found out the truth. The articles must have finally reached her. Our entire school must know by now. This was going to rock everyone¡¯s world. All the students knew that Atticus belonged to Anya and how crazy the three of them were crazy over her; they also knew that Anya and I were best friends. This wedding would be the talk of the town for a long time. Judging from the number of articles already published, our faces would be on the front pages of many magazines for weeks toe. ¡°Would it kill you to smile, sweetheart?¡± my mother whispers near me. ¡°Everyone is looking at you.¡± I try not to roll my eyes, ¡°mother. Smiling is something that only happy people do. I am not happy.¡± ¡°Smiling is also something that can easily be faked. At least do that for me, please.¡± She pleads. I re at her before putting on my fake smile. ¡°Is that okay now?¡± I ask through my fake smile. She grins, ¡°that is lovely. Now keep that smile up because you¡¯ll have to change that dress into an evening gown. You and Atticus have a photoshoot right here in the next hour.¡± ¡°I did not walk with an evening gown,¡± I hiss. ¡°In case you haven¡¯t realized, I was unaware I would be marrying anyone.¡± ¡°That¡¯s already taken care of,¡± she informs me. ¡°Your brother and sister are here. They picked up the dress for you. All that is left for you to do is change into it.¡± ¡°Of course,¡± I mumble. ¡°You have already thought of everything.¡± She smiles, ¡°you know I always am prepared. Let me take you to Atticus¡¯s room. It¡¯s where you will change.¡± ¡°Atticus¡¯s room?¡± I ask, rmed. Why would she take me to his room? Their mansion had plenty of other rooms that I would happily change in. Why did it have to be his? ¡°Yes,¡± she confirms. ¡°After you get married, both of you will share the same room. There is nothing wrong with using his room to change; he is your future husband.¡± I looked in his direction; I didn¡¯t think he would be okay with this. But I don¡¯t think my mother would give me an option to say no. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I follow her into the house. This was the first time I would ever step into his room. I¡¯ve always wondered what it would be like. It took us a while to get there; the distance from the garden to his room was longer than I expected. The door opened, and I held my breath. It smelled like him. It was the first thing that I noticed. I wanted to bury my hands in his shirt on the bed and inhale. ¡°I¡¯ll leave you to change.¡± My mother tells me as she shows me the dress lying right next to his clothes. ¡°And don¡¯t take too long. The photographers are already here.¡± She closed the door behind her, and I sighed the moment I was left alone. I never thought I would ever be in the room that belonged to Atticus Fawn. The interior was ck, his favorite color. Just like I imagined it to be. I want to take my time taking in more of it, but I know my mother wille knocking any minute now. I unzip my dress and pull it down my body before stepping out of it. I¡¯m left in nothing but my underwear. I pick the silver backless dress up from the bed. I hear the doorknob turn, did mother return so soon already? The door flies open, and I say, ¡°mom; I¡¯m not finished¡ª¡± I don¡¯t finish my sentence; I can¡¯t. I¡¯m too stunned to speak. The person in front of me is not my mother. No. It¡¯s Atticus. Chapter 6 Chapter 6 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 6 The dress drops from my hand. His eyes wander lower. My heart skips a beat. His gaze lingers. I can barely hear my breaths as intense hunger clouds his eyes. I¡¯ve never seen a man look at me that way before, and I¡¯ve never seen that look in his eyes, even when he looked at Anya. It was so new to me. The sound of footsteps breaks both of us out of our trance. Atticus steps in and ms the door shut before anyone can see me. The sound is enough to remind me of my state. I spin around and cover my exposed breasts even though it doesn¡¯t make sense now that he¡¯s seen them. And I¡¯m not helping the situation by showing him my bare ass either. That is if he¡¯s still looking at me, which I doubt he is. He clears his throat. ¡°I¡¯ll leave when my brother walks past my room.¡± He tells me. Did I mistake it, or was there a huskiness to his voice? ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I whisper. ¡°This is your room. I¡¯ll be finished in a minute. You can have the room to yourself after.¡± ¡°No.¡± He disagrees. ¡°There is no need to rush.¡± There is a slight pause before he softly says, ¡°this will be your room eventually.¡± A minute passes, and I hear the door open and close behind me. I let out a breath I didn¡¯t realize I had been holding as I fell onto his bed. My face hits his shirt, and I inhale even though I shouldn¡¯t. Why do even his clothes smell as good as him? It doesn¡¯t make any sense to me. I jump off the bed when the door suddenly opens again, ¡°Autumn, why are you still not dressed?¡± my mother demands. ¡°What are you waiting for?¡± I sigh and quickly put on the dress. She helps me zip it to the back, and then we head back out of the room. Atticus is waiting for us a little distance away, and I can feel my cheeks burn at the reminder of what just happened. He saw me almost entirely naked. Just when I thought things couldn¡¯t get worse for me, I had managed to sh Atticus Fawn. This day was about to break the record for my list of most embarrassing things I¡¯ve gotten into. I watch as he walks into the room to change as I have done. ¡°Your phone is blowing up,¡± my sister tells me as she joins my side. I take it from her and stare at the many notifications. Oh crap. Everyone from my school knew that I was marrying Atticus already. Just like I had suspected. Some were calling me a fake friend; others were begging me to be their friend now that I would be married to Atticus. None of those things managed to upset me, like the one message that stood out. It was from Anya. ¡®How could you?¡¯ It was just three words, but it left the impact that she wanted it to have on me. It wasn¡¯t my intention to marry Atticus. I didn¡¯t think he would have agreed to any of this. When I get a chance, I will have to corner him about everything. It couldn¡¯t be something simple that made him agree to marry me. Did his parents threaten him and force him to agree? But they were by my side the entire time; they wouldn¡¯t have had the chance to convince him. Someone or something else was the cause for his sudden change in decision. There are ten missed calls from her¡ªmy closest friend. She should know that I would never intentionally betray her. This was out of my control. I didn¡¯t even know about it to begin with. Maybe I can meet with Atticus, and we can discuss finding a way to stop the wedding. Even though my heart belonged to him, I didn¡¯t want to take him away from Anya. I cared about them too much to separate them from each other. When Atticus walks out of the room, my heart stops beating for a second. I can¡¯t help but stare. The white shirtpliments his eyes, and the fabric pressed tightly against his body leaves nothing for the imagination. He catches me staring, and my breath gets caught in my throat. I quickly looked away, trying to act normal even though my heart was racing in my chest. This is the effect he always had on me. Except now he was finally looking my way. He never did before. I had his attention, and I wasn¡¯t prepared at all for my body¡¯s response to it. He¡¯s beautiful. Atticus is the most beautiful man I¡¯ve ever set my eyes on. Too good looking for his own good. ¡°Come with me,¡± Atticus says, and I do as he says. He takes us to the photographer. The man looks eager to take our pictures. This must be something he loves doing. Was he ustomed to taking pictures of couples who didn¡¯t want to get married? If not, this was about to be interesting for him. ¡°Put your arms around her.¡± The photographer orders Atticus. There are other photographers to the back, ready to snap as well. I bite my lip when his fingers curl around my waist. His hand was warm; his body was too. And it felt good next to mine. His scent was stronger now that he was this close to me, and I think I might faint from this contact. ¡°I need you both to give me your best smile.¡± He continues to tell us. Our best smile? Neither of us was happy. How could we do that? My mother points at her lips, mimicking a smile. I sigh and do as the photographer asks. I can feel the anger radiating off Atticus. He¡¯s pissed that he has to do this with me, and I don¡¯t me him. No one should be forced to do anything they weren¡¯t happy doing. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. My body is motionless as I wait for it to bepleted. I¡¯m trying not to enjoy his nearness, but it¡¯s hard to do. ¡°I¡¯ll make this work.¡± He dismissed us suddenly. After the photoshoot, I followed Atticus back into the house until I got a chance to be with him alone. When he turns to look at me, he doesn¡¯t look surprised. He must have already sensed me behind him. ¡°Why are you following me, Autumn?¡± My name on his mouth sends a shiver down my spine. How many times have I wished to hear my name in his mouth? This wasn¡¯t how I wanted it to happen, however. ¡°I want to know if there is a way for us to get out of this marriage,¡± I tell him. ¡°I know you don¡¯t want to marry me. I know you love Anya. And she is my best friend. I don¡¯t want her to think I¡¯m betraying her by marrying you. I can¡¯t get out of it on my own. I¡¯ll need your help.¡± Atticus looks surprised at my words. He didn¡¯t expect me to ask him to get out of this marriage. What was so shocking about that? Did he think I was just like my parents? Chapter 7 Chapter 7 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 7 My hand begins to quiver when he takes a step toward me and ces one hand above my head. His gaze is severe and intense as he looks at me. ¡°I¡¯ve already agreed to marry you, Autumn.¡± He says. ¡°I¡¯m not a man that goes back on his word. This wedding is happening.¡± I bite my lip, and his gaze lowers to it¡ªmy breath hitches at the look in his eyes. I must have imagined it. Atticus would never look at me with heat like that. But he did earlier as well. Didn¡¯t he? When I¡¯d barely had any clothes on and my breasts were exposed to him. I try to breathe through the intense emotions in my heart. I had to be imagining this. ¡°Why did you agree to marry me?¡± I ask him. ¡°Just a few hours ago, you hated the idea of it. What could have possibly made you change your mind so quickly?¡± He sighs, ¡°that isn¡¯t important. All you need to know is that this wedding is happening. If you tell me now that you don¡¯t want to marry me, I¡¯ll find a way to stop it. But if you don¡¯t have anyints, I will marry you.¡± My lips part; if only he knew the truth in my heart. If only he understood how much I wanted to marry him, but only if he wanted me. I didn¡¯t want this to be forced. I don¡¯t say anything else, and Atticus takes that as my consent to him marrying me. He¡¯s still staring at me, making me nervous under his gaze. ¡°There you two are!¡± My mother says as she spots us. ¡°There is one more picture that we didn¡¯t take.¡± Another picture? ¡°Mother,¡± I say. ¡°We¡¯ve taken enough. More than enough.¡± She grabs my hand and pulls me with her, ¡°no, it¡¯s not enough. Thisst picture is an important one. We need the public to believe that you¡¯re both in love. And this is going to help with that.¡± I sigh, ¡°I guess there is no point in saying no now. I already agreed to everything else.¡± ¡°That¡¯s the spirit!¡± She cheers. It¡¯s hard trying to put a smile on my face when I am far from happy. My mother doesn¡¯t realize how much this bothers me. She¡¯s too preupied with her excitement to take a second and look at me. I know she thinks this is the right thing for us, but how can she be so sure? I fold my arms as Atticus joins me in front of the photographer. He looks just as over this as I am. Even the photographer seems to sense the tension between us. He probably couldn¡¯t wait to get this over with as well. He was happier before when he thought we wanted to marry each other. He must know by now that this is an arranged marriage, not one out of love. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°What pose do you want us to do?¡± Atticus asks. There is no hiding the irritation in his voice. I try not to let it bother me. I gave him the chance to stop the wedding; he didn¡¯t take it. There was nothing else that I could do. I shouldn¡¯t feel guilty over this. The only person I had to ask for forgiveness after this was Anya. I had to speak to her and exin everything that took ce. This wasn¡¯t just a shock to her. It would take me months toe to terms with everything that happened today. It all took ce so quickly that my mind is still trying to process it. ¡°A kiss. That¡¯s thest picture I need to take.¡± My body goes still. A kiss? Are they insane? We just learned that we have to marry each other and suddenly they expected us to kiss. I can hear Atticus¡¯s breathing next to me. It¡¯s loud and uneven. He doesn¡¯t want to kiss me. I can tell. ¡°Is that truly necessary?¡± He asks the photographer. ¡°Of course, it is,¡± he answers him. ¡°You¡¯re going to marry her. It¡¯s a simple request. Grooms are usually happy to kiss their brides for a picture. I¡¯ve nevere across a reaction like this before.¡± Atticus¡¯s mother narrows her eyes at him, ¡°there is no need to cause a scene, son; kiss Autumn so that we can have this picture posted as soon as possible.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think¡ª¡± I don¡¯t get time to finish as Atticus¡¯s hand lightly grips my waist and turns me towards him. My eyes widen when his lipse down on mine. And that¡¯s how my first kiss with him happened. With my eyes wide open. His are, too; we¡¯re both staring at each other as his lips stay on top of mine, unmoving. I¡¯m not prepared for the rush of emotions that flood my body. It¡¯s unlike anything I¡¯ve experienced before with any other man. This time, I feel it down to my toes. My eyes slowly close as I let my body take over. I have no control over myself as I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. Atticus¡¯s body goes still at my reaction, and his grip loosens on my waist; it¡¯s like he¡¯s unsure what to do now that I¡¯m kissing him back. It¡¯s almost like he¡¯s in shock. I know that this doesn¡¯t seem right; I know that I should pull away, but the moment he kissed me, I lost all control. My body has wanted this for so long that it¡¯s not thinking straight. I¡¯m not prepared for the low growl that departs his mouth as he deepens the kiss; his hand tightens on my waist, bringing our bodies closer. I try not to whimper as my belly explodes with a forbidden desire for this man. Another growl pulses from him as he rips his body away from mine. My eyes widen with horror as he wipes his lips as though to rub my taste away. Did he hate it that much? Chapter 8 Chapter 8 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 8 ¡°This is perfect!¡± The photographer says. ¡°For someone that didn¡¯t want to do the kiss, to begin with, you did an excellent job.¡± Atticus looks anything but happy with his praise. I couldn¡¯t believe it. I¡¯ve been dreaming of kissing Atticus since I first fell in love. I¡¯ve always wondered what it would be like to have his lips on mine. I knew now that it was more than I¡¯d ever hoped for from him. I clutched my chest; my heart was racing, pounding hard and fast. I watch as Atticus storms out before anyone can say anything else. I knew he was even more upset than he was showing. I slowly bring my finger to my lips, still tingling from his kiss. ¡°Did I say something wrong?¡± The photographer asks. His voice reminds me that I wasn¡¯t alone. I didn¡¯t want everyone to see how affected I was by his kiss. Though that wouldn¡¯t be such a bad thing since strangers needed to believe that we were in love. While they would easily be able to tell that Atticus was not in love with me, I feel like anyone would be able to read straight through me like an open book. ¡°Do not take his actions to heart, Mr. Asanto.¡± His mother assures him. ¡°My son is a little stressed from all of the preparations. That¡¯s all.¡± She lied with so much ease; it was a shock to me. It would seem that my parents weren¡¯t the only ones with this skill. I know that I shouldn¡¯t follow after Atticus, but my feet are moving without my permission. I want to ensure he is okay and doesn¡¯t do anything stupid. I keep searching for him until I finally do spot him. He¡¯s entering his car, one of the many his family owns. They were the best in designing fast vehicles and manufacturing them. They also added special features, whatever their customers desired. They were brilliant when it came to fast cars. That¡¯s why once someone bought a car from them, they didn¡¯t bother looking elsewhere. I wasn¡¯t sure if Atticus should be driving under these conditions. I try to get to him before he leaves, but he¡¯s already speeding past me. My hair flies all over my face from the force of it. I sighed; now I had to hope that he drove safely and didn¡¯t act recklessly because of the wedding. My heart races with fear as I watch his car drive off with him in it. . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ The engine revs as the car elerates. I have plenty on my mind. There is so much, yet I can¡¯t focus on anything else but the kiss I just shared with Autumn. Her lips were soft like butter, and her taste was still in my mouth. Her taste was like a sweet apple, and her scent was like fresh roses. I swallowed, and it felt like I was letting the taste of her into my body by doing so. The guilt was eating me alive, not for kissing her but for how it made me feel. I had a mate. I had someone I couldn¡¯t live without. So why did one kiss bother me this much? Why was the impact so strong? This was wrong. So f*****g wrong. What the f**k was my problem? Why couldn¡¯t I have some control? I¡¯ve always had more self-control than this, even around Anya. What had changed now? What was it about Autumn? I felt like a damn failure. Anya was crying and in pain, and yet I was f*****g enjoying a kiss with her best friend. The least I could do for her was not feel any emotions around Autumn, and I couldn¡¯t even do that. What would she do when that picture of us was posted? What would she do when everyone she knows sees it and asks her about us? Everyone in school knew of our rtionship; they would bombard her with questions. How would she feel? It was supposed to be a peck, nothing else. But when Autumn wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled our bodies closer, something inside me snapped. It was unlike anything I¡¯d felt in the past. I was disappointed in myself. I should have been stronger. I¡¯d never done something like this before. Never. Not once. Autumn always could make me feel things I didn¡¯t like; it¡¯s why I tried my best to ignore her in the past. But this time, it was out of my control. I couldn¡¯t run from her anymore. She was to be my wife. Avoiding her would be stupid at this point. She would soon share the same room as me, the same car, the same house. We already attended the same school; I couldn¡¯t avoid her anymore. To make matters worse, I had seen her almost naked. I mutter a few curse words. Her body was very desirable. I hated that I noticed it the moment I saw her. I hate how much I wanted to stop and stare. Autumn has always dressed appropriately. She barely showed much skin. But this time, I was able to f*****g see more than I¡¯ve ever done in the past, and I wish I hadn¡¯t. It wasn¡¯t something I would ever be able to forget, no matter how hard I tried. ¡°Call Anya,¡± Imand. ¡°Calling Anya.¡± My jaw clenches when she cuts the call on the first ring. Shouldn¡¯t she at least hear what I had to say? I wanted to give her a proper apology. One that she deserved after everything. She has done nothing but make me happy, and now I was hurting her. I was a failure as a mate. My brothers deserved her more than I did. They¡¯d already left home to look after her. At least she wasn¡¯t alone. I knew that they would make up for my absence. They would give her the love that she deserved. ¡°f**k!¡± I roar as I pound my fist against the steering wheel. From N?velDrama.Org. When will this nightmare end? Chapter 9 Chapter 9 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 9 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°You need to get Autumn a ring.¡± My father tells me. ¡°It has to be appealing to the eyes. Remember, everyone would be looking at her hand. Make them stop and stare. They must know that the Fawns do not y when ites to things like that.¡± I should have expected this is what he wanted to discuss when he called me into his office earlier. Choosing a ring felt like something I should be doing with someone I was in love with; not a woman my family was forcing me to marry. Okay ¡°She can choose it for herself,¡± I tell him. ¡°I¡¯ll give her my card.¡± The thought of choosing a ring for a woman I didn¡¯t love made me angry. My father narrows his eyes and twitches his mouth in disapproval. ¡°That will not do. You must choose it together and don¡¯t return home unless it¡¯s one of the most expensive rings in the store.¡± I sigh; of course, that¡¯s all he¡¯s concerned about¡ªeveryone¡¯s opinion on the ring. The only person¡¯s opinion he should be worried about is Autumn. She¡¯s the one that would be wearing it. I look at my phone when I receive a notification. It¡¯s from Anya. My heart races at finally getting a reply from her. I¡¯m not happy with what she¡¯s said, however. ¡®I thought you loved me. I was wrong about us.¡¯ ¡°I hope you aren¡¯t still talking to that girl.¡± My father says to me. ¡°You¡¯re about to marry Autumn, respect her, and do not disappoint our family.¡± ¡°Are you truly asking that from me, father?¡± I demand. ¡°You already destroyed my life and are forcing me to marry someone that I do not love for the sake of making more money and connections. How can you ask me also to stop speaking to Anya?¡± I couldn¡¯t just cut her out of my life like she was nothing. I needed time toe to terms with everything . I needed time to get her out of my life slowly. I couldn¡¯t just close my eyes and pretend she was never anything to me. ¡°She will be a distraction.¡± My father says as he ignores my question. ¡°I can¡¯t exactly ignore her when my brothers have her around the house, now can I?¡± I demand. ¡°She isn¡¯t out of our lives. Whether you like it or not, father, Anya will one day be part of this family. Whether it be Dante or Damon, one of them will marry her.¡± He looks pissed that I just pointed out the obvious to him. He may have seeded in getting me to marry Autumn, but my brothers were much more stubborn than I was. They would not have given in this easily. ¡°I will inform Autumn that you will pick her up at her home in an hour.¡± He finally says. ¡°Do not bete.¡± I re at him but do not say anything else. Speaking to my father about this entire thing would make me angrier than I already felt. I grab the car keys from the desk and storm out of his office. ¡°Wow there,¡± Griffin says when I bounce into him. ¡°You¡¯re not in a good mood.¡± ¡°Yeah?¡± I ask. ¡°What gave it away?¡± My younger brother scratches his chin as he pretends to find an answer. ¡°Hmmm, that¡¯s a tricky one.¡± ¡°You stay here and try to figure out an answer,¡± I tell him. ¡°I have somewhere I need to be.¡± He grins, ¡°it¡¯s to meet your future wife, isn¡¯t it?¡± I ignore the look of bliss on his face. He has never tried to hide his dislike for Anya. Of course, he will be happy that I was marrying someone other than her. ¡°Laugh now, but one day your turn wille, and you¡¯ll marry someone you don¡¯t want to, ¡°I warn him. ¡°I have a solution for that.¡± He responds. ¡°Never to fall in love.¡± I ignore him because I know that isn¡¯t possible. Love creeps up on you, and when it happens, it¡¯s something that you can¡¯t simply ignore. He will know this soon enough. I knew where Autumn lived. I dropped Anya there a few times before. It doesn¡¯t take long for me to reach my destination. I¡¯m surprised when she¡¯s already waiting by the gate. How long has she been waiting there for me? Her beauty strikes me at first. I¡¯ve ignored it before, but this time it¡¯s hard to do the same when I know she¡¯s waiting there just for me with her short ck dress and her hair tied in a messy bun. I get out of the vehicle and face her with concern, ¡°why didn¡¯t you wait inside for me?¡± I ask her. Her face turned red at my question, ¡°I didn¡¯t wait that long. I know how quickly you drive, and your father said you would be here in an hour.¡± She¡¯s even more breathtaking up close. I¡¯m not prepared for it. I take a step back from her before her scent could infect me. I open her door and wait for her to enter the car before shutting it and returning to the driver¡¯s side. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I can tell how nervous she is by the way she¡¯s ying with her fingers on herp. ¡°Where are we going?¡± She asks me. I nce at her, and I wish I hadn¡¯t. Autumn is a sight in the front seat of my car. Her long tanned legs are folded and gently shaking. Her exposed neck is begging for a kiss, just like her pink lips were. My fingers tightened on the steering wheel as I fought the urge to touch her still trembling thighs. I dragged my gaze away before she could find me staring at her. f**k. I knew seeing her half-naked body would have been the death of me. Now I wanted to remove her clothes and see the one thing hidden from me that day. It was an image that would haunt me for the rest of my life. I clear my throat before saying, ¡°we have to get you a ring before the engagement party.¡± Chapter 10 Chapter 10 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 10 ~Autumn ~ A ring? I didn¡¯t once think we would have the opportunity to choose rings together. I knew we were getting married, but I never thought that Atticus would personally take me with him to get a ring. He was doing everything I¡¯ve dreamed of at least once in my life, and it made my heart fill with joy. How perfect would this have been if he¡¯d wanted to do these things with me? It would be like living in my crazy dreams. Dreams that were all filled with him. I don¡¯t understand how Atticus never noticed the way my body came alive in his presence; I¡¯m not sure how I¡¯ve managed to keep this from everyone for so long. But Atticus knowing that I had feelings for him would only make all of this worse. He was already unhappy with the marriage; he would hate me if he knew how much I wanted him. To know that all this time while he was with my best friend, I¡¯ve always loved him. Even I was ashamed of this. I wouldn¡¯t me him for hating me if he ever found out. I wouldn¡¯t me them both for hating me. It¡¯s possible that Anya already hates me. ¡°Your parents forced you to do this, didn¡¯t they?¡±I ask. He wouldn¡¯t have decided this on his own. I knew that much. He was too in love with Anya to willingly go ring shopping with me. He nods, ¡°but it¡¯s expected for you to have a ring. It would be suspicious if you didn¡¯t. Whether they forced me or not doesn¡¯t matter, I would have gotten one for you eventually.¡± I try not to let his voice affect me, but it¡¯s hard when his voice strikes my desire for him. It¡¯s deep but somehow soothing at the same time. I felt like closing my eyes and asking him to keep talking. It doesn¡¯t matter what he says; I¡¯ll enjoy whateveres out of his mouth. ¡°We¡¯re here.¡± He says suddenly. I¡¯m disappointed that the drive was so fast. I wanted more time alone with him in the car. I knew that Atticus would wish to limit the amount of time he spent with me as much as possible. We both wanted different things. I follow him out of the car, and we walk into the store named Promise Of Gold¡ªthe most expensive and popr jewelry ce in town. ¡°While I want you to choose whatever you want, I should warn you that my father wants it to be expensive. Preferably thergest diamond avable. We¡¯re already doing everything they¡¯re asking us to do, why not this as well?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t do that.¡± I immediately begin to say, but he cuts me off with the look he gives me next. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s willing to take no for an answer. I think he mainly wants to avoid any confrontation with his parents. ¡°You know how stubborn our families are. There¡¯s no use trying to do anything different at this point.¡± He notes. ¡°Besides, money is not a problem for me. This is nothing for you to feel ufortable or guilty over.¡± Money was not a problem for me either, but I didn¡¯t like to ept expensive gifts when I didn¡¯t deserve them, especially when someone was being forced to give them to me. The employees scramble when they spot the two of us. ¡°Mr. Fawn,¡± Brent, ording to his name tag, greeted Atticus before turning to me with a slight nod. ¡°Miss Rivera. It¡¯s a pleasure to have you both here with us. Congrattions on your new journey together. Everyone is looking forward to the wedding of the year. We¡¯re so happy that you chose here to purchase your rings.¡± I smiled at him, letting him know that I appreciated his words. Atticus, on the other hand, looked impatient and was constantly checking his phone. Was he looking for a message from Anya? Were they speaking to each other again? I knew she was ignoring him like she was doing to me, but I wasn¡¯t sure if that had changed. I tried to contact her to apologize and exin what happened, but she wouldn¡¯t let me. ¡°Show us your most precious rings,¡± Atticus tells the store manager. Brent nods and nervously guides us to a private room with their priciest rings. The collections were beautiful, but I couldn¡¯t see anything that caught my interest. I wanted a ring that would make me feel closer to Atticus. And none of these were doing that for me. I knew that Atticus wanted me to choose a ring quickly so that he could get this over with, but I couldn¡¯t do that. I wanted to at least love it before I allowed him to spend all that money on me. ¡°Choose what you like.¡± He says softly. I don¡¯t want to be the only one to choose; I would also like his opinion. But would he give it to me? ¡°Which one do you think would suit me?¡± I ask him. ¡°I¡¯m looking, but I don¡¯t think I see anything I want with me for the rest of my life.¡± Atticus looks surprised by my words, but he quickly masks his reaction. ¡°She¡¯s the first I¡¯ve seen that asked for her partner¡¯s opinion. You¡¯re lucky. She loves you plenty.¡± Brent points out. The blood drains from my face. I know that Atticus wouldn¡¯t believe his words but what bothers me is how valid those words were. I try not to look at Atticus. I didn¡¯t want to see his expression after hearing what the manager had to say. Atticus surprises me when he pulls his chair closer to the disy. I continue to search along with him, and I spot something that catches my attention¡ªthe first ring to do so. ¡°Can we see that one?¡± He asks, and my gaze follows where his finger is pointing at. I¡¯m surprised when he¡¯s chosen the same ring that first caught my eyes¡ªa diamond in the shape of a heart. Brent hands it over to us, and it sparkles under the yellow light. Atticus takes my hand in his and puts the ring onto my finger. My hand feels warm under his gentle touch. He stares at it for a few seconds before lifting his face and looking straight at me. My breath hitches, and it¡¯s almost difficult to breathe with the darkness in his eyes. Does he also feel the connection that I do? He breaks eye contact suddenly, and I try not to pout because of it. ¡°Do you like it?¡± He asks. This was the one. There was no doubt in my mind that this was what I wanted. It wasn¡¯t the most expensive in the store, but it was unique and felt like it was made just for me. I don¡¯t think either of our parents would kick a fuss since it was still highly pricey. And it was beautiful. Even more beautiful to me now that Atticus was the one to choose it for me. ¡°I love it.¡± I finally answer. Atticus looks pleasantly surprised, but he doesn¡¯t say anything to me. He hands his card over to Brent, who happily takes it from him. ¡°Aren¡¯t we also getting a ring for you?¡± I ask him. ¡°You don¡¯t need to worry about that.¡± He says. ¡°I¡¯ll take care of it.¡± ¡°No,¡± I disagree. ¡°You got me a ring. I will also like to get one for you. I¡¯ll be happy to choose one like you did for me.¡± He¡¯s about to respond when something on his phone catches his attention. His face turns pale, and what it was must have frightened him. ¡°I have to go.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°Something happened to Anya.¡± Anya? I immediately stood up from the chair. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°If something is wrong, I need to be there as well. I want to be there for her.¡± ¡°It¡¯s just not a good idea, Autumn. Thest thing she will want to see is the two of us together. I¡¯ll call Griffin and ask him to drop you back home.¡± I¡¯m about to protest, but he¡¯s already out of the door before I can say anything else. Brent gives me a look of pity. I knew he wouldn¡¯t be the only one to look at me like that from now on. Atticus would always run to Anya. I didn¡¯t know how to ever get used to something like that. Chapter 11 Chapter 11 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 11 ~ATTICUS~ My heart was racing; Damon had informed me that Anya had gotten into an ident. He sent me the location on my phone, and I was almost there. ¡°Call Griffin.¡± He answers on the first ring. ¡°How can I be of assistance?¡± He asks in a teasing manner. ¡°I need you to pick Autumn up from the jewelry store and drop her back home, ¡°I tell him. ¡°What?¡± He shouts on the other end. ¡°You went with her. Why didn¡¯t you drop her back home?¡± My jaw clenches, ¡°Anya got into an ident. I¡¯m going to make sure that she¡¯s alright.¡± I could practically see the annoyance on Griffin¡¯s face through the phone without actually seeing him. ¡°She¡¯s not your problem anymore. Leaving Autumn behind was a stupid move.¡± ¡°Griffin,¡± I growl. ¡°I didn¡¯t ask for your opinion. Just tell me if you can pick her up.¡± ¡°Yes, I can care for your beautiful future wife since you can¡¯t do it for yourself.¡± He says before ending the call. My jaw clenches, and I try not to let his words bother me. But it does. The thought of anyone else but me taking care of Autumn doesn¡¯t sit right with me. But what the hell was I supposed to do? I knew that Autumn would have toe first eventually after she became my wife, but for now, I want to do whatever I can to be there for Anya. These are thest moments I¡¯ll have to spend with her. I didn¡¯t want to waste any opportunity to do that. I¡¯ve hurt her, and I chose my family over her; I felt I owed her plenty. I felt guilty. And that guilt felt like it was stifling me. I pull to the side when I spot her car. The same car I had bought for herst year. I jump out of the vehicle. Damon and Dante are already here, and they¡¯reforting her. It hurts me to know I¡¯m thest of the three of us to be there for her when she needs me. This was something I would have to get used to, but I knew it wouldn¡¯t be easy. Seeing my brothers do what I loved and knowing I couldn¡¯t do it anymore was enough to send me insane with anger. I noticed that the ident was not a bad one. The bumper was the only thing with a scrape on it, but Anya still looked shaken up. Her gaze falls on me, and she narrows her eyes, ¡°what is he doing here?¡± She demands from my brothers. ¡°I thought I told you I didn¡¯t want to see him unless he ended this marriage with Autumn.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Anya.¡± Dante apologizes to her. ¡°We knew you wanted to see him even though you said otherwise. We can feel how much you miss him.¡± Hearing that she missed me didn¡¯t make me feel any better. I was the one doing this to her. I was making her cry and be in all this emotional pain. No one was to me but me. I was sacrificing my happiness for the sake of my family. I was giving my brothers a chance to have her. I was making it easier for them. And I was doing this for my grandmother. I hope she¡¯s proud of me for fulfilling her wishes. ¡°Please leave,¡± Anya begs. ¡°I do not want to see you. Not after what you did. Not after what you both did to me. You¡¯re both traitors, and I don¡¯t want to see either of you unless you stop this madness.¡± I couldn¡¯t take her in my arms or wipe her tears. I had to stay still and let her vent her anger toward me. It hurt, but it felt good to be able to see her. It felt good to hear her voice. But I couldn¡¯t do what she wanted from me, and because of that, I turned and left as she asked me to. It was f*****g hard, but I did it anyway. . . . . . . . . . . ~Autumn~ My eyes are stuck on the red diamond ring in front of me. I knew how much Atticus loved red diamonds, and this ring would surely catch his eyes. From N?velDrama.Org. ¡°You have wonderful taste,¡± Brent tells me. ¡°Do you want to purchase it?¡± I hand him my card. ¡°Yes.¡± I knew Atticus told me that he would take care of it, but I didn¡¯t want him to. This way, I wouldn¡¯t feel ufortable that he spent so much on my ring. ¡°We already have his measurements on our system. This will fit him perfectly.¡± I smile. I wasn¡¯t sure if Atticus would be happy or upset that I¡¯d purchased this ring without him after he¡¯d told me not to, but I was willing to take the risk. ¡°Is AutumnRivera in here?¡± Someone asks. I turn towards the sound and find Griffin looking for me. I wave for him to spot me, and when he does, he smiles. ¡°Are you ready?¡± I nod and take the rings from Brent, who thanks me once more for purchasing the ring. ¡°I¡¯m sorry my brother left you stranded,¡± he apologizes as we enter his car. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure him. ¡°I know how much Anya means to him. Besides, he didn¡¯t leave me stranded. He made sure that you came for me.¡± Griffin sighs, ¡°if you keep thinking that way, he will always do things like this to you. You need to stand your ground with my brother and tell him if you don¡¯t like something. If not, he¡¯s going to keep thinking that you¡¯re okay with it and keep on doing it.¡± I¡¯m surprised that he¡¯s telling me this. It seems like he¡¯s looking out for me, and I¡¯m amazed that he would do that, knowing how much Atticus loved Anya. I thought he would also be upset that his brother was being forced into this marriage with me. ¡°You don¡¯t have to be so shocked that I want my brother to do the right thing. I¡¯m not an asshole.¡± He assured me with a grin. ¡± I know Atticus told me to drop you home, but I have a better idea.¡± He tells me as he reverses out of the parking lot. ¡°I¡¯m not sure¡ª,¡± ¡°We¡¯re going to the beach. I have a few friends that are having a party down there. It¡¯s good for you to make some new friends now that Anya considers you a traitor. She wasn¡¯t that good of a friend, to begin with. You¡¯re going to love my friends. Just trust me.¡± Trust him? Griffin did seem like someone I could easily trust. Meeting new friends may not be the worse thing in the world. Chapter 12 Chapter 12 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 12 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°Are you going to stay in the car the entire time?¡± Griffin asks in a teasing manner. We were at the beach, but I was contemting getting out of the vehicle with the number of people I saw. I didn¡¯t think this was going to be a big party. Now I knew I was wrong. I shook my head and got out even though I truly wanted to stay behind. ¡°I¡¯ll make sure you aren¡¯t ufortable.¡± He promised me as he guided me over to a group of girls. I already recognized them. They were popr girls. Of course, Griffin would be friends with the most famous people in our school, just like his siblings. ¡°Good to see you.¡± He greets them. ¡°I¡¯m sure you all know my future sister-inw, Autumn. And these girls need no introduction either.¡± No, they didn¡¯t. The one smiling at me was Scarlett Mae, and next to her was her sister ra. ra used to be the more popr one among the two sisters; in fact, Scarlett never really attended events like this, from what I knew about her. She reminded me a lot of myself. But all that changed when Carter Prince broke up with her sister ra. They were the couple that everyone looked up to, but everyone always knew that Carter was never faithful to ra. I¡¯m not sure how that changed Scarlett, but she soon started attending parties and school games; she was bing more popr than her sister, especially since Carter seemed to have his eyes on her. That was gross; how could he be interested in Scarlett when he dated her sister? But that was not my business. I¡¯ve learned to keep away from drama, especially like that. ¡°We¡¯ve barely spoken in the past; I¡¯m sure we can be great friends,¡± Scarlett tells me. ¡°That would be great since Autumn can do with some new friends after what happened with Anya,¡± Griffin adds. Scarlett and ra give each other a knowing look. Of course, everyone was already talking about it by their expressions, but I didn¡¯t expect anything different. I knew this would happen when I learned I would marry Atticus. ¡°You don¡¯t need to feel ufortable around us.¡± ra assured me. ¡°How about we don¡¯t even bring that up,¡± Scarlett says. Griffin grins, ¡°I knew you girls were my safest option to introduce Autumn to. I told you I would make sure you weren¡¯t ufortable.¡± He reminds me. He was right. Scarlett and her sister seemed nicer than I expected them to be. ¡°I¡¯m going to meet a few guys from the team,¡± Griffin tells me as he walks over to the football yers. I think this was one of their parties for winning yet another game. ¡°Do you want a drink, Autumn?¡± ra asks me. I shook my head. ¡°I don¡¯t drink.¡± She smiles, ¡°Scarlett doesn¡¯t either, but I¡¯m making sure she gets drunk today.¡± ¡°Is that the famous bride of Atticus Fawn?¡± Someone asks behind me. Scarlett rolled her eyes as Amy joined us, ¡°why do you show up everywhere we are?¡± ¡°I wasn¡¯t talking to you, darling. I was talking to the girl that stole her best friend¡¯s boyfriend. But you should know plenty about that since you¡¯re also stealing your sister¡¯s boyfriend.¡± ¡°Ex-boyfriend.¡± Scarlett snaps. ¡°And I¡¯m not stealing anyone. Neither did Autumn. Get your facts straight before you go speaking nonsense.¡± ¡°A little defensive?¡± Amyughs. ¡°You¡¯re not wanted here, Amy.¡± ra hissed. ¡°Leave before we make you.¡± Amy flips her hair and walks away. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about her.¡± Scarlett apologizes. ¡°She¡¯s a pain in our ass.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure her. ¡°I know this is something I¡¯ll have to get used to now that I¡¯m marrying Atticus.¡± ¡°Are you sure you don¡¯t want that drink now?¡± ra asks me. I stared at the bottle in her hand; I could use a little stress reliever. Anything to make me forget what my life was turning into. Atticus had left me while we were choosing engagement rings so that he could look after my best friend, his lover, and his mate. Life was only about to get worse. I grabbed the bottle out of ra¡¯s hand and took a big gulp, to her surprise. Scarlett takes it from me next and does the same. ¡°I thought I would have had to beg you two more than this.¡± raughs as she watches us take turns. I know I shouldn¡¯t be doing this, but I can¡¯t stop. I would deal with the consequences after. . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ When I got home, I noticed that Griffin hadn¡¯t gotten home yet. Did he go somewhere else after dropping Autumn home? ¡°Did Griffine home earlier?¡± I ask my sister rissa. She was adopted by my parents a few years ago and has been a part of our family since then. We¡¯ve loved her as our own, and nothing will ever change that. ¡°No.¡± She says, looking behind me for something or someone. ¡°Did Damon not return with you?¡± I chuckle, ¡°why do I feel like you¡¯re disappointed that it¡¯s me and not him?¡± She¡¯s always been the closest with him, and my brother is also very protective of her. Other than Anya, she was the only other person he¡¯s been so protective over. ¡°Is he here?¡± She asks with hopeful eyes. I sigh, ¡°sorry, rissa. He¡¯s with Anya. She got into a minor ident, and he¡¯s staying with her.¡± Her smile fades, and she turns to leave in disappointment. ¡°Are you sure Griffin didn¡¯t return?¡± I asked her before she could disappear. She nods, ¡°I think I heard someone say that he was going to a beach party.¡± A beach party? ¡°Which beach?¡± ¡°Radiant Bay.¡± She answers. I pull my phone out of my pocket and dial his number. He doesn¡¯t answer at first, but after trying a second time, he finally does. ¡°What¡¯s up, bro?¡± He asks. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. I can hear the loud music sting in the background. Was he drunk? ¡°Did you drop Autumn home?¡± I ask him. There is a slight pause, ¡°oh shoot. Was I supposed to drop her home?¡± My body stiffens at his question. ¡°Did you not pick her up as I asked you to do?¡± I demand. ¡°I did pick her up as you asked.¡± He assured me. ¡°I just never dropped her home.¡± ¡°So where the f**k is she, Griffin?¡± Heughs, and I fail to see what¡¯s so damn amusing. ¡°She¡¯s with me at the party.¡± He answers me. ¡°I sent you a video. Please take a look at it and don¡¯t call me again. I¡¯m having fun, and you¡¯re ruining it with all your questions.¡± Before I can say anything else, he hangs up. I click on his chat and open the video he sent to me. I¡¯m surprised when I see Autumn dancing on the sand barefoot. Her cheeks are red, and it takes me a while to realize that she¡¯s drunk. This motherfucker. Did he get her drunk? As far as I knew, Autumn didn¡¯t drink. So then, what did they do to her? Griffin wasn¡¯t someone to let anyone take advantage of a girl. Maybe I was reading too much into it. But she was clearly drunk. The thought of some asshole trying to touch her sent my blood boiling. My knuckles tightened into fists, and before I knew what I was doing, I was out in my jeep and racing towards the beach. I had to make sure that she was okay. Griffin could be drunk and not paying attention to her. There was no telling who was at that beach party. I thought I could f*****g trust my brother to take her home safely. Instead, he¡¯d taken her to a beach party and gotten her drunk for the first time in her life. When I got there, someone had plenty of exining to do! Chapter 13 Chapter 13 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 13 ~AUTUMN~ My head is spinning, but I¡¯m happy. I¡¯m letting myself enjoy the music as I swing my hips along with the beat. Scarlett is next to me, and she¡¯s doing the same while raughs and takes videos of us on her phone. I didn¡¯t think I would enjoy thepany of these girls that I barely knew anything about. Especially girls that were popr. They¡¯re definitely not like the others. I¡¯m happy Griffin introduced me to them. He was telling the truth all along, and I was delighted I could trust him. The music gets louder, and the only thing that can improve tonight is having Atticus with me. But I knew that wasn¡¯t possible. He was probably still looking after Anya. I shook my head and pushed him out of my mind. This wasn¡¯t the time to be thinking about my troubles. A hand on my waist causes me to stop dancing. I spun around to see a red-haired guy grinning at me. ¡°Can I join in?¡± Was he asking for my permission after putting his hands on me? I narrow my eyes, but before I can push him away, I spot a familiar figure heading our way. I would be able to tell it¡¯s him even in darkness. ¡°Get your f*****g hands off my wife,¡± Atticus shouts. My jaw almost hits the floor. Did he really say that, or was I so intoxicated that I was seeing and hearing things? The boy raises his hand in self-defense and moves away from me. Atticus takes a step towards me, ring at me as though I¡¯d also pissed him off. ¡°It¡¯s time to go, Autumn.¡± He tells me. I smiled, thrilled that he was in front of me. I grabbed his shirt and pulled myself closer to him, so there was no space between us. I spun around, so my back was now pressed against his still body. And then I begin to move my body against his. Grinding my ass against him. Atticus hissed, and his hand immediately reached out to grip my hips. ¡°Autumn.¡± He growls in a warning. I¡¯m not listening to him. I¡¯m too busy enjoying this moment. I loved the feeling of having his body heat while I swayed my hips and pressed my ass up against him. And the songs ying matched how I felt right now. Hot and ready for him. Only him. No one else ever made me feel like this. He was the only man I¡¯ve ever had eyes for. And nothing would ever change that. ¡°f**k . . .AUTUMN!¡± He groaned. He used his hands on my hips to spin me around so that I was facing him once more. My hair was wet and sticking to my face, but I didn¡¯t care, not with the way he was looking at me. Without warning, he lifts my body off the ground and throws me over his shoulder. I giggle and continue to dance on top of him. I waved goodbye to ra and Scarlett as he began to walk with me. They were gaping at us, and their faces made me giggle even more. I see Griffin as Atticus walks past him, and I shout his name. He watches me, and I think he¡¯s holding in augh. He says something to Atticus, but he ignores him. Atticus seems to be angry with everyone today. He opened the door to his jeep and gently ced me on the seat. He leans in to buckle my seatbelt, and I use that opportunity to inhale his divine scent. Atticus freezes against me, and I think he knows what I just did. He ignores it, however, and shuts the door before moving to the driver¡¯s side. He¡¯s quiet as he starts the vehicle and reverses. I can tell that he¡¯s not happy about something. That dulls my mood a little. I didn¡¯t want to upset him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for upsetting you.¡± I pout. He looks at me for a second before returning his gaze to the road, ¡°You did not upset me, Autumn. You never do.¡± I smile, ¡°that makes me happy.¡± I tell him before adding quietly. ¡°You make me happy.¡± His hands tighten on the steering wheel, but he pretends not to have heard me, or maybe he doesn¡¯t bother replying. It doesn¡¯t matter, not after what he¡¯s just said. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for earlier. I thought Griffin would have carried you home safely. I didn¡¯t think he would take you to a party and get you drunk.¡± From N?velDrama.Org. ¡°It¡¯s not your brother¡¯s fault,¡± I mumble; Griffin was only being friendly to me. His jaw clenches, ¡°it is. But it¡¯s also mine. Another man touched you, put his hands on you while you were drunk, and there is no telling what else he would have tried if I didn¡¯t get there in time.¡± I¡¯m suddenly dizzy with happiness. Hearing the concern in his voice makes my body shiver in a way it¡¯s never done before. Before I know it, my hands are on the seatbelt; I need to be closer to him. I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m getting the strength from, but I¡¯m not about to stop tonight. I¡¯ve stopped myself in the past; tonight was different. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± Atticus asks as I unbuckle my seatbelt. His eyes are on me, but he also has to keep them on the road in between. He repeats my name, but I ignore him as I move over to his side. His eyes are wide as I climb onto hisp while he¡¯s still in the middle of driving. His eyes are wide as he holds the steering with one hand and my waist with his other. He¡¯s trying to steady me. I¡¯m swaying a bit, but his hand is helping plenty. His grip is firm on me. ¡°I¡¯ve always wanted to touch your hair,¡± I whisper. ¡°Please, can I touch it?¡± Atticus swallows slowly and hard, and my eyes are drawn to his throat. His eyes are zing with heat as he nods. I gently ce my hands on his cheeks and slowly drag them upwards until I run them through his soft hair. It felt better than I always imagined it to be. Atticus¡¯s breaths areing faster now that my hands are on him. I can feel him between my legs, and I desperately want to rub my lower half against him. I lean into him and run my nose down the middle of his throat. I take a deep breath when I reach the base. I love the way his body shivers and I absolutely love listening to his sharp intake of breath. It makes me want to do more and see how his body reacts to it. ¡°Autumn,¡± he whispers. ¡°It¡¯s time to return to your side. I can¡¯t f*****g focus on driving when you¡¯re on top of me, and I need to get you home safely. If you keep this up, thest thing you¡¯ll be is safe.¡± I hold onto him tighter. I want to stay like this; I don¡¯t want to be separated from him. He says my name once more, warning me to stop so that he can continue to drive without any interruptions. I¡¯m about to protest when he grabs my waist and lifts my body off him. I¡¯m not sure how he manages to ce me back on my seat while simultaneously driving without causing an ident, but he does. I¡¯m tingling all over from getting to be so close to him and finally getting the chance to touch him. At least a part of him. There was plenty more I wanted to put my hands on, but even in my drunken state, I knew not to do it. He stops in front of my house and pulls out his phone. I¡¯m not sure who he¡¯s talking to, but he¡¯s asking questions about my parents. Is he worried about dropping me home drunk? That was a terrible idea. My parents would flip if they saw me like this. ¡°Please take me home with you,¡± I beg. ¡°They will freak out. I know that they will.¡± His eyes are worried when he turns to look at me. He runs a hand through his hair and leans his head against the seat. He closes his eyes, and I wonder what he¡¯s thinking. ¡°Don¡¯t let my parents see me like this.¡± I try once more. He sighs and dials another number, ¡°hey.¡± He greets the person. ¡°Autumn will be staying with me tonight. I¡¯ll drop her home tomorrow.¡± Chapter 14 Chapter 14 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 14 ~ATTICUS~ I don¡¯t know what the hell I was thinking about agreeing to let Autumn stay the night with me. Every second with her felt like a ticking bomb, ready to explode. She was unpredictable when she was drunk. She said and did things that shocked me to the very core. And her f*****g scent was all over my jeep. I could smell her everywhere. Her scent should not be this strong. And now it would be stuck with me for a while. Her brother didn¡¯t sound happy that she was staying with me tonight, and I didn¡¯t me him, even I didn¡¯t trust myself around her. Not when she asked me things like permission to touch my hair, and not when she leans into me, and f*****g smells me like I¡¯m her next meal. Drunk Autumn was dangerous. I¡¯m happy that this is her first time; at least, I think that it is. I didn¡¯t want any other man to experience what she was like when she was drunk. ¡°Atticus.¡± She whispers my name, and I pretend not to hear her. I do that because I¡¯m actually terrified of myself right now. Terrified of what I would do if I looked into her eyes and she asked me for something else. I didn¡¯t know if I would be strong enough to deny her. I breathe a sigh of relief when I finally spot my house. Just a little bit again, and I would be able to ce her in the guest room. Then herpelling voice and scent wouldn¡¯t affect me anymore. I would be able to act rationally again. As I drive into the garage, I jump out of the jeep and walk over to her side. She looks drowsy, and it may not be long before she falls asleep. The moment I open her door, her eyes open wide, and she smiles at me. Her smile is dazzling, and I wonder how I¡¯ve never been lost in it before. ¡°Let¡¯s get you inside,¡± I say as I inwardly scold myself for noticing things I shouldn¡¯t. ¡°Okay!¡± She shouts as she wraps her arms around my neck and pushes her body against mine. I grip her waist to steady her, and she uses that opportunity to wrap her legs around my waist. Ah f**k. I wasn¡¯t nning on holding her this way. She was too close like this. Way too close for my sanity. ¡°Autumn, ¡°I growl as I try to put distance between us. She mps her legs tighter around me, and I stop moving altogether. If she kept rubbing against me, she might awaken something that I didn¡¯t want to f*****g deal with right now. How am I supposed to walk into the house with her wrapped around me like this? I had to hope that everyone else was already asleep. I sigh and move with her still in my arms. Autumn snuggles against me, and I try to ignore how perfectly she fits in my arms. I¡¯m relieved when I don¡¯t see anyone as I make my way through the house. When I turn the corner towards the guest room, I pause. My dad is right there, and he¡¯s on his phone. Damn it. I spun around before he could see me and raced towards my room. I know it wasn¡¯t the best idea, but I could keep her there until I was sure everyone was asleep. I open the door and walk inside. Autumn giggles as I close the door and lock it behind us. I grab her thighs and use more force to untangle her from my body. She whimpered, and the sweet sound caught me off guard. It was so unexpected that I was unprepared for when she grabbed my shirt and pulled so hard that I fell with her onto the bed. Autumn gasps beneath me, I push my hand on the bed to prevent us from kissing, but I don¡¯t do it fast enough. My lips are on hers before I can stop it from happening, and the contact sends a shockwave throughout my body. I attempt to move, but she surprises me by moaning. The sound makes something stir in my pants. I swallow as she pulls my bottom lip into her mouth and sucks on it like it¡¯s f*****g candy. I grab two pillows above us; it¡¯s my attempt to keep myself from touching her. My nails dig into them as I let her kiss me. She doesn¡¯t kiss like an amateur. It makes me wonder if she¡¯s ever done it before and with who. That thought angers me. I knew I had to stop this before things got more heated between us. She was drunk and wasn¡¯t aware of what she was doing. I would hate for her to remember tonight and hate herself for it. Autumn moans again, and I freeze when she grinds her lower body against mine. I groan and can¡¯t resist taking one bite of her lip. Just one taste. That¡¯s all I¡¯m letting myself have tonight. I bite down gently on her bottom lip before pulling it into my mouth. Autumn lifts her body off the bed as I finally kiss her back. Why is her taste so damn addictive? Everything about her sent warning bells straight to my head. A low growl leaves my throat as I rip my body away from hers. She pouts, and I mutter a few silent curses because all I can think about is how good she looks lying there in the middle of my bed. There is no way I can keep her in here with me for an entire night. I couldn¡¯t trust myself alone in a room with her. If she asked me to touch my hair again, I would lose it; I could barely keep my cool in the jeep with her on top of me. And I almost lost it when she kissed me. I was not risking it anymore. I pick her up into my arms again. It would be thest time for tonight. I knew where I was heading. I keep walking until I reach my destination. I knock on the door in front of me. ¡°rissa!¡± I shout when she doesn¡¯te fast enough. The door flies open, and my sister¡¯s eyes widen when she sees Autumn in my arms. ¡°What happened to her?¡± She demands as she helps me ce her onto her bed. Thankfully Autumn is halfway asleep by now and isn¡¯t trying to hold onto me anymore. ¡°She got drunk at a party. She isn¡¯t like herself at all. I think it¡¯s more appropriate for her to sleep in your room than mine.¡± I exin. ¡°Oh,¡± She whispers as she studies me. ¡°What happened to your lips? And your face and neck. It¡¯s red.¡± My body goes still at her question. I quickly y it off and tell her that I need sleep. She doesn¡¯t ask any other questions as I storm off. I breathed a sigh of relief as I got back to my room. I soon realized, however, that it wasn¡¯t about to be an easy night. I can still smell her everywhere. What is it about her? Why does she affect me so much? . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ The first thing I noticed when I woke up was that I was not in my bed. My eyes were still closed, but I still knew this wasn¡¯t mine. So where was I? I try searching my mind for answers, too scared to open my eyes and freak out more than I already was. One by one, the events ofst night rey in my head. With each new memory, I felt like I was going to die. My eyes open, and I rise so quickly that I fall straight out of bed. What the hell did I dost night? I got drunk. I danced on Atticus and caused him to carry me to his jeep. Then I asked him to touch his hair while he was in the middle of driving. In the middle of freaking driving! I ran a hand through my hair as I tried to remember more. What the hell was wrong with me? I let out a screech of frustration as the rest of the memories hit me. I kissed him! I kissed Atticus! I must be out of my damn mind. I¡¯ve never been so reckless in my life before, and the one time that I did, it just so happened to be with him! C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever been so embarrassed in my entire life. I hear the bathroom door opening, and I quickly jump back into the bed to pretend I was asleep. I was too embarrassed to see anyone right now. I wasn¡¯t sure when I¡¯ll ever get the confidence to leave this room. I hear footsteps and the sound of a drawer opening. I peeked through one eye and was surprised when I saw rissa in a top and underwear on. I was about to close my eyes again when I noticed something on her body. My eyes widened when I realized what it was. Was that Damon¡¯s name tattooed on her butt? I quickly closed my eyes again while my heart raced against my chest. Why did she have her brother¡¯s name there? She might have known someone else with his name, but at the same time, there was a massive possibility that it could also be him. rissa was not their biological sister; she was adopted. Which meant that she could have a crush on Damon to the point that she did something like that, but I knew how public our lives were, and that would make things difficult for the Fawns. I could imagine the headlines that would follow if anyone saw that tattoo. Maybe I¡¯m wrong; it¡¯s possible I saw something that wasn¡¯t even there. She was a little distance from me when I saw it. It would be better for us if I pretended like I hadn¡¯t seen anything. I open my eyes again when she leaves the room. I ce a hand over my chest; I touched Atticusst night. Our bodies were pressed together more than once. I felt for the first time in my life what I¡¯ve always dreamed of experiencing with him. And it was amazing. Even though I was intoxicated, I still remember how good it felt to touch him. To be on top of him. To feel his body heat and to rub my hands through his soft hair. Not to mention kiss him. And he¡¯d let me do it. He let me kiss himst night. Why would he? Why didn¡¯t he push me away right away? My cheeks turn red when the door opens after a knock, and this time Atticus steps inside the room. He didn¡¯t look as embarrassed as I felt, it had me wondering if I had imagined everything that had happened between usst night. How could he be this unaffected? ¡°How are you feeling?¡± He asks me as he walks closer to the edge of the bed. How did I feel? I felt like burying my face beneath the sheets and hiding there for the rest of my life. ¡°I¡¯m okay.¡± I lie. ¡°I hope I didn¡¯t cause too much trouble for youst night.¡± His eyes search mine. He may be trying to figure out if I remembered what I¡¯d done. Couldn¡¯t my nervousness give him the answer he was looking for? ¡°Do you remember what you did?¡± He asks. I immediately shook my head, ¡°everything feels like a distant blur.¡± I lie. ¡°Okay.¡± He says, believing me or at least pretending that he did. He probably realizes that both of us should pretend like yesterday didn¡¯t happen. rissa walks back in, then says, ¡°oh, you¡¯re finally awake. I can lend you some clothes if you want to shower.¡± ¡°I think I should just get home,¡± I tell her. ¡°My parents are probably freaking out.¡± rissa gives Atticus a look, and I wonder what else happened while I was asleep. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask, looking between them. ¡°You might want to look at your phone,¡± rissa tells me. ¡°You and Atticus are all over the headlines again.¡± Chapter 15 Chapter 15 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 15 ~AUTUMN~ rissa¡¯s words have shocked me to the very core. I knew exactly what had happenedst night and thest thing I wanted to see was those events stered on the covers of magazines. I take another look at Atticus and realize that I was wrong earlier. He looked tired and like he¡¯s been on the phone the entire morning. My hands are shaking as I reach for my own phone. I¡¯m scared to see the headlines. Terrified. I knew how brutal they could be. And I knew how quickly news spread. Our wedding was still the talk of the town, now this incident would be an added bonus for all the gossipers. The first thing I noticed when the phone lit up was the many missed calls from my parents. I swallow. They already saw everything. There was no use trying to hide it from them anymore. I was so screwed. My parents were going to kill me. I keep scrolling, and I don¡¯t have to look far. There are multiple videos posted from yesterday at the beach. It starts with me drinking and getting drunk. Then it shows Atticus walking towards me. ¡®Get your f*****g hands off my wife.¡¯ My body shivers at those words. I couldn¡¯t remember him saying this earlier. Now that I¡¯ve seen the video, the memory is back and stronger than ever. He¡¯d called me his wife. I never thought he would ever openly shout it for others to hear. I slowly look up at Atticus, and he¡¯s staring at me. He knows what I just saw. He would have heard it also. He¡¯s searching my face, trying to read me. Can he tell how much I loved that he called me his wife even though we aren¡¯t married yet? My cheeks turn red when I see myself dancing on him. I wasn¡¯t even aware that I could dance like that. Judging by his face in the video, Atticus also didn¡¯t expect that from me. Damon and Dante walked in suddenly, and they looked pissed. Atticus breaks eye contact with me to look at them. ¡°What the hell are you doing, Atticus?¡± Damon demands. ¡°You¡¯re supposed to be making things easier for Anya. She¡¯s been screaming and throwing up the whole morning after seeing all the videos that have been posted. Didn¡¯t you once think about her and how she would feel?¡± I notice the way rissa¡¯s happy smile dies down when Damon mentions Anya. Anya. I didn¡¯t even think about her. Atticus always protected her. It must be difficult for her to see him protecting me now. He looks troubled now that his brothers have spoken about Anya. I knew that thest thing he ever wanted to do was hurt her. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Where is she now?¡± He asks Damon. ¡°She¡¯s outside in my car. I¡¯m carrying her to watch a movie to help clear her mind.¡± Damon answers him. ¡°What?¡± rissa demands. ¡°You promised you would take me to the movies today.¡± Damon stiffens at her words. It is clear that he doesn¡¯t like to upset her. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, rissa.¡± He apologizes. ¡°I promise to make it up to you.¡± She folds her arms stubbornly and storms out of the room. I watch as Damon runs after her almost immediately. ¡°I¡¯m going to see her,¡± Atticus tells Dante. My hands tighten into fists as I watch him leave. I know that she needs him, but it¡¯s still hard watching him take care of her. I don¡¯t ask toe with him like before. I already knew what his response would be like. I¡¯m left alone with no one to talk to. I¡¯m not sure what to do now. I had to face my parents eventually. I sigh and walk out of the room. I didn¡¯t want to ask Atticus to drop me home. I was still embarrassed about everything. Calling my parents didn¡¯t seem like a good idea either. ¡°AUTUMN RIVERA!¡± I freeze. I would know that voice from anywhere¡ªmy father. I didn¡¯t have to call them; they¡¯re already here. I looked for a way to escape but then remembered that running away wasn¡¯t an option for me. My father¡¯s voice is louder now, and I follow the sound, walking straight into the trap. When I see him, I also spot my mother, along with my brother and Atticus¡¯s parents. Why was I facing them alone? The answer was simple. I was the reason all of this happened in the first ce. ¡°Since when do you drink alcohol?¡± My mother asks me. ¡°Since when do you embarrass your family in front of so many people?¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, mother.¡± I apologize. ¡°I¡¯m not sure what came over me. Once I started. I couldn¡¯t stop. I wasn¡¯t aware of what I was doing afterward.¡± I wasn¡¯t even aware that so many cameras were on me. I should have known it would have been. Ever since word had traveled of my wedding, I had all the attention on me. ¡°This kind of behavior is uneptable.¡± My father shouts. ¡°When the Fawns agreed to make you their daughter-inw, they thought they were making the right decision. You¡¯re no longer only representing our family but that of the Fawns as well. Can you not see that? Do we need to teach you everything?¡± ¡°Mistakes happen.¡± Atticus¡¯s mother steps in. ¡°As long as it doesn¡¯t happen again, we should be fine. Besides,st night may have shut up the rumors iming that my son doesn¡¯t love his bride-to-be. He showed a side I never expected to see.¡± ¡°It will not happen again.¡± My father assured her. ¡°Especially since Autumn will not be going anywhere before the engagement.¡± I knew this wasing. I wasn¡¯t surprised that they would punish me for my actions. ¡°Now, that is not fair at all,¡± Griffin says as he walks in. ¡°I¡¯m the reason all of this happened. I should get punished, not her.¡± ¡°How are you to me?¡± His father demands. ¡°Atticus asked me to drop her home. Instead of taking her home, I carried her to a beach party. I introduced her to new friends. I should have kept an eye on her since she isn¡¯t used to such events. I¡¯m at fault. Punish me instead.¡± I¡¯m surprised that Griffin was taking the me for me. ¡°Autumn is not a child. She knows right from wrong.¡± My mother tells him. ¡°I think you can join her punishment.¡± His father adds. ¡°You and that other son of mine. Where is Atticus? He was supposed to carry Autumn for the ring and return her home. Not send her with you.¡± I stiffen at the mention of Atticus. I know his parents would freak out if they knew he was with Anya. They were already angry; I didn¡¯t want to see them get angrier. . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Anya!¡± I shout as she hits her fists against my face. ¡°I hate you!¡± She screams. ¡°How could you do this to me?¡± ¡°You and that fake friend of mine!¡± she shouts. ¡°She¡¯s no better than you are.¡± I¡¯m somehow annoyed that she¡¯s mentioned Autumn. She is not at fault. No one is to me but our parents. ¡°Autumn is not to me for anything.¡± I correct her. ¡°I know this is hard, but you two have loved each other for years. You shouldn¡¯t hate her for something out of her control.¡± Sheughs, ¡°are you trying to tell me how to feel now? Are you telling me that you would have handled it better if you had to see me marry your best friend? Would you have been able to remain friends with that person?¡± My jaw clenches, ¡°what do you think I¡¯ve gone through these past years seeing you with not one but two of my brothers? Did I disown them? I know what it feels like, Anya; believe me, I do. I¡¯m not happy I have to hurt you, but eventually, something like this was bound to happen. You couldn¡¯t have had all three of us for the rest of your life.¡± Her lower lip trembles, ¡°funny that you should say that. If you hadn¡¯t chosen to marry Autumn, I would have chosen you. But now, we will never get a chance to see what our lives would have been like. That is unless you cancel the wedding and run away with me.¡± I¡¯m taken aback by her words. She confessed that I would have been her choice in the end. Why would she choose to tell me now? Why now when I was in the middle of wedding preparations? It was toote for any of that. ¡°I¡¯m going to pretend you didn¡¯t just ask me to run away with you and leave everyone behind, including my brothers, who love you more than anything else in this world. I¡¯ll also keep this conversation from them. You¡¯ve lost me; I don¡¯t want you to lose anyone else because of your anger.¡± ¡°I¡¯ve lost you?¡± She asks with a broken look on her face. ¡°I guess we can finally agree on something. I hope you don¡¯t live to regret this decision, Atticus. Once I turn my back, you¡¯ll never hear from me again.¡± I was already regretting everything just by seeing her this hurt. But I¡¯d made my decision already. It was toote to turn back now. Too many people were involved. And Autumn. I couldn¡¯t hurt her too. Her innocence was pure, and her joy brightened up a room. I didn¡¯t have the heart to leave her when I promised to marry her. I couldn¡¯t walk out on her. She didn¡¯t deserve that. Anya didn¡¯t deserve any of this either. I reach to give her onest hug, but she pulls away from me. ¡°Tell Damon I¡¯m ready to leave. I don¡¯t want to be next to you anymore.¡± I turn to find my brother, but he¡¯s already heading toward us. He¡¯s not alone. rissa is also with him. He looks nervous as he joins us, ¡°rissa will be joining us for the movie.¡± Anya red at my sister, ¡°Are you kidding me? Does everyone want to ruin my life today?¡± ¡°Aren¡¯t you a little too dramatic?¡± rissa demands. ¡°It¡¯s just for today, sweetheart.¡± Damon apologizes to her. ¡°I promise to make it up to you another time.¡± rissa hugs me and says goodbye. I could sense the tension in the air as they got into the car. I watch Anya leave with my heart in her hands. I knew that I was acting cold towards her, but I was doing it for her own good. I had to make her hate the thought of being with me. I had to. For any of this to work, I had to keep pushing Anya away. Chapter 16 Chapter 16 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 16 ~AUTUMN~ The engagement party was here. It all still felt like a dream to me. I thought by now, I would wake up, and Atticus would tell me that he wasn¡¯t going to marry me. So far, none of that had happened. I was still at home. I couldn¡¯t find the strength to move my feet. I¡¯d been standing in front of the mirror for more than an hour. My mother kept reminding me that we werete, but I could barely hear her through the pounding of my heart. I was getting engaged to the man I wanted since I knew what it meant to love someone. I was fourteen when I first saw him, and now I am neen and sincerely in love with him. Atticus Fawn had my heart without even trying. He had my heart because of the person I knew him to be. It wasn¡¯t just his looks that caught my heart; that was just a given bonus. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°Autumn!¡± My mother shouts. ¡°Someone is here to see you.¡± The door opens before I can ask who it is; I slowly turn and am shocked to see who is at the door. ¡°Anya,¡± I whisper. She was thest person I was expecting to see today. At least not in my home. If anything, I expected to see her at the engagement party. She¡¯s ignored all of my calls and exnations before today, so then why was she suddenly here on my engagement night? What does she have to say to me? I knew that she¡¯s tried to contact Atticus multiple times since I¡¯d been locked up at home. I knew this because everyone has been sending it to me. People were sending me videos and pictures. They all imed that Atticus was cheating on me with her. This was something else I knew I would have to get used to. It didn¡¯t mean that I believed any of it however. I knew Atticus. If he agreed to marry me, he will honor his words. He will not do anything to intentionally hurt me. Anya was angry. Very angry. I could see it so clearly on her face. She wasn¡¯t trying to hide it from me. But Anya was never someone to hide her feelings. Her ck hair hung over her shoulders, and she looked as beautiful as ever. She was dressed for a party which meant that she would also be there tonight. Her jaw clenched when I said her name once more. Were we going to stand here and stare at each other for the entire night? I remain calm as I watch her take her first steps toward me. Her eyes are filled with hatred as she stands right before me. There is very little space between us now and I¡¯m waiting for her to say something. I don¡¯t have time to prepare as she ps me hard across the face. My body is in shock. It takes me a moment to recover from what she¡¯d just done. I covered my burning cheek with my hand; I couldn¡¯t believe she¡¯d just hit me. We¡¯ve been friends for many years, and neither has everid a hand on the other until today. ¡°How could you?¡± She shouts. ¡°How could you take Atticus away from me? You know that he¡¯s my mate. You know how much I love him. Marrying him is all I ever talk about, yet here you are taking my ce. I thought you were my friend Autumn. I thought I knew you better than this.¡± My hands tighten into fists. I know that she¡¯s hurting. It¡¯s the only reason I¡¯m not retaliating. I know this is something she had to get out of her chest one way or the other. I don¡¯t think she realizes I couldn¡¯t stop this wedding even if I wanted to. The only way I could stop it was by running away. And it¡¯s not something that I was willing to do. Running away was not an option. It¡¯s not like I didn¡¯t give Atticus the chance to stop it. That was the only other option for the wedding to stop, by him refusing to let it happen, and he wasn¡¯t doing that. Not even for Anya. I still didn¡¯t know the reason behind it. ¡°I tried contacting you all this time,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯ve never wanted to hurt you. Our parents are the ones behind this wedding. I¡¯ve loved you like a sister. I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you. And no one knows better than me that Atticus was hurting the more he had to see you with his brothers. If you love him, don¡¯t you think you should try letting him go?¡± Sheughs and ps loudly; the sounds echo throughout the room, ¡°how long have you been practicing that speech? Don¡¯t you think I would have noticed how infatuated you¡¯ve always been with Atticus? You don¡¯t think I know you¡¯re happy you¡¯re finally getting the chance to be with him?¡± My eyes widen, ¡°Anya-,¡± She lifts her hand in the air to stop me, ¡°there is no use trying to deny it. You¡¯ve wanted him all along. You couldn¡¯t stand that he¡¯s always wanted me. Well, I have news for you. No matter what he says or does, Atticus will always love me. Nothing will ever change that. When he sleeps with you at night, I¡¯m the one he will be thinking about. Nothing you do for him will ever be good enough for him. I hope you remember my warning. This is not a marriage; you will be each other¡¯s nightmare. You wait and see.¡± I open my mouth to say something but nothinges out. Her words have managed to hurt me. She was right. I did want Atticus, but it wasn¡¯t lusting; it was love; I¡¯ve loved him all these years. His happiness meant more to me than anything else. I was willing to watch him be with her because I knew all along that¡¯s what made him happy. At least, that¡¯s what I thought until recently; eventually, I saw that she was hurting him constantly. It didn¡¯t mean he would be happy with me either, but I wouldn¡¯t choose anyone else over him. He will always be my first and only choice. That was the difference between the two of us. ¡°And onest thing.¡± She says before turning to leave. ¡°You look hideous. There is no way that Atticus will like how you look tonight.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe she would stoop to that level to mess up my engagement night. I knew she was hurting but did she have to bring me down as well? And why did she wait for tonight? Why my engagement night? Chapter 17 Chapter 17 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 17 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°What happened to your face?¡± My mother asks as I step out of the car. She was too upied earlier to realize how red it was, just my luck that she chose to pay attention to me now. ¡°Anya pped me,¡± I answer her. There was no use trying to hide it from her. My mother could always easily tell when I was lying. She gasps, ¡°I never liked that girl. Why would she hit you on your engagement night? If I¡¯d known she would be so bitter, I would have never let her into our home.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know, mother; maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯m marrying her mate.¡± I point out, answering her question with the most obvious response. My mother sighs, ¡°that gives her no right to hit you. Why don¡¯t you stand up for yourself more? You¡¯ve always let that girl walk all over you. We grew you up to avoid confrontations and arguments, but that girl was never your real friend to begin with.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true.¡± I try to defend her. I know she¡¯d just hit me, and what she did was wrong, but I still understood why she did it. I didn¡¯t want topletely kick her out of my life because of one incident. ¡°It isn¡¯t?¡± She asks. ¡°So then, why did you cry whenever you returned home from spending time with her?¡± I look away from my mother¡¯s prating gaze. I cried because I had no choice but to see Atticus with her. Being her best friend left me no other option. I cried because I hated how much she hurt him. I cried because she always tried to put me down and tell me I wasn¡¯t as pretty or popr as she was. ¡°Your silence proves my point.¡± She says as she takes my arm in hers. ¡°It¡¯s toote to put anything on your face now. We will have to fix you up inside.¡± I didn¡¯t know what I expected to see when I stepped inside, but nothing could prepare me for the hundreds of guests looking straight at me. I knew the wedding would be a big one; I didn¡¯t think the engagement would also be this massive. I recognized a few faces, and it was safe to say that half of our school was present. I was d my mother was holding my hand as she guided me through the back, where no one else was. She pulled me into a room; it wasn¡¯t any random room; this must be where everyone got their makeup and hair done. My lips part when I see Atticus already dressed in his ck tux. I try not to let his presence affect me but just as always, I fail big time. As long as we are in a room together, there is no avoiding this man. He turns when he hears the door close behind us, and I lose my breath when his gaze locks with mine. He takes his slow time examining me from head to toe. Does he not see my mother in the room with us? I don¡¯t think he cares at this point. I squeeze my hands tightly into fists as I try to fight the nervousness. It¡¯s hard for me to focus when he¡¯s looking at me like that. ¡°Your dad is looking for us.¡± My mother says to me, breaking the silence. ¡°I¡¯ll go find him. See what you can do about the redness in the meantime.¡± I¡¯m not sure whether my father was really looking for us or my mother was using that as an excuse to leave us in a room alone. Atticus takes a step toward me when she closes the door behind her, and I stop freaking breathing. He doesn¡¯t stop until he¡¯s a few inches away from my body. His eyes are locked on my face, and I have to wonder if he can see the mark that Anya left. If my mother could, he undoubtedly could as well. He lightly tilts my chin to get a better look at my cheek. There is a cute frown on his face as he studies it. ¡°What happened?¡± That confirms it. I¡¯m surprised that he sounds concerned, however. Darkness clouds his features and I know that he¡¯s getting angrier by the second. ¡°It¡¯s nothing.¡± I lie to him. I know that telling him Anya hit me would not make things easier on any of us. She was hurting. I was trying to be understanding. I might react simrly to her if I was in her position. We¡¯ve been inseparable for years, and it¡¯s the first time we¡¯ve ever fought like this. Maybe my friendship meant nothing to Anya but she will always have a ce in my heart. I didn¡¯t get rid of the people I loved that easily. She would have to totally betray me for that to happen. ¡°Are you sure?¡± He asks. ¡°It almost looks like someone hit you.¡± That¡¯s because someone did hit me¡ªyour mate. I wonder if Atticus would still take her side in a situation like this. Knowing how much he loved her was enough of an answer for me. ¡°I need to put some makeup over it, and I¡¯ll join you. It really is nothing for you to worry about.¡± He doesn¡¯t seem to be convinced, but something else holds his attention next. ¡°Where did you find that ne?¡± He asks, his eyes locked on my neck. I lightly touch the diamond ne. It was a gift from his grandmother. He must have recognized it. I didn¡¯t want to ept it, but she insisted. She was one of the kindest women I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. I wish she were still with us today. ¡°Your grandmother gave it to me the week before she died. She told me to wear it on my engagement night as well as on my wedding day.¡± I confess. A look of surprise and anguish crossed his handsome features. I know that speaking about her would also be hard for him. ¡°I never knew you were that close to her.¡± He admits. ¡°That ne was her favorite piece of jewelry. I¡¯ve always asked about it, but my grandfather never told me you were the person she¡¯d given it to.¡± He leans closer and lightly brushes it with his fingers. My heart rate elerates from his closeness. I¡¯m drawn to the way his forehead creases as he continues to take a closer look, even his eyshes were perfect. I still couldn¡¯t get over how beautiful he was. ¡°I was waiting for the right moment to give this to you,¡± I whisper as I pull the ring I¡¯d bought for him out of my purse. ¡°I know you said you would get it yourself, but I wanted to get it for you.¡± Atticus takes the jewelry box from my hand and opens it. He stares at it for a few seconds, and I¡¯m worried he doesn¡¯t like it. I was sure that he would; was I wrong? He lifts his gaze towards me, ¡°how did you know I love red diamonds?¡± I bite my lip as I try toe up with a response. I knew because I¡¯d been so in love with him that I paid attention to anything concerning him. I learned more about what he loved than even Anya did. ¡°Anya mentioned it once.¡± I lie. His face turns grim at the mention of her. I shouldn¡¯t have brought her up on a day like this. ¡°I know this is probably thest thing you want to hear from me, but Anya asked to speak with me before the ceremony starts. I wanted to make sure that you at least know this before I see her.¡± Of course, she will want to speak with him today. I wouldn¡¯t expect anything else from her after what she did.N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I should be happy that he at least told me before seeing her, but I¡¯m anything but that. I¡¯m worried. Scared of what she had nned. If she¡¯d hit me earlier, there is no telling what she would do when she saw Atticus. ¡°As soon as I¡¯m finished speaking with her, I will join you, and the ceremony can start.¡± He assures me. I try to hide the fear from my eyes, in order to do that I had to look away from his piercing gaze. ¡°I will not take long.¡± He promises as he walks out of the room. I lean against the door as soon as he leaves. All I could do now was hope that Anya wouldn¡¯t try anything else to ruin my engagement night. Chapter 18 Chapter 18 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 18 ~ATTICUS~ I stare at the ring on my finger. Autumn surprised me; I didn¡¯t think she would go through all that trouble to get me a ring, especially after I left her at the jewelry store to run to Anya¡¯s side. She kept on surprising me in ways that greatly pleased me. I didn¡¯t think she was telling the truth about Anya, however. There were many times when Anya couldn¡¯t even remember my favorite color. How would she have told Autumn about red diamonds? But why would she lie to me about something so simple? Why couldn¡¯t she tell me how she knew what my favorite diamond was? I would faster believe that my grandmother told her than Anya. And why the f**k was her cheek so red? She didn¡¯t want to tell me the truth, but it seemed to me like someone had hurt her. My hands tighten into fists at the thought of anyone hitting her. I couldn¡¯t get it out of my damn mind. Why was she keeping it a secret from me? I knew that we weren¡¯t that close but we would soon be husband and wife. She should be morefortable around me. She should trust me enough to confide in me. She may think that this was over but it wasn¡¯t. I would continue to ask around until I found out the truth. Someone must know what had happened. Could it be that someone was threatening her? f**k it Atticus. Why was I getting so worked up over this? I push those thoughts out of my head. I had other problems to deal with right away. I wasn¡¯t sure that speaking to Anya right before the engagement was a good idea. Too many things could go wrong if anyone saw us next to each other and tried spreading more rumors about us. I knew how quickly rumors spread about my family. I spot Anya a little distance away, and she quickly runs to my side. ¡°This needs to be quick, Anya; I can¡¯t be seen around you. Especially not on an important night such as this.¡± I exin. ¡°Is it so bad to be seen with me?¡± She demands. ¡°You were always proud in the past to show me off to the entire school. What has changed that Atticus?¡± My jaw clenches, ¡°I¡¯m getting engaged to Autumn today. Engaged. Just think what would happen if anyone saw us like this.¡± She lightly touches my chest, ¡°would it really be so bad if anyone saw us like this?¡± I grab her hand to push her away, but she holds onto me tighter. ¡°I love you, Atticus. I love you so much.¡± I froze. Hearing her tell me that she loved me after so long managed to wreak havoc within me. I¡¯ve fought my feelings for her as hard as possible, but this made it a thousand times more challenging to do so. She leans into me and ces a light kiss on my cheek. She tries to reach my lips, but I get the strength to push her away. ¡°Don¡¯t,¡± I warn her. I run a hand down my face as I try to process what the hell had just happened. I turn and walk away before things could get any worse. I almost gave in to her. I almost did something I would never be able to forgive myself for.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I run a hand through my hair. How much messier could this entire thing get between us? I tried to make Anya hate me and hold onto my brothers instead, but it wasn¡¯t working. She was still trying to get me back. I knew her pain; I f*****g felt it. I understood why she acted like this; I could never me her. But I knew I couldn¡¯t keep running to her side whenever she needed me. Autumn was understanding now because she knew of our past, but that didn¡¯t mean it wouldn¡¯t affect her eventually. I¡¯m sure she sees all the articles about Anya and me. There were hundreds of pictures of us as well. Autumn didn¡¯t love me as Anya did, but she was still a woman with real feelings. I had to be careful not to hurt her. I turn the corner and rush through the crowd. Autumn was already at the center of the stage with our parents. They were no doubt waiting on me. I felt a wave of guilt wash over me as I joined them. Autumn turns rigid when I take my ce next to her. Does she somehow know that Anya tried to kiss me? ¡°Finally, my son has chosen to bless us with his presence.¡± My father says loud enough for everyone in the crowd to hear. A few low chuckles follow. I clench my jaw as I spot Anya at the center of the crowd. I didn¡¯t want to look at her while getting engaged to her best friend. I know why she came tonight, but part of me wishes she hadn¡¯t. This can¡¯t be easy for her to see. I know the pain; I¡¯ve had that same pain for years. I steal a nce at Autumn, and she still seems very ufortable around me. Should I not have told her that I was going to see Anya? Maybe it wasn¡¯t my best decision. I¡¯ve found myself worrying about her more than I¡¯m okay with admitting. It also feels like she¡¯s avoiding eye contact with me. It bothers me more than it should. The ceremony begins, and it soon dawns on me that after today things will change forever. It isn¡¯t our wedding day, but it¡¯s a step towards it. There wouldn¡¯t be much time after this to change my mind. This was my decision, and I always stuck to them. I would not back out now, no matter what I felt inside. I knew this wasn¡¯t going to be an easy journey, but I also knew that this was the right choice. If my grandmother wanted this, she would have had her reasons. I trusted her. The fact that she gave Autumn her favorite ne was enough proof that this was what she wanted. My father announces that we¡¯re officially engaged suddenly and lifts both of our hands into the air to show off our rings. I was hardly aware of what was happening around me. The reality of the situation was finally sinking in. However, instead of a round of apuse, there are loud gasps throughout the room. I looked around me; I wasn¡¯t sure what was happening. My father looks at me; we¡¯re all looking at each other. We know that something terrible must have happened. The entire crowd wouldn¡¯t react this way for something small. ¡°What the f**k, Atticus,¡± Griffin says as he joins our side. ¡°You¡¯ve done it this time.¡± I give him a perplexed look. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± ¡°This.¡± He grits out as he shoves the phone into my face. I take one look, and all the blood drains from my face. It¡¯s a video of Anya and me from today. When she kissed my cheek and told me she loved me, it cut right as she tried to kiss me. It didn¡¯t show when I stopped the kiss, leaving everyone to believe that we did, in fact, kiss. f**k! This was thest thing I needed right now. How the f**k did I get out of this one? Chapter 19 Chapter 19 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 19 ~AUTUMN~ I couldn¡¯t believe my eyes. The video was on rey in front of me. This was no doubt from today. Anya and Atticus are dressed in the same clothes that can clearly be seen in the video. Plus, Atticus did tell me that he was going to see Anya before the ceremony started. And he also showed upte. Not to mention the scent of her on his body. I got a horrible whiff of it the moment he joined us. I knew she had to be closer to him than I would have liked. It¡¯s the reason why I¡¯d been avoiding eye contact with him since he joined us. I couldn¡¯t look him in the eye. I was scared of what I would see. If he¡¯d been that close with Anya, there is no telling what happened between them. My heart hurts from just the thought of what happened after the camera had cut. The video had cut right before she tried to kiss him, and I wondered if he¡¯d let her. I knew Atticus would never cheat on me once we were engaged, but the truth remained that he wasn¡¯t officiallymitted to me when this video was taken. Did he take onest kiss to remember what it felt like before he destroyed his life by marrying me? I feel my body sway at the thought of him kissing her on our engagement night. First, Anya ps me, and now this. How could things get any worse than this? My biggest fear of tonight wasing to life. I was right; Anya was out to destroy my engagement night. I held my head as the whispers got louder. The crowd wanted to know more. I couldn¡¯t hold on much longer; my legs were failing me. Atticus rushes forward and picks me up into his arms before I can hit the ground. I¡¯m not aware of what happened after he walked me out of the room; I¡¯m still in shock from the video. Everyone would have plenty to say. I¡¯m sure half of our school wasughing at me, and the other half, feeling sorry for me. Atticus ms his room door shut as heys me down on his bed. I watched as he paced up and down in front of me. It looks like he was having an inner battle with himself. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Autumn.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°This should have never happened. Especially not on our engagement night.¡± I don¡¯t know what to say to that. I¡¯m hurting, but I don¡¯t want him to know. Though, almost fainting in front of everyone didn¡¯t exactly help my case. There is just one question on my mind. Did he kiss her? Did he kiss my best friend on our engagement night? Was she even my best friend anymore? It was clear that Anya didn¡¯t consider me anymore. What she did on my engagement day proves how much she dislikes me now. She was determined to make today a disaster for me, and she seeded. Atticus takes a few steps toward me; soon enough, he¡¯s standing right before me. He looks bothered now that I¡¯m not speaking to him. It¡¯s not intentional; I¡¯m too stunned to speak. ¡°Please say something. I don¡¯t know who took that video, but I will find and make him pay.¡± The person that took the video was not the problem. I can¡¯t stop myself as I ask, ¡°did you kiss her?¡± I can barely recognize my voice. I couldn¡¯t hide the pain, not this time. Not after knowing what it was like to be in his arms, not after knowing what his kisses felt like. The thought of him kissing her destroyed me. His eyes searched mine. I could hear the clock ticking on his nightstand and the pounding of my own heart now in synch. I¡¯m not prepared for his response. If he said yes, that would change everything. It would change how I see him; he wouldn¡¯t be the man I¡¯ve loved all these years. The Atticus that I knew would never do that. He was too loyal and consumed with pleasing his family to do something so scandalous on such an important night. He slowly shook his head, ¡°I did not kiss her. The camera conveniently cut right as I pushed away from her. Whoever took that video had intentions of ruining our engagement night.¡± I breathe a sigh of relief. I¡¯m not happy that he was so close to her, but I¡¯m relieved to know he didn¡¯t kiss her. And he didn¡¯t let her kiss him either. ¡°I feel like you don¡¯t believe me.¡± He says, and I hate how much the softness in his voice makes my already stupid heart melt. Everything about him screamed danger. ¡°I do not have any reason not to trust you, Atticus. If you said you didn¡¯t kiss her, I believe you. But if there is the slightest possibility that you¡¯ve lied to me, my trust in you will immediately be broken. But I do not believe that you are lying. I know of your character; I know that you¡¯re good. You will never do something like that, not on our engagement night.¡± He looks surprised at my faith in him. We are both quiet as he continues to stare at me in amazement. He slowly raises his hand, and it looks like he¡¯s about to cup my cheek, but I never got to find out. The door opens, and our parents walk in. His father looks just as upset as his mother as they re at us. ¡°What the hell were you thinking, Atticus?¡± His father demands. ¡°I told you to stop seeing that girl. She will continue to cause problems for our family. You continue to disobey me, and then I am left having to clean up your mess.¡± ¡°No one was supposed to take a video,¡± he exins. ¡°She asked to see me onest time before I got engaged. After everything, I owed her that much.¡± His fatherughs, ¡°Do you think that girl wasn¡¯t aware of what she was doing? I¡¯m sure that she was the one that got someone to film the entire thing. And, of course, you just had to fall straight into her trap. Because she knows she has you trapped.¡± That¡¯s impossible. Anya was not like that. She would not stoop that low to get what she wanted. But what if she did? She was out to destroy the wedding; it¡¯s possible that she was also responsible for that video. ¡°Did you ever stop and once think about Autumn before you made such a foolish decision?¡± His mother asks. ¡°You¡¯ve not only made things difficult for us, but you¡¯ve also made them hard on her. Do you think it will be easy for her when this news gets out?¡± ¡°I know what I did was wrong,¡± he assures them. ¡°But Anya will not stoop so low.¡± ¡°Really?¡± My mother asks. I stiffened; I hoped she wouldn¡¯t say anything I didn¡¯t want her to say. ¡°Then why did she visit Autumn today, and instead of being there for her, she pped her hard across her face.¡± A look of surprise crosses Atticus¡¯s face at her words. ¡°Mother!¡± I hiss. I didn¡¯t want Atticus ever to know this. I didn¡¯t want him to be disappointed or angry with her when she was hurting. Atticus turns to me; I can see the look of horror and disbelief on his face. ¡°Anya pped you?¡± I can¡¯t find my voice; I don¡¯t want to answer him. ¡°Autumn,¡± he growls as he moves closer to me. ¡°Tell me. Did Anya really hit you today? Was that how you got that red mark on your face?¡± I bite my lip, I don¡¯t want to say yes, but I can¡¯t say no either. He¡¯s staring at me, and eventually, I give in with a slight nod. ¡°Atticus wait¡ª,¡± I call after him as he storms out of the room. Oh no. What was he going to do?From N?velDrama.Org. Chapter 20 Chapter 20 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 20 ~ATTICUS~ I¡¯ve never been this angry with Anya before. I¡¯ve never known her to be like this. She¡¯s had her stubbornness in the past, but I always thought she was better than this. Why would she hit Autumn? How was Autumn to me for any of this? And to do this on her engagement night of all nights was something I would never expect from her. I knew that she was having a hard timeing to terms with this marriage, but that didn¡¯t give her the right to mistreat Autumn, who has been nothing but good to her. Everything felt like it was changing all too quickly. Things shouldn¡¯t be like this between Autumn and Anya. I walk out into the ballroom and search the crowds like a hawk. She had some serious exining to do. I wouldn¡¯t rest until I found her and heard what she had to say. When I do spot her, she¡¯s surrounded by my brothers. I knew that I had to choose my words wisely around them. Whether Anya was wrong or not, my brothers always took her side. I was the same way in the past, but this time I couldn¡¯t defend her. She was wrong for what she¡¯d done. I push through the crowd, ignoring the girls screaming my name to try and get my attention. I¡¯d gotten ustomed to all the attention by now. Half of the girls here didn¡¯te to see me get engaged; they came specifically to see me. Anya¡¯s eyes are wide when she sees meing her way. Damon tensed when he spotted me. He can sense the anger, no doubt. His first instinct would be to protect Anya. I remember when that used to be my first instinct as well. It feels weird approaching her for something other than affection. Dante holds up his hand and warns me not to step any closer. Just like I expected, they¡¯re ready to throw fists for her. My jaw clenches, ¡°why did you hit her?¡± I ask, my voice is soft, but there is no hiding the rage within. A few seconds pass before she gives a reaction. She narrows her eyes and pouts her lips, ¡°How can you ask me that?¡± She demands. ¡°Is she all that you care about now? I¡¯m sure she told you her side of the story, but what about mine? She wasn¡¯t exactly nice to me either, Atticus. I did what I had to defend myself.¡± ¡°People are staring,¡± rissa says as she joins us. ¡°Maybe we should talk about this somewhere private.¡± I knew that the right thing to do was to listen to rissa, but I was too angry to act logically. I knew I would regret it when I calmed down, but I would deal with the consequences after I got the answers I was looking for. ¡°Since when do you behave this way?¡± I hiss. ¡°What you did to her is not okay, Anya; it was very wrong and so unlike you. You should apologize to Autumn, and you should do it immediately.¡± Sheughs, ¡°it¡¯s funny how I¡¯m always in the wrong in your eyes when in the past I¡¯ve always been right. You are changing, and it¡¯s not a good look for you. And why should I apologize to her when I was only defending myself?¡± ¡°You know that¡¯s not true; you¡¯re not always wrong in my eyes,¡± I growl. ¡°Your actions recently are so out of character. First, you hit Autumn on her engagement night, and then you try to kiss me. And now I have to wonder if you were the one who had someone set that camera up. How else did they know exactly where to find us?¡± Anya covers her mouth with her hand and stares at me with a look of betrayal on her face. Dead silence follows as she tries to recover from what I¡¯d just said to her. Was I too harsh? The look on her face told me that I was. Maybe I shouldn¡¯t have used her of something so horrible without having the proper evidence. She¡¯s still my mate; when she hurts, I hurt as well. When the first tear leaves her eyes, I feel a piercing pain in my chest. ¡°You¡¯ve never used me of something like this before, not in all those years I¡¯ve known you. You¡¯ve never not trusted me before. You¡¯ve never questioned my character. I feel like I don¡¯t even know you anymore. Is this how you treat the woman that has loved you for so many years? And so what if I tried to kiss you? It might be easy for you to drop me Atticus but it¡¯s anything but easy for me. If you¡¯d just heard what I had to say before jumping to assumptions and listening to everyone else but me, you would have realized how wrong you are to say those things to me.¡± ¡°Anya¡ª,¡± She holds up her hand to stop me. ¡°I will never forgive you for speaking to me like this in front of so many people. I wasn¡¯t the one that hit your fianc¨¦e first. She started it. Maybe she conveniently left that part out, but you, out of all persons, should have known the type of person I am.¡± It¡¯s then that I notice the red bruise on her arm. Was this true? Did Autumn hit her first? Was Anya only defending herself all this time? Had she been the victim? If that were the case, I¡¯d made a terrible mistake. I¡¯ve known Anya longer than I¡¯ve known Autumn; we¡¯ve shared so many personal things between us. I¡¯ve never doubted her before. How could I turn on her when she needed me the most? I watch with a heavy heart as she turns and storms out of our home. Dante runs after her, but I know under these circumstances, I will have to watch her leave without doing anything. I¡¯d already done plenty of damage for the day. I had to watch my actions, at least for the rest of tonight. ¡°Congrattions.¡± Damon hissed. ¡°After everything she¡¯s been through, you¡¯ve made it a hundred times worse for her. I hope you feel good about yourself now, brother.¡± ¡°Do you believe that lie?¡± rissa demands from us. She seems to be the angriest amongst us. That¡¯s expected since Anya isn¡¯t her favorite person in the world. ¡°Autumn is one of the sweetest girls I¡¯ve ever met. And she loves Anya. She will never hurt her. Not in the way Anya wants you to believe. Do you really think Autumn would have tried to hurt her physically? She already feels guilty about the entire thing.¡± ¡°rissa,¡± Damon growls. ¡°Why do you always have the worst things to say about Anya?¡± rissa folds her arms stubbornly, ¡°am I the only one? Isn¡¯t it clear that she doesn¡¯t like me either? You¡¯re always so blind when ites to her, Damon; it makes me sick. For once, I wish you would wake up and see her for who she is!¡± Before Damon can say anything, rissa is the next one that storms out. It¡¯s just the two of us now. And I think we both have plenty on our minds. Damon always listened to rissa; the only time he didn¡¯t was when it concerned Anya. I don¡¯t think this time would be any different. But what about me? Who would I listen to? Who could I trust? I was confused and conflicted about what to do. If Autumn did lie to me, that would make things worse between us. Our rtionship would feel strained. I wouldn¡¯t be able to trust her anymore. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. And maybe that¡¯s a good thing. I was getting too involved in her life way too quickly. I had to take a step back and give myself time to adjust to everything. That meant I had to keep my distance from Autumn, at least until the wedding. I would have to keep her away from me as much as possible. Chapter 21 Chapter 21 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 21 ~AUTUMN~ I haven¡¯t seen Atticus since the engagement night. I¡¯ve tried to contact him multiple times, I just wanted to see him at least once, but for some reason, he¡¯spletely cut me off. It¡¯s like he¡¯s changed overnight; he no longer wants to spend time with me. It¡¯s not like he wanted to in the past, but he had never avoided me like this before. It almost feels like he hates the sight of me. Why else would he avoid me so much? His sister and parents made up excuses, but I knew he was the one that was refusing to see me. It hurt. I thought we were finally getting somewhere. I was finally getting the chance to be closer to him, and all of that had changed in one night. It all happened that night he went looking for Anya. The night he¡¯d learned that she¡¯d pped me. What could have caused this sudden change? Did she tell him something? I¡¯d seen videos of them in a heated argument, but I didn¡¯t know what the argument was about. I couldn¡¯t hear it, not with the amount of noise the other guests were making that night. But Anya had left crying, and I have to wonder if he felt guilty. Maybe he was doing it for her. He didn¡¯t want to hurt her anymore, and the more time we spent together, the more she would shatter. But did this mean that he was seeing her during the time that he was avoiding me? I didn¡¯t want to think like that, but I couldn¡¯t precisely dismiss this thought either. There haven¡¯t been any recent videos of them circting, which was the only thing that kept me calm during this time. All of that was about to change, however. Today was our wedding day. Staying calm was not an option. I would finally be seeing him after dreaming of him every night. I would be standing in front of so many people as we made vows and made our joining official. Everything was finally sinking in, and I was beginning to panic. After today, I will be living with Atticus and his family. This was myst day at home. I would have a new home. I ce a hand over my chest as I try to remind myself how to breathe. This would have been perfect if Atticus had been in love with me. But he wasn¡¯t. He was still in love with Anya. ¡°Miss Rivera.¡± L, our family¡¯s hairdresser, says. ¡°Everything is now finished. You look absolutely beautiful. The most beautiful bride I¡¯ve ever had the honor of dressing.¡± I take a deep breath as they pull a long mirror in front of me. I¡¯m too stunned to speak. I can barely recognize myself. Thecey white dress was abination of ssy and sexy all in one. ¡°Atticus will be unable to look away from you today.¡± She assured me. ¡°You¡¯ll be the center of everyone¡¯s attention. I¡¯m so happy for you.¡± ¡°Thank you so much, L.¡± I thank her as I try to stop the tears. ¡°You¡¯ve been like a sister to me all of these years. We¡¯re truly blessed to have you in our lives.¡± ¡°Leave something to say to your actual sister,¡± ina says as she walks in. I smile and hug her, ¡°You know I love you. I can¡¯t imagine waking up and not seeing you or Hayes every morning. Not having you two annoying me surely will be missed.¡± I knew that today would change my life forever. Whether Atticus or Anya liked it, we will be married after today. We will be husband and wife. After today I will be Mrs. Autumn Fawn. Just the thought of it sends shivers down my spine. . . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ My eyes are on the mirror before me as I straighten my tie. I never once thought that I would be marrying Autumn Rivera. These past few days have been harder than I thought they would have been. Ignoring her hasn¡¯t exactly been easy. I thought it wouldn¡¯t be a problem, but my body had other ideas. It wanted to see her. Almost like it craved being next to the woman that was not our mate. It was absurd how weirdly my body has been acting around hertely. It¡¯s almost like it didn¡¯t know how to feel around her. That was one of the other reasons I chose to ignore her. However, I couldn¡¯t ignore her after today. We would be sharing a room. It would be almost impossible to pretend like she didn¡¯t exist. These were myst moments without her constantly by my side. I didn¡¯t want to admit it but I was petrified over sharing a room with her. I still tasted her in my mouth since the last time she was in my room. I knew I must have hurt her feelings while trying to avoid her, but I needed to do it. After the engagement and not knowing if she¡¯d hit Anya first, I needed some time alone. Away from the both of them. Even now, I didn¡¯t know who to believe. I didn¡¯t know Autumn well enough to trust her blindly. On the other hand, even though I knew Anya well, I knew she wasn¡¯t herselftely. It urred to me that I could confront Autumn, but I knew that she would deny it. There was no way for me to find out the truth. At least not anytime soon. The door opens suddenly, and Damon walks in. ¡°Are you ready for your big day, bro?¡± He asked me as he lightly shoved my shoulder. ¡°No,¡± I answer honestly. Damon sighs, ¡°I guess what I have to tell you isn¡¯t going to make anything easier.¡± His words spark my interest, and I turn to look at him, ¡°and what is that?¡± I¡¯m worried that it has something to do with Autumn. ¡°Anya wants to see you before the ceremony starts.¡± Ah¡ªf**k. I run a hand down my face, ¡°you know what happened on my engagement night? I don¡¯t want a repeat of it. I¡¯m still hearing about it from father till this day.¡± Not to mention the many articles published daily about that dreadful night. ¡°You owe her this much, Atticus.¡± He pleads with me. ¡°She loves you, and we all know you still love her. You will never forgive yourself if you don¡¯t see her and hear what she has to say. Things wouldn¡¯t be the same after you be a married man. You know that just as well as I do.¡± I knew he was right, and I always hated when that happened. ¡°Where is she?¡± I ask. ¡°She said to meet her in the spa room in five minutes. She will be waiting by the door. I¡¯ll make sure no one is around to take pictures. It¡¯s the least I can do for asking you to do something like this on your wedding day.¡± I nod and follow him towards the spa room. Every step towards it feels like a mistake. I know how quickly things could get out of control, especially after what happened a few days ago. And my life was always like that; scandals loved following me around. But it¡¯s something that you couldn¡¯t avoid when your family was as famous as mine. There was no running from it; you just had to be extra careful all the time. My body tenses when I see Anya in a white dress, even I understood that only the bride should be wearing a white dress, and the one that Anya wore could be easily mistaken for a wedding dress. Material ? of N?velDrama.Org. I push that thought out of my head as she guides us into the room. Damon remained outside to keep an eye out for anyone taking pictures or videos just like he promised he would. The moment we¡¯re left alone, Anya¡¯s eyes are filled with tears. I swallow. I hate to see her cry. And so far, I¡¯ve been making her cry for weeks. ¡°Please don¡¯t cry,¡± I whisper. ¡°How can I not cry, Atticus?¡± ¡°I tried every way possible to get out of this wedding,¡± I tell her. ¡°There is nothing else that I can do to stop it. It¡¯s toote now. There are too many people here today to walk out. You know that just as much as I do. If I walk out today, my parents will lose faith in me. I can¡¯t do that to my family. We¡¯ve worked too hard to get to this point.¡± ¡°I understand that!¡± She hissed. ¡°But you¡¯re my mate! And you¡¯re marrying my best friend. I can¡¯t believe she didn¡¯t think once to try and stop this wedding. How can I see the people I love so much get married? I¡¯m hurting. You¡¯re supposed to keep me happy. You promised me that. If it was Damon or Dante, I¡¯m sure they would have found a way to get out of this wedding for me. But you¡¯re not trying hard enough.¡± ¡°Why would you bring up my brothers?¡± I growl. ¡°You already know how hard it¡¯s been for me to share you with them. It kills me every day to know that you belong to them just as much as you belong to me. I know you¡¯re hurting, but you don¡¯t have to throw salt on my wounds.¡± ¡°Just answer me one thing.¡± She tells me. ¡°What is that?¡± I whisper. I hate seeing her like this. I hate doing this to her. But I also hate how much I¡¯m worried about Autumn seeing us together once more on another important day. She¡¯d had her engagement night spoiled already; I didn¡¯t want to destroy this day for her as well. ¡°Is this the end for us?¡± She cries. ¡°Will you forget about me after you marry her? I don¡¯t want to lose you. I love you, Atticus. I don¡¯t want Autumn to know you the way that I do. I don¡¯t want you to touch her. I don¡¯t want you to care for her. I don¡¯t want you to even look at her the way you look at me.¡± I am quiet. How could I promise her this when I¡¯d already tasted Autumn and loved it more than I should? I f*****g dreamt of her mouth every night. ¡°These are promises that I can¡¯t make you, Anya.¡± I finally say. ¡°Autumn will be my wife from today. At the same time, I could never love her as I love you. I can¡¯t mistreat her, either. You will alwayse first, you know that. I¡¯m not sure what will happen after today, but I promise I will never look at her the way I look at you. We are mates; I can¡¯t look at another woman like I do you. But right now, sweetheart, I can¡¯t tell you I won¡¯t care for her. After today, I have responsibilities toward her, and I won¡¯t be able to ignore all of them. If you want me not to touch her, you know that certain traditions will require me to touch her; I can promise not to take her to bed, to not sleep with her. That¡¯s the most I can do for you, my mate. I¡¯m sorry for failing you like this. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± Anya¡¯s tears are flowing more now. ¡°Why have you always been the perfect one? Why did I have to lose you? Why did it have to be you?¡± The door flew open and I¡¯m in shock when I see a beautiful wedding dress at first. But even more beautiful than the dress stood my wife to be. She looked breathtaking. I could barely keep my eyes off her. But this wasn¡¯t how I wanted her to see me on her wedding day; alone in a room with Anya. I¡¯d managed to f**k this up again, haven¡¯t I? ¡°I shouldn¡¯t be surprised, should I?¡± Autumn asks. Her voice is calm, but her hands are shaking. I didn¡¯t like seeing it, in fact, I wanted to reach forward and take them in my hands, to make it better. ¡°Autumn,¡± Anya whispers. ¡°You know that I love him. Can¡¯t you stop this wedding? He is my mate. You know more than anyone else what my feelings are for him. I can¡¯t just ignore him after this wedding and pretend like there was never anything between us. And you know he loves only me. He will always only love me. Do you get that? You can never be happy with a man that loves another woman. Especially not when that woman is your best friend.¡± I¡¯m taken aback by her words. This wasn¡¯t the best time to say those things to her. Autumn is silent for a few minutes before saying, ¡°Is that what you want? For me to find a way to destroy this wedding and destroy the rtionship between our families? Should I tell my father what the two of you are doing less than an hour before the wedding? Would that be something both of you would like me to do?¡± I didn¡¯t think that a few words would strike my body this hard. I didn¡¯t want her to stop this wedding. It was thest thing I wanted to happen but I can see why she would think otherwise since I¡¯ve been avoiding her ever since our engagement night. She must think that I¡¯m having second thoughts or cold feet. ¡°Anya,¡± I say as I turn to her. ¡°Can you please leave us alone?¡± She tries to protest, but I stop her in time, ¡°please, Anya. I need to speak to Autumn alone.¡± I couldn¡¯t deal with the both of them at the same time. And it was more important for me to speak to Autumn than Anya right now. She was the one that I needed to give an exnation to. I watch as my mate storms out, mming the door behind her. Damon would have to care for her now, I¡¯m sure he was still outside waiting. ¡°It¡¯s bad luck to see the bride in her wedding dress before the ceremony.¡± I finally say when we are left alone. Autumn doesn¡¯t seem to be amused by my words. She¡¯s very upset, I can tell. I should beforting her but all I want to do is tell her how beautiful she looks in that wedding dress. I didn¡¯t think I would love seeing a woman in a wedding dress as much as I enjoyed seeing Autumn in one. It¡¯s like it was made for her which probably was the case but everything about it suited her well. ¡°What are we doing, Atticus?¡± She asks. ¡°You don¡¯t love me. You love my best friend. She loves you along with your two brothers. This marriage will be a burden on both of you.¡± Along with my two brothers? Yes, that¡¯s what¡¯s always been wrong with our rtionship. Knowing that she also loved Damon and Dante, not just me. But this wasn¡¯t about Anya anymore. This was about Autumn and me. ¡°And it won¡¯t be a burden on you?¡± I demand from her. She is quiet, too quiet for my liking. I thought that would have been an easy question for her to answer. I¡¯m not the only one being forced into this. But I¡¯m not exactly being forced, am I? Anya was right; I didn¡¯t try hard enough to get out of this marriage. ¡°I asked you a question. Do you want me to cause a scene? Do you want me to find a way to stop this wedding? This is yourst chance.¡± She shouts. It¡¯s unlike Autumn to get this loud. I¡¯d seeded in making this day miserable for her. Good job, Atticus. I take a step closer to her; her soft gasp does something to me, something that I¡¯m unwilling to acknowledge. And suddenly I want to kiss her, not just kiss her, I want to ravish her mouth. I don¡¯t do either of those things however. ¡°Our worlds don¡¯t revolve around us. We don¡¯t do things for our benefit. Our families didn¡¯t get to where they are today by making rash decisions. Every move is well calcted and executed in a way that would benefit us. I will not ask you to turn against your family for me. Anya asked you to do it, but she isn¡¯t thinking straight. This wedding will happen today whether we like it or not because this is the right thing to do for our families. And us Fawns always put family first above everything else. Nothing will ever change that. And I think it¡¯s the same for you. Is it not?¡± She is quiet and I know what her answer is without her saying it. ¡°Are there any other questions you would like to ask me before we get married, Autumn?¡± I ask. I wanted to ensure that she was okay with this before I walked out of the room. I did not want to force her into it like our families were trying to do with us. She slowly shook her head. I ignore the feeling of relief that washes over me from her response as I walk out of the room leaving her behind. I had to get out of there quickly before I gave into my desires. I didn¡¯t want to believe that I wanted this wedding to happen so badly. What was so wrong with admitting that however? It was clear to me that I wanted to fulfill my grandmother¡¯s wish. That was all. It¡¯s not like I wanted to marry Autumn. This was all about making my grandmother happy, wherever she was in this world, I wanted her to look down on us and see that I was still her grandson, I was still trying my best to put a smile on her face. Today, it was all for her. No one else. Chapter 22 Chapter 22 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 22 ~AUTUMN~ I wasn¡¯t sure that I was doing the right thing. Can I genuinely marry Atticus when everything Anya had said to me was true? We can never be happy if he didn¡¯t love me. We can never have a sessful married life if he was still in love with Anya. But my stupid heart didn¡¯t care about that. All it wanted was a chance to be loved by Atticus. And it didn¡¯t mind the pain of being married to him while he was in love with someone else as long as it meant it could spend time with him. What was I doing to myself? Was it truly worth the pain? I lean against the door and drop myself onto the ground. I know I shouldn¡¯t be doing this in my wedding dress, but these past few days have been overwhelmingly hard. But I was responsible for all of it. I could have easily told Atticus I didn¡¯t want to marry him to protect my heart, but I chose to do the complete opposite. ¡°Why did it have to be you, Atticus?¡± I cry. ¡°Why did it have to be you?¡± Why did I have to love him out of every other avable man on earth? I couldn¡¯t recall how often I¡¯ve drowned myself in guilt for loving Atticus while he was dating Anya. I felt like something was wrong with me. And I had good reason to think that way. How could I have fallen for my best friend¡¯s mate? And it was pretty clear that I didn¡¯t hide it well enough if Anya had known about it all along. I had to regain control over my emotions. I couldn¡¯t let it rule me, especially not today. I slowly lifted my head, and it was only then that I saw something that made my entire body go completely still. I was frozen. This whole time, we weren¡¯t alone in the room. Two women were hiding inside here, and I wonder if they were responsible for the video posted on my engagement night. Did they also get everything on tape that happened between Atticus and me a few minutes ago? That was not good. It would ruin everything. I couldn¡¯t let them ruin this wedding. ¡°Please don¡¯t scream!¡± One of the girls exims. ¡°This isn¡¯t as bad as it looks,¡± the other woman tried to assure me. ¡°I got a glimpse of the spa and wanted a better look at it. Then Atticus and Anya barged in, and we didn¡¯t know what to do, so we hid since we weren¡¯t supposed to be inside. We promise we were only looking for the bathroom, and then all of this happened. We got stuck in here.¡± Her exnation has managed to calm the pounding in my chest. I didn¡¯t think that they were lying. There also weren¡¯t any signs of cameras on them. They had to be telling the truth. ¡°I¡¯m sorry you had to see me like this before the wedding.¡± I apologize. ¡°This must not be a very good first impression.¡± They just saw me having a mini breakdown. Not only did they see that, but they also saw the exchange between Atticus and me. They would have also seen and heard the entire conversation between Atticus and Anya. Should I ask them what they spoke about? A part of me knew that I should just let it go even though the other half was screaming for me to ask them. I eventually decided that I didn¡¯t know these women well enough to ask. ¡°Are you kidding me?¡± The woman with long ck hair asks. ¡°Look at the both of us. We aren¡¯t exactly giving off the best first impression either. I¡¯m Gabrie, by the way.¡± ¡°Nice to meet you, Gabrie. I assume you know I¡¯m Autumn by now.¡± ¡°We know,¡± the other woman says. ¡°I don¡¯t have a name to give you; that¡¯s a long story on its own. But it¡¯s a pleasure to meet you, Autumn.¡± She doesn¡¯t have a name to give me. That seemed a little strange, but I didn¡¯t have time to ask her more about her situation. ¡°I would love to stay and chat, but I have a wedding to return to. There isn¡¯t going to be a wedding if the bride is missing.¡± I exin. I knew they would understand. A bride shouldn¡¯t be locked in a spa room a few minutes before her wedding ceremony starts. The woman without a name smiles warmly, ¡°we understand. We will be cheering for you in the crowd.¡± I returned her smile and clutched my wedding dress closer as I rushed out of there. I ran into my mother on the way, and she looked pissed. She must have been looking everywhere for me; it¡¯s possible she even panicked and thought that I¡¯d run off before the wedding could begin. How epic would that have been if I¡¯d done that? If the groom was any other man, then I may have done just that. Since it was Atticus, I was staying; I wasn¡¯t going anywhere. ¡°Where on earth have you been, Autumn?¡± She scolds me. ¡°I had everyone looking everywhere for you. We were all thinking the worst!¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, mother.¡± I apologize. ¡°Something came up, but I¡¯m here now.¡± ¡°You look beautiful.¡± She whispers suddenly as she pulls me in for a hug. ¡°I know you may partly hate us for forcing this marriage onto you. I hope you know that I love you even if I may not always show it. I know what¡¯s best for you, Autumn, and marrying into a sessful and powerful family such as the Fawns is the best decision you¡¯ll ever make.¡± ¡°I love you too, mom,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯m going to miss you plenty.¡± ¡°You won¡¯t need to miss us. We will visit so much that you¡¯ll get tired of us.¡± She teases me. ¡°Now, let¡¯s get you ready. The crowd is growing restless, and so is Atticus. He looked uneasy thest time I saw him.¡± I nod and follow her to the entrance of the area the wedding was being held. My father hugs me before he links our arms together. This was it. The music that signaled my entrance was ying in the background. There was no escaping now. It was finally here. My father begins to move first, and I have no other choice but to start moving as well. There are a few gasps of awe as I step into the spotlight. All eyes were on me, I felt nervous under all of the stares, but all that changed when I looked down the aisle and saw Atticus waiting for me. My lips parted at the darkness in his eyes, I could be wrong, but it felt like it was dark with desire. I had to be incorrect. Atticus would never look at me with raw passion like this. The bright lights above us must have been messing with my eyesight. From N?velDrama.Org. My father confidently gives my hand to Atticus, and the moment his hand closes over mine, I know; I just know that I¡¯m making the right decision by marrying him. There is no other man worthy of marrying me. No other man made me feel like this. Everyone gets extremely quiet as the ceremony officially begins. I should be paying attention to everything being said, but my heart and mind have managed to shut everything out except Atticus. Our eyes are locked, and neither one of us is looking away. I¡¯m happy that we both discussed this wedding more than once. It¡¯s relieving to know that we both agreed on it taking ce. Neither of us was forced to do this. We may have agreed for different reasons, but that wasn¡¯t important, at least for now. ¡°I do,¡± Atticus says suddenly, and it takes me a moment to realize that they are waiting for a response from me. I wasn¡¯t even aware that we had already reached so far into the ceremony. ¡°Do you, Autumn Rivera take this man to be yourwfully wedded husband, to live together in holy matrimony, to love him, to honor him, tofort him, and to keep him in sickness and in health, forsaking all others, for as long as you both shall live?¡± They¡¯ve repeated the question for my sake. Someone clears their throat, and that¡¯s my cue to speak up. ¡°I do,¡± I say as confidently as Atticus had done. ¡°I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.¡± I try not to panic from those words. I was still tingling within from ourst kiss. I didn¡¯t feelfortable kissing him in front of so many people. Atticus moves forward, and I slowly follow him, we are close enough to touch our lips together, and he is the one that closes the distance between us. Sparks fly immediately after our lips touch, but it doesn¡¯tst long. ¡°Anya!¡± Someone shouts, and it forces Atticus and me to pull apart. I looked around me as I tried to find out what was happening. Damon and Dante are rushing forward to someone. And I can easily spot her, the only other woman in a white dress. Anya. She¡¯d just fainted. Chapter 23 Chapter 23 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 23 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus pushes past me and rushes to get to Anya. I¡¯ve never seen him panic like this before. He¡¯s in a hurry to get to her, and everyone here knows it. He drops to the ground beside her, shouting her name as his brothers had done just a few seconds ago. She doesn¡¯t move, prompting him to move her from the ground. I turn away when he picks her up into his arms and holds her close to his chest. The crowd has gotten loud once more; it¡¯s like a rey of what happened on my engagement night. Only this time, it¡¯s much worse. People already thought they were cheating behind my back; this would only fuel the rumors. It was only going to get worse from now on. Anya had managed to make both of what was supposed to be my special nights, all about her. I wasn¡¯t sure if today was intentional, however. They were still mates; it must have shocked her when we kissed in front of her. But it was also possible that she only acted to get Atticus¡¯s attention. After all, she came to my wedding in white, wearing something that could pass for a wedding dress. I¡¯ve attended multiple weddings in the past, and I¡¯ve never seen anyone do something so petty. I took a deep breath and faked a smile as guests came forward to congratte me. I had to remember that Anya and Atticus were connected, no matter how much that bothered me. They will always feel pain when the other is hurt. That was the kind of connection you couldn¡¯t just ignore. I have to wonder what would happen if I ever found my mate. I couldn¡¯t imagine loving anyone more than I loved Atticus, my husband. It felt weird just thinking about it; I couldn¡¯t imagine having to introduce him as my husband to strangers. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about her.¡± rissa apologized as she joined my side. ¡°I don¡¯t know why everyone always rushes to her aid when it¡¯s clear she doesn¡¯t deserve their attention.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure her. ¡°They are mates, after all. It¡¯s hard to fight their feelings. I don¡¯t want to hold it against either one of them.¡± rissa sighs, ¡°you¡¯re too nice, Autumn. Too nice. People are going to hurt you if you keep being that way.¡± She wasn¡¯t the first person to say this to me. I¡¯ve been this way my entire life; it was hard to imagine myself any other way. I¡¯m reminded suddenly of the tattoo of Damon¡¯s name I¡¯d seen on her. She didn¡¯t like Anya, and while she must have her reasons, I think her primary reason was because of Damon. So then, was it true? Had I seen a tattoo of his name on her butt? If that was the case, I felt sorry for her. She wasn¡¯t the only person who liked someone in love with someone else. It just so happened that both men we wanted were involved with the same woman. ¡°I¡¯m happy Atticus married you.¡± She confesses. ¡°Anya was making him unhappy, and I don¡¯t think he even realizes it. You are different from her. You can make him happy if he just opened his heart to you.¡± Hearing rissa say that to me thoroughly warmed my heart. If Atticus didn¡¯t like me, I was at least lucky that most of his family did. They were all kind to me from the beginning. All except Damon and Dante, who barely spoke to me, but I understood why. Anya must have warned them, or maybe they decided on their own to keep their distance because of her. To them, I would be the reason why she was always sad recently. ¡°Thank you for weing me into your family. I¡¯m also happy that I married into a family like yours. You¡¯re all so kind to me.¡± I thank her. Things could have been much worse. My parents could have married me to a family that hated my guts. I had to keep taking a positive look at my life now. ¡°Your dance with Atticus is up next.¡± My mom informs me. We didn¡¯t practice for it, not even once. I hope I didn¡¯t make a fool out of myself. Though from all the things posted about me in the past few days, would that be the worst thing to happen to me? Embarrassing myself while dancing was the least of my problems. I¡¯m not even sure where Atticus is at this point. All I know is that he¡¯s with Anya. On our wedding day, my husband is too busy taking care of his ex-girlfriend to show up for our dance together. And there was nothing I could do about it. I¡¯ve imagined what my wedding would be like to Atticus many times in the past. Not once did I picture it to be like this. In my delusional mind, I imagined it to be a small wedding by the beach with only the closest people from our lives attending; we would be deeply in love with a bright future ahead of us. At that time, I didn¡¯t think once there was a chance that we would ever be married in this life; I¡¯d gotten my wish but not in the way I¡¯d always dreamed of it to be. ¡°Why is Atticus taking so long?¡± His mother questions. ¡°Sometimes I swear he does things intentionally to give reporters plenty to write about our family.¡± It wouldn¡¯t be the Fawns if there weren¡¯t a weekly scandal. There was always something new and exciting happening around them. It just so happened that this time it included me. ¡°It¡¯s what makes us so popr, mom,¡± Griffin says as he joins us. ¡°In the meantime, why don¡¯t I get a dance with my beautiful sister-inw?¡± ¡°That will not be necessary,¡± Atticus says as he finally returns. ¡°Get her to the dance floor and put a smile on your face.¡± His father grits out. I can tell that Atticus was going to get an earful tonight. Atticus takes my hand in his, and his warmth immediately spreads throughout my body. The lights are suddenly dimmed, and a slow, romantic song begins to y in the background. I¡¯m avoiding looking into Atticus¡¯s eyes; I know I¡¯ll melt the second I do. And I don¡¯t want to do that, not after he left me waiting while he took care of Anya. He didn¡¯t have to rush to her side. His brothers could have taken care of her just as well. So why did he do that on our wedding day? I¡¯m surprised at my thoughts. I¡¯m usually more understanding than this. I¡¯ve never let my anger get the better of me. What was happening? My eyes fall on our parents, ¡°they¡¯re telling us to move closer to each other.¡± Atticus says as he follows my gaze. Closer? If we got any closer, I would lose all control and do something stupid like try and kiss him. ¡°Are you okay with that?¡± He asks as one of his hands slides up my back. I can barely hear what he¡¯s asking me with the loud pounding in my chest. I slowly nod even though my mind screams for me to say no. ¡°Autumn.¡± The concern in his voice forced me to look at him. Our bodies are much closer now, and his body heat is making my body do weird things. He looks troubled, ¡°today must not have gone how you expected it to. It was never my intention to make today worse than our engagement night. I¡¯m sorry for everything. I¡¯m not trying to hurt you. But when it concerns Anya, I act without thinking. I know it¡¯s probably thest thing a wife wants to hear, but I can¡¯t control it. Whenever she¡¯s in pain, I¡¯m in more. I¡¯m trying my best to stop it, but so far, I¡¯m failing.¡± My heart feels like he¡¯d just punched it. Hearing him say how much she affected him was even harder than seeing it happen in front of me. But I can¡¯t me him for it. He¡¯s helpless, just like I am. She has his heart, and he has mine. I understood what he felt because I felt it too. ¡°You don¡¯t have to exin yourself to me. I understand what you¡¯re going through. I would be just as helpless if the man I loved was in pain.¡± I confess. His head snaps up at my words, ¡°the man you love?¡± Oh no. What the hell was wrong with me? Why would I say that to him? I wasn¡¯t thinking right. ¡°Autumn,¡± he says in a strained voice, a tone I¡¯ve never heard him use before. ¡°Is there a man that you¡¯re in love with? Why didn¡¯t you say something before we got married? Why wait until now to tell me?¡± I bite my lip as I try to search my stupid brain for an answer. I knew something like this would have happened when he brought our bodies closer together. It made me do dumb things, and this was an excellent example of that. ¡°No,¡± I finally say. ¡°I¡¯m not in love with anyone. I was trying to exin that I would act the same way if I had someone I was in love with. That¡¯s all. I¡¯m sorry for any confusion.¡± It was the biggest lie I¡¯ve ever told. Atticus doesn¡¯t look entirely convinced, but he does seem to loosen up a little bit. ¡°Thank you for being so understanding.¡± He says after a few minutes of deep thought. I nodded, but my heart was still in pain from his earlier words. It¡¯s always been like this; I¡¯ve always had to suffer because of how much I loved him, seeing the man you love be so deeply in love with another woman was excruciating. Knowing that woman was willing to destroy your marriage to get him didn¡¯t help either. Atticus could give in to her one day, and then I¡¯ll be left with an even bigger broken heart than this. There were many times I tried pretending like I didn¡¯t care about him, many times when I tried to forget about my feelings. It only came back stronger. Now that I was spending so much time with him and having conversations, it became harder to ignore what I felt. Atticus¡¯s body suddenly tenses next to mine; it¡¯s only then that I notice Anya joining the dance floor with Damon. Shouldn¡¯t she be resting if she¡¯d just fainted? Where is she getting the strength to dance? Anytime Atticus showed any attention to me, Anya always showed up out of nowhere. She wasn¡¯t backing down. She was fighting for him even though he was now a married man. I didn¡¯t think that she would ever let him go. Atticus loosens his hold on me, and before the song can even finish, he pulls me out of the dance floor with him. ¡°I just need a moment to clear my head.¡± He apologizes as he disappears once more. I look at Anya and am surprised when she looks at me as though she¡¯d just won. Won what exactly? Was this a game on who could get a reaction out of Atticus? ¡°You did well out there.¡± My mother congratted me. ¡°The videographer must have gotten some good footage of the dance. If only that girl didn¡¯te in and spoil the ending for everyone. She has no shame.¡± Anya was still on the dance floor with Damon, and people from the crowd were also joining in with their partners. I was d the attention was away from me, at least for now. ¡°We are getting the yacht ready,¡± Dante informs us. ¡°I have the names of all the guests going to the ind with us. If any guests are not in here, add them in now.¡± They were continuing the ceremony in one of the Fawns¡¯ many private inds. I knew this part of the ceremony was meant to be more intimate than the wedding. Only a selected few were invited. Anya joins us suddenly with Damon by her side, ¡°congrattions on marrying my mate.¡± She tells me. There is no hiding the sarcasm in her voice. ¡°Thank you,¡± I responded, even though I knew she wasn¡¯t trying to be kind. ¡°And will you be joining us on the yacht?¡± rissa asks. ¡°I¡¯m not sure if Damon told you, but there is minimal space. You may not be able toe with us.¡± ¡°rissa,¡± Damon growls in a warning. ¡°Don¡¯t you worry about me; my name is already on the list. My mate made sure that it was there.¡± She looks at me while speaking, and it makes me wonder if she was implying that Atticus was the one that ced her name on the list. ¡°Well, good for you,¡± rissa says with a fake smile. ¡°Autumn, you¡¯re a part of our family now; you don¡¯t even need to be on the list.¡± I smile and hug her, ¡°we should have been good friends a long time ago.¡± ¡°Betterte than never.¡± She grins. ¡°And I can assure you that I will be a good friend, unlike certain people I¡¯m forced to be around.¡± Anya stares at her nails, pretending she isn¡¯t listening to her, ¡°has anyone seen Atticus?¡± She asks suddenly. No one answers, and she looks around us, ¡°should I go look for him? Maybe he needs me. This marriage has not been easy on him.¡± ¡°Autumn can do that.¡± rissa intervenes. ¡°She¡¯s his wife.¡± Anya sighs, ¡°and she¡¯s the reason he¡¯s already depressed. Sending her to look for him won¡¯t make this easier on him. She will only make things worse. I know him more than anyone else. He needs me.¡± Griffin joins us once more, and he must have heard her. ¡°Atticus is doing just fine. He doesn¡¯t need you as much as you think. I just saw him. He¡¯s organizing Autumn¡¯s bag, packing it in his jeep, getting ready for tonight.¡± He informs her. I¡¯m not sure if he was lying or telling the truth. I guess I¡¯ll find out if I found my bag in his jeep. ¡°I have a few friends I need you to add to the list.¡± He says to Dante, stopping Anya from saying anything else. ¡°A few friends?¡± Dante asks as he quirks a brow. ¡°Just Austin and his entire family. Including some of their friends. Nothing we can¡¯t handle.¡± He answers him. Dante sighs, ¡°Are there any other guests we should know about?¡± ¡°No, sir!¡± Griffin teases him. ¡°Should we change in the yacht or right here?¡± I ask rissa. She smiles, ¡°it¡¯s a tradition that Atticus picks you up in your wedding dress and carries you onto the yacht. We can change after.¡± ¡°It¡¯s time to leave.¡± Atticus¡¯s father announces suddenly. ¡°We can¡¯t reach the indte. They need to be in that spring by midnight.¡± Spring? What spring? Before I can ask any other questions, my mother is rushing me towards the garage where Atticus is supposedly already waiting for me. Everyone starts moving so quickly that it¡¯s hard to keep up. And it¡¯s not just our families; everyone getting onto the yacht with us is getting into their vehicles and leaving as well. As Griffin said earlier, we find Atticus near his jeep; I¡¯m not sure if he¡¯s waiting for me. He looks so good, leaned up against the door staring down at the ground. He looks up when he hears us, and I try to keep a clear head. The first thing I looked for was my bag, and Griffin was telling the truth; it was already here, waiting for me. Atticus opens the door for me and even holds my wedding dress as I climb onto the jeep. His small gesture touches my heart. He didn¡¯t have to do that, but he was a gentleman. I gasped when he leaned into me and buckled my seatbelt. I can smell him. His perfectly styled hair, the smell of his cologne, and the scent that only he carried on his body. It takes all my self-control not to lean closer and take a bigger whiff. ¡°Tonight may not be easy for you,¡± he whispers. What does he mean by that? He looks into my eyes as he continues to exin, ¡°our traditions aren¡¯t the easiest for couples who aren¡¯t in love.¡± And what about couples where one person was in love, and the other wasn¡¯t? Because that was what we were, he didn¡¯t know it yet. And if I had a say, he would never find out about my feelings for him. I was too scared of how he would react if he knew the truth. ¡°What are you two still doing here?¡± My mother demands. ¡°We¡¯rete.¡± Atticus pulls away from me before he could continue his exnation and walks over to the driver¡¯s side. rissa joins us in the backseat, and Atticus and I don¡¯t speak again after that. I was curious about these traditions, however. Did it have anything to do with the spring his father had mentioned earlier? Or was he referring to the tradition rissa had told me about a few minutes ago? The one where he would have to pick me up and carry me onto the yacht. That wasn¡¯t something that would be too difficult for me to handle. It might make me fall more for him, but that wouldn¡¯t be any different from every typical day of my sad life. ¡°Why are you not with Damon?¡± Atticus asks his sister. ¡°That was the car arrangement we made and agreed on just yesterday.¡± ¡°Anya was being a b***h as usual.¡± She snaps. ¡°I still don¡¯t understand why she was invited to such a private event. She spoils everything.¡± rissa looked at me apologetically as soon as Anya was brought up. She realizes that reminding Atticus of her right now isn¡¯t the best decision. She doesn¡¯t have anything to be sorry about. I couldn¡¯t avoid conversations with Anya; she was too involved in everyone¡¯s life not to be brought up. She wasn¡¯t someone that could easily be ignored. The Fawn brothers loved her too much for that to happen. Well, not all of them, but enough to ensure she couldn¡¯t be kicked out of the family. ¡°Don¡¯t you think Autumn looked beautiful today?¡± rissa says. ¡°I think she¡¯s the most beautiful bride ever.¡± Atticus nces at me, and the look in his eyes makes my belly do a little flip-flop. Did he agree with her? Did he also think I looked beautiful today? He doesn¡¯t respond, however, and rissa doesn¡¯t try to bring that up again. ¡°We¡¯re here!¡± rissa says with excitement. ¡°It would have been the perfect night if someone wasn¡¯t invited, but I¡¯ll still try and make the most of it.¡± ¡°I know you have to pick me up and carry me into the yacht,¡± I tell Atticus; that was probably the tradition he was referring to earlier. ¡°I¡¯m not ufortable with it. It¡¯s okay.¡± He scratches the back of his neck, and I wonder if Atticus is nervous, that¡¯s unlike him. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°It¡¯s not the tradition that I was speaking about Autumn.¡± He informs me. ¡°I¡¯ll exin it to you in a bit.¡± I nod even though it¡¯s killing me, not knowing what he¡¯s speaking about. We all gather at the entrance of the yacht, and I try not to let my fear of water spoil this moment for me. It¡¯s supposed to be special having Atticus lift me and carry me into the yacht. We would be the first to board it, other than the crew members. Everyone around us begins to chant Atticus¡¯s name as they wait for him to pick me up into his arms. He waits for my nod of approval, and the moment I do, he wraps his arm around me and picks me up bridal style. Atticus looks straight ahead as he walks with me in his arms while everyone cheers behind us. I, on the other hand, can¡¯t stop staring at his face. I wanted to pull myself closer so that I could kiss his neck. I¡¯ve never wanted to kiss it as much as I do right now at this very moment. I didn¡¯t just want to kiss him there; I wanted to bite down hard on it as well, to leave my mark on him. My cheeks get red at the direction of my thoughts. What was wrong with me? Why was I thinking like this? The drone is flying around us, and I blink at the sh from the many cameras around us. This was going to be all over the magazines tomorrow. Not to mention all the messages and videos that will be sent to my phone. I¡¯m sure it was already blowing up. That¡¯s why I decided to stay away from it tonight. There are so many things I want to say to Atticus, so many things that I wish I dared to confess to him. In a perfect world, I would confess my love for him, and he would tell me that he had loved me all along. I want tough at how ridiculously impossible that is. Atticus stops walking, and this time I have no control over my body as I lightly touch his left cheek with my hand. His eyes narrow and turns dark as he watches me like a predator watches its prey. I gasped, unsure what to think of his reaction to me touching him. Was that good or bad? The cheers get louder, and it¡¯s only then that I realize we are already on the yacht. Atticus seems to realize the same time because he lets go of me so quickly that I almost fall. I steadied myself and tried to act normal even though my heart threatened to explode. Why couldn¡¯t I have more control over my own body? I almost made a fool of myself. That wouldn¡¯t be anything new for someone like me. I was ustomed to doing that. ¡°Congrattions to the happy couple!¡± Everyone shouts. I noticed Anya in the crowd; she was the only one that wasn¡¯t happy for us. And she didn¡¯t try and hide her unhappiness. I¡¯m not the only one to notice it; Atticus also does. She also looks at him, and the longing I see in his eyes almost kills me on the spot. I will never be able to get over him being in love with Anya. Never. He even admitted to how much their lives and emotions were intertwined. It¡¯s something I¡¯ll never be able topete with. ¡°Should we leave and change into different outfits now?¡± I ask rissa. I felt overwhelmed with all the attention and almost embarrassing myself for the hundredth time this month; I needed some time away from everyone. ¡°You don¡¯t need to tell me twice,¡± rissa said as she linked our arms and guided me to the changing room. ¡°Did you see the look Anya gave you?¡± she asks as she shuts the door behind us. ¡°I don¡¯t know how you ever remained friends with her. To me, it always looked like she was jealous of you.¡± ¡°Anya jealous of me?¡± I ask. ¡°She had no reason to be. She had everything.¡± And to me, Atticus was everything. ¡°If I were you, I would stop trying to salvage your friendship with her. It¡¯s not worth it. She seems like the type of girl that would pretend to be your friend and then backstab you.¡± She points out. I knew that rissa was most likely right. Anya has always said things to hurt my feelings in the past; they¡¯ve only gotten worse since I agreed to marry Atticus. I don¡¯t think there was anything I could do now to make her change her mind about this entire situation. Anya wasn¡¯t going to make my marriage easy either; she was determined to break Atticus and me up. I saw it in her eyes; it wasn¡¯t something she even bothered trying to hide from me. ¡°I should inform you of an important tradition in our family,¡± rissa says suddenly, breaking me out of my thoughts. ¡°It happens when we arrive at the ind.¡± This is the second time this tradition was brought up. It must be a big deal if everyone kept trying to warn me about it. My curiosity had just doubled in seconds. ¡°Atticus mentioned it to me but was never able to exin what it was about,¡± I tell her. ¡°It¡¯s supposed to be simple for newlyweds to do, but since you and Atticus are not in love, I know it¡¯s going to be a little awkward for the both of you.¡± Oh no, I didn¡¯t like the sound of this. What exactly was this tradition that was supposed to be ufortable for us? ¡°There is a special spring found in the middle of the ind.¡± She exins. ¡°That ind was purchased by the Fawns solely because of that spring. The myth is that whoever bathes in that spring with their partner at exactly midnight,pletely naked, will never separate from each other for the rest of their life together. It¡¯s supposedly true. It¡¯s a secret passed down for generations. And it¡¯s worked so far. At least that¡¯s what I¡¯ve heard from Griffin.¡± Naked? I didn¡¯t mind bathing in a spring with Atticus, but NOT COMPLETELY NAKED. rissa was right; for happy couples, that would be a special moment, but for Atticus and me, it would be torture. I thought that I would be able to rx my mind and enjoy my time at the ind, but now I understood that this entire wedding, from beginning to end, was going to torture me. It wasn¡¯t going to get any easier for us, just quite the opposite. Chapter 24 Chapter 24 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 24 ¡°You haven¡¯t moved for ten minutes.¡± rissa points out to me. ¡°I can safely say you¡¯re not taking the news well.¡± I didn¡¯t think there was any other way to take news such as this one. I was in deep trouble. And there was no way for me to escape it. ¡°I¡¯m not sure what to do with that information,¡± I confess. ¡°It¡¯s not like I can back out now. We¡¯re already married, and I¡¯m already on this yacht.¡± One would think that I would be excited to see Atticuspletely naked after being in love with him for so long. But I wasn¡¯t in the least; I was freaking out. This wasn¡¯t the way I wanted it to happen. Though, Atticus had seen plenty of me already, notpletely naked but he saw more of me than I saw of him. Are we allowed to keep our eyes closed throughout the entire thing? That may make it easier for me. I wasn¡¯t sure what was allowed for this tradition and what wasn¡¯t. No one warned me of this before we got married. ¡°I¡¯m sure it¡¯s going to be okay; you¡¯re husband and wife now; eventually, you were both bound to see each other naked. Now is your chance to get it over with.¡± She points out. ¡°Besides, it¡¯s only a matter of time before our parents start asking for grandchildren. They will wait for you both to finish academy, and then they¡¯ll be harassing you every damn day.¡± It was true. I could see my parents insisting that I get pregnant as soon as I finished school. And I can see his parents being the same way. They were very simr in that way. Grandchildren were something I¡¯ve already heard my parents discuss multiple times before, and that was even before I had gotten married or knew that I was marrying Atticus. ¡°Let¡¯s get you into your dress,¡± rissa says as she brings out the long silky white dressced with silver patterns. Unlike me, she had already gotten into an elegant but sexy green dress; she¡¯d done that while I was dormant for ten minutes. I did happen to notice in those few minutes how she made sure to hide the tattoo from me, however, which only helped to confirm that my eyes hadn¡¯t deceived me that one time I saw it. I knew she wouldn¡¯t be ready to confess that secret to me. We were only getting to know each other. In the same way, I was not prepared to confess my feelings about Atticus to her either. rissa helped to retouch my makeup after the dress was on me. ¡°Let¡¯s make Atticus fall to his knees when he sees you tonight,¡± rissa says. ¡°You look hot. He may want to take you to the special spring earlier than midnight when he sees you.¡± I gape at her, ¡°rissa! That¡¯s your brother you¡¯re talking about!¡± ¡°Hey, step-brother. We¡¯re not blood-rted in any way.¡± She teases. ¡°Besides, someone has to help bring the two of you closer. While Anya keeps trying to pull you apart, I¡¯ll be your guardian angel, bringing you together.¡± I smile, ¡°I¡¯m still so happy that you¡¯re my sister-inw.¡± Sheughs, ¡°believe me, I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re mine and Anya didn¡¯t take your ce. I don¡¯t think I could survive living in the same house as her. I could barely stand being in the same room with her for more than five minutes. I can¡¯t imagine having her around all the time.¡± I couldn¡¯t imagine it either. The both of them would drive each other crazy. In many ways, it was better that I had married Atticus. Now it was time for him to realize this as well. Everyone else seemed to know it but him. ¡°Shall we go surprise everyone outside?¡± rissa asks as she extends her hand. I smile and ept her invitation, ¡°we shall.¡± When we got outside, we caught the attention of many guests, but they weren¡¯t the ones we wanted attention from. The first thing I notice is Atticus standing too close to Anya for myfort. I¡¯m not sure if he went to her first or if she did. Either way, I¡¯m upset. I wanted to see his reaction to my dress. Instead, I have to watch his reaction to having Anya by his side and not me. I know everyone kept telling me that Anya made him unhappy, but if she did, why was he always by her side? Why stay with someone that kept hurting you? The answer was simple; people tolerated anything for the one that they loved. No one knew that more than I did. Jealousy is oveing every other emotion that I feel. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever felt it this strongly before. Maybe it¡¯s because I¡¯ve always known they were together in the past, and I knew how wrong it was to feel jealous. I never allowed myself to give in to jealousy in the past because of this exact reason. This time was different; Atticus was my husband, not hers. They¡¯re supposed to be keeping a certain distance from each other. But no one seems to care that he¡¯s now a married man. If anything, Anya is closer to him than ever. Everyone was already gossiping so much about the three of us. They were not helping our situation by being that close in front of so many people. But this was what Anya wanted all along; she was getting her way. rissa senses my anger, and she gently rubs my shoulder, ¡°don¡¯t let her get to you. She¡¯s doing this to hurt you. You can beat her at her own game. You¡¯re the one that Atticus married, not her. Someone just needs to remind her of this little fact.¡± She pulls me along with her but stops halfway when she spots Damon. Their eyes met, and I noticed how her entire demeanor changed. While rissa seemed to be nervous, Damon looked like he was annoyed. And I¡¯m sure I saw him checking her out from head to toe. I think it isn¡¯t a one-sided crush; Damon must also have some feelings for her. But how was that possible? His mate was Anya. He¡¯s not supposed to have feelings for anyone else but her. Maybe it wasn¡¯t the kind of emotion I was thinking of. I¡¯m probably reading too much into it like I usually did. I soon forget about those two when Anya leans into Atticus and openly starts flirting with him. I close my eyes and exhale slowly. Deep breaths, Autumn. Don¡¯t let her get to you. Don¡¯t let her ruin what¡¯s supposed to be a special night for you. ¡°I¡¯m going to have a word with Damon,¡± rissa informs me. ¡°He looks angry. I want to know what¡¯s wrong.¡± I nod, ¡°I¡¯ll be right here.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you want to confront Atticus and take him away from Anya?¡± She asks. I shook my head, ¡°I shouldn¡¯t have to confront him for him to know that he¡¯s doing something wrong. He should realize it on his own.¡± She nods in understanding, ¡°I¡¯ll be right back. Don¡¯t go anywhere. We can deal with Anya when I return.¡± I didn¡¯t want to have anything to do with her tonight. I¡¯ve already tried my best to rekindle our friendship, but she was doing too much now. I fake augh, ¡°there isn¡¯t anywhere I could go except in the ocean, and since I¡¯m terrified of the water, I¡¯ll be right here waiting for you.¡± Jumping into the ocean didn¡¯t sound like such a bad idea after today. I watch as rissa leaves to join them. Damon watches her like a hawk, and I can tell they¡¯re about to argue. Both sides look pissed at each other. My eyes are drawn back to the man I married today. I wanted to go to him but not when Anya was there. I didn¡¯t want to hurt myself anymore. I¡¯ve gone through this so many times in the past before; Anya and Atticus openly flirting while he was totally oblivious to my feelings for him. I turned around; I didn¡¯t want to see more of them. I¡¯ve seen enough already for today. I let the wind caress my hair and take a moment to enjoy the beauty of the ocean. While the water has always terrified me, I¡¯ve never let that take away from its beauty. ¡°Autumn!¡± A familiar voice shouts my name. I look behind me to see Scarlett and ra. They¡¯re thest people I was expecting to see here tonight, but it doesn¡¯t mean I wasn¡¯t delighted that they were here. I shouldn¡¯t have been surprised; their family was also filthy rich. Of course, the Fawns would include them tonight. ¡°Congrattions on your wedding!¡± They scream as they pull me in for a hug. ¡°We¡¯re so happy for you.¡± I happily return their hug. ¡°But we have noticed Anya all up in your husband¡¯s space. She needs a reality check.¡± Scarlett points out. ¡°If you want, I¡¯ll give it to her.¡± ¡°There is no need for any of that,¡± I assure her. ¡°And here hees,¡± ra warns me. Here whoes? I follow her gaze, and to my surprise, Atticus has just joined us. ¡°Autumn.¡± He greets me. He pauses when he sees my dress. His gaze lingers on it for a few seconds, setting my body on fire. ¡°Do you want to join us? We¡¯re at the front of the yacht.¡± I knew where they were; I saw him at the front with Anya too close to his side. ¡°She¡¯s good here with us.¡± Scarlett steps in. ¡°Right,¡± Atticus says in not the happiest tone. ¡°Aren¡¯t you the one that let her get drunk that night at the beach? I think you were drunk as well.¡± Scarlett gives him a thumbs up, ¡°at least you have a good memory. Hopefully, you remember that you¡¯re married to Autumn and not Anya.¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°are youing with me?¡± He asks as he returns his attention to me. It was pretty evident that these two were not getting along. Scarlett didn¡¯t look like someone who kept quiet; she spoke her mind. I looked between my new friends and Atticus; I knew the answer before I even began to speak. ¡°I¡¯lle in a bit.¡± I finally respond. He doesn¡¯t look pleased with my response, but he doesn¡¯t try to convince me again. My answer would have been different if I was the one that had held his attention since we got onto the yacht, but that was far from what was happening. ¡°I hope you¡¯re not going to get her drunk again.¡± Atticus points out. ¡°There are many guests here. I would hate for there to be a repeat ofst time.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you worry.¡± ra cuts in. ¡°We will take good care of her.¡± He looks hesitant to leave, but he finally attempts to do so. Scarlett waves at him as he walks away. He goes straight back to his brothers, not just them but to Anya as well. She smirks at me and walks over to him once more. She¡¯s intentionally trying to provoke me. And it¡¯s working. Scarlett rolls her eyes, ¡°now I want to get you drunk tonight.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. Iugh, ¡°as much as I¡¯d love to help you piss him off, I don¡¯t think that¡¯s a good idea. He¡¯s right; there are many important guests present tonight. My parents are here as well. I don¡¯t want to get into another argument with them because of my actions.¡± ¡°I understand,¡± Scarlett says. ¡°But if you ever change your mind, the bottle isn¡¯t far away. It will help ease all your stress. ra always told me how good it made her feel, but I only got to experience it at the beach that day. Though, the next day all the paines rushing back in.¡± She didn¡¯t have to exin the feeling to me; I also knew what it felt like after that beautiful yet dreadful day at the beach. I had mixed feelings whenever I thought of that day. ¡°Thank you foring,¡± I thank them wholeheartedly. ¡°I¡¯m happy to see you both here. I¡¯ve been feeling a bit depressed, but you have definitely brightened up my night. There¡¯s just something about you; I always feel better when I¡¯m around you.¡± ¡°We weren¡¯t missing it; we promised to be your friends. We¡¯re just keeping that promise.¡± Scarlett tells me. ¡°And we¡¯re just as happy to spend more time with you. We should meet up after this. The academy is about to start back; we can n something then.¡± Ah, yes¡ªthe academy. The ce where everyone would be waiting to bombard me with questions. ¡°We¡¯re happy to be here, Autumn,¡± ra said as she poured herself a drink. ¡°Are you sure you girls don¡¯t want to join me?¡± I look back at Atticus; it irritates me to see Anya still standing so close to him. He came all the way here to ask me to join him; how did he expect me to join him when Anya was standing in my ce? She acted like they were the ones that had just gotten married. ¡°Maybe one drink won¡¯t hurt,¡± I say as I ept the ss from ra. It¡¯s almost like she knew I wasn¡¯t going to refuse. I take onerge gulp, swallowing it down, praying that it drowns the pain. I knew that the consequences of my actions tonight would be worse than that day at the beach. This time family and friends surrounded us. We were on a yacht, and it was my wedding night. People expected me to behave a certain way on this day. No one would expect me to be drinking. My parents already warned me thest time this happened, and ended up all over magazines and articles everywhere. But could anyone really me me? I¡¯m sure I¡¯m not the only one seeing what was taking ce right in front of my eyes. I can feel the pity stares digging into my back. They should understand why I was doing this on my wedding day. Even though I knew it was wrong to ept another drink, I couldn¡¯t help myself when I saw Anya take yet another step closer to Atticus. I hate that I have no control over myself because of them. I hate that I¡¯ve spent my entire life letting their actions hurt me. ra poured me yet another drink, and I did the same as before. I drank it down in one go. ¡°Cheers to your marriage!¡± Scarlett says as she shes our sses together. ¡°May Atticus open his eyes and notice the gem in front of him before it¡¯s toote!¡± ra sighs, ¡°men do mess everything up.¡± I knew she was refereeing to her breakup with Carter. Scarlett¡¯s face looks guilty after hearing her sister¡¯s words. It makes me wonder if she was hiding something from her. I don¡¯t have time to ponder that thought as ra pours more for me before doing the same for Scarlett. ¡°Who does she think she is anyway?¡± ra asks. ¡°Her rtionship with Atticus was over when he agreed to marry you. You need to go there and show her that he¡¯s your husband.¡± ¡°I agree,¡± Scarlett shouts. ¡°Go and do something that proves he¡¯s yours.¡± They were right. He was my husband. Maybe both Atticus and Anya needed to be reminded of that. I spun around, ring at both of them. They were deep in conversation. Did Atticus not even care that I was drinking anymore? Was he so busy with her to notice what I was up to? My hands tightened into fists after I shoved the ss into ra¡¯s waiting hand. I felt like punching the smiles out of both of their faces. They were too happy. A small part of me was begging for me to behave myself and not cause a scene. Sober Autumn would never do anything crazy on an important night like this. But that was the problem; I was no longer thinking straight; I was way past that point. ¡°I¡¯m going over there,¡± I inform both girls. They cheer for me as I approach my husband and his ex-girlfriend. I can feel myself begin to sway, but I don¡¯t let that stop me from reaching him. He doesn¡¯t realize my presence until I¡¯m already a few feet away. That¡¯s expected since Anya was telling him something so ¡®important¡¯ that nothing and no one else seemed to matter to him but her. She¡¯s the first one to see me; her nose wrinkles in disgust as she looks at me. I would have lunged for her if Atticus didn¡¯t turn simultaneously. It takes him a moment to realize that it was me standing before him, but when he does, his forehead immediately creases. He looks at me with wide eyes, ¡°Autumn?¡± I don¡¯t wait for him to say anything else. I grab him by his shirt. I sway a little. He grabs my waist to help steady me, and I¡¯m happy to have his hands on me even though he was only doing it to prevent me from falling t on my ass. Now, this was my Atticus. The man that wouldn¡¯t let me fall no matter what. I leaned further into his body; his warmth was already filling the emptiness inside of me. Whenever I was this close to him, I feltplete; I felt like the missing puzzle in my life had finally been found. And whenever he left, the opposite happened. ¡°You¡¯re mine,¡± I whisper against his ear. His body turns to stone beneath mine. Good. He heard me. Before he could respond, I used my grip on his shirt to pull him closer to me until our lips were inches apart. I gently run my finger over it, and his lips part under my touch. I close my eyes as I finally give in and crash our lips together. Chapter 25 Chapter 25 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 25 I can hear the surprised gasps around us, but I don¡¯t care. I want this. I want Anya to know that he¡¯s mine, my husband, not hers. Atticus is stiff beneath me, making me wonder if he hates this. Does he hate my kiss? Does he wish it was Anya instead of me kissing him? I can¡¯t stand the thought of that. I gently pull away to look into his eyes. I want to see his expression; I want to know what he¡¯s thinking even though I can¡¯t read his mind. I can see the surprise lingering on his face, but there¡¯s also something else in his gaze, something that makes my heart swell with joy; desire. His eyes are dark with desire. That was all I needed to keep going. This time Atticus meets me halfway as our lips make contact once more. My body shivers as his taste fills my mouth. Atticus tastes better than anything else I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of tasting. I grab onto his hair and moan as his lips practically cover mine. It¡¯s like he¡¯s eating them alive, and I love it. I want him to want me. I want him to enjoy this as much as I am doing. He moves from my bottom lip to my top, then pulls them both in before repeating. I¡¯m letting him take the lead, I want him to take control. No, I want him to lose control. Atticus grabs my waist suddenly, squeezing and rubbing on the skin there. I¡¯m desperately trying to get closer to him now. This isn¡¯t enough. It isn¡¯t about proving he¡¯s mine to anyone anymore. I¡¯m practically trying to climb onto his body now with how desperate I am to get more of him. I think Atticus knows exactly what I want. He spins us around and jams me up against the yacht before deepening the kiss. I immediately feel it all between my legs. I¡¯m wet and aching for him. He was doing this to me¡ªonly him. No one else could make me feel like I was floating in the air and breathing happiness into my soul. ¡°Atticus.¡± I cry. ¡°I need¡ª,¡± I don¡¯t get to finish as he grabs my thighs and helps me wrap my legs around his body. I gasp as I feel something warm and hard the moment that he does this. I cry out as his lips move from my mouth to my neck. He¡¯s kissing every inch, letting my body know what it felt like to be on cloud nine. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± Anya screams, breaking though my happiness. ¡°What the hell do you think you¡¯re doing? Get her off you!¡± We both stop moving at her words. He slowly lifts his face from my neck and stares at me as though he doesn¡¯t know what just came over him. Even I¡¯m not sure what just happened, the Atticus I knew would never lose control and kiss me so ravishingly in front of everyone he knew. He looks at Anya behind us, and I do the same. She¡¯s red with rage; I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen her like this before. I used that opportunity to smile; I wanted her to know that she wasn¡¯t the only one who could y dirty. If she tried to flirt with my husband openly, I had to remind her who wore the ring. She narrows her eyes at me and I just know that if she wasn¡¯t so concerned about her reputation she would have tried to hit me again, but there were too many people here for her to pull another stunt like that. Atticus slowly lets go of my waist, and I gasped as I slid down his body. I knew what I just felt. His pulsing hot but huge need. This proved that he wasn¡¯t unaffected by my kiss. It had impacted him as much as it had done to me. He shifts on his feet, looking restless. ¡°You¡¯re drunk.¡± He finally says in a disappointed tone. Anya is still irritated behind us, but I¡¯m not giving her any more of my attention. I was too mesmerized by Atticus to waste my time on her. He wasn¡¯t looking at me anymore; he was examining our surroundings, maybe trying to figure out who had seen our passionate kiss. He seemed pleased with what he saw. Did that mean I hadn¡¯t caused as much trouble as I¡¯d thought? ¡°Atticus.¡± Anya hissed. She was trying to catch his attention. While she did seed, he didn¡¯t go to her like I expected him to. Instead, he gently takes my hand in his. ¡°Let¡¯s get you some water to drink. We can¡¯t let my parents nor yours see you in this condition. Especially not when we have an important tradition tonight.¡± I could feel Anya¡¯s gaze digging into my back as we walked away. I could only move my feet because he was holding my hand; otherwise, I would have been swaying from left to right. I was drunk, yes, but that kiss had left me weaker than I was before. My knees felt wobbly, and my stomach had little butterflies in it. ¡°Why did you do it, Autumn?¡± Atticus whispers as he hands me the cup of water and helps me onto a stool near the bar. ¡°You¡¯re aware of the trouble getting drunk today could have caused for yourself. You¡¯re not someone that drinks like this. You¡¯re lucky no one else saw what happened but my siblings and Anya.¡± I bite my lip, ¡°you know why I did it.¡± He looks perplexed, ¡°how would I know why you drank? Drink the water.¡± I refuse to do it, and he takes the cup from me only to hold it to my lips, ¡°drink.¡± He orders. I take a small sip, and he tells me to drink more. I do as he says, and he finally ces the cup on the counter next to us. ¡°You¡¯re the reason I did,¡± I answered; I knew he was still waiting for me to exin. N?velDrama.Org holds this content. I¡¯m running out of breath, even in my state I know I shouldn¡¯t have said that. But I don¡¯t seem to have any control over myself. I¡¯m blurting things that I know I will eventually regret. He lifts his eyes to study my face, his gaze is electric as he asks in a smooth but rmed tone, ¡°me? I¡¯m the reason? How can that be Autumn?¡± He seemed even more confused now that I¡¯d said that to him. How would he understand when he didn¡¯t know that I loved him? How could he understand anything that I felt when he wasn¡¯t aware of how much it hurt me whenever I had to see Anya flirting with him? Atticus wasn¡¯t aware of my feelings for him; he was utterly clueless when it came to that. ¡°I¡¯m the reason that you¡¯re suddenly drinking?¡± He asks once more in disbelief. ¡°Is it because you didn¡¯t want to marry me, to begin with?¡± I want tough at that question. He honestly doesn¡¯t know anything, does he? It was quite the opposite. I wanted his love and affection so much that I hated to witness another woman receiving it. My gaze drops to his lips; I can¡¯t believe I¡¯ve just been kissing them. And that¡¯s what I wanted to do again. To kiss him. And touch him. To feel him once more against me. I gently press my hands against his chest and I can¡¯t help myself as I look up into his gorgeous eyes, ¡°you have it all wrong.¡± I can feel the wild beating of his heart and I have to wonder if that¡¯s also because of the kiss we just shared. Or was it because of what I¡¯d just told him? That he was the reason I¡¯d suddenly started to drink. He was right, I was not someone to do things like that. I was usually more obedient and definitely not a trouble maker. Recently, I¡¯ve been taking risks and letting myself do things I normally wouldn¡¯t. And it was all because of this man in front of me. He waits for me to exin, but I don¡¯t get a chance; my mother joins us then, ¡°we¡¯ve arrived.¡± I looked around us; she was right. The ind was right in front of me. I was so preupied with wanting to kiss and touch Atticus that I didn¡¯t take the time to look at my surroundings. How long had the yacht even stopped? It wasn¡¯t moving now, and people were already on the sand preparing to get to the beach-house. How lost had I been in him not to notice any of that? ¡°We¡¯ve been looking everywhere for you two.¡± She informs us. ¡°Time is running out. We need to prepare for the spring. Let¡¯s get moving.¡± Atticus takes a step back from me at her words. The spring? Did I hear that correctly? They couldn¡¯t be serious. Those words had managed to shock me even in my drunken state. Was it time already? Chapter 26 Chapter 26 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 26 ~ATTICUS~ Autumn sways on her feet, and I know that her mother is watching. I didn¡¯t want her to get into unnecessary trouble; she was clearly going through plenty that she wasn¡¯t telling anyone about. Things that were causing her to drink like this. Her parents were not understanding and neither were mine. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with her?¡± Her mother asks. ¡°It¡¯s a tradition that I pick her up and carry her out the yacht,¡± I say without answering her question. Before her mother can ask any questions, I grab her waist and take her into my arms. Autumn gasped at first, but then she gently ced her head on my chest and snuggled closer into me. I swallow; it¡¯s hard to ignore how perfectly she fits against me. No one had ever felt this good against me before, and it was something I¡¯d noticed even before this moment. I¡¯m still bothered about her words from just a few minutes ago. Why did she me me for her drinking? This was something I would have to discuss with her when she was sober and not while she was in this condition. I couldn¡¯t believe every word she said when she wasn¡¯t even aware she was saying it. When we were out of the boat, I noticed something that immediately caught my attention. Griffin was having a conversation with Arthur and Gabrie; they looked worried. And Griffin was not someone that ever looked like that unless something terrible was going on. If something was happening that needed our attention, I had to go to them and help solve the problem. I step in their direction when my father blocks my way, ¡°where do you think you¡¯re going?¡± He asks. ¡°The spring is in that direction. We have less than an hour to prepare everything before midnight. There is no time to waste.¡± I inwardly groan. I barely made it out alive when Autumn kissed me in front of everyone; how would I survive seeing herpletely naked? And this time, we will be alone with no interruptions. I needed something to stop me from doing anything stupid while in there with her. Maybe if I didn¡¯t look at her during the ritual, it would pass quickly, and I won¡¯t be tempted by her. I had to keep reminding myself that Autumn was intoxicated; she wasn¡¯t aware of the things she was doing. Like thatst time, she¡¯d gotten drunk and didn¡¯t remember anything the next day. But did she truly forget everything that had happened? It felt like she was lying to me at that time. From N?velDrama.Org. I look down at her and almost trip on my own two feet. She¡¯s staring up at me, and I¡¯ve never seen anyone look at me with so much admiration. It took everything inside of me to look away from her gaze, but I had to keep moving, and I couldn¡¯t risk walking into a tree just because I wanted to keep staring at her. I¡¯ve noticed Autumn¡¯s beauty multiple times in the past, more than I¡¯ll ever admit, but it¡¯s always been dangerous; I chose to ignore it because she was my mate¡¯s best friend. Avoiding her had always been my mission, and it had worked for years. But now avoiding her was out of the question. And I don¡¯t think I was prepared for it. Nothing in this world has prepared me for Autumn. Absolutely nothing. It was hard to believe that this woman was now my wife. Why did she kiss me earlier? I could still taste her, and I wanted to savor it. ¡®You¡¯re mine.¡¯ She¡¯d also said those words to me. It was so unlike Autumn. She was turning into someone I wasn¡¯t familiar with. But had I ever truly known her from the start? We barely spoke; even now, we¡¯ve only spoken a few words to each other. But as it turns out, it didn¡¯t take many words to affect me as long as those words wereing from Autumn¡¯s mouth. ¡®You¡¯re mine.¡¯ Those words had undone something inside of me, I wasn¡¯t sure what it was, but I¡¯d wanted her like never before. Even holding her in my arms was risky at this point. I was testing my limit. ¡°We¡¯re here,¡± I say to Autumn as I ce her on the ground. I was relieved to finally put some distance between us, even though I knew that it wouldn¡¯t be for long. We¡¯re in front of the beach house. The jeep is waiting for us; there are clean clothes and towels in the back seat, as well as two robes for both of us. Autumn doesn¡¯t bother looking around; her eyes are still locked on me. How long has she been staring at me? f**k. Why does she keep doing that? She¡¯s making it so damn hard for me to keep myself under control. ¡°Why are you just standing there?¡± My mother demands. ¡°You¡¯rete. We must get Autumn inside the house to prepare her for tonight.¡± I can only hope that they don¡¯t realize how intoxicated she still was. Hopefully, they¡¯re too concerned about fixing her up for the ritual to realize something was off. If they figured out that she was drunk, all hell would break loose. They take her from me, and I¡¯m left alone with plenty on my mind. I had so many things to think about. A few minutester, they return with her, and all thoughts flow out of my head. She¡¯s walking towards me, and she has that beautiful smile on her face; she¡¯s seductive without even trying to be. I swallowed; my heart was pounding as they brought her to me in a robe. She wasn¡¯t even in fancy clothes, yet my blood was boiling with how much she affected me. Her body was covered, but she smelled divine. They¡¯d rubbed her down in oil, and the little of her skin that I could see was glistening under the moonlight. I swallow hard for the second time. Tonight wasn¡¯t going to be easy. I knew that from the start, ever since I was reminded of the ritual, I knew that I would be tortured tonight. And I was not wrong, the torture had already begun, and it was standing right in front of me. I was struggling to keep a clear mind, and she hadn¡¯t even removed the robe. Knowing that she had nothing underneath it did not help my situation either. It only doubled the pain that I already felt. I guide Autumn to the jeep and help her into the passenger¡¯s side. I buckle her in, and her hands lightly touch my hair without warning. I freeze. Her scent traps me for the hundredth time. Why was her touch always so gentle? No one has ever touched me like her before. Her touch was the softest of touches, and it could melt any man that had the pleasure of experiencing it. I¡¯m suddenly reminded that she waspletely naked beneath that robe. All I had to do was look down and I could see her exposed chest. And if I let my hands move the silky material just a little to the side, I can see even more than that. Ah, s**t. This was not helping. I gently removed her hand; as much as I enjoyed it, we had somewhere to be. I rushed to the driver¡¯s seat before my parents could scold us again. It didn¡¯t take long to reach, not with the speed at which I¡¯d been driving. When we arrived, someone was ying the violin a little distance from the spring; he was positioned close enough so we could hear him but far enough so that he couldn¡¯t see what was happening in the water. Not that anything would be happening. It was just to walk in there with Autumn at midnight and let the water touch every part of our body while we held hands. That was all I would be allowing tonight. No matter how much I wanted more, I would not let it happen. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ Atticus is unusually quiet when the jeep stops; it looks like he has plenty on his mind. He jumps out of the vehicle and walks over to my side; he opens the door for me and unbuckles my seatbelt before helping me to the ground. He then opens the back door and removes his robe from the seat. ¡°I¡¯m going to get changed.¡± He informs me. ¡°You can wait near the spring for me. Remember, we need to walk in together. That means that you can¡¯t go in without me, or it will defeat the purpose of this entire trip.¡± Why would I ever want to go in without him? I wanted our marriage tost forever. This wasn¡¯t a ritual that I nned on messing up. I was terrified of him seeing me naked for the first time, but that didn¡¯t mean I was about to let that prevent us from having a sessful marriage. I walk over to the spring when he leaves me alone. It¡¯s beautiful and crystal clear; his family has done an excellent job of keeping it this clean. Considering how important it was to their family, it was expected that they would protect this part of the ind. It was decorated for us, with candles and flowers everywhere. It was one of the most romantic settings I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of witnessing in person. And that, coupled with the beautiful music, made this the perfect night. Atticus walks over to me, and he also has a robe on now. I wasn¡¯t sure if I was prepared to see him completely bare. ¡°Are you ready?¡± He asks me. ¡°It¡¯s one minute to midnight. The rm will ring when we need to get in.¡± I nod despite the nervousness that I feel. Where was the confident girl that walked up to him and kissed him in the yacht tonight? The drinks were not helping this time. Maybe I needed more. No. I could do this. I loosen the tie around my body and let the robe fall. Atticus isn¡¯t looking at me, I can tell. Maybe he¡¯s avoiding it. He¡¯s avoiding looking at my naked body. For some reason, it angers me. I want him to see; I want him to notice and like me. He removes his robe as well, and the rm starts to ring at the exact time. He takes my hand in his without warning, and we both begin to walk. The water touches my feet, and its warmth spreads throughout my body. I¡¯ve taken baths in springs before, but none has ever made me feel like this. It was filling me with some unknown emotion, and I tightened my grip on Atticus¡¯s hand to help calm my racing heart. It felt overwhelming, but not in the wrong way. I loved that Atticus was the one I was doing this with. I was happy that the spring was shallow, considering how terrified I was of water. If it were any deeper, I would climb onto Atticus and beg him to take me out. Thankfully I was saved from embarrassing myself tonight. Not many knew of my great fear of water. It was something I was scared to admit because I knew how people have judged me for it when I was a child. I shake that thought out of my mind. This wasn¡¯t the time to think about the past. ¡°The water needs to touch everywhere.¡± He reminds me before we both dipped our heads into the water until every inch of our bodies was soaking wet. ¡°I, Atticus Fawn, choose Autumn as my partner in this life and any other life that I¡¯m blessed with. She is the only woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.¡± He murmurs while looking up at the moon. It shone brighter than usual tonight. I knew that these words were only part of the ritual, and he didn¡¯t mean it, but it still brought a shiver down my spine. ¡°I, Autumn Rivera Fawn, choose Atticus as my partner in this life and any other life that I¡¯m blessed with. He is the only man I want to spend the rest of my life with.¡± Unlike Atticus, I meant every word. I wanted to spend the rest of my life by his side. He was still refusing to look at me, I stole a nce at him, and I was mesmerized by how smooth his chest was despite it being so toned and muscr. I swallow, wanting to look lower but knowing that I shouldn¡¯t. My cheeks are red when he catches me staring. ¡°It¡¯s the end of the ritual.¡± He informs me. ¡°We can leave now.¡± Leave? I didn¡¯t want to leave. He wasn¡¯t even looking at me. Was I not desirable to him? Why else was he avoiding looking at me so severely? And it also seemed like he was desperate to end this ritual as quickly as possible. He wasn¡¯t even trying to enjoy the beauty of the spring or the warmth that flowed through our bodies because of it. ¡°No,¡± I tell him. ¡°I do not want to leave.¡± Atticus looks shocked by my words. Did he think that I¡¯d only want to spend five minutes in here with him? ¡°Why?¡± He asks. ¡°The ritual is over.¡± ¡°It¡¯s because you haven¡¯t looked at me once since I removed my robe.¡± I point out. His jaw clenched, ¡°I respect you. By not looking.¡± ¡°I¡¯m your wife.¡± I snap. ¡°You¡¯re disrespecting me by not.¡± ¡°Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°You¡¯re drunk; that¡¯s why you¡¯re behaving this way. You don¡¯t know what you truly want. I¡¯m not going to look at your body when you¡¯re drunk and may not even remember anything you did today. Just like you¡¯ve done in the past.¡± ¡°Is it that I¡¯m not good enough?¡± I demand. ¡°Am I hideous to look at Atticus?¡± Atticus draws in a deep breath, ¡°why the hell would you think something so ridiculous?¡± He demands. ¡°Have you ever looked at a mirror?¡± His words have given me the confidence I needed. I walk over to the edge of the spring; Atticus may think I¡¯m trying to leave like he¡¯d asked me to. I was only doing the opposite. And he was about to find that out. I lift my body off the spring until I¡¯m sitting at the edge, where he has a full view of my naked body. I don¡¯t want to be shy anymore. I want to show him what could be his if he just opened his heart to me. A low growl tore from his throat suddenly, and I¡¯d never seen him look this sexy and dangerous all at the same time before. He¡¯s hungry, but not for Anya or anyone else; he¡¯s hungry for me. Happiness explodes in my chest. Seeing Atticus look at me with such raw passion makes me the happiest person on earth. This is what I¡¯ve always wanted. To have his full attention and for him to want me. It almost feels like a dream, and maybe that¡¯s what this is, just a dream. If that¡¯s the case, I¡¯m going to make the most of it. No one is going to take tonight away from me. I¡¯m taking what I want. It makes me feel even more confident. It gives me the courage to spread my legs wide and give him direct ess to me. I¡¯m swollen, wet and aching. His eyes go utterly dark as his pupils dte. ¡°Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°Do you understand how f*****g dangerous this game is that you¡¯re ying?¡± I shook my head, pretending not to know what he was talking about. ¡°I¡¯m a f*****g man and a dangerous f*****g wolf all in one package. You¡¯re teasing me. You¡¯re inching me closer to insanity. And I¡¯m losing all f*****g control. Do you know what it means for me to lose control?¡± He demands. ¡°It¡¯s not something you want to see. I can promise you that.¡± I slowly run my hands down my body, stopping at my breasts. ¡°They hurt.¡± I cry out. ¡°I don¡¯t know why but they hurt so much.¡± ¡°Maybe because you¡¯re f*****g pinching them.¡± He growls. ¡°Am I?¡± I whisper, feigning innocence. ¡°I wasn¡¯t aware of it.¡± I slowly ran my fingers down my stomach ignoring his continuous warnings for me to stop. If he wanted me to stop, he had toe and stop me himself. So far, Atticus was trying his best to keep some distance between us. That wouldn¡¯t continue if I had anything to say about it. ¡°AUTUMN, don¡¯t you f*****g dare put your hands any lower.¡± He warns, there is venom dripping from his mouth, and he may think it¡¯s scary, but to me, it¡¯s just a turn-on. I like when he¡¯s all hot and bothered because I¡¯m spreading my legs for him. ¡°Why shouldn¡¯t I?¡± I ask in a seductive whisper. ¡°What if I want to put my hands because I¡¯m all swollen and needy down there? You¡¯re not doing it for me. Someone has to ease the ache I feel there.¡± ¡°You¡¯re drunk.¡± He says as he tries to remain calm. I can tell he¡¯s failing, however. ¡°You don¡¯t know what you want or f*****g need. So stop that. It¡¯s time to leave. The ritual is over.¡± ¡°Oops,¡± I say as I pretend my hand just slipped andnded between my legs. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean for that to happen.¡± His eyes darken a shade, and before I can touch my swollen clit, he¡¯s moving. And he¡¯s moving towards me. My eyes are wide when he finally gets to me. ¡°I told you not to do it.¡± He roars. ¡°You want me to see your f*****g swollen p***y. I¡¯m going to f*****g see it up close.¡± I gasped as he grabbed my thighs and spread them wider than I thought possible. Atticus is anything but shy as he openly stares between my legs. His eyes are growing darker by the second, and I love it. I love what I¡¯m doing to his body. But that¡¯s not the only thing that I noticed. His d**k, I didn¡¯t think it could get any bigger, but I was so wrong. It was growing by the second, and I wasn¡¯t sure how it could fit inside of me, let alone any woman on this. I lick my lips; he¡¯s making me hornier than I already felt. ¡°Ah f**k, Autumn.¡± He growls as my p***y gets even wetter than before. ¡°What the hell are you doing to me?¡± I grab onto his hair and try to rub my legs together. ¡°What the f**k do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± He asks as he spreads them even wider apart. ¡°I want to see your p***y; you¡¯re not hiding it from me after exposing it to me just a few minutes ago.¡± Was that all he was nning on doing? Just staring at them for the entire night? That wasn¡¯t what I wanted. I wanted more, and he knew it. Why wasn¡¯t he giving it to me? I attempt to touch it, but he grabs my hand and pushes it away. ¡°It hurts so much, Atticus.¡± I cry. ¡°If I let you touch your sweet p***y I¡¯m not going to be able to stop myself tonight, Autumn. Tonight will end with me inside of you, and I¡¯m not going to let that happen while you¡¯re drunk and don¡¯t know what the hell you¡¯re doing.¡± ¡°You touch me then,¡± I beg. ¡°Touch me anywhere. Just f*****g touch me.¡± His hand flicks my n****e, and I cry out. It¡¯s just one touch, but it¡¯s already making me drip even more. ¡°They¡¯re so f*****g responsive.¡± He says as my n*****s poke up, begging him for me. He leans forward and takes my n****e into his mouth; I grab onto his hair, pulling at the strands. I¡¯ve never felt anything this good before. I was aching, but in a good way. The wetness was flowing out of me and dripping onto the ground. Atticus growls, ¡°I don¡¯t know how to stop this. I don¡¯t know how not to want you when you¡¯re so damn desirable.¡± My body loved hearing him say that I was desirable. I arch my back as he moves to my next n****e, showering it with kisses before he starts to suck on them. ¡°I love it when you touch me,¡± I confess. ¡°I love it so much. I never want you to stop.¡± ¡°Yeah?¡± He asks. His eyes are drugged, and it¡¯s all because of me. ¡°I love touching you too, Autumn. Your bodyes alive when I touch it, and I f*****g love that baby. I love the way your p***y swells and pushes juices out; I love the way your n*****s get all hard for me. I love the way your eyes light up when they¡¯re looking at me. f**k I love everything about your beautiful body.¡± I gasp. ¡°And I love it enough not to touch your p***y tonight when you¡¯re unaware of what I¡¯m doing to it. I love it enough not to stick my d**k in you even though it¡¯s going to f*****g kill me. I¡¯ll have to pay for that for the rest of my pathetic life. But I don¡¯t f*****g care about my greedy monster of a d**k right now. I care about you and what you need.¡± He leans his forehead against mine, ¡°to not take advantage of you or your body while you¡¯re drunk.¡± ¡°But¡ª,¡± she begins to protest. ¡°Atticus!¡± I hear Dante¡¯s voice from a distance. What the hell was he doing here? I grab the robe from the side of us and cover Autumn¡¯s naked body. ¡°Are you decent?¡± He shouts. ¡°Not as yet,¡± I warn him. ¡°I¡¯lle to you.¡± If he¡¯s here, something must have gone wrong. But what could that be? Did something happen with Anya again? I left her earlier; I chose to be there for Autumn instead of her. It was a hard decision to make, but I knew it was the right one. I knew that Anya would hold it against me, but marrying Autumn meant she came first. I¡¯d only been around her earlier because my brothers had begged me. They said that Anya was in a lot of pain and they were scared of what she would do to herself if I didn¡¯t try tofort her. That was all I was trying to do; to be there for her and cheer her up a little. But when Autumn approached me drunk, all my attention was stuck on her. I couldn¡¯t think about anyone else but the woman that had dered I was hers and kissed me in front of everyone. All I wanted to do was to take care of her after that. I tried to find out what was bothering her, and I hate to admit it, but I wanted more than just a f*****g kiss. But I knew that couldn¡¯t happen as long as she was drunk. I¡¯d already let things get too far today. ¡°I¡¯ll be right back,¡± I tell her. ¡°Don¡¯t go anywhere.¡± She nods, and I walk over to where Dante stands, waiting for me after putting on the robe. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask, waiting for an exnation of his interruption. Part of me was pissed about the interruption, but the other half was grateful. I needed someone to stop me from doing something I would never forgive myself for. And I don¡¯t think Autumn would have forgiven me either when she returned to her senses. I wasn¡¯t about to do that to her. ¡°Kane is missing.¡± He informs me. ¡°He and the girl we met with Arthur, the one that didn¡¯t have a name to give us. The same girl that had lost her memory.¡± I knew exactly who he was speaking about. ¡°They¡¯re missing?¡± I ask, repeating his question. ¡°Yes.¡± He answers me. ¡°We¡¯ve looked everywhere for them on the yacht. They¡¯re nowhere to be found.¡± Chapter 27 Chapter 27 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 27 ¡°How can they possibly be missing?¡± I ask. How does anyone go missing from a yacht? We¡¯ve never had an incident like that in the past. People don¡¯t just fall out of a boat as big as that one. ¡°Griffin was thest person to see them on board.¡± He tells me. ¡°We¡¯re not sure what happened after he spoke with them, but they never made it to the ind with the rest of us. Chances are they fell off the boat, but none of us know how it happened.¡± Fell off the f*****g boat? Again, that didn¡¯t just happen. Were they drinking or did something else happen? I ran a hand through my wet hair; I was already not f*****g thinking right after Autumn literally just spread her legs and mesmerized me with the view of her beautiful and tempting body. I¡¯m unsure if I can even walk with how much I wanted her. The fact that I couldn¡¯t have her was torture and it was only about to get worse for me. ¡°Are you listening to me?¡± He demands. No, I wasn¡¯t. I hadn¡¯t heard a word he¡¯d said. ¡°We need to help Arthur with the search. It has already started, but they can¡¯t search this ind on their own, they will need us.¡± I nod, I knew we had to help. But there was something I had to see about first. ¡°I have to get Autumn back to the house,¡± I tell him. ¡°I can meet up with the others after.¡± ¡°She cane with us.¡± He offers. ¡°We can¡¯t waste any time. We¡¯re not even sure that they¡¯re still alive. Can you imagine the headlines if that happens?¡± Yes I can, I knew how brutal the article headlines were when our family was concerned. They were always waiting for a new story concerning our lives. But I was still not okay with Autumn joining us. I immediately disagreed, ¡°She¡¯s drunk, Dante. She¡¯s in no state to join us on a search and rescue. As soon as I get her back home, I will join the others on the search.¡± He nods, ¡°I¡¯ll inform Damon that you¡¯ll be joining us in half an hour or less.¡± It was good that he had agreed to this, I didn¡¯t want us to start a damn argument over Autumn in the middle of the woods. This was f*****g serious. Where were those two? What caused them to fall out of a moving boat? Is that even what happened to begin with? How much of this incident were we not aware of? I walk back to the spring and pause when I see Autumn. She¡¯s lying on the ground with the robe partially covering her body. Her hair is soaking wet and sticking to her face. I clutch my heart and feel a sudden stabbing pain while staring at her. I wince, unsure of what the hell this pain means. It isn¡¯t the first time it¡¯s happened to me. It¡¯s been happening ever since that first day we kissed. Anytime I got closer to her, the pain got more excruciatingly painful. This time was no exception and I wasn¡¯t even standing close to her. She senses my presence and immediately lifts herself off the ground to a sitting position, ¡°you¡¯re back.¡± She says with a bright smile. She had a beautiful smile, one that could brighten up anyone¡¯s day. It was innocent and pure, something you didn¡¯t see every day. I realize I¡¯ve only ever seen her smile like this when drunk. Does that mean that she¡¯s never been genuinely happy around me unless she was intoxicated? That sudden realization makes me feel uneasy. I was bothered by the idea of Autumn being unhappy especially around me. But there was still plenty that I didn¡¯t know about her. Things that I wish she would trust me enough to tell me. I asked her earlier if not wanting to marry me was the reason she¡¯d suddenly started drinking. I never got the answer I was waiting for. I walk towards her and stoop down on the ground next to her, ¡°we need to get you back to the house. There is something that I need to get done in the meantime. I¡¯ll feel better if I knew you were safe and getting your rest. You¡¯re not in a good state to be anywhere with me at least for the rest of tonight.¡± Her smile immediately faded, making me want to kick myself. I didn¡¯t want her ever to stop smiling. What had I said that was so wrong? I only wanted to keep her safe. I knew that she didn¡¯t want to leave the spring earlier, was that why she was so angry with what I¡¯d said? She attempts to move, but I stop her, ¡°I¡¯ll carry you.¡± She still wasn¡¯t in her best state even though she¡¯d improved a little. I was also using any excuse to have her close to me again. If she would let me. She pushes my hand away and walks to the jeep herself. I frown at her reaction. What the hell just happened? Her moodpletely switched from happy to angry. What did I do to piss her off in a few minutes? I follow her to the jeep and rush to open her door before she could lock it. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask. She folds her arms and refuses to look my way. It¡¯s bothering me; I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen her this upset with me before. Has she ever been upset with me in the past? This feels like the first time. And I¡¯m not liking it. Autumn has always been calm and loving, seeing her like this was making me anxious. ¡°We¡¯re gettingte!¡± Dante shouts from his jeep. I look away from her to re at him, he¡¯s not helping but I know there are more important things to focus on now. Though, I know it will bother me the entire time not knowing why she¡¯s suddenly so angry with me. I gently close the door and rush over to the driver¡¯s side. I nce at Autumn onest time before starting the jeep and racing through the forest. She¡¯s still trying to avoid me; now she¡¯s looking out of the window and pretending that I didn¡¯t exist. My grip tightens on the steering wheel; why the f**k was this bothering me so much? I never thought that her behavior would ever affect me like this but as it turns out, I was learning new things about myself every damn day, especially when it involved her. ¡°Autumn,¡± I growl. ¡°Tell me what¡¯s wrong. What did I say or do to upset you?¡± Nothing. She says nothing at all. In fact, inside this jeep has never been this damn quiet since it was created! I tried to remain calm, but it was bing difficult to do. Eventually, we¡¯re back at the beach house and still I¡¯ve heard nothing from her. She¡¯s making it her business to not speak to me. I can see search parties still forming in front of me. It reminded me of the gravity of the situation. Autumn opens the door before I can even stop the jeep, and ites to an abrupt halt when I mash down on the brakes to prevent her from harming herself. I jump out of the vehicle and trap her on the other side before she can try to walk away from me. She was swaying on her feet just earlier today, but somehow to get away from me, she seems much steadier. How the hell was that possible? ¡°I¡¯m not letting you leave until you tell me what is wrong,¡± I warn her. I meant it. I didn¡¯t care that I had more important things to do anymore. I didn¡¯t care about anything else but finding out why she was so damn upset with me. Seeing Autumn like this was more troubling for me than anything else that was going on around me. She had my full attention and I was not letting this go until she gave in and told me what the hell had caused this weird behavior. Her lips pout almost stubbornly, and f**k me; it¡¯s the cutest thing I¡¯ve ever seen. How does she make even that look so good? Anything looks good on this woman. And it¡¯s beginning to irritate me. I couldn¡¯t look at her once without wanting to kiss her or hold her in my arms. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Why? Why was this happening to me? What did Autumn have on me? These questions were buzzing in my ear but I still was not giving up until she answered me. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask but in a gentler tone this time. ¡°You have to tell me what¡¯s wrong for me to fix it.¡± I frown as her forehead creases, and I swear it looks like she¡¯s about to cry. Did I hurt her this much by what I¡¯d said? f**k. ¡°Please don¡¯t go to Anya tonight.¡± She whispers, shocking me to the core. Chapter 28 Chapter 28 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 28 ~ATTICUS~ Out of all the things I was expecting Autumn to say to me, this was thest thing I expected to hear. She was upset with me this entire time because she thought I was leaving her tonight to see Anya? What did I say for her to jump to that conclusion? Did Autumn already not trust me? The unmistakable distress on her face stunned me. I never thought that being around Anya would affect her this much. We weren¡¯t in love with each other; we barely knew each other. She¡¯s never shown me before that she didn¡¯t like me around Anya. She¡¯s always been fond of Anya and always looked after her. The only time I saw a reaction out of her was on our engagement night, and her response that night was still not as bad as this. But again, she was intoxicated; how do I know this was how she truly felt? Autumn acted totally different when the alcohol was out of her system, she was understanding, and she didn¡¯t mind when I took time to care for Anya. It was like she was a totally different person. I realized that she was still waiting for a response from me, and the more I remained silent, the more she would think that I was nning on seeing Anya tonight when the truth remained that I was only joining a search. That was thest thing I wanted her to think about after tonight. I¡¯ve always known that Autumn has never had any love interests. For her to give a part of herself to me tonight would surely upset her tomorrow, I wanted her to know that it was something I would treasure and not take for granted. She¡¯d never had a serious boyfriend, and boys have always chased after her, but I¡¯ve done my part of telling them she was off limits. No one knows I did that. Even I wasn¡¯t sure why I¡¯d done it. At that time, I told myself I was protecting my mate¡¯s best friend from heartbreak. I knew none of those men were ever worthy of her, and I was positive that they would hurt her. I made sure that it never happened. And if I had an opportunity to do it all over again, I would. If I¡¯d known Autumn like I did now, I¡¯d have been even more protective of her in the past. She attempts to walk away from me, and I pull her straight back so that her back is now pressed up against the front of me. I ignore how good it felt to hold her like this. If I kept those thoughts, I will be of no help to the others. ¡°Autumn,¡± I whisper, ¡°I¡¯m not going to see Anya. I¡¯ve been told that two of our guests have gone missing. I¡¯m joining the search to find them before things get worse.¡± She shouldn¡¯t have any problems believing that since anyone can see what was going on around us. Her lips form a small ¡®o¡¯, and her face brightens. And then she smiled that beautiful smile that crushed my heart, ¡°who¡¯s missing?¡± ¡°Kane and a woman that I don¡¯t have a name for. She¡¯s lost her memory for a while now. I don¡¯t know what to call her.¡± I try to exin to her in the best way possible. Her eyes widen, ¡°that¡¯s my friend! She¡¯s the woman that was with Gabrie in the spa room!¡± Spa room? I wasn¡¯t sure what Autumn was speaking about. When did they be friends? Why were they in the spa room? ¡°I need to go with you!¡± She shouts. ¡°We need to find her.¡± I¡¯m immediately tensed because of her words. I didn¡¯t bring her back to the house so that she could join the search. There wasn¡¯t any room for discussions about this. She was not going. ¡°No,¡± I growl. ¡°You¡¯re in no position to be out there searching with us. You need to rest.¡± ¡°But she¡¯s my friend Atticus. She¡¯s a good girl. I want to help find her.¡± She begs. I hated saying no to her when she was this desperate to find her friend, but I¡¯d made up my mind. She could barely stand straight; how could she survive hours of walking in the forest? There is no telling how long this search was going to take. We¡¯re not even sure if they¡¯re on the ind; we¡¯re just hoping for the best at this point. I pick her up into my arms when she tries to move toward the search party. I wasn¡¯t putting her life in danger; besides, I wouldn¡¯t be able to help if I had to keep making sure she was okay every second. And that¡¯s what it was like whenever Autumn was around me, everything revolved around her and ensuring she was okay. ¡°I want to go with you.¡± She continues to say while I¡¯m carrying her. ¡°I can help.¡± ¡°The only ce you¡¯re going to is your room,¡± I tell her as I walk into the house with her still in my arms. I notice a few stares our way but that¡¯s the least of my concern. She¡¯s my main concern. I open the room assigned to us, and to my surprise, it¡¯s decorated with roses all over the ground and even on the bed. My parents have obviously thought about everything. Did they expect something to happen between us tonight when this was more of an arranged marriage than anything else? But things did happen, something that I wasn¡¯t sure how Autumn would react to tomorrow. I gently ced her on the bed and covered her with a nket, ¡°Get some sleep. I promise to find your friend. I¡¯ll bring her back here and prove to you that I keep my promises.¡± When I step out of the door, Anya is waiting for me. I pause, unsure of what to do now that she¡¯s here. Things are awkward between us for the first time since I met her a few years ago. I know that there is plenty she wants to say to me. I can tell she¡¯s holding back, but after a few seconds of us just staring at each other, she finally gives in. I knew I couldn¡¯t avoid this confrontation forever. It¡¯s better to get it over with now thanter when things be moreplicated. It was already complicated. I wasn¡¯t sure what was this s****l tension between Autumn and me. It¡¯s stronger than anything else I¡¯ve ever experienced in my life before. After tonight, I¡¯d need plenty time just toe to terms with what had happened at the spring. ¡°Did you have to do that in front of me?¡± Anya asks, sessfully breaking me out of my thoughts. She¡¯s no longer trying to hide her anger from me; she¡¯s letting it flow freely. ¡°Do what?¡± I ask, even though I know what she¡¯s speaking about. If she was this angry about a kiss between Autumn and me, how would she react if she found out what happened between us in the spring? It reminds me of the promise I¡¯d made to her. To not take Autumn to bed. What the f**k was I thinking? After tonight I didn¡¯t think it was possible to keep that promise. I always kept mymitments, but I¡¯ve been breaking all my promises to Anya recently. It makes me feel guilty, but I can do nothing about it. I¡¯m not sure what Anya expects from me anymore. I¡¯m married. There is nothing I can do about this thing between us. I¡¯m not a cheater. I¡¯ve never been that, and I don¡¯t n on being it now; I would not do that to Autumn, no matter how much I loved Anya. I was doing us both a favor by keeping her away from me. How would she like it if the articles announced her as my mistress? No one would respect her if anything like that ever hit the news. But was I truly keeping Anya away from me? I still cared for her, and I still ran to her whenever she was hurt. I hadn¡¯tpletely cut her out of my life, even though now was the perfect time to do it. What was I waiting for? All of the memories and emotions I had tied to her were preventing me from doing what I had to. Even now, I couldn¡¯t bring myself to ask her to step out of my life for good. I hear a noise inside the room, which puts me on high alert. Anya shouldn¡¯t be here. Autumn may get the wrong idea if she walks outside and sees her with me. She asked me not to see Anya tonight. Did this mean that I was going against her word? I didn¡¯t tell Anya to meet me here. I wasn¡¯t even aware that she had followed us up here. ¡°Kiss her in front of me!¡± She hissed. I¡¯d forgotten that we were still speaking about the kiss. I was already panicking while thinking about Autumn and what could go wrong if she opened that door. ¡°Out of every possible way you can hurt me, this is how you choose for it to happen?¡± C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°I didn¡¯t expect Autumn to kiss me.¡± I point out. ¡°But she¡¯s my wife, Anya. She can kiss me whenever she pleases. We¡¯re no longer together. This has to stop. I can¡¯t keepforting you, or Autumn will get the wrong idea. I don¡¯t want to ruin my marriage even before it starts.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not asking you to ruin your marriage for me!¡± She shouts. ¡°I¡¯m asking you to at least have some consideration around me. In case you haven¡¯t realized, Atticus. I still love you. It hurts to see you with her, but you don¡¯t care about that! All you care about is her! My best friend!¡± I looked behind us; her voice was getting louder. I was afraid that Autumn would hear her. ¡°Can you please keep it down?¡± I tell her. ¡°No!¡± She shouts even louder than before. ¡°I love you!¡± Before I can react, she throws herself at me and wraps her arms around me. I¡¯m too shocked to respond quickly, and of course, that¡¯s when Autumn opens the door and finds us together. Her lips parted as she stared at the two of us. She looks from me to Anya and then back to me again. I can see the flicker of emotions in her eyes; this isn¡¯t f*****g happening to me right now. Things were improving between us, and this will surely ruin that progress. Her eyes are filled with tears as she looks between us, ¡°you lied to me.¡± She whispers. I didn¡¯t think four words could hurt me this much but f**k, the pain I felt was almost unbearable. ¡°Autumn, this isn¡¯t what it looks like.¡± I try to say. ¡°It¡¯s exactly what it looks like, Atticus.¡± Anya cuts in. ¡°I¡¯m hugging you while exining how much I love you. Autumn hasn¡¯t misunderstood anything.¡± I grab Anya by her arms and shove her away from me. I should have done that a long time ago; I was just too startled by seeing Autumn. I didn¡¯t want there to be any misunderstandings between us. I wanted her to trust me, also, but if things like this kept happening, how could she trust me? Even I wouldn¡¯t be able to trust myself under these circumstances. ¡°Autumn,¡± I repeat as I take a step toward her. She takes one back, ¡°you said you were going to search for my friend. You said that you weren¡¯t going to see Anya tonight. Every word that you said to me was a lie. I don¡¯t want to hear anything else you have to say to me, Atticus.¡± ¡°Give me five minutes to exin. I¡¯ll tell you everything.¡± I tried to convince her, but she wasn¡¯t being reasonable. She didn¡¯t want to listen to a word I was saying. And Anya wasn¡¯t making this easier for me. Why didn¡¯t she tell her the truth? Why was she purposefully trying to hurt her? ¡°Autumn!¡± I shout as she ms the door behind her. I hear the loud click, knowing she¡¯d just locked me out of the room. I run a hand through my hair as I try to remain calm. ¡°I can¡¯t f*****g believe it.¡± I roar. ¡°What the hell were you thinking, Anya?¡± ¡°What was I thinking?¡± She demands. ¡°I was thinking of the promises you made to me right before you got married, Atticus. Did you forget about them? I thought you were a man of your word. Or are you someone else now that you¡¯ve married Autumn? Do you even know yourself anymore?¡± Chapter 29 Chapter 29 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 29 ~ATTICUS~ I wish I hadn¡¯t made such ridiculous promises to Anya. I should have been upfront with her from the start. But she wasn¡¯t the problem currently; getting Autumn to open this door was more important to me. I knock once, then twice. ¡°Autumn!¡± I shout loud enough for her to hear me. ¡°Open the door. Please!¡± I try again but she shouted for me to leave her alone. Hearing her say those words to me bothered me more than it should. It was almost like her feelings affected mine. Like we were connected. But that couldn¡¯t be possible. I was connected to Anya, not to her. My mate bond was with Anya, not Autumn. So then why did this hurt me just as much as it did her? ¡°Why are you wasting your time with her?¡± Anya demands. ¡°She doesn¡¯t wish to speak to you. I¡¯m the one that¡¯s trying my best to make things better between us. I¡¯m the one that¡¯s fighting for you. Can¡¯t you see that Autumn doesn¡¯t care for you at all?¡± ¡°She¡¯s only ignoring me because of you.¡± I remind her. ¡°Are you purposefully trying to cause problems between us Anya?¡± She narrows her eyes and folds her arms stubbornly. ¡°Are you out of your mind Atticus?¡± She inquired. ¡°It¡¯s not my fault that Autumn doesn¡¯t trust you. I was never like that when we were together. I knew you loved me, and I didn¡¯t have to worry about any other woman in your life. I know you still love me. That¡¯s why I can never let go of you. It¡¯s why I n on fighting till the end for you.¡± I was right. Anya wasn¡¯t going to let our past go. She was determined to keep fighting for us. I hear footsteps, and I see my brother walking up the stairs toward us. His eyes find us, and he looks surprised to see us alone together. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± He asks as he joins us. ¡°Everyone is waiting for you, Atticus. I didn¡¯t expect to see you with Anya. Did something happen between the both of you?¡± Was Damon also about to misunderstand the situation? He should know that I would never disrespect my wife like that. ¡°Let¡¯s start the search,¡± I say without answering his question about Anya. It was useless trying to get Autumn to talk to me now, and I had already promised her to bring her friend back safely. The longer we waited, the harder it would be to keep my promise to her. Maybe if I found her friend, then she would forgive me. That is if she remembers anything from tonight when she wakes up. Did I want her to remember this? I didn¡¯t think so. The look on her face even though she was drunk told me that she wouldn¡¯t forgive me easily for this incident. It was even more useless trying to speak with Anya about her behavior. She never likes when I ignore her, but when I try to be friendly and not hurt her, she does things like this which makes it difficult for me to be there for her. ¡°Are there any leads so far?¡± I ask him as I walk past Anya towards the stairs. Damon looks at her before following after me. He knows something has to have happened; he wasn¡¯t stupid. But lucky for me, he didn¡¯t try to ask any other questions. ¡°No, none except that Griffin confessed to provoking Kane before they went missing.¡± He informs me. ¡°How did he provoke him?¡± I ask. Griffin was always looking for trouble. This wasn¡¯t news to me. ¡°This is where it gets interesting,¡± Damon says. ¡°Kane is supposed to be mates with Maya, Austin¡¯s sister who they¡¯ve recently been reunited with. It turns out Kane had something going on with the girl he went missing with. Griffin was trying to get him jealous by flirting with her. Apparently, Griffin promised to help her make him jealous. It worked.¡± ¡°Are you telling me that it¡¯s possible they both ran away to be together?¡± I ask. He shrugs his shoulder, ¡°there is really no telling what happened until we find them. The way I see it, this is the least of our problems. When Austin discovers what Kane has been doing behind his sister¡¯s back, he might kill him if he isn¡¯t already dead.¡± ¡°This doesn¡¯t make any sense. If they¡¯re mates, why is he cheating on her?¡± I ask. That was a question I shouldn¡¯t be asking. Anya was my mate, but it didn¡¯t stop me from desiring Autumn. It¡¯s not supposed to be that way; mates didn¡¯t desire anyone else but their partner. Damon looks at me, and there is a guilty look on his face, almost like he understands Kane. Did he also desire someone other than Anya? We never spoke about feelings; we did in the past, but after Anya came into our lives, we¡¯d drifted apart. It didn¡¯t feel right to exin what we each felt about her; it was awkward since we would be talking about the same woman. Now here we are, knowing very little about each of our feelings. Damon looks tensed as rissa joins us, ¡°how does my outfit look for the search?¡± She asks. Damon and I look at her as though she¡¯d lost her damn mind. ¡°Where do you think you¡¯re going?¡± He asks her. ¡°To help you with the search.¡± She answers him. ¡°Isn¡¯t it obvious?¡± Damon grabs her wrist and pulls her to his side, ¡°you¡¯re not going on this search with us. When do we ever involve you in things like this? Stay here with the guests and keep out of trouble.¡± ¡°Keep out of trouble?¡± She asks. ¡°I am not a child Damon. I¡¯m all grown up; this is not the body of a child, in case you haven¡¯t noticed.¡± What the f**k? ¡°rissa.¡± I hiss. ¡°Are you feeling okay? What the hell is wrong with you all of a sudden?¡± I¡¯m surprised that Damon didn¡¯t respond to her littlement, and I¡¯m even more shocked when I turn to him and see that his cheeks are bright red. ¡°I¡¯m perfectly fine.¡± She assures me. ¡°I hate that everyone treats me like I¡¯m a kid. It¡¯s frustrating. I want to help. Why can¡¯t you let me?¡± Was this really happening tonight? First, I had to keep Autumn from joining us, and now I also had to deal with rissa. We were wasting precious time. ¡°If it means that much to you. Fine. Join us.¡± I tell her. Her face brightens with a smile, and Damon looks at me like I¡¯ve lost my mind. ¡°She can¡¯te with us. We¡¯re not sure how long we will be out there. It¡¯s safer for her here.¡± He comins. ¡°Well, then you try and talk her out of this because I don¡¯t have time to convince her not toe with us.¡± I point out. I knew Damon was even more protective over her than I was, but I couldn¡¯t stay here trying to convince her not to go when I had to find Autumn¡¯s friend. I was still pissed over what had just urred. I was desperate to find a way to get Autumn to forgive me. rissa grabs a bag and walks in front of us, ¡°what do you even have in that bag?¡± ¡°Just girl stuff!¡± She shouts as she runs to the jeep. Dante joins us and quirks a brow when she opens the back door and jumps in the vehicle. ¡°rissa is joining us?¡± He asks. ¡°You can thank f*****g Atticus for that,¡± Damon growls as he joins her in the backseat. ¡°You¡¯re wee!¡± I respond sarcastically. ¡°Do we have everything?¡± I ask as I start the jeep. Dante nods, ¡°should we have asked Anya to join us as well? She¡¯s probably going to be pissed that I told her no, but allowed rissa to join us.¡± My hands tighten on the steering wheel, and before they can agree on bringing her, I¡¯m already moving the jeep into the pathway to the front of us. I wasn¡¯t giving them a chance to get her involved in this search. I was already in deep s**t with Autumn; I didn¡¯t want to worsen things. Besides, I couldn¡¯t trust myself around Anya; she would find some way to get us alone. ¡°Honestly, Atticus, I¡¯ve never been more proud of you.¡± rissa cheers in the back. ¡°Not having Anya with us is the best thing that has happened to me all day. It¡¯s tiring being around her. I¡¯m honestly not sure how you can stand being around her for more than a minute.¡± ¡°No, the best thing would have been if you had stayed your butt home.¡± Dante retorts. ¡°How did you convince Damon to let youe with us?¡± ¡°Damon isn¡¯t the boss of me.¡± She snaps. ¡°I am right here,¡± Damon says in a dry tone. ¡°You¡¯re speaking about me like I¡¯m the one that stayed back.¡± Was this what it would be like for the entire search? With these three constantly bickering and giving me a bloody headache? ¡°Are there any new updates?¡± I ask Dante. He¡¯s the one that¡¯s been in contact with Arthur about the search. ¡°And where is Griffin? He should be in the center of the search since he¡¯s partly to me for trying to get Kane jealous.¡± ¡°There are no new leads,¡± he informs me. ¡°And Griffin, he¡¯s leading one of the searches, but it¡¯s in a completely different direction. We¡¯re trying to spread out as far as possible since we don¡¯t know where they might be.¡± That would make sense; we wouldn¡¯t stop until we covered the entire ind. I had to find them. I had to for Autumn. ¡°Griffin loves to cause trouble,¡± Damon says, ¡°name one event we¡¯ve ever had that he didn¡¯t cause an uproar.¡± Now that Damon had mentioned it, I realized that he was speaking the truth. I couldn¡¯t find a single event where Griffin hadn¡¯t caused trouble for the rest of us. This was only his most recent incident. ¡°The trail ends here,¡± I say as the jeep abruptly stops. ¡°We¡¯re going to have to walk from this point onwards.¡± Damon turns to rissa, ¡°are you sure you¡¯re up for this?¡± he asks her. ¡°You can still take the jeep back; we can shift and return to the beach house in no time when we¡¯re done with the search.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯te all this way to be of no help.¡± She says. She¡¯s the first to step out of the vehicle, she attempts to grab her bag, but Damon takes it from her. ¡°I¡¯ll carry it. Just focus on walking.¡± She practically beams up at him, and this is the rtionship I¡¯m ustomed to seeing between them¡ª rissa inplete awe of Damon. Dante looks at me, and I shake my head. We¡¯re used to this. It wasn¡¯t anything new for us. Though, their bickering has for some reason increased recently. ¡°I still can¡¯t get over the fact that Kane is cheating on Maya. I¡¯ve heard their story. Didn¡¯t he go insane trying to find her when she went missing? How could he betray her like that in the end? You don¡¯t just cheat on your mate. It¡¯s not normal behavior.¡± Dante says. ¡°Well, maybe she¡¯s the wrong person for him,¡± rissa says. ¡°Look at Atticus, for example, Autumn is the better option for him than Anya, and she isn¡¯t his mate. She agrees with him, and he¡¯s so much happier with her than he ever was with Anya. Maybe you and Damon can experience that happiness if you give someone else a chance.¡± ¡°Here we go again,¡± Dante growls. ¡°Just another reminder why we should have left you home.¡± ¡°I¡¯m allowed to give my opinion Dante.¡± She snaps at him. ¡°Do you smell that?¡± I ask. Damon looks at me, and his body goes on high alert, ¡°witchcraft.¡± ¡°Did we invite any witches on this trip with us?¡± I inquire. ¡°I can¡¯t say for sure,¡± Dante answers me. ¡°It¡¯s not something I paid attention to.¡± ¡°Even if we did, no one came here to perform any weird ritual or whatever the f**k this is,¡± I say as I look down at the burning circle in the dirt. ¡°Do you know what spell this is?¡± Dante asks me. I couldn¡¯t say for sure. We¡¯ve studied witches and their spells at the academy, but I can¡¯t say I paid attention. ¡°It seems like a teleporting spell,¡± rissa says as she goes closer. ¡°Someone used it to get out of the ind.¡± We all stare at her,pletely stunned. She looks up at us and quirks her brow, ¡°what? Have none of you ever paid attention in ss? I¡¯m in a lower level but somehow, know more than you?¡± Damon sighs and kneels next to her, ¡°it looks like there was more than one person here judging by the size of these footprints.¡± ¡°Do you think it was Kane and the girl?¡± I ask. ¡°They¡¯re not witches,¡± Damon points out. ¡°If it was them, a witch must have taken them.¡± ¡°This just gets weirder and weirder,¡± Dante says. ¡°I¡¯ll give Griffin the update,¡± Damon says as he takes out his phone. ¡°He can inform the others of what we¡¯ve just found out. I don¡¯t know how we will exin this, though.¡± ¡°So witches are involved in their disappearance?¡± Dante asks. ¡°Is that the conclusion we¡¯vee up with?¡±N?velDrama.Org holds this content. ¡°We still can¡¯t say for sure,¡± I respond as I scan the area. ¡°We can¡¯t jump to any conclusions, but what we could do is keep looking and hope to find some more clues.¡± Witches. I never liked when they were involved. They were tricky and could never be trusted. I¡¯ve barely met honest witches; most of them were always looking for ways to trick you and benefit in whatever way they could. Their spells always freaked me out. Knowing that there were people out there that could make you fall in love with them through magic alone didn¡¯t sit right with me. They had the power to control and make you do things you wouldn¡¯t normally do, and there wasn¡¯t much you could do about it. If you didn¡¯t know that you were under a spell, how could you break free from it? ¡°Let¡¯s keep looking,¡± Damon says. My eyes widen as rissa almost walks straight into the fire. Damon grabs her by her waist and pulls her to him. ¡°Oopsie!¡± she whispers as she hides her face against his chest. ¡°This is why I didn¡¯t want you here with us,¡± Damon growls. ¡°You could have seriously burnt yourself, and that¡¯s not even normal fire.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± she apologizes. ¡°I¡¯ll be more careful from now on.¡± ¡°I think it¡¯s time I take you back to the jeep,¡± Damon tells her. ¡°We can wait there until they return.¡± ¡°I told you that I could do this.¡± Sheins. Damon looks frustrated, but he doesn¡¯t try to convince her again. We searched the area more than once, hoping to find other clues, but we didn¡¯t see anything that could help us find them. ¡°Let¡¯s head back to the jeep; we can check another area,¡± I say. They nod, and it doesn¡¯t take us long to get back to the vehicle. Even though I wanted to find Autumn¡¯s friend, I was still distracted because of what had happened earlier. She was constantly on my mind. I couldn¡¯t get over the look on her face when she thought that I¡¯d lied to her. ¡°Stop the jeep!¡± Dante shouts suddenly. His words broke me out of my thoughts just before I could hit a tree. ¡°Where the hell is your mind at, Atticus?¡± He demands. ¡°We have rissa with us; you can¡¯t be so f*****g careless,¡± Damon warned. ¡°Sorry.¡± I apologize. ¡°I have a lot on my mind.¡± ¡°You still didn¡¯t tell us what happened with Anya.¡± Damon reminds me. ¡°It looked like you were in an argument when I interrupted you.¡± Anya was thest person I wanted to speak to anyone about. ¡°Have you noticed recently that her behavior has drastically changed?¡± I ask them. ¡°She just watched her mate marry her best friend. I think she¡¯s allowed to react the way that she¡¯s behaving. You¡¯re the one that doesn¡¯t have any sympathy toward her pain.¡± Dante says with a hint of irritation in his voice. This is why I couldn¡¯t discuss anything with my brothers; they would instantly take her side. ¡°Or, and I mean this in the nicest way possible, maybe you¡¯re finally able to see her for what she truly is. Her true nature is finally showing, and you¡¯re finally opening your eyes.¡± rissa cuts in. ¡°We¡¯re straying from what we came here to do,¡± Damon says. ¡°Let¡¯s continue with the search.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± I agree. ¡°I think I¡¯ll stay here,¡± rissa says. ¡°Why did you change your mind?¡± I ask her. ¡°You were confident that you could do it an hour ago.¡± ¡°Speaking about Anya has given me an instant headache.¡± Sheins. Iugh, ¡°You¡¯re exaggerating.¡± Damon sighs, ¡°I¡¯ll stay with her to ensure that no witches turn up and try to kidnap her. We¡¯re still unsure of what¡¯s happening.¡± Dante and I don¡¯t ask any more questions as we continue the search. I hope we find more clues that could lead us to Kane. . . . . . We¡¯ve been searching for hours, and still, there was no sign of anything or anyone. I was beginning to believe that Kane and the girl were indeed kidnapped by witches. It¡¯s the best way to exin their disappearance. We¡¯ve been in contact with Griffin this entire time, but they haven¡¯t found anything helpful to us either. ¡°Do you see what I see?¡± Dante asks me suddenly. ¡°I want to make sure that I¡¯m not hallucinating. We haven¡¯t slept in hours, and we¡¯ve been on our feet for a long time.¡± He was right; we have been on our feet for a long time without rest. I follow his gaze; there¡¯s a note stuck to a tree and a knife at the top holding it together. ¡°You¡¯re not hallucinating,¡± I assure him. ¡°Who will leave a note in the middle of the forest? How were they so sure that someone would find it?¡± ¡°Well, to be fair, we practically did find it. Whoever left it knew that there would be people searching for Kane.¡± I grabbed the knife and pulled it off the tree. Dante takes the letter and reads through it thoroughly. The frown on his face tells me that this was far from over. ¡°I think you should have a look at this yourself.¡± He says as he hands it over to me. After reading it, I¡¯m dumbstruck. What kind of sick joke was this? ording to the letter, Austin¡¯s baby had been kidnapped. How the f**k did this happen? Witches were definitely behind this; there weren¡¯t any questions about their involvement anymore. ¡°We have to find Austin and the others! A baby is involved; it¡¯s just gotten more serious.¡± I shout. ¡°Let¡¯s get back to the jeep.¡± I was even more desperate to get to the bottom of things now that an innocent baby was involved. The letter was threatening his life. How cruel were these people? How did they even get the baby from Austin and Lucy? And if this was true, why hadn¡¯t there been an uproar by now? Did they not know that their baby was missing? I mmed the jeep door shut as soon as we got to it. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± rissa demands as she jumps up. She¡¯d fallen asleep on Damon but was wide awake when she heard us return. ¡°Great job waking her up when I finally got her to get some rest,¡± Damon says, annoyed with us. He wouldn¡¯t be when he found out what was happening. ¡°Read this letter,¡± I tell him. ¡°You¡¯ll understand why we¡¯re in a rush.¡± We give him a few seconds, and we hear his sharp breath intake the moment it sinks in. ¡°They kidnapped a baby?¡± He shouts. ¡°Who the f**k did this?¡± ¡°A baby?¡± rissa gasps. ¡°Who¡¯s baby?¡± ¡°Austin and Lucy¡¯s. They¡¯ll freak out when they read this letter if they aren¡¯t already aware.¡± Dante says. ¡°Get Griffin on the phone,¡± Imand. ¡°He needs to inform the others for us.¡± ¡°We don¡¯t have to.¡± He says as another jeep pulls up behind us. It was Griffin; he¡¯de alone to find us. ¡°We know where they are.¡± He informs us. ¡°But we need to hurry. Things are getting crazy out there between Austin and Kane. They¡¯re about to fight. We need to get there before someone kills the other.¡± ¡°How do you know all this?¡± I demand. ¡°We saw everything through one of the drones Arthur¡¯s family sold us. Luckily I remembered we had one on the ind with us.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not the only problem,¡± I warn. ¡°We just found this letter.¡± He takes it from me, and he has the same reaction that we all did. ¡°This is messed up,¡± Griffin says. ¡°Since Austin is too busy trying to kill Kane, I think it¡¯s safe to say that he isn¡¯t aware that his son is missing. We need to get this letter to him immediately.¡± He was right. Austin must have found out that Kane was cheating on Maya with Autumn¡¯s friend, so he was trying to kill him for hurting his sister. ¡°Let¡¯s not waste anymore time.¡± I shout as we jump in our vehicles. ¡°Do you think we will make it in time?¡± rissa asks. ¡°I¡¯m terrified for the baby¡¯s safety.¡± We all are. I knew one thing for sure, I wouldn¡¯t rest until we found him. . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ The cold ground beneath my body was the first thing I noticed. Why was I on the ground? I slowly open my eyes, and to my surprise, I¡¯m inside a bathroom. I winced as I tried to get up but fell straight on my ass. I squeeze my temples as I try to remember what happenedst night for me to wake up on the cold, hard floor. Thest thing I remembered was Scarlett and ra offering me a drink. I remember asking for more than I should have taken. And that was it. Everything went nk after that. I try once more to get up from the ground, and this time I can. I stare at myself in the mirror; why are my eyes so red and swollen? It looks like I¡¯ve been crying the entire night. Where was everyone? It was tranquil, and this wasn¡¯t a room I was familiar with. I open the bathroom door, and the next thing I see are roses all over the floor . I follow the trail to the bed, where rose petals are almost everywhere. It doesn¡¯t look like anyone slept there. Was Atticus in here with mest night? I gasped as I remembered the spring. Did that even take ce last night? The headache increased as I tried even harder to remember what I had donest night. I wince as my hand identally grazes my n****e. Why did it feel so sensitive? They felt different. . . What exactly happenedst night? An image of Atticus sucking on them shes across my mind, and my bodyes to an abrupt halt. That¡¯s impossible. Atticus wouldn¡¯t do something like that to me when he had no interest in me at all. It must have been a dream. But if it was, why did my body feel all tender and needy? Like it wanted something but didn¡¯t know how to get it. ¡°Autumn!¡± I heard my sister shouting as she continued to knock on the door. I unlocked it, and she barged in, ¡°what are you doing locked up in your room when there is so much chaos going on outside?¡± She demands from me. ¡°Chaos?¡± I ask. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± ¡°Austin and Lucy¡¯s baby has been kidnapped.¡± She informs me. ¡°There are so many other things that took ce while you¡¯ve been sleeping. It turns out Maya was a fake; the real Maya was the one that went missing with Kane. They found them.¡± What? My head was spinning with all of this new information. ¡°Where is Atticus now?¡± I demand. ¡°I have to see him.¡± ¡°They¡¯re organizing a helicopter to help find the baby before it¡¯s toote.¡± She exins. Did this mean he was nning on leaving without me? Before my sister could stop me, I was already running down the stairs; I had to get to them before they left. I wanted to help; a baby was involved. A baby! How could Atticus n to leave the ind without telling me anything? Has anything changed at all since we got married? Or did he just see me as a burden to him and his family? I was still trying to figure out what had happenedst night, but my stupid mind was still nk. I don¡¯t think I should ever drink like that again. I can only hope I didn¡¯t make a fool of myself again like I did the last time I had gotten so drunk. ¡°Where can I find the helicopter?¡± I ask rissa when I spot her. ¡°Autumn?¡± She questions as she studies my face. ¡°Have you been crying?¡± ¡°I heard that Atticus was leaving; he didn¡¯t tell me anything,¡± I informed her. She nods, ¡°he said you had a long night, and he wanted to make sure that you stayed here and got your rest. He asked me to take care of you before he left.¡± A long night? I couldn¡¯t remember anything aboutst night, and it was beginning to frustrate me! ¡°I can¡¯t remember anything fromst night,¡± I confess. ¡°I think I had too much to drink.¡± She giggles, ¡°I¡¯m guessing you don¡¯t remember walking up to Atticus and kissing him in front of us?¡± She asks. ¡°Anya was pissed, and I enjoyed every second of seeing her like that. It would be best if you did that more often. I think even Atticus enjoyed it.¡± We kissed? What on earth was she talking about? I would never do something like that, not in front of so many people. I¡¯ve never been that bold. But I was different the first time I¡¯d gotten drunk, and this time I¡¯d had more to drink. ¡°You really don¡¯t remember anything,¡± rissa notes as she notices my tense posture. ¡°I don¡¯t have time to think aboutst night,¡± I tell her. ¡°I want to find Atticus.¡± She takes me to Damon¡¯s jeep, and just as she promised, she gets me to the helicopter just in time. Everyone is now getting on board. Luckily for me, Atticus was still outside, waiting for the others to get in. ¡°Good luck!¡±rissa shouts as she waves goodbye to me. I thanked her and ran towards Atticus. His gaze falls on me, and he looks surprised I¡¯de. The moment I reached him and felt his closeness, something strange happened. I got another memory. We were kissing in this memory, at the front of the yacht. And it wasn¡¯t just a peck on the lips. It turns out rissa was telling the truth. I did kiss him in front of everyone. ¡°What are you doing here?¡± He asks. He has to shout above the loud noises the helicopter makes as its des spin. ¡°I¡¯ming with you,¡± I tell him. It was hard to concentrate on his words when the memory of our kiss was still fresh in my head. Why did he kiss me back in front of Anya? And it wasn¡¯t just any kiss. It was the most passionate kiss I¡¯ve ever had in my entire life, and why did I have to be drunk when it happened? I felt giddy inside from just the memory; I can¡¯t imagine how good it must have feltst night. ¡°Autumn,¡± he says. ¡°This is about to turn into a massive battle. I didn¡¯t tell you for your good. I need you to stay back here. It¡¯s where you will be safe.¡± I frown as another memory crashes into me. I could hear Anya shouting that she loved him. I covered my mouth with my hand as everything returned to me all at once. Our hot session in the spring, begging him to touch me. My friend going missing. And then, finally, Atticus promising that he wasn¡¯t going to see Anya but doing the exact opposite. The pain fromst night crushes my heart. It exins why I woke up on the bathroom floor with puffy eyes. After everything that happened between usst night, how could he do that to me in the end? How? Out of everything, I hated when someone lied to me. And Atticus was someone I trusted; I always thought that he wasn¡¯t someone that would lie. He promised not to see Anya, but he went and saw her right in front of our room, where he knew I would be able to hear them both. Did he purposefully try to hurt mest night? Why else would he have an entire conversation in front of our room? And it wasn¡¯t just a conversation; they were hugging as well. I take a step back from him, and the look on his face tells me that he knows I remember everything that happened. ¡°Autumn¡ª¡± ¡°I¡¯m going, Atticus. Nothing you say or do can stop me.¡± I could barely face him anymore. He¡¯s not the man I fell in love with. The Atticus I loved would never betray me like this. He would never intentionally find ways to hurt me . Chapter 30 Chapter 30 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 30 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus didn¡¯t try to stop me again. I think my anger was clearly showing and he understood not to refuse me. I didn¡¯t try to hide it from him. He knows what he didst night. He knows why I do not want to speak to him. He knows that I saw him with Anya and he knows what it did to me. If rissa could realize that I criedst night, he must see it also. Did he feel guilty at all? I walk past him and straight into the waiting helicopter. They didn¡¯t have time to waste. I hugged Maya as soon as I got onto it¡ªthat had been her name all along. Maya. And it turns out Kane was her mate. After speaking to her and ensuring she was okay, I¡¯d left her to be with her mate. I could see how much they loved each other; he definitely loved her a lot. I could see it in his eyes whenever he looked at her, and I think she also felt his love. She knew he loved her plenty. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Why couldn¡¯t I have the same thing with Atticus? Why did he have to love someone else? And why couldn¡¯t Anya leave us alone? The answer was simple, Atticus was the reason she wasn¡¯t letting go. He kept giving her reasons for her to fight for them. He kept running to her and protecting her even though he knew his brothers could do an excellent job at that. He knew she didn¡¯t need him, she never needed him even from the start. The more I thought about it, the more I got angry. I¡¯ve loved Atticus for so many years; all I¡¯ve wanted was for him to feel the same way about me. Yesterday, things happened between us that gave me hope that maybe, just maybe, there¡¯s a chance for us, a chance for him to feel what I felt for him. But him hugging Anya right after we came from the spring has dulled my hope. How could he be so intimate with me and hug her right after? It made me feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it. ¡°Autumn,¡± he says as he joins my side, as if reading my mind. ¡°I think we need to talk. About everything.¡± ¡°Does this look like the right time to have this discussion Atticus?¡± I snap as the helicopternds. He seems taken aback by my tone. I¡¯ve never been this harsh with him and hate being that way, but I can¡¯t seem to get rid of the anger. ¡°After all of this, I want to exin what happened.¡± He tries once more. I didn¡¯t think there was anything that he could say to make this better. He helped me out of the helicopter even though I didn¡¯t want his help. Multiple vehicles are waiting for us, prepared to take us to our destination. The witch who¡¯d taken baby Roman had made it clear who she wanted hostage. The women were preparing to save him. They were risking their lives to bring him back even though some of them were pregnant, I admired their strength and courage. A reunion follows right after. Lucy¡¯s brothers joined us, and there were a few of them. I watch as they all hug and try tofort her. I wish I could do something, anything, to make her feel better. I can¡¯t imagine losing my baby and wondering if I¡¯ll ever see him again. It¡¯s something no mother ever wants to experience. A notification on my phone catches my attention. I unlock it and stare at the message. I took a deep breath as I saw the name. It¡¯s from Anya. I don¡¯t want to look at it, but I can¡¯t resist. I want to know what she has to say to me. Part of me already knows it¡¯s about Atticus. Would she exin more about what happened between themst night after he¡¯d dropped me in the room? Did he leave with her? I don¡¯t know what happened after I shut the door, and I was scared to find out. I didn¡¯t want to hurt my heart more than it had already been broken. ¡®Listen to the recording. You might hear something important.¡¯ That was all she¡¯d said. A recording? Was it from yesterday? I didn¡¯t have my headphones with me, so instead, I slowed the volume down and held the phone close to my ear as I listened. ¡®You will alwayse first, and you know that. I¡¯m not sure what will happen after today, but I promise I will never look at her the way I look at you. We are mates; I can¡¯t look at another woman like I do you. But right now, sweetheart, I can¡¯t tell you I won¡¯t care for her. After today, I have responsibilities toward her, and I won¡¯t be able to ignore all of them. If you want me not to touch her, you know that certain traditions will require me to touch her; I can promise not to take her to bed, to not sleep with her. That¡¯s the most I can do for you, my mate. I¡¯m sorry for failing you like this. I¡¯m so sorry.¡¯ The phone drops from my hand. That was Atticus, and I would know his voice anywhere. How could he make those promises to her? How could he promise never to take me to bed when we were husband and wife? He made these promises to her; she didn¡¯t force him to do it. He willingly said those things to her. The only reason why he¡¯s ever cared for me is because of his duty because he¡¯s forced to do it; he¡¯s never really cared for me from his own free will. I¡¯m reminded once more than Anya was his true love, not me, never me. It¡¯s always been her no matter how much it hurts me to admit it. I was stupid for thinking there was ever a chance for Atticus to love me. He¡¯s made it clear since the beginning how much Anya means to him. But hearing the way he spoke to her only made the pain harder. Another thought crashes into my mind and I clutch my chest. It couldn¡¯t be. He wouldn¡¯t do that to me. But the evidence was here. I couldn¡¯t deny it. Was his promise to her the real reason he didn¡¯t want to touch me yesterday? He imed he didn¡¯t want to do it because I was drunk, but I didn¡¯t think that was his real reason anymore. He stopped anything from happening because of his promise to her. To never take me to bed. I couldn¡¯t believe this. I felt sick to my stomach. How could he do this to me? ¡®I will never look at her the way I look at you.¡¯ I knew that; I¡¯ve seen it happen a hundred times before, but to hear him say those words to her. . . It was heart-wrenching. I could barely breathe. This wasn¡¯t happening. It was destroying everything, all the hopes I had for our future. It was destroying it all before it even had a chance of beginning. Chapter 31 Chapter 31 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 31 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus turns to me at the sound of the phone hitting the ground; he kneels to pick it up. I¡¯m trying to keep my emotions hidden from him under the circumstances we are currently facing. ¡°You dropped this.¡± He says as he hands it to me. I take the phone from his hand, but I refuse to look him in the face. He¡¯s not the man I thought he was. He was apletely different person. I want to y the recording for him; I want him to know that I¡¯ve heard everything he said to Anya. I want him to realize that he can stop pretending to be nice to me now. I know he doesn¡¯t care. But I know I can¡¯t let my pain get in the way of finding Roman. A baby would always be more important. No matter how hard it was, I had to ignore my feelings this one time. I would have plenty of time after to confront Atticus about everything that was said in this recording. I didn¡¯t think there was a single excuse he could use to justify what he said. These weren¡¯t harmless words; they were words meant to destroy our marriage. Promises that he made to Anya without once thinking about me and how I would feel if I ever found out, which I did. And out of everyone, Anya was the one that sent it to me; she was the one to throw it all in my face to remind me of who Atticus has always loved since the beginning. Atticus gets distracted by something Arthur said to him, and I use that opportunity to breathe again. I don¡¯t know if I shouldugh or cry. All I¡¯ve ever done was wish the best for both of them. Now it felt like they both wanted to hurt me. My hand tightened around the phone; I wanted him to feel the same pain that I was feeling; I wanted him to hurt the same way I did after listening to this recording. It¡¯s the first time I¡¯ve ever wished for something this awful, but I¡¯m angry, so angry with what he¡¯d done. Atticus didn¡¯t try to talk to me again as we entered one of the vehicles waiting for us. It¡¯s possible he is also putting his feelings aside for the mission. We both understand that this is bigger than any of the problems in our marriage. Lucy and Austin were in a mess, their baby was in danger, and no one knew whether he was still alive or not. I¡¯d never seen a child as loved as him; many of the most powerful of our kind were present ready to bring him safely home. No one cared about their well-being; he was all they cared about. When the vehicles stop, the women that Morgan, the witch, asked for in exchange for Roman all separate from the rest of us. The men were in emotional distress after their mates left. They were trying tofort each other, but it was a depressing sight to see. Everyone here loved their mates, they couldn¡¯t hide it, and they weren¡¯t trying to. ¡°I can¡¯t believe we have no choice but to f*****g wait here while our mates are locked in an abandoned castle with f*****g witches,¡± Hunter growls. ¡°I¡¯ve never felt this useless in my entire life.¡± ¡°They can handle themselves,¡± Lucas says with a fierceness in his eyes. ¡°They¡¯re strong; I believe that they can do this. I know they can.¡± Paige Snow, another witch they¡¯d invited to help, approached me. I was surprised that she had even noticed me under the circumstances. I didn¡¯t think anyone was paying attention to me. ¡°What is your name?¡± She asks. ¡°Autumn,¡± I answer her. Her eyes are almost white as she scans my face. What was she looking for? ¡°You seem familiar.¡± She said as she held my chin and turned my face slightly to the left as if to get a better look at me, ¡°fascinating. Very fascinating.¡± Her words didn¡¯t make any sense to me. What was so fascinating about me? It seemed like she knew something that I didn¡¯t. ¡°Do you like water, dear?¡± She asks in a strange tone. It was a weird conversation to ask someone if they liked water. But for me, it was even stranger that she¡¯d asked that when I have always been terrified of water. ¡°I¡¯m terrified of it,¡± I confess. She nodded as if she¡¯d already known my response before I said anything. She was a powerful witch, ording to everything I¡¯d heard about her; maybe she was able to look into my past or my future and saw something there that caught her by surprise. I knew that she was able to receive visions. Was that why her eyes had turned white when looking at me? Everyone I knew was always terrified of witches or at least disgusted by them. In our academy, it was no different; the witches in our school were often mistreated. No one trusted them. I¡¯ve never felt ufortable around them, however. Instead, I¡¯ve always felt sorry for how they were sometimes treated. Some of them didn¡¯t deserve it, while others did. A howl rocks the woods, and it distracts Paige from asking me more questions. The tension has just doubled. ¡°They¡¯re in trouble!¡± Hunter roars. ¡°I can feel Isabe¡¯s pain.¡± We all held our breaths when we saw Gabrie racing toward us with Roman in her hands. There is a remarkable silence as we watch her move with incredible speed. Austin took him from her and kissed his forehead before reluctantly giving him back to her. Sadly, their reunion couldn¡¯tst long. He was worried about Lucy and the others. I barely knew those women, but something about them had drawn me closer to each of them, and I wanted to keep them safe. I wanted to protect them even though fighting was never something I¡¯d been good at. Multiple howls follow, different from thest; these are no doubt cries for help. I winced, feeling their pain from the sound of their cry alone. ¡°Let¡¯s get moving!¡± Austin shouts. ¡°Paige, our wives need you. We need to get you to them, and we need to do it now. That¡¯s the most important task at this point.¡± ¡°It isn¡¯t going to be that easy,¡± Paige says. ¡°They¡¯reing.¡± Her eyes are white once more, and it¡¯s a little scary to look directly into them. Who wasing? We didn¡¯t know who she was speaking about, but the concern on her face told us all we needed to know. Within seconds, we¡¯re surrounded by vampires and werewolves hungry for every single one of us. Everyone takes their position as they attack one, sometimes three, of the enemies simultaneously. I¡¯m amazed by the way they fought. It¡¯s my first time seeing a battle as big as this one up close. I was usually protected by my parents and had never had to experience anything like this until now. Atticus has more experience than I expected; his attacks are smooth and controlled as he brings his opponent to the ground. He grabs my hand as more approach and pulls me closer to Gabrie, who¡¯s still holding Roman in her arms. I¡¯m surprised he¡¯s concerned about my safety, but I¡¯m reminded that he¡¯s only doing this because of his duty as a husband; he isn¡¯t doing it because he wants to keep me out of danger. ¡°This is worse than I expected it to be.¡± He says. ¡°Always expect the worst around us,¡± Gabrie responds. Arthur chuckles despite the gravity of the situation, ¡°I¡¯ll believe her when she says that. It¡¯s nothing but the truth.¡± ¡°I¡¯m so happy that you got Roman out of there safely,¡± I tell Gabrie. ¡°And I¡¯m happy that he¡¯s safe.¡± Despite the fear I felt for the other women, I knew we would all make it out alive; the men on our side were powerful and knew what they were doing. Hunter roars in frustration as he tries to kill as many as possible to get back to Isabe in time to save her. I¡¯ve never seen men as in love as these groups of men in front of me. They were terrified of losing their mates. My eyes widen when I spot a vampire advancing on me. I don¡¯t know what happens next, but he somehow slows down just as he nears me; he¡¯s slow enough for me to stab him with the stake in my hands. He drops to the ground before me, but something else catches my attention. I can hardly breathe as I stare at the water droplets frozen in the sky; it feels like they¡¯re almost speaking to me, like they are alive and waiting for mymand. Atticus looks back at me in shock, but he doesn¡¯t have an opportunity to ask me if I am okay as another vampire tries to tackle him. ¡°I didn¡¯t know you could fight,¡± Gabrie says in a surprised whisper. ¡°I¡¯m impressed.¡± Even I didn¡¯t know that I knew how to fight. When Atticus had given me the stake earlier, I didn¡¯t think I¡¯d know how to use it, but I was full of surprises today. I look at the sky again, but the water droplets have disappeared. What was that? I still wasn¡¯t sure what had forced the vampire to slow down, but I was happy that I was able to protect myself. Kane is shouting and panicking as he realizes that we wouldn¡¯t be able to get Paige back to the other women in time. They were on their own. Their lives now depended on their own strength. ¡°There are many witches inside the castle,¡± Gabrie informs us. ¡°There is no telling what kind of spells they¡¯re using against them. We have to find a way to get back there. If I didn¡¯t have to protect Roman, I would be rushing to get back to them.¡± The tension kept rising as everyone realized how much more dangerous this entire mission had turned into. Atticus nces at me, and I¡¯m not sure if I saw correctly, but he looks relieved to know that I am here with him and not in as much danger as the other women were in. No Autumn. He doesn¡¯t care for you. That voice note was the proof you needed. Don¡¯t get fooled, don¡¯t let your heart bleed anymore because of him. You¡¯ve let yourself hurt too much over him. It was time that you started to care for yourself and protect your heart at all costs. ¡°Lucy!¡± Austin shouts suddenly; there¡¯s no hiding the joy on his face. I followed his gaze, and it was indeed her. He kills at an incredible rate to get to her. When he finally does, he pulls her into his arms and kisses her for as long as the enemies would let him. She runs to Roman next and takes him from Gabrie. She showers him with kisses, and I¡¯ve never seen a baby this happy before; he¡¯s ecstatic to be in his mother¡¯s arms again. ¡°How is Maya?¡± Kane demands. ¡°Is she okay?¡± He can¡¯t hide the desperation in his voice as he waits for confirmation from Lucy. I think we all held out breaths as we waited for her to answer. It doesn¡¯t look good that she was the only one to return. Her body was covered in bruises and blood. ¡°She is,¡± Lucy assured him. ¡°And Isabe?¡± Hunter shouts as he knocks a werewolf to the ground. ¡°Where the f**k is she?¡± ¡°They¡¯re all safe.¡± She assures everyone as they all begin asking for their mates. ¡°They will be here soon; they¡¯re just finishing up with the other witches. The danger is over on that end. Now it¡¯s time to finish here and get my baby home and away from danger.¡± Not long after she¡¯s said that, the other women show up. I¡¯m happy to see everyone reunite with their loved ones. I think everyone breathes a sigh of relief. Everything would be okay now, Roman was safe, and the women were back safe and sound. ¡°KANEEEEE!¡± The piercing scream rocks the forest. I freeze; I think we all do. Did I speak too soon? It was Maya. She was the one to scream. We all look up and are shocked to see Kane falling to the ground with blood pouring out his chest and mouth. My heart sank at the heartbreaking sight in front of me. This wasn¡¯t happening. She couldn¡¯t lose him. They were too much in love, and she was pregnant with his babies; they couldn¡¯t separate from each other. It was unfair. Gabrie screams when she sees him on the ground; he¡¯s her brother, and she¡¯s also hurt to see him losing his life in front of her. She kills the vampire responsible for stabbing him and returns to Maya¡¯s side as quickly as she can. It¡¯s hard to hold back the tears, I barely knew them, but I could feel their pain. They were good people; they didn¡¯t deserve this. Despite my anger with Atticus, I still reach for his hand. He tightens his hold on it as we watch with tear-filled eyes. Lucy rushes to their side, and something unusual happens next. Roman begins to fuss in his mother¡¯s arms, and it looks like he understands exactly what is happening around him. He reaches forward and touches the wound on his chest after Lucy gives him to Maya; I gasp when he begins to glow in a dazzling light. I can¡¯t see anything; I don¡¯t think we can. But something is definitely going on. When the glow dies down, it¡¯s shocking to see Kane¡¯s wound healed, almost like it wasn¡¯t there, to begin with. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. How on earth was that even possible? What¡¯s even more impressive is Kane waking up right after like nothing had happened. How was he alive? I¡¯ve never seen anything this amazing in my entire life. Everyone surrounds them, amazed by what Roman just did. The enemies were either all dead or seriously injured; it was safe, at least for now. I had to hope that there were no more surprises. I don¡¯t think we were up for any more surprises after what happened today. This was enough. ¡°News will spread like wildfire,¡± Atticus notes as he looks around us. ¡°Your family lives up to their name.¡± We all knew how powerful Austin¡¯s pack was, it was feared throughout the supernatural world, and his achievements have even been discussed at the academy. Now that his family kept growing, his power was only intensifying. It also meant that his enemies were also increasing in numbers. Austin shakes his hand, ¡°we are thankful for your help today. You and your wife have shown your loyalty. If you need us for anything, I promise we will be there.¡± I watched as they hugged and told each other how grateful they were to have them in their lives. It was so good to see. Roman was showered with kisses from everyone present. He was being passed around and given a few seconds with each couple; they expressed their joy at having him back safely. ¡°We¡¯re hosting a party tonight in honor of having both Maya and Roman back in our lives. You are invited, of course. We will be happy if you can attend.¡± Austin informs us. Atticus agreed and shook his hand once more. ¡°We have some time.¡± He answers him. I can see that he still wants to speak to me, but I¡¯ve been avoiding him. I wasn¡¯t ready to have a good conversation with him. We were still around others, and after everything they¡¯d just been through, I didn¡¯t want to cause any more problems for this family. When we arrived at the pce, owned by Austin¡¯s parents and Maya had reunited with her parents, the women separated from the men to get dressed for the party, pulling me along with them. ¡°How are things with Atticus?¡± Maya asks me. ¡°I saw when Anya fainted for the wedding; then she was all over him in the yacht.¡± Gabrie points out. ¡°Many of us noticed it, and we¡¯re angry that they would act that way in front of you.¡± Everyone noticed how close they were that night? At least I knew I wasn¡¯t being unreasonable. ¡°Things were improving a little,¡± I confess. ¡°But that happiness didn¡¯tst long. Things are worse now than they were in the beginning.¡± ¡°Worse?¡± Maya asks in surprise. ¡°I was hoping it would be better now that you¡¯re away from Anya. Maybe we can get the both of you to spend more time with us; that way, you don¡¯t have to worry about her getting between your rtionship with your husband.¡± Even when Anya wasn¡¯t around, she was still causing problems. She didn¡¯t have to be here to drift Atticus and me apart. The voice note was enough proof of that. ¡°It¡¯s toote for that,¡± I whisper. They looked at each other, and I needed to exin myself adequately. They needed to hear for themselves what I¡¯d heard. I take my phone out and y the recording for them to understand what I meant. They both gave each other a knowing look, and neither was surprised. How could that be? Why weren¡¯t they as surprised as me when I¡¯d first heard it? It¡¯s almost like they already knew what he¡¯d said to her. ¡°We were in the spa room when this conversation took ce,¡± Gabrie confessed. ¡°We heard the entire thing.¡± So this is when the recording was taken. On my wedding day, while they were in the spa room together. If Anya has had the recording since then, why did she choose today to send it to me? It¡¯s almost like she was waiting for the perfect opportunity to use it on me. My heart hurts to know that I never knew Anya, even after all the time we¡¯ve spent together. I thought she was my friend, but my mother seemed right about her this entire time. ¡°Anya sent this to you?¡± Maya asks to confirm. I nod. Gabrie rolls her eyes, ¡°I can¡¯t believe she recorded him. I¡¯m sure he doesn¡¯t even know she did that. I thought she was a nice person and just hurting because her mate was marrying you. But something tells me that there¡¯s more to her. She¡¯s a sneaky little bitch.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± Maya agrees. ¡°She does seem sneaky. And she¡¯s out to break the two of you up.¡± ¡°Did anything other than this recording happen while you were in the room with them?¡± I ask. It always bothered me. Did they do anything else but speak to each other? The video I saw of them on my engagement night still haunted me. Gabrie sighs, ¡°Anya kept begging him to stop the wedding. She told him how much she loved him and that she didn¡¯t want him touching you or looking at you the way he looked at her. I think that¡¯s when the recording started, him responding to her. Other than that, nothing else happened.¡± It didn¡¯t make me feel any better. I was hoping that Atticus was forced to say those things to her, that he didn¡¯t mean it, but I knew I was hoping for the impossible. Every minute since we got married has been a roller coaster ride for me, and it doesn¡¯t seem like it is about to ease up anytime soon. ¡°Don¡¯t let her win,¡± Maya tells me. ¡°He¡¯s your husband. He married you. It may not look like it now, but he chose you even if he doesn¡¯t realize it yet.¡± I wanted to believe Maya, but I knew she was only trying tofort me. She would say anything as long as she thought it would make me feel better about the situation. I know they can see how much this is affecting me. It was always hard to hide my feelings whenever Atticus was involved. I didn¡¯t want to fight for Atticus if he wasn¡¯t fighting for me. What was the point of fighting for him when he made it clear that he would never look at me the way he looks at her? I could read between the lines. He could never love me, not when his heart already belonged to her. ¡°Let¡¯s get you dressed up,¡± Gabrie says as she pulls me into Maya¡¯s room. ¡°I have plenty of options for you,¡± Maya tells me. ¡°Since you aren¡¯t pregnant, we¡¯re pulling out the sexiest dresses I own.¡± She hands me a selection of her dresses, and Gabrie and I leave the room so that she can have her spicy time with Kane. We knew they wanted some time alone after everything they¡¯d been through. It showed in her eyes how much she wanted to be near him. ¡°I think you should wear this white dress,¡± Gabrie says as we enter the guest room. ¡°You¡¯ll take his breath away when he sees you in this. I¡¯m sure of it.¡± It¡¯s very short and revealing. But it¡¯s beautiful. I wasn¡¯t sure if it would make any sense to do this anymore, however. Anya is the woman he wants and can¡¯t take his eyes off. If I went through all this trouble and he didn¡¯t bother even looking my way. . . I didn¡¯t want to do that to myself anymore. ¡°I know things may seem hard now, Autumn, but I promise you that life improves.¡± She says. ¡°One day, you¡¯ll look back and be happy that you never gave up.¡± ¡°Thank you, Gabrie.¡± She didn¡¯t have to be this nice to me. They¡¯d just had their problems, yet she was, trying tofort me. It¡¯s crazy that women like this existed all this time, yet I chose Anya as my best friend. If I¡¯d known that this was what true friends were like, I would have known that Anya was a fake from the start. Gabrie nods, and after we both take a long shower, she pulls me toward the mirror to add some makeup to my face. After getting dressed, we both step into the ballroom, which is packed with hundreds of people. Half of them I¡¯d never even met before. The invitations were only sent out today; it¡¯s crazy how quickly the guests arrived. It¡¯s easy to spot Atticus, he¡¯s speaking with Arthur, and they seem to be getting along very well. ¡°Look at our men; it¡¯s good that they¡¯re bonding since we¡¯re going to be great friends, and they need to get used to being around each other,¡± Gabrie teased. Iugh, ¡°you¡¯re right. It¡¯s good that they learn to get along to prepare for the future. However, I think they¡¯ve been friends even before we entered the picture.¡± Sheughs, ¡°I think you¡¯re right.¡± Atticus turns and sees me; he turns back to Arthur without acknowledging my presence. But then he slowly nces back at me, almost as though he didn¡¯t recognize me the first time. His eyes travel up my legs, and I can see the flicker of emotions in his gaze. Did he like the dress, or did he hate it? Arthur hugs Gabrie as we join their sides. ¡°You look beautiful.¡± Hepliments her. It¡¯s a bit awkward for Atticus and me as they shower each other with kisses. Not that it wasn¡¯t beautiful how much they loved each other, it¡¯s just that I know it¡¯s different between us; we don¡¯t have the kind of rtionship that Arthur and Gabrie has. Ours is messed up, and my husband is in love with my best friend. Atticus swallows as he nces at me, ¡°Do you think now is a good time for us to talk?¡± I looked up at him, unsure if I wanted to hear what he had to say. The wounds were still fresh from listening to the voice note. ¡°What do you want to talk about?¡± I ask. Someone bounces into me and pushes me straight against him. He grabs me by my waist and res at the man. I close my eyes as his hands on my body remind me of our timest night together. It was magical, something out of this world. I wish it could always be like that between us, but I know it¡¯s just not possible as long as Anya is between us, keeping us apart. He gently moves my hair out of my face and tucks it behind my ear; my lips part, and I hate how much my heartbeat speeds up because of his small gesture. Why does every single thing that he does affect me this much? Why can¡¯t I be stronger than this and forget this spark I felt whenever he touched me? ¡°The kiss.¡± He says, and my face turns red at those two words. ¡°Do you remember the kiss?¡± He borates as he searches my eyes. I pretended not to remember the last time I got drunk; I didn¡¯t want to do the same thing this time. ¡°I do,¡± I confess. ¡°I remember everything about the kiss.¡± His eyes sh with some unknown emotion as he nods; he hasn¡¯t let go of me yet. His hands are still on my waist, holding me against his warm body. ¡°I do, too; I remember every second of that kiss.¡± He says. ¡°And I remember what you said to me right before you kissed me.¡± What was the meaning behind that confession? What was he getting at? ¡°What are you trying to tell me, Atticus?¡± I question. ¡°What is the point of bringing it up now?¡± His hands tighten on my waist, ¡°do you remember what happened after?¡± He asks. Why was he avoiding my question? ¡°What?¡± I ask, pretending not to know. He leans into me so that his lips are right above my ear, ¡°the spring.¡± Just those two words, and my blood is already racing in my veins. Why was he bringing this up to me now? I could barely keep a straight face with the reminder of everything that had urred between us in the spring. My body was still tingling from his touch and the way he stared at me like I was his most precious treasure. Our time in the spring was what had fooled me into thinking that there was a chance for our marriage to work. The heat, the need, the spark, it was all there but apparently, that wasn¡¯t enough for Atticus. He needed something more that I couldn¡¯t give him, and that was his mate. I¡¯de between the two of them. And I was still paying the price for it. Anya warned me before; she knew this would happen from the beginning. It turns out she understood him better than I did; I thought I knew almost everything about him, but I hate how wrong I¡¯ve been all this time. ¡°I¡¯m not sure what you¡¯re speaking about.¡± I lie. He pulls away to stare into my eyes, ¡°You don¡¯t remember what you asked me while we were in the water?¡± ¡°I was drunk.¡± I remind him. ¡°I know there is plenty that I did and didn¡¯t say; what is your point?¡± I was trying to fight the strong desire to kiss him again, but I was losing the battle and fast. It was hard to resist when he kept reminding me of our time together; it brought all of the feelings rushing back into my body. ¡°I want to know that I made the right decisionst night, Autumn.¡± He says, making me even more confused. ¡°But your reaction to me today makes me feel like I made a f*****g huge mistake.¡± He did make a mistake. His mistake was every promise he made to Anya before marrying me. He shouldn¡¯t have done that and especially not on our wedding day. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re referring to,¡± I say once more, making it harder for him to exin. He breathes roughly, ¡°Let¡¯s talk about what you saw when you opened your door and saw Anya with me.¡± He says, ignoring what I just said. ¡°It wasn¡¯t the way it looked to you.¡± Those words angered me because I knew exactly what I sawst night. My eyes did not deceive me; it didn¡¯t matter if I was intoxicated or not; I knew what I saw. ¡°Then tell me, Atticus. Exin to me what happened.¡± I whisper. ¡°Tell me why I should ever trust you again after what I saw with my own eyesst night.¡± ¡°I wasn¡¯t aware that Anya was waiting outside for me after I left the room.¡± He exins as one of his hands slides to my lower back. ¡°I did not ask her to meet me there. I was telling the truth when I told you I was going to help search for Maya. I did not lie to you.¡± ¡°If that¡¯s true, why was she hugging you and screaming that she loved you?¡± I demand. ¡°I may be kind, and I may let others walk all over me because I care for them, but I¡¯m not stupid, Atticus. I know what I saw between the two of you, and it¡¯s not the first time I¡¯ve seen it happen. It happened on my engagement day, my wedding, and the same night that was supposed to be special for us. I refuse to believe you weren¡¯t at fault in any of these situations.¡± I know what I saw. He can¡¯t convince me that something else happened. He needed to exin himself better than this, and maybe then I would consider what he had to say. Chapter 32 Chapter 32 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 32 Atticus takes a deep breath, and I can tell that my words have broken hisposure. He drops his gaze lower so that his eyes are glued to mine. ¡°I know it doesn¡¯t look good, Autumn, but I swear my intention was never to hurt you any of those times. And I¡¯m telling the truth. I didn¡¯t know Anya was going to be there. She¡¯s having difficultying to terms with this marriage; she¡¯s been acting out because of it. I¡¯m only trying to help her.¡± He tries to reason with me. ¡°I¡¯m not saying that I¡¯m innocent in any of this; I¡¯m just trying to prove to you that I¡¯m not as bad as you think I am. Ask anyone here; I was helping to look for Mayast night. Ask rissa if you want to; she won¡¯t lie to you; she likes you. She will tell you the truth. I was with my siblings the entire night, and Anya was nowhere near any of us. I¡¯m not even sure what she did after we left the house. What you saw in front of youst night was the most that happened between us. I left her there. I didn¡¯t speak to her again since then. And that¡¯s the truth. I know you have no reason to trust me after everything that¡¯s happened since this wedding was announced, but I¡¯m asking that you please trust me this once.¡± While his words did make me feel a little better, they didn¡¯t dull the painpletely. This exnation still didn¡¯t cover the voice note. And I knew that he actually said those things; Gabrie and Maya confirmed it for me. They were there; they heard everything. What made this harder to ept was the day he chose to make those promises to her. The same day we repeated our vows; his promises to her were more meaningful than the ones made to me. ¡°I¡¯ve listened to your exnations, but there is still something that I¡¯m not okay with,¡± I confess. ¡°Something I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll ever be okay with. I don¡¯t think there is anything you can say to make up for it, but I still want to give you a chance to exin yourself.¡± His body stills, ¡°what is it? Tell me so that I can at least try and fix it. I don¡¯t want things to be bad between us, Autumn. I want to make this work.¡± I can see the curiosity and worry on his face as he waited for me to give a proper exnation. I take a deep breath as built up the courage to confront him about the one thing that broke all of the trust I had in him and our marriage. ¡°The voice note.¡± I snap; my voice is sharper than it¡¯s ever been in my entire life. ¡°I want you to exin the voice note to me. I want you to exin everything that you said in that recording.¡± He looks surprised by my words. ¡°Voice note? I don¡¯t know of any recording. Are you sure it was me?¡± I took my phone out and sent it to him. I could have yed it for him from my phone but I wanted him to always have it with him so he could rey it and remember how much he¡¯d hurt me. I wanted these words to haunt him just like I knew they would haunt me for the rest of my life. ¡°I just sent it to your phone,¡± I inform him. ¡°You can listen to it and tell me your thoughts on it. I want your opinion on what I should do after you listen to the recording. I want to know what you would have done if you were in my position and someone sent something like that to you.¡± He¡¯s about to open our chat when Damon¡¯s caller ID shows up. I frown; why was he calling now? He ends the call in front of me, showing me that I was more important to him now. However, Damon calls again in a split second; it has to be serious. Dante messages at the same time and insists that he picks up his phone. ¡°Give me one second.¡± He whispers before walking away to answer his brother¡¯s call. . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ I wanted to hear what else Autumn had to say to me, but I knew my brothers wouldn¡¯t be this impatient for any trivial matter. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± I ask as I answer Damon¡¯s third call. ¡°Come home now!¡± He shouts from the other end. I stopped walking; I could hear the panic and fear in his voice. I¡¯m now frozen on the spot. What could have happened while I was gone? ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I demand. I held my breath as I waited for an exnation. ¡°Anya tried to harm herself. She threw herself out of the yacht.¡± He exins. ¡°She almost drowned. She¡¯s in the hospital. She¡¯s in critical condition. We need you here with us. She needs you.¡± I can¡¯t move; his words have left me dumbfounded. I knew Anya was taking everything hard, but never once did I think she was capable of trying to hurt herself over this. ¡°I¡¯ll tell Autumn, and we will both return home as quickly as we can,¡± I promise him. ¡°And Atticus,¡± he adds, ¡°please don¡¯t say anything that could hurt her feelings when you return, it¡¯s hard to see her like this.¡± I take a deep breath; I¡¯ve been an ass to her this entire time; never once did I think Damon would ever have to ask me to watch what I say in front of Anya. ¡°You don¡¯t have to worry about me. I¡¯ll be good.¡± I promise him. I end the call and walk over to where Autumn stands, a little distance from me. She was still hostile toward me, but I didn¡¯t have time to fix it anymore. Anya needed both of us. My brothers needed me home as well. I never let them down, and I didn¡¯t n to do it now. I can only hope that Autumn would understand my situation. As soon as this was over, we could continue this conversation. ¡°We need to get home now,¡± I tell her. ¡°Something horrible just happened. Everyone needs us back home.¡± Her entire demeanor changes, ¡°home? But I¡¯m enjoying the party. Why must we leave? What could be so bad that we must leave right away?¡± ¡°Something happened with Anya¡ª¡± Her eyes immediately darken a shade at the mention of Anya. ¡°Are you being serious right now?¡± She demands. ¡°Are you trying to ask your wife to leave this wonderful party so you could get home to your mate and ex-girlfriend? Do I look like a joke to you, Atticus?¡± When she says it like that, it sounds worse than it was. I would never do this if it weren¡¯t this serious. But Autumn doesn¡¯t think that way and it¡¯s understandable why she¡¯s reacting like this. I don¡¯t have time for this, however; we could talk about it in the vehicle. ¡°Autumn¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear anything you have to say to me, Atticus. I¡¯m not leaving this party. I don¡¯t care what you have to say.¡± She snaps. ¡°I¡¯m happy here. These are my friends and unlike the person you want me to look after, they actually treat me well.¡± I exhale loudly and run a hand through my hair, ¡°Autumn, she¡¯s in the hospital. She almost drowned. She tried to hurt herself. I know your friendship is strained, but she was your friend at one point. Don¡¯t you want to make sure that she¡¯s okay? She needs you right now. She needs both of us. My brothers need us. Can¡¯t you put your differences aside just this once?¡± She looked surprised by what I said, and I saw the flicker of concern in her eyes. She still cared about Anya, even if she tried to deny it. Her gaze hardens suddenly, and she folds her arms stubbornly, ¡°what does that have to do with us, Atticus? She has your brothers to tend to her. They do a good job of protecting her. She doesn¡¯t need me.¡± She wasn¡¯t listening to me. ¡°Anya needs me, Autumn,¡± I growl. ¡°I¡¯m leaving now with or without you.¡± I know my words have struck her, but I needed to get back home. I know I¡¯ll regret leaving her, but I¡¯m not thinking right. Hearing that Anya was in the hospital sent me into a panic mood. ¡°Then go.¡± She hissed. ¡°I¡¯m staying here for the party. Since I¡¯m not the one that you care about, I¡¯ll find my way back home on my own.¡± ¡°Okay,¡± I say. ¡°If that¡¯s what you want, so be it.¡± I turn and walk away from her without saying anything else. I know I¡¯ll pay for this shortly. Leaving Autumn here is the worst thing I can do tonight. I felt my heart squeeze the further I went away from her. I hope she forgives me.N?velDrama.Org holds this content. Chapter 33 Chapter 33 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 33 ~AUTUMN~ I couldn¡¯t believe Atticus had left me to go to Anya. I could never forgive him for this. He¡¯s just proven that everything he¡¯s said in the voice note was genuine. She would alwayse first. And I hated that I had to live with this for the rest of my life. I already knew it was true, but to see him prove it on the same day I received the recording does not make any of this more manageable for me. Everything was changing for me in a split second. The image I had of Atticus in my head was slowly drifting away. Was the man of my dreams entirely made up? Was he indeed this horrible toward me? ¡°Are you sure you¡¯re okay?¡± Gabrie asks me. ¡°You can tell us if you need anything; we are here to help.¡± ¡°We are,¡± Lucy assured me. ¡°The girls caught us up with everything you¡¯re going through. We are here to help make it better. Anything you want, tell us.¡± There was nothing they could do to help the pain that I felt in my heart to know that, yet again Atticus had left me stranded to ensure that Anya was okay. Every second I¡¯m reminded of the voice note Anya sent me and how true everything was. How could it not be true when it came from Atticus¡¯s mouth? He hadn¡¯t said those words to Anya to make her feel better about the marriage; he said it because it was the truth. After everything, I still hate how worried I am about Anya despite everything she¡¯s done to me recently. Part of me wanted to go with him and ensure she was okay. The other half that won reminded me that she hated me and was desperate to separate us from each other. To me, this was just another n of hers to get Atticus to leave me and run to her. Why would she send me that voice note and then try to harm herself? It didn¡¯t make any sense. The only thing that made sense was the truth, she only did it all to separate the both of us. Why did I ever think that marrying Atticus would be a good idea? I wasn¡¯t thinking clearly; I thought that being near him would help make me happy; I thought that it would be like living a dream because I would constantly be around the man I was in love with. I realize now how wrong I¡¯d been to think that way. For the rest of my life, I¡¯ll have to be reminded that Atticus loved Anya. Every day I would have to live with this truth, and it¡¯s something I can¡¯t put myself through. If Anya weren¡¯t around, things would have been so much easier for us, but she wasn¡¯t about to allow us to be happy. She will always be around because of Damon and Dante. What had I done? I¡¯d ruined my whole life by agreeing to this marriage. I couldn¡¯t keep this up. I had to find a way to stop this, to stop myself from hurting. But I couldn¡¯t just ignore my feelings. I wish there were an off switch, one that I could use whenever I was around my husband. ¡°You don¡¯t look too good,¡± Maya says as she guides me to a chair. ¡°Would you like some water to drink?¡± I shook my head, ¡°I¡¯m good, thank you.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t believe Atticus is such an ass!¡± Gabrie hissed. ¡°How could he leave you here for her? Sometimes men do the shittiest things, and I don¡¯t know how we ever forgive them because they don¡¯t deserve us!¡± Wasn¡¯t that the truth? Men were always screwing us over and then expecting us to forgive them as if nothing happened. Did they not realize the pain they put us through? ¡°Wow,¡± Arthur says, pretending to be hurt by her words. ¡°Remember, your anger is towards Atticus, not me. We¡¯re good; he¡¯s not, we are. I hope he doesn¡¯t make things rough for me tonight.¡± Mayaughs, ¡°I¡¯m sure she knows that, Arthur. Do not worry so much. You¡¯re safe. We know where to direct our anger.¡± ¡°Of course, you can say that since you made up with Kane.¡± Gabrie teases her. ¡°Talking about Kane, the man hasn¡¯t been able to keep his eyes off you for the entire night. If you weren¡¯t already pregnant, you would have been again by the night¡¯s end.¡± Maya blushes and hits her arm. Gabrie was only speaking the truth; Kane was mesmerized by Maya the entire night. The man was in love. Insanely in love with his mate. ¡°We¡¯re straying from the main point, and that¡¯s Autumn. Let¡¯s do something fun to cheer her up.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯m up for anything,¡± I confess. ¡°I just want to get back home.¡± Not to Atticus, but I need a ce to rest and forget that today ever happened. Maybe I could return to my parents for a day; I would make up a lie and hopefully they wouldn¡¯t question why I wasn¡¯t with Atticus. ¡°Please stay one night, and tomorrow, I promise we will get you back home early,¡± Gabrie begs. ¡°We hate to see you like this. We at least want to make you smile once tonight; that¡¯s all we¡¯re asking for.¡± I knew what I had to do. I kept making it easy for Atticus and pretending like whatever he did, didn¡¯t affect me; all of that would change from today. ¡°I just have one thing I want to do,¡± I tell them. ¡°Can you show me to the washroom?¡± After following their directions, I shut the door to the bathroom. I looked through my contacts on my phone and dialed the number when I found what I was looking for. ¡°Mrs. Fawn.¡± ¡°You can still call me Rivera, Peter,¡± I tell him. He was our family¡¯swyer. But he has always been kind and loyal to me. I trusted him; it¡¯s the only reason why I called. Anyone else, I wouldn¡¯t trust them to keep this a secret. ¡°What can I do for you?¡± He asks with a chuckle. ¡°I want you to prepare divorce papers for me,¡± I answer him. There is a pause on the line, ¡°you just got married. Are you sure this is what you want to do? Do your parents know what you¡¯re up to?¡± I exhale loudly, ¡°No, they do not know this, Peter, that¡¯s why I called you. You¡¯re the only one I trust with something like this. I want those divorce papers by tomorrow morning.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand. You know they can ruin my life if they find out I did this for you.¡± He reminds me. I sigh, ¡°I promise they won¡¯t find out. This is not going to be made public.¡± I¡¯m not even sure if I¡¯m going to go through with this. I¡¯m angry and not thinking logically. Maybe I¡¯ll change my mind by tomorrow, but for now, I knew that I wanted those papers. And I nned on giving them to Atticus. I know it¡¯s thest thing he¡¯ll be expecting from me, and that¡¯s what I wanted, to shock him just like he did to me tonight. I want him to feel what it¡¯s like to feel betrayed by the person you married. To do things that your partner hated. I know this was a drastic decision, but I was ready to treat him the way he treated me. Instead of putting him first, I was putting myself first. . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ I rushed into the private hospital; this was where Damon and Dante had brought Anya to. It was the safest hospital of our kind. We knew the owners well, and they¡¯d given her one of the best rooms avable. I was happy that they did, I still cared for Anya, and she only harmed herself because of me. I felt guilty, like this was all my fault. I was too harsh on her; since the beginning, I¡¯ve been too hard on her. ¡°Mr. Fawn.¡± The receptionist greets me. ¡°How can we help you today?¡± ¡°I¡¯m looking for Anya Edwina,¡± I tell her. ¡°What room number is she in?¡± ¡°Number ten.¡± She answered me. ¡°It¡¯s to the end of the first floor. It¡¯s a big room; you can¡¯t miss it.¡± I nodded and ran in the direction she pointed to me. My heart drops when I spot the room, I¡¯m scared of what would be waiting for me behind that door. I push open the door and rush inside. I scan the room for her or my brothers. Damon is the first person that I see, and he¡¯s holding his head in frustration. He looks like he¡¯s just been through hell. When the door closes, he looks up. ¡°You¡¯ve made it.¡± He says as he spots me. I squeeze his shoulder before moving toward the bed. Anya¡¯s eyes are closed, and multiple machines are hooked up to her. It¡¯s a terrifying sight to see. I never once thought that I would have to see her like this. We always kept her safe and away from all harm. It was difficult seeing her like this for the first time. I took a seat on the chair next to her, Dante was on the other side, and he looked pissed. Maybe he¡¯s angry with me; he knows I¡¯m to me for this. I try to speak to him, but he ignores me. I turn to Damon instead; at least he was the calmer one between the two of them. ¡°How is she doing?¡± I ask Damon. ¡°Not good.¡± He sighs, ¡°not good at all. The doctors are trying their best; she was close to losing her life, Atticus. I felt everything sh before me in those few seconds. It all happened so fast. I had to move quickly to save her; I¡¯m d I got to her in time. This could have turned out differently for all of us. She might not have been here if I didn¡¯t see her when she fell out of the boat. I was lucky to have been there at the right time. I can¡¯t believe she did this without thinking about the rest of us and what would have happened if we¡¯d lost her.¡± My brother looked traumatized, and I can¡¯t imagine how much harder it must have been for him to have witnessed everything right in front of him. Hearing this was not making this entire situation easy for me. It was making it a hell of a lot more difficult to handle my emotions. I kept remembering the way I treated her when she tried to hug me that night. I was so concerned about Autumn opening the door and seeing us that I didn¡¯t recognize Anya¡¯s cry for help. She needed me that night, I knew she was acting out, but I chose to push her away. I didn¡¯t know what the f**k to do anymore. It was wrong to keep running to her side, but how did I not show up when something like this happened? She nearly died. How could I ignore something like that? And it wasn¡¯t just her that I was there for; I was also trying to support my brothers during this difficult time. We always stuck together. ¡°I think you should look at this,¡± Damon says as he hands me a letter. ¡°Anya had written this for you before she tried to take her life. She wanted you to have it.¡± My hands closed over the flimsy piece of paper; I slowly opened it; I wasn¡¯t sure if this was something I wanted to read right now. The guilt was already eating me alive. I move away from him and lean against the wall; I want some privacy while reading it. ¡®Dear Atticus, I know that you¡¯ll be reading this after my passing. I know you may be wondering why I did what I did, but I¡¯m doing this for both of us. I can¡¯t stand the thought of seeing you with another woman; it¡¯s even harder for me knowing that it¡¯s Autumn. I¡¯ve lost both my mate and my best friend at the same time. The pain is too much for me. I¡¯m sorry for everyone that I know I¡¯m going to hurt from my selfish actions tonight. I wanted you to know how much I love you. That¡¯s why I¡¯m doing this. I keep coming between you and Autumn, and I don¡¯t want to do it anymore. It¡¯s not my intention to separate the both of you. I can¡¯t stop my actions sometimes, and it¡¯s only because it¡¯s hard for my body to ept you with her. I¡¯m tired of trying to be strong for both of us. I realize that you¡¯re ready to move on from me. I realize that you don¡¯t love me anymore, I can feel you slowly drifting away from me, and I rather die than live to see the day when I¡¯m no longer the number one woman in your life. I¡¯m sorry for loving you this much and for being selfish when ites to you. Goodbye Atticus. I hope that one day you can forgive me. It should have never ended this way between us. Love Anya.¡¯ My hands were shaking as I leaned against the wall, staring at her pale, unconscious face. I can¡¯t stop the tear from flowing down my cheek. I didn¡¯t know that a letter could have such a strong effect on someone. I was fighting hard to hold everything together. I walk over to her motionless body and kneel on the ground beside her. I gently held her hand in mine, ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Anya. I¡¯m so sorry for everything. I hope that you can forgive me. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to make you cry or push you to hurt yourself. I¡¯m sorry for all the promises I had to break. You deserve better. You always have.¡± ¡°She does deserve better.¡± Dante snaps. ¡°That¡¯s why Damon and I will be by her side every second of the day, making up for your betrayal.¡± It hurt to hear my own brother say something like that to me. Hurting Anya meant that I was also hurting both of them; it¡¯s why he was so angry with me. ¡°Dante ¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear what you say, Atticus.¡± He hissed. ¡°I can never forgive you for this. She told me all the things you said to her. You¡¯re the one that pushed her to do this to herself. You¡¯re the one that¡¯s been making this entire situation harder on her.¡± His words didn¡¯t make me feel any less guilty than I already felt. I didn¡¯t know what the right thing to do anymore was¡ªtrying to push Anya away so that I could make my marriage with Autumn work had pushed Anya to her breaking point. I was the reason she was in this hospital bed. How could trying to do the right thing turn into something so wrong? I was having a constant battle within myself. A part of me was crazy about protecting Autumn, and another made sure I ran to Anya¡¯s side. I was conflicted about my feelings; I didn¡¯t know how to exin or act on them. I¡¯ll have to fix my rtionship with Dante after today; I¡¯ve never seen him this angry with me. I didn¡¯t want today to cause a strain on our brotherhood. ¡°Where is Autumn?¡± Damon asks me. ¡°Did you leave her home?¡± I swallow; the reminder of where I left her didn¡¯t make me feel better. I had screwed up my life in all possible ways to do so in just one night. Everyone was hurting because of me. It seemed I was the problem; I caused trouble wherever I went. Anya was in here because of me, and Autumn was hurt because I kept putting Anya first. ¡°She stayed back with Austin¡¯s family. She¡¯s getting along well with the women there. Making new friends.¡± I exin. Autumn was good at making friends. People loved her quickly. Damon knows by my response that it isn¡¯t as simple as I¡¯d made it seem. Anyone would realize that Autumn and I argued when I chose toe here tonight. ¡°You should get some sleep,¡± I tell Damon. ¡°You also, Dante. I can keep an eye on her until she wakes up. It¡¯s the least I can do after everything I¡¯ve put her through.¡± ¡°We¡¯re not going anywhere,¡± Damon tells me. ¡°I¡¯m staying by her side.¡± Dante says as well. ¡°I can¡¯t trust you to take good care of her anymore.¡± I nodded. I understood that they weren¡¯t going anywhere until they knew she was safe from danger. I would have done the same thing as they were doing. . . . . . . . . . It was the next day, and we were still waking for Anya to regain consciousness. I¡¯s been an entire night of torture for the three of us as we waited for updates on her. None of us had slept, and we weren¡¯t nning on getting any until she¡¯d awakened. I called Arthurst night to give me an update on how Autumn was doing; he didn¡¯t get to say much before Gabrie grabbed the phone and ended the call. Apparently, they were also pissed at me. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Now I was left wondering what she was doing and whether or not she was still pissed at me for leaving her yesterday. The more I thought about it, the more I got angry with myself for leaving her there. I should have insisted she¡¯de with me, f**k, I could have lifted her and taken her with me. Anything would have been better than leaving her and making her think the worst possible things about me. ¡°Anya!¡± Dante gasps, and all three of us rush to the side of her. She blinks a couple of times before her eyes settle on the three of us before zeroing in on me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± She cries. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for scaring all of you and thinking about only myself. Please forgive me. I was wrong. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± Her apology squeezed my heart, threatening it to explode. ¡°Don¡¯t apologize. I¡¯m the one that needs to apologize for everything, Anya. I¡¯ll be more careful now and choose words that don¡¯t hurt you. I promise to do better from now on.¡± Dante hugs her, and Damon does as well. I excused myself, giving my brothers time alone with her. I knew she wanted me there, but I had plenty on my mind. Now that I knew she was out of danger, I couldn¡¯t get Autumn out of my head. The voice note was staring me in my face. I never got the chance to listen to it. I wasn¡¯t sure that it would change anything now. I¡¯d ruined chances for Autumn and me to have a good rtionship after running out on herst night. She stayed back with people she barely knew; I left her there on her own. The least I could have done was have a vehicle sent back for her. Anything would have been better than just walking out on her like she was just some average person in my life. I kept messing things up in every direction that I turned. Nothing was going well, my entire life was a f*****g mess, and I had no idea how to fix it. I pressed y; I had to at least listen to what had her upset with me to know how to fix it. I knew I had a lot of making up to do after yesterday. This was an excellent way to start. As the voice note begins to y, my blood runs cold. This couldn¡¯t be what I thought it was. The more it yed, the more it was confirmed. This was everything I¡¯d promised Anya on my wedding day. Promises that I regretted making. How did she get this recording? There wasn¡¯t anyone else but Anya and me in the room at the recording time. And I was sure that I didn¡¯t record our conversation. That only left Anya. Would she stoop so low to push Autumn and me further apart? How could I question her when she was still recovering from almost drowning? I walk back into the room, and Anya sits on the bed, eating. It¡¯s just the two of us in here now. Damon and Dante left to get her some get-well presents. They were about to shower her with hundreds of gifts. She smiles brightly, it¡¯s an innocent smile, but there is only one thing on my mind after listening to that voice note. And that was finding out if she was the one that had sent this to Autumn. It would mean that she had evil intentions from the start. It can also prove that she was the one that posted that video of us from the engagement night. I don¡¯t want it to be true. I don¡¯t want to believe that Anya was this sneaky. I also don¡¯t want to start an argument after what happened just a day ago. I¡¯m conflicted about what to do. ¡°I¡¯m so happy you came back to see me, Atticus.¡± She whispers with a twinkle in her eyes. It¡¯s the happiest I¡¯ve seen her since I¡¯d gotten married. ¡°I thought I had lost you for good, but this proves that you still care for me. You still have me in your heart. I¡¯m still the most important woman in your life. I feel like the luckiest girl alive with you by my side. Thank you foring for me.¡± ¡°You¡¯re that happy that I came back just to make sure you¡¯re okay?¡± I ask. She grins wider, ¡°I am. So so happy. Can¡¯t you see it, Atticus? Can¡¯t you see how happy you make me? No one else does this for me but you.¡± ¡°If I made you that happy bying here to see you, can you give me something in return?¡± I question her. She pauses, unsure of how to respond to that. I¡¯m not one to ask her for favors; I knew this would have surprised her. ¡°What is it that I can do for you?¡± She asks hesitantly. ¡°I want you to answer me truthfully,¡± I exin. ¡°Answer you?¡± She asks, confused. ¡°But you haven¡¯t asked me any questions.¡± I unlock my phone and found my chat with Autumn. Without a second thought, I pressed y on the voice note. I paid close attention to her expression as my voice filled the room. Her face goes a pale white, and she can barely look me in the eyes. ¡°Did you or did you not send this voice note to Autumn?¡± I ask. She goes reticent, trying her best to avoid me. ¡°I don¡¯t feel too well, Atticus.¡± She says as she hides behind her nket. ¡°Anya,¡± I say through gritted teeth. ¡°Did you record me when we were in the spa room? We were the only two people in there. I didn¡¯t record us. That leaves you. Did you record me and send that voice note to Autumn?¡± I push the chair backward, and it flies into the wall. ¡°I can¡¯t believe this.¡± I was trying my best to stay calm since we were still in the hospital, and she was still recovering, but it was damn hard. ¡°I came here; I left Autumn by herself so that I coulde here and make sure that you were okay. I still consider you Anya; I still care for you but do you care for me? Do you care for Autumn? I keep putting a strain on my rtionship with Autumn because I want to protect you, but how can I protect you when you keep doing things like this? How can I trust you? How can I be your friend when you keep betraying me?¡± ¡°Friend?¡± She says the word like its poison to her. ¡°Why do you think I want you to be my friend?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve had enough of this.¡± Before she can say anything else, I¡¯m out of the door. I had to get back to Autumn. I had to apologize for acting like a fool. I had to beg for her forgiveness. I was wrong about everything. I should have nevere here, I thought I was doing the right thing, but it was a big mistake. I was such a fool. Damon spots me as I head to the jeep, ¡°where are you going?¡± ¡°Back to Autumn,¡± I shout. ¡°She¡¯s still with Austin and his family.¡± ¡°Autumn¡¯s home.¡± He shouts back. ¡°You don¡¯t have to go far to get to her.¡± Was she home? What was she doing at home? I was sure that she would have found any opportunity to avoid me after what I¡¯d done. And that¡¯s what I would have deserved to begin with. ¡°How do you know that?¡± I ask. ¡°Mom called; Autumn looked visibly upset when she returned home this morning. She wanted to know if you had anything to do with it.¡± He exined. Ah, f**k. ¡°What about Anya? Where are you going?¡± Before he can finish, I¡¯m already driving out of the parking lot. I didn¡¯t want to hear about Anya. I was tired of letting her control me like this. My mind is racing for ways to get Autumn to forgive me. Would showering her with presents get her to forgive me? I dialed the flower shop and requested two thousand roses delivered to our home. I stopped on the way and bought a giant teddy bear as well as a dress that I knew would look perfect on her. I knew none of these things would be enough, but I wanted to do as much as I could to get her to forgive me. I would leave everything in the car and surprise herter with it. I didn¡¯t think Autumn was anything like Anya; gifts wouldn¡¯t be enough to make her happy. But I wanted to at least try. I didn¡¯t want to apologize to her with only words. I wanted to do something special, something that would make it hard for her to not forgive me for how stupid I¡¯d been all along. I pulled up to the house and practically jumped out of the jeep as I raced into the house. ¡°Atticus!¡± My mother shouts as she tries to stop me. ¡°Where is Autumn?¡± I demand from her. ¡°I need to see her.¡± ¡°We need to talk.¡± ¡°I need to see her first. Please. We can talk after.¡± I assure her. She sighs, ¡°she¡¯s in your room.¡± I nod, ¡°thanks, mom.¡± I ran up the stairs and straight into my room. The door flies open, and I find her sitting on the bed with a paper in her hands. She looks up at me; she doesn¡¯t even look surprised to see me. The usual sparks in her eyes are not there, and it bothers me to the point that I want to tell her about it. She doesn¡¯t look happy to see me. What else should I expect after what I¡¯d done to her? I checked the time on my watch, wondering how long it would be before the roses arrived. ¡°We need to talk,¡± I tell her as I shut the door. ¡°There is plenty that I have to say to you. I listened to the voice note, and I¡ª¡± ¡°I want a divorce.¡± I pause, dumbstruck. I refuse to believe that I¡¯ve heard her correctly. She couldn¡¯t have possibly just asked me for a f*****g divorce. I step toward her, and she puts her hands out to stop me, ¡°I need you to keep your distance from me, Atticus. I want to keep a clear mind when I¡¯m giving these papers to you. I need you to sign them today.¡± ¡°Autumn,¡± I growl. ¡°We just got married. I can¡¯t f*****g divorce you.¡± ¡°If you can leave me stranded so that you could go running to be there for your ex-girlfriend, you can also take the time to sign a paper, Atticus. It¡¯s not that hard. I just need your signature.¡± She snaps. ¡°We¡¯re not getting a divorce. We got into this because our parents forced us. Do you think you can just say no to them now? Do you think they¡¯ll allow their names to go down in the gutter because you suddenly decided that you don¡¯t want to stay married to me?¡± I demand. ¡°Our parents don¡¯t have to know about it.¡± She says. ¡°That¡¯s the whole point of it. We can stay in the same house and act like we¡¯re married, but they don¡¯t have to know anything. That way, you can keep seeing Anya whenever you like. It wouldn¡¯t be like betraying me when you leave me to run to her side anymore. It would bepletely normal and the least of my worries. That way, I can also meet new people, ones who want to spend time with me, and that won¡¯t leave me to go to their ex.¡± What the f**k? New people? Chapter 34 Chapter 34 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 34 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Autumn. Do you f*****g hear yourself?¡± I was fuming both on the inside and the out. I hated the idea of Autumn getting to know any other man but me. Why would she even propose such an idea to me? Why did she think I would ever agree to something like this? ¡°Our lives are already tied together. Marriage is not a f*****g joke. Every second we spent in that spring was meaningful; it was a ritual meant to tie us together for life.¡± I growl. ¡°Why are you talking about divorce like it¡¯s nothing?¡± Did all of that mean nothing to her? ¡°It was a joke to you, Atticus. The spring was a joke to you. Marriage is a joke to you, or you wouldn¡¯t treat me as you did since I said I do. I¡¯m not the one that disrespected you every step of the way. That was all you. You¡¯re the one that lets everyone say the worst things about our rtionship. Have you seen the articles? The most recent one has a lot to say about you rushing to the hospital without me after Anya almost drowned. You should take some time to read it. That¡¯s not the only one. There are hundreds of them that speak the truth about your rtionship with me and your rtionship with her. I might as well hand over the recording to them; I¡¯m sure they will have a wonderful time ying it for the whole world to hear. Maybe Anya has already done that, and they¡¯re just waiting for the right opportunity to post it for everyone to listen to it. You bring embarrassment to our marriage; why should I want to stay married to you?¡± Her words cut through me like a f*****g knife. Since when has Autumn ever been this brutal? I know I messed up; I knew when I found out that Anya had sent her that recording. I didn¡¯t realize that she could stoop that low; if I¡¯d listened to that recording before Damon had called me with the news, I would have never left Autumn there. I would have known better. I understood now why Autumn didn¡¯t want toe with me to visit Anya. Anya had already done something this horrible to hurt her; Autumn had every reason not to want to see her. Did this mean that Anya had lied about the incident where she¡¯d pped Autumn? Was I foolish for believing her then as well? ¡°I¡¯m not doing these things to hurt you, Autumn. I swear I¡¯m only doing it because I feel guilty for hurting Anya. She¡¯d been through a lot since we agreed to marry each other, and I felt sorry for her. I¡¯m sorry I keep doing things that lead to articles like those, but I promise I¡¯m not trying to hurt you. I thought you wouldn¡¯t be this affected by it; I¡¯ve known all along that you don¡¯t have feelings for me, and that¡¯s why I didn¡¯t think it would be this bad if I chose to protect Anya. I didn¡¯t think being there for Anya would affect you this badly since I knew you also cared about her. But now I realize how wrong I¡¯ve been. I¡¯m sorry, I¡¯m so sorry, Autumn, for everything. If I had known from the beginning, this would not have happened. I would not have been so stupid.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t mean it.¡± She snaps. ¡°Your apologycks any sincerity Atticus. I thought I knew you; you were someone I could trust blindly. Now I know that as long as Anya is in our lives, I can never trust you. I had this perfect picture of you in my head; now I realize how wrong I¡¯ve been all this time. I didn¡¯t know the real you. Anya knows the real you, and maybe that¡¯s why she knows what to do to get you running to her. I can¡¯t keep living like this. I want a divorce, I want my freedom away from the both of you, and I want you to give that to me.¡± A perfect picture of me in her head? I never even knew that Autumn paid that much attention to me, to begin with. To hear that I¡¯d damaged the image of myself in her mind makes this so much more painful for me. Her words are fueling something dark inside of me. It¡¯s eating my control away, grasping onto my sanity. No one has ever been able to make me feel like this; no one has made me lose my control by just talking. Autumn was teaching me every single day about my own body. I hated that I had disappointed her; what had I done? She trusted me; she thought I was better than this, and I¡¯d proven her wrong time and time again. She was gentle and patient with me, and instead of protecting her, I did the exact opposite. I hurt her without even realizing it. How did I make this better? How did I prevent her from trying to get a divorce? I didn¡¯t want one; I was sure of it. ¡°Please, take a second to think about what you¡¯re asking from me, Autumn. At least wait a day before you decide what you truly want.¡± I beg. I couldn¡¯t believe that I¡¯d reached the point of begging her to stop this. I was still fighting the darkness inside of me that threatened to break free at the thought of losing her because of my stupidity. I knew that leaving her yesterday was the wrong move from the moment I saw the look of betrayal in her eyes; I knew that I would have to pay for that one mistake, and yet I still took the risk. This was my fault. I was paying for my stupid decisions. What hurts more is knowing that I¡¯d done this for Anya only to discover that she¡¯d secretly recorded us. She narrows her eyes; I miss her kindness; I miss the way she always stared at me with passion in her eyes. Now all I could see was hurt and disappointment. ¡°I know what I want, Atticus.¡± She snaps. ¡°I¡¯ve already signed the paper; all I need is your signature for it to be official.¡± Had she already signed it? That easily? Without a second thought? ¡°You already signed it?¡± I ask in a dangerously low tone. ¡°Yes.¡± She hissed. I grabbed the paper from her hand and ripped it into a few pieces, ensuring there was no way to piece it back together. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± She demands as she steps toward me, staring at the pieces of paper on the floor. I grab her waist and push her onto the bed with me. ¡°Atticus!¡± She gasps. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening. I have no control over my body. I¡¯ve never felt this possessive over another woman in my life. I wanted to keep her. She was mine. f*****g mine. I didn¡¯t want anyone ever to have her. I grabbed her hands and held them high above her head as I hovered over her. Our gazes lock, and we¡¯re both breathing hard. How is she this f*****g beautiful? I¡¯ve never seen a woman that could take my breath away as she can. Her beauty is out of this damn world, and I meant that. Even now, when she¡¯s pissed at me, she¡¯s still the prettiest woman I¡¯ve ever seen. ¡°Let go of me.¡± She shouts. I hate those words. Letting go of her was not a part of my n. ¡°Never,¡± I growl. Before we can figure out my next move, my mouth is on her neck. She gasps, and I love the sound she makes when I touch her. She tasted so good, and it wasn¡¯t enough as I began to suck on her skin. I wanted more. More. So much more of her. ¡°Atticus!¡± She gasps; I love the way my name chimes from her mouth. It makes me want to do things to her irresistible body just so that I could hear her say it some more. When her hands tighten on my hair, I get the urge to go on. To do what I wanted to from the beginning. She cried out as my teeth pierced her skin. I tasted blood first and swallowed all of it, connecting us, bonding us, joining our minds and soul. I can feel my d**k growing, ready to join us in another way. f**k. The desire to take her was intense. I had to stop this before I did something else that we both regretted. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I knew she wasn¡¯t prepared for that and so I pulled away before I could give in to what it wanted. I look down at her sprawled out on my bed with my mark fresh on her neck. It was f*****g beautiful seeing it there. Made just for her. Pride filled my chest as I realized what I¡¯d just done. I always thought that marking Anya would make me feelplete, but I was f*****g wrong. It was Autumn who¡¯d done it for me. ¡°Now you¡¯re f*****g mine.¡± Chapter 35 Chapter 35 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 35 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus had just marked me. How was that even possible when we weren¡¯t even mates? How was he able to mark me, and why does it feel this way? Why does it feel like we are mates when it simply wasn¡¯t possible? I would have recognized him as my mate a long time ago if that was true. But all I¡¯ve ever known was that I loved him, nothing else. The feelings inside of me have only intensified now that we are bonded. I wanted him more than ever. How could he do this when I was finally trying to move on? Or at least pretending that I was ready to move on. He lifts his bodypletely off mine so that he can now look me straight in the eyes. ¡°Now everyone will know that you¡¯re f*****g mine. Nothing will ever change that.¡± He repeats. I gape at him as he storms out of the room. It took my body a while to get used to the bond; I was still in shock by his actions. What made Atticus mark me? He wasn¡¯t making any sense. One minute he was running to be by Anya¡¯s side, and the next, he was calling me his. Why was he this conflicted over what he wanted? Still, I can¡¯t deny the joy I felt knowing he refused to divorce me. It¡¯s all I wanted, a sign that showed that I should still fight for him. This was the sign I needed. If he wasn¡¯t willing to let me go, it meant that there was something between us; I hadn¡¯t imagined it. He felt it too. I¡¯ve been trying to be nice to Anya because of our past, but I was done now. The voice note was the last straw. It was clear to me now than ever how badly she wanted to end my marriage. I was not about to let that happen. I would have been in that hospital with Atticus if I thought she was indeed injured. I didn¡¯t believe it one bit. I knew it was just Another excuse to get Atticus closer to her. It did work, but it also gave me the courage to start fighting for my happiness. I was always so concerned about others and what made them happy; I kept doing things with consideration for everyone¡¯s feelings but mine. I wasn¡¯t going to do it anymore. I never truly wanted to divorce Atticus; I was just angry. But now I was d I¡¯d done that. It made me see that he didn¡¯t want to divorce me, and it also got him to mark me. Something that I didn¡¯t even think was possible until now. This wasn¡¯t something that I would be able to hide. Anyone would be able to smell him on me after today; they would know I belonged to him. Just like women would realize he belongs to me. What possessed him to do this after always running to Anya¡¯s side? Why did he choose today of all days when I asked him for a divorce? Was that the way to get him to be ultimately mine? To act like I didn¡¯t want him to begin with? The academy was resuming sses tomorrow. This meant that things were about to get twice as tricky. Everyone at school would be keeping a close eye on us. They would be watching every little move waiting for one of us to slip up so that they could leak the information to any popr magazine. It¡¯s not like they needed the money; only schrship students would benefit from making money from leaking a story. The others were doing it for fun. I force myself out of bed to look at the fresh mark on my neck. I still couldn¡¯t believe he¡¯d done this to me. Atticus Fawn had just marked me. This was thest thing I would ever expect from him. I knew we were forced into this marriage by our families, but no one forced him to join us in this way. Atticus chose to do this out of his own free will. I slowly touch it and gasp at the rush of emotions that swarmed into my body from that little contact. Touching it made me want him even more. Was that how it felt for all who were marked? I couldn¡¯t let him know how much this affected me. I realize now that everyone was right from the start; I was too nice. It¡¯s why I kept getting hurt. No matter how hard it was, I had to start fighting back for what I wanted. Anya started this war, and I was going to end it. She knew what she was doing; It was no longer just because she wanted Atticus; she was purposefully trying to hurt me. I wasn¡¯t having any of it anymore. They would both see a side of me they¡¯d never seen before. My eyes sh to a bright purple, and I gasp. I cover my mouth with my hand. How did my eyes change color? I blink, and it returns to normal. Had I just mistaken that? The anger I felt inside was unlike anything I¡¯d felt in the past. I was almost scared of myself or the person I¡¯d just seen in the mirror. She looked like someone that could quickly go out of control. I shook that thought out of my head. I was reading too much into it. I didn¡¯t n on leaving this room for a long while. I needed time to think about things and how I would deal with Anya and Atticus in my way. . . . . . . It was the first day back at the academy as a married woman. I was now officially part of the Fawn family. We¡¯d connected our families and, in turn, made us more powerful than we already were. Atticus didn¡¯t return to our room yesterday. Part of me was disappointed, but the other half was relieved that I had gotten some time toe to terms with everything that had happened between us. No one had mentioned anything about him marking me, and it feels weird to me that they refused to acknowledge it. The stares that went my way as I stepped through the door to the academy proved my earlier thoughts. Atticus is by my side, and I know I¡¯ll have to get used to all the extra attention now that he¡¯s by my side. It¡¯s not just him; rissa, Damon, and Dante are behind us. Anya was still in the hospital, but I knew she was most likely faking it, hoping that Atticus would worry about her and rush to see her again. I was pleased he hadn¡¯t done it, but I didn¡¯t want to jinx it. I kept trying to act like I still enjoyed the idea of divorce, but I didn¡¯t want to push him over the edge, either. Damon separated from us to walk rissa to her ss; she was in a lower level than the rest of us. The stares don¡¯t stop even when we step into the ssroom. ¡°The Fawns arete.¡± Mr. Samuel announced. ¡°Let¡¯s give them a round of apuse for keeping that tradition alive.¡± My cheeks are red. I was neverte to ss in the past, but I¡¯m a Fawn now as well, aren¡¯t I? Things were different now. It felt that way. . . Different. I hadn¡¯t gotten used to it yet. ¡°Our topic today is witches.¡± Witches. Again? ¡°And a few important spells. Some that can cause more harm than good.¡± He says, pointing at the slides on the board. ¡°First, the infamous love spell.¡± More like a dangerous love spell. I¡¯ve heard of many stories where witches made men think they were in love with them, breaking up families and couples everywhere. There were some selfish witches, and then the good ones stopped them. The world was a constant battle between good and evil. ¡°I hope none of the witches in this ssroom are nning on memorizing this spell to use on their crushes.¡± He warned. ¡°I¡¯m only making you aware. Let me rify that no one is to practice any of these spells. They are very dangerous and can cause plenty of damage to those around you, including yourself.¡± He goes through each of the slides and thest spell for the day happens to be the seduction spell. To seduce a man or woman? Why would anyone need to know a spell like this? I didn¡¯t like the idea of forcing someone to want you without them even knowing it. ¡°To activate the spell, a witch must repeat the words three times with a deep desire for it to work.¡± He exined as he zoomed in on the spell so that we could all get a better look at it. ¡®With this fire, give me what my heart desires; with this name, ignite our me.¡¯ It¡¯s the beginning of the spell. A candle has to be near for it to activate. Then you must repeat the person¡¯s full name three times. The ss barely pays attention; they¡¯re too busy making fun of the spell,ughing at the witches. I wouldn¡¯t make the mistake of doing something like that. They had the power to mess with our minds and hearts; that¡¯s not something I would ever want. I look at the spell again, Atticus is next to me, and I suddenly have this weird urge to use it on him. My hand tightens on the edge of the desk. Why was I thinking like this? It was scaring me. Thankfully, the bell rings, signaling the end of ss. I didn¡¯t want to hear more of these spells; I¡¯d had enough for today. ¡°Let¡¯s get to rissa¡¯s ssroom,¡± Damon says as we walk into the corridor. ¡°I¡¯m leaving the academy now,¡± Dante informs Damon. ¡°Someone has to check on Anya.¡± Damon nods, ¡°call me if anything serious happens.¡± I nce at Atticus, waiting for him to also ask for an update on Anya, but to my surprise, he doesn¡¯t say anything. He¡¯s silent as Dante walks away. He looks down at me, and I think he knows exactly what I¡¯m thinking. Our gazes lock, and I try not to be affected by his beautiful eyes. ¡®With this fire, give me what my heart desires.¡¯ My cheek turned red as I realized what I was doing. Why was I repeating a spell in my mind? What on earth was happening to me? I quickly look away from his intense stare. I couldn¡¯t look at Atticus without thinking of the spell. It¡¯s not like I¡¯m a witch, and the spell would work on him, but it was still weird to me. There wasn¡¯t even a lit candle around us. There was nothing for the spell to work, so why was I so flustered by repeating a few words in my head? Damon was already ahead of us, and I walked faster to catch up with him. Maybe rissa can help break this tension between us. I needed a distraction from Atticus, anything that prevented me from wanting to seduce the man. rissa is already waiting outside her ssroom when she spots us. It¡¯s almost like she was expecting Damon toe for her. Was this something he often did? It does seem like it wasn¡¯t unusual. He truly was very protective when it came to her. He scans the ssroom for something, and I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s looking for. He seems satisfied with whatever he sees as he smiles at her. ¡°How was ss today?¡± She beams up at him, ¡°it was wonderful. I¡¯m just d you¡¯re here now.¡± Atticus quirks a brow at her and then gives Damon a weird look. So I¡¯m not the only one noticing their reaction to each other? rissa barely hid her emotions around Damon; he, on the other hand, was harder to read than she was. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I look up at Atticus once more, and he catches me looking at him. We haven¡¯t spoken much to each other since he marked me. I know that there is plenty for the both of us to say to each other, but for some reason, there never seems to be the right opportunity. rissa clears her throat, ¡°should we give the two of you some privacy?¡± We break eye contact, but before we can say anything, yers run our way, chanting ¡®the fearsome,¡¯ catching our attention. Atticus grabs my waist and pushes me backward before I can get trampled by them. They were members of the fearsome beasts, our academy¡¯s football team. Every one of those yers was popr; they made our school proud. They were better than good at what they did; everyone was skilled. I gasp from having his hands on my body. Now that we were bonded, the feelings have intensified to the point that I felt like I needed him every second of the day. The look on his face makes him seem like he¡¯s in pain. Was he struggling just as much as I was? The fact that we were bonded meant that I wasn¡¯t the only one feeling this way. He would also feel the connection as strong as I did. ¡°Easy, fes!¡± Griffin shouts. ¡°You almost knocked down my sister-inw!¡± He stops in front of us, and Atticus slowly lets go of my waist. ¡°Sorry about that.¡± He apologizes. ¡°You¡¯re spending plenty of time with the fearsome recently. Are you nning on rejoining the team?¡± Damon inquires. Griffin shrugs his shoulders, ¡°I¡¯m still thinking about it.¡± ¡°There¡¯s something I wanted to talk to you about,¡± Damon says suddenly to Atticus. They both excuse themselves and leave the three of us behind. ¡°They¡¯re waiting for me,¡± Griffin says as he looks over at Carter, the star yer of the fearsome and also the man that broke ra¡¯s heart. I didn¡¯t like him after knowing what he did to her. Cheating was never okay. ¡°I¡¯ll see you girlster.¡± ¡°It looks like it¡¯s just the two of us now,¡± rissa says as she looks around us. ¡°I heard what happened. Atticus should have never left you behind after he heard what happened to Anya. I know she faked everything. It must have been her n all along. The moment she learned that you and Atticus had left alone to help Austin and his family, she¡¯d grown hysterical. I know she devised that nst minute to get Atticus back. She was terrified of you two being alone with no one to separate you.¡± She had nothing to be terrified over. Nothing special happened on that trip between us; if anything, it separated us more after she sent that voice note. ¡°I always saw Anya as my closest friend,¡± I confess. ¡°I realize now how stupid I¡¯ve been trusting her all these years. All the signs have always been there; I just chose to ignore them. I wanted to save our friendship, but I realize now that there was nothing to save, to begin with. How can I save something that was never there? She¡¯s shown her true colors to me. I¡¯m not going to sit back and let her hurt me anymore.¡± rissa smiles, ¡°I can¡¯t tell you how happy I feel to hear you say this. I¡¯ve always felt like it was just me against Anya all these years. The guys have always been so blind around her. She would do awful things, and they would forgive her in the blink of an eye. It¡¯s good to know someone else can see straight through her lies.¡± ¡°Well, look at these two gorgeous women in front of me.¡± Tyler, one of the yers from the fearsome, says. He was sweaty and smelled awful. rissa and I gave each other the same look. We didn¡¯t like him speaking to us one bit. ¡°Who will I be lucky to take home tonight after we win the game?¡± He asks. ¡°I don¡¯t know, Tyler,¡± rissa says in a flirting manner. I give her a confused look. She nods her chin to the right, and it¡¯s only then that I see Atticus looking our way. He wasn¡¯t the only one; Damon was as well. ¡°Maybe we will decide after you win the game.¡± I smile flirtatiously, ¡°rissa¡¯s right. Maybe you can take the both of us out to dinner if you win.¡± It felt wrong to flirt with another guy when I was married to Atticus, but I was only doing it to get him mad. I wanted him to feel what I felt every time he ran to Anya when he should have stayed with me. There were too many times to count. Every time I allowed myself to fall more for him, he did things that pushed us further apart. It was my turn now. And it was up to him to fight for me, for this marriage. Tyler holds my hand, and I hate the way his touch feels; it¡¯s nothing like the touch Atticus gives to me. I pull back but try to y it off with a smile. ¡°We will be at the game tonight. I hope you don¡¯t disappoint us.¡± I warn. He grins and winks at me. ¡°I¡¯ll see you girls tonight after we¡¯re holding the trophy. Don¡¯t be shy and come looking for me; if you don¡¯t, I¡¯ll find you.¡± rissa sighs when he leaves. ¡°I can tell you hated that just as much as I did.¡± ¡°Was I that easy to read?¡± I ask her. If she could figure it out, then Atticus would be able to as well, wouldn¡¯t he? . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ My blood was boiling at the sight of another man near my wife. Who the f**k did he think he was? Everyone in this school knew she was f*****g mine; marking her should have kept him away from her. Then why was he still around my woman? And why was she entertaining him? First, she asked me for a divorce, and now she was flirting with a man that wasn¡¯t me. Autumn was pushing my limit now. I can¡¯t remember thest time I¡¯ve ever felt this angry over something like this. I would be paying Tyler a f*****g visitter; I would make sure it¡¯s thest time he ever steps near my woman. He wouldn¡¯t even look at her after today. Hopefully, it would be a lesson to any other man that tried to get near her. ¡°You marked Autumn,¡± Damon says, forcing my gaze away from Autumn and Tyler. I knew that everyone noticed already, it wasn¡¯t hard to notice her scent on me or mine on hers, but Damon was the first to mention it to me. I knew it was only a matter of time before someone did. ¡°I did,¡± I confess. ¡°I didn¡¯t even think it would be possible for us since we aren¡¯t mates, but I don¡¯t know. . . I feel so confused. She felt like my mate right before I marked her. More than Anya ever did. But something still pulls me towards Anya even though I marked Autumn. I can¡¯t exin either of these feelings. They¡¯re both different but strong in their ways. I¡¯m puzzled. It doesn¡¯t matter what I feel for Anya; however, Autumn is my wife; I¡¯m done hurting her because of Anya. I know where my priorities are now; I shouldn¡¯t have left her at Austin¡¯s like that. I was wrong. I¡¯m trying to fix it, but I¡¯m unsure if she will let me. I feel like I¡¯ve already let her slip away even though I never had her to begin with.¡± I¡¯m f*****g confused by my own emotions and thoughts. Why did it take me so long to feel a strong connection with Autumn? Why did I mark her when she asked for a divorce, and why was it even possible when Anya was my mate? Many unanswered questions were in my head, and I was dying to find the answers. ¡°Maybe it¡¯s for the best.¡± He says. ¡°I¡¯ve noticed that I¡¯ve been making things harder for you since you married Autumn. I should have realized that she¡¯s your priority now. I guess I¡¯ve just been so upset with being unable to make my mate happy that I was ming you to make myself feel better. I¡¯m sorry, Atticus. I should have done better as your brother. I¡¯m not going to insist that you look after Anya now; I understand it¡¯s not your ce anymore. Autumn shoulde first. It¡¯s the right thing to do anyway. I¡¯m d that you¡¯re choosing to do the right thing. I wish I had your strength, to begin with. I can¡¯t imagine ever leaving Anya to marry someone that our parents chose. It just isn¡¯t something I can ever do to her or myself. You¡¯re a lot stronger than I am. I¡¯m proud of you, and I look up to you.¡± Hearing Damon say that to me made me feel at peace inside. There was this wedge between us for the longest while, but with just those few words, I felt it breaking free. I grin, ¡°where did all of thate from?¡± He chuckles. ¡°Don¡¯t look for more of it anytime soon. That¡¯s the first, and thest time I¡¯m saying those words to you.¡± ¡°Thank you, Damon.¡± I thank him in a more serious tone. I want him to know just how much those words have impacted me. ¡°That means more to me than you will ever understand.¡± ¡°Something seems to be bothering you still.¡± He notes. He could always read me well. He never paid much attention until now; maybe that¡¯s why he¡¯s now noticing it. He was right. Something else was bothering me; it¡¯s been bothering me since yesterday. I haven¡¯t been able to wrap my finger around it, and maybe that¡¯s why I¡¯m so miserable. ¡°When I marked Autumn, I could taste her blood,¡± I exin. ¡°And?¡± he asks. ¡°Did it not taste as good as you¡¯d think it would?¡± he teases. No, it was f*****g amazing. But that wasn¡¯t what I was getting at. ¡°It was different.¡± I try to exin. ¡°I know what a werewolf¡¯s blood tastes like. Her blood was a mixture of something else. . . Almost like a hybrid. But I know my head must be screwing with me because both of her parents are werewolves; she can¡¯t be different.¡± ¡°Autumn has always looked different from her parents.¡± Damon points out. It was true. She was a bit different from them, even from her siblings. But that still didn¡¯t make any sense. We would have known if they weren¡¯t her birth parents. That was something they would have mentioned to us before the wedding arrangements were made. My parents are the type of people that loved doing background checks on anyone that came close to our family. They would have looked into something like that. ¡°I think my mind is ying tricks on me,¡± I repeat. ¡°It¡¯s nothing. I¡¯m reading too much into something that isn¡¯t even there. If Autumn was a hybrid, I think someone would have noticed by now. There isn¡¯t anything different about her than any other she-wolf.¡± That was the truth. I had to put that theory to rest since it made no sense. My eyes return to Autumn and Tyler; I¡¯m pissed when he holds her hand. ¡°Since when are they so close to Tyler?¡± I ask Damon, though ites out as an aggressive growl. He followed my gaze and immediately tensed. ¡°Why does he think it¡¯s okay for him to talk to rissa?¡± He demands. ¡°I think I need to pay the fearsome another visit. I need to remind them she¡¯spletely off limits.¡± ¡°I can never understand how you¡¯re so overprotective over her. She needs to live a little.¡± I remind him. ¡°She¡¯sing of age. She can date.¡± ¡°Says f*****g who?¡± He growls. ¡°She¡¯s too young. She is not ready for dating.¡± ¡°And when do you think is the right time for her to date?¡± I ask him. I quirk a brow when he¡¯s unable to give me an answer. ¡°That¡¯s what I thought.¡± I point out. ¡°Give her a chance to experience what you have with Anya.¡± ¡°Anya and I are mates.¡± He reminds me. ¡°Just like you and she are. rissa¡¯s mate is nowhere around. She doesn¡¯t need to waste any time looking for anyone that isn¡¯t her mate. That will only bring her pain.¡± I sigh, distracted by Autumn once more. The anger intensifies by the way she smiles as Tyler walks away. What exactly did they talk about? I wouldn¡¯t rest until I found out the answer to that question. ¡°Go get your girl,¡± Damon says suddenly. ¡°I can see you want to go to her.¡± My girl? I loved the sound of that. I stroll over to her, and she watches me all innocently like she hadn¡¯t just been flirting with Tyler a few minutes ago. ¡°rissa.¡± I say, without breaking eye contact with Autumn. ¡°Damon will take you to your next ss. Autumn and I have something important to discuss.¡± rissa mumbles something under her breath but she quickly obeys. ¡°I don¡¯t have anything to say to you.¡± She snaps as soon as rissa is gone. I grab her waist and shove her into the storage room with me. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± she demands as I lock it. ¡°Do you forget that you¡¯re married to me, Autumn?¡± I demand. ¡°Why the f**k are you letting other men flirt with you?¡± Sheughs, actuallyughs in my face. ¡°Do you think I can control who flirts with me, Atticus? I¡¯m not running after other men like you are running after other women. I¡¯m sorry to disappoint you.¡± ¡°Tell me,¡± I growl. ¡°What did the two of you talk about? What was Tyler so happy about when he walked off?¡± ¡°How should I know why Tyler was so happy?¡± She hissed. ¡°I can¡¯t read minds, Atticus.¡± ¡°I want to know what the conversation was about,¡± I repeat, my anger holding onto a thin thread. ¡°If you don¡¯t tell me in the next few seconds, I will find him and beat the answer out of him. Do you understand what I¡¯m saying to you, Autumn?¡± She gasps, ¡°you can¡¯t be serious.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± I whisper as I move in closer to her. ¡°But I¡¯m very serious.¡± ¡°He invited us to watch the game tonight. He wants to take rissa and me to dinner if they win the game. We promised to go with him as long as they won the game.¡± She answers. Her words only pissed me off even more than before. Why the f**k were they promising him to go to dinner? ¡°Why did you agree to that?¡± I demand. ¡°Yourst name is now Fawn. You are my wife. It¡¯s disrespectful to ept dates from random men.¡± ¡°And it wasn¡¯t disrespectful when you hugged Anya in front of me on our wedding night?¡± She demands. ¡°I already exined to you what happened that night.¡± I remind her. ¡°It was not intentional, and you misread the entire situation. When did you be this stubborn?¡± She gapes at me, ¡°stubborn?¡± ¡°Yes, stubborn,¡± I repeat for her benefit. I lean into her, my nose close to hers. She lifts her chin, and my nose travels to her neck. I growl as I inhale my scent on her. It was f*****g sexy. I loved how her body was covered with my scent, and it wasn¡¯t f*****g enough. I wanted every inch of her to be covered in my scent. I wanted men like Tyler to back off the moment they got a whiff of her because they would know who she belonged to. I slowly pull back, refraining from taking things further. Her eyes glow a strange purple, something very unusual, and suddenly I want her. Like f*****g dying for air kind of want. It¡¯s never felt this strong before. I grab her waist and shove her hard against the wall behind us. She cries out, and f**k, what the hell was going on? I barely have control over my body as I rip her blouse open. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m doing. My hands are on her bra, pulling it off her body. I¡¯m seeing everything happen so fast in front of me, but there is no way for me to stop. ¡°I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m doing.¡± I manage to gasp out right before my mouth closes over her breast. I suck, and she moans, spreading her legs open for me to settle between her. ¡°Touch me,¡± she whispers. ¡°Touch me, Atticus.¡± Chapter 36 Chapter 36 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 36 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus. Atticus. Atticus. I¡¯m doing it. I¡¯m repeating the spell. And somehow, it¡¯s working. Somehow Atticus wants me. I can tell by the way he moves that this isn¡¯t him. He isn¡¯t doing it out of his free will. And for some reason, I¡¯m not stopping it. How did you even stop a spell that you weren¡¯t even sure how you started to begin with? Mr. Samuel never exined how to stop it. How could a teacher give a spell and not tell his students how to end it? The worst part was that I didn¡¯t want this to end. I wanted him to keep touching me. He was ripping my clothes in half. And I didn¡¯t mind one bit. I didn¡¯t want him to stop. I cry out when his hand grips my p***y through my pants. He¡¯s rubbing me, easing the ache but making it worse simultaneously. How was that possible? How could I feel both things at once? ¡°Is that where you want me to touch you?¡± He whispers against my ear before his tongue pulls my earlobe into his mouth. ¡°In your sweet p***y. Do you want me to touch it bare? Without any clothes on? Would that make it better?¡± I gasped at just the thought of his hands there without any barriers between them. I grip his shirt and pull hard; that¡¯s my answer without having to say the words. I want it. I want it so much. He shoves a few cleaning products onto the floor from the table next to us and puts me on top of it. I gasped when he spread my legs wide. My eyes roll back into my head when he shoves his face between them so that his mouth is now pressed against my aching wetness. I still have the pants on, and I hate them so much. I want it to be gone. I want to be able to feel it more than this. His tongue takes a slow, long, brutal swipe, and I cry out at the feelings that pulsed through me just by looking at how he did it. I gasped as I remembered why he was even doing this in the first ce. No matter how good this felt, I couldn¡¯t allow him to continue with this. I will never forgive myself if I let this continue. I grab his face and push him backward. ¡°Stop!¡± I shout. And just like that, I can see the spell leaving his body. Just like that, it was all over. Atticus stares at me with a look of confusion and horror. I don¡¯t know if he understands yet that I¡¯m the reason he just lost control of his own body like that. But I know the truth even if he didn¡¯t, and I¡¯m now terrified of myself. I wasn¡¯t a witch; I shouldn¡¯t have been able to do something like this. So what the hell just happened? His eyes travel down my body, focusing on my torn clothes, clothes he¡¯d just ripped. He runs a hand through his hair and turns around, no longer looking my way. He mutters a string of curses; I think he¡¯s ming himself. I also insisted that he stop while he was in the middle of touching me. He may feel that I didn¡¯t like it. It was quite the opposite of that, but I couldn¡¯t say anything because that would mean that I had to exin why exactly I had stopped it, and I wasn¡¯t ready to do that. ¡°I¡¯ll get some clothes for you to change into.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°Don¡¯t go anywhere.¡± I don¡¯t think it was possible to leave this room half-naked. I wasn¡¯t going to try and escape if that¡¯s what he was worried about. I lean against the wall when he leaves; I have plenty on my mind. I still wasn¡¯t sure what exactly had just happened. It may be a good idea to mention this to someone that may be able to provide me with the answers I needed, but I was terrified that they would say that something was wrong with me. A werewolf that knew how to perform spells? I¡¯ve never been able to do anything like that in the past, so what was happening to me? Was it just the spell of seduction, or could I also cast other spells? There were a few spells that were mentioned, but I¡¯ve never paid plenty of attention to any of them. And I was too scared to try anything at this exact moment. I was still in shock at what I¡¯d just done to Atticus. He only touched me like that because of a stupid spell. I never wanted him that way; I wanted him to desire me without needing magic for it to work. Atticus returns a few minutester with a dress in his hand. ¡°I¡¯ll wait for you outside.¡± He says as he exits and shuts the door behind him. I remove what¡¯s left of my clothes and throw the dress on over my head. I¡¯m nervous when I walk out the door. I¡¯m not sure if anyone will notice the change of clothes. It would be easy for practically any person to realize that this wasn¡¯t the same thing I¡¯d been wearing earlier today. That thought made my cheeks feel hot with embarrassment. What could I say if they asked what happened? An easy response would be that something spilled all over my clothes, and I had to change into this. I¡¯m waiting for Atticus to ask me what happened in there or to exin, but he¡¯s reticent. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s thinking. When we meet with rissa and Damon, things are still awkward between us, and I think they can see straight through us. ¡°Did something happen to your clothes?¡± rissa asks. ¡°I know this isn¡¯t what you were wearing earlier.¡± I blushed, unable to stop, ¡°I spilled some juice all over it.¡± I lie. She looks at Atticus, and he¡¯s as stiff as a board. I don¡¯t think we¡¯re doing an excellent job at selling this story. ¡°Where did you get the dress?¡± She asks. ¡°It¡¯s beautiful.¡± Atticus looks nervous at her question, making me wonder where he truly got the dress from so quickly. It was my size and almost like it was made just for me. ¡°Where did you get the dress?¡± I repeat her question. ¡°I bought it for you.¡± He finally answers. ¡°I just never got the chance to give it to you.¡± Did he really buy this dress for me? It was short but not too short, and it wasn¡¯t fitted either; it was perfect for me. How did he know that I would like this? ¡°Were you nning on giving it to her along with the hundreds of roses we saw delivered to the house yesterday?¡± rissa asks. Hundreds of roses? When were roses delivered to the house? Atticus res at his sister, and she covers her mouth after realizing I wasn¡¯t aware of what she was speaking of. My gaze shifts to Atticus as I wait for him to exin. I never got any roses, but Atticus and I did have a fierce fight yesterday before he marked me and disappeared for the rest of the night. Was he nning on giving me roses to ask for forgiveness after leaving my side to look after Anya? Would that have changed anything? It made me feel a little better but still not enough to stop the pain I felt every time I thought about him leaving me to go to her. It felt like he¡¯d chosen her again, even though we were now married. I shook the thought out of my head. I promised myself to stop letting them hurt me. I promised myself to be stronger. I wouldn¡¯t let Atticus into my heart again until he proved that he wanted this marriage to work. It didn¡¯t matter that my heart would always only belong to him. I was done crying over him because of Anya. I wouldn¡¯t let her win; I wouldn¡¯t let her continue to bring me down. But that wasn¡¯t my only problem anymore, I had other things to sort out, and that was to figure out how on earth a werewolf has the power to cast spells. And who could I trust to tell this secret to? The truth was that this was the first time it¡¯s ever happened to me, and maybe it¡¯s possible that I was reading too much into nothing; the only way I can know for sure is if it happened again. ¡°I don¡¯t know about you, but I¡¯m looking forward to that game tonight.¡± rissa grins. ¡°I can see us having so much fun. Plus, I want to see if Tyler tries to win and take us to dinner.¡± The truth was that it didn¡¯t matter if Tyler yed well; all of the attention and hope would be ced on Carter. As long as he performed, the fearsome beasts would win the game. This would mean that Tyler would expect us to go to dinner with him tonight; while I would want Atticus to think that I was going to the dinner, I wouldn¡¯t actually do something like that. I don¡¯t believe rissa would, either. This was all about teaching him a lesson, nothing else. I wasn¡¯t actually interested in Tyler, but he didn¡¯t have to know that. It was better for him to think he wasn¡¯t the only one with my full attention. I tried that before, and it didn¡¯t work in my favor; now, I was doing the opposite. ¡°Why are you suddenly interested in these games?¡± Damon demands from rissa. ¡°What¡¯s wrong if I want to see the game, Damon?¡± She asks. ¡°I¡¯m just going to have some fun with Autumn. We deserve a girl¡¯s night out.¡± I could also have Scarlett and ra join us. That would make it even better. ¡°I¡¯ll invite Scarlett and ra.¡± Atticus stiffens at the mention of them, ¡°every time you hang out with those girls, everything goes wrong.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true.¡± I deny. ¡°I think it¡¯s quite the opposite. Everything goes wrong whenever Anya is in the picture, not those nice girls. They¡¯re my friends. You will learn to like them because they¡¯re here to stay.¡± He quirks a brow at me, but he doesn¡¯t seem annoyed or angry. Instead, he looks impressed. What was he so impressed about? I disagreed with him; didn¡¯t he get that? ¡°You guys can attend the sses together without me,¡± Damon says suddenly. ¡°Dante told me that Anya wants to see me. I¡¯ll be leaving now.¡± rissa doesn¡¯t hide her disappointment at his words. ¡°Keep an eye on rissa; make sure no one tries to bully her while I¡¯m gone.¡± He warns Atticus before leaving. At least hisst words, before walking away, managed to brighten her mood a little. Now we had to survive the rest of the sses together. Hopefully, it has nothing to do with spells or witches. . . . . . . It¡¯s time for the game. Luckily rissa had enough clothes for the both of us in her locker. That meant that we didn¡¯t have to go home to change; we were able to change in the bathroom. I didn¡¯t want to remove the dress Atticus gave to me, but I didn¡¯t want him to think I was in love with it either. ¡°Do you have to follow us everywhere?¡± I ask Atticus. He¡¯s walking behind us like our bodyguard, looking at everyone who came even a few feet too close. I think he was waiting for Tyler to show up. He doesn¡¯t answer me; he¡¯s too preupied with scanning the area. ¡°Do you spot Scarlett?¡± rissa asks me. Before I could respond, a random woman approached us out of nowhere; she was dressed in a long white dress, and she didn¡¯t look like she hade to be a part of the game. ¡°I can see your future so clearly.¡± She says to me before turning her attention to Atticus. ¡°You as well.¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine; I don¡¯t need you to tell me about my future.¡± He cuts her off before she can say anything else. Was she another one of those older witches that loved to tell someone about their future in return for some money? What was she even doing here at a game like this? N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I couldn¡¯t understand how security would let her through the gates. ¡°You have two women in your life.¡± She continues, making me ufortable. ¡°One of them you¡¯re in love with, and the other, you¡¯re forced to have her in your life. Autumn and Anya. You know what order they go in.¡± I freeze. She did not just say that. His jaw clenches, ¡°is this some kind of joke?¡± Anya joins us just then, with Damon and Dante on both sides of her. I try not to let her presence affect me, but I can¡¯t deny how unhappy it makes me now that she¡¯s here. I expected her to drag on the hospital trick for as long as she could; I didn¡¯t think she would be out of there so quickly. I think it¡¯s only because Atticus didn¡¯t go back to check on her; that¡¯s the only reason she¡¯s out of the hospital. ¡°They¡¯re both here.¡± The woman notes, waving her hands. ¡°If you had a choice to save one of these women, who would it be?¡± ¡°Is that a f*****g threat?¡± Atticus growls as he steps towards her. ¡°Are they just letting anyone into these games now?¡± Damon demands as he looks around for security. Though they didn¡¯t need it, they could quickly get her out of here if they wanted to. ¡°No, son,¡± she says in an apologetic tone. ¡°I¡¯m not trying to be disrespectful. I think that this is a question that you need to answer if you want to be able to move forward with your life. I can tell it¡¯s holding you back.¡± I fold my arms and look directly into his eyes, ¡°who would it be, Atticus? It¡¯s a simple question. What¡¯s your answer?¡± He¡¯s silent as he scans my face, trying to figure out if I truly wanted to know the answer to her question. I¡¯m not sure what he saw, but he doesn¡¯t even blink as he says, ¡°you.¡± It¡¯s one word, but it makes my heart skip a beat. Did he really just say that? In front of both Anya and me? Or was he only saying it because everyone was looking at us? Chapter 37 Chapter 37 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 37 ~ANYA~ ¡°Did you hear his response to my question at the game?¡± My mother asks me as she throws a ss in the sink, almost breaking it. ¡°Yes,¡± I say through clenched teeth. I heard his response to her question, and it still haunted me. It still hadn¡¯t sunk in that I¡¯dpletely lost Atticus. Part of him was still connected to me, but it was almost completely gone. He was too lost over Autumn to realize how much I missed having him around. I¡¯d left the game when he said that one word to her. It wasn¡¯t veryfortable to stand there while he imed that he would save Autumn over me. Damon and Dante tried to stop me, but I didn¡¯t listen to either. How could Atticus embarrass me like that in front of everyone? We weren¡¯t the only ones present. Many people were surrounding us, waiting for his response, and he chose her. I knew he was angry that I¡¯d sent the recording to Autumn, but I don¡¯t think that¡¯s the only reason he¡¯d said what he did. He was being honest. He would choose her if he had to pick between saving one of us. ¡°One job Anya, you had one job to do, and you couldn¡¯t even do that.¡± She snaps. ¡°Are you even my daughter?¡± I cringe at her question. My mother never loses the opportunity to insult me. I was trying my best; everything I¡¯d ever done was to please her. I was stuck in this situation because of her. When I first saw Atticus, I wasn¡¯t very fond of him. I never wanted to date him, but my mother had other ns. She was obsessed with getting her revenge on the Fawns, and I was her ticket to making that possible. Doing things to please my mother has always made me feel like I¡¯d aplished something great, and I have enjoyed doing this for her until now. My mother was a full-blooded witch, and I was a hybrid; my father was a werewolf. He died when I was younger. ¡°I did all the hard work,¡± she snaps. ¡°I helped you put those spells on all three of those Fawn brothers. All you had to do was keep Autumn away to prevent her from ever finding out that Atticus was her true mate. And you couldn¡¯t even do that much.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think Autumn knows he¡¯s her mate.¡± I snap. ¡°I made sure that she wouldn¡¯t recognize him as her mate. However, even a spell can¡¯tpletely wipe out her feelings for him. She loved him so much since the beginning that it was hard for the spell to even work on her. But still, she doesn¡¯t show any signs that she believes he¡¯s her mate.¡± ¡°How did Atticus mark her if he didn¡¯t recognize her as his mate?¡± She demands. ¡°Eventually, they¡¯re both going to realize something is going on. And if we don¡¯t work fast, all of my ns will be squashed in a split second. I¡¯ve been working on this for years, building everything up to blow it up in their faces at the right time, but that damn Autumn girl is spoiling everything. I always knew I should have gotten rid of her a long time ago.¡± I fidget with the bracelet in my hand, which Atticus had gifted me. He¡¯s always surprised me with presents, and they¡¯ve somehow made me fall for him. Out of all three of them, Atticus was the only one that had wed his way into my heart. I wasn¡¯t in love with him, but he was the only one I¡¯ve always cared about. I didn¡¯t expect that losing him would have impacted me as much. While I was only doing what my mother wanted, it didn¡¯t take away from the fact that I was partly doing it because of my feelings for him.N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. Keeping him away from Autumn these years had been so hard. If his parents hadn¡¯t nned this wedding, I would still have him wrapped around my finger. The wedding was what spoiled everything for me. I remember how shocked I¡¯d been after seeing the articles and reading the many messages on my phone. ¡°I¡¯m going to have to n something to stop the two of them from getting closer.¡± My mother breaks into my thoughts. ¡°I need to make sure that I separate them. If he keeps falling for her and you can no longer get to him, that would spoil everything for us. Autumn is dangerous. I can sense something in her, something that no normal werewolf possesses. Being near her tonight has only confirmed this for me.¡± What was she talking about? I¡¯ve always sensed something in Autumn, but I¡¯ve never paid much attention to it. Now that my mother was mentioning it, I had to wonder if she knew more than I did. ¡°You promised me that no matter what your ns were, you wouldn¡¯t harm Atticus.¡± I remind her. ¡°You know that he¡¯s the only one I care about. Do what you must with the others but leave him alone.¡± Sheughs, ¡°are you still not over your small crush on that boy? You can give up the little y now. He¡¯s married to Autumn. Not you. He chose her, you may not see it that way, but it¡¯s clear who he chose to marry. Even the spell on him didn¡¯t stop that.¡± ¡°Promise me.¡± She rolls her eyes and returns to studying the spell book in front of her, ¡°don¡¯t worry. I won¡¯t hurt your little crush. He will be fine. But I have to find something that would buy us some more time. Those two are falling for each other at an rming rate; I can¡¯t waste more time, and neither can you. Please do whatever you must to keep separating them. Do not go easy on him. Make sure he feels guilty for marrying Autumn. You¡¯re not trying hard enough, and that¡¯s why he¡¯s slipping away from you. I can see that he still cares a little; you need to learn how to use that to your advantage without it backfiring on you.¡± She was right. Everything I¡¯d done so far had somehow found a way to backfire on me. I had to y the innocent victim. I had to pretend at least to be lovely to Autumn so that I could get closer to the both of them. The closer I was to Atticus, the stronger the spell would work on him. I couldn¡¯t let Autumn have him, this wasn¡¯t just about my mother anymore. I didn¡¯t care that he¡¯d married her. She couldn¡¯t have him. I would make sure of it. Chapter 38 Chapter 38 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 38 ~ATTICUS~ Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°Hey, Tyler!¡± I shout. Autumn may think I left her with rissa to run after Anya, but I had other matters to deal with. I didn¡¯t want her to know what I was up to. She may not be too happy about it, and I was already on her bad side; I didn¡¯t want to make it worse. I¡¯ve done many things recently to make her unhappy with me, but this one had to be done. I had to teach Tyler a lesson; he had to know to stay away from Autumn. While I was just pissed that she¡¯d flirted with another man, I was also concerned about her safety. Tyler was not to be trusted around any woman. And he definitely couldn¡¯t be trusted around my wife. He turns around, and his eyes widen the second he spots me, ¡°oh shit.¡± That is precisely what I was thinking. My stride is long and fast as I grab him by his t-shirt and shove him up against the wall. ¡°What¡¯s this that I¡¯ve heard about you wanting to take my wife to dinner tonight if you win the game?¡± He coughs and clears his throat as he looks around for help. I¡¯m positive that he¡¯s looking for his teammates. They all stuck together, but I chose the perfect timing to catch him by himself. Not that I was scared of the fearsomes. It was just less messy this way, and I had to keep it that way to prevent Autumn from finding out. I didn¡¯t want her to get any angrier. Damon joins me, ¡°look at you starting the fun without me. What part of wait on me didn¡¯t you get?¡± ¡°The part where you were taking too long,¡± I inform him. ¡°The game was about to start, and I had to pay our little friend a visit before he went and tried to win the game without talking to us first.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, guys. I didn¡¯t know it would cause a problem.¡± He apologizes. ¡°I shouldn¡¯t have asked Autumn out. Or even spoken to her. I understand my mistake now. It won¡¯t happen again.¡± You bet your ass it won¡¯t happen again! ¡°Why the f**k would you think that it wouldn¡¯t have caused a problem?¡± I ask. Had he been away from his phone all of this time? Why would he think I would be okay with him flirting with my wife? News of Autumn and me had spread like wildfire. There is no way that he didn¡¯t know she was married to me. So what the hell could be his reasoning for his dumb statements? ¡°Everyone knows that you still love Anya.¡± He points out. I stiffen at the mention of Anya. Why was he bringing her up when the conversation was about Autumn? ¡°I didn¡¯t think you would be so concerned about who Autumn was seeing. If I had known, I would have kept my distance from her. I can see now that she means something to you.¡± Of course, she f*****g meant something to me. She was mine! I press my elbow tighter against his throat, ¡°stay the f**k away from Autumn. If you ever talk to her again, I¡¯ll ensure you can never y a game of football again. Do you understand me? You won¡¯t even be able to stand again after I¡¯m done with you:¡± He holds his hands up in the air, ¡°you don¡¯t need to tell me twice. I misread the situation. I¡¯ll keep my distance from her.¡± ¡°While keeping your distance from Autumn, keep your distance from rissa as well.¡± Damon adds. I knew he was waiting for his chance to inform him that rissa was also off-limits. ¡°Your sister?¡± He asks. ¡°Why would I do that? It¡¯s not like you want her.¡± It might have been a joke to Tyler, but we didn¡¯t take it lightly. I let go of him then because I know Damon is the one who¡¯ll want a piece of him now. Not that I didn¡¯t want to punch his face. But I knew that Damon wanted it more than me, and I¡¯d already gotten my chance. I have the pleasure of watching Damon¡¯s fist connect with his jaw, ¡°there is plenty more where that came from if you even dare try anything stupid around her. I¡¯lle and find you if I hear anything, even if it¡¯s a f*****g lie, so make sure there aren¡¯t even any rumors about you next to her.¡± Tyler spat out the blood from his mouth and rubbed his jaw. ¡°I understand. Now can I go y my game? They¡¯re all waiting for me.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s go, Damon,¡± I tell him. ¡°Good luck in the game tonight!¡± I add as we finally allow him to leave. Tyler res after us, but he doesn¡¯t try to do anything stupid. He knows he¡¯s no match for us. ¡°I think we should have done more than that,¡± Damon says as we walk away. ¡°Guys like Tyler don¡¯t learn so easily. You need to make an example out of him to keep him and others away from Autumn.¡± ¡°Are we only speaking about Autumn or rissa as well?¡± I ask. I¡¯ve been noticing his strange behavior around her recently, and I wasn¡¯t sure what to think of it. ¡°Autumn, rissa, Anya. We must protect the women in our lives from men like him.¡± He answers. Anya. I was still pissed at her and what she¡¯d done. But I also felt terrible after telling Autumn that I would protect her if I had to choose between saving her and Anya. I saw the hurt on her face, and there was nothing I could do about it. But I hadn¡¯t lied. If I had to choose, it would be Autumn. I don¡¯t know when my feelings changed or how long I¡¯d felt this way, but the moment that she asked me the question, I knew the answer right away. It shocked me, but I didn¡¯t have to hesitate. I would save her in the blink of an eye; without a second thought, she would be the one I would run to. If there were a room full of people that needed saving, it would always be Autumn; she would always be the first one I would fight my own life to save. I had to prove to her that I was telling the truth. I¡¯d hurt Autumn to the point that she didn¡¯t believe a word I was saying to her. It still bothers me every time I think about it. She deserved better. She still does. And I was going to f*****g be better from now on. I didn¡¯t care that she didn¡¯t believe me. I would prove to her that I had changed for the better. This is who I should have been to her from the beginning. I was too caught up with Anya to realize the s**t I¡¯d been doing all along, I was finally opening my eyes, but I could only hope that I was not toote. . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ Watching Anya leave the game because Atticus told me he would save me over her if it ever came to that was the highlight of my night. I wanted to believe that he meant those words, but I didn¡¯t want to get my hopes up yet again to have him disappoint me in the end. The witch who had asked the question disappeared simultaneously with Anya. There was something weird about their interaction. They seemed very familiar and like they knew each other well. I think I¡¯m the only one who noticed it, but I could be wrong about the entire thing. After all, they hadn¡¯t spoken to each other even once. Something told me that she only approached us to ask that specific question, almost like the answer to that question mattered to her. Was she possibly hired by one of those magazines to get more information on us? ¡°Honestly, I have never been happier in my life,¡± rissa ims as she practically beams next to me. ¡°The way Anya walked out of here in embarrassment and anger, I wish I had recorded that exact moment. It was priceless. I would pay money to see it again.¡± It was true. I would also pay money to see the expression on her face again. It was priceless, just the way rissa had described it. Anya had finally gotten a taste of her own medicine, and I can safely say that she didn¡¯t like it one bit. ¡°It was epic, wasn¡¯t it?¡± I ask with a grin. Sheughs and puts a finger over her mouth to quiet me down as Atticus and Damon return to sit next to us. I don¡¯t think Damon would be happy to hear usughing at his girlfriend, even though she deserved it. ¡°Where did you two run off to?¡± rissa asks. They both look uneasy at her question, but there is also this strange look of satisfaction on their faces. It makes me a bit suspicious. I notice Tyler going onto the fieldst; we¡¯re close enough to the area for me to see the bruise near his mouth. What exactly happened to him? ¡°We just had to visit an old friend,¡± Damon answers her. ¡°Nothing for you to worry about.¡± His words prompt me to look at Atticus; why does he look so guilty? I look back to the field at Tyler and then back at him. He wouldn¡¯t? Right? There is no way that they were both responsible for the bruise on his face. But the more I saw the smirks on both of their faces, the more I was convinced that they had a significant part to y in it. The nasty re Tyler shoots them confirms my earlier suspicion. I don¡¯t believe this. I¡¯ll have to confront Atticus about this the moment that we are left alone. ¡°The game is about to start.¡± rissa cheers as the two teams begin to face off each other. ¡°Where are Scarlett and ra?¡± I ask as I look around for them. They were supposed to be here with us by now. ¡°It looks like Scarlett is in the field,¡± rissa says as she tries to get a closer look. She¡¯s right. That was Scarlett running onto the field where Carter was. He doesn¡¯t notice her at first, but as soon as he does, he pushes away from the rest of his teammates as soon as he spots her. I¡¯m unsure what she¡¯s telling him, but he looks uneasy. There is something strange happening between them, and it makes me begin to worry. Was Scarlett okay? For her to confront him like that in front of the entire crowd meant that it had to be urgent. ¡°What¡¯s going on between them?¡± rissa asks. ¡°I¡¯m not sure,¡± I tell her. ¡°ra did say that she asked Scarlett to pretend to be in love with Carter so that she could break his heart just like he¡¯d broken hers. I¡¯m not sure if this is a part of that.¡± ¡°Oh, right,¡± rissa says. ¡°That makes so much sense. I always wondered why Scarlett would be so close to Carter when he¡¯d cheated on her sister. She¡¯s good at acting like she¡¯s in love with him; even now, she can have almost anyone fooled.¡± While I believed Scarlett could be a great actor, I didn¡¯t think that was the case here. I¡¯m not so sure this was acting by the looks of it. There seems to be something authentic going on between them. She storms out of the field, and instead of starting the game, he runs after her. ¡°What the hell is he doing?¡± Damon asks. ¡°He¡¯s the star yer of the game.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a good thing that he¡¯s leaving. Tyler will lose.¡± Atticus says with a smile. ¡°Why are you comining, Damon? This is what we want.¡± I gape at him, surprised that he would say something like that; I¡¯ve never seen him this happy. It¡¯s like he¡¯d aplished something big. And to him, maybe he just did. From the looks of it, Atticus was not very fond of Tyler. Was that all because of me? Damon agrees and sits back down with a grin on his face. I couldn¡¯t believe those two; you could quickly tell they were brothers by their simrities. There is chaos on the field as Carter doesn¡¯t even bother saying anything to the coach or his teammates. I don¡¯t want to be him when everyone mes him if we lose this game. Despite him being gone, the game begins, and everyone forgets about him, at least for now. ¡°Should we go and check on Scarlett?¡± I ask rissa. ¡°We could, but we have no idea where they both went. But where is ra?¡± That was a good question. ra was also supposed to meet us here tonight. There was definitely trouble. ¡°I thought you both were interested in the game?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°Neither of you is paying attention to what¡¯s happening on the field.¡± ¡°Oh, so you want us to pay attention?¡± I ask him. ¡°Okay, rissa, don¡¯t you find Tyler looks amazing on the field? He¡¯s surprisingly good.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± She says as she pretends to be interested in him, she is ying along so well. ¡°Look at him go. Such a good yer. Are you seeing the way he flexes those muscles?¡± I almost choke at her words. ¡°That¡¯s it,¡± Atticus says as he gets up. ¡°It¡¯s time for us to go home.¡± I turn to him in shock, ¡°the game just started. Why are we leaving?¡± ¡°Our parents called and said we have a family dinner to attend,¡± Damon answers for him. ¡°Everyone must be present, and we have an hour to get dressed and meet them at the Loreo¡¯s Restaurant.¡± Damon also lookspletely fed up; he has agreed with Atticus since the beginning. It was rissa and me against Damon and him. ¡°How is it that I didn¡¯t hear anything from them?¡± rissa asks suspiciously. ¡°They would have told me if there was a dinner that we had to attend. I think you¡¯re both just making up things for us to leave the game, and then you¡¯re going to say something stupid like they canceled the dinnerst minute.¡± She had a good point. I also believed that this was their devious n. ¡°We only just received the message on our phone,¡± Atticus answers her. ¡°You know how they get when we don¡¯t arrive on time for their ns. So we have to leave promptly.¡± I couldn¡¯t tell if they¡¯d just made up the entire thing, but I guess we were about to find out. Atticus drove the fastest I¡¯ve ever seen him towards the house. When we got home, we all dressed as quickly as we could and met in front of the house where a car was waiting for us. This time, there was a driver; neither Damon nor Atticus was driving. They joined us in the back seat. ¡°Please tell me Anya is not going to be there.¡± rissa groans. Damon quirks a brow, ¡°I guess I won¡¯t tell you then.¡± She rocked back against her seat and squeezed her temple. ¡°Just when I didn¡¯t think this night could get any worse.¡± Was Anya truly going to be there? As long as Atticus didn¡¯t do anything stupid that could jeopardize our rtionship; there shouldn¡¯t be anything to worry about. When we arrived, Atticus opened the door for me and helped me get out of the vehicle. There were so many things he never did in the past that he was doing now, and it did catch me off guard. I¡¯m nervous as we walk into the restaurant. The stares never stop when you¡¯re a part of the Fawns and their family. I was still getting used to all the attention, and it hadn¡¯t been the easiest thing. My parents were also famous and had their pictures taken almost everywhere that they went, but it was still different with Atticus and his family. I take a deep breath when his family waves over to us. So they had been telling the truth all along. I spot Anya next to Damon, and it angers me. She is dressed in an almost see-through white dress. Did she think that was appropriate for dinner with his family? ¡°Did she not get the dress code?¡± rissa whispers to me as we take our seats. I try not to get bothered when she tries to sit right next to Atticus. I¡¯m on his right side, and she¡¯s on the left. I¡¯m not sure if he noticed it, but he does look my way, looking for a reaction from me. ¡°I¡¯m d you could make it in time.¡± His mother praises us with a warm smile. ¡°Let¡¯s order whatever you all like on the menu.¡± A photographer snaps our photo, and rissa groans next to me, ¡°they¡¯ve already started.¡± ¡°What are they doing in here?¡± I ask her. ¡°My parents always allow a photographer to take at least one photo of us whenever we have an event like this. They have a deal that makes both sides a good amount of cash.¡± Oh, I should have known; my family wasn¡¯t any different. They didn¡¯t be billionaires without working hard for it. They were always thinking of ways for more fame and money. ¡°How are you feeling now, Anya?¡± Mr. Fawn asks her. It¡¯s the first time I¡¯ve seen his parents concerned about her. I knew that they didn¡¯t like her, but they must have been worried after she almost ¡®drowned¡¯ after jumping off their yacht. It must have looked bad in the articles, and now they¡¯re forced to show affection toward her, especially for the camera. She smiles, ¡°thank you for asking; I¡¯m doing better. It¡¯s still a bit hard to breathe at times; I keep remembering how fast my life shed before my eyes. I¡¯m so sorry for making everything so chaotic for you when it was supposed to be a happy asion. I promise never to do something like that again.¡± ¡°That¡¯s good; my sons were pretty shaken up from seeing you that way. You must take better care of yourself, especially with this family.¡± He tells her. It was a warning, but he¡¯d put it in the most kindest way possible. Anya just looked happy that they were paying her attention. ¡°And Autumn, we¡¯re looking forward to a grandchild soon.¡± He says as he tilts his drink in my direction. I blush; Atticus and I hadn¡¯t even slept together for that to be possible. I notice the way Anya narrows her eyes the moment he mentions my name. Good. She needs to be constantly reminded that Atticus is married to me and not her. ¡°I hope you¡¯re doing your duty as a man, son.¡± He says to Atticus, who in turn almost chokes on the drink still in his hand. Atticus coughs, and Anya leans forward to slide her hand up and down his back, ¡°are you okay? Do you need something?¡± I clenched my jaw; she¡¯d already started to get on my nerves. He pulls away from her slightly and leans more into me, ¡°it¡¯s okay, Anya. I¡¯m good. I was just caught by surprise, that¡¯s all.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure Atticus is doing a good job,¡± Griffin says. ¡°His scent is all over Autumn. I could smell it from over here.¡± Now it was my turn to choke on absolutely nothing. ¡°Griffin,¡± Atticus growls. ¡°What?¡± He asks innocently. ¡°Why do you always get offended by whatever I say? I¡¯m defending your honor. You should be thanking me.¡± rissa sighed, ¡°and what about you, Griffin? Are you doing your job as a man?¡± He chuckles, ¡°do you have to ask that question? It¡¯s me. I¡¯m doing more than my job requires of me. Rest assured.¡± rissa pretends to gag at his response, and she also looks like she regrets asking him in the first ce. ¡°I¡¯m going to use the washroom.¡± I excuse myself. I was partly trying to escape from the conversation but also needed to use it. It was a good excuse and the only one I have now. I rushed out of there as quickly as I could. I was scared that they would somehow know that Atticus and I hadn¡¯t consummated our marriage yet. And I wasn¡¯t sure if that would ever happen anymore. There were times when we got carried away, but something always came in between. I stopped it once because I felt like the spell was the only reason he was touching me, and he was the one who had prevented it from going any further thest time. After using the washroom, I was surprised to see Anya washing her hands by the sink. Did no one find it weird that she came to use it at the same time that I did? I don¡¯t say a word to her as I approach the sink right next to it. I didn¡¯t want to entertain her anymore. She wasn¡¯t necessary, at least not after everything she¡¯s done to me. ¡°You think you¡¯ve won just because Atticus said one thing in your favor, don¡¯t you?¡± She asks me. ¡°No,¡± I tell her the truth. ¡°But it was nice to hear. And it¡¯s only the first; he will take my side from now on. Just wait and see. I wasn¡¯t fighting back before, but I am now. If I were you, I¡¯d be scared.¡± Sheughs, ¡°scared?¡± She asks. ¡°Oh darling, you have no idea what fear is yet, do you? You¡¯re going to eat those words eventually. You wait and see. And then I¡¯ll be the oneughing.¡± What did she mean by that? It sounded like it was a threat. What else was Anya nning on doing? ¡°Know that I¡¯m not going to sit back and watch you try and destroy my life anymore. I¡¯m onto you, and this time I¡¯m not going to let you hurt me.¡± I don¡¯t wait for her to say anything else as I storm out of the bathroom. I couldn¡¯t believe the nerve of this woman. She tried to act like a saint in front of everyone else, but behind closed doors, she was a different person. If I were her, I would be embarrassed. She was aplete fake, and there were only a few people around me that knew that about her. Her liespletely fooled the others. I couldn¡¯t me them; I was stupid enough at one point to fall for it as well. Now I knew how foolish I¡¯d been since the beginning ever to be friends with someone like her. I finally had good friends and knew what it felt like. She was nothing like my friends, and I was thankful for that. She made me realize how much of a gem they were, and I could appreciate their kindness and generosity more now that I knew the kind of person that she was. ¡°Autumn and I just had a heart-to-heart conversation in the bathroom.¡± She informs Atticus, who looks over at me before returning his attention to her. ¡°Things are going to be okay for us now. You don¡¯t need to worry about my friendship with her anymore, Atticus. I¡¯m going to take good care of her.¡± I watched as she rubbed his arm gently. How did she have no shame? What was her problem? Didn¡¯t she know by now that Atticus was off-limits? Him telling her that he would save me over her was not enough to get this girl from stopping trying to ruin my marriage. My hand tightens around the fork as I felt something growing strong and fast inside of me. It¡¯s powerful and uncontroble. It¡¯s hard to exin, and I¡¯m slightly frightened by it. It¡¯s taking control of my body and fighting to get free. I gasp when the soup in front of her sshed all over her body. Multiple gasps follow right after. Everyone is shocked to see what just took ce in front of us. How the hell did that happen? It was not the only thing; the water from the ss had been emptied on top of her. I cover my mouth with my hand. It¡¯s not possible that I was responsible for that. But I couldn¡¯t deny that it only happened after I was pissed off with her. And why did it only fall on her? ¡°Ew!¡± Anya screeches as she watches her dress. ¡°This dress is brand new, and it¡¯s designer!¡± rissa stifles a burst ofughter next to me, ¡°if you ask me, it looks a lot better now.¡± Atticus doesn¡¯t try to help her, and I¡¯m pleased by his behavior. Dante and Damon, on the other hand, are already trying to clean her up. ¡°How did that even happen?¡± Atticus¡¯s mother asks. That was the question that was on everyone¡¯s mind. How did it happen? Was I really responsible for that? And if I was, who exactly was I? Chapter 39 Chapter 39 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 39 ~AUTUMN~ Anya looks directly at me, and it almost seems like she knows I¡¯m responsible for it. Who else at this table could have done it? There weren¡¯t supposed to be any witches amongst us. ¡°Is that a death re she¡¯s giving to you?¡± rissa asks in disbelief. She attempted to confront her, but I held her hand to prevent her from making a scene. rissa was not afraid to stand up for herself or those close to her. I was happy to know she was this fond of me. We were supposed to be having a peaceful dinner with the family. I didn¡¯t want to cause an uproar for everyone present, especially not in front of their parents. ¡°I¡¯ll take you home,¡± Dante tells her as he puts his arms around her. ¡°I don¡¯t know what she¡¯s so upset about; she isn¡¯t the one that bought that dress,¡± rissa says dryly. ¡°It was Damon who¡¯d gotten it for her, and I¡¯m sure he will get another one now that this one got ruined.¡± I can tell that she¡¯s upset that Damon was the one who¡¯d bought it for her. I knew the bracelet in her hand was gifted to her by Atticus, and it bothered me every time I had to see it on her. At least I was the one wearing the ring. ¡°How can someone like her be blessed with three mates all at once?¡± I ask. ¡°It just doesn¡¯t seem right to me. She doesn¡¯t even appreciate them.¡± rissa nods, ¡°she was the same way with Atticus until he married you. Now, suddenly she can¡¯t live without him. I call bullshit. She¡¯s only trying to mess with you. She was never this crazy over Atticus until he was off-limits. If you ask me, Anya only wants what she can¡¯t have.¡± It was true. Everything she¡¯d just said was absolutely true. I¡¯ve been friends with Anya long enough to confirm it. Something about Anya felt off to me; I wasn¡¯t able to spot it before, but there was something that stood out, and I just couldn¡¯t put my finger on it. What was she hiding from the rest of us? We watch as she walks away, clutching her dress, ¡°look at how she pushes Dante away when he¡¯s just trying to help.¡± rissa points out. ¡°How can he love someone like that? They all deserve better; I¡¯m happy that at least Atticus could break free from her terrible hold on him, and we all have you to thank for that, Autumn.¡± I smile, happy that at least rissa was grateful I had entered Atticus¡¯s life. ¡°What are you girls whispering about?¡± Griffin asks. ¡°Share it with the rest of us. I¡¯m looking forward to a good story.¡± rissa shows him the finger, and their mother tells them to act mature at the table. I¡¯m sure she was concerned if anyone would record their behavior and have it posted. ¡°Can someone exin to me what exactly happened here?¡± Their father asks. ¡°A bowl of soup doesn¡¯t just magically lift into the air and ssh onto a person. That¡¯s the work of a witch.¡± ¡°Someone must have been prying on us,¡± Griffin suggests. ¡°We¡¯re not alone in the restaurant. Maybe someone here doesn¡¯t like us or doesn¡¯t like Anya, which is understandable, but that¡¯s the only exnation I can think of.¡± Everyone seemed to ept his exnation for what had happened, but I hadn¡¯t. Anyone would think I was crazy for believing I was responsible for everything without any proof except that I¡¯d gotten angry with her, but I knew that it was me. I knew that power had been released from inside of me. I didn¡¯t know I was capable of this. After finishing dinner, we all got into separate vehicles to return home. ¡°I¡¯m surprised you¡¯re not with Anya right now.¡± rissa points out to Damon. ¡°You¡¯re usually rushing to be with her whenever she is angry about something.¡± He sighs, ¡°it¡¯s Dante¡¯s night to be with her. I¡¯m giving them their time alone.¡± Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. I knew they were her mates, but it still seemed so weird that brothers had to share one woman. It didn¡¯t seem right. Atticus is unusually quiet, and I can tell he has plenty on his mind. Was he thinking about the incident at dinner? Would he find it strange that all these unexinable events only urred whenever I was around him? I knew that I would be suspicious if I were him. I breathe a sigh of relief when we¡¯re finally back home. I was happy to get some time to myself as I all but rushed into the house and straight to our bedroom. It doesn¡¯tst long, however, as Atticus walks in a few minutes after me and reminds me that this room also belonged to him. My heart began to pound loudly as he walked back into the room with his hair slightly wet with nothing on but short pants. His chest was also damp and glistening. I force myself to look away as he starts to dry his skin. I couldn¡¯t let my horny mind control me today. Thest time that happened, I used a seduction spell on him. I still wasn¡¯t sure if I had been responsible for that, but I wasn¡¯t taking any chances. I couldn¡¯t deny how good he looked. He wasn¡¯t the only one that could dress inappropriately for bed. Two can y that game. I walk back into the bathroom even though he¡¯d seen me there just a while ago. My sister had yed a prank on me and packed sexy lingerie for me to sleep with . I never thought I would use them until tonight. I dabbed some perfume onto my neck, where his mark on me was. When I step back into the bedroom, Atticus is already lying on his side of the bed. His gaze lifts to my exposed legs and slowly travels up my body. His jaw clenches, and I swear I saw his hand grip the sheet to his side, but I might have imagined it. I try to be seductive as I climb onto the bed, but with my luck, I may have looked slightly retarded. I tried not to overthink as Iy on top of the covers. I didn¡¯t want to hide under them; I wanted him to see everything. His hands are behind his neck, and I can practically hear his loud breathing next to me. Did that mean that my n was already working? He usually breathed like this whenever he was affected by my actions. I¡¯m thinking of something to say to break the tension, but I can¡¯t think of anything. The only thing I could think of was shouting at him, screaming how much I loved him. To think that I¡¯ve loved him for so long and he never knew. But I know I can¡¯t tell him yet; I need to make him want me; I need to make him regret ever choosing Anya over me. Only then would I confess. Only then would I tell what¡¯s been in my heart all this time. We both turned on our sides simultaneously, and our gazes met. I held my breath, and I noticed the way his throat moved as he swallowed hard. I hate how attracted I am to him. It doesn¡¯t help that he doesn¡¯t have a shirt on. I can see each of his perfectly defined muscles, and they¡¯re screaming for me to reach out and touch them. Where was my control? I couldn¡¯t let myself be dragged into this again. I had to stop myself from doing something that I may or may not regret in the near future. I didn¡¯t trust my feelings; they kept fluctuating. His gaze drops to my lip before going lower to stare at my tiny lingerie, barely covering my body. My n*****s hardened as his gaze lingered on my barely covered breasts. His eyes narrow, making me wonder if he knows how responsive they are to him. I rub my legs together, and his gaze drops to them; it slowly travels higher until it settles on the one area that aches for him. It¡¯s so unfair. Why do I crave his touch so much? Why do I want him even more than before? Which was crazy considering how much I¡¯ve liked him in the past. I shook my head andy down on my back instead of facing him. I wasn¡¯t dragging myself down that road again, no matter how much my body was screaming for me to let him touch me. I¡¯d only dressed this way to tease him, to make him crave me; I wasn¡¯t nning on anything else to happen tonight between us. I was still pissed at him for what he¡¯d done in the past, for the many things he¡¯s done while trying to protect Anya instead of me. Just thinking about it drove me up a wall; why did he have to cause so many problems between us? And for Anya? She didn¡¯t deserve him from the start, and neither did she deserve his brothers. Yet she was the lucky one to have all three of them, and it had been that way for years. rissa was right. I was the reason that had changed for Atticus, but I wasn¡¯t sure if it was really over between them. Atticus still cared a great deal for her, and I knew that it would continue to bother me for a long time. I run a hand down my body, and I hear Atticus¡¯s sharp intake of air. Was that because of me? I dare not turn to look at him. Instead, I shut my eyes and tried to think about anything but him. I¡¯m not sure if a few minutes pass or even hours; all I know i that I haven¡¯t been able to sleep with him lying shirtless next to me. I hadn¡¯t opened my eyes once, but I could still feel his body heat right next to me. I could even smell him. On me, on him, his scent was everywhere. It filled his room, and I wish he didn¡¯t smell so heavenly and masculine all in one. My eyes sh open when his hand suddenly cups my ass. I wouldn¡¯t exactly call it cupping, his hand was big, and they were resting there. I look at him, but his eyes are closed, and I wonder if, by some miracle, Atticus has already been asleep. How could he fall asleep so quickly in a situation like this? I was still struggling; it was unfair that it was so easy for him while it was difficult for me. It felt good to be able to stare at him now that his eyes were closed. His wet hair had fallen over his forehead, leaving his forehead glistening. Ignoring all the warning bells in my head, I reach forward and gently push his hair back, it was as stubborn as he was. I watch as it falls back down as soon as I move my hand. I take a deep breath as dark desire washes over me. I could feel the seduction spell on the tip of my tongue, waiting for me tomand it, to scream it at the top of my lungs. My body felt like it had a mind of its own as I moved his hand from my ass and climbed onto him. Atticus¡¯s eyes sh open the moment that I do. I can barely recognize them; they¡¯re dark and dangerous and filled with desire. He wants me. I can feel it now that we¡¯re bonded. I can feel how much he craves me at this exact moment. He craves me so much that it hurts. It turns me on knowing how much he wanted me at this exact moment. Did this mean he could also tell how much I wanted him right now? Does he know how much I was dying to have him touch me? ¡°What are you doing, Autumn?¡± He asks in a hoarse whisper. His voice. Why was his voice So sexy? Why did it make me want him more? His hand travels up my legs and to my waist. His eyes look hypnotized as he watches me in a way I¡¯ve never seen another man look at a woman. My body shivers, and I want him to always look at me this way. One of his fingers traces my belly button while he watches me. I gasp at the rush of emotions that flow straight through me. I run my hands down his exposed chest; I¡¯ve wanted to do this for so long. I¡¯ve dreamt about touching Atticus like this ever since I understood what it meant to love someone. His body trembles under my touch, making me never want to stop. I should stop this. I shouldn¡¯t give in to what I wanted; nothing good everes from doing what I wanted. But even though I knew what the right thing to do was, my body had another mind of its own. It knew what it wanted, and that was the man beneath me. Atticus lets me touch him, making me more confident as I bend towards him so that my mouth is so close to his bare chest that if I leaned forward a little, I could kiss each of his hard rock abs. I run my nose down the middle of his chest, and I watch as his chest bulges towards me, begging for more attention. I¡¯m doing everything but kissing and licking, even sucking; I¡¯m preventing myself from doing all those things even though I¡¯m dying to do it. I let my nose travel to his neck, and he freezes. I¡¯m tempted to bite down on him as he¡¯d done to me. I¡¯m almost desperate to do it; my body is screaming for me to let it happen. ¡°What the f**k?¡± He growls suddenly. I held my breath, afraid that I¡¯d just crossed some line. His body is shaking with rage, and I¡¯m not sure what has caused this sudden change in his mood. What had made him so angry in a split second? To my surprise, he leans into me and sniffs my neck. I freeze. What was he doing? I gasp when his hand tightens on my exposed waist as he brings me even closer to him. My body was practically sprawled on top of him, and his nails dug into me as he searched for something. ¡°Why did you put perfume over my mark?¡± He demands. ¡°Are you trying to cancel out the scent?¡± rm bells rang as I realized what had caused his sudden anger. He was pissed because I¡¯d covered his scent with another. I didn¡¯t think that would have caused such a reaction. It didn¡¯t matter if it was another man¡¯s scent on me or an innocent fragrance; he didn¡¯t want anything but him on me. He lifted me off him and climbed out of bed. I¡¯m unable to move for a few seconds, still in shock. What was so wrong with putting perfume over his mark on my neck? Atticus returns from the bathroom a few minutester with a wet cloth. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s doing until he tilts my head to the side and starts to wipe the perfume out of my skin. ¡°Why are you doing that?¡± I demand as I try to push him away. ¡°I put it there for a reason. It isn¡¯t such a big deal, Atticus!¡± He holds me still and keeps wiping until he¡¯s satisfied with the result, ¡°never put any other scent on your body other than mine.¡± He growls. ¡°It¡¯s the only scent I want to smell on you.¡± I gape at him; it was thest thing I was expecting him to say to me. I never thought that wearing perfume would be able to piss him off like this. Now I knew what else could turn on his anger switch; I could use this to my advantage in the future if I wanted to get this reaction out of him. I gasp when heys me on the bed and covers the mark with his mouth. I can barely breathe when he begins to suck on the skin. I grabbed onto his hair as he assaulted my neck in the most pleasurable way possible. I sigh happily as he doesn¡¯t stop; he keeps sucking on the skin, I know what he¡¯s doing, but I don¡¯t care; I want him to do it. He pulls away suddenly and stares at his work; a triumphant smile lights up his face, and I almost drown in it. I¡¯ve never realized how much more beautiful he looked when he smiled. Maybe because I¡¯ve rarely seen him give a genuine smile like this one, to know that he was this happy because of his mark on me made my knees feel weak, and I wasn¡¯t even standing, which I was grateful for if I had been standing when he¡¯d smiled at me like that, I would have ended up in the ground. And that would have been embarrassing. Atticusys back down on the bed after covering my body with the sheets. Suddenly, his mouth is near my neck as he whispers in a threatening tone, ¡°if you want to make it through the night without my d**k inside of your tight p***y, I¡¯ll suggest that you don¡¯t try teasing me for the rest of the night.¡± Does he even know how dirty my mind was when it came to him? I wanted that to happen; I wanted to be joined by him in every way possible. But he was right; tonight wasn¡¯t the night. And so, even though I wanted to provoke him some more, I decided to do the smarter thing and finally closed my eyes to get some sleep. There were many other opportunities like this shortly, and I would have plenty of chances to seduce him and take what I wanted from the start. . . . . . . I hadn¡¯t slept the entire night after what almost happened between Atticus and me. I was terrified of myself and how uncontroble I was bing. It was as though my body wanted to take whatever it craved. That was not okay; it was scary. It knew that it wished for Atticus, and because of that, it wanted him through any means possible. Did my parents know the truth about me? Could they tell from the start that something was off about me? They¡¯ve never told me anything, and I¡¯ve never been able to do things like this in the past. ¡°Are you okay?¡± rissa asks me. We¡¯re in the jeep, and Atticus is driving. We¡¯re on our way to the academy. She must have seen how stressed I was; it was easy to tell since I hadn¡¯t slept. ¡°I wasn¡¯t able to get any sleepst night,¡± I exin. Atticus looks at me through the mirror, and I blush at the look he gives me. ¡°I don¡¯t need to know about your s*x life with Atticus,¡± rissa says as she covers her ear. Atticus begins to cough at her words, and I gape at her. How could she assume something like that? My eyes widen, ¡°you¡¯re mistaken. I just wasn¡¯t able to sleep.¡± She gives me a look that says she doesn¡¯t believe me, but the conversation ends there as Atticus pulls up to the academy. We exit and Damon pulls up right next to us with Anya in the vehicle. rissa and I look at each other when she gets out of the car. ¡°I smell trouble,¡± rissa says. I nod, agreeing with her. ¡°It¡¯s lovely to see you, beautiful women, this morning,¡± Anya says, and I almost choked on absolutely nothing. Did I hear her correctly? It¡¯s the first time rissa doesn¡¯t have aeback for something Anya has said. Was she being friendly for a change? ¡°She¡¯s definitely up to something,¡± rissa warns me as Anya hooks her arm through Damon¡¯s, and they both begin to walk in front of us. She was correct; I wouldn¡¯t believe for a second that Anya had magically be nice overnight. Just yesterday, she had plenty to say to me in the bathroom, and it was clear that she was up to an evil n. Did her sudden behavior change have something to do with it? Was she trying to be nice to get Atticus to trust her again? I hope he was smart enough not to fall for her poor acting. ¡°I¡¯m going to ss,¡± rissa says. ¡°I¡¯ll see you after.¡± I nod, and Damon excuses himself to drop her to ss just like he¡¯d done yesterday. Anya looks visibly annoyed that he¡¯s left her to care for rissa, but she tries to hide it. She was toote, however; I¡¯d already seen the look on her face, the real her, not the person she was trying to fool us into thinking she was. Unluckily for me, witches were also on the topic for today. I didn¡¯t want to learn about spells; I was afraid my mind would find ways to use them on the people around me. Yesterday, I hadn¡¯t even used a spell on Anya; I was just angry when everything sshed over her. Anya looked uneasy as they spoke about the spells, but it made me wonder what else she was hiding. She was a werewolf like the rest of us; she had no reason to be this bothered. The rest of the day went quickly, and thankfully Anya hadn¡¯t tried anything stupid today. She was still pretending to be nice to everyone for a change. It was a little creepy, considering we were all ustomed to the horrible side of her. Why couldn¡¯t she have been this nice from the beginning? I knew it was only a matter of time before she showed her proper form. She couldn¡¯t keep this up for a long time. rissa chooses to return home with Damon and Anya; I knew she only did it to be closer to him; she wasn¡¯t joining them because of Anya. We were in the jeep, getting ready to back out of the parking lot when I noticed something strange. Tyler was looking straight at us, and it looked like he was telling something to his teammates. Atticus wasn¡¯t paying attention to them, but I noticed how angry they all were. This couldn¡¯t be good. It was possible that I was reading too much into their expressions, but it still bothered me. ¡°Atticus.¡± I say, ¡°did something happen yesterday with Tyler?¡± I already knew the answer but wanted to hear it from him. His hand tightens on the steering wheel, ¡°that¡¯s not important.¡± ¡°Of course, it¡¯s important.¡± I disagree. ¡°Tyler is a part of the fearsome; they¡¯re not a team to y with.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not f*****g scared of them, Autumn.¡± He growls as he reverses and turns onto the road. I look back at them, and they¡¯re also getting into their vehicles; Tyler isn¡¯t joining them, however. He¡¯s the only one that stays around. He didn¡¯t deny that something had urredst night. ¡°Why do you look so worried?¡± He asks me. Damon was driving so quickly that he wasn¡¯t in front of us anymore. I look back, and they¡¯re still following us. Before I could respond to Atticus, they overtake us and pull in front of the jeep. Atticus mashes down hard on the brakes, and the vehicle abruptly stops. Atticus looks at me, ¡°are you okay?¡± I nod as I remove the seatbelt; this was the least of our troubles. Atticus looks in front of us and mutters a string of curses as he exits the jeep. They also do the same, and I¡¯m not far behind. Carter Prince was in front of us, but he was not alone; he had five teammates by his side. They all looked pissed at Atticus. I didn¡¯t like the situation in front of me; I should have spoken up before it came to this. I knew that something felt off, but I didn¡¯t want to alert Atticus for nothing. At the same time, I didn¡¯t think they would stop us in the middle of the road. Atticus takes a step towards them after ensuring that I was safely tucked behind him, ¡°is there a reason why you¡¯re blocking my way?¡± ¡°Tyler told me something; I want to find out if there is any truth behind it,¡± Carter says as he flexes his shoulders. ¡°Since it doesn¡¯t look like you¡¯re letting us pass, ask away,¡± Atticus tells him. I could feel the tension in the air, and my body shook with worry for Atticus. I knew this had to be about Tyler; why else would his teammates have anything against Atticus? ¡°Is it true that you and Damon cornered him yesterday?¡± He asks. ¡°Tell us where Damon is. He¡¯s the one that punched him and bruised his face, isn¡¯t he?¡± Atticus quirks a brow, ¡°My brother Damon? I¡¯m afraid I can¡¯t give you that information.¡± Were they looking for Damon? Oh no. Atticus would never tell them where his brother was. I knew that much about him. This was even worse than I initially thought it was. Carter takes a step toward him, ¡°are you willing to take the punishment in ce of him for harming one of our yers?¡± Two of them were vampires; the other four were werewolves. I kept looking from one to the other, trying to remember their weaknesses. I had to do something quickly to prevent this fight from taking ce. It was six against one; that was not fair at all! ¡°Atticus,¡± I whisper. ¡°Let¡¯s go around the other side. Don¡¯t entertain them.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll listen to her if I were you,¡± Carter says. ¡°Just tell us where Damon is, and we will let you go without causing a scene.¡± Atticus grabs him by his t-shirt, ¡°you better stay the f**k away from my brother.¡± ¡°Atticus!¡± I hiss. He was not making this any better by initiating the fight first. Carter grins, and his smile is scary to me. Before Atticus can see iting, he ms both of their heads together so that he lets him go. ¡°Fuck.¡± Atticus growls. Within seconds Carter and his three other teammates have shifted into their wolves. Carter¡¯s ck wolf growls as he moves left to right in front of us. The other three are starting to circle us while the vampires bare their fangs at him. I couldn¡¯t ask Atticus to turn away anymore; it was toote for that. They weren¡¯t about to let him get away without a fight now. He was about to pay the price for Damon hitting Tyler, a member of The Fearsome Beasts. I¡¯ve always known they were very protective of their yers, but not once did I think that what happened yesterday would have led to something this dangerous. I wasn¡¯t even sure that Damon and Atticus were responsible for the bruise on Tyler¡¯s face. What was meant to be just some innocent flirting with Tyler to make Atticus jealous had turned into something neither rissa nor me ever expected. If I had known Atticus would be in danger because of my actions, I wouldn¡¯t have ever done something like that. I didn¡¯t think he would have gone as far as to confront Tyler over what we¡¯d spoken about in front of him. Now, I was left fearing for his safety. I gasp as Atticus shifts before me to reveal his beautiful grey wolf. It¡¯s the most beautiful grey I¡¯ve ever seen on any wolf before, and he looks back at me for a second before circling me, protecting me from the others even though it¡¯s his life that is in danger. They were here for him, not for me. I looked around us helplessly; there was no one here that could help us. Even if I were to scream, that wouldn¡¯t be useful to either of us. Instead, it may even make things worse. The vampire attacks first, and Atticus grabs him by his leg and flings him to the side. Before he can prepare, Carter¡¯s wolf grabs him by his neck, and I scream when I see blood. Atticus looked back at me to make sure that I was okay, and when he had confirmed it for himself, he mmed Carter¡¯s wolf against another one. They were moving so quickly that I couldn¡¯t keep up. I kept seeing blood and hearing ws tearing skin as they continued to fight against each other. Even though Atticus was powerful, it was hard for him to fight against all five of them at once. As soon as he attacked one of them, the other five were on him simultaneously before he could recover from thest. This wasn¡¯t happening.Never once did I ever think I¡¯ll be in a situation where I would have to see Atticus beaten up in front of me, and there was absolutely nothing that I could do about it. Carter¡¯s wolf cries out when Atticus bites down hard on his leg,but he doesn¡¯t take long to recover as he grabs him by his neck again, and they both tackle each other on the ground. I gasp when the other two wolves trample down on Atticus¡¯s wolf and keep him down on the ground, buried beneath them. They¡¯ve trapped him. My heart is racing in horror as I watch them begin to bite and scratch at him. When he cries out, Ipletely lose all control. A scream rocks our surroundings, and it¡¯s only then that I realize it ising from me. Something unbelievable happens next, the werewolves, as well as the vampires,are lifted off Atticus and thrown into the air. Chapter 40 Chapter 40 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 40 ~AUTUMN~ I don¡¯t have time to ponder over what just happened as I shift into my wolf and lunge in front of Atticus to protect him from the rest of them. They¡¯re still on the ground, but they¡¯re looking at each other in confusion. They don¡¯t understand what flipped them in so many different directions. I¡¯ve never seen a group of strong vampires and werewolves look this startled before. ¡®What the hell are you doing!¡¯ Atticus mind links me. ¡®Stay away, Autumn. Don¡¯t join the fight. It¡¯s dangerous.¡¯ I was not about to listen to him. I was not going to let them hurt him anymore. They will have to go through me to get to him. I tilt my head towards the sky and howl aggressively, letting them know I¡¯m ready to fight each of them to protect him. I don¡¯t care what will happen to me; his safety is all I¡¯m concerned about. I¡¯ve never felt this protective over anyone in my entire life. The howl shook the atmosphere, and Carter¡¯s wolf looked straight at me. I can tell that he doesn¡¯t want to fight me. He only wants Atticus. None of them tried to attack me. As long as I stood before him, I could prevent the fight from getting any worse than it already was. They looked at me strangely, like they weren¡¯t sure what to think of me after what had just transpired. Even I wasn¡¯t sure what to think of myself. It wasn¡¯t a coincidence anymore. I had magic inside of me. Powerful, uncontroble magic that was waiting for a chance to break free. I wasn¡¯t the only one that knew this anymore. They all did; Atticus would realize it as well. What did this mean? Were they going to report me to the principal? If they did, they would send me to be experimented on to confirm who exactly I was. I didn¡¯t want that to happen before I got a chance to speak to my parents and find out what the hell they were hiding from me. They must have known something. A power like this couldn¡¯t have stayed hidden my entire life to only show itself now. My wolf growls as she waits for someone to make the first move. She¡¯s aggressive and angry; she wants to take out her anger on something or someone. I¡¯ve never seen her this protective before; she¡¯s just as protective as I am; she seems to like Atticus; no, she loves him, just like I did. We were marked now. It was expected from her. I sigh with relief when Carter orders the rest of them to follow him. They jumped into their vehicle and sped away back to the academy. I watched as they left us alone, at least for now. I could only hope that this was over. I didn¡¯t want to have to witness something like this again. I don¡¯t know why they chose to leave, but I was happy they did. I wasn¡¯t sure that I would have been able to tackle all of them at once and still make it out of here alive. Maybe that¡¯s why they left; they didn¡¯t want to kill me. I don¡¯t think they intended to kill Atticus either; they would be banned from the academy if they ever did something like that. This was just to teach Atticus and Damon a lesson. But it should have never reached to this point. I knew why they did it however. If they¡¯d let him get away without a scratch for hurting Tyler, then others would try to do the same, and that wasn¡¯t what the fearsome wanted for their team. They wanted others to be so afraid of them that no one dared to mess with any of their yers. Atticus shifts back into his human form, and his groan reminds me that he needs my help. My wolf takes slow steps towards him until she¡¯s standing above him, still lying on the ground. She reaches down and licks the wound on his neck. His eyes are barely open as he gently reaches for her head and strokes it. My heart warms at this gentle side of him. She was happy as I switched back to my human form and knelt on the ground next to him. ¡°Atticus,¡± I whisper. ¡°We need to get you back to the jeep.¡± He blinks at me and gently cups my cheek in the palm of his hand, ¡°why did you do it?¡± he whispers. What was he asking me? ¡°Why did I do what?¡± I ask him as I ce my hand over the wound on his neck, trying to stop the blood. ¡°Why did you put your life in danger for me?¡± He grits out. Was this the time to be asking these kinds of questions? It was obvious why I chose to protect him. He may not know why but I knew the answer to his question. This wasn¡¯t the time to give him an answer, however. He¡¯s losing consciousness, and I¡¯m beginning to panic. I rush to the jeep and dial rissa¡¯s number. She answers on the second ring, ¡°where are you?¡± She asks. ¡°You guys were supposed to be behind us, but we do not see you anywhere. I was now about to call you.¡± ¡°We got ambushed by the fearsome,¡± I inform her. ¡°They¡¯re gone now, but Atticus is seriously injured. We¡¯re on the side of the road, not too far from the academy. Please hurry; we have to get him to a doctor immediately.¡± Atticus always has extra clothes in the back of his jeep, and I throw one of his jerseys on and ce a pair of shorts over him. I lift him onto myp and cradle his head. He was still awake but was barely aware of what was happening. I¡¯m trying hard not to cry, seeing him like this was breaking my heart. I wish I knew how to stop the pain. I spot Damon¡¯s vehicle speeding towards us, and ites to a screeching stop when they see us. Griffin and Dante pull up on the other side as they all rush toward us. ¡°Help me get him to the jeep.¡± Damon orders Dante. I watched as they carried him to his jeep andid him in the back. ¡°I¡¯ll sit with him in the back,¡± I tell them. ¡°Just to make sure that he¡¯s okay.¡± ¡°No!¡± Anya hissed. ¡°I should be there with him. He needs me, Autumn. He¡¯s in pain. The person that means the most to him should be by his side.¡± She tries toe before me, but I stop her, ¡°I¡¯m his wife. I¡¯m taking care of him. Know your ce.¡± Before she could say anything else, I got into the back seat and cradled his head once more. Damon and rissa jumped into the front seats while Dante and Griffin drove the other two vehicles. Anya wasn¡¯t happy, but she was forced to get into the vehicle with Dante unless she preferred to stand on the side of the road. ¡°I¡¯m going to f*****g kill them!¡± Damon roared as he mmed his fist against the steering wheel. ¡°They wanted you,¡± I inform him. ¡°You¡¯re the one they wereing for, but Atticus refused to give up your location. They beat him in ce of you.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± rissa whispers. ¡°Why were they looking for you?¡± Damon¡¯s jaw clenched, ¡°I punched Tyler yesterday before the game.¡± She gasps, ¡°why did you do that, Damon? You know how protective they are of their yers. Why would you do something so risky and put your life in danger?¡± ¡°He was f*****g flirting with you.¡± He growls. ¡°He should know not to mess with you by now.¡± She gasps, and he looks over at her and immediately realizes what he¡¯d just said, ¡°I¡¯m sorry, rissa.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want you anywhere near them.¡± She finally breaks the silence. ¡°But look at what they did to Atticus¡ª¡± ¡°If you care for me, you¡¯ll let this go. You punched Tyler; they hurt Atticus, they should have never pushed it to that extent, but I don¡¯t want to see any of you hurt like this again, so please, promise me that you will leave them alone. As long as they don¡¯te for you, don¡¯t provoke them.¡± I understood what rissa was trying to say. She wanted to protect Damon. I couldn¡¯t save Atticus from this. But I wanted my revenge. I didn¡¯t want Carter and his other teammates to get away that easily. Damon was wrong for punching Tyler, but that was all he did; he didn¡¯t beat him until he became unconscious, like what they¡¯d done to Atticus. Damon sighs, ¡°I promise, but if they mess with any of us again, that¡¯s it. I¡¯m hitting them harder than they¡¯ve ever been knocked down in their lives.¡± They had a gameter today¡ªan important one. Carter had run out on the gamest night because of Scarlett, but I was sure he wouldn¡¯t miss this one. I wanted to hit them where they hurt the most. I would be at that game today, and I would make sure that the fearsome lost this match so badly that it went down in history. They would never know that I was responsible for it and so Atticus and his family would not be threatened. I¡¯d put his life in danger already by flirting with Tyler; I wasn¡¯t about to do anything like that again. Damon got us to the hospital in fifteen minutes; his parents were already waiting for us, and a few doctors were waiting to tend him. They rushed him into a room, and we were forced to wait outside while they took care of him. ¡°I¡¯ll have to pay the principal a visit.¡± Mr. Fawn says. ¡°How can his students conduct themselves in such a vile manner?¡± ¡°We started it, father.¡± Damon cuts in. ¡°You don¡¯t need to see the principal.¡± His father res at him, ¡°have I not spoken to you and your brothers about this kind of disgusting behavior?¡± He swallows, ¡°can we leave this conversation forter? We¡¯re all worried about Atticus.¡± His mother agrees, ¡°there is a time and ce for everything. You¡¯ll have time to punish them for their irresponsible behavior.¡± It¡¯s an hour before a doctores to see us, ¡°he¡¯s still unconscious; luckily, it wasn¡¯t as bad as it looked. He will heal at his normal pace; the healing process has already begun. He needs some rest, and he will be back to normal in no time. We¡¯ve given him some medication to help with the pain; it will keep him unconscious for some time.¡± That was good. I wanted him to stay unconscious; it would give me enough time to get to the game without him stopping me or asking me what I was up to. ¡°rissa,¡± I whisper. ¡°There is something important that I need to do. Can you cover for me? Tell them I¡¯m going home to get a change of clothes for both Atticus and me. Come up with any more excuses you want if they continue to ask any more questions.¡± ¡°Where are you going?¡± She asks. I knew if I told her I was going to the game, she wouldn¡¯t let me go. ¡°I¡¯ll tell you everything when I return. Please, do this for me.¡± She nodded, and I waited for everyone to get into the room before I ran to the exit. I got into his jeep and raced back to the house. I picked up the clothes for Atticus and dressed in a hoodie and jeans. The stadium was already packed when I returned to the academy. I wait for each of the yers toe out, and I don¡¯t start my n until it¡¯s the middle of the game and everyone thinks that the fearsome beasts are going to win. I try my best to stay hidden; the hoodie over my head, as well as the shades over my eyes, would help keep my identity a secret. I didn¡¯t want anyone to photograph me at the game. Carter has the ball, he¡¯s running toward the goal, and he¡¯s about to score another point. I narrow my eyes andmand the ball to move straight to the opponent. I don¡¯t stop there; I protect the opponent from the other yers until he scores. I kept it up until the end of the game. All teams are given a unique bracelet to prevent them from using their power during the games. It gives everyone a fair chance. The opponent team is one of their biggest rivals, the Raging Beasts; they always fight over who¡¯s better. Now the opponent team would have the advantage, and Carter and his team would feel the wrath.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Time is up, and the Raging Beasts have won the game. There was an uproar in the crowd; since the game was held in our stadium, there were more supporters in favor of the fearsome. Of course, they would be pissed. I don¡¯t wait to see what happens next. I rush out of there before things could get crazy. When I made it back to the hospital, Atticus was already waking. ¡°Why did it take you so long to get clothes?¡± His father asks me as they meet me at the door. They were now leaving. ¡°The jeep broke down on the side of the road.¡± I lie. ¡± I had to call my brother to help me since I didn¡¯t want to disturb the rest of you. I should have called; I¡¯m sorry.¡± ¡°Atticus has been asking for you.¡± His mother tells me. ¡°You should go see him. That Anya girl is getting a little too close for someone not married to him.¡± My jaw clenches at the mention of her. I knew she would use this opportunity to get closer to him. Atticus¡¯s eyes are on me as I step into the room. He doesn¡¯t look happy to see me. Instead, he looks pissed. ¡°I brought clothes for you,¡± I informed him as I ced the bag on the ground. ¡°Can everyone please leave the room except Autumn?¡± He announces suddenly. Anya looked at me with a smirk as if to say I was in trouble. I could only imagine the number of horrible things she¡¯s put in his head about me. He may think I did not care about him after I left the hospital when I should have been by his side. He will never know that I went to get revenge on the men who did this to him. ¡°How are you feeling?¡± I ask, unable to hide the concern from my voice. ¡°Why did you do it?¡± He asks. It¡¯s the same question he¡¯d asked right before he lost consciousness. ¡°I don¡¯t know why you keep asking that question, Atticus.¡± I snap. ¡°What else did you want me to do?¡± ¡°WHY?¡± He roars. ¡°WHY PUT YOUR LIFE IN DANGER FOR ME? WHY AUTUMN? WHY?¡± Chapter 41 Chapter 41 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 41 ¡°I don¡¯t think now is the right time to ask that question,¡± I tell him, trying to remain calm. He was making it very hard for me, however. He doesn¡¯t realize yet that he wasn¡¯t prepared to hear the answer to that question. I¡¯ve kept my feelings for him hidden for a long time. Atticus doesn¡¯t know how much he means to me; that¡¯s why he doesn¡¯t understand why I would put myself in danger to protect him. He also didn¡¯t realize that I would do it again in the blink of an eye as long as it concerned him. ¡°Tell me.¡± He growls. I chose to remain quiet. My hands tightened into fists at my sides. I was fighting back the urge to tell him the truth. I¡¯d managed to keep it a secret all these years, but he was digging it out from under me. If he continued to ask, it was only a matter of time before I snapped. I had to get out of there before I caved and regretted it for the rest of my life. Before he could ask again, I spun around, ready to leave. My hands are already on the door handle when he stops me. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°Answer me, damn it. Why Autumn? Why did you do it?¡± He demands. ¡°You don¡¯t get to run away from this. I want you to tell me the truth. Can¡¯t you do that much for me?¡± Can¡¯t I do that much for him? What kind of question was that? Does he even know the extent of what I¡¯d do just for him? I slowly turn back around and face him with a fierce gaze. ¡°Are you sure you want to know the answer to your question?¡± I ask him. I needed to confirm that he truly wanted to hear the answer before I went ahead and said the one thing that I knew would completely change our rtionship for life. His jaw clenches, ¡°tell me. Exin to me why the hell you would jump in front of me like that knowing that Carter and his teammates could have attacked you to get to me! You knew that you could have gotten seriously injured by them, but you still chose to protect me. Tell me, why?¡± That was it. I couldn¡¯t take it anymore. I could feel the truth pulling out of me. It threatened to destroy my peace and take everything from me as it continued to rise. I¡¯ve kept this secret for so long that it¡¯s be a part of me. But I couldn¡¯t stop myself from telling him this time. It was toote for that. ¡°Because I love you!¡± I scream. There is a deafening silence right after those words hit the both of us; hard. His eyes widen when my words finally sunk in, but I don¡¯t n on stopping there. This wasn¡¯t how I wanted to tell him. This wasn¡¯t how I wanted him to discover that I loved him, but he¡¯d forced it out of me. He wanted to know so badly that the truth flew straight out of my body. If Atticus had just taken the time to pay attention to me, he wouldn¡¯t have been this shocked by my response. Anyone could tell how much I loved him if they¡¯d stopped and looked at me whenever I was around him. ¡°I¡¯ve loved you for years. Since the first day I saw you, you were the only one I¡¯ve ever wanted. No other man could ever make me feel how you made me feel. I had to suffer and watch you love Anya for years; I had to force myself to be happy for both of you because she was my best friend, and you were the man I was in love with. Both of your happiness always meant more to me than my own.¡± Atticus is quiet as he listens to my words. I can see the shock on his face. He didn¡¯t know. He had no idea that I had loved him all this time. ¡°You have no idea how hard it¡¯s been for me seeing you with her. It hurt even more that I couldn¡¯t hate her because of it. It hurt more because I loved Anya as my sister. I felt guilty the entire time while being her friend because I knew it was wrong to love you when she was your girlfriend and mate. It didn¡¯t stop the pain I felt every time you chose her over me. I saw you first. I fell for you first. But still, she was the one that you wanted first. She was the one that caught your attention, not me.¡± I take a deep breath, fighting back the tears. I¡¯ve held this inside for so long. I¡¯ve kept everything from Atticus and everyone that loved me this entire time. I was too scared and ashamed of myself ever to admit it. I don¡¯t know why I was finally letting it out. I wanted to wait for the right time. Why didn¡¯t I wait? And why couldn¡¯t I stop talking? ¡°I used to be lost in the background, loving you from afar. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy, even if it wasn¡¯t with me. That¡¯s why when the discussion for the wedding came forward; I chose to say no because I knew you didn¡¯t want to marry me. I knew that marrying me would make you unhappy, and I didn¡¯t want that. I didn¡¯t want you to be unhappy because of me. I know everything about you, what you love, what you hate, your favorite color, and your favorite food. I know everything because, as I said, I love you, and I wanted to know everything that you loved as well.¡± Atticus inhales sharply, but he still hasn¡¯t said a word to me. I¡¯m not giving him a chance, either. I wanted to get everything off my chest before I gave him a chance to break my heart. ¡°When I discovered that I was going to marry you, I was both happy and sad. Happy that I will get the chance to be next to you every day for the rest of my life. I was selfish; I wanted that. But still, I wasn¡¯t heartless; I chose not to ept that wedding out of my love for you and Anya. But when you insisted on marrying me, I couldn¡¯t say no to you. Because you said that you wanted the wedding to happen, I couldn¡¯t turn you down. Marrying you has always been a dream of mine. I know to others, it might be a stupid dream, but to me, it wasn¡¯t. Marrying you and having beautiful children together, getting the chance to raise a family with you. I¡¯ve dreamt of it all, Atticus. If I didn¡¯t marry you, I would have never married another man; that¡¯s how loyal I¡¯ve been to you since the start.¡± I couldn¡¯t stop the tears this time. I was reliving everything, every time he broke my heart, every time I broke my own heart by wanting him when he was off-limits. I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m getting the strength to continue, but I know that I wanted him to know everything. I didn¡¯t want to keep anything from him anymore. I wanted him to know how I truly felt for him from the beginning. ¡°Then we got married, and it was like a fairytale until I realized how far from a fairytale marrying you truly was. I was reminded every day of how much you loved Anya. I was reminded every day that you loved her and not me. You kept leaving me and running to her. You kept forgetting me and protecting her. From the start, I¡¯ve seen you as this perfect man. I¡¯ve seen you as the type of person that could do no wrong. I thought I knew you that well. I saw how loyal you¡¯ve always been to Anya and how you would do anything to make her smile. You protected her more than anyone else in your life. She always came first, and even though it hurt, I admired that about you. I saw the way you always respected your parents no matter what they said to you; I saw the way you protected your siblings. Everything you did always amazed me. I knew that you wouldn¡¯t ever cheat on me after we got married. I knew that you were too much of a good person to do that to me. But there were times when I started to doubt you, times when I wasn¡¯t sure if the smart thing to do was to trust you.¡± ¡°Autumn¡ª,¡± he whispers. He spoke so softly that I wasn¡¯t sure if I¡¯d heard correctly. ¡°You broke my heart,¡± I say in a broken voice. ¡°You broke my heart when I saw the video of you and Anya on our engagement night. You broke my heart when you ran to protect her when she fainted on our wedding day. I was right there. We¡¯d just gotten married, you¡¯d just said your vows to me, and you¡¯d just ced the ring on my finger, but you still ran to her the moment that you realized she was hurt. And you kept on hurting me after that. There were times when I felt that you had some feelings for me, and your actions towards me fooled me. Then Anya would be distressed, and you would leave me again to be by her side, to take care of her and protect her. Each time you were scared that Anya was in pain, that Anya was taking everything badly, but not once did you think about how I felt when you took care of her and forgot about me.¡± There was a strained look on his face as he listened without interrupting me again. The tears are flowing more now. These things have broken my heart so badly that it hurts to even talk about them. ¡°Then the night at the spring happened. I was drunk when it took ce, but I still remembered everything so clearly when I woke up. It was the first time I¡¯d shown you how vulnerable I was. It was the first time you saw how much I wanted you. Instead of embracing me and taking what I was offering to you, you stopped anything from happening. You didn¡¯t touch me the way I wanted you to touch me. I thought that you had a good reason for doing it; I was sure that you were such a decent person that you didn¡¯t let things go further because you wanted to make sure that you weren¡¯t taking advantage of me in the state that I was in. I was convinced you were such a good person that you wouldn¡¯t intentionally deceive or hurt me.¡± He knows where I¡¯m going with this; I can see it in his eyes. ¡°When I saw Anya hugging you that night after you promised me that you wouldn¡¯t meet her, I cried myself to sleep and woke up on the cold ground. But my torture wouldn¡¯t end there. Not long after, Anya sent me a voice note of you promising her so many things on our wedding day. On our wedding day. Then it urred to me that you didn¡¯t touch me on the night of the spring because you were keeping your promise to her. I didn¡¯t think a voice note could hurt me as much as that one did. I felt like I didn¡¯t know you anymore. The image I had of you in my head was broken. I knew I had to confront you about it because it bothered me. I was hoping you woulde up with some excuse that could save the image I had of you. I didn¡¯t want you to be someone else; I didn¡¯t want you to be different from the man I always thought you were. But you didn¡¯t stop hurting me there. You broke my heart once again when you left me at Austin¡¯s home and went running to Anya. I sent you the voice note that night; I waited for you to listen to it. You saw how much I was hurting, but the moment you heard that Anya¡¯s life was in danger, you left me there without a second thought. That was thest thing that did it for me. I knew I had to protect my heart from loving you after thatst incident.¡± Atticus looks distraught, and I¡¯m d that he didn¡¯t look unbothered because I was pouring out my heart to him. I wanted him to realize how much he¡¯d messed up our marriage with his actions. I wanted him to know how badly he¡¯d hurt me. ¡°I know it¡¯s a long answer after the question you asked me, but you¡¯re the one that asked. You wanted to know why I put my life in danger to save yours; this is the reason. Because even though you have broken my heart a million times since the day I fell in love with you, I still choose to protect you because I love you. No matter what you do, I¡¯ll always love you. But that doesn¡¯t mean that I will ept you the way I would have done in the past. You¡¯ve done too much to me in a small space of time, too much that it¡¯s hard for me to love you as freely as I did in the past. My heart is guarded now, and it will stay that way until I feel safe around you. Until my heart feels safe around you.¡± I wiped the tears from my face, and even though I wanted to run to him to hear what he had to say in response to my words, I did the opposite. I turned and ran out of his room. rissa calls out to me, and Anya smiles as she sees the tears in my eyes, but I don¡¯t pay any attention to them. I ran straight out of the hospital and into the jeep as I let out all the tears I¡¯d been holding back. Atticus knew the truth now. He knew how much I loved him. The secret was out in the open now, and I wasn¡¯t sure how I felt about it. What would he think of me now? Would he hate me for loving him while he was with Anya? Would he believe I was a horrible person and friend for wanting him when he was in love with her? I held a hand over my heart. It had to be said. It came out sooner than I wanted it to. But at least Atticus knew the truth now. It was up to him to decide what he wanted to do with that information. I just hoped he didn¡¯t break my heart any more than he¡¯d already done in the past. Chapter 42 Chapter 42 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 42 ~ATTICUS~ Was this what it felt like to go intoplete shock? Many things in my life have surprised me, but hearing Autumn say to me that she¡¯d loved me all along has made my entire body numb from shock. She loved me? Autumn loved me? And she¡¯s loved me for years? My mind is racing with all of the things she¡¯s mentioned to me. She saw me first; she fell for me. She wanted me before Anya even did. How did I not know any of this? How could I have been so blind? Since the beginning, I thought Autumn didn¡¯t have any feelings at all for me. When we got married, I felt that my actions wouldn¡¯t have hurt her because neither of us had feelings for each other. Now that I knew she loved me for so long, I understood the pain I¡¯d put her through. I understood the damage I¡¯d done without even realizing it. I¡¯ve been breaking her heart for years without even knowing it. I covered my face with my hand as I tried toe to terms with everything. I was unable to move, my body felt like it was glued to the bed. Nothing has ever managed to stun me as much as this had. She wanted to marry me from the beginning. She¡¯s dreamt of having a family with me. Autumn loved me this entire time, me, and only me. She didn¡¯t want anyone else but me. I was the one that she wanted. So then, why had she flirted with Tyler? It was the first time I¡¯d ever seen her flirt like that with anyone but me. It was something I never wanted to have to see again. My heart couldn¡¯t handle seeing Autumn be with another man but me. Damn it. She loved me. What the f**k? What was wrong with me? Why did I do so many things to hurt her? Why did I put Anya above her so many times? I knew she had toe first, even before finding out she was in love with me, and yet I didn¡¯t treat her the way she had to be treated. Was there any word to describe me? I¡¯ve been aplete ass; why did she even love someone like me? I did not deserve her love. I never deserved her love. I knew that I had to go after her; I knew that I had to say something, anything. She¡¯d run out of here crying, and I¡¯d done nothing to stop her because of how much her words had affected me. But what could I say to her? She made it clear that she was not ready to ept me after what I¡¯d done. I¡¯d hurt her so much that she¡¯d built a wall around her heart. I couldn¡¯t just beg for her forgiveness. I had to show her that I had changed. I had to show her that she was the most important person in my life. It was the truth. She was the most important person to me. I¡¯ve never taken the time to think about my feelings toward her, but it was forced out of me today. I¡¯ve been avoiding thinking about it, but I couldn¡¯t deny it any longer. Autumn saved me today. I don¡¯t know how she did it, but she was brave and fierce as she stood in front of me while she challenged not one but six f*****g beasts. I¡¯d snapped, but not because I wasn¡¯t proud of her, but because I was terrified of seeing her get hurt for me. The entire time on the ground, I felt like a useless ass; I couldn¡¯t even fight to protect her. She had to protect me. It should never havee to that. I should have been able to bring Carter and his team to the ground for her. I was so scared when her wolf lunged in front of me. I was terrified that they would hurt her. I¡¯d never been so scared over something in my entire life. She terrified me. Autumn and her feelings and how she made me feel it all scared me. I wasn¡¯t prepared for her; I wasn¡¯t prepared for her confession, either. She was correct; I was the one who¡¯d asked her to tell me the truth but not once did I think her response would have been that she loved me or that she loved me from the very beginning. Her words kept reying in my head. The more she¡¯d spoken, the worse I felt. There were so many mistakes that I¡¯ve made since we got married. So many mistakes could have been avoided if I¡¯d just taken the time to see what my actions were doing to her. She even brought up what happened between us at the spring. She remembered everything. Every single detail even though she had been drunk when it all happened. How could she think I didn¡¯t want to touch her in the spring? I was f*****g dying inside to feel her body against mine. To savor every taste of her, to fill her with my seed. I wanted every part of her that night; I wanted it all, evenst night when she teased me in that tiny lingerie. It took all of my self-control not to take her right there on the bed. I didn¡¯t do it not because I didn¡¯t want her, but because I felt like I didn¡¯t deserve that sacred part of her. I felt like she needed to trust me enough before she gave that part of herself to me. I wanted to cherish her the right way before I allowed myself to take any more of her. Autumn had misunderstood everything. And it was understandable after the voice note Anya had sent to her. And maybe that was Anya¡¯s intention from the start. She wanted Autumn to think that I didn¡¯t care for her. I was stupid when I said those things to her; I was foolish when I made promises I knew I could never keep. Now it was up to me to show Autumn how much I truly desired her. To prove to her that all those things I promised Anya in the voice note were a mistake and something I would never do to her. She had to know how much I truly craved her. I hadn¡¯t exactly hidden my desire for her. Every time I was near her, I lost all control. I could see the vision I still had of Autumn spreading her legs for me on the edge of the spring, teasing me, making me die inside for her. Did she not see the pain and torture on my face? I wanted her so much that it f*****g hurt. I hadn¡¯t been able to sleep peacefully since that night; every night, I would ache to be inside her. Every night I would deny myself the pleasure of touching her because I thought that she wasn¡¯t ready. If I¡¯d known not touching her would have made her feel less desired, I would have taken her right then in the damn f*****g spring. I would have had her in every possible way. If she had a chance to read my thoughts, Autumn would understand the pain she put me through. She would know that Anya had nothing to do with me not touching her on those separate asions. I was only thinking about her; I was only doing what I thought was best for her. How could I not see how much I¡¯d been hurting her all along? Now that I knew the truth, there were so many things I wish I had done differently. There were so many ways I could have shown her how much she meant to me. If I¡¯d shown my raw emotions to her, if I didn¡¯t try to stop my feelings for her, things wouldn¡¯t have been like this between us. She wouldn¡¯t have had to doubt me as much as she did now. Damn it, Atticus. What the f**k did you do? Why? Why did you hurt her so much? I felt like punching the walls. I felt like doing anything to inflict pain upon myself for everything I¡¯d put her through. The door opens then, and I see my family walking in with worried expressions. I can¡¯t pay attention to any of them right now. Autumn is the only person on my mind. She¡¯s been through so much, and she¡¯s kept it to herself this entire time. She¡¯s been tortured all this time, and she chose to bottle everything up inside of her. I closed my eyes as the realization of what I¡¯d put her through finally sunk in. I¡¯d been a fool this entire time. How could I have mistreated someone that loved me so much? Autumn loved me more than anyone, and I didn¡¯t even know it until now. How long was she nning on keeping this to herself? She wouldn¡¯t have told me if I hadn¡¯t pulled it out of her. If I hadn¡¯t insisted on her giving me an answer, I would have never known how much Autumn loved me. ¡°Did something happen?¡± rissa asks me. ¡°Autumn left crying. Did you say something to her?¡± I couldn¡¯t answer her. I was still lost in my thoughts of her. I couldn¡¯t believe how stupid I¡¯d been not to notice how much she loved me. All of the signs were always there; I just chose to ignore them. Autumn wasn¡¯t good at hiding her feelings, but I wasn¡¯t any better at picking up on them. She was like an open book, and I chose not to read it. I¡¯ve never been this disappointed in myself as I feel now. ¡°Son,¡± my mother whispers. ¡°Is everything okay between you and Autumn? Should we get her?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think that is necessary.¡± Anya cuts in. ¡°She didn¡¯t even care enough to be here while he was lying in this hospital bed. She went home to look for clothes. Who does that when their husband is in so much pain? Atticus was right to put her in her ce. She needs to give him some space and let him spend them with the people that actually care for him.¡± ¡°Anya,¡± Damon growls in a warning. For once, he¡¯d stepped up to her. Even he realizes that she¡¯d just crossed a very big line. ¡°What?¡± She asks. ¡°It¡¯s the truth. Autumn does not care for Atticus. She¡¯s selfish and only cares for herself. Look at the way we found him on the side of the road, but there wasn¡¯t a single scratch on her. It shows that she didn¡¯t care enough to fight back against the fearsome.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t f*****g talk about my wife like that!¡± I roar. Anya¡¯s eyes widened at my words. She looked startled that I¡¯d spoken to her in that tone. I¡¯ve never once spoken to her like that before. But she¡¯d asked for it. She had no right speaking about Autumn like that. She didn¡¯t know anything. She knew nothing about Autumn and the type of person that she was. ¡°Atticus.¡± She gasps. ¡°I¡¯m only trying to protect you. Why are you defending her when she doesn¡¯t care about you? I can see it; I¡¯m sure everyone else can too.¡± ¡°Stop it,¡± I growl. ¡°You know nothing.¡± ¡°Then please exin why you believe she cares for you.¡± She huffs. ¡°Were you there when Carter and the other boys came to attack me?¡± I ask her. ¡°Did you see the entire fight to make a foolishment like that?¡± ¡°No.¡± She says stubbornly. ¡°But I can tell from your injuries while she has none.¡± My jaw clenches, and I grab the sheets below me in a rage, ¡°she¡¯s the reason why my injuries aren¡¯t worse than it is now. She¡¯s the reason why I¡¯m awake right now. Autumn is the only reason, no one else. She protected me from the fearsome.¡± ¡°You expect me to believe that she protected you?¡± Anya asks in disbelief. ¡°What do you mean she protected you?¡± My father asks. ¡°Autumn is not as strong as them. How could she have protected you.¡± How did I exin it without telling them what I saw? I wasn¡¯t sure what had happened; all I remembered was being beaten on the ground when suddenly everyone flew in all different directions. When I looked over at her, her eyes were a different color. Powerful and glowing. I didn¡¯t think even Autumn understood what was happening to her. Something was going on; now I realized that tasting something strange in her blood wasn¡¯t coincidental. Autumn was not a regr werewolf. She was a hybrid. The power that she held was mighty. And it almost seemed like she had no control over it. There were many times that I saw her struggling to control it. Like the dinner with my family, I knew she was responsible for the incident. She was the one that had sshed all the soup and water over Anya, and now I understood why. She was in love with me; seeing how Anya acted around me must have pissed her off to the extent that she lost control of herself. But why did her power only show itself now? Why did it take so long to reveal itself? I wanted to exin what happened to everyone present, but I knew that Autumn wasn¡¯t ready to reveal the truth. My parents weren¡¯t the most understanding either. They would feel betrayed that her parents never told her she was a hybrid. They didn¡¯t like secrets and were likely to fuss over them. I didn¡¯t want that to happen. I had to protect Autumn even from my parents. When we had an exnation for what was happening to her, only then would I find a way to tell everyone. Until then, it would stay a secret for Autumn¡¯s protection. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. But I wasn¡¯t the only one who¡¯d seen what had happened. Carter and his friends had seen everything as well. But I knew them; they would feel embarrassed that a girl had kicked their asses. Because of that, they would not dare tell anyone what had happened. She was safe for now. I¡¯m sure they weren¡¯t even sure that they¡¯d seen correctly. No one would say anything unless they were convinced that Autumn had magic inside of her. ¡°Atticus.¡± My mother reminds me that they¡¯re all waiting for me to exin. ¡°Autumn shielded me with her body.¡± I finally say. ¡°The fearsome could have attacked her, but she didn¡¯t care about her own life; she was only concerned with protecting mine. They chose to leave us because they didn¡¯t want to hurt her. She wasn¡¯t backing down. I watched her stand in front of me with so much bravery and strength that it filled me with pride to know she was my wife. She didn¡¯t have to do it, but Autumn protected me without caring about herself.¡± Everyone is shocked to learn this new detail from the fight. From their expressions, she hadn¡¯t even told them everything that had happened. Even though she¡¯d risked her life for me, she didn¡¯t even bother boasting about her heroic behavior to my family. Autumn was an amazing woman, unlike any other woman I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. And I was f*****g lucky that she was my wife. I was even more fortunate that she loved me so much. I was a lucky man, and it took me this long to realize it. ¡°I can¡¯t believe she risked her life for you.¡± My mother whispers. ¡°We have to thank her.¡± ¡°I always knew Autumn was an amazing person,¡± rissa says. ¡°Aren¡¯t we lucky to have her in our lives?¡± ¡°If you ever speak about my wife like that again in front of me, I will ensure that you never step foot in our house again,¡± I warn Anya. ¡°Atticus.¡± She gasps. ¡°I did not marry you, Anya. It¡¯s time you face the facts. I chose to marry Autumn. She¡¯s the woman that I chose to spend the rest of my life with. I¡¯ve been neglecting her because of you. I¡¯ve been running to protect you instead of protecting her. All of that ends now. You had enough time toe to terms with my marriage. If you can¡¯t ept it and if you can¡¯t respect my wife, you need to stay away from the both of us.¡± She doesn¡¯t say anything; she stares at me in horror. I was done caring for her. Now it was time for me to fulfill my duty towards Autumn. I would not hurt her anymore. I would treat her the way she deserved to be treated from the start. Everything was about to change now. Everything. Chapter 43 Chapter 43 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 43 ~ANYA~ Damon tried tofort me for the entire ride home. Or at least to the home he thinks belonged to me. It was a rented apartment; I wasn¡¯t actually living there. There were many secrets that I was keeping from him and his family. And it would stay that way until my identity was finally revealed to them. ¡°Atticus is just angry; he doesn¡¯t mean what he said.¡± He tries to soothe me. I knew it was a lie. I knew when someone was serious and when they¡¯d said something out of anger. His words had f*****g stung. I cared about him enough to prevent my mother from harming him and yet he was threatening to stop me froming to his home. All of this was because of Autumn, he was never that disrespectful to me in the past. The past Atticus would destroy anyone who ever tried to speak that way to me. I knew he saw the hurt in my face, but for the first time, Atticus didn¡¯t look like he cared that he¡¯d hurt me. The only person he cared about at that moment was Autumn. Maybe seeing her cry had opened up his caring nature towards her. ¡°Please say something.¡± I sigh, ¡°I¡¯m tired, Damon. We can talk about this another time.¡± Or how about never? I didn¡¯t want ever to be reminded of tonight; I wanted to forget every word Atticus had said to me today. Though, I don¡¯t think I would ever be able to forget everything he¡¯s said. Those words still hurt. Even now when I was far from him. Autumn wasn¡¯t there to see Atticus stand up for her, and that was the only positive thing about tonight. If she had been there to listen to the way he spoke to me, I would have felt worse than I did right now. When I saw her leaving, I was happy to see her crying. I was sure that Atticus had been mean to her. I had a lot to say when he woke up, and the first person he asked for was her. I didn¡¯t hesitate to tell him that she¡¯d been gone for a long time, supposedly getting clothes for him from the house. I thought everyone would finally see that he should have married me, not Autumn. Somehow she¡¯d managed to flip it in her favor. Now everyone thinks of her as the heroine for protecting Atticus. But it still bothered me that I had no idea why she¡¯d left crying. What had happened between the two of them? I¡¯d never seen Atticus fiercely protect her before as he did after she left the room. Whatever it was, it had drawn him closer to her instead of further away. I¡¯d been fooled into thinking her tears were unhappy ones. Maybe she wanted me to think that way to get the upper hand. Autumn was a lot smarter than I initially thought she was. After saying goodbye to Damon, I made my way to my actual home, which was a few minutes away. My mother is already waiting for me in the living room. From the expression on her face, I can tell she already knows what happened. She always keeps a close watch on the Fawns. I wasn¡¯t her only spy. She liked to be a step in front of them. She wanted to know their every move. She knew more about each of them than they knew about themselves. ¡°I¡¯vepletely lost control of him,¡± I confess to my mother. I thought I would have had more power and hold over him, but I was wrong. Autumn has already takenplete control. She¡¯d managed to beat me at my own game without even trying. ¡°I don¡¯t think he will listen to anything I have to say anymore. Autumn is the one that can get him to do whatever she wants now. I¡¯ve lost that privilege.¡± I¡¯m not sure when Atticus changed, but he¡¯s not the same person anymore. It meant that I couldn¡¯t protect Atticus from my mother as I¡¯d done in the past. She would take revenge into her own hands now. I¡¯ve been preventing her from doing anything drastic to separate them, but after what happened today, there was nothing I could do anymore. She wouldn¡¯t want to wait either. The Fawns had plentying their way and very soon. ¡°I should have never listened to you.¡± She snaps. ¡°You told me to trust you. You promised me that you would be able to get Atticus back under your control. You¡¯ve failed me yet again. I should have known if I wanted to get the job done, I¡¯d have to do it myself. What¡¯s the point of having a useless daughter like you?¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°I thought he loved me.¡± I snap. ¡°I thought he would still listen to me and take my side over hers. I didn¡¯t think that I needed a spell or any other means. I was positive that he actually cared.¡± I always thought that once my mother removed the spell she had on Atticus, he would still have feelings for me. Sheughs, ¡°The only reason Atticus showed any interest in you was because of my spell. Now that he¡¯s in love with Autumn, the spell means nothing; it doesn¡¯t exist anymore.¡± I take a deep breath. Hearing her say that he only showed interest in me because of the spell made me angry. I didn¡¯t believe it. I still wanted to believe that deep down Atticus still cared about me. He was only acting this way because of Autumn and her fake innocence. She was the reason for all of this. I couldn¡¯t wait for a chance to get back at her for the embarrassment I felt today. She was the one that left the hospital, but somehow I was the one that Atticus was angry with. I was standing up for him, yet he insulted me in front of everyone. ¡°I must find a way to get Atticus away from Autumn.¡± She tells me. ¡°I may need to hire some friends to kidnap her.¡± Kidnapping her did sound like a great idea. Getting rid of her for good would be even more perfect. With her out of the picture, I would have a chance with Atticus again, and that¡¯s what I wanted. ¡°I want you to write down their every move for me. From what time they leave home, what time they reach the academy, and what time they leave the academy. I¡¯ll need every single detail to make sure everything is done the right way. I¡¯ll also need you to distract Atticus long enough for it to happen.¡± ¡°He told me if I didn¡¯t respect Autumn, he would ensure that I never step foot in their house again,¡± I whisper. My mother ms her fists onto the wooden table in front of me, ¡°This is your chance to get your revenge with me.¡± Yes, revenge. The one thing that my mother wanted more than anything else in the world. She was one of the schrship students for the academy in the same year that Atticus¡¯s parents were attending. They were in the same ss together. My mother was constantly bullied and picked on because she was a witch. One person who never bullied and protected her was Atticus¡¯s father. Because of his kindness, she quickly fell in love with him. She thought that he had feelings for her as well. They started dating and being closer to each other when one day, he ended things with her and told her that he never wanted to see her again. She was heartbroken, especially when he got engaged to Atticus¡¯s mother a weekter. She tried to fight for him; she loved him so much that she made a fool of herself in public for him. She begged him to take her back in front of everyone. Everyone said that the only reason why he was ever nice to her was that she¡¯d done a love spell on him. They all believed a spell was responsible for his behavior before he ended things with her. In front of everyone, he told her he was only nice to her because of a bet between the men. A bet to make her fall in love with him and then dump her. He imed that he never once cared for her. My mother was devastated. Still, she went to the academy every day and had to see him with his fianc¨¦e. They were very much in love, and itpletely destroyed her to see their love for each other. When they finally got married, my mother was so angry that she vowed to make them pay for what they¡¯d done to her. Her love had turned into hatred, she¡¯s been nning this even before my sister and I was born. My sister isn¡¯t aware of what we were up to, she was the more gentle one between the two of us, and my mother wanted to protect her at all costs since she reminded her of herself. She didn¡¯t want my sister to face any of her hardships. The first time she revealed this story to me, I was so angry that I wanted to help her get her revenge on the Fawns. I was pissed that they¡¯d yed such a dirty game and messed with my mother¡¯s innocent heart just because she was a witch that was not rich like the rest of them. I could still see the pain on her face every day as she relived those incidents. She was stuck in the past, unable to move on from the hurt and betrayal she felt. She was like this while the Fawns lived avish lifestyle. They were in love and had their perfect children. They lived a beautiful life while my mother suffered because of what they¡¯d done to her. I wasn¡¯t aware of her entire n, but I knew she wanted to bring them to the ground at her feet; she wanted them to apologize for what they¡¯d put her through. She wanted to destroy their perfect family and make them beg for forgiveness. Her n was very close to finally being fulfilled. I was supposed to marry Atticus for everything to fall into ce. I was supposed to cause a wedge between his family. I was doing a fine job at it, Atticus and his brothers were losing their bond because of me. They were always fighting over who should spend more time with me. Everything was working perfectly until that one fatal day. Autumn was the only thing that was getting in our ns. She had to go. One way or the other, we had to get rid of her so our n would work. Chapter 44 Chapter 44 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 44 ~AUTUMN~ I spot Atticus walking towards the jeep. I watch his hair fall against his forehead while he walks. I watch the angry frown on his face, like something or someone was bothering him. I saw his eyes sweep over the jeep, searching for me. At least, I hoped it was me he was looking for. He doesn¡¯t look like he has anything to say to me. He tried hiding his annoyance after spotting me, but I¡¯d already seen it. Was he angry with me for finally confessing to him? Whatever it was that had him angry had changed his mood for the worse. I didn¡¯t want to care about any of that, but I would be lying to myself if I pretended it didn¡¯t bother me. Anything that affected Atticus would also affect me. Our bond would always ensure that happened, and even before we were bonded, things had always been the same. They were more prominent now, however. Despite all of this, Atticus still looked good. He looks like he hadn¡¯t been beaten just a few hours ago. Maybe that¡¯s why they let him out of the hospital so quickly. He had already healed at an impressive rate. I wouldn¡¯t expect anything less from someone like him. His family is not far behind, and they¡¯re all separating into their vehicles. I can¡¯t imagine what they were thinking about me. I wasn¡¯t in the hospital while they were treating him, and I also left his room crying. It wasn¡¯t a good look for me. And I was positive that Anya had tried to make me look worse. Anya and Damon had left earlier than everyone else. She looked unhappy when they¡¯d left, and it had surprised me. She had been happy just a while ago when she saw me crying and leaving Atticus¡¯s room. What could have possibly happened in such a short space of time to cause her to leave the hospital in that state? C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I don¡¯t have time to think about Anya right now. Atticus was nearing the jeep and I was going into panic mood. I tried to stay calm as he opened the door to the driver¡¯s side. I held my breath when he jumped into the vehicle and shut the door behind him. He was quiet to my surprise. He was not saying a word. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s thinking or if he¡¯s nning on staying this way for the rest of the night. I didn¡¯t give him a chance to say anything after running out of the room. I know that I¡¯m not prepared for his response to everything I¡¯d said to him. That¡¯s partly why I left, but I also knew I couldn¡¯t avoid him for the rest of my life. I know that Atticus doesn¡¯t love me. I knew that he loved Anya. I didn¡¯t expect anything in return for my confession. I didn¡¯t expect anything to change between us. I was just relieved that I¡¯d gotten it out of my chest; it¡¯s been inside of me for too long, dragging me down, keeping me back from being happy. It was finally out in the open, and I felt like I could breathe again. ¡°Autumn¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear anything you have to say, Atticus.¡± I interrupt him. ¡°I don¡¯t want you to try to make me feel better or make up lies just tofort me.¡± His hands tighten on the steering wheel, and he doesn¡¯t try to say anything else as he starts the jeep and pulls out of the parking lot. My heart was racing in my chest, and it felt like someone was squeezing it in their hands; I felt like I was bleeding inside. I¡¯d poured my heart out to Atticus, and I did it sooner than nned. He knew my deepest, darkest secrets. Things I¡¯ve kept inside for so long. He now knows them all. The rest of the drive was a quiet one; my mind was racing, wondering what he wanted to say to me. Did I do the right thing by stopping him? Part of me had wanted to listen to him, but the other half was too terrified. The jeepes to a sudden stop, and it startles me. ¡°Why are you stopping?¡± I demand as I look around us for any signs of a threat. I was worried that Carter and his friends were up to no good again. Today had left me traumatized; I was constantly worried about him. His family was ahead of us, just like Damon had been ahead earlier. Atticus leans against his seat and closes his eyes; he looks in pain. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I demand. ¡°Do you need to go back to the hospital? Is somewhere hurting?¡± He opens his eyes after hearing the concern in my voice. His gaze is now entirely on me, and he isn¡¯t looking away. He¡¯s looking straight into my eyes, almost like he¡¯s seeing me for the first time in a completely new light. My bottom lip trembles as he stares at me, breathing hard; it¡¯s like he¡¯s trying to read me, trying to confirm everything I¡¯ve said to him. Almost like he didn¡¯t believe that someone could love him as much as I imed to. He swallows, and his expression is one of sadness as he unbuckles his seatbelt so that he can reach forward toward me. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s doing, but I¡¯m not stopping him; I¡¯m letting him do what he wants, at least for now. He lightly touches my chin and slides his hand up my cheek so that he is holding it gently in the palm of his hand. ¡°Do you know how beautiful you are to me, Autumn?¡± He whispers. W-what? That was thest thing I was expecting him to say to me. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± I¡¯m so stunned that it¡¯s the only thing I can ask. There were many things I knew Atticus would try to say to me, but I didn¡¯t expect this to be the first words toe out of his mouth. ¡°Even before our marriage was announced, even before we got closer to each other, to me, you¡¯ve always been beautiful. To me, you¡¯ve always been a threat to my peace.¡± My lips part. A threat to his peace? What did he mean by that? How could I possibly be a threat to his peace? ¡°A threat to your peace?¡± I asked; I wanted him to exin more. He nods, ¡°yes, a threat to my peace. I kept my distance from you because I always felt something around you that terrified me. I don¡¯t know how to f*****g describe it. But all I can say is that it¡¯s threatened my peace; that¡¯s why even before we got married, I kept my distance from you. Even though you were Anya¡¯s closest friend, I chose to stay away from you for my own good.¡± I¡¯m not sure how to feel about this. He wasn¡¯t making any sense to me. His feelings for me terrified him? And did this mean that he had feelings for me even while he was with Anya? What kind of feelings were they? ¡°You¡¯re the most beautiful woman in my eyes, and you¡¯ll continue to be the most beautiful woman for the rest of my life.¡± My heart skips a beat, and I don¡¯t want it to. Does this mean he wasn¡¯t angry that I¡¯d loved him while he was with Anya? His gaze drops to my lips, ¡°there are so many things that I want to say to you. So many things that I want to exin. But I¡¯m afraid that you won¡¯t believe me even if I told you. I¡¯ll spend every day proving how much you mean to me.¡± He has left me speechless; what could I say to that? He slowly drops his hand from my cheek and turns the jeep back onto the road. It doesn¡¯t take long to get back home, and when we do, his parents are waiting for us. I¡¯m surprised when his mother pulls me into a long hug. ¡°Thank you, Autumn. Thank you for protecting my son.¡± I freeze; how did they know that I protected him? Did he tell them everything that had happened? ¡°Atticus told us that you stood before him, not once considering your safety. You¡¯ve proven we made the right choice by choosing you for our son.¡± His father praises me. I look at him, and I can tell he kept the part about me using magic from his parents. ¡°You are so brave for what you did.¡± His mother tells me. ¡°I¡¯m so proud of you. You¡¯re a wonderful addition to our family. Thank you, Autumn. Thank you for being the woman I¡¯m happy that my son got married to. You both have a bright future ahead of you.¡± They weren¡¯t the only ones; rissa held me tight, thanking me. She also said that she had something important to tell me. ¡°Autumn needs her rest.¡± Atticus cuts in. ¡°Everyone can talk to her tomorrow when she wakes up.¡± I peer up at him in shock. Since when did Atticus care if I needed to rest? rissa sighs, ¡°it¡¯s the one time I agree with him. I¡¯ll tell you everything tomorrow. Get your rest, Autumn; you deserve it after today.¡± I was curious; it seemed like good news. She looked excited to tell me about it. Atticus waited for me to join him in the bedroom, and I didn¡¯t know what to think of this sudden change in his behavior. I knew I had to be careful because of how much he affected my heart. He opens my drawer, chooses my nightgown, and starts the bath for me. What did this mean? What was he trying to do? Was he trying to be nice to me because of everything? I didn¡¯t want his sympathy. After I bathed and got dressed for bed, Atticus did the same. We were both lying on the bed, and neither of us was saying a single word. It was just likest night, only much, much different. Now Atticus knew that I was in love with him. Now he knew how quickly my heart beats and only for him. The truth was out in the open and screaming in my face. Was this another night when I wouldn¡¯t be able to fall asleep? Would I ever be able to get a good night¡¯s rest again? The way I saw it, things would always be ufortable between us. ¡°Autumn.¡± Atticus tries once more. There is desperation in his voice, and this time I want to know what he has to say to me. He¡¯d called me beautiful before; I didn¡¯t ever once think that Atticus considered me to be beautiful, let alone the most beautiful woman in the world. My breath hitches when he moves closer to me, so our bodies are inches apart. He knows how much his closeness would affect me; he knows everything. It makes me feel even more vulnerable than before. I know he¡¯s listening to how my heart raced while near him. His nose is under my ear, he¡¯s inhaling the mark he left on me, and I can feel how happy it makes him that it¡¯s still there. How happy it makes him that I didn¡¯t put perfume over it tonight. I¡¯d listened to him even though I was tempted to test his patience. I loved when he got all hot and bothered because of me. I always wanted to have him on his toes around me. ¡°What are you doing, Atticus?¡± I ask in a breathy manner. Now it was my turn to be affected by his actions. He knew exactly what he was doing to me. He knew how much it made me want him. He knew it would make me forget about everything I¡¯d promised myself in order to stay away from him. He was intentionally messing with my mind and heart. ¡°Autumn,¡± he whispers as he gently cups my cheek in his hand while still leaning into my neck. I can feel my pores rise from the way he said my name. I swallow without answering him. ¡°Let me love you.¡± He begs. ¡°Please.¡± Chapter 45 Chapter 45 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 45 My heart felt like it had just gotten the shock of its life. What exactly was Atticus asking from me? Let him love me? There were so many different possible meanings to that sentence. I was breathing hard, and I knew that he could hear it. He could even feel it with how close he was to me. And I think that he loved the way my body reacted to him. ¡°I¡¯m not asking you to let me touch you tonight.¡± He whispers as if reading my mind. ¡°I¡¯m asking for a chance to let me prove to you that I¡¯m different now. I¡¯m asking for a chance to prove that you¡¯re the most important woman in my life¡ªno one else. I know I can¡¯t just say words and expect you to believe them, but please, give me this one chance. I can¡¯t function knowing you¡¯ve given up on me, Autumn. I need to know that there is still time to fix things between us. After everything you¡¯ve been through, this may be asking too much of you, but please, give me this chance.¡± My heart was practically jumping in my chest. I wanted to scold myself for getting so excited and happy over his words. I didn¡¯t want to allow him back into my heart that easily. I wanted to give myself time to forgive him for everything he¡¯d done. I wanted time to forgive him for his promises to Anya on our wedding day. I wanted time to forgive him for leaving me to go to her multiple times. Many things still broke my heart every time I remembered them. It wouldn¡¯t be easy for me to simply forget about it. I needed the chance to heal from all of it. And I think Atticus understood that. That¡¯s why he was being so gentle with me. I loved him. And because I loved him, I was willing to give him one more chance to prove that everything he said to me was true. ¡°Okay,¡± I whisper. ¡°You have one chance, Atticus. One chance only.¡± He breathes a sigh of relief, and his happiness gives me life. ¡°Can I continue to hold you like this for the rest of the night?¡± He pleads. I swallow; I loved having him this close to me. It made me act stupidly but would it be so bad to allow him to hold me just for one night? No. This was for me; I was doing it for me, not for him. For my pleasure. ¡°You can.¡± I finally answer. I held my breath as his hand slid over my waist and pulled my body tighter against his. His face was now snuggled against my neck, and his hot breath tickled my skin. I¡¯ve never wanted to be held this way by anyone but Atticus. It felt so good to be in his arms. I never wanted to lose this. I always wanted to be here, right next to him. We spend the rest of the night wrapped in each other¡¯s arms. It was the best sleep I¡¯d gotten in my entire life. It was something I could look forward to every night for the rest of my life. Our ride to school the next day was a quiet one. Atticus didn¡¯t have anything to say to me. And I didn¡¯t say anything to him either. Surprisingly, when we arrived, Damon and rissa hade alone. Anya was not in the vehicle with them. It was very rare for her not to show up for the academy. Where could she be? Our first sses had been rushed, and it seemed like Atticus was uneasy about something for the entire day. He looked like he was anxious, and it bothered me. The first thing on my mind was whether or not he was bothered that Anya hadn¡¯t shown up for ss today. I want to believe that he has changed, but I didn¡¯t think anyone could change their old habits in one day. Dante wasn¡¯t here either. It was only the four of us as we walked into the cafeteria. Damon and Atticus excused themselves to get some food for rissa and me, and we watched them leave. As soon as they¡¯re a reasonable distance away from us, rissa turns to me with a massive grin. ¡°I need to tell you what happened in the hospital while you were gone.¡± She says while pping her hands in excitement. It must have been really good for her to be this happy. Did it have something to do with Damon? But she¡¯s never confided in me, so it had to be something concerning Anya. ¡°What happened?¡± I ask; I knew I didn¡¯t have to worry about it being anything I didn¡¯t want to hear since rissa was telling the story. ¡°After you left the room crying, Anya started saying horrible stuff about you. She said that you didn¡¯t care about Atticus and weren¡¯t even there while he was healing in the hospital bed. Then she mentioned that it was clear that you didn¡¯t help him when Carter and the team attacked him, she imed that was why he was so severely beaten, and you didn¡¯t have a single scratch on you.¡± I dug my nails into my jeans at herment. I knew she would have done something like that. I didn¡¯t expect anything else from her. Anya was always looking for ways to drag me to the ground. ¡°But Atticus surprised everyone when he told her to watch her mouth.¡± She says, surprising me. ¡°He did?¡± She nods, ¡°his exact words were, ¡®don¡¯t f*****g talk about my wife like that¡¯. Everyone was stunned, speechless that he¡¯d spoken to Anya like that. I¡¯ve never heard anyone in my life ever speak to her that way before, and to know that it came from Atticus, was even more mind-blowing.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe Atticus had stood up for me like that. I was so scared that confessing my love would push him away from me, but it had done the exact opposite. But still, I didn¡¯t want to forgive him just yet. I needed more. I needed him to prove that he wanted our marriage to work. But he was heading in the right direction. ¡°That¡¯s not all. He also told her that he would prevent her froming to our home if she disrespected you.¡± She continues. ¡°And that you¡¯re the one he married, you¡¯re the one he chose to spend the rest of his life with. I was blown away. I¡¯ve never seen Anya so shocked and upset before. No one has ever put her in her ce like he did yesterday, and I¡¯m proud of him. It took him too long to do it, but at least he finally did it. If only Damon and Dante could do the same now, life would be wonderful.¡± He did all of that for me? Why? Why did Atticus suddenly change? He was acting like a different person, and I wasn¡¯t sure if I could allow myself to fall anymore for him. I was happy to see this change, but it was so soon that it was hard to believe that he felt something for me in such a short time. It felt more like he felt guilty for all I went through. He wasn¡¯t to me for my heartache in the beginning; he never knew I was in love with him, and it only became a problem when we got married. It was then that I expected more from him as his wife. ¡°Did you hear what happened at the gamest night?¡± she asks. ¡°I couldn¡¯t believe what I¡¯d heard. That score is the worst in our history. Carter has never misyed before. I instantly thought of yesterday. They deserved it for what they did to Atticus.¡± I stiffen at her words. She didn¡¯t know that I had been there, and she also didn¡¯t realize that I was the reason they had lost the game, to begin with. I didn¡¯t regret my decision. I was happy that I had gotten some revenge against them. In my eyes, this would have hurt them more than someone taking a piece of iron and beating them with it. The entire academy was pissed at the fearsome. They were ustomed to a good game. Everyone had turned against them in one night. I knew they would make it up on the next game, and everyone would forget about today eventually, but I was still happy to see the result of my actions. They deserved this. They earned the hate. ¡°Where is Atticus?¡± I ask her when I don¡¯t notice him at the cafeteria. ¡°He asked me to keep you distracted for five minutes.¡± She confessed. ¡°Distracted?¡± I ask. ¡°For what?¡± She smiles, ¡°you¡¯ll see.¡± She takes my hand and pulls me forward along with her. ¡°Where are we going?¡± I ask. Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°To the school¡¯s ballroom.¡± She tells me as we keep walking until we¡¯re in front of therge wooden door that leads to the ballroom. ¡°Aren¡¯t youing with me?¡± I asked her as I pushed the door open but noticed that she was staying behind. ¡°This is a special moment between you and Atticus.¡± She tells me. ¡°I don¡¯t want to mess it up.¡± She was confusing me, but she sparked my curiosity. I push the door open, and I¡¯m faced with the shock of my life. The room is filled with red balloons and roses, and I mean filled. I could barely walk into the room because of how packed it was. My eyes widen when I see pictures of Atticus and me on our wedding day hanging all over the walls. There were also pictures our mothers had forced us to take when we agreed to marry each other. He had every picture of us ever taken inside of here. I held my breath; my heart was aching but in a good way. I never thought Atticus would ever do things like this for me in this life, but here he was, making my dreams of hime true. And then I see him walking towards me, through the balloons and roses he¡¯d gathered just for me. He doesn¡¯t stop until he¡¯s standing inches away from me. ¡°I don¡¯t know where to start,¡± he whispers. ¡°I don¡¯t know how to ask for your forgiveness. I¡¯ve been so oblivious to your feelings. It makes me angry with myself that I didn¡¯t notice it sooner. I hate that you had to tell me first for me to realize all of the pain I¡¯ve been putting you through. Autumn, if I had even the slightest clue of what you were feeling, I know I would have done things differently since the beginning.¡± I want to lean forward and kiss his lips. I know it¡¯s thest thing I should be thinking about, but I desperately want to be close to him. He takes onest step towards me and gently touches my cheek, ¡°I¡¯m so sorry for every tear that I¡¯ve ever made you shed. I¡¯m so sorry for being so dumb all these years. I¡¯m so sorry for being even dumber after we got married. I¡¯ve never met another woman like you, Autumn. Your innocence, your kindness, your precious heart, you¡¯re the first woman I¡¯ve met that has qualities that are so perfect. You were hurting for so long, and yet you never turned against me; I didn¡¯t deserve your love, but still, you loved me; I didn¡¯t deserve your protection, but still, you protected me with your life.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know what to say.¡± He lightly traced my lips with his finger, ¡°you don¡¯t have to say anything, Autumn. You¡¯ve said and done enough. Now it¡¯s my turn to show you how much you mean to me. It¡¯s my turn to put in the work in our marriage. I¡¯m not going to disappoint you this time. I promise that I¡¯ll do everything in my power to make you forgive me, to make you trust me. I¡¯ll make you feel so safe and loved that you¡¯ll never have to worry because of your love for me.¡± I smile even though I try to hold it back. It felt good to see him try this much for us, for me. This was all I¡¯ve ever wanted. I was filled with joy, and Atticus looked happy to see that his ns were working. For the rest of the day, I smiled from ear to ear, remembering how sweet he was to me. When we got home, Atticus was back to being quiet, making me wonder if he had more ns up his sleeve. He made it clear that he would try his best to get me to trust him again. I felt this sudden urge to surprise him as well. There was one thing that still bothered me, and that was him keeping his promise to Anya about not sleeping with me. I wanted to know if he would finally complete the bond between us if I pushed for it. I wanted to know if Atticus truly desired me. He never exined that night. He heard me talk about it, but he never tried to defend what he did. I grab one of my sexiest lingerie and quickly put it onto my body. Atticus was lying on the bed when I came out with a white thong and a matching bra piece. I know the moment that he sees it because of the way his breath hitches. So far, so good. ¡°What are you doing, Autumn?¡± He demanded when I seductively climbed on top of him. His hands are trembling when he grabs my waist and tries to lift me off him. I pressed harder on him, and he hissed as our most intimate parts grazed each other. ¡°Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°Please get off me.¡± I shook my head. ¡°I want you.¡± He freezes at my confession, and I swear his body shivered beneath mine. He closes his eyes in pain, and with more force than before, he lifts me off him and ces me on my side of the bed. ¡°I¡¯m not touching you when you haven¡¯t forgiven me, Autumn.¡± He says as he keeps me away from him. ¡°I want to know that you trust me when I get that part of you.¡± ¡°You expect me to believe that you desire me when you refuse to give me what I want while I¡¯m dressed like this?¡± I ask. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s wrong with me. I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m pushing for this so much. I knew I was bing uncontroble, but this took things too far. ¡°If he desires me, let my heart see; if he desires me, let him show me.¡± What the hell was I whispering? Was that another spell? I can¡¯t control myself as I start to repeat his name. His eyes widen as he realizes what is happening, and he tries to walk out of the room before I can complete the spell. His hand was on the doorknob when I said his name the third time. He pauses, and at that moment, I feel the atmosphere change. The Atticus that turns around to look at me looks like an uncontroble beast ready to take what he wants. He takes long strides toward me, and I squirm when he grabs my waist and lifts my legs, so I am straddling him. He¡¯s growling as his mouth is on my neck. He isn¡¯t kissing or sucking or doing anything at all, yet I¡¯m already wet between the legs. ¡°Can you not feel my desire for you?¡± He growls as he shoves his hard d**k against me. I can feel it throbbing against my stomach, and I gasp. He wasn¡¯t even naked, yet I could feel how big and hard it was. ¡°I want you more than I¡¯ve ever wanted any other woman in my life, Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°I ache for you every damn second of every f*****g day. Do you know what it¡¯s like to want someone so badly and know that you can¡¯t have them because of how stupid you¡¯ve acted towards them?¡± I gasped when he gripped my ass and slid my body up and down his; I could feel his d**k as he continued with the motion, making me wetter. ¡°I can smell your desire.¡± He says as he inhales my scent. ¡°You smell so good; every single day, the scent of you drives me insane.¡± He groaned as I continued with the motion, grinding against him. I wanted him. I wanted to feel him inside of me. I¡¯ve waited long enough for this. I was dying to have us joined, finally, in every way possible. ¡°It hurts.¡± He says in a hoarse whisper. ¡°It hurts how much I want you. No one should desire someone as much as I desire you. You¡¯re too good for me. You¡¯re too good for me, Autumn. You think that I don¡¯t desire you, but if you could read my mind, you¡¯ll be able to see how badly I crave you. It¡¯s not healthy; my need for you is the most unhealthy habit I¡¯ve ever had.¡± I pulled his head towards me to touch our lips together. He sucks on my lower lip but only for a second before pulling away. ¡°I don¡¯t want to rush this.¡± He whispers. ¡°I want to savor every second I get to be with you tonight. I want to remember every touch and every taste for the rest of my life. I want the image of your body in my mind. I want to know every scar, every mole, every mark on your body; I want to remember it all.¡± He lowers his head, so his lips are buried in my neck. He wasn¡¯t kidding when he said he wanted to savor every second of tonight. He was slow and torturous as he kissed every inch of my neck. He lingers on his mark on me, and I know that¡¯s his favorite part. The mark he left on me. He loves that he¡¯s the one that left it there. His hands travel down my body, moving it up and down the sides. ¡°Do you know how happy it makes me know that I¡¯m the only one you¡¯ve loved all this time, Autumn?¡± He asks. ¡°Do you even understand what that means to me? I had the most amazing woman loving me for years, and I didn¡¯t know it. I wish you had told me sooner. I wish I had known. There is no way I would have ever been able to say no to you.¡± I gasped when one of his hands traveled up my bare leg and inches closer to the part of me that was aching for him to touch me. He stops halfway and touches his lips to mine. He eases me into the kiss until I feel like I¡¯m floating on cloud nine. It¡¯s the best feeling in the world, being kissed like this by Atticus. ¡°Your lips are the softest I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of tasting.¡± He growls. ¡°And the taste of you. How the f**k have I not taken you sooner? How the f**k have I not known how kissable these lips are just by looking at them?¡± His mouth is on my chest now, he¡¯s kissing his way from left to right, and my body arched against his. I want to be closer to him. I want to be as close as our bodies will let us be. My hand travels down his face, to his neck, and down his chest. I¡¯m ripping his shirt off his body aggressively, I¡¯ve wanted him like this for so long, and I was happy that I finally had him. I didn¡¯t care that it was a spell; I didn¡¯t care because this was his genuine desire for me; this is what he¡¯s been hiding from me. I wanted this. I wasn¡¯t denying myself having him like this tonight. I¡¯ve wanted Atticus for so long. Was it so wrong of me to take all that I could get? Something kept telling me that I wouldn¡¯t always have him this close to me. Something was messing with my mind, screaming for me to run, I didn¡¯t know what it was, but I sensed danger. Before anything happened to us, I wanted him this close to me. I was scared of our future. I was terrified of losing him. I held him tightly as he continued to shower my body with his kisses. He pulled the lingerie down my body with his teeth slowly, his nose making a soft trail down my body as he did it. Atticus knew how to make me crave him even more. My body shivered with the need for him inside of me. He stops when he¡¯s right in front of my p***y, he doesn¡¯t take the thong entirely off my body. Instead, he leans closer and licks my most intimate spot through the cloth. Atticus growls against my p***y, ¡°you taste too f*****g good, Autumn. I would f*****g kill for your pussy.¡± I gasp at his words. How does he know exactly what to say to make me wetter for him? ¡°I want you to know that night in the spring; I was dying to be inside you.¡± He says before pausing to take another long swipe of his tongue. I tremble in his hands. He was teasing me, giving me only a little at a time. Maybe that wasn¡¯t such a bad thing; I didn¡¯t think I could handle any more than this. I was already writhing and aching for him. ¡°You thought that I didn¡¯t want to touch you because of a stupid promise I made. A promise that I regretted making for every second of each day that I had to watch your beautiful body walk in front of me. You thought I was fulfilling that promise when I refused to touch you. You don¡¯t even know how wrong you were.¡± Was I wrong about that? So then, why hadn¡¯t he taken what I gave him that night? I gasped when he pushed the lingerie to the side and dragged his finger around my p***y, still teasing me. He knew that I wanted him to touch me there, but he kept on prolonging it. ¡°I wanted you so f*****g much that night.¡± He whispers as he buries his face in the one ce that was crying for his attention. I gasped and held onto his head. Atticus inhaled deeply. ¡°f**k f**k f**k!¡± He growls. ¡°You smell f*****g amazing.¡± ¡°And so wet for me. I love knowing that you want me too, Autumn.¡± ¡°Atticus.¡± I moan as his finger slips inside of me. He pauses for a few seconds before pulling out and dragging the lingerie down. I fall against his body, and he holds me tightly against him as he pushes his finger into me once more. I cry out at the pleasure it gave me. ¡°How could you ever think I don¡¯t desire you, Autumn?¡± He whispers. ¡°How can I not desire a woman like you? Any man would be foolish not to want you. The only reason I refused to touch you in the spring was that you were drunk. I didn¡¯t know if you would hate me for touching you inappropriately while intoxicated. I wanted to ensure that the first time I came inside of you, you were fully aware of what was happening.¡± I wasn¡¯t sure if I could believe him, and I think he sensed that. He pulls away from me, so he¡¯s now standing face-to-face with me. He grabbed the back of my head and tilted my head back so that I was looking directly into his eyes, ¡°look at me. I¡¯m telling you the truth. I want you more than I¡¯ve ever f*****g wanted anyone or anything in my entire life.¡± And just like that, I knew that he was telling the truth. I knew that he meant every word he¡¯d said to me tonight. When he sensed I believed him, he grabbed my waist and pushed me up against the wall. I don¡¯t have time to prepare as his mouth covers my p***y. I cry out in shock and pleasure as he begins to suck and lick there, slow and then faster. I grab onto his hair and push him closer to me. ¡°Atticus.¡± I cry. ¡°I want more. No. I need more. Please.¡± ¡°Look at me.¡± Hemands. My eyes, which were closed, are now open, and looking down at him. The sight of his mouth on my p***y almost sent me over the edge, and my legs were now trembling beneath me. I gasp when he adds a finger while he continues to taste me. Our gazes were locked as he devoured everyst bit of me. I¡¯ve never felt this good before. Nothingpares to this. I always knew it would be amazing with Atticus, but this had exceeded my expectations. ¡°FUCK.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± Why was he apologizing? Was he going to say that this should have never happened? ¡°Why are you apologizing?¡± I ask. ¡°Because I can¡¯t wait anymore. I need to be inside you before I f*****gbust into mes.¡± I gasped as lifts himself so that his d**k was now pressed against my p***y. It¡¯s positioned right where it needed to be, and all he had to do was to push forward a little. But he wasn¡¯t doing it; Atticus was utterly still like he wasn¡¯t sure if this was the right thing to do. His forehead is pressed against mine, ¡°I don¡¯t deserve you. I don¡¯t deserve to have you like this. You¡¯re an angel, Autumn. And I¡¯m a f*****g demon for what I¡¯ve put you through.¡± I gently touch his cheek, ¡°I want to have you inside of me, Atticus. I¡¯ve wanted you for so long. I want this.¡± His eyes shed with a dark desire at my words, and I knew I¡¯d let the beast out. There was no going back after this. He wouldn¡¯t be able to stop after this point, and I was okay with that; it was what I was hoping for. He lifted me into his arms and gently ced me on the bed beneath him. He leaned down and touched our lips together, kissing me deeply. I broke the kiss as I felt him push forward; he covered my cry with his mouth as he mmed in. I expected pain, but all I felt was unbelievable pleasure. My entire body was trembling from how good it felt. It was almost too good to be true. It felt like a dream. There is no possibility that this was real life. Nothing should ever feel this good and addictive. Atticus¡¯s body shook above mine, and I could tell he was trying his best not to move. ¡°Autumn.¡± He groans. ¡°Tell me if it hurts. Tell me if I should stop.¡± I could hear the panic in his voice, and instead of making it easier on him, I wrapped my legs around his body, pulling him closer to me. He hissed, ¡°Oh FUCKK¡ª¡± And then Atticus began to move inside of me. Slow at first then pounding in and out of me without holding back. He was giving me everything that he had.My eyes rolled back in my head; this wasn¡¯t simple pleasure; it was much more than that. There wasn¡¯t a word in the world that could describe what I felt right now. Atticus was taking me to a ce I¡¯d never been to before. I cried out when he bit down hard on my mark while he increased his speed. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± I screamed as I neared the edge. ¡°I love you. I love you so much.¡± I didn¡¯t mean to say it, but it slipped out, and it¡¯s not like Atticus didn¡¯t know how much I loved him by now. My words must have done it for him because his entire body shook as my s*x squeezed him tightly. He buried his face in the crook of my neck as he pounded harder and faster into me, nearing his climax. ¡°s**t!¡± Atticus groaned. ¡°You¡¯re going to f*****g kill me.¡± I increased my pace along with his, helping him; I wanted to see Atticus lose himself in me. Seeing that would make me so happy. I grab his face and look directly into his eyes. ¡°Give me every part of you. I want it inside of me. I want it buried inside of me. Give me all.¡± His eyes widened at my words, and I could see thest bit of control slipping from him as he gripped my waist tightly; there was a look of pain on his face as he finally gave in. ¡°FUCKKKK¡ª,¡± he roars as his seedes rushing out of him and into me in great waves. Atticus kept on releasing, over and over again. His body continued to tremble even more than before, and I held him close. I didn¡¯t let go until he¡¯d emptied everyst drop inside of me. We were finally joined in every way possible, and I couldn¡¯t be happier. The only other thing that could make this entire night perfect is for Atticus to tell me that he loved me too. It doesn¡¯t look like he¡¯s going to, however. I knew now that Atticus desired me, and I also knew that he cared for me, but I didn¡¯t think that he loved me. For now, I was at least happy to have him like this, to myself. I will remember this night for the rest of my life. Nothing would ever make me forget it. And I hoped that he never did either. Chapter 46 Chapter 46 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 46 ~ATTICUS~ Ah, f**k, what had I done? Autumn and her spells were bing dangerous. I never wanted to sleep with her until I¡¯d gotten her complete forgiveness. She hadn¡¯t forgiven me yet; I knew she hadn¡¯t. I would know when she¡¯d forgiven me when she looked at me the way she¡¯d done so freely in the past. Only then would I know that Autumn had forgiven me for everything I¡¯d done to her. I knew I still had plenty of work to put in, and I wanted to do them all before what happenedst night. I wanted to be worthy of her before I took such a sacred part of her. I knew Autumn wanted it but f**k me, even though I wanted it too, I wanted it to happen at the right time. Was that so wrong? But I also didn¡¯t want her to think that I didn¡¯t desire her or that I didn¡¯t want to touch her because of the promises I had made to Anya. She was all that I cared about. Her feelings were all that mattered to me. I didn¡¯t want to disappoint her or hurt her anymore. There were so many things that I had nned for us. So many things that I wanted to do for her; to make her smile. To make her trust me and to remind her that I was the same person she fell in love with. I wanted to show her that I would never disappoint her again as I¡¯d done in the past. She¡¯s still tucked in my arms. Last night was f*****g amazing. Spell or not, I wanted her like crazy. If it didn¡¯t happenst night, it was bound to happen some other time. I couldn¡¯t have kept holding back myself and yesterday was enough proof of that. I gently moved her hair out of her face and gave her forehead a soft kiss, she stirred in my arms, and when she finally opened her eyes, she got all shy and covered her face against my chest. I chuckle. She was adorable. ¡°How are you feeling?¡± I whisper. I knew that she would be sore. Last night I almost took her more than once but thankfully, the spell had disappeared by then. I was still ready for her now, but I was forcing myself to be good. I had prepared breakfast and a warm bath for her already. I¡¯d made sure to wake up early to get everything done. She deserved to finally be treated the right way. ¡°I¡¯m okay. I¡¯m still tingling down there.¡± She whispers with a blush. f**k. My dirty mind wanted to go down on her some more. To help with the tingling, maybe add some more. But I won¡¯t do it. Last night I¡¯d gotten more than I deserved from her. I had more to do before I ever got more of her. ¡°I prepared a bath for you,¡± I tell her. We werete for the academy, and it wouldn¡¯t be long before my parents reminded us of that. She nods and flies out of bed, giving me a nice view of her naked ass. My d**k stirs under the sheets, and I stifle a groan. I wanted her again. Now that I knew what it was like to be inside Autumn, things had taken a more dangerous turn. I wanted her more than ever, and it would be harder to resist her now, especially when she walked around my room with nothing on. I had to get out of there and clear my head before I walked into the bathroom and f****d her under the shower and against the bathroom tiles. I shook that thought out of my head. Get a hold of yourself, Atticus. Autumn deserves more. Give her more before you take more from her. I had other ns for tonight. So many ns. I was taking her for a private dinner, but it wouldn¡¯t be near our home. I was using our private jet for this one. I couldn¡¯t wait to surprise her. rissa had helped set everything up; now, all we had to do was keep the secret from her. . . . . . . . . It was the end of sses, and I was prepared to get everything done for Autumn. The surprise was already going ording to n. She still wasn¡¯t aware that we were going on a date tonight. I had done an excellent job hiding it from her, and so had rissa. I spot Anya on the way to the jeep, and I can already tell she¡¯s up to no good. After everything I¡¯d said to her, had she not learned her lesson? She wasn¡¯t in the academy yesterday, but she was here today. I hadn¡¯t seen her in any of our sses, however. So it was a surprise to see her in front of us now. What was she doing here? I had to protect Autumn from her. We were finally getting on better terms, and whenever Anya came around, she made things worse between us. I wouldn¡¯t let that happen today. ¡°Wait for me by the jeep,¡± I tell Autumn. ¡°I¡¯ll deal with Anya.¡± She nods, and I can see the hesitation and worry on her face. I hate that I did that to her. She doesn¡¯t trust me around Anya at all. I couldn¡¯t me her. I had caused this. ¡°What do you want, Anya?¡± I demand. ¡°I thought I rified how I felt about you?¡± She sighs, ¡°I came to apologize.¡± ¡°To apologize?¡± I ask. She nods. ¡°Do you mean one of those fake apologies that you love to do so much?¡± I demand. Her cheeks are red as she stares at me, ¡°of course not. I should have never said those things about Autumn to you. I crossed the line; I know I was wrong, and I wasn¡¯t thinking. Please forgive me. I don¡¯t want things to be weird between us. We¡¯re all eventually going to have to live together. We need to have a better rtionship with each other.¡± I didn¡¯t know whether or not I could trust Anya. She was good at hiding how she truly felt about something. This could be another one of her tricks to make me trust her. She would use it against me in the future. I made this mistake in the past. I didn¡¯t want to make the same mistake again. ¡°Did you apologize to Autumn?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯m not the one that deserves your apology. It¡¯s her. If you apologize to her and she chooses to forgive you, then we can move forward from there.¡± She says something to me next, but I don¡¯t notice it. I feel a cold, dangerous shiver run up my spine. Autumn. I can feel that she¡¯s in danger. But she¡¯s not supposed to be; the academy was supposed to be safe for all students. It was protected. The administration was strict on keeping thepound strictly safe. But I couldn¡¯t deny the horrible way that I felt right now. It almost crippled me on the spot. This was what real fear felt like¡ªthe kind of fear that left youpletely motionless. ¡°Atticus, are you hearing me?¡± Anya asks as she steps into my vision. I can¡¯t f*****g breathe. I¡¯m fighting for air. What the f**k was going on? Anya is calling my name, but I can¡¯t hear her anymore. I can see her mouth moving, but I¡¯ve gone deaf. I blink once, then twice, and my head hurts badly. I had a sickening feeling in my chest, which kept me from having a clear mind. I felt dizzy; Autumn was connected to me, and I could feel when she was physically hurt. I suck up the pain to look for her. I needed to find her. My eyes are searching the crowd, and even though Anya is trying to get my attention, it¡¯s not on her. Where the f**k was she? I was bing hysterical and desperate. She has to be around here somewhere. And then my eyesnd on her. My blood ran cold at what I saw. Her body was lifeless, and she was just thrown into a van. Panic rushes into my body, and it takes a few seconds before I can move into action. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± I shouted as I pushed Anya out of the way and started to run after her. I don¡¯t get there quickly enough. The vehicle is already speeding away with her in the back seat. Did they drug her? Was that why I felt so lightheaded? I ran back to my jeep and pulled out of the parking lot, the fastest I¡¯d ever done. I¡¯m racing behind the vehicle; the jeep roars as I elerate as fast as it would let me go. I never knew I could be this terrified of losing someone. I had no idea who these men were or what they wanted with Autumn, but I couldn¡¯t let them escape with her. I didn¡¯t care what I had to do; I was getting her back this instant. ¡°Call Damon,¡± I order. I could barely get a single word out of my mouth of the fear inside me. It was messing with my ability to think and act right. I had to get control back over my body before it was too late. The phone rings once, then twice. ¡°What¡¯s up?¡± Damon asks as he finally picks up. ¡°Block the f*****g roads.¡± I roar. ¡°Call everyone we know and have them block all the exits. I don¡¯t want a single car to get out of here!¡± ¡°Hold up. What the hell are you talking about?¡± He demands. ¡°Autumn was just kidnapped from the school¡¯spound,¡± I shout. ¡°I¡¯m chasing the vehicle now.¡± I gave him all the details about the vehicle so he could give out instructions to everyone he called. Damn it. How could this have f*****g happened? Security was supposed to be tight at the academy. How did these people get in so quickly? Was it an inside job? Whoever was responsible for this would f*****g die. I wasn¡¯t about to let them get away with my wife. My eyes widen as a woman jumps in front of the jeep. ¡°f**k!¡± I roar as I pull away from her so quickly that the jeep flips over. I held onto the steering wheel as it continued to flip. My head ms against the dashboard as the impact from the next flip sends my body crashing in all directions. I have to save her. I have to keep my mate. I have to tell her I love her. I can¡¯t let it end like this. Autumn is thest person on my mind when it goespletely nk. . . . . . . . . . . . . . ~ANYA~ ¡°What did you do?¡± I scream at my mother. ¡°Why did you hurt Atticus? You were only supposed to take Autumn away. You were never supposed to hurt him!¡± ¡°Rx.¡± She says. ¡°I couldn¡¯t tell you this part of the n because I knew you would have freaked out and spoiled the entire thing.¡± ¡°How is this part of your n?¡± I demand. ¡°Why did you cause that ident? I know it was you mother! Why did you cause it? You promised me you wouldn¡¯t hurt him, and you did the exact opposite of that. You¡¯re supposed to care about my feelings! What kind of mother are you?¡± ¡°You will realize soon enough what I meant to aplish by causing the ident. Atticus was hit in the head pretty badly from the ident. That will work in your favor in the near future. I stepped in front of his jeep and was able to see everything happen right in front of me. You should have been there.¡± What the hell was she getting at? ¡°Why are you even here?¡± She demands. ¡°You should be in the hospital with Atticus. You need to make his family love you this time. You¡¯re getting a second chance with him; I suggest you take it. Don¡¯t make the same mistake that you made in the past.¡± Why did she think that Atticus would want anything to do with me now that Autumn had been kidnapped? I¡¯m about to respond when there is a knock on the door. Two vampires enter when my mother opens it for them. ¡°Where is the girl?¡± My mother demands. ¡°The girl?¡± One of them asks. ¡°We thought that you hired someone else to get her.¡± What the hell? Why would they ask such a question? Were they not the ones that had taken her today? ¡°What are you talking about?¡± My mother, demands as she looks between them. ¡°Why would I hire someone else?¡± ¡°We were waiting for her, ready to do the job you hired us to do, when four men grabbed her and drugged her. We weren¡¯t the ones that took her.¡± ¡°What?¡± I shout. If they didn¡¯t take her, then who were those men that had kidnapped her? ¡°Are you sure that¡¯s what you saw happen?¡± My mother asks. ¡°Are you trying to get more money out of me? Is that what this is? If that¡¯s your aim, you can just keep her with you. I have no desire to give to any more money.¡± They pull out their phones and show us their video footage of the incident. ¡°We got a video of the entire thing. She was kidnapped but not by us. We don¡¯t know who those men were. But they had tattoos on the back of their necks.¡± Tattoos on the back of their necks? Who were these people, and what did they want with Autumn? Did she have more enemies that I didn¡¯t know about? I wish I could give those people a hug for making my life so much more easier now that she was out of it. ¡°Maybe this is a good thing.¡± My mother says. ¡°She¡¯s out of our hands, which means that she¡¯s not our trouble anymore. You can focus on getting closer to Atticus now that she¡¯s out of the picture. You also need to get closer to his family. They y an important role in all of this, and you know that by now.¡± But was Autumn truly out of the picture? What would happen if she randomly showed up? Whoever kidnapped her was no ordinary person. No one would risk entering the academy and seizing one of the wealthiest and most popr students. Autumn¡¯s parents were important people, and so were her inws. She wasn¡¯t any average person. We took a risk to hire men to kidnap her, but who else would want revenge so badly that they would also try and take her? Did the Fawns have more enemies, or was this an enemy of Autumn¡¯s family? ¡°Who do you think is responsible for her disappearance?¡± I ask my mother. She would have a better idea than I did. ¡°I¡¯m not sure, but I think the tattoo on their neck can help us figure it out.¡± She says. ¡°They all have the same tattoo, which meant they were involved with the same people.¡± I¡¯m about to ask her another question when she stops me. ¡°Get to the hospital now.¡± Shemands. ¡°You need to show the Fawns how much you care about Atticus. Now that Autumn is gone, they will need someone else to marry their son. What better option than you?¡± She was right. I didn¡¯t have any time to waste. Atticus needed me now that Autumn was out of the picture. We would have a beautiful future together without her in it. That is until my mother stepped in and destroyed his family for good. I called Dante and asked him to pick me up. I made my way back to the fake house and waited for him. He doesn¡¯t take long to reach. I can see how troubled he looks. Atticus was his brother, after all. And their rtionship hadn¡¯t been the best because of me. Either way, he would be in pain just like me now that Atticus was in the hospital. This time was a lot worse than thest time. Atticus¡¯s injury was able to heal within hours thest time. He wasn¡¯t going to be so lucky this time. He had a lot of broken bones and ribs. There was also a nasty injury on his head. His body was filled with cuts from windows smashed by the crash. I saw the image of the crash all over my phone, and it wasn¡¯t a pretty sight. I knew Atticus was a good driver and wouldn¡¯t have crashed like that unless someone was responsible for it. That¡¯s how I knew my mother had been behind the ident. It still bothered me that she hadn¡¯t listened to me. He was the one person I begged her not to hurt. She had agreed, until now. Until Autumn. This was all Autumn¡¯s fault. If she had stayed out of his life, none of this would have ever happened. Ever since she became his wife, Atticus has constantly been in danger. Now that she was gone, he would be safe once more. I would do a better job at protecting him than she had done. He would realize soon enough that he would be happier with me. Dante holds my hand, ¡°he¡¯s going to be okay, Anya. My brother is going to be okay.¡± When we arrive at the hospital, the scene outside is not the best. My mother would have been happy to witness it. This was what she wanted. For the Fawns to be this unhappy. They were all crying and praying that he woulde out okay. Nothing was promised yet, even though my mother seemed convinced he would be okay. I looked around me. Autumn¡¯s parents are also here, frantic for their daughter. They were busy making calls and trying not to panic, but they weren¡¯t doing a good job at that. ¡°How does a child get taken away from an academy so easily?¡± Her mother screams. ¡°Who took my baby?¡± Her father is trying to console her, but he looks like he knows more than he¡¯s saying. They both do. Calls are being made. They¡¯re sending out searches everywhere for her. I¡¯ve never seen anything like this before. Everyone was getting involved for her. News of her disappearance has spread like crazy. There were hundreds of articles already published. There were also hundreds written about Atticus and the ident that was caused while he was trying to save her. . . . . A day passes, then another. And another. Atticus hadn¡¯t awakened yet. His body was still healing from all of the trauma it had suffered. I hadn¡¯t left the hospital like my mother had asked me to. I was trying my best to make his family like me. I knew how much they weren¡¯t fond of me, but I might try to do better. This was for my mother. I had to do it for her. And I also wanted to do better for Atticus. Maybe then he would see me as the woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. There was also no news about Autumn, and I was beginning to hope for the best. Maybe they had killed her and gotten rid of her. Then she would be out of our lives for good, and everything could go back to the way that it was before she got married to Atticus and destroyed everything that I had worked hard for. ¡°He¡¯s awake!¡± rissa shouts. ¡°Atticus is awake!¡± Everyone jumps up from the waiting room with tears of joy. We don¡¯t waste any time as we rush into the room. She was right. He was awake and aware of everything that was happening around him. I was scared, scared of how he would react when he realized that Autumn was no longer here. He¡¯s searching the room, looking at everyone. His mother rushes forward and hugs him, ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re awake, son. It¡¯s so good to have you back with us.¡± His father does the same, showing him how much he loves him. The rest of his family does the same. I let them have their moment; this was what my mother taught me. I had to act more like Autumn if I wanted them to like me. Atticus doesn¡¯t stop searching the room, and I know that he¡¯s looking for Autumn. I¡¯m surprised, however, when his eyes light up when he sees me. ¡°Anya.¡± He says with a smile. ¡°Come here.¡± We¡¯re all in shock. I walk forward, and I¡¯m even more surprised when he wraps his arms around me, ¡°it¡¯s so good to have you next to me again.¡± I watch the blood drain from everyone¡¯s face. I understood what my mother meant now when she said that she was giving me another chance. She was confident I would have Atticus again because she knew this would happen. It felt good to have his arms around me again, to feel his love for me. It felt like the past when he wasn¡¯t in love with Autumn. I hugged him back tightly; I wasn¡¯t about to let this opportunity escape me. When Atticus falls asleep, we all exit the room to talk to the doctor. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± His mother demands. ¡°Why does my son still think he¡¯s in love with Anya? He doesn¡¯t look like he even remembers that Autumn is his wife or that she was kidnapped.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds this content. The doctor sighs, ¡°We were afraid of this happening. Atticus got hit more in his head than in any other part of his body. The damage was so bad that even his body¡¯s ability to heal quickly couldn¡¯t do a good job at it. He has temporary memory loss. It may even be permanent. Only time can tell if Atticus will remember his time with Autumn or not. But for his safety, I urge you not to remind him of her. The trauma may be too much for him. Give him time to heal before you tell him about his wife.¡± This was even better news for me. Now Atticus would know nothing about his marriage to Autumn. I had him back right where I wanted him to be. Could this day get any better for me? ¡°We¡¯re going to have to remove all of the pictures of Autumn from the house and anything that would remind Atticus of her.¡± His mother cried. ¡°We have to protect him. That means all those articles about them muste down. I don¡¯t care what we have to do to make this happen, but I want it done by the time Atticus gets his phone back. Inform everyone at the academy what¡¯s happening. Let them know if anyone mentions his marriage to Autumn that we will do everything in our power to make their lives miserable.¡± ¡°Atticus would want to remember her!¡± rissa screams suddenly. Her words echoed throughout the quiet hospital. ¡°We can¡¯t keep this from him. We can¡¯t let him believe that he¡¯s still in love with Anya. He¡¯s married. Autumn is missing. We can¡¯t put up an act now; we need him to remember her! If he had a say in any of this, he would want us to tell him the truth.¡± ¡°rissa!¡± Mr. Fawn scolded her. ¡°This is a hospital; you can¡¯t be shouting. I don¡¯t want Atticus to hear you; you need to be quiet.¡± ¡°How can you be so normal about this?¡± She demands. ¡°When he remembers Autumn, he will never forgive you for not telling him about her. He got into that ident trying to save her; he would expect the same from his family!¡± ¡°No one said we are going to stop searching for Autumn!¡± He eximed. ¡°The search will continue, but we must keep Atticus out of danger. We must ensure that his body doesn¡¯t go into shock if anything triggers his memory of her. You also need to do the same as the rest of us. If you care about him, you will keep him from finding out about her. Just until we are sure that he has fully recovered.¡± rissa looks distraught, and seeing her like this makes me happy. How much worse would she feel if she knew what I did? The men that kidnapped Autumn weren¡¯t amateurs. She was most likely dead by now. And I couldn¡¯t be any more happier than I felt right now. Chapter 47 Chapter 47 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 47 ~AUTUMN~ I don¡¯t know where I am, but I know this is the worst way to wake up. My hands are strapped to a table, and bright white lights are above my head. I tried to move, pulling against the straps, but it was no use; nothing was working. Where the hell am I? I couldn¡¯t see anything because of the lights, which made me panic more than before. Thest thing I remembered was being dragged from the jeep and someone cing a cloth over my mouth. I tried to call for help from Atticus, but Anya had blocked his view of me. And he hadn¡¯t been looking in my direction either. I remember feeling terrified, trying to catch anyone¡¯s attention. It was the one time I wanted eyes to be on me, and magically no one was seeing what was happening to me. No one saw me being kidnapped. I was reliving the horror, and it made me feel worse than I already did. I saw Anya saying something to Atticus. That¡¯s thest thing I remembered before everything went ck. Now I¡¯m awake and strapped to a table with no idea how long I¡¯ve been here. There were multiple machines around me, I could hear them, and I wasn¡¯t sure what they were used for. A shiver runs down my spine as I wonder if those things will be used on me. I was trying to stay positive, but no matter how I looked at it, this wouldn¡¯t be easy on me. ¡°Look who¡¯s finally awakened.¡± The voice echoed throughout the room, and my body wentpletely still. I didn¡¯t recognize the sound; it wasn¡¯t anyone I¡¯d ever met. That crossed out any of our known enemies being responsible for my kidnapping. So then, who was this? What did he want with me? It was a male¡¯s voice; I was sure of that part, at least. But it didn¡¯t make me feel any better. ¡°Who are you?¡± I demand. ¡°Where am I?¡± ¡°The question you should be asking yourself is, who are you? Do you even know who you are, Autumn Rosetta Reign?¡± He was still far from my sight; his voice was the only thing that let me know I wasn¡¯t alone in the room. ¡°That¡¯s not my name.¡± I snap. ¡°I¡¯m Autumn Rivera Fawn. I don¡¯t know who¡¯s Autumn Rosetta Reign and quite frankly, that¡¯s none of my business. Just get me out of here! I don¡¯t want to be here! You have no right taking me without my consent!¡± He chuckles, ¡°you¡¯re not leaving here without my permission. Not today, not ever. Your mother did an outstanding job at hiding you from us. If I had the opportunity to see her again, I¡¯d tell her what a great job she did. Who would have thought that you were given to a billionaire and given a normal life to live like all those privileged rich kids? Not that it mattered since we still found you in the end. I rather find you at this age where you can be of assistance to us than when you¡¯re still just a child.¡± This man was insane. It¡¯s the only exnation I had for the nonsense that he was speaking. I wasn¡¯t given to a billionaire; I¡¯m the daughter of billionaires; he has to have me confused with someone else.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Was there someone else that looked just like me and had the name Autumn? The more I thought of his words, the more I was convinced that I had been kidnapped by a lunatic. ¡°I¡¯m sorry that you have me confused with someone else. This is just some small misunderstanding. Can you please let me leave so there won¡¯t be any trouble? You don¡¯t know my family. They will be searching for me. I¡¯m sure there are already hundreds of people looking for me. My parents, Atticus, his parents, his siblings, my siblings, my friends, the academy, everyone will be out trying to find me. If you let me go, I¡¯ll let this slide. If you don¡¯t, things will get very difficult for you.¡± I warn him. I was trying to intimidate him. I hoped that if I tried hard enough, he would feel pressured into letting me go. However, the chances were not very high. ¡°I¡¯m very aware that people are searching for you.¡± He informs me. ¡°But you¡¯re out of luck. They can¡¯t find you where we are. We¡¯re underground, you see. Not many people know about us. We stay hidden. And we¡¯ve been waiting for you for a long time, princess.¡± Princess? I was getting a freaking headache from every wording out of this freak¡¯s mouth. Who did he think he was? He had to be crazy to mess with me, knowing who my family was. ¡°This is yourst chance to let me go,¡± I growl. I didn¡¯t want to show him my power, but if it were the only way to break free from his hold, I would do it. I was desperate to get away from him. I was desperate to return home to the people that loved me. Heughs, ¡°what can you do? Show me what you can do, and maybe then I¡¯ll consider letting you go. Come on, Autumn Reign. Impress me. Let me see what you got.¡± That was it. I hope he eats his words after I¡¯m done with him. My hands are shaking as I try to use a spell to free myself. I barely knew how to control my power, but I was willing to do anything at all right now. However, nothing happens even though I¡¯m trying the hardest I¡¯ve ever done before. It shouldn¡¯t be this hard; thest few times I used my power, it flowed out of me. Maybe I¡¯m not angry enough for it to work. He chuckles, ¡°well, that was surprisingly entertaining. I should inform you that you can¡¯t use your power. The straps on the table restrict your power and prevent you from using it. No matter how hard you try, nothing is going to happen as long as you¡¯re strapped to that table.¡± I gasped; he knew about my power. Suddenly, I didn¡¯t think he¡¯d kidnapped me while thinking I was someone else; it seemed like he knew more about me than I knew about myself. I was even more terrified now that I knew things were a lot moreplicated than I initially thought it was. Maybe that¡¯s why I was here, to begin with. Because of my power. Why hadn¡¯t I thought of that at first? The machines made sense now; the probability of them being used on me had just increased. I felt dizzy. I didn¡¯t know how to help myself. I didn¡¯t know what to do to get my freedom once more. ¡°You¡¯re suddenly very quiet. Do you realize now that you can¡¯t escape unless I want you to?¡± He asks. ¡°Who are you?¡± I whisper. I could barely recognize my voice; the fear was hard to miss. I can tell that he heard it as well. I can sense his happiness from all the way over here. He knew that he had trapped me. He knew that I was at his mercy. That¡¯s what he wanted all along, for me to realize that I didn¡¯t have any other options but to listen to him. ¡°Let¡¯s talk about you before we talk about me, shall we?¡± He asks. I don¡¯t say anything. I didn¡¯t think I had a say in this. He was going to tell me even if I said no. He¡¯s quiet as he waits for me to respond, but when I continue to remain silent, he says, ¡°I¡¯ll start by telling you about your father.¡± ¡°I know who my father is.¡± I snap. I didn¡¯t need to know anything else about my own father. I grew up with him; I knew more about him than this stranger did. ¡°No.¡± He cuts me off. ¡°You don¡¯t know. Your father isn¡¯t some weak billionaire. Your father is a man with incredible power. The kind of power that terrified those around him. There¡¯s no one like him, no one of his kind that can beat that kind of power. Your father is none other than Azai Reign. The most powerful of his kind that ever walked the earth.¡± There is an awkward silence that follows after. He waits for me to say something, but I¡¯m unsure how to respond. This had to be a joke. Who the hell was Azai Reign? Why was I now hearing about him? If he was so powerful and people feared him, we would have learned about him at the academy by now. I paid attention to all my sses; I would have remembered a name like that. He had to be messing with me. But why would he? What would he achieve by lying to me about my father? ¡°I¡¯ve never heard of an Azai Reign.¡± I finally respond. He sighs, ¡°because people were so scared of him that they chose to pretend like he never existed after his death. They burned every single paper that had his name on it, burned every picture. They shut his worshippers up and promised to destroy their lives if they ever spoke a word about him. They did everything possible to wipe every memory of him out of this earth. And they seeded if you¡¯ve never heard of him.¡± I took a deep breath, trying to stay calm despite everything that was happening around me. ¡°This is ridiculous.¡± I snap. ¡°We¡¯ve never heard of him because he never existed. He¡¯s not my father. I know who my father is. He¡¯s a Rivera, not a Reign. What is the purpose of this lie? What do you want to achieve by lying to me?¡± Heughs once more. ¡°Oh, believe me, you are his daughter. You look just like him. You look more like him than you look like your mother. Have you never wondered why your family all look so different from you? Has it never bothered you that your so-called siblings all had simrities to your parents, but you never had any? I¡¯m surprised that no one else knew sooner that you weren¡¯t their real daughter. I¡¯m surprised that even you never recognized the obvious.¡± My breath hitched at his words because they were the truth. I didn¡¯t look like either of my parents, and I also had no resemnce to any of my siblings, even though my parents often tried to convince me that I did. I never had any reason to pay attention to it until now. I thought my parents were telling the truth; I thought I could trust them. Now I wasn¡¯t sure who had been telling the truth this entire time. ¡°So what exactly is this Azai Reign, who may or may not be my biological father?¡± I ask. I was beginning to believe his story even though I never wanted to. I wanted to believe that my real parents were the same ones who raised me from a baby; I wanted to believe that my life wasn¡¯t a lie all this time. I wanted to believe that this man was lying to me. However, I couldn¡¯t be naive. I had to listen to what he was saying. I had to find out what was a lie and what was the truth. The only way for me to know that was to pay attention and try to figure it out on my own. The stranger takes a deep breath, almost like he was waiting this entire time just for me to ask that one question. I held my breath, waiting to hear the worst. ¡°He¡¯s the greatest sorcerer our world has ever known.¡± One second passed. Then another. And another. I can¡¯t breathe. A sorcerer? A bloody sorcerer? Was this where I got my power from? Was this why the power was beginning to consume me so much that I wanted to use it to get whatever I wanted whenever I was around Atticus? It terrified me how greedy my power became whenever I was around him. Now I was more worried than before. I didn¡¯t want to believe my real father was a sorcerer, but I couldn¡¯t deny the facts. I had to get my magic from somewhere. And it wasn¡¯t from the Riveras¡¯. That left this Reign person. ¡°If he is my father, then who is my mother?¡± I ask. He mentioned that she had done an excellent job hiding me from them. Why did she try to hide me? What did they want from me? Why was I here? Those are all questions that I needed answers to. ¡°Your mother was a werewolf. She wasn¡¯t anyone as important as he was. She fell hard for him; he had that dark aura about him that women were quite drawn to. She was the only woman he made the mistake of getting pregnant. He had ns to take over the world and to have one king; he wanted to be the only king. And he would have seeded if your mother hadn¡¯t betrayed him.¡± My mother betrayed him? Did he truly want to take over the world? And why? Why does anyone need to control the world? What kind of psychopath was my father? If this story was indeed true, I was happy that I never had the chance to meet him. He was not someone I wanted to have raised me as a child. There is no telling the kind of person I would have been if I had been raised by him. ¡°How did my mother betray him?¡± I question, waiting for him to exin more. He was still out of my view, and I had no idea what he looked like. His voice did not sound like an old person; he was young. ¡°She birthed not just you but two other babies. Your mother had triplets. Your other two siblings had the same dark symbol on their arms that your father had. A symbol of the control the dark magic would have on them and the power they would have within. You were the only one that wasn¡¯t born with the symbol. Your father felt that you were weak because of it and wanted to get rid of you. He never wanted to have a weak child. Azai underestimated your mother; he confided in her and told her the one way to kill him. She knew where to find the weapon, and while he was asleep one night, she murdered him before he could ever try harming you. Then she ran with you and your siblings; no one knows where the four of you disappeared after that until now. Because you used your magic, we were able to find you. We couldn¡¯t find you before because you¡¯ve never used it. We¡¯re not sure why your power has suddenly awakened, but you are the daughter of Azai Reign, and because of that, you are a part of us.¡± A part of them? What the hell did he mean by that? I didn¡¯t want to be a part of evil. And that¡¯s what they were. Evil. Anyone that desired to take control over the world because of their greed for power was evil in my eyes. I would never join something like that. I would never fulfill my father¡¯s wishes. I was better than that. I wasn¡¯t perfect, but I wasn¡¯t evil either. I knew that much about myself. But what happened to my mother? He imed that they never found her after the day she murdered my father and ran. And what about my siblings? My entire life was shing before my eyes. My parents weren¡¯t my true parents. And my birth parents had a messed up life. My mother fell for an evil sorcerer and had triplets, I was one of them, but I had no idea where the other two were. My mind was spinning with all of this new information. I didn¡¯t want to be a part of it. I was happy with my life before they kidnapped me and informed me of things I wish I didn¡¯t know. Did this mean that I would be just as horrible as my father was? He did awful things; he wanted to rule the world. That was what he desired the most, and his power paved the way for that to be possible. I¡¯ve done that without even knowing about him. I used my power to seduce Atticus; I used my power that night he slept with me. I felt sick to my stomach. I wasn¡¯t that different from my father. This wasn¡¯t good. My power was already beginning to control me without me even realizing it. ¡°From the look on your face, I can tell you finally believe me.¡± He says. ¡°Why am I here?¡± I demand. ¡°My father is dead. My mother and siblings are still missing, and for all we know, they¡¯re also dead, so why the hell do you want me? And you are you to my father? Why are you so determined to tell me these things about him?¡± There¡¯s a shuffling noise and the sound of a chair hitting the ground. I held my breath as I heard footsteps; he was finallying towards me. The light above me is suddenly switched off, and he¡¯s now standing next to me. My eyes fall on the tattoo on the side of his neck that traveled down to his left arm. It¡¯s a tattoo of a serpent. My gaze travels to his face, and I¡¯m faced with bright green eyes and a harsh jawline. He had a straight nose, a scar on his forehead, and a stubborn mouth. He wasn¡¯t as bad looking as I thought he would be. He was quite the opposite, but scarily. ¡°Your father was my leader. I was only nine when your mother killed him. He was who I looked up to, and he also trained me at a young age. I was supposed to serve his future children, just like my parents had served him. I made a promise to help finish what he started. To make your father proud of me. I¡¯ve always wanted him to be proud of me. That¡¯s what my parents have always taught me, to make Azai Reign proud.¡± This wasn¡¯t getting any better for me. I had to figure out a way to make him let me go. I needed to go home. I couldn¡¯t stay here. ¡°If you are meant to serve his children, doesn¡¯t that mean you must listen to mymand? I don¡¯t think my father would have liked to see what you¡¯re doing to his daughter.¡± I snap. ¡°Let go of me now if you¡¯re determined to make him proud.¡± I was searching for anything, anything at all, to get him to listen to me. I wanted him to feel guilty. I wanted him to feel sorry for me. But the man in front of me clearly only had one thing on his mind. And that was to make the dead sorcerer proud of him. He had a weird obsession with my biological father. I don¡¯t know what caused it; maybe his parents are to me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry I cannot do that, princess.¡± He tells me with a sinister smile. ¡°You see, to fulfill your dad¡¯s dream, I will need you. I don¡¯t have either of your siblings. You are the only one that I have. I don¡¯t know the extent of your power, but you are Azai¡¯s daughter, so we need to train you. Once we get the hard part over, we can start the main n.¡± It was my turn tough. He couldn¡¯t be serious. He thought that I would help him with this awful n. How delusional was this man to believe something like that? They would have to kill me before I ever agreed to do what he was asking me to do. Besides, I wasn¡¯t as powerful as my father. I had no idea how to control my magic. I barely knew any spells, and the only times I¡¯ve ever used my power was because of Atticus and my love for him. Weirdly enough, he was the link to my power. ¡°What makes you think I would help you finish what my father started?¡± I demand. ¡°I¡¯m nothing like my father. My desire is not to rule the world. Why don¡¯t you do yourself a favor and move on from the past? Your leader is dead; why do you have to ruin your life for someone no longer on this earth? He can never be proud of you because he isn¡¯t here. The smart thing would be to let me go, drop this stupid n, and get on with your life.¡± ¡°You never had the pleasure of knowing him; that¡¯s why you have nothing good to say. You don¡¯t understand what it¡¯s been like following in his footsteps. It¡¯s a shame that his own daughter has no idea how amazing he truly was. You should have been there to witness his power. It was mind-blowing. Every time I witnessed how powerful he was, I was left in awe. I can still see the images in my head. It¡¯s what keeps me going. I¡¯m the key to keeping our people united even after his death. I¡¯m their protector, and I will be your protector as long as you agree to help us get what we want.¡± ¡°You said that he considered me his weakest child since I didn¡¯t have the dark symbol that my other siblings had. If you respect his decisions so much, shouldn¡¯t you also ept that he didn¡¯t want me to follow in his footsteps? He didn¡¯t have any hope in me. Why do you think I possess the kind of power that my father has? I don¡¯t. Listen to him and let me go.¡± He smiles, and there is pride on his face as he stares at me, ¡°I was there.¡± I quirk a brow. He was where? What was he trying to say? ¡°Where exactly?¡± ¡°At the game.¡± I freeze. I knew right away what he was referring to. ¡°I saw everything, Autumn. I have been watching you for a while. Waiting for a sign to know whether you were worth the trouble. I saw how you protected Atticus. Fearless, just like your father. He protected his own just like you protected yours. We were always safe and respected because of him. All of that changed the day your mother killed him. I saw what you¡¯re capable of when you¡¯re angry. You used your power to make those men lose that game. You did a good job at it too. No one was able to tell that you were behind it. That is the kind of power we¡¯re looking for. And it¡¯s even better that you¡¯re Azai¡¯s daughter. You haven¡¯t even unlocked an inch of your true power. You don¡¯t realize just how important you are to your father¡¯s people. How important you are to me.¡± Important to him? ¡°Is that why you have me tied to a table, unable to fend for myself?¡± I demand. ¡°Because I¡¯m important to you?¡± ¡°If I let you go. You¡¯re only going to try to run. It¡¯s not a risk I¡¯m willing to take.¡± He answers me. ¡°You¡¯re wasting your time,¡± I shout. ¡°I¡¯m never going to help you. I have a family back home. I have a husband that I need to get back to. I¡¯m sure he¡¯s losing his mind trying to find me. I want to get back to him. Please.¡± He quirks a brow, ¡°your husband does not miss you. Everyone is already returning to their normal lives without you in it. It¡¯s almost like you never even existed, to begin with.¡± I roll my eyes. Did he expect me to believe such nonsense? My parents would never rest knowing I was missing. rissa would also be worried about me. And Atticus. I knew in my heart that he would be looking for me. ¡°You¡¯re crazy if you expect me to believe such a lie,¡± I tell him. ¡°They love me; they¡¯re all searching for me. You can¡¯t convince me otherwise. You can stop trying to make me lose hope.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not lying to you, Autumn.¡± He assured me. ¡°Atticus has already moved on with his life. He¡¯s back with that woman he loves so much.¡± I froze. He couldn¡¯t be talking about Anya. Atticus already made it clear to me that everything with her was over. rissa told me how he stood up for me in front of her. I couldn¡¯t let this man get to me. He was trying to mess with my head. I couldn¡¯t let him win. ¡°Atticus would never do that to me.¡± I snap. ¡°He may have done so in the past, but he has changed. I¡¯m the one he wants to be with. Not Anya. I don¡¯t believe a word you¡¯re saying to me.¡± He pulls his phone out of his pocket and types something in front of me. ¡°I hate showing you this, but you will have to see it eventually.¡± I narrow my eyes, waiting for him to show me whatever lies he has up his sleeve. He points the phone at me, and I drag my gaze from his face to the screen in front of me. It takes me a second, but when I finally see what he¡¯s showing me, my heart drops. It¡¯s pictures and videos of Atticus and Anya. Recent pictures. They¡¯re holding hands, kissing, and back together and happier than ever. No. My heart could barely take what he showed me; one after the next, he wasn¡¯t stopping. The pictures and videos kepting at me. Like he was prepared to show this to me. This couldn¡¯t be true. Atticus wouldn¡¯t do this to me. He wouldn¡¯t! Chapter 48 Chapter 48 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 48 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Hold me tighter,¡± Anya says as I wrap my arms around her. I do as she says, but something doesn¡¯t seem right. She¡¯s still the same woman I fell in love with; she looks the same and acts the same, but there was something that made me feel ufortable about the entire thing. Ever since I recovered from the ident that I had no memory of ever happening, my feelings for Anya felt wrong. I couldn¡¯t tell her that without hurting her feelings. So I kept it all to myself, but it was bothering me ever since I woke up and felt a surge of emptiness when she hugged me on the hospital bed. I hadn¡¯t been able to focus on anything ever that day. Maybe the ident messed with my head and my heart. I constantly felt like I had forgotten someone important to me. I was searching the room for someone that day, and I never found her. I thought that it was Anya that I was looking for, but I soon realized that it wasn¡¯t her. It was someone else, but that didn¡¯t make sense to me. I considered speaking to Dante and Damon about it, but they haven¡¯t been acting normal around me. No one was acting normal. They treated me like they were afraid I would snap any second now. ¡°Atticus?¡± Anya whispers. Whenever I touched her, I felt like I was betraying someone else. But who could I possibly be crossing? Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°Yes.¡± I finally respond even though my mind is far. ¡°Is everything okay?¡± She asks hesitantly. ¡°You seem to be a bit distant with me recently. I feel like something is wrong. I¡¯m here for you if you need someone to talk to.¡± I nod, ¡°I know that you are. I¡¯m just uneasy not knowing anything about the ident. No one wants to talk to me about it. The articles seem fake. The only proof I have of the ident is the jeep.¡± Ah, yes, my jeep. I couldn¡¯t believe it was that badly totalled. I didn¡¯t want a new one. I wanted to fix it. ¡°Everyone is being secretive only because they want to protect you, Atticus.¡± She assured me. ¡°The doctors made it clear that they didn¡¯t want you to relive the trauma. To make that possible and keep you safe, we all agreed to take down all the articles; only the ones that can¡¯t remind you of the crash are still up. Please, for my sake, don¡¯t dig deeper into this.¡± I sigh, ¡°you know I always do what you ask me to do. If that¡¯s truly what you want, I won¡¯t try to find out more about the ident.¡± She smiles, ¡°You don¡¯t realize how hard those days were for me watching you in that hospital bed, wondering if you would ever wake up. I¡¯m so happy you remembered me. I¡¯m d the crash is the only thing that you forgot. I don¡¯t know what I would ever do if you forgot about me and our love.¡± I would usually melt whenever I saw Anya¡¯s smile. This time, I felt nothing. I feel nothing when I touch her, absolutely nothing except the feeling of betrayal. I knew she didn¡¯t want me to dig further into the ident, but I felt like it was the only way to get some answers about why I was suddenly feeling this way. Something important had to be causing it; I was missing some critical information. rissa walks down the beach towards us, and she looks annoyed, just like she always does when she sees me with Anya. The only difference I can spot is that there is a little more hatred than there was in the past. The tension between Anya and rissa had increased. ¡°What are you doing here?¡± Anya demands from her. ¡°This is my date night with Atticus.¡± rissa snares at her, ¡°thest time I checked, the beach was a public space. Anyone cane here when they please.¡± ¡°Well, do you have to be next to the two of us?¡± Anya demands. ¡°I¡¯ll leave after I ask one question,¡± rissa answers her. ¡°And what is that?¡± She demands. ¡°I haven¡¯t seen Autumn around in a while. She¡¯s your best friend. Do you know if she¡¯s doing okay?¡± rissa asks. I immediately stiffened at the mention of Autumn. I¡¯ve always felt uneasy around her, but this time when rissa mentioned her name, I felt a stabbing pain in my chest. It was so bad that I wanted to let go of Anya and ce a hand over my heart. What the f**k was wrong with me all of a sudden? Why was I behaving so weirdly? ¡°Autumn is on vacation with her family,¡± Anya responds through gritted teeth. However, there was an edge to her voice that I hadn¡¯t heard before. Why was she pissed that rissa had asked about Autumn? Their behavior was extra weird today. It made me even more confused about everything happening around me. I was sure about something; there was an important detail about the crash that my family didn¡¯t want me finding out. They were hiding it from me because they wanted to protect me. Whatever it was, it had to be detrimental. They were afraid that when I found out, I would go into a state of shock. I¡¯m assuming from everything Anya has told me, the doctors had to have warned them to keep me away from any news that could make me feel any worse than I already did. ¡°You don¡¯t need to get so defensive.¡± rissa chimes happily. ¡°Autumn is such a nice girl. Unlike you in every way, Anya. She would have suited Atticus better.¡± I rub a hand down my face. I was used to their constant bickering, but it was the first time I wasn¡¯t paying much attention to it. Ever since rissa had brought up Autumn, the feeling inside of me had intensified. I felt even worse than before. Why did just the mention of Anya¡¯s best friend have such an effect on me? What the hell was going on? . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ My body shook with rage; I wanted to believe that those pictures and videos were all fake. I didn¡¯t want to consider that Atticus had moved on the second he thought that I was gone for good. After everything we¡¯ve been through together, why would he return to Anya the moment that I wasn¡¯t there? Did my love for him mean nothing at all? Did he not care that I was missing? Did the both of them set this entire thing up so they could be together again? So many thoughts are running in and out of my head, one after the next. My hands tighten into fists, and I can feel the power within me rising. The table began to shake as it tried to control my power. Skyler, the guy from earlier, told me his name before he left the room. I was d that he wasn¡¯t here to see this. I didn¡¯t want him to know the extent of my power. I didn¡¯t want him to see what I was capable of doing. If I kept this up, not even this table could hold me to this room. The image of Anya and Atticus shed before me once more, and that was all I needed to push my power to its full force, at least the amount of force necessary to break free from the straps. The table begins to shake more aggressively than before, and within seconds the straps break free. There was a mirror in front of me as I sat up, and the dangerous glow in my eyes terrified me. I was getting out of here. And when I did, I would be paying Atticus a visit. Chapter 49 Chapter 49 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 49 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Please,¡± Anya begs. ¡°There¡¯s this huge party tonight at the beach, and everyone will be there. I want us to go together. People need to see us out more often; I want pictures of us posted everywhere.¡± I run a hand through my hair. I didn¡¯t want to go anywhere. I still had this sick feeling in my stomach that something was terribly wrong. I kept trying to dig answers out from the people around me, but everyone got quiet whenever the topic changed to the day of the ident. Surprisingly, Anya was the most hostile whenever I tried to bring it up. Their reactions only fueled my determination to find out the truth. Who could I trust to finally tell me every single detail of that day? It didn¡¯t make sense to me that my parents would go through so much trouble just to remove some articles about an ident. There had to be much more than that. They were keeping me in the dark, and it was making me furious. Why couldn¡¯t they just tell me? Why did they have to hide it from me? How horrible could this secret be? ¡°Atticus!¡± Anya snaps. ¡°Are you hearing anything that I¡¯m saying to you?¡± I was; I couldn¡¯t concentrate or respond because of the many things flowing through my mind. Ever since they had mentioned Autumn to me yesterday, I couldn¡¯t get the girl out of my mind. It was absurd that I had more emotion within me from hearing her name than being beside Anya. Her name didn¡¯t want to leave me. It kept reying and it was driving me insane. ¡°When will Autumn return from her vacation with her family?¡± I asked Anya before I could stop myself. For some reason, I found myself wanting to see her. I couldn¡¯t exin it, but a part of me was almost desperate to see the girl. It worried me that I was feeling this way with a Anya right next to me. It felt like I was betraying her. Anya looked like I¡¯d just pped her in the face for bringing up her best friend in our conversation. ¡°Why would you ask me that?¡± She demands. ¡°She¡¯s your friend. I thought you¡¯d like to have a conversation about her. Is there a problem if I ask about Autumn?¡± I questioned, waiting for her to exin why she¡¯d gotten so bothered by that question. I knew Anya got angry at the simplest things but I didn¡¯t think this would be one of them. ¡°Yes, there is a problem.¡± She snaps. ¡°You barely ever mention Autumn to me. Why are you suddenly so concerned about her whereabouts? I was in the middle of asking you a question, a couple of questions actually, and you ignored all of them so that you could ask me about her. Is something going on that I should know about Atticus?¡± She demands. ¡°Is there something that you¡¯re not telling me?¡± That¡¯s the same question I wanted to ask her. What the hell was going on, and why was everyone so determined to keep it from me? ¡°I¡¯m sorry if I offended you, Anya. I won¡¯t ask about her again if that makes you feel better.¡± I promise her. It was better to keep Autumn out of my head. I was restless because of her, and I had no clue why. The safest thing would be to stop thinking about her, the only problem was that I wasn¡¯t sure how to do it. ¡°Back to what I was trying to say before you interrupted me.¡± She says. ¡°The beach party tonight. Dante and Damon will also be there, but since I want to spend more time with you, they can find something else to do while at the party. We can spend more time together. What do you think?¡± I sigh, ¡°whatever makes you happy, Anya. I didn¡¯t want to go, but I¡¯ll do it just because you¡¯re asking me.¡± She grins and hugs me, ¡°you¡¯re the absolute best. I¡¯m going to choose my outfit. I can¡¯t wait for everyone to see us together. We¡¯re already the highlight of all the magazines now that we¡¯re back together.¡± ¡°Back together?¡± I ask her, confused. When did we ever end our rtionship? Some of the things she said to me after the ident kept confusing me. She freezes but quickly hides her reaction from me, ¡°you misunderstood. I meant that we are finally back together after your ident. Ever since you woke back up, we have been the talk of the town. We can¡¯t let everyone down and not show up for the party. We have to give the people what they want.¡± Give the people what they want. I wasn¡¯t looking forward to the party. I was only going because of Anya. Hopefully, tonight I will feel better than I do right now. It felt like I would never be my usual self until I discovered what everyone was desperate to keep from me. But how long would it be before someone snapped and spilled the truth to me? . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ The second I smash the door open, an rm goes off throughout the building. I didn¡¯t waste any time, I wasn¡¯t sure where I was heading, but I chose to run to the left of me. The chase was on. They knew that I had escaped from the room. I¡¯d waited for what I thought was the right time to break the door down. I can only hope that the voice inside me was right. I saw two men running behind me and increased my speed. No one was in front of me for now, but I knew it was only a matter of time before more men showed up and tried to block my way. My heart is racing as I kept moving forward in full speed. Someone eventually appears before me, and I use my power to smash him against the wall. He wasn¡¯t the only one, they kept oning after him, and I kept hitting each of them against the wall until I was finally able to escape from the building. I hadn¡¯t seen Skyler while trying to escape, which was a good thing. Skyler may be the strongest amongst them since he was the leader. He would have known what to do and how to stop me better than the rest. I expected the building to be packed with people trying to stop me from leaving. It was the opposite. Either they weren¡¯t here, or someone was messing with my head. Maybe they wanted me to believe that I had escaped so they could keep an eye on me. Anything was possible at this point. I knew Skyler was not some amateur kidnapper; he made it clear that I would only be able to escape from here if he wanted me to. The thought of him messing with me made me feel sick to my stomach. Despite my fear of their ns, I kept on moving. I had to see Atticus. I wanted to see for my own eyes that he had betrayed me yet again. After everything, I couldn¡¯t believe I was so stupid to believe even for a second that he cared for me. I gave him my heart, and he stomped all over it. He was all over Anya; he didn¡¯t even wait until I was found, and he didn¡¯t even try to look for me. I thought for sure that he would be there for me, that he would protect me, that he would do all the things he promised to do for me; I couldn¡¯t have been any more wrong than I was about everything. I had no idea where I was; I didn¡¯t know what direction to turn. I was no longer underground which meant that I could ask anyone for help. The problem was that there was no one around. And I couldn¡¯t just stay here and wait for Skyler to find me. For all I knew, he was already watching me and waiting for the right time tough in my face. I had to get back to my parents; they needed to tell me everything they knew. Why did they choose to raise me? Why did they ept me from my mother even after knowing my father was Azai Reign? I¡¯ve known them all my life, and they weren¡¯t the kind of people that got involved in situations that could land them in trouble. So why did they agree to help my biological mother? The more I thought about it, the more it made no sense to me. Why did they do it? Why did my mother choose them to raise me? I sighed; while I knew I needed the answers to all of these questions, I had to give my mind a break. I needed to breathe again. I was tired; my heart was exhausted from all of the pain and torture it¡¯s been through in the past few weeks. It¡¯s been a roller coaster ride, and it still hasn¡¯t stopped moving. I¡¯m in the middle of the forest with no one to turn to, no one to ask for help. I was hoping to find at least one person, but I was out of luck. I was the only one who could get me out of this ce. I was the only person I could rely on. There¡¯s ake to my right, and I gasp when I hear a whisper. Where did ite from? ¡°Who¡¯s there?¡± I demand. I take a step forward and look around me frantically. Had I imagined it? I didn¡¯t think so. I was positive I¡¯d heard someone speak to me. I¡¯m hoping that it wasn¡¯t one of Skyler¡¯s people or I would be screwed. No one answers, and I keep walking, trying to find the person. I know that I wasn¡¯t delusional. I know they had to be around here somewhere. I just had to keep on looking. I pause when I hear more whispers. I look towards thatke in horror; there¡¯s no way the water spoke to me. But I couldn¡¯t deny it any longer; the voice wasing from the water. It was showing me the direction, telling me how to escape. How was that even possible? Was my father also able to understand the water? I¡¯ve been terrified of water my entire life; why did it seem like it was on my side this whole time? I shook that thought out of my head. I didn¡¯t have time to think about this. People were searching for me. Since I didn¡¯t have a single clue about my whereabouts, I decided that the best thing was to listen to the whispers. It was the only option I had left, and I was desperate to escape those psychopaths. I shifted into my wolf; I could escape much faster this way. The moment that I do, I¡¯m racing through the woods, trying to find anything that points to the direction of home. I don¡¯t know how long I was racing through the forest, but I eventually spotted buildings. I wasn¡¯t sure if I had recognized them yet, so I kept going, and finally, I found some hope. I breathe a sigh of relief when I spot houses that I recognize. I wasn¡¯t too far from home. I wasn¡¯t sure what day it was, but I was going to Atticus¡¯s house first. He had plenty of exining to do. The rage inside me only intensified as I remembered the videos Skyler had shown me. It fueled my speed, and before I knew it, I had reached their home. Unfortunately, no one was there. The guards were the only ones present. Where was everyone? It was almost seven in the evening; everyone should have reached back from the academy by now. And why weren¡¯t his parents at least home? The guards were surprised to see me, but I exined to them that I didn¡¯t want anyone to know that I was back. I wanted to catch Atticus in the act. I didn¡¯t want to give him a chance to stop what he was doing with Anya. I wanted to look him in the eye and show him how much he¡¯d hurt me. Not that it would matter, he knew how much he hurt me in the past, and still, he betrayed me in the end. Nothing I said or did now would affect Atticus. He was back with the love of his life. That was all that mattered to him. My greatest fear was finally thrown in my face. I walked into our room, grabbed some clothes, and was about to walk out when I noticed that our pictures had been removed. And then I realized it wasn¡¯t just our room, the entire house; every single reminder of me had been removed. I held a hand over my mouth in shock. Everyone knew that I had been kidnapped and the first thing they chose to do was remove every picture and memory of me from the house. I thought the Fawns had liked me. I had hoped that they had considered me as their family. Now I realized that they¡¯d had me fooled this entire time. I thought Anya was the one his parents had a problem with, but it turned out that they hadn¡¯t liked me either. Why else would they have removed every memory of me right after I went missing? They hadn¡¯t waited. None of them did. They all assumed I was gone for good and decided to move on with their lives like I hadn¡¯t existed, to begin with. What other surprises were waiting for me? What else had they done to prove that I meant nothing to all of them? Did they think that I was dead? Were they hoping that I would have never returned? I fell back against the bed in pain. Emotional pain. This was devastating. I was never important to any of them. And what about rissa? I thought that she at least genuinely liked me. I let out a frustrated scream as I pushed his desk to the ground. Everything came crashing down, one after the next. Everything was a lie¡ªmy entire life. Since the start, everyone has been lying to me. And they haven¡¯t stopped. No one ever truly cared about me or my feelings. I wouldn¡¯t let any of them get away with this. They would all pay for lying to me, hurting me, and recing me like I was f*****g nothing. I didn¡¯t care what I had to do, but I wanted an exnation. I wanted to know why they would treat me this poorly. What had I done? Had I not been good to each of them? Why did they hate me this much? Everyone close to me kept betraying me, apparently nothing had changed. I emptied the drawers searching for a phone. There had to be something here that could tell me where everyone was. I wasn¡¯t going to sit here and wait for them to return home. I wanted to confront them in front of everyone. I wanted everyone to know just how selfish they all were. Even if everyone knew, what would that change? It¡¯s not like they were unaware of what was happening in front of them. They all knew that I was missing, they all knew that Atticus was married to me and Anya was his ex- girlfriend. Yet no one said anything. They were all quiet and back to normal. Absolutely no one cared about me and my feelings. Damn it. Where the hell could I find a phone? I didn¡¯t have mine; I was sure that Skyler had taken it from me when he had kidnapped me. I storm out of the room after ransacking it. The room looked just like I felt right now. It was the least of Atticus¡¯s problems when I finally found him. I wasn¡¯t going to go easy on him this time. I was done being sad and depressed over him; this time, I was pissed, and this time, I wanted answers. And I was getting those answers even if I had to force them out of him. And if I didn¡¯t like those answers, all hell would break loose. They would all pay if there wasn¡¯t a proper exnation for all of this. I didn¡¯t stop in the room; I searched all over the house, still hoping to find a phone, and when I finally did, I didn¡¯t waste any time searching for the answer I was looking for. My eyes zeroed in on an article about a beach party tonight. It had just started, and that¡¯s where they were, no doubt. I mmed the phone onto the desk and stormed out of the house. Everyone was out partying while they all knew that I was missing. That¡¯s just how much I meant to each one of them. I didn¡¯t know whether tough or cry at my pathetic life. No one truly cared about me. My life was nothing but a game to each of them. They treated me like a pile of garbage; no, even garbage was treated better than this. Skyler hadn¡¯t been lying this entire time. They were all already moving on with their lives as if they thought I was dead. Is this how everyone would have reacted if I had indeed died? Would no one care at all? I looked around the house for Atticus¡¯s jeep, and of course, it wasn¡¯t there. He must have carried Anya to the beach with it for the party. I searched for another vehicle, and within seconds I was out of the garage, speeding past the guards. They didn¡¯t try and stop me. Why would they? I was still the daughter-inw of the house. At least the guards didn¡¯t forget that, as everyone else had. My hands were shaking as I drove. I was terrified of seeing Anya and Atticus in person. Seeing them together in pictures and videos was difficult, but I knew it would be excruciating to see it in person. I knew that nothing would ever be able to prepare me for something like that. I still wanted to believe that those pictures were all fake; I wanted to believe that Skyler had lied to me, but I knew better by now. They both had no shame. I knew Anya hated me, but Atticus, I didn¡¯t think he disliked me this much. There was no way he cared for me after what he¡¯d done. I expected so much more from him. I would have never been able to smile if the same thing had happened to him. I would be out there searching for him without getting any sleep. Instead, he returned to Anya like our marriage never even happened. When I pull up to the beach, hundreds of cars are parked in all directions. I didn¡¯t even bother looking for a park as I jumped out of the vehicle and began searching the crowd for him. I wasn¡¯t sure how to find them in such arge crowd, but I wasn¡¯t leaving here tonight until I found them. I pushed through the groups, hoping to see at least one of the Fawns. Once I saw one, they would lead me to Atticus. I was sure of it. I¡¯m disappointed when I see no sign of any of them. Was I mistaken? Had they note here tonight? Where else could they be, then? Was there another party that I didn¡¯t know about? Music was sting the air, and crashing waves were just as loud. Everything was making it harder for me to search for them, infuriating me more than before. Where the hell were those betrayers? I couldn¡¯t give up. I had to have missed something. I knew they were here, I don¡¯t know how I knew it, but I just did. I continued to search once more; I wouldn¡¯t leave without searching every inch of this ce, no matter how big it was. And then I see him. I was positive that it was him. I would know Atticus anywhere. He was leaning against Dante¡¯s jeep, and Anya was in his arms. I swallow, and my heart aches at the sight of them together. So it was true. He had returned to her the second he thought I would never return. All along, he¡¯s been waiting for the right opportunity to run right back into Anya¡¯s arms. She looks the happiest she¡¯s looked in a long while. I couldn¡¯t tell whether Atticus was happy or not. The expression on his face was nk. I couldn¡¯t read him while he was with her. But did it matter at all? I take a step forward but stop myself. I wanted to confront Atticus when he was alone. I wanted to hear what he had to say to defend himself when Anya was not around. I wanted a proper exnation. I deserved an answer after what he did to me. I don¡¯t move; I watch them until Anya excuses herself. Maybe she¡¯s going for water; perhaps she was leaving him for an opportunity to kiss one of his other brothers. I wasn¡¯t sure where she was heading, but I didn¡¯t care. It was my turn now. I wasn¡¯t leaving until I¡¯d said everything on my mind. I push through the crowd and don¡¯t stop until I stand before him. He didn¡¯t notice me at first, but when his eyes finally fell on me, there was a look of confusion on his face. Was he confused that I was still alive? Was he disappointed to see me standing in front of him? ¡°Autumn?¡± He asks as he quirks a brow. I clenched my jaw; his reaction to seeing me only made me angrier. It confirmed that he didn¡¯t care about me at all. Why did I expect more from Atticus? I should have known he would have done something like this to me. I should have known that he was nothing like the man I thought he was in the past. I wanted tough at my stupidity. ¡°Do you have nothing to say for yourself?¡± I demand. I tried hard to remain calm, but it was hard. How could anyone remain calm under these conditions? He crosses his arms over his chest and stops leaning against the jeep, ¡°I¡¯m sorry. Am I missing something here?¡± Iugh, ¡°you¡¯re truly pathetic. Aren¡¯t you?¡± He looks at me as though I¡¯ve lost my mind. He was the one who¡¯d lost his mind. ¡°I¡¯m pathetic?¡± He asks. ¡°I think there¡¯s something wrong going on here. Did you drink? What are you even doing here, Autumn?¡± What was I doing here? Seriously? Was that the first question that he would look to ask me? He didn¡¯t even bother asking how I¡¯d escaped or who had kidnapped me. It was clear that Atticus would have been happier if I had never shown up in front of him again for the rest of his life. ¡°What am I doing here?¡± I ask with venom dripping from my voice. ¡°What are you doing here with Anya? That¡¯s the question I should be asking you!¡± He looked startled but also very interested in what I was trying to say to him. ¡°You¡¯re upset because I¡¯m here with your best friend?¡± He asks, even more confused than before. ¡°Is this some kind of joke? Is Anya ying a trick on me right now? If she is, it isn¡¯t funny.¡± I gape at him. Did he hit his head somewhere? Why was he acting so clueless about everything that I was asking him? It was almost like he was back to the Atticus that barely knew I existed, which was absurd. We were married. I told him I loved him, and he gave me roses and teddy bears and decorated an entire ballroom with pictures of us. How dare he act like none of those things ever happened? How dare he behave like we were never close? ¡°You¡¯re the joke!¡± I snap. ¡°I can¡¯t believe I ever had feelings for someone like you! I wish I had never met you, Atticus. I wish I never fell for someone as horrible as you are! You¡¯re weak and pathetic. You¡¯re not the man I thought you were. You make me sick just looking at you.¡± He unfolds his arms, and now he doesn¡¯t look as unbothered as he¡¯d done just a few seconds ago. He wasn¡¯t happy with the words I¡¯d just said to him. I could tell by the frown on his forehead that he was getting angry. ¡°Feelings for me?¡± He asked as he exhaled loudly. ¡°Now I know you¡¯re f*****g messing with me, Autumn. You don¡¯t have feelings for me. Did Anya tell you to put me up to this test? Is this some stupid game for the two of you? I¡¯m done ying. I¡¯m going to find her.¡± He tries to step around me, but I push him back against the jeep. He looked like he was getting tired of me, and I didn¡¯t care. I needed answers, and he was going to give them to me. I didn¡¯t care what he wanted; this was about me. I was a few seconds away from losing my mind. I was trying my best to stay calm until I got my answers, but if Atticus kept acting like I wasn¡¯t his wife, I wouldpletely snap in front of him. And when I snapped, everyone at this party would know I was back. Everyone would see the power I had within me; I wouldn¡¯t be able to hold it back. Then Skyler and his people wouldn¡¯t be the only people I¡¯d have to be worried about. Everyone who wanted to use my power for their benefit woulde for me. He looks down at my hands on his chest, and I refuse to move them. He wasn¡¯t going anywhere until he told me why he did this to me. ¡°Let go of me, Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m trying to be patient with you because of Anya, but you¡¯re stepping on my patience.¡± ¡°Not until you give me answers!¡± I shout. ¡°Tell me, Atticus. Why did you do it? WHY?¡± ¡°Do what?¡± He hissed. ¡°I¡¯m getting tired of this nonsense. If you don¡¯t let go of me in four seconds, I will make you regret it.¡± He threatened. I wasn¡¯t scared. I didn¡¯t care about his threat. ¡°One.¡± He whispers. I don¡¯t move, not even an inch. ¡°Two.¡± His eyes are now narrowed, and I know he¡¯s trying to intimidate me. ¡°Three.¡± I roll my eyes. Did he think his countdown would affect me? Did he believe that he could frighten me into letting him go? He was about to get a rude awakening. ¡°FOUR.¡± Nothing happens. He stands there ring at me. We stay like that for a few seconds, neither of us saying anything. Without warning, he grabs my shoulders and jams me up against the jeep. ¡°You have one minute to tell me what the f**k is happening here, Autumn. You¡¯re supposed to be on vacation with your family. That¡¯s what Anya told me.¡± He snaps. ¡°You weren¡¯t supposed to be here. Now suddenly, you¡¯re in front of me and telling me things that make no sense. We barely spoke to each other in the past; why are you speaking to me like we are in some rtionship? I don¡¯t believe for one second that this is real. I know that something is going on. I know someone is trying to mess with my head. Do yourself a favor and tell me the truth now before I lose my f*****g mind!¡± Vacation with my family? What the hell was he speaking about? Why did Anya tell him something like that? Did Atticus not know that I had been kidnapped? Was that why everyone was so normal with my disappearance? That day I remembered clearly that he hadn¡¯t seen when the men had snatched me. I had cked out and had no idea what had happened next. But even if that was true, it still didn¡¯t exin why he was here with Anya being all romantic. It also didn¡¯t exin why he said that we barely ever spoke. Nothing about this was making any damn sense to me. I¡¯m about to respond when his eyes narrow. Something else had caught his attention, and I wasn¡¯t sure what it was. To my surprise, he moved closer to me so that our bodies were pressed tightly together. I held my breath; of course, he knew what his closeness would do to me. Maybe that was his n; to distract me with his nearness. It wouldn¡¯t work this time. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. He leans lower so that his face is now near my neck. I remainpletely still as his nose touches the mark he¡¯d left on me below my ear. Atticus surprises me when he suddenly breathes me in. His body turns to stone. He stayspletely still for a few seconds before moving again. His hands are now on both sides of me, pressing against the jeep. His lips were right above my ear, and his body shook hard against mine. A low growl tore from his throat, and it startled me. ¡°Why the f**k is my scent all over your body Autumn?¡± Chapter 50 Chapter 50 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 50 N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I couldn¡¯t breathe. Not with the way Atticus was looking at me. His eyes looked drugged but confused at the same time. What was there to be confused about? I was his. He was mine. How could he ask me that question? His mark was on me. I smell like him because he put that mark there. I smell like him because we¡¯re bonded; we are one. The person standing before me didn¡¯t seem to know any of this, which was simply absurd. How could he not know? I¡¯ve been so confused by his reaction to me since I returned. Why was he acting this weirdly? What could have possibly happened for him to be behaving like this? Did Anya do something to him while I was gone? Was I crazy for thinking that way? She was capable of doing something sneaky, and she had threatened me in the past already. That thought soon flies out of my head as Atticus¡¯s touch bes more desperate. He grabs my waist and pulls my body against his while inspecting my neck. His finger is slowly rubbing the mark, making me wonder what he¡¯s thinking. How could I stay mad at him when he was this close to my body? How could I be angry when my heart was racing because of his nearness? He always knew what his closeness did to me; maybe he was doing it on purpose so that I couldn¡¯t make a scene in front of everyone. His hands were warm, and they sent tingles throughout my body. It was hard to control my need for him, even though I knew this wasn¡¯t the time for any of that. No. I had to find out what was going on before I let my heart flutter like this because of him. I made these same mistakes in the past; I didn¡¯t want to do it again. I was tired of letting Atticus win these arguments because of my feelings for him. ¡°How can you not know the answer to that question?¡± I demand. ¡°The answer is staring you straight in the eyes. Are you blind?¡± He looks even more confused at my words. His grip on my waist tightens, and it seems like he¡¯s having an inner battle with himself. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± Someone shrieks. I didn¡¯t even have to look. I knew that voice well. Anya. She was back. Her annoying voice was all I needed to know that she was here. Couldn¡¯t she have stayed away a little longer? There was plenty I still wanted to ask Atticus, and I knew that with her being here, she would try her best to ensure I didn¡¯t get the opportunity to do so. I should have moved him. I should have continued this conversation somewhere else where no one could disturb us. It was toote for that now. It¡¯s good that she was here. I had plenty to say to her as well. She red at Atticus, but when her eyes fell on me, they widened. She looked like she¡¯d just seen a ghost. If one person were unhappy that I was back, it would be her. She doesn¡¯t try to hide her irritation at seeing me. ¡°Are you surprised to see me, Anya?¡± I ask. ¡°I mean, I¡¯m supposed to be on vacation with my family. At least that¡¯s what Atticus told me that you said to him. Can you tell me where exactly we went? I think my memory might be ying games with me.¡± Atticus looks between the two of us, and I can tell that he¡¯spletely lost. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°I should be asking you that.¡± Anya snaps. ¡°Why are your arms still around her?¡± He looked down at his hands still on my waist and cleared his throat before quickly letting go of me. Why did he do it? Why did he act like touching me was wrong? I¡¯m his wife; he can touch me without feeling guilty. Just how many things have changed around here after I¡¯d been forcibly taken from the academy? Are there any more surprises that I need to prepare myself for? ¡°Did Autumn not go on vacation with her family?¡± He asks her. ¡°It sounds like the both of you are arguing. You¡¯re best friends. I¡¯ve never seen you fight before. Did something happen between the two of you? Is there something that I should know about?¡± Best friends? What world was he living in? We were far from best friends, closer to enemies, after I realized her true feelings towards me. Anya didn¡¯t like me, and it took me too long to know the truth. I would have saved myself plenty of pain if I had recognized her dislike for me earlier. ¡°Of course I didn¡¯t go on vacation with my family!¡± I snap. ¡°Where have you been all this time, Atticus? How could you not realize that something was wrong?¡± What other lies has she been telling him? Anya grabs my arm and pulls me towards her, ¡°watch what you¡¯re saying to him. He¡¯s not ready to hear the truth.¡± Not ready to hear the truth? Who was she to tell me what he was ready to hear? ¡°What¡¯s going on here?¡± Damon asks as he joins us. He¡¯s concerned about Anya; as usual, everyone is always worried about her. He doesn¡¯t see me at first, but when he finally does, he takes a step back. His eyes are wide, like Anya¡¯s when she first saw me. ¡°Autumn?¡± ¡°Why is everyone so surprised to see Autumn here?¡± Atticus asks, looking between the two of us. Why is he asking such a question? How much did Atticus not know? Everyone here seemed to know a lot more than he did, and it surprised me. ¡°Um,¡± Damon says as he tries toe up with a response to his question. ¡°I¡¯m just surprised to see Autumn here when no one informed me that she wasing, that¡¯s all. It¡¯s good to see you, though. I¡¯m d you¡¯re here. I¡¯m sure rissa will be overflowed with happiness to see you.¡± Atticus looks at his brother as though he¡¯d lost his mind. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± rissa gasps as she shows up right behind Damon. She¡¯s the only one that looks happy to see me. But I wasn¡¯t even sure if I could trust her at this point. I wasn¡¯t sure who I could trust amongst myself anymore. They¡¯d all let me down when I needed them the most. She jumps forward and wraps her arms around me. ¡°I can¡¯t believe you¡¯re in front of me right now. My heart feels so happy. It¡¯s so good to see you. I¡¯ve missed you so much.¡± Had she missed me? Then why was her home empty of my belongings? ¡°Am I missing something here?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°Since when are Autumn and rissa best friends?¡± rissa freezes when she realizes that Atticus is here with us. It almost looked like they were trying to hide something from him. She wipes the tears from her eyes, hiding them from Atticus. The more I stood there, the most confused I got. Something terrible was going on, but I couldn¡¯t figure out what it was. Something was not right. Everyone was acting strange. But none as strangely as Atticus. ¡°I¡¯ve always preferred having Autumn around over Anya.¡± rissa teases without looking directly at him. ¡°I¡¯m just showing her how happy I am that she¡¯s here. There¡¯s nothing wrong with that. If you¡¯ll excuse me, Autumn and I have some important catching up to do.¡± rissa wraps her arms around mine and pulls me away from Anya and Atticus. I could feel their eyes digging into my back as I was dragged away. I wasn¡¯t finished speaking to Atticus. I still had plenty on my mind to scream and shout at him. But I couldn¡¯t do it earlier because he was clueless about everything. ¡°I know that you must be both angry and confused right now,¡± rissa whispers the moment that we¡¯re far enough so that Atticus can¡¯t listen to our conversation. ¡°But there is a reasonable exnation for everything happening right now.¡± Really? I couldn¡¯t think of anything that would be able to exin the craziness happening around me. Atticus was acting clueless, and Anya was happy to rub it in my face that she had him back in her life. What had caused this massive change? Before I had been kidnapped, Atticus promised to be a better husband; what caused that sudden change in his behavior? ¡°I thought you liked me,¡± I tell her. ¡°I went to your home. Every single picture of me has been removed. My clothes are gone, and everything of mine haspletely disappeared. It¡¯s like all of you tried to erase my existence when you found out that I was missing. None of you tried to find me. Do you realize how that makes me feel? Do you¡ª¡± rissa hugs me mid-sentence, ¡°you have it all wrong, Autumn. Of course, we all like you; we don¡¯t just like you; we love you like family. You are our family.¡± ¡°Is that how you treat family?¡± I demand. Nothing was adding up. Someone was lying to me. ¡°I can exin. All you have to do is listen.¡± She begs. ¡°Once you hear what I say, you will understand everything.¡± I decided that she at least deserved a chance to exin herself. She was always nothing but pleasant to me. Maybe I could still trust her; I just had to listen to her exnation and decide whether or not she was telling the truth. I crossed my arms over my chest and nodded; it was my signal for her to continue. This was the only chance that she would get. ¡°When you got kidnapped, Atticus saw everything. He saw the men throw you into a vehicle after drugging you. He tried to stop them, but they had already driven off; he didn¡¯t stop there; he chased the vehicle with his jeep, and that is when something horrible happened.¡± She begins to exin. The look on her face worries me. Something horrible happened? The fear in my heart exploded in my chest, I think I knew where she was heading with this, but I don¡¯t think I was ready to hear it. I was hoping that I was wrong. ¡°We don¡¯t know the exact details, but Atticus got into an ident. Before it happened, he called Damon and informed him that you had been taken. He ordered him to close down all roads so that your kidnappers couldn¡¯t escape. That¡¯s thest anyone heard from Atticus. When we arrived at the scene, Atticus¡¯s jeep was flipped over and smashed against a tree. You were nowhere to be found. We searched everywhere for the vehicle he described but couldn¡¯t find it.¡± I covered my mouth as I waited for her to continue. I can¡¯t breathe. My heart aches so much with this new information. An ACCIDENT? Atticus had gotten into an ident while trying to save me. This entire time I was angry because I thought he had moved on because he believed I was gone for good. I thought he was happy that I had disappeared. I felt guilty after knowing I had been so wrong all along. ¡°When we pulled Atticus from the jeep, he was barely recognizable with all of the blood and bruises covering his body. I thought we had lost him. But the doctors did a great job at bringing him back. But even they couldn¡¯t work a miracle. His body was trying to heal itself, but too much damage had already been done. When Atticus woke up, he surprised everyone when he hugged Anya. We weren¡¯t aware of what was happening until we spoke to the main doctor assigned to him. It was the worst news that any of us were expecting.¡± My heart was pounding against my chest; it was not easy finding out that the love of my life had gone through something so horrible, and I was nowhere around when it happened. I wasn¡¯t there when he needed me the most, but it wasn¡¯t my fault. We were both going through something awful at the exact time. But it only happened to Atticus because he was trying to save me. I was unconscious when the ident urred; I had no idea it had even urred until now. An ident? Those words kept repeating in my head. The more I thought about it, the worse I felt. How did this happen? How did his jeep flip? ¡°They said that his head had taken the most impact from the ident. The doctor imed they tried their best, but this wasn¡¯t something they could have prevented. Atticus has temporary memory loss, but the doctor also informed us that it¡¯s possible it can even be permanent. Only time will be able to answer whether it¡¯s temporary or not. We haven¡¯t taken the news lightly. It¡¯s been a rough few days, and we¡¯ve been trying our best to cope.¡± Everything made so much sense now. Atticus acted clueless because he was unaware of our marriage; he was unaware of my love for him. He was unaware of every time we¡¯ve spent together, he didn¡¯t have any of those memories, but I had them all. I was the one that would suffer now that he didn¡¯t remember me. I was the one that would miss him like crazy. ¡°We never wanted to remove every memory of you from his life, Autumn; I¡¯m so sorry you had to find out like this.¡± She apologizes. ¡°But when the doctor told his parents that reminding Atticus of you could cause more damage than good, they panicked. They removed everything that could remind him of you. Including all of the articles about your marriage to him. Even the articles about you being kidnapped. They worked hard to ensure that he never found out the truth. But I can assure you that everyone was still searching for you, your parents, Damon, and all of us who remembered you kept looking for you. I begged them not to hide the truth from Atticus; I knew that the moment he regained his memories, he would never forgive them for not telling him about you. I mean, he almost died trying to save you, and Atticus would want to remember the woman he risked his life for. But no one listened to me.¡± My body felt numb everywhere. Not only had Atticus gotten into a horrible ident, but he also had no memory of our time together. He couldn¡¯t remember anything about us. I didn¡¯t know what to do. My heart was racing, and the devastation I felt with this news had only intensified. rissa pulls out her phone and points the screen at me, ¡°this is the jeep. In case you don¡¯t believe that I¡¯m telling you the truth. These are all the articles that were removed from it as well.¡± I look at the pictures, one after the next. It was printed in bold that Atticus had crashed while trying to save me. rissa must have kept them to show me. Everyone knew the truth, but they kept it from Atticus to protect him. I tried to stay calm, but nothing could stop my pain. I didn¡¯t think my heart could hurt this much. I didn¡¯t know it was possible for anything else to cause me this much pain. Atticus got into an ident because of me. Because of me. I close my eyes as the tears slowly build up. And now his memory of us was gone. I knew I was repeating myself, but I couldn¡¯t get past this. It was hard to ept everything that had happened while I was gone. ¡°Autumn?¡± rissa calls my name. I can¡¯t hear her; I can¡¯t listen to anything she¡¯s saying, not when I feel like this. I know he doesn¡¯t remember me, but I need to be near him. We¡¯ve been apart for too long. I couldn¡¯t take this separation anymore. I couldn¡¯t stand knowing the truth about everything. ¡°Autumn?¡± rissa calls my name once more. ¡°Are you okay? You look pale!¡± The fear in her voice is unmistakable. Before I know it, I¡¯m turning away from her and running in the opposite direction. I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m going, but there is only one person on my mind. I have to find him. I need to get close to him. I held my breath when I spotted Atticus a short distance away. He¡¯s in a heated argument with Anya. I know they¡¯re in an argument because of the way they were both ring at each other. Mostly Anya was the one ring at him. How could she be that angry with him after the life-threatening ident he¡¯d recently been in? I didn¡¯t believe for one second that she was actually in love with him. I¡¯m unsure what her intention was with Atticus, but I couldn¡¯t let her get her way. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m doing; I can¡¯t seem to control my feet or the rest of my body, for that matter. I¡¯m still running towards them. Atticus looks up and spots me racing toward him. His eyes are confused at first and then wide as he waits for the impact. He doesn¡¯t have time to prepare as I throw myself into his arms. His hands reach out and grab my waist to steady me. My hands are on his hair first. I couldn¡¯t stop the tears as my fingers dug into the strands, as I pulled our bodies closer together. I know that he doesn¡¯t remember us, but I can¡¯t help myself. I need this. Knowing what I did now, I had to hold him at least once. Just once, I wanted to keep him close to me. I didn¡¯t care what would happen next. I didn¡¯t care that Anya was shouting my name. I didn¡¯t care about anything but the man in my arms. The man that risked his life for me. The man that I misjudged this entire time. My husband. My mate. Yes. My mate. Mine. I gasped at the sudden revtion. Why did it take me this long to realize it? He¡¯s been mine this entire time, yet it took me forever to realize it. It made sense why Atticus was able to mark me. It suddenly made sense why I always loved him more than anyone or anything else. The answer had been staring me straight in the face all this time. But what did this mean about Anya? Did he reject her? How could the both of us be his mate at the same time? And why did Atticus never recognize me as his mate even after marking me? Did he know all this time? All these questions are threatening my sanity. What did I do from here? ¡°Get your hands off my mate!¡± Anya screams behind me. I can feel the shock radiating off Atticus¡¯s body as I continue to hold him against me. How did I exin all of this to him? rissa made it clear to me that her family did everything to make him forget about me in fear of him going into an incredible state of shock from finding out about me. As much as I wanted to keep holding onto him, I knew I couldn¡¯t keep it up. I knew I had to do something to get a grip on myself. But just for a few more seconds, I wanted this. I wanted to savor every second of this hug because I had no idea how long it would be before I had my Atticus back. I had no idea what would happen after this moment. I was terrified. Terrified of our future together. Terrified of never getting the opportunity to have him this close to me again. Chapter 51 Chapter 51 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 51 ~ATTICUS~ Autumn fits perfectly into my arms. I¡¯ve never held her like this in the past, but why does this feel so familiar to me? Why does it feel like this wasn¡¯t the first time? She smells amazing¡ªa mixture of my scent coupled with her own. Since I returned from the hospital, my entire life seemed like a huge mess, a mystery waiting for me to solve. Why was Autumn holding onto me like this in front of Anya? They were best friends, yet they seemed more like enemies now. I¡¯ve never seen such hatred in either of them before. And rissa, when did she be close friends with Autumn? Nothing could exin why Damon was so shocked to see her. Autumn made it clear that she wasn¡¯t on vacation with her family like Anya told me, so then, where was she all this time? And why was everyone except Anya so happy to see her? How can I exin what I felt while holding Autumn? She was my mate¡¯s best friend, for crying out loud. This shouldn¡¯t be happening; I shouldn¡¯t feel like this because of her. But was Anya even my mate anymore? Why did I feel nothing for her? Instead, my feelings are for the woman with her arms wrapped around me. Her hands are on my hair, and f**k me; it feels so good. I never want to let her go. I want to pick her up and hold onto her for the rest of my life. Ah, f**k. What was the meaning of these thoughts and feelings? I still didn¡¯t understand how she still smelled like me. The only thing that can exin a scent this strong. . . I didn¡¯t want to think about it because it wasn¡¯t f*****g possible. I wouldn¡¯t have marked Autumn. That¡¯s something I would have remembered doing. I loved Anya too much to mark her best friend and not her. Autumn slowly lets go of me, and my heart squeezes at the tears on her cheeks. Had she been crying the entire time while hugging me? I didn¡¯t think seeing someone cry would have much of an impact on me. I didn¡¯t realize I cared this much until now. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± She whispers as she wipes her tears. ¡°I didn¡¯t know about the ident. I¡¯m sorry, Atticus. If I had known. . .¡± She didn¡¯t finish her sentence, and I had no clue what she wanted to say. Everyone knew about the ident; why was she not informed? Where had she been to have not heard? And why did it seem like a secret, just like the events of my ident were? Furthermore, why was she apologizing? She wasn¡¯t the one that caused the ident to begin with. What was she this upset about? She imed that she had feelings for me; at first, I thought that it had been a lie; I thought that Anya had asked her to mess with me. She was always doing random things like that. It wasn¡¯t something I wouldn¡¯t have expected from Anya. Now, I wasn¡¯t so sure that Autumn had been lying to me. Her tears seemed genuine, and the pain on her face wasn¡¯t something anyone could easily fake. My body wanted to go to her, to ease her pain, to make her smile. I shouldn¡¯t be thinking this way. I know it¡¯s wrong, and I know she¡¯s crying but damn it, Autumn never looked more beautiful. She¡¯s always been breathtaking to me. But today, she¡¯s radiant, messing with my heart and mind. Does she even know what she¡¯s doing to me? Does she even care? And what the f**k am I supposed to do with all of these unexinable feelings? . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ ¡°That¡¯s enough from you.¡± Anya snaps as she grabs my arm and pulls me away from Atticus. I was surprised she didn¡¯t pull me away sooner. Maybe she was too startled to act right away. I was even more surprised when Atticus never pushed me away. He held me against him even though his touch was light. He seemed confused by my actions, and it was totally understandable. ¡°Get your hands off me.¡± I hiss as I push her away. I know that Atticus is watching us, and because of that, I can¡¯t tell her everything that I want to. I didn¡¯t think I would ever hate Anya as much as I hated her at this exact moment. If she continued to mess with me, she would get what she was asking for. She was even worse than I initially thought she was. What kind of person took advantage of someone who¡¯d lost their memory? Atticus made it clear that things were over between them; he made it clear that I was his wife. Did she have no self-respect? Couldn¡¯t she take the hint by now? ¡°Are you insane?¡± She whispers. ¡°You could have made a mess out of everything because of that little stunt you just yed.¡± ¡°Do you have any shame at all?¡± I ask her. ¡°I didn¡¯t think you could stoop any lower, Anya, but here we are today.¡± ¡°I¡¯m only trying to protect Atticus.¡± She snaps. ¡°I don¡¯t have any ulterior motives. You¡¯re just angry that he¡¯s back to his past self. He doesn¡¯t remember marrying you, and I think that¡¯s for the best. Marrying you was the worst decision he ever made. Ever since you entered his life, Atticus has been in constant danger. He almost died because of you. Why don¡¯t you give up and let him go? At least with me, he was safe; no one was trying to harm him. I can¡¯t say the same about you.¡± My jaw clenched; I hated that her words were partly true. Atticus has been in constant danger recently. ¡°Autumn!¡± rissa calls out to me as she grabs my arm and pulls me away for a second time. ¡°We need to get you out of here.¡± She tells me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for throwing all of that information on you. It was too much for you to take in all at once.¡± Maybe everyone was right. If I had reacted this way after learning of the ident, there¡¯s no telling how Atticus would take the news. I couldn¡¯t let my emotions get in the form of protecting him, no matter how much it hurt. He risked his life for me. I could do this much for him. She pulled me away, so we were next to Damon¡¯s car. After scanning her surroundings, she opens her mouth to speak. ¡°What did you say to Atticus?¡± She asks. ¡°Nothing that could cause any problems,¡± I assure her. ¡°I just needed to hold him at least once. My heart breaks every time I think of the ident. It was all my fault. He was protecting me when it happened.¡± ¡°Stop that.¡± rissa snaps. ¡°You had just been kidnapped. How is any of this your fault? If Atticus were in that situation, you would have done the same thing for him.¡± It was true, but it didn¡¯t make the pain any less bearable. ¡°I knew that we would have you back in our lives eventually. I knew that you were a fighter and that you would find a way back to us.¡± She tells me. ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re here, Autumn. But I need to know what happened. How did you escape your kidnappers? Did they let you go? If they did, why did they take you to begin with? And who was brave enough to mess with both of our families?¡± I didn¡¯t know where to start to exin. It would have been easier to exin to Atticus if he hadn¡¯t lost his memory than to exin to rissa. He was the one that was aware of everything that happened to me while I was with him. ¡°My father was a sorcerer.¡± I chose to hit her with the scariest part first, and that was the fact that my father wasn¡¯t a simple man. ¡°My real parents aren¡¯t the Riveras¡¯. My real name was Autumn Rosetta Reign before the Riveras¡¯ adopted me. There is plenty I still don¡¯t know or understand, but my parents have a lot of exining to do. They¡¯ve known the truth but chose to keep it from me.¡± Her eyes are wide, ¡°you were adopted? Like me? This is insane. But what does that have to do with you getting kidnapped? Why would anyone do that to you and then let you go?¡± Even I was trying to figure out the ¡®letting me escape¡¯ part of their n. Why did they let me leave? What else were they nning? ¡°I don¡¯t know if you¡¯ve heard of the name Azai Reign. ording to the men who kidnapped me, he wasn¡¯t just any sorcerer. He was evil, desperate for power. He was filled with plenty of greed and wanted to use his power to rule the world. He wanted to be the only king of ournd.¡± I exined in the best way I could think of. I knew that this story would be difficult for anyone to stomach. It was even more challenging for me. All this time, I was someone different from who I thought I was. All this time, I was the daughter of a greedy psychopath. I was ashamed to know this truth. But I couldn¡¯t keep hiding from it for the rest of my life. It was something I would have to learn to live with. ¡°If your father is a sorcerer. . . Then doesn¡¯t that make you one as well?¡± She asks. ¡°But you¡¯re a werewolf, like the rest of us. I¡¯ve never seen you use spells and magic before. That¡¯s something you can¡¯t just miss. Or have I been blind this entire time?¡± ¡°I¡¯m a hybrid. My mother, even though I barely knew anything about her, was a werewolf. She was the one who killed my father. I¡¯m also not the only child; my mother had triplets, and I was the only one out of the three that seemed weak to my father. He wanted to get rid of me because he only wanted powerful children. I suspect he wanted to use all of us to help him gain more power. My mother realized his evil ns and killed him before he could cause any more harm. She killed him to protect us. And then she ran, she ran with her three children. I don¡¯t know how she got the Riveras¡¯ to take care of me for her, but I have no idea what happened after. They never found her, and they never found my siblings, either. The only reason they saw me was due to my power, it was suddenly activated, and because I was using it, it alerted them.¡± ¡°You have power like your father?¡± She asks in amazement. ¡°How long have you known? Why didn¡¯t you tell me?¡± My cheeks are red at her question, ¡°because I was embarrassed to tell anyone what I used the power for. I was also terrified because I didn¡¯t understand what was happening to me. I knew something had to be wrong; I thought I was only a werewolf; I wasn¡¯t aware of my true form until now.¡± Sheughs at my expression, ¡°you used it on Atticus, didn¡¯t you?¡± My eyes are wide, and sheughs louder, ¡°the expression on your face tells me all that I need to know. If it helps, I¡¯m d that you did. I trust you, Autumn; I know you won¡¯t ever do anything that would mess up your character. And I¡¯m sure you only did it because you had no idea how to control yourself.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t only use it on Atticus,¡± I confess. ¡°That day when Carter and the fearsome ambushed us. I used my power multiple times on that day. I used it to throw them off him. And I also used it on the night of the game. Do you remember when I asked you to cover for me? I was there at the game. I used my power to ensure that the fearsome beasts lost that game. I wanted to get revenge on them for hurting Atticus, and I knew the easiest way was to hit them where it would hurt the most. I knew it would hurt their egos if they lost the game, and I ensured they did.¡± ¡°What?¡± She shouts. ¡°That¡¯s so freaking crazy! But in a good way. I can¡¯t believe you did that, and no one knew. That¡¯s amazing, Autumn. You¡¯re amazing.¡± I wouldn¡¯t say amazing, but I was happy that she was at least proud of me. I was afraid that others would judge me for what I¡¯d done; it wouldn¡¯t have mattered if they had; I was just happy to get revenge on them. ¡°But that still doesn¡¯t exin how you escaped from them.¡± She points out. ¡°They had me strapped to a table.¡± I start, and her eyes are wide with horror. ¡°It was very frightening. I didn¡¯t know what was happening. And then someone named Skyler exined why I was there. They want me to take my father¡¯s ce. They want me to fill the void that he left.¡± ¡°Are you saying they want your help to take over the world?¡± She asks. ¡°That¡¯s absurd. No one person is strong enough to cause such destruction.¡± I sigh, ¡°they believe that my father was capable of doing it, and because he was capable, they¡¯re hoping that I can as well. Skyler showed me the pictures of Anya and Atticus together. I¡¯ve realized that my power is the strongest when it concerns Atticus. I could only break free from the straps because of my anger at what I¡¯d seen. I also wanted to see Atticus for myself. I wanted to confront him first before I did anything that I would regret. My life is still in danger. I know Skyler purposefully let me escape. Everything was too easy; I don¡¯t believe they wanted to keep me trapped there. And there must be another reason for it. I¡¯m just not sure what it is just yet.¡± rissa hugs me again, ¡°I¡¯m so sorry all this is happening to you, Autumn. First, Atticus loses his memory, and now this. I¡¯m here for you. I¡¯m not leaving your side. If you need me for anything, just let me know.¡± I smile, ¡°I¡¯m happy you never betrayed me, rissa. I¡¯m happy you¡¯re a true friend. And I¡¯m sorry for ever doubting you. I can¡¯t stay here, just like you said earlier. I need to see my parents. They are the ones that can fill in the nks for me.¡± And after hearing what they had to say, I would decide what to do from there. But there was still Atticus and his memory lost. I would not let Anya have him. She didn¡¯t love him as I did. She was using his loss of memory for her benefit. The moment Atticus regained his memory, it would be over for her. She continuously showed her true colors. She hadn¡¯t changed for the better; she¡¯d only gotten worse. I tried to control my anger; I didn¡¯t want to lose control of my body again. Crazy things happened whenever I did. ¡°I¡¯ll take you to see your parents,¡± rissa tells me. ¡°I¡¯m sure they would be overjoyed to know you¡¯re safe. They may have a better idea of what to do about Skyler and his people as well.¡± ¡°I already came with a vehicle,¡± I inform her. ¡°I took it from your garage.¡± Sheughs, ¡°why am I not surprised? I¡¯ll inform Damon what¡¯s happening, so he doesn¡¯t freak out.¡± I nod and wait for her to return; when she does, hees with her, however. She looks irritated as she rejoins my side. I could tell she didn¡¯t want him to follow us for once. ¡°He doesn¡¯t want to let us leave alone.¡± She sighs. ¡°We¡¯re stuck with him for the night.¡± ¡°How the f**k am I supposed to leave you both alone when psychopaths are looking for Autumn?¡± He demands. ¡°We need to be extra careful and increase all security.¡± It seems that rissa had already told Damon everything I had said to her. I wasn¡¯t ready to inform others, but if she trusted him, I guess I could as well. He was Atticus¡¯s brother, after all. ¡°Your parents can¡¯t know about this,¡± rissa tells him. ¡°You know how crazy they would react if they realized who Autumn truly is. Atticus kept it from everyone even before he knew the entire truth because he wanted to protect Autumn. We need to honor his wishes and do the same.¡± He nods, ¡°I already know that.¡± I look back at Atticus and Anya. He¡¯s looking at me as I leave, and it breaks my heart to know that he doesn¡¯t remember what we had. I was finally beginning to trust him again, he was ultimately trying to be the man of my dreams, and everything was destroyed in a second. The ride to my home is a quiet one, and I can barely feel my legs when we pull into the parking lot. As soon as I entered the door and my mother¡¯s eyes fell on me, she screamed with joy. My heart hurt as she ran towards me and pulled me into her arms. It felt different now that I knew they¡¯d lied to me since the beginning. I still loved and respected them, but I was hurt. If they¡¯d told me, I would have understood. I spent my whole life never knowing they weren¡¯t my birth parents. I spent my entire life never learning about my father¡¯s terrible past. And I thought I was going crazy when my body started doing weird spells. I would have been more prepared if they¡¯d taken the time to talk to me. ¡°I¡¯m so happy that you¡¯re safe.¡± She cried as she rubbed my back. My father joins us then after hearing her cries, and he also hugs me tightly to him. It felt good to be in their arms. I wish they hadn¡¯t lied to me. ¡°We searched everywhere for you.¡± My father informs me. ¡°We¡¯re still looking. Your brother and sister are leading the searches. There are still hundreds of people out there. Everyone came together hoping to find you; we were never going to give up hope, Autumn. We were never going to stop searching until we found you.¡± ¡°We would have done more if Atticus¡¯s family didn¡¯t want him to find out about you and the ident. We had to keep everything away from him.¡± My mother informs me. ¡°We knew that you cared for him and would wish the same. To keep him out of danger, we made the hard decision not to inform him about you.¡± ¡°Mom. Dad.¡± I say, and they both look at me with fear, almost like they know what I am about to say. ¡°I know you are not my real parents. I know that my father is a sorcerer. I know that his name was Azai Reign. I know he¡¯s dead, and I know what he tried to do. I know almost everything. And I need you to tell me the truth. I need to know where my biological mother is.¡± They look at each other, and I can see the panic in their gazes. ¡°How do you know this?¡± My father finally asks. ¡°Someone by the name of Skyler, he¡¯s in charge of Azai¡¯s people now. He wants to use me to continue what my biological father started. He told me everything. There¡¯s just one thing I don¡¯t understand. Why did you agree to help my mother? Why did you raise me as your daughter? And why did you never tell me the truth?¡± My mother sighs and guides me to the sofa, ¡°Aura, that is your mother¡¯s name. She was a good friend of mine as well as your father. We warned her not to get mixed up with Azai. We knew the kind of person that he was. Everyone knew. But she didn¡¯t listen to us, and she fell deeply in love with him. He tricked her into thinking that he loved her too. Azai never wanted a partner; he never had a love interest. She was just another fling to him. What he didn¡¯t expect was for her to be pregnant.¡± She tells me. He tricked my mother into falling in love with him? My dislike for him had just doubled. How much did she have to endure because of him? I didn¡¯t know anything about her until now, but it still broke my heart, she was my mother, and she sacrificed to save me. It hurts that I may never have the opportunity ever to meet her and thank her for everything she¡¯d done. ¡°When she told him, he pretended to be happy; he pretended to be in love. He saw this as an opportunity to gain power through his unborn children. But when you were born, along with your other two siblings, he immediately disliked you. I¡¯m sure Skyler told you why already. Your mother killed him to protect you, and she begged us to adopt you. She couldn¡¯t leave your brother and sister with us because they had the dark symbol. Anyone would be able to find them easily because of it. But you, you were easier to hide because you were the only one that didn¡¯t have it. Because she was such a good friend to us and we fell in love with you at first sight, we decided to take you in as our own. It¡¯s something that we have not regretted even to this day. Adopting you was the best decision we ever made.¡± My heart swells with love for my parents. Both of them. They both took chances to save me, to give me a good life. I was lucky to have them. I was also happy they didn¡¯t regret saving me by adopting me and hiding me from Skyler and the rest of them. But it still didn¡¯t exin why they didn¡¯t tell me. I hate that they chose to keep this truth from me. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell me the truth?¡± I ask. ¡°I would have understood. I wouldn¡¯t have held it against you. I would have loved you more knowing what you did to protect me and what you did for my mother.¡± My father pats my head gently, ¡°because we knew the kind of person you are, Autumn. We didn¡¯t want you to go searching for your mother. If you did, we knew that your father¡¯s men would have eventually found you. We were doing it to protect you. We promised your mother that we would always keep you safe. And we managed to fulfill that promise until now. I don¡¯t understand how they found you; we¡¯ve been doing a good job protecting and hiding you from them. What gave your identity away?¡± C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. It was my turn to be flustered, ¡°it¡¯s my fault.¡± ¡°Your fault?¡± My mother asks, startled. ¡°How could it be your fault when you knew nothing about them until now?¡± ¡°I started using my power. The same power I didn¡¯t know that I had. Eventually, it alerted them, and they came to find me. They¡¯ve been watching me for a while, studying me. After they realized that I had power simr to Azai¡¯s, they decided that I was worth going through all of the trouble for. That¡¯s how they found me.¡± ¡°You have your father¡¯s power?¡± My mother asks in horror. I wince at the fear in her voice. She knows how consuming his power was. I nod, ¡°I have it. I don¡¯t know how powerful it is, but it¡¯s there. And at times, it does feel scary, like it wants to control me. I¡¯ve used it for my benefit multiple times already without realizing what was happening. It scares me now that I know what my father was capable of doing.¡± ¡°This is not good,¡± my father says. ¡°We thought that you were lucky; we had hoped that since you didn¡¯t have the dark symbol that the power had not been passed down to you. We¡¯ve been keeping a close eye on you all these years, praying that it never showed up. And it never did until now. But why now? What triggered it?¡± ¡°Where is my mother?¡± I ask. ¡°She must have told you where to find her.¡± My mother gives me a sympathetic look, ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Autumn. She chose to keep that a secret from everyone for the safety of your siblings. She knew that people would want to use them for their bad deeds. She¡¯s staying hidden for their sake. If Skyler hasn¡¯t gotten his hands on them, that¡¯s a good thing. It means that her n is working.¡± If I tried to look for my family, I would cause them more harm than good. It meant that I couldn¡¯t look for them without them getting hurt. There was nothing I could do about it. If my mother wanted to find me, she knew where I was. I can only hope that they were safe where they were. In the meantime, I had to find a way to prevent Skyler from trying to kidnap me again. I knew it wasn¡¯t over. I knew that he still had plenty nned. Evil ns. ns to use me for his own greedy needs. I didn¡¯t have much time to prepare. I needed to learn how to unlock my power before it was toote. I had to be prepared for when they came for me. I had to learn how to fight back to protect myself and everyone that mattered to me. I had to fight back for Atticus. I had to remind him of us. And I had to do it in a way that would not cause him harm. Chapter 52 Chapter 52 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 52 It was my first day back to school since being kidnapped. My parents had increased security everywhere; the academy had tripled its guards. As per their wish, I had two bodyguards following me wherever I went, even in the academy, considering that¡¯s where I¡¯d gotten kidnapped in the first ce. My parents were now afraid of every step I took away from them. I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if they were waiting for me in their vehicles right outside. They didn¡¯t want me to return; they said it was too risky. I chose to do it because I wanted to be near Atticus. He wouldn¡¯t be able to remember me if I was nowhere around to remind him of us. I was no longer living with Atticus; since he wasn¡¯t aware that we were married, I would have to stay with my parents for now. It wasn¡¯t easy knowing that things had changed so much between us in just a few days, but I had to learn toe to terms with it. I was just happy that he¡¯d survived the crash. I loved being near my family, but I loved being next to Atticus more. I wanted to be back in our room together, watching him sleep next to me and tease him when I wanted to. I wanted things to return to where they were before I¡¯d lost him to memory loss. I wish there were a way for me to return to the Fawn¡¯s home without Atticus suspecting anything. I didn¡¯t like being this far from him. I hated it so much. Now that I knew he almost died while trying to save me, I was even more desperate to be next to him. I wanted to thank him for trying his best to protect me, and I wanted to apologize for immediately thinking the worst when I saw the images of him and Anya together. He wasn¡¯t the horrible one. She was. She knew the truth, yet she made him think they were still together. ¡°Are you okay?¡± rissa asks me. ¡°I know it will not be easy pretending you¡¯re not with Atticus. And I know it will be harder having to see him with Anya. She will undoubtedly use this to her advantage for as long as possible. Don¡¯t let her get to you. Atticus was only acting like this because he couldn¡¯t remember anything. You got him to choose you once; I¡¯m positive that he will choose you again. You need to remind him what It¡¯s like to have you in his life. And I know that¡¯s not difficult for you to do. Your presence is something that no one can ignore, not even Atticus. His eyes will always go straight to you whether he likes it or not.¡± I could do that. I could remind Atticus of what we had without causing him any harm. My problem was seeing him with Anya. Now that he thought they were still together, there was no telling what they would do. I didn¡¯t want to think of him touching and kissing her. It made me feel sick to my stomach. I didn¡¯t want him with anyone but me. Anya yed dirty to get what she wanted. That was the type of person she was. She didn¡¯t care about anyone¡¯s feelings but her own. ¡°Are they going to be following us everywhere?¡± rissa asks me as she points at the two bodyguards behind us. I nod, ¡°it¡¯s the only reason my parents agreed to let me return to the academy.¡± She sighs, ¡°I guess I¡¯m okay with it as long as they keep you safe. I don¡¯t want to lose you again. It was a horrifying experience, and I never want to relive it.¡± We stop walking when we see Atticus and Anya in front of us. He¡¯s hugging her, and her arms are wrapped tightly around his neck. The immediate pain in my chest at the sight almost made me trip over my own two feet. It¡¯s already beginning¡ªthe pain. What could I do to make this easier? rissa held my hand, giving me the strength that I needed. ¡°You can do this. Remember, you¡¯re the one he wants; his heart knows it even if his mind doesn¡¯t. His heart will always win the battle. Anya can¡¯t do anything to change that.¡± I was grateful to have rissa with me. I felt guilty for ever thinking that she had betrayed me. I should have known that she was genuine and kind. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Anya turns around and spots us. There is a triumphant smile on her face as she leans into Atticus. Her head is on his chest, and her hands are holding onto his arms. Atticus follows her gaze, and his entire body goes rigid when his eyes fall on me. There is obvious tension between the two of us. ¡°He doesn¡¯t even look at Anya like that,¡± rissa whispers. ¡°And he doesn¡¯t even remember being married to you. It¡¯s proof that his heart still belongs to you; he must remember that.¡± Anya whispers something to him, and he looks away from me. I guess that she told him to stop staring. ¡°I¡¯m so d to have you back,¡± Anya says. ¡°I was in shock yesterday since you didn¡¯t tell me that you were returning. But today, I¡¯m just happy to see you.¡± Of course, she had to continue the lie she told Atticus. She also had to pretend that we were still best friends. That¡¯s thest thing Atticus would remember, us being on good terms with each other. ¡°It¡¯s good to be back as well,¡± I respond. ¡°Things are different from what I remember them to be.¡± ¡°Well, sometimes change is a good thing, Autumn. You¡¯ll be happier if you ept what it is now.¡± Atticus looks between us, and I can tell how confused he is. He doesn¡¯t know what we¡¯re speaking about; he also doesn¡¯t know that it¡¯s all about him. ¡°We¡¯re having a party tonight at our home,¡± Atticus says suddenly. ¡°Why don¡¯t youe?¡± Anya res at him, surprised that he¡¯d asked me. Even I was surprised that he¡¯d invited me to his home. In the past, before we were married, Atticus never did things like this. He never asked me to any parties. What made this different? Maybe rissa was right; perhaps he still had our memories in his heart and couldn¡¯t control his actions around me. ¡°Why are you inviting her?¡± Anya demands. Atticus looks taken aback by her question, ¡°I thought that¡¯s what you wanted me to do. You just said that you¡¯re happy that she¡¯s back. Wouldn¡¯t you be happier if Autumn was there tonight?¡± She was trapped. She was the one pretending that everything was perfect between us. Now, what could she say to defend her actions? How long would she keep pretending that she considered me her friend? I knew her well. Eventually, she would slip up and tell Atticus the truth about us not being on good terms. Would she tell him why though? I knew the answer; she would make something up to make me look bad. She always wanted Atticus to hate me. Now was the perfect opportunity for her to do that. ¡°Of course, I want to see her there.¡± She lies. ¡°I¡¯m just worried that she wouldn¡¯t fit in well. She barely knows anyone but me. Autumn is not popr, you know. She¡¯s nothing like me. Not everyone is as lucky as I am.¡± rissa rolls her eyes, ¡°the only reason you¡¯re popr is because of Atticus, Dante, and Damon. No one would know you existed if it weren¡¯t for them.¡± ¡°rissa,¡± Atticus growls. She puts her hands up in defense, ¡°I missed the time when you didn¡¯t defend her every damn second of the day. I would have treasured it more if I knew it wouldn¡¯t havested long.¡± ¡°Watch what you say,¡± Anya warns her. ¡°Is there something everyone is purposefully keeping from me? I feel left out of almost every conversation since I woke up on that hospital bed.¡± Atticus points out. I want to shout the truth to him, but what good would that do me? It would risk him going into a shock and causing more harm, or he would choose to stay with Anya. If he¡¯s defending her like in the past, I¡¯m sure he would choose her over me, just like he did multiple times before. ¡°Nothing whatsoever,¡± Anya says as she grabs his arm and pulls her forward with him. ¡°Just when I thought we were closer to getting Anya out of our lives, shees right back in.¡± rissa sighs. ¡°I¡¯m sorry you have to see this, Autumn. I know it can¡¯t be easy.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure her. ¡°Loving Atticus has always been a challenge for me. I never gave up in the past. I¡¯m not giving up on us now.¡± I meant those words. Anya could try to separate us, and I knew she would do everything possible to make that happen, but I was not letting her take him from me. Maybe in the past, when I thought Atticus didn¡¯t want to be with me, but I knew now that he did, I knew that he cared. I knew that he had given his life to protect me. I didn¡¯t care who was trying to keep us apart; they would fail. As soon as we step into the ssroom, all eyes are on me. They must have all heard the news about my return by now. No articles had been posted, butmunication always traveled fast in our town. Anya is seated next to Atticus, and it annoys me. That¡¯s my seat. Not hers. I focused on the professor; I wanted him to do what I couldn¡¯t. ¡°I¡¯ll be in charge of the seating arrangements today.¡± He announces as everyone groans at his words. ¡°Autumn, you sit next to Atticus. Anya, you sit next to Brad.¡± I didn¡¯t listen to anything else after that. I¡¯d gotten what I wanted¡ªa chance to be next to Atticus. The more time I spent with him, the easier it would be for me to help him regain his memories. If Anya continued to get closer to him, it would make things even more difficult for me. I couldn¡¯t let that happen. Atticus surprised me when he pulled the chair out for me. I sat beside him quietly, and he didn¡¯t try speaking to me while Mr. Henry started the ss. ¡°I want to know more about this bout the ident,¡± I whisper. He tilted his head slightly so that he was now looking at me. ¡°How are you? Are you traumatized from experience?¡± I truly wanted to know everything. I hate that I couldn¡¯t be there for him while he was in the hospital. ¡°Traumatized?¡± He asks. ¡°No.¡± That was good, but he could just be telling me that. His answer was short and nothing like what I was used to after marrying him. I bite my lip and y with the pen in front of me; I don¡¯t know what else to say¡ªthe one thing I wanted to, I couldn¡¯t. I had to keep quiet, and I wasn¡¯t sure how much longer. ¡°But there are plenty of things that keep bothering me.¡± He adds, surprising me. Was he able to see how disappointed I was with his dry response? Was that why he decided to tell me more? ¡°What is bothering you?¡± I question, waiting for him to exin further. ¡°It seems the people closest to me have been lying to me.¡± He finally says. ¡°These are people that I trust with my life. They aren¡¯t the only ones. I feel like the entire school is keeping secrets from me. Family, friends, everyone.¡± I held my breath; it was true; everyone was lying to him, including me. I didn¡¯t want to do it, but I was only trying to do the same thing he would do for me. If our roles had been reversed, Atticus would do everything in his power to protect me. I knew not telling him would only make me suffer, but what was love without a challenge? ¡°Did it ever ur to you that maybe everyone is keeping secrets from you because they want to protect you?¡± I ask. ¡°It wasn¡¯t a simple ident you were involved in, Atticus. Everyone cares about you. That is all.¡± His gaze is on me, staring directly at my face, trying to read my expression. ¡°You seem to know plenty, Autumn. Do you happen to know what everyone is keeping from me?¡± My cheeks are red, and I¡¯m trying hard to keep a straight face. I didn¡¯t want to give anything away. ¡°I think we¡¯re getting distracted from ss. We should listen to what Mr. Henry is saying before he puts us out of the ss.¡± He runs a hand through his hair, and he looks slightly annoyed, ¡°Of course, you wouldn¡¯t be of any help. Why did I think talking to you would solve my problems?¡± I¡¯m startled by his question. He thought that speaking to me would solve everything. Why? ¡°Why did you think talking to me would help?¡± I ask, curious to know what his response to that question would be like. ¡°It¡¯s nothing.¡± He says. ¡°Forget I said anything.¡± I couldn¡¯t let this slide. How could I? He wanted me to forget what he said, but that was impossible. It wasn¡¯t something I could easily forget. ¡°Tell me, Atticus.¡± I insist. Now I was the one desperate for his answer. ¡°I want to know why you said that to me.¡± I don¡¯t have time to prepare as he grabs the back of my neck and pulls my face closer to his. What was he doing? We were in the middle of ss, and everyone could see us if they had just looked up from their books. Not to mention the professor who was right in front of us. And did he have no care in the world that Anya could also see how close we were? His eyes were closed as he pressed his forehead against mine, ¡°because no matter what I do, I can¡¯t get you out of my f*****g mind.¡± I gasp. Unable to move even an inch. Did I hear him correctly? Did Atticus really say that to me that even though he had lost his memories? Chapter 53 Chapter 53 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 53 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°I¡¯m on your mind?¡± I ask in a soft whisper. I was no longer concerned about where we were. I needed to know more. His eyes are still closed, but the look on his face is one of pain. ¡°All the time.¡± He confesses. ¡°More than I would like to admit to you or anyone else.¡± I can¡¯t control myself as I lean closer into him and gently run my fingers from his temple to his cheek. He inhales sharply and finally opens his eyes, ¡°why do I feel like whatever everyone is hiding from me includes you? I think I¡¯m going insane trying to figure out why I feel this way. As far as I know, we barely spoke to each other in the past, but somehow right after the ident, everything feels different between us.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds this content. His words remind me of where we were and ourplicated situation. I remove my hand and ce it between my legs to prevent myself from trying to touch him again. I gasped when he grabbed my hand and ced it back on his cheek. He narrows his eyes and pins me with his gaze, ¡°things aren¡¯t the same. I can feel it. It bothers me that no one is willing to tell me why I feel this way. Why, out of everyone, are you also the one keeping secrets from me?¡± I can¡¯t look away even if I want to. I¡¯m locked in his gaze. Unable to move an inch. I want to tell him the truth; I desperately want him to know we¡¯re married. But I promised rissa that I wouldn¡¯t say anything. It wasn¡¯t just because of the promise; I was scared of how he would react if he found out the truth. He was practically stuck in the past; he was the same Atticus obsessed with making Anya happy. I knew Atticus well. I wouldn¡¯t be able to control my emotions if I told him the truth, and he still chose to keep Anya in his life over me. I needed more time. I needed time to remind him of us before I finally broke the truth to him. I¡¯m not only doing this for me but for him as well. He may think he¡¯s ready to know the truth, but everyone else knows that this wasn¡¯t the right time for him to find out that we¡¯re married. Atticus gets a message on his phone, and he immediately looks at Anya, who¡¯s ring at him. He gives her an apologetic look before putting more space between us. This was exactly what I was scared about; him pushing me away because of Anya. I already went through that once; I didn¡¯t want it to happen again. He doesn¡¯t try speaking to me again for the rest of the ss, and I don¡¯t know whether to be relieved or sad because of it. I should be happy that rissa was right. Even if Atticus didn¡¯t remember our times together as a married couple, he could still feel the connection between us. His reaction to me, as well as the questions that he¡¯d asked, was enough to confirm this for me. It would make my work plenty easier. I still had a chance to bring him back to me; I just had to do things carefully without hurting him. Now it was time to slowly remind him of what we had. It wouldn¡¯t be easy, and I knew that Anya would keep trying to push us apart, but I wouldn¡¯t give up. Atticus was everything to me. I was not going down without a fight. Whatever Anya threw my way would not discourage me from doing what I needed to do to get him back. However hard she tried to separate us, I would make it my business to try even harder. She would not win this fight. I would not let her take him from me this time. She had him once, and I¡¯d let it happen; if I had shown my interest earlier, maybe Atticus would have been mine sooner. I wouldn¡¯t make the same mistake twice. . . . . ~ANYA~ I couldn¡¯t believe that Autumn was indeed back. I was hoping that yesterday was a dream, not a dream, a nightmare. I was sure that she was gone from our lives for good after she went missing for days. How did she survive? They¡¯d kidnapped her; I saw the video; how did she escape from them? She was unconscious when they took her. And I was sure that they intended to kill her or keep her. Not once did I think we would see her back home without a scratch on her body. Those men weren¡¯t as dangerous as I¡¯d initially thought. If they were, they would have gotten rid of her, and I wouldn¡¯t have been so damn pissed right now. All of my ns had been squashed because of her return. She¡¯d managed to spoil everything just by showing up. There¡¯s no telling what more trouble she was up to. ¡°I can¡¯t believe this,¡± I mumble as I hit a bottle to the ground. ¡°Why is she back?¡± I shout as it breaks and shatters on the floor. My mother enters my room upon hearing the noise, ¡°what¡¯s going on?¡± ¡°She¡¯s back, mom. Autumn is back, and already she¡¯s making my life difficult. Whenever Atticus is around her, hepletely forgets about me. He doesn¡¯t remember his marriage to her, yet he¡¯s still stuck to her like glue. You should have seen them together in ss today. He totally forgot that I was in the room with them. They were practically close to making out in the middle of the ssroom. It makes me sick just thinking about it.¡± I¡¯d mentioned Autumn¡¯s return to her already, and she was pissed when she¡¯d heard about it. But she¡¯d also promised me that I had the upper hand. I didn¡¯t think so anymore, not after what I saw today. I felt like everything was continuously blowing up in my face. I was tired of having ns that constantly failed. ¡°You¡¯re not trying hard enough.¡± She snaps. ¡°Atticus is very easy to manipte. You should know that about him by now. You¡¯re supposed to know all of his weaknesses. I told you that you¡¯re at an advantage now that he barely remembers her. You can¡¯t let this opportunity slip away from you, Anya. I didn¡¯t go through all this trouble with his ident just so that you could mess my ns up for a second time. Go to that party tonight and make him fall more in love with you. Do everything that you need to to have his full attention tonight. Make sure that Autumn doesn¡¯t get a second of his time. If you truly want him, you will seed tonight.¡± It was easy for her to order me around since she wasn¡¯t the one going through it. She had no idea how humiliating it was to see Atticus time and time again choose Autumn over me. He may not say it, but his actions were always in favor of her. It was almost like she was the one that had put a spell on him, not us. I inwardly groaned; it was so unfair. ¡°Those men that kidnapped her.¡± I point out. ¡°Did you happen to find any more information on them?¡± My mother runs a hand through the candle in front of her and steps closer to me, ¡°I¡¯m afraid not. Those tattoos seem familiar to me. I remember seeing them somewhere in the past, but for some reason, I can¡¯t remember where. I¡¯ve been researching and looking around, but there¡¯s nothing about them. It¡¯s almost like they¡¯re under the radar. I¡¯ll keep on looking into them. Maybe I can find something that would help keep Atticus and Autumn apart from each other for much longer. The fact that Autumn escaped, or should I say the fact that they let her go? I¡¯m not sure what happened, but she¡¯s here now. I still believe that those men are dangerous; they just haven¡¯t used her for their main event yet. I¡¯m not sure what they wanted from her, but they must not have been able to get it from her. That¡¯s why they let her go. They¡¯re waiting. Waiting for the chance to get what they wanted the most. I don¡¯t have any information on it, at least for now, but I know they will be back. Her life is still in danger; I¡¯m sure she knows it. I hope they get rid of her in time for our n to work.¡± Maybe I could try to find out more. Autumn was close to rissa recently. I hated both of them with a passion. rissa has always had a dirty mouth, and being around her has always been an immense pain in my ass. And Autumn. Her innocence annoyed the crap out of me. She always made everyone around her feel sorry for her. I¡¯d never seen anyone cry for attention the way that she does. But since rissa may have had an idea of what was happening, I knew that there was a good chance that she¡¯d also told Damon about it. And Damon was still easy to control, just like Atticus had been before marrying Autumn. I could get him to tell me everything rissa had told him. Once I knew the truth, I would report everything back to my mother. She would know what to do from there. She was good at plotting against the Fawns¡¯. I¡¯ve tried to get closer to his parents this entire time that Autumn had been missing, but they didn¡¯t warm up to me; they were still worked up over her disappearance. Now that she was back, I knew my work had just doubled. His parents were happy to have her back even though they still lied to Atticus about her. Everyone was still lying to him, but he was constantly trying to dig further into the events of the day of his ident. Why was it so difficult to keep this secret from him? I didn¡¯t know how long I had before he found out the truth. But when he did, I wasn¡¯t sure how he would take the news. Would he return to Autumn, or would he choose to be with me? Chapter 54 Chapter 54 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 54 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Why do I feel like you¡¯re pulling away from me since the ident?¡± Anya asks. She hasn¡¯t stopped asking me ufortable questions ever since she came over for the party. She doesn¡¯t hide the hurt in her voice from me, and it fills me with guilt. I still didn¡¯t dare to tell her that my feelings for her had changed. I didn¡¯t know how to say to her that all of my feelings were for Autumn because even I didn¡¯t understand how any of that was possible. Autumn? Why Autumn? Why her closest friend? I¡¯ve always feared that I cared way too much for Autumn, even while I was with Anya in the past. I kept my distance from her because of it. But since when had those feelings be this dangerous? Since when had those feelings transformed into something else? And what should I do to prevent them from getting stronger? I thought that I¡¯d done a good job in the past at keeping her away from me. What the hell had happened to change that? I couldn¡¯t think of anything that could have possibly happened in that short space of time before the ident that could have caused Autumn and me to get closer to each other. ¡°Atticus?¡± Anya calls as she waits for me to say something. I was so lost in my own thoughts that I forgot that she was speaking to me. What else has she been saying to me? I could only remember thest question she¡¯d asked me. I searched my mind for a response to her question which wouldn¡¯t hurt her feelings. Making her happy was always my main priority, and I didn¡¯t n on stopping it now. She meant so much to me; even if my feelings were off, I still wanted the best for her. Hurting her was not something I ever nned on doing. ¡°It¡¯s because I feel like you¡¯ve been lying to me, Anya.¡± I remind her. ¡°I feel like everyone is lying to me, and I hate being lied to. Ever since that fatal ident, I feel like I can¡¯t trust any of you, which is crazy since I trust all of you more than I trust anyone else. That¡¯s why it bothers me that the people closest to me are trying their best to hide so much from me.¡± She stiffens, and I can tell my words have hit a nerve. I wasn¡¯t trying to anger her. I was only telling how I truly felt. I was answering her question but not being totally honest with my answer. ¡°I¡¯m not lying to you.¡± She snaps. ¡°I¡¯m just trying to protect you from yourself. That¡¯s all. Everyone wants to protect you. That ident scarred all of us, Atticus; I¡¯m sorry that we can¡¯t tell you every little detail about that day. When we think you¡¯re ready, we will let you know everything. You said that you trust us, and we were hoping you could continue to do that. This is not the time to lose what we have; this is our chance to get closer to each other. You haven¡¯t even touched me as you used to since the ident. Do you know how that makes me feel? It makes me feel unwanted.¡± She throws her arms around me, and once again, I felt nothing. Still, I held her to me because she¡¯s all I¡¯ve ever known; loving her was the only thing I¡¯ve known since meeting her. It felt weird how much of my feelings have changed just because of one ident. I wasn¡¯t going to wait around to find out the truth anymore; I was going to do my own research. It was clear that no one would ever tell me the truth. I may spend the rest of the year waiting for answers and never receive them. I was never someone to sit around and wait for the answers toe to me; when I wanted something, I went after it. This was no different. I wanted to know the truth, and I was going to find it. ¡°Atticus,¡± Anya whispers, still in my arms. ¡°Do you promise to love me for the rest of your life?¡± I held my breath; I didn¡¯t want to answer that. I couldn¡¯t fulfill that promise. I¡¯d already broken it. I wasn¡¯t even aware of what was happening in my heart anymore. I had to figure my feelings out before I answered her. I didn¡¯t want to lie to her. I never liked lying to Anya. The door flew open suddenly without warning. Whoever it was hadn¡¯t even bothered to knock. ¡°There you two are,¡± rissa says as she barges into the room. I should have guessed only she would do something like this. There¡¯s a mischievous look in her eyes. Something tells me this was totally intentional. I move away from Anya, who res at her. Their hatred for each other has intensified so much that I knew that plenty more had happened between them that I didn¡¯t know about. Did they have another argument over Damon? They were always fighting over who got to spend more time with him. I didn¡¯t bother asking. I knew by now that they weren¡¯t going to tell me anything. I didn¡¯t know how Damon was able to split his time between the two of them. But right now Anya seemed to be more concerned about Autumn than she was about rissa. ¡°What do you think I should wear for the party tonight?¡± She asks as she holds up two dresses in her hand. One was a light blue and the other, a ck. One showed more skin and the other was a little more conservative but not by plenty. I quirk a brow at her, confused by her question. Since when does rissa care about my opinion on the clothes she has to wear? I¡¯ve never once given my input. I¡¯ve never really had to either since Damon was usually the oneining about what she wore. rissa always did the opposite of whatever anyone asked her to do. Then why would she ask for my opinion or anyone else¡¯s for that matter? It was clear that her opinion was all that mattered to her. She was in my room for a totally different reason, I was sure of it. ¡°Does my opinion matter?¡± I ask. ¡°Of course.¡± She says with a forced smile. ¡°Your opinion has always mattered to me, Atticus.¡± I held in theughter inside of me at her tant lie. What could she possibly be doing this for? It almost felt like she¡¯d purposefully interrupted my time with Anya. That wouldn¡¯t be so far-fetched, considering how much she enjoyed angering her. ¡°Whichever one is covering more of your skin.¡± I finally say. She rolls her eyes, ¡°this one?¡± She asks, pointing at the opposite of what I¡¯d told her, just like I expected her to do. I sigh, ¡°whatever you want, rissa.¡± She looks at Anya, ¡°should you be inside here with him?¡± The re between them was deadly. Those looks could kill a person. ¡°I¡¯m his girlfriend.¡± She snaps. ¡°Of course, I¡¯m allowed in his room. Why does that bother you so much?¡± She shrugs her shoulders, ¡°it¡¯s nothing. I like pointing it out. Mother wants to speak with you, Atticus. You should go see her.¡± I was d for the distraction. I didn¡¯t want to give Anya an answer to her earlier question. This was my opportunity to escape from having to answer her. I quickly excused myself and followed rissa out of the room. ¡°I heard you and Autumn had a steamy scene in ss today.¡± She points out with a grin. ¡°Is there anything you¡¯ll like to share with me?¡± I stop walking, ¡°Where did you hear that?¡± We did have a moment in ss, but that was just me trying to get answers from her. I know I could have done it without touching her, but a part of me wanted to hold her close, and that was the closest I could get without doing too much damage. ¡°Everyone at the academy is talking about it.¡± She answers me. ¡°It sounds like you¡¯re both getting along well.¡± ¡°It sounds like people at the academy should mind their business.¡± I retort. ¡°Enough about that.¡± I say, distracting her from that discussion. Thest person I wanted to discuss this with was rissa. ¡°What does mother want?¡± ¡°Oh, nothing. I just said that because it looked like you were begging me to help you get away from Anya.¡± She points out. I pause. She meant that this entire time my mother hadn¡¯t once asked to see me? Since when did rissa be this sly? ¡°rissa,¡± I growl. ¡°What?¡± She asks innocently. ¡°Did you not want my help?¡± I sighed, I wanted to be angry at her, but she was right. I begged her to help me without having to say a word. I was desperate for an excuse to leave that room with Anya still in it. When she mentioned not touching her, I felt uneasy. I didn¡¯t know how to touch her when I didn¡¯t feel anything at all for her. She wouldn¡¯t understand even if I tried exining. ¡°If you¡¯re unhappy with Anya, why are you still with her?¡± She asks. ¡°I¡¯m genuinely curious.¡± ¡°It¡¯splicated,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯ve loved Anya for so long, yet my feelings for her only changed after the ident. It just doesn¡¯t make any sense to me. I can¡¯t just break everything off like that because my feelings have changed. I also need to consider her feelings. I don¡¯t want to hurt her.¡± She sighs, ¡°It seems like you should be with Autumn instead of her. There is more chemistry between the two of you.¡± I quirk a brow at her, ¡°chemistry? What do you even know about that?¡± ¡°This isn¡¯t about me. Don¡¯t try to change the subject.¡± ¡°You¡¯re suggesting I end my rtionship with Anya and start dating her best friend?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯m not heartless, rissa. I could never do something like that.¡± Sheughs like my words were some kind of joke to her. Did she know something that I didn¡¯t? What was so funny about that? ¡°I wish you only knew what you are capable of doing Atticus. Give yourself a little more credit.¡± She says. ¡°Anya and Autumn are no longer best friends. Do you see the way they re at each other? Autumn has moved on to better friends.¡± She imed as she pointed at herself. No one had to tell me that. I saw everything on my own. It¡¯s crazy how much has changed. I¡¯m about to ask her what she meant by that, but she turns her attention to Damon next. And once Damon had her attention, no one else had a chance of getting it also. I considered what she¡¯d just said to me. Dump Anya and date Autumn? The more I thought about it, the crazier it sounded.N?velDrama.Org holds this content. I had to get my feelings in check. I couldn¡¯t keep feeling something I knew was wrong. Tonight, I had to avoid Autumn as much as possible. I couldn¡¯t let her get under my skin. The ident messed with my head. It¡¯s the only exnation I have for everything happening. I wouldn¡¯t let it mess with my heart as well. It was time for me to get everything under control. Anya was hurting enough; I didn¡¯t want to cause her any more pain. Enough was enough. . . . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ Atticus is on the dance floor with Anya, and it hurts my heart to see him with her again. It pains me even more, to know that he¡¯s like this because of an ident. He¡¯s no longer trying to assure me he was over Anya; it was the opposite now. I had to watch them together and act like it wasn¡¯t killing me inside. ¡°You got this,¡± rissa assures me. His eyes haven¡¯t stopped at me once. He doesn¡¯t know I¡¯m here, or maybe he chooses to pretend that he doesn¡¯t know. Whichever one it was, it still felt like a stabbing pain in my chest. I sucked in my breath and held my head high as I entered the dance floor with rissa. Even though I felt sad, I promised to try my best to get him back. ¡°I asked Damon to have them change the music from these boring slow songs to lively ones.¡± She informs me. The music changed after the song finished, and I began swinging my hips from left to right. I wanted to slowly remind Atticus of every moment we had together before the ident. This would hopefully remind him of the day Griffin had took me to a party on the beach. It was a day I could never forget. He¡¯d lifted me off the ground and carried me to his jeep. I still got butterflies thinking about it. I¡¯m not even sure that he can see me. I¡¯m turned in the opposite direction. Usually when Atticus is looking at me I can feel his gaze digging into my back. I didn¡¯t feel that way and maybe he¡¯s too busy dancing with Anya to notice me. ¡°Look at Autumn go,¡± Griffin says as he whistles loud enough for Atticus to hear him. He was also happy to have me back in his life. Griffin has always supported my rtionship with Atticus; I¡¯m d it hasn¡¯t changed. ¡°Forgive me.¡± Griffin apologizes as he pulls me closer to him. ¡°I¡¯m only helping you get my brother back from the evil one.¡± The evil one? I stifle myugh. That¡¯s the perfect name for someone like Anya. It felt ufortable dancing with him knowing I was married to Atticus, but I was happy for any help I could get. Besides, I trusted Griffin; he would never cross the line. ¡°How has he been without me?¡± I ask. ¡°Not good,¡± Griffin confessed. ¡°He looks like he¡¯s missing an important part of his life, and he is. Without you, Atticus is very unhappy. He needs to regain his memory quickly. If he doesn¡¯t, someone will have to tell him the truth. He can¡¯t spend the rest of his life never knowing that you¡¯re his wife.¡± It was true. One day, someone will have to tell him the truth. But I was still hoping my love would help him remember before it came to that. It would be easier for all of us if Atticus regained his memory. ¡°He¡¯s looking at us.¡± He informs me. ¡°And he doesn¡¯t look happy. That¡¯s a good sign. It means his feelings have not disappeared with his memory.¡± I was happy that he could keep me informed without having to look at Atticus dancing with Anya. It was easier when I didn¡¯t have to look at them. ¡°Thank you, Griffin.¡± I meant it from the bottom of my heart. ¡°Don¡¯t thank me yet.¡± He warns. ¡°Thank me after you get my brother back.¡± I smile, ¡°You¡¯re that confident I¡¯ll have him back?¡± He frowns at me, ¡°Have you seen how he looks at you without even having any memory of marrying you? I think it¡¯s safe to say that he¡¯s still yours. Now it¡¯s time that he realizes it on his own. That¡¯s why I¡¯m here, to help push him in the right direction. You should know by now how good I am at pushing his buttons. That hasn¡¯t changed at all.¡± It was true. There were many times that Griffin helped bring Atticus closer to me. I had to trust that this n of his would also work. He throws nces at Atticus while ordering me to pretend tough at his jokes. I didn¡¯t have to pretend; Griffin was a joy to be around. And his jokes were actually funny, most of the time, at least. ¡°Now it¡¯s time to spice up the fun.¡± He tells me as he takes my hand and pulls me out of the dance floor. Spice up the fun? What could he possibly have in mind? ¡°Where are we going?¡± I ask. ¡°Anywhere that Atticus would not be able to find you.¡± He informs me. ¡°When he realizes you left the party with me, he will lose his mind. I¡¯m positive that he wille looking for you after.¡± Griffin takes me out to the back of the mansion. We keep walking for a few minutes when something catches my attention. I freeze. And I stayed that way for a few seconds. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Griffin asks as he follows my gaze. The jeep. Atticus¡¯s favorite. It¡¯s the first time seeing it in person after the ident. I¡¯ve never seen a vehicle look this destroyed before. I felt the tears begin to form in my eyes as I walked closer to it. My hands are shaking as I slowly reach out to touch it. ¡°It¡¯s bad, I know,¡± Griffin says as he watches my reaction to finally seeing it in person. ¡°I¡¯m happy you weren¡¯t there to see the ident. I¡¯m d you didn¡¯t have to see Atticus in that state.¡± ¡°I feel horrible.¡± I cried as the tears flowed down my cheeks. ¡°I hate that I couldn¡¯t be there when he needed me the most. I hate that this happened to him because of me. I hate everything about this.¡± ¡°Hey!¡± Griffin says as he hugs me like a brother would hug his sister. ¡°You¡¯re not to me for any of this. Atticus did his job as your husband to protect you. You didn¡¯t do anything wrong, and you¡¯re not to me for this. These things happen, and sometimes there¡¯s no one to me. Come to think of it, that isn¡¯t exactly true; those men who kidnapped you are to me.¡± ¡°Griffin?¡± A third voice says. We pause, and when I turn, Atticus is staring at us. We both freeze. Chapter 55 Chapter 55 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 55 Atticus looks between the two of us, and I can tell that he¡¯s conflicted. He doesn¡¯t know whether to be angry or sad. I can feel his emotions from over here. I can see it also. He doesn¡¯t try to hide it from us. Even Griffin looked ufortable that he¡¯d just seen us hugging. He doesn¡¯t know that Griffin was only comforting me because of him. ¡°What are you doing with Autumn out here alone?¡± He asks Griffin, not saying a word to me. Griffin shrugs his shoulders as he grins, ¡°what do I usually do when I¡¯m alone with a girl?¡± I re at Griffin, and he winks at me. Why does he think angering Atticus would help us in this situation? Thest thing I wanted him to feel was that I had something going on with his brother. Wouldn¡¯t that push him further away from me? ¡°It isn¡¯t what you think¡ª¡± I began to move towards him, but Griffin grabbed my arm and stopped me from going forward. I look back at him, surprised, and I know he¡¯s trying to tell me to y along with his n. I didn¡¯t know whether or not I wanted to anymore. How was he so sure that this would work? Atticus approaches us, and I slowly lift my head to stare into his eyes. His gaze is hard and cold as he reaches forward and takes Griffin¡¯s hand off my arm. ¡°She doesn¡¯t want to be here.¡± He tells him. ¡°This is Anya¡¯s friend. Find someone else to y with. She¡¯s not avable.¡± My jaw drops at his words to his brother. Find someone else to y with? What did he think I was? A game? Griffin grinned, showing his white teeth as he waved goodbye to us. Now it was just Atticus and me, all alone, standing near his totaled jeep. I run a hand up and down my shoulder, and he doesn¡¯t miss it. ¡°Are you cold?¡± He whispers. My heart skips a beat at the tone he¡¯s using with me. Almost like he¡¯s scared I¡¯ll break any second now. ¡°A little.¡± He surprises me when he removes his jacket and puts it over my shoulders. My heart is racing now, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. I can¡¯t control any part of my body when he¡¯s standing this close to me. ¡°I hate looking at it,¡± I mumble before I can stop myself. ¡°You hate looking at what?¡± He asks, confused. I motion to the jeep next to us, ¡°I hate looking at it.¡± I repeat. He follows my gaze, and his body turns to stone. His jaw clenches, ¡°I hate looking at it too.¡± ¡°I wish I was there. I wish I were able to stop it. I wish I could have been in the hospital with you.¡± I can¡¯t seem to stop my mouth from bbering. Someone needs to stop me before I say something I shouldn¡¯t. He inhales sharply before moving closer to me until we¡¯re inches apart. His finger lifts my chin gently, ¡°why does it bother you so much that you couldn¡¯t be there?¡± My lips part slowly, and I don¡¯t know how to respond without giving too much away. I¡¯m just happy that he¡¯s this close to me. The only thing that keeps me going is having moments like this with him. Without anyone else interrupting us. Especially Anya. She was the main person I was concerned about separating the both of us. ¡°The bigger question is, why the f**k does it bother me even more?¡± He demands. It bothers him that I wasn¡¯t there. It doesn¡¯t make me feel any better than I already did. I could feel the tears returning, and I couldn¡¯t stop them as they slowly rolled down my cheek. His breath hitches when he notices it. I stayedpletely still as he slowly wiped my tears with his thumb. ¡°What¡¯s wrong, Autumn?¡± He asks. ¡°Please tell me. What am I missing here? What don¡¯t you want me to know? Why is everyone so desperate to hide the truth from me? How bad could it possibly be? You¡¯re crying because you couldn¡¯t be there in the hospital with me, aren¡¯t you? If that¡¯s true, then just tell me the damn truth. Everyone seems to think that I¡¯m going to break when I find out what happened that day, but they seem to be forgetting that I¡¯m a grown man. I know how to handle pain. I know how to handle anything that life throws at me. I can take it. Whatever it is, it¡¯s not going to do me anything.¡± I open my mouth to tell him but quickly shut it. I couldn¡¯t do this. I would never be able to live with myself if I said something and it caused him more harm than good. ¡°Atticus!¡± Anya shouts from a distance. I sigh; I can¡¯t hide the disappointment from him that we¡¯d just been interrupted by her yet again. She must have been looking for him when she realized he wasn¡¯t inside. I¡¯m sure she freaked out when she realized I was missing as well. Her eyes are glued to the jacket over my shoulders. His jacket that he ced on me earlier. ¡°Why do I always find you two together?¡± She demands. She doesn¡¯t wait for us to answer as she says, ¡°Atticus, let¡¯s go.¡± He looks between the two of us before finally listening to her. How long will I have to deal with Anya and her disturbing behavior? Why couldn¡¯t she give up by now? Why couldn¡¯t she let me be with Atticus without interfering with our lives? Every day Anya was proving just how much lower she could stoop to get her way. I didn¡¯t know how long I could continue pretending that I could stand her. If she kept on pushing my buttons, the wrong side of me would rise. I didn¡¯t want things to get to that point. I knew how dangerous my power could get when it was out of control. I didn¡¯t want that to ever happen around Atticus. I didn¡¯t want him to see me that way. I was scared of what he would think, and I was even more terrified of the people I would hurt without even realizing it. I didn¡¯t bother walking after them. I was tired. I wanted some time away from all of the drama. I stayed back by the jeep, spending more time wishing I¡¯d been there to stop the ident from ever happening. After spending more time than I needed near the jeep, I finally took a long walk until I stopped by one of the pools. It was the longest one in the mansion, and it was out in the open, unlike the one they had inside. The colors were constantly changing, sometimes blue, red, and even green. I sighed as I watched it quietly. I wish it had the power to light up my life just as brightly as it did the pool. Part of me wants to get in and let the water swallow me. Another part of me was too terrified even to touch it. This wasn¡¯t just the longest pool; it was also the deepest. I swallow, ready to walk away when I spot a shadow behind me. I spun around to find Anya standing right in front of me, ¡°what are you doing here?¡± I ask. Wasn¡¯t she escorting Atticus out of here earlier? I looked behind her, searching for him, but he was nowhere to be found. ¡°What the hell do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± She demands from me. ¡°Excuse me?¡± ¡°Atticus belongs to me now.¡± She warns. ¡°If you know what¡¯s good for you, you¡¯ll stay away from him. It¡¯s my final warning to you.¡± I cross my arms over my chest, ¡°are you delusional or just in stupid?¡± I demand. ¡°Just because Atticus lost his memory doesn¡¯t mean I¡¯m not married to him anymore. I¡¯m still his wife. I¡¯m still the one he belongs with. Not you.¡± She smiles, ¡°I think you¡¯re the delusional one. It¡¯s obvious who he wants. In the past, he would choose to listen to you, but that¡¯s not the case anymore, I¡¯m the one he listens to, and I¡¯m the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with. I hate to burst your bubble, but he wants me again. My Atticus is back. Yours is gone, and he¡¯s nevering back.¡± Her words flipped a switch, and it was hard to control my anger. She¡¯s crazy if she thinks he¡¯s gone. He¡¯s still there, waiting for me; he needs a little reminder, that¡¯s all. ¡°Is that why he told me in ss today that he can¡¯t get me out of his mind?¡± I ask, repeating his words to me, ¡°or do you have a better exnation for that?¡± I smile when my words hit her exactly where I wanted them to. I could practically see the smoke coming out of her ear. Why was she trying to hurt me if she couldn¡¯t handle it when I fought back? I don¡¯t have time to prepare as she rushes forward and grabs my arm roughly in her hand. ¡°Get your hands off me,¡± I warn. Anya shoves me into the pool, and my life shes before my eyes. My fear of water hasn¡¯t stopped even now after knowing the power I had within me. She knows it. She knew how much I was terrified of it. How could she do something like this, knowing it could kill me? I gasped as my body went under while I tried to breathe. I pushed with my arms and legs, fighting to get out, but if anything, my actions only made it worse. I felt like I was going deeper into the pool. I opened my mouth to gasp for air and swallowed water instead. My eyes were burning, and the blood pounded in my ear as I tried to cry for help, even though I knew that no one would be able to hear me. I close my eyes, trying to find the power inside of me, hoping that there was a spell or something that I could do to pull myself out. No matter how hard I tried, nothing came to me. I was helpless. I couldn¡¯t believe that Anya would just stand there and watch me drown. It dawns on me that she was indeed trying to kill me. This couldn¡¯t be a simple game to her. Suddenly, I heard something above me. I opened my eyes and saw a figure swimming towards me. My body is filled with hope. Before I knew it, two arms grabbed me by my waist and pulled me upwards with them. I knew who it was without having to see his face. Just his arms around me alone was all I needed to know. Atticus. He¡¯de to save me. My heart swelled with joy despite the current situation I¡¯d found myself in. I wrapped my arms around him and held on for my life. I¡¯m gasping for air while trying to stay calm, and it¡¯s all happening while he¡¯s still holding me. ¡°Shh,¡± he tries to soothe me while running his hand down my back. ¡°You¡¯re safe now. I¡¯m here, Autumn. I¡¯m here.¡± He pulled me out of the pool with him and sat me on hisp as he continued to soothe me in whatever way he could. I tightened my hold on him as I fought back the tears. The one thing I was terrified of almost killed me. It was one of the scariest moments of my life. Atticus wraps his arms around me and pulls me closer to him. When I open my eyes again, the first person I see is Anya. She was watching everything, pretending that she hadn¡¯t caused this mess, to begin with. I feel the anger inside of me shift to uncontroble rage. She had no right to throw me into the pool, knowing that deep waters terrified me. ¡°Are you okay, Autumn?¡± She asks, feigning that she cares about me. ¡°I swear it was a mistake. I tripped and pushed you; I didn¡¯t intentionally try to hurt you. I hope you can forgive me. I begged Atticus to save you when I realized that I wouldn¡¯t be able to pull you out myself.¡± Atticus looks between us, and I¡¯m not sure what he sees while he stares down at me, but his entire body turns to stone beneath mine. I drag my body away from his and stand on my two feet despite my wobbly legs. It would not stop me from doing what I had to do today. ¡°Autumn?¡± He says in a hesitant whisper. I can barely hear him. My main focus is on Anya. I¡¯m determined to make her pay for what she did to me. I was tired of letting her get away with hurting me. Since the start of my friendship with her, I¡¯ve always let her win. I¡¯ve always stood back and let her hurt me however she pleases. This time was different. This time I was ready for blood. Now that I knew she¡¯d purposefully tried to harm me, to even kill me, I was not going to hold back. I¡¯d held back in the past because I didn¡¯t want to be a bad person, but today was different. She deserved what wasing to her. ¡°Autumn?¡± Atticus repeats, this time more desperately. I¡¯m walking toward her in slow motion, taking my time. Her eyes are wide as she watches me. She doesn¡¯t look afraid, but she does look concerned. She¡¯s never seen me like this before. I¡¯m aware of what I¡¯m doing. I know that I¡¯m making a mistake. I know that thest person I should be showing this side of me to is Anya, but I can¡¯t stop myself. I¡¯m pissed. I can hear the water crashing behind of me. I know it¡¯s not normal for pool water to behave that way, but I don¡¯t pay any attention to it. My full attention is on Anya. Her eyes are wide with fear, and it¡¯s good that she¡¯s feeling afraid of me. I narrow my eyes and point my hands toward her. I¡¯m unsure what I¡¯m doing, but I¡¯m not stopping. I¡¯m letting my body take over this time. I¡¯m letting it do what it wants to. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± She demands. ¡°What are you doing, Autumn?¡± I don¡¯t answer her question, and she looks over at Atticus for help. ¡°Atticus!¡± She shouts. ¡°Look how crazy she¡¯s acting! She¡¯s worse than I thought she was. She¡¯s crazy! A psychopath! Get her away from me before she tries to hurt me!¡± I whisper a spell under my breath, and her body begins to shake as she loses control. I watch as Anya begins choking herself. She¡¯s fighting for her breath, unable to stop herself from holding her neck. I¡¯m controlling her hand; I¡¯m making her do this to herself. I¡¯m the one in control this time. I¡¯m the one doing the damage. She stood by the edge of the pool and watched me drowning without moving a muscle to try and help me. Now I would stand back and watch as she choked herself under mymand and do nothing to help her either. I want her to feel what I felt when she threw me into the pool, even after knowing what deep waters did to me. She didn¡¯t care about me; I didn¡¯t want to care about her, either. ¡°Anya!¡± Atticus roars, reminding me that we aren¡¯t alone. He rushes to her side. ¡°Let go, Anya!¡± He shouts as he tries to pull her hand away. That wouldn¡¯t work. As long as I controlled her hands, nothing and no one would stop this from happening. She points at me, trying to show him that I was responsible for what was happening to her. He follows the direction that she¡¯s pointing, and his gaze connects with mine. His eyes widened as he realized what she was trying to show him. It doesn¡¯t take him long to respond after. He gently ced her on the ground before running to my side. ¡°Let her go, Autumn.¡± He orders me. He doesn¡¯t realize that even I don¡¯t know how to stop myself at this point. But the problem remained that I didn¡¯t want to stop myself either. He may believe her lies, but I was there; I saw everything. She tried to hurt me. I was repaying the favor in the best way possible. ¡°Autumn, please stop this.¡± I don¡¯t listen to him. He doesn¡¯t realize that she¡¯s the one separating us. He doesn¡¯t realize that as long as she¡¯s here, we can never have a good life together. I had to get rid of her. I had to get her out of our lives for good. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± He roars as her skin begins to turn pale. ¡°LET HER THE f**k GO!¡± He¡¯s shaking me now and shouting. ¡°WHO ARE YOU?¡± He asks disgustingly, and my heart shatters with those three words. I regain control of my body again, but it doesn¡¯t reverse what I¡¯d just done. He must hate me now. I watched as her hands dropped to the side, and she began gasping for air. I¡¯d just tried to kill the woman he was in love with or at least thought he loved. I was finally getting closer to him again, but this, it would make him think differently about me, and not in a good way. There was nothing I could do to make this better. I watch as he lets go of my arms and rushes to Anya¡¯s side. My body feels numb as I watch him lift her into his arms and race back into the house. I¡¯d done that. I¡¯d pushed Atticus away for good. Congrattions Autumn. Your power managed to ovee you once again. You almost killed Anya because of it. You¡¯re no different from your father.N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. You¡¯re exactly the same. Chapter 56 Chapter 56 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 56 ~ATTICUS~ My blood was boiling, and my heart was pounding against my chest. I wasn¡¯t sure what the hell I¡¯d just witnessed, but it was f*****g crazy. Autumn wasn¡¯t a typical werewolf. I¡¯ve never seen power that intense before. She¡¯dmanded Anya to hurt herself. There weren¡¯t many people I knew that could do something like that. Why did she do it? Anya apologized to her. She made it clear that it was a mistake; she told her that she didn¡¯t intentionally throw her into the pool. Then why did she react that way? But more importantly, who the hell was Autumn Rivera? How was she capable of doing something like that? Anya clings to me in fear, ¡°did you see that, Atticus?¡± She cries. ¡°Autumn tried to kill me. To kill me! I identally pushed her into the pool, but she purposefully tried to end my life. She¡¯s a monster! She isn¡¯t normal!¡± I held her tight against me. It terrified me of what I¡¯d just witnessed. I was terrified when I thought that I wouldn¡¯t be able to save Anya¡¯s life. I wasn¡¯t sure what had caused Autumn to stop, but I was d she¡¯d done it. Anya wouldn¡¯t have been alive if I didn¡¯t get her to finally listen to me. That wasn¡¯t the only thing that had terrified me, however. Something else would be the reason why I couldn¡¯t f*****g sleep tonight. It bothered me that it scared me more when I saw Autumn drowning in the pool than when I thought Anya would die. I couldn¡¯t sleepst night because of the things I wanted to do to her. To kiss her, hold her, keep her close to me, and much more f*****g things that were inappropriate considering I was dating Anya. f**k, none of those things were appropriate as long as Anya was still the woman in my life. My heart was still racing wildly, primarily because of Autumn. Why? What the hell was wrong with me? I should be pissed with Autumn for what she¡¯s just done. Instead, I couldn¡¯t find it in my heart to be angry with her. I was startled and upset with myself but not her. My feelings were a cause for concern. What was going on in my head? And my heart? I felt like they were at war with each other. Neither knew what my body wanted. ¡°What happened to her?¡± rissa demands when she sees Anya shaking in my arms. ¡°Autumn tried to kill me!¡± She hissed. rissa¡¯s eyes widen, but she isn¡¯t surprised by Anya¡¯s words. I expected her to say something in return, but she did nothing. Instead, she¡¯s suddenly panicking. I can see the fear increase in her eyes. It seems like rissa knows something that she isn¡¯t telling the rest of us. Maybe Autumn exined to her that she wasn¡¯t just a werewolf because I¡¯d never seen a pure-blooded werewolf that could do something like that. ¡°Where is she?¡± She demands as she looks behind us for her. ¡°By the pool, but you shouldn¡¯t go there. It¡¯s not safe¡ª¡± I don¡¯t get to finish the sentence as she¡¯s already racing for the pool. I should have known better than to tell her. She was already close to Autumn. Ah, damn it. But it was better that someone was out there taking care of Autumn. I f*****g hate that it couldn¡¯t be me. What the hell was going on in my life? What direction did I turn from here? Should I be angry that Autumn just tried to kill Anya, or should I be worried about her? She looked like she¡¯d lost all control of her body. It¡¯s crazy, but I feel like I know her. I somehow know that Autumn would not intentionally try to harm Anya. That wasn¡¯t the kind of person that she was. Anya didn¡¯t seem to think so, however. Whatever happened before I lost my memory must have pushed them apart. ¡°Atticus!¡± Anya cries. ¡°I don¡¯t want to stay here. I don¡¯t want to be near Autumn. Either she goes, or I go.¡± I stop walking, ¡°are you asking me to kick her out of the house?¡± She sighs, ¡°would you want someone that tried to kill me to stay in your home?¡± I searched my mind for the correct response even though the answer was supposedly an easy one. If it were anyone other than Autumn, I would have been able to answer within a split second. But this was Autumn that she was talking about; I didn¡¯t know how to respond. ¡°What happened to her?¡± Damon demands as he takes her from me. I rubbed the back of my neck; I wasn¡¯t sure that this was something I wanted to tell my brothers. And this time, it wasn¡¯t Anya I was trying to protect; it was Autumn. I didn¡¯t want anyone to know what I¡¯d seen. N?velDrama.Org holds this content. ¡°She tripped,¡± I say before I can stop myself. She looked at me like I¡¯d betrayed her, and I winced. I wasn¡¯t sure what came over me; I was so desperate to protect Autumn that I chose to lie. ¡°That¡¯s not what happened.¡± She snaps. ¡°She hit her head a little too hard.¡± I continue to lie. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t listen to what she¡¯s saying.¡± Anya gapes at me, and I know I¡¯ll pay for thister. ¡°Get her to your room or mine. Whichever you please, and get a doctor to check on her.¡±I tell him. He nodded, but I could see the worry on his face as he looked at me. What had my brother so edgy? I¡¯ve never seen him look that worried over me in the past. Did the ident cause this reaction from him? ¡°I don¡¯t want to go to anyone¡¯s room!¡± She snaps. ¡°Carry me home, Damon. I don¡¯t want to be here anymore around people that do not care about me.¡± I watch as Damon walks away with Anya still in his arms. When she was out of my view, I couldn¡¯t stop myself as I rushed back to where I¡¯d left Autumn earlier. To my disappointment, she¡¯s no longer there. rissa must have taken her inside. Her clothes were wet from falling into the pool thest time I saw her, which meant they probably went to get her outfit changed. I always thought that something was wrong, but now I was sure about it. I pull out my phone and search for any news about my ident. I¡¯ve done this before, but I was hoping that there would be at least one article that would help me figure out the truth. Autumn was not just Anya¡¯s friend to me; these feelings I had for her were strong, and they weren¡¯t going away. It meant that I was right all along; whatever they were keeping from me included Autumn. She was a big part of the lie. And I was not going to rest until I found out the truth. Tonight. I was finding the truth tonight and didn¡¯t care who tried to stop me. . . . . . . . . . . . ~ANYA~ As soon as I got home, I shouted for my mother to join me in the living room. I had to tell her what happened at the party tonight. She was right all along. Autumn was much more dangerous than even she thought she was. What she did today was stronger than even my mother. Her strength was insane; I wasn¡¯t even aware she could do something like that. I¡¯m freaking out inside, and I don¡¯t know what to do to stop myself from feeling this way. She¡¯d tried to kill me. Autumn tried to freaking kill me. If Atticus wasn¡¯t there, I might not have been alive today. It pissed me off to know that even after seeing what she could do, he never once tried to throw her out. That was the perfect opportunity for him to hate her, but for some reason, he was hesitant to do what he was supposed to do. Atticus may have lost his memories, but his heart still belonged to Autumn. He couldn¡¯t hide his feelings from me. It wouldn¡¯t be long before I lost him again. And Autumn wouldn¡¯t be easy to get rid of either. Knowing her power, I understood what this meant for my mother and me. Our ns have just be a hundred times more difficult because of her return. Why didn¡¯t she stay where she was? Why didn¡¯t her kidnappers get rid of her for us? Since they didn¡¯t do a proper job, we were the ones who were left to handle her. ¡°MOM!¡± I shout even louder. She ms the door open and res at me, ¡°what¡¯s all the shouting about? And why are you back so early from the party?¡± ¡°Autumn tried to kill me!¡± I shout. ¡°She¡¯s powerful, just like you said she was. I tried to shove her into the pool like you suggested since she¡¯s terrified of water. Atticus jumped in and saved her. But she turned into some crazy b***h right after. Her eyes were glowing, and her body shook with power. I¡¯ve never seen anything like it before, mother. One minute I asked her what she was doing, and the next, I lost control over my body.¡± ¡°You lost control of your body?¡± She asks. I nod, ¡°she forced my hands to choke me. If Atticus hadn¡¯t been there while she was trying to kill me, I wouldn¡¯t have been able to survive her attack. I was not prepared for it at all.¡± ¡°How weak are you?¡± My mother demands. ¡°How can you let that girl take advantage of you without fighting back?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not weak.¡± I hiss. ¡°I was just surprised, that¡¯s all. Why would I expect something like that from Autumn? The girl has never once raised her hands at me. I didn¡¯t think she would try to kill me for pushing her into the pool.¡± My mother takes a seat on one of the chairs, and she looks like she¡¯s deep in thought. ¡°Tell me more about what you saw.¡± She orders me. ¡°It all happened so quickly, and I can barely ce together my thoughts,¡± I confess. ¡°She was moving towards me and pointing her hands at me. I think she also whispered some spells. I couldn¡¯t hear her. But even the water behind her seemed like it was at hermand. How is that possible? The same water she was terrified of looked like it was on her side. She created waves in the pool while her eyes glowed. It looked like a rough ocean waiting to destroy everything around it. Mom, I¡¯ve never seen anything like it. She¡¯s almost scary.¡± My mother¡¯s face suddenly turned pale, and I¡¯m not sure if it was just my words that caused her to look this way. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask. ¡°GET ME THAT RED BOOK!¡± She shouts as she points to the shelf. ¡°What?¡± I ask. ¡°THE BOOK!¡± She hissed. Her hands are almost shaking, and I¡¯m confused by her actions. What was causing her to act like this? ¡°I don¡¯t see it!¡± I tell her. Was she losing her mind? There was not a single red book on the shelf. ¡°Can¡¯t you tell there¡¯s a spell making it invisible?¡± She demands as she removes the spell. Why was the book invisible to begin with? Was it a book that she wasn¡¯t supposed to have, or was it something that could cause trouble if it ended up in the wrong hands? I rush forward and grab the only red book on the shelf. She takes it from me and ces it on herp. Her hands trembled as she opened it and started searching through the pages. I¡¯m not sure what she¡¯s looking for, but she seems to have a pretty good idea about it. I didn¡¯t want to disturb her; she already wasn¡¯t in the best of moods. She finally stops, and her eyes are glued to the page. The first thing I notice is a drawing of the tattoo I¡¯d seen on the men that kidnapped Autumn. ¡°What is that?¡± I ask her. How did she know that it would be there? ¡°Azai.¡± She whispers. Her eyes were wide with horror as she repeated the name once more. ¡°What¡¯s wrong, mother?¡± I demand. ¡°You¡¯re scaring me. Who the hell is Azai?¡± ¡°Azai Reign.¡± She continues. ¡°He¡¯s only the greatest sorcerer that ever walked the earth.¡± The greatest sorcerer? ¡°I¡¯m confused. What does he have to do with Autumn?¡± I ask. ¡°Can¡¯t you tell?¡± She demands. ¡°He¡¯s Autumn¡¯s father. Azai Reign is her f*****g father!¡± What? ¡°That¡¯s the craziest thing I¡¯ve ever heard!¡± I exim. ¡°Autumn¡¯s parents are the Riveras; how could her father be Azai Reign?¡± A sorcerer? And the greatest one to walk the earth? That was simply insane. I knew she was powerful, but there was no way her father was the person my mother was talking about. This has to be some kind of mistake. ¡°It all makes sense.¡± She says more to herself than me. ¡°The Riveras¡¯ were good friends with Aura. She must have begged them to take care of Autumn after she killed Azai. All this time, they had the daughter of Azai Reign under their care. This is crazy. I sensed the power in Autumn, but not once did I think that she could be his daughter. I thought Aura and her children would be dead by now. The tattoos on those men that kidnapped her, they all are a symbol of Azai¡¯s faithful men. That¡¯s why they came for Autumn because she is their princess. They want her to take her father¡¯s ce. This is much bigger than I thought it was. Autumn just became an even bigger threat.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe what I was hearing. Was this really true? Autumn? A sorcerer¡¯s daughter? How crazy was this? Chapter 57 Chapter 57 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 57 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Where are you going?¡± Damon demands as I grab my key from the counter just as he¡¯d returned from dropping Anya home. ¡°I need to clear my head.¡± I lie. ¡°Do you want me toe with you?¡± He asks. ¡°To keep youpany. I¡¯ll be quiet, I swear.¡± I shook my head, ¡°this is something I want to do alone.¡± He nods, ¡°just know I¡¯m one call away if you need me.¡± I don¡¯t wait for him to say anything else. I was desperate to find the truth, and since no one was willing to tell me, I had to do all the digging on my own. There¡¯s one ce that wouldn¡¯t be able to hide the truth. And that¡¯s the warehouse where they kept all of the magazines. I was sure there had to be at least one that could tell me everything I needed to know. The problem was breaking into it. No one would let me inside without causing a scene. But I knew at least one person would ept a bribe from me. That¡¯s why I had a good amount of cash with me. Everyone is supposed to be home by now, everyone except the guards. Once I got through to the main guard, everything else would be more essible. I mashed down hard on the elerator when I felt a painful memory of the day of the ident. I mashed the brakes and pulled to the side of the road before I could lose control of the vehicle. What the hell was that? I tried to rey the five seconds of memory over and over again. I was racing after a vehicle on that day. I clutched my chest at the pain I felt at the reminder. It wasn¡¯t anything significant, but it was enough to make me wonder what the hell had genuinely happened on that day. Why was I racing after a vehicle? No one mentioned that to me, but they hadn¡¯t mentioned anything at all about that day. Autumn had asked me once if the ident traumatized me, and my answer was no. Now, I wasn¡¯t sure that was the correct answer. It was the first time I¡¯d chosen to drive this fast since the ident, and I wasn¡¯t expecting to have this kind of reaction. It meant that I was speeding that day the crash took ce. Even if I was speeding, I always thought I was a good driver. I should have been able to stop the vehicle. Nothing about that day made sense to me. Something had to have caused the ident. But what was it? I pulled back onto the road; I couldn¡¯t let this stop me from finding the truth. It¡¯s not like I could ask anyone for help; no one would do it. I chose to drive slower; I hoped that would help with the unsettling feeling in my chest. It takes longer than it should for me to reach my destination. I park the car on the side of the building and found the guards at the main entrance. ¡°Do you have written permission to be here?¡± One of them asks. ¡°No,¡± I answer honestly. ¡°But I have plenty of cash to give to you if you let me through and keep this just between the four of us.¡± They looked at each other skeptically, and I pulled the money out of the car as proof. ¡°And what do we do about the cameras?¡± He asks. ¡°You can leave that to me,¡± I assure him. Arthur and his family had provided me with gadgets to shut off cameras within a certain distance. I¡¯d brought it with me today. After handing them the money, they open the gates for me to pass. I didn¡¯t waste any time as I opened all the doors that gave me ess to the room I was looking for. Luckily, the keys had been left with the guards. No one would know anything if I didn¡¯t make a mess inside there. That was the n. To keep everything the same way it was when I got here. I walked into the storage room and felt discouraged by the thousands of magazines they had in boxes. It would take me forever to go through everything. I searched the boxes for dates, but they weren¡¯tbeled. How could they notbel their boxes? Ah, f**k. I felt like shoving them all to the ground, but I knew that would only make things much harder for me. I start with the box closest to me. How would I know which of these articles included stories about me? And how would I know which of them included the information that I was searching for? I went through them one after the next. I only checked the front page of each magazine. That¡¯s usually where the stories about me were printed. The first box had zero reports about me. The second one had, but it wasn¡¯t what I was looking for. I spent hours searching through hundreds of boxes, hoping to find at least one thing that would be helpful to me, but to my disappointment and frustration, nothing here had anything to do with the ident. I dropped onto the ground and held my head in my hands. Where could it be? Did they remove everything from that day? My family was more desperate than I initially thought to keep the truth from me. They must have thought about all of this. The fact that no one in school mentioned it to me meant that they forced everyone to keep their mouth shut. I knew how my parents acted when they were desperate for something not toe out in the open. They had enough money to shut the mouths of millions. It only made me more determined to keep searching. Why were they making me go through this? All they had to do was tell me the f*****g truth. I couldn¡¯t even be pissed at them. They kept saying that they were only trying to protect me. I move from the storage room and into the main office. I wasn¡¯t about to give up. I came here for answers, and I wasn¡¯t leaving until I¡¯d gotten them. I opened one drawer after the next, but there wasn¡¯t anything that could help me. There was only one more thing I could think about doing, and that was essing their work on the computer. ¡°Fuck.¡± I hissed when I realized that there was a lock on it. The only persons that could help me with that were the ckners, and they weren¡¯t here. I didn¡¯t have time to call them for help either. I wasn¡¯t sure if they would¡¯ve helped me either. There¡¯s no telling how many people my parents have bribed or warned to prevent me from knowing the truth. I walk out of the room with plenty on my mind. I wasn¡¯t sessful in finding the truth. I¡¯d failed yet again. On my way out, I notice a sign pointing to their dumping grounds. It¡¯s where they kept the magazines they had no use for again. Would I have any luck inside there? It was worth a try. I barged my way into the room, and I instantly felt discouraged. Everything had been shredded. But it wasn¡¯t so bad that I wouldn¡¯t be able to put the pieces back together. I grabbed the ones with my face on them and spent hours searching for the missing pieces. When I¡¯d finally gotten the front page back in one piece again, I slowly read what was written on it. ¡®Atticus Fawn gets into an ident while trying to save his wife, Autumn Rivera Fawn.¡¯ The blood drains from my face as the realization hits me over what I¡¯ve just read. Wife. My wife? Autumn Rivera Fawn? What the f**k? When did Autumn be my wife? It took my body a while to recover from what I¡¯d just read. It felt like some kind of joke, yet deep down inside, I knew that it was the truth. It was a big enough secret for my parents to want to hide from me. I ced the other magazine¡¯s front page in front of me. ¡®Atticus Fawn To Wed Autumn Rivera.¡¯ Another proof of the marriage that happened, yet I still have zero memory of it. I had no memory of ever marrying Autumn. I knew that my feelings for her had certainly changed or intensified, but not once did I think that I was married to her. Another magazine had a picture of the two of us on our wedding day. She looked absolutely beautiful. Radiant. Stunning. How could I not remember something like that? The way she looked on that day should be instilled in my memory. So where the f**k was it? Was this the big secret everyone was keeping from me? Were they scared of what I¡¯d do when I found out? Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. How much of my memory had I lost after the ident? How much was missing? It exins everything Autumn had said to me the first night that she saw me after the ident. She thought that I was betraying her by being with Anya. She also didn¡¯t know anything about the ident until after. It would also exin why she hugged me while crying that night. She¡¯d just found out about the ident; I¡¯m assuming rissa had to be the one to inform her about the entire thing. I squeezed my temples as I searched my brain for anything that could remind me of being married to her. But nothing wasing to me. All of the articles were here, and they were the proof, but they did nothing to remind me of our times together. The only thing that reminded me was how my heart beat only for her. I felt it, but I didn¡¯t have the memories to align with those feelings. If she had no idea of the ident, where exactly had she been while I was in the hospital? If we were married, shouldn¡¯t she have been by my side? The first article stands out to me, the one that mentioned the cause of my ident. I was trying to save her. I was driving so quickly, chasing after a car only because I wanted to save Autumn. It¡¯s the only memory I had of that day. Chasing after the vehicle. Now I knew why I was chasing it. What danger had Autumn been in? What exactly happened on that day? Who was trying to hurt her, and if I got into an ident trying to save her, what happened to the people trying to hurt her? Did they escape? Did they hurt her? I needed to f*****g know these answers before I lost my damn mind. Chapter 58 Chapter 58 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 58 ~ATTICUS~ I wanted to speak with Anya before I talked to anyone else. I trusted her with my life, and I wanted to believe that she would be honest with me if I gave her a chance to exin. I knew there had to be a reason she pretended that we were still together even though she knew I was married to Autumn. Her eyes brighten when she spots me near the park where I told her to meet me earlier. I watched as she ran to me and threw herself into my arms. I stiffened, not sure what to do now that I knew who Autumn was to me. This felt wrong. Holding Anya felt like I was making a big mistake. ¡°I¡¯m so happy that you came to see me today,¡± She said as she hugged me tightly. ¡°I couldn¡¯t sleepst night. It was hard for me, Atticus; you have no idea how traumatized I¡¯ve been. I¡¯m still shocked by what Autumn did to mest night. I can¡¯t believe she¡¯s such a horrible person. I loved her like a sister, but she tried to kill me yesterday. I wish it were all a dream. It would be better for all of us if she were the same Autumn as in the past.¡± I stared at the ring on my finger, not paying attention to what she was saying. When I woke up on the hospital bed, one of the first things I noticed after returning home was the ring on the table near the bed. I¡¯d asked Anya about it first since she had joined me in my room that day. She¡¯d told me that this ring was something she¡¯d bought for me. Now, I knew it had to be a lie. I don¡¯t know why I hadn¡¯t realized it was a lie sooner. When had Anya ever been able to give me something like this in the past? I¡¯d been so caught up in my lost memory and everything I was missing to realize that she had been lying to me since then. How stupid have I been this entire time?Why did it take me this long to go looking for answers? Have I been afraid to learn the truth this whole time? ¡°You said once to me that you were the one that bought this ring for me.¡± I finally say, running my finger over it. ¡°Is that not true?¡± She smiles, ¡°yes, it was my promise to be yours for the rest of your life. A promise ring. A ring of our love for each other. I remember how happy you were when I first gave it to you. It¡¯s a memory I want to keep with me for the rest of my life.¡± I nod and stare into the distance, ¡°How could you afford something this expensive?¡± I ask. I was giving her a chance to tell me the truth, and she kept digging a hole deeper for herself. I thought that I could trust her. I felt that Anya would at least tell me the truth or something close to it if I kept asking her questions. Not once did I think that she would make up even bigger lies to convince me that it was the truth. I was both disappointed and angry with her. But I didn¡¯t want to show her my genuine emotion. There was plenty that I still wanted to do before I confronted her. She wasn¡¯t the only person I had questions for. Everyone close to me, everyone that I trusted, all had exining to do. And I wanted to give them all the opportunity to tell me what I wanted to hear. Her eyes widen, ¡°what are you insinuating?¡± I shrug my shoulders, ¡°it¡¯s a reasonable question considering your condition. I¡¯m not trying to insult you if that¡¯s what you¡¯re thinking. I¡¯m curious about who gave you the funds to get this for me. It doesn¡¯t look like a promise ring, either. It seems like something much more than that. It looks like a ring a wife would get for her husband.¡± I can see the uncertainty in her eyes as she tries to respond. Was she searching for more lies to cover up her other lies? I exhaled before taking a deep breath once more. I had to remind myself to stay calm. She smiled, ¡°since I couldn¡¯t afford it on my own. I got Damon and Dante to help me. But that doesn¡¯t change the amount of love I ced into getting this for you. Look how well it suits you. Who else would know exactly what you like?¡± My jaw clenched; she was no doubt continuing to lie to me. This was my f*****g wedding ring. All of the articles showed it. Knowing my parents, they wouldn¡¯t have missed the opportunity to get pictures of this ring and Autumn¡¯s in the magazines. It hurt to know that Anya could lie so easily to me without remorse. It hurt that my entire family could lie to me as well. And Autumn. I had no idea what to think about her. Could I trust her? She had plenty of opportunities to tell me the truth; why couldn¡¯t she tell me that she was my wife? All of the proof was there; I would have believed her. My heart would have understood her. Instead, they all made me look like a fool. The entire school. Everyone. They fooled me. They made me think that I was still with Anya. All this time, my conflicted feelings, fighting myself, feeling guilty for wanting Autumn when I should have been with Anya, everything was a sted lie that they all made me believe. And I was foolish enough to believe them because I trusted each and every one of them. My hands tightened into fists at my sides. All this time, I hugged and kissed Anya while I had a wife. A WIFE. They let me kiss another woman when my wife was still in my life. The more I thought about it, the angrier I got. I¡¯ve never been that way. I¡¯ve never been a f*****g cheater. That was for a weak man. If I had gotten married to Autumn, there was no way I would have touched Anya inappropriately. The fact that my feelings were still there for Autumn, even after losing my memory, was proof of that. They¡¯d all betrayed me. They¡¯d all let me down, and for what? What was their reason behind it? Why did they think the best thing was to keep the truth from me? I¡¯d made a mess out of my life because of this lie. Still, I couldn¡¯t find it in my heart to hate them. Still, I partly knew why they did it in the first ce. But f**k. This just made everything so much worse. I didn¡¯t understand anything that happened. How did I ever marry Autumn when Anya was my mate? How did my feelings for Anya change, and all of them suddenly turn towards Autumn? Nothing made sense to me. Thest thing I remembered was loving Anya like crazy; I would do anything for her in the past, so what had caused everything to change and so quickly? I had no idea what had happened before and during the ident. I wish I knew. I wish I could remember every single detail that I was missing. There were still plenty of things that were unclear to me. And I needed them to fill in those missing nks for me. Did Autumn truly have feelings for me? I know the feelings I had for her, but I wasn¡¯t sure that hers were real. If she was willing to let me be with Anya even while we were married, what does that say about her feelings for me? I expected her to try and separate us, to do something, anything to make sure that Anya didn¡¯t take her ce. But she stood back and let it all happen. She never said anything when Anya hugged me, and not once did she try to stop it. Well, that wasn¡¯t exactly true. There were certain times when she showed her real emotions, but I never paid enough attention to them. The only proof I had of her feelings for me was what she did to Anya yesterday. But I wasn¡¯t even sure if that was for me. Maybe the signs were there, but I wasn¡¯t looking for them. Everything she said when she saw me at the beach party or yesterday when she cried while looking at my jeep were all signs of what we shared. If those emotions were real, I wasn¡¯t the only one who cared between us. Maybe I should at least give her a chance to exin what happened to us. Perhaps I could trust her more than I did Anya at this point. Anya was no longer someone that I could trust. Everything that she did was suspicious to me now. If Autumn also had feelings for me, why couldn¡¯t she be honest with me? Why this big secret? Maybe my parents had something to do with it. I knew how influential they were. There¡¯s no telling how far they went to keep this secret from me. Did they threaten her to keep quiet, or did she decide to lie to me on her own? ¡°Atticus?¡± Anya calls out to me. It was the reminder I needed to know that she was still in front of me. I didn¡¯t care what anyone said to me anymore. I didn¡¯t care what my parents had nned or what Anya wanted from me. Now that I knew Autumn was my wife, it didn¡¯t matter that I couldn¡¯t remember our times together, she was my wife, and it meant that she had to be treated like it. ¡°Did you kick Autumn out of your homest night?¡± She asks. Her words cut through me and ignited the anger I felt. How could she ask me that, knowing that Autumn was my wife while she wasn¡¯t? ¡°Tell me, Anya, why are you and Autumn no longer good friends?¡± I ask. ¡°She was your closest friend, but I can¡¯t help but notice how the both of you treat each other ever since I lost my memory.¡± Her eyes are surprised, and it¡¯s the reaction I was expecting from her. Someone that had plenty to hide would react this way. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about. I¡¯ve only been unhappy with her after she tried to kill me yesterday. Did you already forget what happened?¡± She demands. ¡°It was traumatizing for me, Atticus. Do you even know what it feels like to almost die at the hands of someone you used to love?¡± I nod, ¡°I remember, but I didn¡¯t see everything that happened. I only arrived when Autumn was still in the pool. I didn¡¯t see you move an inch to try and help her get out. Unlike Autumn, you¡¯re a very good swimmer. You could have easily jumped into the pool and rescued her.¡± My body still hadn¡¯t recovered from the shock of seeing her inside that pool. All I could think about was saving her. I had never panicked so much about another person in my life. Last night I didn¡¯t pay much attention to Anya not trying to help her, but after knowing what I knew, I realized that she wasn¡¯tpletely innocent in all of this. I thought Autumn had retaliated for no reason, but now I knew I was delusional to believe that. ¡°What are you using me of doing, Atticus?¡± She demands. ¡°I thought you, out of everyone else, would know the type of person I am. I can¡¯t believe you would ever think so low of me.¡± Why did I feel like I¡¯d heard words like that out of her mouth already? I shook my head. ¡°I¡¯m not using you of anything. I¡¯m asking you to exin so I can get a better idea of everything.¡± ¡°The truth. Are you sure you want to know the truth?¡± She asks. I nod, ¡°tell me everything I need to know to understand what¡¯s been going on between the two of you.¡± ¡°I found out something disturbing. That¡¯s why I decided not to be friends with Autumn anymore.¡± She exins. ¡°And what did you find out that made you make that decision?¡± I ask. ¡°I found out that Autumn has feelings for you. I realized she was only friends with me to get closer to you. I felt betrayed because of it, and I decided to let go.¡± I stiffened. It¡¯s thest thing I expected her to say to me. She was lying. Once again, Anya was lying to me. I knew that she was. I would have believed her if I didn¡¯t know I was married to Autumn. My marriage to her best friend is most likely what caused the drift between them. I gave her the opportunity to tell me the truth, and she still chose to lie. ¡°Is there anything else that you think I should know?¡± I ask, giving her yet another chance toe clean. She looks at me suspiciously, ¡°why are you asking all of these questions so randomly?¡± I shrug my shoulders, ¡°am I not allowed to be curious? Things have changed plenty since I woke up after the ident. I¡¯m allowed to ask questions. Why are you so threatened by them?¡± She crossed her arms over her chest and red at me, ¡°I¡¯m not threatened by them. It¡¯s just surprising to me that you¡¯re asking them today. I thought you would be more concerned about what type of monster Autumn was. The power that she contains is not normal. That kind of power is not something you¡¯ll see every day. Why aren¡¯t you questioning her instead?¡± I was aware that Autumn¡¯s ability to control Anya yesterday was not normal, but finding out she was my wife was more shocking to me. I was trying to deal with one thing before moving on to the other. ¡°I¡¯m in a rtionship with you.¡± I reminded her even though I knew the truth now. ¡°You¡¯re the one I have to question. Not her. Unless there¡¯s something else that I should know about Autumn, is there?¡± Her eyes widen, ¡°of course, nothing else concerns you. I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m just surprised by your questions. That¡¯s all. You can ask me whatever you want to; I will answer all of them withplete honesty.¡± I nod, ¡°I have plenty more questions, but I¡¯ll leave them for another time.¡± She smiles, relieved, ¡°are you taking me for dinner tonight?¡± I shook my head, ¡°I want you toe home with me tonight. I may have a small gathering with all of my family members present. Since you¡¯re close to me, I want you to be there too.¡± Her face brightens, ¡°I¡¯ll be happy to join you.¡± My jaw clenched; it wasn¡¯t the gathering she was hoping for. Tonight she would find out why I¡¯d invited her. . . . . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ ¡°Are you okay?¡± rissa asks me. It¡¯s the next day after the party, and I¡¯m still feeling gloomy. I haven¡¯t seen Atticus since I attacked Anya. It still bothered me how angry he¡¯d gotten with me. He doesn¡¯t realize what she¡¯d try to do to me. He still trusted her, and it frustrated me that he didn¡¯t remember anything. If he remembered even a little about our past, he would know she wasn¡¯t someone he could trust. Instead, he chose to believe the lies she was constantly feeding him. My ns to bring us closer together were not working, and it hurt. Why couldn¡¯t he believe me? Why couldn¡¯t he see the truth right in front of his face? I wasn¡¯t able to sleep at allst night. The disgusted look on his face after I almost killed her was constantly haunting me. I couldn¡¯t get the image out of my head. I hadn¡¯t intentionally tried to hurt her. Just maybe a little, but my intention was never to kill her. I didn¡¯t want to stoop as low as her, but something dark came over mest night. The fact that she¡¯d tried to hurt me first triggered the dark side inside of me. I wasn¡¯t even sure a dark side existed until yesterday. I was still hoping that I was nothing like my father, but it would seem that I couldn¡¯t hide from my past no matter how much I wanted to. I couldn¡¯t hide from the sins of my father either. It was out to destroy my life, and I wasn¡¯t sure what would happen when the truth was revealed to everyone else. It was clear that everyone around me who knew who Azai was would freak out when they discovered he was my father. How much longer could I hide it from them? Carter and his teammates knew I wasn¡¯t normal, and now Anya also knew the truth. She hated me passionately; she could easily make my life a living hell. ¡°Autumn?¡± rissa asks. ¡°Are you okay? You didn¡¯t answer me the first time. I¡¯m very worried about you. Please talk to me; I¡¯m here to help if you need anything from me.¡± ¡°Not the best. I¡¯m terrified of what my future has in store for me.¡± I confess. ¡°Is Atticus upset with me? He never once returned to see whether or not I was okay after almost drowning. He was more concerned about Anya than me.¡± I knew he was only acting that way because he¡¯d lost his memory, but that didn¡¯t make it any easier for me. She sighs, ¡°Atticus never came homest night.¡± Her words have managed to shock me to the core. How could he not have returned? Where could he have gone without letting anyone know of his whereabouts? I stopped walking and turned towards her. ¡°He didn¡¯t return homest night?¡± I repeated her words to ensure I¡¯d heard her correctly the first time. She nods, ¡°we tried calling his phone, but he never answered. No one knows where he is or where he wentst night. He was very secretive about it.¡± Fear coursed through my veins. ¡°Do you think something happened to him?¡± I demand. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t we be looking for him?¡± Maybe he went to see Anya and chose not to tell anyone. I don¡¯t know why he would want to keep that a secret. ¡°Damon and Dante went looking, but they never found him. Damon said that he looked suspicious when he leftst night. No one knows why he chose to leave.¡± She answers. ¡°I don¡¯t think anything bad happened to him, or we would have heard about it by now. It must be hard for him not to remember anything. I think it¡¯s affecting him negatively. I knew my parents should have told him the truth from the beginning. When Atticus learns what happened, he¡¯s not going to trust anyone. He will feel betrayed. I always knew that this would happen. When he remembers that you¡¯d been missing and they still chose to lie to him, he will lose his mind. I hope that they¡¯re prepared for his wrath.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not sure we¡¯re doing the right thing.¡± I agree. ¡°I feel we¡¯re doing more harm than good by not telling him.¡± At first, I was too afraid to hurt him. But that wasn¡¯t my only fear. I¡¯ve always been terrified that he would choose Anya over me. I¡¯ve seen him do it all my life; I was scared that he would still do it even after knowing the truth because he¡¯d lost all memory of me and my feelings for him. ¡°I can talk to my parents again.¡± She says. ¡°I can convince them that it¡¯s time for him to know the truth. We¡¯ve waited far too long. What are they waiting for? For him to ask Anya to marry him? They¡¯re ying a dangerous game, and they don¡¯t realize how wrong it is. They¡¯re trying to protect him, but they¡¯re choosing the worst way to do it.¡± Her words have increased the worry inside of me. She was right. If Atticus didn¡¯t remember he was married to me, there¡¯s no telling what he would do for Anya. She was crazy enough to ask him for a wedding. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. It was time that we made the hard decision and told him the truth. The look he gave me yesterday shes before my mind. I swallow. ¡°I¡¯m not sure that would make a difference after yesterday. You should have seen the way he looked at me. Like I was a monster. And maybe I am one. After all, my father was a crazy maniac greedy for power.¡± I wanted to see Atticus today, but I was also worried about how he would react after what he¡¯d seen yesterday. ¡°Atticus could never think that way about you. He was most likely just startled by what he saw. Besides, Anya deserved everything. She pushed you into the pool and watched you fight for your life. You wouldn¡¯t have retaliated if she hadn¡¯t hurt you first.¡± ¡°Have you seen her?¡± I ask as I search our surroundings. I¡¯m sure she would have plenty to say to me after what she saw. Her hatefulments would only get worse from now on. I was prepared for all of them. Her opinion of me did not bother me; the only person whose opinion mattered the most was Atticus. ¡°She won¡¯t be here today,¡± rissa answers me. ¡°ording to Damon, she¡¯s not feeling well and chose to skip the academy. Her not being here is already a sign that today will be a good day. Hopefully, Atticus shows up as well.¡± If Atticus never shows up today, I could only assume he chose to spend the day with her. He was probably still trying to soothe her. My Atticus would have done the opposite. He would have taken care of me instead. I needed to remind myself that he was still inside of him somewhere. I couldn¡¯t give up. rissa¡¯s face brightens when Damon approaches us, ¡°aren¡¯t youte for your ss?¡± He asks her. She nods, ¡°I amte, but that¡¯s fine.¡± He sighs, ¡°let¡¯s go to ss, rissa. You¡¯ll have plenty of time to speak with Autumn afterward.¡± She pouts, but after I also agree with him, she goes without insisting on staying back. I watch as Damon walks her to ss, and I¡¯m left alone in the ssroom until he returns. Dante was not present either, he was probably out searching for Atticus, or he could also be with Anya. The rest of the ss passes quickly, most likely because Atticus never showed up. Not seeing him had certainly dampened my mood. I¡¯m just praying for everything to pass quickly so I can return home. The guards were the only thing keeping mepany at this point, and even they didn¡¯t try to speak to me. They couldn¡¯t. Our family was strict about that. rissa and I are reunited at the cafeteriater in the day, and I¡¯m relieved to have her next to me again. Something about her always managed to calm me down. ¡°How were sses?¡± She asks. ¡°Boring.¡± ¡°Same.¡± She tells me as her eyes scan the cafeteria. She looked over at me after, and I could tell she¡¯d seen someone or something that made her concerned about me. ¡°Atticus is here.¡± She finally says. My heart skipped a beat at her words. I followed her gaze, and she was correct; he was, standing next to Damon. They were deep in conversation, but something about Atticus didn¡¯t seem right. ¡°He looks angry,¡± I tell rissa. ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen him be that way around Damon before.¡± ¡°I think you¡¯re right, but I doubt you¡¯re the one he¡¯s angry with.¡± She whispers. ¡°I don¡¯t see why he would be upset with Damon either. Something else must be happening that we don¡¯t know about. Maybe it has to do with why he went missingst night.¡± Even though my feet were itching to go to him, I decided that the safest thing to do was to stay next to rissa and let him approach me. If he wanted to talk, he woulde. I knew things had worsened after yesterday, and I didn¡¯t want to push him. I close my eyes and fight back the pain I felt in that memory. Everything that I did was to get Atticus back, help him regain his memory, and bring him closer to me. I knew that Anya deserved what happened to her after pushing me into the pool, but I wouldn¡¯t have stooped to her level if the power hadn¡¯t consumed me. I wish Atticus knew this. I hope he knew the type of person that I was. I was fearful of myself. I was scared of how much of my father I had inside me. My body shook with worry. I didn¡¯t know who I could speak to that would be able to help me. The only person I could think about was my biological mother, but I had no idea where she was or how to find her. I wish she would show up. I wish she would see me at least once and help me get through this. ¡°Hey,¡± rissa whispers. ¡°Do you need anything? You¡¯re shivering.¡± I tried to stay calm next to her, but it was bing difficult. The fear was consuming me. I knew I should fight it; it was possible that it could be the power inside of me trying to scare me, to be dominant. ¡°I¡¯m okay.¡± I lie. ¡°I just need some time to recover from yesterday.¡± She nods, ¡°you don¡¯t have to force yourself toe to the academy. Everyone knows you¡¯re going through plenty. You can¡ª¡± She pauses, ¡°they¡¯reing.¡± She warns me suddenly. I followed her gaze, and she was right. Atticus and Damon are walking toward us. I tried to prepare myself mentally, but even that wasn¡¯t easy to do at this point. Something about the way he¡¯s looking at me makes me uneasy. I feel like he knows more than he did yesterday. Did he somehow find out who my father was? Was that where he had disappeared to? Did he go searching for answers about who I was? I was surprised that there weren¡¯t headlines about what I¡¯d done all over the school by now. Anya wasn¡¯t someone that liked to keep anything to herself. Something that made me look so horrible; I thought she would have rushed for the opportunity to expose me. Maybe that¡¯s why she didn¡¯te to the academy today. She was plotting her next big n to get rid of me. She wasn¡¯t the only one. Now I also had to watch out for Skyler. In every direction I turned, my life was in danger, and still, my main concern was bringing Atticus back to me. I didn¡¯t care what was happening around me; I didn¡¯t care that my life was in danger; all I wanted was a chance to bring my Atticus back to me. I missed him dearly. I wish I could have what he had in the past. I fought for him for so long, and I¡¯m still fighting. I wanted to feel his arms around me, to feel his warmth engulf me. I missed having him next to me, and I was tired of having to see him with Anya. I was tired of watching her use his memory loss to her advantage. ¡°Are you sure you want to be near Atticus right now?¡± rissa asks me as she looks for a way to help me escape. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure her. ¡°I have to face him eventually. I can handle whatever he has to say to me.¡± She nods, and not too long after; they¡¯re both standing a few inches away from us. ¡°Where have you been?¡± rissa asks Atticus, not giving him a chance to say anything. ¡°Dante and Damon looked everywhere for youst night. Where did you run off to? It¡¯s unfair to everyone else that you just chose to disappear without saying a word. You don¡¯t think we would have all been worried after thatst incident that almost took you from us?¡± He doesn¡¯t look guilty at all. Instead, he seems almost irritated by her questions. His actions were very disturbing. Atticus had to know something that he wasn¡¯t telling us. He wouldn¡¯t react this way without a perfectly good reason. He looks directly at me then, and my breath gets stuck in my throat, ¡°I had some answers that I needed to find. I disappeared to get them.¡± She quirks a brow, ¡°and did you find those answers?¡± I can feel the tension increase at his words. His jaw clenches. ¡°I found some answers.¡± That was all he said. His responses were short like he didn¡¯t want to tell us. His eyes travel to my hand, and I¡¯m unsure what he¡¯s looking for. He looks even angrier now, ¡°I invited Anya over tonight for a family gathering.¡± He announces suddenly. My body goespletely still at his words. I was right. He had been with Anya all this time. He was comforting her while I¡¯d been worried about him like crazy. It didn¡¯t make me feel any better. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t she stay home and rest?¡± rissa asks, annoyed. ¡°No.¡± Atticus snaps. ¡°She will be there. I expect all of you to be there as well, including Autumn.¡± I gasp. Did I hear him correctly? Including me? Why did he want me there as well? What was Atticus nning? Did he want to expose me in front of his entire family? Chapter 59 Chapter 59 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 59 ~AUTUMN~ I wasn¡¯t sure if seeing Atticus today was a good idea. I kept getting a bad feeling about it. I knew I could trust him in the past, but now that he was back with Anya, I didn¡¯t think I could trust him anymore. He would do things in her favor, not mine. He would be thinking about her, not me. ¡± You don¡¯t have to go there tonight.¡± My father tells me. ¡°I know you think you have to be by Atticus¡¯s side because he¡¯s your husband, but I¡¯m tired of seeing you get hurt because of his memory loss. We can finalize a divorce with his family, and you¡¯ll never have to see the Fawns again.¡± I sigh, they were the ones that got me into the marriage in the first ce, and now they wanted to get me out of it? I didn¡¯t want to divorce Atticus. I wanted him to remember me. I wanted to make him remember me. And nothing and no one would stop that from happening. ¡°Atticus lost his memory while trying to save me. He got into an ident while chasing after the men that kidnapped me. Why would I leave him when he¡¯s going through the hardest part of his life?¡± ¡°I¡¯m just suggesting it for your own good, Autumn.¡± He tells me. ¡°I know you may think that I¡¯m being unreasonable, but I only care about you right now. His family is looking after him; they¡¯re putting his needs first. I¡¯m trying to do the same for my daughter. We don¡¯t know if Atticus will ever regain his memories. And if he does, we don¡¯t know if he will ever be the same. There are so much more things to worry about. If the Fawns find out who you really are, if they find out that we lied to them, your rtionship with Atticus will have to end. I¡¯m just trying to protect you from all of that. I can see that you¡¯ve already grown attached to him. I¡¯m scared to see what will happen to you if you¡¯re forced to let go of him for your own good.¡± Why does it have to end? Why would his parents separate us because of that lie? I wasn¡¯t the one that lied. I never knew who I was until today. Were they that heartless to separate me from him because of that? I hoped not. I thought the Fawns were nice; I thought that they were good people. I understood that they didn¡¯t like being lied to, but they liked me; at least, I hoped that they did. Maybe if my parents asked for their forgiveness, perhaps then they would put this all behind us. I was hoping for a miracle at this point. ¡°I¡¯m sorry we can¡¯t protect you from everything.¡± My mother apologizes. ¡°When your father and I decided to adopt you, we promised Aura that we would keep you safe. We promised her that we would keep you happy. I thought we were doing a good job at it until now. I¡¯m so sorry, Autumn. I wish there were more that we could do for you.¡± It¡¯s not the first time that she¡¯s said this to me. I hug her, ¡°it¡¯s okay, mom. I know that you¡¯re trying your best. I know that these things are out of your control. It¡¯s not your fault. Don¡¯t me yourself.¡± I wish they knew where my mother was. Or my siblings. Being around people that suffered the same faith as me would have made this a lot easier. Unfortunately, I was separate from them, and it didn¡¯t look like I would ever be able to find them again in this life. Even though I wanted to search for them, I knew I had to let them go; I was already in danger because I¡¯d been found, and I didn¡¯t want anyone else to be in trouble because of me. I would keep them safe in whatever ways I could. And right now, staying away from them was the best way to do that. ¡°Tell us if anything goes wrong.¡± My mother tells me as they pull up to the Fawn¡¯s home. I nod and promise her before getting out of the vehicle. They would be returning for me tonight. No one wanted me to drive withoutpany. Just like they asked, the guards would be staying by the front entrance in case anything happened. Apparently, my parents didn¡¯t even trust the Fawns around me. I¡¯ve never seen them this terrified of anything before. If I had any doubt of them loving me in the past, I didn¡¯t have it anymore. They were trying to protect me, and I loved them for it. I understood why they were hesitant around the Fawns. They knew that the second that Atticus¡¯s parents saw my power, they would know the truth. And since my power kept resurfacing recently, there¡¯s no telling who would be the next person to see it. I had no control, and as long as I had zero control, my life would be in danger. Not only my life but the lives of everyone around me as well. I took a deep breath before I walked into the home that was once mine before Atticus lost his memory of us. Everyone is already on the patio, waiting for me. It turns out that I was thest to arrive. It doesn¡¯t help with my nervousness. I¡¯m not sure what Atticus had nned, but I had to be prepared for the worst. Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Anya¡¯s eyes narrowed the moment that she saw me. From her reaction, I could tell that Atticus never told her that he had invited me over tonight. Why did he keep it a secret from her? Knowing Atticus, he would want to do everything to keep her happy. Why did he invite me over, knowing how much she disliked me? Why did he invite me after what I almost did to her yesterday? Nothing he was doing made any sense to me. It kept pointing to one thing, and that was him exposing who I was to everyone else. At least rissa already knew the truth. Damon did as well. I wasn¡¯t sure how much rissa had told him, but he did know more than everyone else present here. Anya looked at Atticus, but he wasn¡¯t looking at her; his eyes were glued to me. My breath got stuck in my throat as his eyes grazed my body from top to bottom. I can¡¯t remember thest time he looked at me like this. Like I was his, like I belonged to him. ¡°It¡¯s nice of you to join us, Autumn.¡± His mother says as she hugs me. I wish that they always remained this kind towards me. I didn¡¯t want their behavior towards me to change after they found out the truth. ¡°It¡¯s always a pleasure to have you visit us.¡± His father agrees. ¡°You already know how happy you make me whenever you¡¯re around,¡± rissa adds as she hugs me. Atticus hadn¡¯t said a word to me while everyone else had taken the time to wee me. Yet he was the one that had invited me. His actions only made me more worried. What did Atticus invite me over for? What did he want from me? Was it really as bad as I thought it would be? I wanted to hope that my Atticus was still in him, and if he were, he wouldn¡¯t do anything that could put my life in danger tonight. I knew that I was hoping for too much, but I was trying to stay positive despite every bad thing that had happened in my life recently. ¡°Is there a reason you wanted us here tonight?¡± Damon asks now that all of us are present. ¡°I had ns today,¡± Griffin adds. ¡°Whatever you have nned, I hope it¡¯s worth skipping the party I wanted to attend.¡± ¡°It¡¯s worth it,¡± Atticus assures him. ¡°Trust me. Unlike the rest of you, I can be trusted. I keep my word.¡± We all got quiet after what he¡¯d just said to us. What did he mean by that? Did he not trust anyone here? Since when did Atticus not trust his family? He¡¯s never made ament like that in the past. ¡°Are you trying to say that you don¡¯t trust us?¡± His mother asks hesitantly. He chuckles, ¡°It¡¯s a joke. You guys need to lighten up a little. Look at your faces; some of you look like you¡¯ve just seen a ghost.¡± That was his definition of a joke? Nothing about that was funny, considering the big secret we were all keeping from him. ¡°So then, why are we here, son?¡± His father asks, he still hasn¡¯t given us a clear answer. ¡°We will get to that in a bit.¡± He answers. ¡°There is no need to rush. We have plenty of time tonight.¡± Why was he stalling it? What was he waiting for? ¡°You¡¯re acting a little weird.¡± rissa points out. ¡°I have to agree with rissa for once,¡± Anya adds. ¡°Are you sure you¡¯re okay, Atticus?¡± I think everyone here can agree with them. Heughs without any humor, ¡°I¡¯m the one that¡¯s acting weird? Me? Yet no one thinks that anyone else present here tonight hasn¡¯t been acting suspicious the entire time my memory has been missing?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand what you¡¯re asking.¡± His mother says, but I can see the fear in her eyes. His parents were the ones that wanted to lie to him this entire time. I understood why they were doing it, but it didn¡¯t change the fact that it was indeed a lie. We all realize this wasn¡¯t just some simple gathering that Atticus wanted with his family. His words weren¡¯t matching his actions. He was angry even though he tried to mask it from the rest of us. He was acting like he¡¯d found out the truth about us. But that was impossible. There is no way that Atticus knows unless he has regained his memories. ¡°Why is everyone so tensed?¡± He asks. ¡°I¡¯m trying to do something good tonight for the people that I trust the most in the entire world. There¡¯s plenty to eat and drink, don¡¯t let me stop you.¡± ¡°Is there something that you¡¯d like to say to us?¡± Damon asks. ¡°You¡¯ve been on edge the entire day with everyone. First, you disappearedst night without letting anyone know where you were, and now you¡¯re acting very strangely. You already brought us here; why can¡¯t you cut to the chase?¡± Atticus sighs, ¡°my dear brother. Brothers. Mother. Father. Sister. There¡¯s so much I want to ask, and so much I have to say, but the time wille. Please, enjoy the food in front of you first.¡± I noticed that he didn¡¯t mention Anya or me. Were we not included in whatever he had to say? So then, why did he invite the both of us tonight? ¡°Atticus,¡± Anya whispers. ¡°If you don¡¯t want to talk to anyone else, then at least talk to me. Where did you gost night? Why are you not telling anyone?¡± His eyes move from her to me, ¡°I want to talk. But the person I want to talk to is her.¡± My lips part. He was still looking directly at me. I held my breath as he took slow steps in my direction. Was this where he told his entire family about what happened between Anya and mest night? Since no one asked me any questions, I knew that neither he nor Anya had spoken a word about it. Maybe they were waiting for this exact moment to say what was on their mind. Atticus doesn¡¯t stop until he¡¯s inches away from my body; I¡¯m still holding my breath when he takes my hand in his. I gasped when he began rubbing his finger where my wedding ring used to be, the ring that he bought for me. ¡°Why aren¡¯t you wearing your ring?¡± He growls. Chapter 60 Chapter 60 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 60 ~AUTUMN~ There isplete silence as Atticus¡¯s words shock us all. They¡¯d all heard him. I hadn¡¯t been delusional. He¡¯d just asked me why I wasn¡¯t wearing my ring. How could he know about that if his memory was lost? Was it possible that Atticus had regained his memory yesterday and chose to keep it a secret from the rest of us? Why would he do something like that? It was very unlike him. His memory still had to be missing. My Atticus would have ran to me with hugs and kisses if he¡¯d remembered me. I wouldn¡¯t have been able to get his hands off me. ¡°How do you know that Autumn usually wears a ring?¡± His mother asks as she waits for an answer from him. I could feel the anticipation as everyone waited for him to exin. This night just kept getting stranger and stranger. He knew that he had everyone on edge, and I think this is exactly what he wanted from us. He wanted us to be confused and scared until someone slipped up and gave in. ¡°I don¡¯t.¡± He says. ¡°But you just confirmed it for me, mother. Why does she wear a ring on that finger? Is Autumn married to someone?¡± It felt like Atticus was ying with all of us. Was he giving us a chance toe clean with everything? His entire family stood up from their seats and looked at him. Damon and Dante gave each other an rmed look while his parents were practically gazing at him with fear. ¡°What do you know, Atticus?¡± His father asks. ¡°Tell us what you want to find out. Why are you ying these ridiculous games with your family? If there¡¯s something that you wish to ask, just do it.¡± ¡°Because my family, who I love and respect dearly, are the ones who chose to y ridiculous games with me first.¡± He Snaps. ¡°What¡¯s wrong if I also join your game? I don¡¯t have only one question to ask you. I have multiple questions, so I asked each of you to be here tonight.¡± His father res at him. ¡°No one is ying any games with you. You¡¯re reading too much into nothing.¡± ¡°Autumn.¡± He says, returning his attention to me. ¡°You never answered my question. Why aren¡¯t you wearing your wedding ring? Aren¡¯t you married?¡± My lips part. Either he knew I was married to him and testing me, or he thought that I was married to someone else. Maybe Anya made up another lie and told him. That was expected from someone like her. But Atticus didn¡¯t look at me like he thought I was married to someone else. He almost looked as though he knew I was married to him. ¡°Yes, I am married.¡± I finally say. I spoke softly, and I wasn¡¯t sure if he¡¯d heard me. His family surely had, however. His parents looked at me, and I could tell that they wanted me to keep my mouth shut. They¡¯d wanted me to stay quiet since the beginning. I didn¡¯t want to lie to him anymore. I wanted him to know the truth, that is, if he didn¡¯t already know everything. ¡°Autumn doesn¡¯t like speaking about her marriage.¡± His mother interrupts me. ¡°I don¡¯t think that you should make her ufortable. She¡¯s our guest.¡± ¡°Why don¡¯t you let Autumn speak for herself, mother?¡± He demands. ¡°I would like to hear the words straight from her mouth. No one else should speak for her.¡± I took a deep breath. If he wanted to know the truth this much, I would tell him. There¡¯s no use hiding it any longer. ¡°I don¡¯t wear my wedding ring because it reminds me of my husband,¡± I confess. ¡°And thinking about our past brings me great pain.¡± He tilts his head to the side and studies me. I knew he would not stop until I told him everything he needed to know. ¡°Great pain?¡± He asks, curious. ¡°Why does it bring you great pain? Is your husband no longer a part of your life? Did something happen that separated you from him?¡± My bottom lip trembles at his question. I wasn¡¯t sure if he was ying with me, but I didn¡¯t like it. He had no idea how hard it¡¯s been for me this entire time. But since he wanted to find out this way, I would continue. ¡°Yes,¡± I say. ¡°My husband got into an ident.¡± I can feel the tension rise at my words. Anya red at me, warning me with her eyes to keep my mouth shut. Didn¡¯t they realize by now that Atticus already knew more than he was supposed to? He wanted to see how far everyone would continue with their lies. I didn¡¯t want him not to trust me. I wanted him to know that I was someone he could blindly trust. ¡°An ident?¡± He repeats. ¡°Like the one I¡¯d gotten into?¡± I fought back the tears and bit down on my lip hard. It was difficult for me to even speak about it. Whenever I thought about Atticus crashing his jeep while trying to save me, I felt great pain. ¡°Yes,¡± I answer him. ¡°Just like the ident, you got into.¡± I gasped when his hand cupped my cheek and lifted my face so that I was staring directly into his eyes. ¡°Tell me, Autumn,¡± he whispers. ¡°What is the name of your husband?¡± My breath gets stuck in my throat, and even though I want to say his name, I suddenly can¡¯t remember how to speak. ¡°Atticus!¡± Anya hissed. ¡°What is the meaning of this? Why would you ask her that?¡± He holds up his hand to silence her. ¡°Son.¡± His father tries next. ¡°This is not the time or ce for that. Let Autumn have her privacy. It¡¯s difficult for her to speak about her marriage. Don¡¯t remind her of the pain.¡± ¡°I¡¯m speaking to Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°Anyone who has a problem with that can just leave.¡± They all got silent after his warning. ¡°You can tell me.¡± He says softly. ¡°Don¡¯t listen to anyone else. Just talk to me.¡± Our gazes are locked, and everyone else disappears around us. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Atticus Fawn,¡± I whisper. ¡°That¡¯s the name of my husband.¡± His face brightened at my words, and it almost seemed like he was happy that I¡¯d chosen to tell him the truth. He slowly lets go of me and turns toward the rest of his family. ¡°Don¡¯t listen to her,¡± Anya shouts. ¡°You¡¯re not her husband. Don¡¯t let her take advantage of your memory loss.¡± He res at her, ¡°she¡¯s not the one that took advantage of it. You¡¯re the one, Anya. You are the one that lied to me. You are the one that made me believe we were still in a rtionship. You are the one that I can no longer trust.¡± She gapes at him, ¡°I can¡¯t believe you¡¯re choosing to believe her over me.¡± Heughs, ¡°how much longer are you going to keep up the lies, Anya?¡± He demands. Her eyes widen, ¡°do you have your memories back?¡± His body stills, ¡°no.¡± He says. ¡°Unfortunately, it¡¯s still missing.¡± ¡°Then how are you so sure that Autumn is telling the truth? Why do you believe her when she says you are her husband?¡± Anya demands. I couldn¡¯t believe her. She was only making Atticus doubt her even more. But I was also curious: How did Atticus find out the truth? Why did he believe me when I said that he was my husband? I was surprised that he was on my side tonight. He seemed to be against everyone else but me. He pulls out his phone and shows her the screen. I can¡¯t see what he¡¯s showing her, but her face goes completely still. He passed the phone around to the rest of his family. None of them could speak a single word after seeing whatever it was on his phone. ¡°It¡¯s pictures of the shredded magazines you all tried to hide from me.¡± He tells them. ¡°I trusted all of you. I thought that I could blindly trust my family. Now I know how wrong I¡¯ve been my entire life. How could you keep such a big thing a secret from me? A wife? Who doesn¡¯t tell a husband about his wife?¡± ¡°Atticus.¡± His mother cries. ¡°You can trust us. When you woke up that day at the hospital and hugged Anya, we all knew that something had to be wrong. When we spoke to the doctor, he informed us that you had temporary memory loss. He mentioned that it could also be permanent from all of the trauma you¡¯d suffered. We were only listening to the doctor¡¯s orders. He told us to keep the truth from you until we thought you were ready to learn who Autumn was. You still thought Anya was your girlfriend and we were scared of what would happen when you learned the truth.¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°you lied to me, mother. And I don¡¯t know how long you were nning to lie to me. Autumn was in our home, in my school, and almost everywhere I went, she was present. Yet I never once knew that she was my wife. How do you think that makes me feel? And did any of you ever once consider her feelings?¡± My lips parted, shocked that Atticus cared about my feelings. He was more concerned about what I had to go through because of this lie than what he went through. ¡°We knew it would have been hard on her,¡± his father confesses. ¡°But we were concerned about you, son. We wanted to make sure that you had fully recovered before we mentioned that you were married. The first person you were happy to see was Anya. We thought that telling you about Autumn would have made you devastated. That¡¯s the only reason we chose to keep it a secret from you. I know it may look bad considering the extreme measures we took to make this lie believable for you, but we never had any bad intentions.¡± ¡°Damon.¡± He says. ¡°Dante. Griffin. I thought we had a better rtionship than this. You all kept this secret from me. Every single one of you. And did any of you even bother to look after Autumn? rissa was the only one that was there for her this entire time. What about the rest of my family? If she¡¯s my wife, I expect my family to treat her better than that. If you were forced to pretend that I was never married because of something the doctor said, why didn¡¯t any of you ensure that she was okay?¡± His family looked guilty and disappointed in themselves. ¡°What about me?¡± Anya demands. ¡°You don¡¯t even remember her. You remember nothing about your marriage to her. I¡¯m the one that you still remember. My rtionship with you is what you remember. Why are you still allowing her to separate us? You have no feelings for her, Atticus; you love me. Not her.¡± His hands tightened into fists at his sides, and he red at her, ¡°you¡¯re wrong.¡± That¡¯s all he said. ¡°What do you mean by that?¡± She demands. ¡°You¡¯re wrong because I don¡¯t love you.¡± He snaps. ¡°Not anymore. Not in the way I used to love you. I may not have my memories with me, but it¡¯s clear what I feel in my heart. You¡¯re not the one in it. I¡¯m sorry, Anya, but I didn¡¯t want to hurt your feelings; I chose not to tell you the truth to protect you, but I realize now that I was wrong. I should have told you the truth and not strung you along. I guess none of us are perfect.¡± Anya looked like he¡¯d just pped her across her face. Everyone had a look of shock on their faces. No one ever expected him to tell Anya something like that, especially not when he had lost his memories of us. What had caused him to react this way? ¡°We¡¯re sorry.¡± His mother apologizes. ¡°We¡¯re so sorry for everything. We thought we were doing the right thing by hiding the truth from you. Not once did we think that it would cause more harm. I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me, to forgive us. Everyone chose to follow this lie because we asked them to. If you have to me anyone for lying to you, me your parents. We¡¯re the ones that pushed for this without properly thinking everything through.¡± I didn¡¯t think he was ready to forgive them, not by the expression on his face. He was still outraged. ¡°I want everything that belonged to Autumn to be returned. Every single item of hers that you removed to make this lie believable, I want you to return it to its rightful ce.¡± He orders them. ¡°It should have never been removed, to begin with.¡± I didn¡¯t move an inch since Atticus started confronting his parents. I was in too much shock to do anything but stop and stare. ¡°Call her parents.¡± He adds. ¡°I want Autumn to move back in today. Let them know that she¡¯s staying here, where she belongs.¡± Chapter 61 Chapter 61 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 61 ~AUTUMN~ I watch as Atticus carries bags of clothes my parents had just dropped off. They didn¡¯t want to leave me with the Fawns, but since I insisted, they finally gave in. I understood that they felt I was unsafe now that the secret was out, but I was willing to take the risk if it meant I could be by Atticus¡¯s side. He didn¡¯t stop pestering his parents until they¡¯d gotten all the pictures of us back into the house. Within two hours, everything was the same way I remembered it before he¡¯d lost his memory. Of course, Atticus couldn¡¯t remember what it looked like, but I did. I knew where every single picture of us was supposed to be. I know that I didn¡¯t have himpletely back to me, but I was at least happy that I was one step closer. I was back home, near him, where I belonged. I still hadn¡¯t recovered from tonight; it felt like a dream. I was afraid I¡¯d eventually wake up and realize that none of it was ever true. I couldn¡¯t believe that Atticus told Anya he didn¡¯t love her. The look on her face was priceless. When did he realize that he was no longer in love with her? Had he known this even before the ident? If he did, why did he never tell me what he truly felt? There were many times when I thought he was still in love with her and only her. If I¡¯d known the truth, my heart would have been less tortured. There were so many questions that I wanted to ask him, but I knew that he had plenty of questions for me as well. I wanted to give him a chance to ask me whatever he wanted. He was pissed at everyone else for lying to him. I¡¯d also lied to him. Did that mean that he was also angry with me? I didn¡¯t want him to be. I never wanted to anger or hurt him. His mother walks over to me, and I can see the regret in her eyes. It must be hard for her as well as his father. It would be hard for his entire family now that Atticus felt like he couldn¡¯t trust them. As much as it hurt knowing that they removed me from their lives after I went missing, I knew why they did it. Because of that, I was not angry with them. ¡°We are truly sorry for everything, Autumn.¡± His mother apologizes. ¡°We never meant to hurt you. We were only doing what we thought was the right thing for our son. But, as he rightly pointed out, we made a big mistake.¡± I held her hand, ¡°it¡¯s okay. I know that your intention was not to hurt me. I know that you only wanted to protect Atticus. I understand why you kept the truth from him. I never once thought that you were trying to betray me.¡± She gives me a grateful smile and pulls me in for a warm hug. ¡°I still think that we are fortunate for choosing you to be our son¡¯s bride. You¡¯ve never let us down, and I don¡¯t think you ever will. Judging by the way Atticus protected you, I think it¡¯s safe to say that he also feels the same way. I never thought my son could fall out of love with Anya, but somehow you made that possible. My sons are learning to bond with each other as they did in the past before she entered their lives, and I wanted to thank you for everything that you¡¯re doing for us.¡± Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°What are you saying to her?¡± Atticus asks dangerously. The threat in his voice was not hidden, and it surprised me that he took that tone with his own mother. He must be angrier than I thought he was. It¡¯s quite obvious that he doesn¡¯t trust his mother around me, not after everything he¡¯d just learned. I knew they would return to normal very soon; Atticus couldn¡¯t stay angry with his family for too long. I knew him well, and eventually, he would understand why they did it. Maybe he already did, but it would take him a little longer to adjust to the truth. He¡¯s waiting for me at the bottom of the stair, and his mother pats my back, ¡°go to him. You both have plenty to talk about. I don¡¯t want him to get any angrier with me. I have plenty to do to earn his trust again.¡± I nodded and nervously walked towards him. He took my hand in his and guided me back to his room. Our room. The pictures of us were on the table near the bed, and it felt good to see them there. We¡¯re both quiet, and I¡¯m unsure what to say to ease the tension in the room. I¡¯m waiting for him to ask the questions I knew he wanted answers for. I¡¯m surprised when he doesn¡¯t say anything after a few seconds. I¡¯m about to move toward the bed when he finally makes a sound. My feet felt stuck to the ground as I waited for what I knew was coming. ¡°Where is your ring?¡± he asks, breaking the silence. I swallow; it makes sense now why he kept looking at my finger today. He wanted to know why I wasn¡¯t wearing my wedding ring. I couldn¡¯t believe that he knew the truth and chose only tonight to spill it. I should have realized that¡¯s the first thing he would ask me. ¡°In my purse,¡± I answer him truthfully. Even though I wasn¡¯t wearing it, I still had it close to me at all times. I was honest when I told him that it was hard to look at the ring because it reminded me of him. But I also missed wearing it. ¡°Let me see it.¡± I dug into the purse and pulled it out. He took it from me and held it between two of his fingers. It looks extra tiny in his hand. I¡¯m not sure what he thinks as he continues to stare at it. Maybe he¡¯s trying to remember buying it for me. The silence in the room is deafening as I wait for his next move. He lifts his head and pins me with his piercing gaze. My breath gets stuck in my throat at how beautiful yet fierce he looks. I held my breath as he gently took my hand in his; I watched in awe as he guided the ring onto my finger. I didn¡¯t think not wearing my ring would have bothered him this much. His hand lingers on my own, and it feels good to feel his touch, even though it is not much. ¡°Never take it off again.¡± He warns. I¡¯m speechless. I couldn¡¯t believe that this was the same Atticus that was once crazy in love with Anya. He acted like apletely different person. What baffled me even more than this was that he had no memory of us. All of his memories were still about Anya. How could he still choose me when she was all that he knew? It was the first time that Atticus ever openly chose me over her in this manner. There was no mistaking it at all. What made him do it? ¡°Don¡¯t you have any questions for me?¡± I ask hesitantly. Even though he was kind to me, I could tell he was still building a wall between us. I didn¡¯t want there to be a single thing separating us. He takes a step towards me but still leaves some distance between us. His jaw is tensed as he finally says something in response to my question. ¡°Why?¡± he asks. That¡¯s all? What was he expecting me to say to just one word? ¡°Why what?¡± I ask, waiting for him to borate. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell me sooner that you were married to me?¡± He asks. ¡°Why did you wait for me to force the truth out of you? There were many opportunities to say something, anything at all to me that would have told me who you truly were.¡± It was the one question that I didn¡¯t want to answer. If I did, it would open up all of the emotions that I was trying to bury deep inside of me. ¡°It¡¯s not something I feelfortable speaking about right now.¡± I lie. His eyes narrow, ¡°what better time than now is there to have this discussion, Autumn? I need to have all of these answers before we can move on from these lies. This isn¡¯t a simple secret that was kept from me. This was an important part of my life that I knew nothing about for days. I want to know why you couldn¡¯t just tell me.¡± ¡°I never wanted to lie to you, Atticus,¡± I assure him. ¡°rissa told me everything about the ident. She also mentioned everything your parents and the doctor had said to her. Protecting you from the trauma was our main concern. No one knew how you would react after finding out you were married to me. I nned on telling you after you got the opportunity to spend more time with me. I was terrified of causing you more harm than good by telling you the truth. Besides, what would you have done if I¡¯d told you? Would you have even believed me? I¡¯m sure you would have treated me like I was crazy if I¡¯d told you before you¡¯d gotten the proof yourself.¡± He sits on the edge of the bed and faces me angrily. ¡°You didn¡¯t seem that bothered that I was with Anya. I spent days with her right in front of you, but you let it happen. It makes me wonder if you ever had feelings for me when we were married. If you¡¯re okay with me being around another woman instead of telling me that you are my wife, how can I believe anything you¡¯re saying to me?¡± I didn¡¯t think his words could have angered me this much, but I was utterly wrong. How could he, for even one second, believe that I had no feelings for him? I was freaking in love with him for years! He was the one that didn¡¯t love me back in all that time, yet he¡¯s saying something like this to me. I cross my arms over my chest, was he blind this entire time? It was obvious that I was bothered that she was taking advantage of his memory loss. I was never good at hiding my feelings from him. ¡°You don¡¯t know anything about what I feel for you!¡± I snap. ¡°If you couldn¡¯t see what it was doing to me, I don¡¯t think you paid that much attention to me, to begin with.¡± His eyes narrow dangerously, ¡°Then why couldn¡¯t you speak to me? If you¡¯re my wife, you should let me know! Just a few words. ¡®Atticus, I¡¯m your f*****g wife¡¯; it¡¯s not that hard.¡± ¡°Do you think it was easy for me?¡± I shout. ¡°Do you think I enjoyed watching you with her? I hated every second of it. You have no idea the kind of pain I felt because of it. It was difficult for me, Atticus. Very difficult!¡± ¡°And what about me?¡± He demands. ¡°Did you think I enjoyed feeling like I was losing my f*****g mind? Every day I would wake up feeling like something important was missing from my life. I would watch Anya and feel absolutely no emotions toward her. I would be next to you and want to pull you into my f*****g arms every damn second that you were next to me. Nothing was making any sense to me. It bothers me that none of the people I cared about took a second to think about what this lie would have done to me!¡± I never knew it was this hard on him, but everyone was only trying to protect him. Anya was probably the only one being selfish when she lied to him. ¡°Are you not hearing what I¡¯m saying to you?¡± I demand. ¡°We were all scared that something horrible would happen to you if you found out that you were married to me. When you woke up on that hospital bed, you couldn¡¯t remember anything about our marriage; it was clear that Anya would be your main concern. To avoid anything horrible from happening, we lied to protect you.¡± His jaw clenches, and I can see my words finally getting through to him. ¡°She was the first person you wanted to hug. She was the first person that you were looking for. rissa told me everything. You never once asked for me. How do you think that made me feel after everything we¡¯ve gone through together? I was hurting so much, Atticus. I felt guilty. Guilty because you were racing to save me when your jeep flipped. I felt like it was my fault, and it still feels like my fault. You went through all that, and I was nowhere to be found.¡± My voice breaks as I whisper, ¡°and then to see you with her after you promised me that you wouldn¡¯t hurt me that way again. It was torture knowing there was nothing I could do; I couldn¡¯t tell you how it made me feel, and I couldn¡¯tin because that would reveal the truth. I had to bury all of those emotions because that was the only way for me to protect you. I thought that I was doing the right thing. I knew it was the least I could do after you almost lost your life while trying to save me. How can you still stand there and tell me that I don¡¯t care for you? I¡¯m sorry that I had to lie to protect you, but I would do it again in the blink of an eye because. . . I love you.¡± His gaze darkens at my confession. His stancepletely changed to predatory as he focused only on me. My lips part as I try to figure out his next move. He wasn¡¯t saying anything, and I wondered if telling him I loved him was taking it too far. We still were not allowed to shock him; my mind is racing now with regret. Should I tell him that I was lying? What should I do? I gasp when he grabs my waist and spins me around so my back is now pressed against the wall. He doesn¡¯t move his hand; he continues to hold me and inches even closer to me. His body is pressed against mine, and his eyes are searching my face; I don¡¯t know what he¡¯s looking for, but it¡¯s making me nervous. My bottom lip trembles as his finger lightly trace it from left to right. He moves to the upper one and repeats. I¡¯m not sure why he¡¯s doing it, but I never want him to stop. ¡°I don¡¯t understand how I could ever forget kissing lips like these.¡± He growls. My lips part at his words, and before I can respond, he crashes his mouth to mine. Despite how it started, his kiss is surprisingly soft and slow. I think he¡¯s trying to remember what it felt like to have his lips on mine. ¡°I want to try something.¡± He says in a hoarse whisper as he breaks the kiss to jam me even more against the wall. It¡¯s like he¡¯s waiting for my approval, and I slowly nod my head. He moves his lips to my neck, and I cry out when he begins to suck on the mark. His mark. He knew exactly what he was looking for, and maybe he knew all this time. My body is trembling from having his hands and lips on me again. It felt unreal, and I couldn¡¯t believe that this was happening. His markes alive at his touch, and his face glows with triumph when he leans back and takes a look at his work. ¡°I was right.¡± He whispers. ¡°You¡¯re not just my wife. You¡¯re my mate. I marked you.¡± His eyes lifted to meet my gaze, and my knees felt like they were about to give up, ¡°you¡¯re mine.¡± Chapter 62 Chapter 62 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 62 ~ANYA~ ¡°He said he didn¡¯t love me!¡± I scream as I shove the books onto the ground in anger. ¡°How could he do that to me? I¡¯m the one that he remembers. Yet somehow, he still chose her over me? How can he not love me, mother? What have I not done for him? Why does he keep choosing her? What does she have that I don¡¯t?¡± I¡¯ve been throwing things all over my house since I returned homest night. I couldn¡¯t believe Atticus would betray me like that. I thought he would still choose me after remembering all our times and no memory of his time with Autumn. He didn¡¯t just betray me; he embarrassed me in front of his entire family. ¡°Calm down.¡± My mother tells me. ¡°We no longer need Atticus to be crazy in love with you for our n to work. I¡¯ve thought of a much better one now that I know who Autumn¡¯s parents are.¡± ¡°What are you talking about?¡± I demand. I was getting tired of these ns that never worked. Everything kept backfiring, and now Atticus may even hate me. ¡°I know what we must do.¡± She continues, and there¡¯s no missing the sparkle in her eyes. Whatever she was thinking must not be good news for Autumn. And that¡¯s exactly what I needed, something that would hurt Autumn to the point that there was no turning back. ¡°And what is that?¡± I ask; it was time for me to focus and do what I had to in order to get rid of Autumn for good. We were running out of options. Atticus had once again chosen her. He¡¯d lost all of his memories of their rtionship, and he still returned to her. I couldn¡¯t think of a single way to make him not want her anymore. I was tired of this back-and-forth nonsense. I wanted Autumn to get out of our lives forever. Why couldn¡¯t those men that worked for her father take her away? What were they waiting on? ¡°Atticus¡¯s parents would not be happy to learn that the Riveras had lied to them since the beginning.¡± She informs me. ¡°We can use this little detail to our advantage. They will be pissed when they discover that Autumn is not their real daughter. Do you know how bad this will be for their reputation if word gets out? The Fawns care too much about their reputation to let this go without causing some trouble for Atticus and Autumn. And Atticus is someone that listens to his parents. If we¡¯re lucky, he will do whatever it takes to make them happy, even if it means letting go of Autumn.¡± She had a good point. The answer was staring us straight in the face this entire time. Why hadn¡¯t I thought about telling his parents sooner? ¡°They¡¯re going to be even angrier when they learn that Azai Reign is her real father. His parents know who he is very well. They were never fans of his. His power intimidated them. It intimidated many of the most influential families around. I can¡¯t believe I didn¡¯t think of this sooner. This is what we need to do to get Autumn out of his life for good. His parents would make sure that they split after this.¡± I inwardly smiled at the thought of his parents hating her just like they did me. They only liked her because of who her parents were. When they learned all of it was a lie, they would freak out. This was just another n that would work in our favor. My mother wanted them to pay, this n would only begin their torture. They would realize that they chose the wrong woman for their son. How would that make them feel? I¡¯d love to see the look on their faces. All this time, they kept praising Autumn, telling her that she was the right choice. How would they feel knowing I was a much better partner for their son? ¡°Who should be the one to break the news to them?¡± I ask. She quirks a brow, ¡°isn¡¯t it obvious that you are the one that¡¯s going to tell them?¡± N?velDrama.Org holds this content. I stop smiling, ¡°why must it be me?¡± The Fawns hated me. They would most likely think that I was lying to them. Who would anyone ever believe that Autumn was Azai¡¯s daughter? ¡°There¡¯s no one better for the job.¡± she snaps. ¡°I understand that, but they already don¡¯t like me. Why do you think they will believe me when I tell them that her real father is Azai Reign?¡± They would think I was trying to stir trouble for Atticus and Autumn. They already knew how angry I was that they¡¯d gotten married, to begin with. And they were also there when Atticus told me he didn¡¯t love me. I¡¯m sure they knew how pissed that made me. ¡°I¡¯m sure that Autumn has not told them who kidnapped her. She would keep that a secret from his parents. Even Atticus wouldn¡¯t know the truth. They would listen to you when you show them the video that we have of the men kidnapping her.¡± She informs me. ¡°Wouldnt they ask me how I got this video to begin with?¡± I ask. ¡°I can¡¯t exactly tell them that the people you hired to kidnap Autumn first had taken the video of everything that happened when they took her.¡± She sighs, ¡°do I need to teach you everything, Anya?¡± I watch as she hands me her phone. ¡°Transfer the video to your phone. If they ask where you got the video, tell them an anonymous person sent it to you. Even if they don¡¯t believe you, they will be more preupied with discovering who Autumn¡¯s birth parents were to suspect you. That¡¯s what we will be counting on.¡± It didn¡¯t sound like a perfect n, but it was better than sitting back and letting Autumn win. ¡°And what if that n doesn¡¯t work?¡± I ask. ¡°I have other ns as well.¡± She informs me. ¡°Many people would want Autumn dead when they learn who her father is.¡± At first, I thought that her father being such a powerful sorcerer would make our lives much more difficult. Now I realized that it was a good thing that her father was Azai. ¡°What other proof do I need to prove to them that her father was a sorcerer?¡± I ask. ¡°You can take a picture of this page of the book.¡± She informs me. ¡°It has the picture of the tattoo. They shouldn¡¯t need any more proof than that. They would know Azai¡¯s men would not kidnap a random woman without a good reason.¡± ¡°When do you want me to break the news to them?¡± I ask. ¡°Now.¡± She informs me. ¡°There¡¯s no use waiting any longer for them to know the truth. The sooner, the better. You can¡¯t let Autumn warm her way back into their lives. You have to do it now when Atticus still doesn¡¯t remember his past with her. He isn¡¯t that attached to her. When he also learns of the truth, he will also let her go.¡± I hoped that was true. Some of me still believed that Atticus would choose her no matter who she was. He wouldn¡¯t care that her father was a dangerous sorcerer. All he would care about was her safety and happiness. He was once that way with me. He didn¡¯t care about anything that anyone had to say about me in the past; all of that had changed now. As long as Autumn had anything bad to say about me, he listened to her. I was more determined than ever to tell his parents the truth about her. I knew that it would not only cause a drift between Atticus and Autumn but also between their parents. And I was looking forward to the aftermath. ¡°What are you waiting for?¡± my mother asks. ¡°You have everything that you need. Leave now, and don¡¯t wait a second more to pass.¡± I nod, and this time I don¡¯t ask Dante or Damon toe for me. I didn¡¯t want anyone but his parents to hear what I had to say. When I arrive at their home, the guards let me in without any problems. I had Dante and Damon to thank for that. The guards knew how much they loved me and wouldn¡¯t dare to stop me from getting in even if I hadn¡¯t been invited. I knew that around this time, his parents were usually in the garden, and it was the first ce I went looking for them. I¡¯m happy when I spot his mother first. ¡°Good morning, Mr. And Mrs. Fawn.¡± I greet them. They both turn towards me, surprised to see me without Damon or Dante. ¡°What are you doing here, Anya?¡± Mrs. Fawn asks. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t you be in ss with everyone else? ¡°I have something I want to say to both of you,¡± I inform her. ¡°It¡¯s very important. I think the future of you and your family depends greatly on what I have to say to you today.¡± They look at each other, and I can tell they already don¡¯t believe a wording out of my mouth. ¡°I don¡¯t think there is anything you can say to surprise us.¡± His father says. ¡°You can mention it to Damon or Dante, and they can tell us about itter.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t understand.¡± I try again. ¡°This isn¡¯t something that Damon or Dante should tell you. I have all the proof to back my ims, and I believe you need to hear this from me, not anyone else.¡± His mother sighs, ¡°if you believe that it¡¯s truly that important, then okay. You have five minutes to exin what this is about.¡± ¡°Did Autumn or her family ever tell you who was responsible for kidnapping her?¡± I ask. They look at each other, and I can tell from their expressions that they¡¯d kept this detail from them. ¡°We were too upied with Atticus to ask them the full details.¡± His mother tells me. ¡°But I¡¯m sure the Riveras have a good reason for not telling us. They¡¯re probably trying to find the culprits before announcing it to everyone else.¡± I sigh, ¡°you¡¯re wrong. They¡¯re not telling anyone the truth because they¡¯re afraid of what would happen if you find out who was responsible.¡± ¡°Why would the Riveras want to hide something like that from us?¡± His father asks me. ¡°We are good business partners, and we have a great rtionship now that our children have married each other. We trust thempletely.¡± I could see that they were already not believing what I was saying to them. I had to speak faster before they threw me out of their house and before I could tell them who her father was. ¡°Autumn¡¯s parents have been lying to you this entire time.¡± ¡°What are they lying to us about?¡± His father asks sarcastically. I ignore his tone; they will regret not trusting me when I show them the proof I brought with me today. ¡°They are not her real parents. Autumn¡¯s parents are not the Riveras.¡± I finally confess. They look at each other before bursting intoughter. ¡°You¡¯re trying to tell us that Autumn is not a Rivera?¡± His father asks. ¡°What proof do you have of that, Anya?¡± ¡°Why are you here?¡± His mother asks. ¡°We know that you¡¯re constantly trying to separate Autumn and our son. They¡¯re married. You should give up now.¡± ¡°I¡¯m telling the truth.¡± I snap. ¡°She looks nothing like them. Have you never noticed how Autumn looks nothing like her parents and siblings?¡± They know that I¡¯m making a good point; I can see the confused look that they give to each other right after. ¡°If you¡¯re iming that Autumn is not their daughter, who¡¯s daughter is she then?¡± Mrs. Fawn asks. It¡¯s the question I was waiting for them to ask me. I knew they would think I was crazy when I answered that critical question. ¡°I want you to keep an open mind. Let me exin myself. Don¡¯tpletely dismiss my response.¡± I tell them. ¡°Just tell us who you think are her real parents.¡± His father tells me. ¡°Her father is Azai Reign.¡± There isplete silence at my words. They look at each other again, and I can see they don¡¯t believe me even more than before. That was expected. ¡°How do you know who Azai Reign is?¡± His mother asks me. ¡°That name was wiped from all books. No one is allowed to speak about him. How do you know him, and how can you im that Autumn is his daughter?¡± I expected them tough at me, but instead, they were more concerned about why I knew about Azai than whether it was confirmed that Autumn was his daughter. I couldn¡¯t tell them that my mother knew Azai; they knew nothing about my mother. I kept her a secret from them all this time. If they knew who she was, that would be our end. ¡°I know that she¡¯s his daughter; I don¡¯t think that she is. I¡¯m certain he is her father.¡± I tell them. ¡°The people that kidnapped Autumn are Azai¡¯s men. They want her to be their new queen now that her father is dead. They want her to continue where he left off.¡± ¡°These are just words from your mouth.¡± His father says. ¡°How do you expect us to believe you? I think it¡¯s time that you leave Anya. We¡¯ve heard everything that you¡¯ve said to us, and frankly, it doesn¡¯t make any sense to either of us. I¡¯m more worried that you know about Azai when no one your age is ever supposed to know about him.¡± I pull my phone out of my pocket and find the video of the man kidnapping her. ¡°Someone sent this to me,¡± I tell them. ¡°This was the video of the men that kidnapped her. You can see for yourself if you recognize something hard to miss.¡± They sigh and take the phone from me. I watch as they y the video repeatedly until I hear his mother gasp. ¡°That tattoo.¡± She whispers. ¡°Surely it isn¡¯t what I think it is.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± His father adds. ¡°That¡¯s Azai¡¯s symbol that he left on his people. All of his men wore it proudly in the past when he was alive. What are those men doing with it?¡± It turns out that they didn¡¯t even need to see the book to recognize the tattoo. ¡°They are his men,¡± I assure them. ¡°And they came for Autumn because they realized she was his daughter.¡± ¡°How did they know that she was his daughter?¡± Atticus¡¯s father demands. ¡°She doesn¡¯t have his symbol. All his children had them.¡± ¡°All except one.¡± I remind them. ¡°One of his daughters did not have the dark symbol and could have been anyone. I¡¯m telling you that she is Autumn. Why do you think they let Autumn go without a scratch? They never actually wanted to hurt her. Instead, they wanted her to work for them, to be their leader. Autumn is only back to destroy everyone around her. I¡¯m telling you, she¡¯s very dangerous. If you don¡¯t listen to me today, you will regret it for the rest of your life when the truth is finally revealed. She is a threat to us all.¡± ¡°It still doesn¡¯t exin why they thought that Autumn was Azai¡¯s daughter.¡± His father says. ¡°It sounds like you¡¯re trying to drift us apart.¡± ¡°Autumn has the same power as her father,¡± I tell them. ¡°I witnessed it myself. She almost killed me; you can ask Atticus about this. He was there, and it was only because of him that I¡¯m still alive today.¡± ¡°What are you trying to say?¡± His mother demands. ¡°I never once saw Autumn try to harm you. She¡¯s a sweet girl. She wouldn¡¯t try to kill anyone. If she¡¯s had his power all along, why haven¡¯t any of us seen it besides you and Atticus?¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t believe me. Confront Autumn and her parents. Act like you know the truth. She will confess. Both Autumn and her parents will tell you the truth once you mention it to them first. They will tell you that she is Azai¡¯s daughter. Do not ask if it¡¯s true; tell her you to know that she¡¯s his daughter. I¡¯m trying to protect Atticus from her. She¡¯s dangerous to the people around her. If given a chance, Autumn will be just like her father, and your family will be in danger. Not only your family but everyone else on this earth.¡± They still looked like they didn¡¯t trust me, but now that they knew Azai¡¯s men had kidnapped her, they had no reason not to trust me anymore. They would be even more skeptical now that they knew the Riveras had kept the truth from them about her disappearance. ¡°Autumn is at the academy.¡± His mother points out. ¡°She¡¯s with Atticus. I don¡¯t think that he should be there when we question her. He would try to stop us, and he¡¯s still angry about the lie we told him. We need to find a way to stall him so we can get Autumn alone. We will confront her first and then her parents.¡± This is exactly what I wanted; for Atticus not the be there when they were questioning her. She wouldn¡¯t have anyone to stand up for her and would no doubt confess the truth to them. My mother was right; everything was working out in our favor. I should have done this the same time I learned that Azai was Autumn¡¯s father. ¡°I hope that you are not lying to us, Anya.¡± His father warns. ¡°If you are, we will make it our business to get you out of our lives for good. We will find brides for both Damon and Dante and ensure you don¡¯t get a chance to step into our family. We will make your life miserable.¡±. I wanted tough at his threat. He didn¡¯t realize that his family¡¯s life was in danger, not mine. I couldn¡¯t wait for the day my mother revealed herself to them. It would be the perfect opportunity tough in all of their faces. I had faith that my mother knew what she was doing. I would be by her side every step of the way. Chapter 63 Chapter 63 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 63 The moment Atticus and I stepped into the Academy, all eyes were on us. I¡¯m guessing that they all expected to see him with Anya. They were all in for a shock, especially since he held my hand in his as we walked through the hallway. When we reach my locker, Atticus surprises me as he leans into me, trapping me against it. What was he trying to do in front of everyone? ¡°Everyone is looking,¡± I whisper. I needed to remind him that we were in public and surrounded by people. And everyone was indeed still looking at us. They hadn¡¯t stopped since we stepped into the hallway together. ¡°And?¡± he asks, not the least bit bothered. What did he mean by that? How could it not bother him that they were staring at us? ¡°What are you doing?¡± I ask as I try not to look around us nervously. It may be easy for him to ignore everyone else, but it wasn¡¯t for me. ¡°I want to remember you.¡± He says as his lips near mine. ¡°I want to do everything we did in the past; I want to try everything possible to remember every second I spent by your side.¡± My breath hitches; it¡¯s thest thing I expected him to say. Why did he choose now, when we were in front of so many people, to tell me something like this? ¡°They¡¯re still looking,¡± I whisper. ¡°Let them look.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m allowed to kiss my wife.¡± I don¡¯t have time to ponder his words as his lips cover mine. His kiss was rougher thanst night, and I wrapped my arms around his neck to stop myself from falling to the ground. I needed his support to keep myself standing. I wanted him to remember me, also. Every single second we spent together was special to me. I didn¡¯t want those memories to be gone for good. But so far, there were no signs that Atticus remembered anything from our marriage before the ident. ¡°They¡¯re taking pictures.¡± I gasp between his kisses. ¡°I don¡¯t f*****g care.¡± He growls. ¡°I want them to.¡± He swallows my next word with a deeper kiss, and all I can do is hold onto him. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. He wanted them to take pictures of us kissing. Why? Was he intentionally doing this in front of everyone? Did he have a purpose for it? ¡°Why?¡± I ask, almost breathlessly, as he moves from my lips to my neck. ¡°Because I want the news to spread. I want them to treat you like a Fawn, like my wife; I want them to respect and protect you. I want them to know that what I had with Anya is over, even if I can¡¯t remember our marriage. This is the best way to get all of that done.¡± He tells me as his lips move to my mark. I gasp when he bites down on it, ¡°I want them to know that you¡¯re my mate. I don¡¯t remember marking you. All the feelings were there, and it was the only reason I had a clue¡ªmy scent on you. My feelings for you. The way I couldn¡¯t walk into a room without wanting to pick you up and have my way with you, it all shouted the truth to me, but I kept thinking that something had to be wrong.¡± Even I didn¡¯t understand how our bond worked. At first, I thought that Anya was his mate, but I had no idea when that changed. All of the feelings were there for me, but nothing made sense. Damon and Dante were still mates with her, then why did Atticus bond with her break? That wasn¡¯t something that could easily happen. I gasped when he leaned forward and kissed my forehead, ¡°I¡¯m sorry for not recognizing you as my wife sooner.¡± He didn¡¯t have to apologize. He didn¡¯t have his memory. He was not to me for any of this. It still surprised me that he chose to stay with me after finding the truth. It turns out that even though Atticus didn¡¯t have our memories, all of his feelings for me were definitely still there. That¡¯s the main reason for his shocking behavior. I gently touch his cheek and fight back the tears, ¡°I¡¯m scared.¡± I confess. ¡°Scared?¡± He whispers as his forehead creases. ¡°Of what?¡± ¡°Of losing you again.¡± His eyes widen in shock, ¡°you never lost me.¡± ¡°You still don¡¯t remember anything.¡± I remind him. ¡°There always seems to be something or someone trying to separate us.¡± His hand gently closes around my neck and he leans his forehead against mine, ¡°I¡¯m not going to let anything separate us. I promise you this. I¡¯ll fight for you always. Even without any of my memories I will make it my business to protect you. We will make new memories. Together.¡± I want to be positive, but it¡¯s hard knowing the many challenges we still have to face together. This was far from over. ¡°There is plenty I want to ask you.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°I still don¡¯t know the details of the ident. I don¡¯t know what caused it except that you were in danger. I want to talk more about that. Not right now, but I definitely want to know who was responsible for hurting you on that day.¡± I was terrified of speaking to him about it. Atticus didn¡¯t know that Azai was my father. I never got the chance to tell him, and I didn¡¯t even know how to begin to exin this to him. Would he think that I was a monster because of who my father was? On the day that he saw me almost kill Anya, I felt that even then, he was disgusted by my behavior. However, how he behaved with me last night and today said something differently. I was ashamed of my father; I was angry that out of everyone in this world, he was the one that was responsible for my birth. I was angry with what he¡¯d done to my mother; he was why I hadn¡¯t met her. He¡¯s the reason that I may never find her in this life. He¡¯s the reason why I could never meet my siblings. I felt sick to my stomach thinking about it. For the rest of the day, everyone kept looking at Atticus and me together. The news was already spreading everywhere now that he was with me again. They were all asking for Anya. I¡¯m not sure where she was, but again, she¡¯d skipped the Academy. ¡°Damon and rissa will carry you home today,¡± Atticus tells me right before we walk into the parking lot. ¡°Where will you be?¡± I ask, curious and a little upset that he would be away from me. ¡°My mother just called. She wants me to look after something important for her. I¡¯ll be home right after. I promise.¡± I smile, ¡°drive safely. I¡¯m waiting for you.¡± He walked over to me and surprised me when he lifted me into his arms and hugged me tightly in front of everyone else. ¡°I regret not remembering you. With feelings like this, I know that you must have flipped my life upside down in the best way possible. I promise you that I¡¯ll do everything in my power to remember what we had.¡± I felt weak in my stomach from his words. I could barely move when he put me back down on the ground and rushed over to his vehicle. ¡°You are blushing.¡± rissa teases me. ¡°I have to say that Atticus surprised everyone after yesterday. At least he is speaking to you; he isn¡¯t speaking to any of us. The only words he¡¯s said to us for the day was to drop you home.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure that he would eventually forgive all of you. It¡¯s still plenty for him toe to terms with.¡± I assure her. She nods, ¡°if everyone had listened to me from the beginning, we wouldn¡¯t be in this situation.¡± ¡°Did he give you a hard timest night?¡± Damon asks me. ¡°I know he must have been upset with you for not telling him anything.¡± I nod, ¡°he was angry, but eventually, he calmed down. And then we fell asleep after talking for a little. We have more to talk about today.¡± rissa looks at me with concern in her gaze, ¡°does it have to do with your father? Are you nning on telling him the truth?¡± I nod, ¡°I¡¯m terrified of his reaction, but I know it has to be done. Maybe then I can find a way also to break the news to his parents.¡± rissa sighs, ¡°they¡¯re not going to make it easy for either of you. I don¡¯t know if telling them is a good idea.¡± ¡°We¡¯ve already seen what happens when you choose to keep a secret in this family.¡± I point out. ¡°I should at least try to talk to them.¡± ¡°Whatever happens, just know that I¡¯ll be there to support you every step of the way.¡± She promised me as she held my hand in hers. ¡°What is Anya doing here?¡± Damon asks as he spots her car outside his home. It¡¯s thest person I wanted to see today. We¡¯d just pulled up to the house, and unfortunately, this was the first thing that we saw. She shouldn¡¯t be here right now. No one invited her. No one wanted her here. Did she skip the academy today so she coulde to our home? What the hell was she thinking about doing now? If Damon nor Dante knew that she was here, it could only mean trouble for the rest of us. rissa and I both tensed at his question. She had no reason to be here when her mates were not home. ¡°I don¡¯t think this is a good sign,¡± rissa whispers as she looks over at me. ¡°What do you think she¡¯s up to now?¡± I didn¡¯t know how to answer that question. There¡¯s no telling what scheme Anya was nning again. I was tired of her interference in my life. She needed to know when to give up. Atticus made it clear that he did not want her anymore; what else did she need to leave us alone? After she¡¯d tried to drown me, I can safely say that she was most likely nning on something much worse than that. ¡°I wish I knew the answer to that question; even I¡¯m worried about her next move. Anya doesn¡¯t take no for an answer. The more Atticus pushes her away, the more she tries to w her way back into his life.¡± We rushed out of the jeep and practically ran inside. The Fawns were already waiting for us at the entrance; judging by how they looked at me, I could safely say that she¡¯d told them something that could not be good news for me. What did she tell them? Did she mention how I¡¯d almost killed her after she¡¯d pushed me into the pool and tried to drown me? I¡¯m not sure how far she¡¯d gone while trying to make me look bad, but I was not ready to be confronted by the Fawns. ¡°Autumn, would youe with us, please.¡± His mother says in a stern voice. ¡°There are a few questions we would like to ask you.¡± rissa looked between us, and I could see the panic on her face, ¡°what¡¯s this about?¡± ¡°This does not concern you, rissa.¡± Mr. Fawn says. ¡°We want to speak to Autumn alone.¡± ¡°Father.¡± Damon cuts in. ¡°Whatever this is, you can say it in front of us. Atticus asked me to keep an eye on Autumn whenever he wasn¡¯t around. I don¡¯t want to do anything to disappoint him any more than I¡¯ve already done.¡± ¡°Very well,¡± his father responds. ¡°If it means that much to you, then stay.¡± ¡°Is it true that you and your parents have been lying to us this entire time?¡± His mother asks me. ¡°Before you answer, remember that we have trusted both you and your parents blindly; if you try to lie to us, there is no turning back. You are married to Atticus; I would hate for us to have a strained rtionship.¡± I was shocked by that question. If they knew that my parents had been lying to them from the start, they somehow knew that I wasn¡¯t their biological daughter. How could they know this? Since Anya was here, I guess she had to have told them. But how did she know this? How much precisely did Anya know about my family and me? Judging by the look on her face, things were about to get a lot worse than this. It wouldn¡¯t make sense for me to try and lie to them. I had to tell them the truth before things got any worse. I know this wasn¡¯t going to be easy for me, but it had to be done. I swallow, ¡°there may be a few details that my parents have kept from you, but they¡¯ve also kept those details from me. I¡¯ve only recently found it out. I¡¯m not sure if it¡¯s the same thing you¡¯re referring to.¡± They both get tensed at my words, and I can see that it wasn¡¯t the answer they were hoping to get from me. ¡°Is it true then that you are not their daughter?¡± His father asks me with narrowed eyes. Anya is smirking behind them, and I would love to p it out of her face. She was determined to make my life miserable, and she would be even more desperate after Atticus told her that he didn¡¯t love her. ¡°Answer us, Autumn.¡± His mother urges me. ¡°Are you not their daughter?¡± I take a deep breath before finally nodding my head. His mother closes her eyes, and all the color fades from her cheeks. ¡°How could your parents do this to us?¡± She demands. ¡°We¡¯ve been loyal and honest to them this entire time. Do they take us for fools?¡± ¡°They don¡¯t!¡± I insist, trying to defend their actions. ¡°They only lied to you to protect me. They never wanted to disappoint or betray you. I¡¯m sure you know how much my parents value the rtionship they have with you. They would never intentionally try to jeopardize it.¡± ¡°It doesn¡¯t seem that way to us anymore.¡± His father disagrees. ¡°They have indeed betrayed us.¡± Mrs. Fawn held her hands up to prevent me from saying what I wanted to say next. ¡°Is it also true that your father is none other than the great sorcerer, Azai Reign?¡± His father demands. My eyes widen at his question. Then it was true; Anya had somehow found out who my birth father was. How did shee across that information? Who would have told her the truth? I looked at Damon; I knew that rissa did inform him of my secret, but even he looked surprised that his parents knew this little detail that could destroy my life. I can see that they don¡¯t want to believe it¡¯s true, but the fact that they asked me meant that they already had proof. I look to rissa for help, but to my surprise, she¡¯s not there. When did she even leave? I never liked admitting the truth out loud; it made me feel worse whenever I did that. ¡°Answer us!¡± I close my eyes and fight back the pain in my chest as I open my mouth to say, ¡°it is true. My father is Azai Reign.¡± Chapter 64 Chapter 64 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 64 ~ATTICUS~ I couldn¡¯t get her out of my head: her pretty eyes, inviting lips, and soft skin. Autumn was everything I always knew that she was and more. I couldn¡¯t believe that the woman I¡¯d always wanted, even when I knew it was wrong, was now my wife. There were many times in the past when I knew thinking about her was wrong. There were so many times that Autumn stood out to me, and I chose to ignore my feelings because of Anya. I hate that I couldn¡¯t remember all of the details of marrying her; it¡¯s something I would never wish to forget. It¡¯s crazy to think that so many things happened and were all missing from my memory. If I didn¡¯t have these feelings for her, I would have never believed any of the articles I¡¯d read. I still remember the first day my eyes fell on Autumn. She was always a little clumsy since I knew her, and she¡¯d dropped her book onto the ground. She¡¯d trapped me instantly with her innocence and pureness, but something had changed when Anya tapped my shoulder, and I¡¯d looked up at her. It¡¯s crazy to me how things have changed so much since then. I sometimes wonder, if I was supposed to choose Autumn since that day, what would have happened if Anya had never tapped my shoulder and I had continued to be mesmerized by Autumn instead on that day? I kept one hand on the steering wheel while I used the other to trace my lips lightly. That was another thing I couldn¡¯t get out of my head. Kissing her was like racing through the woods in wolf form; it made me feel wild and free, alive, like I had something wonderful to live for. I¡¯d never felt anything like it before, and it kills me to know that I must have kissed her multiple times before, but I couldn¡¯t remember a single detail of any of it. Kissing her, touching her, holding her, talking to her. How far did we take things between us? I could only imagine the torture of spending nights upon nights in the same bed with her. I must have crashed and given in eventually. The thought of the many times I must have tasted her and gotten lost inside her was eating me alive. I wanted to remember it, what it was like to taste her sweetness. I kept trying to find the memory but f**k me; it was nowhere to be found. I knew it was thest thing I should be thinking about, considering everything we¡¯ve both gone through recently but damn in; I don¡¯t know why I kissed her to awaken all these crazy desires. I couldn¡¯t get her out of my f*****g head. The alert of my phone ringing forces my thoughts away from her. Finally, I didn¡¯t know how much more of this I could take before racing home to her and begging her to let me get just one taste. Anything to help me remember what it was like. ¡°Hello,¡± I answer on the first ring. It was good that I could get a distraction right now. I needed anything to stop me from thinking about Autumn and the things I wanted to do to her. It was dangerous to feel like this when my memory was still messed up from the ident. ¡°Atticus!¡± rissa shouts on the other end. I pulled the vehicle to the side of the road; the tone of her voice was enough to tell me that something horrible was happening. There were so many surprises in my life recently that I wasn¡¯t prepared for anything else so soon. I was only gone for like an hour; what could have happened in that little time? ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I demand. ¡°You need to get home now!¡± She eximed. ¡°Why?¡± I ask. ¡°Tell me what¡¯s wrong.¡± I needed more answers. ¡°Our parents found out about Autumn. Anya told them everything. You don¡¯t know the entire truth about her family. She never got the opportunity to tell you. You don¡¯t know who her birth father is, but our parents know the truth now. Get home now before things get worse.¡± I don¡¯t need to be told twice; the moment Autumn¡¯s name was mentioned; I¡¯d already spun the car around. ¡°Atticus!¡± She shouts. ¡°I know you want to get here back quickly, but please drive safely. We can¡¯t have you getting into another ident. You know what happened thest time you got into one. Autumn had to suffer, don¡¯t push yourself too much. I will be there for Autumn as long as possible until you¡¯re here. You can trust me to try my best to protect her.¡± I didn¡¯t know anything about driving slowly when Autumn needed me. I¡¯d promised her earlier that I would protect her; I meant it. Protecting her was more important to me than anything else. I hung up the call before rissa could hear the engine revving; I didn¡¯t want her to panic. I knew I had to get to Autumn, and I wouldn¡¯t do anything to get myself into an ident before I could get to her a second time. . . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ The look on the faces of Atticus¡¯s parents is killing me inside. This was exactly what I was afraid of happening. I had to get used to people looking at me like this from now on; whenever anyone found out that my father was Azai, they would react like this. At least not many people my age knew about him, but their parents, on the other hand, would know. ¡°Your father is Azai Reign?¡± His father repeats. ¡°The sorcerer Azai Reign?¡± I was bing sick hearing that name over and over again. There was a time in my life when I didn¡¯t even know a name like that existed; everything was much better back then. My parents did the right thing by keeping the truth from me. I was angry with them because of it, but I now realize they were protecting me from the truth. They repeated the question, reminding me of where I was. I understand now why they sent Atticus away. His mother never needed him to do anything for her; they wanted to get me alone. I bite my lip and slowly nod. I wasn¡¯t proud of it. But there was nothing I could do about it; I couldn¡¯t choose my father. His mother ced a hand over her forehead like she was about to faint from this new information. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I can¡¯t believe this!¡± She exims. ¡°Azai! AZAI is her father?¡± ¡°How is this even possible?¡± His father demands. ¡°As far as everyone knows, your real parents are the Riveras. How did they even pull this off? She was pregnant with you! We all thought she was. Was that all a lie so they could cover up who you were?¡± I didn¡¯t know the exact details. My parents never exined everything to me. They answered most of my questions, but there were still some things that I didn¡¯t know everything about. ¡°Now that you¡¯ve mentioned that, I remember we never saw her for months. She stayed out of the public eye until they could introduce Autumn as their daughter properly. And she wasn¡¯t even a newborn then. We thought they wanted their privacy, but not once would I have thought it wasn¡¯t even her child.¡± Mrs. Fawn says in horror. ¡°Why did your parents keep this lie from us?¡± Mr. Fawn demands from me. I didn¡¯t think this was a lie that any parent would ever want to inform anyone about. ¡°Because it was our secret to keep!¡± My father says from the entrance. ¡°She¡¯s our daughter. We had a right to keep it a secret to protect her from everyone who would want to hurt her because of her biological family¡¯s background.¡± When did he even arrive, and was my mother here as well? Who called them? Who told them that I might need their help? Were they keeping an eye on me? It must have been the guards that follow me everywhere. I almost forgot about them. ¡°You¡¯re a f*****g liar!¡± Mr. Fawn roars. ¡°You tricked us. All this time, we thought that she was your daughter, and instead, she was the daughter of an evil, power-hungry sorcerer! How could you do this to us? I thought we were more than business partners. I thought you were our friend! You¡¯ve betrayed us! We trusted you. Are you not ashamed?¡± ¡°If we had told you the truth about OUR daughter, could we have trusted you with that information? Would you have treated her the same way you did before finding out who her biological father was?¡± My father demands. ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter how we would have responded to the truth in the past. All that matters is that you lied and broke the trust that we once had. We¡¯re cutting all business ties with you and your family.¡± Mr. Fawn shouts. ¡°I can¡¯t have liars this close to me. I¡¯ve always kept the people I trust close to me and the people that I don¡¯t very far. I never thought you would be joining that side.¡± ¡°Do you think I care about that?¡± My father demands. ¡°We never needed you, to begin with. My business can survive without you like it always has. All that matters is my daughter.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe this was happening right now. My world was falling apart in front of my eyes. They were ending their rtionship because of me. They were bing enemies because of me. I didn¡¯t want that to happen. They were supposed to remain friends. How could Atticus and I stay together when they were behaving this way? ¡°And you.¡± Atticus¡¯s mother says as she res at me. It hurt to see her look at me in that way when she was usually very kind to me. ¡°How could you lie to us? Why didn¡¯t you tell us the truth? You kept this to yourself just like your parents did. You lied to us and broke our trust.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you dare bring my daughter into this!¡± My mother shouts as she joins my father. ¡°She didn¡¯t know anything up until recently. We kept the truth from her for her safety. She never lied to you. She only found out after getting kidnapped. If there¡¯s anyone to me, me us, not her.¡± ¡°It¡¯s true.¡± I finally say. ¡°I only found out the truth after Azai¡¯s men kidnapped me. I was just as shocked and disgusted by the fact as you are now. I¡¯m not proud of who my father was. I, too, wish that my birth parents were my adoptive ones. The truth hurts, and I¡¯m sorry that you think we betrayed you, but that was never our intention. My parents kept it a secret from not only you but me as well; they kept it a secret from everyone they knew to protect me from the danger lurking. You don¡¯t have to cut them off because of it. If it were your child, you would have done the same in the blink of an eye.¡± The Fawns look at each other for a few seconds, considering my words. ¡°Is it true that you tried to kill Anya?¡± Mrs. Fawn asks suddenly. I knew Anya was selfish enough to bring that up to them without giving them the full details of that night. I stiffen and slowly turn my attention to her. I hate just looking at her face. How could I have once considered her my friend? Why did I not see the truth like everyone else had so long ago? Everyone seemed to know that Anya was never my friend, to begin with. I hate that I took this long to realize it on my own. ¡°That¡¯s not true!¡± rissa hissed as she rejoined us. I still wasn¡¯t sure where she had disappeared to earlier, but I¡¯m happy she¡¯s here now. ¡°I¡¯m speaking to Autumn, not you, rissa.¡± Mrs. Fawn snaps. ¡°But I¡¯m telling you!¡± rissa insists. ¡°How can you trust Anya? Why don¡¯t you ask Anya what she did for Autumn to react the way she did that day?¡± ¡°rissa!¡± Mr. Fawn scolds her. ¡°We want to hear from Autumn. Let her speak and tell us exactly what happened on that day.¡± Damon gently held rissa¡¯s shoulders, telling her by his actions to stay quiet. I¡¯m happy that he did; I didn¡¯t want rissa to argue with her adoptive parents because of me. ¡°On that day, Anya surprised me by pushing me into the pool outside. I don¡¯t know if my parents ever told you, but I¡¯m terrified of water. I have this great fear of being swallowed by it, amongst many other things. Anya knew this; she knew how scared I was of water, especially from a deep pool. She intentionally pushed me into it and watched me fight for my life. She did nothing to help me; she only stood there and watched me. It was one of the scariest experiences of my life, and she was responsible for it.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a lie!¡± Anya hissed. ¡°Autumn slipped and fell into the pool. She med me right after because of it, but I swear to you, I never touched her. Before I could jump into the pool and save her, Atticus jumped into it and pulled her out. I didn¡¯t have a chance to help her. I¡¯m not at fault here. She is. She¡¯s the monster. She¡¯s the one that tried to end my life, not the other way around.¡± ¡°I¡¯m telling you the truth. She pushed me. She tried to kill me first.¡± I snap. ¡°I have no reason to lie to you about this.¡± Why would they ever believe Anya over me? I¡¯ve never given them a reason to not trust me. It was hard to ept that they were suddenly treating me like an outsider because of who my father was. My parents warned me that this would happen. Even now, I still wanted to believe that the Fawns weren¡¯t this unreasonable. Atticus¡¯s grandmother would have listened to me. She would have heard what I had to say. And his grandfather, he was away on a business trip, but if he was here, I just knew that he would have listened to me. ¡°So you did try to kill her?¡± His mother demands from me. My eyes widen, ¡°I¡ª¡± I didn¡¯t know how to tell them exactly what had happened. They already saw me as a monster like my father was. I couldn¡¯t me them, even I, at times, wondered if I was just like him. ¡°You tried to kill her?¡± Mr. Fawn asks, waiting for me to answer. ¡°I couldn¡¯t control myself. I never wanted to hurt her. I was only responding to her trying to kill me first.¡± I confess in defeat. Nothing I could say would make them think differently about me. It was true that I tried to kill Anya on that day. Nothing I say or do would change that. I still felt guilty over it. I didn¡¯t want to be just like Anya or like my father. I was never that kind of person; I never liked hurting anyone. ¡°It was horrible!¡± Anya cries fake tears. ¡°I¡¯m going to be scarred for the rest of my life. She was so scary. The water behind her in the pool was at hermand; her eyes were a different color, and she was forcing me to choke myself. She took control of my body. It was the scariest day of my life, and I would never want anyone else to experience what I had to endure. Autumn needs to be removed from your family. If she stays, she will harm Atticus; your entire family will be in danger because of her. She said with her own mouth that she¡¯d lost control of herself. Autumn can¡¯t control the power inside of her. Everyone is in danger because of her, even her own family. She is just like her father; nothing will ever change that.¡± My bottom lip trembles at her words. I don¡¯t know how to respond to defend myself. It was true that I often lost control of my body whenever my emotions got the best of me. It was not something that I was proud of. ¡°It¡¯s true that you have your father¡¯s curse, then. His power wasn¡¯t just a curse to his family and everyone around him. He threatened the peace of earth, and there is no proof that you are any different from him.¡±His father ims. ¡°How can you say that?¡± rissa demands. ¡°Autumn is the sweetest person I know. She would never intentionally hurt anyone! You¡¯re just angry and surprised. Please think it over before you make any rash decisions!¡± ¡°You don¡¯t know how dangerous Azai was, rissa.¡± Mrs. Fawn informs her. ¡°None of us might have even gotten the chance to be here today if he was still alive. Autumn has that same power; I¡¯m not saying she¡¯s just as bad as him, but with power like that, it will eventually take her over; it will consume her just like it did to her father. Autumn cannot be a part of this family anymore. She doesn¡¯t belong here. I¡¯m sorry, Autumn, but the well-being and safety of my family will alwayse first. I¡¯ve always made difficult decisions to protect them. It¡¯s what a mother does, she protects her children and her family. I¡¯m sorry that we have to do this to you.¡± I close my eyes and fight the tears. I didn¡¯t want to be separated from Atticus again. Whenever we got a chance to be together, someone kept trying to keep us apart. I know that Anya was the mastermind behind all of this. She couldn¡¯t stop trying to take Atticus from me. I¡¯ve managed to stop her multiple times before; I could do it again. ¡°Let¡¯s go, Autumn.¡± My mother tells me as she gently grabs my shoulders. ¡°You don¡¯t need to stay where you¡¯re not wanted. They will regret their decisionter down in life. You¡¯re nothing like your father. I am your mother; I stood by your side and watched you grow into a beautiful young woman. I¡¯ve seen you cry after seeing others get hurt. I¡¯ve seen you fight for what is right. I¡¯ve never met a kinder child than you, do not listen to them; your father does not define who you are as a person. You¡¯re nothing like him. I¡¯m your mother, and I can proudly say that.¡± I hug my mother but gently move away from her. I wasn¡¯t ready to leave just yet. There were still plenty of things that had to be said. Atticus¡¯s parents needed to know that I loved him. They needed to know that I would try everything I could to be nothing like Azai. I never had the chance to be around and spend time with him; he never had the opportunity to turn me into him. I was raised to be kind and gentle; they said so themselves many times in the past. ¡°Please,¡± I beg his mother. ¡°I don¡¯t want to be separated from Atticus again. His memory is still missing. He¡¯s trying to remember what we had, and I don¡¯t want to leave when he¡¯s already suffering from the ident. Please try and understand that I will try my very best to be nothing like Azai. Ever since I met Atticus, he¡¯s always been the most important person in my life. I will never hurt him. I love him. I love Atticus, and I want to stay by his side for the rest of my life. Please do not separate us because of who my father is. I¡¯m begging you. Please don¡¯t do this to us. Atticus respects you; he always listens to you; I¡¯ve always admired that about him. Don¡¯t give him a choice where he has to choose between his family and me.¡± Her gaze softens at my words, and I know she also doesn¡¯t want to separate us. But my words are not enough to convince her. Her mind is already made up; I can see it in her eyes. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Autumn.¡± She apologizes once more. ¡°I know this isn¡¯t easy for you, and it won¡¯t be easy on him either. Surprising all of us, my son has grown quite attached to you. I know he isn¡¯t going to make this easy for us, but I must try. I love him also; I want what¡¯s best for him. If you truly love my son, you will leave him. I don¡¯t think you understand just how dangerous your real family is. You¡¯re a danger to the people around you. Atticus will forever be in danger because of you. We don¡¯t know the exact details of the ident, but Atticus was chasing Azai¡¯s men when it happened. Maybe they¡¯re somehow responsible for the ident that almost killed my son. That¡¯s the kind of danger he will constantly be involved in as long as you¡¯re in his life. As a mother, I can¡¯t allow my son to be with someone that could hurt him. It doesn¡¯t matter if it¡¯s intentional; I must protect him from you.¡± I¡¯m about to respond when I hear something dragging down the staircase, we all follow the sound. I¡¯m surprised when I see Anya at the bottom of the stair with a suitcase in her hands. ¡°You can take all of this and leave now. We¡¯re all doing this for Atticus. You im to love him, but we love him more. We know how to make sacrifices to keep him safe. I wish you would do the same as well.¡± I hadn¡¯t even noticed when she¡¯d left to do it. Who told her that she could be in our room? Anya was always behaving like she was his wife instead of me. Apparently, hurting her that day hadn¡¯t done enough to keep her out of our lives. She was still making trouble. Maybe she was trying to anger me, maybe she wanted me to lose control over my body again. I wouldn¡¯t let her seed. No matter how hard it was, I had to prevent myself from losing control of my power because of her sly ways. ¡°It¡¯s time to leave, Autumn.¡± Mr. Fawn tells me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry it has to be like this. I hope you can understand. Maybe when you have a child of your own one day, you will understand why we made a tough decision like this.¡± I look at my parents, and they nod for me to take the suitcase from Anya. I couldn¡¯t give up this easily. I couldn¡¯t let go of Atticus after fighting so hard for him all this time. But talking to his parents without him by my side would be like speaking to a brick wall. I hung my head as I snatched the suitcase from Anya. I didn¡¯t even want to see her face. I just wanted to leave before this became any more humiliating. If I got angry and used my power, Atticus¡¯s parents would only hate me more. It would prove their point, and that¡¯s thest thing I wanted to happen today. This had to be settled in some other way. Besides, I didn¡¯t want to hurt Atticus¡¯s family. They weren¡¯t people that I hated. I also cared about each of them. I could never hurt them, even when they were trying to separate me from Atticus. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± I heard someone shout. I freeze. That voice. That beautiful, beautiful voice. It was Atticus. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± He roars even louder when he doesn¡¯t get a response the first time. ¡°Where are you?¡± It sounds like he was running towards us. It doesn¡¯t take long for me to spot him, and when he sees me, his eyes are filled with relief. Did he know that something was wrong? Who told him? I watch as he runs toward me and pulls me into his arms. The suitcase drops from my hands, and I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him tightly against me. I close my eyes as he leans back and kisses my forehead. ¡°I¡¯m here. I¡¯m sorry I took so long.¡± He slowly lets go of me and puts my body behind his as he faces his parents. ¡°What is this suitcase doing here?¡± he demands after looking around him. His mother sighs, ¡°we asked Autumn to leave, Atticus.¡± She informs him. ¡°She was just leaving before you got here.¡± His body stiffens at her words, ¡°Autumn is not going anywhere.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, son, but this isn¡¯t your decision. Do you even know who Autumn¡¯s biological father is? Did she tell you where she came from and the danger surrounding her name alone?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t give a f**k about her biological father!¡± He roars. ¡°I don¡¯t care about her past or things she can¡¯t control. I don¡¯t f*****g care about anything except her. Autumn is staying here with me; she¡¯s not going anywhere!¡± ¡°SON!¡± His father shouts. ¡°You know nothing. You¡¯re speaking like this because you have no clue about this situation. Why is it so hard to let her go? You are the one that didn¡¯t want to marry her, to begin with. You were always in love with Anya. We forced you into this marriage because we thought we were making the right choice. We realize now that we made a terrible mistake. We are trying to fix this mistake before it¡¯s toote for any of us!¡± The muscle in his jaw ticks, which indicates how angry his father¡¯s words have just made him. ¡°A MISTAKE? How can you call something as sacred as a marriage a f*****g mistake?¡± He roars. ¡°I don¡¯t remember anything from my marriage, but you admit to forcing me into the marriage? And now that I want to stay with Autumn, you¡¯re now trying to force me to let her go? What kind of parents are you? You lied to me about her being my wife after you were the ones that wanted the wedding to take ce, and now this madness because of who her biological father is? What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen Atticus this angry with his parents before. He looked both pissed and disappointed with them. ¡°Why are you listening to them?¡± He asks me. ¡°You¡¯re my wife. No one here can force you to leave. You belong here as much as any of us.¡± I didn¡¯t want to leave, but I was also scared their words woulde true. I was terrified that my power would consume me and force me to hurt the people closest to me. ¡°Atticus!¡± His mother hissed. ¡°Autumn¡¯s father is Azai Reign!¡± He looks at her like she¡¯d lost her mind, ¡°am I supposed to know who that is?¡± ¡°He¡¯s a sorcerer.¡± His father exins. ¡°No one could control him. He had uncontroble power, and he wanted to use that power to ovee the world. He would have done it if Autumn¡¯s mother hadn¡¯t killed him when she got the chance to do it. Listen to us when we say that staying with Autumn will ensure you have a difficult life!¡± ¡°I know you always get me to listen to you one way or the other, but this is where I draw the line.¡± He tells them. ¡°There is nothing in this world that could get me to leave Autumn. Nothing. And this is even without remembering what it was like being married to her. I¡¯m not leaving her side. Ever.¡± ¡°Are you not listening to us?¡± His mother demands. ¡°Azai was so dangerous that all books of him were destroyed after his death. No one was allowed to even mention his name. In fact, we can get in serious trouble just by saying his name alone. And you expect us to keep his daughter in this house with us? If the relevant authorities find out that we have the daughter of Azai Reign living with us, we will all be in serious trouble!¡± I¡¯m surprised that any of this doesn¡¯t faze Atticus. He¡¯s only concerned about me. Suddenly, I couldn¡¯t see anyone but him in this room. I didn¡¯t think I could fall more in love with Atticus, but I was wrong. I¡¯m falling harder than I ever did at this exact moment. He didn¡¯t remember anything, but still, he was protecting me. Still, he was insisting that his parents don¡¯t try and separate us. He didn¡¯t even care that my father was an evil sorcerer. This was the Atticus I¡¯d fallen in love with since the start; this was the Atticus that had captured my heart in the beginning, and he was standing right in front of me, but this time, I was the one he was protecting, no one else but me. My heart swelled with joy at this revtion. I¡¯m surprised when he grabs me by my waist and pulls me in front of him, capturing me in his arms. ¡°If you are that concerned over your safety, I will take Autumn, and we will leave. You will never see either of us again for the rest of your lives. You will not have to worry about your safety. Either you allow her to stay with me, or we both leave. . .together.¡± Chapter 65 Chapter 65 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 65 ~AUTUMN~ I didn¡¯t want Atticus to leave his family because of me. I could see the horror on the faces of everyone here that loved him. No one wanted him to go. I gently cup his cheek in my hand, ¡°your parents are only worried about you. Maybe we should give them some time to calm down.¡± His arms tighten around me, ¡°what is there for them to think about again? You¡¯re my wife, and you¡¯re staying my wife for the rest of my life. You¡¯re my mate also¡ªmy mate. I¡¯m never letting go of you. I don¡¯t care what anyone says about you or your f*****g father. You¡¯re mine, Autumn, and no one can ever change that.¡± My heart continues to jump in my chest. Atticus kept saying things that both surprised me and made me overjoyed simultaneously. ¡°Atticus!¡± His father shouts. ¡°We¡¯ve always protected you. We¡¯ve always done what we thought was best for you. Don¡¯t you think we¡¯re doing this because we care about you?¡± I think Atticus did know this, but he didn¡¯t care about that. I¡¯m not sure what¡¯s going to happen now, but I wasn¡¯t letting go of Atticus either. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. His jaw clenches, ¡°I know that you care about me, but I¡¯m not the only one that I want you to care about. I want you to also care about Autumn. This entire time I¡¯m the only one that you¡¯ve been thinking about. Not once have you thought about her and the way your actions have been affecting her. I don¡¯t want to separate from my family but if you force me to do it, believe me, I will. I¡¯ll do whatever I have to stay with Autumn.¡± His mother turns away from us, and I think it¡¯s possible that she might be crying. They seem helpless; I know that they want me to let him go; I know that it¡¯s the only way for Atticus to leave me¡ªif I let go first. But I wasn¡¯t going to do it. I wanted to be with him, and I believed in my heart that I would never hurt him. I couldn¡¯t promise to hurt the people that tried to separate us, however. I don¡¯t think his parents realize yet how much I loved him. I don¡¯t think anyone but me knew what I would sacrifice to keep him safe. I slowly let go of Atticus and walk towards them, ¡°I¡¯m never going to hurt Atticus. I know what my father tried to do was horrible. I know that he wasn¡¯t a good person. But I never knew him; I wasn¡¯t taught his ways. I admit that there have been times when I¡¯ve lost control, but I¡¯m working on trying to fix that. Please trust me. I¡¯m not going to let anything happen to him or his family. I care about all of you. I would never intentionally do anything that would hurt any of you.¡± Griffin walks in then with Dante and takes a look at us, ¡°what is happening here?¡± He demands, confused. ¡°How much did I miss?¡± There is a silent pause as he waits for someone to answer. I wasn¡¯t sure how to even begin to exin everything. ¡°Autumn is the daughter of an evil sorcerer,¡± Anya answers him before anyone else gets a chance to say anything. ¡°And Atticus knowing that she almost killed me with her evil power quite simr to her father¡¯s power, doesn¡¯t want to let her go.¡± She¡¯d conveniently left out the part where she almost killed me first. Luckily, Griffin knew the type of person that I was. He wouldn¡¯t listen to Anya as his parents had done. ¡°Hold up,¡± Griffin says, squeezing his temples. ¡°Autumn¡¯s parents aren¡¯t the two people standing in front of us now? And frankly, Anya, I don¡¯t believe Autumn tried to harm you without you doing something bad first.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll tell you everything you need to know,¡± Damon says as he taps his shoulder and carries him elsewhere. We didn¡¯t have time to catch Griffin up with everything. I¡¯m waiting for his parents to say something. Are they going to let Atticus leave with me, or will they let us stay? I know that my parents are ready to snatch me back and carry me home with them, but my home was wherever Atticus was. I hoped that they understood that. ¡°Alright.¡± Mrs. Fawn finally says. ¡°If we can¡¯t convince the two of you to let go of each other, we need to do things differently.¡± ¡°Differently?¡± Atticus asks as he walks over to stand behind me. His hands are ced gently on my waist as he waits for his mother to borate. ¡°Yes,¡± she answers him. ¡°Differently. Now that we know the truth about Autumn, we must keep her identity a secret from everyone.¡± ¡°Autumn,¡± she says as she turns her attention to me. ¡°you need to learn how to control your power. If you lose control because of your emotions, you¡¯re bound to slip up, and others will find you. Now that we¡¯re on this topic, why did Azai¡¯s men let you go? If they want you to be their queen and continue where your father left off, why did they let you escape?¡± Atticus looks at me then, and I don¡¯t know what he¡¯s thinking, but I can see the panic in his eyes. We never had this discussion. There is plenty that he still didn¡¯t know or understand. There was even plenty that I still didn¡¯t understand either. ¡°You never told me what happened that day.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°I can¡¯t remember anything, but it still bothers me that you experienced something that horrible and had no one to protect you.¡± It was a day I wished that I could somehow forget. So many horrible things happened on that day. I didn¡¯t know if his parents would believe what I had to say in response to their question, but I had to give them an answer. ¡°I don¡¯t know why they let me go. I was tied to a table that prevented me from using my power.¡± I confess. ¡°I couldn¡¯t escape from them at first because of it. But somehow, it eventually did work, and I was able to get out of their trap for me. They chased me, but I fought off each of them. Eventually, they stopped.¡± ¡°You already knew about your power all that time?¡± His mother asks me. I slowly nod, ¡°I didn¡¯t know who my father was, but I knew I wasn¡¯t just a normal werewolf. Atticus knew the truth as well. I often used it in front of him. On the day that Carter and his teammates trapped us and attacked him, I used my power to get them off him. He chose to keep that detail from you while he was in the hospital because I assume he knew you would have reacted this way if you found out the truth. That same day when I disappeared and said I was heading back home, I also went to the game. I wanted Carter and the rest of them to pay for what they¡¯d done to him. I¡¯m the reason that they lost that game so badly that night. I needed to do something to hurt them for hurting him, and that seemed like the best revenge without getting caught.¡± His mother looks shocked at my confession. I never told them before; even Atticus never knew this. ¡°You¡¯re the reason?¡± Griffin asks, walking back in with Damon. ¡°f**k. That¡¯s so f*****g cool.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t remember anything about this,¡± Atticus says, confused. ¡°Why did Carter attack me? We were never on bad terms before. What caused us to be enemies?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a long story,¡± I admit. ¡°I¡¯ll tell you about it another time.¡± ¡°Tell us, why did they let you go?¡± Mr. Fawn asks, bringing me back to the fundamental question that they still wanted me to answer. ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± I confess. ¡°I wish I knew, and I wish that whatever it is that they¡¯re nning is over, but I know it¡¯s far from over. I know they¡¯re nning something big, and I¡¯m a part of it. They told me that I could never leave unless that¡¯s what they wanted to happen. There is something else that they want; I don¡¯t know what it is. I always have guards surrounding me, but I don¡¯t think that will be enough to keep them away from me. There are plenty of them, and they¡¯re waiting for the right opportunity toe for me. . .a second time. It¡¯s scary, and I¡¯m constantly uneasy, but I will not give them what they want. I will not let them turn me into my father. I rather die than be evil like him.¡± I can see that telling them this didn¡¯t make things easier for Atticus and me, but I can also see that they all felt sorry for me. I know that his parents didn¡¯t hate me; I know that they were only trying to protect their family. I wanted things to be like they were in the past. I wanted them to be good friends with my family once more. I wanted them to be happy that Atticus and I were together. I didn¡¯t think that was possible anymore. ¡°I think it¡¯s time for Autumn to get some rest,¡± Atticus says. ¡°You can ask her more questions tomorrow.¡± ¡°But there is still plenty to discuss.¡± His mother tells him. ¡°Have you ever heard about the Overlords?¡± The Overlords. I¡¯ve heard very little of them, but I knew they weren¡¯t people you could easily ignore. ¡°They, along with the ck council, were responsible for getting rid of all books of Azai and making sure that his name vanished until now.¡± She exins. ¡°The Overlords are just as cruel and controlling as the council. They do whatever they have to do to keep order in our world. They will no doubt see Autumn as a big threat to everyone. They can¡¯t know who she is. No one else can ever find out the truth about her if you want to protect her. If Autumn used her power in front of Carter and his friends, then we¡¯re not the only ones that know about her. I don¡¯t understand why they chose to keep quiet this entire time.¡± Atticus¡¯s jaw clenches, and I know her words have definitely managed to frustrate him. Even I didn¡¯t understand why Carter kept my secret. Maybe he spoke to Scarlett about it, and she convinced him not to say anything. Or maybe they just didn¡¯t want anyone to know that a girl had kicked their asses that day. Though, they¡¯d never actually fought me. They¡¯d all left when they realized that I would protect Atticus with my life. Atticus walks past me and straight towards Anya. There was unmistakable anger in his steps. He knew that she was the one that had told his parents the truth. How did she even know about my father? Who told her the truth? She saw my power, but that alone shouldn¡¯t have been enough for her to figure out that Azai was my father. If his name had been completely wiped from all books, how could she find out the truth? Who was helping her? It had to be someone that knew my father and mother. Who the hell was Anya? Were we all underestimating her? Atticus grabs her shoulders roughly, and Damon rushes to protect her from his brother. Dante is right behind. They still loved her like crazy. As long as they were in love with her, we would never be able to punish Anya as long as they were this crazy about her. If we tried to hurt her, it would destroy this family. This is what his parents tried to tell me once, that I had saved Atticus from this. But now, they also saw me as a threat to their son. I had to find a way to prove to them that I wasn¡¯t a threat, at least not to him. Maybe then they would be able to be happy about us once more. ¡°Let her go!¡± Damon growls. ¡°Atticus!¡± Dante shouts. ¡°Let my mate go!¡± Atticus ignores them as he res at her, ¡°if anyone finds out who Autumn truly is, I know where to find you. If you know what¡¯s good for you, you will keep this secret with the rest of us.¡± She looks startled by his actions and remains that way even when he lets her go. ¡°I think Autumn shoulde home with us tonight.¡± My mother says, worried that I was still in danger. ¡°No.¡± Atticus disagrees. ¡°She¡¯s staying here. With me.¡± She looked at me, trying to find out if it was okay with me. I nodded, letting her know that this was what I wanted. To be with Atticus. Atticus doesn¡¯t wait for anyone else to say anything as he pulls me up the stairs with him. He didn¡¯t stop walking until we reached his room, and he locked the door behind us. It was clear that he didn¡¯t want anyone to disturb us again. Or maybe he was worried that someone would try to separate us. He didn¡¯t seem willing to take any chances, even with his family. He begins to pace in front of me. It was devastating to see. He was at war with his own parents because of me. He loved them like crazy. I¡¯ve seen Atticus grant their every wish because of how much he respected them. ¡°You didn¡¯t have to do that,¡± I whisper after watching him pace from left to right for the tenth time since he¡¯d locked the door. I hate what this is doing to him. He turns to me with his thumb finger pressing into his bottom lip. He slowly lets it slide and narrows his eyes, ¡°didn¡¯t have to do what?¡± ¡°Go against your parents for me.¡± I know that I¡¯m making him angrier. He might think I¡¯m being insensitive after what he¡¯d done to keep me here with him. It was quite the opposite; I only wanted him to be happy. ¡°Do you think it would have been better if I¡¯d let them throw you out of our home like you were garbage?¡± He asks. ¡°Would that have been the better thing to do?¡± ¡°Of course not,¡± I answer him. ¡°But I hate to see you like this. They¡¯re your parents, and they only want to protect you.¡± ¡°And I want to f*****g protect you.¡± He growls. ¡°We can¡¯t all get what we want.¡± My breath hitched at his words, and I tried to calm my racing heart. It was pounding in my chest and threatening to break free. ¡°Why are you protecting me this desperately?¡± I ask. ¡°You don¡¯t even remember what it was like to be with me.¡± I was happy that he was doing it, but I couldn¡¯t deny how strange it was for him to do it, considering his memory of us was gone. He grabbed my hands suddenly and pressed them against his chest so that I could feel the wild beating of his heart. ¡°I don¡¯t remember anything, but I have feelings. My heart f*****g beats for you, Autumn. Only for you. These feelings are something that no one, not even a f*****g ident, could take away from me. No one could make me forget what I feel for you. I¡¯m fighting this hard to protect you because I know my life will be f*****g over without you in it.¡± I could barely breathe at his confession. I don¡¯t know how to respond to such raw emotion from him. I was not expecting that answer. His hand gently touches my cheek as he forces me to look directly into his soul-sucking eyes, ¡°I think about you every second of every day. I can¡¯t get you out of my f*****g head, Autumn. I want to hug you and kiss you. I want to touch you and taste you. I want to get lost inside of you. I want to tell you how beautiful you are; I want to be the reason why you smile. I want to protect you ferociously from anything that could harm you. I want to mark you over and over again. One time isn¡¯t enough. Just because my memories are gone doesn¡¯t mean my heart has also disappeared. I want so many things, and all of them include you.¡± I gasped, and he leaned into me so that his lips were right above my ear, ¡°even that little sound from your pretty mouth makes me happy. Everything about you makes me feel like a f*****g man. You¡¯re my woman, Autumn, my only one.¡± ¡°Do you really feel nothing at all for Anya anymore?¡± I ask, unable to stop myself. I know that he told her he didn¡¯t love her, but I wanted to hear it today, while we were alone and where I knew he could say to me the truth. He pauses at the mention of her. I know I shouldn¡¯t bring her up, but I wanted to confirm just this once that he was speaking the truth before Ipletely believed him. ¡°I find it hard to believe that you loved her for so long and suddenly want nothing to do with her,¡± I confess. ¡°You had your reasons in the past to want to keep your distance from her, but after losing your memories, what made you step away from her? How are you no longer her mate?¡± He inhales sharply, ¡°Anya is thest person I want to speak about.¡± ¡°I want to know.¡± I insist. ¡°Before you lost your memory, I still felt like you were in love with her. She was constantly a threat to our marriage. I want to know that you had truly wanted to let her go and be with me before you¡¯d gotten into the ident that horrible day.¡± There¡¯s a pause as he thinks about my words. I don¡¯t think I¡¯m making him any happier. His mood keeps growing darker by the second. He surprises me when he throws me onto the bed suddenly and climbs on top of me. Both his hands are holding mine on the bed, and he¡¯s looking down at me. ¡°There are plenty of things that I can¡¯t remember, Autumn, but one thing that I know for sure is what I felt for Anya after losing my memory.¡± He says. ¡°I¡¯m sure I mentioned it to you already, but it still looks like you don¡¯t believe me.¡± ¡°Tell me.¡± I urge him. ¡°What did you feel for her after all of your memories of me were gone?¡± His eyes sparkle with some unfamiliar emotions as he dips his head lower. ¡°I¡¯ll tell you, but I want something in return.¡± ¡°Something in return?¡± I ask. ¡°What do you want?¡± He smiled, and I almost fainted from how sexy he looked. My body wentpletely still as he left a long, soft kiss on my neck. ¡°I want to taste you.¡± He whispers. ¡°I¡¯m dying to taste you, Autumn. I envy my past self. He knows what it was like to have his tongue inside of you. I want to be as lucky as he was.¡± Chapter 66 Chapter 66 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 66 ~ATTICUS~ I couldn¡¯t stop myself from taking what I wanted from her. I knew that I should behave; I knew that I was being selfish. I knew this was wrong at a time like this but damn it; nothing was going to stop me from tasting her tonight¡ªnothing except her. She was asking all these questions about Anya even though I was sure I had already told her I felt nothing for her. What the f**k had I done in the past for her not to believe me? How stupid must I have been? And how much did I hurt her before finally realizing my feelings toward her? I had so many questions about my past, so many questions about our marriage. Autumn was the only one that would be able to give me all of those answers. But first, I needed to taste her. I needed it like I needed air to breathe. ¡°Do you want to know something?¡± She whispers suddenly. There seems to be a mischievous glint in her eyes and it¡¯s definitely trapped me. ¡°Once it¡¯s from your mouth, I¡¯m all ears,¡± I tell her. I didn¡¯t know if she was trying to change the conversation, but I was hoping she would let me do what I desperately wanted to. ¡°On our wedding day. Your parents told us we had to bathe in the spring at one of your inds. Before we got there, I saw Anya openly flirting with you on the boat. I got instantly jealous and sad. I drank plenty that night and kissed you in front of her. I was thrilled when you didn¡¯t stop me. When we got to the spring, I did something you might not believe even if I told you.¡± She¡¯d sparked my interest. I wanted to know what exactly she¡¯d done when we¡¯d gotten to the spring. I found it hard to believe that she¡¯d kissed me in front of everyone while on the yacht. And why the hell did I let Anya openly flirt with me in the past on my wedding day? Suddenly, I wasn¡¯t sure if I wanted my memories back. If it were filled with me being aplete asshole toward Autumn, I wouldn¡¯t know how to forgive myself. What else could have happened for her to think I wouldn¡¯t believe what she had to say? What happened in that spring? I wanted to know more about that incident than anything else right now. She buried her face against my chest, and I didn¡¯t think I would love feeling her against me this much. It dawned on me that I would f*****g kill to protect this woman. I would never let anyone take her from me. Never. Not even my family. No one would ever be able to separate us. I know that there was evil waiting to tear us apart, but I would fight till my death to keep her. ¡°I was naked in the spring, and after the ritual, I sat on the edge and spread my legs so that you could have a full view of my bare pussy.¡± A second passes. Then another and another. I don¡¯t think I can f*****g breathe right now. It¡¯s thest thing I expected her to say to me. ¡°Repeat it,¡± I whisper sharply. ¡°I don¡¯t think I heard you correctly.¡± There¡¯s no f*****g way she¡¯d said what I thought she did. ¡°I spread my legs for you on our wedding night; I showed you the most intimate part of my body.¡± She repeats for my sake. f*****g hell. My d**k stirs in my jeans almost immediately. It was very much alive and hungry for her. I was even more envious of my past self. He witnessed such a beautiful thing, and I hated how weak I was to forget something like that. How many moments like these have we had with each other that I¡¯d forgotten because of the ident? ¡°Show me,¡± I say in a hoarse whisper. ¡°Show me how you did it. I want to remember. I want to remember everything.¡± Her eyes widen, ¡°I don¡¯t think I can do that.¡± Her cheeks are bright red. ¡°Why are you nervous now?¡± I whisper. ¡°You did it already, and you¡¯re the one that told me about it.¡± ¡°I was intoxicated when I did that. It was different then.¡± She says. I grin, ¡°you¡¯re right. It is different now. This time you aren¡¯t intoxicated. This time you will be aware of everything. This time will be much better than thest.¡± Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± She whispers. I kissed her forehead and rolled next to her onto the bed. I pull her into my arms, ¡°we can cuddle then. I¡¯m just as happy with that.¡± I was still dying for a taste of her, but I wasn¡¯t doing anything that she didn¡¯t want right now. She surprised me by pulling herself out of my arms and walking towards a nearby desk to my left. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I ask, clueless. I held my breath as she unzipped the back of her dress, and I watched it fall from her body. The air gets stuck in my throat from seeing Autumn naked in front of me. Forget anything I ever thought she looked like without clothes; she was unbelievably beautiful. Her eyes were glued to me as she climbed onto the desk and slowly spread her legs open for me. ¡°I want you to remember.¡± She whispers. ¡°I want you to remember every second that you touched me.¡± I swallow. How was she so f*****g gorgeous? I can¡¯t f*****g look away; from her pretty eyes, her smooth skin, and her f*****g wet p***y glistening in front of me. She was wet for me. I didn¡¯t think anything could make me as happy as this did at this exact moment. I can¡¯t help myself as I climb out of bed and go after her. I had to have her in my arms. ¡°Tell me,¡± I growl as I finally reach her. My hands are on the desk to her side, and my lips are next to her ear. ¡°What did I do after you gracefully spread your legs for me?¡± Her finger lightly touches my chin and lifts my face so that I am looking into her eyes. ¡°I told you how much my breasts ached because of you.¡± She confesses. My eyes narrow, ¡°do they?¡± I ask. ¡°Do they hurt right now?¡± She nods innocently, ¡°they hurt so much. Just like they always do when they want your attention.¡± ¡°Did I touch them?¡± I whisper. She shakes her head, ¡°no.¡± What the f**k? Why hadn¡¯t I? ¡°I had to beg you first.¡± She admits. ¡°What a f*****g d**k I was,¡± I growl. ¡°If your breasts ached for me. I should have taken that pain away from you without you having to beg.¡± ¡°No.¡± She says as she shakes her head. ¡°I didn¡¯t believe you when you told me you didn¡¯t want to touch me that night because you didn¡¯t want to take advantage of me. But I eventually found out that you were telling the truth. You weren¡¯t aplete d**k; you were also kind and thoughtful to me sometimes.¡± I chuckle, ¡°not aplete d**k? I guess there are plenty of things I still have to make up for.¡± Before she can say anything else, I duck my head and cover her breast with my mouth. I open my mouth wide and take the entire thing into my mouth, sucking as gently as possible. I didn¡¯t want to rm her, but I was dying to taste her like this again. Some of me hoped this would also help jog my memory but so far, it wasn¡¯t any help. ¡°Tell me, Autumn,¡± I say before moving to her next n****e. Did I grab your legs and spread them wider like this?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± She gasps as I spread them f*****g wide. ¡°Do you remember?¡± I hate to see the hope in her eyes, knowing that I couldn¡¯t remember anything. ¡°No,¡± I answer her honestly. ¡°I just knew that there¡¯s no way I would have been able to leave you like that without wanting an excuse to touch you and see more of you.¡± She gasps and stares into my eyes, ¡°I love you.¡± She whispers. ¡°I love you so much, Atticus.¡± I close my eyes and let her words sink into my heart. f**k. Those are the kind of words that gave a man a reason to live. Those are the kind of words that would make a man kill for his woman. Those are the kind of words that made a man feelplete. Autumn did all of those things for me. ¡°Can I taste you?¡± I beg. ¡°Please.¡± I couldn¡¯t wait any longer. I needed to taste her. She bites her bottom lip and slowly nods. I didn¡¯t waste a second more. I gently ced her down on the desk and stood at the edge to get a better look at her. I was mentally preparing myself never to forget what she looked like today in my bedroom, on top of my desk,pletely naked and waiting for me to taste her. I gently slid my nose up her legs until I touched her opening and inhaled deeply. Her breath hitches, and she grabs onto my hair for support. I rub my nose up and down as I listen to her sweet moans. Her hand on my hair tightens as I slowly let my tongue slide against her p***y, tasting her f*****g sweetness and swallowing all of it. ¡°Atticus!¡± She cried as I began to suck before moving my tongue faster into her. I love the sound of my name on her lips. I didn¡¯t want to stop until I had her screaming it at the top of her lungs. It would be f*****g music to my ear. ¡°I¡¯m never forgetting the taste of your f*****g p***y ever again,¡± I growl. ¡°I promise you that.¡± I didn¡¯t think anything could taste this f*****g good. How did I go days and nights without having her in my mouth like this? I was f*****g insane. She cries out at my words, and I can feel her body tremble. She was close, and I wanted to bring her to her climax. I¡¯m about to do that when there¡¯s a loud knock on my door. Not just one knock but multiple ones that followed right after. I growl against her p***y, upset that we¡¯d been disturbed. What the f**k did they want from us now? Hadn¡¯t they already said everything they needed to? ¡°Leave!¡± I shout for whoever is at the door. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± Damon shouts. ¡°Get out here now! We need to get Autumn out of here. Immediately!¡± I freeze. What the hell was he talking about? Why did we need to do that? Chapter 67 Chapter 67 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 67 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus leaves me inside the room to speak with Damon. I quickly get dressed, and when the door opens again, he¡¯s the first person I see. I stopped moving and possibly stopped breathing as well. I see the panic in his eyes. Whatever Damon just told him has him almost hysterical. What could have possibly happened? Did his parents change their minds again? Did we have to leave? There were many questions racing through my mind, but I couldn¡¯t find my voice to ask any of them. I somehow knew that it wasn¡¯t that simple. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I demand as I walk towards him, finally regaining control over my body. I thought we would finally have a night together without something horrible happening, but I was terribly wrong. ¡°They¡¯reing for you.¡± He says in an almost restless tone. I stiffen. Was he referring to Azai¡¯s men? Did they finally get what they wanted and wereing back for me? I didn¡¯t want to go back to that sick ce. I didn¡¯t want to be trapped again. ¡°Who¡¯sing for me?¡± I ask. I had to hear it from his mouth before I could believe it on my own. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. He grabs my hand and pushes me out of the room; he¡¯s moving so quickly that I can barely understand anything that he¡¯s saying to me. ¡°The council. The Overlords. They¡¯re alling.¡± He informs me. This is worse than I initially thought it was. I stopped moving, my feet felt cold, and they had no idea what direction to run in. ¡°I can¡¯t keep running from them for the rest of my life,¡± I tell him. ¡°They will eventually find me.¡± ¡°It can¡¯t be now, Autumn!¡± He hissed. ¡°I¡¯m not going to let them have you without a f*****g fight. If we can escape now before they get here, then we can create a n that would save you from them. If they¡¯re able to take you now, I¡¯m not going to have the chance to protect you. There¡¯s too many of them.¡± ¡°How did they even find out about me?¡± I ask. ¡°Do you think your parents informed them?¡± I didn¡¯t want to believe they would betray us like that, but they weren¡¯t exactly happy that we were still together. But when would they have gotten the chance to inform the others about me? Atticus and I hadn¡¯t been in the room for that long. Someone had to have done it even before Atticus¡¯s family confronted me about my father. I still can¡¯t move. I¡¯m in too much shock to run. Atticus realizes this, and he picks me up so that I am now straddling his waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he raced down the stairs. ¡°Did any of you call them?¡± Atticus demands from his family at the back exit. ¡°No.¡± His mother promised him. ¡°I know that you have no reason to trust us anymore, but I promise that we didn¡¯t do this. We would never intentionally put your or Autumn¡¯s life in danger. I¡¯m sorry we¡¯ve been such bad parents to make you think that way about us.¡± We didn¡¯t have time to question them any longer, but I believed her. ¡°We will try to stall them while you try to escape.¡± His father informs him. ¡°Damon and rissa will also go with you for backup. But the four of you, even with Autumn¡¯s power, will not be enough to stop the council and the overlords together.¡± I couldn¡¯t breathe. This was happening too fast. I didn¡¯t have time to prepare. None of us had time to prepare. Whoever told them the truth about me must hate me. They made it so that I didn¡¯t have a chance to escape without putting the people I cared about in danger. ¡°I¡ªI think I should give myself up,¡± I say; I can barely recognize my voice. The fear was difficult to hide. ¡°I don¡¯t want to put anyone¡¯s life in danger because of me.¡± ¡°No,¡± Atticus growled. ¡°You¡¯re not going anywhere.¡± ¡°Atticus!¡± I try to say, but his hands tighten around me. He doesn¡¯t allow me to say anything else as he runs out the back door with me still in his arms. ¡°What exactly is the n?¡± rissa demands. Even she can¡¯t hide the panic in her voice. ¡°We can¡¯t just keep running on our feet for the rest of the night. We need to shift.¡± ¡°That¡¯s what they expect us to do,¡± Damon says. ¡°We need to get another vehicle. One that they wouldn¡¯t recognize. And we need to gather our allies. They caught us off-guard, and that¡¯s exactly what they nned. They didn¡¯t allow us to prepare. Now no one knew that we needed their help.¡± ¡°Atticus.¡± I try to say again. ¡°Stop talking, Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m not letting you go. Let¡¯s think of some other n. Didn¡¯t you say that you loved me? If you love me, fight to be with me, don¡¯t let them take you from me.¡± I gasp. I did love him. I did want to fight to be with him. But I didn¡¯t want him or his family to get hurt because of me. I didn¡¯t know what the right thing to do was. A gut-wrenching scream rocks the forest, and we all stop moving. ¡°MOM?¡± Damon whispers before it dawns on the rest of us that the sound did, in fact,e from her. ¡°MOM!¡± Atticus shouts along with Damon for a second time. ¡°I¡¯m going back,¡± Damon shouts. ¡°She needs us.¡± ¡°I¡¯ming with you,¡± rissa tells him. Atticus looks at me, and he seems troubled and conflicted about what to do. ¡°Your mother needs us. We can¡¯t leave her. We can¡¯t leave your parents.¡± I tell him as I cup his cheek in the palm of my hand. His eyes close for a second, and he leans against my touch. I know he wanted to keep me safe, but I wouldn¡¯t let him leave his parents behind because of me. When he opened his eyes, they were filled with so many emotions that I felt them throughout my body. He grabs my cheek with one hand and crashes his lips against mine. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± He whispers through kisses. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry that I must take you back to them. I¡¯m so sorry, Autumn.¡± He wasn¡¯t to me for any of this. Whoever called the overlords and the council was responsible for our pain. Atticus was right earlier. I had to fight to stay with him. I had to fight with everything inside of me to be with him. I wouldn¡¯t let them take me away from him. I wouldn¡¯t. Chapter 68 Chapter 68 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 68 ~AUTUMN~ Atticus slowly lets go of me as we near the house. I held onto his hand; I didn¡¯t want him to get hurt because of me. I know I¡¯m the one that convinced him to return, but it doesn¡¯t mean that it was an easy decision to make. Hearing his mother scream was all I needed to know that this was the right thing to do. Whatever happened, I had to do everything I could to keep them all safe. I still hear the terrifying shouts and screams; they¡¯re not making this easier for us. Damon and rissa are among them, but I can¡¯t tell what they¡¯re saying. They¡¯re all expecting us to be gone by now; they don¡¯t know that we are back just for them. Atticus leans over and gives me one more kiss on my forehead. His lips linger on my skin, and I dly lean into him. Neither of us knew what was about to happen, and it was terrifying not knowing. I attempt to move forward with him, but he puts out his hand and stops me before I can make another step. His eyes held an urgency to them that brought me to aplete stop. He takes a deep breath, and I suck in one of my own. I knew what he was going to say before it left his mouth. ¡°Stay out here.¡± He warns me. ¡°Let me see what¡¯s happening inside first. If I think we need you, I will call you. If not, I want you to get as far away from here as possible.¡± As far away from here? As far away from him? I tilt my head to the side and frown at him. He was crazy if he thought that I would leave him here with people that wanted to harm him and his family. He was the man I¡¯d been in love with for many years, the only man I¡¯d ever loved; I would never leave him when he needed me. However, I knew I had to agree if I wanted him to leave. The shout gets louder, and I begin to panic. We were running out of time. If we didn¡¯t get inside there now, his family would be in more danger than they already were. ¡°Are you listening to me?¡± Atticus asks, waiting for my response; he hasn¡¯t moved an inch. The urgency in his voice has just increased, and I find myself nodding despite my desperation to keep him safe. I knew the moment that I heard the overlords hurting the people I cared about no one would be able to stop me from joining in. Atticus¡¯s eyes are glued on my face, and his jaw clenches; he wants to believe I¡¯m telling the truth. I try to keep an innocent expression on my face to make him feel less restless. He takes another deep breath and slowly lets go of me. I watch as he walks backward a few steps, still looking at me; it seems like he¡¯s trying to memorize every little detail on my face. I held my breath; how could I not love someone like him? He still looks conflicted, but eventually, he turns and walks back into the house. I waited for a minute, letting him believe that I was truly listening to his request, but the moment that I thought it was okay for me to move, I was right behind him. Atticus doesn¡¯t even bother trying to hide; he walks straight toward the enemies. Why would he do that? He told me that he was leaving me behind only to find out what was happening inside so that we would have a better idea of how to react. He¡¯d lied. I couldn¡¯t exactlyin since I¡¯d also lied to him. We were both lying to protect each other. My eyes scan the room once more. I feel a chill run down my spine. This is the first time that I¡¯m seeing the overlords in person. From what I knew about them, they rarely ever left their home. They only left it when it was something very important. I swallow the fear and worry down my throat. It¡¯s hard to believe that all these important people were here because of me, to take me down. I would never have thought I would have turned out to be this dangerous. They were so terrified of my father that they saw me as a big threat, just like him. How much trouble did Azai cause in the past for everyone to react this way because of him? Even now, it is hard to ept that my father was terrible and heartless. The overlords nod at Atticus the moment that they notice him. They were waiting, no doubt; they knew he would be back for his family. This was insane. How did my life be such a big mess because of one secret? If anyone had told me this was what my life would be like at this age, I would have never believed them. Atticus looks fearless as he stands next to his family. His mother was on the floor, and Mr. Fawn had her in his arms. Damon and rissa were guarding them along with Griffin. I had no clue as to where Dante and Anya were. Neither of them was here. They must have left before the news about the council and the overlords reached us. My eyes are solely on the enemies of the room. There were eight Overlords in total, and all of them were present today. They were dressed in very concealing ck robes and looked like shadows of the night. I couldn¡¯t see their faces; they were covered by the robes. They often protected their faces when out of their home. They were also not allowed to have mates. Every five years, a new Overlord is chosen, and the power is passed onto him. They were all chosen at the age of eighteen; many parents trained their kids, hoping that their child would one day be selected. It was supposed to be a happy asion, but I think it was far from it; why would anyone want to live a lonely life? I believe that¡¯s why the overlords were always so bitter. They knew nothing about happiness or what it was like to be in love. They were all trained to be as heartless as possible in any situation; ording to them; the heart forced you to make the wrong decisions. My eyes traveled to members of the council. Not everyone was present, but I still recognized a few of them. They were just as brutal as the overlords, maybe even more at times. The council only cared about themselves, even though they often imed they also cared about the people. There were many at their mercy, and I often wished that they would appoint a new leader that cared about their people and didn¡¯t only want power. ¡°Where is the girl?¡± One of the overlords asks. His chilling voice forced my attention back to them. I assume that he had to be the eldest of them all since the eldest was usually the one that did all of the talking. There is a short pause, and I see the panic on Atticus¡¯s face a second before he masks his emotions from everyone else in the room. I think he can sense my presence; he knows I¡¯m near. He knows that I¡¯ve disobeyed him. ¡°What girl?¡± He asks, pretending to be clueless. There was another awkward pause as they listened to his response, waiting for him to say more. I flinch when they allugh suddenly without warning, and another chill runs down my spine. They laughed without any humor, and it was one of the scariest things I¡¯ve ever heard, especially since it wasn¡¯t just one of them; they were all in sync. Even though they¡¯reughing, I can still hear the impatience in their voice. It wouldn¡¯t be long before they started to drill him for answers. My parents were not around, and the guards they left to protect me were nowhere to be found. The overlords must have already gotten to them before getting into the house. Atticus was right; everything happened so quickly that we didn¡¯t have the opportunity to prepare for any of this. There were so many people that I knew would help us if they knew we were in danger. I think they knew this; it¡¯s why they came without any warnings. They weren¡¯t people that ever showed up unprepared. We should have known something like this would happen; we should have prepared for it. We were so busy dealing with everything that we made a huge mistake. We allowed them to trap us. ¡°Your wife.¡± The older overlord answers him. ¡°Where is she? Can you please answer truthfully and save us the trouble of having to extract that information out of you. . . painfully, might I add.¡± Atticus narrows his eyes, and I know he would rather be killed than tell them where I was. My heart aches at that fact. I would never let him do something like that for me. ¡°Why do you want to know?¡± He demands. The overlord stepped closer to him, and I dug my nails into my dress; if he dared to eveny a hand on Atticus, he would pay for it. I was waiting for the right moment to leave my hiding spot. I watch as the overlords all chuckle. Do they already know that Atticus and his family know the whole truth about me? How could they have possibly known that? Did they have a spy watching us all along? How long ago did they find out the truth? How long have they been watching us? There were so many unanswered questions, and I doubt they would be willing to answer them for us. ¡°She¡¯s the daughter of a very dangerous sorcerer.¡± He answers him. ¡°Azai Reign. You may or may not know about him, depending on whether your parents followed our rules.¡± Atticus¡¯s jaw clenches, and he doesn¡¯t bother responding. He knows if he showed any emotion, his parents would be in more trouble than they were already in. He was doing the right thing by staying quiet this time. If none of us confessed and they had no proof, then they couldn¡¯t punish this family. When he gets no reaction out of Atticus, he takes another step closer. I held my breath, hoping he wouldn¡¯t try anything stupid. ¡°Azai was a dangerous killer. A sorcerer out of control. He was greedy and hungry for power.¡± He continues when Atticus remains quiet. ¡°He didn¡¯t care about anyone other than himself. He didn¡¯t care about hisdy, not even his children. That¡¯s why Autumn¡¯s mother killed him. She did what many others were already hoping to do. We¡¯re grateful that she made our work easier for us. If we had the chance, we would have done it for her. After killing him, she knew that her life and the life of her children were still in danger even though she¡¯d gotten rid of Azai. She knew that his men would have taken them from her. She knew that they would have found a way to kill her as well. So she ran. She ran to save herself and her children. We¡¯ve been searching for Azai¡¯s three children ever since his death. His children will all suffer the same faith that he did; they don¡¯t have the inner strength to fight the darkness they were born with. Very soon, they will all follow in their father¡¯s footsteps.¡± ¡°Autumn¡¯s mother? I think you¡¯re delusional,¡± Atticus says. ¡°Your story makes no sense. I¡¯ve never heard of an Azai Reign. Is this some sick joke?¡± He tried to convince them that he was clueless about the entire thing, but they didn¡¯t believe him. They must already know too much about our lives. ¡°We received an anonymous tip that his daughter is none other than Autumn Fawn. Of course, we thought it was all an unbelievable lie. How could the Riveras¡¯ have the daughter of Azai hidden from us all this time? How could the daughter of Azai also be married to a Fawn? Both families hold such a high status in our society and are favored by the people; why would they choose to protect the daughter of Azai?¡± The prosecutor from the council asks. ¡°We were puzzled about this new information and even considered ignoring it.¡± I hated that they mentioned our families. Were they nning on also punishing them because of me? I swallow; I wouldn¡¯t let them do that; I can¡¯t let them hurt my family. All they did was protect me; how could that be a reason for them to get punished? ¡°If you don¡¯t believe that it¡¯s possible, then why are you here?¡± Atticus challenges them. ¡°Why are you trespassing in our home and threatening to ruin the good rtionship that we have with both of you?¡± One of the overlordsughs, the same one from before, ¡°even though we thought that it was not possible, the im was too serious for us to ignore it. We decided to wait until our source gave us some evidence to support their im. Eventually, we received the proof we needed to believe it was true. We realized that the evidence was too great for it to be all a lie. She had to be his daughter. Now we want to see it for ourselves before we decide on what to do.¡± He answers him. Atticus takes a step closer and res at him, ¡°you have the wrong person. Autumn can¡¯t be his daughter. She¡¯s nothing like him. Whoever told you that must be trying to cause a conflict between us. My family has never broken the rules; whoever it was that gave you this information must dislike us and are looking for a way to cause trouble for us.¡± ¡°I thought so as well in the beginning.¡± He confesses. ¡°But I¡¯m even more convinced now that your family is trying to hide Autumn from us. If she isn¡¯t the sorcerer¡¯s daughter like you im, then why are you keeping her from us? If she¡¯s not a threat to our people, why can¡¯t you just let us see for ourselves? Let us be the judge of whether or not our source was telling the truth. We promise to be gentle with her as long as we prove it¡¯s all a lie. We understand who she is and what she means to both families; she will remain unharmed if her father is not Azai.¡± Atticus narrows his eyes, ¡°we have good reason to be this way after you came here without any warning, all of you, not one. You all came. It seems like a threat to me. Autumn is not only my wife; she is also my mate. It¡¯s only natural that I want to protect her from all of you. Rarely will all the overlords leave their homes to visit my family unless they are prepared for a fight. I have a right to protect the people that I love.¡± The people that he loved? My heart skips a beat, and I¡¯m not sure if that¡¯s a confession from him or not. ¡°Didn¡¯t you lose your memory?¡± he asks. ¡°Still, you¡¯re protecting her this fiercely? Weren¡¯t you also in love with another woman before marrying her? Your actions are quite interesting. Who do you genuinely love better between them? You seem to be continuously going back and forth between both women.¡± I narrowed my eyes; I was right; they knew everything about us beforeing here. They were even trying to turn us against each other by mentioning Anya. How long have they been paying attention to our rtionship? And who was the person that told them the truth? Atticus¡¯ hands tightened into fists, ¡°I think it¡¯s time that you leave our home. Autumn is not here.¡± I can tell that they already knew that he was lying to them. They all look at each other, and I have no clue why they keep doing that when all of their faces are covered by robes. ¡°You said she¡¯s also your mate,¡± the overlord says in a chilling voice. ¡°You should have said it since the beginning. It would have made this a lot easier.¡± Before we can react, he grabs Atticus by his neck and ms him to the ground. My heart almost jumps out of my chest at the horror in front of me. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± I scream; I can¡¯t stop myself as I run toward him. All eyes turn toward me, and I can see the faces of the council members light up at my arrival. I know they did it to get me out of hiding, but I didn¡¯t care. Atticus¡¯s eyes are wide with horror when he spots me running toward him. Before I can reach him, however, a council member grabs me. I gasped as he shoved my hands behind my back and held me close to him. There is a loud growl, and I know it¡¯s from Atticus before looking up. ¡°Vincent!¡± Atticus roars. ¡°Let go of my f*****g mate!¡± ¡°It¡¯s Sir Vincent.¡± He corrects him. He¡¯s a vampire but not just any vampire. He¡¯s the primary representative of vampires in the council. ¡°It¡¯s nice of you to bless us with your presence.¡± Sir Vincent says. ¡°We¡¯ve been anxious to meet you since we heard about you.¡± My eyes are glued to Atticus and the helpless look on his face. There were too many of them and too few of us. ¡°Let me go!¡± I hiss. ¡°We will.¡± He answers me. ¡°But first, there are a few questions that we want to ask you.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to answer a single question they ask.¡± Atticus intervenes. ¡°Don¡¯t say a way word, Autumn.¡± It was almost a plea from him. He knows that I would confess to keep him safe. I gasped when one of the overloads kicked him in his face. He spits blood out of his mouth and res at him. ¡°Let¡¯s put it this way.¡± The overlord who¡¯d hit him says. ¡°If you don¡¯t answer our questions truthfully, your husband will die today.¡± My heart squeezes at his threat. ¡°Don¡¯t answer,¡± Atticus growls as he gets up from the ground. ¡°Don¡¯t do it,¡± Griffin adds. They¡¯re trying to protect me, but I¡¯m also trying to protect them. I was okay with them taking me as long as they left my family alone. ¡°STAY QUIET, AUTUMN!¡± rissa shouts. My heart swells with love for them. These people threatened to kill Atticus, but his family was still trying to keep me safe. ¡°Ask me whatever you want to know.¡± I finally say. ¡°I will answer truthfully.¡± I meant it. While they wanted to keep me safe, I also wanted to do the same for them. The overlords all turned to me simultaneously, which was one of the creepiest things I¡¯ve ever witnessed. It made it scarier that I couldn¡¯t see their faces. ¡°Autumn!¡± Mrs. Fawn shouts. ¡°Do not do this. Please. Do not do this.¡± I¡¯m surprised that she was also siding with Atticus. Wasn¡¯t she the one that wanted to save her family from the beginning? ¡°You¡¯re like a daughter to us.¡± Mr. Fawn adds. ¡°Despite what we may have done or said while surprised, we care for you. Do not tell them anything. Let them do what they must to us but remain quiet.¡± I closed my eyes as the tears threatened to fall. I had no other choice. I had to answer them, and if they tried to hurt them, I would fight back. I would kill to protect the people that I loved. ¡°Is it true that your father is Azai Reign?¡± The overlords ask, all of them, at the same time. They were so much in sync that it surprised me. Was this something that they often did to frighten their opponent? ¡°Autumn, please,¡± Atticus begged. His voice breaks, and with it, my heart. I opened my mouth to tell them the truth when Atticus surprised all of us. He attacked one of the overlords and threw him toward the wall. I cried out in terror when they all retaliated against him. Atticus¡¯s first cry of pain sends my body into shock. It¡¯s all happening so quickly; his face turns red from the pain, and his eyes are almost white. They aren¡¯t even touching him, their hands are just pointed at him, and that¡¯s enough to hurt him. ¡°STOP IT!¡± I scream. They aren¡¯t listening to me; none of them are. ¡°STOP HURTING HIM!¡± ¡°Autumn.¡± He groans right before he copses onto the ground. The scream that follows out of my mouth right after echoes throughout the mansion, and everyone goes flying in different directions. Sir Vincent also goes flying behind me. I attempt to move toward Atticus, but he surprises me when he rushes forward and grabs me into his arms first. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held onto him tightly. His eyes are already searching around us for a way to escape. I knew that it was hopeless trying to escape from these people now. It was toote. To protect Atticus and his family, I will have to let them take me. Atticus attempts to run with me, but I stop him. ¡°Don¡¯t,¡± I tell him. ¡°We can¡¯t run anymore. They¡¯re going to hurt your family if you do. You have to let me go.¡± His eyes widen in horror at my words. His face says that he couldn¡¯t believe I could ever say something so horrible to him. He looked like I¡¯d just asked him for a divorce. ¡°No.¡± He hissed as he held me tighter against him. ¡°I don¡¯t want to let you go. Not today, not ever.¡± Now that the overlords were on the ground, their robes had been lifted off their heads. I could see each of their faces clearly. Some looked very young, while others looked middle-aged. Why did I expect them to look old and cranky? Their eyes, however, were as cold as ice. Heartless, they were all heartless, no doubt. ¡°We have our answer, men.¡± Sir Vincent says. ¡°She is indeed the daughter of Azai Reign. We have finally found her.¡± . . . . . . . . . ~ANYA~ ¡°What was so important?¡± I demand from my mother. ¡°Why did you call me back home?¡± ¡°I had to get you out of there for your safety.¡± She informs me. ¡°If you stayed there, your life would be in danger, and I didn¡¯t want that to happen.¡± For my safety? ¡°What are you talking about?¡± I ask, curious. ¡°Why would I be in danger there? The Fawn¡¯s home is one of the safest ces to be. I¡¯ve never felt unsafe there except when Autumn tried to kill me.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds this content. I shivered at the reminder. I never thought Autumn would ever have it in her to scare me, but the witch was someone you had no choice but to fear. She was too dangerous and needed to be stopped. ¡°While you were at the Fawn¡¯s house, I sent information to the overlords and the council.¡± She informs me. ¡°I knew it had to be done, and I couldn¡¯t wait for your n since your projects always fail. This one needed to be done by me.¡± Her words send a shockwave throughout my body. How could she do this without telling me first? If I had known, I would have found a way to get Atticus out of there in time! Now he¡¯s stuck in there with all of those dangerous men. My mother knew that Atticus would risk his life to protect Autumn, so why would she leave him there? ¡°WHAT?¡± I shout after finding my voice. ¡°What do you mean? Did you tell them the truth? I thought you would trust me; I thought you would give me a chance to throw Autumn out on my own without involving them.¡± ¡°Well, did you?¡± She asks. ¡°Were you able to get Autumn thrown out of their home?¡± I swallow and lower my head in shame, ¡°no.¡± I answer. ¡°I was close to it, but Atticus returned home in time to stop it. There was nothing anyone could do to get him to let her go. He¡¯s too in love with her.¡± Sheughs. ¡°I beg to differ. The overlords would do the job for us. They would force him to let her go even though he loves her. We don¡¯t have to worry about her anymore. Instead, we can now focus on getting rid of the Fawns.¡± Even though Atticus had hurt me multiple times since the spell had been broken, I still cared for him; I still didn¡¯t want him to die, and I still wanted him to be mine. ¡°How are you so sure that they listened to you?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯m sure.¡± She tells me. ¡°I waited long enough to watch them join forces before leaving their homes. They are no doubt already causing an uproar.¡± ¡°But what about Atticus?¡± I demand. ¡°I don¡¯t want him to get hurt.¡± She narrows her eyes, ¡°he embarrassed you multiple times and chose Autumn over you; why are you still interested in him? You can find any other man once all of this is over.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t get it.¡± I snap. ¡°Atticus is different. I chose him for a reason. I don¡¯t want anyone else but him.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t promise that he will be safe. As long as he keeps protecting Autumn, he will be in danger, and there¡¯s nothing you can do about that.¡± She points out. ¡°What do you think they¡¯re going to do to them?¡± I ask her. I didn¡¯t want to see them torture Atticus. ¡°If the Fawns convince them that they don¡¯t know Autumn¡¯s true identity, they will give them a chance once they don¡¯t interfere with their ns. However, if they have proof that they already knew who she was and didn¡¯t report it to them, they may be locked up in cells for the rest of their lives despite how rich they are. But that is not what I want. I want them dead; I want those people to suffer for what they did to me.¡± She answers me. ¡°I¡¯m not going to let them get away that easy. I want them to lose everything that they have, and they will once the overlords and the council are finished with them. But after that, I want them to beg for mercy before finishing them off.¡± There was no stopping my mother; her ns were working in her favor. It wouldn¡¯t be long before the Fawns lives were destroyed for good. But if I had anything to say about it, Atticus would not die, and he will be mine one way or the other. . . . . . . . . A/N: Hi, my beautiful readers; I want to wish you all a happy new year. I hope this year brings you joy and happiness, and may everything you desiree true. Thank you for being by my side since I joined Dreame; I love each of you. I know it¡¯s been a while since the updates, and I¡¯ll like to sincerely apologize; December was a tough month for me for many reasons. I hope that I can make it up to you this month. Thank you for understanding and, once again, for sticking by my side and supporting me. May God bless each of you.? Lots of love, Laura. Chapter 69 Chapter 69 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 69 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°The daughter of Azai Reign.¡± The overlords say in unison once more. They¡¯re all staring at me, their gazes digging into my skin. I held onto Atticus tighter, knowing I shouldn¡¯t be afraid, but I was. I¡¯m terrified of these people and what they could do to my family and me. Atticus¡¯s hands moved to my back as he pressed me tighter against him. If the overlords took me from him today, I wasn¡¯t sure if I would ever be able to see him again. I fought back the tears as I buried my face against his neck. ¡°Your family doesn¡¯t look surprised at her power.¡± Sir Vincent notes. ¡°Does this mean they knew about you all this time?¡± he asks. ¡°Did they know that you were the daughter of the same sorcerer nning to kill all leaders so that he could be the only king?¡± I inhale sharply. The evidence was already in front of them; they were waiting for me to confirm it, even though we all knew their minds were made up. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°No!¡± I defend them. ¡°They didn¡¯t know anything about me. Nothing. Even I didn¡¯t find out until recently. They are innocent in all of this. How can they be guilty just because of my father? He was the one that caused so much distress, not them, not me. Why should we have to pay for something that he did?¡± They don¡¯t look convinced. They have already determined that we are all guilty. I would rather be taken in than see everyone here punished because of me. ¡°And you found out the truth after you were kidnapped?¡± The overlord asks me. ¡°Is this true?¡± They must already know who kidnapped me as well. I still had no clue who had told them. If it wasn¡¯t Atticus¡¯s parents that only left Anya, but she was here the entire time, how could she have been in two ces at once? Was there someone else working with her that we didn¡¯t know about? There is a chance she told them before she told the Fawns. ¡°Yes,¡± I confess. ¡°Azai¡¯s people kidnapped me. I still don¡¯t know why they let me go. They have their reasons, but as I told them, I¡¯m not going to be anything like my father. I will not hurt innocent people. I don¡¯t want to be a ruler or their queen. I¡¯m happy with my life; I don¡¯t need anything else but the people I care about close to me.¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t want to cause any problems for the people in your life, I suggest youe with us.¡± The overlord tells me. Atticus is still holding me, and I can feel him stiffen at his request. ¡°Don¡¯t listen to him.¡± He whispers. ¡°They are not to be trusted. We can get out of this. I promise.¡± ¡°What will you decide?¡± Sir Vincent asks. ¡°Will you go with them, or do we have to hurt your family first?¡± ¡°No,¡± Atticus growls. ¡°She isn¡¯t going anywhere with any of you.¡± ¡°Your family, as well as Autumn¡¯s family, has broken the rules. Are you aware of what we do to people who break our rules?¡± He asks him. I close my eyes in frustration. They kept them in cells for years; some were even killed depending on how great their crimes were. It was a threat, and they knew it. They wanted to scare me, and it was working. Atticus doesn¡¯t realize how much I would give up to protect him. My eyes sh open, ¡°if you hurt my family. I will destroy all of you.¡± I promise them. ¡°You know what I¡¯m capable of doing. Atticus is the only reason I¡¯m able to be this calm. If you take him from me, I will be someone even worse than my father. This I can promise you.¡± They chuckle, ¡°even though you may have some of your father¡¯s power, you don¡¯t have enough practice to get rid of all of us. The best thing for you to do is toe with us willingly. We are also calm; we could have been much worse than this. We¡¯re trying to handle this situation in a civilized manner. We can only hope that you will also do the same.¡± It was a difficult decision to make. I didn¡¯t want to leave Atticus without a fight. But I had no idea what these men were capable of doing. There were too many of them, and I knew they were prepared to kill if they had to. I was not okay with losing anyone here. I take onest look at Atticus, memorizing every feature on his face. His forehead creased as soon as I opened my mouth to speak. ¡°Okay,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯lle with you willingly, but only if you promise not to punish my family and Atticus as well as his family. No one is to me for any of this. If you punish them, I will not let it slide easily. If you let them all go without punishment, I will not cause any trouble.¡± They slowly looked at each other, and it looked like they weremunicating in their minds. I wasn¡¯t sure if they could do that, but it was possible with how in sync each of them was. The eldest overlord eventually nods, ¡°Okay, you have a deal.¡± I breathe a sigh of relief, but Atticus does the opposite. His breathing is rough, and I can feel the wild beating of his heart. He¡¯s not okay with my decision. He¡¯s far from it. ¡°NO!¡± He hissed as he tightened his hold on me. I lean into him and give him onest kiss on his lips. He held onto me as I kissed him aggressively, taking as much of him with me as possible. ¡°I¡¯m not letting you go.¡± He growls into my ear. ¡°You¡¯re not going with them, Autumn. I¡¯m not giving you to them.¡± I buried my hands in his hair and pulled him tighter against me, ¡°please don¡¯t make this harder than it already is. It¡¯s better this way. You cane up with a way to get me released; if we fight back, we can lose everyone that we love. You know that this is the only way for now.¡± When he least expected it, I pushed him away from me hard. His eyes held a hint of betrayal as I walked over to the overlords, who wasted no time pulling me between them so that no one else could get to me. ¡°No!¡± rissa screams. ¡°Don¡¯t take her!¡± There¡¯s a lot of shouting afterward, but I can¡¯t see anything as I¡¯m shoved out of the house and into a waiting vehicle. I know Atticus will try and follow us. I know that he isn¡¯t going to give up, but as long as they don¡¯t hurt him, I will keep my promise to them. . . . . . . . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ ¡°ATTICUS!¡± Damon shouts as he tries to stop me from running after Autumn. ¡°AUTUMN!¡± I roar. ¡°AUTUMN, PLEASE!¡± I couldn¡¯t stop shouting her name. How could she do this? How could she let them separate us? Didn¡¯t she realize that it was more f*****g painful for me when she was not around? She was trying to protect me, but I could only be happy when I had her in my arms. Without her, my life was f*****g empty. Why didn¡¯t she realize that I needed her to f*****g survive? ¡°Don¡¯t go,¡± Damon warns me. ¡°Thest time you went chasing after her, you got into an ident. We almost lost you. You still haven¡¯t recovered from it. Let¡¯s all stay calm and think before we act carelessly and make this worse.¡± Before he can say anything else, I¡¯m already out of the door. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± They all shout. I didn¡¯t care what anyone had to say; I wanted to get my wife back. I wouldn¡¯t be able to go a day without knowing that she was safe. I jumped into the first car I saw and revved the engine before racing out of the driveway. I would not let them take her from me. Weirdly enough, that one thought awakened a distant memory inside of me. It wasn¡¯t the first time I had thought those words. My eyes narrow as I spot the vehicles taking her away from me. There were many of them, not just one, and I wasn¡¯t sure which one they had her in. I mashed the elerator harder; I couldn¡¯t lose her for a second time. I couldn¡¯t fail her again. I had to save Autumn this time; I had to protect her. I loved her. I loved Autumn so much. Loving her, was another memory that was buried inside of me. I felt it all slowlying back to me, making it hard for me to concentrate on the road. I searched my mind for the rest. I wanted to remember her. I wanted to remember marrying her. I tried to remember every chance I got to touch and kiss her, every chance I got to see her smile. Even though it bothered me, I wanted to remember the times I hurt her so I could make it up to her. I wanted to remember every memory as long as she was in it. My eyes widen when I spot a figure sh in front of the car, and I mash the brakes hard. As the tires screech, so does my brain. I can hear a ringing in my head as my mind triggers the memories that were buried since myst ident. I can see her now, Autumn, in her wedding dress. I can hear our vows. I remember cing the ring on her finger. I remember the night in the spring. I remember her kissing me on the boat in front of everyone. I remember loving every f*****g second of it. I remember making her cry; I remember hurting her because of my mixed emotions toward Anya. I remember her telling me how much she loved me for many years. It was all there. My memory of the ident was also back; a woman had run in front of the vehicle, she was the reason I¡¯d lost control, and if I didn¡¯t stop the car now, I¡¯d be in another ident. I can¡¯t risk losing my memories of her all over again. I couldn¡¯t let that happen. I never wanted to forget Autumn, never. I tried to regain control of the vehicle, but it had a mind of its own and was heading straight toward a tree. A f*****g big one. ¡°f**k f**k f**k!¡± I roar. Why was this happening again? I can¡¯t let it happen. I press down on the door handle and push it open; it goes flying as it hits a pole, and I don¡¯t see it again. Suddenly, there is a bright light, like a sh of lightning, and without warning, I¡¯m pulled out of the car. What the f**k was that? I¡¯m on the ground watching the car collide with the tree and go up into mes. I¡¯m not sure how I even managed to get out in time, to begin with. I hear footsteps and examine my surroundings. A man is standing in front of me; he looks my age, possibly younger. I¡¯m not sure, not with my head still spinning. His hair is ash blonde, simr to Autumn, but his eyes are a crazy mixture of silver and ck. He looks cold and distant, dangerous also. ¡°Who are you?¡± I ask him. ¡°Was it you that got me out of there so quickly?¡± There is a slight pause as the car goes up into more mes. He doesn¡¯t even flinch like he¡¯s used to things like that. ¡°Cassius.¡± He answers. ¡°My name is Cassius.¡± ¡°How¡ª¡± ¡°It looks like you were chasing someone. You¡¯re wasting time speaking to me.¡± He cuts me off. I don¡¯t get time to ask any more questions as he gets into his vehicle and speeds off. The pain in my head and the memory of Autumn and how much she loves me were enough to make me forget about him, at least for now. I close my eyes. It was no use chasing after the overlords now. They are already far. I would never get to them in time, and even if I did, what could I possibly do with that many of them? Damon was right; I had to reason. If I wanted to save Autumn, I needed to devise a n first. But I knew that I couldn¡¯t do this on my own. I had to seek help from just the right people, and I knew who to look for. I dropped myself onto the road; every memory of Autumn was back. f**k. If I thought I loved her before, I realized that I loved her so much f*****g more now. The woman was the reason for my existence. I would do anything for her. I can¡¯t believe I ever forgot our time together. They¡¯re the most precious memories of my entire life. Autumn has always been the woman for me, and it took me too f*****g long to realize it. I had to get her back. I had to save my wife, my mate, my everything. Chapter 70 Chapter 70 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 70 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°What was that?¡± I demand as I hear an explosion. I try to look back, but they grab my neck and keep my head facing forward. ¡°It¡¯s nothing for you to worry about.¡± They assure me. My heart is racing, and I know I can¡¯t trust them. Atticus warned me that they couldn¡¯t be trusted. ¡°If you¡¯re thinking that we broke our end of the promise, you¡¯re mistaken.¡± Owen, the eldest overlord, said. I¡¯d just learned his name after hearing the others call him that. ¡°We did not hurt any of your loved ones. At least not yet; if you try anything stupid, that will change quickly.¡± I swallow and settle back into my seat without saying another word. ¡°Where are you taking me?¡± I ask after a few minutes have passed. ¡°Back home. Where we live.¡± Alistair answers before Owen can. They were a lot more rxed now that they had me. It was another side to them than what I just saw. ¡°Why are you taking me there?¡± I demand. ¡°Don¡¯t you want to kill me?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t tempt me to do it right now,¡± Jagger warns. I bite my lips to force myself to remain quiet. I¡¯m not sure if they were carrying me to their home to torture me; I just knew that there was a reason that I was still alive; I had no clue what that reason was, however. They weren¡¯t taking any chances with me; they made me switch vehicles multiple times throughout the trip back to their home. It¡¯s almost like they were scared that they would be ambushed. Were they looking out for my father¡¯s men? I was surprised that they¡¯d let me get taken by the overlords in the first ce. Did they not want me alive? I was sure that they were keeping a close eye on me. They must know by now that the overlords have taken me. ¡°Finally,¡± Jagger mumbles. ¡°She¡¯s quiet.¡± My eyes are closed, and he might think that I¡¯m asleep. ¡°No one thinks you¡¯re asleep.¡± Someone says. I opened my eyes wide, and it was the one with deep blue eyes; his name was Dash. How the hell did he know what I was thinking? He smirks, ¡°are you surprised I can read your mind, girl?¡± I was so shocked that I felt sick to my stomach. How long has he been reading my mind? ¡°Since the very beginning.¡± He chuckles. ¡°I¡¯m the one that told my brothers we could trust your words. I knew you wouldn¡¯t try anything stupid to protect Atticus.¡± I felt worse than before, knowing now that it was true. All this time, he could read our minds. It means they weren¡¯t surprised over anything except maybe when I attacked. They yed with us while asking those questions, waiting for our responses. How many people were aware that Dash could read their minds? I assume they¡¯re only letting me in on the secret because they knew they would eventually get rid of me. They weren¡¯t worried about me letting anyone else find out the truth. What special abilities did the others have? Was Dash the only one that could read minds? He imed that he was the one that confirmed they could trust me, which meant he had to be the only one that was able to tell I was being honest. ¡°Oh look, you scared her into being quiet,¡± Jagger said, taking notes on how to get me to stay silent. Dash chuckles, and I make a mental note to keep my thoughts out of my head. How does that even work? There had to be a way to stop him from invading my thoughts. ¡°You can just ask me.¡± He says, surprising me again. ¡°Can you stop doing that?¡± I hiss. He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°no can do. It¡¯s my job to ensure you aren¡¯t nning something that could put the rest of us in danger.¡± I take a deep sigh as we pull up to their home. It¡¯s a ck castle to match their ck souls. Yes, Dash, I wanted you to hear that. Heughed, and again, it surprised me. I didn¡¯t think the overlords were capable ofughing. ¡°Why wouldn¡¯t we be capable ofughing?¡± he asks. ¡°Weughed earlier when Atticus tried to lie to us. Don¡¯t you remember that?¡± I press my lips tighter together and try not to show him a middle finger. Would it matter? He can hear my thoughts either way. I exit the vehicle with all eight overlords surrounding me. It¡¯s almost like they expected me to try and run. Where did they want me to go? I couldn¡¯t escape with all of them so close to me. I wouldn¡¯t try to leave, not when I was protecting Atticus. ¡°Get her to the room,¡± Owen says to Jagger. ¡°We have a few decisions to make in the meantime.¡± Jagger looks annoyed that they chose him to escort me to my room, but he doesn¡¯tin. He grabs my arm roughly and pulls me along with him. ¡°I would have walked on my own.¡± I snap. There was no need for him to drag me with him. I would have gone with him willingly. ¡°I don¡¯t know that.¡± He snaps. ¡°I don¡¯t read minds like Dash.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t tell me you¡¯re sour because you can¡¯t read minds.¡± I taunt him through my words since he already didn¡¯t like hearing my voice. His jaw clenches as he opens a door and pushes me into a room. ¡°You¡¯ll be staying in here until my brothers decide on what we¡¯re going to do with you.¡± He informs me. ¡°What is this ce?¡± I ask as I take a look around the unusual bedroom. There were books all over the room. On the ground, on the desk, and even on the bed. ¡°We didn¡¯t want you to be bored while you were here.¡± He lies. ¡°You may find the pink book to your right very interesting.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°is that some kind of trick?¡± I knew he didn¡¯t like me; he may even dislike me more than the other overlord did. ¡°Take a look at it and see if it is for yourself. It involves your mother.¡± Original content from N?velDrama.Org. My head snaps up at his words. My mother? He knew once he mentioned her, I wouldn¡¯t be able to resist. I hesitantly reach for it. To my relief, nothing weird happens to me after touching it. I read the tiny writing on the front of it. ¡®Aura¡¯s diary.¡¯ I gasp. My mother¡¯s diary. How did they get this? And how long have they had it? Was it possible that they found my mother and lied to everyone else? My heart was racing with the many possibilities after realizing the book belonged to her. ¡°After we kicked Azai¡¯s men out of their homes and forced them to live elsewhere, we searched his home. We found her diary there.¡± He said, answering the question still in my mind. ¡°Your mother didn¡¯t leave much behind for us to find.¡± I breathed roughly and gently wiped my hand over the pink front cover. It was still in good condition, and it baffles me that they¡¯ve kept this with them for so long. There was a mirror in the middle, and I stared at myself. I could see the terror yet curiosity in my eyes. ¡°You can read through it.¡± He tells me. ¡°We¡¯ve already gone through it thoroughly, and it¡¯s quite useless to us.¡± I don¡¯t even bother to look up at him as he exits the room and shuts the door behind him. I heard a lock click and even the sound of a chain; they were trying everything to prevent me from escaping. I was both excited and scared to read my mother¡¯s diary. This was probably something she wanted to remain private. However, to know more about her and her life with my father, I knew I had to read it and look for any hints that could help me. I took a deep breath as I stared at the first page. ¡®My life has always been so dull with nothing exciting, nothing that makes me want to wake up in the morning. But that all changed when I met him. His gorgeous ash-blonde hair caught my eyes first. I loved watching how it shone in the bright sunlight or even in a well-lit room. He was beautiful. And dangerous. Everyone feared him, and everyone warned me to keep my distance, but I knew that he could never hurt me. Azai loved me. He told me he loved me. I still remember the first time he said those words to me, whichpletely changed my life in the best way possible. No one made my heart beat the way that he did. I love him. I love Azai with all my heart, and I would do anything for him if it didn¡¯t require me to hurt anyone. He¡¯s mine, and I¡¯mpletely his.¡¯ My heart stopped beating at her words. So it was true; my mother was crazy in love with my father. She trusted him wholeheartedly, but he was only using her. He never was in love with her. There were many other paragraphs about the way he made her feel. She spoke about him almost the same way that I spoke about Atticus. It was sad that he didn¡¯t feel the same way about her. She must have been devastated when she realized the truth. I flipped the pages, looking for ater date, something that would stand out as this page did. ¡®I¡¯m so happy. Today I found out that I am pregnant with Azai¡¯s babies. I can¡¯t wait to tell him the good news. I can¡¯t wait to see his face light up like he¡¯s brightened my life.¡¯ I held my breath; I knew what wasing next. My mother could not have been prepared to find out that my father was only using her. I skipped a few more pages, searching once more. Would there be anything in this diary that could help me? If there were, the overlords wouldn¡¯t have left it with me. At least I was able to learn more about my mother and the things she went through because of my father. Another paragraph catches my attention, and I quickly read through the page. ¡®My babies. I don¡¯t care what I must do, but I must protect my babies from him. I have to protect them from the man that I love. How could he do this to me? How could he break my trust? How could he not love me the way that I love him? How could he not love his children?¡¯ My heart breaks yet again. He was a monster to do this to her. She loved him, got pregnant for him, and it was all just a sick game to him. My mother must have felt like she had no one to protect her. She was the only one that fought back against my father. And she¡¯d somehow managed to win. I don¡¯t care what the overlords said; she was the only reason he got what he deserved. They seem to think they were powerful enough to kill him on their own if given a chance, but from everything I¡¯ve learned, they didn¡¯t stand a chance and should be thanking her for saving the lives of so many people. ¡®Azai kissed me today. He kissed me after so many days, making me almost forget what I was fighting for. But then I held my little angel in my arm, my baby Autumn, my baby that didn¡¯t have the one thing that Azai wanted, the dark symbol. I know that I have to make things right for her. I know that I have to protect her from him. No one would hurt her as long as I was alive. She was my baby, and no one, not even Azai, could change how I felt about her.¡¯ I dropped the diary as tears filled my eyes. It was unfair. It was unfair that my mother sacrificed so much to protect me, but I couldn¡¯t remember a single detail about her. What did she look like? What did herugh sound like? What did she look like when she was happy? What would it be like to hear her call my name for the first time? There were so many things that I had no memory of, and I don¡¯t think there would ever be a chance for me to meet her in this life again. I wasn¡¯t sure how long I had again before the overlords got rid of me. They were nning something; I could feel it. But I also knew that Atticus would be up to something big as well. I had to find a way to remain alive until he could get back to me. I needed to stay positive, at least for him. He wille for me. I knew it. Atticus was nothing like my father. He truly did love me, and he wouldn¡¯t just sit back and let the overlords hurt me. He would find me, and we would be together again. I was sure of it. Chapter 71 Chapter 71 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 71 ~ATTICUS~ Austin and his family met me outside their home. I asked for all of them to gather; I was hoping to request a huge favor, and I wasn¡¯t sure if they would be willing to help me. ¡°What¡¯s this about?¡± Austin asks me. He was already in a defensive stance. He knew that something had to be wrong for me to arrive here to speak to him. He would also be suspicious after I asked everyone to gather as well. ¡°The overlords have taken Autumn,¡± I inform him. There are surprised gasps all around me. Everyone is shocked that I¡¯ve mentioned Autumn and the overlords in the same sentence. It¡¯s surprising to hear myself say those words, also. The more I said it, the worse I felt inside. She was no longer by my side. Autumn was in danger, and for the second time, I could not get to her in time because of a f*****g ident. ¡°The overlords?¡± Hunter asks, intrigued. ¡°What do the overlords want with Autumn?¡± I didn¡¯t know how to break the news to them. This was supposed to be a secret from everyone, but it was no use keeping the truth from the people I needed help from. ¡°We recently discovered that the Riveras aren¡¯t Autumn¡¯s real parents.¡± I begin exining. They were already shocked by this news; I couldn¡¯t imagine their reactions when I told them the whole truth. ¡°Her father is a sorcerer called Azai Reign. I¡¯m not sure if any of you have ever heard that name before today.¡± ¡°Azai Reign?¡± Hunter asks, his eyes wide. I¡¯m surprised that he knows anything about him. ¡°How do you know him?¡± I ask. ¡°ording to the council, as well as the overlords, no one is supposed to speak about him. I knew nothing of him until I learned the truth.¡± Hunter doesn¡¯t look proud of his knowledge of Azai. ¡°There was a point in my life where I had a good rtionship with the council. Once you¡¯re allied with them, you learn plenty.¡± He tells me. ¡°I know the crazy s**t Azai did. He had the council and the overlords petrified. Not only them, but he also had many affluent, prominent families terrified of what he could do. He was a dangerous man. Are you positive that Autumn is his daughter?¡± I nod, ¡°it has already been confirmed. She has a power very simr to his. His men also kidnapped her and referred to her as their queen. She is no doubt his daughter.¡± ¡°This is f*****g insane.¡± James mumbles. ¡°We¡¯re talking about the overlords!¡± ¡°I know that this may be too much to ask for. There are others that I¡¯m also willing to ask for help, but I couldn¡¯t think of anyone better to join this fight with me than all of you. You have the experience and the power to help me free my wife. Please, help me save her before they take her from me.¡± C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Austin pats my shoulder, ¡°we promised we would help you after you stood by our side when we needed you. We will help. There is no question about it.¡± ¡°They¡¯re not easy opponents.¡± Arthur points out. ¡°If we¡¯re going up against them, we are in for a dangerous fight. They are trained to deal with fighters like us. f**k, they enjoy it also. And the council will also be on their side. That¡¯s not one strong force but two.¡± ¡°All of our battles have been crazy.¡± Isabe reminds everyone. ¡°She¡¯s right,¡± Gabrie adds. ¡°Autumn needs us, and I¡¯m not backing down.¡± ¡°Neither am I,¡± Maya adds. ¡°She needs our help. We have to save her. She was there for all of us when we needed her. We can¡¯t let her down.¡± I was grateful to have them on my side. My family had money, but when it came to good fighters, we weren¡¯t as fortunate as the others. After today, it¡¯s something I would work on, forming a stronger pack. We never needed one until now. I never thought this would ever happen to me. I had a peaceful life; I never saw the need to join battles or put my family¡¯s life in danger. All of that has changed now that Autumn needed me. ¡°We have plenty to discuss,¡± Austin says. ¡°Let¡¯s go inside and draw up a n. Everyone that knows the inside and out of the overlords¡¯ pce can be of great help to us.¡± I nod and follow him. Whatever we were nning, we needed to act fast. I was running out of time. . . . . . . . . . . . ~CASSIUS~ I pop a grape into my mouth and grab a knife from the table. I focus on the board in front of me, aiming my knife at the target. Before I can do anything, my mother¡¯s voice distracts me. ¡°Cassius!¡± She cries from the cell. ¡°Let me out of here, son!¡± ¡°I¡¯m busy,¡± I murmur back, knowing she won¡¯t be able to hear me. I didn¡¯t want to speak with her. ¡°CASSIUS!¡± She shouts once more. I pinch my forehead in frustration; why wouldn¡¯t she stay f*****g quiet? This was the tenth time she¡¯d said my name since I returned home. I storm over to the cell I built for her and narrow my eyes, ¡°what the f**k do you want from me?¡± Her eyes widen, and the sadness in her gaze feeds the darkness inside me, ¡°this is not you, Cassius. This is not the son that I raised as a baby. You¡¯re not your father. You are nothing like your father. Please don¡¯t let the darkness consume you as it did him. You never looked at me like this before; you always smiled and treated me with love. I don¡¯t understand why you¡¯re acting this way. What caused this change? I¡¯m telling you again; you are not like your father.¡± ¡°How do you know that?¡± I growl. ¡°You didn¡¯t allow me to find this out on my own when you killed him. You killed my father. That¡¯s why I¡¯m going to let you suffer.¡± She closes her eyes and presses her forehead against the iron bars, ¡°I did it to save you. I did it to protect you, son. I did it to protect you and your sisters. Your father never loved you. He wanted to use you.¡± ¡°You¡¯re lying!¡± I hiss. ¡°He loved me. He loved my sisters. You¡¯re the reason why we were all separated at birth. You¡¯re the reason we were never able to be a family. You¡¯re to me for everything.¡± I watch as the tear rolls down her cheek, ¡°I love you, Cassius. You are my child. I will never purposefully hurt you. Everything I did for you and your sisters was to protect you. I¡¯m sorry if you think I made a mistake by separating you. It had to be done.¡± Iugh, ¡°this is why the overlords just took Autumn. You sure did an excellent job at protecting her, mother.¡± Her eyes are wide with horror, ¡°the overlords? What are they doing with Autumn? They¡¯re not supposed to even know of her whereabouts or who she was. I¡¯ve been keeping an eye on her for years, and she¡¯s had a good, normal life. What changed? How did they find my baby?¡± ¡°It turns out that Autumn has more than one enemy, mother. Everyone either wants her or wants to get rid of her now that they know who she is.¡± I inform her. ¡°You did not do as good a job hiding her as you thought.¡± ¡°You must save her son; you can¡¯t let them have her!¡± I chuckle, ¡°Rx, mother. Autumn can take care of herself. I¡¯ve seen what she can do. Despite not having our father¡¯s dark symbol, she did inherit some of his power. Besides, there are people that care about her; she¡¯s made quite a life for herself. Her mate will find a way to get her out. I don¡¯t have to step in and reveal myself so soon to everyone. I prefer to stay in the dark until I master my power.¡± ¡°Cassius!¡± She scolds me. ¡°She¡¯s your sister. Your blood. How can you not help her?¡± I re at her, ¡°my father was my blood as well, and yet you killed him. I¡¯m afraid we¡¯re both huge disappointments. One can¡¯t protect his sister, and the other, she kills the father of her children. It¡¯s a pity you couldn¡¯t see all of the action go down. You should know that they¡¯re looking for you, the overlords; they¡¯re also looking for me but you already know this, I¡¯m sure. They¡¯ll never find me, not until I¡¯m ready.¡± ¡°Autumn¡ª¡± ¡°Ah, yes. Autumn. She¡¯s the real reason you killed our father. You were scared that she wouldn¡¯t be able to live up to his expectations. But look at her now, doing the same as he did. We¡¯re all the same as our father, mother. Does that mean you¡¯ll kill us as you did him?¡± She looks distraught by my question. I return to eating my grapes and ying with my knife as she cries in the cell. I¡¯d seen what Autumn could do. If I thought she needed my help, I would have done something to aid her. It was my mother I had a problem with, not my sisters. Besides, if I wanted to continue in my father¡¯s footsteps, I would need the help of my sisters as well. But there was time for all of that. I wouldn¡¯t rush any of it. Chapter 72 Chapter 72 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 72 ~AUTUMN~ Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Reading my mother¡¯s diary has be my new favorite thing to do. It made me feel closer to her. It was my only memory of her; I could read anything she wrote for hours. Surprisingly, it was myfort during the time I spent locked in this room. I didn¡¯t understand how she got the strength to kill my dad when she loved him so much. It must have broken her heart in two. What was he like? What did he look like? Was he scary to look at? Did his eyes look cold and soulless? I was probably better off never knowing any of these things. I¡¯m still unsure what the overlords n to do with me, but I was okay with them nevering to get me. That thought quickly gets thrown out. My eyes are glued to the door when I hear footstepsing my way. They were finally here for me. It¡¯s been a day since I¡¯ve been locked in this room, and there has been no sign of Atticus or my family. I was worried that the overlords had lied to me. Did they harm Atticus yesterday? Was that why I¡¯d heard an explosion? Did they also punish his family as well as mine? There were so many questions that I wish I had the answers to. The door flies open, and I try to act unbothered by their presence. I didn¡¯t want to show them what they did to me. ¡°Come with us,¡± Jagger says as he grabs my arm. Dash is also here, and I make another mental note to keep him out of my thoughts as much as possible. Even if he could hear my thoughts, it didn¡¯t matter, I wasn¡¯t nning anything crazy, and it¡¯s also possible that Atticus wasn¡¯ting for me. I was alone. No one wasing for me. Not Atticus. Not my family. Not my friends. I had to sit back and watch them harm me. ¡°Where are you taking me?¡± I ask. ¡°We want to determine just how powerful you are,¡± Owen answers me. I didn¡¯t expect him to give me a straightforward answer. ¡°And how do you n on determining that?¡± I inquire, genuinely curious. I also wanted to know just how strong I was and what I could do. I wasn¡¯t sure if their method would be the right way, however. ¡°By inflicting pain on you.¡± He answered me, and I immediately stopped walking. ¡°What?¡± I demand. He quirks a brow at me, ¡°did you think no pain would be involved? This has to be done for us to determine what to do with you. If you¡¯re not as dangerous as your father, we can keep you alive while locked in one of our cells designed for someone like you. However, if you¡¯re just as powerful as your father, we will have no choice but to get rid of you.¡± How could they possibly kill me? From what I¡¯ve heard, there had to be a specific weapon to kill my father; I assume it would be the same for me. But my father wasn¡¯t a hybrid; I am one; maybe I can be killed like any other werewolf. Dash looks at me, and he smirks. Once again, he was reading my mind, invading my privacy. ¡°Aren¡¯t you supposed to be the good guys?¡± I demand. ¡°You¡¯re supposed to protect the people. I haven¡¯t once harmed anyone innocent. I don¡¯t hurt others for my pleasure. Are you so scared of a girl that¡¯s done nothing to you or anyone around you because of who her father is?¡± Alistair narrows his eyes, ¡°we are the good guys. You may think we¡¯re being too harsh, but sometimes we need to make the hard decisions that no one else is willing to make. If you were any average person, none of this would have happened to you. You can¡¯t change who your father was, Autumn. He¡¯s the reason you are in this position.¡± Yet another reason to hate Azai Reign. It¡¯s official; he will haunt me for the rest of my life. He didn¡¯t want me as a baby, and even as a grown woman, he was still causing trouble for me. Instead of moving me to a torture room, I¡¯m surprised when they carry me to the balcony. Are they nning on hurting me out in the open? They tied my hands behind my back with a piece of string; it had to be something that would prevent me from using my power; they weren¡¯t stupid enough to tie my hands with any regr string and expect me not to get free. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± Dash whispered as he finished tying my hands. I don¡¯t have time to ask him why when the first wave of pain hits me. My eyes widen just as a cry rocks the atmosphere. It takes me a few minutes to realize the screams areing from my mouth. I didn¡¯t know what was happening; all I knew was that my body was on fire. It felt like someone had thrown me into a fire pit. I wanted to beg them to stop; I wanted to let them know that it was too much, but I didn¡¯t want to seem weak. I didn¡¯t want to give the overlords the satisfaction of knowing how badly I was in pain. I close my eyes and swallow my pain. To help, I let myself think of all the good times I had with Atticus. I imagined that he was here, next to me, holding my hands, promising me that he was near. I imagined that he was kissing me, giving me the strength that I needed to keep on fighting. They were waiting for me to snap; they wanted to see if I could break free from their hold on me. If I showed too much power, they would never free me. But I was weak. I didn¡¯t have enough power to break free. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn¡¯t let go. I couldn¡¯t escape. I was not my father. I didn¡¯t have his strength. Soon enough, they would realize that I was harmless; I wouldn¡¯t cause the same problems that my father did. I wince when the pain increases suddenly. Stay strong, Autumn. Stay strong. . . . . . ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Is everything ready for the ambush?¡± Hunter asks his men. My hands were shaking; I couldn¡¯t control my anger and anxiety as I waited for the signal. It was taking too long; everything was taking too long to get to Autumn. I f*****g missed her so much. I wanted to have her in my arms. I wanted to tell her I remembered her; I wanted her to know I had remembered every second of falling in love with her the first time. I wanted her to know how much she¡¯s always meant to me. Damon squeezes my shoulder, ¡°don¡¯t worry, brother. She¡¯s going to be okay. We¡¯re going to bring her back home safely.¡± My jaw clenched; I wasn¡¯t sure if she was okay. I wasn¡¯t sure what condition they had her in. All I knew was that Autumn had sacrificed herself for my family. I¡¯ve never met another woman like her. No one compared to her, absolutely no one. ¡°We know where all their guards are; with this information, we can easily enter their pce,¡± Austin says. ¡°That¡¯s where it will get a little tricky. They have many traps throughout that building to prevent enemies from getting to them. Prepare for the worst the moment that you step inside.¡± I¡¯m trying to pay attention to all of thest-minute warnings. We didn¡¯t have much time to prepare. The ckners helped leak some information to us, but we weren¡¯t sure how urate any of it was. Only when we got inside would we be able to confirm what was true and what was a lie. I¡¯m about to say something when suddenly, I can¡¯t move. My heart and body hurt like never before. This pain was unlike anything I¡¯d ever experienced. Suddenly, I understand what¡¯s happening; I know why I feel this horrible. They¡¯re hurting her. They¡¯re hurting my mate. I blink once, then twice, and let out an angry roar. All eyes are on me. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± Hunter asks as he joins my side. ¡°They¡¯re hurting her,¡± I tell him. ¡°I can feel her pain.¡± My knuckles tightened, and I tried breathing because f**k me, I forgot how to do it. I can¡¯t think or focus on anything around me. All I can think about is her and what they¡¯re doing to her. ¡°It¡¯s time to move!¡± Hunter roars. ¡°We will get to her in time,¡± rissa assured me. Griffin and Dante are also here, and so is Autumn¡¯s family. They¡¯re all panicking, just like I am. I tried to clear my head despite the constant tension in my heart. I wasing, Autumn. Just wait a little longer for me, I¡¯ming for you, and nothing and no one can f*****g stop me. . . . . . . . . . . . ~ANYA~ ¡°Austin, Hunter, James, Lucas, Arthur, and so many others are helping them.¡± Our spy informs my mother. ¡°I¡¯ve never seen an army of so many powerful peoplee together to fight against the overlords. They¡¯re going to war to free Autumn.¡± I watch as my mother¡¯s face turns red with anger. It may surprise her, but I knew how many people cared about the Fawns; I knew how many people also adored Autumn. I didn¡¯t understand why they did, but it didn¡¯t change the fact that it was true. ¡°What the hell are so many people doing helping them?¡± My mother screams. ¡°They¡¯re ruining my f*****g ns!¡± Out of all the times I¡¯ve seen my mother angry, this was the worst. Her n was working until powerful packs decided to help the Fawns. ¡°You should have been prepared, mother.¡± I taunt her as she loves doing to me. ¡°The Fawns have many allies; it was expected they would have help from so many people. With the kind of money that they have, they can also pay anyone to help them.¡± ¡°This is not good.¡± She hissed. ¡°If Autumn gets freed from the overlords, we won¡¯t get another chance to get rid of Atticus¡¯s parents. They will be too powerful. No one will be able to stop them.¡± ¡°Do you think the overlords may win the battle?¡± I ask the spy. He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°I only share information, miss. I cannot see the future. But the Fawns have an almost unbeatable team on their side. The overlords possess plenty of power, and the council is there to help them, but there¡¯s no telling who will win the fight.¡± ¡°Knowing how the council works, they will ask the overlords to let her go.¡± My mother says with worry in her voice. ¡°They¡¯re brutal fighters, but they don¡¯t enter battles if they know there¡¯s a high possibility they will lose.¡± ¡°Then what do you propose that we do?¡± I ask her. My mother wasn¡¯t one to give up because of a slight inconvenience. Her n was working perfectly until now. If Autumn were freed, we would need another n. Her ns weren¡¯t the only ones that were getting messed up by the sudden turn of events. My chances of being with Atticus had also decreased now that he was so close to getting her back. I was willing to do whatever it took to make my mother¡¯s n work. ¡°I have to attack now.¡± She says as her eyes light up. ¡°It isn¡¯t what I initially nned to do, but I¡¯ll have to make it a surprise attack. I¡¯ll hold them hostage until their children return. One by one, I would hurt every person close to their hearts while they watched. It isn¡¯t my original n, but it¡¯s better than letting them live happily.¡± She was nning on kidnapping Atticus¡¯s parents. This is insane. This was not how the n was supposed to go. If she kidnapped them, wouldn¡¯t that mean they would know who I am? I wasn¡¯t ready to reveal the truth. ¡°Does this mean you¡¯ll tell them the truth about me?¡± I ask. ¡°Are you going to tell them I¡¯m your daughter? I¡¯m not sure if that¡¯s the right thing to do, mother.¡± I had to convince her that this wasn¡¯t the right n. She shook her head, ¡°not yet.¡± She answers me. ¡°I¡¯ll wait for thest few minutes of their lives to inform them about you.¡± I breathe a sigh of relief. I was terrified of Atticus¡¯s reaction when he finally learned the truth about me. I didn¡¯t want him to hate me. Autumn had already turned him against me; I couldn¡¯t imagine what would happen when he found out that my mother hated his parents. I can¡¯t imagine what he would do when he realized that I helped my mother with many of her ns to destroy his rtionship with Autumn. We¡¯re also the reason there will be a fight between the overlords and his family. There¡¯s so much that he still didn¡¯t know, and I didn¡¯t ever want Atticus to know any of this. If it were up to me, he would never find out the truth. Chapter 73 Chapter 73 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 73 ~AUTUMN~ I cry out as they continue to increase the intensity of my t*****e. In the middle of my screams, I hear a piercing howl. My heart skips a beat. Surely that wasn¡¯t what I thought it was. There¡¯s another and another. My heart rate doubles as my hope intensifies. The howls continue to increase, telling me there are more wolves than I can count heading our way. They wereing for me. My mate, my family, my friends, they were alling to save me. Everything moves in slow motion after the sudden realization. I wasn¡¯t the only one to notice, the overlords did as well but how could they not? The pain stops, and I drop to the ground without warning. I¡¯d managed to stay upright the entire time, fighting back as much as I could. ¡°What the hell is that?¡± Jagger demands. ¡°It¡¯s an ambush,¡± Dash says with his eyes glowing. ¡°They¡¯reing our way. Prepare for a battle!¡± There¡¯s shouting all around me. I didn¡¯t think the overlords had ever looked this worried. I knew what they were capable of doing. I knew that I could lose the people I loved and cared about today if I didn¡¯t find a way to stop all of this from happening. I wish there were another way to resolve this. I wanted the overlords to believe me when I told them I was nothing like my father. ¡°How dare they step foot in our territory?¡± Alistair growls. ¡°No one has ever been stupid or brave enough to question our choices.¡± ¡°It¡¯s because of her,¡± Owen says with dark eyes. ¡°They love her. She¡¯s even more dangerous because she¡¯s loved. There are people in this world that would give their lives to protect her.¡± My eyes widen at his words. I didn¡¯t realize how loved I was until now. Despite not having my biological family by my side since a child, I still managed to find people that loved me like I was their own. My heart swelled with love and appreciation for each of them. Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. I was even more desperate to save them now. It was up to me to do everything in my power to protect them. They were here for me, and I wouldn¡¯t be able to live with myself if anyone lost their life today because of me. Somehow or the other, I would find a way to keep everyone I cared about away from danger. ¡°All of this can be stopped!¡± I try to reason with them. ¡°There¡¯s no need for a battle today. If you listen to me, if you open your mind to what I have to say, this can all end.¡± I was hoping that I could find a way to get them to act rationally. They knew just as much as I did that both sides would be in danger due to this uing battle. ¡°How do you propose that?¡± Jagger asks. ¡°You need to let me go,¡± I answer him. ¡°They¡¯re here for me. They won¡¯t leave until you give me up. If this battle begins, we are going to lose plenty. I¡¯m not the only one who will lose people I care about; you will also lose those closest to you. Please stop this before it¡¯s toote. If I remember correctly if one of you dies before you can give your power to another, that power ends with you. I don¡¯t think you want that to happen today. Everything you¡¯ve worked for will be destroyed in one day if you choose pride over your safety.¡± It was the truth. I wasn¡¯t just saying it to scare them. This had to be stopped before anyone got hurt. ¡°This isn¡¯t about pride, girl!¡± Alistair hissed. ¡°This is about the safety of our world and its people. You are still not to be trusted. You¡¯ve heard what your father did to others, but you weren¡¯t here to witness it. You never saw it with your own eyes; that¡¯s why you don¡¯t understand how dangerous you can be the second that you lose control of your body. That darkness could consume you the moment that it gets a chance to do so and there would be nothing that you or I could do to stop it.¡± I try not the be affected by his words. It was true that I was never able to witness the destruction my father caused in the past. That didn¡¯t mean I would be my father. Why couldn¡¯t they understand this? My father wanted to rule the world; I do not. I want to live a peaceful life surrounded by the people I love. That¡¯s the difference between us. He didn¡¯t know how to love but I do. ¡°How am I not to be trusted?¡± I demand. ¡°Who have I ever hurt that didn¡¯t deserve it? I¡¯m not a monster. Didn¡¯t you just put me through a test? Did I fail or pass? I didn¡¯t attack anyone even though I was in so much pain. You were able to keep me under your control. Does that not tell you anything at all?¡± They are all quiet, but I can tell that they still do not trust me. They are already convinced that I will be just as dangerous as Azai. I didn¡¯t know what I could do to convince them I would be nothing like him. ¡°She¡¯s right,¡± Dash says. All eyes are now on him. I¡¯m surprised he agrees with me. His brothers look angry that he¡¯s the only one that seems to be on my side. They aren¡¯t blood brothers, but that¡¯s what they refer to each other as. ¡°We can save many lives today if we let her go. I¡¯ve been reading her mind; she¡¯s not as dangerous as we thought. Autumn Reign is not her father. She¡¯s kind and gentle; she has a heart; he didn¡¯t have one. She cares about the people around her, while he never did.¡± I flinched at my name. I was not a Reign! I didn¡¯t want to be one. ¡°We can¡¯t just let them get away with this,¡± Owen growls. ¡°If they get out of here without a scratch, everyone will think it¡¯s okay to break all the rules. If everyone begins to think that way, then our world will never be able to have peace again. That can¡¯t happen.¡± ¡°You¡¯re being stubborn for no reason!¡± I growl. ¡°You¡¯re willing to put your brothers in danger so that you can prove a point?¡± Why couldn¡¯t they listen to me? Why weren¡¯t they listening to Dash? He seemed to be the only one thinking rationally out of all the overlords. ¡°It may seem stupid to someone like you, but they understand why we must fight today.¡± He tells me as he points to the others. ¡°They know what we have to do. When we swore to ept our roles as overlords, we knew that it wouldn¡¯t be easy, we knew that there would be times where we had to make difficult decisions. We are not backing down from this battle.¡± My lips tremble with frustration. Nothing I said was convincing them. ¡°Get into contact with the council. Tell them that we need them right this second. Tell them to bring their strongest men.¡± He shouts to the others. ¡°With them by our side; we will be invincible.¡± My heart drops at his words. This was actually happening. I could barely catch my breath as the news hit me harder than before. I don¡¯t get a chance to say anything else. They¡¯re all running throughout the pce; Jagger grabs my arms and runs with me to a cell, where he throws me into. I watch with horror as he presses something on the screen in front of him. Whatever it was, it must have been to keep me locked inside of here. ¡°Listen to me,¡± I beg. ¡°You need to convince them to stop this. You will lose your family. I know they¡¯re your family. You will lose them, Jagger. I¡¯ve seen these men fight; I¡¯m sure you¡¯ve heard everything about them. They¡¯re popr for the battles they¡¯ve won when joined together. Save yourself the trouble, and just let me go. I promise that I¡¯m not just saying this to mess with your head. I¡¯m saying this to save people that we both care about.¡± He res at me, obviously not happy that I was hinting they weren¡¯t strong enough to win this battle. I was not trying to insult him or the others. Why couldn¡¯t they see that? What else could I do to get them to listen to me? I was running out of options. Jagger was thest person that could help me stop this. The others were already preparing for impact. ¡°If we go down, the people you love and care about are surely going down as well.¡± He growls. Chapter 74 Chapter 74 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 74 I gasped; his words were like a punch to my stomach. I watch as he storms away from me to join the others. They weren¡¯t going to y nice. None of them were. And the council would be here any minute now. I drop myself onto the ground as I pray for a miracle to save everyone involved. Images of Atticus shed before my mind. I¡¯ve loved him for too long to let this be the end for us. Since we¡¯ve married, we haven¡¯t gotten a single day without someone or something trying to separate us. I couldn¡¯t just sit here and watch everything happen. The overlords didn¡¯t know that I was hiding my power, pretending that I was weak earlier so that they didn¡¯t think of me as a threat anymore. While it may have worked to convince Dash, the rest of the overlords hadn¡¯t been convinced. If I tried hard enough, I could break free from the cell. I had faith that I could do it. I could always fight the hardest when the people I cared about were involved. This time they were all here, every single one of them, I could feel their strong presence. My love for them will help me break free. I grab the iron bars and my eyes widen when it burns me. An involuntary cry leaves my mouth as the pain travels throughout my body. I¡¯m f****d to let go and stare at it in horror. It wasn¡¯t any average cell; it was most likely designed just for my father or recently built just for me. Was this the cell they nned on locking me in once they decided to keep me alive? It had to be. They would have used all their resources to ensure it was strong enough to trap me for as long as they desired. I listen closely as the howls get louder. This only means that they¡¯d reached the pce. A chill runs down my spine. They were moving quickly. I was running out of time to stop this mess. ¡°DASH!¡± I scream. ¡°Jagger! Someone! Anyone! Stop this madness!¡± I knew it was useless calling out to them, but I was desperate to try anything. The thought of anything horrible happening to Atticus was killing me inside. I was supposed to keep him safe; letting the overlords take me from his home was a decision that I made to protect both him and his family. My n was backfiring. I thought I was doing the right thing by letting them take me, but I only realized that I¡¯d put more people¡¯s lives in danger by my actions. My eyes widen when I hear a roar followed by a collision. It was happening. The fight had started between them, yet I was still locked inside this damn cell! I was going to miss the entire battle if I didn¡¯t find a way to get out of this sted thing! My hands are trembling with fear for the lives of the people I love the most. I close my eyes as I try to find the inner strength I need to break free. I didn¡¯t know how powerful I was, but I knew that nothing would stop me today from saving those that I loved. I continued to think of Atticus, rissa, my parents, my siblings, Griffin and his brothers, Gabrie, Maya, and their families. Say it. Say it. Say it. I covered my ears as the words kept repeating in my head. ¡®Bound by this cell, break me free with this spell.¡¯ ¡®Bound by this cell, break me free with this spell.¡¯ My eyes sh open, and I can feel the darkness within me rise, ¡°BOUND BY THIS CELL, BREAK ME FREE WITH THIS SPELL!¡± I¡¯m shouting, screaming the words. I don¡¯t even blink when the iron bars break in half in front of me and go flying into the walls. My lips part as I watch the entire thing break apart. The sound it makes forces me to cover my ear. It was crazy to think that the overlords must have been convinced this cell would be able to hold me but somehow, I was able to break the entire thing into multiple pieces right before my eyes. Luckily, no one was guarding me. Everyone was too busy in the battle to realize that I¡¯d just broken free from the cell. This was my opportunity to get the hell out of here. My heart was pounding as I ran throughout the pce, following the sounds. There are so many growls and deafening screams that I am scared I¡¯m already toote. ¡°Atticus!¡± I screamed as I ran through the halls. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± I was terrified that they¡¯d already gotten to him. I know he can¡¯t hear me, and I should keep my mouth shut before the overlords realize I¡¯d gotten free, but I can¡¯t stop myself. I need to find him. I need to confirm that he¡¯s safe. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. I rushed out into the balcony; I knew I could get a good view of everything from there. I spot Austin¡¯s and Hunter¡¯s wolves; they¡¯re doing insane damage to their opponents. It was hard to find who I was looking for with the number of wolves all attacking at the same time. A loud horn pierces the sky, and my heart sinks when I see members from the ck council only a short distance away. They¡¯d finally reached. It will get only worse from here. There was still no sign of Atticus. I was beginning to panic. I had no idea where to find him. He was supposed to be with the others. Where was he? Where was my mate? I was crying out inside for him. If anything happens to him, I will never be able to forgive myself. My heart stops beating when someone grabs me from behind. I gasp when his lips crash to my neck, ¡°thank God I¡¯ve found you.¡± And just like that, my heart begins to beat again. Atticus. I couldn¡¯t believe he was holding me. Was it possible that I was hallucinating? I slowly turn around in his arm, and my eyes widen as I stare at him. It was indeed my mate, my husband. I slowly reach up and drag my hand down his face. Blood was all over his body, and I had no idea how much he¡¯d fought to get to me. I hate seeing so many bruises on his body. I wanted to kiss away his pain. I wished that my lips could heal each wound. He leaned into my touch, and I couldn¡¯t hold back my tears as I kissed his forehead. He kisses me back, on my hair, my temples, my cheek, my nose, my chin, and finally, he crashes his lips to mine. I held onto him tightly and let my body drown in his kisses. He slowly pulled away from me to hold my cheeks in his hands. ¡°There¡¯s something I want to ask.¡± He whispers. Something he wanted to ask? Now? In the middle of a battle? I couldn¡¯t say no, not when he looked at me like this was ourst time together. ¡°Ask me.¡± I wanted to care about everything else, but if these were ourst moments together, I wanted to spend them in his arms. I wanted to treasure this moment with him. I wanted him to know just how much I loved him. It would have been perfect if he had all memories of the past, all memories of our times together. ¡°I¡¯m asking for a chance to let me prove to you that I¡¯m different now. I¡¯m asking for a chance to prove that you¡¯re the most important woman in my life¡ªno one else. I know I can¡¯t just say words and expect you to believe them, but please, give me this one chance. I can¡¯t function knowing you¡¯ve given up on me, Autumn. I need to know that there is still time to fix things between us. After everything you¡¯ve been through, this may be asking too much of you, but please, give me this chance.¡± He finally says. I gasp. I can¡¯t speak. Those words. He¡¯s said them to me in the past; this was before he¡¯d lost his memories of us, before the ident. Did this mean what I thought it meant? My lips parted as I stared at him; I was shocked. It was hard for me to think clearly. There¡¯s so much racing in my mind and my heart. ¡°W-what did you just say?¡± I stammer. He smiles, and my heart melts, ¡°I love you, Autumn Rivera Fawn. I loved you even before my body understood what love was. I¡¯m sorry that it took me this long to tell you. I¡¯m sorry that it took me this long to remember you. I¡¯m sorry for forgetting our memories to begin with. I could never understand how anything could make me forget the greatest thing that ever happened to me.¡± ¡°You remember?¡± I gasp, unable to keep the joy in my heart from showing in my expression. He picked me up into his arms, and I grabbed his shoulders to steady myself. ¡°No words could make up for all the wrong I¡¯ve done to you, Autumn. I wish I knew how much you¡¯ve loved me since the beginning. I know in my heart that I would have chosen you. I¡¯m ashamed of myself for not realizing my feelings sooner. Please say that you¡¯ll forgive me for everything.¡± The tears are flowing now, and he leans forward and kisses them, ¡°how can I not forgive you, Atticus? Even without your memory, you¡¯ve been nothing but good to me. If anything, I¡¯ve grown to love you more than I did initially. I love you so much, Atticus Fawn. No one will everpare to you. I knew I wanted you since the beginning, and that never changed, even after our marriage. It¡¯s always been only you, and it will always be you.¡± He smiles, and it¡¯s a smile that lights up his face. ¡°Now, let¡¯s find a way to get out of here alive, so I can spend the rest of my life loving you,¡± Atticus whispers against my ear. I shivered at his words, and I was even more determined to get us out of this ce alive. ¡°The council is here,¡± I say as I look down in horror. He stiffens, ¡°Austin expected this. The others are waiting for the right moment to attack.¡± ¡°Was this your n to have the upper hand?¡± I ask him, terrified. He nods, ¡°they¡¯re waiting for our signal.¡± ¡°No, no, no.¡± I gasp. ¡°Dash can read minds, Atticus. He will know where the others are hidden. Wherever they are, tell them to get out of there immediately!¡± Just as those words left my mouth, a loud explosion rocked our surroundings. Atticus covered my body with his, and a deadly silence followed. ¡°DAMONNN!¡± rissa¡¯s piercing scream sends us all into a state of panic. I grab Atticus¡¯s shoulders, ¡°who was there?¡± I demand. Who was there during the explosion? Who did we lose? rissa¡¯s screams do not stop. Atticus picks me up into his arms and jumps off the balcony with me. We fall onto Austin¡¯s wolf. He¡¯s racing through the crowd with us on his back; he¡¯s heading back to the others where the explosion happened. I¡¯m surprised when there is nothing except burnt trees. There was no sign of any bodies anywhere. With such a dangerous explosion, I think we all expected worse than this. Where was everyone? We step down from Austin¡¯s wolf and take a look around us. rissa is right behind me with tears all over her face. She runs into my arms and I hug her tightly. ¡°I¡¯m sure Damon is going to be okay.¡± I try to soothe her. But where could they be? They couldn¡¯t have known about the explosion, so then where were they? ¡°They were supposed to be here.¡± She tells me. ¡°They were all supposed to be waiting for when the council arrived. While we dealt with the overlords, the other half was supposed to take care of the council. That was our n since the beginning. I left Damon here. He should be here with the others.¡± I rub her back gently, ¡°it¡¯s a good sign that he isn¡¯t here. It means there is a chance that they all escaped. Let¡¯s stay strong and keep on looking.¡± ¡°DAMON!¡± She screams at the top of her lungs. ¡°DAMONN!¡± ¡°I¡¯m right here,¡± he responds. ¡°There¡¯s no need for all of the screaming, rissa.¡± We both froze and turned towards his voice. She gasped as soon as she saw him. I watch as she ran straight into his waiting arms. ¡°I must say, rissa, I¡¯m a bit hurt that you were more worried about Damon than me,¡± Griffin comins, pretending to be in emotional pain. Her face turns red with embarrassment at his words as she slowly lets go of Damon. ¡°You know I was also scared for you.¡± She says. Dante sighs, ¡°it¡¯s not like we don¡¯t already know that Damon is her favorite by now.¡± ¡°Just because I screamed Damon¡¯s name doesn¡¯t mean I wasn¡¯t worried for the rest of you!¡± She says. The other members from Austin¡¯s pack show up behind us. They were all here, everyone that was supposed to be dead by the deadly explosion. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± Austin says. ¡°How did you survive?¡± He asks as he hugs his pack members. The ckners join us next. Were they also a part of this? Did theye to save me as well? They shrug their shoulders, ¡°to be honest, we aren¡¯t sure what happened. Everything turned ck, and before we knew it, we were all transported out from where we were standing to a safer location. We were confused by it for a few seconds but that was when the explosion hit.¡± ¡°That doesn¡¯t make any sense,¡± Austin says. ¡°What the hell could have caused that? And how did they know where you were?¡± ¡°Dash can read minds. He must have read all of yours to determine your strategy. You have to think opposite thoughts if you want to win against them.¡± I inform everyone. ¡°I knew they had a secret f*****g weapon.¡± Austin mumbles. ¡°But why did they disclose that information to you?¡± I sigh, ¡°I don¡¯t think they ever expected to let me go. They wanted to either kill me or lock me in a cell forever. They didn¡¯t expect that I had the most amazing friends and family behind me.¡± Atticus smiles and kisses my cheek. ¡°How can anyone note for you?¡± ¡°We need to get back to the others.¡± I remind them. ¡°They¡¯re facing both the overlords and the council at the same time. We have an advantage now that they think they¡¯ve killed some of us.¡± Hopefully, this will be enough for us to win. ¡°Stay behind me at all times,¡± Atticus tells me. I know he wants to protect me, but this was my fight. They almost killed people who meant a lot to me. All this time, I¡¯ve been holding back, not showing my true potential because I thought that it would have caused more harm than good. Now I knew that to escape from these people, I had no choice but to allow my dark side to lead. I had to show them what I was capable of doing to anyone that messed with my family and friends. They¡¯d made up their minds to dislike me. Whether I behaved well or badly would not make a difference. If they wanted to treat me like a monster, I could act like one. Austin shifts back into his wolf form, and so do the others. Atticus stays in front of me, protecting me from anyone that tries to hurt me. He didn¡¯t have to do it, but yet he did. I enjoy seeing the look of surprise on the council¡¯s faces when they realized that we were all still alive despite the explosion that was nned. They couldn¡¯t get rid of us that easily. Arthur grabs one of the council¡¯s men by the neck and sends them to the ground. Lucy tackles one that tries to hurt Austin. I looked around me; everyone that I loved was here and fighting. My parents rushed forward and hugged me the first chance they got; my siblings were next. Gabrie and Maya were not on the battlefield, but they were still close in case anything awful happened to their mates. I felt sorry for Lucy; she was fighting against her family. Her father and brothers were all tied to the council; they had no choice but to fight alongside them. They avoided each other during battle, but I wasn¡¯t sure how long they could keep that up. Cassandra, the council¡¯s representative for witches, was leading them with the prosecutor by her side. Draven, Sir Vincent¡¯s son, was killing mercilessly. I¡¯d already seen someone from James¡¯s pack die, and I saw others from the pack feel the pain of his loss. How much more would we lose in battle? It had only just begun, and no one seemed like they were going to stop anytime soon. ¡°LUTHAIS!¡± Lucy¡¯s horrified scream cut through my thoughts. I follow her gaze and instantly realize that Luthais was one of her brothers. He was working for the council and others when one of the members from Hunter¡¯s pack attacked him. There¡¯s a silver sword sticking out of his chest, and I watch in horror as bloodes out of his mouth. His eyes are almost entirely white, and his skin is changing color. I can hear the cry of Eden and Isabe¡¯s wolves from a distance. They were also not part of the battle, but they must have heard Lucy¡¯s gut-wrenching cry, or maybe they felt it in their hearts that their brother was seriously hurt. The overlords saw this as an opportunity to attack the rest of us now that we were all shocked over Luthais dying. I watch with horror as Atticus is lifted into the air suddenly. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± I scream. They¡¯re repeating what they did to him in the past. His body shook as they tortured him mid-air. He¡¯s not the only one. They have Hunter next. One by one, they¡¯re torturing the people that I cared about. They¡¯d caught us by surprise and used our shock to their advantage. This couldn¡¯t be happening. My eyes moved from left to right, watching as they continuously took people I cared about. Sir Vincent had my mother¡¯s throat in his hands and was squeezing tightly. It was like I was having the worst nightmare possible. Griffin is the next person that they take to t*****e. They try to grab rissa, but Damon saves her just in time. Atticus cries out as they increase his t*****e. ¡°STOP HURTING THEM!¡± I scream. ¡°Please stop it!¡± No matter how much I begged, they weren¡¯t listening to me. I couldn¡¯t take it anymore. I couldn¡¯t lose these people. I couldn¡¯t let them take them from me. I wouldn¡¯t allow it. ¡°I¡¯m warning you!¡± I scream. ¡°Stop it, or you¡¯ll regret it!¡± Raines down from nowhere next, soaking all of us. There¡¯s red everywhere from all of the blood. I can still hear the groans and roars of my loved ones above the sound of rain pounding onto my body. ¡°Oh no, we¡¯re so scared.¡± Sir Vincent proceeds to taunt me. ¡°Why don¡¯t youe to say goodbye to your mother before I end her life in front of you? When you¡¯re done, you can also say goodbye to Atticus.¡± I lift my head towards the sky and let out a piercing scream. I watch as the water droplets join together into what seems to be a chain made only from water. It grabs onto the necks of all council members, choking each of them. It doesn¡¯t stop there; it moves onto the overlords next. A knife is ripped from inside the pce; they¡¯re all watching it in horror as it goes straight for Owen. My eyes narrowed as they pierced his heart. He shouts a piercing roar as he drops to the ground in front of his brothers. The link is broken between them, and Atticus falls back to the ground. I run to him and wrap my arms around his neck. He holds my waist to steady me before pulling me on top of him. We¡¯re both on the ground holding onto each other, but I don¡¯t care. I¡¯m just happy to have him in my arms again. Isabe and Eden joined us next as we all ran to Lucy, who was holding Luthais in her arms. Hunter and James hold onto their mates as they scream for their brother. Owen points at Luthais. They¡¯re both dying. Not just one. He doesn¡¯t say anything, but Dash seems to understand him as he drags his body to Luthais. ¡°What are you doing?¡± Lucy screams. ¡°Do not touch my brother, or I will kill you!¡± ¡°He¡¯s trying to save him!¡± Dash growls. ¡°If he transfers all of his power to Luthais, he will be saved.¡± ¡°It¡¯s true!¡± Lucy¡¯s father confirms. ¡°Let him do it. Let him save my son.¡± I watch in amazement as Owen touches his forehead to Luthais, unconscious and barely breathing. A red light surrounds them for a few seconds before disappearing. Owen drops to the ground,pletely lifeless, leaving his brothers to mourn his loss. Lucy holds Luthais against her as her brothers surround them. They¡¯re all looking down at him with pale faces. ¡°Why is nothing happening?¡± Isabe cries. ¡°Why is my brother not waking up?¡± ¡°Izzy?¡± Luthais croaks. We all gasp after hearing his voice. Everyone begins to celebrate when he opens his eyes and hugs Lucy back. They can¡¯t stop their tears from having their brother alive and safely tucked in their arms. Lucy¡¯s father leans down and pulls his son into his arms. My heart swells with joy to know that we have him back. We¡¯re shocked when all of the overlords surround him. ¡°What are you doing?¡± Isabe growls. ¡°Luthais Cross, son of Richard Cross, you are now a member of the overlords, and as such, you must follow all of our rules or be killed.¡± The overlords say in unison. ¡°What will your choice be? Do you ept our offer, or do you decline?¡± ¡°What?¡± Lucy demands. ¡°What the hell are they speaking about? He¡¯s not an overlord!¡± ¡°He is one now. The moment Owen passed his power onto him, he became one. Let¡¯s not forget that the only reason he¡¯s alive today is that Owen chose him.¡± Jagger growls. Luthais looks almost in a daze as he looks at everyone around him. I think he¡¯s tired of the fighting, we all are, but we are willing to continue if it means it can set him free. ¡°I ept.¡± His entire family is outraged by his response, but it doesn¡¯t stop him from getting up and joining the overlords. ¡°But I have a condition; I want this stupid fight to stop immediately. We¡¯ve lost too much already. As the overlords, you should be more concerned with protecting the people. Autumn is not a threat if you don¡¯t try to hurt her first. Let her go; besides, Autumn cannot be as strong as her father without her brother and sister. The power was split amongst them. Since no one knows where her siblings are, I think it¡¯s safe to say that she isn¡¯t a threat.¡± ¡°Okay.¡± Dash cuts in. ¡°You have a deal. Everyone has ten minutes to get the f**k out of our territory. Luthais, you¡¯re one of us now, which means you stay here.¡± . . . . . . . . . . ~CASSIUS~ It was never my intention to save my sisters¡¯ friends. But if the overlords killed them, their chances of getting out alive would have been slim. I didn¡¯t want to risk it. I needed both of them alive. The only way for that to happen was to keep the people trying to free Autumn alive. They¡¯re lucky that I decided to pass in for a few minutes just to see what everyone was like in the middle of battle. If I hadn¡¯t been there, many would have died from that explosion meant for the werewolves. I was the one that protected them from the explosion. Everything happened so quickly that none of them were even aware that I was there. I stayed long enough to ensure that they¡¯d gotten out. I wasn¡¯t about to let my mother believe that they¡¯d survived, however. I wanted her to grieve just like I suffered when I found out she¡¯d killed my father. If she thought the overlords had both of my sisters locked in their dungeons and were waiting for the right moment to kill them, she would me herself until she died. ¡°Cassius!¡± My mother shouts my name. Today I would not let her voice annoy me. I was getting better at ignoring her. I couldn¡¯t deny that she was good at pissing me off however. ¡°Are my daughters safe?¡± she cries. ¡°Please tell me that you protected them.¡± Why did she always choose when I was in the middle of a game to bother me? ¡°CASSIUS!¡± She shouts. ¡°I know you can hear me son. Please tell me everything that happened. Did they free Autumn? Is she okay?¡± This was my time to shine. I couldn¡¯t wait to break her heart! Chapter 75 Chapter 75 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 75 ~ATTICUS~ I can¡¯t stop staring at Autumn. This was what love felt like when you finally epted it. It was f*****g amazing. I loved this woman more than I loved anything in this f*****g world. Others were terrified of her power, but I was amazed at her strength. She saved everyone today. I don¡¯t even know if she acknowledges how amazing she is. Isabe runs over to my mate and hugs her tightly. ¡°Thank you for saving my mate. Thank you for also saving my brother. You¡¯re the one that stopped the overlords and the council from taking so many of our loved ones from us.¡± ¡°What are you saying?¡± Autumn asks in shock. ¡°I should be thanking you and your family. They were only ced in danger because they were trying to save me. I¡¯ll forever be indebted to all of you. Words cannot exin how much joy it brings me to know that I have such amazing friends. You¡¯re like family to me.¡± She isn¡¯t the only one to thank Autumn for what she did today; almost everyone at the battle told her how amazing she was. She took my breath away and I¡¯m sure she did the same for the others. How could anyone ever think that she would be anything like her father? Autumn had a heart, something her father never did. She protected the people she cared about. I was so damn proud of her and I wished that she could see herself through my eyes. She would realize just how much I adored everything about her. ¡°Your eyes are glowing with love,¡± Damon says with a chuckle. ¡°Everyone can see it from a mile away.¡± I nce at him for a second before returning my attention to the love of my life. The woman I would give everything for. How did I ever get so lucky? Iugh, ¡°what can I say, brother? Love has never felt this good.¡± Even with Anya, it never felt like this. Autumn was different and she proved that every single day. ¡°What do you think saved us from that explosion?¡± He asks me. ¡°You should have been there Atticus, it¡¯s hard to exin in words what happened. I don¡¯t understand what caused us to move from one ce to another and so quickly. Someone saved us and I wish I knew who it was so that I could thank them.¡± I didn¡¯t understand who would do something like that for us. The man that saved me from the ident suddenly makes an appearance in my head. He said his name was Cassius. I still wasn¡¯t sure if it was him. But it matches the description of what happened to Damon and the others today. One minute I was in the vehicle and the next I was on the road, staring at the explosion. If it was him, why is he saving us? We didn¡¯t know him but on that day it seemed like he knew me. It seemed like he knew I was trying to save Autumn. Without much information on him, there wasn¡¯t anything I could really find out. But Cassius wasn¡¯t a name I¡¯ve heard a lot around here, maybe I could do some digging up and see what I could find out. ¡°I never felt this happy to be going home finally,¡± Dante says next to us. ¡°It¡¯s been a long day. Too much has happened. I¡¯ll like to go home and see our parents. And then, I¡¯ll like to see Anya. She must be terribly worried about us.¡± This was just another way that Anya was different from Autumn. If I was in a dangerous battle like this, Autumn would be there by my side even if she knew her life would be in danger. She turns to look at me and I can¡¯t help but smile. I loved her so f*****g much and I can¡¯t wait to tell her this every single day for the rest of our lives. I couldn¡¯t wait to get home, either. To hold Autumn in my arms and shower her with all the love I had built inside me. I was waiting for the right opportunity to have her all to myself. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about Luthais.¡± I apologize to Lucy and her family. ¡°I knew asking for your help would put your family in danger, but I was desperate to get Autumn back.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t apologize.¡± Lucy scolds me. ¡°You and Autumn helped me save my son. Austin and I would dlyy down our lives for both of you. Besides, this was the council¡¯s fault. My brothers have no choice but to work for them. My sisters were once tied to them as well. If Luthais were free to choose, none of this would have happened. My other brothers are also in danger every day they¡¯re f****d to be with the council. I wish there was a way for us to free them. I¡¯ve offered multiple times but they don¡¯t want to put my family in danger. I also have a son that I must protect no matter what. Hees first, I almost lost Roman once, Austin and I haven¡¯t been the same since that scare, we are a lot more cautious now. We don¡¯t start battles unless we have no other choice.¡± Being an overlord wasn¡¯t easy. His life had just taken a turn for the worse. I was grateful for Austin and Lucy. For everyone else besides them also. If they ever needed us for anything, we would dly be there for them. ¡°I think it¡¯s time for us to leave now,¡± I tell the others. ¡°I¡¯m sure everyone is exhausted after the fight.¡± They all agreed with me. Austin¡¯s family invited us to their ce but we had to decline. I just wanted to get home with my mate and my siblings. I take Autumn¡¯s hand and guide her to the waiting jeep. Damon would be driving. I wanted to spend every second holding her in my arms from now on. She snuggled into my arms and ced one hand on my chest. I kiss her hair and inhale her scent. She always smells so f*****g good. A few minutes into the drive and Autumn falls asleep in my arms. I smiled at how adorable she was. I close my eyes and enjoy the rest of the ride with her still locked in my arms, away from danger. I could see myself spending the rest of my life this way. I couldn¡¯t imagine anyone else but her next to me. It was insane that a few weeks ago I wasn¡¯t sure who to choose between her and Anya. I was stupid back then. How could I not see what I could clearly see now? How was I never able to see that the answer was always Autumn, no one else? At least that was all behind us now. This was a mistake I would never make again. I tightened my hold on her and she moans in her sleep. ¡°What the f**k?¡± Damon shouts. The tension in his voice f****d me to open my eyes; Autumn was also awakened because of it. I follow his gaze, and my body runs cold at the sight in front of me. Our home. It was on fire. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± rissa asks in horror. ¡°Why is our home on fire? What the hell is happening?¡± It wasn¡¯t a simple fire either. The mes were roaring and there were multiple explosions that could be heard from inside the vehicle. . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ I was still sleepy when Damon¡¯s voice woke me up. Thest thing I expected to see was our home on fire. What had caused this? Was it an ident or was someone responsible for this disaster? Damon brings the jeep to an abrupt stop, and we all rush out. I¡¯m right behind Atticus as he runs into the house; all of the guards are dead. Every single one of them. It was clear that this wasn¡¯t an ident. Someone was definitely responsible. It wasn¡¯t looking good for us. Where could his parents be? Were they even alive? ¡°Mom?¡± Atticus calls. My heart drops at the panic in his voice. ¡°Dad?¡± Griffin shouts. Still, there are no responses. Half of the mansion was on fire, and the other half was trashed. They¡¯d broken all the sses and appliances all over the house. Who had done such a horrible thing? His parents were still nowhere to be found. We searched the entire house, at least the parts that the fire wasn¡¯t stopping us from entering. ¡°What the f**k happened here?¡± Dante asks as he scans his surroundings. The smoke was burning my eyes and scratching my throat. ¡°Do you think the council is behind this?¡± Damon asks. ¡°They always y dirty. Maybe they lied to us; this could have been their way to get back at us.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think this is their work.¡± Atticus disagrees. ¡°They are many things, but I don¡¯t think they would risk another battle to get even with us. This is the work of someone else, an unknown enemy. Whoever it is was waiting for the right opportunity, and they took it while we were preupied in battle.¡± rissa looks distraught as she looks around her adoptive parents¡¯ room, ¡°they¡¯re not here. They should be here. Where are they?¡± ¡°I hate to say this,¡± Damon whispers. ¡°But judging by this mess and destruction, whoever did this, must have taken mom and dad as well.¡± ¡°They¡¯re not finished with us,¡± Atticus says. ¡°Why the f**k is this happening to us? It¡¯s only been a few hours since ourst battle. Now, our parents are missing.¡± Dante throws a chair onto the floor in his frustration. ¡°There has to be something we can do to find out who¡¯s done this,¡± I say. ¡°We don¡¯t have to.¡± rissa gasps. ¡°They left a note for us.¡± I followed her gaze; she was right; it was a note stuck to the front door. How did we miss this? Atticus runs a hand down his face, ¡°we were right. They have our parents.¡± ¡°What the f**k does anyone want with mom and dad?¡± Griffin demands. ¡°They haven¡¯t done a single thing to anyone.¡± ¡°They¡¯re asking that wee alone,¡± Atticus says. ¡°All of us except Autumn.¡± ¡°What?¡± I demand. ¡°If your parents are in danger, I want to be there to help them.¡± Atticus takes a step toward me and gently grabs my shoulders, ¡°I know you think that it will be better if you¡¯re there, but after everything, after almost losing you, I want you to be safe. I don¡¯t want to put your life in danger again, Autumn. Please, for my sake, stay here. Your parents will stay with you. Just until I return for you.¡± I closed my eyes; this was his parents, and he was already in so much pain. I didn¡¯t want to add to it. If he wanted me to stay back, then I would. But the moment I felt like he needed me, I would be there in a heartbeat. I kissed his lips and held onto him until it was time for him to leave with his siblings. Whoever kidnapped his parents must have a grudge against his family if they asked for everyone except me. ¡°You have my full support,¡± I promise him. ¡°Let me know the moment that you need me. I¡¯ll be there in a second.¡± Watching Atticus leave was the hardest thing I had to do today, despite how horrible it¡¯s been. I¡¯ve always done the opposite of what he asked me to do. This time I felt like it was the right thing to let him do this alone. My mate wasn¡¯t weak, and his family wasn¡¯t either. They could handle themselves, and if they needed me, I would be there. I turned back to look at the house. It would take some time for everything to be back to normal. Whoever did this must hate the Fawns. Atticus didn¡¯t have the chance to call anyone to clean up this mess, but maybe I could get some help to stop the fire. We are lucky that we got here before the entire thing burnt to the ground. ¡°We will call some of our friends.¡± My mother tells me. ¡°They will know just the right people to save your new home.¡±Original content from N?velDrama.Org. Atticus made sure my family was by my side before he left. He always cared for me, even when he had other things to worry about. I nod and thank her. ¡°Who do you think would do something like this?¡± I ask her. She sighs, ¡°I wish I knew, darling. The list of our enemies has only multiplied over the past few years, and it¡¯s been the same way for the Fawns. It can be anyone at this point.¡± ¡°Mom,¡± I whisper. ¡°Do you think Skyler will try to harm my family? I almost lost many of them today, multiple times. I¡¯m terrified of what will happen when Skyler returns for me.¡± She touched my cheek lightly and kissed my forehead, ¡°I know you¡¯re terrified, darling; we all are. I believe that you¡¯re safe for now, however. What Luthais said is true. Without knowing who your siblings are, Azai¡¯s men cannot get the power that they need to rule. They need all of you. As long as your siblings stay hidden, everyone will be safe.¡± I never thought I would wish never to see my siblings in this life, but if that were the only way to keep my family safe, I would take it. My mother knew what she was doing when she separated us. She knew what had to be done to keep us safe from Skyler and everyone else that wanted to harm us. Now I just had to hope that whoever had taken Atticus¡¯s parents didn¡¯t already harm them. I had to hope that Atticus would get to them in time. Chapter 76 Chapter 76 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 76 ~ATTICUS~ ¡°Is this the correct ce?¡± I ask Damon. It looks too calm. I was hoping that Autumn finally listened to me. After almost losing her, I didn¡¯t want to put her in danger again. This time, I wanted to keep her safe. For once, I wanted to be able to protect my mate. ¡°It has to be.¡± He answers me. ¡°We didn¡¯t make any mistakes.¡± ¡°I still think we should have left rissa with Autumn.¡± He adds. ¡°We don¡¯t know who or what we are up against. They were powerful enough to kill all of our guards.¡± ¡°They may not be my biological parents, but that doesn¡¯t mean I don¡¯t love them.¡± rissa hissed. ¡°No one was stopping me from being here tonight. I can take care of myself. I don¡¯t need anyone to worry about me.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°This is not the time for ridiculous arguments,¡± Dante growls. ¡°We¡¯re all here, and we¡¯re the ones that they asked for. Let¡¯s get our parents back and get out of here.¡± ¡°At least we know it can¡¯t be worse than our earlier battle.¡± I try to be positive. ¡°To be fair, we aren¡¯t exactly sure of this.¡± Griffin reminds us. ¡°We aren¡¯t sure if the overlords or the council is behind this.¡± ¡°They wouldn¡¯t have had enough time to prepare all this.¡± Damon points out. ¡°I agree with Atticus; someone else chose the perfect time to attack our home while we were not in it.¡± I can only hope that this was an easy battle to win. We were all exhausted from the earlier fight. f**k. I should be sleeping next to my mate right now. I shouldn¡¯t have to be away from her. We should be telling our parents about our victory; instead, we were doing the opposite of this. ¡°Do you think mom and dad are okay?¡± Griffin asks. His voice did not hide the pain we all felt at that question. We were hoping that they were alive and not harmed in any way. When I found the person responsible, I would rip their bodies into pieces. ¡°I¡¯m sure they are,¡± I respond, even though I couldn¡¯t be sure about this. I wanted to give him hope; I wanted to give us all hope. ¡°I can see a house.¡± Damon points to the far right. I could see it too. ¡°I¡¯m guessing that¡¯s where we need to go, then,¡± I say. We creep up to it, trying our best not to make noise. We didn¡¯t want them to know that we had arrived. However, I knew the chances of that happening were very low, considering they would be expecting us. We didn¡¯t say another word as we walked to the front door. We considered breaking through the window but didn¡¯t want to do anything that could bring harm to our parents. Before we can barge in, we hear footsteps. My siblings all look at me. We knew nothing good wasing to greet us but at least the suspense of not knowing who had kidnapped our parents would all be over soon. As soon as the door opens, there¡¯s a loud ringing in my ear. I groan and drop to the ground in pain. I¡¯m not the only one; my siblings are experiencing the same pain. ¡°f**k!¡± Damon hissed. ¡°Witches!¡± I shouted, but the warning was toote. We were already surrounded, and they were dragging us into the house, one after the next. What the hell do witches want with us? Did we piss some off recently? I doubt this had anything to do with Autumn, or they would have also asked for her unless this was a setup to get her alone with her parents. My heart sank at that thought. I had to hope this had nothing to do with her, or I¡¯ll lose my damn mind. I didn¡¯t leave her behind to put her life in danger. I left her to keep her safe. The pain stops suddenly, but we¡¯re all on the ground, bound by chains by the time that happens. They¡¯d messed with our heads long enough so they could trap us. Did they think these things could hold us? ¡°Where are my parents?¡± I demand while thrashing against the chains. The light in the room is suddenly switched on, and it takes my eyes a second to adjust to the change in lighting. The first thing I notice is a middle-aged woman, possibly close to my parents¡¯ age looking at me. ¡°Who the f**k are you?¡± Damon growls. ¡°Let my children go!¡± My mother shouts. Her voice was behind me. That meant that she was alive. My heart skipped a beat at the joy I felt at that fact. I craned my neck to turn and look at her. Both my mother and father were tied to chairs with blood on their heads. A low growl tore from me, followed by growls from each of my siblings when they saw what I already did. They¡¯d hurt them. They¡¯d put their filthy hands on our parents. ¡°I¡¯m an old friend of your parents.¡± She says. ¡°We went to the same academy, just like all of you. The only difference is that your parents betrayed me. That¡¯s why we¡¯re here today. To get my revenge.¡± What the hell was she bbering about? Why would my parents be friends with someone as crazy as she was? How could she hold a grudge for so long? ¡°What could my parents have possibly done to hurt you?¡± I demand. ¡°They fell in love.¡± She says bitterly. ¡°Your father pretended to be kind to me; he pretended to have feelings for me. He made me look like a fool in front of everyone for loving him. I loved him with all of my heart, and in return, he destroyed my life. I thought we had something special; he would protect me from the other students who bullied me because I was a witch, and he made me feel like we had a chance to be together. And then, one day, he dumped me like I was a piece of garbage he couldn¡¯t wait to get rid of. But your lovely father didn¡¯t stop there; he wanted to hurt me even more than that. He married your mother right after. He treated me like a stranger, like someone he despised. He took everything from me when he broke my heart. Now it¡¯s my time for revenge.¡± There¡¯s no way my father would do something like that. Unless he realized how psycho she was and decided to get out of the rtionship with her because of it, that¡¯s the only thing I could think of. And even if he did do it, it still doesn¡¯t make up for what she was doing now. ¡°You have everything wrong!¡± My father shouts behind me. ¡°Everything I did was to protect you.¡± ¡°Ha!¡± She hissed. ¡°Protect me? Are these more of your lies to protect your children from me? What could you have possibly needed to protect me from?¡± ¡°My feelings for you were real.¡± My father tells her, surprising all of us. I couldn¡¯t believe he would admit that when our mother was right next to him. Maybe she already knew all of this, and that¡¯s why she didn¡¯t seem to mind. ¡°I didn¡¯t lie to you in the past about my feelings. I did truly care for you. Letting you go was one of the hardest things I¡¯ve ever had to do, but it had to be done. I received threats from my inws; they told me that if the marriage didn¡¯t happen, they would have killed you. They had the power to do something like that. I wanted to protect you, and the only way for me to do it was to let you go. You may not believe me now, but I don¡¯t regret my decision. If I knew you were this kind of person, I would have never had any feelings for you. I made the right decision by listening to them. I have a wonderful wife who I love more than anything else in this world, and I have the most beautiful children anyone can ever wish for. You have convinced me that I¡¯ve made the right decision. It¡¯s time that you move on from me, Debra. What we had is long gone. You know now that I never wanted to hurt you. Just let us go, please.¡± She looks shocked by his words, but she surprises us when she begins tough uncontrobly, like a psychopath. She really was insane, wasn¡¯t she? I¡¯m sure my father regretted ever liking someone like this. He must hate himself for putting us in this situation. ¡°You expect me to believe this?¡± She asks. ¡°I¡¯vee too far to let this go. None of you know the many things I¡¯ve done to get my revenge. Do you think this is all I¡¯ve done? You¡¯re all delusional if you believe that.¡± What the hell did she mean by this? ¡°What did you do?¡± I growl, already pissed. ¡°I¡¯ve been messing with your family for a while now, Atticus.¡± She tells me with a smile. ¡°What are you speaking about now?¡± I demand from her. ¡°The ident. Don¡¯t you remember a woman who came in front of your jeep that day? Can¡¯t you recall what that woman looked like?¡± She asks. ¡°I know you¡¯ve regained your memory by now. Surely you know who that woman was.¡± My eyes widen as her words sunk in. Now that she¡¯s brought it up, I remember what that woman looked like. I couldn¡¯t believe this. Why did it take me this long to notice her? It was definitely her. The hair, the eyes, everything. This was insane. She was responsible for the ident that caused me to lose my memory. I m the chains onto the ground in anger, ¡°why the f**k did you do that? You¡¯re the reason I lost my memory. You¡¯re why I couldn¡¯t remember who Autumn was to me!¡± ¡°Are you not listening to me?¡± She asks. ¡°I¡¯m sure I exined to you and your parents why I did all those horrible things. This is my revenge. All of it. I¡¯m not leaving until I see your parents cry and beg me to stop.¡± ¡°What other horrible things have you done in our lives?¡± I demand. It seemed as though she was responsible for many things that I didn¡¯t know about until now. What else could she have been doing behind our backs? She smiles. She was waiting for me to ask this question. She got pleasure in telling us all the horrible things she¡¯s done. Damn it. My parents have never once mentioned her to us. There¡¯s no way that we would have ever suspected her of being responsible for everything we¡¯ve been through recently. ¡°I¡¯m happy that you¡¯ve finally asked this question Atticus. This one is actually one of my favorites. While it may not have done exactly what I wanted, it did bring me great joy.¡± ¡°Just say it,¡± I growl. I didn¡¯t need to hear all of this nonsense. ¡°I was the lovely anonymous person that told the council about your lovely wife. I let them know the full truth about her. I sent the video of Azai¡¯s men k********g her as proof. You see, Azai¡¯s men were not the only ones prepared to kidnap her that day, I had my people ready to take her, but they beat them to it. The tattoos on them were proof of who Autumn was. The council believed me the instant I showed it to them. They knew that those men wouldn¡¯t kidnap any random woman. They knew she had to be important to them.¡± She confesses. ¡°It¡¯s because of me the overlords kidnapped Autumn. I¡¯m responsible for all of it. It¡¯s one of my best works.¡± My jaw clenches. I don¡¯t think I ever hated someone as much as I hate her right now. She was the person who¡¯d done it. All this time, we never even knew that she was responsible for all the mess in our lives. All this time, we knew someone had to be ountable but never once would we have thought it was her. Judging by my father¡¯s expression, he also wouldn¡¯t have considered that she was responsible. ¡°And that is not even all.¡± She says with a mischievous glint in her eyes. ¡°There is someone I sent personally to destroy all of you.¡± Who was she speaking about? Who could she have possibly sent to destroy us? What else did we not know about? I thought that thing with the council would have been the worst thing she¡¯s done but clearly, she didn¡¯t think so. ¡°Why don¡¯t youe out now and introduce yourselves to our guests?¡± She asks to someone inside with us. I looked around the room, there were other witches present, but I don¡¯t think she was referring to them. She wasn¡¯t looking at anyone in the room with us. I waited; we were all waiting to find out who else was helping her. It¡¯s understandable that she couldn¡¯t have done all of this on her own. She needed to have help from someone. And it had to be someone that knew us well, someone that could give her inside information. Who would betray us like this? The door in front of us opens, and my eyes are drawn to the person¡¯s feet before I look up at their face. It took a few seconds before everything could sink in. My eyes had to be deceiving me. This could not be the face of the person that was helping her. If it was true, it wasn¡¯t something I could ever ept. I can barely form words, but when I finally get the strength, only one name cane to my mouth. ¡°Anya?¡± I ask in disbelief. I can barely recognize my voice. ¡°Anya?¡± Damon asks. ¡°What are you doing here? Don¡¯t you dare try and hurt my f*****g mate!¡± Damon doesn¡¯t seem to understand what she is trying to tell us. Or maybe I¡¯m the one that¡¯s misunderstanding this entire situation. I wasn¡¯t sure what the hell was happening right now. The womanughs, and it¡¯s one of the creepiestughs I¡¯ve ever heard on ady. ¡°Have you taken the time to realize the change in Anya recently?¡± She asks. ¡°She¡¯s been different. Hasn¡¯t she?¡± I frown. Different? I¡¯m not sure what¡¯s her definition of different. But recently, she surely hasn¡¯t been the woman I was once in love with. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± Dante growls. ¡°What did you do to our mate?¡± She smiles, ¡°nothing that serious.¡± ¡°Tell us.¡± Damon growls. ¡°What have you done to Anya?¡± ¡°She was under my spell this entire time.¡± She finally confessed. ¡°She was doing everything that I wanted her to do. The moment I learned that she was connected to all three of you, all Fawns, I knew I had to use her. She was perfect in all of this. Imanded her toe between Atticus and Autumn. I commanded her to do many questionable things. She was under my control, and none of you knew it.¡± ¡°You¡¯re lying!¡± I growl. ¡°There¡¯s no way she¡¯s been under a spell all along!¡± ¡°She has.¡± She smiles. ¡°Hasn¡¯t she been a great help to me all this time?¡± ¡°Take that spell out of her!¡± Damon shouts. ¡°Break it right now!¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Damon, but if your love for her were strong enough, the spell would have been broken a long time ago. But I guess none of your love for this poor girl could have been true. Maybe I should try killing her right now. Would that hurt any of you present here today?¡± Anya looks at the woman in surprise. Was that the only thing that had shocked her from everything she¡¯s just said? ¡°If youy a hand on her, I will kill you!¡± Dante and Damon threaten her. Something didn¡¯t seem right about this entire thing. How could Anya have been under her control all this time? She didn¡¯t look surprised until the woman mentioned killing her to hurt the rest of us. ¡°Oh, rx.¡± She hissed. ¡°This isn¡¯t about the girl. This is about your parents. I want them to see each of their children die before them today. We should start with rissa since she¡¯s adopted and may mean the least to them.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you dare f*****g touch my sister!¡± I growl. Damon can barely form words when the witch grabs rissa by her hair and pulls her forward onto the ground. We tried to pull apart from the chains, but it wasn¡¯t the typical kind; these were under her spells. Not just her spells, the spells of the other witches as well. ¡°rissa!¡± Damon shouts when the witch whips her back. I wince at the loud sound it makes. I couldn¡¯t watch this. I couldn¡¯t watch her hurting rissa. ¡°Stop it!¡± He roared when she did it again. ¡°Take me instead! f*****g take me instead of her! Please!¡± ¡°Let our daughter go!¡± My mother begged. ¡°Please don¡¯t hurt her. Please leave her alone. She hasn¡¯t done anything to you. We are the ones you¡¯re upset with. Why must you hurt her?¡± ¡°Harm us!¡± My father shouts. ¡°Harm us but leave our children out of this! They are innocent! If you want us to beg, we will, but please, leave our daughter. I¡¯m begging you. She¡¯s just a child. Let her go.¡± ¡°No!¡± The witch hissed. ¡°I¡¯ve waited a very long time for this very moment. I will get my revenge today. Your cries are like music to my ears. It reminds me of the cries I made every night since you both destroyed my life. Because of you, I never got the life that I deserved. I¡¯ve already destroyed your home. When I kill your children, you will have nothing else to live for. You¡¯ll be so alone that even you would want to end your pathetic lives.¡± ¡°Damon!¡± rissa cries when she whips her again. For the first time in my life, I see a tear roll down Damon¡¯s cheek. He¡¯s crying because he can feel her pain, just like the rest of us. ¡°Ahhhhh!¡± He roars as he tries even harder to break free. Why the hell couldn¡¯t we break free from these spells? If Autumn had been here, she would have been able to free us from this mess in seconds because of how powerful she was. Maybe that¡¯s why they asked for her not toe; they knew what she could do, and they knew that she could quickly put all of their powersbined to shame. They were prepared for us; Autumn was the only one who could throw their ns away. ¡°LET HER GO!¡± Damon roars at the top of his lungs. And just like that, something strange happens. It takes ce in a few seconds, making me wonder if it had ever happened to begin with. Something glows on rissa¡¯s arm, but it disappears before I can get a good look at it. As soon as that happened, we were all freed. Our chains were broken, and no spell was holding us back from attacking anymore. Damon uses that opportunity to lunge for the witch¡¯s throat. I won¡¯t waste another second thinking about what just happened. I tackle one of the other witches, and my brothers do the same. We each get our witch to kill, and we do it quite quickly now that we have the advantage. I grab my witch¡¯s neck and rip it from her body. I use the fire from nearby to burn it to the ground. I joined Dante and helped him do the same. Griffin had already killed his witch by the time we finished this one. Damon had the mastermind behind all of this by her throat. He was taking his slow time in killing her. Her screams were like music to our ears, just like my parents¡¯ cries made her happy. ¡°Noo!¡± She tries to say as he continues to choke her. rissa surprises us when she rips the witch¡¯s head from her body and throws it into the fire without any warning. Where the hell did that behaviore out from? ¡°What?¡± She asks, looking at our puzzled looks. Damon hugs her tightly to him before we can ask her any questions. She happily melts into his arms. ¡°I swear, sometimes they act like they don¡¯t care about the rest of us.¡± Griffin sighs. ¡°We survived also. Where are our hugs?¡± Our parents rush forward and hug us then. I hold them tightly against me. ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re alive,¡± I tell them. ¡°Don¡¯t ever scare us like this again.¡± ~ANYA~ I had to watch my mother bleeding on the ground; dead, she was dead. Her head was torn from her body. Blood was everywhere, and rissa had just thrown her head into the fire. I couldn¡¯t do a single thing about it. I couldn¡¯t attack on my own, and I couldn¡¯t cry without them realizing she was someone close to me. They didn¡¯t know she was my mother, and it was a good thing I had asked my mother to keep it a secret when revealing everything else to them. If they knew, I would have been dead along with her today. I had to swallow my pain and pretend I was happy for the Fawns when I wanted to kill them all. I was over my stupid crush on Atticus. He was partly the reason my mother was dead. They all had a part to y in it, but rissa was the one that pushed the knife through her heart. rissa was the one I wanted to punish the most. She¡¯d killed my mother. And she wanted Damon. I would do everything in my power to ensure she never had him. I would be smarter this time. I would be the person my mother wanted me to be since the beginning. I would pretend to love them; I would pretend that the lie my mother told them was the truth. I¡¯d be the woman they all fell in love with through the spell the first time. I¡¯ll be more loving and kind; at least, I¡¯ll pretend to be that way until they all fully trust me. ¡°She ced me under a spell. She made me act all obsessed and crazy.¡± I whisper to Damon as I wrap my arms around his neck, knowing how much it would hurt rissa. I¡¯d pushed her out of the way to get to him. I was going to do much more than hug him in front of her from now on. She wouldn¡¯t be ready for what I had nned. All this time, I¡¯ve been focused on Atticus, and I never got the chance to focus on Damon. Now I realize that I was losing him to rissa. I couldn¡¯t make the same mistake I made with Atticus. I would ensure that myst name was Fawn by the end of this year. One way or the other, I would marry Damon and kill rissa from heartbreak. My mother¡¯s spell would be gone now, but mine was still there and strong as ever. I had a firm hold on Damon and Dante, and I would use it to my advantage. ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± He tries to soothe me. ¡°Everything will be okay from now on, Anya. I¡¯m so sorry you had to go through this. I¡¯m here for you. I¡¯ll always be by your side, keeping you safe. No one is going to hurt you like this again.¡± I wanted to get the remainder of my mother¡¯s body out of here. I didn¡¯t want them to burn everything to the ground. ¡°I want to take her body,¡± I tell him. ¡°I want to get rid of it myself. I know she not only messed with me but with your family as well, but I was under her spell for so long. I want to be the one to burn her body to ashes.¡± He stiffens, ¡°are you sure that¡¯s what you want?¡± Of course, it was, not because of the reason he was thinking of but because she was my mother, and I wanted to give her a proper funeral. I didn¡¯t want them to get rid of her body like she was just a b****y object. I had to do this the right way for both my sister and me. She wasn¡¯t even aware that our mother was now gone. I still had to break the news to her. She would be just as devastated as I am now. ¡°Please,¡± I beg. ¡°Let me do this.¡± His parents look at each other before nodding. Pretending to be kind may work out well for me. They¡¯re all happy. They¡¯re hugging, rejoicing that no one in their family was killed. They have each other. I have no one except my sister. She¡¯s all I have to live for now, excluding getting my revenge on the Fawns for taking my mother away from me. I wouldn¡¯t make the same mistakes I¡¯d done in the past; I¡¯d finally learned from them. I knew exactly what I had to do to gain their sympathy and trust. I would do everything in my power to finish what my mother had started. They would never see it coming. Chapter 77 Chapter 77 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 77 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°I¡¯m not sure I¡¯m doing the right thing, mother,¡± I whisper. ¡°Atticus hasn¡¯t returned. It¡¯s been hours. I think we should go to them. I know where he is.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure Atticus is okay.¡± She promises me. ¡°If he were in pain, you would have felt it. The fact that you¡¯re still standing means that he is okay. I¡¯m sure he¡¯s already on his way back home.¡± ¡°I¡¯m scared,¡± I confess. ¡°So many things have happened to us in the past few days; I¡¯m terrified that something will separate us again.¡± She hugs me, ¡°if he doesn¡¯t return within half an hour, we will go with you.¡± ¡°Thank you, mom,¡± I tell her as I hug her tightly. I was restless; I wanted to have him near me as soon as possible. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. We¡¯d managed to stop the fire with the help of hundreds of people who were friends with my parents. The mansion was still in a terrible state, but at least it hadn¡¯tpletely burned down. The Fawns had enough money to fix it in a short period. Their lives were more important than anything else. I was still hopeful that his parents were okay. ¡°I hear something,¡± I shout as I hear a vehicle approaching. I don¡¯t wait for my mother as I storm out of the parking lot and towards the mansion¡¯s entrance. Atticus is already out of the jeep even before it stops, and my face lights up to see him. I run towards him, and his hands grip my waist as he lifts me into his arms. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on for my life. ¡°That¡¯s it; I¡¯m never letting you out of my sight again.¡± I tease him. ¡°I¡¯m so happy that you¡¯re back. Where are your parents?¡± ¡°We¡¯re right here, Autumn.¡± His mother tells me. Atticus ced me back onto the ground, and I ran towards them. They both hugged me. ¡°I¡¯m so happy that you¡¯re both okay.¡± ¡°And we¡¯re happy that you are. Life wouldn¡¯t have been the same without you in our lives, Autumn. We still believe that you¡¯re the only woman for our son, and we want to give a proper apology for what we¡¯ve put you through when we learned of your background.¡± I shook my head, ¡°it¡¯s okay. It¡¯s in the past. I know why you did it.¡± Mr. Fawn smiles, ¡°I hope your parents can also forgive us for everything.¡± ¡°I think they already did,¡± I confess as I point toward their home. ¡°It would have been burnt to the ground if they didn¡¯t bring friends to help save what was left of it. I think they¡¯ve already put everything behind them.¡± Things in my life were already looking brighter. The Fawns and the Riveras were good friends again. We had all survived the battles thrown our way these past few weeks. And Atticus and I have never been more in love with each other. ¡°What on earth happened here?¡± Someone asks behind us. It was Gerard Fawn. Atticus¡¯s grandfather. He had finally returned. ¡°Grandfather!¡± They all called to him as they ran to hug him tightly. He clearly wasn¡¯t aware of anything we¡¯ve been through the past few weeks. ¡°I leave you guys for a few weeks, and this is what happens?¡± He demands. ¡°You burnt our home!¡± ¡°We have a lot of updates for you,¡± Atticus informs him. ¡°Maybe we should start with letting him know my real family¡¯s background,¡± I tell Atticus. His grandfather looks at me without a sign of shock on his face, ¡°you¡¯ve finally figured out that your father is Azai Reign.¡± We all gasp. ¡°How did you know this?¡± I ask, confused. ¡°My wife, she was very close to you. I convinced Atticus to marry you because that¡¯s what she wanted. She wanted you to marry into our family. Your biological mother was like a daughter to her. She loved her plenty, and she promised to keep a close eye on you. As you grew up, she fell in love with you like you were her own granddaughter. She knew who you were since the beginning because your mother told her the truth.¡± All this time, Atticus¡¯s grandmother knew my true identity. She loved my mother like her own daughter. I couldn¡¯t believe this. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell us the truth?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°Your grandmother promised me to let you find out on your own. She knew the moment Autumn found out; her life would be in danger. She wanted to make sure that she was ready for the truth.¡± I can¡¯t fight back the tears at his words. I loved her plenty. I cried a lot when she died. She was also like a grandmother to me. Not many had a kind heart as she did. ¡°I¡¯m happy I listened to you, grandfather,¡± Atticus confessed. ¡°Marrying Autumn is the best thing that ever happened to me.¡± He chuckles, ¡°didn¡¯t I tell you that?¡± He nods and grins, ¡°I should listen to you more often from now on.¡± . . . . . . We were back at my home since the mansion was under construction after the fire. Atticus was staying in my room. His family was staying in some of our guest rooms. We were like one big happy family, at least for now. His parents and my parents were close once more like they¡¯d never even fought to begin with. I was delighted to see that their friendships weren¡¯t broken. ¡°I¡¯m surprised you listened to me,¡± Atticus whispers as he kisses my neck. We were finally settled in my room, and I was happy to have him all to myself. I giggle against his kisses, ¡°I knew I had to let you win at least one battle on your own.¡± I tease him. ¡°Surprisingly, I wasn¡¯t even the one to kill that witch.¡± He says in deep thought. ¡°rissa is stronger than I expected her to be.¡± ¡°You need to start having more faith in the women of this family.¡± I tease him. ¡°We can take care of ourselves.¡± He chuckles, ¡°I know you can take care of yourself. It¡¯s just something inside me that wants to keep you away from danger as much as possible.¡± I kiss his cheek, ¡°I know what you mean. I¡¯m always looking for ways to keep you safe also.¡± He nibbles on my neck, and my body slowly drifts closer to his. ¡°You¡¯re mine. You¡¯ve been mine since the beginning.¡± I tell him as I tighten my hold around his neck. ¡°No one is ever going to step between us again.¡± He moves his lips to my cheek, and I happily let him kiss me all over my face. He smiles against my mouth, ¡°I¡¯m happiest being yours. I will never willingly want anyone else but you. I love you, Autumn. I love you so much. I never want to leave your side. I can¡¯t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.¡± I shiver when he runs his hand down my body, ¡°it feels good to remember everything about you. Like that night in the spring.¡± I blush, and he kisses each of my fingers, ¡°can you be more beautiful?¡± I pushed him down onto the bed and climbed onto hisp to straddle him. ¡°What do you remember from that day?¡± I whisper as I grind my body against his. His breath hitches, ¡°I remember how beautiful you looked. How irresistible you were to me. How hard it was not to touch you in the dirty ways my mind wanted me to.¡± I gasped when his hands grabbed my hips and guided my body in slow circr motions. I could feel his d**k stir against my lower half, and so did my hunger for him. ¡°Do you remember the first time you were inside me?¡± I tease as I unzip his pants. I wanted to feel him, and I didn¡¯t want to wait anymore. We¡¯ve been apart for too long. ¡°How could I forget?¡± He growls as his grip on my waist tightens. I yfully nibbled on his ear, ¡°but you did forget. Remember?¡± He groans, ¡°I¡¯m still killing myself inside for forgetting Autumn. I wish I never had.¡± ¡°Shhh, I¡¯m notining,¡± I tell him. ¡°I know it wasn¡¯t your fault. I¡¯m just saying that maybe you needed a reminder, that¡¯s all.¡± He pauses, and the desire in his eyes intensifies, ¡°a reminder?¡± I gently pull his d**k out of his pants and stroke it a little, ¡°yes. A reminder.¡± His breath hitches, and he mumbles a few curse words. ¡°f**k. Autumn.¡± He growls. ¡°Do you need a reminder?¡± I whisper as I tease him. ¡°I think I do, sweetheart.¡± He whispers like he¡¯s in pain. ¡°First. Tell me, Atticus, what it feels like being inside of me?¡± I whisper. I didn¡¯t want to make it easy for him. I wanted him to work for it. Besides, I enjoyed teasing him. I can do this for as long as our need for each other allows. ¡°It felt like drowning, but in a good way.¡± He hissed when my fingers tightened around him. ¡°Like I was finally where I belonged. It felt like something I should have been doing for years before. It felt like happiness. For once, I felt like the missing puzzle in my life had finally been found.¡± His hands move to my hips as he grinds our bodies together. ¡°f**k, this feels so good.¡± I tease his lips and feel his growl against me. ¡°I can¡¯t f*****g wait anymore, Autumn.¡± He hissed as he ripped my clothes off my body. I cry out when he covers my breast with his mouth and simultaneously thrusts his d**k into me. Before I can cry out his name, he covers my lips with his mouth, and I dly swallow his kiss. Atticus pulls out slowly and pushes into me harder than before. He repeats that motion, and I happily let him lead. ¡°I love you so much.¡± I cry out. He bites down hard on my neck as he buries his seed inside of me. ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll ever find the right words to tell you how much I love and need you in my life. Please never leave me again.¡± My body drops onto his, and we both fall onto the bed, ¡°I¡¯ll never leave you again. I promise.¡± He smiles and strokes my back with his fingers. We stay like that for a few minutes before he speaks again, ¡°there¡¯s something that has been bothering me.¡± I lift my head from his chest to look at him, ¡°what¡¯s wrong?¡± ¡°It¡¯s about Anya.¡± He answers me. ¡°The witch said that Anya was under her spell all this time, and that¡¯s why she¡¯s been acting so crazytely.¡± ¡°Does it mean that Anya isn¡¯t as bad as we thought she was?¡± I ask. ¡°Has she been under the witch¡¯s spell all this time?¡± He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°I¡¯m notpletely sure. I don¡¯t know exactly what happened between them. But Damon and Dante are convinced that the witch is telling the truth. They want to protect Anya at all costs. I was too tired to fight with them over her. All we can do now is keep a close eye on her and see for ourselves if her behavior has improved now that the witch is gone from our lives for good.¡± I wanted to believe this. I wanted to believe that Anya still had some good in her. If it was true, how long was she under the spell for? I didn¡¯t want to waste any time thinking about Anya. We¡¯ve already wasted so much time on her. ¡°Let¡¯s not talk about Anya anymore,¡± I tell him. ¡°Let¡¯s talk about us.¡± ¡°Us?¡± He whispers. ¡°Yes,¡± I say. ¡°What do you think our child will look like? Do you think he will look more like you or me?¡± His eyes widen, ¡°our child?¡± ¡°Yes,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m not pregnant. But I¡¯m speaking about the future. I¡¯m curious.¡± Heughs and covers my body with his, ¡°how about we make it happen so that we can answer your question?¡± I giggled as he covered my lips with his. I loved him so much. I couldn¡¯t wait to spend the rest of my life with him. ¡°I love you, Autumn Rivera Fawn.¡± He breaks the kiss long enough to tell me this. ¡°And I love you, Atticus.¡± ~THE END~ A/N: Hi, my beautiful readers. We havee to the end of another book. I would like to thank each of you for supporting me from the beginning to end. Thank you for your patience, your kind words, your support, and for simply being my loyal readers. I would like to let you know that the second book on the Fawns will continue right after this chapter. It is the first time I¡¯m doing a continuation with my books like this. Since Damon and rissa¡¯s story oveps with Autumn¡¯s and Atticus¡¯s story, the second half of this book will focus on Damon and rissa. It will continue right here, and the first chapter is up next. TEASER: My f*******n Step-brother: ¡°rissa!¡± Damon hissed. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I don¡¯t stop unbuttoning my jeans. He had to know how I truly felt about him, and this was the best way for me to show it to him. ¡°Stop that.¡± He growls. I don¡¯t listen to him. Instead, I pulled the pants down and slowly turned around so he could have a nice view of my a*s. I heard his breathing get louder and felt satisfied. I knew that he could see the tattoo of his name on the exposed skin. It¡¯s been hard hiding it all this time. Whenever we went swimming, in a pool, or on the beach, I wore clothes to hide them. He¡¯s the first person besides the tattoo artist that had it done for me to see it this close. My body is filled with a sudden heat knowing that he was watching me, watching it. Finally. . . . . . . . To my readers who will stop here, thank you so much for supporting me till the end. Also, I know many of you may be upset that Anya wasn¡¯t caught in this book, but she is a main part of the second book, and it had to be done this way. I¡¯m sorry if this may have disappointed any of you:( And to my readers who have been with me since my first book on Dreame, I can¡¯t tell you how much you mean to me. You keep me going, and you give me the support I need when I feel down. I love you all so much and hope you enjoy my next work as well. I¡¯m forever thankful, and I always say this, I¡¯m thankful for God, he¡¯s blessed me with each of you, and I¡¯m so grateful because of him. May God bless each of you. Onto the next story? Lots of love, Laura. Chapter 78 Chapter 78 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 78 Book 2-My f*******n Step-Brother/ Chapter 1 Reputation was everything to my family. The family that adopted me. And that is why they must never find out that the man in my heart is none other than my step-brother Damon Fawn. His piercing blue eyes have always been able to see straight through me. He has always been able to read me like a book; there¡¯s just one little detail that he¡¯s never been able to read to this day. And that was how deeply I was in love with him. I¡¯ve been in love with him since my first day at the academy as the adopted daughter of the Fawns. I was bullied because I was not their real daughter, but Damon came to my rescue that day, and since then, he¡¯s been my hero. My love. I¡¯d never felt this way for anyone but him, and I knew nothing could change that. The Fawns were involved in a big scandal at the academy and used me as an opportunity to move everyone¡¯s attention from it. Luckily for them, their n did work. Everyone forgot about the scandal as soon as the news of my arrival broke. I wasn¡¯t happy to join their family, that is, until I saw him. He made everything better. He was my sunshine¡ªa bright light in my life. I was happy just being by his side until that devastating day. It was the day I found out that Damon had found his mate. I was heartbroken to see him with her. I still remember how betrayed I¡¯d felt even though he didn¡¯t owe me an exnation. I should have been happy for him, but I was anything but that. It wasn¡¯t long after that I found out Atticus and Dante were also her mates. My other two step-brothers had the same mate as him. How crazy was that? All of that changed a few yearster. Atticus married and fell in love with his wife, Autumn Rivera, leaving Dante and Damon fighting for Anya¡¯s love. Even though one of my step-brothers had been freed from her trap, it was still t*****e to see the others continue to fight for her. She yed with their feelings constantly. I saw it. I think Autumn did as well. I was happy that she was able to take Atticus away from Anya; I¡¯ve never seen him happier with anyone else. They were destined for each other. But this isn¡¯t about them. This is about me and the way my heart beats for a man that could never be mine. If my family ever found out, I would be banished from home; there is no question about that. They would not hesitate to kick me out. I¡¯ve spent years with them, and I knew they loved me, but they also loved their reputation more than anything else. If any reporter were even to have the slightest evidence that I was in love with Damon, that would destroy everything. I could already see the headlines: ¡®rissa Fawn in love with her step-brother Damon.¡¯ Knowing how much they enjoyed twisting stories, I¡¯m sure they wouldn¡¯t even use the term step-brother; they would indeed say, brother. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I duck my head as I walk through the hallway of our school¡ªthe Angelites Academy For Supernaturals. I try to keep a low profile as much as possible. Since I was the only adopted child of the Fawns, students loved to bully me even after my stepbrothers warned everyone to leave me alone. Damon always came to my rescue, and many were scared to bully me, but there were still a few who didn¡¯t care. They tried to make my life miserable even though Damon had threatened to hurt anyone who dared toy a finger on me. I try not to melt at the reminder of his heroic acts whenever I am in danger. This was one of the many reasons why I¡¯d fallen so hard for him. No one had ever protected me the way he had. And even though my other step-siblings were protective of me, none of them did it the way that he did. He was different. Everything about him was. Damon got aggressive whenever I was concerned; he would dly kill anyone that tried to hurt me. He was always looking out for me and making sure that I was safe and happy. I think Anya may have always sensed how much I liked him. And for that, she was never fond of me. She tried to keep as much distance between us as possible. But how much could she separate us when we lived in the same house? I tried my best to keep space between us ever since I realized I was in love with him and we could never be together. However, it hasn¡¯t been easy to ignore someone like Damon. ¡°rissa!¡± Atticus shouts as he spots me. I look up at him, searching for Damon; I know he¡¯s usually beside him, along with Dante. I¡¯m disappointed when I don¡¯t see him anywhere. ¡°Wow,¡± Atticus says. ¡°I¡¯m guessing I¡¯m not the brother you wanted to see.¡± I roll my eyes, ¡°you¡¯re reading too much into it. Where is Autumn?¡± Atticus always teased me about Damon being my favorite but so did the others. ¡°She¡¯s already in ss.¡± He informs me. ¡°Speaking about ss. Shouldn¡¯t you already be in yours?¡± ¡°You¡¯re acting as if you¡¯ve never reached a sste before.¡± I point out. He chuckles, ¡°you caught me there.¡± I notice the way his body stiffens, and I know why. Anya is walking towards us with Dante and Damon by her side. Things were still awkward, especially since Atticus rejected Anya to be with Autumn. She wanted him desperately, but he pushed her away so that he could be with his wife. I¡¯ve never been more proud of Atticus. I try not to act bothered by Damon¡¯s presence, but I can¡¯t stop myself as my lips part the moment his scent hits my nose. He always smells heavenly. A fragrance that only he had. No one else. ¡°Are you keeping rissa back from her ss again?¡± Damon growls. I try not to shiver in front of everyone. Even his voice has a strong effect on my body. And I f*****g love it when he growls. It makes my knees weak. I can barely stand on them now that I¡¯ve heard it. ¡°I swear you need to stop being so overprotective when ites to her,¡± Atticusins. ¡°She has her own life to live. She¡¯s allowed to reachte to a ss.¡± I try to hold in myugh. Wasn¡¯t Atticus the same oneining earlier because I waste to ss? ¡°She¡¯s a big girl.¡± Anya points out. ¡°She doesn¡¯t need her brothers telling her when to get to ss. She can tell the time on her own.¡± I notice the way she says the word brothers. She¡¯s reminding me of what Damon was supposed to be to me; my brother. She¡¯s so wrong. We weren¡¯t blood-rted, and it wasn¡¯t like I¡¯d grown up with him. I¡¯ve only known them for a few years and it was enough for me to fall deeply in love with him. And I hate her for having him. I hate her. But I love him. Why is this soplicated? I didn¡¯t trust Anya after everything that¡¯s happened in the past, but I couldn¡¯t deny that she¡¯s been nicer to all of us the past few days. ording to the witch that tried killing all of us, Anya had been under her spell the whole time. Apparently, that¡¯s why she was acting like a b***h. I was still trying to find out if that was the truth or a lie. Only time will be able to tell. Chapter 79 Chapter 79 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 79 Book 2 Chapter 2 Dante seems to sense the tension between Anya and me. ¡°Let¡¯s get to ss, everyone.¡± He always tries to keep things calm between us. She may have the others fooled by her recent change in behavior, but not me. ¡°Take Anya with you,¡± Damon tells Dante. The four of them have the same ss, unlike me. ¡°Where will you be?¡± Anya asks him. ¡°I want to make sure rissa gets to ss without anyone harassing her.¡± He exins to her. My heart does that little jump when he makes small gestures like this to keep me safe. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°I think she¡¯s old enough to care for herself, Damon.¡± She tells him gently, but I can hear the edge in her voice. ¡°It is okay¡ª¡± ¡°Shh,¡± He shushed me. ¡°I¡¯m dropping you to ss.¡± I try to hide my smile as Anya practically res at me. I¡¯ve managed to win this round. ¡°Has anyone been bothering youtely?¡± He asks me as Atticus, and everyone else separates from the two of us. I try to walk as slowly as possible; I want as much alone time with him. I don¡¯t think he realizes how slowly I¡¯m walking; he¡¯s too preupied with waiting for me to answer his question. ¡°No,¡± I lie. ¡°Everyone is behaving. They must after you threatened them about one hundred times already for the year.¡± He shrugs his shoulder, and I try not to stare at his bulging biceps, ¡°I still think I haven¡¯t done enough to protect you from them. And I can¡¯t be by your side every second to keep you safe. It¡¯s been bothering me, especially since I don¡¯t know if you¡¯re lying to me to keep me out of trouble.¡± I bite my lip, and his eyes drop to them. His gaze lingers there for the first time, and I¡¯m not sure if I saw the color fade from his face for a second. He quickly looks away and scratches the back of his neck. ¡°We¡¯re here. Remember to tell me if anyone is being an a*s. I can be a f*****g bigger one when it comes to your safety.¡± Don¡¯t melt, rissa. Don¡¯t you dare melt! Ah¡ªtoote. I¡¯ve already melted like ten times since I saw him this morning. I attempt to walk around him, and he moves to block me from the ssroom entrance. I gasp as my body bounces into his. My hands reach out for support; they¡¯re now pressed against his chest. My body freezes from the contact. ¡°W-what are you doing?¡± I stammer. I can barely breathe from how close we are. It¡¯s the first time that I¡¯ve been able to touch him like this without using some excuse, and I love how warm his body feels beneath my hands. I never want to move from this position except to bring him closer to me. ¡°I mean it, rissa.¡± He insists. ¡°You must tell me if anyone is hurting you.¡± I gaze into his pretty brown eyes. What about him always makes my heart race like it¡¯s on a marathon? I could have fallen for any other guy in the world; why did it have to be the one off-limits guy? I can¡¯t stop as my hand travels up his chest to his face. Damon¡¯s breaths are faster now that I¡¯m touching his cheek. ¡°I promise that I will tell you.¡± My eyes stare at his throat as he swallows. That little movement has always been sexy to me, but only on him. Damon clears his throat and puts some distance between the two of us, ¡°I¡¯ll see you after ss.¡± He doesn¡¯t say anything else as he storms away from me. It¡¯s the first time he¡¯s ever left without watching me walk into the ssroom. Did I overstep my boundaries this time? It¡¯s not like I tried to kiss him. I take a deep breath, now was not the time to think about him and how he made me feel. The ss had already started. I push the door open, and all eyes are on me as I apologize to the professor for being late. He doesn¡¯t scold me, but it¡¯s only because he¡¯s scared of the Fawns. I would be okay if he had something to say to me; it was my fault for beingte. I didn¡¯t care that I was, however, because I¡¯d gotten to see Damon. That was the real reason I waste for ss. It¡¯s because I was waiting for him. I was waiting for him to drop me to my ss, just like he¡¯s always done. I spot the dirty looks from the girls in front of me almost immediately. I didn¡¯t expect anything less. They were the Gemma sisters. Gemma was theirst name. And they were rich, just like the Fawns. Everyone in this school was. There were very few poor students here who were lucky enough to get a schrship from the principal. The unlucky part was that they were all bullied by girls like the Gemma sisters. This is why I was also bullied. Because I was poor, even though the Fawns had adopted me and my life was much better than before, I was still initially from an orphanage. It didn¡¯t matter who I was now; I would always be the poor girl to them. I never knew who my parents were; I still don¡¯t know. And I don¡¯t want to. They gave me up as a baby. Why would I want to know the cowards that left me when I couldn¡¯t fend for myself? I hurriedly walk over to my seat and bury myself in the chair; I hate how much they all stare at me. They always made me feel ufortable. ¡°Today¡¯s ss is all about teaching you how to connect with your inner wolf,¡± Sir Axel says for my benefit. ¡°I¡¯ve seen many werewolves make the mistake of not being one with their wolf, and in turn, it affects how powerful they can be.¡± Leslie Gemma pelts a paper at me when Sir Axel turns around to write on the board. I open it and am surprised to see what is written. ¡®I know your secret.¡¯ Chapter 80 Chapter 80 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 80 Book 2 Chapter 3 My secret? There was only one secret that I had, and that was my feelings for Damon. I never told anyone before. If anyone knew, it would only be because of how I acted around him. But still, no one would be able to know for sure. She smiles at me, and I try to hide the worried expression on my face. I can¡¯t let her know that she was right. I can¡¯t tell her that I genuinely did have a big secret. She was probably doing this to mess with me, to get me to confess. That will never happen. This was one secret that would always stay with me. No one else must ever know. ss finishes quickly after that, and I¡¯m happy to be away from her. I¡¯m happy to be away from all of them. But I¡¯m looking forward to seeing him more than ever now. I can¡¯t wait to be near him once more. I don¡¯t want to have to spend another minute seeing him with Anya. I saw how miserable she made life for Atticus and Autumn, even when it was clear he had chosen Autumn over her. If she only knew how much I loved Damon, she would no doubt try to make my life miserable as well. I was surprised that they still kept her around our family after all she did to separate Atticus and Autumn. She was a very sly girl. How much could they believe it was a just a spell? I didn¡¯t trust her at all. I kept feeling that there was plenty about her that we didn¡¯t know about. And I also felt like it was my duty to find out what she was hiding from the rest of us. She still had to choose between Damon and Dante. While I was in love with Damon and didn¡¯t want him to be with her, I also knew that Dante was too good for someone like her. I wish they would both get over her already, as Atticus did. If he could do it, why couldn¡¯t they as well? Atticus also pointed out that he didn¡¯t feel anything for her when he lost his memory after the ident. If she was his mate and he didn¡¯t officially reject her, how did he so easily move on from her? How did Autumn be his mate? I felt like everyone wasn¡¯t asking the important questions. When I enter the cafeteria, I spot Damon, and of course, he¡¯s with Anya. Atticus and Autumn, as well as Dante, are also with them. ¡°Behave yourself, rissa,¡± I whisper under my breath. I knew now that Leslie was keeping an eye on me. I still wasn¡¯t sure if she was referring to my feelings for Damon, but I couldn¡¯t take any chances. Especially not with the number of people in the cafeteria. ¡°Someone¡¯s finally finished with her ss,¡± Atticus says as I join them at the table. I smile and take a seat next to Autumn, even though next to Damon is really where I want to be. ¡°How was ss?¡± Damon asks me; I can feel his intense gaze. I know why he¡¯s asking that question. He still wanted to know if anyone was harassing me. ¡°I had a great time.¡± I lied. If I mentioned Leslie and her message, I risked him finding out I liked him. I still wasn¡¯t sure if that was what she was referring to, but I wasn¡¯t taking any chances. I didn¡¯t want the Fawns to kick me out and separate me from the one person that made me want to keep living. I never wanted to be apart from him. ¡°Are you sure?¡± He asks. I can hear the edge to his voice. He doesn¡¯t believe me. Of course, he would be able to see right through my lie. He was good at reading me. I wasn¡¯t about to give in now and tell him the truth. I hate lying to him, but this was for his good as well as mine. There are things that he must never know, and this was one of them. Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°Damon, the girl said she had a great time,¡± Anya says. ¡°Why are you trying to force her to say something else? If she says she had a good time, she did. Let¡¯s talk about something else. Let rissa live her life; I¡¯m sure she feels stifled by how overprotective you are.¡± My lips part. Why the hell would she say that? I loved his overprotective side. Autumn gave me a look, and I felt the same way that she did. We both didn¡¯t like Anya at all. Autumn had more reason to dislike her after the many, many things she¡¯s done to try and cause problems between her and Atticus. I was happy that she wasn¡¯t trying to pull them apart anymore. She did apologize, but that apology seemed fake to me. She med it on the spell and imed she wouldn¡¯t have acted that way otherwise. At least Autumn trusted Atticus enough to let him sit at the same table with her. Dante clears his throat and kisses Anya on her cheek, ¡°we can talk about anything you want us to.¡± I try not to gag at that sight. Damon gets noticeably irritated that he¡¯d just kissed her in front of him. I try not to get upset by his reaction. It¡¯s normal for him to react like that when she is supposedly his mate. I still wasn¡¯t sure about that. I believe that both Damon and Dante hadn¡¯t found their real mate, just like Atticus hadn¡¯t until he married Autumn. I just needed to find a way to prove it. And I was nning on doing it the first chance that I got. I just wasn¡¯t sure if doing that would make Damon upset with me. That was thest thing I wanted to happen. He¡¯s never been angry with me, and I didn¡¯t want to change that. Whatever I had nned, I had to be smart about it. Chapter 81 Chapter 81 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 81 Book 2 Chapter 4 Today was our first day home after the fire had almost burnt it to the ground. I was happy to be home and to celebrate; my family was having a party tonight. Autumn smiles as she points to the dress in front of me. ¡°I think you have to go to the party in that dress.¡± Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°Wouldn¡¯t it be scandalous if I wore something so short?¡± I ask her. I always tried not to do things that would get me on the front cover of a magazine. I wanted to try my best to stay out of trouble. I knew that liking Damon alone could get me into more trouble than I was prepared for. ¡°You¡¯re going to be around your entire family. To hell with what any i***t has to say about your outfit. It¡¯s your body; if you want to wear it, go right ahead.¡± She tells me. I smiled; I had to agree with her. It should be my choice. And I loved the silver dress that sparkled under the yellow lights above it. ¡°I told the guys we would meet them after the party begins,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°I want everyone to be surprised when they see us. Well, mainly you. I want them to be surprised when they see you and how beautiful you look. I¡¯ve made some calls, and I have a hairdresser and a makeup artist on their way to dress you up.¡± Something about how she said those words to me made me feel like she had an idea that I was in love with Damon. That frightened me. I never wanted anyone to know how much he meant to me. ¡°Is something wrong?¡± She asks me; she must have noticed the fear in my eyes. I shook my head, ¡°I¡¯ve never really known how to do my makeup.¡± She grins, ¡°well, it¡¯s good that I hired someone. You don¡¯t have to worry about that at all. Everything is already taken care of. I¡¯ve thought of everything to make this night perfect for us.¡± Iugh, ¡°you have thought about everything, haven¡¯t you?¡± She nods as we make our way back into my room. Autumn gets dressed first. The white dress looked amazing on her. But anything looked beautiful on Autumn; she had the kind of face and body to make the ugliest dress look gorgeous. Not that this dress was ugly, it was absolutely stunning, like her. She helps me get dressed next. The makeup artist enters the room with the hairdresser, and they both work their magic. ¡°I think you are going to have a hard time tonight,¡± Autumn says as we exit the room after we are both finished. ¡°Why?¡± I ask, confused. ¡°Your stepbrothers will have to send away many guys who will try to flirt with you tonight. You know they tend to get a little overprotective when ites to you, especially Damon.¡± I swallow at the mention of Damon. I was always looking forward to him being overprotective. It didn¡¯t make me feel ufortable or unhappy; the exact opposite. But why did Autumn mention Damon out of everyone else? It was true that he was the most protective when it came to me, but I didn¡¯t think that she would notice something like that. Could I be right all along? Did she know that I was in love with him? I had to find out. Unlike many others, I trusted Autumn. I wouldn¡¯t mind her knowing the truth even though it terrified me. My hands shook as I mustered up the courage to ask her whether or not she knew the truth. ¡°Do you know the truth?¡± I whisper. There was no point trying to sneak it out of her. I wanted to ask her directly. ¡°The truth?¡± She asks, startled by my question. ¡°About what exactly?¡± I can tell she already knows what I¡¯m talking about, but she doesn¡¯t want to startle me. ¡°About my feelings for someone,¡± I say. ¡°I¡¯ve been trying to keep it hidden because I know how wrong it is, but I think you¡¯ve been hinting that you know the truth to me for the entire day now.¡± She sighs, ¡°you picked up on it. It is true. I do know the truth about your feelings for Damon.¡± My cheeks are red at her confession; I¡¯m the one that asked the question but hearing her say it aloud was rming to me. It was the first time anyone had said those words to me. She was the first person I was sharing my dark secret with, and it made me feel vulnerable. At the same time, I felt relieved to know that someone else knew how I felt about him and she was someone that I could trust. ¡°I promise that I won¡¯t tell anyone. Not even Atticus. This is something he needs to hear from you. I won¡¯t tell him even though we promised each other not to have any secrets between us. I think he would understand why I kept this from him.¡± She assured me. ¡°You can trust me, rissa. I know this isn¡¯t something you want others to know about.¡± I was happy that she was so considerate to keep it from him. I wasn¡¯t prepared for my family members to know the truth. I couldn¡¯t imagine what Atticus would think of me if he ever found out. ¡°How did you learn about my feelings for him?¡± I ask her. ¡°I¡¯ve been trying to hide it since my feelings for him began. I¡¯ve managed to keep it hidden for so long. What made you notice?¡± I had to know never to make the same mistake again. If she could find out, anyone else could if they paid good attention to me. ¡°Remember that day when Atticus made me sleep in your room?¡± She asks me. I nod; I remember that night quite well. Atticus had asked me to keep her in my room. I remember how troubled he¡¯d looked that night. I remember wanting to help him with whatever had him so uneasy. ¡°I¡¯m still sorry about that day.¡± She apologizes. ¡°I saw something that I shouldn¡¯t have seen the morning after when I woke up. I was able to see a tattoo. And I think you know what that tattoo was.¡± I cover my mouth with my hand. Of course, I knew what she was speaking about. Two years ago, for my sixteenth birthday, I did something without thinking clearly. I got a tattoo with his name on my a*s. The left side. It was right at the center. Damon. That¡¯s what the tattoo was. I knew it wasn¡¯t the smartest thing to do, but I was so in love with him that I wanted his name on my body, anything that made me feel closer to him. I remember staring at it in the mirror every day since the day I¡¯d gotten it done. I was so happy. But it was a dumb decision. I¡¯d stopped wearing revealing bathing suits to the pool or the beach ever since then. I always had to keep it hidden from everyone because I knew they would find out the truth the moment that they saw it, just like Autumn had found out the truth just by seeing it. I don¡¯t know what I was thinking back then. I was thinking irrationally. How did I exin this to Autumn? She must think that I¡¯m crazy! Chapter 82 Chapter 82 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 82 Book 2 Chapter 5 ¡°You must think that something is wrong with me for liking someone I can never be with,¡± I whisper nervously. She gently takes my hand in hers, ¡°no one knows more than me what it means to like someone you¡¯re not supposed to want. I have been in love with Atticus since the first day I met him. I was never supposed to have feelings for him, not when he was dating my best friend. It¡¯s crazy to know I was in pain because of Anya, and now the same is happening to you. Because of her.¡± ¡°It¡¯s not just her,¡± I admit. ¡°I know Anya is a pain in the a*s, but I would feel the same way if it was any other girl. I hate seeing him with any woman that¡¯s not me. I know it¡¯s selfish and wrong, but I don¡¯t know how to control my feelings.¡± She gently rubs my back, ¡°I know what you¡¯re going through, rissa. I¡¯m here to support you through it all. It will not be easy, especially since he¡¯s your stepbrother.¡± I nod, ¡°I know that. I know getting a tattoo with his name was stupid, also. Everyone would freak out if they knew what I truly felt for him.¡± ¡°As I promised you, no one will ever hear it from my mouth.¡± She promises me. I smile and hug her, ¡°I wish we were this close since the first day the Fawns adopted me. I wouldn¡¯t have been so lonely.¡± ¡°I wish the same.¡± She admits. ¡°But at least we have each other now.¡± ¡°Why are you always trying to steal my wife from me?¡± Atticus asks as he spots us. Autumn gapes at him, ¡°you promised me that you would wait instead ofing to see me without a single warning.¡± He chuckles and pulls her into his arms, ¡°I couldn¡¯t wait. I wanted to see you in this dress. I can¡¯t wait to get it¡ª¡± I clear my throat, ¡°I love that you¡¯re together for good now, but I don¡¯t need to hear the rest of that sentence.¡± Autumn blushes and yfully hits his shoulder, e on, let¡¯s get rissa to the ballroom so that she can find herself a date for tonight.¡± ¡°A date?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°She doesn¡¯t need a date. I¡¯ve seen all the men present tonight; none of them are worthy of my sister.¡± Autumn rolls her eyes, ¡°we are not looking for a husband for her, Atticus. Just someone to dance with for the night.¡± He shrugs, ¡°I¡¯ll love to see what Damon has to say about this.¡± My heart skips a beat at the mention of Damon. ¡°Damon?¡± Autumn asks. ¡°Why do you think Damon will have to say anything about her dancing with a man tonight?¡± Atticus looked at her like she was crazy, ¡°have you not been around him? Damon gets crazy protective over rissa; sometimes, even I need to tell him to lighten up. Ever since that witch almost killed her, he has be even worse. He¡¯s always making sure that she¡¯s out of danger.¡± My heart skips yet another beat. It was true. Damon has be even more overprotective ever since that awful day. I¡¯d never seen him so scared, but even I was terrified of never seeing him again. I thought she was going to kill me while my family watched. I¡¯m not sure what happened that night. Everyone was bound by spell-filled chains, but somehow, we all broke free from them. Autumn wasn¡¯t there to help us, and I¡¯m sure none of the witches there were responsible for freeing us; nothing made sense. I¡¯m happy that we were released, but it still bothers me that I didn¡¯t know what truly happened on that night. I also couldn¡¯t exin why my arm had been soretely since that night. ¡°Are you ready?¡± Autumn asks me as we near the entrance of the ballroom. I wasn¡¯t ready, but as long as she remained by my side, I should be okay. ¡°How many people are here already?¡± I ask Atticus. ¡°Hundreds.¡± He informs me. ¡°Just stick by our side, and tonight will pass quickly.¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°are you truly going to stop her from dancing with someone tonight?¡± He smiles, ¡°I would rather step in and stop your ns than watch Damon beat some poor guy up today and spoil our party.¡± Autumn looks at me and smiles. She knows what hearing him say those words would mean to me. I think she¡¯s intentionally trying to provoke Atticus so that he would say exactly what I wanted to hear. She hooks her arm through mine, and Atticus sighs behind us. ¡°I miss the times you couldn¡¯t stand being away from me.¡± ¡°What are you speaking about?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°I¡¯m right in front of you.¡± ¡°As long as we aren¡¯t touching, it isn¡¯t close enough.¡± Heins.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Sheughs and pulls me along with her. I search the room for Damon; it¡¯s packed, just like Atticus said earlier. Where is he? ¡°His eyes are already on you,¡± Autumn whispers, so only I can hear. I try not to show my excitement at her words. ¡°He¡¯s to your right, don¡¯t look at him. Pretend you¡¯re interested in someone else.¡± She orders me. My eyes snap to hers, ¡°I don¡¯t know if I could do that.¡± ¡°If you want a reaction out of him, you will have to push out of yourfort zone. So far, you¡¯re too nice to him. Make him ufortable; make him terrified of losing you to someone else.¡± She tries exining. Would this work? I didn¡¯t want to entertain anyone else but Damon. But maybe Autumn did have a point. I¡¯ve tried it my way for years, and nothing has changed between Damon and me. He¡¯s never touched me inappropriately. Not one kiss. Not one s****l touch. Just hugs. That was all. He¡¯s always kept a distance between us which was expected since we were supposed to be step-siblings and he was dating Anya. I¡¯m the only one between the two of us with dirty thoughts. I can¡¯t stop picturing him kissing my neck, his hands on my breasts, and between my legs. I inwardly groan. Why do I have to be the only one between the two of us with these thoughts? ¡°Who are the two of you whispering about?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°Are you keeping secrets from me, Autumn?¡± Her face turns red, and she quickly grabs him for a dance. ¡°I¡¯ll return to you after just one dance with Atticus.¡± She apologizes. I nod. I knew she pulled him away to distract him from our conversation. ¡°Who did you dress like this for?¡± Damon asks. I bite my lip to keep myself from telling the truth. How long has he been standing behind me? It couldn¡¯t be long. Whenever he was near, I felt this warmness inside of me, just like I do now. ¡°Does it matter?¡± I ask as I turn around to face him. My breath gets stuck in my throat as I see him in my favorite white shirt. It¡¯s one that I got him as a gift a year ago. The first two buttons are undone, and I can¡¯t stop staring at the exposed skin. ¡°It matters to me.¡± He confesses as he takes a step toward me. I can¡¯t breathe. Not when he¡¯s standing this close to me. ¡°I¡¯ll rather not say,¡± I tell him. He quirks a brow, ¡°is it someone I¡¯m not fond of?¡± I try not tough at his question. ¡°I¡¯m not sure,¡± I whisper. ¡°Give me a description of him.¡± Damon insists. ¡°Let¡¯s see,¡± I say as I ce a finger on my lip and pretend to be deep in thought. ¡°He has on a white shirt tonight. It looks so good on him. He has piercing blue eyes and surprisingly soft hair.¡± He growls at myst sentence, ¡°you¡¯ve touched his hair?¡± Chapter 83 Chapter 83 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 83 Book 2 Chapter 6 I have. I have touched his hair. I love touching his hair. I don¡¯t know if Damon knows that he always groans whenever I y with his hair, but I love the sound he makes. If I could hear it every day, it would make me so happy. ¡°rissa.¡± He whispers. ¡°Answer me.¡± I can¡¯t help myelf as I slowly reach up and run my hand through his already-styled hair. His breath hitches, and I wait; I wait to hear the groan I love so much. When I do hear it, my heart rate increases. ¡°See,¡± I whisper. ¡°His hair is soft.¡± His eyes sh dangerously when my words finally sunk in. He gently grabs my wrist and pulls my hand away, but he doesn¡¯t let go of it. ¡°What are you saying?¡± He asks cautiously before taking a step towards me. ¡°What do you think I¡¯m saying?¡± I answer his question with one of my own. ¡°I¡¯m wearing a white shirt. I have blue eyes. ording to you, my hair is soft.¡± He repeats my words. ¡°Are you saying you put on this dress for me?¡± My body shivers at his question, and I don¡¯t know why. Before I could answer him, Anya pushed me away and wrapped her arms around Damon¡¯s neck. My heart ached as she leaned forward and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. Damon grabs her waist and pulls her closer to him. Why does he even love someone like her? Does he not realize by now how hard it is for me to see him with her? Of course, he doesn¡¯t know rissa; you¡¯ve never done anything for him to realize your true feelings. He now knew that I dressed up just for him; wasn¡¯t that enough of a hint? Or did he think I was lying to get him to stop asking me questions? Autumn grabbed my arm and pulled me over to where she was standing with Atticus. They¡¯d just finished their dance. ¡°Can you get something to drink for me?¡± She asks him. He nods and leaves the two of us alone. I¡¯m sure she¡¯d done that so we could speak about Damon. ¡°Are you okay?¡± She asks me. I shook my head. ¡°Not in the least. It¡¯s so hard for me to see him with her. I feel like recently she¡¯s been kissing him more in public than in the past.¡± Autumn nods, ¡°I¡¯ve also noticed that. Maybe she¡¯s behaving this way because she¡¯s already lost Atticus and doesn¡¯t want to lose Damon also.¡± Then why wasn¡¯t she also kissing Dante like that? Was she okay with losing him? ¡°They¡¯re still kissing,¡± I mumble. I can¡¯t hide the hurt from my voice. ¡°That¡¯s good.¡± She tells me. ¡°That will give us enough time to find you a dancing partner for the night. Like I told you, Damon is toofortable; you need to make him worry.¡± I think Autumn was right. Earlier, when he thought I was speaking about a random guy, I¡¯d seen a side to him I¡¯ve rarely seen before. ¡°I think I know the right person for the job,¡± Autumn tells me; I¡¯m surprised by how happy she is. Who did she find? ¡°Look at him.¡± She tells me as she tilts her head to the person next to us. My eyes widen. Ares Prince. Carter¡¯s younger brother. ¡°You¡¯re insane!¡± I hiss. ¡°Why not?¡± She demands. ¡°Do you not remember what happened with Carter? There¡¯s still so much tension between them ever since. I don¡¯t think dancing with his brother would make Damon happy. He will be angry with me, and that¡¯s thest thing I want to happen.¡± She sighs, ¡°Ares is not Carter. He¡¯s perfect for the job. He¡¯s known to be a yer, and that¡¯s good. We don¡¯t want someone who will stick to you after tonight. We just want someone for you to have fun with. Since Damon doesn¡¯t like Carter after what happened in the past, that¡¯s perfect for us.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know about this, Autumn.¡± ¡°Trust me. I wouldn¡¯t have asked you to do this if I weren¡¯t sure it would work in your favor.¡± She tries some more to convince me. I turn to look at Damon, and he¡¯s currently staring into Anya¡¯s eyes as they dance. I press my lips together tightly, more determined than ever to listen to Autumn¡¯s request. ¡°Okay. I¡¯ll do it. But I have no idea how to approach him.¡± I confess. ¡°You were a lot braver when you were doing things like this for me.¡± Autumn teases me. ¡°That¡¯s okay. I¡¯ll work some magic. You don¡¯t need it, though. You¡¯re stunning; anyone would jump at the opportunity to be your date tonight.¡± I try to call her back when she walks over to Ares. I was having second thoughts about this. She doesn¡¯t hear my call unless she¡¯s pretending that she can¡¯t. I¡¯m not sure what she told Ares, but his eyes are now on me. I don¡¯t feel the tingling or heat I usually felt with Damon, but I definitely felt nervous. He says something to her, and she smiles. I tried to stay calm as he walked over to me. ¡°Autumn just informed me that you¡¯re looking for a dance partner for the night.¡± He tells me. I force myself to nod after the death stare Autumn gave me. ¡°That¡¯s very lucky for me. I was also searching for a dance partner for the night. And I think I¡¯ve found the best one in the room.¡± He says as he lifts my hand to his lips. My eyes widen, and I return Autumn¡¯s death stare. She never said anything about this! I force myself not to p Ares hard across his face. I wrap my arms around his neck as he grips my waist and guides me to the dance floor. ¡°I¡¯m surprised that rissa Fawn is dancing with me tonight.¡± He says as he spins me. ¡°Aren¡¯t your brothers super protective over you?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t have to answer that. We¡¯re not blood-rted.¡± I remind him. ¡°You might want to remind them of that. Especially Damon. It¡¯s only because of him that no guy from the academy tries to ask you out.¡± He informs me. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± I ask him. I knew that Damon told everyone not to bully me, but I wasn¡¯t sure what Ares was saying to me. ¡°Damon practically told all the guys to stay the f**k away from you, or there would be serious consequences. Everyone knows the kind of connections that your family has. That¡¯s why they listen to him.¡± He informs me. My eyes widen. Was this true? Has Damon been meddling with my love life this entire time? It¡¯s not like I had one to begin with but still. Why would he do something like that? ¡°If this is true, why are you dancing with me?¡± I ask him. ¡°Because you¡¯re beautiful.¡± He answers me without a second thought. ¡°I¡¯m not scared of Damon. My family is just as influential and powerful as your family. There¡¯s nothing for me to be worried about. Besides, we both know our brothers¡¯ rivalry, which will make things more interesting.¡± ¡°I told you, I¡¯m adopted.¡± I remind him. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. I didn¡¯t want him to refer to Damon as my brother. I felt sick to my stomach anytime someone said that to me. He chuckles, ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± He spins me again, and this time my back is pressed to the front of him. I had a clear view of Damon now. He still hadn¡¯t noticed, and I wasn¡¯t sure if I was relieved or upset. I don¡¯t get time to ponder on that thought because Damon chooses that second to search the crowd. I¡¯m not sure if it¡¯s me that he¡¯s looking for. A few secondster and I have my answer. He¡¯s looking directly at me. His gaze doesn¡¯t stay on me for long; it¡¯s now on Ares, then on Ares¡¯s hands on my waist. I can see the surprise on his face to see me in the arms of another man. I swallow. Why did I feel like I was cheating on him? Why did I feel like I was betraying him? This was absurd! My feelings made zero sense to me. My breath gets stuck in my throat. Damon freezes on the dance floor. He was in the middle of a dance with Anya, but now he isn¡¯t even moving. I pause also. He no longer looks surprised. Instead, he seems angry. Very angry. Oh no. I¡¯ve done it, haven¡¯t I? Chapter 84 Chapter 84 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 84 Book 2 Chapter 7 His eyes narrow. However, instead ofing after Ares, Damon does the exact opposite. He turns and storms out of the room. I blink once, then twice. Did he truly just leave like that? I watch as Anya runs after him. I think she was also in shock at first to see that he¡¯d left her in the middle of the dance floor without saying a word. She didn¡¯t look in our direction and probably doesn¡¯t realize that he¡¯d been looking at Ares and me before storming out of the ballroom. What kind of a reaction was that? I couldn¡¯t tell what he was thinking after fleeing the room like I wasn¡¯t important to him anymore. He didn¡¯t say anything to Ares and he didn¡¯t try saying anything to me either. I expected him to cause a big uproar. I expected him to throw Ares out of our home. Walking away from us, I was not expecting that. Didn¡¯t Atticus also say that Damon would ruin the party if he saw me with a guy tonight? Was he also wrong? ¡°I¡¯m surprised.¡± Ares whispers into my ear. ¡°He just left. That¡¯s unlike Damon. After all the threats he¡¯s made to everyone at the academy, this is a huge surprise. Maybe he likes me for you after all.¡± My jaw clenched, and my hands tightened into fists. I didn¡¯t like the sound of that. If Damon liked him for me, I didn¡¯t. Damon was the only man that I wanted and I had my reasons for feeling that way. ¡°I need to use the washroom.¡± I lie. I had to find an excuse to get out of this room. I didn¡¯t want to be here anymore. If I had to stay another second dancing with Ares I would lose my damn mind. He was already starting to get on my nerves. ¡°Do you need me to walk with you?¡± He asks. ¡°I can wait until you¡¯re finished.¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± I assure him. ¡°I¡¯ll be back soon. You can look for another partner in the meantime so that you don¡¯t feel lonely. I know from your name alone that it wouldn¡¯t be hard for you to do.¡± I knew there was no way that I would be back here after what had just happened. This party wasn¡¯t going the way I wanted it to. I don¡¯t wait for Ares to respond. I turn and push through the crowd, hoping he wouldn¡¯t be stupid enough to follow me. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Autumn asks me as she sees me leaving. I pause just so that I could exin everything to her. ¡°Damon just left,¡± I answer her. ¡°He didn¡¯t try to do anything to separate me from Ares. There was no reaction out of him at all. I don¡¯t even think it bothered him. I guess we were both wrong about this. I don¡¯t see why I should stay for the rest of the party. It¡¯s boring without him here and Ares is already annoying me. I can¡¯t stand being in the same room with him right now.¡± I was extremely disappointed by his reaction to seeing me with Ares. I expected so much more; I think everyone else did as well. But I was slowly realizing that there was nothing I could have done to change his reaction. Whenever Anya was around, he loved to forget about my existence. Tonight was no exception. ¡°Where are you going?¡± She asks. ¡°I¡¯m sure there¡¯s a logical exnation for what he just did. I¡¯m positive he was upset. I saw the look on his face. He couldn¡¯t have been as unbothered as you believe he was. He¡¯s probably just trying to control himself for the party. He wouldn¡¯t want to bring attention to our family. I¡¯m sure that¡¯s his reason. He knows that our family has been through enough already, he doesn¡¯t want to add to it.¡± I thought I¡¯d seen the look on his face too, but his actions said otherwise. I think we¡¯d both misread him. Maybe he was finally ready to stop being so overprotective of me. Just the thought of it made me sad. I didn¡¯t want him ever to stop being that way with me. I looked forward to it and couldn¡¯t imagine not having that in my life. ¡°I want to get out of here,¡± I answer her. ¡°It¡¯s all too much for me, and I¡¯ll rather keep away from Ares now that I know it doesn¡¯t affect Damon.¡± She sighs but finally nods. ¡°I understand. But if you change your mind, you know where to find me.¡± I f****d a smile on my face in hopes that she didn¡¯t worry about me. I didn¡¯t want my troubles to spoil her night; she¡¯s already been through enough, and I didn¡¯t want to burden her with my problems. I tried to avoid everyone that I knew as I made my way out of the room. I didn¡¯t want to have to speak to anyone else for the rest of the night. I was relieved when I finally made it out. I rushed up the stairs. Next, I headed straight to my room. I was done socializing for the night. All I wanted to do was get into my room and forget that tonight had happened. Everything about it was a mess. Damon¡¯s room is only a few feet away from mine, and I must pass his room first to get to my room. I was tempted to step inside and wait for him there. However, I didn¡¯t want to be surprised by Anya and him making out like I¡¯d had to see earlier on the dance floor. I pause when I hear something; it sounds like someone is pounding the wall. Was Damon in his room? Did he leave the dance to go back to his room? Why did he do that? And what was he doing inside of there? Was Anya in there with him? I knocked when I heard something crash onto the ground. What the hell? I don¡¯t bother knocking as I barge into his room. Luckily, it wasn¡¯t locked but Damon¡¯s room is usually never locked. My eyes widen when I see the mess he¡¯d made. He was standing in front of his broken mirror, and his hand was bleeding. There was even blood dripping onto the ground where he stood. ¡°What the hell happened in here?¡± I demand as I rushed toward him. There were even broken chairs against the wall. I could see pieces of it everywhere. I don¡¯t understand what could have possibly resulted in this mess. I knew he had to be responsible because of the injury on his knuckles but I couldn¡¯t understand why. I grab a first aid kit from the bottom drawer of his desk and push him onto the edge of his bed. ¡°What happened, Damon? Why is your mirror broken and your hand bleeding? Did you hit it?¡± ¡°There was a bug.¡± He answers. ¡°I wanted to get rid of it.¡± I gape at him. A bug? He couldn¡¯t be serious. After cleaning the cut, I wrapped his hand with the bandage even though I knew it would heal without my help. He¡¯s quiet while I¡¯m tending to his bruises. When I¡¯m done, I finally look up at him. I gasped when I found him looking at me. ¡°What are you doing here, rissa?¡± He asks me. My lips part, ¡°do you not want me in here with you?¡± ¡°You were dancing with Ares thest time I saw you. Ares Prince. Carter¡¯s brother.¡± He answers me. ¡°I thought you would still be there with him. The brother of our rival.¡± I wince at the tone of his voice. I was right. He was upset with me. I¡¯d hurt him. That was thest thing I wanted to do. I wanted to bring him closer to me, not further apart. ¡°I told him I had to use the washroom,¡± I exin. I don¡¯t tell him every detail, however. ¡°And you couldn¡¯t use the washroom downstairs?¡± He asks me. ¡°Why are you here?¡± I swallow, ¡°I wanted a break from all the noise. I was heading back to my room when I heard something from your room. I wanted to make sure that you were okay, and that¡¯s why I barged in without warning. I¡¯m sorry. I tried knocking, but you didn¡¯t answer.¡± He nods, ¡°are you going back down to Ares? I assume he¡¯s still waiting for you to finish that dance.¡± I bite my lip, trying to hide the pain from my eyes. How could he ask that without any emotion? Did he not care if I danced with Ares? ¡°If that¡¯s what you want, for me to return to the dance, that¡¯s what I will do,¡± I murmur. His jaw clenches as he stares at me. I wait for him to say something. I wait for him to tell me that he doesn¡¯t want me near Ares. Of course, he does nothing of the sort. He continues to watch me in silence. I bite my lip and turn to leave. Before I can do that, he grabs my hand. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Do you know that Ares is a yer, rissa?¡± He asks. I can hear the edge in his voice. He is worried about me. My heart is filled with so much warmth at this realization. ¡°I¡¯m aware,¡± I answer him. ¡°And you¡¯re still willing to dance with him?¡± He asks, and he sounds angry again. I turned back around to get a good look at his face. ¡°Are you upset with me?¡± I whisper. He sighs and runs a hand through his hair. ¡°Why do you think I¡¯m upset with you?¡± ¡°You have that look on your face, the look that tells me you¡¯re angry. Since I¡¯m the only one in the room, I¡¯m assuming that I¡¯m the one you¡¯re angry with.¡± He closes his eyes for a few seconds, and in those few seconds, his breathing gets louder. I almost lost my bnce when he finally opened his eyes again and trapped me with his dark gaze. ¡°I¡¯m more f*****g upset with myself, rissa.¡± He answers me. ¡°Not you. Never you.¡± He was upset with himself? Why would he be upset with himself? He¡¯s done nothing wrong. He never does anything wrong. ¡°What could you possibly be upset about?¡± I ask him. ¡°There¡¯s nothing that you can be angry with yourself over.¡± He chuckles, and I¡¯m taken aback by his smile. Everything about Damon is beautiful to me. ¡°You can say that because you can¡¯t read my mind.¡± He tells me. I frown. ¡°Then tell me. What are your thoughts?¡± He sighs. ¡°You¡¯re asking too many questions. If you¡¯re not going back to the dance, why don¡¯t you get some sleep? I¡¯ll feel more at ease if I know you¡¯re safely in your room and not getting swept off your feet by some f*****g yer.¡± I gasp. His gaze softens. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I shouldn¡¯t have said that.¡± No. I¡¯m happy that he did. It¡¯s the first words out of his mouth that seemed genuine about how he felt when he saw me with Ares. ¡°I¡¯m not going back to the dance,¡± I tell him, and I can¡¯t help but smile after seeing the relieved look on his face. ¡°But I¡¯m not going back to my room either.¡± He frowns. ¡°If you¡¯re not going back to the dance and you¡¯re also not going to your room. Where are you nning on going?¡± He asks, confused. I didn¡¯t know how to tell him what my following ns were. I hadn¡¯t thought the entire thing through. ¡°I don¡¯t want you to get upset with me,¡± I whisper. ¡°But I want to stay here for the night. With you.¡± His eyes widen, and my heart stops beating as I wait for his response. I can¡¯t believe I¡¯d just said that to Damon. I¡¯ve done some crazy things in the past, but I don¡¯t think anything beats this. What was wrong with me? Chapter 85 "What are you saying?" He finally breaks the awkward silence with a question. "Why will you be staying here instead of in your room?" I bite my lip as I fidget with my hands. "I want to spend the night with you." "rissa." He groans. "Do you hear what you''re asking me? I''m supposed to be your fucking protector. You''re my adopted sister. How can I let you stay in the same bed with me?" My eyes widen, "I know it sounds crazy but I only want to sleep next to you tonight." "Why?" He asks. "Why are you suddenly asking me for that? If anyone sees you here in bed with me, they will get the wrong idea. Especially Anya." Where was Anya anyway? Was she even still at the party? I saw her when she ran after Damon. Why wasn''t she in here with him? How did he get her to leave him alone? She wasn''t someone to get rid of easily. "I''ve had these nightmares recently." I lie. I''m using any excuse I can think of to get him to listen to me. A nightmare seemed like the best excuse for now. Damon usually listened to every word I said to him, and I hoped that he did the same tonight. He straightens his back and stares at me with a worried look. It was working. My n was working. "Nightmares?" He asks. I nod. Since when did I be this good at lying to him? I was this close to getting him to agree, I could feel it. "It''s so bad. I wake up terrified almost every night with no one next to me. Tonight, I don''t want to be alone. Just for tonight, I''ll like to be next to someone." I whisper. "And if I must choose, I choose you. No one else. Besides, everyone else is at the party and I don''t want to disturb them." And I also want to kiss you and hug you. That''s also what I wanted to say, but I''d already said too much for the night. I didn''t want to push my luck. He runs a hand down his face. "Why didn''t you tell anyone about these nightmares before?" He demands. "How long have you been suffering by yourself?" "I didn''t want to be a burden to anyone." I lie once more. I didn''t like lying to him, but I didn''t see any other way to get him to agree. Even I knew that I was asking for something quite insane. It would take a miracle for him actually to agree to this. He sighs, "rissa, you know you can alwayse to me with any problems. I''ve always protected you from harm. At least I always try to protect you. I hate that you didn''t feelfortable enough to tell me about this." His words made me feel guilty about lying to him. He had no clue that I was making all of this up to get him to agree to sleep in the same bed as me. "I know I can tell you anything," I promised him. Everything except my true feelings for him. And it turns out that''s the one thing I wish I could be open to him about. My breath gets stuck in my throat when he gets up from the bed. My hands are shaking when he walks over to the door. Was he nning on leaving me inside here all alone? Was he that upset with what I was asking him to do? I was shocked when I heard the lock on the door click. He just locked the door with me inside. I turn to him in surprise. "I had to lock the door." He exins. "If you''re staying the night in my bed, I can''t let anyone barge into my room and get the wrong impression. That could mess up your reputation and cause unnecessary trouble for the both of us." I bite my lip and nod; I''m happy he''s even considering doing this for me. "Does anyone know that you left the dance?" He asks me. I nod, "I told Autumn. She thinks I''m in my room." "That''s good." He says. "At least someone knows where you went; that means no one wille looking for you. They will think you''re sleeping. Besides, they should be preupied with the party." Everything about this screamed wrong, but it also felt right. "I''m going to spread some pillows in the middle of the bed. You can take one half, and I''ll take the other. That way, if you get one of those nightmares, I''ll be right next to you." Pillows? Was he separating us with pillows? I didn''t want to be separated. I wanted to sleep in his arms. I couldn''te right out and ask him for that, however. I had to be smart about the entire thing. I suddenly got a bright idea. I could pretend to be getting a nightmare. He''ll have no choice but to take me into his arms and remove the pillows between us. I didn''t think a nightmare could be so useful to me until now. "Okay." I agree, pretending I was okay with his decision to separate us by pillows. I never thought I would dislike a pillow as much as I do now. He was so close to me yet still so far. Too far. I didn''t make up this lie and went through all of this just so that we would be sleeping so far apart. I had to fix this before this night ended. "Are youfortable?" He asks me as I settle into his bed. It felt incredible being in the same bed with him but at the same time, it wasn''t enough for me. "Yes," I answer him. "But, can you turn off the lights?" With the lights off, it can set the mood for us. I knew Damon would never do anything inappropriate with me but I was still doing everything I could think of.C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. He pauses, "wouldn''t the darkness make you feel more scared?" I shook my head. "I actually can''t sleep with the light on." He nods, "lights off." The room immediately turns into darkness. I can''t see a single thing. But I could hear everything from the sound of his mini fridge right next to the bed to the wild beating of my heart. I pretend to fall asleep next, waiting for the right opportunity to use the nightmare to my advantage. I know Damon isn''t asleep. I can only hope that he doesn''t know I''m awake, also. I groan softly and thrash under the sheets. I''m trying to make this as believable as possible. "rissa?" Damon whispers. I could hear the panic in his voice, and even though it made me feel guiltier, I continued. I cry out, and he shoves the pillow away from us to pull me into his arms. I breathe in his scent as he runs a hand down my hair gently. "Shh," he tries to soothe me. "I''m here. I''m here, rissa. Nothing is going to hurt you. Not while I''m around." "Damon?" I whisper. "Yes." He answers me. "What''s wrong?" "Can you hold me tighter, please?" I ask him. He doesn''t say anything, but his arms tighten around me. I inwardly smiled in triumph. I finally had him the closest we''ve ever been, making me so happy. "Your heart is racing," I whisper as I ce my ear to his chest. He swallows, "so is yours." "I just had a nightmare." I lie. "And I just had to witness you having one." He says. I leaned closer to him and ced my nose at the base of his neck. He freezes at the contact. "What are you doing?" He asks. His voice was strained and he seems anxious as he waits for my response. I inhaled deeply and almost fainted with happiness and contentment. "I''m smelling you," I say like it''s the most natural thing in the world. "Why?" He croaks. "Because you smell good," I answer without any hesitation. Damon inhales sharply at my words but he doesn''t ask another question after that. I''m happy when he lets me smell him and doesn''t try to push me away. I always knew his scent was addictive but tonight it was even stronger than in the past. Maybe it''s because I''m in his bed, where he always sleeps. "Can I ask you a question?" I ask, I wasn''t sure where I was going with this, but I knew what I wanted. "Anytime." He answers me. "Did it upset you when you saw me with Ares tonight?" I blurt out. I knew I shouldn''t bring it up to him after we were having such a good time but I still wanted to know the truth. There''s a long pause as I wait for his response. I think he stops breathing, but so do I. Should I have kept my mouth shut? Chapter 86 Chapter 86 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 86 Book2 Chapter 9 ¡°Why do you want to know?¡± He finally breaks the silence. I inhale his scent once more, and I listen to his sharp intake of breath. ¡°I just want to know,¡± I answer him. I want to knA known womanizer. Brother of Carter Prince, someone I¡¯m not very fond of for obvious reasons. I wasn¡¯t upset with you, but I was upset about the situation. He¡¯s thest person I want to see you with.¡± He answers me. ¡°He¡¯s not good enough for you, rissa. He¡¯s an a*s. He ys with the hearts of so many females, pretends to be interested in them, and moves on to another the moment that they fall in love with him. It¡¯s all a game for him. It¡¯s sick.¡± It wasn¡¯t the exact answer that I was hoping for, but it still made my heart skip a beat. ¡°Out of curiosity, who do you think is good enough for me?¡± I ask. I wanted to ask as much questions today, I didn¡¯t want this conversation to stop. I knew he would never say the name I wanted him to, but I was still hoping that he would. ¡°So far,¡± he whispers. ¡°f*****g no one. You¡¯re too good for all the men around you.¡± I gasp. I couldn¡¯t believe he¡¯d actually said that. ¡°Don¡¯t you think you¡¯re setting your expectations too high?¡± I ask. ¡°If you keep thinking that way, I¡¯m not going to end up with anyone.¡± He growls, and I gasp as I feel the vibration from his chest on my body, ¡°I only want the best for you. I will not let you settle for less than you deserve.¡± ¡°Damon,¡± I whisper. ¡°Yes, rissa.¡± He answers me. I don¡¯t know how he¡¯s always so gentle and patient with me, but it¡¯s part of the reason I was so deeply in love with him. ¡°You¡¯re the only reason why I stayed,¡± I whisper. His body goes entirely still next to mine. He doesn¡¯t respond immediately, but I feel the tension in his body. I wanted to kiss it away. ¡°What do you mean by that?¡± He finally asks. ¡°You stayed because of me? That doesn¡¯t make any sense. When were you nning on leaving to begin with?¡± I take a deep breath. I¡¯ve never told him these things before. Damon and I have always been close but there are so many things that I¡¯ve kept from him. I don¡¯t know where I¡¯m getting the strength to finally tell him some of these things. ¡°When your family adopted me. I didn¡¯t want to be here. I wasn¡¯t sure that I would fit in. You were all so rich and different from what I was ustomed to. The constant bullying at the academy didn¡¯t help either. But you, you made everything better; you made me experience true happiness. I¡¯m my happiest when I¡¯m next to you.¡± I confess. ¡°I wanted to leave but the moment I saw you, the moment you protected me, the moment you fought for me, all of those times, you made me want to stay, just for you.¡± It wasn¡¯t the full confession that I wanted to make, but it was the safer option for now. There¡¯s another pause and once more I wondered if I¡¯d said too much. ¡°You¡¯re being very honest tonight.¡± He points out in a strange tone of voice. I was expecting him to say more than that. Again, I was disappointed. What did I expect from him? Was I expecting him to say that I did the same for him? Did I want him to tell me that I made his life happier as he did mine? ¡°You¡¯re suddenly quiet.¡± He notes. ¡°Did I say something to upset you?¡± ¡°No,¡± I answer him. ¡°It¡¯s just that you had very little to say after I opened my heart to you.¡± ¡°rissa,¡± he sighs. ¡°Isn¡¯t it obvious that you¡¯ve also been a big part of my life? Do I need to say it? I¡¯ve never been this protective of another woman except for Anya. And she¡¯s my mate; that¡¯s expected from me. You, you¡¯re not even my blood sister, but yet I would kill for you. I wouldy down my life for you. Does that make you feel better?¡± I shook my head. ¡°No. It does not.¡± My heart says otherwise, however. It wasn¡¯t the confession I wanted from him, but it was better than nothing. I knew he wouldy down his life for me. I knew he was very protective of me. Hearing him say it did give me butterflies in my stomach, however. At the same time, it terrified me. I didn¡¯t want him to ever choose my life over his. ¡°I don¡¯t ever want you toy down your life for me, Damon,¡± I add. ¡°You need to stay alive, no matter what.¡± He chuckles, ¡°luckily, most of the danger has left us for now. We don¡¯t need to worry about anything crazy happening for a while. That means you don¡¯t have to worry about meying down my life for you, and I don¡¯t have to worry about some crazy witch trying to kill you, either.¡± I didn¡¯t want to think about the crazy witch and what she¡¯d almost aplished. I had to distract myself and Damon was the best distraction. ¡°This is nice,¡± I say with a contented sigh. ¡°I wish we could do this every night. Just you and me in your bed, talking.¡± Touching. Kissing. Making love. ¡°As lovely as that sounds, rissa, it¡¯s just not practical.¡± He answers me. ¡°It can cause too many problems that neither of us needs.¡± He¡¯s wrong. Those are the kind of problems I would happily ept. ¡°I wish¡ª¡± I pause to yawn, and Damon pulls the sheets around me. ¡°It¡¯s time for you to go back to sleep.¡± He says before I can continue. ¡°You¡¯re tired, and if you have that nightmare again, I¡¯m right here with you to keep you safe.¡± I wanted to continue our conversation, but I knew that it was useless at this point. I¡¯d already gotten more than I¡¯d ever hoped for. I could be content with this, at least for now. Maybeter, I could convince him to allow me in here for another time. I¡¯m sure the nightmare trick would work again. I snuggle closer against his chest and smile as I listen to the loud pounding of his heart. It¡¯s thest thing I remember before sleep engulfed me. ¡°Damon!¡± ¡°Open the door!¡± ¡°DAMON!¡± I frown as I try to figure out why someone is shouting Damon¡¯s name so early in the morning. I blink once as I felt a warm body shift next to mine. I slowly open my eyes, and I gasp when I find Damon next to me. It takes my mind a while to catch up to the view in front of me. Last night wasn¡¯t a dream. It had actually happened. I¡¯d slept in the same bed as Damon and it was the best night of my life! Sleeping next to him in his bed has always been a dream of mine and it was finally a reality. This was crazy. I try to remain calm despite the excitement in my heart. ¡°DAMON!¡± I gasp once more. Damon¡¯s eyes which were just closed, slowly opened. He looks at me next to him and runs a hand down his face as he realizes the mess we were both in. ¡°Fuck.¡± He growls. We were in trouble. Plenty trouble. ¡°Damon, why the hell aren¡¯t you opening the door?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°He can¡¯t find you inside here,¡± Damon mumbles more to himself than to me. I was aware of that. But what could we do? ¡°Get on top of me.¡± He tells me. ¡°If you don¡¯t open this door in the next minute, I¡¯m breaking it down!¡± Atticus threatens him. What was so important that he was this impatient? I climbed on top of Damon, so my legs were on either side of his waist, and my head was lying on his chest. He pulled the cover over my head to look like it was just him on the bed. His sheets were thick enough to keep me hidden without anyone being suspicious. He pressed the button next to his bed that unlocked the door without him having to get up. ¡°f**k Atticus!¡± Damon shouts. ¡°Can¡¯t I sleep in peace?¡± The door flew open then, and everything went silent for a few seconds. I¡¯m scared that Atticus would somehow know that I was here. ¡°Why did you take so long?¡± he demands. ¡°And since when do you lock your door at night?¡± I shifted a little to make myself morefortable, and Damon hissed under his breath. My eyes widen when I felt something hard between my legs. Surely that couldn¡¯t be what I thought it was? It couldn¡¯t be that huge. I could feel my heart begin to race, and I didn¡¯t try to move again after that. I stayedpletely still, but that also meant I was directly on top of it. I could feel my cheeks burn with embarrassment. I¡¯ve heard about this. His body wasn¡¯t reacting because of me, he¡¯d just woken up, and that was the only reason why. ¡°Why is your face so f*****g red?¡± Atticus asks. Damon growls, ¡°can you tell me why you came here to wake me up from sleep?¡± His face was red. Because of me? I try not to smile underneath the sheets. His sheets. In his bed. I¡¯m on top of him. On top of Damon for the first time in my life. And it feels so good. It would feel even better if there was nothing between us. ¡°I can¡¯t find rissa anywhere.¡± He tells him. ¡°She left the party earlyst night. We all thought she¡¯d gone to her room, but when Autumn looked for her today, she couldn¡¯t find her. It¡¯s very unusual. I¡¯m worried, thest person she was seen withst night was Ares Prince, and you know we don¡¯t have the best rtionship with his brother. I was hoping you¡¯d know where to find her. Maybe she told you where she was going since she¡¯s closest to you.¡± Damon¡¯s body goes entirely still beneath mine. I feel him swallow before he says, ¡°she left earlier this morning.¡± ¡°To go where?¡± he asks. ¡°We don¡¯t have to go to the academy today.¡± ¡°To the beach. With some friends.¡± He lies. ¡°The beach?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°With friends? And you believed her?¡± ¡°Why wouldn¡¯t I believe her?¡± Damon asks him. ¡°rissa barely has any friends from the academy. She spends most of her time with us.¡± Wow. Did he have to make me sound so pathetic? I didn¡¯t need any new friends, the ones that I had were enough for me. Besides, Autumn was the best, and it was even better now that she was married to Atticus. I didn¡¯t need anyone else. She was both a friend and family to me. ¡°She has a few.¡± Damon disagrees. ¡°Not plenty, but they¡¯re there.¡± ¡°Do you want to head down there to ensure that she¡¯s telling the truth?¡± he asks. ¡°I don¡¯t trust Ares. He¡¯s Carter¡¯s brother. I wouldn¡¯t want her sneaking out to meet him. Those two seemed a little too close for my likingst night. Did you see the way Ares looked at her? Like she was his next target. I¡¯ll much prefer that he stays far away from her as possible.¡± I could feel the anger radiating off Damon¡¯s chest at his words. ¡°You don¡¯t have to worry about that.¡± He answers him. ¡°I trust rissa. If she told me she was heading to the beach with some friends, I believed her. Would you get out of my room now that you know where she is?¡± There¡¯s a pause before Atticus says, ¡°you¡¯re acting weird today. It¡¯s very unlike you to let rissa go to the beach unattended. What are you hiding from me?¡± Damon sighs, ¡°you should know by now that if I¡¯m this rxed, it means that rissa is safe from danger. If I didn¡¯t think that she was safe there, I wouldn¡¯t have let her go on her own.¡± ¡°Alright.¡± Atticus finally gives in. ¡°I should also tell you that Anya is waiting downstairs for your date. Should I send her up to you?¡± ¡°No!¡± Damon shouts. Atticus chuckles. ¡°I¡¯ll tell her you¡¯ll be down in a few minutes.¡± They had a date today? Why didn¡¯t I remember that? The news of their date had just fouled my mood. I was no longer happy to be in the same bed as Damon. Anya knew exactly how to ruin that. As soon as the door shuts, Damon removes the sheets from my head. I ced my hands on his chest and slowly lifted my upper body so that I could look at him. The slight movement caused some friction between us, and Damon hissed once more. He grabbed my waist and turned us over, so that he was now on top of me. The sheets were between us this time, preventing me from feeling him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± He apologizes. Why was he apologizing? ¡°It¡¯s okay¡ª¡± ¡°It¡¯s not.¡± He growls. ¡°This can¡¯t happen again, rissa. It¡¯s not okay. Next time I may ask Autumn to stay with you if you¡¯re having another nightmare. I¡¯m a man. You¡¯re a young woman. There have to be some boundaries between us no matter how close we are.¡± I bite my bottom lip in frustration. ¡°What was so wrong aboutst night?¡± I demand. ¡°It was nice. Nothing bad happened. You just held me while I needed you. Why can¡¯t it happen again?¡± He sighed and pressed our foreheads together for a few seconds. He doesn¡¯t answer me. Instead, he let go of me and climbed out of bed. ¡°I need to get ready for my date with Anya. Atticus cannot see you for at least an hour. And he definitely can¡¯t see you exit the room. I¡¯ll look outside; once no one is near, you can return to your room. Maybe you can call Autumn and let her know you¡¯re back home. Make it look like you came back from the beach.¡± His date with Anya. That¡¯s all he cares about now. I angrily climbed out of bed and stormed out of his room without bothering to see who was outside. I could hear Damon¡¯s curses behind me as he followed me out of the room. Luckily, no one was around to cause any trouble for us. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. He grabs my waist and spins me around. ¡°What the hell was that? Someone could have seen you.¡± ¡°Why are you acting as if something happened?¡± I demand. ¡°We shouldn¡¯t feel like we did something wrong when we didn¡¯t. I¡¯m going back to my room to stay there for an hour as you asked me to do. Have fun on your date with Anya. I can see that¡¯s all you care about right now.¡± ¡°Why do you always do this?¡± he demands from me. ¡°Do what?¡± I hiss. ¡°You always get upset whenever I have a date with Anya. You always throw a tantrum.¡± I gape at him. ¡°A tantrum?¡± A tantrum? How dare he say that! Chapter 87 Chapter 87 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 87 Book 2 Chapter 10 ¡°Well, I¡¯m sorry tat I throw a tantrum whenever you have a date with her.¡± I hiss. ¡°Do whatever you want. I¡¯m going to my room.¡± ¡°rissa!¡± he growls as he grabs me and traps me against the wall. ¡°I¡¯ve seen you upset before but never this bad. What¡¯s going on? Tell me what¡¯s wrong. There must be something that¡¯s bothering you that¡¯s causing this change in your behavior.¡± We¡¯re both breathing hard, and the tension in the air has just doubled. I can¡¯t tell him the truth. I can¡¯t say to him that I love him. I can¡¯t tell him I don¡¯t want to see him with her anymore. He wouldn¡¯t understand; he would think something was wrong with me. ¡°Damon?¡± We both freeze. It was Anya¡¯s voice. I turned to look at her, and she was ring at us. ¡°Is something wrong?¡± she finally breaks the silence. Damon slowly lets go of me before he walks over to her. I¡¯m unsure what he tells her, but it brightens her mood almost instantly. I turn away before seeing him kiss her in front of me; again. It was unfair. I¡¯ve been saving my first kiss for him. Yet he didn¡¯t care each time he kissed her in front of me. I knew I wasn¡¯t capable of kissing anyone else but Damon. I would freak out if that ever happened. I¡¯d chosen him, and I wouldn¡¯t be able to ept anyone else. I m my room door shut. So much had happened in one night, but it still felt like too little. Did that even make sense? It wasn¡¯t much progress. We didn¡¯t kiss. He still only hugged me. What happened this morning was an ident and not something that he had intended. I wouldn¡¯t have been on top of him if Atticus hadn¡¯t woken us up and tried to barge into the room. Nothing had changed between us. Damon was still going on dates with Anya; he was still kissing her and touching her in ways I wished he¡¯d touch me. There¡¯s a knock on my door, followed by Autumn asking me if she coulde in. They weren¡¯t supposed to know that I was still in the house. Atticus could find out that Damon had lied to him earlier. ¡°Come in,¡± I answer her. She locks the door behind her and sits beside me on the bed. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°How did you know that I was home?¡± I ask her. ¡°Damon told Atticus that I went to the beach.¡± ¡°I saw what happened with you and Damon; I was behind Anya. I¡¯ll cover for you.¡± She says. ¡°But you need to tell me where the hell you¡¯ve been. You had me so worried. And why would Damon lie to Atticus about where you were? And what were the two of you arguing about?¡± ¡°I did something I probably shouldn¡¯t havest night,¡± I tell her. ¡°What did you do, rissa?¡± she asks. I could hear the worry in her voice. ¡°I lied to Damon. I told him that I¡¯d been having nightmares. I asked him to let me spend the night with him. In his bed.¡± I confess. Her eyes widened, ¡°you did what?¡± ¡°I couldn¡¯t control myself after seeing the way Anya kissed him at the dance and then him not bothering that I was dancing with Ares. I snapped.¡± I exin. She sighs, ¡°I¡¯m guessing since Damon made up that lie about you going to the beach with your friends, he must have allowed you to stay the night with him.¡± I nod, ¡°and it was the most magical night of my life. He had his arms around me the entire night, and he didn¡¯t try anything inappropriate even though I wish he had.¡± ¡°rissa, I know what you¡¯ve been going through. I know it isn¡¯t easy, but if anyone had found you in bed with Damonst night, you could have been in serious trouble. You need to be more careful next time.¡± She tries to warn me. ¡°I will,¡± I promise her. ¡°I acted without thinking. I shouldn¡¯t do anything that would result in Damon and me being further apart.¡± ¡°What was the argument about?¡± she asks. ¡°It sounds like you had a magical night. What spoilt it?¡± ¡°I was angry because Damon said it couldn¡¯t happen again. He also said that I always throw a tantrum whenever he has to go on a date with Anya.¡± I answer her. She rolls her eyes, ¡°who wouldn¡¯t throw a tantrum?¡± Iugh. ¡°You¡¯re just saying that to make me feel better.¡± ¡°I think I know how to spoil their date today.¡± She tells me. ¡°How?¡± I ask. I was desperate for any ideas. I didn¡¯t want him to be alone with her today. ¡°Ares Prince.¡± She answers me. ¡°He wants to see you today. They¡¯re having a beach party in an hour.¡± ¡°A beach party?¡± I ask. What a coincidence. ¡°Yes.¡± She answers me. ¡°Atticus was convinced you would see Ares today, but he also wanted to believe Damon. I can tell him I¡¯m going with Griffin to the beach to keep an eye on you. He would happily agree with me. We need to sneak you out of the house without anyone seeing.¡± ¡°But wouldn¡¯t that mean we must let Griffin know what we were up to?¡± I ask her. ¡°I¡¯ll make up something. All he needs to know is that we want to go to that beach party. Griffin isn¡¯t as strict as his brothers. He won¡¯t make a big deal of us going to Ares¡¯s party.¡± She exins. ¡°But how would this ruin Damon¡¯s date?¡± I ask her. ¡°It just so happens that Damon and Anya are going to a party opposite where we would be staying.¡± She tells me. ¡°He¡¯s going to know you¡¯re there. I¡¯ll make sure of it. When he sees you with Ares, he will end his date with Anya to take you home.¡± ¡°Are you sure he will leave his date with her just to carry me home?¡± I ask her. ¡°Yesterday, Damon didn¡¯t seem to care that I was dancing with Ares.¡± But he did sayst night that Ares was thest person he¡¯d want to see me with. ¡°Oh, it will work this time. Especially since you¡¯ll be in a bikini.¡± She informs me. ¡°A bikini?¡± I demand. ¡°I can¡¯t wear one. Remember the tattoo of his name on my a*s? I can¡¯t let anyone see it on me.¡± ¡°We will just get you a cover-up.¡± She exins to me. ¡°A ck one just to be safe.¡± I nod. I was okay with this. I was willing to do this only because I didn¡¯t want Damon to be with Anya. I was scared that he would one day find out everything I¡¯d been keeping from him. I was afraid that he would one day know how much I¡¯ve always loved him and how hard I¡¯ve tried to keep him away from Anya. And it wasn¡¯t only because I wanted him for myself but also because I didn¡¯t trust her. Anya was a liar. Nothing anyone said could change my mind about her. Everyone wanted to believe that the witch was responsible for her horrible behavior in the past, but I knew that was the real her. She had everyone fooled again because she was pretending to be kind for the first time in her life, but she would have to do much more than that to convince me. ¡°Are you ready to blow Damon¡¯s mind away?¡± Autumn teases me as she shows me the bikini in her hands. I grin. ¡°I¡¯ve always been ready. I think you¡¯re the one I¡¯ve been missing all along. Because of you, I may finally have a chance with Damon.¡± She smiles, ¡°I¡¯m just repaying your kindness, rissa. Now, let¡¯s get you dressed for the party!¡± I could barely breathe with how nervous I felt but I couldn¡¯t wait! Chapter 88 Chapter 88 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 88 Book 2 Chapter 11 ~DAMON~ Guilt. That¡¯s all I felt as I held Anya in my arms. I¡¯ve always known my soft spot for rissa would put me in trouble one day. She¡¯s always been my weakness. I¡¯ve never been able to tell her no. Since the first day she came into our lives, I¡¯ve always tried to do everything she wanted. A part of me has always wanted to protect her. To make her happy. To make her smile. To make her feel at home. That never changed. I¡¯m still that way when it came to her. My weakness for her has only increased with time. She knows by now how to bring me to my knees. Even though we were close, I¡¯ve always kept her at a distance from me. I¡¯ve never done things that I knew would cross the line between us. Usually, rissa wouldn¡¯t ask for more, butst night was the first time she asked for something I wasn¡¯t sure I could give her. I clenched my jaw at the reminder. Last night was one of the hardest nights of my f*****g existence. Seeing rissa dance with Ares almost made me lose my mind. I was ready to rip his head from his body. But then I saw the worry in her eyes, and I knew I couldn¡¯t ruin her night because of my selfish reasons. Still, I knew Ares wasn¡¯t good enough for her. I knew I would eventually have to talk her out of it. This need to protect her was expected between a brother and sister. f**k. Just thinking about it made me sick. I couldn¡¯t see her as my sister, no matter how hard I tried. When my parents adopted her, since that first day, I knew that I was screwed. I knew it would be hard to see her as my sibling. I fought against those feelings for a long time, and when Anya came into my life, it became easier. But now, it was hard again. And each day, it became more difficult. Last night I made a f*****g mess of my room just because I saw her dancing with Ares. That just wasn¡¯t something a brother was supposed to do. I saw the way my brothers were with rissa, they actually acted like siblings but for some reason, I could never be the same with her. If I reacted like this just because she danced with someone, what would happen if she decided to date? What would I do then? How would I be able to control myself? She was in my arms for most of the night. The only time I wasn¡¯t holding her was when I removed all the broken ss and chairs from the floor and ced them in the bathroom. If I hadn¡¯t, Atticus would have known something was wrong this morning when he had walked in. We were so close to getting caught. rissa kept saying we didn¡¯t do anything wrong, but I knew how wrong it was even if she couldn¡¯t see it. I knew I couldn¡¯t let that happen again, especially after what happened this morning. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I¡¯ve always had inappropriate thoughts about rissa, things that I¡¯ve f*****g dreamt about. But I¡¯ve never acted on any of it. I¡¯ve always tried to push those thoughts away; I knew how wrong it was. She expected me to protect her, to keep her safe, to be there for her, but yet I had all these dirty thoughts in my head. It made me feel sick. What kind of a man was I? She came to me because of nightmares, f*****g nightmares. I should have held her close only tofort her, yet my body had a mind of its own. It wanted things I could never give to it. I inwardly groaned as I remembered what happened. I¡¯d never been more f*****g hard in my life. Just by having her on top of me. I was scared that she would think the worst thoughts about me after feeling it beneath her. But rissa surprised me by acting the total opposite. It terrified me. I never expected her to react that way. I knew if she ever encouraged me I wouldn¡¯t know how to hold back. I thought telling her it couldn¡¯t happen again was the right thing to do, but she surprised me by storming out of the room. Not once did she care that someone would see her exit my room. Her behavior had dramatically changed recently, and I didn¡¯t know how to keep up with it. ¡°You¡¯re unusually quiet,¡± Anya whispers. ¡°Is something bothering you?¡± Anya has been extremely good to me these past few days. She didn¡¯t deserve my betrayal, even if it was just in my thoughts. I had to find a way to control myself. I couldn¡¯t continue behaving this way because of rissa. ¡°Damon?¡± I sigh and hug her tightly, ¡°I¡¯m just happy to have you next to me.¡± She smiles and kisses my cheek, ¡°Dante is angry I chose to spend today with you.¡± ¡°Can you me him?¡± I ask her. ¡°I would have been angry also if someone had taken you away from me.¡± She grins, but that smile is eventually wiped from her face. ¡°Was Autumn invited to this party?¡± she asks me. ¡°Isn¡¯t that the car Atticus gave to her recently?¡± I follow her gaze, and I¡¯m surprised when I see Autumn and Griffin exit the car. ¡°It doesn¡¯t look like they¡¯reing to this party,¡± I inform her. ¡°It looks like they¡¯re going to Ares¡¯s beach house.¡± Why the hell would Atticus let Autumn attend his party? It was very unlike him to let her go to a party like this without him, especially after what happened with Carter. If this were his brother¡¯s party, he would likely also be there. Maybe he sent them to look for rissa. After all, he still didn¡¯t know she was in my room the entire time. The car¡¯s back door opens, and I freeze at who I see next. rissa. She has a ck bikini with a cover-up on the lower half of her body, but she still showed more skin than I wasfortable with. Her breasts were exposed for f**k¡¯s sake. Why the hell was she here? At Ares¡¯s party after everything we¡¯ve spoken aboutst night. She knew how I felt about him. Was this because of this morning? Was she still angry with me? Was she doing this to get back at me for telling her that she always threw a tantrum when I had a date with Anya? Or was she doing this because I told her she couldn¡¯t stay in the same bed with me again afterst night? I narrowed my eyes when I saw Ares walk out of the house to greet her. ¡°Since when do they attend Ares¡¯s parties?¡± Anya asks me. ¡°Don¡¯t they care about the rivalry between you guys and Carter?¡± My body stiffens. rissa smiles and I stop breathing for a second. Since when does she smile at other men the way she smiles when she¡¯s with me? I watch as Ares pulls her into his arms and lifts her into the air like she weighs nothing. Anger explodes in my chest. ¡°What the f**k?¡± I growl. Chapter 89 Chapter 89 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 89 Book 2 Chapter 12 ~CLARISSA ¡°Look, there¡¯s Damon!¡± Griffin says as he waves at him. I freeze. I knew Damon had been watching this entire time, but now he knew I was aware of him looking at me. If I wanted this to work, I had to ignore him. Usually, I would go straight to him, but this time I let Ares lead me into the beach house. I know it would hurt him that I didn¡¯t even bother to turn around and look at him but this had to be done. Letting Ares hug me earlier was not part of the initial n, but I wanted to make it as believable as possible. He knew I was upset this morning. I wanted to show him that this wasn¡¯t just one of my ¡®tantrums.¡¯ I wanted him to know that he wasn¡¯t the only one that could go on dates. All along I¡¯ve made it super easy for Damon, I wouldn¡¯t make the same mistake again. ¡°He¡¯s ring at your back,¡± Autumn whispers to me. Good, he can see me walking away from him. I¡¯ve yed nice all along, and maybe Damon got the wrong impression from me. This way, he can get a clear picture of what I wanted. It was time that I fought for him. If he told me he didn¡¯t feel the same way, I would be heartbroken, but at least I would know I tried. I wasn¡¯t sure when exactly I would be ready to confess my feelings to Damon, but for now, I would show him very subtle signs. ¡°I¡¯m surprised to see you today after you disappearedst night,¡± Ares tells me. ¡°You promised you would return, but you never did. I waited the whole night for you.¡± I try not tough at his words. Did he think I would believe that? Ares Prince, waiting for a woman to return? ¡°I¡¯m sure you found someone else at the dance,¡± I say. I looked around me; the girls here were dressed in even smaller bikinis than mine. And they all were ring at me. I forgot for a moment that I was the main target of bullying. Did I make a mistake by coming here today? Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. ¡°Why is she even wearing a cover-up?¡± Someone whispered behind me. I try my best to ignore them. I was happy that I at least had Autumn next to me in case things took a turn for the worse. ¡°Do you want to take a swim with me?¡± Ares asks as he puts his arm around me. It felt weird. Justst night, I was in Damon¡¯s arms, and it felt so much better than this. I would much prefer it was Damon with me here and not Ares. Even if I told Damon the truth, what would that mean for us? It¡¯s not like our family would ever be supportive of our rtionship. Everything would turn into a big mess if they found out. That was my biggest fear besides Damon rejecting me. ¡°rissa?¡± Ares asks again. ¡°I¡¯m not so sure that¡¯s such a good idea,¡± I answer him as I move his hand from around me. I was scared that my coverup would slip and reveal the tattoo. ¡°Why not?¡± He asks me. ¡°We can have some fun in the water. My brothers are in there with some of their girlfriends. I can introduce you to them if you haven¡¯t met them already.¡± Could he possibly be referring to Carter? Now I knew more than ever that I didn¡¯t want to go into the water with him. ¡°I¡¯m fine here with Autumn,¡± I exin. ¡°You don¡¯t need to stay with me. You can look around and find someone else to swim with.¡± He chuckles, ¡°you¡¯re ying hard to get, aren¡¯t you? If that¡¯s the case, you know exactly how to get a guy to want you. Because that¡¯s what I want right now, you; I want you, rissa.¡± ¡°Well, that¡¯s just too bad,¡± Damon says behind me. I gasp. How long had he been standing there? Was he listening to our conversation this entire time? ¡°Damon.¡± Ares greets him with a smile. He lifts his hand for a handshake, but Damon ignores it. ¡°I was just asking rissa to join me in the water.¡± He informs him. ¡°That can¡¯t happen because rissa ising home with me. Right now.¡± Damon exins. I spun around to gape at him. I didn¡¯t want to go in the water, but I never agreed to leave the party with him. That was the n from the start, to get Damon to leave Anya ande for me but the n was about to change. ¡°I¡¯m not going anywhere, Damon,¡± I tell him when I spot Anya behind him. I wasn¡¯t going to make this easy for him. ¡°You heard that, big brother?¡± Ares asks him. ¡°rissa said that she¡¯s staying. Besides, we have plenty of fun activities to look forward to. We were all just about to y some spin the bottle.¡± I freeze. Spin the bottle? Wasn¡¯t that a kissing game? I couldn¡¯t y that! I promised to give Damon my first kiss, and I wouldn¡¯t break that promise. Not for a stupid game. ¡°I¡¯m not so sure that¡¯s a good idea,¡± I tell him. ¡°I think it¡¯s a great idea.¡± Anya cuts in. ¡°I think Damon and I would enjoy ying this game.¡± Did she really say that? Was she okay with kissing another man while her ¡®mate¡¯ was right there? I¡¯m sure Damon didn¡¯t feel the same way that she did. ¡°rissa is still pretty much a child.¡± She adds. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t enjoy a game like this.¡± ¡°No.¡± I cut in. ¡°I think this game might be fun after all. Anya is right. Let¡¯s all y.¡± Ares grins. ¡°I¡¯m happy to have so many new yers. It was beginning to get boring seeing the same yers every single time. This will add some excitement.¡± ¡°Are you ying as well?¡± Anya asks Autumn. ¡°Are you insane?¡± She demands. ¡°I¡¯ll rather not have my husband freak out at home when he hears about this. I¡¯m going to sit this one out. You guys enjoy.¡± ¡°You can count me in,¡± Griffin adds behind us. This was bing weird. What if the bottlended on Griffin? I definitely would not be kissing him. While I didn¡¯t see Damon as my brother, I did see Griffin that way. ¡°We have a twist in the game. If the yers refuse to kiss each other, they must kiss the yer next to them.¡± Ares tells us. ¡°I think it¡¯s fair enough. We don¡¯t want anyone backing out. We take our games quite seriously.¡± I¡¯ve never heard about this rule before. But maybe that was an excellent addition to the game. If it landed on Griffin, I¡¯d have to kiss the person next to me instead. But would I be brave enough to kiss anyone that wasn¡¯t Damon? I just had to hope that some magic happened that could help me out. I looked at Autumn just then, and she winked at me. She was thinking the same thing that I was. She could move the bottle for me. I was safe, after all. Now all we had to do was start the game. Chapter 90 Chapter 90 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 90 Book 2 Chapter 13 ~CLARISSA~ We all stood by a table, and they got the bottle ready for us. There were at least ten of us ying right now, and there were others waiting to join in for the second round. Apparently, this was a very popr game for Ares and his friends. They were ustomed to ying it. My family avoided games like this for obvious reasons. I was only ying because there was a good chance that I could end up kissing Damon, especially with Autumn on my side. ¡°I¡¯m first,¡± Anya says as she spins the bottle. Itnds on Adrian Willis. My eyes were locked on Damon to see his reaction, and I could tell how hard it was for him to watch her kiss Adrian. The timer makes a noise, letting them know that they can stop. They break apart, and Anya looks a lot happier than she should have, considering she¡¯d just kissed someone other than her mate while he was watching. I¡¯m surprised that Damon had even let the kiss happen in the first ce, but by now, he was probably used to seeing Anya kiss other men. After all, he¡¯d had to witness her kiss Dante and Atticus multiple times. I tried not to frown at the reminder. Even Autumn looked disturbed when I nced at her. Griffin was next. The bottlended on a woman named Paige. Neither backed down and kissed the other without a problem. So far, everyone was following the rules. Ares was up next. I was fearful that the bottle wouldnd on me. Luckily, it doesn¡¯t, and I can sigh in relief. My relief doesn¡¯tst long. It was now my turn, and a part of me wanted to run and hide. It was the same part of me that didn¡¯t want to y the game, to begin with. Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. I looked at Autumn for confirmation; I wasn¡¯t sure this was such a good idea anymore. Not after seeing Anya kiss Adrian and the impact it had on Damon. Autumn nodded, and her confidence helped to build mine. If she believed she could help me, I shouldn¡¯t have to worry about anything else. I kept my eyes on the bottle as I ced my hand on it. It felt cold to the touch, and I tried not to stop my heart from racing in my chest. I was afraid that everyone in this room would be able to hear it and tell how scared I was. That was thest thing I wanted to do. They were all already close toughing in my face. I didn¡¯t need to give them another reason to bully me. I could tell that there were plenty of women in here that were just waiting for the right opportunity to make fun of me. ¡°You don¡¯t have to y this game if you don¡¯t want to, rissa,¡± Damon assured me. ¡°I can take you home right now. Don¡¯t listen to what any of these fools have to say.¡± I bite my lip at his words. Only Damon would use this opportunity to call everyone here fools. He was aware of the women that bullied me, and I think it was directed at them. As much as I wanted to take up his offer, I knew I had to decline it. He doesn¡¯t realize that this might be my only opportunity to kiss him. I didn¡¯t think there was a possibility that he would ever allow it otherwise. I wasn¡¯t even sure that he would ept it in this game, but I was taking any chances that I got. There was only one way to find out, and I didn¡¯t n on backing down. If this was my only chance to kiss Damon, I was dly taking it. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I answer him. ¡°I want to do this.¡± Only because of you. Again, these words are only said in my mind. He can¡¯t hear my thoughts. A part of me wished that he could. It would make things easier for me. I didn¡¯t wait for anyone else to say something as I spun the bottle the second Autumn gave me the signal to begin. It spins a few times before it slowly noticeably stops at Damon. My heart jumps in my chest, and I can¡¯t wait to hug Autumn for doing this. I knew that it was only possible because of her. I¡¯ve never been happier knowing her biological father was a sorcerer than I am now. It was working to our advantage. Finally. There are a few gasps around us, and Anya suddenly doesn¡¯t look like she¡¯s enjoying the game anymore. The color is suddenly drained from Damon¡¯s face as he realizes what just happened. I¡¯ve never seen him look this pale before. I knew that this was thest thing he was expecting. ¡°I think it¡¯s safe to say that the two of you would prefer to kiss the people next to you than kiss each other.¡± Ares points out. ¡°And it just so happens that I¡¯m next to you, rissa. I didn¡¯t think our first kiss would happen in front of so many people, but I¡¯m all open to it.¡± Why did he think I would ever choose to kiss him over Damon? I was ying this game only because of him, no one else. And he was the only one I was nning on kissing. Damon res at him. ¡°She isn¡¯t kissing anyone.¡± He growls. ¡°So sit your a*s back down before I need to do it for you.¡± ¡°You can¡¯t back down from the game now,¡± Adrian says. ¡°No one backs down from the game. It¡¯s the rules. And you knew the rules before you even started the game.¡± ¡°She isn¡¯t even your blood sister.¡± Another person adds. ¡°And If kissing her is a problem for you, Ares is willing to do it. Heck, so many of us are willing to do it if you don¡¯t want to kiss her. Don¡¯t spoil our chances.¡± This wasn¡¯t going the way I¡¯d nned. I should have known that Damon wouldn¡¯t have given in easily like everyone else. If I wanted this kiss to happen, I would have to make it happen on my own. I couldn¡¯t wait for Damon toe up with a solution to this problem. I was sure he was already trying to think of something to get us out of this. ¡°This is taking too long,¡± Ares says as he moves closer to me. Before he can try anything, I move away from him and walk over to Damon, who¡¯s looking at me like I¡¯ve just lost my mind. The startled look on his face makes me more nervous about my ns, but I can¡¯t stop now; it¡¯s toote to stop. I had to do this. If I didn¡¯t, it would always haunt me for the rest of my life. Before he could stop me, I grabbed his face and pressed my lips to his. I hear Griffin shouting for us to stop behind me, along with a few whistles from some of the guys I barely knew. Soon enough, all of that slowly fades away. I couldn¡¯t hear anything except Damon¡¯s loud breathing and the pounding of his heart. All I was focused on was him. He standspletely still like a rock in front of me. I think I¡¯d just shocked the life out of him. Did I make a mistake? He wasn¡¯t kissing me back, and I think everyone was beginning to notice. ¡°It doesn¡¯t count as a kiss unless you kiss her back.¡± Someone shouts behind us, confirming my suspicions. ¡°Then you¡¯ll have to start over and kiss her again.¡± Damon¡¯s hands slowly grab my waist at his words. I gasped into the kiss as he slid one of his hands up my body until he cupped my cheek and angled his face to deepen our kiss. I couldn¡¯t believe this was finally happening. Damon was kissing me back. For the first time in my life, we were kissing. For the first time in my life, I was kissing someone, and it wasn¡¯t any random person; it was Damon! My Damon. The only man I¡¯ve ever dreamed of kissing. Damon¡¯s lips are soft and warm as they cover mine. He doesn¡¯t kiss me hungrily; he doesn¡¯t kiss me with urgency. No, Damon kisses me like he knows this is my first kiss. He¡¯s very gentle with my body, with every part of me that he¡¯s touching. His kisses made me feel like I was floating in the sky, it was light but yet it made my toes curl on the ground. I want to wrap my arms around him, but I don¡¯t want to bring more attention to us. I needed to remind myself that we had an audience, and everyone still saw us as siblings. I couldn¡¯t get carried away, no matter how much I wanted this. I could hear the timer ringing in the background, but I wasn¡¯t ready to stop. I¡¯ve wanted this for so long. I didn¡¯t want it ever to stop. I bite down on Damon¡¯s lip, and he growls into my mouth. I felt wetness immediately between my legs just from that one sound. ¡°I think that¡¯s enough now,¡± Anya said through gritted teeth next to us. Her voice seems to affect Damon as he immediately freezes on the spot. He grabs my hips and pushes my body away from his. It took me a moment to remember that we were not alone. ¡°f**k, dude,¡± Adrian says. ¡°That was one steamy kiss.¡± ¡°I forgot she was his sister for a second.¡± Someone whispered behind us. My cheeks are on fire at all thements about our kiss. ¡°I think I¡¯ve had enough of this game,¡± Anya mumbles. ¡°Damon, can you please take me home now.¡± ¡°Yes, take her home,¡± Ares tells him. ¡°You can leave rissa with me so we can continue the game. There are plenty more chances before I can get my opportunity to kiss her.¡± Damon surprised us when a growl tore from the back of his throat. ¡°rissa.¡± He says in a rough tone, probably the first time he¡¯s ever used that tone with me. ¡°Let¡¯s go. Now.¡± Chapter 91 Chapter 91 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 91 Book 2 Chapter 14 ~CLARISSA~ I¡¯m glued to my spot. Unable to move as everyone was looking at me, waiting to hear my response. I hate angering Damon this way. I hate the tone he¡¯s using with me but maybe this was the only way to get a reaction out of him. However, I knew this was enough for today. I knew it was time to end this game. ¡°You don¡¯t always have to do as he says,¡± Ares tells me. ¡°You can stay if you want to. We have plenty more activities nned for today. I¡¯m sure you will enjoy it if you¡¯re already enjoying this little game.¡± Damon takes a step in our direction and I knew I had to act fast before Damon did something crazy like punch him. That was thest thing I wanted to happen today. ¡°No.¡± I apologize. ¡°I have to leave now. We have a few things that need to get done at home.¡± I didn¡¯t want to stay here if Damon wasn¡¯t around. Besides, Damon was getting angrier by the second, and I didn¡¯t want a repeat of what happened with Carter and his teammates in the past. I knew the mess that little incident caused our family and I didn¡¯t want to add to it. Ares shrugs his shoulders, ¡°it¡¯s a pity, but there are always other opportunities for us to continue the game.¡± Damon grabs my hand and pulls me out of the beach house with him. He doesn¡¯t give Ares a chance to say anything more to me. I was happy he¡¯d practically dragged me away, pretending to like Ares was not the best idea. It was also very difficult to do. Anya tries to keep up with the both of us. Griffin and Autumn are right behind as well. Damon lets go of my hand as soon as we are away from the crowd. My cheeks are red when Griffin looks at the both of us like we¡¯ve lost our minds. ¡°What you two did in there, I¡¯ll never like to speak about it again after today,¡± Griffin says. ¡°How about we forget it even happened! I¡¯ll hate for that news to hit our parents. f**k, imagine if Atticus or Dante hears about this. Most likely they will since word spreads like crazy. I hope you¡¯re ready to give a proper exnation.¡± None of these things crossed my mind when I walked over to Danon and kissed him earlier. Luckily, Ares has this rule where no one is allowed to take any videos or pictures at his parties. We didn¡¯t have to worry about a video of us kissing popping up on our phones. And we didn¡¯t have to worry about our pictures showing up in magazines. ¡°I¡¯ll like to forget it ever happened as well,¡± Anya says in a dry tone. ¡°I can¡¯t believe rissa did something like that.¡± She turns to me then and says in a disgusted tone, ¡°He¡¯s your brother. You should have said no to Ares and those fools for insisting that you guys kiss. I understand that you¡¯re not used to games like that or being in thepany of popr groups other than your family but you should have known better.¡± ¡°Hey.¡± Autumn cuts in. ¡°Don¡¯t make it sound worse than it is. Besides, let¡¯s not forget that you also kissed someone else inside there. Why aren¡¯t we talking about that instead of focusing only on rissa? If it was that easy to say no, why didn¡¯t you?¡± I¡¯d almost forgotten about that kiss. Autumn always knew the right thing to say. She¡¯d moved the focus from me to Anya. At least for now. I wasn¡¯t sure how long it would stay that way. ¡°It was just a game.¡± Anya retorts. ¡°Exactly,¡± Autumn says. ¡°Just a game. So we can drop this discussion now. No one is to me for anything. It was an innocent game, and it¡¯s over now. We can all pretend it never even happened. I¡¯m sure everyone at the party has already forgotten about it.¡± I was d I had Autumn to get me out of this conversation. Only she knew how badly I wanted that kiss with Damon. And it was only possible because of her. I still had to thank her for what she¡¯d done. ¡°Griffin and I can drop Anya home.¡± Autumn offers. ¡°We have something to do in that area. Damon, you can take rissa home and ensure she doesn¡¯t try returning to the party. I¡¯m sure you¡¯re worried that she will do something like that judging by that expression on your face. You don¡¯t seem to trust us with her either since we were the ones that brought her in the first ce.¡± I bite my lip to stop myself from saying anything. I knew Autumn was trying to get me more alone time with Damon. Anya, of course, does not look happy with this n, but I¡¯m surprised when she doesn¡¯t try to make a fuss. She honestly was trying her best to convince us all that she was a different person now. Damon starts his jeep and opens the door for me. I quietly got into the passenger¡¯s side. I was nervous. I knew I was the one that initiated the kiss, but now that the moment was over, the guilt was sinking in. What if Damon didn¡¯t want to kiss me? What if I f****d him to do something he didn¡¯t want to do? I gently touched my lower lip with my fingers; they still tingled from his kiss. Even though I felt guilty, I didn¡¯t regret the kiss. It was a memory I was nning to keep with me forever. Damon is quiet as he starts the jeep and pulls out of the parking lot. It remains that way for most of the drive home. Neither of us was speaking to the other, and I didn¡¯t like it one bit. I loved talking to Damon, and because of that kiss, everything was awkward between us. I couldn¡¯t let it stay that way. I had to find a way to make him talk to me like he¡¯s always done so freely in the past. ¡°Are we going to talk about what happened?¡± I ask him. His hands tightened on the steering wheel. I swallowed as he clenched his jaw, something he always did when he was upset. ¡°There¡¯s nothing to talk about, rissa. Let¡¯s get you home and back to your room.¡± ¡°You¡¯re upset with me.¡± I point out. I can¡¯t hide the pain in my voice. He pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed loudly. ¡°Tell me. Are you upset with me, Damon?¡± I ask. I already knew the answer to that question, but I wanted to do anything to make him talk to me. ¡°Yes,¡± he growls. ¡°I¡¯m upset. With you.¡± I gasp. It¡¯s the first time he¡¯s ever said those words to me, and if I thought I was in pain before, I was wrong. This was what real pain felt like. Hearing Damon tell me that he was upset with me was enough to make me sad. ¡°What exactly were you thinking while going to that party?¡± He demands. ¡°I told you everythingst night, everything about that asshole, and yet you still chose to go to his party. You let that bastard put his hands around you and lift you off the ground like you were his next target. Do you even understand the trouble you¡¯re causing yourself?¡± I bite my lip, and I hate that I can still taste him there. Nothing I¡¯ve tasted before couldpare to the taste of Damon. He was everything I thought he would taste like and more. It lingered in my mouth, and I never wanted it to leave. ¡°I was upset,¡± I mumble while ying with my fingers in myp. ¡°Upset?¡± his voice echoes inside the jeep. ¡°What were you upset about, rissa? What did I do that was so wrong to make you want to do something like that?¡± I look out the window; I¡¯m unsure how to tell him without confessing my feelings for him. ¡°Was it about this morning?¡± he asks. ¡°Are you upset that I told you about your tantrums? Or are you upset because I said we couldn¡¯t sleep in the same bed again afterst night?¡± He knew precisely why I was upset, yet he still chose to ask me. He¡¯d just mentioned both things that angered me too. ¡°If you know the answer to your question, why are you asking me?¡± I demand. He exhales loudly, ¡°I¡¯m asking because I can¡¯t figure out why that would anger you so much. I¡¯m trying to understand you. Recently, it¡¯s been hard to understand anything that you say or do. It¡¯s hard to keep up with you.¡± ¡°What are you trying to say?¡± I ask him. ¡°Exactly what I¡¯m saying to you. There are no hidden messages in my words.¡± He answers me. ¡°This isn¡¯t even what I wanted to talk about in the first ce.¡± I snap, trying to avoid that conversation. I wasn¡¯t ready to tell him why I was so upset. He sighs, trying to regain control of hisposure. Damon rarely ever got upset with me, and I can safely say this time was very bad. ¡°Then tell me, rissa, what is it that you want to talk about?¡± he asks me after regaining control of his emotions. I know I shouldn¡¯t say what I¡¯m about to say, but I need to see his reaction. He waits impatiently for me to continue, and I blurt it out. ¡°The kiss,¡± I whisper. His jaw clenched again, and I could see him trying his best to focus on the road and not on my words. ¡°Damon?¡± I ask when he doesn¡¯t respond. ¡°What?¡± he finally asks. I swallow, ¡°aren¡¯t you going to say something about it?¡± He pressed his lips tightly together, almost as though he was trying his best to prevent himself from responding to my question. ¡°Since you¡¯re not going to say anything, then I guess I should,¡± I say more to myself than to him. He still doesn¡¯t say anything, but he does look more alert now that I¡¯d said that. ¡°I know it might not be a big deal for you since you¡¯ve probably kissed many women even before you started seeing Anya, but I wanted to thank you,¡± I mutter. He nces at me for a quick second, and I can see how much my words have confused him. ¡°Thank me?¡± he asks. ¡°For what exactly?¡± I bite my lip before saying, ¡°that was my first kiss. I¡¯ve never kissed anyone before today.¡±N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I can¡¯t believe I¡¯d just said those words to him out loud. I wasn¡¯t sure if Damon even knew he was my first kiss. My heart felt vulnerable after admitting this to him. He would realize just how inexperienced I was about this whole dating thing. I¡¯ve spoken to Damon about many things in the past but this was one topic we barely ever touched on. I was always scared to bring it up and say the wrong things. I watch his shoulders tense, but he remains calm as he focuses his attention on the road. I wasn¡¯t sure if he was truly calm or if he was trying to pretend that he was. ¡°I¡¯m sorry if you weren¡¯t expecting it. I was only following the game¡¯s rules, and I didn¡¯t want to cause any trouble with the others. They seem to take that game quite seriously. I know it must have surprised you when I kissed you. I just wanted you to know that I¡¯m d my first kiss was with you. I trust you completely, and I know that no one looks out for me as much as you do. Your kiss was gentle and soft, everything I¡¯ve ever¡ª¡± ¡°rissa,¡± he swallows as his hands tighten on the steering wheel. ¡°Please don¡¯t finish that sentence. That kiss was never supposed to happen. I should have never allowed you to y that game, to begin with. It wasn¡¯t right. So please, for the sake of my sanity, let¡¯s not talk about that kiss ever again.¡± My lips part, and it¡¯s hard to fight back the tears forming in my eyes from hearing his dismissal of our first kiss. My first kiss. It meant nothing to him. I didn¡¯t think anything could hurt as much as this did. My heart felt like it was bleeding. I hated this feeling so much. Why did he have to say that to me? Why?a Chapter 92 Chapter 92 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 92 Book 2 Chapter 15 Damon and I didn¡¯t speak for the rest of the ride home. He¡¯d broken my heart, and he didn¡¯t even know it. Damon and I didn¡¯t speak for the rest of the ride home. He¡¯d broken my heart, and he didn¡¯t even know it. I closed my eyes when the jeep stopped. I took a deep breath and opened the door before he had a chance to do so. Damon usually likes opening my door for me, he didn¡¯t do it every time, but he did it a lot in the past. I don¡¯t say anything to him as I storm into the house. I walk past Dante and my parents after waving at them. I tried not to give anything away. I didn¡¯t want anyone to know how upset I truly was. ¡°rissa!¡± Atticus says as he spots me. ¡°d to see that you¡¯re finally back from the beach. How was it? And where is Autumn?¡± He looks a bit tensed and I think he somehow already knows that we were all at the party. I try to act as innocent as possible. Hopefully, Damon could help answer his questions instead. ¡°It was okay.¡± I lie. ¡°Autumn is with Griffin. They¡¯re dropping Anya home.¡± He frowns, ¡°wasn¡¯t Damon with Anya? Why didn¡¯t he drop her home instead? As far as I know, he had a date with her. What is he doing at home with you instead? Did something happen that you guys aren¡¯t telling me?¡± ¡°Autumn offered,¡± I exin. ¡°She wanted Damon to drop me home.¡± He looks confused and slightly suspicious, but he doesn¡¯t bother asking any more questions as he sees Damon behind me. ¡°So you did end up checking up on rissa after all.¡± Atticus pointed out. ¡°Yet you acted like it wasn¡¯t bothering you that she was at the beach earlier today when I asked you.¡± My face turns red at his words. Atticus still didn¡¯t know it was all a lie. I don¡¯t wait to hear Damon¡¯s response as I rush back to my room. I dropped myself onto the bed and fought against the tears that threatened to fall. I¡¯ve been holding it back since Damon told me to forget the kiss. I was only trying to exin to him how much the kiss had meant to me. I didn¡¯t mean to make him upset. Why did it have to be this family? Why did I have to get adopted into his family? I knew I was only asking these questions because I couldn¡¯t be with Damon, but it hurt so damn much. I didn¡¯t want anyone else but him, and he would never choose to be with me because he¡¯s supposed to act as my big brother and nothing else. I loved every person in this house, but my love for Damon was on another level. I was crazy about him. I would do anything for him. I wasn¡¯t sure if I was doing the right thing, however. I was fighting for him, but I wasn¡¯t sure if that was what he wanted. He kept pushing me away every time I tried to get us closer to each other. I loved every person in this house, but my love for Damon was on another level. I was crazy about him. I would do anything for him. I wasn¡¯t sure if I was doing the right thing, however. I was fighting for him, but I wasn¡¯t sure if that was what he wanted. He kept pushing me away every time I tried to get us closer to each other. For the rest of the day, I stayed in bed with my bikini still on. I didn¡¯t bother changing. I was too depressed to do anything but lie in bed. ¡°rissa?¡± Autumn calls from the doorway a few hourster. ¡°Come in.¡± She opens the door and joins me on the bed. ¡°You haven¡¯t changed?¡± She asks as she notices the same outfit from earlier. I sigh, ¡°I¡¯m too depressed to change.¡± I confess. She frowns, ¡°depressed? I thought you would be happy. You finally got to kiss Damon, and I also made it possible for the both of you to ride home together, alone. Without Anya. And you also sessfully ruined their date together.¡± C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I pout, ¡°thank you so much for earlier. I know you tried so hard to give me everything I wanted, but I think we may have caused more damage than good.¡± ¡°Really?¡± she asks, confused. ¡°What happened to make you think that way? Did Damon say something to you?¡± I nod, ¡°he did. I tried to tell him how much that kiss meant, but he asked me not to finish my sentence. Then he said the kiss should have never happened, and he asked for us never to speak about it again.¡± Autumn sighs and hugs me, ¡°I know how much those words must have hurt, but you need to remember that Damon has always protected you since the first day his parents adopted you. Even though he most likely has feelings for you, it won¡¯t be easy for him to ept. He will feel like he¡¯s betraying his parents, and he will feel like he¡¯s betraying Anya. I can speak from experience. It was a little different with me since Atticus married me. But I knew how guilty he felt about Anya for a while. He hurt me a lot while trying to spare her feelings. Damon is very simr to his brother. It will be harder for him since he¡¯s supposed to see you as his younger sister. You¡¯re going to have to be patient with him and also with yourself.¡± Autumn¡¯s words did make plenty of sense, and she did have more experience than I did when it came to things like this. Autumn¡¯s words did make plenty of sense, and she did have more experience than I did when it came to things like this. ¡°Thank you for always making me feel better.¡± She smiles, ¡°you¡¯ve always done the same for me. It would be unfair of me if I let you go through all these things yourself.¡± ¡°You¡¯re the best, Autumn!¡± Sheughs and walks over to the door. ¡°I need to make up with my husband now. He just found out that I was at Ares¡¯s party. He¡¯s freaking out a little.¡± ¡°I¡¯m so sorry!¡± She waves her hand. ¡°Don¡¯t you apologize for that. It was my idea, to begin with. Get changed and fix that frown. I don¡¯t want toe back here and see you like this.¡± I nodded, and as soon as she left, I dropped back onto the bed. The only good thing about today was my kiss with Damon, and somehow I think that¡¯s probably the worst part of his day. Autumn was right, however. I had to be more patient with Damon. He¡¯s always protected me from harm. It will take some time before he can change from my protector to the man pleasuring me in all the ways I dreamed of him doing. I blushed at my crazy thoughts. There¡¯s a knock on my door, and I freeze. Was that Autumn again? Or could that be Atticusing to ask about the party? ¡°rissa?¡± My eyes widened at that voice. Damon. What did he want? Earlier he made it seem like he didn¡¯t want to speak to me. Why was he suddenly in front of my door? Autumn¡¯s words did make plenty of sense, and she did have more experience than I did when it came to things like this. Chapter 93 Chapter 93 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 93 Book 2 Chapter 16 I rushed to the door but caught myself just in time before I could make a fool of myself. I didn¡¯t have to act excited to see him like I usually did. This time, I was upset with him, and he was probably still upset with me. I wasn¡¯t sure what had brought him to my door, but I was still happy he¡¯de. I slowly pull it open after promising myself to behave. I gaze up at him and try not to be affected by him like I usually am. However, it was a total failure. He looked like he¡¯d juste out of the shower. His hair was dripping wet, and the white vest clung to his chest in the sexiest way possible. Damon¡¯s eyes fall on the bikini still on my body. He frowns for a second before his eyes darken a shade. ¡°Why haven¡¯t you changed?¡± he asks. ¡°It¡¯s been hours since you left the beach house. What have you been doing all this time?¡± I take a deep breath; be calm, rissa, don¡¯t let his words bring out the worst in you. I was tempted to tell him the truth, but ording to Autumn, I had to take things slowly with Damon. ¡°I¡¯ve been in bed, sleeping.¡± I lie. He looked around my room as though he was searching for proof that I was telling the truth. ¡°Did you get any more. .¡± he pauses to look at me. He¡¯s searching my eyes for something, but I don¡¯t know what. ¡°Any more?¡± I ask, waiting for him to continue. ¡°Nightmares.¡± He finishes. ¡°Did you get any more nightmares?¡± I cross my arms over my chest and re at him. ¡°Why do you care?¡± His jaw tightens, ¡°I always care. When have I ever not cared about your well-being?¡± ¡°This morning.¡± I remind him. ¡°When you told me I couldn¡¯t spend another night in the same bed with you.¡± He swallows, ¡°you know why I said those words to you. Sleeping in the same bed as me is inappropriate. I said no to you because of that, not because I didn¡¯t want to be there for you. I told you that Autumn would dly stay with you if you need someone with you at night.¡± Original content from N?velDrama.Org. I narrow my eyes, ¡°you don¡¯t get it, do you? I don¡¯t want Autumn, Damon. I want you. You¡¯re the one I¡¯m closer to. You¡¯re the one that makes everything easier for me. You¡¯re the only one that would help me while I¡¯m going through something that terrifying. Autumn, with her kind heart, would try her best, but it wouldn¡¯t be the same as having you there.¡± His breath hitched at my confession. He eventually sighs and looks down the corridor. Maybe he¡¯s checking to see if anyone wasing our way. He turns his attention back to me, and I can see the inner battle that he¡¯s having within himself. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you want me to do, rissa. I¡¯m always willing to make everything better for you, but this seems like something you can get into serious trouble for. We both can end up in deep trouble. I hate putting you in that situation, even if it¡¯s to help you.¡± I step closer to him, and his body stiffens at my nearness. I was so close that I could smell everything I loved about him. ¡°I don¡¯t care about any of that,¡± I tell him. ¡°So please, do this for me. It¡¯s what I want.¡± I can hear his loud breathing and see the concern in the depth of his eyes. He was worried about me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, rissa.¡± He apologizes. ¡°It just seems too wrong. I could never forgive myself if you got into trouble for something I gave consent for. I¡¯m supposed to know better. I¡¯m the older one. I¡¯m supposed to guide you and protect you.¡± Here he was, acting like my big brother again. I didn¡¯t want that. I didn¡¯t want him to be a big brother; we were not siblings. I wanted him in apletely different way. Why couldn¡¯t he see that by now? I angrily spun around and swung my hips as I made my way back to the bed. ¡°What is that on your f*****g a*s rissa?¡± He demands from across the room. His voice echoes throughout the room, and I freeze. My eyes widen. I looked down to see if I still had the cover-up on. Luckily, it still was there. However, it was twisted a little. Could he see the entire tattoo? I quickly adjusted it so that it was fully covering it again. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you are talking about,¡± I answer him, but I can¡¯t hide the nervousness in my voice. ¡°CLARISSA.¡± He growls. Why was he saying my name like that? My cheeks were hot as I ced my hands on them. Did he see it? Please tell me he didn¡¯t; that would ruin everything. He would think I was a freak for getting a tattoo with his name on my a*s. I gasped when I heard his footstepsing closer to me. What was wrong with me? Why didn¡¯t I think about this when I got up from bed? I didn¡¯t know I could have ever been this stupid. His reaction told me that he most likely saw it, but I still wanted to believe that he didn¡¯t. I shiver when he grabs my shoulders and slowly turns me around to face him. His hands on my skin were hot and felt like it was burning me. And I loved every second of it. ¡°Did you get a tattoo?¡± he asks me. My eyes widen. Does this mean that he saw the tattoo, or did he only get a glimpse of it? ¡°rissa,¡± he growls, growing impatient. ¡°Tell me that my eyes are f*****g deceiving me. Tell me that you didn¡¯t put ink on your beautiful skin.¡± My body trembles at his tone. My beautiful skin? That was the only thing my mind chose to hear. He thought my skin was beautiful? ¡°Why aren¡¯t you saying anything?¡± he demands. ¡°I didn¡¯t put ink on my skin.¡± I lie. I knew he wouldn¡¯t believe me, but it was worth a try. Judging by his choice of words, he hadn¡¯t seen that the tattoo on my a*s was his name. That was the only good thing about this situation. His breath rasped in his throat as he tried to find the right words to say to me. ¡°You¡¯re lying.¡± He says between his shallow breaths. ¡°You¡¯re lying to me, rissa. You¡¯re f*****g lying.¡± Chapter 94 Chapter 94 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 94 Book 2 Chapter 17 I bit my lip, and he surprised me when he pulled my bottom lip from under my teeth with his fingers, ¡°don¡¯t do that in front of me.¡± Couldn¡¯t I bite my lip in front of him anymore? It didn¡¯t bother him in the past. Why did it bother him now? He¡¯s confusing me with his words and actions. I have no idea what it means anymore. ¡°So maybe I did get a small tattoo,¡± I mumble. ¡°I don¡¯t see why it¡¯s such a big deal to you.¡± I didn¡¯t want to lie to him anymore. But at the same time, I was unwilling to tell him I¡¯d gotten a tattoo of his name. He swallows, ¡°I thought we told each other everything.¡± ¡°Why are you so upset about this?¡± I ask him. ¡°Why does it bother you?¡± I was not going to let this go. I wanted an answer to my question. I watch the frustration on his face as he tries toe to terms with what I¡¯ve done. ¡°Because all of the things that you do, no matter how small they are, it always affect me.¡± He finally answers me. My lips part at his confession. I couldn¡¯t believe he¡¯d just admitted that to me. Was it true? Did everything I do really affect him so badly? ¡°How does it affect you?¡± I whisper as I search his eyes. How does a tattoo affect him? It¡¯s on my body, not his. Unless he already knew that the tattoo had his name on it. I quickly dispose of that thought. He doesn¡¯t know. I¡¯ll know when he does. He takes a deep breath, ¡°I love your skin just the way it is. You didn¡¯t need to get a tattoo. It was already beautiful.¡± I sighed; I had to exin to him that I didn¡¯t get it just for the sake of getting one. ¡°That tattoo holds sentimental value to me,¡± I exin. ¡°I didn¡¯t get it because I wanted to see what it would look like. I got it because it actually means something to me. I got it because it helped me be closer to someone I know I¡¯ll never get the chance to be that close with.¡± His eyes narrow, ¡°you got it because of someone?¡± I pause and immediately realize my mistake. I bite my lip; I¡¯d said too much. I kept making the same mistakes over and over again. What would he think of me if he assumed that I¡¯d gotten the tattoo for some random guy that he¡¯d never heard about before? ¡°Forget I said anything,¡± I tell him. There was no way I would show him whose name was on my a*s. I knew I would cause more damage than good if I let him believe it was for a guy, but I had to do it. I knew that one day soon when I thought it was the right time, I wouldn¡¯t hesitate to show him. For now, I¡¯ll let him believe what he wants to. He suddenlyughs, and it surprises me. What was so funny? It didn¡¯t seem like a genuineugh, more like a sarcastic one. I watch as he runs a hand through his hair and steps back from me. ¡°Clearly, I don¡¯t know you as well as I thought I did.¡± He whispers more to himself than me. ¡°Damon!¡± I try to stop him. I¡¯d somehow hurt him with my words. ¡°It¡¯s okay, rissa.¡± He stops me. ¡°I¡¯m not upset with you. Never with you. I wasn¡¯t upset with you earlier either; I lied.¡± I watch as he walks out of the room and closes my door behind him. He doesn¡¯t even wait for me to respond. He may not be upset with me, but he did seem to be hurt. I stoodpletely still for at least ten minutes, thinking of how to make this better. My rtionship with Damon has never been this strained before. My desperation to get him to see me how I saw him was beginning to create problems between us. I had to make things right. After showering and finally changing from the bikini into jeans and a top, I decided it was time to leave my room for at least an hour. If I kept locking myself inside here, my family would know that something was wrong. I didn¡¯t want them to start showing interest in my life and the crazy things I¡¯ve been up to lately. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Besides, I wanted to speak with Damon again. I didn¡¯t like where ourst conversation had ended. Everyone was having dinner when I got downstairs. ¡°Finally, rissa,¡± Atticus says as he spots me. ¡°I¡¯ve heard you had a very exciting day today. It¡¯s good you came down for dinner after locking yourself in the room for so long.¡± Did he hear everything? Did he find out that I kissed Damon while ying a game? I don¡¯t think he did; his reaction would have been worse than this. ¡°I¡¯ll rather not talk about today,¡± Griffin says; he was still traumatized from seeing me kiss Damon. ¡°That¡¯s a good idea,¡± Autumn says with a f****d smile. ¡°Let¡¯s not talk about today.¡± Atticus quirks a brow at her, and I can tell he wasn¡¯t finished speaking to her about today. He may be quiet now, but they would have more to talk aboutter. Damon walks into the room and sees me. His eyes lingered on me for a second before he took the seat furthest away from me. It hurt. Damon always sits next to me at the dining table. ¡°Did you two get into some kind of a fight?¡± Atticus asks. He was the first to notice what Damon had just done. ¡°No.¡± Damon answers him before I can say anything. I force a smile on my face, ¡°of course not.¡± Griffin quirks a brow as he looks between the two of us. I know he¡¯s wondering if the kiss had pushed us further apart. ¡°What exactly happened today?¡± Dante asks as he looks at the four of us. ¡°Nothing for us to speak about,¡± Autumn says. ¡°Let¡¯s just have a nice dinner.¡± Grandfather walks in just then. It was good to see him after he¡¯d left us for a while. ¡°Why do you kids look so unhappy?¡± He asks. ¡°Especially you, my rissa.¡± He, as well as my adoptive grandmother, were always very loving toward me. They took care of me like I was their biological grandchild. I take a bite of the fried chicken in front of me and chew quickly. I couldn¡¯t hide my nervousness. I was scared that everyone would find out what I did today. ¡°Damon and she seems to be fighting. And from the looks of it, this fight might be a serious one.¡± He informs him. Grandfather sighs and takes Damon¡¯s spot next to me. ¡°Fights are normal between siblings. They will get over this.¡± He says. I almost choke on my food after hearing him call us siblings. Every time someone referred to us as that, I felt sick to my stomach. Did Damon ever feel the same way I did, or was he more upset that I had crossed a line today? The rest of the dinner passes very quietly. No one says a word after that. Everyone except grandfather. He kept talking about the past and how different things were when our grandmother was around. He loved talking about her, and we loved listening to his stories. Damon doesn¡¯t even finish his dinner when he gets up and leaves without saying a word to anyone. I bite my lip and slowly let go of it as I remember what he said earlier. I wanted to follow him, but not when everyone stared at me, waiting for my reaction. I force a smile one more time and wait at least five minutes before I excuse myself. I went to his room, but to my disappointment, he wasn¡¯t there. I ran back down the stairs and walked outside. His jeep was still in the garage. Where was he? ¡°Do you know where Damon went?¡± I ask one of the guards. He nods, ¡°he went for a run, miss.¡± I thanked him and ran out of the gates, searching the roadside for him. He wasn¡¯t there either. He must have gone into the forest. I needed to speak to him. I had to see Damon. I knew they didn¡¯t like me going into the forest without someone with me, but I wasn¡¯t technically alone if Damon was ahead of me. I didn¡¯t waste a second thought as I followed his scent. He couldn¡¯t have gotten far. I kept running for a few minutes before finally stopping when I saw three vampires in front of me. ¡°What is a pretty girl like you doing in the woods alone?¡± One of them asks. ¡°I¡¯m looking for someone,¡± I answer them. ¡°I assume we¡¯re the ones you¡¯re looking for.¡± Another onements. I press my lips tightly together and re at him. ¡°I don¡¯t want any trouble. It was nice talking to you, but I have somewhere that I need to be right now.¡± I make an attempt to go around them, but one of them grabs my shoulder. I sigh, ¡°are you going to make this difficult? My family is not far from here. Maybe you¡¯ve heard of them. The Fawns. If you¡¯re smart, you¡¯ll step away from me, and no one will get hurt.¡± ¡°The Fawns?¡± Theyugh. ¡°If you were one of them, you wouldn¡¯t be out in these dangerous woods by yourself.¡± ¡°I¡¯m rissa Fawn.¡± I introduce myself. One of the vampires takes a few steps closer to me, ¡°you mean the adopted girl? No wonder you¡¯re out here by yourself. They don¡¯t actually care about you. You¡¯re not their real child.¡± I don¡¯t even flinch at his words because I know it¡¯s not true. ¡°Can you let me go?¡± I demand from the vampire, that still has his hand on my shoulder. ¡°I will.¡± He answers me. ¡°Right after, we have a little fun together.¡± I felt my nails grow sharper, and before he has time to prepare, I scratch his face, making sure to get a good piece of his eye. He screams from the pain, and I use that opportunity to grab him by his neck and squeeze hard. The other vampires move swiftly around me. One grabs my hair, and the other bites down on my shoulder. I scream as I felt his teeth pierce my skin. A piercing howl covered my scream, and before I knew it, Damon¡¯s wolf was on top of us. It takes him seconds, f*****g seconds to kill the vampires in front of me. I¡¯m left with a lot of blood on my body and a bite wound on my shoulder. I¡¯m suddenly hit with a feeling of dizziness. Damon catches me; I hadn¡¯t even realized he¡¯d shifted back to his human form. ¡°He poisoned you,¡± Damon growls as he examines my shoulder. ¡°rissa?¡± He calls my name, and I can hear the panic in his voice. I try my best not to cry in front of him. I didn¡¯t want him to know how much it hurt. But it did. It was the first time I¡¯d been bitten by a vampire, and it was just as horrible as everyone had described to me. ¡°I¡¯m going to have to suck the poison out of your body rissa.¡± He tells me gently as he cradles me in his arms. I gasped when his lips touched my skin without warning. I tried to grab his hair with one hand as he continued to suck the poison out of my body. He stops and spits it onto the ground. I try to stay awake. It wasn¡¯t good to fall unconscious after a vampire poisoned you. Besides, I know this was the wrong time to have my inappropriate thoughts, but I loved the feeling of Damon¡¯s mouth on my body. I wanted to be awake to remember this. ¡°I¡¯m happy I got bitten by the vampire,¡± I whisper through the pain. Damon paused for a second on my shoulder but soon continued removing as much of the poison as he could. I turned my face slightly to the side of me so I could look at him while he was saving me yet again. He¡¯s saved me so many ways, and he doesn¡¯t even realize it yet. He stops, and I can¡¯t hide the disappointment that I feel. ¡°We need to get you home. A doctor needs to see you and ensure the poison is out.¡± He informs me. ¡°No.¡± I stop him. ¡°I don¡¯t want to leave. I want to stay here with you.¡± He gazes down at me in his arms, and it¡¯s only then that I realize he¡¯spletely n***d beneath me. If I weren¡¯t still so dizzy from the vampire¡¯s bite, I would have been losing my mind all now. ¡°rissa.¡± He says in the calmest way possible. ¡°I can¡¯t stay here with you and not have a doctor take a look at you. You can barely open your eyes.¡± I fought against the pain in my body and f****d myself to shift slightly to wrap my arms around his neck. My face is pressed against his chest as I listen to the pounding of his heart. ¡°I¡¯m fine. You saved me. You got the poison out of my body.¡± I promise him. ¡°I don¡¯t need to see a doctor.¡± ¡°You are not fine.¡± He growls. I cry out suddenly from a sharp pain in my arm. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Damon asks as he tries to help me. Thest time I felt something like this was the same day the evil witch had tried to kill me in front of my family. ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± I confess. ¡°My arm is hurting.¡± He runs his hands over it, and just like that, the pain disappears. It¡¯s almost like my body responded to his touch. ¡°How did you do that?¡± I ask in shock. ¡°Do what?¡± He asks. ¡°Stop the pain,¡± I exin. Suddenly the bodies of the vampires next to us go up into mes. My eyes widen at the sight in front of me. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± I whisper. ¡°Did you set them on fire?¡± ¡°No.¡± He answers me in amazement. ¡°Something crazy is happening right now.¡± He picked me up into his arms, and I held onto him as he walked with me through the forest. ¡°I told you I didn¡¯t want to leave yet,¡± Iin. ¡°And I told you that we need to get you home. Quickly. Besides, I don¡¯t know what the hell just happened. We need to get out of this forest.¡± He tells me. ¡°Damon,¡± I whisper. ¡°I want to stay here. With you.¡± He closes his eyes for a second as he stops walking. ¡°Why? Why do you want to stay here with me instead of letting a doctor take a look at your shoulder, rissa?¡± ¡°Because I need to make things better between us,¡± I whisper. ¡°You¡¯re upset with me. Or you¡¯re upset about our situation. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s bothering you, but I want to fix it. I can¡¯t stand us being so distant from each other. I¡¯m not used to it.¡± He takes a deep breath and starts to walk again. ¡°Damon!¡± I snap and wince as my head immediately starts to hurt from shouting. He stops walking again. ¡°We can talk about this after when you¡¯re better. I want to make sure that you¡¯re out of any danger rissa. You know how dangerous a vampire¡¯s bite can be. You¡¯re lucky he didn¡¯t try to turn you into one of them. We must ensure that the poison has left your body and can¡¯t hurt you anymore.¡± I was tired of this. He wasn¡¯t listening to me. I was trying to improve things between us but apparently, Damon was okay with how bad things had gotten between us recently. The more I thought about it, the angrier I got. The dizziness was slowly fading away and I knew I could walk on my own now. I didn¡¯t need him to carry me anymore. If he didn¡¯t want to listen to me, I wouldn¡¯t listen to him either. I would make things very difficult for him. ¡°Put me down.¡± I snap. ¡°No.¡± ¡°Put me down, Damon.¡± His hands tighten around me. ¡°I¡¯m not letting you go, not until I get you home.¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t let me go, I will scream,¡± I warn him. ¡°rissa.¡± He warns. ¡°Why are you being so difficult? I¡¯m trying to protect you.¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t let me go, I will do even worse than scream since that doesn¡¯t seem to scare you at all,¡± I warn him. He looks at me like I¡¯ve lost my mind, and maybe I have lost my mind. ¡°What do you think will be worse than screaming?¡± He asks, suddenly amused. ¡°Are you nning on hitting me?¡± I narrow my eyes. ¡°No. I¡¯m nning on kissing you if you don¡¯t let me go. You know, as I did in the game.¡± He freezes, and I can see the panic immediately begin to sink into his eyes. He doesn¡¯t let go of me like I expected him to do, but he does look more alert now. ¡°You wouldn¡¯t do something that crazy.¡± ¡°As you can see, I have my strength again. I will do it if you continue to go against my wishes.¡± I warn him for thest time. Damon sighs and resumes walking with me still in his arms. I couldn¡¯t believe him. He didn¡¯t think I had it in me to follow through with my threat. I¡¯ll show him! I grab his hair and pull him down to meet my mouth halfway. His mouth opens in shock at my kiss, and I use that opportunity to thrust my tongue between his lips. Damon stayedpletely still against my lips like he¡¯d done earlier at the game until he realized he had no choice but to kiss me back. ¡°rissa.¡± He growls against my lips. ¡°Stop this.¡± I broke the kiss long enough to whisper, ¡°I¡¯ll stop it when you let me go.¡± When he didn¡¯t let me go, I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. He lets me kiss him, and I¡¯m surprised he¡¯s letting me go this far. I wrapped my legs around his waist and buried my hands in his hair. I could feel the hunger inside of me intensify. The more I kissed him, the more I wanted even more of him. ¡°rissa.¡± He growls. I bite down on his bottom lip hard and run my tongue over it. Damon shivers under my touch, and I¡¯m unsure if I¡¯m finally getting a reaction out of him. Maybe I imagined it. He grabs my hair and pulls my face away from his. His breathing is loud enough to hear as he res at me with dark eyes. ¡°Do you know how f*****g wrong this is, rissa? This isn¡¯t some f*****g game. You¡¯re ying with our lives.¡± ¡°I warned you.¡± I remind him. ¡°You¡¯re the one that wasn¡¯t listening to me.¡± ¡°That¡¯s because I didn¡¯t think you would do something like that!¡± He eximed. ¡°If you don¡¯t let me go, it will only worsen.¡± I threaten him. He red at me, and his hands slowly let go of me, but my arms were still wrapped around his neck. I attempted to climb down from him when I felt something hard pressed against my a*s. My eyes widen as I peer up at him. He doesn¡¯t even look surprised. His re tells me that I am the culprit. I couldn¡¯t believe it. Damon was aroused, very aroused. And this time, I knew it was because of me. I was sure of it. I¡¯m tempted to look down at it. I mean, he was still n***d, and I could feel it more now that he didn¡¯t have any clothes on. It was warm, very warm. ¡°Are you not climbing down from me?¡± He asks. ¡°I¡¯m no longer holding onto you.¡± I clear my throat, ¡°Damon. . .I can feel¡ª¡± He growls and pulls me off his body. I fell t on the ground. I lift my head, and I can finally see it. He¡¯s long, hard, and pulsing for me. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever stared at something the way I was staring now. I know I¡¯m making a fool of myself, but I don¡¯t know how to look away. ¡°Ah fuck.¡± Damon growls as he turns away from me. He pushes his head back and stares at the sky. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s trying to do, but maybe he¡¯s trying to get it back to its normal size. ¡°There¡¯s a bag with clothes on one of the trees nearby.¡± He tells me. ¡°I¡¯m going to get dressed. Don¡¯t go anywhere.¡± I knew what tree he was speaking about. This part of the forest often had clothes in bags for us. Plenty of clothes were provided by our family for situations just like this one. My cheeks are burning as I watch him leave. Even his a*s was a sight to see. When the hell had my mind turned to this inappropriate monster? All I could think about was what his body could do to mine, especially after what I¡¯d just seen. I¡¯ve always imagined what it would look like, but I didn¡¯t have to imagine anymore. I didn¡¯t move from my spot, not after what had just happened. I¡¯m not sure what this means for Damon and me. Things kept getting crazier by the second, and I wasn¡¯t sure how to keep track of everything. I can¡¯t look at Damon when he walks over to me, fully clothed. But somehow, I could do it when he was n***d in front of me. I didn¡¯t understand myself at times. Damon sighs, ¡°I think you understand that this, just like this kiss isn¡¯t something I¡¯ll like to speak about again.¡± I finally look at him, but it¡¯s to re at him with anger. He runs a hand down his face. ¡°And now you¡¯re angry again. I don¡¯t know what the hell you want from me, rissa, but this is so unlike you.¡± I ignored the hand that he was offering as I finally picked myself off the ground. I didn¡¯t bother listening to anything else he had to say to me as I walked out of the forest. Why was he so clueless? Couldn¡¯t he tell by my actions that I wanted him? Why was he constantly pushing me away? . . . . . . . . . ~ANYA~ Being a good girl was not working in my favor. I was trying to y nice to fool the others, but somehow rissa still seemed to be getting closer to Damon. If I didn¡¯t act fast, I would lose Damon the same way that I¡¯d lost Atticus. I didn¡¯t want to bring up marriage until I thought it was a perfect time, but I realize now that I don¡¯t have much time left. This meant that I had no choice but to let go of Dante. They wouldn¡¯t allow me to marry Damon unless I were sure that he was the one I wanted. If I had done this since the beginning, I would have never lost Atticus. I took too long to choose him because of my mother. This time, I wouldn¡¯t make the same mistakes. My mother was no longer here, and I was the one left to make the hard decisions. I can only hope that this time my ns will work. ¡°You¡¯re finally home.¡± Willow, my younger sister, says as I walk into the living room. She looks lonely as she wrinkles her nose and closes the book she is reading. ¡°I am,¡± I say. ¡°Where did you go?¡± She asks me. ¡°It gets lonely here now that mother is no longer around.¡± I close my eyes as I felt instant heartache at her words. I still hadn¡¯t gotten over my mother¡¯s death. The wounds in my heart were still fresh. ¡°I was out with a friend,¡± I answer her. It wasn¡¯t exactly a lie. I couldn¡¯t tell her that I was nning on getting married or even that I was in a rtionship with two brothers. She wouldn¡¯t be able to understand anything. ¡°When are you going to introduce me to your friends?¡± She asks me. It wasn¡¯t the first time she¡¯d asked me this question. ¡°Very soon.¡± I lie. I¡¯ve kept the truth about my family from the Fawns for obvious reasons. I couldn¡¯t introduce her to them now. Willow wasn¡¯t aware of what mother and I had done. And if it were up to me, she would never find out. It was my duty to protect my sister from the things we¡¯d done. She didn¡¯t have to get tied up in all of this, it¡¯s what my mother would have wanted; for me to keep her out of this. ¡°I can¡¯t wait.¡± She tells me with a bright smile. Willow was only sixteen; she was turning seventeen in a few months. I didn¡¯t want to get her involved in my mess. I wanted to protect her as our mother protected her in the past before she died and left us both. I took a seat on the couch next to her, and she ced her head on my legs. I gently squeezed her head as I thought about ways to convince Damon to marry me. Once I convinced him, everything would work in my favor. Everything. Chapter 95 Chapter 95 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 95 Book 2 Chapter 18 ~DAMON~ ¡°What the f**k is wrong with you?¡± I demand from myself. I¡¯m inside my room. With the door locked. Lying on my bed. With my eyes closed and all I could think about was her. Not Anya. No. I was thinking about rissa. rissa. She was the only one on my f*****g mind. I tried to get her out of my head, but I couldn¡¯t. I couldn¡¯t no matter how hard I tried. I couldn¡¯t f*****g trust myself around her anymore. That¡¯s why I locked my door tonight. I couldn¡¯t risk hering inside here and asking me to let her sleep in the same bed as me for a second time. I almost didn¡¯t survive thest time that had happened. I couldn¡¯t allow myself to lose control. I had to keep fighting back as much as I could. If I let her sleep in the same bed with me again, there¡¯s no telling what would happen. No. Just the thought of it terrified me. She couldn¡¯t stay in the same bed with me, not again, never again. Not after what happened today in that forest. rissa kept on shocking me. She¡¯d kissed me not once but twice. I never thought I would kiss her in this lifetime, but she found a way to make it happen. Both times, not kissing her back was one of the hardest things I¡¯ve ever had to do in my life. My d**k hardened and demanded attention at just the thought of the way she¡¯d stared at it. I swallow. I couldn¡¯t get the look in her eyes out of my head. I thought rissa would have looked away. I thought she would have gotten shy and done anything to get away. I was standing still, letting her see the monster that my d**k was; I wanted to scare her. I wanted her to turn away and never look back. However, the sweet girl that I once thought was innocent widened her eyes and openly stared at my f*****g d**k. My d**k was as hard as a rock for her. Hard because she kissed me. A damn kiss! She didn¡¯t have to touch me anywhere else; all she had to was kiss me, and I was ready to drop to my knees in front of her and do anything she asked me to do. Even now, she had me wrapped around her tiny fingers. I kept denying the attraction and s****l tension between rissa and me. But this time, I couldn¡¯t deny it any longer. After today, I couldn¡¯t deny the obvious. I f*****g wanted her. I wanted a girl that was supposed to be like a sister to me. f**k, she had myst name. She was considered my sister by most outsiders. Yet, I knew I could never see her as my sister. I would always be protective of her, but not because I wanted to be her f*****g brother. I wanted something else. Something that I could never have. The tension between rissa and me had just increased after today. It would be even harder to control my need to have her, but I didn¡¯t care what I had to do; I must fight it. I still had a f*****g mate, damn it. I was betraying her trust by encouraging this thing between rissa and me. And what sense would that make when we could never be anything but siblings? That¡¯s what the world saw us as; it¡¯s what our family saw us as. It wouldn¡¯t be easy to change everyone¡¯s minds and make them see us as anything else. I knew I had to speak to rissa. I knew I had to exin to her how wrong this was. But it was hard to exin anything to her. She was stubborn. She wouldn¡¯t listen to me. Instead, she would do something drastic to make me change my mind. I was avoiding that from happening as much as I possibly could. When rissa was determined to get something, she didn¡¯t give up until she¡¯d gotten it. I¡¯d made her angry multiple times today, but I was only trying to protect her from herself. She wasn¡¯t thinking about the future; she wasn¡¯t thinking about her life and what would happen if anyone ever discovered everything that had happened between us recently. Why did I ever think I could get over the strong urge to have her? All this time, I thought it would be easy because rissa didn¡¯t see me as anything but a brother, the way it was supposed to be. But now I¡¯m beginning to realize how wrong I¡¯ve been this entire time. Someone who saw someone else as a brother wouldn¡¯t stare at his f*****g d**k like it was something she wanted to eat. I punched the wall behind me; I needed to stop thinking about her staring at it. f**k. Why did she do that? How long has rissa wanted me? How long has she craved for things I thought I alone craved? I¡¯d wanted her so f*****g much today. So much that it f*****g hurt like a motherfucker. I still want her. Even now, I¡¯m hard for her. And it might be hard for days toe if I didn¡¯t get the release I needed. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. She didn¡¯t know what she was doing to me. Well, now she might have a fair idea after seeing it for herself. It would be hard to convince her that it had nothing to do with her. I had to find a way to make her give up on this thing she was trying to achieve. It would only harm her. It would only bring pain, and she didn¡¯t realize that. rissa didn¡¯t realize how horrible things could be if she continued down this path. I had to find a way to show her. I had to find a way to convince her. Protecting her has always been the most important thing to me. That would never change. I knew that my words hurt her today, and that wasn¡¯t easy for me to do. If I wanted her to stop this madness, my words would only get harsher. I wasn¡¯t prepared to hurt her. I wasn¡¯t prepared to break her heart. But if that was the only way to protect her from herself, it had to be done. But first, I needed to find the damn strength to do it. I needed to remind myself why this had to be done. I needed to remind myself that I couldn¡¯t have her. I couldn¡¯t have rissa. I could never have her. She¡¯s not mine to keep. She never was. Chapter 96 Chapter 96 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 96 Book 2 Chapter 19 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°How did this even happen?¡± Atticus asks me. ¡°Why did you go out into the woods alone?¡± It was the next day after getting attacked by vampires. The doctor had already seen me yesterday and confirmed that the poison was out of my body. I was already back to normal, which meant everyone around me was ready to ask some questions. I¡¯d already gotten plenty of questions for the morning, I guess it was now Atticus¡¯s turn to ask. He didn¡¯t look happy with me at all. In fact, he looked extremely disappointed that I would put my life in danger like that. In my defense, I didn¡¯t think I would bounce up three vampires in the middle of the woods. I was hoping to meet up with Damon, but no one else. ¡°I wanted to join Damon on his run,¡± I answer him. ¡°The guard informed me that he went for a run. I wanted to catch up with him, but the vampires saw me before I could make it any further. I didn¡¯t think I would be in danger when Damon was also there. Besides, it wasn¡¯t that far from our home either.¡± He takes a deep breath and I try to prepare myself for his words. ¡°Do you know how dangerous your actions were, rissa?¡± Atticus demands from me. ¡°You could have waited for Damon to return. You didn¡¯t have to go after him. I know you two are having a fight, but it can¡¯t be so important that you would risk getting hurt.¡± He was wrong. It was important. I felt like I was running out of time, and I had to fix things with Damon before I lost him. Atticus wouldn¡¯t understand this even if I tried to exin it; that¡¯s why I refused to say anything in return. It would be better if he thought I agreed with him. Yesterday, things took a turn for the worst. If I thought things were bad between Damon and me before, I was clearly in for a surprise. Every day we have been pushed further apart from each other. I wasn¡¯t sure what were the proper steps to take anymore. If I sat back and did nothing, Damon would never make the first move. I knew him; he was not like that. And when I attempted to get closer to him, he pushed me further apart. Nothing was going how I wanted it to go. Damon walks into the living room then and looks at Atticus and me; he quirks a brow, he¡¯s probably wondering about the conversation we were having. ¡°Did you know she was following you into those woods?¡± Atticus asks him. Damon narrows his eyes, ¡°do you think I would ever allow that if I knew she would do something like that?¡± Atticus sighs, ¡°I want you both to talk about whatever it is bothering you. It¡¯s causing too much trouble already. We¡¯re not used to the two of you fighting. You¡¯re old enough to fix this before it gets worse.¡± It wasn¡¯t something that could be easily fixed. Atticus wouldn¡¯t know that because he didn¡¯t know what we¡¯d been up to recently. ¡°I can¡¯t have that discussion with rissa today.¡± Damon answers him. ¡°I have to meet Anya today. There¡¯s something important that she wants to discuss with me.¡± Something important? My body immediately stiffens at his words. His eyes fall on my fingers, gripping my dress tightly. He swallows, and before Atticus can respond, he¡¯s already out of the room. I couldn¡¯t believe this. What could they possibly have to talk about that was so important? Was she going to bring up the kiss from the game to him again? Would she demand something from him in return for her forgiveness? I knew how sneaky Anya was; I should have known she would be up to something. ¡°Why do you look so worried?¡± Atticus asks me. ¡°I¡¯ve been noticing a change in you recently, rissa. I¡¯ve also noticed the tension between you and Damon. I want you to know that you can always talk to me if you need someone to talk to.¡± I look to Autumn for help. She¡¯d just walked into the room. She cleared her throat and asked Atticus to help her with something. I thanked her with my eyes, and she smiled. I wanted to speak with Damon before he left, but we weren¡¯t on speaking terms afterst night. I didn¡¯t want to be the one to start a conversation between us. I just had to hope that Anya didn¡¯t have anything nned that could ruin my life. . . . . . . . . . . ~DAMON~ I met Anya for lunch at her favorite restaurant. Whatever she wanted to discuss with me had to be very important. She made me promise that I wouldn¡¯t end our date early this time like I¡¯d donest time because of rissa. ¡°Is there a special asion?¡± I asked her as I saw the beautiful white dress that she had on. She smiles, ¡°there is something special about to happen.¡± I quirk a brow and take a seat opposite her. ¡°Do you mind telling me what all of this is about?¡± ¡°Before I tell you why we are here, there¡¯s something that I wanted to discuss with you first.¡± She exins. I nod, ¡°I¡¯m listening.¡± I was worried that she would bring up what had happened yesterday. I wasn¡¯t sure how I would be able to make it up to her. But ording to Autumn, she was just as guilty for kissing someone other than me in the game. I would have felt less guilty if I didn¡¯t have inappropriate thoughts about rissa the entire time. ¡°I¡¯ve decided that I can¡¯t go on having a rtionship with both you and Dante.¡± She blurts out. I stop moving, shocked to my core. What did she mean by this? Was she saying what I thought she was? ¡°I don¡¯t understand.¡± I finally say. ¡°What do you mean by this? Are you breaking up with both of us?¡± C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org Sheughs, ¡°why would you think that?¡± What was she so happy about? For years she couldn¡¯t choose between us. When Atticus got married, she went almost crazy from the pain of seeing him with someone else. How could she be this calm after announcing something this important? ¡°I¡¯m just repeating what you¡¯re saying to me,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯ve decided that I want to be with you.¡± She finally confessed. ¡°Only you. I don¡¯t want anyone else but you, Damon.¡± My lips parted at her words. Ever since I fell in love with Anya, that¡¯s all I¡¯ve ever hoped to hear from her mouth. I thought that my life would beplete once she said those words to me, but all I felt right now was gut-wrenching panic. ¡°You don¡¯t want Dante?¡± I asked; I needed to confirm it with her first. She nods with a bright smile, ¡°I don¡¯t want your brother. I want you. And to show you how serious I am, I want us to get married by the end of this month. I want to have yourst name. I want to be completely yours.¡± Chapter 97 Chapter 97 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 97 Original content from N?velDrama.Org. Book 2 Chapter 20 ~DAMON~ Marriage? ¡°Marriage?¡± I repeat. ¡°You want to marry me?¡± She nods, ¡°I was waiting for the right moment to ask you. I think today is a perfect time.¡± I frown, ¡°shouldn¡¯t I be the one to ask you?¡± She sighs, ¡°I don¡¯t want to wait, Damon. I want to have you now. I want us to be one. I want you to mark me andplete our bond. It was a hard decision for me to let go of Dante. It was one of the hardest things I¡¯ve ever done besides watching Atticus marry someone else, even though I was still in love with him. This time, I know what I want. This time, I will not lose the man in my heart.¡± I leaned back in my chair; my heart was racing, and so was my mind. I never thought this day would evere this quickly. I thought Dante and I would fight for her affection for most of our lives. Now I realize that I was wrong. Somehow, Anya has decided that I¡¯m the one that she wants. I want to be happy. I truly do, then why do I feel so conflicted? ¡°Have you spoken to Dante about all of this?¡± I ask her. ¡°Do you know if he¡¯s okay with us getting married? It can¡¯t be easy for him. He loves you just as much as I love you.¡± She sighs, ¡°I thought that we could do this together. I don¡¯t want to be the one to break his heart, but I know that it has to be done.¡± This was not good. This could cause a drift in my rtionship with my brother. We always knew there was a possibility that this day would happen, and we always hoped that Anya would choose the one she truly wanted. ¡°I thought you would have been happier than this.¡± She frowns. ¡°You always told me how hard it¡¯s been for you to see me with your brothers in the past. You always told me that you wished that I was only yours. Then, why are you acting like I¡¯ve given you the worst news possible?¡± It¡¯s true. Seeing her with Dante and Atticus was always so damn hard. I spent most days wishing that she was only mine. It was like that for a while but things had changed recently. Ever since Autumn married Atticus and rissa started acting differently, my feelings had be a puzzle. A puzzle that I hadn¡¯t figured out as yet. I was still trying to figure out what I truly wanted. I was still trying to figure out what were the right decisions to make in my life. I swallowed; I couldn¡¯t tell her the truth. ¡°I am happy.¡± I lie. ¡°I do want to marry you, Anya. I¡¯m just worried that Dante would hate me for the rest of my life for marrying you.¡± ¡°You¡¯re wrong.¡± She says as she holds my hand. ¡°Dante knows that he would have also married me if I had chosen him. He knows that he wouldn¡¯t have denied me because of you. He will be understanding. He won¡¯t hate you. I promise you this.¡± I take a deep breath. ¡°I don¡¯t know if this is the right thing to do, Anya. I feel like another wedding is the last thing our family wants right now. It hasn¡¯t been that long since Autumn and Atticus got married. These things take time to prepare. I don¡¯t want to throw this onto my family without any warning.¡± I didn¡¯t want to shock rissa. She was the main person I was worried about. I was scared of how she would react if she found out I was marrying Anya. Things between us were still in a mess; I hadn¡¯t fixed it yet. I would only make things worse if I announced my wedding. ¡°Damon,¡± Anya whispers. ¡°Please don¡¯t say no to me. I chose you. I could have chosen Dante, but I chose to be with you. Please don¡¯t break my heart. I want to marry you, and I don¡¯t care about the consequences. So please, say yes.¡± I could see the tears in her eyes, which was one of my weaknesses. She knew I could never see her cry. I still didn¡¯t want to tell her yes. I still didn¡¯t want to hurt rissa. f**k. What the hell was I supposed to do in this situation? Should I say yes or no? If I rejected Anya today, I would never be able to forgive myself. If I said yes to her, I would risk destroying my rtionship with rissa for good. But if I didn¡¯t marry Anya, rissa would continue trying to make moves on me. Dangerous moves that could destroy her peace for the rest of her life. The more I thought about it, the more it seemed that marrying Anya was the right thing to do. ¡°Okay.¡± I finally agree. ¡°If you want to get married, we will get married.¡± Her eyes lit up at my words, and she hugged me tightly. I wrapped my arms around her as my heart pounded in my chest. I wasn¡¯t sure I was doing the right thing, but I couldn¡¯t turn back now. I¡¯d already said yes. The hard part hadn¡¯t even begun yet. My parents were not very fond of Anya; however, recently, they have been nicer to her. It¡¯s possible that they were warming up to her. I wasn¡¯t sure if that was enough for them to agree on us marrying. ¡°I can¡¯t wait to tell everyone!¡± She shouts. I slowly pull her away from her to look into her eyes, ¡°I don¡¯t think we should announce this right away.¡± ¡°Why not?¡± She demands. ¡°I¡¯m so happy to announce it to the world. What are you waiting on? Why can¡¯t we announce it?¡± I wanted the chance to tell rissa before the announcement was made. I wanted to make things right between us before she found out the news. I knew that she wasn¡¯t going to ept this easily. rissa didn¡¯t like Anya; she never did. ¡°I want to tell my family,¡± I exin to her. ¡°I want to ease them into this news.¡± ¡°Why do you have to do that?¡± she demands. ¡°Won¡¯t they be happy that you¡¯re marrying me?¡± ¡°The first thing that needs to be done is speaking to Dante.¡± I remind her. ¡°He needs to know that you¡¯re rejecting him before anyone else finds out. Then we need to give him some time to recover from the shock. When I feel he¡¯s okay, we will announce it to everyone else.¡± Anya didn¡¯t look happy with this n, but she had to agree with it. I was not going to announce our marriage without a proper warning. ¡°I¡¯m so happy, Damon.¡± She whispers as she leans forward to kiss me. I pulled back slightly without realizing what I¡¯d done until it was toote. For some reason, I didn¡¯t want to kiss her. For some strange reason, it felt like I was cheating on someone else. f**k. How could I not kiss the woman I was nning to marry? What the hell was wrong with me? Chapter 98 Chapter 98 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 98 Book 2 Chapter 21 ~CLARISSA~ I waited for Damon to return home. I kept feeling like something was not okay. When I finally saw his jeep, I was overjoyed that he¡¯d returned. All of that changed the second that I saw Anya with him. Why did he bring her back? Why was she dressed so fancy? Did he take her on a date? He said that they had something important to talk about, but he never mentioned that it was a date. I tried to remain calm, but my heart was racing just as much as my mind was. My impatience was getting the better of me. I wanted to know what they had discussed today. I wanted to know why Anya was looking so damn happy. Whenever she was delighted, its because she had gotten her way, and when she¡¯d gotten her way, it usually ended in someone being upset. Who was she nning on upsetting today? They walk past me in the corridor, and to my surprise, Damon looks a little tense. There¡¯s something he¡¯s hiding from me; I could feel it. ¡°Where is Dante?¡± She asks me as she keeps walking. ¡°In his room,¡± I answer her. They were looking for Dante, but for some reason, Damon looked uneasy. ¡°Should I call him?¡± I ask her. ¡°No.¡± She answers me with a bright smile. It was the first time I¡¯d ever seen her smile that brightly. ¡°We will see him in his room. There¡¯s something important that we have to discuss with him.¡± Here they go again, mentioning this important thing no one was telling me about. Whatever it was, it involved all three of them. That didn¡¯t seem like good news to me. What could involve all three of them besides their weird rtionship? I watch as they walk up the stairs. I¡¯m tempted to follow them, but that wouldn¡¯t end well for me. I ran towards Autumn, who was in the kitchen. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± She says as soon as she sees the look on my face. ¡°I think something horrible is going to happen,¡± I whisper. ¡°Why?¡± she demands. ¡°What did you see?¡± ¡°Damon left to meet Anya today. He said they had something important to discuss. He just came home with her, but she looked dressed for a special asion. Now they¡¯re both going to talk with Dante. I¡¯m telling you, Autumn, something is not right.¡± I exin. She might think I¡¯m exaggerating, but this feeling in my chest couldn¡¯t be wrong. ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± She tries to soothe me as she gently rubs my arm. ¡°Let¡¯s just wait and see what happens.¡± ¡°I need to listen to their conversation,¡± I tell her. ¡°I need to hear what they are talking about.¡± A door ms shut in the house, and we both jump at the sound. There is also some shouting. ¡°Dante!¡± I hear Damon shouting his name. ¡°What the hell is going on?¡± Griffin asks as he walks into the kitchen with a beer in his hand. ¡°We were just trying to figure out the same thing,¡± Autumn tells him. The three of us walk out of the kitchen, and we¡¯re just in time to see Damon grab Dante¡¯s arm. He pushes his hand away and growls. ¡°Stay the f**k away from me. I just need to be alone right now. Away from you and away from Anya. I can¡¯t see the both of you in front of me.¡± ¡°Dante, please.¡± Anya tries to console him. ¡°This was the only way to move forward. I couldn¡¯t keep dragging the two of you along. I had to choose one of you eventually, and Damon is the one I want. I¡¯m sorry if I hurt you, but please try to understand that this is the best thing for all of us.¡± Autumn and I look at each other in horror. What the hell just happened? Did I hear her correctly? Was she choosing Damon to be with? Was she letting go of Dante? What caused her to change her mind? Why did she suddenly know that it was Damon that she wanted? Please tell me this was a nightmare. Please tell me this was all a lie. I don¡¯t want it to be true. Atticus walks in next, ¡°What¡¯s all the shouting about?¡± He takes one look at Damon and then at Dante before ring at Anya. ¡°What mess did you make now?¡± He growls. ¡°Don¡¯t speak to her like that,¡± Damon warns him. ¡°She suddenly decided that she wants Damon,¡± Griffin answers him. ¡°She no longer wants to be with Dante. She has disposed of him because she¡¯s gotten everything she wanted already.¡± I gape at Griffin. He was sarcastic, but this wasn¡¯t the right time for any of that. Dante looks like his whole life is falling apart. If she was rejecting him, why didn¡¯t it seem to bother her? Why was she so calm? There was not a single tear in her eyes. She¡¯d just broken Dante¡¯s heart like it was nothing to her. ¡°I think we all need to stay calm,¡± Autumn says as she tries to lighten the mood. ¡°We can talk about this in a civil manner. When did you make this decision, Anya? What made you decide that it¡¯s Damon that you want to be with?¡± ¡°That¡¯s something I¡¯ll rather speak to Damon and Dante about.¡± She tells her. ¡°This shouldn¡¯t be anyone else¡¯s business. Damon and I agreed that this was the right thing to do.¡± I can¡¯t help but gaze at him in disbelief. Did he think of me even once when they agreed on this? He¡¯s avoiding me; I can tell when he¡¯s avoiding me, and he¡¯s doing a very bad job right now. ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear more of this,¡± Dante growls. ¡°I¡¯ve had enough of it. I¡¯m leaving. I don¡¯t want anyone to follow me.¡± No one says anything as he storms out of the house. ¡°This may not be the right time to mention this,¡± Griffin says. ¡°But I think it¡¯s a good thing that she finally chose. This means that Dante is now a free man. He¡¯s finally free again. He may not realize it now, but he¡¯s just been saved.¡± Anya res at him, and so does Damon. ¡°I think you should tell us the truth, Anya.¡± I snap. ¡°Why are you suddenly realizing that you want Damon and not Dante?¡± Anya crosses her arms and gives me a sad smile, ¡°it wasn¡¯t an easy decision to make, rissa. I¡¯ve always loved them both, but I finally realized that I couldn¡¯t have them for the rest of my life. I knew I had to choose. I¡¯m sure you understand why my choice had to be Damon.¡± I frown. Why would I understand why it had to be Damon? ¡°Today, I decided to tell Damon how I truly felt about everything. We had to tell Dante eventually, why not today? Besides, if we were going to mention getting married to everyone else, we knew that Dante had to find out before anyone else found out.¡± I stopped breathing. I think Autumn did next to me as well. She didn¡¯t just say that. Anya didn¡¯t just say that she was nning on marrying Damon. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whisper. ¡°I know I¡¯ve just misheard you. I know you didn¡¯t just mention getting married to Damon.¡± The color leaves Damon¡¯s face as he looks at Anya. He must have asked her to keep it a secret from the rest of us, judging by how he red at her. How could he do this to me? How could he let me find out this way? ¡°It¡¯s true.¡± She answers me. ¡°Damon wanted to wait for a little before we made the announcement. But since Dante knows, I don¡¯t see why everyone else can¡¯t as well.¡± I felt like I was about to faint with this news. I still wanted to believe that all of this was just a nightmare. I didn¡¯t want to think that it was happening right now. I can¡¯t feel my feet as I walk toward Damon. I¡¯m not sure what I¡¯m nning to say or do, but I want to look him directly in his eyes. I want to hear the truth from his mouth. I don¡¯t stop walking until I¡¯m inches away from him. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org His eyes found mine, and we stood that way for a few seconds, gazing at each other while everyone else looked on. ¡°Tell me the truth,¡± I say with all emotion drained from my voice. ¡°Did you agree to marry Anya?¡± Chapter 99 Chapter 99 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 99 Book 2 Chapter 22 ~DAMON~ This should not hurt this much. It should not f*****g hurt like this. Marrying Anya was supposed to solve everything. It was supposed to make things better. Not worse. But it was worse. Wasn¡¯t it? Dante had just stormed out of the house, and I could feel his pain. He was my brother; of course, I could feel his pain. He was hurting, and so was I. But forpletely different reasons. He was in despair because of Anya, and I was in pain because of rissa. I didn¡¯t want to be the reason he was like this. I didn¡¯t want to hurt my brother. And I sure as hell didn¡¯t want to hurt rissa. But what the hell was the right thing to do? What other choice could I have made to make things better? I knew from the start that Dante would have reacted badly to the news, so I asked for enough time to exin things to him, but Anya did not give me that time. When we were in the room, she didn¡¯t wait for me, she immediately told him everything. I was not prepared for it at all. Seeing my brother like this was affecting me horribly. But the real pain, the main reason my heart was squeezing painfully in my chest, was the beautiful woman in front of me. She was staring at me as if I¡¯d just broken her heart into a million pieces. That was never the intention. I was trying to protect her heart, not break it.Original content from N?velDrama.Org. I swallow. It¡¯s the only movement I could allow my body to make right now. It hurts even to breathe while staring at her eyes, now filled with unshed tears. f**k ME. I can¡¯t believe that I¡¯m the one that¡¯s hurting her like this. In the past, I would kill anyone that made her cry but this time, I was the culprit. I was the asshole making her cry. Anya was not supposed to break the news like this. I told her to give me time. I told her that I didn¡¯t want to announce it today. Why did she have to do this? I knew it had to happen eventually, but I wasn¡¯t ready to break the news to rissa. At least, not like this. I wanted to ease her into it. I wanted to make sure that she was ready to hear this announcement. Anya had beaten me to it, and now I had to pick up the broken pieces. I had to pick up the pieces of rissa¡¯s broken heart and somehow find a way to put them back together, to make it whole again. But I knew she wouldn¡¯t let me, not with the way she was looking at me in disbelief. She never expected this from me; I knew that much. She¡¯s waiting for me to give her an answer. She¡¯s waiting for me to confirm what Anya said is true. But I can¡¯t seem to form the words in my mouth. I¡¯m suddenly at a loss for words. I don¡¯t want her to hate me. I don¡¯t want her to be disappointed in me. Even though everything Anya said was true, I didn¡¯t want to confirm it. I can feel all eyes on us. My entire family is standing around us. My parents and grandfather had just joined and were catching up on what was happening. My whole family was watching us, everyone except Dante. I still had no clue how to break the news to my parents. Why did Anya do this? Why did she make the announcement without asking me first? ¡°Tell me,¡± rissa whispers; this time, her voice breaks, tugging at my heart. It took all of my self- control not to reach forward and gently cup her face in my hands. ¡°Damon.¡± She says again in that tone that does weird, painful things to my body. ¡°Tell me the truth. Did you agree to marry Anya?¡± My jaw clenches, and I try to find the words. It was one word, just yes, that¡¯s all I had to say, but the moment I did, I knew that everything would change between us. And a part of me, a very sick part of me, didn¡¯t want it to change. I needed things to stay the same. I couldn¡¯t handle the change. It had to remain the same. It had to. ¡°rissa.¡± My mother tries to calm her. ¡°Let¡¯s take this into the family room. We can all talk about it calmly in there.¡± Yes. Calmly. That¡¯s what we needed to do. But I also knew that this discussion could never be a calm one. ¡°No.¡± rissa hissed, and it was the first time she¡¯s used that tone on our mother. On my mother. Even though rissa was adopted, I don¡¯t think she fully epted my parents as hers. And I know that the main reason is partly because of me. I¡¯ve known it for a while, but I¡¯ve been lying to myself. Lying to myself because I wanted to protect her from herself and, most importantly, from me. Those lies were about to cost me everything. I shouldn¡¯t have ran from it. I should have found a way to deal with everything before it reached this point. ¡°I want to talk about it now.¡± She adds as she res at me. ¡°I want Damon to tell me the truth. He isn¡¯t saying anything and that could only mean one thing.¡± ¡°He doesn¡¯t owe you any exnations.¡± Anya snaps. ¡°It¡¯s his life. He doesn¡¯t need your consent to decide who he wants to marry. As his sister, you should congratte him and be happy for him. What are you so upset about, anyway? Can¡¯t you see that marrying me is what he actually wants? I can make him happy; I would think that would, in return, make you happy. You should want the best for your brother and I don¡¯t see a better option for him than I am.¡± Sister. Why did that one word make me feel sick to my stomach? I didn¡¯t see her as my sister. I could never see her like that. My eyes move from rissa to re at Anya. This was her mess. She¡¯d told them at the wrong time. She doesn¡¯t get to tell rissa how to feel at a time like this. She sees my anger and quietly moves back without adding to her words. She knows that I¡¯m angry and she knows why. ¡°rissa¡ª¡± that¡¯s all I can say. That¡¯s all my mouth is letting me say¡ªher name. I still can¡¯t say that one word that she¡¯s waiting for me to say. My heart squeezes some more when I see the tears slowly rolling down her cheeks. I did that. I was causing her to cry when it was thest f*****g thing I ever wanted to do. ¡°I can¡¯t believe you would do this to me.¡± She says as she continues to look straight into my eyes. She isn¡¯t backing down. She¡¯s showing me exactly what I¡¯m doing to her by agreeing to marry Anya. ¡°You were not supposed to find out this way.¡± I finally say. ¡°I didn¡¯t want you to find out like this. I know it doesn¡¯t make it better, but you were never supposed to find out this way.¡± She bit her bottom lip and scrunched her nose as the love in her eyes slowly turned into something I¡¯d never seen before. Hatred. Does she hate me? I cannot live with myself if rissa ever decided to hate me. My heart wouldn¡¯t be able to take it. I would drop to the ground and beg her to forgive me if I had to but seeing her hate me wasn¡¯t something I could ever easily ept. There¡¯s so much more that I want to tell her. So much more, but I don¡¯t know how to say it. I didn¡¯t know what to say to make her understand that this was the right thing to do. She would disagree with me. I knew that she would. But why does the right thing hurt so f*****g much? Shouldn¡¯t it be easier? Why does it feel like someone is tearing my heart straight out of my chest? rissa doesn¡¯t try to say anything in response to my words. She looks tired and still in shock. She seems like someone who¡¯d lost the most important thing in their life. I watch as she turns and walks away from me. I felt like I was letting her walk out of my life. I didn¡¯t want to let her go. I didn¡¯t want things to get bad between us. My hands tightened into fists at my sides. It was taking all of my self-control not to grab her and bring her back to me. It was taking all of my self-control not to pick her up and take her away from this ce ¡ªjust me and her. ¡°What¡¯s the meaning of all of this?¡± My father demands. ¡°Have you truly decided that you¡¯re going to marry Anya?¡± Now that Dante and rissa knew of my ns to marry Anya, it was time to have the discussion with my parents. Even they are surprised by this news, and I¡¯m positive they are also unhappy with my decision. I was expecting all of this. I should have been prepared for the pain as well. I should be stronger than this. I knew why I had to do it. I knew that this wedding was important. I had to suck up the pain and bury it deep inside me. ¡°Son?¡± He asks. I can¡¯t answer him. I¡¯m still staring at the door, where rissa just walked through. I want to run after her. I want to exin. I want to make it better. ¡°He has,¡± Anya answers for me. ¡°Damon is the man I want to marry, and while I¡¯m devastated that I must let go of Dante, I know I¡¯m making the right decision. Damon is the right choice.¡± My parents look at each other. I don¡¯t think anyone in this room is happy with my decision. It shows in their faces. It¡¯s not just my parents. My siblings are also not happy. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t we discuss this more before we talk about marriage?¡± My mother asks. ¡°It¡¯s a lifetime commitment.¡± ¡°You were much more supportive when you wanted Atticus to marry Autumn.¡± Anya reminds them. ¡°Can¡¯t you be supportive of Damon as well?¡± My father adjusts the watch on his hand as he tries to figure out the best way to deal with this entire situation. ¡°Are you sure this is what you want, son?¡± My mother asks me gently. ¡°Don¡¯t rush into anything you¡¯re notfortable with. Everyone is here to guide you both along the way. If you¡¯re unsure, this is your chance, to be honest with us.¡± Anya looked at me with a panicked look on her face, and I knew that I couldn¡¯t say no. Not with the way she was looking at me. I¡¯d already agreed to marry her; she left Dante for me, chose me, and I couldn¡¯t disappoint her. But rissa. . . How did I fix things with her? How did I make it better? ¡°Damon?¡± My mother calls my name. ¡°Do you want to marry Anya? Do you want us to start nning a wedding?¡± I had to give my mother an answer. The longer I took to say the one word everyone was waiting to hear, the more they would think that this entire thing wasn¡¯t my decision, to begin with. I couldn¡¯t make them think that I didn¡¯t want to marry Anya. If they did, it would cause plenty of problems for us. For rissa. You have to do it, Damon. No matter how much it hurts you. This is something that you can¡¯t say no to. I can¡¯t recognize my own voice as I answer, ¡°yes. I want to marry her. I want to marry Anya.¡± Chapter 100 Chapter 100 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 100 Book 2 Chapter 23 ~CLARISSA~ I hate him. I hate him so much. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. How could he do this? How could he agree to marry her? I thought I was getting closer to him. We¡¯d finally kissed after wanting it for so many years; we had finally kissed, not once but twice. We¡¯d slept in the same bed together. We were having conversations that weren¡¯t the average kinds between friends or siblings. Things were different. I should have seen the signs. I should have realized this sooner. I knew that he was pushing me away while I was trying to bring us closer, but not once did I think he would agree to marry Anya, at least not this soon. What went wrong? Why did he make this decision and not tell me s**t about it? How long has he been nning on marrying her? How long has he known he would break my heart and choose to marry her? This decision hasn¡¯t only messed up my life. It also messed with Dante and his life. He was just as heartbroken as I was. It hurt to see Dante like that. He didn¡¯t deserve what Anya did to him. She could have told him in a better way. She didn¡¯t have to make him feel like he was nothing to her. I couldn¡¯t even run after him while I was in so much pain. I had to fix my own heart before I could help fix his. How could I watch him marry her? How could I watch the love of my life put a ring on someone else¡¯s finger? The more I thought about it, the more the tears rolled down my cheeks. This wasn¡¯t the Damon I knew and loved. He wasn¡¯t like this. He wouldn¡¯t put me through all this pain without a good reason for it. I refused to believe that he actually wanted to marry Anya. I refused to believe that he was happy with this poor decision. I couldn¡¯t let this happen. I couldn¡¯t let this marriage take ce. Everything would be over the moment that they both said I do to each other. I won¡¯t have a chance with Damon after that. It would be toote. I had two options: let Damon marry her and ruin both of our lives or prove to him that we were meant to be together. I was not going to make this easy for him. I was not going to let him take the easier way out. I¡¯m going to fight. I¡¯m going to fight as I¡¯ve never fought before. I will make him drop to his knees and beg me to be his. He doesn¡¯t realize yet that a massive storm is coming his way but soon he will know the truth. ¡°rissa?¡± Autumn calls as she knocks on my room door. I knew Autumn woulde after me. She was like a sister to me. I knew she would be worried about me. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°Can Ie in?¡± ¡°You can,¡± I answer her. I needed her. This news had shocked me to my very core. I needed someone to hold onto. Someone who understood the pain that I felt. She doesn¡¯t wait for another second as she barges into the room. One look at my tear-streaked face, and she¡¯s already hugging me. ¡°I can¡¯t believe he¡¯d do something like this to you.¡± She whispers. ¡°I can¡¯t believe he¡¯s going to marry Anya. He doesn¡¯t realize yet what he¡¯s doing but this decision will ruin his life. If he doesn¡¯t stop it soon, he will regret everything.¡± ¡°I should have known this was eventually going to happen,¡± I admit. ¡°We all knew Anya wanted to marry into this family. She wanted Atticus at first, but now she wants Damon. I can¡¯t believe she disposed of Dante like he was nothing to her. It makes me wonder what her intentions truly are. Does she just want to be apart of this family for money? What does she truly want?¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°I also have my doubts about Anya.¡± ¡°We need to do something.¡± I plead with her. ¡°Maybe if we hire a private investigator we can dig up some information on Anya that can stop this wedding. I know that there¡¯s plenty she¡¯s hiding from us. We just need to find out what it is.¡± She nods, ¡°I agree with you. But we can¡¯t let the others know what we are up to. Damon and Dante still care deeply for Anya. Even Atticus, he doesn¡¯t love her but the time he spent with her in the past has made him care for her. If we¡¯re going to do this, we need to do it on our own.¡± Her hand squeezes mine gently. ¡°We are going to make him beg,¡± Autumn promises me. ¡°He isn¡¯t going tost long. He¡¯s going to regret ever agreeing to marry her when it¡¯s clear that you are the one in his heart. We need to make Damon realize this before it¡¯s toote. We need him to see that you¡¯re the woman for him. His heart knows it; it¡¯s time he catches up with his feelings.¡± I smiled; this was why I loved Autumn. She always knew the right words to say. Even though I had this heavy feeling in my chest, talking to her has eased the tension within me. ¡°Did they announce the date for the wedding?¡± I ask her. We needed to know how long we had left. ¡°Not exactly.¡± She answers me. ¡°However, the engagement party will take ce in five days.¡± Five days? Were they crazy? If they chose such a close date for the engagement, it only meant that we didn¡¯t have plenty time before the wedding took ce. ¡°Are they in a rush to get married?¡± I demand. ¡°What about Dante? Shouldn¡¯t they have waited for him to recover from the pain?¡± Or couldn¡¯t he at least wait until my heart had good enough time to recover from the initial shock of this marriage? Did Damon not care about me at all? I still didn¡¯t understand why he was doing this. ¡°We need to find the sexiest dress on earth for his engagement. We need to make him miserable to the point that we ruin the entire night for him.¡± Autumn insists. ¡°I¡¯m not going to make this easy for him. He made you cry and while I love him like a brother, he deserves what¡¯sing.¡± I agree. I was willing to do everything as long as it got Damon back to my side. It was time my nightmare tricks returned. That would be my first n. My nightmares. He barely survived thest time I spent a night in his room; this time, I¡¯ll make it much harder. ¡°He couldn¡¯t stop looking at the door when you left. Breaking the news to you was something that killed him inside. I¡¯m positive that he warned Anya to give him some time to break the news to you first. He should have never trusted her word. It¡¯s obvious that she couldn¡¯t wait to rub it into your face.¡± She sighs, ¡°I think that Damon is afraid.¡± ¡°Afraid?¡± I ask, confused. Why would he be afraid? What could Damon possibly afraid of? She nods. ¡°He isn¡¯t stupid. He knows what will happen if anyone finds out you have feelings for each other. He wants to protect you, but he doesn¡¯t realize that his decisions are breaking your heart.¡± She exins. ¡°I saw the look on his face rissa. Atticus and everyone else aren¡¯t paying attention to the way he gazes at you but I have been. That man has feelings for you and no one can change my mind. This is the only exnation that I cane up with. He must be trying to protect you from everyone else.¡± I swallow. I was aware the possibilities of people finding out and what that would mean for me, but I was willing to take that risk for him. I wanted him and nothing else mattered to me. I wish that Damon could see things the way that I saw them. I wish that he could understand that I was willing to sacrifice everything to be with him. ¡°Damon maye looking for you.¡± She tells me. ¡°Do you want to speak to him tonight or should I tell him to give you some space?¡± I wanted to see him but not right now. It was too much for me. I needed time to process everything. A knock on the door catches both of our attention. Was that him? Did hee to speak to me about the entire thing? Autumn opens the door and we were right, it was him. ¡°rissa wants to be alone tonight.¡± Autumn tells him for me. ¡°Please respect her wishes.¡± It hurt to turn him away but he should have expected this after the announcement that he just made. He doesn¡¯t try to change my mind. Instead, he breaks my heart even more when he leaves just like Autumn asked him to. After Autumn leaves, I spent the rest of the night crying myself to sleep. The next day my eyes were swollen and extremely red. I had to wear makeup to cover it so that everyone else couldn¡¯t see just how bad this news had hit me. I didn¡¯t want my family to notice how badly Damon¡¯s announcement had affected me. I didn¡¯t need them to get suspicious. We were back at the academy and so far, the news about Damon¡¯s engagement hadn¡¯t spread like I expected it to. What was Anya waiting on to announce it to everyone that she knew? I knew she couldn¡¯t wait for every person at the academy to find out that she would soon be getting her wish of marrying a Fawn. It wasn¡¯t the Fawn she originally wanted to marry but she seemed to be contented with Damon, at least for now. Her mind changed as quickly as some girls changed their outfits during the day. I wouldn¡¯t trust it. ¡°Why didn¡¯t youe to the academy with Damon?¡± Atticus asks me. ¡°He¡¯s usually the one you love to go with.¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°is it so wrong that she chose toe with us, Atticus? I was d for herpany.¡± Atticus scratches the back of his head, ¡°I was simply asking a question. Damon doesn¡¯t look happy. I¡¯m assuming that the both of you are still fighting from the announcementst night. Dante is also refusing to speak to the rest of us.¡± ¡°That¡¯s what happens when you decide to marry the wrong woman.¡± Autumn says as she narrows her eyes while looking at her husband. He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°that doesn¡¯t apply to me. I married the right woman. Didn¡¯t I?¡± ¡°You didn¡¯t make it easy.¡± She teases him. ¡°It¡¯s a good thing I stuck around or you¡¯ll be just as miserable as your brother right now.¡± Even though I¡¯m upset, I still can¡¯t help but smile at their bickering. It¡¯s easy to tell how much they both love each other. I freeze when I see Damon in front of us. I was avoiding him. The moment he spots me, his body turns to stone. He makes an attempt to walk towards us but before he can reach me, I turned and ran away. I¡¯m used to him walking me to ss, but this time, I had to do it on my own. ¡°rissa!¡± I hear him shouting behind me. Damn it. Why was he following me? ¡°rissa, please!¡± He begs as his footsteps get closer. I sigh and slowly turn around to face him. What does he expect me to say? What does he want from me now? I gasp when I see the pleading look in his eyes. It¡¯s definitely affecting him that I¡¯m refusing to speak to him. What would happen if I ignored him for a week? ¡°Please talk to me.¡± He begs once more. ¡°I know that you¡¯re upset. I know that I should have told you about the marriage before announcing it to everyone. I¡¯m sorry. Please just talk to me.¡± My jaw clenches and I narrow my eyes, ¡°I¡¯m not upset.¡± He quirks a brow and I can see that my words have confused him. ¡°You¡¯re not?¡± I grip the book in my hands tightly. ¡°No. I¡¯m not. Instead, I¡¯m hurt. My heart hurts. And there is nothing that you can say or do to fix it.¡± He inhales sharply. Before I can see the effect of my words on him, I storm into the ssroom where I know he wouldn¡¯t try to disturb me again. I take a deep breath now that I¡¯m not next to him. I didn¡¯t want to inhale his scent earlier, I knew that I would have immediately melted if I did. I was trying my best to stay strong but I wasn¡¯t sure how long I could keep this up for. Being away from Damon was not an easy thing for me to do. I bury my face against the desk and block out everyone and everything as I tried to think of the many ways I could fix this mess. What could I do? We¡¯d hired the private investigator but it would take some time before he could get any information on Anya. All we had to do now was wait for him to give us the file with everything he¡¯d found out about her. Now I had to hope that he would eventually find something that could help us. If not, Autumn and I would have to personally do our own digging without anyone at home finding out what we were up to. We had to find out the truth about Anya. We had to. Chapter 101 Chapter 101 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 101 Book 2 Chapter 24 ~CLARISSA~ After a long day at the academy with me trying my best to avoid Damon, I was finally home. He did try multiple times to speak to me, but each time I found a way to dismiss him. He wasn¡¯t happy about it; I could easily tell. I knew him well. I knew when he was frustrated, and this time I was the one causing his frustration. This was only the beginning. Autumn was the one that suggested I avoid him for some time. It was working. I¡¯ve never seen him this desperate to talk to me. What did he expect after the announcement he madest night? Did he think I would happily congratte him and Anya? Was he that clueless? Or was he ying stupid about the entire thing to avoid any conversation? Again, I chose to return home with Autumn and Atticus. I knew it was also upsetting Damon, and that was the point of it. I also didn¡¯t want to be around Anya. Just as I opened the door to my room, someone grabbed my waist and pulled me inside. I gasped when Damon covered my mouth with his hand. Our eyes met, and we were both staring at each other silently. I can feel the tension in the room. I know he feels it, also. ¡°Please let me say something.¡± He whispers. ¡°I need to apologize. I need you to forgive me, rissa. I can¡¯t go on like this. I can¡¯t rest when I know you¡¯re hurting. I can¡¯t eat. I can¡¯t f*****g sleep. I can¡¯t focus on anything but the pain you¡¯re feeling because of me.¡± Don¡¯t skip a beat. Don¡¯t you dare let his words soften you. I¡¯m speaking to my heart, trying to convince the weak thing to behave. He slowly moves his hand from my mouth. He doesn¡¯t realize now that the only thing he can do to make things better is to call off the wedding. ¡°How long were you waiting in my room?¡± I ask him, looking around for anything I don¡¯t want him to see. I have these crazy moments where I write his name on anything that I can get my hands on. ¡°Is that important?¡± He asks. ¡°It depends. Were you looking through any of my stuff?¡± I demand. His forehead creases, ¡°of course not. I was waiting for you. You left me no choice. You¡¯ve been avoiding me sincest night. I keep trying to talk to you, but you¡¯re not giving me a chance to exin myself.¡± ¡°There¡¯s nothing you can say to fix this, Damon.¡± I snap. ¡°Can¡¯t you see that? You made this decision on your own; you made your choice.¡± ¡°What choice?¡± He asks desperately. ¡°What choices do I have, rissa?¡± I sigh, ¡°please leave.¡± His eyes widen. ¡°I want to fix this.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t even look at you right now, Damon!¡± I cry. ¡°I can¡¯t look at you without wanting to cry. Please. Just leave.¡± My words havepletely shattered him. I can tell by the defeated look on his face. He slowly steps away from me. I don¡¯t say anything as I watch him leave and shut the door behind him. That was one of the hardest things I¡¯ve ever had to do. I usually do everything in my power to spend as much time with Damon as possible. This is the first time I¡¯m begging him to leave. I stayed in my room for hours after that incident until I finally fell asleep. ¡°Why don¡¯t you spend more time with your sister, Cassius?¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. I stare at my brother. He smiles not only with his mouth but also with his eyes. He has a devilish smile that makes me smile in return. ¡°Mother!¡± I call out to her. Her face is turned to me, and she¡¯s still scolding my brother. ¡°Mother!¡± I try to catch her attention again. I gasped as my eyes flew open. A dream. It was a dream. Just a dream. Then why does it feel so real? Did I dream of my biological mother and brother? Or was my mind ying tricks on me? I didn¡¯t have many memories of my childhood. I couldn¡¯t remember anything about my parents or siblings, if I even had any. When the Fawns adopted me, I was a troubled girl with no memory of my childhood. My only memories were growing up in a home with other children just like me. I never understood why the Fawns chose me; Damon¡¯s grandparents were the ones that finalized the decision when they visited the home. My heart is racing in my chest, and tears are forming in my eyes. What is wrong with me? A dream shouldn¡¯t have me feeling this depressed. I can¡¯t stop myself as I climb out of my bed; I know where I¡¯m going even before I open my room door. I keep walking until I see the door I didn¡¯t think I¡¯ll be opening for some time. I push it open and see Damon on his bed. He isn¡¯t asleep like I expected him to be. His eyes are wide when he spots me. Even he didn¡¯t think I¡¯ll be here tonight, not after all of the things I¡¯d said to him before. I was still very hurt by his decision. I was still in pain. But I needed him tonight. I needed him more than I wanted to admit to myself. Neither of us says anything as I walk over to his bed. I¡¯m unsure what to do, but I¡¯m letting my body lead tonight. Damon¡¯s eyes remain wide as he openly stares at me. I don¡¯t stop walking until I¡¯m standing next to his bed. He swings his legs out of the bed so that he is now in a sitting position. ¡°Wh¡ª¡± I didn¡¯t wait for him to finish as I dropped myself onto hisp and wrapped my arms tightly around his neck. I buried my face against his neck and let the tears fall freely from my eyes. I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m crying. I don¡¯t know whether it¡¯s because of the dream or the news of him marrying Anya. All I know is that I need Damon tonight. I needed him like I needed air to breathe. ¡°rissa?¡± He whispers as he buries his hand in my hair. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± When the first tear hits his neck, he stiffens, ¡°are you crying?¡± I was ugly when I cried and never liked Damon seeing that side of me. But tonight, I can¡¯t help it. I have to let my emotions win this battle. I tighten my hold around him. ¡°Is this because of my marriage announcement?¡± He asks hesitantly. I can hear the pain in his voice, and I know that he deserves it after what he did. But it still bothers me. I never liked to see Damon in pain. ¡°rissa?¡± He tries again. ¡°Please talk to me. I can¡¯t help you if I don¡¯t know what¡¯s bothering you.¡± His skin is hot beneath mine. Hot and wet because of my tears. His hands move from my hair to my waist, and I can¡¯t help but shiver despite my pain. I still felt the heat from his touch. ¡°Please don¡¯t let go of me,¡± I beg. His voice hitched at my words. He may think I¡¯m speaking only about tonight, but I meant for the rest of our lives. I never want him to let go of me. I never want to let another woman have him. ¡°Shh,¡± he whispers. ¡°I¡¯m not letting go. You can stay here as long as you like. I¡¯m going to fix whatever it is that¡¯s hurting you.¡± I was happy to hear those words from his mouth. It wasn¡¯t the exact words I wanted, but it was enough to calm my nerves, at least for now. He lets me continue to cry against his neck, and he doesn¡¯t move, not even an inch. This was why I loved Damon. The small things that he did for me. They felt like everything to me. He was always there for me, even if we weren¡¯t on the best terms. He never let me go through anything on my own. He¡¯s always been there for me. He¡¯s the only person that has always stood by my side; he¡¯s never judged me, he¡¯s always protected me, and he always takes my side. He¡¯s the most important person in my life. I know that I should be happy for him. I know that I should let him marry Anya without interfering, but I can¡¯t, not when I know I love him, not when I know that she doesn¡¯t love him back. I can¡¯t sit back and let her destroy him. I can¡¯t watch her ruin his life as she so quickly did to Dante. I had to be there for him like he¡¯s here for me now. ¡°Are you ready to tell me what¡¯s wrong?¡± He asks gently as he continues to run his hand up and down my back. ¡°I want to help you. I want to make it better.¡± I slowly move my hands up his neck to his hair. I buried them in the strands and moaned at how good it felt¡ªbeing in his arms, straddling hisp, burying my hands in his hair. This felt amazing. How can he not see how perfectly we fit together? Why doesn¡¯t he realize by now that we are made for each other? Why has Damon been so blind for so long? I can feel the wild beating of his heart against my body. It¡¯s pounding. Loudly. I grab his hair tighter and pull his head backward. His eyes look intoxicated as he gazes at me. I slowly trace the sides of his face with my fingers. His lips part at my touch, and he continues to simply gaze at me. I love when he watches me like I¡¯m the only woman on this. He never takes his eyes off me. And I love it so much. I love how he pays attention to every little thing that I do. I can¡¯t stop myself as I crash my lips to his. Damon¡¯s hands on my back freeze at my intrusion. I breathe him in. I need this. I need him. I have to taste him. I crave his touch. I crave everything about him. Damon doesn¡¯t push me away like I expected him to. I think he understands that I need this. I think he knows exactly what¡¯s happening to me. He lets me kiss him like he¡¯s done in the past. I hate that he doesn¡¯t try to kiss me back. I hate that he doesn¡¯t take things further between us. He growls suddenly, surprising me, and the masculine sound instantly makes me wet between my legs. I didn¡¯t think just a sound from him would have such an impact on my body. Like all the other times, I was wrong. I can¡¯t stop myself from grinding my lower body against his. His breath hitches from the contact. I can feel his immediate reaction to me. There were many things that Damon was capable of hiding from me, but his attraction to me was not one of them. I needed to take things further than a kiss. I needed to do something to break his control. I move my lips from his to whisper in his ear, ¡°can you smell what you¡¯re doing to my body? Can you feel how wet I am for you?¡± Damon growls some more, and neither of us is prepared when he grabs my waist and throws me onto the bed. ¡°You have no f*****g clue what you do to me, do you?¡± He demands. I gasped when he ripped my dress from my body, so I was leftpletely bare in front of him except for my white panties. His eyes are dark with need as he hungrily drinks in every inch of my body. But as quickly as it happened, it ended as well. Realization quickly haunts his features. I see the moment that everything sinks in for him. ¡°f**k me!¡± He growls as he starts to pace the room in a panic. I watch him while he walks up and down, trying toe to terms with what he¡¯d just done. He may also be trying to regain control over his body. Damon never liked losing control, and this was one of the rare asions where he did. He walks back over to the bed, but he keeps his eyes away from me. He¡¯s intentionally avoiding looking at my body anymore. He grabs his nket and covers my body before finally looking at me. I can see his features soften the moment that his eyes meet mine. He regrets what he just did; he didn¡¯t have to say the words; I could see it clearly on his face. I think Damon wants me, but he hates that he does. That doesn¡¯t make me feel good at all. ¡°rissa.¡± He whispers. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry. I¡¯m so so sorry.¡± Here he goes again, apologizing for something I didn¡¯t want him to apologize for. I watch as he storms out of the room as if he¡¯d made the biggest mistake of his life. He may think this was a bad thing, but for me, it was just the beginning. He¡¯d just proven that he¡¯d wanted me all this time, just like I¡¯d always hoped. Now that I know this, I¡¯m not letting him go. I will make Damon see that I¡¯m the one he truly wants. I will make him drop to his knees and beg me to ept him. And I¡¯m not going to stop until I¡¯ve aplished my goal. Chapter 102 Chapter 102 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 102 Book 2 Chapter 25 ~DAMON~ What the f**k did I do? I announced my engagement to Anya and ripped rissa¡¯s dress from her body, all within the span of a few hours. All she had on werecey white panties that I couldn¡¯t get out of my freaking mind. And her breasts. f**k. rissa has the most beautiful pair of breasts I¡¯ve ever seen in my life. I wanted to suck on them. I wanted to y with her n*****s between my fingers. I wanted to bury my face in them. I can¡¯t get her body out of my head. I can¡¯t get her out of my f*****g mind. She¡¯s all that I can think about. I know what I did was wrong. I know that I¡¯ve crossed a line. I know it will take a lot to fix what happened. Everything in the past between rissa and I has been somewhat forgivable, but this time, I¡¯d done something I should have never done. This time, I was the one that took things to a ce of no return. I was never supposed to see her like that. But I lost all damn control when she told me she was wet for me. I did smell her arousal. I did feel how much she wanted me. But hearing her say it had snapped something inside of me. The beast inside me had finally gotten a chance toe out and take what it wanted. I don¡¯t know where I got the strength to pull away from her tonight. I almost lost my mind while pacing in the room. Her scent was still on my body. I could still feel her hands in my hair. Damn it. I didn¡¯t think I¡¯d ever love someone¡¯s hands in my hair as much as I loved hers. I shouldn¡¯t want her this much. I¡¯m not supposed to want her like this. I should not f*****g ache like this for her. The monster in my pants was still pulsing for a chance to be inside her. Ah, f**k. What the hell? Why did I think of that? I was making a mess out of my damn life. I knew that I was running from rissa. This marriage with Anya wasn¡¯t happening because I wanted it to happen; I was going ahead only because it would stop whatever was happening between rissa and me. This wedding was a plot to get her to stop wanting me. But I think it¡¯s done the opposite. It worked for a second, but she was determined to change things between us; I saw it in her eyes. She couldn¡¯t hide it from me. Things could have been different if Anya wasn¡¯t a part of my life; things could have been different if my parents hadn¡¯t adopted rissa and given her ourst name. But these things weren¡¯t about to change anytime soon. There¡¯s not a single chance for rissa and me to have anything other than a sibling rtionship. I had to make her see this. But f**k me; I was scared of the girl. rissa scared me. I¡¯ve never been terrified of anything as much as my feelings for her scared me. It¡¯s the reason why I kept running. To protect her from herself and me. There was only so much I could take. She kept teasing me, and today, I¡¯d snapped. I wasn¡¯t sure where I got the self-control to stop anything from happening between us. Her f*****g taste hasn¡¯t left my mouth since she first kissed me. And I didn¡¯t want ever to lose that taste from my memory. I didn¡¯t ever want to forget what she tasted like. But I knew it was a taste I would remember for the rest of my life. I spotted Dante walking into the parking lot just as I was about to leave. He sees me, and I can see the anger and hurt still in his eyes. I¡¯d been so concerned about rissa that I didn¡¯t take the time to realize that my brother was also hurting. ¡°Hey,¡± I say. He ignores me as he walks straight past me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± I apologize. That gets him to stop, and I turn to look at him. His back is turned to me, and I can feel the tension in the air. ¡°What are you sorry for?¡± He asks. ¡°We both know I would have done the same thing in your position.¡± I sigh, ¡°I know, but it doesn¡¯t change the fact that you are in pain. You are still my brother; it doesn¡¯t matter if you hate me for choosing to marry Anya; I still care about you. Thest thing I want is to lose you over this.¡± ¡°Fuck.¡± Dante hissed. ¡°I can¡¯t believe this day is finally here. You know what¡¯s the funny part about all of this?¡± ¡°What?¡± I ask as he turns around to face me. ¡°I always knew that she wouldn¡¯t choose me.¡± He finally answers. ¡°I knew she was crazy about Atticus. I knew she wanted him more than the two of us. I knew that if our parents hadn¡¯t stepped into their rtionship, she would have married him the first chance that she got. When he married Autumn, I hoped that my chances of marrying her had increased. But then I saw her getting closer to you after losing Atticus. I realized it was only a matter of time before she chose you over me. A part of me hoped that our parents would step in and find a bride for you as well. I know it was selfish of me to wish for it. But now my worst nightmare ising true. I have to watch my mate, the love of my life, get married to someone else. To my brother.¡± I swallow. I don¡¯t me him for wishing for that. I don¡¯t me him at all. We are both silent for some time. There¡¯s nothing left to say. What could either of us say to make things better? He knew that I wouldn¡¯t call off the wedding. He knew that if he asked me to do it, Anya would be upset with him. Dante wanted her to be happy, and he was willing to sacrifice his happiness to see her happy. I knew my brother because, at times, he reminded me of myself. He finally lifts his head to look me in the eyes. ¡°Can you do me one favor as my brother?¡± He asks me. A favor? I frown. ¡°What do you want?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯m willing to do anything as long as it makes it easier for you.¡± He runs a hand through his hair before pinning me with his piercing gaze, ¡°please make her happy. I¡¯ve noticed that something has happened to Anya ever since the day our parents got kidnapped by that witch. She hasn¡¯t been the same. I don¡¯t know if you¡¯ve noticed the change in her behavior, but I pay attention enough to know that she isn¡¯t okay. Don¡¯t ever do anything to hurt her. Don¡¯t ever make her cry like Atticus did when he married Autumn. Please don¡¯t make her go through what she went through in the past. Be the person I would have been for her if she¡¯d decided to marry me.¡± I stiffen. How could I make this promise when I¡¯d already done something to hurt her? How could I make this promise when I was only marrying Anya because of my feelings for rissa? How did I admit these things to him without him getting pissed at me? I was f*****g screwed. My life was a f*****g mess. I kept digging a deeper hole for myself, and I knew that eventually, I wouldn¡¯t be able to bring myself out of it. I couldn¡¯t go through with this engagement until I told Anya everything I¡¯d done. It would be wrong of me to let her think that my heart waspletely hers. It would be wrong of me to let her marry me while thinking that I wasn¡¯t being unfaithful. And I was. Both mentally and physically. The guilt was eating me alive. I hadn¡¯t touched Anya ever since rissa and I kissed for the first time, and now, I don¡¯t think it¡¯s possible for me to ever touch her again. At least, not until I figured out what the hell this thing between rissa and me was. ¡°I¡¯ll try my best to do as you ask of me,¡± I promise him. He nods, and I can see a weight lifted off his shoulders. I had to see Anya. This was the first step I had to take to keep my promise to Dante. I jump into my jeep and drive out of the garage. It doesn¡¯t take me long to find Anya, and when I do, I jump out of the jeep. She told me to meet her in front of her home. One thing she never likes doing is bringing me into her house, and I never questioned it. I assumed that she was ashamed of where she lived. Anya was someone that let that kind of thing bother her. She smiles, and I immediately pull her into my arms. My heart sank when it felt nothing like what rissa felt in my arms. Whenever I was around rissa, I felt like I wouldbust into mes if I didn¡¯t take her into my arms and kiss her. It was different with Anya. I felt like I needed Anya, but it wasn¡¯t the same. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Anya asks hesitantly. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whisper. ¡°I did something horrible, and I don¡¯t know if you¡¯ll still want to marry me after what I have to say.¡± She slowly pulls away from me, ¡°what are you talking about, Damon?¡± She demands. ¡°What could you have possibly done that would jeopardize our marriage?¡± ¡°I think I have feelings for someone else,¡± I confess. ¡°You¡¯re not the only one I have in my heart Anya. I know that makes me a selfish asshole, but I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening to me.¡± It was hard to tell her the truth, but I couldn¡¯t lie anymore. It was unfair to her to keep the fact from her. I was finally doing the right thing by telling her what was bothering me. Her lips part, and I can see the shock in her eyes. Was she shocked by the truth or by the fact that I¡¯d actually confessed to her? ¡°Who is she?¡± She finally asks. Just three words, but those three words terrified me. I couldn¡¯t tell Anya the truth. I couldn¡¯t tell her that it was rissa. Even though I wanted to be honest with Anya, I had to protect rissa. I didn¡¯t think this throughpletely. I didn¡¯t realize that I would have to mention rissa¡¯s name. f**k. I wouldn¡¯t do it. I don¡¯t care if Anya hates me for it. ¡°I can¡¯t tell you,¡± I answer her in an apologetic tone. ¡°I know you¡¯ll hate me for this. I know that you wanted to marry me. I know that you let go of Dante because of me. I feel horrible. I¡¯m an asshole; I know that. I did things I should have never done while I was with you. I just don¡¯t want to betray you. If you want to marry Dante instead, Ipletely understand. It will hurt, but I will not stop you.¡± She takes a deep breath and turns away from me. I hate doing this to her. I hate it. But whenever I¡¯m around rissa, all of my control snaps. The only option is to stay away from her. To avoid her as much as possible. ¡°Did you sleep with her?¡± She finally asks after being silent for a few minutes. I close my eyes in pain. I didn¡¯t. But I f*****g want to with everything inside of me. Of course, I couldn¡¯t say this to Anya. ¡°No,¡± I answer her. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. She sighs, ¡°obviously, this news has hurt me, Damon, but I still want to marry you. You¡¯ve watched me be with both Atticus and Dante in the past and have stuck by my side through it all. I would be a hypocrite if I let this one thing destroy our rtionship.¡± My eyes widened at her words. How could she ept this so easily? How could she love me this much? I didn¡¯t deserve her, just like I didn¡¯t deserve rissa. I didn¡¯t deserve either one of them. ¡°But you must promise me one thing.¡± She adds. My body stiffens, ¡°what is that?¡± I should have known it wouldn¡¯t be that easy. I was willing to do anything as long as she decided to forgive me and give me another chance. ¡°Don¡¯t betray me again.¡± She answers me. ¡°After we are married, I don¡¯t expect you to be around any other woman but me. Whoever this girl is, I don¡¯t care; I want your promise that you will keep her out of your heart and your life. I can ept this now because we aren¡¯t married, but things will change when I¡¯m given yourst name. I will expect to be the only woman in your life.¡± How could I promise her this when even I didn¡¯t know if it was possible to throw rissa out of my heart? What the hell am I supposed to do? I was only trying to protect both rissa and Anya, but for some reason, I was making things worse. I was hurting both of them because I couldn¡¯t make up my damn mind. Even if I chose to be with rissa, it would never work out; our parents and the people around us would make our lives miserable. If I chose to continue with this marriage, rissa and Anya would both be miserable, including myself. I couldn¡¯t win. None of the choices were good ones. That¡¯s why I had to stick with my original n to marry Anya for the sake of rissa. If I couldn¡¯t be happy, I at least wanted her to be. I can only hope she finds it in her heart to forgive me one day. I had to build up the courage to have this conversation with her. I couldn¡¯t run from it anymore. I had to tell her the truth. I had to convince her that this was better for both of us. I¡¯d already spoken to Anya and begged for forgiveness. It was time that I fixed my rtionship with rissa. I had to beg her to forget what had happened between us. Would she be able to forgive me? Chapter 103 Chapter 103 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 103 Book 2 Chapter 26 ~CLARISSA~ Damon has been avoiding me ever since the little incident in his room. I haven¡¯t seen him around. He¡¯s not at home during the day, and he only returns at night when he¡¯s sure I¡¯m deep in sleep. He was doing everything to keep the distance between the two of us. Now I knew he was doing everything in his power to ensure that nothing inappropriate happened between us again. He wanted his engagement with Anya to arrive without any hups. And to him, that would ur as long as I didn¡¯t interfere. I bite my bottom lip in frustration. Everything I tried backfired on me, every one of my ns to bring me closer to him. I was running out of options. I wasn¡¯t sure what else there was that I could do. That night, it was never my intention to go back into his room. The dream was the only reason I went to him. He was the person I trusted the most to confide in. He was the person that always made me feel better. Just being by his side has always made me calm when everything around me felt like it was destroying me. It was never part of my n to do what I did. I didn¡¯t regret it but I missed him so much. If I had known he would have acted this way, I would have never pushed him. There just wasn¡¯t much I could do when he was hiding from me. My Damon has never been a damn coward. He¡¯s never been this way. Was avoiding me really that important to him? Did his engagement with Anya mean more to him than I did? He wasn¡¯t returning any of my messages, and every time I asked someone to tell me where he was, no one had an answer to give me. He was lying to everyone about his whereabouts or maybe he was asking them to lie to me. I trusted Autumn the most out of everyone in the house other than Damon but sadly even she had no clue where Damon had been. There was one more day, just one more day before that such engagement party, and nothing that I did to stop it had worked. I couldn¡¯t avoid it any longer; it was happening. Tomorrow I would have no choice but to watch Damon announce his engagement to her in front of hundreds of guests. He would be doing the one thing I wished that he¡¯d do with me. I¡¯ve always dreamt of him announcing our marriage to every possible person on this, but Anya would be the one getting her wishes fulfilled. She¡¯d won this battle. The smirk she gave me as she walked into our home proved that even she knew she¡¯d won this time. She looked around the house like she owned it. Now that she is closer than ever to getting Damon¡¯s last name, she feels entitled to his family¡¯s possessions. I felt sick to my stomach. I didn¡¯t believe for one second that this woman loved Damon. If she did, I would have acted differently. I would have stepped down and let this marriage happen peacefully. But I would not let Damon destroy his life because of her. I would not let her take his happiness away. He may not know his mistake now, but I would not stop until he realized it. ¡°Everything looks so beautiful.¡± Anya says in her fake ¡®happy¡¯ tone. ¡°Don¡¯t you think so, rissa?¡± Autumn holds my hand to stop me from saying anything that could cause problems for me. ¡°It is beautiful,¡± Autumn answers for me. ¡°Do you know where Damon is?¡± She asks her. She squeezes my hand, letting me know she was asking this question only because of me. She was hoping that Anya could help us find him. ¡°Why do you ask?¡± She answers her question with one of her own. Autumn shrugs her shoulders, ¡°I¡¯m just curious. We are just concerned that Damon might have second thoughts about the engagement. He hasn¡¯t taken part in any of the decorations; in fact, he hasn¡¯t been around to n the party at all. It¡¯s almost like he doesn¡¯t want it to happen.¡± Anya narrows her eyes, ¡°I can assure you that Damon is pleased about our engagement party. He can¡¯t stop talking about it. He¡¯s been spending all of his time with me, choosing out my dress and helping me find a hairdresser and makeup artist. He¡¯s been doing everything for me; just because you don¡¯t see him in the house doesn¡¯t mean he isn¡¯t excited about getting engaged to the love of his life.¡± I try not to be affected by her words but fail miserably. All this time, he¡¯s been with her. While I¡¯ve been in pain thinking about him getting engaged to her, he¡¯s been having the time of his life with her. He¡¯s been shopping with her, giving her his opinion on dresses, and making her happy. I wasn¡¯t just hurt anymore. I was angry. Very angry. With him. With her. I¡¯m about to say something when footsteps catch my attention. It isn¡¯t just the footsteps; it¡¯s the scent that hits me as well. It¡¯s him. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. Damon. He¡¯s here. Anya looks behind us, but I don¡¯t bother turning around to look at him like I usually do. I¡¯m too angry to look at him. ¡°Damon!¡± Anya greets him with a bright smile. ¡°We were just talking about you.¡± I can feel his body tense at her words. ¡°You were?¡± He asks hesitantly. I can¡¯t believe I haven¡¯t seen him since that night in his room. I can¡¯t believe that he was so okay with not seeing me for that long. I can¡¯t believe that I was the only one that was in pain all this time. I don¡¯t wait to listen to their conversation. I walk away, not fast but slowly, very slowly. I wanted his gaze to burn into my back. I wanted him to watch me walking away from him. I knew how much he hated that more than anything else. He hated when I didn¡¯t acknowledge his presence. I walk up the stairs and straight into my bedroom. I lock the door and drop to the ground. I clutch my dress tightly as I try to find my breath. I was losing him. I was losing Damon. Very soon, he would belong to Anya for good, and I wouldn¡¯t be able to fight for him anymore. I would have no choice but to ept defeat. What could I do to stop all of this? What could I do to end this stupid engagement party? Chapter 104 Chapter 104 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 104 Book 2 Chapter 27 ~CLARISSA~ A knock on the door forces me to get up from the ground. I didn¡¯t want anyone but Autumn to see me like this. If it were her, she would have called my name. I walk over to the door and unlock it. My breath hitches when I see Damon standing in front of me. I gasp at the look on his face. I was wrong. So very wrong. He wasn¡¯t as unbothered like Anya made it seem. Dark circles were under his eyes, his lips were dry, and his face looked like he hadn¡¯t slept in days. What has he been through these past few days without being by my side? Is it possible that he¡¯s like this because of me? This was not the face of someone happy about their engagement; this was the face of someone that was having doubts. ¡°Did you eat anything today?¡± He asks, breaking the silence. My lips part. Was that seriously the first question he had for me? It¡¯s been days. He¡¯s been ignoring all of my messages. He never once exined what he¡¯d been up to. This is the longest we¡¯ve ever been apart. And this is the first thing that he says to me? I fold my arms stubbornly and re at him. He winced at the look I gave him. Good. I wanted him to know exactly how angry I was at him. It¡¯s the angriest I¡¯ve ever felt. ¡°Is there a reason you are in my room right now?¡± I demand. ¡°Or are you here to apologize for something I don¡¯t want an apology for again?¡± He swallows and takes a step in my direction. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t do that if I were you,¡± I warn him. ¡°I can¡¯t think clearly when you¡¯re near me, and this is the one time I want to be thinking clearly.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. He pauses, and I can see the confusion in his eyes. ¡°Why are you here, Damon?¡± I demand. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t you be with Anya picking out more dresses? Shouldn¡¯t you be with her to ensure she¡¯s happy and cared for? Or are you suddenly finished with ignoring me?¡± He frowns at me. ¡°Picking out dresses?¡± I narrow my eyes. ¡°Isn¡¯t that what you¡¯ve been up to all this time? Spending all your time with Anya? Isn¡¯t that why you¡¯ve ignored me and acted like I no longer exist?¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°Austin and Hunter asked for my help. After everything they did for Autumn and Atticus, I couldn¡¯t say no. I¡¯ve been helping them find a groom for Hunter¡¯s sister since Atticus was busy. Hunter seems to think that his sister is secretly meeting one of the ckners; he doesn¡¯t want her to get involved with them since the ckners aren¡¯t allowed to have mates. I wasn¡¯t out with Anya all this time. I don¡¯t know where you¡¯ve heard that, but it isn¡¯t true.¡± Of course, Anya lied to me, and I foolishly believed her. It was clear that her dishonest ways didn¡¯t change, even though she wanted everyone to think that she was different. Her lie just made everything easier for me. I knew I wasn¡¯t doing the wrong thing by fighting for Damon anymore. She was the same woman she was in the past. If she lied to me about this, there was no doubt in my mind that Anya didn¡¯t already know of my feelings for Damon. Of course, she knew. She was intentionally trying to hurt my feelings. ¡°I came to apologize.¡± He finally says. ¡°Of course,¡± I mumble. ¡°To apologize. Just like I expected.¡± ¡°Please let me finish, rissa.¡± He begs. I don¡¯t say anything. I waited for him to say what he wanted even though I knew I wouldn¡¯t like it. ¡°I¡¯ve been avoiding this thing between us.¡± He finally says. This thing? Was that what he was calling it? Still, this was thest thing I was expecting him to say. I thought he would never acknowledge what happened between us. ¡°I know that you must think the worst of me. I¡¯ve always protected you from everything. I¡¯ve always tried my best to make you happy. Not once did I ever think I would be the reason that you¡¯re sad. I never thought I would ever be saying no to you.¡± He exins in a sad tone. ¡°I¡¯ve always thought that I was so protective over you because I saw you like a sister. . .¡± ¡°Don¡¯t.¡± I stop him. ¡°Don¡¯t call me your sister. Never do that.¡± He closes his eyes. ¡°That¡¯s the f*****g problem. Isn¡¯t it? I don¡¯t see you like a sister. If I did, I would have never done what I did that night.¡± What was he trying to say to me? ¡°I can¡¯t let myself do that anymore. I can¡¯t allow myself to feel anything for you, at least not these inappropriate feelings. There¡¯s no chance of anything ever happening between the two of us. We are supposed to act like family, like siblings, that¡¯s what my parents expect from us, and it¡¯s what outsiders expect as well. If we go against it, there will be plenty of trouble ahead. To avoid anything bad happening, I need you to agree with me. I need you to stop trying to change things between us.¡± I can¡¯t believe he¡¯s saying this to me. Does he think that it¡¯s easy to throw away my feelings and act like they never existed to begin with? How weak does he think my feelings for him are? How weak are his feelings for me? Is it that easy for him to push it aside and marry Anya? ¡°Say something.¡± He begs. ¡°Please. I hate when you ignore me, rissa.¡± ¡°And do you think it¡¯s easy for me when you do the same to me?¡± I demand. ¡°Do you think it makes me happy when you leave home for days and don¡¯t tell me anything? Do you think it doesn¡¯t affect me when you ignore my calls and messages? If it bothers you when I ignore you, why do you do it to me?¡± He closes his eyes in pain. ¡°I didn¡¯t know how to deal with my feelings or yours. I needed time away to think. I didn¡¯t want to see you until I was prepared to be near you again.¡± ¡°You needed to prepare yourself to be near me?¡± I ask in horror. ¡°It¡¯s never been that way between us in the past, Damon. We¡¯ve never had these problems.¡± ¡°I know,¡± he whispers. ¡°I hate it. That¡¯s why I want things to return to where they were.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, but I can¡¯t do that.¡± I apologize. ¡°You have no idea how hard any of this is for me. You have no idea what I¡¯ve been through all these years, keeping what was in my heart a secret from you and everyone else.¡± I can see the ssy stare in his eyes as he pleads with me. ¡°rissa, I need to protect you.¡± He insists. ¡°I have to protect you from the things you have no clue would happen if things change between us. Please, listen to me. If you care about me at all, listen to me. Nothing can ever happen between us. Things cannot change. Think about our family and the reports that will hit the headlines as soon as anyone gets to find out that something is happening between the two of us. I¡¯m preventing all of that from taking ce.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care!¡± I snap. ¡°Don¡¯t you get it by now, Damon? Nothing in this world scares me as much as losing you does! You have no idea just how much you mean to me. You have no idea what my heart¡ª¡± He grabs my hair and pulls me towards him. ¡°Don¡¯t say it.¡± He whispers with his forehead pressed against mine. ¡°Please don¡¯t say it. If you say what¡¯s on your mind, everything will change between us, and I don¡¯t want it to. I don¡¯t want things to change between us, rissa. It¡¯s good, just the way that it is. We don¡¯t need toplicate things. We don¡¯t need to bring trouble upon our lives.¡± There isplete silence after those words leave his mouth. He¡¯s serious about this. I can¡¯t believe Damon is so desperate to get me to forget about my feelings for him. It hurts. Why was he so determined to make me forget about everything? Was this because of Anya? ¡°She¡¯s the one that you love.¡± I gasp, finally understanding everything. ¡°All this time, I thought that there was a possibility that you didn¡¯t know what you truly wanted. But that¡¯s not true. You want her. You want to marry her. I never stood a chance. I¡¯ve been wrong this entire time.¡± I¡¯ve been forcing myself onto him without realizing that I was the one he didn¡¯t want. If he wanted me, he would have fought for me all along. What the hell was I thinking? I was so blinded by my love that I didn¡¯t take a second to think about him and what he truly wanted. I knew that Anya would make him unhappy, but if she was what he wanted, I had to step back. I had to let him stay with the person he wanted to stay with. I pull away from him to walk over to the window. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Damon.¡± I apologize. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for everything. I didn¡¯t realize until now that I was wrong for wanting to be more to you. I didn¡¯t realize how unhappy I was making you.¡± ¡°rissa, you have it all¡ª¡± he tries to say. ¡°No.¡± I snap. ¡°You wanted things to return to normal between us. You¡¯re getting your wish. I won¡¯t try to stop this wedding. I won¡¯t try to be something more. I won¡¯t burden you with talks of my feelings, and I definitely won¡¯t try anything inappropriate anymore. You have made your decision very clear; I¡¯m giving you exactly what you want. All I¡¯ve ever wanted was for you to be happy, Damon. I didn¡¯t want to believe that Anya was your true happiness, but I know now. I won¡¯t make the same mistakes twice.¡± He¡¯s about to say something when the door opens. ¡°There you two are,¡± Atticus says. ¡°We were looking everywhere for you. We need some extra help with the rest of the decorations.¡± I don¡¯t turn to look at them. I can¡¯t let Atticus see me like this. I know there is plenty that Damon still wants to tell me, but I¡¯m done with this discussion. If I stayed any longer with him, I would lose myposure and go straight back to how I acted before. I couldn¡¯t believe I was indeed giving up like this. It was different when I thought that Damon wanted me as well, but now that I knew he wanted Anya, I couldn¡¯t continue with this. It was over. Everything was over. Chapter 105 Chapter 105 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 105 Book 2 Chapter 28 ~CLARISSA~ There were so many things happening around me. Last-minute decorations were being hung on the walls; caterers were walking up and down the hallways. We had one hour left before guests started to arrive. Just one hour. There were pictures of Damon and Anya added to our home. Pictures that would haunt me every time I had to look at them. Anya was the one to request it. She wanted things done very simrly to Autumn''s marriage to Atticus. It''s like she was trying to relive their marriage through Damon. If they did anything differently, sheined that they treated Autumn better than they did her. Damon didn''t try to speak to me again after what happened in my room, but I wasn''t exactly giving him a chance either. This time, I was the one that was avoiding him. I knew that avoiding him would affect him even more than if I was by his side, just like he''d done to me the past few days. However, this time, I wasn''t doing it intentionally. This time, I was avoiding him for my own good. My heart needed to distance myself from him if I wanted to survive seeing him with her. This was for me. I was being selfish. To protect myself from any more heart ache. I was giving him what he asked from me. He couldn''t have it both ways. He wanted things to go back to normal between us, but I knew there was no chance of that. My heart was broken; it could never be the same again. Every time I looked at him, I would feel pain from his rejection. He may not have openly said the words to me, but it was a clear rejection. He chose Anya. He always chose her. I just refused to ept it in the past. It was my fault for not seeing what was right in front of me. I denied it until Damon came out and told me himself. He didn''t think he had to in the past but after many failed attempts to get closer to him, he realized that it had to be done. I stare at the dress in the mirror. I was dressed, not in the white I once wanted to wear, but in ck. This was supposed to be my engagement party, but sadly, I was never lucky enough to get anything I wanted in this life. The one person that fought to give me everything I wanted would soon belong to someone else. I knew it was only a matter of time before Autumn barged into my room to check on me. I didn''t want to wait for that to happen. I needed space. I needed time to clear my mind. I didn''t want to be here when the engagement was happening. I didn''t want to see Damon next to Anya, nor did I want to listen to the announcement that wouldpletely shatter my heart. I opened my room door and cautiously looked to both sides, checking if anyone was there. When I didn''t see anyone, I quickly ran for the stairs. I was aware that I would have to pass early guests and possibly family members to get to the exit, but it was a risk I had to take. Hopefully, everyone would be too busy with the party to pay attention to me. When no one was looking, I ran out of the house and headed straight for the woods. I knew it should be thest ce to go after what happened thest time I went there looking for Damon, but I needed to be alone. Staying in the house was not an option for me. Taking a vehicle was also not an option. I had to be close to home. If I tried to exin to anyone, they wouldn''t understand; they would only force me to stay and watch the one thing that would destroy me. The moment I entered the forest, my feet started to move on their own. I could feel the wind gushing in my ear with how fast I moved; the night drew closer. I had less than an hour left before my worst nightmare came true.C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org I don''t know how long I kept running; all I knew was that I kept going further and further away from my home. A whisper against my ear totally surprises me and forces me to stop. I grabbed onto a tree and held on as I tried to find my breath. What was that? I wasn''t sure what I''d heard, but it was enough to make me worry. Was I not alone like I initially thought? My heart was racing, and I hoped I wasn''t in danger like thest time. No one was around to help me this time. They wouldn''t even know that I was in danger since they would still think I was somewhere inside our home. I slowly took in my surroundings; I could see the leaves falling to the ground and hear the sounds of nature. But there was no other sound or sight of anything that I had to worry about. Maybe I''d misheard the whispers. My frustration over the party had me imagining things that weren''t even there. It was messing with my mind. I knew it was only a matter of time before Ipletely lost all sanity. Get a grip on yourself, rissa. I had to find a way to cool down before I did something stupid. The time for that had already passed now that I thought about it. This was something stupid. Leaving home while everyone was busy preparing for a big engagement party. Whenever it concerned Damon, I always did things without thinking correctly. I knew that he would freak out if he realized that I wasn''t home. But I wasn''t going back there. Not now; I would deal with the consequencester. For now, I would stay here and enjoy the sound of nature. I had to hope that no one noticed I was missing and started a search party to look for me. That would be embarrassing. I should have said something to Autumn, at least. If she''d known, she would have covered for me. I close my eyes. I couldn''t think about that right now. I had to think about myself and my future. To me, Damon has always been my future. Without him, I wasn''t sure what to do with my life. All of my memories of him kept repeating in my mind. I couldn''t get him out of my head. I was hurting. It felt like someone was purposefully trying to rip my heart out of my chest. I knew that he felt our connection; I knew that he at least understood that my feelings for him were nothing like my feelings for anyone else. He knew that I didn''t see him as my brother. It''s why he asked me not to say anything. It''s why he asked me not toplicate things. I never thought there woulde a day when I would willingly let Damon get engaged to that woman. I''ve never been one to back down. I''ve always fought for what I wanted. But this time was different; this time, Damon was the one to ask me to behave; he was the one to ask me to let things happen without causing any trouble. I usually did the opposite of what he asked me to do, depending on his request. I never got to see how he looked for the party. I was sure he looked the kind of good that left a girlpletely speechless and unable to look at anything else but him. If it were our engagement party, I wouldn''t be able to look away. People would have to drag me away from him since I''d want to spend every second by his side. I cover my face with my hands and let out a stifled scream of frustration. It wasn''t my engagement party. It was Anya''s. I felt trapped and confused. And stuck. Why was this happening to me? Why? Why couldn''t Damon willingly be mine? Why did everything around us constantly push us away from each other? A sudden crackling caught my attention, and I slowly lifted my face from my hands. It took me a few seconds to determine what caused the sound. My eyes widened in shock as the reddish mes roared before me. Fire. First, it started as barely anything, but now it was a growing monster ready to pounce on me. I couldn''t believe this. The forest was on fire. It was actually on fire. Where did ite from? As far as I knew, I was the only one here. I would have heard if anyone was trying to start a fire. It surrounded me. I picked myself off the ground and searched for a path to escape the hungry mes. How did this even happen? And why was the fire a perfect circle around me? Chapter 106 Chapter 106 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 106 ~DAMON~ The guests were already arriving, but there was still no sign of rissa. I kept looking at the door, hoping to see her, but disappointment kept on hitting me when I saw everyone except her. I knew I didn¡¯t leave things on good terms between us. I couldn¡¯t sleepst night. She was all I could think about. Getting engaged to Anya hadn¡¯t even crossed my mind once. rissa had taken over my thoughts, and I knew it would be that way for a long, long time. Nothing could erase her from my mind, not even myself. I couldn¡¯t get her words out of my head. She thought that I had no feelings for her. She thought that I wanted to be with Anya and not her. She doesn¡¯t realize how wrong she is. I wanted to correct her. I wanted to tell her the truth, but I knew that if I did, she wouldn¡¯t stop trying to change things between us. I had to let her believe it if I wanted her to forget about us being a possibility. It still bothered me that I had to hurt her in order to keep her safe. rissa hasn¡¯t been thrown into our world the way that my family has been in the past. She doesn¡¯t understand how hostile the world was when they got an opportunity to bring an influential family like ours to the ground. I didn¡¯t want her to take the fall for the rest of us. ¡°You should be happy,¡± Atticus says as he joins my side. ¡°But you look anything but that. It¡¯s your engagement party to Anya. At one point in your life, you wanted this more than anything else. There was a point where both Dante and I wished that we were in your position today. Of course, that¡¯s before I realized my true feelings for Autumn.¡± I sigh, ¡°you always know how to read me like an open book. I don¡¯t even know how to feel right now. I¡¯m confused by my feelings.¡± He chuckles, ¡°are you sure this is what you want, Damon? I know we¡¯ve had our differences, but I would hate to see you go down the wrong path.¡± I inhale sharply at his question. This wasn¡¯t about me or what I wanted. This was about protecting rissa from what she thought she wanted. I didn¡¯t care what I had to do as long as I knew she would be safe from any harm, whether it be physical or emotional. ¡°I know this is what I must do,¡± I answer him truthfully. ¡°I have to do this.¡± He raises one brow at me, ¡°ah,¡± he whispers, ¡°this is what you must do. Tell me again, why do you think this is what you have to do?¡± Original content from N?velDrama.Org. I knew he would read between the lines. I knew that he would understand that this wedding wasn¡¯t happening because I wanted it to happen but for apletely different reason. That was one answer that I couldn¡¯t give him. I couldn¡¯t exin it without telling him everything that had happened between rissa and me in the past couple of days. I couldn¡¯t exin to him what I meant without telling him that I had feelings for someone that he considered his sister, something that I was also supposed to do. Anya walks into the room then, and there are gasps throughout it as everyone sees her dress. Judging by the thrilled look on her face, she was overjoyed by their reactions. Anya always loved being the center of attention. She loved to be the best dressed and have the nicest jewels amongst those around her. The opposite of rissa. While Anya loved attention, rissa would feel ufortable under all the stares. What was I doing? Why the hell was I evenparing the two of them? They were twopletely different women. Both were amazing in their own ways. ¡°Have you seen rissa?¡± I ask him. I needed an answer before Anya came any closer to us. If she heard me asking about rissa, she would be angry, and I didn¡¯t want to ruin her night due to my own problems. I¡¯d already done plenty to hurt her feelings, and I promised her to try not to do anything to betray her again. Anya never found out who the girl was that I had feelings for. If she realized how crazy I acted for rissa, it would be a clear indication, and I didn¡¯t want that to happen. If it did, it would cause more problems for all three of us. ¡°Autumn left a few minutes ago to bring her out of her room.¡± He informs me. ¡°As you already know, rissa, just like Dante, is not reacting well to this engagement party. I¡¯m afraid we may not be able to persuade her to join the rest of us.¡± Dante was also not here. He¡¯d chosen to skip the party, and I wasn¡¯t about to force him to watch something like this. I shouldn¡¯t force rissa either; if this were something that would hurt her, it would be better that she wasn¡¯t around to see it. Though, I just wished that I could see her, just once. I wanted to gaze at her as much as possible before I ced a ring on Anya¡¯s finger. My selfish heart wanted to see her as much as she would let me. ¡°I can¡¯t find her.¡± A familiar voice says. I spun around to see Autumn behind us. She was talking about rissa, no doubt. But why couldn¡¯t she find her? Wasn¡¯t she supposed to be in her room? ¡°What do you mean you can¡¯t find her?¡± I demand. ¡°Where is rissa?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve looked everywhere for her.¡± She informs me. ¡°Her dress isn¡¯t in the room, which means that she did get dressed to attend the party. However, she isn¡¯t here. I¡¯ve searched the entire mansion. rissa is not here.¡± I can hear the panic in her voice. Suddenly, I felt dizzy; everything in the room was beginning to spin. I couldn¡¯t think properly now that I knew rissa was not in the mansion. I knew what she was like. I knew what she was capable of doing when she was hurt. f**k! I should have expected this from her. I should have known that she would have done something like this. I should have asked the guards to keep an eye on her. To prevent her from leaving and doing something reckless. I loosened my tie and examined all the faces in the room that were visible to me. I was still hoping that she was somewhere in the crowd, even though I already knew she wasn¡¯t there. I would know, after all, I was searching all of the faces earlier looking for her. She wasn¡¯t here. Where the f**k was she then? Where did she run off to? ¡°Continue to search inside,¡± I order them. ¡°I will ask the guards if they saw anything that could help us find her. If she isn¡¯t in the mansion, it only means she¡¯s left. She isn¡¯t home.¡± I had to hope that, for once, rissa didn¡¯t do anything crazy that could put her life in danger. Anya spots me walking through the crowd, and she immediately pushes her way toward me. She thinks that I¡¯ming for her, but she doesn¡¯t realize that I am trying to leave the party. Her eyes widen when I try to go around her. She grabs my arm to stop me from going any further. I couldn¡¯t deal with this right now. I had to get to rissa. The engagement party could wait. She was more important than this. ¡°Where are you going?¡± Anya demands. ¡°It¡¯s almost time for the announcement. Everyone is waiting for us. You can¡¯t leave now!¡± ¡°We can¡¯t find rissa,¡± I inform her. There was no point in lying to her; she had to know the truth. ¡°I have to find her. This party can¡¯t happen unless I know that she¡¯s okay.¡± She looks horrified by my words. Damn it. I hated that look on her face, but there was nothing that I could do about it. I was bing impatient, and I knew if I didn¡¯t find rissa within the next hour, I would lose my f*****g mind. ¡°What do you mean you can¡¯t find her?¡± She demands as her eyes narrow. ¡°Are you sure she isn¡¯t just doing this to mess with us? You know just as much as I do that rissa does not want us to get married. She dislikes me; she has always hated me even though I¡¯ve been nothing but nice to her. It¡¯s unfair, Damon. It¡¯s unfair that you always pick her side over mine. Why are you letting her ruin this beautiful night for us? If you walk out of here, people are going to talk; they¡¯re going tough at me. Please, for once, think about me and not rissa.¡± I shoved my hands into my pocket and rocked back and forth in my shoes. She didn¡¯t know rissa as I did. While rissa didn¡¯t want to attend this party, I was sure she wasn¡¯t intentionally trying to sabotage this night for us. It was all just too much for her, and she may have acted on her emotions. Whatever the case may be, I had to find her. ¡°Please, Anya, please try to understand. I have to find her.¡± I plead with her. She had to understand. She had to. ¡°I can¡¯t believe you¡¯re doing this out of all the nights. Tonight is the night you choose to walk out of here to look for someone that may or may not be in danger!¡± She snaps. ¡°In case you haven¡¯t realized, Damon, she is your sister, not your freaking wife. Everyone here can look for her. Why do you need to do it?¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± That¡¯s all I say as I storm out of the house. I couldn¡¯t listen to Anya¡¯s words any longer. I was losing time. Something in my heart tells me that she¡¯s in danger. I could feel it pounding in my chest, begging me to protect her. To keep her safe. Where the hell are you, rissa? The guards look up as soon as they see me approaching them. ¡°Did rissa leave the mansion earlier?¡± I ask Kyle. He nods, ¡°she left over an hour ago.¡± Damn it. ¡°Did you happen to see where she went?¡± I demand. ¡°Did she take a vehicle with her?¡± ¡°No.¡± He shook his head. ¡°She didn¡¯t need to take a vehicle. She went straight into the woods.¡± ¡°And you didn¡¯t think to report this to me?¡± I demand roughly. ¡°I-I¡¯m sorry.¡± He stutters. ¡°I didn¡¯t know I had to report this to you or anyone else. I was not informed of this before.¡± Why did she go back into those woods after what happened thest time she was in there? I didn¡¯t think rissa would take such a crazy risk again. Why didn¡¯t she tell anyone? If she didn¡¯t want to tell me, she could have at least said something to Autumn! I was losing my damn mind. How far in the forest did she wander off to? How long would it take me to find her? Something in the air catches my attention before I can take a step forward toward the woods. I frown. It didn¡¯t take me long to figure out what it was. It¡¯s smoke. I can smell it also. ¡°Is there a fire somewhere?¡± I ask as I look around us. The guards shrug their shoulders. The music from inside was sting loudly, and it was hard to hear them above the noise. Did they turn the music up louder in the past few seconds? It was probably my brothers trying to distract the crowd from my disappearance. They¡¯re pointing to something behind me. I follow their gazes, and when I see what they¡¯re pointing at, my body stops moving, rooted to the ground. There was indeed a fire. But it wasn¡¯t in the house. It was deep in the woods. . .where rissa was. Oh, f**k. Chapter 107 Chapter 107 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 107 Book 2 Chapter 30 ~ANYA~ I couldn¡¯t believe that this was happening on my engagement night! Everything was going as nned until a few minutes ago. Somehow rissa had found a way to make this night about her. The b****y girl always knew how to destroy my life with her tricks. She wasn¡¯t as innocent as everyone wanted me to believe. She was anything but innocent. She was an evil, maniptive b***h. Just when I was getting things to go my way, she destroyed them for me. I should have seen this coming. I should have been prepared. I wanted to see the pain on her face today when Damon announced our engagement in front of everyone. Yet, the stupid girl had chosen to be a coward. She ran before anything could happen instead of staying as she should have. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± Dante asks as he joins my side. He wasn¡¯t here earlier, when did he arrive? ¡°I thought you weren¡¯t attending the party?¡± I ask him, pretending to care. He stiffens, ¡°I didn¡¯t want to, but I thought I should at least be there for you and Damon. It may not be a happy asion for me, but it is one for the both of you.¡± I nod, ¡°thank you, Dante. I¡¯m happy that you came, but right now, everything is a mess, and I¡¯m losing my mind!¡± He frowns, ¡°where is Damon?¡± I bite my lip in frustration. ¡°He left,¡± I mumble angrily. His eyes narrow, ¡°he left you? Alone? On your engagement night?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t let her manipte you,¡± Griffin says behind us. ¡°rissa is missing. We¡¯re all looking for her, including Damon.¡± I narrowed my eyes; Griffin was constantly pushing my buttons. I disliked him just as much as I hated rissa. Why was he even listening to our conversation? It had nothing to do with him. ¡°rissa is missing?¡± He asks Griffin. ¡°Where was thest ce you saw her?¡± ¡°She was supposed to be in her room.¡± He exins to him. ¡°But it turns out that she isn¡¯t even at home. Damon went to look for her, but we have no idea where he went either. He disappeared just like she did.¡± ¡°Maybe she¡¯s in the woods,¡± Dante suggests. ¡°She did that thest time we couldn¡¯t find her.¡± ¡°Would she take a risk like that after what happened recently?¡± Griffin asks. ¡°I don¡¯t want to believe she¡¯d do something like that.¡± ¡°Oh, trust me,¡± I say. ¡°She is capable of doing something that stupid. I¡¯m sure all of you are worrying for no reason. She will be back soon. I¡¯m more worried about Damon. What would all of these people think if he didn¡¯t return soon? It would look like he left me!¡± ¡°That wouldn¡¯t be the worst thing in the world now, would it?¡± Griffin asks me. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°There¡¯s no time for this,¡± Dante growls. ¡°The sooner we find Damon and rissa, the sooner everything can move forward.¡± He was right. As much as I wanted to forget about rissa tonight, I knew that they had to find her for this engagement to happen still. If I wanted it to happen tonight, I¡¯d have no choice but to help them find her. The forest was probably a good ce to start searching for her. If she wasn¡¯t here and if no vehicles were missing, then she had to have left on foot. We needed to speak to the guards. ¡°We should search the woods,¡± I tell Dante. ¡°We can go together. Everyone else could wait here and keep looking for her.¡± I wanted time alone with Dante. I still wanted him under my control. Even though I was marrying Damon, I wanted Dante to be under my spell. I loved having both of them do anything for me. Unlike Damon, Dante still listened to every word that I spoke to him. He always did everything I asked him to do for me. I didn¡¯t want to lose that. ¡°Let¡¯s go,¡± Dante tells me, and I quickly leave. It was better than staying here and having everyone feel sorry for me. I knew what they were all thinking. They thought that Damon was having second thoughts about the entire thing. They didn¡¯t realize that this was all because of that stupid girl. Her family refused to tell the guests what was happening; they protected her like they always did. Everyone always had to clean up after rissa¡¯s mess. She did things without thinking, and everyone else was left to pick up the pieces for her. Just as we were leaving, I spotted someone I shouldn¡¯t have. I freeze. Dante notices that I¡¯ve stopped, and he immediately walks over to me. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± He asks. Willow. What was she doing here? Why was my sister here? Did she follow me here? As far as I knew, she never left our home. I¡¯ve always told her to stay there, that it was unsafe to leave the house. Then why the hell was she here? And how long has she been disobeying me? Her eyes fell on me, and her face brightened when she saw me. Oh no. ¡°Anya?¡± Dante tries once more to speak to me. ¡°Anya!¡± Willow shouts my name. Oh no. No. No. No. Dante can¡¯t know that she¡¯s my sister. His gaze moves from me to her, and my heart freezes at what I see next. No. It can¡¯t be. I watched as Willow¡¯s eyes widened the moment her eyes fell on Dante. Her mouth forms a small ¡®o¡¯, and her cheeks are red. She likes him. My sister likes Dante. This is not good. She¡¯d just met him. She hadn¡¯t even spoken a word to him. I had to get her out of here before she did something stupid. I was so focused on her that I hadn¡¯t realized that Dante was frozen beside me as he gazed at her. Please tell me this is a nightmare. Please tell me that I will wake up, and this will all be just a f*****g dream. ¡°How does she know your name?¡± He asks me. ¡°Who is she? I¡¯ve never seen her around before.¡± ¡°She¡¯s a friend I invited to the party.¡± I lie. ¡°She isn¡¯t dressed for an engagement party.¡± Dante points out as he gazes at her jeans. I press my lips tightly together. ¡°She isn¡¯t rich like you, Dante. This is all that she could afford.¡± ¡°I¡ª¡± Before he can say anything else, I cut him off, ¡°I need to tell her what¡¯s happening. Can you wait for me?¡± He initially looks hesitant to leave us, but he eventually listens to me like he usually does. I grab Willow¡¯s arm when he leaves and pull her as far away from the house as possible. I needed to ensure that no one was looking at us. ¡°What the hell are you doing here?¡± I demand from her. ¡°You shouldn¡¯t be here!¡± She looks down at her feet as I scold her, ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± She apologizes. ¡°I told you before that it gets lonely now that mother isn¡¯t home with us. I miss her. And when you aren¡¯t home, I have no one to speak to. It¡¯s hard, sister. I just wanted to spend some time with you, to meet your friends. I have none.¡± I sigh and lift my hands into the air, ¡°I told you it¡¯s dangerous. I told you that when it was safe, I would introduce you to everyone.¡± ¡°That¡¯s partly why I came also.¡± She informs me. ¡°I saw a strange man snooping around the house earlier. He ran when he realized that someone was still at home.¡± I stopped moving at her words. Someone was at our house while she was home alone? Who the hell could that be? If the person ran when they realized someone was home, it only meant that it was an enemy. Someone that was trying to get information on me. This wasn¡¯t good. This wasn¡¯t good at all. ¡°Are you upset with me?¡± Willow asks unhappily. ¡°Of course not,¡± I assure her. ¡°I¡¯m proud of you for finding me and being brave. You did the right thing bying to find me after you saw that man. I need you to give me a description of him when we get home. I need to find out who he was and why he was there.¡± She nods and looks behind me. ¡°Is there a party inside?¡± ¡°Yes, but you can¡¯t stay here,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯ll have someonee and pick you up. You will be safe with them. Trust me.¡± She nods, ¡°will it be that man you were just with earlier?¡± My back stiffens at her question, ¡°no. It will not be him. I have somewhere that I need to be with him right now.¡± She looks disappointed by my words, which bothers me more than it should. I knew it was likely just a crush; it was understandable since Dante was a good-looking man. However, I didn¡¯t like the idea of my sister liking him, even if it was just a harmless crush. ¡°If anyone asks who you are. Tell them that you¡¯re my friend. Okay?¡± She frowns. ¡°But I¡¯m your sister.¡± I nod, ¡°I know, but these people don¡¯t need to know that.¡± Her forehead creases, ¡°are you ashamed of me? Is it because of the way I¡¯m dressed? I don¡¯t have on a pretty dress as you do.¡± ¡°Of course not, Willow,¡± I tell her. ¡°I could never be ashamed of you. One day you will understand why I asked you to do this for me. But please, I don¡¯t have time to exin this to you.¡± She sighs, ¡°I guess I can do that. I don¡¯t like to lie, but if you ask me to, I will.¡± I smile, ¡°thank you, Willow. I¡¯ll wait with you until my friend shows up to pick you up.¡± If only they could get here quickly before Dante returns. It could get worse if Griffin or the otherse here and see her. They won¡¯t be as understanding as Dante was. I¡¯m sure that they wouldn¡¯t believe a word that I said. I had to get Willow out of this ce as quickly as possible. Chapter 108 Chapter 108 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 108 Book 2 Chapter 31 ~CLARISSA~ I stepped forward, but the fire taunted me by moving closer to me in return. It wasing towards me, closing in. If I tried to move again, it would only move closer to me. It¡¯s almost like it was trying to reach me. To tell me something. I had to be losing my mind. Maybe I was dreaming. Maybe if I closed my eyes and pretended that I was asleep, all of this would go away. The heat was bing unbearable; it was enough to remind me that it was not a dream like I was hoping it to be. Was this how my life was going to end? From a fire? A fire that I had no idea where it came from. There were no signs of a fire when I came here the first time, just whispers that I initially thought were something made up in my mind. Now I knew there was a possibility that I was wrong. Original content from N?velDrama.Org. Someone must have intentionally done this. The whispers in my head had f****d me to stop, and while I wasn¡¯t paying attention to my surroundings, they¡¯d set a fire around me. But still, I would have heard something. Unless. . . Witches were involved. They would have been able to start a fire very quickly. My head spun as I tried to figure out what had just happened while also trying to find a way to escape this fire. ¡°CLARISSA!¡± I hear a familiar voice shouting my name. My heart paused for a second. ¡°CLARISSA!¡± My heart skips a beat this time. I couldn¡¯t believe it. He was here. ¡°Where are you?¡± I can¡¯t stop the smile from forming in my lips despite the fire still zing around me. Damon. He¡¯de for me. Even though his engagement party was today, he still came for me. Of course, he would. He has always protected me in the past. He was always the one to save me from everyone, including myself. ¡°I¡¯m here!¡± I shout, making it easier for him to find me. How did he know to follow the fire? He was probably used to trouble following me wherever I went. Anywhere danger was present; somehow, I was also there. I breathed a sigh of relief when I could finally see him, not just hear his voice. His eyes widen when he spots me in the middle of the fire. I could barely get a good view of him because of the mes and it bothered me. ¡°Wait there.¡± He orders me. ¡°I¡¯ming to you!¡± ¡°No!¡± I shout. ¡°Don¡¯te here. There are mes everywhere! We can find another way to get me out of here. Get Autumn. I¡¯m sure she can find a way to get rid of these mes. I believe witches are the ones who did this. If I¡¯m right, Autumn is the right one to help me.¡± If I had listened to Autumn before, none of this would have happened to begin with. I knew I should have told her what I was about to do, she would have been able to talk me out of this stupid idea. Now, I was in this mess and didn¡¯t know how to get out of it. ¡°Witches?¡± He growls. ¡°What the f**k do witches want with our family again?¡± ¡°Get Autumn,¡± I say once more. ¡°No!¡± He roars above the fire. ¡°I¡¯m not leaving you here. We don¡¯t have much time to get you out of there; I need to move you now!¡± I should have known he wouldn¡¯t listen to me. Before I can say anything else, Damon jumps into the fire. I scream the moment the fire touches his skin. Damon doesn¡¯t even flinch from the pain. He¡¯s so focused on protecting me that he doesn¡¯t care that he¡¯d just been injured. I gasped when he grabbed my waist and held my body tightly against his. He buried his face in my hair as he held me close. ¡°I¡¯m so d you¡¯re safe.¡± He whispers against my ear. I slowly reach up to wrap my arms around his neck. It felt so good to be in his arms, where I belonged. The danger was not over, however. We still had to get out of here before it was toote. I pull away from Damon to examine the wounds on his body. This could have been avoided. ¡°Why did you do that?¡± I demand. ¡°You could have gotten seriously hurt!¡± ¡°Do you think I care about that?¡± He asks me. ¡°Do you think anything matters to me when your life is in danger? You should know me better than that by now, rissa. Nothing will ever stand in the way of me protecting you.¡± My lips part, and I can¡¯t help but melt at his words. Why does he always do this? Doesn¡¯t he realize by now that it¡¯s words like those that make me fall so quickly for him? I was trying to let go of him so he could be with Anya, but how could I do that when he said things like this to me? I slowly touched one of the red marks on his arm, and he winced. ¡°We don¡¯t have time for this, rissa.¡± He reminds me as he removes his partly burnt suit jacket and covers my body with it. ¡°We need to jump.¡± ¡°Are you insane?¡± I demand. ¡°The fire is much worse than before, and look at how many bruises you have because of it already! I won¡¯t let you hurt yourself again because of me!¡± ¡°We don¡¯t have a choice, do we?¡± he demands. ¡°If you had listened to me before, we would have had a choice. Autumn would have easily gotten rid of the fire.¡± I point out. ¡°If I had listened to you by the time Autumn had reached you, the fire would have already gotten to you by then.¡± He growls. ¡°At least you wouldn¡¯t have been in danger,¡± I mumble. ¡°FUCK.¡± He hissed. ¡°Are you listening to yourself?¡± ¡°As a matter of fact, I am.¡± I snap. ¡°Now we¡¯re both stuck in the fire. Why are you even here when your engagement party is happening now?¡± He grabs my face in his hand and forces me to look into his eyes, ¡°does this look like the right time to be speaking about any of that, rissa?¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°you shouldn¡¯t be here. You should be back at the party with the woman you chose to be your wife.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care what is happening around me, rissa; I don¡¯t f*****g care about anything else as much as I care about your safety.¡± He growls. ¡°As long as you¡¯re in danger, I will forget about everything else. f**k it all. Nothing else matters when you need me.¡± My lips part, and my heart does this little annoying flip-flop. Stop it. Don¡¯t do that. Don¡¯t fall for his words. Don¡¯t be weak. It¡¯s already toote. The fire and emptiness in my heart were already disappearing because of his words. ¡°I don¡¯t hear anything,¡± Damon whispers as he looks around us. He pauses and his eyes go wide. ¡°The fire, where the hell did it go?¡± I slowly followed his gaze. I couldn¡¯t believe my eyes. Something was definitely wrong here. He was right. The fire was gone. What the hell just happened? Chapter 109 Chapter 109 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 109 Book 2 Chapter 32 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°Something is wrong,¡± I whisper. ¡°The fire should still be surrounding us.¡± How was this even possible? I was happy it was gone, but it didn¡¯t change the fact that nothing made sense. It was here just a minute ago. One minute Damon and I were trying to find a way to escape, and the next, we had nothing to escape from. ¡°We should get out of here immediately,¡± Damon says as he examines our surroundings. There wasn¡¯t any visible danger, but that didn¡¯t mean we were safe. ¡°Whatever caused that fire is still around. They¡¯re messing with us. I don¡¯t know what they have nned, but we must return to the others. They need to know that we may or may not have another unknown enemy.¡± Right. Back to the engagement. As soon as we returned, the party would continue as though it had never stopped. I was sure Anya was making a scene back home since Damon had left to find me during their engagement ceremony. She would be pissed, no doubt. Damon didn¡¯t seem to be bothered about her. He was too busy being frustrated over the decisions I¡¯ve been makingtely. ¡°I don¡¯t want to be there,¡± I whisper. I did not want to go back. Not tonight. Not while that party was still ongoing. Damon paused his movements so that he could look back at me. ¡°What?¡± he asks. I can feel the tension in the air between us increase. ¡°I don¡¯t want to be at that party, Damon,¡± I say. ¡°It¡¯s why I came into the woods, to begin with. I don¡¯t want to go back there. I¡¯ll do anything not to have to witness that ceremony.¡± He runs a hand down his face and sighs, ¡°rissa, you don¡¯t expect to remain here after what just happened, do you? And you¡¯re crazy if you think I¡¯ll leave you here just because you asked me to.¡± ¡°No,¡± I mumble. ¡°But I¡¯m not going back there either.¡± Damon looks unhappy with me, or maybe he¡¯s upset with our situation. I¡¯m not sure which of those has him angry right now. Judging by the re he gives me next, it¡¯s safe to say that I¡¯m the one he¡¯s upset with. But ording to him, I¡¯m never the one he¡¯s angry with. But it¡¯s possible that he has changed his mind after today. ¡°Do you know what could have happened to you if Autumn didn¡¯t tell us that she couldn¡¯t find you anywhere?¡± He demands. ¡°Do you understand the danger you put your life in?¡± I press my lips tightly together and re at him. I¡¯m aware of what I did, but it doesn¡¯t mean I¡¯m proud of my actions. Doesn¡¯t he realize how painful it would be for me to watch him get engaged to Anya? ¡°Why do you always do things that endanger your life?¡± He demands. ¡°Why don¡¯t you realize by now that every time something happens to you, my whole f*****g world turns upside down?¡± My lips part; why did he have to say that to me? Why? ¡°Why do you always do that?¡± I demand, answering his question with one of my own. He frowns, ¡°do what?¡± I can still hear the irritation in his voice. He¡¯s still angry with me for putting my life in danger yet again. Doesn¡¯t he realize by now that I only put my life in danger when it concerns him? If he gave me what I wanted, I wouldn¡¯t have to resort to doing these crazy things to get away from my own emotions. ¡°You always say things like this.¡± I snap. ¡°Things like what?¡± He demands. How can he be this clueless? ¡°You always say things that no one else would,¡± I exin. ¡°Dante, Atticus, and Griffin would never tell me that my careless actions turn their whole worlds upside down. They would never get so worked up over my disappearance as you do. You have always protected me more than they have done. I know they care about me also, but it¡¯s different with you. I can sense the difference; I can feel it in my heart. Yet, you keep denying everything. You expect me to forget my feelings when you keep being this protective over me. You expect me to throw everything away when your words make my heart skip a beat every damn time. Don¡¯t you realize by now that your words and actions are why I¡¯m the way I am today?¡± His eyes widen at my words, it¡¯s weird, but I don¡¯t think Damon has even realized what he¡¯s been doing all along. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s ever considered that he was partly the reason for this. My words had just opened his eyes. I didn¡¯t want him to stop doing the things that I loved. I didn¡¯t want him to change his behavior towards me now that he understood what it was doing to me. I didn¡¯t want to regret saying this to him either. ¡°rissa,¡± he whispers as he steps closer to me. I didn¡¯t want another apology from him. I was tired of his apologies. I wanted him to fight for me instead of saying there was no chance for us. I wanted him to tell me he wanted me just as desperately as I needed him. There were so many things that I dreamed of, and all of them included Damon. ¡°Don¡¯t.¡± I stop him as he stops a few inches away from my body. ¡°Don¡¯t apologize. I¡¯m tired of your apologies, Damon. I don¡¯t want to listen to another one from you.¡± ¡°How can I fix any of this when you don¡¯t even ept my apology?¡± He whispers. I can hear the pain in his voice, and it tugs at my heart. Why does every word out of his mouth affect me this much? ¡°I wish things were different, rissa.¡± He confesses. ¡°I do. I wish my parents hadn¡¯t adopted you. I wish I had met you under different circumstances. However, if they hadn¡¯t adopted you, I may have never met you. I may have never gotten the chance to protect you the way that I love doing. In a way, I¡¯m d that they did, I¡¯m d that I got the chance to have you close to me. I have mixed emotions about the entire thing. It¡¯s crazy but I don¡¯t think my life would have been the same without you in it.¡± My lips part. I couldn¡¯t believe those words wereing from Damon¡¯s mouth. What did this mean? Was this the closest thing to a confession I would ever get from him? I kept receiving mixed signals from Damon. One minute it felt like he wanted Anya and only her. The next, it felt like I was the one that he wanted. And maybe, I felt this way because Damon himself had no idea what he wanted. He was torn between the both of us. ¡°If I didn¡¯t share the samest name as yours, if we had met under different circumstances, just two strangers who happened to like each other. Would you have chosen to be with me then? Would you have given me everything that I want now?¡± I ask him desperately. I wanted to hear his response to that question. I needed to listen to him tell me yes. His eyes searched mine, and my heart was racing in my chest, unable to keep up with my emotions. ¡°Please, Damon,¡± I beg. ¡°Tell me that we would have had a chance. Tell me what I want to hear for once.¡± What¡¯s wrong with me? It¡¯s not like his answer would change our situation now. What difference would it make? Why did I need to hear it from his mouth? His face looks like he¡¯s in pain as he seems to have an inner battle within himself. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°rissa¡ª¡± He doesn¡¯t get to finish. He doesn¡¯t get to answer me because we hear footsteps and someone calling his name. No. No. No. Why was she here? Why did shee to ruin this moment for us? ¡°DAMON?¡± Anya screams once more when she doesn¡¯t get a response. Damon looks like he wants to apologize yet again. He doesn¡¯t take his eyes away from me. He¡¯s searching my face for something. I hear Dante¡¯s voice next; they¡¯re growing closer to us. ¡°Answer me, please.¡± ¡°Would it change anything now, rissa?¡± He asks me gently. ¡°There¡¯s no use in me answering something that will never happen.¡± ¡°It may not change anything now, but it means something to me,¡± I tell him. ¡°Just knowing there was ever a possibility for us would mean everything to me, Damon. Everything to me.¡± His eyes grow softer at my words, and I can tell it¡¯s affected him significantly. ¡°DAMON!¡± Anya shouts when she sees us. He breaks eye contact with me to look at her and Dante. I don¡¯t turn to them; I¡¯m still gazing at Damon. I¡¯m still waiting for his answer. ¡°What happened here?¡± Dante asks as he looks around us. Damon attempts to walk over to them, but I grab his arm. He looks back at me, knowing what I¡¯m asking for. He knows that I¡¯m still waiting for him to say the one thing that I want to hear. His gaze lingers on my hand on his arm for a few seconds before he lifts his eyes to look directly into mine. He swallows before he says, ¡°yes.¡± It¡¯s just one word. Just one word. But it makes my heart scream with joy. This means that he did want me. This means that I was right all along. I wasn¡¯t crazy for thinking Damon wanted me as well. It also meant that he was only marrying Anya to push me away. He didn¡¯t want her in the way I thought in the past. Damon was marrying her to protect me. He wanted to protect me from everyone else and their reactions if they ever found out about my feelings for him. Autumn was right all along. This time I had no doubts. This time I knew I was not hallucinating. After today, I would never believe anything he said to me that imed the opposite. I wouldn¡¯t let him trick me into believing that Anya was the one he wanted. I knew now that I was doing the right thing before by fighting for us. Now I had to persuade Damon to do the same. I had to show him that there was always a chance when two people were right for each other. And we were definitely right for each other. He couldn¡¯t tell me otherwise. I couldn¡¯t believe this. My heart has never been this happy. Damon wanted me. He wanted me! Chapter 110 Chapter 110 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 110 Book 2 Chapter 33 ~DAMON~ I couldn¡¯t resist telling her the truth. I couldn¡¯t resist giving her what she wanted to hear for once. I knew it wouldn¡¯t change a single thing between us, and I was aware that it might only make things worse. However, I couldn¡¯t say no to her today, not after almost losing her. My heart still raced from seeing her surrounded by those mes. I was terrified of losing rissa. I always knew there was a great chance that she was my weakness, but now I was one hundred percent sure that she was. No one terrified me the way that she did. I¡¯ve never wanted to protect anyone the way I¡¯ve always wanted to protect her. I would never be able to live with myself if anything ever happened to her. It bothers me that something terrible could have happened to her today, and I wouldn¡¯t have known anything until it was toote. If Autumn hadn¡¯t gone into her room before the engagement ceremony, I could have lost her, and I would have never been able to forgive myself. I couldn¡¯t let something like that happen again. I knew I was the one to push her into doing something so careless. I was the one that hurt her feelings and made her act out. I couldn¡¯t make that mistake again. I had to be very careful with my words and actions around rissa. I had to protect her from everything, including herself. I knew now that I also had to protect her from my selfish actions. I knew it would cause me more trouble in the future, but from now on, I had to pay closer attention to her. I had to ensure she wasn¡¯t plotting anything dangerous that could harm her. From now on, I will keep a close watch on her. Nothing and no one would stop me from doing what I had to in order to keep her safe. I would do f*****g anything for rissa. Anything. Anything except what she was asking from me. That was the only thing I couldn¡¯t give to her. Everything else I would go to the end of the earth to get for her. ¡°Damon?¡± Anya calls once more. rissa slowly lets go of my arm, and I turn towards Dante. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. ¡°When I arrived, rissa was surrounded by fire,¡± I exin to them. I didn¡¯t know how to exin what happened, however. Even I was still trying toe to terms with it. ¡°Surrounded by fire?¡± He demands. ¡°How did she end up in that situation?¡± I shrug my shoulders, ¡°I think we may be under attack like thest time. And by witches once again.¡± Anya stiffens at my words. ¡°Witches?¡± She asks cautiously. ¡°Why do you think that?¡± ¡°rissa believes witches were responsible for the fire, and I agree. The fire disappeared while I was trying to get her out of it. Only a witch would be capable of ying tricks like that. There was no water, nothing at all to make that fire disappear as it did.¡± ¡°This is not good,¡± Dante growls. ¡°Not good at all. We need to get back to our parents. We have to tell them what¡¯s happening. We can¡¯t let our guards down again. We almost lost so much thest time that we did. We need to be prepared for anything.¡± ¡°Before we go,¡± Anya mumbles as she turns towards rissa. ¡°Why the hell did youe here during our engagement party? The entire thing is ruined because of you. All of the guests are already leaving. My special night is ruined because of your carelessness rissa!¡± I stiffen at her tone. While I understood why she was upset, I didn¡¯t like anyone speaking to rissa like that, especially not after what she just went through. ¡°Anya.¡± I try to calm her down. ¡°We can have a better discussion at home. This is not the time for any of this.¡± She red at rissa, and even Dante looked upset with her. ¡°Why did you put your life in danger like that again?¡± He asks her. ¡°rissa, you should know better than this by now. You¡¯re not a child. You should make smarter choices. You¡¯re lucky that Damon came in time to get you.¡± I don¡¯t think rissa is listening to either one of them. Her entire mood changed the second I¡¯d given her the answer she was waiting for. It seems as though she¡¯s still thinking about it. ¡°Are you even listening to us?¡± Anya demands. ¡°That¡¯s enough.¡± I roar. ¡°I agree that she may not have done the right thing bying here on her own during the party, but that doesn¡¯t take away from the fact that she was almost killed tonight. Give her some time to process everything before you ask her all of these questions.¡± I can feel rissa¡¯s eyes on me, and I know that if I look at her, I¡¯ll see the girl that I gave my heart to a long time ago. The same girl that always looked at me like I was her hero. No girl had ever looked at me like that before I met her. I was a selfish bastard who did everything to see that look on her face. I loved the way she made me feel. I loved doing things just for her. ¡°He¡¯s right,¡± Dante says with a sigh. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, rissa.¡± He walks over to her and pulls her into his arms. I tried to remind myself that he was my brother and not an enemy trying to take her away from me. ¡°I¡¯m d you¡¯re safe.¡± He tells her right before he finally pulls away. It took me a while to realize that Anya red at me the entire time. Damn it. I still had to deal with her for walking out of our engagement party. ¡°How could you do this?¡± She whispered as we started our walk back to the house. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± I apologize. I¡¯ve been giving out plenty of apologies recently. So far, it hasn¡¯t solved any of my problems. ¡°Is that all you have to say to me?¡± She demands. ¡°It was supposed to be our special night, Damon, and somehow you managed to make it all about rissa.¡± ¡°Was I supposed just to leave her there to die?¡± I growl. ¡°If you were in her situation, would you have preferred that I¡¯d left you there to die?¡± She narrows her eyes, ¡°that¡¯s different, and you know it. For starters, I wouldn¡¯t have been stupid enough to put myself in a situation like that!¡± ¡°Careful,¡± I warn her. I didn¡¯t want to hear a single bad word about rissa. I would not allow it. She sighs, ¡°we shouldn¡¯t be arguing on such a special day. I just wanted this day to be all about us. I¡¯m so disappointed that I didn¡¯t get to enjoy today with you. I was looking forward to finally calling you my fianc¨¦. You have no idea how devastated I am that it was called off because of this.¡± I sigh, ¡°Anya¡ª¡± ¡°No.¡± She stops me. ¡°It¡¯s okay. This just made me realize how badly I want to marry you. Let¡¯s forget about the engagement party. We don¡¯t need to have another one after tonight.¡± I frown, ¡°what are you saying?¡± ¡°Let¡¯s go straight into the wedding!¡± She sings happily. ¡°Let¡¯s get married next week! It doesn¡¯t even have to be big as long as I have yourst name and live in the same home as you!¡± I stop moving, and so do rissa and Dante behind us. Married? Next week? Those were the only words that were spinning in my head over and over again. I slowly turn around to nce at rissa and wish I hadn¡¯t. The look on her face did something to my heart. Something I would never be able to forget. Never. Chapter 111 Chapter 111 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 111 Book 2 Chapter 34 ~CLARISSA~ I don¡¯t want to believe I¡¯ve heard her correctly. How could she ask for the wedding to be next week? That was impossible! I could barely survive this engagement night; what would happen on his wedding day? Anya knew what she was doing. At this point, she was intentionally trying to ruin my life. And she was going a b****y good job at it. I had to stop her. I had to do everything in my power to prevent this from happening. There was no doubt in my mind that she was rushing to marry Damon. She knew that I didn¡¯t want it to happen. She knew that I was willing to do anything to stop it, and she wouldn¡¯t make it easy for me. After today, she was more determined than ever for this wedding to happen. She knew that I was a bigger threat than she initially thought. How could she not care about the engagement party? She was willing to skip it as long as it meant she could quickly marry Damon. This wasn¡¯t about marrying him anymore. This was personal. This meant I had even less time to convince Damon to fight for us instead of letting me go. I couldn¡¯t y safe anymore; I had to take all the risks to make Damon mine. Anya kept proving to me that she never loved Dante or Damon. She knew Dante could hear everything she was saying, yet she moved up the wedding while he listened. I could sense his pain for the entire walk back to the house. He didn¡¯t bother repeating a word after her announcement. How could she so easily hurt him when all he¡¯s ever done was protect her? Dante has always been crazy about her, his eyes have always only been for her. Atticus was interested in Autumn even if he never knew it until after their marriage and Damon, I knew where his heart really was. But Dante has always loved Anya and only her. She never deserved him, she never deserved any of them. It bothered me that Damon didn¡¯t try once to say no to her. He could have asked for the date to be a later one, but he just left her to do as she pleased, even after what had happened earlier. He was determined to make me forget about him even though it was clear that his decision wouldn¡¯t just hurt me but him as well. ¡°Where have you been?¡± Atticus demands when he sees the four of us walking through the gates. ¡°Please don¡¯t tell me you were in that forest again, rissa.¡± He adds as he takes one look at me. ¡°Have you learned nothing after what happened there in the past?¡± I bite my lip as he res at me. I did not want to disappoint anyone, and I didn¡¯t want to cause any trouble for them; my emotions always made me act without thinking. I was not proud of it. But I would not change it either. I did what I had to do. I wasn¡¯t going to sit down and watch the person that I loved get engaged to an awful woman who did not love him. ¡°I have something important to discuss with everyone,¡± Damon says as he tries to distract Atticus and the others from scolding me. I knew that he intended to protect me yet again. Protecting me was always the one thing that came first for Damon; it came naturally for him. That¡¯s why I¡¯m not that surprised by his actions anymore. I wish he could see into my heart; I wish he could feel my emotions. Only then would he realize that he was making the wrong decision. Most guests must have already left since the house was almost empty when I stepped inside. They must have already announced that the engagement party was canceled. ¡°We think that it¡¯s possible we are being targeted by witches again,¡± Damon tells our family the second he had everyone in the family room. ¡°Why would you say that?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°When rissa was in the forest, she was trapped by fire; it was surrounding her.¡± He exins. ¡°Fire doesn¡¯t just form a perfect circle like that without some kind of interference.¡± I¡¯m happy that he¡¯s doing all of the talking for me. I was still shocked after hearing about Anya¡¯s decision to move up the wedding. ¡°You were surrounded by fire?¡± Autumn asks me in horror. ¡°That¡¯s awful. Who on earth will want to hurt you?¡± ¡°She may not be the target,¡± Griffin says. ¡°The target could be one of us or all of us. She was just easy to get to since she was on her own in the middle of the forest while we were all preupied with the party. It was the perfect opportunity to strike, and I believe it was only just a warning. They want to scare us. Whoever it is, they want us to be aware of them; they want us to know they¡¯re close. It must be a sick game to them.¡± ¡°But still,¡± Atticus cuts in. ¡°It¡¯s not like they would have known rissa wouldn¡¯t have been at the engagement party.¡± ¡°It means that they have eyes on us.¡± Grandfather says. ¡°They¡¯ve been watching us, waiting for a chance to attack. They weren¡¯t expecting Damon to leave the party to find her. We¡¯re lucky that she is still alive. rissa, it would help if you were more careful from now on. We can¡¯t lose you.¡± Everyone gets quiet at his warning. ¡°I¡¯ll take rissa to her room,¡± Damon says suddenly. He could probably sense that I was still losing my mind over his wedding announcement. ¡°She needs to get some rest. She is still in shock from everything.¡± Autumn hugs me, and so does everyone else after her. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. Damon and I are silent as he walks me to my room. I don¡¯t know what to say. I was not about to congratte him. He knows that my mood will only worsen after what Anya said. ¡°I¡¯m not going to let you marry her.¡± I blurt out as soon as I enter my room. He¡¯s standing by the door, looking at me, just looking. Waiting. ¡°What did you say?¡± He finally asks after a few seconds pass. ¡°I said I¡¯m not going to let you marry her,¡± I repeat for his sake. I wanted to make my intentions clear. I wanted him to be prepared because I was not nning on letting him go. Damon¡¯s eyes widen in surprise at my words. ¡°rissa¡ª¡± ¡°Why are you marrying someone that doesn¡¯t truly love you?¡± I demand. ¡°It was so easy for her to throw Dante out of her life; what makes you think she wouldn¡¯t do the same to you?¡± It bothered me that Damon was so quickly epting all of this. He should be fighting back. He should be fighting for us! He sighs and walks into the room. I watch as he gently shuts the door behind him before turning his attention back to me. ¡°This is something that has to be done.¡± He says gently. ¡°I know it¡¯s not something you¡¯re happy about, but it is my decision.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°why are you doing this? I can tell that you¡¯re not happy. I know you better than anyone else, Damon. You¡¯re not happy. You¡¯re miserable.¡± ¡°rissa, please, try to understand.¡± He pleads. ¡°I can¡¯t have you acting recklessly again. I can¡¯t watch you hurt yourself because of the decisions that I¡¯ve made. I¡¯m doing all this to f*****g protect you, and you¡¯re not helping me by walking straight into the danger.¡± My eyes widen. I was right all along. In his twisted way, Damon was protecting me. Did he think that he was somehow protecting me from myself? Was he hoping I would give up on us after he married Anya? ¡°Damon, please don¡¯t do this. You¡¯re not protecting me by marrying her. You¡¯re killing me instead!¡± I exim. ¡°You¡¯re taking all the joy out of my life by choosing to be with her. I can¡¯t stand seeing you with her. Can¡¯t you tell what it¡¯s doing to me? Isn¡¯t it obvious that I¡¯m hurting?¡± He walks over to me and grabs my shoulders, ¡°this pain is nothingpared to the pain you will feel if anyone ever found out about us. Your life would be a f*****g mess. Everyone will judge you. Because I¡¯m a Fawn by blood, they will not treat me as badly as they would you. Please try to understand!¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care about any of that, Damon!¡± I shout. ¡°I want to be with you. Only you. No one else. Why can¡¯t you see how badly I want us to be more than what we are now? I don¡¯t want to be your sister. I could never be your sister. It¡¯s unfair. I¡¯ve never wanted anything or anyone as much as I want you. How do you expect me to watch you marry Anya and not do anything about it?¡± Chapter 112 Chapter 112 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 112 Book 2 Chapter 35 ~DAMON~ No words have ever cut deeper than these spoken by rissa. It¡¯s the first time she¡¯s been so clear about her feelings. She¡¯s always given little hints through her actions, but it¡¯s the first time her words have been this clear. I¡¯ve always been able to control myself, telling myself that I was wrong, that she meant something else. But this time, it was so clear that I couldn¡¯t deny her words. She doesn¡¯t realize how happy it makes me to know that I¡¯m the one that she wants. She doesn¡¯t realize that I want her too. I¡¯ve wanted her for so f*****g long that it physically hurts to be this close to her and not have her in my arms. I¡¯m tempted to dip my head lower to touch my lips to hers. I¡¯m tempted to nip at her earlobe and suck on the skin behind her ear. I¡¯m tempted to bite her neck and im what was rightfully mine since the start. Mine. f**k. Why have I always been this possessive over her? My possessiveness has only grown over the past few days. I was so possessive over her that I would literally kill anyone that touched her inappropriately. Damn it, I almost killed myself thest time I lost control around her. Did all Fawns have the same t*****e to deal with? Atticus was also supposed to love only Anya, but somehow Autumn could gain his heart without even trying. It was the same with me. I was thought only to have eyes for Anya, but somehow rissa is all that I can see. She has always been by my side, and she¡¯s someone I trust more than anyone else in this world. Happiness for me meant having her by my side. Nothing could ever feel as good as having her in my arms, close to me, where I could touch and smell her. This only meant that I would be miserable after marrying Anya. I would lose the one person that made me happy. But I would do it all again as long as she got to live a normal life. I couldn¡¯t deny my feelings anymore. It was clear as day that I wanted rissa and not Anya. I would always care for Anya, and I would always protect her, but I didn¡¯t want her in the way that I wanted rissa. It was different. But even this fact couldn¡¯t change our faith. It was already toote for us. It was toote the moment my family chose her. I couldn¡¯t let her see how affected I was by her words. I couldn¡¯t let her think that she¡¯d won. If she knew that she was breaking down the walls I¡¯d put up to keep her safe; she would keep pushing. I knew rissa; she never stopped fighting unless she felt there was nothing left to fight for. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, rissa.¡± I apologize even though I knew it would only annoy her. She hates when I apologize to her, and maybe that¡¯s partly why I always do it. I don¡¯t want to bring her closer to me; I want to push her away. ¡°You should get some rest. You¡¯ve had a long day.¡± ¡°This isn¡¯t over.¡± She threatens me. I turned away from her, ready to leave, before I made another big mistake. ¡°If you can marry someone you don¡¯t want, I could do the same.¡± She threatens me. I pause midway. Marry someone she didn¡¯t want to marry? To get back at me? Was that some sick twisted revenge? What the f**k? Suddenly, my feet can¡¯t move, not even an inch forward. I¡¯m stuck on the ground, shocked by her threat. I never once thought about it. If I married Anya, that meant rissa would also, one day, marry. Someone else. Someone that wasn¡¯t me. How the hell was I ever supposed to be okay with that? No man has ever been good enough for rissa. She¡¯s always been better than everyone around her, in my eyes. How does she always know exactly what to say to pierce my heart? How did she know that it would kill me inside to even think about her with another man? I can hear her footsteps closing in on me. The moment that she appears in front of me, my eyes lifts from the ground to focus on her. Was this a real threat, or was she only saying this to get under my skin? Would she truly marry another man just to hurt me? Would she destroy her life because I was destroying mine to protect her? She wouldn¡¯t. She wouldn¡¯t dare. ¡°Will that make you feel better?¡± She asks me. ¡°Would you be happier with me if I found someone else to love? Someone else to kiss and touch. Someone else to hold me. Someone else to make me feel the things that only you make me feel. Would that make you proud, Damon?¡± ¡°Stop it.¡± They were just two words from me, but they were words that marked my breaking point. They were words torn from my chest. ¡°Why?¡± She demands. ¡°Why should I stop it?¡± I bite my lip to stop saying something I would regret. ¡°I¡¯m sure you¡¯ll love that, wouldn¡¯t you?¡± She demands. ¡°Another man holding me, telling me how much he loves me. You¡¯ll love it if he puts a ring on my finger and gives me hisst name. You¡¯ll love it if he puts his hand¡ª¡± I grab her by her face and pull her closer to me. ¡°I said stop it,¡± I growl. Her lips part slightly, but she¡¯s ring at me with those eyes I¡¯ve grown to love so much. Eyes that saw straight through me. Eyes that brightened my entire day. Eyes that have somehow grown to hate me. Eyes that I was ashamed to look directly at. ¡°If it¡¯s this hard for you by just hearing this, imagine how difficult it would be if it happened for real. Imagine how hard it would be for you if you had to go through the same thing that you¡¯re putting me through right now.¡± I knew it would be f*****g hard. I never said that it would be easy. I knew I would experience more pain than her if she married another man. But there was nothing I could do about it. Why was rissa not understanding what I was trying to show her? What else did I have to do for her to understand that this thing between us could end her life for good? ¡°What the hell is going on in here?¡± A voice demands. I freeze. It was Atticus. I was so lost in rissa that I didn¡¯t realize someone had opened the door. I slowly drag my gaze from her face to stare at my brother, who¡¯s standing at the doorway. He¡¯s looking at the both of us, and I can see thoughts racing through his mind. rissa pulls away from me to look at Atticus. ¡°Damon was giving me a lecture on my bad behavior.¡± She lies. ¡°Unfortunately for him, I¡¯m not going to listen to a single word he¡¯s saying to me.¡± Atticus frowns, ¡°why won¡¯t you listen to him? Don¡¯t tell me you still haven¡¯t learned your lesson, rissa. What else must happen before you learn to behave yourself?¡± She folds her arms stubbornly, ¡°I¡¯ll behave when I get what I want.¡± My head snaps up at her words. I knew what she wanted. As much as it thrilled me to know that it was me, it also pained me to know that I couldn¡¯t give it to her. Atticus frowns at her words, and now his attention is solely on her. ¡°And what do you want?¡± He asks her. I knew rissa wasn¡¯t crazy enough to tell him the truth, but I was still on high alert. Autumn barges into the room just then. ¡°I can ask her that question. She¡¯ll faster tell me than tell you. After all, she loves me the most.¡± rissa looks relieved to see her. She pushes both of us out of the room so that she can be alone with her. Autumn was good at distracting Atticus, very good at it. Her actions make me believe that she knows about rissa and me. Those two have be inseparable ever since Autumn married Atticus. They were closer than Autumn and Anya ever was in the past. I was happy that rissa had her in her life. ¡°Is there something going on between you and rissa that I should know about?¡± Atticus asks me suddenly. I tried to act unbothered by his question, but my head was spinning with the possibility of him knowing that I had feelings for her. It was thest question I was ever expecting to hear from him. I swallow, ¡°what would give you that idea?¡± I ask nonchntly. ¡°I have reason to believe that her reckless behavior recently is somehow linked to you.¡± He answers me. ¡°So far, it¡¯s only when you do something drastic that rissa acts out this way. And somehow, you¡¯re always the one running after her. Just like today. It¡¯s also inappropriate for you to be alone in her room like you were just now.¡± He points out. I press my lips tightly together and turn to face him. ¡°It¡¯s not the first time I¡¯ve been in a room alone with her. Why is it suddenly a problem for you?¡± He shrugs, ¡°even though rissa was adopted, she¡¯s still my sister. She may not have the Fawn blood, but she has our name. I want to think that you think of her the same way that I do. However, I¡¯ve noticed that you¡¯re more protective over her than you should be. And she¡¯s also a little overprotective over you. I¡¯m beginning to worry. I¡¯m hoping that I¡¯m wrong about this. If not, I know you know the trouble this will cause.¡± My hand tightens into a fist, ¡°I can assure you, brother, nothing weird is happening between us. If you¡¯ll excuse me, there is something else that I have to do besides have this conversation with you.¡± He nods and watches me as I walk away. I don¡¯t think he believes me. This wasn¡¯t good. If Atticus had noticed something, he would keep an eye on us from now on. I had to be more careful than ever now. I had to make sure that rissa didn¡¯t do anything drastic again. ¡°Where have you been?¡± Anya demands when she sees me again. ¡°It shouldn¡¯t take that long to walk rissa to her room. Everyone will get the wrong idea about the two of you if you keep doing things like that.¡± I swallow¡ªFirst Atticus, now her. I couldn¡¯t give her any more reasons to believe that rissa was the woman in my heart. She already knew that there was someone other than her that I cared deeply about; I promised myself to keep everyone from finding out who that person was. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about tonight.¡± I apologize. ¡°I knew how much you were looking forward to it.¡± She sighs and hugs me, ¡°it doesn¡¯t matter anymore. I¡¯m happy that we can get married soon and forget all about this day. But this time, I need you to hire someone to monitor rissa. She must stay out of danger for us to have a perfect wedding. I¡¯m tired of her reckless behavior.¡± I was also aware that I had to keep an eye on rissa, but I wasn¡¯t going to hire someone to do the job for me. Anya didn¡¯t need to know that. I can¡¯t bring myself to wrap my arms around her. I couldn¡¯t bring myself to hug her even though I knew that she would soon be my wife. C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I don¡¯t know what I was doing. I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s the right thing anymore. All I care about is keeping rissa safe. That¡¯s all that mattered to me¡ªprotecting her. Chapter 113 Chapter 113 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 113 Book 2 Chapter 36 ~CLARISSA~ Four days. It was just four days before Damon married Anya. FOUR DAYS. He was doing the same as before, trying to limit any contact with me. I couldn¡¯t believe him. When would he stop running away from me? From us? However, I was also trying to stay away from him, at least for a little until everything from the fire had died down. Everyone were still a little upset with me and I didn¡¯t want to bring anymore attention to myself. Besides, Autumn had warned me that Atticus was beginning to notice that there was something happening between me and Damon. I knew Atticus, I knew what he was capable of doing when he was angry. He always protected me like his little sister and he would do the same even if it was against Damon. I couldn¡¯t do anything that would make him suspect us anymore. But today, I was ready to make my first move. I¡¯d stayed away from Damon long enough. He wouldn¡¯t see iting when I showed him what I wanted to show him for a while now. And that was the one thing I loved the most about my body. The tattoo of his name on my a*s. I¡¯ve always dreamt of the day Damon would see it. I imagined him happy and falling in love with it. I knew there was a chance he would hate it but I was willing to at least try. I knew that it would have a strong effect on him because I knew Damon well. He already knew that I had a tattoo but he didn¡¯t know that the tattoo was his name. He would finally know the truth today. ording to Autumn, everyone was leaving in an hour for a dinner. It was a dinner to celebrate the wedding that was only a few days away. I would pretend to be sick. I knew that everyone would insist that Ie but Autumn would help convince everyone to let me stay at home. I owed her plenty. Autumn was the only reason that Atticus wasn¡¯t punching Damon right now. She was doing her best to make him believe that there was nothing going on between us. He has been keeping a close eye on us and the fact that we were staying away from each other must have convinced him that he was wrong, at least for now. But tonight, I had plenty to do. Damon would be responsible for dropping Anya at her fake home after dinner and then he would return here. Autumn would distract everyone and make sure that they stay longer for the dinner. She would come up with a good enough excuse, I trusted her. She was good at these things. I don¡¯t understand why she does so much for me without expecting anything in return. When Damon returned home, it would just be the two of us. That would give me enough time to show him the tattoo and get a reaction from him. No one would suspect anything when they returned home, Autumn would make sure of it. It would be the first time that Damon and I would be alone in the house together ever since things had gotten heated between us. I was looking forward to it. He had no idea what wasing to him. And I was counting on it, the fact that he wouldn¡¯t be prepared for it would work in my favor. I loved catching Damon off-guard. I always got the best reactions when he was like that. ¡°Aren¡¯t you getting ready?¡± Atticus asks me when he sees me going into the kitchen. ¡°I can¡¯t,¡± I answer him as I cover my mouth. ¡°I¡¯ve been throwing up since this morning. Hasn¡¯t Autumn told you?¡± He frowns, ¡°you¡¯ve been sick since this morning and didn¡¯t think to call a doctor?¡± I didn¡¯t like lying to him. I didn¡¯t like lying to anyone that I cared about. But this was necessary. ¡°I didn¡¯t want to spoil tonight for anyone.¡± I lie. ¡°I thought I would have gotten better in time for the dinner but I was wrong.¡± Atticus sighs, ¡°is this another one of your tricks to get out of Anya and Damon¡¯s marriage celebrations? If you don¡¯t want to go, you can just say that rissa. We will find someone to stay home with you and keep youpany. The happiness in your eyes has died down and I want to know what we can do to bring it back. I hate seeing you like this. I¡¯m tired of sitting back and not doing anything about it. I need you to tell me what the hell is going on around here.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°can you not remind me of it every chance that you get? I was a lot more supportive of your rtionship with Autumn, are you forgetting that? If I¡¯m not happy with Anya marrying Damon, I have my reasons. I wasn¡¯t happy with your rtionship with her either.¡± He quirks a brow at me, ¡°I was asking a simple question, why are you so defensive?¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°I¡¯m not feeling well, I told you that. I don¡¯t need to be reminded of something that upsets me.¡± He nods, ¡°I won¡¯t bring it up again then. I hope you feel better. Should I call for a doctor?¡± ¡°No,¡± I tell him. ¡°If it gets worse, I will call for a doctor. Can you tell the others for me? I don¡¯t want to deal with the many questions everyone would ask me when they find out I¡¯m not going.¡± He nods, ¡°I will. Get your rest.¡± I smile and hug him. He hugs me back and lets me return to my room without asking any other questions.C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org I was happy that he would be the one to tell the rest of my family why I wasn¡¯t attending the dinner tonight. I knew that Damon would immediately be worried when he heard that I wasn¡¯t feeling well. I also knew that he would want to visit me. However, he would refrain from doing so now that he knows Atticus is suspicious about our rtionship. We were both trying our best to stay out of each other¡¯s lives while everyone was around. I¡¯m not sure if it was easy for Damon but it was so damn hard for me. I missed him every second of every day. If I was like this before the wedding, I was afraid of what would happen if the wedding actually took ce. It would be over for Damon and me. I didn¡¯t want to stay in a world where there was no chance of us ever being together. I saw Damon¡¯s reaction when I mentioned marrying a man I wasn¡¯t in love with just to prove a point to him. He was pissed at just the idea of it. My words had managed to break through his lies. He was lying to himself to make his ns to marry Anya work. And Anya. She was doing everything possible to keep us apart. Luckily, she would be meeting them at the restaurant. She wouldn¡¯t be here to cause a scene after learning that I wouldn¡¯t be there. I knew that she would immediately try to stop Damon froming home once she realized we would end up home alone together. Thankfully, Autumn would make sure that they both believe it wasn¡¯t just me at home. ¡°We need to talk,¡± Autumn says as she barges into my room. The urgency in her voice catches my attention immediately. Did something in our n already fail? I hope not. Everything depended on today. I needed today topletely break through Damon¡¯s walls. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask her. ¡°I only just got a chance to speak to the private investigator. Everyone was so busy with the wedding that I took the opportunity to meet him.¡± She exins. ¡°It turns out that Anya does not live in the house she wants us to believe she lives in. She has apletely different home and someone lives in there with her.¡± My eyes widen in shock. ¡°Why would she lie about where she¡¯s living?¡± She shrugs her shoulders, ¡°I don¡¯t know but there¡¯s definitely something that isn¡¯t adding up about this entire thing. Someone who¡¯s hiding their true home definitely has plenty more to hide. This is serious. We were right about her all along rissa. Anya is hiding so much more.¡± ¡°Did he give you directions to the ce?¡± I ask her. ¡°Maybe I can go there and have a look while you¡¯re at the dinner.¡± ¡°No,¡± Autumn says in a stern tone. ¡°I don¡¯t want you going there by yourself. We don¡¯t know what mischief Anya has been up to and we don¡¯t know how dangerous she is. We can do it together. Besides, you need to be here when Damon returns.¡± She was right. I didn¡¯t want to waste any chances that I had with Damon. After telling me what she¡¯d learned, Autumn refused to give me the address. I think that she doesn¡¯t trust me. She knows I¡¯ll do something dangerous like I was used to doing. ¡°We¡¯re all leaving now.¡± She informs me as I walk her to the door. ¡°I¡¯ll try to keep everyone away for as long as possible but I need you to be alert at all times. Whatever you have nned, make sure it¡¯s over by the time we return home. I don¡¯t want everyone to catch you with Damon, things would blow up in our faces if that happens. I already know that Atticus would be pissed when he finds out I¡¯ve helped you with all of this. But I¡¯m willing to do it because you¡¯re like a sister to me. You helped me plenty when I first entered this family, I¡¯m happy to do the same for you.¡± I smile and hug her. ¡°I¡¯ll be careful. I promise. I don¡¯t want to cause any arguments between you and Atticus. If he ever finds out, I¡¯ll make sure that he knows you¡¯re not to me.¡± She smiles, ¡°I¡¯m not worried about Atticus. Even if he¡¯s upset with me, it won¡¯t be for long.¡± I chuckle, ¡°of course not, he¡¯s too in love with you to be upset with you for long.¡± Sheughs and waves goodbye. ¡°Good luck tonight.¡± I breathe a sigh of relief when everyone leaves and it¡¯s just me in the house. I expected them to put up more of a fight to insist that I attend the dinner but Atticus must have convinced them to let me stay. I spend most of the time in the shower scrubbing my skin from head to toe. If Damon would be seeing me without any clothes, I wanted to make sure that my body was glowing. I know that was thest thing I should be thinking about but I still wanted to look my best. After getting dressed in a jeans and crop top, Ibed through my wet hair and ced some blush on my cheeks. I considered putting lipstick on but quickly changed my mind. I waited an hour in the living room after Autumn texted me to let me know Damon had left to drop Anya home. I was bing impatient. Why was he taking this long? I considered changing into something sexier but I knew if I did, Damon would immediately know that I was up to something the moment that he saw what I had on. Maybe he already knew that I was up to something and was intentionally staying away from home. He knew that if he came home, it would just be the two of us. If he didn¡¯te home in time, that would ruin everything for us. He had toe home. He had to. I was about to call his phone when I heard a door close. My heart jumped in my chest. It was him. He was home. It was just the two of us. Finally. Chapter 114 Chapter 114 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 114 Book 2 Chapter 37 ~CLARISSA~ I walk out of the living room and into the hallway. He¡¯s already walking in my direction when he spots me. He looks hesitant, and his steps slow down as he nears me. I can see the thoughts racing in his mind as though it¡¯s on a screen in front of me. His hands tighten into fists and he¡¯s ready fighting for control. I know what he¡¯s thinking. I know his concern for me is the only reason he showed up even after knowing it would be only the two of us in the house. He had to confirm that I was okay even though he knew there was a high possibility I lied about being sick. That was how much Damon cared about me. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t you be in bed resting?¡± he asks suspiciously as he neared me. His steps are still very slow. He wants to keep as much distance between us as possible. ¡°No,¡± I answer him. ¡°I¡¯m feeling better. Well enough to be out of my bed.¡± He nods as his eyes travel to my exposed stomach. Can he tell that I¡¯ve been preparing for him? His body tenses and I think it¡¯s possible that I was right; he could tell that I had been getting my body ready just for him to see it. He knows now that I was up to something he wouldn¡¯t like. He exhaled loudly and took a look behind him. I think he¡¯s looking for all of his escape routes. ¡°I¡¯m going to my room then.¡± He tells me. ¡°I¡¯m d that you¡¯re feeling better. If you need anything, you can call me, don¡¯te to my room.¡± My jaw clenches at his words, but I quickly mask my reaction. I couldn¡¯t make him any more suspicious than he already was. I couldn¡¯t let him leave like this. I had to act fast. I held my head to pretend that I was getting a headache. ¡°Ow.¡± C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org It was the fastest thing I could think of doing to get him to stay. He turns back around at the sound. I didn¡¯t get to see his reaction, but I heard his sharp intake of breath. He immediately rushed to my side. It¡¯s crazy how quickly he always jumps to protect me. He was someone I could always count on toe to my rescue. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± he asked as he lightly touched my forehead. ¡°I feel dizzy,¡± I whisper¡ªanother lie. I can¡¯t seem to stop lying to him recently just to get some time alone with him. I begin to sway on my feet, and Damon wastes no time picking me up into his arms. He walks with me back into the living room and ces me on the couch. I was happy to be this near him again. Damon doesn¡¯t realize how much I need his closeness. It¡¯s almost like his body heat feeds my energy. I¡¯m always the happiest around him. He kneels on the ground and studies me with concern. I¡¯d managed to scare him and convince him all at once. ¡°Should I call you a doctor?¡± He asks. I can sense his panic. I didn¡¯t want him to worry about me when nothing was wrong. I just wanted an excuse to make him stay. It had worked, so now was my time to act. I lean into him and bury my face against his neck. He stops all movement at my actions. It felt so good to be this close to him. I can¡¯t resist as I turn my face so that I can easily inhale his scent. He freezes even more than before as his hands lightly grip my waist. ¡°rissa.¡± He whispers. ¡°What are you doing?¡± ¡°Why do you always smell so good?¡± I ask. He sighs, ¡°did you lie to me about feeling dizzy? Was this another one of your tricks to get closer to me?¡± I don¡¯t answer him. Instead, I wrap my arms around his neck and held on tightly. He gently moves his hands to my arms, ¡°rissa, did you lie to me?¡± He repeats. Of course, I did. It was obvious. I didn¡¯t have to spell it out to him. ¡°Does it matter?¡± I whisper against his warm skin. My lips identally touched his neck while I spoke, and I could feel his body shiver from the light touch. My heart skipped a beat at just the thought of being able to kiss him again. I desperately wanted to touch my lips to his. I desperately wanted to taste him some more. ¡°It does matter.¡± He growls. ¡°We¡¯ve talked about this already. Atticus already suspects us, and so does Anya. We can¡¯t keep this up. It¡¯s time that you move on. There¡¯s nothing between us, rissa. The sooner you realize that, the faster we can move on with our lives.¡± I shook my head against him, ¡°no.¡± I say stubbornly. ¡°I don¡¯t want to let go of you. I refuse to stop fighting for us. You can try to lie to yourself about your feelings, but you can¡¯t lie to me. I know that you want me just as badly as I want you. I¡¯m tired of doing all of the fighting for us. Why can¡¯t you do the same? If we both fight, don¡¯t you think we have a better chance of being together?¡± I can feel his heartbeat increase at my words, ¡°you¡¯re wrong.¡± He mutters softly. ¡°I don¡¯t want you. I never did.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t believe you.¡± I insist. ¡°You¡¯ve lied to me before just to get me to stop going after you. You lied to me to protect me, and you¡¯re still doing it. I don¡¯t care what you say; I know you want me.¡± He inhales sharply. I can feel hisposure slipping away. It was almost time to show him the tattoo. ¡°You¡¯re my f*****g adopted sister.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m supposed to protect you, not f*****g l**t after you!¡± My eyes widen, ¡°was that just a confession?¡± He runs a hand down his face and tries to pull away from me, but I don¡¯t let him go anywhere. I¡¯m not letting him get away that easily tonight. I can feel him losing control. I knew Damon well enough to know when he was losing an inner battle. He was bing desperate to escape before he did something that would change our lives for good. ¡°Please,¡± he begs. ¡°I need you to let go of me. Not for me. But for your own good. You need to let go of me, rissa. Stop this before it¡¯s toote.¡± I pull away from him to look into his eyes. ¡°Why do you keep pushing me away? You¡¯ve never been a coward. You¡¯ve always been a fighter. You¡¯ve always been the Damon that has always been my hero, he was never someone that chose the easier way out. He was always someone that fought for what he believed in. He was always someone that fought for my happiness. Right now, you¡¯re doing the opposite. You¡¯re fighting for the wrong things. You¡¯re fighting for something that would take all my happiness away.¡± I can tell he¡¯s in emotional distress by the look on his face. I know that my words have finally caught up to him. But I also know that it isn¡¯t going to be this easy. Even if Damon was aware of what he was doing to me, he was still convinced that he was doing the right thing. I had to find a way to prove to him that he was doing the opposite of what needed to be done. He gently cups my cheeks in his hands, and my eyes widen at the contact. It always feels so much better when he willingly touches me first. Damon was always cautious when touching me, and this was no exception. ¡°I know that you think I¡¯m trying to hurt you. I know that you think I¡¯m not the same as I was before. I know that I¡¯m disappointing you. And I hate doing it to you; you have no idea how much I f*****g hate it. But rissa, there is no other way.¡± He whispers. I bite my lip angrily. There is always another way. I just had to point him in that direction. I pull away from him. I stood up to be right before him, giving him a good view of my body. He might think he was finally getting through to me, but he was about to get a rude awakening. ¡°I wish you would at least try,¡± I whisper, fighting back the tears. ¡°When your family adopted me, I never wanted to stay, Damon. I considered running away so many times, but you¡¯re the only reason why I stayed. You¡¯re the reason I chose to remain. You were my shining light. You were the one that made everything better for me, and not because I thought of you as my brother. My feelings for you have always been different. What I feel for Atticus and the others is so different from what I feel for you. Nothing, and no one is ever going to change that.¡± ¡°rissa, I know you think that way, but I¡¯m sure you don¡¯t understand what you truly feel.¡± He tries to reason with me. ¡°You¡¯re wrong.¡± I insist. ¡°You have no idea what I feel for you. Maybe my words aren¡¯t getting through to you, but I have something that might prove how much you mean to me. Just how much you¡¯ve always meant to me. This isn¡¯t some stupid crush that I developed out of nowhere. What I feel for you is strong and so real that it hurts.¡± His jaw clenches, and his gaze softens. I move my hands to the front of my jeans. His eyes follow my movements. I see the moment realization hits his eyes. He knows now that I¡¯m trying to take it off. ¡°What are you doing?¡± He asks, his voice was high-pitched. He sees my hands, but he doesn¡¯t want to believe that I would do something like that. He¡¯s in denial, and I¡¯m not allowing him to recover. He has to see his name on my skin. He has to see how beautiful it looks on me and how proudly I wear it. If things were different, I would have happily shown it off. Unfortunately, I¡¯d had no choice but to hide it. ¡°rissa!¡± Damon hissed. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I don¡¯t stop unbuttoning my jeans. He had to know how I truly felt about him, and this was the best way for me to show it to him. ¡°Stop that.¡± He growls. I don¡¯t listen to him. Instead, I continued to slip the pants down my legs until it was at my feet. Then I slowly turned around so he could have a nice view of my a*s. I knew the moment he¡¯d seen what I¡¯d wanted him to. There was a sharp intake of breath, and even though I couldn¡¯t see his face, I knew I had the effect I wanted on him. I heard his breathing get louder and felt satisfied. This was what I wanted. This was what I needed to do so long ago. I knew that he could see the tattoo of his name on the exposed skin. It¡¯s been hard hiding it all this time. Whenever we went swimming, in a pool, or on the beach, I wore clothes to hide them. He¡¯s the first person besides the tattoo artist and Autumn to see it. To really see it. To know whose name was written on my skin. My body is filled with a sudden heat knowing that he was watching me, watching it. The person responsible for it to begin with finally knew of its existence. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . All the air is suddenly knocked out of my lungs at the sight in front of me. And it was a damn beautiful one. I can¡¯t look away even if I want to. My eyes are glued to the spot rissa¡¯s so eager to show to me. A tattoo of my f*****g name. All along, that damn tattoo has haunted me. Every f*****g day since I found out that she¡¯d gotten a tattoo on her a*s, I haven¡¯t been able to sleep because of it. I¡¯ve never been so desperate and curious to find out something before this. Now I knew what the tattoo was. I knew it wasn¡¯t a tattoo of some random guy she liked. It was a tattoo of my f*****g name. Mine. I¡¯ve been killing myself over this, and this whole time, it was my name. Damon. It was drawn beautifully on her skin. I didn¡¯t think my name could look so beautiful, but I was proven wrong today. I¡¯ve never f*****g loved my name as much as I love it now. I was proud to see it on her. So f*****g proud that I felt sick to my stomach to know that something like this could make me this happy. I was a sick bastard for loving this. I was a sick bastard for even entertaining anything with her knowing that I had to protect her and keep her safe from men like me. What the f**k was she thinking? MY f*****g NAME. How did she not see how wrong this was? I know it¡¯s wrong, but still, I¡¯ve never seen anything more f*****g sexy in my entire existence. I wanted to run my fingers over it. I wanted to trace the letters with my tongue. I wanted to sink my teeth into it and add my own personal mark. So many dirty thoughts were running through my head. I knew how wrong it was. I knew I had to stop this before I lost my damn mind. I was losing control. I had no clue how I was still standing here with a dumb look on my face and not covering her a*s with my face. She wasn¡¯t moving back around. She was intentionally standing there, giving me enough time to take in the ink on her skin. f**k me. She knew what she was doing. She knew how to tease me, how to make me yearn for her. She was f*****g good at it. Since when has rissa been this seductive? Has she always been this way? If she¡¯d acted this way with me from the beginning, I wouldn¡¯t have been able tost this long. She might as well have tied a chain around my neck and dragged me along. I would have been hers in a second. A tattoo of my name. Damn it. My eyes are still glued to the damn thing. It¡¯s like a spell on it, begging me to touch it. How did she manage to hide this for so long? How has no one else seen it yet? ¡°Should I start showing it off proudly from now on?¡± She threatens me. ¡°Should I go to the beach tomorrow and let everyone have a good look at it? I¡¯m sure that will stir up plenty of drama; you¡¯ll have no choice but to postpone the wedding.¡± She says. ¡°Everyone will be talking about Damon¡¯s little adopted sister and how she¡¯s obsessed with him and has a tattoo of his name on her a*s. My name will be all over those magazines, and pictures of your name on my a*s will be on everyone¡¯s phone. I¡¯m sure it will be a lovely topic on everyone¡¯s lips.¡± A low growl tore from the back of my throat. I didn¡¯t want anyone to see that tattoo; it should be for my eyes only. Mine. Mine alone. I cross the room to her and grab her. I feel her shiver as I lean closer to her ear. ¡°Are you insane? You wouldn¡¯t dare put your life in danger like that!¡± I growl. ¡°You¡¯ll keep it hidden as you¡¯ve done in the past. Don¡¯t you dare show that part of yourself to anyone else but me!¡± ¡°How will my life be in danger?¡± She demands. ¡°The only danger I see is losing you.¡± She finally turned around in my arms to look into my eyes. My hands are itching to grab her a*s and pull her body onto mine. ¡°I don¡¯t want to lose this.¡± She whispers. ¡°No one else makes me feel this way, Damon. My body is hot for you. I¡¯ve never wanted any other man in my entire life. You¡¯re all I¡¯ve ever wanted. The only man that has ever made me feel like I needed him by my side to breathe.¡± ¡°Stop it,¡± I growl. ¡°Stop saying things like that to me.¡± I was closer than ever to ripping the rest of her clothes off her body and burying my lips on her skin. ¡°I ache for you, Damon.¡± She whimpers. Ah, f**k. If she kept this up, I would f*****g lose it in my pants. ¡°I wish you would stop pushing me away.¡± She cries. ¡°I wish you would finally give into what we both need.¡± I wish it were that easy. I wish I could pick her up into my arms and announce to the whole world that she was mine. I wish I could take her into my room and f**k her as hard as I wanted. She closed the little distance between us, and I knew she could feel how f*****g hard I was for her right now. Forget feeling it; I knew she could see it as well. The bulge in my pants wasn¡¯t exactly hard to notice. She rubs her nose along my neck, and I can¡¯t help but groan. She was killing me. I couldn¡¯t f*****g take this anymore. I had to have her. I had to taste her. I had to spread her legs and bury my tongue inside her honey. I couldn¡¯t wait anymore. The front door ms shut, and her eyes widen in surprise. They were back already. Our family was home. f**k. f**k. f**k. I pick her up and pull her behind the thick curtains with me. I can hear footsteps as I cover her mouth with my hand to prevent her from making any noises that could alert them of where we are. We¡¯re so close that I knew she could still feel me between her legs. What the f**k was I thinking? I almost destroyed everything I was working so hard for. If they hadn¡¯t reached home, rissa¡¯s n would have worked. I would have taken everything from her, and then I wouldn¡¯t have been able to turn back. I close my eyes in frustration. What the hell was wrong with me? Why did I have no control around her? I almost ruined everything for her. When the footsteps leave the room, I quickly move away from her. I had to put distance between us as fast as possible. I quickly pull her pants back up her body and button them. When everything was how it should be, I quickly storm out of the room. ¡°Damon!¡± She calls after me. I don¡¯t listen to her. This couldn¡¯t happen again. There were only a few days before the wedding. I had to have some control, at least until then. Chapter 115 Chapter 115 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 115 Book 2 Chapter 38 ~ANYA~ ¡°Who is he working with?¡± I ask Jerod. I¡¯d asked him for a favor to find the person sneaking around my home and trying to find information on me. I asked him to find out without alerting whoever it was. I didn¡¯t want to frighten them. I wanted them to think that I had no idea that someone was trying to dig up information about me. ¡°Autumn Fawn.¡± He answers me. ¡°She hired a private investigator to keep an eye on you. You were right all along. It was someone from the Fawns that wanted to find out more information about you.¡± C0pyright ? 2024 N?v)(elDrama.Org. I narrow my eyes at the name. Autumn. I should have known she still didn¡¯t trust me. While everyone else seemed to believe my lies, Autumn and rissa didn¡¯t. I was sure they were both working together to kick me out of Damon¡¯s life. Autumn must still feel threatened by my existence. She was scared that Atticus would one day return to me. I had to be extra careful from now on. I couldn¡¯t give the private investigator anything that would seem suspicious to them. I had to feed them the wrong information from now on. But by now, they knew I lived somewhere different than I imed. It meant that I had to move. But I could use this to my advantage. Autumn or rissa will visit my home, hoping to find more clues. I could set a trap for them. I¡¯d already moved everything from the house. But I could have someone there that could trap them inside the house. I knew now that fire was an easy way to get rid of rissa after what happened in the forest. This time, Damon won¡¯t be around to save her. But if Autumn was there, that might make things a bit difficult. She would have the power to escape. I just had to find a way to keep Autumn busy. I¡¯m sure I would be able toe up with something. ¡°Thank you for your help,¡± I whisper as I lean into him for a kiss. He kisses me back passionately. ¡°I hope this isn¡¯t the only way you n to repay me.¡± I push him out of the house. ¡°I have plenty of ways of paying you back. Don¡¯t worry. I¡¯lle to your ce tomorrow.¡± It¡¯s the one thing he asked me. I could easily give it to him. I have never been loyal to Damon. After he confessed that there was another woman in his heart, I knew that it had to be none other than rissa. I was surprised that he even admitted the truth to me. If I had any feelings at all for him, I would have been hurt. But I was far from it. Jerod smiles, and I watch him leave. I roll my eyes as soon as I close the door. When I turn around, I¡¯m surprised to see Willow. She watches me with curiosity. ¡°Is he someone that you¡¯re dating?¡± she asks. Recently, she¡¯s been very curious about my dating life. Especially after she saw me with Dante, I think she wants to know if I have a rtionship with him or someone else. Something tells me she hoped I was with Jerod and not Dante. After all, my sister hasn¡¯t gotten over her crush on Dante. I felt sick whenever I thought about it. I would never allow her to be with a Fawn, especially not one I was close to. I shook my head. ¡°No. Just someone that¡¯s doing me a favor.¡± ¡°Why do I feel like you¡¯re hiding plenty from me?¡± she whispers. ¡°Mother always kept me away from everything as well. It feels like you¡¯re both scared of how I would react. I¡¯m not a delicate flower. I can handle the truth.¡± I sigh, ¡°do not worry. This doesn¡¯t concern you, and it never will. All you need to know is that I¡¯m the one that will take care of you from now on. Whatever I¡¯m doing, it¡¯s all for you and mother. That¡¯s all that I care about now.¡± She holds her head suddenly, and her lips turn blue. I freeze. This was not good. Please tell me this wasn¡¯t happen again. ¡°Anya.¡± She croaks as she falls to the ground. I rush to her side and pull her into my arms on the floor. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I demand as I touch her cheek. Her skin was freezing like ice. It was even colder, if that was even possible. Since our mother¡¯s death, this has been happening to her regrly. I wasn¡¯t sure what was causing it. I pull her towards the warmer and wrap her body in a nket. ¡°I-m-c-cold.¡± She cries. I knew she was. I could feel it just by holding onto her. I hated seeing her like this and being helpless. I wanted to fix this; I wanted to heal her. ¡°Shh,¡± I whisper. ¡°It¡¯s okay. It will get better in a few minutes. I promise.¡± I didn¡¯t like this. Willow was the only family I had left. I had to protect her. It¡¯s what my mother would have wanted. It¡¯s what I want, to protect my sister. ¡°I¡¯m scared.¡± She was always the delicate one. The weak one between the two of us. She was kind and honest, everything that I wasn¡¯t. She was the opposite of me. That¡¯s probably why my mother always protected her more. She knew that Willow could get hurt easily because of her pure heart. ¡°I know,¡± I tell her as I hold her in my arms. ¡°Nothing is going to happen to you. You don¡¯t need to be scared as long as I am by your side. I will fix everything. I promise you.¡± I meant those words. I was trying everything to find the cure. But first, I needed to know what disease this was. I wasn¡¯t sure what was happening to her. My mother never told me that she was suffering from any illness. However, I¡¯ve always known how protective she was of her. Maybe she knew something that she never told me about Willow. My mother was always good at keeping secrets, but I wish she had told me the truth about this one. How could I help her if I knew nothing about it, to begin with? I don¡¯t think my mother expected to die. She thought that her n to destroy the Fawns would have worked. Instead, she¡¯s gone, and they¡¯re still happy as ever. We¡¯d aplished nothing. I couldn¡¯t fail as she had done. I had to finish what she had started. I had people on my side. Witches that wanted to avenge my mother¡¯s death. I was lucky that there were people that liked her out there. They were willing to fight with me. I just had to find the right opportunity. After a few minutes of holding Willow close to me, her lips turn back to their normal shade of red. She opens her eyes then, and I can tell it¡¯s over, at least for now. ¡°Why does this keep happening to me?¡± She cries. ¡°Do you think I¡¯m going to die?¡± ¡°Nobody is going to die.¡± I scold her. ¡°I¡¯ll get the money to find you a good doctor.¡± When Damon marries me, I¡¯ll also have ess to his money. I will use that money to help my sister. I didn¡¯t have anything to help her right now. I¡¯ve never heard of anything simr to what she¡¯s been experiencing, but I¡¯m sure that there was a doctor out there that could help her. Money could fix her; I was sure of it. As long as I had the funds, I would find a doctor to run tests on her. In our world, money and power are everything. And the Fawns had both. I wasn¡¯t only marrying Damon to destroy rissa¡¯s life; I was doing it for my sister as well. I needed this. I needed his money. ¡°Are you in love with that man I saw you with?¡± She asks suddenly. It was a shock to me that it would be the first question that she¡¯d ask me after what had just happened. I pause to look at her, ¡°what man?¡± ¡°The one you were kissing.¡± I inhale sharply, ¡°he isn¡¯t important.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe she¡¯d brought him up again. ¡°And what about the other one?¡± She asks. ¡°The handsome one.¡± I already knew she was talking about Dante. She¡¯s brought him up a few times since she first saw him. I didn¡¯t like how obsessed she seemed to be with him. What could I do to get her to forget about him? Something about how her eyes lighting up whenever we talk about him bothers me. I also feel like it¡¯s not the first time my sister has seen him. ¡°I¡¯m not in love with anyone,¡± I answer her. ¡°Enough questions about love. It makes me sick. Love is for the weak, and I¡¯m not weak.¡± The only person I¡¯ve ever truly wanted was Atticus, and that asshole broke my heart when he chose Autumn. I wasn¡¯t allowing myself to get hurt by another man again. This time it was my turn to do the hurting. I was done getting hurt. Chapter 116 Chapter 116 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 116 Book 2 Chapter 39 ~CLARISSA~ It was the day before the wedding. I tried everything to make him change his mind. Everything. I thought after he saw the tattoo, he would realize that my feelings for him weren¡¯t just a silly crush. Now I knew that I was wrong. There was nothing that I could do to stop Damon from marrying Anya. He was determined to destroy his life so that I would give up on us. If he wanted me to do it, why did he have to take things so far? Marrying Anya was the worse thing that he could possibly do to me to force me to stop. How could he? Why wouldn¡¯t he fight for me? Why did he want to marry someone he didn¡¯t love just to keep me away? I knew he wanted me and was scared of others judging me, but how could he use that as an excuse to separate us? It was not a good enough reason. If he wanted to, he could find a way to make this work. If he really wanted me, he would have tried much harder than this. I was tired of being nice to him. This time I had to bepletely honest. I had to let him know just how much he was hurting me. I had to give him a piece of my mind. I walked out of my room and down the stairs, where the decorations were screaming at me to leave this ce. I couldn¡¯t stand all of the pictures with them. In every single one of those pictures, Damon looked unhappy. Yet, he wanted me to believe this was the best decision for both of us. ¡°Look who¡¯s finally out of her room.¡± Griffin teases me. I try my best to fake a smile as I hit his shoulder. ¡°Shut up,¡± I mumble. Heughs, e on, sis, let¡¯s see a smile on your face for a change. Not that fake one, a real one. I miss seeing it.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t bother trying,¡± Atticus says as he joins us. ¡°She doesn¡¯t know how to smile anymore. I wish she could tell us what¡¯s truly bothering her.¡± I try not to show any emotions. I know he¡¯s trying to find more information on Damon and me. I loved Atticus, but I didn¡¯t trust him enough to tell him my real feelings. I knew he would be pissed if he found out the truth. He already looked angry that night he saw Damon and me in the room alone. ¡°Will you stop picking on her?¡± Autumn asks Atticus as shees to my rescue yet again. ¡°What makes you think that I¡¯m picking on her?¡± he asks her. ¡°Aren¡¯t you supposed to be on my side?¡± I looked around the room for Damon without making it obvious. Anya has been around more than I wanted to see her. If this marriage happened, I would have to see her much more than this. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll be able to survive seeing her face everywhere I go. ¡°What are we talking about?¡± She asks as she enters the room. ¡°Why is everyone just standing here and not helping?¡± Griffin sighs and rubs the back of his neck. ¡°I don¡¯t know how I will stand being around her for every family asion.¡± He whispers in a low growl. At least I wasn¡¯t the only one to think this way. I was sure that every person in this room felt the same way. They were all putting up with Anya because of Damon and Dante. If it wasn¡¯t for them, she would have been out of our home in a sh. ¡°Where¡¯s my husband?¡± Anya asks as she looks around for him. I bit my lip angrily; they weren¡¯t even married yet, why was she calling him her husband? ¡°Damon hasn¡¯t been home since this morning,¡± Atticus answers her. ¡°I think he¡¯s in a bad mood.¡± ¡°Of course, he isn¡¯t.¡± She disagrees. ¡°He¡¯s happy. Very happy. Who wouldn¡¯t be happy when their marriage is a few hours away?¡± We all get silent at her question. Anya walks over to me then, with a threatening look, as she whispers, ¡°I know what you¡¯ve been up to. That house is off-limits. Stay away from it.¡± My eyes widen at her threat. She knew. Autumn and I didn¡¯t get a chance to look at the house. Anya had us busy the past day. Actually, she had Autumn and the others very busy. I refused to take part in any of this. Everyone else was only taking part because they cared about Damon. Why would she choose today to threaten me about the house? The day before her marriage. It¡¯s almost like she wanted me to mention it to the others. I watch her like a hawk as she walks out of the room, forcing the others to help her. ¡°What did she say to you?¡± Autumn asks me. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org I didn¡¯t want to drag Autumn into this anymore. If I told her, she would stop me from investigating independently. This was probably myst chance to stop this wedding. If I found the proof I needed, it would be enough to postpone the wedding, at least until Anya told us the truth. ¡°It¡¯s nothing.¡± I lie. ¡°She¡¯s just trying to rub it in that she¡¯s marrying Damon, that¡¯s all.¡± ¡°I think she knows Damon likes you,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°Just like she knew Atticus wanted me and not her. She knew it even before I did. She uses that to her advantage. Don¡¯t let her get to you.¡± ¡°It doesn¡¯t change anything,¡± I whisper. ¡°Damon is still going to marry her.¡± Autumn squeezes my hand, ¡°I thought he would have stopped the wedding when he saw that tattoo. I¡¯m sorry that it didn¡¯t work.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± I sigh. ¡°At least I know that I tried my best. Unlike him.¡± She hugs me, and it¡¯s at that moment that Damon walks into the room and sees us. I press my lips tightly together and fight against the tears as I re at him. He turns back around and walks straight out of the room. ¡°I have to go,¡± I tell Autumn. This was my chance to talk to him before he disappeared again for the rest of the day. I wouldn¡¯t have another opportunity. He¡¯s already walking out of the house and into the garage when I spot him. I ran after him, making sure that no one was following us. When he jumps into his jeep, I jump into the passenger¡¯s side. His eyes widen when he sees me. ¡°What are you doing here, rissa?¡± He asks as he looks around us. Chapter 117 Chapter 117 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 117 Book 2 Chapter 40 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°I¡¯m going with you wherever you¡¯re going,¡± I answer him. He runs a hand down his face before exhaling loudly. ¡°You can¡¯t.¡± He finally tells me. I was testing his patience but I didn¡¯t care. I don¡¯t care what happens after today. I was going to tell him everything I had to. And this time, I was doing it for myself. Not for him or anyone else. For me. ¡°I need to talk to you.¡± I insist. ¡°rissa, we¡¯ve already said everything we needed to. What else do you have to say?¡± He asks. ¡°You saw what happened when everyone returned from the dinner. We almost got caught and we had to hide. If being together means that we must hide from everyone else, how can it be the right thing to do?¡± ¡°Why are you like this?¡± I whisper, unable to hide the pain from my voice. ¡°You im to care about me, but you don¡¯t. If you did, you wouldn¡¯t put me through all this pain. You love to hurt me; that¡¯s what makes you happy. Hurting me brings you joy.¡± I know my words this time have managed to anger him. ¡°How can you say that?¡± He growls. ¡°Everything that I do is for you. Every f*****g thing. I never think about anyone else as much as I think about you. Evert day of my life, I¡¯m thinking of ways to keep you safe. How can you tell me that I enjoy hurting you?¡± ¡°You¡¯re lying!¡± I hiss. ¡°This is all just some sick game to you, Damon. You don¡¯t care about me. Stop fooling yourself.¡± His jaw clenches, and he starts the jeep before I can say anything else. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I demand. He leans over me and puts my seatbelt on. I tried not to inhale his scent like I usually love doing. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org He says nothing as he leans back and mashes down on the elerator. ¡°Where the hell are you going?¡± I demand. ¡°Are you taking me to see where you n on taking Anya on your honeymoon?¡± I was being sarcastic, but it was only making him angrier. He¡¯s not the only one; I was fuming inside. There were so many emotions that I wanted to get out of my system. ¡°Are we running away?¡± I try again. His hands tighten on the steering wheel, and he pulls the jeep onto a lonely dirt road. He doesn¡¯t stop until he¡¯s far away from the main road. ¡°Tell me.¡± He says as the jeepes to a stop. ¡°Tell me everything that you want to. Get it all out. Every single emotion, every single thought, everything that¡¯s hurting you, tell me it all right now.¡± ¡°What?¡± I ask, confused. He didn¡¯t want to hear me a minute ago; what had changed his mind? ¡°I¡¯m a horrible asshole who doesn¡¯t care about you, am I not?¡± He asks me. ¡°So say it. Tell me everything. Hate me all you want. I¡¯m marrying someone else. I¡¯m hurting you. Im taking your happiness away. I¡¯m a heartless fool whose only aim is to hurt you and I want you to tell me that.¡± I narrow my eyes. What was this? A chance for me to get all of my emotions out so that he could marry Anya without any guilt? ¡°I can¡¯t believe you,¡± I shout. ¡°You¡¯re right. You are a heartless asshole. You fooled me. You made me fall in love with your kind words and actions. All this time, you knew there was never any chance for us. You used me. You used me to fill your ego, and now you¡¯re disposing of me just like Anya disposed of Dante like he was nothing. You¡¯re no different from her. The two of you deserve each other!¡± He winced at my words, and I was happy that he did. I wanted to hurt him just like he was hurting me. ¡°I can¡¯t believe I ever had feelings for someone like you. You¡¯re not the Damon I thought I knew. You¡¯re a stranger. My Damon would never hurt me like this.¡± He nods. ¡°You¡¯re right. I¡¯m not your Damon.¡± He was throwing salt in my wounds intentionally. He was trying to make me hate him. And he was doing an excellent job at it. I unbuckle the seatbelt and grab him by his shirt. His eyes are cold as he stares at me. Waiting for me to say something. Waiting for me to hate him. He¡¯d hardened his heart to let me go. He¡¯d made up his mind. I can¡¯t stop the tears this time. I knew this wedding was happening now; I was in denial all along. This wasn¡¯t just a wedding; this was Damon leaving me for good. Abandoning me, like my family in the past did to me. The family I never knew. He wasn¡¯t any different from them. I always thought that he would never hurt me, but I was so wrong. He was just as bad as they were. Even worse. ¡°I love you!¡± I scream as I pound my fists against his chest. ¡°I love you! I love you! I love you!¡± Damon lets me hit him without trying to intervene. He lets me hurt him. He closes his eyes as I continue to confess my love for him, even though I know it wouldn¡¯t make him change his mind. ¡°You¡¯re a coward!¡± I shout. ¡°A coward, Damon!¡± He finally opens his eyes, and I gasp at the tears I see in them. He grabs my neck and covers my mouth with his. It¡¯s the first time Damon has kissed me without me starting it first. I was caught off- guard. He kisses me with urgency and hunger like it¡¯s thest time. And it was thest time. He knows it just as much as I did. He grabs my waist and pulls me on top of him. I gasp as he pushes his tongue into my mouth and gently cups my cheeks. Even though I¡¯m angry, I can¡¯t stop wrapping my arms around his neck and rubbing our bodies closer together. His hands are all over my body, touching as much of me as he possibly could and I¡¯m doing the same. I can¡¯t stop touching him like I¡¯m never going to see him again. After what seems like an hour of us kissing, he finally pulls away from me. His lips are red and swollen, and I know that mine are the same. He touches his forehead to mine as his finger gently rubs my left cheek. ¡°rissa.¡± He groans. ¡°It shouldn¡¯t be this hard for us to let go. It¡¯s thest thing I want to happen, but it¡¯s the only option. I want to keep you safe. That¡¯s all. Safe.¡± There he goes again. Pushing me away after kissing the life out of me! I angrily shove him away and jump back into the passenger side. ¡°Stop lying to yourself!¡± I shout. ¡°You¡¯re not trying to protect me; you¡¯re trying to protect yourself! You¡¯re so scared that you finally have feelings for someone¡ªtrue feelings, not those you had for Anya. You¡¯re terrified of it, and you¡¯re running from those feelings. You¡¯re running from us!¡± ¡°No.¡± He disagrees. ¡°That¡¯s not true. I want to protect you. I promise that¡¯s the only reason I¡¯m not doing what you want me to.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not protecting me. I feel hurt, Damon. I can never be happy if you marry Anya tomorrow. You¡¯re going to destroy my life. Can¡¯t you see that?¡± I demand. ¡°Are you so blind that you can¡¯t see what you¡¯re doing to me? You¡¯re hurting me, damn it. You¡¯re taking away the one thing in my life that brings me happiness! You¡¯re the only thing thatpletes me, and you¡¯re marrying someone else!¡± He doesn¡¯t say anything and it angers me further. How could he kiss me so passionately and then let me go a secondter? How was he able to let go of me so easily? It was so easy for him but for me, it was the hardest thing I¡¯ve ever had to do. ¡°If you marry her, I will never forgive you.¡± I threaten him. ¡°I will never speak to you again if you marry that woman. I don¡¯t care what you¡¯ll have to say to me after. I will cut all ties with you, and I will leave that house. I will run away. You¡¯re the only reason I chose to stay in the past; I told you that already. After you betray me, I will have no reason to stay.¡± ¡°You¡¯re bluffing.¡± He says in horror. ¡°You wouldn¡¯t do that. You care about everyone in that house, and you know it. You won¡¯t leave just because I hurt you. You won¡¯t do something so stupid!¡± ¡°Take me back home,¡± I shout. ¡°Take me f*****g home!¡± ¡°rissa¡ª¡± I turned my body away from him so that I was looking out of the window. I refused to speak to him again after today. He¡¯d made his decision, and now I was making mine. I was giving him what he wanted. However, I was still not going to let this wedding take ce. Anya wasn¡¯t the person she wanted everyone to think that she was. I had to prove to Damon and everyone else that she was evil. I had to go to that house tomorrow when everyone was busy with the wedding. I will find out everything I needed to in that house; I knew it. I was finally going to figure out who Anya truly was. Chapter 118 Chapter 118 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 118 Book 2 Chapter 41 ~The Wedding~ ~CLARISSA~ It was finally here. The day I had hoped would never reach was finally here. Damon would marry Anya today unless I found the proof I needed to show everyone she was a liar. It was not easy getting the address from Autumn without her finding out what I was doing, but I finally had it, and I was going there before the wedding ceremony started. But before that, I wanted to see Damon onest time. I wasn¡¯t sure if I would be able to return in time. I wasn¡¯t sure if he would be a married man by the time I got back. I had no idea how long any of this would take. I didn¡¯t n on speaking to him, but I wanted him to have onest good look at me. I wanted him to see what he was letting go of. ¡°You look absolutely beautiful.¡± Autumnpliments me when she sees me in the long ck dress she chose for me to wear. ¡°Thank you,¡± I tell her. ¡°And so do you.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. She holds my hand and walks with me down the stairs. I know she¡¯s trying to give me the strength to attend the wedding. I decided to make everyone think that I was attending the wedding without them having to force me. I felt it was the best way to ensure less attention on me. I spot Damon at the top of the stairs. He¡¯s already dressed in his suit, and he looks handsome just standing there. He looks exactly the way I dreamt of him looking while getting married to me. Anya was getting to live my dream, and she didn¡¯t even deserve it. His eyes finally fall on me, and his body goes entirely still. Griffin is talking to him, but he isn¡¯t paying any attention to him. His eyes are glued to mine. I could feel the tears slowly rolling down my cheeks. I didn¡¯t think anything could break my heart as much as this did. Autumn stops moving when she realizes what¡¯s happening. I know that anyone can see us. I know that it¡¯s possible Autumn isn¡¯t the only one watching us right now. Neither of us was moving. The tears weren¡¯t helping our situation either. If Atticus came out and saw this, his assumptions would be confirmed. Autumn tugs at my arm, and I know it¡¯s time for me to let go. Damon may not have realized it yet, but his actions today have severely damaged the beautiful rtionship that we once shared. Things could never be the same between us after today, even if the wedding doesn¡¯t happen. I would never be able to forgive him for hurting me. I gave him many opportunities to choose me. I gave him many opportunities to fight for us. I threw myself at home multiple times, and each time he pushed me away. ¡°You got this,¡± Autumn whispers as she hands me a handkerchief. ¡°Thank you,¡± I whisper as I wipe my tears. I still couldn¡¯t believe that this was happening. I couldn¡¯t wait for it all to be over. If seeing Damon in his suit was this hard for me to watch, how difficult would it be to see Anya in her wedding dress walking toward him? Thankfully, I wouldn¡¯t be here to see any of that. ¡°Do you need me to get you anything?¡± Autumn asks me gently. ¡°No. You¡¯ve done plenty for me already.¡± I assure her. I waited for everyone to get busy with something Anya assigned for them. Autumn was thest to go. Anya was using every opportunity to get every member of the family busy. It was surprising that she wasn¡¯t trying to get me to do something like take pictures of her and Damon. I was sure she was waiting for the right opportunity to t*****e me. I looked around me and noticed that there was no one next to me that could see me leaving. This was it. Now was my time to leave. I was sure this time that no one would realize that I was gone. Damon would be too busy with his wedding to notice I was missing. Autumn would also be busy. I had to leave now, and I had to act fast before anything got a chance to start. . . . . . . . . . . ~DAMON~ What the hell was I doing with my life? Why the f**k was this so hard to do? I thought I was doing the right thing. I thought protecting rissa from herself and even from me would be the best decision. Now I knew how f*****g wrong I¡¯d been all along. She was right. Everything she said to me yesterday was true. I was a coward for not fighting for her. I was a coward for choosing to marry Anya instead of ending things with her. I was an asshole for hurting her because of my poor decisions. I med everything on protecting her, but maybe she was right about me being scared. Perhaps my feelings for her terrified me to the point that I kept pushing her away without even realizing it. This day had reached much faster than I expected it to. Seeing the tears in rissa¡¯s eyes earlier had broken my heart. It hadpletely left me shattered inside. I was doing this to protect her, but it only dawned on me that I was hurting her more than ever by marrying Anya. She may never be able to forgive me after today. If I married Anya, I would not have the rissa that I was crazy about in my life anymore. My actions would destroy the joy in her heart. I would lose the one person I never wanted to lose. No matter how much I wanted to protect her, I couldn¡¯t break her heart anymore to do it. I had to find another way. I couldn¡¯t marry Anya. I had to find a way to end this. I had to find a way to stop this wedding. I had to. Chapter 119 Chapter 119 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 119 Book 2 Chapter 42 ~DAMON~ This was all my f*****g fault. I waited till my wedding day to realize that it was the wrong f*****g decision. I knew everyone would be pissed at me after today. My family would be frustrated after already asking me numerous times to rethink my decision. Dante would be angry with me for breaking Anya¡¯s heart. And Anya, she would surely hate me for ending things with her on such an important day. But rissa, she would be the only one that would be happy with my decision, and that was all I f*****g cared about. I wanted her to be happy. I didn¡¯t want to hurt her anymore. I would find another way to make things work between us. There had to be another solution to our situation. I was done pushing her away. I was done doing the opposite of what she wanted from me. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°Is the groom ready for his big day?¡± Atticus asks as he taps my shoulder. My jaw clenches. I had to tell him the truth. I knew there was a big possibility that he would suspect my decision had something to do with rissa, but I didn¡¯t care, not after the look on her face earlier. I didn¡¯t care if Atticus called me out on my actions. I didn¡¯t care if Anya called me the worst names possible; I couldn¡¯t marry her. ¡°I can¡¯t marry her,¡± I tell him. ¡°I can¡¯t marry Anya.¡± Atticus looks at me like I¡¯ve just lost my mind. ¡°What the hell is that supposed to mean?¡± ¡°Exactly what I said. I¡¯m not marrying her.¡± I answer him. ¡°You were ready to marry her just a few minutes ago. You¡¯re the one that put your suit on. No one f****d you to do this. All of the guests have arrived, and they¡¯re expecting to see a wedding! Damon, we¡¯ve always let you make your own decisions, but this is uneptable. It¡¯s not just about you anymore; when have you ever been this irresponsible? I feel like I barely know you anymore.¡± I didn¡¯t have time to exin to him. I had to find Anya. I had to tell her that this wedding couldn¡¯t happen. She may already be in her wedding dress. I never wanted to hurt her. I knew Atticus did the same thing to her, but what I¡¯m doing is much worse. I¡¯m breaking her heart on her wedding day. I should have listened to everyone else around me. I should have given this wedding more thought. I rushed into it thinking that I was protecting rissa, and instead, I¡¯d done the opposite. But before that, I had to meet rissa. I had to tell her that this wedding was not going to happen. I had to see the relief on her face. I was ready to face whatever punishment she had for me after putting her through that t*****e, to begin with. I was prepared for everything as long as it meant I didn¡¯t lose her. ¡°Damon!¡± Atticus calls after me as I rush out of the room. I race towards rissa¡¯s room. I don¡¯t even bother to knock as I barge into it. I take a look around. I¡¯m shocked to find the roompletely empty. Thest ce I saw her was at the bottom of the stairs with Autumn. I storm out of the room and down the stairs. I had to find Autumn. Atticus was right behind me, and I knew that this wasn¡¯t how I wanted him to see me. I¡¯d just proimed that I wasn¡¯t going to marry Anya, and minutester, I was barging into rissa¡¯s room and running down the stairs like a hysterical person. I bounce into Griffin while searching the crowd. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± He asks when he sees the look on my face. ¡°I need to speak to rissa,¡± I answer him. ¡°Where is she?¡± He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°I¡¯ve been too busy to keep an eye on her.¡± My jaw clenches at his response. Someone was always supposed to keep an eye on rissa. Whenever someone wasn¡¯t paying attention to her, she always did something drastic, especially at a time like this. A cold shiver ran down my spine as I remembered her threat yesterday. She threatened to leave for good. I thought that she was bluffing. I thought that it was a harmless threat. Now, I wasn¡¯t so sure about that. ¡°I need to find her,¡± I say as panic begins to sink in. Atticus catches up to me then, and he¡¯s angrier than before. He grabs my shoulder, ¡°what the f**k is going on? You can¡¯t just walk out on your wedding day like this without giving a proper exnation!¡± I run a hand down my face, ¡°I can¡¯t do it. I don¡¯t love Anya the way that I thought I did. My feelings for her are not the same as before. I can¡¯t marry her.¡± I can¡¯t tell him the entire truth. I can¡¯t tell him I can¡¯t marry her because she wasn¡¯t the woman in my heart. I couldn¡¯t tell him that rissa was the only woman I craved. The only woman I needed. Atticus looks shocked by my words. Of course, he would be; just yesterday, I was sure I was doing the right thing. Just yesterday, everyone believed that I loved Anya. They thought I was marrying her because I wanted to. No one knew the real reason behind my actions. ¡°Anya just arrived.¡± He informs me. ¡°I¡¯m not a big fan of her, but I think she at least deserves the truth. You need to properly exin to her why this wedding will not be taking ce. It¡¯s the right thing to do. In the meantime, I will try to find rissa. There¡¯s no telling what trouble she¡¯s up to now.¡± I knew he was right. I knew I had to speak to Anya, but I had this strange, unsettling feeling in my chest. I was desperate to see rissa. I hated the way I left things between us this morning. I had to fix it. I had to wipe her tears and make everything better for her, just like I¡¯ve always done in the past. Chapter 120 Chapter 120 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 120 Book 2 Chapter 43 ~CLARISSA~ Empty. The house waspletely empty. Anya must have cleared it after discovering we had hired someone to monitor her. It¡¯s why she told me to stay away from her home. She was only trying to provoke me. If I had told anyone about it, they would have thought I was making everything up to stop the wedding. Maybe that¡¯s what she wanted all along. She wanted to make me look like a fool. She wanted to y the victim once more. I dropped myself onto the floor and buried my face in my hands. This was myst chance to stop the wedding. It was myst chance to prevent Damon from ruining his life for me. I couldn¡¯t believe it was all over. Anya had yed me. She did this to distract me from the wedding. She knew I would go to the house as ast resort. She knew I would try to find evidence. How could I have been so stupid? I slowly lift my head from my hands after realizing something I should have noticed sooner. What was that scent? The sound? I¡¯ve heard it before in the forest. Where was iting from? I picked myself off the ground and walked out of the room, only to realize that all the exits were on fire. A chill runs down my spine as I soon realize Anya¡¯s true n. She wanted to kill me in this house. It wasn¡¯t just a distraction; she wanted me dead. She was much worse than we initially thought. Why would she want to kill me? To get me out of Damon¡¯s life for good? I ran to another room, and to my horror, the windows were already covered with mes. After searching the entire house, it was confirmed that there was no ce for me to escape. I could feel the heat pouncing on my skin, threatening to hurt me. I blinked once, then twice; I couldn¡¯t believe this was happening to me. No one knew that I was here except Anya. No one would even realize that I was missing, and even if they did, they wouldn¡¯t know where to search for me. I was in trouble. And this time, I was the only one that could save myself. There would be no Damon coming to my rescue. The mes were getting closer and closer, closing in on me. I screamed as a piece of wood dropped onto the floor next to me. I moved back to the first room I was in; it was the safest ce in the house, at least for now. I look around, trying to figure out how to get out of there alive. I had to be missing something. I could try shifting into my wolf, but recently it hasn¡¯t been that easy and even if I did, I would still be trapped. I didn¡¯t have much time to think about anything. I had to move. I hold my arm in pain when the mes finally catch up to me. I had to suck it up. It wouldn¡¯t be the only burn to get out of this ce. Even if I got out alive, what proof would I have to me Anya for trying to kill me? I let out a scream of frustration. I have to find something. Anything to prove who Anya indeed was. I had to. I was running out of time. I closed my eyes as I felt something move inside of me; it was a strange feeling, unlike anything I¡¯d ever felt before. Suddenly, there was a piercing scream, and it took me a few seconds to realize that the sound was coming from me. I didn¡¯t understand why I was screaming; all I knew was that my heart was in pain. I opened my eyes, and the most fascinating yet shocking thing happened next. The fire formed a pathway before me, showing me the way. It doesn¡¯t take me long to start to move forward. I walked between it, and for some strange reason, Ipletely trusted it even though it could kill me. I followed the path until I stopped before a strange untouched painting on the wall. Why was it pointing me to this painting? I slowly lifted it off the wall and watched as a picture fell from behind it. I catch it before it can touch the ground. It took me a minute to realize what I was holding in my hands, but the moment I did, the ground shook beneath my feet. It was her¡ªthe witch. One picture. Just one picture was staring me straight in the eye. A picture that had only been freed because of the fire that was set to trap me inside this house. I didn¡¯t have time toprehend what was happening. The mes were howling in my ear, reminding me it was time to go. I rush out of the house, following the path before the fire can burn it entirely down to the ground. I clutch the picture to my chest as I watch the house burn to the ground before my eyes. It was falling apart right in front of me. I bring the picture closer to my eyes, taking a good look at it for a second time. I still couldn¡¯t believe this. It¡¯s a picture of Anya with the witch that had tried to kill me. She was hugging her tightly with another girl next to them. This meant that they knew each other all along. Everything that we once thought was a lie. Anya wasn¡¯t under a spell; she was working with the witch. But who was she to her? Judging by this picture, it¡¯s possible that she was her mom or an aunt. Was this why she was so desperate to marry Damon? Was she slowly plotting her revenge? The wedding would take ce in less than an hour, and I was still in front of this burning house with the proof I needed to bring Anya down. I had to save Damon from making the biggest mistake of his life. I wouldn¡¯t let her get away with this. She was a psychopathic liar, and I had to show this proof to everyone. ¡°Who are you?¡± A strange voice asks. I spun around to find the young girl from the picture standing before me. What was happening? What was she doing here? If she didn¡¯t know who I was, it meant that Anya had kept her horrible secrets from her. This girl knew nothing about me. I take a step towards her. ¡°Before I answer you. Can you please answer just one question of mine?¡± Something about the look in her eyes made me believe that she was a kind person. She would tell me the truth. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. She looks hesitant at first but eventually nods her head. ¡°Who is this woman?¡± I ask her as I point to Anya in the picture. She takes one look at the picture and then back at me. She doesn¡¯t hesitate as she says, ¡°That¡¯s Anya. My sister.¡± Her sister? I saw no resemnce between the two of them. I would never think that they were siblings. I tried to remain calm, and I didn¡¯t want to frighten the girl. I needed more answers from her. ¡°And who¡¯s the woman next to her?¡± She frowns, ¡°that¡¯s our mother, but why are you asking so many questions? And what happened to our home? Anya told me we had to move, but I forgot to take this picture of us with me. I hid it behind a painting as a joke once. Anya told me to remove everything that meant a lot to us from the house. I returned for it but was shocked to see the house on fire. And then I saw you running out of it. Who are you?¡± Their mother. Their mother? I couldn¡¯t believe it. Anya¡¯s mother was the witch that had tried to kill me! This was insane! Chapter 121 Chapter 121 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 121 ~CLARISSA~ The witch was Anya¡¯s mother all along. That¡¯s why she lied to protect her before she died. It all made so much sense. The witch knew so much about our family because she was Anya¡¯s mother the entire time. She had so much information about us because of Anya. She must have sent her into our lives to destroy our family. It was a sick twisted n that started years ago when Anya first entered our lives. Was this the reason that Damon, Atticus, and Dante think she was their mate? It would exin so much. It would exin why Atticus fell in love with Autumn and found out that she was his true mate. It would exin my feelings for Damon and his feelings for me. Anya was never their mate, to begin with. Did this mean that Damon was mine? I¡¯ve always felt such a strong connection to him, but I thought it would be impossible for him to be my mate when Anya was his. Now I realized that all along, he was mine. He¡¯s been mine this entire time. This would mean that Dante only loved her because of a spell as well. Anya would be a witch just like her mother. She must have used a spell on all of them. She¡¯d hidden so much from us. Why did we ever ept her into our lives? Why did we allow her to cause so much trouble for us? What else was she nning? She must have been plotting something else after her mother was killed. Her mother¡¯s n to get rid of us had failed; she would want to finish the job for her. I had all the proof I needed to expose her to everyone. But I needed to get to them before the wedding began. ¡°I¡¯m a friend of your sister,¡± I exin. ¡°She¡¯s getting married to someone close to me today.¡± Her eyes widened, ¡°married?¡± she demanded. ¡°That¡¯s impossible. Anya wouldn¡¯t keep something that big from me.¡± She doesn¡¯t realize how much her sister has been keeping from her. There was so much more. I didn¡¯t have the time to exin everything to her. I had to take her with me so that she could see what her sister had been up to. ¡°If youe with me, I can show you that I¡¯m not lying to you,¡± I tell her. ¡°The wedding is happening at my home as we speak. I need to get back there right away.¡± She bites her lip nervously as she looks around. ¡°Anya never likes it when I leave home.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure she can understand this one time why you had to leave,¡± I tell her. She still looks uncertain but eventually nods her head. It was time to get back home. It was time to expose Anya. . . . . . . . ~DAMON~ ¡°What are you doing here?¡± Anya demands when she sees me. ¡°You¡¯re not supposed to be here. Are you impatient to see what I look like in my wedding dress?¡± I didn¡¯t know how to tell her that the wedding was off. I didn¡¯t know how to say it without hurting her feelings. Since when have I ever made such bad decisions that affected everyone around me? Every decision of mine recently has been extremely stupid. ¡°We need to talk,¡± I tell her gently. Her eyes narrow, ¡°we don¡¯t have time to talk, Damon! The ceremony is about to start, and I don¡¯t want to bete!¡± I swallow and take a look around me. I couldn¡¯t even look her in the eyes. I mutter a few silent curses under my breath. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± she asks when she realizes my weird behavior. ¡°I don¡¯t know how to tell you this, Anya, but there isn¡¯t going to be a ceremony.¡± I finally say. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. This wedding can¡¯t happen today.¡± Her mouth opens as her eyes widen, ¡°what the hell do you mean by that? Of course, there¡¯s going to be a wedding. I¡¯m in a white dress. A white dress, Damon! There are hundreds of guests outside waiting to see us get married! I don¡¯t care what you have to say to me, we¡¯re going out there, and we will be married by the end of today!¡± I run a hand down my face and try to remain calm. At least one of us needed to be calm under these circumstances. However, I still felt this unsettling feeling in my chest, which had nothing to do with Anya. I was worried about rissa. I needed to know if she¡¯d gotten herself into trouble again. I needed to know if Atticus had found her. ¡°Does this have anything to do with rissa?¡± She shouts suddenly. Her words have shocked me to my core. Why did she ask about rissa? Did she already know that she was the woman I was in love with? Or did she mean something else? I had to find out. ¡°Why are you asking about rissa at a time like this?¡± I ask hesitantly. I was anxious and even more uneasy than I was before. No one was supposed to know this. No one. How could I protect rissa if Anya knew about our secret? C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°You didn¡¯t think I would notice how you stare at her like she¡¯s thest woman on earth?¡± she demands. ¡°Do you think I¡¯m stupid? Do you think I¡¯m blind? I¡¯ve seen the way the two of you look at each other. It makes me sick to my stomach. She¡¯s your sister, for crying out loud. I¡¯ve always thought that rissa was the only sick one running after you, but when you confessed to me that night about having another woman in your heart, I knew that you felt the same way. I knew that it wasn¡¯t just her. I wanted to believe that you loved me. I wanted to believe that you wanted to marry me. Now I knew that you had this nned all along. You never loved me. You never cared about me. She¡¯s all you¡¯ve ever cared about, and you know it.¡± I take a step towards her in horror, ¡°you knew all along? All this time, you knew she was the woman I was talking about?¡± I couldn¡¯t stomach this fact. She knew, and she pretended like she didn¡¯t. Why? Why would she say nothing? How could she still be willing to marry me after knowing this? ¡°Of course, I knew.¡± ¡°Why didn¡¯t you say anything?¡± I ask her. What do I do now? Do I beg her not to say anything? ¡°I was hoping that you wouldn¡¯t do something stupid like this.¡± She hissed. ¡°If you don¡¯t marry me today. I will make sure that every single person knows the truth about you and rissa! I will announce to the world that you¡¯re in love with your sister. I¡¯ll make sure that everyone knows she loves you too. Your family¡¯s name will be all over. I hope you make the right decision, Damon.¡± Chapter 122 Chapter 122 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 122 ~DAMON~ What the hell did she just say to me? Was she going to ckmail me into marrying her? This wasn¡¯t the Anya that I knew and cared about. Since when has she been this way? ¡°I know that you¡¯re hurt.¡± I try to reason with her. ¡°I know you don¡¯t mean anything you just said to me. You¡¯re trying to hurt me for hurting you, and that¡¯s understandable. I know that this must be hard for you, Anya. I never wanted to hurt you. I¡¯ve always been conflicted over my feelings. I could never tell what I wanted. I decided to marry you for the wrong reasons. I should have never asked you to marry me. I should have never made you think there was a chance for us to be husband and wife. I know I was wrong. I know that I deserve to be punished.¡± I take another step towards her. I would do anything for her to stop this madness. I couldn¡¯t let her go through with this threat. ¡°Please, don¡¯t punish rissa for something that I did. I was wrong. I was the one that hurt you. I was the one that betrayed you. She had nothing to do with anything. She¡¯s innocent. Please, don¡¯t do this.¡± I beg her. If I had to go down on my knees, I would. Her jaw clenched as she red at me. ¡°Look at how pathetic you look right now. Begging for a woman that you could never be with. Society will never allow the two of you to be together. Everyone will turn against you. When you turn your back, everyone willugh at the two of you. They will scorn both of you. Your lives will be over for good. If you care about rissa at all, you will marry me. I¡¯m sure that¡¯s why you even agreed to marry me,. Wasn¡¯t it? To protect her. You did it all for her. Nothing was ever for me.¡± I knew she was right. She was saying everything that I was afraid of. ¡°I agree that the wedding wasn¡¯t because I wanted to marry you,¡± I confess. ¡°But I have loved you in the past. I have cared for you. You know this. My feelings may have changed recently, but I¡¯ve always protected you from everyone and everything. I know my actions in the past don¡¯t make up for all the wrong I¡¯ve done recently, but please, if you cared about me at all, don¡¯t hurt rissa.¡± She folds her arms over her chest stubbornly. ¡°I already told you. Once you agree to marry me, I will keep my mouth shut. No one will ever have to know about you and rissa. The secret will die with me. You¡¯ll be my husband, and I¡¯ll be your wife. You¡¯ll forget about her, and she will forget about you.¡± My hands tightened into fists at my sides, ¡°are you okay with marrying a man that doesn¡¯t love you? You said yourself that I was sick for wanting to be with rissa. Why do you still want to be with someone like me?¡± She took a step towards me and buried her hands in my hair. I couldn¡¯t move even an inch. I was too worried that I would do something to anger her. I didn¡¯t want her to snap and announce the truth to everyone. There were hundreds of guests present. All she had to do was walk into that room in her wedding dress, and all eyes would be on her. I had to be careful with what I was saying to her. I couldn¡¯t piss her off any more than she already was. ¡°Because, unlike you, I¡¯m still in love with you.¡± She confesses. ¡°Your feelings for me may have changed, but my feelings for you are still inside me. I can¡¯t just let go of it. I want to marry you, Damon, despite how imperfect you are. I want to marry you for all the good times that we¡¯ve shared, not because of the bad. The decision is in your hands now. It¡¯s up to you what you want to do. Will you marry me, or will you let everyone know about your big secret?¡± . . . . . . . . . ~CLARISSA~ I¡¯d made it back. Finally, I had to give the news to everyone. It was time that they all knew who Anya truly was. I couldn¡¯t believe that she¡¯d made us all into fools. She honestly thought that she would get away with this. She was the evil mastermind behind everything all along. She was the one that leaked information to that witch. It¡¯s why she¡¯d known so much about all of us. Anya was the spy all along. If Autumn and I hadn¡¯t decided to do our digging, she would have gotten away with it. She would have married Damon and f****d her way into our family. What was her next evil n? To kill us all in our sleep? She must want revenge for her mother¡¯s death. She must have something nned. But what was it? If I confronted her about her lies, would she have a backup? It seemed that even her sister had no idea what she had been up to. It was only fair that I showed this girl what her sister¡¯s true colors were. ¡°I¡¯ve been here before,¡± Willow tells me as we walk through the gates. There were hundreds of vehicles and people everywhere. That was a good sign. The wedding hadn¡¯t started yet. I wasn¡¯t sure if confronting Anya in front of so many people would be a good idea, but I had no choice. They had to know now. ¡°You have?¡± I ask her. ¡°Yes. I followed my sister here.¡± She tells me. ¡°Multiple times. But I lied to her. I wanted to see where she often went. She came here plenty. She has always kept everything from me.¡± ¡°Your sister hasn¡¯t exactly been honest with you either,¡± I inform her. ¡°She has hurt a lot of people.¡±C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°That can¡¯t be.¡± She defends her. ¡°Anya has always been kind to me. She has always loved and protected me from everything. She can¡¯t be a bad person. She wouldn¡¯t hurt anyone. I¡¯m sure that you are mistaken.¡± I take a deep breath, ¡°has Anya ever told you how your mother truly died?¡± ¡°Truly died?¡± She asks. ¡°What does that mean?¡± Before I can say anything, I hear someone shouting my name. I see Autumn running towards me. Her eyes widen when she sees the bruises all over my body. Even the dress was burnt in different ces. I knew she would have plenty of questions for me, but I wouldn¡¯t have the time to answer them. ¡°What happened to you?¡± She asks in horror as she reaches me. ¡°Who did this to you?¡± ¡°Where is Damon?¡± I demand without answering her questions. ¡°I can take you to him, but aren¡¯t you going to tell me what the hell is happening?¡± She demands from me. ¡°I don¡¯t have time to exin,¡± I tell her. ¡°I need to stop this wedding before it¡¯s toote.¡± She looks uneasy but eventually nods and pulls me along with her. I follow her for a few minutes with Willow right behind me. However, something in front of me forces me to a stop. It¡¯s Damon. And Anya. His hands are on her waist, she¡¯s in her wedding dress, and they¡¯re both kissing passionately like they can¡¯t live without each other. And just like that, my heart shatters in my chest. Chapter 123 Chapter 123 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 123 ~CLARISSA~ After everything, how could he still hold her in his arms and treat her like he was in love? I grew closer and closer to hating Damon every second that passed by. The man that I was once crazy over, the man that once was my protector, was also the reason for my pain. Things have changed so much for us. Still, despite everything, I wanted to protect him from Anya. I would not let her hurt him. I would not let her hurt any of us. When Damon lifts his face and finally breaks his kiss with her, he doesn¡¯t look at anyone else but her. It hurt my feelings to see him behaving this way. In all their years together, I¡¯ve never seen him act like she was the only woman he cared about. Was he trying to change for her? Did he feel guilty and want to make everything up to her? Was he trying to be a good husband to her? ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°Just a second ago, Atticus told me that Damon¡ª¡± She didn¡¯t get to finish; Damon turned and saw me next. His eyes widened, and his gaze lowered to the bruises all over my body. He¡¯s taking in everything. He seems shocked as he tries to figure out what happened to me. I watch as he slowly lets go of Anya, and before I know it, he¡¯s running toward me. My heart skipped a beat, and I felt like stabbing the damn thing for betraying me at a time like this. I should not be happy to see him; I should not be satisfied that he was running towards me, not after the way he kissed Anya just a few seconds ago. Anya¡¯s eyes are one of panic as she watches him leave her side. ¡°Damon!¡± She shouts to try and catch his attention. He doesn¡¯t listen to her. He¡¯s still moving towards me. ¡°DAMON!¡± She screams again, but then her eyes fall on me before moving to her sister, who¡¯s still standing behind me. I see the moment real fear touches her eyes. She knows it wasn¡¯t a good sign that her sister was with me. She knows it wasn¡¯t a good sign that I had survived her trap for me. She was surprised I had made it out alive and terrified that I had somehow found her sister. She knows I¡¯ve found something she never wanted anyone to know about her. But she may not know that I knew the whole truth just yet. I didn¡¯t want to alert her, and I didn¡¯t want her to try and run, either. Damon grabs my arms gently the moment he reaches my side. ¡°What happened to you?¡± He demands as he scans my body. ¡°Why are there so many bruises on you? Who did this to you?¡± I didn¡¯t want to answer him. I was still pissed that he was kissing Anya after shattering my heart. I can hear the concern and anger in his voice, but right now, all I¡¯m concerned about is getting Anya out of our lives for good. I was done with her messing around with my family. I wanted her gone for good. ¡°I need to tell you something important,¡± I tell him. I can see Anya approaching us from the corner of my eye. I needed to distract her. I turned towards Willow; she was the best distraction that I could use at this time. ¡°Go to your sister and ask her what she¡¯s been keeping from you,¡± I tell her. ¡°Ask her to tell you the truth about your mother and why she died.¡± She nods and leaves my side. She looked determined to find out the truth from her. That¡¯s exactly what I wanted. From the looks of it, Anya at least cared about her sister if she didn¡¯t care about anyone else. Damon looks at me like I¡¯ve lost my mind. ¡°Her sister?¡± He asks. ¡°Anya doesn¡¯t have a sister. How do you know that woman?¡± ¡°Look,¡± I told him as Willow joined Anya¡¯s side. ¡°Anya has been lying to all of us. That woman is her sister, her younger sister. I have the proof other than the fact that the girl told me she¡¯s her sister.¡± ¡°What?¡± He asks, baffled by this new information. ¡°Why the hell would she keep her sister from the rest of us?¡± ¡°I think we should ask her that ourselves,¡± I tell him. I wanted to hear Anya¡¯s excuse for lying about not having a sister. I would pretend that I didn¡¯t know who her mother was. I would give her the opportunity, to tell the truth even though I knew she wouldn¡¯t. Atticus joins us next, and he can already tell that all is not well. He knows when something awful is about to happen. Just one look at me, and he already knows I haven¡¯t been up to any good. He told me to stop risking my life, but I didn¡¯t listen. If the fire hadn¡¯t guided me today, I would have been dead, and Anya¡¯s ns would have been sessful. I still didn¡¯t understand what had happened, but after all this was over, I would have to tell Autumn everything that happened to me inside that house. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± Grandfather asks as he senses the tension in the air. I needed everyone to join us. They all had to know. ¡°Why don¡¯t you ask Anya that?¡± I say. ¡°I would like her to tell everyone here why she¡¯s been keeping the fact that she has a sister from the rest of us. What does she have to hide?¡± Anya looks like she¡¯s finally been cornered. It felt good to see her look this scared. She had no idea what wasing to her. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°Her sister?¡± Dante asks. ¡°You told me that she was a friend.¡± Her friend? When did Dante even meet Willow? ¡°We can¡¯t have this conversation when everyone is around,¡± Atticus says. ¡°We need to leave.¡± ¡°During the wedding?¡± Dante asks. ¡°There will be a million rumors.¡± ¡°And a billion if everyone listens to this conversation,¡± Atticus adds. ¡°We can take this to our new pack house.¡± Of course, the new pack house. After the many, many attacks on our family, we were working on rebuilding our pack, making it stronger to fight against anyone that threatened our peace with the help of Austin and his family. Since they were so sessful, they were willing to help us. We needed protection against people like Anya and her mother. ¡°And what do we do about everyone else here?¡± Griffin asks. ¡°We can deal with them when we return,¡± Atticus answers him. ¡°Something tells me that this can¡¯t wait.¡± Chapter 124 Chapter 124 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 124 ~CLARISSA~ Autumn, Atticus, and I were in the same vehicle together. Griffin and Damon were with Anya and her sister in the vehicle ahead of us. And Dante was with everyone else behind. ¡°Do you mind telling us where you were?¡± Atticus asks me as he looks at me through the rearview mirror. ¡°I had to get answers,¡± I tell him. ¡°Once we reach the pack house, I¡¯ll exin everything. But Autumn, we were right about Anya all along. However, she¡¯s much worse than any of us ever thought.¡± Atticus¡¯s hands tighten on the steering wheel at my words. I had finally cornered her. She had nowhere to run to. Her time was very limited. ¡°I told you not to go there without me.¡± Autumn scolds me. ¡°I knew how dangerous it would have been. Look at your condition; why must you always put yourself in danger?¡± Now she sounded just like Atticus, scolding me for putting my life in danger. ¡°Where did she go?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°And how do you seem to always know more than me when it concerns rissa? How much have you been keeping from me, Autumn? I thought that there were supposed to be no secrets between us. What exactly have the two of you been up to all this time?¡± Autumn gets silent at his questions. She knows just as much as I do that there was plenty she was keeping from him. ¡°Tell me.¡± He insists. ¡°What have you both been hiding from me?¡± Before she can give an answer, we hear a loud explosion behind us. ¡°What the f**k was that?¡± Atticus asks. I looked back to see that another vehicle had just crashed into Dante¡¯s jeep. What¡¯s happening? This wasn¡¯t good. Another vehicle overtakes us and moves to block Damon¡¯s jeep from going any further. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± Autumn asks in horror. They¡¯re not the only vehicles. There¡¯s moreing. Four others, to be exact. ¡°It¡¯s an ambush,¡± Atticus shouts. ¡°We¡¯re under attack!¡± He pulls the jeep to a stop at the side of the road, and we all get out. ¡°It¡¯s Anya!¡± I shout. ¡°She must have had this n all along. This must be her backup n if the marriage didn¡¯t take ce. They were waiting for us!¡± ¡°Why would she want to attack us?¡± Atticus demands, clueless like always. ¡°Because we killed her mother!¡± I shout. ¡°The witch that imed to have Anya under her spell, the same witch that tried to kill me, and the same witch that wanted us all dead is none other than Anya¡¯s mother.¡± I pull the picture out of my dress and show it to them. Atticus¡¯s eyes turn dark with fury as realization finally hits him. ¡°I can¡¯t believe it. All this time, she¡¯s been our enemy. All this time, it¡¯s been her.¡± Autumn gasps. ¡°How could she do this?¡± Atticus ran a hand down his face and pinched the bridge of his nose. He looks like he¡¯s in a state of shock. Of course, he will be; at one point, Anya was the love of his life; at least, that¡¯s what she wanted him to believe. Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°And who are all of these people?¡± Autumn asks as they jump out of their vehicles. Dante and the others joined us next. ¡°It must be friends of Anya or friends of her mother,¡± I answer her. ¡°She was nning to marry into our family. She must have wanted to get closer to us, to gain our trust before she attacked. She didn¡¯t expect me to find out the truth before she could marry Damon.¡± ¡°What madness are you saying, rissa?¡± Dante asks. ¡°Are you not realizing that Anya is no longer beside us?¡± I ask him. ¡°She¡¯s joining the others.¡± At my words, he looks around for her and is surprised to see her with the enemy. ¡°What is going on?¡± Damon demands. ¡°Anya¡¯s mother is none other than the witch who tried to kill me, Damon,¡± I answer him as his eyes widen. ¡°Yes, that¡¯s right. The woman you were nning to marry, the woman that I begged you to stay away from, turns out to be the same woman that was almost responsible for my death.¡± I taunt him. ¡°She isn¡¯t the sweet, innocent girl the three of you thought she was. This was all a n that she came up with along with her mother. She was sent to harm us. And she did a very good job at it.¡± I push the picture onto his face, and he grabs it from my hand. His eyes narrow as he crumbles it. ¡°ANYA!¡± He roars. His voice rocked the atmosphere but had no effect on her. She didn¡¯t look afraid now that she had others on her side. Dante is the only one that looks heartbroken, maybe because he¡¯s still under her spell, unlike the others. He walked over to her even though she was now surrounded by people who nned to harm us. I tried to stop him, but Atticus held me back. ¡°Is this true?¡± He asks her gently. ¡°Are you responsible for everything that has been happening to my family recently? Was everything just a n to get closer to us so that you could hurt us in the end?¡± Her eyes were emotionless and cold as she red at him. She didn¡¯t have to pretend anymore; she could show her true feelings. ¡°Of course it¡¯s true.¡± She snaps. ¡°Did you think I was truly in love with you all this time? Are you blind? It was obvious that I didn¡¯t love you. I liked you the least out of those other two. The only one I ever had feelings for was Atticus, and that asshole broke my heart when he chose to be with Autumn. I tried my best to protect him from my mother. She had ns to get rid of all of you just to hurt your parents, but I asked her to protect Atticus. I should have never listened to my heart because, in the end, it cost me, my mother. I never loved you, Dante, and I never loved Damon. You don¡¯t love me either; you¡¯re under a spell I put on you. At first, it was my mother, but after she died, I had to continue with her n. I had to finish the job for her.¡± How could she speak to him like that? He was in pain, for crying out loud! Why wasn¡¯t the spell breaking? Why was he the only one that still loved her so much? ¡°I know my f*****g feelings, and it¡¯s not because of a damn spell!¡± Dante roars. ¡°I love you, damn it. How could you betray my feelings for you? I trusted you. I protected you. Why would you do this to me? Why Anya, why?¡± Chapter 125 Chapter 125 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 125 ~DAMON~ I still couldn¡¯t believe it. Anya was a traitor all along? The woman before us looked nothing like the woman I once thought I was crazy in love with. She was apletely different person that had us all under her spell. f**k. How could she do this to me? How could she do this to my brothers? This couldn¡¯t be happening. This had to be a f*****g nightmare! ¡°How could you?¡± Dante asks in a broken voice. I could feel his pain, and I wanted her to pay for everything she¡¯d done. She didn¡¯t deserve to live, not after all the pain she¡¯s brought to my family. ¡°Despite everything you¡¯ve done, I still f*****g love you, and I hate it!¡± He shouts. ¡°I still love you, Anya, damn it! I still love you!¡± Only then do I notice that she has a knife in her possession? When did she even get that? And was she nning to use it on my brother? For her sake, I hope she didn¡¯t. Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I wish I could say I¡¯m sorry, but I¡¯m not.¡± She hissed. ¡°Your family killed my mother. They killed her like garbage, and they would have disposed of her the same way if I hadn¡¯t been there to stop it!¡± Of course, she¡¯d ask for a chance to dispose of the body for us. Not once did I think it was because the witch was her mother. All of the signs were there, and I chose to ignore them all. What the hell was wrong with me? Why didn¡¯t I realize this before? How did rissa even find any of this out? ¡°What?¡± Anya¡¯s sister demands as she finally exits the vehicle, even though Anya had told her to stay in there. ¡°Are these people responsible for our mother¡¯s death?¡± Anya¡¯s eyes soften as her sisteres into her view. She was probably the only person that Anya actually cared about. ¡°You weren¡¯t supposed to be here today. You weren¡¯t supposed to see or hear any of this. It¡¯s only because of that stupid rissa that you¡¯re here.¡± I growl at her words. I was pissed at Anya; hearing her say things about rissa only worsened everything. ¡°Why did they kill our mother?¡± She demands from her. ¡°What did you and mother do? They seem like nice people. What caused all of this to happen?¡± ¡°They are not nice people,¡± Anya growled. ¡°They are anything but nice. You have known me your whole life. Do you think I¡¯ll lie to you, Willow?¡± Willow looks hesitant, but she wants to believe her sister. ¡°Lying to your sister now?¡± Dante asks her with a sarcasticugh. ¡°First, you lied to all of us, and now you¡¯re also lying to her? Tell her the whole truth. Tell her how you ced us all under a spell so that we would love you; you made my brothers think that you were their mates. You made the three of us fight for you. If Autumn didn¡¯t enter the picture, Atticus would have still been under your spell. Tell her how your mother kidnapped my parents and almost killed our sister. Your mother is only dead because she tried to mess with our family first. She left us no choice. We had to kill her. We never wanted to. We didn¡¯t even know who she was until the day she kidnapped mom and dad. She was obsessed with hurting our family, and I¡¯m afraid you are no different from her.¡± Dante turns to Willow, and the poor girl has tears running down her cheeks. ¡°Do you know what she told me when I asked her who you were? She said that you were just a friend. A friend. Why would she lie to me about that? She never told us that she had a sister. Never. It was just another lie that Anya had told to hide her dark secrets. Are you ashamed of your sister, Anya?¡± ¡°Anya.¡± Willow croaks. ¡°Please tell me this is all a lie. Please tell me that you¡¯re not like this. There has to be a mistake. There has to be a reason why you and your mother did all of this. I don¡¯t believe that you¡¯re a bad person.¡± Anya is ring at Dante, avoiding her sister¡¯s innocent gaze. She¡¯s angrier than before and has no reason to be. ¡°How dare you speak to her?¡± Anya roars. ¡°She¡¯s my sister. You¡¯re not allowed to speak to her like that! You¡¯re not allowed to fill her head with lies about me! Your family is good at acting like the victim. It¡¯s easy for you since your family has the money and power to do as they please. I grew up in a home where we had to fight for everything we had, which isn¡¯t even much. I¡¯m tired of seeing you happy. Tired of it! I want you all to pay for killing my mother!¡± My eyes widen when she lifts the knife into the air. ¡°DANTE!¡± I shout. ¡°Watch out!¡± ¡°Noooo¡ª¡± Willow screams, surprising all of us when she jumps in front of him to protect him. Anya stops mid-air and looks at her sister in surprise. Dante looks shattered inside after realizing that Anya is truly willing to kill him. She was heartless. b****y heartless. ¡°No more killing. Please.¡± Willow begs her. ¡°You have to stop this. You can¡¯t keep going. This is not you. You¡¯re not like this, sister. You¡¯re nothing like this.¡± Unlike Anya, Willow was nothing like her sister. It was a strange sight to see. How were they so different? ¡°These people killed your mother, and yet you¡¯re protecting them?¡± Anya demands from her, surprised by her own sister¡¯s actions. ¡°This is wrong,¡± Willow tells her. ¡°Grab her and lock her in the vehicle!¡± Anya orders the other witches surrounding her. Dante growls and picks her up into his arms before they can get to her. ¡°Let my sister go!¡± Anya screams. ¡°Now you know what it feels like when someone purposefully tries to harm the people you care about.¡± He tells her. I know he was only bluffing; there was no way he would hurt the girl. He walks over with her still in his arms. He ced her on the ground while Anya pierced holes in his back with her angry gaze. Willow looked scared, and she shouldn¡¯t be. Our family wouldn¡¯t hurt her. I watched as rissa tried to calm her down and felt my heart warm with pride. ¡°If you want to live, you will not try anything stupid.¡± Autumn threatened her. ¡°You know what I can do when my family is in danger. This is yourst warning. Your mother didn¡¯t have to die, nor did you, Anya. Make your choice.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care about dying as long as I take at least one of you down today.¡± She answers her. Her words make my blood run cold. The only person that will be dying today if anyone gets hurt from my family, is her. Chapter 126 Chapter 126 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 126 ~CLARISSA~ I held Willow in my arms as I tried to calm her down. She wanted to run back to her sister, but I couldn¡¯t let her. This would soon turn into a battlefield. It would be better for her to stay on our side, where we could easily protect her. ¡°Please,¡± Willow begs. ¡°Let me go to her. I can stop this from happening. I can talk her out of it. I need some time.¡± ¡°She will not listen to you, Willow.¡± I try to tell her. ¡°Here is the safest ce for you. We can protect you if you¡¯re on our side.¡± ¡°Please don¡¯t kill her.¡± She begs me. ¡°She¡¯s all that I have. Please don¡¯t kill her. I beg of you.¡± I tried to reassure her, but even I wasn¡¯t sure if Anya would make it out alive today. It all depends on her actions. I didn¡¯t want to take away Willow¡¯s only family member, but if she tried to harm my family, I could do nothing to stop her death. ¡°Bring my sister back to me and kill whoever you must to get to her,¡± Anya orders the witches around her. We were stronger than all of thembined. What was she thinking? Did she intentionally want to get herself killed? Griffin and Atticus shifted into their wolves, guarding the rest of us. Autumn moves further back, preparing herself to attack if she needs to. I know the moment the first witch attacks us, I feel it. But the pain doesn¡¯tst long; it¡¯s all thanks to Autumn. She¡¯s been practicing her power. She knows how to shield us from their spells, but it wouldn¡¯t last long. We will have to attack while she is giving us the advantage. Atticus doesn¡¯t even wait a second before he lifts his head back and howls loudly. It was a howl to alert the pack that we were in trouble. I didn¡¯t think we needed them, however, it was always a good idea to call for backup. Griffin attacks first, and Atticus goes next. We stood back and examined our surroundings, I expected more witches toe out and try to surprise us, but so far, these witches seemed like our only problem. Grandfather joins in with my adoptive parents next. ¡°They don¡¯t even seem to need our help,¡± Autumn whispers next to me. ¡°Please,¡± Willow begs once more. ¡°Please let her live. I know what she did was wrong, but please, don¡¯t hurt her.¡± Hearing the pain in her voice tugged at my heart. We never wanted to hurt Anya. She annoyed the hell out of us, and she did very unforgivable things, but we never wanted to kill her. Especially not now when we knew how kind her sister was. ¡°I can¡¯t stop them much longer,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°The pain will return. We¡¯re going to have to keep going despite it.¡± I nod. I was prepared to take the pain. Our family had already killed three of the witches. There were four left, and then there was Anya. I knew Autumn didn¡¯t want to use her full power for fear of anyone trying toe for her again after what happened in the past. I didn¡¯t want her to use it either. That would bring more trouble for us than Anya did. She would be left forst. Dante was refusing to fight. He didn¡¯t want to hurt Anya, but I knew he would step in if someone in our family got hurt. How could Anya give up someone like him? She could have been happy. She could have gotten everything. If she wanted money and power, Dante would have happily given everything he had to her. He would have given her sister a good life as well. All she had to be was honest from the start. She should have never taken her mother¡¯s battle as her own. She should have done the right thing and told us the truth. ¡°It¡¯s happening now!¡± Autumn shouts to alert the rest of us. Damon jumps in after her warning. He takes down another witch within a second by catching her off- guard. He grabs her by her neck and rips her head off her body. I wince at her screams before she died. ¡°Stop this now, Anya!¡± I shout. ¡°Your sister doesn¡¯t want to watch you die. We can¡¯t protect you if you keep going. Think about her! She needs you! She needs her sister.¡± I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m trying to protect her. Maybe it¡¯s because of Willow, or perhaps it¡¯s because I cared for her without even knowing it. We did spend plenty of years around each other. Even though it wasn¡¯t the best time of my life, it was still time spent together. Another howl rocks our surroundings, and I know what that means. The pack was on its way. They were close. These witches did not stand a chance. If they wanted to live, they would have to run. Was this all Anya had nned? Did she have others willing to help her that didn¡¯t know she needed their help? Did she think that this would be enough to kill us? ¡°Okay!¡± Anya shouts suddenly when there¡¯s just her and two other witches left. ¡°You¡¯re right. I don¡¯t want to die. I want to live for my sister.¡± Everyone pauses mid-battle. ¡°Bring her to me.¡± She begs me. ¡°Please just bring her so that I can leave and nevere back. I promise never to bother your family again. All I want is my sister back.¡± Damon¡¯s wolf looks at me, and I can tell that he doesn¡¯t want me to listen to her. When I make one step forward, he shifts back into his human form. I know he wants to tell me to stop, but no wordes out of his mouth as he watches me walk closer and closer to Anya. Could I trust her? Was she offering peace between our families, or was this a trap? My entire family was on alert. They watched her like a hawk, waiting for her to try something stupid. Willow¡¯s hold on my hand tightens, and I slowly hand her over to Anya. Anya smiles and hugs her sister tightly to her. ¡°I love you so much, Willow. I love you.¡± It was good to see them embrace. Was this indeed the end? Was the battle over? ¡°But I¡¯m sorry. I can never forgive them for what they did.¡± I frown. Before I can understand her words, she pushes Willow onto the ground and tries to stab me with the knife. I gasp in shock, but before her knife can touch me, a de is pierced straight through her heart. Anya cries out at the pain, and I¡¯m surprised to see Damon behind her. How did he get here so quickly? He¡¯s looking at his hands like he can¡¯t believe he¡¯d just stabbed her. The pack surrounds us then, and the other two witches have nowhere to run and hide. Anya drops to the ground with her mouth and eyes wide open. A piercing scream touches my ear, and I look down to find Willow screaming her sister¡¯s name. No. I tried to stop it. I tried to prevent Willow from losing her sister. Why couldn¡¯t Anya just let it go? Why did she have to do this to herself? Why?C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org Chapter 127 Chapter 127 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 127 ~CLARISSA~ Anya was dying in front of us. Even though I didn¡¯t like her, it was still hard for me to watch. I never thought that Damon would be the one actually to kill her. I thought he would never be able to do something like that. ¡°Anya!¡± Willow screams as she holds her head in herp. ¡°Please. No! No! No!¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Anya gently touches her cheek and gazes up at her. ¡°Don¡¯t c-cry.¡± ¡°You¡¯re all that I have!¡± She screams. ¡°Please don¡¯t leave me. I beg you. Please don¡¯t go.¡± Dante drops to the ground next to her with tears in his eyes. Even Damon and Atticus seemed to be affected by seeing her like this. None of them wanted her dead despite everything she¡¯d put them through. Anya drags her gaze away from her sister to look at Dante. Her hands are shaking as she takes his hand in hers. ¡°I know it¡¯s toote to¡ª¡± she coughs up blood but still tries to speak. ¡°To apologize. I¡¯m all that Willow has left. I know after I die, the spell I left on you will disappear also. But please, I beg of you. Please.¡± ¡°Please, what?¡± Dante asks her almost desperately as she continues to cough up blood. I can see the fear in his eyes. He knows that he¡¯s losing her forever. I can¡¯t imagine the pain that he must feel to know that he will never see her again. ¡°Please marry my sister.¡± A dead silence follows. We¡¯re all shocked by her words. No one is making a sound except her. She¡¯s crying, begging him now to marry Willow. She¡¯s repeating herself, over and over again. ¡°Anya¡ª¡± ¡°Don¡¯t refuse me.¡± She begs. ¡°Your love was never real. It was a spell. I know that. You don¡¯t owe me anything, not after how much I¡¯ve hurt and betrayed you. But please, I¡¯m begging you, please marry her. She has no one. No one. She needs someone in her life. Out of everyone, I know you¡¯ll protect her the most. I trust you the most to take care of her.¡± Dante looks heartbroken as he listens to Anya. I don¡¯t care what she says; he loves her, spells or not; Dante was in love with her. How could he marry her sister? ¡°She¡¯s just a child.¡± Dante tries to tell her. ¡°She¡¯s too young.¡± She wasn¡¯t just a child. How old was Willow? ¡°She¡¯s s-seventeen.¡± She disagrees. ¡°You¡¯re not that much older than her. I can only go peacefully if you promise to marry her, Dante. Please. Please do it for me. I¡¯m begging you. I¡¯m b-begging.¡± It was hard watching this. Willow wasn¡¯t even getting the chance to grieve for her sister. ¡°What if I promise to care for her without marrying her?¡± He asks her desperately. Dante didn¡¯t want to marry her, I could tell. Why would he? Anya was the one he loved, and she was dying in front of him. ¡°No.¡± She cries. ¡°It¡¯s not enough. If you marry her, she will have a good life. Everyone will be f****d to ept her. Let her join the Academy with you. Please, marry her, Dante. It¡¯s my dying wish. I know I don¡¯t deserve anything, but please, I need to know that you¡¯ll marry her.¡± Dante looks at Willow, crying for her sister, and I watch the moment he decides to make her wishe true. ¡°I promise.¡± He whispers. ¡°I promise to marry Willow.¡± The promise for some reason has left a weird feeling inside my heart. Maybe it¡¯s because I know the sacrifice Dante is making for her. I can see the peacefulness his words have on her. She doesn¡¯t deserve to die in peace, but Willow did deserve to see her sister happy before she died. As soon as those words left his mouth, Anya¡¯s eyes slowly closed, and she breathed herst breath before us all. I closed my eyes as Willow¡¯s screams echoed around us. You could hear the grief in her cries. I couldn¡¯t imagine her pain. That was her sister. Her sister. No matter how bad of a person Anya was, she was still a good sister. ¡°We need to get back,¡± Atticus says as he touches Dante¡¯s shoulder. He was right. We couldn¡¯t stay here. We all watch as Dante lifts Anya¡¯s dead body into his arms and walks with her to the jeep. Willow runs after him, still crying. I didn¡¯t want to look at Damon. I was scared to see him grieving for her as well. He was the one that had killed her. I knew he would feel guilty for the rest of his life even though she deserved it. He was only protecting me. Like always. The drive back home was an incredibly sad one. No one could form any words. We had a mixture of emotions. ¡°I can¡¯t believe he¡¯s going to marry her.¡± Atticus finally breaks the silence. ¡°He loved Anya. He did. It had nothing to do with the spell.¡± ¡°I hate this,¡± Autumn says as she gently rubs Atticus¡¯s shoulder. ¡°It should have never ended this way.¡± When the jeep stops, we all get out. Dante gives Anya to one of the maids, asking them to take good care of her body until he returns. He surprises all of us when he grabs Willow¡¯s hand and starts to walk with her. ¡°Dante!¡± Atticus shouts. ¡°Where the hell is he going?¡± Damon demands. He wasn¡¯t stopping for anyone. We all ran behind him, unsure of what else to do. ¡°Please tell me he isn¡¯t going to do what I think he is,¡± Autumn says as she covers her mouth with her hand. We watch in horror as he pulls her into the hall where Damon was supposed to marry Anya. Gasps were all over the room as the guest¡¯s gaze fell on them. This wasn¡¯t happening. He wasn¡¯t going to marry her, not like this. It wasn¡¯t right this way. Her sister had just died. He¡¯d just lost the love of his life. They weren¡¯t even dressed appropriately, and they both had blood on their bodies! The music starts to y, and everyone sits down despite the look of horror on each of their faces. It finally sinks in that he was serious about this. This was indeed happening. Dante was going to marry Willow! Chapter 128 Chapter 128 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 128 ~CLARISSA~ Dante was now married. Married. And to Anya¡¯s sister, Willow. Nothing we said stopped him. He was determined to fulfill Anya¡¯s dying wish and he¡¯d done it right after her death. Even Willow didn¡¯t try to go against him. But I knew she was also doing it for her sister. Despite everything Anya had done, they both still loved her like crazy. It was the one thing that they had in common. It was a horrible day for our family. So many things had happened one after the next. I can¡¯t even imagine the kind of articles we would have to read tomorrow about this entire thing. They would report on Anya¡¯s death and that Dante had married his mate¡¯s sister. Whatever they wrote, it was bound to anger us all. I didn¡¯t want to think of the picture that would be posted alongside those articles. There were no wedding kisses at the end of the ceremony; there was no hugging, nothing except crying. Willow hadn¡¯t stopped crying since Anya had died. I didn¡¯t expect her to stop crying anytime soon. But Autumn and I would try our best tofort her. I knew what it meant to lose someone close to you. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. We tried our best to save Anya. We tried our best to give her another chance, but ultimately, she chose death. Maybe she felt like that would be the best decision to make for her sister. Perhaps she knew that Dante would marry Willow if she died. I wasn¡¯t sure of her reasons, but in the end, she didn¡¯t get everything she wanted. I knew she at least wanted to kill me, but even that didn¡¯t happen as she had nned. Damon hade to my rescue yet again. ¡°There is something you need to know,¡± Autumn tells me as we finally get a chance to be alone. The guests had all just left even though they all had many questions for us. My grandfather was good at getting them all to go. He was always good at that. ¡°What is it?¡± I ask her. It felt like she¡¯s been trying to tell me something since I returned with the news about Anya. ¡°Damon was nning on ending¡ª¡± She doesn¡¯t get to finish when Damon enters the living room. His eyes fell on Autumn before they fell on me. ¡°I would like to speak with rissa privately, please.¡± He asks Autumn. I didn¡¯t want to talk to him. I was still angry with him. If I hadn¡¯t found the proof against Anya, he would be married to her by now. Then everything between us would have been over for good. Autumn looks hesitant to leave, but when she realizes his desperation, she finally decides to leave us alone. Damon sits opposite me, and it looks like he¡¯s trying to find the right words to say to me. ¡°Don¡¯t say anything.¡± I stop him before he can say a single word. ¡°It¡¯s clear that this thing between us was never going to work out.¡± He swallows but doesn¡¯t give any emotion away. ¡°I tried my best to get you to fight for me. To fight for us. But you did the opposite each time.¡± I remind him. ¡°You broke my heart over and over again.¡± His two hands were sped tightly together as he quietly listened to everything I had to say. ¡°You were right to want things between us to stay the same. Our rtionship before I made things complicated was much better than it is now.¡± He still says nothing. He still leaves me to ramble on. I¡¯m unsure where to go with this, but I don¡¯t stop. ¡°I thought I was doing the right thing by fighting for you. I thought I was doing the right thing by constantly offering myself to you.¡± I confess. ¡°I was so blinded by my feelings that I let my heart lead. I¡¯m sorry if I made you ufortable with my actions.¡± I closed my eyes to find the strength I needed to continue. ¡°When I saw you kissing Anya earlier, my heart shattered. It was the reminder I needed to know that you and I were never going to work out. I was stupid for thinking that love would prevail. I was stupid for thinking that everyone around us would happily ept our rtionship. While you were able to have your rtionship with her public, it will never be possible with me.¡± Damon tries to say something, but I raise my hand to stop him. ¡°You don¡¯t need to apologize for your actions, Damon. I¡¯ve heard your apology a hundred times already; nothing you say can be different from what you¡¯ve said in the past. I understand now that there can never be anything between us.¡± I confess. ¡°And the tattoo. It was a stupid decision on my part. I will find a way to get it removed.¡± His jaw clenched, and I knew I had struck a nerve. It was a lie. Despite my frustration with him, I was never removing that tattoo. ¡°You always wanted things to go back to normal between us. I¡¯ll try my best to get things back to where it was before. I¡¯ll try to ensure it¡¯s no longerplicated, how you like it.¡± I assure him. ¡°rissa¡ª¡± ¡°You were nning on marrying Anya today, Damon.¡± I remind him. ¡°You were going to put a ring on her finger and give her yourst name. The reality didn¡¯t sink in until I saw you kissing her in her wedding dress. I¡¯m tired of fighting for us. I¡¯m tired of fighting for you.¡± I don¡¯t want to cry in front of him; I don¡¯t want him to show him my weakness anymore. ¡°I think you were right all along,¡± I confess. ¡°I need to have my own life. It shouldn¡¯t revolve around you anymore. I need to get out there and start dating. I need to do things that make me truly happy. I thought my happiness was only being with you, but you¡¯ve brought me only pain the past few days. It just proves that we aren¡¯t meant to be like I initially thought.¡± Damon finally gets up from his chair after not moving an inch since he¡¯d sat down. His face is emotionless as he asks, ¡°is that truly what you want, rissa?¡± Chapter 129 Chapter 129 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 129 ~DAMON~ rissa¡¯s words f*****g hurt. I wasn¡¯t sure if this was intentional or if she truly felt that way about us. I was finally ready to fight for us. I was prepared to give her everything she wanted but she didn¡¯t seem to want it anymore. I had hurt her too much in the past. Her eyes are sad as she says, ¡°yes. This is what I want. It¡¯s what¡¯s best for both of us. We are not good for each other. You were right all along. It was never going to work between us. Our family will never be able to ept it.¡± I want to get on my knees; I want to beg her to give me a chance. I want to do anything to make her change her mind. But I didn¡¯t want to go against her wishes. I¡¯ve already gone against them in the past. If this was truly what she wanted. I would stand back and let it happen no matter how much it f*****g pained me. Hearing her say she would get rid of the tattoo bothered me a lot more than it should. It was her body; it was her choice. But damn it; I loved it on her. I didn¡¯t want it gone. Knowing my name was on her body made it seem like she was mine. If she removed it, she was allowing someone else to take my ce. This was all my fault. I¡¯d done this. She¡¯d wanted me for so long. She gave me many opportunities, as she¡¯d said earlier. I didn¡¯t want to show her how upset I was. I didn¡¯t want to worry her. I deserved this pain; I deserved to be unhappy after the number of times I¡¯ve made her cry because of my dumb decisions. I¡¯d realized my mistakes toote. Maybe this was for the best. But she was f*****g mine, damn it. Now I understood why I¡¯ve always wanted her so much. Anya was never my mate, to begin with. Her spell was the only reason it became easier to stay away from rissa. Now that everyst bit of that spell was gone, my need for rissa had grown at an rming rate. I wasn¡¯t sure how I would find the strength to stay away from her. Even now, her scent had filled the room. My body felt sensitive to it. Anytime I walked into a room now, I would be overwhelmed with the need to taste her because of that damn scent. How do I move on from her? How do I let her go? I took another step toward her and felt satisfied when I heard her heartbeat increase. It meant her feelings were still there; she was trying her best to control them. ¡°I didn¡¯t get the chance to tell you what I wanted to,¡± I say in a low voice. ¡°Does it matter?¡± she asks. ¡°You were going to apologize, weren¡¯t you?¡± I exhale slowly, ¡°no.¡± I breathe out. ¡°I wasn¡¯t.¡± Her eyes widened a little, ¡°then what were you going to say?¡± My gaze softens, ¡°I don¡¯t think it makes sense for me to say it anymore, rissa. It seems like you¡¯ve made your mind up.¡± Her lips part, and she looks curious. ¡°There you two are.¡± My mother says as she finds us standing a little too close to each other. ¡°What are you doing in here? Everyone is about to leave.¡± rissa¡¯s cheeks are red as she turns to look at her. ¡°Where are we going?¡± I ask her. ¡°I know Anya wasn¡¯t exactly the best person. She¡¯s done a lot of wrong things, especially to our family. However, I think her mother brainwashed her and the things that she did was because of that. Your brother still loves her; it seems his love had nothing to do with the spell. And he¡¯s now married to Willow, who¡¯s her sister. Willow is now a daughter-inw of this family and needs to be treated like one. Since they both care deeply for her, I think it¡¯s only fair that we bury her and give her a proper send-off.¡± My hands tighten into fists at my sides. I knew before she died I wanted her to pay after finding out about the things she¡¯d done. I felt like she deserved to die, but I couldn¡¯t deny the pain I still felt in my heart at knowing she was gone. Despite all the wrongs she¡¯d done, I¡¯d grown an attachment to her. It felt worse knowing that I was the one to kill her. But it had to be done. I would always choose to save rissa over everyone else. She¡¯s always the first person I run to protect. Anya could have given up; we were willing to let her go. But she was too blinded by revenge. She wanted to kill rissa. She wanted to hurt us all. If I hadn¡¯t killed her, someone else in my family would have. ¡°We will be there in a second,¡± I tell mother. She nods and leaves us alone. rissa surprises me when she tugs at my shirt, ¡°thank you.¡± I frown, ¡°thank you?¡± She nods and peers up at me, ¡°for saving me earlier.¡± I can¡¯t stop gazing into her eyes. I saw glimpses of the same rissa, that saw me as her hero. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°Why are you thanking me?¡± I whisper. ¡°Protecting you has always been something that brings me joy. I¡¯ve told you this already. I will always protect you when you need me. I still don¡¯t understand how you found out Anya¡¯s true identity or why you had so many bruises.¡± She looks down nervously, ¡°we hired a private investigator to keep an eye on Anya. He got back to us and told us that Anya lied about where she was living.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand. Why didn¡¯t you tell me anything?¡± I demand from her. ¡°I could have helped.¡± ¡°We didn¡¯t think that any of you would have believed us.¡± She answers me. ¡°We?¡± I ask. ¡°Who else knew about this?¡± ¡°Autumn.¡± She answers me. Of course, Autumn. ¡°Autumn wanted me to wait on her to visit the house and have a look around for any clues. But then Anya moved up the wedding date, and she had no time. The day before the wedding, Anya threatened me to stay away from her home. She nned to trap me inside the house since she knew I would try to get information on her. I waited for everyone to get busy with the wedding, and then left. Someone set the house on fire while I was inside it. That¡¯s why I had so many bruises while trying to get out.¡± My blood boiled at this new information. Anya was nning to kill rissa even though she knew I was in love with her. She even tried to ckmail me into marrying her while it was happening. How could she have been so heartless all along? Why did I ever trust someone like her? Why was I so blind? I could have lost rissa because of my carelessness. Now more than ever I want to pull her into my arms and never let her go but I refrained from doing it. I couldn¡¯t be selfish. I couldn¡¯t. Chapter 130 Chapter 130 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 130 ~CLARISSA~ It was hard acting like I was okay with not being with Damon. But it had to be done. I hate that he didn¡¯t once try to fight for me. He didn¡¯t tell me that he wanted me. He didn¡¯t tell me what I wanted to hear. I gasp when he gently cups my cheek in his hand, ¡°I¡¯m d you¡¯re safe, rissa.¡± I nod and quietly move away from his touch before I caved and gave in to my feelings. We both joined the others as they got ready for the funeral. A wedding and funeral are all on the same day; that¡¯s thest thing I would have expected to happen on Damon¡¯s wedding day. The rest of the day wasn¡¯t easy. We tried our best tofort Willow, but in the end, nothing we did or said could make her feel better. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°I feel so sorry for her,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°Anya shouldn¡¯t have left her this way. All she had to do was leave.¡± ¡°Her thirst for revenge was stronger than her love for her sister,¡± I suggest. ¡°We gave her the option to live, but she chose to die trying to kill me.¡± I¡¯m sure Anya knew there wasn¡¯t a chance for her to kill me, not with my entire family standing around me, waiting to protect me. Still, she chose to continue with her n. I never understood her. She could have gotten everything in life. Did she not want to be happy? ¡°What did Damon want to tell you?¡± Autumn asked me as soon as we were back home and alone. ¡°I didn¡¯t give him a chance to speak,¡± I confess. ¡°I didn¡¯t want to hear another apology from him.¡± Though, ording to him, he wasn¡¯t nning on apologizing to me. If he wasn¡¯t going to apologize, what was he nning on saying? ¡°There¡¯s something I¡¯ve wanted to tell you,¡± Autumn says. I knew there was something that she¡¯s been trying to tell me for a while now. She never got to finish her sentence. ¡°What is it?¡± I ask curiously. ¡°I don¡¯t know if this is the right time to tell you since it seems like you¡¯re ready to let go of Damon, but he was never going to marry Anya.¡± She exins. I frowned, ¡°he was in his suit. She was in a wedding dress. They were kissing passionately when I returned. How was he never going to marry her?¡± She wasn¡¯t making any sense. ¡°Before you returned from Anya¡¯s home, Atticus told me that Damon confessed that he couldn¡¯t marry Anya. He said that he didn¡¯t love her and that he was nning on stopping the wedding. He was looking around frantically, and I believe he was looking for you. Atticus told him to see Anya at least and exin to her what was happening. I don¡¯t understand why he ended up kissing her, but I¡¯m sure if you ask him, he will answer your question. He was never going to marry her. I know he changed his mind toote, but I believe Damon was finally willing to give you what you wanted all along.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe what I was hearing. Had he decided to stop the wedding? Was that what he wanted to tell me? Why didn¡¯t I let him speak? I was so tired of his apologies that I didn¡¯t want to hear them anymore. I should have waited and listened to what he had to say before saying what was on my mind. Half of the things I said to him were all lies. I just wanted to pretend that I was okay. I wanted to hurt him as he had done to me. I wanted him to drop to his knees and tell me he loved me. I wanted him to say to me that he would fight for us. I hoped he would have done at least one of those things, but he never did. Instead, he left me to speak, and he even agreed with me. ¡°I can¡¯t believe this,¡± I whisper. ¡°What do you think made him change his mind?¡± She smiles, ¡°you¡¯re why he changed his mind. I know that you want him to beg you to take him back. I know you don¡¯t want to make it easy for him. I don¡¯t think you have long to wait. I¡¯ve seen the longing in his gaze as he looks at you. He can¡¯t even hide it anymore. Eventually, he will confess his true feelings.¡± I hope he wouldn¡¯t keep me waiting long. I didn¡¯t want to be the one to ask him to fight for me. I wanted Damon to do it on his own, without my help. Atticus walks in then and quirks a brow at us. ¡°I¡¯m very disappointed in the both of you.¡± ¡°What?¡± Autumn asks. ¡°What did we do?¡± ¡°You could have trusted me enough to tell me that you were hiring a private investigator to keep an eye on Anya.¡± He growls. ¡°One of you could have gotten seriously injured because of your big secret. Why couldn¡¯t you tell me, Autumn?¡± She narrows her eyes, ¡°I¡¯m sorry, but weren¡¯t you the one that always trusted Anya in the past?¡± ¡°I thought we were over this. I thought you trusted me. If you believed in me even a little bit, you would have known that I could have helped you. I wouldn¡¯t have dismissed your suspicions.¡± He tells her calmly, but even I can hear the edge to his voice. She sighs, ¡°I do trust you. I¡¯m sorry for keeping this from you.¡± ¡°What else have the two of you been hiding from me?¡± He demands. Autumn looks at me, and I try to remain calm. This was one secret I still couldn¡¯t tell him, and Autumn knew that. I knew she wouldn¡¯t sell me out. Damon walks in with Dante and Willow next. Willow¡¯s eyes are dark and sad, and I don¡¯t think she even realizes yet that she was married to Dante. She was still in shock. Dante¡¯s knuckles were bruised, and so was his face. Those bruises weren¡¯t from the fight. They were new. It frightened me. ¡°Did you get into another fight?¡± I ask him as I lift my hand to touch his face. He flinches away from me, and it shocks me. He never did that in the past. ¡°I found him like this,¡± Damon tells us. ¡°He doesn¡¯t want to tell me where he got it from.¡± Before I can ask any more questions, Willow drops to the ground, curled up in a ball. ¡°Sister.¡± She cries out. ¡°What¡¯s happening to her?¡± Autumn demands. I drop to the ground next to her and touch my hand to her forehead. My eyes widen in horror. ¡°She¡¯s freezing!¡± I shout. ¡°Call a doctor!¡± Chapter 131 Chapter 131 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 131 ~CLARISSA~ It¡¯s been a week. One week since Dante married Willow. One week after Anya¡¯s death. One week since I told Damon that I wanted things to go back to normal between us. Willow¡¯s tears had decreased, but she was still tremendously sad. The doctor couldn¡¯t find anything wrong with her when we called him to have a look at her. Yet, her skin remained ice cold for a while before returning to its average temperature. It was unlike anything any of us had ever seen before. We didn¡¯t know what the cause was, and the doctor did not help us one bit. Today was the first day we would take her back to school with us. The first time she was ever going to step foot in our academy. I knew it wouldn¡¯t be easy. Everyone knew that she¡¯d married her sister¡¯s supposedly mate. While Dante was always in love with Anya, I didn¡¯t believe that she was ever his mate. If she were, she would have had strong feelings for him, but she never did. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. However, everyone at school did not know the whole story. Both Willow and Dante did not want the truth of her sister¡¯s death to be revealed to the public. They didn¡¯t like the people to know how horrible of a person she was. Besides, if people knew the truth about Anya, Willow¡¯s life would be even worse. It was always going to be difficult the moment people knew she was Anya¡¯s sister. I still remember how hard it was for Autumn when she married Atticus. This time it was much worse. Luckily for Willow, we would do our best to protect her from the public. ¡°Did you see the articles posted this morning?¡± Autumn asks me. ¡°The ones about Willow and Dante?¡± I ask her. She nods, ¡°it reminds me of my first day at the academy as the wife of Atticus Fawn.¡± She purposefully said hisst name. ¡°I remember,¡± I tell her. ¡°I feel so sorry for her.¡± And for me. It¡¯s been a tough week acting like Damon didn¡¯t mean as much to me as he did before. I¡¯ve been the one avoiding him as much as I could. I wasn¡¯t sure how far I¡¯d have to push him to admit that he wanted to fight for us. It still surprised me that Damon had called off the wedding after telling me multiple times that it was the right thing to do. What had caused him to change his mind? I would never know the answers unless I confronted him about it, but I wouldn¡¯t give him the satisfaction. I was tired of chasing him. ¡°Damon hasn¡¯t been showing any interest in me since ourst conversation,¡± I confess to Autumn. ¡°It¡¯s bothering me. He¡¯s giving me exactly what he thinks I want, but this time it¡¯s not what I actually want from him.¡± She sighs, ¡°give him some more time. He¡¯s giving you space because he thinks that¡¯s what you want. Eventually, he isn¡¯t going to be able to control himself.¡± I¡¯m about to disagree when I spot him walking toward us, and I try to act unbothered. The key word there is ¡®try.¡¯ I¡¯m not sure how sessful I was. ¡°Can I walk you to ss?¡± He asks me the second that he reaches my side. Autumn gives me a look as if to say, ¡®I told you so.¡¯ She leaves us alone, and I felt like pulling her back. I didn¡¯t want to be alone with him; that¡¯s when it¡¯s hardest to control myself. ¡°I could walk myself,¡± I tell him. He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°wasn¡¯t this what you wanted?¡± He asks. ¡°For things to return to normal. This is what I always do. I walk you to ss and tell everyone around you to treat you with the respect you deserve.¡± While this was true that he¡¯s always done this in the past, it still felt weird after everything that had happened between us. It also feels weird now that Anya is no longer trying toe between us. ¡°You don¡¯t have to do this,¡± I tell him. ¡°Not anymore.¡± He grabbed my hand and f****d me to a stop. The devastated look on his face takes me aback. Did my words hurt him that much? ¡°I know that you¡¯re angry with me. I can feel it every time I get near you. I¡¯m willing to do everything you ask of me, but what I¡¯m not willing to do is stop protecting you. And this rissa happens to fall under that category.¡± He says in a low growl. ¡°But¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care who f*****ges into your life and who goes out of it.¡± He adds. ¡°But I¡¯m always going to be here protecting you. As long as I¡¯m alive, I will keep you safe. So please, do not stop me from doing the one thing that I love most in this world.¡± My heart skips a beat. This was unexpected. I didn¡¯t think my words would have affected him this much. But it still wasn¡¯t the confession that I was looking for. ¡°rissa Fawn!¡± The professor exims as he sees me standing outside of the ssroom door staring at Damon. ¡°You¡¯rete for ss as usual. What are you doing just standing there?¡± I lowered my gaze; I couldn¡¯t look into his eyes. ¡°I¡¯ll see you after ss.¡± I can feel all eyes on me as I enter the ssroom. I know everyone will have plenty of questions for me, but I didn¡¯t think they were brave enough to ask them, especially not after seeing Damon right outside the door, still looking into our ssroom. He was making sure that no one was trying to bully me, just like he¡¯s always done in the past. I tried not to melt at his earlier words. Protecting me was the one thing he loved the most in the world, his words, not mine. My cheeks felt hot, and I needed some water to cool down. It was hard to pay attention in ss after that little incident. I often wished that I was in the same ss as the rest of my family. I hated being away from them. I was surprised when I saw Willow walk through the door in the middle of our ss, totally distracting me from my earlier thoughts. ¡°ss,¡± Sir Richards calls for our attention. ¡°Meet your new ssmate. Willow Edwina.¡± His words surprised everyone in the room, including me. What was she doing in this ss? Chapter 132 Chapter 132 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 132 ~CLARISSA~ Willow sits beside me, and I can tell how ufortable she is. The gossip hasn¡¯t stopped since our professor made his announcement. The whispers continued even after he asked them to be quiet. They never listened, and unfortunately, this professor was never good at getting them to do anything asked. ¡°Weren¡¯t you supposed to be in a lower ss?¡± I ask her gently. I didn¡¯t want to make it sound like I didn¡¯t want her here with me. I was more than happy to have someone I knew in this ssroom with me. And Willow was now a member of our family, which meant I had to treat her like I would Autumn. ¡°Your parents were concerned that I would be alone.¡± She tells me. ¡°They asked for me to be moved up to this ss with you.¡± And, of course, our school would abide by their request. I¡¯m sure that money was even part of this decision. ¡°I¡¯m happy you¡¯re here with me,¡± I inform her. ¡°I always wished forpany during these boring sses.¡± Why didn¡¯t they do this for me as well? Move me up to a ss with the others. I¡¯ve always felt alone before this. At least I had Willow by my side from now on. I¡¯m sure Damon would also feel at ease if he knew I hadpany from today. ¡°Anya never told me anything about her friends or enemies. She never even told me she was marrying your brother.¡± She whispers a few minutester. I freeze. My brother. Just like always, I felt sick to my stomach when someone referred to Damon as my brother. Willow didn¡¯t know anything about us; she didn¡¯t realize how much her words would upset me. I couldn¡¯t me her. It was normal for her to think that Damon was my brother. It wasn¡¯t her fault that I was crazy in love with him. ¡°I¡¯m sure you don¡¯t know by now, but I¡¯m adopted,¡± I tell her. Her eyes widened, ¡°adopted?¡± I nod. ¡°I¡¯m not their biological daughter.¡± ¡°They¡¯re all so close to you.¡± She confesses. ¡°I would never think that you were adopted. You¡¯re lucky to have a family that loves you so much.¡± I swallowed; I knew I was lucky to have them. But it wasn¡¯t the easiest thing in the world to be in love with someone I was not supposed to love. It¡¯s not like I can ever tell this to Willow. If she ever finds out how much I loved Damon, she may get distraught knowing that her sister was supposed to marry him. I was afraid that she would be angry with me. We never spoke about one other thing, and that¡¯s the fact that Damon was also the one to kill Anya. I wasn¡¯t even sure if Dante or Willow med Damon for any of it. I haven¡¯t seen the two of them have a normal conversation ever since that day. Dante has never been normal ever since her death. He keeps disappearing for hours and sometimes returning with bruises. No one knew what he¡¯s been up to, but we were all worried about him. He and Willow did not behave like a married couple either. He barely spoke to her, and they didn¡¯t even sleep in the same room together. Dante requested that she stay in a separate room despite being married to her. They were in a loveless marriage. I would have never wished for something like that for either one of them. I don¡¯t know why Anya insisted that he marry her. Maybe she feared that Dante would one day stop caring for her if he found his true mate. Perhaps she wanted to make sure that no matter what, he would be f****d to protect Willow. I¡¯m not sure what was her real reason, but this was the reality now. Eventually, Dante has no choice but to ept Willow as his wife. The rest of the day passed quickly, and I was happy to be home and away from all of the gossipers. There were too many eyes on us at the academy. It felt like everyone was constantly staring at us. If they were like this after Anya¡¯s death, what would they be like if they ever found out I was in love with Damon? I knew that¡¯s what Damon had always wanted to protect me from since the beginning. I sigh. He had his reasons, and I kept pushing him. I still didn¡¯t think that I was wrong. I was fighting for love. ¡°We have a family announcement.¡± Grandfather says after gathering all of us in the family room. When he¡¯d called for all of us, I had no idea what this announcement would be about, and I was still very clueless. N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°As each of you knows, around this time, we always have a family vacation.¡± He reminds us. ¡°I¡¯ve discussed this with your parents, and I know it¡¯s been a very rough time for our family. We weren¡¯t sure if we should continue the tradition, but after much thought, we think this is for the best. You kids will be returning to our Flora beach house this weekend. Two days just to rx and remind yourselves why it¡¯s good to be still alive.¡± Atticus quirks a brow, ¡°aren¡¯t you guys going to be there?¡± ¡°No.¡± He answers him. ¡°Unfortunately, we have some business to take care of. That doesn¡¯t mean you should spoil your fun for us. You are an adult now; you can take care of yourself. You don¡¯t need us there.¡± ¡°Is this really such a good idea?¡± Dante asks, looking unhappy as usual. ¡°Yes, Dante.¡± He tells him. ¡°This is a good idea, especially for you. I know you¡¯ve taken the hardest hit between your brothers. As such, you need this trip more than anyone else.¡± He doesn¡¯t look pleased, but he doesn¡¯t go against grandfather¡¯s words either. ¡°I guess that settles it,¡± Autumn says with a bright smile. ¡°We¡¯re going to have some fun this weekend!¡± Of course. . .fun. I couldn¡¯t wait. Chapter 133 Chapter 133 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 133 ~CLARISSA~ A family vacation. I wasn¡¯t sure if that¡¯s what we needed now. But it would be good to get out of the house. Maybe this could help Willow¡¯s mood improve as well. I was in the middle of packing for it. We would be leaving in a few minutes. ¡°It¡¯s a beach house,¡± Autumn says, walking into my room. ¡°That means that I get to choose your swimsuits.¡± I shook my head, ¡°did you forget a certain tattoo on my body.¡± I still couldn¡¯t let anyone see it. Besides, Damon already thought that I¡¯d gotten rid of it. ¡°It¡¯s okay. That¡¯s why we have the coverups that you usually use. I have fancy ones that will have Damon¡¯s head spinning.¡± She teases me. Autumn seemed to believe that Damon would soon confess his feelings for me, but I didn¡¯t think it would be that simple. ¡°And what about Willow?¡± I ask her. ¡°We need to help her rtionship with Dante. Those two act like they¡¯re strangers. I understand they were strangers before Anya died, but we must help them.¡± Autumn nods, ¡°I¡¯ve already been thinking of ways to help her. Dante¡¯s heart does belong to Anya, which means none of this is going to be easy. Willow would also feel like she¡¯s betraying her sister by being with Dante. However, I have noticed her cheeks turn red whenever he¡¯s close to her. I think there is a good chance that she has a little crush on him.¡± ¡°Really?¡± I ask, suddenly very eager to know more. ¡°Why didn¡¯t I notice that before?¡± Sheughs, ¡°maybe because you¡¯re too caught up in your love life to notice anything happening around you.¡± That was true. Was this a good time to mention the fire incident? I¡¯ve kept this a secret from Autumn, and I don¡¯t know why. I hadn¡¯t told anyone that the fire had helped me to escape that day. How could I exin that fire helped me escape from itself? That made no sense to me, and I¡¯m sure that it would make zero sense to everyone else as well. But Autumn has always been very understanding. She¡¯s also someone that I could easily trust. Out of everyone, she should at least know what happened that day. ¡°There¡¯s something I have been keeping from you,¡± I confess. ¡°From everyone.¡± She frowns and sets the bikini she was holding aside, ¡°you¡¯ve been keeping something from me?¡± She asks. ¡°Why? I thought we told each other everything.¡± I swallow, ¡°I wasn¡¯t sure how to bring it up.¡± I exin. ¡°It¡¯s something that has me a little confused and afraid.¡± ¡°And it has nothing to do with Damon?¡± She asks curiously. I shook my head, ¡°no, for once, it has nothing to do with Damon.¡± ¡°Well, tell me.¡± She urges me. ¡°What can be so bad that you¡¯ll consider keeping it a secret from me?¡± I y with my fingers nervously, ¡°when someone set the house on fire, I was trapped. There was nowhere for my escape. The fire was closing in on me, and I was terrified that I wouldn¡¯t be able to return to stop the wedding. I hadn¡¯t even found the picture until something strange happened. The fire formed a pathway in front of me. I followed it, and it led me straight to the picture. It¡¯s only because of the fire that I was able to find it, and it¡¯s also the reason that I was able to escape. I know you might think that I¡¯m crazy or abnormal. Or maybe I hallucinated that day; I¡¯m unsure of anything right now.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not abnormal.¡± Autumn scolds me. ¡°What about me? My father is some insane sorcerer that tried to take over the world. If anyone¡¯s abnormal, it¡¯s me.¡± I smile, ¡°how do you always know how to make me feel better?¡± She shrugs her shoulders, ¡°I can¡¯t say. It justes to me naturally. But, strangely, the fire guided you. I¡¯ve never heard of anything like that before. But do you think it was also trying to help you that day Damon found you in the forest?¡± I frown. Why hadn¡¯t I thought about it before? ¡°I don¡¯t think it was trying to help. It had surrounded me and was closing in. It didn¡¯t make a pathway for me on that day.¡± I tell her. ¡°Do you think I was hallucinating? I was surrounded by a lot of fire. The heat of the mes could have made me think I saw something that didn¡¯t even happen.¡± She gently rubs my shoulder, ¡°don¡¯t worry. We will figure this out.¡± Original from N?velDrama.Org. Atticus walks into the room and finds us deep in thought. ¡°Every time I see the two of you together, I get scared.¡± He confesses. ¡°I feel like you¡¯re never up to any good. The two of youbined is a dangerousbination.¡± ¡°We¡¯re not up to any mischief,¡± Autumn assured him. ¡°You don¡¯t need to worry.¡± ¡°At least I¡¯ll be able to keep my eyes on the two of you while we¡¯re at the beach house.¡± He says in a relieved tone. Autumn rolls her eyes, ¡°you¡¯re being dramatic.¡± ¡°Does anyone know where Dante has been sneaking off to?¡± I ask them. It¡¯s been bothering me. ¡°No clue,¡± Atticus answers me. ¡°I¡¯m going to have to follow him one of these days when he least expects it. Whatever it is that he¡¯s doing can¡¯t be any good.¡± ¡°He¡¯s not coping with Anya¡¯s death very well.¡± Autumn sighs. ¡°It was always obvious that Dante loved her. He was the only one out of the three of you that didn¡¯t have eyes for another woman.¡± Atticus frowns, ¡°the only one? Does that mean Damon had eyes for another woman other than Anya?¡± Autumn and I freeze at his question. I know she didn¡¯t mean to let that slip out, but what were we supposed to tell him now? He already suspected that Damon and I were sneaking around, but now he knew Damon was interested in someone other than Anya. We were screwed. Chapter 134 Chapter 134 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 134 ~CLARISSA~ Damon walks into the room, and he can sense the tension right away. I¡¯m not sure if he was here to see Atticus or me. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± He asks. ¡°I¡¯ve just heard from Autumn that I¡¯m not the only one who had eyes for another woman while dating Anya. It turns out you also did.¡± Atticus answers him. ¡°Do you mind telling me who that woman is or was?¡± Damon quirks a brow at him and shoves both hands in his pockets. ¡°I don¡¯t know what Autumn is talking about. Maybe she can enlighten the both of us.¡± I¡¯m surprised that Damon could act so calmly under these circumstances. I was already sweating profusely, and I wasn¡¯t the one being questioned. Atticus looks at his wife and waits for her to exin. ¡°I misspoke.¡± She quickly says. ¡°I thought I heard Damon once saying that there was a girl he liked, but clearly, I heard wrong. Maybe he was referring to Anya, and I misinterpreted what he said. I was kind of eavesdropping on the conversation.¡± Atticus exhales loudly, ¡°if there wasn¡¯t another woman, why did you decide to end the wedding?¡± Damon looks irritated by his question, ¡°do we really need to speak about this now? I thought we all admitted that it was a good idea to forget about that. So many horrible things happened that day, and all I want to do is forget about it.¡± Atticus gives up after listening to him speak. ¡°Forget I said anything. Is everyone finished packing?¡± He asks as he takes a look at his watch. ¡°We need to leave in five minutes.¡± ¡°Yes, we are all packed,¡± Autumn says as she shoves more bikinis into my bag before zipping it up. Damon nces at me for a quick second, and I try not to fall on my face because of the hungry gaze in his eyes. When I looked up, Atticus was looking at me, and I knew my cheeks must be extremely red. I don¡¯t wait to give Atticus a chance to examine my reaction to Damon. Instead, I practically ran out of the room with my bag. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°Wait,¡± Atticus calls after me. ¡°What?¡± I ask him, praying it wasn¡¯t anything to do with Damon. ¡°We haven¡¯t discussed who¡¯s going in what vehicle.¡± He answers me. Oh. I usually always went with Damon, but things weren¡¯t exactly perfect between us. If I went with him, the entire drive would be awkward. But if I acted like I didn¡¯t want to go with him, Atticus would know that something was going on between us. ¡°rissa wille with me.¡± Damon answers him for me. ¡°Just like she always does.¡± Atticus nods and grabs Autumn¡¯s bag. ¡°Let¡¯s go.¡± I follow Damon to his jeep; Willow and Dante are already ahead of us. ¡°Who will Griffin being with?¡± I ask. ¡°He already left behind Dante,¡± Atticus informs me. ¡°He knows Autumn takes forever to pack.¡± She yfully hits his arm before getting into the jeep. Damon opened the door for me, and I quietly got in. I kept thinking that this wasn¡¯t a good idea. I could think of many ways that this could go wrong. I didn¡¯t know what to say or do to ease the tension between us. I try to distract myself with the wind blowing my hair and the soft music on the radio soothing my ear. Even the moon looked extra beautiful tonight. Things would have been perfect if Damon and I were on better terms. I notice in the middle of the drive when his hands suddenly tightened on the steering wheel like something was bothering him. I¡¯m shocked when he pulls over to the side of the road. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask, concerned. His eyes are closed, and he has one arm over them. He raises his hand to stop me from talking, ¡°I just need a second.¡± I waited there in silence until he finally pulled back onto the road. I¡¯m not sure what the hell just happened, but I wish he would say something to me. ¡°Are you going to tell me what just happened?¡± I ask him. His jaw clenches, and he ignores me. Doesn¡¯t he realize by now that it irritates me when he ignores me? It was a simple question, why couldn¡¯t he answer me? ¡°Damon?¡± I ask again. ¡°No.¡± He finally answers me. I frown. No? It bothered me that he¡¯d just said no to me. I stayed quiet for a few more minutes until I couldn¡¯t control myself anymore. ¡°Why?¡± I ask him. ¡°Why can¡¯t you tell me?¡± He sighs, ¡°rissa, would you please just drop it? It¡¯s nothing for you to be concerned about.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°I¡¯m not going to drop it. I want to know why you had to stop the jeep and looked like you were in pain!¡± I¡¯m not happy when we pull onto the driveway for the beach house. We were already here. I was disappointed that I didn¡¯t get an answer. ¡°You¡¯re not going to tell me?¡± I try one more time. He exhaled and held onto the steering wheel even though we¡¯d arrived at our destination. ¡°If I tell you, it will go against what you want. I don¡¯t want to do that.¡± My forehead creased, ¡°what is that supposed to mean?¡± ¡°You¡¯re not going to drop this, are you?¡± He asks, tongue in cheek. I narrow my eyes. ¡°No.¡± He doesn¡¯t say anything as he jumps out of the driver¡¯s side and ms the door shut. I lean back against the seat and close my eyes in frustration. I couldn¡¯t believe him. My eyes flew open when I heard footsteps. Damon opens my side of the jeep and helps me to my feet. I¡¯m confused when he leans closer to me. ¡°The reason I stopped is because of you.¡± I held my breath, unsure of the point he was trying to make. ¡°Because of me?¡± I ask quietly. His eyes are one of regret as he whispers, ¡°yes. Your scent travels much faster with the wind. It filled the f*****g jeep. It consumed me. I had to stop. I had to stop before I lost all control.¡± W-what? Chapter 135 Chapter 135 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 135 ~DAMON~ f**k it. f**k it all. I wanted her. I wanted her so much. ¡°Your scent is so addictive,¡± I growl. ¡°Whenever you¡¯re not close to me, I feel like something is missing. And now I know what it is. Your f*****g smell. I want it on me; I wish I had perfume with it, and still, that wouldn¡¯t be enough.¡± I watched as her cheeks turned to a beautiful flushed pink. She gasped when I leaned into her neck and inhaled deeply. I wanted to say more to her, but the sound of Atticus¡¯s jeep nearing us was all I needed to push away from her. I took her bag from the jeep and strode into the beach house. ¡°Took you guys long enough,¡± Griffin yells from the corner of the kitchen. ¡°Already looking for food, typical,¡± I shout back. He chuckles and walks out with a beer in his hand. ¡°Want one?¡± No. I wanted the woman whose scent was still lingering in my nose. I still grab it from him. Maybe drinking would be able to help me with my need for rissa. I pitch the cover onto the counter before gulping it down. ¡°Wow, someone¡¯s a little thirsty,¡± Atticus says as he joins us with Autumn. ¡°Have one,¡± Griffin tells him. ¡°We have enough for everyone.¡± ¡°Willow, do you want one?¡± Autumn asks her. I¡¯m not sure why Autumn offered her a drink, but rissa definitely seemed to have a clue. Willow shook her head, ¡°no. I¡¯m sorry, I don¡¯t drink.¡± Autumn smiles and leans into rissa, ¡°a little longer with this family, and that will all change.¡± rissa smiles, ¡°of course, just look at you, for example.¡± Autumn grins, ¡°I was speaking from experience.¡± I can¡¯t take my eyes off rissa, no matter how damn hard I try. I knew this wasn¡¯t the best ce to be so f*****g drawn to her, but I didn¡¯t know how to stop. I force my attention onto Dante. He was my brother, and after Anya¡¯s death, he needed us more than ever. Things have been a little rocky between the two of us. I will always have to live with the fact that I killed the woman my brother was in love with. I knew Dante was angry, but I also knew that he didn¡¯t me me. He knew I had to do it. He knew I had to save rissa. ¡°Drink a beer,¡± I tell him as I grab one from the fridge and hand it to him. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°I¡¯m good.¡± He says. ¡°Drink it.¡± I try again. ¡°You look like you need it.¡± He grabs it from my hand but doesn¡¯t drink from it. ¡°While you boys talk, we are going to get dressed in our bikinis,¡± Autumn announces suddenly. I froze. Bikinis? I could barely make it out alive when rissa wore normal clothes; now, I was about to be tortured even more. It still bothered me that there was a possibility that she removed her tattoo of my name. Today I could find out for good. If she wore something to cover up her lower half, there was a good chance it was still there. ¡°Come with us, Willow,¡± Autumn tells her as she holds her hand. ¡°We have something for you.¡± Dante doesn¡¯t even look up as they drag her to one of the rooms. ¡°I know this isn¡¯t the best time to bring this up, but Willow is your wife, and you haven¡¯t shown her any attention since we got here.¡± Atticus points out. Dante res at him, ¡°you¡¯re one to talk. You weren¡¯t that different when you married Autumn.¡± Atticus sipped his beer, but I could tell Dante¡¯s words had hit a nerve. ¡°While that is true, I was under a spell.¡± He reminds him. ¡°I didn¡¯t know that until a week ago. So technically, I wasn¡¯t thinking back then. You, on the other hand, know exactly what you¡¯re doing. Willow is going through the same pain that you are. You have something inmon with her. Why don¡¯t you try opening up to her? She may need it more than you think.¡± And so did Dante, even if he didn¡¯t realize it yet. If he had someone to talk to, it might help ease the pain. ¡°You¡¯re a f*****g pain in my a*s Atticus,¡± Dante growls as he finally opens the beer and took a sip. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t be your real brother if I wasn¡¯t.¡± He teased him. ¡°Let¡¯s head down to the beach,¡± Griffin says as he takes his shirt off. ¡°The girls can join us when they¡¯re finished.¡± That was a good idea. I needed that water to cool down my body and remind myself to behave. It was just two days. Two days. I pushed the back door open and walked out into the white sand. I took a deep breath, and even the clean scent of the ocean was not enough to help me forget about rissa. Even this didn¡¯t beat the smell of her sweet body. ¡°Whoever gets in the waterst has to drink ten beers!¡± Griffin shouts suddenly when he¡¯s ahead of the rest of us. ¡°f**k!¡± Dante shouts as he races after him. Atticus pushed me onto the sand, and I let out a string of curses. Of course, I was now thest one because of Atticus. f*****g d**k. They couldn¡¯t stop theughter and apuse as I jumped into the water with them. ¡°Ten beers.¡± Griffin cheers. ¡°I¡¯lly them all out for you.¡± I sshed water onto his face and he grinned at me. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± Autumn shouts from the sand. ¡°You¡¯re supposed to wait for me!¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, sweetheart.¡± He apologizes. ¡°I had a bet to win with the guys.¡± She rolls her eyes. Willow walked out behind her, and Griffin whistled behind me. ¡°Asshole,¡± Atticus says as he taps him on his head. ¡°That¡¯s your brother¡¯s wife.¡± ¡°You may want to tell that to him,¡± Griffin replies. Dante isn¡¯t paying attention to either of them. He¡¯s watching her, actually watching her for the first time since Anya¡¯s death. He looks like he might need the ten beers more than I did. I don¡¯t get the chance to examine his reaction because soon enough, I¡¯m distracted when rissa walks out in a white bikini. On second thought, it looks like I¡¯ll be needing those ten beers. Chapter 136 Chapter 136 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 136 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°You¡¯re sure no one can see my tattoo?¡± I ask Autumn for the tenth time. She¡¯d made me ditch the cover-up. Apparently, she had the kind of makeup that was really good at concealing tattoos. I¡¯d checked the mirror several times on my own and didn¡¯t see anything to worry about. However, I was afraid it woulde off in the water. Autumn, however, promised me that I didn¡¯t have to worry. She said that it was waterproof. I had to hope that she knew what she was talking about. But so far, I knew I could trust Autumn. She never lets me down. But if the water, by some miracle, washes it off, I would be in plenty of trouble. There would be too many people around to hide it from. I was hoping that this would upset Damon. Since I walked freely without my coverup, he would be convinced that the tattoo was gone. I knew it would take something drastic like this to make Damon snap. I just had to hope that this n worked, unlike all others. Willow looked absolutely beautiful in the ck bikini Autumn had chosen for her. ording to her, it¡¯s the first time she¡¯s ever worn one. I felt sorry for Willow. She didn¡¯t have a normal life. Her mother and sister locked her up at home most of the time. She didn¡¯t have any friends; at least she had us now. My family was good at making someone like her feel weed and protected. I wanted to see Dante¡¯s reaction to her; I wanted to know if he felt anything at all toward her. However, the second I stepped closer to the ocean, the first person my eyes fell on was Damon. He was already looking at me; I felt a tingle in my skin at the longing in his gaze. I still couldn¡¯t believe what he¡¯d said to me earlier. He¡¯s never been that open with me before. He was always good at hiding his true feelings. Did my scent really have such a strong effect on him? How long has this been happening? Damon¡¯s eyes travel to my legs, and I know he¡¯s waiting for me to turn around. I¡¯m not going to make it that easy for him. ¡°You girls should make a bet,¡± Griffin tells us as we walk into the water. ¡°A bet?¡± Autumn asks him. ¡°Yes.¡± He answers her. ¡°Like the one Damon just lost. Now he has to drink ten beers as soon as we get out of this water.¡± Ten beers? ¡°I¡¯m good,¡± Autumn replies. ¡°I¡¯m just here to enjoy the water with my mate. Everyone else should partner with their husband.¡± ¡°Everyone else?¡± Griffin asks with a chuckle. ¡°That leaves Dante and Willow. What should the rest of us lonely people do?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you have a girlfriend?¡± Autumn asks him. ¡°You should have brought her.¡± Griffin sighs, ¡°Don¡¯t listen to the rumors, sis; I have no girlfriend. Not everyone is lucky like you to find the love of their life.¡± Autumn sighs and hugs Atticus, who can¡¯t wait to get his hands around her. I tried not to get caught looking at Damon, but there were times I couldn¡¯t help but nce at him. He wasn¡¯t looking at me like earlier, but I knew he wasn¡¯t exactly unbothered either. I could tell by his silence andck of attention to the conversation that his mind was far and it most likely had something to do with me. ¡°Willow,¡± Autumn says suddenly. ¡°Why don¡¯t you tell Dante more about yourself? Let him get to know you more.¡± We¡¯re all startled by the low growl that follows soon after from Dante. I didn¡¯t expect him to get so upset because of that. ¡°Willow doesn¡¯t have to do anything she doesn¡¯t want to.¡± He says. My eyes widen when he storms out of the water. ¡°Dante!¡± Atticus calls after him. ¡°We¡¯re all having fun; where the hell do you think you¡¯re going?¡± ¡°For another beer!¡± He shouts back, already close to the house. Well, that didn¡¯t go as nned. ¡°I¡¯ll join him for those ten beers,¡± Damon adds as he follows after him. I was disappointed to see him leave. I thought he would have stayed longer in the water since I was here. I wasn¡¯t even sure if he¡¯d gotten a good view of my a*s. ¡°Don¡¯t let my brother¡¯sck ofmunication bother you,¡± Griffin tells Willow, trying to cheer her up. She smiles, ¡°I won¡¯t.¡± It¡¯s the first time she¡¯s said anything since entering the water with us. Willow¡¯s voice was very soft and almost angelic. I loved hearing her speak. ¡°I think I¡¯m going to head to the shower,¡± I tell Autumn. ¡°I may join you again, but a littleter.¡± Autumn doesn¡¯t look happy, but she doesn¡¯t stop me either. I was d Atticus was keeping her company. I ran to the side of the house where there was an outdoor shower readily avable to help remove the unwanted sand from my body. I was tempted to walk into the house and taunt Damon some more, but I figured it was probably best to stay out here. Besides, Dante was with him. If I wanted him to think I was over him, I had to at least pretend that I didn¡¯t want to be near him every second that went by. I start the shower and position my body under the warm water. It felt good against the cool wind. I spent a few minutes just enjoying the water when something felt strange. I gasped when I realized someone was standing in front of me. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. When I opened my eyes, I was shocked to see that it was Damon with a beer in his hand. ¡°W-what are you doing here?¡± I ask him in surprise. I¡¯m not sure how to react to him here. Was he not afraid that someone woulde and see us standing this close together under the shower? The Damon in front of me didn¡¯t seem to care about anything but me right now. This Damon looked fearless and almost reckless. I¡¯m not sure how to feel about it. He leans into me and ces one finger under my chin, forcing me to look directly into his eyes. I blink against the water as I peer up at him. ¡°Why did you remove it?¡± It was one question, just one question, but it made my heart race like never before. Chapter 137 Chapter 137 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 137 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°Remove what?¡± I gasp. I couldn¡¯t believe this was happening right now. It felt like a dream, and this feels like the Damon I¡¯ve always craved. It felt too good to be true. ¡°The one thing on your body that made me the happiest man alive.¡± He growls. Did it really make him that happy? ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about.¡± I lie. I didn¡¯t want to assume he was speaking about the tattoo; I wanted to hear him admit it first. He breathes me in, ¡°You know exactly what I¡¯m talking about.¡± I tried to stop my heart from doing the inevitable, but I was losing all control because of his nearness. It had me confused and, quite frankly, stupid. ¡°My name.¡± He croaks in a pained whisper. What was he doing to me? His voice. The way he was looking at me. Everything was doing something strange to my body. I think he knew exactly what he was doing. This was intentional. ¡°Your name?¡± I gasp. ¡°What about it?¡± His hand travels up my thighs, and all the air is pushed out of my lungs from his unexpected touch. His hands are warm despite of how cold the night¡¯s air was. ¡°Why is it no longer on your beautiful body?¡± He finally asks the question I was waiting on. ¡°It¡¯s gone. Why is it gone?¡± I take a second to think about how I wanted to respond to his question. ¡°Because you didn¡¯t want it there, to begin with.¡± I remind him after finding my voice. He inhales sharply before cupping my cheek in his hand. ¡°I was a f*****g fool.¡± He whispers close to my ear. ¡°A fool that didn¡¯t realize his mistakes until it was too late. ¡°Yes, you were.¡± I agree. ¡°I wish it was still there.¡± He confesses. ¡°It meant more to me than you will ever know.¡± I felt a shiver down my spine at hearing him admit how much it meant to him. That¡¯s all I ever wanted to listen to him say. I always imagined this would be his reaction after finding out about it. Another reminder that this could just be a painful dream. If it was, I was afraid to wake up. ¡°Why did you get it?¡± He asks, rubbing his nose against the base of my neck. I swallow, ¡°Because I wanted to be as close to you as possible. Your name on my body made me feel like you were a part of me. Something I didn¡¯t think would ever be possible considering who you are to me.¡± ¡°I thought we were already close.¡± He tells me. ¡°Not as close as I wanted us to be,¡± I confess. ¡°And how close is that?¡± He asks, waiting for me to give him an answer. I don¡¯t know how to respond to that. I was finally getting a reaction out of him, and thest thing I wanted to do was to say something that would scare him. I gasped when his finger slid past my n****e. ¡°Is this close enough?¡± ¡°What a-are are you doing?¡± I stammer. ¡°I asked you.¡± He growls. ¡°Is this close enough?¡± I can barely think clearly to answer his question. But it wasn¡¯t close enough; it was never close enough. ¡°No.¡± I cry out when he pushes my bikini out of the way, and the cool air touches it. Thankfully, the water flowed above us, providing the extra warmth I needed. Soon enough, it didn¡¯t matter because Damon¡¯s face was inches from my breast. ¡°Is this close enough?¡± He asks as his warm breath brushes my exposed skin. ¡°No.¡± That was all I could say once more. Before I could say anything else, Damon¡¯s mouth quickly covered my n****e, closing over it, his lips gently on top of it, barely moving. He wasn¡¯t sucking; he wasn¡¯t doing anything; he just kept his mouth over it. What was he waiting on? And why did this feel so good? I think he¡¯s waiting for me. I think he¡¯s waiting for my permission to keep going. He wants to know if I¡¯m okay with this. After all, I was the one that told him things should return to normal between us. Right now, I don¡¯t care about any of that. Damon was finally showing me the attention I¡¯d always wanted from him. I can¡¯t stop myself as I bury my hands in his hair. I cry out when he finally begins to suck on my n****e in the gentlest way possible. He¡¯s cautious with my body, easing me into everything. Both of his hands are on my waist and traveling higher. Original from N?velDrama.Org. I gasp when he lifts me into the air and pushes me up against the wall while still having his mouth on my breast. He opens his mouth wider, taking more of it into his mouth. My eyes roll back into my head from the intense emotions that came with it. A sound inside the house forces us to break apart. Damon is breathing hard, almost like he¡¯s fighting for air. ¡°It¡¯s still there,¡± I say suddenly before I can stop myself. His forehead creases. ¡°What?¡± He didn¡¯t realize yet that I was speaking about the tattoo. ¡°I never removed it,¡± I say again. His eyes widen when it finally sinks in. ¡°What do you mean? I can¡¯t see it. You said you would get rid of it, and it¡¯s not on your body anymore.¡± ¡°Come to my room tonight,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯ll show you that it¡¯s still there.¡± I was used to sneaking into Damon¡¯s room. Now it was his chance to do the same. I don¡¯t say anything else as I turn and walk away from him. I give him a full view of my a*s; I¡¯m sure he¡¯s still confused about why he couldn¡¯t see the tattoo. I had to thank Autumn for her genius move. If I had worn the cover-up, Damon would have assumed the tattoo was still there. He was convinced it was gone because I¡¯d finally ditched the coverup. I inwardly smiled at my tiny victory. Just how far was Damon willing to go? Chapter 138 Chapter 138 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 138 ~DAMON~ I was losing my f*****g mind. rissa had left the group to go to her room for over an hour. I wanted to go to her so badly after what she¡¯d told me earlier, but my damn brothers weren¡¯t giving me an opportunity. The longer Atticus stayed here, the longer I¡¯d have to wait as well. I couldn¡¯t let him see me going after rissa; it would be too obvious. Still, I was restless. How could the tattoo still be there if I couldn¡¯t see it? The thought of it being there made me thrilled and excited. I wanted to see it again, and this time I wanted to appreciate it the proper way, like how it should have been done the first time. ¡°You¡¯re looking a little tense, brother.¡± Atticus points out. ¡°Have another beer.¡± I resisted the urge to growl. Of course, I was tense when I couldn¡¯t leave here even though I wanted to. I didn¡¯t want rissa to think that I¡¯d let her down yet again. The fact that she was waiting for me meant everything to me. I had hurt her too much in the past. I wasn¡¯t going to do it again. ¡°I¡¯m fine.¡± I lie. ¡°Hand me that beer.¡± I grab the bottle from his hand and take a sip. I didn¡¯t want to drink anymore. I¡¯d had enough already, and I wanted to remember every single detail about tonight. I also didn¡¯t want rissa to think that I was only acting this way because I was intoxicated. I wanted her to know that it was all me. ¡°I wish rissa didn¡¯t leave so early,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°We could have yed some more games together.¡± She wouldn¡¯t have left if she knew I would have taken this long to go after her. I take a look around the room, trying to distract myself. If I kept thinking about rissa, I would lose my mind before I even got to her. Dante was knocked out on the couch, and Willow looked like she wanted to cry while sitting on the sofa opposite him. ¡°Why did you guys let Dante drink so much?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°This was supposed to be his night to get to know his wife better. Now he¡¯s knocked out on the couch and probably dreaming about the girl whose name should not be mentioned.¡± ¡°What did we do?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°Sweetheart, you were the one who made it a little too obvious.¡± She narrows her eyes, ¡°did I?¡± Atticus senses the change in her mood, and he knows he¡¯s upsetting her. This was good; if Autumn were to walk out of the room with anger, he would follow her like a lost puppy. That was what I was counting on happening. ¡°Yes,¡± Atticus tells her. ¡°I had it all under control. He was listening to me. If you had let things happen naturally, he would have spoken to her and tried to learn more about her. However, you interfered with my n.¡± Autumn¡¯s eyes narrowed, and I think my brother had a little too many drinks. He didn¡¯t realize yet how upset she was with him. But soon enough, he would know. It was happening too slowly. ¡°Excuse me for trying to help your brother be happy.¡± She snaps as she storms out of the room. ¡°Fuck.¡± Atticus growls as he throws his beer onto the ground. ¡°I need to stay away from those things; I¡¯m saying s**t to my wife that I don¡¯t even mean.¡± I inwardly sigh when I watch him get up and walk after her. It was just me and Griffin left. And Willow, but she was too busy staring at an unconscious Dante. ¡°Watch them make up in literally seconds.¡± Griffin chuckles. ¡°To think Atticus never even knew he wanted Autumn when he first married her. I¡¯m hoping things could change like that for Dante. But only time will tell.¡± I sigh, ¡°What about you?¡± I ask him. ¡°Do you have any girl that you¡¯re interested in?¡± Heughs, ¡°Nope.¡± He says. ¡°And you? I¡¯m sure there¡¯s a girl that¡¯s giving you that lost longing looks in your eyes.¡± I pause, ¡°what do you mean?¡± He sighs, ¡°Don¡¯t try to lie to me. Everyone can tell there¡¯s someone you¡¯re interested in. We all thought it was Anya, but now that she¡¯s gone, the look in your eyes is still there. It means she¡¯s been someone else this entire time. You can trust me; I won¡¯t hunt her down and ask her about your rtionship.¡± My hand tightens on the beer. So it¡¯s not just Atticus that has noticed my strange behavior. However, Griffin didn¡¯t seem to know anything about rissa. That was a good sign. ¡°I¡¯m afraid you¡¯re wrong.¡± I lie to him. ¡°There¡¯s no one.¡± He sighs, ¡°Still not ready to tell me, I see.¡± He says as he rocks back in his chair. ¡°That¡¯s okay. I¡¯m here if you ever need some rtionship advice. I¡¯ve been told that I¡¯m good at those things. Just ask Autumn; ording to her, I¡¯ve been a great help to her and Atticus.¡± I¡¯m sure he was. I look over at Willow, and I can¡¯t help but feel sorry for her. She¡¯s been through plenty. ¡°Maybe you should talk to her,¡± I suggest to Griffin. ¡°You¡¯re good at talking to women; they always like you.¡± It was the truth. Autumn had easily trusted him when she¡¯d married into our family. He was good at making them feelfortable. He nods, ¡°she does look like she needs somepany.¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I waited until he walked over to her and started a conversation to finally get up from my chair. Finally, I could leave my spot to get to rissa. Would she be asleep by now? I was hoping that she wasn¡¯t. I was desperate to be near her again. I don¡¯t wait for another opportunity as I storm over to her room. I don¡¯t bother knocking as I barge into it. I¡¯m not prepared to see rissa utterly n***d on the f*****g bed. Motherfucker. Chapter 139 Chapter 139 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 139 ~CLARISSA~ I can feel Damon¡¯s eyes on me. I knew now that I¡¯d made the right decision by removing all my clothes. For a second, I was scared that he wouldn¡¯t have appeared. Then I figured that he was probably waiting on the right time to visit me. I knew he would be worried that Atticus would suspect us. And when I had left him by the table, everyone was already seated there with him. So I waited and waited and waited. And here he was, finally. I listen to his footsteps as he nears the bed. He¡¯s getting closer to me. I knew he could see the tattoo that was still clearly there. I¡¯d already removed all of the makeup, and it was visible once more. ¡°You were telling the truth.¡± He whispers hoarsely. ¡°How did you hide it?¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I spun onto my back so that my n***d body was in his full view. His eyes almost popped out of his head at finally seeing mepletely bare for him. There was nothing left for his imagination anymore; he could see it all in front of him. And this was the reaction I¡¯d only hoped for in the past. I wasn¡¯t giving him a chance to back out of this. If he wanted me, he had to take me now before it was toote. I was doing everything I could to make him snap, and it finally worked for me. I watch him visibly struggle to drag his gaze from my body to look at my face while he waits for me to answer his question. ¡°Makeup.¡± I finally say. ¡°Autumn hid it for me with waterproof makeup. It worked. Now I have a solution to the problem I¡¯ve had all these years. I don¡¯t know why I hadn¡¯t thought about it before.¡± ¡°Autumn?¡± He quirks a brow, and I realize that I just let it slip that Autumn knew about us. As far as I knew, he wasn¡¯t aware that Autumn had been helping me all along. Many of my ns were only made possible because of her. ¡°Forget I said that,¡± I mumble. I didn¡¯t want to drag her down with me. ¡°It¡¯s fine.¡± He assured me. ¡°I already figured Autumn knew everything. You two are too close for her not to know about your love life.¡± My love life? He knew all along? I guess Autumn and I haven¡¯t exactly been all that discrete. Even Atticus knew that we were keeping secrets from him. ¡°I¡¯m happy you didn¡¯t remove it.¡± He confesses. ¡°Very f*****g happy.¡± I could see the heat in his eyes, making my knees weak. I could feel my body begin to prepare itself for him. I was getting wet in ces that I wanted him to touch. He¡¯s never touched me there before. And today, I was hoping that he would. I wanted it so badly. He crosses the little distance between us. My heart rate elerates when he climbs onto the bed and positions himself above my body. ¡°Beautiful.¡± ¡°W-what?¡± I ask. ¡°You¡¯re so damn beautiful, rissa.¡± He whispers. ¡°You¡¯re perfect. Everything about you is just perfect. There¡¯s nothing about you that I¡¯ll ever want to change.¡± My breath gets stuck in my throat. Was I still dreaming? ¡°I¡¯ll dly do anything you want me to.¡± He whispers. ¡°It¡¯s not about what I want today,¡± I whisper back. ¡°I want to know what you want. Whatever it is that you want, show me today. I want to know that you want me. I want to know that you need me. I don¡¯t just want your words. I need to see your actions as proof.¡± His eyes sh dangerously, and for the first time, I see how desperately Damon wants me. It¡¯s the first time I could see straight through him so clearly, and I think he¡¯s letting me. ¡°I can¡¯t do that.¡± He groans. ¡°And why is that?¡± I demand. He wasn¡¯t about to take this from me again. I wouldn¡¯t let that happen. ¡°Because the things I want to do to you should be done at the right time.¡± He answers me, gazing into my eyes. My lips part, ¡°Now is the right time.¡± He shook his head, ¡°I never said I wouldn¡¯t start tonight. But I¡¯m not doing everything. You¡¯re not ready.¡± How could he say that? I¡¯ve been ready for him for a long time now. I soon forget about that when he dips his head and presses his lips against my neck. I buried my hands in his hair and pushed him tighter against me as he continued to trail kisses along my neck. ¡°I¡¯m not going to do anything that I don¡¯t think you¡¯re ready for rissa.¡± He tells me as he slowly moves his lips to my chest. I wanted his mouth on my breasts again. It was cut short before. I didn¡¯t get the chance to enjoy it for longer. I held my breath when he finally moved to my left n****e, he lightly blew on it and my back flew off the bed. He covers it without warning, and I can¡¯t help but moan. How was he so good at this? I can¡¯t help but rub my legs together. I wanted him down there, but he was doing everything but touching me there. Damon moves from my breast to my stomach, and all I can do is watch him as he moves. His hand on my thigh moves a little higher, closer to the spot I wanted him to touch. To my surprise, he spun me around so that his face was now above my a*s. Just when I thought he was finally going to touch me there. I bit down on my pillow when his lips touched the spot where his name was tattooed. He lightly traces it with his tongue, and I didn¡¯t think anything could feel this good. I¡¯m tempted to do it again to feel his tongue on another part of my body. I¡¯m not prepared for when he bites down on it. It¡¯s a gentle bite but yet it had me filled with so much need. ¡°Please don¡¯t ever take this away from me,¡± Damon begs as he worships my body. His mouth travels up my back until he suddenly stops. I spun around and was disappointed to see him moving to the door. ¡°Where are you going?¡± ¡°If I keep this up, I¡¯m going to do everything else that I want to do to your sweet body.¡± He tells me. ¡°Tomorrow. I¡¯ll meet you back here.¡± Tomorrow? Tomorrow would be ourst night at the beach house. I was afraid that he would change his mind when we returned home. I had to find a way to convince him that I was ready. Tomorrow. I would tease him so much that he had no choice but to give in to me. Chapter 140 Chapter 140 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 140 ~DAMON~ I was f*****g hard. Hard as stone. It was ufortable for me to sit still as I watched rissa purposefully walk around in a bikini in front of me. She knew what she was doing. She knew that she was taunting me, and she was f*****g enjoying it. The second I got her alone in her room tonight, I would pounce on her like a man starved for food. And she would be my only f*****g meal. Her body would be mine tonight. I still couldn¡¯t believe makeup was that good at hiding her tattoo. It still bothered me whenever I couldn¡¯t see it. I wanted her to be able to wear it proudly wherever she went. But that would mean other men would have a clear view of her a*s, and I didn¡¯t want that. I was conflicted. I didn¡¯t know what I actually wanted. My eyes narrow when she intentionally drops a cup onto the ground. She winks at me, f*****g winks at me. She wouldn¡¯t f*****g dare do what I thought she was going to. My hands tightened on the ss as I watched her bend down to pick it up. She lingers on the ground, still bent over, and I almostpletely lose my mind when she touches her breast right there in front of everyone. I m my fists onto the table to bring all attention to me, making sure that no one sees the show she is giving to me. The wine bottle next to me flips and spills all over us. ¡°What the f**k, Damon!¡± Dante growls. ¡°Why the hell did you just do that?¡± I ignore him, rissa is already walking out of the room, and I mutter a few silent curses. Why was she so good at teasing me? I couldn¡¯t stand up right away. If I did, it would be clear how aroused I was. The pants I wore weren¡¯t enough to hide my need for her. And so, I sat down with my hard d**k and continued to y cards with my brothers. Still, I couldn¡¯t get her out of my head. Every time someone walked into the room, I kept hoping that it was her. She had me wrapped around her tiny little finger. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ¡°Damon is usually good at this game, yet he¡¯s losing more than anyone else,¡± Griffin notes. ¡°Why are you so distracted?¡± ¡°I¡¯m just bored.¡± I lie. ¡°Everything is too peaceful for him.¡± Atticus points out. ¡°He needs to have some chaos in his life for him to have some fun.¡± I re at him. ¡°Let¡¯s y again; I know how to shut you up.¡± However, soon after, rissa walks right back into the room, distracting me yet again. Was she purposefully making me lose? Did she make some kind of deal with Autumn? Why the hell was she doing this to me? I breathed a sigh of relief when she finally returned and took a seat right next to me. She was doing everything to make this difficult for me. I didn¡¯t mind as long as she stayed close to me. ¡°I¡¯m going for a swim,¡± Griffin says, removing his shirt. ¡°After this fool spilled wine over us, we all should.¡± ¡°I agree,¡± Dante says as he joins him in removing his shirt. Atticus grabs the wine bottle and throws Autumn over his shoulder. I was happy when they all got up and left, allowing me to be alone with rissa again. Everyone was too busy having fun to be concerned about the two of us. She attempts to go with them, but I grab her waist and pull her over me. ¡°Where do you think you¡¯re going?¡± I growl against her ear. She gasps as she feels my arousal beneath her tiny body. ¡°You did this. You teased me and awoke this part of me. You don¡¯t get to leave just like that.¡± ¡°Damon.¡± She gasps. ¡°Anyone can walk in and see us.¡± I knew it was true, I understood how risky this was, but for some reason, I couldn¡¯t bring myself to care anymore. My fear of someone finding out about us has kept me from doing things that made me happy; I wasn¡¯t going to make the same mistake twice. ¡°Damon.¡± She tries to push me away. ¡°Someone could see us.¡± I ignore her as I bury my mouth in her neck. She smelled f*****g fantastic, as always. I use my hands on her hips to grind her against my d**k. I groan at how good it feels to have her on top of me. rissa moaned when I gently bit her earlobe. I wanted to sink my d**k inside her p***y, but I knew I had to wait. I couldn¡¯t rush this. I had to make sure rissa was ready for me. I wanted to make this as memorable and pleasurable for her as possible. She deserved only the best, and I was prepared to give it to her. I growl when she sticks her hand into my pants and gently rubs my aching d**k. The damn thing jumped at her soft touch. It was the first time she touched me there and f**k me; it was almost too much for me to take. ¡°You want me.¡± She whimpers. ¡°I want you,¡± I repeat. ¡°Then take me.¡± She begs. ¡°I¡¯m yours. It¡¯s so easy to get it inside me. I¡¯m wet and achy for you, Damon. Put it inside me.¡± Her sweet cries were enough to make me bend her over and slip it inside, but I knew I had to have control. I couldn¡¯t let it get to my head. I had to think about her first. ¡°You¡¯re not ready yet,¡± I whisper. ¡°Be patient.¡± She grabs my hand and pushes it into her bikini bottoms. I freeze. ¡°Fuck.¡± I¡¯ve been avoiding touching her there because I knew I wouldn¡¯t be able to stop myself the moment that I did. It was much softer than I imagined it to be. She pushed my hand lower, and all thoughts flew out of my head when I touched her opening. It was dripping wet, and she hadn¡¯t even touched the beach yet for the day. Where the hell was I supposed to get the strength to resist this? She rubbed her p***y against my hand, and I could feel her juices spilling all over me. If she kept this up, I would blow in my f*****g pants. ¡°rissa,¡± I growl. ¡°Stop. Now.¡± ¡°No.¡± She cries out as her o****m nears. I knew it was near; I could tell by her faster breaths and how she thrashed against me. ¡°I want this. I want you.¡± I wanted her also. Damn it. I was dying to be inside of her. But it couldn¡¯t happen now, not here. I wouldn¡¯t let it happen. I force my hands out of her bikini and lift her off me. ¡°Not yet,¡± I repeat. Her eyes shed with annoyance, and I couldn¡¯t stop myself as I pushed a finger into my mouth and tasted her. I close my eyes as her taste fills my mouth. f**k! Chapter 141 Chapter 141 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 141 ~CLARISSA~ I watch Damon as he continues to suck on his fingers, tasting me. It was the sexiest thing I¡¯d ever seen in my life. His eyes were closed, and it looked like he was enjoying it. I was angry that he wasn¡¯t giving me what I wanted but seeing him do this has definitely dampened my anger. I attempted to get closer to him, but I heard Dante and Atticus talking,ing closer. Damon¡¯s eyes shed open at their voices, and I almost fell on my a*s after seeing the darkness and need in his eyes. I knew it wouldn¡¯t be long before Damon lost all control. He was hanging on by a thin thread. It would soon burst, and when that happened, I had to be ready to ept him, or he would me himself for rushing into it. Damon turns around and storms out of the front door before Atticus can see us in here all alone. ¡°rissa!¡± He says the second he walks back into the house and sees me. ¡°Why are you here all alone? Get into the water; I will get the beach ball.¡± I¡¯m d he didn¡¯t realize how flustered I was. He probably would have been more concerned if Damon was still inside with me. ¡°And where is Damon?¡± Dante asks. ¡°We¡¯re all waiting for him to join.¡± Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°He said something about going to the toilet.¡± I lie. Before they can ask any more questions, I¡¯m already out of the door. I was d to see Dante in a better mood today, however. He was actually smiling, and he hadn¡¯t smiled since Anya died. He wasn¡¯t exactly smiling at Willow, but a smile was still good, even if it wasn¡¯t directed at her. I jumped into the water with Autumn and Willow right next to me. ¡°Finally,¡± Autumn says. ¡°I was worried that you wouldn¡¯t ever join the rest of us.¡± I hug her, and she is still in my arms. ¡°Thank you,¡± I whisper into her ear. ¡°For what?¡± She asks, confused. I hadn¡¯t told her what had happened between Damon and mest night or this morning. I never got the chance to say to her Atticus was always by her side. ¡°Your n worked,¡± I inform her. ¡°He¡¯s getting closer to me. He¡¯s finally giving me what I want.¡± Not everything but it still made me happy. My body still tingled from his touches and kisses. And tonight, I couldn¡¯t wait for more. She chuckles, ¡°You¡¯re very wee. As soon as we get some time alone, you must give me all the details without leaving anything out.¡± ¡°Wow, wow, wow,¡± Griffin says as he sees us still hugging. ¡°I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening here, but I love it.¡± Autumn rolls her eyes and throws water onto him. ¡°Keep your dirty thoughts to yourself.¡± He grins, ¡°I¡¯m afraid that¡¯s not something I can easily do.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t have my wife to myself because of you,¡± Atticus says in an annoyed tone. ¡°She talks about you more than anyone else.¡± ¡°What can I say? I¡¯m more interesting than you are.¡± I tease him. ¡°The only problem is that she chooses what to tell me about you.¡± He adds. ¡°And conveniently leaves things out.¡± Autumn¡¯s cheeks are red at his words. I¡¯m also a little caught off-guard. I didn¡¯t know how to respond to that because there was still plenty that we were keeping from him. And it stayed that way for as long as possible. ¡°What¡¯s the conversation about?¡± Damon asks as he joins us. ¡°The secrets my wife has been keeping about rissa,¡± Atticus answers him without a second thought. Damon pauses for a split second before acting unbothered. ¡°Can we talk about something else?¡± Autumn asks him. ¡°We¡¯ve been over this already.¡± ¡°I hope you don¡¯t get upset with me when I start keeping secrets from you.¡± He growls before throwing the beach ball into Dante¡¯s face. He pelts it right back, and Atticus catches it with ease. Damon was the next one to catch it before throwing it toward Griffin. ¡°Aren¡¯t the girls allowed to y also?¡± Autumn asks. ¡°Are we just supposed to watch?¡± We spent an hour ying against each other in the water before we all decided to take a break. ¡°Willow is loosening up a little bit,¡± Autumn whispers as we walk into the kitchen. ¡°That¡¯s good.¡± ¡°Dante is also,¡± I tell her. ¡°He isn¡¯t back to normal, but I saw him smile earlier.¡± She sighs, ¡°If only we¡¯d taken a longer vacation. Two days are not enough to help them get closer to each other.¡± I agreed with her. Two days were not enough. It wasn¡¯t even enough for Damon and me. I wished I had more time with him. I was enjoying teasing him while everyone else remained preupied. Besides, our family needed this afterst week. It was probably one of the worst times for us besides when grandmother died. ¡°There are more articles about Willow,¡± Autumn snarls. ¡°Why can¡¯t they just leave her alone? It¡¯s so unfair what they¡¯re saying about her. It¡¯s not her fault that Dante married her. This was what Anya wanted, and no one seems to care about that.¡± ¡°They think we¡¯re lying.¡± I say. ¡°They don¡¯t seem to understand why Anya would want her sister to marry Dante.¡± ¡°They¡¯re all forgetting that Anya was nning to marry Damon. Why should they care if her sister married Dante?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°Somehow it was okay when Anya was with all three Fawn brothers but when her sister marries one of them, it¡¯s wrong.¡± I also didn¡¯t understand how their minds worked. ¡°It¡¯s because they don¡¯t know the truth about Anya.¡± I point out. She sighs, ¡°and they will never know the truth. Not when both Dante and Willow want it all to stay a secret.¡± We both stop talking when Willow walks into the kitchen, looking for us. ¡°Do you need my help with anything?¡± She asks sweetly. ¡°No.¡± I assure her. ¡°I hope you¡¯re enjoying our mini-vacation.¡± She smiles but it looks totally fake. ¡°I am.¡± I knew it was a lie and Autumn knew as well when she turns and gives me a knowing look. I didn¡¯t know what else to do to make this easier for her. When Damon walks in and looks me up and down, all thoughts flew out of my head. Tonight. I couldn¡¯t wait. Chapter 142 Chapter 142 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 142 ~CLARISSA~ I¡¯m restless and impatient. Atticus has Damon caught up in a card game with the others, and he isn¡¯t getting a chance toe to my room. I¡¯ve been in and out of my room for two hours so far, and each time I could feel his eyes on me. He knows I¡¯m waiting on him. I can sense his impatience, but he has to hold it in front of everyone else. I could feel his eyes following me as I walked into the kitchen and then out of it. ¡°Where the hell is your head at?¡± Dante asks. ¡°You¡¯re causing us to lose this game.¡± Damon growls and buries his hand in his hair; he looks like he wants to pull the strands out. ¡°I¡¯m bored. Why are we even ying this again?¡± He wasn¡¯t bored. He wanted toe to me. I walked back to my room and f****d myself to stay there until he was ready for me. I got out of my clothes once more. I loved his reactionst night to seeing me n***d, and I wanted to do the same to him tonight. Iy on my back, looking at the stars in the ceiling. How much longer would I have to wait? I didn¡¯t think there would ever be a day when I would wait n***d in my bed for Damon toe for me. I let out a little giggle at the thought of it. Everything that I wanted was finallying true. And it wasn¡¯t a dream. This was my reality. When the door finally opens, I quickly look up and feel relief flow throughout my body when I find Damon in front of me. He quickly locks the door before moving towards the bed. I gasp when he lifts my body off the sheets and covers my mouth with his. I wrap my arms around his neck and straddle his hips. Damon groans into my mouth, and I can feel how much he wants me between my legs. I gasp when he grabs my hips and purposefully rubs me up and down his body while still kissing me. I was growing increasingly wet, and the proof rubbed onto his pants and bare chest. ¡°Fuck.¡± He hissed before throwing me onto the bed and climbing over me. ¡°It¡¯s ourst night here,¡± I whisper. ¡°Why can¡¯t you give me what I want?¡± He gently rubs my cheek with his thumb finger. ¡°Because I want to make this as special for you as possible.¡± ¡°Anything with you is special,¡± I assure him. ¡°I want you now, Damon. I don¡¯t want to wait any longer.¡± I stop talking when he uses his hand to spread my legs wide. My a*s flies off the bed when his finger sinks into my p***y without warning. I could feel it squeezing him, asking for more. Damon presses his head against my forehead, and I can see the look of pain on his face as he tries his best to hold back. ¡°I¡¯ve never felt anything like this before. You feel so damn good, rissa. How could I have stayed away from you for so long?¡± Even I wanted to know the answer to that question. Why did he take this long to be this close to me? ¡°Damon!¡± I cry out as he pulls his finger out, only to push it back in, this time deeper than before. ¡°rissa.¡± He groans as he keeps repeating the motion, each time getting deeper inside me. Even though this felt amazing, it still wasn¡¯t enough. It still wasn¡¯t what I needed. Original from N?velDrama.Org. Damon covers my breast with his mouth, taking it against his tongue. My lips part, and it¡¯s hard not to scream when he¡¯s bringing me so much pleasure. I can¡¯t hold it in anymore, and I think Damon realizes it because he covers my mouth with his hand to stop me from screaming. I bite his fingers to prevent myself from bringing attention to us. Everyone was still awake; they would easily hear me. Thest thing I wanted was for everyone to barge into my room because they listened to my screams of pleasure. Damon uses both hands to spread my legs even wider as he travels down my body. He covers my scream with his hand the second his tongue dips into my opening. I couldn¡¯t help but thrash against him as he continued to practically lick and suck on my p***y. My eyes rolled back into my head at the pleasure he was bringing to me. ¡°Damon.¡± I cry. ¡°Please, please.¡± I was begging him for something, and even I didn¡¯t know what it was. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes, the good kind. When he finally lifted his head, his entire mouth was wet with my juices. My lips are parted as he finally moves his hand from over my mouth. He slips his finger back into me without warning, and I gasp at how sensitive it feels. ¡°Please, Damon,¡± I beg. ¡°Please. I¡¯m ready. I can¡¯t wait any longer. I can¡¯t.¡± I can see the struggle on his face, he was losing the battle and he knew it. He pulls his finger out suddenly and covers my mouth with his. I held onto him as he continued to kiss me with so much passion that I almost fainted. I whimper when he pulls away from me and heads for the door. This is exactly what he didst night. He kept running from me even though I could see how aroused he was. He could barely walk with how big he¡¯d grown. Why couldn¡¯t he make us both happy and give us what we needed? ¡°Why are you leaving?¡± I demand. He can¡¯t leave without finishing what he started! ¡°I¡¯ll know when you¡¯re ready.¡± Was all he said before storming out of my room. I fell back against my bed unhappily. He kept giving me pleasure and then rudely taking it all away. I¡¯d failed in getting all of him tonight. But luckily for me, we both lived in the same house. This meant as long as Atticus wasn¡¯t keeping an eye on us, I could get him alone. I wasn¡¯t letting him get away from me. I wasn¡¯t going to let the next opportunity pass. One way or another, Damon would be inside of me. Chapter 143 Chapter 143 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 143 ~CLARISSA~ I frustratingly packed my bags with the aching feeling between my legs. I wanted more, and Damon wasn¡¯t giving it to me. I shut the door as I met everyone outside. It was time to leave. It was midnight, and we had to get home soon since we had sses tomorrow. If we didn¡¯t, we could have stayed an extra night. ¡°Are we sticking to the same arrangement as before?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°You cane with us if you want, rissa.¡± I bite down hard on my lip. I wanted to head back with Damon, but I also wanted to teach him a lesson for not giving me what I wanted. He was ying with my emotions and I didn¡¯t like it. ¡°If that¡¯s what you want, sure.¡± I smile at Atticus. I could feel Damon¡¯s gaze digging into my back. He was angry that I had epted Atticus¡¯s invitation. Even though I was doing this to upset him, I knew that it would bother me as well. We could have gotten more alone time in his jeep. I move that thought out of my head. I had to stick with my n. Whenever I made Damon wait, he always got more desperate for me. This would work in my favor; I had to suck in all the pain. The drive home was a boring one, and without realizing it, I¡¯d fallen asleep. The next time I woke up, it was already morning, and time to get dressed for the academy. Apparently, all of Damon¡¯s attention had drained me of my energy. I couldn¡¯t remember thest time I¡¯d slept so well. I quickly put on a pair of jeans and a top and opened my room door, only to find Damon waiting for me. I didn¡¯t have time to prepare as he mmed his lips against mine. I gasp against his mouth. My mouth opens in surprise and he uses that to his advantage and he sticks his tongue in. I moan as he grabs my waist and pulls me tighter against him. He breaks the kiss a few secondster. ¡°You left mest night.¡± ¡°Because you didn¡¯t give me what I wanted,¡± I tell him. I stop talking when his lips touch the spot beneath my ear. It¡¯s a soft kiss, but it travels throughout my body. ¡°Who carried me to my roomst night?¡± I manage to ask despite the pounding of my heart. I wasn¡¯t aware of anything that had happened while I was asleep. ¡°I wanted to.¡± He growls. ¡°But f*****g Atticus beat me to it. I couldn¡¯t do anything but watch. If I tried to make a problem about it, he would have suspected us even more.¡± I fought against a smile at his apparent frustration since Atticus was the one who had carried me to my roomst night. ¡°I¡¯m tired of this.¡± He sighs. ¡°I want to be able to kiss you in the open. I want to be able to tell everyone that you¡¯re mine.¡± I gasped, unsure if I¡¯d heard him correctly. He wanted to tell everyone that I was his? He gently kisses my forehead before pushing away from me. ¡°I¡¯ll see you in the jeep.¡± I watched him walk away as I fell back against the wall. I didn¡¯t know how to react to Damon so openly expressing his feelings. It made me all nervous and giddy inside. . . . . . . . ~DAMON~ I couldn¡¯t hold it back much longer. rissa was using all of the tricks in the books to make me give her what she was asking for. She may think I was unfair, but she had no idea how much harder this was for me. Denying her what she wanted was costing me everything. She didn¡¯t realize how painful it was for me not to be inside of her, especially when she was begging me for it. Saying no to her was never f*****g easy for me. Even now, all I could think about was burying my d**k inside her tight p***y. And f**k, it was so tight; yesterday it squeezed the life out of my finger. I could still feel her walls around it, stretching and pulling. I groan as I cover my face with my hand. We would be returning to the academy today, and I would have no choice but to keep my hands to myself when it¡¯s thest thing I want to do. I would be f****d to watch her from a distance while dreaming of taking her in every way possible. rissa would be the f*****g death of me. I knew her well; she would use this opportunity to t*****e me for not taking her virginity. And she was a virgin; she saved herself for me. Every time I thought about it, my heart filled with pride. She had never mentioned it to me, but I knew it was true. I was so involved in her life that I knew there had never been another man but me in her life. This is why I wanted to make it as special as possible for her. I didn¡¯t want to rush things. I wanted to give her a chance to enjoy all of the pleasures I could bring to her body. I wanted to take it one step at a time. rissa was bing impatient, and I didn¡¯t me her. I felt even worse than she did. I wouldn¡¯t keep her waiting much longer. ¡°You look like you didn¡¯t get any sleepst night.¡± My mother says as she examines my face. ¡°Is something bothering you, Damon?¡± I swallow. Yes, mother. Somebody was bothering me. The once innocent girl that you adopted and brought home to t*****e me every damn day of my life. If she could read my mind, I would be screwed. ¡°It¡¯s nothing.¡± I lie. ¡°We just got hometest night, and I didn¡¯t feel like sleeping. Had too much to drink.¡± She sighs and kisses me on my cheek. ¡°I was worried that you were still affected by Anya¡¯s death like your brother. I¡¯m very worried about Dante. He didn¡¯t just lose Anya, but he married her sister because she asked him to. Did you discover why he¡¯s getting these random bruises on certain days?¡± I shook my head. ¡°Atticus tried finding out, but he doesn¡¯t want to talk to us about it.¡± She nods, ¡°I¡¯ll talk to him.¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. I say goodbye to her and head down to the jeep where I¡¯d told rissa to meet me. Now I had to prepare myself for the t*****e toe. Chapter 144 Chapter 144 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 144 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°I can¡¯t believe so much happened,¡± Autumn says as she tries to contain her excitement. ¡°I knew it. I always knew how crazy he was about you. He¡¯s finally showing you his true feelings, and I¡¯m so happy for you. It took him a long time to finally admit it but at least he¡¯s finallying around.¡± We were in the cafeteria, getting lunch. I wanted to be happy, but there were still a few things that were bothering me. One of them was the fact that he¡¯d kissed Anya right after he¡¯d told Atticus that he wanted to stop the wedding. There were still missing nks that I wanted Damon to fill in. However, I didn¡¯t want anything to spoil what we had going on right now. I wanted to enjoy it as much as possible before things blew up in our faces. I knew we couldn¡¯t keep this a secret for the rest of our lives. Eventually, our family would have to see the truth about us. I knew they wouldn¡¯t take the news well, but it had to be done. I wasn¡¯t willing to end things with Damon, and I knew now that he felt the same way. He wasn¡¯t being a coward anymore; he was doing what he always wanted to do. This was just the beginning for us. Things would only get worse from now on. Before that happened, I wanted to enjoy my time with him. ¡°How do you think everyone will react when they discover the truth?¡± I ask Autumn. ¡°I¡¯m terrified.¡± Autumn looks worried at my question, ¡°I can¡¯t say, but I know it would not be easy. Atticus already looks pissed anytime he thinks about you and Damon. He doesn¡¯t know for sure, and that¡¯s why he¡¯s calm for now, but when he confirms it, I¡¯m worried about what he might do.¡± I was also most terrified of Atticus¡¯s reaction. Griffin was yful and wouldn¡¯t react the way that Atticus would. And then there was Dante; he would be angry that Damon had never loved Anya to begin with. He would be upset that the entire time Damon was with her, he truly wanted to be with me. ¡°Don¡¯t worry about any of this,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°You¡¯ve been through enough already. This is your chance to rx and enjoy your time with Damon. When you¡¯re both ready, you cane forward and let everyone else know the truth.¡± We stop talking when Atticus, Dante, and Willow join us at the table. ¡°We¡¯rete for ss,¡± Atticus says as he looks at the time. Ourst ss for the day. Thankfully, this was one of the only sses I had with Damon. But it was also a ss that I had with Atticus, which meant that we couldn¡¯t give him any reason to suspect us. However, it was difficult to keep my hands to myself when Damon was around. He¡¯s already waiting for us when we walk into the ssroom. I¡¯m surprised he didn¡¯t walk me to ss like he usually did. Probably because he knew Atticus and Autumn would be with me as well. He pulls the chair out that was next to his table and I quickly sat down. ¡°What about us?¡± Atticus asks him. ¡°You couldn¡¯t save a seat for your brother?¡± Damon ignores him and takes his seat next to me. I gasp when his hand touches my thigh. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I whisper. ¡°Atticus is in this ss with us. What if he sees?¡± ¡°I miss you,¡± Damon whispers, ignoring my question. My heart jumped at his confession. Does he really miss me? ¡°What took you so long?¡± He asks. ¡°You¡¯rete to ss.¡± N?velDrama.Org holds ? this. ¡°I got carried away while speaking to Autumn,¡± I exin to him. ¡°I thought you would have walked me to ss like usual.¡± ¡°I got caught up.¡± He growls. ¡°And I also knew that if I came for you, I wouldn¡¯t be able to keep my hands off you. I couldn¡¯t take that risk knowing that you were with Atticus.¡± I had to control my heart; at this rate, it would explode with love for Damon. ¡°We should stop talking about this here.¡± I remind him. ¡°It¡¯s not just the two of us.¡± Even though everyone was caught up in their own conversations, I didn¡¯t want to take that chance. Since when did Damon be so careless? I¡¯m the one more concerned about someone finding out about us between the two of us; that was very unusual. It¡¯s like we¡¯d switched roles. He¡¯s about to respond when Kevin walks up to me and hands me a rose. Kevin was a guy from one of my previous sses. He¡¯s barely ever spoken to me before. Why was he giving me a rose? ¡°Why are you giving this to me?¡± I ask him, confused. He¡¯s never shown any interest in me whatsoever. It made no sense. ¡°I bought it for you.¡± He answers me. ¡°I was wondering if you would let me take you on a date.¡± I gape at him, surprised that he would ask me such a thing in front of Damon. Everyone was usually too scared to ever approach me in front of him. What the hell had possessed him? Damon was already possessive when there was nothing going on between us; I couldn¡¯t imagine how worse he¡¯d gotten now that there was something between us. I can feel the tension in the air increase. Damon red at him like he was ready to rip his head out of his body. How could he still stand there after Damon gave him such a murderous look? As far as I knew, Kevin was a coward. He stayed away from fights. Damon let out a low growl, and my stomach churned with fear. I look behind us to see Atticus looking at him. He was waiting to see his reaction. No. I had to stop Damon before he overreacted. I couldn¡¯t let him show too much emotion, or that will confirm everything for Atticus. I had to act fast. Chapter 145 Chapter 145 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 145 ~ATTICUS~ I watch quietly, waiting for Damon to make a scene. I¡¯d paid Kevin plenty of money to give that rose to rissa and ask her out. I knew that no one in their right mind would ever pursue her while we were around. That¡¯s why I stepped in and used cash to help me. I¡¯ve been suspecting Damon and rissa for some time now. Damon didn¡¯t want to admit to anything, and I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. However, I couldn¡¯t deny what my eyes were seeing. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. Something was going on between the two of them. They weren¡¯t exactly good at hiding. Yesterday, at the beach house, I noticed Damon couldn¡¯t stop staring at her. I also noticed that she left around the same time on both nights, and it made Damon impatient each time. He stopped paying attention to anything before him as long as she¡¯d left the room. I still wanted to believe that I was wrong. I tried to think that nothing was happening between them. After all, it made me feel sick to my stomach thinking of Damon with someone who¡¯s supposed to be our sister. He should know better. Even if rissa didn¡¯t know, Damon should have had some self-control. rissa looks at me, and I see the fear in her eyes. It¡¯s another reason for me to think that this was genuinely happening. They were possibly sneaking around behind all of our backs. f*****g hell. This couldn¡¯t be happening. Please don¡¯t be true. Please don¡¯t be f*****g true. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Autumn asks me. ¡°You seem a little tensed.¡± I couldn¡¯t tell her what I¡¯d done. Autumn was lying to me. My mate was lying to me because of my sister. She was keeping secrets for rissa. If I told her what I was up to, she would no doubt warn rissa and possibly Damon. I had to catch them in the act. I had to do it so that they could not deny the truth to me. If it were true, if it turned out that something was going on between them, I would have to stop it. It just wasn¡¯t possible for anything to happen between them. It was wrong. Very wrong. ¡°Atticus?¡± Autumn tries again. ¡°I¡¯m trying to figure out why Kevin is giving a rose to rissa.¡± I lie. ¡°I never knew that he liked her.¡± Autumn follows my gaze, and she gasps in surprise. Even she seemed worried. My eyes don¡¯t ever leave Damon. I heard his low growl; I think everyone heard it. Thankfully, the professor was alsote to ss, allowing me to pull this off. I watch as rissa ces her hand on his shoulder, trying to calm him down. She whispers something to him, and he turns to look at me. I close my eyes when he looks away. He would pretend to be calm so I didn¡¯t suspect them. Autumn ces her hand on my arm. ¡°Atticus. Something is wrong. Please talk to me.¡± ¡°Why should I talk to you when you¡¯ve been keeping so many secrets from me?¡± I ask her. I didn¡¯t mean tosh out at her. I wasn¡¯t angry with Autumn. I was mad at Damon. He was the one I wanted tosh out at. He was the one that had some f*****g exining to do. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± She demands. ¡°Are you still angry about that thing with Anya? I told you I was sorry.¡± She continued to lie to me. She knew that wasn¡¯t the only lie she¡¯d told me. She knows. I never knew my mate was this connected to rissa. She would even lie to me to protect her? It¡¯s not like I would ever hurt her, to begin with, but Damon, on the other hand, I couldn¡¯t promise not to hurt him if any of this turned out to be true. He wasn¡¯t a child. He knew it would be wrong to have inappropriate rtions with rissa even though she was adopted. She was still our sister, for crying out loud! I open my eyes and watch Damon struggle to control his emotions. It must be killing him inside. I know he really wants to grab Kevin by his neck. His hands dug into his jeans, and it was bing harder for him to control himself. ¡°Damon seems a little tensed, don¡¯t you think?¡± I ask Autumn, waiting for her reaction. ¡°What?¡± She demands. ¡°We were discussing a different topic; why are you suddenly bringing up Damon?¡± I shrug my shoulders, ¡°it¡¯s just weird to me. Kevin seems like a good guy. He isn¡¯t a yer. Why is Damon so upset that he¡¯s giving a rose to rissa?¡± It was true. Kevin wasn¡¯t a yer. He wasn¡¯t a bad person. He was even the professor¡¯s favorite with how well he performed in sses. Damon shouldn¡¯t have any problem with it unless he wanted rissa for himself. I watch as rissa turns him down and tells him she isn¡¯t interested. I got up from my seat and walked over to them despite Autumn¡¯s disapproval. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask them. ¡°Nothing,¡± Kevin answers me. ¡°I¡¯m just asking rissa to go on a date with me, but she doesn¡¯t seem interested.¡± ¡°Kevin is a good guy, rissa.¡± I try to tell her, stirring up trouble. I wanted to see Damon¡¯s true feelings. I didn¡¯t want him to hide them from me anymore. ¡°I¡¯m not interested.¡± She tells me. ¡°I can¡¯t ept this rose.¡± I nod, ¡°it just seems you haven¡¯t been on a date once. He can show you how nice it could be if you give him a chance.¡± ¡°She said she doesn¡¯t f*****g want to date him.¡± Damon growls, and I quirk a brow at him. ¡°I was speaking to rissa,¡± I tell him. ¡°What does it have to do with you?¡± Damon gets up from his seat and res at me. I fold my arms and remain calm. So it was true. This was not good. Not f*****g good at all. Chapter 146 Chapter 146 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 146 C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org ~DAMON~ My brother was asking for a f*****g death wish. Why was he insisting that rissa go on a date with Kevin? The Atticus I knew would never force her to do anything she didn¡¯t want to do. Which meant there must be another reason. Maybe this was a test for me. Perhaps he still didn¡¯t believe me when I said nothing was happening between rissa and me. I didn¡¯t f*****g care if this was a test. I was not letting rissa go on a date with f*****g Kevin. If Atticus kept insisting on this, we would have a severe problem. I¡¯m a few seconds away from grabbing Kevin by his shirt and pulling him outside with me. rissa stands up from her seat and tries calming us down. Autumn runs over to Atticus and grabs his arm. ¡°What are you doing?¡± She demands. ¡°Everyone¡¯s looking. We don¡¯t need to draw any more attention to our family.¡± Atticus takes a deep breath and tells Kevin to leave. Good. He then looks over at me as if to say this wasn¡¯t over. ¡°Something¡¯s wrong,¡± rissa whispers when we finally took our seats. ¡°I think Atticus knows about us.¡± My jaw clenched; I also thought the same. However, I didn¡¯t want rissa to worry about this. ¡°I¡¯m sure that¡¯s not the case.¡± I lie. I had to keep her calm. She¡¯s been through enough; whatever happened next, I wanted to shield her from it all. ¡°I just got you.¡± She whispers with tears in her eyes. ¡°I don¡¯t want anything to separate us.¡± A low growl forms in the back of my throat while seeing a tear roll down her cheek. I didn¡¯t care that Atticus was still watching us when I leaned forward and wiped it away with my thumb finger. ¡°That¡¯s not going to happen,¡± I promise her. ¡°I¡¯ll ensure that nothing and no onees between us again.¡± She nods and tries topose herself; we aren¡¯t alone. There were too many people around us. I ran a hand through my hair as my mind raced with ways to get us out of this situation. How did I make rissa mine without everyoneing for us? This was the reason I tried to avoid anything happening between us since the beginning. I knew things would eventually turn into a disaster. Now that I¡¯ve tasted what it was like to be with rissa, I never wanted to lose her. It was hard in the past; now, it is even harder. I could never let her go. I instead would rather die than let go of her. She was mine. Mine. It made me even happier that she¡¯s always wanted to be mine since the start. When the professor enters the ssroom, everyone gets quiet after he insists. I lean back in my chair and look over at Atticus. The bastard is still ring at me. He f*****g knows. There¡¯s no question in my mind anymore. It was only a matter of time before he confronted me about it. I couldn¡¯t t have rissa around when he asked me about her. There was no use hiding it anymore; I had toe clean with everyone. My entire family had to know that I was in love with rissa. How could I get rissa out of the house without her suspecting anything? She looks at me again, and I know she¡¯s trying to figure out what I was thinking about. I couldn¡¯t show her how worried I was. I mask my genuine emotions and smile at her. ¡°I want to take you somewhere nice,¡± I tell her. ¡°But I need you to go there and wait for me first.¡± I was making things up along the way. I didn¡¯t have a ce in mind yet. While I did want to do something special for rissa, it was not supposed to happen today. ¡°Somewhere nice?¡± She asks with a sparkle in her eyes. I hated lying to her, but I loved seeing the excitement on her face. She looked extra beautiful when she smiled. ¡°Mhm,¡± I murmur. ¡°Why will I have to wait for you?¡± She asks. ¡°Can¡¯t we just go together?¡± I held onto the edge of the desk, squeezing it. Atticus hadn¡¯t stopped looking at us, and I could feel his death stare. ¡°There is something that I need to do before,¡± I say; it wasn¡¯t aplete lie. ¡°As soon as I¡¯m done, I¡¯ll return to you.¡± She looks a bit hesitant at first but eventually agrees. ¡°Can you tell me where we¡¯re going?¡± I shook my head, ¡°it¡¯s a secret for now.¡± She pouts, and it takes all of my self-control not to lean over and kiss her in the middle of the ssroom. This was the hardest thing I¡¯ve ever had to do, refrain from touching her when that¡¯s all I wanted to do. Her scent was everywhere in the room; it was more potent than any other scent. Before I did something stupid, I excused myself from the ssroom. It also gave me enough time to call and set up something special for rissa. I hoped that it would be enough to distract her. After ourst ss, I drop her off at the rooftop restaurant. It¡¯s the best ce I could findst minute. I¡¯d asked them to decorate the ce ording to what I thought she would like. I also rented it out so that no one else would be there except her and the people serving her tonight. After saying goodbye to her, I was on my way back home. I¡¯d already sent everyone a message; they knew I had something important to talk to them about. I couldn¡¯t believe I was finally going to do this. I always thought that my feelings would stay hidden inside of me for the rest of my life. So many things have changed. Anya was gone forever, and rissa was my true love. All along, it¡¯s only been her. And my feelings for Anya were all because of a spell. Everything made so much sense now. I knew my family would not take this news lightly, but I didn¡¯t care; in less than an hour, they will know everything. Everything. Chapter 147 Chapter 147 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 147 ~DAMON~ As I walk into the family room, Atticus is already there waiting for me. Original from N?velDrama.Org. His hands are to the front of him and it looks likes he¡¯s waiting for an opportunity to use them. ¡°Is there something that you want to tell me?¡± He asks in a strained voice. ¡°It¡¯s thest time I will ask you nicely, Damon.¡± I pinch the bridge of my nose and try to stay calm, ¡°I¡¯m waiting for everyone else to join us. I¡¯ll answer your question when they arrive.¡± He looks surprised by my words. It must be a shock to him that I would ever consider spilling the truth. ¡°You¡¯ve invited everyone?¡± He asks. ¡°To hear this entire conversation.¡± I nod, ¡°Yes. Does that upset you, brother?¡± He narrows his eyes, ¡°I hope you¡¯re not bluffing.¡± ¡°I have no reason to,¡± I tell him. ¡°I¡¯m ready toe clean about everything.¡± His hands tighten into fists by his sides, and I know it¡¯s only a matter of time before Atticus loses control. I don¡¯t me him. For a long time, I was disgusted by my feelings. For a long time, I kept fighting it because I thought it was wrong. Now, I knew my thoughts were what was wrong. Being with rissa feels better than anything else in my past. Nothing feels better than having her in my arms. I was wrong for denying it and causing her so much pain in the past. Now I just had to convince my family the same. I knew it wouldn¡¯t be that easy. It took me forever to ept it; I assume it would be more challenging for them. This news was about to change everything between us. However, I couldn¡¯t keep hiding the truth. It was time that everyone knew. We stopped talking the moment we heard footsteps. My parents were the first to enter, followed by my grandfather. ¡°What¡¯s going on, Damon?¡± My father demands. ¡°What was so urgent that you needed all of us in one room?¡± ¡°Does it have something to do with Dante?¡± My mother asks. ¡°Did you find out where he¡¯s been going? Did you talk to him?¡± Dante walks in next with Willow next to him. I was mostly worried about Dante¡¯s reaction. I knew everyone would have a bad reaction, but Dante would take it the hardest even if he wouldn¡¯t show it to us. ¡°What about me?¡± Dante asks. ¡°What¡¯s this about?¡± My mother looks at me, realizing it has nothing to do with him. Autumn joined us next, but I knew none of this would be new to her. She already knew everything, thanks to rissa. Griffin was thest person to enter. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± He asks. ¡°I was supposed to stay back for a game at the academy today. Why did you want us all here?¡± Now that they were all here, standing in front of me, waiting for a response, I didn¡¯t know how to begin. I had no clue how to exin what was happening between rissa and me. ¡°Damon?¡± My mother asks. ¡°Are you okay? Did something happen? Do you need our help with something?¡± ¡°Yes, Mom.¡± I finally answer her. ¡°I need your help. I need all of you to be open-minded and understand what I will soon say to you. This isn¡¯t easy for me to tell you, but I can¡¯t keep hiding the truth from you anymore. It¡¯s killing me inside; I¡¯m tired. I¡¯d been hiding it for years, and I need to get it off my chest before it blows up in my face.¡± ¡°Just f*****g say it,¡± Atticus growls behind me. ¡°Atticus!¡± My mother scolds him. ¡°Watch yournguage. What is all of this about? Do you know what Damon is trying to tell us?¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°I have an idea, but I¡¯m waiting for my brother to confirm it. If it has anything to do with rissa, then yes. I know what he¡¯s about to say.¡± ¡°Atticus.¡± Autumn tries to stop him. It¡¯s no use. It wasing out today. Nothing was going to stop that. ¡°rissa?¡± Dante asks. ¡°What does this have to do with her?¡± ¡°Are you going to tell them, or do I need to do it for you?¡± Atticus asks me through gritted teeth. ¡°Did rissa get herself in more trouble?¡± My father asks. ¡°How many times do we have to speak to her? Sometimes I wonder if there¡¯s something wrong that we¡¯re doing. She always seems so unhappy.¡± Yes, she was unhappy in the past, and I was always the reason, but I don¡¯t want it to be that way anymore. ¡°I assume my brother here is why rissa has been so moodytely.¡± Atticus cuts in. ¡°Has anyone ever noticed that her life somehow always revolves around him?¡± Dante shrugs, ¡°It¡¯s known that Damon is rissa¡¯s favorite. They¡¯ve always been close to each other and inseparable. But what does that have to do with anything?¡± I couldn¡¯t let Atticus break the news to them; I had to do it on my own. ¡°It¡¯s true that rissa has always been attached to me. And it¡¯s also true that I¡¯ve always been very protective of her. At first, I thought it would go away with time. I thought I was protecting her from everything that could harm her. Soon enough, I realized that it was much moreplicated than that.¡± I begin to exin. Everyone looked confused; I knew they still had no clue what I was talking about. ¡°When Anya came into my life, it became easier for me to ignore my feelings,¡± I add. ¡°Your feelings?¡± My mother asks. ¡°Ignore your feelings for who?¡± She already knew it was rissa; she was tonight¡¯s main topic after all. ¡°My feelings for rissa,¡± I answer her. Dante takes a step towards me. ¡°You mean your brotherly feelings for her? You were worried because you were so protective of her? Please tell me that¡¯s what you truly mean.¡± I don¡¯t look away from his piercing gaze. There was nowhere for me to run anymore. ¡°I never meant to act on anything. My feelings were supposed to stay buried. However, whenever someone other than me took an interest in her, I would lose my mind. And there were times when I couldn¡¯t choose between her and Anya. Now I realize that Anya¡¯s spell was the reason for that. If her spell weren¡¯t around, I would have given in to my feelings sooner. I know this isn¡¯t what anyone in this family wants to hear, but it¡¯s true; my feelings for rissa are not the ones a brother would feel for his sister. It¡¯s the opposite. I want her, I want her more than I¡¯ve ever wanted anything in my life, and I¡¯m willing to fight for her. I don¡¯t care what happens to me in the process; as long as she wants me to, nothing will keep us apart.¡± Chapter 148 Chapter 148 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 148 ~DAMON~ ¡°You son of a b***h!¡± Atticus roars as heunches for my throat. I moved away before he could grab me. He eventually grips my shirt and pulls me towards him. ¡°How dare you touch her?¡± He demands. ¡°She¡¯s our sister!¡± I winced at his tone. She may be a sister to him, but she never was one to me. I had so much love for rissa and it was not the same kind that my family had for her. ¡°I¡¯m not going to apologize for loving her,¡± I shout. ¡°I love her. I realized it too f*****gte, and I won¡¯t keep denying it anymore. It was too painful for rissa and also for me. I¡¯m not letting go of her. I don¡¯t care if you want to beat me the f**k up. Go right ahead. I¡¯ll dly let you.¡± ¡°This can¡¯t be happening.¡± My mother gasps as she leans against my father for support. I didn¡¯t want to do this to them. I knew the effect it would have on all of us. But rissa was worth it. ¡°You should know better than touching her. She¡¯s innocent. She doesn¡¯t know what she f*****g wants!¡± Atticus roars. ¡°How can you even see her as someone other than a sister? You¡¯ve taken care of her more than any of us here. Was that your ill intention all along? Did you always want her? Since the beginning?¡± I clench my jaw but don¡¯t move his hands from my shirt. My attention falls on Dante. He had a soulless gaze on his face. It was cold and distant. I knew I¡¯d managed to make things worse for him. f**k. He was the one I was most worried about. ¡°I don¡¯t care what you say; you must end things with rissa.¡± My father growls. ¡°Have you ever thought about your family and the impact something like this would have on us? People are waiting every damn second for a story like this to bring us to the ground. Don¡¯t you think our family has been through enough already?¡± My grandfather was silent throughout the entire thing, but I could see the displeasure on his face. Even he was disappointed and disgusted by my actions. ¡°Say it now; promise us you will leave rissa alone after today.¡± Atticus growls, ring at me. I look him dead in the eye as I say, ¡°Never.¡± I don¡¯t have time to prepare before he punches me hard in the face. I fly backward a few feet, and I touch my lips to feel blood. I clench my jaw and wipe it away. If he thinks one punch will make me change my mind, he can think again. ¡°Atticus!¡± Autumn shouts as she grabs his arm to prevent him froming for me again. ¡°Stop it!¡± She cries. ¡°He¡¯s your brother. If you hurt him, it will also hurt you.¡± His attention turns towards her, narrowing his eyes at her, ¡°You knew all along. You knew about his rtionship with her, and you let it happen. You didn¡¯t just let it happen; you kept the truth from me. I¡¯ve been nothing but honest with you recently, but somehow you¡¯re constantly lying to me. I thought what we had was much stronger than this, Autumn. I¡¯m disappointed in you.¡± I can see the pain in her eyes from hearing him say that. I knew he was just angry; he didn¡¯t mean it and would most likely apologize to herter. She swallows, ¡°I know you¡¯re upset. I know that rissa is like a baby sister to you. But you must understand that she knows what she wants, and it¡¯s always been, Damon. She¡¯s been in love with himText property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. for a long time Atticus. She knew long before Damon knew. Doesn¡¯t this remind you of us and what we had to go through in the past? If we were in their position, wouldn¡¯t you still fight to be with me?¡± ¡°This is not the same thing!¡± He growls. ¡°Damon was supposed to treat rissa like a sister. He was never supposed to touch her inappropriately or f*****g l**t after her. I saw how he looked at her at the beach house; it makes me sick every time I think about it.¡± I closed my eyes; this was going much worse than I expected it to go. Dante still hasn¡¯t said a word to me. Neither has Willow or Griffin. ¡°So that kiss,¡± Griffin finally says. ¡°When Anya was still alive, we were all ying that game. That wasn¡¯t even your first kiss with her?¡± ¡°It was our first kiss,¡± I answer him. ¡°Things have only recently changed between us. As I said, I¡¯ve been running from my feelings for a very long time.¡± ¡°What kiss?¡± My mother asks, confused. The kiss that changed everything. I don¡¯t say that out loud. ¡°My sister,¡± Willow whispers. ¡°She wanted to marry you. But you loved rissa all along?¡± ¡°Willow,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°Please remember that Anya used a spell on Damon to keep him. It¡¯s not his fault; please don¡¯t think that way.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t f*****g care if she had a spell on him!¡± Dante roars. ¡°He didn¡¯t know he was under a spell. He didn¡¯t know what she was up to, but he still went behind her back and had these insane feelings for rissa.¡± ¡°Dante¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear a single word out of your mouth.¡± He growls. ¡°You promised me that you would make Anya happy. You listened to me pour my heart out to you; you knew how much I loved her; you knew that I would f*****g die for her. Still, you stood there, and you made promises to me that you knew you could never keep. If you knew that you had feelings for rissa, if you knew that you could never give her your full heart or make her happy, why didn¡¯t you tell me? All you had to do was say something, and I would have fought for her. I would have never given up and allowed her to get closer to you. I stepped back for both of you. I thought that would make you f*****g happy, Damon. I thought I was making you both happy! Now I know how f*****g wrong I¡¯ve been about you this entire time. My own brother, I trusted you and you broke my trust!¡± I don¡¯t know how to respond. I was doing like he asked, staying silent. But it was still hard to listen to his words and say nothing in return. ¡°I can never forgive you for this.¡± He finally shouts before storming out of the room. Damn it! Chapter 149 Chapter 149 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 149 ~CLARISSA~ The rooftop pool in front of me was absolutely beautiful. Damon had the whole ce decorated just for me. I was the only one here except for all the waitresses he had bringing food almost every minute for me. Not to mention the hundreds of roses everywhere. But my favorite was the sign that stole my heart. ¡®Be mine. Forever.¡¯ He didn¡¯t even have to ask. I was already his a long time ago. He promised that he would be back in less than an hour. However, an hour had passed, and it bothered me that there was a possibility that something had happened on his way back to me. I tried calling his phone, but it kept going straight to voicemail. I considered calling Autumn or Atticus but refrained from doing it. After what happened earlier, calling either wasn¡¯t a good idea. I don¡¯t think Damon told anyone that he was taking me here. If I called any family member, they may immediately ask for my location. I wouldn¡¯t be able to give it to them. ¡°You look a little unhappy, miss.¡± The main server says to me. ¡°I was asked to make sure you¡¯re happy; if you¡¯re not, I¡¯m afraid your partner will be troubled with all of us. I don¡¯t want to disappoint him.¡± He asked her to keep me happy. My heart skipped a beat at that fact. Damon kept on surprising me. Everything felt like a dream to me. It was all too good to be true. Whenever things were going this smoothly, something horrible always happened. I pushed that thought to the back of my mind. I didn¡¯t want to be negative today. There were other things I could keep my mind upied with. Like the one thing that I couldn¡¯t stop thinking about. Was it finally going to happen today? Damon knew how much I wanted us to finish what we had started. He knows how crazy I was about him. I was looking around for some ce nice that it could happen for the first time, but I doubted it would be here. It was too open, and there were many servers around. Even if he sent them away, he wouldn¡¯t take that risk. He kept saying I wasn¡¯t ready for it, but he didn¡¯t realize how long I¡¯d been waiting. I don¡¯t know what else to do to make him realize that I was more than ready for him. I didn¡¯t want to wait anymore. I wanted to be as close to him as possible. I wish he would see things the way that I saw them. I felt like we were running out of time. The moment our family found out about us, everything would change. They would constantly try to separate us. I wanted everything to happen before they found out. I took out my phone after I received a message. I looked at the caller ID. It was Autumn. I quickly clicked on the message and felt like my whole life was spiraling out of control the moment that I read it all. No. This wasn¡¯t happening. Not now. It can¡¯t happen now. Damon and I had only just gotten closer after waiting years for it to happen. My hands shook as I read it over and over again. ¡®Come home. Everyone knows about you and Damon. He just confessed.¡¯ Why would Damon do that? Why would he tell them about us when he knows how they would react? Did this mean that all of this was just a distraction? He never intended to set up this romantic night for us; it was all just a decoy so he could tell everyone the truth while I was not around. I couldn¡¯t believe that this was the reality. My entire family now knew that Damon and I were in a rtionship, not the kind they would be proud of. Why would he choose today out of all days to do this? Why didn¡¯t he wait? How could I stop something that has already happened? Damon was taking the heat all on his own. They would no doubt me him for everything. I couldn¡¯t let him deal with them on his own. I had to get home immediately. ¡°I need a car,¡± I shout. Everyone is suddenly looking at me like I¡¯ve lost my mind. And I was losing it. The thought of Damon alone in the room while everyone at home judged him for being with me, was enough to drive me insane. After a few minutes of frantically asking for a car, one of the servers agreed to drop me home. If they hadn¡¯t, I would have found another way to get there before things started to go crazy. The ride back home was an ufortable one. It took way longer than it should have. When I finally saw the mansion, I quickly paid the server and got out the vehicle. After getting through the gates, I ran inside the house but everyone was nowhere to be found. It meant that they were all gathered somewhere. The family room. It would be the perfect ce for a confession. I¡¯m about to barge into it when I see Dante standing before me. He looks up, and I can see the anger in his gaze. ¡°Dante,¡± I whisper. I wait for him to shout at me, to tell me the worst things possible. But he does the opposite. He moves to the side and lets me pass him. However, I¡¯m not sure how to feel when he follows me. I wasn¡¯t sure what I would walk into, but thest thing I expected to see was Atticus getting ready to punch Damon, who already had a bruised lip. ¡°Stop!¡± I shout. At my voice, all eyes turn to me. I can see the shock and surprise on Damon¡¯s face as he looks at me. He still expected me to be back at the rooftop restaurant. I watch as the blood drains from his face. He was trying to protect me from seeing this. I knew that now. He didn¡¯t want me around to see or hear what they had to say. My heart warmed at that fact. Always protecting me. That¡¯s what he does. It was my turn to protect him this time. I couldn¡¯t stand back and watch everyone attack him like he was the one to me when I was not innocent in any of this.Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. They needed to know the truth. They had to know that I was the one who f****d him into everything. It¡¯s the only way to fix this. Chapter 150 Chapter 150 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 150 ~DAMON~ My blood runs cold. What was she doing here? She shouldn¡¯t be here. Why the hell was rissa standing in front of me right now? Who even brought her here? I did everything to keep her froming here tonight. Everything. I attempt to move towards her, to protect her from what everyone is saying, but Atticus beats me to it. He¡¯s already in front of her, and I can¡¯t see the expression on his face from where I¡¯m standing. ¡°Is it true?¡± He asks her. ¡°Are you in love with Damon?¡± Her face turns pink at his question, but she doesn¡¯t look afraid. rissa doesn¡¯t even hesitate as she says, ¡°It¡¯s true. I love Damon.¡± There were multiple gasps throughout the room, and my parents looked like their whole lives were shattering in front of their eyes. Hearing her say it only made me want to protect her more fiercely than before. ¡°rissa, what are you even saying?¡± My mother demands. ¡°He¡¯s your brother. You can¡¯t love him in that way. I¡¯m afraid that¡¯s not right. Totally wrong. We didn¡¯t raise either of you this way.¡± ¡°No.¡± rissa snaps. ¡°Damon could never be my brother. Having the samest name does not mean we share the same blood. We may live in the same house, but I¡¯ve never seen Damon how I look at everyone else. To me, he is different. I never tried to stop my feelings, and even if I had, I would have failed miserably. My feelings for Damon could never end.¡± Atticus turns to re at me, ¡°You did this. You screwed with her innocence and turned her into this. You messed with her head, and now she doesn¡¯t know what she truly wants.¡± ¡°You¡¯re wrong, Atticus.¡± rissa disagrees with him. ¡°You¡¯re wrong about everything. Damon was not the one to pursue me first; in fact, it was the other way around.¡± ¡°Pardon me?¡± My mother asks her. ¡°You pursued Damon?¡± ¡°rissa.¡± I tried to stop her, but she wasn¡¯t listening to me. ¡°Yes. It¡¯s true. It was me.¡± She insists. ¡°Damon has always protected me; he¡¯s always given me everything I ever wanted. However, there was just one thing that he made sure not to give to me, and that was the chance to be with him. He kept some distance between us even though I begged him for more.¡± I could see the surprise on everyone¡¯s faces at her words. I¡¯d kept this from them before, but rissa dly spilled the truth to everyone. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Why the hell was she doing this? ¡°rissa, stay out of this,¡± I shout. ¡°Let me do the talking.¡± ¡°No, Damon.¡± She snaps. ¡°This isn¡¯t just about you. This concerns me as well. They need to know the truth. I was the one that insisted on this rtionship. I was the one that pushed for it. You didn¡¯t force me to do anything that I didn¡¯t want to do; in fact, it was the exact opposite.¡± ¡°What are you saying?¡± Atticus asks in a disgusted whisper. ¡°Are you even hearing yourself, rissa? I don¡¯t believe it. I don¡¯t believe that you could ever be that way.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry to disappoint you and everyone else, Atticus, but it¡¯s the truth. I was the one that was crazy obsessed with Damon since the beginning. It was always hard for me to see him with Anya, especially when I knew she didn¡¯t love him as I did. I took advantage of Damon¡¯s kindness towards me. I used it for my benefit.¡± ¡°That¡¯s nonsense,¡± I growl. ¡°I¡¯ve always been yours since the start; you never had to f*****g fight for me. My heart has always belonged to you, rissa.¡± ¡°I know that none of you may believe me, but you can ask Autumn to tell you the truth. She knows just as much as I do that I was the one who went after Damon.¡± She confessed. ¡°There were many times that he turned me down. He pushed me away repeatedly, but I wouldn¡¯t give up. I couldn¡¯t imagine a life where Damon wouldn¡¯t be mine; I needed him. I don¡¯t know what Damon told all of you, but what I¡¯m telling you now is the full truth.¡± ¡°No.¡± My father says as he runs a hand down his face while still trying tofort my mother. ¡°This can¡¯t be happening. It has to be a nightmare.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry that you had to find out this way.¡± She apologizes. ¡°It¡¯s not something that I regret. Damon makes me happy, and I rather spend the rest of my life alone than be with someone other than him. He¡¯s the only one for me.¡± ¡°Congrattions Damon,¡± Atticus says. ¡°You¡¯ve turned her into a girl that¡¯s obsessed with you. You see what you¡¯ve done to her innocent heart?¡± ¡°Can you stop that?¡± rissa demands from Atticus. ¡°He may not be my brother, but he is yours. Your words are hurting him, in case you haven¡¯t noticed. Damon is always protecting me; now, I want to protect him, also. You have no right to speak to him like that. He did nothing wrong. What else must I say to prove I¡¯m the me?¡± ¡°Nothing.¡± Atticus snaps at her. ¡°There is nothing that you can say here tonight that would make me think otherwise.¡± ¡°Really?¡± rissa asks, epting the challenge. ¡°Then it might not interest you to know that I have a tattoo of Damon¡¯s name on my body, and I¡¯ve had it for a while, hiding it from the rest of you.¡± My eyes widen. Why the f**k would she say that in front of all of them? She was determined to make it look like she was to me for everything. ¡°You have to be f*****g bluffing.¡± Atticus growls. ¡°No.¡± She sighs. ¡°I¡¯m not. The tattoo is on my a*s. It was easy to hide under all of my clothes.¡± There are more surprised and horrified gasps throughout the room, which was expected after what rissa had just shoved down their throats without any warning. Even I wasn¡¯t prepared for her to tell them about the tattoo. ¡°That¡¯s impossible,¡± Atticus says. ¡°You didn¡¯t cover much up on that trip. There was no f*****g tattoo; someone would have seen it.¡± ¡°Autumn helped me cover it up with makeup.¡± She informs him. ¡°If you want I can show it to you!¡± ¡°rissa!¡± I growl. She was not showing her a*s to anyone in this room. Atticus looks at Autumn for confirmation, and when she nods, I see the moment Atticus sees red. He turns around tounch at me again, but Dante beats him to it. Thest thing I hear is rissa screaming before he tackles me to the ground. Chapter 151 Chapter 151 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 151 Book 2 Chapter 74 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°How could you do that to Anya!¡± Dante roars. ¡°If you never loved her, you should have let her f*****g go! You should have told me the truth from the start!¡± I watch in horror as Dante punches him in the face while he¡¯s lying on the ground. Damon doesn¡¯t do anything; he lets Dante hurt him. It¡¯s almost as though he thinks he deserves this. I could feel myself begin to panic as the fighting only worsened. Everyone else kept on watching without trying to help him. ¡°Stop it!¡± I scream as I run over to Dante and try to pull him off Damon. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. He doesn¡¯t listen to me; he continues to hit Damon. ¡°Stop him!¡± Autumn shouts at Atticus. ¡°He¡¯s hurting him!¡± Dante doesn¡¯t want to stop; it seems like fighting is what he does to get some of his emotions out. Everyone was letting him continue because it was what they all wanted to do also. They kept ming Damon when I was the one who was at fault. Why wasn¡¯t anyone ming me for all of this? Why was all the me going toward him even after I¡¯d spoken my truth? ¡°Dante!¡± I scream as I jump on top of him. ¡°Stop hurting him!¡± He shoves me off him, and I fall onto the ground; I wince as the hard-tiled floor hits my head. ¡°rissa!¡± Autumn shouts as she runs towards me. Damon looks at me on the floor, and I see the moment everything changes for him. No. Don¡¯t do it. I knew what was going to happen before it even began. I open my mouth to stop him, but nothing comes out. I watch in horror as he grabs Dante by the throat and pushes him off. He doesn¡¯t stop there; he shoves him up against the wall with his hand still squeezing around his neck. ¡°We have to stop them,¡± I say to Autumn. ¡°We must stop them before they do something they will regret.¡± They may be pissed with each other now, but soon enough, they will return to their usual selves. When that happened, they would regret everything. They were brothers who loved each other, after all. Dante isn¡¯t the only one throwing punches anymore; Damon is returning them. They¡¯re throwing down tables, breaking portraits, and making a mess everywhere. It¡¯s hard to watch. I attempt to go towards them, but Autumn stops me. ¡°If you get hurt trying to help, it will only anger Damon even more. Stay here.¡± Griffin finally breaks out of his shock and realizes what is happening. I watch as he grabs Dante and tries to pull him away from Damon. Atticus was still pissed and chose not to interfere. Autumn seemed to be angry with him as she red at him. When Griffin finally has Dante under control, Damon moves in my direction. He stoops down on the ground and helps me to my feet. He gently cups my cheek in his hand, ¡°Are you okay?¡± My bottom lip trembles as I watch the bruises on his face; I gently touch the one near his lip, and he winces. ¡°Am I okay?¡± I ask. ¡°What about you? There are bruises all over your face.¡± He forces a smile on his face for me, ¡°It doesn¡¯t bother me as long as I know you¡¯re okay.¡± ¡°It should bother you.¡± I cry. ¡°You¡¯re hurt because of me. You¡¯re bleeding. I hate seeing you like this, Damon. I hate it so much.¡± He wipes my tears away and leans in to kiss my forehead. ¡°You got to be f*****g kidding me.¡± Atticus growls, still not epting our rtionship. ¡°This rtionship cannot happen.¡± Grandfather finally steps in. ¡°It¡¯s wrong. Even though you¡¯re adopted, rissa, it doesn¡¯t mean that Damon should be seen as anything else but your brother. You¡¯re supposed to treat each other like everyone else in this family. You need to have some control and stop this immediately.¡± ¡°I agree,¡± Atticus says, not to anyone¡¯s surprise. ¡°rissa is our sister even though she¡¯s adopted. She¡¯s our baby sister, and Damon should realize this soon before he does something he can¡¯t take back.¡± I freeze, and Atticus doesn¡¯t miss it. ¡°Please don¡¯t f*****g tell me you already slept with her!¡± Atticus says in disgust. ¡°If you say yes, I¡¯m going to f*****g beat the s**t out of you!¡± I spun around to face Atticus while also preventing him from getting to Damon. ¡°He didn¡¯t! Leave him alone!¡± I shout. ¡°I know none of you want to hear this, but I¡¯ve been the one who¡¯s been asking him to take things further between us; however, he hasn¡¯t granted my wish.¡± ¡°Oh fuck.¡± Griffin groans. ¡°This is not the conversation I want to participate in.¡± ¡°Please listen to the rest of us.¡± Grandfather says. ¡°We only want what¡¯s best for the both of you. Do you understand what will happen if this news hits those magazines?¡± ¡°I think what all of you are concerned about is how this is going to affect our family.¡± Damon growls. ¡°You don¡¯t care that I love rissa; all you care about is what this will do to your fame. If you wanted to do something for us, you would help us find a way to be together instead of trying to push us apart.¡± ¡°You¡¯re insane if you think this could work!¡± Atticus shouts. ¡°If it¡¯s hard for us to stomach, how would outsiders react? They would have the worst things to say about rissa, and I know you understand what I mean when I say this. You¡¯re not f*****g dumb, Damon.¡± ¡°Listen to us.¡± Grandfather adds before Damon can respond to Atticus. ¡°We will forget about all of this as long as you agree to do the same. We can¡¯t ept this rtionship. It will not work out for any of us.¡± Damon pulls me against his chest, ¡°I rather leave this family than let go of rissa. If you can¡¯t ept our rtionship, we¡¯re leaving and never returning.¡± ¡°Damon¡ª¡± ¡°Pack your things, rissa.¡± He tells me. ¡°We¡¯re leaving. For good.¡± Chapter 152 Chapter 152 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 152 Book 2 Chapter 75 ~DAMON~ ¡°What are you saying?¡± My mother demands. ¡°You can¡¯t leave. This is your home. This is both of your homes. You belong here.¡± ¡°You¡¯re thinking irrationally.¡± My father insists. ¡°We love both of you and are only trying to do what¡¯s best for you. Damon, think about what you¡¯re doing. If you love rissa like you say you do, why would you want to put her through the pain that you know will follow when others learn of your rtionship with her?¡± My jaw clenches at his question. That one question has always bothered me because it¡¯s something that I¡¯ve asked myself multiple times in the past. My fear of what would happen when everyone learned of my love for her almost made me lose her. I¡¯ve learned from my mistakes. I was not going to let these fears run my life. When that time came, I would deal with it. For now, I only wanted a ce where rissa and I could feel at home. It wasn¡¯t here anymore; I felt judged by the people I loved the most, and I knew rissa felt the same way. ¡°Will you ept our love for each other?¡± I ask my parents. ¡°Will you allow us to be together in your home?¡± They looked at each other, and I knew the answer before they said it. ¡°We know what¡¯s best for you, Damon.¡± My mother tells me. ¡°We¡¯ve always done everything for our children so that they could live afortable life. I know that there are certain things from the past that you and your siblings disagreed on. However, I¡¯m sure that youter realized that we were right. In the case of Atticus and Autumn, for instance. Atticus wasn¡¯t happy with our decision for him to marry her, and his trust and obedience were why he listened to our words. Now, he cannot live without her. I know it may seem like we¡¯re in the wrong again, but in the future, you would thank us for not allowing this rtionship to proceed.¡± rissa grabs my hand, I look over at her, and I can see the fear in her eyes. She¡¯s scared that my parents are getting through to me. She¡¯s terrified that I would leave her and listen to their words. I felt like punching myself in the face for ever making her feel like there was a chance that I wouldn¡¯t fight for her. I squeezed her hand to assure her that I wasn¡¯t going anywhere. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°I know that you only want the best for the both of us, but I also know that you¡¯re wrong about this,¡± I tell them. ¡°I won¡¯t let you or anyone else stop me from being with rissa. The rumors, the res, the judgments, I could handle all of it. However, I cannot handle losing rissa. My decision is final. Since you can¡¯t ept us, we are leaving.¡± Autumn blocks our way. ¡°You can¡¯t leave.¡± She tells rissa. ¡°Please, you can¡¯t leave.¡± I watch as they both hug each other. It was insane how much they acted like sisters. None of my brothers were begging me to leave. They were all pissed at me, all except Griffin. However, he wasn¡¯t stopping me either. I think he understands that there wasn¡¯t anything that he could say to make me stay. Atticus was still throwing daggers my way, and Dante looked like he wanted to kill me. I was okay with him hitting me; I knew I deserved it for what I¡¯d done in the past. I was not okay with him almost hurting rissa because of his anger. If she¡¯d gotten a single bruise earlier, there would be a different oue. Willow was still silent. I think she was in shock. She didn¡¯t know the whole story. She didn¡¯t know much about Anya at all. All she knows is what was said while she was around, but I wasn¡¯t even sure she believed us. As far as I knew, Willow could be feigning innocence as Anya had. Maybe this was a n made by Anya; perhaps she was hoping that Willow would finish what she had started. I shook that thought out of my head. She didn¡¯t seem to be anything like Anya. I was reading too much into it. After Autumn and rissa stopped hugging, we walked over to our rooms separately. So far, no one has tried to stop us. A few minutester, our clothes were packed, and my parents were waiting for us at the front door. ¡°Do not do this, son.¡± My mother begs. ¡°This isn¡¯t right. You¡¯ll live a very difficult life if you leave home.¡± ¡°rissa,¡± my father tries to speak to her. ¡°You may be adopted, but we love you like our blood. You are connected to us. I know you¡¯ve never fully given your heart to us, but we have given ours to you. Please reconsider this, is this thing between you and Damon more important than our family?¡± Did he truly have to ask that question? Wasn¡¯t it obvious by now that rissa was the most important person in my life? ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± rissa apologizes to them even though she doesn¡¯t need to. They¡¯re the ones pushing us away. ¡°Goodbye, Mom,¡± I tell her. ¡°Goodbye, Dad.¡± I don¡¯t bother saying bye to the others. I was still pissed at Dante for causing rissa to fall back onto the ground. I knew it was not intentional, but it still sent my blood boiling at the reminder. I take rissa¡¯s hand in mine and pull her towards my jeep. I wasn¡¯t sure where we were going. But maybe returning to the beach house wasn¡¯t such a bad idea. I knew my parents owned it, but I would only stay there until I found us a ce to stay. It wouldn¡¯t be long. Maybe just for one day. It was toote to go searching for a ce now. ¡°Where are we going?¡± rissa asks me when I pull out of the driveway. ¡°Back to the beach house,¡± I inform her. ¡°Just for tonight. Tomorrow I¡¯ll find somewhere for us to stay. Don¡¯t worry; I¡¯ll make this work for the both of us.¡± I wasn¡¯t going to let my family stop us from being together. Not today. Not ever. Chapter 153 Chapter 153 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 153 Book 2 Chapter 76 ~CLARISSA~ I still couldn¡¯t believe that Damon had left everything behind for me. He didn¡¯t even give it a second thought; the moment he realized they wouldn¡¯t ept us, he chose to leave. We had just settled into our room. Our room. We weren¡¯t sleeping separately tonight or other nights to come. It all still felt like a dream to me. Damon pushed me away so long that I didn¡¯t think this day would ever come. It¡¯s why I still couldn¡¯t believe it. I bite my lip as I remember him confessing his love for me in front of the entire family. I didn¡¯t even need to ask him to do it for me. I was still upset that he¡¯d tried to keep me from being there, but the fact that he did it only to protect me was enough to make my heart flutter. I held my breath when he returned to the room with a towel wrapped around his waist. He¡¯d just showered. His hair was dripping wet, and his chest glistened from the water still on it. After everything, I shouldn¡¯t think about running my tongue along his abdomen, but it looks too good. I want to confirm for myself that this is happening. ¡°Stop that.¡± Damon growls. ¡°I¡¯ve had a very f*****g rough day, rissa; I don¡¯t have the energy to say no to you today. Don¡¯t give me that look.¡± I try not to pout at his words. ¡°I guess you still don¡¯t think I¡¯m ready for you,¡± I whisper more to myself than to him. He doesn¡¯t say anything, just continues to stare at me. I had nothing on except underwear but it didn¡¯t seem to affect him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whisper. ¡°I know after what just happened; it¡¯s thest thing that would be on your mind.¡± He narrows his eyes, ¡°f**k rissa.¡± What did I say now? He stormed over to the bed and climbed over me. I gasp when the water droplets from his chest drip onto my body. ¡°It is on my mind.¡± He growls. ¡°Being inside of you has never left my f*****g mind, not even for a second. Do you think it¡¯s easy for me to hold back? Nothing is harder than staying away from you, rissa. I want you more than any f*****g piece of gold on this b****y.¡± My lips part at his confession. ¡°Do you think anyone can stay away from lips like this?¡± He whispers as he gently leaves a peck on my lips. ¡°Or this chest?¡± He asks as his hand travels right above my breasts. He does the same thing he did to my lips. He leaves a soft kiss there. ¡°And you already know how crazy I am for these.¡± He growls as his hands grip both of my breasts and tightly squeeze. He doesn¡¯t stop there. I¡¯m a little disappointed when he doesn¡¯t touch my n*****s; I thought he would have left a kiss as he¡¯d done before. He grabs my thighs next. ¡°I love touching and squeezing them. I love how easily they get pink for me.¡± I gasp when he spreads my legs wide and settles his face between my thighs. He slowly nibbles on both sides, and I almost lose myself in those seconds. I was getting increasingly wet between my legs, and I¡¯m sure that he could smell my arousal. ¡°You¡¯re so beautiful down here, rissa.¡± He whispers as he slowly removes my panties so I¡¯m left bare for him. ¡°I can stare at it for days.¡± He says in a husky tone. ¡°For hours. For months. It doesn¡¯t matter the order. I love how responsive she is for me.¡± I cry out when he flicks his finger against it but in a gentle manner. ¡°See.¡± He says as if to prove his point. ¡°She glistens.¡± He groans. ¡°Every f*****g time.¡± ¡°Damon!¡± I cry when he slips a finger inside. He closes his eyes like he¡¯s in pain. ¡°I can¡¯t hold back tonight, rissa. I¡¯m so sorry, but I need you. I need to get f*****g lost in your p***y. I need to bury my d**k inside of you.¡± I didn¡¯t think any words could make me this happy, but there they were, bringing joy throughout my body. I know how he feels because I felt exactly the same way. I didn¡¯t just want this; I needed it. I push him away, and his eyes are wide with surprise. After all, I¡¯ve been the one begging for this for so long. ¡°Is there something wrong?¡± he asks me gently. ¡°Do you want to wait? I¡¯m sorry¡ª¡± ¡°I want to touch you,¡± I say before he can say anything else. ¡°What?¡± he asks, surprised. I don¡¯t allow him to think about what I just said. I pushed him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. He still had the towel on, but I could feel him beneath me. He¡¯s big and pulsing beneath me. ¡°rissa, I don¡¯t think I can¡ª¡± ¡°Shh,¡± I whisper as I lightly blow on his chest. I loved watching him shiver under me. ¡°I¡¯ve dreamt about this,¡± I confess as I kiss his chest gently. ¡°About this?¡± he asks, surprised. ¡°Yes,¡± I admit as I run my hands down his chest. ¡°You¡¯re beautiful, Damon. And most importantly, you¡¯re mine.¡± His eyes sh dangerously at my words. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°But there¡¯s a part of you that I haven¡¯t made mine yet,¡± I whisper against his ear. I felt his d**k stir beneath me at my words. He knows what I¡¯m talking about. I removed the towel from around him and positioned myself so that I was facing it. ¡°What are you doing¡ª¡± I covered his d**k with my mouth, and Damon¡¯s entire body shook in response. I ced both hands on his thigh and made myself morefortable as I tried to take more of him into my mouth. ¡°rissa.¡± He groans. ¡°I can¡¯t¡ªah, f**k!¡± He grabs my hair and pulls me off him. I didn¡¯t have time to prepare as he turned us over, so I was now under him. ¡°Look at me,¡± he whispers, and that¡¯s the only warning I have before he thrusts forwards. I cry out when I feel him inside of me. ¡°Damon.¡± I gasp as I grab the sheets on either side of us. ¡°Shh,¡± he whispers, but I can hardly recognize his voice. He sounds like he¡¯s in pain. He slowly pulls out of me only to push right back in, this time deeper than thest. Damon¡¯s body began to shiver above mine, and I ran my hands up and down his back to support him. ¡°f**k rissa.¡± He growls. ¡°I don¡¯t know how to stop.¡± Why would he want to stop this? ¡°Keep going!¡± I cry. ¡°It doesn¡¯t hurt you?¡± he asks in surprise. I shook my head, and I didn¡¯t even realize tears were flowing down my cheeks. He leans over and kisses each of them. They were happy tears, I¡¯ve wanted this for years, and I finally had it. Damon was mine,pletely mine. He buries his face against my neck, and I gasp when his teeth graze the spot beneath my ear as he begins to really move. I bite my lips to stop the screams of pleasure. But before anything could happen, Damon rudely pulls out of me and grabs my dress from the side of the bed. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± I ask in shock. ¡°Put on your clothes!¡± he orders me. ¡°Something is wrong.¡± Something is wrong? ¡°Someone is here.¡± He continues as he grabs pants from the suitcase. Was someone here? Did Dante or Atticus follow us here? ¡°Is it¡ª¡± I gasped when I heard a bang on the door. ¡°It¡¯s not my brothers,¡± Damon says with worry in his eyes as though he¡¯d just read my mind. ¡°Then who could it be?¡± I ask him. ¡°Whether we like it or not, we are about to find out.¡± He whispers as he takes my hand in his. Chapter 154 Chapter 154 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 154 Book 2 Chapter 77 ~AUTUMN~ ¡°What the hell is wrong with you?¡± I demand from Atticus. ¡°How could you hit your brother?¡± He runs a hand down his face, ¡°how can you be okay with all of this?¡± He demands. ¡°rissa is my sister, and until a few days ago, I thought Damon also considered her his sister.¡± ¡°They¡¯re in love,¡± I shout. ¡°In love, Atticus. Like the both of us. I love you, and if I were in rissa¡¯s situation, I would have done the same thing. Their love for each other is not wrong. You shouldn¡¯t treat them the way that you did earlier.¡± He sits on the edge of the bed and drops his face in his hands. ¡°You don¡¯t understand, Autumn. It¡¯s hard to ept my sister and brother being in love. I know she¡¯s my adopted sister, but she¡¯s my sister. He¡¯s my brother. Every time I think about it, I feel sick to my stomach. I don¡¯t know how to ept it. I don¡¯t know how to be happy for them. I wish it were easier; I wish it were different.¡± I sit beside him and gently ce a hand on his tensed shoulder. ¡°I know it¡¯s going to be hard. It isn¡¯t a situation that your family would easily ept, I understand that, but you shouldn¡¯t have done what you did. Damon may not have supported our marriage initially, but he did ept it eventually, I¡¯m sure he will appreciate it if you could do the same thing for him.¡± I can see how much this is hurting Atticus, but he needs to ept them one way or the other. If he and the rest of the family don¡¯t ept them soon, we will lose them both. And that¡¯s thest thing that I wanted. rissa was like a sister to me. I would not lose her over something like this. ¡°You need to talk to your family.¡± I urge him. ¡°They will listen to you.¡±Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Did you even see the look on Dante¡¯s face?¡± He demands. ¡°He recently lost the woman he was in love with, and now he finds out that rissa and Damon are in love with each other. I don¡¯t think there is anything that I could say to make him change his mind.¡± I sigh. I knew Dante would probably be thest one to ept any of this, but the main problem was the family¡¯s elders. They had to ept it first, and I knew Atticus would be able to convince them. He was always good at convincing his family; my job was to get Atticus first to understand what I was trying to say to him. ¡°You care about both rissa and Damon.¡± I remind him. ¡°And their happiness is being with each other. I know you¡¯re still upset with me for keeping this from you, but I had to be there for rissa. I don¡¯t know how to exin it, but I wanted to make her happy. I have this bond with her, my heart tells me that she¡¯s my sister, and maybe it¡¯s because of the support she¡¯s always given to me. I wanted to return the favor. She was there for me during the hard times, and I wanted to take care of her as well. I hope you can forgive me for it, Atticus. But please, right now, I need you to try your best to ept them. They will need all of us when outsiders learn about their rtionship. It won¡¯t be easy for them, and you know it. We can¡¯t abandon them when they need us the most.¡± He surprised me when he wrapped his arms around my waist and buried his face in my chest. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to go all crazy on them or you.¡± He whispers. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Autumn. Just the thought of them being together made me angry. I didn¡¯t want to believe that Damon was taking advantage of rissa. I didn¡¯t want to believe that he would ever overstep his boundaries like I thought he did. Now that I know how much they love each other, I think I¡¯m willing to try and be more understanding.¡± I bury my hands in his hair and press my lips to his forehead. ¡°Thank you, Atticus. I know this isn¡¯t easy for you. But thank you. With your help, we could convince your family to bring them back home.¡± ¡°Do you know where we can find them?¡± He asks me. ¡°Thest message from rissa informed me that they were returning to the beach house. They will stay there until tomorrow. Damon is hoping to find somewhere else to stay.¡± I answer him. ¡°If we can get your parents down there by tomorrow or even tonight, we can convince them to return home.¡± Atticus nods, ¡°Okay. Let¡¯s talk to my parents.¡± We barge into their room a few minutester. His mother¡¯s eyes were swollen and she¡¯s definitely been crying. ¡°Mom.¡± Atticus greets her first. ¡°Dad.¡± ¡°We are having a private discussion Atticus, why don¡¯t youe backter?¡± His father asks him. ¡°This is important.¡± Atticus informs him. ¡°It¡¯s about rissa and Damon. I think that you should support their rtionship.¡± His parents looks both surprised and unhappy with his suggestion. ¡°Atticus, what are you saying?¡± His mother demands. ¡°Just a while ago you were saying something completely different. How can we allow this rtionship to continue?¡± ¡°You love them both.¡± Atticus answers her. ¡°One of them is your biological son, and the other, is your daughter no matter what others say. I know this isn¡¯t something any of us can easily ept, it¡¯s something that none of us expected. However, we all love them. We want them to be happy and if it¡¯s being with each other, we should not get in the way. This is simr to when you learned the truth about Autumn. It was hard at first to ept everything but eventually you did the right thing. You epted her. Please consider doing the same for Damon and rissa. If you don¡¯t, we will lose them both.¡± I couldn¡¯t have said it any better. Now all we had to do was hope that it works. Chapter 155 Chapter 155 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 155 Book 2 Chapter 78 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°Who are you?¡± I scream. ¡°Why are you here?¡± Damon¡¯s arms are tight around me. I lean more into him, terrified of what is about to happen. There were so many of them, at least fifteen men surrounding us. After the banging on the door earlier, they broke it down before we had even gotten a chance to open it. Then they¡¯d dragged us outside. Damon fought hard until he¡¯d gotten me into his arms again, but I wasn¡¯t sure how long it would be before they¡¯d dragged me away from him again. Now it seemed like they were ying with our emotions. They could take me; with the amount of them, I knew they could drag me away from him if they really wanted to. However, it seemed as though these men had plenty to say before they tried to attack us. There¡¯s a tattoo on the side of their neck, continuing down their arm. Something about it seemed familiar to me. Where have I seen it before? If I hadn¡¯t seen it, I knew I¡¯d at least heard about it. My brain was not functioning properly, and it was because of the fear in my heart. I was terrified that these people would harm my mate. I was terrified of what they were capable of doing. I knew nothing about them, but they seemed to know me. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. There was this look in their eyes that creeped me out; they stared at me like I was their prize. ¡°We are here because of you, rissa.¡± The leader says, at least that¡¯s what he introduced himself as earlier. ¡°Like I¡¯ve said to you before. It seems as though you aren¡¯t listening to me. I don¡¯t like that, rissa. I need to have your full attention.¡± Damon¡¯s hands tighten around me, holding me even closer than before. There was a strange darkness about these men; it terrified me. The strangest part of all of this was the fact that a piece of me, a tiny piece, felt like I knew them. Like I knew all of them. It didn¡¯t make me feel any better. I shouldn¡¯t know these people. Anyone that behaved like this should not be people that I knew. ¡°What do you mean?¡± I demand. ¡°I don¡¯t know any of you. Why could you possibly be here for me? Please give me an exnation for all of this. Do you even know who my family is?¡± I can¡¯t stop staring at the tattoo. I know I¡¯ve seen it somewhere in the past. But where? ¡°You¡¯re our princess, that¡¯s why.¡± He informs me. ¡°Our very own princess rissa. And yes, I know who your family is rissa. They aren¡¯t important. There is nothing they can do to stop this from happening.¡± ¡°W-what?¡± I ask in disbelief. ¡°Are you insane? Your princess? Is this some prank on us?¡± Was some i***t trying to mess with us? Maybe someone found out about my rtionship with Damon, someone other than our family, and this was possibly a dumb game to that person. He chuckles, ¡°You remind me a lot of your sister rissa.¡± He tells me. ¡°She was just as clueless about us when I first exined who we were to her. She also gave me a lot of trouble. However, she was much easier to kidnap. All it took was one cloth over her face, and she was unconscious. You didn¡¯t give us the chance to do the same to you.¡± My sister? I stiffen in Damon¡¯s arms. ¡°I don¡¯t know who you¡¯re talking about,¡± I confess. ¡°I was adopted, and I know nothing about my real family.¡± I have dreamt of a brother multiple times but not a sister. These people were insane. I had to find a way to call for help. I couldn¡¯t wait for them to kidnap me, and clearly, that was their crazy n. I buried my head against Damon¡¯s chest and pretended to stay there while trying to send a message to Autumn. It was just one word, ¡®help,¡¯ but I knew it would be enough to get her toe for me. She already knew where I was. Now all I had to do was find a way to buy some time. Maybe if I kept asking questions, I could keep them talking. I didn¡¯t understand these men¡¯s power, but if they tried to hurt Damon, I wouldn¡¯t stand back and watch. ¡°Your sister has been by your side all along,¡± he informs me. ¡°You just haven¡¯t known about it.¡± Of course she has. I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. If my sister was by my side, I think I would be able to tell. Surely there would have been signs. ¡°I don¡¯t believe you.¡± I snap. ¡°Why don¡¯t you tell me your name? Who exactly are you?¡± ¡°You¡¯ll know everything after we take you with us .¡± He answers me. ¡°I¡¯ll answer all your questions once youe with me.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°I¡¯m nevering with you.¡± It was the truth. I would fight until I had nothing left within me. I would not give up. I would not let them win. ¡°If any of you take a step forward¡ª,¡± Damon begins to say before he¡¯s rudely cut off. ¡°Do you think you could stop all of us from taking her?¡± He demands. ¡°If you give up now, we will let you live, but if you insist on disobeying us, today will be yourst day alive, Damon Fawn. We¡¯ve been watching you a while now, and I can safely say that you are not fit for our princess. She¡¯s too good for you. It will be in your best interest to let her go as you¡¯ve done in the past. We know your true love died. Anya, was it? Anyway, after her death is when you suddenly decided that you wanted to be with our princess. I think that she¡¯s your second choice. For that, you must let her go or die a painful death!¡± Chapter 156 Chapter 156 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 156 Book 2 Chapter 79 ~CLARISSA~ My eyes widen at his threat. I knew Damon would never willingly let me go. I couldn¡¯t stand back and let them harm him because of me. He¡¯s already in a lot of trouble with everyone else. Some of his bruises hadn¡¯t evenpletely healed from his fight with Dante. What the hell did these people want? And how did they know about Anya? How long have they been watching us? How long have they been nning all of this? They chose to attack us when it was just the two of us. It means that they have been waiting for this opportunity to strike. ¡°I think you have the wrong person,¡± I say. I¡¯m trying to stall them. I knew Autumn would be on her way with help as long as she¡¯d seen my message. It wouldn¡¯t take long for her to be here. ¡°There¡¯s nothing that I can do for you. So please, if you want, I can help you find who you¡¯re truly looking for. I¡¯ll help, but you must promise not to hurt Damon. He has nothing to do with any of this, so please leave him alone.¡± ¡°We will leave him alone when he lets go of you, rissa,¡± Skyler assured me. ¡°That¡¯s all he has to do. Let go of you. His future depends solely on him.¡± They weren¡¯t listening to me. They seemed to be convinced that they had the right person. And they would undoubtedly hurt Damon unless he let go of me. How did I convince him to let me go? I would do anything to save him. But something still bothered me. What if these people were telling the truth? I didn¡¯t know anything about my life before the Fawns entered it. What if this wasn¡¯t a lie? Who was I, exactly? Who was my real family? . . . . . . . . . ~AUTUMN~ ¡°We¡¯re almost there,¡± Atticus tells me as he holds my hand to keep me calm. I¡¯d just gotten a message from rissa. It was just one word, but it sent chills down my spine. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t send that unless she were in serious trouble,¡± I tell him. ¡°I¡¯m scared, Atticus. I¡¯m scared that something horrible is happening.¡± My hands were shaking, and Atticus could tell by the way he kept ncing at me, trying to see if I was okay. I didn¡¯t understand what could have happened within a few hours of them leaving home. I thought they would be safe at the beach house. I thought that everything would be okay once we got to them and told them that they could return home. However, we never got the chance to do it before this damn message was sent to my phone. We were toote. ¡°Call Dante,¡± Atticus says as his phone quickly obeys. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Dante asks after answering. ¡°I hope it has nothing to do with Damon. I don¡¯t want to speak to him. If I see him, I¡¯ll only want to punch his face again.¡± Atticus looks at me before saying, ¡°rissa just sent a text asking for help. Something has happened to them. They¡¯re at the beach house where we spent those two days recently. I¡¯m almost there. I need you to tell the others and join us there as soon as possible. I don¡¯t know what we¡¯re against, but we should prepare ourselves for the worst. This could have something to do with that fire surrounding rissa in the forest. Maybe those people finally got the opportunity to strike again. Just be on the lookout for an ambush and warn the others!¡± Just as he ends the call, we pull up to the driveway. Atticus reaches over and removes my seatbelt for me. Just as I open the door, the sound of rissa¡¯s screams sends a cold shiver down my spine. ¡°rissa!¡± I scream in response. I rush out of the vehicle and run toward the horrifying sounds. Atticus grabs my hand and pulls me along with him as we move in the same direction. Before we could move forward, we were both f****d to stop. We couldn¡¯t move an inch. There was something in front of us preventing us from reaching our destination. Fire. There was fire everywhere. So much fire that it made it hard for me to see anything. ¡°Where the hell did this firee from?¡± Atticus shouts above the mes. It wasn¡¯t there a second ago. Was this why she called us? Because of a fire? Just like the one that had trapped her in the forest. Was it another ambush? Another attack on our family? ¡°rissa!¡± I shout. ¡°Where are you?¡± I gasped when someone grabbed me by my waist and pulled me along. I look back in time to see two men dragging Atticus; he is unconscious. How could he be unconscious? He was speaking to me a few seconds ago! What the hell did they do to him? ¡°Atticus!¡± I scream.C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org The man still holding me covers my mouth, and I bite down on his hand hard. He chuckles against my ear, ¡°Still so feisty.¡± I freeze. I knew that voice. I quickly look up, and horror settles in my stomach. Skyler. He was back for me. Did he force rissa to send me that message? Or did he use her to lure me here tonight? ¡°You didn¡¯t think I would forget about you, did you?¡± He asks with a bright smile. ¡°Where is rissa?¡± I demand. ¡°What did you do to her?¡± He sighs, ¡°I¡¯ve been trying to speak to her nicely, but yet she was the one that tried to kill me with this fire. She is just as aggressive as you are.¡± ¡°She tried to kill you with this fire?¡± I repeat his words. He nods, ¡°Look ahead and see for yourself.¡± I follow his gaze, and my body turns to stone at what I see next. rissa was in front of me, protecting a bleeding Damon on the ground beside her. But that¡¯s not what terrified me. The dark symbol. It was true. And it was staring me straight in the eye. I can¡¯t breathe. rissa. It couldn¡¯t be true. I look up to Skyler for confirmation, and he grins at me. ¡°Say hello to your sister, Autumn. I know how much you wanted to meet her.¡± Chapter 157 Chapter 157 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 157 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 80 ~CLARISSA~ There was fire everywhere, and for the first time in my life, I felt powerful. I didn¡¯t have to wonder where it came from anymore. I knew this time that this fire belonged to me. It was listening to mymand, helping me as it had done in Anya¡¯s home. What did this mean? Who the hell am I? ¡°rissa!¡± I heard a scream that I recognized immediately. I look up and feel happiness seep through my body when I see Autumn with tears in her eyes staring at me. ¡°Say good night, princess.¡± That¡¯s thest thing I remember hearing before everything goespletely nk. The next time I open my eyes, I¡¯m strapped to a table with a bright light above my head. I look around the room and am surprised when I see Autumn on a table next to me, strapped down. Why did they have both of us here? Where was Damon? Please tell me they didn¡¯t hurt him. Please tell me he¡¯s okay. ¡°Autumn,¡± I croak. ¡°Wake up!¡± Her eyes are still closed, and I know I must keep trying. She had the power to get us out of here; I know she did. C¨°ntens bel0ngs to N?(v)elDr/a/ma.Org I just had to figure out where the hell this was. ¡°Autumn!¡± I shout louder. Her eyes slowly open, and she looks around the room before her eyes fall on me. ¡°rissa?¡± I breathe a sigh of relief. ¡°Do you know where we are?¡± She takes a look around us before shepletely freezes. She looks over at me once more. Her eyes have tears, making me sad to see her this way. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure her. ¡°I¡¯m here with you.¡± ¡°It¡¯s not that.¡± She shook her head. ¡°Look at your arm rissa.¡± I frown. Look at my arm. It was a weird request, but I did as she asked. I was surprised when I saw a symbol that wasn¡¯t there before. It was almost like it was part of me, like a branding. It was a weird symbol, one that I didn¡¯t recognize¡ªa circle with a serpent inside. ¡°Did those psychopaths do this to me?¡± I ask in horror. ¡°Did they brand me with this horrible symbol?¡± The tears are flowing more from Autumn, and it scares me. ¡°No.¡± She whispers. ¡°rissa, you were born with that symbol. They did not have to put it there. It is a part of you. You¡¯re one with that symbol. It¡¯s known as the dark symbol.¡± ¡°The dark symbol?¡± I ask her. I¡¯ve heard that already. She nods, ¡°do you remember what I told you about my father?¡± She asks. ¡°Azai Reign. The sorcerer who tried to rule the world. I was the only sibling out of three that didn¡¯t possess the dark symbol. My other two siblings were born with it.¡± What was she trying to tell me? ¡°I know it may seem scary at first, rissa, but the proof is right before us.¡± She says. ¡°You¡¯re the daughter of Azai Reign. You are a Reign. And most importantly, you are my sister.¡± Autumn¡¯s words have shocked me to the very core. For a few minutes, all I can do is stare at the bright lights above me. It¡¯s not possible. I cannot be his daughter. I cannot be a sorcerer¡¯s daughter. No matter how much I wanted to deny it, I couldn¡¯t deny the things I¡¯d seen or the power inside of me that had only recently been unleashed. That fire has been waiting for the right opportunity to break free, and it has finally done so. Everything those men said to me made sense now. It¡¯s why they referred to my sister multiple times. It¡¯s been Autumn all along. She¡¯s been my sister this entire time. I still didn¡¯t want to believe it. I never thought that my birth father would be someone so insane. A part of me always hoped that my parents were alive, but I was happy that he was gone. I can¡¯t imagine what life would have been like if he was still alive. Things would have been so much more different. I would have never met Damon, and I can¡¯t find anything more depressing than not having him in my life. ¡°I know it¡¯s scary,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°It was hard for me at first to ept it. Even now, I wish my father was someone else, but there¡¯s no use running from it. And if I had a chance to wish for a sister, I would have wished for someone like you. Knowing now that you are indeed my sister, it makes me so happy. I¡¯m happy that it¡¯s you, rissa.¡± I can feel the tears forming in my eyes at her confession. We were both crying now. ¡°I feel the same way, Autumn,¡± I respond. ¡°You were wonderful to me even before I knew who you were. I¡¯m thankful that I¡¯ve finally found you.¡± She smiles, ¡°No matter what happens today. I¡¯m d we are finally reunited.¡± I nod; it¡¯s true; we had no clue what would happen to us after this reunion. ¡°I know you¡¯re listening to us, Skyler,¡± Autumn says suddenly. ¡°You cane out from the dark now. I can sense you.¡± A shiver runs down my spine when I hear a man¡¯sughter. He does as she says and walks into the light where we can have a full view of him. ¡°You have improved, Autumn.¡± He praises her. ¡°I¡¯m impressed. I must say that this was indeed a beautiful reunion.¡± ¡°Why are we here?¡± She demands. ¡°What the hell do you want with us?¡± ¡°Is that any way to speak to an old friend?¡± He asks her. ¡°I¡¯m on your side, Autumn. I don¡¯t mean you or your sister any harm. We are here to protect you both.¡± ¡°Stop lying.¡± She growls. ¡°You¡¯re here to control us. You want to turn us into the monster our father was. I don¡¯t care what you try; it will never work. rissa and I are nothing like our father, and nothing you do to us can change that.¡± The thought of us ever bing like our father terrified me. ¡°I hate to hear you curse your father¡¯s good name, Autumn.¡± He scolds her. ¡°He was a very good man with different views from society. If you open your mind a little, maybe you could see that too.¡± ¡°Get us out of here.¡± She shouts, ignoring his words. ¡°Where is Damon?¡± I demand. ¡°What did you do to him?¡± Chapter 158 Chapter 158 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 158 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 81 ~DAMON~ ¡°Damon!¡± I hear someone shouting my name. ¡°Son! Wake up!¡± Mother. It was her panicked voice. Every part of my body was in pain, and I couldn¡¯t remember anything. ¡°Damon!¡± I slowly open my eyes and find her standing above me with tears in her eyes. Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Mom.¡± She runs a hand down my face, ¡°You¡¯re okay. We are here now.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± I ask as I take a look around me. Most of the beach house was burnt to the ground, and Atticus was unconscious a few feet away from me. ¡°Don¡¯t you remember?¡± she asks. ¡°Atticus sent us a warning; he told us that rissa sent Autumn a message asking for help. When we arrived, we found the house on fire. After searching, we found you and Atticus unconscious on the sand.¡± At her words, I could feel my mind begin to spin. All of the memories of the fight were returning to me. rissa and I were attacked by men I hadn¡¯t seen before. I tried to protect her from them, I wanted to prevent them from taking her, but I had failed miserably. Ist remember hearing rissa¡¯s screams and then a sudden burst of mes. I was knocked out after that. ¡°Where is rissa?¡± I shouted as I pushed myself off the ground. I wince at the sudden ringing in my head. I ignored the pain as I looked around for her. Atticus groaned as my father tried waking him. ¡°We didn¡¯t see no sign of her or Autumn.¡± She informs me. ¡°Autumn is missing as well?¡± I ask her in horror. What the hell did this mean? ¡°Why would they take both Autumn and rissa?¡± I demand. ¡°It doesn¡¯t make any sense.¡± Unless. . . A new fear sinks as I realize something I should have done since I first saw that tattoo on those men. ¡°What is it?¡± My mother asks me. ¡°Where¡¯s Autumn?¡± Atticus demands the second he¡¯s awake and back to his senses. I held my head as everything started to make sense. I saw something before I lost consciousness, something that could change all of our lives for good. It wasn¡¯t the first time I¡¯d seen it. It also happened on the same day that Anya¡¯s mother was killed. I dismissed it back then, but now I realize I should have looked more into it. ¡°The dark symbol,¡± I whisper. ¡°What did you just say?¡± Atticus demands, he wasn¡¯t the only one who¡¯s heard me. ¡°Did you just say the dark symbol?¡± Griffin asks me. ¡°I have to be mistaken,¡± I whisper, trying to find the strength now that I know who¡¯s taken rissa from me. ¡°What¡¯s wrong, Damon?¡± Atticus growls. ¡°Would you please f*****g exin what is happening here? Where is my wife? Where is my sister? Where the hell are they?¡± ¡°I saw the dark symbol.¡± I finally answer him. ¡°Where did you see it?¡± He asks. ¡°Who was it on?¡± ¡°rissa.¡± There¡¯s a moment of silence as my answer reaches the ear of everyone around me. ¡°rissa?¡± My mother asks in disbelief. ¡°What was the dark symbol doing on rissa?¡± ¡°The fire in the forest,¡± I say in horror. ¡°An outsider didn¡¯t cause it. That was rissa¡¯s doing. She didn¡¯t know it then. She didn¡¯t understand it. She was so upset that I was getting engaged to Anya that she¡¯d done that herself. On the day that Anya¡¯s mother died, all of those witches lost their power somehow and gave us the upper hand. It wasn¡¯t their mistake; it was rissa¡¯s power awakening. I¡¯d seen the symbol back then but thought nothing of it; now I realize I should have paid more attention to it. All of the signs have always been around.¡± ¡°This is insane,¡± Atticus says as he lifts his head towards the sky. ¡°f*****g insane. Does this mean what I think it does?¡± I nod, ¡°rissa is none other than Azai Reign¡¯s daughter. Autumn¡¯s sister. They¡¯ve been sisters, and none of us knew it.¡± ¡°Actually,¡± Grandfather says as he walks towards us. ¡°Your grandmother and I knew all along who rissa was. It¡¯s why we convinced your parents to adopt her.¡± ¡°What?¡± My mother demands from him. ¡°You knew that rissa was a Reign this entire time, and you never once thought we should know this?¡± He nods, ¡°I knew you wouldn¡¯t have adopted her if you¡¯d known the truth. We made a promise to protect those girls, and it is a promise I intend to keep. I¡¯m d we epted rissa into our lives; she brought us joy. It doesn¡¯t matter who her father is; you¡¯re her parents now. You must protect her as well.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand.¡± My father says in shock. ¡°You knew the dangers, and you still chose to protect her?¡± ¡°Is she not your daughter?¡± He demands from my father. ¡°Would you not give your life for her even after knowing who her real father is?¡± ¡°Of course, I would.¡± My father growls. ¡°But you should not have kept this a secret from the rest of us. We should have known the truth. We have a family to protect. What would be done about the f*****g overlords now that rissa is revealed to be a Reign? What are we supposed to do?¡± ¡°We don¡¯t have time to fight!¡± I roar. ¡°rissa is missing! My mate is missing! I need to get her back before I lose my f*****g mind.¡± ¡°Your mate?¡± My mother demands. ¡°You don¡¯t just love her? She¡¯s also your mate?¡± I closed my eyes; she was indeed my mate. I hate myself for taking so long to notice who she was to me. ¡°The moment Anya died, I knew for sure,¡± I answered her. ¡°I always had doubts, but when Anya¡¯s spell completely left my body, I knew rissa belonged to me.¡± And after joining with her a few hours ago, I knew that I wasn¡¯t f*****g wrong. I was only a few seconds away from marking her before those bastards took her from me. ¡°They have Autumn. Once again, they have her.¡± Atticus says in disbelief. ¡°How the f**k are we going to find them now?¡± Chapter 159 Chapter 159 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 159 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 82 Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ~DAMON~ ¡°We can¡¯t do this on our own,¡± Atticus says. I knew we couldn¡¯t. Of course, we couldn¡¯t. Not when we¡¯ve been failing so far. It¡¯s been a few hours since Autumn and rissa have been kidnapped. We had no leads, and despite the money already spent, no one could help us find them. We¡¯d also been searching within those hours, and I felt restless. I had no idea what those psychopaths were doing with my mate. I¡¯ve never been away from rissa for this long while, not knowing where she was. It was killing me inside. ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± I agree. ¡°You know exactly how I¡¯m feeling. If I don¡¯t find her soon, I will lose it.¡± He nods, ¡°I¡¯ve called Austin and his family over. I¡¯ve already informed them of what¡¯s happening. They¡¯re going to help us.¡± ¡°Where the hell could he have them?¡± I ask him. ¡°We¡¯d followed every lead possible, including everything Autumn has told us in the past. Why aren¡¯t we finding them?¡± ¡°He must have moved,¡± Atticus answers me. ¡°It¡¯s the only exnation. But since they love being underground, I assume they are in a different location. That¡¯s why it¡¯s much harder to find them.¡± ¡°And what about the overlords?¡± I ask him. ¡°What are we going to do when they find out that rissa is also a Reign?¡± Frustrated, he closes his eyes, ¡°I don¡¯t know, Damon. I was hoping that Autumn would never find her siblings. I know it¡¯s a selfish wish, but I knew that her life would be in more danger once she found them. Now we know that rissa was her sister all along. That¡¯s insane. Together they¡¯re more powerful. Now all that¡¯s missing is theirst sibling. I don¡¯t even want to think about it. All I want to do is find Autumn. We will deal with everything else after.¡± I nod; I also want rissa back quickly. I didn¡¯t want to wait longer to have her back in my arms. ¡°They¡¯re here!¡± My mother informs us. Austin, Hunter, Isabe, Lucy, Arthur, and Gabrie are the six that I see. Where were the others? Gabrie runs over to Atticus and hugs him, ¡°Are you okay?¡± She asks. He shook his head. ¡°I feel like I¡¯m alive but barely breathing. I don¡¯t know where she is. I don¡¯t know what to do to find her.¡± ¡°We¡¯re here,¡± Austin tells us. ¡°We will find a way to get them back. One way or another, we will get them both back alive.¡± Hunter nods at me, and I acknowledge his presence. ¡°What do we know so far?¡± He asks. ¡°We know that Skyler is responsible for taking them. He¡¯s the leader of Azai¡¯s remaining followers.¡± I answer him. ¡°We don¡¯t know much about them. They were hidden for so long, and almost all of the information about them has been destroyed.¡± ¡°How did those men not burn alive?¡± Austin asks. He already knew of rissa¡¯s power after Atticus gave him a summary of what had happened over the phone. ¡°I assume they must possess something that protects them from it,¡± I suggest. ¡°I don¡¯t know what it is, but I wish those motherfuckers had diedst night in that fire.¡± ¡°It¡¯s possible that they also cannot be harmed by Azai¡¯s power; they are considered one. rissa and Autumn are both their princesses.¡± Gabrie says. ¡°If rissa and Autumn cannot hurt them, we at least can.¡± It was true. I liked the way she thought. If they couldn¡¯t hurt them, we definitely could. And hurt them was exactly what I was nning on doing. ¡°I have someone who has eyes everywhere,¡± Hunter tells us. ¡°I already got into contact with him. All we have to do now is wait for him to respond.¡± That¡¯s good. We needed someone like that to give us some good news. ¡°Maya and Kane, along with Eden and James, are already out there looking,¡± Austin tells me. ¡°Lucas is having some marriage problems and sadly could not make it. As you can tell, life with those ckners isn¡¯t exactly easy.¡± He didn¡¯t need to tell me that. I understood how hard it was for them not to be in love and marry someone who wasn¡¯t their mate. Their rules were freaking insane. ¡°What are we waiting for?¡± I ask them. ¡°We¡¯re wasting time just standing here and waiting for someone to tell us where to start looking.¡± Atticus nods, ¡°Let¡¯s get the hell out of here.¡± ¡°I¡¯ming with you,¡± Dante tells me, and I¡¯m surprised he even said a word to me. Things weren¡¯t exactly good between us. ¡°I¡¯ming as well,¡± Willow says. ¡°No.¡± Dante stops her. ¡°You¡¯re not going anywhere.¡± ¡°Why?¡± She demands. ¡°Autumn and rissa have both been nothing but kind to me. Why can¡¯t I help search for them with the rest of you?¡± ¡°Because your sister asked me to protect you, and that¡¯s exactly what I¡¯m going to f*****g do.¡± He answers her. She looks disappointed by his words, but she doesn¡¯t try to change his mind. She steps back and allows him to move past her. ¡°We¡¯reing as well.¡± My mother tells me. ¡°They¡¯re both our daughters, and we are getting them back.¡± It felt good to hear her say that. I needed their support. I needed everyone¡¯s support to get rissa back. ¡°We got it,¡± Hunter says suddenly. ¡°Do you know where to find them?¡± I demand, hopeful. He nods, ¡°I have information, and it¡¯s exactly what we need right now.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s go!¡± Austin shouts as we all follow him out of the house. We got into different vehicles while Hunter led in his. I hoped that Hunter knew what he was talking about. He was usually good at finding missing people. They¡¯d helped our family in the past, and I believed I could trust their word. If they said they knew where to look, we would blindly follow. This was it. I¡¯ming for you, rissa. I¡¯ming for you. Chapter 160 Chapter 160 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 160 T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. BOOK 2 CHAPTER 83 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°Why isn¡¯t he telling us where our mates are?¡± I ask Autumn. Skyler refused to tell us what he had done to Damon and Atticus. They were both present when they¡¯d taken us from the beach house. So what did they do to them? I needed to know the truth and I couldn¡¯t wait any longer. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± Autumn assured me. ¡°We are going to get out of here, and we will find them. Trust me.¡± I force myself to smile. ¡°I can¡¯t believe you¡¯ve been my sister all along. I should have known. You always acted like my long-lost sister.¡± She nods, ¡°I should have known as well. I felt a connection with you more than once. Something inside me kept telling me you were my sister, but I ignored that inner voice. I should have listened to it and dug deeper.¡± We both get quiet as the reality of our situation begins to sink in. ¡°They will let us go,¡± Autumn tells me suddenly. ¡°Why do you think they will?¡± I ask her. She seemed confident that these men would somehow free us. ¡°Because they also let me go.¡± She answers me. ¡°I didn¡¯t understand why at first, but now I know. They need all three of us together. They need our brother. Only when they have the three of us can they do what they have nned?¡± My brother. I knew him from my nightmares. If those dreams were indeed from my past, his name had to be Cassius. But were those dreams memories from my past? If that was true, where were they now? Why did they put me up for adoption? None of it made sense to me. If they genuinely needed all three of us, why did they kidnap us now only to let us go again? They had done that to Autumn before; they¡¯d taken her but let her escape. She was the one that freed herself, but she was convinced that they wanted her to flee in the past. ¡°They must have a reason for taking us only to release us afterward,¡± I tell Autumn. ¡°What do you think their reason is?¡± She shrugs, ¡°I wish I knew the answer, rissa. I wish I had the power to protect you right now. But these men, they know how to stop us from using our power. It must have been something our father taught them in the past. We can¡¯t leave here unless they want us to.¡± We both stopped talking the second Skyler walked back into the room. I don¡¯t think it made a difference if he¡¯d heard us; I was sure they had cameras here to spy on us when they weren¡¯t around. ¡°I brought you both some food.¡± He says as he walks in with a syringe in his hand. ¡°What the hell is that?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°Aren¡¯t you going to let us go like you didst time?¡± He chuckles, ¡°I thought you were the one that escaped Autumn. Why do you think I let you go thest time?¡± Autumn narrows her eyes, ¡°I¡¯m not ying this game with you. Let us go.¡± ¡°There¡¯s something I want to experiment with first.¡± He tells her as he ys with the syringe in his hand. ¡°If you hurt my sister. I¡¯m going to kill you!¡± Autumn threatens him as he nears me. ¡°I¡¯m not going to hurt her.¡± He promises her. ¡°You know that I need you both alive for my ns. I wouldn¡¯t do anything to hurt her intentionally.¡± ¡°So then, what is that?¡± I demand from him. ¡°Just a little booster to help you rx after I give you some depressing news.¡± He answers me. I freeze. Depressing news? What the hell did he mean by that? ¡°What are you talking about?¡± I demand. ¡°Does this have anything to do with Damon?¡± I can feel myself panic at the thought of something happening to him. Skyler had avoided speaking about him before; was this the reason why? He doesn¡¯t answer me, and it only makes the unsettling feeling in my chest worsen. ¡°Answer me!¡± I shout. ¡°She¡¯s impatient just like you are.¡± He tells Autumn. ¡°Where is Atticus?¡± Autumn asks as I see the same fear reflected in her eyes. ¡°Don¡¯t worry, Atticus is safe and with his family.¡± He answers her. Why does he only answer Autumn? Why doesn¡¯t he answer my question as well? Was he intentionally messing with me so that I would be angry? What evil intentions did he have toward me? He inches closer, and I wince when the needle hits my vein. ¡°rissa!¡± Autumn shouts with horror as she helplessly watches him inject something into my veins. I felt no pain, none whatsoever. However, there had to be some reaction to it. Maybe the side effects took a while to kick in. ¡°What are you doing to her?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°I told you it¡¯s to keep her calm.¡± He answered her, but somehow I knew he was lying. It was probably to do the exact opposite. ¡°You haven¡¯t answered my question,¡± I growl. ¡°Where the hell is my mate?¡± His eyes are apologetic as he looks at me, ¡°I regret to inform you that Damon Fawn is no longer on this earth. He¡¯s dead.¡± All of the blood drains from my face at his words. ¡°You¡¯re lying,¡± I whisper. I can barely recognize my voice. Everything was beginning to spin, and it had nothing to do with him sticking a needle into my vein. ¡°Don¡¯t listen to him, rissa!¡± Autumn tried to calm me down. ¡°He did this to me in the past. He told me things about Atticus to make me angrier. I think he¡¯s only doing this to do the same to you.¡± ¡°What I told you about Atticus was the truth,¡± Skyler says, deep in thought. ¡°Was he not back with Anya after you went missing?¡± ¡°You failed to tell me key points in that story!¡± Autumn hissed. I couldn¡¯t listen to their conversation anymore. I was losing my mind. Damon. Damon, where are you? Chapter 161 Chapter 161 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 161 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 84 ~CLARISSA~ ¡°Tell me you¡¯re lying!¡± I scream. ¡°Tell me you¡¯re lying to me! Tell me Damon is still alive!¡± This couldn¡¯t be happening. I¡¯ve loved him for so long that I can¡¯t imagine not having him in my life anymore. Skyler had to be lying to me. He just had to be. I wanted to grab onto his shirt and demand that he tells me the truth. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, princess.¡± He apologizes. ¡°Damon is dead. You should feel the broken bond by now, you neverpleted the mate bond with him, but I¡¯m sure you can still feel the loss of him.¡± ¡°Nooo,¡± I scream as I cover my ears. ¡°Let me go!¡± Autumn shouts. ¡°She needs me. Please let me go to her!¡± ¡°If you want to go to her, you must find the strength to break free on your own, Autumn. Just like you¡¯ve done in the past.¡± He answers her. ¡°However, it isn¡¯t going to be as easy as before. I¡¯ve made sure to add a little extra this time.¡± Something wasn¡¯t right. Whatever he¡¯d put inside of me, it was finally beginning to affect me. ¡°What did you do?¡± I demand. ¡°Nothing that won¡¯t help you ovee the grief of losing someone you love.¡± He answers me before leaving the room, leaving Autumn and me behind. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, rissa.¡± Autumn apologizes. Why was she apologizing? She wasn¡¯t responsible for any of this. ¡°What have they done to me?¡± I cry out. I was out of control. The fire inside of me was threatening to break free. My veins felt like they were on fire and like they were getting burnt. The fear of Damon no longer being in my life also sent me insane. If I didn¡¯t have him, I would lose all control. But I didn¡¯t want to trust Skyler¡¯s word. I had to see he was gone for myself before my world flipped upside down. ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± Autumn shouts as she tries to free herself to get to me. I gasp when the fire seeps into the room from the outside. It was my doing; I know it was. ¡°We need to get out of here,¡± Autumn says as she spots it the same time as I do. It was spreading. The fire was spreading everywhere and quickly. Autumn yells, and the straps around her all snap. She quickly climbs down from the table but pauses when she takes a look between us. The fire around me was stopping her from reaching me. ¡°I can¡¯t use my power.¡± She gasps. ¡°I was able to break free from the straps, but nothing is happening right now to stop the fire.¡± She was powerless; they¡¯d also messed with her power. Preventing her from using it. Or was it possible that she couldn¡¯t use her power on me? Maybe they didn¡¯t work on each other. It could be a possibility. We still didn¡¯t know everything about the power within us and we never got the chance to experiment with it. Was this why they brought us here? To experiment on us? I can see Damon¡¯s image in my mind, him smiling and telling me that I mean the world to him. I can see memories of us being together, and it didn¡¯t make any of this easier for me. I screamed in agony, and the straps around me burst at the impact. Autumn reaches me just then and helps me down onto the ground. ¡°Get out of here!¡± I shout. ¡°What?¡± She demands, surprised. ¡°Go find help, Autumn,¡± I tell her desperately. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± She demands. ¡°What¡¯s wrong, rissa? Tell me what¡¯s happening.¡± ¡°I¡¯m losing control!¡± I manage to say before letting out another agonized scream. ¡°I¡¯m not leaving you.¡± She insists. ¡°I can help you. I¡¯m not going to give up on you. We can get you out of this.¡± I knew that Autumn wanted to protect me, but she didn¡¯t realize how dangerous it was to stay with me. Those bastards had done this to me. Whatever it was they¡¯d injected into me had caused this reaction. Telling me about Damon was used to trigger it off. They knew exactly what they were doing; this was nned long before. Autumn tries to hug me, but I push her away. ¡°I don¡¯t want to hurt you, sister,¡± I shout. ¡°Please leave while I¡¯m still aware of what I¡¯m doing. I¡¯m holding onto everything to protect you from me.¡± ¡°rissa, please,¡± she cries. ¡°I¡¯m your sister. I need to stay and protect you.¡± ¡°And I need to protect you!¡± I insist. ¡°Go, Autumn. GO!¡± She wasn¡¯t listening to me. She was being stubborn, and I didn¡¯t me her. If I were in her situation, I would have done the same. ¡°You can bring the others to me.¡± I try another approach. ¡°If you stay here, we¡¯re both going to suffer. If you leave and find the others, we have a better chance.¡± I see the determination in her eyes as she steps closer to me, despite the fire getting closer to her. She did not look scared of it. Instead, she looked terrified of losing me. ¡°I¡¯m going to find the others, and when I do, I¡¯ming back for you.¡± She promises me. ¡°I¡¯m not leaving you; I¡¯m just getting help. Before this darkness ovees you, remember that you have people who would die for you.¡± I fought back the tears as I watched her turn and run out the door. When she leaves, I drop to the ground in emotional pain. ¡°Damon.¡± I cry. ¡°Please be alive, my love. Please tell me that you¡¯re still alive.¡± I can feel the darkness get stronger. Was this what my father faced daily in his life? The darkness inside him taking over his body and trying to control it. Was there a chance that he was once a good person before the darkness destroyed him? Those are myst thoughts before everything turns nk. The darkness had won. Original from N?velDrama.Org. It had finally taken over me, and now, nothing could stop it from doing what it wanted. It was toote. Toote. Chapter 162 Chapter 162 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 162 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 85 ~DAMON~ ¡°I¡¯m telling you, they must be somewhere close,¡± Hunter says as he looks around us. ¡°The information I¡¯ve gotten from my trusted source has to be true. He¡¯s never let me down in the past.¡± We¡¯ve been searching for hours. f*****g hours. ording to Hunter, someone had seen those damn men taking Autumn and rissa along this path. Yet, there were still no signs of them. ¡°If they did anything to Autumn or rissa, they would never live to see another f*****g day.¡± Atticus growls. I couldn¡¯t believe I¡¯d let them take her. I couldn¡¯t believe that I was not strong enough to protect her. It bothered me that I¡¯d failed her not once but multiple times. How was I such a horrible mate? Atticus suddenly stops walking, and I turn to look at him. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask. Could he sense that Autumn was in pain? T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I sense her.¡± He whispers as he looks around him, searching the woods for her. ¡°You¡¯re sure?¡± Austin asks him as he also tries to search his surrounding for her. ¡°I¡¯m certain.¡± He answers him. ¡°I would know Autumn¡¯s scent anywhere.¡± This was a good sign. We were heading in the right direction. It turns out that Hunter¡¯s source was reliable indeed. ¡°Let¡¯s move faster!¡± I tell the others. ¡°ATTICUS!¡± It was Autumn¡¯s voice. We turned toward the sound, and she was indeed here. I looked behind her, hoping to see rissa, but there was still no sign of her. She runs straight into Atticus¡¯s arms as he meets her halfway. He picks her up and kisses her roughly. I rush over to them, ¡°Where is rissa?¡± I demand. Her cheeks were wet, and she¡¯d been crying. ¡°I begged her to let me stay.¡± She tells me. ¡°I begged her to let me help her.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± I demand. ¡°Did they do something to her? Where the hell is she?¡± ¡°They injected her with something.¡± My blood runs cold at her words. ¡°I don¡¯t know what it did to her, but then they lied and told her you were dead. I think she needed to feel the pain to activate it.¡± She continues. ¡°She¡¯s losing control of herself. The darkness is slowly consuming her, and there¡¯s nothing that we can do.¡± ¡°Where is she?¡± I demand. ¡°Take me to her.¡± ¡°The ce is on fire.¡± She informs me. ¡°Everything is burning down.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care. Please take me to her.¡± She nodded, and I ran behind her, letting her lead me to my mate. It took us a few minutes, but I knew we were at our destination when I saw the raging fire before me. ¡°Are those bastards inside there with her?¡± I demand. I couldn¡¯t wait to sink my teeth into them and rip their heads out. ¡°No.¡± She answers me. ¡°I looked around for them, hoping to get my revenge for what they¡¯d done to my sister, but they were nowhere around. I think this was their n all along. They wanted rissa to lose control. I¡¯m not sure why he didn¡¯t do the same to me. I think they were experimenting and wasn¡¯t sure how well it would work on us; that¡¯s why they chose to do it to one of us and not both.¡± I narrowed my eyes; they¡¯d done their parts and left before we could reach them. They must have known we would be here for rissa and Autumn. ¡°What are you doing?¡± Atticus demands as he grabs my shoulder. ¡°That house is burning down. You can¡¯t go in there. We can find another way to get her out. rissa controls that fire, it would not harm her, but it will harm you.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t f*****g care!¡± I roar. I pushed his hand away and ran into the house despite my mother¡¯s screams. ¡°rissa!¡± I shouted as I shielded my face from the fire with my hand. I wasn¡¯t sure where to look for her, but I wouldn¡¯t give up until I had her in my arms. ¡°CLARISSA!¡± I can¡¯t believe those bastards told her that I was dead. I can¡¯t imagine the pain she¡¯d felt from that one lie. ¡°Where are you?¡± I shout. ¡°Say something! Please!¡± Still, there was no response. I groaned as a wooden board fell on top of me. I kick it away and ignore the pain in my shoulder. ¡°rissa,¡± I whisper when I finally see her in front of me. She wasn¡¯t looking at me. Her eyes seemed distant and cold. She looked nothing like what I remembered. She had the same features, but there was a darkness about her that made me ufortable. Autumn was right; the darkness was consuming her. ¡°rissa,¡± I say louder as I walk closer to her. That gets her attention, and she slowly lifts her face to get a good look at me. ¡°Don¡¯te any closer.¡± She hissed. I paused; it was hard to stay a few feet away when all I wanted to do was pull her into my arms and bury my face in her hair. ¡°It¡¯s me,¡± I tell her calmly. ¡°Your mate. Damon. I¡¯m here. I¡¯m not dead. I¡¯m in front of you, sweetheart.¡± She narrows her eyes, ¡°Lies. You¡¯re lying to me. My mate is dead.¡± My eyes widen, ¡°can¡¯t you see me, rissa?¡± I demand. ¡°I¡¯m right in front of you. Let mee to you. If you touch me, you can see I¡¯m real and in front of you.¡± ¡°No!¡± She shouts. ¡°You¡¯re messing with me. Do you take me for a fool?¡± ¡°rissa, please,¡± I beg. ¡°It¡¯s me.¡± I took one step forward, and she flinched like she expected me to hurt her. It pained me to see her like this. ¡°Stay back!¡± She shouts. ¡°I¡¯m warning you to stay back.¡± I don¡¯t listen to her. I¡¯m a few inches away from her, close enough to touch her, but it doesn¡¯t happen. Before I can wrap her into my arms, I¡¯m flown backward into the air. My eyes widen when my back hits the door, and my body is thrown onto the ground. She¡¯d just thrown me out of the burning building without even putting her hands on me. I couldn¡¯t believe it. ¡°Damon!¡± My mother screams my name. She isn¡¯t the only one shouting my name. I look up and see rissa standing before me with soulless eyes. ¡°rissa,¡± Autumn shouts behind me. ¡°Don¡¯t do it! Don¡¯t hurt him!¡± Would she really hurt me? Did Ipletely lose her? Chapter 163 Chapter 163 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 163 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 86 ~DAMON~ Atticus rushes to my side, and so does Dante. He was still angry with me, but he was ready to fight to protect me. Austin and Hunter move to protect their mates if needed. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with her?¡± Isabe asks in horror. ¡°What can we do to help her?¡± ¡°Move out of my way.¡± rissa orders in a voice I couldn¡¯t even recognize. ¡°I only want him.¡± She says as she points at me. Atticus moves in front of me, ready to fight back. ¡°No!¡± I shout. ¡°No one is going to hurt her. That¡¯s still rissa. She doesn¡¯t know what she¡¯s doing.¡± ¡°Are we supposed just to stand back and watch you get hurt?¡± Atticus demands from me. ¡°We need to do something to protect you, at least.¡± I pick myself off the ground and push him out of the way. ¡°Everyone stay back.¡± rissa¡¯s eyes focus on me. ¡°Pretending to be my mate just to hurt me.¡± She shouts. ¡°I¡¯m going to show you what real pain feels like.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think she¡¯s kidding,¡± Griffin says as he looks at me. ¡°Are you sure about this?¡± ¡°I am!¡± I shout. ¡°Everyone move back so that no one else gets hurt.¡± They do as I say, but I know that if rissa does hurt me, they will step in. I had to prevent that from happening. I had to protect her no matter what. Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I¡¯m not pretending to be Damon.¡± I try to exin to her. ¡°Those men lied to you. I am your Damon. I¡¯m still the man you fell in love with. I haven¡¯t changed rissa. I¡¯m not going anywhere. I¡¯m staying here to prove to you that I love you. Do you hear me? I love you, rissa. I love you so much that it hurts!¡± Her hands tighten into fists at her sides. I¡¯ve seemed to anger her even more than before. I thought telling her I loved her would help, but it only worsened things. ¡°You¡¯re lying!¡± She screams as a burst of mes is thrown directly at me. I dodged it before it could hit me, but I didn¡¯t move fast enough to miss the second one. I roar in pain as ites into contact with my shoulder. I fell onto the ground but quickly got straight back up. I didn¡¯t want to give my family a chance to interfere. ¡°Damon,¡± Dante growls. ¡°What the f**k do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± He demands. ¡°She will kill you if we don¡¯t stop her.¡± ¡°No.¡± I disagree. ¡°She will never kill me. rissa will never let that happen. She will stop herself in time. I know she will.¡± Her eyes narrow, and she takes a step towards me. ¡°Don¡¯t stop,¡± I tell her. ¡°Go ahead and let all of your emotions out. I will prove to you one way or the other that I¡¯m your Damon.¡± ¡°Are you insane?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°Why the hell are you provoking her?¡± ¡°Ignore them,¡± I tell her. ¡°Just pay attention to me.¡± If my mate were truly gone, if the darkness had consumed herpletely, she would have gotten rid of me a long time ago. The fact that she was hesitating meant that she was still conscious of what was happening. She¡¯d just lost control of her body. ¡°You¡¯re going to regret not listening to them.¡± rissa threatens me as she lifts her hands into the air. I prepared myself for another one of her attacks. She was powerful, my mate. Beautiful also. She was so damn beautiful, even when she was trying to kill me. I wince when the mes hit me harder this time; I¡¯m thrown into the air and against a tree with so much force that it cracks behind me. ¡°That¡¯s enough!¡± My brothers roar. ¡°rissa, this is enough! We are not going to let you hurt him anymore!¡± Dante shouts. ¡°We don¡¯t want to hurt you,¡± Atticus tells her. ¡°So please stop this before it gets to that point.¡± She chuckles, ¡°Do you three think you stand a chance against me?¡± I wince at the pain in my head as I struggle to get up. I don¡¯t care about the bruises as I force myself to walk towards her. ¡°Don¡¯t,¡± I shout at my brothers. ¡°Don¡¯t do it!¡± ¡°I think you have no choice but to let us step in,¡± Hunter tells me. ¡°She needs help. If we can stop her in time, we can find a way to give her control of her body once more before it¡¯s toote.¡± ¡°No.¡± I insist. ¡°I can do this. I can stop her.¡± ¡°We¡¯ve given you enough time.¡± Atticus insisted. ¡°Wait!¡± Autumn shouts. ¡°Don¡¯t hurt her.¡± Everyone turns to look at her. I¡¯m happy that she at least was on my side. She, indeed, was rissa¡¯s sister. She would do anything to protect her as well. I knew my brothers didn¡¯t want to hurt her either; to them, she was also their sister, but they were more determined to save me from her. At least Autumn would still choose to protect her under these circumstances. ¡°I can help.¡± She says. ¡°I can feel my power returning. I can protect him while he tries to get to her.¡± That¡¯s a good idea. Autumn had the opposite power to rissa. She could control water. If she could protect me long enough from the fire, this might work. ¡°Okay,¡± Atticus says. ¡°But if this doesn¡¯t work, we are all stepping in.¡± This meant that no matter what, this n had to work. I didn¡¯t know what I was nning on doing, but whatever it was, I had to think of it fast. ¡°Ready?¡± Autumn asks me. I nod, and soon after, I¡¯m surrounded by a water barrier. rissa stiffens when I approach her, but it doesn¡¯t stop me. I keep walking until we¡¯re inches apart. ¡°Stay back!¡± She growls. There¡¯s fire all around her, but it cannot hurt me, not with Autumn¡¯s protection. I buried my hands into her hair and whispered, ¡°I love you. I love you so much, rissa.¡± I can hear her breathing increase rapidly at my words. I moved my face so that my mouth was right below her ear. I was going to im her¡ªsomething I should have done a long time ago. ¡°Stop!¡± rissa screams as she thrashes against my hold on her. It¡¯s getting hotter; Autumn¡¯s shield could only do so much. I had to move quickly. I sink my teeth into rissa¡¯s neck, and her cry echoed throughout the forest. I was marking her, iming her as mine. I didn¡¯t know what else to do to bring her back to me. I hoped this would remind her of our love for each other. I was hoping that it would be enough to save her. Please. Pleasee back to me. Please, rissa. Come back. Chapter 164 Chapter 164 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 164 BOOK 2 CHAPTER 87 ~CLARISSA~ What am I doing? I can feel Damon¡¯s teeth in my neck, and I can also feel the fire inside of me begin to die down. I was gaining back control of my body. Damon was helping me. Our mating bond was giving me control back once more. I was grateful for this. If I had hurt Damon more than I¡¯d already done, I would have never been able to forgive myself. When he finally lifts his head, I am inplete control of my body again. He can tell. I know he can. He smiles a beautiful one that lights up my entire life. ¡°You¡¯re back.¡± He whispers. I nod as I wrap my arms around his neck and hold him tightly. He lifts me into his arms, and I giggle against him. ¡°I love you, Damon.¡± I cry. ¡°I¡¯ve loved you for so long, and I¡¯m going to love you even longer.¡± He kisses my forehead, cheeks, and neck right above his mark on me. ¡°I¡¯m never letting anyone take you from me again.¡± He promises me. ¡°I¡¯m never leaving your side again either,¡± I promise him. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry for hurting you,¡± I whisper as I pull back to look at the bruises. I never thought I would have it inside of me to hurt Damon. Now I knew how dangerous the darkness inside of me could be. ¡°Hey, look at me.¡± He says as he lightly touches my chin. ¡°You didn¡¯t hurt me. This was nothing. And it isn¡¯t your fault either; you were not in control of your body. The men who kidnapped you are to me, and I can¡¯t wait to find them and make them pay.¡± ¡°It¡¯s good to have you back, sis,¡± Griffin says as he takes me from an unhappy Damon. ¡°I¡¯m happy to be back,¡± I tell him as I return his hug. ¡°Thank you for not hurting us.¡± He teases me. ¡°For a second, I thought you would burn us all alive.¡± Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Stop teasing her before she hurts you,¡± Atticus says as he pulls me from Griffin to hug me. Everyone seemed to take turns holding me like I was a child. My parents are next¡ªthe parents I should have epted a while ago. My mother hugs me, ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re safe and back with us. There is something we have for you back home. I think this will make you happy.¡± I¡¯m unsure what she¡¯s talking about, but I was curious to know what it was. Isabe and Lucy are thest to hug me. They told me that Gabrie and Arthur would be joining us soon along with Maya and Kane as well. It was only then that I realized Autumn was missing. I spun around to look for her and found her in a corner crying. I ran to her, and she pulled me into her arms. ¡°I was so scared that I would lose you, rissa.¡± She cries. ¡°I was scared I would have to hurt you to stop you. I¡¯m so happy to have you back.¡± I tightened my arms around her, ¡°I knew you would have found a way to save me without hurting me. I had full faith in you, sister. I¡¯m so lucky to have you.¡± She smiled and held me briefly before walking me back to Damon. ¡°He¡¯s the one you should thank. He was determined to bring you back, not once thinking about his well-being.¡± ¡°And I have to thank you, Autumn, for protecting me. I wasn¡¯t burnt alive because of you.¡± He thanks her, and she smiles. ¡°At least now you know never to mess with rissa. She has the power to bring you to your knees.¡± She teases him. His eyes twinkle as he looks at me, ¡°she doesn¡¯t need her power to bring me to my knees; all I need is one look from her.¡± I blush at his words. ¡°Let¡¯s get out of here,¡± Hunter tells the rest of us. ¡°This ce isn¡¯t safe. After today, I suggest you prepare for those men¡¯s return. They aren¡¯t finished with either of you. This was just a test.¡± I knew he was right. But I wasn¡¯t sure how to prepare for their return. If our power couldn¡¯t hurt them, how could we eliminate them? The entire ride home, Damon kept his hands around me. It¡¯s almost like he was scared he was going to lose me. It felt good to be in his arms. ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re alive,¡± I whisper. ¡°I thought I¡¯d lost you forever. I can¡¯t even begin to exin the pain I felt after Skyler told me that you were gone.¡± He presses his lips against my hair, ¡°I¡¯ll never leave you, rissa. I would even fight death to be with you.¡± I smile and lean over to kiss him. ¡°Gross,¡± Griffin says next to us. I¡¯d forgotten that he was riding in the back with us. ¡°Don¡¯t pay any attention to him,¡± Damon whispers as he kisses me again, more profound this time. When we finally return to the house, Griffin looks relieved to be out of the vehicle finally. Iugh as he practically runs into the house to get away from us. My mother takes my hand and guides me into the house. ¡°We should have never let you go that day. This is your home, and it always will be.¡± She takes a paper from inside the front desk and hands it to me. I take one look at it and stare at her in shock. ¡°You¡¯re no longer our adopted daughter.¡± She whispers. ¡°You can now do as you please. You can marry Damon. One way or another, you¡¯ll always be our daughter rissa. One way or another, you will have ourst name.¡± I smile as the tears fall from my eyes onto my cheek as I wrap my arms around her. ¡°Thank you so much, Mom. Thank you so much.¡± ¡°It feels so good to hear you call me that.¡± She admits as she wipes my tears. ¡°I¡¯m so lucky to have such a beautiful daughter. I wish you and Damon nothing but happiness, my child.¡± ¡°I do as well.¡± My father says as he hugs me. ¡°We love you so much, rissa. We made the right choice when we adopted you. Nothing can ever change my mind on that.¡± ¡°Hurry up and marry her so she can have ourst name again!¡± Griffin shouts from across the hall. ¡°Guys,¡± Autumn says as she stares at something on her phone. ¡°I don¡¯t know how but somehow, news about Damon and rissa is spreading everywhere.¡± My father clears his throat, ¡°we announced it.¡± ¡°What?¡± Damon demands. ¡°There was no point in hiding it anymore.¡± He tells him. ¡°They would have found out one way or another; I thought it was best that we are the ones to break the news.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t want to see what they¡¯re saying,¡± Lucy whispers as she walks in. ¡°People can be so mean.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care,¡± I say as I hug Damon. ¡°As long as I have Damon and the support of my family, what anyone says about us does not matter to me.¡± Willow walks in then and runs to Dante, surprising all of us. She throws her arms around him. ¡°I¡¯m so happy you¡¯re safe.¡± I look at Damon, and he quirks a brow at me. Dante stiffens and pushes her away, ¡°what are you doing?¡± I felt terrible for her. I knew how hard it was for Dante, but he didn¡¯t have to be that mean. She was only concerned for him. I walk over to her and hug her. ¡°It¡¯s good to see you, Willow.¡± She smiled even though I could see the pain in her eyes. ¡°I¡¯m d that you and Damon are back.¡± I was surprised that she was happy to see us after what she knew now about Damon and me. ¡°We¡¯re not going anywhere this time,¡± I promise her. Damon takes my hand and pulls me with him toward his room. He opens his door and pulls me inside with him. Damon¡¯s mouth is on mine before I can say anything else. I gasp, and he uses that opportunity to stick his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me. I needed this. I needed to be this close to him again. ¡°I can¡¯t wait.¡± He groans. ¡°I need you now, rissa. You¡¯re mine, and I¡¯ve never wanted anything more than I want you right now.¡± ¡°Then take me, Damon,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m yours. Only yours.¡± He removes each of my clothing, one by one, until I¡¯m leftpletely n***d in front of him. He rips his clothes from his body before lifting me and pressing me up against the wall. I cry out when he ms into me. The first thrust sends my body into a burst of pleasure. ¡°I love you.¡± He groans as he buries his face against my neck. ¡°I love you more than you will ever know.¡± I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on as he continued to push in and out of me. ¡°I can¡¯t believe I¡¯m f*****g inside you.¡± He growls. ¡°Nothingpares to this.¡± I bit down on his ear, and he groaned. ¡°I love you so much, Damon. Thank you for making it all worth it in the end.¡± I whisper. His thrusts are faster now, and I can feel my c****x nearing. ¡°Deeper.¡± I cry out. ¡°I need you deeper inside of me.¡± He pushes my legs wider and does just exactly that. ¡°Damon!¡± I screamed as I climaxed all over him. ¡°Oh fuck¡ª,¡± he groans as he buries his seed inside me. I continued to hold him until everyst drop of him was inside of me. ¡°Thank you for never giving up on me, rissa.¡± He whispers as he holds me tightly against him. ¡°I know that I don¡¯t deserve you, but I¡¯m happy that you chose me. I¡¯m so happy that out of everyone, I¡¯m the one that you chose to be with. You have no idea just how happy that makes me. I¡¯m a f*****g lucky man, and it¡¯s all because of you.¡± I wipe the sweat from his forehead and lean in to kiss him once more. ¡°I can¡¯t wait to spend the rest of my life with you, Damon Fawn.¡± After years of wanting to be with Damon and thinking it would never happen, that day was finally here. He was mine, and I was his. Nothing, and no one would ever change that. ~THE END~ A/N: Hi, my beautiful readers; once again, thank you so much for sticking to the end of another one of my stories. Dante and Willow¡¯s story is next and starts in this book. (The first eight chapters will be posted today) Here¡¯s a sneak peek: I¡¯m standing in front of Dante with absolutely nothing on my body. I¡¯m n***d before him. I don¡¯t know where I got the strength, but I¡¯m not backing down today. ¡°Take a good look at me, Dante,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m not Anya. I¡¯m different from my sister. For once, I want you to look at me and not think of her.¡± ¡°Put on your f*****g clothes, Willow.¡± He growled. ¡°No.¡± I snap. ¡°Not until you see me as a woman. Not until you ept me as your f*****g wife!¡± . . . . . . To those of you that will stop here, thank you so much for your support, and to my loyal readers who will join me for another story, I hope you will also enjoy this one, thank you so much for being such amazing readers. May God continue to bless each of you. I¡¯m forever thankful to God for all of you? I love you all and thank you again for your amazing support. Lots of love, Laura. Chapter 165 Chapter 165 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 165 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 1/ MY DEAREST HUSBAND ~WILLOW~ Married. To my sister¡¯s lover. To the man that is still in love with my sister. To the man that I have a foolish crush on. That¡¯s what my life had be in the past few days. It was never supposed to be that way. The first time I saw Dante Fawn, I knew the feelings in my heart were strange. I couldn¡¯t stop staring at him; I¡¯d never experienced such unfamiliar emotions in my life before. However, the man has always only had eyes for my sister. They were lovers, him and my sister. I didn¡¯t know the whole story, and I wasn¡¯t sure how long they¡¯d been lovers, but I knew it was at least more than one year. When I first saw him, I had no idea who he was. I never knew my sister was in a rtionship with him or that she¡¯d also had rtionships with two of his brothers. I didn¡¯t know that he loved her. I didn¡¯t know anything. My sister had kept me in the dark the entire time. She, just like my mother, always held the truth from me. You¡¯re probably wondering why I was in this situation; you¡¯re probably wondering why I¡¯m married to my sister¡¯s lover. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. It all started the day of my sister¡¯s death. She was killed right in front of me and by none other than my husband¡¯s brother. Damon Fawn, one of my sister¡¯s lovers, was the one to kill her. Before she died, she asked for something she shouldn¡¯t have. She begged the one man who loved her more than anyone else to marry me. He was in so much pain that day; I¡¯d never seen a man look so helpless and broken in my life until that dreadful day. He was the only one besides me that loved Anya. My mother loved her also, but just like Anya, she was also dead. And her killers were the family I was married into. This world was a strange one indeed, you¡¯re never sure what direction your life will take. I continue to scribble in my diary. It was the one thing that kept me sane during this rough time. My sister¡¯s world before she died was a veryplicated one. It was filled with revenge and betrayal. She did horrible things, unforgivable things. However, I didn¡¯t entirely me her. Whether or not I wanted to believe it, I knew my mother was to me for everything. She never healed from her past and dragged Anya down with her. If my mother hadn¡¯t done this, my sister might have been happily married to Dante. Since he was the one that loved her, I¡¯m sure she would have fallen for him eventually. Since she was blinded by my mother¡¯s revenge, she never got to live an ordinary life. She did everything for our mother; she even lost her life because of her. I didn¡¯t me Damon for her death, she tried to kill rissa, the love of Damon¡¯s life, and he stepped in. I think my sister wanted to die that day. She didn¡¯t want to live. She purposefully got herself killed. And part of me believes it was because of me. She wanted someone to take care of me. She wanted someone with power and money to protect me. She knew that I might have been dying, and she didn¡¯t know how to help me. She knew Dante would grant her wish if she was dying. Her dying wish. And she was right; he did marry me. And he married me on the same day that she died. My wedding anniversary was the same as my sister¡¯s death anniversary. How unfortunate was that? I remember Dante grabbing my hand and pulling me down the aisle with him. I remember the priest looking at us in horror. We were covered in my sister¡¯s blood. I didn¡¯t have a pretty wedding dress like my sister had on that day. My hair wasn¡¯t perfect like hers. My face had nothing on it, not even a blush. I remember the whispers from the guests who were present. I remember the look of disbelief on his family¡¯s faces. I should have said no that day. I should have done everything to stop that wedding from happening. He was my sister¡¯s lover, after all. But in the end, I said yes. I said yes to marrying Dante. Instead of I don¡¯t, I said, ¡®I do.¡¯ And now I was the wife of Dante Fawn. Willow Fawn. That was my name now. I was living the life my sister should have lived. I had taken her ce, and she was the one that wanted it to be like this. Life hasn¡¯t been a bed of roses since then. It has been theplete opposite. Dante and I were sleeping in separate rooms. We did not act like husband and wife. Even at the academy, he acted like he didn¡¯t know me. Everyone had the worst things to say about me. They said that I had stolen my sister¡¯s boyfriend. They said that I always wanted him. They said that I had this look of longing on my face whenever I gazed at him, and maybe that wasn¡¯t so much of a lie. I did find myself staring at him many times. Dante has never once caught me looking at him; at least, I didn¡¯t think so. He was always in his own world. While his family has been trying their best to bring us closer to each other, nothing seems to be working. He was still in pain. He still med himself for Anya¡¯s death. I think he also still med his brother. Their rtionship was now a strained one. I hear a door m outside and then some shouting. I gently close my diary and lock it before walking out of my room. Could it be Dante? He¡¯d left two hours ago, and I patiently waited for him to return. As soon as I got outside, I saw Atticus ring at him. I gasped when I saw the bruises on his face. This wasn¡¯t an unusual sight. Since our wedding day, Dante has been showing up at home with bruises all over his body. He never has an exnation for it. Could tonight be any different? ¡°Where the hell have you been?¡± Atticus growls. ¡°Answer me Dante!¡± Chapter 166 Chapter 166 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 166 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 2 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Why the f**k do you need to know that?¡± Dante growls. Atticus crosses his arms over his chest and I can¡¯t remember thest time I¡¯ve seen these two this angry with each other. ¡°A f*****g underground fighting ring?¡± Atticus growls. ¡°Are you a lunatic?¡± A fighting ring? What was that exactly? Dante looks surprised that Atticus knows the truth. ¡°Did you follow me there?¡± He asks him. ¡°Did you f*****g follow me there, Atticus?¡± ¡°Of course I did!¡± He roars. ¡°You kept returning home with a million bruises and acting like everything was okay when we all knew it wasn¡¯t. Why the hell would you join something like that?¡± Dante narrows his eyes and moves closer to his brother, ¡°You may not have loved Anya, but I did. She¡¯s dead. She¡¯s dead, Atticus. Tell me you wouldn¡¯t do the same if Autumn died. The woman I love is gone, and now I¡¯m stuck in a marriage to her¡ª¡± He stops talking when he hears my gasp. I covered my mouth; I didn¡¯t realize I¡¯d made a sound until now. Atticus turns to look at me as well, and I felt ufortable under both of their gazes. Before anyone could say anything, I opened my room door and safely got back inside. I knew he didn¡¯t realize I was standing there, but he¡¯d said exactly what he was thinking. It wasn¡¯t a secret that Dante never wanted to marry me. It also wasn¡¯t a secret that he didn¡¯t love me, not even a little bit. I think it¡¯s even possible that he hates me. He hates being married to me. A knock on my door f****d me to open it. I was expecting to see Atticus there, but it surprised me when it was Dante. He barely ever says a word to me. Not unless he had no other choice. ¡°Willow¡ª¡± That¡¯s all he gets out of his mouth before I reach over and gently touch the bruise on his forehead. I don¡¯t know why I did it; I also am not sure why I haven¡¯t moved my hand. Dante has a look of shock on his face, his eyes are wide, and I think he may have forgotten what he was going to say. When he finallyes to his senses, he moves my hand. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± I whisper. ¡°Your bruises. They¡¯re just worst today.¡± I knew how much he hated it when I touched him. His bruises were worse than before. This fighting ring, was it somece that men went to fight? It would match the name. ¡°About what I said earlier¡ª¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to exin yourself.¡± I cut him off. ¡°I know that you loved Anya, and I¡¯m happy she had at least one person who truly loved her besides my mother and me. I¡¯m aware that the only reason you married me was because she asked you to. I don¡¯t need an apology.¡± ¡°Willow¡ª¡± ¡°I¡¯m okay, Dante. Please don¡¯t embarrass me further. Please.¡± I stop him once more. I didn¡¯t want to hear how much he loved her. While it was confirmed that I was happy his love for her was genuine, it didn¡¯t make any of this easier. It didn¡¯t help that I had all of these bottled emotions trapped inside me, all directed at him. He just was clueless in this matter. He¡¯s about to say something when his mother rushes to his side. ¡°Dante!¡± She hissed. ¡°What have you been doing to yourself, my son?¡± I knew it wouldn¡¯t be long before his entire family stood in front of my room, scolding him. ¡°Look at what you¡¯ve done to your face!¡± She shouts. They were all losing their patience with him. I didn¡¯t think the shouting would help. He¡¯s in too much pain emotionally. ¡°Fighting?¡± His father asks behind him. ¡°Is that what you do for fun now?¡± Autumn joins us next with rissa. Those two were inseparable, especially since they discovered they were biological sisters. I often wanted to be as close to them as they were with each other, but I could never really bond with them freely. It felt weird knowing my sister¡¯s history with both of them. ¡°I don¡¯t want to talk about it,¡± Dante growls. ¡°I don¡¯t care what you say,¡± his mother says. ¡°You are opening up about this right now. I¡¯m tired of seeing you this way Dante. Enough is enough.¡± ¡°I said, I don¡¯t want to talk about it, mother.¡± He repeats. ¡°You need to listen to your mother!¡± His father shouts. ¡°Why are you hurting yourself?¡± ¡°It will heal soon,¡± Dante tells him. ¡°These physical bruises, they all go away eventually. It¡¯s the emotional one that leaves the scar.¡± Their gazes softened at his words, but I could see this was far from over. Dante was not backing down, and his parents were not happy. ¡°You will listen to us. You will quit.¡± His mother snaps. ¡°You will leave that ce and never step back inside that fighting ring again.¡± ¡°No,¡± Dante growls. ¡°I will do no such thing. It¡¯s the only thing keeping me sane, and I don¡¯t n on stopping it anytime soon.¡± ¡°Why are you not listening to us?¡± His mother demands. ¡°You¡¯ve never been this stubborn in the past. I know you¡¯re still hurting from Anya¡¯s death, but you need to learn to move on, son; stop hurting yourself, none of it was your fault, and you¡¯re aware of that.¡± Oh no. Something was terribly wrong. I gasp. It was happening again. I could feel my body begin to freeze like I was trapped in a freezer. All eyes turned to me, and I could see the shock on everyone¡¯s faces when they realized what was happening. ¡°I think she¡¯s going into shock again.¡± Dante¡¯s mother gasps. ¡°Call the doctor!¡± ¡°Willow?¡± Autumn whispers as she holds my hand. ¡°We¡¯re here, okay. Nothing is going to happen to you. Stay calm.¡± ¡°We need to get her close to some heat!¡± His mother shouts. ¡°Now!¡± I try to say something, but my lips are stuck together. ¡°Willow?¡± Dante says my name. It¡¯s thest thing I hear before going unconscious. Chapter 167 Chapter 167 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 167 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 3 ~DANTE~ I pick Willow up into my arms and carry her downstairs near a fire pit. ¡°Why does this keep happening to her?¡± I ask my mother. ¡°It doesn¡¯t make any sense. Even the doctors don¡¯t know what is wrong with her.¡± I¡¯m tired of seeing her like this. Anya asked me to protect her sister and I wasn¡¯t doing a damn good job at it. If she was here, she would be disappointed with me. I hate myself for not granting her wish. Why couldn¡¯t the doctors help her by now? What more was needed to help her? ¡°It is a bit strange,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°I¡¯m worried about her.¡± I was also, but not because I cared about her. I was worried because I promised Anya that I would protect her. I didn¡¯t want to break my promise to her. She wanted me to marry her sister to give her a better life. What good was marrying her if I couldn¡¯t figure out what was happening to her? ¡°Just keep her close to the fire Dante.¡± My mother orders me. ¡°If it¡¯s anything like thest time, she would be okay in a few minutes.¡± I did as she said. I held Willow close to me. It was the first time I was willingly holding her like this. I¡¯ve made sure to keep a distance between us in the past. However, today was the first day I allowed myself to be this close. I don¡¯t know why. I can¡¯t exin it. I can¡¯t stop myself as I gently move her hair out of her face. I couldn¡¯t deny that Willow was beautiful, very beautiful. She was like a breath of fresh air in my dull life. She was someone I had to keep away from my darkness; if she got any closer, it would pull her in and destroy her life just like it had done to mine. Willow looked nothing like Anya. I was scared at one point that she would remind me of her sister; I was terrified that it would be painful if she did. However, it turns out that not only did she look nothing like Anya, but she also had apletely different personality. They were twopletely different women. I didn¡¯t know how to feel about it. Part of me hoped that I could find some of Anya in Willow, while a more significant part of me wanted the opposite. I could feel her skin returning to its average temperature, and I let go of a breath I hadn¡¯t realized I was holding. ¡°Her color is returning,¡± Autumn says. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± rissa asks as she enters the room. ¡°Did something happen to Willow?¡± She gasped when her eyes fell on her. Before anyone could answer, Willow opened her eyes; I was the first person she saw. Her lips part, and her cheeks turn a bright red. Her reaction confused me. She almost looked flushed under my gaze. ¡°How are you feeling?¡± I ask her. She bites down on her lip before saying softly, ¡°I¡¯m fine. Did it happen again?¡± I nod, and her eyes grow sad. ¡°Am I going to die?¡± My jaw clenches at her question; it¡¯s thest thing I expected her to ask me. I don¡¯t know why I felt angry because of that one question. It made no sense to me. ¡°Of course not,¡± I growl. ¡°You¡¯re not going to die. Anya asked me to keep you safe, and I¡¯ll do just that. We called a different doctor. I hope this one will have more answers than thest, and even if he doesn¡¯t, we will find someone else. I won¡¯t stop until I get some f*****g answers.¡± She looks surprised by my response. It took me a few seconds to realize I was still holding her. I abruptly let go of her and stood back, letting my family take over for me. I don¡¯t say anything else as I storm out of there. I didn¡¯t want to care for Willow. I didn¡¯t want to worry over her, and I sure as hell didn¡¯t want to hold her like I did just a moment ago. I knew Anya never loved me, and I knew that she used me since the beginning. I knew everything after her death. However, that didn¡¯t change the way I felt about her. She imed that I was under a spell; she imed that I would forget about my feelings for her after she was gone. It¡¯s been weeks since then, and I still haven¡¯t recovered. I think I love her even more now that she¡¯s gone. ¡°Hey,¡± Damon says as he joins me outside. ¡°Can we talk?¡± My hand tightens into a fist at my side. I didn¡¯t want to talk to him. Things were still rocky between us. It was hard to forgive Damon for stuff he¡¯d done in the past. He was my brother, I knew that, and I would die before I let anyone hurt him. However, I was still so damn pissed. He should have told me the truth. Instead, he kept me in the dark. If I¡¯d known, then Anya may have still been alive today. ¡°Now is not a good time Damon.¡± ¡°When will it ever be a good time, Dante?¡± He demands. ¡°I¡¯ve said I¡¯m sorry a million times. Tell me, what can I do to fix this?¡± I spun around and growled at him. ¡°Go back in time and undo what you did. Maybe then I could forgive you.¡± He sighs and throws his hands in the air. ¡°You¡¯re never going to let this go, are you!¡± I don¡¯t answer his question. Even I don¡¯t have the answer to give to him. ¡°At least answer me this.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°When the hell are you nning on stopping?¡± ¡°Stopping?¡± ¡°Yes.¡± He says. ¡°I know about the fighting ring. When are you going to give it up? Don¡¯t you think you¡¯ve suffered enough already?¡± I want tough out loud at his question. Suffered enough already? Original from N?velDrama.Org. I could never suffer enough after letting Anya die. Never. Chapter 168 Chapter 168 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 168 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 4 ~WILLOW~ Another doctor. Same answer. Each doctor did not know what was wrong with me. They kept saying that it wasn¡¯t anything serious and that I shouldn¡¯t worry. Why shouldn¡¯t I worry when it felt like I could freeze to death any day now? Why couldn¡¯t they see how terrified I was of dying? I felt like these doctors couldn¡¯t help me. They were useless in my case. We had to find someone else who knew what was happening to me. But who could that be? I was surprised earlier to see Dante holding me. It¡¯s not something that I expected to wake up to. He¡¯s always kept plenty of distance between the two of us. Just the thought of it made me feel butterflies in my stomach. Even the slightest bit of attention from Dante made me all giddy inside. I don¡¯t think he even knows what he does to me. ¡®I won¡¯t stop until I get some f*****g answers.¡¯ Those were his words, and even though I knew he was only protective because of Anya, it still made my stomach flutter. It made me happy to know that he was that determined to help me. I didn¡¯t understand how my sister didn¡¯t fall in love with a man like Dante. He was everything a girl like me could ever dream of marrying. His green eyes sparkled under bright lights, and his dark brown hair begged to be touched. His muscr arms were built for protection. You could tell that Dante was a protector, someone who protected those he loved fiercely. He was also loyal; even after my sister¡¯s death, he never looked at another woman. She¡¯s all that he could see. There were so many qualities about him that stood out to me. He was like a dreame true. If only Anya had seen in him what I saw in him now. But if she¡¯d done so, wouldn¡¯t things have been much different now? I wouldn¡¯t have been married to Dante and she would have been in my ce. I¡¯m not sure how I felt about that. The thought of anyone with Dante other than me bothered me to the point that I felt ufortable. I¡¯ve never really gotten the chance to learn about men. However, the men at the academy were a huge letdownpared to Dante. He was different from them. He wasn¡¯t wild and a jerk like some of the others. He was gentle but fierce. He was soft to the people he loved but could kill his enemy in the blink of an eye. I grabbed my diary and touched the pen to the clean page. My dearest husband, Today you held me in your arms while I was unconscious. You were the first person I saw after waking up. Your eyes were filled with concern I¡¯ve never seen before. My heart flutters whenever I¡¯m reminded of how worried you were about me. I wish that one day I could tell you how I truly feel. I wish that one day I would feel your lips on mine¡ I gasped and threw the book onto the floor. What was I thinking? It was one thing to have a crush on him but to dream of him kissing me. It was wrong. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. But was it? I was his wife, after all. I close my eyes and drop myself onto the bed. Yes. I was his wife, but he didn¡¯t treat me that way. He was also still in love with my sister. Dreaming of kissing him would only end in heartbreak. I shouldn¡¯t do that to myself. A knock on my door forces me out of my thoughts. I quickly ran to open it, after putting my diary away. ¡°We have a party to attend.¡± rissa reminds me with a big smile. ¡°And we are here to help you get dressed,¡± Autumn says, forcing herself into my room. ¡°She¡¯s good at these things,¡± rissa assured me. ¡°You will look stunning when she¡¯s done with you, not that you aren¡¯t already beautiful.¡± ¡°We¡¯ve noticed that your wardrobe isn¡¯t vast,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°That¡¯s why rissa and I went shopping for you. We have a selection of outfits that you can start wearing tonight. We even chose some stuff for the academy.¡± ¡°You did that?¡± I ask in surprise. ¡°For me?¡± I¡¯ve always loved seeing my sister dressed in fancy clothes. I¡¯ve often wished for a chance to have that, but my mother always rified that she could not afford to get me more than I already had. I never comined, but looking at the outfits packed in the boxes in front of me, filled me with excitement. ¡°I love that look on your face,¡± rissa says enthusiastically. ¡°This is good. It means we made the right choice. We feared you¡¯d be upset with us for being so pushy.¡± ¡°Why would I be upset?¡± I ask, confused. ¡°You did something nice for me.¡± Autumn smiles and hugs me, ¡°I knew you were awesome since we first met you.¡± ¡°Time to unpack and switch up your style.¡± Autumn winks at me. I watch as both girls empty the boxes of clothes onto my bed. Even though it was plenty of outfits, it didn¡¯t take them long to sort everything out. ¡°This is what we want you to wear tonight for the party,¡± Autumn informs me. I gape at the outfit in front of me. ¡°Where is the rest of it?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a mini skirt and crop top.¡± rissa points out the obvious. ¡°It¡¯s meant to look like that, don¡¯t worry.¡± Autumn and rissa always tried to get me to wear outfits like this. I remembered that one time they made me wear a bikini; it was the first time I¡¯d ever seen Dante look at me. I was happy for days because of that one look of desire. At least, I¡¯d hoped it was desire. ¡°Okay. I¡¯ll wear it.¡± I tell them. Hopefully, this would also help me to get a reaction out of Dante. Chapter 169 Chapter 169 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 169 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 5 ~DANTE~ We were waiting over an hour for the girls. They always kept us waiting like this. It wasn¡¯t anything new. ¡°From now on we need to give them the wrong time for an event.¡± Damon groans. ¡°That¡¯s actually not a bad idea brother.¡± Atticus chuckles. ¡°I might have to try that the next time.¡± ¡°They¡¯reing!¡± Griffin announces. ¡°And damn, why do they have to belong to my brothers?¡± Atticus taps him on his head, ¡°Can you not be an a*s for once?¡± I follow their gazes and felt all the hairs on my body stand up. Long, creamy legs, bright red lips. Smooth exposed stomach. I felt like my eyes were about to betray me. What the hell is she wearing? Whenever rissa and Autumn helped her dress, I always felt smoke coming out of my b****y ears. It¡¯s not like I could tell her about it either. I barely spoke to Willow begin with. If the first thing I said to her was to change her clothes, I would sound like aplete a*s. That¡¯s thest thing I wanted to do. I¡¯ve already been a bad husband to her. I didn¡¯t treat her like she was my wife. Instead, I treated her like the sister of my wife. I acted like I was married to Anya and I was just doing her a favor. And maybe I acted that way because that¡¯s how I truly felt. I couldn¡¯t ept Willow as my bride no matter how hard I tried. I hope that one day she could forgive me for all of this. ¡°We¡¯rete but it¡¯s totally worth it.¡± Atticus says as he kissed Autumn. Damon lifts rissa into his arms and it¡¯s still hard for me to see the two of them together after knowing what I knew. However, I was trying hard to be happy for them. . . . . . We were finally at the party and it was not going well. Willow had bumped into Sharon and she was being a pain in my a*s. ¡°Come on, your marriage is a fake, and everyone knows it,¡± She says as she rolls her eyes. ¡°You don¡¯t even have a wedding ring on your finger. What woman doesn¡¯t wear a wedding ring? Even Dante doesn¡¯t have one. It doesn¡¯t matter if you¡¯re married on paper; if Dante doesn¡¯t recognize you as his wife, you¡¯re a nobody, and everyone else is free to date him.¡± What the f**k was her problem? I¡¯ve never gotten a ring for Willow because of mymitment to her sister. I felt I would disappoint Anya if I ever put a ring on Willow¡¯s finger. It also felt like I would ept the marriage if I bought her a ring. So far, I hadn¡¯t epted that Willow and I were married. However, I didn¡¯t like what everyone said in front of her face and behind her back. It was pissing me off. ¡°I¡¯ve forgotten how f*****g mean the girls from the academy can be.¡± Atticus growls. ¡°Can you ensure Willow doesn¡¯t leave this party until I return?¡± I ask Atticus. He quirks a brow at me, ¡°Why are you leaving?¡± ¡°There¡¯s something I should have done a long time ago,¡± I answer him. There¡¯s a knowing look in his eyes as he lets me leave. As soon as I got to the jeep, I dialed a number I didn¡¯t think I¡¯d need until now. ¡°Josh,¡± I say when he answers. ¡°How can I help you, Dante?¡± He asks me. ¡°I need something from your jewelry store,¡± I answer him. ¡°At this hour?¡± He asks, surprised. I nodded even though he couldn¡¯t see me. ¡°I need it urgently. Can you meet me there?¡± He sighs, ¡°You¡¯re lucky you¡¯re a favorite customer.¡± ¡°It does have its perks.¡± I chuckle. ¡°I¡¯ll see you there in a few minutes.¡± Getting a ring for Willow was thest thing I ever expected to do. I thought we¡¯d spend the rest of our marriage without getting one. Josh pulls up at the store just as I did. He shakes my hand before pulling out his keys and opening the multiple locks at the front gate. ¡°What can I help you with?¡± He asks as soon as we step inside. ¡°I need a ring for my wife,¡± I answer him. My wife. It felt strange saying those words. He turns around, surprised. Did everyone know that I was not in love with her? That was a stupid question. Of course, everyone already knew. I wasn¡¯t good at hiding it. That¡¯s why Willow was being bullied at the academy. Because of me. Because I couldn¡¯t let the past go no matter how hard I f*****g tried. No one understood how much I loved Anya. She was everything to me. I was willing to let her go just so she could be happy, but in the end, even that wasn¡¯t enough. She made it clear that Atticus was the only one she ever had feelings for. It¡¯s not like I didn¡¯t already know it. I always knew that she liked him better than me and Damon. All of the signs were there. When he¡¯d married Autumn, the light in her eyes had slowly disappeared until I couldn¡¯t see it anymore. Everyone saw her as this crazy woman, but I could never see her that way. All I saw was the girl I fell in love with. I loved everything about Anya, even her ws. After learning about the horrible things she¡¯d done, I still couldn¡¯t bring myself to hate her. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Dante?¡± Josh calls out to me. I must have spaced out while he was talking. ¡°What do you think of these?¡± He asks when he has my undivided attention. ¡°I don¡¯t want to look at any,¡± I say to him. ¡°Pardon?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t need to see the ring. I want it to be the most expensive ring you have inside of here.¡± I answer him. I wanted to shut Sharon up. I wanted her to stop harassing Willow. When they saw the ring, they would have fewer things to say about our marriage. Chapter 170 Chapter 170 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 170 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 6 ~WILLOW~ I couldn¡¯t find Dante anywhere. After Sharon had the worst things to say about our marriage, he¡¯d disappeared. A part of me was hoping that he would defend me. However, I knew that only in my dreams would Dante ever stand up for me in front of so many people or even treat me like his wife. ¡°I swear I hate girls like Sharon.¡± Autumn mumbles. ¡°Why can¡¯t they just mind their own business?¡± ¡°Because that¡¯s their business,¡± rissa answers her. ¡°Gossiping about everyone but themselves.¡± ¡°I can see now why my mother never wanted me to attend any schools,¡± I say while deep in thought. ¡°She kept me home to protect me from the outside world. But it also left me without any experience. This is all so new to me.¡± ¡°Dante¡¯s back,¡± Autumn informs me. I can¡¯t help myself as I follow her gaze. I wanted to stare at him even if he could see me. His eyes aren¡¯t on me; it¡¯s on Sharon and her friends. I¡¯ve never seen him look at another woman except my sister; it made me ufortable to see him look at her. She catches his gaze and blushes. I cringe at the sight. His eyes are emotionless as he approaches me. ¡°There¡¯s something I want to give to you, Willow.¡± He informs me. Something that he wanted to give to me? What could that be? ¡°I should have given you this a long time ago.¡± He says as he pulls something out of his pocket. ¡°I¡¯m sorry that I took this long.¡± When he opens the tiny box, I¡¯m almost blinded by the diamond inside. My lips part, shocked at the ring in front of me.¡¯ ¡°This is for me?¡± I ask in disbelief. He nods, ¡°You¡¯re my wife. This is your ring.¡± My bottom lip trembles at his words. This couldn¡¯t be real. It had to be a dream. There are gasps all around us as he removes the ring from the box. ¡°Give me your hand.¡± He tells me. ¡°Please.¡± I do as he asks, and he quickly puts the ring onto my finger. It was a perfect fit. How did he know my size? Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Don¡¯t ever take it off.¡± He orders. I could hear the gasps all around me as everyone admired the ring now on my finger. When did he buy this ring for me? And why did he decide to get it? Dante has never once acted like my husband. Why would he suddenly do something like this in front of so many people? His actions confused me and also made my heart flutter. I didn¡¯t like it. I was okay with having a crush on him, but this feeling was much stronger. It made me want him even more than before. It was almost unbearable. ¡°Can I see it?¡± Someone whose name I couldn¡¯t remember asked me. She wasn¡¯t the only one; everyone surrounded me while trying to get a better look at the ring. ¡°I¡¯ve never seen any ring this beautiful.¡± She whispers while admiring it. ¡°Let¡¯s give Willow some space,¡± Autumn announces as she takes my hand and helps me to escape. I look behind me, searching for Dante. He¡¯d disappeared in the crowd. ¡°Why did Dante get me a ring?¡± I ask Autumn as I stare at the sparking diamond before me. ¡°It¡¯s beautiful. The most beautiful thing I¡¯ve ever owned.¡± Autumn smiles, ¡°it¡¯s about time he did something nice for you. But I¡¯m just as surprised as you are. Maybe he¡¯s finally growing a conscience. Either way, I¡¯m happy that he did. You deserve this and much more.¡± I didn¡¯t do anything to deserve something like this. Dante¡¯s actions had me very confused. ¡°It fits you perfectly,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°It means he had your measurements already.¡± ¡°How?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯ve never given it to him.¡± She shrugs her shoulders, ¡°Only he has that answer.¡± My lips parted when I saw him speaking to Sharon. What could he possibly be saying to her? She looked excited that he was giving her some attention. It made me angry. My eyes narrowed, and I felt like pulling her hair. ¡°You¡¯re jealous.¡± Autumn points out in excitement. ¡°You¡¯re jealous. My suspicions were right. You do like him.¡± ¡°Why is he talking to her?¡± I ask. ¡°She was so mean to me earlier.¡± I bite my lip to stop myself from saying anything further. I didn¡¯t control Dante; he could do as he pleased. However, the anger inside of me only intensified the longer he stood talking to her. ¡°He¡¯s never even given another girl a second nce. Anya is all he¡¯s ever been interested in.¡± I point out. ¡°I don¡¯t understand why he would talk to her.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure there is a logical reason.¡± Autumn tries to assure me. ¡°He¡¯s your husband, Willow. If you have a question, you can ask him. I also feel like it¡¯s times you sleep in the same room with him.¡± ¡°They don¡¯t even sleep in the same room?¡± Someone asks behind us. Autumn freezes. We both spun around to see who it was, but the girl was already running and announcing this new information to everyone. The girls wereughing and giggling while pointing at me. Autumn ps a hand over her head, ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Willow. I didn¡¯t know anyone was listening to us. I should have paid better attention to our surroundings.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I promise her. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault. I¡¯m sure they would have found some way to get this information. Everyone should know now than finding it outter.¡± I didn¡¯t want Autumn to feel bad; she was too nice. I was getting used to the bullies from the academy. It still hurt when they tried to bring me down, but I was gaining the experience I needed to fit in. Dante looks over at me as theughter continues, and I think I see regret in his eyes for a split second. My jaw clenches when Sharon leans into him. ¡°I don¡¯t want to be here anymore,¡± I tell Autumn. ¡°Can we please leave?¡± Chapter 171 Chapter 171 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 171 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 7 ~WILLOW~ ¡°I wanted to p each of them on their ugly faces!¡± rissa hissed next to me. ¡°Why didn¡¯t Dante say something? He just stood there while they all had so much to say.¡± ¡°To be fair, there wasn¡¯t anything he could say to make it better.¡± Autumn points out. ¡°They are indeed sleeping in separate rooms.¡± ¡°At least he got her this beautiful ring,¡± rissa says as she brings my hand closer to her face. ¡°Even though he upsets me sometimes, I must say that Dante at least made one good decision tonight. Did you see Sharon¡¯s face when she saw the ring?¡± Autumn nods, ¡°Sharon is just upset that she didn¡¯t get a chance to have Dante herself. She knew that there was nothing she could do as long as Anya was around. Now that Anya¡¯s gone, she thinks she can have him even though he¡¯s married.¡± ¡°Women like her makes me so angry.¡± rissa mumbles. ¡°Damon was holding me back the entire time; if he weren¡¯t around, I would have fried her hair!¡± Autumn covered her mouth, but even that couldn¡¯t stop herughter. ¡°That would have been such a funny sight to see.¡± I had to agree. Seeing something like that happen to Sharon would have ced me in a better mood. ¡°Damon and Atticus aren¡¯t happy we left the party early.¡± Autumn sighs. ¡°Are you sure they aren¡¯t following us back home?¡± rissa asks. She looks behind us to confirm. ¡°They¡¯ll stay to keep Dantepany,¡± Autumn answers her. ¡°They know he hasn¡¯t been himselftely.¡± rissa nods and then looks over at me. ¡°You haven¡¯t said a single word. Are you sure you¡¯re okay?¡± I nod, ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I never know what to say around the two of you.¡± Her eyes widen, ¡°do we make you nervous?¡± I shook my head, ¡°you¡¯re so close to each other. You¡¯re sisters. I sometimes feel like it may be hard for me to¡ª¡± I wasn¡¯t sure how to exin myself. ¡°Just because we¡¯re close doesn¡¯t mean that we don¡¯t have space for a new sister. We may be sisters by blood, but we¡¯re open to another. And we think that you¡¯ll be perfect to fit into that position.¡± Autumn assures me. ¡°I agree with Autumn. We need someone like you toplete us. So please, feel morefortable around us. We promise that we will always protect you.¡± rissa promises me. Original from N?velDrama.Org. I¡¯m surprised by their kindness. Anya and my mother have been nothing but mean to them both. They¡¯d done things I still hoped were not true. Still, Autumn and rissa treated me like I was, indeed, their long-lost sister. We pulled up to the mansion. They walked me back to my room. They asked if I wanted to spend more time with them, but I was too sad to join them. It still bothered me that everyone knew Dante and I didn¡¯t sleep in the same room. The rumors would only get worse from now on. Women like Sharon would throw themselves at Dante now that they knew he had no feelings for me. I grabbed a pillow from the bed and buried my face into it. The thought of women like her throwing themselves at him made me frustrated. I knew there was no chance he would ever give them what they wanted, but it still bothered me. I went back to my diary. The one ce I felt safe. My Dearest Husband, Today you did something that left me breathless. You gave me a ring and ced it on my finger in front of hundreds of girls who wished you were theirs. It made my heart flutter once more. It scared me because it made me want you more than I already did. I want you to continue to be nice to me, but at the same time, I wish that you didn¡¯t. Because if you did, my heart would lose this battle, and if it did, I won¡¯t be able to stop myself from taking what should have been mine since the beginning. I dropped the pen onto the bed and ced the diary where it belonged. I don¡¯t know why I put my thoughts into that book. It was a disaster waiting to happen if anyone ever tried to read it. My door opens suddenly, and I¡¯m surprised to see Dante standing at the entrance. What was he doing back already? He should still be at the party with his brothers. He usually knocked before entering. Did something happen? I slowly got up from the bed and walked over to him. ¡°Did something happen?¡± I ask. The first thing I did was search his face for any bruises. However, to my relief, there were none. ¡°Take your things. You¡¯re moving out.¡± He announces suddenly. My lips part. Moving out? ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± I whisper. ¡°Did I do something wrong? Are you kicking me out of your home?¡± He runs a hand down his face impatiently, ¡°No, Willow. You¡¯re moving into my room.¡± I¡¯m left speechless. ¡°Moving into your room?¡± I ask; I don¡¯t think I¡¯d heard him correctly. Dante didn¡¯t want me in the same room with him in the past. Why would he ask me to move into his room the same night he gave me a ring? What was he up to? ¡°Yes.¡± He says. ¡°Get your things. It¡¯s time that we stay in the same room together.¡± I lick my lips, and his eyes linger briefly before he looks behind me. ¡°What are you waiting for?¡± ¡°Why are you suddenly being nice to me?¡± I demand. ¡°First, you gave me a ring in front of everyone. And now, you¡¯re asking me to stay in the same room with you even though you were the one who asked for separate rooms to begin with.¡± He steps towards me, and all of the organs in my body freeze. It¡¯s almost like all of my life was suddenly sucked out of my body. ¡°I¡¯m tired of the f*****g rumors.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m tired of what people are saying about you. If this is what it takes to shut them up, then please listen to me and get your things into my room.¡± Chapter 172 Chapter 172 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 172 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 8 ~WILLOW~ I couldn¡¯t believe it. I was in Dante¡¯s room for the first time. He¡¯s kept this part of him away from me since marrying me. It felt strange yet exciting to finally be inside here. However, it felt natural to be in here, like this was meant to be. All my things were packed in a corner, and he promised to have a ce for them soon. I wasn¡¯t sure what was happening. ¡°If you¡¯re ufortable sleeping in the same bed with me,¡± he says suddenly. ¡°I can sleep on the sofa.¡± I bit my lip. Was I ufortable with him sleeping in the same bed with me? I didn¡¯t think I was. I trusted him. ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± It was barely a whisper, but he¡¯d heard me. He nods and brings a sheet out of his closet. ¡°You can use this one.¡± He told me, and I quietly took it from him. I knew my cheeks were red, but I couldn¡¯t stop it even if I tried. I barely moved when he grabbed his t-shirt from the bottom and pulled it over his head. Dante was now shirtless in front of me, and I could see each of his muscles. The lights were dimmed, and I was grateful for it. I knew I should turn away, I knew that I should look away, but my body had a mind of its own. He walks into the bathroom, and I finally let go of the breath I¡¯d been holding. Could he tell that I was looking at him? What did Anya think when she asked Dante to marry me? Was she okay with me wanting someone she once had a rtionship with? Was she indeed okay with him loving her and not me? Because I was not okay. For the rest of my life, I would be married to a man that was in love with my sister. If that wasn¡¯t bad enough, I wanted him. I didn¡¯t want to like him but I did. I try to catch my breath when he walks out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping from his hair onto the floor. Do all men exit the shower looking that good? I force myself to close my eyes. I couldn¡¯t keep staring at him; I didn¡¯t want to make him ufortable if I was caught. My eyes are still closed when he walks over to the bed and sits on it. I know when he¡¯s next to me, I can hear his uneven breaths. Maybe this wasn¡¯t such a good idea after all. Having him this close was doing unexinable things to my body. I wanted to close the distance between us. I wanted to get on top of him and bury my hands in his hair. I wanted to lean into him and inhale his scent. ¡°Why were you speaking to Sharon earlier?¡± I ask quietly. I couldn¡¯t stop myself this time. It was bothering me. He turns to look at me, ¡°why do you want to know that?¡± I exhale, ¡°because she had the worst things to say to me. It bothered me that you would still stand there and speak to her after everything she¡¯d said.¡± He frowns, ¡°It bothered you that I spoke to her?¡± I flush at his prating gaze. I didn¡¯t want to admit to it, but those were words straight out of my mouth. I had no way to back down from it now. ¡°You¡¯ve always only had eyes for my sister,¡± I say finally. ¡°You¡¯ve always been faithful to her. So faithful that you wouldn¡¯t even look my way. So yes, it bothered me that you¡¯re suddenly looking Sharon¡¯s way.¡± He inhales sharply and traps me with his prating gaze. ¡°It¡¯s not what you think.¡± He finally says. ¡°It isn¡¯t?¡± I ask. ¡°So then, why were you speaking to her for so long?¡± He ced one hand behind his neck and looked at the ceiling, ¡°I wasn¡¯t happy with the things she¡¯d said to you earlier.¡± I held my breath, ¡°were you speaking to her about me?¡± He nods without looking my way, ¡°I had to find a way to get her to stop. I wanted to speak to her first, to give her the opportunity to stop now before I used a different method to shut her up.¡± There it goes again. Flutter. Flutter. Flutter. My heart is fluttering. For him. Because of his words that weren¡¯t even meant to have this kind of reaction on me. ¡°Oh.¡± That was all I could say to his words. ¡°Is that the only question you have for me?¡± He asks, still staring at the ceiling. No. I had plenty more, but I knew this wasn¡¯t the right time to ask them. We weren¡¯t that close yet. I had to take my time, especially with Dante. His heart was still bruised, and he could take things the wrong way. ¡°Yes.¡± I lie. ¡°That¡¯s all I have for now.¡± He turned onto his side so that he wasn¡¯t facing me. That was good; it was easier for me to speak to his back. ¡°Thank you, Dante,¡± I whisper. His back stiffens, ¡°why are you thanking me, Willow?¡± ¡°Because of everything you did for me today and in the past,¡± I answer him. ¡°I know you¡¯re not doing any of this for me; I know you¡¯re doing it because of my sister, but it still means a lot to me.¡± He sighs, ¡°Get some sleep. I don¡¯t deserve your thank you.¡± I won¡¯t bother disagreeing with him. If he wanted to sleep, I would let him. I close my eyes as well, and soon enough, I drift off into a peaceful sleep with him right next to me. ¡°Anya!¡± I woke with a start. I stare at Dante next to me. He was thrashing against his pillow. It seemed as though he was having a nightmare. I move closer to him. ¡°Dante,¡± I whisper. ¡°Anya!¡± He shouts again. How often has he been having these nightmares? I hesitantly touched his arm, trying to wake him up. His eyes sh open, but I don¡¯t think he was seeing me. ¡°Anya,¡± he cries. I gasp when he pushes me back down onto the bed and rolls on top of me. I don¡¯t have time to prepare as he crashes his lips to mine.Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Chapter 173 Chapter 173 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 173 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 9 ~WILLOW~ My eyes widen at the sudden attack on my lips. Dante was kissing me. My husband was finally kissing me for the first time in our marriage. I should have been happy, and I probably would have been under different circumstances. This wasn¡¯t how I wanted our first kiss to be. He wasn¡¯t thinking of me while his lips were on mine. In his mind, he¡¯s kissing my sister. He was still dreaming of her. I felt my heart sink at realizing how pathetic my life was. This couldn¡¯t be happening to me. How much more cruel could this life be to me? I lost my sister. I married her lover. He¡¯s finally kissing me, and she¡¯s the one he¡¯s thinking about. The worst part about this was that I couldn¡¯tpete with Anya. She wasn¡¯t here for me topete. And even if she were still alive, I wouldn¡¯t dream of doing that to her. I had nothing but love in my heart for my sister. I knew she wasn¡¯t perfect, and I know she did some horrible things, but she was still my sister, and I loved her. While she was alive, she has always protected and loved me as well; even while dying, protecting me was on her mind. Dante groans, and it sends a shockwave throughout my body. I gasped when I felt something between my legs, a strange yet pleasurable feeling I¡¯d never felt before. I¡¯m not happy that I¡¯m enjoying this kiss. It wasn¡¯t meant for me. I shouldn¡¯t like it as much as I did. Dante¡¯s lips were soft against mine, and his hands were now on my waist. Even they had a powerful hold on me. I should be pushing him away. Why wasn¡¯t I doing that? When he finally lifts his lips from mine, I can breathe again but not for long. Dante surprises me by moving to my neck. The moment his lips touched my skin, I lost all control of my body. I can¡¯t stop myself as I bury my hands in his hair. It¡¯s surprisingly soft. Dante smells better than any perfume I¡¯ve ever had in my entire lifetime. It makes me feel like I¡¯m intoxicated even though I¡¯ve never experienced what it was like to be intoxicated before. I felt dizzy with pleasure and needbined as one. He growls against my neck, and I swear I feel something wet between my legs. ¡°I can f*****g smell you.¡± He says in a husky whisper. I gasp. Can he truly smell me? My lips part, and I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever felt this good. It was like a paradise I¡¯d never known about until now. It was wrong. A dark paradise that I had to escape before things got worse. ¡°Dante,¡± I say his name as I ce both hands on his shoulders and try to push him off me. As much as I enjoyed this, I couldn¡¯t let him continue. I couldn¡¯t use his pain to feed my pleasure. ¡°Please don¡¯t stop me.¡± He begs. ¡°I need you tonight, Anya. I need you, Anya. Only you.¡± His words made everything inside of me turn to ice. ¡°I love you, Anya.¡± And then that ice shatters. ¡°Get off me!¡± I shout. ¡°Get off me, Dante!¡± My voice finally manages to get through to him. He blinks once, then twice, before looking at me. I knew that he could see me this time and not Anya. ¡°Willow?¡± He croaks in confusion. I don¡¯t say anything. I¡¯m not sure what to say to make this better. I couldn¡¯t exactly tell him that I was encouraging his kisses earlier. I don¡¯t think I need to tell him, however. He looks at my swollen lips before sniffing the air, and his eyes widen in disbelief. I suddenly remembered what he said earlier about being able to smell me. I feel all the blood rush to my cheeks. Could he still smell me now? Can he somehow tell my body was enjoying everything he¡¯d done to me? ¡°What did I do?¡± He whispers in horror. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s speaking to me. I think he¡¯s speaking to himself. He touches his lips, still in denial. ¡°I think you were dreaming.¡± I try to exin what happened. ¡°You were shouting Anya¡¯s name. You were having a dream about her.¡± He drags his gaze back to me, ¡°Did I¡ª¡± he swallows like he doesn¡¯t even know how to form a sentence. ¡°Did I kiss you, Willow?¡± He asks. The pain in his eyes makes me want to lie to him. I did not want to make him feel worse than he already did. ¡°I don¡¯t think that¡¯s important right now.¡± I try to say. He narrows his eyes, ¡°Just answer me. Please.¡± I bit my lip and slowly nodded. I couldn¡¯t bring myself to say it. He inhales sharply and closes his eyes. He acts like he¡¯dmitted a grave sin by kissing me. Was it indeed that bad? This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I watch as he buries his face in his hands. ¡°Fuck.¡± ¡°Dante¡ª¡± ¡°Don¡¯t.¡± He stops me. ¡°Don¡¯t try to make me feel better.¡± Does he enjoy the pain? Does he enjoy hurting himself that much? I¡¯m helpless as I watch him beat himself up for something he¡¯d done without realizing it. He wasn¡¯t aware of what he was doing. Why was he so upset? ¡°Can we talk about this?¡± I ask him gently. ¡°It isn¡¯t a big deal.¡± It was in fact, a big deal to me. It was my very first kiss with him. And it was more magical than I ever expected it to be. Minus the part where he called me Anya and said he loved her. ¡°I have to go.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°I thought this would work. I thought it would be easier than this. I¡¯m sorry, Willow. I can¡¯t do this, definitely not tonight.¡± ¡°Wait¡ª¡± I try to stop him, but he¡¯s already out the door. I wanted to run after him, but I knew that it was useless. I slowly rubbed my finger across my bottom lip. I could still feel him there. I inwardly groan as the feelings between my legs intensify. Why was this happening to me? Chapter 174 Chapter 174 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 174 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 10 ~DANTE~ I can still f*****g taste her. Smell her. Feel her. Willow was softer than any woman I¡¯d ever had in my life in the past, including her sister. I was angry, f*****g angry that I had done something so unforgivable, even if it was in my sleep. How could I have thought that she was Anya? I should have awakened the moment her scent hit my nose. It wouldn¡¯t have taken me long to know that it wasn¡¯t Anya beneath me but Willow. Damn it. What the hell was wrong with me? I brought Willow to my room to protect her from the rumors; I did not bring her to bury my d**k inside her. Why did that thought even cross my mind? I felt sick to my stomach. I was a sick bastard. She was Anya¡¯s sister, for crying out loud. I couldn¡¯t stay here. Not tonight. Not when her scent still surrounded me. I hated to admit it, but the moment I¡¯d tasted her in my mouth, I wanted b****y more. I must be going insane; that¡¯s the only exnation for this. As a man, my need to have a woman beside me was messing with my head. That would exin my desire for something more. To hell with that. I rathered spend the rest of my life without a single woman than have strong desires for a woman that wasn¡¯t Anya. When I married Willow, I promised myself never to touch her. I didn¡¯t even kiss her on the altar. It was all about fulfilling Anya¡¯s dying wishes, nothing else. And today, I¡¯d broken that promise. If she hadn¡¯t woken me, there¡¯s no telling how far I would have taken things while thinking it was Anya beneath me. I grab the keys from the desk in front of me. ¡°Where are you going this hour?¡± Atticus asks me. Ah f**k, just what I needed today. Why was he even waking at this hour? ¡°I need to go for a drive.¡± I lie. ¡°Why?¡± He asks. ¡°Did something happen with Willow? We noticed that she isn¡¯t in her room.¡± I clear my throat, ¡°I asked her to move into my room.¡± He looked surprised. ¡°Are you telling me she¡¯s sleeping in the same room as you?¡± He asks for confirmation. ¡°What¡¯s so weird about that?¡± I demand. ¡°She¡¯s my wife, isn¡¯t she?¡± He quirks a brow at me and ces both hands in his pockets, ¡°I know that. We all know that. However, I just never realized that you knew it as well.¡± My jaw clenches, ¡°is this another one of your lectures, Atticus? Because I could do without a lecture tonight. Save it for someone that needs it.¡± He nods, ¡°I can see that you¡¯re not in a good mood. I¡¯ll let you go. We can speak in the morning. Hopefully, by then, your mood will change.¡± I¡¯m grateful that he didn¡¯t press on this subject. I was going to the one ce my family would disapprove of. It¡¯s the ce that has kept me sane for the past few weeks. And it was the one ce that stopped me from thinking about Anya. It was my safe ce. I walked into the garage and started the Jeep. The drive to the underground ring wasn¡¯t an easy one. Usually, Anya was the only person I could think about. Tonight was different. Since Willow¡¯s scent was still all over my body, she was on my mind tonight. Why was she not disgusted that I had kissed her? She should have been angry with me; instead, she said it wasn¡¯t a big deal. How was it not? My hands tighten on the steering wheel. Was it, not her first kiss? My jaw clenches. Whether it was her first kiss or not had nothing to do with me. I pulled up to the gates for the underground ring, and the second they saw my jeep, they let me in. After parking, I leave the vehicle and head to the first booth. The receptionist smiles brightly when she sees me. ¡°What a pleasant surprise this is. You¡¯re not on tonight Dante.¡± She whispers seductively. ¡°Why are you here? Is it to see me?¡± I flip the bottle cap in front of me. ¡°Are there any spots avable?¡± I ask her, ignoring her question. She smiles, ¡°I¡¯m sure I can squeeze you in. The bets will rise once they know you¡¯ll be on tonight.¡± I nod. Good. I needed a fight more than ever. I had to get Willow out of my head. It¡¯s the first time she¡¯s the one that I needed to get out of my mind and not Anya. I walk down the corridor and into the first door on the right. The stadium was packed tonight, and a fight was already in session. ¡°Look who made it in tonight.¡± Jaguar, the owner of the underground ring, greets me. He was always happy to see me. There were a few gasps as the women across from us spotted me. It had zero effect on me. ¡°Those women will pay good money to sleep with you,¡± Jaguar informs me. ¡°Why don¡¯t you give one of them a chance?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care about the f*****g money,¡± I tell him. ¡°Do you not know who I am? Money isn¡¯t important. This has nothing to do with that.¡± He chuckles, ¡°This makes you more desirable to these women. The fact that you don¡¯t give them any attention. All the other men throw themselves at them. You¡¯re different. They want you.¡± Hearing that they wanted me did nothing for me. I didn¡¯t want them. None of them. ¡°What brings you in tonight?¡± He asks me. ¡°Not that I¡¯m not happy to see you. I¡¯m always happy to wee you into the ring.¡± ¡°What brought me in shouldn¡¯t matter, should it?¡± I ask him. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. He chuckles. ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± The bell rings suddenly, signaling that the fight is over. ¡°It looks like you¡¯re up next.¡± He tells me as he taps my shoulder. Finally. Time to bury my pain. Chapter 175 Chapter 175 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 175 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 11 ~DANTE~ The screams erupted around me the second that I stepped into the ring. It helps cancel out the pain inside my heart. Images of Anya in front of me distract me for a second, but when my opponent takes his first swing at me, I¡¯m back to defend myself. I duck from his second attack and let him try again. My technique was to let them fight first, get them tired, and then hit them with most of my strength. So far, I¡¯ve never met an opponent with whom I had to use every method I knew. None of them were stronger than me. Maybe it was my emotional pain fueling my determination to win the matches. However, it wasn¡¯t even about winning; it was mostly about forgetting the grief inside of my heart, even if it was only for a few minutes. I let my opponent get another punch at me; I ignore the pain in my jaw. I allowed him to hit me because I needed the pain. After a few more punches, I finally begin my counterattack. I can hear the apuse get louder as I begin winning the fight, a mixture of males and females cheering me on. I use the sound to bury the pain. I wish itsted longer. No one understood me. My family. Friends. Enemies. No one could understand why I was still in love with Anya. They expected me to let go of her after her death. They expected me to forget about her. I didn¡¯t know how to exin it to anyone. Anya never treated me well enough for me to love her this deeply. But loving her had nothing to do with what she did or didn¡¯t do. The love in my heart was true and pure. I loved her with my whole heart. When she died, I lost a part of me. A portion of me that would never return. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. Outsiders didn¡¯t know the truth about Anya. They didn¡¯t know the things she¡¯d done. I¡¯ve done my best to keep it that way. I didn¡¯t want her reputation to be ruined after her death. I knew my family disagreed with me, partly because this made Willow¡¯s life more difficult. Everyone saw her as a thief, someone who¡¯d stolen her sister¡¯s mate. Anya was famous, and many liked her despite the wrongs she¡¯s done. They liked her more after her death. The bell rings suddenly, breaking me out of my thoughts. I hadn¡¯t even realized I¡¯d won the fight already. The cheers are louder than before. The referee grabbed my arm and lifted it to signal that I was the winner. I look around the stadium and all I can see are excited faces. I¡¯m gaining their trust after each fight that I won. Jaguar shakes my hand as I exit the ring. ¡°Always a pleasure watching you fight. Hope we get to see you again soon.¡± I nod, ¡°I will be back before the end of the week.¡± Or maybe sooner. There¡¯s no telling what else I¡¯ll do that would bring me straight back here to fix it. ¡°Dante!¡± the woman next to me, screamed my name. One of them walks over to me. She¡¯s dressed in a mini skirt and a white b*a. That was a casual outfit in here. She purposefully pushed herself closer so I could get a good view of her breasts. My jaw clenches. ¡°Can I have your number?¡± She asks seductively. ¡°I¡¯m married,¡± I answer her. She looks surprised, ¡°I don¡¯t see a ring.¡± Even if she couldn¡¯t see a ring, I¡¯m positive that she knew I was married. I haven¡¯t met anyone unaware of my marriage to Willow. However, it¡¯s never enough to stop women from approaching me. Even if I weren¡¯t married to Willow, I wouldn¡¯t be interested in them. ¡°Then will you take my number?¡± She asks desperately. ¡°You can call me whenever you need someone to talk to or do other things.¡± ¡°Let the man pass,¡± Jaguar tells her. ¡°This part of the ring is not for spectators.¡± She angrily folds her arms as she walks away. ¡°Thanks.¡± ¡°Anytime!¡± He grins. ¡°I can¡¯t have my best fighter harassed just after a fight. Call me if you ever need anything!¡± I nod and walk away before someone else tries talking to me. I didn¡¯t want to go home, but there wasn¡¯t anything else left for me to do here. ¡°Congrattions!¡± The receptionist shouts as I walk towards my jeep. I wave at her before getting into the vehicle and driving away. I knew my family would freak out when they saw more bruises on my body, but I would be prepared for their reactions. No matter what they said to me, I wouldn¡¯t stop fighting. This was a part of me now. I wasn¡¯t going to let go of it that easily. It doesn¡¯t take me long to reach home, and when I do, I stay in my Jeep for over an hour. I wanted to ensure Willow was asleep when I returned to the room. I didn¡¯t want to be asked any more questions. I didn¡¯t have the answers she was seeking. After finally convincing myself that it was time to leave the garage, I moved towards the house. I walk up the stairs and straight into my room. The lights are off, and she¡¯s in the bed with the sheets around her. She must be asleep. I breathe a sigh of relief. I quietly walked into the bathroom and got rid of my b****y clothes. After taking a shower, I changed into shorts and a T-shirt. I was still trying my hardest to be as quiet as possible. I didn¡¯t want to do anything to wake her. However, the second I step out of the bathroom, the lights are on, and she¡¯s standing right before me. Ah f**k. Why was she still waking? She should have been asleep. Her eyes widen when she spots the bruises on my face. ¡°You did it again.¡± She whispers in horror. My hand tightened into a fist. ¡°Why are you waking at this time, Willow?¡± Chapter 176 Chapter 176 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 176 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 12 ~Willow~ He had bruises on his face again. These were fresh bruises. It meant that he¡¯d only just gotten them. ¡°Why did you do this to yourself?¡± I demand from him. ¡°Was kissing me so bad that you must hurt yourself to forget about it?¡± His jaw clenches, and the muscles in his arms pulse almost angrily, ¡°why are you still awake?¡± He ignored my question about kissing me. I couldn¡¯t believe this. Dante must truly hate being married to me. It all made sense now. Those fights were helping him stay married to me. It was the only thing that kept him sane. He looks over his shoulder when I don¡¯t respond to his question. I don¡¯t say anything as I walk out of the room. He doesn¡¯t follow me either, not that I was expecting him to. I walk toward the medicine cab. Autumn told me about it. She mentioned that it might be a good idea to help take care of Dante¡¯s wounds whenever he returned home like this. I knew that Dante was protecting me only because of Anya, but I wanted to protect him in return still. I grab one of the kits and walk up the stairs back to his room. He doesn¡¯t even look up at the door when I return. He is lying on his tummy with his face turned to the side. His eyes are closed, and he¡¯s breathing heavily. He must be tired from the fight. I quietly walked over to his side and sat on the edge of the bed. His entire body tensed when he realized how close I was to him. ¡°What are you doing?¡± He asks without opening his eyes. ¡°Taking care of my husband,¡± I answer without a second thought. His jaw clenches at hearing me refer to him as my husband. Was it, not the truth? I don¡¯t understand why that should bother him. ¡°I don¡¯t need you to take care of me.¡± He tells me. I ignore him and dab the cotton on the medicine. Without waiting for his permission, I press the soaked cotton against the bruise on his forehead. He winced at the pain, and I leaned down to blow on it. I wanted to make it better. I knew he would heal eventually, but right now, he was still in pain. ¡°I told you I was okay.¡± He snaps angrily. ¡°And I told you I¡¯m going to care for you, just like you do for me.¡± I insist. He doesn¡¯t seem happy with my response, but he doesn¡¯t stop me again. ¡°Turn over,¡± I order him. He slowly turned around so that he was facing me. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Can you remove your shirt?¡± I ask him. He frowns, ¡°why?¡± ¡°Because I can see a bruise on your chest,¡± I answer him. His tongue is against his cheek as he lifts the shirt off his body. I gasped when I saw the deep wound in his chest. ¡°Does pain make everything better for you?¡± I demand. ¡°I don¡¯t want to answer any of your questions.¡± He growls. ¡°If you must ask me questions, you can leave the medicine here; I¡¯ll put it myself.¡± I press my lips tightly together. Why wasn¡¯t he willing to get help? Why was he purposefully putting himself in situations to get hurt? I was also in pain after losing my sister and the only family I had left, but I¡¯m not letting it affect me the way that it¡¯s doing to him. I share his pain. If he¡¯d open up to me, maybe we could help each other. I sigh and press the cotton against the wound on his chest. His forehead creased, and I could sense how much pain he was in. I leaned forward and lightly blew on his chest. I gasp when he grabs my hand. I look up at him, and his eyes are dangerously dark. ¡°That¡¯s enough.¡± ¡°But I¡¯m not finished.¡± I try to disagree. ¡°It will heal.¡± He cuts me off. ¡°Thank you.¡± Why was he so cold towards me? He didn¡¯t treat me horribly, but he didn¡¯t treat me like I was his wife either. I thought things were finally changing between us when he moved me to his room, but not much had changed. Everything was still the same. We were still strangers living in the same house. I knew more about rissa and Autumn than I knew about Dante. He¡¯s secretive about his past and present. He doesn¡¯t even try to let me in. What kind of marriage was this? I angrily grabbed the medicine kit and dropped it on the desk beside me. Then I walk over to my side of the bed and bury myself under the sheets. I hug them closer to me. It wasn¡¯t like Dante would willingly embrace me; these sheets were all I had to keep me warm on days like this. I didn¡¯t even have my sister any longer. She would often take me in her arms and hold me close to her. She was no longer here to do that for me. I don¡¯t think Anya knew what she was doing when she asked Dante to marry me. She was desperate to save me, but in doing so, she made my life miserable. Being in a loveless marriage was not an easy thing to deal with daily, especially when feelings were utterly one-sided. I closed my eyes and f****d myself to go to sleep. It was the one time that I could forget about all of my problems. Of course, there were days that I dreamt of Dante. I hoped that tonight wouldn¡¯t be one of those days. I didn¡¯t want to dream of a man that could never give me his heart, even if he was my husband. Dante was thest thing on my mind before I finally fell asleep. . . . . . I can feel the sunlight on my face, begging me to wake up and face another day. I stretched and felt a hand over my chest. I froze at the contact. I slowly opened my eyes to find Dante¡¯s arm on top of me. What was it doing there? I could hear his uneven breathing. He was definitely in a deep sleep. I slightly turn my face and see his lips only inches away from mine. I can¡¯t look away even if I wanted to. I can¡¯t stop myself as I lift my hand to trace his bottom lip with my finger lightly. It¡¯s just as soft as I remembered. A part of me, a big part, wants to press my lips against them. I gasped when his eyes shed open without any warning. I can¡¯t move. Not even an inch. Dante is staring at me, and my finger is still on his lip. This isn¡¯t happening to me! Chapter 177 Chapter 177 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 177 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 13 ~WILLOW~ He doesn¡¯t say anything. All he does is watch me like I was a ticking time bomb. Did I make him that ufortable? I still can¡¯t move my finger. I¡¯m numb after being caught. ¡°What are you doing?¡± he finally asks, breaking the silence. I flushed under his piercing gaze, ¡°I was just about to wake you.¡± I lie. ¡°Your arm, it¡¯s um¡ª¡± Right above my breast. I don¡¯t finish my sentence. When he realizes what I¡¯m trying to say, he moves his arm from on top of me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± he apologizes. ¡°I¡¯m not used to havingpany in my bed. It may take some time for me to get ustomed to it. If you want, I can separate us with some pillows or even get another bed for the room.¡± Of course, he would suggest something like this just because he¡¯d touched me in his sleep. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure him. ¡°It doesn¡¯t bother me.¡± He nods and walks into the bathroom. I bury my head against the pillow. While he¡¯s showering, I pull my diary out from under the mattress. My dearest husband, You kissed me for the first time. You¡¯ve done the one thing I¡¯ve been dreaming about since I married you. However, I felt hurt when you said my sister¡¯s name. You were thinking of her the entire time. I do not me you; I know you love her, and I know our marriage was f****d onto you. Still, my heart doesn¡¯t know how to forget your lips on mine. And I don¡¯t think it¡¯s possible to ever forget. I quickly ced it back under the mattress when I heard the shower turn off. It was my turn to get dressed for the academy. I pass him as soon as he¡¯s getting out. I held my breath as his scent hit my nose. It¡¯sforting and intoxicating all at once. I cover my mouth and nose, trying to cancel it out. ¡°Are you sick?¡± Dante asks me, noticing my strange actions. I shook my head. I don¡¯t wait for him to ask any more questions as I shut the bathroom door. I quickly showered and got out a few minutester. When I walk outside, Dante is already dressed while I¡¯m still in my towel. He looked up at my entrance, and his eyes immediately turned a darker shade. I didn¡¯t think it was possible for eyes as bright as his to get that much darker during the day. I cleared my throat and walked over to the closet. It took me a while to remember that Autumn and rissa had removed my old clothes. These were all outfits chosen by them. I take leather pants out and match them with a white crop top. ¡°I¡¯ll leave you to get dressed,¡± Dante informs me. ¡°I¡¯ll be waiting in the jeep.¡± I don¡¯t say anything as I watch him leave. When alone, I drop the towel onto the ground and quickly get dressed. When I walked down the stairs, I could hear someone whistling. When I look to my left, it¡¯s rissa. Both she and Autumn are happy to see my outfit. ¡°I knew it would fit you amazing!¡± Autumn exims. ¡°Let¡¯s see what those awful girls at the academy have to say now.¡± They¡¯ve had plenty to say about my outfits in the past. They imed that Anya had a much better style than I did. ¡°We don¡¯t care about their opinion.¡± rissa snapped. ¡°What did Dante say when he saw this on you?¡± ¡°He hasn¡¯t seen it,¡± I answer her. ¡°He¡¯s already in his vehicle.¡± ¡°Well, let¡¯s get you outside,¡± Autumn says as she hooks her arm in mine. Dante doesn¡¯t even look up at me when I step into the jeep. His eyes are on his phone. After I buckle myself in, he starts the Jeep and pulls out of the garage. That was disappointing. Neither of us says a word for the entire drive to the academy. When we arrived, I silently exited and reunited with rissa and Autumn. They¡¯d arrived at the same time as us. ¡°Did he have anything to say about your outfit?¡± Autumn asks me. I shook my head, ¡°No. He didn¡¯t even look at me, not once.¡± rissa looks annoyed, ¡°I can¡¯t believe him. You look amazing. Look at the many guys already staring at you.¡± I followed her gaze and realized that she was right. Men weren¡¯t the only ones staring at me; so were the girls. ¡°I think I know what¡¯s going on,¡± Autumn says suddenly. ¡°Isn¡¯t today their anniversary?¡± ¡°What?¡± I ask, surprised. ¡°You¡¯re right,¡± rissa whispers. ¡°It¡¯s on this day that Dante asked Anya to be his girlfriend. It¡¯s the same for Damon and Atticus.¡± Oh. I didn¡¯t know how to feel about this. ¡°He¡¯s going to be in a worse mood today.¡± Autumn sighs. ¡°I think it¡¯s best to avoid him for the rest of the day.¡± She was right. He was already in a bad mood because ofst night. He must hate himself for kissing me in his sleep. ¡°Look who¡¯s finally made it,¡± Sharon says as we bounce into her. ¡°What does she want?¡± rissa mumbles. ¡°We were waiting for you.¡± She announces. ¡°Everyone has prepared a surprise for you inside.¡± What could she be talking about? A surprise? I¡¯m sure it wouldn¡¯t be a good one. ¡°We have nothing to say to you, Sharon.¡± rissa snaps as we pass her. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Of course, the girl who slept with her brother will have nothing to say to me.¡± She retorts. rissa stiffens, and Autumn grabs her arm to stop her from doing anything. I touched her other arm; I didn¡¯t want to see rissa get in trouble because of that woman. We finally seeded in calming rissa down and walking into the school. However, the second we entered the hall, I understood what Sharon meant. ¡°What the hell is this?¡± rissa demands. On both sides of the walls were pictures of Anya and Dante kissing. There were hundreds of flyers everywhere, wishing them a happy anniversary. I felt a sharp pain my chest. How could people be this cruel? Chapter 178 Chapter 178 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 178 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 14 ~WILLOW~ They were everywhere. My sister and my husband. They must have taken a million pictures together for there to be this many. How many times did he kiss her? How many times have they done even more? My stomach churned at just the thought of it. Why would anyone choose to y such a foolish prank on us? I was still heartbroken from Anya¡¯s death. None of these people actually loved her, yet they seemed to believe otherwise. Rather than comfort me after losing my sister, these people preferred to scar me emotionally. I was still trying to gain the affection of Dante. With all of these pictures, his emotion for Anya would only resurface. ¡°We need to get these pictures down,¡± Autumn tells rissa. ¡°Immediately.¡± They were thinking the same thing that I was. However, I knew nothing could get rid of those pictures fast enough. Dante was only a few feet away from us. ¡°I wish I could have burnt them to the ground.¡± rissa hissed. ¡°However, I have no choice but to hide my power.¡± When Dante finally looks up from his phone, he sees me staring at him wide-eyed. He looks confused at first until his eyes fall on the pictures right before him. I watch as realization quickly dampens his mood. His lips parted, and his forehead creased. I watch as the phone from his hand drops onto the ground. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Dante.¡± Autumn apologizes. ¡°I don¡¯t know who¡¯s responsible for this, but we will get rid of every one of these pictures.¡± Dante looks at her then, ¡°Get rid of them? They are pictures of Anya. I don¡¯t want you to destroy them. Take them down but don¡¯t destroy them. You can give them to me.¡± I try not to take his words to heart. I tried my best; however, I failed miserably. Was he nning on staring at those pictures every chance that he got? The fact that he didn¡¯t want Autumn to destroy them and instead give them to him told me all that I needed to know. I watch with horror as he takes one of the pictures, walking past me. I see the smirks on everyone¡¯s faces. It¡¯s almost like they enjoyed hurting me. ¡°Don¡¯t let them know how much it¡¯s hurting you,¡± rissa whispers. ¡°Don¡¯t give them the satisfaction that their n has worked. Instead, lift your head and keep on fighting back. You have us by your side, and I promise Dante will soon be on your side as well. All he needs is some time to heal.¡± I truly wanted to believe her, but I didn¡¯t think that it was possible for Dante to ever heal from Anya¡¯s death. She was his true love, even if she didn¡¯t see it that way. Seeing my face every day must make everything much more difficult for him. ¡°What the hell is all of this?¡± Atticus demands as he takes a look around us. He¡¯d just entered. ¡°Someone decided to y a little prank on Willow,¡± Autumn answers. ¡°A sick, twisted joke.¡± Atticus narrows his eyes, ¡°I¡¯ll get to the bottom of this.¡± rissa and Autumn take both of my arms and walk with me to ss. ¡°Good morning, ss,¡± the professor greets everyone just after we¡¯ve taken our seats. ¡°Today, we¡¯re discussing ideas for our new fundraiser. It¡¯s almost that time when we ept someone that can¡¯t afford to attend this academy. This fundraiser will go towards that schrship just like it always does.¡± I was learning new things about the academy every day. I looked around the room for Dante; he wasn¡¯t there. Did he lock himself in somewhere with that picture of Anya? I tried to get images of that thought out of my head. ¡°We want fresh new ideas this year.¡± The professor announces. ¡°Whoever has one can raise their hands, and I¡¯ll give you a chance to speak.¡± This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I was not used to things like these and decided not to take part. Everyone already hated me; I didn¡¯t want to give them more reasons to do so. ¡°We can sell jackets for the event.¡± Someone offers, and the professor seems to like the idea. ¡°My father is a designer. He can help us out.¡± ¡°Anyone else?¡± ¡°What about a kissing booth?¡± Sharon offers. ¡°But only with guys. Every guy from our ss must take part in it. However, no one can know who they¡¯re kissing until they enter the booth. It will be private. With no one to make anyone feel ufortable.¡± She looked at me when she said thest line. ¡°That¡¯s not a good idea.¡± Autumn disagrees. ¡°The guys should have a choice. They shouldn¡¯t be f****d to take part in this.¡± I knew that she and rissa would be pissed if Damon and Atticus were f****d to kiss other women because of Sharon¡¯s idea. ¡°I understand your concern Autumn but Sharon has a good idea. Our aim for the fundraiser is to make just enough to cover the schrship. It will allow someone to improve their life, someone who deserves it.¡± Autumn doesn¡¯t say anything at that. Atticus and Damon, along with Dante, were not in ss. I¡¯m not sure where they were. I¡¯m sure if Atticus and Damon were here, they would also protest. Dante, on the other hand, I¡¯m not sure what his reaction would have been like. He¡¯s hard to read at times. The thought of Dante kissing another woman in the kissing booth bothered me. However, I knew that it was for a good cause. It¡¯s not like I had a say in any of this. Dante would never know that I had feelings for him. If he thought that I would be okay with this kissing booth idea, he would go along with it. ¡°I swear girls from this academy would use any excuse to kiss already-taken guys.¡± rissa mumbles. ¡°Can¡¯t I just burn their hair just once?¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°As much as I would love to see that, you know that you can¡¯t reveal the truth to anyone. People are keeping an eye on us. We can¡¯t give them any reason to suspect you.¡± ¡°I guess we must find a way to live with this,¡± rissa says as she crosses her hand over her chest angrily. I felt the same as she did, but I tried to bury those feelings. I had to find a way to get rid of them before I got hurt. I had to. If I kept these feelings in my heart, I would surely get my heart broken soon. Chapter 179 Chapter 179 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 179 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 15 ~DANTE~ ¡°A kissing booth?¡± I ask Damon, surprised at what I¡¯d just learned. Why on earth did theye up with that idea? That sounds like trouble. ¡°It¡¯s not a booth,¡± Damon answers me. ¡°It¡¯s a private room where any girl coulde in and make out with guys from the academy.¡± ¡°And you¡¯re telling me there¡¯s no way we could get out of this?¡± I demand. ¡°There should be a f*****g rule that excludes married men, at least.¡± ¡°If there was a rule like that, what the hell am I supposed to do?¡± Damon demands. ¡°I¡¯m not married to rissa. Not yet.¡± This was the first discussion we¡¯d had like this in a while. It felt good but still strained. ¡°Does the girl have a say on who she¡¯s getting to kiss?¡± I ask him. He shook his head, ¡°she doesn¡¯t know. It¡¯s a surprise. To make things fair, they won¡¯t know until they enter the room.¡± ¡°Autumn and rissa are probably losing their f*****g minds,¡± I mutter. ¡°And what about Willow?¡± Atticus asks as he sneaks up behind us. ¡°Fuck.¡± I growl. ¡°Why do you always show up in time to be a pain in my a*s?¡± He shrugs, ¡°Someone needs to be here to guide you along the right path.¡± I ignore him, ¡°why did you mention Willow?¡± I ask. ¡°What about her?¡± He quirks a brow, ¡°Don¡¯t you think that she would also be upset that you¡¯ll be kissing another woman?¡± I frown, ¡°Autumn is in love with you. With Willow, it¡¯s different; she doesn¡¯t love me. It wouldn¡¯t affect her as badly. Not that I even want to kiss anyone. I¡¯d rather find a way to get out of it.¡± The word kiss reminds me of the one I shared with Willow in bed. I inwardly groaned at the reminder. What was so special about that kiss? Why can¡¯t I forget it? I was half asleep when that kiss happened. It shouldn¡¯t be this hard to forget about it. ¡°She¡¯s still your wife.¡± Atticus says suddenly as he taps my shoulder, ¡°I¡¯ve made simr mistakes in the past. I don¡¯t want to see you doing the same.¡± My jaw clenches. He¡¯d made mistakes; I¡¯m aware of that. However, he was never actually in love with Anya. I was the only one that loved her; even Damon didn¡¯t love her. They both had women that they truly loved, and both of them had their mates. I was not the same. Anya must have been my mate. I may never know the truth, the spell died with her, and with her death, I couldn¡¯t tell genuinely. However, the pain I felt may be all I needed to confirm that Anya was my mate. But if she was, wouldn¡¯t she have had some feelings for me as well? Or did she bury those feelings for her revenge on my family? ¡°I¡¯m sure we can find a way to get out of this kissing booth nonsense,¡± Atticus tells us. ¡°I don¡¯t mind it at all,¡± Griffin announces. ¡°I think it might be fun.¡± Of course, he would think that way. He wasn¡¯t in love with anyone, as far as we all knew. ¡°If you want to take part, you can,¡± Atticus tells him. ¡°However, for the three of us, we need to find a way to make sure that the only woman kissing us is the one that we love.¡± I think he meant to say the two of them. The woman I love is no longer here with us. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°All we need is to find a way to let Autumn know who¡¯s entering the room,¡± Atticus says. ¡°She can warn rissa and Willow so they don¡¯t kiss random strangers.¡± I stiffen at the thought of Willow kissing a stranger. I know that it shouldn¡¯t bother me, but it did. It bothers me because I know Anya wouldn¡¯t want her sister kissing any strange man. That¡¯s the only reason I could think of. For that reason, I had to find a way to ensure that she didn¡¯t take part in this. We had no choice but to take part, but there wasn¡¯t a rule that f****d the women to participate. ¡°I¡¯m heading to my room,¡± I tell my brothers. ¡°Already?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°I thought we were going to drink some beers and y some game?¡± I shook my head, ¡°I¡¯m exhausted. What those assholes did today still has me f*****g pissed.¡± ¡°You mean the pictures with you and Anya?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°I think a girl was responsible for that. Or possibly more than one girl. They¡¯re crushing on you and think there¡¯s a chance to have you since Anya is gone.¡± ¡°That¡¯s insane,¡± I growl. ¡°I¡¯m married.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t even have a wedding ring.¡± Atticus points out. I swallow. I got a ring for Willow, but I never thought about getting one for myself. And I wasn¡¯t nning on doing it either. I didn¡¯t need a constant reminder that I was married to Anya¡¯s younger sister. ¡°I¡¯ll see you guys in the morning.¡± I dismiss them. I climbed the stairs two at a time, moving quickly toward my room. I knew Willow was already in bed. I hadn¡¯t seen her since I returned home. When I opened the door, I felt relief flood my body when I saw her tucked under my sheets. I don¡¯t know why I felt so relieved to see her in my room, lying in my bed. It¡¯s almost like I was looking forward to seeing her. I shook that thought out of my head. She looks up at me when I close the door and walk over to my side of the bed. I remove my watch and ce it on the bedside table. ¡°There¡¯s something I want to talk to you about,¡± I say suddenly before I can talk some sense into myself. ¡°What¡¯s that?¡± She asks nervously. Did I make her nervous? ¡°It¡¯s about the kissing booth.¡± I blurt out. ¡°Can you not take part in it?¡± Chapter 180 Chapter 180 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 180 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 16 ~WILLOW~ Did I hear him correctly? There¡¯s no possible way that Dante just asked me not to take part in the kissing booth. I knew it wouldn¡¯t bother him one bit. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± I whisper. ¡°Why don¡¯t you want me to take part? Aren¡¯t you also taking part in it?¡± He nods, ¡°I am.¡± He answers me. ¡°But I have no choice but to take part in it. I¡¯m asking you to stay out of it for your own good.¡± ¡°My own good?¡± I ask, confused. His jaw clenches, ¡°yes, you¡¯re unlike many of those girls who will be participating in it. They¡¯re experienced. They¡¯ve probably kissed dozens of men already. They know what they¡¯re doing. You¡¯re innocent; you¡¯re not like them. Kissing a stranger would make you ufortable.¡± ¡°Are you trying to say that I¡¯m a bad kisser?¡± I demand, surprised that he would even hint at that. I could feel my cheeks get red with anger. I knew that I was innocent; I knew that I was also very inexperienced. However, he didn¡¯t need to point this out without considering how it would hurt my feelings. He turned his face to look at me; I could see the surprise in his eyes. ¡°When did I say that you were a bad kisser?¡± He demands. ¡°You just said that those girls knew exactly what they were doing while I don¡¯t.¡± I remind him of his own words. I was embarrassed that my first kiss was so horrible for him. I knew he didn¡¯t want to kiss me; he was thinking of my sister. Still, hearing him admit how bad it was for him made me very upset. ¡°Willow¡ª¡± ¡°In case you didn¡¯t know, that was my first kiss!¡± I snap. ¡°I¡¯ve never been kissed by any other man before. Not on my cheeks or my lips or my chest or my neck¡ª¡± He covers my mouth with his finger, stopping me from saying anything else. His eyes were cold and almost dark as he red at me, ¡°I never said that kiss was bad.¡± He finally says. My eyes widen. Does that mean he enjoyed it as much as I did? I¡¯m sure that¡¯s not what he meant, but my heart would happily assume that¡¯s what he was trying to tell me. He seems to be searching for the right words, ¡°I¡¯m just saying that guys from the academy are f*****g horny bastards. They¡¯ll put their hands all over your body and try to touch ces they shouldn¡¯t. And if I find out that anyone put their f*****g hands on you, I will chop each of their fingers off!¡± My lips part in surprise. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I thought I felt butterflies in my stomach. I didn¡¯t know hearing a man mention cutting off someone¡¯s fingers for me would ever make me this giddy, but I was learning new things about myself every day. ¡°You¡¯ll chop their fingers off for touching me?¡± I repeat his words, unsure if I¡¯d heard him correctly. I needed him to confirm it for me. Someone needed to pinch me; this had to be a dream. Why would he ever do something like that for me? Realization seems to hit him finally, and he quickly clears his throat, ¡°I meant that Anya would want me to do that if anyone touched you inappropriately. I promised to protect her sister, and that¡¯s exactly what I n on doing. If anyone takes advantage of you, I¡¯ll make them pay. So please, for your sister, don¡¯t participate in this.¡± I flush at his words. Again, he was only doing it because of my sister. Everything he did for me was only because she¡¯d asked him to do it. For once, I wished he would do it for me and only for me. Thinking like this would get me nowhere. I sigh, ¡°If it means that much to you. I won¡¯t take part.¡± I wish I could ask him to do the same for me. I hope he can find a way to avoid letting another woman kiss him. I knew Sharon and the other girls that threw themselves at him were waiting for this opportunity. Girls seemed crazy for the Fawns, and I knew exactly why. If Anya hadn¡¯t asked Dante to marry me, he would have never looked my way. I would have been like any other girl trying to catch his attention. I think my sister knew this. She knew that she was the only person who would be able to get him to marry me, and she used that to her advantage. It¡¯s still crazy that she never fell for Dante¡¯s apparent charms. How could she not see him the way that I did? He seemed to rx a little after I told him I wouldn¡¯t participate in the kissing booth. I hadn¡¯t heard about a kissing booth until they mentioned it today. He walks into the bathroom and does his usual routine beforeing to bed. I was beginning to enjoy seeing hime out of the shower every time he was preparing for sleep. I was worried that it was something I would soon be looking forward to every night. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I could still smell the soap on him when he pulled the covers over his body. He smelled so good. He always does. I turned to the other side to not stare at his back. I closed my eyes and tried to force myself to fall asleep. I was learning that it was very difficult to fall asleep when a sexy man was sleeping right next to you. Every sound he made, even the sound of his breathing, the little movements of his sheets, I was aware of it all. Screw this. I was turning back around to stare at him, even if it was just his back. However, when I finally did turn around, I was surprised to be face-to-face with him. Dante swallows hard, and so do I. ¡°You look nothing like her.¡± I gasp. I knew I looked nothing like Anya. Did it bother him that I didn¡¯t? He turns on his back and stares at the ceiling. I guess looking at me was painful for him. I angrily closed my eyes and f****d myself to fall asleep. Chapter 181 Chapter 181 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 181 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 17 ~WILLOW~ ¡°I¡¯m not taking part in the kissing booth,¡± I tell Autumn. She gapes at me. ¡°Why?¡± She demands. ¡°We had so many ns for today,¡± rissains. ¡°And all of it included getting Dante jealous.¡± ¡°He doesn¡¯t even like me; why do you think he will get jealous?¡± I ask her. She sighs, ¡°I don¡¯t think you know much about men like Dante. I¡¯m telling you that we need to get him jealous.¡± ¡°He asked me nicely not to take part in this,¡± I exin to her. ¡°I don¡¯t want to do anything to make him upset with me.¡± Autumn quirks a brow at me, ¡°Are you telling me that Dante asked you not to take part?¡± I nod. She looked at rissa, and they both looked excited about this news. ¡°He¡¯s so jealous.¡± rissaughs. ¡°No, he¡¯s not.¡± I disagree. ¡°He said that Anya would be upset if he let me participate in something like this. He said that the guys from the academy may try to take advantage of me and that I was too innocent for this.¡± Autumn doubles over inughter. ¡°I can¡¯t believe that¡¯s what he said to you.¡± ¡°Dante truly does have a way with words, doesn¡¯t he?¡± rissa asks. I wasn¡¯t sure what was so funny. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Willow, but you are taking part in the kissing booth this year,¡± Autumn tells me. My forehead creases, ¡°what are you talking about? I already told Dante that I wouldn¡¯t be taking part in this.¡± ¡°We have a n,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°Atticus will let us know exactly who¡¯s entering the room so we can enter at the right time. You won¡¯t have to kiss a stranger. None of us would.¡± I frown, ¡°isn¡¯t that against the rules?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t care about the rules when it involves Damon.¡± rissa mumbles. ¡°I rather burn this entire ce down than let him kiss another woman.¡± ¡°Are you sure that this n will work?¡± I ask them. I didn¡¯t want there to be a possibility of their n not working. If that happened, I would be f****d to kiss a stranger, and that¡¯s thest thing I wanted. Dante was the only man I wanted to kiss, even if he didn¡¯t want to kiss me. ¡°Oh, we¡¯re sure,¡± Autumn assured me. ¡°I¡¯ll do everything in my power to ensure it does.¡± Sharon is right in front of us with a group of her friends. I watch as she purposefully puts on lip gloss in front of me. ¡°I¡¯m sure Dante is a great kisser.¡± She shouts. ¡°I can¡¯t wait for my chance to kiss him.¡± Autumn and I again had to drag rissa away before she could make a scene in public. ¡°I swear one of these days; she¡¯s going to get what¡¯sing to her.¡± rissa growls. ¡°We know that she wouldn¡¯t get an opportunity to kiss him,¡± Autumn says. ¡°There¡¯s no reason for us to get worked up over her.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right,¡± rissa says, finally calming down. Girly screams suddenly erupt around us. ¡°It¡¯s starting,¡± Autumn tells me as she drags me forward. ¡°I¡¯m not sure if this is a good idea.¡± I protest. ¡°I¡¯m sure if I get Dante, he wouldn¡¯t even want to kiss me.¡± ¡°It¡¯s better than him kissing someone like Sharon, right?¡± She asks me. I frown; the thought of Sharon kissing him angered me. I nod, ¡°Okay. Let¡¯s do this.¡± . . . . . . . . . . ~DANTE~ ¡°Are you hearing those screams?¡± Griffin asks. ¡°Those women can¡¯t wait to get their hands on one of you.¡± Atticus looks sick after hearing it. ¡°We have a n,¡± Atticus says as he looks for Damon for confirmation. What did they know that they weren¡¯t telling us? ¡°You have a n?¡± I ask him. He nods, ¡°It¡¯s nothing that you have to worry about. Didn¡¯t you say that Willow won¡¯t be participating?¡± I nod; thankfully, she¡¯d listened to me. Unlike my brothers, I didn¡¯t have anything to worry about. ¡°It¡¯s starting,¡± Damon says. ¡°Who¡¯s going first?¡± ¡°Griffin,¡± Atticus answers as we watch him enter the room from the back entrance. ¡°He¡¯s signed up to take part more than once.¡± I chuckle, ¡°I wouldn¡¯t expect anything different from our younger brother.¡± One after the next, everyone around us takes their turn. It was almost time for me to enter. I just had to get it over with. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Aren¡¯t you curious to find out who you¡¯ll be kissing?¡± Atticus asks me. ¡°You can check upfront. The first person in line will kiss you in the next few minutes.¡± I wasn¡¯t curious, but I still wanted to know who it was. I walk out to the front, hoping that none of the girls would see me looking. I didn¡¯t want to hear their screams again. Luckily, they were too excited to look my way. I follow the line, searching the faces, Sharon is first in line, but the person behind her makes everything spin. Willow. What the hell was she doing there? She agreed not to partake in this event. So then, why the hell was she in line? My hand tightened into a fist as I f****d myself to have some self-control. I wanted to walk over to her and pull her out of the line, but that would cause too much attention on us. I storm back to Atticus, who looks surprised to see me looking like I wanted to kill someone. ¡°After me, who¡¯s next?¡± I demand from him. ¡°Eric.¡± He answers me. ¡°Eric is next.¡± My eyes are narrow when they zero in on the person in question. I walk over to Eric and grab him by his shirt, ¡°switch ces with me.¡± ¡°W-what?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t make me repeat it, or I¡¯ll drag you out of that room the second you enter it.¡± I threaten him. His eyes widen as he slowly nods, ¡°It¡¯s not that big of a deal. You can have my spot if you want. All you had to do was ask.¡± I let go of him and storm over to Atticus. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± He demands. ¡°I can¡¯t believe she lied to me,¡± I growl. ¡°She f*****g lied!¡± Chapter 182 Chapter 182 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 182 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 18 ~WILLOW~ I was having doubts about this. What would I do if someone else was inside that room? Would they allow me to back out? ¡°Willow.¡± They call my name. ¡°You¡¯re up next.¡± I watched as Sharon exited the room with a pissed look on her face. Whoever she¡¯d gotten to kiss wasn¡¯t who she wanted. That¡¯s a good sign? Isn¡¯t it? It meant that she didn¡¯t get to kiss Dante. ¡°Willow?¡± They call my name again. I build up the courage to take a few steps forward. My hands shake when I open the door and enter the room. Music was ying, canceling out the noise from outside. The lights were dimmed but I could still see clearly. I look around the room for Dante. At least, I was still hoping that it was Dante. The door in front of me opens, and I breathe a sigh of relief when I see the familiar face of the man I married. It was him. Autumn and rissa were right. They made it happen. He doesn¡¯t look surprised to see me. Did they also exin to him about their n? Dante looks angry, and I think it¡¯s possible that he knew nothing about this unlike what I was hoping. He still looks like someone who thought I wouldn¡¯t participate in the kissing booth. This wasn¡¯t good. I didn¡¯t want to upset him, but he now seems furious. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Are you surprised to see that it¡¯s me?¡± He asks me; I can barely recognize the tone of his voice. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen Dante this angry in the past, and it felt horrible to know that his anger was directed toward me. ¡°No,¡± I answer honestly. ¡°I was hoping that it would be you.¡± He chuckles, and I can sense the sarcasm, ¡°is that another lie?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about, Dante,¡± I answer him truthfully. His questions were confusing me. ¡°Is that what you wanted, Willow?¡± He demands. ¡°To be kissed by a stranger?¡± I gape at him. ¡°What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you so angry?¡± He takes a step towards me, and I take one back. I wasn¡¯t used to him reacting this way. ¡°You lied about not taking part in this event.¡±He exins as he takes another step forward. ¡°I saw you getting ready to enter the room, and I knew it was all a lie. You said that you wouldn¡¯t take part. I had to f*****g switch ces with that motherfucker so he couldn¡¯t kiss you.¡± I gasp. Was there initially someone else? That couldn¡¯t be possible. Autumn said that Dante would be the one in the room. Was there some mistake? Something must have gone wrong. I knew they would never purposefully let me kiss someone other than Dante. ¡°I think you¡¯re misunderstanding¡ª¡± ¡°I don¡¯t think I am Willow.¡± He growls. ¡°If you wanted to kiss someone that badly, you could have just said so.¡± I don¡¯t get time to respond when he grabs me by my neck and pulls me towards him. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I gasp. ¡°The room is rented out for a kiss.¡± He answers me. ¡°You paid for a kiss, and I will give you one.¡± My eyes widen when his lips crash onto mine. For the first few seconds, all I could do was stare at him wide-eyed while he devoured my lips. I¡¯m in shock. I¡¯m not sure what to do. He was right, I did pay for a kiss, but he seemed to be under the impression that I wanted to kiss someone else. He didn¡¯t realize that this was exactly what I wanted. A kiss from him. No one else. His taste, like mint, explodes in my mouth, making me whimper. I felt him shiver in my arms and I wonder if it had anything to do with the sound that just came out of me. He picks me up and pushes me against the wall. I gasp against his mouth. What was this strong feeling in my chest? I¡¯ve never been kissed like this before. Myst kiss with him was nothing like this. This kiss was possessive and almost desperate. I could feel the anger radiating from his body, transferring onto my lips. What made this special was knowing that, unlike our first kiss, this time, he was very aware that it was me he was kissing. He wasn¡¯t thinking about my sister. He thought of me even though he only did it to prove a point. I couldn¡¯t believe that another girl would be experiencing this right now if Autumn and rissa hadn¡¯t convinced me to take part in this event. I was so happy that I had listened to them. I could hear a knock on the door, but I don¡¯t think Dante did. He continued to kiss me, ignoring the sound from outside. They were trying to get our attention but were failing miserably. Dante picks me up and throws me onto the couch before climbing on top of me. It almost feels like he¡¯d lost control of his body. I heard another knock; this time, it was louder. ¡°f*****g leave us alone!¡± Dante lifts his mouth from my own long enough to shout those words before going right back in. This doesn¡¯t seem like him at all. Was I dreaming? If I pinched myself right now, would I wake up and realize it wasn¡¯t real, to begin with? I gasp when his hand travels up my leg. He was touching me. His hand felt warm and big. I had this ufortable feeling between my legs; for some weird reason, I wanted to feel his big hands there as well. Was something wrong with me? Why was I acting so strangely? ¡°Willow!¡± Someone shouts. ¡°Your time is up!¡± He ignores them as he moves his mouth from my lips to my neck. I bury my hands in his hair as he nibbles on my skin. I wanted to bring him even closer to me. Why did this feel so good? The door flies open suddenly, and the room light gets brighter than it was just a few seconds ago. Both Dante and I freeze. ¡°I¡¯m sorry to break this up but you only paid for five minutes, and ten minutes have just passed.¡± The woman who¡¯d let me in earlier says sternly. Dante lifts his head to look at me. I can see the shock on his face. I was right; he wasn¡¯t even aware of what he was doing. I¡¯ve never seen someone look this disgusted with themselves as he did now. He moves from on top of me and aggressively wipes his lips. It¡¯s almost like he wants to get my taste out of his system. His head was slightly thrown back and it looks like he was fighting for control. His jaw was tight as he ran a hand through his hair. I slowly got up from the couch while fixing my dress. Dante seemed to be getting angrier by the second. His hands are fisted and I can see his veins oh so clearly. I watched in horror as he mmed his fist against the wall without warning before storming out of the room. Chapter 183 Chapter 183 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 183 Book 3 Chapter 19 ~DANTE~ What the f**k was wrong with me? Why did I lose control like that? When I saw Willow inside that room, waiting eagerly and all innocently for a stranger that she didn¡¯t even know, everything snapped. The kiss was supposed to be a lesson; there wasn¡¯t even supposed to be a kiss. That decision happened in a split second. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Atticus grabs my arm the second I exit the room, ¡°what¡¯s wrong?¡± ¡°Willow was inside that room,¡± I answer him. I can¡¯t remember thest time I¡¯ve ever been this angry. I was f*****g furious, and I didn¡¯t know how to calm down. Why did she tell me that she wouldn¡¯t take part if she were going to do the exact opposite? ¡°She was?¡± Atticus asks. ¡°I wonder why she said differently. So she¡¯s the person you were referring to earlier? The one that lied to you.¡± I run a hand down my face. ¡°I told her how many f*****g assholes attended this Academy, and she still chose to participate. Kissing wasn¡¯t the only thing that could have happened inside that room with one of those assholes.¡± ¡°Did you just storm off on her like that?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°You should have spoken to her. Find out why she did it. I¡¯m sure it¡¯s just a misunderstanding.¡± ¡°To hear her say what?¡± I demand. ¡°That she wanted to kiss a random stranger?¡± ¡°We don¡¯t know if that¡¯s what happened.¡± He disagrees. ¡°Why are you behaving like this? Why are you so angry?¡± I take a deep breath, digging deep for an answer to his question. The first thing I could think about was Anya and my promise to her. ¡°Because Anya begged me to protect her sister while dying,¡± I growl. ¡°I promised to do everything possible to make herst wishese true. If Willow lies to me again, I won¡¯t always be there to protect her. I don¡¯t want to disappoint Anya even if she isn¡¯t here. I don¡¯t want to let her down.¡± Atticus takes a deep breath and looks around us, checking if anyone is listening to our conversation. ¡°I don¡¯t understand why you¡¯ve always loved her so much.¡± Atticus sighs. His words angered me. ¡°You may have forgotten all of the years you¡¯ve spent with her because of Autumn, but every second I spent with Anya still lives rent-free in my head. I¡¯m not going to magically forget about it just because I married someone else.¡± Atticus nods, ¡°I¡¯m sorry I said anything. You can¡¯t help who you fall in love with. I hope one day you can learn to love¡ª¡± ¡°Can you make sure that Willow gets home safely?¡± I ask my brother, stopping him from finishing that sentence. He looked shocked when I asked him, ¡°And what about you? Where do you think you¡¯re going?¡± He demands. I clenched my jaw, ¡°I can¡¯t stay here. I have to go somewhere to clear my head. If I don¡¯t, I might say something I regret.¡± I knew I should stop and listen to Willow¡¯s exnation. However, I was too angry to converse with anyone, especially her. I had to calm down first. And there was one thing that had proven in the past to calm me down. I said goodbye to Atticus and walked away before he could ask questions. I¡¯m sure he had an idea of where I was going. He knew that the fighting ring was where I went when things got this heated. I¡¯m surprised that he didn¡¯t do more to stop me. When I reached the vehicle, I quickly got in and pressed my forehead against the steering wheel. Things kept getting worse for me. Whenever I felt like this, the first thing I did was look for Anya. All I had left of her were pictures. I pulled my wallet out of my pocket and removed the picture of her. I held it between my fingers and gazed at her beauty. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean to kiss her,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry.¡± I felt like I had betrayed her in some way. Crossing her was something I would never be able to forgive myself for. This wasn¡¯t the first time I¡¯d kissed Willow. It was the second f*****g time, and this time I had no damn excuses. ¡°Why did you ask me to marry your sister Anya?¡± I asked the picture in front of me, knowing it wasn¡¯t possible to get an answer from her. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed a number I didn¡¯t think I would be calling tonight. ¡°What can I do for my favorite fighter today?¡± Jaguar asks as soon as he picks up my call. ¡°I¡¯m going to lose the fight tonight,¡± I tell him. ¡°What?¡± he asks, surprised. ¡°I wasn¡¯t even told that you would be on tonight.¡± ¡°It¡¯s ast-minute decision,¡± I exin. ¡°I need to be in that ring tonight, but I won¡¯t win. I¡¯ll let the opposition win tonight.¡± There¡¯s a long pause. ¡°Hello?¡± ¡°Why would you want to lose willingly?¡± he asks me. ¡°Everyone loves to see you win.¡± ¡°You can win the bets if I lose tonight.¡± I try to persuade him. ¡°Think about it. Everyone else would be voting for me. If you vote against it, you¡¯ll win big time.¡± He chuckles, ¡°If that¡¯s what you want. Who am I to stop you?¡± ¡°I¡¯ll be there in less than an hour,¡± I inform him. ¡°I don¡¯t want to wait for the fight when I arrive. I¡¯m hungry for a fight.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll make sure that everything is prepared for you.¡± He assures me. ¡°You¡¯re about to make me richer tonight.¡± I sat back against my seat and let out a breath I didn¡¯t know I was holding. I wanted to lose the fight tonight. I deserved to get beaten up. I should never have kissed Willow. I should never have betrayed Anya. Tonight I¡¯ll make sure that my body pays for my mistakes. I¡¯ll never do something like that again. I¡¯ll make sure that I learn my lesson. Chapter 184 Chapter 184 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 184 Book 3 Chapter 20 ~WILLOW~ ¡°We don¡¯t know what happened.¡± Autumn apologizes as soon as she spots me. ¡°You were supposed to enter the room with Dante, but something went wrong.¡± ¡°He was very angry with me,¡± I whisper, still shocked by our kiss. Dante was a very good kisser; I knew that without having to kiss anyone else topare. ¡°He thinks that I lied to him.¡± I continue to exin. ¡°I didn¡¯t get a chance to tell him I changed my mind, but only because I knew it would be him inside that room.¡± ¡°It¡¯s all my fault.¡± Autumn apologizes. ¡°We should have told him you were participating. I didn¡¯t think it would upset him so much.¡± ¡°I think he¡¯s more angry that she almost kissed a stranger,¡± rissa suggests. ¡°ording to Atticus, he insisted that the guy after him switch ces with him so he could be in the room with you. All we need to do is exin that something went wrong.¡± ¡°What the hell did you do?¡± Someone screeches behind me. I spun around to see Sharon ring at me. ¡°Excuse me?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°Who do you think you¡¯re speaking to?¡± ¡°Stay out of this!¡± Sharon snaps at her. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with you?¡± I ask her. It seems as though everyone is angry with me today for unknown reasons. ¡°I paid plenty of money to kiss Dante today!¡± She hissed. ¡°I know that you three had something to do with this. Someone made Dante switch ces with Eric, and I want to know who was responsible for it!¡± ¡°You paid to kiss Dante?¡± rissa demands. ¡°How desperate do you have to be to pay someone for a chance to kiss my brother?¡± ¡°Your brother?¡± Sharonughs. ¡°Isn¡¯t Damon also your brother? As far as I know, you¡¯re waiting for a chance to stick your tongue down Dante¡¯s throat as well!¡± My eyes widen as her dress is suddenly up in mes. Sharon starts to scream when she realizes that her clothes are on fire. There was a pool near us, and she jumped straight into it. Autumn res at rissa, ¡°What did you do?¡± ¡°What?¡± rissa asks innocently. ¡°You know that she deserved it.¡± ¡°I know she deserves it, but I warned you that you must be more careful. We can¡¯t let the overlords find out about you, rissa. Do you forget what they almost did to me? I don¡¯t want them toe for you as well.¡± Why were they so scared of the overlords? I knew nothing about them or why they were after Autumn and could be after rissa. However, I could tell how serious this entire thing was by Autumn¡¯sT¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. expression alone. ¡°I think it¡¯s time we get out of here,¡± Damon says as he approaches us. rissa looks guilty as she stares at him. ¡°Did you just see that?¡± He stares at her, and I can see that even he is a little upset, ¡°I did. It¡¯s time to go. Tonight was much more eventful than any of us were expecting.¡± rissa hugs him, and that seems to calm Damon down a little. He picks her up into his arms without warning, and she buries her face against his neck. ¡°They loved each other and kept it a secret for so long,¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m happy for them. I wish my sister could have been as well.¡± Autumn holds my hand, ¡°there was a time that I considered Anya, my closest friend. I wish things were different as well.¡± We joined the others at the parking lot. Atticus immediately shouts for everyone to get into their vehicles. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Autumn asked him as soon as we got inside. ¡°I f*****g knew it.¡± He growls. ¡°I put a tracker on Dante¡¯s jeep. I know where he¡¯s heading.¡± ¡°Where?¡± I demanded before I could stop myself. I couldn¡¯t hide the anxiousness in my voice. I was worried about him. His anger could cause him to do something stupid, and that¡¯s thest thing I wanted to see happen. ¡°He¡¯s going to that f*****g fighting ring again!¡± Atticus growls. ¡°I don¡¯t care what he has to say; I¡¯m stopping that s**t tonight!¡± Autumn looks over at me to see my reaction, and I know she can see the horror on my face from learning this new information. He woulde home with bruises again if we didn¡¯t get there in time. I didn¡¯t want to be the reason for his bruises. I didn¡¯t want to cause him any harm. If I had known this would have happened, I would have never taken part in the kissing booth. If Dante had given me a chance to speak, he wouldn¡¯t have been so angry with me. I held onto the door as Atticus mashed down on the elerator. We were speeding on the roads faster than I¡¯d ever experienced. Damon and rissa were behind us and moving just as fast. They were all trying to stop Dante from harming himself. When we arrive at the underground ring, Atticus speaks to the receptionist and hands her some money so that she can let us in. When we entered the fighting arena, I could hear women screaming Dante¡¯s name. We were toote. I follow their gazes and felt my heart drop. Dante was on the ground with another man punching him repeatedly in his face. He wasn¡¯t even fighting back. ¡°The f**k?¡± Damon growls. ¡°Why is he just lying there and not fighting back?¡± ¡°That asshole wants to lose the fight,¡± Atticus shouts. ¡°He¡¯s intentionally losing. He wants the pain.¡± I close my eyes to stop myself from seeing any more of it. I couldn¡¯t do this. I couldn¡¯t see Dante get beaten up right in front of me. ¡°We have to stop this.¡± rissa hissed. ¡°He¡¯s going to kill him at this rate!¡± ¡°There¡¯s too much security.¡± Atticus points out as he examines the arena. ¡°It¡¯s too dangerous to get you girls involved. We should have left you home.¡± I wasn¡¯t going to sit back and watch this. Before I knew what I was doing, I was already halfway down the pathway toward the ring. The security stopped me before I could go any further. ¡°I¡¯m his wife!¡± I shout. ¡°Let me go to him!¡± The man chuckles, ¡°Almost every woman here pretends to be his wife daily. I don¡¯t believe you, chick.¡± ¡°DANTE!¡± I scream. ¡°DANTEEE!¡± His eyes which were once closed, immediately snapped open. My lips part when he searches the crowd until he finally finds me. The look he gives me startles me. Oh. I think I was in more trouble than before. Chapter 185 Chapter 185 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 185 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 21 ~DANTE~ I must be hallucinating. Willow wouldn¡¯t be here. There¡¯s no possible way that she¡¯s standing a few feet away from the ring while screaming my name. Yet, it all felt so real. She looked real. All of this looked real. Maybe I¡¯d been punched so much in my face that I was seeing things. But why, out of everyone, would I see her? I looked behind her, and to my horror, my siblings were also there. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. f**k. They were all there. Everyone except Griffin. It meant that I wasn¡¯t hallucinating. Willow was indeed here. That wasn¡¯t the only thing that made me panic. The fact that those f*****g guards had their hands on her made me furious. No one should ever put their hands on her unless they wanted them cut off! My eyes widen when I see her eyes roll back in her head. It didn¡¯t take me long to realize what was happening. She¡¯s going into shock. It¡¯s happening again. I knew what came right after. I knew what was going to happen. f**k! f**k! f**k! I had to get to her. She needed me. I grab my opponent by his wrist when he tries to hit me with another punch. I pulled him onto the ground and trapped him in an arm lock. I don¡¯t let go until the referee stops the fight. I didn¡¯t care that I¡¯d just won the fight after nning to lose it. All I cared about was getting to Willow. I jump out of the ring before they can announce me as the winner. ¡°Get your f*****g hands off my wife!¡± I growled at the security guard, who still held her without realizing something was happening to her. Just as I forcefully took her from him, she wentpletely still in my arms. ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper. No response. Damn it. There are gasps all around me as I pick an unconscious Willow up into my arms and storm out of the arena with her. I could hear everyone asking for her name, but I ignored everything as the door closed behind me. ¡°We need to get her to a fire!¡± I shouted to my siblings, who were right behind me. Anything with heat would help. We weren¡¯t home, and that made it harder for all of us. She should have never been here, to begin with. I ran into the parking lot and ced her in the front seat of the vehicle. ¡°I can start a fire, but it can¡¯t be here,¡± rissa tells me. ¡°We can drive into the woods,¡± Damon suggests. ¡°There¡¯s a track like a minute away. We don¡¯t have to go far in. Just somewhere that¡¯s secluded.¡± I nodded and quickly got into the vehicle. I mash down on the elerator and don¡¯t stop until inside the track Damon mentioned. When I was sure that we had a safe spot, I lifted Willow out of the jeep and sat down with her still in my arms as rissa started a fire in front of us. She was cold against my warm skin. I¡¯ve seen this happen to her in the past, but this is the first time that I felt something tug in my chest at the sight of her unconscious in my arms. I was scared. f*****g terrified as I held her close against my chest. ¡°Why is this taking so long?¡± I demand. ¡°It¡¯s never taken this long before.¡± ¡°Maybe we took too long to get her in front of the fire,¡± Autumn suggested with worry etched in her voice. ¡°It¡¯s so unfair.¡± rissa whispers, ¡°Why does this keep happening to her?¡± I ced my hand against her cheek; it was still very cold. ¡°Willow?¡± I whisper. There wasn¡¯t any response, not even tiny movements of her fingers or toes. Her lips were turning f*****g blue. I was beginning to panic. Was I the reason for this? Did it scare her to see me in the middle of a fight? I tightened my hold on her, hoping to give her more of my warmth. rissa held out her hand in front of her. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I demand. ¡°I¡¯m trying to create heat; I¡¯m trying to warm her up.¡± She exins. We all wait patiently, hoping that this will at least work. rissa gasps suddenly, and we¡¯re all shocked to see a cut forming in the palm of her hand. I watched with confusion as her blood dripped onto the grass. Damon rushed over to her and held her hand in his as he examined it, ¡°how the hell did this happen?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± She whispers. ¡°I tried to focus my power on Willow, but this happened instead. I couldn¡¯t help her, and I now have this wound in my hand.¡± Autumn and rissa stared at each other as they tried to figure out what was happening. What did this mean? ¡°Do you think this disease isn¡¯t natural?¡± I ask them. ¡°Is it possible that she¡¯s under some kind of spell?¡± Was that why no doctors were able to see anything wrong with her? Could that be the reason? ¡°We can¡¯t say for sure,¡± Autumn answers me. ¡°It is weird that rissa couldn¡¯t help her. We have to do more digging into this.¡± ¡°I just warmed this cloth,¡± rissa tells me. ¡°Wipe her arms and face with it.¡± I took it from her and gently rubbed it all over her arms before moving to her face. I could slowly see the color returning to her skin and lips the more I rubbed it on her body. I moved the warm cloth to her neck, hoping to see her open her eyes soon. ¡°She¡¯s waking up!¡± Autumn exims. My hand stops moving as my gaze moves from her neck to her face. I sigh of relief when her eyes slowly open and blink at me. She looks surprised to see me. I held my breath when she gently rubbed her hand on my cheek, wiping away the blood from my earlier fight. I was so desperate to keep her safe that I forgot all about the fight. This just reminded me of something that made me pissed. I slowly let go of Willow and jumped to my feet. I grab Atticus by his shirt without warning, ¡°Why the f**k did you bring Willow to the fight?¡± Chapter 186 Chapter 186 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 186 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 22 ~WILLOW~ Everyone is shocked to see Dante¡¯s anger towards his brother. One minute he was this gentle person taking care of me, and the next, he was this raging beast ready to take on his brothers. I didn¡¯t understand why he was this angry. So what if they brought me along with them? Why should that make him this angry? ¡°Why are you ming Atticus?¡± Damon growls. ¡°It¡¯s your recklessness that f*****g caused all of this in the first ce!¡± ¡°Please calm down, Dante.¡± rissa tries to lighten the mood. ¡°I know this entire experience was stressful, but there¡¯s no need to me anyone. We can all be adults about this. The main thing is that Willow is now safe from any harm.¡± ¡°None of you were supposed to be there!¡± He growls. ¡°It¡¯s the one ce I go to release my anger. Yet all of you followed me there and messed everything up! I was supposed to lose that f*****g fight!¡± ¡°What the hell were we supposed to do?¡± Atticus demands. ¡°Watch you get beat up? And what the f**k is wrong with you? Why did you lie there and let that man kick your a*s? Why are you constantly happy to get your a*s beaten up?¡± ¡°f**k!¡± Damon growls. ¡°If you want to get your a*s beaten up so much, you could ask the two of us. We would happily knock some sense into you!¡± I knew they were only angry because they cared about their brother. It was their love for him that made them react this way. I wish that Dante could understand them. ¡°Guys,¡± Autumn says as she steps between Atticus and Dante. ¡°Please remember that Willow has still not fully recovered. I think it¡¯s best we leave this for another time. Dante should take her home so that she could get some rest and heal the right way.¡± I¡¯d almost forgotten about fainting. Dante looks over at me the second she mentions my name. I watch nervously as he approaches me, ¡°does anywhere hurt?¡± he asks gently. The genuine concern in his voice takes me by surprise. He was angry with me earlier; why was he acting so differently suddenly? Did he forget all about the kissing booth already? ¡°I¡¯m okay.¡± I was okay, physically, at least. Emotionally I was a wreck, and he was the reason for it. Seeing him at the fighting ring with blood all over his body made me realize something I didn¡¯t know before. My feelings for him weren¡¯t just some simple crush. It¡¯s much, much stronger than that, to the point that it would hurt me ever to see him in pain. I wasn¡¯t sure what that meant; all I knew was that it was no longer just a crush. A part of me would do everything in its power to protect him. While Dante always protected me because of his promise to my sister, with me, it was different. I wanted to protect him because I personally couldn¡¯t be happy if anything ever happened to him. He walks me to his jeep and helps me get in. I held my breath when he leaned into me to fasten my seatbelt. The scent of his blood mixed with his sweat hit my nose, and I was surprised that even that was something I enjoyed. I didn¡¯t understand my own body at times. When he enters the driver¡¯s side and pulls out of the track, I can¡¯t help myself as I blurt out, ¡°I didn¡¯t know someone else would have been in the room.¡± He had to know the truth. I didn¡¯t want there to be any misunderstandings between us. He didn¡¯t give me a chance to exin before, and this may be the best time to tell him everything. Original from N?velDrama.Org. His hand tightens on the steering wheel, ¡°it¡¯s okay. I think I overreacted a bit. Let¡¯s forget that happened, okay?¡± Forget it happened? Just like that? Was this the same person from before? I was not okay with just forgetting it. I had to give my side of the story before he continued to think the worst of me. ¡°It¡¯s not okay for me,¡± I whisper as I y with my fingers on myp. ¡°I truly wasn¡¯t nning on taking part in the kissing booth. I nned on doing just like you asked and staying as far away from it as possible. However, Autumn and rissa told me that they had a n. They said that if I participated, I wouldn¡¯t have to kiss a stranger. I know you think I went into that room thinking I would kiss some stranger, but you¡¯re mistaken. I didn¡¯t go into the room hoping to see someone else; I went into the room hoping to see you. I wasn¡¯t surprised when I saw you, Dante. I was actually relieved that it was you.¡± I watch the movement in Dante¡¯s throat as he swallows hard. He doesn¡¯t say anything. I¡¯m not sure what he¡¯s thinking. I hoped this confession would make him happier; however, I was disappointed when I didn¡¯t get much of a reaction. Did telling him this change anything? Did he still think that I was wrong for taking part in the kissing booth? There were so many questions in my head, and I didn¡¯t know if I should ask them or not. ¡°I owe you an apology, Willow.¡± He finally breaks the silence. My lips part. Did he really just say that? ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure him. ¡°You thought I¡¯d lied to you.¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°is there anything that you may have possibly neglected to tell us?¡± I frown, ¡°why are you asking that out of nowhere?¡± He looks directly ahead, ¡°rissa tried to warm you with her power earlier, but she couldn¡¯t. Instead, she was harmed trying to help you.¡± ¡°Harmed?¡± I gasp. ¡°Harmed in what way?¡± ¡°There was a cut in the middle of her palm. It appeared out of nowhere. We haven¡¯t confirmed if it was because of you or something else.¡± He exins. What did this mean? How was that even possible? Chapter 187 Chapter 187 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 187 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 23 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Do you think your mother ced a protection spell on you?¡± He asks me. ¡°She¡¯s a witch, which makes you one. Do you have any idea what it might be?¡± I bit my lip hard. It was true that my mother was a witch, and so was my sister. However, ording to my mother, I¡¯ve never shown any signs of being a witch. She¡¯s always thought that there was something wrong with me. I¡¯ve never been able to do anything a witch could. I don¡¯t know spells and even if I did, I wouldn¡¯t be able to create magic. ¡°It¡¯s hard to say,¡± I answer him. ¡°It¡¯s possible. My mother has always been very protective of me.¡± He nods and opens his wallet to check for something. I¡¯m about to ask him what he¡¯s looking for when something catches my eye. Why does he have a picture of Anya inside of his wallet? I knew he loved her, but he was married to me. I felt some strange emotion in my chest that I immediately recognized. It appears that I might be jealous of my own sister. That was impossible; I loved Anya with all my heart and wished she was still with us. So then, why do I feel this way? Dante catches me staring at it, and he quickly shuts his wallet, almost like he doesn¡¯t want me to see it. Was it possible that he felt guilty? Why would he? He¡¯s never felt guilty in the past because of his feelings for her. He¡¯s never tried to hide it, either. He was always very open about how much he loved her. We¡¯re silent for the rest of the drive home. There was nothing left for either one of us to say. I had to ept that Dante would never look at me differently. I will always be the sister of the woman he was in love with. He will never see me as his wife. It felt like I was giving up without even putting up a fight. However, how could you win a fight that you¡¯d already lost? I couldn¡¯tpete with someone that was no longer here. ¡°Why did you let that man hurt you when you could have won that fight?¡± I finally ask him, breaking the silence. We had just pulled into the garage, and Dante was waiting for me to step out of the vehicle. His hand stops at the door, ¡°why do you think I could have won that fight?¡± I knocked out before I could see what happened in the end, and still wasn¡¯t sure who¡¯d won the fight. After fainting, I wasn¡¯t aware of anything; how could I be? ¡°I know you,¡± I whisper. He frowned, ¡°you know me?¡± I nod shyly, ¡°I didn¡¯t need to see you in a fight to know how strong you are. I¡¯m positive that you were letting that man win. What I don¡¯t understand is why you would willingly do something like that unless you wanted to feel pain.¡± It brings me back to what his brothers said when they saw him lying on the ground. Was that truly what he wanted? To feel pain? He doesn¡¯t answer me. My hands tightened into fists when he opened the door. ¡°Did I do something wrong?¡± I demand. ¡°There must be a reason why you hate me this much. You hate me to the point that you would rather get beaten up after kissing me. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever done anything to disrespect you. I don¡¯t understand what I¡¯ve done wrong, so please, help me to understand.¡± He ran a hand down his face, and I could see how impatient he was bing. Even speaking to me was painful for him. Would he be happier if I kept my mouth shut from now on? Would that make him morefortable around me? He gets down from the jeep without answering me. ¡°Dante!¡± I try again. I wanted an answer. I needed a solution. ¡°Just leave it alone, Willow.¡± He says in a low growl. ¡°As your wife, don¡¯t you think I at least deserve some answers?¡± I demand. His eyes sh dangerously at my question. Dante didn¡¯t like when I referred to myself as his wife. What would he prefer I call myself? He ms his door shut and walks over to my side. When he opens the door, I¡¯m reminded of how sexy Dante is, even when he fumes with rage. This discussion was not going in the direction I had hoped. ¡°Do you want to know the truth?¡± he demands. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t have asked if I didn¡¯t.¡± I retort. He buries his hand in my hair and pulls my face closer to his. ¡°Remember that you¡¯re the one that insisted on hearing this.¡± I pressed my lips tightly together as I waited for him to continue. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°You¡¯ve indeed done nothing wrong, Willow.¡± He whispers. ¡°You¡¯re not to me for how messed up my life is. You¡¯re just an innocent girl that got caught up in the games of your mother and sister. You¡¯re not the reason that despite everything Anya did to me and my family, I still love her. You¡¯re not the reason I still can¡¯t f*****g get her out of my head. You¡¯re not the reason that I wish things were different. I still wish that she was here. I still wish that she f*****g cared for me more than she did Atticus. It¡¯s not your fault that she never even cared for me, to begin with.¡± His voice broke with thatst line, and so did my heart. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault that you look nothing like her. It¡¯s not your fault that I keep searching for pieces of her in you. It¡¯s not your f*****g fault Willow.¡± Please stop. My heart was begging for him to stop. It couldn¡¯t handle it. I knew I was the one that asked for this, but I didn¡¯t expect it to hurt this much. Why was it this painful? ¡°You¡¯re not the reason that I still dream of her every night.¡± He chokes. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault that Anya begged me to marry you. None of this was ever your fault. You did nothing wrong, and that¡¯s the f*****g problem!¡± I gasp. Was he upset because I did nothing wrong? How could that be any reason to be upset with me? ¡°Because you did nothing wrong, I can¡¯t find a single f*****g w in you. I can¡¯t find a reason to say this marriage cannot work. Because you¡¯re so damn f*****g perfect, I don¡¯t have an excuse to leave this marriage. I¡¯m stuck in it because of Anya and how f*****g perfect you are.¡± ¡°Please stop.¡± They are words from my mouth; I hadn¡¯t even realized I¡¯d said them out loud until I saw the expression on his face. ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear anything more.¡± I cry. ¡°So please, stop, I beg of you.¡± Chapter 188 Chapter 188 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 188 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 24 ~WILLOW~ My hands are over my ear. I couldn¡¯t listen to any more of this. I was right; he did hate me. How could someone being perfect be a problem? And I was far from perfect. Why did he even think that I was perfect? What did I ever do to make him think that way about me? ¡°You¡¯re nothing like Anya, and maybe that¡¯s the problem, Willow.¡± He whispers more to himself than me. It was the first time I regretted asking him a question. I wasn¡¯t prepared for a response such as this one. I was not ready for the ufortable sensation in my heart. ¡°I asked you to stop.¡± I snap. He tries to take my hand and I pull away from him. ¡°Let me help you out of the jeep.¡± He offers. I narrow my eyes. ¡°I don¡¯t need your help, Dante.¡± ¡°Let me help you, Willow.¡± He growls. ¡°I¡¯m tired of you doing things for me because my sister asked you to do it!¡± I hiss. ¡°If you¡¯re only going to help me because of her, don¡¯t. I can take care of myself. I may look helpless, but I can assure you that I am not. So please, move aside so that I can pass.¡± His eyes are dark as he watches me for a few more seconds. The muscle in his jaw ticks, but he finally does as I ask. I fought back the tears as I walked away from him. Why was I stuck in this loveless marriage? Why couldn¡¯t Dante at least try to open his heart to me? This marriage had already joined us; why couldn¡¯t we work together to make it work? I couldn¡¯t believe that he still had a picture of my sister in his wallet. I was grateful he loved her so much, but we were married now. Wasn¡¯t that disrespectful towards me? If word got out that he still had a picture of my sister in his wallet, the rumors about our marriage would spread even more. Why did he agree to marry me if he knew the only person he could ever love was Anya? He should have found a way to stop the wedding instead of ruining our lives. A part of me wanted to stay married to him; it was a big part of me. But the part of me that was hurting right now felt like it would be better if we stayed apart. ¡°Willow!¡± Autumn shouts my name before I can run up the stairs. I turn to look at her, and she immediately realizes that something is wrong. ¡°Are you okay?¡± she demands. ¡°Do you still feel unwell?¡± I bit my lip and tried not to cry. ¡°I don¡¯t feel good at all. Emotionally. My heart hurts.¡± Her eyes widen. ¡°Is it Anya? Do you miss your sister?¡± I shook my head. I did miss her, but to my horror, this pain in my chest was for apletely different reason. ¡°Then what¡¯s wrong?¡± she demands. ¡°Dante said some words that hurt me,¡± I confess. She looks shocked and slowly guides me into the family room. When she has me seated, she gives me her full attention, ¡°What did he say?¡± ¡°I asked him if I did anything wrong for him to react so badly every time he got a little closer to me. After spending time with me, he always goes to that fighting ring and gets beaten up. I know that our marriage is doing this to him.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t say that,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°Dante is this way because he¡¯s grieving. I¡¯m sure you¡¯re not the reason for any of this.¡± ¡°He dislikes me because of how perfect I am.¡± I disagree. ¡°That¡¯s what he told me. He said that because I¡¯m not wed, he cannot find a single reason to end our marriage. He¡¯s upset because he¡¯s trapped in our marriage, and there is nothing he can do about it.¡± Autumn looks appalled by this new information. ¡°Dante said this to you?¡± she asks. I can see the disbelief in her eyes. I nod. She squeezes my hand. ¡°I don¡¯t think he meant it, Willow. I think he¡¯s just frustrated with himself. I think he¡¯s just trying to push you away because he¡¯s scared that he might be developing feelings for you.¡± I wish that were the case, but I knew that the only person Dante had feelings for was Anya. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I think that you should know what happened after you fainted.¡± She says suddenly. ¡°I know you think that Dante doesn¡¯t care for you. I know you believe that he only protects you because of Anya. However, what I saw today proved that he doesn¡¯t just care for you because of your sister.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t understand what you¡¯re saying,¡± I admit. ¡°Why do you think otherwise?¡± ¡°When Dante saw you faint, he lost all control. We don¡¯t know why he wanted to lose the match, to begin with, but the second he saw you lose consciousness, none of that mattered to him. He was able to win that match within seconds just so that he could get to you.¡± ¡°But that could mean he was trying to protect me because of Anya. That¡¯s what he promised her. To protect me. That was all he was doing. Everything he does is because she asked him to do it.¡± I try to show her. ¡°I can see why you would think that way, but if it were because of Anya, he wouldn¡¯t have told the security to let go of his wife.¡± She informs me. My lips part in surprise. She must have misheard him. ¡°Did he say that?¡± I ask. ¡°Are you sure that¡¯s what he said?¡± She nods. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t tell you if I wasn¡¯t positive that¡¯s what he said to the security. I believe that even Dante doesn¡¯t realize what he truly feels. I do believe that he loved Anya, but I also believe that he has feelings for you that have nothing to do with your sister.¡± Autumn¡¯s words have managed to give me some hope. Maybe there was a chance to save my marriage. Chapter 189 Chapter 189 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 189 BOOK 3 CHAPTER 25 ~DANTE~ I was a f*****g asshole. Anya asked me to protect her sister, not say words to hurt her. I was in such a mess. I had no idea how to deal with the strong emotions stuck in my chest. When Willow asked me why I acted the way I did, I was thrown off-guard. The truth was that even I didn¡¯t have the answers to give to her. I knew I was lying to myself about many things, but even I wasn¡¯t sure what those were. My mind was in shambles. Original from N?velDrama.Org. I felt horrible for speaking that way to her. Not once but twice for the f*****g day. She kept catching me off-guard, and my reaction to her behavior was tosh out at her. It was not a good one, and I did not know how to stop. I¡¯ve never been this big of an asshole, buttely, I can¡¯t seem to stop. I keep picking fights with my family and Willow. I had to find a way to have more control over my actions and words. ¡®If you¡¯re only going to help me because of her, don¡¯t.¡¯ Those were her words, and it was stuck in my head, adding to the t*****e. It was true; for everything that I did for Willow, my excuse was always that I¡¯d done it because it was what Anya would have wanted me to do. It wasn¡¯t an excuse. It was the truth. I only married her because Anya asked me to do it. The fact was that I could never give my heart to someone other than Willow¡¯s sister. Whenever I kissed Willow, I felt like I was betraying her sister. Whenever I got closer to her, I felt like I had to take a few steps back. I wasn¡¯t doing any of this on purpose. My heart and mind were constantly in a battle with each other to do the right thing; they both had different ideas of what the right thing was. ¡°You look like you need a drink,¡± Damon says as he joins me in the kitchen. I needed more than a drink. In fact, I don¡¯t think drinking would help me even a little. Nothing could help me out of this mess. If given a chance, I¡¯m sure that I would somehow find a way to make everything worse than it already was. ¡°I¡¯m not in the mood to be lectured right now, Damon,¡± I warn him. I wanted to be alone; that way, I could bury myself in my guilt. Besides, I was tired of my brothers trying to make decisions for me. None of them understood the pain I was going through. They had the woman they loved with them for the rest of their lives. They had no f*****g right to judge me. ¡°I¡¯m not here to give you a lecture.¡± He assures me. ¡°I¡¯m here to have a drink. You can join me if you¡¯d like. Of course, you can also say no. It¡¯s your decision. I won¡¯t force you to do anything you don¡¯t want to do.¡± He goes to the fridge and gets two sses from the cab. After pouring the liquor into the sses, he hands one to me. I stare at it briefly before finally taking it from him. I don¡¯t waste a second as I gulp the entire thing in one go. It wasn¡¯t a magic drink; I still felt like s**t. Damon doesn¡¯t say anything as he does the same. I watch as he refills my ss. ¡°Are you trying to get me drunk?¡± I ask him suspiciously. He shrugs his shoulder, ¡°I¡¯m just trying to help you to loosen up a little bit. You¡¯ve been too tensed lately.¡± I took the ss from him and winced when the liquor went down my throat again. Every time I took a drink, Damon would refill the cup for me. I wasn¡¯t even sure if he was refilling his cup as well. ¡°How is Willow doing?¡± he asks me. I sigh, ¡°She¡¯s angry with me. For the first time in our marriage, she¡¯s truly angry with me.¡± ¡°Why?¡± I nce at him, ¡°I was aplete asshole to her. That¡¯s why.¡± He hands me the refilled ss once more, ¡°I know that you still love Anya. None of us can truly understand why you still love her after she betrayed you and after she betrayed all of us. However, don¡¯t you think you should try to make your marriage work with Willow?¡± My jaw clenches. ¡°Let me ask you something, Damon. If rissa died and you were f****d to marry her sister. Would you be able to give her sister a chance? Would you be able to make that marriage work after knowing she¡¯s the only person you could ever love?¡± It wasn¡¯t like Willow even wanted me, either. She was f****d into this marriage just like I was. Damon doesn¡¯t say anything. ¡°Your silence tells me everything I need to know,¡± I tell him. He sighs, ¡°I was just trying to show you that you might be happier if you let go of the past. I never said it would be easy. However, Willow seems like a nice girl. Unlike Anya, she is kind and gentle. She¡¯s also innocent.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to remind me that she¡¯s nothing like her sister,¡± I growl. ¡°I think I¡¯ve had enough of this conversation.¡± I attempted to get up from the chair but quickly held onto the counter for support. I¡¯d had too much to drink; it would seem. ¡°I¡¯ll help you,¡± Dante says as he puts my arm around his neck. He walked with me up the stairs, ensuring I didn¡¯t fall t on my face. I try to walk on my own when I see my room door. ¡°Take it easy,¡± he tells me as he tries to steady me. ¡°I think you should get some sleep now.¡± I couldn¡¯t f*****g sleep with Willow in the same room as me. Didn¡¯t he understand that? Sleep was f*****g difficult for me ever since she entered my life. It wasn¡¯t about to magically get easier tonight. Chapter 190 Chapter 190 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 190 Book 3 Chapter 26 ~WILLOW~ He was drunk. Dante was drunk. I could quickly tell by the way he moved. His feet were wobbly as he exited the shower with nothing but his towel wrapped around his waist. To my surprise, instead of putting clothes on, he walks over to the bed. I¡¯m speechless when he hovers over me. The water from his skin drips onto my nightgown, and I gasp from the contact. His hands are pressed against either side of me on the bed. ¡°I don¡¯t hate you.¡± It was just four words, but those four words made my heart feel like it was running a marathon. It was pounding uncontrobly. ¡°I¡¯m not perfect,¡± I whisper. ¡°There are many reasons that you can find to end our marriage.¡± I knew he was intoxicated and most likely wouldn¡¯t remember this conversation tomorrow, but I still wanted him to see that I was far from perfect. He smiles, a slight curve on his lips that makes my heart skip a great. ¡°You¡¯re wrong.¡± He disagrees. ¡°Your eyes are always wide and pure. Your smile is always innocent. Your walk is proper and almost seductive. Your hair is the perfect length. Your lips are shaped to perfection. Your voice is soothing and sweet. Your words are always kind. Every part of you is somehow made just the right way. You are perfect. You are.¡± My lips part in utter shock. I knew he was drunk, but was that how he saw me? I would have never thought that Dante saw me this way. Then it urred to me there was a possibility that he was thinking of Anya, just like he¡¯d done in the past. ¡°Who am I?¡± I ask him, waiting hesitantly for his response. ¡°What?¡± he asks. ¡°Who do you see when you look at me?¡± I try again. My heartbeat had increased once more as I waited for his reply. ¡°Willow.¡± He answers me. I closed my eyes and felt the relief wash over me. ¡°Repeat it,¡± I whisper. He leaned closer into me, and I could feel his wet skin closer to mine. ¡°Willow.¡± ¡°Again.¡± His mouth is close to my ear, ¡°Willow.¡± I breathe him in. Why did this make me happy? Why did my body want to shout for joy because he was saying my name and not my sister¡¯s? ¡°I wish you would only say my name from now on,¡± I confess. As long as he couldn¡¯t remember any of this, it was safe for me to say exactly what I wanted to. He stays silent. I open my eyes to find him staring at me with a confused look. It was only now that I realized how close we were to each other. Dante was most likely n***d beneath that towel. His skin was still glistening from the water droplets. A part of me wanted to lean forward and kiss each of them. I felt myself blush at the thought of doing that. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. I couldn¡¯t help myself as I ced my hand on his chest, right above his heart. Dante flinched at the contact, making me wonder if he didn¡¯t like it when I touched him. ¡°Why do you hurt yourself every time you kiss me?¡± I whisper. ¡°Is kissing me that unpleasant?¡± His gaze drops to my lips, and even in his intoxicated state, his eyes darken. ¡°No.¡± That¡¯s all he says. Just no. ¡°Then why?¡± I stop breathing when he touches my bottom lip with his finger. ¡°It¡¯s quite the opposite.¡± He pauses before adding, ¡°That¡¯s why I hurt myself.¡± ¡°Because it¡¯s not unpleasant?¡± I ask. He nods. ¡°I don¡¯t understand¡ª¡± ¡°It¡¯s not for you to understand.¡± He stops me. ¡°Kissing you is wrong.¡± ¡°Kissing your wife is wrong?¡± I ask in disbelief. He looks like he¡¯s in pain. ¡°I don¡¯t think you understand what it means to love someone and not have that person love you back. I don¡¯t think you know the feeling of heartbreak when you find out that the person you loved the most was only using you to fulfill her promise to her mother. I don¡¯t think you realize how painful it is when someone tells you that you were never important to them.¡± ¡°Dante¡ª¡± ¡°And then have her ask you to marry her sister. Her perfect, wless sister.¡± He adds. ¡°To add to it all, instead of turning her down, you say yes, you grant her dying wish because even though she didn¡¯t love you, it didn¡¯t matter because you loved her.¡± My heart ached. It ached for Dante. What my sister did to him was horrible. She was still my sister, and I still loved her, but a part of me felt resentment for all the wrong things she did to him. I felt a tear slowly roll down my cheek. I was crying without even realizing it. I was crying for him and his broken heart. I was crying because my sister was lucky enough to have his love, but I will never get to experience it. I will never know what it¡¯s like to be loved by Dante Fawn. For the rest of my life, I¡¯ll have to live with the fact that he loved her and only her. Dante wipes my cheek with his thumb. He looks fascinated and drawn to it. ¡°Do you cry because of me?¡± he asks. ¡°Do you feel sorry for me?¡± I didn¡¯t want to answer him. I didn¡¯t want him to think that I pitied him. As I stare up at him, it dawns on me that I am definitely jealous of my sister. I was jealous that she met him first. I was jealous that he fell in love with her. I was jealous that he wanted her and not me. I was jealous that she would always be the one to know what it was like to be loved by him while I will never know. I felt sick to my stomach, knowing that I felt this way. How? How could I feel this way about my sister, who was no longer around? What was wrong with me? Chapter 191 Chapter 191 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 191 Book 3 Chapter 27 ~WILLOW~ I gasped when Dante suddenly falls on top of me. It¡¯s enough to distract me from the painful fact that I wanted what Anya once had. ¡°Dante?¡± I whisper. No response. He¡¯d fallen asleep on top of me. As much as I wanted to keep him there, his weight was overwhelming. I gently pushed him onto his side of the bed and ced the covers over him. He was still in his towel. I considered removing it and getting him some pants, but I quickly dismissed that idea. That wouldn¡¯t turn out well in the end for me. However, I take a clean towel and gently wipe the water droplets from his face. I swallow as I move the cloth to his neck and chest. He stirs a little when I touch him there. I pause and wait for him to stop before continuing. I gasped when he grabs my arm suddenly. His eyes are closed, and I think that he¡¯s dreaming again. ¡°Please don¡¯t leave me,¡± he begs. ¡°Please don¡¯t leave.¡± I ced my free hand over his and gently squeezed, ¡°I¡¯m never leaving.¡± I knew he was dreaming of Anya again, but I wanted tofort him even in his sleep. I¡¯ve never seen a man grieve like this before. Anya was so lucky to have his love; why couldn¡¯t she see that? How could she take advantage of his love for her? He let go of my hand then, but I was unprepared when he grabbed my waist and pulled me on top of him. I¡¯m left sprawled out on a half-naked Dante, who¡¯s still deep in sleep. I can¡¯t move an inch without fear of waking him up. I stayed like that and gently ced my ear against his chest to listen to his heartbeat. His body felt warm beneath mine. It was veryforting. I can¡¯t remember thest time I felt this good. His arms were still wrapped around my waist, trapping me against his body. Dante didn¡¯t stir again; instead, he looked like he¡¯s never been more at peace. Maybe he believed that Anya was with him. If I could help him just by letting him think that, I was willing to do it for him. When he moved his hand, I could quickly get down from on top of him. For now, I would enjoy having him this close to me. I close my eyes and breathe him in. I¡¯m not sure when I¡¯ll ever get an opportunity to be this close to him again. I could feel myself drifting asleep, but I was too happy to move. I gently squeeze his shoulders, and that¡¯s thest thing I remember before everything goes nk. . . . . . . . . . . ~DANTE~ For the first time in a long while, I had gotten a good night¡¯s sleep. My body felt rxed and almost contented. That changed when I felt a soft, luscious body above mine. Without opening my eyes, I used my hands to squeeze gently, and I was surprised when I felt a firm, very feminine a*s. What the f**k? My eyes flew open to find Willow sleeping soundly on top of me. For a few seconds, all I could do was stare at her in shock. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I don¡¯t understand. Why was she on top of me? There¡¯s a perfectly soft bed with more than enough space for her. How did she end up on top of me? The stiffness of my arms told me she¡¯d been here a long time. I¡¯m even more surprised to learn that I didn¡¯t want to wake her. I was rather contented just watching her sleep. She looked so peaceful and happy that it felt like a crime to move her from on top of me. I stayed that way for a few minutes, just watching her breathe. It¡¯s the first time a woman¡¯s breath has captivated me this much. I think I enjoyed it more than I should have. Willow stirs a little, and I wait for her to open her eyes, but she doesn¡¯t. Instead, she gives the softest contented sigh I¡¯ve ever heard. I think it¡¯s possible that it was my new favorite sound. It¡¯s not her fault I¡¯m a damaged soul with a broken heart. It¡¯s not her fault I didn¡¯t know how to act now that I had lost Anya. I didn¡¯t understand how Willow couldn¡¯t see how perfect she was. Laying here on top of me, I could see it even more clearly. Perfection. The correct word to describe her. When she stirs again, I felt something else stir that should f*****g stay hidden. It was only then that I realized I was n***d under the towel. What the hell happenedst night? I remember having too many drinks because of my damn brother. I couldn¡¯t remember much after that; everything was a distant blur. I quickly closed my eyes when she let out a small yawn. I could feel her waking up. I stayedpletely still, controlling my breathing so she would think I was asleep. It was better for her to find us in such a position than for her to find me already awake and unmoving. I knew the moment she opened her eyes when I heard her small, quiet gasp. I try not to make a single sound when her knee almost hits my crotch. She was frantic that she¡¯d awakened on top of me. Was she not aware that she had fallen asleep on me? To my surprise, she stops trying to get down from on top of me. Why? I was close to opening my eyes when I felt her hands in my hair. It¡¯s almost like she was caressing it. This reminded me of the time she had her finger on my lips. Why did she choose to touch me when I was asleep? I stayed utterly still, I didn¡¯t want to startle her like I¡¯d donest time. All of the air is knocked out of my lungs when I feel her lips touch my forehead. Chapter 192 Chapter 192 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 192 Book 3 Chapter 28 ~WILLOW~ What was I doing? I shouldn¡¯t be kissing any part of Dante, definitely not when he was asleep and not aware of my actions. It wasn¡¯t like I would ever have the chance to do something like this if he was awake. That¡¯s enough to remind me how wrong this was. I quickly stop kissing his forehead and roll off his body. Without waiting for him to wake up, I rush into the bathroom and lock myself in. My heart was pounding in my chest, and my cheeks were red. Still, I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever looked this refreshed. I thinkst night may have possibly been the best sleep I¡¯ve ever gotten in my life, and it was all because of Dante. His presence beneath me, his warmth, his protective aura, everything made it easy for me to have a wonderful sleep. How could I go back to sleeping like I usually did after what I experiencedst night? My skin felt hot to the touch. This was the effect he had on my body. Thankfully, I was able to wake up before he did. If he¡¯d opened his eyes and seen me on top of him, he would have freaked out. I don¡¯t know what happenedst night after I fell asleep. All I know is I was so happy being on top of himst night that I fell asleep very quickly. It was only supposed to be a small nap; somehow, I¡¯d slept the entire night. From the position I¡¯d woken up in, it was clear that I hadn¡¯t moved at all. I¡¯d stayed on top of him the entire night. I still couldn¡¯t believe what Autumn had told me about Dante. I was ready to give up until I heard what she said after I fainted. He¡¯d won that fight to get to me. He¡¯d even called me his wife in front of those security guards who refused to let me get closer to him. Those were the same guards who thought I was lying when I told them I was his wife. Now that I thought about it, they¡¯d mentioned other women iming to be his wife in the past. It was already difficult seeing women throw themselves at him from the academy; now, I also had to worry about women from the underground fighting ring throwing themselves at him. I saw the way they stared at him while he fought. They were all fascinated by him, and I knew they would kill to be closer to him. I didn¡¯t know how I felt about him going to one of those fights again. I knew I couldn¡¯t stop him, but maybe there was a possibility that he would allow me to go with him from now on. If I¡¯m there, it could remind those women that he wasn¡¯t avable. What was wrong with me? Since when have I turned into such a jealous person? The thought of anyone flirting with Dante was beginning to bother me more than before. Even more disturbing than any of this was the fact that I was envious of my own sister because of the love my husband had for her. I had to speak to someone about this. I was beginning to drown in my guilt. After showering, the first thing that surprised me was how upset I was because I didn¡¯t have Dante¡¯s scent all over my body anymore. I was baffled to learn that I wanted it to stay with me always. When I walk out of the bathroom, I¡¯m disappointed when Dante isn¡¯t still in bed. He was nowhere in the room. He must have left while I was showering. After getting dressed, I walk down the stairs, searching for him. I don¡¯t find him; instead, I find Autumn.This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°You look extra beautiful this morning.¡± Shepliments me. ¡°You must have slept well.¡± ¡°I haven¡¯t exactly been feeling the best,¡± I confess. ¡°There¡¯s something I want to talk to you about.¡± She nods and takes me into the family room with her. ¡°You can tell me anything.¡± I y with my fingers in myp, ¡°I¡¯ve been feeling guilty recently.¡± ¡°Guilty?¡± She asks. ¡°About what?¡± I try not to cry as I exin to her, ¡°I¡¯ve found myself feeling jealous recently.¡± ¡°Jealous?¡± She asks. I nod, ¡°jealous of my sister. Dante loved her with all his heart. He still loves her and only her. I wish he would show me just a little of that love. She never appreciated him. I hate myself for feeling this way. She¡¯s my sister, and while she¡¯s done some horrible things, she never mistreated me. She¡¯s always done everything in her power to protect me. And now, after she¡¯s gone, I envy her. It shouldn¡¯t be this way, her dying wish was to give me a better life and here I am feeling this way.¡± Autumn gives me a sympathetic look, ¡°you don¡¯t have to feel guilty. I¡¯ve been in a simr position in the past. You are allowed to feel this way; Dante is your husband whether he wants to ept it or not.¡± ¡°I feel horrible, Autumn.¡± I cry. ¡°Don¡¯t.¡± ¡°I¡¯m jealous of my sister,¡± I whisper with tears flowing down my cheeks. ¡°I¡¯m jealous of her. I¡¯ve never been in the past. But now that I¡¯m married to Dante, and he¡¯s so in love with her, I can¡¯t help but feel envy towards her. Am I a horrible sister? Anya isn¡¯t even alive; how can I envy the love Dante has for her?¡± She hugs me, ¡°Don¡¯t me yourself for this. You need to remember that Anya never was in love with Dante. Even if she were alive, you having feelings for him wouldn¡¯t have been a big problem for her. You¡¯re not doing anything wrong. Anya was the one that pushed both of you into this marriage. It¡¯s only normal for you to develop feelings.¡± I felt myself rx a little, but the guilt was still there. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t judge you for feeling this way.¡± She promises me. ¡°This also means that your feelings for Dante are certainly intensifying.¡± It was true. My feelings were growing every second of every day. I didn¡¯t know how to stop it and part of me didn¡¯t want to. ¡°There¡¯s this pool party tonight.¡± She tells me suddenly. ¡°I wasn¡¯t nning on going, but I think this might benefit you. We will go, have a good time, and hopefully, it can get your mind off this.¡± A pool party? Whenever we went to parties, it never went ording to n. ¡°Are you sure this is a good idea?¡± I ask her. ¡°Trust me, I know what I¡¯m doing.¡± She promises me. Chapter 193 Chapter 193 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 193 Book 3 Chapter 29 ~WILLOW~ We had just arrived at the pool party. Dante and his brothers had some business to care for and would be here in about an hour. Because of this, Dante never got to see what I wore before I left the house. ording to Autumn, this would make him lose his mind. She always chose outfits for me that she thought would have a major effect on him. ¡°Remember, tonight is about making sure you clear your mind. It¡¯s all about having fun.¡± Autumn reminds me. Right. Having fun. I can surely do that, can¡¯t I? rissa brings a ss of wine and hands it to me, ¡°I think this might be enough to help you ease the tension.¡± I look at her rmingly, ¡°are you sure?¡± She smiles. ¡°It will help. Trust me.¡± ¡°This reminds me of spending time with ra and Scarlett.¡± Autumn chuckles. ¡°I miss them. Have you heard from them recently?¡± rissa nods, ¡°I¡¯ve heard a rumor going around the school.¡± ¡°A rumor?¡± Autumn asks her. I didn¡¯t know these women that they spoke about. But they seemed to be good friends. ¡°I think ra caught Scarlett and her ex-boyfriend making out,¡± rissa answers. ¡°Details are kind of sketchy and I might be wrong but it can be the reason why they have been missing the Academy recently.¡± ¡°But isn¡¯t that what ra wanted?¡± Autumn asks her. ¡°She wanted her sister to flirt with Carter and make him fall in love with her so that she could break his heart.¡± This story was a bit confusing. I was lost. ra and Scarlett were sisters? And ording to Autumn, ra asked Scarlett to flirt with her ex-boyfriend and break his heart when he fell for her. That seemed like a recipe for disaster. ¡°ra didn¡¯t know about this specific hook-up,¡± rissa informs her. ¡°I think it¡¯s possible Scarlett likes Carter.¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°I was worried that something like that would happen when I first heard of their n. I mean, it¡¯s Carter Prince; he knows how to charm almost every girl thates his way. He must have found a way to get to Scarlett. Now her rtionship with her sister is in jeopardy.¡± ¡°I have to say, I¡¯m happy we never fell for the same Fawn brother.¡± She adds. rissa wrinkles her nose in disgust. ¡°Of course not. Atticus is my brother. But Carter has always been such a damn yer. When will he learn?¡± Carter Prince. I wasn¡¯t here long enough to know everything about him, but he was indeed popr with the girls, just like my husband was. Even I had heard of him already. ¡°I hope we see them around soon.¡± Autumn continues. ¡°I miss them so much. I hope this doesn¡¯t cause a rift between them. They love each other.¡± rissa nods, ¡°I believe they would no doubt move on from this. It¡¯s ra and Scarlett. Those two are inseparable, and no guy will change that.¡± rissa handed me another ss; this one was not wine. I was sure of it by the taste. It burned my throat. ¡°We don¡¯t n to stop handing you drinks tonight,¡± Autumn warns me. ¡°From my experience, it helps a lot. It brings you closer to your husband. Trust me when I say that.¡± She looks at rissa, and they both beginughing. They knew something that I didn¡¯t. ¡°How much longer must we wait before our men get here?¡± rissa asks, looking around. She seemed to be bored and restless. I could tell that she didn¡¯t like to be away from Damon for too long. ¡°It shouldn¡¯t be long,¡± Autumn answers her. ¡°I called Atticus not too long ago. They will be here in a few minutes.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sure Damon is just as restless as I am,¡± rissa says as she blushes. ¡°I love him so much.¡± ¡°When are the two of you nning on getting married?¡± Autumn asks her. ¡°You have to get the Fawn last name once again.¡± rissa sighs, ¡°I¡¯ve been asking Damon daily for an update. However, he wants to do things the right way. He doesn¡¯t want to jump straight into the wedding.¡± ¡°I bet he¡¯s nning to propose to you!¡± Autumn exims. rissa¡¯s eyes light up at the possibility of Damon proposing to her. ¡°He has been very secretivetely.¡± rissa points out. ¡°I never thought I would live to see the day Damon proposes to me!¡± ¡°Don¡¯t get too excited; I don¡¯t know for sure,¡± Autumn whispers. rissa tenses as we suddenly have uninvited guests next to us. Original from N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Why did you even show up to a pool party?¡± Sharon asked as she red at me. ¡°This is only for women with a nice figure. You¡¯re hideous to look at. I feel so sorry for Dante; this is what he has to see every night when he goes home. It makes sense why he¡¯d want to sleep in separate rooms.¡± Autumn grabs rissa¡¯s hand. We both knew what happened thest time Sharon said something that made her angry. It appears that she didn¡¯t learn anything from that incident. What would it take for her to leave me alone finally? ¡°Are you still upset that you didn¡¯t get a chance to kiss my husband at the kissing booth?¡± I taunt her. ¡°Why don¡¯t you look for avable men instead of hunting for married ones?¡± She narrows her eyes. ¡°Or is there a possibility that none of the avable men want you?¡± I ask her. ¡°Did they also reject you? It would make sense. Everything ising together now. You¡¯re after married men because none of the avable wants you.¡± She steps towards me, and both Autumn and rissa move to block me from her. ¡°Don¡¯t you dare take a step closer to her.¡± rissa threatens her. She rolls her eyes, ¡°are these your bodyguards, Willow?¡± She asks. ¡°Are you so afraid of me that you need two grown-ass women to protect you? It¡¯s sad. Dante was never into weak women with hideous bodies like yours. Have you ever seen your sister in a bikini? She had men turning to look at her from all directions the second she stepped into parties like this one. I can¡¯t say it¡¯s the same for you. No one is interested in you. Not even your husband.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t listen to her, Willow,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°She¡¯s just jealous.¡± ¡°Jealous of what?¡± Sharon demands. ¡°It¡¯s quite obvious that even Willow does not have the attention of Dante, and she¡¯s supposedly his wife. That man does not want her. It¡¯s almost as though he hasn¡¯t even consummated their marriage.¡± Autumn stiffens at her words, and I¡¯m unsure what Sharon is trying to tell me. She pauses to look at me. ¡°It¡¯s true, isn¡¯t it?¡± She taunts me. ¡°You and Dante have not even consummated your marriage. Have you?¡± Chapter 194 Chapter 194 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 194 Book 3 Chapter 30 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Consummated out marriage?¡± I ask. She looks at me like I¡¯m insane, ¡°Are you some freak? Do you not know what that means?¡± ¡°Who the hell do you think you¡¯re talking to?¡± rissa demands as she moves closer to Sharon. I was scared that she would do something. Autumn takes my hand and guides me back to where the others are. Dante and his brothers had just arrived. ¡°What was she speaking about?¡± I ask her. ¡°What did she mean when asked if we hadn¡¯t consummated our marriage?¡± Willow looks at Griffin, and he quirks a brow. He seems surprised and a little flustered by my question. She took me further away, just the two of us. ¡°It means to you know. . . Complete the marriage by sleeping with your husband.¡± I frown, ¡°Dante and I have already slept in the same bed together.¡± She smiles, ¡°That¡¯s not the kind of sleep I¡¯m referring to. It means s****l i*********e with that person. When you join your bodies, everything fits together like a puzzle.¡± I can tell it¡¯s hard for her to exin this to me. But now that I understood what she meant, I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. Sharon was right. We hadn¡¯t consummated our marriage, and I don¡¯t think we ever will. ¡°You don¡¯t need to worry about her,¡± Autumn assures me. ¡°Atticus and I didn¡¯t consummate our marriage right away either. It took us a while. It will happen when both you and Dante are ready for it.¡± Autumn seemed to believe that Dante would one day change his mind about our marriage. I didn¡¯t see him ever changing. He was too stuck in his past to see a future with me. ¡°I think I¡¯m ready to leave,¡± I tell Autumn. ¡°We just got here.¡± She pouts. ¡°Are you sure you want to leave?¡± I nod, ¡°you don¡¯t have to leave early because of me.¡± I assure her. ¡°I¡¯ll ask Dante to take me home.¡± She nods, and we walk over to where the guys are still standing, looking at us. Had they all heard me earlier? That was a bit embarrassing. ¡°Can you please take me home?¡± I ask Dante. He looks surprised and worried at the same time. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± he demands. ¡°Did something happen while we weren¡¯t here?¡± I shook my head, ¡°My head feels like it¡¯s spinning. I want to go home.¡± He nods and hands the drink in his hand to Griffin. ¡°Let¡¯s go.¡± All eyes are on us as we leave the party early. I¡¯m sure everyone was wondering why. Sharon would know the truth and most likely spread the news to everyone. By tomorrow, everyone would know that Dante and I hadn¡¯t consummated our marriage yet. When I enter the jeep, Dante hands me his shirt from the backseat. ¡°Put this on.¡± I turn in my seat to look at him, ¡°why? I¡¯m not cold.¡± I try not to stare at his bare chest. It was a masterpiece. His jaw clenches, ¡°your body is exposed. I¡¯m asking you to please use this to cover yourself up.¡± Iugh without humor, ¡°Are you saying my body makes you ufortable?¡± ¡°It¡¯s not what you¡ª¡± ¡°Am I that hideous to look at Dante?¡± I demand as I put the shirt over me. ¡°Does it make you feel to puke when you look at me? Be honest with me. What does it make you feel when you see me this way?¡± ¡°What the f**k Willow?¡± he asks. There is a shocked look on his face. ¡°What?¡± I shout. ¡°Did I say something to offend you? Did I ask you to cover your body, hinting that it disgusts me?¡± ¡°What has gotten into you?¡± He demands. ¡°You¡¯ve never been this¡ª¡± I won¡¯t let him finish his sentence as I raise my hand to silence him. I can¡¯t exin it. I don¡¯t know why I feel like this. I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m acting out. Maybe it¡¯s those drinks from earlier. All I know is I must say everything on my mind, or else I¡¯ll go crazy. ¡°You didn¡¯t answer me, Dante.¡± I remind him. ¡°Am I that hideous to look at? Does my body bother you that much?¡± ¡°Willow, can you just drop this?¡± He asks, almost pleading. ¡°I guess it¡¯s true then.¡± Ie to my very own conclusion. ¡°You do find my body hideous to look at. Maybe that¡¯s why you haven¡¯t consummated our marriage. Technically our marriage isn¡¯t even complete because you never fulfilled your part as my husband.¡± Dante exhales loudly and puts the jeep in reverse. His hands are tight on the steering wheel as he pulls onto the main road, ¡°who told you that you¡¯re hideous to look at? And why would you believe them when I¡¯ve already told you how perfect you are?¡± I bit my lip angrily, ¡°Right, I¡¯m perfect, and because I¡¯m perfect, you can¡¯t find a reason to end this marriage. How very tragic for you.¡± ¡°Did my sister give you something to drink?¡± He demands. ¡°This isn¡¯t like you. I can even smell the alcohol on you.¡± ¡°It sounds like you already know the answer to your question.¡± I snap. His jaw clenched, and I could tell he was growing impatient with me. I grab his shirt and pull it off my body. He breaks eye contact with the road to look at my exposed body again. ¡°Why the hell did you remove it?¡± ¡°Aren¡¯t you looking at the road?¡± I demand. ¡°Weren¡¯t you the one that said my body is perfect? If that¡¯s true, then it shouldn¡¯t bother you at all.¡± Dante suddenly stops at a traffic light, and there¡¯s a group of men in a vehicle right next to us. ¡°Willow,¡± He growls. ¡°Cover yourself.¡± I ignore him even when the men look at me and start whistling. ¡°WILLOW,¡± Dante says, my name louder. ¡°If you don¡¯t cover yourself¡ª¡± ¡°You¡¯ll do what?¡± I demand while ring at him. I¡¯m surprised when he steps out of the jeep and walks over to the strangers from the other vehicle. My mouth parts when he grabs the driver¡¯s hair and ms it against the steering wheel. ¡°DANTE!¡± I shout. He ignores me as he goes for his other victim. What was wrong with him? He didn¡¯t stop until he¡¯d punched every single one of them. When he finally returns to the jeep, the men drive off quickly. They looked terrified of him. ¡°What the hell is wrong with you?¡± I demand. ¡°You didn¡¯t have to go that far!¡± ¡°They will live.¡± He says dryly. ¡°Won¡¯t they?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t believe you,¡± I whisper in shock. ¡°Why did you do that?¡± T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Those men were staring at you with lust-filled eyes!¡± He growls. ¡°Of course, I had to do something about it. No one can look at you that way and not get something in return.¡± I ced a hand over my forehead and rocked back against my seat. ¡°Why Dante? Please tell me why no other man should look at me that way when you don¡¯t even want me to begin with!¡± I can feel the anger radiating from him, filling the atmosphere. ¡°Because you¡¯re my f*****g wife, Willow!¡± He roars. ¡°You¡¯re my wife, and I will not stand back and let another man disrespect you in front of me!¡± Chapter 195 Chapter 195 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 195 Book 3 Chapter 31 ~DANTE~ My wife. Ah, f**k. I knew it was a mistake right after I said those words. I didn¡¯t know what happened to me. The second those men pulled up to us and started staring at Willow in front of me, I lost all f*****g control. The only thought in my head was to make them pay. When they started whistling and saying things, I knew I wouldn¡¯t be able to hold back. Willow was getting under my f*****g skin. I¡¯ve never seen her behave this way before. She was always quiet and well-behaved. Not like this. Tonight, she was anything but quiet. She spoke what was on her mind, and I don¡¯t think anything has bothered me as much as this. Why did I have to go and f*****g say what I just said? ¡°Suddenly, you acknowledge me as your wife?¡± Willow asks me with a judging look on her face. Her gaze was piercing, and f**k me; it made me nervous. Nervous! f*****g nervous! ¡°You are my wife, are you not?¡± I ask her as the light changes. I don¡¯t wait for her to respond as I mash down on the elerator. I needed the drive to distract me from her. I needed anything, anything at all, to distract me from her. I stiffen when she unbuckles her seatbelt. What was she nning on doing now? I was very aware that she¡¯d had too many drinks today. When I got home, someone had to give me some answers. I don¡¯t believe that Willow willingly drank so much. Someone had to encourage her. I quickly nced at her and could see her trying to move from her seat now that she didn¡¯t have the seatbelt on her. ¡°What do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± I demand. ¡°That¡¯s for your safety. Put it back on.¡± ¡°I¡¯m answering your question.¡± She snaps, leaving me baffled. Removing her seatbelt was somehow answering my question. How? I kept my eyes on the road; I didn¡¯t want to have another look at her perfect body in that bikini. It¡¯s why I asked her to cover herself, to begin with. It was too much for me. I knew I gave a different excuse, but the real reason was she looked too f*****g good. She made me want things I shouldn¡¯t. Usually, I could have control; today, something felt different. For the first time in our marriage, it felt like she was indeed my wife. I shook that thought out of my head. I knew we were married by paper, but my heart could never belong to her. I loved Anya. Only Anya. I hated myself for desiring her; I loved her sister, for crying out loud. Why did my d**k stir at just the f*****g sight of her? My desire to have her was much stronger than it¡¯s ever been for anyone else. I can¡¯t remember it being this hard to avoid her in the past. What was happening to me? And now she was acting very unlike herself. This side of Willow seemed very hard to control. Not that I ever wanted to control her. But this side of her made it more difficult for me to think. She wasn¡¯t giving me a chance to get a grip on myself. Willow leaves me stunned when she suddenly picks herself off the passenger¡¯s side and climbs on top of me while I¡¯m still driving. For a moment, my entire body goes entirely still. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever been in this much shock before. I can¡¯t remember thest time I fought this hard to remember how to drive. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I swallow hard. ¡°I told you I¡¯m answering your question.¡± ¡°What question?¡± I demand. ¡°You just asked it.¡± ¡°What f*****g question, Willow?¡± I ask, barely recognizing my voice. I couldn¡¯t remember anything; I could barely remember my name with her on top of me while wearing nothing but the tiniest pieces of cloth I¡¯d ever seen. Damn, this woman. She should not tempt me this easily without even f*****g trying! ¡°You are my wife, are you not?¡± she repeats my question, reminding me of my own words. That¡¯s what she was referring to? I couldn¡¯t even remember why I asked that question in the first ce. ¡°How is this answering my question?¡± I demand, finding my voice again. I couldn¡¯t think clearly. She was making it so damn hard for me even to drive. If she kept this up, I would crash my damn jeep before she could exin what was happening. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°It¡¯s the best way to answer your question.¡± She whispers while looking at me. My hands tighten on the steering wheel. I was losing my f*****g mind. It¡¯s even possible that the road was bing blurry right before my eyes. ¡°I have to be honest with you, Willow. There¡¯s no possible way that this could answer my question.¡± I say. ¡°So please, go back to your seat.¡± Why was it so hard for me to tell her that? ¡°Not until I answer your question.¡± I exhaled loudly; breathing was bing a problem also. And f**k, her scent was filling my nose and making things worse for me. My body turned to stone when Willow suddenly wrapped her arms around my waist and pressed her body tightly against mine. Her scent hit me harder than before. And her skin, it was so f*****g soft. Softer than anything I¡¯ve ever felt before. ¡°I am your wife.¡± She whispers. ¡°That means that I¡¯m allowed to be this close to you. It means that I¡¯m also allowed to kiss you.¡± Kiss me? My eyes widen when she presses her lips against my neck. ¡°Does that answer your question?¡± ¡°No.¡± My voice is a hoarse whisper. ¡°It doesn¡¯t answer my question.¡± I was still totally lost, amongst other things. If she didn¡¯t start exining soon, I would lose my mind. I stay still as she runs her hands up and down my bare chest. ¡°Touching you, it¡¯s allowed; as your wife, I¡¯m allowed to touch you. Am I not?¡± T-touch me? Chapter 196 Chapter 196 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 196 Book 3 Chapter 32 ~DANTE~ I don¡¯t know how to answer that question. A part of me screams yes. Another part, the part of me that still belongs to Anya, shouts no. I swallow hard once more, ¡°do you want to?¡± I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m entertaining this conversation but I want an answer. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Her nose is pressed against my throat, ¡°do I want to what?¡± She asks. Maybe I shouldn¡¯t be driving when she¡¯s distracting me like this. It wasn¡¯t a good idea at all. ¡°Do you want to touch me?¡± I ask her. I don¡¯t know why I¡¯m even asking this. But I need to f*****g know her answer. ¡°I already am.¡± She whispers as she presses a kiss to my throat. I swear I f*****g see stars. Stars? I must be losing my mind. ¡°You can touch me too.¡± She whispers seductively as she rubs her lower half against mine. ¡°f**k!¡± I hiss when I feel my d**k stir some more. The damn thing was now hard as a rock. I was sure she could feel it under that tiny bikini bottom. It barely covered anything, to begin with. If I looked a little lower, I could see more of her. f**k! No. I would not think like that about her. I can¡¯t. I would never forgive myself if I did. My hands tightened on the steering wheel; I had to keep my grip on the damn thing before I used my hands to do something else. Something that I knew I couldn¡¯t, not even if I wanted to. Not even if she begged me to do it. ¡°I don¡¯t think that¡¯s a good idea, Willow.¡± I try to tell her. She pouts at me. My gaze lingers on her lips longer than needed. I quickly turn my attention back to the road. Again, I knew the right thing to do was to stop the vehicle, but I knew if I did, I wouldn¡¯t have anything distracting me from her. And I was scared of what I would do if given that opportunity. ¡°Because you¡¯re drunk right now,¡± I exin. ¡°You don¡¯t know what you¡¯re saying or doing. I don¡¯t think this is something you want.¡± My breath gets stuck in my throat when she presses harder on top of me. Motherfucker. ¡°Would you consider doing it if you knew I wanted you to touch me?¡± She asks me. The vehiclees to an abrupt stop at her question. I couldn¡¯t stop myself this time. Was this just the alcohol talking? I grab her head to stop her from hitting the windshield when she is f****d backward. This time I had no choice but to touch her¡ªone hand on her back and the other still on her head, cradling her against my chest. Both of us are breathing hard. The radio wasn¡¯t on, making it much easier to hear every sound from her tiny body. ¡°You want me to touch you?¡± I ask in a hoarse whisper. Not once did I ever think that Willow would want that from me. I wasn¡¯t even aware she had thoughts like this on her mind. However, I knew there was a possibility that all of this was only because she was drunk. I couldn¡¯t tell for sure, not until she¡¯d sobered up. My breath hitches when she grabs my hands and guides them to her breasts. My eyes widen as I watch her beautiful breasts in my own hands. They fit perfectly, like they were made for them. This couldn¡¯t be happening. The rain pouring onto the vehicle pulls my attention away from her for a few seconds. Where did this raine from? I soon forget about the rain when I hear a soft moan from Willow¡¯s mouth. I snap my head in her direction, her lips parted and cheeks flushed. All the blood drains from my face when her arousal hits my nose. It was so f*****g high that it was possible she¡¯d just. . . That can¡¯t be true. She wouldn¡¯t have climaxed just from my hands on her breasts. ¡°I¡¯m your wife.¡± She cries as she continues to rub her lower body against mine. ¡°Please repeat it, Dante. Tell me that I¡¯m your wife. I want to hear you say it. Please.¡± f**k. f**k. f**k. The desperation in her voice was doing unspeakable things to my body. It was like a damn spell, an enchantment. She was trapping me with her voice and scent. She was snapping my control in half. No. I couldn¡¯t let this happen. I wouldn¡¯t betray Anya. I would never do that to her, even if this is what she would have wanted. Still, I wasn¡¯t a f*****g saint. I can¡¯t help myself as I squeeze Willow¡¯s breasts still in my hands. Why were they so f*****g soft and perfect? I was right; every single part of Willow was perfect. Nothing and no one can change my mind about this. ¡°Dante.¡± She cries out and f**k me; I loved hearing her say my name like that. I loved knowing that I was the one touching her and not some random asshole. ¡°Say it, please.¡± She begs again. ¡°I need you to say it. I need to hear you call me your wife.¡± I move my hands from her breasts to bury them in her hair. I know I¡¯m seconds away from losing all control. I could feel it slipping even though I was fighting back with everything inside me. I lean into her and move my mouth to her ear, ¡°why?¡± I whisper. ¡°Why do you want to hear me say it so badly?¡± She doesn¡¯t answer me, and I pull her closer, ¡°why, Willow?¡± I ask again, this time with a low growl. ¡°Because¡ª¡± She doesn¡¯t get to finish. Some f*****g asshole decided to disturb us just when I was about to get an answer. A low growl tore from my throat as I looked back to see what vehicle was shing lights behind us. Ah, f**k. Of course, my brother Damon. Chapter 197 Chapter 197 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 197 Book 3 Chapter 33 ~DANTE~ Willow falls on top of me suddenly, and it takes me a few seconds to realize she¡¯d fallen asleep. I sigh, maybe it¡¯s for the best. A sleeping Willow was much easier to handle than a drunk one. I slowly pick her up and gently ce her back on the passenger¡¯s side. There was a knock on the door right after I buckled her in. I open my door and find Damon standing there. ¡°What are you doing parked to the side of the road?¡± He asks me. ¡°Did something happen?¡± Something did, but I wasn¡¯t about to tell him that. ¡°No.¡± I lie. ¡°I just needed to make sure that Willow was okay. She fell asleep, and I worried she was too cold.¡± I grab my shirt and cover her body. He nods, ¡°alright. Drive safe. I¡¯ll see you at home.¡± I nod and shut the door. I¡¯m not sure what the f**k just happened, but I knew I had to take a very cold shower tonight to help with my situation. After tonight, I knew that my life would be a pain from now on. The feel of Willow¡¯s breasts in my hands was not something I would easily be able to forget. Every time I looked at her from now on, I would keep thinking about them and how good they felt. I wasn¡¯t sure what happened to me tonight. She shouldn¡¯t have tempted me that much. I never knew how much I wanted her until tonight. How long have I felt this way? It wouldn¡¯t change the fact that I didn¡¯t love her, however. It also wouldn¡¯t change the fact that I loved Anya. Still, something about Willow made me want to forget about everything else, including her sister. I wasn¡¯t sure what it was, but it was f*****g intense. Pulling into the garage, I quickly exited and took her into my arms. I swallow at how good even this felt. I stormed into the house and went straight for my room. I didn¡¯t feel like answering any questions tonight. I knew my parents would have plenty after seeing me carrying a sleeping Willow in my arms. I gently ce her onto our bed. She looked beautiful even while she slept. I walked over to her closet and pulled out a satin robe. I tried not to look at her body while I ced the robe over her. I quickly pulled the covers over her body when I was done. I didn¡¯t want to be tempted for the hundredth time tonight. When she¡¯s safely tucked into bed, I storm out of the room. I needed some time away from her. I had to get her f*****g scent out of my head. I was halfway down the stairs when I remembered something. Before I knew it, I was walking back to the room. I pushed the door open and strode over to her. I leaned over and gently moved her hair from her face before whispering, ¡°You are my wife, Willow. And you always will be.¡± . . . . . . . . ~WILLOW~ I groaned and held my head in pain. Why was it hurting this much? I sat up from the bed and slowly opened my eyes. I wince as the light hits my face. How long was I asleep? I freeze when I see Danteing out from the bathroom in nothing but a towel¡ªsomething I love seeing. My head hurts so much that I cannot concentrate on him. He stops walking when he sees me awake. There¡¯s this heated look in his eyes that I haven¡¯t seen before. It makes me curious. What was that look about? ¡°You¡¯re finally awake.¡± He says as he walks over to me. Why was he walking over to me? He barely ever gave me any attention unless it was necessary. Was I missing something? ¡°Why do I feel so horrible?¡± I ask him. He sighs and hands me a drink. ¡°I had this made specifically for you.¡± He tells me. ¡°Drink it; it will help.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± I ask. ¡°Did I hit my head somewhere?¡± He shook his head, ¡°Autumn and rissa gave you way too many drinksst night. They should have known better than to do something like that.¡± He looks angry with them. ¡°They were only trying to help me rx.¡± I defend them. I couldn¡¯t remember everything clearly, but now that he mentioned it, I remember drinking multiple times. Another memory makes everything run cold. ¡°Is something wrong?¡± Dante asks, sensing the change in my mood. I nod even though I feel sick to my stomach. ¡®You and Dante have not even consummated your marriage. Have you?¡¯ That¡¯s the question Sharon asked me at the pool party. ¡°You don¡¯t look okay,¡± Dante says as he studies me. He looks a little flustered, which surprises me. ¡°Do you remember what happenedst night?¡± He asks hesitantly. Why does he look so worried? ¡°Do you mean the part where Sharon asked me if we consummated our marriage?¡± I ask him; I can¡¯t hide the anger in my voice. It upsets me every time that I think about it. She had no right sticking her nose into our married life. I was more upset that Dante and I didn¡¯t act like a married couple, however. That¡¯s what honestly had me feeling this way. Dante looks surprised at my question, making me wonder if he was asking about a different incident. Did something else happenst night? I tried my best to remember, but nothing wasing back to me. Maybe I was reading too much into nothing. ¡°We have a problem,¡± Autumn announces as she barges into our room without warning. It must be severe for her to enter without even knocking. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Dante demands. She pushes a magazine into his face, and I watch him pale. I moved to his side and took a look at the headline. It was titled the virgin bride. Under the title was a picture of me. I let out a surprised gasp and covered my mouth in horror. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. This wasn¡¯t happening. Chapter 198 Chapter 198 Book 3 Chapter 34 ~WILLOW~ ¡°It has to be Sharon.¡± Autumn hissed. ¡°I should have known she would be up to something like this.¡± ¡°She couldn¡¯t wait for an opportunity to talk to those damn reporters,¡± rissa says as she barges in. ¡°If I didn¡¯t have to worry about the overlords, she would see my worst side.¡± Autumn walks over to me, ¡°Are you okay?¡± I wasn¡¯t. Not in the least. Everyone from the academy would know about Dante and me after reading this article. They would see that we never consummated our marriage. They bullied me before even knowing this; it would only increase after this. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Mom and Dad want to see you,¡± Atticus says to Dante. ¡°You as well, Willow.¡± Dante doesn¡¯t look at me. Instead, he storms out of the room. He looks pissed as I follow behind. I¡¯m sure that his parents would be angry over this article. They hated anything that messed with their reputation. When we walk into their room, they seem to be deep in a deep conversation. They turn to look at us after Dante shuts the door behind him. ¡°I¡¯m sure you both have seen the articles by now.¡± His father says. Dante clenches his jaw but nods his head. ¡°Now, son, your mother and I have been very patient with you. We know what you went through was not an easy thing. We¡¯re also aware that you also had a difficult time Willow. However, it¡¯s about time that you both tried to make your marriage work. The rumors are getting out of hand.¡± Mr. Fawn says in a calm but annoyed tone. ¡°As a man of this family, you must step up and do your duty as a husband. Willow is your wife, whether you want to ept it or not. Atticus didn¡¯t want to marry Autumn at first, but he did his duty as a son of this family, and now he can¡¯t live without her. As a Fawn and a son of this family, we expect the same from you, Dante.¡± Dante¡¯s mother steps closer to us, and I can see the sadness in her eyes, ¡°We truly are sorry for everything the both of you went through in the past. You both lost someone you loved. We tried to give you the time needed to heal Dante. You as well Willow. But things are getting out of hand. You knew what you were doing when you married Willow. You decided to marry her, and now you must do your part as her husband.¡± Dante takes a step closer to his parents, ¡°what are you trying to say?¡± he demands. ¡°Are you trying to force us to do something we don¡¯t want to do?¡± His mother sighs, ¡°No one wants to force you to do anything you don¡¯t want to. We¡¯re just asking that you try to do better. However, something needs to be done about these articles. The damage is already done. Now we must find a way to make people believe it is all lies.¡± ¡°How do you propose we do that?¡± Dante asks her. ¡°We never got the opportunity to do the traditional honeymoon ceremony.¡± She answers him. ¡°You were supposed to take Willow to the same spring your brother took Autumn to. She is your wife, and to have a long sessful marriage with her, we believe this must be done. Not only will it put the rumors to rest, but it will also bring you and Willow closer to each other.¡± Honeymoon? Ceremony? ¡°Are we supposed to take another trip to that ind?¡± Dante asks. He looks horrified at that idea for some reason. What happens at that ind for him to react this way? His father nods, ¡°we have already made all the necessary arrangements. We leave tomorrow, and we¡¯ve also invited a few friends to ensure the word spreads. We expect both of you to at least act like you¡¯re deeply in love when you are out in public.¡± Act like we¡¯re deeply in love? What was even love between a man and a woman? ¡°Why must we do that?¡± Dante demands. ¡°It¡¯s been weeks since the wedding. That ceremony only happens right after the wedding. How can this count?¡± ¡°It will.¡± His father snaps. ¡°We¡¯re done discussing this. This article puts a strain on your rtionship. We can¡¯t let this madness continue any longer. We must put a stop to these rumors once and for all.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t do it tomorrow.¡± Dante insists. ¡°I have a fight, and I can¡¯t miss it.¡± ¡°A fight?¡± His mother gasps. ¡°Didn¡¯t we already speak about this nonsense Dante?¡± ¡°You¡¯ve spoken about it, but that doesn¡¯t mean that I must listen to you. I¡¯m old enough to make my own decisions. I¡¯m not leaving that underground ring.¡± He answers her. His mother approaches him and grabs his arms, ¡°Why are you insisting on ruining your life, son?¡± She demands. ¡°For a woman that never loved you, to begin with. Why are you destroying your life? You have a wonderful wife and a happy home. Why must you ruin everything for her?¡± Dante winced at her words, and a part of me wanted tofort him. It must not be easy for Dante to hear that my sister never loved him. It was difficult for even me to hear at times. ¡°If you don¡¯t want to leave the underground ring, at least cancel that fight for tomorrow.¡± His father demands. ¡°One way or the other, you are going to that ind with us. We will not let your names be tarnished. As your parents, we must do the right thing even if you refuse to do it.¡± Dante¡¯s jaw clenches, and I can feel the tension in the room. It was much worse than before. His parents dismissed us after continuing their ns. When we exit the room, Dante doesn¡¯t even bother speaking to me. Instead, he storms away from me. I sigh; whatever they had nned for the ind seemed to upset Dante. Autumn would surely be able to tell me more about it. I had to speak to her. Chapter 199 Chapter 199 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 199 Book 3 Chapter 35 ~WILLOW~ ¡°It¡¯s time to board the yacht,¡± Autumn tells me. I couldn¡¯t stop staring at the boat in front of me. It was beautiful. ¡°Will Dante be here?¡± I ask her. He didn¡¯te homest night, and no one had seen him the entire day. I knew his parents were about to lose their minds, but I felt worse. If Dante didn¡¯t attend this ceremony, I would look like a fool in front of everyone. I couldn¡¯t imagine what else the bullies would find to say about me. A part of me knew that Dante wasn¡¯t the type of man to let that happen to me. However, another part of me knew this was difficult for him; I don¡¯t think Dante would ever find the strength to forget about my sister. ¡°I¡¯m sure he will be here in time.¡± Autumn tries tofort me. ¡°There¡¯s something I forgot to mention. Damon told me that Dante looked a little flustered when we found his jeep parked at the side of the road after the party.¡± She adds. I frown, ¡°his jeep was parked on the side of the road?¡± She nods, ¡°We returned from the party early and expected to meet you guys home. However, we saw you parked on the side of the road. You were knocked out in the front seat, and Dante was covering your body with his shirt.¡± I don¡¯t remember knocking out in his vehicle. I kept getting my memories back gradually, but everything after we left the party, was still nk. ¡°I can¡¯t remember anything,¡± I confess. ¡°We did give you a little too much to drink.¡± Autumn apologizes. ¡°Atticus and Damon heard plenty from Dante. He was pissed that we let you drink so much. He asked them to control their wives.¡± She chuckles. ¡°Like Atticus could ever control me. And rissa, he knows damn well Damon can¡¯t control anything that she does.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t me you at all for anything.¡± I reassure her. ¡°But I do want to remember what happened. I feel like there is plenty I¡¯m missing.¡± ¡°Trust me; it will all return to you very soon.¡± She assured me. ¡°Let¡¯s get on before we¡¯re left behind and miss all the fun they have nned for you.¡± All of the fun? What kind of fun? ¡°I was told that Dante would be the one to carry me onto the yacht.¡± I pointed out. ¡°Shouldn¡¯t I wait for him toe?¡± Autumn sighs, ¡°That¡¯s usually what¡¯s supposed to happen, but since today isn¡¯t the wedding day and Dante is nowhere to be found, his parents suggested that it would be better for you to board the yacht while we wait for his arrival.¡± I try not to look disappointed. I wanted him here. I wanted him to carry me onto the yacht ording to the traditions. ¡°Don¡¯t worry, Willow; he will make up for it in the spring.¡± That¡¯s if he even showed up. As we walked onto the yacht, I was reminded of the questions I wanted to ask Autumn. I never got the chance because everyone was so busy nning for today. ¡°What is the ceremony about?¡± I ask her. ¡°I was told about a spring and you also mentioned it a few minutes ago. Why does Dante seem to be so bothered about it? In fact, he was very against it.¡± Autumn turns pink with my question. ¡°It¡¯s a very intimate ceremony.¡± She confesses. ¡°Both you and Dante will have to enter the spring at exactly midnight. You¡¯ll be rubbed in oil as preparation. You¡¯ll also have to repeat some words to each other, and that¡¯s it.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± I whisper. ¡°That doesn¡¯t sound so bad. Why will that be so hard for Dante to do? Marrying me was more difficult than that.¡± She bites her lip before continuing, ¡°There¡¯s one tiny little detail I didn¡¯t include.¡± I look at her, waiting for her to finish. ¡°You¡¯ll both have to be n***d for the ceremony.¡± She finally blurts out. I almost choke on absolutely nothing. How can we see each other n***d? I wasn¡¯t prepared for something like that. I¡¯m aware that Dante saw a lot of me in my bikini, but to see every part of me, I didn¡¯t know how to react to knowing this part of the ceremony existed. ¡°I promise you that it isn¡¯t as bad as you may think it is.¡± She tries tofort me. ¡°If I¡¯m being honest, I was also very nervous. I was in love with Atticus while he still thought he was in love with Anya. I wasn¡¯t sure what it would be like seeing each other without any clothes. However, two friends, Scarlett and ra, gave me a few drinks. It helped with the tension. It also made me confident or crazy enough to do things I¡¯m proud of today. It was a very nice ritual with Atticus, and I¡¯m happy I did that with him. I think it will be the same way for you and Dante.¡± I¡¯m about to respond when the whispers begin around me. ¡°Ignore them,¡± rissa says as she joins us. ¡°I don¡¯t know why our parents invited these losers.¡± ¡°It had to be done,¡± Autumn says. ¡°They wanted them here to spread the news. I don¡¯t think they expected Dante not to show up.¡± ¡°I know Dante. He will be here.¡± rissa says as she looks around. ¡°But he better be here soon to shut these people up. I¡¯ve already seen posts where people said that Dante stood Willow up and doesn¡¯t want to do the ritual with her.¡± Just like I expected, it¡¯s happening a lot sooner. They¡¯re already spreading rumors about us. Or, in this case, it wasn¡¯t rumored at all. Dante wasn¡¯t here, and it does look like he won¡¯t show. ¡°I¡¯m going to kill him,¡± Atticus growled as he looked around. I was about to give up. But then I hear gasps all around us. Everyone is pointing at something. I follow their gazes, and I¡¯m shocked to see Dante walking toward me covered in what had to be blood. ¡°That asshole still went to the b****y fight!¡± Atticus growls. I gasp. Tonight was his fight. He still went. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. How could he? Chapter 200 Chapter 200 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 200 Book 3 Chapter 36 ~WILLOW~ I¡¯m in shock. Why did he do this to himself right before our trip to the ind? This was supposed to be our night. It was supposed to bring us closer. Yet, he¡¯d found some way to spoil it even before it got a chance to begin. I can only stare at him as he walks over to me. The whispers are getting louder, and I can almost hear each of them. Dante surprises all of us when he picks me up into his arms bridal style. I wrap my arms around his neck to steady myself as he walks. What was he doing? It looks like he¡¯s taking me down from the yacht. Did he no longer n on going? Shouldn¡¯t he have discussed this with me first? Everyone expects us toplete the ritual tonight. I don¡¯t even look back at them. I don¡¯t want to see the look on their faces. ¡°Dante,¡± I say his name. ¡°What are you doing? You¡¯re alreadyte. We are supposed toplete the ritual tonight. Why are you moving me from the yacht?¡± He didn¡¯t answer me; a few secondster and we were already out of the yacht. I could see the shes of light all around us, and I knew it meant that the guests were taking hundreds of pictures of us. This entire incident reminded me of our wedding. Except we were both covered in blood on that day. I expected Dante to take me back to his vehicle, but instead, he turned around and headed for the yacht again. I¡¯m confused. What was happening? Why would he take me down only to put me back on there? ¡°It¡¯s tradition to carry you onto the yacht for the ceremony.¡± He finally answers me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry I¡¯mte.¡± My eyes widen at his words. Not once did I think this was how my night would begin. I thought I would end up alone on that ind with strangers gossiping andughing behind my back and even in front of my face. Instead, Dante came for me even though he was covered in bruises. He came, and for now, that was all that mattered to me. I¡¯m surprised when everyone starts pping when he puts me back on the yacht. These were the same people gossiping about me just a few minutes ago. ¡°Give me a second. I need to get cleaned up.¡± Dante tells me before disappearing again. I watch as his parents run after him. I¡¯m sure that he would be hearing plenty from them. He had us convinced that he wouldn¡¯t be here tonight. ¡°I told you he would be here.¡± rissa winks at me. ¡°I just didn¡¯t think he would show up in blood and bruises, with a torn shirt and a busted lip. Leave it to Dante to make an entrance that no one could forget.¡± He was good at those, very good at it. I couldn¡¯t get it out of my head. I had tingles all over my body. ¡°Scarlett!¡± Autumn gasps suddenly. ¡°Where?¡± rissa demands as she looks for her. ¡°Where is Scarlett?¡± ¡°She¡¯sing our way!¡± Autumn answers her. I follow their gazes to see a very beautiful girl heading our way. She looked like she was drunk. She could barely walk properly. Autumn helped bring her to us before she fell. ¡°Autumn!¡± Scarlett smiles as she hugs her tightly. ¡°It¡¯s so good to see you.¡± ¡°I missed you,¡± Autumn tells her. ¡°Is everything okay? It looks like you¡¯ve had plenty to drink.¡± She giggles and hugs rissa next. ¡°Everything is not okay. But I¡¯m happy that the two of you have found love.¡± Autumn looks at rissa, and the both of them look worried. ¡°Is ra not with you?¡± Autumn asks her hesitantly. She shook her head and pressed her finger against Autumn¡¯s mouth, ¡°Don¡¯t say her name. She might show up and say mean things to me again. I can¡¯t look her in her face after what I¡¯ve done.¡± rissa rubs her back gently, ¡°It¡¯s okay. We don¡¯t have to talk about your sister if you don¡¯t want to.¡± My eyes widen when she begins to cry in front of us. ¡°I miss her. I miss ra. I can¡¯t forgive myself for betraying her. I can¡¯t.¡± Autumn looks brokenhearted to see her friend in such distress. I¡¯m not sure what was happening, but it was even hard for me to see her like this. Whatever happened between them must have been horrible. ¡°I¡¯m sure that whatever you did, you can make up for it,¡± Autumn tells her. She shook her head, ¡°I can¡¯t make up for it. I did the unforgivable. ra loved Carter. It was only supposed to be a game, something to teach Carter a lesson. But instead¡ª¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to talk about it.¡± rissa tries to tell her soothingly. ¡°I love him.¡± She yells out suddenly. ¡°I shouldn¡¯t, but I do. I love him so much.¡± My heart drops at her words. Her pain, all of it, I felt the same way. I had strong feelings for Dante, but I felt guilty because my sister was once with him. ¡°I think you should get her into one of the rooms,¡± rissa whispers to Autumn. ¡°People are beginning to stare, and I don¡¯t want videos of this being posted.¡± Autumn nods and takes Scarlett away with her. I watch them leave with a heavy heart. Seeing her like this just reminded me of my pain. ¡°Are you okay?¡± rissa asks me. ¡°You look a little pale.¡± I nod even though I feel the opposite of okay. ¡°Is it because of my brother?¡± She asks me. ¡°I know Dante can be a little too much at times, but I want you to know that I think he made the right decision when he married you. I know all of this was only made possible because Anya asked him to do this, but I can see him in the future being happily married to you.¡± Original from N?velDrama.Org. I was surprised to hear rissa say this to me. Was it truly possible to be in a happy marriage with Dante? Chapter 201 Chapter 201 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 201 Book 3 Chapter 37 ~WILLOW~ When Dante returns, he¡¯s dressed in a white unbuttoned shirt and he looks handsome as ever. ¡°Now that our son is here and we are on our way to our destination, we have a little activity. We¡¯ve hired the best romantic painter in the world and he¡¯s going to paint this lovely couple for us today.¡± Dante¡¯s father announces. Did I hear them correctly? Was someone going to paint us? ¡°Sit on top of Dante.¡± His mother tells me. I¡¯m nervous toply, but when I see the many eyes on us, I do as she says. Dante¡¯s body is immovable as stone under mine. ¡°Put your arms around his neck.¡± The painter orders me. I follow his instructions without saying a word. T¨ºxt belongs to N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Put one hand around her waist.¡± He orders Dante. He also follows his instructions without interrupting him. It felt weird with everyone staring at us, but it felt good to be in his arms again, even if it was just for a painting. Dante¡¯s parents were determined to do everything in their power to make everyone believe that we were in love; they wanted the word to spread that we were in a happy marriage. Now that I was sitting on hisp, I felt this strange feeling in my chest, like I¡¯d done this before. But when? Because of our pose, I¡¯m already looking into Dante¡¯s eyes, and he¡¯s also gazing into mine. I want to ask him if anything happened in the jeep after I got drunk, but we¡¯re not allowed to move or speak. How much longer must we stay this way? I try not to blush under Dante¡¯s piercing gaze but it was hard. ¡®Please repeat it, Dante. Tell me that I¡¯m your wife. I want to hear you say it. Please.¡¯ I freeze. That memory. It was all slowlying back to me. Why now? Why in front of everyone while someone painted us? Everything that happened that night was rushing back to me. I could feel all the blood draining from my face. Dante¡¯s hand on my breast. Begging him to call me his wife, asking him to touch me, and straddling him while driving. I gasp and bury my face against his neck in embarrassment. I could hear the whispers again, but I was too embarrassed to show my face or look into his eyes. What the hell was wrong with me? I was never drinking again! The intoxicated side of me did embarrassing things. This was what Dante was asking me yesterday morning. He was referring to everything that happened in the jeep. That¡¯s why he looked so confused when I mentioned what Sharon had said. He wasn¡¯t speaking about that incident; he was talking about what I¡¯d done while drunk. Dante gently touches my back, and I know he¡¯s shocked at my sudden weird behavior. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± He asks me gently. ¡°Is your body bing cold again? Do we need to call a doctor?¡± I wish it were. That would be less embarrassing than what I was experiencing right now. I don¡¯t answer him. I don¡¯t know how even to bring up the things I¡¯d done in a conversation. I shivered as both his hands wrapped around me protectively. He stands with me still in his arms and, without saying anything to anyone, walks with me back to one of the rooms in the yacht. Even after we¡¯re safely locked inside, I still don¡¯t move my face from his neck. ¡°Are you going to tell me what¡¯s wrong, Willow?¡± He asks again. ¡°I need to know. That¡¯s the only way I can help you.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± I finally force myself to say. He stops moving when he hears me. ¡°You¡¯re sorry?¡± He asks for confirmation. ¡°For what exactly?¡± I don¡¯t answer him. I¡¯m too embarrassed to say anything else. He gently moves my legs from around his waist and puts me to sit down on the edge of the bed. He now has a clear view of my face, but I¡¯m refusing to look him directly in his eyes. ¡°I¡¯m the one that should be apologizing for showing up sote tonight.¡± He says. ¡°Why are you the one apologizing when you¡¯ve done nothing wrong?¡± My cheeks turn red at his question. How could he pretend like nothing had happened? He remembered all along. Was he never going to tell me about the things I¡¯d done? ¡°I remember.¡± I finally answer him. He looks confused, but I see when he realizes what I¡¯m trying to say. His brow raises slightly, ¡°You remember what happened after we left the pool party?¡± I slowly nod and hide my face behind the palm of my hands. He¡¯s quiet as he waits for me to say something. I can¡¯t. Not with the way I felt right now. I made Dante touch my breasts! I grabbed his hand and ced it over them! I asked him to touch me. I kept wishing it was all just some nightmare, but I knew it was true; I knew it did happen. ¡°Willow,¡± he whispers. His voice is soft, making me feel all kinds of things in my stomach. It surprised me that a man who enjoyed fighting that much could have a gentle side like this. I slowly lift my gaze to look at him. ¡°You don¡¯t need to apologize for what happened.¡± He tells me. ¡°I should apologize.¡± I frown, ¡°you didn¡¯t do anything wrong. I was the one who acted. . .¡± I can¡¯t say it. ¡°You had plenty of drinks. I know that wasn¡¯t what you truly wanted.¡± He assured me. He¡¯s wrong, though. That¡¯s exactly what I wanted, but I never wanted it to happen that way. I wanted to be aware of everything, and I wanted him to be the one to do it of his own free will. I didn¡¯t want to have to beg him to call me his wife. I wished he would touch me on his own without my interference. That night, he¡¯d also done something else. He¡¯d beat up those men who werementing on my body. Why would he do that for me? He told me that he wouldn¡¯t let another man disrespect his wife in front of him. I ced a hand over my chest at the intense emotions I felt there. What was this feeling? Why was I so giddy with happiness from that memory? Dante follows the movement of my hand, and his eyes zero in on my breasts. His face gets a little flustered, and he moves away from me. There is a knock on the door just then. When Dante unlocks it, his mother walks in. ¡°We¡¯ve arrived. It¡¯s time.¡± She announces. We¡¯re here? Already? Chapter 202 Chapter 202 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 202 Book 3 Chapter 38 ~DANTE~ Why can¡¯t I stop noticing how beautiful Willow has been recently? f**k. I can¡¯t stop staring at her. I would force myself to look away for a few seconds, and right after, I¡¯m back to gazing at her. Her sweetness was hard to ignore. I¡¯d never met a woman like Willow before. It always amazes me how different she was from everyone else. I¡¯ve loved Anya for so long that I¡¯ve never looked at anyone else. But for the first time, another woman has my attention, and it turns out it¡¯s her sister. Was it a coincidence? Was there something about both of them that called out to me? It couldn¡¯t be. They were both opposite in every damn way. There¡¯s not one thing about them that is simr. They¡¯re nothing alike. Nothing. So then, why do they both have the power to hold my attention? What was it about the both of them? I take her into my arms again and walk with her down the yacht. I had to make up for beingte. I tried not to let her scent fill my nose, but it was an impossible task. I saw the worry in her eyes when I finally arrived earlier. I heard what those damn guests were saying. They were always waiting to say the worst things about Willow. I was the reason behind it. Because of my stupid actions, they always found things toment on. If I acted the right way, they wouldn¡¯t be able to say anything bad about Willow or our marriage. I knew it was all my fault. I knew I should have skipped the fight tonight. I knew I had to be there for her. However, I couldn¡¯t do it. Fights are now my unhealthy addiction. It¡¯s the only way I can cope with the stress. I couldn¡¯t sleepst night thinking about the ritual and the possibility of seeing Willow n***d. Original from N?velDrama.Org. I¡¯m torn between doing what was right and what my heart told me to do. I was still connected to Anya. I was still grieving for her. I should not be able to feel anything for another woman until I recovered. But for some reason, Willow was the only person who could get to me now that Anya was gone. She was the only woman who could quickly gain my attention without even trying. It was almost time. I let my family take Willow into the beach house. I knew what would happen after this. They would cover her body in oil and prepare her for the ritual. I was not prepared to see Willow n***d. I saw her in that bikinist time and almost lost my f*****g mind. I don¡¯t think I had the willpower to not look at her. Still, I didn¡¯t want to make anything ufortable for her. I had to gain the strength to look anywhere but at her body. Her perfect body. ¡°Are you ready for midnight?¡± Atticus asks me as he joins my side. I shook my head, ¡°how did you survive that night with Autumn?¡± Atticus had a familiar situation in the past. He wasn¡¯t in love with Autumn when he entered that spring with her; at least, I didn¡¯t think he loved her back then. He chuckles, ¡°It wasn¡¯t easy. She made it real f*****g hard for me on that night.¡± I quirk a brow, ¡°she made it hard for you?¡± Heughs, ¡°Autumn did some surprising things that night. I was crazy for not taking her then and there. I waited too long to realize what I truly wanted.¡± I nod, ¡°I¡¯m sure it will be much more difficult for me. You always had some feelings for Autumn. I don¡¯t have feelings for Willow. I still have my heart filled by her sister.¡± Atticus nods, ¡°I don¡¯t expect you to just throw Anya out of your heart. She was your first love, and unfortunately, she died before you could get any closure. Out of the three of us, you were the only one that truly loved her. We all understand what you are going through. I have someone that I love with all my heart, and I can¡¯t imagine losing her one day. However, I don¡¯t think you know this yet, but I¡¯ve seen affection in your eyes for your wife recently.¡± His words cut through me like a sharp knife. It was thest thing I was expecting him to say. When have I ever had affection in my eyes for Willow? He must be mistaken. My jaw clenches, ¡°I don¡¯t know what you mean.¡± He sighs, ¡°You can try to hide your feelings all you want, Dante. The longer you take to ept it, the harder it will be for you when Willow slips away.¡± My grip tightens on the cup in my hand. I didn¡¯t want to think about Willow ever slipping away from me. She was my wife; she was not going anywhere. ¡°I think you¡¯re mistaken, Atticus. I only have feelings for Anya. No one else.¡± I growl. He raised his hands in defense. ¡°You don¡¯t need to get all worked up. I was saying it as I saw it. I was mistaken. I don¡¯t know you as well as I thought.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t know anything,¡± I shout. ¡°I¡¯m tired of you trying to control my life.¡± ¡°Control your life?¡± he demands. ¡°I¡¯m trying to save your life, brother. I¡¯m trying to bring you out of that hole you¡¯ve dug for yourself. I¡¯m trying to show you that I went through something simr. I don¡¯t want you to make the same mistakes that I made. That¡¯s all.¡± I exhale loudly and pinch the bridge of my nose. I was being an a*s for no reason. Why was I this pissed because Atticus suggested I may have feelings for Willow? I could have politely said no. We both stop talking when the door opens, and Autumn walks out. I look behind her but don¡¯t see Willow anywhere. rissa walks out next, and so does my mother. Where was she? Why did I desperately need to see her? Chapter 203 Chapter 203 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 203 Book 3 Chapter 39 ~WILLOW~ I¡¯m nervous while walking out the door. It takes me a few seconds to build up the courage. I can feel Dante¡¯s eyes on me the second that I¡¯m in front of his view. It feels weird being n***d under the robe. It¡¯s almost like he can see everything even though my body is covered. That¡¯s what it felt like. ¡°Have a great time!¡± His mother shouts behind us. ¡°Remember to be in that spring at exactly midnight.¡± Dante helps me onto the jeep and I try to hold in the gasp when his hand identally touches my breast. He doesn¡¯t realize it because he doesn¡¯t show emotion as he buckles me in. My heart is pounding as I watch him enter the driver¡¯s side. The silence between us was awkward, but it allowed me to look at him and take everything in. He still wore clothes, but soon enough, he would be n***d before me. Why did a part of me want so badly to see him like that? ¡°Do you still think that I¡¯m perfect?¡± I whisper before I can stop myself. He nced at me for a quick second before turning back to the track in front of us. ¡°Why do you ask that?¡± I held the robe tighter against my body. I didn¡¯t think that I would ever worry about what someone thought of my body or the way I looked without any clothes on. But the thought of Dante seeing me utterly bare for the first time made me a little nervous. I was scared that he wouldn¡¯t like what he saw. I was afraid that he wouldpare me to my sister. I knew it was stupid. He didn¡¯t love me. I shouldn¡¯t worry about this, but I couldn¡¯t help myself. I cared about Dante¡¯s opinion. He always told me how perfect I was. I didn¡¯t want him to think less of me. I never knew it meant this much to me until now. ¡°No man has ever seen me n***d before. You always tell me how perfect I am.¡± I whisper. ¡°I¡¯m worried that you wouldn¡¯t like what you see.¡± ¡°f**k Willow.¡± He growled. ¡°How can you say that so easily?¡± I can see the shock on his face. I knew my face must be even redder than it¡¯s been in the past. I don¡¯t know why I blurted out the truth to him. I should have kept it to myself. ¡°I just¡ª¡± I don¡¯t know what to say. His hands tighten on the steering wheel as he elerates the vehicle. ¡°I¡¯ve seen plenty of you already, Willow. I can assure you that there is no possible f*****g way that I won¡¯t like what I see.¡± I gasp. ¡°Not that I¡¯ll be looking.¡± He adds. ¡°I don¡¯t want to make you feel ufortable. It¡¯s just for the ritual, and I can keep staring at your face instead of looking at your body. But if I were to look, you don¡¯t have to worry about me not liking what¡¯s in front of me. Not when you¡¯re the person in front of me.¡± I looked down at my chest; something was happening to me again. My heart was doing things it¡¯s never done before. I look at Dante again, and once more, I felt my heartbeat increase. He was responsible for this. I¡¯ve never known what it meant to be in love with a man before. It¡¯s why I didn¡¯t understand my feelings. I loved my sister and my mother; I knew what that kind of love was. But this love, it was unlike anything I¡¯ve experienced before. Did that mean I loved Dante? Was I in love with him? Was I in love with the man that still loved my sister? I close my eyes at the pain I felt from that one question. Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. I¡¯m sorry, Anya. I¡¯m sorry for loving someone that once belonged to you. I¡¯m sorry for feeling envious because of his feelings for you. She was all I had after my mom died. Seeing her every day always gave me a reason to fight my sickness. I never thought that I would ever want something she once had. I turn to look at Dante once more. His jaw is tight, and his shoulders look tense as he stares straight ahead. I know he¡¯s intentionally trying to keep the focus on the road instead of on me. I must make him ufortable. Why wouldn¡¯t he be after what I just asked him? ¡°Willow,¡± he says suddenly. ¡°Can you please not stare at me while I¡¯m driving?¡± I quickly look away. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for making you ufortable.¡± He exhaled loudly, ¡°You¡¯re not making me ufortable, Willow. You¡¯re more of a distraction than anything else. When you do things like that, I tend to forget that I must not crash my f*****g jeep.¡± I bite my lip and try to focus on anything else but him. It was a hard task, but I f****d myself to do it. ¡°We¡¯re here,¡± Dante says as the jeep stops abruptly. I could feel my heartbeat move even faster now that we¡¯d arrived at the spring. Dante leans back against his seat with closed eyes, ¡°I can hear your heartbeat, Willow. You don¡¯t need to feel anxious. I told you I won¡¯t look.¡± He misunderstood me. I do want him to look. Knowing he wouldn¡¯t be disappointed, I felt more confident. I wanted him to see every part of me. Part of me wants to tell him this, but the other half tells me to keep quiet. ¡°We have five minutes.¡± He announces. ¡°I¡¯m going to get undressed. I¡¯ll wait in the water for you.¡± I nod without saying anything. ¡°If you hear music, don¡¯t be startled. It¡¯s something they do to make the ritual more romantic.¡± He adds before shutting the door. I leaned back against the seat. I couldn¡¯t believe this was happening. I checked the time, and when I had two minutes left, I got out of the jeep and removed my robe. I had nothing on my body except the oil they¡¯d rubbed me down in. This was it. It was time. Chapter 204 Chapter 204 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 204 Book 3 Chapter 40 ~WILLOW~ One minute to midnight, I¡¯m standing n***d in front of the spring. Dante is in front of me with his back facing me. He¡¯s staring at the bright moonlight. I haven¡¯t seen it this bright in a long time. It looked beautiful, especially now that I was looking at it with Dante right in front of me. I slowly walk toward him, he knows I¡¯m here when his shoulders tense. He told me that I was a distraction. I thought I made him ufortable, but apparently, I was good at distracting him instead. When he turns around, he does exactly as he says. He looks into my eyes and avoids looking at the rest of my body. I tried my best to do the same even though I wanted to drag my eyes down the rest of his body. I felt embarrassed by my own need to see more of him. The sound of the rm on Dante¡¯s watch tells me that it is now precisely midnight. His mother said to me that there were certain words that we would have to repeat to each other. I wait for Dante to begin. He looks hesitant or nervous. Maybe he doesn¡¯t want to do it with me. I was told that this ceremony was important to have a happy marriage. Maybe Dante doesn¡¯t want to stay with me for the rest of his life. I begin to panic at the thought of not being married to him. I don¡¯t get to ponder more on that thought when he finally begins the ritual. ¡°I, Dante Fawn, choose Willow as my partner in this life and any other life I¡¯m blessed with. She is the only woman I want to spend the rest of my life with.¡± He whispers. I never knew that words could make me this weak yet alive at the same time. It made me feel things that I wasn¡¯t prepared to feel. He only looks at my face while waiting for me to say my part. I had to repeat everything he¡¯d just said. ¡°I, Willow Fawn, choose Dante as my partner in this life and any other life I¡¯m blessed with. He is the only man I want to spend the rest of my life with.¡± There. It was done. And it felt amazing. I feltplete in so many ways. ¡°The ritual isplete,¡± Dante whispers. ¡°I can turn around and wait for you toe out of the water.¡± He was determined to ensure that he didn¡¯t see me n***d tonight. I had other ns, however. Before he can turn around, I gently ce my hand on his chest to stop him. He looks down at my hand, and I can see the confusion and panic in his eyes. ¡°What are you doing, Willow?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to do that for me, Dante,¡± I tell him softly. ¡°I know you think that I might be ufortable if you see me without any clothes on, but I promise you that I wouldn¡¯t.¡± He takes a step back from me, ¡°Willow¡ª¡± ¡°I¡¯m not demanding that you look at me, Dante.¡± I point out. ¡°I¡¯m just saying I would not hate it if you did.¡±Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. He looks genuinely surprised to hear me say that. ¡°You would not hate it?¡± he asks. ¡°Are you sure of that, Willow? I don¡¯t think you understand what you¡¯re saying to me.¡± ¡°Why do you always speak to me like a child?¡± I ask him. ¡°I know what it means when a man looks at a n***d woman. We¡¯re married. It should not be this hard.¡± ¡°Willow, I¡ª¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to give any excuses, Dante.¡± I stop him. ¡°Either you want to see me, or you don¡¯t. It¡¯s your choice.¡± He closes his eyes and swallows hard. ¡°It¡¯s not that I don¡¯t want to. It¡¯s hard for me. I keep feeling guilty. Whenever I look at you differently, I feel like I¡¯m betraying your sister. I can¡¯t exin it, Willow. I don¡¯t think this is a good idea.¡± ¡°I love my sister, Dante,¡± I say, and he opens his eyes to fix me with a piercing gaze. ¡°Losing her was also hard for me. However, don¡¯t you think that it¡¯s painful for me when you keep mentioning how much you love her?¡± He frowns, ¡°why would that be painful for you, Willow?¡± he asks. ¡°We were never in love with each other. This marriage only took ce because that¡¯s what Anya wanted. You knew since the beginning how much I loved her.¡± ¡°Of course, I know how much you love her, Dante!¡± I snap. ¡°How can I not know when you take any excuse to remind everyone of it? I¡¯m not a robot. I have feelings. I have to listen to everyone make fun of me. Everyone says that you don¡¯t love me. They me me for my sister¡¯s death. They im that I stole my sister¡¯s mate. The rumors have only intensified recently. But you don¡¯t seem to care about any of that. All you care about is my sister and disappointing her. I¡¯m happy that she had someone to love her so deeply, but I wish that someone wasn¡¯t you!¡± Dante looks entirely shocked by my outburst. Even I am surprised by my outburst. Where did all of this evene from? Not once did I ever think I would admit any of this to Dante but hearing him tell me how much he loved Anya seemed to fuel the feelings inside of me. ¡°I never knew you felt this way.¡± He says, looking at me. ¡°I¡¯ve never known Willow. I¡¯ve always thought you were only staying married to me because of Anya. I thought our feelings were mutual. I don¡¯t¡ª¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to feel sorry for me.¡± I snap. ¡°I just want you to be careful with what you say around me. You have no idea how much it hurts. It hurts me to the point that I think I might be in love with you!¡± Oh no. I didn¡¯t just say that! Chapter 205 Chapter 205 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 205 Book 3 Chapter 41 ~DANTE~ I must have misheard her. There¡¯s no possible way that Willow said she might be in love with me. We haven¡¯t. . . I kissed her in my sleep. I touched her inappropriately once when she was drunk in my Jeep. We kissed for the fundraiser. But other than that, when have we ever been close? We¡¯ve only recently started sleeping in the same room together. She barely knew me. The marriage was f****d. It was only to grant a dying wish. How can she love me? I¡¯ve never seen love in her eyes for me, nor have I been looking. I was correct in the past when I felt that Anya never loved me as much as I loved her; I may be right now as well. I haven¡¯t been paying enough attention to Willow as I initially thought. If I had, I would have noticed how much my words and actions hurt her. She was happy that someone loved her sister as much as I did, but she wasn¡¯t pleased that it happened to be me that loved her. She didn¡¯t want me to love Anya? I don¡¯t know what to do with any of this new information. This was new to me. All of it. I have to be careful of my words. I couldn¡¯t do anything to make this more painful for her. The truth was I didn¡¯t love Willow. I was not in love with her. However, I would be an asshole if I told her this. I¡¯m sure she already knows the truth. ¡°You love me?¡± I ask in disbelief. I¡¯ve been avoiding looking at her body all this time. I told myself that I did it because of her, I did not want to make her feel ufortable, but I knew it was a f*****g lie. Willow¡¯s body tempted me. It¡¯s drawn me multiple times while she was fully clothed. I feared what would happen if I saw every part of her. The feel of her soft breasts was still imprinted on my memory. Sometimes I found myself waking up from sleep dreaming about touching them. Then I would look at her and wish I could feel her like she asked me to that night in the jeep. I wanted Willow, no doubt. But it was not love. And if it wasn¡¯t love, I didn¡¯t deserve to put my hands on her. She deserved love, not l**t. I didn¡¯t know how to tell her this. ¡°I think I do.¡± She whispers with a defeated look in her eyes. It f*****g hurt to see that look on her face and not be able to fix it. ¡°Every time you say something nice, my heart beats faster. Every time I look at you, I have these strong feelings. When you insist on telling everyone how much you love my sister, I feel jealous. I love Anya, and I hate that I¡¯m jealous of your love for her. I hate that I wish that love were for me instead.¡± I don¡¯t know what the f**k to say. How do I make this better? ¡°And when you do things like keep all her pictures with you or have a picture of her in your wallet. Those little things break my heart even more.¡± She cries. ¡°I don¡¯t want to feel like this. I don¡¯t even know why I¡¯m telling you. Maybe it¡¯s too much for me to bear. Maybe I want you to at least try and consider my feelings from now on. I don¡¯t know, Dante; I know that I can¡¯t keep on feeling this way and do nothing about it. I¡¯ve never felt this way before. I¡¯d never known what it meant to love a man or even like him before I met you. I believe it started as a crush. Since the first day I saw you, even when Anya was alive, I couldn¡¯t stop thinking about you. Everything intensified after the night you kissed me while thinking I was Anya. And it¡¯s only skyrocketed since then.¡± My eyes widen as I felt my heart move faster at her confession. I was aplete piece of s**t. All this time, Willow has been in pain because of my actions, and I¡¯ve done nothing but make everything worse. Even now, I couldn¡¯t do anything for her because I didn¡¯t feel the same way. When a tear rolls down her cheek, I felt it in my chest. I knew this wasn¡¯t what Anya wanted. When she left her sister for me to take care of, she didn¡¯t want me to hurt her in this way. Everything that I did was not intentional. I never wanted to hurt her. I was so lost in my sorrow that I didn¡¯t once think about her feelings. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I step towards her and slowly lift my hand to wipe the tears from her cheeks. The more I wiped, the more she cried. ¡°I¡¯m so sorry, Willow,¡± I whisper. ¡°I didn¡¯t know that I was hurting you. I didn¡¯t know you felt this way. I¡¯m sorry that I¡¯m such an asshole. I¡¯m sorry for all the times I spoke about Anya before you. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. I should have known. I should have paid more attention to you.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay.¡± She tries to assure me. ¡°It¡¯s not your fault for not knowing. I know this marriage isn¡¯t what you wanted. I don¡¯t me you at all, Dante. But I had to let you know. Keeping it inside of me was only bing worse. I had to let you know the truth.¡± Doesn¡¯t she also deserve the truth from me? How can I tell her I want her but don¡¯t love her? How could I exin that¡¯s the reason why I had to keep my distance? I couldn¡¯t mention Anya anymore. I couldn¡¯t be selfish. ¡°Will you at least look at me tonight?¡± She whispers pleadingly. ¡°Please look at me for once and pretend that I¡¯m the one you want. Please. I know it¡¯s too much to ask, but just for tonight, look at me and see only me.¡± Chapter 206 Chapter 206 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 206 Book 3 Chapter 42 ~WILLOW~ I knew I should stay quiet. I knew I shouldn¡¯t be begging him for this. I didn¡¯t think I¡¯d ever turn into someone like this. Why was I so desperately looking for Dante¡¯s attention? Why did I need him so badly? Why did it feel like I would die if he didn¡¯t touch me soon? This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I had so many questions and no one to help answer them. My mother never taught me any of this. She never taught me what it would be like when I finally had feelings for a man. She never taught me what it meant to love someone other than my family. I was learning every new thing about my body on my own. I had to be in love with Dante. The more I thought if it, the more confident I was that the feelings in my heart were love and nothing else. ¡°Do you know what you¡¯re asking me to do Willow?¡± he asks. I can barely recognize his voice. It sounded much different than it usually did. ¡°I said it, didn¡¯t I?¡± I remind him. ¡°I know what I want. You don¡¯t have to do anything you don¡¯t want to. I was just telling you how I felt. I don¡¯t expect you to do it.¡± I gasped when Dante grabbed me by my waist without any warning and lifted me out of the water. He guided my legs so that they were now wrapped around his waist. Oh. Even that felt amazing. Clinging onto him without any clothes on. We were both still very n***d. I tightened my arms around his neck and leaned against him as I allowed him to walk with me. I wasn¡¯t sure where he was taking me, but I would let him carry me wherever he wished. My back hits the front of his jeep suddenly. He leaves me spread out on top of it as he walks backward without looking at my face. I shivered from the loss of his warmth. My body was still wet from the water, and the coolness of the wind did not help. ¡°Dante¡ª¡± ¡°Shh.¡± He stops me. ¡°Tonight, I¡¯m going to study every inch of your body like it¡¯s a f*****g assignment.¡± My eyes widen, and I felt all the blood travel to my cheeks. It was burning from the intensity of his words and his stare. There was so much passion in his eyes as he gazed at my body; it made me feel like I would pass out. I watch him as his gaze drops from my neck to my chest. He was breathing hard, so hard that I could hear him from over here. He wasn¡¯t moving quickly; he was taking his sweet time sweeping his gaze from my chest to my breasts. I think I heard his breath hitch, but it¡¯s also very possible that the sound came from me and not him. I wasn¡¯t sure, not now. I couldn¡¯t look away. I felt like I was under some spell. His eyes moved even lower to my belly button. He stayed there for a few seconds longer than I expected him to. I think he¡¯s hesitant to carry his gaze any lower. My legs were shut tightly, and I knew I wanted him to see that part of me between my legs. I wasn¡¯t sure why I needed it so much. When Dante finally drops his gaze lower, I can¡¯t stop myself as I spread my legs wide enough for him to get a good view of the one ce in my body that aches the most for him. Dante swallows hard, and his eyes darken to a different shade. Almost ck. I¡¯ve never seen it look this dark before. And then I saw something I hadn¡¯t seen before. Dante¡¯s d**k gets bigger right in front of my eyes. I gasp at its size. I¡¯ve heard girls talking in the academy about this before. I knew what it meant. He was aroused. I was doing this to him. I felt overjoyed at this fact. It meant that he did honestly like what he saw. I¡¯d heard girls say that they weren¡¯t satisfied by their boyfriend and the size of his. . . But Dante, I didn¡¯t have anything topare, but I was sure nothing could beat this. Was that supposed to be inside me? I flushed at the thought. Why was I thinking so far ahead? I was sure Dante was not about to do anything more than look at me tonight. He¡¯s still looking, in fact. He doesn¡¯t take his eyes away, and surprisingly, it doesn¡¯t make me nervous. It makes me want to touch myself and show him. I didn¡¯t think I would ever have such dirty thoughts. But with Dante, I had no control. I wanted things I¡¯d never wanted in the past. His eyes sh to mine, and I gasp at the hunger I saw in the depths of it. ¡°Get in the jeep.¡± He says suddenly, surprising me. I¡¯m startled by it. I thought he was enjoying this. I thought he wanted to keep looking at me. I don¡¯t know what changed in a few seconds. ¡°But Dante¡ª¡± ¡°Get in the f*****g jeep Willow.¡± He growls even louder than before. My eyes widen by his tone. He¡¯s never spoken to me in that tone before. I¡¯m shocked. All the happiness I felt suddenly shattered like it wasn¡¯t even there, to begin with. When I don¡¯t move fast enough, he storms over, picks me up roughly in his arms, and shoves me into the jeep. He doesn¡¯t ask me to wear my robe or cover my body. His d**k is still very erect and almost hungry. It was a beast. A beast that I wasn¡¯t scared of. He grabs his clothes from the ground and puts his shorts on before throwing everything else in the back seat. I¡¯m quiet when he finally gets in and shuts the door so loudly that I jump in my seat. What was wrong? Chapter 207 Chapter 207 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 207 Book 3 Chapter 43 ~DANTE~ f**k ME. If I didn¡¯t get Willow down from that jeep in time, I would have f****d her hard against it without a second thought. I wanted her. I f*****g wanted her. I felt like I would snap the second I got my hands on her sweet body. That¡¯s why I stopped it before anything could happen. I know I¡¯d managed to hurt her again. I could sense her sadness from my seat. f**k. Her scent burned the f*****g air. I could smell her. I could smell her everywhere. And damn it. I wanted to spread her legs and bury my nose in her p***y. ¡°Did I do something wrong?¡± She whispers. Ah¡ªs**t. Even her voice was pulling me in. She did do something wrong. She spread her f*****g legs wide for me without me asking. When I looked at her legs, I wasn¡¯t nning on looking there. I wasn¡¯t prepared for Willow spreading them so wide and disying her p***y for me like it was a painting in a damn museum. I breathed in hard and immediately regretted it. I¡¯m hit with her powerful scent. My hands tighten on the steering wheel. I can¡¯t find the strength to speak. All of my inner strength was preupied. It was too busy keeping me off Willow. ¡°Dante, please tell me what I did wrong.¡± I close my eyes for a second before opening it back. As much as I wanted to drive the jeep off a cliff and end this t*****e, I couldn¡¯t. She was in here with me. And I at least had to keep her safe. ¡°Stop talking, Willow,¡± I beg. Please stop talking. I don¡¯t know how much longer I can hold myself back. I was considering leaving the jeep for her and getting back on my damn feet¡ªanything to stop me from doing something stupid. ¡°Is it because I spread my legs for you?¡± She whispers. ¡°Did you not like that?¡± MOTHERFUCKER. How can she ask that? It was pretty evident how much I f*****g loved it. Her innocence was dangerous. Did she not see how f*****g hard my d**k was? I¡¯m sure she did. I saw her looking at it. And she shouldn¡¯t have done that. I enjoyed it more than I should have. I loved it a little too much. In fact, every night that I went to sleep after today, I would dream of her pretty pink clit waiting for someone like me to devour it. I¡¯ll dream of her hungry eyes looking at me. At it. ¡°I don¡¯t know why I did it.¡± She continued to ramble on even though I begged her to stay quiet. ¡°I just wanted you to see that part of me. I can¡¯t exin it. I¡¯ve never felt that way before. I needed you to see my¡ª¡± ¡°Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°I¡¯m begging you. Please stay quiet. I don¡¯t want to talk about this. You asked me to look at you finally, and I obliged. Please just let this go.¡± She finally stopped speaking, and I felt only a little rxed. I still had to get her back to the beach house. I needed to be around people. That way, I wouldn¡¯t lose control. I wouldn¡¯t do something I could never take back. I promised myself to keep my hands to myself for Willow¡¯s sake. It was for Willow. Not for Anya. Not touching her was solely for her. I didn¡¯t want to take advantage of her innocence. She didn¡¯t understand what she was offering to me. If Willow did love me, I couldn¡¯t hurt her like that. I couldn¡¯t do it to her. She deserved only the best. She didn¡¯t deserve to be f****d by an asshole like me. She deserved someone who would make love to her. Someone that would worship her body. I wasn¡¯t capable of that. Not now. And I didn¡¯t know if I¡¯ll ever be capable of it. My heart was still stuck in the past. As long as it remained there, I couldn¡¯t take such a precious thing from Willow. Just a few more minutes again; that¡¯s all I needed to get far away from her and get my sanity back. I¡¯d never had to do anything this damn difficult in my life. Never. Except probably ept that Damon would marry Anya in the past, a wedding that never happened. Even marrying Willow wasn¡¯t as difficult as this. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. Deep breaths. Think about something else. Anything but her spreading her legs and disying her f*****g p***y to you. And I swear it was the prettiest p***y I¡¯d ever seen in my life. I knew it would have been like that. I knew it would have been perfect, just like every other part of her. That¡¯s why I didn¡¯t want to look. But when she asked me, I could not say no to her. I didn¡¯t have the willpower to say no to her. I feel a sharp pain in my chest when I hear Willow wiping her nose and sniffling beside me. I stole a nce at her and felt even worse when I saw her wiping tears from her face. Congrattions asshole. You made her cry again. ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper. ¡°Please don¡¯t.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to force yourself to care for me, Dante.¡± She says as she continues to wipe her tears from her cheeks. ¡°I know everything you do for me is because of Anya. Please don¡¯t fake anything for my sake.¡± ¡°Willow, I asked you to get inside the jeep for your own good.¡± I try to exin. ¡°It¡¯s not because you did anything wrong. You didn¡¯t do anything wrong; I can promise you that.¡± ¡°Then, did you not like what I showed to you?¡± She whispers. I stopped the jeep and leaned back against the seat. ¡°Willow, that¡¯s not it either,¡± I answer her. ¡°It¡¯s not that.¡± Why couldn¡¯t she listen to me and drop this? ¡°Then why?¡± She demands. ¡°Why did you behave that way?¡± ¡°Because I wanted to f**k you!¡± I growl. ¡°I wanted to f**k you, Willow! And that¡¯s not something a girl like you deserves. Do you understand that?¡± Chapter 208 Chapter 208 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 208 Book 3 Chapter 44 ~WILLOW~ I gasp when I felt myself grow extremely wet between my legs just from Dante¡¯s words. Did he want to f-fuck me? Why did that turn me on so much? At the academy, you learned plenty from the girls in the bathroom. I even heard this from them as well. I knew what it meant. At least, I think I did. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± I say. ¡°Why is that such a bad thing? Doesn¡¯t that also mean consummate our marriage?¡± ¡°Willow.¡± He groans. ¡°You¡¯re not a girl that¡¯s meant to be f****d. You¡¯re the kind of girl that you worship. You¡¯re the kind of girl that deserves love. You need someone to make love to you, not f**k you. And right now, that¡¯s all I¡¯m capable of doing. And I won¡¯t f*****g do that to you.¡± Here goes my heart again. Why does every single thing that he says to me have such a strong effect on me? ¡°What if I want you to f**k me?¡± I ask. Dante snaps his gaze my way at my question. I don¡¯t think either of us realized I was still very n***d until now. We¡¯d left so quickly that I didn¡¯t bother covering up myself. ¡°You don¡¯t know what you¡¯re asking for, Willow.¡± He growls. His nails were digging into the sides of him, and I knew I was pushing it. I wasn¡¯t crying anymore now that I knew why he was pushing me away. ¡°Please, Dante,¡± I whisper. ¡°I want this.¡± He shook his head and covered his face with one hand. ¡°Stop saying that, Willow. You don¡¯t know what you want.¡± I turn towards him, knowing exactly what affected him. He nces at me, and I can see the worry on his face. ¡°I know what I want.¡± I insist. ¡°Willow¡ª¡± I open my legs wide in front of him for the second time tonight. I wasn¡¯t scared that I was doing something wrong anymore. I knew now that my actions made him want to f**k me. His words. Not mine. I watch as a whirlpool of emotions runs through Dante¡¯s face. A low growl is torn from his throat before he grabs my legs and pulls me towards him. My back hits the door as he buries his face between my legs. What was he doing? My eyes widen when I felt his nose right in my intimate spot. ¡°D-Dante¡ª¡± This is the property of N?-velDrama.Org. Was he smelling me down there? I felt my cheeks begin to burn at that realization. I hear another low growl before I felt something that sends my a*s off the seat. Dante¡¯s tongue. It¡¯s inside my p***y. Deep inside. Oh. Oh. I don¡¯t know what to do with myself. I can feel something begin to grow inside of me. It was so strong that it made me feel like crying. ¡°Ah¡ª,¡± I cry as I bury my hands in his hair. Dante¡¯s hold on my thighs tightened as he pulled me closer so his tongue could go even deeper than I thought possible. ¡°FUCKKK!¡± Dante roars against me. His voice vibrates against my p***y, and I cry out some more. ¡°Even the taste of you is f*****g perfect, Willow.¡± He growls as he continues to taste me with his tongue. ¡°It¡¯s wrong. It¡¯s so f*****g wrong how perfect you are. No one should be allowed to be this damn perfect.¡± Was this what it meant to be f****d? Because it didn¡¯t feel like it. It felt more like him making love to me. I must be crazy for thinking this. But he was so gentle. He wasn¡¯t rough. He wasn¡¯t hurting me. He was giving me so much pleasure. It felt so good. Even his words to me were kind. He always tells me how perfect I am. No one has ever called me perfect before him. ¡°Dante, please,¡± I beg for something I didn¡¯t even know I wanted. I¡¯m moving my body faster against his face. I¡¯m begging him, and I¡¯m unaware of what I¡¯m begging him for. He angles his face and begins to move faster inside of me. I can¡¯t help but stare at him while he slides his tongue in and out of my p***y. With each swipe of his tongue, Dante took in as much of me as his mouth would let him. I was fascinated looking at him. He suddenly pulls away from me without any warning and covers my body with the robe. I¡¯m startled by his actions yet again. What was happening? ¡°Someone is here.¡± He says before I can ask him what was wrong. He winced as he adjusted his pants. I could still see the big bulge. It looked painful. Was he in pain down there? I don¡¯t say anything as I watch him jump out of the jeep and look around us. My eyes widen when he shoves someone against the front of the vehicle. He grabbed him by his hair and shoved him up against the door next. The man¡¯s face is pressed down hard on the window. Who was he? Why was he following us? This was their private ind, as far as I knew. Dante should know everyone here, but it didn¡¯t seem like he knew this person. ¡°Who the f**k are you?¡± I can hear Dante shout. ¡°Your parents sent me.¡± The guy answers him. ¡°My parents?¡± Dante asks; I can hear the surprise in his tone. ¡°Why the hell would my parents send you here?¡± ¡°To take pictures of you and Willow.¡± He answers me. ¡°They want everyone to see that you¡¯re in a real marriage. They want everyone to believe that you¡¯re in love. I¡¯m here to make sure that the pictures show just that.¡± I think Dante just saw red; I can practically see the smokeing from his ear. ¡°Did you take any f*****g pictures of Willow n***d?¡± He roars. My eyes widen. I didn¡¯t think of that. Please tell me this man didn¡¯t see me n***d. ¡°No!¡± He answers him. ¡°I swear I didn¡¯t. I was only supposed to take pictures of you two returning. I didn¡¯t get a chance to take any. You can check yourself.¡± Dante grabs the camera from him and smashes it to the ground before mashing it with his foot. ¡°My camera!¡± The man cries in horror. ¡°What the hell are you doing?¡± ¡°Get out of my face before I f*****g kill you.¡± Dante threatens him. The guy doesn¡¯t need to be told twice as he leaves the camera behind and runs away from Dante. His mood is worse when he enters the jeep again. ¡°My parents.¡± He growls before starting the vehicle and racing back towards the beach house. Chapter 209 Chapter 209 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 209 Book 3 Chapter 45 ~WILLOW~ Dante is fuming when he storms inside the beach house with me right behind him. ¡°Look who¡¯s finally back!¡± Atticus announces as he spots us first. ¡°Father!¡± Dante shouts. ¡°Mother!¡± Both his parents turn to look at us. ¡°Is something wrong?¡± His mother asks. ¡°Did something happen? Did you notplete the ritual?¡± Of course, that¡¯s the first thing everyone will be concerned about. The ritual. Thankfully, it was complete. ¡°Can someone exin to me why there was a f*****g photographer waiting to get pictures of Willow and me returning from the spring?¡± he demands as he throws the broken camera onto the ground. His father walks towards us, ¡°Did you get rid of the footage?¡± he demands. ¡°Of course I did.¡± Dante roars. ¡°That ritual was supposed to be something private between Willow and me. How could you send someone to take pictures of us?¡± ¡°He didn¡¯t take pictures of you in the spring.¡± His mother tries to exin. ¡°He was only supposed to take pictures of the both of you returning together.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t believe this.¡± Dante spat angrily. ¡°Forcing me novelwn toplete this ritual wasn¡¯t enough? You had to send a photographer to let the entire f*****g world know what we¡¯d just done?¡± I gasp. Dante looks at me when he realizes what I¡¯ve just heard. I don¡¯t wait to hear anything else as I rush up the stairs and away from everyone else. I could hear his parents scolding him for saying that in front of me, but I didn¡¯t wait to hear more of their argument. After everything that happened tonight, hearing Dante say that he was f****d toplete the ritual with me was thest thing I wanted to hear. He was f****d. f****d. And I didn¡¯t help by forcing him to look at me tonight. I was worse than his parents. I angrily pulled the robe out of my body and changed into a nightgown. I grabbed my diary from the suitcase and pulled out a pen along with it. My dearest husband, Today I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m sorry for asking for something you weren¡¯t ready to give me. I¡¯m sorry for telling you I think I¡¯m in love with you. I¡¯m sorry for making everything so much harder for you. I¡¯m sorry you were f****d to marry me by my sister. I¡¯m sorry you were f****d to do a ritual that may or may not guarantee a long marriage to me. However, I¡¯m not sorry for the feelings in my heart. I¡¯m not sorry for loving someone like you. I¡¯m not sorry that even though my sister didn¡¯t love you, I still do. I¡¯m not sorry that I got to experience such pleasures with your tongue. I¡¯m not sorry that my taste is still in your mouth. I¡¯m not sorry that I¡¯ll go to sleep smelling like you tonight. And I¡¯m not sorry that I¡¯ll dream of today for the rest of my life. . . A knock on the door forces me to put the diary away. I wasn¡¯t sure if bringing it with me was a good idea, but now I knew I needed it. Leaving little messages for him in my diary made me feel much better, even though I knew he would never get the chance to read it in this life. When I open the door, I¡¯m surprised to see Dante novelwn right before me. I didn¡¯t expect him to come after me. Did he feel sorry for me? I didn¡¯t want his sympathy. ¡°Willow, I¡¯m sorry.¡± He apologizes. ¡°I was angry with my parents. I wasn¡¯t thinking properly. I didn¡¯t mean to say what I said.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to apologize, Dante,¡± I assure him. ¡°You can¡¯t control the way you feel. You weren¡¯t thinking, but you said exactly what was in your heart. You were f****d into all of this. It¡¯s not new to me. We all knew that you were f****d into everything.¡± ¡°Still,¡± he tries to say. ¡°I would never intentionally say something to hurt you. I mean it when I say I wasn¡¯t thinking. I willingly got into that water with you tonight. No one put a g*n to my head and f****d me into it.¡± I knew he was only trying to make me feel better. However, I didn¡¯t want him to go through all of that trouble for me. I can handle the truth. It was hard to stomach but I rather his honesty than his lies. As long as he wasn¡¯t mentioning his love for Anya, I would be okay. ¡°Dante, I¡¯m sorry about everything.¡± I apologize. ¡°Tonight, I went too far. You made it quite clear that my sister was the love of your life and still is. Yet, I insisted that you do things for me that I should have never asked for. I¡¯m sorry if I made tonight difficult for you.¡± Dante looks horrified by my words. Would he not ept my apology? He steps into our room, and I take one step back. ¡°Willow.¡± He says softly. ¡°Tonight is thest thing you need to be apologizing for. Again, no one f****d me to do anything.¡± ¡°Stop lying, for my sake!¡± I exim. ¡°You didn¡¯t want to do it. You made that very clear to me at first. You said it would make you feel guilty, yet I still begged you to do it for me.¡± Dante grabs my face roughly in his hands, forcing me to look directly into his eyes. ¡°Listen to me, Willow. Just listen. Let me talk. Do not apologize for something that wasn¡¯t your fault. We had a ritual to do. I think we both got a little carried away because of it. You said some things, and I did some things. But you don¡¯t need to apologize for any of it.¡± ¡°But¡ª¡± ¡°What I did tonight, you couldn¡¯t have possibly f****d me to do it.¡± He cuts me off. ¡°Do you understand that? So please, let¡¯s forget it. Let¡¯s forget everything that novelwn happened and return to how things were between us.¡± Forget everything that happened? Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. How could I possibly do that? I confessed my love for him! How was I supposed to act like things were normal between us when it never was, to begin with? Chapter 210 Chapter 210 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 210 Book 3 Chapter 46 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Okay,¡± I mumble as I pull away from him. I angrily got onto the bed and pulled the sheets over me. ¡°I¡¯ll forget everything that happened between us tonight. I¡¯ll make a mental note to pretend everything was just a dream. You can sleep peacefully, knowing that things are back to normal between us.¡± I¡¯m unsure if he can sense the tone of my voice, but he doesn¡¯t bother trying to argue with me again. Instead, he walks into the bathroom and shuts the door behind him. I¡¯m angry. Very angry. Why did his words upset me this much? It¡¯s not like I expected things to change between the two of us magically. I knew he didn¡¯t love me. But still, his mouth was on parts of my body tonight that would stick with me for the rest of my life. Those memories were not going anywhere, and even though Dante wanted me to forget them, I couldn¡¯t grant his wish. When Dante returns from the bathroom, he looks miserable. Something is bothering him, I can tell. His hair was dripping wet, and it was leaking onto his body. He didn¡¯te out with a towel this time; instead, he was already wearing pants. It¡¯s almost like he didn¡¯t trust me around him. Dante catches me staring at his chest, and he pauses for a few seconds. I could feel the tension between us intensify in those couple of seconds. I watch as he swallows hard before joining me on the bed. There¡¯s nothing left to be said between the both of us. I inwardly groaned at how sensitive between my legs felt. I felt like something was missing. Something that should have happened but never did. ¡°If you want, I can remove the pictures I still have of Anya.¡± He says suddenly. ¡°There are things I still can¡¯t do for you, Willow, but I¡¯m willing to try and make things easier for you. I can¡¯t destroy the pictures of Anya, but I can move them to somewhere you won¡¯t ever have to worry about seeing them again.¡± I inhale deeply, ¡°You don¡¯t get it, do you, Dante?¡± I ask. How does he not understand anything about me at all? Were all men this clueless? ¡°Get what?¡± he inquires. I turn to look at him, and I can¡¯t hide the annoyance from my face. ¡°I don¡¯t just want you to move the pictures because I asked you to. I want you to move them of your own free will. I want you to care about my feelings enough that you do it without me asking. If you take the pictures of my sister and move them to another location, then that doesn¡¯t do anything at all for me. I¡¯ll still know that you have them; I¡¯ll still know that you¡¯re finding time out of your day to look at them.¡± I exin in the best way possible. Dante looks surprised every time I exin how much it bothers me that he¡¯s so in love with my sister. I¡¯m sure he thinks that my love was fake, just like Anya¡¯s. Indeed, I didn¡¯t know what love was, but I believed that what I felt for him was undoubtedly love. I saw the way Autumn looked at Atticus; it mirrored the way I looked at Dante. I knew she loved Atticus more than anyone else. I saw the same look on rissa¡¯s face whenever she gazed at Damon. Whenever I stared in a mirror and thought of my husband, I had the same expression as they did for their mates. ¡°Willow, please give me some time to get rid of them.¡± He pleads. ¡°As I¡¯ve said, it¡¯s hard for me to move on from your sister. I know this is thest thing you want to hear me say, but I don¡¯t know how to exin why I can¡¯t do as you ask without mentioning my feelings for her. I¡¯m willing to do everything that you ask of me, but all I need is some time. Please.¡± Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°We¡¯re husband and wife, Dante.¡± I remind him. ¡°Would you be okay with me keeping pictures of one of your brothers? What if I was in love with Griffin and kept pictures of him with me? How would that make you feel?¡± I was surprised when a low grow tore from his throat. ¡°Don¡¯t ever f*****g say something like that again to me, Willow.¡± I quirk a brow at him, ¡°I think even I would have handled that better than you. Oh wait, I did.¡± His jaw clenches, and I roll my eyes. ¡°I¡¯m tired.¡± I snap. ¡°I¡¯m going I sleep. We can discuss this another time.¡± Or never. I didn¡¯t want to bring this up again. I wanted Dante to do this for me on his own without me having to beg him for it. I ced both hands on my tummy and closed my eyes while trying my best not to think about our time in the spring or the many things that happened after. An hour passed. And then another. I was waiting for Dante to fall asleep since I was unable to. I didn¡¯t make a sound or a single movement. He thinks I¡¯m asleep. If he knew I was awake, he would have said something by now. I heard him exhale loudly, and I wondered if he was wide awake because of the things I¡¯d said to him earlier. I don¡¯t know where I found the courage to confess my love for Dante, but I didn¡¯t regret my decision anymore. I¡¯m d that he knows how I truly feel. While Anya never loved him, I at least did. And maybe, one day, I can make up for all the wrong things she¡¯d done. I don¡¯t say anything when I feel hime closer to me. ¡°Willow?¡± I kept my eyes closed. I didn¡¯t want him to know I was still awake. I felt his hand move my hair out of my face. What was he doing? I try to keep calm when I feel his lips on my forehead, ¡°I¡¯m sorry I¡¯m unable to love you, Willow. I¡¯m so sorry. I¡¯m sorry for loving your sister. Maybe things would have been different if I¡¯d met you first. Please forgive me for all the pain I put you through.¡± I could feel my heart explode with excruciating pain at his words. I was right. Dante could never love me. As long as Anya was in his heart, there would be no space for me. Chapter 211 Chapter 211 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 211 Book 3 Chapter 47 ~WILLOW~ Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Dante was sleeping next to me when I woke up the next day. I was still very heartbroken; it possibly even felt worse now that I wasn¡¯t half asleep and wide awake. I couldn¡¯t believe I¡¯d confessed my feelings for Dante, and instead of hearing something nice in return, I got the worst possible response. I didn¡¯t know how to face him anymore. Not afterst night. Things could never be the same between us again. I hate how good he still looked to me. Even after breaking my heart without realizing it, Dante still looked like a masterpiece on the bed. I took my diary out once more. It was where I could express my true feelings without the fear of someone finding out. My dearest husband, I always knew that you didn¡¯t love me. Since the beginning, I¡¯ve known that Anya was the only woman you would ever love. However, a small part of me always wished that there were some feelings for me in your heart. Last night you confirmed that you could never love me. Last night you admitted that there was no room for me in your heart. The hardest part is knowing that I can¡¯t me you for anything. I can¡¯t force you to love me or even like me. My heart hurts, and there is no possible reason for me to tell you this. Admitting my feelings to you has only made things worse between us. Now I¡¯m stuck with this horrible feeling in my chest¡ª ¡°What are you doing?¡± Dante asks beside me. I jump at his question. I didn¡¯t expect him to wake up so quickly. He looked like he was in a deep sleep just a moment ago. I quickly shut the book and shoved it into my suitcase. ¡°Nothing.¡± I lie. He runs a hand down his sleepy face and sits up against the bedhead. ¡°I saw you writing something.¡± He points out. ¡°What was it?¡± ¡°Am I not allowed to have some privacy?¡± I demand. ¡°Sometimes I write in my diary. That¡¯s all.¡± He looks surprised once more. ¡°A diary?¡± He asks. ¡°Yes.¡± I snap. Why does sleepy Dante look so hot? Why couldn¡¯t I behave? ¡°A diary?¡± he repeats. Please stop asking questions about it. I¡¯ve never seen him look this curious about anything before. ¡°Read something from it for me.¡± He says suddenly. My eyes sh to him. ¡°What do you mean to read something from it?¡± He quirks a brow, ¡°Exactly what I said, Willow. Read from it. I want to know what you write about.¡± I could feel myself begin to panic at his words. Those were my private thoughts. I didn¡¯t want him to ever read from it. ¡°No.¡± I hiss. ¡°It¡¯s private.¡± He gets out of bed and moves towards my suitcase. I quickly got out and moved in front of him before he could get to it. ¡°Why are you so protective of that book?¡± he asks me. ¡°Are you sure it isn¡¯t a book of spells?¡± My eyes widen at his usation. That¡¯s why he was so interested in it. He thought that I was practicing spells. ¡°What are you implying?¡± I hiss. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever been this upset with him. I¡¯ve never thought about using any spells on him or his family. I wasn¡¯t my sister. Besides, I couldn¡¯t do any spells even though my mother was a witch. ¡°I¡¯ve been so f*****g confused recently, Willow,¡± he growls. ¡°You¡¯re making my head spin, anovelxo fast updatend it¡¯s not normal. I need to know what¡¯s in that book.¡± Iugh without humor, ¡°are you using me of putting a spell on you?¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°I¡¯m not using you of anything. I want to see what¡¯s in there. If it¡¯s nothing bad, why can¡¯t I see it?¡± I cross my arms over my chest angrily, ¡°The one person you were supposed to use of putting a spell on you; you didn¡¯t. Yet, the innocent sister, you¡¯re so ready to use her of doing things that the woman you¡¯re still in love with did. Congrattions Dante. I hope you¡¯re happy. It¡¯s up to you if you want to look at my diary or not. I will not stand in your way anymore, but I would not stand here and listen to you use me of such horrible things.¡± I angrily storm out of the room and find Autumn waiting for me. ¡°How was your honeymoon night?¡± she asks brightly. I don¡¯t get to answer her when Dante rushes out of the room to find me. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Willow.¡± He apologizes. I knew he didn¡¯t read the diary; he couldn¡¯t have possibly read it that quickly. ¡°I don¡¯t need your apology, Dante.¡± I snap. ¡°I just want all of this to be over. I don¡¯t want to stay here with you anymore. The ritual is over. Can we go home now?¡± I knew they nned more fun activities for us today, but I was not up for it. I didn¡¯t care that everyone would start rumors once we left earlier than nned. I was just tired and stuck with a broken heart. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± Autumn asks as she looks between Dante and me. I take her hand and pull her down the stairs with me. ¡°I¡¯ll tell you everything when we¡¯re home,¡± I promise her. ¡°For now, can you ensure we leave right away?¡± Autumn looks surprised, but she doesn¡¯t have to do anything. Dante passes us and walks over to his parents. ¡°After what you didst night. I¡¯m not taking part in your games anymore.¡± He tells them. ¡°I want to take Willow home. Now.¡± His parents look horrified at his words. ¡°But Dante¡ª¡± ¡°If you don¡¯t leave now. I¡¯ll find another way to get Willow and me out of here.¡± They looked at each other, and I could see the defeat in their eyes. Dante wasn¡¯t happy with either one of them. ¡°Okay.¡± His mother agrees. ¡°If this is what you want, we will leave right away. But don¡¯t me us when you¡¯re bombarded with questions about your decision.¡± I watched as everyone scrambled to get things done as quickly as possible to take us back home earlier than nned. I hugged myself when people weren¡¯t looking and closed my eyes as I fought the tears. Why does it hurt so much? I miss you, Anya. Part of me wishes she was still here, while the other part of me was scared of what that would have meant for my marriage to Dante. I was scared of losing him. He was never mine since the start. How could I lose someone that never belonged to me? Chapter 212 Chapter 212 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 212 Book 3 Chapter 48 ~WILLOW~ ¡°He said that to you?¡± rissa demanded in shock. We were in Autumn¡¯s room. I exined everything to them in detail about Dante¡¯s words to me. It wasn¡¯t something I could keep to myself. If I did, I would be too depressed to do anything about it. Our trip back home was a very awkward one. All of the guests couldn¡¯t stop talking behind our backs. That was expected. Dante didn¡¯t bother speaking to me after our small fight, either. But at least it allowed me to talk to rissa and Autumn. ¡°I can¡¯t believe him.¡± Autumn hissed. ¡°Does he not care about your feelings?¡± ¡°He does.¡± rissa snaps. ¡°He¡¯s just an a*s like most men who can¡¯t figure out their feelings. That¡¯s where wee in, Willow. We know how to make them cave. We¡¯ve had experience.¡± ¡°To be fair, he thought I was asleep.¡± I remind them. ¡°He didn¡¯t know I was awake. He didn¡¯t know that I could hear him.¡± Part of me wished I was asleep when he said those words. It wasn¡¯t something I could ever easily forget. I already felt guilty for loving Dante. Now I felt even worse. ¡°You know what this means,¡± Autumn says as she turns to rissa. ¡°We have to step up our game. Dante doesn¡¯t realize his feelings, and we must show it to him.¡± ¡°Show it to him?¡± I ask. ¡°There is nothing to show. Dante is still in love with Anya, and there is no ce in his heart for me. Nothing I do will change that. He made that very clear.¡± ¡°I refuse to believe that.¡± Autumn disagrees. ¡°And we are going to prove it to you. I know you won¡¯t like this idea of ours but believe me when I say it will work.¡± I was already worried. ¡°What idea?¡± ¡°It¡¯s not going to be easy for you.¡± Autumn points out to me. ¡°I can guarantee you that Dante would also be very pissed. However, believe me when I say it will be worth it. It will prove to you that no matter what Dante says, he has some feelings for you.¡± This is the property of N?-velDrama.Org. Why was Autumn this convinced that Dante had feelings for me? rissa did as well. Was I the only one that didn¡¯t think he liked me? I was crazy enough to tell him I was in love with him; maybe I could also listen to this n Autumn and rissa had for me. ¡°What Is it?¡± I ask. ¡°It will involve another guy,¡± Autumn informs me. ¡°I¡¯m sure you¡¯ve heard about Carter Prince. We¡¯ve mentioned him a few times. He has a lot of brothers. They¡¯re all popr, just like we are. Even though Atticus might explode if he ever finds out about this n, I¡¯m willing to go through with it to bring you and Dante closer to each other. We will ask one of Carter¡¯s brothers to help us make Dante jealous. Once he loses control of his emotions, you¡¯ll know the truth.¡± Would this work? Thest time Dante thought I was trying to kiss another guy in the kissing booth, he¡¯d lost his mind. He¡¯d kissed me that day. I still remember that kiss so clearly, like it happened yesterday. Kisses from Dante weren¡¯t something that could easily be forgotten. ¡°Remember. Do not listen to a single word that Dante says.¡± rissa tells me. ¡°Even he doesn¡¯t want to ept his true feelings. Even if he says he doesn¡¯t love you, do not listen. Trust me. I know my brother. He has strong feelings for you. We need to help him realize that those feelings are there.¡± Why must it be this hard? Why couldn¡¯t it be easier? If he genuinely had feelings for me, shouldn¡¯t he tell me constantly like he always did for Anya? She never had to beg him for her love or even y crazy tricks like me. Yes, she did spells, but she never needed it for Dante. He loved her without those spells. I wasn¡¯t like my sister. I didn¡¯t want to use spells to get Dante. And I also didn¡¯t want to do these tricks to y with his emotions either. But what other option did I have? I just needed to know the truth. If rissa believed that Dante had feelings for me, I wanted to witness those feelings on my own. And maybe the only chance I would get to do that is if I let rissa and Autumn help me. ¡°Which one of Carter¡¯s brothers is going to help us?¡± I ask them.novelxo fast update ¡°His name is Ares Prince,¡± rissa answers me. ¡°Girls are always swooning over him, and believe me, he is the perfect candidate to make Dante jealous enough to admit that he has feelings for you.¡± ¡°Wouldnt this make Dante angry with me?¡± I ask them. ¡°After what Dante said to you, why would he get angry?¡± rissa asks me. ¡°That¡¯s all you need to say to him. Remind him that he¡¯s really into Anya and what you do has nothing to do with him.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a good one.¡± Autumn chuckles. ¡°That always gets them mad. If Dante is anything like his brother, we have nothing to worry about. This n will work perfectly.¡± ¡°But if Dante doesn¡¯t even like Carter and his family, why would he attend their party?¡± I ask them. ¡°Because you will be going,¡± rissa answers me. ¡°As long as you¡¯re going to be there, Dante will also be there to ¡®protect you.¡¯ At least, that¡¯s the excuse he will use.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s n out her outfit!¡± Autumn says with excitement. They loved dressing me up. The fun part for me was seeing Dante¡¯s reaction to my clothes. I was still angry with him for assuming I was practicing spells on him. However, I couldn¡¯t me him for reacting that way after what Anya did to him. It was up to me to prove that I was nothing like her. However, maybe that was the problem. Maybe Dante wanted me to be more like Anya. I sigh and try to focus on the outfits Autumn was throwing onto the bed. Maybe this time, I could finally prove to them that I was right all along; Dante didn¡¯t have feelings for me. Chapter 213 Chapter 213 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 213 Book 3 Chapter 49 ~DANTE~ I had the pictures of Anya in my hands. Looking at her now, I didn¡¯t think it would be so f*****g hard to let go of every single one. Willow didn¡¯t want me to store them somewhere else. I asked for some time, and it¡¯s been a few days since that incident. Willow has been very distant with me, and part of me still worries that she¡¯d heard me that night. I knew she needed to hear it to understand that I couldn¡¯t give her what she wanted. However, I never wanted to hurt her. f**k, I never wanted to hurt a sweet girl like Willow. Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. I wish it weren¡¯t like this. I wish she was given a better life than this. After losing Anya, she shouldn¡¯t have to feel the heartache that I¡¯ve been giving to her since I married her. How did I say goodbye to the only woman I¡¯ve ever loved so that I could give her sister a better life? My brothers were luckier than me. They could find love, and even though it wasn¡¯t easy, they still had the women of their dreams in their lives. I wasn¡¯t that lucky. I wanted to make Willow happy. I didn¡¯t want to hurt her anymore. And this wasn¡¯t because of Anya. I wanted to make her happy because she deserved to be happy. I¡¯ve never met anyone like her in my life. She didn¡¯t deserve any of this. None of it was her fault. She got mixed up in the mess her sister and mother created. She was innocent. At least, I hoped she was. I didn¡¯t want to trust her and then have her betray me just like Anya did. I wanted to believe that she was indeed nothing like her sister. I wanted to hate Anya. I knew what she did to me. I knew what she almost did to my family. I¡¯m very aware of the wrong things she¡¯s done. I¡¯ve tried to hate her, damn it; I¡¯ve tried so f*****g hard to hate her. Even now, I wanted to hate her to make this easier. However, I couldn¡¯t; no matter how hard I tried, I couldn¡¯t hate her. If everyone knew our story, they would call me a fool for loving her after everything she¡¯d done to me. They wouldugh behind my back, and even that wouldn¡¯t change the way I saw Anya. I angrily shoved the pictures into the garbage bin in front of me. Maybe hating her would be easier if I did things like this. There was only one picture left of her, and it was still inside my wallet. I know Willow had seen that picture once. I remember feeling guilty when I caught her looking. I felt like I was being unfaithful to her. Now, after knowing how she truly felt about me, the guilt felt much worse than before. I wasn¡¯t ready to get rid of that picture yet. It was thest one I had of Anya. I¡¯d already deleted everything about her from my phone. None of it was easy for me. I was trying to clean any trace of her out of my life. But even if I did all of this, she would still be stuck in my head and heart. I¡¯d tried everything possible to move Anya out of my life, but apparently, I wasn¡¯t trying hard enough. I¡¯d gotten a soft spot for Willow. I now cared about her feelings. I¡¯ve always cared about her feelings, but it¡¯s gotten worse. I couldn¡¯t stand to see tears in her eyes, ever. Especially not tears caused by me. ¡°You don¡¯t look good.¡± Damon points that out when he sees me walking back into the house after getting rid of something I thought I would keep in my life forever. ¡°I¡¯ve been having a shitty day,¡± I admit. He sighs, ¡°Anything I could do to help you?¡± He asks. I shook my head. ¡°Anytime you or Atticus try helping me, I always end up in an even worse situation. I¡¯ll rather you two keep your suggestions to yourself.¡± He shrugs his shoulders, ¡°I was just offering.¡± ¡°I know.¡± He nods, ¡°You should know your wife ns to go out with rissa and Autumn today. I don¡¯t think they¡¯re up to any good.¡± I pause at his words, ¡°Why would you say that?¡± I ask him. ¡°Did you hear something?¡± Autumn and rissa were never up to any good. They encouraged Willow to do things that drove me f*****g crazy. I didn¡¯t want to think about what they were up to again.novelxo fast update ¡°I didn¡¯t.¡± He answers me, but I¡¯m sure he¡¯s lying. ¡°But they¡¯re going to Carter¡¯s partyter. His family¡¯s infamous yearly party. You know the kind of s**t that goes down at that beach house. His brothers will be there, looking for a new girl to target.¡± ¡°And you¡¯re f*****g letting rissa go to something like that?¡± I demand. That didn¡¯t sound like my brother at all. He sighs, ¡°My mate doesn¡¯t listen to me. You know this. The most I can do is join her. Besides, I trust her; I know she wouldn¡¯t do anything bad.¡± ¡°You¡¯ve gotten soft, brother.¡±I point out. ¡°In the past, you would have found a way to stop rissa.¡± He chuckles, ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about. Willow is the one you should be worried about, not rissa.¡± ¡°Willow?¡± I ask. ¡°Why should I be worried about Willow? She doesn¡¯t do anything crazy as long as rissa and Autumn don¡¯t get involved.¡± Damon nods, ¡°And they¡¯re both going to be at that party tonight. I don¡¯t know about you, but if that were my wife, I would be there.¡± My jaw clenches at his words. Things weren¡¯t good between Willow and me. I wasn¡¯t sure if it was a good idea to go to that party tonight. ¡°I¡¯m sure she will be fine,¡± I say, even though my heart beats uncontrobly. ¡°Will you keep an eye on her for me? Ensure that she¡¯s safe, and no one is bothering her.¡± Damon sighs, ¡°I can¡¯t promise you anything, but I¡¯ll try my best.¡± I didn¡¯t feel good about this, but I wanted to give Willow some space. Now that I knew how she felt about me, I didn¡¯t want to be around her and make things worse for her constantly. I wanted her to be happy. I was tired of ruining things for her. Chapter 214 Chapter 214 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 214 Book 3 Chapter 50 ~WILLOW~ ¡°You look breathtaking,¡± Autumn tells me. ¡°We did a great job,¡± rissa says as she high-fives Autumn. They dressed me in a short white dress as the theme of the party was to wear white. Anything white with a touch of silver. The silver was present in all other essories they ced on my body. ¡°Damon already informed Dante of the party,¡± rissa informs me. ¡°And?¡± I ask nervously with a hint of excitement. ¡°Is heing?¡± She sighs, ¡°he¡¯s noting.¡± I couldn¡¯t hide the disappointment from my face. ¡°I told you that he didn¡¯t care.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not true.¡± rissa disagreed. ¡°Even though he said he¡¯s not attending the party, he still asked Damon to look after you. Dante cares about you, and we will prove it to you tonight, just like we promised.¡± I knew he only asked Damon to look after me because that¡¯s what my sister would have wanted. I didn¡¯t bother telling this to rissa; I knew she wouldn¡¯t believe me. For some reason, she was convinced that Dante had feelings for me even though I¡¯d heard him confess that he didn¡¯t love me. He felt sorry for me, I was sure of that, but that was the only emotion he felt for me; pity. When we left the room, I was surprised to see Dante walking up the stairs towards us. I could feel my heart begin to flutter. It was no use hiding it when I¡¯d already confessed my feelings for him. I held my breath as he grew closer. Autumn and rissa remained quiet while waiting for him to see my outfit. My heart drops when he walks past me without even ncing my way. rissa looks at Autumn, and I can see the look of shock on both of their faces. They didn¡¯t expect him to walk past me without even looking at me. Just what I needed. Tonight was already not going the way they had nned. Was any of this even worth it? I didn¡¯t want to flirt with anyone other than Dante. I didn¡¯t want another man to have my attention. What if I did all of this, and it didn¡¯t change anything between Dante and me? It would all be for nothing. ¡°I know that look,¡± Autumn says. ¡°You¡¯re not giving up before the n even begins.¡± rissa agreed, and they both practically dragged me down the stairs and into the waiting jeep. Damon and Griffin quirked a brow at them as they finally got me into the vehicle. ¡°Atticus is lucky he has business with our father today.¡± Griffin groans. ¡°This is not something he would have enjoyed.¡± ¡°I think we¡¯re the lucky ones.¡± Autumn disagrees. ¡°Atticus already hates Carter. Those two shouldn¡¯t be in the same house together.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t exactly like him either.¡± Damon growls. ¡°Remember, this has nothing to do with you, Damon.¡± rissa tries to remind him. ¡°We¡¯re trying to force Dante into admitting his true feelings. So please, bear with Carter and his family for one night. We need them for our n to work.¡± ¡°I think this is just going to stir up trouble,¡± Griffin tells them. ¡°You know I¡¯m usually very supportive of your ns. However, I think this one will turn into a big mess. Willow already gets bullied. Dante doesn¡¯t exactly like that family, either. I would hate for this to go in the wrong direction.¡± ¡°We have no other option,¡± Autumn tells him. ¡°We need to do something big for Dante to open his eyes, or he¡¯ll never ept his feelings for Willow.¡± I wanted to remind them that he had no feelings for me but chose to remain quiet once more. Once Autumn and rissa¡¯s minds were made up, there was nothing anyone could do or say to change it. ¡°Were you two always plotting like this behind my back as well?¡± Damon asks suspiciously. rissaughs, ¡°Of course we were. And it worked, didn¡¯t it?¡± He shook his head but couldn¡¯t hide the smile on his face.novelxo fast update When we arrived at the party, the ce was full of people from the academy and even some new faces I hadn¡¯t seen before. ¡°I¡¯m not sure this is a good idea,¡± I mumble again. If Dante wasn¡¯t here, I didn¡¯t see the point of any of this. ¡°It is.¡± Autumn insists. ¡°Damon will send Dante pictures of you around Ares. Once Dante shows up here, trust me when I say that¡¯s all the confirmation you need.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± I ask hesitantly. She nods, ¡°You need to promise me something. If Dante shows up here, you won¡¯t give up on him. You¡¯re going to fight for him. Only if he does something incredibly stupid should you forget about trying to make your marriage work.¡± I bite my lip but eventually nod my head. Even I didn¡¯t want to give up on Dante. I wanted to give him a chance because he wasn¡¯t a bad person. He chose to love Anya despite everything she¡¯d done to him; that was proof enough of the kind of person Dante was. To me, he was worth fighting for. ¡°I promise.¡± She smiles and pulls me forward with her. rissa and Damon are to the front of us while Griffin is behind, greeting some of his friends. ¡°I didn¡¯t think you were going toe.¡± Someone says next to us. I turned to see a good-looking guy with the brightest blue eyes I¡¯d ever seen. ¡°Ares.¡± rissa smiles. ¡°You¡¯re smiling a little too much around him.¡± Damon growls. She elbows him in his chest and forces another smile. ¡°This is Willow.¡± Autumn introduces me. ¡°She¡¯s the one we were telling you about.¡± ¡°I know who Willow is.¡± He says as he looks at me. ¡°It¡¯s a pleasure to meet you. I look forward to spending the rest of the party by your side.¡± ¡°Where is that good-for-nothing brother of yours?¡± Damon asks as he looks around. ¡°You mean Carter?¡± he asks him. Damon nods. ¡°My brother will not be attending the party tonight.¡± He answers him. ¡°I¡¯m afraid he¡¯s having a little crisis in his love life.¡± rissa looks at Autumn, and I know they¡¯re thinking about Scarlett. ¡°Crisis?¡± Autumn asks. ¡°We know he yed ra and did the same to Scarlett.¡± ¡°The sisters?¡± Ares asks. ¡°Are we just going to pretend that Scarlett wasn¡¯t ying Carter too? Wasn¡¯t it all just a n to get revenge for her sister?¡± rissa rolls her eyes, ¡°we are not here to discuss this. We are here for Willow. Are you going to help us or not?¡± This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. He looks at me, and unlike Carter, something about Ares seems genuine. ¡°I said I would, and I¡¯m a man of my word.¡± ¡°Great!¡± Autumn says happily. ¡°Let¡¯s get this over with.¡± Chapter 215 Chapter 215 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 215 Book 3 Chapter 51 ~DANTE~ I tried to sleep. But I couldn¡¯t. Without Willow in the bed with me, it was damn near impossible. I¡¯d grown ustomed to having her next to me every night. Her quiet sighs, the small noises she made when she slept, her scent, opening my eyes, and seeing her in front of me. I didn¡¯t have the pleasure of any of that tonight. My bed was empty. f*****g empty. It felt like something was missing in the room and someone definitely was. She was at that dumb party. They¡¯d left over two hours ago. I¡¯d walked past her without saying anything earlier. I did it because I knew I would overreact if I saw what they¡¯d made her wear for the party. I knew I couldn¡¯t take that chance. But now I regretted it. I should have stopped; I should have asked her not to go. But why would she do that for me when I¡¯ve done nothing but hurt her? Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. I punched my pillow angrily. Damn it. It shouldn¡¯t be this hard to spend one night without her. I should have at least gone to that party with her. I knew how much those damn assholes liked bullying her. I should have gone to make sure that she was safe and not getting taken advantage of. What the hell was wrong with me? Why was I in such a mess tonight? I picked up my phone, intending to call my brother, when I realized I was acting like a maniac. I was the one convinced that I had no feelings for Willow. So then, why did all of this bother me so much? She went to a party with my family. What was there to be worried about? I should be happy that they were there to keep herpany and keep her away from danger. I knew my brothers; they wouldn¡¯t let anything happen to her. Then why am I dialing Damon¡¯s number? I can¡¯t stop myself. All I can do is watch my fingers betray me. He answered on the third ring just as I was close to ending the call. ¡°Can I help you?¡± He asks. Something in his voice bothered me, and I soon realized what it was. ¡°Are you drunk?¡± I ask him, concerned. If he were drunk, would he be keeping an eye on Willow? I couldn¡¯t count on Griffin; he would be too busy having drinks at the party as well. ¡°Maybe a little.¡± He answers me with a chuckle. ¡°Why the f**k are you getting drunk when you should be looking after Willow?¡± I demand. ¡°Do you ever look after the people I ask you to?¡± Whenever I asked him to protect Anya in the past, he only hurt her. He was beginning to piss me off. I thought it was possible for us to move past what he¡¯d done, but this only put more strain on our brotherly bond. Why could I never trust my brother to do a simple thing like protect a woman I cared about? ¡°Rx.¡± He shouts into the phone. I could hear the music sting. It did nothing to brighten my mood. ¡°You telling me to rx isn¡¯t f*****g working!¡± I growl. ¡°She¡¯s in good hands.¡± He assured me. ¡°She¡¯s with Carter¡¯s younger brother. They¡¯re having a good time. And don¡¯t worry. He¡¯s nothing like Carter. He¡¯s a good kid.¡± What.The.Fuck? ¡°I swear, Damon, you better be f*****g joking right now.¡± I threaten him. Even if it were a joke, I would still be pissed with him. ¡°It¡¯s true.¡± He insists. ¡°What younger brother?¡± I growl. ¡°Tell me his f*****g name.¡± ¡°Ares.¡± He answers me; he doesn¡¯t even sound interested in this conversation anymore. Just how much did he have to drink? I couldn¡¯t respond. I was still in shock. It¡¯s not possible. They wouldn¡¯t all sit back and let Willow hang out with Ares. He wasn¡¯t as bad as Carter, but he novelxo fast updatewas still a Prince, and those men didn¡¯t know how to be nice to a woman. ¡°You don¡¯t believe me?¡± He asks as I feel my phone vibrate against my ear. ¡°Check your messages.¡± I end the call and do as he says. A chill runs down my spine when I see Ares with his arms around Willow as they sit beside each other on a sofa. A low growl forces its way out of my throat. I didn¡¯t even waste a second as I rushed out of my room and grabbed my keys. I couldn¡¯t f*****g believe it. One day I left Willow alone with my family, and they chose to let this happen. I would never do something like that to them. If they asked me to look after someone, I would do it the right f*****g way. Who could I even trust anymore? I stare at the picture on my phone, and curses leave my mouth. Why did this bother me so much? Why the f**k did I want to kill Ares for even talking to my wife? It happened in the past when those men werementing on her body. I didn¡¯t think twice about making them all pay. I told myself that I didn¡¯t want Anya to be disappointed in me. I said to myself that Anya wouldn¡¯t want other men looking at her sister in that way. But what excuse did I have now? Willow seemed to be enjoying the conversation with Ares. Both of them seemed happy. She looks happier with him than she¡¯s ever looked with me. If I weren¡¯t such a selfish asshole, I would have left her to have a good time with him. But I was selfish and I didn¡¯t want to see her with him or anyone else. I don¡¯t know the f*****g reason for this yet, but I didn¡¯t have time to figure it out. I jumped into my jeep and raced out of the garage. I knew exactly where I was heading. f**k Carter, and f**k his brothers. They were always making our lives miserable. The thought of Ares doing more than just putting his arms around Willow made me suddenly panic. What the f**k? What¡¯s wrong with me? What the hell was my problem? I didn¡¯t have feelings for Willow. I loved Anya. Only Anya. So why did I feel like I was about to lose my f*****g mind? Chapter 216 Chapter 216 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 216 Book 3 Chapter 52 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Can you excuse me for a second?¡± I ask Ares. He nods, and I walk over to where Autumn and everyone else stands, looking at us. ¡°I don¡¯t think I can do this anymore,¡± I confess. It was hard to pretend I was having a good time. We were in a more private area of the house just so that rumors about me and Ares wouldn¡¯t spread all over. Autumn and rissa had thought about everything to protect me. But I knew they wouldn¡¯t be able to protect me from Dante if my actions tonight angered him. ¡°Why can¡¯t you?¡± rissa demands. ¡°It doesn¡¯t even look like Dante ising,¡± I say. It¡¯s been over two hours, and there was no sign of him. ¡°He called a few minutes ago,¡± Damon tells me. ¡°I acted like I was drunk and like none of us were keeping an eye on you. Trust me; my brother will be here.¡± Even Damon seemed convinced that he would be here. ¡°Just keep talking to Ares for a few more minutes.¡± Autumn tries to persuade me. ¡°If Dante still doesn¡¯t show up, then we can stop all of this and go home. I promise.¡± I sigh. I¡¯d made it this far already; I could wait a few more minutes for Dante. I was inwardly praying for him to show up. This was the only sign I needed from him to keep fighting for our marriage. I f****d myself to walk back to Ares, who was waiting for me, with a smile. He wasn¡¯t that bad of a person. He didn¡¯t try anything weird or make me feel ufortable. I wasn¡¯t sure why he was helping me. ¡°He will show up.¡± He promises me as I take my seat next to him once more. ¡°Even you¡¯re convinced that he will?¡± I ask. He nods. ¡°You¡¯re his wife. If he cares for you at all, he will be here. My brothers and I have sort of a reputation. It isn¡¯t always true what people say about us, but it will be enough to bring Dante Fawn here to take his wife away.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°I don¡¯t believe you. Dante will note. Also, I¡¯ve heard the rumors about your family. I¡¯ve seen the way Carter acts. He is a yer. I believe at least some of the rumors are true.¡± He sighs and leans closer to me, ¡°Don¡¯t believe everything you hear. My brother isn¡¯t that bad. If you get to know him, you¡¯ll agree with me. Also, I¡¯m pretty sure your boyfriend is already here.¡± ¡°My boyfriend?¡± I ask, confused. ¡°Dante Fawn.¡± ¡°He¡¯s my husband.¡± I remind him. He winks at me, ¡°I prefer to call him your boyfriend.¡± I ignore him, ¡°why do you think he¡¯s already here?¡± Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. I didn¡¯t see a single sign of Dante anywhere. Was he saying this to mess with me? He leans back against the sofa with both hands behind his head. ¡°I¡¯ve been timing him. He called Damon a few minutes ago. If he¡¯s angry after seeing you with me, he is most likely driving at full speed. That means that he should be here by now. He¡¯s probably parking recklessly, with no care in the world, barging through the crowds looking for the both of us. It will take him longer than usual since we¡¯re in this private area, but I¡¯m sure he will find you soon enough.¡± I gape at him. ¡°You have quite an imagination.¡± He grins, ¡°Or maybe I just checked my phone and saw your boyfriend barging into the house through the cameras like he wants to murder someone. Most likely me.¡± My mouth parts. ¡°You¡¯re lying.¡± ¡°Three.¡± He whispers. ¡°Two. . . One.¡±novelxo fast update The door flew open suddenly, and my head snapped in its direction. Just like Ares and everyone else promised me, standing in front of me with a murderous expression on his face was none other than Dante. ¡°Ares,¡± Dante says his name like he wants to rip his neck from his body. Ares doesn¡¯t look afraid. Maybe it¡¯s because his brothers are all over the house. If anything happens to him, they will be here in a split second. Ares stands up to greet him, and I begin to panic. This wasn¡¯t the right person for Dante to start a fight with. It wouldn¡¯t end well for anyone here. I immediately jump in front of Ares. Dante looks shocked by my actions. He might think that I was trying to protect Ares from him, but I was doing the exact opposite. I was trying to protect him. ¡°Look who¡¯s finally joined us!¡± Damon says as he hits Dante on his back. ¡°We¡¯ve been waiting for you.¡± Dante growls at his brother. ¡°Stay the f**k out of my way Damon.¡± ¡°Having some problems with your brother?¡± Ares asks. ¡°I can help you both out.¡± ¡°Why don¡¯t I help you break your nose first?¡± Dante threatens him. ¡°I¡¯m sensing a lot of tension in here,¡± Ares says as he sniffs the air. ¡°Let¡¯s all calm down,¡± rissa says as she tries to ease the tension. Dante takes another step toward Ares, and I quickly ce both hands on his chest to stop him from moving forward. His eyes look hurt as he gazes at me, ¡°Move your hands, Willow.¡± I shook my head. ¡°Please, let¡¯s just go.¡± ¡°Move. Your. Hands.¡± I was beginning to panic. If I didn¡¯t stop Dante from picking a fight with Ares, there¡¯s no telling what would happen here tonight. Since I never thought that Dante woulde, I didn¡¯t have the chance to prepare for any of this. What am I supposed to do now? Chapter 217 Chapter 217 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 217 Book 3 Chapter 53 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Are you not going to move?¡± Dante asks for thest time. He would have to forcibly move me if he wanted me to get out of the way. I would never let him walk straight into trouble, not while I was alive. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°We were just talking, and Ares was very respectful¡ª¡± I don¡¯t get to finish my sentence when Dante grabs me by my waist and throws me over his shoulder. ¡°Dante!¡± I gasp. ¡°What are you doing?¡± He doesn¡¯t answer me as he storms out of the room with me still in his arms. I could see all the surprised looks as everyone began taking pictures of us. This was sure to make the headlines by the end of the night. At least I was being photographed with Dante and not Ares. I don¡¯t bother trying to get down from him. I liked that he was carrying me. Did this mean that everyone was right all along? Did Dante have feelings for me but didn¡¯t realize it yet? I could feel my heart fill with hope at the possibility of Dante liking me. I never thought it would be possible for Dante to ever have feelings for anyone other than Anya. I didn¡¯t want to get my hopes up. There was still a chance that he was doing this because it would be what Anya would have wanted from him. Dante opens his Jeep and practically throws me onto the seat. I¡¯m extremely quiet but giddy with happiness as he leans over and buckles me in. His scent fills my nose, and I lean in to smell him some more. Dante doesn¡¯t seem to realize as he pulls away and walks to the driver¡¯s side. He was still very pissed. I could tell by the vein in his head that threatened to pop. ¡°Are you upset with me?¡± I asked before he could even start the vehicle. He ces both hands on the steering wheel and stares straight ahead. ¡°Why were you in there with him?¡± he asks, ignoring my question. ¡°There were so many other ces in that house for you to be in, yet you chose to be on a small sofa with another man while his arms were around you.¡± ¡°His arms weren¡¯t around me.¡± I disagreed. ¡°His arm was behind me, but it wasn¡¯t touching me.¡± Dante growls, and I try not to be intimidated by him. ¡°Do you understand how much worse all of this could have ended if someone else had seen the two of you like that?¡± he asks me. ¡°We recently went on a damn trip to an ind just to stop the rumors about our marriage, and a few dayster, you¡¯re already doing something that could reverse it all.¡± ¡°Are you trying to say that I¡¯m the reason behind all the rumors?¡± I demand. ¡°Because I¡¯m absolutely sure that your behavior towards me is what started the rumors, to begin with. Everyone can see the truth in your eyes and actions, Dante. They can clearly see that there is a big difference in the way you treated Anya in the past and how you treat me now.¡± His jaw clenches, and he aggressively starts the Jeep. ¡°Just like you to run from everything.¡± I snap. ¡°You can¡¯t give a response because you know it¡¯s the truth. I¡¯m not at fault for any of this, and you know it.¡± He leans back against the seat and closes his eyes. I can tell that he was trying to regain control of his emotions. ¡°I know you aren¡¯t to me for any of this, Willow. I f*****g know it.¡± He growls. ¡°That doesn¡¯t make any of this easier. In fact, your innocence in all of this makes everything so much harder for me.¡± ¡°Well, then maybe I should stop being so innocent,¡± I suggest. His head snaps in my direction, and I can see my words have angered him. ¡°Just because it makes things harder for me doesn¡¯t mean I want you to change that about yourself.¡± ¡°Let¡¯s be honest with each other, Dante. You would be much happier if I were more like Anya!¡± I shout. ¡°The reason this marriage can¡¯t work is because I¡¯m nothing like my sister. So maybe, I should be more like her because, unlike you, I actually want our marriage to work.¡± Dante looks at me like I¡¯ve just lost my mind. ¡°Willow¡ª¡±novelxo fast update ¡°Don¡¯t try and tell me otherwise.¡± I snap. ¡°Were you even here for me tonight?¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± he asks as his forehead creases. ¡°Tell me the truth, Dante. Did youe here tonight because you didn¡¯t want to see me with Ares, or did youe because it¡¯s what Anya would have wanted you to do?¡± I demand. ¡°Everything you do is because of her. Even after she¡¯s no longer here, you still do things to please her. Did you also do this for her, or did you do it for me?¡± I could feel my heart pound in my chest as I waited for him to answer me. He¡¯s broken my heart so much recently; I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if he did it again. ¡°Willow, I don¡¯t know how to answer that.¡± He finally says. I narrow my eyes, ¡°it¡¯s a simple question, Dante. It shouldn¡¯t be that hard for you to answer me. As your wife, I deserve to know. Did youe here for me, or did youe for my sister?¡± Chapter 218 Chapter 218 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 218 Book 3 Chapter 54 ~DANTE~ I couldn¡¯t look away from her piercing gaze as she waited for me to give her an answer. Did Ie here for her, or did Ie for Anya? I already knew the answer to that question. I didn¡¯t need to think twice. I was here for Willow. Only Willow. My promise to Anya had nothing to do with my decisions tonight. However, for some reason, the following words that came out of my mouth were the exact opposite. ¡°Anya would have wanted me to be there for you tonight.¡± I lie. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t have wanted you tond yourself in more trouble. I was doing what she would have wanted me to do.¡± All lies¡ªall of it. Why the hell couldn¡¯t I just tell her the truth? Why did it scare me to admit that I came here for her? Was I afraid that she would take it the wrong way? Was I terrified she would take advantage of me as Anya had done? What was my f*****g reason? Whatever my reason was, it wasn¡¯t worth seeing the pain on her face. Her bottom lip trembles uncontrobly as she turns her face so she no longer looks my way. She says nothing to me as I pull out of the driveway. The guilt in my chest was growing. I should have told her the truth. I should have said to her that I came here for her. Why was it so hard for me to admit it? f*****g Ares. I could see his stupid face in my head. He was in that room, smirking at me. Smirking! And Willow protected him from me. She stood in front of him like he was someone that she needed to protect. Nothing had f*****g hurt as much as that did. I didn¡¯t want her protecting some pathetic fool unless that fool was me. Why did she protect him from me? She barely knew that guy. She¡¯d only spoken to him once, as far as I knew. They couldn¡¯t have gotten that close so quickly. She told me that she thought she was in love with me. Did she already change her mind? Did she have feelings for him now? ¡°Do you like him?¡±novelxo fast update It took me a while to realize I¡¯d asked that question out loud. I can feel her gaze, but my eyes are stuck on the road. I couldn¡¯t look her in the face; I was scared she could see through my lies. ¡°Do I like who?¡± she asks; her voice sounds shaky, and it bothers me more than it should. ¡°f*****g Ares,¡± I growl. ¡°Do you like him?¡± She grows quiet at my question, and I steal a nce at her. She isn¡¯t looking at me anymore. She¡¯s staring straight ahead, and she looks like she¡¯s lost in her own thoughts. ¡°Willow?¡± I ask again. ¡°Aren¡¯t you going to answer me?¡± ¡°Whether I like him or not shouldn¡¯t have anything to do with you.¡± She says without any emotion in her voice. My jaw clenched, and my hands were close to breaking the steering wheel in half. ¡°You¡¯re married to me. Of course, it has something to do with me. I should know if you have feelings for someone else.¡± ¡°No.¡± She snaps. ¡°You don¡¯t have the right to know anything. You¡¯ve had feelings for my sister since the start of our marriage. You¡¯ve been so in love with her that you couldn¡¯t see how much you hurt me. Tonight you had the audacity to admit that you only came because of Anya and not because of me. So no, Dante, I do not owe you any answers or exnations. From now on, we should both just pretend that we aren¡¯t married. You¡¯ve been doing that so well already; now it¡¯s my turn.¡± I couldn¡¯t listen to this anymore. The thought of Willow acting like we aren¡¯t a married couple and being closer to men like Ares was sending me f*****g insane. I pulled the jeep into a side street and angrily got out. My initial intention was to clear my head for a few seconds before getting back into the jeep, but I ended up doing something totally different. My body has a mind of its own as I pull her door open and unbuckle her seatbelt. ¡°What do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± she demands. I grab her waist and pull her out of the vehicle. I do not stop until she is trapped between the jeep and my body.Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. We¡¯re both breathing hard as I gaze into her eyes. I¡¯m very aware of her perfect body pressed up against mine but I couldn¡¯t let it distract me tonight. I couldn¡¯t hold it back anymore. I wanted to keep the truth from her, but she had to know. She had to. ¡°I didn¡¯te because of Anya.¡± I finally blurt out. ¡°What?¡± she asks as she waits for me to exin myself. ¡°You asked me earlier if I came for Anya or because of you.¡± I remind her. ¡°I¡¯m telling you that I came for you. Not for Anya or anyone else. I came because of you, Willow.¡± Her lips parted slightly, and right now, all I could think about was kissing them. ¡°But I asked you earlier, and you told me you came because of Anya. You said that it¡¯s what she would have wanted you to do.¡± She reminds me of my earlier words. She didn¡¯t need to remind me; I remembered the lie I had told. ¡°I lied,¡± I whisper. ¡°I lied, Willow. I came for you. I promise, I only came for you.¡± Chapter 219 Chapter 219 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 219 Book 3 Chapter 55 ~WILLOW~ Did he reallye for me? And not for my sister? How could that be? Why did he lie earlier? What could have possibly been the reason for that lie? ¡°Why did you lie?¡± I whisper. ¡°Is it so hard to ept that there¡¯s a possibility that you might care for me?¡± His eyes look dark with some unknown emotion as he gazes down at me. ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± he whispers in a defeated tone. ¡°I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening to me, Willow.¡± His body goes still briefly, and he tilts his head to the side. ¡°Hold on.¡± He whispers. ¡°Don¡¯t say anything.¡± I remain quiet as I wait for him to exin his strange behavior. ¡°Fuck.¡± He growls. ¡°They followed us to take pictures of us.¡± ¡°Who followed us?¡± I ask as I try to look around. He cups my face with both hands and forces me to keep my eyes on him. ¡°Don¡¯t.¡± He orders me. ¡°I don¡¯t want them to know I¡¯m aware of them.¡± ¡°Is it another photographer?¡± I ask. He shook his head. ¡°These aren¡¯t from my parents, I¡¯m sure.¡± This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I held my breath as Dante gently pressed one finger on my bottom lip before letting go. There¡¯s something in his eyes that make me shiver from head to toe. Before I could respond, he did thest thing I expected him to do. He covers my mouth with his own, and I swear I almost die against his jeep in the middle of nowhere. It was very unexpected, and I think this is the reason why I can¡¯t seem to find my breath. He takes both of my hands and ces them above my head, preventing me from stopping the kiss. I don¡¯t think he realizes that there wasn¡¯t anything in this world that would possibly make me stop him from kissing me. He shoves his body harder against mine, and I can feel every part of him pressed up against me. I gasp against his lips, and he uses that opportunity to stick his tongue into my mouth. I was melting. My knees felt weak, and I was having trouble standing. I was happy for the support of his body; I needed it, especially now. He deepens the kiss, and I can¡¯t stop the moan that escapes my mouth.novelxo fast update Dante lets go of my hands suddenly. To my disappointment, he also stops the kiss. He leans his forehead against mine for a few seconds. ¡°Get inside the jeep.¡± He says in a hoarse whisper. His breath is warm against my ear, sending a chill down my spine. It takes me a few seconds to collect my thoughts, but I eventually do as he asks. I watch as he walks over to the other side and jumps into the jeep. He reversed out of the street, and I saw the shes before me. They were taking pictures of us all along, just like Dante said. ¡°I¡¯m sorry I had to do that to you, Willow.¡± He apologizes when we have driven far away from them. ¡°I had to give them something to write about. Anything to prove that our marriage is not a failure. If I didn¡¯t, the rumors about you would only have worsened.¡± Of course, he hadn¡¯t kissed me because he wanted to; he only did it for the rumors to stop. Still, earlier, he admitted that he¡¯d lied abouting for me because of his promise to Anya. But that could have been to prevent any more rumors, just like the kiss tonight. I turn to look at him. He was focused on the road, but there was something bothering him. I had to know the truth. I knew he at least didn¡¯te for Anya but for me. However, I had to know if this was done to protect his family¡¯s reputation. Did his parents force him toe like they usually did? ¡°You said that you came because of me.¡± I remind him. ¡°Why? Why did youe for me? Was it to prevent any more rumors about our marriage?¡± His hands tighten on the steering wheel. ¡°You never gave me an answer. Do you like Ares? Were you with him because you wanted to be there, or was there another reason?¡± Was he avoiding my question by trying to distract me with questions of his own? I wanted to get a reaction out of him. This was my chance to prove that Dante had feelings for me. This might be my only chance. He lied to me earlier. It was my turn to tell my lie and see his reaction. ¡°Tell me, Willow.¡± He tries again. ¡°Do you like Ares?¡± I take a deep breath; I never liked ying with Dante¡¯s feelings. I always tried to be honest with him, but it had to be done today. I didn¡¯t have another choice. I had to lie to him. ¡°I don¡¯t know when it happened or why it happened, but I do like him.¡± I finally say. ¡°I like Ares.¡± Chapter 220 Chapter 220 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 220 Book 3 Chapter 56 ~WILLOW~ One second passes. Then another. And another. I see the moment my words finally hit Dante, striking him. I wait to see his reaction. It was slow at first but I was finally seeing the effect of my words. I can see the shock on his face as he tries toe to terms with my confession. My lips part when he stops the jeep in the middle of the road without a care in the world. Luckily, there was no one behind us. He slowly turns to look at me, and I can see the disbelief in his eyes. ¡°What did you just say?¡± He doesn¡¯t want to believe he¡¯d heard me correctly. It makes me scared to repeat my words. ¡°You asked me if I liked Ares. I said that I do like him.¡± I repeat, even though it was one of the hardest things I¡¯ve ever had to force myself to say. It was also one of the biggest lies I¡¯ve ever told. Dante always ims that everything he does for me is to fulfill his promises to my sister. This time, it can¡¯t possibly have any links to her. He couldn¡¯t get upset just because I liked someone else. She didn¡¯t ask him to prevent me from liking someone other than him. She asked him to marry me and protect me. That was all. If he was angry with me because of what I¡¯d said, it would have nothing to do with Anya. The only reason Dante could ever get upset over this is if he had some feelings for me. This was my only way of confirming this. So far, I was almostpletely positive that he did, in fact, have feelings for me. I watch as his forehead creases and his eyes narrow a little. His hands are clenched to his side; he¡¯s no longer holding the steering wheel. ¡°You like him?¡± he asks in disbelief. I can barely recognize his voice. I¡¯ve never heard him speak so softly in the past. I almost didn¡¯t hear him. I nodded even though my heart was begging me to stop. I couldn¡¯t. I had to know the truth. I had to know that Dante at least liked me. ¡°Does it hurt?¡± I whisper. He frowns at me, ¡°What?¡± ¡°Does it hurt when I say that I like him?¡± I ask. I can¡¯t hide the desperation in my voice. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± he whispers. ¡°What does that have to do with any of this?¡± ¡°Can¡¯t you just answer me?¡± I demand. ¡°I want to know if it hurts when I say I like him. Do I need to say it some more?¡±novelxo fast update He doesn¡¯t give me an answer. ¡°Fine.¡± I snap. ¡°I¡¯ll keep repeating it until you give me an answer. I like Ares; I like Ares, I like¡ª¡± I don¡¯t get to finish my sentence when Dante grabs me by my waist and pulls me on top of him. He grabs my cheeks and buries his face in my neck. I couldn¡¯t move. I can¡¯t breathe. If he kept this up, I would die from no air in my lungs. ¡°Yes, it f*****g hurts Willow.¡± He finally admits. ¡°It f*****g hurts so much. Is that what you want me to say? Why do you want me to admit that it hurts? Does that somehow make you happy?¡± I was happy with his response, but I was not happy that I was hurting him. I can¡¯t find my voice. I want to tell him it was all a lie, but I can¡¯t seem to form any words in my mouth. ¡°I don¡¯t know why it hurts.¡± He whispers. I can hear the distress in his voice. ¡°It shouldn¡¯t hurt this much, but it does, and I don¡¯t f*****g know why, Willow. I¡¯ve never felt pain like this before. You told me that there was a chance that you loved me. When did that all change? How can you love me but like him? It doesn¡¯t make any sense. Are you just like Anya? Are you trying to y with my f*****g heart as well?¡± I stop moving at his question. It was true that I was ying with his heart but for entirely different reasons. Anya wanted to gain his trust and use him. All I wanted was his love. We were not the same. We wantedpletely different things. She never saw him the way that I see him now. How can we be the same? I knew I couldn¡¯t keep this up anymore, not when he reminded me of everything my sister did to him. I didn¡¯t want to be like her. I didn¡¯t want to be the reason that Dante was in pain. ¡°I don¡¯t like Ares.¡± I blurt out. ¡°I said I did, but I was lying, just like you lied earlier.¡± His body freezes against mine. ¡°I can¡¯t possibly love you and like him at the same time Dante. Just like you said.¡± I exin to him. ¡°I lied. I promise that it was all a lie. I¡¯m not my sister. I will never do the things she did to you. I will never take advantage of your kindness.¡± My hands are now in his hair as I try tofort him. He may not know why it hurts, but I did. His family was right; he did have feelings for me. Because of his love for my sister, he didn¡¯t want to ept it. I understand that now. ¡°Why did you lie to me, Willow?¡± He asks suddenly, his question crashes into my thoughts, and I swallow hard. What should I say to that? Should I tell him the truth?This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. Chapter 221 Chapter 221 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 221 Book 3 Chapter 57 ~DANTE~ I couldn¡¯t believe what I was hearing. Why would she do this to me? She¡¯d made me vulnerable in front of her. Just like Anya had done, she imed she was nothing like her sister, but for the first time since I¡¯d met Willow, I could finally see simrities between them. ¡°Why Willow?¡± I croak. ¡°Why did you intentionally lie to me? What could you have possibly gained by doing that?¡± She doesn¡¯t answer me, and I slowly move my face from her neck to stare into her eyes. They¡¯re wide with panic. What does she have to be so scared about? I grab her arms and re at her, ¡°Are you sure this wasn¡¯t a game for you like it was for Anya? She constantly yed tricks like that on me until, one day; she finally spoke the truth. She confessed that she never loved me. Are you doing the same thing your sister did to me, Willow?¡± Rain begins to pour around us heavily. Willow winces at the roaring thunder and shes of lightning. I don¡¯t move an inch. I¡¯m focused on every single movement that she makes as I wait for her to give me an answer. I squeeze her arm tighter, ¡°Answer me, Willow. Answer me!¡± My jaw clenches, and I push the door open despite the rain. It didn¡¯t look like I would get an answer from her. Her eyes widen, ¡°what are you doing?¡± I lift her off me and ce her on the seat as I walk out into the rain, leaving her behind. I knew I was in the middle of the road. I knew I was doing something f*****g risky by being here, but I had no care in the world right now. I was pissed, confused, and filled with many emotions I didn¡¯t understand. I needed to calm down before I spoke to Willow again. I didn¡¯t want to say anything to hurt her. ¡°Dante!¡± I could hear Willow screaming my name. ¡°Get back in the jeep! You¡¯re getting soaked!¡± Why did she care? She didn¡¯t care a second ago when she lied to me about liking Ares. How do I even know for sure that it was a lie? Maybe she¡¯d lied to sneak around with Ares behind my back. That was something Anya was good at doing. No, Anya didn¡¯t even have to sneak around behind my back. She did it in front of me. I let out a frustrated roar at my miserable life. The pain never stopped. It always got worse. With Willow in my life, the pain was not getting any easier for me to handle. She brought a new kind of pain with her. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn¡¯t realize Willow was running towards me until it was toote. She crashes into my arms and hugs me tightly against her body.novelxo fast update ¡°I¡¯m sorry for lying, Dante.¡± She cries. ¡°I never meant to hurt you. I did it for selfish reasons. I promise you that I¡¯m nothing like my sister. I will never do the things to you that she did to you. I will never hurt you as she did. Anya may not have loved you, but I promise I do.¡± I didn¡¯t think there was a single word in this world to ease the pain in my chest, but hearing Willow admit that she was nothing like Anya, hearing her admit that she truly loved me did something to me. It calmed the storm in my heart. ¡°I love you, Dante.¡± She cries against my chest. My breath hitches when she grabs my shirt and screams, ¡°I love you. Only you. I don¡¯t like anyone else. I promise you¡¯re the only man I¡¯ll ever love for the rest of my life. I¡¯m not my sister. If I say I love you, I mean it. I love only you.¡± I grab Willow from her waist and push her away from me. Her eyes widen, and I can see the pain in her eyes from my rejection. f**k me. I couldn¡¯t say no to her. Not when she looked at me like that. The rejection doesn¡¯tst long because it only takes a second for me to give in to her. Her eyes widen when I move towards her, she doesn¡¯t move backward from me, and it only pleases me more. I grab her by her waist and shove her against my Jeep. I pulled her hair; her head was pushed back so that she could stare straight into my eyes. Damn it. Why was everything about her so damn perfect? Why couldn¡¯t I gaze into her eyes without acting like a man who was starving for his woman? What hold did this woman have on me? ¡°Say it again.¡± I needed to hear her say it. I needed to know that she loved me. Her eyes are filled with raw passion as she whispers, ¡°I love you.¡± I move my lips to her ear, gently touching her skin as I growl ¡°louder.¡± This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°I love you.¡± She obeys. ¡°Still not f*****g loud enough, Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°I need you to shout it so that the f*****g world knows you belong to me. I need you to scream it loud enough so men like Ares Prince know you¡¯re f*****g mine.¡± ¡°I LOVE YOU, DANTE!¡± She screams at the top of her lungs, and my heart is filled with so much joy that I can barely contain it. ¡°Thank you for not being anything like Anya,¡± I whisper against her lips before crashing my mouth to hers. Chapter 222 Chapter 222 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 222 Book 3 Chapter 58 ~WILLOW~ I cry when Dante grabs my legs and guides them around his waist before pressing me harder against his jeep. His mouth was aggressive and hungry as he practically devoured my lips. I¡¯ve had his kisses in the past before, but none of thempared to this one. It felt wild and free like he was finally kissing me without the thought of my sister in the back of his mind. He didn¡¯t give a care in the world that we were in the middle of the road, and for some reason, neither did I. I moaned into his mouth and buried my hands in his hair. I was dying to bring him closer to me. ¡°Your body is the softest I¡¯ve ever had the pleasure of having in my arms.¡± He growls against my lips before deepening the kiss even more. I pull on his hair to force his lips apart from mine. His eyes were wide with surprise that I¡¯d just stopped the kiss. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± He whispers. ¡°Was I too rough?¡± I could see the horror in his eyes at the possibility of being too rough with me. I shook my head, ¡°touch me.¡± I beg. ¡°Please touch me.¡± His eyes darken with passion and need, ¡°where?¡± I guide his hands to my breasts. His eyes are growing darker by the second as he stares at them through my dress. I didn¡¯t wear a b*a today. The white dress was a thin material, and I knew he could see everything now that it was wet and sticking to my skin. ¡°You didn¡¯t wear a f*****g b*a to meet that asshole!¡± He growls. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you wear a f*****g b*a Willow?¡± Was he jealous? ¡°He¡¯s not the one I¡¯m in the middle of the road with, in the pouring rain begging that he touches me.¡± I remind him. His eyes lit up at my words, and a low growl tore from the back of his throat. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. His lips are against my ear once more, ¡°he also doesn¡¯t get to see your bare breasts as you¡¯re pressed up against my jeep.¡± My bare b-breasts? But my dress was still¡ª My eyes widen when he rips my dress from my body. ¡°You wore this to see him today. I¡¯ll get another one for you.¡± He hissed before burying his lips in my neck.novelxo fast update ¡°No.¡± I cry out as he continues to devour my neck. ¡°I didn¡¯t wear it for him; I promise I wore it for you. To get a reaction out of you. But you passed me straight in the hallway. You didn¡¯t even spare a second to look at me.¡± My bare breasts felt happy to be pressed against him. I wish his shirt weren¡¯t between us. He moves his lips to my chin, and he kisses me there before moving closer to my ear, ¡°I had to.¡± He confesses. ¡°I couldn¡¯t look at you, Willow. If I¡¯d seen what you were wearing, I would have lost my freaking mind. I knew I would have begged you not to go if I saw you. That¡¯s why I f****d myself not to look at you, but I swear to you, it wasn¡¯t f*****g easy. It¡¯s never easy to ignore someone like you.¡± It was a shock to know that Dante had wanted to look at me. It was even more shocking to learn that he would have begged me to stay home and not go to the party. If he¡¯d done that, I would have listened to him. I would have stayed with him. ¡°Don¡¯t ever leave like that again.¡± He demands from me as he moves his mouth closer to my breasts. ¡°I couldn¡¯t f*****g sleep, Willow. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening to me, but I¡¯m already so f*****g attached to you. I need you in my bed every night beside me, or I¡¯ll never be able to sleep a day in my life again.¡± I cry out when he covers my n****e with his mouth, he sucks on it, but he¡¯s very gentle as he stares into my eyes. My back moves off the jeep, and Dante opens the back door and pushes me inside as he climbs in right after me. ¡°Where do you want me?¡± He asks as he buries his face against my breasts. ¡°Where do you want my lips, Willow? Where do you want my hands? I¡¯ll do anything you want from me tonight.¡± I could feel the aching between my legs. I wanted him there, but I didn¡¯t want his lips or his hands. I wanted something else. Something that only he could give to me. I didn¡¯t know how to say it. I didn¡¯t know how to tell him what I needed. So I decided to show him instead. I slowly move my hands down his chest, to his stomach, and then lower. I could feel him hard and ready for me between my legs. ¡°f**k Willow.¡± He growls when I finally touch him down there. My eyes widened at how big he felt in my hand, his jeans were still on, and even that couldn¡¯t prevent me from feeling him. A loud crash sends my body flying; Dante grabs my head and cradles me against his chest so that he gets most of the impact. What the hell was happening? His jeep stops moving briefly, and Dante gets up to see who¡¯d just crashed into us. He still has me cradled against his chest as he stares out the window. His eyes widen, ¡°Get out of the jeep, Willow!¡± He roars suddenly. W-what? Chapter 223 Chapter 223 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 223 Book 3 Chapter 59 ~WILOW~ Before I could understand what he was trying to tell me, I heard another loud bang. Whoever it was that had hit us a few seconds ago was doing it again. It wasn¡¯t an ident; they intentionally hit us from the back. Dante throws his shirt over my body before throwing me out of the jeep. I thought I would hit the ground, but to my surprise, he shifted right before my eyes, and my body fell on top of his wolf before I even had a chance to hit the ground. It was the first time I was face to face with Dante¡¯s wolf. Strangely, he brought me greatfort. I held onto him as he raced through the woods with me on his back. I couldn¡¯t resist rubbing my hands on his ck fur; there were even some spots of brown. He was beautiful and huge. He looked like he could take down multiple other wolves simultaneously. He moved so quickly that I couldn¡¯t tell if someone was following us. I buried my face against his fur and held on even tighter as he increased his speed. Dante doesn¡¯t stop until we are in front of his home. When he slowed, I slowly got down from on top of him. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. His wolf turns to look at me with curious eyes. He slowly moves towards me, and I don¡¯t move an inch. I let him sniff my neck and my hands before he moves backward. Damon¡¯s jeep pulls up beside us, and he gets out with rissa. Autumn and Griffin exit next. Dante shifts back into his human form, and Damon throws him his pants. ¡°What the hell happened?¡± Damon demands. ¡°I saw your jeep, and it¡¯s f*****g totaled. Did you get into an ident?¡±novelxo fast update Dante looks at me, ignoring Damon. ¡°Are you okay?¡± He asks as he approaches me. I¡¯m shocked by his concern. I nod, and only when he seems convinced I¡¯m not hurt does he turn back toward his brother. ¡°Someone hit us from the back.¡± He tells him. ¡°At first, I thought it was an ident, but then they intentionally hit us again. I took Willow and ran with her. I didn¡¯t stop until I saw the house.¡± ¡°Someone attacked you?¡± rissa asks in horror. ¡°Who the hell is after you?¡± Dante shrugged, ¡°It looked like a grey truck, but I couldn¡¯t get a good look at it or the driver since it was raining so much.¡± ¡°What the f**k is happening again?¡± Griffin demands. ¡°Do we have another psycho person out for us?¡± I wince at his question. I knew thest psychos after his family happened to be my family. ¡°Sorry, Willow.¡± He apologizes when he remembers that I was here. ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± I assure him. I knew the damage my mother and sister had brought to their family. Dante runs a hand down his face, ¡°I should have stayed back. I should have fought, but I was too worried about Willow. The thought of whoever it wasing for her terrified me. I had to get her out of there to safety.¡± My lips part, and rissa¡¯s eyebrows nearly hit her head. Autumn¡¯s expression mirrors her own. They¡¯re both just as surprised as I am to hear Dante admit he was worried about my safety. I don¡¯t think he even realizes how concerned he is for me. He¡¯s too caught up in everything to understand what he¡¯d just said in front of everyone. ¡°You think they were there for Willow?¡± Damon frowns. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± Dante sighs. ¡°I can¡¯t exin it. I just had this bad feeling in my chest. I hope I¡¯m wrong.¡± Autumn turns towards me, ¡°is there someone that could be after you?¡± She asks me. ¡°Did your sister and mother have any enemies you may have neglected to tell us?¡± I shook my head, ¡°I don¡¯t think so. My mother and sister often kept everything from me. I didn¡¯t even know about their ns to destroy your family until I heard from you. They kept every single thing from me. I was always locked up at home. They never let me go anywhere unless they were also with me.¡± They all look like they pity me, and I hate the look on their faces. ¡°That seems strange, doesn¡¯t it?¡± rissa asks Damon. ¡°Why would they hide her from the world? Why would they keep her locked up and away from everyone else? It almost seems like her mother was hiding her from someone.¡± I never thought about it like that. Why would my mother need to hide me from anyone? She never mentioned anything to me. I always thought that they kept me from school because they didn¡¯t have enough money to send me. But could there have been another reason all this time? Were those people responsible for hitting Dante¡¯s jeep after me and not him? Chapter 224 Chapter 224 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 224 Book 3 Chapter 60 ~DANTE~ The thought of someone being after Willow makes me sick. I would never stand back and let someone hurt her. But why would anyone want to hurt her? I can¡¯t help but steal a nce at her and that¡¯s when I notice something I¡¯ve seen multiple times in the past. ¡°It¡¯s happening again,¡± I shout as Willow begins to faint right before me. I grab her just before she can hit the ground and rush into the house with her in my arms. Thest time this happened, I took too long to get her in front of the fire. Not today. I moved as fast as I could. I held her close to my chest as I waited for her body to return to its normal temperature. ¡°Why does this keep happening to her?¡± I demanded from Damon even though I knew he couldn¡¯t answer me. None of us knew what this was. ¡°We can¡¯t keep letting this happen,¡± rissa says. ¡°We need to find answers. If the doctors can¡¯t help us, we must find someone else. There¡¯s something wrong with her, and we must find out what it is before it worsens.¡± I agreed. I knew it was serious, but now the real fear was kicking in. I¡¯d never been this terrified of seeing her like this. ¡°Do you think those people were really after her?¡± rissa asks. The fear in her voice mirrored the fear that I felt in my heart. ¡°I can¡¯t say for sure, but if they are, they will have to go through me before they can even think about getting to her,¡± I answer her. ¡°Her color is returning,¡± I whisper. I could feel the warmthing back into her body. I take her into our room and ce her on the bed as her eyes open. ¡°D-Dante?¡± She whispers. I gently cradle her face, ¡°I¡¯m right here.¡± ¡°I¡¯m scared.¡± She cries. ¡°I¡¯m not going to let anyone hurt you,¡± I promise her. ¡°And I¡¯m also going to find someone to help you with this illness. Nothing will happen to you. Not when I¡¯m alive.¡± She shook her head, ¡°that¡¯s not what scares me.¡± I frown, ¡°then what does?¡± Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. Whatever it was, I would do everything I could to protect her from it. Her eyes are almost filled with tears as she says, ¡°I¡¯m scared that one day you¡¯ll realize you can never love me. I¡¯m scared that one day you¡¯ll realize you can¡¯t move on from my sister. I¡¯m scared that one day you will leave me.¡± Her words shock me to my core. Not once did I ever think about leaving Willow. I¡¯ve been so lost in my grief of losing Anya that I didn¡¯t think of much, but I at least knew all along that I would always stay by Willow¡¯s side because of my promise. Now I realized that she was the reason I wouldn¡¯t be leaving. It no longer had anything to do with my promise to Anya. I didn¡¯t want to leave her, ever. I lean forward and kiss her forehead, ¡°I¡¯ll do everything I can to not hurt you anymore, Willow. I¡¯m sorry that I hurt you in the past. Now that I know how you feel, I¡¯ll take away all the pain I gave to you in the first ce.¡± Her bottom lip trembles as she whispers, ¡°I know you don¡¯t love me. I don¡¯t want you to fornovelxo fast updatece yourself to do anything for me.¡± I still loved Anya. However, feelings were growing inside of me, and they were all directed toward Willow. All I needed was some time to understand those feelings before I could admit to Willow that there was a possibility that I could love her. I take both of her hands in one of mine, ¡°You¡¯re not forcing me to do anything for you. From now on, everything I do for you will be of my own free will.¡± I¡¯ve done so much to hurt Willow. I couldn¡¯t live with myself if I hurt her again. I didn¡¯t f*****g care that I didn¡¯t love her; I would treat her like she was the only f*****g woman in this universe from now on. I would act like I was in love with her if I had to do it. I would not let her ever worry about me leaving her. ¡°You need to rest,¡± I tell her. ¡°I¡¯ll be back soon to check on you.¡± I wait until she closes her eyes before storming out of the room. I found the people I was looking for in the kitchen. Damon turns to look at me, and he quirks a brow at the deadly re I was giving him. ¡°Why the f**k did you let her hang out with Ares?¡± I demand as I grab his shirt. ¡°She¡¯s my wife. You know the reputation that those assholes have. I will never do something like that to you.¡± Damon clenches his jaw and shoves me backward, ¡°we were there the entire time. Nothing happened.¡± ¡°Why did you pretend that you were drunk?¡± I demand. ¡°You wanted me there. Is that what you three are resorting to now? Games? ying with my feelings? Have I not been hurt enough by the person I loved the most? Now my own family is ying games with me.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not it, Dante!¡± rissa tries to defend their actions. ¡°We¡¯re only doing this for you. I swear, we weren¡¯t ever trying to hurt you. We thought this could help you open your eyes and finally ept Willow as your wife.¡± ¡°I epted her as my wife the day I walked down the aisle with her. I epted her as my wife the second I said, ¡®I do.¡¯ I don¡¯t need your help for that.¡± I roar. ¡°We didn¡¯t think you would react this badly,¡± Autumn whispers. ¡°We¡¯re sorry, Dante. We shouldn¡¯t have taken things so far.¡± ¡°Did any of you even once think about Willow and the rumors all of this could have caused? She would have been seriously bullied over something like that. She already gets bullied because of me; if anyone had seen her with Ares, she would have had to deal with a new group of bullies.¡± ¡°Thankfully, no one saw them talking to each other,¡± Damon assured me. ¡°We were there to make sure none of that happened.¡± ¡°I would like all of you to stop interfering with my life with Willow,¡± I ask of them. ¡°From now on, stay out of our personal lives.¡± ¡°Why do you keep pushing your family away?¡± rissa demands. ¡°We¡¯re only trying to help you.¡± ¡°I think we should all stay calm.¡± Autumn cuts in. ¡°Someone may be after Willow. We can¡¯t be reckless with her. From now on, someone must always be by her side, including you, Dante. We must protect her.¡± The problem with staying by Willow¡¯s side more than usual was the fact that she tempted me, unlike any other. Her scent was still on me, and f**k me; I wanted her all now. Why did I crave her to the point that I felt I would f*****g lose my mind if I didn¡¯t have her soon? Chapter 225 Chapter 225 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 225 Book 3 Chapter 61 ~WILLOW~ I woke up needy and missing Dante¡¯s touch. I¡¯m not sure why I feel this way. I should be worried about my own life. Someone may or may not be out to get me. And if that person wasn¡¯ting for me, he was after Dante, which terrified me even more. Still, I couldn¡¯t stop thinking about the way he kissed me. Dante always kisses me so passionately that it¡¯s hard to think of anything but his kisses. Did he also kiss Anya as he kissed me? Did he kiss her like she was thest woman on earth? I didn¡¯t want to think about him kissing my sister, but I couldn¡¯t help but wonder. I wanted Dante to love me more than he ever loved her. I knew I was being selfish. I knew that I couldn¡¯t force someone to love me. I never wanted to force him to do anything for me. I wanted him to like me on his own. I look around the room for him, but there is no sign of him. It was so crazy that I actually missed him so much at this moment. The door flew open suddenly, and I held my breath when I saw him walking in. His eyes are drawn to me on the bed almost immediately. I could feel all the blood rush to my cheeks at the reminder of what happened in the rain against his jeep.Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Dante asked me to repeatedly tell him that I loved him. And then he thanked me for being nothing like my sister. His actions confirmed that he had feelings for me, but he was yet to admit them to me. I think he hasn¡¯t even epted those feelings and may possibly be rejecting them because of my sister. As long as he thinks he¡¯s betraying her, he will continue to push me away. But that only meant that I had to fight for him. If I wanted Dante to open up to me, I had to show him more of my love and hope that it would be enough to make him ept his feelings for me. ¡°You¡¯re awake.¡± He says as he moves towards me. I try to find my breath. His sleeves were rolled up halfway, and his shirt was unbuttoned at the top. Every little detail about Dante had my heart beating faster and my body begging for a taste of him. ¡°I am,¡± I whisper. ¡°Where have you been? I woke up, and you were gone.¡± His jaw clenches, ¡°I had to have a word with my family.¡± I quirk a brow, ¡°a word?¡± I ask. ¡°About what?¡± He looks angry as he says, ¡°They should have never kept you in a room with Ares. You may be new to all of this, but they aren¡¯t. Their actions were reckless, and I can¡¯t have something like that happening again.¡± ¡°Why are you so angry with them?¡± I demand. ¡°They care about you, Dante.¡± He leans back against the chair and crosses his arms over his chest. ¡°Let¡¯s talk about something else.¡± I didn¡¯t understand how Dante could be so upset with his family but still love Anya. How could she not see how much he loved her? The more time I spent with Dante, the more I hated what my sister did to him. She messed with his heart and his life. And now I was left with all of the broken pieces. ¡°What do you want to talk about?¡± I ask. ¡°Is there something else that you want to ask me?¡± His eyes are dark as he asks, ¡°What did you and Ares talk about?¡± My eyes widen at his question. How did I tell him that we spoke about him the entire time?novelxo fast update I quickly turned my face in the other direction. I couldn¡¯t look him in the eyes. ¡°Willow?¡± I close my eyes and pretend to be asleep. I gasp when I feel his hands on my legs. He drags my body to the edge of the bed and pulls me up to a seated position. He ces both hands on either side of the bed and leans into me. ¡°I asked you a question.¡± I swallow, ¡°we spoke about his reputation and his family¡¯s reputation. Apparently, they don¡¯t have a good one when ites to women. He said that most of the rumors were lies and that his family were actually good people.¡± Dante¡¯s eyes narrow, ¡°and you believed him?¡± I shook my head. His jaw clenches, ¡°what else?¡± I could feel the heat in my cheeks as he waited for me to tell him more. I thought our conversation about Ares was over when I admitted that I didn¡¯t like him. Why was he asking me so many questions? ¡°Willow,¡± he growls. ¡°What else did he say to you?¡± ¡°Why do you want to know?¡± I whispered as I searched his eyes. ¡°I need to know if I have to kill him.¡± He answers me like killing him was the easiest thing in the world for him. ¡°Dante¡ª¡± ¡°Answer me, damn it.¡± Chapter 226 Chapter 226 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 226 Book 3 Chapter 62 ~WILLOW~ ¡°We spoke about you,¡± I answer him. Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. ¡°About me?¡± he asks. I look down at my hands, unable to look him in the face. It was always hard to look at him when I was this nervous. I don¡¯t think Dante understands just the kind of effect he has on me. ¡°What did he say about me?¡± Even though I was no longer looking into his eyes, I could still feel them on me. It didn¡¯t make this easier for me. ¡°I was waiting for you,¡± I admit. ¡°I was hoping that you woulde for me. The entire time, I kept looking out for you. Eventually, Ares noticed that I was looking for someone and he correctly assumed it was you.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe I was telling him all of this. ¡°For some reason, he was convinced that you would be there for me. I don¡¯t know why but he was sure that you wereing.¡± ¡°And you?¡± he asks. ¡°Were you convinced that I would be there also?¡± I can¡¯t answer him, and he gently touches my chin, forcing me to look into his eyes. ¡°Tell me.¡± he urges me to go on. ¡°Did you think I woulde for you?¡± I couldn¡¯t lie, not after what happened earlier. ¡°No,¡± I confess. ¡°I didn¡¯t think you would.¡± Dante looks upset with my response. Did he want me to have more faith in him? ¡°Is that all he said to you?¡± he asks me with deep concern in his eyes. Was he indeed that wary about Ares and his family? Ares didn¡¯t seem dangerous to me, but Dante somehow saw him as a threat.novelxo fast update I looked down at my hands once more, and it was only then that I realized I was still in his shirt. Dante sees it at the same time as I do also. ¡°Fuck.¡± he growls. ¡°How did I not realize how f*****g wet that is still?¡± It was still wet and sticking to my skin. I stayedpletely still as he grabbed the bottom of the shirt and pulled it off me. ¡°I let you sleep in this wet¡ª¡± he stops talking when he sees my bare breasts in front of him. He swallows hard. I think Dante had forgotten all I had on underneath was a panty. He walks into the bathroom andes back out with a towel. He doesn¡¯t say a single word as he wraps me in it. I was a little disappointed. Part of me wanted him to do more than look at them. Earlier, he acted like he was starving for me. Now, he looked like he had a bit more control. Was the moment already over between us? Would he never try to touch me like that again? He walks over to my closet and takes out some pajamas for me. I noticed that he chose the ones that covered my entire body. It¡¯s almost like he was trying to cover me up so he wouldn¡¯t have to see any part of me except my face. That bothered me. Did he not like what I looked like? We¡¯d gone through this already; he told me he did. So that couldn¡¯t be it. ¡°You can put this on.¡± He tells me as he gives me pants and a top. I dropped the towel from around my body so that he could see my breasts again. I wanted to see his reaction. I¡¯m happy when his neck and face turn red. Does he realize that it was intentional? I return the pajamas to him, ¡°I don¡¯t want to wear those.¡± He quirks a brow, and I can tell the effect I¡¯m having on him. I think it¡¯s hard for him not to look at them. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with them?¡± he asks me. I move from the bed and give him a good view of my a*s as I walk over to the closet and bend over. I heard Dante¡¯s breath hitch, and I inwardly smiled. He was looking at me. I stayed that way longer than needed as I took a revealing lingerie from the drawer. I knew rissa or Autumn must have been the one to pack it in here for me. Dante¡¯s eyes fall on it, ¡°is that what you¡¯re nning on wearing?¡± he asks. ¡°For the entire night?¡± I nod, ¡°is there something wrong with it?¡± ¡°Willow¡ª¡± he pauses as he searches for the right words. ¡°Aren¡¯t you cold? Shouldn¡¯t you wear something with a little more cloth in it?¡± I walk over to him, and I almost smile when he looks down at my breasts. I was right; he couldn¡¯t look away from them even if he tried. ¡°I¡¯m perfectly fine, Dante,¡± I assure him. ¡°In fact, I feel a little warm, and that¡¯s why I need to wear as little as possible. Or maybe nothing at all.¡± I could hear his loud breathing, and I loved having this kind of effect on him. I slowly put the lingerie onto my body and walked over to the bed. I tried to be as seductive as possible as I climbed onto it. I heard his sharp intake of breath. ¡°What the f**k are you doing, Willow?¡± Chapter 227 Chapter 227 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 227 Book 3 Chapter 63 ~DANTE~ I couldn¡¯t f*****g breathe. There¡¯s no way that Willow wasn¡¯t doing this intentionally. She was teasing me; I could tell. But she had no f*****g clue who she was messing with. ¡°What?¡± She asks innocently as she finallyys down on the bed. ¡°I told you that I¡¯m feeling warm. Is there something wrong with my outfit?¡± That wasn¡¯t a f*****g outfit. She barely had anything on. ¡°Put those sheets over your body,¡± I order her. ¡°Cover yourself up from me.¡± She frowns, ¡°why would I hide my body from you when you¡¯ve told me that you enjoy looking at me?¡± Did she forget already? How could she not remember why it was essential to cover herself up around me? ¡°Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re thinking of doing, but I beg you to please stop.¡± ¡°Didn¡¯t you tell me you couldn¡¯t sleep when I wasn¡¯t in bed?¡± She asks me. ¡°Come join me. You look tired. Since I¡¯m here, you can get some sleep while I watch you.¡± My entire body goes entirely still. ¡°Watch me?¡± She nods and smiles so sweetly that I almost lost all of my s**t. ¡°Watch you. I like watching you while you sleep.¡± Did she think I could f*****g sleep next to her when she looked like that? ¡°I can¡¯t sleep with you looking like that, Willow,¡± I tell her. She passed her hand down her body and f**k me; all I could do was helplessly watch like my life depended on it. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with this? It¡¯s beautiful, is it not?¡± My jaw clenches. ¡°I¡¯m not staying in here with you tonight.¡± Her eyes widen, ¡°but I don¡¯t feel well.¡± She says with panic in her voice. ¡°What if something happens to me again? Who will be here to look after me?¡± Ah, f**k. If I couldn¡¯t leave her, I needed some time to myself to regain my strength. I rushed into the bathroom and headed straight for the shower. I had to think about anything but shoving my d**k inside Willow¡¯s sweet p***y. And it was f*****g sweet. Too sweet for a man like me. I threw my pants onto the ground and tried to calm my f*****g d**k. It was begging to be inside of her. I held the damn thing in my hand and tried to get some release. I knew it was useless after my third attempt. This wasn¡¯t going down anytime soon, not until it had gotten what it wanted, and that was the woman in a f*****g lingerie lying on my bed and waiting for me to return.novelxo fast update ¡°Dante?¡± What the f**k? I spun around to see Willow in front of me. Her eyes were wide as she stared at my d**k still in my hand. ¡°MOTHERFUCKER¡ª,¡± I growl as I spun around so that my back was facing her. ¡°What the hell are you doing inside here, Willow?¡± I demand. ¡°You were taking too long.¡± She exins. ¡°I thought something had happened to you. I just wanted to make sure that you were okay.¡± ¡°You could have just called my name.¡± I point out. ¡°I tried that.¡± She says. ¡°I called your name twice, but I didn¡¯t get a response from you.¡± Why the f**k was she still just standing there? ¡°Willow, don¡¯t you think it¡¯s time that you leave the bathroom?¡± I ask her almost desperately. ¡°What were you doing just now?¡± She asks me innocently. My jaw clenches, and I try not to pound my fist against the wall. ¡°Nothing,¡± I growl. ¡°So please, just get out. I¡¯ll be out of the shower in a minute¡ª¡± I stop talking when she gets in the shower with me. My body turns to stone when I felt her hand on my back. ¡°Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°What are you doing?¡± ¡°Can¡¯t I be in here with you?¡± She whispers. ¡°Am I not allowed in here with you?¡± My breath hitched at her question. She¡¯s my f*****g wife. Of course, she¡¯s allowed to be in here with me. But f**k, I couldn¡¯t have that happening. ¡°I¡¯m begging you, Willow,¡± I whisper. ¡°Please get out. Now.¡± ¡°Why?¡± She asks. ¡°Why do you want me to leave?¡± Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°You know why!¡± I shout. ¡°I¡¯ve told you already what happens to me. I told you what I feel like doing to you. I told you that you deserve more than that. So please, listen to me and return to the room.¡± ¡°But this is what I want, Dante.¡± She whispers. ¡°I want you to f**k me. I wouldn¡¯t say it if I didn¡¯t mean it. I want to be as close to you as I possibly can. So please, Dante, please f**k me.¡± I could feel my f*****g d**k doubling in size at her words. I¡¯ve never seen it grow this f*****grge in my entire life. He wanted her just as much as I did. I spun around so that I was facing her once more. Her eyes went straight to it, and I ignored how much that turned me on. The water was dripping onto both of us and seeing her like this with barely anything on made me want her even more than before. But I wouldn¡¯t let this happen. I couldn¡¯t. I grab her arms and shove her against the wall hard. I pressed my body against her so that my d**k was resting on her a*s. She moans at the contact and f**k me; I wasn¡¯t expecting it. She was f*****g killing me. This is the closest to her it could ever be. I wouldn¡¯t allow anything more than this. My lips are near her ear when I hear her soft gasp. ¡°I¡¯m not going to f**k you, Willow. Ever.¡± I can¡¯t resist biting her neck as I growl. ¡°Get the f**k out of here. Now.¡± Chapter 228 Chapter 228 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 228 Book 3 Chapter 64 ~WILLOW~ Dante¡¯s teeth on my neck before he asked me to leave made everything much harder. It made me want to be with him even more than before. It made me want things that I knew I shouldn¡¯t. Why didn¡¯t he want to give me what I wanted when it was clear that he wanted it also? I could feel his arousal; he wasn¡¯t trying to hide it from me. I don¡¯t think it¡¯s something he could hide, either. He looked ready to be inside of me. I bit my lip hard at the thought of feeling him there. ¡°Willow.¡± He growls my name. He wasn¡¯t going to do it. Not tonight. I could tell by the determination in his voice to get me out of the bathroom. I spun around in his arms, and instead of running as he asked, I ced both hands on his chest and pushed him backward until he hit the wall. My breasts are pressed against his chest as I peered up at him, ¡°You will f**k me, Dante Fawn. Maybe not tonight or tomorrow. But you will.¡± I could see the whirlpool of emotions in his eyes as my words settled. They are dark with desire as he watches me leave. I make sure to move my waist seductively. I knew I was taking things a bit too far, but every single second of each day I spent with Dante was turning me into a woman that was starved of him. I was bing desperate to have a part of him that I craved. My heart is racing when I finally exit the bathroom and shut the door behind me. Where did I get the confidence to do something like that? I ce one hand on my neck and felt a shiver down my spine. Why did I enjoy his teeth on my skin that much? I wanted to walk back into the bathroom and ask him to bite me a second time and then maybe a third. I felt like begging him to bite other parts of my body, not just my neck.novelxo fast update I was getting through to him. I knew I was. I couldn¡¯t stop fighting, not now. Soon enough, he will ept his feelings for me. I grabbed a towel and dried my skin, changing into a new lingerie. I wasn¡¯t going to make it easy for him. He was determined to keep his hands off me; I would do everything I could to help him change his mind. I would do everything in my power to make him ept his feelings for me, and this seemed like the easiest way. Dante finally exits the shower what seems like a whole hourter. It felt like he was hiding in there from me. Or maybe, he was doing that thing I¡¯d caught him doing under the shower. I¡¯d never seen something so erotic in my life before, and I wanted to stare some more, but Dante didn¡¯t give me a chance to do it. Everything that he did, it had the power to make me stop and stare. I felt like I was under an incredibly powerful spell, and maybe I was paying for the horrible things my sister did to his family in the past. Maybe this wasn¡¯t something I could avoid. I watched him walk toward the bed; I could tell he avoided looking into my eyes. He was shirtless, and there was still a bulge in his pants. Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. Did that mean he was still aroused? My body was under the sheets, and he couldn¡¯t see my lingerie. I was waiting for the right time to show it to him. He quietly gets into the bed with me and doesn¡¯t bother pulling the sheets over his body. He has one hand behind his neck and is looking at the ceiling. I can tell that he has plenty on his mind. I knew he was trying to distract himself from me. And that wasn¡¯t something that I was okay with. I wanted to have his undivided attention, especially tonight. I slowly pulled the sheets off my body and, without any warning, climbed on top of him. I make sure to position myself right above the bulge in his pants. His eyes are full of panic as he feels my body on top of his, ¡°what are you doing, Willow?¡± he growls. ¡°I wanted to show you my outfit for the night.¡± I feign innocence. ¡°And you couldn¡¯t have done that in your side of the bed?¡± he demands. I knew he was fully aware of my intentions, but I wasn¡¯t going to back down. If this was the only way to get past Dante¡¯s thick walls, I was willing to do it. I take his hand in mine and guide them to my waist, ¡°can you feel how soft the material is?¡± I whisper. His eyes are dangerously dark. ¡°Not as soft as your skin.¡± He says, and I¡¯m surprised to hear him admit that. I move his hands to my exposed chest, ¡°are you sure?¡± I ask. ¡°It feels much softer than my skin.¡± ¡°Willow.¡± he inhales sharply. ¡°What are you trying to do? I already told you that nothing is going to happen between us. Not when I have no f*****g control over myself. I¡¯ve told you a million times that you deserve more than what I¡¯m willing to offer you. Stop trying for something that I can never give to you!¡± Chapter 229 Chapter 229 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 229 Book 3 Chapter 65 ~DANTE~ She¡¯s going to f*****g kill me. I know it. Willow was out for my throat. If this was the way to go, so be it. I felt trapped under her seductive gaze. How did she have so much f*****g power over me without even trying? I didn¡¯t know how much longer I could deny her. I was using every singlest bit of self-control to say no to her. She may not know just how close I was to losing this inner battle. If she only knew the thoughts in my mind, she wouldn¡¯t be asking for this. Why was she insisting on having her way? Why did she want me even though I told her multiple times that I couldn¡¯t love her? Why doesn¡¯t she understand that she deserves so much more than this? What more can I do to make her see that this wasn¡¯t the best thing for her? I was only trying to protect Willow. I wish she could see things the way that I did. What if I gave her what she wanted, and then she hated me for the rest of her life because I couldn¡¯t give her more than that? I was only seconds away from f*****g her hard against the bathroom tiles just a few minutes ago. Luckily, she¡¯d listened and left in time. But now she was back to taunting me with her body and her words. She was very good at taunting me. I could feel my d**k stir beneath her p***y. The thin lingerie did nothing to stop me from seeing and feeling every part of her. All I had to do was move my pants out of the way, and I could sink into her softness. f**k. I knew I would drown in the pleasure of finally being inside Willow. Why was she suddenly behaving so recklessly? What had caused this change in her? I didn¡¯t know what to do with this side of her. I didn¡¯t want to control her or demand that she listen to me. But f**k, how the hell am I supposed to have a sane mind around her when she¡¯s acting thinovelxo fast updates way? I resisted the urge to growl when she rubbed her lower body against mine. ¡°Am I doing this right?¡± she whispers. Her eyes were half closed, and she looked drugged even though I knew she wasn¡¯t. I grab her waist to stop her from moving. If she kept that up, I would do the one thing I knew she would eventually hate me for. Her eyes widen as she watches me, ¡°what are you doing, Willow?¡± ¡°I¡¯m rubbing my pussy¡ª¡± ¡°Shhh,¡± I warn her. ¡°Don¡¯t finish that f*****g sentence.¡± ¡°You were the one that asked.¡± She teases me. I gently cup her cheek in my hand, ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper, ¡°I know that you think you¡¯re in love with me, and maybe that¡¯s why you¡¯re pushing for something to happen between us. You may think this is what you want but believe me. It isn¡¯t. This will only cause more problems for both of us.¡± ¡°I know what I want, Dante.¡± She assures me. ¡°You cannot know more than me. My feelings are my own; you don¡¯t know what I feel. Why can¡¯t you do this for me when I know you want it also?¡± ¡°Because it¡¯s wrong,¡± I answer her. ¡°It¡¯s totally wrong. If I let myself give into my selfish needs, I will only hurt you. I know that you may think everything I do is because of Anya, but I can promise you that I¡¯m holding back for your sake. I¡¯m not giving in to my desires because I want to protect your heart.¡± Her eyes looked sad as she gazed down at me, ¡°you¡¯re truly convinced that you can never love me, aren¡¯t you?¡± My jaw clenches at her question. I didn¡¯t have an answer for her. Not yet. I didn¡¯t know how long it would take for me to have an answer for her. ¡°I can¡¯t answer you,¡± I confess. ¡°I need time.¡± My words, for some reason, seem to fuel the determination in her eyes. Did I somehow give her hope? f**k. I didn¡¯t want to hurt her. I stiffen when she drops her body on top of mine and wraps her arms around me tightly. What was she doing? ¡°Willow?¡± ¡°Can I just stay like this for tonight?¡± She whispers. ¡°You don¡¯t have to do anything. All I¡¯m asking is for you to hold me for the entire night. Please.¡± Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. I¡¯m shocked to my core. I didn¡¯t know how to say no to her. But if I said yes, the rest of tonight would be hell for me. Her scent was already surrounding me. If she stayed on top of me, I would also feel every curve of hers pressed all up against me. That didn¡¯t sound like such a good idea. ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper. ¡°I don¡¯t think that¡¯s a good idea either. It¡¯s just as bad as me doing things to your body.¡± When she whimpered at my response, I knew there was no f*****g possible way that I could refuse her. f**k! Chapter 230 Chapter 230 The Unwanted Bride Of Atticus Fawn Chapter 230 Book 3 Chapter 66 ~WILLOW~ I was doing everything to get closer to Dante. I didn¡¯t want to give up on us without a fight. But I didn¡¯t know how long I would keep this up. If Dante kept pushing me away, eventually, I would give in and let things drift apart between us. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°You¡¯re not going to make this easy for me, are you?¡± Dante whispers. My head was against his chest, and my arms were wrapped around him. Finally, he was catching on. ¡°I¡¯m not going to stop until you admit that you have feelings for me as well, Dante.¡± I finally admit. ¡°You¡¯re denying your feelings for me, and you¡¯re preventing the both of us from being happy. I know why you¡¯re doing it, but I wish that, for once, you would think about someone other than my sister.¡± He doesn¡¯t say anything in response. I held my breath when both of his arms were suddenly wrapped around my body. He hugged me back, and I think my chest exploded with joy. ¡°Just for tonight.¡± He whispers. I nod and felt my eyes begin to shut close slowly. I was drifting off into a peaceful sleep. I always felt safe in Dante¡¯s arms. He always made me feel like no one could hurt me as long as I was with him. But the only danger around me felt like it was him. His words, his actions, all of it had the power to crumble me. He was my weakness. It¡¯s the middle of the night when I wake up to Dante¡¯s cries in his sleep. ¡°Anya!¡± I felt sick at hearing my sister¡¯s name in his mouth once again. He¡¯s having one of those nightmares again. I gently rub his chest as I whisper his name soothingly. I¡¯m hoping I can help him even though he¡¯s dreaming of her. I hate when he dreams of Anya. I hate when he even thinks about her. Why does he turn me into this kind of a person? I¡¯ve never been this jealous of anyone in my life. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m so sorry.¡± He cried some more.novelxo fast update I closed my eyes. How many times would he apologize to her when she was the one that hurt him? She should have been the one begging for his forgiveness. When he finally stops calling her name or saying anything in his sleep, I slowly move his hands and get down from on top of him. Every time he said her name, it pushed me further away from him. I walk to his desk and take his wallet out of the drawer. I take a deep breath. I knew exactly why I was holding this in my hand. I knew what I wanted to find out. I just wasn¡¯t sure if I was ready for it. I avoided checking it because I knew how much it would hurt if Dante still had a picture of my sister in his wallet. By his actions, I could rightfully guess what I would see, but I still wanted to believe that he cared about me enough to at least move the picture. I slowly opened it and jumped when I felt Dante behind me. ¡°What do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± He demands. ¡°There¡¯s something I need to confirm,¡± I answered him even though my heart was pounding against my chest. He looks at my hands, and I see the panic on his face. I¡¯ve never seen Dante look this guilty in front of me. It¡¯s the answer I needed. However, I still wanted to look for myself. ¡°Give me my wallet Willow.¡± He demands as he takes a step closer to me. My lips part, ¡°It¡¯s still there, isn¡¯t it?¡± His jaw clenches, and he takes another step closer to me. I move backward. I wasn¡¯t giving it up until I saw that her picture was still inside. ¡°Willow,¡± he growls. ¡°Give it to me.¡± I opened it in front of him, ¡°Willow¡ª¡± My eyes are wide as I stare at my sister¡¯s face. My hands tremble as the wallet falls from my hand and hits the ground. The silence that followed after was deadly. I don¡¯t think Dante knew what to say. But I knew what I wanted to tell him. ¡°After everything I told you. After all of the pain this has caused me in the past, you still chose to keep her picture in here?¡± I ask in disbelief. He looks like he¡¯s in distress as he tries to answer me. ¡°I¡ª¡± ¡°You don¡¯t need to give me any exnations!¡± I snap. ¡°All this time, I thought there was a chance you had feelings for me. I kept fighting because I thought there was a chance for us. Everyone kept telling me that you cared for me, maybe not as much as you cared for Anya, but I was beginning to actually believe it.¡± ¡°Willow, will you give me a chance to exin.¡± He tries to reason with me. ¡°You don¡¯t need to exin anything, Dante!¡± I shout. ¡°You didn¡¯t want to touch me earlier, no matter how much I begged for it. You refused to give me what I wanted because of some dumb excuse that you¡¯re protecting me. You weren¡¯t trying to protect me at all; you were trying to put more distance between us, Dante!¡± Chapter 231 Chapter 231 Chapter 231 Book 3 Chapter 67 ~DANTE~ I¡¯d screwed up. f*****g big time. Willow was visibly upset. I¡¯d done this to her by keeping that picture of Anya in my wallet. I¡¯d gotten rid of everything except that picture, and the longer I held onto it, the more I hurt Willow. Why was I so f*****g dumb when it came to things like this? I should have known that Willow would eventually want to look for that picture in my wallet. Damn me. Why did I keep screwing things up? Why couldn¡¯t I do something right for once? She still believed that I was denying her only because of Anya. She still thought that I didn¡¯t want her. She still didn¡¯t realize that if she let me, I would f**k her in every single part of the room. No matter how many times I exined this to Willow, she would still believe that I was pushing her away because I only wanted Anya. I didn¡¯t make it better by leaving that picture in my wallet, either. Now I didn¡¯t know how to make things easier for her to trust me. ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper as I try to take a step closer to her. When she moves away from me, I felt it straight in my chest. I didn¡¯t like it when she pulled away from me. She never did before. She always let me come closer to her. ¡°Why did you love my sister so much?¡± She demands. ¡°What did she ever do to make you happy?¡± I stop trying to get closer to her. It was a question many had asked me before, but hearing it from Willow¡¯s mouth had more of an effect on me than others. Why did I love Anya? Why did I give her my heart without asking for anything in return? She never did anything for me. Even when Anya was somewhat good to me, it was all a pretense. It¡¯s something that has always puzzled me. I knew I was under a damn spell at one point but that damn spell was long gone. It¡¯s not fair. Why couldn¡¯t I forget her like my brothers had so easily done? ¡°I was nning on getting rid of the picture.¡± I finally say. ¡°It¡¯s thest¡ª¡± ¡°Please stop lying to me.¡± She snaps. ¡°I¡¯m tired of the lies. You don¡¯t have to lie anymore to ¡®protect¡¯ me. I should have never listened to your family. I should have trusted my gut. You don¡¯t care for me; you don¡¯t even like me a little. The only person you care about is Anya, and she¡¯s not even here. She never loved or cared about you, but somehow she still has your heart. I hope you can be happy with her in your heart from now on. I won¡¯t try to get closer to you anymore, Dante. I¡¯m done trying.¡± I stiffen at her words. ¡°What the hell are you saying, Willow?¡± ¡°What¡¯s so wrong with what I just said?¡± She demands. ¡°I¡¯m tired of waiting. It hurts too much, Dante. Can¡¯t you see that? Can¡¯t you see the pain in my eyes? What would it take for you to ept me, Dante? How long must I wait for you to heal from losing my sister? What do I have to do to make that possible?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know!¡± I roar. ¡°I don¡¯t have answers to any of your questions! I¡¯ve told you multiple times that I don¡¯t have your answer. I keep searching for the answers, hoping to give you one, but I don¡¯t have one. They¡¯re not here yet, Willow. Please try to understand that!¡± ¡°No.¡± She snaps. ¡°I¡¯m done waiting for a husband still trapped in his past. I¡¯m done, Dante. You can continue the rest of your life grieving for someone that never loved you, and I¡¯ll pretend that I¡¯m okay with it. That¡¯s how our marriage will be from now on.¡± I didn¡¯t think words could hurt this much. She was the one pushing me away now. She was giving up, and I didn¡¯t want her to. I didn¡¯t want her to give up on me. If she did, I don¡¯t know how I could keep going. Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. When Anya died, I thought my life was over. The only reason I¡¯m still here is Willow. I didn¡¯t know it before, but I know it now. She was the only reason I didn¡¯t do something stupid to get myself killed. She¡¯s the only reason I didn¡¯t give up on life. She¡¯s my reason for living now. ¡°Please don¡¯t,¡± I whisper. I knew I should let her go for her own good. I knew begging her to stay would make it harder on her, but I would be selfish because that was the only way I would survive in this cruel world, by having her fight for me. ¡°Please don¡¯t what?¡± She demands. I step towards her, and this time she doesn¡¯t try to move back from me. It gives me hope that I hadn¡¯t completely lost her. ¡°Please don¡¯t give up on me,¡± I whisper. ¡°You¡¯re why I haven¡¯t given up on life yet, Willow. So please, don¡¯t give up on me yet. Please.¡± I meant every word. I would even get down on my knees if I had to. Willow may think that she didn¡¯t mean a lot to me, but she did. She meant more to me than she would ever know. Chapter 232 Chapter 232 Chapter 233 Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org. Book 3 Chapter 68 ~WILLOW~ The desperation and fear in Dante¡¯s eyes took me by surprise. I¡¯ve never been more sure that I was in love with him than I am now. Seeing that look in his eyes made my heart feel like someone was squeezing it. How did I say no to him when he looked at me like I was his only reason for staying alive? I could hear my own heart pounding louder than ever to his confession. It was thest thing I ever expected to hear Dante say to me. I move closer and ce my hand on his cheek, ¡°okay.¡± I whisper. ¡°I won¡¯t give up on our marriage. I¡¯ll keep fighting for you. I¡¯ll keep fighting until you no longer feel the pain of losing my sister. I¡¯ll keep fighting until you whisper my name in your sleep. I¡¯ll keep fighting until I¡¯m the only woman that you¡¯ll ever need in your life. I¡¯ll keep fighting Dante but I need you to fight back as well. I can¡¯t keep fighting for this on my own. You need to help me from now on.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe I was the only reason that Dante wasn¡¯t giving up on life. I couldn¡¯t believe I was his motivation to keep fighting. Hearing him admit that made everything feel so much better. My heart felt like it could finally beat again. This was all I needed from him. Just some proof that I meant something to him. I didn¡¯t want to get it out of him in this way, but I was d that he at least begged me to keep on fighting for him. He picks the wallet up from the ground. He stares at Anya¡¯s picture briefly before slowly removing it. I ce my hand over his, stopping him. ¡°Don¡¯t,¡± I whisper. ¡°You don¡¯t have to do this today. Do it when you¡¯re ready. I¡¯m sorry for rushing you into this, Dante. You lost someone important to you. No amount of time could help make the pain go away. I know this because Anya was someone close to me as well. Despite everything she¡¯s done to you and your family, I still love her and would do anything to see her again.¡± I gasped when Dante grabbed me and crushed me against his chest. He buries his face in my hair and whispers, ¡°Thank you, Willow. Thank you for not giving up on me.¡± I couldn¡¯t move or breathe. All I could do was hold onto him as tightly as I could. For the first time in our marriage, it felt like Dante needed me as much as I needed him. . . . . . It¡¯s been a week since that night in Dante¡¯s room. Things have been better, but we haven¡¯t touched each other since. I¡¯ve been giving him the time I knew he needed. I wasn¡¯t trying to rush things anymore. I wasn¡¯t trying to force him into anything he didn¡¯t want to do. It¡¯s been hard keeping my distance when all I wanted to do was kiss and get closer to him. But I realized this was the right thing for both of us. Dante needed this time for himself. I should have realized sooner how hard all of this was for him. I should have known that the pain I felt in my heart for my sister must be even worse for him. He never got closure from her death. She died with so many secrets. He never got a proper exnation or apology from her for all the wrong she¡¯d done to him. I was happy to know at least that he wanted me here. ¡°There¡¯s this party tonight,¡± Autumn tells me as she walks into the kitchen. ¡°I don¡¯t know if Dante mentioned it to you already, but we¡¯re all going.¡± I nod, ¡°he did.¡± I was surprised when he told me. He said that he wanted me to go with him, unlike the many other times when his family invited me to apany them. She smiles, ¡°I¡¯ve noticed that the both of you seem to be in better moods recently. Did something happen that you¡¯re not telling the rest of us?¡± I returned her smile, ¡°Not anything important, but I think we understand each other more than before.¡± She hugs me, ¡°I¡¯m so happy to hear that. We were all worried that we messed things up. Dante was so mad at us that we felt horrible. We¡¯re not going to try anything crazy tonight. Trust us.¡± I hug her back, ¡°I know you didn¡¯t have any bad intentions. I know that you and everyone else were only trying to bring us closer, and even though Dante was mad at you, I¡¯m sure he knows the truth as well.¡± She nods, ¡°Do you have a dress for tonight, or do you want my help?¡± ¡°I think I need your help,¡± I confess. She grins and pulls me towards her room. I already had an outfit nned out, but I knew Autumn loved dressing me up; I didn¡¯t want to take that away from her. After getting dressed, I¡¯m pleased when I find Dante waiting at the bottom of the stairs for me. He didn¡¯t hide the desire in his eyes from me and it made my toes curl in my shoes. I didn¡¯t know how I could survive the night with him looking at me like that. Would I be able to control myself? Chapter 233 Chapter 233 Chapter 234 Book 3 Chapter 69 ~DANTE~ She was so f*****g beautiful. Keeping my hands off her would be so damn hard for the rest of the night. How would I survive if I didn¡¯t at least get on taste? But I knew one taste would only lead to something else. Willow hasn¡¯t tried seducing me since the wallet incident. I was happy that she was willing to still fight for our marriage even though I didn¡¯t deserve her or her patience with me. I¡¯ve done nothing but give pain to Willow. None of the pain was intentional, but that didn¡¯t make it any better. When I thought back to the things I¡¯d said and done, I knew that I was a lucky man to have her as my wife. I often questioned Anya¡¯s decision to force me to marry her sister, but for once, I was happy that she¡¯d done so. I knew she did it for selfish reasons; I knew she was only thinking about herself and her family when she asked me to marry Willow. But that didn¡¯t matter because she unknowingly gave me someone that made me want to keep living. She¡¯d done something for me without even realizing it. In the past, Anya has always done things to make my life more difficult. This was the first time she¡¯d done something good. It just so happened that she did it for totally different reasons. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. She gave me the one person that she cared about more than anyone else in this world. I was foolish for ever seeing Willow as a burden. I was stupid for thinking that my marriage was some punishment. My eyes were finally opening, and I wish I¡¯d seen these things much sooner. That way, I wouldn¡¯t have hurt Willow on multiple asions. Seeing the hurt in her eyes when she saw that picture of her sister still in my wallet was my undoing. That look in her eyes still haunted me, as well as the hurt in her voice. I couldn¡¯t get it out of my head. I wanted to find a way to make it up to her but I still had no clue what the hell I was doing. Inviting her to this party and properly introducing her as my wife was my first step. I wanted everyone to know how important she was to me. I didn¡¯t like her silence, and she¡¯s been silent the entire road. I was the reason for this. I¡¯d hurt her with that picture of Anya in my wallet. And then I begged her for more time. She was giving me that time, but part of me wanted her to return to the woman trying to get closer to me. ¡°Are you okay?¡± I ask her when the silence became too much for me. Something was wrong. I could tell. She wasn¡¯t talking, and she kept clutching her stomach. Why didn¡¯t I notice this sooner? ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± She whispers. ¡°Is your body bing cold?¡± I ask her gently. I had to know if we needed to get her in front of a fire pit or anything to help return her temperature back to normal. I didn¡¯t notice her body turning pale or any of the signs I usually saw. ¡°I feel weird.¡± She gasps. ¡°Something is wrong with me, Dante. I don¡¯t know what it is, but I¡¯m scared.¡± I pulled to the side of the road and jumped out of the truck. I walked over to the passenger¡¯s side and opened the door. ¡°Tell me where it¡¯s hurting,¡± I tell her as I look around for help. There were no vehicles around; my brothers were already at the party. We were thest two to leave the house. ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± She gasps. ¡°Your forehead is sweating,¡± I whisper as I press my cold hand against it. Usually, it was freezing cold, not hot. Was the opposite happening to her? I staypletely still when she grabs my face and buries her lips in my neck. ¡°W-Willow?¡± I¡¯m in shock. I don¡¯t know what she¡¯s doing. I don¡¯t move, not even an inch. My body is filled with immediate heat at her touch. ¡°I don¡¯t know what¡¯s happening!¡± She cries out as she lifts her mouth from my neck. She grabs my face for the second time and, this time, shoves it hard against her chest. ¡°I need you, Dante.¡± She cries. ¡°I need you to do something. Anything. Please.¡± I¡¯m nestled between her breasts and stillpletely lost as to what was happening. I staypletely still when a strong scent hits my nose. It took my brain a few seconds to figure out what was happening. When I do, the blood in my veins runs cold. She¡¯s rubbing her legs together and gasping my name, continuously begging me to help her. I freeze. This couldn¡¯t be happening. This couldn¡¯t be what I thought it was. But it was. I couldn¡¯t deny it. Her scent was getting stronger. It was bing difficult for me to see anything else but her. No. Oh f**k no. This can¡¯t be true. It f*****g can¡¯t. I¡¯m his by another strong wave and I have to grab the truck for support. She¡¯s going into heat. Willow was going into f*****g heat. I¡¯m going to lose my mind. I¡¯m going to f*****g lose my mind. What the hell am I supposed to do? Chapter 234 Chapter 234 Chapter 235 Book 3 Chapter 70 ~DANTE~ ¡°I¡¯m taking you home,¡± I inform her. She grabs my arms, stopping me from going anywhere. ¡°No!¡± She gasps. ¡°I can¡¯t wait that long, Dante. I need you now. I need you to help me.¡± I can¡¯t. I can¡¯t help her. That would mean doing the one thing I wasn¡¯t ready for. I didn¡¯t want to take something so special from Willow when I wasn¡¯t prepared to give myself fully to her. ¡°Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°No. I can¡¯t.¡± She grabs my hair and stares straight into my eyes. ¡°It hurts Dante. I need you to stop the pain.¡± Her head hits the seat, and she screams. My heart doesn¡¯t know how to handle her pain. What the hell was happening to me? ¡°What¡¯s happening to me?¡± She cries. ¡°Why is it so painful?¡± I had to do something, anything, to make the pain easier for her. I took her into my arms and carried her into the truck¡¯s backseat. I sat down and pulled her on top of me. ¡°Dante?¡± she cries. I swallow at the confusion in her eyes. She knew nothing about this. If she¡¯d known, she would have had apletely different reaction. ¡°You¡¯re going into heat.¡± I try to exin to her. ¡°What does that mean?¡± She gasps. I could feel her tears against my chest, making me growl. I didn¡¯t like her crying; I didn¡¯t like seeing her in any kind of pain. I wanted to do anything possible to ease that pain, but I wasn¡¯t ready for this. Not in the least. ¡°It means that unless I bury my seed inside you, you¡¯ll be in plenty of pain, Willow.¡± I see the surprise in her eyes as my words finally registered in her brain. ¡°W-what?¡± She wasn¡¯t understanding me. It seems that Willow¡¯s mother didn¡¯t teach her anything about werewolves or witches. Maybe that¡¯s why I¡¯d never seen her do anything like her mother. She didn¡¯t know how to perform spells or bond with her wolf. ¡°It means I have to f**k you, Willow,¡± I growl. ¡°I have to f**k you over and over again. Multiple times until your body stops hurting and calling for me.¡± Her eyes are wide with shock, ¡°f-fuck me?¡± I¡¯d told her multiple times in the past that I wouldn¡¯t do that to her. Not until I was sure that I was worthy of being inside her. It wasn¡¯t time. But I never expected this to happen to Willow. In all my years of being with Anya, she¡¯s never gone into heat. Willow was younger than her sister, but yet this was already happening. I didn¡¯t know how to deny her what she clearly needed from me. I¡¯d run from it long enough; now, there was nowhere to escape. She grabs my shirt and pulls me closer to her, ¡°you have to, Dante. You have to. I can¡¯t take this pain. It¡¯s too much for me. I¡¯m in so much pain. Please, do this for me. Please.¡± ¡°Willow,¡± I whisper as I grab her face with both hands. ¡°I can¡¯t do this to you. I can¡¯t. You deserve more than this. You deserve so much more.¡± She grinds her lower body against mine in a desperate attempt to convince me, ¡°You¡¯re wrong. I¡¯m in love with a man who loves my sister. I¡¯m jealous of my dead sister, who has done nothing but love me. I¡¯m not a saint. I don¡¯t deserve more, Dante. This is what I deserve.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t make me do this to you, Willow,¡± I beg her. ¡°Please.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t stop it, Dante!¡± she cries, and my d**k stirs in response beneath her. f**k. f**k. f**k. My eyes almost pop out of my head when she reaches into my pants and pulls it out. It¡¯s in her hands now, and damn it; it¡¯s the hottest thing I¡¯d ever seen in my life. Willow holding my f*****g d**k in her hands was unlike anything I¡¯d ever had the pleasure of experiencing. A string of curses leaves my mouth when she tries to rub it against her p***y. ¡°Why the f**k aren¡¯t you wearing anything underneath?¡± I demand. She was bare under there. Wearing nothing under that dress. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. She cries out as the tip touches her opening, and I wince at how good it feels. Motherfucker. ¡°Fuck¡ªah. Stop.¡± I groan. She was going to make me lose my f*****g mind. She grabs my hair and pulls my head backward, ¡°I want it inside me. I need to feel you inside me, Dante.¡± My eyes widen when she bites my lip until I can taste blood. I¡¯d never seen this side of Willow before. If she kept this up, I would f*****g explode in seconds. ¡°You don¡¯t know what you¡¯re asking for,¡± I growl against her ear. ¡°You¡¯re going to regret this, Willow. You¡¯re going to hate me.¡± ¡°No.¡± She cries, ¡°I will hate you if you don¡¯t stop this pain tonight. I will hate you if you don¡¯t give me what I want when I need it the most. I will hate you if you can¡¯t do your duty as my husband.¡± My jaw clenches, and my hands on her waist tighten. I angrily push her away from me and step out of the vehicle. Her eyes are wide with shock. She doesn¡¯t realize that I¡¯m angry with myself, not her. I should be able to do this for her. I f*****g wanted her more than I¡¯ve ever wanted; another woman in my life at this exact moment, even more than I¡¯ve ever wanted Anya. Yet, I wasn¡¯t easing her pain. I was still pushing her away. What the f**k was my problem? ¡°Fine!¡± She shouts as she spreads her legs for me to see. I almost lose all my s**t when she pushes a finger inside her sweet p***y in front of me. ¡°I¡¯ll find someone else to ease my pain since my own husband can¡¯t do anything for me!¡± My eyes narrow dangerously. A loud growl forces its way out of my throat. I storm over to her and pull her out of the truck. Her legs are now wrapped around my waist as I pull her hair back. ¡°No man is allowed to f*****g touch you, Willow. You¡¯re mine!¡± I roar. Chapter 235 Chapter 235 Chapter 236 Book 3 Chapter 71 ~DANTE~ The thought of another man taking care of Willow in this state made me lose all control. ¡°I was yours since the second I saw you, Dante!¡± she shouts. ¡°So, can you please just do this for me?¡± She didn¡¯t have to beg me. I wanted to. If she could read my mind, she would realize how badly I needed her. I needed to be inside her more than she needed me. I felt like I would f*****g die if I didn¡¯t bury my d**k inside Willow right this instance. ¡°I beg you not to hate me after this, Willow,¡± I growl before shoving her hard against the truck. ¡°I could never hate you, Dante,¡± she whispers. I don¡¯t wait for her to say anything else as I rip her dress and cover her n****e with my mouth. Her a*s flew off the truck, but I held it in ce as my d**k continued begging to be inside her. The damn thing was just as hungry for her as I was. ¡°Please don¡¯t think of anyone else tonight.¡± She cries out as I push a finger into her p***y. I knew what she meant. I knew she asked that I didn¡¯t think of Anya when I f****d her tonight. I hate that there was ever a doubt in her mind. I hate that I did this to her. I grabbed her hand and ced it on my d**k, ¡°Do you feel that? I¡¯m this way because of you, only because of you, Willow. I can assure you that I wasn¡¯t thinking of anyone else, and I still am not. You are the only person on my mind right now, and it will stay that way for the rest of the night.¡± Willow moaned at my words, and I hissed when she started pumping my d**k in her hand. ¡°How the f**k do you know to do that?¡± I growl. The thought of her doing that for another man made me f*****g pissed. ¡°I¡¯ve been doing some research.¡± She blushes. ¡°I wanted to give you as much pleasure as you give me.¡± Her words take me aback. Anya never once considered my needs any time in our rtionship. Yet Willow kept looking for ways to please me. I was in love with the wrong sister all along. I should have met Willow a f*****g long time ago. Things would have been so different for both of us. I push her hand away, ¡°If you keep that up, I will explode in your hand, Willow. There¡¯s somewhere else that needs it desperately, and I¡¯m going to f*****g give it exactly what it needs multiple times for the night.¡± She gasps when I position my d**k right above her opening. ¡°Are you sure this is what you want?¡± I asked her gently, even though I didn¡¯t think I could stop anymore. She nods, ¡°I¡¯ve never been more sure of anything else in my life Dante.¡± My eyes narrow, and I don¡¯t wait for her to change her mind. I thrust forward as hard as I could, trying my best not to hurt her. Her eyes widen, and I swallow her cries with a kiss. I slowly pull out and push right back in. Each time I did, I got deeper inside of her. ¡°Tell me, does it hurt?¡± She nods, ¡°It does, but not because of you. I need you to release inside of me. I need to feel it everywhere inside me, Dante; I need it buried inside me.¡± Her words push me over the edge, and I¡¯m pounding in and out of her suddenly, like a f*****g madman. I can¡¯t stop. I let her scream, shout my name, and it¡¯s like f*****g music in my ear as I continued to pound in and out of my wife, the only woman who¡¯s ever loved me like this. The only woman that deserves all of me. I roar as the pleasure takes over; I don¡¯t stop until my seed is buried deep inside her. Willow screams my name and buries her teeth in my neck. I let her bite and scratch me as much as she wanted. This was all about her and what she needed tonight. I would f*****g give my soul for her right now if she needed it. I slowly pulled out of her and caught her body before it could hit the ground. Her eyes are filled with so much love for me that I almost lose all my s**t just staring at her. So this was what it felt like to have a woman that loved you and only you. She¡¯s about to say something when she gasps and reaches for me a second time. I meet her halfway and don¡¯t waste another second as I thrust my d**k into her. She screams my name and f**k me, I loved hearing it. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Say my name and only my name for the rest of your life,¡± I growl as I f****d her over and over again. I didn¡¯t care how many times I had to be with Willow tonight; I didn¡¯t care about anything but taking her pain away. I wouldn¡¯t think about anything else until I knew she was safe from all pain. I¡¯d never felt anything like this in my life before. Being inside of Willow was the most pleasure I¡¯d ever experienced in my life. After tonight, I knew I would be drugged. I knew I would need this every second of every day to f*****g breathe again. Chapter 236 Chapter 236 Chapter 237 Book 3 Chapter 72 ~WILLOW~ I woke up in Dante¡¯s room, but there was no sign of him anywhere. I felt sore between my legs but was totally satisfied. I can¡¯t remember ever feeling this happy. In fact, it¡¯s the happiest I¡¯ve ever felt in my entire life. I was only worried that I had pushed Dante too far. I knew he wasn¡¯t ready to sleep with me, but I couldn¡¯t help myself. When I went into heat, all I could think about was him being inside me. I¡¯d never felt anything that intense before, and it was impossible for me to ignore it. Thankfully, Dante gave in and did what I needed the most. I walk over to the mirror and am not surprised when I see his markings all over my body. Dante had bitten and sucked on every part of my bodyst night. I blushed at the reminder of how passionate he¡¯d acted. He behaved like a man who¡¯d lost all control for his woman. I shivered at the reminder of having him inside me multiple timesst night. It was a mixture of pain and pleasure. It was painful when Dante wasn¡¯t inside me but the moment that he was everything felt amazing and perfect. I didn¡¯t think that there was anything that could possibly make me happier than I felt right now. I was walking on cloud nine when I exited the room after getting dressed. I wore his marks proudly, and I knew that everyone would know what we didst night. However, I didn¡¯t care, not even the least. There was just one problem. Why did he leave? Why didn¡¯t he wait for me to wake up? Was he having second thoughts about everything? That was the only fear that I had at this moment. Dante wasn¡¯t exactly ready for it at first; it was only because of my pain that he gave into it finally. I try to push those negative thoughts out of my head as I walk into the kitchen in search of him. ¡°Someone looks like she¡¯s been busyst night.¡± Autumn teases me as she winks at rissa. They gave each other knowing looks, and I tried hard not to blush. ¡°Do you know where Dante is?¡± I ask them. ¡°He wasn¡¯t in the room.¡± Autumn nods, ¡°he¡¯s talking with Atticus about something in the family room.¡± ¡°Thank you!¡± I didn¡¯t wait for them to tease me anymore as I ran toward the room. I had to see him. Afterst night, I wanted to be close to his side, not apart. . . . . . . . ~DANTE~ I didn¡¯t know what I was feeling inside. My emotions were in a f*****g mess. I¡¯d slept with Willow. I¡¯d f*****g slept with Willow. I¡¯d done the one thing I promised myself not to do. I¡¯d been staring at Anya¡¯s picture all morning, and I couldn¡¯t help but feel guilty. I promised Willow that I wouldn¡¯t think of anyone else but herst night, and I did just that. Now that it was the next day, I couldn¡¯t help but think of Anya. Why did I care about her so much that she affected my life even when she was gone? I didn¡¯t regret sleeping with Willow, but I still felt guilty. I still felt like I¡¯d done something wrong. I was a damn mess and needed someone to talk to before I did something stupid like make Willow feel horrible aboutst night. She¡¯d looked so peaceful sleeping in my bed earlier. I didn¡¯t want to leave, but I couldn¡¯t get these f*****g thoughts and feelings of guilt out of my head. Why couldn¡¯t memories of Anya leave me alone? ¡°You look like you¡¯ve had a rough morning,¡± Atticus tells me as he takes in my appearance. I didn¡¯t even want to look at my face in a mirror. ¡°It¡¯s possibly the worst morning of my life,¡± I admit. ¡°I don¡¯t know what happenedst night. First, Willow went into heat¡ª¡± ¡°Wow.¡± Atticus stops me. ¡°That would exin why the two of you never showed up at the party. We were worried when you weren¡¯t answering your phones, but when we returned home, your truck was parked outside.¡± I nod, ¡°I don¡¯t know where to start. So many things happened that my mind feels like it¡¯s a mess.¡± ¡°Take it easy.¡± He tries to calm me down. It wasn¡¯t helping. I don¡¯t understand what¡¯s happening to me. I didn¡¯t want to hurt Willow, andst night was f*****g amazing. Being with her made me feel all kinds of good. However, this guilt was eating me up inside. I had to get it out. I had to find a way to get it out of my head. Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org. ¡°I f*****g messed up, Atticus,¡± I shout, unable to stop myself. The words just kept flowing. ¡°I slept with Willow. I slept with her while I was still in love with her sister. I promised myself not to do that to her. I tried my best to be the man she deserved, but I caved, and this is the worst thing I could have possibly done.¡± Atticus is about to respond when we hear a loud crash outside. I look at him, and he looks back at me with wide eyes. Panic runs through my body at the thought of anyone hearing me. Please tell me it wasn¡¯t Willow. Please. Chapter 237 Chapter 237 Chapter 238 Book 3 Chapter 73 ~WILLOW~ My lips are parted, and my hands are clutching my chest. It¡¯s just as I had expected. He regretted everything that happenedst night. I could hardly breathe. I held onto the wall for support, but I felt like my heart couldn¡¯t take the pain. Nothing has ever hurt this much, not even losing my sister. Nothing should ever hurt this much but it did, I was falling apart. I only had a few seconds before I crashed. Dante¡¯s words had justpletely shattered my heart. I turned to run away when I identally knocked down the vase next to me. My eyes widened; if he walked outside, he would see me. Then he would know that I¡¯d heard him. I didn¡¯t want him to know. I didn¡¯t want him to see what he¡¯d done to me. If he did, he would try to apologize and I didn¡¯t want his f****d apology. I ran as fast as I could, and I didn¡¯t stop until I reached his room. I quickly shut the door behind me. I climbed onto the bed and pretended I was asleep when I heard his footsteps. He was running; maybe he¡¯d seen me. I still hoped that I was fast enough. My eyes were tightly shut when the door flew open. I could hear his loud breathing and knew that he was most likely panicking. ¡°Willow?¡± I open my eyes and see him right above me. His eyes are searching my face for answers. He was trying hard to find out if I¡¯d heard him without asking me. He couldn¡¯t hide the worry from his eyes. I could see right through him. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± I ask him. He looks around the room; I¡¯m unsure what he¡¯s searching for. ¡°Did you leave the room just now?¡± He asks frantically. I quirk a brow, ¡°leave the room?¡± He nods, ¡°were you downstairs?¡± I shook my head immediately. ¡°No. Did something happen?¡± His eyes widen, ¡°no.¡± He seems to rx a little now that he believes me. It¡¯s also possible that he¡¯s still trying to convince himself. I was trying my best to hold everything inside of me. It was hard. I wanted to cry and scream. I wanted to me him for everything, but I couldn¡¯t. He made it clear multiple times that his heart belonged to my sister. He made it clear that I would get hurt if he did what I was asking him for. Last night, I finally got what I wanted but it came with a price. He was right all along. A part of me always hoped that Dante would learn to love me. I was wrong for dreaming of something like that. ¡°Are you sure you didn¡¯t leave the room?¡± He asked me for the second time today. I force a smile on my face, ¡°I¡¯m sure.¡± He scratches the back of his neck and looks around the room nervously. ¡°How are you feeling? Are you hurt anywhere?¡± Yes. My heart is bleeding, Dante. It feels like you took a knife and stabbed me there. It feels like it¡¯s no longer beating for you or anyone else. ¡°I¡¯m okay,¡± I whisper as I fight back tears. He nods, ¡°is there anything you want to eat or drink?¡± ¡°I¡¯m craving something.¡± I lie. ¡°A book.¡± He quirks a brow at me, ¡°A book?¡± I nod, ¡°it¡¯s something my mother always read to me when I was younger. It¡¯s called ¡®The lost girl.¡¯ Can you get it for me?¡± I wanted him to leave. I wanted an excuse to get some time for myself. He nods, ¡°is there anything else that you need?¡± I shook my head and waited for him to leave. He looked hesitant at first, and maybe a part of him already suspects that I¡¯d heard everything he¡¯d said. Still, he doesn¡¯t bother to ask me for a third time. ¡°I¡¯ll be back as fast as I can.¡± He promises me. The second he shuts the door behind him, everything falls apart. I¡¯m screaming, crying, throwing up in the bathroom. I stay on the tiled floor for a long time before walking to the bed and searching for my diary. When I found it, I grabbed the pen and started writing. My dearest husband, Here is where our story ends. Afterst night, I thought things between us would finally improve. I thought I would finally have your heart. Now I know there was never a chance for that in this life. Your heart is and always has been my sister¡¯s. I¡¯m sorry for loving you so much. I¡¯m sorry for making you do something that you regret. I¡¯m sorry for everything Anya did to you. I¡¯m sorry I could never be anything like her. I wanted to be strong; I wanted to stay for you. I wanted to make this marriage work. I can¡¯t take the pain anymore, Dante. I can¡¯t. My heart is bleeding, and there is nothing I can do to stop it. If you ever read this, please know that I love you more than I¡¯ve ever loved anyone else. The happiest moments of my life were spent with you. Last night, you gave me a part of you, and I¡¯m taking it with me for the rest of my life. I love you, and I hope that you can be happy. I know that I make everything worse for you; now that I¡¯m no longer here, you can find your peace again. I couldn¡¯t stop the tears as I took the ring off my finger and ced it on the desk beside the diary. This was the best thing I could do for him. He was not ready for marriage and may never be. I couldn¡¯t keep forcing him to have feelings for me. It was time for me to go. I couldn¡¯t say goodbye to everyone else; I knew they would call Dante or try to stop me. I had to leave when no one was watching me. This is the property of N?-velDrama.Org. I didn¡¯t want to say goodbye, but I had to. I had to be strong. I needed to be strong. I had to prove that I could survive on my own. Chapter 238 Chapter 238 Chapter 239 Book 3 Chapter 74 ~WILLOW~ I¡¯d safely made it out of the house without anyone seeing me. I didn¡¯t leave a note, but if I ever saw them in the future, I would give them a proper apology for leaving without an exnation. I didn¡¯t just love Dante; I loved his entire family. They epted me despite everything my sister tried to do. She¡¯d done unimaginable things and they still treated me like their own. This is thest thing I wanted to do to Dante and his family but I had to do this. It may be hard at first but maybe we could both be happier after this. I took a deep breath and wiped my tears from my face. I could barely see through them. Everything was blurry, and my mind felt foggy. I don¡¯t know how long I walked, but I eventually saw a woman driving slowly next to me. Thankfully she stopped and dropped me close to the ce I once called home. It was my very first home. We¡¯d moved around a few times, but this was where I had all my childhood memories. My mother never exined why we had to move so much, but now I had an idea. She moved because she wanted to be closer to Dante and his family. Her entire life revolved around them. This pain, it must be my punishment for the things they¡¯d done. It had to be. I was paying for their mistakes. I didn¡¯t think it was possible to ever recover from this heartache. Before I could walk into the house, I felt a shiver down my spine. I looked around me but couldn¡¯t see anyone. Suddenly, I was reminded that there was a possibility that someone could be after me. I wasn¡¯t thinking about my safety when I left Dante. I was only thinking about his happiness. I knew he would be happier without me there. I would no longer be a burden to him. My eyes widen when a car pulls to my side, and two women step out. They were dressed in all ck and had shades over their eyes. ¡°Get in the car!¡± One of them orders me. ¡°Now!¡± ¡°Who are you?¡± I demand as I take a step back. ¡°We will exin everything in the car, but you must trust us. If you don¡¯t, your life will be in danger.¡± I don¡¯t know why I believed their words but I felt like I could trust them. I quickly got in after them, and within seconds they were driving away. ¡°How much time do we have, Daisy?¡± The girl with blue hair asks. ¡°Enough,¡± Daisy answers her. ¡°I¡¯m Dana.¡± She introduces herself. ¡°And this is my sister Daisy. We work for your mother.¡± My eyes widen at her words. My mother? ¡°You work for mom?¡± I ask. ¡°But I¡¯ve never seen either of you in my life. If you work with her, I should have met you at least once.¡± I knew my mother was involved in some crazy stuff, but I didn¡¯t think she had women like this working for her. They looked skilled and like they knew how to fight. They look at each other for a few seconds. ¡°Should we tell her?¡± Dana asks her sister. ¡°Tell me what?¡± I demand. ¡°Why is my life in danger? I¡¯ve harmed no one. Why would anyone want to hurt me?¡± Did this mean someone was really after me the night Dante lost his Jeep? Was someone trying to hurt me that night? ¡°The woman you thought was your mother all these years is not your birth mother, Willow,¡± Daisy says suddenly. I could hear ringing in my ears at her words. What on earth was she saying? How was she not my birth mother? She had to be. There were no signs that she wasn¡¯t my real mother. Why were they telling me this now? What did they want? ¡°Is this some kind of joke?¡± I demand. ¡°Did Dante send you two to find me?¡± This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. That would make more sense than what they were trying to tell me. He must have read my diary and sent these women to bring me back. His family was wealthy and powerful; he could easily send people for me. I wasn¡¯t going back. Not after what I¡¯d heard him say. ¡°Dante?¡± Dana asks. ¡°The man you married?¡± I nod. ¡°You don¡¯t have to pretend in front of me. I know he sent you. You can drop me here; I¡¯m not returning to him.¡± ¡°Willow,¡± Daisy tells me calmly. ¡°We are not here because of Dante. He did not send us. We¡¯ve been following you for a while now. We wouldn¡¯t reveal ourselves until we were sure you needed us. And today, you need us. Cassius is after you. If he finds you, you¡¯ll be dead.¡± I¡¯ll be what? Who the hell was Cassius, and why did he want to kill me? Chapter 239 Chapter 239 Chapter 240 Book 3 Chapter 75 ~DANTE~ I had this uneasy feeling in my chest. I am terrified that Willow heard what I¡¯d said to Atticus. It has been on my mind ever since I left home. I kept repeating my words in my head and thinking how she would interpret them. She imed that she was in the room the entire time, but I could tell that something was bothering her. I¡¯d gotten the book she wanted me to find, but that¡¯s not all I brought back. I had balloons and roses and teddy bears¡ªeverything you could give a woman after what she¡¯d given to mest night. But nothing could everpare to what she offered mest night. It was a night I would never forget. Willow brought me the kind of pleasure I didn¡¯t think possible. I didn¡¯t care that she¡¯dpletely drained mest night. I was happy to be of service to her. Despite the guilt in my heart, I would do it again. If she¡¯d heard me, I had to find a way to apologize. She was never supposed to hear that conversation with Atticus. It was supposed to be between the two of us. I was having a mental breakdown, and I said some things that I shouldn¡¯t have. I would go down on my knees and beg for her forgiveness if I had to. A part of me was still hoping that she hadn¡¯t heard anything. A part of me was praying that she was telling the truth. ¡°Wow!¡± Griffin says when he sees me walking into the house with my hands full. ¡°Is all of that for me?¡± ¡°Get out of my way Griffin,¡± I growl. My words offended him, ¡°Who screwed with you this morning?¡± ¡°No one screwed with him.¡± rissaughs. ¡°He¡¯s just excited to get back to his wife. I have no clue what the two of them were up tost night but judging by the love bites on Willow this morning; I¡¯m sure it¡¯s something special mixed with some spice.¡± I freeze in my spot. Did she see Willow this morning? I dropped everything onto the ground and turned to look at her. ¡°You saw Willow this morning?¡± Autumn walks in just then, ¡°what¡¯s going on?¡± I swallow as I try to collect my thoughts. My head felt like it was about to explode. ¡°I left Willow in my bed this morning. She was asleep. Then I went to have a conversation with Atticus.¡± I tried to exin, but the words weren¡¯ting out fast enough. ¡°Did she leave the room while I was speaking to him?¡± Autumn looked at rissa; they both didn¡¯t understand why I was behaving this way. ¡°She did,¡± Autumn answers me. ¡°We saw her earlier, and she looked excited to find you. She asked us where you were, and we told her you were conversing with Atticus. Is something wrong?¡± ¡°f**k!¡± I shout. I don¡¯t wait to answer any of their questions. I had to tell Willow I was so deeply sorry. I was racing up the stairs; I didn¡¯t stop running until I¡¯d barged into the room. My heart drops when I don¡¯t see her lying on the bed where I left her earlier. ¡°Willow?¡± I call. I walk over to the bathroom and knock on the door. There was no response. I leaned against it; there was no sounding from inside. ¡°Willow?¡± I try one more time. ¡°What the hell is going on, Dante?¡± Damon asks me as he barges into the room with everyone else. I ignored him as I knocked on the bathroom door onest time. ¡°Dante!¡± rissa shouts my name. ¡°What the hell is going on?¡± I can¡¯t pay attention to anyone else but Willow right now. I pushed the door open, and I felt even worse when the bathroom was empty. There was no sign of her in the room. ¡°Where is Willow?¡± I demand. They all look at each other in confusion. ¡°Wasn¡¯t she supposed to be in here?¡± Autumn asks me. ¡°None of us has seen her since she asked us where to find you. Didn¡¯t shee to meet you this morning while you were speaking with Atticus?¡± My brother walks in just then and senses the tension in the room. ¡°What did I miss?¡± ¡°Dante is acting weird, Atticus,¡± Autumn exins to him. ¡°Did Willow note to the room earlier while you two were conversing? Did she not meet Dante?¡± His eyes widen at her question. He immediately looks at me. He was there; he knew someone had heard us. We were both worried that it was Willow. This was the confirmation we needed. ¡°She heard us?¡± He asks in disbelief. ¡°She heard everything you said?¡± I ignore him as I barge out of the room, shouting her name. I wouldn¡¯t stop until I searched every corner of the house. She had to be around here somewhere. She wouldn¡¯t just disappear like that. And she wouldn¡¯t leave without telling me first. Everyone joined me in searching for her. When it was evident that she wasn¡¯t in the house, I went out to meet the guards. If she left, they would have seen her. Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. ¡°Did my wife leave?¡± I demand from the first one I see. He nods, ¡°She left almost two hours ago Mr. Fawn. Right after you left.¡± My blood runs cold at his words. She left? Chapter 240 Chapter 240 Chapter 241 Book 3 Chapter 76 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Who is Cassius?¡± I demand. ¡°What does he want with me? Why does he want me dead?¡± Daisy looks at Dana and they¡¯re both not making this easier for me. My head feels like it¡¯s spinning. ¡°Because you and your sisters are the only ones in this world with the power to defeat him and his sisters,¡± Dana answers me. The silence that follows makes both girls look at me for confirmation that I¡¯d heard them. This had to be a joke. I didn¡¯t have any power. Why were these people messing with me? If they were trying to make fun of me, they could stop, I wasn¡¯t falling for this. Maybe these were two girls crazy about Dante and they were finding ways to drive me insane. He had plenty of stalkers, I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if they belonged to that group. ¡°I only had one sister. Her name was Anya, and she¡¯s dead.¡± I inform them. ¡°I think you have the wrong girl. Maybe there¡¯s another Willow out there that you should be searching for. I would really love it if you¡¯d both let me go. I have to be somewhere soon.¡± Copyright N?v/el/Dra/ma.Org. That was a lie. I didn¡¯t have a ce I stay but these women didn¡¯t need to know that. Daisy sighs, ¡°I know this isn¡¯t easy for you to ept. Anya¡¯s real father kidnapped you and gave you to Anya¡¯s mother to hide. He had an argument with your father; they were friends once, that¡¯s until your father found out that he was stealing from him. When he asked him to leave, he did but he took you with him. They couldn¡¯t find you because Anya¡¯s mother kept moving, and we couldn¡¯t search for you when we didn¡¯t know where to look. The only possible way to locate you was if your power started to activate. And it did.¡± She says looking at me. ¡°We know you¡¯ve been fainting; your body sometimes gets as cold as ice. It¡¯s your power surfacing. You¡¯re not sick, Willow.¡± ¡°My father?¡± I ask with wide eyes. They knew about my sickness? This kept on getting creepier by the second. Dana nods, ¡°When your father found Anya¡¯s father, he fought with him. He wanted information on your whereabouts. He didn¡¯t want to stop fighting until he¡¯d found you. Unfortunately, they both died that day and still, there was no news of where you were.¡± My heart aches at this, even though I¡¯d never met him. ¡°How am I supposed to believe any of this?¡± I demand. ¡°The only sign that any of this is true happens to be the one thing that points to me being sick.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not sick,¡± Dana assured me. ¡°Your sisters all share a close resemnce to you. You¡¯re triplets. I¡¯m sure you¡¯ve noticed that you never looked like Anya or her mother. It¡¯s because you were never rted to them.¡± This was all so much for me to take in. How am I supposed to believe any of this without any solid proof? Did I really have two sisters that looked like me? The only way for me to find out the truth was to stay in this vehicle with these strangers. ¡°You said that Cassius has sisters. Are they all evil?¡± I ask. ¡°Who are they? What do they want?¡± Daisy takes a deep breath, ¡°You know his sisters, but before we can tell you about them. You should know the story of their father. His name was Azai Reign, and he was the most powerful sorcerer alive. He wanted to use his power for evil. He wanted to rule the world. Luckily, the mother of his children realized the monster he truly was and killed him. He also had triplets. They were all separated at one point. No one knew who they were until now. The girls seem innocent so far, but eventually, the evil inside of them will take over. Cassius, their brother, he¡¯s the opposite. He already has evil running through his veins. He¡¯s just like his father, and he wants revenge for his death. He wants to finish what his father started. His first step is to get rid of you and your sisters. He knows the three of you could kill him. You¡¯re his only weakness.¡± The more I heard about this story, the more frightened I became. I¡¯ve been so lost and in love with Dante that I had no idea what was happening around me. ¡°Cassius isn¡¯t stupid,¡± Dana informs me. ¡°He doesn¡¯t want to reveal himself yet. And he knows it wouldn¡¯t have been easy to get to you without revealing himself since you are married to Dante. That¡¯s why this was the perfect opportunity for him to get you. Luckily, we were also keeping an eye on you and were able to get to you first.¡± I couldn¡¯t believe this. If they hadn¡¯t found me, Cassius would have killed me. And that¡¯s not even the craziest part. My mother and sister weren¡¯t actually rted to me all this time. Was this why I was so different from them? ¡°Your fate was to marry into that family, the Fawns.¡± Dana informs me. ¡°It was meant to happen. It allowed you to get closer to the enemy. This will give you an advantage. Your job is to kill Cassius and his sisters.¡± ¡°Get closer to the enemy?¡± I ask, clueless. ¡°What are you talking about? Which one of the Fawns is my enemy?¡± ¡°We mentioned before that you know both of Cassius¡¯s sisters. He needs both of them to finish what his father started. Once he awakens the evil inside of them, he will get his wish. This is where you and your sisters will have to step in. Before this happens, you must kill all three of them.¡± Daisy informs me. ¡°Who are his sisters?¡± It felt like they were intentionally not telling me who they were. ¡°Autumn and rissa Fawn. They are the daughters of Azai Reign, destined to join forces with their brother and cause destruction to everything around them.¡± Chapter 241 Chapter 241 Chapter 242 Book 3 Chapter 77 ~DANTE~ I rush into my room, hoping to find something, anything that could help me find Willow. Maybe she went somewhere to cool her mind. But that wasn¡¯t like her. She never went ces by herself. She never left without anyone knowing where she was. I rush over to the desk, and my eyes fall on a small object that makes my insides churn ufortably. Her ring. She took it off. I picked it up into my hand and held onto it tightly. This wasn¡¯t f*****g happening. She wouldn¡¯t leave me. Willow would never leave me. She promised to fight for this marriage. She promised me that she wouldn¡¯t give up on me. Her diary was next to it. I used her once of writing spells in there. I gently took it into my hands and sat on the edge of the bed. I had to be seated for this. My knees felt weak. I didn¡¯t know where Willow went, but the fact that she left her ring meant that she wasn¡¯t nning on coming back. I take another look at her diary. If she left it here, she must have wanted me to read it. Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org. Please let there be something inside here to lead me to her. The first three words hit my heart. My dearest husband. Her entire diary, was filled with letters to me. I swallow hard and f****d myself to keep reading even though my heart was begging me to stop. Today you held me in your arms while I was unconscious. You were the first person I saw after waking up. Your eyes were filled with concern I¡¯ve never seen before. My heart flutters whenever I¡¯m reminded of how worried you were about me. I wish that one day I could tell you how I truly feel. I wish that one day I would feel your lips on mine¡ f**k. Reading this made me feel a hundred times worse. I turned the page and held my breath. I couldn¡¯t stop reading. Every word of hers felt like a f*****g d**g I couldn¡¯t get enough of. I was holding onto each word, hoping it would bring her closer to me. You kissed me for the first time. You¡¯ve done the one thing I¡¯ve been dreaming about since I married you. However, I felt hurt when you said my sister¡¯s name. You were thinking of her the entire time. I do not me you; I know you love her, and our marriage was f****d onto you. Still, my heart doesn¡¯t know how to forget your lips on mine. And I don¡¯t think it¡¯s possible ever to forget. I closed my eyes and tried to find the strength to continue. She¡¯d wanted me to kiss her. And the first time that I did, I was thinking of Anya. What the f**k was wrong with me? Today I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m sorry for asking for something you weren¡¯t ready to give me. I¡¯m sorry for telling you I think I¡¯m in love with you. I¡¯m sorry for making everything so much harder for you. I¡¯m sorry you were f****d to marry me by my sister. I¡¯m sorry you were f****d to do a ritual that may or may not guarantee a long marriage to me. I¡¯m not sorry for the feelings in my heart. I¡¯m not sorry for loving someone like you. I¡¯m not sorry that even though my sister didn¡¯t love you, I still do. I¡¯m not sorry that I got to experience such pleasures with your tongue. I¡¯m not sorry that my taste is still in your mouth. I¡¯m not sorry that I¡¯ll go to sleep smelling like you tonight. I¡¯m not sorry that I¡¯ll dream of today for the rest of my life. I closed the book and moved it to the side of me. I couldn¡¯t keep reading. The guilt inside of me was increasing with each page that I turned. I never wanted to hurt Willow. I always wanted to protect her. I married her too quickly. I should have healed from losing Anya before I made her my wife. I married her because of Anya, but I stayed married only because of her. All of this happened because I couldn¡¯t just be a f*****g man. All I had to do was push my past behind me and focus on my present life with Willow. Unlike Anya, Willow loved me with all her heart. She¡¯d given me a life I couldn¡¯t even dream of having with her sister. And now, she¡¯d taken that life with her. Without her, I was left with nothing but f*****g pain. I had to get her back. I had to find her and apologize. I had to tell her that even though I loved Anya, she was in the past. I had to promise her that I wouldn¡¯t ever put her sister above her ever again. I had to beg her to give me onest chance. This time I wouldn¡¯t f*****g mess it up. I would love her the way she deserved to be loved. I grabbed the diary once more. If I wanted to find her, I had to keep reading. I had to hope that there was something in here to help me. I kept reading until I reached thest page. I could feel my heartbeat increase with each new word. If you ever read this, please know that I love you more than I¡¯ve ever loved anyone else. The happiest moments of my life were spent with you. I felt a tear roll down my cheek, it was a reflection of what I felt inside. I was slowly slipping into depression. I held her diary to my chest; nothing here could lead me to her. She¡¯d left me, and I had no clue where to start searching. Why did I do this? Why did I ruin the one good thing in my life? ¡°Did she leave behind anything?¡± Atticus asks as he rushes in with Autumn behind him. ¡°She¡¯s gone,¡± I say with no emotion. I was about to lose myposure. Everything was taking its slow time to sink in. I knew the second it did; I wouldn¡¯t be able to hold back my emotions. ¡°What do you mean gone?¡± Autumn demands. ¡°She left her ring behind,¡± I say. ¡°She heard a stupid conversation I had with Atticus earlier. I said some things that I didn¡¯t mean. I was in shock. I was thinking about Anya. . .¡± I couldn¡¯t finish my sentence. ¡°She¡¯s gone,¡± I whisper in disbelief. ¡°We will find her,¡± Atticus promises me. ¡°She couldn¡¯t have gone far.¡± She¡¯s gone. Willow¡¯s gone. She left me. What was this excruciating pain in my heart? I clutched my chest and stayedpletely still. It hurt. It f*****g hurt so much. Chapter 242 Chapter 242 Chapter 243 Book 3 Chapter 78 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Get me out of this vehicle!¡± I shout. ¡°Now!¡± These people were insane. ording to them, my job was to kill Autumn and rissa along with their brother. I didn¡¯t even know they had a brother. I would never harm anyone rted to Dante¡¯s family. I was not my sister. I would not hurt them. ¡°We know you¡¯ve gotten close to them, but trust us when we say they wouldn¡¯t always be how you remember them.¡± Dante tries to exin to me. ¡°I don¡¯t care what you say. Autumn and rissa are two of the nicest girls I¡¯ve ever met. There isn¡¯t a drop of evil inside of them. If you think that there¡¯s even the slightest chance that I would harm them, you are dreaming!¡± I shout. ¡°If we let you out of this vehicle, Cassius will kill you!¡± Dana shouts. ¡°We are the ones sacrificing our lives to protect you. If the world didn¡¯t depend on you, we would have easily done what you¡¯re asking for. Unfortunately, all of our lives depend on you.¡± I didn¡¯t know how to respond to that. I angrily fold my arms and stare out of the window. They seemed convinced I was this chosen girl destined to save the world. My life kept spiraling out of control. First, it was losing Anya, falling in love with Dante, and now this. I couldn¡¯t catch a break. ¡°We¡¯re already here,¡± Daisy says to me gently. She seemed to be the kinder one. ¡°You¡¯ll be safe here. Cassius wouldn¡¯t risking here when he knows all three of you are together. He will only attack when you¡¯re alone.¡± I slowly got out of the vehicle. I was surprised to see a small cottage. I wasn¡¯t sure what I was expecting. It wasn¡¯t this. ¡°It¡¯s an illusion,¡± Daisy informs me. ¡°When you walk inside, you¡¯ll see what I mean.¡± I follow them into the house, surprised to see everything empty. ¡°Keep walking.¡± They tell me. ¡°We have to go underground.¡± I entered an elevator and then we stepped out I walk through another door and then another. When I stepped through thest one, I was met with a massive structure. It didn¡¯t look like a house; it looked like a training institution. There were women and men with arrows aimed at targets. Some of them had weapons I¡¯d never seen in my life before. Were they all preparing to fight against Cassius? ¡°Everyone has one mission and one mission only. To kill Cassius and his sisters.¡± Dana says as if reading my mind. ¡°If you hadn¡¯t been separated from your family, you would have the same goals as everyone else. Once you¡¯re reunited with them, it¡¯s expected that youply.¡± Did these people seriously think that I would kill two of the closest people to me? I loved Autumn and rissa like my own sisters. I would never harm them, even if their brother had evil intentions. If any of this was true, then there must be another way to get rid of Cassius. We shouldn¡¯t have to kill them all. Shouldn¡¯t we be able to kill him only? Shouldn¡¯t that be enough? We walked into an all-white room. Everything was white, including the furniture, and the curtains. Even the woman standing near the window had white clothes on and even the hair on her head was white. ¡°She¡¯s here, Madam.¡± The woman slowly turns to look at me. She doesn¡¯t run to hug me like a mother would who hadn¡¯t seen her missing daughter in years. Instead, she stands there and studies me. She¡¯s taking me in slowly. Was she trying to confirm if I was indeed her daughter? ¡°I told them they had the wrong person,¡± I tell her. ¡°I told them I¡¯m not your daughter. I don¡¯t have any power. I¡¯m not who you¡¯re looking for.¡± She looks at Dana and Daisy. Then she bursts intoughter. Did I say something hrious? ¡°I guess you are my daughter.¡± She says as she continues tough. ¡°Your sisters are the same. Always disagreeing with Dana and Daisy.¡± ¡°Why am I here?¡± I demand. ¡°You don¡¯t look like someone who hasn¡¯t seen her daughter in years. I expected a different reaction.¡± Her eyes soften, ¡°affection isn¡¯t something I show to my children. It will make them weak. I need all three of my girls to be physically and mentally strong.¡± No affection? None at all? ¡°Still, it¡¯s been years, and I was supposedly kidnapped.¡± I remind her. ¡°For all you know, I could have been dead.¡± She nods, ¡°will a handshake make you feel better?¡± I exhale in frustration. This was not what I expected. ¡°Is she in here?¡± I hear a feminine voice ask as the door opens once more. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. I turn toward the sound, and I¡¯m surprised to see two beautiful women walking toward me. I immediately know who they are without having to ask. They weren¡¯t lying. I shared a striking resemnce to both of them. It was all the proof I needed. These people were my real family. This was my home? ¡°Sister!¡± Before she can approach me, her mother stops her. Should I also call her my mother? She was my birth mother after all but I didn¡¯t feel the connection. ¡°We don¡¯t show emotions, Caroline.¡± She reminds her. ¡°No hugging. Just greet her.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry, mother.¡± Caroline apologizes. ¡°It won¡¯t happen again.¡± She turns to me and gives me a tiny smile. ¡°It¡¯s nice to meet you finally, Willow. We¡¯ve been waiting a long time to be reunited with you, my sister.¡± ¡°Your turn, Winter. Introduce yourself to your sister.¡± Mother says. ¡°It¡¯s a pleasure to meet you, Willow. I hope you¡¯ve been well.¡± She greets me. Well? My life kept moving from bad to worse. How on earth did I get out of this situation? Chapter 243 Chapter 243 Chapter 244 Book 3 Chapter 79 ~DANTE~ ¡°What do you mean she just disappeared?¡± I roar. I¡¯d gathered as many of our men as I could. I had people searching every f*****g area close to home, and somehow no one knew anything about Willow or where she could be. ¡°She¡¯s my wife!¡± I shout. ¡°My wife! I want her back home with me! Do whatever you must to find her. I don¡¯t care what it¡¯s going to cost me. I¡¯ll give everything to have her home back with me. Do you f*****g understand?¡± ¡°Yes, sir.¡± They all say before dispatching. I was trying hard not to crumble in front of everyone, but Willow¡¯sst words kept repeating in my head. She thought I would be happier without her. She left because she felt like that¡¯s what I would want. She was wrong, so terribly wrong. She doesn¡¯t understand how much worse losing her made everything else. I was trying my f*****g best to get Anya out of my heart and mind for her. I was doing everything, but f**k, I¡¯d still managed to mess everything up. I¡¯d still managed to f*****g hurt her. How could I even be considered a man after what I did to her? She¡¯s my wife. I¡¯m supposed to love, cherish and protect her heart. I did the exact opposite of that. I put someone who¡¯d hurt me multiple times above someone who¡¯s done nothing but wish me the best. I was a f*****g fool. A big one. ¡°You need to calm down.¡± Atticus tries to keep me rxed. ¡°If you want to find her, you must think clearly. We need to start with ces she¡¯s used to being. ces where Anya used to stay. She would most likely go anywhere that she once called home.¡± I take a deep breath. ¡°Are you sure? Wouldn¡¯t she want to stay away from ces she knows we will look for her?¡± He shrugs his shoulder. ¡°We don¡¯t know anything right now. It¡¯s best that we search everywhere we think she can be.¡± I angrily punch my hands down on the desk in front of me. The fragile thing breaks in half. ¡°Hey!¡± Atticus stops me before I can do more damage. ¡°Stop this, if you injure yourself, you¡¯re not going to be able to find her. We don¡¯t know where she is. She needs you to be on your best behavior. She doesn¡¯t know anyone out there, Dante. We need to find her quickly. If you care about her, you won¡¯t hurt yourself or even me yourself for her disappearance.¡± ¡°How can I not me myself?¡± I demand. ¡°I¡¯m the reason she left. She stayed with me despite every single thing I¡¯d done. I put Anya above her every f*****g chance that I got. Anya has done nothing for me, and Willow is the opposite of her. She loved me, Atticus. She loved me with her whole heart since the moment she met me. I feel like my chest is about to explode with pain.¡± I can¡¯t remember thest time I openly told my brother how I felt. I usually held back. But today, I couldn¡¯t. I needed someone to talk to. I needed someone to keep me sane. Willow was the only one who could do that for me, and she wasn¡¯t here. She wasn¡¯t here. She¡¯d left because of me. She¡¯d left because I¡¯d hurt her. She¡¯d left because I made her believe I would be happier without her. ¡°She loves you. You said so yourself.¡± He reminds me of my own words. ¡°If she truly does, she wouldn¡¯t be able to stay without you for long. She will return to you. But first, we will search; we will search every damn inch of this world if we have to.¡± I knew he was trying to cheer me up, but nothing could make me feel better until I saw Willow again. I wanted to hold her in my arms and beg for her forgiveness over and over again. I wanted to tell her that she was wrong; I wanted to tell her that she was the one I needed to be happy. I thought I was happy with Anya, but all she brought to me was pain. Willow was the one that brought me happiness. Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org. I couldn¡¯t stay in my room anymore. Every single damn thing reminded me about her in there. Even the bedsheets still smelled like her. I refused to have them changed. They would stay the same until I found her back. Nothing in that room would change until I¡¯d brought Willow back home with me. ¡°I asked Austin and his family to help us,¡± Atticus informs me. ¡°They¡¯ve helped us so much in the past, and they¡¯re good regarding things like this. We will find her, Dante. I promise you; we will find Willow.¡± Chapter 244 Chapter 244 Chapter 245 Book 3 Chapter 80 ~WILLOW~ ¡°Is there any chance that I can leave here?¡± I asked the woman that was supposed to be my birth mother. ¡°Do I have a choice in this matter?¡± Her face gets serious at my question, even worse than before. ¡°You are not to leave this ce without my permission.¡± She orders me. ¡°Your sisters¡¯ lives were in danger the second you went missing. Cassius is getting stronger each day that goes by. The faith of the world lies in you and your sisters. Do not y with your life Willow.¡± I don¡¯t say anything in return. ¡°I heard that the woman who hid you from us has died.¡± She tells me. ¡°While her death brought me great joy, I know it must not have been easy for you. How have you been taking the death of that devious woman and her daughter?¡± I swallowed, and while they weren¡¯t the best people, I still loved them. It wasn¡¯t easy hearing my birth mother speak about their deaths like it was nothing. However, I had to remind myself that she couldn¡¯t show emotions. ¡°It wasn¡¯t easy, but Dante and his family were there for me the entire time. Because of them, I was able to recover from the pain.¡± I answer her. She nods, ¡°It¡¯s quite unfortunate that you¡¯re going to have to fight all of them in the near future.¡± My eyes widen, ¡°all of them?¡± She quirks a brow at me and walks over to her chair. ¡°Did you think they would just sit back and let you hurt Autumn and rissa? That entire family cares about those girls. You¡¯ll have to kill all of them to get to those two. I¡¯m sorry you had to get close to them. If that horrible man hadn¡¯t taken you from us, you wouldn¡¯t have even met the Fawns until it was the right time.¡± She leans back against her chair and sighs, ¡°Because of him, I have to start all over from the beginning. You know nothing of your power. I have to teach you everything that your sisters already know. You¡¯re the weakest one among you three. You¡¯re very emotional, and you¡¯re physically weak. We don¡¯t have much time, but training must start from today. Some training is still better than none.¡± I narrow my eyes, ¡°like I told Dana, I won¡¯t hurt Autumn and rissa. They are like family to me.¡± She ms her hands down on her desk, ¡°And we are your blood. I made you. I gave birth to you. Do you think it was easy to learn about my children¡¯s future? It was tough, but I had toe to terms with it eventually. This is our life now. You need to understand the gravity of the situation. This isn¡¯t just about you, Willow; this concerns all of us. Autumn and rissa are the daughters of a sorcerer that wanted to kill us all. They must be stopped before Cassius gets to them.¡± ¡°Why can¡¯t we just kill Cassius?¡± I demand. ¡°He seems like the main threat. He¡¯s the evil one. rissa and Autumn are nice people. They wouldn¡¯t hurt anyone. Not intentionally.¡± She sighs, ¡°I can¡¯t have this conversation with you now. I have plenty of work to get to. We can continue thister.¡± ¡°But¡ª¡± ¡°Leave now, Willow.¡± She dismisses me. I angrily stormed out of her office. Caroline was already waiting for me at the door. ¡°It doesn¡¯t look like that conversation went well between you and our mother.¡± She notes. ¡°How is she even a mother?¡± I demand. ¡°She doesn¡¯t care about me. She hasn¡¯t seen me in years, and she already acts like I¡¯m a disappointment.¡± She lightly pats my shoulder, ¡°I promise you that she cares. She has a lot on her shoulders and tries to act emotionless. We¡¯ve been around her long enough to know that she actually does care about us. She just doesn¡¯t know how to show it.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t kill Autumn and rissa. I can¡¯t hurt two people that I love.¡± I try to tell her. Maybe she could help me; she showed much more emotion than everyone else. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Willow.¡± She apologizes to me. ¡°You don¡¯t know what they are capable of. Cassius has the power to control them if he gets to them. All he needs is their trust, and it will be over for the rest of us.¡± ¡°Then why can¡¯t we warn them instead of trying to hurt them?¡± I demand. She¡¯s about to respond when everything begins to spin. This is property ? of N?velDrama.Org. ¡°Willow?¡± That¡¯s thest thing I hear before everything goes nk. The next time I wake up, I¡¯m surrounded by my sisters and someone that looks like a doctor. ¡°She¡¯s awake!¡± Caroline shouts with excitement. ¡°Is my power causing this?¡± I ask them. ¡°That¡¯s what Dana and Daisy told me in the car. I¡¯ve been fainting a lot more than usual after my mother¡¯s death. I thought I was sick. Now, I know that I¡¯m not.¡± The doctor looks concerned as she ces her pen on the table beside me. She removes her sses, and it looks like she¡¯s about to tell me some bad news. ¡°This fainting had nothing to do with your power surfacing.¡± She exins. ¡°There¡¯s apletely different reason for it. ¡°What do you mean?¡± Does it mean that I was truly sick? Did I not have long to live? She takes a deep breath before she speaks again. ¡°I¡¯m afraid that you¡¯re pregnant, Willow.¡± Chapter 245 Chapter 245 Chapter 246 Book 3 Chapter 81 ~WILLOW~ I fainted for the second time in one day. I had hoped I was dreaming when I opened my eyes, but Caroline was there to remind me that I was pregnant. ¡°We aren¡¯t even allowed to be with a man.¡± She tells me. ¡°Our mother is very strict about that. She didn¡¯t get the chance to control your life, but she has been controlling ours.¡± Maybe it wasn¡¯t such a bad thing that she was controlling their lives. They weren¡¯t the ones pregnant for a man in love with their sister. Pregnant. This is the property of N?-velDrama.Org. I was pregnant with Dante¡¯s child. I ce one hand over my tummy and felt a sense of pride hit me all at once. Not once did I think about getting pregnant the night we consummated our marriage. This was quite a shock to me. I was given such happy news, but Dante was not here to celebrate it. But would he have celebrated it? He wouldn¡¯t want to have a baby with me, not when he was still in love with Anya. Our baby would be a mistake to him. I could see the look of disappointment on his face in my mind. I didn¡¯t want to think about it. I wanted to pretend that there was a world where Dante would be happy with the news of our baby. It didn¡¯t matter if he didn¡¯t want our baby because I knew that I would love our child with my whole heart. I would love our baby so much that he wouldn¡¯t have to worry about his father. ¡°You can¡¯t let our mother know this,¡± Winter warns me. ¡°She will force you to get rid of your baby.¡± Caroline nods, ¡°Mother is kind at heart, but she doesn¡¯t like to show it. She doesn¡¯t care about anything but getting rid of Azai¡¯s offspring.¡± ¡°You¡¯re willing to keep this secret of mine even though it could get you in trouble?¡± I ask, surprised by their kindness. Why would they do this for me? It¡¯s true that we were sisters, but they grew up together. I was nowhere around for a bond to form between us. ¡°Of course,¡± Caroline assured me. ¡°You¡¯re our sister. Even though you didn¡¯t grow up with us, you¡¯re still one of us. We will do anything and everything to protect you and your unborn child.¡± My heart warms at their kindness. ¡°I hope that one day I can repay your kindness,¡± I whisper. Winter nods, ¡°You can by helping us to stop Cassius and his sisters from destroying our world.¡± I stiffen at her words. ¡°rissa and Autumn are family to me. I will not be able to hurt them, and I will fight anyone who tries to harm them.¡± I don¡¯t hesitate to tell them what I feel about their n. Winter looks at Caroline, and I can see that my words didn¡¯t make this easier for us. ¡°Is there some way that we can stop Cassius without harming them?¡± I ask. ¡°I¡¯ll do anything to protect them.¡± Caroline sighs, ¡°If we get to Cassius before he can manipte them into helping him, we might have a chance. However, if we cannot stop him, we must choose between them and the world. That decision will be in your hands, Willow.¡± A part of me still wished that all of this was a lie. I was pregnant, and so many dangers were lying ahead of me. I wanted a normal life with my baby and my loved ones by my side. It didn¡¯t seem like I would be so lucky to have that. ¡°How soon do you want to challenge Cassius?¡± I ask them. ¡°We need to do it before your mother realizes that I¡¯m pregnant. I don¡¯t want anything to happen to my baby. I will fight with my life to protect my child.¡± Caroline nods, ¡°The faster we get rid of him, the faster we can return to normal lives. There¡¯s just one problem. You have no experience, unlike Winter and me. Mother will not be willing to attack him when you have zero control of your power.¡± It was true. I wasn¡¯t even aware that I had any power until now. It means that I have to try as hard as I can to impress my birth mother and prove to her that I can win a fight against Cassius Reign. I had to prove to her that I was strong enough to take him down with my sisters by my side. It was up to me to show her that I wasn¡¯t weak. If my sisters and I could defeat him, then Autumn and rissa would be safe. They would be able to live their lives peacefully. That¡¯s all I wanted. For Dante and his family to be happy and away from all danger. ¡°Can you please help train me?¡± I ask. ¡°I prefer if my sisters train me rather than a stranger.¡± Caroline smiles, ¡°I¡¯ll talk to our mother. I will convince her you¡¯ll learn faster if we train you.¡± ¡°We will make you as strong as us in no time,¡± Winter assures me. Without their mother, they seemed a lot more gentle and caring. They are f****d to act emotionless, just like her, whenever she¡¯s around. I much prefer this side of them. ¡°Defeating Cassius will not be easy,¡± Winter warns me. ¡°There is even a chance that none of us will make it. It¡¯s a sacrifice we must make for the sake of everyone else. You must be prepared to lose everything, Willow.¡± Chapter 246 Chapter 246 Chapter 247 Book 3 Chapter 82 ~DANTE~ It¡¯s been more than one week since I¡¯dst seen Willow. More than one f*****g week. I¡¯ve searched every damn corner of this ce, and there hasn¡¯t been any clue pointing to her. Wherever she¡¯d gone, she was hidden well. Even Austin and his family were no help, and they were the very best. ¡°Someone must have taken her,¡± Hunter says. ¡°Willingly or unwillingly.¡± I closed my eyes; the thought of someone holding her against her will made me feel even worse than I already did. Each day that passed without Willow felt like t*****e. The pain only increased every second of every day. I hate myself for the things I¡¯d said after our night together. That was the best night of my f*****g life, and I messed it up because of my past. ¡°We¡¯re not going to stop the search anytime soon,¡± Austin assures me. ¡°When my sister went missing, and we couldn¡¯t find her, it was hell for us. I know what it feels like.¡± I nod, ¡°I appreciate it. I want Willow back. I¡¯m the reason she¡¯s gone, and I feel sick every time I think about what she went through because of me.¡± Austin sighs, ¡°We¡¯ve all done foolish things we wish we could take back. At least you realize your mistake. Once you get her back, please don¡¯t hold back; tell her how you truly feel. Trust me; she will forgive you.¡± ¡°I think it¡¯s time we head back home,¡± James says as he checks the time. Hunter nods, ¡°Isabe must be restless. She¡¯s already upset she couldn¡¯t be here.¡± They were parents now; they couldn¡¯t be around as much as they could in the past when they didn¡¯t have babies to worry about. They say their goodbyes, and I watch them all leave. When I was left alone, I slowly walked back to my room. As usual, I¡¯m hit with a wave of sadness the second I step into it and don¡¯t see any signs of Willow. Even her scent was disappearing from the room, and I hated it. I tried to keep her in here with me, but everything was slowly fading with time. I grabbed my wallet and stormed out of the room. I don¡¯t stop until I¡¯m next to the fire pit. Without a second thought, I threw the damn thing into the fire. I should have done this a long time ago. I should have gotten rid of everything that reminded me of Anya. I shouldn¡¯t have made Willow feel like I didn¡¯t want her. I f*****g hate myself. I hate myself. I took too long to do it, and now it was toote. Willow was long gone, and it didn¡¯t look like she was returning to me. I grabbed more things I knew reminded me of Anya and angrily shoved everything into the fire. I didn¡¯t want anything reminding me of her anymore. I didn¡¯t want anything in my life that would push Willow further away from me. I was done with my past, f*****g done with it. Willow. Please. Pleasee back to me. Please. I couldn¡¯t even beg her because she was no longer around. I had no one to talk to. I angrily punched the wall over and over again. ¡°Dante!¡± My mother shouts. ¡°What are you doing?¡± I don¡¯t stop despite her desperate pleas to stop me from hurting myself. She grabs my hand and tries to stop me from punching the wall again, ¡°Talk to me, son. Please.¡± I couldn¡¯t talk. I couldn¡¯t. ¡°Dante!¡± She begs. ¡°Please. I¡¯m your mother. Tell me what¡¯s going on. What happened between you and Willow?¡± ¡°I made a mess of my life,¡± I whisper. ¡°Willow is gone, and it¡¯s all my fault. She isn¡¯ting back. I let my past ruin my future. I can¡¯t go on without her mother. She¡¯s my only reason for living, and she¡¯s gone.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t say that,¡± she whispers. ¡°We are all here for you. And Willow is a sweet girl; she wille back. She wouldn¡¯t leave you for long.¡± She only said these things tofort me, but it wouldn¡¯t work. It¡¯s the first time my mother isn¡¯t concerned about what the public would think about us. I haven¡¯t gone to the academy ever since Willow disappeared, and I don¡¯t n on going back until I have her in my life again. I couldn¡¯t focus on anything except her. ¡°If she knew how much pain you were in right now, I know she would return.¡± She tells me. I pause at her words. Why hadn¡¯t I thought about that before? Willow never liked to see me physically hurt. Her love for me was the reason she wouldn¡¯t be able to bear seeing me like that. I know what I had to do to get her back now. I had to get back in that ring and let my opponents beat the s**t out of me. ¡°Thank you!¡± I whisper as I hug my mom tightly. She tries to talk to me some more, but I¡¯m already out of the house before she can stop me. I knew no one around me would let me out of this house if they knew what I was up to; I couldn¡¯t let any of them know of my n to get Willow back to me. I quickly dialed the one number that would help me in this situation. ¡°What can I do for my favorite fighter?¡± he asks the second he answers the phone. ¡°I need you to set up some matches for me. I¡¯m going to lose each of them.¡± I tell him. ¡°It¡¯s not going to be likest time. This time I will lose every single one of these matches.¡± I promise him. Text ? by N0ve/lDrama.Org. It was a promise I nned on keeping. Chapter 247 Chapter 247 Chapter 248 Book 3 Chapter 83 ~WILLOW~ ¡°My tummy is already showing, and it¡¯s only been a few days,¡± I whisper. ¡°How long will the baggy clothes be able to hide it?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not sure,¡± Caroline whispers back. We were trying to be as quiet as possible; we didn¡¯t need anyone hearing this and reporting it to my birth mother. I missed Dante every single day that went by. I knew I did the right thing by leaving, but that didn¡¯t make it easier. I wanted to see him, but even if I decided that I wanted to go back, there was no way that my birth mother would let me leave this ce. I was trapped here for a long time. They were convinced that Cassius was waiting for the right time to attack. I didn¡¯t even know what this man looked like. There were no pictures of him; I don¡¯t think they had even seen him. They just knew that he was waiting to kill us. I sighed as my thoughts went straight back to Dante. He was probably happy now that I was gone. He would be able to live his life more peacefully. He would no longer have to worry about hurting my feelings. This is what I wanted. It¡¯s why I left so that he could be happy again. I push thoughts of him out of my head. I started thinking about Cassius and how we would defeat him without harming rissa and Autumn. I¡¯ve been training for a few days now, and I haven¡¯t seen much improvement. I was nowhere close to my sisters and their advancement. I notice a few of the women looking at something on their phones. They were all glued to the screen like it was something important. ¡°What¡¯s happening there?¡± I ask Winter. ¡°What are they looking at?¡± She looks over at them. ¡°I¡¯m not sure. I¡¯ll go see.¡± Caroline and I wait for her to return. ¡°I¡¯m sure it¡¯s nothing important.¡± She dismisses it. The women all look over at me after Winter said something to them. I could see them whispering in front of me. It was obvious that they didn¡¯t want me to know what they were talking about. I didn¡¯t like when anyone kept secrets from me. Winter looks at me then, and I can see the worry in her eyes. She quickly tries to hide it from me, and it only makes me feel more curious than before. She walks over to us, and instead of speaking to me, she pulls Caroline to the side and starts discussing with her. What were they keeping from me? ¡°I can see you.¡± I wave at them. ¡°I know you¡¯re trying to keep something from me. Just tell me what¡¯s going on.¡± They look at each other. ¡°What¡¯s going on?¡± I ask Caroline a second time. ¡°What are the two of you keeping from me? Please tell me. Why does everyone seem to know something that clearly involves me?¡± They look a bit nervous to tell me. The longer they took to say anything, the more anxious I got. ¡°You¡¯re scaring me,¡± I admit. ¡°Did one of you finallye face to face with Cassius? Or did he threaten you guys over the phone?¡± Winter shook her head. ¡°No. That¡¯s not what we¡¯re talking about. This has nothing to do with Cassius.¡± ¡°Then tell me.¡± I insist. ¡°What¡¯s happening?¡± ¡°It¡¯s about your husband.¡± Caroline finally answers me. I freeze at her words. My husband? What about Dante? ¡°Did something happen to him?¡± I demand. ¡°Is he looking for me?¡± For some reason, I felt excited at the thought of Dante searching for me. ¡°No, he isn¡¯t looking for you.¡± She sighs. ¡°He¡¯s kind of busy doing something else.¡± I pause. Doing something else? A million thoughts shed through my mind at those words. Was he already seeing someone else? That¡¯s not likely; he was too crazy about my sister to start seeing someone else the second I left. ¡°Let me see.¡± They hesitate once more. ¡°I don¡¯t think this is something you should see, Willow,¡± Winter tells me. ¡°I don¡¯t even think it¡¯s a good idea that we are discussing this right now. It¡¯s just a distraction, and it¡¯s thest thing you need right now. You already have too much to deal with.¡± I grab the phone from her and stare nkly at the video in front of me. ¡°What is this madness?¡± I demanded when I could find my voice again. ¡°The fighting ring. He¡¯s doing a fight every night for one week.¡± Winter exins. ¡°This is already his fifth night. He has two more left.¡± My eyes widen, ¡°this doesn¡¯t make any sense. Dante never loses his fight unless he wants to, and he¡¯s losing this one. He looks awful!¡± My heart hurts at his condition. What the hell was he doing to himself? Why was he just letting that man beat him like that? ¡°He¡¯s lost all other four matches.¡± She informs me. ¡°And he¡¯s going to lose the fifth. Maybe he¡¯s finally facing stronger opponents.¡± No. That couldn¡¯t be it. There has to be more to this. ¡°I¡¯m telling you. He never loses a fight unless it¡¯s intentional!¡± I exim. I was beginning to panic. He was about to do this same thing to himself tomorrow night as well.This is the property of N?-velDrama.Org. ¡°I¡¯ve heard the opponent gets stronger each night,¡± Caroline whispers. ¡°It¡¯s only going to get worse from tonight.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t let this happen,¡± I whisper. ¡°I need to get there. I need to stop him before he does something stupid!¡± ¡°What?¡± Winter demands. ¡°You can¡¯t leave here, Willow. It¡¯s unsafe, and our mother will never allow it!¡± ¡°I must!¡± I insist. ¡°Please. You need to let me go. I need to see Dante! I have to stop him!¡± Chatper 248