《HIS QUEEN》 Chapter 1 ? "Little mouse, the next time I have to repeat something to you, I''ll have to take you over my knee" I shuddered. The thought of him taking me over his knee made me hot for some unknown reason. I sat carefully on hisps, my legs to the side. He turned me so I straddled him. He caressed my sides and leaned into my neck. He sucked on the side of my neck and I tilted my head to give him better ess. He scraped my neck gently and I moaned. I felt super sensitive all over my body. "My king" "Thane. Call me Thane. I want to hear you scream it when you cum for me." When Esmeralda is sent to the North as a ve and she gets appointed as the maid of the king, sparks fly. Alpha King Thane is wild and ruthless. He doesn''t know how to be gentle. He is exasperated by the ve in red dress. He doesn''t want another mate but no one else can have her. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org Esmeralda is attracted to the king. He acts hot and cold towards her and stirs up emotions she doesn''t understand. She has no idea what he wants from her. What does fate have for the innocent ve girl and the ruthless alpha king? Will fate bring them together or will secrets from their past tear them apart.Text property ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Esmeralda Halfbreed from the east. She is sent to the North as a ve. She meets the king and is attracted to him. Sheter finds out she''s the daughter from a coven that killed the former queen. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org Alpha Thane: King of lycans, werewolves and half-breeds. He is cold and distant mainly because of the death of his first mate. When a new batch of ves are brought to the pce, he''s drawn to one and discovers she is his mate. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org Chapter 2 ? Before you read Inorder to prevent confusion, I listed a few things to make you understand the book a bit better. Note: The wolves that live in the capital of the North are all lycans. Except for the ves who are halfbreeds and a few guards that are werewolves. All sub-alpha''s are werewolves. The North is the central capital where the Alpha king resides. There are four territories with fifteen sections each. Each territory has a capital where the sub-alpha lives with his family and his advisors. Humans are almost extinct. A halfbreed is the product of a werewolf and a human. That is, a et female werewolf and a male human. On rare asions, a witch and and a werewolf. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org A werewolf has werewolf parents or their father is a werewolf and their mother, a human. Lycans are descendants of the moon and the oldest wolves. Silver is only way to kill a Lycan is to sever the spine of the Lycan. Content bayu ve menful to werewolves. The s to en.kikistoiton co Halfbreeds are more like humans. They do not heal fast and are by most sicknesses humans suffer. Content bevelN?velDrama.Org (C) content. ¨¦n.kikistories to Chapter 3 ? N?vel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive ? material. THIRD PERSON POINT OF VIEW FOUR HUNDRED YEARS AGO- He rolled in bed and reached for his mate. It was how he usually started his mornings. He frowned as he found an empty spot on his bed. He sat up in rm. He reached for her in his mind but something was blocking him out. He got out of bed and raced out of the room. Her scent lingered in the hallway but it was faint. He followed her scent down the stairs and into the kitchen. A smile graced his face as he saw his mate dancing as she prepared breakfast. He walked quietly to her and wrapped his arms around her. She leaned into him and he kissed the tip of her head. "Stop leaving the bed before me" she turned so that she faced him. "I wanted to give you breakfast in bed today" she pouted. "I could have had breakfast between your legs." A blush covered her cheeks and she smacked his chest. He ced his lips against her own as they shared a kiss. The maids looked on in awe as the King and Queen publicly disyed their affection for each other. The King rarely smiled except towards his loving mate or their pup. He lifted her into his arms, breakfast forgotten. He carried her into their bedroom andid her on the bed. He peppered kisses on her neck. He was about to take off her dress when a knock sounded on the door. She pushed him off her and went to get the door. "Good morning sister-inw" "Morning Eridian" he stepped into the room. "Is your mate not keeping you busy enough that you have to disturb me so early in the morning" "She is asleep. She is thoroughly exhausted from the pleasure I gave her at night. She will not be awake tillte in the afternoon." He replied smugly. Thane threw aforter at him. "We have an important meeting in section 6 of the north" he left the room. His mate, Catalina pouted at him. "I thought we were going to spend the day together?" "We are. I won''t take long" he kissed her lips and entered the bathroom. She was still seated on the bed when he came out. He gave her a long kiss. "After this meeting you have me all to yourself" she nodded and he kissed her forehead. He went for his meeting and she went in search of her friend. She opened the doors and chuckled when she saw her friend sprawled on the bed. She jumped onto the bed and her friend woke with a start. "Catalina!" She chided. "Let''s go out" "No. I''m exhausted" shey back on the bed, covering herself with a duvet. Catalina pulled her out of bed. "Okay, okay" she went into the bathroom grumbling. The two met at the edge of the forest and they strolled in talking about things. Her friend held a basket in her hands. "You never bring food" "I didn''t have breakfast today" they found a small clearing and sat and began eating. ******* The king sat with his brother and his advisors while listening to theint of the beta. He felt a sharp pain in his abdomen. It wasn''t his pain. Something was wrong with his mate. He stood up abruptly from the table. "I''m sorry. I''m really sorry" he plunged his ws into her chest and ripped out her heart. He picked his mate into his arms and raced back to the castle. A loud growl pierced the silence. The other wolves howled loudly at the loss of their own. Heid her gently on the bed and sliced his veins. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org He ced it against her lips for her to drink. She held his hands and pushed it away from her mouth. "It''s toote" he shook his head in denial. She coughed and blood spilled from her mouth. "I-l- lo- love y-you" tears spilled from her eyes and onto the bed sheet. He held her hands tightly and wept as she took herst breath. He howled loudly and his pack howled after him. He had lost a mate and they had lost a queen. TWENTY THREE YEARS AGO The woman clutched her stomach as a sharp pain passed through her. The babe was moving around restlessly. She groaned as she tried to stand. The babe wasn''t due yet and given current circumstances, it would be unhealthy if it came out prematurely. She was the only one in the house and couldn''t afford the services of a witch. Her n members had gone out for the day''s work. Sweat poured profusely down her face. She managed to get to the poorly equipped bathroom. She squatted and held the door frame for support and felt her vagina. She was wider than normal. She didn''t know much about giving birth but the incessant urge to push overwhelmed her. She scrunched her face in pain as she pushed the baby out. Blood pooled at her feet as she continued to push the babe out. She gave a loud cry and a final push and the baby slipped out into her waiting arms. She copsed on the floor, babe on the cold ground. She struggled to reach the baby but she was too weak. She hoped the loud cries of the baby would attract the neighbors. She prayed to the goddess that the babe would live. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org "My Elpida" she muttered just before she cked out. Chapter 4 ? There was silence in our living room as we sat thinking of what the morrow would bring. The time for the annual tribute hade. Every year, fifteen halfbreeds from the South, East and West were sent to the capital in the North. This was done to show loyalty to the King of the Alphas.- Alpha King Alcius Thane. Unbeatable in strength and Wisdom, he was basically a god. A direct descendant of the moon goddess. A Lycan. Over a millennia ago, a while after he became Alpha, he annihted the system of packs. The packs at that time were over a thousand in number. Some of them were remote and their alpha''s were tyrants. The pack system caused oppression and poverty. So all packs were destroyed and the territory system came in. Each territory was headed by a sub-alpha while betas were in charge of the sections. Each territory had fifteen sections in total and a capital. The sub-alpha, his family and advisors lived in the capital. The betas oversaw the welfare of each section and reported to the sub-alpha who in turn reported to the king. This system also applied to the north but they had no sub-alpha.N?velDrama.Org (C) content. The betas of the north reported to the royal beta and then he reports to the king. Every year, after the delivery of half-breeds, there was a ball for the sub-alphas and betas in the north. Alpha Alcius absolutely despised us. He once dered that we should be killed but, werewolves and lycans began to find mates in half breeds. Killing them would take away potential mates and so the decree was reversed. We were to be used as ves. All halfbreeds at twenty and above were either sent to the territory capital or sent to the north. Of course a better faith awaited those who went to the territory capital even though we were maltreated there. We were told at the central capital, we will be treated as scum by both werewolves and Lycans. *** "Esme... You remember all you have been taught right?" I nodded "You must ensure you follow all the rules and most importantly stay away from the alpha" "I''ve heard you ma. Don''t worry your head. I''ll be absolutely good." I said dusting my skirts as I headed for the door. I was from section 3. Our sub-alpha had selected from each section and as usual I was unlucky enough to be selected. I was set to head out for the East capital along with my parents and the other girls from the other sections will also go there. We were to leave for the central capital in two days. I trailed the familiar path to the stream. Myfort zone. Growing up I never had much friends. I was shy and Isted myself most of the times. I fell ill quickly, took a special brew for my poor eyesight. I also bruised quickly and healed slower than a normal halfbreed. I was weak. Every time I was bullied by werewolves or halfbreeds, I came here to hide and cry. I wonder how I''m going to survive the north. We left our borders by midday. The roads leading out of the east were bumpy and rough. We were to reach the north in three days. I kept to myself most of the time and replied the girl beside me. Her name was Lily and she was from section 7. She looked worse than I did......hair covering her face as she kept her head bowed at all times. We made few bathroom stops and food was shared in the van but the drivers drove during the night. The other girls didn''t talk much either. We all sat in silence like sacrificialmbs going to be ughtered..... Of course.... we werembs and the north was our ce of sacrifice.... We reached the main borders of the north at dusk two dayster. We were ushered into a small house. We were given clothes to change into after taking a bath. There was one bathroom so we had to go in one at a time starting from the girl in section 1 till the girl in section 15. There was an open space with beds were wey down. That night I heard a few crying, I couldn''t even cry. I felt numb. I prayed to the moon goddess that whatever maye, my parents would not loose another child. I was going to go home and see my parents again. *** In the morning after our bath, we were given a white dress. It was the official ve dress. We walked out in a single file into a van. The other girls from other territories were present. We were sixty girls in total. This van was to take us to the central capital where the king lived. The drive to the pce was smoother and the roads were levelled. When we arrived at the pce, some people were waiting outside. We were given dresses as we alighted. My dress was red and red was for cleaning. We were assigned to our bunks and given toiletries. There was a row call and we were given food. The matron instructed us to go to bed as soon as we were done because from the next day, sleeping would be a guilty pleasure. Tomorrow our duties will begin formally. As Iy on my bed and turned, I kept thinking of my fate here. I prayed to the moon goddess to keep me safe and protect me from the wrath of the werewolves and Lycans alike. CHAPTER TWO It has been two weeks since I began my duties and so far I''ve managed to avoid trouble. To be honest, the way the north was described was far from how it was. Through there were a few that spiteful towards us but we were treated as paid ves. Today I was to clean the library in the south wing. The alphas wing. The matron said the king was not around this morning but if he came back while I was still up there, I was to make myself invisible until he left. pulled my trolley up with me to the south wing. The ce was quiet because no other person lived on this side of the pce. I unlocked the library doors and pulled the trolley inside. The library was so fuckingrge. Some of the shelves were so high adder was required to reach them. I decided to take one key out of the bunch of library keys. I could spend my free time here since it was rarely used. I began to clean and arrange the books that were lying about. After four hours I was done, I left the library to return my cleaning supplies and the key to the library. I went to the lunch hall were the other ves had gathered for the midday meal. I had made few friends including an older maid Althea who had taken me under her wing. We shared the same bunk and I sat bedide her as the meals were distributed. Our table consisted of girls from the same room as I and Althea. A few were older girls but majority of us were the new girls. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org My duties end at lunch each day and I spend the rest of the day in my bunk hiding away from the rest of the pce. Today the hallways were quiet. The yellow sash ves were preparing lunch for the prime alpha. I opened the door of the library and slipped in. I quickly locked the door and ran to the shelve at the far end of the room that held romance books. I picked one and looked for where to sit. The only chair here was the alphas and I couldn''t risk sitting there. There was an open space behind a shelf with a single couch and a table. A cab holding what I presumed to be liquor stood at one end and a window. I peeped through the window and saw three men discussing. As a half-breed I couldn''t hear what they were saying but they looked like they were in deep discussion. One of the men looked up at the window I was standing out and I moved away immediately. I quickly ran out of the library and back to my bunk. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org ***** "Don''t fucking tell me that. I gave you a fucking instruction and you disobeyed" man one yelled "I''m sorry man. I was a bit upied with N. You know how this things are" man two said. A loud powerful growl was heard. "I''m sorry alpha" oh my fucking goddess. The alpha. I swear my blood pressure fucking skyrocketed. "Sort your shit out as soon as possible. I don''t need a distracted second inmand" "I will alpha" the sound of the door opening and closing with a loud bang almost had me sighing in relief. The faint sound of shuffling papers and a loud ng still had me rooted at my spot. Somebody was still in here. "Come out half breed" oh my goddess. Did he mean me? Was there someone else here? "NOW" my feet began to move even before I could register themand. I walked out and saw the man from four days ago. He was among the men discussing below the window. The one who looked up. "Eavesdropping are we?" "No sir" "You should really be careful. I saw you the other day you know?." My eyes widened. He had seen me. But why didn''t he say a word. "Others won''t ignore you or be forgiving as I am. Especially the king. He would execute you if he found out you spent time here" he held his hand out. "The key" I ced it on his palm. He nodded towards the door. I bowed slightly and left. Once I was in the corridor I ran as fast as my legs could carry me and didn''t stop until I was in the ve quarters. I was panting as I entered my room. A few of the girls sat talking but as soon as I entered their eyes turned to me. "Why are you panting like you just ran a marathon" Fiona asked. I had learnt their names but we really didn''t talk much. "Nothing. Just thought I should run a bit" they returned back to their conversation as I sat on my bed. Althea wasn''t back from her duties yet. I was thankful that I wasn''t punished and on the other hand, vexed that I couldn''t use the library anymore. I''ll have to wait until I was assigned to the library next time but I don''t think that''ll be happening anytime soon. Chapter 5 ? Yesterday night was a disaster. The king was angry about something so his room waspletely thrashed. I wasn''t supposed to be here but there was a slight change in the cleaning table and of all days I happened to get the king''s room today. I had to strip the bed, send the sheets toundry, put new sheets and clear the floor. Men hade earlier to remove the heavier items the king had destroyed. I moved to the bathroom to clean and was distracted by the fancy bathroom the king had. As I was admiring the shower with my eyes and my hands, the shower began to spray me. Uh oh.. I didn''t know where I had touched to put on the shower. I was a goner. The shower stopped suddenly and that was when I felt a presence behind me. I cleaned my face and looked up into eyes as ck as the night. I was too busy looking at his eyes I didn''t notice his hands had grabbed my upper arm. He pulled me out of the bathroom and into the bedroom and I saw the man from the library. Damn it. I needed to learn his name. The mean beefy guy that grabbed me and pushed me roughly and I twisted my ankle as I fell to the ground. Great I was dripping wet and had a twisted ankle. "We meet again half breed" I looked down in embarrassment. The mean guy that twisted my ankle looked at me with so much hate I almost felt disgusted with myself. I tried to sit up but winced at the pain in my ankle. The presence of an intimidating aura had the two men beside me stiffening. A third man walked in. He had the greenest set of eyes. I was lost in his eyes until I was roughly jerked up. "Get the fuck out all of you" I scrambled towards the exit. "Not you half-breed" not me? Wtf. I was going to be alone with this one. He took one step forward and I took two back. He trailed his eyes over my body and I began to feel self conscious. In a sh he was right in front of me with his left hand around my tiny waist. He leaned into my neck and sniffed my skin. He caressed my lower lip with his thumb and leaned in as if to kiss me and I closed my eyes, unconsciously baring my neck to him. A loud growl had me opening my eyes. He was at the other end of the room, his face more animal than man. His ws elongated and his canines extended. He looked as if he was fighting for control. His eyes shing between pitch ck and green. "GET THE FUCK OUT" he growled. I still stood shocked to my bones. Fingers mped on my arms and pulled me out of the room as the sound of something crashing was heard. Library man quickly rushed into the room. More sounds of things crashing were heard as I struggled down the hallway only stopping when I went into my room. My arms were littered with now purple bruises and my ankle was throbbing. My face became red in embarrassment as I took in my state. My dress was soaked through and my breasts visible. I had decided to go without a bra today. Library man, mean guy and green eyes must have seen through my dress. I took of my dress and walked gingerly to the bathroom. Why did the alpha react like that towards me? I woke up to Althea shaking me. "You weren''t there for lunch and I have instructions to take you to the healer to treat your ankle"N?velDrama.Org (C) content. "Instructions from who?" "Royal beta Valdus" "I don''t think I''ve met him though... How does he know I twisted my ankle?" "I wouldn''t know. He is waiting at the infirmary" "That won''t be necessary" I nced up. Library guy? "Beta Valdus" Althea bowed "Leave us" she turned and left "What did you do to make the alpha react like that?" "Nothing. He just sniffed me and then he lost it" he looked at me skeptically. "Here" he handed over a tube of something red el "That''s lycan blood. Drink it and go to sleep. When you wake up your ankle will be healed. "he turned and left. Lycan blood? Wtf this was hard to get back in the east. We were thought that lycan blood was addictive. It was used as an aphrodisiac or a healing element. Once you start taking from a particr Lycan, you can''t take from another. It causesplications. Since it was impossible to get constant supply from a particr Lycan, it was avoidedpletely. Also, continuous intake from a Lycan, forges a bond with the Lycan. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org I took the blood in one shot. It tasted bitter. I fought the urge throw up. Althea rushed in. "What rtionship do you have with the beta?" "Um...there is no rtionship. We''ve met a couple of times. That''s all" "Are you sure?" "Of course..I didn''t even know he was the beta" "Be careful Tongues will wag if word gets around that the royal beta came to the servant quarters to see you. Plus he has a mate. You wouldn''t want to be on the bad side of beta female N." Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org "I''ll go smuggle something for you so you can eat" she didn''t wait for my response and left the room. A few momentster she came back with bread and cheese. "You''ll have to manage this. There are no leftovers from lunch and so you''ll have to wait until dinner. I''m on serving duty at night so I wouldn''t be able toe get you. Don''t oversleep or wander about and nee forget the time for the evening meal." And she left. Althea was a blue dress. The blue dress served dishes to the members of the royal family. I gobbled the food down as quickly as I could and slept off. Content belongs to NovelDrama.Org The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone! Chapter 6 ? I woke up to see Matilda, a blue dress leaning over me. I felt disoriented as I woke up. Everything was too bright, too loud and I felt energised. My ankle waspletely healed and the bruises on my arm were gone too. I feltpletely different. Must be the Lycan blood. "The matron wants to see you" "Me?" "Yes. She is in the kitchen." I grabbed my red dress from where I left it to dry and donned it. I followed the blue dress out of our quarters and into the kitchen. The matron was issuing orders and checking the different meals that were prepared. She nced in my direction and motioned for me toe forward. I walked to were she stood and she looked me up and down. "I received orders above for you" oh shit. This is it. I was going to be punished. "You are to attend personally to the alpha. From cleaning his space to delivering his meals and attending to every need that he requires of you." "He will not be dining with the rest of the royal family. His meal will be delivered to his room." "Yes ma." "Stand in the corner and wait for his meal to be ready." I bowed and went to a corner to stand. After some minutes I was asked to take the food upstairs to his study. I rolled the cart until I got to the door. I knocked and waited. No answer. I patiently waited outside while they did whatever the hell they were doing inside. Twenty minutester a busty brte came out. Her hair stuck out in various ces and her make up smeared. "COME IN" his voiced boomed. I winced at his loud voice and hurriedly pushed the cart inside. The study was vast but I didn''t get a chance to look around. I served the dishes on the table all the while avoiding eye contact with him. Not that I''m supposed to look him in the eye or anything. It was prohibited but I felt embarrassed after our encounter earlier today. "Look at me"I hesitated but I looked at him straight in the eyes. "Come here" "My king" "I do not like to repeat myself little mouse" I went round therge mahogany desk and stood beside him. He pushed his chair backwards and motioned for me to sit on hisp. "I can''t" I whispered and lowered my head. I knew he heard me but he didn''t say anything for a moment. "Little mouse, the next time I have to repeat something to you, I''ll have to take you over my knee" I shuddered. The thought of him taking me over his knee made me hot for some unknown reason. I sat carefully on hisps, my legs to the side. He turned me so I straddled him. He caressed my sides and leaned into my neck. He sucked on the side of my neck and I tilted my head to give him better ess. He scraped my neck gently and I moaned. I felt super sensitive all over my body. He began to suck with fervour and urgency while I ground down on him. He tugged at the hands of my dress and brought them down. He unclipped my bra and my breasts spilled out. He sucked on one nipple while he used his fingers on the other one. I moaned loudly as the flesh between my legs throbbed painfully. I ground down on him as I began chasing release. "My king" "Thane. Call me Thane. I want to hear you scream it when you cum for me." he sucked hardly on my nipples while his hands clutched my hips tightly guiding me into a rhythm that we both enjoyed. I had finally gotten there, my eyes rolled into my head as I reached for my release. Almost there, almost there, until all movement stopped. I whined as I opened my eyes. Thanes eyes were totally ck. His Lycan was in control. "I want to fucking taste you. I want you to fuckinge on my mouth" his voice was deeper and huskier than before. I groaned. He swiped his table clean andid me on the table. He lifted my dress up and ripped my panties off. He spread my legs and gave my centre a kiss. He spread the lips of mybia and dove for my centre.novelbin "So fucking wet" hepped my pussy like I was his favourite dessert and I gripped his hair. He sucked and licked and sucked and licked again until I was a moaning mess. I couldn''t form any coherent sentence as he ravished me. The pleasure was intense and the Lycan blood in me made the pleasure heightened. He slipped in a finger into me and I winced at the tightness. He moved his fingers in and out slowly and added a second finger. "Fucking goddess. So fucking tight."he groaned. I clutched his hair tightly as I reached my peak. "Do you want to cum" "Yes. Yes" "I''m the only one. No other person is allowed to touch you like this" "Yes. No other person" "Who owns this pussy?" "You do. Only you" he mmed his fingers in and out of my velvet heat as he sucked on my clit. "Then cum for me. FUCKING CUM NOW" he mped down on my clit and curled his fingers against my g-spot and I exploded. "Oh Thane... Thane.. I''m...... I''m...ohhhhhh... Thaaaannnneeeee!!!" "Yes. Scream my fucking name. Goddess you taste divine" "Ahhhh....ahhhhhh....yes...yeeesssss...uuuggggghhhhh"I screamed my release. It felt like I had gone to another dimension ande back. I dug my fingers into his hair and held on tightly. Stars swirled before my eyes. I felt my juices pour out of me and for a moment I cked out. My hips jerked sporadically as I had mini orgasms. I slumped onto the table my chest heaving as I tried to catch my breath. Chapter 7 ? He licked one more time and I winced and pushed his head away. "I''m sensitive" I sat up and blushed as I remembered how loud I had been. The whole castle must have probably heard me. "They can''t. This room is soundproof." Could he hear my thoughts? He nodded. He pulled me onto hisps and lowered me until my knees reached the marble floor. I reached for his cks and unbuttoned. I reached into his briefs and pulled out his cock. I had never done this before but I heard a few girls talking about it. I gasped as I held it in my hands, it was hard and hot. The bulbous head looked purple and his tip glistened with pre cum I began to stroke my hands up and down his cock. I stroked from base to tip and squeezed the head gently. The sounds Thane was making encouraged me and I ced my lips around the head and began to suck. He grabbed my hair and pushed me down until he reached the back of my throat. I pulled up and gasped for air. I sucked on the tip while my hands stroked his remaining length. He threw his head back and groaned. "Fuck. Are you sure this is your first time." I nodded as I took the rest of him into my mouth. He mmed his hands on the table and let out a loud growl. I nced at him as I sucked and saw him looking at me. His eyes were hooded and his canines were out. He looked on the verge of shifting. I hollowed my cheeks and pushed down until my nose rested on his thigh. "Fucking hell woman." The sound of his ws scratching the table had me looking up again. His sounds encouraging me to go on. I fondled his balls and he began to expand in my mouth. "I''m going to cum. I''m going to fucking cum." He bellowed. He gripped my hair tightly as he began to m into my mouth. The doors to the study opened and I stopped. I tried to stand up but I hit my head on the table above me and winced. Thane growled and cursed loudly as he buttoned his cks. I quickly pulled my dress on and stood up. Beta Valdus and another man who looked like a younger version of Thane stood with their mouths hung open. I blushed in embarrassment and ran out of the study. Oh goddess. I had behaved like a wanton whore, allowing the king to touch me so intimately. I fucking forgot my panties with him. Fuck. When I was around him I lost my sense of reasoning and behaved like a bitch in heat. I chuckled at the thought of him having a cold shower because he didn''t cum. He was hard because of me. A fucking half-breed. I felt giddy inside and rushed down to the kitchen. I had a smile on my face all through the evening. As Iy under my covers, I thought of the king. The way his hands moved all over my body, his tongue, his fingers. I''m sure I would be seeing him in my dreams. In the morning when I went to deliver breakfast to the king, he ignored me. Same in the afternoon, in the night, two dayster. He acted as if I didn''t exist. Even when I greeted, he acted like nobody spoke. I med myself for thinking what we had was special. Of course I was just one of the others he had touched. On the third day, I didn''t utter a word. I just served the dishes and left and came back to clear them. A few times I felt his eyes on me but I did not look up. On the fourth day, during dinner he ate at the table. I stood with the blue dresses and attended to his needs. He sat at the head of the table with his look alike on his left. Beside him was the mean guy that twisted my ankle, Beta Valdus sat on his right with a beautiful female beside him. Must be his mate, Beta female N. The rest of the people at the table looked unfamiliar. They made small conversations between themselves as they ate. The king''s look alike from the library kept ncing my way and grinning at me slyly. I shuffled ufortably and looked away. A growl reverberated through the room and I nced up. The alpha looked between his look alike and me. His look alike smirked at him and he growled again. Beta Valdus snickered which earned a re from the alpha. His mate nced at him as he coughed and sat upright. The alpha motioned for me to leave the dinning. I bowed and left. Who was that guy? His brother or a distant rtive? And why was he looking at me like that?novelbin I entered the ves dinning area and had my meal. Talked to a few people and decided to check if the alpha was through. The matron intercepted me. "The alpha won''t be needing you for the rest of the night. He instructed that you go to bed early. You are expected to be awake early tomorrow" "Yes ma" I bowed and headed for the ves quarters. As I passed through a room in the servants quarters, I heard quiet sobbing. The effects of the Lycan blood had not worn offpletely. I pushed the door open and saw a girl huddled in the corner. I crouched beside her and touched her arms. She flinched and looked up. Her face looked familiar. She had bruises and swellings over her face. I gently lifted her and took her to my room. I cleaned her face and washed the blood away from her face. Oh goddess. It was Lily. The girl from section 7. She whimpered as I cleaned her up. "What happened to you" no answer. Shey still on the bed. I shook her gently. She groaned and rolled over. She must have fallen asleep. I pulled my covers over her. I sat in the corner and put my head on the pillow and fell asleep. Chapter 8 ? I woke up cranky the next morning. I didn''t get enough sleepst night and my back ached from the way I slept. Untop of it all, I got my period today and my stomach cramped badly. I slept in a bitte this morning so I missed breakfast. I took cleaning supplies and headed to the king''s room. I knocked and opened. A naked girly sprawled on the bed. Great. Now I was pissed. She got up and yawned as she picked her yellow dress from the floor. I thought the king hated half-breeds but here he was fucking all half-breeds within the perimeter. I smiled sweetly at her as she exited the room. I stripped the bedsheet with anger and tossed them on the floor. God I wanted to fucking break something. Preferably the king''s head. He walked out of the bathroom with sweatpants that hung low on his hips. He sniffed and looked around. I turned away from him and continued cleaning. He strode to me and turned me around. "Are you hurt?" "No" "Then why the fuck do I smell blood on you" "Why do you care? You''ve been ignoring me for one fucking week and all of a sudden you care? Well fuck you and...." Pain resonated through my head as I was mmed into the wall. I wed at his hands as I tried to breath. "Don''t you ever talk to me like that" Dark spots danced around my vision. He muttered a few words but I didn''t hear because I passed out. "What were you thinking" I was slowly regaining consciousness. My head ached badly and my throat felt raw. I opened my eyes and saw Thane and his look alike. They turned towards me and he walked out of the room mming the door. His look alike walked to my bedside and sat on the chair beside me. "How do you feel?" "Fine." my throat felt scratchy. He offered me a ss of water and I drank. "I''m Jairus."he offered his hands "Esmeralda" I said taking it. "I know" he smiled. "Are you Thane''s brother?" "On first name basis with the alpha I see" I blushed. "I''m not his brother." A rtive probably. "I''m his son." And I cked out again. I woke up to the sound of voices again. Jairus and another man in a white coat were talking. Iy still trying to hear what they were saying. A shadow loomed over me and I opened my eyes. The man in the white coat looked down smiling at me. "I''m Dr.Kyros. How are you feeling?"novelbin "I feel better" "You had a slight concussion but everything seems to be fine."he smiled at me. He looked over my records. "She is free to go but she has to been on bed rest till the end of the day and she should be fed properly." he closed his chart and smiled at me. "Have a nice day." He left the room gently closing the door. Jairus red at the door for a moment then turned to me. "I''ll give you some privacy to dress. I''ll be waiting outside. I winced as I got up. My head throbbed fiercely. Thane must have hit me hard against the wall. Thankfully I didn''t break anything. I removed the hospital dress and folded it, cing it at the end of the bed. I put on my red dress and walked out. Jairus was rxed against the wall, eyes closed. He opened them as soon as I closed the door. "Let''s go" he led me through the doors of the hospital and the training field into the mansion. We went to the terrace in the south wing and sat. A few minutester a blue dress brought in a trolley with food and served. I felt a bit ufortable as she served plus she gave me the stink eye. "Will that be all sir?" Jairus waved her off dismissively. He ced mashed potatoes with vegetables on the side. "Eat" he pushed the tes towards me. I picked the spoon and ate a bit. I wanted to ask questions but I didn''t know if I should. "Ask" huh? "You want to ask me questions right?" I nodded hesitantly. He smiled "Ask me" "What of your mother?" I blurted. Oh no! I shouldn''t have asked that. "It''s fine. She died." "I''m sorry. I shouldn''t have asked." "It''s fine. She died a long time ago. Over four centuries now." Four centuries? Then how old was he? "Six centuries." I was not even twenty-five yet. Then how old was the king? "Older than a millennia." That fucking pervert. He was way too old for me. Wait!! Was he reading my mind? He smirked and nodded. "Please stop. It''s ufortable." "I''ll try" "Where have you been all this while?" "Around. I travel a lot. I don''t like this ce. Too many memories. But now I have a reason to stay." "You found your mate?" He shook his head. What reason then? "You." After that I didn''t ask questions. I''m sure he heard the thoughts that crossed my mind but he didn''t say anything. I ate my food in silence until I finished. A blue dress came and picked the dishes. He handed me two blue pills. I looked at him. What was that? "Sleeping pills" I swallowed them. He took me to arge room at the end of the hall. The room was magnificent. Two times bigger than that of the alpha but it felt cold as if it was rarely used. "You may sleep here. Nobody will disturb you." "That won''t be necessary. I will go back to my bed." "Please. I insist." I crawled into the bed and sighed at the softness. The pillows held a faintvender scent. Jairus was still in the room. I heard the sound of his feet moving. The medicine kicked in and I became drowsy. I heard the sound of the doors closing as I drifted off. Chapter 9 ? I haven''t seen Thane since he left the hospital. I''ve been attending to Jairus in his absence. "Where is your father?" "I''m not sure" "How can you not be? Aren''t you worried? "Not really. But you seem to be really worried" I scratched the back of my neck. "I''m not. He nearly killed me. Remember?" Lies.. I was really bothered. Jairus chuckled. Jairus was different from his father. He wasid back, not so rude, at least not to me. And he smiled more. He was a whole lot nicer to me than his father ever was. Today, after I was through with cleaning the king''s study and his room. I wanted to clean Jairus''s room but he declined. He insisted that I eat with him but I refused. It waste in the evening and I was currently in his father''s study with him. He insisted I keep himpany since I had nothing else to do. He sat in his father''s chair, legs on the table and a book in his hand. After some hours, I finished reading a book and looked to were he sat. He was fast asleep. I gently removed the book from his body, closed it and quietly exited the study. I went in search of Lily. I hadn''t seen her since yesterday. I made enquires about her and found out she was a yellow dress. I made my way towards theundry room. I entered and saw nobody. The only sound in the room was a loud snore. I followed the sound and saw a figure huddled in the corner. I tapped the figure and she bolted upright. Lily. She looked worn out, with bags under her eyes. "How do you feel?" "A lot better. Thank you for the other day." "It''s fine. What happened to you that night?" she looked around in fear. "Nothing. Nothing happened." I looked at her skeptically. "Let''s go for lunch." We walked out of the room and up the staircase. I saw Jairus at the top of the stairs. "Esme. I''m leaving for a while. I''ll be back tomorrow or the day after. Take care of yourself and make sure you eat properly." "It''ste already." "It''s father." Oh. That''s why. "Have a safe trip."he nodded and left. "You are friends with the prince?" "We''ve met on few asions." "He knows your name." "It doesn''t matter. Let''s go"novelbin All the ves sat in the dining area, but no meal was shared. The loudspeaker came on. "ALL SLAVES SHOULD HEAD TO THE TRAINING GROUND. NOW!!" People scrambled out of the dinning area to the training ground. The guards stationed outside instructed us to sit on the grass. We sat and some murmured in hushed tones. Roman, the second inmand to the Royal Chief guard stood in front of us all. He was a mean werewolf that harboured extreme hate for half breeds. There were rumours that he raped some ves and got rid of those who tried toin.I gathered my arms around myself as the wind blew heavily. Lily sat beside me shivering. "A royal ring is missing. It is a gold ring with an enchanted ruby. A gift from the moon goddess to the king. A priceless gem." people began to murmur. "It was ced in a safe and kept in throne room. One amongst you has stolen it." more murmurs. "Quiet. We are giving the thief a chance to return the ring before morning and your punishment will be reduced." Nobody moved. "A thorough search will be done in the ve quarters through the night. Woe to whoever has it in her possession." "You will remain outside until the search ispleted and will be denied food." He left with the guards he came in with. The other guards stood around us. During the night, the guards changed every three hours. At the break of dawn, Roman came out. A sick smile on his face. He held up a ring that glinted. "Lily of the East." Lily trembled like a leaf beside me. She clutched her dress tightly and stood up quietly. Guards came to her and pushed her to the front. She was forced on her knees before Roman. He fisted her hair and turned her to face the crowd. "This is the thief." had she really stolen the ring? "Fortyshes will be given to her with the horsewhip. This should serve as a lesson to those who decide to cross us" why did it sound like there was a double meaning behind his words? A shriek pierced the silent morning as the first whipnded. I winced and turned away from the sight. She kept screaming at everysh of the whip. My legs were moving before I could think. I ran to the front and fell over her. "Please." I begged. The whipnded at my back. Lily struggled underneath me but I held firm. I whimpered as theshing continued. Eachsh seemed harder than thest. At a time, theshing stopped. My relief was cut short when a fierce pain erupted at my back. The whip must have been changed. Eachsh of the new whip dug into deeper into my skin. Spikes seemed to be on the new whip. It tore my back and I screamed loudly. My punisher seemed relentless. Hended the whip and dragged it along my back for added effect. The strokes must have gone past fifty. I felt Lily stop struggling. I wasn''t sure if she lost consciousness or I was the one loosing it. ck spots danced around my vision. Time seemed to stop as I lost feeling of what was going on around me. I tried to hold on to reality but it was slowly slipping from my grip. I chuckled tiredly in my head. Was this how I was going to die? Barely three months and I had gotten myself killed. I thought of my mother. How will she receive the news? My mind stopped spinning as the world faded around me. Chapter 10 ? I woke up on a bed, face down. Extreme pain travelled down my back as I tried to stand. A firm hand pushed me back gently. I was turned around gently until my back rested on the bed. I took in the unfamiliar room. Kyros loomed over me, a small bottle with red liquid in his hands and a gentle smile on his face. I smiled back at him. He lifted my head gently and poured the substance down my throat. It tasted bitter. As soon as I swallowed, an intense burning started from my stomach upwards to my throat. I clutched my stomach as pain erupted. I screamed loudly. Hands gripped me firmly as I doubled over and threw up. Thick blood poured out of my mouth. The hands holding me left me and I felt the prick of a needle. The pain diminished gradually until I lost sense of my surroundings. I woke up with a pounding head and a dry throat. Two men were talking. "Her body rejected your blood." "How is that possible." "This usually happens when she has taken another lycans blood especially one of higher authority." "That can only mean my father. Fuck. I''ll mind link him immediately." footsteps approached my bedside. Jairus sat beside me. "How do you feel." I chuckled painfully. "Like shit. What of my friend?"he arched his brow in confusion. "The one underneath me while I was getting whipped." "She has been taken care of. She came around a few times to check on you." "I want to see her." "When you get better." he smiled at me. He rubbed my hands gently and I fell asleep. The sound of things crashing and a loud growl woke me up. Thane stood beside my bed. His eyes pitch ck and his canines out. "Turn her over" Kyros hurried to obey hismand but he growled loudly. The female nurse hurried over to do it. I was turned gently and a furious growl resonated. "Take it easy father. You''ll only scare her." Another growl. I was turned over gently and looked at the people in the room. Beta Valdus had a frown on his face, Royal chief guard Noir stood expressionless. Jairus had an annoyed look on his face and Thane had a furious one. He was visibly shaking in anger. Why though? He tried to kill me too. He turned to me sharply. He must have heard my thoughts. He shed his wrist with his ws and put it against my mouth. "Drink" I shook my head. Thest blood I had to drink almost killed me. "Fucking hell woman!! If I have to sh my wrist again, I''ll tie you up and force feed you." "You are scaring her." Jairus muttered through gritted teeth. I tried to sit up but winced at the pain. Jairus hurried over to me and assisted. Thane growled at him but he ignored him. He ced pillows behind me and rested me against them. Thane shed his wrist again and ced it against my mouth. I ced my mouth and licked gently. Thane growled. No pain. I sucked the blood into my mouth until the cut sealed. A sense of calmness rushed through me. I felt light headed then I drifted off. I looked at my surroundings after I woke up. I was in the alpha''s room. My back no longer ached and I felt giddy inside. I tried to sit up but a voice interrupted me.novelbin "Don''t move." Thane. He sat me up against the headboard. A ve pushed in a trolley with food. A te was brought to me. "Thank you"l mumbled. Steak. Ugh.. For some reason I couldn''t exin, I hated meat. I ate everything in the te for fear of Thane exploding in anger. I tried to stand up but he growled again. "Where are you going?" "ve quarters" "Don''t bother. You''ll sleep here tonight." I wanted to argue but decided against it. I tensed as hey beside me. He pulled me into his arms and I inhaled his scent. He smelled like wild berries and earth. I snuggled deeper into his chest. I fell asleep listening to his heartbeat. The next morning I was informed by the matron that I was to move out of the ve quarters into the alpha''s wing. I was to attend exclusively to the alpha and his son. No other duty will be assigned to me from that day there of. I went in search of Lily. I had not seen her since the incident. I searched theundry room but I didn''t see her. The other ves looked at me strangely and muttered amongst themselves. I went to the infirmary to see Kyros. Luckily, I saw him at the reception. "Esme. How are you feeling?" "Very fine doctor." "Call me Kyros." I followed him into his office. "You know this is your first timeing here on your two legs" he teased. I blushed. "I wanted to thank you." "For what?" he looked puzzled. "Healing me?" "I didn''t heal you but okay. You can thank me by volunteering here." "I can?" " Why not. Your friend spends her free time here anyways." my friend? He must have seen the confusion on my face. "Lily. But she''ll be hereter in the day." " ? You''ll have to ask Th.... the king. I work exclusively for him." "Sure.. I''lle see him this evening." "I''ll be leaving now." I headed back to the pce to be useful. There was nothing to be done. Thane was locked up in his study and Jairus was nowhere to be seen. I stayed in my room all day until dinner time. Thane and his son were dining in his study. I went to the kitchen to pick their meal. While they were eating I stood behind Thane. Jairus motioned for me to join them but I declined. They discussed about starvation in some sections and I listened with rapt attention. Jairus made some suggestions and Thane nodded to them. They seemed to have a close rtionship. I smiled as I looked at them. The conversation stopped when a knock sounded on the door. Chapter 11 ? "Come in" Thane called out. Kyros stepped in. Jairus cleaned his mouth, giving me a smile and nodded at Kyros as he left. "My king" he bowed his head in greeting. "What do you want?" "I came to seek your permission on behalf of Esme." he looked between us. "Whatever for?" "She wants to volunteer at the infirmary" "No" my heart sank. "My king...." Thane interrupted him "If that is all you may leave now." Kyros looked like he wanted to say more but he turned and left. I was fuming in anger. I angrily packed the dishes and stormed out of the room. My anger reduced before I entered the study again. "Would you be needing anything your highness?" I prayed he heard the venom dripping from my voice. He looked at me for a bit and pointed to the couch. "Goy down."he looked back at his desk. "I..." He looked at me again and I went to lie down. Jairus strode into the room but paused when he nced at me. "You don''t look happy. Why is that?" I looked at Thane and he followed my eyes.novelbin "What did he do now?" "He wouldn''t let me volunteer at the infirmary." "You want to?" I nodded. "It''s not up for discussion." Thane said. I pouted and turned. The two discussed something but I couldn''t hear. I strolled to the infirmary the next day. Arge smile on my face. "Good morning. I''m here to see Dr. Kyros." She nodded indifferently. I followed the path we took the day before and knocked on his door. "Come in" I turned the door knob. "Good morning Kyros" "Esme. How are you today. Is there any problem?" "Not at all. The king has approved my volunteer work." I said smiling widely. "Really he was unyielding yesterday." "I convinced him."he looked at me for a moment. "Fine. You''ll volunteer at the children''s section." He showed me the area where the children were kept and told me what to do. The children area was more like a daycare. Working parents usually left them there for nurses to care for and picked them up on their way back. I fed the children, put them to sleep and yed with them. When the sky darkened, I went to see Kyros. "I''m leaving for the day" "You''ve been of great help today. Thank you." I smiled and left. Lily carried a pile of nkets to the store room. "Lily" I called after her. "Oh Esme. How are you? I came by to see you but you were unconscious." "I''m fine now. Where you treated?" "Yes. Kyros cleaned my wounds and the prince gave me his blood." "Kyros said you volunteer here now?" "Yes. I like this ce much better than the pce. I want to ask Kyros to apply for a switch for me" "I hope it works out well." "Thank you for that night. Nobody would have done that for me.'' "It''s fine. Did you really take the ring?" She shook her head. "Then what happened?" her face held hesitation. "You don''t have to tell me now. But does it have to do with the whippings you receivedst week?"she nodded. Something was definitely wrong. "I have to go." I hugged her and ran to the pce. An hour left till dinner. I hurried to my room and scrubbed the smell of hospital from me. I picked the king''s meal and took it to his study. I wondered why he stopped eating with the rest of his cab. He door was ajar so I didn''t knock. He sat behind his desk, a frown on his face. The royal beta and chief guard sat opposite him. They stopped talking as soon as I entered. "We''ll continue thister" Valdus and Noir nodded and stood up. Valdus gave me a smile but Noir didn''t spare me a nce. The door was closed and I stood awkwardly. He stood up and walked towards me. "Where have you been?" he changed direction and sat on the couch. "In my room" I flinched as his hands mmed on the table. "DON''T FUCKING LIE TO ME. WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU?" I trembled. "My room." He tutted. "Come here" I took slow steps till I was in his front. He tugged me and I fell into him. Hey me over hisps and bunched my gown around my waist. I struggled as he pulled my panties down my legs but he held me firmly. His hand came down on my ass in quick session. "I want you to count." Tears blurred my eyes as the next pnded. "One" another onended. I whimpered. "Two" I continued until we reached twenty-five. My whole ass ached as Iy on hisps sobbing. He gently caressed my ass and pulled my panties up. He sat me on hisps and caressed my hair. I sobbed loudly into his chest. My ass throbbed and my head ached from the sobbing. He waited until I calmed down before he spoke again. "Where were you? And don''t lie to me again. I went to your room and you weren''t there." He went to my room? "The forest." he stiffened. "Why did you lie?" "I thought you''ll be mad" "Damn right. What were you thinking going there?" I couldn''t answer. He held me in his arms and rocked me gently. "Don''t lie to me ever again. It won''t be my hands the next time. I''ll use a whip." I shivered. He lifted me and walk to his chair and sat so I straddled him. He continued working while I sat on him. The door opened and I moved to stand up. He pushed me back down into him. "Is that Esme?" I turned to see Jairus grinning down at us. "What is it you want?" Thane ignored him. "It''s about Roman." I stiffened at the sound of the name. Thane growled at his son. "Not now." "What happened to him?" I looked at his face. "I said NOT NOW!!"he muttered through gritted teeth. I sighed and snuggled into his chest. Chapter 12 ? It''s been a month since I began working at the infirmary and I''ve managed not to get caught. Lily has been transferred full time to the infirmary so I get to see her a lot. Kyros on the other hand has been extremely sweet and nice to me. But he didn''t make me feel the way Thane did. He didn''t make my heart flutter or beat wildly. I didn''t feel sparks whenever we touched. He took be to a clearing today with a small stream. We sat with our feet in the water throwing stones. "Have you ever thought of having a mate?" I nodded. "A couple of times. But I wouldn''t be able to feel the bond until I''m bitten." Iughed bitterly. "I''m not sure my mate would even want me." "Don''t say that. You are a wonderful person." I smiled at him. "What about you." "I''ve never met my mate. I decided to take a choice mate if I reached my fifth century and still do not find her." He held my hands.novelbin "You are a wonderful person with a beautiful soul." I blushed. "Would you do me the honour of being my mate?"me? He leaned in slowly and I sat still in shock. He ced his lips upon mine but I didn''t feel the sparks I felt with Thane. He moved his lips against mine as he held my nape. I pushed him away and stood up. "I''m sorry. I-I-I''m...." I turned and ran. He called after me but I didn''t stop. I ran until I bumped into a hard chest and arms wrapped around my waist. I looked up and saw green orbs staring back at me. He growled loudly as his eyes switched from green to ck. His ws dug into my waist and I winced. "My king" someone called loudly. His eyes were unfocused and he looked like he was struggling to control his beast. I tried to move out of his arms but he held on tightly. He growled loudly into the air. "No!! Don''t..." Pain erupted at the side of my neck. I held onto the head and screamed. The jaw tightened and canines dug deeper. An intense feeling passed through me as the jaw rxed. Arms lifted me so I straddled his waist. My head was ced in the crook of his neck. I moaned at the feeling of something hard pressing against my stomach. The pain at my neck turned into pleasure as wet tongue licked the mark. My centre ached badly as I humped his stomach. I ground against the hard ridges of his abdomen as an intense climax washed through me. I screamed loudly as I reached my peak and slumped into him. My body felt like liquid fire. The tongue continued to lick my neck as I purred. I felt boneless. I barely registered the movement of the body carrying me as I drifted off. "What the fuck were you thinking marking her" an enraged voice screamed. "I can do whatever the fuck I want to pup" "You took her choice away you fucking bastard." were they fighting? I opened my eyes to see Thane holding Jairus at the cor of his shirt. "I''m your king. You''ll do well to remember that." He flung him across the room. I scratched the mark. Thane turned sharply to look at me. I felt self conscious as he strode to me shirtless. I had this urge to run my hand down his chest. Juices gushed at my centre at the thought. He growled lowly and I leaked more. "Stop that" stop what? He sat down on the bed but made no move to touch me. I reached out for him but he moved back. I felt my heart sink. I had this overwhelming urge to be close to him, to touch him. Jairus carefully sat on the other side and smiled at me. I felt a bond with him. Not of a lover, something different. While Jairus smiled, Thane scowled. My emotions were conflicted. I felt emotions I was unsure were my own. I looked at him in confusion. But he moved away from the bed and out of the room. "What is happening?" "You were marked." Marked? By Thane? He nodded. "Why will he mark me?" "You are his mate" mate? I thought he had a mate? "He did. She died. The moon goddess blessed him with another. You." "I thought that was impossible" "It is. Nobody understands it. He wasn''t supposed to mark you now" "Why did he?" "You came in smelling of another male. His Lycan lost it. We are extremely possessive of our mates. You walking about without a mark was testing his control. It snapped when he smelled another male on you." "What happens now?" He smiled. "Youplete the bond and start having babies." I blushed. I wasn''t sure I was ready for that yet. "I feel a bond towards you?" "The mark triggered it. It''s that of a mother and son. I''ve felt it since I met you" "Will you call me mother?" He chuckled loudly. "If you want me to" "Don''t. It''s weird. You are way older than me. I''ll feel odd if you call me that" heughed "I won''t. Mother" I pped his arm lightly. "Stop teasing me. Is it normal for me to want to be around him all the time and touch him?" "It''s the bond. It''ll pass after a while." I nodded. "Do you want anything to eat." I shook my head. I didn''t feel like eating. I wanted Thane. "Okay then. I''lle check on you tomorrow." He kissed my forehead and left. Iy on my bed and stared into thin air. My body ached for something. Thane. I tossed in my bed for a while but sleep failed me. I stood up from the bed and left my room. I was dressed in a white button down which stopped mid thigh. I trailed the familiar path to Thane''s room and turned the door knob. He sat in bed shirtless, the covers fell down to his waist. I wondered if he had anything underneath. I clenched my thighs at the thought. I walked steadily as he trained his eyes on me. I crawled into the bed as he sat still. "You shouldn''t havee here." Chapter 13 ? I trailed my hands down his chest and he groaned. My hands held the covers and he gripped them tightly. Sparks erupted in my body at the touch. He groaned lowly and flipped us over. He kissed my mark lightly and I moaned. He sucked earnestly against my mark as I wrapped my legs around his waist and bucked against me. He ripped the shirt of me and sucked against my corbone. He took an ample breast into his hands and kneaded it. He flicked my nipple with his hands as he sucked on the other. My insistent bucking increased until I came. "Keep your hands above your head. Don''t touch me and don''t cum until I say so." A thrill passed through me. The urge to submit washed over me. I ced my two hands above my head. He toyed with my breasts pinching, tugging and sucking until I was a writhing mess. He licked my belly button and kissed the inside of my thighs. "Spread your legs for me" I pushed my keg apart a bit. "Wider." I pushed them further apart. He swore softly as he caressed my flower. He rubbed my clit gently. He pushed his head between my legs and took my clit into his mouth. He sucked on it as he slipped a finger into my channel. I groaned and gripped the sheets tightly.novelbin He pushed his finger in and out then he put a second finger. My pussy stretched to a tight fit. He pushed in a third finger and I winced. He sucked on my clit to distract me from the pain. He moved his fingers slowly until I adjusted and he began mming them into me. I tried to hold off theing orgasm but I was fighting a lost battle. "Thhhaaaannneee.... I''m....ahhhhh...I''m..." "Hold it" "I..... Can''t....I..." I had reached my peak. Just as I was about to fall over, he withdrew his fingers. I groaned as he sucked on his fingers, licking each drop with his eyes trained on me. My chest heaved and I ached toe. He positioned his mouth at my centre and licked. He pushed his tongue into my hole and pushed it in. He tongue fucked me for a while and just as I was about toe, he stopped. I groaned in frustration and he spanked my ass. "Bad girl" I stood up and I noticed he was naked. I nced at his enormous cock that stood tall and proud. The head an angry purple with pre cum at the tip. He pulled me down until I was at the edge of the bed. My legs were ced on his shoulders as he ced himself against my entrance. "I''m not going to fuck you today. You are not ready for that" I blushed at his crudeness. He rubbed the blunt head of his cock against my entrance. He flicked my clit with his cock and we both groaned. This continued for a while and I was reaching my peak when he flipped us over. He sat on the bed with me straddling him. He ced the lips of my pussy against his cock and rocked me into him. I threw my head back and groaned. His mouth encircled my nipple as he loved it with his tongue. He flicked it back and forth while I rode him. The pent up orgasms I was denied earlier today made me more aggressive as I humped against him. I was using him to chase my release. I clutched his shoulder tightly as I reached. "Ahhhhh..... Don''t stop.... Don''t stop.....Don''t fucking stoooppppp." I came. My juices gushed like a fountain against his abdomen. He held me down as his hips bucked once, twice and he shot his load. He burrowed his head in my breasts as he came with a loud growl. Bucking my hips against him as he rode out his wave. He lifted me and carried us into the ensuite. I was kept on the toilet seat while he ran us a bath. He lifted me and entered the bath, my back against his chest. He took a loofah and washed us both. When he got to the juncture between my legs, he paid special attention to it. I came again as he washed me while sucking on my mark. After he washed me, I took the loofah and began to wash him too. His cock was still hard. I reached out to touch it but he gripped my hands. "I have only so much control. If you do that you won''t be getting any sleep this night. I''ll fuck you against every surface in this pce until I''m satisfied." He stood up and held out his hands. I ced my hands on his and he pulled me up against him, my breasts against his chest. "And it takes a lot to satisfy me" he whispered lowly in my ear while licking my earlobe. I shivered. He rinsed us off and carried me back into the bedroom. He ced me down on the bed and went to his closet. I looked at his ass as he moved. It begged to be tapped. But I didn''t have the courage to do that. I didn''t really know were we stood. Yes, I was his mate and he had marked me out of anger. I didn''t know if he wanted me enough toplete the bond. He came back a few momentster. He wore grey sweat pants and held a t-shirt in his hands. "Arms up" I lifted my hands and he wore me the t-shirt. The smell of wild berries wafted into my nose. "Can you stand for a bit" I stood but my legs wobbled. He had a smirk on his face. He stripped the bedsheet and tossed it on the floor. He put a new one while I stood. "Get in" I crawled into the bed andy in the left side. He turned of the lights and got into the bed. He pulled me into his arms, my head on his bare chest and his chin above my head. I breathed in his scent until I fell asleep. Chapter 14 ? I snuggled deeper into my hard pillow. Wait. It wasn''t a pillow. It was a chest. I opened my eyes to see Thane looking at me. A unreadable expression on his handsome face. I wasying atop him, a hard bulge pressing against my stomach. I blushed and quickly rolled over. I scratched my mark nervously.novelbin He removed my hands. "Stop that" I noticed I scratched the mark whenever I didn''t know what to do about my emotions. The door opened and Jairus came in grinning widely. He sniffed around and paused. "Fucking hell. Did you guys have sex?" He scrunched his face. I blushed and looked away while Thane growled. "That''s fucking disgusting. You are like my parents." "Nobody asked you toe in here without knocking." Thane answered him. "You are supposed to lock the fucking door" he looked at me. "If you havepleted the bond does that mean you can mind link him now?" "We didn''tplete the bond" he looked at his father in confusion before understanding graced his face. "TMI father" "What exactly are you here for?" "The ball is being held in one week." "Shit. I fucking forgot about it" he stood up from the bed. "Inform Valdus and Noir that we have a meeting in an hour. They are to converge at the conference room with the cab members. Inform the matron so the ves can start preparation. And give me some fucking privacy." Jairus bowed at his father and gave me a wave. I stood up from the bed and headed to the door. "Where are you going?" "I was giving you privacy. Plus I want to go downstairs and help with the preparation." "You are not a ve anymore." he walked to me. He led me into the bathroom and we showered together. He gave me another of his shirts. "N will lend you a dress. You''ll go dress shopping with her." he kissed my forehead and went out. A few moments after he left, there was a knock on the door. "Come in" I called out. She twisted the knob and came inside. She smiled at me. "I wasn''t sure what dress to bring so I brought jeans and tee." I collected them. "Thank you" I went to the bathroom to change. The tee was a big especially in the chest area. N had arger chest than I did. The jeans fit my hips but the waist was torge. I stepped out of the bathroom unsurely. "You look good." I followed her out of the room. A car was waiting outside. We drove to a small boutique. A petite woman showed us around the store and N helped me pick out a few things. We ate at a small restaurant and headed home. I thanked N and went upstairs. After I dropped the bags, I went in search of Thane. My body ached to be around him. I scratched my mark as I ran to his study. I knocked on the door and turned the knob. Four set of eyes were on me. I gripped the door tightly. "Come here" I ran to his desk and straddled hisp. He rubbed my back as I snuggled into his chest. The meeting continued but I zoned out the voices. My nerves calmed down and I slept off. I woke up in Thane''s room the next morning. His side of the bed was cold. I did my morning routine and went to the infirmary. I was a bit nervous to see Kyros. I fought the urge to scratch my mark. I knocked on his door. "Come in" he looked haggard. Overgrown beards on his face and bags under his eyes. He looked at me and stood up. "You weren''t here yesterday" "I had a situation" "Those kids are attached to you and you know it. Yet you decide not to show up" "I....." "Just because you are the king''s whore doesn''t mean you can do whatever you want" I pped him hard and ran out of the room viciously scratching my neck. Tears stung my eye. Was that how people saw me? As a whore? I ran to the clearing where Kyros had kissed me. I fell on the ground and sobbed. The leaves rustled as someone entered the clearing. I wiped my tears. "I''m sorry. I didn''t mean it" "It''s fine. You don''t have to apologize" he groaned. "I was just upset. I wanted you and the king got you. I know you are his mate" "I''m sorry for the p" "I deserved it. Am I forgiven?" I nodded. He came to hug me but I moved back. "Thane got angry thest time he smelled you on me." he nodded sadly. "I have to go now." he nodded. We left the clearing together while avoiding body contact. Thane and members of his cab were still in a meeting. Iy in bed reading a book untilte in the day. I was assigned a ve to assist me, but I swapped her with Althea. She was currentlyying on the bed blubbering about something but I couldn''t hear her. All I thought of was Thane. "Can you hear me?" she waved her hands in my face. I shrugged. She rolled her eyes. "I can''t wait for my own fairytale ending." I smiled. Was this really a fairytale ending? "You''ll meet someone" "I better." She tried a few dresses and spoke with an ent in front of the mirror. She fooled about for a while and decided to go back to rest. I wondered how Lily was. I hadn''t seen her in two days. I made a mental note to see her tomorrow as I drifted off. I was jerked up roughly from the bed. I looked into ck orbs. ws dug into my upper arm that had started to bleed. Tears blurred my vision from the pain. What was going on? Thane seemed to be struggling for control. His ws tightened on my arms as his soulless orbs held mine. "What the fuck were you doing in Catalina''s room?" Chapter 15 ? Who was Catalina? I looked at him in confusion as I answered. "Who is Catalina?" he didn''t answer as he dragged me out of the room. Servants in the hallway looked at us as he dragged me past them. Jairus was in the hallway as we passed.novelbin "What is going on?" he ignored him and kept on pulling me. Thane opened the door and pushed me inside. I tripped andnded on the floor. I looked at the room. It was the room Jairus had asked me to sleep in. But who was Catalina? The owner of the faintvender scent? "It was me who asked her to stay here." Jairus spoke up. "How dare you disrespect Catalina like that? You had no fucking right to bring amon ve in here" that hurt. Common ve? "She is your mate" Jairus said calmly. "And so is Catalina" oh.. this was his dead mate''s room. I had no idea. "Who has been dead for over four hundred years" the sickening sound of a bone cracking resonated the room. Thane had punched Jairus. "Everyone is forbidden froming into this room. Especially the help." He walked out mming the door. Jairus rushed to aid me but I refused. I stood up on my own and went to my room. Thane''s words resounding in my head. Help? Common maid? Iughed bitterly what did I expect? Fairytale ending my foot. I locked my room and slid down the door. Sobs wracking my chest. I headed to the bathroom to clean of the blood from the w marks on my arms. I spent the remainder of the day in my room weeping silently. Someone knocked on the door but I ignored it. Two days had passed since the incident. Jairus came to my door a couple of times but I ignored him. I knew it wasn''t his fault but I didn''t want see anybody. My meals were dropped at the door but I couldn''t bring myself to eat anything. Apple and a slice of cheese where the only things I could keep down. The rest of the food ended up in the toilet. I felt extremely weak and nauseous thisst two days. On the third day, I could barely move about. Iy in bed all day. The door was knocked down when I screamed in pain. Jairus rushed to me as I threw up blood. My entire body was feverish and my mark throbbed in pain. I became unconscious when my body could no longer handle the pain. I slipped in and out of consciousness throughout the night. Each time I woke up somebody was beside the bed. By morning, I felt I was going to die. My whole body ached and my head throbbed. There were loud voices in the room. "How could he leave. She is newly marked and a halfbreed at that. What the fuck was he thinking." My eyes were blurry from tears. I couldn''t identify the owner of the voice. Thane was the cause of the pain? Why did he leave? Was it to punish me? Too many questions crossed my mind. When I woke up again, I didn''t feel as much pain as I felt before. My head no longer throbbed and the fever had disappeared. I still felt weak though. I wasn''t sure what day it was. Jairusy slumped in the chair beside the bed. I reached out to touch him and he jerked up at the contact. His clothes were wrinkled and bags were under his eyes. "How do you feel?" "Better. What day is it?". "Friday. You''ve been out for two days" "Is he back?" He nodded in understanding. That was why I suddenly felt better. I moved to stand up but he pushed me back gently. "You''ll have to be on bed rest till tomorrow. Your body went through a lot" I slept off. When I came to, Althea and Lily were in the room. They fussed about and gave me dinner. Jairus, N and Valdus came to see me that evening. Today is the day of the ball. Althea popped in and out of the room. She was working downstairs today. I spent the day in bed reading a book. Jairus came in with a suit and a dress. Heid the green dress on the bed. "You''lle for the ball" I shook my head. I didn''t want to go downstairs today. "If you change your mind please where this dress" I nodded. He dropped a box on the dress and shoes on the floor. I wasn''t going to change my mind. I felt the material of the dress. It was silly. Dark green with swirls of silver. I could hear soundsing from downstairs. Just go downstairs. My subconscious said. I shook my head. I wasn''t invited. Stupid. Jairus invited you. You have no excuse. I really didn''t have an excuse. I put on the dress. It hugged my body perfectly. The dress showed cleavage and red around my hips. It was sleeveless with a slit that stopped mid thigh. I packed my hair in a high ponytail and wore silver heels. I opened the box and saw silver jewelry. I wore the earrings, ne and bracelet. I looked at the mirror and shook my head. This was dressing up. I removed the earrings and ne and left the bracelet and left the room. I followed the music to the grand ballroom. The king stood tall and proud, a beautiful woman clung to his arms. I turned away in jealousy. They looked perfect together. I was different. I would never fit in. I wiped the tears that trailed down my cheeks. I turned to leave when arms mped on my arms. I turned sharply to see who grabbed me. Blue eyes stared at me shining with mirth. His hair as golden as the sun. High cheekbones and a chiseled jaw. He tilted his head to look at me. "What''s a beautiful thing like you doing standing in the corner?" Chapter 16 ? Few eyes turned to us in interest. I shuffled nervously on my feet. I tried to tug my arm but he held on firmly. "You''re hurting me" I said lowly knowing he heard me. He released his grip and pulled me into him, his arms around my waist. His breath mingled with mine. A low growl sounded behind us. He turned me so my back was against his chest. I looked up to see a furious Thane with his arm candy. I quickly looked at my feet. "Brother" his deep voice sent shivers down my spine. It had been so long since I heard it. Wait a minute. Brother? "It''s been a while. Two or three centuries?" "Four centuries" "Ah.. that''s right four centuries." The tension between these two could be cut with a knife. They stood for a while without saying anything. We had caught the attention of a better part of the guests. I reached to scratch my mark. "Thedy is ufortable" yes I am. "She doesn''t look ufortable. She feelsfortable. Soft and feminine." "If you''ll look closely she has a mark." Thane gritted. "Her mate must be a fool to let her wander about." He sniffed my neck. "If you were mine, I''ll never let you leave my sight. I''ll lock you up in a tower where only I can see you." He trailed his fingers down my arms. "I bet you taste as good as you smell." I blushed and Thane growled loudly. The guests looked on at us. I detached myself from him and bowed. "I beg to take my leave" I bowed and took my leave. I ran up the stairs and took off the hateful dress. I tossed it to the floor and entered the bathroom. I stripped and entered the tub. Iy there thinking of what my life had be. I opened my eyes as hands lifted me. I shivered at the cold. He stood me gently on my feet and wiped me. He unbuttoned his shirt and ced it on my shoulders. I put my hands through the sleeves and he buttoned it. He lifted me and ced me on the bed. I turned on my side. I felt the bed dip and the covers over me. He pulled me into his chest. Wey in silence listening to each others heartbeats. "Catalina died in that room." I listened intently. "Nothing has been moved from its ce since she died. I didn''t want her scent to leave the room. That night was the eve of the day she died. I wasn''t thinking." "I''m sorry." "You shouldn''t be. You did nothing wrong. I''m sorry I lost it." I nodded.novelbin "How did she die?" he stiffened. "Y-you don''t have to answer that." "She was poisoned. Silver." "I thought silver doesn''t kill lycans." "It doesn''t. She was a werewolf." Who would dare to poison the king''s mate? "Blithe. A cheerful woman with a dark soul. A half-breed. They were friends." That exins his hate for half-breeds. "What happened to her?" "I killed her. Ripped her heart out of her chest." He stayed silent after that. "Stay away from Eridian."who is that? "My brother." Oh... That was the name of the creepy man from downstairs. But if they were brothers why were they tense around each other? I wanted to ask more questions but decided against it. He had shared a lot this night. I didn''t want to push him too far. I snuggled into his chest and enjoyed hisfort. He might be cold tomorrow. I wanted to enjoy the moment while itsted. I fell asleep to his steady heartbeat. When I woke up, Thane wasn''t in the room. The curtains were open and sunlight rays fell on the bed. The bedcovers fell to my waist as I stretched. I looked at the figure seated at my window seat. "Finally awake I see" the same creepy voice from yesterday. Eridian. "This room reeks of Alcius." I stood at the foot of the bed still not responding. In a sh he was in my face. He trailed his fingers down my arms. I moved away from him. "I''m marked. My mate wouldn''t want you here" "Oh... Alcius wouldn''t mind sharing you. After all, he took mine away" "Yours?" "Step away from her Eridian." Thane said with a thick gravelly voice. He stood at the door, fists clenched. "I was just getting to know her. I didn''t get that opportunity yesterday." "You can do that without making her ufortable." "She''s notining" "I am now." I mumbled quietly. "Ah.. the beauty speaks." He adjusted his suit and buttoned it. He stopped in front of Thane. "Be careful with this one. She''s more fragile than thest." Was that a threat? "I told you to stay away from him" "He came into my room." how was that my fault? I went into the bathroom to shower. When I came out he was gone. Althea stood at the mirror admiring the ne. "This is beautiful." Iughed. "Are you okay now? You gave us a fright." "I''m fine. Have you seen Lily around?" "The doormat? I did see her. She was receiving a scolding though." "That''s not nice. Lily is not a doormat she''s just fragile." "Whatever you say" I spent the day in the library reading about lycans and werewolves. I just finished reading a book about their history. It wasn''t very detailed. I returned the book to the shelf when the doors opened. A blue dress stood with her head bowed. "His majesty has requested your presence at the dinner hall." It was dinner time already. I took in my attire a blue sleeveless dress with sandals. I followed her into the hall. The table was full. I recognised a few faces. The rest of the table looked at me as I sat down. A few murmured as I sat down on the seat at the right hand of the king. The king banged his hands on the table and silence fell. "I want to officially introduce you all to my mate, Esmeralda" this was his first time saying my name. I felt butterflies in my stomach. "Your queen" and that was when all hell broke loose. Chapter 17 ? Shouts erupted at the table. A few mmed their hands on the table in disbelief. I heard things like: a halfbreed for queen? Others called me amon ve. Thane raised his palm and the table quietened. "That is uneptable" a man with white hair shouted. All eyes were on me. Some with happiness, some with hate and some expressionless. Thane wiped his mouth gently with a napkin. "Is that a challenge?" "Not at all my king." "Then seat Anstice." The elderly man begrudgingly sat. The meal continued in silence after that. I felt a few people re at me but I didn''t look up. I focused on my te ignoring them and yet unable to stomach anything. "Eat" I looked at him and back at the te immediately. I managed spoonfuls and quietly excused myself from the table. As Iy in bed trying to fall asleep, Thane lifted me and took me to his room. Hey in bed behind me silently. "The people don''t approve of me do they?" "It doesn''t matter what they think" Doesn''t it? "You''ll be seen as a weak" he didn''t reply. The next morning, I walked down the hallway nervously. People were obviously talking about me but nobody approached me or pointed fingers because of the intimidating figure beside me. I felt the lingering stares at my back. We had breakfast without any incident. Jairus wasn''t at the table. Thane leaned into me. "I have business to attend to. Finish your meal and meet me in my study" I nodded. He left the table and I continued eating. People began leaving the table one by one until I was thest person at the table. I breathed a sigh of relief and stood up. I didn''t want to leave when the table was still full. I couldn''t stand the stares so I ate slowly until they all left. I strolled to the infirmary. The pack was training so I followed a track road. I helped out in the children''s ward until noon. I saw Kyros just as I was about to leave. He was at the reception talking with a she wolf. "Esme" he smiled as he saw me. "How have you been?" "Very well. How have you been?" "Just fine. You were greatly missed by the children" I blushed. "And Lily too" "I haven''t seen her today" "I gave her the day off. She works too hard" "I''m gonna go now" he nodded and I left. Things were now awkward between us. I looked up at the sound of voices. Shit! I had followed the training ground. I wanted to turn back but I had been spotted. Training had dismissed and the trainees were scattered around therge field. Some people stood in groups and talked. I lowered my head and held the hem of my skirt tightly as I passed. ''Let me pass without incident'' I kept muttering it in my head until I tripped on a keg and fell face t. Great! my bad luck had to win today. Laughter echoed in the field. I silently stood up and dusted my skirt. I looked up to see a smirking girl. Her auburn hair fell in waves down her shoulders. Her face spotless and her head held high. She circled me with a look of disdain. "How could the moon goddess pair the king with something so nd and inferior?" Her cronies giggled. I tried to walk past but they blocked my way. "Great! a dumb too" "Gardenia stop it" a male voice boomed. "Why should I. If amon half-breed has the opportunity to rule us, I think I have a chance too" so that was her problem. She wanted to be Thane''s mate. "The king needs a strong queen not a weakling. An asset. The people need a strong queen not a puny half-breed who can''t even stand up for herself" some murmurs of approval was heard. For the first time in my life, I felt extreme hate for another person. Intense anger burned through me. I clenched my fists tightly and met her eyes. She smirked at me. "I, Gardenia, she wolf of the North challenge you to a duel. Winner bes queen" I couldn''t possibly win against her. She was stronger, faster and trained. I had never fought anybody, I had no experience whatsoever. But rejecting it would make me look weak. She smirked at me. If I epted, she had a high chance of winning and if I declined, I was admitting my weakness. I looked up and saw a familiar silhouette at a window in the castle. "I ept" she smiled triumphantly at me. "Very well then. See you at the duel" she pushed my shoulder as she walked past. Her cronies giving me nasty looks as they passed. The rest of the people murmured as they left. I held my head high and walked back to the castle. I went straight to my room and locked the door. My heart ached badly. He watched the whole thing happen and didn''t move a muscle. I was humiliated and embarrassed.novelbin Anger drove me out of my room and to his study to confront him. I marched furiously down the hallway and to his study. I slowed down as I heard voices in the study. "She shouldn''t have epted the challenge" "And be seen as weak by the pack, the entire wolf world?" "Gardenia will kill her. She''s the strongest female" "That''s why we have to help her. She has no experience. We can teach her so she has a chance of winning" "She wouldn''t evenst for a minute. There''s no point in trying" I choked back a sob and ran to my room. I locked the door and sank to the ground. Was that really what they thought? That I was weak? And useless? Was that what Thane thought of me? I muffled my sobs in my hands. What was the point in trying when I had already been condemned. Chapter 18 ? Two days had gone by since the challenge was issued. I hadn''t left my room in those two days and nobody hade to check up on me. There was a dull ache in my abdomen today and I felt a bit feverish. The door lock clicked and the door was pushed open. Jairus entered with a smile on his face. "You haven''te out for two days" "What''s the point?" he sat on my bed. "The duel is in two weeks" "Why is it far away?" "So you have time to prepare" "There''s no point. One week, three months, the result will still be the same. Gardenia will best me. I''m not about to prepare just to die." "You can also win. You just need to practice. It''ll just be games. Archery, hunting and sword fighting" "I really don''t care" "You''re giving up without even trying. After four centuries, my Lycan has just began bonding with who he recognises as a mother and you just want to leave without trying?" "Jairus...." "I''ll be waiting for you in the gym at the East wing by noon. If you don''te....... I''ll take it you''ve chosen your path" he walked out of the room. I didn''t see the point in trying. I wasn''t going to win at anything. At noon I met him at the gym. He had a smile on his face as he saw me. I fiddled with my fingers. "I''ve decided to try" "That''s good. We''ll start with basic exercises then I''ll train you with the sword. I nodded. I stretched my body and did push ups. I used the treadmill and did some sit ups. By the time we were done, my muscles were sore. "You did great. Tomorrow at dawn, you''ll meet me at the training ground. We''ll runps and you''ll do a little more excercise" I groaned. My body ached from being overworked. I doubled over as I held my stomach in pain. "Are you okay?" "Yes. Just a little cramp." I headed straight to my room and into my bathtub. I filled it with cold water andy inside. Hands shook me roughly. Althea leaned above me. "Aren''t you cold. The water is freezing" she ced her hands against my head. "You''re feverish" I groaned in pain and clutched my stomach. A few momentster voices were in my room. Strong hands lifted me from the tub into his chest. I inhaled his musky scent and the area between my leg started to ache. I was wrapped in a bedsheet and ced in the bed. I struggled to remove the bedsheet but my hands were held firmly in ce. "LEAVE" a powerful voice growled. I dripped between my legs at the sound of his voice. Pitch ck orbs stared down at me. "Please help me" I had an itch I couldn''t scratch. His eyes rolled back into his head for a moment. When he met my eyes, they were back to their normal green. He removed the bedsheet for me and cradled me in his arms. The burning lessened a bit but the intense burning between my legs increased. "Thane" I moaned. He growled loudly and ced me on the bed. He got in behind me and wrapped his hands around me, his hard on digging into my butt. I ground my ass against him. I whined as he gripped my hips tightly to stop my movement. He trailed his hands down my stomach to my the bundle of nerves between my legs. I groaned loudly and opened my legs wider to grant him more ess. My body felt more alive and sensitive right now. He flicked my clit gently and inserted a finger into my core. I whimpered as he finger fucked me and stroked my clit simultaneously. He bit my earlobe and his fingers moved in a blur until I was a moaning mess. I threw my head backwards into his chest and moaned loudly, my fingers gripping his bicep as I came on his fingers. The burning in my stomach had somewhat reduced and I no longer felt intense heat. I breathed heavily as I leaned against Thane. My leg was lifted and pulled backward to rest in his hip bone. I felt a blunt head rubbing against my entrance. Thane groaned into my neck and sucked on my mark as he flicked the head of his cock against my clit. His other hands clutched my breast and flicked my nipples as he bucked his hips into mine. His cock now in between my pussy lips. Every buck of his hips set the head of his cock against my clit. The pleasure was sensory overload but my body needed more. I wanted him inside me. No. I needed him.novelbin "Thane" I whimpered. He bucked his hips harder and groaned. The hands on my tits became more urgent. He sucked my mark with fervour and flicked my nipples in tandem with the buck of his hips until I was a moaning mess. My eyes rolled into the back of my head as I groaned loudly. I muttered incoherent words as I came. I felt my juices gush out of my pussy. Thane kept flicking and bucking through my orgasm making it stronger and longer. I copsed boneless against him as the wave passed through me. He buried his face into my neck, his hand clutched my breasts tightly, his canines nipping my neck as he grunted. His hips jerking sporadically once, twice followed by a loud growl as I felt a warm liquid ssh between my legs. He groaned as he jerked into me. I no longer felt an intense burning. The ache between my legs had disappeared and my mark throbbed, as if satisfied. He removed my legs from his waist and stood up from the bed. I flinched as I felt a cold cloth between my legs. He cleaned our mixed juices from between my legs and disappeared into the bathroom. I was falling asleep when I was lifted by strong arms. I inhaled his familiar scent and snuggled into his chest. Chapter 19 ? I woke up feeling exhausted. There was a mild burning between my legs and if it wasn''t quenched, it would turn into an inferno. I reached for Thane but his spot was empty. I felt guilty for keeping him awake all through the night. I woke up with intense burnings between my legs during the night and he helped me relieve my ache each time I reached for him. He stepped out of the bathroom, a towel hung low on his hips. I licked my lips unconsciously and let out a low moan. His nostrils red as he took in my scent. He got into bed and I reached for him. He ced me on hisps and caressed my hair. I purred and leaned into his chest, flicking his nipple with my tongue. He groaned lowly and squeezed my waist. I felt the pinch of a needle on my hands and tensed. "Shhh" heid me down on the bed gently. I looked at him in confusion.novelbin "If I have to pleasure you one more time, I''ll have to fuck you. And you''re not ready for that" my vision blurred and I struggled to stay awake. "Sleep" thatmand dulled my senses and I sumbed to sleep. When I woke up, I felt disoriented. I sat up and the room was spinning. I managed Togo into the bathroom and pee. When I came out, Jairus was with a cart in the room. "You must be hungry" my stomach grumbled in response. He chuckled and ced a tray on the bed. I gobbled everything quickly. Not finishing anything but eating everything. I took a ss of water and burped. Kyros cane in a few minutester with Thane behind him. He smiled warmly at me and checked my vitals. "You''ll need a lot of bed rest for the next two days and a lot of water." "Two days? I feel like I rested enough plus the duel is in two weeks" Jairus shook his head. "A week" "But...." "You were out for a week" a week? A whole bloody week? "What happened" I directed my question to nobody in particr. "I''ll leave the alpha to exin" Kyros packed up his things and headed straight for the door. "Well?" "You went into heat" "I''m a halfbreed" "Who is mated to the Lycan king" that exins it. The intense burning and the unquenchable craving for release. Everything that had to do with him always went overboard. But why a week? "I put you on sedatives" it was the first time he had spoken since he came into the room. I was thankful that whatever happened to me the previous week had stopped because I was no longer creaming my panties whenever he spoke. Don''t get me wrong, his voice made me wet but during the heat, I had mini orgasms whenever I heard him talk. I stared at his devilishly handsome face. Sculpted to perfection and I remembered I was mad at him. I stood up from the bed and wobbled on my feet. Jairus steadied me and I thanked me. "Where the fuck are you going?" "To my room" I stated in a duh tone. "Stay here" "I don''t want to" "I''m not asking" he said through gritted teeth. I muttered under my breath andid back on the bed. Jairus kissed my forehead and said he''ll be backter. Thane approached his bed and I turned to face the wall. He got into bed behind me but didn''t pull me into his chest. I heard the sound of keys so I assumed he was typing. I fell asleep listening to him type. I spent the rest of the day and the next day in bed. Lily and Althea came to see me but at different times. N, Valdus and Noir also showed up but Thane told them I was asleep. Jairus came to pick me up on the third day. We used the in-house gym for the training. I ranps around the gym until I was panting in exhaustion. I threw punches and kicks at a dummy he got for me. The next day, he brought out some y swords for practice. He positioned me in a stance and just as we were about to start, Eridian came through the door. "You came" he nodded stiffly. I looked between the two of them. Jairus threw his y sword and Eridian caught it in his hands. "What''s going on?" "I asked Eridian toe teach you sword fighting" "What for? You''re here" "He''s better at it" "Thane said...." "What did he say little kitten? To stay away from me? Is he scared I''ll take you away from him" "Cut it out uncle." "I''m notfortable with him" I said turning to Jairus. "It''s fine. I''ll be here with you the entire time" "What if Thane finds out" "He won''t. Now you two begin training. I''ll watch from over there" he went to rx on a chair while I turned to Eridian who had arge smirk on his face. "Come on" we moved to the centre of the gym and he positioned the sword correctly in my hands. "Do whatever feels right" he raised his sword to strike and I instinctively held out my own. "Nice" he sent hits my way but I couldn''t dodge them all. "Attack me" I went after him but he blocked all my strikes. "Too slow" we carried on like this for about an hour until I copsed in exhaustion. "No more. No more" I wheezed trying to catch my breath. "If you want to win this, you''re gonna have to try harder than that" I huffed in annoyance and stomped out of the room mming the door in my wake. Well forgive me if I wasn''t trying hard. I was a fucking half breed. Were they seriously expecting me to defeat a she wolf? Besides, the male I was fighting for didn''t even want me. I saw Thane in the hallway as I was about to enter my room. His face contorted in anger as he neared me. He sniffed my clothes and stormed off, fuming in anger. I sniffed my dress, did I smell bad? Chapter 20 ? Training with Eridian had been going well. I learnt a few tricks from him but I was yet to beat him. His speed and strength gave him an edge over me. Each time I whined, he reminded me Gardenia would be fighting for my submission. The contest had been moved to the end of the month so, I had a lot of time to practice. Archery had been the worst during my training. I was barely able to hold the bow properly much less hitting the bulls eye. I needed to be good at atleast one activity. Don''t get me started on hunting. I was too noisy to catch a damn rabbit. I couldn''t move stealthily like Eridian or Jairus. The rabbit always spotted me before I could make a kill. I groaned in frustration as I dragged myself to my room and copsed face front on my bed. My body had barely gotten any rest since training began. Sometimes I felt like giving up but when I remembered the smirk on that bitches face and Jairus''s face when I refused to train, I pushed harder. I was going to wipe the smug look off that bitchs face and show her who the real queen was. I hadn''t even seen Thane in a while now. I had been avoiding him since after my heat but now he wasn''t avable to be avoided. I hadn''t seen him in almost a week and my heart ached at the thought. Some days after training I crave his warmth. I want to sink myself in his arms and rx after a hard day of stressing my muscles. I turned at the sound of the door opening. A guard stood at the door, hesitant to enter. "My queen" I blushed at the title. "Is there a problem?"novelbin "The king has requested your presence in his study" "I''ll be there" he left. I squealed into my pillow. He wanted to see me. I took my sweet time taking a shower. I wore a white flowing dress and sandals and went to his study. The door was ajar, so I went in. "You asked for me" "That was thirty minutes ago" I shrugged nonchntly. "Follow me" he walked past me and out the door. I followed silently behind him until we got to the stairway connecting the four wings. He ced his hands against the wall and a keypad appeared. He pressed digits on it and the floor divided. Another staircase appeared and he descended. I followed him in and the opening closed. I stumbled into his back as I couldn''t see properly. I mumbled a soft apology. Lights flooded the room and I winced at how bright it was. He continued down the stairway and I followed. We reached the end and he opened a door. I looked around as I stepped in. The room was equipped just like the gym upstairs. Swords hanging on the wall, bows arranged in an order, sharpened knives hung below the swords. A silver armour stood in the corner. I trailed my hands in the bows. A white one caught my eyes. I hung it in my shoulder and it fit perfectly. "You like it?" I nodded enthusiastically. "Come with it" I carefully removed it from its ce on the wall and brought it to him. He picked an arrow, positioned it on the bow and shot his target. Itnded on the bulls eye. "Here. Try it" I took the bow and an arrow and shot. Itnded few inches before the target board. I groaned and heard a chuckle behind me. I turned and saw Thane trying to hide his smile. I had never heard himugh before. I smiled inwardly at the thought. I picked another arrow and shot again. I missed. I inhaled sharply when I felt him behind me. He held my hands in his own and positioned the arrow and bow properly. "At the count of two, let it go" he breathed into my ear. I nodded. "One" I shivered. "Two" I immediately released my hand in the arrow and it hit the bulls eye. I squealed and jumped into his arms. "I did it" he gave me a small smile. "Try again" I tried again but I missed. I pouted. "Keep trying" he reclined in a chair while I continued, determined to get it right. I spent two hours trying and not a single arrow hit the bulls eye. A fewnded on the board, some close to the bulls eye. But never on the bulls eye. He inspected the board and gathered the arrows. "You''ve improved a lot" "But not good enough, I know. That she wolf is going to beat me in all the activities" "She''s absolutely bad at archery" I looked at him. Was he trying to give me hope. I had improved and she was bad at it? I had an edge in one activity at least. We walked quietly out of the underground gym to the west wing. "Shower and meet me in my room" he walked ahead into his room. I entered my room and showered. I wore PJ''s this time. I walked to his room, my bare feet padding on the floor. I knocked on his door and waited. I heard a voice so I opened the door. He sat in front of a round table with different meals arranged on the top. There was roastedmb, salted livers, beef stew, bread, grilled meat and too many others. "Sit" I sat down eagerly. He took a te and passed it to me. I waited for him to start dishing before I started taking mine. I took a little bit of bread, the livers and some stew. I stuffed my face without a care for my surroundings. After exhausting myself today, I deserved a feast. I looked up halfway to see Thane staring at me. His face unreadable as usual. He faced his te and continued eating. I filled down a ss of water and started eating slowly. I couldn''t help but wonder what he was thinking. And not knowing made me ufortable. Chapter 21 ? The week for the challenge had finally reached. The first activity was a race. We were given a starting point in the forest and clues to find our way to the finish line. I was currently standing in the forest with Gardenia who had a smug look on her face. I wondered why the fight was prolonged. They were just extending my humiliation. Jairus exined to me that the sword fighting was the most important part. The other games were just to keep the people entertained and have a build up until the final day. The castle was bubbling with guests. Different sub-alphas were amodated in the castle. Wolves from other territories were also present but they were staying in inns and hotels. Everybody wanted to watch the challenge. A gun shot interrupted my thoughts. Gardenia took off immediately. I followed behind her and cursed under my breath. I ran with all my might until I saw a white sign on the tree. It pointed to the left. I turned to the left and saw another one. It pointed straight. I continued running looking out for another sign but I couldn''t see another. I ran for a while until I stopped in exhaustion. There were no further signs and I seemed to be going deeper into the forest. Tears stung my eyes and I mmed my hands against the tree in frustration. I leaned against the tree for support and continued walking. Goosebumps appeared on my skin and I wrapped my hands against myself. Birds were chirping loudly and some flew in my face. After walking for a while, I heard the faint sound of a gunshot. The race had ended but I was list in the forest. What the hell were they thinking sending me into the forest. I prayed fervently to the goddess that there was no wild animal lurking about. I spotted a small stream and ran to it. Maybe I wasn''t so unlucky. I was fucking thirsty. I carried some in my hands and drank from it. I heard a small sound behind me. Just as I wanted to turn, something smacked my head from behind. Fuck. I wasn''t unlucky, I was cursed I thought as I cked out. My head was throbbing badly as I woke up. I groaned and sat up, looking at the unfamiliar shack. The room was littered with clothes and books and the smell of leaves cooking filled the room. A man sat in front of a pot humming a tune while he stirred something in a pot. I stood up slowly and grabbed a book from the floor. I approached him slowly and raised the book ready to hit him. "Sies co hum ter a hua" a strong wind blew me off my feet and into the wall behind me. I groaned as my back connected with the hard wood. "Is that how you thank me?" I looked up at the feminine voice. It wasn''t a man but a woman. She had shaved all the hair on her head and face. Her eyes unfocused and crazed. I stood unsteadily on my feet. She smiled at me. "Come. Your head must be hurting" I followed silently behind her and sat on a stool. She handed me a cup with a green liquid inside. "Drink it" I ced the cup against my mouth ready to drink. She pped the cup out of my hands and it crashed on the floor. "You''re too trusting. That was poisoned" "Why did you give it to me then?" She shrugged and handed me another cup. "I''m not taking that" "If you want that killer headache to stop, you''ll have to take it" "You poisoned thest one" "But I stopped you from drinking it" "How do I know this one isn''t poisoned" She shrugged. "You don''t" I hesitantly took the cup and put it to my mouth. She pped the cup out of my hands. "What was that for?" "You''re stupid" she tutted. "Why would you trust someone who tried to poison you" I had no answer. "Stupid girl. I have no cure for your headache" "That''s what you should have said" I said exasperatedly. She went back to turning her portion and I looked at a few of her books littered around. "What are you doing here. Nobody ever ventures out this far" "I got lost" "You from the north?" "Not really. But I work here" "Oh. For the stupid king" "You don''t seem to like him" "What''s there to like?" A lot. But I didn''t say that to her. "What about you? Why do you live so far from the pack?" "I''m crazy. Nobody wanted to associate with me" "You act normal" "I am normal. Just grieved" she continued humming and stirring her potion. I opened her front door and saw it was dark outside. "It''ste already? How long was I out" "Quite long. I hit you pretty hard on the head" what the hell.novelbin "I have to get going" "Right now?" I nodded. "Too bad. You could have been a nice ingredient for my potion" okay. Thisdy is creepy. She smiled at me showing her brown teeth. "Follow me" she slung a bag over her shoulder and handed me a ming torch. I followed quietly behind her. The crickets chirped loudly and the wind blew harshly. We walked for a while and she stopped abruptly. I bumped into her back. "Keep going straight. Take a right turn at every bend." "How do you know that?" "I sometimes go to the edge of the pack to listen to gossip" I shook my head at that. "I have to keep in touch with the rest of the world before Ipletely loose it." "Thank you" I smiled at her. "Whatever. Stop trusting strangers. Hell stop trusting everybody" I gave her a brief hug but she stood stiff. I turned and continued walking straight ahead taking a right turn at each bend. After a long walk, I saw ming torches and heard voices calling out my name. I followed the voices and saw what I assumed to be a search party. "We found her" a call rang out. Jairus ran towards me and checking me for bruises. "Are you alright?" I nodded. "Where the fuck were you? The race ended hours ago" "I got lost" he was about to say something when I was snatched into strong arms. I was thrown over a shoulder and he began to run. The wind blew my hair and I could hear it in my ears because of how fast we were going. I inhaled the woody scent of my mate and rxed. I was dropped on my feet and my dress removed. He lifted me and took me into the bathtub, my back to his front. I sighed in contentment as he washed me. There was nowhere I wanted to be but in his arms. Chapter 22 ? I pulled on my leather pants and sports bra and headed downstairs. Today was for hunting. I had lost the first game to Gardenia. I walked downstairs nonchntly and into the open field where the audience and spectators had gathered. Thane sat in his throne, Jairus on his left. The throne on the right was empty. The rules for the second game was stated out. Two hours to hunt. The one with the most kill wins the round. We entered the forest through separate routes. For the first thirty minutes I chased a rabbit. Stumbling and hurting myself but never catching it. I sighed in frustration and sat in defeat. "Giving up already?" I turned to the voice and saw the woman from yesterday. "I tried my best" "Yeah I saw. You''re extremely horrible at hunting" way to make me feel better. "What exactly are you doing here?" "To watch thepetition of course" "You knew?" "Of course I did. Wait here" she went away for a while and returned with three rabbits. "What?" "You''ll never win by ying fair. How do you think you got missing yesterday. Bitch changed the directions" "How do you know that?" "Same way I know you''re a virgin" "How do you even know that!"novelbin "You don''t want to know" she disappeared again and returned with a deer. "Now for thest one, we have to catch a boar" "We? A boar?" "Yes. A boar. A wild one" "That''s risky" "Life is full of risks" "I''m going back" "Do you want to lose your precious king to some slimy she wolf. Never touch him, never to kiss him, living the rest of your life imagining her hands on him..." "Okay. Okay I get your point. Where do we find the boar?" She smiled crookedly. She motioned I followed her with my hands. She caught another rabbit and made a fire. She ced it on a stick and roasted it above the fire. "Once the boares out, stay still. Don''t run. Just stay still and I''ll shoot. My arrows areced with poison." "Wait here" she disappeared. After a while, I heard the sounds of violent snorting. A boar appeared from the bushes. I tensed and looked around for the old witch. The boar looked ready to gobble me up. I stood on my feet and it waited for my next action. "No... Don''t" but I didn''t listen because I was already running in the bushes, the boar charging wildly behind me. Adrenaline pumped in my veins and I ran faster. I tripped on a fallen branch and fell into the dirt. The boar jumped ready to pounce on me until an arrow pierced through the air and into its eye. The boar growled and paced furiously. Another arrow flew through the air and into its nevck. I stabbed the knife in my boots into its head and it moved around unsteadily until it slumped. "Good work" she helped me tie the boar by the horns and dragged it to where the rest of my killsy. "All you have to do is take it back to them" "This is cheating" "It is?" "I didn''t kill the animal" she grabbed my arms that held the knife and stabbed it repeatedly into the head of the boar and then the deer and the three rabbits. "There. You killed them now. Run along" I tied the rabbits together and put the deer around my shoulder. I turned to thank her but she had disappeared. I trudged with the load until I got to where the audience had gathered. Gardenia was already there with a smug look on her face. By her feet were four rabbits and two deers. I motioned for one of the guards and whispered into his ear. He motioned for other guards. A whileter, they returned with the boar. A shocked look appeared on Gardenia''s face and there was whispers from the crowd. An overwhelming sense of pride washed over me and I looked towards my mate. I saw a hint of smile on his face. After a while, the results were announced. It was a tie. Gardenia had more kills than I did but killing a boar outweighed her deers. The result wasn''t that great to me but I didn''t loose this round to her. I dug my hands through my hair as I walked to my room. I removed the twigs in my hair while humming a tune. My room door flew open and Lily ran inside. "Goddess. You look terrible" she examined my face for injuries as she sunk down beside me. Althea strode in momentster. "How did you manage to capture a boar" I shrugged. She looked at me suspiciously and entered the bathroom. "I''ve drawn you a bath." I really needed it. My body was exhausted from all the running I''d been doing before the old woman came along. I quickly undressed and got into the bathtub. I sighed as the hit water soothed my tired muscles. "You''ve gained the hearts of many" I listened with interest. "Both werewolf and halfbreed alike. Some of us want you to be there because, you being there gives us hope for a brighter future." I smiled. "The others are jealous. They''re stupid enough to want to take your ce. As if the King could tolerate them" she huffed. I heard the sound of my bedroom door close as they both left, Althea talking loudly and Lily, quiet as usual. I zoned out and focused on my thoughts. If I won thispetition, we may finally consummate our bond. The thought caused me to tingle between my legs. I tweaked my nipples and bit my lip to stifle my moans. I tugged hard on them and threw my head back in pleasure. I imagined it was Thane doing it. I imagined his rough, big hands on my and I groaned lowly. I clenched my thighs tightly as my clit throbbed in arousal. I imagined him sucking and biting my sensitive nipples. It felt like he was right there ying with them. Teasing, sucking. . . I threw my head back in pleasure as the sensation became too much to bear. I tugged and flicked until I reached my peak, groaning and clenching my thighs as my climax washed through me. I slumped in the tub boneless. It felt like some pressure had been lifted after the climax. I felt free and light. Chapter 23 ? novelbin I donned my white dress angrily. I suddenly felt like I was entertainment for the guests. Why did they have to add these games. We could have just had the goddamned sword fighting and let it end there. As I was walking, I bumped into a guard. I was about to let my frustrations out when he spoke. "A gift from the king" he opened the cloth that covered the gift. The white arrow I had practiced withy in his arms. I smiled and took it from his arms. He handed me a sk of arrows and left. I continued down the stairs, a smile on my face. The gift had lifted my spirits. I arrived at the centre before Gardenia. She came momentster in a green gown, a crown of flowers on her head. I must say she looked ridiculous. Green was not a good colour on her. She walked as if she counted her steps. A smug look on her face. I couldn''t wait to wipe it off her stupid face. We stood facing the target. I set my arrow in the bow and took the stance Thane had taught me. I drew the string back. I let go of the arrow and it flew through the air andnded on the board, the blue cloth waving in the air. Through my heightened sight, I could see that the arrow had notnded on the bulls eye but it was fairly close. Gardenia took her shot and it was nowhere close to the bulls eye. I stifled augh as she scowled. I took another shot, itnded behind my first arrow. I squealed and Gardenia took another shot. We continued until the arrows were exhausted. The arrows were inspected. No onended on the bulls eye. Most of my arrowsnded close to the bulls eye so I was dered the winner. I retired to my room with arge smile on my face. The door opened and Lily and Althea walked in. She hugged me tightly. "You''re killing me" "Sorry" she muttered with a blush. "You were great out there" "Thank you" the door opened and Valdus stood with his mate, N. Noir entered behind them. "We came to congratte you" Valdus said. "Thank you" we looked at Noir after he growled loudly. His dark menacing gaze was fixed on the cowering Lily behind me. He muttered something under his breath and stormed out of the room, mming the door in his wake. "What the hell crawled up his ass" Althea said. "Althea" Lily chided. "Oh...oops" Valdus chuckled. "We''ll leave you now" I smiled at him. He gave a small bow and exited with his mate. "I didn''t know you had it in you" "What?" "Archery" oh.... Thane was the best teacher. "I''m going to get some rest" they left the room as I slept off. ********* Something was tickling my face as I woke up. Jairus stood over me arge grin on his face. "You''ve been asleep for too long" I rubbed my eyes and sat up. Eridian sat at the foot of my bed with a bored look on his face. "You were absolutely horrible at archery during training" "I got better" "You don''t just get better" "I practiced with Thane" "I see" Eridian nodded his head in thought. "We came to take you out for lunch" "Sure. Let me get dressed" they left the room and I showered quickly and donned a dress. I met them outside the door. Eridian walked in front while Jairus walked beside me. Eridian got into the ck car waiting outside. Jairus opened the door for me to get in when I heard a loud chuckle. I turned to the sound and saw Thane with a woman. A very beautiful woman. Surprisingly, he was the one that chuckled. I''d never seen himugh. The woman ced her hands in his arm and leaned in to whisper something. Jairus muttered under his breath and helped me into the car. He closed the door and went over to where his father stood. The woman pulled him into a hug. He said something to them and they turned towards the car. I turned away and caught Eridian looking at me through the rearview mirror. Creepy much? I looked down and yed with my fingers. The door opened and Jairus joined us. The driver started the engine and we drove out of the castle. All through lunch I kept quiet. Nibbling on my food and not paying attention to my surroundings. I suddenly wished I had declined Jairus''s idea for lunch. The food was good but my heart was troubled. As soon as we got to the castle, I thanked Jairus and rushed to my room. I tried to stop my wandering mind but I couldn''t help but be worried. A part of me felt scared about the woman I saw with Thane. They seemed close. A former lover perhaps? I sighed in frustration. I decided to get some sleep. I tossed and turned for a while but I finally settled into sleep. I followed the sound of a familiar voice down the hallway. I heard his voice and a feminine chuckle behind the door. I opened the door slowly and saw them cuddled together on the bed. "Why" I whispered breathlessly. They looked at me with malice in their eyes. "She''s the one I want. Someone simr to me. Not a stupid helpless half-breed" my heart shattered at his words. I held my chest tightly as he kissed her. Her face full of joy. We were now in the grand hall. They stood together above us. Her stomach full with child. A crown on her head. "You thought he was going to pick you" a voice sneered. "She''s not even beautiful" "Amon ve" "Stupid to think he''ll settle for less" someone spat at me. Others hurled curse words at me and some threw things at me. I looked to familiar faces in the crowd for help but they turned away from me. I tried to hurry out of there but I tripped and fell on my face. The crowd got violent with their abuse. Some pulled my hair and others kicked me. I curled in a ball as the pain became unbearable. I screamed as someone shook me roughly. "Help me" I kept chanting it until I was screaming. "Hellllpppp meeeeee" "ESMERALDA!" Chapter 24 ? I jerked upright at the sound of my name. My head hurt badly and my heart was pounding in my chest. I looked around expecting to see the angry mob. My eyes met green orbs filled with... Worry? "You were screaming in your sleep" I scratched the back of my head. "I had a nightmare" hey me down and got into bed behind me, wrapping his arms around me. "You don''t have to stay with me" he ignored me and switched of the light and I tensed. "No, please leave it on for a while" he switched it on and pulled me into his chest. I couldn''t go back to sleep. I was scared I was going to see worse than what I''d seen in the previous dream. "Stop worrying. I''m here" he breathed out. I tried to rx. Steadying my breath and thinking of my family until I fell asleep. I stretched my limbs as I woke up from sleep. Today was the final day. I didn''t know what the oue of the sword fighting was going to be. I had trained diligently for thest two days. I had doubts about winning but I was going to put in my best. I was going to fight until I couldn''t. I woke up early today to soak in the tub and rx my muscles. As I stepped into my room, a golden light blinded my eye. The sun reflected on a golden armour. "A gift from the king. Specially made for you" I smiled at Althea. It was absolutely beautiful. She helped me to put on the armour and left as Jairus stepped into the room. "You look beautiful" he smiled warmly at me. He held a scabbard in his hands. "He asked me to give you this" i took it from his hands. "It''s his sword" but why would he give me his sword? "It''s for goodluck and it shows he favors you" did he really favor me? I had not seen him since the night of the nightmare. And that was two days ago. Last I heard he was with the unknown she wolf from the other day. "Thank you" he pulled me into a hug. Tears welled in my eyes. This was probably thest time. I had grown really fond of him. He led me down the hall, across the field until I stood opposite Gardenia. Her armour as bright as mine. I scoffed in my mind. Specially made my foot. We faced each other and took our stance. The fight was about to begin. A gunshot rang out signaling the beginning of our fight. We circled each other while waiting for the other to strike. She advanced with a battle scream for an overhead strike. I blocked the strike with my sword and staggered a bit until a hard kick to my midsection sent me sprawling on the floor. A loud cheer erupted from the audience. I groaned in pain and stood on my feet. A bit unbnced but I tried not to show my pain. We circled each other and she attacked. I dodged blows and blocked strikes but I was unable to deliver a strike of my own. I panted for breath as she smirked. I charged at her for an overhead strike, she blocked it with ease and pushed me away. I attacked again, going for her leg. She parried and delivered a hard kick to my leg. I fell face first into the ground. A kick to my side sent me back on the ground as I tried to stand. A groan escaped my lips. She brought her sword down and I blocked the strike. Rolling and kicked her feet, she fell on her back. I groaned and stood up delivering a kick of my own to her side. She groaned and tried to stand. I went in for another kick but she caught my foot and pulled me hard. I tumbled on the ground. Something hard hit the back of my head and I fell back. My eyes blurry and blooding down the side of my head. I stood up unsure of my surroundings. Everything looked unclear. I heard a sickening crack as a I received a punch. My nose ached and blood trailed into my mouth. The crowd cheered her on, chanting her name in praise.novelbin I was pushed on the floor, she straddled my waist and blows rained down on my face. I lifted my hips and rolled us over. I threw blind punches but smiled when I heard a crack. I fisted her hair and mmed her head into the ground repeatedly. I dragged her by her hair and mmed her jaw on my knee. Once, twice and threw her on the floor. I sat on her back and pulled her head and mmed it on the ground again. I pulled her arms back and pushed them up toward her shoulders until I heard a crack. She howled loudly. I searched for my sword an ced it against her neck. I prayed she submitted. I was dead on my feet and I couldn''t see clearly. I didn''t think I could fight anymore. "I submit" she said weakly. The crowd cheered loudly. Not as loud as when I was receiving a beating, but loud enough. I breathed in relief and let the sword fall from my hands. I copsed on my knees. "Anybody that challenges her and loses is not fit to live" Thane growled out. I heard her scream and turned just in time to see him rip out her heart. He tossed her lifeless body and her heart away and marched towards me. He lifted me into his arms. "All Hail The Queen" a voice shouted. "All Hail The Queen" the crowd chorused. I shut my eyes in exhaustion and he blurred us out of the field and into the castle. Chapter 25 ? My body ached as I turned over. I pushed myself up and rested against the headboard. "Lay back. You''re not fully healed" I turned and saw Thane seating on the recliner. I took in my surroundings and saw I was in his room. "Water" I croaked. My throat felt dry and I wondered how long I was out if it. I looked at my dress and saw I had been changed into a light dress and my injuries were cleaned up. He held the cup to my mouth and I took small sips. I drank about half of the ss and I gently pushed his hands away. He ced the ss on the table and arranged pillows at my back. "How long was I out?" "Six hours" I nodded. His eyes rolled in the back of his head. He grunted and stood up. "I have to go. Your meal will be brought to you" I nodded. He leaned and have me a forehead kiss and left. The door opened and Lily came in with a tray if food "Your highness" she bowed. "Come on. I''m still Esme. You don''t have to call me that" "But the king said....." "Call me by my name. Atleast while we are in private. Please, don''t be formal with me." she smiled. "I''m so happy for you" she squealed. She sat on the bed beside me. She ced the tray on my legs and I began eating. She talked about the duel and how I had won hearts and all. I smiled as she continued talking. She didn''t seem like the quiet Lily I hade to know. The door opened and Noir stepped in. She stood abruptly and moved away from the bed twisting her fingers nervously. Noir''s intense gaze was focused on her and she looked at her feet. The room seemed tense. I cleared my throat and his attention shifted to me. He bowed. "Your highness. I''m in charge of your security from now on" "But I don''t need security" "Being the queenes with many risks. And some might target you to get to the king" I nodded. "I''ll be outside the door" he bowed and left. I heard a loud sigh of reliefe from Lily. She resumed her position on the bed beside me. "Is anything going on between you and Noir?" "NO!" I raised an eyebrow. "Nothing at all. We''ve just bumped into each other a couple of times and he seems scary" Iughed. "That I can agree. He''s scary" she smiled. "I was assigned to keep youpany" "Ohhhh... What about Althea? Not that I don''t want you but she was assigned to me before" "She''s still assigned to you but I''m to keep youpany all day." "What about the clinic?" "I''ll have to stop for a while" "Do you want to?" "I liked being there but I''ll also like to keep youpany" I hugged her. She stayed for a while and left the room with the empty dishes. I settled into bed for a nap. When I woke up, it was dark aside and a strong, warm arm held me in ce. I tugged at the arm but it held me tighter. "I have to use the bathroom" he sighed an removed his arms. As I wanted to stand I was lifted into the air. I held his arms and blushed as he took me to the bathroom. He let me slide down to do my business. After I finished, I washed my hands and dried them. He carried me to the bed andy me down. Hey down behind me and pulled me to his chest. "Why did you kill Gardenia?" "Anyone that challenges you and looses is not fit to be alive." "What if I had lost. Would you have killed me?" He remained silent. I sighed. "If you had lost, and remained alive you would have gone back to being a ve. Treated worst than the lowest of ves. Fair game to any man and you would be forbidden from seeing me" I guess death was a better fate. "You did well and I''m happy you won. Your coronation will be in two weeks" "Who is that woman?" "She''s no one" "You seem close" "She''s Catalina''s younger sister" I waited for him to say more but he didn''t say anything. So she was his ex mates sister. They seemed like ex lovers who wanted to rekindle their rtionship. "Stop overthinking" "Were you ever involved with her?" "Yes" I huffed and pushed his hands to stand up. He pulled me back and tightened his hands. "Let me go" I struggled to push his hands away. "Are you jealous?" I huffed "as if" he chuckled and bit my earlobe. "It only happened a few times" he licked my lobe and I shivered. It didn''t matter if it happened once. How could he have slept with his mates sister. No exnation could make it seem right. "And her mate?" "I don''t know. Didn''t ask" "How would you feel if Catalina slept with your brother after your death?"he shrugged. "That can never happen" "So, if something were to happen and you''re no longer here. I can be with Eridian?"novelbin He growled loudly "That can never happen" he rolled me in my back and positioned himself between my legs. "Are you thinking of being with Eridian?" I shrugged. Rage covered his face and his canines descended. "I''m going to kill him" Iughed and rubbed his arms. He growled and kissed my mark. I moved and arched my back as he continued nipping and sucking my mark. I turned my face and exposed my neck to his kisses. He trailed his ws down my cor bone and stopped above my tits. Circling his sharp ws on my nipples and tugging at them while sucking my mark. I pulled his head to mine and locked out lips together. He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head, dominating the kiss and rendering me senseless. He ripped my dress into two and explored my tits with one hand while the other held my hands above my head. After he had explored every corner of my mouth he lifted his head and ck orbs looked down at me. "I can''t stop now" Chapter 26 ? I gulped at the intensity in his eyes. I arched my exposed breasts to him. Hetched onto one nipple and sucked. My eyes rolled in my head and tried to twist my body because of the pleasure. He switched to the next nipple and continued sucking. He kissed down my ribs and nipped my thigh. "Just as I like you. Wet and needy just for me" He ran his tongue along my slit. I bucked my hips into his face and gripped his hair tightly. He held my wrists. "Keep your hands above your head. Don''t move it or I''ll stop" I whimpered. I moved my hands above my held and he continued licking me. He circled my nub with his tongue as he spread my pussy lips apart. I moaned and gripped the sheets tightly to avoid grabbing his hair. He pushed the tip of his tongue into my hole and continued flicking my nub with his fingers. He held my thigh tightly to prevent me from moving. "Ahhhhh.......Thannneeeee..... Ughhhh.....yesssssssssss... Don''t..... Don''t stoooppppp" I screamed as I came hard, arching my back and squirting on his face. He continued tongue fucking me through my orgasm and drawing out my orgasm. I slumped tiredly on the bed. He rose above me and kissed me. I blushed as I tasted myself on him. I pushed his shoulders so hey on the bed and I straddled his waist. Kissing him and fumbling with the belt on his trousers. His hands stopped mine. "You don''t have to" "I want to" he loosened his grip on my hands and cradled my face, kissing me senseless. I removed his belt and opened the buttons. He lifted his hips to help me remove it. I pulled his briefs off too and knelt between his spread legs. I took in his size in shock. It was massive. I wrapped my hands around it. It was hot and throbbing. And hard. I brushed my fingers on the tip and he let out a loud growl. I used my two hands to move up and down as it could not fit in one. I used his precum to lubricate my hands as I hacked him off. His low grunt and growls encouraged me so I put his tip into my mouth. I sucked on the head and continued stroking him with my hands. I took a couple inches until he hit the back of my throat. I gagged and wanted to move away but he gripped my hair. "Rx and breathe through your nose" I rxed my throat and took deep breaths through my nose. "Good girl" I stayed like that for a while getting used to feeling him in my throat then I started bobbing my head. Going up and down on his shaft while stroking the part I couldn''t fit into my mouth. His grunts got louder and I could hear the sound of the sheets tearing. I looked up into his eyes as I continued blowing him. His eyes finally settled on ck as his hips bucked up. "Can''t..... Can''t fucking stoooppppp" he jerked his hips roughly and another inch or so disappeared into my mouth. He held my head in ce and started moving his hips slowly until he started mming into my mouth. Muttering curse words and speaking anothernguage entirely as he face fucked me. My hands disappeared between my legs as I yed with my clit. His dominance and control was driving me over the edge. I gripped his thigh and thrummed my clit as he continued to brutally fuck my face. I hummed around his cock as my orgasm washed through me. "Fckkkk" he bellowed as he gave a final m and erupted in my mouth. He growled and pulled his cock from my mouth as he continued ejacting spraying his seed on my face and across my breasts. I copsed on top him. He lifted me into his arms and wrapped my legs around his face as we kissed passionately. Hey me at the center of the bed pushed my legs up so that my heel was touching my ass cheeks then he spread my legs. He licked his fingers and pushed one into my pussy. My juices helped his finger to slide in and out. He pushed in a second finger in and I winced. It was a tight fit and I felt ufortable but the pain was bearable. He pushed in a third finger and I held his wrists looking at him unsurely. "If you can''t take up to four fingers then you''re not ready yet"novelbin "Do you want me to stop?" I shook my head immediately. I wanted toplete the bond. He moved his fingers in and out gently while strumming my clit to produce more juices. He pushed in a fourth finger and I felt like I was tearing into two. The fact that his fingers were bigger than mine made his four fingers feel like my fist and then some more. He continued finger fucking me and flicking my clit until I clenched around him and came, spraying his chest with my juices. He pulled his fingers out and smeared my juices on his cock to lubricate himself. He climbed over me and rubbed the head along my slit, flicking my clit and making me gush. "Do you still want this?" I nodded. "I need your words" "Yes, I want this" "Say it" "I want you to fuck me" "It''s going to hurt for a while" "Stop stalling. I want you to fuck me" "Once I''m inside you, there''s no stopping" "Good. Don''t stop" he pushed the head against my opening and pressed inside. He groaned loudly and I whined. His face showed struggle and a barely restrained animal. I felt a slight difort for a while because of his size until he thrusted in another couple if inches and then the pain came. I screamed loudly and tried to push him of me. The pain was unbearable. I felt like I was being ripped apart inside. He growled and held himself still until the pain subsided. "You can move now" I whimpered. Chapter 27 ? His struggle for control showed on his face. He moved his hips slowly. Thrusting into me gently while searching my eyes for any hint of pain. I began to feel pleasure and let out a loud moan. He growled and wrapped one of my legs around his waist and increased his pace. My moans encouraging him as he started pounding into me. I held onto his biceps for dear life as I neared the brink of climax. "Ahhhhhh... Fkkkkkkkk" I screamed as I squirted, my juicesnding on his chest. My pussy still contracting from pleasure. He continued thrusting in and out at a slow pace drawing out my orgasm. He pulled out and I reached out to stop him from leaving. He turned me on my stomach and pulled my hips up and arched my back keeping my breasts on the bed. He moved in behind me and pressed the head of his cock against my pussy and pushed in slowly. He stopped for me to adjust and then he started moving. His hands gripped my hips as he pulled me into his thrusts. In, out, in, out until I was a blubbering mess screaming his name and calling on the goddess to save me from the pleasure. I could barely hear his grunts and growls as he neared his release. "No more...... No more.... Ahhhhhhhhh" "Scream my name" "Fuckkkkk...... Thannnneeeeee" "Don''t stoppp... Arghhhhhh" I fisted the sheets and screamed his name a final time as my orgasm washed through me. He kept thrusting through my orgasm. I tried to push him away because I was too sensitive but he refused to be stopped. He was chasing his release. His growls got louder and his ws dug into my hips as he continued pounding into me. I was on the edge of another orgasm when I felt him swelling inside me and then his warm seed coated my insides. He pulled me up by my hair, pushed my hair to one side and sunk his canines into my mark. I screamed as I came again squeezing his cock as he kept jerking inside me. When we finally copsed on the bed, I was too tired to move. My heart thumped wildly against my chest as I tried to catch my breath. I struggled to keep my eyes open as Thane moved us but I was spent. I rxed into his arms and drifted off. I woke up to someone pleasuring me. I looked down at the mop of ck curls between my legs. I dug my hands into his hair, pushed my pussy into his face and threw my head back in pleasure. He dug his tongue deeper into me while flicking my clit until I came on his face, screaming and crying out his name. He trailed kisses from my pussy up to my breasts, kissing and sucking each nipple. He moved up to my face and took my mouth. Pushing his tongue into my mouth as he dominated the kiss. I moved my hands up his arms and tangled it in his hair. Pulling him closer and hanging on to him like my next breath. He pushed the head of his cock against my folds, rubbing the head up and down my slit. I wrapped my legs around his waist to push him in but he pulled out. I whined in frustration and he chuckled. He pushed the blunt head past my opening and into my warm depths. I groaned as he filled me up. He grunted and cursed under his breath as he stilled above me. He thrust slowly in and out until I got used to his size. He put a pillow under my hips and held me tightly as he pounded into me. "Fkkkkkkkk" I squirted on his chest. He kept on thrusting through my orgasm pushing me into another one. My eyes rolled into the back of my head from the unexinable amount of pleasure I was receiving. I looked at him through hooded lids as he threw his head back growling out his release. He pulled out of me and I winced. Mydy parts was exhausted. I doubt it could take another ride but just looking at Thane made me as wet as the ocean. He pulled me into his chest as I dozed off. When I woke up, I was alone in bed in a shirt. Thane must have worn me that but I couldn''t recall when he did. I tried to stand up. Keyword: tried. I felt tender between my legs and sore. I winced as I sat in bed. There was a knock on the door. I pulled the nket on my legs and I shouted a e in''. The door opened and Lily came in. She looked lost and sad as she dropped the tray on the bed, her head bent. "Are you alright?" She looked up at me and gave a fake smile. "I''m fine. Just..... Nevermind" "Talk to me. It''s clearly bothering you" I held her hands and pulled her to the bed. "It''s....." There was a knock on the door. I called out to the person and the door opened. Noir came in looking professional as usual with his infamous scowl. "Your highness" his voice gruff as usual. "I''ll draw you a bath" Lily said as she hurried to the bathroom. I looked back at Noir to see his eyes trained on her. I cleared my throat and he focused on me. "The king thinks you might need a few things. He has asked that you make a list of the things you need so they will be gotten for you" I actually needed a couple of things but I wanted to get them myself. "I would like to go out and get them myself" "I''ll have to see if it is okay with the king" I nodded and he left the room. Lily came out of the bathroom once he shut the door. "Your bath is ready" "Thank you Lily. I''ll take it from here. And go get ready we might be going into town." Her face lit up at the news and she left the room. I stood unsteadily on my feet and tried to walk. The door opened and Thane came in and walked to where I stood. I blushed furiously as I saw him. I pushed my hair behind my ears and tried to walk to the bathroom. "Can''t walk?" He smirked. "I think you broke me" He chuckled and lifted me into his arms and took me to the bathroom. He set me down beside the bathtub. He unbuttoned the shirt and helped me into the bathtub. He squatted and helped me wash my back. "Noir tells me you want to go out" I nodded. "I haven''t been there before and I don''t want to be indoors today" he rubbed the loofah over my breasts and down my stomach. I knew I couldn''t take another round of Thane but my body had other ideas. "I don''t want you out of my sight"novelbin "Says the person who left me alone in bed" he sighed. "Fine. You go with Noir, his team and the girl" "Do I have to? It''ll draw attention" "That is the only way I''m letting you leave here" "Fine. I''ll go with them" "Good" he kissed my forehead and stood on his feet. "Buy something sexy" he left the bathroom. Chapter 28 ? I stood with Lily as we waited for the cars to pull up front. The hot bath helped with the soreness but I still wobbled and felt pain if I walked too fast or stand up abruptly. Two ck cars pulled up and Noir came down from one. "Is he going with us?" She looked panicked. "Yes. For security" she muttered under her breath. "Let''s go" I held her hand as we walked to the car. Noir opened the front for her to get in. She looked at me with pleading eyes. I didn''t know what was going on but something had happened between both of them and Lily was running away. "It''s fine. I want her to sit with me" he clenched his jaw and nodded stiffly. Lily let out a sigh of relief beside me and we entered the car. Noir shut the door and strode to the other side of the car. He got in and started the engine and he drove off. The car ride was a silent and tense one with Noir and Lily stealing nces at each other and me trying to catch one of them looking. We got a few toiletries and lots of clothes for myself and Lily. She was still tensed and I figured it was because Noir was behind us the whole time. I wasn''t enjoying the outing and neither was Lily. And we weren''t going to enjoy it as long as Noir was there. "We''re going to the bathroom" Noir nodded. I took Lily''s hand and pulled her to the bathroom. I locked the door behind us and looked for an open window. I found a windowless stall and pulled Lily inside. "We''re leaving here" I whispered. "Is that safe?" I shrugged. "I want to explore" I climbed the toilet seat, sat on the window sill. I pushed my legs out and jumped down. Lily climbed after me and I helped her down. We ran through the back and into the busy crowd. We were dressed inly so, we wouldn''t be easily discovered. I pulled her through the crowd to the front were some children were performing. We cheered along with the crowd and dropped few coins. Lily looked a lot happier as we moved into stalls. Looking at the beautiful artifacts and watching the people perform. A few times I spotted one of the royal guards but we moved away before they could notice us. Lily had gotten usvender to douse ourselves in to hide our scents. It was dusk now and we were exhausted. We had joined in a dancepetition. We didn''t wait for the announcement and moved to another stall. The crowd had not reduced at all and I was feeling dizzy. We decided to take a stroll towards the waterfall. The wind blew heavily as we climbed up the mountain. I wanted to ask Lily about Noir but she looked so happy and I had a feeling it was going to make her sad. A rag was pressed on my nose as an arm held me tightly. I struggled with my attacker but the drug on the rag was making me dizzy. Lily was thest thought in my head as I cked out. My head was pounding as I woke up. I tried to move my hands but they were tied tightly behind the chair. I opened my eyes and darkness greeted me. I didn''t know if Lily was here or they left her. "Lily. Lily" "Esme? Are you there" "Yes. Are you okay?" "I''m good. Are you hurt" "No" we kept quiet at the sound of a gate opening. Footsteps descended down the stairs and the door to our cell opened. "Well, well, well. If it isn''t our queen and her little toy" "Who are you? What do you want" heughed. He flicked a switch and light flooded the room. I closed my eyes because the brightness hurt my eyes. I opened them slowly and looked into the familiar face. "Roman" my jaw cracked as he punched me. "You don''t get to call me by my name you filthy whore" Lily was sobbing quietly in the corner and I tried to hold back my tears. "Now you had to get me angry" he wiped my tears with his thumb, his smelly breath in my face. He kissed my cheeks and stood straight. "I''ll be back my little loves" heughed sickly as he locked the door behind him. He locked the outer gate and I began to work on my ropes. Back at home, I had a penchant for loosing knots. I worked on the knot with my fingers, my arms ached but I didn''t stop until the knot got loose. I quickly pulled it out and loosened my leg ropes. I ran to Lily and worked on her ropes. "Here''s the n. Once hees in and turns on the light, I''ll hit him from the back. While he''s down well make a run for it. It might not be enough but it''s worth the try" I grabbed my chair and stood behind the door as the gates opened. I held the chair nervously as the door opened. He flicked on the switch and I attacked. I mmed the chair on his head and he fell.novelbin Lily ran for the door and I followed behind her. We ran up the stairs quickly and I heard a scream. "Fucking bitches" Roman was running up the stairs behind us. We ran out the gates and into an empty hallway. Stupid dog. There was no guard in the hallway. Lily pushed open a door and ran outside. Just as I was about to leave he jumped on me and mmed my head into the ground. "Stupid whore" he kicked my stomach and stepped on my ankles. He grabbed me by my hair and pulled me up giving me a backhand. I knees him in the balls and gave him an uppercut. I ran out while he was groaning in pain, holding my fist tightly. My ankle was throbbing badly but I had to get away from Roman. I was running down the mountain and I looked back to see Roman charging after me. I turned quickly and missed a step, I tumbled down the mountain. A hand held me up and I looked up into Thane''s furious face. Chapter 29 ? "Search the mountains for him" the guards ran up the mountains in search of Roman. Noir held Lily''s wrists tightly. "Let her go" I moved towards them. Thane pulled me back. "Don''t fucking speak" he was shaking in anger. I wasn''t sure if the anger was towards me or Roman. I felt his anger through the bond and I prayed to the goddess that it wasn''t directed to me. "She should be the least of your worries" "He''s hurting her" "No he''s not. She''s going to be punished anyways" "Punished? No, it was my fault. Imanded her to follow me" "And you''ll be punished too" he threw me over his shoulder and took me to the car. Noir and Lily followed us into the car and Noir drove us home. I didn''t have a chance to ask Lily how she was because Thane carried me out as soon as Noir parked and into the room. Kyros was waiting in the room when we got there. He cleaned my wounds and bandaged my leg. He gave me some pain tablets and left the room. Thane was pacing furiously and I was scared to say anything. "How could you leave your guards?" "I just wanted to explore on my own. Please don''t punish them. Especially Lily, I made here with me." He looked deep in thought. "They''ll all pay for letting you get away and you my little kitten will be punished" I shivered. "Get some rest. I''ll be back" he left the room and Iy in bed. "Don''t step your foot out of this room until I say so" he mmed the door angrily. I put my ankle on a pillow and I slept off. When I woke up, an unfamiliar maid was in the room. "Who are you and where is Lily?" "I''m your new maid and I don''t know who Lily is" "Lily is my friend. Who the hell assigned you to me" "The king did" I looked at Noir. "I do not need another maid. I want Lily" "Lily cannot be here. She''s serving her punishment" but Thane told me he wasn''t going to punish her. "I want to speak to Thane" "The kingmanded you stay in bed" "Try and stop me" I stood from the bed and the maid looked panicked. Noir''s eyes rolled to the back of his head and a momentter I felt a pressure at the back of my head. "Babe" Thane''s voice was loud in my head. "I want Lily back" i was going to ignore the fact that he called me babe and my heart was dancing in my chest. "You''re in no position to make demands" "I''m not? You promised not to punish her and you changed her without asking me" "She''s suspended and you''ll have to deal with the new one" "Thane. THANE!!" There was no reply. I looked angrily at Noir. "If anything happens to Lily, you''ll have me to deal with" The door opened and Jairus came in. He nodded at Noir and kissed my cheeks. "How are you feeling? And why do you look angry" "Your father took Lily away from me" "The cute, little one?" I nodded and Noir growled. I scowled at him. He had no right to do that. "Don''t frown" he pulled my cheeks. "After her punishment she''ll be back." "Really? How long is her punishment?" "I do not know. But you and I can go out and spend some time together" "The king has forbidden her from leaving the castle grounds" forbidden me? I couldn''t leave the castle grounds? "Well, I can give you a tour" I pointed at my ankles. I couldn''t move freely as it was still swollen. He carried me in his arms. "You can''t possibly carry me like this throughout the tour and Thane asked me not to leave the room" "Who said anything about carrying you and you don''t have to listen to him" he pushed open the door of Thane''s study and set me on the couch. I folded my arms on my chest and pouted. "I thought I asked you not to leave your room" I avoided his intense eyes. "We want to go on a tour" Thane shrugged. "She has a swollen ankle" "Wait until it heals before your tour" "Father" "She got herself hurt. I''m not healing her" "I think we should go. If he wouldn''t heal me, I''ll just walk like that or take another lycans blood and be in pains and you''ll feel it through our fucking bond" I was walking to the door when I was stopped roughly. "Leave us" "Don''t make her upset" Thane growled at his son. He lifted me in his arms and took us behind his desk. I blushed as I remembered what we did here. He chuckled at my embarrassment and kissed me. He pulled my dress down my shoulders and unbuckled my bra, teasing my nipples and sucking on my neck. I reached for his buckle and pulled his pants down his hips. He ripped my panties off and positioned himself around my entrance. I dug my fingers into his shoulders as I sank down. I bit my lips to stifle my moan, he felt deeper this way. He held the hands of his chair as I moved my hips. I ground down my hips moving slowly until I got used to his size bouncing my hips and throwing my head back in pleasure. He licked my nipple and flicked the other nub with his fingers. My legs ached from moving and I wanted him to take control. "Thane" I looked into his eyes. "Fuckkkkk" he swiped the things on his desk to the floor andy me there without leaving my pussy. He pushed my legs apart and raised my knees up. He continued thrusting into me, not stopping even after my orgasm. Pushing me into another and another until I begged for him to stop. "No more.... Please no more" he ignored me as he kept on going until I came again, spasms racked my body as I let out incoherent words clutching his arms and contracting my pussy walls against his cock. He growled loudly, mming his fists in the desk and breaking it as his warm seed spilled inside me. I barely registered him lifting me from his crumbling desk as he continued spewing inside me. We copsed in the chair and my pussy kept milking him. He was still hard inside me but I didn''t think I could go another round without cking out but his eyes had other ideas. He kissed me nipping my lips gently. He bit his lips and drew blood. "Suck" I took his lips between mine sucking on his blood until the cut healed. He pulled out of me but kept me on his legs. I arranged my dress and stood on my feet wobbly and dizzy. Thane''s blood had taken effect and I needed to sleep. He pulled on his pants and helped me walk out the door. Noir stood outside with the new maid. Where they hear the whole time? Thane said the study was soundproof but I couldn''t help but wonder if they heard us. I blushed as we walked back to our room with the duo following us. "You can leave us" they bowed and walked past us. "Do they have to follow me everywhere?"novelbin "It''s for your safety" "I''m safe in the castle. I don''t need them shadowing my every move. It makes me not want to leave our room. What is it about me not leaving the castle grounds?" He opened the door and we walked inside. "Your little stunt today cost you that right and Roman is still on the loose. I want them with you at all times" "Well you can give me Lily to make it bearable" he helped me into bed. "No. My decision is final. She''ll serve her punishment and after that, I''ll see if she is fit to be around you" "What does that even mean. I forced her toe with me" "And you''ll be punished for that. She should have declined and reported to Noir" "How long is her punishment?" He shrugged. I sighed. "Can you at least make Noir stay away from her?" "Why should I do that?" "She''s clearly ufortable around him and I''m scared he''ll hurt her" "He won''t. Don''t meddle in their affairs. Now go to sleep" he kissed my forehead and I pulled the nket to the under of my chin. "Stubborn mouse" he climbed in behind me holding me to his chest. Chapter 30 ? Today had been boring. My new maid, Damia sat stiffly on the bed. I tried to make conversations with her but she answered formally and I was tired. I tried to get to know her but she was just too.... Ughhhh. I was frustrated. "You may leave now. I''ll like to take a nap" she hurried out of the room. I groaned andy back in bed. I hadn''t seen Lily since the incident and it frustrated me that I didn''t know how she was because she got into trouble because of me. The ache at the back of my head came and Thane''s voice entered my head. "I can feel your worry through the bond. What is it?" "I want to see Lily. I''m worried about her" "She''s in safe hands" "I hope you don''t mean Noir. He hates her" "He does? I haven''t noticed that" of course he wouldn''t notice. He never noticed anything. "I notice you" "Well, I''m your mate"he chuckled. "Quit worrying. I can''t focus on work with you worrying like this" "Then give me Lily" "No. Now rest or do something fun or I''lle there and spank your ass red" I shuddered. What fun thing could I do? I can''t leave my room without being followed by Noah and Damia. Don''t they have other things to do? They were alike though, always formal and rigid and Thane wanted me to have fun. If those two got married, they''ll have grumpy babies. I also haven''t seen Jairus anywhere. He never showed up for my tour and he didn''te to visit me. The door flew open and Thane strode in. I tried to run but he caught my legs and flipped me onto my stomach. "Ass up" I didn''t move. "NOW!!" He smacked my ass. I pushed my ass up, my knees digging into the bed and my face t on the bed. He bunched my dress up and pushed it over my ass and past my hips. I shivered as the cold air hit my bare flesh. "No panties I see" I blushed and tried to stand up. He pped my ass cheeks and pushed me back down. "I told you I needed to concentrate" I didn''t even know I was projecting my emotions. "You''re going to count for me. If you miss a single one, I''ll start all over again" "Thane, please" He pped my ass again. "No moving. You''re going to take this like a good girl" I whimpered. The first p came and I tensed, biting my lips to stop me from crying out. "One" another smack. "Two" another one. "Three" he kept on spanking until I lost count. He didn''t care that I had stopped counting because he didn''t say anything about it and I lost count because I began to enjoy it. The pain somehow gave way to pleasure and I was now a moaning mess. Fisting the shit and pushing my ass back for more spanks. "You''re not supposed to enjoy this" I whimpered he had stopped spanking. He pushed his hands between my legs and groaned. "Fuck!! you are wet" I nodded into the sheets. He spread my legs and knelt between them. I turned my head so I could see what he was doing. His eyes met mine as his tongue licked my folds. He teased me with his tongue, flicking my clit and my pussy lips. "Thane, please. Please" my voice held desperation. I needed him to work his magic and send me to cloud nine. My plea must have been what he needed. He pushed his face into my pussy and ate me like a starving man. I pushed my hips back into his face, riding his face as I chased my orgasm. He kept on pushing and pushing, the pressure in my stomach building. I mumbled unintelligible words as I reached my peak. I was about to fall into the beautiful abyss of pleasure when he stopped. I was confused. Was there a problem? He turned me on my back and I saw his smirk. He did that on purpose? He nodded. He pushed my legs up and went back in-between my legs. Each time I was about to orgasm, he would stop his tongue movement. I was frustrated to the point of tears. "Stop. Please stop" I was sobbing now. I couldn''t remember the number of times he denied me and I couldn''t take anymore. He cradled me in his arms as I sobbed into his shirt. His hand caressing my hair as he soothed me. My sobs had reduced to snuggled and I used his shirt to wipe my face. "Why did you do that?" "What exactly?" I looked at him and he chuckled. "That was your punishment" "I thought the spanking was my punishment" "You''re not supposed to enjoy a punishment" "I didn''t enjoy the spanking" he arched his brows. "Your cunt was dripping after I finished spanking you" I blushed. "Don''t punish me like this next time. Any other punishment but this" "So you still n to defy me?" I shook my head "just in a case where I mess up badly, don''t punish me like this. It made me frustrated" "I fucking feel frustrated when you defy me. When you run off on your own and fucking get kidnapped. When I''m searching for you but I can''t fucking find you" ohhhhhh...this was about the other day. "I''m sorry" "Everything I do, I do for your safety. So when you go out with guards, you fucking stay with them" I nodded. He kissed my lips and pulled of my dress. He carried me into the bathroom and set me down in the tub. He pulled off his shirt and pants and got in behind me. He took the loofah and washed me, paying special attention to my tits and pussy. I knew he was teasing from the way he sensuously washed my body. I threw my head back against his chest as he yed with my erect buds. "Wash me" I took the loofah and turned to him, kneeling between his legs and washing him as he had washed me. Paying attention to his nipples and his genitals. He pulled me to him and kissed me hard, his hard cock poking my belly. He bit my lips and stood up, going to the shower to finish his bath. He came back to the tub naked, his hard cock shooting out and begging for attention. "I want you outside in the next ten minutes" ten minutes was going to be more than enough to y. "And no touching yourself. I''ll know and I''ll punish you again" I swore under my breath as he left the bathroom. I got out of the tub and rinsed myself. When I got into the room, he was not there but Damia was standing by my bedside. A blue dressy on the bed. "Is there an asion?"novelbin "The king has asked you to wear the dress down for dinner" she helped me put on the dress. The style of the dress didn''t allow me wear a bra. I wore earrings and a simple ne with a sandal heel. I went down the stairs and to the dinning room with Damia behind me. Thane was seated at the head of the table and the seat to his right was vacant. The people at the table stood and weed me. I took my seat and they followed. I recognized a few faces at the table including Catalinas sister, she smiled at me and I smiled back. We started eating and the others followed. People began to engage in conversations as the meal continued. Thane''s eyes was fixed on me and I looked at him. "You''re not wearing a bra?" I shook my head and he groaned. "Where is Jairus?" "He''s on a trip." He cleared his throat and the table silenced. "As you all know, we have a new queen and she must be celebrated. A ball will be thrown in her honour three nights from today. You all are invited" They cheered and I blushed. He kissed my hands and the meal continued. A ball in three nights? I was so not ready for this. Chapter 31 ? After Thane announced there was a ball, preparations begun. The castle was bustling with activities and I was picking out dresses for the ball. The royal seamstress showed me designs and I didn''t know what to pick. "Damia, which one should I pick between this two" "The one you like the best" I pped my hands in my face and the seamstress giggled. I tried to mind link Thane but, something was blocking me. I kept pushing until my head started hurting. The small throbbing at the back of my skull graduated to a pounding. It felt like a thousand hammers were mmed on my skull. "My queen, you''re bleeding" I touched my nose and looked at my fingers and they were bloody. I gripped the table tightly as I stood up. "My queen" I saw the seamstress rushing to me just before I copsed. I groaned as I opened my eyes. It sounded like people were arguing in the corner. They stopped as I adjusted in bed. "Baby, how do you feel" he helped me sit up. "Fine. What happened to me" "You were trying to force yourself through my walls" I looked at him confused. "When you tried to mind link me, you felt resistance" I nodded. "My walls were up. It prevents people from mind linking me" "Why didn''t you want me to mind link you and why can''t I put my walls up" "I was in an important meeting and why the fuck do you want to put your walls up. I''m the only person you can mind link" "It''s not fair you can do it and I can''t" "Learning to do it takes a lot of practice and energy. It''ll hurt you if you do it. Only a small amount of werewolves can do it perfectly without getting hurt" "It''s because I''m a halfbreed right" I sighed. "Since you can''t learn how to put your walls up, I can teach you to stop us from reading your mind" I looked at Jairus. This was the first time he had spoken since I woke up. "Really" I was smiling widely. "Jairus" Thane''s tone sounded reprimanding. Jairus ignored him and came to me. "Once you have rested enough, I''ll teach you how" "Thank you" I hugged him tightly and he chuckled. Thane pulled me away from him and put me on hisps. "Didn''t you have somewhere to go" Jairus gave his father a re and stood up. He smiled sweetly at me. "I''ll see youter" he kissed my cheeks and left the room. "Is there a problem between you two?" I straddled him as I turned to face him. He shrugged. "You guys ought to get along" he still didn''t say anything. I looked up at him and he kissed my nose. I figured he didn''t want to talk about their problem so I let it go.novelbin "Are you sure I can''t have Lily back" "The new one is perfect for you" "I''m not happy with her. It''s Lily I want" "I''m beginning to think you and Lily have something going on" I smacked his chest and he chuckled. There was a knock on the door and he called out to the person. I turned to see Catalina''s sister in the doorway. "I''m sorry if I''m interrupting. I wish to discuss something with Alcius" he reluctantly let me move away from his legs, to the bed. He looked at me and back to her. "Right now?" "It''s about the 25th" he stood up and kissed my forehead. "Get some rest. I''ll see youter" he followed her out of the door and I huffed in anger. Why were they talking in codes and what was so important about the 25th that he rushed out like that. The seamstress came over and we finally made a dress selection. The shoes and jewelry would be picked by Damia. I didn''t want to have dinner with the rest of the people so, I asked Damia to prepare the private dining room for myself, Thane and Jairus. I didn''t have to dress up since it was just the three of us so, I wore a simple dress and afy slippers to dinner. Thane came in first and we waited for Jairus. "Let''s start without him" "Nooo.... Let''s wait a bit" he muttered something under his breath. Few minutester, Jairus came in. He greeted me with a smile and took his seat. I looked between the two of them, they totally acted like the other wasn''t there. We ate in silence and I was quite unhappy. The dinner wasn''t going as nned. "What''s happening on the 25th?" Jairus started coughing violently as he choked. I offered him some water. "Is there a problem?" "Who told you anything was happening on that day" "Ohhh... Your aunt came to call him and she mentioned the date" "Nothing is happening" I looked at Thane. "You''re still going on with it" "I said drop it" Thane now spoke through gritted teeth and he sounded annoyed. "It''s okay. You don''t have to answer" I didn''t want them to argue. "I can''t fucking believe you" Jairus mmed his hands on the table and stood up. I had never seen him this mad. "Don''t fucking talk to me like that" Thane stood up. Things were escting quickly. "Guys, please stop" "You have the nerve" the two of them were in each others faces now screaming at each other. If I knew this would have happened, I wouldn''t have asked about the goddamned thing. A few guards came in but none of them wanted toe in between them. Thane punched Jairus and he crashed into the table and that was when I snapped. "CAN THE BOTH OF YOU JUST STOP" all eyes turned to me. "I just wanted you two to get over your differences at least for today. I didn''t know I wasn''t supposed to ask the goddamned question but I did. And I asked you to forget about it. But you just let your fucking egos get in the way and now the fucking dinner is ruined" I was so furious right now. Thane ran his hands through his hair and Jairus tried to stop me as I walked away. I pushed his hands away and stormed to my room. I took in deep breaths to calm myself. It was my fault the argument started anyways. I sighed and sat in my bed. Thane entered a few moments but I ignored him. I pulled the nket over my shoulders and closed my eyes to sleep. After a while, the door was mmed closed. I opened my eyes and looked around, he had left the room. I took a quick shower and settled into bed to sleep. Thane didn''te back to the room again. I woke up in the night and reached for him but his side of the bed was empty and cold. Going back to sleep after that was difficult but I managed. He still wasn''t there the next morning. Chapter 32 ? I sighed as I looked at his side of the bed. I did my morning routine and went to the library. I had my breakfast there and spent the most part of the day there. I was dozing off when I heard footsteps. Since I woke up today, my senses has been sharp. The footsteps got closer and Jairus came out. He stood in front of the couch and if I didn''t know better, I''ll say he looked nervous. "I''m sorry" I shrugged my shoulders. "It doesn''t matter anymore" "It does. You were trying to help us and we just messed things up" "It''s fine. I shouldn''t have asked anyways" he kept quiet after that. I looked up at him and saw him studying my face. "You look different" I touched my face. "I do" "And you smell different" I perceived my clothes. "I don''t smell different but I do feel different. Everything is brighter and louder than usual. That''s why I came here to rx" "Have you told him" I shook my head. "I haven''t seen him since dinner yesterday" he swore under his breath and stood up. I looked up at him and noticed his mood had changed. "Stay here" he hurried out of the library. Iy back on the couch and tried to fall asleep. My sleep was interrupted once more by loud shouting and the mming of a door. I sat up annoyed and Thane came to where I was. I could smell his woodsy scent but there was also a feminine scent entwined with his own. A strange feeling engulfed me. I wanted to find the owner of that scent and rip the person into shreds. "Are you okay" I huffed. Like he cared. "Where have you been?" he shrugged. "You don''t get to disappear throughout the night and show up acting like you care" "You were angry what was I supposed to do. I didn''t know how to deal with you" "Whatever" I grabbed the book from the table and stood up to leave when he grabbed my arms. "I''m sorry" he pushed his hands through his hair. I nodded."it''s fine" "Your scent has changed. It''s more intoxicating" "Jairus said the same thing" he muttered. "How do you feel" I shrugged "I feel the same. Just that my senses are sharpened" he nodded. His eyes rolled back into his head for a moment and then he took my hands, leading me out of the library and into our room. He helped me on the bed and there was a knock on the door. He opened the door and Kyros came in. "I came as quickly as I could" "Kyros" I said in greeting and he bowed at me. I didn''t like that they were now formal with me but I didn''t have the energy to correct him. He checked my eyes but when he brought out a torchlight, I stopped him. "My eyes will hurt" he nodded. "Have you been feeling extreme emotions like anger or jealousy" I nodded. "And your senses are heightened" I nodded. "It''s nothing serious. You''re about to go into heat. This is your first heat afterpleting the bond so it''ll be different. Alpha you''ve seen it first hand so it won''t be difficult" Thane nodded. "You''ll have to be with her. There will be lots of pain on her part and having sex will create a baby instantly. Having sex will also stop the heat but if you don''t want to have sex you''ll just have to be around her. It''ll ease her pain" "When do you think the heat willmence" "These are the earliest signs so, it''ll be around the 25th or 26th" I looked at Thane, he was expressionless. Kyros bowed and left. Thane stood by the window and I looked at him. The 25th seemed really important to him. "What''s on your mind. I can hear the wheels spinning in your head" he sat beside me. "You don''t have to be there if you have something important to do" he took my hands and kissed it. "I''ll be there" "You reek of the female you were with" "Carlyn?" "Catalina''s sister?" "Yes. We had a meeting" "Y''all seem to be meeting a lot" he chuckled. "It''s nothing" I huffed. "You''re alwaysughing around her and she''s always touching you and...." "Shhhhh" he ced his hands in my lips. "There is nothing between us. The marked and mated one in my bed is you. No other person. There''s no need to be jealous" "I''m not jealous and I''ve still not forgotten what you did yesterday" "I already apologized and I have a surprise for you but if you don''t forgive me, I''ll have to keep my surprise"novelbin "I''ve forgiven you. Tell me about the surprise" "It wouldn''t be a surprise if I told you" "Well I guess I''ll forgive you after the surprise" he chuckled and pulled me to him, kissing me deeply. I dug my fingers into his shoulders as he kissed me senseless. I pulled away from him with a frown. "Where is Eridian?" "Why the fuck are you thinking about Eridian when I''m kissing you" "I''m not thinking about him. I just remembered that I haven''t seen him around and he was a great help to me for the duel" "Eridianes and goes as he pleases. He never sticks around for too long. He''ll be back when he feels likeing back" "Is your rtionship really unrepairable?" He sighed. "I killed his mate. He''ll always hate me" "Why did you kill his mate" "She killed mine" I looked at him. Eridian''s mate was Blithe? "I understand his anger but I feel no remorse for doing what I did" Right. Death was her punishment. "Did you try to find out why she did what she did?" "It didn''t matter then. Finding out wouldn''t have brought them back" he pulled me into his arms and kissed my forehead. "I hope you''ve not forgotten that the ball is tomorrow" "Shit" how the hell did I forget that. Chapter 33 ? I straightened out my dress again as I waited nervously behind therge doors. I had spent thest three hours with the maids getting ready for the ball and the oue was marvelous. The trumpet sounded and therge doors were thrown open. I took in a deep breath to calm my nerves and pit a smile on my face and entered the ball room. A loud chorus of ''all hail the queen'' was heard before they dropped to their knees. I looked up at Thane seated in all his glory on his throne. I held his eyes as I walked down to him.novelbin I curtsied before him and he stood up and took my hands. He helped me to my throne beside his. The crowd stood up and everybody began to mingle. "You look breathtaking" I blushed at him. "You don''t look bad yourself" A small group of people came up to us and bowed. "I''m Galen, sub alpha of the south. We pledge our allegiance to King Alcius and Queen Esmeralda" "Rise" I smiled at them and they left. The next group came and bowed. "Dard. Sub alpha of the west. We pledge our allegiance to your majesty" "I''m Endymion. Sub alpha of the East. It will be the greatest honour to serve you" The royal advisors of the North, Beta Valdus and his mate, and Noir also pledged their allegiance. A few other important people also came but I wasn''t paying attention anymore. The betas of each section was supposed to be present for this ball. I searched for the familiar face of my beta. Thane ced his hands on mine and whispered in a low voice. "What is it little mate" I shook my head and smiled at him. "I can feel your worry through the bond" "It''s nothing" Someone cleared their throat and we turned to see Eridian standing there. I smiled at him and he smiled in return. "A pleasure to be your subject" he bowed and gave Thane a brief nce before walking into the crowd. Carlyn sashayed to the throne and bowed with a fake smile on he face. She looked at Thane a bit long for my liking. I hissed at her and held his hands tightly, marking my territory. She looked taken back for a bit but regained herposure and walked away. Thane rubbed his hands soothingly over mine while trying to hide his chuckle. I gave him an annoyed nce and focused on the crowd. I stood up as soon as I spotted the face I was searching for. Thane held my hands as I tried to walk towards him. I looked at him and he shook his head. I looked back to him and saw two set of familiar faces walking towards us. As soon as they were Infront of me, I ran into my mother''s arms. "Mama I''ve missed you so much" she hugged me tightly while sobbing quietly. I turned toy papa and hugged him when there was a loud growl. I turned to Thane and he had an annoyed look on his face. He gently pried me from my father''s arms and into his arms. "Your highness" Beta Argus bowed. "Thank you for bringing them with you" "It was an order from the king" I turned to him and mouthed a thank you. I spoke with my parents briefly and they moved on so I could greet other guests. "Thank you so much" he kissed the side of my head. Jairus came in a few momentster with a girl on his arms. We shared a hug as he congratted me again. His date smiled shyly and kept her head bowed throughout our encounter. Thane and Jairus seemed to be on good terms now but he didn''t say anything to his father. He merely nodded at him and walked away with his date. A loud ng was heard and silence fell over the ball room. Thane stood up and held his hands out for me. I took his hands and stood up. "I wee you all to this celebration. As per customs, it is held in honour of our queen, my mate. See her face, know her. You''ve all sworn allegiance. Any evil thought or deed against her is considered treason" he lifted my hands up and pushing his dominance out so that everybody fell on their knees. He held me tightly so I didn''t fall down too. Once he was sure the message had been gotten he released the air. Everybody stood up one after the order and bowed in unison. The ball continued and soon it was time for dancing. I and Thane had the first dance and soon others joined. I danced with Jairus and Eridian and others. Thane also danced with a few people but I felt his eyes on me the whole time even when he danced with that Carlyn. I felt satisfaction deep down because, even though she was in his arms, I was on his mind. The ball finally came to an end and the sub alphas and betas came to bade us goodbye. My parents came and I gave them a hug. But as I hugged my father, Thane growled loudly at him and pulled me back into his arms. My father looked confused but he gave me a weak smile and they left. I scowled at Thane and walked away while he continued with the remaining guests. I retired to my bedroom and Damia helped me to prepare a bath. I removed my dress and washed the make up away, soaking in the tub until I was clean. As I stepped out of the bathroom in my towel, Thane came in. I turned towards the closet and wore one of his shirts. I put my hands through the sleeves and began to button up. His hands stopped mine and he helped me to button up the rest of the buttons. "I can feel your annoyance through the bond" I sighed."Why did you act like that towards my father" He sighed "My beast is antsy now your heat is getting closer and extremely possessive towards you. I don''t want other men around you" "But he''s my father" "You don''t have the same scent with him. Or the female with him" I turned sharply. "What does that mean" "They''re not your real parents" Chapter 34 ? I dropped the book I was reading back on the table. What Thane had said yesterday refused to leave my mind. I couldn''t possibly believe that they weren''t my parents. For as long as I remembered, I had always been with them. After Thane''s bombshell, I wanted to go see them and ask them about it but he refused. Rather, they would being here today so I could find out the truth. Right now, I wondered if I really wanted to find out the truth, if my heart could take it. What if they really weren''t my parents? Who are my real parents. Did they want me? I sighed in frustration andid my head on the table. Damia appeared from behind one of the shelves, her head bowed as usual.novelbin "Your parents are here" I hurried out of the library quickly, down the stairs and to the entrance. My parents were stepping out of the car just as I got there. I ran into their arms, hugging them tightly. "Let''s take this upstairs" I held my mother''s hands tightly as we ascended the stairs and into the study. Thane pulled me with him and I settled on his legs. "My king, you sent for us abruptly. Is there a problem?" my papa asked. "It''s about Esmeralda" I caught their eyes and smiled weakly. "You both are werewolves but she''s a half-breed. You''re not her real parents" "We might not have given birth to her, but she''s our daughter" my mum spoke in anger. My father held her hands and pulled her back. "It''s true she''s not our real daughter. But we''ve loved and cared for her like we would do our own" "That''s not the issue. Do you know who her real parents are?" My mama shook her head. "A woman brought her and asked me to hold her daughter for a minute while she went to get supplies. I had never seen her before but I wanted to help her. She never came back" tears ran down her face. I stood up from Thane''s legs and went over to her, hugging her tightly. "Continue" "I think that''s enough" I said. The story shows that I was abandoned. My mother didn''t want me. She dropped me off in the hands of a stranger and took off. I didn''t want to know anymore. My mama shook her head. "Please let me finish. I want you to know the whole truth" I didn''t say anything and she continued. "My mate and I had been mated for a long while with no pups. When Esme was dropped with me, I felt joy. I finally felt what it was like to hold a child. I didn''t want to let go. After waiting for a couple of days and the woman never showed up, I pleaded with my mate to let us change sections. I didn''t want the woman toe back looking for her baby, so we left" I didn''t want to hear anymore. I stood up immediately and rushed out of the door. I ran to my room and shut my doors. I felt conflicted. What if my real mother came back searching. I wanted to be angry that mama ran away with me. That she denied me the possible chance of being with my real mother. The door opened and Thane came inside. We didn''t say a word to each other as he pulled me into his arms, caressing my hair. We sat in silence as my mind kept on spinning. "She wants to talk to you" "I don''t want to talk now. But I can''t keep pushing it" there was a knock on the door and he called the person in. Mama looked nervous. Wringing her fingers as she looked at the floor. Thane kissed me and stood up. "I''ll give you some privacy" he gave mama a look and walked out. She smiled nervously and approached the bed cautiously. "I know you probably don''t want to see me now and you have a lot of colorful things to say about me. But I just want to say I''m sorry." "Why didn''t you tell me when I was old enough" "I didn''t want to lose you. I didn''t want you to go looking for her and leaving me behind" "I wouldn''t have left you" "Maybe not. I wasn''t thinking and I was selfish. It''s why I never wanted you to leave our section. But when you were chosen, I couldn''t keep you from going. I knew the truth was going toe out soon but I just kept hoping it wouldn''t. I''m really sorry" "I want to be angry at you but I can''t. You loved me and cared for me up until now. You''ve been the only mother I''ve known, blood doesn''t matter. I love you and papa and that will never change" she hugged me tightly and sobbed. I rubbed her back infort and tried not to cry too. She pulled back and cleaned her tears. "Would you like to look for her?" I shrugged. "It''s been a long time and the chances of finding her is slim. I don''t know what I''ll find out about her. I don''t want to be hurt by the knowledge" she nodded in understanding. A loudmotion interrupted our conversation. I rushed to the window and saw some people downstairs. I rushed out of the room and downstairs to the entrance, with mama running behind me. The guards held a man pinned to the ground with silver chains. He struggled but they used brute force to hold him down. "What is going on?" Nobody answered me. Thane walked in with Valdus and Noir behind him. "My king. We found her" Her? The head was pulled up and I recognized the face. It was the woman from the forest. She had cuts in her arms and blood stained her makeshift dress. Mama gasped behind me. "It''s you" I looked at mama. She knew her? "You know her?" Thane asked with disgust dripping from his tone. Mama nodded. "It''s her. Your mother" Chapter 35 ? I looked at Mama confused. The forestdy was my mother? I turned to her, my eyes questioning but she looked nkly at me. Thane gave a signal and the guards dragged her out.novelbin "Where are you taking her. I need to talk to her" "She''s to be tried for treason" "Why? She saved me in the forest" "She''s responsible for Catalinas death" he stormed off. I walked after him, calling him but he ignored. Jairus held my arms to stop me from going after him. He led me to the garden where there was a swing seat. "Ask me" "I thought Blithe killed her" "Blithe was sent to kill her" "She died over four centuries ago, witches don''t live that long. There has to be a mistake" "Not one as powerful as Bronte. She''s one of the most powerful and one of the few that can live as long as a werewolf" Bronte. That was the name of my mother. "How did they find out she was involved? Blithe was killed immediately" "Blithe wasn''t working alone. There was an investigation and the maid working with her confirmed Bronte was involved before she was killed" "I need to speak to her" "Father won''t allow it. She''s to be executed" "He can''t do that. That''s my mother" I stood angrily and stormed to Thane''s office, barging in without knocking. Valdus, Noir and some other unrecognisable faces were in the office. "I need to speak to you" He didn''t spare me a nce "we''ll continue thister" they got up and left the office. "I need to speak to Bronte" "No" "What do you mean by that? You''re denying me ess to see my mother" "Bronte is to be beheaded, no one is allowed to see her" "You''re going to behead my mother without giving me a choice. You''re a monster. A selfish and insensitive bastard" I mmed his door as I left. I was going to the dungeons one way or another. I headed to the servants quarters and made enquiries about the dungeon. Only a few knew the exact location. A maid took me to the entrance and I asked her to go back. I followed the steep stairs down until I got to the entrance of the dungeons. The two guards bowed buy when I wanted to pass through, they blocked me. "The king has instructed that nobody should be let into the dungeon for the meantime" "Well he knows I''m here" they looked at each other. "We''ll have to confirm before we let you in" "Are you trying to say I''m lying" "N-n-no" "Do you want to interrupt the king right now after I told you he''s aware of this" I tried to keep the waver from my voice. "My queen" I held my hands up. "It''s fine. I''ll just tell the King you denied me entry" I turned to walk out. "We''re sorry. Please forgive us" I hid my smile and turned with a serious face. "Then open it quickly" they opened the gates quickly and I entered the dungeons, the guard behind me. tried to avoid turning at the whimpers and screams I heard This sw novel was a total torture cha his "Where is the newest prisoner kept?" he showed me her cell. I saw her huddled in the corner muttering to herself and drawing patterns on the wall. She looked up as soon as I stood in front of her cell. "Leave us" I said without looking at the guard. I heard his footsteps fading as I sat on the floor. I "Why are you here?" She said still drawing patterns on the wall. "Are you my mama?" "Nope" "But mama said you gave me to her" "I did?" She cackled. "Sometimes it''s better to not know the truth. It saves you from pain" "What do you mean?" "You never know what you might find out" she said in a sing song voice. "Why did you kill Catalina" "The prophecy needed to be fulfilled" "What prophecy?" She cackled again and smiled weirdly. "Your mama is a murderer" and sheughed. I barely had time to process her words before I was jerked up roughly. "So stubborn" "Let me go" he pulled me out of the dungeon and into his office. "What did I tell you" "I needed clearance. You didn''t let me finish" He pushed his hands through his hair. "She''s not your fucking mother" "That''s not true" "Did she tell you otherwise" "N-no but" "Your scent doesn''t match with her''s. She''s probably a rtive but not your mother" I fell into the seat. She wasn''t my mother? A guard came in "we''re ready" he lifted me by my arms and took me outside. There was arge crowd, with Bronte at the middle. Her executioner stood by her side. Thane took me to where she stood. "Who birthed her?" "A sister from the coven. Died during childbirth. The name given to you is Elpida" "Is there any other thing I should know?" She started humming and looked at her executioner "I''m ready" I knew then she wasn''t going to say more. It seemed like she didn''t want me to find out the truth" "Go to my hut, You''ll find the answers you seek" I looked at her and met her eyes. I saw a faint smile on her lips as Thane moved us away from the centre. As our backs were turned, I heard the sound of the sword separating her head flinched and tried to turn back but Thane held me tightly. We didn''t say a word to each other as we headed to the room. It felt like I was in a daze. Conscious but unaware of what was going on. I began to feel better during the bath. Thane kept humming a tune and I found it rxing. He helped me into a night wear andy me on our bed. "Get some rest. I''ll see youter" I nodded and he left. I fell asleep quicker than I expected while thinking about Bronte. Chapter 36 ? When I woke up the next morning, I felt better. I wanted to go to Bronte''s hut but Thane wouldn''t let me. He kept on going on about how I visited the dungeons and how I had not gotten my punishment. He further restricted my movement and confined me to my room for a whole week. The day of my heat was three days away and I had be more antsy. Thane had suggested we go to his private cabin secluded in the forest. We were to leaveter today and he had forbidden me from stepping out of the room because my scent had be stronger and more alluring and he didn''t want to kill any male today. Still tossing on he bed trying to sleep, I heard sounds at the window. I looked downstairs and saw Lily struggling with somebody. I couldn''t see the face of the person properly but they held her hands tightly. Instinct kicked in and I ran out of the room and down the stairs. I rushed to where I had seen them standing and saw Noir yelling at Lily while she was struggling to get out of his grip. I ran and mmed into him with all my strength. Because he was distracted, I managed to knock him down. I put myself between him and Lily, he had an angry scowl in his face. "Luna. Step away" he said through gritted teeth. I noticed his eyes were different and his ws were out. He looked to be struggling with his beast. "Esme it''s fine" "No it''s not. He''ll hurt you" "He won''t. Please" "LUNA" his voice was now inhumane. "No. I''ve asked you to stay away from her" "SHE''S MINE" "No she''s not" "Esme please" I stood unmoving between two of them. "ESMERALDA"I looked up at the new voice. "Step away from them" "No, I won''t" Noir looked like he was loosing control with his beast and would strike at anytime. His eyes faded as he looked up and I knew he had lost the battle. He attacked and I blocked Lily with my body but the blow never came. I turned and saw Thane holding him by his neck. "Take her away" I hurriedly took Lily away, taking one nce at Noir to see him struggling with Thane.novelbin I took her to my room and hugged her tight once we were behind closed doors. "How have you been? I''m sorry for getting you into trouble. "It''s nothing" "Is anything going on between you and Noir? If he''s hurting you, you can tell me. I''ll ask Thane to do something about it" "There''s no need for that" I raised my brows. "He can be scary at times but, he has never hurt me. "Are you sure?" She nodded. "Okay then but if you need help, youe to me. Even if you''re wrong I''ll still help you" she chuckled. The door opened and Thane stood there with a frown. Lily got up immediately. "Where is he?" "In his room" she thanked him and gave me a small wave as she left the room. I turned to Thane and saw his intent eyes on me. "Why are you liking at me like that" he didn''t answer but kept his unwavering attention on me. "In less than a month, you''ve defiled me countless times" "I''m sorry?" "You''re not sure if you''re sorry" "It''s not like I defied you on purpose. I needed to do those things" "Well those thingse at a price. You need to be punished" "You''ll spank me?" "You''ll like that, won''t you?" I blushed. "Pack up. We''re leaving now" "Now? It''s not evening yet. I want to spend time with Lily" I pouted. "No. Now" "You''ll have to move me" Twenty minutester, I was thrown over his back as he carried me to the car. I kept pounding on his back and even smacked his ass but he didn''t drop me. Beta Valdus kept chuckling as he followed behind us. Thane put me in the car and shut the door. He talked with Valdus for a while and Nour joined them. The door opened and Noir came to the open door. "I''m sorry for attacking you" "You shouldn''t be apologizing to me. ne A be apologizing to me. You were manhandling her" he nodded. "And if you burt her, I''ll rip your balls out and make you eat it" "Okay that''s enough" Thane closed the door and turned round to join me. I spent most of the drive to the cabin sleeping. After about two hours, we stopped Infront of the cabin. The driver took our bags inside and we followed behind him. Thane set the firece and I went up the stairs. There were two doors facing each other swnow I tried the one on the left and it opened. I saw our bags beside the bed and I started unpacking. Thane came up a few minutester and helped me unpack. After unpacking, we heated the packed dishes and settled in front of the firece. Chapter 37 ? The two days had gone in a blur with I and Thane spending time together. Although he still had to work but, it wasn''t all the time. We yed games to pass time and he thought me how to throw a knife. We talked about stuffs and he was extremely affectionate. I knew he had not forgotten his ex mate but I was certain he felt something for me. I know I did feel something for him. In fact I had fallen hard. I couldn''t exin how I felt but I was happy whenever I saw him and felt butterflies whenever he smiled at him. I wanted to wake up beside him every morning and hopefully have a family together. I was starting to feel feverish but the heat had not yet started. I had a cold shower and put on a singlet with shorts. I went to the Kitchen but there was no sign of Thane. I went out on the porch and called out his name but there was no sign of Thane. I went back to the kitchen to get some water when I saw a post it note on the table. Had to take care of something quickly. I''ll be back soon. I sighed and dropped the note. I curled up in the couch and went to sleep hoping he''ll be back before the heat started fully. I woke up hot and in pains. I figured Thane wasn''t still here because of the pain. I stood but doubled over in pain. I tried to reach Thane but the link was blocked. I knew if I tried to hard I was going to pass out. I managed to go upstairs and take another shower. I slumped on the bed, curling in a ball and groaning in pains. I tried to text but I was too weak. I sobbed as I couldn''t handle the pain. I managed to get some sleep for a few hours but the pains woke me up. I screamed for Thane with all my might. My body called out to him. He was the only one who could stop the pain. I screamed and called but he didn''te. I sobbed into the sheets ming myself for getting marked and ming him for marking me. Hell I med my mother for birthing me. The pain was bing unbearable for my lithe body. I spent the day in pain. Throwing up and passing out. And Thane was nowhere to be seen. The night was a horror. I was alone, in pains and scared. I woke up a couple of times in the night still hoping he hade back but he still wasn''t there. By morning, I felt better. The worst part of the heat had passed and there was no need to remain in the cabin. I sent a text to Jairus toe get me. I packed my things and waited outside. When he got there, I gave him a smile and got into the car. He drove in silence and when we got to the castle. I went straight up to the room to rx. The heat had taken a toll on my body and I needed to rx. When I woke up, it was dark outside and there was a knock on the door. The door opened and Carlyn stood at the door. "Hey" "Hi" "I didn''t know you were sleeping. I cane backter" "It''s fine. I''m awake already" She sat down on the bed and held my hands in hers. "I''m sorry I kept Thane with me all through yesterday" he was with her? I nodded but still didn''t say anything. "It''s just that yesterday was Catalina''s birthday. goddess bless her soul. She loved to celebrate it and so even after her death, Thane still celebrated her" She continued speaking. "You know, nothing is more important to him on that day. And she''s still the most important person to him even in death" "THAT''S ENOUGH CARLYN" I turned to see him standing at the door. I was trying so hard not to cry in front of them. "I will be going then" she walked past Thane and stopped at the door, giving me a smirk before she left the room. "Why" I stood up, facing him. "Why did you leave me there" "We weren''t expecting it that day. I just needed to do it. I was going toe back immediately" "You know. I was so fucking mad Ine that you left me by myself but I kept giving excuses for you. I kept telling myself you had something very important to do and I was ready to forget you left me by myself, But you were with her while I was going through pain" "Baby......." "I asked you if you were going to be there. You said you were. But you left me in pains" I wiped my eyes. "I''m not asking you to pick between two of us but you can''t keep doing this. You know firsthand how painful the heat was going to be and you still left me. When I neede the most you weren''t there " he wanted to talk but I held up my hands. "Sooner orter, you''ll have to choose" I walked out angrily, mming the door on my way out went back to my old room. It was still the same way I left it. I decided I was going to stay here for the meantime. Jairus came in. "I overheard the shouting. I''m sorry" "You shouldn''t be. It''s not your fault" "No. I feel guilty. You don''t deserve to be treated this way" I wiped my tears. He wanted to hug me but I stopped him. "The heat" "Right. Just try to rx and after the heat you decide what you want to do. If you want to leave, I swear I''ll help you"novelbin I shook my head. "It''ll kill both of us" He looked more angry when he remembered how painful it''ll be if we got separated. "I''m going to see that piece of shit" "Please, don''t fight him" "I won''t. I''m just going to give him a piece of my mind" I couldn''t stop him as he left the room. Chapter 38 ? THANE''S POV I hurried back to the cabin hoping I got there in time for her heat. Her scent was faint. I went to the room we shared and checked the wardrobe but her stuff was gone. I figured she must have left the cabin but I was worried. She didn''t know the area or the way back to the castle. I mind linked Noir and he confirmed that Jairus had brought her back. meddlesome pup. I shifted into my beast and ran back to the capital. I sent Carlyn back to the castle while I went to the cabin. I went up straight to our room. When I opened the door, Carlyn and Esme were sitting together and didn''t seem to notice. "I''m sorry I kept Thane with me all through yesterday" Esme nodded but didn''t say anything. "It''s just that yesterday was Catalina''s birthday. goddess bless her soul. She loved to celebrate it and so even after her death, Thane still celebrated her" Carlyn continued speaking. "You know, nothing is more important to him on that day. And she''s still the most important person to him even in death" the malice in Carlyn''s voice was enough to rile my beast. "THAT''S ENOUGH CARLYN" They both turned to see me standing at the door. Esme looked like she wanted to cry but was holding it in. "I will be going then" she walked past me and stopped for a while before the door closed. "Why" she stood up, facing me. "Why did you leave me there" "We weren''t expecting it that day. I just needed to do it. I was going toe back immediately" "You know. I was so fucking mad that you left me by myself but I kept giving excuses for you. I kept telling myself you had something very important to do and I was ready to forget you left me by myself. But you were with her while I was going through pain" "Baby......." "I asked you if you were going to be there. You said you were. But you left me in pains" she wiped her eyes. The tears in her eyes made me angry but what could I do when I''m the one who caused it. "I''m not asking you to pick between two of us but you can''t keep doing this. You know firsthand how painful the heat was going to be and you still left me. When I needed you the most you weren''t there " I wanted to talk but she held up her hands. "Sooner orter, you''ll have to choose" she walked out angrily, mming the door on her way out. Fucking hell. I didn''t n for things to go this way. I sat on the bed running my hands through my hair. This celebration was supposed to be thest. I loved Catalina but I also felt for Esme. I went to my office for a drink. I was pouring scotch when the door opened. Jairus charged at me like an enraged bull, mming his fist into my face. "You fucking bastard" Yeah, I deserved that. When his fist came for the second time, I let him hit me. "I asked you to stay away from her if you were going to hurt her but you fucking refused. You''re picking a dead person over her" "That dead person is your fucking mother" "You think I don''t know that? I fucking miss mother" he pushed his hands through his hair. "You''re hurting Esme. You make her feel unimportant when she fucking cares about you" "I''m trying my best. You don''t know shit" "Don''t I? Do you love her" "That''s not your fucking business" "How would you feel if she had a dead mate who had all her attention" my beast roared loudly. "That''s exactly how she feels" I sighed and slumped in my chair. "This was supposed to be thest time you know. I just wanted to do this onest time" "Talk to her" I already nned to do that. He went to the door. "And about the....." He pointed to my face. I shrugged. "It''s fine" he nodded and closed door. I knew he''d verbally apologize to me after all, he was his father''s son. Copy everet belongs to I made a call to the kitchen to get me the sweetest desserts they could make and I went to the garden to pick flowers. I took the desserts and flowers to her room and knocked on the door. I heard some shuffling and the door opened. "Can Ie in?" She nodded and left the door so I could enter. I closed the door and walked to the bed where she sat. "I... I got this for you" "You don''t like when I take sugary things" "I thought...you might um like it" "Giving me flowers and sweets won''t make me forgive you easily or forget what happened" "I know. I just want you to have it" she took them and dropped it on the bed. "Let''s seat she walked away without waiting for me to speak. I looked at her ass sway as she walked sexily to the balcony. My beast rose and Inovelbin wanted to grab her in my arms and ravish her. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. Concentrate. I internally scolded myself. I joined her on the terrace and sat opposite her. "I''m listening" she threw her face away. I wanted tough at her attitude but I admit it was a turn on. To see her angry and sassy made my pants tighten in excitement and I wanted nothing more than to fuck her. Wildly. But I had to concentrate on this conversation if I wanted that. "I''m sorry about yesterday and about hurting you. I shouldn''t have left you to perform a ceremony for my dead mate" "Do you still love her" I still loved her et but I loved Esme too. She has grown on me. I loved hearing her talk, seeing her smile, watching her do things waking up next to her. I wanted to be her whole world and I was ready to be hers. I wanted to spend the rest of my immortal life with her. I wanted to be her protector, the one she''ll run to in times of need. I was obsessed with her very being. Chapter 39 ? "Do you still love her" I asked. He sat unmoving looking at me not saying anything. I guess I had my answer. I stood up and he held me back. "I do" I nodded looking down at my feet so he wouldn''t see the tears in my eyes. Hearing it made my heart break even more. "But I love you too" I looked up at him and stared into his eyes, searching for any hint he might be lying. His eyes looked sincere. "You do?" I asked unsurely. "Yes. I love you. I love everything about you and I want to spend the rest of my life showing you how much I do" I choked back a sob as he held me in his arms. "Don''t cry. I hate to see tears in your eyes" "I love you too" I pushed my face into his chest. "Yeah I knew that" I hit his chest.novelbin "Arrogant bastard" he chuckled and pulled back so he could look at me. "No more tears. Okay?" I nodded and he kissed my lips. "Fuck. I''ve been wanting to do that since I entered here" I kissed him back but stopped before it got steamy. "We''re not done yet" "What else is there to talk about" he said while stealing kisses. "You''re still in the dog house" "I have a few ways to change your mind" I wrapped my legs around his waist as he lifted me and took us back into the room. I squealed as he threw me on the bed, climbing over me and leaving kisses on my neck. I threw my head back and moaned in pleasure as he nipped my skin, sucking on the sensitive skin. I ran my arms up his arms as our lips locked in passion. He licked my nipple through the material of my dress, taking them roughly between his teeth. I screamed in pleasure as he moved to the other breast, doing the same while using his tongue to soothe the pain. He pulled my dress down and took my bare flesh into his mouth. He trailed his hands down to my slit and flicked his fingers over my clit until I came on his hands. He took his fingers to his mouth, sucking each fingers while looking at me intensely. He pushed my legs apart and settled above my mound, teasing my slit with his tongue. He put his mouth against my mound and began to eat me like a starving man. He altered between pushing his tongue into me and feasting on my clit. I tried to move away from his mouth but his firm grip on my thighs didn''t let me. I held into his hair tightly and let out a scream as I squirted on his face. He continued eating me through my orgasm until another washed through me. I feared I was pulling out his hair, but that didn''t matter because the pleasure was too much. "Fuck. I need you now" he flipped me on my stomach and brought my ass up. I used my elbow to hold myself up. I didn''t get any warning as he mmed his full length into me. I buried my head into the pillows and screamed loudly. He groaned and paused his movements, circling his hips and hitting my spots. We hadn''t had sex in a while and he was el. enormous so there was pain but it faded quickly as I adjusted to his size. He pulled back and mmed in again. Not stopping this time, he kept on pounding roughly into me. He held my neck tightly as he kept mming into me. The feeling of being chokedbined with his drilling was taking me over the edge. ck dots danced before my eyes. It felt like I was going to pass out from the pleasure. He didn''t let up his hold on my neck or his hard pounding as I clenched tightly around him. I heard his groan as I came around his length. He finally let go of my neck and my upper halfy motionless on the bed. One of his big hands held my hips upright as he continued his thrusting. I thought he was rough before, boy was I wrong. He was now going at an inhuman pace. He was chasing his own release, turning me in different positions to reach his satisfaction. I stifled my screams into my palms as I came yet again. I couldn''t remember what orgasm this was because I had lost count after the fourth one. He pulled out of me and turned me so I straddled him in the cowgirl position. I looked at his eyes for the first time since we had started. His eyes were as ck as the night. He pulled me onto his member, his hands clutching my hips. His hands guided my hips, mming down on his member until I was a quivering mess. Squealing and squirting on his rock abs. I held his shoulder tightly as I I came. His grip tightened and his groans became louder. I felt him et swelling inside me, his hips jerking rapidly. He threw his head back, grunting in pleasure as he spilled his seed inside me. I tightened my insides against his length, drawing out thest of his seed. He kissed me one more time before he pulled out of me, I winced and me kissed my neck. I looked down to see his seed pouring our between us. "You look exhausted" "I am exhausted" he chuckled and took me to the bathroom. He washed me and took me to bed. He returned to the bathroom for his own bath. I fell asleep listening to the sound of the shower. Someone was tapping me lightly. I woke up and looked at him. He held a tray in his hand. "Come on. I sent for your meal" "Nooooo" I rolled to the other side of the bed. "You haven''t had anything to eat since today" "I''m not hungry" "Eat just a little" I groaned. "I don''t want to" he moved to the bed with the tray. And I perceived his woodsy scent and a hint of something.... feminine. "Did you use my shampoo?" Chapter 40 ? Things were going well. I was really happy. And in love. I smiled giddily as I put on my dress. After much persuasion Thane had finally let me visit Bronte''s hut but I had to go with Noir. He stayed outside while I explored the inside of the hut. I didn''t want to take anything out of the hut so I read the books there. I had found out a few things about my mother. Her name was Circe. There was no record about my father''s name except that he was a werewolf. The book talked about a prophecy but I couldn''t understand it. After three days, I was satisfied with what I had learnt about my mother and figured there was no need to search deeper. I remembered Bronte''s words from the dungeon. I took one final look around the room. This was thest time I would being here. I went outside and saw Thane outside with Noir. This was the first time he hade here. He turned to me and smiled. I smiled and jogged to where they stood. "What are you doing here" "I want to take you somewhere" "Where?" "When we get there" "At least give me a hint" "You''ve asked me to let you go there but I refused" where did I ask to go and he didn''t let me? "Why did you change your mind?" "You really wanted to go there" He led us out of the forest and towards the castle grounds. The view of the castle came into view and I stopped. "It''s in the castle?" I gasped. "Are you taking me to the dungeons?" He chuckled but shook his head. We took a turn as we got to the training grounds. I squealed. "The infirmary" I pulled him so we walked faster. Kyros stood at the entrance with a smile on his face. "We''ve been expecting you" he bowed and led us inside. I followed through the familiar path to the children''s ward. The children ran to us and a few hugged my legs. I recognized a few faces and gave them pats. "They have been asking of you for a whole now" "Really. I missed you all" "Thank you alpha for allowing the queen to work here" I stood up in rm and looked at Thane. He didn''t know I worked here. "The children really liked it when she came around. And if she cane around when she''s free, we will be happy to have her." I wanted to stuff my hand down Kyros''s throat and stop him from talking. "You would. Come with me for a moment Esmeralda" I followed behind him as we left the ward. He pushed open a door and pulled me inside. It looked like a store room where supplies were kept. "Lift your dress" "Thane" "You shouldn''t be talking now" his voice was deeper and his animal side showed through. I lifted my dress slowly until it was above my ass. I winced as his hands came down on my ass. He smacked my ass again. I groaned and tensed for the next smack but I felt his hands gently caress my ass. I moaned as he kneaded my ass cheeks and then he smacked me again. He kept in kneading and pping my ass until my wetness started dripping down my legs. I pushed back into his crotch, rubbing my ass against his bulge. He held my hips tightly as he ground into me, clenches my fists tightly and closed my eyes in pleasure. He moved his hips slowly, his hard cock 6ing against my pussy with only his jeans separating us. "Thane.... Please" I wanted him to take me there and then. It didn''t matter that the whole infirmary could probably hear us, I just needed him badly. He didn''t say anything but continued humping me. I clutched his hands holding my hips as my release came closer. I bit my lips tightly trying to stifle my moans until I drew blood. Just as I was about to fall over the edge, Thane pulled away. "Why did you stop?" I was confused. I was so fucking close. "Bad girls don''t get to cum" he turned and left the storeroom. I cursed at him as I arranged my dress and my hair. I opened the door slowly and peeked outside. Nobody was in the hallway. I shut the door and hurried back to the children''s ward. Thane was surrounded by a couple of kids and Kyros did his routine check up on the kids. I joined Thane where he sat and listened to the children ask questions. A boy scrunched his nose while sniffing around. His eyes met mine. "Is there a problem?" "You smell funny Luna" I blushed and looked at Thane and saw a smirk on his face. "You didn''t tell me I smelled funny" "It''s your arousal" my face flushes in embarrassment. The children could smell my arousal? Kyros had an ufortable look on his face. "Deo. That''s no way to talk to the Luna" Kyros reprimanded. "I''m sorry Luna" he apologized while staring at his feet. "It''s fine" I ced my hands in his chin lifting his face and giving him a smile. We didn''t spend much time in the infirmary after that. I was et ufortable and wanted to go and wash up. Plus I saw the children scrunching their faces but trying to hide it. Thane has a couple of things to do so he went to the office while Inovelbin went to my room to rest I woke up when I heard shouting outside the room. I got up quickly and opened my door. Lily and Noir were having an argument and she was crying. "What is going on" rage filled me. This insolent dog made her cry. I stood in front of her and looked at him angrily. "You said I coulde to you if I needed help. I want him far away from me" I turned to her. "Did he hurt you?" She nodded as tears spilled from her eyes. I turned to Noir and let out a cry as I lunged at him aiming to sink my nails into his eyes. Strong arms held my waist tightly as I struggled to break free and scratch his stupid face. I stopped struggling as I began to feel dizzy. I mumbled something before I cked out. Chapter 41 ? "I want it out" want what out? I rubbed my eyes and sat up in bed. Kyros and Thane looked at me as they stopped talking. "Want what out? What happened to me?" Kyros looked from me to Thane and to me again. Thane stormed out of the room mming the door. Kyros cleared his throat and moved closer to me but still kept a safe distance. "You''re pregnant" "I am? How did that happen? My heat passed" "Not really. The first day is the most intense but the heat doesn''t end on the first day" Ohhh. That was it? Thane seemed mad. "Is that why Thane is upset? He does want the baby?" "The baby is a Lycan just like his father and you''re human" "But the mark.." "The mark cannot change youpletely. And even if it could it''s still recent. Your body is not ready for a Lycan baby yet. It''ll take a couple of years or decades before you''re ready" "What does that mean? What will happen to me and the baby" "The baby will drain you. For the next five months you''ll be sickly and weak. Chances of surviving the child birth is also low" I was devastated. This was my first child and it could kill me? I looked at Kyros through blurry vision. "I have to..." I couldn''t bring myself to say it. He looked at me with understanding and nodded. "You have to terminate the baby" "No. No I can''t do that" I was hysteric clothing his arms and digging my nails into his skin.novelbin "Luna" I didn''t notice the door opened or someone had walked in until I was pulled into his arms. I buried my face into his chest as I sobbed and cursed the goddess. I pulled back and looked at his face. It was stoic and void of emotions. "Ask him to do something. I can''t loose the child" "It''s for the best. You can always have anotherter" "No.. another won''t be this child. I''m not killing my child" I turned to Kyros but his face held no hope. I pulled away from Thane and moved away from him. "I''m keeping this child no matter what" "It could fucking kill you" "Then let it kill me" for the first time since he entered his stoic face changed. I saw a sh of hurt on his face before rage took over. "You don''t care if you die because of one babe when you can have a thousand others?" "I don''t care" "Then so be it. Die if you want to" he was out of the door before I could utter a word. Kyros opened his mouth to say more but I held up my hands and stopped him. "Please leave. I want to be alone" I turned away from him and covered myself before the door closed. I tried so hard not to cry and struggled to sleep. The next few days were filled with tension. Thane didn''t want to be anywhere around me and I couldn''t care less because I was stuffing myself with food because of my little one. Often times I unconsciously held my stomach and wept. Lily was now free to see me anytime and I mostly spent the days with her. Two months had gone by in a blur. Things didn''t get better between I and Thane.barely saw him anymore could perceive his scent in our room each morning I woke up but didn''t see him. At dinner, most times he would eat in his study and a few times he''lle to the table but he wouldn''t stay long. Lily keptforting me and assisting me. And Noir still remained my guard still had ckouts because of the babe and whenever I woke up, Thane''s lingering scent would be there. Jairus had been away for two months. Carlyn still pranced about with her irritating face and most important of all, my bump had started showing. I got stares each time I went out but I ignored them. I groaned and stood up from my window seat. I opened the door and saw a maid standing at the door with a ss of iced fruit drink. "Luna. The king wants you to have this" I smiled widely. "Really?" She nodded while smiling brightly. I thanked her and she went on her way. I held the ss as I made my way down the staircase and out of the castle. As usual Noir came out from wherever he was and walked behind me. I made my way to the garden and sat on the bench uncovering the drink and putting it to my lips when it was suddenly knocked out of my hands. "Noir. What did you do that for?" "It''s poisoned" "Poisoned? Can''t be. The king sent it to me" "The king? Did he give it to you himself?" "No... But he sent a maid" "Do you know her name?" he was in full alert mode. His eyes rolled into the back of his head and I assumed he was mind linking. "No.... I''ve never seen her around" "And you took a drink from her?" "How was I supposed to know. She said the king....." Did Thane really want me dead? He wanted the baby dead and killing me would kill the baby. "She lied. The king has not been here for thest three days. Guards ran into the garden. "Put the castle on lockdown. I want every single person in the building in the great hall NOW. The guards ran off and rms started ring in the castle Noir''s eyes rolled into the back of his head for a moment and walked me inside. Valdus and N met us in the hallway with a confused look. "What happened?" "Someone tried to poison the queen" "Fuck. Do you know who?" I shook my head. "Come on" N took my hands and led us into the great hall. People were already there and others were still being brought in. I looked around trying to find the face of the maid that brought the drink. Kyros and a few others including Lily and Althea were led in through another door. N helped me sit on a chair while she sat beside me holding my hands. Noir joined us a few momentster with Valdus. "I''ve let the King know. He''ll be here soon" Chapter 42 ? I could already feel his rage through the bond. His smell was the first I noticed before his zing eyes met mine. He walked to me and quickly inspected me for any injuries. I touched his arm. "I''m fine" he nodded and went over to Noir and he filled him in. "Who gave the Luna a drink in my name" his loud voice boomed. Everywhere was dead silent and it only seemed to increase his rage. He released is dominance and all werewolves and humans fell to the floor. Noir and Valdus seemed to be struggling to stay upright while the others groaned in pain. I whimpered as I was not left out. He turned to me and released his hold on them. He walked to me and carried me in his arms and out of the great hall. Valdus and Noir followed behind us. "Head to the office. I''ll be there in a few" "No. Please I want to be there" "You need to rest" "Please. I want to be with you" his eyes softened and he carried me to the office. He sat on his chair and ced me on hisps. "I reached into everybody''s minds. The culprit is not there. I need the names of all the people absent" Noir mind linked someone. "What do you have" "There was no detectable scent around the Luna. And I''m thinking it must be rted to Roman" I flinched at the sound of his name. "What do your men have on him" "No exact location yet. But a cloaked figure has been spotted numerous times around the border talking with someone" "Any identity yet?" "None as of now" Thane mmed his hands on the table with a growl. I rubbed his chest soothingly to calm him. "But we know he''s working with an insider and he has help from the witches" "Gather the other lycans. They are incharge of border patrol. All werewolves and traineeshould be moved to the pce. And everything she takes from food to drink should be tasted" "What if it''s poisoned?" "They die. One of them tried to kill you. Noir only you, Valdus, your mates and the doctor are allowed around her for now"novelbin I didn''t get to argue or hear the rest of the things they said because I cked out. When I woke up, hands were softly caressing my hair. I smiled at him after he kissed my cheeks. A throat cleared and I saw Kyros standing awkwardly at the door. "Luna" I nodded at him. "I''ve done some research as per the king''s orders and discovered a way to help with the situation" he nodded to my protruding belly. "Really?" He nodded with a smile. "The king''s blood will make things easier for your body. No more ckouts and the chances of surviving childbirth will be higher" I hugged Thane tightly and ced kisses all over his face while he chuckled. "But.." I turned to him with a frown. "You remember all those times you took his blood? The things that happened?" I nodded. "All those effects with your pregnancy hormones will make you different" "Different?" "Yes. Different. You''ll be a whole lot more sensitive, your emotions and appetite will be tripled and you''ll be sex crazed" I flushed. "Sex crazed?" Thane chuckled. "I''ll be leaving now" he bowed and left the room. "Thank you very much" He kissed my lips. "Just promise me that you''ll not die on me. I won''t be able to take it" I could sense vulnerability in his voice. I kissed him. "I promise I won''t" He ced his hands in my bump and smiled at me. "I can hear movements" "Really?" He nodded. I ced my hands above him and he looked at me. "What of the person who tried to kill me?" "I''ll find him and kill him" "What if he strikes again?" "I''ll be waiting for him" net Things changed a bit after the attempt to kill me. We were all waiting for the person to strike again. From what Thane had gathered, the person wanted the child dead and would strike again before I gave birth. Thane''s blood helped me a while lot. The ckouts had stopped and he assisted me with all my insatiable urges and cravings. I walked down the hallway to the stairs and down the kitchen. Everywhere seemed empty and Thane had a meeting in his off with Noir and Valdus. I craved meat badly but I couldn''t eat what wasn''t tasted. I went to N''s room and knocked on the door. She came out a few momentster. "Hungry again?" I nodded sheepishly. She smiled at me and followed me to the kitchen. A maid stood at the counter chopping vegetables. "The queen would like steak" "Yes. Of course" we went to the dinning and waited while she prepared the meal. Momentster, she came out with two tes of mouthwatering steak. She used her cutlery to cut out a part of the steak and chewed. She went to get water and I began to cut the steak into bits. She returned and poured the water in a ss. I turned to the door and saw Altheaing slowly with her finger on her mouth telling me not to say a word. The maid must have followed my sight because she turned and saw Althea. As her cover was blown, she shouted "she poisoned you" the maid grabbed something and aimed for my throat but my I fought her wrists before she plunged the object into my throat. I twisted her wrists and the object fell to the floor with a ttering sound. N already had her hands around her neck in a vice grip while she mind linked somebody. In seconds, the three huge lycans were downstairs. N roughly pushed the girl into Noir''s arms and he knocked her out. "Where are the others" Thane growled out. Althea answered. "When I got back from the infirmary, everywhere was quiet. The guards and the maids were all asleep. I decided to hide myself when I heard some noise in the kitchen. The beta female and the queen wanted something to eat. After they left, I saw her pour something on one side of the steak. When she tasted it, she didn''t eat from the part that she poured something on. So I figured something was wrong. When she got back to the kitchen, she made a call and said she had done it and the queen will be dead soon" "Thank you so much Althea. You saved me" I hugged her tightly. Valdus retrieved a vial from the pocket of her dress and smelled it. "It has no scent" he passed it round and they confirmed it" Noir went rigid for a moment and he spoke. "I got news from my scouts. They found them" Chapter 43 ? Thane asked me to go up to my room with N and rest while they went to sort the problem. I didn''t argue because I was in too much shock and I didn''t want to watch any gory scene. Apparently Roman wanted me dead because I was a half-breed, Anstice wanted revenge because his daughter was ''killed'' because of me. The maid was just a pawn in their games but she was going to be punished and the witch didn''t want my child born. They spent most of the day in the dungeon, torturing the criminals. When Thane came back to our room, he was freshly showered and I was thankful because I didn''t want to see blood on him. He joined me and pulled me into his chest. "It''s over?" "It''s over" I kissed his hands and thanked him because I felt at peace now. There was no more trouble and I could finally be with my man. Shit. I had forgotten about one little pest. Carlyn. I thought she had left the pce. Boy was I wrong. She was everywhere. In the garden, at the table, in the kitchen. Hell she was in my fucking business. We were at dinner and she was babbling about something while clinging onto Noir. His face seemed nk as usual and he let her rub herself all over him. Lily had to excuse herself because she couldn''t stand the sight and he barely looked at her. A few times I almost screamed at her but Thane always held me back. Be calm, that''s what he kept saying in my mind. I huffed in annoyance giving both him, the skank and the cold faced guard the stink eye. I didn''t dislike Noir as much as I did because he saved my life and I made sure to thank him. But he was hurting Lily and I didn''t like him very much at the moment. We retired to our room after dinner and I took a bath and joined my mate on our bed. "I wish shell just disappear" I told Thane and he chuckled. "You can make her disappear" "I can. How?" "You''ll have to figure that out" I smacked his chest as I straddled him my bump between us. I kissed his lips and he gripped my hair in his fists. He kissed down my neck and to my shoulder were his marky. I threw my head back with a sigh as he breathed over it and then running his tongue over it. I ground my center against his groin as heid kisses over my chest. He pulled my nightwear down my body roughly. And took my two mounds into his hands, squeezing them and pinching my nipples. I groaned as he took one into his mouth, sucking and biting one while kneading the other causing me both pain and pleasure. I got off him quickly, pulling down his cks and taking his cock into my hand running my hand up and down the length. His ws ripped the sheets as he threw his head back groaning. I ced my tongue against the tip where his pre cum gathered. I ran my tongue teasingly against his slit while looking into his golden eyes. "Don''t tease me" his beast spoke through him. I gave him an evil smile and took the head into my mouth sucking hard. "Fucking hell" his hands fisted my head as he tried to push more of his et length into my mouth but I was having none of it. I kept sucking in the head until I was ready to move. I rxed my throat and took all of him in one go until he was in my throat. "Fuck" I could hear ripping sounds as he bucked his hips so his balls rested against my chin. I looked at him with my eyesmunicating. He got my message and began to move slowly at first until he was fucking my throat. "Goddess" he spoke through growls as his hips moved fluidly in and out of my mouth. I moved my hands to my clit and began to rub myself with the same urgency he was using to fuck my throat. My pussy was dripping onto the bed but I couldn''t care less as I was chasing my orgasm. My vision blurred and I pitched my clit moaning around his length as I came. "Fuck. Like a fucking vice" his hips kept moving until I came down from my high slumping against the bed. He pulled out of my mouth and moved between my legs. "You didn''t cum" I said breathlessly. "When Ie, it''ll be inside you" I shivered as he dove between my legs. I didn''tst long before I was spraying my cum over his face. "Ahhh... Thaneee... Please" he continued eating me non stop untill lost count of my orgasms. When he stood up, his chin was wet and I was boneless but my pussy stilkached for his hard cock. "Please Thane Please" he ignored me and rubbed the head against my slit bumping my clit until I was begging. He mmed into me and andi screameding on his length. He moved slowly, drawing out my pleasure but I wanted hard and fast. "Thane"I purred meeting his eyes. No words were needed. He turned me on my hands and knees pushing my face into the bed as he mmed into me.novelbin "Fuckk" he didn''t hold back as he choked me and fucked me hard not stopping through my orgasms. "So fucking good" he said between each hard thrust. His movements became jerky as he swelled inside me giving hard jabs until he spilled inside me. He pulled out slowly and I winced. He rolled me on my back andy down beside me. I struggled to keep my eyes open as he got up to clean me but my exhaustion was bigger than me. I fell asleep before he finished cleaning me. Chapter 44 ? Five yearster I groaned in annoyance as I tried so hard to find my offspring. Born as a Lycan with witch abilities, the child was a total chaos. Iraia Sparta came into the world without a fuss. The blood had really helped and the delivery was smooth but I''ve decided to wait until my body is ready before a bear another but Thane is insistent on getting me with child. "Iraia baby. Pleasee and have a bath" I nearly cried now. My enhanced smell couldn''t help me because she had the gift of masking her smell. I felt aforting hand around me and I sighed. "What''s the matter?" "It''s your child. You promised to warn her to stop this" "I did" "No you didn''t. She''s wrapped you around her tiny witchly fingers" I heard giggling and saw the little devil in her brothers hands. "Thank you so much Jairus. May your children not bother you like this one" He chuckled "I do t n on having any of those" "But your good with children" heughed I looked at Thane and he shook his head. "And you little angel don''t give mama Esme anymore trouble" she saluted him and giggled as he kissed her cheeks. "Papa" she wiggled her hands so he could carry her. He brought out his arms and I gave him a re and he brought them down. I gave Iraia a spank in her bum and made my way to the bathroom. I pulled of her dress and sat her in the tub scrubbing the dirt from her body. She brought her hands filled with soap suds to her mouth and I pped them down. "Don''t do that" "But it won''t kill me" "It still doesn''t make it proper" I dried her and put her in one of her father''s shirts. She didn''t like sleeping without them. "Come on. Let''s go to your room" "No. I want to stay here with you. Besides papa isn''ting back" "How do you know that" "I heard them say it" "Were you eavesdropping?" "Well" "Baby what have I told you about that" "I''m sorry. I won''t do it anymore" she kissed my nose. "I love you mama" I kissed her forehead "I love you too baby" she wrapped her small hands around my neck. "Promise me you''ll stop running from me" "I promise mama" Thirteen yearster I heard loud screaming downstairs and so I hurried as fast as my stomach could allow. Yes I was expecting again. After thirteen years, my body had changed and I could carry a Lycan baby without muchplications like before. I ran to where the sound came from and saw my daughter running towards me. "What''s the matter" "It''s papa. He won''t let be. I''m a fucking adult" "Don''t fucking swear" I turned to my mate and saw him fuming. "Calm down and tell me what is going on" "I caught your daughter sucking face with a male and he had his hands down her pants" I blushed. "You''re exaggerating. We had barely gotten there" His rage seemed to intensify and I tried to hide my smile. "You''re a fucking child" "No I''m not. I''m an adult" "What''s going on here" Jairus asked confused. "Your sister was kissing a guy and he was touching her inappropriately" "What the fuck. She''s still a child" overprotective brother mode activated. "Your mate is as old as I am but you still touch her" all focus turned to Jairus. "How the fuck do you know that" "Doesn''t matter. You don''t get to touch her if you don''t want someone touching me" "He''s not your mate"they said in unison. "Yeah and you fucked people who weren''t your mates" she retorted et Fuck. This child was bull headed. I felt water trickle down my legs. "Guys" they kept on arguing. swn w et "Guys" I said a bit louder and it caught their attention. "The babysing" Thane rushed to me and carried me while Iraia went to get the baby things. ¨¦n.kikistoriesnovelbin Tomai Nikos came out with no stress. Everybody was happy to see the addition to our family and they even forgot about the incident. Valdus and N came to offer their congrattions. They also had kids of their own. Noir and Lily got together years ago and were expecting their first pup. I hade to like Noir a bit. Althea and Kyros were also mates surprisingly. They all offered their congrattions and left us alone. "Thank you. For making me smile again" Thane kissed my lips. "Ew" "Get a room" weughed at the children. "Jairus why don''t you invite your mate for dinner" "Well....." "She hates him" "And I''ll see your mouth shut" "Papa" "Refrain from threatening your little sister" Iughed at them. No matter how stubborn Iraia was she was still a Papa''s girl. "Mama" "You have to allow our daughter to date" "Never" "Come on. Do you want her doing it behind you?" "I don''t. But....." "No buts. Please let her go out" I pleaded. "Fine. But I have to inspect all of them and no touching. If I smell any of them on you I''ll whoop their ass" "Mama" sheined. "You''ll have to agree to this. For now. Until he changes his mind" "I''m not changing my mind" "Oh you will. You''re pussy whipped" Jairus and Iraia saidughing at their father and Even the little one smiled. I looked at my family and Thanked the goddess for he blessings. I thanked her allowing me to get picked and be brought to the North. And for making me HIS QUEEN. The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!