《Im -perfect》 Chapter 1 Chapter 1 Watching the gooey slimy things slowly,dripping down my books , I hardly suppressed a groan .I couldn''t believe it , fine , Ican but it was starting of our final year.You might think that after tormenting me for continuous two years these people would finally get bored, find a new target and move on. While I wasn''t supportive of bullying , I didn''t want to be alone in this shit .The ck sheep in the hoarde of white ones .Suppressing the shudder that was running through my body with the prospect of taking my book outta that lube covered locker , I simply thrust in my hand and ughh... Just disgusting . Thankfully; with myst fiasco of finding my locker in used condom , atleast I learned my lesson to cover my books with something before leaving my school .You can never be sure of what people were going to slip in your locker when you are on their hit list you know. I squashed my urge to puke that was building in and thrusted my book in my bag ; with an audible bang to let whoever pushed that lube in my locker ; that I wasn''t happy with this '' prank'' of his/her and they sessfully pissed me off , I turned around to walk down the corridor. People parted ; some even turned around to run in the opposite direction when they saw me approach , oh they weren''t afraid of me not at all.They were only afraid to be seen together with me , to be associated with me in any fucking way , Like everything that was happening to me was my fault. It wasn''t , I did nothing to deserve this , it was them who should be avoiding my eyes, to walk away the opposite direction when I approach them but they weren''t instead it was me who was turned into a complete outcast .If you want t o ask me what was going on , I have to exin from the beginning . You see my mum divorced my dad or more like it was my dad who had an affair with my mum''s best friend and had a daughter with her .With that it was impossible for my parents to stay together , or maybe it was since my mother was all set t o keep their marriage together ; only if my father sent his mistress away . He didn''t though ; who in their right mind would keep a woman who had long losr her youth in taking care of you , having three kids for your sake instead of the woman who still looked well kinda maintained ,no one, okay? My dad didn''t either instead he divorced my mum the fastest way possible and moved here in Austin .However; my mom never forgave my dad for it and thus after years of saving money ; we moved from Wimberley to Austin . Major stalker alert , I know. But my mum wasn''t the clingy ex , oh no.She was a typical woman who wanted to show my dad that he made the wrong decision , that the children she gave birth to were better in every sense than his lover''s daughter , In short she was simply obsessed with making my dad green with regret. It wasn''t easy if you ask me if not for my nanna having a home here, we would still be in a tough spot .I wanted nothing more then to go back to where we were instead of living here in a ce full of strangers. While my dad moved here when my half sister was still young ; I came here just two years ago ; meaning I was the outsider , the one people keep at bay .No matter how hard I try I will always be the stranger that they want no association with ; something my mum simply doesn''t understand.Maybe things might have gone okay, if not for me being the stuck bitch people think l am. In my defence; after seeing my parents marriage falling apart , I took refuge in those romantic stories ; which screamed about true love.With those books as my onlypanion and my regr visits to church, I became your neighbourhood''s goody two shoes . All I ever wanted was to find myself a good ; responsible man who will fall for me just the way I''m , let me feel the amazing feeling that we all call love before I walk down the aisle sharing our first kiss together and ending my walk through the virgin road . However, things went out of control when Jacob Knight pulled me in his strong muscr arm and kissed me right in front of the entire student body in the school grounds . I should have been blessed , I should have thanked the Lord for letting Jacob knight kiss those awful lips of mine but instead I pped him . N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. Yes, I pped the QB of the Longhorn team and boy , they weren''t much happy about it .Well ofcourse who cares that the said asshole forcefully kissed me in front of the entire school? Jacob Knight with his Gorgeous stormy gray eyes and ck tousled hair was given a free chit while I was turned into the school infamous ¡®Be ; the Wadding'' ton'' . I wasn''t waddington , My name is Be , Be Hamilton and I don''t weigh tons not at all ,I was simply curvy with a shorter and stockier body but no where curvy.But these assholes weren''t the brightest bulb in the box , one will set the tone around and the others will simply follow along . Stupid jerks. Turning around the corner , I made my towards English ss but my body reacted faster before my mind could as it stopped right before entering . With gorgeous smiles, handsome face and a lot more money t o burn , the four kings all together were sitting in the middle of the room. The four and I Chapter 2 Chapter 2 My breathe hitched, My body screamed at me to turn the fuck around and never evere in the vicinity of these four asshole ever again, since thest time didn''t go oh too well . But my pride ; my stupid fucking pride didn''t agree ; I was the victim here , it was him that stupid asshole who wasughing at whatever shit his friend Conan Salvador told him the cause of all this shit that was happening to me.I m not going to run away , my body screamed in protest but I willed it to move inside the ss , the moment I took those small baby steps , theughter stopped , cue my nervous sweaty hands. They should have continued on but instead I felt four res aimed at my direction especially one of them seemed to be much more dangerous than the others .Instinctively, I wanted to run away but all the same time I didn''t want to let them know that they were getting to me. Thus, I straightened my back a little and kept walking only to be stopped by strong muscr chest .+Holy mother of God.Jacob Knight was standing front of me with his famous smirk , his hands crossed in front . "Hey , Waddington , nice to see you here ." If not for that cursed name ; I would have believed even so slightly that this guy was actually greeting me , his voice was even and even held some warmth in it but I wasn''t some stupid girl who was ready to jump in his arms with a mere glimpse of his eyes I knew what Jacob Knight was.Past his perfect demeanourid something sinister ; he wasn''t the golden boy nor was he a prince and not a knight either .And I knew that ; I have seen his pernicious ways when he dered me off the charts made me the school''s punching bag with just a few words of his. Gorgeous or not what he did was sexual harassment but he made me pay for his fuckery . I don''t trust him and that jerk knows it . "Hey ; QB" I answered him in the exact jolly tone that he used . Jacob brows shot up in surprise , he must have expected me to atleast stammer a little while facing him but then again this asshole had done his worst by throwing me against his minions , I believed he couldn''t get any worse than that . Oh boy , I was so wrong .Once the shock of me answering him passed ,he stepped forward and this was something I didn''t expect from him , he should have sneered like others called m ea few name , worste push me down but never did I expect Jacob fucking Knight to vite my personal space . On instinct I took a few steps back only to be block by another asshole , Luis Kelly was standing behind me with his shit eating grin as if were the best of friends and he was just ying another prank on me. "Let me go " I kept my voice calm even though my insides were shaking like crazy . : Nah ; Be , Knight wants to have a little chat , act like a good girl just the way you are and nothing will go wrong " I didn''t believe him , neither of them was worth it .I turned around trying to get way from him and Jacob but Conan Salvador with his long legs blocked my path. "Just talk ; Hamilton" growled Conan his voice sharper than usual . I didn''t want to talk not to Jacob nor to anyone else who have given me this pain , I wanted to scream at them to leave me the fuck alone but I knew they won''t, this was all a game to them .My freedom , my will didn''t matter to them , they have taken everything from me ; my peace, my social life everything that could be considered important to a seventeen year old teenage gir] but it didn''t matter to them , if I pushed them anymore maybe they themselve will rece their minions who did their bidding . "Do your worst " resigning to my fate , I looked at those stormy gray eyes that fascinated me even when they shouldn''t .I should be dreaming about a nice cozy man but instead I find myself imagining the one kiss that this jerk gave to me , dreaming about things that should never happen between me and him. N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. Jacob smiled as he narrowed the gap between us right now he was so close to me that we were breathing the same air , my legs were nearly shaking from the terror that he was inciting but somehow I made myself force to meet his eyes. "Ah ; that''s where you are wrong Hamilton, when you see a predator you turn around and run with your tail in between your legs , you do not charge right up to your predator or you''re gonna get hunted " he still had his stupid smirk on that Iso much wanted to wipe it off him but a single p was enough to ruin my school life , I wasn''t going to take my chances about what the other might bring . But before I could give another scathing retort ; Luis pushed m e and before I knew it I fell face first in Jacob''s arms .Terror wed inside me when Jacob tightened his grip on me instead of pushing me off and calling me a ¡®fat whore'' , I could have digested it ; I always did but this ...this waa getting out of hands .I pushed against his chest trying to get away from him but he simply locked my arms behind my back as he looked at me. "You don''t learn sweetheart ; you need to run when Ie for you" Jacob remarked. "Get your fucking hands off me, Knight"My voice was breaking for the first time in my entire high school life, I had faced so much but never let myself cry but being with Jacob in such a sudden close proximity I knew that he wasn''t joking around , whatever he has nned will not bode well for me. "No" he replies all to calmly , then he nods at Luis behind my back "didn''t you hear Kelly? Act like a good girl and everything will be alright" But I only struggled harder trying to free myself from his grip , wasn''t going to act like a good girl not right now, not in front of these assholes .But terror started to run rampant when Jacob groped my breast kneading it harder then he should. "Please" trying to pull back from his horrifying touch "Don''t do this to me please" I wished Jacob felt something with my soft whimpers of pleading but even if he did , he didn''t stop instead he dragged his lips around my neck; his mouth ravenous. I flinched when his teeth pierce through my skin andter his tongue started making small circles around the bite mark as if trying to soothe me off my pain.His hand that was caressing my left breast finally let go but only to slip inside of pants , he is this close from touching my core. It was absolutely terrifying , I felt my body freeze in terror, m y insides were quaking .I wanted this to stop . "Please , please let me go" and this time I break I sob my tears let loose and I didn''t stop them. Finally, Jacob pulls back , his lips , hands altogether . "Good Girl, you are a fast learner aren''t you sweetheart " he spoke alomst soothingly I''m not his sweetheart never will be , in front of these assholes , Jacob Knight has vited me liken o one else did before but I can''t even retort to him it will only make him act even worse. "look up, I wanna see your tears princess" I looked up not even wanting to fight him off . "Mhmm,; sweetheart that''s the way" he caressed my cheek approvingly . He leans closer once again and kissed my tears away like he have every fucking right too . "Fuck" he murmured looking down at me as if my tears made him contented , he looked as if he wanted to give everything u p and do whatever the fuck he wanted to in his sick psychotic mind but Conan stopped him. "That''s enough , people are gonna see " Conan said. Jacob nodded but his stromy eyes remained locked at me "You''re gonna keep that pretty mouth shut for me sweetheart , if you think you have seen worse of me then you are damn wrong there" He knows I won''t tell a soul , I didn''t do it thest time nor Will I do it now but he just wanted to let me know ;to show me who he was .I nod wordlessly not trusting my mouth to be able to speak up after what I just went through . "Good luck for the ss sweetheart " And with those parting words the four assholes turned back to their seats as if neither of them humiliated me , leaving me alone to silently cry in a ss full of students Chapter 3 Chapter 3 Once Mr .Hussain is done with his lecture , I didn''t even wait for him to end the ss .Grabbing my backpack ;shoving everything in just a single go .I make my way out of the ss, n o, let me corect myself I don''t make my way , I run clearly afraid of the infamous QB to set his eyes on me once again . Twice was enough , I tell my heart .With just these two encounters with Jacob Knight , I feel as if I have just stepped out of a freaking whirlpool ;my emotions were a mess , my pride was humiliated and I was feeling real low and God forbid , I never felt this low never in my life not since my father abandoned us in that small town without once looking back. I trudged my way to the parking lot , I knew that if I leave now I will be missing on half of my sses and I wasn''t someone who cut their sses but I believed I deserved to cut some ck after being groped and touched against my will , Jacob Knight never intended to go over the far edge and I knew that much , he was everyone''s golden boy with a charming smile and perfect image to be taken care of , nheless his touch was uncalled for , I half wanted to make my wayback and tattle on to him toa teacher but I knew that you don''t mess up with Jacob Knight , not because he was the quarter back but because he was psychotic. He had no redemption , no bottom limit , he was an endless abyss once you get entangled with him , he will draw you in. And I want nothing to do with him , one year just ,one year .Once this year is done Jacob Knight will be old story , I will move to Columbia and get that jerk out of my head and my life. "Bells?"My mum calls out to me , I knew that My homeroom teacher must have already told her about me cutting sses .Not wanting her to invade my privacy ;I answer her back letting her know that I will be down in a second .Making sure that she wasn''ting up , I pull my tee and shorts , what? was upset alright .I slept once I held my pity party in the shower. "What''s going on , why did you left school so early?its going t o impact your performance ." This was my mum. I love this woman but I really wish she would ask me what was happening to me instead of paying so much attention to my academic results. "I''m not feeling well" I tell her. N?velDrama.Org holds this content. "But Be, its too early for you to miss you sses;we cannot have you mess up your final year" I roll my eyes ;yup there it is.Who gives two damn if I''m feeling sick but oh boy , if I were to get a Bin my test . "Just one day mum ; let me take a breather" I tell her trying m y best to keep my tone even "It will be fine its just half of the day ; I will sleep a lot tonight and by tomorrow I will be fine" My mum frowns ;searching my eyes for something what she always does just in case if I was lying .The doorbell rings letting me breathe a sigh of relief , once my mum steps out of the room .I make my way into the kitchen wondering who was at the door ;my sister was off to her nursing college she wouldn''t be here as for my brother he''s been acting like a real asshole ever since this drama with Jacob happened. Chris wants to be the next QB once Jacob graduates thus me messing up with Jacob was equal to messing up with his chances at being the future QB. While I wasn''t at fault , Chris med me and I knew why he did that it was easier;I was the weaker link in our family the one who will always back down , the most adjustable one, in short I was weak while Jacob was not .Instead of fighting with Jacob , it was easy for Chris to simply me me . There was no need for it though with his mop of blonde hair and Gorgeous green eyes ;Chris was now the part of the football team , while he didn''t took part in my bullying , he didn''t help me either Asshole "Oh hello " hearing my mum''s soft simpering voice , I make m y way outta the kitchen .My mum doesn''t talk like that not unless it was someone important . And once I do , I wish I could run back inside my room , throwing my covers on my poor body and never ever make my way back into my own living room , I don''t know why but Jacob Knight with his charming golden boy smileis standing i n my living room . He''s in the same clothes he was in the morning , meaning he just got out of his practise . "Hello, Mam " shing his shit eating grin at my mum he bows respectfully before kissing my mum on her knuckles.And my mum looks down right fascinated , looking at him like he is her salvation and maybe he is , not only because he can be the one person who can help my brother in securing his QB position because he is the living walking golden spoon. With a father owning a pharmaceuticalpany , Jacob Knight can practically bless his future generation a life offort and satisfaction without moving a damn finger . "What are you doing here?" My voicee sharper than I intended it to but then again he shouldn''t be here or no where near me after all the sufferings he has put me to. "Be " my mum admonishes me.I can feel my face burn with humiliation not this again my brother wasn''t supportive of me and now my mum was being all charmed up by this jerk? "You forgot this , sweetheart " throwing me my chemistry book he winks at me as I gaze at him in horror. No he didn''t , he didn''t just sweet hearted me in front of mum .My mum looked at me and then at Jacob , I can practically see those numerous fantasies being cooked up in her head , she was a hopeless romantic , one of the many causes she just selected my father overall other men in just one single encounter. "Thank you so much , Be thank the nice guy " my mum implores at me ; I wanted to say no thank you but her re made me choke up on air and I said thank you to my tormentor. Jacob grins at me knowing fully well that he was in control he has manipted my mum perfectly into believing in his fake persona and now | was at his mercy since my mum already like him . "Why don''t you stay for dinner ?"I can see my mum gushing a t him and I can see her gloating at Mrs.Covignton''s tea party . "He can''t " I stop her . Maybe Jacob fees he has done enough damage because he turns down my mother''s invitation apologetically .I sigh in relief but realize I have done it too earlier because a second later I hear Jacob calling out my name. "Be , walk me out " his voice held certain authority as if he wasn''t going to take no for an answer for this one , I wish I could tell him to fuck off but my mum beats me to it . "Of course she will " I roll my eyes once again just like that sue has taken another decision for my life without consulting me. Left with no choice I could only walk Jacob Knight out . Chapter 4 Chapter 4 What are you doing here" once I''m sure that my mum is out of earshot , I confront Jacob once again . "Told you ; I wanted to return your book" shrugging with an innocent expression that might have fooled half of Austin''s poption he answers me. "I call that bullshit ; Knight and you know it , forget about the book we don''t have chemistry together ! " The only period that I have with this asshole is Maths we don''t share sses for chemistry and I would be lying if I say that I wasn''t Thank ful for it . "Ah ; knew something was off , didn''t pay attention while I was grabbing it " he murmurs "You broke in my locker!" I screech inplete disbelief . He simply rolls his eyes at me as if my reaction to him breaking into my locker and messing around with my things was over the top. "Is this fun to you ?"I demand ;wanting to know whatever reason this creep has followed me to my home . He shrugs "Why don''t you tell me that sweetheart?" Amusement clear in his eyes . "Why are you doing this to me! You asked me to run away when I see you and for once I did that , so what''s your scene following me all the way to my home ? Making my life hell at school is not enough to you anymore?" I try to ease my breathe not wanting to m the Longhorn''s Q B. "Of course not" he says dismissively "I didn''t do anything to you except for that little kiss as a dare ; did I sweetheart. My jaw locks as I re at the hateful arrogant prick in front of me , of course he didn''t because he didn''t have to ;his minions are more than eager to do his bidding . "You''re a psycho, you dered that I was a dead bitch when I pped you , remember?" try my best to be the better person but if someone was going all out to snap my nerves then I wasn''t going to sit back and smile. Jacob cannot act as if he didn''t have any role in making my life hell.He shrugs apparently unconcerned "Why didn''t you apologize to me earlier? Things have been easy for you" Eyes wide ;I stare at him " You kissed me against my will! Is that to hard for you to understand?" We stop in front of his expensive obnoxious lexus which I believe could only belong to a arrogant haughty jerk like him. "Here''s the thing " he tells me opening the his driver''s side door and slipping in " I have a reputation to take care of Hamilton , while yours can take all the shit mine can''t and you ruined it for me, if I didn''t make you take the burn , I wouldn''t be everyone''s golden boy , I will be someone who has a sick fetish for chubby chicks " This time his words sting while I try to act as of their not so subtle jibes at my weight doesn''t hurt me, it does . "So you''re here to tell me that you''re not into me? Well news sh Knight , I''m not interested in you either, d we could clear that out "With that I turn around to walk back inside my home but his long fingers traps around my wrist . "Not so fast sweetheart , I''m not done talking " he says. "And I''m suppose to care about that?" shriek. "Let me be clear and we can be off , you stay away from me , I stay away from you .The deal here is you have to apologise to me , tomorrow at cafeteria;you do that ,your life will get easier , I can promise you that" "Yeah right; go and fuck off Knight "I flick his hand off me , Maybe this time he knew that I won''t agree to it ;hence it didn''t took much effort for me to shake his hand off. "I can work with that too " he mumurs. I wrap my arms around myself, as he fires up his engine and backs out of my driveway but I''m not there to watch him go instead ;I run back inside muttering and chattering about how I will not let Jacob Knight ruin my remaining year at school, h e and his minions had done their worse and my pride wasn''t quite agreeable to bow down to the asshole ;who kissed , groped and threatened me. "I barely make it inside when my mum''s hot at her heelse rushing at me "How do you know Jacob Knight, Are yoi seeing him?" "No mum" trying to shake her off I mutter "= He has a girlfriend ; he just ..he was just doing a good job as my ss mate "I don''t tell her Jacob breaking into my locker ; even if Ido she might not believe me .She is so into her world that she can''t she mine. "I expected that much " a disappointed sigh escape her red lips Be; why not loose some weight, maybe if you do, you can get a man like him ? I''m not saying this to hurt you but boys these days- I turn around instead of going into the kitchen , I back away taking two steps at a time to my room. ¡®Where are you going?"My mum calls after me "I''m tired mum, I''m not hungry" Because I''m sick ;my mum leave me at that but I know that she will once again bring this up .I wasn''t fat ;] was healthy was it really necesaary for me to all stick and bones ?Can''t I be happy with what I''m? N?velDrama.Org holds this content. I hate Jacob and my mum for taunting my curves;so what if I was fat ;I was happy with just being myself .I didn''t want a guy like Jacob. I continue my chants about and not liking Jacob and that my mum was wrong but somewhere deep inside my heart, I can''t help but feel myself being disappointed at Jacob''s remarks . Chapter 5 Chapter 5 Nothing could have been daunting then me standing in front of my locker watching a huge ass poster sticking to it , it wasn''t a poster ofcourse ; it was a photo taken from a rather misleading angle. People were crowding around me ;ughing ; giggling and not giving a fuck about the truth and why will they ? People don''t care about what the truth is , they only care about what they believe it to be. "Hey ; teacher''s whore !" someone , maybe a Knight ass licker calls out to me but I ignore him ; instead I rip off the poster sticking on my locker ; crumpling and throwing it in dustbin . Moreughter . My agony fuels theirughter ;I knew that much but never did I thought that they will go so low one-day .Maybe I should have known , people like Knight have no such thing as sense o f propriety.I turn around wanting to find Jacob and give him another taste of my p but before I could someone grab my hand and pull me out of the school entrance . "Selina!" I cry out for my best friend to stop dragging me away from them but she doesn''t stop instead she increases her force. "What were you going to do ?" she demands at once we reach the parking lot out of earshot from people. "To teach Knight a lesson ! what else !" "Be, listen you can''t fight them , listen to me I know, you will hate me for this but do whatever Knight asked you to " "No; no, no , after everything he has put me through ? you want me to apologise to him? of all people ???"I look at Selina , as if seeing her for the first time .She looks the same with her caramel hair and brown eyes, but something tells me she wasn''t the same, the Selina I know will never back down without a fight , not when she did nothing wrong. "I know but just think about it ; this entire things has been spread over the school forum ; Be use your brains; you''re off to California, unlike them you''ve worked your ass off for this shot , and this - this will certainly harm your chances to get in your dream college" rubbing her face with her hands Selina wheedled . "You want me to back down ?" I knew where she was froming from and she was correct but bowing my head down to knight and apologising to him , didn''t sit all to well with me. "Be, your future or your pride , what matters you the most ? " steeling herself as if she was getting ready to do something really desperate Selina asked me . "'' My future !" I answer without much thought "Exactly ! so what if you have to apologise to him ? as long as he stops , let me tell you something Be ; you don''t want to make an enemy out of those four assholes, you - they can be much worse then this and if you think they did their worse to you, you''re wrong they haven''t, not yet .Until now it was only their minions but they can seriously make your life hell if they themselves walked in, whatever is going on between you and knight "said Selina quite belligerently. "You talk as if you know everything about them !" I love my best friend, I really do but from a couple of days I just can no longerprehend her anymore ; she was acting scared as if something or someone was out for her blood Selina opened her mouth violently as if she wished to throw a hurl of diatribe at me but maybe she thought better of it and stopped. "Look" she holds up her hand in an attempt to exin " I was with then in junior high and I can assure this is not their worst, truthfully, They are just ying around with you right now , Be - i - won''t hurt you, will I ? Please just please end this" I open my mouth once then twice but I wasn''t able to think of anything to counter what Selina has said, she was right , rather than getting involved in this childish games with Knight, it was better for me to focus on whatys ahead of me.Knight didn''t had to work his ass off for a schrship in California , I had to and I knew that my seat will be at stake if this rumour were to drag on. "Alright, I get it " It kills me ; I haven''t done a damn thing wrong but for the better good , I had to bow down. For the millionth time in my life , I realised how unfair life was.People with either power or money can do whatever they wanted to and in my case; My bully had both of these and Me? I was a nobody . The next thing I knew , it was half past ten and the bell to lunch has rang , I couldn''t understand where did my entire morning go? The thought of apologising to Jacob knight was dreadful enough but to make things worse my anxiety was high on rollercoaster .Hands shaking , legs trembling and my entire body was quivering . This is property ? N?velDrama.Org. I hated when it happened but there was no other choice , Knight only gave me time till lunch was over and I was damn near sure that , That bastard will revoke the deal even if I was a secondte , if possible, he might be thinking of what to do tomorrow, so he can make my life even more hellish than it already was. Finding Jacob wasn''t difficult even without myck of arrival a t the cafeteria for the past two years , their table was right at the centre, where all the popr jocks belonged. "Go on" Selina pushed me from behind ina fail attempt to boast my morale but I ignore her ,I love her but I was feeling a little more resentful towards her for stating the fact as off they were and pushing me to my apparent doom I trudge towards their table a rather too reluctantly . And he caught my eye , before anyone else , was it only my imagination or his stormy gray eyes just turned a shade darker ? cocking an eyebrow he smirks, dipping down he locks his lips with the school queen bee and my half sister Anna Parsons.small world ? Nah .My mother deliberately put me in this school knowing my father new daughter went in this school .She wished me to put this girl down with my academic performance but what my mother didn''t know that ; Anna cares about her studies as much as Jacob knight cares about his visit to church , which means none . I wanted to turn around and leave but I speed up instead ; the sooner I get this done with the better . Surprisingly ; none of the members of football team cat calls my new found name, instead they totally ignore me , which waspletely fine by me .I stood in front of Jacob but apparently thetter was too busy sucking my half sister''s face off that he missed my arrival, standing there I felt my face burning not because of anger but shame., never have I ever seen two people kissing like that . Not wanting to enjoy the ''show '' Jacob was putting on , I let my eyes wander to Conan Salvador, the only person in the team, I considered as a little sane .Conan must have felt my gaze but he didn''t look up from the book he was currently reading .I let my mind wander as I take in his brown hair, chiseled jaw line and dark chocte eyes. "Ahem "I jump at the loud cough only to notice a tad btedly that Jacob was done putting on the PDA and was ring at me. "You want anything ; Waddington ?" ¡®Yeah ; I want you dead '' knowing I couldn''t speak out my inner thoughts , I take a deep breath and force out the apology that I have practised as a monologue , for the rest of the morning . "I want to apologise to you , what happened two years ago was my fault; It was only a dare I shouldn''t have reacted in such an over '' exaggerated ''manner ; I hope you will be the bigger person and forgive the lowly me "The apology wasn''t sincere at all , It was barely forced out through the gap between my teeth and I was damn near certain that my expression was none other than my poker face . "Hey Waddington ; that apology is a bit insincere , why don''t you get down on your knees just like you did for professor Brown , maybe we can make do with it ?"'' a member of the football team shrieks in delight and Iignore him , my focus is on my tormentor who looks a little too pleased with himself . Which only proves my theory of him being a sadist . "Shut up , Shutton .Jake doesn''t need a teacher''s whore to suck him off ; do you honey?"batting her eyelid Anna speaks i na soft simpering voice. Now I have nothing against blonde , My elder sister is blonde , my brother is one too but I totally do not understand why , just why , a pretty blonde is always titled as Queen bee . "Am I forgiven ?"I ask again .Jacob shes me a smile ; the one he uses to charm everyone but I wasn''t fooled .I know who he was and my thoughts weren''t going to change. "You know what Waddington , I agree with Shutton, your apology is a tab bit insincere " still grinning he says . My grip on the strap of my bag tighten a bit , I was afraid that T will end up throwing it on his face . "I sincerely apologise to you , Knight" this time I spoke a lot more clearly , I wasn''t stupid and I wasn''t going to answer with ¡®what do you want '', it will only make me get entangled with him and I did not want that . "Fine " shrugging a bit he agrees " but i hope you keep away from my sight , its a big turn off for me" " Sure" I knew it , he wouldn''t agree to it without putting my self respect down , without letting his team matesugh at my expense but I wasn''t hurt , not anymore . Thate Jacob Knight and he can go to hell for all I care. Chapter 6 Chapter 6 "Are you alright ?"Selina who has followed me to the girls bathroom asks worriedly . "Do I look alright to you ?" after the whole fiasco of apologising to Jacob, I wasn''t surprised at finding myself feeling terribly sick. Wiping my mouth on my sleeves, growl at her " apologise to him and everything will be fine ? Yeah right !" "Look at least he will be off your back now" she informs me. I simply rolled my eyes at her .Off my back or not , Inada feeling that the saga of Jacob Knight wasn''t going to end in my life just like this , I didn''t know why I felt this way but I just did. Thankfully; Selina was understanding enough that I wasn''t willing to talk it out with her and decided to give me my personal space ; which I decided to use up by spending my time in the library , part of the reason was I wanted to finish m y assignment , part of it was Because I wanted to avoid the school poption . Jacob must have already asked his forces to go and spread the news of me apologising to him , in the cafeteria .Like he said his reputation was at stake and he would do anything to keep it safe. By the time I step out of the Library , my mood wasn''t lifted but atleast there wasn''t much student left to make it worse atleast .Maybe y''all will be like why was I reacting in such way ? Because I felt it was wrong and it was wrong! It was unfair! He took my first kiss ruined my reputation and I had to apologise to him.To be bested by someone just because they had either power and money was a rather a hard pill to swallow.But as I turned around the corridor my nce fell at someone and my mood took an even more deeper dive . With his blonde hair swept like a surfer and glittering green eyes , my brother Chris looked at me . Ignoring his gaze I walk past him when he calls after me " If you were gonna do it anyway , you should have done it earlier, atleast I wouldn''t have to work twice as hard as hard as I had to ¡°his tone was whiny making my blood boil with anger. "Oh yeah ?" I finally turn around to look at my asshole of a brother . "Yeah; do you have any Idea how many taunts I had to listen t o today?" if this was any other day I would have definitely gone along with his spoiled brat attitude , all thanks to my mum .But not today " Atleast I had guts to face their shit ! unlike a certain someone who hid behind their sister''s bullies back like a little sissy !" I spoke scathingly "You - what -" "I''m so fucking disappointed in you ! You kept saying since w e were young that you won''t be someone like our dad!"I spat at him " but look at you , you turned exactly like him abandoning your family for the sake of your own gains ! " Apparently I have gone to far as Chris''s face turned livid . He took a dangerous step in front of me , his eyes narrowing in anger. "Watch what you say , just because I''m your brother doesn''t mean I will take all your shit !" "Oh its great that you still remember that I''m your sister! "I add nastily " Hit the nerve didn''t I, do you still remember what you said when you were young? You said that you will never abandon your family just like him, what did you do? You left me alone to face all this shit just because of a damn QB position !"'' I yelled at his face . Chris flinched looking as if I had just pped him on his face .But this didn''t made me feel guilty at all , instead it gave me a sick satisfaction.I turned on my heel ignoring my brother''s hurt look not even slightly bothered about it .I shouldn''t have been feeling like this, this was how bullies were made but I couldn''t help it at all "Are you okay ?" a new voice called me , making me jump a foot up . I turn around at once , a young man in long sleeve t shirt and shorts was lying on top of his car hood. "What ? Did you just talked to me ?" it wasn''t my fault at all since it has been two years anyone other then Selina talked with me. Content (C) N?v/elDra/ma.Org. "Yeah.? Is there anyone else here?" jumping off his hood he take a grateful swig of his joint " names , Ron , Ronald Davis " he took out his right hand ; which i took and gave a shake . "Want it?" waving his joint around he asks me " you look like you need something to lift you up". If I wasn''t upset with Chris , I would have remembered that taking a swig out of a strangers joint was a rather bad decision but today I was on a trip down to my adrenaline rush , thus I took hold of his joint and copied his action .I had no idea what he rolled up in it because by the time , my head stopped getting dizzy , I was coughing fretfully . "shit ; Are you okay ?" he asked me worriedly as he looked down at me. "Yeah ; you were right it did lift me up " I said grinning quiet stupidly and that''s where a new found friendship of a rather unusual people. Chapter 7 Chapter 7 I''m feeling stronger than ever ; ever since everything started .I don''t know how , I got through my high school without Ron, I love Selina and yes I will take a bullet for her if possible but Ron was different , with Ron there was much moreughter and a lot more fun. If my mother knew thepany I was keeping she would have screamed ; yelled and bellowed at me , about how she expected better from me and mypany , especially when Ron was always high on his shit. Selina too disapproved of him at beginning but with time she slowly opened up and epted this new addition in our already really small friend circle . Today, I was feeling a little more proud of myself , I knew that Jacob Knight had knocked me down but I didn''t stay there for long , I picked myself and walked away but what I didn''t know that today was the day my doom begins. "What''s going on? " I asked to no one in particr. After finishing my history ss ; I join Selina and Ron in the library . It wasn''t only me though the entire student body was covered in clouds of gloom , making me feel uneasy . Ron rolled his eyes and took a swig out of his juice box ,(in which I was certain), it was anything but juice . "I always wondered why they called you Stuck up , now I get it " Well thank you for that sudden jibe , but I want info Sherlock " after spending time with Ron I understood that the guy was only bark no bite , ofcourse it was only if his drink or joint wasn''t concerned . "Knight is in terrible mood , don''t know why though, heard from a girl in English that he performed like a little sissy in the mock match , Salvador ain''t happy either , I swear I heard the guy from the field down the hallway " The news came as such a shock that it stopped me from my mission of apleting my assignments"What?" "Don''t look so happy , Knight won''t be happy " said Selina , even though she said that, her lips were twitching . "I''m not happy " Itled. It was a lie ofcourse I was happy ; to me anyone that brought unhappiness to Jacob was a downright angel, I wish whoever i t was will keep at it and make his life even half hellish as he did mine . "But what happened ?" N?velDrama.Org holds this content. that''s right I knew that gossiping was against my moral code of conduct but apparently my hatred for Jacob Knight was much more than acting as Jesus''s good girl. "Don''t look at me like that , I''m not the school''s reporter " shrugging innocently Ron said. After that Selina stopped any other gossip regarding Jacob Knight, our semester exams were round the corner and Selina wished nothing more than to ace it , the same could be said for Ron , who was repeating his final twice. "Hey Be!" I nearly stopped in my tracks staring wide eyes at the person who just called me. "You - You called me ?"My minds shoots out so many question , I don''t even know what to ask first , the first was of course , why in the world Jacob Knight was calling me, in the middle of our school hall , didn''t he had a reputation to take care of? what about his image? Jacob shrugged throwing a hand round my neck "Hey , just because we started off the wrong way, you don''t have to act like this .You know what ; Bells , I Have tickets to a new movie , wanna go and see?" " say what ?" I demanded my eyes wide. " Movie and me , A good deal right?" He speaks with so much innocence that I''m thrown off my loop . What is this- "Are you off you your meds ?" I ask with a deceptively sweet voice. He shook his head at me , his gaze dropping at my face "c''mon bells it''s just a movie " "is this another one of your dare ?" I narrowed my eyes and looked around him , unlike thest time he was alone but I wasn''t sure . "Of course not !" he tells me with wide -eyes full of innocence " just feeling like a good guy " "Yeah ! well I certainly do not go around on dates with any predators in my immediate vicinity !"'' shaking his hand off m e, I walk away ,pletely aware of the re that was pointed at my head. Chapter 8 Chapter 8 "What''s was that all about ?"asked Selina who fell a step behind me , her tone inquisitive . "Maybe he is so upset that its messing with his brains "I could only offer her this , Because I knew that there was a trap inid there , Jacob Knight won''t ask me on a date for no reason because I wasn''t the girl who will get the guy. The guy I deserved was most probably someone who will work a 24 *7 job in some stupid boring company not the one who rattles my entire body senses with his gorgeous smile . And Jacob Knight most certainly falls into thetter category , with his razor sharp jawline sharp enough to cut ss and stormy gray eyes in which a person can practically lose himself. Selina looked at me ,as if she knew what was going on my mind but thankfully she doesn''t say anything to me , good , I don''t need her pity . But down deep down , I couldn''t help be disappointed at the giddiness that was enveloping my heart . Once I reach my home , I drag myself upstairs to my room , fighting my inner demons has sapped my energy . I felt too tried to even think , part I wished to stop taking the high road and let myself indulge to whatever Jacob has to offer , part I knew that it was wrong , He has made my life in highschool hell from the past two years and I shouldn''t ever think about being in such close proximity with him . "He was joking ; He didn''t mean it and you will be a nice little joke if you fall for his tricks "I repeated this mantra over and over again , to stop the monster roaring within . Once I used to look down on those girls who''s eyes will shine with little hearts in them , I rolled my eyes when they imed they lost their control whenever a cute guy was around and therefore , it was sensible enough for them to make dumb decision . Turns out I was just like them . I can still feel it . His warmth His breath His nearness God.Get a grip. Turns out Karma really did p one in the face , For two years , Two years I have been fighting my inner self, repeating it over and over again ; that I didn''t like Jacob , nor did I enjoyed the forceful he nted on my lips , on our first encounter . But Karma did me good , being this close to him once , rattled mes o badly that I could still hear my heart thumping and I cannot lock my new found awareness about my feelings for Jacob into the darkness of my head as if they don''t exist . I liked him , I fucking Liked him . "God , I''m screwed " I buried my face in my hands, I couldn''t understand why , just why , why it has to be him ? Just why did my first crush has to be on that guy? I ate three meals a day He was someone who counts his calories I wanted a stable life He was unpredictable I had nothing to offer He had everything . I felt raw undiluted fear , it was as if someone has stripped me naked , leaving my insecurities to unravel themselves .Its a struggle to breath, how am I supposed to act now, ? I let my backpack drop on the floor with a'' bam¡¯, pressing the y button on my phone ; I fill the void in my space. Tears barge into my eyes as I snuggle into my bed covers , I didn''t dare to think about my feelings or Jacob anymore. I knew how this was going to end , Guys like him , do not settle for a girl like me , what am I supposed to do ? Go along with whatever he might be nning for the sake of a night pleasure ? Because that''s all he will ever want for me, Guys like him goes for girl like Anna ; with barely any fat coveringtheir body and I wasn''t desperate enough to let him ruin me like that . That''s right. He might have been sessful in getting inside a teeny tiny part of my heart but it was all upto me , How take care of these unwanted feelings ,Jacob might rule me the entire student body but he won''t be ruling me much less my heart . Today , Just today , I will let my heart cry all it wants for a love it can never have and by tomorrow I will hold head high again , burying my feelings deep where they belong . I close my eyes and let my tears loose for the love that didn''t even get a chance. I startle awake . Heat smothering my body , hair sticking to my face and my breast tightening against my shirt . and that wasn''t all. My hand was resting in between my legs and I felt something sticky on it ...I..was ..wet . Is it up straight , jerking my hand away . I didn''t even remember what I was supposed to be dreaming about .Why ..what was this reaction ? I was thankful that I didn''t turn the lights on in my room or else I would have seen my face turning red in humiliation. Parting my lips , I lick my lips wet . Everything about this should feel wrong but it doesn''t infact I''m even surprise to feel the sudden passion rising and falling inside my body . My heart pounds with nerves and pleasure. I''m petrified and ashamed. It''s said that dreams shows what a person desires unconsciously but I''m too embarrassed to ept my shameful arousal, the dream was nothing but vague mist but I knew who and what I was dreaming about . N?velD(ram)a.?rg owns this content. But I wasn''t going to admit to it and there is no way in hell I''m gonna do it with Jacob. It was better for me to bury this along with my feelings as well. Jacob Knight was a depraved bully and no way in hell will I be letting myself indulge in carnal sin. Chapter 9 Chapter 9 In the morning I woke up refreshed, my heart a bit at ease . Even though I kept recalling yesterday for the entire night and finally came to conclusion of '' Let''s just forget whatever happened '' because I had no other choice , not against who shall not be called by his anymore . After a very serious pep talk with myself , I decided that no one - including ,-The one will break me. My father abandoning us didn''t and neither will Jacob .I had enough and I wasn''t going to y along with him not now, not ever. I drove to my school , nerves jangling but still stride inside the school with my head held high. The cat calls of '' Be the Waddington '' starts but I ignore them , they were nothingpared to what Jacob had nned for me inside that sick head of his . Despite keeping a good courageously front , my nerves started to stretch with anxiety and tremors shoots down my spine the closer I get to my ss. First period was history which meant I had to see him again. Those gorgeous eyes that had somehow entrapped me in them. Son of a bitch .How the hell I''m supposed to finish an entire year with him being in one of my sses? I stride forward with even more enthusiasm trying to get rid of whatever, I was feeling currently but my pace falters as I walk inside the currently empty ssroom and all of a sudden , the memory of Jacob trapping me that day refreshes in my mind. A strange feeling grips my heart and my body acts up in the awareness of that day''s memory . I can still feel his hands over me. His close breath. His dark gaze as he let it roam all over my body . A strong rage takes over me , I reprimand myself for feeling like this but that''s not all , something as immoral and sinful, something that might have gripped mest night , grips me again. ¡®No! No! No! I''m not letting him inside my head ''. Frowning I move forward ignoring the subtle jibes of my arousal . ¡®Atleast Its empty '' that''s what I thought but then I turn around and my head collides with a hard strong chest . ¡°Were you expecting me , Princess?" I instantly step back at arm''s length ,not only because I don''t want that day incident to happen once again but also to stop the sudden burst of current to stop , after his touch . I wanted to tell him to stop calling me princess and to leave m e alone but my voice just wouldn''t work .My nerves tingling, I feel terror and excitement rising . I wanted to hide , to run or even better to scream but I knew they were all suicidal options . Jacob can easily turn the tides with a simple flick of his finger.Girls wouldn''t mind getting on his good sides to just have a chance with him and boys wouldn''t like to take a shot at being on the shit list with Jacob and his friends . Since , [had no other choice .I can only fight but the moment I met his gaze with mine.My courage falters leaving nothing . He looked perfect . perfect face . perfect body. perfect everything . I knew that he doesn''t even try for it , and it still looks like the school¡¯s uniform was tailored for his firm, muscr body. No wonder he is the Golden boy . His appearance is enough to charm everyone without even trying. Or to intimidate . In certain cases , Like me. "So , you ran away yesterday?" he says as a matter of factly . "I didn''t, I think , I said no first and left " it would have been better if I just went ahead and asked him to kill me out right because in my turmoil of emotions I once again forgot that you don''t say not to the four horsemen , who can tactically ruin you to rubble . Shoving a hand in his pocket, he studies me up and down, his gaze slowly drifting down to where he had once groped me. It takes all my effort to turn around and leave but something tells me that this time Jacob wouldn''t let me go that easily . "I think you''re lying , I know you want me as much as everyone else does, Princess '''' he remarks . I wish I could have p him hard but I didn''t or maybe I couldn''t because unknowingly or knowingly he had arrived at the truth. "I don''t do what everyone else does, I''m not you.And Stop calling me Princess , Thest thing I want is your girlfriending after my ass " I hiss at him. His tone is almost amused as he leans forward making me move two steps back "Yeah you have your brains don''t you Princess .And I will call you whatever I want because , she isn''t my girlfriend .Never was ." "I might be using the most polite vocabry there is. And stop calling me princess , I''m not your Princess!" "You''re what so ever the fuck I want you to be , Princess and the term you''re searching for is fuck buddy ." I almost bit back the curse wanting him to go and rot in the deepest depths of hell .] just want him to leave me the fuck alone , so that I can calm my emotions down .Was I asking too much God ? I suppress my anger and turn around to leave but he just wouldn''t let me go. A strong hand clutches my arm and wheeled me back so hard, nd straight against his hard chest. "Did I say you can leave ?" he asks me "Jeez , I think you did .Don''t you remember the day I apologised to you , you asked me never toe in front of you .Aren''t I doing what you asked me to?" "I changed my mind " he says quite casually. "And since when did I be one of your subjects , In case you forgot , I don''t listen to you , Knight " I bite back at him. ¡°There''s a start to everything ". He releases his arm only to drape them around my waist pulling me even closer to him.His arms resting on the small o f my back. We''re so close that his smell mingles with mine . I never paid attention to it but his height and broadeness suits well with mine .Get a grip , I chid myself , trying to push against his hard chest , wiggling sideways , trying to get away from him. He doesn''t even budge , his overpowering strength keeps an iron sp hold. "LET.ME.GO " struggling I hiss at him. ¡° Why ?" ¡°Because , why in the fuck you shouldn''t?" I retort . "I love it when you struggle against me " his eyes darkening , with the same sadistic glint he always have around me , reaching up he trace my neck and I shudder " You should see your face , it''s so red". I stop my struggle at once .If my struggle turns him on , then it''s better for me to fighting against him and go limp. "Satisfied ?" I ask letting my arm go limp, falling lifeless against my body., schooling my experssion to a rather cool one. His grip hardened . Obviously, the sick bastard didn''t like me going against his will. "A word of advice , Princess " he begins, his voice calm , the dangerous sort of calm " You have seen what I can do , I will advise you not to push me or else-" "Push you ????" T shriek "You''re the one pushing me , one second you want me get out of your damn sight and the next second , you hold me like we''re some freaking lovers ! Why can''t you just leave me alone ?" "What do you think ?" heughs with a humorlesss edge , as if there was a joke that I wasn''t quite getting . "I never thought you will be this adorable and naive " "What''s that supposed to mean?" "Why else do you think, I will do this with you?" he question back. He clutches my chin with his thumb and forefinger,nting m y head back so he can stare at my face with his stormy gaze. My heart thumps harder and faster . Oh my poor little heart . No matter how much I think that the situation was under my control , it wasn''t .It got out of hand the moment I stepped into this empty ss alone with Jacob Knight . My spine straightens , my heart recognizes this fear , this danger thates with being in such a close proximity with Jacob. The need to run away and hide my overflowing feelings , overpowers me. The side that I have always hidden deep inside of my heart was making its way out , crawling and if] didn''t do anything soon.It will resurrect on the surface , revealing my desires, my heart in front of him. "I swear to God , Let me go or else-" "Or else what ? " his features sparks with the eptance of Challenge " You can''t do fuck to me, Be.Let me put it in words you will understand better , If I take you here, right now and murder you after our little moment, I can assure you Coach won''t say a word about it , instead he wille rushing in to burn your corpse , scatter your remains and wipe your blood off the floor , in case I end up slipping on it .You have nothing that will threathen me Be , But I do.Money invites power and Power entice people.You might have your head stuck up somewhere , so let me tell you , Money speaks and I have that , and you don''t." His words stings because they are true .As long as he has his father''s power and money behind him , his father wouldn''t even need to interfere and everything will blow over . The unfairness and injustice res a rage within me and my eyes starts burning with unshed tears. Nope.Not happening Now that I know that my struggle and tears , gives hima satisfaction unknown to me.I won''t let him tear me down again. "But if you feel like it ." The corner of his lips lifts up in a smirk. "If you think you can take me, then, be my guest , show me what you got, Princess.I¡¯m curious to see who will believe you when you tell them that I touched you without your consent.I can have any pussy I want, what¡¯s so special about yours?" "That its not yours and never will" I freeze , as soon as those words escape my lips .I shouldn''t have done that , How could I be so foolish .I just saw him getting excited over the stupid challenge .I regret my words at once , scolding myself for being so stupid for dangling the meat in front of a predator. "Oh, Princess " he calls me thoroughly Amused. I tremble trying to get out of his reach , any second now he will - But the blow of him draping me down on the table doesn''te , instead he steps back. Wait...What ... He''s letting me go...Is this true..? I watch his expression like a deer caught in the headlights. He schools his features into the one he uses to charm everyone .His golden boy smile. What''s happening ? I¡¯m happy he¡¯s letting me go, I am. But I can¡¯t help but feel the tinge of annoyance as well . "What''s going on between you and that weed poker?"He ces a hand in his pocket, appearing casual, almost nonchnt. "What?" "You''re not an idiot , so don''t act like one.Spill " "You''re out of your mind .Pray tell me why is me being friends with Ron , matters to you ?" I don''t know but the urge t o turn around and escape his presence once again overpowers me. "Take another step , Princess .And I''ll chase you , and this time ...." he trails off "I won''t stop ". And I stop in my tracks turning around to face him. A part of me doesn¡¯t want to believe he¡¯d go that far, but who am I kidding? Jacob wasn''t scared of shit and I knew that he won¡¯t stop until he gets what he wants. With my heartbeat quickening , I ask him. "Why are you doing this,Knight?" "Why do you think?" "Because you want to ?". "Because I want to ..?" His lips curves up faintly "You tell m e , Princess.Are you really that naive or you''re pretending?" "I don''t know what you want from me "I say lightly . "You''re missing the point " "And what''s that point ?" "If you don''t know , why should I tell you , huh?" I open my mouth to tell him that I was thankful for him to clear that said point so clearly but he cuts me off "take your shirt off" "Excuse me?" "Take .Your .Shirt.Off '''' pronouncing each syble as if I didn''t heard him the first time , he speaks again. "You''re sick " ignoring the excitement pumping , I tell him. "If you think , that''s an insult to me .Try again " "And why should I? So that you can click a picture of me like your girlfriend and tell the world , how much I look like a cow ?"''l ask him inspite of my fear for him. "No, Just wanted to make sure that there is nothing in there which should not be " he says casually , and what was that angry bite in his voice , if I didn''t knew him well enough , I might have taken it as jealousy. Content ? copyrighted by N?velDrama.Org. I pursue my lips in thin line , ignoring him . "Last chance.Don''t make me repeat myself or I''m going to rip your skirt off instead of that shirt " "Is this one of your sick dare again, Ifit is, l say no". We watch each other for one second. Two. Three ¡ª He starts in my direction. All blood drains from my face and a cold sweat trickle down my spine. He is not joking That look.That determination.I knew that sadistic look. This time he won¡¯t stop , like he didst time. "Fine!" I blurt, stepping back. "I¡¯ll do it." He stops,He appears calm and casual, but if I run, I knew that he¡¯ll chase me like a haunting devil. Nerves jangling .I try to ignore the running adrenalin, I wasn''t falling for it no matter how much I liked him , I will not be one of his one night stands .My mumma didn''t raise me up to give my precious V card for a moments pleasure it meant so much to me.And Jacob wasn''t taking it away from me , not without showing his sincerity , his true self. "You do it , had lots of experience , don''t you " It was crazy but I had only this one shot . He stiffens , searching my face for something , what I don''t know. I¡¯m sure my suggestion has taken him by surprise.He thought I''d either run from him or he¡¯d do it by force. I¡¯m sure the sick bastard quite liked the second option. The fact that I¡¯m offering him to do it without any struggle it must have thrown him off "Are you trying to be funny ?" he asks , his voice cold. "I''m just letting you do what you want " I say innocently . " Are you ?" ¡°Yes " ¡°You''re gonna regret this " he starts unfastening my ribbon. I ce my hands on his shoulder trying to keep my experssion as poker as much as I can. He pauses, his fingers stopping on my second button .His gaze searching my face once again. I knew my courageous action of touching him, might have surprised him .I didn''t stop to think if he liked it or not , instead I lift my knee and hit him where his sun shines . His keeled , His hand trying to sp mine but I don''t give him the chance , I run as fast Ican. I didn''t think about the consequences at all because thetter case meant to have myself being half naked in front of Jacob Knight . I didn''t knew why he asked me to do that but I wasn''t going to stop to ask him about it as far as I know, it might have been one of his sick psycho fantasy to make me suffer . Chapter 10 Chapter 10 By the time I''m out of ss and down the corridor,far away from Jacob and his sadism , the adrenalin washes away , and my smile slowly dims as I just realised what in the frickity frick I just did . I kicked Jacob Knight . I kicked Jacob fucking Knight in his fucking balls . I groan .I crouch down hiding my face in my hands and groan out , what was wrong with me , that guy was a fucking psycho and I had a first ss experience of it , when he set me against the odds and i t was when I only pped him , now what will happen to me, with me kicking him in his balls ? My hands are sweaty , I can feel that much against my face . I''m still busy with the aftermaths of my adrenalin rush but then I hear voicesing out from not too far away and from the sound o f it , It looks like a lovers quarrel . Not wanting to trespass on something so private , I rise but then the voice of the girl drifts over to me and instead of walking back inside, I step down the stairs of the backyard of the school , hiding behind a wall and look over to where the sounds wereing from . And Lo and behold , I catch the familiar brte hair , streaked with pink highlights . It was Selina , my best friend, my soul mate and my freaking everything in this damn school , With none other than Conan fucking Salvador. "I didn''t do it " she yells at him trying to break free from his grip a t her wrist , and it takes all my self control to rush down and help her out because I knew that she wouldn''t like it Sel liked to fight her battles alone and this fight was her''s not mine , it will do real good to me if I were to step in it . "So you mean to say , she is lying ?"bites Conan , with a sneer worthy of Knight . "I don''t know anything! I know that I didn''t steal shit from her !" she says sounding close to tears I grip the wall hard, I knew that she is speaking the truth .No matter how much Sel struggled financially , she will never stoop so low as to steal and whatever, allegations , Conan just used her o f was driving to her edge.Because Sel doesn''t cry , she is one of the bravest girl I have ever met . i knew that Sel will hate me for this but I steel myself to walk down and go all Mumma bear on Conan Salvador , even though I knew he was well capable of ruining my life even more but my pace falters when Sel, breaks free of his grip and rush past me not even noticing me standing there . But that doesn''t mean that someone else didn''t , I feel a cold prating gaze directed at the back of my head but I don''t look back instead I tore after Sel .Conan can go to hell for all I care , with Jacob right on my ass , I don''t think it will be too bad to have Conan as well . Finding Sel wasn''t difficult all I had to was to walk after the sounds of someone sobbing and I find her sitting on the bleachers , crying her eyes out .It looked too personal to me when I stop in front of her as if I have just intruded something private .But I couldn''t leave her alone , not anymore .Ever since the third year started , I feel like as if my best friend was getting out of my grasp , somewhere ,I couldn''t reach her anymore . "Sel?" I call her tentatively . And as I expected she stiffens , The sobse to an abrupt stop . "Are you okay? " I knew that she didn''t like it when I intrude on her private time but she looks so out of it , I can barely care about her getting angry at me. "I''m fine " she says in a small voice . "Did - Did Salvador hurt you ?" I ask hesitantly , and by the re she throws my way , I knew she was wishing me to drop dead for asking that. "He didn''t " her eyebrows scrunches up and lips form a thin line always a danger sign but maybe after what I just had to deal with Jacob, maybe I was feeling a little too suicidal because I ask her what I shouldn''t have at all . "Did you steal something from him?" the question blurts out of m y mouth before I can stop it . And as I expected , Sel straighten up , ring hard at me she says "do you take me for a thief ? I will never - how can you even say that ?" The hurt in her voice is too much for me to handle and I regret the words wishing , they never left my damn mouth. "I didn''t meant it like that "I''m fumbling the ball , but I can''t let my small mistake fuck up our friendship "I mean , did you steal something close to him , to get back at him or some sort ?" It was the stupidest thing I coulde up with but Sel was too wrung up that she didn''t notice , Anything odd. "No , I didn''t". "Then why was he with you , and what was that all about ?" I ask her , now that she want glowering at me anymore,I guessed it was safe to ask some more questions . "Nothing , just a small misunderstanding " she smiles at me , a smile that doesn''t reach her pretty brown eyes " don''t worry about me". I wish to tell her that from how Conan was interrogating her it didn''t looked anywhere near to a misunderstandings but not wanting to hurt her anymore , I didn''t say those words out loud . She was chewing on her bottom lip and I knew that she didn''t want to talk about the matter anymore . And I let it drop , she will eventually tell me whatever was happening to her . Content ? copyrighted by N?velDrama.Org. For now all I can do is try to boost her morale . "We will be fine , this year is ours , we will nail it " rubbing her shoulder I say to her . "How? How do you know that? " she stares at me , her gaze nk and void as if it got lost somewhere . "Sel ?" I call out to her but she didn''t seem that she had heard me a t all because all of sudden , she continues in the same void , cold voice We can''t stop them.We can only bow our head and ept whatever they throw at us and pray they don''t miss so we don''t have to endure it again.They can''t be stopped! " "Sel.!" I look at her in shock , she was the one who told me to keep my head high and ignore everything when shit went down with Jacob " how can you say something like this ? " "I''m tired , Be" tears shining in her eyes she chokes out ona sob "I''m not as strong as you think I''m, I can''t do it anymore .I want it to end, all of this .For years , I''m going through with it . Yes I fucked up , I know .But I''m only human , it was a mistake Just How long do they will make me suffer, ?" wiping her tears she says. My body turn stiff because I knew by they Sel didn''t mean the four this time , she meant Conan and the she , he mentioned in their conversation . And I knew that she was speaking the truth when she said , she had enough because Sel never cries nor does she ever snap like that . She was strong with whole lot of guts than me , if something can make her snap like that .It wasn''t anything good . Who was she? And what did Sel stole from her ? I had no answer to these questions and I suddenly came to realisation that maybe I don''t know my best friend as well I think, Idid. I wanted to shake her demand answers to my questions but before I can even do that , There was loud ''Smash ¡®followed by an even louder ouch . I and Sel wheeled around and to our surprise , It was Ron .All sprawled , face front on the grass with pages flying everywhere .We rush to him , grabbing pages on the way . " Are you okay ?" kneeling down I ask him "Mm okay Mr .Hussain , I got my assignment somewhere just let me find it '' Ron looked throughly disoriented and Iwas certainly getting more worried about him by each passing minutes . "It¡¯s me , Be" I tell him "Ah , Bells "he looks up "What''s up short stack ?" He raises one arm but instead of patting my head , he pats Selina who ps his arm away. "What the hell , Bells?" "It¡¯s Selina " Selina tell him scowling "Oh I thought I missed something , your hair is not that soft as Bells " still grinning lopsidedly he says . I and Sel look at each other ande to a rather obvious conclusion , Ron was drunk. Not just drunk he was totally wasted . " Are you okay , did you drive here?" I ask him , looking at him , he doesn''t seem that hurt but one can never be sure with Ron . "Nah , big bro said no .He stuffed me in his car and then dumped m y sorry ass on that footpath right out of the school" I sigh in relief ,at least someone in his family was responsible .And by it I literally means that the only sane person in his family was his big brother .His mother married his father only for money and then ran away with on of her drug dealer of a lovers and his father, the head of a famousw firm, wasn''t exactly super daddy of the world .Apart from dumping huge stacks of money in his sons pockets , he cared nothing about them .So all in all , Ron ''s big brother was the one who sort of bought him up , and I wish he didn''t missed some important aspects while raising his little brother which included Not letting his brother anywhere near alcohol. "He is wasted " muttered Selina under her breath . ¡°I know " I whisper back. " Here what''s this whispering ?" I shake my head at him , taking His history assignment from Sel and help Ron up to his feet . Long andnky as he was , I was surprised with how heavy he was , when Sel helped me stand him up . "We you be alright ?" Sel asks me , we didn''t share History together , which meant that I alone will have to take Ron to the ss . "I will be alright , I think" We say goodbye to each other as Sel seperated from us down the corridor for her English ss leaving , me alone with Ron who was now leaning upon me,his head upon mine. I grab his waist doing all, what I can to stop him from falling forward .And to my surprise, he was quite muscr, being the sloppy little drunkard,he was . "Wow Ron, You got quite some muscles in there " "did you just cope a feel of mine, Bells?" "It''s hard not notice when you are leaning down on me like this "I can literally feel heat rushing to my cheeks ." Girls don''t like a sloppy fatty alcoholic , they like sloppy six pack alcoholic " he muses . I roll my eyes at him . I wasn''t interested in knowing his personal life some details were good left alone . I half dragged , half supported Ron to our history ss . Thankfully its full now Jacob sitting with his , friends Conan was o n his phone chatting with whoever the she , he was having a fling with , Lewis brandishing a new tech he might have just found , Seth arguing with him , And Jacobughing at their antics . The four horsemen for others The four devils for me. The rest of the ss attention was upon them .Some either trying t o get in on their conversation or simply watching . And I knew why they were attracted to the four. Power Wealth fame Charm . The four represents these attributes well and whoever looked at them couldn''t help but be attracted . I wish everyone will keep their attention on them and I will sessfully slip in along with Ron . But luck was not on my side, it never was . "O0000000 the nerd and the wanker " cat calls fills the room and I can''t help but blush down to the tips o f my already red hair . "Oi, Ronny , did Waddington broke something while you both were doing it ?" someone calls behind us but I ignore him . "Never took you for someone who had a sick fetish for chubby chicks " a spiteful voice calls back at us . I look sideways and I''m not even shocked at her arrival , Margaret , Ron''s ex girlfriend .She was ring hard at me , her eyes throwing draggers at my arm wrapped around his waist .I wished I can remove it but it will mean letting Ron fall down to his face . "I hope your little thing doesn''t break inside her fat stink hole " she sneers . I try to move , but Ron simply refuse to budge .Instead his head that was lying sideways on my head , was now raised . "Well at least her hole doesn''t stink like yours " grinning as broadly as ever , silence spreading over the ss but Ron wasn''t done "Thest time I went down yours , I swear it smelled so bad a s if a skunk rode up yours and died there " Margaret looks absolutely livid a mouth gaping at him , she wasn''t the only one .I too was too shocked at what Ron has just announced , I could care less about Margaret, she was nothing but a wanna be queen bee .Instead I was shocked at him for letting the ss believe that he and I were a thing . While I''m thankful to him , for taking my side and standing up for me .I couldn''t help but scold him still blushing as furiously as ever, he could have done that without announcing our non existent rtionship . And then I saw him , standing there all traces of smile gone .His jaw ticking , his eyes stormier than ever The Novel will be updated first on this website. Come back and continue reading tomorrow, everyone!