《A Trick of the Light (Chief Inspector Armand Gamache #7)》 Page 1 ONE Oh, no, no, no, thought Clara Morrow as she walked toward the closed doors. She could see shadows, shapes, like wraiths moving back and forth, back and forth across the frosted glass. Appearing and disappearing. Distorted, but still human. Still the dead one lay moaning. The words had been going through her head all day, appearing and disappearing. A poem, half remembered. Words floating to the surface, then going under. The body of the poem beyond her grasp. What was the rest of it? It seemed important. Oh, no no no. The blurred figures at the far end of the long corridor seemed almost liquid, or smoke. There, but insubstantial. Fleeting. Fleeing. As she wished she could. This was it. The end of the journey. Not just that day¡¯s journey as she and her husband, Peter, had driven from their little Qu¨¦bec village into the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain in Montr¨¦al, a place they knew well. Intimately. How often had they come to the MAC to marvel at some new exhibition? To support a friend, a fellow artist? Or to just sit quietly in the middle of the sleek gallery, in the middle of a weekday, when the rest of the city was at work? Art was their work. But it was more than that. It had to be. Otherwise, why put up with all those years of solitude? Of failure? Of silence from a baffled and even bemused art world? She and Peter had worked away, every day, in their small studios in their small village, leading their tiny lives. Happy. But still yearning for more. Clara took a few more steps down the long, long, white marble hallway. This was the ¡°more.¡± Through those doors. Finally. The end point of everything she¡¯d worked toward, walked toward, all her life. Her first dream as a child, her last dream that morning, almost fifty years later, was at the far end of the hard white hallway. They¡¯d both expected Peter would be the first through those doors. He was by far the more successful artist, with his exquisite studies of life in close-up. So detailed, and so close that a piece of the natural world appeared distorted and abstract. Unrecognizable. Peter took what was natural and made it appear unnatural. People ate it up. Thank God. It kept food on the table and the wolves, while constantly circling their little home in Three Pines, were kept from the door. Thanks to Peter and his art. Clara glanced at him walking slightly ahead of her, a smile on his handsome face. She knew most people, on first meeting them, never took her for his wife. Instead they assumed some slim executive with a white wine in her elegant hand was his mate. An example of natural selection. Of like moving to like. The distinguished artist with the head of graying hair and noble features could not possibly have chosen the woman with the beer in her boxing glove hands. And the pat¨¦ in her frizzy hair. And the studio full of sculptures made out of old tractor parts and paintings of cabbages with wings. No. Peter Morrow could not have chosen her. That would have been unnatural. And yet he had. And she had chosen him. Clara would have smiled had she not been fairly certain she was about to throw up. Oh, no no no, she thought again as she watched Peter march purposefully toward the closed door and the art wraiths waiting to pass judgment. On her. Clara¡¯s hands grew cold and numb as she moved slowly forward, propelled by an undeniable force, a rude mix of excitement and terror. She wanted to rush toward the doors, yank them open and yell, ¡°Here I am!¡± But mostly she wanted to turn and flee, to hide. To stumble back down the long, long, light-filled, art-filled, marble-filled hallway. To admit she¡¯d made a mistake. Given the wrong answer when asked if she¡¯d like a solo show. At the Mus¨¦e. When asked if she¡¯d like all her dreams to come true. She¡¯d given the wrong answer. She¡¯d said yes. And this is where it led. Someone had lied. Or hadn¡¯t told the whole truth. In her dream, her only dream, played over and over since childhood, she had a solo show at the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain. She walked down this corridor. Composed and collected. Beautiful and slim. Witty and popular. Into the waiting arms of an adoring world. There was no terror. No nausea. No creatures glimpsed through the frosted glass, waiting to devour her. Dissect her. Diminish her, and her creations. Someone had lied. Had not told her something else might be waiting. Failure. Oh, no no no, thought Clara. Still the dead one lay moaning. What was the rest of the poem? Why did it elude her? Now, within feet of the end of her journey all she wanted to do was run away home to Three Pines. To open the wooden gate. To race up the path lined with apple trees in spring bloom. To slam their front door shut behind her. To lean against it. To lock it. To press her body against it, and keep the world out. Page 2 Now, too late, she knew who¡¯d lied to her. She had. Clara¡¯s heart threw itself against her ribs, like something caged and terrified and desperate to escape. She realized she was holding her breath and wondered for how long. To make up for it she started breathing rapidly. Peter was talking but his voice was muffled, far away. Drowned out by the shrieking in her head, and the pounding in her chest. And the noise building behind the doors. As they got closer. ¡°This¡¯s going to be fun,¡± said Peter, with a reassuring smile. Clara opened her hand and dropped her purse. It fell with a plop to the floor, since it was all but empty, containing simply a breath mint and the tiny paint brush from the first paint-by-number set her grandmother had given her. Clara dropped to her knees, pretending to gather up invisible items and stuff them into her clutch. She lowered her head, trying to catch her breath, and wondered if she was about to pass out. ¡°Deep breath in,¡± she heard. ¡°Deep breath out.¡± Clara stared from the purse on the gleaming marble floor to the man crouched across from her. It wasn¡¯t Peter. Instead, she saw her friend and neighbor from Three Pines, Olivier Brul¨¦. He was kneeling beside her, watching, his kind eyes life preservers thrown to a drowning woman. She held them. ¡°Deep breath in,¡± he whispered. His voice was calm. This was their own private crisis. Their own private rescue. She took a deep breath in. ¡°I don¡¯t think I can do it.¡± Clara leaned forward, feeling faint. She could feel the walls closing in, and see Peter¡¯s polished black leather shoes on the floor ahead. Where he¡¯d finally stopped. Not missing her right away. Not noticing his wife was kneeling on the floor. ¡°I know,¡± whispered Olivier. ¡°But I also know you. Whether it¡¯s on your knees or on your feet, you¡¯re going through that door.¡± He nodded toward the end of the hall, his eyes never leaving hers. ¡°It might as well be on your feet.¡± ¡°But it¡¯s not too late.¡± Clara searched his face. Seeing his silky blond hair, and the lines only visible very close up. More lines than a thirty-eight-year-old man should have. ¡°I could leave. Go back home.¡± Olivier¡¯s kindly face disappeared and she saw again her garden, as she¡¯d seen it that morning, the mist not yet burned off. The dew heavy under her rubber boots. The early roses and late peonies damp and fragrant. She¡¯d sat on the wooden bench in their backyard, with her morning coffee, and she¡¯d thought about the day ahead. Not once had she imagined herself collapsed on the floor. In terror. Longing to leave. To go back to the garden. But Olivier was right. She wouldn¡¯t return. Not yet. Oh, no no no. She¡¯d have to go through those doors. They were the only way home now. ¡°Deep breath out,¡± Olivier whispered, with a smile. Clara laughed, and exhaled. ¡°You¡¯d make a good midwife.¡± ¡°What¡¯re you two doing down there?¡± Gabri asked as he watched Clara and his partner. ¡°I know what Olivier usually does in that position and I hope that isn¡¯t it.¡± He turned to Peter. ¡°Though that might explain the laughter.¡± ¡°Ready?¡± Olivier handed Clara her purse and they got to their feet. Gabri, never far from Olivier¡¯s side, gave Clara a bear hug. ¡°You OK?¡± He examined her closely. He was big, though Gabri preferred to call himself ¡°burly,¡± his face unscored by the worry lines of his partner. ¡°I¡¯m fine,¡± said Clara. ¡°Fucked up, insecure, neurotic and egotistical?¡± asked Gabri. ¡°Exactly.¡± ¡°Great. So¡¯m I. And so¡¯s everyone through there.¡± Gabri gestured toward the door. ¡°What they aren¡¯t is the fabulous artist with the solo show. So you¡¯re both fine and famous.¡± ¡°Coming?¡± asked Peter, waving toward Clara and smiling. She hesitated, then taking Peter¡¯s hand, they walked together down the corridor, the sharp echoes of their feet not quite masking the merriment on the other side. They¡¯re laughing, thought Clara. They¡¯re laughing at my art. And in that instant the body of the poem surfaced. The rest of it was revealed. Oh, no no no, thought Clara. Still the dead one lay moaning. I was much too far out all my life And not waving but drowning. * * * From far off Armand Gamache could hear the sound of children playing. He knew where it was coming from. The park across the way, though he couldn¡¯t see the children through the maple trees in late spring leaf. He sometimes liked to sit there and pretend the shouts and laughter came from his young grandchildren, Florence and Zora. He imagined his son Daniel and Roslyn were in the park, watching their children. And that soon they¡¯d walk hand in hand across the quiet street in the very center of the great city, for dinner. Or he and Reine-Marie would join them. And play catch, or conkers. Page 3 He liked to pretend they weren¡¯t thousands of kilometers away in Paris. But mostly he just listened to the shouts and shrieks and laughter of neighborhood children. And smiled. And relaxed. Gamache reached for his beer and lowered the L¡¯Observateur magazine to his knee. His wife, Reine-Marie, sat across from him on their balcony. She too had a cold beer on this unexpectedly warm day in mid-June. But her copy of La Presse was folded on the table and she stared into the distance. ¡°What¡¯re you thinking about?¡± he asked. ¡°My mind was just wandering.¡± He was silent for a moment, watching her. Her hair was quite gray now, but then, so was his. She¡¯d dyed it auburn for many years but just recently had stopped doing that. He was glad. Like him, she was in her mid-fifties. And this was what a couple of that age looked like. If they were lucky. Not like models. No one would mistake them for that. Armand Gamache wasn¡¯t heavy, but solidly built. If a stranger visited this home he might think Monsieur Gamache a quiet academic, a professor of history or literature perhaps at the Universit¨¦ de Montr¨¦al. But that too would be a mistake. Books were everywhere in their large apartment. Histories, biographies, novels, studies on Qu¨¦bec antiques, poetry. Placed in orderly bookcases. Just about every table had at least one book on it, and often several magazines. And the weekend newspapers were scattered on the coffee table in the living room, in front of the fireplace. If a visitor was the observant type, and made it further into the apartment to Gamache¡¯s study, he might see the story the books in there told. And he¡¯d soon realize this was not the home of some retiring professor of French literature. The shelves were packed with case histories, with books on medicine and forensics, with tomes on Napoleonic and common law, fingerprinting, genetic coding, wounds and weapons. Murder. Armand Gamache¡¯s study was filled with it. But still, even among the death, space was made for books on philosophy and poetry. Watching Reine-Marie as they sat on the balcony, Gamache was once again struck by the certainty he¡¯d married above himself. Not socially. Not academically. But he could never shake the suspicion he had gotten very, very lucky. Armand Gamache knew he¡¯d had a great deal of luck in his life, but none more than having loved the same woman for thirty-five years. Unless it was the extraordinary stroke of luck that she should also love him. Now she turned her blue eyes on him. ¡°Actually, I was thinking about Clara¡¯s vernissage.¡± ¡°Oh?¡± ¡°We should be going soon.¡± ¡°True.¡± He looked at his watch. It was five past five. The party to launch Clara Morrow¡¯s solo show started at the Mus¨¦e at five and would end at seven. ¡°As soon as David arrives.¡± Their son-in-law was half an hour late and Gamache glanced inside their apartment. He could just barely make out his daughter Annie sitting in the living room reading, and across from her was his second in command, Jean Guy Beauvoir. Kneading Henri¡¯s remarkable ears. The Gamaches¡¯ German shepherd could stay like that all day, a goofy grin on his young face. Jean Guy and Annie were ignoring each other. Gamache smiled slightly. At least they weren¡¯t hurling insults, or worse, across the room. ¡°Would you like to leave?¡± Armand offered. ¡°We could call David on his cell and ask him to just meet us there.¡± ¡°Why don¡¯t we give him another couple of minutes.¡± Gamache nodded and picked up the magazine, then he lowered it slowly. ¡°Is there something else?¡± Reine-Marie hesitated then smiled. ¡°I was just wondering how you¡¯re feeling about going to the vernissage. And wondering if you¡¯re stalling.¡± Armand raised his brow in surprise. * * * Jean Guy Beauvoir rubbed Henri¡¯s ears and stared at the young woman across from him. He¡¯d known her for fifteen years, since he was a rookie on homicide and she was a teenager. Awkward, gawky, bossy. He didn¡¯t like kids. Certainly didn¡¯t like smart-ass teenagers. But he¡¯d tried to like Annie Gamache, if only because she was the boss¡¯s daughter. He¡¯d tried and he¡¯d tried and he¡¯d tried. And finally¡ª He¡¯d succeeded. And now he was nearing forty and she was nearing thirty. A lawyer. Married. Still awkward and gawky and bossy. But he¡¯d tried so hard to like her he¡¯d finally seen beyond that. He¡¯d seen her laugh with real gaiety, seen her listen to very boring people as though they were riveting. She looked as though she was genuinely glad to see them. As though they were important. He¡¯d seen her dance, arms flailing and head tilted back. Eyes shining. Page 4 And he¡¯d felt her hand in his. Only once. In the hospital. He¡¯d come back up from very far away. Fought through the pain and the dark to that foreign but gentle touch. He knew it didn¡¯t belong to his wife, Enid. That bird-like grip he would not have come back for. But this hand was large, and certain, and warm. And it invited him back. He¡¯d opened his eyes to see Annie Gamache staring at him with such concern. Why would she be there, he¡¯d wondered. And then he knew why. Because she had nowhere else to be. No other hospital bed to sit beside. Because her father was dead. Killed by a gunman in the abandoned factory. Beauvoir had seen it happen. Seen Gamache hit. Seen him lifted off his feet and fall to the concrete floor. And lie still. And now Annie Gamache was holding his hand in the hospital, because the hand she really wanted to be holding was gone. Jean Guy Beauvoir had pried his eyes open and seen Annie Gamache looking so sad. And his heart broke. Then he saw something else. Joy. No one had ever looked at him that way. With unconcealed and unbound joy. Annie had looked at him like that, when he¡¯d opened his eyes. He¡¯d tried to speak but couldn¡¯t. But she¡¯d rightly guessed what he was trying to say. She¡¯d leaned in and whispered into his ear, and he could smell her fragrance. It was slightly citrony. Clean and fresh. Not Enid¡¯s clinging, full-bodied perfume. Annie smelled like a lemon grove in summer. ¡°Dad¡¯s alive.¡± He¡¯d embarrassed himself then. There were many humiliations waiting for him in the hospital. From bedpans and diapers to sponge baths. But none was more personal, more intimate, more of a betrayal than what his broken body did then. He cried. And Annie saw. And Annie never mentioned it from that day to this. To Henri¡¯s bafflement, Jean Guy stopped rubbing the dog¡¯s ears and placed one hand on the other, in a gesture that had become habitual now. That was how it had felt. Annie¡¯s hand on his. This was all he¡¯d ever have of her. His boss¡¯s married daughter. ¡°Your husband¡¯s late,¡± said Jean Guy, and could hear the accusation. The shove. Very, very slowly Annie lowered her newspaper. And glared at him. ¡°What¡¯s your point?¡± What was his point? ¡°We¡¯re going to be late because of him.¡± ¡°Then go. I don¡¯t care.¡± He¡¯d loaded the gun, pointed it at his head, and begged Annie to pull the trigger. And now he felt the words strike. Cut. Travel deep and explode. I don¡¯t care. It was almost comforting, he realized. The pain. Perhaps if he forced her to hurt him enough he¡¯d stop feeling anything. ¡°Listen,¡± she said, leaning forward, her voice softening a bit. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about you and Enid. Your separation.¡± ¡°Yeah, well, it happens. As a lawyer you should know that.¡± She looked at him with searching eyes, like her father¡¯s. Then she nodded. ¡°It happens.¡± She grew quiet, still. ¡°Especially after what you¡¯ve been through, I guess. It makes you think about your life. Would you like to talk about it?¡± Talk about Enid with Annie? All the petty sordid squabbles, the tiny slights, the scarring and scabbing. The thought revolted him and he must have shown it. Annie pulled back and reddened as though he¡¯d slapped her. ¡°Forget I said anything,¡± she snapped and lifted the paper to her face. He searched for something to say, some small bridge, a jetty back to her. The minutes stretched by, elongating. ¡°The vernissage,¡± Beauvoir finally blurted out. It was the first thing that popped into his hollow head, like the Magic Eight Ball, that when it stopped being shaken produced a single word. ¡°Vernissage,¡± in this case. The newspaper lowered and Annie¡¯s stone face appeared. ¡°The people from Three Pines will be there, you know.¡± Still her face was expressionless. ¡°That village, in the Eastern Townships,¡± he waved vaguely out the window. ¡°South of Montr¨¦al.¡± ¡°I know where the townships are,¡± she said. ¡°The show¡¯s for Clara Morrow, but they¡¯ll all be there I¡¯m sure.¡± She raised the newspaper again. The Canadian dollar was strong, he read from across the room. Winter potholes still unfixed, he read. An investigation into government corruption, he read. Nothing new. ¡°One of them hates your father.¡± The newspaper slowly dropped. ¡°What do you mean?¡± Page 5 ¡°Well,¡± he realized by her expression he might have gone too far, ¡°not enough to harm him or anything.¡± ¡°Dad¡¯s talked about Three Pines and the people, but he never mentioned this.¡± Now she was upset and he wished he hadn¡¯t said anything, but it at least did the trick. She was talking to him again. Her father was the bridge. Annie dropped her paper onto the table and glanced beyond Beauvoir to her parents talking quietly on the balcony. She suddenly looked like that teenager he¡¯d first met. She was never going to be the most beautiful woman in the room. That much was obvious even then. Annie was not fine-boned or delicate. She was more athletic than graceful. She cared about clothes, but she also cared about comfort. Opinionated, strong-willed, strong physically. He could beat her at arm-wrestling, he knew because they¡¯d done it several times, but he actually had to try. With Enid he would never consider trying. And she would never offer. Annie Gamache had not only offered, but had fully expected to win. Then had laughed when she hadn¡¯t. Where other women, including Enid, were lovely, Annie Gamache was alive. Late, too late, Jean Guy Beauvoir had come to appreciate how very important it was, how very attractive it was, how very rare it was, to be fully alive. Annie looked back at Beauvoir. ¡°Why would one of them hate Dad?¡± Beauvoir lowered his voice. ¡°OK, look. This¡¯s what happened.¡± Annie leaned forward. They were a couple of feet apart and Beauvoir could just smell her scent. It was all he could do not to take her hands in his. ¡°There was a murder in Clara¡¯s village, Three Pines¡ª¡± ¡°Yes, Dad has mentioned that. Seems like a cottage industry there.¡± Despite himself, Beauvoir laughed. ¡°There is strong shadow where there is much light.¡± Annie¡¯s look of astonishment made Beauvoir laugh again. ¡°Let me guess,¡± she said. ¡°You didn¡¯t make that up.¡± Beauvoir smiled and nodded. ¡°Some German guy said it. And then your father said it.¡± ¡°A few times?¡± ¡°Often enough that I wake up screaming it in the middle of the night.¡± Annie smiled. ¡°I know. I was the only kid in school who quoted Leigh Hunt.¡± Her voice changed slightly as she remembered, ¡°But most he loved a happy human face.¡± * * * Gamache smiled as he heard the laughter from the living room. He cocked his head in their direction. ¡°Are they finally making peace, do you think?¡± ¡°Either that or it¡¯s a sign of the apocalypse,¡± said Reine-Marie. ¡°If four horsemen gallop out of the park you¡¯re on your own, monsieur.¡± ¡°It¡¯s good to hear him laugh,¡± said Gamache. Since his separation from Enid, Jean Guy had seemed distant. Aloof. He¡¯d never been exactly exuberant but Beauvoir was quieter than ever these days, as though his walls had grown and thickened. And his narrow drawbridge had been raised. Armand Gamache knew no good ever came from putting up walls. What people mistook for safety was in fact captivity. And few things thrived in captivity. ¡°It¡¯ll take time,¡± said Reine-Marie. ¡°Avec le temps,¡± agreed Armand. But privately he wondered. He knew time could heal. But it could also do more damage. A forest fire, spread over time, would consume everything. Gamache, with one last look at the two younger people, continued his conversation with Reine-Marie. ¡°Do you really think I don¡¯t want to go to the vernissage?¡± he asked. She considered for a moment. ¡°I¡¯m not sure. Let¡¯s just say you don¡¯t seem in a hurry to get there.¡± Gamache nodded and thought for a moment. ¡°I know everyone will be there. I suppose it might be awkward.¡± ¡°You arrested one of them for a murder he didn¡¯t commit,¡± said Reine-Marie. It wasn¡¯t an accusation. In fact, it was said quietly and gently. Trying to tease the truth of her husband¡¯s feelings from him. Feelings he himself might not even be aware he had. ¡°And you consider that a social faux pas?¡± he asked with a smile. ¡°More than just a social faux pas, I¡¯d say,¡± she laughed, relieved to see the genuine humor in his face. A face now clean-shaven. No more moustache. No more graying beard. Just Armand. He looked at her with his deep brown eyes. And as she held them she could almost forget the scar above his left temple. After a moment his smile faded and he nodded again, taking a deep breath. Page 6 ¡°It was a terrible thing to do to someone,¡± he said. ¡°You didn¡¯t do it on purpose, Armand.¡± ¡°True, but his time in prison wasn¡¯t more pleasant because of that.¡± Gamache thought for a moment, looking from the gentle face of his wife out into the trees of the park. A natural setting. He so yearned for that, since his days were filled with hunting the unnatural. Killers. People who took the lives of others. Often in gruesome and dreadful ways. Armand Gamache was the head of homicide for the famed S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec. He was very good at his job. But he wasn¡¯t perfect. He¡¯d arrested Olivier Brul¨¦ for a murder he didn¡¯t commit. * * * ¡°So what happened?¡± Annie asked. ¡°Well, you know most of it, don¡¯t you? It was in all the papers.¡± ¡°Of course I read the reports, and talked to Dad about it. But he never mentioned that someone involved might still hate him.¡± ¡°Well, as you know, it was almost a year ago,¡± said Jean Guy. ¡°A man was found dead in the bistro in Three Pines. We investigated and the evidence seemed overwhelming. We found fingerprints, the murder weapon, stuff stolen from the dead man¡¯s cabin in the woods. All of it hidden in the bistro. We arrested Olivier. He was tried and convicted.¡± ¡°Did you think he¡¯d done it?¡± Beauvoir nodded. ¡°I was sure of it. It wasn¡¯t just your father.¡± ¡°So how come you changed your mind? Did someone else confess?¡± ¡°No. You remember a few months ago, after that raid on the factory? When your father was recovering in Quebec City?¡± Annie nodded. ¡°Well, he began to have his doubts, so he asked me to go back to Three Pines to investigate.¡± ¡°And you did.¡± Jean Guy nodded. Of course he¡¯d gone back. He¡¯d do anything the Chief Inspector asked of him. Though he himself had no such doubts. He believed the right man was in prison. But he¡¯d investigated, and discovered something that had truly shocked him. The real murderer. And the real reason for the killing. * * * ¡°But you¡¯ve been back to Three Pines since you arrested Olivier,¡± said Reine-Marie. ¡°This won¡¯t be the first time you¡¯ll have seen them.¡± She too had visited Three Pines and become friends with Clara and Peter and the others, though she hadn¡¯t seen them in quite a while. Not since all this had happened. ¡°That¡¯s true,¡± said Armand. ¡°Jean Guy and I took Olivier back after his release.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t even imagine how that felt for him.¡± Gamache was quiet. Seeing the sun gleaming off snowbanks. Through the frosted panes of glass he could see the villagers gathered in the bistro. Warm and safe. The cheery fires lit. The mugs of beer and bowls of caf¨¦ au lait. The laughter. And Olivier, stalled. Two feet from the closed door. Staring at it. Jean Guy had gone to open it, but Gamache had lain a gloved hand on his arm. And together in the bitter cold they¡¯d waited. Waited. For Olivier to make the move. After what seemed an age, but was probably only a few heartbeats, Olivier reached out, paused for one more moment, then opened the door. ¡°I wish I could¡¯ve seen Gabri¡¯s face,¡± said Reine-Marie, imagining the large, expressive man seeing his partner returned. Gamache had described it all to Reine-Marie, when he¡¯d returned home. But he knew that no matter how much ecstasy Reine-Marie imagined, the reality was even greater. At least on Gabri¡¯s part. The rest of the villagers were elated to see Olivier too. But¡ª ¡°What is it?¡± Reine-Marie asked. ¡°Well, Olivier didn¡¯t kill the man, but as you know a lot of unpleasant things about him came out in the trial. Olivier had certainly stolen from the Hermit, taken advantage of their friendship and the man¡¯s frail state of mind. And it turned out that Olivier had used the stolen money to secretly buy up a lot of property in Three Pines. Gabri didn¡¯t even know about that.¡± Reine-Marie was quiet, considering what she¡¯d just heard. ¡°I wonder how his friends feel about that,¡± said Reine-Marie at last. So did Gamache. * * * ¡°Olivier is the one who hates my father?¡± asked Annie. ¡°But how could that be? Dad got him out of prison. He took him back to Three Pines.¡± ¡°Yes, but the way Olivier sees it, I got him out of prison. Your father put him in.¡± Page 7 Annie stared at Beauvoir, then shook her head. Beauvoir went on. ¡°Your father apologized, you know. In front of everyone in the bistro. He told Olivier he was sorry for what he did.¡± ¡°And what did Olivier say?¡± ¡°That he couldn¡¯t forgive him. Not yet.¡± Annie thought about that. ¡°How did Dad react?¡± ¡°He didn¡¯t seem surprised, or upset. In fact, I think he¡¯d have been surprised had Olivier suddenly decided all was forgiven. He wouldn¡¯t have really meant it.¡± Beauvoir knew the only thing worse than no apology was an insincere one. Jean Guy had to give Olivier that. Instead of appearing to accept the apology, Olivier had finally told the truth. The hurt went too deep. He wasn¡¯t ready to forgive. ¡°And now?¡± asked Annie. ¡°I guess we¡¯ll see.¡± TWO ¡°Remarkable, don¡¯t you think?¡± Armand Gamache turned to the distinguished older man beside him. ¡°I do,¡± nodded the Chief Inspector. Both men were silent for a moment, contemplating the painting in front of them. All around was the hubbub of the party in full swing, talking, laughing, friends getting caught up, strangers being introduced. But the two men seemed to have formed a separate peace, a quiet little quartier. In front of them on the wall was, either intentionally or naturally, the centerpiece of Clara Morrow¡¯s solo show. Her works, mostly portraits, hung all around the white walls of the main gallery of the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain. Some were clustered close together, like a gathering. Some hung alone, isolated. Like this one. The most modest of the portraits, on the largest of the walls. Without competition, or company. An island nation. A sovereign portrait. Alone. ¡°How do you feel when you look at it?¡± the man asked and turned his keen gaze on Gamache. The Chief Inspector smiled. ¡°Well, it isn¡¯t the first time I¡¯ve seen it. We¡¯re friends of the Morrows. I was there when she first brought it out of her studio.¡± ¡°Lucky man.¡± Gamache took a sip of the very good red wine and agreed. Lucky man. ¡°Fran?ois Marois.¡± The older man put out his hand. ¡°Armand Gamache.¡± Now his companion looked more closely at the Chief and nodded. ¡°D¨¦sol¨¦. I should have recognized you, Chief Inspector.¡± ¡°Not at all. I¡¯m always happier when people don¡¯t,¡± smiled Gamache. ¡°Are you an artist?¡± He looked, in fact, more like a banker. A collector, perhaps? The other end of the artistic chain. He¡¯d be in his early seventies, Gamache guessed. Prosperous, in a tailored suit and silk tie. There was a hint of expensive cologne about the man. Very subtle. He was balding, with hair immaculately and newly cut, clean-shaven, with intelligent blue eyes. All this Chief Inspector Gamache took in quickly and instinctively. Fran?ois Marois seemed both vibrant and contained. At home in this rarified, and quite artificial, setting. Gamache glanced into the body of the room, packed with men and women milling about and chatting, juggling hors d¡¯oeuvres and wine. A couple of stylized, uncomfortable benches were installed in the middle of the cavernous space. More form than function. He saw Reine-Marie chatting with a woman across the room. He found Annie. David had arrived and was taking off his coat, then he went to join her. Gamache¡¯s eyes swept the room until he found Gabri and Olivier, side-by-side. He wondered if he should go and speak with Olivier. And do what? Apologize again? Had Reine-Marie been right? Did he want forgiveness? Atonement? Did he want his mistake purged from his personal record? The one he kept deep inside, and wrote in each day. The ledger. Did he want that mistake stricken? The fact was, he could live just fine without Olivier¡¯s forgiveness. But now that he saw Olivier again he felt a slight frisson and wondered if he wanted that forgiveness. And he wondered if Olivier was ready to give it. His eyes swept back to his companion. It interested Gamache that while the best art reflected humanity and nature, human or otherwise, galleries themselves were often cold and austere. Neither inviting nor natural. And yet, Monsieur Marois was comfortable. Marble and sharp edges appeared to be his natural habitat. ¡°No,¡± said Marois to Gamache¡¯s question. ¡°I¡¯m not an artist.¡± He gave a little laugh. ¡°Sadly, I¡¯m not creative. Like most of my colleagues I dabbled in art as a callow youth and immediately discovered a profound, almost mystical lack of talent. Quite shocking, really.¡± Page 8 Gamache laughed. ¡°So what brings you here?¡± It was, as the Chief knew, a private cocktail party the night before the public opening of Clara¡¯s big show. Only the select were invited to a vernissage, especially at the famous Mus¨¦e in Montr¨¦al. The monied, the influential, the artist¡¯s friends and family. And the artist. In that order. Very little was expected of an artist at the vernissage. If they were clothed and sober most curators considered themselves fortunate. Gamache stole a glance at Clara, looking panicked and disheveled in a tailored power suit that had experienced a recent failure. The skirt was slightly twisted and the collar was riding high as though she¡¯d tried to scratch the middle of her back. ¡°I¡¯m an art dealer.¡± The man produced his card and Gamache took it, examining the cream background with the simple embossed black lettering. Just the man¡¯s name and a phone number. Nothing more. The paper was thick and textured. A fine-quality business card. No doubt for a fine-quality business. ¡°Do you know Clara¡¯s work?¡± Gamache asked, tucking the card into his breast pocket. ¡°Not at all, but I¡¯m friends with the chief curator of the Mus¨¦e and she slipped me one of the brochures. I was frankly astonished. The description says Madame Morrow has been living in Qu¨¦bec all her life and is almost fifty. And yet no one seems to know her. She came out of nowhere.¡± ¡°She came out of Three Pines,¡± said Gamache and at the blank look from his companion, he explained. ¡°It¡¯s a tiny village south of here. By the Vermont border. Not many people know it.¡± ¡°Or know her. An unknown artist in an anonymous village. And yet¡ª¡± Monsieur Marois opened his arms in an elegant and eloquent gesture, to indicate the surroundings and the event. They both went back to gazing at the portrait in front of them. It showed the head and scrawny shoulders of a very old woman. A veined and arthritic hand clutched a rough blue shawl to her throat. It had slipped to reveal skin stretched over collarbone and sinew. But it was her face that captivated the men. She looked straight at them. Into the gathering, with the clink of glasses, the lively conversations, the merriment. She was angry. Filled with contempt. Hating what she heard and saw. The happiness all around her. The laughter. Hating the world that had left her behind. Left her alone on this wall. To see, to watch and to never be included. Like Prometheus Bound, here was a great spirit endlessly tormented. Grown bitter and petty. Beside him Gamache heard a small gasp and knew what it was. The art dealer, Fran?ois Marois, had understood the painting. Not the obvious rage, there for all to see, but something more complex and subtle. Marois had got it. What Clara had really created. ¡°Mon Dieu,¡± Monsieur Marois exhaled. ¡°My God.¡± He looked from the painting to Gamache. * * * Across the room Clara nodded and smiled, and took in almost nothing. There was a howl in her ears and a swirl before her eyes, her hands were numb. She was losing her senses. Deep breath in, she repeated to herself. Deep breath out. Peter had brought her a glass of wine and her friend Myrna had offered a plate of hors d¡¯oeuvres, but Clara was shaking so badly she¡¯d had to give them both back. And now she concentrated on trying not to look demented. Her new suit itched and she realized she looked like an accountant. From the old Eastern Bloc. Or maybe a Maoist. A Maoist accountant. It wasn¡¯t the look she¡¯d been going for when she¡¯d bought the suit at a swank boutique on rue St-Denis in Montr¨¦al. She¡¯d wanted a change, something different from her usual billowy skirts and dresses. Something sharp and sleek. Something minimalist and coordinated. And in the store she¡¯d looked just great, smiling at the smiling saleswoman in the mirror and telling her all about the upcoming solo show. She told everyone about it. Cab drivers, waiters, the kid sitting next to her on the bus, plugged into his iPod and deaf. Clara hadn¡¯t cared. She¡¯d told him anyway. And now the day had finally arrived. That morning, sitting in her garden in Three Pines, she¡¯d dared to think this would be different. She¡¯d imagined walking through those two huge, frosted glass doors at the end of the corridor to wild applause. Looking fabulous in her new suit. The art community would be dazzled. Critics and curators would rush over, anxious to spend a moment with her. Falling all over themselves to congratulate her. To find just the right words, les mots justes, to describe her paintings. Formidable. Brilliant. Luminous. Genius. Page 9 Masterpieces, each and every one. In her quiet garden that morning Clara had closed her eyes and tilted her face to the young sun, and smiled. The dream come true. Perfect strangers would hang on her every word. Some might even take notes. Ask advice. They¡¯d listen, rapt, as she talked about her vision, her philosophy, her insights into the art world. Where it was going, where it had been. She¡¯d be adored and respected. Smart and beautiful. Elegant women would ask where she¡¯d bought her outfit. She would start a movement. A trend. Instead, she felt like a messy bride at a wedding gone bad. Where the guests ignored her, concentrating instead on the food and drink. Where no one wanted to catch her bouquet or walk her down the aisle. Or dance with her. And she looked like a Maoist accountant. She scratched her hip, and smoothed pat¨¦ into her hair. Then looked at her watch. Dear God, another hour to go. Oh, no no no, thought Clara. Now she was simply trying to survive. To keep her head above water. To not faint, or throw up, or pee. To remain conscious and continent was her new goal. ¡°At least you¡¯re not on fire.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry?¡± Clara turned to the very large black woman in the bright green caftan standing beside her. It was her friend and neighbor, Myrna Landers. A retired psychologist from Montr¨¦al, she now owned the new and used bookstore in Three Pines. ¡°Right now,¡± said Myrna. ¡°You¡¯re not on fire.¡± ¡°Very true. And perceptive. Nor am I flying. There¡¯s quite a long list of things I¡¯m not.¡± ¡°And a long list,¡± laughed Myrna, ¡°of things you are.¡± ¡°Are you going to be rude now?¡± asked Clara. Myrna paused and considered Clara for a moment. Almost every day Clara came across to Myrna¡¯s bookstore to have a cup of tea and talk. Or Myrna would join Peter and Clara for dinner. But today was like no other. No other day in Clara¡¯s life had ever been like this, and it was possible none would ever be again. Myrna knew Clara¡¯s fears, her failures, her disappointments. As Clara knew hers. And they knew each other¡¯s dreams too. ¡°I know this is difficult for you,¡± said Myrna. She stood right in front of Clara, her bulk blotting out the room, so that what had been a crowd scene was suddenly very intimate. Her body was a perfect green orb, blocking out the sights and sounds. They were in their own world. ¡°I wanted it to be perfect,¡± said Clara in a whisper, hoping she wasn¡¯t about to cry. Where other little girls fantasized about their wedding day, Clara had dreamed of a solo art show. At the Mus¨¦e. Here. She just hadn¡¯t seen it in quite this way. ¡°And who gets to decide? What would make it perfect?¡± Clara thought about that for a moment. ¡°If I wasn¡¯t so afraid.¡± ¡°And what¡¯s the worst thing that can happen?¡± asked Myrna quietly. ¡°They¡¯ll hate my art, decide I¡¯m talentless, ridiculous. Laughable. That a terrible mistake was made. The show¡¯ll be a failure and I¡¯ll be a laughingstock.¡± ¡°Exactly,¡± said Myrna, with a smile. ¡°All survivable. And then what¡¯ll you do?¡± Clara thought for a moment. ¡°I¡¯ll get into the car with Peter and drive back to Three Pines.¡± ¡°And?¡± ¡°Have the party there, with friends tonight.¡± ¡°And?¡± ¡°I¡¯ll get up tomorrow morning¡­¡± Clara¡¯s voice petered out as she saw her life post-apocalypse. She¡¯d wake up tomorrow to her quiet life in the tiny village. A return to a life of walking the dog, and drinks on the terrasse, of caf¨¦ au lait and croissants in front of the fireplace at the bistro. Of intimate dinners with friends. Of sitting in her garden. Reading, thinking. Painting. Nothing that happened here would ever change that. ¡°At least I¡¯m not on fire,¡± she said, and grinned. Myrna took both of Clara¡¯s hands in hers and held them for a moment. ¡°Most people would kill for this day. Don¡¯t let it go by without enjoying it. Your works are masterpieces, Clara.¡± Clara squeezed her friend¡¯s hand. All those years, those months, those quiet days when no one else noticed or cared what Clara did in her studio, Myrna had been there. And into that silence she¡¯d whispered. ¡°Your works are masterpieces.¡± And Clara had dared to believe her. And dared to keep moving forward. Urged on by her dreams, and that gentle, reassuring voice. Myrna stepped aside then, revealing a whole new room. One filled with people, not threats. People having fun, enjoying themselves. There to celebrate Clara Morrow¡¯s first solo show at the Mus¨¦e. Page 10 * * * ¡°Merde,¡± shouted a man into the ear of the woman beside him, trying to raise his voice above the din of conversation. ¡°This stuff is shit. Can you believe Clara Morrow got a solo show?¡± The woman beside him shook her head and grimaced. She wore a flowing skirt and a tight T-shirt with scarves wrapped around her neck and shoulders. Her earrings were hoops and each of her fingers held rings. In another place and time she¡¯d have been considered a gypsy. Here she was recognized for what she was. A mildly successful artist. Beside her her husband, also an artist and dressed in cords and a worn jacket with a rakish scarf at the neck, turned back to the painting. ¡°Dreadful.¡± ¡°Poor Clara,¡± agreed his wife. ¡°The critics¡¯ll savage her.¡± Jean Guy Beauvoir, who was standing beside the two artists, his back to the painting, turned to glance at it. On the wall among a cluster of portraits was the largest piece. Three women, all very old, stood together in a group, laughing. They looked at each other, and touched each other, holding each other¡¯s hands, or gripping an arm, tipping their heads together. Whatever had made them laugh, it was to each other they turned. As they equally would if something terrible had happened. As they naturally would whatever happened. More than friendship, more than joy, more than even love this painting ached of intimacy. Jean Guy quickly turned his back on it. Unable to look. He scanned the room until he found her again. ¡°Look at them,¡± the man was saying, dissecting the portrait. ¡°Not very attractive.¡± Annie Gamache was across the crowded gallery, standing next to her husband, David. They were listening to an older man. David looked distracted, disinterested. But Annie¡¯s eyes were bright. Taking it in. Fascinated. Beauvoir felt a flash of jealousy, wanting her to look at him that way. Here, Beauvoir¡¯s mind commanded. Look over here. ¡°And they¡¯re laughing,¡± said the man behind Beauvoir, looking disapprovingly at Clara¡¯s portrait of the three old women. ¡°Not much nuance in that. Might as well paint clowns.¡± The woman beside him snickered. Across the room, Annie Gamache laid a hand on her husband¡¯s arm, but he seemed oblivious. Beauvoir put his hand on his own arm, gently. That¡¯s what it would feel like. * * * ¡°There you are, Clara,¡± said the chief curator of the Mus¨¦e, taking her by the arm and leading her away from Myrna. ¡°Congratulations. It¡¯s a triumph!¡± Clara had been around enough artistic people to know what they call ¡°a triumph¡± others might call simply an event. Still, it was better than a kick in the shins. ¡°Is it?¡± ¡°Absolument. People are loving it.¡± The woman gave Clara an enthusiastic hug. Her glasses were small rectangles over her eyes. Clara wondered if there was a permanent slash of frame across her world, like an astigmatism. Her hair was short and angular, as were her clothes. Her face was impossibly pale. She was a walking installation. But she was kind, and Clara liked her. ¡°Very nice,¡± said the curator, stepping back to take in Clara¡¯s new look. ¡°I like it. Very retro, very chic. You look like¡­¡± She moved her hands around in a contained circle, trying to find the right name. ¡°Audrey Hepburn?¡± ¡°C¡¯est ?a,¡± clapped the curator and laughed. ¡°You¡¯re sure to start a trend.¡± Clara laughed too, and fell in love just a little. Across the room she saw Olivier standing, as always, beside Gabri. But while Gabri was gabbing away to a complete stranger, Olivier was staring through the crowd. Clara followed his sharp gaze. It ended at Armand Gamache. ¡°So,¡± said the curator, putting her arm around Clara¡¯s waist. ¡°Who do you know?¡± Before Clara could answer, the woman was pointing out various people in the crowded room. ¡°You probably know them.¡± She nodded to the middle-aged couple behind Beauvoir. They seemed riveted by Clara¡¯s painting of the Three Graces. ¡°Husband and wife team. Normand and Paulette. He draws the works and she does the fine detailing.¡± ¡°Like the Renaissance masters, working as a team.¡± ¡°Sort of,¡± said the curator. ¡°More like Christo and Jeanne-Claude. Very rare to find a couple of artists so in sync. They¡¯re actually very good. And I see they adore your painting.¡± Clara did know them, and suspected ¡°adore¡± wasn¡¯t the word they themselves would use. Page 11 ¡°Who¡¯s that?¡± Clara asked, pointing to the distinguished man beside Gamache. ¡°Fran?ois Marois.¡± Clara¡¯s eyes widened and she looked around the crowded room. Why was there no stampede to speak to the prominent art dealer? Why was Armand Gamache, who wasn¡¯t even an artist, the only one speaking to Monsieur Marois? If these vernissages were for one thing it wasn¡¯t to celebrate the artist. It was to network. And there was no greater catch than Fran?ois Marois. Then she realized few in the room probably even knew who he was. ¡°As you know, he almost never comes to shows, but I gave him one of the catalogs and he thought your works were fabulous.¡± ¡°Really?¡± Even allowing for the translation from ¡°art¡± fabulous to ¡°normal people¡± fabulous, it was a compliment. ¡°Fran?ois knows everyone with money and taste,¡± said the curator. ¡°This really is a coup. If he likes your works, you¡¯re made.¡± The curator peered more closely. ¡°I don¡¯t know the man he¡¯s talking to. Probably some professor of art history.¡± Before Clara could say the man wasn¡¯t a professor she saw Marois turn from the portrait to Armand Gamache. A look of shock on his face. Clara wondered what he¡¯d just seen. And what it meant. ¡°Now,¡± said the curator, pointing Clara in the opposite direction. ¡°Andr¨¦ Castonguay over there¡¯s another catch.¡± Across the room Clara saw a familiar figure on the Qu¨¦bec art scene. Where Fran?ois Marois was private and retiring, Andr¨¦ Castonguay was ever-present, the ¨¦minence grise of Qu¨¦bec art. Slightly younger than Marois, slightly taller, slightly heavier, Monsieur Castonguay was surrounded by rings of people. The inner circle was made up of critics from various powerful newspapers. Radiating out from there were rings of lesser gallery owners and critics. And finally, in the outer circle, were the artists. They were the satellites and Andr¨¦ Castonguay the sun. ¡°Let me introduce you.¡± ¡°Fabulous,¡± said Clara. In her head she translated that ¡°fabulous¡± into what she really meant. Oh merde. * * * ¡°Is it possible?¡± Fran?ois Marois asked, searching Chief Inspector Gamache¡¯s face. Gamache looked at the older man, and smiling slightly he nodded. Marois turned back to the portrait. The din in the gallery was almost deafening as more and more guests crowded into the vernissage. But Fran?ois Marois had eyes for only one face. The disappointed elderly woman on the wall. So full of censure and despair. ¡°It¡¯s Mary, isn¡¯t it?¡± asked Marois, almost in a whisper. Chief Inspector Gamache wasn¡¯t sure the art dealer was talking to him, so he said nothing. Marois had seen what few others grasped. Clara¡¯s portrait wasn¡¯t simply of an angry old woman. She¡¯d in fact painted the Virgin Mary. Elderly. Abandoned by a world weary and wary of miracles. A world too busy to notice a stone rolled back. It had moved on to other wonders. This was Mary in the final years. Forgotten. Alone. Glaring out at a room filled with bright people sipping good wine. And walking right by her. Except for Fran?ois Marois, who now tore his eyes from the painting to look at Gamache once again. ¡°What has Clara done?¡± he asked quietly. Gamache was silent for a moment, gathering his thoughts before answering. * * * ¡°Hello, numb nuts.¡± Ruth Zardo slipped a thin arm through Jean Guy Beauvoir¡¯s. ¡°Tell me how you are.¡± It was a command. Few had the fortitude to ignore Ruth. But then, few were ever asked how they were, by Ruth. ¡°I¡¯m doing well.¡± ¡°Bullshit,¡± said the old poet. ¡°You look like crap. Thin. Pale. Wrinkled.¡± ¡°You¡¯re describing yourself, you old drunk.¡± Ruth Zardo cackled. ¡°True. You look like a bitter old woman. And that¡¯s not the compliment it might seem.¡± Beauvoir smiled. He¡¯d actually been looking forward to seeing Ruth again. He examined the tall, thin, elderly woman leaning on her cane. Ruth¡¯s hair was white and thin and cut close to her head, so that it looked like her skull was exposed. Which seemed to Beauvoir about right. Nothing inside Ruth¡¯s head was ever unexposed or unexpressed. It was her heart she kept hidden. But it came out in her poetry. Somehow, and Beauvoir couldn¡¯t begin to guess how, Ruth Zardo had won the Governor General¡¯s Award for poetry. None of which he understood. Fortunately, Ruth in person was a lot easier to decode. Page 12 ¡°Why¡¯re you here?¡± she demanded and fixed him with a steady look. ¡°Why¡¯re you? You can¡¯t tell me you came all the way from Three Pines to support Clara.¡± Ruth looked at him as though he¡¯d lost his mind. ¡°Of course not. I¡¯m here for the same reason everyone else is. Free food and drink. But I¡¯ve had my fill now. Are you coming back to the party in Three Pines later?¡± ¡°We were invited, but I don¡¯t think so.¡± Ruth nodded. ¡°Good. More for me. I heard about your divorce. I suppose she cheated on you. Only natural.¡± ¡°Hag,¡± muttered Beauvoir. ¡°Dick-head,¡± said Ruth. Beauvoir¡¯s eyes had wandered and Ruth followed his stare. To the young woman across the room. ¡°You can do better than her,¡± said Ruth and felt the arm she was holding tense. Her companion was silent. She turned sharp eyes on him then looked once again at the woman Beauvoir was staring at. Mid to late twenties, not fat, but not thin either. Not pretty, but not dirt ugly either. Not tall, but not short either. She would appear to be completely average, completely unremarkable. Except for one thing. The young woman radiated well-being. As Ruth watched an older woman approached the group and put an arm around the younger woman¡¯s waist and kissed her. Reine-Marie Gamache. Ruth had met her a few times. Now the wizened old poet looked at Beauvoir with heightened interest. * * * Peter Morrow was chatting up a few gallery owners. Minor figures in the art world but best to keep them happy. He knew Andr¨¦ Castonguay, of the Galerie Castonguay, was there and Peter was dying to meet him. He¡¯d also noticed the critics for the New York Times and Le Figaro. He glanced across the room and saw a photographer taking Clara¡¯s picture. She looked away for a moment and caught his eye, shrugging. He lifted his wine in salute, and smiled. Should he go over and introduce himself to Castonguay? But there was such a crowd around him, Peter didn¡¯t want to look pathetic. Hovering. Better to stay away, as though he didn¡¯t care, didn¡¯t need Andr¨¦ Castonguay. Peter brought his attention back to the owner of a small gallery, who was explaining they¡¯d love to do a show for Peter, but were all booked. Out of the corner of his eye he saw the rings around Castonguay part, and make way for Clara. * * * ¡°You asked how I feel when I see this painting,¡± said Armand Gamache. The two men were looking at the portrait. ¡°I feel calm. Comforted.¡± Fran?ois Marois looked at him with amazement. ¡°Comforted? But how? Happy maybe that you aren¡¯t so angry yourself? Does her own immense rage make yours more acceptable? What does Madame Morrow call this painting?¡± Marois removed his glasses and leaned into the description stenciled on the wall. Then he stepped back, his face more perplexed than ever. ¡°It¡¯s called Still Life. I wonder why.¡± As the art dealer concentrated on the portrait Gamache noticed Olivier across the room. Staring at him. The Chief Inspector smiled a greeting and wasn¡¯t surprised when Olivier turned away. He at least had his answer. Beside him Marois exhaled. ¡°I see.¡± Gamache turned back to the art dealer. Marois was no longer surprised. His veneer of civility and sophistication had slipped, and a genuine smile broke through. ¡°It¡¯s in her eyes, isn¡¯t it.¡± Gamache nodded. Then Marois cocked his head to one side, looking not at the portrait but into the crowd. Puzzled. He looked back to the painting, then again into the crowd. Gamache followed his gaze, and wasn¡¯t surprised to see it resting on the elderly woman speaking with Jean Guy Beauvoir. Ruth Zardo. Beauvoir was looking vexed, annoyed, as one so often does around Ruth. But Ruth herself was looking quite pleased. ¡°It¡¯s her, isn¡¯t it?¡± asked Marois, his voice excited and low as though not wanting to let anyone else in on their secret. Gamache nodded. ¡°A neighbor of Clara¡¯s in Three Pines.¡± Marois watched Ruth, fascinated. It was as though the painting had come alive. Then he and Gamache both turned back to the portrait. Clara had painted her as the forgotten and belligerent Virgin Mary. Worn down by age and rage, by resentments real and manufactured. By friendships soured. By entitlements denied and love withheld. But there was something else. A vague suggestion in those weary eyes. Not even seen really. More a promise. A rumor in the distance. Page 13 Amid all the brush strokes, all the elements, all the color and nuance in the portrait, it came down to one tiny detail. A single white dot. In her eyes. Clara Morrow had painted the moment despair became hope. Fran?ois Marois stepped back half a pace and nodded gravely. ¡°It¡¯s remarkable. Beautiful.¡± He turned to Gamache then. ¡°Unless, of course, it¡¯s a ruse.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Maybe it isn¡¯t hope at all,¡± said Marois, ¡°but merely a trick of the light.¡± THREE The next morning Clara rose early. Putting on rubber boots and a sweater over her pajamas, she poured herself a coffee and sat in one of the Adirondack chairs in their back garden. The caterers had cleaned up and there was no evidence of the huge barbeque and dance the night before. She closed her eyes and could feel the young June sun on her upturned face and could hear birdcalls and the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella gurgling past at the end of the garden. Below that was the thrum of bumblebees climbing in and over and around the peonies. Getting lost. Bumbling around. It looked comical, ridiculous. But then so much did, unless you knew. Clara Morrow held the warm mug in her hands and smelt coffee, and the fresh-mown grass. The lilacs and peonies and young, fragrant roses. This was the village that had lived beneath the covers when Clara was a child. That was built behind the thin wooden door to her bedroom, where outside her parents argued. Her brothers ignored her. The phone rang, but not for her. Where eyes slid over and past her and through her. To someone else. Someone prettier. More interesting. Where people butted in as though she was invisible, and interrupted her as though she hadn¡¯t just spoken. But when as a child she closed her eyes and pulled the sheets over her head, Clara saw the pretty little village in the valley. With the forests and flowers and kindly people. Where bumbling was a virtue. As far back as she could remember Clara wanted only one thing, even more than she¡¯d wanted the solo show. It wasn¡¯t riches, it wasn¡¯t power, it wasn¡¯t even love. Clara Morrow wanted to belong. And now, at almost fifty, she did. Was the show a mistake? In accepting it had she separated herself from the rest? As she sat, scenes from the night before came to mind. Her friends, other artists, Olivier catching her eye and nodding reassuringly. The excitement at meeting Andr¨¦ Castonguay and others. The curator¡¯s happy face. The barbeque back in the village. The food and drink and fireworks. The live band and dancing. The laughter. The relief. But now, in the clear light of day, the anxiety had returned. Not the storm it had been at its worst, but a light mist that muted the sunshine. And Clara knew why. Peter and Olivier had gone to get the newspapers. To bring back the words she¡¯d waited a lifetime to read. The reviews. The words of the critics. Brilliant. Visionary. Masterful. Dull. Derivative. Predictable. Which would it be? Clara sat, and sipped, and tried not to care. Tried not to notice the shadows lengthening, creeping toward her as the minutes passed. A car door slammed and Clara spasmed in her chair, surprised out of her reverie. ¡°We¡¯re hoo-ome,¡± Peter sang. She heard footsteps coming around the side of their cottage. She got up and turned to greet Peter and Olivier. But instead of the two men walking toward her, they were standing still. As though turned into large garden gnomes. And instead of looking at her, they were staring into a bed of flowers. ¡°What is it?¡± Clara asked, walking toward them, picking up speed as their expressions registered. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Peter turned and dropping the papers on the grass he stopped her from going further. ¡°Call the police,¡± said Olivier. He inched forward, toward a perennial bed planted with peonies and bleeding hearts and poppies. And something else. * * * Chief Inspector Gamache straightened up and sighed. There was no doubt. This was murder. The woman at his feet had a broken neck. Had she been at the foot of a flight of stairs he might have thought it an accident. But she was lying face up beside a flower bed. On the soft grass. Eyes open. Staring straight into the late morning sun. Gamache almost expected her to blink. He looked around the pleasant garden. The familiar garden. How often had he stood back there with Peter and Clara and others, beer in hand, barbeque fired up. Chatting. But not today. Page 14 Peter and Clara, Olivier and Gabri were standing down by the river. Watching. Between Gamache and them was the yellow tape, the great divide. On one side the investigators and on the other, the investigated. ¡°White female,¡± the coroner, Dr. Harris, said. She was kneeling over the victim, as was Agent Isabelle Lacoste. Inspector Jean Guy Beauvoir was directing the Scene of Crime team for the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec. They were methodically going over the area. Collecting evidence. Photographing. Carefully, meticulously doing the forensics. ¡°Middle-aged,¡± the coroner¡¯s voice carried on. Clinical. Factual. Chief Inspector Gamache listened as the information was reeled off. He, better than most, knew the power of facts. But he also knew few murderers were ever found in facts. ¡°Dyed blond hair, graying roots just showing. Slightly overweight. No ring on the ring finger.¡± Facts were necessary. They pointed the way, and helped form the net. But the killer himself was tracked by following not only facts but feelings. The fetid emotions that had made a man into a murderer. ¡°Neck snapped at the second vertebra.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache listened and watched. The routine familiar. But no less horrifying. The taking of one life by another never failed to shock him, even after all these years as head of homicide for the storied S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec. After all these murders. All these murderers. He was still amazed what one human could do to another. * * * Peter Morrow stared at the red shoes just poking out from behind the flower bed. They were attached to the dead woman¡¯s feet, which were attached to her body, which was lying on his grass. He couldn¡¯t see the body now. It was hidden by the tall flowers, but he could see the feet. He looked away. Tried to concentrate on something else. On the investigators, Gamache and his team, bending, bowing, murmuring, as though in common prayer. A dark ritual, in his garden. Gamache never took a note, Peter noticed. He listened and nodded respectfully. Asked a few questions, his face thoughtful. He left the note-taking to others. In this case, Agent Lacoste. Peter tried to look away, to focus on the beauty in his garden. But his eyes kept being dragged back to the body in his garden. Then, as Peter watched, Gamache suddenly and quite swiftly turned. And looked at him. And Peter immediately and instinctively dropped his eyes, as though he¡¯d done something shameful. He instantly regretted it and raised his eyes again, but by then the Chief Inspector was no longer staring at them. Instead, he was approaching them. Peter considered turning away, in a casual manner. As though he¡¯d heard a deer in the forest on the other side of the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella. He started to turn, then stopped himself. He didn¡¯t need to look away, he told himself. He¡¯d done nothing wrong. Surely it was natural to watch the police. Wasn¡¯t it? But Peter Morrow, always so sure, felt the ground shifting beneath him. He no longer knew what was natural. No longer knew what to do with his hands, his eyes, his entire body. His life. His wife. ¡°Clara,¡± said Chief Inspector Gamache, extending his hand to her, then kissing Clara on both cheeks. If the other investigators found it odd that their Chief would kiss a suspect, they didn¡¯t show it. And Gamache clearly didn¡¯t care. He went around the group, shaking hands with all of them. He came to Olivier last, obviously giving the younger man a chance to see it coming. Gamache extended his hand. And everyone watched. The body momentarily forgotten. Olivier didn¡¯t hesitate. He shook Gamache¡¯s hand but couldn¡¯t quite look him in the eye. Chief Inspector Gamache gave them a small almost apologetic smile, as though the body was his fault. Was that how dreadful things started? Peter wondered. Not with a thunder clap. Not with a shriek. Not with sirens, but with a smile? Something horrible come calling, wrapped in civility and good manners. But the something horrible had already been, and gone. And had left a body behind. ¡°How are you doing?¡± asked Gamache, his eyes returning to Clara. It wasn¡¯t a casual question. He looked genuinely concerned. Peter could feel himself relax as the body was lifted from his shoulders. And given to this sturdy man. Clara shook her head. ¡°Stunned,¡± she said at last, and glanced behind her. ¡°Who is she?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t know?¡± He looked from Clara to Peter, then over to Gabri and finally Olivier. Everyone shook their heads. ¡°She wasn¡¯t a guest at your party?¡± Page 15 ¡°She must have been, I suppose,¡± said Clara. ¡°But I didn¡¯t invite her.¡± ¡°Who is she?¡± asked Gabri. ¡°Did you get a look at her?¡± Gamache persisted, not quite ready to answer the question. They nodded. ¡°After we called the police I went back into the garden, to look,¡± said Clara. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°I had to know if I knew her. See if she was a friend or neighbor.¡± ¡°She wasn¡¯t,¡± said Gabri. ¡°I was preparing breakfast for our B and B guests when Olivier called to tell me what had happened.¡± ¡°So you came over?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Wouldn¡¯t you?¡± asked the large man. ¡°I¡¯m a homicide detective,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I sort of have to. You don¡¯t.¡± ¡°I¡¯m a nosy son-of-a-bitch,¡± said Gabri. ¡°I sort of have to too. And like Clara, I needed to see if we knew her.¡± ¡°Did you tell anyone else?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Did anyone else come into the garden to look?¡± They shook their heads. ¡°So you all took a good look, and none of you recognized her?¡± ¡°Who was she?¡± asked Clara again. ¡°We don¡¯t know,¡± admitted Gamache. ¡°She fell on her purse and Dr. Harris doesn¡¯t want to move her yet. We¡¯ll find out soon enough.¡± Gabri hesitated then turned to Olivier. ¡°Doesn¡¯t she remind you of something?¡± Olivier was silent, but Peter wasn¡¯t. ¡°The witch is dead?¡± ¡°Peter,¡± said Clara quickly. ¡°The woman was killed and left in our garden. What a terrible thing to say.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± said Peter, shocked at himself. ¡°But she does look like the Wicked Witch of the West, with her red shoes sticking out like that.¡± ¡°We¡¯re not saying she is,¡± Gabri hurried to say. ¡°But you can¡¯t deny in that get-up she doesn¡¯t look like anyone from Kansas.¡± Clara rolled her eyes and shaking her head she muttered, ¡°Jesus.¡± But Gamache had to admit, he and his team had talked about the same thing. Not that the dead woman reminded them of the Wicked Witch, but that she clearly was not dressed for a barbeque in the country. ¡°I didn¡¯t see her last night,¡± said Peter. ¡°And we¡¯d remember,¡± said Olivier, speaking at last. ¡°She¡¯d be hard to miss.¡± Gamache nodded. He¡¯d appreciated that as well. The dead woman would have stood out in that brilliant red dress. Everything about the woman screamed ¡°look at me.¡± He looked back at her and searched his memory. Had he seen anyone in a bright red dress at the Mus¨¦e last night? Perhaps she¡¯d come straight from there, as presumably many guests did. But none came to mind. Most of the women, with the notable exception of Myrna, wore more muted colors. Then he had a thought. ¡°Excusez-moi,¡± he said and walking swiftly back across the lawn he spoke to Beauvoir briefly then returned more slowly, thinking. ¡°I read the report on the drive down, but I¡¯d like to hear from you myself how she was found.¡± ¡°Peter and Olivier saw her first,¡± said Clara. ¡°I was sitting in that chair.¡± She waved toward the yellow Adirondack chair, one of two. A coffee mug still sat on the wooden arm. ¡°While the guys went to Knowlton to pick up the papers. I was waiting for them.¡± ¡°Why?¡± asked the Chief Inspector. ¡°The reviews.¡± ¡°Ahh, of course. And that would explain¡ª¡± He waved toward the stack of papers sitting on the grass, within the yellow police cordon. Clara looked at them too. She wished she could say she¡¯d forgotten all about the reviews in the shock of the discovery, but she hadn¡¯t. The New York Times, the Toronto Globe and Mail and the London Times were piled on the ground where Peter had dropped them. Beyond her reach. Gamache looked at Clara, puzzled. ¡°But if you were that anxious, why not just go online? The reviews would¡¯ve been up hours ago, non?¡± It was the same question Peter had asked her. And Olivier. How to explain it? ¡°Because I wanted to feel the newspaper in my hands,¡± she said. ¡°I wanted to read my reviews the same way I read reviews of all the artists I love. Holding the paper. Smelling it. Turning the pages. All my life I¡¯ve dreamed of this. It seemed worth the extra hour¡¯s wait.¡± ¡°So you were alone in the garden for about an hour this morning?¡± Page 16 Clara nodded. ¡°From when to when?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°From around seven thirty this morning until they returned about eight thirty.¡± Clara looked at Peter. ¡°That¡¯s right,¡± said Peter. ¡°And when you got back, what did you see?¡± Gamache turned to Peter and Olivier. ¡°We got out of the car and since we knew Clara was in the garden we decided to just walk around there.¡± Peter pointed to the corner of the house, where an old lilac held on to the last flowers of the season. ¡°I was following Peter when he suddenly stopped,¡± said Olivier. ¡°I noticed something red on the ground as we came around the house,¡± Peter picked up the story. ¡°I think I assumed it was one of the poppies, fallen over. But it was too big. So I slowed down and looked over. That¡¯s when I saw it was a woman.¡± ¡°What did you do?¡± ¡°I thought it was one of the guests who might¡¯ve had too much to drink and passed out,¡± said Peter. ¡°Slept it off in our garden. But then I could see that her eyes were open and her head¡ª¡± He tilted his, but of course he couldn¡¯t achieve that angle. No living person could. It was a feat reserved for the dead. ¡°And you?¡± Gamache asked Olivier. ¡°I asked Clara to call the police,¡± he said. ¡°Then I called Gabri.¡± ¡°You say you have guests?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°People from the party?¡± Gabri nodded. ¡°A couple of the artists who came down from Montr¨¦al for the party decided to stay at the B and B. A few are also staying up at the inn and spa.¡± ¡°Was this a last-minute booking?¡± ¡°At the B and B it was. They made it sometime during the party.¡± Gamache nodded and turning away he gestured toward Agent Isabelle Lacoste, who quickly joined him, listened as the Chief murmured instructions, then walked rapidly away. She spoke to two young S?ret¨¦ agents, who nodded and left. It always fascinated Clara to see how easily Gamache took command, and how naturally people took his orders. Never barked, never shouted, never harsh. Always put in the most calm, even courteous manner. His orders were couched almost as requests. And yet not a person mistook them for that. Gamache turned back to give the four friends his full attention. ¡°Did any of you touch the body?¡± They looked at each other, shaking their heads, then back to the Chief. ¡°No,¡± said Peter. He was feeling more certain now. The ground had firmed up, filled in with facts. With straightforward questions and clear answers. Nothing to be afraid of. ¡°Do you mind?¡± Gamache started walking toward the Adirondack. Even had they minded, it wouldn¡¯t have mattered. He was going there and they were welcome to join him. ¡°Before they came back, when you were sitting here alone, you didn¡¯t notice anything strange?¡± he asked as they walked. It seemed obvious that had Clara seen a body in her garden she¡¯d have said something earlier. But it wasn¡¯t just the body he wanted to know about. This was Clara¡¯s garden, she knew it well, intimately. Perhaps something else was wrong. A plant broken, a shrub disturbed. Some detail his investigators might miss. Something so subtle she herself might have missed it, until he asked her directly. And, to her credit, she didn¡¯t come back with a smart-ass reply. But Gabri did. ¡°Like the body?¡± ¡°No,¡± said the Chief, as they arrived at the chair. He turned and surveyed the garden from there. It was true that at this angle the dead woman was hidden by the flower beds. ¡°I mean something else.¡± He turned thoughtful eyes on Clara. ¡°Is there anything unusual about your garden this morning?¡± He shot a warning glance at Gabri, who put a finger to his mouth. ¡°Anything small? Some detail off?¡± Clara looked around. The back lawn was dotted with large flower beds. Some round, some oblong. Tall trees along the riverbank threw dappled shade, but most of it was in bright noonday sun. Clara scanned her garden, as did the others. Was there something different? It was so hard to tell now, what with all the people, the newspapers, the activity, the yellow police tape. The newspapers. The body. The newspapers. Everything was different. She turned back to Gamache, her eyes asking for help. Gamache hated to give it, hated to suggest in case he led her to see something that wasn¡¯t really there. ¡°It¡¯s possible the murderer hid back here,¡± he finally said. ¡°Waiting.¡± He left it at that. And he could see Clara understood. She turned back to her garden. Had a man intent on murder waited here? In her private sanctuary? Page 17 Had he hidden himself in the flower beds? Crouching behind the tall peony? Had he peered out from the morning glory climbing the post? Had he knelt behind the growing phlox? Waiting? She looked at each and every perennial, each shrub. Looking for something knocked down, knocked askew, a limb twisted, a bud broken off. But it was perfect. Myrna and Gabri had worked days on the garden, getting it immaculate for the party. And it was. Last night. And it was that morning. Except for the police, like pests, crawling all over it. And the bright body. A blight. ¡°Do you see anything?¡± she asked Gabri. ¡°No,¡± he said. ¡°If the murderer hid back here it wasn¡¯t in one of the flower beds. Maybe behind a tree?¡± He waved toward the maples but Gamache shook his head. ¡°Too far away. It would take him too long to make it across the lawn and around the flower beds. She¡¯d have seen him coming.¡± ¡°So where did he hide?¡± Olivier asked. ¡°He didn¡¯t,¡± said Gamache, sitting in the Adirondack chair. From there the body was also hidden. No, Clara couldn¡¯t see the dead woman. The Chief Inspector hauled himself up. ¡°He didn¡¯t hide. He waited in plain sight.¡± ¡°And she walked right up to him?¡± Peter asked. ¡°She knew him?¡± ¡°Or he walked up to her,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Either way, she wasn¡¯t alarmed or frightened.¡± ¡°What was she doing back here?¡± Clara asked. ¡°The barbeque was out there,¡± she waved beyond their home. ¡°Everything was on the green. The food, the drinks, the music. The caterers set up all the tables and chairs out front.¡± ¡°But if people wanted to, they could walk into back yards?¡± Gamache asked, trying to get a picture of the event. ¡°Sure,¡± said Olivier. ¡°If they wanted. There weren¡¯t any fences or ropes up to stop them, but there was no need.¡± ¡°Well¡ª¡± said Clara. They turned to her. ¡°Well, I didn¡¯t come back here last night, but I have at other parties. To kind of escape for a few minutes, you know?¡± To their surprise, Gabri nodded. ¡°I do the same thing, sometimes. Just to be quiet, get away from all the people.¡± ¡°Did you last night?¡± Gamache asked. Gabri shook his head. ¡°Too much to do. We had caterers, but you still have to supervise.¡± ¡°So it¡¯s possible the dead woman came back here for a quiet moment,¡± said Gamache. ¡°She might not have known it was your home.¡± He looked at Clara and Peter. ¡°She just chose any place that was private, away from the crowds.¡± They were silent then, for a moment. Imagining the woman in the bright red ¡°look at me¡± dress. Slipping around the side of the old brick home. Away from the music, and fireworks, from the people looking at her. To find a few moments of peace and quiet. ¡°She doesn¡¯t seem the shy type,¡± said Gabri. ¡°Neither do you,¡± said Gamache with a small smile and surveyed the garden. There was a problem. There were quite a few problems, actually, but the one that perplexed the Chief Inspector at the moment was that none of the four people with him now had seen the dead woman alive, at the party. ¡°Bonjour.¡± Inspector Jean Guy Beauvoir approached. As he got closer Gabri broke into a smile and extended his hand. ¡°I¡¯m beginning to think you¡¯re bad luck,¡± said Gabri. ¡°Every time you come to Three Pines there¡¯s a body.¡± ¡°And I think you provide them just for the pleasure of my company,¡± said Beauvoir, warmly shaking Gabri¡¯s hand, then accepting Olivier¡¯s. They¡¯d seen each other the evening before, at the vernissage. At that time they¡¯d been in Peter and Clara¡¯s element. The gallery. But now they were in Beauvoir¡¯s habitat. A crime scene. Art scared him. But pin a dead body to the wall and he was fine. Or, in this case, drop it into a garden. This he understood. It was simple. Always so simple. Someone had hated the victim enough to kill her. His job was to find that person and lock him up. There was nothing subjective about it. No question of good and bad. It wasn¡¯t an issue of perspective or nuance. No shading. Nothing to understand. It just was. Collect the facts. Put them in the right order. Find the killer. Of course, while it was simple it wasn¡¯t always easy. But he¡¯d take a murder over a vernissage any day. Though, like everyone else here, he suspected in this case the murder and the vernissage were one and the same. Inter-locked. Page 18 The thought dismayed him. ¡°Here¡¯re the pictures you asked for.¡± Beauvoir handed the Chief Inspector a photograph. Gamache studied them. ¡°Merci. C¡¯est parfait.¡± He looked up at the four people watching him. ¡°I¡¯d like you all to look at these photographs of the dead woman.¡± ¡°But we¡¯ve already seen her,¡± said Gabri. ¡°I wonder if that¡¯s true. When I asked if you¡¯d seen her at the party you all said she¡¯d be hard to miss in her red dress. I thought the same thing. When I tried to remember if I¡¯d seen her at your vernissage yesterday, Clara, what I was really doing was scouring my memory for a woman in bright red. I was focusing on the dress, not the woman.¡± ¡°So?¡± asked Gabri. ¡°So,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Suppose the red dress was recent. She might have been at the vernissage, but wearing something more conservative. She might have even been here¡ª¡± ¡°And changed into the red dress mid-party?¡± asked Peter, incredulous. ¡°Why would someone do that?¡± ¡°Why would someone kill her?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Why would a perfect stranger be at the party? There¡¯re all sorts of questions, and I¡¯m not saying this is the answer, but it is a possibility. That you were all so impressed by the dress you didn¡¯t really concentrate on her face.¡± He held up a photograph. ¡°This is what she looks like.¡± He handed it to Clara first. The woman¡¯s eyes were now closed. She looked peaceful, if a little flaccid. Even in sleep there¡¯s some life in a face. This was an empty face. Blank. No more thoughts, or feelings. Clara shook her head and passed the picture to Peter. Around the circle of friends the photo circulated, to the same reaction. Nothing. ¡°The coroner¡¯s ready to move the body,¡± said Beauvoir. Gamache nodded and placed the photo in his pocket. Beauvoir and Lacoste and the others would have their own copies, he knew. Excusing themselves they walked back to the body. Two assistants stood by a stretcher, waiting to lift the woman onto it and take her to the waiting van. The photographer also waited. All looking at Chief Inspector Gamache. Waiting for him to give the order. ¡°Do you know how long she¡¯s been dead?¡± Beauvoir asked the coroner, who¡¯d just stood up and was moving her stiff legs. ¡°Between twelve and fifteen hours,¡± said Dr. Harris. Gamache checked his watch and did the math. It was now eleven thirty on Sunday morning. That meant she was alive at eight thirty last night and dead by midnight. She never saw Sunday. ¡°No apparent sexual assault. No assault at all, except the broken neck,¡± said Dr. Harris. ¡°Death would¡¯ve been immediate. There was no struggle. I suspect he stood behind her and twisted her neck.¡± ¡°As simple as that, Dr. Harris?¡± asked the Chief Inspector. ¡°I¡¯m afraid so. Especially if the victim wasn¡¯t tensing. If she was relaxed and caught off guard there¡¯d be no resistance. Just a quick twist. A snap.¡± ¡°But do most people know how to break someone¡¯s neck?¡± asked Agent Lacoste, brushing off her slacks. Like most Qu¨¦b¨¦coise she was petite and managed a casual elegance even while dressed for the country. ¡°It doesn¡¯t take much, you know,¡± said Dr. Harris. ¡°A twist. But it¡¯s possible the killer had a fall-back plan. To throttle her, if the twist didn¡¯t work.¡± ¡°You make it sound like a business plan,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°It might have been,¡± said the coroner. ¡°Cold, rational. It might not be physically hard to snap someone¡¯s neck, but believe me, it would be very difficult emotionally. That¡¯s why most people are killed with guns or a club to the head. Or even a knife. Let something else do the actual killing. But to do it with your own hands? Not in a fight but in a cold and calculated act? No.¡± Dr. Harris turned back to the dead woman. ¡°It would take a very special person to do that.¡± ¡°And by ¡®very special¡¯ you mean?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°You know what I mean, Chief Inspector.¡± ¡°But I want you to be clear.¡± ¡°Someone who either didn¡¯t care at all, was psychotic. Or someone who cared very, very deeply. Who wanted to do it with his bare hands. To literally take the life, himself.¡± Dr. Harris stared at Gamache, who nodded. ¡°Merci.¡± He glanced at the coroner¡¯s assistants and at a signal they lifted the body onto a stretcher. A sheet was placed over the dead woman and she was carried away, never to be in the sun again. Page 19 The photographer started snapping pictures and the forensics team moved in. Collecting evidence from beneath the body. Including the clutch purse. The contents were carefully cataloged, tested, photographed, printed then brought to Beauvoir. Lipstick, foundation, Kleenex, car keys, house keys and a wallet. Beauvoir opened it and read the driver¡¯s license then handed it to the Chief Inspector. ¡°We have a name, Chief. And an address.¡± Gamache glanced at the driver¡¯s license, then at the four villagers, watching him. He walked back across the lawn to join them. ¡°We know who the dead woman is.¡± Gamache consulted the driver¡¯s license. ¡°Lillian Dyson.¡± ¡°What?¡± exclaimed Clara. ¡°Lillian Dyson?¡± Gamache turned to her. ¡°You know her?¡± Clara stared at Gamache in disbelief then looked beyond her garden, across the meandering Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella, and into the woods. ¡°Surely not,¡± she whispered. ¡°Who was she?¡± Gabri asked but Clara seemed to have fallen into a stupor, staring bewildered into the forest. ¡°Can I see her picture?¡± she finally asked. Gamache handed her the driver¡¯s license. It wasn¡¯t the best photo, but certainly better than the one taken that morning. Clara examined it, then took a long, deep breath, and held it for a moment before exhaling. ¡°It could be her. The hair¡¯s different. Blond. And she¡¯s a lot older. Heavier. But it might be her.¡± ¡°Who?¡± demanded Gabri again. ¡°Lillian Dyson, of course,¡± said Olivier. ¡°Well I know that,¡± Gabri turned to, and on, his partner. ¡°But who¡¯s she?¡± ¡°Lillian was¡ª¡± Peter stopped as Gamache raised his hand. Not in a threat, but an instruction. To stop talking. And Peter did. ¡°I need to hear it from Clara first,¡± said the Chief Inspector. ¡°Would you like to speak in private?¡± Clara thought for a moment, then nodded. ¡°What? Without us?¡± asked Gabri. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, mon beau Gabri,¡± said Clara. ¡°But I¡¯d rather speak to them quietly.¡± Gabri looked hurt, but accepted. The two men left, walking around the corner of the home. Gamache caught Agent Lacoste¡¯s eye and nodded then he looked at the two Adirondack chairs in front of them. ¡°Could we find two more chairs?¡± With Peter¡¯s help two more Adirondack chairs were brought over and the four of them sat in a circle. Had there been a campfire in the center it might have felt like a ghost story. And in a way, it was. FOUR Gabri and Olivier returned to the bistro in time for the lunch hour rush. The place was packed, but all conversation, all activity stopped when the two men entered. ¡°Well,¡± demanded Ruth into the silence. ¡°Who kakked?¡± That broke the dam and a flood of questions followed. ¡°Was it someone we know?¡± ¡°I heard it was someone from the inn and spa.¡± ¡°A woman.¡± ¡°Must have been someone from the party. Did Clara know her?¡± ¡°Was it a villager?¡± ¡°Was it murder?¡± Ruth demanded. And while she¡¯d broken the silence, now she created it. All questions stopped and eyes swung from the old poet to the two owners of the bistro. Gabri turned to Olivier. ¡°What should we say?¡± Olivier shrugged. ¡°Gamache didn¡¯t tell us to be quiet.¡± ¡°Oh, for fuck¡¯s sake,¡± snapped Ruth, ¡°just tell us. And get me a drink. Better still, get me a drink, then tell us.¡± There was a round of debate and Olivier raised his arms. ¡°OK, OK. We¡¯ll tell you what we know.¡± And he did. The body was a woman named Lillian Dyson. That was met with silence, then a small buzz as people compared notes. But there were no shrieks, no sudden faints, no rending of shirts. No recognition. She was found in the Morrows¡¯ garden, Olivier confirmed. Murdered. There was a long pause after the word. ¡°Must be something in the water,¡± muttered Ruth, who paused neither for life nor death. ¡°How was she killed?¡± ¡°Broken neck,¡± said Olivier. ¡°Who was this Lillian?¡± someone at the back of the crowded bistro asked. ¡°Clara seems to know her,¡± said Olivier. ¡°But she never mentioned her to me.¡± He looked over at Gabri, who shook his head. In doing that he noticed that someone else had slipped in after them and was standing quietly by the door. Page 20 Agent Isabelle Lacoste had been watching the whole thing, sent there by Chief Inspector Gamache, who understood that the two men would give away all they knew. And the Chief wanted to know whether someone in the bistro, on hearing it, would then give themselves away. * * * ¡°Tell me,¡± said Gamache. He was leaning forward in his chair, elbows resting on his knees. One hand held the other lightly. In a new, but necessary, gesture. Beside him, Inspector Beauvoir had his notebook and pen out. Clara sat back in the deep wooden chair and held on to the wide warm armrests, as though bracing herself. But instead of hurtling forward, she was plunging backward. Back through the decades, out the door of their home and out of Three Pines. Back to Montr¨¦al. Into art college, into the classes, into the student shows. Clara Morrow slammed backward out of college and into high school, then elementary school. And nursery school. Before skidding to a stop in front of the little girl with the shining red hair next door. Lillian Dyson. ¡°Lillian was my best friend growing up,¡± said Clara. ¡°She lived next door and was two months older than me. We were inseparable. But were opposites, really. She grew fast and tall and I didn¡¯t. She was smart, clever in school. I kinda plodded along. I was good at some things, but sort of froze up in the classroom. I got nervous. Kids started picking on me early, but Lillian always protected me. Nobody messed with Lillian. She was a tough kid.¡± Clara smiled at the memory of Lillian, her orange hair gleaming, staring down a bunch of girls who were being mean to Clara. Daring them. Clara standing behind her. Longing to stand beside her friend, but not having the courage. Not yet. Lillian, the precious only child. The precious friend. Lillian the pretty one, Clara the character. They were closer than sisters. Kindred spirits, they told each other in flowery notes they wrote back and forth. Friends forever. They made up codes and secret languages. They¡¯d pricked their fingers and solemnly smeared their blood together. There, they¡¯d declared. Sisters. They loved the same boys from TV shows and kissed posters and cried when the Bay City Rollers broke up and The Hardy Boys was canceled. All this she told Gamache and Beauvoir. ¡°What happened?¡± the Chief asked quietly. ¡°How do you know anything happened?¡± ¡°Because you didn¡¯t recognize her.¡± Clara shook her head. What happened? How to explain it. ¡°Lillian was my best friend,¡± Clara repeated, as though needing to hear it again herself. ¡°She saved my childhood. It would¡¯ve been miserable without her. I still don¡¯t know why she chose me as a friend. She could¡¯ve had anyone. Everyone wanted to be Lillian¡¯s friend. At least, at first.¡± The men waited. The midday sun beat down on them, making it increasingly uncomfortable. But still they waited. ¡°But there was a price for being Lillian¡¯s friend,¡± said Clara at last. ¡°It was a wonderful world she created. Fun and safe. But she always had to be right, and she always had to be first. That was the price. It seemed fair at first. She set the rules and I followed. I was pretty pathetic anyway, so it was never an issue. It never seemed to matter.¡± Clara took a deep breath. And exhaled. ¡°And then, it did seem to matter. In high school things began to change. I didn¡¯t see it at first, but I¡¯d call Lillian on Saturday night to see if she¡¯d like to go out, to a movie or something, and she¡¯d say she¡¯d get back to me, but didn¡¯t. I¡¯d call again, to find she¡¯d gone out.¡± Clara looked at the three men. She could see that while they were following the words they weren¡¯t necessarily following the emotions. How it felt. Especially that first time. To be left behind. It sounded so small, so petty. But it was the first hairline fracture. Clara hadn¡¯t realized it at the time. She thought maybe Lillian¡¯d forgotten. And besides, she had a right to go out with other friends. Then, one weekend, Clara had arranged to go out with a new friend herself. And Lillian had gone ballistic. ¡°It took months for her to forgive me.¡± Now she saw it in Jean Guy¡¯s face. A look of revulsion. For the way Lillian had treated her, or the way she¡¯d taken it? How to explain it to him? How did she explain it to herself? At the time it had seemed normal. She loved Lillian. Lillian loved her. Had saved her from the bullies. She¡¯d never hurt Clara. Not on purpose. If there was bad blood it must have been Clara¡¯s fault. Page 21 Then everything would shift. All was forgiven and Lillian and Clara would be best friends again. Clara was invited back into the shelter that was Lillian. ¡°When did you first suspect?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Suspect what?¡± ¡°That Lillian was not your friend.¡± It was the first time she¡¯d heard the words out loud. Said so clearly, so simply. Their relationship had always seemed so complex, fraught. Clara the needy, clumsy one. Dropping their friendship, breaking it. Lillian the strong, self-reliant one. Forgiving her. Picking up the pieces. Until, one day. ¡°It was near the end of high school. Most girls fell out over boys or cliques, or just misunderstandings. Hurt feelings. Teachers and parents think those classrooms and hallways are filled with students but they¡¯re not. They¡¯re filled with feelings. Bumping into each other. Hurting each other. It¡¯s horrible.¡± Clara moved her arms off the Adirondack chair. They were baking in the sun. Now she folded them across her stomach. ¡°Things were going well for Lillian and me. There didn¡¯t seem the wild ups and downs anymore. Then one day in art class our favorite teacher complimented me on a piece I¡¯d done. It was the only class I was any good in, the only one I really cared about, though I did quite well in English and history. But art was my passion. And Lillian¡¯s too. We¡¯d bounce ideas off each other. I see now we were really muses for each other, though I didn¡¯t know the term then. I even remember the piece the teacher liked. It was a chair with a bird perched on it.¡± Clara had turned to Lillian, happy. Eager to catch her friend¡¯s eye. It had been a small compliment. A tiny triumph. She¡¯d wanted to share it with the only other person who¡¯d understand. And she had. But. But. In that instant before the smile appeared on Lillian¡¯s face Clara had caught something else. A wariness. And then the supportive, happy smile. So fast Clara almost convinced herself her own insecurity had seen something not really there. That once again, it was her fault. But looking back, Clara knew that the fissure had widened. Some cracks let the light in. Some let the darkness out. She¡¯d had a brief glance at what was inside Lillian. And it wasn¡¯t nice. ¡°We went on to art college together and shared an apartment. But by then I¡¯d learned to downplay any compliments I got about my work. And spent a lot of time telling Lillian how terrific her work was. And it was. Of course, like all of our stuff, it was evolving. We were experimenting. At least, I was. I sort of figured that was the point of art college. Not to get it right, but to see what was possible. To really be out there.¡± Clara paused and looked down at her hands, fingers entwined. ¡°Lillian didn¡¯t like it. My stuff was too weird for her. She felt it reflected on her, and said people thought that if she was my muse then my paintings must be about her. And since my paintings and other pieces were so strange, then she must be strange.¡± Clara hesitated. ¡°She asked me to stop.¡± For the first time she saw a reaction from Gamache. His eyes narrowed just a bit. And then his face and demeanor returned to normal. Neutral. Without judgment. Apparently. He said nothing. Just listened. ¡°And I did,¡± said Clara, her voice low, her head down. Speaking into her lap. She took a ragged breath and exhaled, feeling her body deflate. That was how it had felt back then too. As though there was a small tear and she was deflating. ¡°I told her time and again that some of the works were inspired by her, some were even a tribute to our friendship, but they weren¡¯t her. She said it didn¡¯t matter. If others thought they were that¡¯s all that mattered. If I cared about her, if I was her friend I¡¯d stop making my art so strange. And make it attractive. ¡°So I did. I destroyed all the other stuff and started making things that people liked.¡± Clara rushed ahead, not daring to look at the people listening. ¡°I actually got better grades too. And I convinced myself it was the right choice. That it would be wrong to trade a career for a friend.¡± She looked up then, directly into Chief Inspector Gamache¡¯s eyes. And noted, again, the deep scar by his temple. And the steady, thoughtful gaze. ¡°It seemed a small sacrifice. Then came the student show. I had a few works in it, but Lillian didn¡¯t. Instead she decided to write a piece for credit in the art criticism course she was taking. She wrote a review for the campus paper. In it she praised a few of the student pieces but savaged my works. Said they were vacuous, empty of all feeling. Safe.¡± Page 22 Clara could still feel the quaking, the rumbling, volcanic fury. Their friendship had been blown to smithereens. No piece large enough to even examine. Impossible to mend. But what did rise from the rubble was a deep, deep enmity. A hatred. Mutual, it seemed. Clara came to a stop, trembling even now. Peter reached out and unfastening her hand from its tight grip, he held it and smoothed it. The sun continued to beat down and Gamache got up, indicating they should move the chairs into the shade. Clara rose, and flashing a quick smile at Peter she took her hand back. They each picked up their chair and walked to the edge of the river where it was cooler and shady. ¡°I think we should take a little break,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Would you like something to drink?¡± Clara nodded, unable to speak just yet. ¡°Bon,¡± said Gamache, looking across to his forensics team. ¡°I¡¯m sure they¡¯d like something too. If you can arrange for sandwiches from the bistro,¡± he said to Beauvoir, ¡°Peter and I will make some drinks.¡± Peter led the Chief toward the kitchen door while Beauvoir walked to the bistro and Clara wandered along the riverbank, alone with her thoughts. ¡°Did you know Lillian?¡± Gamache asked, once he and Peter were in the kitchen. ¡°I did.¡± Peter got out a couple of large pitchers and some glasses while Gamache took the bright pink lemonade from the freezer and slid the frozen concentrate into the pitchers. ¡°We all met at art college.¡± ¡°What did you think of her?¡± Peter pursed his lips in concentration. ¡°She was very attractive, vivacious I think is the word. A strong personality.¡± ¡°Were you attracted to her?¡± The two men were side-by-side at the kitchen counter, staring out the window. To the right they could see the homicide team scouring the scene and straight ahead they could see Clara skipping stones into the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella. ¡°There¡¯s something Clara doesn¡¯t know,¡± said Peter, turning away from looking at his wife, and meeting Gamache¡¯s eyes. The Chief waited. He could see the struggle in Peter and Gamache let the silence stretch on. Better to wait a few minutes for the full truth than push him and risk getting only half. Eventually Peter dropped his gaze to the sink and started filling the lemonade containers with water. He mumbled into the running water. ¡°I beg your pardon?¡± said Gamache, his voice calm and reasonable. ¡°I was the one who told Lillian that Clara¡¯s works were silly,¡± said Peter, raising his head and his voice. Angry now, at himself for doing it and Gamache for making him admit it. ¡°I said Clara¡¯s work was banal, superficial. Lillian¡¯s review was my fault.¡± Gamache was surprised. Stunned in fact. When Peter had said there was something Clara didn¡¯t know, the Chief Inspector had assumed an affair. A short-lived student indiscretion between Peter and Lillian. He hadn¡¯t expected this. ¡°I¡¯d been to the student exhibit and seen Clara¡¯s works,¡± said Peter. ¡°I was standing beside Lillian and a bunch of others and they were snickering. Then they saw me and asked what I thought. Clara and I had begun dating and I think I could see even then that she was the real deal. Not pretending to be an artist, but a genuine one. She had a creative soul. Still does.¡± Peter stopped. He didn¡¯t often speak of souls. But when he thought of Clara that was what came to mind. A soul. ¡°I don¡¯t know what came over me. It¡¯s like sometimes when it¡¯s very quiet I feel like screaming. And sometimes when I¡¯m holding something delicate I feel like dropping it. I don¡¯t know why.¡± He looked at the large, quiet man beside him. But Gamache continued to be silent. Listening. Peter took a few short breaths. ¡°I think too I wanted to impress them, and it¡¯s easier to be clever when you criticize. So I said some not very nice things about Clara¡¯s show and they ended up in Lillian¡¯s review.¡± ¡°Clara knows none of this?¡± Peter shook his head. ¡°She and Lillian barely spoke after that and she and I grew closer and closer. I even managed to forget that it happened, or that it mattered. In fact, I convinced myself I¡¯d done Clara a favor. In breaking up with Lillian it freed Clara to do her own art. Try all the things she wanted. Really experiment. And look where it got her. A solo show at the Mus¨¦e.¡± ¡°Are you taking credit for that?¡± ¡°I supported her all these years,¡± said Peter, a defensive note creeping into his voice. ¡°Where would she be without that?¡± Page 23 ¡°Without you?¡± asked Gamache, turning now to look the angry man straight in the face. ¡°I have no idea. Have you?¡± Peter made fists of his hands. ¡°What became of Lillian after art college?¡± the Chief asked. ¡°She wasn¡¯t much of an artist, but she was, as it turned out, a very good critic. She got a job at one of the weekly papers in Montr¨¦al and worked her way up until finally she was doing reviews in La Presse.¡± Gamache raised his brows again. ¡°La Presse? I read the reviews in there. I don¡¯t remember a Lillian Dyson by-line. Did she have a nom de plume?¡± ¡°No,¡± said Peter. ¡°She worked there years ago, decades ago now, when we were all starting out. This would¡¯ve been twenty years ago or more.¡± ¡°And then what?¡± ¡°We didn¡¯t keep in touch,¡± said Peter. ¡°Only ever saw her at some vernissages and even then Clara and I avoided her. Were cordial when there was no option, but we preferred not to be around her.¡± ¡°But do you know what happened to her? You say she stopped working at La Presse twenty years ago. What did she do?¡± ¡°I heard she¡¯d moved to New York. I think she realized the climate wasn¡¯t right for her here.¡± ¡°Too cold?¡± Peter smiled. ¡°No. More a foul odor. By climate I mean the artistic climate. As a critic she hadn¡¯t made many friends.¡± ¡°I suppose that¡¯s the price of being a critic.¡± ¡°I suppose.¡± But Peter sounded unconvinced. ¡°What is it?¡± the Chief pressed. ¡°There¡¯re lots of critics, most are respected by the community. They¡¯re fair, constructive. Very few are mean-spirited.¡± ¡°And Lillian Dyson?¡± ¡°She was mean-spirited. Her reviews could be clear, thoughtful, constructive and even glowing. But every now and then she¡¯d let loose a real stinker. It was amusing at first, but grew less and less fun when it became clear her targets were random. And the attacks vicious. Like the one on Clara. Unfair.¡± He seemed, Gamache noticed, to have already floated right past his own role in it. ¡°Did she ever review one of your shows?¡± Peter nodded. ¡°But she liked it.¡± His cheeks reddened. ¡°I¡¯ve always suspected she wrote a glowing review just to piss off Clara. Hoping to drive a wedge between us. She assumed since she was so petty and jealous Clara would be too.¡± ¡°She wasn¡¯t?¡± ¡°Clara? Don¡¯t get me wrong, she can be maddening. Annoying, impatient, sometimes insecure. But she¡¯s only ever happy for other people. Happy for me.¡± ¡°And are you happy for her?¡± ¡°Of course I am. She deserves all the success she gets.¡± It was a lie. Not that she deserved her success. Gamache knew that to be true. As did Peter. But both men also knew he was far from happy about it. Gamache had asked not because he didn¡¯t know the answer, but because he wanted to see if Peter would lie to him. He had. And if he¡¯d lie about that, what else had he lied about? * * * Gamache, Beauvoir and the Morrows sat down to lunch in the garden. The forensics team, on the other side of the tall perennial beds, were drinking lemonade and eating an assortment of sandwiches from the bistro, but Olivier had prepared something special for Beauvoir to take back for the four of them. And so the Inspector had returned with a chilled cucumber soup with mint and melon, a sliced tomato and basil salad drizzled with balsamic, and cold poached salmon. It was an idyllic setting disturbed every now and then by a homicide investigator walking by, or appearing in a nearby flower bed. Gamache had placed Peter and Clara with their backs to the activity. Only he and Beauvoir could see, but he realized it was a conceit. The Morrows knew perfectly well that the gentle scene they looked upon, the river, the late spring flowers, the quiet forest, wasn¡¯t the whole picture. And if they¡¯d forgotten, the conversation would remind them. ¡°When was the last time you heard from Lillian?¡± Gamache asked, as he took a forkful of pink salmon and added a dab of mayonnaise. His voice was soft, his eyes thoughtful. His face kind. But Clara wasn¡¯t fooled. Gamache might be courteous, might be kind, but he made a living looking for killers. And you don¡¯t do that by being just nice. ¡°Years ago,¡± said Clara. She took a sip of the cold, refreshing soup. She wondered if she really should be quite this hungry. And, oddly, when the body had been an anonymous woman Clara had lost her appetite. Now that it was Lillian she was ravenous. Page 24 She took a hunk of baguette, twisted off a piece and smeared it with butter. ¡°Was it intentional, do you think?¡± she asked. ¡°Was what intentional?¡± Beauvoir asked. He picked at his food, not really hungry. Before lunch he¡¯d gone into the bathroom and taken a painkiller. He didn¡¯t want the Chief to see him taking it. Didn¡¯t want him to know that he was still in pain, so many months after the shootings. Now, sitting in the cool shade, he could feel the pain ease and the tension begin to slide away. ¡°What do you think?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°I can¡¯t believe it was a coincidence that Lillian was killed here,¡± said Clara. She twisted in her chair and saw movement through the deep green leaves. Agents, trying to piece together what happened. Lillian had come here. On the night of the party. And been murdered. That much was beyond dispute. Beauvoir watched Clara turn in her seat. He agreed with her. It was strange. The only thing that seemed to fit was that Clara herself had killed the woman. It was her home, her party, and her former friend. She had motive and opportunity. But Beauvoir didn¡¯t know how many little pills he¡¯d have to take to believe Clara was a killer. He knew most people were capable of murder. And, unlike Gamache who believed goodness existed, Beauvoir knew that was a temporary state. As long as the sun shone and there was poached salmon on the plate, people could be good. But take that away, and see what happens. Take the food, the chairs, the flowers, the home. Take the friends, the supportive spouse, the income away, and see what happens. The Chief believed if you sift through evil, at the very bottom you¡¯ll find good. He believed that evil has its limits. Beauvoir didn¡¯t. He believed that if you sift through good, you¡¯ll find evil. Without borders, without brakes, without limit. And every day it frightened him that Gamache couldn¡¯t see that. That he was blind to it. Because out of blind spots terrible things appeared. Someone had killed a woman not twenty feet from where they sat, having their genteel picnic. It was intentional, it was done with bare hands. And it was almost certainly no coincidence Lillian Dyson died here. In Clara Morrow¡¯s perfect garden. ¡°Can we get a list of guests at your vernissage and the barbeque afterward?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Well, we can tell you who we invited, but you¡¯ll have to get the complete list from the Mus¨¦e,¡± said Peter. ¡°As for the party here in Three Pines last night¡­¡± He looked at Clara, who grinned. ¡°We have no idea who came,¡± she admitted. ¡°The whole village was invited and most of the countryside. People were told to just come and go as they pleased.¡± ¡°But you said some people from the Montr¨¦al opening came down,¡± said Gamache. ¡°True,¡± said Clara. ¡°I can tell you who we invited. I¡¯ll make a list.¡± ¡°Not everyone at the vernissage was invited down?¡± asked Gamache. He and Reine-Marie had been, as had Beauvoir. They hadn¡¯t been able to make it, but he¡¯d assumed it was an open invitation. Clearly it wasn¡¯t. ¡°No. A vernissage is for working, networking, schmoozing,¡± said Clara. ¡°We wanted this party to be more relaxed. A celebration.¡± ¡°Yeah, but¡ª¡± said Peter. ¡°What?¡± asked Clara. ¡°Andr¨¦ Castonguay?¡± ¡°Oh, him.¡± ¡°From the Galerie Castonguay?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°He was there?¡± ¡°And here,¡± said Peter. Clara nodded. She hadn¡¯t admitted to Peter the only reason she¡¯d invited Castonguay and some other dealers to the barbeque afterward was for him. In the hopes they¡¯d give him a chance. ¡°I did invite a few big-wigs,¡± Clara said. ¡°And a few artists. It was a lot of fun.¡± She¡¯d even enjoyed herself. It was amazing to see Myrna chatting with Fran?ois Marois and Ruth trading insults with a few drunken artist friends. To see Billy Williams and the local farmers laughing and talking with elegant gallery owners. And by the time midnight sounded, everyone was dancing. Except Lillian, who was lying in Clara¡¯s garden. Ding, dong, thought Clara. The witch is dead. FIVE Chief Inspector Gamache picked up the stack of papers just inside the yellow police cordon and handed them to Clara. ¡°I¡¯m sure the critics loved your show,¡± he said. ¡°Why, oh why aren¡¯t you an art critic instead of wasting your time in such a trivial profession?¡± Clara asked. Page 25 ¡°Dreadful waste of a life, I agree,¡± smiled the Chief. ¡°Well,¡± she looked down at the papers, ¡°I guess I can¡¯t count on another body showing up. I might just have to read these now.¡± She looked around. Peter had gone inside and Clara wondered if she should too. To read the reviews in peace and quiet. In secret. Instead, she thanked Gamache and walked toward the bistro, hugging the heavy papers to her chest. She could see Olivier out on the terrasse, serving drinks. Monsieur Beliveau sat at a table, with its blue and white sun umbrella, sipping a Cinzano and reading the Sunday newspapers. Indeed all the tables were taken, filled with villagers and friends enjoying a lazy Sunday brunch. As she appeared most eyes turned to her. Then looked away. And she felt a stab of rage. Not at these people, but at Lillian. Who¡¯d taken the biggest day of Clara¡¯s professional life and done this. So that instead of smiling and waving and commenting on the big celebrations, now people turned away. Clara¡¯s triumph stolen, yet again, by Lillian. She looked at the grocer, Monsieur Beliveau, who quickly dropped his eyes. As did Clara. When she raised them again a moment later she almost leapt out of her skin. Olivier was standing within inches of her, holding two glasses. ¡°Shit,¡± she exhaled. ¡°Shandies,¡± he said. ¡°Made with ginger beer and pale ale, as you like them.¡± Clara looked from him to the glasses then back to Olivier. A slight breeze picked at his thinning blond hair. Even with an apron around his slender body he managed to look sophisticated and relaxed. But Clara remembered the look they¡¯d exchanged while kneeling in the corridor of the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain. ¡°That was fast,¡± she said. ¡°Well, they were actually meant for someone else, but I judged it was an emergency.¡± ¡°That obvious?¡± smiled Clara. ¡°Hard not to be, when a body appears at your place. I know.¡± ¡°Yes,¡± said Clara. ¡°You do know.¡± Olivier indicated the bench on the village green and they walked over to it. Clara dropped the heavy newspapers and they hit the bench with a thump, as did she. Clara accepted a shandy from Olivier and they sat side-by-side, their backs to the bistro, to the people, to the crime scene. To the searching eyes and averted eyes. ¡°How¡¯re you doing?¡± asked Olivier. He¡¯d almost asked if she was all right, but of course she wasn¡¯t. ¡°I wish I could say. Lillian alive in our back garden would have been a shock, but Lillian dead is inconceivable.¡± ¡°Who was she?¡± ¡°A friend from long ago. But no longer a friend. We had a falling out.¡± Clara didn¡¯t say more, and Olivier didn¡¯t ask. They sipped their drinks and sat in the shade of the three huge pine trees that soared over them, over the village. ¡°How was it seeing Gamache again?¡± asked Clara. Olivier paused to consider, then he smiled. He looked boyish and young. Far younger than his thirty-eight years. ¡°Not very comfortable. Do you think he noticed?¡± ¡°I think it¡¯s just possible,¡± said Clara, and squeezed Olivier¡¯s hand. ¡°You haven¡¯t forgiven him?¡± ¡°Could you?¡± Now it was Clara¡¯s turn to pause. Not to reflect on her answer. She knew it. But on whether she should say it. ¡°We forgave you,¡± she finally said and hoped her tone was gentle enough, soft enough. That the words wouldn¡¯t feel as barbed as they could. But still she felt Olivier stiffen, withdraw. Not physically, but there seemed an emotional step back. ¡°Have you?¡± he said at last. And his tone was soft too. It wasn¡¯t an accusation, more a wonderment. As though it was something he quietly asked himself every day. Was he forgiven. Yet. True, he hadn¡¯t murdered the Hermit. But he¡¯d betrayed him. Stolen from him. Taken everything the delusional recluse had offered. And some he hadn¡¯t. Olivier had taken everything from the fragile old man. Including his freedom. Imprisoning him in the log cabin, with cruel words. And when it had all come out, at his trial, he¡¯d seen the looks on their faces. As though they were suddenly staring at a stranger. A monster in their midst. ¡°What makes you think we haven¡¯t forgiven you?¡± asked Clara. ¡°Well, Ruth for one.¡± ¡°Oh, come on,¡± laughed Clara. ¡°She¡¯s always called you a dick-head.¡± ¡°True. But you know what she calls me now?¡± Page 26 ¡°What?¡± she asked with a grin. ¡°Olivier.¡± Clara¡¯s grin slowly faded. ¡°You know,¡± said Olivier, ¡°I thought prison would be the worst. The humiliations, the terror. It¡¯s amazing what you can get used to. Even now those memories are fading. No, not really fading, but they¡¯re more in my head now. Not so much here.¡± He pressed his hand to his chest. ¡°But you know what doesn¡¯t go away?¡± Clara shook her head and steeled herself. ¡°Tell me.¡± She didn¡¯t want what Olivier was offering. Some scalded memory. Of a gay man in prison. A good man, in prison. God knew, he was flawed. More than most, perhaps. But his punishment had far outstripped the crime. Clara didn¡¯t think she could stand to hear the best part of being in prison, and now she was about to hear the worst. But he had to tell it. And Clara had to listen. ¡°It¡¯s not the trial, not even prison.¡± Olivier looked at her with sad eyes. ¡°Do you know what wakes me up at two in the morning with a panic attack?¡± Clara waited, feeling her own heart pounding. ¡°It was here. After I¡¯d been released. It was walking from the car with Beauvoir and Gamache. That long walk across the snow to the bistro.¡± Clara stared at her friend, not quite understanding. How could the memory of coming home to Three Pines possibly be more frightening than being locked behind bars? She remembered that day clearly. It had been a Sunday afternoon in February. Another crisp, cold winter day. She and Myrna and Ruth and Peter and most of the village had been snug inside the bistro, having caf¨¦ au laits and talking. She¡¯d been chatting with Myrna when she¡¯d noticed Gabri had grown uncharacteristically quiet and was staring out the windows. Then she¡¯d looked. Children were skating on the pond, playing a pick-up game of hockey. Other kids were tobogganing, having snowball fights, building forts. Down rue du Moulin she saw the familiar Volvo drive slowly into Three Pines. It parked by the village green. Three men, wrapped in heavy parkas, got out of the vehicle. They paused, then slowly walked the few paces to the bistro. Gabri had stood up, almost knocking over his coffee mug. Then the entire bistro had grown quiet, as all eyes followed Gabri¡¯s stare. They watched the three figures. It was almost as though the pines had come alive and were approaching. Clara said nothing and waited for Olivier to continue. ¡°I know it was just a few yards, really,¡± he finally said. ¡°But the bistro seemed so far away. It was freezing cold, the kind that goes right through your coat. Our boots on the snow sounded so loud, crunching and squealing, like we were stepping on something alive, and hurting it.¡± Olivier paused, and narrowed his eyes again. ¡°I could see everyone inside. I could see the logs burning in the fireplace. I could see the frost on the windowpanes.¡± As he spoke Clara could see them too, through his eyes. ¡°I haven¡¯t even told Gabri this, I didn¡¯t want to hurt him, didn¡¯t want him to take it the wrong way. When we were walking toward the bistro I almost stopped. Almost asked them to drive me somewhere else, anywhere else.¡± ¡°Why?¡± Clara¡¯s voice had dropped to a whisper. ¡°Because I was terrified. More afraid than I¡¯d ever been in my life. More afraid even than in prison.¡± ¡°Afraid of what?¡± Once again Olivier felt the bitter cold scraping his cheeks. Heard his feet shrieking on the hard snow. And saw the warm bistro through the mullioned windows. His friends and neighbors over drinks, talking. Laughing. The fire in the grate. Safe and warm. They on the inside. He on the outside, looking in. And the closed door between him and everything he ever wanted. He¡¯d almost passed out from terror, and had he been able to find his voice he felt sure he¡¯d have shouted at Gamache to take him back to Montr¨¦al. Drop him at some anonymous fleabag. Where he might not be accepted, but he wouldn¡¯t be rejected. ¡°I was afraid you wouldn¡¯t want me back. That I wouldn¡¯t belong anymore.¡± Olivier sighed and dropped his head. His eyes stared at the ground, taking in each blade of grass. ¡°Oh, God, Olivier,¡± said Clara, dropping her shandy onto the newspapers, where it fell over, soaking the pages. ¡°Never.¡± ¡°Are you sure?¡± he asked, turning to her. Searching her face for reassurance. ¡°Absolutely. We really have let it go.¡± He was quiet for a moment. They both watched as Ruth left her small cottage on the far side of the village green, opened her gate, and limped across to the other bench. Once there she looked at them and lifted her hand. Page 27 Please, thought Olivier. Give me the finger. Say something rude. Call me a fag, a queer. Dick-head. ¡°I know you say that, but I don¡¯t really think you have.¡± He watched Ruth, but spoke to Clara. ¡°Let it go, I mean.¡± Ruth looked at Olivier. Hesitated. And waved. Olivier paused, then nodded. Turning back to Clara he gave her a weary smile. ¡°Thank you for listening. If you ever want to talk about Lillian, or anything, you know where to find me.¡± He waved, not toward the bistro, but toward Gabri, who was busy ignoring customers and chatting away with a friend. Olivier watched him with a smile. Yes, thought Clara. Gabri is his home. She picked up her sodden newspapers and began to walk across the village green when Olivier called after her. She turned and he caught up with her. ¡°Here. You spilled yours.¡± He held out his shandy. ¡°No, that¡¯s OK. I¡¯ll get something at Myrna¡¯s.¡± ¡°Please?¡± he asked. She looked at the partly drunk shandy, then at him. His kind, beseeching eyes. And she took the glass. ¡°Merci, mon beau Olivier.¡± As she approached the village shops she thought about what Olivier had said. And wondered if he was right. Maybe they hadn¡¯t forgiven him. Just then two men came out of the bistro and made their way slowly up rue du Moulin, toward the inn and spa at the top of the hill. She turned to watch them, surprised. That they were there. And that they were together. Then her gaze shifted. To her own home. And a solitary figure standing by the corner of the house. Also watching the two men. It was Chief Inspector Gamache. * * * Gamache watched Fran?ois Marois and Andr¨¦ Castonguay slowly make their way up the hill. They didn¡¯t seem in conversation, but they did seem companionable. Comfortable. Had it always been so? Gamache wondered. Or had it been different decades ago, when both were young turks just starting out. Fighting for territory, fighting for influence, fighting for artists. Perhaps the two men had always liked and respected each other. But Gamache doubted that. They were both too powerful, too ambitious. Had too much ego. And too much was at stake. They could be civil, could even be gracious. But they almost certainly were not friends. And yet here they were, like old combatants, climbing the hill together. As he watched, Gamache became aware of a familiar scent. Turning slightly he saw he was standing beside a gnarled old lilac bush at the corner of Peter and Clara¡¯s home. It looked delicate, fragile, but Gamache knew lilacs were in fact long lived. They survived storms and droughts, biting winters and late frosts. They flourished and bloomed where other more apparently robust plants died. The village of Three Pines, he noticed, was dotted with lilac bushes. Not the new hybrids with double blooms and vibrant colors. These were the soft purples and whites of his grandmother¡¯s garden. When had they been young? Had doughboys returning from Vimy and Flanders and Passchendaele marched past these same bushes? Had they breathed in the scent and known, at last, they were home? At peace. He looked back in time to see the two elderly men turn as one into the entrance to the inn and spa, and disappear inside. ¡°Chief.¡± Inspector Beauvoir walked toward him from Peter and Clara¡¯s back garden. ¡°The Crime Scene team¡¯s just finishing up and Lacoste¡¯s back from the bistro. As you thought, Gabri and Olivier weren¡¯t in the place thirty seconds before they announced what had happened.¡± ¡°And?¡± ¡°And nothing. Lacoste says everyone behaved as you¡¯d expect. Curious, upset, worried for their own safety, but not personally upset. No one seemed to know the dead woman. Lacoste spent some time going from table to table after that, showing the photo of the dead woman and describing her. No one remembers seeing her at the barbeque.¡± Gamache was disappointed but not surprised. He had a growing suspicion that this woman was not meant to be seen. Not alive, anyway. ¡°Lacoste¡¯s setting up the Incident Room in the old railway station.¡± ¡°Bon.¡± Gamache began walking across the village green and Beauvoir fell into step beside him. ¡°I wonder if we should make it a permanent detachment.¡± Beauvoir laughed. ¡°Why not just move the whole homicide department down here? By the way, we found Madame Dyson¡¯s car. Looks like she drove herself. It¡¯s just up there.¡± Beauvoir pointed up rue du Moulin. ¡°Want to see it?¡± ¡°Absolument.¡± The two men changed direction and walked up the dirt road, in the footsteps of the two older men moments before. Once they¡¯d crested the hill Gamache could see a gray Toyota parked on the side of the road a hundred yards further along. Page 28 ¡°Long way from the Morrow house and the party,¡± said Gamache, feeling the warmth as the afternoon sun shone through the leaves. ¡°True, I imagine the place was packed with cars. This was probably as close as she could get.¡± Gamache nodded slowly. ¡°Which would mean she wasn¡¯t among the first to arrive. Or, maybe she parked this far away on purpose.¡± ¡°Why would she do that?¡± ¡°Maybe she didn¡¯t want to be seen.¡± ¡°Then why wear neon red?¡± Gamache smiled. It was a good point. ¡°Very annoying, having a smart second in command. I long for the days you used to just tug your forelock and agree with me.¡± ¡°And when were those?¡± ¡°Right again. This must stop.¡± He smiled to himself. They came to a stop beside the car. ¡°It¡¯s been gone over, searched, swabbed, fingerprinted. But I wanted you to see it before we had it towed away.¡± ¡°Merci.¡± Beauvoir unlocked it and the Chief Inspector climbed into the driver¡¯s seat, pushing the seat back to make room for his more substantial body. The passenger¡¯s seat was covered with Cartes Routi¨¨res du Qu¨¦bec. Maps. Reaching across he opened the glove compartment. There was the usual assortment of stuff you think you¡¯ll use and forget is there. Napkins, elastics, Band-Aids, a double A battery. And some information on the car, with the insurance and registration slips. Gamache pulled it out and read. The car was five years old, but only bought by Lillian Dyson eight months ago. He closed the glove box and picked up the maps. Putting on his half-moon reading glasses he scanned them. They¡¯d been imperfectly folded back together, in that haphazard way impatient people had with annoying maps. One was for all of Qu¨¦bec. Not very helpful unless you were planning an invasion and just needed to know, roughly, where Montr¨¦al and Quebec City were. The other was for Les Canton de l¡¯est. The Eastern Townships. Lillian Dyson couldn¡¯t have known it when she bought them, but these maps were also useless. Just to be sure, he opened one and where Three Pines should have been there was the winding Bella Bella River, hills, a forest. And nothing else. As far as the official mapmakers were concerned Three Pines didn¡¯t exist. It had never been surveyed. Never plotted. No GPS or sat nav system, no matter how sophisticated, would ever find the little village. It only appeared as though by accident over the edge of the hill. Suddenly. It could not be found unless you were lost. Had Lillian Dyson been lost? Had she stumbled onto Three Pines and the party by mistake? But no. That seemed too big a coincidence. She was dressed for a party. Dressed to impress. To be seen. To be noticed. Then why hadn¡¯t she been? ¡°Why was Lillian here?¡± he asked, almost to himself. ¡°Did she even know it was Clara¡¯s home, do you think?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°I¡¯ve wondered that,¡± admitted Gamache, taking off his reading glasses and getting out of the car. ¡°Either way,¡± said Beauvoir, ¡°she came.¡± ¡°But how.¡± ¡°By car,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°Yes, I¡¯ve managed to get that far,¡± said Gamache with a smile. ¡°But once in the car how¡¯d she get here?¡± ¡°The maps?¡± asked Beauvoir, with infinite patience. But when he saw Gamache shaking his head he reconsidered. ¡°Not the maps?¡± Gamache was silent, letting his second in command find the answer himself. ¡°She wouldn¡¯t have found Three Pines on those maps,¡± said Beauvoir, slowly. ¡°It isn¡¯t on them.¡± He paused, thinking. ¡°So how¡¯d she find her way here?¡± Gamache turned and started making his way back toward Three Pines, his pace measured. Something else occurred to Beauvoir as he joined the Chief. ¡°How¡¯d any of them get here? All those people from Montr¨¦al?¡± ¡°Clara and Peter sent directions with the invitation.¡± ¡°Well, there¡¯s your answer,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°She had directions.¡± ¡°But she wasn¡¯t invited. And even if she somehow got her hands on an invitation, and the directions, where are they? Not in her handbag, not on her body. Not in the car.¡± Beauvoir looked away, thinking. ¡°So, no maps and no directions. How¡¯d she find the place?¡± Gamache stopped opposite the inn and spa. ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± he admitted. Then Gamache turned to look at the inn. It had once been a monstrosity. A rotting, rotten old place. A Victorian trophy home built more than a century ago of hubris and other men¡¯s sweat. Page 29 Meant to dominate the village below. But while Three Pines survived the recessions, the depressions, the wars, this turreted eyesore fell into disrepair, attracting only sorrow. Instead of a trophy, when villagers looked up what they saw was a shadow, a sigh on the hill. But no longer. Now it was an elegant and gleaming country inn. But sometimes, at certain angles, in a certain light Gamache could still see the sorrow in the place. And just at dusk, in the breeze, he thought he could hear the sigh. In Gamache¡¯s breast pocket was the list of guests Clara and Peter had invited from Montr¨¦al. Was the murderer¡¯s name among them? Or was the murderer not a guest at all, but someone already here? ¡°Hello, there.¡± Beside him Beauvoir gave a start. He tried not to show it, but this old home, despite the facelift, still gave Beauvoir a chill. Dominique Gilbert appeared around the side of the inn. She was wearing jodhpurs and a black velvet riding hat. In her hand she carried a leather crop. She was about to either go for a ride, or direct a Mack Sennett short. She smiled when she recognized them, and put out her hand. ¡°Chief Inspector.¡± She shook his hand then turned to Beauvoir and shook his. Then her smile faded. ¡°So it¡¯s true about the body in Clara¡¯s garden?¡± She removed her hat to show brown hair flattened to her skull by perspiration. Dominique Gilbert was in her late forties, tall and slender. A refugee, along with her husband, Marc, from the city. They¡¯d made their bundle and escaped. Her fellow executives at the bank had predicted they wouldn¡¯t last a winter. But they were now into their second year and showed no sign of regretting their decision to buy the old wreck and turn it into an inviting inn and spa. ¡°It¡¯s true, I¡¯m afraid,¡± said Gamache. ¡°May I use your phone?¡± Inspector Beauvoir asked. Despite knowing perfectly well it wouldn¡¯t work, he¡¯d been trying to call the forensics team on his cell phone. ¡°Merde,¡± he¡¯d muttered, ¡°it¡¯s like going back to the dark ages here.¡± ¡°Help yourself.¡± Dominique pointed into the house. ¡°You don¡¯t even have to wind it up anymore.¡± But her humor was lost on the Inspector, who strode in, still punching re-dial on his cell. ¡°I hear some of the guests at the party stayed with you last night?¡± said Gamache, standing on the verandah. ¡°A few. Some booked, some were last minute.¡± ¡°A bit too much to drink?¡± ¡°Sloshed.¡± ¡°Are they still here?¡± ¡°They¡¯ve been dragging themselves out of bed for the past couple of hours. Your agent asked them not to leave Three Pines, but most could barely leave their beds. They¡¯re not in any danger of fleeing. Crawling, perhaps, but not fleeing.¡± ¡°Where is my agent?¡± Gamache looked around. When he¡¯d learned some of the guests had stayed over, he¡¯d directed Agent Lacoste to send out two junior agents. One to guard the B and B, the other to come here. ¡°He¡¯s around back with the horses.¡± ¡°Is that right?¡± said Gamache. ¡°Guarding them?¡± ¡°As you know, Chief Inspector, our horses aren¡¯t exactly flight risks either.¡± He did know. One of the first things Dominique had done when moving here was to buy horses. The fulfillment of a childhood dream. But instead of Black Beauty, Flicka, Pegasus, Dominique had found four broken-down old plugs. Ruined animals, bound for the slaughterhouse. Indeed, one looked more like a moose than a horse. But such was the nature of dreams. They were not always recognizable, at first. ¡°They¡¯ll be right up to take the car away,¡± said Beauvoir, returning. Gamache noticed Beauvoir still held his cell phone in his hand. A pacifier. ¡°A few of the hardier guests wanted to go riding,¡± Dominique explained. ¡°I was just about to take them. Your agent said it would be OK. At first he was unsure but once he saw the horses he relented. I guess he realized they wouldn¡¯t exactly make for the border. I hope I haven¡¯t gotten him into trouble.¡± ¡°Not at all,¡± said Gamache but Beauvoir looked as though that wouldn¡¯t have been his answer. As they walked across the grass toward the barn they could see people and animals inside. All in shadow, silhouettes cut and pasted there. And among them the outline of a young S?ret¨¦ agent in uniform. Slender. Awkward, even at a distance. Chief Inspector Gamache felt his heart suddenly pound and the blood rush to his core. In an instant he felt light-headed and he wondered if he might pass out. His hands went cold. He wondered if Jean Guy Beauvoir had noticed this sudden reaction, this unexpected spasm. As another young agent came to mind. Came to life. For an instant. Page 30 And then died again. The shock was so great it threw Gamache off for a moment. He almost swayed on his feet but when it cleared he found his body still moving forward. His face still relaxed. Nothing to betray what had just happened. This grand mal of emotion. Except a very, very slight tremor in his right hand, which he now closed into a fist. The young agent¡¯s silhouette broke away from the rest and came into the sunshine. And became whole. Handsome face eager, and worried, he hurried over to them. ¡°Sir,¡± he said, and saluted the Chief Inspector, who waved him to drop the salute. ¡°I came to just see,¡± the agent blurted out. ¡°To make sure it would be OK if they rode the horses. I didn¡¯t mean to leave the place unguarded.¡± The young agent had never met Chief Inspector Gamache before. He¡¯d obviously seen him at a distance. As had most of the province. On news programs, in interviews, in photographs in the newspaper. In the televised funeral cortege for the agents who had died. Under Gamache¡¯s command, just six months earlier. The agent had even attended one of the Chief¡¯s lectures at the academy. But now, as he looked at the Chief Inspector, all those other images disappeared. To be replaced by a leaked video of that police action, where so many had died. No one should have ever seen those images, but millions had, as it went viral on the Internet. It was difficult to see the Chief Inspector now, with his jagged scar, and not also see that video. But here was the man in person. The famed head of the famed homicide department. He was so close that the young agent could even smell the Chief Inspector¡¯s scent. A very slight hint of sandalwood and something else. Rose water. The agent looked into Gamache¡¯s deep brown eyes and realized they were unlike any he¡¯d seen. He¡¯d been stared at by many senior officers. In fact, everyone was senior to him. But he¡¯d never had quite this experience before. The Chief Inspector¡¯s gaze was intelligent, thoughtful, searching. But where others were cynical and censorious at their center, Chief Inspector Gamache¡¯s eyes were something else. They were kind. Now, finally the agent was face-to-face with this famous man and where had the Chief found him? In a barn. Smelling of horse shit and feeding carrots to what looked like a moose. Saddling horses for murder suspects. He waited for the wrath. For the curt correction. But instead, Chief Inspector Gamache did the unthinkable. He put out his hand. The young agent stared at it for a moment. And noticed the very, very slight tremble. Then he took it and felt it strong and firm. ¡°Chief Inspector Gamache,¡± the large man said. ¡°Oui, patron. Agent Yves Rousseau of the Cowansville detachment.¡± ¡°All quiet here?¡± ¡°Yessir. I¡¯m sorry. I probably shouldn¡¯t have allowed them to go riding.¡± Gamache smiled. ¡°You have no right to stop them. Besides, I don¡¯t think they¡¯ll get far.¡± The three S?ret¨¦ officers looked over at the two women and Dominique, each leading a clopping horse from the barn. Gamache turned his gaze back to the agent in front of him. Young, eager. ¡°Did you get their names and addresses?¡± ¡°Yessir. And cross checked with their ID. I got everyone¡¯s information.¡± He unclicked his pocket, to get at his notebook. ¡°Perhaps you can take it to the Incident Room,¡± said Gamache, ¡°and give it to Agent Lacoste.¡± ¡°Right,¡± said Rousseau, writing that down. Jean Guy Beauvoir inwardly groaned. Here we go again, he thought. He¡¯s going to invite this kid to join the investigation. Does he never learn? Armand Gamache smiled and nodded to Agent Rousseau, then turned and walked back toward the inn, leaving two surprised men behind him. Rousseau that he¡¯d been spoken to so civilly and Beauvoir that Gamache hadn¡¯t done what he¡¯d done on almost every investigation in the past. Invited one of the young, local agents to join them. Beauvoir knew he should be happy. Relieved. Then why did he feel so sad? * * * Once inside the inn and spa, Chief Inspector Gamache was again taken by how attractive it had become. Cool and calm. The old Victorian wreck had been lovingly restored. The stained-glass lintels cleaned and repaired, so that the sun shone emerald and ruby and sapphire on the polished black and white tiles of the entry hall. It was circular, with a wide mahogany stairway sweeping up. A large floral arrangement of lilac and Solomon¡¯s Seal and apple boughs stood on the gleaming wood table in the center of the hall. Page 31 It felt fresh and light and welcoming. ¡°May I help you?¡± a young receptionist asked. ¡°We were looking for two of your guests. Messieurs Marois and Castonguay.¡± ¡°They¡¯re in the living room,¡± she said, smiling, and led them off to the right. The two S?ret¨¦ officers knew perfectly well where it was, having been in it many times before. But they let the receptionist do her job. After offering them coffee, which was declined, she left them at the door to the living room. Gamache took in the room. It too was open and bright with floor-to-ceiling windows looking down on the village below. A log fire was laid, but not lit and flowers sat in vases on occasional tables. The room was both modern in its furniture and traditional in details and design. They¡¯d done a sympathetic job of bringing the grand old ruin into the twenty-first century. ¡°Bonjour.¡± Fran?ois Marois rose from one of the Eames chairs and put down a copy of that day¡¯s Le Devoir. Andr¨¦ Castonguay looked over from the easy chair where he was reading the New York Times. He too rose as the two officers entered the room. Gamache, of course, already knew Monsieur Marois, having spoken with him the night before at the vernissage. But the other man was a stranger to him, known only by reputation. Castonguay stood and Gamache saw a tall man, a little bleary perhaps from celebrating the night before. His face was puffy, and ruddy from tiny broken blood vessels in his nose and cheeks. ¡°I hadn¡¯t expected to see you here,¡± said Gamache, walking forward and shaking hands with Marois as though greeting a fellow guest. ¡°Nor I you,¡± said Marois. ¡°Andr¨¦, this is Chief Inspector Gamache, of the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec. Do you know my colleague Andr¨¦ Castonguay?¡± ¡°Only by reputation. A very good reputation. The Galerie Castonguay is renowned. You represent some fine artists.¡± ¡°I¡¯m glad you think so, Chief Inspector,¡± said Castonguay. Beauvoir was introduced. He bristled and took an immediate dislike to the man. He¡¯d in fact disliked the man before even hearing the dismissive remark made to the Chief. Any owner of a high-end art gallery was immediately suspect, of arrogance if not murder. Jean Guy Beauvoir had little tolerance for either. But Gamache didn¡¯t seem put out. Indeed, he seemed almost pleased with Andr¨¦ Castonguay¡¯s response. And Beauvoir noticed something else. Castonguay had begun to relax, to grow more sure of himself. He¡¯d pushed this police officer and he hadn¡¯t pushed back. Clearly Castonguay felt himself the better man. Beauvoir smiled slightly and lowered his head so Castonguay wouldn¡¯t see. ¡°Your man took our names and addresses,¡± said Castonguay, taking the large easy chair by the fireplace. ¡°Our home addresses as well as business. Does this mean we¡¯re suspects?¡± ¡°Mais, non, monsieur,¡± said Gamache, sitting on the sofa opposite him. Beauvoir stood off to the side and Monsieur Marois took up a position at the mantelpiece. ¡°I hope we haven¡¯t inconvenienced you.¡± Gamache looked concerned, contrite even. Andr¨¦ Castonguay relaxed more. It was clear he was used to commanding a room. Getting his way. Jean Guy Beauvoir watched as the Chief Inspector appeared to acquiesce to Castonguay. To bow before the stronger personality. Not mince, exactly. That would be too obviously a conceit. But to cede the space. ¡°Bon,¡± said Castonguay. ¡°I¡¯m glad we got that straight. You didn¡¯t inconvenience us. We were planning to stay a few days anyway.¡± We, thought Beauvoir and looked over at Fran?ois Marois. The men would be about the same age, Beauvoir guessed. Castonguay¡¯s hair was thick and white. Marois was balding, gray and trimmed. Both men were well groomed and well dressed. ¡°Here¡¯s my card, Chief Inspector.¡± Castonguay handed Gamache a business card. ¡°Do you specialize in modern art?¡± Gamache asked, crossing his legs as though settling in for a nice chat. Beauvoir, who knew Gamache better than most, watched with interest and some amusement. Castonguay was being wooed. And it was working. He clearly regarded Chief Inspector Gamache as one step up from the beasts. An evolved creature who walked upright but didn¡¯t have much of a frontal lobe. Beauvoir could guess what Castonguay thought of him. The missing link, if that. He longed to say something intelligent, something clever and knowledgeable. Or, failing that, something so shockingly, violently rude this smug man would no longer believe he was in charge of anything. Page 32 But Beauvoir, with an effort, kept his mouth shut. Mostly because he couldn¡¯t think of anything intelligent to say about art. Castonguay and the Chief Inspector were now discussing trends in modern art, with Castonguay lecturing and Gamache listening as though rapt. And Fran?ois Marois? Jean Guy Beauvoir had all but forgotten him. He was so quiet. But now the Inspector shifted his eyes to Marois. And discovered the quiet, older man was also staring. But not at Castonguay. Fran?ois Marois was staring at Chief Inspector Gamache. Examining him. Closely. Then he shifted his gaze to Beauvoir. It wasn¡¯t a cold look. But it was clear and sharp. It froze Beauvoir¡¯s blood. The conversation between the Chief Inspector and Castonguay had segued back to the murder. ¡°Terrible,¡± said Castonguay, as though voicing a unique and insightful sentiment. ¡°Terrible,¡± agreed Gamache, sitting forward. ¡°We have a couple of photographs of the murdered woman. I wonder if you¡¯d mind looking at them?¡± Beauvoir handed the photos to Fran?ois Marois first. He looked at them then passed them on to Andr¨¦ Castonguay. ¡°I¡¯m afraid I don¡¯t know her,¡± said Castonguay. To give him grudging credit, Beauvoir thought the man looked pained to see the woman dead. ¡°Who was she?¡± ¡°Monsieur Marois?¡± Gamache turned to the other man. ¡°No, I¡¯m afraid she doesn¡¯t look familiar to me either. She was at the party?¡± ¡°That¡¯s what we¡¯re trying to find out. Did either of you see her there? As you can see in one of the pictures, she was wearing quite a remarkable red dress.¡± The men glanced at each other, but shook their heads. ¡°D¨¦sol¨¦,¡± said Castonguay. ¡°But I spent the evening speaking to friends I don¡¯t often see. She could¡¯ve been there and I just didn¡¯t notice. Who was she?¡± he asked again. The photos were handed back to Beauvoir. ¡°Her name was Lillian Dyson.¡± There was no reaction to the name. ¡°Was she an artist?¡± Castonguay asked. ¡°What makes you ask?¡± said Gamache. ¡°Wearing red. Flamboyant. Artists are either complete bums, hardly wash, drunk and filthy most of the time, or they¡¯re well, that.¡± He waved toward the pictures in Beauvoir¡¯s hand. ¡°Over-the-top. Loud. ¡®Look at me¡¯ types. Both are very tiring.¡± ¡°You don¡¯t seem to like artists,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I don¡¯t. I like the product, not the person. Artists are needy, crazy people who take up a lot of space and time. Exhausting. Like babies.¡± ¡°And yet, you were an artist once, I believe,¡± said Fran?ois Marois. The S?ret¨¦ agents looked over at the quiet man by the fireplace. Was there a satisfied look on his face? ¡°I was. Too sane to be a success.¡± Marois laughed, and Castonguay looked annoyed. It wasn¡¯t meant as a joke. ¡°You were at the vernissage at the Mus¨¦e yesterday, Monsieur Castonguay?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Yes. The chief curator invited me. And of course Vanessa is a close friend. We dine together when I¡¯m in London.¡± ¡°Vanessa Destin-Brown? The head of the Tate Modern?¡± asked Gamache, apparently impressed. ¡°She was there last night?¡± ¡°Oh yes, there and here. We had a long discussion on the future of figurative¡ª¡± ¡°But she didn¡¯t stay? Or is she one of the guests at the inn?¡± ¡°No, she left early. I don¡¯t think burgers and fiddle music¡¯s her style.¡± ¡°But it is yours?¡± Beauvoir wondered if Andr¨¦ Castonguay had noticed the tide shifting? ¡°Not normally, but there were some people here I wanted to speak with.¡± ¡°Who?¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± Chief Inspector Gamache was still cordial, still gracious. But he was also clearly in command. And always had been. Once again Beauvoir shot a look over to Fran?ois Marois. He suspected the shift came as no surprise to him. ¡°Who did you particularly want to speak to at the party here?¡± Gamache asked, patient, clear. ¡°Well, Clara Morrow for one. I wanted to thank her for her works.¡± ¡°Who else?¡± ¡°That¡¯s a private matter,¡± said Castonguay. So he had noticed, thought Beauvoir. But too late. Chief Inspector Gamache was the tide and Andr¨¦ Castonguay a twig. The best he could hope was to stay afloat. Page 33 ¡°It might matter, monsieur. And if it doesn¡¯t I promise to keep it between us.¡± ¡°Well, I¡¯d hoped to approach Peter Morrow. He¡¯s a fine artist.¡± ¡°But not as good as his wife.¡± Fran?ois Marois spoke quietly. Not much more than a whisper. But everyone turned to look at him. ¡°Is her work that good?¡± Chief Inspector Gamache asked. Marois looked at Gamache for a moment. ¡°I¡¯ll be happy to answer that, but I¡¯m curious to hear what you think. You were at the vernissage. You were the one who pointed out that remarkable portrait of the Virgin Mary.¡± ¡°The what?¡± asked Castonguay. ¡°There was no Virgin Mary painting.¡± ¡°There was if you looked,¡± Marois assured him before turning back to the Chief Inspector. ¡°You were one of the few people actually paying attention to her art.¡± ¡°As I may have mentioned last night, Clara and Peter Morrow are personal friends,¡± said Gamache. This brought a look of surprise and suspicion from Castonguay. ¡°Is that allowed? That means you¡¯re investigating friends for murder, n¡¯est-ce pas?¡± Beauvoir stepped forward. ¡°In case you didn¡¯t know it, Chief Inspector Gamache¡ª¡± But the Chief put his hand up and Beauvoir managed to stop himself. ¡°It¡¯s a fair question.¡± Gamache turned back to Andr¨¦ Castonguay. ¡°They are friends and yes, they¡¯re also suspects. In fact, I have a lot of friends in this village, and all of them are suspects as well. And I realize this could be interpreted as a disadvantage, but the fact is, I know these people. Well. Who better to find the murderer among them than someone who knows their weaknesses, their blind spots, their fears? Now,¡± Gamache leaned slowly forward, toward Castonguay, ¡°if you¡¯re thinking I might find the murderer and let him go¡­¡± The words were friendly, there was even a mild smile on the Chief Inspector¡¯s face. But even Andr¨¦ Castonguay couldn¡¯t miss the gravity in the voice and eyes. ¡°No. I don¡¯t believe you¡¯d do that.¡± ¡°I¡¯m glad to hear it.¡± Gamache leaned back in his seat once again. Beauvoir stared at Castonguay a moment longer, making certain he wasn¡¯t about to challenge the Chief again. Gamache might think it was natural and even healthy to challenge him, but Beauvoir didn¡¯t. ¡°You¡¯re wrong about the Morrow woman¡¯s art, you know,¡± said Castonguay, sullen. ¡°It¡¯s just a bunch of portraits of old women. There was nothing new there.¡± ¡°There¡¯s everything new, if you look below the surface,¡± said Marois, taking the easy chair beside Castonguay. ¡°Look again, mon ami.¡± But it was clear they were not friends. Not, perhaps, enemies, but would they seek each other out for a friendly lunch at Lem¨¦ac caf¨¦ bistro or a drink at the bar at L¡¯Express in Montr¨¦al? No. Castonguay might, but not Marois. ¡°And why are you here, monsieur?¡± Gamache asked Marois. There seemed no power struggle between the two men. There was no need. Each was confident in himself. ¡°I¡¯m an art dealer, but not a gallery owner. As I told you last night, the curator gave me a catalog and I was taken with Madame Morrow¡¯s works. I wanted to see them myself. And,¡± he smiled ruefully, ¡°I¡¯m afraid even at my age I¡¯m a romantic.¡± ¡°Are you going to admit to a crush on Clara Morrow?¡± asked Gamache. Fran?ois Marois laughed. ¡°Not exactly, though after seeing her work it¡¯s hard not to like her. But it¡¯s more of a philosophical state, my romanticism.¡± ¡°How so?¡± ¡°I love that an artist could be plucked out of obscurity and discovered at the age of almost fifty. What artist doesn¡¯t dream of it? What artist doesn¡¯t believe, every morning, it will happen before bedtime? Remember Magritte? Belgian painter?¡± ¡°Ceci n¡¯est pas une pipe?¡± asked Gamache, losing Beauvoir completely. He hoped the Chief hadn¡¯t just had a seizure and started spouting nonsense. ¡°That¡¯s the one. He worked away for years, decades. Living in squalor. Supported himself by painting fake Picassos and forging banknotes. When he did his own work Magritte was not only ignored by the galleries and collectors, he was mocked by other artists, who thought he was nuts. I have to say, it gets pretty bad when even other artists think you¡¯re nuts.¡± Gamache laughed. ¡°And was he?¡± ¡°Well, perhaps. You¡¯ve seen his works?¡± Page 34 ¡°I have. I like them, but I¡¯m not sure how I would have felt had someone not told me they were genius.¡± ¡°Exactly,¡± said Marois, suddenly sitting forward, more animated than Beauvoir had seen him. Excited even. ¡°That¡¯s what makes my job like Christmas every day. While every artist wakes up believing this is the day his genius will be discovered, every dealer wakes up believing this is the day he¡¯ll discover genius.¡± ¡°But who¡¯s to say?¡± ¡°That¡¯s what makes this all so thrilling.¡± Beauvoir could see the man wasn¡¯t putting on an act. His eyes were gleaming, his hands were gesturing, not wildly, but with excitement. ¡°The portfolio I believe is brilliant someone else can look at and think is dull, derivative. Witness our reactions to Clara Morrow¡¯s paintings.¡± ¡°I still say they¡¯re just not interesting,¡± said Castonguay. ¡°And I say they are, and who¡¯s to say who¡¯s right? That¡¯s what drives artists and dealers crazy. It¡¯s so subjective.¡± ¡°I think they¡¯re born crazy,¡± mumbled Castonguay, and Beauvoir had to agree. ¡°So that explains you being at the vernissage,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Why come to Three Pines?¡± Marois hesitated. Trying to decide how much to say, and not even trying to hide his indecision. Gamache waited. Beauvoir, notebook and pen out, started to doodle. A stick figure and a horse. Or perhaps it was a moose. From the easy chair came the heavy sound of Castonguay breathing. ¡°I had a client once. Dead now, years ago. Lovely man. A commercial artist, but also a very fine creative artist. His home was full of these marvelous paintings. I discovered him when he was already quite old, though now that I think of it, he was younger than I am now.¡± Marois smiled, as did Gamache. He knew that feeling. ¡°He was one of my first clients and he did quite well. He was thrilled, as was his wife. One day he asked a favor. Could his wife put in a few of her works into his next show. I was polite, but declined. But he was quite uncharacteristically insistent. I didn¡¯t know her well, and didn¡¯t know her art at all. I suspected she was putting pressure on the old man. But I could see how important it was to him, so I relented. Gave her a corner, and a hammer.¡± He paused and his eyes flickered. ¡°I¡¯m not very proud of it now. I should have either treated her with respect, or declined the show totally. But I was young, and had a lot to learn.¡± He sighed. ¡°The evening of the vernissage was the first time I saw her works. I walked into the room and everyone was crowded into that corner. You can guess what happened.¡± ¡°All her paintings sold,¡± said Gamache. Marois nodded. ¡°Every one, with people buying others she¡¯d left in her home, sight unseen. There was even a bidding war for several of them. My client was a gifted artist. But she was better. Far better. A stunning find. A genuine Van Gogh¡¯s ear.¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°A what?¡± ¡°What did the old man do?¡± Castonguay interrupted, now paying attention. ¡°He must¡¯ve been furious.¡± ¡°No. He was a lovely man. Taught me how to be gracious. And he was. But it was her reaction I¡¯ll never forget.¡± He was quiet for a moment, clearly seeing the two elderly artists. ¡°She gave up painting. Not only never showed again, she never painted again. She saw the pain it had caused him, though he¡¯d hidden it well. His happiness was more important to her than her own. Than her art.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache knew this should have sounded like a love story. Of sacrifice, of selfless choices. But it only sounded like a tragedy to him. ¡°Is that why you¡¯re here?¡± Gamache asked the art dealer. Marois nodded. ¡°I¡¯m afraid.¡± ¡°Of what?¡± Castonguay demanded, losing the thread yet again. ¡°Did you not see how Clara Morrow looked at her husband yesterday?¡± asked Marois. ¡°And how he looked at her,¡± said Gamache. The two men locked eyes. ¡°But Clara isn¡¯t that woman you¡¯re remembering,¡± said the Chief Inspector. ¡°True,¡± admitted Fran?ois Marois. ¡°But Peter Morrow isn¡¯t my elderly client either.¡± ¡°Do you really think Clara might give up painting?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°To save her marriage? To save her husband?¡± asked Marois. ¡°Most wouldn¡¯t, but the woman who created those paintings just might.¡± Armand Gamache had never thought that was a possibility, but now he considered it and realized Fran?ois Marois might be right. Page 35 ¡°Still,¡± he said. ¡°What could you hope to do about it?¡± ¡°Well,¡± said Marois, ¡°not much. But I at least wanted to see where she¡¯d been hiding all these years. I was curious.¡± ¡°Is that all?¡± ¡°Have you never wanted to visit Giverny to see where Monet painted, or go to Winslow Homer¡¯s studio in Prouts Neck? Or see where Shakespeare and Victor Hugo wrote?¡± ¡°You¡¯re quite right,¡± admitted Gamache. ¡°Madame Gamache and I have visited the homes of many of our favorite artists and writers and poets.¡± ¡°Why?¡± Gamache paused for a few moments, considering. ¡°Because they seem magical.¡± Andr¨¦ Castonguay snorted. Beauvoir bristled, embarrassed for the Chief Inspector. It was a ridiculous answer. Perhaps even weak. To admit to a murder suspect he might believe in magic. But Marois sat still, staring at the Chief Inspector. Finally he nodded, slightly and slowly. It might have even been, Beauvoir thought, a slight tremble. ¡°C¡¯est ?a,¡± said Marois at last. ¡°Magic. I hadn¡¯t planned to come, but when I saw her works at the vernissage I wanted to see the village that had produced such magic.¡± They talked for a few more minutes, about their movements. Who they saw, who they spoke to. But like everyone else, it was unremarkable. Chief Inspector Gamache and Inspector Beauvoir left the two men sitting in the bright living room of the inn and spa and went looking for the other guests. Within an hour they¡¯d interviewed them all. None knew the dead woman. None saw anything suspicious or helpful. As they walked back down the hill into Three Pines, Gamache thought of their interviews and what Fran?ois Marois had said. But there was more to Three Pines than magic. Something monstrous had roamed the village green, had eaten the food and danced among them. Something dark had joined the party that night. And produced not magic but murder. SIX Out the window of her bookstore Myrna could see Armand Gamache and Jean Guy Beauvoir walking down the dirt road into the village. Then she turned back to her shop, with its wooden shelves filled with new and used books, the wide plank pine floors. Sitting on the sofa beside the window and facing the woodstove was Clara. She¡¯d arrived a few minutes earlier clutching her haul of newspapers to her breasts, like an immigrant at Ellis Island clinging to something ragged and precious. Myrna wondered if what Clara held was really that important. She was under no illusion. Myrna knew exactly what was in those papers. The judgment of others. The views of the outside world. What they saw when they saw Clara¡¯s art. And Myrna knew even more. She knew what those beer-sodden pages said. She too had gotten up early that morning, dragged her weary ass out of bed, trudged to the bathroom. Showered, brushed her teeth, put on fresh clothes. And in the light of the new day she¡¯d gotten into her car and driven to Knowlton. For the papers. She could have simply downloaded them from the various websites, but if Clara wanted to read them as newspapers, then so did Myrna. She didn¡¯t care how the world saw Clara¡¯s art. Myrna knew it was genius. But she cared about Clara. And now her friend sat like a lump on the sofa while she sat in the armchair facing her. ¡°Beer?¡± Myrna offered, pointing to the stack of newspapers. ¡°No thank you,¡± smiled Clara. ¡°I have my own.¡± She pointed to her sodden chest. ¡°You must be every man¡¯s dream,¡± laughed Myrna. ¡°Finally, a woman made entirely of beer and croissants.¡± ¡°A wet dream, certainly,¡± agreed Clara, smiling. ¡°Have you had a chance to read them?¡± Myrna didn¡¯t need to point again to the reeking papers, they both knew what she meant. ¡°No. Something keeps getting in the way.¡± ¡°Something?¡± asked Myrna. ¡°Some fucking body,¡± said Clara, then tried to rein herself in. ¡°God, Myrna, I don¡¯t know what¡¯s wrong with me. I should be upset, devastated that this has happened. I should feel horrible for poor Lillian, but you know what I keep thinking? The only thing I keep thinking?¡± ¡°That she ruined your big day.¡± It was a statement. And it was true. She had. Lillian herself, it must be admitted, had not had a great day either. But that discussion would come later. Clara stared at Myrna, searching for censure. ¡°What¡¯s wrong with me?¡± ¡°There¡¯s nothing wrong with you,¡± said Myrna, leaning toward her friend. ¡°I¡¯d feel the same way. Everyone would. We just may not admit it.¡± She smiled. ¡°If it had been me lying back there¡ª¡± But Myrna got no further. Clara burst in. Page 36 ¡°Don¡¯t even think such a thing.¡± Clara actually looked frightened, as though saying a thing made it more likely to happen, as though whatever God she believed in worked like that. But Myrna knew neither Clara¡¯s God nor hers was so chaotic and petty they needed or heeded such ridiculous suggestions. ¡°If it was me,¡± Myrna continued, ¡°you¡¯d care.¡± ¡°Oh, God, I¡¯d never recover.¡± ¡°These papers wouldn¡¯t matter,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Not at all. Never.¡± ¡°If it was Gabri or Peter or Ruth¡ª¡± Both women paused. It might have been a step too far. ¡°¡ªanyway,¡± Myrna continued. ¡°If it was even a complete stranger you¡¯d have cared.¡± Clara nodded. ¡°But Lillian wasn¡¯t a stranger.¡± ¡°I wish she had been,¡± admitted Clara, quietly. ¡°I wish I¡¯d never met her.¡± ¡°What was she?¡± Myrna asked. She¡¯d heard the broad strokes, but now she wanted to hear the details. And Clara told her everything. About the young Lillian, about the teenage Lillian. About the woman in her twenties. As she got further into the story Clara¡¯s voice dropped and dragged, lugging the words along. And then she stopped, and Myrna was silent for a moment, staring at her friend. ¡°She sounds like an emotional vampire,¡± said Myrna, at last. ¡°A what?¡± ¡°I ran into quite a few in my practice. People who sucked others dry. We all know them. We¡¯re in their company and come away drained, for no apparent reason.¡± Clara nodded. She did know a few, though no one in Three Pines. Not even Ruth. She only drained their liquor cabinet. But Clara, oddly, always felt refreshed, invigorated after a visit with the demented old poet. But there were others who just sucked the life right out of her. Lillian was one. ¡°But it wasn¡¯t always like that,¡± said Clara, trying to be fair. ¡°She was a friend once.¡± ¡°That¡¯s often the way too,¡± nodded Myrna. ¡°The frog in the frying pan.¡± Clara wasn¡¯t at all sure how to respond to that. Were they still talking about Lillian, or had they somehow veered into some French cooking show? ¡°Do you mean the emotional vampire in the frying pan?¡± asked Clara, uttering a sentence she was pretty sure had never been said by another human. Or at least, she hoped not. Myrna laughed and sitting back in her armchair she raised her legs onto the hassock. ¡°No, little one. Lillian¡¯s the emotional vampire. You¡¯re the frog.¡± ¡°Sounds like a rejected Grimm¡¯s fairy tale. ¡®The Frog and the Emotional Vampire.¡¯¡± Both women paused for a moment, imagining the illustrations. Myrna came back to her senses first. ¡°The frog in the frying pan is a psychological term, a phenomenon,¡± she said. ¡°If you stick a frog into a sizzling hot frying pan what¡¯ll it do?¡± ¡°Jump out?¡± suggested Clara. ¡°Jump out. But if you put one into a pan at room temperature then slowly raise the heat, what happens?¡± Clara thought about it. ¡°It¡¯ll jump out when it gets too hot?¡± Myrna shook her head. ¡°No.¡± She took her feet off the hassock and leaned forward again, her eyes intense. ¡°The frog just sits there. It gets hotter and hotter but it never moves. It adjusts and adjusts. Never leaves.¡± ¡°Never?¡± asked Clara, quietly. ¡°Never. It stays there until it dies.¡± Clara look a long, slow, deep breath, then exhaled. ¡°I saw it with my clients who¡¯d been abused either physically or emotionally. The relationship never starts with a fist to the face, or an insult. If it did there¡¯d be no second date. It always starts gently. Kindly. The other person draws you in. To trust them. To need them. And then they slowly turn. Little by little, increasing the heat. Until you¡¯re trapped.¡± ¡°But Lillian wasn¡¯t a lover, or a husband. She was just a friend.¡± ¡°Friends can be abusive. Friendships can turn, become foul,¡± said Myrna. ¡°She fed on your gratitude. Fed on your insecurities, on your love for her. But you did something she never expected.¡± Clara waited. ¡°You stood up for yourself. For your art. You left. And she hated you for it.¡± ¡°But then why¡¯d she come here?¡± asked Clara. ¡°I haven¡¯t seen her in more than twenty years. Why¡¯d she come back? What did she want?¡± Page 37 Myrna shook her head. Didn¡¯t say what she suspected. That there was really only one reason for Lillian to return. To ruin Clara¡¯s big day. And she had. Only not, almost certainly, in the way Lillian had planned. Which, of course, begged the question: Who had planned this? ¡°Can I say something to you?¡± Myrna asked. Clara made a face. ¡°I hate it when people ask that. It means something awful¡¯s coming. What is it?¡± ¡°Hope takes its place among the modern masters.¡± ¡°I was wrong,¡± said Clara, perplexed and relieved. ¡°It¡¯s just nonsense. Is this a new game? Can I play? Wallpaper chair is often cows. Or,¡± Clara looked at Myrna with suspicion, ¡°have you been smoking your caftan again? I know they say hemp isn¡¯t really dope, but I still wonder.¡± ¡°Clara Morrow¡¯s art makes rejoicing cool again.¡± ¡°Ah, a conversation of non sequiturs,¡± said Clara. ¡°It¡¯s like talking to Ruth, only not as many fucking swear words.¡± Myrna smiled. ¡°Do you know what I was just quoting?¡± ¡°Those were quotes?¡± asked Clara. Myrna nodded and looked over at the damp and smelly newspapers. Clara¡¯s eyes followed her, then widened. Myrna rose and went upstairs, finding her own copies of the papers. Clean and dry. Clara reached out but her hands were trembling too hard and Myrna had to find the sections. The portrait of Ruth, as the Virgin Mary, glared from the front page of the New York Times art section. Above it was a single word, ¡°Arisen.¡± And below it the headline HOPE TAKES ITS PLACE AMONG THE MODERN MASTERS. Clara dropped the section and grabbed for the London Times art review. On the front page was a photo of a Maoist accountant at Clara¡¯s vernissage. And below it the quote, ¡°Clara Morrow Makes Rejoicing Cool Again.¡± ¡°They¡¯re raving, Clara,¡± said Myrna with a smile so wide it hurt. The pages dropped from Clara¡¯s hand and she looked at her friend. The one who¡¯d whispered into the silence. Clara got up. Arisen, she thought. Arisen. And she hugged Myrna. * * * Peter Morrow sat in his studio. Hiding from the ringing phone. Ring. Ring. Ring. He¡¯d gone back into their home after lunch, hoping for some peace and quiet. Clara had taken the papers and gone off, presumably to read them by herself. So he had no idea what the critics had said. But as soon as he¡¯d walked in the door the phone had started to ring, and had barely stopped since. All wanting to congratulate Clara. There were messages from the curators at the Mus¨¦e, thrilled with the reviews and the subsequent ticket sales. There was a message from Vanessa Destin-Browne, of the Tate Modern in London, thanking them for the party and congratulating Clara. And wondering if they might get together to discuss a show. For Clara. He¡¯d eventually just let the phone ring and had gone to stand at the open door to her studio. From there he could see a few puppets, from the time she thought she might do a series on them. ¡°Perhaps too political,¡± Clara had said. ¡°Perhaps,¡± said Peter, but ¡°political¡± wasn¡¯t the word that had sprung to mind. He could see the Warrior Uteruses stacked in the corner. Left there after another disastrous show. ¡°Perhaps ahead of its time,¡± Clara had said. ¡°Perhaps,¡± said Peter. But ¡°ahead of its time¡± wasn¡¯t what came to mind either. And when she¡¯d started in on the Three Graces, and even had the three elderly friends pose for her, he¡¯d felt sorry for the women. Thought Clara was being selfish, expecting the old women to stand there for some painting that would never see the light of day. But the women hadn¡¯t minded. Had seemed to have fun, judging by the laughter that disturbed his concentration. And now that painting was hanging in the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain. While his meticulous works were on someone¡¯s stairway or perhaps, if he was lucky, above a fireplace. Seen by a dozen people a year. And noticed as much as the wallpaper or curtains. Interior decoration in an affluent home. How could Clara¡¯s portraits of unremarkable women possibly be masterpieces? Peter turned his back on her studio, but not before he saw the afternoon sun catch Clara¡¯s huge fiberglass feet, marching across the back of her space. ¡°Perhaps too sophisticated,¡± Clara had said. ¡°Perhaps,¡± Peter had mumbled. He closed the door and went back to his studio, the sound of the ringing phone in his ears. Page 38 * * * Chief Inspector Gamache sat in the large living room of the bed and breakfast. The walls were painted a creamy linen, the furniture was handpicked by Gabri from Olivier¡¯s antiquing finds. But rather than heavy Victoriana he¡¯d gone for comfort. Two large sofas faced each other across the stone fireplace and armchairs created quiet conversation areas around the room. Where Dominique¡¯s inn and spa gleamed and preened like a delightful gem on the hill, Gabri¡¯s bed and breakfast sat peacefully, cheerfully, a little shabbily in the valley. Like Grandma¡¯s house, if Grandma had been a large gay man. Gabri and Olivier were over at the bistro still serving lunch, leaving the S?ret¨¦ officers alone with the B and B guests. It had been a rocky start to the interviews, beginning before they¡¯d even crossed the threshold. Beauvoir gingerly took the Chief aside just as they reached the porch of the B and B. ¡°There¡¯s something I think you should know.¡± Armand Gamache looked at Beauvoir with amusement. ¡°What have you done?¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± ¡°You sound exactly like Daniel when he was a teenager and had gotten into trouble.¡± ¡°I got Peggy Sue pregnant at the big dance,¡± said Beauvoir. For just an instant Gamache looked surprised, then he smiled. ¡°What is it really?¡± ¡°I did something stupid.¡± ¡°Ahh, this does bring me back. Good times. Go on.¡± ¡°Well¡ª¡± ¡°Monsieur Beauvoir, what a pleasure to see you again.¡± The screen door opened and a woman in her late fifties greeted him. Gamache turned to Beauvoir. ¡°What exactly have you done?¡± ¡°I hope you remember me,¡± she said with a coy smile. ¡°My name¡¯s Paulette. We met at the vernissage last night.¡± The door swung open again and a middle-aged man appeared. Seeing Beauvoir, he beamed. ¡°It is you,¡± he said. ¡°I thought I saw you coming down the road just now. I looked at the barbeque last night but you weren¡¯t there.¡± Gamache gave Beauvoir an inquiring gaze. Beauvoir turned his back on the smiling artists. ¡°I told them I was the art critic for Le Monde.¡± ¡°And why would you do that?¡± the Chief Inspector asked. ¡°It¡¯s a long story,¡± said Beauvoir. But it wasn¡¯t so much long as embarrassing. These were the two artists who¡¯d insulted Clara Morrow¡¯s works. Mocking the Three Graces as clowns. And while Beauvoir didn¡¯t much like art, he did like Clara. And he¡¯d known and admired the women who became the Three Graces. So he¡¯d turned to the smug artists and said he very much liked the work. Then he used some of the phrases he¡¯d heard floating around the cocktail party. About perspective, and culture and pigment. The more he said the harder it was to stop himself. And he could see that the more ridiculous his statements the more these two paid attention. Until he¡¯d finally delivered his coup de grace. He trotted out a word he¡¯d heard someone use that evening, a word he¡¯d never heard before and had no idea what it meant. He¡¯d turned to the painting of the Three Graces, the elderly and joyous old women, and said¡ª ¡°The only word that comes to mind is, of course, ¡®chiaroscuro.¡¯¡± Not surprisingly, the artists had looked at him as though he was mad. Which made him mad. So mad he said something he instantly regretted. ¡°I haven¡¯t introduced myself,¡± he said in his most refined French. ¡°I am Monsieur Beauvoir, the art critic for Le Monde.¡± ¡°Monsieur Beauvoir?¡± the man had asked, his eyes widening nicely. ¡°But of course. Just Monsieur Beauvoir. I find no need for a first name. Too bourgeois. Clutters up the page. You read my reviews, bien s?r?¡± The rest of the evening had been quite pleasant, as word spread that the famous Parisian critic ¡°Monsieur Beauvoir¡± was there. And all agreed that Clara¡¯s works were a marvelous example of chiaroscuro. He¡¯d have to look it up, one of these days. The two artists had in turn introduced themselves as simply ¡°Normand¡± and ¡°Paulette.¡± ¡°We use only our first names.¡± He¡¯d thought they were joking, but apparently not. And now here they were again. Normand, in the same slacks, worn tweed jacket and scarf from the night before, and his partner Paulette, also in the same peasant-type skirt, blouse and scarves. Now they were looking from him to Gamache, and back again. Page 39 ¡°I have two pieces of bad news,¡± said Gamache, steering them inside. ¡°There¡¯s been a murder, and this is not Monsieur Beauvoir, the art critic for Le Monde, but Inspector Beauvoir, a homicide investigator with the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec.¡± The murder they already knew about, so it was the Beauvoir news they found most upsetting. Gamache watched with some amusement as they lit into the Inspector. Beauvoir, noticing the Chief¡¯s grin, whispered, ¡°Just so you know, I also said you were Monsieur Gamache, the head curator at the Louvre. Enjoy.¡± That, thought Gamache, would explain the unexpectedly large number of invitations to art shows he¡¯d received at the vernissage. He made a note not to show up to any of them. ¡°When did you decide to stay overnight?¡± asked the Chief, once the vitriol had been exhausted. ¡°Well, we¡¯d planned to head home after the party, but it was late and¡­¡± Paulette gave a shove of her head toward Normand, as though to indicate he¡¯d had too many. ¡°The B and B owner gave us toiletries and bathrobes,¡± Normand explained. ¡°We¡¯re heading off to Cowansville in a few minutes to buy some clothes.¡± ¡°Not going back to Montr¨¦al?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Not right away. We thought we¡¯d stay for a day or so. Make a holiday of it.¡± At Gamache¡¯s invitation they took seats in the comfortable living room, the artists sitting side-by-side on one sofa, Beauvoir and the Chief Inspector sitting opposite them on the other. ¡°So who was killed?¡± Paulette asked. ¡°It wasn¡¯t Clara, was it?¡± She almost managed to hide her optimism. ¡°No,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°Are you friends?¡± Though the answer seemed obvious. This brought a snort of amusement from Normand. ¡°You clearly don¡¯t know artists, Inspector. We can be civil, friendly even. But friends? Better to make friends with a wolverine.¡± ¡°What brought you here then, if not friendship with Clara?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°Free food and drink. Lots of drink,¡± said Normand, smoothing the hair from his eyes. There was a sort of world-weary style about the man. As though he¡¯d seen it all and was slightly amused and saddened by it. ¡°So it wasn¡¯t to celebrate her art?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°Her art isn¡¯t bad,¡± said Paulette. ¡°I like it better than what she was producing a decade ago.¡± ¡°Too much chiaroscuro,¡± said Normand, apparently forgetting who¡¯d mentioned the word to begin with. ¡°Her show last night was an improvement,¡± Normand continued, ¡°though that wouldn¡¯t be hard. Who could forget her exhibition of massive feet?¡± ¡°But really, Normand,¡± said Paulette. ¡°Portraits? What self-respecting artist does portraits anymore?¡± Normand nodded. ¡°Her art¡¯s derivative. Facile. Yes the subjects had character in their faces, and they were well executed, but not exactly breaking new ground. Nothing original or bold. There was nothing there we couldn¡¯t see in a second-rate provincial gallery in Slovenia.¡± ¡°Why would the Mus¨¦e d¡¯Art Contemporain give her a solo show if her art was so bad?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Who knows,¡± said Normand. ¡°A favor. Politics. These big institutions aren¡¯t about real art, not about taking chances. They play it safe.¡± Paulette was nodding vigorously. ¡°So if Clara Morrow wasn¡¯t a friend and if you thought her art was so crappy, why¡¯re you here?¡± Beauvoir asked Normand. ¡°I can see going to the vernissage for the free food and drink, but to come all the way here?¡± He had the man, and they both knew it. After a moment Normand answered. ¡°Because this was where the critics were. Where the gallery owners and dealers were. Destin-Browne from the Tate Modern. Castonguay, Fortin, Bishop from the Mus¨¦e. Vernissages and art shows aren¡¯t about what¡¯s on the walls, they¡¯re about who¡¯s in the room. That¡¯s the real work. I came to network. I don¡¯t know how the Morrows did it, but it was an amazing group of critics and curators in one place.¡± ¡°Fortin?¡± asked Gamache, clearly surprised. ¡°Would that be Denis Fortin?¡± Now it was Normand¡¯s turn to be surprised, that this rustic cop should know who Denis Fortin was. ¡°That¡¯s right,¡± he said. ¡°Of the Galerie Fortin.¡± ¡°Denis Fortin was at the vernissage in Montr¨¦al,¡± pressed Gamache, ¡°or here?¡± Page 40 ¡°Both. I tried to speak to him but he was busy with others.¡± There was a pause, and the world-weary artist seemed to sag. Dragged down by the great weight of irrelevance. ¡°Very surprising Fortin was here,¡± said Paulette, ¡°considering what he did to Clara.¡± It was left hanging, begging a question. Paulette and Normand looked eagerly at the two investigators, like hungry children staring at a cake. To Beauvoir¡¯s delight Chief Inspector Gamache chose to ignore the opening. Besides, they already knew what Denis Fortin had done to Clara. Which was why his presence at the party surprised them so much. Beauvoir watched Normand and Paulette. They looked exhausted. But from what, the Inspector wondered. The long night of free food and drink? The longer night of desperate networking, disguised as a party? Or just plain tired of swimming so hard but still going under. Chief Inspector Gamache took a photograph from his pocket. ¡°I have a picture of the dead woman. I¡¯d like you to take a look please.¡± He handed it to Normand, whose brows immediately rose. ¡°That¡¯s Lillian Dyson.¡± ¡°You¡¯re kidding,¡± said Paulette, moving closer and grabbing the picture. After a moment she nodded. ¡°That is her.¡± Paulette¡¯s eyes rose to the Chief Inspector. It was a sharp look, clever. Not as immature as she¡¯d first appeared. If she was child-like, thought Gamache, she was a cunning child. ¡°So you knew Madame Dyson?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°Well, didn¡¯t know, exactly,¡± said Normand. He seemed, Gamache thought, almost liquid. Certainly languid. Someone who adjusted to the currents. ¡°Then what, exactly?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°We knew her a long time ago, but hadn¡¯t seen her for a while. Then she showed up again this past winter at a couple of shows.¡± ¡°Art shows?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Of course,¡± said Normand. ¡°What else?¡± As though no other form of culture existed, or mattered. ¡°I saw her too,¡± said Paulette, not wanting to be left behind. Gamache wondered at their partnership, and what creations came out of it. ¡°At a few shows. Didn¡¯t recognize her at first. She had to introduce herself. She¡¯d dyed her hair. Used to be bright red, orange really. Now it¡¯s blond. She¡¯d put on weight too.¡± ¡°Was she working again as a critic?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Not that I know of. I have no idea what she was doing,¡± said Paulette. Gamache looked at her for a moment. ¡°Were you friends?¡± Paulette hesitated. ¡°Not now.¡± ¡°But back then, before she left?¡± asked the Chief. ¡°I thought we were,¡± said Paulette. ¡°I was getting my career going. Had had some successes. Normand and I had just met and were trying to decide if we should collaborate. It¡¯s very unusual for two artists to work on the same painting.¡± ¡°You made the mistake of asking Lillian what she thought,¡± said Normand. ¡°And what did she think?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°I don¡¯t know what she thought, but I can tell you what she did,¡± said Paulette. There was no mistaking the anger now, in her voice and in her eyes. ¡°She told me Normand had bad-mouthed me at a recent vernissage. Joked about my art and said he¡¯d rather collaborate with a chimp. Lillian said she was telling me as a friend, to warn me.¡± ¡°Lillian came to me shortly after that,¡± said Normand. ¡°Said Paulette had accused me of plagiarizing her works. Stealing her ideas. Lillian said she knew it wasn¡¯t true, but wanted me to know what Paulette was telling everyone.¡± ¡°What happened?¡± asked Gamache. The air around them suddenly seemed to sour, with old words and bitter thoughts. ¡°God help us,¡± said Paulette. ¡°We each believed her. We broke up. Took years for us to realize that Lillian had lied to both of us.¡± ¡°But now we¡¯re together.¡± Normand laid a hand softly on Paulette¡¯s and smiled at her. ¡°Despite the years wasted.¡± Perhaps, thought Gamache as he watched, that was what exhausted Normand. Lugging around this memory. Unlike Beauvoir, Chief Inspector Gamache had a great deal of respect for artists. They were sensitive. Often self-absorbed. Often not fit for polite society. Some, he suspected, were deeply unbalanced. It would not be an easy life. Living on the margins, often in poverty. Being ignored and even ridiculed. By society, by funding agencies, even by other artists. Fran?ois Marois¡¯s story of Magritte wasn¡¯t singular. The man and woman sitting here in the B and B were both Magrittes. Fighting hard to be heard and seen, respected and accepted. Page 41 A difficult life for anyone, never mind people as sensitive as artists. He suspected living like that created fear. And fear begat anger and enough anger over enough time led to a dead woman in a garden. Yes, Armand Gamache had a great deal of time for artists. But he was under no illusion about what they were capable of. Great creation, and great destruction. ¡°When did Lillian leave Montr¨¦al?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°I don¡¯t know and I don¡¯t care,¡± said Paulette. ¡°Did you care that she was back?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Would you?¡± Paulette glared at Beauvoir. ¡°I kept my distance. We all knew what she¡¯d done, what she was capable of. You don¡¯t want to be in those sights.¡± ¡°He¡¯s a natural, producing art like it¡¯s a bodily function,¡± said Normand. ¡°Pardon?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°It¡¯s a line from one of her critiques,¡± said Paulette. ¡°She¡¯s famous for it. It got picked up by the wire services and the review went international.¡± ¡°Who was she writing about?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°That¡¯s the funny thing,¡± said Paulette, ¡°everyone remembers the quote, but no one remembers the artist.¡± Both Beauvoir and Gamache knew that wasn¡¯t true. He¡¯s a natural, producing art like it¡¯s a bodily function. Clever, almost a compliment. But then it veered into a scathing dismissal. Someone would remember that review. The artist himself. SEVEN Armand Gamache and Jean Guy Beauvoir stepped down from the wide, sweeping verandah of the B and B onto the path. It was a warm day and Beauvoir was thirsty. ¡°Drink?¡± he suggested to the Chief, knowing it was a pretty safe bet. But Gamache surprised him. ¡°In a few minutes. There¡¯s something I need to do first.¡± The two men paused at the dirt road. The day was going from warm to almost hot. Some of the early white irises in the flower beds around the village green had opened fully, and then some. Almost exploding, exposing their black centers. It seemed to Beauvoir a confirmation. Inside every living thing, no matter how beautiful, if opened fully enough was darkness. ¡°I find it interesting that Normand and Paulette knew Lillian Dyson,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Why¡¯s that interesting?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Isn¡¯t it what you¡¯d expect? After all they hang around the same crowd. Did twenty-five years ago, and did a few months ago. It would¡¯ve been surprising if they didn¡¯t know each other.¡± ¡°True. What I find interesting is that neither Fran?ois Marois nor Andr¨¦ Castonguay admitted to knowing her. How could Normand and Paulette know Lillian, but Marois and Castonguay not?¡± ¡°They probably didn¡¯t move in the same circles,¡± suggested Beauvoir. They walked away from the B and B and toward the hill out of Three Pines. Beauvoir took off his jacket, but the Chief kept his on. It would take more than a merely warm day to get him to walk around in his shirtsleeves. ¡°There aren¡¯t that many circles in the Qu¨¦bec art scene,¡± said Gamache. ¡°And while the dealers might not be personal friends with everyone, they¡¯d be sure to at least be aware of them. If not today, then back twenty years, when Lillian was a critic.¡± ¡°So they were lying,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°That¡¯s what I¡¯m going to find out. I¡¯d like you to check on progress at the Incident Room. Why don¡¯t we meet at the bistro,¡± Gamache looked at his watch, ¡°in about forty-five minutes.¡± The two men parted, Beauvoir pausing to watch the Chief walk up the hill. His gait strong. He himself made his way across the village green toward the Incident Room. As he walked across the grass he slowed, then veered off to his right. And sat on the bench. ¡°Hello, dick-head.¡± ¡°Hello, you old drunk.¡± Ruth Zardo and Jean Guy Beauvoir sat side-by-side, a loaf of stale bread between them. Beauvoir took a piece, broke it up and threw it on the grass for the robins gathered there. ¡°What¡¯re you doing? That¡¯s my lunch.¡± ¡°We both know you haven¡¯t chewed lunch in years,¡± Beauvoir snapped. Ruth chuckled. ¡°That is true. Still, you owe me a meal now.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll buy you a beer later.¡± ¡°So what brings you back to Three Pines?¡± Ruth tossed more bread for the birds, or at the birds. ¡°The murder.¡± ¡°Oh, that.¡± Page 42 ¡°Did you see her last night, at the party?¡± Beauvoir handed Ruth the photograph of the dead woman. She studied it then handed it back. ¡°Nope.¡± ¡°What was the party like?¡± ¡°The barbeque? Too many people. Too much noise.¡± ¡°But free booze,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°It was free? Merde. I didn¡¯t have to sneak it after all. Still, more fun to steal it.¡± ¡°Nothing strange happened? No arguments, no raised voices? All that drinking and no one got belligerent?¡± ¡°Drinking? Lead to belligerence? Where¡¯d you get that idea, numb nuts?¡± ¡°Absolutely nothing unusual happened last night?¡± ¡°Not that I saw.¡± Ruth tore off another piece of bread and tossed it at a fat robin. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about your separation. Do you love her?¡± ¡°My wife?¡± Beauvoir wondered what prompted Ruth to ask. Was it caring or simply no sense of personal boundaries? ¡°I think¡ª¡± ¡°No, not your wife. The other one. The plain one.¡± Beauvoir felt his heart spasm and the blood pour from his face. ¡°You¡¯re drunk,¡± he said, getting to his feet. ¡°And belligerent,¡± she said. ¡°But I¡¯m also right. I saw how you looked at her. And I think I know who she is. You¡¯re in trouble, young Mr. Beauvoir.¡± ¡°You know nothing.¡± He walked away. Trying not to break into a run. Willing himself to stay slow, steady. Left, right. Left, right. Ahead he could see the bridge, and the Incident Room beyond. Where he¡¯d be safe. But young Mr. Beauvoir was beginning to appreciate something. There was no such place as ¡°safe.¡± Not anymore. * * * ¡°Did you read this?¡± Clara asked, putting her empty beer glass on the table and handing the Ottawa Star over to Myrna. ¡°The Star hated the show.¡± ¡°You¡¯re kidding.¡± Myrna took the paper and scanned it. It was, she had to admit, not a glowing review. ¡°What was it they called me?¡± demanded Clara, sitting on the arm of Myrna¡¯s easy chair. ¡°Here it is.¡± Clara jabbed a finger and poked the newspaper. ¡°Clara Morrow is an old and tired parrot mimicking actual artists.¡± Myrna laughed. ¡°You find that funny?¡± Clara asked. ¡°You¡¯re not actually taking that comment seriously?¡± ¡°Why not? If I take the good ones seriously don¡¯t I have to take the bad too?¡± ¡°But look at them,¡± said Myrna, waving to the papers on the coffee table. ¡°The London Times, the New York Times, Le Devoir, all agree your art is new and exciting. Brilliant.¡± ¡°I hear the critic from Le Monde was there but he didn¡¯t even bother to write a review.¡± Myrna stared at her friend. ¡°I¡¯m sure he will, and he¡¯ll agree with everyone else. The show¡¯s a massive success.¡± ¡°Her art, while nice, was neither visionary nor bold,¡± Clara read over Myrna¡¯s shoulder. ¡°They don¡¯t think it¡¯s a massive success.¡± ¡°It¡¯s the Ottawa Star, for God¡¯s sake,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Someone was bound to dislike it, thank heaven it was them.¡± Clara looked at the review then smiled. ¡°You¡¯re right.¡± She walked back to her chair in the bookshop. ¡°Did anyone ever tell you that artists are nuts?¡± ¡°First I¡¯ve heard of it.¡± Out the window Myrna watched as Ruth pelted birds with hunks of bread. At the crest of the hill she saw Dominique Gilbert heading back to her barn, riding what looked like a moose. Outside the bistro, on the terrasse, Gabri was sitting at a customer¡¯s table, eating her dessert. Not for the first time Three Pines struck Myrna as the equivalent of the Humane Society. Taking in the wounded, the unwanted. The mad, the sore. This was a shelter. Though, clearly, not a no-kill shelter. * * * Dominique Gilbert curried Buttercup¡¯s rump. Around and around her hand went. It always reminded her of the scene in The Karate Kid. Wax goes on. Wax goes off. But instead of a shammy, this was a brush, and instead of a car, this was a horse. Sort of. Buttercup was in the alley of the barn, outside his stall. Chester was watching this, doing his little dance as though he had a mariachi band in his head. Macaroni was in the field, having already been groomed, and was now rolling in the mud. As she rubbed the caked and dried dirt off the huge horse, Dominique noticed the scabs, the scars, the patches of skin that would never grow horse hair, so deep were the wounds. Page 43 And yet, the massive horse let her touch him. Let her groom him. Let her ride him. As did Chester and Macaroni. If any creatures had earned the right to buck it was them. But instead, they chose to be the gentlest of beasts. Outside now she could hear voices. ¡°You¡¯ve already shown us the photograph.¡± It was one of her guests, and Dominique knew which one. Andr¨¦ Castonguay. The gallery owner. Most of the guests had left but two remained. Messieurs Castonguay and Marois. ¡°I¡¯d like you to look again.¡± It was Chief Inspector Gamache, come back. She glanced out the square of light at the end of the barn, hiding slightly behind Buttercup¡¯s enormous bottom. She felt a little uneasy and wondered if she should make her presence known. They were standing in the sunshine, leaning against the fence rails. Surely they knew this wasn¡¯t a private place. Besides, she was there first. Besides, she wanted to hear. So she said nothing, but continued to curry Buttercup, who couldn¡¯t believe his luck. The grooming was going on so much longer than usual. Though what appeared to be undue fondness for his rump was worrisome. ¡°Perhaps we should look again,¡± came Fran?ois Marois¡¯s voice. He sounded reasonable. Friendly even. There was a pause. Dominique could see Gamache hand a picture each to Marois and Castonguay. The men looked then exchanged photographs. ¡°You said you didn¡¯t know the dead woman,¡± said Gamache. He also sounded relaxed. A casual conversation with friends. But Dominique wasn¡¯t fooled. She wondered if these two men were taken in. Castonguay, perhaps. But she doubted Marois was. ¡°I thought,¡± Gamache continued, ¡°you might have been surprised and needed another look.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t¡ª¡± Castonguay began, but Marois laid a hand on his arm and he stopped. ¡°You¡¯re quite right, Chief Inspector. I don¡¯t know about Andr¨¦ but I¡¯m embarrassed to say I do know her. Lillian Dyson, right?¡± ¡°Well, I don¡¯t know her,¡± said Castonguay. ¡°I think you need to search your memory more thoroughly,¡± said Gamache. His voice, still friendly, carried a weight. It wasn¡¯t quite as light as a moment ago. Behind Buttercup, Dominique found herself praying Castonguay would take the rope offered by the Chief Inspector. That he¡¯d see it for what it was. A gift and not a trap. Castonguay looked out into the field. All three did. Dominique couldn¡¯t see the field from where she stood, but she knew that view well. Looked at it every day. Often sat on the patio at the back of their home, private from the guests, with a gin and tonic at the end of the day. And stared. The way she¡¯d once stared out the window of her corner office on the seventeenth floor of the bank tower. The view from her windows now was more limited, but even more beautiful. Tall grasses, tender young wild flowers. Mountains and forests, and the broken-down old horses lumbering about in the fields. In her view there was nothing more magnificent. Dominique knew what the men were seeing, but not what they were thinking. Though she could guess. Chief Inspector Gamache had returned. To interview these two men again. Ask them the same questions he¡¯d asked before. That much was clear. As was the conclusion. They¡¯d lied to him the first time. Fran?ois Marois opened his mouth to speak but Gamache silenced him with a movement. No one would rescue Castonguay but himself. ¡°It¡¯s true,¡± the gallery owner said at last. ¡°I guess I do know her.¡± ¡°You guess, or you do?¡± ¡°I do, OK?¡± Gamache gave him a stern look and replaced the photographs. ¡°Why did you lie?¡± Castonguay sighed and shook his head. ¡°I didn¡¯t. I was tired, maybe a little hung-over. I didn¡¯t take a good enough look at the picture the first time, that¡¯s all. It wasn¡¯t deliberate.¡± Gamache doubted that was true but decided not to press it. It would be a waste of time and only make the man more defensive. ¡°Did you know Lillian Dyson well?¡± he asked instead. ¡°Not well. I¡¯d seen her at a few openings recently. She¡¯d even approached me.¡± Castonguay said this as though she¡¯d done something unsavory. ¡°Said she had a portfolio of work and could she show me.¡± ¡°And what did you say?¡± Castonguay looked at Gamache with astonishment. ¡°I said no, of course. Do you have any idea how many artists send me their portfolios?¡± Gamache remained silent, waiting for the haughty response. Page 44 ¡°I get hundreds a month, from all over the world.¡± ¡°So you turned her down? But maybe her work was good,¡± suggested the Chief Inspector and was treated to another withering look. ¡°If she was any good I¡¯d have heard of her by now. She wasn¡¯t exactly a bright young thing. Most artists, if they¡¯re going to do anything good, have done it by the time they¡¯re in their thirties.¡± ¡°But not always,¡± persisted Gamache. ¡°Clara Morrow¡¯s the same age as Madame Dyson, and she¡¯s only now being discovered.¡± ¡°Not by me. I still say her work stinks,¡± said Castonguay. Gamache turned to Fran?ois Marois. ¡°And you, monsieur? How well did you know Lillian Dyson?¡± ¡°Not well. I¡¯d seen her at vernissages in the last few months and knew who she was.¡± ¡°How did you know?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a fairly small artistic community in Montr¨¦al. A lot of low-level, leisure artists. Quite a few of medium talent. Those who have the odd show. Who haven¡¯t made a splash but are good, journeymen artists. Like Peter Morrow. Then there are a very few great artists. Like Clara Morrow.¡± ¡°And where did Lillian Dyson fit in there?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± admitted Marois. ¡°Like Andr¨¦, she asked me to look at her portfolio but I just couldn¡¯t agree. Too many other calls on my time.¡± ¡°Why did you decide to stay in Three Pines last night?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°As I told you before, it was a last-minute decision. I wanted to see where Clara creates her works.¡± ¡°Yes, you did,¡± said Gamache. ¡°But you didn¡¯t tell me to what end.¡± ¡°Does there have to be an end?¡± asked Marois. ¡°Isn¡¯t just seeing enough?¡± ¡°For most people, perhaps, but not for you, I suspect.¡± Marois¡¯s sharp eyes held Gamache. None too pleased. ¡°Look, Clara Morrow¡¯s standing at a cross-roads,¡± said the art dealer. ¡°She has to make a decision. She was just handed a phenomenal opportunity, so far the critics adore her, but tomorrow they¡¯ll adore someone else. She needs someone to guide her. A mentor.¡± Gamache looked bemused. ¡°A mentor?¡± He left it hanging there. There was a long, charged, silence. ¡°Yes,¡± said Marois, his gracious manner enveloping him again. ¡°I¡¯m near the end of my career, I know that. I can guide one, perhaps two more remarkable artists. I need to choose carefully. I have no time to waste. I¡¯ve spent the past year looking for that one artist, perhaps my last. Gone to hundreds of vernissages worldwide. Only to find Clara Morrow right here.¡± The distinguished art dealer looked around. At the broken-down horse in the field, saved from slaughter. At the trees and at the forest. ¡°In my own backyard.¡± ¡°In the middle of nowhere, you mean,¡± said Castonguay, and went back to staring with displeasure at the scene. ¡°It¡¯s clear Clara¡¯s a remarkable artist,¡± said Marois, ignoring the gallery owner. ¡°But the very gifts that make her that also make her unable to navigate the art world.¡± ¡°You might be underestimating Clara Morrow,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I might, but you might be underestimating the art world. Don¡¯t be fooled by the veneer of civility and creativity. It¡¯s a vicious place, filled with insecure and greedy people. Fear and greed, that¡¯s what shows up at vernissages. There¡¯s a lot of money at stake. Fortunes. And a lot of egos involved. Volatile combination.¡± Marois stole a quick glance at Castonguay, then back to the Chief Inspector. ¡°I know my way around. I can take them to the top.¡± ¡°Them?¡± asked Castonguay. Gamache had assumed the gallery owner had lost interest and was barely listening, but he now realized Castonguay had been following the conversation very closely. And Gamache quietly warned himself not to underestimate either the venality of the art world, or this haughty man. Marois turned his full attention on Castonguay, clearly surprised as well that he¡¯d been paying attention. ¡°Yes. Them.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± demanded Castonguay. ¡°I mean both the Morrows. I want to take them both on.¡± Castonguay¡¯s eyes widened and his lips narrowed, and when he spoke his voice was raised. ¡°You talk about greed. Why would you take both? You don¡¯t even like his paintings.¡± ¡°And you do?¡± ¡°I think they¡¯re far better than his wife¡¯s. You can have Clara, and I¡¯ll take Peter.¡± Page 45 Gamache listened and wondered if this was how the Paris Peace Conference was negotiated after the Great War. When Europe was divided up by the winners. And Gamache wondered if this would have the same disastrous results. ¡°I don¡¯t want one,¡± said Marois. His voice was reasonable, silken, contained. ¡°I want both.¡± ¡°Fucking bastard,¡± said Castonguay, but Marois didn¡¯t seem to care. He turned back to the Chief Inspector as though Castonguay had just complimented him. ¡°At what point yesterday did you decide Clara Morrow was the one?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°You were with me, Chief Inspector. The moment I saw the light in the Virgin Mary¡¯s eye.¡± Gamache was quiet, recalling that moment. ¡°As I remember you thought it might simply be a trick of the light.¡± ¡°I still do. But how remarkable is that? For Clara Morrow to, in essence, capture the human experience? One person¡¯s hope is another person¡¯s cruelty. Is it light, or a false promise?¡± Gamache turned to Andr¨¦ Castonguay, who seemed completely taken aback by their conversation, as though they¡¯d been at different art shows. ¡°I want to get back to the dead woman,¡± said Gamache, and saw Castonguay looking lost for a moment. Murder eclipsed by greed. And fear. ¡°Were you surprised to see Lillian Dyson back in Montr¨¦al?¡± the Chief asked. ¡°Surprised?¡± asked Castonguay. ¡°I felt nothing either way. Didn¡¯t give her a second thought.¡± ¡°I¡¯m afraid I felt the same way, Chief Inspector,¡± said Marois. ¡°Madame Dyson in Montr¨¦al or Madame Dyson in New York was all the same to me.¡± Gamache looked at him with interest. ¡°How did you know she¡¯d been in New York?¡± For the first time Marois hesitated, his composure pierced. ¡°Someone must have mentioned it. The art world¡¯s full of gossips.¡± The art world, thought Gamache, was full of something else he could mention. And this seemed a fine example. He stared at Marois until the dealer dropped his eyes and brushed an invisible hair off his immaculate shirt. ¡°I hear another of your colleagues was here at the party. Denis Fortin.¡± ¡°That¡¯s true,¡± said Marois. ¡°I was surprised to see him.¡± ¡°Now there¡¯s an understatement,¡± snorted Castonguay. ¡°After how he treated Clara Morrow. Did you hear about that?¡± ¡°Tell me,¡± said Gamache, though he knew the story perfectly well himself, and the two artists had also just taken pleasure in reminding him. And so, with glee, Andr¨¦ Castonguay related how Denis Fortin had signed Clara to a solo show only to change his mind and drop her. ¡°And not just drop her, but treated her like shit. Told everyone she was worthless. I actually agree, but can you imagine his surprise when the Mus¨¦e of all places picked her up?¡± It was a story that appealed to Castonguay, since it belittled both Clara and his competitor, Denis Fortin. ¡°Then why do you think he was here?¡± asked Gamache. Both men considered it. ¡°Not a clue,¡± admitted Castonguay. ¡°He had to have been invited,¡± said Marois, ¡°but I can¡¯t see him being on Clara Morrow¡¯s guest list.¡± ¡°Do people crash these parties?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Some,¡± said Marois, ¡°but mostly artists looking to make connections.¡± ¡°Looking for free booze and food,¡± mumbled Castonguay. ¡°You said Madame Dyson asked you to look at her portfolio,¡± Gamache said to Castonguay, ¡°which you refused. But I was under the impression she was a critic, not an artist.¡± ¡°True,¡± said Castonguay. ¡°She¡¯d written for La Presse, but that was many years ago. Then she vanished and someone else took over.¡± He seemed barely polite, bored. ¡°Was she a good critic?¡± ¡°How d¡¯you expect me to remember that?¡± ¡°The same way I expected you to remember her from the photo, monsieur.¡± Gamache eyed the art gallery owner steadily. Castonguay¡¯s already flushed face grew ruddier. ¡°I remember her reviews, Chief Inspector,¡± Marois said and turned to Castonguay. ¡°And so do you.¡± ¡°I do not.¡± Castonguay shot him a look of loathing. ¡°He¡¯s a natural, producing art like it¡¯s a bodily function.¡± ¡°No,¡± laughed Castonguay. ¡°Lillian Dyson wrote that? Merde. With that sort of bile she might¡¯ve been a decent artist after all.¡± Page 46 ¡°But who was the line written about?¡± Gamache asked both men. ¡°It can¡¯t have been anyone famous or we¡¯d have remembered,¡± said Marois. ¡°Probably some poor artist who sank into oblivion.¡± Tied to this rock of a review, thought Gamache. ¡°Does it matter?¡± asked Castonguay. ¡°It was twenty years ago or more. You think a review from decades ago has anything to do with her murder?¡± ¡°I think murder has a long memory.¡± ¡°If you¡¯ll excuse me, I have some phone calls to make,¡± said Andr¨¦ Castonguay. Marois and Gamache watched him walk off toward the inn and spa. ¡°You know what he¡¯s doing, don¡¯t you?¡± Marois turned back to his companion. ¡°He¡¯s calling the Morrows, to convince them to meet with him.¡± Marois smiled. ¡°Exactement.¡± The two men strolled back toward the inn and spa themselves. ¡°Aren¡¯t you worried?¡± ¡°I¡¯m never worried about Andr¨¦. He¡¯s no threat to me. If the Morrows are foolish enough to sign with him then he¡¯s welcome to them.¡± But Gamache didn¡¯t believe it for a moment. Fran?ois Marois¡¯s eyes were too sharp, too shrewd for that. His relaxed manner too studied. No, this man cared a great deal. He was wealthy. He was powerful. So it wasn¡¯t about that. Fear and greed. That was what drove the art world. And Gamache knew it was probably true. So if it wasn¡¯t greed on Marois¡¯s part, then the other must be true. It was fear. But what could this elderly, eminent dealer be afraid of? ¡°Will you join me, monsieur?¡± Armand Gamache extended his arm, inviting Fran?ois Marois to walk with him. ¡°I¡¯m going into the village.¡± Marois, who had had no intention of walking down into Three Pines again, considered the invitation and recognized it for what it was. A polite request. Not quite a command, but close enough. He took his place beside the Chief Inspector and both walked slowly down the slope and into the village. ¡°Very pretty,¡± said Marois. He stopped and surveyed Three Pines, a smile on his lips. ¡°I can see why Clara Morrow chose to live here. It is magical.¡± ¡°I sometimes wonder how important place is to an artist.¡± Gamache also looked out over the quiet village. ¡°So many choose the great cities. Paris, London, Venice. Cold water flats and lofts in Soho and Chelsea. Lillian Dyson moved to New York, for instance. But Clara didn¡¯t. The Morrows chose here. Does where they live affect what they create?¡± ¡°Oh, without a doubt. Where they live and who they spend time with. I don¡¯t think Clara¡¯s series of portraits could have been created any place other than here.¡± ¡°It¡¯s fascinating to me that some look at her work and see just nice portraits of mostly elderly women. Traditional, staid even. But you don¡¯t.¡± ¡°Neither do you, Chief Inspector, any more than when you and I look at Three Pines we see a village.¡± ¡°And what do you see, Monsieur Marois?¡± ¡°I see a painting.¡± ¡°A painting?¡± ¡°A beautiful one, to be sure. But all paintings, the most disturbing and the most exquisite, are made up of the same thing. The play of light and dark. That¡¯s what I see. A whole lot of light, but a whole lot of dark too. That¡¯s what people miss in Clara¡¯s works. The light is so obvious they get fooled by it. It takes some people a while to appreciate the shading. I think that¡¯s one of the things that makes her brilliant. She¡¯s very subtle, but very subversive. She has a lot to say, and takes her time revealing it.¡± ¡°C¡¯est int¨¦ressant, ?a,¡± Gamache nodded. It wasn¡¯t unlike what he¡¯d been thinking about Three Pines. It too took a while to reveal itself. But Marois¡¯s analogy had its limits. A painting, no matter how spectacular, would only ever be two dimensional. Is that how Marois saw the world? Was there an entire dimension he missed? They started walking again. On the village green they noticed Clara plunking down beside Ruth. They watched as Ruth fired chunks of stale bread at the birds. It was unclear if she was trying to feed them or kill them. Fran?ois Marois¡¯s eyes narrowed. ¡°That¡¯s the woman in Clara¡¯s portrait,¡± he said. ¡°It is. Ruth Zardo.¡± ¡°The poet? I thought she was dead.¡± ¡°It¡¯s a natural mistake,¡± said Gamache, waving at Ruth, who gave him the finger. ¡°Her brain seems fine, it¡¯s only her heart that¡¯s stopped.¡± Page 47 The afternoon sun was directly on Fran?ois Marois, forcing the dealer to squint. But behind him there extended a long and definite shadow. ¡°Why do you want both Morrows,¡± Gamache asked, ¡°when you obviously prefer Clara¡¯s works? Do you even like Peter Morrow¡¯s paintings?¡± ¡°No, I don¡¯t. I find them very superficial. Calculated. He¡¯s a good artist, but I think he could be a great one, if he could use more instinct and less technique. He¡¯s a very good draftsman.¡± It was said without malice, making the cold analysis all the more damning. And perhaps true. ¡°You said you had only so much time and energy left,¡± persisted Gamache. ¡°I can see why you¡¯d choose Clara. But why Peter, an artist you don¡¯t even like?¡± Marois hesitated. ¡°It¡¯s just easier to manage. We can make career decisions for both of them. I want Clara to be happy, and I think she¡¯s happiest if Peter is also looked after.¡± Gamache looked at the art dealer. It was an astute observation. But it didn¡¯t go far enough. Marois had made it about Clara and Peter¡¯s happiness. Deflecting the question. Then the Chief Inspector remembered the story Marois told, of his first client. The elderly artist whose wife overtook him. And, to protect her husband¡¯s fragile ego the woman had never painted again. Was that what Marois was afraid of? Losing his final client, his final find, because Clara¡¯s love for Peter was greater than her love for art? Or was it, again, even more personal? Did it have nothing to do with Clara, with Peter, with art? Was Fran?ois Marois simply afraid of losing? Andr¨¦ Castonguay owned art. But Fran?ois Marois owned the artists. Who was the more powerful? But also the more vulnerable? Framed paintings couldn¡¯t get up and leave. But the artists could. What was Fran?ois Marois afraid of? Gamache asked himself again. ¡°Why are you here?¡± Marois looked surprised. ¡°I¡¯ve already told you, Chief Inspector. Twice. I¡¯m here to try to sign Peter and Clara Morrow.¡± ¡°And yet you claim not to care if Monsieur Castonguay gets there first.¡± ¡°I can¡¯t control other people¡¯s stupidity,¡± smiled Marois. Gamache considered the man, and as he did the art dealer¡¯s smile wavered. ¡°I¡¯m late for drinks, monsieur,¡± said Gamache pleasantly. ¡°If we have nothing more to talk about I¡¯ll be going.¡± He turned and walked toward the bistro. * * * ¡°Bread?¡± Ruth offered Clara what looked and felt like a brick. They each hacked off pieces. Ruth tossed them at the robins, who darted away. Clara just pelted the ground at her feet. Thump, thump, thud. ¡°I hear the critics saw something in your paintings I sure don¡¯t see,¡± said Ruth. ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± ¡°They liked them.¡± Thud, thud, thud. ¡°Not all,¡± laughed Clara. ¡°The Ottawa Star said my art was nice, but neither visionary nor bold.¡± ¡°Ahh, the Ottawa Star. The journal of note. I remember the Drummondville Post once called my poetry both dull and uninteresting.¡± Ruth snorted. ¡°Look, get that one.¡± She pointed to a particularly bold blue jay. When Clara didn¡¯t move Ruth tossed a bread stone at him. ¡°Almost got him,¡± said Ruth, though Clara suspected if she¡¯d wanted to hit the bird she wouldn¡¯t have missed. ¡°They called me an old and tired parrot mimicking actual artists,¡± said Clara. ¡°That¡¯s ridiculous,¡± said Ruth. ¡°Parrots don¡¯t mimic. Mynah birds mimic. Parrots learn the words and say them in their own way.¡± ¡°Fascinating,¡± mumbled Clara. ¡°I¡¯ll have to write a stern letter correcting them.¡± ¡°The Kamloops Record complained that my poetry doesn¡¯t rhyme,¡± said Ruth. ¡°Do you remember all your reviews?¡± asked Clara. ¡°Only the bad ones.¡± ¡°Why?¡± Ruth turned to look at her directly. Her eyes weren¡¯t angry or cold, not filled with malice. They were filled with wonder. ¡°I don¡¯t know. Perhaps that¡¯s the price of poetry. And, apparently, art.¡± ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± ¡°We get hurt into it. No pain, no product.¡± ¡°You believe that?¡± asked Clara. ¡°Don¡¯t you? What did the New York Times say about your art?¡± Clara searched her brain. She knew it was good. Something about hope and rising up. Page 48 ¡°Welcome to the bench,¡± said Ruth. ¡°You¡¯re early. I¡¯d have thought it would take another ten years. But here you are.¡± And for a moment Ruth looked exactly like Clara¡¯s portrait. Embittered, disappointed. Sitting in the sun but remembering, reviewing, replaying every insult. Every unkind word, bringing them out and examining them like disappointing birthday gifts. Oh, no no no, thought Clara. Still the dead one lay moaning. Is this how it starts? She watched as Ruth again pelted a bird with a chunk of inedible bread. Clara got up to leave. ¡°Hope takes its place among the modern masters.¡± Clara turned back to Ruth, looking at her, the sun just catching her rheumy eyes. ¡°That¡¯s what the New York Times said,¡± said Ruth. ¡°And the London Times said, Clara Morrow¡¯s art makes rejoicing cool again. Don¡¯t forget, Clara,¡± she whispered. Ruth turned away again and sat ramrod straight, alone with her thoughts and her heavy, stone bread. Glancing, occasionally, into the empty sky. EIGHT Gabri put a lemonade in front of Beauvoir and a glass of iced tea in front of the Chief Inspector. A wedge of lemon sat on each rim and the glasses were already perspiring in the warm afternoon. ¡°Do you want to make a reservation at the B and B?¡± Gabri asked. ¡°There¡¯s plenty of room, if you¡¯d like.¡± ¡°We¡¯ll discuss it. Merci, patron,¡± said Beauvoir with a small smile. He still didn¡¯t feel comfortable making friends with suspects, but he couldn¡¯t seem to help it. They got up his nose, to be sure. But they also got under his skin. Gabri left and the men drank in silence for a moment. Beauvoir had arrived at the bistro first and gone directly to the bathroom. He¡¯d splashed cool water on his face and wished he could take a pill. But he¡¯d promised himself to wait until bedtime for the next one, to help him sleep. By the time he returned to the table the Chief was there. ¡°Any luck?¡± he asked Gamache. ¡°The dealers admitted they knew Lillian Dyson, though claim not to know her well.¡± ¡°Do you believe them?¡± It was always the question. Who do you believe? And how do you decide? Gamache thought about it, then shook his head. ¡°I don¡¯t know. I thought I knew the art world, but I realize now I only saw what they wanted me¡ªwhat they want everyone¡ªto see. The art. The galleries. But there¡¯s so much more going on behind.¡± Gamache leaned toward Beauvoir. ¡°For instance, Andr¨¦ Castonguay owns a prestigious gallery. Shows artists¡¯ works. Represents artists. But Fran?ois Marois? What does he have?¡± Beauvoir was quiet, watching the Chief, taking in the gleam in his eye, the enthusiasm as he described what he¡¯d found. Not the physical landscape, but the emotional. The intellectual. Many might have thought the Chief Inspector was a hunter. He tracked down killers. But Jean Guy knew he wasn¡¯t that. Chief Inspector Gamache was an explorer by nature. He was never happier than when he was pushing the boundaries, exploring the internal terrain. Areas even the person themselves hadn¡¯t explored. Had never examined. Probably because it was too scary. Gamache went there. To the end of the known world, and beyond. Into the dark, hidden places. He looked into the crevices, where the worst things hid. And Jean Guy Beauvoir followed. ¡°What Fran?ois Marois has,¡± Gamache continued, holding Beauvoir¡¯s eyes, ¡°is the artists. But even more than that, what he really has is information. He knows people. The buyers, the artists. He knows how to navigate a complex world of money and ego and perception. Marois hoards what he knows. I think he only lets it out when it either suits his purposes or he has no choice.¡± ¡°Or when he¡¯s trapped in a lie,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°As you trapped him this afternoon.¡± ¡°But how much more does he know that he isn¡¯t telling?¡± asked Gamache, not expecting an answer from Beauvoir, and not getting one. Beauvoir glanced at the menu but without interest. ¡°Have you chosen?¡± Gabri asked, his pen at the ready. Beauvoir closed the menu and handed it to Gabri. ¡°Nothing, thanks.¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine, merci, patron,¡± said the Chief, handing the menu back and watching Clara leave Ruth and walk toward Myrna¡¯s bookstore. * * * Clara hugged her friend and felt the thick rolls of Myrna under the brilliant yellow caftan. Finally they pulled apart and Myrna looked at her friend. Page 49 ¡°What brought that on?¡± ¡°I was just talking to Ruth¡ª¡± ¡°Oh, dear,¡± said Myrna and gave Clara another hug. ¡°How many times have I told you to never speak to Ruth on your own? It¡¯s far too dangerous. You don¡¯t want to go wandering around in that head all alone.¡± Clara laughed. ¡°You¡¯ll never believe it, but she helped me.¡± ¡°How?¡± ¡°She showed me my future, if I¡¯m not careful.¡± Myrna smiled, understanding. ¡°I¡¯ve been thinking about what happened. The murder of your friend.¡± ¡°She wasn¡¯t a friend.¡± Myrna nodded. ¡°What do you think about a ritual? Something to heal.¡± ¡°The garden?¡± It seemed a little late to heal Lillian, and privately Clara doubted she¡¯d have wanted to bring her back to life anyway. ¡°Your garden. And whatever else might need healing.¡± Myrna looked at Clara with a melodramatic gaze. ¡°Me? You think finding a woman I hated dead in my garden might have screwed me up?¡± ¡°I hope it has,¡± said Myrna. ¡°We could do a smudging ritual to get rid of whatever bad energy and thoughts are still hanging around your garden.¡± It sounded silly, Clara knew, said so boldly like that. As though wafting smoke over a place where murder had happened could have any effect. But they¡¯d done smudging rituals before and it was very calming, very comforting. And Clara needed both right now. ¡°Great,¡± she said. ¡°I¡¯ll call Dominique¡ª¡± ¡°¡ªand I¡¯ll get the stuff.¡± By the time Clara got off the phone Myrna was back down from her apartment above the bookshop. She carried a gnarled old stick, some ribbons and what looked like a huge cigar. Or something. ¡°I think I have smudge envy,¡± said Clara, pointing to the cigar. ¡°Here,¡± said Myrna, handing Clara the tree limb. ¡°Take this.¡± ¡°What is it? A stick?¡± ¡°Not just a stick. It¡¯s a prayer stick.¡± ¡°So I probably shouldn¡¯t beat the crap out of the critic for the Ottawa Star with it,¡± Clara said, following Myrna out of the bookshop. ¡°Perhaps not. And don¡¯t beat yourself with it either.¡± ¡°What makes it a prayer stick?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a prayer stick because I say it is,¡± Myrna said. Dominique was coming down du Moulin and they waved to each other. ¡°Wait a second.¡± Clara veered off to speak to Ruth, still sitting on the bench. ¡°We¡¯re going into the back garden. Want to join us?¡± Ruth looked at Clara holding the stick, then at Myrna with the cigar made of dried sage and sweetgrass. ¡°You¡¯re not going to do one of those profane witch ritual things are you?¡± ¡°We certainly are,¡± said Myrna from behind Clara. ¡°Count me in.¡± Ruth struggled to her feet. The police were gone. The garden was empty. No one to even stand watch over the place where a life was lost. Where a life was taken. The yellow ¡°crime scene¡± tape fluttered and circled part of the lawn grass and one of the perennial beds. ¡°I¡¯ve always thought this garden was a crime,¡± said Ruth. ¡°You have to admit, it¡¯s gotten better since Myrna started helping,¡± said Clara. Ruth turned to Myrna. ¡°So that¡¯s who you are. I¡¯ve been wondering. You¡¯re the gardener.¡± ¡°I¡¯d plant you,¡± said Myrna, ¡°if you weren¡¯t a toxic waste site.¡± Ruth laughed. ¡°Touch¨¦.¡± ¡°Is this where the body was found?¡± Dominique asked, pointing to the circle. ¡°No, the tape is part of Clara¡¯s garden design,¡± snapped Ruth. ¡°Bitch,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Witch,¡± said Ruth. They were beginning to like each other, Clara could see. ¡°Do you think we should cross it?¡± asked Myrna. She hadn¡¯t expected the yellow tape. ¡°No,¡± said Ruth, batting the tape down with her cane and stepping over it. She turned back to the others. ¡°Come on in, the water¡¯s fine.¡± ¡°Except it¡¯s very hot,¡± said Clara to Dominique. ¡°And there¡¯s a shark in it,¡± said Dominique. The three women joined Ruth. If anyone could contaminate a site it was Ruth, and the damage was probably already done. Besides, they were there to decontaminate it. ¡°So what do we do?¡± Dominique asked as Clara planted the prayer stick into the flower bed beside where Lillian¡¯s body was found. Page 50 ¡°We¡¯re going to do a ritual,¡± Myrna explained. ¡°It¡¯s called smudging. We light this,¡± Myrna held up the dried herbs, ¡°and then we walk around the garden with it.¡± Ruth was staring at the cigar of herbs. ¡°Freud might have a little something to say about your ritual.¡± ¡°Sometimes a smudge stick is just a smudge stick,¡± said Clara. ¡°Why¡¯re we doing this?¡± Dominique asked. This was clearly a side to her neighbors she hadn¡¯t seen before and it didn¡¯t seem an improvement. ¡°To get rid of the bad spirits,¡± said Myrna. It did, when said so baldly, sound a little unlikely. But Myrna believed it, with all her considerable heart. Dominique turned to Ruth. ¡°Well, I guess you¡¯re screwed.¡± There was a pause and then Ruth snorted in laughter. Hearing that Clara wondered whether turning into Ruth Zardo would be such a bad thing. ¡°First, we form a circle,¡± said Myrna. And they did. Myrna lit the sage and sweetgrass and walked from Clara to Dominique to Ruth, wafting the perfumed smoke over each woman. For protection, for peace. Clara inhaled and closed her eyes as the soft smoke swirled around her for a moment. Taking, said Myrna, all their negative energy. The bad spirits, outside and in. Absorbing them. And making room for healing. Then they walked around the garden, not just the dreadful place Lillian had died, but the entire garden. They took turns drifting smoke into the trees, into the babbling Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella, into the roses and peonies and black-centered irises. And finally they ended at the beginning. At the yellow tape. The hole in the garden where a life had disappeared. ¡°Now here¡¯s a good one,¡± Ruth quoted one of her own poems as she stared at the spot. ¡°You¡¯re lying on your deathbed. You have one hour to live. Who is it, exactly, you have needed all these years to forgive?¡± Myrna pulled bright ribbons from her pocket and gave one to each of them saying, ¡°We tie our ribbon to the prayer stick and send out good thoughts.¡± They glanced at Ruth, waiting for the cynical comment. But none came. Dominique went first, fastening her pink ribbon to the gnarled stick. Myrna went next, tying her purple ribbon and closing her eyes briefly to think good thoughts. ¡°Won¡¯t be the first time I¡¯ve tied one on,¡± Ruth admitted with a smile. Then she fastened her red ribbon, pausing to rest her veined hand on the prayer stick, like a cane, and look to the sky. Listening. But there was only the sound of bees. Bumbling. Finally, Clara tied on her green ribbon, knowing she should think kind thoughts of Lillian. Something, something. She searched inside, peering into dark corners, opening doors closed for years. Trying to find one nice thing to say about Lillian. The other women waited while the moments went by. Clara closed her eyes and reviewed her time with Lillian, so many years ago. It whipped past, the early, happy memories blighted by the horrible events later on. Stop, Clara commanded her brain. This was the route to the park bench. With the inedible stone bread. No. Good things did happen and she needed to remember that. If not to release Lillian¡¯s spirit, then to release her own. Who is it, exactly, you have needed all these years to forgive? ¡°You were kind to me, often. And you were a good friend. Once.¡± The gem bright ribbons, the four female ribbons, fluttered and intertwined. Myrna bent to pat the garden soil more firmly around the prayer stick. ¡°What¡¯s this?¡± She stood up, holding something caked in dirt. Wiping it off, she showed it to the others. It was a coin, the size of an Old West silver dollar. ¡°That¡¯s mine,¡± said Ruth, reaching for it. ¡°Not so fast, Miss Kitty. Are you sure?¡± asked Myrna. Dominique and Clara took turns examining it. It was a coin, but not a silver dollar. In fact, it was coated in silver paint but it seemed plastic. And there was writing on it. ¡°What is it?¡± Dominique handed it back to Myrna. ¡°I think I know. And I¡¯m pretty sure it isn¡¯t yours,¡± Myrna said to Ruth. * * * Agent Isabelle Lacoste had joined Chief Inspector Gamache and Inspector Beauvoir on the terrasse. She ordered a Diet Coke and gave them an update. The Incident Room was up and running in the old railway station. Computers, phone lines, satellite links installed. Desks, swivel chairs, filing cabinets, all the hardware in place. It happened quickly, expertly. The homicide division of the S?ret¨¦ was used to going into remote communities to investigate murder. Like the Army Corps of Engineers, they knew time and precision counted. Page 51 ¡°I¡¯ve found out about Lillian Dyson¡¯s family.¡± Lacoste pulled her chair forward and opened her notebook. ¡°She¡¯d divorced. No children. Her parents are both alive. They live on Harvard Ave in Notre-Dame-de-Grace.¡± ¡°How old are they?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°He¡¯s eighty-three, she¡¯s eighty-two. Lillian was an only child.¡± Gamache nodded. This was, of course, the worst part of any case. Telling the living about the death. ¡°Do they know?¡± ¡°Not yet,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°I wondered if you¡ª¡± ¡°I¡¯ll go into Montr¨¦al this afternoon and speak to them.¡± Where possible he told the family himself. ¡°We should also search Madame Dyson¡¯s apartment.¡± Gamache took the guest list from his breast pocket. ¡°Can you get agents to interview everyone on this list? They were at the party last night or the vernissage, or both. I¡¯ve marked the people we¡¯ve already spoken to.¡± Beauvoir put out his hand for the list. It was his role, they knew, to coordinate the interviews, assemble the evidence, assign agents. The Chief Inspector paused, then handed the list to Lacoste. Effectively handing control of the investigation to her. Both agents looked surprised. ¡°I¡¯d like you with me in Montr¨¦al,¡± he said to Beauvoir. ¡°Of course,¡± said Beauvoir, perplexed. They all had delineated roles within the homicide division. It was one of the things the Chief insisted on. That there be no confusion, no cracks. No overlap. They all knew what their jobs were, knew what was expected. Worked as a team. No rivalry. No in-fighting. Chief Inspector Gamache was the undisputed head of homicide. Inspector Jean Guy Beauvoir was his second in command. Agent Lacoste, up for promotion, was the senior agent. And below them were more than a hundred agents and investigators. And several hundred support staff. The Chief made it clear. In confusion, in fractures, lay danger. Not just internal squabbles and politics, but something real and threatening. If they weren¡¯t clear and cohesive, if they didn¡¯t work together as a team, a violent criminal could escape. Or worse. Kill again. Murderers hid in the tiniest of cracks. And Chief Inspector Gamache was damned if he was going to let his department provide one. But now the Chief had broken one of his own cardinal rules. He handed the investigation, the day-to-day operations, over to Agent Isabelle Lacoste instead of Beauvoir. Lacoste took the list, scanned it, and nodded. ¡°I¡¯ll get on it right away, Chief.¡± Both men watched Agent Lacoste leave, then Beauvoir leaned forward. ¡°OK, patron. What¡¯s this about?¡± he whispered. But before Gamache could answer they saw four women heading their way. Myrna in the lead, with Clara, Dominique and Ruth in her wake. Gamache rose and bowed slightly to the women. ¡°Would you like to join us?¡± ¡°We won¡¯t stay long, but we wanted to show you something. We found this in the flower bed by where the woman was killed.¡± Myrna handed him the coin. ¡°Really?¡± said Gamache, surprised. He looked down at the dirty coin in his palm. His people had done a thorough search of the whole garden, of the whole village. What could they have missed? There was the image of a camel on the face of it, just visible beneath the smears. ¡°Who¡¯s touched this?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°We all did,¡± said Ruth, proudly. ¡°Do you not know what to do with evidence at a crime scene?¡± ¡°Do you not know how to collect evidence?¡± Ruth asked. ¡°If you did we wouldn¡¯t have found it.¡± ¡°This was just lying in the garden?¡± Gamache asked. With the tip of his finger, careful not to touch it more than necessary, he flipped it over. ¡°No,¡± said Myrna. ¡°It was buried.¡± ¡°Then how did you find it?¡± ¡°With the prayer stick,¡± said Ruth. ¡°What¡¯s a prayer stick?¡± Beauvoir asked, afraid of the answer. ¡°We can show you,¡± Dominique offered. ¡°We put it in the flower bed where the woman was murdered.¡± ¡°We were doing a ritual cleansing¡ª¡± said Clara, before being cut off by Myrna. ¡°Phhht.¡± Myrna made a noise. ¡°Ix-nay on the leansing-cay.¡± Beauvoir stared at the women. It wasn¡¯t enough that they were English and had a prayer stick, but now they¡¯d lapsed into pig latin. It was no wonder there were so many murders here. The only mystery was how any got solved, with help like this. Page 52 ¡°I bent down to mound dirt around the prayer stick and this thing appeared,¡± Myrna explained, as though this was a reasonable thing to be doing at a murder scene. ¡°Didn¡¯t you see the police tape?¡± Beauvoir demanded. ¡°Didn¡¯t you see the coin?¡± Ruth countered. Gamache held up his hand and the two stopped bickering. On the side now exposed there was writing. What looked like a poem. Putting on his half-moon reading glasses he furrowed his brow, trying to read through the dirt. No, not a poem. A prayer. NINE For the second time that day Armand Gamache stood from crouching beside this flower bed. The first time he¡¯d been staring at a dead woman, this time he¡¯d been staring at a prayer stick. Its bright, cheerful ribbons fluttering in the slight breeze. Catching, according to Myrna, currents of good energy. If she was right, there was a lot around, as the ribbons flapped and danced. He straightened up, brushing his knees. Beside him, Inspector Beauvoir was glowering at the spot where the coin had been found. Where he¡¯d missed it. Beauvoir was in charge of the crime scene investigation, and had personally searched the area directly around the body. ¡°You found it just here?¡± the Chief pointed to the mounded earth. Myrna and Clara had joined them. Beauvoir had called Agent Lacoste and she arrived that moment with a crime scene kit. ¡°That¡¯s right,¡± said Myrna. ¡°In the flower bed. It was buried and caked with dirt. Hard to see.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll take that,¡± said Beauvoir, grabbing the crime scene kit, annoyed at what he took to be a patronizing tone in Myrna¡¯s voice. As though she needed to make excuses for his failure. He bent down to examine the earth. ¡°Why didn¡¯t we find it before?¡± asked the Chief. It wasn¡¯t a criticism of his team. Gamache was genuinely perplexed. They were professional and thorough. Still, mistakes happened. But not, he thought, missing a silver coin sitting in a flower bed two feet from the dead body. ¡°I know how it was missed,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Gabri could tell you too. Anyone who gardens could tell you. We¡¯d weeded yesterday morning and mulched the earth in the beds so that it¡¯d be fresh and dark and show off the flowers. Gardeners call it ¡®fluffing¡¯ the garden. Making the earth soft. But when we do that the ground becomes very crumbly. I¡¯ve lost whole tools in there. Laid them down and they sort of tumble into a crevice and get half buried.¡± ¡°This is a flower bed,¡± said Gamache, ¡°not the Himalayas. Could something really be swallowed up in there?¡± ¡°Try it.¡± The Chief Inspector walked to the other side of the flower bed. ¡°Did you mulch here too?¡± he asked. ¡°Everywhere,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Go on. Try it.¡± Gamache knelt and dropped a one dollar coin into the flower bed. It sat on top of the earth, clearly visible. Picking it back up, he rose and looked at Myrna. ¡°Any other suggestions?¡± She gave the dirt a filthy look. ¡°It¡¯s probably settled now. If it was freshly turned it¡¯d work.¡± She got a trowel from Clara¡¯s shed and dug around, turning the earth, fluffing it up. ¡°OK, try it now.¡± Gamache knelt again, and again dropped the coin into the flower bed. This time it slid over onto its side, down a small crevice. ¡°See,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Well, yes, I do see. I see the coin,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I¡¯m afraid I¡¯m not convinced. Could it have been there for a while? It might¡¯ve fallen into the bed years ago. It¡¯s made of plastic so it wouldn¡¯t rust or age.¡± ¡°I doubt it,¡± said Clara. ¡°We would¡¯ve found it long ago. They sure would¡¯ve found it yesterday when they weeded and mulched, don¡¯t you think?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve given up thinking,¡± said Myrna. They walked back to where Beauvoir was working. ¡°Nothing more, Chief,¡± he said, standing abruptly and slapping his knees free of dirt. ¡°I can¡¯t believe we missed it the first time.¡± ¡°Well, we have it now.¡± Gamache looked at the coin in the evidence bag Lacoste was holding. It wasn¡¯t money, wasn¡¯t currency of any country. At first he¡¯d wondered if it might be from the Middle East. What with the camel. After all, Canadian currency had a moose on it, why shouldn¡¯t Saudi currency have a camel? But the words were English. And there was no mention of a denomination. Just the camel on one side and the prayer on the other. Page 53 ¡°You¡¯re sure it doesn¡¯t belong to you or Peter?¡± he asked Clara. ¡°I¡¯m sure. Ruth briefly claimed it, but Myrna said it couldn¡¯t possibly belong to her.¡± Gamache turned to the large, caftaned woman beside him, his brows raised. ¡°And how do you know that?¡± ¡°Because I know what it is and I know Ruth would never have one. I assumed you recognized it.¡± ¡°I have no idea what it is.¡± They all looked again at the coin sitting in the Baggie. ¡°May I?¡± Myrna asked and when Gamache nodded Lacoste handed her the bag. Myrna looked through the plastic. ¡°God,¡± she read. ¡°Grant me the serenity, To accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.¡± ¡°It¡¯s a beginner¡¯s chip,¡± she said. ¡°From Alcoholics Anonymous. It¡¯s given to people who¡¯re just getting sober.¡± ¡°How do you know that?¡± the Chief asked. ¡°Because when I was in practice I suggested a number of clients join AA. Some of them later showed me what they called their beginner¡¯s chip. Just like that.¡± She gestured to the bag back in Lacoste¡¯s hand. ¡°Whoever dropped it is a member of AA.¡± ¡°I see what you mean about Ruth,¡± said Beauvoir. Gamache thanked them and watched as Clara and Myrna walked back to the house, to join the others. Beauvoir and Agent Lacoste were talking, going over notes and findings. Inspector Beauvoir would be giving her some instructions, Gamache knew. Leads to follow while they were in Montr¨¦al. He wandered around the garden. One mystery was solved. The coin was an AA beginner¡¯s chip. But who dropped it? Lillian Dyson as she fell? But even if she did his experiment showed it would just sit on the earth. They¡¯d have seen it right away. Did her killer lose it? But, if he was going to break her neck with his bare hands he wouldn¡¯t be holding a coin. Besides, the same thing held true for the killer. If he dropped it, why didn¡¯t they find it? How did it get buried? The Chief Inspector stood quietly in the warm, sunny garden and imagined a murder. Someone sneaking up behind Lillian Dyson in the dark. Grabbing her around the neck, and twisting. Quickly. Before she could call out, cry out. Struggle. But she would have done something. She¡¯d have flailed her arms out, even for a moment. And he saw clearly that he¡¯d made a mistake. Walking back to the flower bed he called Beauvoir and Lacoste, who quickly joined him. From his pocket he again brought out the one dollar coin. Then he tossed it into the air and watched as it fell to the freshly turned soil, sat briefly on top of a chunk of dirt, then slipped off to be buried by earth that crumbled in after it. ¡°My God, it did bury itself,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°Is that what happened?¡± ¡°I think so,¡± said the Chief, watching as Lacoste picked the coin back up and handed it to him. ¡°When I first tried it I was kneeling down, close to the dirt. But if it fell during the murder it would have dropped from a standing position. Higher up. With greater force. I think when the murderer grasped her neck her arms shot out, almost a spasm, and the coin was flung away from her body. It would have hit with enough impact to dislodge the loose earth.¡± ¡°That¡¯s how it got buried and how we missed it,¡± said Agent Lacoste. ¡°Oui,¡± said Gamache, turning to leave. ¡°And it means that Lillian Dyson had to have been holding it. Now, why would she be standing in this garden holding an AA beginner¡¯s chip?¡± But Beauvoir suspected the Chief was also thinking something else. That Beauvoir had fucked up. He should have seen the coin and not have it found by four crazy women worshiping a stick. That wasn¡¯t going to sound good in court, for any of them. * * * The women had left, the S?ret¨¦ officers had left. Everyone had left and now Peter and Clara were finally alone. Peter took Clara in his arms and hugging her tight he whispered, ¡°I¡¯ve been waiting all day to do this. I heard about the reviews. They¡¯re fantastic. Congratulations.¡± ¡°They are good, aren¡¯t they,¡± said Clara. ¡°Yipppeee. Can you believe it?¡± ¡°Are you kidding?¡± asked Peter, breaking from the embrace and striding across the kitchen. ¡°I had no doubt.¡± ¡°Oh, come on,¡± laughed Clara, ¡°you don¡¯t even like my work.¡± ¡°I do.¡± ¡°And what do you like about them?¡± she teased. Page 54 ¡°Well, they¡¯re pretty. And you covered up most of the numbers with the paint.¡± He¡¯d been poking in the fridge and now he turned around, a bottle of champagne in his hand. ¡°My father gave this to me on my twenty-first birthday. He told me to open it when I¡¯d had a huge personal success. To toast myself.¡± He unwrapped the foil around the cork. ¡°I put it in the fridge yesterday before we left, so we could toast you.¡± ¡°No wait, Peter,¡± said Clara. ¡°We should save that.¡± ¡°What? For my own solo show? We both know that won¡¯t happen.¡± ¡°But it will. If it happened for me, it¡ª¡± ¡°¡ªcan happen for anyone?¡± ¡°You know what I mean. I really think we should wait¡ª¡± The cork popped. ¡°Too late,¡± said Peter with a huge smile. ¡°We had a call while you were out.¡± He carefully poured their glasses. ¡°From who?¡± ¡°Andr¨¦ Castonguay.¡± He handed her a glass. Time enough later to tell her about all the other calls. ¡°Really? What did he want?¡± ¡°Wanted to talk to you. To us. To both of us. Sant¨¦.¡± He tipped his glass and clinked hers. ¡°And congratulations.¡± ¡°Thank you. Do you want to meet with him?¡± Clara¡¯s glass hung in the air, not quite touching her lips. Her nose felt the giddy popping of the champagne bubbles. Finally released. Like her, they¡¯d waited years and years, decades, for this moment. ¡°Only if you do,¡± said Peter. ¡°Can we wait? Let all of this settle down a bit?¡± ¡°Whatever you¡¯d like.¡± But she could hear the disappointment in his voice. ¡°If you feel strongly, Peter, we can meet with him. Why don¡¯t we? I mean, he¡¯s right here now. Might as well.¡± ¡°No, no, that¡¯s OK.¡± He smiled at her. ¡°If he¡¯s serious he¡¯ll wait. Honestly, Clara, this is your time to shine. And neither Lillian¡¯s death nor Andr¨¦ Castonguay can take that away.¡± More bubbles popped, and Clara wondered if they were popping on their own or had been pricked by tiny, almost invisible needles like the one Peter had just used. Reminding her, even as they toasted her success, of the death. The murder, in their own garden. She tipped the glass up and felt the wine on her lips. But over the flute she was staring at Peter, who suddenly looked less substantial. A little hollow. A little like a bubble himself. Floating away. I was much too far out all my life, she thought as she drank. And not waving, but drowning. What were the lines just before that? Clara slowly lowered her glass to the counter. Peter had taken a long sip of the champagne. More of a swig, really. A deep, masculine, almost aggressive gulp. Nobody heard him, the dead man, But still he lay moaning. Those were the lines, thought Clara, as she stared at Peter. The champagne on her lips was sour, the wine turned years before. But Peter, who¡¯d taken a huge gulp, was smiling. As though nothing was wrong. When had he died? Clara wondered. And why hadn¡¯t she noticed? * * * ¡°No, I understand,¡± said Inspector Beauvoir. Chief Inspector Gamache looked across at Beauvoir in the driver¡¯s seat. Eyes staring ahead at the traffic as they approached the Champlain Bridge into Montr¨¦al. Beauvoir¡¯s face was placid, relaxed. Noncommittal. But his grip was tight on the wheel. ¡°If Agent Lacoste is going to be promoted to inspector I want to see how she¡¯ll handle the added responsibility,¡± said Gamache. ¡°So I gave the dossier to her.¡± He knew he didn¡¯t have to explain his decisions. But he chose to. These weren¡¯t children he was working with, but thoughtful, intelligent adults. If he didn¡¯t want them to behave like children he¡¯d better not treat them like that. He wanted independent thinkers. And he got them. Men and women who¡¯d earned the right to know why a decision was taken. ¡°This is about giving Agent Lacoste more authority, that¡¯s all. It¡¯s still your investigation. She understands that, and I need you to understand that as well, so there¡¯s no confusion.¡± ¡°Got it,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°I just wish you¡¯d mentioned it to me beforehand.¡± ¡°You¡¯re right, I should have. I¡¯m sorry. In fact, I¡¯ve been thinking it makes sense for you to supervise Agent Lacoste. Act as a mentor. If she¡¯s going to be promoted to inspector and become your second in command you¡¯ll have to train her.¡± Page 55 Beauvoir nodded and his grip loosened on the wheel. They spent the next few minutes discussing the case and Lacoste¡¯s strengths and weaknesses before lapsing into silence. As he watched the graceful span of the bridge across the St. Lawrence River approach, Gamache¡¯s mind turned elsewhere. To something he¡¯d been considering for a while now. ¡°There is something else.¡± ¡°Oh?¡± Beauvoir glanced over to his boss. Gamache had been planning to speak to Beauvoir about this quietly. Perhaps over dinner that night, or a walk on the mountain. Not when they were hurtling down the autoroute at 120 kilometers an hour. Still, the opening was there. And Gamache took it. ¡°We need to talk about how you¡¯re doing. There¡¯s something wrong. You aren¡¯t getting better, are you.¡± It was not a question. ¡°I¡¯m sorry about the coin. It was stupid¡ª¡± ¡°I¡¯m not talking about the coin. That was just a mistake. It happens. God knows it¡¯s just possible I¡¯ve made a few in my life.¡± He saw Beauvoir smile. ¡°Then what are you talking about, sir?¡± ¡°The painkillers. Why¡¯re you still taking them?¡± There was silence in the car as Qu¨¦bec whizzed by their windows. ¡°How¡¯d you know about that?¡± asked Beauvoir, finally. ¡°I suspected. You carry them with you, in your jacket pocket.¡± ¡°Did you look?¡± asked Beauvoir, an edge to his voice. ¡°No. But I¡¯ve watched you.¡± As he did now. His second in command had always been so lithe, so energetic. Cocky. He was full of life and full of himself. It could annoy Gamache. But mostly he¡¯d watched Beauvoir¡¯s vitality with pleasure and some amusement, as Jean Guy threw himself headlong into life. But now the young man seemed drained. Dour. As though every day was an effort. As though he was dragging an anvil behind him. ¡°I¡¯ll be fine,¡± said Beauvoir, and heard how empty that sounded. ¡°The doctor and therapists say I¡¯m doing well. Every day I feel better.¡± Armand Gamache didn¡¯t want to pursue it. But he had to. ¡°You¡¯re still in pain from your wounds.¡± Again, this wasn¡¯t a question. ¡°It¡¯ll just take time,¡± said Beauvoir, glancing over to his Chief. ¡°I really am feeling much better, all the time.¡± But he didn¡¯t look it. And Gamache was concerned. The Chief Inspector was silent. He himself had never been in better shape, or at least, not for many, many years. He was walking more now, and the physiotherapy had brought back his strength and agility. He went to the gym at S?ret¨¦ Headquarters three times a week. At first it had been humiliating, as he¡¯d struggled to lift weights about the size of honey-glazed doughnuts, and to stay on the elliptical for more than a few minutes. But he¡¯d kept at it, and kept at it. And slowly his strength had not just returned, but surpassed where he¡¯d been before the attack. There were still some residual effects, physically. His right hand trembled when he was tired or overstressed. And his body ached when he first woke up, or got up after sitting for too long. There were a few aches and pains. But not nearly as much as the emotional, which he struggled with every day. Some days were very good. And some, like this, were not. He¡¯d suspected Jean Guy was struggling, and he knew recovery was never a straight line. But Beauvoir seemed to be slipping further and further back. ¡°Is there something I can do?¡± he asked. ¡°Do you need time off to focus on your health? I know Daniel and Roslyn would love to have you visit them in Paris. Maybe that would help.¡± Beauvoir laughed. ¡°Are you trying to kill me?¡± Gamache grinned. It would be hard to imagine what could ruin a trip to Paris, but a week in the small flat with his son, daughter-in-law and two young grandchildren sure took a run at it. He and Reine-Marie now rented a flat close-by when they visited. ¡°Merci, patron. I¡¯d rather hunt cold-blooded killers.¡± Gamache laughed. The skyline of Montr¨¦al was looming in the foreground now, across the river. And Mont Royal rose in the middle of the city. The huge cross on top of the mountain was invisible now, but every night it sprang to life, lit as a beacon to a population that no longer believed in the church, but believed in family and friends, culture and humanity. The cross didn¡¯t seem to care. It glowed just as bright. ¡°The separation from Enid can¡¯t have helped,¡± said the Chief. Page 56 ¡°Actually it did,¡± said Beauvoir, slowing for the traffic on the bridge. Beside him Gamache was gazing at the skyline. As he always did. But now the Chief turned to look at him. ¡°How¡¯d it help?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a relief. I feel free. I¡¯m sorry it hurt Enid, but it¡¯s one of the best things to come out of what happened.¡± ¡°How so?¡± ¡°I feel like I was given another chance. So many died, but when I didn¡¯t I took a look at my life and realized how unhappy I was. And it wasn¡¯t going to get better. It wasn¡¯t Enid¡¯s fault, but we were never really well suited. But I was afraid to change, to admit I made a mistake. Afraid to hurt her. But I just couldn¡¯t take it anymore. Surviving the raid gave me the courage to do what I should have done years ago.¡± ¡°The courage to change.¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± ¡°It was one of the lines from that prayer on the coin,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Yeah, I guess so. Whatever it was, I could just see my life stretching ahead getting worse and worse. Don¡¯t get me wrong, Enid¡¯s wonderful¡ª¡± ¡°We¡¯ve always liked her. A lot.¡± ¡°And she likes you, as you know. But she¡¯s not the one for me.¡± ¡°Do you know who is?¡± ¡°No.¡± Beauvoir glanced at the Chief. Gamache was now looking out the windshield, his face thoughtful, then he turned to Beauvoir. ¡°You will,¡± said the Chief. Beauvoir nodded, deep in thought. Then he finally spoke. ¡°What would you have done, sir? If you¡¯d been married to someone else when you met Madame Gamache?¡± Gamache looked at Beauvoir, his eyes keen. ¡°I thought you said you hadn¡¯t met the one for you.¡± Beauvoir hesitated. He¡¯d given the Chief the opening, and Gamache had taken it. And now looked at him. Waiting for an answer. And Beauvoir almost told him. Almost told the Chief everything. Longed to open his heart and expose it to this man. As he¡¯d told Armand Gamache about everything else in his life. About his unhappiness with Enid. They¡¯d talked about that, about his own family, about what he wanted, and what he didn¡¯t want. Jean Guy Beauvoir trusted Gamache with his life. He opened his mouth, the words hovering there, just at the opening. As though a stone had rolled back and these miraculous words were about to emerge. Into the daylight. I love your daughter. I love Annie. Beside him Chief Inspector Gamache waited, as though he had all the time in the world. As though nothing could be more important than Beauvoir¡¯s personal life. The city, with its invisible cross, got bigger and bigger. And then they were over the bridge. ¡°I haven¡¯t met anyone,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°But I want to be ready. I can¡¯t be married. It wouldn¡¯t have been fair to Enid.¡± Gamache was quiet for a moment. ¡°Nor would it be fair to your lover¡¯s husband.¡± It wasn¡¯t a rebuke. Wasn¡¯t even a warning. And Beauvoir knew then if Chief Inspector Gamache had suspected he¡¯d have said something. He¡¯d not play games with Beauvoir. The way Beauvoir was with Gamache. No, this wasn¡¯t a game. Nor was it a secret, really. It was just a feeling. Unfulfilled. Not acted upon. I love your daughter, sir. But those words were swallowed too. Returned to the dark to join all the other unsaid things. * * * They found the apartment block in the Notre-Dame-de-Grace quartier of Montr¨¦al. Squat and gray, it might have been designed by Soviet architects in the 1960s. The grass had been peed white by dogs, and lumps of poop sat on it. The flower beds were overgrown with strangled bushes and weeds. The concrete walk to the front door was cracked and heaved. Inside, it smelled of urine and resonated with the distant echoes of doors slamming and people shouting at each other. Monsieur and Madame Dyson lived on the top floor. The handrail on the concrete stairs was sticky and Beauvoir quickly took his hand off of it. Up they walked. Three flights. Not pausing for breath but not racing either. They took measured steps. Once at the top they found the door to the Dyson apartment. Chief Inspector Gamache raised his hand, and paused. To give the Dysons one more second of peace before shattering their lives? Or to give himself one more moment before facing them? Rap. Rap. It opened a crack, a security chain across a fearful face. ¡°Oui?¡± ¡°Madame Dyson? My name is Armand Gamache. I¡¯m with the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec.¡± He already had his ID out and now showed it to her. Her eyes dropped to it, then back up to the Chief¡¯s face. ¡°This is my colleague Inspector Beauvoir. May we speak with you?¡± Page 57 The thin face was obviously relieved. How many times had she opened the door a crack, to see kids taunting her? To see the landlord demanding rent? To see unkindness take human form? But not this time. These men were with the S?ret¨¦. They wouldn¡¯t hurt her. She was of a generation who still believed that. It was written all over her worn face. The door closed, the chain was lifted and the door swung open. She was tiny. And in an armchair sat a man who looked like a puppet. Small, stiff, sunken. He struggled to get up, but Gamache walked swiftly over to him. ¡°No, please, Monsieur Dyson. Je vous en prie. Stay seated.¡± They shook hands and he reintroduced himself, speaking slowly, clearly, more loudly than normal. ¡°Tea?¡± Madame Dyson asked. Oh, no no no, thought Beauvoir. The place smelled of liniment and slightly of urine. ¡°Yes, please. How kind of you. May I help?¡± Gamache went with her into the kitchen, leaving Beauvoir alone with the puppet. He tried to make small-talk but ran out after commenting on the weather. ¡°Nice place,¡± he finally said and was treated to Monsieur Dyson looking at him as though he was an idiot. Beauvoir scanned the walls. There was a crucifix above the dining table, and a smiling Jesus surrounded by light. But the rest of the walls were taken up with photographs of one person. Their daughter Lillian. Her life radiated out from the smiling Jesus. Her baby pictures closest to Him, then she got older and older as the pictures wrapped around the walls. Sometimes alone, sometimes with others. The parents too aged, from a young, beaming couple holding their first born, their only born, in front of a neat, compact home. To first Christmas, to gooey birthdays. Beauvoir scanned the walls for a photo of Lillian and Clara then realized if there had been one it would have been taken down long ago. There were pictures of a gap-toothed little girl with gleaming orange hair holding a huge stuffed dog, and a little later standing beside a bike with a big bow. Toys, gifts, presents. Everything a little girl could want. And love. No, not just love. Adoration. This child, this woman, was adored. Beauvoir felt something stir inside. Something that seemed to have crawled into him while he¡¯d lain in his own blood on the floor of that factory. Sorrow. Since that moment death had never been the same, and neither, it must be said, had life. He didn¡¯t like it. He tried to remember Lillian Dyson forty years after this picture was taken. Too much makeup, hair dyed a straw blond. Bright red look-at-me dress. Almost a mockery. A parody of a person. But try as Beauvoir might it was too late. He saw Lillian Dyson now as a young girl. Adored. Confident. Heading into the world. A world her parents knew needed to be kept out, with chains. But still, they¡¯d opened the door a crack, and a crack was enough. If there was something malevolent, malicious, murderous on the other side, a crack was all it needed. ¡°Bon,¡± came the Chief¡¯s voice behind him and Beauvoir turned to see Gamache carrying a tin tray with a teapot, some milk, sugar and fine china cups. ¡°Where would you like me to put this?¡± He sounded warm, friendly. But not jovial. The Chief wouldn¡¯t want to trick them. Would not want to give the impression they were there with riotous good news. ¡°Just here, please.¡± Madame Dyson hurried to clear the TV guide and remote off a faux-wood table by the sofa, but Beauvoir got there first, scooping them up and handing them to her. She met his eyes and smiled. Not a wide smile, but a softer, sadder version of her daughter¡¯s. Beauvoir knew now where Lillian had gotten her smile. And he suspected these two elderly people knew why they were there. Probably not the exact news. Not that their only daughter was dead. Murdered. But the look Madame Dyson had just given him told Jean Guy Beauvoir that she knew something was up. Amiss. And she was being kind anyway. Or was she just trying to keep whatever news they had at bay? Keep them silent for one more precious minute. ¡°A bit of milk and sugar?¡± she asked the puppet. Monsieur Dyson sat forward. ¡°This is a special occasion,¡± he pretended to confide in their visitors. ¡°Normally she doesn¡¯t offer milk.¡± It broke Beauvoir¡¯s heart to think these two pensioners probably couldn¡¯t afford much milk. That what little they had was being offered now, to their guests. ¡°Gives me gas,¡± explained the old man. ¡°Now, Papa,¡± said Madame Dyson, handing the cup and saucer to the Chief to hand to her husband. She too pretended to confide in their company. ¡°It is true. I figure you have about twenty minutes from the first sip.¡± Page 58 Once they all had their cups and were seated Chief Inspector Gamache took a sip and placed the delicate bone china cup on its saucer and leaned toward the elderly couple. Madame Dyson reached out and took her husband¡¯s hand. Would she still call him ¡°Papa¡± after today, Beauvoir wondered. Or was that the very last time? Would it be too painful? That must have been what Lillian called him. Would he still be a father, even if there were no more children? ¡°I have some very bad news,¡± said the Chief. ¡°It¡¯s about your daughter, Lillian.¡± He looked them in the eyes as he spoke, and saw their lives change. It would forever be dated from this moment. Before the news and after the news. Two completely different lives. ¡°I¡¯m afraid she¡¯s dead.¡± He spoke in short, declarative sentences. His voice calm, deep. Absolute. He needed to tell them quickly, not drag it out. And clearly. There could be no doubt. ¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± said Madame Dyson, but her eyes said she understood fully. She was terrified. The monster every mother feared had squirmed in through that crack. It had taken her child, and was now sitting in her living room. Madame Dyson turned to her husband, who was struggling to sit further forward. Perhaps to stand up. To confront this news, these words. To beat them back, out of his living room, out of his home, away from his door. To beat those words until they were lies. But he couldn¡¯t. ¡°There¡¯s more,¡± said the Chief Inspector, still holding their eyes. ¡°Lillian was murdered.¡± ¡°Oh, God, no,¡± said Lillian¡¯s mother, her hand flying to her mouth. Then it slipped to her chest. Her breast. And rested there, limp. Both of them stared at Gamache, and he looked at them. ¡°I¡¯m very sorry to have to bring you this news,¡± he said, knowing how weak it sounded but also knowing to not say it would be even worse. Madame and Monsieur Dyson were gone now. They¡¯d crossed over to that continent where grieving parents lived. It looked the same as the rest of the world, but wasn¡¯t. Colors bled pale. Music was just notes. Books no longer transported or comforted, not fully. Never again. Food was nutrition, little more. Breaths were sighs. And they knew something the rest didn¡¯t. They knew how lucky the rest of the world was. ¡°How?¡± Madame Dyson whispered. Beside her her husband was enraged, so angry he couldn¡¯t speak. But his face was contorted and his eyes blazed. At Gamache. ¡°Her neck was broken,¡± said the Chief. ¡°It was very fast. She didn¡¯t even see it coming.¡± ¡°Why?¡± she asked. ¡°Why would anyone kill Lillian?¡± ¡°We don¡¯t know. But we¡¯ll find out who did this.¡± Armand Gamache cupped his large hands toward her. An offering. Jean Guy Beauvoir noticed the tremble in the Chief¡¯s right hand. Very slight. This too was new, since the factory. Madame Dyson dropped her tiny hand from her breast into Gamache¡¯s hands and he closed them, holding hers like a sparrow. He said nothing then. And neither did she. They sat in silence, and would sit there for as long as it took. Beauvoir looked at Monsieur Dyson. His rage had turned to confusion. A man of action in his younger days now imprisoned in an easy chair. Unable to save his daughter. Unable to comfort his wife. Beauvoir got up and offered the elderly man his own arms. Monsieur Dyson stared at them, then swung both hands to Beauvoir¡¯s arm and grabbed on. Beauvoir lifted him to a standing position and supported him while the old man turned to his wife. And put out his arms. She stood and walked into them. They held each other and held each other up. And wept. Eventually they parted. Beauvoir had found tissues and gave each a handful. When they were able Chief Inspector Gamache asked them some questions. ¡°Lillian lived in New York for many years. Can you tell us anything about her life there?¡± ¡°She was an artist,¡± her father said. ¡°Wonderful. We didn¡¯t visit her often but she came home every couple of years or so.¡± It sounded vague, to Gamache. An exaggeration. ¡°She made a living as an artist?¡± he asked. ¡°Absolutely,¡± Madame Dyson said. ¡°She was a big success.¡± ¡°She was married once?¡± the Chief asked. ¡°Morgan was his name,¡± said Madame Dyson. ¡°No, not Morgan,¡± said her husband. ¡°But close. Madison.¡± ¡°Yes, that¡¯s it. It was a long time ago and they weren¡¯t married long. We never met him but he wasn¡¯t a nice man. Drank. Poor Lillian was taken in by him completely. Very charming, but they so often are.¡± Page 59 Gamache noticed Beauvoir taking out his notebook. ¡°You say he drank?¡± asked the Chief. ¡°How do you know?¡± ¡°Lillian told us. She finally kicked him out. But that was long ago.¡± ¡°Do you know if he ever stopped drinking?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Perhaps joined Alcoholics Anonymous?¡± They looked lost. ¡°We never met him, Chief Inspector,¡± she repeated. ¡°I suppose he might have, before he died.¡± ¡°He died?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Do you know when?¡± ¡°Oh, a few years ago now. Lillian told us. Probably drank himself to death.¡± ¡°Did your daughter talk about any particular friends?¡± ¡°She had a lot of friends. We spoke once a week and she was always off to parties or vernissages.¡± ¡°Did she talk about any by name?¡± Gamache asked. They shook their heads. ¡°Did she ever mention a friend named Clara, back here in Qu¨¦bec?¡± ¡°Clara? She was Lillian¡¯s best friend. Inseparable. She used to come by for supper when we lived in the house.¡± ¡°But they didn¡¯t stay close?¡± ¡°Clara stole some of Lillian¡¯s ideas. Then she dropped Lillian as a friend. Used her and threw her away as soon as she had what she wanted. Hurt Lillian terribly.¡± ¡°Why did your daughter go to New York?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°She felt the art scene here in Montr¨¦al wasn¡¯t very supportive. They didn¡¯t like it when she criticized their work, but that was her job, after all, as a critic. She wanted to go someplace where artists were more sophisticated.¡± ¡°Did she talk about anyone in particular? Someone who might have wished her ill?¡± ¡°Back then? She said everyone did.¡± ¡°And more recently? When did she come back to Montr¨¦al?¡± ¡°October sixteenth,¡± said Monsieur Dyson. ¡°You know the exact date?¡± Gamache turned to him. ¡°You would too, if you had a daughter.¡± The Chief nodded. ¡°You¡¯re right. I do have a daughter and I¡¯d remember the day she returned home.¡± The two men looked at each other for a moment. ¡°Did Lillian tell you why she returned?¡± Gamache did a quick calculation. It would have been about eight months earlier. Shortly after that she¡¯d bought her car and begun going to art shows around town. ¡°She just said she was missing home,¡± said Madame Dyson. ¡°We thought we were the luckiest people alive.¡± Gamache paused to let her gather herself. Both S?ret¨¦ officers knew there was a small window after telling loved ones the news before they were completely overcome. Before the shock wore off and the pain began. That moment was fast approaching. The window was slamming shut. They had to make each question count. ¡°Was she happy in Montr¨¦al this time?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°I¡¯ve never seen her happier,¡± said her father. ¡°I think she might¡¯ve found a man. We asked but she always laughed and denied it. But I¡¯m not so sure.¡± ¡°Why do you say that?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°When she came for dinner she¡¯d always leave early,¡± said Madame Dyson. ¡°By seven thirty. We kidded her that she was off on a date.¡± ¡°And what did she say to that?¡± ¡°She just laughed. But,¡± she hesitated, ¡°there was something.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± Madame Dyson took another deep breath as though trying to keep herself going, long enough to help this police officer. To help him find whoever had killed their daughter. ¡°I don¡¯t know what I mean, but she never used to leave early, then suddenly she did. But she wouldn¡¯t tell us why.¡± ¡°Did your daughter drink?¡± ¡°Drink?¡± asked Monsieur Dyson. ¡°I don¡¯t understand the question. Drink what?¡± ¡°Alcohol. We found something at the site that might have come from Alcoholics Anonymous. Do you know if your daughter belonged to AA?¡± ¡°Lillian?¡± Madame Dyson looked astonished. ¡°I¡¯ve never seen her drunk in my life. She used to be the designated driver at parties. She¡¯d have a few drinks sometimes, but never many.¡± ¡°We don¡¯t even keep alcohol in the house,¡± said Monsieur Dyson. ¡°Why not?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°We just lost interest, I suppose,¡± said Madame Dyson. ¡°There were other things to spend our pensions on.¡± Gamache nodded and got up. ¡°May I?¡± He indicated the pictures on the walls. Page 60 ¡°Please.¡± Madame Dyson joined him. ¡°Very pretty,¡± he said as they gazed at the photographs. Lillian aged as they walked around the modest room. From cherished newborn to adored teen and into a lovely young woman, with hair the color of a sunset. ¡°Your daughter was found in a garden,¡± he said, trying to make it sound not too gruesome. ¡°It belonged to her friend Clara.¡± Madame Dyson stopped and stared at the Chief Inspector. ¡°Clara? But that¡¯s not possible. Lillian would never have gone there. She¡¯d meet the devil before she¡¯d meet that woman.¡± ¡°Did you say Lillian was killed at Clara¡¯s home?¡± demanded Monsieur Dyson. ¡°Oui. In her backyard.¡± ¡°Then you know who killed Lillian,¡± said Monsieur Dyson. ¡°Have you arrested her?¡± ¡°I haven¡¯t,¡± said Gamache. ¡°There are other possibilities. Is there anyone else your daughter talked about since her return to Montr¨¦al? Anyone who might wish her harm?¡± ¡°No one as obvious as Clara,¡± snapped Monsieur Dyson. ¡°I know this is difficult,¡± said Gamache quietly, calmly. He waited a moment before speaking again. ¡°But you need to think about my question. It¡¯s vital. Did she talk about anyone else? Anyone she¡¯d had an upset with recently?¡± ¡°No one,¡± said Madame Dyson, eventually. ¡°As we said, she never seemed happier.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache and Beauvoir thanked the Dysons for their help and gave them their cards. ¡°Please call,¡± said the Chief, standing at the door. ¡°If you remember anything, or if you need anything.¡± ¡°Who do we speak to about¡ª¡± Madame Dyson began. ¡°I¡¯ll have someone come over and talk with you about arrangements. Is that all right?¡± They nodded. Monsieur Dyson had fought to his feet and stood beside his wife, staring at Gamache. Two men, two fathers. But standing now a continent apart. As they walked down the stairs, their steps echoing against the walls, Gamache wondered how two such people could produce the woman Clara had described. Wretched, jealous, bitter, mean. But then, the Dysons thought the same about Clara. There was a lot to wonder about. Madame Dyson had been certain her daughter would never go to Clara Morrow¡¯s home. Not knowingly. Had Lillian Dyson been tricked into it? Lured there not realizing it was Clara¡¯s place? But if so, why was she killed, and why there? TEN After having rid the garden of all evil spirits, Myrna, Dominique and Ruth sat down for beers in Myrna¡¯s loft. ¡°So what do you think that coin was about?¡± Dominique asked, relaxing back into the sofa. ¡°More evil,¡± said Ruth and the other women looked at her. ¡°What do you mean?¡± Myrna asked. ¡°AA?¡± demanded Ruth. ¡°Bunch of devil worshipers. It¡¯s a cult. Mind control. Demons. Turning people away from the natural path.¡± ¡°Of being alcoholics?¡± asked Myrna with a laugh. Ruth eyed her suspiciously. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t expect the witch gardener to understand.¡± ¡°You¡¯d be surprised what you can learn in a garden,¡± said Myrna. ¡°And from a witch.¡± Just then Clara arrived, looking distracted. ¡°You OK?¡± asked Dominique. ¡°Just fine. Peter had put a bottle of champagne in the fridge to celebrate. This was the first chance we had to toast the vernissage.¡± Clara poured herself an iced tea from Myrna¡¯s fridge and came over to join them. ¡°That was nice,¡± said Dominique. ¡°Uh-huh,¡± agreed Clara. Myrna looked at her closely, but said nothing. ¡°What were you talking about?¡± Clara asked. ¡°The body in your garden,¡± said Ruth. ¡°Did you kill her or not?¡± ¡°OK,¡± said Clara. ¡°I¡¯m only going to say this once so I hope you remember. Are you paying attention?¡± They nodded, except Ruth. ¡°Ruth?¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°You asked a question. I¡¯m about to answer it.¡± ¡°Too late. I¡¯ve lost interest. Aren¡¯t we getting anything to eat?¡± ¡°Pay attention.¡± Clara looked at all of them and spoke clearly and slowly. ¡°I. Did. Not. Kill. Lillian.¡± ¡°Do you have a piece of paper?¡± Dominique asked. ¡°I¡¯m not sure I can remember all that.¡± Ruth laughed. ¡°So,¡± said Myrna. ¡°Let¡¯s just assume we believe you. For the moment. Who did?¡± Page 61 ¡°It had to be someone else at the party,¡± said Clara. ¡°But who, Sherlock?¡± Myrna asked. ¡°Who hated her enough to kill her?¡± Dominique asked. ¡°Anyone who met her,¡± said Clara. ¡°But that¡¯s not fair,¡± said Myrna. ¡°You hadn¡¯t seen her in more than twenty years. And it¡¯s possible she was simply mean to you. It happens sometimes. We trigger something in someone else, bring out the worst in each other.¡± ¡°Not Lillian,¡± said Clara. ¡°She was generous in her disdain. She hated everyone and everyone eventually hated her. Like you said before. The frog in the frying pan. She¡¯d turn up the heat.¡± ¡°I hope that isn¡¯t a dinner suggestion,¡± said Ruth, ¡°because that¡¯s what I had for breakfast.¡± They looked at her and she grinned. ¡°Well, maybe it was an egg.¡± They turned back to Myrna. ¡°Maybe it wasn¡¯t a frying pan,¡± Ruth continued. ¡°But a glass. And now that I think of it, it wasn¡¯t an egg at all.¡± They turned back to Ruth. ¡°It was Scotch.¡± They focused back on Myrna, who explained the psychological phenomenon. ¡°I think I always hated myself for staying so long, for letting Lillian hurt me so much before I actually left. Never again.¡± Clara was surprised when Myrna said nothing. ¡°Gamache probably thinks I did it.¡± Clara finally broke the silence. ¡°I¡¯m screwed.¡± ¡°I¡¯d have to agree,¡± said Ruth. ¡°Of course you¡¯re not,¡± said Dominique. ¡°In fact, just the opposite.¡± ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± ¡°You have something the Chief Inspector doesn¡¯t,¡± said Dominique. ¡°You know the art world and you know most of the people at your party. What¡¯s the biggest question you have?¡± ¡°Besides who killed her? Well, what was Lillian doing here?¡± ¡°Excellent,¡± said Dominique, getting up. ¡°Good question. Why don¡¯t we ask?¡± ¡°Who?¡± ¡°The guests still here in Three Pines.¡± Clara thought for a moment. ¡°Worth a try.¡± ¡°Waste of time,¡± said Ruth. ¡°I still think you did it.¡± ¡°Watch it, old woman,¡± said Clara. ¡°You¡¯re next.¡± * * * The forensics team met Chief Inspector Gamache and Inspector Beauvoir at Lillian Dyson¡¯s apartment in Montr¨¦al. While they took prints and collected specimens, Gamache and Beauvoir looked around. It was a modest apartment on the top floor of a triplex. None of the buildings were tall in the Plateau Mont Royal district so while petite, Lillian¡¯s apartment was bright. Beauvoir walked briskly into the main room and got to work but Gamache paused. To get a feel for the place. It smelled stale. Of oil paint and unopened windows. The furniture was old without being vintage. The kind you found in the Sally Ann, or on the side of the road. The floors were parquet with dull area rugs. Unlike some artists who cared about the aesthetics of their home, Lillian Dyson appeared indifferent to what was within these walls. What she was not indifferent to was what was on the walls. Paintings. Luminous, dazzling paintings. Not bright or splashy, but dazzling in their images. Had she collected them? Perhaps from an artist friend in New York? He leaned in to read the signature. Lillian Dyson. Chief Inspector Gamache stepped back and stared, astonished. The dead woman had painted these. He moved from painting to painting, reading the signatures and the dates, just to be sure. But he knew there was no doubt. The style was so strong, so singular. They were all created by Lillian Dyson, and all within the last seven months. These were like nothing he¡¯d ever seen before. Her paintings were lush and bold. Cityscapes, Montr¨¦al, made to look and feel like a forest. The buildings were tall and wonky, like strong trees growing this way and that. Adjusting to nature, rather than the other way around. She managed to make the buildings into living things, as though they¡¯d been planted and watered and nurtured, and had sprung from the concrete. Attractive, the way all vital things were attractive. It was not a relaxing world she painted. But neither was it threatening. He liked them. A lot. ¡°More in here, Chief,¡± called Beauvoir, when he noticed Gamache staring at the paintings. ¡°Looks like she turned her bedroom into a studio.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache walked by the forensics team, lifting fingerprints and taking samples, and joined Beauvoir in the small bedroom. A single bed, made up nicely, was shoved against the wall and there was a chest of drawers, but the rest of the modest room was taken up with brushes soaking in tins, canvases leaning against the walls. The floor was covered in a tarpaulin and the room smelled of oil and cleaner. Page 62 Gamache walked over to the canvas sitting on the easel. It was unfinished. It showed a church, in bright red, almost as though it was on fire. But it wasn¡¯t. It simply glowed. And beside it swirled roads like rivers and people like reeds. No other artist he knew was painting in this style. It was as though Lillian Dyson had invented a whole new art movement, like the Cubists or the Impressionists, like the post-modernists and Abstract Expressionists. And now there was this. Armand Gamache could barely look away. Lillian was painting Montr¨¦al as though it was a work of nature, not man. With all the force, the power, the energy and beauty of nature. And the savagery too. It seemed clear she¡¯d been experimenting with this style, growing into it. The earliest works, from seven months ago, showed some promise but were tentative. And then, sometime around Christmas, there seemed to have been a breakthrough and the flowing, audacious style took hold. ¡°Chief, look at this.¡± Inspector Beauvoir was standing next to the nightstand. There was a large blue book on it. The Chief Inspector brought a pen from his pocket and opened the book to the bookmark. There was a sentence highlighted in yellow and underlined. Almost violently. ¡°The alcoholic is like a tornado,¡± read Chief Inspector Gamache, ¡°roaring his way through the lives of others. Hearts are broken. Sweet relationships are dead.¡± He let the book fall closed. On its royal blue cover in bold white print was Alcoholics Anonymous. ¡°I guess we know who belonged to AA,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°I guess so,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I think we need to ask these people some questions.¡± After everything had been gone over by the forensics team the Chief Inspector handed Beauvoir one of the booklets from the drawer. It was dog-eared, dirty, well used. Inspector Beauvoir flipped through it then read the front. Alcoholics Anonymous Meeting List. Inside a meeting for Sunday night was circled. Beauvoir could guess what they¡¯d be doing at eight that night. * * * The four women paired up, figuring they¡¯d be safer in twos. ¡°You obviously haven¡¯t watched many horror films,¡± said Dominique. ¡°Women are always in pairs. One to die horribly and the other to shriek.¡± ¡°Dibs on the shrieking,¡± said Ruth. ¡°I¡¯m afraid, dear one, that you¡¯re the horror,¡± said Clara. ¡°Well, that¡¯s a relief. Are you coming?¡± Ruth asked Dominique, who stared back with mock-loathing at Myrna and Clara. Myrna watched them go then turned to Clara. ¡°How¡¯s Peter?¡± ¡°Peter? Why¡¯d you ask?¡± ¡°I was just wondering.¡± Clara studied her friend. ¡°You never just wonder. What is it?¡± ¡°You didn¡¯t exactly look happy when you arrived. You said the two of you toasted your vernissage. Is that all that happened?¡± Clara remembered Peter standing in their kitchen, drinking sour champagne. Toasting her solo show with rancid wine, and a smile. But she wasn¡¯t yet ready to talk about it. Besides, Clara thought as she looked at her friend, she was afraid of what Myrna might say. ¡°It¡¯s just a difficult time for Peter,¡± she said instead. ¡°I think we all know that.¡± And she watched Myrna¡¯s gaze intensify, then relent. ¡°He¡¯s doing his best,¡± said Myrna. It was, thought Clara, a diplomatic answer. Across the village green they could see Gabri and Olivier sitting on the porch of their B and B, sipping beer. Relaxing before the late afternoon rush at the bistro. ¡°Mutt and Jeff.¡± Gabri waved the two women over. ¡°Bert and Ernie,¡± said Myrna as she and Clara climbed the steps onto the verandah. ¡°Your artist friends are still here,¡± said Olivier, rising and kissing the women on both cheeks. ¡°Staying on for a few more days, apparently.¡± Gabri was none too pleased. His idea of a perfect B and B was an empty B and B. ¡°Gamache¡¯s people said the others could leave, so they did. I think they found it boring. Apparently only one murder isn¡¯t enough to hold their attention.¡± Myrna and Clara left them to monitor the village, and walked into the B and B. * * * ¡°So what have you been working on?¡± Clara asked Paulette. They¡¯d been chatting for a few minutes. About the weather, of course. And Clara¡¯s show. Given equal weight by Paulette and Normand. ¡°Still doing that wonderful series on flight?¡± Page 63 ¡°Yes, in fact a gallery in Drummondville is interested and there¡¯s a juried show in Boston we might enter.¡± ¡°That¡¯s terrific.¡± Clara turned to Myrna. ¡°Their series on wings is stunning.¡± Myrna almost gagged. If she heard the word ¡°stunning¡± once more she really would vomit. She wondered what it was code for. Crappy? Hideous? So far Normand had described Clara¡¯s works, which he clearly didn¡¯t like, as stunning. Paulette had said Normand was planning some powerful pieces which, she assured them, they¡¯d find stunning. And, of course, they were both simply stunned by Clara¡¯s success. But then, they¡¯d admitted to being stunned by Lillian¡¯s murder. ¡°So,¡± said Clara, nonchalantly picking at a bowl of licorice allsorts on the table in the sitting room, ¡°I was just sort of wondering how Lillian came to be here yesterday. Do you know who invited her?¡± ¡°Didn¡¯t you?¡± asked Paulette. Clara shook her head. Myrna leaned back and listened closely as they speculated about who might have been in contact with Lillian. ¡°She¡¯d been back in Montr¨¦al for a few months, you know,¡± said Paulette. Clara hadn¡¯t known. ¡°Yeah,¡± said Normand. ¡°Even came up to us at a vernissage and apologized for being such a bitch years ago.¡± ¡°Really?¡± asked Clara. ¡°Lillian did that?¡± ¡°We figure she was just sucking up,¡± said Paulette. ¡°When she left we were nobodies but now we¡¯re pretty well established.¡± ¡°Now, she needs us,¡± said Normand. ¡°Needed us.¡± ¡°For what?¡± asked Clara. ¡°She said she¡¯d gone back to doing some art. Wanted to show us her portfolio,¡± said Normand. ¡°And what did you say?¡± They looked at each other. ¡°We told her we didn¡¯t have time. We weren¡¯t rude, but we didn¡¯t want anything to do with her.¡± Clara nodded. She¡¯d have done the same thing, she hoped. Been polite, but distant. It was one thing to forgive, it was another to climb back into the cage with that bear, even if it was wearing a tutu and smiling. Or, what was the analogy Myrna had used? The frying pan. ¡°Maybe she crashed the party. Lots of people did,¡± said Normand. ¡°Like Denis Fortin.¡± Normand said the gallery owner¡¯s name lightly, slipping it into the conversation, like a sharp word thrust between bones. A word meant to wound. He watched Clara. And Myrna watched him. She sat forward, curious to see how Clara would handle this attack. Because that was what it was. Civil and subtle and said with a smile. A sort of social neutron bomb. Meant to keep the structures of polite conversation standing, while slaying the person. Having listened to this couple for half an hour now, Myrna could say she wasn¡¯t exactly stunned by this attack. And neither was Clara. ¡°But he was invited,¡± Clara said, matching Normand¡¯s light tone. ¡°I personally asked Denis to come.¡± Myrna almost smiled. Clara¡¯s coup de grace was calling Fortin by his first name, as though she and the prominent gallery owner were buddies. And, yes, yes, there it was. Both Normand and Paulette were stunned. Still, two very troubling questions remained unanswered. Who did invite Lillian to Clara¡¯s party? And why did she accept? ELEVEN ¡°Honestly, you¡¯re the worst investigator in history,¡± said Dominique. ¡°At least I was asking questions,¡± snapped Ruth. ¡°Only because I couldn¡¯t get a word in.¡± Myrna and Clara had joined the other two women in the bistro and were now sitting in front of a fire, lit more for effect than necessity. ¡°She asked Andr¨¦ Castonguay how big his dick was.¡± ¡°I did not. I asked how big a dick he was. There¡¯s a difference.¡± Ruth brought up her thumb and forefinger to indicate about two inches. Despite herself, Clara smirked. She¡¯d often wanted to ask gallery owners the same question. Dominique shook her head. ¡°Then she asked the other one¡ª¡± ¡°Fran?ois Marois?¡± asked Clara. She¡¯d been tempted to give the artists to Dominique and Ruth and take the dealers for herself, but she didn¡¯t feel like seeing Castonguay just yet. Not after his phone call, and her conversation with Peter. ¡°Yes, Fran?ois Marois. She asked what his favorite color was.¡± ¡°I thought it might be helpful,¡± said Ruth. Page 64 ¡°And was it?¡± Dominique demanded. ¡°Not as much as you¡¯d think,¡± admitted Ruth. ¡°So despite this grilling neither confessed to killing Lillian Dyson?¡± asked Myrna. ¡°They held up surprisingly well,¡± said Dominique. ¡°Though Castonguay did let it slip that his first car was a Gremlin.¡± ¡°Tell me that¡¯s not psychotic,¡± said Ruth. ¡°How¡¯d you two do?¡± asked Dominique, reaching for her lemonade. ¡°I¡¯m not sure how we did,¡± said Myrna, almost emptying the bowl of cashews with one handful. ¡°I liked the way you disarmed that Normand fellow when he brought up Denis Fortin.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± Clara asked. ¡°Well, when you told him you¡¯d invited Fortin yourself. Actually, that¡¯s another mystery, now that I think of it. What was Denis Fortin doing here?¡± ¡°I hate to break it to you,¡± said Clara, ¡°but I really did invite him.¡± ¡°Why in the world would you do that, child?¡± asked Myrna. ¡°After what he did?¡± ¡°Well, if I kept out every gallery owner and dealer who turned me down, the place would¡¯ve been empty.¡± Not for the first time Myrna marveled at her friend, who could forgive so much. And who had so much to forgive. She considered herself fairly stable, but Myrna doubted she¡¯d last long in the wine and cheese and cutthroat world of art. She also wondered who else had been forgiven and invited who shouldn¡¯t have been. * * * Gamache had called ahead and now he pulled into the parking spot at the back of the gallery on rue St-Denis in Montr¨¦al. The lot was reserved for staff, but it was five thirty on a Sunday and most had gone home. Getting out of his car he looked around. St-Denis was a cosmopolitan Montr¨¦al street. But the alley that ran behind it was squalid, with used condoms and empty needles littering the ground. The glorious front hid what was foul. And which was the real St-Denis? he wondered as he locked the car and walked toward the vibrant street. The glass front door of the Galerie Fortin was locked. Gamache looked for a doorbell, but Denis Fortin appeared, all smiles, and unlocked it for him. ¡°Monsieur Gamache,¡± he said, holding out his hand and shaking the Chief Inspector¡¯s. ¡°A pleasure to see you again.¡± ¡°Mais, non,¡± said the Chief, bowing slightly. ¡°The pleasure is mine. Thank you for seeing me so late.¡± ¡°Gave me a chance to catch up on some work. You know what it¡¯s like.¡± Fortin carefully locked the door and waved the Chief deeper into the gallery. ¡°My office is upstairs.¡± Gamache followed the younger man. They¡¯d met a few times before, when Fortin had been in Three Pines considering Clara for a show. Fortin was perhaps forty, with a bright and attractive manner. He wore a finely tailored coat, open-collar ironed shirt and black jeans. Smart and stylish. Up the stairs they walked and Gamache listened while Fortin described with great animation some of the works on his walls. The Chief, while listening closely, also scanned the gallery for a painting by Lillian Dyson. Her style was so singular it would declare itself. But the walls, while containing some clearly brilliant works, didn¡¯t proclaim a Dyson. ¡°Caf¨¦?¡± Fortin indicated a cappuccino maker just outside his office. ¡°Non, merci.¡± ¡°A beer, perhaps? It¡¯s turned into a warm day.¡± ¡°That would be nice,¡± said the Chief, and made himself comfortable in Fortin¡¯s office. Once Fortin was out of sight, Gamache leaned over his desk and scanned the papers. Contracts for artists. Some publicity mock-ups for upcoming shows. One for a famous Qu¨¦bec artist, one for someone Gamache had not heard of. An up-and-comer, presumably. But no mention, in his quick scan, of Lillian Dyson. Or Clara Morrow. Gamache heard the soft tread and took his seat just as Fortin walked through his office door. ¡°Here we go.¡± The gallery owner was carrying a tray with two beers and some cheese. ¡°We always have a stock of wine and beer and cheese. The tools of the trade.¡± ¡°Not canvas and brushes?¡± asked the Chief Inspector, taking the cold beer in the frosted glass. ¡°Those are for the creative ones. I¡¯m just a lowly businessman. A bridge between talent and money.¡± ¡°¨¤ votre sant¨¦.¡± The Chief raised his glass, as did Fortin, then both men took a satisfying sip. ¡°Creative,¡± said Gamache, lowering his glass and accepting a piece of fragrant Stilton. ¡°But artists are also emotional, unstable at times, I imagine.¡± Page 65 ¡°Artists?¡± asked Fortin. ¡°What could you possibly mean?¡± He laughed. It was easy and light. Gamache couldn¡¯t help but smile back. It was hard not to like him. Charm was also a tool, he knew, of the art gallery trade. Fortin offered cheese and charm. When he chose. ¡°I suppose,¡± Fortin continued, ¡°it depends what you compare them to. Now, compared to a rabid hyena or, say, a hungry cobra an artist comes off pretty well.¡± ¡°Doesn¡¯t sound like you much like artists.¡± ¡°Actually, I do. I like them, but more importantly, I understand them. Their egos, their fears, their insecurities. There¡¯re very few artists who are comfortable among other people. Most prefer to work away quietly in their studios. Whoever said, ¡®Hell is other people¡¯ must have been an artist.¡± ¡°It was Sartre,¡± said Gamache. ¡°A writer.¡± ¡°I suspect if you speak with a publisher their experiences with writers would be the same. Here you have, in my case, artists who manage to capture on a small flat canvas not just the reality of life, but the mysteries, the spirit, the deep and conflicting emotions of being human. And yet most of them hate and fear other people. I understand that.¡± ¡°Do you? How?¡± There was a slight strained silence then. Denis Fortin, for all his bonhomie, didn¡¯t like penetrating questions. He preferred to lead the conversation rather than be led. He was used, Gamache realized, to being listened to, acquiesced to, fawned over. He was used to having his decisions and statements simply accepted. Denis Fortin was a powerful man in a world of vulnerable people. ¡°I have a theory, Chief Inspector,¡± said Fortin, crossing his legs and smoothing the material of his jeans. ¡°That most jobs are self-selecting. We might grow into them, but for the most part we fall into a career because it suits what we¡¯re good at. I love art. Can¡¯t paint worth a damn. I know because I tried. I actually thought I wanted to be an artist, but that miserable failure led me to what I was always meant to do. Recognize talent in others. It¡¯s a perfect match. I make a very good living and am surrounded by great art. And great artists. I get to be part of this culture of creativity without all the angst of actually creating it.¡± ¡°I expect your world isn¡¯t without its angst.¡± ¡°True. If I choose to represent an artist and the show¡¯s a bust, it can reflect badly on me. But then I just make sure word spreads that it simply means I¡¯m daring and willing to take risks. Avant-garde. That plays well.¡± ¡°But the artist¡­¡± said Gamache, letting it hang there. ¡°Ah, there you have it. He gets it in the neck.¡± Gamache looked at Fortin and tried not to let his distaste show. Like the street his gallery was on, Fortin had an attractive front, hiding quite a foul interior. He was opportunistic. He fed on the talent of others. Got rich on the talent of others. While most of the artists themselves barely scraped by, and took all the risks. ¡°Do you protect them?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Try to defend them against the critics?¡± Fortin looked both astonished and amused. ¡°They¡¯re adults, Monsieur Gamache. They take the accolades when they come and they must take the criticism when it comes. Treating artists like children is never a good idea.¡± ¡°Not as children, perhaps,¡± said Gamache, ¡°but as respected partners. Would you not stand by a respected partner if he was being attacked?¡± ¡°I have no partners,¡± said Fortin. The smile was still in place, but perhaps just a little too fixed. ¡°It gets too messy. As you would know. Best not to have anyone to defend. It can throw off your judgment.¡± ¡°An interesting perspective,¡± said Gamache. He knew then that Fortin had seen the video of the attack in the factory. This was a veiled allusion to what had happened. Fortin, along with the rest of the world, had seen his failure to defend his own people. To save them. ¡°As you know, I wasn¡¯t able to protect my own people,¡± said Gamache. ¡°But at least I tried. You don¡¯t?¡± It was clear Fortin hadn¡¯t expected the Chief Inspector to confront the event directly. It threw him off center. Not quite as stable, Gamache thought, as you pretend to be. Perhaps you¡¯re more like an artist than you like to believe. ¡°Fortunately people aren¡¯t actually shooting at my artists,¡± said Fortin finally. ¡°No, but there¡¯re other forms of attack. Of hurting. Even of killing. You can murder a person¡¯s reputation. You can kill their drive and their desire, even their creativity, if you try hard enough.¡± Page 66 Fortin laughed. ¡°If an artist is that fragile he should either find something else to do or not venture beyond his door. Just toss the canvases out and lock up quick. But most artists I know have huge egos. And huge ambition. They want that praise, they want that recognition. That¡¯s their problem. That¡¯s what makes them vulnerable. Not their talent, but their egos.¡± ¡°But you agree they¡¯re vulnerable, for whatever reason?¡± ¡°I do. I¡¯ve already said that.¡± ¡°And do you agree that being so vulnerable can make some artists fearful?¡± Fortin hesitated a moment, sensing a trap but not sure where it lay. He nodded. ¡°And that fearful people can lash out?¡± ¡°I suppose so. What¡¯re we talking about? I¡¯m guessing this isn¡¯t just a pleasant Sunday afternoon chat. And I guess you aren¡¯t in the market for one of my paintings.¡± Suddenly they¡¯d become ¡°my¡± paintings, Gamache noticed. ¡°Non, monsieur. I¡¯ll tell you in a moment, if you¡¯ll indulge me.¡± Fortin looked at his watch. All subtlety, all charm, gone. ¡°I¡¯m wondering why you went to Clara Morrow¡¯s celebration yesterday.¡± Far from being the last shove to throw Fortin completely off, Gamache¡¯s question made the art dealer first gape then laugh. ¡°Is that what this is about? I don¡¯t understand. I can¡¯t have broken any law. Besides, Clara herself invited me.¡± ¡°Vraiment? But you weren¡¯t on the guest list.¡± ¡°No, I know. I¡¯d heard of course about her vernissage at the Mus¨¦e and decided to go.¡± ¡°Why? You¡¯d dropped her as an artist and split under not very good conditions. In fact you quite humiliated her.¡± ¡°Did she tell you that?¡± Gamache was silent, staring at the other man. ¡°Of course she did. Where else would you have heard it? I remember now. You two are friends. Is that why you¡¯re here? To threaten me?¡± ¡°Am I being threatening? I think you might find it difficult to convince anyone of that.¡± Gamache tilted his beer glass toward the still astonished gallery owner. ¡°There are other ways of threatening besides putting a gun in my face,¡± snapped Fortin. ¡°Quite so. My point earlier. There¡¯re different forms of violence. Different ways to kill while keeping the body alive. But I¡¯m not here to threaten you.¡± Was he really so easily threatened? Gamache wondered. Was Fortin himself so vulnerable that a simple conversation with a police officer would feel like an attack? Perhaps Fortin really was more like the artists he represented than he believed. And perhaps he lived in more fear than he admitted. ¡°I¡¯m almost finished and then I¡¯ll leave you to what¡¯s left of your Sunday,¡± said Gamache, his voice pleasant. ¡°Why, if you¡¯d decided Clara Morrow¡¯s art wasn¡¯t worth your while, did you go to her vernissage?¡± Fortin took a deep, deep breath, held it for a moment while staring at Gamache, then let it out in a long beer-infused exhale. ¡°I went because I wanted to apologize to her.¡± Now it was Gamache¡¯s turn to be surprised. Fortin didn¡¯t seem the sort to admit fault easily. Fortin took another deep breath. This was clearly taking a toll. ¡°When I was in Three Pines last summer to discuss the show, Clara and I had drinks at that bistro and a large man served us. Anyway, I said something stupid about him when he¡¯d left. Clara later called me on it and I¡¯m afraid I was so annoyed at her doing that I lashed out. Canceled her show. It was a stupid thing to do and I almost immediately regretted it. But by then it was too late. I¡¯d already announced it and I couldn¡¯t go back.¡± Armand Gamache stared at Denis Fortin, trying to decide if he believed him. But there was an easy way to confirm his story. Just ask Clara. ¡°So you went to the opening to apologize to Clara? Why bother?¡± Now Fortin colored slightly and looked to his right, out the window, into the early evening light. Outside, people would be gathering on the terrasses up and down St-Denis for beers and martinis, for wine and pitchers of sangria. Enjoying one of the first really warm, sunny days of spring. Inside the quiet gallery, though, the atmosphere was neither warm nor sunny. ¡°I knew she was going to be big. I¡¯d offered her a solo show because her art is like no other out there. Have you seen it?¡± Fortin leaned forward, toward Gamache. No longer wrapped up in his own anxiety, no longer defensive. Now he was almost giddy. Excited. Energized talking about great works of art. Page 67 Here, Gamache realized, was a man who truly loved art. He might be a businessman, might be opportunistic. Might be a ranting egoist. But he knew and loved great art. Clara¡¯s art. Lillian Dyson¡¯s art? ¡°I have,¡± said the Chief Inspector. ¡°And I agree. She¡¯s remarkable.¡± Fortin launched into a passionate dissection of Clara¡¯s portraits. The nuances, right down to the use of tiny strokes within longer, languid strokes of her brush. It was fascinating for Gamache to hear. And he found himself enjoying this time with Fortin, despite himself. But he hadn¡¯t come to discuss Clara¡¯s painting. ¡°As I remember, you called Gabri a ¡®fucking queer.¡¯¡± The words had the desired effect. They weren¡¯t simply shocking, they were disgusting, disgraceful. Especially in light of what Fortin was just describing. The light and grace and hope Clara had created. ¡°I did,¡± Fortin admitted. ¡°It¡¯s something I say often. Said often. I don¡¯t anymore.¡± ¡°Why would you say it at all?¡± ¡°It¡¯s what you were saying earlier, about different ways to kill. A lot of my artists are gay. When I¡¯m with a new artist I know is gay, I¡¯d often point someone out and say what you just said. It throws them off. Keeps them afraid, off balance. It¡¯s a mind-fuck. And if they don¡¯t fight back I know I have them.¡± ¡°And do they?¡± ¡°Fight back? Clara was the first. That should¡¯ve also told me she was something special. An artist with a voice, a vision and a backbone. But that backbone can be inconvenient. Much rather have them compliant.¡± ¡°So you fired her, and tried to smear her reputation.¡± ¡°Didn¡¯t work,¡± he smiled ruefully. ¡°The Mus¨¦e scooped her up. I went there to apologize. I knew that pretty soon she¡¯d be the one with all the power, all the influence.¡± ¡°Enlightened self-interest on your part?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Better than none at all,¡± said Fortin. ¡°What happened when you arrived?¡± ¡°I got there early and the first person I saw was that guy, the one I insulted.¡± ¡°Gabri.¡± ¡°Right. I realized I owed him as well. So I apologized to him first. It was quite a festival of contrition.¡± Gamache smiled again. Fortin, finally, seemed sincere. And he could always check out the story. Indeed, it was so easy to check Gamache suspected it was the truth. Denis Fortin had gone to the vernissage, uninvited, to apologize. ¡°And then you approached Clara. What did she say?¡± ¡°Actually, she approached me. I guess she heard me saying sorry to Gabri. We got to talking and I said how sorry I was. And congratulated her on a fabulous show. I told her I wished it was at the Galerie Fortin, but that she was much better off at the Mus¨¦e. She was very nice about it.¡± Gamache could hear the relief, and even surprise, in Fortin¡¯s voice. ¡°She invited me down to the party that night in Three Pines. I actually had dinner plans but felt I couldn¡¯t really say no. So I ducked out to cancel the plans with my friends and went to the barbeque instead.¡± ¡°How long did you stay?¡± ¡°Honestly? Not long. It¡¯s a long drive down and back. I spoke to a few colleagues, fended off a few mediocre artists¡ª¡± Gamache wondered if those included Normand and Paulette and suspected it did. ¡°¡ªchatted with Clara and Peter so they¡¯d know I was there. Then I left.¡± ¡°Did you speak to Andr¨¦ Castonguay or Fran?ois Marois?¡± ¡°I spoke to both of them. Castonguay¡¯s gallery¡¯s just down the road if you¡¯re looking for him.¡± ¡°I¡¯ve already talked to him. He¡¯s still in Three Pines, as is Monsieur Marois.¡± ¡°Is that right?¡± said Fortin. ¡°I wonder why.¡± Gamache felt in his pocket and brought out the coin. Holding the Baggie up between them he asked, ¡°Have you ever seen one of these before?¡± ¡°A silver dollar?¡± ¡°Look more closely, please.¡± ¡°May I?¡± Fortin gestured toward it and Gamache handed it to him. ¡°It¡¯s light.¡± Fortin looked at one side then the other before handing it back. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I have no idea what it is.¡± He looked closely at the Chief Inspector. ¡°I¡¯ve been patient, I think,¡± said Fortin. ¡°But perhaps now you¡¯ll tell me what this¡¯s about.¡± ¡°Do you know a woman named Lillian Dyson?¡± Page 68 Fortin thought, then shook his head. ¡°Should I? Is she an artist?¡± ¡°I have a picture of her, would you mind looking?¡± ¡°Not at all.¡± Fortin reached for it, fixing Gamache with a perplexed glance, then looked down at the photograph. His brows drew together. ¡°She looks¡ª¡± Gamache didn¡¯t finish Fortin¡¯s sentence. Was he going to say ¡°familiar¡±? ¡°Dead¡±? ¡°Asleep. Is she?¡± ¡°Do you know her?¡± ¡°I think I might have seen her at a few vernissages, but I see so many people.¡± ¡°Did you see her at Clara¡¯s show?¡± Fortin thought then shook his head. ¡°She wasn¡¯t at the vernissage while I was there. But it was early and there weren¡¯t many people yet.¡± ¡°And the barbeque?¡± ¡°It was dark by the time I arrived so she might have been there and I just didn¡¯t notice.¡± ¡°She was definitely there,¡± said Gamache, replacing the coin. ¡°She was killed there.¡± Fortin gaped at him. ¡°Someone was killed at the party? Where? How?¡± ¡°Have you ever seen her art, Monsieur Fortin?¡± ¡°That woman¡¯s?¡± Fortin asked, nodding toward the photo, now on the table between them. ¡°Never. I¡¯ve never seen her and I¡¯ve never seen her art, not as far as I know, anyway.¡± Then another question struck Gamache. ¡°Suppose she¡¯s a great artist. Would she be worth more to a gallery dead or alive?¡± ¡°That¡¯s a grisly question, Chief Inspector.¡± But Fortin considered it. ¡°Alive she would produce more art for the gallery to sell, and presumably for more and more money. But dead?¡± ¡°Oui?¡± ¡°If she was that good? The fewer paintings the better. A bidding war would ignite and the prices¡­¡± Fortin looked to the ceiling. Gamache had his answer. But was it the right question? TWELVE ¡°What¡¯s this?¡± Clara stood beside the phone in the kitchen. The barbeque was on and Peter was outside poking steaks from the Bresee farm. ¡°What?¡± he called through the screen door. ¡°This.¡± Clara walked outside and held up a piece of paper. Peter¡¯s face fell. ¡°Oh, shit. Oh, my God, Clara, I completely forgot. In all the chaos of finding Lillian and all the interruptions¡ª¡± He waved the prongs, then stopped. Clara¡¯s face, rather than softening as it had so often, had hardened. And in her hand she held his scribbled list of messages, of congratulations. He¡¯d left it by the phone. Under the phone. Pinned there, for safe keeping. He¡¯d been meaning to show it to her. It had just slipped his mind. From where she stood Clara could see the police tape, outlining a ragged circle in her garden. A hole. Where a life had ended. But another hole now opened up, right where Peter stood. And she could almost see the yellow tape around him, encircling him. Swallowing him, as it had Lillian. Peter stared at her, his eyes imploring her to understand. Begging her. And then, as Clara watched, Peter seemed to disappear, leaving just an empty space where her husband had been. * * * Armand Gamache sat in his study at home, taking notes and speaking with Isabelle Lacoste. ¡°I¡¯ve spoken to Inspector Beauvoir about this, and he suggested I call you as well, Chief. Most of the guests have been interviewed,¡± she said, down the phone line from Three Pines. ¡°We¡¯re getting a picture of the evening, but what isn¡¯t in the picture is Lillian Dyson. We asked everyone, including the waiters. No one saw her.¡± Gamache nodded. He¡¯d been following her written reports all day. They were impressive as always. Clear, thorough. Intuitive. Agent Lacoste wasn¡¯t afraid to follow her instinct. She wasn¡¯t afraid to be wrong. And that, the Chief knew, was a great strength. It meant she¡¯d be willing to explore dim alleys a lesser agent wouldn¡¯t even see. Or, if they did, they¡¯d dismiss as unlikely. A waste of time. Where, he asked his agents, was a murderer likely to hide? Where it was obvious? Perhaps. But most of the time they were found in unexpected places. Inside unexpected personalities and bodies. Down the dim alleys, most of them with pleasant veneers. ¡°What do you think it means that no one saw her at the party?¡± he asked. Agent Lacoste was quiet for a moment. ¡°Well, I wondered if she could¡¯ve been killed somewhere else and her body brought into the Morrow garden. That would explain why no one saw her at either party.¡± Page 69 ¡°And?¡± ¡°I spoke with the forensics team and that seems unlikely. They believe she died where she was found.¡± ¡°What are the other options?¡± ¡°Besides the obvious? That she was teleported there by aliens?¡± ¡°Besides that one.¡± ¡°I think she arrived and went directly to the Morrows¡¯ garden.¡± ¡°Why?¡± Now Isabelle Lacoste paused, walking slowly through the possibilities. Not being afraid to make a mistake, but not rushing to make one either. ¡°Why drive an hour and a half to a party then ignore it and make straight for a quiet garden?¡± she asked, musing out loud. Gamache waited. He could smell the dinner Reine-Marie had prepared. A favorite pasta dish of fresh asparagus, pine nuts and goat cheese on fettuccini. It was almost ready. ¡°She was in the garden to meet someone,¡± said Lacoste at last. ¡°I wonder,¡± said Gamache. He had his reading glasses on and was making notes. They¡¯d already been through the facts, all the forensic findings, the preliminary autopsy results, the witness interviews. Now they were on to interpretation. Entering the dim alley. This was where a murderer was found. Or lost. His daughter Annie appeared at the door with a plate in her hand. Here? she mouthed. He shook his head and smiled, putting up his hand to indicate just a minute more and he¡¯d join Annie and her mother. When she left he turned his attention back to Agent Lacoste. ¡°And what did Inspector Beauvoir say?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°He asked similar questions. He wanted to know who I thought Lillian Dyson might be meeting.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a good question. And what did you tell him?¡± ¡°I think she was meeting her killer,¡± said Isabelle Lacoste. ¡°Yes, but was it the person she expected to meet?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Or did she think she was meeting one person but someone else showed up?¡± ¡°You think she was lured there?¡± ¡°I think it¡¯s a possibility,¡± said Gamache. ¡°So does Inspector Beauvoir. Lillian Dyson was ambitious. She¡¯d just returned to Montr¨¦al and needed to jump-start her career. She knew Clara¡¯s party would be packed with gallery owners and dealers. Where better to network? Inspector Beauvoir thinks she was tricked into going to the garden, by someone pretending to be a prominent gallery owner. Then murdered.¡± Gamache smiled. Jean Guy was taking his role as mentor seriously. And doing a good job. ¡°And what do you think?¡± he asked. ¡°I think she would have to have a very good reason to show up at Clara Morrow¡¯s party. By all accounts they hated each other. So what could lure Lillian Dyson there? What could overcome that sort of rancor?¡± ¡°It would have to be something she wanted very badly,¡± said Gamache. ¡°And what would that be?¡± ¡°To meet a prominent gallery owner. Impress him with her art,¡± said Lacoste without hesitation. ¡°I wonder,¡± said the Chief, leaning over his desk and scanning the reports. ¡°But how¡¯d she find her way down to Three Pines?¡± ¡°Someone must have invited her to the party, perhaps lured her there with the promise of a private meeting with one of the big dealers,¡± said Lacoste, following the Chief¡¯s train of thought. ¡°He¡¯d have had to show her the way there,¡± Gamache remembered the useless maps on Lillian¡¯s front seat, ¡°then he killed her in Clara¡¯s garden.¡± ¡°But why?¡± Now it was Agent Lacoste¡¯s turn to ask. ¡°Did the murderer know it was Clara¡¯s garden, or would any place do? Could it just as easily have been Ruth¡¯s or Myrna¡¯s place?¡± Gamache took a deep breath. ¡°I don¡¯t know. Why set up a rendez-vous at a party at all? If he was planning murder wouldn¡¯t he choose someplace more private? And convenient? Why Three Pines and not Montr¨¦al?¡± ¡°Maybe Three Pines was convenient, Chief.¡± ¡°Maybe,¡± he agreed. It was something he¡¯d been considering. The murder happened there because the murderer was there. Lived there. ¡°Besides,¡± said Lacoste, ¡°the killer must¡¯ve known there¡¯d be plenty of suspects. The party was filled with people who knew Lillian Dyson from years ago, and hated her. And it¡¯d be easy to melt back into the crowd.¡± ¡°But why the Morrows¡¯ garden?¡± the Chief Inspector pressed. ¡°Why not in the woods, or anywhere else? Was Clara¡¯s garden chosen on purpose?¡± Page 70 No, thought Gamache, getting up from his chair, there was still too much hidden. The alley was still too dim. He liked tossing around ideas, theories, speculation. But he was careful not to run too far ahead of the facts. They were stumbling around now, in danger of getting themselves lost. ¡°Any progress on the motive?¡± he asked. ¡°Between Inspector Beauvoir in Montr¨¦al and me here we¡¯ve interviewed just about everyone at the party and they all agree. Hardly anyone had any contact with Lillian since she¡¯d been back, but anyone who knew her years ago, when she was a critic, hated and feared her.¡± ¡°So the motive was revenge?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Either that or to stop her from doing even more damage now that she was back.¡± ¡°Good.¡± He paused for a moment, thinking. ¡°There¡¯s another possibility, though.¡± He told her about his interview with Denis Fortin and the gallery owner¡¯s certainty that a brilliant dead artist was more valuable than a brilliant living one. Chief Inspector Gamache had no doubt that Lillian Dyson was both a loathsome person and a brilliant artist. A brilliant dead artist. So much more sellable. And manageable. Her paintings could now make someone very rich indeed. He said good night to Agent Lacoste, made a couple more notes, then joined Reine-Marie and Annie in the dining room. They had a quiet dinner of pasta and fresh baguette. He offered them wine but decided not to have a glass himself. ¡°Keeping a clear head?¡± Reine-Marie asked. ¡°Actually, I plan to go to an AA meeting tonight. Thought I shouldn¡¯t have alcohol on my breath.¡± His wife laughed. ¡°Though you might not be the only one. You¡¯ve finally admitted you have a problem?¡± ¡°Oh, I have a problem, just not with alcohol.¡± He smiled at them. Then looked more closely at his daughter, Annie. ¡°You¡¯ve been quiet. Is something wrong?¡± ¡°I need to speak to the two of you.¡± THIRTEEN Chief Inspector Gamache stood on rue Sherbrooke, in downtown Montr¨¦al, and stared at the heavy, red brick church across the street. It wasn¡¯t made with bricks so much as huge, rectangular ox blood stones. He¡¯d passed it hundreds of times while driving and never really looked at it. But now he did. It was dark and ugly and uninviting. It didn¡¯t shout salvation. Didn¡¯t even whisper it. What it did shout was penance and atonement. Guilt and punishment. It looked like a prison for sinners. Few would enter with an easy step and light heart. But now another memory stirred. Of the church bright, not quite in flames, but glowing. And the street he was on a river, and the people reeds. This was the church on Lillian Dyson¡¯s easel. Unfinished, but already a work of genius. If he¡¯d had any doubts, seeing the real thing vanquished them. She¡¯d taken a building, a scene, most would find foreboding and made it into something dynamic and alive. And deeply attractive. As Gamache watched, the cars became a stream of vehicles. And the people entering the church were reeds. Floating in. Drawn in. As was he. * * * ¡°Hi, welcome to the meeting.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache hadn¡¯t even entered the church but he¡¯d already found himself in a gauntlet of greetings. People on either side of him had their hands out, smiling. He tried not to think they were smiling maniacally, but one or two of them definitely were. ¡°Hi, welcome to the meeting,¡± a young woman said, and led him through the door and down the stairs into the dingy, ill-lit basement. It smelt stale, of old cigarettes and bad coffee, of sour milk and sweat. The ceiling was low and everything looked like it had a film of dirt on it. Including most of the people. ¡°Thank you,¡± he said, shaking the hand she offered. ¡°Your first time here?¡± she asked, examining him closely. ¡°It is. I¡¯m not sure I¡¯m in the right place.¡± ¡°I felt like that too, at first. But give it a chance. Why don¡¯t I introduce you to someone. Bob!¡± she bellowed. An older man with an uneven beard and mismatched clothes came over. He was stirring his coffee with his finger. ¡°I¡¯ll leave you with him,¡± said his young escort. ¡°Men should stick with men.¡± Leaving the Chief Inspector to wonder further just what he might be getting into. ¡°Hi. My name¡¯s Bob.¡± ¡°Armand.¡± They shook hands. Bob¡¯s seemed sticky. Bob seemed sticky. ¡°So, you¡¯re new?¡± asked Bob. Page 71 Gamache bent down and whispered, ¡°Is this Alcoholics Anonymous?¡± Bob laughed. His breath smelled of coffee and tobacco. Gamache straightened up. ¡°It sure is. You¡¯re in the right place.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not actually an alcoholic.¡± Bob looked at him with amusement. ¡°Of course you aren¡¯t. Why don¡¯t we get a coffee and we can talk. The meeting¡¯ll start in a few minutes.¡± Bob got Gamache a coffee. Half full. ¡°In case,¡± said Bob. ¡°Of what?¡± ¡°The DTs.¡± Bob cast a critical eye over Gamache and noticed the slight tremor in the hand holding the mug of coffee. ¡°I had ¡¯em. No fun. When was your last drink?¡± ¡°This afternoon. I had a beer.¡± ¡°Just one?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not an alcoholic.¡± Again Bob smiled. His teeth, the few he had left, were stained. ¡°That means you¡¯re a few hours sober. Well done.¡± Gamache found he was quite pleased with himself and was glad he hadn¡¯t had that glass of wine over dinner. ¡°Hey, Jim,¡± Bob shouted across the room to a gray-haired man with very blue eyes. ¡°Got another newcomer.¡± Gamache looked over and saw Jim talking earnestly to a young man who seemed resistant. It was Beauvoir. Chief Inspector Gamache smiled and caught Beauvoir¡¯s eye. Jean Guy stood up but Jim made him sit back down. ¡°Come over here,¡± said Bob, leading Gamache to a long table filled with books and pamphlets, and coins. Gamache picked one up. ¡°A beginner¡¯s chip,¡± said the Chief, examining it. It was exactly the same as the one found in Clara¡¯s garden. ¡°I thought you said you weren¡¯t an alcoholic.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Then that was a pretty good guess on your part,¡± said Bob with a guffaw. ¡°Do many people have one of these?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Sure.¡± Bob produced a shiny coin from his pocket, and looked down at it, his face softening. ¡°Took this at my first meeting. I keep it with me always. It¡¯s like a medal, Armand.¡± Then he reached out to Gamache¡¯s hand and folded it in. ¡°No, sir,¡± protested Gamache. ¡°I really can¡¯t.¡± ¡°But you must, Armand. I give it to you, and you can give it to someone else one day. Someone who needs it. Please.¡± Bob closed Gamache¡¯s fingers over the coin. Before Gamache could say anything else, Bob broke away and turned back to the long table. ¡°You¡¯ll also need this.¡± He held up a thick blue book. ¡°I already have one.¡± Gamache opened his satchel and showed him the book in there. Bob raised his brow. ¡°You can use one of these, I think.¡± He gave Gamache a pamphlet called Living in Denial. Gamache brought out the meeting list he found in Lillian¡¯s home and got the look from his new friend he¡¯d so quickly come to expect. Amusement. ¡°Still claim not to be an alcoholic? Not many sober people carry around the AA book, a beginner¡¯s chip and a meeting list.¡± Bob examined the meeting list. ¡°I see you¡¯ve marked a bunch of meetings. Including some women¡¯s meetings. Honestly, Armand.¡± ¡°This doesn¡¯t belong to me.¡± ¡°I see. Does it belong to a friend?¡± Bob asked with infinite patience. Gamache almost smiled. ¡°Not really. The young woman who introduced us said that men should stick with men. What did she mean?¡± ¡°Clearly, you need to be told.¡± Bob waved the meeting list in front of Gamache. ¡°This isn¡¯t a pick-up joint. Some guys hit on women. Some women want to find a boyfriend. Think that¡¯ll save ¡¯em. It won¡¯t. In fact, just the opposite. Getting sober¡¯s hard enough without that distraction. So men speak mostly to men. Women to women. That way we can concentrate on what¡¯s important.¡± Bob fixed Gamache with a hard stare. A penetrating look. ¡°We¡¯re friendly, Armand, but we¡¯re serious. Our lives are at stake. Your life is at stake. Alcohol¡¯ll kill us, if we let it. But I have to tell you, if an old drunk like me can get sober, so can you. If you¡¯d like help, that¡¯s what I¡¯m here for.¡± And Armand Gamache believed him. This sticky, disheveled little man would save his life, if he could. ¡°Merci,¡± said Gamache, and meant it. Behind him a gavel hit wood with several sharp raps. Gamache turned and saw a distinguished older man sitting at the front of the room at a long table, an older woman beside him. Page 72 ¡°Meeting¡¯s started,¡± whispered Bob. Gamache turned back and saw Beauvoir trying to catch his eye, waving him to an empty seat beside him. Vacated, presumably, by Jim, who was now sitting across the room with someone else. Perhaps he¡¯d given up on Beauvoir as a hopeless case, thought Gamache, smiling and making his way past others to take the empty seat. Bob had stuck with him and was now sitting on Gamache¡¯s other side. ¡°How the mighty have fallen,¡± Gamache leaned over and whispered to Beauvoir. ¡°Last night you were the art critic for Le Monde and now you¡¯re a drunk.¡± ¡°I¡¯m in good company,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°I see you¡¯ve made a friend.¡± Beauvoir and Bob smiled and nodded to each other across Gamache. ¡°I need to speak to you, sir,¡± whispered Beauvoir. ¡°After the meeting,¡± said Gamache. ¡°We have to stay?¡± asked Jean Guy, crestfallen. ¡°You don¡¯t have to,¡± said Gamache. ¡°But I¡¯m going to.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll stay,¡± said Beauvoir. Chief Inspector Gamache nodded, and handed the beginner¡¯s chip over to Beauvoir, who examined it and raised his brow. Gamache felt a slight pressure on his right arm and looked over to see Bob squeezing it and smiling. ¡°I¡¯m glad you¡¯re staying,¡± he whispered. ¡°And you even convinced that young man to stay. And you gave him your chip. That¡¯s the spirit. We¡¯ll get you sober yet.¡± ¡°How very kind,¡± said Gamache. The president of Alcoholics Anonymous welcomed everyone and asked for a moment of silence, to be followed by the Serenity Prayer. ¡°God,¡± they said in unison. ¡°Grant me the serenity¡ª¡± ¡°It¡¯s the same prayer,¡± said Beauvoir under his breath. ¡°The one on the coin.¡± ¡°It is,¡± agreed Gamache. ¡°What is this? A cult?¡± ¡°Praying doesn¡¯t make something a cult,¡± whispered the Chief. ¡°Did you get a load of all the smiling and shaking hands? What was that? You can¡¯t tell me these people aren¡¯t into mind-control.¡± ¡°Happiness isn¡¯t a cult either,¡± whispered Gamache, but Beauvoir looked like he didn¡¯t believe it. The Inspector looked around suspiciously. The room was packed. Filled with men and women of all ages. Some, at the back, shouted out every now and then. Some arguments erupted and were quickly brought under control. The rest smiled as they listened to the president. They looked, to Beauvoir, demented. Who could possibly be happy sitting in a disgusting church basement on a Sunday night? Unless they were drunk, stoned, or demented. ¡°Does he look familiar to you?¡± Beauvoir indicated the president of AA, one of the few who looked sane. The Chief had just been wondering the same thing. The man was clean-shaven, handsome. He looked to be in his early sixties. His gray hair was trim, his glasses were both classic and stylish, and he wore a light sweater that looked cashmere. Casual but expensive. ¡°A doctor, do you think?¡± Beauvoir asked. Gamache considered. Maybe a doctor. More likely a therapist. An addictions counselor who was responsible for this gathering of alcoholics. The Chief wanted to have a word with him when the meeting was over. The president had just introduced his secretary, who was reading endless announcements, most of which were out-of-date, and trying to find papers she seemed to have lost. ¡°God,¡± whispered Beauvoir. ¡°No wonder people drink. This¡¯s about as much fun as drowning.¡± ¡°Shhh,¡± said Bob, and gave Gamache a warning look. The president introduced the speaker for that evening, mentioning something about ¡°sponsor.¡± Beside him Beauvoir groaned and looked at his watch. He seemed fidgety. A young man slouched to the front of the room. His head was shaved and there were tattoos around his skull. One was a hand with the finger up. ¡°Fuck You¡± was tattooed across his forehead. His entire face was pierced. Nose, brows, lips, tongue, ears. The Chief didn¡¯t know if it was fashion or self-mutilation. He glanced at Bob, who was sitting placidly beside him as though his grandfather had just walked to the front of the room. Absolutely no alarm. Perhaps, thought Gamache, he had wet-brain. Gone soft in the head by too much drinking and had lost all judgment. All ability to recognize danger. Because if anyone screamed warning, this young man at the front did. The Chief looked at the president, sitting at the head table, keenly watching the young man. He at least seemed alert. Taking everything in. Page 73 And he would, thought Gamache, if he was sponsoring this boy who looked capable of doing anything. ¡°My name¡¯s Brian and I¡¯m an alcoholic and addict.¡± ¡°Hi, Brian,¡± they all said. Except Gamache and Beauvoir. Brian spoke for thirty minutes. He told them about growing up in Griffintown, below the tracks in Montr¨¦al. Born to a crack-addicted mother and a meth-addicted grandmother. No father. The gang became his father, his brothers, his teachers. His talk was littered with swear words. He told them about robbing pharmacies, about robbing homes, about even breaking into his own home one night. And robbing it. The room erupted into laughter. Indeed, people laughed all the way through. When Brian told them about being in the psych ward and having his doctor ask how much he drank, and he told him a beer a day, the place went hysterical with laughter. Gamache and Beauvoir exchanged looks. Even the president was amused. Brian had been given shock treatment, had slept on park benches, had woken up one day and found himself in Denver. He still couldn¡¯t explain that one. More hilarity. Brian had run a child down with a stolen car. And fled the scene. Brian had been fourteen. The child had died. As did the laughter. ¡°And even then I didn¡¯t stop drinking and using,¡± admitted Brian. ¡°It was the kid¡¯s fault. The mother¡¯s fault. But it wasn¡¯t my fault.¡± There was silence in the room. ¡°But finally there weren¡¯t enough fucking drugs in the world to make me forget what I¡¯d done,¡± he said. There was complete silence now. Brian looked at the president, who held the young man¡¯s stare, then nodded slightly. ¡°Do you know what finally brought me to my knees?¡± Brian asked the gathering. No one answered. ¡°I wish I could say it was guilt, or a conscience, but it wasn¡¯t. It was loneliness.¡± Beside Gamache, Bob nodded. People in front nodded, slowly. As though bowing their heads under a great weight. And lifting them again. ¡°I was so fucking lonely. All of my life.¡± He lowered his head, showing a huge black swastika tattooed there. Then he lifted it again and looked at all of them. Looked straight at Gamache, before his gaze moved on. They were sad eyes. But there was something else there. A gleam. Of madness? Gamache wondered. ¡°But no more,¡± said Brian. ¡°All my life I looked for a family. Who¡¯d have thought it¡¯d be you fuckers?¡± The place burst into uproarious laughter. With the exception of Gamache and Beauvoir. Then Brian stopped laughing, and he looked out at the crowd. ¡°This is where I belong.¡± He spoke quietly. ¡°In a shit-hole church basement. With you.¡± He bowed slightly, awkwardly, and for a moment he looked like the boy he really was, or could have been. Young, barely twenty. Shy, handsome. Even with the scarring of tattoos and piercing and loneliness. There was applause. Finally the president stood and picked up a coin from his desk. Holding it up, he spoke. ¡°This is a beginner¡¯s chip. It has a camel on one side because if a camel can go twenty-four hours without a drink, so can you. We can show you how to stop drinking, one day at a time. Are there any newcomers here who¡¯d like to take one?¡± He held it up, as though it was a host, a magic wafer. And he looked directly at Armand Gamache. In that instant Gamache knew exactly who the man running the meeting was, and why he looked so familiar. This man wasn¡¯t a therapist or a doctor. He was Chief Justice Thierry Pineault, of the Qu¨¦bec Supreme Court. And Mr. Justice Pineault had obviously recognized him. Eventually Mr. Justice Pineault put the coin down and the meeting was over. ¡°Would you like to go for coffee?¡± Bob asked. ¡°A few of us go to Tim Hortons after the meeting. You¡¯re welcome to join us.¡± ¡°I might see you there,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Thank you. I just need to speak with him.¡± Gamache indicated the president and they shook hands good-bye. The president looked up from his papers as they arrived at the long desk. ¡°Armand.¡± He stood and met Gamache¡¯s eyes. ¡°Welcome.¡± ¡°Merci, Monsieur le Justice.¡± The Chief Justice smiled and leaned forward. ¡°This is anonymous, Armand. You might have heard.¡± ¡°Including you? But you run the meeting for the alcoholics. They must know who you are.¡± Now Mr. Justice Pineault laughed and came around from behind the desk. ¡°My name is Thierry, and I¡¯m an alcoholic.¡± Page 74 Gamache raised his brow. ¡°I thought¡ª¡± ¡°That I was in charge? The sober guy leading the drunks?¡± ¡°Well, the one responsible for the meeting,¡± said Gamache. ¡°We¡¯re all responsible,¡± said Thierry. The Chief Inspector glanced over to a man arguing with his chair. ¡°To varying degrees,¡± admitted Thierry. ¡°We take turns running the meetings. A few people here know what I do for a living, but most know me as plain old Thierry P.¡± But Gamache knew the jurist and knew there was nothing ¡°plain old¡± about him. Thierry turned his attention to Beauvoir. ¡°I¡¯ve seen you in the courthouse too.¡± ¡°Jean Guy Beauvoir,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°I¡¯m an inspector in homicide.¡± ¡°Of course. I should have recognized you sooner. I just didn¡¯t expect to see you here. But then, obviously you didn¡¯t expect to see me either. What brings you here?¡± He looked from Beauvoir to Gamache. ¡°A case,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Can we speak in private?¡± ¡°Absolutely. Come with me.¡± Thierry led them through a rear door then down a series of corridors, each dingier than the last. Finally they found themselves in a back stairwell. Mr. Chief Justice Pineault indicated a step as though inviting them into an opera stall, then he took one himself. ¡°Here?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°It¡¯s about as private as this place gets I¡¯m afraid. Now, what¡¯s this about?¡± ¡°We¡¯re investigating the murder of a woman in a village in the Eastern Townships,¡± said Gamache, sitting on the filthy step beside the Chief Justice. ¡°A place called Three Pines.¡± ¡°I know it,¡± said Thierry. ¡°Wonderful bistro and bookstore.¡± ¡°That¡¯s right.¡± Gamache was a little taken aback. ¡°How do you know Three Pines?¡± ¡°We have a country place close by. In Knowlton.¡± ¡°Well, the woman who was killed lived in Montr¨¦al but was visiting the village. We found this near her body,¡± Gamache handed Thierry the beginner¡¯s chip, ¡°and this was in her apartment, along with a number of pamphlets.¡± He gave Thierry the meeting list. ¡°This meeting was circled.¡± ¡°Who was she?¡± asked Thierry, looking at the meeting list and coin. ¡°Lillian Dyson.¡± Thierry looked up, into Gamache¡¯s deep brown eyes. ¡°Are you serious?¡± ¡°You knew her.¡± Thierry P. nodded. ¡°I wondered why she wasn¡¯t here tonight. She normally is.¡± ¡°How long have you known her?¡± ¡°Oh, I¡¯d have to think. A few months anyway. Not more than a year.¡± Thierry trained sharp eyes on Gamache. ¡°She was murdered, I take it.¡± Gamache nodded. ¡°Her neck was broken.¡± ¡°Not a fall? An accident?¡± ¡°Definitely not,¡± said Gamache. He could see that ¡°plain old¡± Thierry P. had disappeared and the man sitting beside him on the dirty steps was the Chief Justice of Qu¨¦bec. ¡°Any suspects?¡± ¡°About two hundred. There was a party to celebrate an art show.¡± Thierry nodded. ¡°You know, of course, that Lillian was an artist.¡± ¡°I do. How do you know?¡± Gamache found himself on guard. This man, while being the Chief Justice, also knew both the victim and the tiny village where she died. ¡°She talked about it.¡± ¡°But I thought this was anonymous,¡± said Beauvoir. Thierry smiled. ¡°Well, some people have bigger mouths than others. Lillian and her sponsor are both artists. I¡¯d hear them talking over coffee. After a while you get to know each other personally. Not just in shares.¡± ¡°Shares?¡± Beauvoir asked. ¡°Share of what?¡± ¡°Sorry. That¡¯s AA speak. A share is what you heard from Brian tonight. It¡¯s a speech, but we don¡¯t like to call it that. Makes it sound too much like a performance. So we call it sharing.¡± Chief Justice Pineault¡¯s clever eyes picked up Beauvoir¡¯s expression. ¡°You find that funny?¡± ¡°No sir,¡± said Beauvoir quickly. But they all knew it was a lie. He found it both funny and pathetic. ¡°I did too,¡± Thierry admitted. ¡°Before I joined AA. Thought words like ¡®sharing¡¯ were laughable. A crutch for stupid people. But I was wrong. It¡¯s one of the most difficult things I¡¯ve ever done. In our AA shares we need to be completely and brutally honest. It¡¯s very painful. Like what Brian did tonight.¡± Page 75 ¡°Why do it if it¡¯s so painful?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Because it¡¯s also freeing. No one can hurt us, if we¡¯re willing to admit our flaws, our secrets. Very powerful.¡± ¡°You tell people your secrets?¡± asked Gamache. Thierry nodded. ¡°Not everyone. We don¡¯t take an ad out in the Gazette. But we tell people in AA.¡± ¡°And that gets you sober?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°It helps.¡± ¡°But some stuff¡¯s pretty bad,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°The Brian fellow killed a kid. We could arrest him.¡± ¡°You could, but he¡¯s already been arrested. Turned himself in actually. Served five years. Came out about three years ago. He¡¯s faced his demons. Doesn¡¯t mean they don¡¯t pop up again.¡± Thierry Pineault turned to the Chief Inspector. ¡°As you know.¡± Gamache held his eyes and said nothing. ¡°But they have far less power, if they¡¯re in the light. That¡¯s what this is about, Inspector. Bringing all the terrible stuff up from where it¡¯s hiding.¡± ¡°Just because you can see it,¡± Beauvoir persisted, ¡°doesn¡¯t make it go away.¡± ¡°True, but until you see it you haven¡¯t a hope.¡± ¡°Had Lillian shared recently?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Never, as far as I know.¡± ¡°So no one knew her secrets?¡± asked the Chief. ¡°Only her sponsor.¡± ¡°Like you and Brian?¡± asked Gamache, and Thierry nodded. ¡°We choose one person in AA, and that person becomes a sort of mentor, a guide. We call it a sponsor. I have one, and Lillian has one. We all have one.¡± ¡°And you tell that sponsor everything?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Everything.¡± ¡°Who was Lillian¡¯s sponsor?¡± ¡°A woman named Suzanne.¡± The two investigators waited for more. Like a last name. But Thierry simply looked at them, waiting for the next question. ¡°I wonder if you can be more specific?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Suzanne in Montr¨¦al isn¡¯t very helpful.¡± Thierry smiled. ¡°I suppose not. I can¡¯t tell you her last name, but I can do better. I¡¯ll introduce you to her.¡± ¡°Parfait,¡± said Gamache, getting up. He tried not to notice that his slacks clung slightly to the stair as he rose. ¡°But we need to hurry,¡± said Thierry, walking ahead, his strides long and rapid, almost breaking into a jog. ¡°She might¡¯ve left by now.¡± The men walked quickly back through the corridors. Then they broke into the large room where the meeting was held. But it was empty. Not just of people, but of chairs and tables and books and coffee. Everything was gone. ¡°Damn,¡± said Thierry. ¡°We¡¯ve missed her.¡± A man was putting mugs away in a cupboard and Thierry spoke with him then returned. ¡°He says Suzanne¡¯s at Tim Hortons.¡± ¡°Would you mind?¡± Gamache indicated the door and Thierry again took the lead, walking with them over to the coffee shop. As they waited for a break in traffic to dart across rue Sherbrooke Gamache asked, ¡°What did you think of Lillian?¡± Thierry turned to examine Gamache. It was a look Gamache knew from seeing him on the bench. Judging others. And he was a good judge. Then Thierry turned back to watch the traffic, but as he did so he spoke. ¡°She was very enthusiastic, always happy to help. She often volunteered to make coffee or set up the chairs and tables. It¡¯s a big job getting a meeting ready, then cleaning up after. Not everyone wants to help, but Lillian always did.¡± The three men, seeing the hole between cars at the same time, ran across the four-lane street together, making it safely to the other side. Thierry paused, turning to look at Gamache. ¡°It¡¯s so sad, you know. She was getting her life back together. Everyone liked her. I liked her.¡± ¡°This woman?¡± asked Beauvoir, taking the photo from his pocket, his amazement obvious. ¡°Lillian Dyson?¡± Thierry looked at it and nodded. ¡°That¡¯s Lillian. Tragic.¡± ¡°And you say everyone liked her?¡± Beauvoir pressed. ¡°Yes,¡± said Thierry. ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Well,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Your description doesn¡¯t match what others are saying.¡± ¡°Really? What¡¯re they saying?¡± ¡°That she was cruel, manipulative, abusive even.¡± Thierry didn¡¯t say anything, instead he turned and began walking down a dark side street. The next block over they could see the familiar Tim Hortons sign. Page 76 ¡°There she is,¡± said Thierry as they entered the coffee shop. ¡°Suzanne,¡± he called and waved. A woman with close-cropped black hair looked up. She was in her sixties, Gamache guessed. Wore lots of flashy jewelry, a tight shirt with a light shawl, a skirt about three inches too short on her barrel body. There were six other women, of varying ages, at the table. ¡°Thierry.¡± Suzanne jumped up and threw her arms around Thierry, as though she hadn¡¯t just seen him. Then she turned bright, inquisitive eyes on Gamache and Beauvoir. ¡°New blood?¡± Beauvoir bristled. He didn¡¯t like this bawdy, brassy woman. Loud. And now she seemed to think he was one of them. ¡°I saw you at the meeting tonight. It¡¯s OK, honey,¡± she laughed as she saw Beauvoir¡¯s expression. ¡°You don¡¯t need to like us. You just need to get sober.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not an alcoholic.¡± Even to his ears it sounded like the word was a dead bug or a piece of dirt he couldn¡¯t wait to get out of his mouth. But she didn¡¯t take offense. Gamache, though, did. He gave Beauvoir a warning look and put out his hand to Suzanne. ¡°My name is Armand Gamache.¡± ¡°His father?¡± Suzanne gestured to Beauvoir. Gamache smiled. ¡°Mercifully, no. We¡¯re not here about AA.¡± His somber manner seemed to impress itself on her and Suzanne¡¯s smile dimmed. Her eyes, however, remained alert. Watchful, Beauvoir realized. What he¡¯d first taken to be the shine of an idiot was in fact something far different. This woman paid attention. Behind the laughter and bright shine, a brain was at work. Furiously. ¡°What is it?¡± she asked. ¡°I wonder if we could talk privately?¡± Thierry left them and joined Bob and Jim and four other men across the coffee shop. ¡°Would you like a coffee?¡± Suzanne asked as they found a quiet table near the toilets. ¡°Non, merci,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Bob very kindly got me one, though it was only half full.¡± Suzanne laughed. She seemed, to Beauvoir, to laugh a lot. He wondered what that hid. No one, in his experience, was ever that amused. ¡°The DTs?¡± she asked and when Gamache nodded she looked over at Bob with great affection. ¡°He lives at the Salvation Army, you know. Goes to seven meetings a week. He assumes everyone he meets is an alcoholic.¡± ¡°There¡¯re worse assumptions,¡± said Gamache. ¡°How can I help you?¡± ¡°I¡¯m with the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Homicide.¡± ¡°You¡¯re Chief Inspector Gamache?¡± she asked. ¡°I am.¡± ¡°What can I do for you?¡± Beauvoir was happy to see she was a lot less buoyant and more guarded. ¡°It¡¯s about Lillian Dyson.¡± Suzanne¡¯s eyes opened wide and she whispered, ¡°Lillian?¡± Gamache nodded. ¡°I¡¯m afraid she was murdered last night.¡± ¡°Oh, my God.¡± Suzanne brought a hand to her mouth. ¡°Was it a robbery? Did someone break into her apartment?¡± ¡°No. It didn¡¯t seem to be random. It was at a party. She was found dead in the garden. Her neck was broken.¡± Suzanne exhaled deeply and closed her eyes. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I¡¯m just shocked. We spoke on the phone yesterday.¡± ¡°What about?¡± ¡°Oh, it was just a check in. She calls me every few days. Nothing important.¡± ¡°Did she mention the party?¡± ¡°No, she said nothing about it.¡± ¡°You must know her well, though,¡± said Gamache. ¡°I do.¡± Suzanne looked out the window, at the men and women walking by. Lost in their own thoughts, in their own world. But Suzanne¡¯s world had just changed. It was a world where murder existed. And Lillian Dyson did not. ¡°Have you ever had a mentor, Chief Inspector?¡± ¡°I have. Still do.¡± ¡°Then you know how intimate that relationship can be.¡± She looked at Beauvoir for a moment, her eyes softening, and she smiled a little. ¡°I do,¡± said the Chief. ¡°And I can see you¡¯re married.¡± Suzanne indicated her own barren ring finger. ¡°True,¡± said Gamache. He was watching her with thoughtful eyes. ¡°Imagine now those relationships combined and deepened. There¡¯s nothing on earth like what happens between a sponsor and sponsee.¡± Both men stared at her. ¡°How so?¡± Gamache finally asked. Page 77 ¡°It¡¯s intimate without being sexual, it¡¯s trusting without being a friendship. I want nothing from my sponsees. Nothing. Except honesty. All I want for them is that they get sober. I¡¯m not their husband or wife, not their best friend or boss. They don¡¯t answer to me for anything. I just guide them, and listen.¡± ¡°And what do you get out of it?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°My own sobriety. One drunk helping another. We can bullshit a lot of people, Inspector, and often do. But not each other. We know each other. We¡¯re quite insane, you know,¡± Suzanne said with a small laugh. This wasn¡¯t news to Beauvoir. ¡°Was Lillian insane when you first met her?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Oh, yes. But only in the sense that her perception of the world was all screwy. She¡¯d made so many bad choices she no longer knew how to make good ones.¡± ¡°I understand that as part of this relationship Lillian told you her secrets,¡± said the Chief. ¡°She did.¡± ¡°And what were Lillian Dyson¡¯s secrets?¡± ¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± Gamache stared at this fireplug. ¡°Don¡¯t know, madame? Or won¡¯t say?¡± FOURTEEN Peter lay in bed, clutching the edge of their double mattress. The bed was too small for them, really. But a double had been all they could afford when they were first married and Peter and Clara had grown used to having each other close. So close they touched. Even on the hottest, stickiest July nights. They¡¯d lie naked in bed, the sheets kicked off, their bodies wet and slick from sweat. And still they¡¯d touch. Not much. Just a hand to her back. A toe to his leg. Contact. But tonight he clung to his side of the bed, and she clung to hers, as though to dual cliff faces. Afraid to fall. But fearing they were about to. They¡¯d gone to bed early so the silence might feel natural. It didn¡¯t. ¡°Clara?¡± he whispered. The silence stretched on. He knew the sound of Clara sleeping, and this wasn¡¯t it. Clara asleep was almost as exuberant as Clara awake. She didn¡¯t toss and turn, but she snorted and grunted. Sometimes she¡¯d say something ridiculous. Once she mumbled, ¡°But Kevin Spacey¡¯s stuck on the moon.¡± She hadn¡¯t believed it when he¡¯d told her the next morning, but he¡¯d heard it clearly. In fact, she didn¡¯t believe it when he told her she snorted and hummed and made all manner of noises. Not loudly. But Peter was attuned to Clara. He heard her, even when she herself couldn¡¯t. But tonight she was silent. ¡°Clara?¡± he tried again. He knew she was there, and he knew she was awake. ¡°We need to talk.¡± Then he heard her. A long, long inhale. And then a sigh. ¡°What is it?¡± He sat up in bed but didn¡¯t turn the light on. He¡¯d rather not see her face. ¡°I¡¯m sorry.¡± She didn¡¯t move. He could see her, a dark ridge in the bed, shoved up at the very edge of the world. She couldn¡¯t get further from him without falling out. ¡°You¡¯re always sorry.¡± Her voice was muffled. She was speaking into the bedding, not even raising her head. What could he say to that? She was right. As he looked back down their relationship it was a series of him doing and saying something stupid and her forgiving him. Until today. Something had changed. He¡¯d thought the biggest threat to their marriage would be Clara¡¯s show. Her success. And his sudden failure. Made all the more spectacular by her triumph. But he¡¯d been wrong. ¡°We have to sort this out,¡± said Peter. ¡°We have to talk.¡± Clara sat up suddenly, fighting with the duvet, trying to get her arms clear. Finally she did, and turned to him. ¡°Why? So that I can just forgive you again? Is that it? You don¡¯t think I know what you¡¯ve been doing? Hoping my show would fail? Hoping the critics would decide my art sucks and you¡¯re the real artist? I know you, Peter. I could see your mind working. You¡¯ve never understood my art, you¡¯ve never cared about it. You think it¡¯s childish and simplistic. Portraits? How embarrassing,¡± she lowered her voice to mimic his. ¡°I never said that.¡± ¡°But you thought it.¡± ¡°I didn¡¯t.¡± ¡°Don¡¯t fucking lie to me, Peter. Not now.¡± The warning in her voice was clear. And new. They¡¯d had their fights before, but never like this. Peter knew then their marriage was either over or soon would be. Unless he could find the right thing to say. To do. Page 78 If ¡°I¡¯m sorry¡± didn¡¯t work, what would? ¡°You must¡¯ve been thrilled when you saw the Ottawa Star review. When it called my art an old and tired parrot mimicking actual artists. Did that give you pleasure, Peter?¡± ¡°How can you think that?¡± Peter asked. But it had given him pleasure. And relief. It was the first really happy moment he¡¯d had in a very long time. ¡°It¡¯s the New York Times review that matters, Clara. That¡¯s the one I care about.¡± She stared at him. And he felt cold creeping down his fingers and toes and up his legs. As though his heart had weakened and couldn¡¯t get the blood that far anymore. His heart was only now catching up with what the rest of him had known all his life. He was weak. ¡°Then quote me from the New York Times review.¡± ¡°Pardon?¡± ¡°Go on. If it made that big an impression, if it was that important to you, surely you can remember a single line.¡± She waited. ¡°A word?¡± she asked, her voice glacial. Peter scanned his memory, desperate for something, anything from the New York Times. Something to prove to himself, never mind Clara, that he¡¯d cared in any way. But all he remembered, all he saw, was the glorious review in the Ottawa paper. Her art, while nice, was neither visionary nor bold. He¡¯d thought it was bad when her paintings were simply embarrassing. But it was worse when they were brilliant. Instead of reflected glory, it just highlighted what a failure he was. His creations dimmed as hers brightened. And so he¡¯d read and re-read the parrot line, applying it to his ego as though it was an antiseptic. And Clara¡¯s art was the septic. But he knew now it wasn¡¯t her art that had gone septic. ¡°I thought not,¡± snapped Clara. ¡°Not even a word. Well let me remind you. Clara Morrow¡¯s paintings are not just brilliant, they are luminous. She has, in an audacious and generous stroke, redefined portraiture. I went back and memorized it. Not because I believe it¡¯s true, but so that I have a choice of what to believe, and it doesn¡¯t always have to be the worst.¡± Imagine, thought Peter, as the cold crept closer to his core, having a choice of things to believe. ¡°And then the messages,¡± said Clara. Peter closed his eyes, slowly. A reptilian blink. The messages. From all of Clara¡¯s supporters. From gallery owners and dealers and curators around the world. From family and friends. He¡¯d spent most of the morning, after Gamache and Clara and the others had left, after Lillian¡¯s body had left, answering the phone. Ringing, ringing. Tolling. And each ring diminished him. Stripped him, it felt, of his manhood, his dignity, his self-worth. He¡¯d written out the good wishes, and said nice things to people who ran the art world. The titans. Who knew him only as Clara¡¯s husband. The humiliation was complete. Eventually he¡¯d let the answering machine take over and had hidden in his studio. Where he¡¯d hidden all his life. From the monster. He could feel it in their bedroom now. He could feel its tail swishing by him. Feel its hot, fetid breath. All his life he knew if he was quiet enough, small enough, it wouldn¡¯t see him. If he didn¡¯t make a fuss, didn¡¯t speak up, it wouldn¡¯t hear him, wouldn¡¯t hurt him. If he was beyond criticism and hid his cruelty with a smile and good deeds, it wouldn¡¯t devour him. But now he realized there was no hiding. It would always be there, and always find him. He was the monster. ¡°You wanted to see me fail.¡± ¡°Never,¡± said Peter. ¡°I actually thought deep down you were happy for me. You just needed time to adjust. But this is really who you are, isn¡¯t it.¡± A denial was again on Peter¡¯s lips, almost out his mouth. But it stopped. Something stopped it. Something stood between the words in his head and the words out his mouth. He stared at her, and finally, nails ripping and bloody from a lifetime clinging on, he lost his grip. ¡°The portrait of the Three Graces,¡± the words tumbled from his mouth. ¡°I saw it, you know, before it was finished. I snuck into your studio and took the sheet off your easel.¡± He paused to try to compose himself. But it was way too late for that. Peter was plummeting. ¡°I saw¡ª¡± He searched for the right word. But finally he realized he wasn¡¯t searching for it. He was hiding from it. ¡°Glory. I saw glory, Clara, and such love it broke my heart.¡± He stared at the bed sheets, twisted in his hands. And sighed. Page 79 ¡°I knew then that you were a far better artist than I could ever be. Because you don¡¯t paint things. You don¡¯t even paint people.¡± He saw again Clara¡¯s portrait of the three elderly friends. The Three Graces. ¨¦milie and Beatrice and Kaye. Their neighbors in Three Pines. How they laughed, and held each other. Old, frail, near death. With every reason to be afraid. And yet everyone who looked at Clara¡¯s painting felt what those women felt. Joy. Looking at the Graces Peter had known at that moment that he was screwed. And he knew something else. Something people looking at Clara¡¯s extraordinary creations might not consciously realize, but feel. In their bones, in their marrow. Without a single crucifix, or host, or bible. Without benefit of clergy, or church. Clara¡¯s paintings radiated a subtle, private faith. In a single bright dot in an eye. In old hands holding old hands. For dear life. Clara painted dear life. While the rest of the cynical art world was painting the worst, Clara painted the best. She¡¯d been marginalized, mocked, ostracized for it for years. By the artistic establishment and, privately, by Peter. Peter painted things. Very well. He even claimed to paint God, and some dealers believed it. Made a good story. But he¡¯d never met God so how could he paint Him? Clara not only met Him, she knew Him. And she painted what she knew. ¡°You¡¯re right. I¡¯ve always envied you,¡± he said, looking at her directly. There was no fear now. He was beyond that. ¡°From the first moment I saw you I envied you. And it¡¯s never left. I tried, but it¡¯s always there. It¡¯s even grown with time. Oh, Clara. I love you and I hate myself for doing all this to you.¡± She was silent. Not helping. But not hurting either. He was on his own. ¡°But it¡¯s not your art I¡¯ve envied. I thought it was, and that¡¯s why I ignored it. Pretended to not understand. But I understood perfectly well what you were doing in your studio. What you were struggling to capture. And I could see you getting closer and closer over the years. And it killed me. Oh, God, Clara. Why couldn¡¯t I just be happy for you?¡± She was silent. ¡°And then, when I saw The Three Graces I knew you were there. And then that portrait. Ruth. Oh, God.¡± His shoulders slumped. ¡°Who else but you would paint Ruth as the Virgin Mary? So full of scorn and bitterness and disappointment.¡± He opened his arms, then dropped them and exhaled. ¡°And then that dot. The tiny bit of white in her eyes. Eyes filled with hatred. Except for that dot. Seeing something coming.¡± Peter looked at Clara, so far away across the bed. ¡°It¡¯s not your art I envy. It never was.¡± ¡°You¡¯re lying, Peter,¡± whispered Clara. ¡°No, no, I¡¯m not,¡± said Peter, his voice rising in desperation. ¡°You criticized The Three Graces. You mocked the one of Ruth,¡± yelled Clara. ¡°You wanted me to screw them up, to destroy them.¡± ¡°Yes, but it wasn¡¯t the paintings,¡± Peter shouted back. ¡°Bullshit.¡± ¡°It wasn¡¯t. It was¡ª¡± ¡°Well?¡± yelled Clara. ¡°Well? What was it? Let me guess. It was your mother¡¯s fault? Your father¡¯s? Was it that you had too much money or not enough? That your teachers hurt you, and your grandfather drank? What excuse are you dreaming up now?¡± ¡°No, you don¡¯t understand.¡± ¡°Of course I do, Peter. I understand you too well. As long as I was schlepping along in your shadow we were fine.¡± ¡°No.¡± Peter was out of bed now, backing up until he was against the wall. ¡°You have to believe me.¡± ¡°Not anymore I don¡¯t. You don¡¯t love me. Love doesn¡¯t do this.¡± ¡°Clara, no.¡± And then the dizzying, disorienting, terrible plummet finally ended. And Peter hit the ground. ¡°It was your faith,¡± he shouted, and slumped to the floor. ¡°It was your beliefs. Your hope,¡± he choked out, his voice a croak amid gasps. ¡°It was far worse than your art. I wanted to be able to paint like you, but only because it would mean I¡¯d see the world as you do. Oh, God, Clara. All I¡¯ve ever envied you was your faith.¡± He threw his arms around his legs and drew them violently to his chest, making himself as tiny as he could. A small globe. And he rocked himself. Back and forth. Back and forth. On the bed Clara stared. Silenced now not by rage, but by amazement. * * * Page 80 Jean Guy Beauvoir picked up an armful of dirty laundry and threw it into a corner. ¡°There,¡± he smiled, ¡°make yourself at home.¡± ¡°Merci,¡± said Gamache, sitting down. His knees immediately and alarmingly bounced up almost around his shoulders. ¡°Watch out for the sofa,¡± Beauvoir called from the kitchen. ¡°I think the springs are gone.¡± ¡°That is possible,¡± said Gamache, trying to get comfortable. He wondered if this was what a Turkish prison felt like. While Beauvoir poured them each a drink, the Chief looked around the furnished efficiency apartment right in Montr¨¦al¡¯s downtown core. The only personal touches seemed to be the stack of laundry now in the corner, and a stuffed animal, a lion, just visible on the unmade bed. It looked odd, infantile even. He¡¯d not have taken Jean Guy for a man with a stuffed toy. They¡¯d strolled the three blocks from the coffee shop to his apartment, comparing notes in the clear, cool night air. ¡°Did you believe her?¡± Beauvoir had asked. ¡°When Suzanne said she couldn¡¯t remember Lillian¡¯s secrets?¡± Gamache considered. The trees lining the downtown street were in leaf, just turning from bright, young green to a deeper more mature color. ¡°Did you?¡± ¡°Not for a minute.¡± ¡°Neither did I,¡± said the Chief. ¡°But the question is, did she lie to us intentionally, to hide something, or did she just need time to gather her thoughts?¡± ¡°I think it was intentional.¡± ¡°You always do.¡± That was true. Inspector Beauvoir always thought the worst. It was safer that way. Suzanne had explained that she had a number of sponsees, that each told her everything about their lives. ¡°It¡¯s step five in the AA program,¡± she¡¯d said, then quoted. ¡°Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs. I¡¯m the ¡®other human being.¡¯¡± She laughed again and made a face. ¡°You don¡¯t enjoy it?¡± Gamache asked, interpreting the grimace. ¡°At first I did, with my first few sponsees. I was honestly kinda curious to find out what sort of shenanigans they¡¯d gotten up to in their drinking careers and if they were at all like mine. It was exciting to have someone trust me like that. Hadn¡¯t happened much when I was drinking, I¡¯ll tell ya. You¡¯d have had to be nuts to trust me then. But it actually gets boring after a while. Everyone thinks their secrets are so horrible, but they¡¯re all pretty much the same.¡± ¡°Like what?¡± asked the Chief Inspector. ¡°Oh, affairs. Being a closeted gay. Stealing. Thinking horrible thoughts. Getting drunk and missing big family events. Letting down loved ones. Hurting loved ones. Sometimes it¡¯s abuse. I¡¯m not saying what they did was right. It¡¯s clearly not. That¡¯s why we buried it for so long. But it¡¯s not unique. They¡¯re not alone. You know the toughest part of step five?¡± ¡°¡®Admitted to ourselves¡¯?¡± asked Gamache. Beauvoir was amazed the Chief had remembered the wording. It seemed just a big whine to him. A bunch of alcoholics feeling sorry for themselves and looking for instant forgiveness. Beauvoir believed in forgiveness, but only after punishment. Suzanne smiled. ¡°That¡¯s it. You¡¯d think it¡¯d be easy to admit these things to ourselves. After all, we were there when it happened. But of course, we couldn¡¯t admit what we¡¯d done was so bad. We¡¯d spent years justifying and denying our behavior.¡± Gamache had nodded, thinking. ¡°Are the secrets often as bad as Brian¡¯s?¡± ¡°You mean killing a child? Sometimes.¡± ¡°Have any of your sponsees killed someone?¡± ¡°I¡¯ve had some sponsees admit to killing,¡± she finally said. ¡°Never intentionally. Never murder. But some accident. Mostly drunk driving.¡± ¡°Including Lillian?¡± Gamache asked quietly. ¡°I can¡¯t remember.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t believe you.¡± Gamache¡¯s voice was so low it was hard to hear. Or perhaps it was the words Suzanne found so difficult to hear. ¡°No one listens to a confession like that and forgets.¡± ¡°Believe what you want, Chief Inspector.¡± Gamache nodded and gave her his card. ¡°I¡¯ll be staying in Montr¨¦al tonight but we¡¯ll be back in Three Pines after that. We¡¯ll be there until we find out who killed Lillian Dyson. Call me when you¡¯ve remembered.¡± Page 81 ¡°Three Pines?¡± Suzanne asked, taking the card. ¡°The village where Lillian was killed.¡± He rose, and Beauvoir rose with him. ¡°You said your lives depend on the truth,¡± he said. ¡°I¡¯d hate for you to forget that now.¡± Fifteen minutes later they were in Beauvoir¡¯s new apartment. While Jean Guy opened and closed cupboards and mumbled, Gamache hauled himself out of the torturous sofa and strolled around the living room, looking out the window to the pizza place across the way advertising the Super Slice, then he turned back into the room, looking at the gray walls and Ikea furniture. His gaze drifted over to the phone and the pad of paper. ¡°You¡¯re not just eating at the pizza place, then,¡± said Gamache. ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± Beauvoir called from the kitchen. ¡°Restaurant Milos,¡± Gamache read from the pad of paper by the phone. ¡°Very chic.¡± Beauvoir looked into the room, his eyes directly on the desk and the pad, then up to the Chief. ¡°I was thinking of taking you and Madame Gamache there.¡± For a moment, the way the bare light in the room caught his face, Beauvoir looked like Brian. Not the defiant, swaggering young man at the beginning of his share. But the bowed boy. Humbled. Perplexed. Flawed. Human. Guarded. ¡°To thank you for all your support,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°This separation from Enid, and the other stuff. It¡¯s been a difficult few months.¡± Chief Inspector Gamache looked at the younger man, astonished. Milos was one of the finest seafood restaurants in Canada. And certainly one of the most expensive. It was a favorite of his and Reine-Marie¡¯s, though they only went on very special occasions. ¡°Merci,¡± he said at last. ¡°But you know we¡¯d be just as happy with pizza.¡± Jean Guy smiled and taking the pad from the desk he slid it into a drawer. ¡°So no Milos. But I will spring for the Super Slice, and no arguments.¡± ¡°Madame Gamache will be pleased,¡± laughed Gamache. Beauvoir walked into the kitchen and returned with their drinks. A micro-brewery beer for the Chief and water for himself. ¡°No beer?¡± asked the Chief, raising his glass. ¡°All this talk of booze turned me off it. Water¡¯s fine.¡± They sat again, Gamache this time choosing one of the hard chairs around the small glass dining table. He took a sip. ¡°Does it work, do you think?¡± Beauvoir asked. It took a moment for the Chief to figure out what his Inspector was talking about. ¡°AA?¡± Beauvoir nodded. ¡°Seems pretty self-indulgent to me. And why would spilling their secrets stop them from drinking? Wouldn¡¯t it be better to just forget instead of dredging all that stuff up? And none of these people are trained. That Suzanne¡¯s a mess. You can¡¯t tell me she¡¯s much help to anyone.¡± The Chief stared at his haggard deputy. ¡°I think AA works because no one, no matter how well-meaning, understands what an experience is like except someone who¡¯s been through the same thing,¡± Gamache said, quietly. He was careful not to lean forward, not to get into his Inspector¡¯s space. ¡°Like the factory. The raid. No one knows what it was like except those of us who were there. The therapists help, a lot. But it¡¯s not the same as talking to one of us.¡± Gamache looked at Beauvoir. Who seemed to be collapsing into himself. ¡°Do you often think about what happened in the factory?¡± Now it was Beauvoir¡¯s turn to pause. ¡°Sometimes.¡± ¡°Do you want to talk about it?¡± ¡°What good would it do? I¡¯ve already told the investigators, the therapists. You and I¡¯ve been over it. I think it¡¯s time to stop talking about it and just get on with it, don¡¯t you?¡± Gamache cocked his head to one side and examined Jean Guy. ¡°No, I don¡¯t. I think we need to keep talking until it¡¯s all out, until there¡¯s no unfinished business.¡± ¡°What happened in the factory¡¯s over,¡± snapped Beauvoir, then restrained himself. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I just think it¡¯s self-indulgent. I just want to get on with my life. The only unfinished business, the only thing still bothering me, if you really want to know, is who leaked the video of the raid. How¡¯d it get onto the Internet?¡± ¡°The internal investigation said it was a hacker.¡± ¡°I know. I read the report. But you don¡¯t really believe it, do you?¡± ¡°I have no choice,¡± said Gamache. ¡°And neither do you.¡± Page 82 There was no mistaking the warning in the Chief¡¯s voice. A warning Beauvoir chose not to hear, or to heed. ¡°It wasn¡¯t a hacker,¡± he said. ¡°No one even knows those tapes exist except other S?ret¨¦ officers. A hacker didn¡¯t pirate that recording.¡± ¡°That¡¯s enough, Jean Guy.¡± They¡¯d been down this road before. The video of the raid on the factory had been uploaded onto the Internet, where it had gone viral. Millions around the world had watched the edited video. Seen what had happened. To them. And to others. Millions had watched as though it was a TV show. Entertainment. The S?ret¨¦, after months of investigation, had concluded it was a hacker. ¡°Why didn¡¯t they find the guy?¡± Beauvoir persisted. ¡°We have an entire department that only investigates cyber crime. And they couldn¡¯t find an asshole who, by their own report, just got lucky?¡± ¡°Let it be, Jean Guy,¡± said Gamache, sternly. ¡°We have to find the truth, sir,¡± said Beauvoir, leaning forward. ¡°We know the truth,¡± said Gamache. ¡°What we have to do is learn to live with it.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not going to look further? You¡¯re just going to accept it?¡± ¡°I am. And so are you. Promise me, Jean Guy. This is someone else¡¯s problem. Not ours.¡± The two men stared at each other for a moment until Beauvoir gave one curt nod. ¡°Bon,¡± said Gamache, emptying his glass and walking with it into the kitchen. ¡°Time to go. We need to be back in Three Pines early.¡± Armand Gamache said good night and walked slowly through the night streets. It was chilly and he was glad for his coat. He¡¯d planned to wave down a cab, but found himself walking all the way up Ste-Urbain to avenue Laurier. And as he walked he thought about AA, and Lillian, and Suzanne. About the Chief Justice. About the artists and dealers, asleep in their beds in Three Pines. But mostly he thought about the corrosive effect of secrets. Including his own. He¡¯d lied to Beauvoir. It wasn¡¯t over. And he hadn¡¯t let it go. * * * Jean Guy Beauvoir washed the beer glass then headed toward his bedroom. Keep going, just keep going, he begged himself. Just a few more steps. But he stopped, of course. As he¡¯d done every night since that video had appeared. Once on the Net it could never, ever be taken off. It was there forever. Forgotten, perhaps, but still there, waiting to be found again. To surface again. Like a secret. Never really hidden completely. Never totally forgotten. And this video was far from forgotten. Not yet. Beauvoir sat heavily into the chair and brought his computer out of sleep. The link was on his favorites list, but intentionally mislabeled. His eyes heavy with sleep and his body aching, Jean Guy clicked on it. And up came the video. He hit play. Then play again. And again. Over and over he watched the video. The picture was clear, as were the sounds. The explosions, the shooting, the shouting, ¡°Officer down, officer down.¡± And Gamache¡¯s voice, steady, commanding. Issuing clear orders, holding them together, keeping the chaos at bay as the tactical team had pressed deeper and deeper into the factory. Cornering the gunmen. So many more gunmen than they¡¯d expected. And over and over and over Beauvoir watched himself get shot in the abdomen. And over and over and over he watched something worse. Chief Inspector Gamache. Arms thrown out, back arching. Lifting off, then falling. Hitting the ground. Still. And then the chaos closing in. Finally exhausted, he pushed himself away from the screen and got ready for bed. Washing, brushing his teeth. Taking out the prescription medication he popped an OxyContin. Then he slipped the other small bottle of pills under his pillow. In case he needed it in the night. It was safe there. Out of sight. Like a weapon. A last resort. A bottle of Percocet. In case the OxyContin wasn¡¯t enough. In his bed, in the dark, he waited for the painkiller to kick in. He could feel the day slip away. The worries, the anxieties, the images receded. As he hugged his stuffed lion and drifted toward oblivion one image drifted along with him. Not of himself being shot. Not even of seeing the Chief hit, and fall. All that had faded, gobbled up by the OxyContin. But one thought remained. Followed him to the edge. Restaurant Milos. The phone number, now hidden in the desk drawer. Every week for the past three months he¡¯d called the Restaurant Milos and made a reservation. For two. For Saturday night. The table at the back, by the whitewashed wall. Page 83 And every Saturday afternoon he canceled it. He wondered if they even bothered to take down his name anymore. Maybe they just pretended. As he did. But tomorrow, he felt certain, would be different. He¡¯d definitely call her then. And she¡¯d say yes. And he¡¯d take Annie Gamache to Milos, with its crystal and white linen. She¡¯d have the Dover sole, he¡¯d have the lobster. And she¡¯d listen to him, and look at him with those intense eyes. He¡¯d ask her all about her day, her life, her likes, her feelings. Everything. He wanted to know everything. Every night he drifted off to sleep with the same image. Annie looking at him across the table. And then, he¡¯d reach out and place his hand on hers. And she¡¯d let him. As he sank into sleep he placed one hand over the other. That was how it would feel. And then, the OxyContin took everything. And Jean Guy Beauvoir had no more feelings. FIFTEEN Clara came down to breakfast. The place smelled of coffee and toasted English muffins. When Clara had woken up, surprised she¡¯d even fallen asleep, the bed was empty. It had taken her a moment to remember what had happened the night before. Their fight. How close she¡¯d come to getting dressed and leaving him. Taking the car, driving to Montr¨¦al. Checking into a cheap hotel. And then? And then, something. The rest of her life, she supposed. She hadn¡¯t cared. But then Peter had finally told her the truth. They¡¯d talked into the night, and fallen asleep. Not touching, not yet. They were both too bruised for that. It was as though they¡¯d been skinned and dissected. Deboned. Their innards brought out. Examined. And found to be rotten. They didn¡¯t have a marriage, they had a parody of a partnership. But they¡¯d also found that maybe, maybe, they could put themselves together again. It would be different. Would it be better? Clara didn¡¯t know. ¡°Morning,¡± said Peter when she appeared, her hair sticking up on one side, a crust of sleep on her face. ¡°Morning,¡± she said. He poured her a mug of coffee. Once Clara had fallen asleep, and he¡¯d heard the heavy breathing and a snort, he¡¯d gone down to the living room. He found the newspaper. He found the glossy catalog for her show. And he¡¯d sat there all night. Memorizing the New York Times review. Memorizing the London Times review. So that he knew them by heart. So that he too would have a choice of what to believe. And then he¡¯d stared at the reproductions of her paintings in the catalog. They were brilliant. But then he already knew that. In the past, though, he¡¯d looked at her portraits and seen flaws. Real or imagined. A brush stroke slightly off. The hands that could have been better. He¡¯d deliberately concentrated on the minutiae so that he wouldn¡¯t have to see the whole. Now he looked at the whole. To say he was happy about it would be a lie, and Peter Morrow was determined not to lie anymore. Not to himself. Not to Clara. The truth was, it still hurt to see such talent. But for the first time since he¡¯d met Clara he was no longer looking for the flaws. But there was something else he¡¯d struggled with all night. He¡¯d told her everything. Every stinking thing he¡¯d done and thought. So she¡¯d know it all. So there was nothing hidden, to surprise either of them. Except one thing. Lillian. And what he¡¯d said to her at the student art show so many years ago. The number of words he could count on his fingers. But each had been a bullet. And each had hit its target. Clara. ¡°Thanks,¡± said Clara, accepting the mug of rich, strong coffee. ¡°Smells good.¡± She too was determined not to lie, not to pretend everything was fine in the hope that fantasy might become reality. The truth was, the coffee did smell good. That at least was safe to say. Peter sat down, screwing up his courage to tell her about what he¡¯d done. He took a breath, closed his eyes briefly, then opened his mouth to speak. ¡°They¡¯re back early.¡± Clara nodded out the window, where she¡¯d been staring. Peter watched as a Volvo pulled up and parked. Chief Inspector Gamache and Jean Guy Beauvoir got out and walked toward the bistro. He closed his mouth and stepped back, deciding now wasn¡¯t the time after all. Clara smiled as she watched the two men out the window. It amused her that Inspector Beauvoir no longer locked their car. When they¡¯d first come to Three Pines, to investigate Jane¡¯s murder, the officers had made sure the car was always locked. But now, several years later, they didn¡¯t bother. Page 84 They knew, she presumed, that people in Three Pines might occasionally take a life, but not a car. Clara looked at the kitchen clock. Almost eight. ¡°They must¡¯ve left Montr¨¦al just after six.¡± ¡°Uh-huh,¡± said Peter, watching Gamache and Beauvoir disappear into the bistro. Then he looked down at Clara¡¯s hands. One held the mug, but the other rested on the old pine table, a loose fist. Did he dare? He reached out and very slowly, so as not to surprise or frighten her, he placed his large hand on hers. Cupping her fist in his palm. Making it safe there, in the little home his hand created. And she let him. It was enough, he told himself. No need to tell her the rest. No need to upset her. * * * ¡°I¡¯ll have,¡± said Beauvoir slowly, staring at the menu. He had no appetite, but he knew he had to order something. There were blueberry pancakes, cr¨ºpes, eggs Benedict, bacon and sausages and fresh, warm croissants on the menu. He¡¯d been up since five. Had picked up the Chief at quarter to six. And now it was almost seven thirty. He waited for his hunger to kick in. Chief Inspector Gamache lowered the menu and looked at the waiter. ¡°While he¡¯s trying to decide, I¡¯ll have a bowl of caf¨¦ au lait and some blueberry pancakes with sausages.¡± ¡°Merci,¡± said the waiter, taking Gamache¡¯s menu and looking at Beauvoir. ¡°And you, monsieur?¡± ¡°It all looks so good,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°I¡¯ll have the same thing as the Chief Inspector, thank you.¡± ¡°I thought for sure you¡¯d have the eggs Benedict,¡± smiled Gamache, as the waiter left them. ¡°I thought it was your favorite.¡± ¡°I made it for myself just yesterday,¡± said Beauvoir, and Gamache laughed. They both knew it was more likely he¡¯d had a Super Slice for breakfast. In fact, just lately, Beauvoir had had just coffee and perhaps a bagel. Through the window they could see Three Pines in the early morning sun. Not many were out yet. A few villagers walked dogs. A few sat on porches, sipping coffee and reading the morning paper. But most still slept. ¡°How¡¯s Agent Lacoste doing, do you think?¡± the Chief Inspector asked once their caf¨¦s had arrived. ¡°Not bad. Did you speak with her last night? I asked her to run a few things by you.¡± The two men sipped their coffees and compared notes. Beauvoir looked at his watch as their breakfast arrived. ¡°I asked her to meet us here at eight.¡± It was ten to, and he looked up to see Lacoste walking across the village green, a dossier in her hand. ¡°I like being a mentor,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°You do it well,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Of course, you had a good teacher. Benevolent, just. Yet firm.¡± Beauvoir looked at the Chief Inspector with exaggerated puzzlement. ¡°You? You mean you¡¯ve been mentoring me all these years? That sure explains the need for therapy.¡± Gamache looked down at his meal, and smiled. Agent Lacoste joined them and ordered a cappuccino. ¡°And a croissant, s¡¯il vous pla?t,¡± she called after the waiter. Then she placed her dossier on the table. ¡°I read your report of the meeting last night, Chief, and did some digging.¡± ¡°Already?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Well, I got up early and frankly I didn¡¯t want to hang around the B and B with those artists.¡± ¡°Why not?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°I¡¯m afraid I found them boring. I had dinner with Normand and Paulette last night, to see if I could get anything else out of them about Lillian Dyson but they seem to have lost interest.¡± ¡°What did you talk about?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°They spent most of dinner laughing about the Ottawa Star review of Clara¡¯s show. They said it would put paid to her career.¡± ¡°But who cares what the Ottawa Star thinks?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Ten years ago nobody, but now with the Internet it can be read around the world,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°Insignificant opinions suddenly become significant. As Normand said, people only remember the bad reviews.¡± ¡°I wonder if that¡¯s true,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Have you gotten anywhere tracing that review Lillian Dyson did?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°He¡¯s a natural, producing art like it¡¯s a bodily function?¡± Lacoste quoted, and wished it had been written about Normand or Paulette. Though, she thought for the first time, maybe it had. Maybe the ¡°he¡± in the review was Normand. That might explain his bitterness, and his delight when someone else got a bad review. Page 85 Isabelle Lacoste shook her head. ¡°No luck tracing that review. It was so long ago now, more than twenty years. I¡¯ve sent an agent along to the archives at La Presse. We¡¯ll have to go through the microfiche one at a time.¡± ¡°Bon.¡± Inspector Beauvoir nodded his approval. Lacoste tore her warm and flaky croissant in half. ¡°I looked into Lillian Dyson¡¯s sponsor, as you asked, Chief,¡± she said, then took a bite of her croissant before putting it down and picking up the dossier. ¡°Suzanne Coates, age sixty-two. She¡¯s a waitress over at Nick¡¯s on Greene Avenue. Do you know it?¡± Beauvoir shook his head, but Gamache nodded. ¡°A Westmount institution.¡± ¡°As is Suzanne, apparently. I called this morning before coming here. Spoke to one of the other waitresses. A Lorraine. She confirmed that Suzanne had worked there for twenty years. But she got a little cagey when I asked what her hours were. Finally this Lorraine admitted they all cover for each other when they pick up extra cash working private parties. Suzanne¡¯s supposed to be on the lunch shift, but wasn¡¯t in Saturday. She worked yesterday, though, as usual. Her shift starts at eleven.¡± ¡°By ¡®working private parties,¡¯ that doesn¡¯t mean¡ª?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Prostitution?¡± asked Lacoste. ¡°The woman¡¯s sixty-two. Though she was in the profession years ago. Two arrests for prostitution and one for break and enter. This was back in the early eighties. She was also charged with theft.¡± Both Gamache and Beauvoir raised their brows. Still, it was a long time ago and a long way from those crimes to murder. ¡°I also found her tax information. Her declared income last year was twenty-three thousand dollars. But she¡¯s heavily in debt. Credit card. She has three of them, all maxed out. She seems to consider it not so much a credit limit as a goal. Like most people in debt she¡¯s juggling creditors, but it¡¯s all about to come crashing down.¡± ¡°Does she realize it?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Hard not to, unless she¡¯s completely delusional.¡± ¡°You haven¡¯t met her,¡± said Beauvoir. ¡°Delusional is one of her better qualities.¡± * * * Andr¨¦ Castonguay could smell the coffee. He lay in bed, on the comfortable mattress, under the 600-thread-count sheets and goose down duvet. And he wished he was dead. He felt like he¡¯d been dropped from a great height. And somehow survived, but was bruised and flattened. Reaching out a shaky hand for the glass of water he gulped down what was left. That felt better. Slowly he sat up, letting himself adjust to each new position. Finally he stood and pulled the bathrobe around his soft body. Never again, he said as he trudged to the bathroom and stared at his reflection. Never again. But he¡¯d said that yesterday. And the day before. And the day before that. * * * The S?ret¨¦ team spent the morning in the Incident Room, set up in the Canadian National Railway station. The low brick building, a century old, sat across the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella from Three Pines. The building was abandoned, the trains having simply stopped stopping there decades earlier. No explanation. For a while the trains still chugged by, winding through the valley and between the mountains. And disappearing around a bend. And then, one day, even they stopped. No twelve o¡¯clock express. No three P.M. milk run into Vermont. Nothing for the villagers to set their clocks by. And so both the trains and time stopped in Three Pines. The station sat empty until one day Ruth Zardo had a thought that didn¡¯t include olives or ice cubes. The Three Pines Volunteer Fire Department would take over the space. And so, with Ruth in the vanguard, they¡¯d descended on the lovely old brick building and made themselves at home. As the homicide team did now. In one half of the open room sat firefighting equipment, axes, hoses, helmets. A truck. In the other half were desks, computers, printers, scanners. The walls held posters with fire safety tips, detailed maps of the region, photos of past winners of the Governor General¡¯s Award for Poetry, including Ruth, and several large boards with headings like: Suspects, Evidence, Victim, and Questions. There were a lot of questions, and the team spent the morning trying to answer them. The detailed coroner¡¯s report came in and Inspector Beauvoir handled that, as well as the forensic evidence. He was looking into how she died while Agent Lacoste tried to figure out how she¡¯d lived. Her time in New York City, her marriage, any friends, any colleagues. What she did, what she thought. What others thought of her. Page 86 And Chief Inspector Gamache put them all together. He started out at his desk, with a cup of coffee, reading all the reports from the day and night before. From that morning. Then picking up the large blue book on his desk he went for a walk. Instinctively he made for the village, but paused on the stone bridge that arched over the river. Ruth was sitting on the bench on the village green. Not doing much of anything, apparently, though the Chief Inspector knew differently. She was doing the most difficult thing in the world. She was waiting and she was hoping. As he watched she tilted her gray head to the skies. And listened. For a distant sound, like a train. Someone coming home. Then her head dropped back down. How long, he wondered, would she wait? It was already almost mid-June. How many others, mothers and fathers, had sat right where Ruth was, waiting, hoping? Listening for the train. Wondering if it would stop and a familiar young man would step down, having been spewed back from places with pretty names, like Vimy Ridge or Flanders Fields or Passchendaele? By Dieppe and Arnhem. How long did hope live? Ruth tilted her head to the sky and listened again, for some far cry. And then she lowered it again. An eternity, thought Gamache. And if hope lasted forever, how long did hate last? He turned around, not wanting to disturb her. But neither did he want to be disturbed. He needed quiet time, to read and think. And so he walked back, past the old railway station and down the dirt road, one of the spokes that radiated out from the village green. He¡¯d taken a lot of walks around Three Pines but never down this particular road. Huge maples lined the road, their branches meeting overhead. Their leaves almost blocking out the sun. But not quite. It filtered through and hit the dirt, and hit him and hit the book in his hand in soft dots of light. Gamache found a large gray rock, an outcropping by the side of the road. Sitting down he put on his reading glasses, crossed his legs and opened the book. An hour later he closed it and stared ahead. Then he got up and walked some more, further down the tunnel of shade and light. In the woods he could see dried leaves and tight little fiddlehead ferns and hear the scrambling of chipmunks and birds. He was aware of all that, though his mind was somewhere else. Finally he stopped, turned around and walked back, his steps slow but deliberate. SIXTEEN ¡°Right,¡± said Gamache settling into his chair at the makeshift conference table. ¡°Tell me what you know.¡± ¡°Dr. Harris¡¯s full report arrived this morning,¡± said Beauvoir, standing by the sheets of paper attached to the wall. He wafted an uncapped Magic Marker under his nose. ¡°Lillian Dyson¡¯s neck was snapped, twisted in a single move.¡± He mimicked wringing a neck. ¡°There was no bruising on her face or arms. Nowhere except a small spot on her neck, where it broke.¡± ¡°Which tells us what?¡± asked the Chief. ¡°That death was fast,¡± said Beauvoir, writing it down in bold letters. He loved this part. Putting down facts, evidence. Writing them in ink so that fact became truth. ¡°As we thought, she was taken by surprise. Dr. Harris says the killer could have been either a man or woman. Probably not elderly. Some strength and leverage was necessary. The murderer was probably no shorter than Madame Dyson,¡± said Beauvoir, consulting the notes in his hand. ¡°But since she was five foot five most people would have been taller.¡± ¡°How tall is Clara Morrow?¡± Lacoste asked. The men looked at each other. ¡°About that size, I¡¯d say,¡± said Beauvoir and Gamache nodded. It was, sadly, a pertinent question. ¡°There was no other violation,¡± Beauvoir continued. ¡°No sexual assault. No evidence of recent sexual activity at all. She was slightly overweight but not by much. She¡¯d had dinner a couple of hours earlier. McDonald¡¯s.¡± Beauvoir tried not to think of the Happy Meal the coroner had found. ¡°Any other food in her stomach?¡± asked Lacoste. ¡°The catered food at the party?¡± ¡°None.¡± ¡°Was there any alcohol or drugs in her system?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°None.¡± The Chief turned to Agent Lacoste. She looked down at her notes, and read. ¡°Lillian Dyson¡¯s former husband was a jazz trumpeter in New York. He met Lillian at an art show. He was performing at a cocktail party and she was one of the guests. They gravitated to each other. Both alcoholics, apparently. They got married and for a while both seemed to straighten out. Then it all fell apart. For both of them. He got into crack and meth. Got fired from gigs. They were evicted from their apartment. It was a mess. Eventually she left him and hooked up with a few other men. I¡¯ve found two of them, but not the rest. It seemed casual, not actual relationships. And, it seems, increasingly desperate.¡± Page 87 ¡°Was she also addicted to crack or methamphetamines?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°No evidence of that,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°How¡¯d she make a living?¡± the Chief asked. ¡°As an artist or critic?¡± ¡°Neither. Looks like she lived on the margins of the art world,¡± said Lacoste, going back to her notes. ¡°So what did she do?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°Well, she was illegal. No work permit for the States. From what I can piece together she worked under the table at art supply shops. She picked up odd jobs here and there.¡± Gamache thought about that. For a twenty-year-old it would¡¯ve been an exciting life. For a woman nearing fifty it would¡¯ve been exhausting, discouraging. ¡°She might not have been an addict, but could she have dealt drugs?¡± he asked. ¡°Or been a prostitute?¡± ¡°Possibly both for a while, but not recently,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°Coroner says there¡¯s no evidence of sexually transmitted disease. No needle tracks or scarring,¡± said Beauvoir, consulting the printout. ¡°As you know, most low-level dealers are also addicts.¡± ¡°Lillian¡¯s parents thought her husband might have died,¡± said the Chief. ¡°He did,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°Three years ago. OD¡¯d.¡± Beauvoir put a stroke through the man¡¯s name. ¡°Canada Customs records show she crossed the border on a bus from New York City on October sixteenth of last year,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°Nine months ago. She applied for welfare and got it.¡± ¡°When did she join Alcoholics Anonymous?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°I don¡¯t know,¡± said Lacoste. ¡°I tried to reach her sponsor, Suzanne Coates, but there was no answer and Chez Nick says she¡¯s on a couple of days off.¡± ¡°Scheduled?¡± asked Gamache, sitting forward. ¡°I didn¡¯t ask.¡± ¡°Ask, please,¡± said the Chief, getting to his feet. ¡°When you find her let me know. I have some questions for her as well.¡± He went to his desk and placed a call. He could have given the name and number to Agent Lacoste or Inspector Beauvoir, but he preferred to do this himself. ¡°Chief Justice¡¯s office,¡± said the efficient voice. ¡°May I speak with Mr. Justice Pineault, please? This is Chief Inspector Gamache, of the S?ret¨¦.¡± ¡°I¡¯m afraid Justice Pineault isn¡¯t in today, Chief Inspector.¡± Gamache paused, surprised. ¡°Is that right? Is he ill? I saw him just last night and he didn¡¯t mention anything.¡± Now it was Mr. Justice Pineault¡¯s secretary¡¯s turn to pause. ¡°He called in this morning and said he¡¯d be working from home for the next few days.¡± ¡°Was this unexpected?¡± ¡°The Chief Justice is free to do as he likes, Monsieur Gamache.¡± She sounded tolerant of what was clearly an inappropriate question on his part. ¡°I¡¯ll try him at home. Merci.¡± He tried the next number in his notebook. Chez Nick, the restaurant. No, the harried woman who answered said, Suzanne wasn¡¯t there. She called to say she wouldn¡¯t be in. The woman didn¡¯t sound pleased. ¡°Did she say why not?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Wasn¡¯t feeling well.¡± Gamache thanked her and hung up. Then he tried Suzanne¡¯s cell phone. It had been disconnected. Hanging up, he tapped his glasses on his hand, softly. It seemed the Sunday night meeting of Alcoholics Anonymous had gone missing. No Suzanne Coates, no Thierry Pineault. Was this cause for concern? Armand Gamache knew anyone missing in a murder investigation was cause for concern. But not panic. He got up and walked over to the window. From there he could see across the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella and into Three Pines. As he watched a car drove up and stopped. It was a two-seater, sleek and new and expensive. A contrast to the older cars in front of the homes. A man got out and looked around. He seemed uncertain, but not lost. Then he walked confidently into the bistro. Gamache¡¯s eyes narrowed as he watched. ¡°Huh,¡± he grunted. Turning around he looked at the clock. Almost noon. The Chief picked up the big book on his desk. ¡°I¡¯ll be in the bistro,¡± he said and saw knowing smiles on Lacoste¡¯s and Beauvoir¡¯s faces. Couldn¡¯t say he blamed them. * * * Gamache¡¯s eyes adjusted to the dim interior of the bistro. It was warming up outside but still a fire burned in both stone hearths. Page 88 It was like walking into another world, with its own atmosphere and season. It was never too hot or cold in the bistro. It was the middle bear. ¡°Salut, patron,¡± said Gabri, waving from behind the long, polished wooden bar. ¡°Back so soon? Did you miss me?¡± ¡°We must never speak of our feelings, Gabri,¡± said Gamache. ¡°It would crush Olivier and Reine-Marie.¡± ¡°Too true,¡± laughed Gabri and coming around from the bar he offered the Chief Inspector a licorice pipe. ¡°And I hear it¡¯s always best to suppress emotions.¡± Gamache put the licorice pipe in his mouth as though he was smoking it. ¡°Very continental,¡± said Gabri, nodding approval. ¡°Very Maigret.¡± ¡°Merci. The look I was going for.¡± ¡°Not sitting outside?¡± asked Gabri, gesturing toward the terrasse, with its round tables and cheery umbrellas. A few villagers were sipping coffees, a few had ap¨¦ritifs. ¡°No, I¡¯m looking for someone.¡± Armand Gamache pointed deeper into the bistro, to the table beside the fireplace. Sitting comfortably, looking perfectly at ease and at home was Denis Fortin, the gallery owner. ¡°I have a question for you first, though,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Did Monsieur Fortin speak to you at Clara¡¯s vernissage?¡± ¡°In Montr¨¦al? Yes,¡± laughed Gabri. ¡°He sure did. He apologized.¡± ¡°What did he say?¡± ¡°He said, and I quote, ¡®I¡¯m very sorry for calling you a fucking queer.¡¯ End quote.¡± Gabri gave Gamache a searching look. ¡°I am one, you know.¡± ¡°I¡¯d heard the rumors. But not nice to be called one.¡± Gabri shook his head. ¡°Not the first time, and probably not the last. But you¡¯re right. It never gets old. Always feels like a fresh wound.¡± The two men were looking at the casual art dealer. Languid, relaxed. ¡°How do you feel about him now?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Should I have his drink tested?¡± Gabri smiled. ¡°Actually, I like him. Not many people who call me a fucking queer actually apologize. He gets marks for that. He also apologized to Clara for treating her so badly.¡± So the gallery owner had been telling the truth, thought Gamache. ¡°He was at the party Saturday night down here too. Clara invited him,¡± said Gabri, following the Chief¡¯s gaze. ¡°I didn¡¯t realize he stayed.¡± ¡°He didn¡¯t.¡± ¡°So what¡¯s he doing back?¡± Gamache was wondering the same thing. He¡¯d watched Denis Fortin arrive a few minutes earlier, and had come over to ask just that. ¡°I didn¡¯t expect to see you here,¡± said Gamache, approaching Fortin, who¡¯d risen from his seat. They shook hands. ¡°I didn¡¯t expect to come down, but Monday the gallery¡¯s closed and I got to thinking.¡± ¡°About what?¡± The two men sat in the armchairs. Gabri brought Gamache a lemonade. ¡°You were saying that you got to thinking?¡± said Gamache. ¡°About what you¡¯d said when you came to visit me yesterday.¡± ¡°About the murder?¡± Denis Fortin actually reddened. ¡°Well, no. About Fran?ois Marois and Andr¨¦ Castonguay still being here.¡± Gamache knew what the gallery owner meant, but needed him to say it out loud. ¡°Go on.¡± Fortin grinned. It was boyish and disarming. ¡°We in the art world like to think we¡¯re rebels, non-conformists. Free spirits. An intellectual and intuitive cut above the rest. But they don¡¯t call it the ¡®art establishment¡¯ for nothing. Fact is, most are followers. If one dealer is sniffing around an artist it won¡¯t be long before others join him. We follow the buzz. That¡¯s how phenomenons are created. Not because the artist is better than anyone else, but because the dealers have a pack mentality. Suddenly they all decide they want one particular artist.¡± ¡°They?¡± ¡°We,¡± he said, reluctantly, and Gamache noticed again that flush of annoyance never far from Fortin¡¯s skin. ¡°And that artist becomes the next big thing?¡± ¡°Can do. If it was just Castonguay I wouldn¡¯t worry. Or even just Marois. But both of them?¡± ¡°And why do you think they¡¯re still here?¡± Gamache asked. He knew why. Marois had told him. But again, he wanted to hear Fortin¡¯s interpretation. ¡°The Morrows, of course.¡± ¡°Is that why you¡¯re here?¡± Page 89 ¡°Why else?¡± Fear and greed, Monsieur Marois had said. That was what roiled behind the glittery exterior of the art world. And that was what had taken a seat in the calm bistro. * * * Jean Guy Beauvoir picked up the ringing phone. ¡°Inspector Beauvoir? It¡¯s Clara Morrow.¡± Her voice was low. A whisper. ¡°What is it?¡± Beauvoir also, instinctively, lowered his voice. Agent Lacoste, at her own desk, looked over. ¡°There¡¯s someone in our back garden. A stranger.¡± Beauvoir got to his feet. ¡°What¡¯re they doing?¡± ¡°Staring,¡± whispered Clara. ¡°At the place Lillian was killed.¡± * * * Agent Lacoste stood on the edge of the village green. Alert. To her left, Inspector Beauvoir was quietly making his way around the Morrows¡¯ cottage. To her right, Chief Inspector Gamache was walking softly on the lawn. Careful not to disturb whoever was back there. Villagers paused as they walked their dogs. Conversations grew hushed and petered out, and soon Three Pines was standing still. Waiting and watching as well. Lacoste¡¯s job, she knew, was to save the villagers, if it came to that. If whoever was back there got past the Chief. Got past Beauvoir. Isabelle Lacoste was the last line of defense. She could feel her gun in the holster on her hip, hidden beneath the stylish jacket. But she didn¡¯t take it out. Not yet. Chief Inspector Gamache had drilled into them time and again, never, ever draw your gun unless you mean to use it. And shoot to stop. Don¡¯t aim for a leg, or arm. Aim for the body. You don¡¯t necessarily want to kill, but you sure as hell don¡¯t want to miss. Because if a weapon was drawn it meant all else had failed. All hell had broken loose. And again, unbidden, an image came to mind. Of leaning in as the Chief lay on the floor, trying to speak. His eyes glazed. Trying to focus. Of holding his hand, sticky with blood, and looking at his wedding ring, covered in it. So much blood on his hands. She dragged her mind back, and focused. Beauvoir and Gamache had disappeared. All she could see was the quiet little cottage in the sunshine. And all she could hear was her heart thudding, thudding. * * * Chief Inspector Gamache rounded the corner of the cottage, and stopped. Standing with her back to him was a woman. He was pretty sure he knew who it was, but wanted to be certain. He was also pretty sure she was harmless, but also wanted to be certain, before he dropped his guard. Gamache glanced to his left and saw Beauvoir standing there, also alert. But no longer alarmed. The Chief raised his left hand, a signal to Beauvoir to stay where he was. ¡°Bonjour,¡± said Gamache, and the woman leapt and yelped and spun around. ¡°Holy shit,¡± said Suzanne, ¡°you scared the crap out of me.¡± Gamache grinned slightly. ¡°D¨¦sol¨¦, but you scared the crap out of Clara Morrow.¡± Suzanne looked over to the cottage and saw Clara standing in the kitchen window. Suzanne gave a little wave and an apologetic smile. Clara gave a hesitant wave back. ¡°Sorry,¡± said Suzanne. Just then she noticed Beauvoir, standing a few feet away, at the other side of the garden. ¡°I really am harmless, you know. Foolish, perhaps. But harmless.¡± Inspector Beauvoir glared at her. In his experience foolish people were never harmless. They were the worst. Stupidity accounted for as many crimes as anger and greed. But he relented, walking toward them and whispering to the Chief. ¡°I¡¯ll let Lacoste know it¡¯s all right.¡± ¡°Bon,¡± said the Chief. ¡°I¡¯ll take it from here.¡± Beauvoir looked over his shoulder at Suzanne and shook his head. Foolish woman. ¡°So,¡± said Gamache when they were alone. ¡°Why are you here?¡± ¡°To see where Lillian died. I couldn¡¯t sleep last night, the reality of it just kept getting stronger and stronger. Lillian was killed. Murdered.¡± But she still looked as though she barely believed it. ¡°I had to come down. To see where it¡¯d happened. You said you¡¯d be here and I wanted to offer my help.¡± ¡°Help? How?¡± Now it was Suzanne¡¯s turn to look surprised. ¡°Unless it was a mistake or a random attack, someone killed Lillian on purpose. Don¡¯t you think?¡± Gamache nodded, watching this woman closely. ¡°Someone wanted Lillian dead. But who?¡± ¡°And why?¡± said the Chief. Page 90 ¡°Exactly. I might be able to help with the ¡®why.¡¯¡± ¡°How?¡± ¡°When?¡± asked Suzanne and smiled. Then her smile drifted away as she turned to look back at the hole in the garden, surrounded by yellow, fluttering tape. ¡°I knew Lillian better than anyone. Better than her parents. Probably better than she knew herself. I can help you.¡± She stared into his deep brown eyes. She was defiant, prepared for battle. What she wasn¡¯t prepared for was what she saw there. Consideration. He was considering her words. Not dismissing them, not marshaling arguments. Armand Gamache was thinking about what she¡¯d said, and he¡¯d heard. The Chief Inspector studied the energetic woman in front of him. Her clothing was too tight, and mismatched. Was this creative, or just clumsy dressing? Did she not see herself, or not care how she looked? She looked foolish. Even declared herself to be that. But she wasn¡¯t. Her eyes were shrewd. Her words even shrewder. She knew the victim better than anyone. She was uniquely placed to help. But was that the real reason she was there? ¡°Hello,¡± said Clara, tentatively. She was walking toward them from the kitchen door. Suzanne immediately turned and stared, then she walked toward Clara, her hands out. ¡°Oh, I am sorry. I should have knocked on your door and asked permission instead of just barging into your garden. I don¡¯t know why I didn¡¯t. My name¡¯s Suzanne Coates.¡± As the two women exchanged greetings and were talking Gamache looked from Suzanne back to the garden. To the prayer stick stuck in the ground. And he remembered what Myrna had found beneath that stick. A beginner¡¯s chip. From AA. He¡¯d assumed it belonged to the victim, but now he wondered. Did it in fact belong to the murderer? And did that explain why Suzanne was in the garden, unannounced? Was she looking for the missing coin, her missing coin? Not realizing they already had it? Clara and Suzanne had joined him and Clara was describing finding Lillian¡¯s body. ¡°Were you a friend of Lillian¡¯s?¡± asked Clara, when she¡¯d finished. ¡°Sort of. We had mutual friends.¡± ¡°Are you an artist?¡± asked Clara, eyeing the older woman and her getup. ¡°Of sorts,¡± laughed Suzanne. ¡°Not in your league at all. I like to think of my work as intuitive, but critics have called them something else.¡± Both women laughed. Behind them, seen only by Gamache, the ribbons of the prayer stick fluttered, as though catching their laughter. ¡°Well, mine have been called ¡®something else¡¯ for years,¡± admitted Clara. ¡°But mostly they were called nothing at all. Not even noticed. This was my first show in living memory.¡± The women compared artistic notes while Gamache listened. It was a chronicle of life as an artist. Of balancing ego and creation. Of battling ego and creation. Of trying not to care. And caring too deeply. ¡°I wasn¡¯t at your vernissage,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°Too rarified for me. I¡¯m more likely to be the one serving the sandwiches than eating them, but I hear it was magnificent. Congratulations. I plan to get to the show as soon as I can.¡± ¡°We can go together,¡± Clara offered. ¡°If you¡¯re interested.¡± ¡°Thank you,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°Had I known you were this nice I¡¯d have trespassed years ago.¡± She looked around and fell silent. ¡°What¡¯re you thinking about?¡± Clara asked. Suzanne smiled. ¡°I was actually thinking about contrasts. About violence in such a peaceful place. Something so ugly happening here.¡± They all looked around then, at the quiet garden. Their eyes finally resting on the spot circled by yellow tape. ¡°What¡¯s that?¡± ¡°It¡¯s a prayer stick,¡± said Clara. All three stared at the ribbons, intertwined. Then Clara had an idea. She explained about the ritual then asked, ¡°Would you like to attach a ribbon?¡± Suzanne considered for a moment. ¡°I¡¯d like that very much. Thank you.¡± ¡°I¡¯ll be back in a few minutes.¡± Clara nodded to both of them then walked toward the village. ¡°Nice woman,¡± said Suzanne, watching her go. ¡°Hope she manages to stay that way.¡± ¡°You have doubts?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°Success can mess with you. But then so can failure,¡± she laughed again, then grew quiet. ¡°Why do you think Lillian Dyson was murdered?¡± he asked. Page 91 ¡°Why do you think I¡¯d know?¡± ¡°Because I agree with you. You knew her better than anyone. Better than she knew herself. You knew her secrets, and now you¡¯re going to tell me.¡± SEVENTEEN ¡°Helloooo,¡± called Clara. ¡°Bonjour.¡± She could hear voices, shouts. But they seemed tinny, far away. As though on TV. Then they stopped and there was silence. The place felt empty, though she knew it probably wasn¡¯t. She advanced a little further into the old railway station, past the shiny red fire truck, past their equipment. Clara saw her own helmet and boots. Everyone in Three Pines was a member of the volunteer fire department. And Ruth Zardo was the chief, since she alone was more terrifying than any conflagration. Given a choice between Ruth and a burning building, most would choose the building. ¡°Oui, allo?¡± A man¡¯s voice echoed through the large room and Clara, coming around the truck, saw Inspector Beauvoir at a desk looking in her direction. He smiled and greeted her with a kiss on both cheeks. ¡°Come, sit. What can I do for you?¡± he asked. His manner was cheery, energetic. But Clara had still been shocked to see him at the vernissage, and now. Haggard, tired. Thin even for the always wiry man. Like everyone else, she knew what he¡¯d been through. At least, like everyone else, she knew the words, the story. But Clara realized she didn¡¯t really ¡°know.¡± Could never know. ¡°I came for advice,¡± she said, sitting in the swivel chair beside Beauvoir¡¯s. ¡°From me?¡± His surprise was obvious, as was his delight. ¡°From you.¡± She saw this and was happy she hadn¡¯t told him the reason she wasn¡¯t asking Gamache was because he wasn¡¯t alone. And Beauvoir was. ¡°Coffee?¡± Jean Guy gestured toward a full pot already brewed. ¡°I¡¯d love one, thanks.¡± They got up and poured coffees into chipped white mugs, and each got a couple of Fig Newtons, then sat back down. ¡°So, what¡¯s the story?¡± Beauvoir leaned back and looked at her. In a way that was all his own yet reminiscent of Gamache. It was very comforting, and Clara was glad she¡¯d decided to speak with this young Inspector. ¡°It¡¯s about Lillian¡¯s parents. Mr. and Mrs. Dyson. I knew them, you know. Quite well at one stage. I was wondering if they¡¯re still alive.¡± ¡°They are. We went to see them yesterday. To tell them about their daughter.¡± Clara paused, trying to imagine what that was like, for both parties. ¡°It must have been horrible. They adored her. She was their only child.¡± ¡°It¡¯s always horrible,¡± admitted Beauvoir. ¡°I liked them a lot. Even when Lillian and I fell out I tried to keep in touch but they weren¡¯t interested. They believed what Lillian told them about me. It¡¯s understandable, I guess.¡± She sounded, though, less than convinced. Beauvoir said nothing, but remembered the venom in Mr. Dyson¡¯s voice when he all but accused Clara of their daughter¡¯s murder. ¡°I was thinking of visiting them,¡± said Clara. ¡°Of telling them how sorry I am. What is it?¡± The look on Beauvoir¡¯s face had stopped her. ¡°I wouldn¡¯t do that,¡± he said, putting his mug down and leaning forward. ¡°They¡¯re very upset. I think a visit from you wouldn¡¯t help.¡± ¡°But why? I know they believed the terrible things Lillian said, but maybe my going could ease some of that. Lillian and I were best friends growing up, don¡¯t you think they¡¯d like to talk about her with someone who loved her?¡± Clara paused. ¡°Once.¡± ¡°Maybe, eventually. But not now. Give them time.¡± It was, more or less, the advice Myrna had given her. Clara had gone to the bookstore for ribbon and the dried sage and sweetgrass cigar. But she¡¯d also gone for advice. Should she drive into Montr¨¦al to visit the Dysons? When Myrna had asked why she¡¯d want to do such a thing, Clara had explained. ¡°They¡¯re old and alone,¡± Clara had said, shocked her friend needed to be told. ¡°This is the worst thing that could happen. I just want to offer them some comfort. Believe me, the last thing I want to do is drive in to Montr¨¦al and do this, but it just seems the right thing to do. To put all the hard feelings behind.¡± The ribbon was twisted tight around Clara¡¯s fingers, strangling them. ¡°For you, maybe,¡± Myrna had said. ¡°But what about them?¡± ¡°How do you know they haven¡¯t let all that go?¡± Clara unwound the ribbon, then fidgeted with it. Winding it. Worrying it. ¡°Maybe they¡¯re sitting there all alone, devastated. And I¡¯m not going because I¡¯m afraid?¡± Page 92 ¡°Go if you have to,¡± said Myrna. ¡°But just make sure you¡¯re doing it for them and not for you.¡± With that ringing in her ears Clara had crossed the village green and made for the Incident Room, to speak with Beauvoir. But also to get something else. Their address. Now, after listening to the Inspector, Clara nodded. Two people had given her the same advice. To wait. Clara realized she was staring at the wall of the old railway station. At the photos of Lillian, dead. In her garden. Where that strange woman and Chief Inspector Gamache were waiting for her. * * * ¡°I¡¯ve remembered most of Lillian¡¯s secrets, I think.¡± ¡°You think?¡± asked Gamache. They were strolling around Clara¡¯s garden, stopping now and then to admire it. ¡°I wasn¡¯t lying to you last night, you know. Don¡¯t tell my sponsees, but I get their secrets all mixed up. After a while it¡¯s hard to separate one from the other. All a bit of a blur, really.¡± Gamache smiled. He too was the safe in which many secrets were stored. Things he¡¯d learned in investigations that had no relevance to the case. That never needed to come to light. And so he¡¯d locked them away. If someone suddenly demanded Monsieur C¡¯s secrets he¡¯d balk. At spilling them, certainly, but also, frankly, he¡¯d need time to separate them from the rest. ¡°Lillian¡¯s secrets were no worse than anyone¡¯s,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°At least, not the ones she told me about. Some shoplifting, some bad debts. Stealing money from her mother¡¯s purse. She¡¯d dabbled in drugs and cheated on her husband. When she was in New York she¡¯d steal from her boss¡¯s till and not share some tips.¡± ¡°Nothing huge,¡± said Gamache. ¡°It never is. Most of us are brought down by a bunch of tiny transgressions. Little things that add up until we collapse under them. It¡¯s fairly easy to avoid doing the big bad things, but it¡¯s the hundred mean little things that¡¯ll get you eventually. If you listen to people long enough you realize it¡¯s not the slap or the punch, but the whispered gossip, the dismissive look. The turned back. That¡¯s what people with any conscience are ashamed of. That¡¯s what they drink to forget.¡± ¡°And people without a conscience?¡± ¡°They don¡¯t end up in AA. They don¡¯t think there¡¯s anything wrong with them.¡± Gamache thought about that for a moment. ¡°You said ¡®at least, not the ones she told me about.¡¯ Does that mean she kept some secrets from you?¡± He wasn¡¯t looking at his companion. He found people opened up more if given the conceit of their own space. Instead, Chief Inspector Gamache stared straight ahead at the honeysuckle and roses growing up an arbor and warming in the early afternoon sun. ¡°Some manage to flush it all out in one go,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°But most need time. It¡¯s not that they¡¯re intentionally hiding anything. Sometimes they¡¯ve buried it so deep they don¡¯t even know it¡¯s there anymore.¡± ¡°Until?¡± ¡°Until it claws its way back up. By then something tiny has turned into something almost unrecognizable. Something big and stinky.¡± ¡°What happens then?¡± asked the Chief Inspector. ¡°Then we have a choice,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°We can look the truth square in the face. Or we can bury it again. Or, at least try.¡± To a casual observer they would appear to be two old friends discussing literature or the latest concert at the village hall. But someone more astute might notice their expressions. Not grave, but perhaps a little somber on this lovely, sunny day. ¡°What happens if people try to bury it again?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°I don¡¯t know about normal human beings, but for alcoholics it¡¯s lethal. A secret that rotten will drive you to drink. And the drink will drive you to your grave. But not before it steals everything from you. Your loved ones, your job, your home. Your dignity. And finally, your life.¡± ¡°All because of a secret?¡± ¡°Because of a secret, and the decision to hide from the truth. The choice to chicken out.¡± She looked at him closely. ¡°Sobriety isn¡¯t for cowards, Chief Inspector. Whatever you might think of an alcoholic, to get sober, really sober demands great honesty, and that demands great courage. Stopping drinking¡¯s the easy part. Then we have to face ourselves. Our demons. How many people are willing to do that?¡± ¡°Not many,¡± Gamache admitted. ¡°But what happens if the demons win?¡± Page 93 * * * Clara Morrow walked slowly across the bridge, pausing to glance into the Rivi¨¨re Bella Bella below. It burbled past, catching the sun in silver and gold highlights. She could see the rocks, rubbed smooth at the bottom of the stream, and every now and then a rainbow trout glided past. Should she go into Montr¨¦al? The truth was, she¡¯d already looked up the Dysons¡¯ address, she¡¯d just wanted to confirm it with Beauvoir. It sat in her pocket, and now she glanced over at their car, sitting. Waiting. Should she go into Montr¨¦al? What was she waiting for? What was she afraid of? That they would hate her. Blame her. Tell her to go away. That Mr. and Mrs. Dyson, who had once been second parents to Clara, would disown her. But she knew she had to do it. Despite what Myrna said. Despite what Beauvoir said. She hadn¡¯t asked Peter. Didn¡¯t yet trust him enough with something this important. But she suspected he¡¯d say the same thing. Don¡¯t go. Don¡¯t risk it. Clara turned away from the river and walked off the bridge. * * * ¡°It¡¯s true,¡± said Suzanne, ¡°sometimes the demon wins. Sometimes we can¡¯t face the truth. It¡¯s just too painful.¡± ¡°What happens then?¡± Suzanne was swishing the grass with her feet, no longer looking at the pretty garden. ¡°Have you ever heard of ¡®Humpty Dumpty,¡¯ Chief Inspector?¡± ¡°The nursery rhyme? I used to read it to my children.¡± Daniel, as he remembered, had loved it. Wanted it read over and over again. Never tired of the illustrations of the silly old egg and the noble King¡¯s horses and men, rushing to the rescue. But Annie? She¡¯d howled. The tears had gone on and on, staining his shirt where he¡¯d held her to him. Rocking her. Trying to comfort her. It had taken Gamache a while to calm her down and work out what the problem was. And then it was clear. Little Annie, all of four, couldn¡¯t stand the thought of Humpty Dumpty so shattered. Never able to heal. Hurt too badly. ¡°It¡¯s an allegory, of course,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°You mean Mr. Dumpty never existed?¡± asked Gamache. ¡°I mean exactly that, Chief Inspector.¡± Suzanne¡¯s smile faded and she walked in silence for a few paces. ¡°Like Humpty Dumpty, some people are just too damaged to heal.¡± ¡°Was Lillian?¡± ¡°She was healing. I think she might have done all right. She was sure working hard at it.¡± ¡°But?¡± said Gamache. Suzanne took a few more steps. ¡°Lillian was damaged, very messed up. But she was putting her life back together again, slowly. That wasn¡¯t the problem.¡± The Chief Inspector considered what this woman, so loud and yet so loyal, was trying to tell him. And then he thought he had it. ¡°She wasn¡¯t Humpty Dumpty,¡± he said. ¡°She hadn¡¯t fallen off the wall. She pushed others. Others had had great falls, thanks to Lillian.¡± Beside him Suzanne Coates¡¯s head bobbed up and down very subtly with each footstep. ¡°Sorry it took so long,¡± said Clara, coming around the old lilac bush at the corner of her home. ¡°I got these from Myrna.¡± She held up the ribbon and the cigar and was treated to both the Chief Inspector and Suzanne looking disconcerted. ¡°What sort of a ritual is this exactly?¡± asked Gamache, with an uncertain smile. ¡°It¡¯s a ritual of cleansing. Would you like to join us?¡± Gamache hesitated, then nodded. He was familiar with this sort of ritual. Some of the villagers had done it at the scenes of earlier murders. But he¡¯d never been asked to join before. Though, God knew, he¡¯d had enough incense wafted over him in his Catholic youth, this couldn¡¯t be any worse. For the second time in two days Clara lit the sage and sweetgrass. She gently pushed the fragrant smoke toward the intense artist, smoothing it over the woman¡¯s head and down her body. Releasing, Clara explained, any negative thoughts, any bad energy. Then it was Gamache¡¯s turn. She looked at him. His expression was slightly bemused, but mostly relaxed, attentive. She moved the smoke over him, until it hung like a sweet cloud around him and then dissipated in the breeze. ¡°All the negative energy taken away,¡± said Clara, doing it to herself. ¡°Gone.¡± If only, they all quietly thought, it was that easy. Then Clara gave them each a ribbon and invited them to say a silent prayer for Lillian, then tie it to the stick. Page 94 ¡°What about the tape?¡± asked Suzanne. ¡°Oh, it doesn¡¯t matter,¡± said Clara. ¡°More of a suggestion than a command. Besides, I know the fellow who put it up.¡± ¡°Incompetent,¡± said Gamache, holding the tape down for Suzanne, then stepping through himself. ¡°But well meaning.¡± * * * Agent Isabelle Lacoste slowed her car almost to a stop. She was heading out of Three Pines and into Montr¨¦al to help search the archives of La Presse for Lillian Dyson¡¯s reviews. To try to find out who that one particularly vicious critique was written about. As she drove past the Morrow house she saw something she never thought she¡¯d see. A senior S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec officer apparently praying to a stick. She smiled, wishing she could join him. She¡¯d often said silent prayers at a crime scene. When everyone else had left, Isabelle Lacoste returned. To let the dead know they were not forgotten. This time, though, it seemed the Chief¡¯s turn. She wondered what he was praying for. She remembered holding that bloody hand, and thought maybe she could guess. * * * Chief Inspector Gamache placed his right hand on the stick and cleared his mind. After a moment he tied his ribbon to it and stepped back. ¡°I said the Serenity Prayer,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°You?¡± But Gamache chose not to tell them what he¡¯d prayed for. ¡°And you?¡± Suzanne turned to Clara. She was bossy and inquisitive, Gamache noticed. He wondered if those were good qualities in a sponsor. Like Gamache, Clara kept quiet. But she had her answer. ¡°I need to leave for a little while. I¡¯ll see you later.¡± Clara hurried into her home. She was now in a rush. Too much time had already been wasted. EIGHTEEN ¡°Are you sure I can¡¯t come with you?¡± Peter followed Clara down their front path, to the car parked just outside their gate. ¡°I won¡¯t be long. Just one quick thing I need to do in Montr¨¦al.¡± ¡°What? Can¡¯t I help?¡± He was desperate to prove to Clara he¡¯d changed. But while she was civil with him it was clear. His wife, who had so much faith, had finally lost all faith in him. ¡°No. Enjoy yourself here.¡± ¡°Call when you get there,¡± he yelled after the car, but he wasn¡¯t sure she¡¯d heard. ¡°Where¡¯s she gone?¡± Peter turned round to see Inspector Beauvoir standing beside him. ¡°Montr¨¦al.¡± Beauvoir raised his brows but said nothing. Then he walked away, toward the bistro and its terrasse. Peter watched Inspector Beauvoir take a seat under one of the yellow and blue Campari umbrellas, all by himself. Olivier came out immediately, like the Inspector¡¯s private butler. Beauvoir accepted two menus, ordered a drink, and relaxed. Peter envied that. To sit alone. All alone. And be company enough. He envied that almost as much as he envied the people sitting in groups of two or three or four. Enjoying each other¡¯s company. For Peter, the only thing worse than company was being alone. Unless he was alone in his studio. Or with Clara. Just the two of them. But now she¡¯d left him standing by the side of the road. And Peter Morrow didn¡¯t know what to do. * * * ¡°Your man is going to be pissed off that you¡¯re keeping him from his lunch.¡± Suzanne nodded toward the bistro. They¡¯d left Clara¡¯s garden and decided to walk around the village green. Ruth sat on the bench at the very center of the little park. The source of all gravity in Three Pines. She was staring into the sky and Gamache wondered if prayers really were answered. He glanced up as well, as he had when his hand had rested on the stick. But the sky remained empty, and silent. Then his gaze fell to earth and Beauvoir sitting at a bistro table, watching them. ¡°He doesn¡¯t look happy,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°He¡¯s never happy when he¡¯s hungry.¡± ¡°And I bet he¡¯s often hungry,¡± said Suzanne. The Chief looked at her, expecting to see the omnipresent smile, and was surprised to find her looking very serious. They resumed their walk. ¡°Why do you think Lillian Dyson came to Three Pines?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°I¡¯ve been wondering that.¡± ¡°And have you come to a conclusion?¡± ¡°I think it¡¯s one of two things. She was here to either repair damage done,¡± Suzanne stopped to look at Gamache directly. ¡°Or to do more.¡± Page 95 The Chief Inspector nodded. He¡¯d thought the same thing. But what a world between the two. In one Lillian was sober and healthy, and in the other she was cruel, unchanged, unrepentant. Was she one of the King¡¯s men, or had she come to Three Pines to push someone else off the wall? Gamache put on his reading glasses and opened the large book he¡¯d left at the bistro and retrieved. ¡°The alcoholic is like a tornado, roaring his way through the lives of others,¡± he read in a deep, quiet voice. He looked at Suzanne over his half-moon glasses. ¡°We found this on her bedside table. Those words were highlighted.¡± He held the book up. In bright white letters on a dark background were the words ¡°Alcoholics Anonymous.¡± Suzanne grinned. ¡°Not very discreet. Ironic really.¡± Gamache smiled and looked back down at the book. ¡°There¡¯s more. Hearts are broken. Sweet relationships are dead.¡± He slowly closed the book and took off his glasses. ¡°Does that tell you anything?¡± Suzanne held out her hand and Gamache gave her the book. Opening it to the bookmark she scanned the page, and smiled. ¡°It tells me she was on step nine.¡± She gave the book back to Gamache. ¡°She must¡¯ve been reading that section of the book. It¡¯s the step where we make amends to people we¡¯ve harmed. I guess she was here for that.¡± ¡°What is step nine?¡± ¡°Made direct amends to such people except when to do so would injure them or others,¡± she quoted. ¡°Such people?¡± ¡°The ones we¡¯ve damaged by our actions. I think she came here to say she was sorry.¡± ¡°Sweet relationships are dead,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Do you think she came to speak to Clara Morrow? To, what did you call it? Make amends?¡± ¡°Maybe. Sounds like there were lots of art people here. She might¡¯ve come down to apologize to any of them. God knows, she owed a lot of amends.¡± ¡°But would someone really do that?¡± ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± ¡°If I wanted to sincerely apologize I don¡¯t think I¡¯d choose to do it at a party.¡± ¡°That¡¯s a good point.¡± She gave a big sigh. ¡°There¡¯s another thing, something I think I didn¡¯t want to really admit. I¡¯m not sure she¡¯d actually reached step nine. I don¡¯t think she¡¯d done all the steps leading up to it.¡± ¡°Does it matter? Do you have to do them in order?¡± ¡°You don¡¯t have to do anything, but it sure helps. What would happen if you took first year university then skipped to the final year?¡± ¡°You¡¯d probably fail.¡± ¡°Exactly.¡± ¡°But what would failing mean, in this case? You wouldn¡¯t get kicked out of AA?¡± Suzanne laughed, but without real amusement. ¡°No. Listen, all the steps are important, but step nine is perhaps the most delicate, the most fraught. It¡¯s really the first time we reach out to others. Take responsibility for what we¡¯ve done. If it¡¯s not done right¡­¡± ¡°What happens?¡± ¡°We can do more damage. To them and to ourselves.¡± She paused to sniff a lilac in full bloom on the edge of the quiet road. And, Gamache suspected, to give herself time to think. ¡°It¡¯s beautiful,¡± she said, raising her nose from the fragrant flower and looking around, as if seeing the pretty little village for the first time. ¡°I could see living here. It would make a nice home.¡± Gamache didn¡¯t say anything, judging she was working herself up to something. ¡°Our lives, when we were drinking, were pretty complicated. Pretty chaotic. We got into all sorts of trouble. It was a mess. And this is all we ever wanted. A quiet place in the bright sunshine. But every day we drank we got further from it.¡± Suzanne looked at the little cottages around the village green. Most homes had porches and front gardens with peonies and lupins and roses in bloom. And cats and dogs lounging in the sun. ¡°We long to find home. After years and years of making war on everyone around us, on ourselves, we just want peace.¡± ¡°And how do you find it?¡± Gamache asked. He more than most knew that peace, like Three Pines, could be very hard to find. ¡°Well, first we have to find ourselves. Somewhere along the way we got lost. Ended up wandering around in a confusion of drugs and alcohol. Getting further and further away from who we really are.¡± She turned to him, a smile on her face again. ¡°But some of us find our way back. From the wilderness.¡± Suzanne looked up from Gamache¡¯s deep brown eyes, from the village green and homes and shops, to the forest and mountains surrounding them. ¡°Getting sloshed was only part of the problem. This is a disease of the emotions. Of perception.¡± She tapped her temple a few times. ¡°We get all screwy in how we see things, how we think. We call it stinking thinking. And that affects how we feel. And I can tell you, Chief Inspector, that it¡¯s very hard and very scary to change our perceptions. Most can¡¯t do it. But a lucky few do. And in doing that, we find ourselves and,¡± she looked around, ¡°we find home.¡± Page 96 ¡°You have to change your head to change your heart?¡± Gamache asked. Suzanne didn¡¯t answer. Instead she continued to gaze at the village. ¡°How interesting that no cell phones work here. And not a car has come by since we¡¯ve been walking. I wonder if the outside world even knows it¡¯s here.¡± ¡°It¡¯s an anonymous village,¡± said Gamache. ¡°Not on any map. You have to find your own way here.¡± He turned to his companion. ¡°Are you sure Lillian had actually stopped drinking?¡± ¡°Oh, yes, from her first meeting.¡± ¡°And when was that?¡± Suzanne considered for a moment. ¡°About eight months ago.¡± Gamache did the calculation. ¡°So she arrived in AA in October. Do you know why?¡± ¡°You mean, did anything happen? No. For some, like Brian, something terrible happens. The world falls apart. They shatter. For others it¡¯s quieter, almost imperceptible. More a crumble. Inside. That¡¯s what happened to Lillian.¡± Gamache nodded. ¡°Had you ever been to her home?¡± ¡°No. We always met in a caf¨¦ or at my place.¡± ¡°Had you seen her art?¡± ¡°No. She told me she¡¯d started painting again but I didn¡¯t see it. Didn¡¯t want to.¡± ¡°Why not? As an artist yourself I¡¯d have thought you¡¯d be interested.¡± ¡°I was, actually. I¡¯m afraid I¡¯m pretty nosy. But it seemed a no-win. If it was great I might become jealous, and that wouldn¡¯t be good. And if it sucked, what would I say? So no, I hadn¡¯t seen her art.¡± ¡°Would you really have been jealous of your sponsee? That doesn¡¯t sound like the relationship you described.¡± ¡°That was an ideal. I¡¯m close to perfection, as you¡¯ve no doubt noticed, but not quite there yet,¡± Suzanne laughed at herself. ¡°It¡¯s my only flaw. Jealousy.¡± ¡°And nosiness.¡± ¡°My two flaws. Jealousy and nosiness. And I¡¯m bossy. Oh, God. I really am fucked up.¡± She laughed. ¡°And I understand you¡¯re in debt.¡± That stopped Suzanne in her tracks. ¡°How¡¯d you know that?¡± She stared at him and when Gamache didn¡¯t respond she gave a resigned nod. ¡°Of course you¡¯d find out. Yes, I¡¯m in debt. Never was good with money and now that apparently I¡¯m not allowed to steal, life is much more difficult.¡± She gave him a disarming smile. ¡°Another flaw to add to the growing list.¡± A growing list indeed, thought Gamache. What else was she not telling him? It struck him as strange that two artists wouldn¡¯t compare work. That Lillian wouldn¡¯t show her paintings to her sponsor. For approval, for feedback. And what would Suzanne do? She¡¯d see their brilliance, and then what? Kill Lillian in a jealous rage? It seemed unlikely. But it did seem strange that in eight months of an intimate relationship Suzanne had never once visited Lillian¡¯s place. Never seen her art. Then something else occurred to Gamache. ¡°Was AA the first time you met, or did you know each other before that?¡± He could tell he¡¯d hit on something. The smile never wavered, but her eyes grew sharper. ¡°As a matter of fact, we did know each other. Though ¡®know¡¯ isn¡¯t quite right. We¡¯d bump into each other at shows years ago. Before she left for New York. But we were never friends.¡± ¡°Were you friendly?¡± ¡°After a few drinks? I was more than friendly, Chief Inspector.¡± And Suzanne laughed. ¡°But not, presumably, with Lillian.¡± ¡°Well, not in that way,¡± agreed Suzanne. ¡°Look, the truth is, I wasn¡¯t worth her while. She was the big, important critic for La Presse and I was just another drunken artist. And between us? That was just fine with me. She was such a bitch. Famous for it. No amount of booze would make approaching Lillian a good idea.¡± Gamache thought for a moment, then resumed walking. ¡°How long have you been in AA?¡± he asked. ¡°Twenty-three years last March eighteenth.¡± ¡°Twenty-three years?¡± He was astonished, and it showed. ¡°You should have seen me when I first came in,¡± she laughed. ¡°Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs. What you see is the result of twenty-three years of hard labor.¡± They passed the front of the terrasse. Beauvoir gestured toward his beer and Gamache nodded. ¡°Twenty-three years,¡± repeated Gamache when they resumed their walk. ¡°You stopped drinking about the time Lillian left for New York.¡± Page 97 ¡°I guess I did.¡± ¡°Was that just coincidence?¡± ¡°She wasn¡¯t part of my life. Lillian had nothing to do with me getting drunk or getting sober.¡± Suzanne¡¯s voice had developed an edge. A slight annoyance. ¡°Do you still paint?¡± Gamache asked. ¡°Some. Mostly I dabble. Take some courses, teach some courses, go to vernissages where there¡¯s free food and drink.¡± ¡°Did Lillian mention Clara or her show?¡± ¡°She never mentioned Clara, not by name anyway. But she did say she needed to make amends to a lot of artists and dealers and gallery owners. Clara might have been among them.¡± ¡°And were they among them, do you think?¡± With a small movement of his head Gamache indicated the two people sitting on the porch of the B and B, watching them. ¡°Paulette and Normand? No, she didn¡¯t talk about them either. But I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if she owed them an apology. She wasn¡¯t very nice when she was drinking.¡± ¡°Or writing. He¡¯s a natural, producing art like it¡¯s a bodily function,¡± quoted Gamache. ¡°Oh, you know about that, do you?¡± ¡°Obviously you do too.¡± ¡°Every artist in Qu¨¦bec knows that. It was Lillian¡¯s finest moment. As a critic, that is. Her pi¨¨ce de r¨¦sistance. A near perfect assassination.¡± ¡°Do you know who it was about?¡± ¡°Don¡¯t you?¡± ¡°Would I be asking?¡± Suzanne studied Gamache for a moment. ¡°You might. You¡¯re very tricky, I think. But no, I don¡¯t know.¡± A near perfect assassination. And that was what it had been. Lillian had delivered a mortal blow with that line. Had the victim waited decades and then returned the favor? * * * ¡°Mind if I join you?¡± But it was too late. Myrna had taken a seat, and once down she was not ever going to be easy to shift. Beauvoir looked at her. His expression was not very inviting. ¡°Fine. No problem.¡± He scanned the terrasse. A few others were sitting at tables in the sunshine, nursing beers or lemonades or iced tea. But there were some empty tables. Why had Myrna decided to sit with him? The only possible answer was the only one he dreaded. ¡°How are you?¡± she asked. That she wanted to talk. He took a long sip of beer. ¡°I¡¯m doing well, thank you.¡± Myrna nodded, playing with the moisture on her own beer glass. ¡°Nice day,¡± she finally said. Beauvoir continued to stare ahead, judging this wasn¡¯t worth responding to. Perhaps she¡¯d get the point. He wanted to be alone with his thoughts. ¡°What¡¯re you thinking about?¡± Now he did look at her. There was a mild expression on her face. Interested, but not piercing. Not searching. A pleasant look. ¡°The case,¡± he lied. ¡°I see.¡± They both looked over to the village green. There wasn¡¯t much activity. Ruth was trying to stone the birds, a few villagers were working in their gardens. One was walking a dog. And the Chief Inspector and some strange woman were walking along the dirt road. ¡°Who¡¯s she?¡± ¡°Someone who knew the dead woman,¡± said Beauvoir. No need to say too much. Myrna nodded and took a few plump cashews from the bowl of mixed nuts. ¡°It¡¯s good to see the Chief Inspector looking so much better. Has he recovered do you think?¡± ¡°Of course he has. Long ago.¡± ¡°Well, it could hardly be long ago,¡± she said, reasonably. ¡°Since it only happened just before Christmas.¡± Was that all it was, Beauvoir asked himself, amazed. Only six months? It seemed ages ago. ¡°Well, he¡¯s fine, as am I.¡± ¡°Fucked up, insecure, neurotic and egotistical? Ruth¡¯s definition of fine?¡± This brought an involuntary smile to his lips. He tried to turn it into a grimace, but couldn¡¯t quite. ¡°I can¡¯t speak for the Chief, but I think that¡¯s just about right for me.¡± Myrna smiled and took a sip of her beer. She followed Beauvoir, who was following Gamache. ¡°It wasn¡¯t your fault, you know.¡± Beauvoir tensed, an involuntary spasm. ¡°What d¡¯you mean?¡± ¡°What happened, in the factory. To him. There was nothing you could have done.¡± ¡°I know that,¡± he snapped. ¡°I wonder if you do. It must¡¯ve been horrible, what you saw.¡± Page 98 ¡°Why¡¯re you saying this?¡± Beauvoir demanded, his head in a whirl. Everything was suddenly topsy-turvy. ¡°Because I think you need to hear it. You can¡¯t always save him.¡± Myrna looked at the tired young man across from her. He was suffering, she knew. And she also knew only two things could produce such pain so long after the event. Love. And guilt. ¡°Things are strongest where they¡¯re broken,¡± she said. ¡°Where did you hear that?¡± He glared at her. ¡°I read it in an interview the Chief Inspector gave, after the raid. And he¡¯s right. But it takes a long time, and a lot of help, to mend. You probably thought he was dead.¡± Beauvoir had. He¡¯d seen the Chief shot. Fall. And lie still. Dead or dying. Beauvoir had been sure of it. And he¡¯d done nothing to help him. ¡°There was nothing you could do,¡± said Myrna, rightly interpreting his thoughts. ¡°Nothing.¡± ¡°How do you know?¡± demanded Beauvoir. ¡°How can you know?¡± ¡°Because I saw it. On the video.¡± ¡°And you think that tells you everything?¡± he demanded. ¡°Do you really believe there was more you could¡¯ve done?¡± Beauvoir turned away, feeling the familiar ache in his belly turn into jabs of pain. He knew Myrna was trying to be kind but he just wished she¡¯d go away. She hadn¡¯t been there. He had, and he¡¯d never believe there was nothing more he could have done. The Chief had saved his life. Dragged him to safety. Bandaged him. But when Gamache himself had been hurt it had been Agent Lacoste who¡¯d fought her way to him. Saved the Chief¡¯s life. While he himself had done nothing. Just lay there. Watching. * * * ¡°You liked her?¡± Gamache asked. They¡¯d come full circle and were now standing on the village green, just across from the terrasse. He could see Andr¨¦ Castonguay and Fran?ois Marois sitting at a table, enjoying lunch. Or at least, enjoying the food if not the company. They didn¡¯t seem to be talking much. ¡°I did,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°She¡¯d become kind. Thoughtful even. Happy. I didn¡¯t expect to like her when she first dragged her sorry ass into the church basement. We weren¡¯t exactly best friends before she¡¯d left for New York. But we were both younger then, and drunker. And I suspect neither of us was very nice. But people change.¡± ¡°Are you so sure Lillian had?¡± ¡°Are you so sure I have?¡± Suzanne laughed. It was, Gamache had to admit, a good question. And then another question occurred to him. One he was surprised he hadn¡¯t thought of earlier. ¡°How did you find Three Pines?¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± ¡°The village. It¡¯s almost impossible to find. And yet, here you are.¡± ¡°He drove me down.¡± Gamache turned and looked to where she was pointing. Past the terrasse and into a window, where a man stood, his back to them. A book in his hand. Though the Chief Inspector couldn¡¯t see his face Gamache did recognize the rest of the man. Thierry Pineault was standing at the window of Myrna¡¯s bookstore. NINETEEN Clara Morrow sat in the car, staring at the decrepit old apartment building. It was a far cry from the pretty little home the Dysons had lived in when Clara knew them. For the whole drive in she¡¯d been remembering her friendship with Lillian. The mind-numbing Christmas job they got together sorting mail. Then later, as lifeguards. That¡¯d been Lillian¡¯s idea. They¡¯d taken the lifesaving courses and passed their swim exams together. Helping each other. Sneaking out behind the life preserver shed for smokes, and tokes. They¡¯d been on the school volleyball and track teams together. They¡¯d spotted each other at gymnastics. There was barely a good memory from Clara¡¯s childhood that didn¡¯t include Lillian. And Mr. and Mrs. Dyson were always there too. As kindly supporting characters. In the background, like the Peanuts parents. Rarely seen, but somehow there were always egg salad sandwiches, and fruit salad and warm chocolate chip cookies. There was always a pitcher of bright pink lemonade. Mrs. Dyson had been short, rotund, with thinning hair always in place. She¡¯d seemed old but Clara realized she was younger than Clara was now. And Mr. Dyson had been tall, wiry, with curly red hair. That looked, in the bright sunshine, like rust on his head. No. There was no doubt, and Clara was appalled at herself for ever questioning it. This was the right thing to do. Page 99 After giving up on an elevator she climbed the three flights, trying not to notice the stale smells of tobacco and dope and urine. She stood in front of their closed door. Staring. Catching her breath from an exertion not wholly physical. Clara closed her eyes and conjured up little Lillian, standing in green shorts and a T-shirt, framed by her door. Smiling. Inviting little Clara in. Then Clara Morrow knocked on the door. * * * ¡°Chief Justice,¡± said Gamache, offering his hand. ¡°Chief Inspector,¡± said Thierry Pineault, taking it and shaking. ¡°There can be too many chiefs after all,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°Let¡¯s grab a table.¡± ¡°We can join Inspector Beauvoir,¡± said Gamache, ushering them toward his Inspector, who¡¯d gotten up and was indicating his table. ¡°I¡¯d rather we sat over here,¡± said Chief Justice Pineault. Suzanne and Gamache paused. Pineault was indicating a table shoved up against the brick building, in the least attractive area. ¡°More discreet,¡± Pineault explained, seeing their puzzled expressions. Gamache raised a brow but agreed, waving Beauvoir over. Chief Justice Pineault sat first, his back to the village. Gabri took their orders. ¡°Will this bother you?¡± Gamache asked, pointing to the beers Beauvoir had brought over. ¡°Not at all,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°I tried to call you this morning,¡± said Gamache. Gabri put their drinks on the table and whispered to Beauvoir, ¡°Who¡¯s this other guy?¡± ¡°The Chief Justice of Qu¨¦bec.¡± ¡°Of course he is.¡± Gabri shot Beauvoir an annoyed look and left. ¡°And what did my secretary say?¡± asked Pineault, taking a sip of his Perrier and lime. ¡°Only that you were working from home,¡± said Gamache. Pineault smiled. ¡°I am, sort of. I¡¯m afraid I didn¡¯t specify which home.¡± ¡°You¡¯ve decided to come down to the one in Knowlton?¡± ¡°Is this an interrogation, Chief Inspector? Should I get a lawyer?¡± The smile was still in place but neither man was under any illusion. Close questioning the Chief Justice of Qu¨¦bec was a risky thing to do. Gamache smiled back. ¡°This is a friendly conversation, Mr. Justice. I¡¯m hoping you can help.¡± ¡°Oh, for Christ¡¯s sake, Thierry. Just tell the man what he wants to know. Isn¡¯t that why we¡¯re here?¡± Gamache regarded Suzanne across the table. Their lunches had arrived and she was shoveling terrine of duck into her mouth. It was a gesture not of greed, but of fear. She all but had her arm around her plate. Suzanne didn¡¯t want someone else¡¯s food. She wanted just her own. And she was willing to defend it, if need be. But, between mouthfuls, Suzanne had asked an interesting question. Why, if not to help his investigation, was Thierry Pineault there? ¡°Oh, I¡¯m here to help,¡± Pineault said, casually. ¡°It was an instinctive reaction, I¡¯m afraid, Chief Inspector. A lawyer¡¯s reaction. My apologies.¡± Gamache noticed something else. While the Chief Justice seemed happy to challenge him, the head of homicide for the S?ret¨¦ du Qu¨¦bec, he never challenged Suzanne, the sometime artist and full-time waitress. In fact he took her little mocking jabs, her criticisms, her flamboyant gestures, all with great equilibrium. Was it manners? The Chief didn¡¯t think so. He had the impression the Chief Justice was somehow cowed by Suzanne. As though she had something on him. ¡°I asked him to bring me down,¡± said Suzanne. ¡°I knew he¡¯d want to help.¡± ¡°Why? I know Suzanne here cared about Lillian. Did you too, sir?¡± The Chief Justice turned clear, cool eyes on Gamache. ¡°Not in the manner you¡¯re imagining.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not imagining anything. Just asking.¡± ¡°I¡¯m trying to help,¡± said Pineault. His voice was stern, his eyes hard. Gamache was used to this, from court appearances. From high-level S?ret¨¦ conferences. And he recognized it for what it was. Chief Justice Thierry Pineault was pissing on him. It was delicate, sophisticated, genteel, mannerly. But it was still piss. The problem with a pissing contest, as Gamache knew, was that what should have remained private became public. Chief Justice Pineault¡¯s privates were on display. ¡°And how do you think you can help, sir? Do you know something I don¡¯t?¡± ¡°I¡¯m here because Suzanne asked me, and because I know where Three Pines is. I drove her down. That¡¯s my help.¡± Page 100 Gamache looked from Thierry to Suzanne, now ripping up a piece of fresh baguette, smearing it with butter and popping it in her mouth. Could she really command the Chief Justice like that? Treat him like a chauffeur? ¡°I asked Thierry for help because I knew he¡¯d be calm. Sensible.¡± ¡°And he¡¯s the Chief Justice?¡± asked Beauvoir. ¡°I¡¯m an alcoholic, not an idiot,¡± said Suzanne with a smile. ¡°It seemed an advantage.¡± It was an advantage, thought Gamache. But why did she feel she needed one? And why had Chief Justice Pineault chosen this table, away from the others? The worst table on the terrace, and then quickly taken the seat facing the wall. Gamache glanced around. Was the Chief Justice hiding? He¡¯d arrived and gone straight into the bookstore, coming out only when Suzanne returned. And now he sat with his back to everyone. Where he couldn¡¯t see anything, but neither could he be seen. Gamache¡¯s eyes swept around the village, taking in what Chief Justice Pineault was missing. Ruth on the bench, feeding the birds and every now and then glancing into the sky. Normand and Paulette, the middling artists, on the verandah of the B and B. A few villagers were carrying string bags of groceries home from Monsieur B¨¦liveau¡¯s general store. And then there were the other bistro patrons, including Andr¨¦ Castonguay and Fran?ois Marois. * * * Clara stood in the hallway, staring at the door, slammed in her face. The sound still echoed off the walls, along the corridors, down the stairwell, and finally out the door. Spilling into the bright sunshine. Her eyes wide, her heart pounding. Her stomach sour. Clara thought she might throw up. * * * ¡°Ah, there you are,¡± said Denis Fortin, standing in the doorway of the bistro. He had the great pleasure of seeing Andr¨¦ Castonguay jump and almost knock over his white wine. Fran?ois Marois, however, did not jump. He barely reacted. Like a lizard, thought Fortin, sunning himself on a rock. ¡°Tabernac,¡± exclaimed Castonguay. ¡°What the hell are you doing here?¡± ¡°May I?¡± asked Fortin, and took a seat at their table before either man could deny him. They¡¯d always denied him a seat at their table. For decades. The cabal of art dealers and gallery owners. Old men now. As soon as Fortin had decided to stop being an artist and had opened his own gallery they¡¯d closed ranks. Against the interloper, the newcomer. Well, he was there now. More successful than any of them. Except, maybe, these two men. Of all the members of the art establishment in Qu¨¦bec, the only two whose opinion he cared about were Castonguay and Marois. Well, one day they¡¯d have to acknowledge him. And it might as well be today. ¡°I¡¯d heard you were here,¡± he said, signaling to the waiter for another round. Castonguay, he saw, was well into the white wine. Marois, though, was sipping an iced tea. Austere, cultured, restrained. Cool. Like the man. He himself had switched to a micro-brewery beer. McAuslan. Young, golden, impertinent. ¡°What¡¯re you doing here?¡± Castonguay repeated, the emphasis on ¡°you,¡± as though Fortin had to explain himself. And he almost did, in an instinctive reaction. A need to appease these men. But Fortin stopped himself and smiled charmingly. ¡°I¡¯m here for the same reason you are. To sign the Morrows.¡± That brought a reaction from Marois. Slowly, so slowly, the art dealer turned his head and, looking directly at Fortin, he slowly, so slowly lifted his brows. In anyone else it might have been comical. But from Marois, the results were terrifying. Fortin felt himself grow cold, as though he¡¯d looked at the Gorgon¡¯s Head. He swallowed hard and continued to stare, hoping if he¡¯d been turned to stone it was at least with a look of casual disdain on his face. He feared, though, his face had a whole other expression. Castonguay sputtered with laughter. ¡°You? Sign the Morrows? You had your shot and you blew it.¡± Castonguay grabbed his glass and took a great draught. The waiter brought more drinks and Marois put out his hand to stop him. ¡°I think we¡¯ve had enough.¡± He turned to Castonguay. ¡°Perhaps time for a little walk, don¡¯t you think?¡± But Castonguay didn¡¯t think. He took the glass. ¡°You¡¯ll never sign the Morrows, and do you know why?¡± Fortin shook his head and could have kicked himself for even reacting. ¡°Because they know you for what you are.¡± He was speaking loudly now. So loudly conversation around them died.