《Caught in the Crossfire》


 Prologue

    It was a Monday morning, no different than any other for Jade Knight. Her heels announce her presence against the linoleum floors. The only other soul up and at the office this time of day is her trustworthy assistant, Imani. The beautiful tattooed woman has her coffee ready in-hand for her boss, just the way she likes it, bitter and a bit sweet. Jade walks through her family''s investment company with her head held high.


    No one believed she would expand the business in the way she has, but she did, and marveled in her successes. Simple investments into small businesses and properties are how the Knight family raised their name in 1970. And 52 years later, Jade Knight successfully owns and invests in every company willing to become a client. Real estate, airline, hospitality, financial were just the start for the twenty-two-year-old. It only took five years to cultivate her success and become one of the world''s richest and most successful black women at 27.


    "Good morning, Ms. Knight, you have a meeting with Mr. Clay at 10 a.m to discuss your investment in his real estate firm. You also have a lunch meeting with the board at the country club to discuss future endeavors". Jade rolls her eyes at the thought of going to her parents'' country club. A "board meeting" is just a disguise for her parents to invade her private affairs. Seeing as they makeup the "board" and assigned her the Chief Executive Officer position after her brother and his failed attempt, there is a sense of obligation to attend.


    "Thank you, Imani". Jade strips off her long coat, Imani moves to grab it as well as her purse as she updates her boss. Jade settles into her office, drinking her coffee, and getting to work. She buries her head in work, distracting herself from the impending lunch with her mother and father. However, the inevitable occurs despite her inner dread. Jade is in the back of her Phantom, checking emails when a particular one stands out. It is from an old submissive she met years ago at a BDSM club.


    Nikita''s request to meet for drinks tonight after arriving back in town this morning sounds simple enough but Jade knows better from Nikita Toutain. A smirk slowly spreads across Jade''s face at the prospect of an enjoyable evening. She has no doubt she will need extensive stress relief after this interrogation. At least now she has something to look forward to tonight. Nikita was always a favorite of hers before she moved to care for her sick mother. She was beautiful, sweet, knew how to follow orders, and just as sexual as Jade.


    She arrives at the country club at exactly noon, praying this lunch ends quickly. Her head of security steps out of the car waiting to open her door as she puts on her Ray Ban sunglasses. These people are vultures that prey on any display of weakness. Growing up surrounded by individuals praying that she fails, Jade has learned to keep a blank expression and conversations nothing more than cordial and professional.


    "Wish me luck, Nate. You can go to lunch" Jade calls to the man who has been driving her since kindergarten.


    "Good luck, Jade, I will be here when you are ready" Nate''s words are a promise he never fails. No matter the day or time Nate is there when Jade wants to escape. Jade taps the window and Dominic opens the door. He escorts his boss to the dining room. His intimidating stature leaves people to admire and stare from a distance at his tense boss. Although he does not have to worry about insistent fans among the affluent club members, you can never be too sure. These women are conniving and will do anything to see her fail.


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    "Thank you, Dominic. That will be all for now". Jade dismisses her security guard, looking at her parents behind the shades. "Mother, father," is all the greeting she gives the pair. They reserve formalities like this for the public eye. Luckily, the Knight family is not known for affection.


    "Hello, Jade, how are you today?" Her mother is always attempting to establish a connection that is non-existent. Nevertheless, Jade entertains her mother''s antics.


    "I am doing fine, and yourself?"


    "I am so glad you asked, your father and I have been talking". Jade rolls her eyes behind her glasses, already knowing where this conversation is going. It is the same one they have been having since her sister got married.


    "While we recognize the growth and success you have brought the family. We believe it is the perfect time for you to begin thinking about your future". A server arriving at the table allows Jade to contemplate what approach she should take with the sometimes overbearing woman. When Jade''s glass of water is filled and she dismisses the server before addressing the statement made by the older woman sitting across from her.


    "My future in regards to what exactly?"


    "Settling down of course. It does not look good that our oldest daughter is prancing around like some loose hussy while your brother and sister settle down". Jade sighs ready to leave even though it has been barely five minutes. This is not the first time they have had this conversation and probably will not be the last. However, it was previously reserved for their suffocating family mansion. If Kimberly and Anthony Knight are bringing this conversation up in public, then they are going to be insistent about prying in her life.


    "I am perfectly content with my life mother, in fact I bought a hotel this morning". Jade''s tone is sarcastic and dismissing as she takes a sip of her ice water. Her blase attitude succeeds in irritating the older woman much to Jade''s enjoyment.


    "Jade Ariel Knight, can you please be serious for once in your life? Your father and I turned a blind eye to your preferences and another to your...extracurricular endeavors, but you are not getting younger. It is time that you settle down, Anthony can you back me up here please?" Anthony Knight turns the page in his newspaper. He does not usually attempt to include himself in the women''s affairs unless it directly calls for his attention, for Anthony Knight it is not worth his time. However, he knows better than to defy his wife''s requests while he is on her bad side.


    "Listen to your mother, Jade. Find someone, grow the family, and get back to work. If you need help finding someone to settle with, then we will do you the honors personally". Anthony does not need to look up from his paper for the threat to ring clear. Either Jade finds someone or they will find someone for her and it is a 100 percent guarantee that she will barely be able to tolerate that individual. Jade knows that they are serious this time and there is nothing she can do about it other than make it her choice.


    "Fine, I will begin searching for someone to settle down with but I want no interference from either of you. I am more than capable of dating without my parents'' help". Kimberly''s smile is wide and satisfied, content with getting her way.


    "Perfect, now this hotel, tell me about it. I hope it is not some sort of cracker box".

 Three Years Later

    "Shit, can this day get any worse? " I mumble to myself, looking down at the spilled pitcher of water. I get to work cleaning and serving the last lingering hotel guest before I end my shift. Working in a hotel restaurant has ups and downs like most jobs. The biggest downside is that snobby people like this barely tip. Being a single mother making three dollars above minimum wage, most of the tips I manage to get are sufficient to fill my tank biweekly. I sigh looking at the time, it is almost 11 p.m, Cataleya should be in bed sleeping right now. Cash has yet to text me and I am starting to get worried, he is one of the least responsible people I know. If his sister was not at his house I would never leave our daughter with him alone.


    "Hey, Angel, I need a favor. Jesse called out, something about being sick. Can you cover for him? I will pay you double". My boss, Asia Ramirez, is a reasonable woman and does what she can to look out for us despite the general manager being an asshole.


    "I don''t know, Cash has Leya and I have to pick her up in 30 minutes. He has never watched her overnight because he has never wanted to and he made it clear that has not changed".


    "Just see what you can do and let me know, all right?" Asia leaves as I nod, taking off my apron and disappearing to the back. I check my phone to see that I have five missed calls from Cash. I immediately call him back and it rings six times before Cash finally picks up. Leya is cheering in the background and I hear loud music along with the sound of an engine.


    "Where the hell are you taking her at 11 o clock at night, Cash?"


    "Watch your fucking mouth, Angelica. I text you two hours ago that you needed to come and pick her up. I told you yesterday I got a show tonight. I''m dropping her off. I got shit to do." "I am at work, Cash, and shit to do? She''s your fucking daughter Cash. You cannot just drop her off to a damn bar, where''s your sister?"


    "I don''t know ask her and fuck out of here, Angel what you want me to do bring her to the club? You may work but I work and get actual money. You got pennies that barely fill your tank. Leya say hi to mommy, tell her we will see you soon".


    "See you soon, mama" my anger fades as soon as I hear my daughter''s voice, he knows I refuse to yell around Leya.


    "I love you baby".


    "Love you mama".


    "Take care of my daughter Cash and do not smoke with her in the car". He scoffs and hangs up without another word and I sigh, rubbing my face. At least the general manager, Mr. Loyd, is not here tonight. He hates it when Cataleya is here with me, but practically being a single mother I have little choice. I straighten myself and make the next call to my aunt.


    "This better be important, mija. I have company" I hear women and men laugh in the background, making me groan.


    "Never mind, Cash is dropping off Leya and my boss asked me to work a double. I''m working in the bar tonight, I cannot have her here". My daughter is three years old the last place she needs me to be is in a bar, even if it is inside a luxury hotel.


    "Oh, sweetheart, give me an hour to kick these people out and cleanup and I will be on my way to get my sobrina". My aunt starts shouting at her guest to get her house cleared out from one of her late night parties but I quickly stop her.


    "Really Tia you do not have to do that, I am sure my boss will let her stay in the back office. Thank you though for the offer"


    "Are you sure or are you just trying not to be a bother, because you and Leya never are".


    "I am sure, thank you Tia. Have fun at your party".


    "One of these days you will join me sobrina". We say our goodbyes and I sigh running a hand down my face. Time to go tell Asia there is no way I can stay late. The money would be nice but Cataleya comes first, she should have been in bed hours ago, not being dragged around the city late at night by her father. I go to the Asia''s office in the back where she is on the phone. Her face is stern as she holds up a finger for me to wait and I feel my nerves grow as I watch her frown deepen. Nice and fair but Asia is scary as hell pissed off, she takes shit from no one and her tongue lashes worse than a whip. She practically slams the phone down on the desk before looking up at me, an expectant brow raised.


    "R-right, u-um...uh.. y-you see...um..."


    "Angel, sweetheart, I love you, but I do not have all damn night. What''s wrong?" I swallow my nerves, playing with my fingertips as I do everything to avoid her angry gaze. Directed at me or not I do not want to be in the line of that missile.


    "Cash is dropping of Cataleya, I am so sorry, I won''t be able to cover for Jesse". Asia''s face is blank as she studies my nervous form, not helping my anxiety in the slightest. I cannot afford to get fired now, not when I am this close to getting my own place.


    "How about a proposition? I will babysit little Leya if you cover for Jesse and close tonight".


    "Close? That is like 1 a.m, there is no way I can wake Leya and take her home that late".


    "Stay here for the night, I''ll still pay you double and the room is free of charge" I glare at the tempting offer from my boss. It would not be the first time we have struck this sort of deal but Leya was younger then. She is three now, she needs structure and a schedule. However, it is late already, the money would be amazing, and Leya does love staying when Asia babysit''s. Those two are like old best friends.


    "What is the catch?"


    "Fallon called out and Shay can''t get here for another 45 minutes".


    "Seriously?" Fallon and Jesse only called out so they could go on their stupid date tonight. Everybody knows that they are fucking but when they pull this shit it is so annoying.


    "I will throw in free breakfast and you know Leya loves our waffles" Asia smiles because we both know I will not refuse a chance to make Leya happy.


    "Fine, but I am not cleaning the whole place, only the bar".


    "Deal, now get back out there and let me know when Leya arrives. " I leave her office, shaking off any exhaustion. At least the paycheck will be worth the exhaustion. I tend to the patrons waiting at the bar, apologizing for their wait, brushing off the rude comments. I am in the middle of a mini rush, making six drinks when the murmurs of people fill the room. All of the attention is directed to whoever walked in but there is no way I can look up and be nosy right now.


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    I''m sure it is just some celebrity anyway. I finish serving the crowd in front of me, taking a momentary break as I wipe down the bar. My moment is interrupted by Asia quickly exiting her office, ignoring me, and making a beeline to two women at a back table. Even from here I can tell she is kissing their ass and that is unlike Asia, even for the more high-profiled guests. I continue my task, occasionally refilling drinks as I make myself busy when the deep penetration of eyes hits my back. I stiffen feeling uneasy as I turn and find the owner of the person staring a whole into my head.


    Wow.


    She is gorgeous and unlike any other patron I have seen before. She commands the room, everyone is at her attention, hoping to be noticed by the woman. Men and women are drooling over her and her friend but she pays them no attention, as if they do not exist. Perhaps she thinks they are not worth her time, she is probably like the rest of these snobs. I think that, but I have yet to look away. Her eyes are like a snare, her poise similar to a lioness on the prowl, and she is looking right at me. She makes me feel nervous, uneasy but not in a way that is unpleasant. She''s intimidating, even from across the room I feel her presence.


    "It seems like someone has caught the attention of Jade Knight" Shay comes from behind me, making me jump.


    "Holy shit, Shay when did you get here? Don''t scare me like that" I take a deep breath while the only person I talk to at this job other than Asia laughs at my distress. Although I am grateful for the distraction, it felt like that woman was stripping me bare with her eyes alone.


    "Of course it''s impossible to notice anything around you when two fine ass women of their caliber enter the room". I shake my head from the daze I was in, chalking it up to working an 11 hour shift.


    "I guess, who are they anyway and why is Asia bending over backwards for them?" I ask watching my boss who is quite literally bowing at the two women.


    "Are you kidding me? You seriously do not know who that is?" I shake my head as I make a man his drink, offering a polite smile at his drunken flirtation. I turn away before he can get touchy, rolling my eyes at his comments about my ass. Shay stares at me in disbelief, looking between me and the women''s table.


    "No, should I?"


    "Um, yes, she''s only Jade Knight, the owner of the hotel and billionaire CEO of Knight Incorporated. People say she can bring men and women to their knees, her family are a bunch of hard asses but business geniuses. She owns hotels, airlines, stores, malls, property, casinos, you name it, she or at least her family probably own it". I snap my wide eyes to Shay who has a smirk on her face as Asia calls me over to their table. Shit.


    "Ooh and it looks like she wants you, lucky ass" Shay playful hits me with a towel before nudging my shoulder. She is like the little devil on your shoulder, always encouraging you to do something you will regret later. I take a deep breath and offer a professional smile to my two bosses, hoping they won''t notice me trembling like a leaf in the wind.


    "Angel can take care of any drink you need. She is our best bartender" Asia''s random appraisal does not go unnoticed but I assume she just wants to make a good impression. Since I would like to keep my job I figure it is best to follow her lead.


    "Yes, I will do my best to fulfill any requests you two have". I look into the eyes that left me captivated seconds ago, seeing them darken. Up close she is even more breathtaking, she seems more of a supermodel than a hotel owner. And more ten times more intimidating. If I was nervous across the room I''m terrified now, she still has yet to look away. I clear my throat and look down before glancing at her friend to avoid the fierce heat in her eyes.


    "I will take a martini please and thank you beautiful" the "please and thank you" followed by the compliment catches me off guard but I nod, trying to remain professional. My face heats despite myself and I try not to look as rattled as I feel. Asia is right next to me and this Jade Knight woman is still analyzing my soul. If anything, her eyes keep getting darker and she is impossible to read, her face gives nothing away.


    "Do you have a specific preference, vodka classic, dirty?"


    "Well if you can do it dirty, then I''ll take it" the gorgeous tattooed woman says, looking me up and down. The innuendo in her words does not go unnoticed. I feel my face heat up, my sex life has been completely nonexistent since I got pregnant. There is no time for love or lust when working full time and raising a 3-year-old practically alone. I have my aunt and Cash''s sister to help but they have their own lives and Leya is my responsibility. I clear my throat since they are all looking at me and waiting for a response. What am I supposed to say to that? I don''t think I''ve even breathed since coming to their table.


    "Yes, we can take care of that for you". I look back to Jade Knight, her eyes slowly assess my entire frame before a small smile, resembling a smirk appears and she leans back. Poised and put together despite it being almost midnight, she looks incredible. I think I am starting to understand the appeal and why everyone is breaking their necks to see her.


    "Whiskey, neat" her voice, holy shit, I think my insides just trembled. Sultry, confident, seductive, the simple request, more of a command, ring through my mind on repeat wanting to hear her voice again.


    "Any particular-"


    "You''re the best bartender in my hotel, correct? Choose my drink, bring the bottle, a glass and another glass filled with water". The command this time is firm but not harsh, snapping my eyes up to her blank face my back completely straightens. Talk about mood swings, but she''s my boss and I don''t want to lose my job.


    "Yes, ma''am" I nod and retreat to the bar, taking a deep breath. I relax my shoulders as I look over the bottles on the shelf.


    "Girl, what did she say to you?"


    "She told me to pick her drink all she said was a whiskey, neat. Then to bring the bottle with a glass and a glass of water. Her friend wants a dirty martini". I look up at all the bottles of whiskey we have and sigh. "She''s the owner of this place, how the hell am I supposed to know what type..." I trail off as a thought occurs to me. Why am I looking on the shelf?


    "Did you just have an epiphany and did I miss it?" Shay as she makes a cocktail for the group of older women who came just to stare and gossip about Jade. Do these people have nothing better to do than follow this demanding woman around in the middle of the night?


    "Yes and yes, I''ll be back". I go down to the wine cellar under the bar going to the whiskey''s we have in stock. I look around for about two minutes not finding anything that I think will be impressive to Ms. Knight when I see a bottle of Glenfiddich Janet Sheed Roberts Reserve 1955 in the private reserve. I don''t think twice running back to Asia''s office and grabbing the key to open the guarded bottles. I wipe the bottle free of dust, lock everything, and run upstairs, first putting Asia''s keys back then going to the bar. Shay has the glasses ready on a try and all the ingredients so I can make the martini.


    "Thanks Shay" I go to work making her drink while Shay deals with the last few stragglers taking pictures of Jade and her friend.


    "No problem, and feel free to send that friend of hers my way". I laugh, shaking my head as I add the martini to the tray.


    "You know I don''t have that sort of confidence". I make sure the bottle is glistening and the alcohol looks like liquid gold before adding it to my tray. I take a deep breath, willing the nerves to go away before I go back in Jade''s suffocating presence. It doesn''t work and I try to stay as steady as possible, and not the quivering mess I feel like on the inside. Luckily, Jade pays me no attention as she carries on her conversation with Asia, allowing me to breath and place their drinks on the table. When the tray is cleared I take a step back, gaining Jade''s attention once again.


    "That will be all Asia" she dismisses her like a low-level employee, making my brows rise. I go to follow my actual boss to the bar when her command rings out loud and clear.


    "Not you" I don''t move another inch as I look to the most gorgeous woman I''ve ever laid eyes on, even in the dim lighting, She''s stunning, classy, dignified, and confident, the complete opposite of me. Yet she''s sitting here, drinking me in entirely making me feel things I haven''t thought to feel in years. A slow smirk works slowly appears as she eyes the bottle then me, her head tilted in veiled interest and I feel myself shudder. What''s with this woman and her making me feel like a wolf in heat?

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    "That''s an excellent choice. One of my favorites, a rarity that I keep specific for special occasions". I freeze hoping she''s not upset that I grabbed the bottle from the cellar. It''s late-night in a hotel bar, what could possible be worth celebrating at this time? I don''t voice my question out loud as I wait for her to continue speaking. Her voice, even when harsh is voluptuous and harmonious, I could listen to her for days.


    "Well, are you going to open the bottle or should I do it myself?" her smirk transforms into a teasing smile as I get to work opening the bottle and pouring the golden liquid into her glass. I can''t believe I''m just staring dazed like an idiot instead of working. Her presence is both intimidating and intriguing. I can''t be blamed for my lack of professionalism, she''s incredibly distracting.


    "I''m sorry about that. Is there anything else I can get you two?" I was also ignoring her friend who''s watching the interaction with amusement. I can''t believe I''m performing so unprofessionally in front of the owner of the hotel. Her friend takes a sip of her drink as I prepare Jade''s drink.


    "Well what do you know? The little one can make it dirty". I gulp and will myself to remain calm and not react, my red face betraying me already. The woman''s sexual comments aren''t what have the blood rushing to the tips of my ears and turning my bones to jelly. Its the fire behind Jade''s eyes she throws at her friend. The slight exhilaration and trepidation at such a fierce look simply over a comment exudes power. And damn me if it isn''t the sexiest thing I''ve ever seen.


    "That''s enough, Nikita". Jade''s voice is firm and she turns her attention to me and I hand her the glass of whiskey that probably cost more than my life. Not saying a word, waiting for her dismissal, trying not to let my thoughts turn sexual. She''s my boss and worth more than my lowly possessions and life combined times ten. She''s so far out of my league I shouldn''t even be standing in front of her right now.


    However, I am and I''m frozen.


    I gulp as Jade locks eyes with me again as she lifts the glass. I watch as she smells the alcohol swirling it around the glass before downing the liquid. I feel wetness pool between my legs as her tongue darts out slowly stroking her lower lip. Before her mouth pulls into a smirk and she looks at me so devilishly I feel a tingle of anticipation run through my veins. I wonder if she''d savor the taste of me and my juices on her tongue like a rare and expensive whiskey...


    I shake my head of those thoughts and take a step back to put some distance between me and her suffocating presence. She watches the actions with a cocky smirk, knowing damn well the effect she has on people. I''m sure she revels in being able to bring others to their knees.


    "You made a very excellent choice with this bottle and vintage. It is one of my favorites and I do not have it as much as I would like. Good girl Angel". Oh, fuck. The desire to clench my legs is tempting but I do my manage to keep my face straight. Though I''m sure I resemble a tomato with the fire in my burning my inside. I nod unsure what to say and prepare to turn to go to the bar but she hasn''t dismissed me yet. An invisible force holds me in place, waiting for her command. I''m caught by an invisible rope, tied and waiting for her to set me free.


    "Would you like a taste?" My eyes flicker to the glass, her lips, and back to her eyes. My imagination runs wild at the question so sinfully simple. The tasteful suggestion in her tone has me wanting to beg for a taste but I find the strength to shake my head.


    "M-me? Um, thank you but I-I can''t. I''m working and..." I trail off hearing Cash and his loud ass entourage enter the now nearly empty bar. I never want Leya to see me drunk or drinking. She''s sees enough from her father. I turn away from Jade, scanning the crowd of guys for my daughter. Despite Cash practically being negligent, his rag tag group of friends look out for me and Leya, they''re like a band of brothers and uncles for Leya. Without some of them I''m sure Cash would be nonexistent in Leya''s life. I finally spot her being carried by Cash''s best friend, Logan, while Cash flirts with Shay at the bar. I inwardly roll my eyes at my daughter being up so late, not to mention Cash is paying her no mind. He''s more than content letting his friends do the job he''s supposed to be doing as a father.


    "Are those friends of yours, Angel?" I snap my attention to Jade, my eyes scanning her unreadable expression. Professional or maybe clinical, I can''t tell but my instincts tell me she''s not pleased. The nerves all come crashing back at once as I look between my boss and the bar. Shit, I''d rather face Mr. Loyd right now than Jade Knight and her blank expression.


    "U-um, some of them. Excuse me" I walk to the bar silently praying I won''t lose my job. Or worse get reported for having my daughter in the bar. I''m met with a chorus of greetings and invitations to drink but I shake my head and decline.


    "Guys come on, I''m working, y''all are going to get me fired. Take your party to the club or something. Besides I need to talk to Cash". Most of the guys apologize, finish their drinks, and bid me and Leya a goodnight before leaving the bar. Dennis turns to me from his spot next to Cash, his signature asshole smirk on his face, making me roll my eyes. He''s the main mastermind behind most of Cash''s stupid ideas, together they''re both dickheads and idiots.


    "Why have you always got to be a downer, Angel? Sounding like somebody''s mother" him and Cash crack up laughing while I roll my eyes.


    "I am a mother and I''m a father too or did you forget your homie here got me pregnant and refused to grow the hell up".


    "Watch who the hell you talking to Angel. You''ve been on one all damn day".


    "That''s because you brought my 3-year-old daughter to a bar, Cash, you can''t even be a dad for two days".


    "I''m a great fucking dad, fuck out of here. I watched her didn''t I?" I roll my eyes, ignoring the two drunk and high boys in front of me. I turn to Logan and take Leya from his arms, who''s watching the interaction silently. I mentally curse myself for arguing in front of her but Cash has been testing my ass lately and it''s not fair that my daughter has to be a victim of his irresponsibility. Seeing that me and her dad are done arguing, Leya holds out her hands for me to hold her and I do so without hesitation, clutching her to my chest. The smell of smoke in her hair and clothes doesn''t go unnoticed but I don''t address it for now.


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    "Thank you, Logan".


    "I got you sis. Come on Dennis let''s go. There''s drinks in the car" Logan''s tall and muscular frame has no problem dragging a drunk Dennis out of the bar. I look back at Cash who rolls his eyes.


    "Give me her bag and leave, Cash".


    "Look at you walking around like you own shit in here. You act like you got the authority to kick motherfuckers out of the bar. Your ass ain''t nothing but a pathetic server. I could buy all this shit and your ass to go along with it" Cash puts his finger in my face as he steps closer. I don''t back down. It''s not like we haven''t fought before and he''s not stupid enough to do shit in public.


    "I highly doubt that, coming from a boy who has less carats than my 3-year-old nephew. Besides, I''m not looking to sell and I don''t tolerate disrespect to any staff under my employ. I will give you the option to leave with your dignity" Jade snaps her finger and two burly security guards come out of nowhere. "Or you can get carried out with your tail tucked between your legs". Her voice is harsh leaving no room for argument and even Cash has no choice but to relent, tossing the bag down, mumbling "bitch" before leaving the bar.


    I sigh and kiss Leya''s head resting on my shoulder, turning to look at Jade who has a deep frown gracing her beautiful features. Now this woman scares me, not in a way that I think she''ll hurt me, but in a way that makes me want to submit. Probably because she has the power to end my job faster than a snap of her fingers. I clear my throat and adjust Leya on my hip.


    "Thank you, and I''m sorry for being so unprofessional. I promise it''s not usually like this" I look down to avoid her heated glare. Maybe an apology will be enough to keep my job. To my surprise, Jade''s face and eyes soften and she has a small smile on her face.


    "I''ve decided to close the bar early tonight. I imagine it''s pass your daughter''s bedtime". I blink confused looking at the woman in disbelief and wonder. Did she do that for me? I doubt it.


    "Yeah, I was just going to snag a room for tonight and take her home in the morning. Asia typically babysits for me while I work extra hours, if she''s not too busy of course. By this time Leya is usually sleeping ". Unless she''s with her father of course. I pick up her bag, adjusting her on my hip as I look up at Jade who''s staring with a curious expression.


    "Do you not have somewhere to stay?"


    "I do, but it''s too late to catch a ride across town this late with my daughter".


    "I see" Jade looks to Shay, who''s eyes widen to the size of saucers seeing the attention now placed on her. "I trust that you can close the bar, along with Asia, " Jade turns to look at her friend, waving her over. The tattooed woman practically skips over with her drink in hand.


    "You rang?"


    "Help Ms. Monroe close the bar tonight" it''s not a question but a command. One I don''t think Shay or Nikita mind as the two horny girls eye each other. Jade doesn''t wait around to see how the interaction plays out, already heading toward the bar entrance.


    "Come with me, Angel" she keeps walking and this time I can''t stop the shiver at the way those words roll off her tongue. Fuck, this woman and her sultry, seductive, sexy, demanding voice for putting fantasies of me doing just that in my mind. I follow behind her unsure and curious, wondering where she''s taking us.


    "Where we going mommy?" Leya''s sleepy voice fills my ears and I rub her back hoping she will sleep soon. I''ll have to bathe her in the morning, so she can go straight to sleep.


    "We''re going to bed baby. I love you, just go to sleep".


    "I love you mommy" her words are slurred as she finally goes to sleep in my arms. My heart swells at the reminder that I do everything for her, she''s my reason for still living. I followed Jade to a private elevator, glancing at her ever so often. She seems a bit more relaxed than when we were in the bar. She''s in a leather dress that stops at mid thigh with a thick gold buckle, undoubtedly real, resting on her midsection. A delicate and beautifully written tattoo rest beneath her collarbone to small to read from my side of the elevator.


    Her milk chocolate legs look as creamy and decadent like a chocolate fountain ready to be savored. Creating a delicate path up to her thick thighs, sexy ass hips and waist up to her voluptuous breast begging to burst from the confines of tight fabric. My eyes continue their trail upward remembering those green predatory eyes fit for a vixen like her, but before I can look into them again, a smirk stops me. I look ahead, embarrassed to have been caught checking out my boss, especially after what had just happened. I can imagine what she must think of me.


    What if she thinks I''m just some cheap hooker and that was my pimp and the kid I can''t take care of? Fuck, talk about first impressions Angelica.


    The soft touch of two fingertips under my chin has me lifting my head so I''m staring Jade in the eyes. "Don''t hold your head down to me, even if you must lower your eyes, always keep your head up. Never show weakness to anyone" I gulp not trusting my voice to come out steady at the sudden proximity. She''s touching me, holy shit, she''s caressing my face. Once again I''m rendered immobile in her presence the fierceness not forgotten, neither are the feelings she stirs within me.


    I nod, looking down, away from her intense gaze only to be met with her breast. I snap my eyes up quickly, after taking a mental picture. She smirks stepping back as the elevator doors open, ushering me to step off. I follow her silent command before stopping in the foyer. This is the penthouse, why am I in the penthouse? I can''t afford this even with a discount.


    "Follow me, Angel".


    "Jade...this is the penthouse".


    "Yes, I am aware".


    "W-why? I mean why did you bring me up here?"


    "To sleep of course. You and your daughter need a place to rest, correct?" She speaks casually, putting her hand on my lower back ushering me forward to a breathtaking view of the city. It''s decorated beautifully, like something out of a magazine. I want to take off my shoes before I mess up the floor.


    "Yes, b-but why here?" Jade stops walking, turning to me with a brow raised in question. I shift trying not to let the simple action affect me, but I can''t help it.


    "Is it not to your satisfaction?" My eyes widen and I shake my head.


    "Of course, it''s incredible, too incredible, I can''t afford this".


    "Did I ask you to pay for anything, Angel?" I shake my head and she steps forward, her heels accentuating her power.


    "Use your words, kitten" I gulp for the hundredth time since I''ve met her. Kitten? A pet name? Quite literally. Jade doesn''t take me as the type to call people by a nickname.


    "No you didn''t ask me to pay for anything". The words can barely come out above a whisper at her hard stare. I have no choice but to follow her commands like a soldier, ready to go to war at her whim. She nods satisfied before continuing her walk to what I assume is a bedroom. We go to a little boy''s room. I imagine this is for her nephew she mentioned earlier.


    "This is my nephew''s room. He hasn''t visited in a couple of months so the bed is clean. Your daughter can stay in here, there''s also a monitor".


    I carefully lay Leya on the bed, taking off her shoes and hoodie and placing them on the little chair. Jade hands me the monitor and I kiss her head before turning off the light and leaving the room. I follow Jade silently to the room next to Leya''s which I assume is the guest room. How big is this penthouse anyway?


    "You have your own bathroom, there are linens in the closet. As well as extra toiletries".


    "Thank you, Ms. Knight. I don''t know how to repay you" a slow smirk creeps onto her face and I feel like I just stepped into the lion''s den.


    "We can discuss your repayment in the morning. For now go to bed, goodnight Angel". Jade saunters away leaving me no choice but to stare at her retreating figure. Damn that ass though. I shake my head and go into the room, closing the door, leaning against the wood. How am I supposed to sleep after that? There is no way I can get Jade Knight and all the dirty ways I can repay her out of my mind.


    "It''s going to be a long night".

 Call Me Jade

    The next morning I wake up around 6 o clock, hearing Leya stir in her bed. I go to her room as she sits up in bed, wiping the sleep from her eyes. "Mommy?" I turn on her light and pick her up from bed. She wraps her arms around my neck and I carry her back to my room so we can both get ready for the day.


    "Good morning, beautiful. Would you like to get ready with me?" Leya pops her head up with a cheer, clapping her hands, making me laugh. "Come on let''s go get clean" I start walking to the bathroom, singing our ''get ready'' song, when there''s a firm knock at the door. I put Leya down, opening the door, finding Jade and the security guard from last night, holding four bags in each hand.


    "I thought you and your daughter might like a fresh set of clothes". The burly man walks in, putting the expensive name brand bags on the bed, leaving just as fast. Too shocked to react, I stare between Jade and the clothes on the bed. She smirks stepping into the room and bending down so she''s eye level with Leya. Jade softens her face as Leya shyly hugs my leg, looking at Jade unsure. She''s not around many other people since I can''t afford daycare, she''s only with family or Cash and his friends, which she usually just stays with Logan.


    "Hello, my name is Jade. I hope you don''t mind but I got a couple of new outfits for you and you can pick whatever you want to wear". Leya peaks at me and I nod encouraging her to speak and that''s all her outgoing self needs.


    "Hi, I''m Cataleya, but you call me Leya. You pretty". Jade smiles and holds out her tattooed hand. Those hands look delicate but it''s hard to imagine anything about Jade being dainty or delicate.


    "What do you say about the gifts Leya?"


    "Tank you, you help me pick" Leya clutches Jade''s hand urging her to stand and follow her to checkout her new clothes. "Say please, don''t be rude" I say shaking my head at the bossy 3-year-old.


    "She''s alright, she''s a girl who knows what she wants. That''s a good thing". Leya nods, agreeing to Jade''s encouragement of her behavior. Leya doesn''t even understand what we''re talking about, she just likes to do what she wants. Which is why she doesn''t wait for either of us to jump on the bed and start going through the bags.


    "Don''t encourage her" I lightly scold before I remember who I''m talking too. My face heats and I start stuttering an apology. Jade stalks closer like a lioness ready to pounce on her prey. I''m frozen, unable to move. She looks so fucking good right now. I''m so glad Leya''s distracted.


    Jade traces her fingertip across my jaw, cheek, to the outline of my lips. I suck in a breath as my lips part in anticipation. I don''t know what the fuck she''s going to do, but I want to feel it already. Feel what she can do, how intense she can get, experience the consumption of the desire she erupts from somewhere deep within me.


    "Look at you, so ready for me, kitten". Jade''s words are only loud enough for only her and I to hear but it has the same effect if she would''ve shouted. A current of electric pulses going straight to my dampening core. I lick my lips, unable to help myself as my mouth drys at the intensity in her darkened eyes. It looks like she could eat me whole. Is it wrong that I really hope she does?


    "The things I could do to you, make you feel...." Jade trails off, pressing the pointed tip of nail on my bottom lip. The quick prick of pain enough to make me gasp and my mind race with various scenarios and possibilities. I want to ask what exactly it is that she could do, but my voice doesn''t work, not with her touching me and being this close. She uses that same finger to trace a line from my lips to the pulsing vein in my neck.


    "What was that you just told your daughter?" Her lips tilt into a seductive and dominating smirk that has me gulping. "Say thank you, Angel" she uses the sharpened end to press into my neck and I suck in a breath. I think she''s trying to kill me because there is no way I can breathe with her commanding me like this.


    "Thank you, Ms. Knight" she licks her lips before stepping back, seemingly satisfied.


    "Call me Jade". I frown confused at her behavior. She''s nothing like the cold, hard-ass Shay or the various tabloids, I looked up when I couldn''t sleep last night, described her to be.


    "Mommy, I ready" Leya proudly runs over hugging my leg and I don''t hesitate to pick her up, though my mind is reeling. "I pick your clothes mommy" I focus my attention on Leya as I praise her for a good job seeing the matching ''Champion'' outfits. Jade slips out of the room and I figure there''s no use in arguing or harm in accepting a generous, albeit ridiculously expensive gift. Leya is happy and I don''t always have money to do things like this for her, I won''t ever rain on her parade. She deserves so much more than I can give her. My hoodie is grey while hers is royal blue, black joggers, along with two pairs of Air Jordan 4 Retro to match our outfits.


    "Ooh, good job Leya, I love it".


    "We go look good" I laugh and carry her to the bathroom so we can get cleaned off from last night. It takes 40 minutes to get myself and Leya ready for the day and the room cleaned up like we were never here. I left the extra bags on the guest bed, taking Leya with me to help clean Jade''s nephew''s room. I high-five her after a job well done promising her a treat before going downstairs. I''ll probably take her to get waffles, her favorite, since I have the day off I''ll deal with the sugar rush. First, I need to thank Jade again for all her help and kindness last night and this morning.


    "Mommy, we see the pretty lady?"


    "If she''s still here, yes. I want to tell her thank you before we go get breakfast".


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    "She come to?"


    "I don''t think so baby. I''m sure she''s busy". I''m sure she bust her ass for the billions accredited to her name. Jade Knight is a big ass fucking deal, along with her prestigious family. Everyone in her family attended Ivy league schools, graduated cum laude or above. Every time a Knight takes over the company it grows 5 time larger than the previous CEO.


    However, Jade has managed to outdo her entire family. She went through her entire school career with nothing less than an A-minus and has grown her family''s business to the number one spot on the Fortune 500 list. She''s incredible and that much more intimidating. This isn''t my world, I could never fit in with her lifestyle. It''s best I get back to reality and fast.


    I barely graduated high school, got pregnant my senior year and was kicked out by my mom, so college was never an option. I sold weed with Cash for a while until his house got shot up after that I settled for working in bars and restaurants to provide for Leya. I don''t want her in any dangerous environment and if that means struggling more that''s more than fine. Her safety is worth it in the end. I got us our own little apartment but she spends most of her time with my aunt while I''m working.


    Leya jumps and walks next to me, talking about all the things she wants to do today. I try to have at least one day a week just for Leya and I where I take her out and spoil her for the day. We make it to the kitchen where Jade is sitting at the table with a cup of coffee in one hand and her laptop in front of her. She softly closes the lid, lifting the steaming mug to her lips, sipping the hot contents and turning our attention to us.


    "Hello ladies, I''m glad to see the clothes fit well" Jade''s heated stare gives me a quick assessment before softening as she nods her approval to a posing Leya. I think she''s been spending too much time with my aunt.


    "We look good" Leya sassy ass says. She''s a bundle of energy with a big personality, probably from only hanging out with people two times her age.


    "Thank you again, Ms. Knight. I really don''t know how to pay you back for all of this". Jade''s eyes seem to darken a shade when I say her name, bringing to mind the instruction from earlier.


    Call me Jade.


    She''s my boss. I can''t just go around regarding her as a friend. I can tell she''s not used to people not following her orders the way she''s calculating me with a blank face. If it wasn''t for my daughter I''m sure she would enact some sort of punishment or at least comment on my disobedience. Images of Jade''s intricately tattooed hand striking out and grasping my neck, demanding my obedience and submission. I don''t know if she''s into BDSM or a dominatrix but the way she carries herself I wouldn''t be surprised. Not to mention she''s proven to look amazing in leather.


    I tune back into the conversation between Leya and Jade in time to hear Leya invite her to spend the day with us. "You come with me and mommy" so demanding, but Jade''s amused face and soft smile keeps me from reprimanding her right away. I swear she gets that bossy shit from Cash.


    "Leya that''s not how you invite someone, you have to ask and I''m sure Ms. Knight is very busy". Leya starts pouting but I pay her no mind, holding my hand out for her to take. She slinks over, in her feelings, and I inwardly laugh at the dramatic 3-year-old. She doesn''t even know Jade yet she wants to spend the day with her suddenly.


    "On the contrary, my assistant was just telling me I need to take a day off for once. Consider my schedule cleared. The day is yours little Leya, we can do anything you like". Leya jumps up and down a wide smile on her face as she looks between me and Jade with a hopeful expression.


    "Anyting?"


    "Yes, if it''s alright with your mom". Commence the begging from Leya. She tugs and pulls on my shirt, bouncing from either feet, begging to get waffles, and go to the zoo, and the garden, and everywhere else her little mind can think of. I sigh looking at my daughter''s bright and excited face, there''s no way I can say no to her when she''s this happy.


    "Fine, but tell Ms. Knight thank you first". Leya does as she''s told before running towards the entrance. "Don''t open the door, Leya" I call after the hyper girl before turning to look at a smirking Jade. It''s as if she knew the last thing I wanted to do and the only thing I wanted to do was spend the day with her, confusing, I know. That''s the problem with being around this woman, she makes my mind a jumbled, nervous mess.


    "This doesn''t count in the repayment, right?" I can barely afford to step into this place and the last thing I need is more debt. Leya and I live paycheck-to-paycheck, if I don''t plan our money right, then something has to give and I refuse to have my child go hungry. I''ve been poor and homeless and I don''t ever want Leya to have the same cards that I was dealt.


    "Don''t worry, Angel. It won''t cost you a dime, in fact it''s more of a favor. I need your help". Jade stands from the table and her casualness keeps the questions at bay. This can''t be the same woman from last night wearing an obviously expensive, probably custom designed leather dress with a real gold belt. Dressed down in short distressed jean shorts and a black cropped top, the style change is completely noticeable.


    I wouldn''t take her as someone so relaxed but even her long black hair is pulled back in a low ponytail. Her skin is on full display creamy and silky, soft and flawless. I''m secretly glad she''s deciding to show it off. She looks delicious to say the least, like a decadent dessert just waiting to be tasted and indulged. What I would give to lick every single inch of her body.


    "Angel, if you keep staring at me like that, I''ll fuck you right here on this table". Jade''s threat has my mouth running dry. The thought of her fingers working their magic inside me, claiming me as hers has a pool forming between my legs. The dark lust in her eyes has me paralyzed, trapped in her snare and completely at her mercy. Jade''s smirk widens and I don''t miss the way her nipples strain against the thin fabric, making me gulp. She''s trying to kill me. Jade uses the tip of her finger to tilt my head up so I''m looking into her eyes, seeing the lust and desire she''s keeping controlled behind a stern expression.


    "Walk away, Kitten" her tone leaves no room for argument and I glimpse at the promise of pleasure and pain she can provide as she trails her sharp oval nail across my jaw. I lick my lips, the command going straight to my already soaking core. She''s barely touched me and I''m already close. I need to get a grip. Jade lets out a growl from back in her throat, making me shiver as her fingers grasp my neck pulling me close. Her eyes are intense but this time I can''t look away. I''m rooted in my spot ready to get burned alive.


    "Do not make me fucking repeat myself, Angel" Jade''s words are sharp and full of warning, and it immediately has me clenching my legs together to refrain from dripping down my legs. Her hand emphasizes her threat, tightening her hold, bringing me closer so we''re chest-to-chest. She bites my bottom lip, making me gasp at the pain followed by the overwhelming wave of pleasure as her tongue soothes the sting. She steps back, releasing me and it takes a second for my dazed eyes to settle onto her hard glare. I quickly steady my shaky legs and leave the kitchen secretly wishing I could tempt her hand just a bit longer. If it wasn''t for Leya being here I probably would.


    "The things I could do to you, make you feel...." If she only knew the things I''d let her do and what I wish she''d make me feel. I''d gladly surrender to Jade Knight, body and mind to every feeling she arouses. I mean it has been a while.

 Lets Make A Deal

    "Chocolate, and cream, and spinkles!!" Leya cheers to the waitress at our usual breakfast place. I shake my head unable to stop the smile on my face, "no sprinkles, Leya. Remember what happened last time?" Leya makes a stank face and shakes her head. The last time she had sprinkles she complained about a stomachache and toothache, she threw up and had a trip to the dentist in the same week. She hasn''t had sprinkles since and I do my best to watch how much sugar she has, especially after days with Cash. He''ll feed her nothing but shit because he can''t cook or bother learning how to feed his child.


    "Oh yeah, no spinkles".


    "Okay, I have our biggest, fluffiest, best waffle with chocolate syrup and whipped cream, for the cutest customer. The usual for mom, and two coffees?" I look to Jade who nods her confirmation.


    "Thank you, Kenzie". She leaves to put our order in, Leya continues talking about everything she wants to do today and Jade watches me closely. Luckily, Leya''s constant questions and chatter save me from addressing the piercing eyes. It does nothing to stop the nerves though, not when I can still feel her hand grasping my neck. That look in her eyes, daring me to try my luck and test her patience.


    Part of me wishes I did. Leya and I talk and she occasionally pulls Jade into the conversation, until our food arrives. Luckily, Jade takes her eyes off me, turning her attention to her phone, giving me a chance to breathe. Leya''s attention and excitement is put on her plate as I cut her waffle into pieces.


    "Mommy, syrup, please" I inwardly sigh, watching the toddler bounce in her seat. I know I''ll regret this later but I drizzle a bit of syrup to mix with her chocolate syrup regardless. I give her the tablet and headphones from her bag and make sure she''s situated. When Leya is content and eating I turn my attention to Jade who puts down her phone, returning her full attention to me. It''s weird. I''m positive there are more important things she could be doing rather than spending the day with me and my daughter.


    "So, should we talk about this repayment?"


    "Straight to business. I like that. I detest beating around the bush".


    "I don''t like owing anyone and owing someone like you feels like signing a deal with the devil. It''d take the rest of my life and then some to pay you back". Jade smirks, taking a sip of her coffee, looking over at me with a gaze that sends a delightful chill down my spine.


    "I assure you I have no interest in making your life difficult, Angel. I simply want you to attend an event with me, granted you will be around some of the most insufferable and obnoxious people alive".


    "You want me to attend an event with you? Jade you let me off work early, let me and my daughter spend the night in your penthouse, then showered us with gifts in the morning. Not to mention being out with us and clearing your schedule. All you want is for me to attend an event with you? It doesn''t seem like enough". I don''t want to be in debt to anyone, let alone Jade, she''s intimidating enough,


    "My family has been bothering me to settle down for some years and have grown impatient with my "unsuccessful dating". They are insisting on taking matters into their own hands but I assured them that I have a date that will be distraught seeing me with someone else. Not to mention how it''d look me having two dates. They called me out for being smart and insinuated that if I don''t have a date they''ll find me a suitor and announce my engagement personally". Jade leans back in her seat looking out the window a deep frown on her gorgeous face. The slightest hint of stress in her eyes. I can''t imagine my parents trying to control my life and arrange marriages for me, then again my parents found out I was pregnant and kicked my ass out without a second thought.


    "That sounds horrible Jade, I''m sorry". She nods in acknowledgement but her straight face is back as she watches me carefully.


    "It is all a big game and you would be doing me a tremendous favor, Angel. If it makes you feel better, there is a strong possibility that we will have to kiss, a lot. Does it seem enough now?" Her voice is low and seductive and I don''t know if it''s because she''s trying to be quiet or she knows it sends a wave of pleasure through my body.


    It sparks a desire to have her lips trailing across my body, her commands penetrating my ears. I can imagine the way her mouth would claim mine in a kiss more indulgent than chocolate syrup and twice as sinful. My eyes flicker down to her mouth, unable to stop myself from licking my lips. I bet she taste so good.


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    "Easy, kitten, we have company" Jade smirks and I snap my eyes up. I completely forgot that Leya is literally right here next to me, I''m a horrible mother and Jade is incredibly distracting.


    "Okay, I attend this event for you but what about after that? Do I just go back to working in your bar, won''t people ask questions? What about your family?"


    "Truthfully, I planned on announcing our "break-up" a few days after the event. Hopefully, they''d be sympathetic enough to allow me a few days to think of a new plan but that was as far as I''d gotten".


    "Won''t that just give them more of a reason to find someone for you themselves?" Jade sighs, a frown gracing her beautiful features.


    "Unfortunately, that is a risk I may have to take. My parents have been trying to marry me off for years, I see little option at this point. They can take the company anytime they see fit. Their stipulation is me settling down and getting married".


    "That''s an odd way of business. So why not just find someone to marry then divorce. If they want to make a business deal, then why not do the same?" Jade smirks, looking me over and raising the mug of coffee to her lips.


    "I like the way you think, Angel. Sneaky and cunning but effective, great potential to be a beneficial and successful plan. I know just the person".


    "Good, they can attend this event with you and we can discuss some other form of payment".


    "That won''t be necessary. Let''s make a deal, kitten".


    "No way".


    "Listen, our original deal can stand, attend the event and get an idea of the world you''ll be entering. If you agree I will pay you salary, provide relocation free of charge of course, I have immense properties, you can take your pick of what is available. Daycare for Leya will also be provided, anywhere you please. Anything else you require can be provided upon request, you just have to say the words".


    "W-wait, isn''t that all a bit...excessive? B-besides, I''m sure you can find someone more suitable, like a model or actress or something..." her smile has me trailing off. My nerves grow the longer she sits there smirking at me. I should''ve never given her this idea, even if that is the best offer I''ve ever been handed. It''s too good to be true. I don''t trust it, there has to be some ulterior motive.


    "It was your idea which makes it easier to build this ruse and I can obviously count on your discretion. Besides, I don''t find many people tolerable, especially those that are high-handed. It''s clear you don''t care about me and had no prior knowledge of who I am beforehand. I think you''re perfect, kitten".


    "I can''t".


    "Why not?"


    "Um, you''re my boss for starters".


    "I got rid of the no employee dating rule as soon as I took over as CEO. Besides, it makes the lie that much easier to believe".


    "It''ll never be believable, and how do I explain something like this to Leya, or Cash, or my aunt. She literally owns clothes with your name on it what am I supposed to say, "yeah I''m dating my boss now, Jade Knight", that''s completely unbelievable, your you and I''m-"


    "You''re what, Angel?" Her glare is hard and I don''t understand her hostility.


    "Your you, and I''m me. You''re the billionaire, heiress to Knight Industries, the woman designers make clothes for and I''m just one of the thousands of employees and a mom who can''t even afford to step inside the store. We''re different Jade, you''re better off with an actress".


    "In who''s opinion?"


    "Mine and the people in your world, no doubt". Jade studies me for a minute, placing her cup on the table before leaning back in her seat and crossing her legs. Her face is still as serious as ever, if anything she''s more reserved and calculated.


    "It''s true, the people in my world care. They care about status and lineage and money of course, but they also know better to question my decision. There will be those that want to see you fail, naturally but I wouldn''t let anything happen to you or your daughter. Isn''t that right, Dominic?" A tall muscular man appears behind her almost instantly, standing at attention and ready for orders. Okay, that was impressive but it just proves my point. Who has bodyguards at their beck and call like this?


    "Different worlds Jade".


    "Think about it first, then get back to me with an answer. If your problem is money, I can provide that. If your worry is security, then you should relax. Unless you find an inadequacy in me? Otherwise, I don''t understand your hesitation".


    "It''s not just myself to consider" I glance pointedly at Leya engrossed in her video. "I''m a mother too. Leya is around enough drama with me and her dad, she doesn''t need more".


    "I can assure you that no harm or backlash will ever reach your daughter. Not only do I have a great PR team, my lawyers are the best in the city. Photographs are unavoidable, but I can do everything in my power to make sure Leya''s face will be hidden from public view. I have nieces and nephews who receive the same sort of protection, they live a normal childhood".


    "I don''t know how normal it is being a child of billionaires". Jade only smirks in response and I look to Leya thinking over her offer. The bright side is all the opportunities for Leya, the downside is I''ll be faking a relationship with Jade Knight and be caught in the crossfire of their family battle. Not to mention the public ridicule, the media probing and trying to find the truth and the possibility of the truth coming out and the consequences that will occur.


    There''s so many reasons to turn down this deal, but the opportunity is too good to resist. The money would be great, so would the new place and daycare for Leya. However, the possibility of becoming physical with Jade beyond the minor touches and glances so far is the most tempting.


    "Eat your breakfast kitten".

 I Like It

    True to her word, Jade spent the entire day with Leya and I, paying for every adventure Leya asked for. She''s worse than my aunt when it comes to spoiling this girl. We went to the zoo, the amusement park, the aquarium, out for dinner and dessert, until Leya passed out in my arms at the table as Jade paid the check. I hold Leya as she sleeps against my chest while we wait for Jade''s car.


    "Thank you for today and for making sure Leya had a memorable day. I''m sure it was the best day of her life and you didn''t have to do that, so thank you".


    "Leya is a good kid and grateful, which makes her easy to spoil. Besides, this is just a taste of what a day out means with me can entail, not only for you but Leya as well".


    "You''re very persistent, Ms. Knight".


    "I''m used to getting my way. It''s not often I hand out offers, let alone be turned down for one".


    "Hm, this must be bizarre for you then".


    "I''d say it''s more intriguing". Jade''s car comes around this time a blacked out 2022 Cadillac Escalade ESV. I buckle a sleeping Lay in her car seat before settling in my seat next to Jade. I give her driver my address and soon we''re on our way to drop us off.


    "Thank you again Jade".


    "You don''t need to keep thanking me and I assure you I will have my PR team take care of those pictures immediately. Of course I can''t control what people keep but the mass public will not know what Leya looks like". I nod, remembering all the people who took our picture or tentatively asked Jade for an autograph. She''s definitely more famous than I thought.


    "Thank you Jade".


    "You do not need to keep thanking me. Give me your phone" she holds out her hand, not sparing me a glance and I slowly follow her command. I get the feeling I don''t have much of an option. She takes it, quickly typing away before handing it back.


    "I will send you a list of all the free properties I have available to give you an idea of where you could be. Do you have any preferences?" Jade finally looks at me, those piercing green eyes holding me in place as my mind scrambles to catch up to her question.


    "U-um no, but I''m not...I mean, I have--".


    "You''re sexy when you''re flustered. As I said, it''s just to give you a clear indication of how serious I am and all that you could have if you accept. Besides, today was for your daughter. I have my own adventures in store for you, kitten" Jade reaches out, tilting my chin up and tracing my bottom lip with her finger. I slightly gasp at the gentle caress, willing myself not to follow her finger like a thirsty bitch. Men and women fawned and gawked over her all day. I don''t want to be like one of them. Though I understand the fascination and attraction.


    "Oh really, like what?" My words come out more breathy and needy than I intend and I inwardly slap myself. Get a damn grip Angel. She''s just a woman, a sexy, capturing, delicious, commanding, and powerful woman that makes your knees week and pussy wetter than anyone, but it doesn''t matter.


    She''s just a woman.


    Jade smirks, pulling at my bottom lip, her eyes transfixed on my mouth as I remain frozen and waiting. Her fingers trail down my chin, throat, before resting at the base of my neck, sending flashes of our earlier encounter this morning in her kitchen.


    "You like it when my hand is grasping at your neck, don''t you kitten?" her fingertips make delicate designs as my mouth goes dry. I can''t move or think, all I can do is crave, her and her touch, the promises of pleasure she keeps making. My eyes flutter close and I lick my lips to hold in a groan as she replaces the pad of her finger with her sharp oval nail.


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    Why does this feel so good?


    This shouldn''t feel so good.


    I shouldn''t be ready to come apart from a single touch, yet Jade seems to have that effect on my body. She sparks parts of me that I didn''t know could be lit. Her gentle touch is replaced by a firm grip that has me snapping my eyes open in alarm as she pulls me closer. Her hold is tight but loose enough that I can breathe and talk freely.


    "Answer kitten".


    "Y-yes, Jade. I like it" she smirks before her tongue snakes out tracing my lips so lightly I''d think it was my imagination. If it wasn''t for the slightly wet trail she left behind. Fuck her tongue is so soft, velvety and of course has me shivering in her hold. I gasp and she takes the opportunity to slip her tongue past my lips, twirling and circling around my mouth. I clench my thighs as waves of pleasure run through me as I threaten to come undone in this luxurious car. She doesn''t do more than taste me and I''m left feigning for her to kiss me, just once.


    "Good girl, Angel" she releases me and sits back in her chair, leaving me gasping and reeling to catch up to what the fuck just happened. She''s such a damn tease. I blink a few times, sitting back in my chair and looking at Jade in a slight daze. She just licked the inside of my mouth like an ice cream cone and then goes back to acting like nothing happened.


    Who is this woman and where did she come from?


    The car stops outside my apartment complex and I shake my head forcing myself to get a grip. "Thank you again for today, Jade. I appreciate it" she simply nods as I carefully get Leya out of the seat, shushing her as she stirs against my shoulder.


    "The event is next Saturday. I expect an answer by Thursday. We''ll need time to get the story together when you accept".


    "When? What if I don''t?"


    "You''re a smart girl, Angel. Dominic will walk you up" the conversation is clearly over so I simply nod and step back from the car. The door closes without her sparing me another glance and for some reason that agitates the hell out of me. Such an entitled woman.


    *************


    Jade Knight


    Dominic returns to the car and we head to my condo in the city. I pull up emails to kill time in the car ride but Dominic''s incessant clearing of his throat has me sighing. "If you have something to say then open your mouth and speak". He''s quiet for a minute, clearing his throat for the final time before finally saying what''s on his mind.


    "I know it''s none of my business, I''m just wondering if this is a good idea".


    "Elaborate, Dominic". I detest unneeded hesitance. The longer it takes for you to say the problem, the longer it takes to find a solution.


    "Are you sure that she is the right...fit for this sort of task? Your parents aren''t exactly the nicest of people and she seems like a nice girl". I don''t say anything right away, looking out the window of the passing cars, thinking of the girl I just spent an entire day with. Angel being the fit in terms of ability isn''t the question. Despite her shy and meek demeanor, she''s a spitfire and she has no problem putting someone in their place. She''s stronger than she realizes. She has the power to control a room. Send heads reeling and eyes rolling, tackle the most egotistical of men and women with confidence and sureness.


    This little kitten can be a lioness, a queen.


    Of course she''s a nice girl, that''s probably what drew me to her in the first place. That makes this more fun, she''s just my type. Innocent, curious, eager, willing, bold, naive, and ready for anything I have to offer. I''m the opposite of everything good for her but I''m selfish and I want Angel all to myself. I want her to be mine to taint and teach. Besides, if I''m going to pretend to be in a relationship I''m going to damn sure be attracted to that person. I''m clearly attracted to Angel. Dominic has been my guard since I was in elementary school. He knows my preferences and what I''m attracted towards. He also understands how much I love to get into trouble.


    "You''re right, Dominic. She is nice".


    "So, you plan on changing that" see, he knows me so well.


    "Inside the sweet, meek little kitten is a fierce lioness. I want to unleash the beast and tame it all at once. It''s been a while since I''ve met someone with so much innocence that''s also clearly devious. I have to admit it is a little exciting".


    "Wow".


    "What?"


    "Nothing...it''s just been a while since I''ve seen someone intrigue you enough to get excited". I don''t say anything, ending the conversation as I think over how true that statement was. For three years I was focused on being so uncommitted that I never met anyone I genuinely enjoyed. However, Angel intrigued me the moment I spotted her behind my bar. I have never seen a less intimidating or bad-ass bartender. Angel looks as sweet as can be but seeing the way she didn''t back down from her daughter''s father proved she doesn''t scare easily. Angel is perfect to get my parents off my back, her plan was even better for the long-run. I expect her to accept our deal but in the case she doesn''t I can always find someone else.

 Ms. Knight In Shining Armor

    The ringing of my phone filling the car breaks the silence and disrupts my thoughts of Angel. It''s only 8 o clock at night, but after being with an active three-year-old all day, for once I don''t feel like working. Looking at the phone, I see Nikita''s name and sigh.


    "Good evening, Nikita" I can hear loud commotion behind her, the sound of music and people practically drowning out her voice.


    "Why are you always so formal, Ms. K? Anyway, I''m calling to invite you out tonight, if you''re done with your new little family, that is".


    "I don''t go out to clubs anymore Nikita. You know this, so why are you wasting my time? What do you really want?" She doesn''t speak for a minute and I consider hanging up when her small submissive voices flits to my ear.


    "I want you to meet Jewel" the truth in her words has me rolling my eyes. She knows I don''t like that woman.


    "No".


    "But-"


    "No".


    "Jade, please".


    "No, besides my approval of who you see is no longer necessary, you can do as you please, Nikita". She''s grown and if she wants to be with a dominatrix that simply wants to fuck her and beat her ass that is her business.


    "I know that I just..."


    "You just what?"


    "I want your approval" I don''t say anything, picturing the little pout she likely has on her beautiful face. Nikita is attractive obviously, but she wanted more than I could provide, she wanted to be more than a sub, so things had to end.


    "You will never get it for her, so there is no need. Enjoy your night, Nikita". I hang up, resisting the urge to demand that she stay the hell away from this Jewel woman that she''s been seeing for a few months. Nikita is no longer my sub, which means I do not have the authority to find her and drag her back to my place and punish her for her attempts at seduction over the past few months. I refrain from telling my driver to go to the club I know she''ll be at, our old late-night spot, and continue on my way home.


    Forty minutes later I''m showered and in bed with my two secret vices, weed and alcohol. I relax into bed to enjoy the rest of my night off before work resumes full-force tomorrow. I may regret taking the entire day off later but right now I want to enjoy not working or scheming. It has been a long 3 years, dodging engagements while trying to run a billion dollar company.


    I''m half-way into my bowl of ice cream, half a bottle of red wine down, through two blunts, and on my third movie, when my phone rings. I see Nikita''s name again and pause my movie, answering the phone.


    "Jaaadeeee" Nikita''s drunk voice slurs my name and I sigh, shaking my head.


    "What Nikki?"


    "Come play with me" her voice is whiny and the noise around her is muffled, telling me she''s likely in a private room.


    "You are drunk Nikita and in no position to play with anyone". She''s always been reckless but this is downright dangerous. She can''t consent to anything right now being in a drunken headspace. I get out of bed and get dressed in leather leggings, a black lace bralette, and a cropped leather jacket. I leave my hair down, grab everything I''ll need before calling to have my car brought around. The whole time I''m getting ready Nikita is ranting about how shitty her night has been and how she wants me to make it better.


    "Where''s your dom?" I ask, cutting off her rant and slipping on my glasses to hide my low red eyes before locking up my condo.


    "Jewel was being a meany so I used my safe-word. She got mad and left so I asked TJ to make sure nobody comes in. I wanted to wait for you so we could play together like old times. Nobody makes me feel what you did Jade. I miss it". I growl in frustration, getting into my car. The manipulative little bitch has been doing this for the past three months and my dumb ass goes running whenever she calls. Nikita is trouble but she is so much damn fun and keeps me sane whenever things get suffocating. I can count on her whenever our families become overbearing and we also keep each other from going over the edge.


    "Stay put, I''m on my way".


    "Always Ms. Knight in shining armor".


    "I''m serious Nikita, your ass better stay in that room".


    "Mm I''m thirsty, and you can''t tell me what to do. Besides, I''m drinking my problems away". I speed down the road to the club as I hear her get up and the muffled noise becomes clear. She thanks TJ and I know she''s being defiant on purpose. She''s begging to be punished and there is not a damn thing I can do about it. I clutch the steering wheel tightly wishing I could pin her and show her why she needs to stop testing me.


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    "Nikita".


    "Find me at the bar, byyeee". She hangs up, leaving me frustrated, annoyed, and a little turned on. I know she''s going to drink more and be more obnoxious but I guess it gives me a reason to go to our lake house. There''s no way I can take her to the city with paparazzi around. It takes about ten minutes to get to the exclusive club and I don''t bother taking off my glass, ignoring the greeting from past associates.


    True to her word, Nikita is at the bar taking shots with a few other people. This isn''t the first time I''ve come to pick her drunk ass up but she knows how I prefer to stay clear of my past life. I don''t need another reason for my parents to threaten to take away all the hard work I''ve done building the company. I keep my private life extremely private, especially my sex life.


    The crowd parts, creating a path to Nikita and two other subs taking shots at the bar. I watch as Nikita pulls the two girls into a kiss far too nasty to be their first time. My pulse jumps in my veins as I watch the erotic display, continuing my walk to Nikki until I''m in front of her.


    "Ms. K, come take a shot with us" Nikki''s drunk ass exclaims among the cheering patrons. The bartender ready''s the next round and the crowd follows the next group of people downing shots, not waiting for us to join.


    "Let''s go, Nikki" I drag her out of the club, ignoring her drunken protest and the staring people, putting her in my car and strapping her in. She crosses her tattooed arms like the brat she is, pouting her plump lips. I growl in frustration at not being able to kiss the troublesome girl like I want, slamming the door harder than necessary. I get in and speed out of the parking lot and start heading to one of my more secluded properties.


    "Mm slow down, you''re making my head spin".


    "That''s your fault and you better not throw up in my car".


    "Where are you taking me?" I spare her a glance but don''t answer, slowing down a little seeing her pale face. The car ride is silent but I can feel her staring at me for the 40 minute car ride. I grip the wheel as we come to a light and she takes the opportunity to touch my thigh tentatively.


    "I didn''t mean to make you mad".


    "Yes you did, Nikki".


    "It wasn''t my intention but when I heard your sharp tone and you started commanding me...I couldn''t resist. Then again I can''t resist anything when it comes to you".


    "A command you chose to ignore". I spare a glance at Nikki who''s biting her lip, keeping her eyes lowered. She grabs my hand, leaving hers on top and guiding it up her body to her chest. I force myself to focus on the road and not the soft globe of flesh beneath my fingertips as Nikki moves her hand so we''re kneading her breast. Her gasp and sighs of pleasure fill the car as she pushes the soft globes of flesh against my hand.


    "I''m sorry, mistress" I clench my teeth and snatch my hand away. I need to get away from this drunk girl before we both make a mistake.


    "Don''t fucking call me that. I''m not your domme anymore, which was your choice, if you recall". My tone is icy, leaving no room for argument, also ending the conversation. Even in her drunken state, Nikki is smart enough to know when to stop pushing. I''m grateful when we pull into the driveway so I can get away from this girl before I do something we know I shouldn''t. She enters the house, still avoiding my eyes, as we go up to the guest room, where she nervously stands in the middle of the room.


    "Can you help please?" She turns so her back is facing me, revealing the zipper on her short tight dress. I sigh, tossing my things aside and going over to her. I wrap my arm around her slim torso, roughly pulling her back against my front. I relish the gasp she makes, moving her hair, letting my fingers gently graze her neck. She shivers in my arms and I do my best to stay in control as I slowly unzip her dress. Her smooth skin is tempting as her body is revealed to me. I curse beneath my breath at the sight of her sexy red lace bra and bare ass.


    Her beautiful skin is painted in dark bruises, making me clench my teeth. It''s clear that her new domme goes too far and gets off on her pain more than pleasure. I can''t stand people like that. Her dress pools around her ankles and I step back. I should get out of here, so that''s exactly what I do without another word. I lightly shut her door, going to my own room, stripping out of my clothes, lying naked on my bed. I do my best to calm my body down but the anger and sexual frustration leaves me restless. I force thoughts of Nikki to the back of my mind, allowing imaginations of Angel to spring to life.


    The little gasps she released from a simple touch of my fingers on her body. I love the way I affect her. I can imagine all the ways she''d surrender under me. Seeing her squirm, trying to hide her arousal though we both know how wet she is. Angel would eventually give in, showing the little minx she hides behind her shyness. The curious kitten is ready to get into trouble, if anything she''s eager. I could tell she wanted to take things further when my hand was wrapped around her delicate throat.


    The naughtiness and desire to defy, curious as to what the consequences will be, maybe not caring at all. I can''t remember the last time I wanted to bend someone over and spank this bad. I want to hear her little yelps and mewls of pain mixed with pleasure she never knew existed. I want to kiss and suck away the eat and come face-to-face with the juices coating her heat. I groan, putting the pillow over my head, willing my mind to rest.


    If I keep on this track it''ll be even harder to control myself. I don''t want to scare Angel away, if I play this right, she''ll agree to the deal. I want Angel and I intend to have her undoubtedly. She''s simply too sweet to resist but business first. I need my parents off my back and until I have full control they have the power to demand outlandish requests like this.


    Until Angel agrees there is little I can do except avoid them and continue to lie. This shit is too stressful and childish but it''s a game I''ve had to play my entire life. I was just hoping when I became CEO it would stop, should''ve known better. I look at the time, it''s past midnight and I know I''ll regret this later, especially after taking today off. I force my mind to shut and go to sleep. However, it doesn''t come easily, with the family bullshit and the dreams of all the fantasies I wish I could experience with both Nikita and Angel, taunting me, the night is long and my sleep is restless.

 Perfect Timing

    The bittersweet smell of coffee and breakfast wafts through my room and I look at the time on my laptop, 7 in the morning, a later start than usual for me. I heard Nikki moving around in my kitchen at 5 o''clock this morning doing her best to stay quiet. I know she''s making breakfast for us both, likely to apologize for last night. This isn''t the first time this has happened. I sigh, closing my work to finish at the office and gather my things. I gave up sleeping around 4 after a failed cold shower. I buried myself in work which seemed to dissipate the images of Angel and Nikki, or both, in my bed, naked and exposed, begging for me. It was a long night, but I managed to get ahead on a lot of work, so I count it as productive.


    I prepare myself to face Nikita, making sure my control is intact. It''s been years since we played together, not since she called things off. Even when she returned I made sure to keep things platonic. Last night she caught me off guard, simultaneously reminding me why I liked fucking her so much. The way ''mistress'' fell off her lips with complete submission, sensual, ready, and natural, it took everything not to slip my hands under her dress and make her scream my name. Clearing my head I get all my things and leave my room, following the smell to the kitchen.


    Coffee, crepes, fruit, bacon, and potatoes, decorate my kitchen, adorned by Nikita still in her pajamas, a big t-shirt that stops at mid-thigh. "Good morning, Jade" she sets the already fixed plate and mug of coffee in front of me. Her voice is small and apologetic, avoiding my face, as she goes back to cleaning up her mess. I watch her wash dishes while I eat, her shirt raising delicately every time she reaches for something, taunting me, much like my dreams. However, this is reality and this sexy woman just made me breakfast and it''s been a couple of weeks since I''ve had sex I could call decent.


    Her body is tense and I would love to see her melt under my touch. I watch her closely, noting her stiff form trying to look relaxed. I don''t know if it is because her usual confidence has turned into a shyness I remember so well around me. Or the dreams and memories that plagued me all night, but I feel my control crumbling. I''ll likely regret this later.


    "Come here" the command is stern and I watch as she wordlessly follows my order, drying her hands and coming to stand in front of me. I move my chair slightly back from the table and gesture to my lap, "sit". Nikki takes a shaky breath before slowly sitting on my lap. The bruises on her legs are more pronounced in this lighting and I shift, making sure she''s comfortable. "Are you okay, Nikita?" I eat my bacon while she thinks over the answer, knowing what I''m referring to.


    "I feel a lot better actually. I ended things with Jewel after I sobered up a bit. I''m really sorry about last night, I don''t know what got into me". I look her over, gently moving the hair away from her face while cutting a middle piece of the strawberry and chocolate filled crepe. We both have a sweet tooth and after the long night we had this is perfect.


    "Open" she does as I say without fight, making me smirk as I feed her the bite of crepe. Chocolate sauce is on her lips full, sweet, delicious and I feel my control snapping. I¡¯ll deal with the consequences later. I lick the chocolate off her lips, loving the small gasp she releases.


    "I''m glad you''re alright Nikki" I pet her hair, combing my fingers through the silky waves, watching her throat as she swallows. She clears her throat, nodding looking everywhere but my eyes.


    "Thank you for coming to get me". I hum looking her over before gripping the back of her hair. Tilting her head back her throat is exposed to me and I can¡¯t resist giving it a low drawn out lick that makes her shudder.


    ¡°You were quite bold last night, Nikki. Such a bad girl calling me mistress and letting me grope your plump breast. You missed my hands , didn¡¯t you?¡± I lightly trail my hands across her stomach until she arches up into my touch. The invitation to explore is echoed by the desperation in her voice.


    ¡°Yes...Jade please¡± I smirk, releasing my grip on her. She met my eyes for the first time this morning, her glaze over with desire.


    ¡°Please what?¡± She turns so she''s straddling my waist, stripping off her shirt in one fluid motion.


    ¡°Touch me again. Nobody has made me feel what you did. Please Jade, fuck me, make me feel like you used to¡±. Her begging is paired with her lips kissing my neck up to my jaw. And the last bits of my resolve break.


    "You''re a manipulative little brat" I pulled her by her neck. My teeth graze her skin until I reach her pulsing vein, giving it a light lick, making her shudder.


    "Mm...fuck...please Jade" I kiss my way down to the sweet spot above her collarbone that turns her into a squirming mess. The mark of my attention is evident and I look at the new mark with pride, that''s the right way to mark a woman, especially someone like Nikita. I intend on reminding her why she hasn''t been able to find someone like me since she decided to end things. She begins grinding her naked pussy against my body, moaning at the friction as she seeks relief. Her juices soak my clothes and I feel myself dampen and grow irritated. I wasn''t planning on changing my clothes but now I don''t have a choice. I roughly grab her waist, stopping her movements, smacking her ass with my other hand. She yelps, gasps and moans, as I smack her ass again, rubbing the reddening flesh.


    "You dirty little slut look what your wet pussy did to my clothes". I move her back so she''s at the end of my knee. Her hooded eyes look at the clear wet spot on my white shirt and she bites her lip, looking every bit mischievous.


    "I''m sorry mistress".


    "You don''t look the slightest bit sorry" I grab a hold of her hair, pulling her close, purposely letting her pussy rub against my leg. I make sure to apply pressure to her clit, making her sag against me as I move my leg to massage her pussy. She''s a moaning mess in my lap and I feel her juices soak to my leg.


    "Jade, please".


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    "Please what?"


    "Fuck me. Let me cum for you".


    "Hm, you don''t deserve it though".


    "No, but you do and nobody fucks me like you". I roll my eyes, pushing her off my lap and standing, before turning her around so her back is facing me. She uses her hands to brace herself on the counter and I briefly memorize her form. Bent over, legs slightly spread, waiting for anything I have for her. She was always one of my favorite clients, which is why she got moved up to my submissive. Shame she had to end it all just as it was getting good. I have no intention of picking up what was left behind, but I''m open to some careless casual sex. I pick up the spatula she was using to cook, not bothering to wash it off as I go over to an awaiting Nikita.


    "What''s your safe word?"


    "Red".


    "Such a good girl, bent over and waiting for me. I can see your pussy glistening and the juices trickling down your creamy thighs. You''re so wet Nikki". Her body shivers at my words as she pokes her ass out. She lets out a small moan, wiggling her hips as I trail the tip of the rubber spatula up her legs, my hands caressing her naked body.


    "Yes, please. I''m so wet for you mistress, I-oh" her words are cut off by a gasp as I smack the apex of her thigh and ass.


    "I told you not to call me that" I smack to her ass, letting the sound of rubber meeting skin, followed by moans, fill the kitchen. The wetness between my legs intensifies but I maintain my control. Nikki¡¯s ass is a delicate red when I¡¯m done. I step back and admire my handy work. Each cheek received 10 slaps and by the time I finished, her legs were shaking. Even still she''s trembling and begging.


    ¡°Jade I can''t take anymore...please I need you to fuck me¡±. I look over at my needy friend, almost feeling sorry for the girl. I can practically see the sexual frustration rolling off of her in waves.


    ¡°I only fuck my subs Nikita and people I''ll never see again, you know this¡±. She turns to beg as my phone starts ringing the device not stopping her attempt at seduction. I step back, answering my phone while Nikki pouts and begs. I roll my eyes, grasping her neck before she has the chance to touch me again. She takes the hint and keeps her mouth shut, allowing me to give my attention to my phone.


    ¡°Yes Imani?¡± I finally address my assistant, keeping my eyes locked on Nikki. I knew I should''ve gone straight to work this morning.


    ¡°Ma''am, your mother is here...and she made the barista cry. She insists on waiting for you in your office¡±. I release Nikki and leave the kitchen. Whenever my mother visits the office something goes wrong. Or we end up arguing because she brings up marriage and children. With this stupid event coming up she''s been more persistent that I go with Donovan Mitchell. A pompous, chauvinistic, egotistical ass who thinks women belong nowhere near business. I need Angel to agree to this deal.


    I change and leave for work not regarding Nikki again. She needs to get fucked because this is getting out of hand. As a former domme this lack of control is bothersome, but I have bigger problems than Nikita. I need a backup plan for the slim possibility of Angel declining the deal and the event. I almost regret giving her until Thursday to come up with an answer, although it gives me time to think of a backup plan.


    I can always find someone willing to sign a non-disclosure agreement. But trust and a connection are the key to pulling off a ruse like this. I know Angel and I could develop a mutual trust. Our connection was established the moment my hand wrapped around her delicate neck. The way her lips parted in surprise, her legs clenched due to arousal, she''s tantalizing. I will do what it takes to taste her sweet sin on my tongue. I use my private elevator to go up to my office. Imani is at her desk waiting for me and she stands as I approach.


    "Good morning ma''am. Your meeting with the finance board has been moved back, courtesy of Mrs. Knight. Your P.R team is waiting for your approval for the photos on your recent day out with Ms. Raya and her daughter. Also there is a new restaurant requesting a consultation. Projections for the newest projects are on your desk, as well all the documents concerning the hotel. Mrs. Knight is waiting in your office".


    "Thank you Imani" I prepare myself for the ridicule as I enter my office where my mother sits behind the desk.


    "It doesn''t look good when the boss can''t show up for work on time. What kind of impression is that on your employees? It obviously shows the lack of professionalism in this company these days. They can''t even make a decent cup of coffee". My mother doesn''t let me put my things down before she starts with her critique of my abilities. Despite building this company 2 times bigger than past CEOs, her husband included.


    "Good afternoon to you, mother".


    "It is nearly ten o''clock".


    "Is there something you need, mother? I have a lot of work to do".


    "Yes, as a matter of fact there is. Who are you bringing to the charity dinner?"


    "I fail to see how that concerns you, mother".


    "Do not be smart, Jade. I have taken it upon myself to send a special invite to Donovan Mitchell and his mother".


    "You are free to invite who you please, but I will not be entertaining a man like Donovan. He''s not worth half of my time".


    "That man is the richest banker and investor in the United States, I do not see a better choice".


    "I do not need his money, mother, I have my own, besides Donovan is an ugly, misogynistic, pompous, pervert".


    "Watch your mouth" I roll my eyes at my mother, feeling a headache forming at my temple.


    "My love life should not concern you or father, I do not understand why you two are so insistent on this".


    "We just want the best for you".


    "I think you mean the best for the business".


    "They''re one and the same, now what are you wearing? I can send Francisco to your house to give you a full makeover. You''re looking a tad rough and appearances are everything". My mother continues to ramble on, luckily she moves to sit on the couch. I get to work tuning her out as I look over all the paperwork on my desk. She continues talking for an hour when my intercom finally interrupts her nagging voice.


    "Ma''am, there is Ms. Raya here to see you. She doesn''t have an appointment but says it won''t take long". I smirk at the perfect timing of all of this. Hopefully, Angel has come to agree because I need my mother away and off my ass.


    "What kind of client doesn''t make an appointment for a meeting?" I stand and fix myself, wanting to look my best for when she agrees. I move to open the door for her personally, that seems like something I''d do if I were serious about her. If Angel does agree we might as well start the ruse now.


    I open the door and she immediately freezes from her spot in front of the door. Since I''m in heels I''m taller than her, adding to the intimidation factor which I love. She''s dressed in a black flower print spaghetti strap dress that stops at mid thigh. The dress screams innocence, but the way she''s staring at me says she''s more devious than she lets on.


    "Hello Angel, perfect timing".

 Kiss Me

    "Are you sure it''s okay for me to be here? I know how busy you are". The moment Jade swung the door open I was frozen. She''s dressed in a navy blue, long-sleeve, v-neck pencil skirt dress, with white stilettos that match her diamond accessories. She looks incredible, breathtaking, her calves are toned showcasing just how much she works out. Fuck she looks so damn sexy in her work attire. I can''t believe she wants to have this deal with me. I told my aunt that Jade asked me out and was waiting for an answer. She didn''t hesitate to tell me how stupid I''d be if I didn''t go out with her, boss or not. "If she made the first move, then she wants you" that''s what she said.


    I waited a few hours and weighed the pros and cons of accepting this deal. Not only for myself but for Leya. In the end if my daughter can have better I''ll do whatever it takes for that to happen. That''s why my aunt forced me out of the house and said I couldn''t return until I spoke to Jade. So I caught the bus to Jade¡¯s bougie high-rise office, hesitantly asked the snobby receptionist where her office was, and took the pristine elevator up 25 floors. Her assistant was surprised. I guess no one has ever approached her office without notice, but she was nice.


    Now here I am frozen...again, in front of the woman that renders me speechless. She wants me...as a business partner of course. But the idea of being able to kiss this woman is almost too much for me to fathom. And to get paid for it? Leya and I need this money. I can get her a house with a yard, even without the properties Jade offered. I can''t turn down this deal. For Leya I will throw myself to the stuck-up, entitled, rich wolves.


    "Of course, would you like to come?" Hell yes.


    "U-um, y-yes" I clear my throat and straighten up. My dress makes me feel exposed under her intense gaze. "Yes, thank you" she looks pleased at my reach for confidence, giving me another boost as I step into her office. It''s a lot more inviting than I expected but still as pristine as the rest of this place.


    I feel as if I don¡¯t belong here, like my on-sale sandals are leaving marks on the spotless floor. Jade closes the door behind us before gently grabbing my arm and leading me towards her desk. A throat clearing from her white couch draws our attention and I see an older version of Jade. She''s dressed in an elegant pencil skirt with a white blouse and designer heels and her eyes are green and piercing just like Jade''s.


    "Ms. Raya, correct". My eyes widen because she''s addressing me. I don''t even know who this woman is.


    "Yes ma''am".


    "If you don''t mind me asking what business you are in? It is not frequent that Knight Industries has such...young clients". Her judgment and lack of approval are clear and I can''t help but shrink back under her gaze. She''s two times more intimidating than Jade and now I''m second guessing this decision. These wolves clearly have no boundaries. I mean who asks someone that, just because of my age. Which she doesn''t even know. Jade places a hand on my back and I instantly relax, surprisingly. Her touch usually heightens my nerves rather than calming them. However, at this moment I''m grateful she''s here.


    "She''s not a client mother, Angel is a woman I am pursuing, although she is putting up a bit of a fight".


    Mother.


    Jade''s mother.


    I knew that but, holy shit. Am I shaking?


    I''m shaking.


    It''s obvious she doesn''t approve and while that agitates me it also messes with that self-conscious part that feels inadequate. I don''t belong to Jade''s world and I know that, but seeing how unwanted I am makes me want to run and never return. Should I consider her my boss too?


    "Is that right? Are you sure you''re in a position to be particular?" Her tone loses the minor professionalism and is full of distaste. Okay bitch, you can chill because I haven''t done anything.


    "Mother" Jade''s voice is a stern warning that sends shivers down my spine. Her hostility is not even directed towards me but this time I don''t cower. I straighten my shoulders and look this woman in the eye, ignoring the nerves.


    "The truth is I''m not in any position and that''s what I came to tell Jade. She granted me time but I know she isn''t the type of woman to keep waiting". Jade''s grip on my hip tightens, slightly pulling me back against her chest. I knew she would like that response. If teasing is her way of flirting then I''m going to enjoy it while I can. Besides, my aunt is right, I should take advantage of this opportunity.


    Her mother doesn''t move from her spot, mumbling "smart girl". She''s looking me up and down and I don''t know if I should just ignore her or attempt a conversation. If Jade and I were really talking I would try to get to know her mother, right?


    "If you don''t mind mother, there are many things Angel and I must...discuss". I know she''s talking about the deal but the tight grip on my hip makes my breath hitch. The wetness pools between my legs at her simple touch and I cross my legs trying to be discreet.


    Fuck, it feels so good being in her arms, better than I imagined. I could get used to this, and that¡¯s scary. She smells amazing, the softness of her body and expensive fabric is such a contrast to her hold. It makes me want to bend over for her right here. I don''t know why I''m so turned on, Jade just has this effect on me.


    ¡°Hm, I will let Donovan know that the invitation is tentative¡±. Her mother gathers her things, giving us the side eye.


    ¡°You will tell him there is no invitation, even if he was the last man on earth¡±.


    ¡°I will do no such thing. Clearly things are undecided between you two. I also have trouble believing the authenticity of this relationship. You know you need your father and my approval for 100% of the company¡±. I can feel the anger rolling of Jade in waves but she still remains in control.


    ¡°I am aware¡±. Her tone is even and professional but her posture is stiff.


    ¡°So do us all a favor and stop playing games. We want to give you the business but we want to make sure you are secure and mature enough to handle all the responsibilities¡±. I inwardly roll my eyes at their mindset. How do these two things even correlate? It doesn''t matter, I came here knowing I would deal with people like this. It''s time to live this lie and make a better life for my daughter.


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    ¡°If you don''t mind, Mrs. Knight¡±. I take a step forward, forcing Jade to drop her hand. My back suddenly feels cold and I feel a lot less grounded but I press on. These people thrive on weakness just like at the bar.


    ¡°This is all very new for me. As Jade mentioned, I¡¯ve been giving her a hard time. Simply because I¡¯ve never felt anything like this before. I¡¯ve never met anyone like her. In fact, that''s what I came to tell her¡±. Jade¡¯s mother looks surprised but I stay on the wave I have going. I turned to the woman that went from calming me to sending my anxiety through the roof. She''s leaning against her desk, arms crossed with a curious smirk gracing her face. The light from the sun shining behind her is like a halo giving the false impression that this temptress is angelic.


    ¡°You gave me time to give you an answer. Since I met you, you''ve been kind and patient. You took care of me without hesitation. I¡¯ve never met anyone like you, nobody has ever made me feel what you do. I know we''re from different worlds but if the offer still stands then, my answer is yes''''. I feel my face heat up as her smirk transforms to a pleased grin. I can''t stare into her eyes all day, so I turn around trying to calm my beating heart. I was just making shit up off the top of my head. Something any girl would say when her crush asks her out.


    So why am I so nervous and shaky? It felt natural to say, like it rolled off my tongue. I can¡¯t afford to start crushing on Jade right now. At least she''s happy with my response. Hopefully it fooled her mom as well.


    ¡°Of course the offer stands. Come here Angel¡±. I do as she says and she pulls me to her body, making me gasp. Is this part of the ruse? She leans down close to my ear so her lips brush against my skin, giving me goosebumps.


    ¡°Good girl¡± her whisper makes me shiver. I might crumble to the floor. I shift on my feet trying to relieve some of this tension. Of course she notices but she doesn''t comment. Instead she straightens looking over my head.


    ¡°We would appreciate some privacy now mother. Unless you want to see a more explicit demonstration of my gratitude and excitement¡±. Jade moves her hands down to my ass, giving it a firm squeeze, making me gasp.


    ¡°Oh¡± that was unexpected but I secretly like it when she''s rough. This isn''t what I thought would happen showing up at her office. But I¡¯m glad I listened to my aunt and am taking the chance.


    ¡°Fine I will let you have your way for now, as long as this dinner takes place accordingly.  Do not embarrass this family¡±. It''s not clear if Jade¡¯s mom is talking to her daughter or me but she gathers her things. Her threat hangs clear in the air and I know it''s going to take a lot more than just appearances together to pull this off. She leaves and I take a breath I didn''t realize was trapped. I move away from Jade, taking a much needed breath. She just grabbed my ass, in front of her mother, like it was no big deal. She¡¯s not shy at all.


    ¡°Wow, your mom is something¡±.


    ¡°You handled yourself very well, Angel. That is a good example of the world you are stepping in¡±. Her praise has me blushing and I clear my throat as she goes around to her chair. Don¡¯t freak out, Angel. Just because your blood is rushing through your veins and heart may burst, keep it together. ¡°Though I admit, I am surprised, if you were genuinely agreeing of course¡±.


    ¡°I-I was. I know you gave me time to make a decision but it''s an offer I can''t ignore¡±. Jade smiles and all I can do is stare. She''s so beautiful it amazes me she wants to do this with someone so beneath her.


    ¡°But...¡±


    ¡°But?¡±


    ¡°I don''t think it''ll be enough. Your mom can smell bullshit and it seems like deception will only further force their hand¡±. I don''t know who that other guy is but if Jade doesn''t want him she shouldn''t be forced to be with him. I read rumors and heard stories about how mean and self-centered she is but she hasn''t been that way with me. She''s been the opposite, that part in my speech, at least was true. She looks thoughtful, leaning back in her chair crossing her legs.


    ¡°You are right. My father is far more intuitive than my mother. Do you have any suggestions?¡± I chew on my bottom lip, thinking over how we can pull this off. It has to feel genuine, not like a business deal.


    ¡°We have to be believable not only to fool your parents but the public. I guess it helps if I wasn''t so nervous around you¡±.


    ¡°I make you nervous?¡± I scoff at the obvious question.


    ¡°Of course you do, for one you''re my boss. Two you¡¯re this rich gorgeous woman who would never look my way in reality¡±. She''s in front of me instantly and I brace myself for the grab to my throat. It doesn''t come, instead she caresses my cheek with her finger.


    ¡°I see you right now. Is this not reality?¡± I don''t say anything. Unsure of how to respond. I mentally tell myself that she doesn''t want me but that burning desire in her eyes says differently. This tension between us tells me as much as I try to deny it I can''t.


    I want her. And she wants me. So why am I holding myself back?


    Jade trails her hand across my cheek to the back of my neck. Her nail trails across my skin in a familiar pain that fills me with pleasure. The moan I release is completely against my will, but hearing her hiss makes the embarrassing sound worth it. Jade pulls me close, her tenderness has my mind silent and I¡¯m awestruck. I went from wanting her to mark my entire body and claim me as her own. To want her to caress my body and adorn me with her soft lips trailing across my skin. She draws me closer so there is no space between us. She leans down and the attention to her breast, sweet perfume, and touch is forgotten the second her lips meet my neck.


    ¡°Jade...¡± her name is a mix between a gasp and moan on my tongue. I tilt my head back allowing her access against my better judgment. My body responds to her uninhibitedness and I have no control. She''s in control. While that makes me nervous I¡¯m also grateful for the brief moment of not making decisions. Her tongue snakes out, dancing against my spot before she sucks and bites at my skin. My knees threaten to give out but she wraps her arm around me, holding me up. I wrap my arms around her neck as she kisses and marks my neck.


    "Jade, please" she growls at my request, tilting my head back. Her green eyes pierce into mine and for once I¡¯m not nervous. I¡¯m too horny to think of nerves.


    "Please what, Kitten?" She wants me to say what I want but I don''t even know what I want. I just know I need to feel more, more of her, more of the feelings she evokes.


    "Tell me what you want Angel".


    "I-I-I w-want...um I want..." Jade smacks my ass and I practically crumble in her arms. Oh fuck. Why did that feel so good?


    "Say it". Her stern tone surprises me with a burst of confidence and I look her in the eye, my desire clear.


    "I...kiss me please Jade. I''ve been imagining the way your lips would feel against mine since I met you". The confession slips from my lips and surprisingly I don''t feel embarrassed. Her smile of approval and grip on my hair only lifted me higher.


    "Good girl, Kitten". Her lips descend on mine rough and claiming and I quiver but accept it with an open mouth. I submit to her immediately her dominance unlike any I''ve ever experienced. I couldn''t fight her even if I wanted to. Her lips are searing and branding while her tongue is smooth and sensual. Something inside me cements and I don¡¯t want to think about it right now. I just want to feel and the way she¡¯s kissing me that¡¯s all I can do, feel this wave of pleasure.


    "Mm, Jade" I don''t know what I''m asking for. I want her to stop because I want more. She''s making me drip, my knees are shaking, my senses are ringing and I''m ready to drop to my knees for this woman. She ignores my empty plea, kissing her way down to my neck. I moan and grip her hair as her lips find my spot. It doesn''t take long for her teeth to join the ministries of her lips and tongue.


    "S-Shit, ooh yes, Jade" her mouth is magic and I''m under her spell. I''m the puppet and she''s the master and she has the power to move me at will. She abruptly steps back, leaving me reeling. I can feel the various marks forming on my neck. That''s going to be a pain in the ass to cover, but part of me doesn''t want to. Her face is serious and I shake the daze from my mind. Looking in her eyes, they''re blazing. She feels it too, the shift in our dynamic, that lock that confirms we want to explore more of what each other has to offer.


    Deal or not I''ve gotten a taste of Jade Knight and I want more.

 Not A Date

    I take a deep breath of fresh air the moment I step outside the uptight office and suffocating presence of Jade Knight. I can''t believe that happened, I actually asked Jade to kiss me, and she did. Going to see her was a complete spur of the moment action after talking with my aunt. I assume the adrenaline gave me courage, and to meet her mom, talk about horrible timing. It worked out kind of, either way I feel better about this entire situation. I feel like I''m making the right decision, not just because I kissed Jade, but because I feel different.


    Jade has given me the chance to live a life that I''ve always imagined, for myself and my daughter. I can rebuild my life. I hail a cab and head home, thinking about this deal. I should probably get a new job, it won''t look good for either of us, especially me, if I''m "dating my boss". I''ll resign after my talk with Jade tonight. After our kiss, she said we''ll have dinner tonight to discuss the terms of the deal. She was back to her professional and guarded self, but it did little to dull my mood.


    I feel invigorated and motivated like I''m walking on air. This is the opportunity I''ve been waiting for. I can get Leya a house and yard. We won''t have to live with my aunt anymore, it''d be amazing. Leya deserves nothing less and I''ll do anything to see that she has the best of everything in life. It takes me thirty minutes with traffic to get home, my mind still reeling from the events in Jade''s office.


    Her mother is terrifying. I can imagine how bad her father is, I just hope I haven''t gotten myself into more than I can handle.


    "Mija, get in here, I want to know how it went" my aunt yells from the window as I''m paying the driver. She successfully catches the attention of everyone around and I feel my face heat up, so embarrassing. I knew I shouldn''t have told her about this, but I couldn''t hold it in if I had to tell someone. It took an hour to make my aunt swear not to tell anyone. I go inside before she starts freaking out and she immediately pulls me to the couch. Leya is on the floor watching Latin Soap Operas and eating lunch while my aunt drinks her wine. I shake my head, kissing Leya''s head before taking my spot on the couch.


    "Here, now talk, what happened?" I laugh, shaking my head as my aunt hands me a glass of red wine.


    "It''s 12:30 in the afternoon, I don''t want wine". I put the glass down but she simply grabs it, pouring it into her glass.


    "More for me, now stop stalling what happened?"


    "Well, I went to her office and I was just going to tell her I agreed to help her out, but her mother was there. It was pretty tense, I don''t think they get along well". I tell my aunt about the events at the office, stopping before I get to the kiss. I can feel my cheeks warm and I have to look away.


    "What? What happened? Something happened, I know that look". She''s interrupted by the ringing of my phone and I inwardly sigh. Saved by the ring. I check my phone, seeing Logan''s name I roll my eyes. I''m sure this has something to do with Cash picking Leya up tonight.


    "Hey, Logan".


    "What''s up sis? I''m just letting you know me and Taylor are coming to get Leya later on. Cash had some work shit to finish, he didn''t want to be late".


    "Mm, sure, you don''t always have to cover for him, you know. I can just keep Leya with me, it''s not like I trust his ass anyway" I mumble the last part. The last time he had my daughter she came back to me late as fuck, exhausted, and smelling like weed.


    "I''m deadass, he''s working. Would I lie to you?"


    "For your homeboy, yes" he laughs because he knows he can''t deny it, stupid bro code.


    "We''ll be there at 7".


    "Alright, don''t be late".


    "Why do you have plans or something?"


    "As a matter of fact I do".


    "Ooh, I''m telling Taylor you got a date". I roll my eyes, because Taylor''s loud mouth is going to tell everybody.


    "Whatever Logan, I''ll see you tonight".


    ¡°Logan and Taylor will be here at 7 and Jade is sending a car at 7:15, which means I have to get myself and Leya ready before then¡±.


    ¡°Ooh she asked you out on a date? You must¡¯ve been quite convincing¡±. My aunt gives me a knowing look and I just shake my head. There¡¯s no way Jade would ever ask me out seriously. I¡¯m sure she¡¯s just not used to people not worshiping the ground she walks on. I probably just fascinate her.


    ¡°It¡¯s just so we can talk about everything, like a business dinner¡±.


    ¡°Mm, sure, either way, we¡¯re going to get you sexy and ready for tonight. Have some fun, let loose, you¡¯re too uptight mija¡±.


    ¡°I can¡¯t just go out partying, I have a kid, and a job¡±. My aunt waves me off standing from the couch and grabbing my hand.


    ¡°Leya come baby, we¡¯re going to help mommy pick an outfit for her date¡±. Leya runs to my aunt''s room, cheering about a date making me sigh.


    ¡°It¡¯s really not a date '''' Neither of them pay me any mind as I¡¯m dragged to her room to get an outfit. After a failed two hour attempt at finding an outfit decent enough for her in either of our closets, my aunt dragged me to the mall. Another 4 hours later I gave up and started shopping for Leya instead. The clothes I have are fine. Jade will have to be satisfied with whatever I¡¯m wearing. It''s not even a date, why am I worried about impressing her?


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    "Tia, we should just go. It''s not a date anyway, I don''t need..." My words trail off as I turn to find my aunt with a sales person, holding up a dress. It''s a white strapless body-con dress with feather and leather jewelry to match.


    "Wow".


    "Si, I know, you have no patience. Go try it on already" my aunt ushers me away to the dressing room and I sigh. I take the dress before she starts fussing at me again. It''s a lot shorter and tighter than what I''m used to, but something tells me that Jade will appreciate the effort. Ugh, this is dumb, I shouldn''t worry about impressing her, but I am. I look it over and I can''t deny it does look good. The pristine white makes it appear innocent, but the way it squeezes my ass and exposes my legs says otherwise.


    "Angel, come on, I''m not getting any younger, right mija?" My aunt starts encouraging Leya to cheer and I shake my head. I step out of the dressing room and my aunt goes quiet.


    "Mommy, you pretty" I laugh and kiss Leya''s head. "Thank you baby, well Tia, do you approve?" She sniffles, coming over, grabbing my face.


    "You are stunning, Angel".


    "Are you going to cry Tia?"


    "Of course not" she sniffles again and I kiss her cheek.


    "I''m going to change now" I turn and go back to change into my clothes. My aunt buys the dress and jewelry to match, we get some food for an early dinner, before going back home to get ready.


    "Okay, baby, what do you want to wear?"


    "Nice lady clothes".


    "You want to wear something Jade got you?" Leya nods excitedly going over to her dresser. She gets a pair of jeans out of her drawer and the hoodie from Jade, along with the shoes.


    "It looks good baby, make sure you get a shirt in case you get cold". I help her pick out a shirt and get dressed before I make her sit so I can do her hair. I talk to her about going to daycare and making new friends. I need to start getting her in a school so she''s not always hanging around Cash and his buddies as friends. She needs kids her own age and she needs to learn things other than me and Cash''s constant arguing. The feedback I get from her is mostly positive and she spends the next ten minutes talking about school and everything she wants to learn. Leya is already advanced, always hanging around people three times her age, but I know there are things I can''t teach her as well.


    It''s 6:40 by the time I finish getting Leya ready and I rush to finish dressing for this impromptu dinner. I try not to let the nerves take over but the closer it gets to 7 o''clock the more nervous I get. I put on my new dress and straighten my hair, pulling it up into a bun. I''m in the middle of slipping on my jewelry when my aunt comes in carrying heels. Leya follows behind her jumping on my bed.


    "Mommy you look good, so pretty".


    "Thank you beautiful, so are you. Do you want to see Uncle Logan and Aunt Taylor?"


    "No daddy?" I sigh, glancing at my aunt who has a pissed off expression. She hates Cash, my whole family does, that''s why I got disowned.


    "I''m not sure, baby, you might see him later if he gets done working". If I find out that Cash bailed on Leya, again, I''m kicking his ass. Again. This shit is getting old. The doorbell rings and I sigh, knowing it''s Logan. I make sure Leya has everything to spend the night with Cash, making sure there''s at least two of everything. I answer the door and Leya immediately runs to Taylor, who picks her up. Leya quickly starts talking her ear off while I give them both a hug.


    "Thanks for watching her, I appreciate it".


    "Of course, you know I got my niece, any day". Logan wraps his arm around my shoulder while Leya tells Taylor about her clothes and Jade. I''ve never heard her talk about someone so much. I grab my bag and bid my aunt goodbye before walking Logan, Taylor and Leya outside.


    "So, be honest, what''s he really doing?" Logan says and I give him a pointed look, I''m not stupid.


    "Look he''s working for real, but he''s just mixing business with pleasure. He''s got a thing for the club owner so he''s just having a few more extra rehearsals than necessary". I roll my eyes, typical. I''d rather bring Leya with me than have her abandoned by her father, who insisted we co-parent.


    "You know I have no problem bringing Leya with me".


    "You are not taking your daughter on a date" Logan says as Taylor decides to put her two cents in.


    "Seriously, it''s about time you got over Cash''s dumb-ass. Does this have to do with the woman who bought your daughter a whole new outfit? You know I saw you on IG with her too, paparazzi took a picture of you guys all out together. What was her name again?" I don''t get a chance to protest as a sleek black and silver Mercedes Maybach S-class pulls up to the curb. It looks like it just came off the lot. It''s so clean. Logan lets out a low whistle as the driver steps out.


    "Damn whoever is driving in this must be lost?" Logan keeps walking but I stop feeling my face heat up. Could she be any more extra? The answer is yes, I''m sure.


    "Good Evening, Ms. Raya. Ms. Knight wanted to ensure a prompt arrival to dinner". I nod, kissing Leya''s head, telling her to be good. Taylor and Logan gawk at me, but I simply tell them goodnight. I know Jade isn''t the type to be kept waiting.


    "Good evening, Mr¡­I¡¯m sorry, what''s your name?"


    "I''m Nate, Ms. Knight''s personal driver".


    "It''s nice to meet you Nate". I step into the car and soon we''re off. I don''t know if I''m supposed to make conversation with him as I nervously play with my fingers. I chew on my bottom lip, staring out the window looking at the passing scenery. People getting off work, starting their night out, from all walks of life, roam the sidewalk or drive in cars. I wonder if this is normal for Jade, sporadic dinners at a luxury fine dining restaurant.


    "Don''t be nervous, I think Ms. Knight has taken quite a liking to you".


    "How can you be so sure? She''s so hard to read". Nate laughs, nodding his head as he drives the expensive car like it''s a Honda. I could never drive over the speed limit in a car this expensive.


    "Jade doesn''t usually request me to pick anyone up aside from herself. In fact, I can''t remember a time she''s personally taken a woman out for dinner. That alone tells me you have caught Ms. Knight''s eye". I don''t say anything as I feel my nerves increase. I''m sure it''s because of the deal and it was more convenient for her, but I can''t help but wonder about Nate''s words.


    Is it possible that I''m, dare I say it, special to Jade? I doubt it, a woman like that, there''s no possible way. The idea of being important to Jade has my heart racing and butterflies flying around my gut. So clich¨¦ Angel.


    Nate pulls up to the high-rise restaurant and I let out a shaky breath. This is just the beginning, we haven''t even really started yet. I can''t handle this. I don''t fit in here. I can''t...


    "Hey, don''t be nervous, just go in there and be yourself. Jade appreciates authenticity, if she didn''t like you, you wouldn''t be at one of her favorite restaurants". I nod, gulping, her favorite restaurant. Great, no pressure.

 I Want You

    I walk into the restaurant, ignoring the eyes on me, the weight of not belonging heavy enough on my shoulders. I tell the hostess Jade''s name and she leads me to a private table. I remind myself that appearances begin now and force my head not to drop. Although I want to curl into my little shell and become invisible, I keep my chin up. Jade is at the table, seated with her legs crossed and staring at me with a look akin to pride. She watches me as I approach her eyes lazily sweeping over my figure, making my nerves go into hyperdrive. I hope the dress is enough, seeing all the other people dressed in designer clothes more than my paycheck, I can¡¯t help but feel out of place.


    ¡°Good evening Ms. Knight. I hope I haven¡¯t kept you waiting¡±. I look at Jade over a wave of lust covering me like a shine of sweat coating my skin. She¡¯s dressed in a black wide tassel lapel button down with a single button exposing her sternum tattoo and sides of her breast. A gold chain sits around her neck and a longer necklace teasingly falls in between her breasts. Her legs are hidden by the table but I know they¡¯re smooth and strong, likely crossed. Her red coated lips tease me above her champagne glass as she takes a sip, waiting for me to sit.


    Right, sit down. I¡¯ve just been standing here like a dumb-ass.


    ¡°Good evening, Angel, please sit, we have a lot to discuss¡±. Her words are simple and professional but her tone is seductive and alluring. Her striking green eyes command and coax me into the chair and I play with my fingers unable to stare at her in the eyes. She¡¯s intimidating and after kissing her I can¡¯t stare at her face for long without glancing at her lips. Secretly wishing to feel them on mine again.


    Claiming me, owning me, it was exhilarating and I left feeling like I was walking on air. She¡¯s an incredible kisser probably from experience. What the hell am I thinking, I¡¯m sure she just felt sorry for me earlier. I¡¯ve been acting like I¡¯ve never been touched by anyone since we¡¯ve met. If it wasn¡¯t for Leya I¡¯m sure she¡¯d believe I was a virgin.


    ¡°You¡¯re blushing¡± Jade¡¯s words have my eyes snapping up to meet hers. I feel my face heat more under her attention, looking away to the most amazing view I¡¯ve ever seen. It isn¡¯t enough to calm my racing heart. This is supposed to be a dinner to discuss a deal, so why does it feel like a date? The private table, fine dining restaurant, and those eyes that look like she wants to lay me across this table. Her soft, dark chuckle reaches my ears and I breathe out a sigh.


    Wow, even her laugh sounds good.


    ¡°I thought we agreed it¡¯s best for you not to be nervous¡±.


    ¡°W-We did but I don¡¯t see how I¡¯m supposed to do that. Especially¡­¡± I trail off, unable to help myself as that red calls to me. On the inside there¡¯s a bull wanting to go after my target until she¡¯s completely at my mercy. On the outside I¡¯m a trembling wet mess, unable to look this woman in the eye.


    ¡°Especially what, Angel?¡±


    ¡°I can¡¯t say it¡± the words come out as a whisper despite us having a private table.


    ¡°Oh, why not?¡± A waitress comes to take our order but Jade doesn¡¯t stop her questioning.¡°We are meant to be dating, right Angel? Or do you intend on making me beg?¡± The waitress and I both choke on our air at Jade¡¯s words. While the poor woman looks astonished, a rush of heat boils beneath my blood. Images of Jade Knight on her knees and the sounds of her smooth intoxicating voice begging me to please her is almost too much. I shudder as a pool settles itself between my legs.


    Crossing my legs, I try to discreetly dull my desire but the smirk on her face says she knows exactly what power she holds. The waitress clears her throat, remembering that she¡¯s at work. She takes our order and quickly disappears, probably to tell all her coworkers.


    ¡°Well, Angel?¡±


    ¡°Y-Yes, I-I know but¡­I can¡¯t help it Jade you¡¯re intimidating¡±.


    ¡°I haven¡¯t even begun to be an intimidating Angel. If you can¡¯t handle me, then maybe this isn¡¯t a good idea after all¡±. I stiffen as my plans of a new life for Leya come to a screeching halt. I can¡¯t just cower out so instead I straighten my shoulders and look at Jade in those green eyes I could drown in. Her smirk of approval fuels my confidence.


    ¡°I can handle it¡±.


    ¡°Are you sure?¡±


    ¡°Yes¡±.


    ¡°I like the sudden spur of confidence but you have to be ready for everything. These people are vultures, even my own family are waiting for me to fail. It is not enough to just be convincing we have to be adoring, a power couple. One that persuades the hearts of tabloids all over the world¡±. I nod as she hands me a glass of champagne that probably cost more than my dress. The sparkling wine helps me to relax as I think over her words.


    ¡°How are we going to do that?¡±


    ¡°For starters I know you¡¯re worried about me being your boss¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s one concern¡±. Along with the fact that I¡¯m starting to catch feelings.


    ¡°That is why I have spoken to a friend of mine. Alexia Martin, she¡¯s my attorney,  horribly disorganized, and also looking for an assistant. I recommend you¡±.


    ¡°Oh, that¡¯s-thank you Jade¡±. That was sweet of her definitely beats working at a diner for minimum wage.


    ¡°It¡¯s nothing, I told you I would protect your image. If this helps with that then I have no problem recommending you. Besides, I read your resume and saw your transcript, it¡¯s impressive. My face heats up at her open compliment. She¡¯s so sweet and my heart can¡¯t handle it. Luckily, our food arriving saves me from responding.


    Throughout dinner we ask basic questions about our likes and dislikes while I try not to scarf down the best Italian food I¡¯ve ever tasted. As we finish our food Jade grows quiet and seems content staring into my soul instead. I clear my throat as I set down my fork, saying a mantra of confidence over in my head as I meet Jade¡¯s gaze dead on.


    ¡°Why do you stare at me so much?¡±


    ¡°You''re a beautiful Angel and I like to admire beauty when it is placed in front of me¡±.


    ¡°You are more open than I expected, people say you can be cold and hard. I have to admit it catches me off guard¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ve never been shy about what I want. People expect me to waver and compromise but I don¡¯t. If I want it, I go after it, and no one stands in my way¡±. Her eyes hold a promise and her face is stern, serious, it gives me chills. That look says there¡¯s no argument and her words are law. I stare at the table away from the intensity in her eyes. If she keeps up with this I might ask her to fuck me right here in this restaurant. I drink more champagne, clinging on to the alcohol and past approvals of my displays of confidence from Jade.


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    ¡°And you want me?¡±


    ¡°Yes, Kitten, I thought I made that clear. However, I¡¯ll make it very plain. I want you. I want to know how you taste when you cream on my tongue. I want to hear your moans when I pound into your sweet, tight, heat¡±. Jade leans forward just enough to give me a teasing peak at her breast. Her tongue darts out, licking her plump red lips while I try not to come undone from her words. That pool has transformed into an ocean and clenching my thighs shows no sign of relief.


    ¡°My sweet Kitten, more than anything I want to take you to the euphoria of pain and pleasure. I want to watch your gorgeous face contort with unbidden animalistic lust as I claim your body, mind, and soul. I want to dominate you Angel, until I¡¯m in your dreams and your taste is imprinted on my tongue¡±.


    ¡°Jade¡­¡± I have to bite my lip to keep from moaning her name. I feel myself get impossibly wetter at the dirty words falling from her lips. My face isn¡¯t red from nerves anymore, now it¡¯s from the heat she exudes. With this proximity it feels like I¡¯m suffocating. It¡¯s so clich¨¦ but my heart is threatening to pound out of my chest. My hands feel clammy and I¡¯m sure I¡¯m a blushing mess. If only she knew how much she already invades my senses even when she¡¯s not around. My mind is captured by Jade.


    ¡°Yes, Kitten?¡± I don¡¯t have anything to say, my brain has gone numb. Her name simply fell from my lips against my own accord. The sound is more akin to a plea than anything else. A plea for what I don¡¯t know, maybe for her words to become reality. I don¡¯t know how to tell her I want that too, so I stay silent.


    This wasn¡¯t supposed to be a date or dinner of seduction.


    I damn sure am not supposed to have feelings for her, but can you blame me? She¡¯s spectacular. Even still, this was supposed to be business but now I feel like I¡¯m sitting in a field being circled by a lioness. Jade is a huntress and I willfully surrender. No matter how bad of an idea this probably is. Our server comes back and I take a breath thankfully from the break in tension.


    ¡°Would you two like dessert this evening?¡±


    ¡°Angel?¡± I shake my head and Jade asks for the check. When she leaves, Jade¡¯s attention is once again on me.


    ¡°I know we didn¡¯t discuss much business but I believe if we let things flow naturally it will be more convincing. You know what I like and dislike, vice versa. We can tell people the truth that we met at the hotel bar, there¡¯s no need to go into much detail. At least not for the public, my parents will be a bit more nosy¡±.


    ¡°So, they¡¯ll want a whole story?¡±


    ¡°Probably, but I¡¯ve always been private about my love and sex life. They know when to stop pushing for details. Since we told my mother this is new we don¡¯t have to worry about specific dates. Though we should discuss payments, your new place, and the daycare for Cataleya. I want you to be as comfortable as possible during this process¡±.


    ¡°You really don¡¯t have to get me a new place. With what you offered and a new job that¡¯ll be more than enough to get something for Ya and I¡±. The truth is I can feel myself getting more invested than I ever intended. I know there will be no getting Jade out of my mind after tonight and I¡¯d rather have my own safety net. When this is over or if it goes bad I don¡¯t want to be left with nothing.


    ¡°Nonsense, I told you I¡¯ll take care of it and I will¡±.


    ¡°No really, Jade it¡¯s fine¡± she cuts her eyes at me and I quickly lower my eyes. Her voice was stern and I felt like I¡¯m sitting in front of the principal. She¡¯s never given me that hard cold stare, it leaves me with mixed emotions. Lust, mild fear, and curiosity. I hear her rise from the table and she comes over, towering over me, tilting my head up.


    ¡°It¡¯s been a few years since I¡¯ve been able to spoil someone. I can show you a world you never knew existed, will you let me?¡±  Jade trails her finger along my jaw to my lips, teasingly trying to open my mouth. I hold her stare and daringly sneak my tongue out licking her finger. She doesn¡¯t need another invitation, inserting the digit in my mouth. I greedily suck on her finger, encouraged by the dark shading of her eyes and the slight part of her lips.


    I don¡¯t want to be spoiled or materialistic. I just want her to be the sweet, endearing, teasing woman that happens to be a CEO. The Jade that spends the day going to aquariums and diners with me and my daughter. The woman that cares about my well-being and my self-confidence. I don¡¯t need the perks.


    ¡°Damn, Kitten¡± she doesn¡¯t say more than that as she adds another finger. I don¡¯t falter, holding her gaze, loving that I can affect her like she does me. I wonder if she¡¯s half as wet as I am right now because my underwear are ruined. She slowly retracts her fingers and I wait, wondering what her next move will be. She cups my chin, uncaring about my saliva on my face, tilting my head back. A dangerous smirk plays at her lips as she stands over me.


    "We''re going to have a lot of fun".


    "W-What kind...kind of...fun?" I can barely speak as her nail traces a sharp path down to my throat. Flashes of our previous encounters float through my mind and I shiver.


    Is it fucked up that I love the feeling of her hand wrapped around my throat?


    "The kind that leaves you begging for more". Jade releases my chin before starting to gather her things, allowing me a second to breathe. I swear she''s going to give me whiplash or a heart attack one of these days.


    "I don''t typically eat out, Mason is far too jealous, but I gave him the night off once I arranged our dinner".


    "Mason?" My mind reels to catch up with her words while I try to calm my racing heart and raging libido. I don''t get how she can act so calm after all that. It feels like my chest is going to explode.


    "My personal chef".


    "You have a personal chef? How rich is this woman?¡±


    "Yes Angel, I have a personal chef. The last time my assistant saw fit to check, my net worth was north of 900 million".


    "I-I''m sorry. I-I didn''t mean to...you know..."


    "I had Mason make one of my favorite desserts. Would you like to come over and have a taste?" Her smile is a mix of amused and relaxed, she¡¯s so effortlessly gorgeous.


    ¡°Like¡­at your house?¡± She smirks, amusement clear on her face as she stares at my blushing, nervous, fidgety form.


    ¡°Yes Angel, at my penthouse¡±.


    ¡°Um, o-okay, yeah¡±. Jade gives me a serious look and I can''t help but tense. She makes me nervous but not in the way it was before. I feel like my crush just asked me out for the first time.


    "Are you sure?"


    "Y-Yes, I''m sure". Keep it together, Angel. Be cool. It¡¯s just Jade and her penthouse¡­alone¡­and my sexual frustration is peaking.


    "I''m serious, there''s no pressure Angel. Don''t feel obligated to do anything. I won''t force you to do anything you don''t want". Her words are reassuring but I can''t deny that I trust her already, she hasn''t given me a reason not to. If anything, she''s done the opposite and proven that she''s someone that I want in my life. With that resolve I tell myself to stop fucking up the opportunity in front of me. It''s time to put my big girl panties on. I straighten my shoulders and nod, trying to look more confident than I feel.


    "I''m sure Jade, I want to go to your penthouse". She looks pleased and a thrill runs through me knowing that I''m responsible for pleasing her. Jade stalks over, catching me off guard as she wraps an arm around my waist. She crashes my body against her, the spots where our bare skin meet have goosebumps arising on my skin.


    "When we step out of here people will have their eyes on us. Just like when we went out before but with more speculation, are you ready Kitten?" That nickname is starting to grow on me. Jade is growing on me¡­a lot. She reaches across the table a smile playing at her lips, her eyes boring into mine with so many unsaid words. I wish I knew what she was thinking. She¡¯s impossible to read but there¡¯s one thing I¡¯m sure about.


    "I''m ready for anything" Jade smiles so genuine I can¡¯t look away. At this moment I know for sure that I want more than a business deal. A gasp sounds behind me before she has the chance to respond.


    "I''m so sorry, I don''t mean to interrupt" the waitress is staring at us, blushing and wide eyed. Girl, me and you both. I think my heart is going to run out of my chest with how fast it¡¯s beating.


    "That''s quite alright, Sidney. My date and I were just leaving, have a good evening". Jade moves from my body, taking her warmth with her. She takes her card, giving Sidney a couple hundred dollars tip, making her stammer out a "thank you". Jade barely acknowledges the girl, all of her attention on me.


    "Lead the way" she puts a small encouraging hand on the small of my back, standing close enough to make me shiver. My nerves are forgotten and that rush of invigoration from earlier returns. Jade is untouchable and I can''t be a weakness to her image. I have to be as strong as she is in the public eye. I can crumble when we get behind the walls of her penthouse.


    "Confidence looks sexy on you" that''s all the encouragement I need. Time to face the wolves head on. I have a feeling her mother won''t be too happy about this.

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    Jade''s penthouse is much like the one I stayed in, except much more spacious with a black, gray, and white aesthetic. It looks good but not very personal. I''m sure a woman like her has multiple houses and properties. Leya is going to be so upset if she finds out that I''m here without her. Jade leads me to her living room and I sit on the couch, carefully not to mark the pristine floor and furniture. I''m sure this rug cost more than my entire wardrobe.


    "Would you like something to drink, Angel? Wine, soda, tea, water?" It''s weird to think that Jade is hosting me. Even being in her penthouse, I feel like I should be the one waiting on her.


    "Um, wine please". Jade leaves to get our drinks and I take the moment to check on Leya. I called Cash three times only to get no answer. I don''t even know why I tried. I call Logan and he answers after a couple of rings. I can hear Leya, Taylor, along with a movie in the background laughing and talking.


    "Hey, how''s Leya doing?"


    "She''s fine, Angel, just like when I told you an hour ago" Logan says, laughing.


    "First of all, we were texting and two so what I miss is my mini me. Is she being good?"


    "Eh, you know how her and Taylor get together" we both chuckle because Taylor turns Leya into a brat. It''s all spa day''s and "the world revolves around me" attitude because Taylor convinces her that''s true. It''s cute until Leya turns into a demon child.


    "Well, tell Taylor she can deal with the tantrum when I tell her no to go to have a $200 spa session". Logan laughs and I spend the next few minutes talking to all three of them before Leya tells me she has to finish her nails. I shake my head as my child dismisses me, giving the phone to Logan.


    "Damn, she told you, but how''s your date going?" As he says that Jade comes back into the room carrying two glasses of red wine and a stack of papers.


    "It''s not a date" I mumble, feeling my face heat up as Jade smirks, sipping her wine on her couch.


    "Mm sure, I already know your face is red as fuck. I haven''t seen you blush over something that''s "not a date" before".


    "Shut up Logan, you can''t even see me".


    "I was right wasn''t I?" his laugh rings through the phone and I roll my eyes again. I grab my glass and sit on the opposite end of the couch.


    "Whatever, I have to go, tell Leya I love her".


    "Wait, seriously Angel, have fun. It''s about time you''ve done something for yourself. You''re not just a mom you know, it''s okay to do stuff just for you. So, don''t be a pussy" Logan hangs up without another word. I know he''s right but he doesn''t understand. This is Jade Knight, she''s not just some random woman from the bar. She''s the owner of the bar.


    "How''s Cataleya?"


    "She''s fine, dismissed me to finish getting her nails done. Sorry about that".


    "Don''t apologize. I''d be worried if you didn''t check on your daughter". I nod, awkwardly taking a sip of the best red wine I''ve ever tasted. I''m no sommelier but this shit is good and it tastes expensive as hell. I guess I should get used to the luxury surrounding Jade.


    "I thought it''d be better to discuss things here. I had Alexia right up a contract for both of us".


    "Alexia, my future boss Alexia? She knows about...this?"


    "It''s pretty hard hiding anything from that woman. Besides, I''ve never recommended anyone for a job before".


    "Really know one? Not even past employees?"


    "No" I nod and use the contract to distract myself. The word was sharp and her green eyes cut even more. The nerves are back and the reality that I''m sitting next to her on her couch in her penthouse is slapping me in the face. I read over the various events I''ll be required to attend. I have to be dressed by a stylist and professionally done before every event. I have to be at every family function. There''s also a non-disclosure agreement, that I''ll happily sign. The last thing I want is to get back to Leya or Cash. The contract mentions payment, housing, daycare and future schooling for Leya. It also ensures that no matter how the success of our ruse is, she will see that Leya at least goes to middle school.


    "Jade, with you paying me, I really don''t need you overseeing Leya''s schooling".


    "Cataleya is a bright girl with great potential, she should attend the best schools possible. I want to ensure that happens, who knows, she might work for me one day". I laugh and shake my head. She''s only three years old but I guess it can''t hurt to have a plan for her.


    "As long as Leya is happy, safe, and healthy, I don''t care what she decides to do".


    "Very well, then it won''t be an issue". I don''t bother arguing because I know it''s not one I''ll win so I continue reading.


    "Oh?" I finally got to the more personal section. "You want me to spend the night?"


    "If the occasion calls for it, yes".


    "What occasion would call for me to spend the night with you?" Jade smirks but doesn''t say anything. I get the hint to keep reading, not daring to ask more about that.


    "Do you reserve the right to approve or disapprove of an outfit or hairstyle?"


    "I''m a particular woman and certain events require a specific attire". I shake my head but keep reading. Talk about controlling.


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    "Public displays of affection are often expected to keep up appearances?" I gulp, my mouth going dry, thinking back to the kiss we shared earlier. I¡¯m not going to be opposed to this stipulation.


    ¡°I won¡¯t force you to do anything, of course. That being said, it¡¯d be strange if we never showed any type of affection towards each other¡±.


    ¡°I agree, it would be pretty strange. Were you affectionate with your ex-girlfriends?¡±


    ¡°I don¡¯t have any ex¡¯s. I¡¯ve never been in a relationship¡±.


    ¡°Never?¡±


    ¡°No, I would have a sub or two, but I haven¡¯t had a submissive since Nikita. It¡¯s been a couple of years since I actively practiced BDSM¡±. Jade traces the rim of her glass with her tattoo hand and I can¡¯t look away. Images of that hand gripping my neck, her dominating voice commanding me to bend over so she can slap my ass, has me shivering. What I would give to experience Jade the dominatrix. Or even better Jade the girlfriend. I can imagine how incredible it¡¯d be to date Jade.


    I go back to the contract trying to distract myself from those green eyes insistent on staring into my soul. I force the nerves down as I sip the wine and read over the paper that will change my life. She doesn¡¯t expect much from me just to maintain public appearances and not harm her image. That seems simple enough, she even made sure to protect me in case this blows up in our face. There¡¯s just one thing I don¡¯t understand.


    ¡°What do you get out of all of this? This contract barely asks me to do anything other than be your fake girlfriend, make it convincing, and get paid for it. Even if it doesn¡¯t convince your parents to give you the company this makes sure that I¡¯m taken care of¡±.


    ¡°If we successfully convince my parents then they will have no choice but to give me the company. They can be controlling over every aspect of anyone¡¯s life, but when they saw I wouldn¡¯t submit, they made stipulations. My siblings don¡¯t care about the business enough to see it continue so I¡¯m the only Knight to carry it on. I do my job well but my parents and I see things differently¡±.


    ¡°This is their last effort to try and control you, so you¡¯re doing things your way¡±.


    ¡°Precisely¡±.


    ¡°That doesn¡¯t explain why you¡¯re going through all of this trouble. Don¡¯t get me wrong, I appreciate it but I¡¯m sure your old subs or Nikki would be just fine. If not better, they know you already, probably not so nervous. It just seems like a hassle, especially when you can ask someone out¡±. I stop talking as I realize I¡¯m the worst candidate to pull this off, and I¡¯ve just made it clear. The idea of Jade asking someone else to this dinner or more makes me sick and pissed off. I can¡¯t remember the last time I felt jealous, this is becoming ridiculous but it feels¡­right.


    ¡°I hope you don¡¯t downplay yourself like this when you speak with Alexia. Besides, I told you already that I want you¡±.


    ¡°Then why not ask me out?¡± Jade smirks over the rim of her glass looking me over before drinking the rest of her wine. She slowly licks her lips, my eyes are hypnotized to the movement, so much that I don¡¯t notice her walking over.


    ¡°I¡¯m a very selfish woman, Angel. The one thing I care about more than myself, is the business, and more than that it¡¯s proving people wrong. I have seen firsthand how toxic a relationship can be when based on selfishness. Now, let¡¯s have that dessert I promised¡±. It¡¯s clear this isn¡¯t a topic she¡¯s going to talk about and I¡¯m not going to push her, right now.


    I follow her to the kitchen where she goes to the fridge taking out the most elegant cake I¡¯ve ever seen. It looks as if it just came out of a fine dining restaurant. She brings the plate over, placing it in front of me along with a fork before topping off our glasses. She sits across from me, her green eyes not giving anything away. I wish I knew what she was thinking.


    ¡°It¡¯s a crepe cake, a favorite of mine when I¡¯m craving a bit of indulgence¡±. She pauses, looking me over, pausing at my lips, taking a sip of her wine. She doesn¡¯t bother being discreet and it sends a thrill up my spine. I¡¯m starting to believe she¡¯s serious about this whole wanting me business.


    ¡°It has a delicate cr¨ºpe exterior soaked in almond milk with rich chocolate mousse center and passion fruit and berry pur¨¦es. It¡¯s satisfying and will leave you feigning for another taste of decadent, tart, sweetness¡±. I gulp despite my dry mouth, crossing my legs as the wetness continues to pool. I swear all my panties will be ruined dealing with Jade.


    ¡°Eat, Kitten¡± I shiver at the command followed by my new favorite endearment. If only this could be more than a deal. I would never give up hearing that tone. Listening to her demands, pleasing, and serving her. Who wouldn¡¯t want to belong to Jade Knight and unfortunately I am like all the thousands of others. If not worse, I have genuine feelings for Jade that go further than what she can provide. I don¡¯t want what she can offer¡­I just want her.


    I do as she says not trusting my self-control to remain intact. I moan as the smooth, soft, sweet chocolate is accompanied by a perfectly made crepe, and the right amount of sharpness. She was absolutely right, but I can¡¯t imagine that Jade is often wrong. This is completely satisfying and probably the second best thing I tasted. The first is definitely Jade¡¯s tongue when it¡¯s wrapped around mine, exploring and claiming my mouth. I close my eyes, trying to fight off images of me pinned against the wall under her control as she feasts on my body like her favorite dessert.


    I want to be what leaves her both satisfied and craving more. I want to consume her thoughts during the day and remain in her dreams at night, like she does to me.


    I don¡¯t know where these bold thoughts are coming from. Or when this attraction started blossoming into a burning desire that leaves my body aching. However, it feels good not to question my desires and be bold about what I want. Look where it¡¯s gotten me so far, it¡¯s never felt so right to say what I want and that¡¯s because of Jade. The stare of approval she gives me and the compliments she carelessly throws out when I tell her what I wish. It¡¯s the pride in her eyes and surging through my bones to my core that is shaping me into a person I¡¯ve always wanted to be.


    Sexy.


    Strong.


    Confidence.


    Powerful. It¡¯s exhilarating and I want to ride this wave for as long as I can. I open my eyes and of course, Jade is watching me, more specifically my mouth. I slowly lick my lips, mesmerized as her sharp green eyes transform to a dark emerald. Her face is serious and I imagine this is exactly how dominant Jade looks. It¡¯s not the huntress I saw earlier, instead it¡¯s a queen who knows and expects her word to be followed. She wants submission from me.


    ¡°How does it taste, Kitten?¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s pretty good, you were right. But, I wouldn¡¯t say it¡¯s the best thing I¡¯ve ever tasted¡±.


    ¡°Oh? Tell me Kitten, what tastes better?¡± I set down the fork, sitting up confidently, trying to look her in the eye without turning into a puddle. It doesn¡¯t last long and I feel my face heat up as I look down at the dessert. I can feel her amusement. Damn, where did all that bravado go? Oh yeah, it got snatched when I dared to look her in the eye. Like one glance from her doesn¡¯t turn me into a bitch in heat.


    There¡¯s no turning back now, get some balls Angel. I stare into Jade¡¯s eyes again, making sure mine reflect the sincerity in my next words.


    ¡°You, Jade, are more satisfying than anything I¡¯ve ever tasted in my life¡±. A slow, dangerous, alluring smirk spreads across her face, but her eyes hold the same intensity. I quickly stare down at my plate, clamping my thighs together. Fuck, if she keeps this up, I¡¯ll come right here in this chair.


    ¡°You and that hot mouth of yours are going to get you into trouble. I cling to a thin thread that holds my restraint. If you continue speaking like that, the thread will be severed and my inhibitions will no longer be contained¡±. I bite my lip at the idea of Jade losing control over, unable to help herself from attacking my body in the best way possible.


    ¡°So, serve it Jade¡±.


    ¡°No¡±.


    No?


    After all that, she says no?  You know that cliche sound effect of the record scratch, yeah that just happened because what the fuck?

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    A damn tease, that¡¯s who Jade Knight is. I¡¯m becoming less convinced of all this big talk she constantly does. She gets me riled up only to act like I¡¯m some innocent virgin that¡¯s never had her first kiss.


    It¡¯s infuriating.


    She says she wants me, I practically spell out that I want her too¡­and she rejects me. Ugh frustrating, and it¡¯s more annoying that I still don¡¯t want to leave. I want to keep trying and get her to see there¡¯s no reason to run from this. Whatever this is. I want to explore it beyond a business deal.  It¡¯s worth exploring and the possible heartbreak. She can act as if she only cares for herself and her image but I know that¡¯s not the only side to Jade. She¡¯s shown so much care and attentiveness to me and Leya, making sure I¡¯m taking care of myself above all else. She¡¯s reminded me I can be confident and say what I want and that¡¯s alright. She¡¯s taught me to keep my head up and only accept the best for myself and everyone around me.


    In the short amount of time that I¡¯ve known Jade she¡¯s made a major impact on my life. For the first time in so long I don¡¯t want to apologize for what I want. I don¡¯t want to push my feelings aside for everyone else. I want to be selfish and indulge. I meant it when I said Jade is more satisfying than anyone I¡¯ve ever met. With her I feel comfortable, my worries are forgotten, and despite this current situation, I feel wanted.


    Ugh this is dumb, there¡¯s no reason for us to play games. The only time I play is with my toddler. Why do we need a contract and deals? Why can¡¯t I just take her out and show her off? Why does it have to be a business deal?  Why am I so frustrated when I knew this is what she wanted? She just wants to fuck me and the sweet gestures are just a way to do that.


    I look down at the cake in front of me, my appetite completely gone. I¡¯m frustrated, with Jade, myself, sexually, and the longer I sit here the more adored I get. I just don¡¯t understand why this all has to be so damn complicated.


    ¡°You look displeased Angel¡±. I bite my lip as Jade¡¯s words cut into the awkward silence. No shit, Sherlock. I wonder fucking why.


    ¡°It''s getting late. I should probably go¡± I mumble the words without looking up. Do I want to leave? No, but in my emotional state it¡¯s better for me to get some distance. Or I¡¯ll go the hell off on Jade for constantly playing with my emotions. I can feel her eyes on me, watching my every movement. Normally, I¡¯d feel nervous or anxious but right now I¡¯m just annoyed. Especially with myself for having feelings for Jade.


    I can feel her eyes on me, they¡¯re so penetrating. Get a grip Angel.


    ¡°Angel-¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s fine Jade, besides I have some reading to do¡±. I cut her off, looking into her eyes meeting the sharp glare head on. She doesn¡¯t like being cut off but I don¡¯t like being played with. I need some space from her. I know in the end I¡¯ll agree to this deal for the benefit of Leya, but I need to get my heart prepared first. That way I won¡¯t get my heart broken.


    ¡°Thank you for tonight Jade. Dinner and dessert was amazing, but I should go¡±.


    ¡°Yes, you said¡± her words are harsh and her tone is sharp. Now I¡¯m not the only one looking displeased but I don¡¯t care. I stand from the table avoiding her glare trying not to let my frustration show. I have no right to be mad at Jade but she¡¯s irritating me because the longer I stay around her, the more I want her to try.


    ¡°Right, goodnight Jade¡±. I start ordering a ride home as I head to the door. This isn¡¯t how I thought this night would end. The way she stares at me, tries to care for me, she¡¯s supposed to be this cold-hearted CEO that shows no affection, but with me she¡¯s the opposite.


    Does it all mean nothing?


    Am I being delusional?


    I can¡¯t be even Nate says this is unlike her. He says this means something and I¡¯ve caught her eye. Maybe I¡¯m just the object she needs to gain control of her business. She does say that¡¯s all she cares about.


    ¡°Angel¡­¡± Jade¡¯s voice calls me back and I turn to find her a few feet behind me. She stares like she wants to say something, her eyes are bright, shining.


    Fuck, why does she have to be so ethereal and leave me breathless?


    I watch the flash of emotions cross her face before she tightens her jaw. I silently plead for her not to run from this. To fight for me to stay and prove that I¡¯m not being delusional. But the straightening of her shoulders and the way her fist is clenched at her side tells me she won¡¯t. I silently hope for her to give this a chance and see me as more than a business deal.


    ¡°Nate will take you home¡±.  A wave of disappointment hits me so strongly I know it shows on my face, however I simply nod.


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    ¡°Goodnight Jade¡± I leave her penthouse feeling frustrated, confused, and turned-on. One night out and I think Jade is suddenly going to change and ask me out. She doesn¡¯t date so why did I assume she would compromise and try for me? I¡¯m so out of her league if she¡¯s going to date anyone I¡¯m sure it would be Nikki. Her gorgeous tattooed best friend. I¡¯m sure she¡¯s as strong as Jade and could handle her and her family with no problem.


    I go outside and Nate is waiting in the front. He holds the door open and I climb inside with a sigh. He gets in quickly starting the car and driving off.


    ¡°That sigh didn¡¯t sound too good¡±. I groan, leaning my head back against the seat.


    ¡°Would you like to talk about it?¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s nothing major really. I just like to make my life difficult, that''s all¡±. Nate¡¯s deep chuckle sounds through the car, making me smile. It reminds me of my dad, before our relationship went to shit.


    ¡°Did something happen with you and Ms. Knight?¡± I bite my lip, staring out at the city lights. My mind thinking of Jade and the look on her face before I left. She never seems conflicted but for a moment there was a frown and she was clearly biting her tongue.


    ¡°Can you keep a secret Nate?¡±


    ¡°Yes ma¡¯am¡±.


    ¡°I have feelings for Jade, that seem to be growing with every meeting. I don¡¯t really know what to do about it¡±. I exhale, relieved to get that off my chest. I recently realized that it weighs heavy on my shoulders. This whole situation went from no-brainer to major hesitation.


    ¡°I have to admit it¡¯s a bit of a relief to hear you say that¡±.


    ¡°Why?¡±


    ¡°You seem like a sweet genuine young woman and I can tell that you care for Jade beyond her name. She¡¯s never had someone want her for something other than what she can provide. It¡¯s refreshing to hear that someone cares for her¡±.


    ¡°I do care for her but I don¡¯t think she wants me too. She doesn¡¯t date and I doubt that¡¯ll change for me¡±.


    ¡°Have you told her how you feel?¡±


    ¡°No, it¡¯s a bit complicated¡±.


    ¡°Life is full of choices. You can choose to tell Jade and let the cards fall where they will, or you can hide your feelings and distance yourself. If you intend to pine after her in the silence of your friendship, well that usually causes more harm than good¡±.


    ¡°So, you think I should tell her how I feel?¡±


    ¡°I think you should follow your heart and do what gives you peace. What will make you happy? Hiding your feelings, or telling Jade how you feel?¡± I don¡¯t answer because I don¡¯t know.  The idea of fucking up the friendship we¡¯ve established has me terrified of telling Jade that I  like her. But thinking of keeping my composure around her constant teasing and sweet affection seems impossible. I don¡¯t say anything for the rest of the ride, reading over the contract, contemplating my decision. I thank Nate and step out of the car, heading inside. My aunt is cuddled up on the couch with her newest boyfriend, smoking and watching telenovelas. Wine and discarded dishes are on the table. I like Enrique so far, he¡¯s definitely the nicest and most respectful man my aunt has dated.


    ¡°Hola mija, how was your date?¡±


    ¡°It wasn¡¯t a date¡± I mumble, taking off my shoes at the door and holding them in my hand. I head to my room distractedly by my thoughts of Jade consuming my mind.


    ¡°Are you alright Angel?¡± Enrique calls and I nod absentmindedly. What was she going to say? Was she going to ask me to stay? Would something have happened if I did? I wish I would¡¯ve stayed, just a little longer.


    ¡°Yeah, sorry to interrupt¡±. I frown thinking back to the look on her face. Her eyes were on fire, she looked passionate about whatever she was thinking about. Like when she told me about all the small and local businesses she¡¯s helped grow and why she loves her job. I go to my room and change out of my clothes before texting Logan that I¡¯m on my way over.


    I know my aunt and Enrique don¡¯t mind me being here but I want to give them privacy. Just because my night turned to shit doesn¡¯t mean I¡¯ll ruin theirs. I¡¯d rather cuddle my daughter to sleep and remind myself why I¡¯m doing all of this. It¡¯s not for me or Jade, it''s for Leya and the life she deserves. I can ignore my feelings for the betterment of my daughter. I think. Who am I kidding? I have no control of myself around Jade.


    I make it to Logan and Taylor¡¯s house around 10:30 at night, texting him that I¡¯m outside so I don¡¯t wake Leya. He opens the door and I smell the smoke, hear the TV, but pay it no mind.


    ¡°Hi¡± I walk past Logan, I¡¯m sure I still look ¡°displeased¡±, according to Jade. What does that even mean? I look irritated, obviously. She rejected me after turning me on so much. She keeps playing with my emotions. The teasing, the flirting. I thought I loved it, and now it drives me insane. Why does she have to be so hard to read? She¡¯s making this so difficult. Am I thinking about this too much right now?


    ¡°Angel, you good?¡±


    ¡°Mhm¡± I walk past Logan, Taylor and Cash in the living room, going up to check on Leya. I make sure she¡¯s sleeping fine, her monitor is on, and the smoke isn¡¯t leaking into her room. I kiss her forehead before leaving the room, thinking back to Nate¡¯s words.


    Can I hide my feelings and still be friends with Jade? If I tell her will she still want to go through with this deal? For now it¡¯s best if I avoid her. I can keep the interactions to a minimum, only for appearances. I¡¯ll sign the papers tomorrow so maybe I can convince her to have Nate pick them up. Or I can give it to Alexia when we meet tomorrow, she wrote the contract anyway, so it¡¯s going to her eventually.


    I go back downstairs and go straight to the kitchen, too lost in thought to answer their questions. I don¡¯t want to think about this night with Jade. I have to leave everything at work. No unnecessary flirting, no more kissing, and no imagining all the things I want her to do to me. That last one will probably be impossible but it¡¯s worth the effort. I grab a glass and bottle of Tequila from the fridge. I can do this. I can hide my feelings. It won¡¯t be the first time, it¡¯s just usually not this strong. I¡¯ve never wanted someone as much as I want Jade.

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    ¡°Hey, anyone there?¡± Taylor waves a hand in front of my face, snapping me from my thoughts.


    ¡°Hm, yes?¡±


    ¡°What¡¯s wrong, you¡¯re really out of it? Did something happen on your date?¡± I sigh, rolling my eyes. Can everyone stop referring to it as a date already? Jade Knight doesn¡¯t date and she¡¯s made that clear.


    ¡°It wasn¡¯t a date, I¡¯m tired of telling everyone that¡±.


    ¡°Well damn, it¡¯s not often I see you in this tense?¡± I sigh because taking my problems out on Taylor isn¡¯t fair or helpful for anyone.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry I¡¯m just a little frustrated¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s because you¡¯re searching for a nigga like me in bitches and it will never work¡±. Cash¡¯s ignorant ass comes strolling in, shirtless of course, stretching trying to flex in disguise. Been there, done that, the only good that came from him is my daughter. Taylor and I roll our eyes, ignoring him and continuing our conversation.


    ¡°Nothing happened, it''s just I have a decision to make and I don¡¯t know what to do¡±.


    ¡°Well, talk to big sis, I¡¯m practically a certified relationship guru¡±.


    ¡°Oh yeah, where¡¯s your boyfriend sis?¡± Logan snickers coming into the kitchen, grabbing a beer from the fridge. The high boys laugh as they pass a blunt back and forth. I shake my head as they start arguing, pouring myself another shot, my mind drifting back to Jade.


    She probably thinks I¡¯m too experienced, maybe I¡¯m too young for her liking. What the hell am I thinking? She said she doesn¡¯t date, so why can¡¯t I just accept that. Am I being vain thinking it has something to do with me? We just met, there''s no reason for her to show any shade of interest in me.


    I sigh, pouring another shot, and downing it in one go. Why am I so stressed over this? I need to get the hell over Jade, she¡¯s just a woman. Just a single woman that likes to tease people. It¡¯s a game, all of this is, and I need to be prepared to play.


    ¡°Damn Angel, you alright?¡± Logan asks and I nod, barely paying him any attention. I won¡¯t be caught off guard again like I was with her mother. I will no longer be the weak, stuttering, nervous Angel that can¡¯t even look Jade in the eye. Instead I will be the girl in the room that everyone craves. My looks have never been a question. I just need more confidence and to remind myself that I deserve to stand in the same room as the elite.


    ¡°She¡¯s not alright, look¡± Cash¡¯s voice is barely noticeable as I think about the next time I¡¯ll see Jade. I need to be ready for her and this dinner. Someone passes me a blunt and I take it, not thinking twice. I rarely smoke anymore, especially if Leya is around, but she typically sleeps through the night, and being a nurse Taylor doesn¡¯t smoke at all.


    ¡°Wow, okay, I¡¯m on babysitting duty, what happened Angel?¡± Taylor grabs my arm, looking worried. I glance at Cash and Logan, pour one more shot and gesture for Taylor to follow me outside.


    ¡°Hey, our blunt¡±.


    ¡°Roll another one¡± I throw over my shoulder, uncaring as we step into their backyard. I pace in the grass, smoking the blunt letting it ease my anxiety.


    ¡°So, what¡¯s up?¡±


    ¡°I have feelings for someone, like serious feelings. They are annoying, and growing, and unstoppable, and confusing, and they make everything complicated. I feel like I¡¯m going insane. I spend my days thinking of her and overthinking the fact that she won¡¯t get the fuck out of my head. God, she¡¯s infuriating too, and self-righteous, like the world is going to do as she says because that¡¯s what she wants. But then she makes me feel untouchable, and confident. She¡¯s fucking with my head and it¡¯s stressing me out. All day she teases me, touches me, only to turn me down. I haven¡¯t had great sex in so long Taylor and she¡¯s just fucking with me, it¡¯s driving me crazy. I¡¯m positive I¡¯m certifiably insane¡±. I take a deep breath, before hitting the blunt again, running my hands through my hair.


    ¡°Wow¡±.


    ¡°I know¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ve never seen you like this before¡±.


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    ¡°I know¡±.


    ¡°Not even for dumb-ass in there¡±.


    ¡°I know, it¡¯s embarrassing¡± I groaned, rubbing my face.


    ¡°Why is it embarrassing?¡±


    ¡°Because she doesn¡¯t feel the same¡±.


    ¡°How do you know? From what you said, it sounds like she feels something for you¡±.


    ¡°She doesn¡¯t date, she literally rejected the fuck out of me Taylor it was so embarrassing. It¡¯s pretty clear there¡¯s no intention of her changing her mind¡±. Jade is willing to pay me 400 thousand dollars every month, just to get out of being in a committed relationship.


    ¡°So, why not give her a reason to change her mind¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m so out of her league Taylor, it¡¯s not even funny. She can literally have anyone she wants¡±.


    ¡°Yet, she¡¯s giving her time and attention to you¡± she points out and feels my face heat. It doesn¡¯t seem easy to have Jade¡¯s attention. It¡¯s something I considered, but it¡¯s not enough to ease my worries. It¡¯s just because she wants me to gain full control of her company.


    ¡°It¡¯s complicated¡±.


    ¡°So, make it less complicated. It¡¯s the 21st century, if you can¡¯t be honest with her then maybe she¡¯s not someone you need. Does she scare you?¡±


    ¡°Not in that way, she¡¯s intimidating, dominating, but she doesn¡¯t scare me. I guess I worry that our relationship will change. Or she won¡¯t want anything to do with me at all. She¡¯s always made commitment sound like a deal breaker¡±.


    ¡°Does she know about Leya?¡±


    ¡°Yes, they get along great. Leya won¡¯t stop talking about her¡±.


    ¡°The nice lady that bought her clothes¡± I laugh and nod. Yeah a nice temptress that spoils my daughter and plays with my mind.


    ¡°Yeah, her, they met when Cash brought Leya to the bar. It was the woman I went out with for the day¡±. Taylor squints her eyes, pulling up her phone. She types and scrolls before showing me the pictures the paparazzi took of our little outing. Leya¡¯s face is covered in all the pictures, or it¡¯s only the back of her head and I feel relieved. However, Jade and I are clear as day, laughing, talking, they even managed to get a picture of Jade holding Leya. Jade insisted on getting Leya souvenirs against my wishes but it was too cute I couldn¡¯t stay mad. I even snapped a few pictures of my own of the two together. You would think Jade and Leya were best friends.


    ¡°Isn¡¯t this Jade Knight? The CEO of Knight Industries, hard-ass, cold, mysterious, sexy, businesswoman bad-ass that doesn¡¯t take no for an answer?¡± I don¡¯t answer Taylor¡¯s question, smoking the blunt. Her name is right there so I figure the question is rhetorical.


    ¡°Oh my God, Angel, you didn¡¯t say you knew her!¡±


    ¡°Shut up, I didn¡¯t until she came in unannounced in the bar, which happens to be her bar by the way. I thought she was going to fire me when Cash dropped Leya off¡±.


    ¡°Instead, she asks you out to dinner?¡±


    ¡°Something like that, it¡¯s complicated and now I¡¯m so conflicted about what to do¡±.


    ¡°This isn¡¯t just some random woman at the bar though Angel. She doesn¡¯t just give her employees special attention like she has with you. She got your daughter clothes and basically a kids dream day out. It sounds like the feelings are mutual. Have you thought about telling her?¡±


    ¡°What if it fucks everything up?¡±


    ¡°What if it does? But what if it doesn¡¯t and this is the push she needs to see what¡¯s right in front of her¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t like what ifs, they¡¯re messy, and complicated and confusing¡±.


    ¡°Fine, what will make your heart feel at peace, holding this in and possibly regretting it later. Or taking a chance and telling this woman how you feel so it doesn¡¯t eat you alive?¡± I groan, sitting down on the grass, blowing the smoke into the air.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know Taylor¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m sure there¡¯s a way you can tell her without compromising your friendship¡±.


    ¡°How am I supposed to do that?¡±


    ¡°I guess if you don¡¯t expect to date her then say you''re not telling her to change anything, but you just want her to know. If you two are always honest with each other I¡¯m sure she¡¯d appreciate knowing how you feel¡±. I nod, thinking back to all the conversations we¡¯ve had. When we were getting to know each other she emphasized how much she hates liars. We both agreed this works the best if we¡¯re honest with each other.


    I guess Taylor and Nate have a point. We¡¯re grown and if Jade wants to run from this, then fine. I can continue my life before she enters. I was doing just fine, even if it was a struggle sometimes.


    ¡°You¡¯re right, honesty is the best policy¡± I lean back, as the drugs and alcohol begin to kick in.


    ¡°Fuck Taylor, how am I supposed to say I have damn feelings for Jade Knight, to fucking Jade Knight. Her eyes are like fucking lasers¡±. Taylor chuckles, grabbing my hand and pulling me off the dirty ground. Who am I kidding? I don¡¯t have the confidence to admit my feelings out loud to Jade.


    ¡°I forgot how much you cuss when you¡¯re fucked up¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m not going to tell her Tay ''''. I need the money, even with the job it would be great for Leya. I looked at some of her properties and they¡¯re all amazing. She even made sure they were around the best daycares in the area. Jade is amazing, and thoughtful, and considerate and so fucking frustrating.


    ¡°Why don¡¯t you just think about it and in the meantime, come on. I want cookies¡±.


    ¡°Mmm that sounds amazing right now¡±.

 Jades Domme

    I groan as my alarm goes off at 6 am, quickly turning it off before it makes my headache worse. I rub my eyes and move to get up to be restricted by a heavy arm slung across my hips. I glare at the arm, my eyes trailing up to the owner. I slap and push Cash¡¯s arm off before getting out of bed. He groans in disapproval but I ignore his protest, turning on the light. I rub my eyes while Cash rolls around in bed trying to shield his eyes.


    ¡°What the fuck, Angel? Turn off the damn light¡±. I roll my eyes and go to the closet, looking for an outfit for my meeting with Alexia.


    ¡°No, get the hell out Cash. What are you doing here?¡± I spare him a glance, rolling my eyes again at the smirk on his face.


    ¡°Oh? You don¡¯t remember?¡± He stands from the bed, dressed in only a pair of shorts. He stretches as if I¡¯m supposed to be impressed by his body or something.


    ¡°I remember playing that stupid game, you kissed me cause you didn¡¯t want to take a shot. I took a shot and said I was going to bed. Telling you to stay the hell away from me¡±. I may have been a little fucked up but not enough to want to do anything with Cash. We played truth or dare like a bunch of kids, I should¡¯ve known something was up when he suggested the stupid game. He smacks his lips because he knows I¡¯m right.


    ¡°Get out Cash¡±.


    ¡°Why you gotta be like that huh? Always uptight and bitchy as fuck¡±. Cash comes over trying to hug me from behind but I push him back.


    ¡°Go on somewhere Cashmere, I¡¯m not in the mood. You¡¯re watching Leya until I¡¯m done with my interview¡±.


    ¡°I got work¡±.


    ¡°You never work this early¡±. Cash begins spitting excuses and I roll my eyes. I knew he would find a reason not to be with his daughter. He¡¯s such a fucking dead-beat yet he thinks I¡¯m itching to jump in bed and fuck him.


    ¡°Get the fuck out Cashmere¡±. I cut my eyes at him ending his excuses.


    ¡°Come on Angel¡± my glare hardens and I slap his hand out of my reach. Luckily he takes the hint, grabbing his shit and leaving the room, mumbling about how bitchy I am. Asshole. This is why I set my alarm early. Logan has to work and Taylor already started her shift a couple of hours ago. I¡¯m sure my aunt works this morning and I won¡¯t have time to drip Leya off. It looks like she¡¯s coming to my interview with me, it won¡¯t be the first time. I get my outfit and take a shower, washing off my irritation and hangover.


    When I¡¯m done I throw on a robe and get Leya ready. She¡¯s grouchy and pissed off that I¡¯m waking her and she makes sure I know it. After an hour of getting Leya ready, I get dressed and make sure she has everything she¡¯ll need. Since my Tia is letting me borrow her car I¡¯ll use it for my interview and pick her up later.


    I head to my interview, stopping to get breakfast for Leya and I. The contract from Jade sits in the passenger seat. Signed and taunted me. The only communication I had with Jade was asking if I should give the papers to Alexia. I didn¡¯t bother responding after her confirmation. I may have a crush on Jade and we may need to act like a couple, but until public appearances are necessary I¡¯ll be keeping my distance. In my high and drunk state and after that kiss from Cash, I knew keeping to myself is the safest option. I can¡¯t get invested, Leya already adores Jade. I can¡¯t ruin their relationship or this opportunity for my daughter because of my stupid unrequited feelings.


    I push thoughts of Jade aside as I pull up to the law building. I¡¯m nervous but I did my research beforehand. Even if this job doesn¡¯t work out I can just help my aunt out at her boutique. Jade is paying me well enough that I don¡¯t have to work, but it¡¯s less suspicious. Besides, the thought of not having a backup plan is unsettling. I want to prepare myself in case all of this blows up in my face. All the money Jade is paying me will go into a savings account and trust fund for Leya. I¡¯ll use my paycheck for me and Leya¡¯s necessities.


    After biting my tongue to the snobby and judgmental receptionist, I¡¯m finally told what floor Alexia¡¯s office is on. I carry Leya, still half asleep, on my shoulder to the elevator. I feel bad for dragging her out of bed at 7 in the morning but I don¡¯t have many options. Hopefully, she can get in daycare soon and start having a normal childhood.  I kiss her head, riding the elevator to the top. My heart melts in my chest as she snuggles into me. Despite Cash being a dick, Leya is the greatest blessing in my life. The elevator dings and the doors open to a pristine but warm office space. I go to the secretary with a smile, shifting Leya on my hip.


    ¡°Good morning, how can I help you?¡± The woman¡¯s smile is warm and welcoming, unlike the bitch in the lobby. I return her smile with a relieved one of my own. I hope everyone isn¡¯t like that girl downstairs, otherwise I might as well start job hunting now. I  get enough drama out of Cash, I don¡¯t need childish drama at work.


    ¡°Good morning, I¡¯m Angelica Raya, I have an interview for the personal assistant job with Alexia Martin?¡±


    ¡°Oh? You¡¯re early, Ms. Martin will like that?¡± The woman gives me an encouraging smile before putting a call in to Alexia.


    ¡°Ms. Martin will see you now. My name is Amara and if you need anything, feel free to send it to me¡±. Amara walks me to Alexia¡¯s office, knocking softly on the door. A faint ¡°come in¡± sounds behind the door. Amara gives me an encouraging smile before opening the door.


    ¡°Ma¡¯am, Ms. Raya¡±. She leaves without any more introduction and I confidently walk to her desk. Hopefully, I look put together on the outside, because inwardly, I¡¯m trembling. She has a blank face, her eyes glance between me and Leya asleep on my shoulder. I¡¯m sure it¡¯s completely unprofessional to bring your child to your interview, especially in a high-class place like this.


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    ¡°Good morning, Ms. Martin, thank you for this opportunity¡±. I speak loud enough that she can hear me, but away from Leya so I don¡¯t disturb her.


    ¡°Ms. Raya, perhaps we shall move this to the couch¡±. She¡¯s up and out of her chair before I can protest, gesturing towards the couch. I give her a quiet thank you, following her to the couch. I carefully lay Lay across my lap so my hands are free. When I look up Alexia is leaning back in her chair with her legs crossed, smiling.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry for the early interview. I have a meeting at 10 this morning. If we need to reschedule when you have someone to watch your daughter that is fine¡±.


    ¡°Um, no it¡¯s alright. I¡¯m sorry if this is unprofessional, but I¡¯m pretty much a single mom. I have a few people who watch her but when they¡¯re working, it¡¯s just me. It won¡¯t be a problem with me working of course¡±. I quickly rush to explain. This is going horribly. I should probably start looking at other places just in case. Alexia gives me a warm smile, waving me off before picking up my resume. The interview goes well and I find myself relaxing in her presence. She¡¯s nothing like Jade, witty and welcoming despite her reputation. As an attorney she has to be somewhat cutthroat and ball-busting, but she¡¯s been nice.


    ¡°Well if you¡¯re ready to start tomorrow we can get everything signed and ready for you today¡±. Alexia finishes up and I quickly nod. She¡¯s offering me a full salary to keep track of her schedule and run errands. Between her and Jade I¡¯ve never had a chance to earn so much money in my life. Neither has anyone in my family. I think back to the day I told my parents I was pregnant. Furious can¡¯t describe their reactions.


    My mother slapped me and my father called me an embarrassment and disgrace to the family. They disowned me and my aunt was the only person to support me. She went the hell off but she also hugged me and brought me in. This is my chance to prove my family wrong and pay back my aunt for everything she¡¯s done for me. I glance at Leya playing quietly on her tablet, eating her snack and smiling. I¡¯m glad I can do this for Cataleya, she deserves it more than anyone.


    ¡°Thank you Ms. Martin¡±.


    ¡°Please call me Alexia. I get enough Ms. Martin from my clients. Besides, if you¡¯re going to be over my personal affairs you should be comfortable. If I¡¯m being honest you¡¯re doing me a favor. You¡¯re also not what I was expecting when Jade mentioned you. She said there is paperwork I need to look over¡±. My eyes widen and I hesitantly get the contract from my bag. I was hoping I could just drop this off, not stay while she reads it. I¡¯m sure my face is red as a tomato as she skims over the paper. Her smile morphs into a smirk and I get the feeling that she knows something I don¡¯t.


    ¡°Wow¡±.


    ¡°Um, is that a bad wow or good wow?¡± If I just sold my soul to the devil then I¡¯d like to know.


    ¡°I¡¯m surprised that¡¯s all, and relieved¡±.


    ¡°Relieved?¡±


    ¡°Jade has become so stoic over the years. She¡¯s always been a bit reclusive but after Nikki she turned the bitch up full notch¡±.


    Nikki? Isn¡¯t that her best friend? Jade told me she doesn¡¯t date, was that all a lie. Maybe she was just trying to nicely turn me down because she needs help with her ruse. If that¡¯s the case, it¡¯d explain why she flat out rejected me. Fuck, how could I be so blind and stupid?


    ¡°Oh? I thought Jade didn¡¯t date?¡± I try not to make it seem like I care, but judging by that smirk, Alexia sees right through me.


    ¡°She doesn¡¯t, but I suppose Nikki was the closest she¡¯s ever been to a relationship¡±. I nod, unable to stop my frown. Maybe she actually has feelings for Nikki that she¡¯s in denial about. But why make this deal with me to begin with? Why flirt? And tease me? And kiss the soul from my body?


    ¡°Well, thank you again, Alexia. This is a great opportunity¡±. I tell Leya it''s time to go and help her pack her things, cleaning her mess.


    ¡°Of course, you¡¯re doing me a favor honestly Angel. Besides I like you, you¡¯re different from the girls Jade usually pursues¡±. Pursue? I thought she doesn¡¯t date? I remember the talk Jade and I had about her submissiveness and feel my face heat. Oh yeah, I guess I forgot about that. Probably because Jade always backs off, something I wouldn¡¯t expect out of a dominatrix. Unless she¡¯s really not into me.


    ¡°Oh? Are you and Jade close?¡±


    ¡°Hm, not exactly I once knew her well. Things are much more professional now¡±. I nod confused but hold Leya¡¯s hand who¡¯s patiently been waiting. When she woke up during our interview, Alexia didn¡¯t hesitate to interact with her. She mentioned having a big family with a lot of nieces and nephews. It¡¯s always adorable seeing a three year old bring out the inner child of adults. She talks with Leya bidding her goodbyes, rising from her seat to walk us out. I pause at her door, biting my lip before turning to Alexia. ¡°Um,  is it alright if I ask a question? Before you¡¯re officially my boss¡±.


    ¡°Of course, Angel, feel free to ask me anything. Though that doesn¡¯t mean I will give you an answer¡±.


    ¡°This deal? Am I crazy for taking it?¡±


    ¡°I think anyone would be crazy either way they took it, whether accepting or not. It depends on your intentions, I suppose. However, I do give you this bit of warning. If you are going to throw yourself to the wolves, be prepared. They fight, scratch, and will do anything to see you fall. If you don¡¯t think you can handle it, well it¡¯s best if you leave Jade alone now. She¡¯s intense, but she¡¯s a sweetheart compared to her family¡±. I raise my brow, feeling the nerves creep in. She makes it sound like I¡¯m going to war. I suppose in a way I am.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t call Jade Knight a sweetheart¡±. She can be, but all I want to call her right now is a damn tease. Alexia laughs, a knowing smirk still intact.


    ¡°Yes, well she wasn¡¯t always like that¡±.


    ¡°It sounds like you¡¯ve known each other for a long time¡±. Alexia smirk widens into a predatory one that has me shifting. That look has a weird feeling going through my gut. One I shouldn¡¯t feel seeing as she is my future boss. What the hell is wrong with me? I really need to find a release soon. Letting Cash kiss me last night is one thing, but being attracted to Alexia Martin is crossing the line.


    ¡°I met Jade when she was 19, a lost little lamb surrounded by lions. I took her under my wing, I guess you could say. I was her first and only domme¡±. My eyes widen and I freeze, swallowing the lump in my throat. Another dominatrix? They¡¯re just everywhere now. That¡¯s why I feel like a small little prey under her appraisal. I thought it was the nerves from the interview. But Alexia isn¡¯t just any domme. She¡¯s Jade¡¯s first and only domme. She made the most intimidating powerful woman I¡¯ve ever met submit to her command.


    How the hell did she accomplish that and can she teach me?

 Dinner Time

    I look in the mirror assessing my transformation. The red silk dress stands out against my light skin and freckles. It¡¯s loose enough to be comfortable but the fabric hugs my ass, before flowing down to the floor. The thin straps hold the fabric up across my shoulders, leaving my back completely exposed. The front is low cut, hinting at my breast. I was a bit insecure about it but the entire makeover team and my aunt assured me it¡¯s perfect. I figured it¡¯s better to take their judgment.


    They have way more experience with these things. I can¡¯t remember the last time I went on a date. My wild curly hair  has been tamed to delicate waves flowing across my shoulder. Jade sent her designer, hair stylist, makeup artist to the penthouse to help me get ready. She insisted getting ready here is the best option. I didn¡¯t argue, in fact I didn¡¯t respond at all. I just showed up when I was supposed to and started getting prepped like a doll.


    Tonight is dinner and I¡¯m more than nervous. This could go horribly wrong. Jade and I haven¡¯t spoken since I told her I gave the contract to Alexia to file. Then again to tell her the house and day I''ve picked out. She assured me it¡¯d all be ready after the dinner and I didn¡¯t respond. I wasn¡¯t sure what to say. After my interview and Alexia¡¯s bomb drop I¡¯ve been professional with them both. I find them both incredibly intimidating.


    Dealing with stuck-up, rude, self-centered rich people is easy. They¡¯re just like the customers back at the bar. However, trying to be in the room with one dominatrix, let alone two, is draining. Jade loves to tease me and toy with my emotions, while Alexia seems amused and fascinated by me. I stupidly asked her what Jade was like as a submissive. I tried to retract and disregard the question but it was too late. Her smirk rivaled the Cheshire cat and I felt exposed. Not to mention, way more curious than I should be. Even now images of Jade dominating me, and being dominated by Alexia taint my mind. I need to get a grip, I can¡¯t act in any way or it¡¯ll be obvious that this is all a scam.


    ¡°I know the situation isn¡¯t ideal mija, but you look stunning¡±. My aunt comes behind me with an assuring smile. Leya cheers her agreement from my bed, the make hp artist went through the trouble of painting Leya¡¯s nails to help keep her still. Needless to say, my daughter loved every second and now thinks this is her normal life. She even asked if they were coming back tomorrow.


    ¡°Gracias, Tia¡± she kisses my cheek, careful not to mess up my makeup. The doorbell sounds through the apartment as the team packs up their equipment. I thank them all again before taking a deep breath.


    This is it. You got this Angel. You¡¯re not doing this for you or Jade, or any of those people in that ballroom. This is for your family, so they can have better.


    ¡°I¡¯m ready, wish me luck¡± they both do and with final kisses and goodbyes I go downstairs. I recheck myself one more time before opening the door. My mouth goes dry as I look over the elegant woman in front of me. The dress is similar to mine, except Jade¡¯s red slip dress accentuates every delicious curve. The top is low cut exposing her plump breast, a touch more sinful than mine, and she has a long slit that goes up to the top of her thigh. Her straps form a halter top, leaving her back as naked as mine. She has simple diamonds that shine and her tattoos are out for all to see. Her lips are a fierce red, curved into a smirk as she watches me drink her in. Needless to  say she looks mouthwatering.


    I clear my throat and step out of the penthouse, locking the door behind me. ¡°Shall we go?¡± I try to sound confident, walking ahead not waiting for her response. As much as I was checking her out, she¡¯s doing more of the same. She stares like she wants to devour me in this hallway. I shiver at the idea of Jade on her knees, disregarding her perfect outfit to get on her knees and please me better than I¡¯ve ever experienced.


    ¡°After you, Angel¡±. Her hand settles onto the small of my back and I gulp. Keep it together. Don¡¯t kiss her here, no matter how good she looks. Fuck why is she staring at me like that. Jade¡¯s eyes pierce into my soul and I do my best not to shrink back. I¡¯ve been avoiding her. We both know it and it¡¯s proved to be a horrible decision. How am I supposed to act normal or like a loving girlfriend with this much tension between us? She¡¯s staring like she¡¯s debating between slamming me against the wall and kissing me or choking the hell out of me. I doubt anyone has the balls to ignore Jade Knight, but I did. Now I¡¯m here in her presence, unable to run away and avoid her any longer. The elevator dings and she lets me enter first, before following behind. I can feel her eyes on me as the elevator begins its descent. I guess we should address each other before in the public eye.


    ¡°Thank you, for all of this¡±. I gesture to my makeover, allowing her eyes to assess my form.


    ¡°Of course, though it¡¯s not necessary. You have a natural beauty, Angel. There are no need for enhancements on you, though you do look stunning¡±. Jade¡¯s tone doesn¡¯t hold the hostility that I was prepared for. It¡¯s probably because she wants this to be believable. I need to loosen up. It¡¯s one night that I¡¯ll never experience again. Just for tonight I get to belong to Jade and likewise. Tonight she¡¯s mine and I¡¯m damn sure going to enjoy it. Come on Angel, confidence. I don¡¯t get a chance to speak up as the elevator doors open. Surprisingly, paparazzi are already waiting outside, snapping pictures of us walking through the lobby. Jade is ready, her hand resting on my naked back. I¡¯m sure she can feel the goosebumps on my skin.


    Normal, Angel. Be normal.


    ¡°You¡¯re tense¡± Jade speaks into my ear making me shudder. She¡¯s so close and smells divine. How am I supposed to keep my hands off of her?


    ¡°I-I¡¯m sorry, I wasn¡¯t expecting them to be outside already¡±. Which is true, I wasn¡¯t. But that isn¡¯t what¡¯s threatening to have my knees give out.


    ¡°Don¡¯t worry, my security will keep us safe. They also know better to overstep, you don¡¯t have to answer any questions. We¡¯ll go straight to the car¡±. I nod at her reassuring words though that¡¯s not my focus. I could give a fuck about those people outside when Jade¡¯s hand is inches above my ass. Her touch is firm but her skin is so soft, if only she¡¯d go a little lower. I manage to have a natural smile on my flushed face as Jade¡¯s security leads us to her car. Or should I say limo.


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    I don¡¯t question it as Jade enters behind, the door shuts and I take a deep breath. The car drives off seconds later and I¡¯m glad we¡¯re hidden by the tinted windows. I shuffle away from Jade, catching her attention. I say a quick hi to Nate, still ignoring Jade. She eyes me but I avoid her gaze. I¡¯ve never wanted to kiss someone so bad. Especially as her eyes slowly harden. She looks ready to punish me. Wait, what the hell am I thinking? I did a little research on my own but this whole domme and submissive business is getting to my head.


    Jade asks the driver to slow down a little before lifting the window, giving us complete privacy.


    ¡°What¡¯s your problem Angel?¡± Her question is more of a demand and for some reason it agitates me. This is no time to explode and go off. I¡¯m on edge because of my own feelings. I can¡¯t put that on Jade even if she is playing games.


    ¡°N-nothing¡±.


    ¡°Really? If you¡¯re going to lie at least try to be more convincing. Angel you¡¯re stiff as a board. Your mind isn¡¯t here and it shows. If we need to call this off then say that now¡±. The agitation I was waiting for seeps through her voice. It¡¯s oddly more comforting than the silence I thought I wanted. I was buzzing in my seat threatening to explode from the tension in the air.


    ¡°No, it¡¯s nothing Jade. I¡¯m sorry¡±. Her frown is still prevalent and her eyes are piercing. Fuck, she looks good angry. What I would give to feel her hand wrapped around my-No, bad Angel.


    ¡°You¡¯re a terrible liar¡±. Her voice is cold and her eyes are slowly returning to the old Jade. The intimidating one that I was so nervous to speak to when she walked into the bar. That can¡¯t be the energy around us but there¡¯s no way I can tell her I have feelings for her. I can¡¯t let this be awkward. I bite my lip weighing the pros and cons before taking a deep breath.


    ¡°I-I want to kiss you, but I don¡¯t want to overstep¡±. My words are soft and hesitant but I know she heard me. I can feel her eyes burning into the side of my face. I play with my fingers on my lap, hoping I didn¡¯t fuck up this deal before it even started. It¡¯s just like work Angel, put personal shit aside. I mentally scold myself but it¡¯s all easier said than done. How can I not crave Jade when she¡¯s sitting next to me looking like a goddess?


    Jade lifts my head so I¡¯m staring into her eyes. Her full red lips are pulled into a smirk, but her eyes are serious. They lock me in place and render me immobile. All I can do is wait for her command.


    ¡°Come here¡± her strong, dominating voice has me shivering but I do as she says. I slide over until I¡¯m next to her again. Our legs briefly touch and the images that follow are instantaneous. That slit is dangerous enough, but feeling her body beneath this smooth silk and satin material is almost overwhelming. Almost.


    ¡°Tonight, there is no overstepping Angel. If this is to work you have to be natural, you can¡¯t be afraid to touch me. If at any point you want to kiss me Angel, then do so¡±.


    ¡°You don¡¯t mind people watching?¡±  Her smirk is devilish and my cheeks warm at the phrasing of my question. Right, dominatrix. I¡¯m sure she¡¯s had a session where people watch. Or is at least comfortable with public displays of erotic behavior.


    ¡°No, Angel. I don¡¯t mind¡±. She almost looks a bit amused behind her lustful gaze.


    ¡°What about in front of your parents and family?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯ve never been shy and I love to make them uncomfortable¡±.


    ¡°And if nobody is around? No cameras or nosy family members, just us. Would it be alright to kiss you then?¡±


    ¡°As I¡¯ve said Angel. Tonight, there¡¯s no overstepping, do what makes you feel comfortable¡±. She moves my hair to the side, having a clear view of my flushed face. With her permission there¡¯s only one thing going through my mind. It¡¯s not my nerves or this impending important dinner. She stares at me expectantly, waiting for me to make the next move. After rejecting me, she puts the ball in my court. I don¡¯t understand this woman, but I will take advantage of this opportunity.


    ¡°You told him to slow down right?¡±


    ¡°Yes, I did¡±.


    ¡°Good¡± I reached up, not wanting to waste anymore time. I want her, more than I¡¯ve ever wanted anyone else. I inwardly moan, feeling her soft lips on mine. Even with her matte lipstick, her lips are perfectly soft. The first kiss is soft and sultry, for a second she lets me be in control. It¡¯s exhilarating and reminds me of Alexia¡¯s comment about Jade being her submissive.


    Images of submissive Jade have me deepening the kiss, moving close enough for her arm to graze across my breast. My nipple peeks at the graze and I sigh into her mouth. I¡¯m not in charge long as Jade¡¯s tongue takes control, not that I want to fight her. Submissive Jade switched to domme Jade and I don¡¯t know which has me wetter. They both make my pussy drip and ache with need.


    Jade purposely grazes my nipple with her fingers, making a new wave of wetness pool between my legs. If we don¡¯t stop I¡¯ll say fuck the dinner and fuck me instead. What am I thinking? We need to stop. But she tasted so good. Fuck, her hands feel so good. Jade is so fucking good.


    I moan as her hand takes its familiar spot around my throat. She deepens this kiss, tightening her grip on my neck. Her tongue dances with mine, claiming me as her partner for the rest of the night. I just hope we can have more dances like this later. Jade¡¯s grip on my throat releases and I let out a sigh mixed with a moan, her name falling from my lips. I whimper from the pleasure and pain as she bites my lip, pulling away. She releases me, leaving me in a daze. That was probably the best kiss I¡¯ve ever had. The way her tongue moves. Her lips melt perfectly into mine, soft, firm, and demanding.


    ¡°Jade¡­¡± I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m pleading for as I look at her through my lust filled daze.


    ¡°I know, Angel¡± she rubs my bottom lip and I sigh into her touch. Why can¡¯t she be like this more often? Unguarded.


    ¡°If you know, then why did you reject me?¡± My words slip out, softly but loud enough for her to hear. I scold myself and move away, shaking the rest of the daze and tingles from her touch away. I use my phone camera to fix my appearance so it doesn¡¯t look like I got ravaged in the back of a limo. It should be illegal for someone to kiss that well.


    ¡°Is that why you were ignoring me?¡±  The car stops and the cameras are flashing, trying to peek through the tint. I force the nerves down and give Jade a sure nod.


    ¡°We¡¯ll talk about it later, for now, let¡¯s show these people Jade Knight isn¡¯t to be fucked with¡±. I can¡¯t be her anchor tonight. I have to be as confident as Jade and show that I¡¯m worthy to be by her side. Tonight, I¡¯ll prove to everyone, including her, why she has her eyes set on me. She picked me out of that bar for this moment, and I¡¯ll prove that it was the right choice.

 Belonging

    Jade and I step out of the car and I¡¯m met with chaos. Fans, reporters, paparazzi, everyone and their mom are outside the ballroom venue. People scream for Jade¡¯s attention but she pays them no mind. She doesn¡¯t smile or address anyone or the cameras. I¡¯m not sure how this world works but wouldn¡¯t pictures of us together, happy be better. Jade doesn¡¯t seem to be stopping and I don¡¯t question her. As if sensing my wonder she leans down, close enough for her lips to brush against my ear.


    ¡°We don¡¯t want to be late. I have other plans to get under their skin¡±. I can¡¯t help but blush those roses to my cheeks as Jade rests her hand above my ass. The action increases the chaos and I lightly laugh as we continue our walk inside. It¡¯s amazing how entranced people are with Jade, though I can¡¯t say I blame them. I¡¯m sure there will be videos of Jade''s mild public display of affection all over the internet later.  We went inside to the most beautifully decorated venue I¡¯ve ever seen and I worked with a catering company for a few months.


    It¡¯s elegant and luxurious, everywhere I look my eyes are met with diamond crystals, perfectly placed flowers and soft lighting. There''s an area cleared for dancing and the sound of a live band on the second level, softly playing music while people mingle. I try not to look around astound, seeing as nobody else takes a second glance at the decor, and follows Jade to her family.


    ¡°Mother, Father. Angel, Anthony and Kimberly Knight''''. Jade¡¯s voice is professional but nothing more. I know there¡¯s tension between her and her parents but it seems a lot more intense than at the office. I assume it has to do with her father, Anthony Knight. He looks like a hard ass, he¡¯s handsome but it''s hidden behind a hard judgmental glare and frown lines. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s ever smiled in his life. All eyes at the table turn to us and this time I can''t get the nerves. Even if we were dating for real I would be terrified.


    ¡°Oh, hello again¡± Jade¡¯s mom rises from the table, coming over to kiss our cheeks. I¡¯m surprised by her actions but as she steps back I notice the same fake smile from the office. Appearances are right. Well bitch, two can play that game. I flash her the same faux enjoyment, but I know mine is far more natural. Years of customer service helps with acting like you like someone.


    ¡°Good evening, Mrs. Knight, it¡¯s nice to see you again. Mr. Knight, a pleasure¡±. I step forward and shake his hand before returning to Jade¡¯s side. Jade looks pleased and I give myself a mental high-five. Good, no sign of weakness yet. Anthony''s eyes hold scrutiny and it¡¯s easy to see he¡¯s not impressed.


    ¡°This is my brother, Travis and his wife Raven. My sister, Monica and her husband, Marlon Kingston, their kids, Joseph and Halle. Everyone, this is Angel Raya, the woman I¡¯ve been seeing¡±. Jade doesn¡¯t say much more as she pulls out my chair. I blush but sit with a small ¡°thank you¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s nice to meet you Angel. I¡¯ve been pestering Jade to let me meet you. She¡¯s always so private about her love life¡±. I smile, relaxing a little at her sister¡¯s welcoming smile. Thank God her whole family isn¡¯t bitchy.


    ¡°Jade has told me a lot about you and your family. They¡¯re beautiful¡± I say, referring to her two kids. They¡¯re twins and absolutely adorable. Joseph is in a tuxedo and Halle is in a sparkling gold dress, which I''m sure cost more than my entire closet.


    ¡°Thank you Angel. I have to say you¡¯re stunning, those pictures did you no justice¡±.


    ¡°Thank you¡±.


    ¡°Jade, have you spoken to the Mitchell¡¯s?¡± Mrs. Knight speaks up and I have to refrain from rolling my eyes. I know she¡¯s implying Donovan, the man she wants Jade with. What¡¯s so special about this guy that she¡¯d disregard her daughter¡¯s happiness.


    ¡°No, I haven¡¯t. I don¡¯t see a reason to speak with them¡±.


    ¡°They¡¯re old friends of course, why would you not speak with them? Oh look, there¡¯s Donovan now¡±. Mrs. Knight waves the pompous man with his nose stuck in the air. His arm is around the waist of a skinny blonde, undoubtedly a model in a short, latex pink dress. Her heels are high and covered in diamonds. Donovan is wearing an expensive suit, his caramel skin is flawless and his teeth are perfectly white. He¡¯s handsome but he reeks of arrogance. Such a turn off. I can see why Jade doesn¡¯t like him, he literally looks down on her and he hasn¡¯t even spoken.


    Donovan greets her parents, Clark by kissing their ass, before turning to Jade¡¯s siblings. I hold back a laugh as they ignore the fuck out of his presence. The desire to laugh quickly faces as he sets his eyes on Jade.


    ¡°Ah Jade, you look as stunning as always¡± his eyes lazily eye her form not bothering to be discreet.


    ¡°Donovan¡± Jade doesn¡¯t say anything else, placing her hand on my thigh. He eyes the action closely, a look of contempt flashing in his eyes. His charming smile is back soon enough but he¡¯s so transparent it¡¯s pathetic. I thought Cash was an egotistical asshole, he¡¯s practically a sweetheart compared to this dick.


    ¡°Oh and this must be the mystery woman from all the photos. Donovan Mitchell¡±. He extends his hand to me and I take it, immediately feeling Jade¡¯s grip tighten on my leg. I don¡¯t look away from Donovan shaking his hands with a firm grip and not backing down. I know better than to do that with a man like him. Men like him and Cash use any weakness to their advantage. My eyes dare him to try me and his contempt turns to curiosity, much to the dismay of Jade.


    ¡°Angelica Raya¡±  my accent slips into my voice as I pronounce my full name. He licks his lips and raises my hand as if to kiss it, but I slip my hand from his grasp. There¡¯s no way I¡¯m letting his dirty ass lips touch my skin. I¡¯ll probably get a rash.


    ¡°Raya, I can¡¯t say I¡¯ve heard of your family¡± I know what he¡¯s implying but I don¡¯t care. I know I¡¯m not meant to be here but I am. I¡¯m not going to let some stuck up, childish, want to be, make me feel like a bitch.


    ¡°Funny, I can¡¯t say I¡¯ve heard of you either, Mr. Mitchell¡±. I tilt my head watching as his self-righteous smirk falters. Jade¡¯s grip doesn¡¯t relax so I spare her a glance. Her eyes are blank but I know she¡¯s irritated. In fact, I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen Jade this bothered. Not much seems to get under her skin, but Donovan does.


    ¡°Right, well, we should speak Jade. About business¡±. Jade narrowed her eyes into slits and I know she¡¯s about to tell Donovan to fuck off.


    ¡°Oh that¡¯s a great idea. You two should hurry before dinner is served¡±. Mrs. Knight is all too eager to agree on behalf of Jade.


    ¡°No¡±.


    ¡°Jade don¡¯t be rude¡±. Mrs. Knight makes it a point to scold Jade before her fake ass smile is back. There¡¯s something wrong with this woman.


    ¡°There is nothing to discuss and tonight I¡¯m not working. I will not be rude to my date and make this night about work¡±. Jade''s words are firm and they fill the table with awkward tension. Jade and her mom have a stare off before she nudges Mr. Knight, too busy talking with some other man that came over. I¡¯m sure the guy is just trying to be nosy; he keeps glancing at me.


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    ¡°Jade, go speak with Mr. Mitchell. I¡¯m sure Angel will not mind¡±. Mr. Knight''s words hold no room for argument. He shoots Jade a look I can¡¯t decipher but she clenches her teeth, her entire body is stiff.


    ¡°Fine¡± she stands from the table while Donovan has a triumphant smirk on his face. Childish ass man. Jade leans down, placing a kiss on my temple that has a smile spreading on my face. If only she was like this more often.


    ¡°I¡¯ll be back soon, you¡¯re doing good. Just relax¡± Jade whispers into my ear and I find myself listening to her appraisal. If she says I¡¯m doing good then that¡¯s all that matters. More than everyone else I want to impress Jade and make her think twice about rejecting me again. Jade leaves with Donovan and soon enough I settle into easy conversation with Jade¡¯s siblings and their spouses. Several people come over to speak to the Knight family. Some speak to me for the sole purpose of figuring out Jade¡¯s personal life. Some ignore me completely, and a few are actually genuine.


    They announce that dinner will be served in 5 minutes and I look around for the 20th time. I don¡¯t know where Jade went and I¡¯m not sure if I should be worried. She said she would be back soon but that was like 20 minutes ago. I don¡¯t know what kind of man Donovan is and I know Jade can handle herself, but I can¡¯t stop that small bit of worry.


    ¡°So Angel, I noticed a little girl in some of those pictures. Is that your sister?¡± Mrs. Knight asks her eyes on me waiting for any imperfection. I¡¯ll never be ashamed of Leya so I proudly shake my head, meeting her unwavering gaze.


    ¡°No ma¡¯am that¡¯s my daughter¡±.


    ¡°Aw that¡¯s adorable, how old is she?¡±  Raven asks, nudging Travis in the arm. She¡¯s been dropping not so subtle hints about having children. Each time Travis just smiles and gives me a playful exasperated look. They mentioned they were trying but it hasn¡¯t happened yet.


    ¡°She¡¯s 3 and already full of attitude¡±.


    ¡°Oh yeah I remember those days. Just wait until they learn more words, the questions never end¡±. Monica has managed to keep the air light the entire timeJade has been gone. I¡¯m honestly so grateful for the woman. She¡¯s a lot nicer than the rest of her family. Travis tries but Kris gets interrupted by other men coming to say hello.  Monica has been making sure I¡¯m comfortable, been welcoming, and lightly defended me when her moon oversteps.


    ¡°I know I¡¯m in for it, she already insists on a spa day every week¡±. Monica, Raven and I laugh as Mrs. Knight forces her laughter.


    ¡°So, where is her father? Is he not around?¡± Mrs. Knight wasted no time getting to it and now the entire table has their eyes on me. Great. After what happened with Cash the last thing I want to do is think about him. I should¡¯ve never let him kiss me. I should¡¯ve seen through his stupid game, but I was too fucked up to think clearly.


    ¡°I don¡¯t see how that is any of your concern¡± Jade¡¯s voice is firm, catching all of our attention. Her glare is harder than before and she looks completely irritated.


    ¡°It was just a question, no need to get so defensive¡±. Jade doesn¡¯t address her mother, her attention on me instead. She takes her seat again and I search her face. Luckily, this ruse allows me to openly care about her.


    ¡°Are you alright?¡± I speak loud enough for her to hear as the dinner begins. She nods, again surprising the hell out of me kissing the corner of my lips. I don¡¯t let my shock show, closing my eyes and relishing in the feeling of Jade''s lips on mine.


    ¡°Yes, I apologize for being away for so long¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s okay. Your family is nice¡± just not her parents. I honestly thought there¡¯d be more drama. This is nothing compared to my daily life. Sure there have been some rude people that overstepped with their questions. Donovan is a clear asshole, but it could be worse.


    Jade hums as if she doesn¡¯t believe me, taking her seat beside me as they start serving dinner. After a couple of hours of bland small amounts of food, boring speeches, and awards, I¡¯m ready to leave. I look around the room as Jade talks with a couple by the name of Toutain. They¡¯re the only people Jade hasn¡¯t outright ignored. They assessed me closely, but were nicer about it than other people. They at least did so discreetly, instead of asking me personal questions. I feel eyes on me so I casually look around, until my eyes lock with Donovan. He¡¯s staring right at me, or should I say undressing me with his eyes. He has a smirk as if I¡¯m impressed but it just creeps me the hell out.


    ¡°Jade, does he stare at everyone like that?¡±  My question catches the attention of Monica and Jade. She sends a sharp glare towards Donovan. His smirk widens from cocky asshole to sadistic creep and it gives me chills. He looks like he wants to eat me alive and not in a good way.


    ¡°Ooh, you better keep your girl close to Jade. He hasn¡¯t been the only admirer Angel has had¡±. Monica smirks while Jade lifts her brow, looking at me. I shot Monica a look, we agreed we wouldn¡¯t tell Jade about that.


    ¡°Oh really?¡± Jade smirks, eyeing me and my body. I feel my face heat and laugh trying to shake off the instant rush to my pussy.


    ¡°No, she¡¯s exaggerating, some people are just being friendly¡±. Jade eyes me for a moment and as much as I want to look away I can¡¯t. The last time she stared at me with that face she confessed to wanting me. Don¡¯t fall for it Angel, it¡¯s just for show.


    ¡°I can¡¯t say I blame them. You look exceptional Angel¡±.


    ¡°Thank you Jade¡± my voice sounds just above a whisper. Those striking green eyes have me completely hypnotized. The rest of the room could be on fire and I don¡¯t think I¡¯d notice. I thought time away from Jade would have this crush dying out but it seems to have done the opposite. Maybe I just need some really good sex to get her out of my system.


    ¡°Anyways, as I was saying Angelica before being so rudely interrupted. We were discussing your daughter and her father¡¯s whereabouts¡±.


    ¡°Now this is some interesting dinner conversation¡±. A familiar voice sounds from behind me and I turn around. Nikita is dressed in an all back short dress, her tattoos on full display. I don¡¯t know if I should be grateful that she saved me from answering a personal question. Or jealous that Jades ex and longest sub, the closest she¡¯s had to a girlfriend, openly eye fuck her in front of my face. Nikita is gorgeous naturally.


    I would be surprised if Jade fucked around with anyone that doesn¡¯t look like a model, besides myself of course. Nikita has it all and I can see why Jade likes her. Nikita is gorgeous, confident, sure of herself, everything I¡¯m not. Jade tries to hide it but I can see the way she assesses her firm. I know she likes what she sees. She can see through the cover of her dress.


    Nikita goes to the rest of the Knight family. Even her parents seem to tolerate her more than anyone else. This is just more proof that she should¡¯ve chosen Nikita. I¡¯ve been getting carried away with this whole ordeal. I forgot a key fact. Jade more than likely has feelings for this tattooed beauty that she won¡¯t admit too. She rejected me once and I didn¡¯t take the hint. Seeing Nikita now is a hard slap in the face.


    Nikita turns her attention to me, her smile turning into the same smirk from the first time we met. When she flirted with me. She¡¯s very flirtatious and I remember Jade not being very fond of her antics. Nikita strides over, putting her hand on the back of my chair, leaving me frozen. I know she was a submissive to Jade but her presence to me is dominating. Not as much as Jade or Alexia though, they¡¯re just overpowering in a different way entirely. With Nikita, I have the urge to challenge her but I doubt I¡¯d win if she wouldn¡¯t let me.


    ¡°Angel, your name is so befitting. Your beauty truly is effortlessly¡±. Nikita strokes my jaw down to my chin. I gulp and glance at Jade. Her face is blank but she¡¯s watching closely, not helping my flushed face. Why isn¡¯t she stopping her? Why aren¡¯t I stopping her? Why is my pussy getting wet? I really need to stop looking into this lifestyle. I used to have such a grip on my life.


    I carefully remove her hand from my face. ¡°Thank you, Nikita¡±.


    ¡°Please, call me Nikki¡± she licks her lips reaching out to touch me again this time Jade steps in.


    ¡°Nikki¡± she doesn¡¯t say anything more but the warning is obvious. Except, I¡¯m not sure if it¡¯s for her or me. They¡¯re locked in a stare-off and I¡¯m stuck between wanting to watch this play out and give them privacy. I clear my throat and stand from my chair.


    ¡°Excuse me, I¡¯m going to freshen up¡±. Jade eyes me but I don¡¯t give anyone the chance to speak, excusing myself from the table. Without Jade by my side, the trek to the bathroom is full of stares. Curiosity and judgment, mostly silent ridicule. It¡¯s clear that without her, they don¡¯t approve of my presence. For the first time tonight, I can feel the weight of how much I don¡¯t belong.

 Little Path To Peace

    I pay the driver and walk into the hospital as I text Jade letting her know that I¡¯ve landed and am at the hospital. I thank her for the jet and then text my tia thanking her and Enrique for getting Leya for me. I called my mom before I got on the plane letting her know that I was heading down but she told me not to bother, something about them being discharged already. I know it has to do with that shady ass hospital they insist on going to so I offered to fly down and take them to a better hospital.


    I¡¯m not taking any chances with my grandmother, I¡¯ll even bring her back with me if I have too.


    I find my mom at the reception desk, signing papers with my grandmother and dad in a wheelchair beside her. They both look rough as fuck and shouldn¡¯t be traveling anywhere. I go over and my grandmother smiles despite her beat up state. My dad doesn¡¯t say anything, barely looking at me and I inwardly roll my eyes. Even with a fucked up leg and arm he¡¯s still prideful as hell.


    ¡°Oh, baby, what are you doing here?¡±


    ¡°What do you mean ¡°what am I doing here¡±, I¡¯m here because mom called saying you two were in an accident. Shouldn¡¯t you be in bed, lying down somewhere?¡± She laughs before coughing and gasping, holding onto her ribs.


    ¡°I¡¯m fine, sweetheart, the doctor said so¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, sure you are, I¡¯m getting you seen now, at a real hospital¡±.


    ¡°Oh no, those things are so expensive and how will we even get there. I¡¯ve already been seen, your mother is going to go get our medicine, we¡¯re alright¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t worry about the price alright, your health is way more important. So, both of you are going to get seen and that¡¯s that, let me make a few calls okay¡±. While my mother finishes her paperwork, I call the best hospital in the area and request for a transfer. Needless to say, after I gave them my information and they heard my last name, they assured me they¡¯d be here soon. We¡¯re all heading outside when 4 EMTs come jogging over from 2 helicopters with 2 stretchers.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight, I believe you requested a transfer?¡±


    ¡°Yes, this is my father and grandmother, they were just in a car accident¡± I hand them the paperwork that my mother got detailing their conditions and the EMTs nod.


    ¡°We¡¯ll take good care of them, you can meet us at the hospital¡±. I nod and give my grandmother a kiss before me and my mother head to her car, leaving the EMTs to do their job. My mother doesn¡¯t say anything until we¡¯re on the highway, awkwardly clearing her throat first.


    ¡°We¡¯ll pay you back¡± I roll my eyes as I look out the window. Wasn¡¯t she just asking for money, why act guilty now?


    ¡°Don¡¯t worry about it¡±.


    ¡°These bills, they can get expensive¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, I know¡± I did give birth remember, twice, I just paid that shit off when I started working for Alexia.


    ¡°Thank you¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t thank me, I¡¯m doing it for my abuela¡±. Neither of us talk after that and I¡¯m actually grateful for the silence. I¡¯m just here to make sure my grandmother is alright, not to build some fictional relationship with my parents.


    ¡°Your father is going to be out of work for a while. We¡¯ll have to find someone to watch over the bar¡±. My mother breaks the silence again and I roll my eyes as I look at her. Here she goes, I knew that ¡°guilt¡± was just a facade.


    ¡°Can¡¯t you do it?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯ve never worked in a bar, I wouldn¡¯t know the first thing to do. Didn¡¯t you work in a bar for some time?¡± I shake my head, there¡¯s no chance in hell I¡¯m staying down here to work in my dad¡¯s bar. I¡¯d rather just give them the money.


    ¡°I¡¯m not staying here and working at the bar. I¡¯m leaving when I know abuela is stable and taken care of¡±.


    ¡°What about your father and I? We are the ones that take care of your abuela you know¡±.


    ¡°How much do you want?¡± I ask plainly, done beating around the bush. They obviously only want money from me and if that makes them leave me alone then so be it. I¡¯m over my parents and attempting any sort of relationship. I preferred it when they acted like I didn¡¯t exist.


    ¡°It¡¯s not about me, or your father, we are a family, Angel¡±. I give her a blank look before shaking my head, family my ass.


    ¡°How much?¡±


    ¡°W-well you know at least $20,000, because we¡¯ll have to close the bar maybe, not to mention the bills with your father not working, the house and taking care of your abuela, you know it all adds up and-¡±


    ¡°How about I give you $50,000, and in return you go back to disowning me, there¡¯ll be no need for us to communicate again if it doesn¡¯t concern my abuela¡±. My mom looks stunned and wide-eyed as I cut her off with my offer. A flash of hurt crosses her eyes before it¡¯s gone and she nods. It¡¯s only about the money to her, I already agreed, there¡¯s no need to keep up this act.


    ¡°Angel you know it¡¯s not about the money¡± I scoff at her words and shake my head.


    ¡°Don¡¯t bother, you wanted nothing to do with me until you learned that I¡¯m with someone with money. But guess what, this money has nothing to do with Jade, that¡¯s the money I worked my ass off for. I brought myself up after my parents wanted nothing to do with me. So, just like you two disowned me back then, I¡¯m disowning you now. Take your money and think of it as my replacement¡±.


    We arrive at the hospital as I finish my little speech and I don¡¯t wait for her to park, hopping out of the car as soon as she stops. It felt good to get that off of my chest. I thought I would feel hurt and regret speaking to my mom like that but instead I feel relieved.


    I don¡¯t have to live up to their expectations or worry about their blackmail and pressure anymore. I don¡¯t have to care about what they think of me or my kids. I¡¯ve made it this far without them, I don¡¯t need them any more. I sit in silence while we wait for my grandmother to finish her testing. My father was more or less finished at the hospital so he joined us about 10 minutes ago. I don¡¯t know if my mom told him what we discussed in the car or not, frankly I don¡¯t care. He hasn¡¯t tried to make any type of conversation since he kicked me out, unlike my mother, he doesn¡¯t see the point in acting fake as hell.


    I spend the majority of my time waiting on my phone, texting Jade, my friends, and my tia to check on Leya. My tia said she was pretty upset when she learned that I wasn¡¯t picking her up and went out of town. She¡¯s been fussing all night, but I suppose that¡¯s my fault. I¡¯ve been so wrapped up in my own problems I haven¡¯t spent much time with her like I used to. Since A.J has his first game tomorrow, I can take Leya and we can go out afterwards, I¡¯m sure my aunt and uncle wouldn¡¯t mind.


    An hour later, my father starts grumbling about being hungry, and naturally my mother does anything to appease him. ¡°We¡¯re going to grab some dinner and I¡¯m going to drop your father off at home, would you like anything?¡± I shake my head, not bothering to look at my mother. I hear her sigh before they leave and I relax back in my seat.


    ¡°Soria family?¡± I stand and go to the nurse when I hear my grandmother¡¯s last name.


    ¡°Yes, I¡¯m her granddaughter, Angel¡±.


    ¡°Nice to meet you, Angel. I¡¯ll get right into it, your grandmother suffered severe bruising to her 4-7th ribs on her left and right side, she also mentioned a flare up of her osteoarthritis so we¡¯ve prescribed her new medication as well as pain medicine. She has some more scratches and bruises but nothing broken and no internal bleeding which is good. We will keep her for tonight as observation but if all is clear, she will be ready to go home tomorrow. There will be paperwork, of course, detailing what I have told you as well as the instructions for her medication. She is resting now but you are able to see her if you like¡±.


    ¡°Yes, thank you¡±.  The nurse leads me to my grandmother¡¯s room and I thank her again, before going inside. Instead of resting like the nurse said, my grandmother is lying in her bed, watching telenovelas on TV.


    ¡°Shouldn¡¯t you be resting?¡± I smile in relief, seeing that my abuela is alright and the accident wasn¡¯t worse. I don¡¯t even want to think about losing her.


    ¡°Baby, what are you still doing here? Your wife and my great-grand-baby are probably worried sick¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s alright, my tia is watching Leya and Jade is probably working¡±.


    ¡°Mm¡±.


    ¡°What? Why¡¯d you make that noise?¡± I ask pulling up the seat next to her bed, watching TV with her as we talk.


    ¡°When are you going to let that wife of yours watch Leya, she is her stepmother now?¡±


    ¡°I don¡¯t know, I never really thought about it, I¡¯ve never asked if she¡¯d be willing to watch her alone¡±.


    ¡°Well, why wouldn¡¯t she? She loved you enough to marry you, surely she knows that you two are a packaged deal¡±. I shrug because deep down, even though we agreed to a real relationship, we never discussed motherhood or her watching Leya alone. They¡¯re great together, but I guess I didn¡¯t want to bother her.


    ¡°Tell me how the accident happened?¡± My grandmother and I talk for the next couple of hours. She tells me about the accident and I tell her about the discussion I had with my mom on the way here. Needless to say, she was upset that our family isn¡¯t really a family but I¡¯m not begging them for a relationship when all they want is money. We talk until she starts falling asleep. The last thing  she tells me is I need to be home by the morning and she doesn¡¯t want to see me here tomorrow.


    I cover her with a blanket, before slipping the check I secretly wrote for her, and a note letting her know that I left, in  her Bible where I know she¡¯ll see it when she wakes up. I don¡¯t trust my parents to give a dime to my grandmother, or do anything to help make her life easier, so I¡¯ll take care of her myself. I¡¯ve been saving up for that money as well, 100k, I promised her when I was a kid. At the time I¡¯m sure she didn¡¯t think it¡¯d ever happen, but I promised if I made it, I¡¯d take care of her. I give her a final kiss on the cheek, before sitting outside her room and calling a car to take me back to the airport. My mother shows up a few minutes later, hovering awkwardly next to me until I look up and acknowledge her presence.


    ¡°She¡¯s sleeping right now¡±.


    ¡°Angel, I really want us to have a better relationship. I don¡¯t want to leave things off like this¡±. I sigh and shake my head.


    ¡°Well I don¡¯t, I¡¯m over the drama and toxicity. There were times that I needed you as a child but all you cared about was your image. I hadn¡¯t heard from you or dad since you disowned me, but when you find out I¡¯m dating someone successfully I¡¯m invited back into the family again. The people that I need in my life are already there, but thanks¡±. I leave as I get a message that my ride is outside, not looking back once.


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    That¡¯s one hurdle I¡¯ve jumped, the next is the interview with Shana. Once these two weights are gone and Jade handles Donovan, we can go about our lives in peace, at least that¡¯s what I¡¯m hoping. I¡¯m sure the reporters or assholes like the Mitchell¡¯s will never end, Jade calls those people vultures for a reason. She was less than thrilled when I told her about the interview I set up with Shana, but I reassured her that it wouldn¡¯t be a problem. Now I have to meet with her P.R team, just in case.


    I spent the flight home, looking over the email the P.R team sent me of the do¡¯s and don¡¯ts of interviews. Unlike the interviews Jade¡¯s father forced us to do, the one with Shana will be more personable. Obviously I can¡¯t mention the contracts, but I have to stick as close to the truth as possible. We¡¯ve never given details of our relationship or even our feelings to the public before so I¡¯m sure it¡¯ll be interesting. Especially if the rest of Jade¡¯s admirers are as enthusiastic as Shana Rogers. It¡¯s barely been a day and she¡¯s already sent me a 2 page list of all the possible and probable questions she¡¯ll ask. I¡¯m sure she¡¯s had it for a while, the woman is obsessed with Jade¡¯s life.


    I land around 1 a.m and find Nate already waiting for me. I thank the pilot and crew before walking off of Jade¡¯s jet. I hadn¡¯t even told her I was coming back today, because I wasn¡¯t sure at the time. On the flight I figured she¡¯d be asleep by now, but she still managed to send Nate.


    ¡°Thanks for picking me up Nate, but it¡¯s 1 in the morning, I feel bad for having you out so late¡±.


    ¡°Ah, don¡¯t worry about it, I was just taking Mrs. Knight home when Jackson called and said you were landing around 1. She sent me to retrieve you with the entire weekend off afterwards, believe it or not¡±.


    ¡°I wonder if she has something planned, she doesn¡¯t usually drive that much¡±.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight has many cards up her sleeve, you never know what that mind of hers is thinking¡±. I hum my agreement, that¡¯s definitely true, even after all this time spent together, I¡¯m constantly learning something new about Jade.


    ¡°How has she been?¡±


    ¡°Very busy and focused. I haven''t seen her work like this since her early years as C.E.O, but that being said she doesn¡¯t seem as stressed as she used to be. There¡¯s a different air around her, she smiles more these days, I believe that¡¯s on account of you¡±. I smile, feeling my cheeks heat at Nate¡¯s assessment. I can¡¯t take the credit though, I¡¯m sure she¡¯s just less stressed having full control of the company now.


    ¡°I¡¯m sure she just feels more in control than she did before with her parents off of her back, well mostly off her back¡±.


    ¡°Hm, partially yes, but even before then I¡¯ve noticed a change in Mrs. Knight, I¡¯ve been driving her for many years, and I¡¯ve never seen her so happy and content. You¡¯ve impacted her life and I know she feels strongly for you¡±. If anyone knows Jade well it¡¯d be Nate, but hearing that Jade could feel for me what I feel for her, solidifies the choice I made to sign that first contract. Even after I requested for her to stop the payments I knew she was who I wanted to be with.


    ¡°Does Jade talk about me, Nate?¡± I smirk at the idea of Jade venting about me to her driver. I wonder if she does the same with Alexis and Nikita, they seem to know her well too, despite Jade¡¯s reserved nature. He laughs, glancing at me in the rearview mirror.


    ¡°Now, I can¡¯t very well tell you that¡±.


    ¡°Oh, come on, you can tell me, I¡¯ve been wondering how Jade feels about me¡±.


    ¡°Then why not ask her, Mrs. Knight, you too are married after all¡±.


    ¡°You know this marriage isn¡¯t exactly¡­conventional, it was just a last option for Jade and I was happy to help¡±.


    ¡°Do you truly believe that was all it was? Jade had plenty of options, and while marriage may have seemed like the easiest it wasn¡¯t the only option for Mrs. Knight. She graduated from an ivy league school, top of her class, and even has a Masters in business with a minor in psychology and economics. She is clever and could¡¯ve found other options, yet she chose to be with you. It was her who wanted to try something real, as well, correct?¡±


    ¡°Hm, that¡¯s true, I guess it¡¯s hard to believe that someone like her would want me¡±.


    ¡°Oh, and what¡¯s wrong with you? You are a beautiful strong young mother, with a clear head on her shoulder, real intelligent as well, anybody would be lucky to have you, just as I tell my own daughters¡±.


    ¡°Awe, Nate, that was really sweet¡±. I smile at his words, he¡¯s like the grandpa I never had. My Abuelo died before I was born, so I¡¯ve never had a chance to meet him. As for my father¡¯s side of the family, I never met any of them.


    ¡°It¡¯s the truth, don¡¯t let money intimidate you, character will always outweigh money¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ll remember that¡±. Nate and I continue to talk on the ride home and he gives me a lot of advice on how to deal with people like Donovan and stories about Jade. I get home at around 1:40 and thank Nate before grabbing my bag and going inside. I stretch and crack my neck as I go inside the dimly lit house, locking up behind me. I go upstairs to our room but find it empty. I put my bag down and go to her office since it¡¯s the only other room with the light on. I find Jade at her desk, peering over paperwork and the computer. I guess Nate wasn¡¯t kidding when he said she¡¯s been focused.


    ¡°I didn¡¯t expect you back so soon, how¡¯s your grandmother?¡± Jade doesn¡¯t look up from her work and I smile going over and start massaging her shoulders. She sighs and moans as I knead the knots on her shoulders; suddenly grateful for that random massage class Taylor, Karla and I took years ago.


    ¡°She¡¯s alright, nothing that a little rest can¡¯t help, thanks for the referral¡±.


    ¡°Of course, only the best for your family. I know how much your grandmother means to you¡±. I smile at her sweet nature, never would I have imagined Jade would be such a dotting and caring wife.


    ¡°Thank you Jade, I also noticed that 200 thousand dollars was deposited into my account after I wired the money to my parents¡±. Jade grumbles before turning in her chair and pulling me down onto her lap.


    ¡°You shouldn¡¯t have to pay off your parents to find peace¡± I shrug and wrap my arms around her neck as she holds my waist.


    ¡°I just wanted to be done with the toxicity. I don¡¯t want anyone else to bother us, not my parents or yours or, Shana and Donovan. I just want to be in peace with you, living our lives and watching you succeed, raising Leya and building a relationship with A.J, that''s all I want¡±. Jade holds me close, kissing my jaw and cheek, brushing my hair from my face.


    ¡°I promise you will have that peace soon, besides, we still have our honeymoon¡±. I smile and nod, leaning down to brush our lips together. I move back as she tries to kiss me, teasing her and loving every second of her growing impatience. She grabs my neck to stop my teasing, giving me a slow drawn out kiss that leaves my body tingling. Jade kisses my lips a few times before moving back, staring into my eyes, searching for something I don¡¯t know. But I hope she finds it in me.


    ¡°What? Why are you staring at me like that?¡± Jade moves my hair again, cupping my face in her hands. Her eyes are expressing more than I know she will say. This is real for her and I know that even if she doesn¡¯t feel as deeply for me as I do for her, she¡¯s well on her way. And I¡¯m more than willing to wait for her. I smile in understanding before throwing her a mischievous smirk.


    ¡°Join me in the shower?¡± Jade lifts me without another world, I wrap my arms and legs around her frame, connecting our lips again. Her kisses move from slow and sweet to deep and toe-curling as she holds me against the wall, using her body to hold me up as she strips off my shirt. Her hands run up and down my body, grabbing my breast before lifting me from the wall and continuing her way to our room, kissing along my body on the way. I hum as her lips leave goosebumps on my skin, reaching behind me to discard my bra, throwing it aimlessly to the side. Jade attaches her lips to my breast in an instant and I moan, holding the back of her head. My core soaks at the expert work of her tongue against my sensitive nubs as I clench my legs around her waist.


    ¡°Mm, Jade, that feels¡­so, good¡± I moan and grip her hair as she tugs and sucks my nipple, biting softly before pulling back. I cry out at the pain and pleasure as she moves to my other breast, giving it the same amount of treatment. She sets me down, before grabbing the back of my head giving me a deep kiss, fueled with so much emotion I stagger back. My heart pounds in my chest and blood rushes through my veins straight to my pussy as Jade pours her feelings into this kiss.


    These times with her have been feeling differently lately, but this, it¡¯s like she just told me she loves me with the way her lips consume mine. It¡¯s thrilling and addicting and gives me reassurance that she is well on her way to loving me.


    ¡°Let me take care of you tonight¡± Jade says, making me smile as she looks into my eyes. I kiss her a few times before pulling her to the bathroom.


    ¡°Let¡¯s take care of each other¡±. I start the shower, using one of her aromatherapy shower bombs as the water heats up. I turn around in time to watch Jade strip out of her pants and expensive lace underwear, leaving her bare in front of me. She stands with absolute confidence, letting my eyes commit every curve to memory. So fit, beautiful, milk chocolate skin that looks flawless and delicious, her body is just perfection.


    ¡°You¡¯re so beautiful, Jade¡± I stare at my wife in awe and she smiles, coming to stand in front of me.


    ¡°Thank you, Kitten, are you going to join me or just stare?¡±


    ¡°I don¡¯t know yet¡± Jade smirks, giving me a dirty languid kiss that has me moaning and shifting where I stand. Jade grabs my hand, trailing it down her body to her pussy that¡¯s just as wet as mine. I silently curse as I feel her soft flesh beneath her fingers. I love that she wants this as much as I do. I love that I can affect her past the stone cold wall that most people expect. I insert a finger into her tight wet heat, moving in and out, going deeper every time. Jade moans my name before removing my hand from pussy, holding my dripping fingers up to her lips.


    ¡°Not even if I tell you it tastes better than it looks¡± Jade sucks my finger into her mouth, lapping up her juices with her tongue. I lick my lips, watching her mesmerize even as she steps back and turns around, showing me her round ass before disappearing into her luxurious shower. I strip out of my clothes and follow her under the steaming, Vetiver scented water.


    Jade has a loofah with body wash ready for me as she reaches for me, lathering up my body. I begin to do the same and we settle into an intimate silence of kissing and washing each other, using any excuse to touch each other more than necessary. When we¡¯re both clean and the teasing has us dripping despite the running water, I disregard my loofah and back her into the wall.


    ¡°I want my taste now¡± I lick my lips as she lifts her brow with a smirk before grabbing my neck and biting my lip. Even trapped against the wall Jade maintains control of every situation. I love that about her.


    ¡°Ask nicely, Kitten¡± I shudder at her sultry command, licking my lips as I give her a heated look.


    ¡°Can I please taste you? I want you to drip down my tongue¡±. Jade bites her lip, running her hand through my hair, gripping it tightly as she stares at me with fire in her eyes.


    ¡°Kneel¡± I do as she says, staring up at her waiting for her permission to indulge myself with her.


    ¡°Please baby, let me taste you and help you relax¡±. I reach out and caress her thighs, ignoring the water beating down behind me. The only thing I care about is loving the woman standing in front of me in the best way possible. She smiles down at me, putting one leg over my shoulder and drawing me closer. I inhale and soak in her fresh scent, gripping her thighs to keep myself from attacking her.


    ¡°Have a treat, Kitten¡±. I don¡¯t need to be told twice, as I attach my lips to her pussy, sucking off her drip juices before working my tongue around her core. She moans above the water, gripping my hair in her hands and I glance up at her, watching as she tilts her head back in pleasure. I use one hand to spread her lips and rub her clit as I use the other to insert a digit into her core.


    ¡°Ahh, fuck, Kitten, just like that¡± I use her encouragement to drive my finger deeper and work my tongue more diligently. Her moans fill the bathroom as she starts moving her hips against my mouth.


    ¡°Ah, fuck me, Angel. Harder¡± I add another finger, doing as she wishes moving my fingers more vigorously against her spot, taking a moment to breathe. I feel my own climax coming as Jade clenches around my fingers, dragging my head back to her core. I suck and lap up her juices as I work my fingers in, out, and around her pussy, hoping not to miss a single drop.


    ¡°Ooh, I¡¯m coming, right there baby¡± Jade moves and her legs shake as I find a new spot that has her crying out in pleasure. Her juices cascade down my fingers, onto my tongue, and down my chin as she shakes and moans my name and praise. I continue working my fingers as I kiss up her body, addicted to the way she shivers at my touch. She is completely vulnerable and trusting right now, I want to repay her by giving her every ounce of pleasure that I can.


    I suck at her nipple, feeling her shudder and clench around my fingers again. I continue my way up, marking every spot I can on the way until I get to her lips. I kiss her fully on the lips, letting her taste her delicious musk again as I pound into her pussy.


    ¡°Ahh, fuck, I¡¯m going to sq-¡± Jade doesn¡¯t finish her sentence as she grabs my hand, her juices shooting out of her as she trembles in my arms. I slowly pull out my fingers rubbing her sensitive clit, unable to help myself but she grabs my hand, sighing and leaning against the wall. I kiss her lips a few times before we clean each other off again before I help her out of the shower. I smile as she lets me dry her off before we moisturize and head to the room. We change into our pajamas, turn off the lights and get into bed.


    The urge to say those three words is strong and I bite my tongue, relaxing in Jade¡¯s arms and trying to force myself to sleep. What happens if I say those words? Will it change things? Will it push her away? That¡¯s the last thing I want, I just got Jade back. I don''t want to lose her.


    ¡°I can hear you thinking, Angel. What¡¯s wrong?¡± I don¡¯t answer her right away, thinking back to Nate¡¯s words. If he¡¯s right then me telling her I love her shouldn¡¯t change anything, right?


    ¡°You can tell me anything, you know that right?¡± Jade moves my chin and I glance back at her before nodding.


    ¡°I know, I just get nervous, I suppose. I don¡¯t want to push you away¡±.


    ¡°The only thing that would push me away is dishonesty and disloyalty. Say whatever¡¯s on your mind¡±. I turn back around and cuddle into her chest, taking a deep breath.


    ¡°Well, since we¡¯re on this little path to peace I guess it¡¯d be the right time to tell you that I love you Jade¡±. I exhale, feeling better revealing my true feelings to Jade, even if she doesn¡¯t reciprocate, it felt good to say. She doesn¡¯t say anything for a moment, holding me tight against her chest.


    ¡°I can¡¯t say the same yet because I¡¯m not sure if that is what I feel. I¡¯ve never been in love before, so how can I tell you if I don¡¯t know myself? However, when I do know, I promise I will tell you and you will never forget. That is what I can guarantee.

 Belonging

    Jade and I step out of the car and I¡¯m met with chaos. Fans, reporters, paparazzi, everyone and their mom are outside the ballroom venue. People scream for Jade¡¯s attention but she pays them no mind. She doesn¡¯t smile or address anyone or the cameras. I¡¯m not sure how this world works but wouldn¡¯t pictures of us together, happy be better. Jade doesn¡¯t seem to be stopping and I don¡¯t question her. As if sensing my wonder she leans down, close enough for her lips to brush against my ear.


    ¡°We don¡¯t want to be late. I have other plans to get under their skin¡±. I can¡¯t help but blush those roses to my cheeks as Jade rests her hand above my ass. The action increases the chaos and I lightly laugh as we continue our walk inside. It¡¯s amazing how entranced people are with Jade, though I can¡¯t say I blame them. I¡¯m sure there will be videos of Jade''s mild public display of affection all over the internet later.  We went inside to the most beautifully decorated venue I¡¯ve ever seen and I worked with a catering company for a few months.


    It¡¯s elegant and luxurious, everywhere I look my eyes are met with diamond crystals, perfectly placed flowers and soft lighting. There''s an area cleared for dancing and the sound of a live band on the second level, softly playing music while people mingle. I try not to look around astound, seeing as nobody else takes a second glance at the decor, and follows Jade to her family.


    ¡°Mother, Father. Angel, Anthony and Kimberly Knight''''. Jade¡¯s voice is professional but nothing more. I know there¡¯s tension between her and her parents but it seems a lot more intense than at the office. I assume it has to do with her father, Anthony Knight. He looks like a hard ass, he¡¯s handsome but it''s hidden behind a hard judgmental glare and frown lines. I don¡¯t think he¡¯s ever smiled in his life. All eyes at the table turn to us and this time I can''t get the nerves. Even if we were dating for real I would be terrified.


    ¡°Oh, hello again¡± Jade¡¯s mom rises from the table, coming over to kiss our cheeks. I¡¯m surprised by her actions but as she steps back I notice the same fake smile from the office. Appearances are right. Well bitch, two can play that game. I flash her the same faux enjoyment, but I know mine is far more natural. Years of customer service helps with acting like you like someone.


    ¡°Good evening, Mrs. Knight, it¡¯s nice to see you again. Mr. Knight, a pleasure¡±. I step forward and shake his hand before returning to Jade¡¯s side. Jade looks pleased and I give myself a mental high-five. Good, no sign of weakness yet. Anthony''s eyes hold scrutiny and it¡¯s easy to see he¡¯s not impressed.


    ¡°This is my brother, Travis and his wife Raven. My sister, Monica and her husband, Marlon Kingston, their kids, Joseph and Halle. Everyone, this is Angel Raya, the woman I¡¯ve been seeing¡±. Jade doesn¡¯t say much more as she pulls out my chair. I blush but sit with a small ¡°thank you¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s nice to meet you Angel. I¡¯ve been pestering Jade to let me meet you. She¡¯s always so private about her love life¡±. I smile, relaxing a little at her sister¡¯s welcoming smile. Thank God her whole family isn¡¯t bitchy.


    ¡°Jade has told me a lot about you and your family. They¡¯re beautiful¡± I say, referring to her two kids. They¡¯re twins and absolutely adorable. Joseph is in a tuxedo and Halle is in a sparkling gold dress, which I''m sure cost more than my entire closet.


    ¡°Thank you Angel. I have to say you¡¯re stunning, those pictures did you no justice¡±.


    ¡°Thank you¡±.


    ¡°Jade, have you spoken to the Mitchell¡¯s?¡± Mrs. Knight speaks up and I have to refrain from rolling my eyes. I know she¡¯s implying Donovan, the man she wants Jade with. What¡¯s so special about this guy that she¡¯d disregard her daughter¡¯s happiness.


    ¡°No, I haven¡¯t. I don¡¯t see a reason to speak with them¡±.


    ¡°They¡¯re old friends of course, why would you not speak with them? Oh look, there¡¯s Donovan now¡±. Mrs. Knight waves the pompous man with his nose stuck in the air. His arm is around the waist of a skinny blonde, undoubtedly a model in a short, latex pink dress. Her heels are high and covered in diamonds. Donovan is wearing an expensive suit, his caramel skin is flawless and his teeth are perfectly white. He¡¯s handsome but he reeks of arrogance. Such a turn off. I can see why Jade doesn¡¯t like him, he literally looks down on her and he hasn¡¯t even spoken.


    Donovan greets her parents, Clark by kissing their ass, before turning to Jade¡¯s siblings. I hold back a laugh as they ignore the fuck out of his presence. The desire to laugh quickly faces as he sets his eyes on Jade.


    ¡°Ah Jade, you look as stunning as always¡± his eyes lazily eye her form not bothering to be discreet.


    ¡°Donovan¡± Jade doesn¡¯t say anything else, placing her hand on my thigh. He eyes the action closely, a look of contempt flashing in his eyes. His charming smile is back soon enough but he¡¯s so transparent it¡¯s pathetic. I thought Cash was an egotistical asshole, he¡¯s practically a sweetheart compared to this dick.


    ¡°Oh and this must be the mystery woman from all the photos. Donovan Mitchell¡±. He extends his hand to me and I take it, immediately feeling Jade¡¯s grip tighten on my leg. I don¡¯t look away from Donovan shaking his hands with a firm grip and not backing down. I know better than to do that with a man like him. Men like him and Cash use any weakness to their advantage. My eyes dare him to try me and his contempt turns to curiosity, much to the dismay of Jade.


    ¡°Angelica Raya¡±  my accent slips into my voice as I pronounce my full name. He licks his lips and raises my hand as if to kiss it, but I slip my hand from his grasp. There¡¯s no way I¡¯m letting his dirty ass lips touch my skin. I¡¯ll probably get a rash.


    ¡°Raya, I can¡¯t say I¡¯ve heard of your family¡± I know what he¡¯s implying but I don¡¯t care. I know I¡¯m not meant to be here but I am. I¡¯m not going to let some stuck up, childish, want to be, make me feel like a bitch.


    ¡°Funny, I can¡¯t say I¡¯ve heard of you either, Mr. Mitchell¡±. I tilt my head watching as his self-righteous smirk falters. Jade¡¯s grip doesn¡¯t relax so I spare her a glance. Her eyes are blank but I know she¡¯s irritated. In fact, I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen Jade this bothered. Not much seems to get under her skin, but Donovan does.


    ¡°Right, well, we should speak Jade. About business¡±. Jade narrowed her eyes into slits and I know she¡¯s about to tell Donovan to fuck off.


    ¡°Oh that¡¯s a great idea. You two should hurry before dinner is served¡±. Mrs. Knight is all too eager to agree on behalf of Jade.


    ¡°No¡±.


    ¡°Jade don¡¯t be rude¡±. Mrs. Knight makes it a point to scold Jade before her fake ass smile is back. There¡¯s something wrong with this woman.


    ¡°There is nothing to discuss and tonight I¡¯m not working. I will not be rude to my date and make this night about work¡±. Jade''s words are firm and they fill the table with awkward tension. Jade and her mom have a stare off before she nudges Mr. Knight, too busy talking with some other man that came over. I¡¯m sure the guy is just trying to be nosy; he keeps glancing at me.


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    ¡°Jade, go speak with Mr. Mitchell. I¡¯m sure Angel will not mind¡±. Mr. Knight''s words hold no room for argument. He shoots Jade a look I can¡¯t decipher but she clenches her teeth, her entire body is stiff.


    ¡°Fine¡± she stands from the table while Donovan has a triumphant smirk on his face. Childish ass man. Jade leans down, placing a kiss on my temple that has a smile spreading on my face. If only she was like this more often.


    ¡°I¡¯ll be back soon, you¡¯re doing good. Just relax¡± Jade whispers into my ear and I find myself listening to her appraisal. If she says I¡¯m doing good then that¡¯s all that matters. More than everyone else I want to impress Jade and make her think twice about rejecting me again. Jade leaves with Donovan and soon enough I settle into easy conversation with Jade¡¯s siblings and their spouses. Several people come over to speak to the Knight family. Some speak to me for the sole purpose of figuring out Jade¡¯s personal life. Some ignore me completely, and a few are actually genuine.


    They announce that dinner will be served in 5 minutes and I look around for the 20th time. I don¡¯t know where Jade went and I¡¯m not sure if I should be worried. She said she would be back soon but that was like 20 minutes ago. I don¡¯t know what kind of man Donovan is and I know Jade can handle herself, but I can¡¯t stop that small bit of worry.


    ¡°So Angel, I noticed a little girl in some of those pictures. Is that your sister?¡± Mrs. Knight asks her eyes on me waiting for any imperfection. I¡¯ll never be ashamed of Leya so I proudly shake my head, meeting her unwavering gaze.


    ¡°No ma¡¯am that¡¯s my daughter¡±.


    ¡°Aw that¡¯s adorable, how old is she?¡±  Raven asks, nudging Travis in the arm. She¡¯s been dropping not so subtle hints about having children. Each time Travis just smiles and gives me a playful exasperated look. They mentioned they were trying but it hasn¡¯t happened yet.


    ¡°She¡¯s 3 and already full of attitude¡±.


    ¡°Oh yeah I remember those days. Just wait until they learn more words, the questions never end¡±. Monica has managed to keep the air light the entire timeJade has been gone. I¡¯m honestly so grateful for the woman. She¡¯s a lot nicer than the rest of her family. Travis tries but Kris gets interrupted by other men coming to say hello.  Monica has been making sure I¡¯m comfortable, been welcoming, and lightly defended me when her moon oversteps.


    ¡°I know I¡¯m in for it, she already insists on a spa day every week¡±. Monica, Raven and I laugh as Mrs. Knight forces her laughter.


    ¡°So, where is her father? Is he not around?¡± Mrs. Knight wasted no time getting to it and now the entire table has their eyes on me. Great. After what happened with Cash the last thing I want to do is think about him. I should¡¯ve never let him kiss me. I should¡¯ve seen through his stupid game, but I was too fucked up to think clearly.


    ¡°I don¡¯t see how that is any of your concern¡± Jade¡¯s voice is firm, catching all of our attention. Her glare is harder than before and she looks completely irritated.


    ¡°It was just a question, no need to get so defensive¡±. Jade doesn¡¯t address her mother, her attention on me instead. She takes her seat again and I search her face. Luckily, this ruse allows me to openly care about her.


    ¡°Are you alright?¡± I speak loud enough for her to hear as the dinner begins. She nods, again surprising the hell out of me kissing the corner of my lips. I don¡¯t let my shock show, closing my eyes and relishing in the feeling of Jade''s lips on mine.


    ¡°Yes, I apologize for being away for so long¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s okay. Your family is nice¡± just not her parents. I honestly thought there¡¯d be more drama. This is nothing compared to my daily life. Sure there have been some rude people that overstepped with their questions. Donovan is a clear asshole, but it could be worse.


    Jade hums as if she doesn¡¯t believe me, taking her seat beside me as they start serving dinner. After a couple of hours of bland small amounts of food, boring speeches, and awards, I¡¯m ready to leave. I look around the room as Jade talks with a couple by the name of Toutain. They¡¯re the only people Jade hasn¡¯t outright ignored. They assessed me closely, but were nicer about it than other people. They at least did so discreetly, instead of asking me personal questions. I feel eyes on me so I casually look around, until my eyes lock with Donovan. He¡¯s staring right at me, or should I say undressing me with his eyes. He has a smirk as if I¡¯m impressed but it just creeps me the hell out.


    ¡°Jade, does he stare at everyone like that?¡±  My question catches the attention of Monica and Jade. She sends a sharp glare towards Donovan. His smirk widens from cocky asshole to sadistic creep and it gives me chills. He looks like he wants to eat me alive and not in a good way.


    ¡°Ooh, you better keep your girl close to Jade. He hasn¡¯t been the only admirer Angel has had¡±. Monica smirks while Jade lifts her brow, looking at me. I shot Monica a look, we agreed we wouldn¡¯t tell Jade about that.


    ¡°Oh really?¡± Jade smirks, eyeing me and my body. I feel my face heat and laugh trying to shake off the instant rush to my pussy.


    ¡°No, she¡¯s exaggerating, some people are just being friendly¡±. Jade eyes me for a moment and as much as I want to look away I can¡¯t. The last time she stared at me with that face she confessed to wanting me. Don¡¯t fall for it Angel, it¡¯s just for show.


    ¡°I can¡¯t say I blame them. You look exceptional Angel¡±.


    ¡°Thank you Jade¡± my voice sounds just above a whisper. Those striking green eyes have me completely hypnotized. The rest of the room could be on fire and I don¡¯t think I¡¯d notice. I thought time away from Jade would have this crush dying out but it seems to have done the opposite. Maybe I just need some really good sex to get her out of my system.


    ¡°Anyways, as I was saying Angelica before being so rudely interrupted. We were discussing your daughter and her father¡¯s whereabouts¡±.


    ¡°Now this is some interesting dinner conversation¡±. A familiar voice sounds from behind me and I turn around. Nikita is dressed in an all back short dress, her tattoos on full display. I don¡¯t know if I should be grateful that she saved me from answering a personal question. Or jealous that Jades ex and longest sub, the closest she¡¯s had to a girlfriend, openly eye fuck her in front of my face. Nikita is gorgeous naturally.


    I would be surprised if Jade fucked around with anyone that doesn¡¯t look like a model, besides myself of course. Nikita has it all and I can see why Jade likes her. Nikita is gorgeous, confident, sure of herself, everything I¡¯m not. Jade tries to hide it but I can see the way she assesses her firm. I know she likes what she sees. She can see through the cover of her dress.


    Nikita goes to the rest of the Knight family. Even her parents seem to tolerate her more than anyone else. This is just more proof that she should¡¯ve chosen Nikita. I¡¯ve been getting carried away with this whole ordeal. I forgot a key fact. Jade more than likely has feelings for this tattooed beauty that she won¡¯t admit too. She rejected me once and I didn¡¯t take the hint. Seeing Nikita now is a hard slap in the face.


    Nikita turns her attention to me, her smile turning into the same smirk from the first time we met. When she flirted with me. She¡¯s very flirtatious and I remember Jade not being very fond of her antics. Nikita strides over, putting her hand on the back of my chair, leaving me frozen. I know she was a submissive to Jade but her presence to me is dominating. Not as much as Jade or Alexia though, they¡¯re just overpowering in a different way entirely. With Nikita, I have the urge to challenge her but I doubt I¡¯d win if she wouldn¡¯t let me.


    ¡°Angel, your name is so befitting. Your beauty truly is effortlessly¡±. Nikita strokes my jaw down to my chin. I gulp and glance at Jade. Her face is blank but she¡¯s watching closely, not helping my flushed face. Why isn¡¯t she stopping her? Why aren¡¯t I stopping her? Why is my pussy getting wet? I really need to stop looking into this lifestyle. I used to have such a grip on my life.


    I carefully remove her hand from my face. ¡°Thank you, Nikita¡±.


    ¡°Please, call me Nikki¡± she licks her lips reaching out to touch me again this time Jade steps in.


    ¡°Nikki¡± she doesn¡¯t say anything more but the warning is obvious. Except, I¡¯m not sure if it¡¯s for her or me. They¡¯re locked in a stare-off and I¡¯m stuck between wanting to watch this play out and give them privacy. I clear my throat and stand from my chair.


    ¡°Excuse me, I¡¯m going to freshen up¡±. Jade eyes me but I don¡¯t give anyone the chance to speak, excusing myself from the table. Without Jade by my side, the trek to the bathroom is full of stares. Curiosity and judgment, mostly silent ridicule. It¡¯s clear that without her, they don¡¯t approve of my presence. For the first time tonight, I can feel the weight of how much I don¡¯t belong.

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    I fix my hair in the bathroom mirror, trying to waste time and put on a brave face.  I sigh and close my eyes. I can¡¯t hide here forever. I¡¯ve wasted too much time already. I don¡¯t want there to be questions.


    ¡°I have to say you look adorable when you pout, Angel¡±. I gasp looking up to see Alexia staring at me through the mirror.


    ¡°M-Ms. Martin, what are you doing here?¡± I straightened up, seeing my boss with her signature smirk on her face. I can¡¯t handle this right now.


    ¡°High powered people often need attorneys. I¡¯m technically working. The better question is what are you doing, hiding in the bathroom?¡±


    ¡°I-I¡¯m not hiding. I¡¯m just¡­¡± I trail off my mind failing to find an excuse that doesn¡¯t sound like bullshit.  Truth is, I wasn¡¯t as upset about seeing Jade with Nikita, it was the feeling that I¡¯m turning into a different person. I¡¯ve never tried to fit in but I feel myself changing. I don¡¯t know if it¡¯s for good reasons or for the worse. It¡¯s hard not to feel like I¡¯m making a mistake.


    Jade was right. I have no idea what I was getting into, but she should¡¯ve told me that rich people would be the least of my worries. This world of dominance and submissiveness, I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m ready for it. I can¡¯t deny my curiosity especially with the arrival of Alexia Martin. Attorney by day, dominatrix by night. It¡¯s all so fascinating and completely out of my league. Is this the normal world for the rich? I wonder who else at this dinner is involved in BDSM.


    Alexia chuckles walking closer until she¡¯s directly behind me. She¡¯s close enough that I feel the warmth radiating from her body but not touching me. Her eyes stay locked on me through the mirror and I don¡¯t dare move.


    ¡°If we¡¯re going to work together, honesty and trust is critical¡±. I look down, only for her to reach around and lift my head up. Right, keep my head up.


    ¡°It¡¯s nothing really¡­Jade is with Nikita and I just started feeling¡­¡± Alexia strokes my jaw, raising her brow when I don¡¯t finish. How do I tell my boss that I was getting turned on and out of place?


    ¡°Jealous?¡±


    ¡°No, more like, inadequate. I mean look at me¡±. I¡¯m nothing compared to the women I saw in that ballroom. Actors, actresses, models, heiresses, fashionistas, and millionaire princesses.


    ¡°I am looking at you and what I see is utterly divine. Your insecurities stem from your lack of money but your qualities beyond that are incomparable to money. I could see that within the first five minutes of your interview. You just need the confidence to back up your natural beauty¡±.


    ¡°But¡­it¡¯s not that easy¡±.


    ¡°Maybe you just need some lessons, we can discuss that more on Monday. For now, take this as a free lesson. Look in the mirror¡± I do as she says staring at our reflection. Her features are so sharp but she¡¯s still gorgeous. It¡¯s not hard to imagine this woman wielding a whip and leather gear. She has that aura of dominance.


    Alexia Martin has a reputation of not backing down to anyone. It¡¯s what makes her so successful as an attorney. I became a fan after she put some chauvinistic asshole lawyer in his place. It was the greatest thing I had ever seen and the video went viral. I followed her on social media because she¡¯s gorgeous and a badass. She started her own law firm and sometimes gave free legal advice. I had never considered she was active in the BDSM lifestyle. I had never considered much about the lifestyle, until now.


    ¡°Good, now tell yourself that you are the baddest bitch in that room. You are untouchable and the epitome of your name, Angelic. You are strong. You are courageous. And you are beautiful¡±. I nod repeating the words until they come out with confidence and a firm nod. Alexia is right. Jade may have chosen me but that doesn¡¯t mean I shouldn¡¯t make her feel honored to have me.


    ¡°Perfect baby-doll, now you should return to Jade. She doesn¡¯t like to be kept waiting¡± Alexia smirks using her nail to trail across my skin. I suck in a breath and gulp. She chuckles but steps back, nodding towards the door. I walk a few steps away, looking back to see her eyes firmly on my ass. She slowly trails them up my body, making me shiver. She¡¯s your boss Angel. Stop it. What the hell is wrong with me?


    I leave the bathroom and begin my walk back to the ballroom when I see Donovan leaning against the wall. There are a few people littering the hall but none of them actually pay attention to this creep. I doubt many people are willing to stand up to him or help me out if he decides to step out of line.


    ¡°Jade dared to let you off her leash, bold move¡±. Let me off her leash? The fuck is this man talking about?


    ¡°Excuse me?¡± Donovan chuckles at my glare and I feel my skin crawl. This guy creeps me the hell out.


    ¡°I didn¡¯t mean any disrespect, Ms. Raya¡±. Ew, why did he say my last name like that? Like he¡¯s trying to have an accent he so clearly doesn¡¯t have. He moves from his position on the wall to stand in front of me. I brace myself for a fight, if need be. It wouldn¡¯t be the first time I¡¯ve fought in heels and a dress.


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    ¡°So what did you mean Mr. Mitchell?¡± I don¡¯t even think I want to know what this pervert is trying to imply.


    ¡°You are a beautiful woman. It would be foolish to let you out of sight. Not many people know how to treat expensive things with care. It requires a special touch¡± Donovan reaches out to touch my face and I immediately step back two feet. Nope, time to go. I can¡¯t even count all the insults he just made.


    ¡°Jade knows I can handle myself¡±.


    ¡°That she can. Donovan, I hope you¡¯re not harassing my assistant¡± Alexia sounds behind me. Her heels sound proudly and fiercely on the floor and soon enough she¡¯s standing beside me. I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn¡¯t notice her outfit. It¡¯s such a contrast to the elegant apparel everyone else is wearing. Her red leather pants fit her body like a second skin, as if she¡¯s been poured in them. Her black corset pushes her breast up, catching your attention in the most teasing way possible. Her black stilettos are at least 8 inches, making her long legs look longer. Alexia¡¯s hair falls in waves, framing her face, it would be delicate. If she didn¡¯t look like a vixen.


    ¡°We¡¯re just having a conversation Mr. Martin, save it for the courtroom¡±. Donovan tries to dismiss Alexia but she doesn¡¯t back down. Alexia steps forward so they¡¯re a foot apart.


    ¡°I suggest we return to the dinner we paid a hefty price to enjoy, hm? You wouldn¡¯t want anything to impede your upcoming assault case, would you?¡±


    ¡°Is that a threat?¡±


    ¡°Simply legal advice, Donovan¡± Alexia¡¯s smirk never falters and she doesn¡¯t move when Donovan steps forward. They¡¯re chest-to-chest and I mentally curse. How does trouble find me everywhere I go?


    ¡°Is there an issue here?¡± Jade¡¯s commanding voice sounds through the hall and I sigh in relief. I walk away from the two hotheads, joining Jade¡¯s side who quickly ushers me behind her, next to Nikita. I don¡¯t want Alexia to think I cause trouble, she¡¯s my boss and these first few impressions have been horrible and unprofessional.


    ¡°Not at all, right Donovan?¡± Alexia¡¯s cheeky question is met by Donovan¡¯s deep growl. He grits his teeth, finally turning away knowing he¡¯s lost this time. He turns to walk back into the ballroom, his eyes firmly on me.


    ¡°See you around Angel¡± he walks away, leaving the air thick with tension. Jade is mad, Nikita is curious and Alexia, well she¡¯s always the same, unreadable.


    ¡°Angel-¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry Jade, I didn¡¯t mean to be gone so long¡±.


    ¡°Did he say anything else to you?¡± Jade disregards my apology, instead she looks ready to go after Donovan and beat his ass. That would make a horrible impression, worse than I¡¯m already making.


    ¡°Nothing important, can we go now?¡±


    ¡°Angel¡± Jade says my voice in warning but I don¡¯t care. I¡¯m just ready to get out of here. Between Donovan and these two dominatrixes, I need to return to my normal life. I shake my head. I don¡¯t want to argue with her. I know I shouldn¡¯t have left but I just had to get away from the questions about Cash. It doesn¡¯t help that I fucked up and let him kiss me, I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m supposed to tell Jade or act like it didn¡¯t happen. He¡¯s none of their business anyway, and then Nikita shows up, more of a reminder how out of place I am. Ugh, I just want a drink at this point.


    ¡°That¡¯s no way to speak to a woman named Jade¡±.


    ¡°Stay out of it Alexia¡± Jade snaps and that¡¯s when Alexia¡¯s smirk falls. Her face grows cold and serious and I think we all freeze. She¡¯s just that intimidating. Jade knows she fucked up but she doesn¡¯t back down either. I admire her confidence because I could never. Alexia steps forward, her steps accentuated by the sharp step of her heels, her walk far more predatory than before. The carefree air that she carries has vanished and she looks ready to attack her prey. Jade.


    Jade Knight actually looks like prey. It¡¯s amazing to see and as sexy as I expected. Her eyes are shining and there¡¯s an inner debate brewing within her mind. Submit to her ex-domme or be the dominatrix that she is. I¡¯m curious to see what she¡¯ll choose. It¡¯s hard to imagine Jade submitting to anyone. She hasn¡¯t backed down, but she hasn¡¯t uttered another word. She walks the fine line of yielding just enough.


    ¡°Immaturity and indecisiveness is what put you in this position. Don¡¯t let it further carry you into situations you are not prepared to handle¡±. Alexia moves so her and Jade are inches apart, roughly gripping Jade''s jaw. We all gasp but I know Jade is trying to hide her reaction. However, her eyes are hooded, she¡¯s breathing just a bit harder, and the air around us has thickened with lust and anticipation. Fuck, I don¡¯t know why seeing Alexia handle Jade like that was so hot, but it was. It¡¯s official, something¡¯s wrong with me. I don¡¯t even recognize myself anymore. My free time is spent researching sex. Even now it¡¯s all I can think about.


    Alexia and Jade¡¯s lips graze as she speaks, too quiet for me and Nikita to hear. That doesn¡¯t stop my body from humming. Are they going to kiss? Do I really want to see Jade kiss someone else? Why do I feel more turned on than jealous?


    I look away, willing the heat on my face to go away. I went to the bathroom to compose myself, now I feel more unhinged than before. Alexia says something in Jade¡¯s  ear before stepping back with a smirk. Alexia turns her attention to Nikita who immediately lowers her eyes in submission. She seems as entranced as I am, except I¡¯m sure she¡¯s seen situations like this before. Nikita¡¯s face never showed shock or surprise like mine, only lust and interest.


    ¡°The offer still stands, Nikki¡± Alexia¡¯s smirk is firmly in place as she steps back from the women. ¡°Angel, remember what I said?¡± I nod, standing up straight and composing myself. Right, confidence, fake it till I find it. Three pairs of eyes land on me, but Jade¡¯s holds the most weight. I¡¯ve been trying to be confident for her but it¡¯s something I should have for myself. Something I should teach my daughter, unlike what my mother taught me.


    ¡°Good girl, I¡¯ll see you on Monday. Good evening ladies¡± Alexia walks away, a slight sway in her hips. I¡¯m positive she knows that we¡¯re all watching her leather clad ass walk away. I really need her to give me lessons in bad bitch attitude. Jade raises her brow in question to me but I avoid her gaze. I have no intention of telling her about my mini mental freak out in the bathroom.


    ¡°So, who wants a drink?¡±

 Mine

    Jade and I return to the table after a brief stop at the bar. Nikita parted ways after being called away by her family and I can see people¡¯s eyes are still on Jade and I. More so now than before, I wonder if they can notice the tension between us as well. Apparently, it¡¯s time for Jade¡¯s dad to get some kind of award and I hope it means we¡¯re one step closer to leaving. I honestly haven¡¯t paid attention to all of the speeches and awards. I don¡¯t even know what this dinner is for. I can feel Jade¡¯s eyes on me as she sips her alcohol and talks with her family.


    Her body language is tense and she won¡¯t stop glancing at me. I¡¯ve been talking normally, luckily there haven''t been any more questions about Cash. I assume that was Jade¡¯s doing. The tables are being cleared. I take the opportunity to check on Leya. I intended on calling my aunt in the bathroom, but got a bit preoccupied. I laugh at the video of Leya singing her heart out to her favorite movie. She has the stuffed animal Jade and I won for her at the amusement park. She insists on taking it everywhere she goes. I don¡¯t think twice as I tap Jade to see the video. I know she adores Leya even when I was avoiding her she still asked about my daughter. It¡¯s the sweetest thing I¡¯ve ever seen.


    Jade laughs watching the video, noting how I should look into getting her into a fine arts program. I love how she doesn¡¯t act like she likes my daughter. She doesn¡¯t just spoil her with pointless toys, Jade actually considers Leya¡¯s future. It¡¯s so sexy honestly and makes me want her even more.  She relaxes her shoulders a bit and I look at my hand resting above her knee. I¡¯m glad she hasn¡¯t told me to move my hand to take it off. I love the feel of her beneath my fingertips.


    ¡°I really am sorry Jade¡±. I speak loud enough for only her to hear. There weren¡¯t any questions about where we disappeared to and I want to keep it that way. She sighs, lifting my chin so I need her gaze.


    ¡°You will tell me what happened in that hallway¡±. Fuck, her voice. She¡¯s not asking a question but giving me a demand. I shift in my seat trying to ease the tension she always seems to evoke. I like jealous Jade.


    ¡°I will, but not now¡±. She nods, satisfied with that answer and I feel myself relaxing. I really don¡¯t like making her mad, she¡¯s intimidating enough without an attitude.


    ¡°And Alexia?¡± I bite my lip as I think about the possibility of getting lessons off any king from the woman. She¡¯s my boss and I shouldn¡¯t think of her in any way except professionally but damn it I can¡¯t help it. I can¡¯t tell her about that I¡¯m not even sure it¡¯s


    ¡°She just gave me some advice¡±.


    ¡°Angel¡± her voice is a warning that does nothing but turn me on more. She smirks and I know my expression is giving me away but damn she sounds good. Looks even better and I¡¯ve been getting wound up and teased by all of these women around me. There¡¯s only so much teasing a girl can take.


    ¡°Yes Jade¡± she¡¯s still holding my chin up but I have no intention of looking away. Those green eyes are hypnotizing, they pull me in and entrap me with no way of escaping. The two glasses of champagne and amaretto sour I¡¯ve been nursing are giving me liquid courage.


    ¡°Don¡¯t look at me like that¡±. Her voice is low and rough and she pulls me closer just slightly. Feeling bold I lick my lips, glancing at her juicy red lips tempting the hell out of me.


    ¡°Or what?¡± Jade raises her brow, a low chuckle sounding from her as she licks her lips. I shift in my seat at her predatory gaze and tightening grip. Fuck me now. Jade roughly tugs me close until I¡¯m on the edge of my seat. The action catches the attention of her family and a few surrounding tables, but she clearly doesn¡¯t give a fuck. She moves so her lips graze my ear, her other hand comes down to my thigh halting my squirming.


    ¡°Or I¡¯m going to take you to my playroom, spank that pretty ass of yours until it''s red and raw. Until your juices drip down your leg and you¡¯re begging me to fuck your tight soaking pussy; and the only word that you will be able to utter is my name¡±. Her hand on my thigh leaves a lingering tingle as she pulls back, her eyes hold a promise. One I really hope she fulfills. If that¡¯s what being a brat gets me then I will gladly act out.


    ¡°Jade have some decency. You¡¯re attracting attention¡± Kimberly scolds at Jade but she pays her mom no mind.


    ¡°Do you understand me Angel?¡±


    ¡°Yes Jade¡± she smirks slowly, giving my body a once over retracting her touch completely.


    ¡°Is that something you want, Angel?¡±


    ¡°Yes Jade¡± I¡¯m not hesitating or bullshitting tonight. There¡¯s no way I¡¯m going to turn down a night with Jade. Her eyes darken but the sound of a speaker getting on stage interrupts our moment. I smirk and turn back to the stage, loving her heated gaze and attention. She stares at me for a second longer before the sound of microphone feedback breaks the tension. Thinking back to Alexia¡¯s words, coupled with the knowledge that Jade wants me, I sit a bit higher. I don¡¯t want to be the cute little Kitten anymore. I want to be the sexy grown ass lioness I know I am and it starts now. The first step is being confident in what I want and that¡¯s Jade.


    I listen to Jade¡¯s dad and his pretentious speech while he accepts his award. His wife gleams paying more attention to people¡¯s reactions rather than her husband¡¯s speech and accomplishment. It¡¯s clear that this is all a well-rehearsed show for the entire family, one that Jade clearly takes no interest in joining. She is probably the only person bold enough to ignore Mr. Knight and text away on her phone instead. It¡¯s clearly getting under her mother¡¯s skin but Jade doesn¡¯t seem to care. Even her siblings attempt to get her off the phone but she ignores them, her brow creasing the more she stares at her phone. I risk a glance at her phone, seeing Alexia¡¯s name on the screen.


    ¡°Is everything okay?¡± Jade finishes typing before putting her phone away, as everyone stands to applaud her father. We do as we''re supposed to and they announce dessert will be served soon. I inwardly roll my eyes, can this night end already? Jade¡¯s description of what she¡¯d do to me in her playroom sounds more appealing than flashing fake smiles.


    ¡°Of course, it''s just business. Would you care for a drink, Angel?¡± I nod, ignoring her lie and dismissive tone, watching her walk to the bar.


    ¡°Don¡¯t let her get away with that all the time. Don¡¯t be afraid to put Jade in her place¡± Monica says as we take our seats, nodding towards her sister. I laugh it off although I¡¯m curious what she has to discuss with Alexia. It¡¯s obviously not business, unless she¡¯s having legal trouble.


    ¡°Nonsense, Monica. If she¡¯s working it¡¯s best to let her work, Angelica¡±. Mrs. Knight cuts in but Monica just makes a face. ¡°Business requires hard work and long nights. If you cannot handle that, then Jade is probably not the best match. If I¡¯m being honest, this ¡°relationship¡± appears to be a bit of a fa?ade. It all happened so fast¡­and suddenly¡±. Mrs. Knight''s unwavering stare burns into my soul and I know she was waiting to get me alone to make this implication. I can tell her family is starting to consider her insinuation.


    ¡°I¡¯m very particular about the people I allow around my children. I haven¡¯t dated since my daughter¡¯s father so I was a bit hesitant. Jade was patient and went out of her way to ensure that my daughter remained safe while we talked. It was actually you, Mrs. Knight, that helped me realize I almost walked away from someone incredible¡±. Most of that is bullshit but it¡¯s true that I am here because of Leya. She mentions Jade almost every day now. She¡¯s gone from the ¡°nice lady¡± to ¡°Jade¡± and it¡¯s adorable but that means I have to be careful. I can¡¯t let Leya get hurt if this all goes south.


    ¡°I can¡¯t imagine having to be a single mother. I understand your reservations especially with someone like Jade¡±. Raven says as the servers start bringing dessert to the tables.


    ¡°Someone like me? What is that supposed to mean?¡± Jade places a cocktail in front of me and I raise my brow. How did she know I like tequila and ginger ale?


    ¡°Um, you''re a famous business woman even if you don¡¯t want to acknowledge your celebrity status. I mean look at these people fawning over you from their seats¡±. Raven points out all the people not so discreetly talking, motioning, and photographing her.


    ¡°You can also be a bit bitchy, it¡¯s surprising how well you get along with kids, right babe?¡±. Monica says, promptly getting scolded by her mother, who she ignores.


    ¡°Don¡¯t put me in it, I¡¯m not pissing off our babysitter¡±. Marlon says as he deals with the kids fighting over desserts.


    ¡°I¡¯m not bitchy, I¡¯m particular¡±. I inwardly scoff at that. Jade can be bitchy, bossy, and controlling as fuck, but it¡¯s not from a bad place. She wants the best and settles for nothing less. I admire her for never wavering on her standards. Travis barks out a laugh, loud enough to catch attention but people are already gawking at the family. You¡¯d think they were royalty the way everyone in the room is regarding the Knight family. Only those bold enough to approach speak hesitantly about business, afraid that they will say something to displease the family. I¡¯ve never seen anything like it before in my life. Jade¡¯s sister seems to be the nicest and most welcoming in the family.


    ¡°Jade, you have to admit, you don¡¯t exactly come off as child friendly. In fact I know you prefer not to be around children¡±. That¡¯s shocking, Jade and Leya treat me like a third wheel when we go out. She¡¯s never made any inclination that she doesn¡¯t like kids. If that¡¯s the case I wouldn¡¯t have brought Leya around. I don¡¯t want her to fake a relationship with my daughter because she feels obligated. We may have less but we¡¯re not a charity case.


    ¡°Yeah, it¡¯s like pulling teeth to get you to babysit¡±.


    ¡°My niece and nephew are a bit¡­¡± Jade trails off as the twins argue and make a mess of their dessert. They¡¯re both seconds away from being covered in chocolate and getting a whooping from Marlon. The once pristine white table cloth is now smeared with chocolate, fruit, juice and everything else they could think of. Overall, it looks like Joseph and Halle had a food fight.


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    ¡°¡­Energetic for my taste. On the other hand, I¡¯m sure Angel¡¯s daughter is a genius, she¡¯s far more advanced than most children her age. I can have a conversation with her that expands past toys and mindless television¡±. I laugh and shake my head while taking a sip of my drink. I have noticed that Leya watches less TV when Jade¡¯s around, too busy trying to act spoiled and grown as hell.


    ¡°Possibly I wouldn¡¯t put it past her. But I think she¡¯s just had to grow up a bit faster than most kids, unfortunately. Having adults as friends also doesn¡¯t help¡±. Jade eyes me closely, tucking my hair behind my ear so nothing obstructs her view of my face. Her eyes analyze me like the first time we met. She¡¯s trying to figure me out, study me, except this time I¡¯m not nervous. I want her far too much to be nervous right now. The way she¡¯s staring, thinking about how good we are out with Leya, acting like a real couple. Remembering those moments makes me less nervous and more comfortable around Jade.


    ¡°You don¡¯t mention your past very often¡±.  Come to think of it, I suppose Jade knows me as much as I know her. We¡¯ve talked and shared our stories, she¡¯s by no means a stranger, but we¡¯ve never gotten too personal.  Business casual and sexual would describe our relationship perfectly. There¡¯s attraction and lust but beneath it all is a deal that suits us both. A deal that¡¯s becoming a great excuse to ignore and pretend whatever feelings are between us.


    ¡°I don¡¯t like thinking about the struggle my daughter went through because of me¡±.  Jade grabs my chin, forcing me to look into her fierce endearing gaze. Her eyes are blazing and whatever she¡¯s going to say she¡¯s serious.


    ¡°Never be ashamed of where you come from Angel. You should be proud of your determination and love for your daughter. Be proud of your strength and the scars that come along with the battles you¡¯ve overcome. Do you understand?¡± Wow, Jade has never spoken to me like this. Or looked at me with so much fierce passion. Her eyes shine and it¡¯s not because of the low ambient lighting. It¡¯s because¡­dare I say¡­because she¡¯s staring at me. Talking to me. Reassuring me that amongst all these rich successful people, I shouldn¡¯t be ashamed. That she isn¡¯t ashamed to be here with me. How am I supposed to respond to that?


    ¡°Just say, yes, Jade, I understand¡±. Her smirk is wide as she reads my stunned yet chaotic mind.


    ¡°Yes Jade, I understand¡± her smile tells me she¡¯s pleased and I¡¯m happy and relieved she¡¯s not still pissed about earlier. The last place I want to be is on the receiving end of Jade Knight¡¯s wrath. I don¡¯t know if her sudden change of behavior is due to the drink she¡¯s now nursing, the messages between her and Alexia, or the situation in the hallway.


    ¡°Good girl, Angel. It¡¯s always sexier when you obey¡± She doesn¡¯t bother hiding the lust in her tone and I shiver as my face heats. Her thumb caresses my bottom lip as her strong fingers cup my face in grip much like I''ve come accustomed to from her. It¡¯s both tantalizing and irresistible. I can¡¯t believe she¡¯s acting like this in front of all these people. I know we¡¯re supposed to be a couple but damn the way she¡¯s staring at me looks as if it safely wants to strip me bare right here. Is this the same woman that flat out rejects me whenever I try to make a move?


    ¡°Jade¡­¡± my damn ears are on fire, not helping the eyes burning holes into my body from all directions. She¡¯s successfully managed to catch the attention of damn near everyone in the room. Her parents stare the heaviest and if Jade wasn¡¯t cupping my face I¡¯m sure I¡¯d be looking away. It¡¯s obvious her parents don¡¯t approve and I¡¯m trying to follow her lead without leaving a bad impression.


    Part of me wants to tell her she knows that I love to please her. That little smile she does when I perform how she wants or do something she approves, sends a thrill through me. It also gives me a surge of confidence and ignites a flame that¡¯s getting hard for me to control. While another part of me wants to simply drop to my knees and ask w what else I can do to please her. The thought is jarring¡­in a good way. It feels like I¡¯m finally coming into my own skin, discovering new things about myself. Like the fact that I don¡¯t entirely mind the stares I¡¯m receiving right now.


    ¡°Damn sis, I¡¯ve never seen you like this before¡±.


    ¡°Yeah seriously, you¡¯re like a dog in heat¡±. Travis and Monica poke fun at Jade who pays them no mind, slowly retracting her hand from my face. Her eyes are predatory and I gulp and buzz in anticipation. I don¡¯t know how much more I can take. This want is pushing to the point of need and I damn sure better not get rejected again. I can¡¯t tell if this is part of the ruse or if Jade is saying ¡°fuck this¡± and going to indulge with me¡­in me.


    ¡°Jade Ariel Knight, please have some decency¡±.


    ¡°Why should I? Those who truly don¡¯t want to watch will look away and others simply mask their kinks and curiosity with anger and disapproval. I see no reason to hold myself back tonight for others. Angel is mine, there is no such thing as overstepping¡±. Jade¡¯s words pull the air out of my lungs, my ears start ringing, and it takes everything in me not to look utterly shocked. I¡¯m hers? Right, we¡¯re acting and I¡¯m ¡°hers¡± but the way she said it¡­not to mention her displays of possessiveness all night. Other than her trip to the bar and my stop in the bathroom, Jade has been by my side or at the very least keeping her eyes on me at all times. She can be across the room but I can feel her hands on me regardless. Her presence consumes me, no matter where she is.


    ''Angel is mine¡¯, oh how I fucking wish to belong to Jade. Not just as her submissive but the person she can¡¯t seem to resist. The only woman that she can¡¯t get enough of, until she¡¯s the one begging for me and my presence. I doubt that would ever happen but there is one thing I know for sure¡­I really want to kiss her. Her lips look so good, soft, juicy, I remember damn well how her tongue explores my mouth without any inhibition. Her lips claim mine so well, entrapping me until I have no other thought but to surrender to her desires. Fall to my knees and beg for her instruction, her touch, her lips, tongue, and all the pleasure she produces.


    ¡°¡­This is not the time for one of your little shows, Jade. You will not turn this evening for your father into a spectacle. Now, represent this family and act like you have an ounce of class left. You should be showing Angel how we expect her to carry herself, if she intends to be¡­part of this family. She will never learn with your antics¡± Mrs. Knight¡¯s face remains pleasant despite her harsh tone passing by gritted teeth and fake smiles. She¡¯s made it clear she doesn¡¯t approve of Jade and I and believe I should be taught how to be in her presence. It just makes me want Jade more. I¡¯ve never been good at staying away from what others don¡¯t want me to have. I won¡¯t let Kimberly ruin my fantasy and one night with Jade.


    No overstepping tonight. She¡¯s made that clear and if I¡¯m going to be rejected, I¡¯m damn sure going to make a move first.


    ¡°The only person Angel needs to worry about impressing is me, we¡¯re dating after all, Isn¡¯t that what you wanted mother? Will I be happy?¡± Jade¡¯s words are sarcastic and the table immediately gets awkward and tense. Travis and Monica look away while Jade and her mother have a stare off. Neither woman refused to back down from the other. At this point there¡¯s no hiding the tension between the family members. It¡¯s clear that Jade doesn¡¯t have a good relationship with her parents. She¡¯s a bit distant from all of her family, mainly observing the conversations and speaking when addressed. I suppose that¡¯s because the few times she did speak it went a bit like this¡­shade, awkwardness, and apprehension.


    ¡°Of course I want you to be happy Jade, but not at the expense of the standards required of a Knight. This family has a reputation, your father¡¯s name holds a lot of respect, and I won¡¯t let anyone tarnish it, not you¡­or some miss nobody. If neither of you can carry yourselves with the rightful esteem then this ¡°relationship¡± will have to go into reconsideration¡±. There it is, the disapproval and objection I was expecting.


    Kimberly directs her words to me this time and I can¡¯t help but look down at the amount of distaste in her eyes. It¡¯s bordering on  disgust and it makes me feel like shit. That¡¯s the last look my own mother gave me the last time I saw her. Like I was a worthless nuisance, a stain on her perfect life. I knew that no matter what they said, my parents would never love me or look at me the same. It seems that judgment of unworthiness is determined to follow me wherever I go.


    How am I supposed to remain confident in these situations? When my very existence is a bother to others.


    Jade naturally notices me retreat into my shell and once again the air around the table shifts. Jade looks furious as she stares at her mother ready to cuss her the fuck out. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen her so pissed off. It makes me nervous, this isn¡¯t like her domme side. This is entirely different, a side of Jade that rumors blossomed from. Her eyes scream fury but her face remains blank, she¡¯s staring a whole into her mother¡¯s face. Even Kimberly can¡¯t hold her glare for longer than a minute. Jade¡¯s green eyes have a way of penetrating your soul so every inch of you feels exposed and at her mercy.


    ¡°Fuck your prestige¡±. My eyes widen at Jade¡¯s plain words. She says them as a fact, like she didn¡¯t just say ¡°fuck you¡± to her mother. I could never have the balls to speak to my mom like that, even now. Jade also doesn¡¯t seem like the type to let comments bother her so much. It¡¯s not like her mother hasn¡¯t been implying the same shit since she saw me in that office. Jade just appears to be more bothered than usual tonight, maybe having to pretend has her on edge. First, Donovan, then Alexia gets under her skin, now it¡¯s her mother. This isn¡¯t like the Jade who always remains composed, though it¡¯s nice to see she¡¯s not some emotionless robot.


    ¡°Jade¡±. ¡°Chill¡±. Monica and Travis both try to calm their sister but Jade doesn¡¯t even hear them. She¡¯s on the hunt right now, and her eyes are locked in on her target, Kimberly Knight.


    ¡°Say what you want about me. I stopped caring about your opinion years ago, but if you ever make a disrespectful implication about Angel again, I¡¯ll¡­¡±


    ¡°You¡¯ll what, Jade?¡± Kimberly¡¯s tone is daring, no longer thinking of backing down to her daughter. The look in Kimberly¡¯s eyes tells me she¡¯s ready to strip everything away from Jade, name included. I can¡¯t let that happen no matter how sweet and how hard my heart is thrumming in my chest. I put a hand on Jade¡¯s leg ready to talk her down and walk her away if needed, when Mr. Knight cuts in. His eyes were twice as sharp as both of the women combined.


    ¡°That¡¯s enough, both of you, we¡¯re in fucking public damn it. I don¡¯t give a shit what your petty woman bullshit problems are, but you will not embarrass me¡±. Mr. Knight¡¯s eyes are sharp as he looks between me and Jade. I don¡¯t even try to meet his gaze, the expensive crystal glasses are much more interesting. Mr Knight fixes his sleeves as if he¡¯s eased the tense air, but he¡¯s only made it worse.


    ¡°I don¡¯t care who you¡¯re shacking up with, Jade. But, if you ¡°don¡¯t give a fuck about¡± the damn reputation that has you employed, you can find yourself without a title. And a job¡±. Jade doesn¡¯t say anything as her father stands with the grace and conniving smile of a twisted, lying, manipulating politician, ending the conversation. Kimberly quickly stands to rush alongside her husband while Jade¡¯s siblings and spouses sigh. Jade on the other hand looks ready to explode, instead she closes her eyes, schools her face, and downs her drink. Jade stands from the table with elegance rivaling her father. They both act as if they weren¡¯t ready to disown each other seconds ago.


    ¡°It appears that I need a refill, would you care for a drink Angel?¡± Jade¡¯s tone is pleasant, too normal for it to be believable, at least to me.


    ¡°No thank you Jade¡± she nods, walking away, leaving me to stare at her retreating back. Should I follow her? Should I give her space? Times like this I wish I knew Jade better or at the very least what a girlfriend is supposed to do.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t worry about Jade too much¡±. Monica nudges my arm, naturally trying to ease the tension left by her family.


    ¡°Yeah, don¡¯t worry about them, it¡¯s just a power struggle¡± they all laugh it off, prompting me to do the same.I know there¡¯s more to it all than they¡¯re letting on. I talk with Monica and Raven, as well as a few other bolder women trying to brown-nose their way to the top. After ten restless and annoying minutes of listening to women gloat and talk about themselves, I look around the room in search of Jade. I had been glancing at her spot at the bar every minute until this thirsty bitch wouldn¡¯t stop asking about the woman I can¡¯t stop worrying about. The same woman who was nursing a bottle at the bar. The women finally give me a long enough break to find Jade, being led out of the room by Nikita.


    I have nothing to be worried about right? So why does it feel like I just got stood up.

 In Her Bed

    The rest of the dinner Jade is nowhere to be found. Raven and Monica do their best to keep me entertained, introducing me to a few of their friends. I act my ass off as if I¡¯m not bothered by Jade leaving with another woman. It went from curiosity to irritation and now I¡¯m just ready to go home, to my actual home. In my real life, not the penthouse, in this fantasy life. I walk with Monica and Raven towards the lobby area to wait for the car. I¡¯m not sure where Jade is, I gave up trying to call her an hour ago. The party ended and mostly everyone is heading towards the doors, doing the last of their networking.


    ¡°You should really join the family for brunch tomorrow Angel. It¡¯d be a lot more bearable if you¡¯re there¡±. Monica says and I know it¡¯s because of her parents behavior. When Jade left and they returned the questions about Cash resumed but more relentlessly. They asked how we met, how I got pregnant, my parents and relationship with my family. My relationship with Cash and if he¡¯s in mine and Leya¡¯s life, they asked interview and first date questions. If it wasn¡¯t for Monica I¡¯m sure they would¡¯ve tried digging up every aspect of my personal life. In the end I couldn¡¯t get away without telling them a few more details about Cash, they really don¡¯t take no for an answer.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know about that, your parents don¡¯t seem to like me very much¡±.


    ¡°They don¡¯t like anyone, trust me they treated me the same way and still do. You¡¯re just the new kid¡±. Raven bumps my shoulder and I laugh.


    ¡°It¡¯s up to Jade really. If she wants me there then of course I¡¯ll be there¡± I¡¯ll need a babysitter. There¡¯s no chance I¡¯m letting Leya anywhere near these vultures.


    ¡°Speaking of, I¡¯m sorry she bailed on you like that, it¡¯s pretty fucked up¡± Monica shakes her head in disappointment. I shrug it off, trying not to be bothered.


    ¡°It¡¯s fine, I¡¯ve never seen Jade that worked up honestly. I just hope she¡¯s okay¡± even if she is with Nikita.


    ¡°We can wait for you¡± Monica says but I quickly wave her off. That¡¯s even more embarrassing. I¡¯d rather wander around or walk home then have Jade¡¯s family know that she stood me up.


    ¡°No, it¡¯s okay, you need to get your kids home¡±.


    ¡°We¡¯ll wait, right babe?¡± Raven nudges Travis¡¯ shoulder who quickly puts his phone away.


    ¡°Of course, and I¡¯ll personally put Jade in life if you want¡±. I laugh at Jade¡¯s younger brother, being the youngest they still treat him like a baby.


    ¡°No it¡¯s really fine¡±.


    ¡°Are you sure? Because I can¡­¡±


    ¡°That won¡¯t be necessary little brother¡±.


    ¡°Little brother?¡± Travis and the girls look confused as Jade strides over all smiles, like she hasn¡¯t been absent for almost two hours. I don¡¯t question her, in fact I don¡¯t speak at all. I¡¯ve gone from wanting to leave, to worried, back to irritated. Jade¡¯s tipsy ass has her signature smirk on her face, ignoring the scolding by her family. She stands in front of me, tilting my head and looking into my eyes. I don¡¯t hold her gaze for long, not because I¡¯m nervous, but because I don¡¯t want too. Going to the bar is one thing, but bringing me here under a ruse just to leave and hook-up with another woman is fucked up. Or does she think I can¡¯t see the mark peeking from under her dress? Or notice that she¡¯s retouched up her makeup and hair? I¡¯m not an idiot, Cash cheated on me, multiple times, I know when people have hooked up.


    ¡°Tell mother we will be at brunch tomorrow. Are you ready to go Angel?¡± I nod, giving a smile to Monica and Raven.


    ¡°Thank you for tonight, it was great getting to know you¡±.


    ¡°No need to be so formal Angel¡± Monica laughs pulling me into a hug and Raven does the same. Their husband, kids, and friends all say bye as Jade leads me out of the venue, where the car is waiting. Jade leaves her hand firmly planted on my lower back as her security guides us past paparazzi and screaming fans. I keep the same smile I¡¯ve had plastered on my face for the majority of the night until Nate drives off. I deflate into the seat, staring outside the window. I feel mentally exhausted. Those people, mainly Jade¡¯s family, are a lot more intense than I imagined. Her parents looked for every reason to find any invalidity in our relationship. When I was able to stick to our story they prodded and forced their way into my private life. Mrs. Knight had no problem reminding me how much I don¡¯t belong and how she always thought Jade and Donovan would be together. That sick fucking creep, something is off with that guy.


    Mr. Knight pointed out that I lack education, home-training, and experience that qualifies me to be part of their family. I didn¡¯t realize I was interviewing for a job. I almost told him that he¡¯s not my boss anymore so my credentials shouldn¡¯t matter to him. I managed to play it off and said the same speech I gave in my interview that got me the bartending job at the hotel. I¡¯m not sure if he was satisfied with my answers or not, other rich men that made it a point to check me out, stole his attention.


    I was beyond grateful and it gave me the momentary relief from her parents. Monica noticed and led me away to other women with Raven. I was glad to be away but all that did was bring questions of Jade and where she wandered off to. Questions I didn¡¯t know how to answer. I don¡¯t know what was worse, feeling unworthy or completely embarrassed. I had a healthy dose of both, unfortunately. Now, I¡¯m back full circle, once again ignoring Jade. This is exactly how the night started except there was nerves and anxiousness added into my chaotic mix of emotions. Those nerves and anxiety are replaced by agitation, embarrassment, and desire. If we were really dating I should¡¯ve been the one she goes to for stress relief. Instead, she leaves with someone else.


    This is all supposed to be fake, I shouldn¡¯t be bothered by what Jade does, or who she does it with. But I am bothered not because she hooked up with Nikita, but because I was never an option. How can she just defend me like that against her parents then leave? I don¡¯t understand this woman.


    ¡°Angel¡± Jade calls my name but I shift closer to the door, staring out at the passing city. This night could¡¯ve gone worse, but it definitely could¡¯ve gone better. There was something this one woman said tonight that I can¡¯t seem to shake.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know Angel, Jade Knight is a very popular, desirable woman. Why, just earlier tonight I saw her leaving the ballroom with Nikita Toutain. They say they¡¯re friends but everyone knows they are particularly close. I¡¯d keep my eye out Angel, plenty of women and men would love to have their hands on Jade¡±. There was a hint of hopefulness beneath her warning. I¡¯m sure she wished she was one of those women Jade allowed to lead her away. I was able to put the bitch in her place and settle all questions but it secretly bothered me. If this lady noticed, I know others did as well. I¡¯d be surprised if it¡¯s not a story later.


    I can see it now, nameless, unknown, ex-bartender; stood up at award dinner by date and business world elite Jade Knight. All for super model and whatever the fuck else she does Nikita Toutain. How embarrassing. I just hope my aunt doesn¡¯t see it, or Taylor, they¡¯d insist that I leave Jade alone. Despite how I feel right now, I know I don¡¯t want to end this fucked up relationship that Jade and I have.


    ¡°Are you intent on ignoring me Angel? Again¡± I know deep down she¡¯s trying to goad me so I do my best not to give her a reaction. If she wanted my attention she should¡¯ve shown her face two hours ago. I have an attitude that I feel is justified and the dinner is over. I don¡¯t have to pretend until tomorrow.


    ¡°Nate, will you turn on some music please¡±. The older man gives me a knowing smile in the rear-view mirror. He knows Jade better than anyone but it doesn¡¯t take a genius to figure out she hates being ignored. It¡¯s not so nice is it, Knight?


    ¡°Never mind that Nate¡± she lifts the divider, writing off my request. Controlling ass, that¡¯s her problem, she thinks everything is supposed to get her way solely because she says it should. I roll my eyes but don¡¯t bother looking at her. She wants a reaction and she won¡¯t get it.


    ¡°Do you intend to give me the silent treatment every time things don¡¯t go your way?¡± I can hear the smirk in Jade¡¯s voice. I don¡¯t know what she¡¯s playing at but I can¡¯t respond. No matter how much I want to put her sexy, self-entitled ass in place. Don¡¯t fall for her games Angel.


    ¡°Is this the game you want to play Angel? Ignoring me like a child, because things didn¡¯t go your way¡±. Don¡¯t fall for it, even if she does have some fucking nerve. I clench my teeth and hold my tongue, biting back my response. My glare out the window intensifies and I¡¯m sure she can see my reflection in the pristine glass.


    ¡°You look bothered Angel, hm, I knew you couldn¡¯t handle it. You¡¯re just not ready¡±. Her condescending tone coupled with her words, is enough to break my resolve. I whip around to look her in the eye as I tell her off, but she¡¯s closer than I expect. She¡¯s no longer on her side of the car, instead she¡¯s next to me, smirking still intact. I don¡¯t let it shake my confidence, using her careless attitude as fuel for my own.


    ¡°I am bothered by Jade. I¡¯m bothered that you left me alone back there. You drilled my ass for days, trying to make sure I¡¯m ready and wouldn¡¯t be a disappointment or fuck up your plans. And guess what, I acted my damn ass off, I was convincing as shit. Even when you left with someone else, I covered your ass. Those people really believe that we¡¯re dating. I did my damn job Jade. Not ready? Can¡¯t handle it?¡± I let out a sarcastic laugh as I looked Jade over, of course her face was blank. Why would I expect anything else from her? But I call bullshit, if she didn¡¯t care she would¡¯ve told me to breastfeed it a long time ago. I know Jade wants me to make it obvious in that hallway, but she seems intent on fighting any possibility of this being more.


    ¡°You know what I think the real problem is Jade?¡±


    ¡°What is the problem Angel?¡± Her sultry professional voice is so sexily irritating.


    ¡°It¡¯s never been about your family or people¡¯s opinions. You made it clear that you don¡¯t give a fuck what people think, not even your parents. It¡¯s all just an excuse because you can¡¯t accept the fact that I¡¯m one of the only women that can handle you. You love calling me childish and making me feel crazy for wanting you but in reality you want me just as much. You¡¯re just too pussy to do anything about it. Or you just get off on stringing me along. Which one is Jade, do you want me or not? Are you a coward or just a bitch?¡± By the end of my rant I¡¯m breathing harder and I know the agitation is clear on my face. Jade¡¯s eyebrow is quirked and I quickly stiffen realizing I just cursed Jade out.


    Oh, fuck, pendeja Angel. Get a damn filter. Thankfully, the car stops outside the building and I quickly job out of the car. I don¡¯t wait for Nate or Jade as I try to go upstairs to the penthouse before she decides she wants nothing to do with me. Who am I kidding? She probably got tired of me during dinner.


    I take a deep breath as I get on the elevator, pressing the button to my temporary penthouse. The doors slowly begin to close, but a hand strikes out, stopping the elevator doors from shutting. I recognized the intricate tattoo and long delicate fingers instantly.


    Fuck. I gulp as she steps into the elevator, pressing the button and closing us in alone. The small space feels a lot tighter as she stares into my soul with predatory intensity. My rant replays in my mind as she stalks closer. At this point I have one option, fake it till I make it. So, with a confidence I don¡¯t feel, I meet Jade¡¯s unwavering, soul-piercing, entrancing, gorgeous green eyes, refusing to back down. I meant everything I said even if I didn¡¯t say it like a mature adult. I can¡¯t back down or waver even if expressing emotions to Jade makes me nervous as hell.


    ¡°It seems that the Kitten has found her roar¡±. My eyes widen as she steps into my bubble. I have nowhere to run, she places both of her hands on the elevator wall that I¡¯m leaning into, hoping it¡¯ll shield me from her impending wrath. Jade¡¯s face is naturally blank, as always, looking into my eyes with that blank stare that guards every ounce of emotion from being seen. She always guarded, meeting her family tonight I understand why I just wish with me¡­things were different.


    ¡°I knew you had it in you Angel¡±. She has a small smile as she lightly traces my jaw with her finger, down to my chin. I blink confused at her sudden mood swings. I was just saying I can handle her and now she has my mind in a tailspin.


    ¡°You were goading me?¡± I ask shocked, at her amused smirk as the elevator dings at her penthouse. Jade holds her hand out to me and I frown confused, but take it anyway. I was sure that after that dinner I¡¯d want nothing more than to get away from the entitled elite for the night. But now, all I want is to be with Jade. I guess I¡¯m as wishy-washy as the woman leading me into the beautiful, luxurious penthouse.


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    ¡°You did well at hiding your emotions tonight Angel, but after dealing with intrusive, judgmental people like us, it¡¯s good to vent. Everyone needs a stress reliever, I figured you¡¯d like that before going home. Also¡­¡± Jade unlocks the door, not saying anything else as she steps into her house.


    ¡°Also?¡± She drops my hand and I can¡¯t hide my frown. I like the feeling of her touching me, her hands moving perfectly. There¡¯s never a wasted movement in her touch, every stroke and caress is made with intent. It gives me a little bit of hope and reminds me that Jade wants me, she just wants to be stubborn.


    ¡°You say that you want me Angel but how can you when you are so hesitant to tell me how you feel? I don¡¯t believe that it is me you really want, perhaps this version of me you believe I could be, but that is just your imagination¡±. Unlike before, Jade isn¡¯t speaking just to write me off. I follow her to the kitchen and she gets us both some water as I think over her words. I know that I want Jade, but it¡¯s true that she intimidates me, maybe that¡¯s why everyone was questioning our relationship. I¡¯m glad she¡¯s even entertaining this topic right now. This is my shot and I have to put all of my nerves and anxieties aside to be honest and clear about how I feel. I think back to the words that Nate told me the first time he picked me up.


    Don''t be nervous, just go in there and be yourself. Jade appreciates authenticity.


    ¡°I know what I want Jade. It¡¯s true that I find you intimidating, but that doesn¡¯t change how I feel. I get nervous because beyond us and my feelings there¡¯s a tiny little human that depends on me. I can¡¯t let her down. I don¡¯t want to let her down and that means sometimes putting my feelings aside. I can¡¯t fuck this up, for her. I want you Jade, but more than that I want, no need for my daughter to have the life she deserves¡±.


    ¡°I respect that Angel, but you should know, no matter how this turns out, I have every intention of making sure that your daughter has the best life possible¡±. Jade sighs, her green eyes are penetrating but I don¡¯t shy away. I accept the heat her eyes bring, her overwhelming energy, and obvious power. Even when she should be out of control she always has the air that she¡¯s in charge.


    ¡°I don¡¯t say this often and may not again, but I care about you and Cataleya. I¡¯m shit at showing it and I doubt that¡¯ll change. However, I will always make sure that you and your daughter never have to struggle again. That is nothing for you to concern yourself over¡±. Jade''s eyes are still as shielded as usual but the sincerity is clear.


    ¡°That¡¯s not your responsibility Jade¡±. I know she has good intentions but I don¡¯t want to be in debt to anyone. She smirks, coming to stand in front of me, she grabs my chin, leaning down so her lips graze mine as she speaks. I breathe in her intoxicating scent of perfume and liquor, with just a hint of smoke. I didn¡¯t even know Jade smoked.


    ¡°You¡¯re right it¡¯s not. It¡¯s my choice. So be a good girl and say thank you¡±. I feel my face heat as I mumble my thanks. My mind flashes with recent images, articles, and videos I saw during my research of this whole BDSM lifestyle. Jade''s tone is demanding obedience. In those instances when a dominant demands obedience from their submissive, an act of defiance is met with punishment. The idea of being punished by Jade sends as much of a thrill through my body as the thought of submitting to her. I wouldn¡¯t mind experiencing either, or both. Definitely both. Maybe there¡¯s a way I can make it clear that exploring is definitely something I am completely down for with her.


    I glance at the mark on her neck and feel a sharp resolve. Nikita wasn¡¯t shy about showing Jade she wants her there¡¯s no reason I can¡¯t do the same. If Jade wants me to apologize, I¡¯m damn sure going to do it the way I want.


    ¡°I can see your mind racing. Is there a problem with Kittens?¡±


    ¡°N-no I just¡­¡± I take a deep breath, thinking back to everything I learned about being a submissive. Just like Alexia said it¡¯s about confidence and right now my desire and lust are fueling that confidence. So, I glance at Jade before lowering my eyes, like I had seen from other subs. Jade goes rigid but there¡¯s no backing out now, so I push forward.


    ¡°C-can I kiss you, Jade?¡± She releases a deep breath before roughly pulling me towards her until our bodies collide.


    ¡°You¡¯re going to be the death of me Kitten¡±. Although I¡¯m the one that asked for the kiss, Jade is the one in control. She connects our lips in a searing kiss that rips a moan from my throat. All traces of gentleness are gone from Jade and I love it. Her hold on me is tight, binding me to her so there¡¯s no escape. Her kiss is searing and claiming, telling me that I belong to her and no one else. Jade¡¯s hands roam my body before, delicately sliding my dress up my thighs and her nails leaving a delicate trail of pain that perfectly mixes with the pleasure of her tongue. I¡¯ve never been kissed the way Jade kisses me. It never fails to take me into another dimension. The way she nibbles and sucks on my lip until I completely submit. Then her tongue makes quick work of dancing with mine in a way that leaves me breathless.


    I happily drink her in, succumbing to everything she¡¯s offering. Finally, I can have her, there¡¯s no way I¡¯m letting things end like last time. My attempt at deepening the kid is abruptly supported by Jade gripping my hair and taking my head back. I moan at the pain, staring at her under hooded eyes that I¡¯m sure scream my desire. I¡¯m ready to bed at this point, an article I read said a lot of dominants like when subs beg. Jade was right about one thing. I was approaching her all wrong. Now, I have an idea of what she likes or at least what she¡¯s used to. It¡¯d be a good way to kick shit off.


    ¡°Please Jade, I can¡¯t take any more teasing¡±. I moan as I feel the pool between my legs worsening. Her grip on my hair tightens and a low growl sounds in her throat as she tilts my head back. She wasted no time latching onto my neck, sucking my pants from me, making my knees weak. Jade picks me up and backs me into a wall, using it and her perfectly toned core to hold me up. I wrap my arms and legs around her strong frame, loving the feeling of her lips on my body. But I¡¯d rather kiss her, I don¡¯t get the opportunity to do so on a regular basis, I¡¯m taking full advantage of this moment.


    I bring her face to mine, kissing her like it¡¯s my last chance. With her mood swings it just might be the only time she lets this happen. I gasp and moan as Jade roughly bites my lip. That hurt so damn good. Jade kisses her way down my neck to my collarbone and as amazing as it feels, I need more.


    ¡°Jade please. I¡­¡±my sentence is cut off by a moan I¡¯ve never heard, erupts from my throat. The way Jade¡¯s tongue moves against my neck does more than send my imagination into a tailspin. My hips move on their own accord seeking relief from the heat and friction. Im soaked at this point, I¡¯m surprised the wetness isn¡¯t dripping down my legs. She¡¯s barely touched me and I¡¯m ready to come already. Jade lifts her head and I almost whimper at the loss of her lips on my skin.


    ¡°You what, Angel?¡± Jade holds my hips still and I¡¯m ready to whine and go the fuck off. If she rejects me right now I might actually slap the shit out of her.


    ¡°I-I want¡­¡± I bite my lip not finishing my sentence as I feel my face heat. How do I tell her I want her? No it¡¯s more than that, I crave Jade. Every thought in my mind circulates around Jade. My body craves her touch and I feign for her lips. My senses go into overdrive and she¡¯s all I can focus on. How do I tell this fierce intimidating woman, clearly out of my league, that I want her to fuck me like I¡¯m her submissive? The thought alone has my face turning beet red and I let my gaze lower, only to see the sight of Jade¡¯s voluptuous breast staring back at me. I snap my eyes back up to her smirking face feeling my cheeks get impossibly more red.


    Jade chuckles and I stare entranced at the sexy sound. I should just assume that everything she does is going to be attractive. She¡¯s just so gorgeous, I can¡¯t believe she wants me of all people.


    ¡°Tell me what you want, Angel. I can¡¯t do anything without your consent¡±. My consent? I have my arms and legs wrapped around her, kissing her like she doesn¡¯t yank the air out of my lungs. I¡¯ve been pining after her since we met and she needs more consent? For a woman who strives for control, that¡¯s surprising.


    ¡°I want you Jade¡± how can I make that more clear?


    ¡°Be specific Angel¡±. I roll my eyes and in an instant Jade¡¯s delicate fingers have a tight grip on my neck. Oh, fuck. My eyes threaten to roll back at the instant wave of pleasure that courses through my bones at Jade¡¯s roughness. I hadn¡¯t realized how much I missed her  hand around my throat until now. Feeling her control me, wiping away every worry and stress all from a sharp glare and tight grip.


    ¡°Did you just roll your fucking eyes at me?¡± Her tone is dark and daring me to act out again. I want to but I don¡¯t have that courage, yet. I lower my eyes in the way I¡¯m starting to know she likes. Jade likes me submissive and I don¡¯t mind being that for her. The only time I don¡¯t mind giving up control is when I¡¯m with Jade. I trust her.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry Jade¡± she practically growls, removing her hand and carrying me to some unknown part of the house. She holds me as if I weigh nothing and it¡¯s so sexy. Her power, strength, everything about Jade is perfect.


    ¡°I¡¯ve never let anyone get away with the shit you do without a punishment Kitten¡±. Jade growls into my neck biting into my pulsing vein making me yelp and tighten my legs around her hips. Shit, that¡¯s going to leave a bad ass mark later.


    ¡°Jade!¡± I¡¯m thrown down onto a bed and I lift myself on my elbows, staring into her predatory eyes. She looks ready to devour me and the idea has me trembling in anticipation in her California King bed. My core clenches at her thoughts of all the painful and pleasurable punishments she could inflict on my body. Jade chuckles as if reading the thoughts in my head. My flushed face doesn¡¯t help either. She slowly walks towards my frozen state on her bed. Jade¡¯s bed, I¡¯m in Jade¡¯s bed. Okay, Angel, don¡¯t freak out. Don¡¯t fuck this up, you¡¯re so close to what you want. Damn it, why am I getting nervous.


    ¡°I¡¯ll let you off the hook this once Kitten, but take this as a promise¡±. Jade stops at the end of the bed, grabbing me by my ankles and pulling me down. I gasp at the swift action, suddenly lying on my back as Jade hovers over me. She takes my chin between her fingers in a sure grip so I have no choice but to burn under her gaze. I think I¡¯ll just explode now. That was the hottest thing anyone has ever done to me.


    ¡°If you ever roll your eyes at me again, I don¡¯t give a fuck where we are, or who¡¯s around. I will spank your sexy ass until my handprint is embedded into your skin, do you understand Kitten?¡± I gulp, feeling my legs shake as my soaked panties get completely ruined. I nod not trusting my voice but of course Jade isn¡¯t satisfied with that.


    ¡°Words¡±.


    ¡°Yes, Jade¡±.


    ¡°Good girl, now if I recall you were telling me what it is that you want¡±. Jade moves my head to the side, exposing my marked neck for her to continue to decorate. These will be impossible to cover up, not that I entirely mind. Her kiss on my neck is languid and teasing and has me squirming for more. I can¡¯t wait anymore, I need her. I let my lust and desires guide the rest of my actions, determined not to hold myself back.


    ¡°I want you to fuck me Jade. Fuck, I can¡¯t take this game anymore, please Jade¡±. My words come out as a breathy moan as her kisses get dirtier and more intentional. I don¡¯t hold back any sounds as I take her hand, trailing it down my body, to my dripping pussy. A low ¡°fuck¡± sounds from her throat as a loud moan sound from mine. She hasn¡¯t even touched me yet and I¡¯m about to come.


    Not yet, not until I can feel her fingers inside of me. Be a bold Angel, show her that you can handle her. I push on her chest and Jade instantly moves back. She raises her brow as I take her arm and sit her on the edge of the bed. I don¡¯t look away as I reach behind me and begin to unzip my dress. The soft expensive material slowly slides down my body until it pools around my ankles. I¡¯m suddenly very glad my Tia and Taylor convinced me to wear some sexy lace underwear. The heat and appraisal in Jade¡¯s eyes tells me she loves everything she¡¯s seeing. Knowing that Jade is just as attracted to me gives me a boost of confidence. I step out of the dress and the shoes before sauntering my way back to Jade.


    ¡°How much clearer do I have to make it Jade?¡± I straddle her lap and place her hands on my ass, letting my hips move at a steady rhythm. Jade¡¯s green eyes are darkened with lust and I know she can feel just how much she affects me.


    ¡°I¡¯m begging, I¡¯m fucking soaked, and my safe word is cherry, now please¡±. I gasp as Jade cups my breast in her hand. I throw my head back as she tweaks and pulls at my nipples, shots of pleasure traveling down to my core. My legs clench around Jade and she flips us over.


    ¡°Good girl, Angel¡±. Jade makes quick work of ripping my underwear off, making me gasp. Those were the best pair of underwear I had.


    ¡°I¡¯ll buy more just like that to rip off your gorgeous body¡±. Jade growls distracted as her hands trail across my body, down to my awaiting heat. Finally, the damn foreplay is over. I eagerly open my legs as Jade rubs my clit before easing a finger in my entrance.


    ¡°Oh Jade¡± my eyes shut and all I felt was pleasure. All I sense is Jade. All I can think of is her and how amazing she feels.


    ¡°Damn Angel, your juices are already dripping down my hand¡±. All I can do is moan in response as I tangle my hands in her hair. I pull Jade down, connecting our lips again.  The only sounds that fill the room are our moans, gasps, and the sound of her fingers pumping into me at a steady rhythm. Jade learns my body quickly hitting every spot that sends tidal waves of pleasure coursing throughout my body. Her hands work me expertly and she leans down sucking my nipple into her mouth before giving it a torturous bite.


    ¡°Ah, Jade!¡± I clench around her the pain and pleasure that has stars dancing behind my eyes. Jade speeds up her hands while her mouth paints my body with her marks like a canvas.


    ¡°Yes, Jade, fuck me. I¡¯m going to¡­oohh fuck me¡± Jade doesn¡¯t slow down. Fucking me with more vigor as I wrap my legs around her pulling her closer.


    ¡°Open your eyes¡± my eyes fly open at her command, the sharp green orbs penetrate me in a way that has me clenching around her fingers.


    ¡°Jade, please¡± I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m begging for, a lifeline, mercy because she¡¯s stealing the air out of my lungs. I moan as my nails trail down her back wishing more than anything she wasn¡¯t still in her dress.


    ¡°Mm, yes right there, I¡­¡±


    ¡°Come for me Angel¡±.


    ¡°Fuck, Jade!¡± My body follows her command at will as I unashamedly scream her name and stare into her eyes. Fuck, nobody has ever pleased me so well and made me come so fast. Why do I suddenly feel like she owns every part of me now?


    Jade slowly slips her fingers out earning a lazy moan from me as I catch my breath. ¡°Wow¡± Jade chuckles at my damn near comatose state, giving me a kiss before standing from the bed. Despite my tired state I raise on my elbows to watch Jade slowly lick her hand clean. Oh shit. I bite my lip, feeling myself getting wet all over again and shake my head. She makes me feel insatiable. Jade lets her dress drop to the floor, not bothering to take off her heels accentuating her perfect legs. She looks every bit of a dominatrix in her all black lingerie and black stilettos.  She screams sex and dominance and I find myself back to where I started, craving every inch of her. I¡¯m not ready for this to end.


    ¡°Mm, you taste divine Angel, as sweet as I expected¡±. Jade strides over to the bed, and flips me over onto my back faster than I can react. I gasp and look back as she hoists my hips up so my ass is in the air.


    ¡°Jade!¡±


    ¡°You¡¯re mine now Kitten and I¡¯m just getting started¡±. Jade delivers a swift slap to my ass and I moan into her bed. Her words make my heart stutter and smile. I¡¯m hers¡­I like that. I think this has become one of the best nights of my life.

 Welcome To The Family

    ¡°Mm, Jade¡± I wake up to the feeling of the best tongue I¡¯ve ever experienced lapping at my core. Incomparable pleasure soars through my body like liquid magma going straight down to my core. I gasp before moaning as she slips two fingers into my entrance not bothering to be gentle like last night. I remove the covers from our naked bodies and her eyes are instantly locked onto mine. She throws me a dangerous smirk, licking her lips that are dripping with my juices.


    ¡°Good morning, Kitten¡± Jade speeds up her fingers, replacing my greeting with her name.


    ¡°Ahh, fuck¡­shit¡­J-Jade, harder please¡±. Jade¡¯s smirk goes from dangerous to cynical and it brings me implausibly closer.


    ¡°My pleasure Kitten¡± Jade wasted no time devouring me, not letting a drop go to waste. As promised her fingers pound into me with relentlessness, hitting every spot that hurdles me closer to the edge. I raise my hips meeting every stroke she has to offer.


    ¡°Si, Jade, asi¡± I clench around her fingers, Spanish slipping from my lips, ready to explode.


    ¡°Not yet¡± her voice is a low deep command that has me shuddering. My body obeys although I doubt I could hold on much longer. Jade, throws my leg over her shoulder driving her fingers deeper into me hitting a bundle of nerves that has me shaking.


    ¡°Jade, please, I can¡¯t hold it when you fuck me like this¡± my words come out as a moan. I dig my hands into her hair, driving her mouth deeper, further giving myself to the sweet torture of her pleasure.


    ¡°You¡¯re mine Angel¡± her words are sharp, not open for discussion or argument.


    ¡°Yes, Jade¡± I didn¡¯t think last night would lead to this but I¡¯m loving every second. I don¡¯t want this to end.


    ¡°This pussy belongs to me, your pleasure and pain is mine and mine alone. Do you understand?¡± Jade flicks her fingers and moves up the bed so her lips hover over mine. She watches me fall apart under her touch and I pant unable to hold back any longer.


    ¡°Yes Jade, please. I can¡¯t¡­¡± Her free hand wraps around mysore, marked throat, tight and pulling my soul from my body. I gasp as she steals my breath in more ways than one.


    ¡°Come¡±.


    ¡°Jade!¡± The juices squirt out of me at her command. I scream and shudder around her fingers as my back arches off the bed. Jade releases my neck and I gasp out a breath as I come down from the high of pleasure. She slowly retracts her fingers, hovering over me as I catch my breath. She kisses my lips a few times before standing from bed. She struts her naked ass around to the bathroom, throwing me a smirk over her shoulder.


    ¡°As much as I would love to keep pleasing your delicious pussy and stare at your perfect body. We have brunch to get ready for¡± Jade smiles, licking her lips as she gives me a heated look. She¡¯s really insatiable, I love it.


    ¡°Well, are you coming, Kitten?¡± she walks into her luxurious bathroom, leaving me to stare after her gorgeous plump ass. I get out of the bed on shaky legs, ignoring my sore, tired muscles to join Jade in the shower.


    ??????????


    ¡°Thank you Nate¡± I thank Jade¡¯s driver as he holds the door open for Jade and I. Jade guides me into the car. I adjusted the mid shoulder, short, tight, white floral print dress Jade insisted I wear.


    ¡°Are you sure this isn¡¯t too casual?¡± I love the dress, it¡¯s completely my style. Jade truly knows what will look good on my body, but that¡¯s the problem. I doubt her parents would appreciate not seeing my style today. The chunky sneakers and straight hair complete the outfit and I got the stamp of approval from Leya and my aunt. However, they don¡¯t know Jade¡¯s parents, I think I¡¯m underdressed.


    ¡°You look beautiful Angel, now there are some things we need to discuss before we arrive at my parent¡¯s house¡±. Jade is back to serious but I can tell she¡¯s trying not to be so closed off, I appreciate that.


    ¡°Like what?¡±


    ¡°For starters, what did Donovan say to you in that hallway last night?¡± I look down, still feeling guilty about the commotion I caused last night. Jade turns my head so I¡¯m looking into her eyes.


    ¡°There¡¯s no point in feeling guilty now, Angel. What did he say to you?¡± I sigh, thinking back to the asshole from last night.


    ¡°He said he was surprised you let me off your leash. I asked what he meant and he said he didn¡¯t mean any disrespect. He called me beautiful and said it¡¯d be dumb to let me out of sight. And that ¡°not many people know how to treat expensive things with care. It requires a special touch¡±. I can¡¯t believe your mom really wants you with that guy. He¡¯s such a creep¡±. Jade¡¯s jaw clenches and she looks bothered as fuck. I take her hand, unsure if this is the wrong move or not. I cling onto the confidence from last night and this morning, fueled by Jade.


    ¡°I shouldn¡¯t have left, but I just had to get away from Jade. The questions about Cash I just couldn¡¯t deal with and then Nikita came¡­¡± I don¡¯t say anything else, thinking back to the hickey that was left on her skin. It¡¯s now covered by mine and along with two others, nothing compared to the once scattered around my body. Jade refused to let me cover all of them but at least it doesn¡¯t look like I have a rash.


    ¡°You have no reason to feel inadequate or even compare yourself to Nikita. She was my sub but that ended before we met Angel¡±.


    ¡°I know but it just seems like you two get along really well, and everyone knows she¡¯s the closest you¡¯ve had to a girlfriend. Then you came back with that hickey, I just don¡¯t see why you guys don¡¯t try if you like each other¡±.


    ¡°Come here Angel¡± I undo my seatbelt and move next to Jade. She pulls me into her lap so I¡¯m straddling her waist, my dress rising to the top of my thighs. She rubs my thighs and I sigh, licking my lips at the trail of fire she leaves behind.


    ¡°I have never seen Nikita as more than a submissive and a friend. We were close and an ideal submissive for many dominants but she is no longer my submissive. I don¡¯t care about my family¡¯s opinion on who I should be with. I don¡¯t care if they like you Angel, I like you and that¡¯s why you¡¯re here¡±.


    ¡°When you disappeared last night, were you with her, Nikita?¡±


    ¡°Originally, yes, but she disappeared when Alexia showed up¡±. I bite my lip, looking down thinking back to my boss and her proposition. So, she was the one that gave Jade the hickey. She¡¯s so intimidating I find it hard to even be bitter about it. I haven¡¯t known Alexia long but I know she does as she pleases.


    ¡°She was your domme before right?¡±


    ¡°Yes, she taught me to be a respectful dominant that takes care of her submissiveness. Much of what I know is on account of her, and she loves to remind me every moment she gets¡±.


    ¡°She''s definitely a different type of woman. I¡¯m sure if she had a past life she¡¯d be a pirate¡±. Jade chuckles, kneading the apex of my thighs in teasing circles. The feel of her fingers has memories of last night and this morning fresh in my mind. My face heats as I see the marks she left on my thighs. If only we could¡¯ve stayed in bed today. I would prefer that to hanging out with her parents.


    ¡°Do you find her an attractive Angel?¡± My face gets impossibly more red and I cover my cheeks.


    ¡°I doubt there¡¯s anyone you know that¡¯s unattractive Jade. But I haven¡¯t met anyone that looks as good as you. You¡¯re gorgeous Jade, really¡±. Jade stares into my soul with her guarded eyes but I don¡¯t shy away. She¡¯s seen all of me, there¡¯s no point in being nervous now. She pulls me close, kissing me gently like she did last night. This new side of her sends my blood racing and heart pounding. It¡¯s impossible not to love every single part of this, of her.


    Jade pulls back, running her hand through my hair before tightening her grip and pulling my head back. I moan and lick my lips as a buzz of anticipation hits me like a plague. I stare at her under hooded eyes and my body reacts to her instinctively. I¡¯m just a puppet and she¡¯s controlling the strings.


    ¡°I love how your body reacts to me baby¡± I melt at the way the word ¡°baby¡± rolls off her tongue. Fuck, that was so hot.


    ¡°Jade¡±.


    ¡°Please what, Angel?¡± The car stops before I can ask her to fuck me again. That¡¯s probably for the best, my body is sore as hell. I move from her lap and fix my appearance, no need to give her mom more of a reason to shit on me.


    ¡°Don¡¯t let them get to you Angel and don¡¯t worry I¡¯ll never leave you like that again¡±. Jade¡¯s words are a fierce promise, her green eyes blazing, and I know that she means it. I nod and Nate announces that we¡¯ve arrived before opening our doors. I step out of the car and my jaw drops. Jade¡¯s penthouse is incredible and so is the house I picked, but this otherworldly. This can¡¯t even be classified as a house or a mansion.


    ¡°Jade, this isn¡¯t a house, it¡¯s a palace, I¡¯m so underdressed. I knew I should¡¯ve worn heels¡± Jade wraps her arm around my waist pulling me close.


    ¡°Enough. The only person you ever need to impress is me and I said you look incredible. That¡¯s it, do you understand Angel?¡±


    ¡°Yes Jade¡± she growls, holding me closer, letting her hands slide down to my ass. I laugh and shake my head. I love how she suddenly can¡¯t keep her hands off of me.


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    ¡°Do I need to remind you how good you look to me like I did this morning?¡± Jade pointedly kissed my neck where a number of these marks came from. It¡¯s also what almost made us late this morning.


    ¡°I mean I¡¯m not going to say no to that¡± Jade cups my ass, threatening to lift me in the air when a voice sounds from the door.


    ¡°Jade, stop groping your girlfriend and get in here we¡¯re hungry¡± Monica calls to us making my face heat. Were they watching? How embarrassing.


    ¡°We¡¯ll finish this later¡± Jade releases me and we head into the house where her family are waiting. Monica and Raven rip me away from Jade the moment we step in making me laugh. She moves to follow but Monica waves them off.


    ¡°Mom said to help her in the kitchen when you got here¡±.


    ¡°I promised Angel I¡¯d stay with her¡±. I smile, feeling my heart swell with her words. Even through her blank expression she¡¯s being incredibly sweet. From the moment we started getting ready together she¡¯s been trying to take care of me. She washed my hair and body, telling me how good I look and how stunning I am. She even gave me a massage. Afterwards, she picked my clothes, all new, of course, and did my hair. I¡¯ve never been treated so sweetly in my life.


    ¡°It¡¯s okay Jade, go help your mom¡±. She looks at me momentarily before relenting. She goes to the kitchen while Monica and Raven loop their arms around mine giving me a tour of this palace. The three story ¡°house¡± looks straight out of a magazine or TV show. I never in my mind imagined that I¡¯d be in a place like this. I¡¯ve definitely stepped into a different world. An alternate universe.


    ¡°This place is truly amazing. I¡¯ve never seen anything like it in my life¡± Monica and Raven smirk as we watch the kids run around outside with their uncle and dad.


    ¡°Speaking of things I¡¯ve never seen in my life, Jade is completely obsessed with you¡±. Monica nudges me as they laugh at my blushing face.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say obsessed¡±. I¡¯m sure it¡¯s just the sex talking anyway. I can¡¯t get my hopes up too high.


    ¡°Mm, makeup only does so much. That girl marked you like a leopard¡±. I sigh, I knew this would happen. It was a fight to put this much makeup on. She had an attitude the entire time.


    ¡°I assume you two made up, it was a bit tense when you guys left last night¡±. Monica raises her brow and I think back to what she said in the car. Instead of Nikita being the one to mark Jade it was Alexia. I still feel the same way if it was Nikita, slightly jealous that someone put their lips on Jade. And partly envious that I wasn¡¯t there to watch. I don¡¯t know if I could handle seeing those two gorgeous dominating women together.


    ¡°Yeah, and I understand her need for space at times. She promised it wouldn¡¯t happen again and I trust Jade¡±.


    ¡°Jade has always been trustworthy. Even when we were younger being the oldest she was used to being in control¡±. I snicker at Monica¡¯s words, control, Jade¡¯s definitely good at that.


    ¡°That¡¯s true, ever since I met Jade she tried to look out for me. People think she¡¯s closed off and cold but she has a huge heart¡±. I smile thinking of how she was with Leya this morning. She promised the three year old we¡¯d pick her up and take her out after brunch. Naturally Jade let Leya pick the place as well.


    ¡°Jade is one of the most selfless people I¡¯ve ever met and my daughter loves her which means even more to me. She¡¯s done so much for us both I could never repay her. She really is something else¡± I mumble the last part to myself as I look out at the beautiful scenery. This is Jade¡¯s world yet she¡¯s letting me in, little by little I can see her guard dripping with me. This ruse is starting to feed my imagination of what could be and that¡¯s dangerous. I can¡¯t like Jade too much, when this ends I¡¯ll be heartbroken. I would never keep her from Leya but I wouldn¡¯t be able to stand being around her either. If I start to fall , I have to let her know. I just hope I can keep my feelings down until she gets her company.


    ¡°Ooh sounds a lot like love to me Angel¡±. I laugh off Monica¡¯s words and shake my head.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know about that yet, it¡¯s a bit early for love¡±.


    ¡°Love doesn¡¯t have a time boo¡± Monica says with an adoring smile towards her husband. I know I don¡¯t look at Jade like that but if they want to assume, then all the better, right?


    ¡°Are you two done harassing my girlfriend?¡± Jade walks over, slipping her arms around my body. Jade hugs me from behind and I melt into her embrace. I can definitely get used to this.


    ¡°We were actually talking you up. Angel, forget everything I said¡±. Monica says, making me laugh and shake my head. The two go back and forth before her mother calls for us to come eat. I wonder how much of that conversation Jade heard. I hope she doesn¡¯t think I¡¯m getting carried away with this whole ruse.


    ¡°We are out of the public eye now Kittens, they will feel free to say what they Please. Are you ready?¡± I nod, sighing as Jade speaks into my ear softly nibbling at my earlobe. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s going on with her but I fucking love it. I can¡¯t get enough of Jade. Despite the soreness consuming my muscles, her embrace feels warm, soft, and comforting.


    ¡°I¡¯m ready Jade¡±.


    ¡°Good girl¡± I shiver against her body. My arousal increases as her hands roam across my body before resting on my hips. I move my ass against her wishing she¡¯d ease this never ending tension she seems to evoke in my body.


    ¡°Angel '''' my name is a warning to not act out but remembering the punishments she dished out last night and this morning got me bold. Jade abruptly turns me in her arms, pulling me close so our bodies collide. I tremble and bite my lip feeling her perfect breast molding to mine, remembering how perfect they look underneath the clothes. Jade sends a sharp stinging smack to my sore ass cheek making me whimper and curl against her body. Oh fuck, it hurts so good.


    ¡°Jade¡± her name is a gasp on my lips as I shift my legs. She soothes the sting with her magical fingers before kneading both cheeks in her hand.


    ¡°Behave¡± I stop moving instantly at her command, staring at her with pleading eyes. I¡¯ve never been this horny in my life but Jade flips a switch inside of me. ¡°If you¡¯re good I¡¯ll give you a reward later¡±. My ears perk up and I can¡¯t help the bubbling anticipation. I asked last night about her playroom but she said I wasn¡¯t ready and didn¡¯t know what I was getting into. As much as I want to question if that¡¯s my reward I don¡¯t, I¡¯ll wait patiently and not give her a reason to keep any reward from me. No matter what it is, if it¡¯s from Jade it¡¯s bound to be unimaginable.


    Jade leads us inside the house and we briefly wash up before joining her family. We go around the house to the other side of the massive backyard past the pool to the table decorated with food.


    ¡°Angel, how nice of you to join us again¡±. The shade in Kimberly¡¯s voice is clear but I let it slide, misery loves company. Jade shoots her mom a look and I can¡¯t help feeling a bit smug, yeah bitch it won¡¯t be so easy to run me over now.


    ¡°Thank you for having me, Mrs. Knight, your home is beautiful¡±.


    ¡°Of course it is dear, our family has exceptional taste¡­usually¡±. I know that she¡¯s referring to me but I don¡¯t address it. We all fix our plates and start eating, but it¡¯s barely five minutes later that Kimberly starts with her shit again.


    ¡°So, Angel, Jade tells me that you two are serious. As a mother and grandmother I always want the best for my kids. You¡¯re a mother so I¡¯m sure you understand ¡°. I nod although I don¡¯t understand how someone can claim to care about their kids when it¡¯s only about image to a woman like her.


    ¡°Great, so if this is a serious relationship you should have no problem going through a background check as well as signing a non-disclosure agreement¡±. I raise my brow at the woman and Jade is quick to intervene.


    ¡°That won¡¯t be necessary¡±. I wouldn¡¯t mind doing it if she didn¡¯t approach me in such a disrespectful ass way. Unlike Kimberly, I sincerely have Jade¡¯s best interest in heart, even beyond the money I considered helping her. Not that I¡¯d tell her that, but it was an opportunity to know Jade, once I met her I knew deep down that¡¯s what I really wanted. I wanted Jade even if she was as broke as me, I¡¯d still want her.


    ¡°Like hell it won¡¯t. You think I¡¯m going to let one of your freak friends ruin the reputation of my company. Your blatant disregard and embarrassment last night from both of you was enough. I¡¯ve run your file, Ms. Raya and I am less than impressed with your record¡±. Mr. Knight steps in and his displeasure of me is clear. It reminds me of my dad. His words, the tone, the disappointment, and disgust, all directed towards me is worse than all the pettiness of his wife. She¡¯s sweet compared to this man.


    ¡°You had no damn right!¡± Jade quickly steps in and is automatically overpowered by Mr. Knight.


    ¡°I had every damn right!¡± Mr. Knight accentuates his yell with a fist to the table, silencing the entire table, even the kids don¡¯t dare to look up.


    ¡°3 arrests, no college degree, a previous employee of mine, do you understand the position you¡¯ve put us in. How will this look to the company? My fucking reputation¡± Mr. Knight regains his composure with a hard glare to me and Jade.


    ¡°Date who you want, but we¡¯re doing it my way¡±.


    ¡°Like hell we are, my relationship has nothing to do with you¡±.


    ¡°If you want to lower the expected standards that¡¯s one thing but I¡¯m going to ensure that you don¡¯t fuck it up further. Ms. Raya will be attending online classes to achieve her degree at any school. You two will make certain schedules appearances, no excuses, no exception. Your daughter will need to attend the best school possible to set her on the track of Ivy leaguers¡±.


    ¡°We will paint this relationship as a woman making a fresh start and changing her sad life to something better. Jade you have interviews scheduled to speak of your relationship and how Ms. Raya helped you develop an emotional side. That can relate to our clients¡± Mr. Knight speaks as if he¡¯s had this planned no matter who Jade decided to bring home. We met last night. I doubt he did all this in a few hours, it definitely sounds like a scheme he¡¯s had planned for years.


    ¡°And why the hell should I go along with this? You can¡¯t dictate how I date my girlfriend. Just like I don¡¯t say anything about your marriage, no matter how questionable¡±. Jade¡¯s tone is venomous and I know she¡¯s fuming. The whole point of this ruse was for her to control her love life. Her parents have easily come in and stole that control away again.


    ¡°If you want to be CEO, you¡¯ll do this my way. Unless you¡¯d like to five up your position now¡± Jade grits her teeth and I can tell she¡¯s weighing the options right now. I can¡¯t let her do that, this job is her dream and she¡¯s damn good at it too. Her father wants to dangle the promotion and hold her job over her head to be a dick. I put my hand on her thigh but she doesn¡¯t spare me a glance, I don¡¯t take it personally. I know she¡¯s fuming right now. But a good girlfriend would de-escalate the situation as well as defending the person she likes or loves.


    ¡°If I may, Mr. Knight¡± I wait for his permission to speak because I know he won¡¯t hear shit otherwise. He doesn¡¯t listen unless he wants to. ¡°I have no problem following your guidelines however there is one thing that I just can¡¯t agree with. Jade is great at her, no she¡¯s exceptional, and driven, and she works her ass off. She loves that company and she¡¯s turned your already impressive company into a Fortune 500 company worth 40 billion and climbing every year. As opposed to the 50 million by her predecessors¡±. I can feel Jade staring into the side of my head, in fact her whole family is looking surprised.


    My nerves tend to disappear when I get protective or defensive, something that started when I got pregnant. I had to put my feelings aside to deal with Cash¡¯s bullshit and still take care of myself, that¡¯s where the bulk of my confidence stems from.


    ¡°Jade is amazing at her job and you and your company will take a big loss without her. Also, your daughter is one of the strongest people I know, if you remove her she won¡¯t just take it lying down. She¡¯d probably just build her own company and become your competitors and her record speaks for itself. I don¡¯t mind doing things your way, but I¡¯m doing it for Jade, not because you think she¡¯s replaceable¡±.


    Everyone is quiet after my little speech but I just look at Jade letting her know that I meant it. She¡¯s brilliant when it comes to business, actually she¡¯s brilliant in most things, I doubt there¡¯s much she can¡¯t do. Her eyes are dark, but I can see her anger simmering to annoyance instead. Understandably, her parents are self-absorbed, egotistical, controlling assholes.


    ¡°Quite the opinion you have, Angel. If you feel so strongly then that means you¡¯ll have no problem when you announce your engagement in 3 months¡±. Mr. Knight¡¯s smugness never wavers and I feel like I just walked into a brick wall and got slapped in the face at the same time. His announcement shakes everyone from their stupor and they all begin arguing. I feel a headache forming between my ears and I rub my face in complete shock.


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    ¡°I won¡¯t let him do this Angel. I¡¯ll figure something else out, the old man has officially lost his damn mind¡±. Jade rants angrily gulping down her mimosa before ordering another one. After that disastrous brunch and Mr. Knight¡¯s ultimatum of we get married for at least a year and Jade gets the company now, or she gets nothing ever, not even in his will.swearing to leave everything for her sibling and grandkids if she disagrees. It¡¯s obscene and excessive and psychotic, but it¡¯s also Jade¡¯s dream job.


    ¡°Jade¡­¡±


    ¡°I can¡¯t believe it, actually yes I can. I should have expected this¡±.


    ¡°Jade¡­¡±


    ¡°The fucking audacity of that man thinking he can control me and my life. I am a grown ass woman, I don¡¯t get controlled, I¡¯m the controller. He won¡¯t get away with this shit¡±. The waitress stands terrified of Jade¡¯s anger, trembling in her shoes, not that I can blame her. Jade can be scary when pissed, but I¡¯m starting to learn that her bark is worse than her bite, at least to me.


    ¡°Jade¡±.


    ¡°What?¡± Her tone is harsh but I don¡¯t take it personally. I¡¯d be pissed if I was in her position too. I reach across the table, prying her clenched fingers apart and sliding my hand onto hers. It¡¯s a good photo op for her and her parents and an even better excuse for me to touch her. I shake away thoughts of what her hands are capable of and focus on her now, she¡¯s not okay and I have to find a way to ease her anger and worries.


    ¡°We have 3 months to figure this out and I trust you. And if for some reason we can¡¯t¡­then I guess marriage wouldn¡¯t be that bad, it wouldn¡¯t have to be any different¡±. Other than I would be around her more often, I don¡¯t mind that. Jade gives me a considerate look but doesn¡¯t seem any calmer.


    ¡°You would succumb yourself to a loveless marriage out of money and fear?¡±


    ¡°Of course not, but I¡¯d do it for you. I know how much this job means to you Jade, look at the lengths you¡¯re willing to go to achieve what you want. I meant what I told your dad, but I also know you love the company. If this is your dream, then I¡¯d love to help you get that job and stick it to your dad in the process¡±.


    ¡°Even at the expense of being married to me?¡±


    ¡°What¡¯s so bad about that? You¡¯re Jade Knight after all¡±. I smile, relieved to see her relaxing more at my words. Maybe she just needed some reassurance that I¡¯m really in this, after last night I¡¯m surprised that I¡¯m not drooling over her. She scoffs leaning back in her chair.


    ¡°I¡¯m not exactly wife material, shit I¡¯m barely girlfriend material¡±.


    ¡°You should give yourself more credit. I mean¡­I think you¡¯re pretty good at the whole girlfriend thing¡±. Aside from leaving me, which she more than made up for, Jade has been sweet, attentive, caring, affectionate, how could she not think that she¡¯d be an amazing girlfriend. I feel my face heat under her gaze and I have to look away and bite my lip to stop the stupid smile from spreading across my face. It should be illegal to look at someone like that. Cliche butterflies erupt in my chest and I¡¯m sure I¡¯m looking at them with utter adoration but I can¡¯t help it.


    ¡°That¡¯s something I never thought I¡¯d hear¡±.


    ¡°Please I¡¯m sure women tell you how great of a girlfriend you¡¯d be if you gave it a try¡±.


    ¡°Never anyone that mattered¡±. My mouth goes dry. I know I¡¯m staring like an idiot, but did Jade Knight just tell me I matter to her? As if I¡¯m more than the innocent little employee she could get to do her bidding.


    ¡°Jade¡­¡± I trail off because I don¡¯t know what to say, between her sweet words and that smolder, I¡¯m helpless. There¡¯s no denying my feelings at this point, I like Jade, and I didn¡¯t have to have sex with her to know that. She gives me a smile and wink that leaves me breathless, wow.


    ¡°We should get going, Leya will be waiting¡±. Jade pays for our food and drinks before we leave the cafe and head to Cash¡¯s house to pick up Leya. In rare form, he wanted to pick up Leya today and keep her while I was at brunch. I¡¯m sure it¡¯s to impress the club owner he¡¯s been seeing but as long as Leya is cared for I won¡¯t bitch about it. I made Logan and his secret crush tag along to make sure that Leya is safe. There¡¯s no way in hell I¡¯m letting Cash keep her alone, he doesn¡¯t know what he¡¯s doing.


    ¡°What prompted her father to step up today?¡± Jade asks as she opens the car door, I wait until she¡¯s inside to answer her question.


    ¡°Pussy?¡±


    ¡°Excuse me?¡±


    ¡°Cash has a thing for a club owner, so I¡¯m sure he¡¯s using Leya to seem like a decent guy and earn brownie points¡±.


    ¡°And you¡¯re okay with that?¡±


    ¡°Of course not, but when I asked Leya she said she wants to go with her dad. I can¡¯t hinder her relationship with him because of our problems. I¡¯ll never stop Leya from having a relationship with her dad as long as she¡¯s safe and taken care of. Cash has done a lot of things, but he¡¯s never hurt her or neglected her when he has her. He¡¯s just immature and refuses to grow up. Besides, Logan is there¡±.


    ¡°This Logan guy, you and he have never fucked or anything? You two seemed close when we first met¡±.


    ¡°Gross, Logan is like my brother and I¡¯ve never seen him that way and vice versa. He¡¯s the male protector of our group, when we were all young most of us were idiots. Cash and I being the worst since we couldn¡¯t seem to stay out of trouble. Logan kept us in line, bailed us out, protected and beat our asses just the same. Cash, Logan, and Taylor were my family after I got disowned¡±.


    ¡°I apologize for my father bringing up your history and invading your privacy, it was out of line, though I should¡¯ve expected it¡±. I sigh, watching the road as she drives down the street.


    ¡°I wasn¡¯t expecting it, but it¡¯s not like it¡¯s some big secret. I mean it¡¯s all public knowledge, have you read my file?¡±


    ¡°When you were first hired, yes. I didn¡¯t know why our bar would employ a fresh 21 year old bartender. You had barely been legal to drink for a day, I was sure that there were ulterior motives on your boss''s behalf. That was the only time I read your file, though I didn¡¯t know about your parents, aside from what you¡¯ve told me¡±. I look over at Jade, thinking back to how far we¡¯ve come since we first met. I didn¡¯t think I¡¯d ever be comfortable enough to talk to her, let alone ride in her car, go to her family house, go on dates alone and with my daughter.


    ¡°Does that bother you?¡±


    ¡°No, but it does make me wonder why you decided to still pursue me knowing that I could tarnish your reputation¡±.


    ¡°You do not tarnish anything Angel, you are an enhancement in my life. If you haven¡¯t noticed, both of our popularities have increased since our first outing together. People aren¡¯t just curious anymore, they like seeing us together and I have to say I agree that we look damn good together¡±. My face heats at her reassurance, that even after her family¡¯s opinion, she still wants me, genuinely. I no longer have to question if Jade wants me, and knowing that I still have that appeal after we had sex makes me more hopeful than I probably should be.


    ¡°Have you seen your socials lately?¡±


    ¡°No, I¡¯ve been avoiding going online so I don¡¯t have to read what your fan club has to say¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m sure the pictures from last night have been posted, see what they have to say¡±. I take out my phone under Jade¡¯s instruction and look for a recent photo of us both. Just as she said the photo of us in our dresses last night, walking into the venue is the first picture on a celebrity gossip page. Most of the comments are about the different people that were there and her father getting an award. Others say how good our dresses look or how sexy we are together. I went to one of her fan pages, surprised to see even more photos of us, even from the cafe we just left. There are some haters but it¡¯s mostly curious or jealous bitches wishing they had a chance.


    ¡°Wow¡±.


    ¡°What?¡±


    ¡°They have photos up from like ten minutes ago at the cafe. They really don¡¯t miss a beat do they?¡± I say more to myself as I continue to read the comments. People are curious about who I am and when we started dating, others aren¡¯t surprised that it''s been a secret because Jade Knight is notoriously mysterious. I snicker at that and keep scrolling. A few people question if Jade and Nikita are dating which starts an amusing string of arguments. It¡¯s funny how people can become so invested in the lives of strangers. They speak as if they know Jade, someone even mentions that they¡¯ve never seen Jade smile or look at someone the way she stares at me. I laugh, shaking my head and putting my phone away. That¡¯s a bit of an exaggeration, but I guess it¡¯s good they assume, it means we¡¯re pretty convincing.


    ¡°What¡¯s so funny over there?¡±


    ¡°Someone said that you¡¯ve never looked at anyone the way you look at me. They speak as if we¡¯re in a movie¡±.


    ¡°I command attention everywhere I go Angel, my life is a movie to those people, and you¡¯re my love interest¡±. Jade smirks as she stops at a red light, licking her lips as she looks at me over. Her heated gaze sends heat rushing to my core and I glance at her lips. I wonder if I still have permission to kiss her when I please. She turns away and begins driving before I have the courage to make the move and I scold myself. I should be more confident. Jade said that I was hers, that had to mean something, unless it was just the heat of the moment speaking.


    ¡°What is it, Kitten?¡± I gather my thoughts first, trying to find the best way I can gauge if she¡¯s feeling the shift in this thing between us like I can. Or if it¡¯s just my feelings beginning to cloud my common sense. I can¡¯t tell her that, she¡¯ll think I¡¯m falling for her because of one night of amazing sex, that¡¯s just embarrassing. I push my feelings aside, as usual, to deal with later as another thought strikes me.


    ¡°My parents don¡¯t have social media but my mom¡¯s friends do and they¡¯re chismosas, gossipy and nosy as hell. It must be strange for them¡±. Seeing the daughter they disowned now in the public eye.


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    ¡°Not really, but I do miss some of my other family, mainly my grandmother. I wish I  could see her, I doubt anyone told her about what happened. I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if they fed her some lie about me wanting to leave¡±.


    ¡°They¡¯d do that?¡± I give Jade a sad smile and shrug.


    ¡°Possibly, they cut off my aunt when she refused to disown me. Of course, that was just my parents'' decision. My aunt still goes to see the family and her mom. Anyway I¡¯ll be back, wait here¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t want to be seen with me, Kitten?¡± Jade¡¯s tone is teasing and sends a rush of red to my face, why? I don¡¯t know, I guess I¡¯m not used to playful Jade. It¡¯s crazy how one night can change so much.


    ¡°You know that¡¯s not true but you guys don¡¯t exactly get along¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s because he¡¯s an immature brat¡±. I give her a pointed look, shaking my head. I don¡¯t feel like playing referee between them right now, dealing with her parents was draining enough. I get out of the car and head to the door, ringing the doorbell. I can feel Jade¡¯s eyes on me from the car and shake my head unable to stop the lovestruck smile on my face. I understand more than ever why women are obsessed with Jade. It doesn¡¯t take for Logan to open the door, his greeting fading from his lips as he sees the giddy smile on my face.


    ¡°Why do you have that look on your face?¡± He opens the door wider letting me breeze past him. Jade has this way of making me feel like I¡¯m floating on air. I felt so low and dejected before that dinner and now I feel untouchable.


    ¡°I don¡¯t have a look, where¡¯s my baby at?¡±


    ¡°With Karla washing up from painting¡±.


    ¡°Karla¡¯s back?¡± Karla is Taylor¡¯s best friend and always looked out for me and Taylor like an older sister. She was always a lot older and more responsible than us just like Logan. I knew they had a thing for each other but since she left for school neither of them acted on their feelings.


    ¡°Mhm, she got back yesterday. She wanted to surprise you but I told her you had a date? Speaking of¡­Jade Knight, your boss, when did you two start seeing each other? And why did I have to learn from social media?¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s a long story¡±.


    ¡°I have time¡±. I laugh and shake my head.


    ¡°Good for you but I don¡¯t, she¡¯s waiting for me¡±.


    ¡°She¡¯s outside right now¡±. Before I can even nod, Logan is darting to the door. I laugh and quickly pull him back.


    ¡°Stop, you¡¯re gonna be weird or do something to embarrass me¡±.


    ¡°Shit, forget you I¡¯m going to ask for a job¡± we both laughed as I hit him in the shoulder. We both looked out the window to see the gorgeous business woman posted on the side of her luxury car, looking sexy as hell, on the phone, security I hadn¡¯t noticed posted not too far away. Fuck she looks like she¡¯s straight out of a movie. Her face screams business and I know she¡¯s likely on a work call right now, even on her day¡¯s off I catch her checking emails and messages, she just can¡¯t help herself. But I admire that about her.


    ¡°Damn Angel¡± my blush darkens and I nod, moving away from the window.


    ¡°Yeah I know¡± It¡¯s hard for me to believe too. ¡°Where¡¯s Cash?¡±


    ¡°Him and Gloria went to get lunch, we weren¡¯t sure what time you were coming to pick Leya up. I told them to go get something¡±.


    ¡°Mm you just wanted to be alone with Karla¡±.


    ¡°Damn right I did, have you seen her?¡± Logan¡¯s enthusiasm makes me laugh but I am happy for him. He deserves someone good, not these stupid bitches that his friends like to chase.


    ¡°My ears are burning¡± Karla says with Leya close on her heels.


    ¡°My baby¡± my smile is wide as I go over to Leya who quickly drops Karla¡¯s hand running over to me.


    ¡°Mommy!¡± I pick her up and she wraps her limbs around me in a close hug. My heart swells as I pick up my daughter kissing her head.


    ¡°Did you have fun?¡± Leya immediately starts cheering about her day and tells me as much as her vocabulary allows. I listen intently before she disappears to get her painting.


    ¡°Thank you so much Karla, why didn¡¯t you tell me you were back?¡± I hug her close to my chest and when we pull away she¡¯s beaming. She holds my cheeks with a proud smile on her face.


    ¡°I was going to but you looked a little busy last night, I didn¡¯t want to interrupt. You¡¯re dating a Knight? They say the coldest one at that, you¡¯ve always had a type mija, is she treating you well?¡± Karla, always the protector, is ready to confront Jade right now if I tell her.


    ¡°I missed you¡± I pull her into a hug again making her laugh.


    ¡°That¡¯s not an answer, should I be worried?¡±


    ¡°No, Jade is amazing¡±.


    ¡°Yaay, Jade!¡± Leya comes running in, struggling to carry her open backpack. I laugh as her things fall out, helping her pickup everything before scooping her and her things in my arm.


    ¡°Would you like to hang out with Jade today?¡± Leya yells a big yes and wiggles in my arms, to run out the door and I send a glare to the sheepish couple.


    ¡°How much sugar have you given her?¡± Karla laughs, coming over to kiss my and Leya¡¯s cheek.


    ¡°Don¡¯t be mad, I had a lot of time to make up for it, she¡¯s just so cute. Pictures and videos did no justice, she¡¯s impossible to say no to¡±. I roll my eyes as Leya starts throwing a tantrum because I won¡¯t let her down.


    ¡°Now I have to deal with this, thank you¡± they both laugh waving me off saying that she¡¯s not that bad. She starts kicking her legs and crying and I give them a pointed look before turning my attention to my daughter.


    ¡°Keep it up and we¡¯ll go straight home, do you understand me?¡± Leya immediately stops kicking and wiggling and I set her down crouching to her level, wiping her face. ¡°You can walk on your own, but you¡¯re going to hold my hand, do you understand?¡± She nods and I shake my head, at least she¡¯ll crash around nap time.


    ¡°Next time use your words when you want me to do something. I can¡¯t understand if you don¡¯t take a breath and use words, okay?¡± I demonstrate for her and she nods and I give her a kiss on the cheek before standing. ¡°Say thank you to your auntie Karla and Uncle Logan¡± a much calmer Leya runs over to the couple giving them both a hug.


    ¡°Be good for your mommy and mommy call me later, so we can talk¡±. Karla says and I nod as Leya comes over holding my hand.


    ¡°Tell Cash I said thanks¡±.


    ¡°You don¡¯t have to thank him for watching his daughter¡± Karla rolls her eyes. She¡¯s even less of a fan of Cash than Taylor but they both always put up with him for me.


    ¡°Hey, at least he watched her, I¡¯m willing to say thank you for that¡± Karla shakes her head and with promises to talk later I leave Cash¡¯s house. Leya begins to cheer and jump when she sees Jade. Hearing us Jade gets off the call and her stoic, cold, professional mask completely disappears at the sight of Leya. Leya tugs me to go faster and I laugh, finally letting her hand go so she can run to Jade. Cash pulls into the driveway as Jade lifts Leya in her arms and I can see his glare through the car. Even still I won¡¯t let him sour my mood. He gets out of the car with Gloria, both of them holding bags of food in their hands. I go over so I can meet the woman he has around my daughter. At least she looks more put together than his usual shoes.


    ¡°What the hell is she doing with my daughter?¡± I roll my eyes ignoring Cash and giving the woman a smile. She nudges him with her elbow before giving me a nervous smile. She¡¯s more respectful too, at least right now.


    ¡°Hi, you must be Gloria, it¡¯s nice to meet you¡±.


    ¡°Nice to meet you , you have an amazing daughter¡±. I smile as her and Jade talk about what Leya wants to do today.


    ¡°Thanks, and thanks for watching her Cash¡±. He stops glaring at Jade to give me a shocked face. I don¡¯t usually thank him but I¡¯m in a great mood. Jade has me floating above the clouds right now. He straightens up and tries to play it off, wrapping his arm around Gloria¡¯s shoulder.


    ¡°She¡¯s my daughter too you know, it¡¯s just what I do¡± I smirk at his words because I know he just wants to impress the older woman that¡¯s clearly out of his league. I laugh and nod, not raining on his parade.


    ¡°Sure Cash, I¡¯ll see you later¡±. I go to the car where Jade is strapping Leya into her seat. We all load into the car and I smile thinking about the day ahead with my daughter and the woman I¡¯m quickly falling for, nothing can get better than this.


    ??????????


    ¡°You think the relationship isn¡¯t real?¡±


    ¡°Think about it, since when a Knight randomly starts dating an ex- employee there¡¯s got to be a scandal there. Nobody has ever managed to get a story on the Knight family, this could be it¡±.


    ¡°You have to remember this is Jade Knight, she doesn¡¯t take kindly to people snooping around her life¡±.


    ¡°Come on, think about it, this could be the big break we need¡±.


    ¡°Hey Shana, Jade Knight and her girlfriend were just spotted at the aquarium with her girlfriends daughter¡±. Shana smiles already seeing the money coming in from getting a story on the Jade Knight. As an up and coming journalist this is the story she¡¯s been waiting on to advance and move up. To prove she can be editor one day, not just some lowly employee.


    ¡°Come on Miles, what do you say? Who is this girl? Where did she come from? Is this blackmail or manipulation? A gold-digger? Con artist? Think about it, Jade Knight has never been exclusive. Besides I have sources as well, they said they saw Jade Knight with another woman last night¡±. Her one and one friend in the office and paparazzo sighs.


    ¡°Do you have proof of that?¡± Miles asks to become invested and interested in the mysterious business mogul and her new ¡°girlfriend¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t I always?¡± Shana waves her phone with a smirk on her face.


    ¡°If we get our asses sued I¡¯m coming to live with you¡±. Shana hugs her friend and quickly grabs her jacket, lucky pad and pencil.  She can feel her luck changing already.


    ¡°You worry too much, riches awaits us my friend¡±.


    ??????????


    ¡°Mommy look!¡± Leya excitedly points to a shark swimming up to the glass.


    ¡°I see, it¡¯s a shark¡± she repeats the word and I can¡¯t help but gush over her as I take photos. We¡¯ve been at the aquarium for about an hour but it doesn¡¯t look like we¡¯ll be leaving any time soon. Leya has always loved animals even in my belly. I spent most of my time at the aquarium or zoo to get away from Cash. It was a calm and safe place for me and Leya and happened to have most of my cravings in one spot. Of course back then there weren¡¯t people taking photos of us and gawking at our presence. Though I¡¯m sure it¡¯s courtesy of Jade, she used to be a bit recluse most of the stories about her adventures were for clubs to elite for most to enter into, now she¡¯s at an aquarium. The shift would cause anyone to notice and it has me snickering.


    ¡°What¡¯s so funny?¡± Jade asks, sliding next to me as we follow Leya to another exhibit.


    ¡°People are probably so shocked to see you here, it¡¯s not every day you see a celebrity at the aquarium. People always viewed you as someone completely untouchable and ethereal, which is true, but now you¡¯re here somewhere so common. I understand why people can be so fascinated¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s true that I never spent time in many places like this, even as a child we didn¡¯t come to public areas like this unless it was for an event. The majority of my time was spent studying and partying. I¡¯ve never done something so¡­normal, it¡¯s nice¡±. The illuminates Jade¡¯s small smile and it suddenly is the brightest most beautiful thing to look at in this place, probably in the world. I hold back the desire to kiss her and force my eyes away.


    ¡°I know that look, what is it?¡±


    ¡°You really are beautiful Jade¡± I speak with confidence despite the burning on my face and she stops walking, prompting me to do the same, telling Leya to wait. Luckily the little girl is distracted by fish and Jade has plenty of security because Jade has my attention right now. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever wanted to kiss someone so much. Should I just go for it? Or is that overstepping?


    I don¡¯t know who moved first but I find myself in her arms and she¡¯s staring at me with the softest most endearing look she¡¯s ever shown me. I feel my heart stutter and reset in my chest, clich¨¦ flurries erupt in the pit of my stomach, and a blanket of warmth envelops me, making me feel safer than I ever have. She tucks my hair behind my ear and I look down trying to stop the stupid smile I¡¯ve had on my face all day, feeling my cheeks heat. What is this woman doing to me? This is probably all for show for her but it seems like the more time we spend together the more invested I become. The more my feelings grow. She places two fingers under my chin tilting my head up so I¡¯m staring into her piercing and stunning green eyes,


    ¡°Mommy, we see a show¡±. Leya came over tugging on my hand breaking me from my trance. I let my smoke break free and turn my attention to Leya.


    ¡°Of course baby, let¡¯s get you some food first¡±. I begin walking towards the food with Leya but stop when I realize Jade isn¡¯t following. I look behind me to see her staring after me with that guarded expression she uses when hiding her feelings. I smile as a spark of hope flutters in my chest. If she¡¯s trying to hide her feelings that means she¡¯s feeling something, right?


    ¡°Are you coming Jade?¡± She mumbles something to herself before walking over, placing her hand firmly on my back. My body reacts to her touch instinctively and I¡¯m sure I¡¯m going to be a puddle on the floor soon.


    ¡°Lead the way, Kitten¡±.

 I Dont Share Whats Mine

    ¡°Good morning, Ms. Martin, I stand at my desk, greeting Alexia as she walks up to my desk. It¡¯s my first official day and as nervous as I should be, all I could focus on was the fact that my new boss left a hickey on Jade, my old boss. I don¡¯t know whether to be jealous or not, so I¡¯d rather go with not.


    ¡°Ms. Raya, astute as always¡±. I give her a professional smile and grab my pad and tablet, her coffee, and follow her into the large, pristine office. I hand her coffee when she gets settled and pull up her schedule.


    ¡°What¡¯s on my personal agenda today?¡±


    ¡°You have lunch with your sister today, she wants to go over details about her wedding. She said to inform you that your mother and aunt, Tracy will also be there. She is expecting you at 12:30, I took the liberty of reserving your favorite table at Fire and Ice¡±.


    ¡°Ugh, I¡¯m not ready to see that woman today¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ll make sure your fridge and bar is full stocked upon your return after lunch¡±. I write it down as I scroll through the rest of her schedule. I have to work with her secretary to adjust her personal appointments around her work schedule. During my interview I wondered why she would need a personal assistant as well as a secretary but now I see why. I don¡¯t see how this woman manages so much in one day.


    ¡°At 3:00 you have a meeting with Ms. Richmond, she wants to extend her contract¡±.


    ¡°No, I¡¯ve grown tired of her, send her the final bill and be done with her¡±. I nod, making a note of it before I continue reading her schedule. Unlike Jade Alexia still sees clients at the club on occasions which is why she needed a new assistant she could trust.


    ¡°You have dinner with Ms. Toutain at 7 pm at ¡®le Rose de la C¨®mete¡¯. That will be your last personal appointment for today¡±. Alexia nods as she sips her coffee, smirking at me over her rim.


    ¡°Schedule an appointment with Jade Knight, tonight at 10 pm¡±. My body reacts at Jade¡¯s name automatically and I know Alexia notices the pause in my writing. She watches me closely and I do my best to maintain my composure even though I want to ask more questions. Like why does she want to meet Jade? Or is this some continuation from their little moment on the balcony?


    ¡°Anywhere in specific?¡±


    ¡°She can decide. I¡¯m a bit hungry this morning, can you order breakfast please, get something for yourself as well¡±. I write down my task and her order before walking to the door.


    ¡°Oh and Angel?¡± I stop to look at Alexia who has a dangerous grin on her face making me smirk. ¡°See to it that you¡¯re present as well¡±. She goes back to work and I quickly leave her office and put in her order to the cafe downstairs. When that¡¯s done I make sure all her reservations are set for lunch and dinner and the nightclub expects her arrival so she and Jade won¡¯t have to wait. Basically anything to put off from calling Jade about this meeting. I don¡¯t know what it¡¯s about but I have an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. I try to push the anxiety away and focus on work.


    A few hours later Alexia leaves for her lunch and I take a break from helping her secretary. I gnaw on my lip as I think about Jade. She¡¯s been plaguing my mind since last night, it was a night I was sure would end terribly, only to be one of the best nights of my life. I''m sure Jade has a break in her schedule so it would be the perfect time to call about this meeting. I¡¯ve spent most of my time procrastinating and putting Alexia¡¯s schedule together for the next week, now I know I can¡¯t put it off any longer. I decide to have lunch sent to her office before I call, I know she has a habit of not eating and it¡¯ll be good press, right? That¡¯s a good excuse. A few minutes later my phone rings and I can¡¯t stop the smile spreading across my lips seeing Jade¡¯s name.


    ¡°Hello?¡±


    ¡°My favorite food from my favorite restaurant, should I be worried about ulterior motives?¡± I lean back in my chair thinking about Jade in her expensive designer work clothes that are the perfect mid out professional and sexy as fuck.


    ¡°Girlfriends are supposed to buy lunch for their woman when she¡¯s working hard right? Someone has to make sure you eat¡±. Her dark laugh has me crossing my legs and shifting in my seat. She¡¯s not even here, but her laugh alone makes me wet and weak in the knees.


    ¡°If you¡¯re the one feeding me then I¡¯ll always eat Kittens¡±. My mouth goes dry and I forget why I called her in the first place, she sounds so good and she damn sure knows how to eat well. She¡¯s insatiable and I¡¯m just as thirsty. Her chuckle breaks me out of my trance and I¡¯m so glad she can see how red my face is. I¡¯ve been a blushing embarrassment since last night, I really need to get a grip.


    ¡°Cat got your tongue baby?¡± Baby?! Oh fuck, kill me now. The way it just rolled off her tongue so deliberately and naturally. Why did she call me that, maybe there are people around.


    ¡°There¡¯s nobody around Angel¡±.


    ¡°Oh, did I say that out loud?¡±


    ¡°You did and as much as I¡¯d love to tease you I have a meeting soon¡±.


    ¡°Right, why I called, Alexia requested that you meet her tonight at 10 she says you can pick the location¡±. Jade goes silent for a while and I think she¡¯s hung up but when she speaks her voice is hard and she sounds pissed.


    ¡°I was hoping to avoid this¡±.


    ¡°What?¡±


    ¡°Fine, I¡¯ll need you to be present as well, Angel¡±.


    ¡°Me? Why? What about Leya? I can¡¯t just leave her¡±.


    ¡°You and Cataleya can spend the night. I have to go Angel, my meeting will be starting soon, thank you for lunch¡±. Jade hangs up before I can say another word and I shake my head trying to shake the haze she always puts me in. She called me baby and she wants us to spend the night. This is going way beyond the scope of our deal, the public can¡¯t see me spending the night at her place, but she still wants us there. I can¡¯t help but think this is starting to feel a little too real. A few simple words and I¡¯m flying above the clouds again. This is going to be hard to end once she gets her company. I just hope I¡¯m not completely in love with her by then. I have to get a hold on my emotions before they fuck everything up. When the work day is finished and there¡¯s an hour before her dinner with Nikita, Alexia calls me into her office.


    ¡°Great work today Angel, I appreciate the extra hands¡±.


    ¡°Of course Ms. Martin¡±.


    ¡°Where would Jade like to meet tonight?¡±


    ¡°Um actually, she said that it will either be at her penthouse, or not at all. She wants me to be present¡±.


    ¡°Did she explain anything to you?¡± I shake my head and she sighs with a slight eye roll.


    ¡°Of course if that¡¯s the case I¡¯ll discuss things with you beforehand. Seeing as it involves you, you should know what¡¯s going on¡±.


    ¡°Did something happen?¡±


    ¡°More or less, more like something to keep an eye on. Jade¡¯s little ruse had the desired effect last night. Being her lawyer with a client with a net worth like Jade,  me and her PR team are in constant communication. Social media, news reporters, journalists, were all focused on Jade Knight attending an event with a date for the first time. Much less one for her family. However, this means people have been poking around your life, Angel. An article was published early this morning, a bibliography of you, essentially. Jade and I need to discuss how she wants to handle the article being published. Granted most things are public knowledge and though it has been taken down, it was seen by enough people to have an impact. Jade and I will need to discuss how to move from here¡±.


    ¡°I assume this article is going to be a snowball effect of curiosity for people¡±. Alexia nods and gathers her things.


    ¡°We can discuss more later with Jade, for now, I have to go and you should too. I¡¯ll walk you out¡±. I nod and quickly go back to my desk, getting my things, and walking to the elevator with Alexia. We talk about her schedule for the week, saying bye to the security at the desk, and heading to the door where I stop in my tracks. Reporters, flashing cameras, journalists, nosy people with nothing better to do, are all outside trying to get inside the office space. They seem to go into an uproar upon seeing me, as they all try to bombard the door, being held off by security. The cameras are damn near blinding even behind the crystal clear glass and I quickly turn around.


    ¡°Shit¡±.


    ¡°Come with me, I¡¯ll have our cars brought to the garage¡±. I nod and follow Alexia to the elevator again shaking my head.


    ¡°Is this because of the article?¡±


    ¡°Possibly, or because of the dinner last night. Jade night has never taken a date, I¡¯ll let her know what¡¯s going on, she should¡¯ve given you security¡±.


    ¡°Security? Like a bodyguard, you think that¡¯s really necessary¡±.


    ¡°Better safe than sorry¡±.


    ¡°I need to pick up my daughter, you think they¡¯ll follow me¡±. It¡¯s her first day in a new daycare and she was having a rough day. Between both of our first days we were a mess, but I did my best to hold it together and be strong but I hated dropping her off. I cried in the car on the way to work and when they sent me a picture of her cuddled up with her teacher. They said after lunch she began to open up more but I want to get my baby without having to deal with reporters knowing where she goes to school.


    ¡°It¡¯s a possibility¡±. I sigh and rub my brow, I take out my phone to call Leya¡¯s new school when Jade¡¯s name flashes across the screen.


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    ¡°Hello?¡±


    ¡°Alexia told me what¡¯s going on, I should¡¯ve expected this I¡¯m sorry¡±. My eyes widen because I¡¯ve never heard Jade apologize so freely and sincerely.


    ¡°It¡¯s okay, I just want to get Leya without being followed¡±.


    ¡°You have 2 options, I can send my security and they¡¯ll drive you and Leya, or we can let the reporters follow the security in your car and we can pick up Cataleya together¡±.


    ¡°I really don¡¯t want them knowing where Leya goes to school, won¡¯t it be worse if they know you¡¯re here too. You¡¯re the famous one¡± Jade¡¯s sultry, sexy laugh sounds through the phone as she gives instructions to Nate.


    ¡°Then it¡¯s settled, I¡¯ll be there soon Angel¡±.


    ¡°Okay¡± I sigh, wishing I felt more relieved that Jade is coming instead I just feel drained. The cloud I was floating on just opened up and now I¡¯m hurtling back down to reality. The reality where these people are going to find any and every excuse as to why this relationship isn¡¯t real. And if it is then I¡¯m not worthy enough to be with someone like Jade Knight. Her parents have already pointed out how big of a mistake this is. Now I have to deal with the Knight family and the media. How are we supposed to pull this off? Even with Jade¡¯s sudden change in behavior, is that really enough to convince the world?


    ¡°Angel¡­¡±


    This could all come back to bite me in the ass and it could cause problems in Leya¡¯s life. I don¡¯t want her talked about or ridiculed because of my decision to agree to this deal. Jade won¡¯t be able to protect her from the media forever. I¡¯m a single mom which essentially makes her a potential step-mom, it¡¯s just not possible to keep it under wraps.


    ¡°Angel¡­¡±


    Did I possibly just screw up my daughter¡¯s life and childhood, just to give her a better one? I would never be able to forgive myself if I just ruined the chance she had at a great life.


    ¡°Angel!¡± I snap out of my thoughts by Alexia pinching my cheeks. I realize that I¡¯m starting to tear up. I wipe my face and swallow the tears.


    ¡°Sorry, I got lost in thought. I have to call my daughter¡¯s school to let them know I¡¯ll be late. You should get to your meeting¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m not leaving you like this Angel¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m fine and Jade is on her way, I¡¯m just going to get some things from my car¡±. After a few more minutes of convincing her that I¡¯ll be fine, Alexia walks me to my car, and leaves. I sit in my car and call Leya¡¯s school to let them know I¡¯ll be late. After that¡¯s done I decide to kill time and try to find this article that Alexia told me about. All it takes is searching ¡°Jade Knight¡¯s girlfriend¡± and a dozen different websites pop up talking about me. Most of them are boring, public knowledge information, but there¡¯s one that stands out.


    Unlike the others that have basic information I can tell this journalist goes in depth. The article mentions my parents first and last names and the area they last lived in. They  have my high school prom photos, my pregnancy photos at graduation, and what¡¯s worse it has Cataleya¡¯s  nickname and age. Thankfully they left her school out of it. I feel my blood boil seeing the way these people are insistent on violating my life. They have no right to speak about me and my daughter as if they know who I am. They have pictures from Cashmere¡¯s concerts and even his social media. I contemplate texting Cash and letting him know that articles are talking about him, when 3 SUVs pull up behind me. Jade gets out with her security close behind and I exit the car, not thinking twice about hugging her.


    Jade holds me close, one hand tangling into the hair at the base of my neck, while the other is wrapped around my waist. I tuck my head into her shoulder taking a deep breath as the myriad of emotions begin to settle. She pulls back, rubbing my hair, a quick flash of worry crosses her face before it¡¯s gone.


    ¡°Are you okay, Angel?¡±


    ¡°Yes, just angry that these people are so insistent on finding every inch of dirt they can about me. They¡¯re bringing my daughter into this Jade¡±. My voice raises slightly and Jade grabs my hand, leading me to the car. She orders one of her security to drive it to her penthouse before directing Nate towards the school. The reporters are waiting as we leave the garage, flashing lights are dimmed behind the tint and I feel a wave of relief when nobody follows.


    ¡°I saw the article this morning, I was going to tell you about it when you got off of work. From now on you¡¯ll have your own bodyguard¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t want some stranger following me around Jade. I agreed to this fake relationship deal because I want Leya to have everything she needs and wants but I won¡¯t sacrifice her safety for it either. Or her chance at a normal childhood. I need to be sure that she¡¯ll be okay¡±.


    ¡°That is why I¡¯m getting you a bodyguard. I can¡¯t control what people post, Angel. I can only deal with the aftermath, my team is working on getting all the articles with personal information out, but there¡¯s not much else I can do. However, I can assure you that I will never let anything happen to you or Cataleya¡±. I know what she¡¯s saying is true, and this is what I signed up for, but I¡¯ve never been in this situation before with Leya. Even when she¡¯s with Cash, I never questioned her safety. I¡¯ve spent my life as a mom working my ass off so I never questioned if what I was doing was right or wrong. I always knew that I was doing the best I could for her, now I¡¯m scared that I just fucked up my daughter¡¯s life. I sigh and rub my face, leaning back into my seat.


    ¡°What was it like for you, growing up in the public eye like this?¡±


    ¡°It was normal for me, though at times it was very annoying. There was pressure from my parents to behave a certain way so that made the spotlight that much brighter. Being the oldest it weighed heavy on my shoulders. My siblings had more freedom in the way they can act and whoever they could be with. After a while I got used to it all and as I got older I made the decision to do what I felt and not let anyone else dictate my actions. I learned to take control and never let go of it again¡±.


    ¡°I assume your parents didn¡¯t like that very much¡±. Jade smirks, shaking her head.


    ¡°No, they don¡¯t. Hence, the last ditch effort to control my life by using the job I¡¯ve worked my ass off for over 10 years against me. I started as an intern and worked as a regular employee until I graduated college. My job wasn¡¯t handed to me like people believe, that is why I¡¯m willing to go to these lengths to secure my job. Not because it¡¯s my father¡¯s company but because I worked my ass off for it, I deserve it, and I grew to love it. My employees, the process of investing, and watching businesses flourish is natural for me¡±. I listen to Jade¡¯s impassioned speech and can¡¯t help but smile. The longer this continues the more I see another side to Jade that makes me get closer to loving her just a little more.


    ¡°I won¡¯t let this fail Angel and I¡¯ll do my best to protect you and Cataleya in the process. Everything I have is at your disposal¡±. Jade cups my cheek, using her thumb to stroke my cheek. I smile and melt into her touch, her comfort is amazing. She knows exactly what to say and I know she doesn¡¯t get off of work this early usually, yet she¡¯s here. Picking up my daughter with me from school no less.


    ¡°Aren¡¯t you supposed to be at work?¡± Jade smirks, her thumb moves to my lip and I swear I¡¯m close to becoming a puddle.


    ¡°Would you like me to go back to work?¡±


    ¡°Not at all¡± I speak honestly with a sigh. I was panicking earlier and while I¡¯m still upset, Jade¡¯s reassurance helped a lot.


    ¡°You needed me, Angel. I told you I¡¯d be there for you, I always keep my word¡±. She speaks simply, stating a fact, not understanding just how much those simple words and her actions mean to me. I can feel my face heat and if I was a cartoon I¡¯d have heart eyes, but I can¡¯t help it. Jade is unreal at times and as fake as this relationship is, I¡¯m thoroughly beginning to enjoy it all. Though I could do without the invasion of privacy.


    ¡°That means a lot to me Jade, thank you. And thank you for stopping work just to be here for me. I¡¯m sure Leya will love seeing you too¡±. Jade smiles, dropping her hands from my face much to my silent displeasure.


    ¡°How was her first day of school?¡±


    ¡°The morning was a little rough for both of us, but they said the rest of her afternoon went a lot better. It¡¯s something we both need to get used to¡±.


    ¡°And your first day of work?¡±


    ¡°I never knew someone could be so busy, but it was good. A lot easier than the bar¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad Alexia didn¡¯t give you any trouble. She can be a bit¡­¡± Jade trails off with a shake off her head. I gnaw on my lip thinking about Jade and Alexia.


    ¡°What is it?¡±


    ¡°What?¡±


    ¡°You have that look on your face when you want to ask a question but aren¡¯t sure if you should. Also, you¡¯re nibbling on your bottom lip, what is it?¡±


    ¡°I was just thinking about you and Alexia. How long was she your domme for?¡±


    ¡°6 months too long¡±.


    ¡°Did it not end well?¡±


    ¡°It wasn¡¯t a matter of good or bad, I simply no longer wanted to be a submissive. I wanted to be the one in control, but to her she still sees me as a submissive. She also knows that irritates me and uses every opportunity to fuck with me¡±.


    ¡°Is that why she gave you a hickey?¡± I feel a slight tinge of possessiveness that I quickly beat down. I¡¯m getting far too ahead of myself.


    ¡°We were discussing you, actually. She told me she offered to give you ¡°lessons in confidence¡±, and I told her to back off. Of course she pointed out that the decision is yours. I know she was just goading me, but it worked. I tried to pin her to the wall and get my point across, but she overpowered me¡±. I look at her shocked, unable to imagine someone being able to overpower Jade. Though if anyone can accomplish that feat, it¡¯s Alexia.


    ¡°She wanted to prove her point and it was a bitter taste, she left the mark just to get under my skin. Though if it makes you feel better she didn¡¯t use her lips¡±.


    ¡°So she pinched you?¡±


    ¡°Yes, I bruise easily and she knows that¡±.


    ¡°You told her to back off. Why?¡± Jade doesn¡¯t say anything for a moment and I begin to wonder if I overstepped.


    ¡°I don¡¯t share what¡¯s mine¡± my face erupts with heat and I look down, not bothering to stop my smile.


    Here she goes with that again¡­¡±Mine¡±¡­I fucking love it.


    ¡°Then I won¡¯t accept her offer, I don¡¯t think it¡¯ll help much anyway. Besides, I don¡¯t want to change who I am¡±. Jade cracks a smile, nodding her head in agreement, approval in her eyes at my response. Things are starting to progress with Jade, I don¡¯t want to fuck it up. The car stops and Nate announces that we¡¯ve made it to the school. I smile, happier than I¡¯ve ever been in life. Everything is begging to fall into line, my daughter is in school and has everything she needs and more. I have a new, higher paying job with the extra benefits from this deal. I¡¯ll have my own house and I found someone that treats me amazingly, even in a fake relationship. I can¡¯t ask for more, I just hope this is the beginning of my life coming together.


    ??????????


    ¡°Shana you¡¯ve officially lost your mind¡±.


    ¡°I told you the article won¡¯t be traced back to us, I used a fake name and I even made my own site so it¡¯s not linked to the company¡±. Miles shakes his head at his friend, she¡¯s an amazing journalist but her ambitions always lead to trouble.


    ¡°Relax, Miles, everything¡¯s alright. They may have taken the article down but look, this Angelica Raya is trending now. There¡¯s plenty of other articles about her, it¡¯s no big deal. This is just part of being in the spotlight¡±.


    ¡°Posting public knowledge is one thing but did you have to mention her kid? A pissed off Knight is never a good thing¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s fine, just another fact and an interesting one at that. Did you know in an interview 2 months ago Jade Knight said she never wanted kids. Now she¡¯s practically a step-mom, big life changes don¡¯t happen overnight. There¡¯s something else going on and I showed you that picture. There¡¯s no way this relationship is real, Jade Knight was seen with 3 different women that night¡±. Shana explains her unorthodox methods like an astute lawyer, leaving no argument for Miles. Shana had shown him the picture of Jade Knight and Nikita Toutain on a balcony together, alone. Miles pointed out that they''re long time friends and that¡¯s not enough for a story.


    Shana was quick to pull out her second picture of Jade and her lawyer Alexia in a more compromising position. No position a ¡°devoted¡± and ¡°changed¡± girlfriend would be in, and Miles couldn¡¯t dent how suspicious it looked.


    ¡°So, what now?¡± Shana won¡¯t quit and Miles would rather stand by her side than leave the woman he¡¯s secretly in love with.


    ¡°Now, you help me with this article. Is this an open relationship? Is Jade Knight a cheater? And who is this woman she¡¯s picked up to be her girlfriend? Is there anything suspicious? Contracts, payments, I wouldn¡¯t be surprised¡±. Shana reels with mischief and excitement thinking of the opportunities and stories she can uncover.


    Jade Knight has always been shrouded in a veil of mystery and secrets. Now Shana has the chance to unveil the secrets of a billionaire and she¡¯ll stop at nothing to get her story.

 Accusations

    It¡¯s been 3 weeks since the drama with the article and the meeting with Jade and Alexia. We all came to the conclusion that hiding Leya from the public eye would be impossible. Between Jade¡¯s parents and the nosy reporters it was just unlikely, so now my baby has her own security detail. Unlike me I only have 2 bodyguards, a married couple, which I had little choice in agreement. Jade and I argued for about 2 hours until I talked her down to just 2 guards.


    I still find it really weird but it¡¯s sweet of Jade to want to protect us. She hasn¡¯t changed drastically over these few weeks, she¡¯s still closed and guarded, but I can tell she¡¯s trying to put in the effort. During the meeting she said she¡¯d find a way out of this marriage idea her parents are insistent on, but hasn¡¯t said anything since. Instead we¡¯ve been going on dates, twice a week, usually on the weekend. Some are arranged by her dad, reservations to fancy places I never dreamed of stepping foot inside. Others are because she spontaneously wants to whisk me off somewhere or spoil Leya.


    My life has definitely gotten a lot busier, to say the least. With moving, Leya going to school, working full-time, and all these scheduled dates and interviews from Jade¡¯s dad, I barely have time to rest. Fortunately, Alexia is on vacation with some mystery woman she wouldn¡¯t tell me about and gave me the week off. Unfortunately, Jade also went out of town for business 3 days ago. I sigh, running my fingers through Leya¡¯s hair as she sleeps peacefully in her bed. Despite having my own home now I¡¯ve grown comfortable in Jade¡¯s penthouse, enough so that Jade re-did her guest room just for Leya.


    She said we''re here more than my own place so she¡¯s letting me ¡°house sit¡± while she¡¯s away, leaving my house for my aunt and her boyfriend. I convinced her to live with me, but like me she would rather be at her boyfriend¡¯s place. I sigh and quietly close the door, leaving Leya¡¯s room and going downstairs where Taylor and Karla are waiting with a bottle of wine. More and more every day Jade plagues my mind, my surroundings, the food I eat, stores I see, all over the internet there¡¯s Jade. Everywhere I turn and it¡¯s only making my feelings grow. All I can think about is Jade, her intoxicating scent, her firm touch, how delicious she tastes on my tongue. She wreaks havoc on all of my senses until I¡¯m helplessly consumed by nothing else but her.


    I¡¯ve come to accept my feelings for Jade, these past few weeks have made them undeniable. With Jade being hours away right now I feel a bit forlorn. I knew I would miss her, which I stupidly admitted, but it¡¯s only been 3 days. So why do I feel so empty?


    ??????????


    I sigh walking into Jade¡¯s room after finally putting Leya to bed for the night and taking my shower. Leya decided to throw a fit after dinner when I told her we need to go back to our house tomorrow. I¡¯ve been staying at Jade¡¯s penthouse for the past 2 days and she loves every second, not that I can blame her. I told Jade that we both loved her penthouse and she gave me and Leya the green light to come over whenever we like. That calmed the toddler enough for me to get her ready for bed and asleep after a story. Needless to say, Leya is completely attached to Jade, which is going to make this so much tougher when it¡¯s over. I never thought Leya would feel this close to Jade, she¡¯s usually shy around strangers but those two connected instantly. But Leya isn¡¯t the only one attached to the gorgeous, sweet, badass businesswoman.


    I¡¯m sure she¡¯s figured out my feelings by now but she hasn¡¯t distanced herself in the slightest. Instead, Jade and I seem to stay in our ruse even being closed doors outside of the public eye and it¡¯s hard to remember this is all fake. I haven¡¯t questioned her change in behavior, deciding to just indulge in every moment with her.


    The lights in her room are dim, illuminating in a soft glow in the corners of her room. I ignore the bed and barrage of sweet and sexual memories that flood my mind. The sex, sweet words, attentiveness, care, a lot of what¡¯s made this fake relationship real happened in this room. My bare feet hardly make a sound as I walk inside her massive walk-in closet. I told her this is more of a lounge with clothes because closets I know don¡¯t have a couch. She just laughed and called me adorable before showing me how useful this couch can be.


    Jade is on a video call with Imani going over her schedule while packing her designer suitcase. I sit on the couch and tuck my feet underneath me, closing but not tying the small silk robe covering my half naked form. I didn¡¯t bother getting dressed after my shower since Jade¡¯s room is warmer than usual tonight. I watch Jade talk and pack, her voice is firm and complete business, her eyes are sharp and she looks slightly annoyed. She¡¯s dressed in black graphic sweatpants, black heels, a black crop top with a black bomber jacket, instead of the short silk nightgown that she had on earlier. Her hair is pulled back in a low ponytail and I feel myself start to pout. I knew she had to go to New York soon but I didn¡¯t think it¡¯d be tonight, especially when Alexia just gave me the upcoming week off for her own vacation.


    ¡°Have the jet ready in an hour, I¡¯m not putting this off any longer¡±. Jade says as she finishes packing clothes, moving over to her vanity.


    ¡°Yes ma¡¯am, will I need to accompany you?¡±


    ¡°Yes, do you have the reports ready?¡±


    ¡°Yes ma¡¯am¡±.


    ¡°Good I¡¯m done dealing with these men and their bullshit¡±. Imani nods and they settle a few more things before hanging up. Jade acknowledged me when I walked in but nothing more. I watch her for a minute before I speak, whatever she¡¯s dealing with at work clearly has her irritated.


    ¡°Are you going to New York tonight?¡±


    ¡°Yes, I have an emergency meeting concerning one of my stores that can¡¯t be put off any longer. I would invite you but it is such short notice and I won¡¯t have much time for sightseeing¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s alright I don¡¯t want Leya to miss school when she¡¯s starting to adjust to school. How long will you be gone?¡±


    ¡°It shouldn¡¯t take longer than a few days, a week at longest¡±.


    ¡°Oh¡± a week? That seems so long to go without being around Jade. Of course she¡¯s traveled since we¡¯ve been ¡°together¡± but never longer than 2 days. I¡¯ve gotten so used to being around her everyday it¡¯s hard to imagine not seeing her around. What am I supposed to do with a free week off and no Jade?


    ¡°You¡¯re pouting¡± she points out and I don¡¯t bother fixing my face. I rest my chin and hands on my knee as I watch her move around, greedily drinking in the rest of my time with her before she leaves.


    ¡°Alexia gave me the week off and now you¡¯re leaving, what am I supposed to do?¡±


    ¡°Everything I own is at your disposal Angel. Go out with your friends, spoil yourself, do anything you want¡±. I smirk, looking away thinking of the new possibilities. Wait until Taylor, Karla, and Leya hear about this, they¡¯re going to be ecstatic and beg for spa days and shopping sprees.


    ¡°Anything?¡± Jade gives me a skeptical look, zipping her bag and stalking my way.


    ¡°Should I be concerned about that look of cynicism on your face?¡± Jade places her hands on the back of the couch and I lower my leg, shaking my head. I offer what I hope is a convincingly innocent smile. This is also an opportunity to tease Jade without worry of repercussions, not that I mind them.


    ¡°Nope¡± I glance at her lips the thoughts of the punishment she¡¯d dish out if she knew what I¡¯m planning. Or maybe she¡¯ll like it, if I¡¯m successful then I¡¯ll get both reactions.


    ¡°I don¡¯t believe you but I won¡¯t question it either¡±. I nod, my smile widening as I lick my lips. I intend to enjoy every second of turning the tables.


    ¡°Do you have to leave right now?¡±


    ¡°The jet is being prepared and Nate has to pick up Imani, so a little over an hour, more or less¡±. I nod trying to remind myself of the new possibility of teasing Jade¡­so I can ignore how much I¡¯ll miss her.


    ¡°You¡¯re pouting again, what is it?¡± Jade grazes my lip with her finger, without thinking I open my mouth and suck the digit into my mouth. I look up at her, letting my desire for her to stay sore in my eyes along with the sudden horniness she provokes. Jade mumbles a curse, slipping her finger from my mouth so I can speak.


    ¡°I¡¯m going to miss you¡± I admit, watching her lips stretch into a smirk as she hums. Jade slowly moves her wet finger down my chin to my throat leaving a wet tail in her wake. The action is so simple, dirty, and erotic that I feel my panties dampen from her touch and sensuality.


    ¡°Then let me give you something to look forward to¡±. Jade kisses me with fierce passion, ripping a moan from my throat. I shudder underneath her as she lays me back against the couch, taking me to euphoria.


    ??????????


    ¡°Angel? Are you alright?¡± Karla brows are knit in worry and I shake my head realizing I zoned out.


    ¡°I¡¯m fine, I was just thinking that¡¯s all¡±.


    ¡°Oh? Is a certain billionaire all you can think about now?¡± I feel my face heat at Taylor¡¯s teasing but don¡¯t try to deny her claims, it¡¯s futile at this point.


    ¡°These days she¡¯s all I can think about, everywhere I look it invokes thoughts of Jade. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯m going to do when all this ends¡±. My feelings for Jade have grown exponentially, to the point this forced wedding is sounding appealing.


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    ¡°Well, does it have to end? Contract or not you two are practically dating at this point¡±. Taylor points out and we all mumble our agreement. I filled the girls in on everything from start to finish and made them swear not to mention it in public. It felt good to vent and express all these bottled up feelings and situations I have to deal with Jade¡¯s family and now being in the public eye.


    ¡°I¡¯ll have to agree with that Angel, I mean she does seem to be putting more into this than she needs to¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m not getting my hopes up. Jade said she was going to find a way out of all of this arrangement. She doesn¡¯t date after all¡±.


    ¡°Yet, she¡¯s dating you¡±. Karla points out and I shake my head, not letting the fantasy get too far.


    ¡°We have a contract, this is nothing but business¡±.


    ¡°Staying in her penthouse, using her cars, and going out on unscheduled dates is business¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s a part of appearances¡± I mumble, looking at my wine, forcing down my cheesy smile.


    ¡°Hm, and this wedding, have you two come to a conclusion about that?¡± Taylor asks with a knowing smirk.


    ¡°She hasn¡¯t mentioned it, we still have a week to give Mr. Knight an answer, but Jade hasn¡¯t brought it up so I haven¡¯t either¡±. I take a drink of my wine, savoring the sweet dark red alcohol, hoping it helps relax my tense mind.


    ¡°So in a week you¡¯re either going to be engaged to Jade Knight, or her ex¡±. The weight of Karla¡¯s words hangs in the air as I nod in confirmation. Both outcomes have consequences, on one hand being married to Jade could turn out to be the worst thing for our newfound relationship. I¡¯d like to call us understanding friends with mutual attraction and occasional benefits. We can spend the night talking about our past dreams and future aspirations, news, anything we can think of, or we can spend the night pleasing each other in unimaginable ways. Just thinking about the sex we¡¯ve had is enough to turn me on more than anything else, she knows exactly how to please my body. What to say and when to say it, how to touch me, kiss me, when it¡¯s too much or not enough, she¡¯s perfect at providing pleasure, and tastes even better. I feel my desire rising for Jade growing despite my efforts to keep myself from being turned on.


    ¡°Uh oh, she¡¯s daydreaming again¡±.


    ¡°You got it bad, babygirl¡±. I groan at their words and down the rest of the alcohol in my glass before refilling it again.


    ¡°I know, but what should I do, I can¡¯t tell Jade that I have feelings for her¡±. I don¡¯t want this to end or be awkward and weird.


    ¡°Why can¡¯t you, it sounds to me that she¡¯s reciprocating these feelings you have for her, so why not be honest about it?¡± Karla¡¯s suggestion is likely the more mature way to approach this situation, but am I that mature?


    Nope, not at all.


    ¡°Because sooner or later this is all going to come to an end. I¡¯ll admit that Jade and I can sometimes get carried away, but she¡¯s just a good actress and she¡¯s easy to like once you get past her walls. She¡¯s sweet, caring even when she doesn¡¯t want to show it, and she looks out for everyone, she¡¯s selfless, she¡¯s lovable but that doesn¡¯t change this deal¡±.


    ¡°Well, I disagree¡± Taylor and I begin going back and forth about why I should or shouldn¡¯t tell Jade how I feel, when my phone starts incessantly vibrating. I frown and check my phone to see my socials are blowing up with messages and mentions. I put down my glass and go to my socials to see a post about Jade.


    ¡°Jade Knight Spotted At Restaurant With Ex Emilia Sloan¡±.


    I read the caption for a second before scrolling to see pictures of Jade with this Emilia chick. The bitch is leaning forward on the table, obviously trying to show her tits, and Jade has her signature flirty smirk on her face. The one she reserves for her submissive, it peaks out at times when she mentions her past as a dominatrix. She had to give it up for the company, but I can tell she still misses the lifestyle some days. I look through a few more pictures and see them outside the restaurant, standing closer than necessary, and another picture of them leaving in Jade¡¯s car. While the pictures aren¡¯t incriminating, I¡¯ve been around Jade long enough to know her cues when she¡¯s flirting. The smile and shimmer in her eyes that show she¡¯s up to know good.


    People are obviously in an uproar about seeing Jade, the supposedly tied down woman, out with someone else. Naturally, there are hundreds, if not thousands of comments mentioning and tagging me, messages are starting to pour into my dm¡¯s and I know things can potentially get messy. Maybe I should call Alexia.


    ¡°Angel, what¡¯s wrong?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, you just got really quiet, did something happen?¡±


    ¡°No, I mean, I don¡¯t think so, no. I hope not¡­¡±


    ¡°Care to explain?¡± Karla asks gently, going into big sister mode as I scroll through the comments.


    ¡°Jade was seen out with one of her friends? The post is saying it¡¯s a girlfriend but she¡¯s told me she¡¯s never dated. It¡¯s probably an old fling, but they left together¡±. Another post comes in that says Jade was seen arriving at her hotel with this Emilia bitch and I frown. At what part do I get worried? Should I even be worried? This relationship isn¡¯t real but that doesn¡¯t mean I want to be out here looking like I¡¯m getting cheated on either.


    ¡°They went back to the hotel¡± they both start saying I should call her but I pay them no mind as one comment catches my attention.


    ¡°This isn¡¯t the first time Jade Knight has been spotted with someone else. No matter how rich it could never be me¡±. The comment has a link attached that I quickly click on, mumbling a curse as I read the article. It¡¯s from the same site that posted the last article detailing my life, except this time there are pictures from the dinner. It talks about Jade Knight leaving me at the dinner to be with two different women. The photos show Jade with Nikita and Alexia on the balcony after she left me at that stupid dinner. These pictures can be perceived a lot worse since Jade and Nikita are hugging and Alexia has her pinned to the wall.


    ¡°Shit¡± I mumble reading the article before going back to the post. The comment with the link already has 300 likes and rising and I know those pictures are likely everywhere. Just as I suspect barely five minutes later my feed is nothing but reports accusing Jade of cheating, love triangles, and our supposed open relationship.


    ¡°What¡¯s wrong, Angel?¡± I give Taylor and Karla my phone before quickly downing my glass of wine, refilling it, and start pacing. This is bad, I know Jade already explained what happened on the balcony but that looked so bad, not to mention this new bitch. Who the hell is Emilia and why are they suddenly so close? Jade has never mentioned Emilia before, not even as a submissive.


    Was Jade lying? Leaving out details of her past she thought I¡¯d get mad about. She says she¡¯s never dated but the internet has a different perception, most of her fans seem to remember this bitch so she isn¡¯t some nobody. I didn¡¯t know really anything about Jade before we met so all I have is the conversations we¡¯ve had. I trust her, but why would she go back to the hotel with her?


    ¡°Damn, you should call her and ask about it yourself. You can¡¯t trust everything you read on the internet¡±. Taylor points out and I nod in understanding.


    ¡°That¡¯s true but that doesn¡¯t mean you should just sit and let this shit slide too, deal or not she needs to respect you¡±. Karla says and I nod at that too, they¡¯re both right but there¡¯s something they aren¡¯t considering.


    ¡°And what if she doesn¡¯t answer, then what?¡± The idea of Jade being with someone else doesn¡¯t spark that little bit of curiosity like when we first met. I¡¯ve had Jade and there¡¯s no chance in hell I want to share her with anyone else. The idea not only pisses me off, it sends an ache through my chest and water to my eyes. Thinking of her saying those sweet words I believed to be reserved for me alone to some other bitch. Or another woman experiencing her exceptional kiss and ethereal tongue, her rough and then gentle touch that sends your mind soaring, it infuriates and pains me simultaneously.


    ¡°Then you and my niece are coming to stay with me until she wants to give you an adequate explanation¡±.


    ¡°Why will we stay with you? I have a house now¡±.


    ¡°Mhm, and does Jade have a key to this house?¡± Taylor gives me a pointed look as I smile sheepishly.


    ¡°It was for emergencies¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, sure it was, now call your woman and get an explanation¡±. Karla nods her agreement and I sigh, logging out of my socials not wanting to deal with it anymore. It¡¯s late, past 9 o¡¯clock, and Jade said she should be out of all of her meetings by now, therefore, there should be no reason she doesn¡¯t answer. She¡¯s called me every night since she¡¯s been gone, I don¡¯t see why tonight has to be different, unless¡­I shake those thoughts from my head as a lump forms in my throat. I don¡¯t want to think about it but I know having an answer is better than assuming things. I finish one more glass of wine before gathering the courage to call Jade.


    Taylor¡¯s nosy ass prompts me to put it on speaker, I roll my eyes but fulfill her request regardless. The line rings for a few minutes before going to voicemail, I don¡¯t leave a message, hanging up the phone with a shrug I hope comes off as careless.


    ¡°Well, that¡¯s that¡±.


    ¡°That''s that?¡± Karla and Taylor repeat and I shrug looking down, wiping my dry face, holding the tears at bat.


    ¡°Yeah, I told you guys this wasn¡¯t real anyway it¡¯s fine. Jade doesn¡¯t date or catch feelings for anyone, it¡¯s fine, I just got carried away with all this¡±.


    ¡°Angel¡­¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s fine Karla, let¡¯s be real this was bound to happen eventually, I mean she¡¯s Jade Knight, she can have anyone she wants. Including supermodels, there¡¯s no way she¡¯d look at me as more than a convenience¡­¡±


    ??????????


    ¡°Shana, what the hell were you thinking, commenting and posting the link?¡± Miles shakes his head, frantically pacing in his secret crush¡¯s apartment. Shana has completely lost her mind to Miles, taking risks that could jeopardize the love of his life¡¯s well-being, has turned the man into a worried mess.


    ¡°Relax, Miles, it¡¯s just another comment among the thousands and look, the article has 5,000 reads already¡±. Shana laughs, unbothered and delighted at the chaos she¡¯s causing on the internet. Never in her career has anything she¡¯s written been viewed with such high numbers in less than an hour. Jade Knight and Angel Raya are her meal ticket.


    ¡°It¡¯s too reckless, please don¡¯t do it again. If someone finds out that it¡¯s you, not only will Mr. Hopkins be on your ass but so could Jade¡¯s lawyers¡±. Shana laughs, still scrolling through comments, not listening to the concerns of her friend.


    ¡°Did you see those pictures of Jade and her ¡°lawyer¡±? Man those two looked more friendlier than client and lawyer. Maybe I can find something on the two of them, I¡¯m sure they have a history being that close together¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯re not listening, are you?¡± Miles sighs, plopping down hopelessly on the couch next to Shana. She knows the man likes her and has for some time, and as much as she likes Miles, she loves her career more. She sets her laptop aside and climbs into Miles'' lap stunning the man. Shana knows that Miles will always be here for her, occasionally taking advantage of his strong feelings towards her.


    ¡°Of course I¡¯m listening, but this could be our chance. Guess how much we made from that last article¡± Shana¡¯s ambition shines as bright as ever in her eyes and Miles knows that there¡¯s no stopping her now.


    ¡°How much?¡±


    ¡°$10,000 and every read gets us more¡± Miles can¡¯t hide his shock, that¡¯s more than they make in months of writing at work.


    ¡°Wow, that¡¯s a lot¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m telling you Miles, this is it, a few more articles and we can start our own business¡±. Miles is hesitant but eventually agrees to help support Shana¡¯s dreams, unable to say no to that smile and desire in her eyes. With her sitting on his lap, he¡¯s completely helpless to decline her.


    ¡°Okay, what do you need me to do?¡±


    ¡°For now, we¡¯ll see how this plays out and be cool. I¡¯m positive the drama is just beginning¡±.

 Stop Pretending

    I stare at my ringing phone, contemplating whether to answer Jade¡¯s phone call or not. It¡¯s been 5 days since that article and pictures were released and things haven¡¯t quieted down at all. After 3 more failed attempts at calling Jade that night, with the last being sent straight to voicemail, I stopped trying. Actually, I¡¯ve been avoiding her ever since. I told Alexia about the situation when she returned from her trip but I¡¯ve been refusing to meet with Jade to discuss it. I told Alexia that Jade likes to handle everything anyway, so she can take care of the mess she¡¯s created.


    Am I bitter? Yes.


    Am I being petty? Probably.


    Do I care? Not at all.


    Jade couldn¡¯t answer the times that I called, I don¡¯t see why I should wait around until she feels like speaking. Just like she declined me then, I¡¯m declining her now, sounds fair to me. Alexia has helped me avoid Jade, letting me use extra work as an excuse to meet when she randomly decides to visit the firm, but I can tell she¡¯s getting tired of being in the middle.


    ¡°Angel, will you please meet with your girlfriend so she can stop calling my office? She is crowding my line for important calls¡±. Alexia says, and I shake my head, not looking up for the papers I¡¯m organizing for her. It¡¯s late, I should¡¯ve clocked out hours ago, but with my aunt watching Leya I¡¯m in no rush to go home. I stayed at Taylor¡¯s for three days before finally deciding to suck it up and go home. I figured Jade would catch the hint after I kept declining her calls and not responding to her messages.


    ¡°You can always block her¡±.


    ¡°Unfortunately, I can¡¯t, I¡¯m on her retainer and she pays me very well¡±. I hum, uninterested in talking about Jade. I had my pity fit at Taylors, and cried like a bitch when I got home. I was jealous and felt like an idiot for caring so much and still wanting someone that doesn¡¯t want me. Now, I¡¯m just irritated, if she was so tired of this or wanted to go back to her submissive she could just tell me that. Instead she leaves me on a leash, expecting me to stay when she says and come when she says.


    ¡°Please, don¡¯t rip those papers, I may need them in the future¡±. Alexia¡¯s voice breaks me from my harsh thoughts and I realize I was wrinkling her paper.


    ¡°I-I¡¯m so sorry. I got lost in my head and I wasn¡¯t thinking. I¡¯ll be more careful, I-I¡¯m sorry¡­¡± Alexia eyes me before coming over to stand next to me. She holds my face and I look down avoiding her stare. I don¡¯t want to look weak in front of her, especially after seeing how close they were in that picture, yet here I am in the same predicament.


    ¡°Don¡¯t apologize, I¡¯m sorry she hurt you, Jade can be a bit dense when it comes to these things but I don¡¯t think it was intentional¡±. I nod, carefully taking her hands off my face and stepping back. When I¡¯m that close to someone these days all I can think about is Jade, and with this bullshit going on, I don¡¯t want to be perceived the same way.


    ¡°It¡¯s my own fault¡±.


    ¡°What do you mean?¡± I sigh, putting the papers down and crossing my arms as a way to soothe the ache in my chest.


    ¡°I let my feelings for Jade grow knowing this relationship would never be anything more than a contract. I thought I could keep my feelings at bay, but I was careless. I should¡¯ve known better than to let things get this far, but I couldn¡¯t help it. Every moment, planned and unplanned, every night, every kiss, the simplest touch, even that damn glare, all of it made my feelings grow more intense¡±.


    ¡°How intense?¡± A lone rebel tear escapes my eyes and I quickly wipe it away and go back to work pushing my feelings down, or trying too.


    ¡°It doesn¡¯t matter¡± I write it off and avoid Alexia¡¯s gaze.


    ¡°Angel¡± I shake my head and she sighs, but luckily drops the conversation all the same. We work for another hour in silence and it¡¯s around 9:30 when we finally pack up to leave.


    ¡°Just so you know, I¡¯ve taken care of everything concerning the articles. They¡¯ve been taken down and we¡¯re working on shutting down the site. Unfortunately, there will always be someone else to pick up where the other left off, but for now, things should quiet down soon¡±. I nod in acknowledgment but don¡¯t say anything. I¡¯m sure a Jade Knight potential cheating scandal will take a while to quiet down.


    ¡°I guess that¡¯s good, Jade¡¯s dad wants to meet in two days and I¡¯d like for this to be settled before then. The last thing they need is more ammunition against me¡±. This is just going to prove that Jade and I shouldn¡¯t be together and my validation is getting harder to uphold.


    ¡°For that you may need to stop avoiding her and actually talk things out. I already told you I¡¯m sorry and swore that Jade and I didn¡¯t do anything on that balcony. I was just giving her a hard time about her feelings for you¡±.


    ¡°Yes, I know, but that doesn¡¯t change the fact that none of this was real anyway. I just need to play my part¡±.


    ¡°Bullshit and you know it. Your relationship may have started as a contract but anyone with eyes can see that you love each other¡±. I scoff as we leave her office and head to the elevators.


    ¡°Love? Please¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s not so absurd, I¡¯m from the outside looking in and I can tell that you and Jade both love each other and are way too stubborn to admit it¡±.


    ¡°I doubt Jade does love in a romantic sense, yes we get along and we¡¯ve become good friends but that¡¯s all it is. We just converse well¡±.


    ¡°And fuck well from what I hear¡± Alexia smirks and my eyes widen as my face fills with heat.


    ¡°How do you know¡­?¡±


    ¡°Who do you think Jade has been whining too in your absence, between me and Imani I¡¯m not sure who has it worse. The girl is miserable without you, Angel¡±.


    ¡°More like miserable that her main source of sex has cut her off¡±.


    ¡°Please, she¡¯s Jade Knight, she doesn¡¯t get cut off. Don¡¯t think I haven¡¯t noticed you checking her out and reading those past dirty messages during your breaks. The way your face is always flushed and when you shift in your seat because the thought of her makes you that wet. You want her and I¡¯m telling you that she wants you, so make a damn move and claim your woman to the world¡±.


    ¡°She¡¯s not my-¡±


    ¡°She is, Angel, just be bold enough to tell her, not ask¡±. The elevator dings as we make it to the lobby. We say goodnight to the security and I contemplate Alexia¡¯s advice. Jade and I should talk before we meet with her dad, I¡¯m not sure what she wants to do about this ultimatum. I¡¯ve partially been avoiding her because I don¡¯t want her to say this is where things come to an end. She¡¯s set the stage for us to break up.


    Honestly I¡¯d be devastated. I¡¯m not ready yet. I¡¯ll just have to suck it up and call her tomorrow, it¡¯s the weekend so she should be free, unless she has some late night plans again¡­


    ¡°Well, looks like you¡¯ll have your chance to stake your claim sooner than later¡±. I frown at Alexia before following her line of sight to see Jade. My throat goes dry as I stop in my tracks. Jade is dressed casually, just how I like her, with her naturally curly hair pulled into a messy bun, an oversized black hoodie long enough to hide her ripped jean shorts. Her lips are coated in a deep red, damn near black matte lipstick and her eyes lack the normal gleam that I¡¯ve come accustomed to. She actually looks normal and incredible. I¡¯ve been fighting my desire for her every day and night but now¡­


    ¡°Don¡¯t just stand there, go¡± Alexia nudges me forward and I take a breath before nodding to Alexia.


    ¡°Thank you¡±.


    ¡°Go¡± with her reassurance that I¡¯m not the only one on this rollercoaster of feelings, I feel a bit more confident approaching Jade. I¡¯m not unconvinced that some shady shit didn¡¯t go down but I want to hear what she has to say, and more so I want to trust her. I walk over to the woman I¡¯ve been missing more than anyone, who¡¯s stealing my breath just sitting there with this adorable pout on her face. Even with all the drama she¡¯s the most beautiful woman I¡¯ve ever seen and the only one I want. She stands as soon as she sees me, but doesn¡¯t make a move to step forward. Her face is completely guarded to the point she looks stiff, I can tell she hasn¡¯t slept and she¡¯s not her usual put together self. She looks stressed, more stressed than I¡¯ve ever seen her.


    Is this all because I¡¯ve been avoiding her? It can¡¯t be.


    ¡°Jade, what are you doing here?¡± My questions snaps her from her stupor and she moves quickly, wrapping her arms around me in a hug. My eyes widen and I stand stunned, unable to react.


    ¡°Jade, what¡¯s wrong?¡± I snap out of my daze, all of my anger fading at the possibility of something not being okay with her.


    ¡°Don¡¯t ever do that shit again, Angel¡±. The command sounds closer to a plea as she tightens her hold around my waist and I melt into her touch, no longer fighting the sensation of being in her arms.


    ¡°Don¡¯t give me a reason again¡±. Jade pulls back her eyes showing guilt momentarily before her wall is back up.


    ¡°I won¡¯t and I swear I¡¯ll explain everything. Will you come home with me?¡± I practically moan at her words and bite my lip to stop myself from immediately agreeing. I can¡¯t make it that easy for her.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know Jade, it¡¯s late and I¡¯m pretty tired¡±. I don¡¯t know if I want to hear the dirty details tonight. Ignorance is bliss, after all.


    ¡°Please, Angel, I just want to explain myself. If you still don¡¯t want to see me then I understand¡±. I look at her hopeful eyes, searching behind her guard, thankful that she drops it enough to show me how nervous and sincere she is.


    ¡°Okay, I¡¯ll go with you¡± she smiles and wastes no time grabbing my hand and pulling me out the door. I look around for Alexia but she¡¯s nowhere to be found so instead I focus on Jade. I follow her outside where there are a few paparazzi and fans but she pays them no mind as her security surrounds us.


    ¡°How did you know I was here?¡±


    ¡°I called Taylor first and after she chewed my ass out and hung up on me I called your aunt. She went off in Spanish and English before telling me that you were still at work and I needed to fix things. She told me that she has Leya for the night so there¡¯s no excuses¡±.


    ¡°Of course she did¡± I mumble, shaking my head. She¡¯s been telling me that for days saying that I shouldn¡¯t listen to the internet and I need to talk things out like an adult. Safe to say I didn¡¯t want to hear it. Naturally that meant she needed to take things into her own hands.


    ¡°I know I¡¯m the last person you want to see but I promise I can explain¡±. I nod but don¡¯t say anything as she opens my door. I don¡¯t bother asking her what about my car knowing that it¡¯ll be at my house by the morning. I¡¯m convinced that she has a flock of minions that do her bidding because there¡¯s no way Nate can do all this alone. The car ride is quiet and halfway through I realize we¡¯re heading out of the city, in the opposite direction of her penthouse. I doubt anything is open at this hour but I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if Jade pulled some strings. I¡¯m really not in the mood to be out in the public right now, especially not after everything that happened. At least the air around us isn¡¯t awkward, albeit a little tense.


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    ¡°So, where are we going?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m taking you to my real home, this is where I stay when I¡¯m not at the penthouse. I don¡¯t bring anyone here, it¡¯s like my own piece of paradise. I thought it¡¯d be the best place for us to talk in private¡±.


    ¡°Your real house? I thought you lived in the penthouse?¡±


    ¡°I started staying there after I met you, it made more sense. This is where I¡¯ve been since I¡¯ve returned¡±. Before long we¡¯re surrounded by trees and out of the world mansions here and there, tucked into the forest. We drive up the hill to an insane mountain top estate, surrounded by trees, accentuating the beauty of the mansion.


    ¡°Wow, it¡¯s stunning. The stone work is beautiful, I¡¯ve only seen places like this in movies¡±. Jade parks the car outside the door and we both get out, heading inside her house, if you can call it that. I stop in my tracks as soon as I see the marble floor, marvelous high ceilings, and luxurious furniture.


    ¡°Please, feel at home here Angel¡±. Jade walks ahead as if it¡¯s normal to step on such expensive floors. I might as well be stomping on cash.


    ¡°Your floors are marble, Jade, I can¡¯t just walk on this¡±.


    ¡°Hm, if you insist¡± Jade strides over, grabs my ass and lifts me in her arms, making me yelp and wrap my legs around her hips.


    ¡°Jade!¡±


    ¡°What? You¡¯re the one that said you didn¡¯t want to walk¡± she has a smirk on her face and I can tell she¡¯s starting to feel more relaxed. Honestly, so am I. Despite everything it feels so good to be here with Jade, all we¡¯re missing is Leya and I¡¯d be right at home.


    ¡°You¡¯re ridiculous, you know that¡± I loop my arms around her neck and move closer as she easily navigates us around her house. The architecture, design, everything about the place screams Jade and expensive, it¡¯s phenomenal and way better than her penthouse. It¡¯s a lot of space for one person though.


    ¡°I missed having you in my arms¡± her admission has my face tomato red and my vocabulary leaving my mind. I bury my head in her neck and sigh at her perfume, she smells incredible. So good. I bet she tastes even better. Instead of wondering I snake my tongue out and give her neck a swift lick, making her curse. Mm, just as good as I remember. I get to work marking every inch of skin I can, not bothering to be gentle or mindful about where I¡¯m kissing her, fueled by her quiet moans and sighs. She tightens her hold on my waist as my back comes in contact with the door. Jade lets me continue my assault on her neck until my name falls in a whisper from her lips. She moves to kiss me but I pull her hair, a smirk playing on my lips.


    ¡°I¡¯m not that easy, I just needed to make something clear¡±.


    ¡°What¡¯s that?¡±


    ¡°You¡¯re mine¡± I undo my limbs from her body and lightly push her back so she lets me down. Her eyes are blazing with desire and I can tell she wants more, it¡¯s a look I know all too well. It¡¯s rare when Jade wants me to please her, usually content with being in control, but there are times where she lets me have control. In rarer times her eyes show a brief moment of submission, overbearing lust, and vulnerability, and that¡¯s when she lets me do anything I want to fulfill her desires. Her eyes are telling me that this is one of those times¡­but not until she explains herself.


    ¡°You¡¯re right, I am¡±.


    ¡°If that¡¯s true then what happened? Who¡¯s Emilia and why did you take her to your hotel?¡± I open her door and move to sit on her bed, glancing around her impeccable room. It smells like her and fits her perfectly. Jade opts to stand in front of me and I lean back on my hands, waiting for her explanation.


    ¡°Emilia is my old assistant and college roommate, we shared the same dorm for two years before she transferred. After we graduated she moved back and needed a job and I needed an assistant. She¡¯s also Imani¡¯s older sister, she¡¯s the one who recommended Imani. She worked for me for a few years before resigning to follow her dream of opening a restaurant. I wanted to help her as a thank you for putting up with my shit over the years, so I gave her the restaurant to the hotel that just opened in New York, she¡¯s the owner¡±. I suppose that makes sense, anyone that Jade has in her life for extended periods people assume she¡¯s dating them. If what she says is true then it¡¯s just up to me to believe her.


    ¡°She just finished culinary school so it seemed appropriate. We met a few nights ago for dinner and to finalize things with the restaurant. I didn¡¯t answer your call because one of the contractors was being an asshole that needed to be put in place. I stayed on-site for the rest of the night to make sure everything turned out well and didn¡¯t jeopardize the hotel. I dropped Emilia off at the hotel because that is where her car was. It was 3 a.m. here by the time I returned to my room. I figured you were sleeping and decided against calling until the morning¡±. I look down, thinking over what she said. I can tell she¡¯s telling the truth, but every rumor starts from some place.


    ¡°I didn¡¯t do anything with Emilia, Angel. I wouldn¡¯t disrespect you or Leya like that. Come on, Kitten, you don¡¯t believe me?¡± Jade walks over, hovering over me and I roll my eyes.


    ¡°You know you could¡¯ve just sent a message and said you were busy working. Things spiraled out of control so fast Jade, just communicate with me¡±. Talk about the pot calling the kettle black.


    ¡°I should¡¯ve explained I¡¯m sorry¡±.


    ¡°I guess I didn¡¯t give you a chance to tell me your side, I¡¯m sorry for letting the outside people get to me again¡±.


    ¡°Do you trust me?¡±


    ¡°I trust that you¡¯d never hurt me intentionally¡±.


    ¡°Then trust that I¡¯ll never cheat on you as well¡± I feel my face heat as I look down.


    ¡°We¡¯re not even together Jade, you don¡¯t have to pretend. Honestly, I was more upset about the image it would portray, not-mmm¡± my bullshit is immediately cut short by Jade crashing her lips against mine. A tidal wave of pleasure sends my senses roaring and I moan, bringing her body closer to me. More, need more, unfortunately she moves back using her hands on either side of my head to hold herself up.


    ¡°What if we both stopped pretending?¡± My blood stops pumping in my veins and the world outside comes to a standstill at her words.


    ¡°What?¡± I don¡¯t think I heard that right.


    ¡°What if we were together, for real, would that reassure you that you have nothing to worry about?¡± That spark of hope that ignites a large flame of desire in my soul at the prospect of being with Jades comes alive and I shake my head in disbelief.


    ¡°What are you saying, Jade? You told me you don¡¯t date¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t¡­usually, but it¡¯s clear that this deal has bloomed out of both of our control. I think we would be ourselves a disservice if we did not explore this newfound relationship¡±. A disservice? I went from hoping and dreaming of the moment Jade would consider making this fake relationship real, but now it¡¯s too hard to believe. She¡¯s clearly being serious, it¡¯s not like Jade to joke about something like this, or much at all, but the way she¡¯s suggesting it is too professional.


    ¡°Is this because you haven¡¯t found a way out of your father¡¯s ultimatum?¡±


    ¡°Not entirely¡±.


    ¡°Not entirely?¡±


    ¡°It would help things and we wouldn¡¯t have to lie, which is true, but I wouldn¡¯t say that is the reason why I am suggesting we pursue a real relationship¡±.


    ¡°So why are you suggesting this?¡±


    ¡°Is it not the appropriate way to navigate when you care for someone?¡± I outwardly glare at Jade¡¯s aloof and professional attitude but inwardly smirk as I study her and realize she¡¯s nervous. The Jade Knight is nervous and because of that she¡¯s being completely standoff-ish. There¡¯s no question on if I want to pursue a relationship with Jade, but I can¡¯t just immediately say yes and fall at her feet.


    ¡°Why are you being so professional about this?¡± Jade sighs, clenching her teeth and her hands on the steering wheel before relaxing.


    ¡°I¡¯m not good at this Angel, I¡¯ve never suggested being more than a domme to anyone¡±.


    ¡°What changed your mind?¡±


    ¡°Honestly, when we first met I saw you as a submissive, someone I could show a new way of life, impart confidence, sensuality, and pleasure into but time went on. The more I got to know you the less I saw you as submissive and more as a woman worth caring for. These two times without you proved that you are unlike any other woman. You have no problem saying no to me and it¡¯s very refreshing, the challenge you bring, the standards you uphold. To put it bluntly, I think we are quite good together, Angel¡±. I fight my smile and keep the same poker face that she maintains.


    ¡°I¡¯ll think about it¡± Jade¡¯s disbelieving laugh fills my ears and I can¡¯t stop my smile from breaking free as she shakes her head.


    ¡°You¡¯ll think about it?¡±


    ¡°Yep, I¡¯ll think about it, there¡¯s a lot to consider. Besides, weren¡¯t you just pictured with two other females, Jade Knight? I need to consider my competition¡± I shrug with a small smile. I can¡¯t believe she¡¯s really suggesting this right now, especially after another minor scandal. She scoffs, glancing at me with her notorious smirk.


    ¡°We both know compared to you there is no competition, Kitten¡±.


    ¡°Very true, but I still need to think about it and what¡¯s best for Leya. Speaking of which, what are we going to do about your dad? Leya loves you already and if she finds out she¡¯s going to be a flower girl there¡¯ll be no backing out¡±. It has been bothering me for the past week, not knowing if I¡¯m going to be an engaged woman or not. I never dreamed of getting married so young, but I have no problem helping Jade, especially now.


    ¡°Simple, I¡¯ll tell him I¡¯m not getting married and if he doesn¡¯t like it can find a new CEO¡±.


    ¡°Jade, you can¡¯t do that, this is your job¡±.


    ¡°You said it yourself, I could always build my own business and be just as successful¡±.


    ¡°You can, but is that something you want to do? After you told me how much you put into that company, are you sure you just want to start anew?¡±


    ¡°If I must, then I will¡±.


    ¡°But if you don¡¯t have to then don¡¯t do so because of me. I told you I¡¯m seeing this all the way through¡±.


    ¡°Marriage is a big commitment Angel, not to mention the trouble I¡¯ve caused you already¡±.


    ¡°You haven¡¯t¡­¡± I trail off as Jade throws me a sharp look. I know there¡¯s no point in arguing with her but I won¡¯t let her give up her career either.


    ¡°Jade, we¡¯ve come this far, we can¡¯t just give up¡±.


    ¡°So we conceded to his outrageous plan? He may control my life Angel, but I won¡¯t let my father ruin yours¡±.


    ¡°This is my decision Jade, more than anything I want you to have your company and enjoy your job without the threat of it being snatched away constantly over your head. We¡¯re telling your dad that we¡¯ll get married, but we¡¯ll do so when we want. We can announce our engagement but the ceremony won¡¯t take place until you have complete control of the company. Or you¡¯ll be informing all of your clients that you will be starting your own company, which I know for a fact is at least ?¡¯s of the company¡¯s profit comes from clients loyal to you. That¡¯s how we gain our control back. If your dad still won¡¯t back down then I won¡¯t stand in your way, but please don¡¯t let him win, not yet, not when you¡¯re so close to achieving your dreams¡±.


    ¡°That could work but there¡¯s no guarantee that he¡¯ll agree and if he doesn¡¯t I¡¯ll be resigning from my position and our contract will be nullified¡±.


    ¡°O-Oh¡± I try not to let the disappointment show but I clearly don¡¯t do so well. Jade chuckles and lifts my chin before leaning down to kiss my lips a few times before moving to my neck.


    ¡°That just means I¡¯ll be free to pursue you without worrying about any outside opinions. No interviews, or third-party planned dates, just the 3 of us¡±. Jade¡¯s soft lips move against my neck, making my eyes flutter closed as shockwaves of pleasure course through my veins straight to the core of my being. I wrap my arms around her neck, inviting her closer, molding our bodies together, wishing these clothes weren¡¯t in the way.


    Jade sucks and bites, marking me as usual for all to see and I welcome her ministrations with open arms. I tilt my neck, offering myself fully to her as I arch my back in a silent plea. She gets the hints and wastes no time slipping her hands under my shirt and caressing my skin. Jade tugs on my ear, earning a soft moan from me before kissing her way to my lips. She moves her mouth against mine slowly and sensually, she works her tongue with mine in a way that has my toes curling.


    I hum my approval as my hands move on their own accord, going to the hem of her hoodie and lifting the barrier over her head. I take the opportunity to ogle her lace bra clad breast and lick my lips in anticipation. Obviously seeing my desire, Jade slows down her pace as she strips out of the rest of her clothes, giving me a full show. I¡¯m practically squirming in my spot and itching to touch her but she orders me to stay up, walking her naked, heel wearing ass to the light switch.


    ¡°You¡¯re so beautiful Jade¡± I practically drool as I stare at her perfect figure. Tones legs, plump stomach, curvy waist, full ass, wide hips, large but not oversized breasts, she¡¯s perfect. She throws me a smile over her shoulder as she hits the switch, her lights slowly dimming until there¡¯s only a soft purple glow lighting the room. Jade¡¯s heels click against the pristine floor as she stalks my way, sending my body buzzing in want. The lust has my skin burning and there¡¯s nothing more that I want right now. She stops until she¡¯s standing in front of me, just out of arm¡¯s reach.


    ¡°Allow me to thoroughly apologize for the stress you¡¯ve endured on my behalf¡±. Jade reaches down, grabbing the back of my knees and pulling until my ass is on the edge of the bed. I gasp and hold myself up watching Jade kneel down until she¡¯s on her knees. The sight has my pussy soaking and my mind going into overdrive. I imagined this moment, but seeing Jade so humbly knelt before me has me shivering, it¡¯s almost too much.


    ¡°Let me take care of you?¡± She asks, lifting my foot into her hand and I gulp before nodding.


    ¡°Yes, please, Jade¡±.

 Battlefield

    My mind spins in a whirlwind and my eyes are locked on Jade, kneeling at my feet. Is this really happening? I bite my lip as her hands move tremendously slow up my legs. My body hums in anticipation but I wait patiently knowing I¡¯ll be rewarded later. Jade keeps her piercing green eyes locked on mine brown ones, sucking me into her fortress until I¡¯m entranced and unable to look anywhere else.


    ¡°You are so beautiful, Angel. I don¡¯t tell you often enough¡±. I let out a breathy chuckle, shaking my head in disagreement, trembling as her hands grasp my waistband.


    ¡°You tell me every day Jade¡± my words are barely above a whisper as she slowly strips me out of my pants. Goosebumps rise on my skin as her fingers graze my exposed skin. Jade hums, tossing my pants carelessly behind her, raising my leg to kiss my foot.


    ¡°I plan on showing you tonight Angel¡± she kisses her way to my ankle, my shin, and calves, not leaving any part of my leg untouched by her lips. She shows the other leg the same attention, ending her journey at the top of my quivering thighs. I can feel the cream in anticipation between my legs, the simple kisses enough to send my hormones raging.


    ¡°Please, Jade¡± I whisper and pant, I don¡¯t know if I can take this slow pace, it¡¯s torturous. Her chuckle is dark and her eyes tell me that she has no intention of speeding up at all.


    ¡°Don¡¯t rush me, I¡¯m going to savor you tonight¡± her tongue sneaks out giving my inner thigh a delicately sinful lick, making my muscles tremble as I raise my hips. I need that tongue somewhere else. Jade continues to leave open mouth kisses on my skin, nibbling, licking and sucking up my body, stripping off my shirt along the way.


    ¡°Jade, please¡± I raise up as she strips off my shirt, using her tongue to leave a wet trail from my sternum to my nipple. I cup the bank of her head as she sucks and tugs at my breast, kneading the other in her hand. My head falls back on the bed and I arch my back as her mouth works expertly on my body. Fuck, so good, every touch, lick, suck, caress, it¡¯s so consuming, in the best way possible. I shiver as she kisses her way to my other nipple, giving it the same treatment.


    ¡°Ooh, yes¡± Jade uses her nails to scratch my torso as she kisses her way back down my body. The subtle pain and overwhelming pleasure has me squirming beneath her, searching for relief.


    ¡°Ah, ah, patience baby¡± she slaps the side of my ass, holding my hips in place. She kisses the outside of my thighs, around my pussy, and my pelvic bones.


    ¡°Jade, please, I need you¡± I whine unashamed, trying to be still and patient like she instructed, but it¡¯s hard. She feels fucking incredible. Her dark chuckle has me shivering and I look down into her penetrating green eyes, ready to give her my soul if she doesn¡¯t continue.


    ¡°Do you trust me?¡± I raise my brow at the hooded look in her eyes. Do I trust her? Of course I do, I wouldn¡¯t be here if I didn¡¯t.


    ¡°Yes, Jade¡±.


    ¡°Good girl¡± Jade moves up so she¡¯s hovering above me, her delicious breasts are close enough that if I try to lick her nipple I¡¯m sure I could. Why not try? Not thinking of the consequences, I reach up and give a languid lick to Jade¡¯s breast, circling the tip of my tongue around her nipple, earning a low drawn out moan from the gorgeous woman above me. Jade doesn¡¯t move to stop me, so I begin sucking and pleasing her breast without hesitation.


    Her moans grow louder and I can feel her wetness beginning to coat my stomach. I use that encouragement to move my mouth and tongue with more vigor, relishing in the moans and gyration of her hips on my lap. Everything about pleasing Jade is intoxicating and addictive. Her moans, her sighs, and groans of desire, the delicious, mouthwatering juices that flow freely with me, it¡¯s my utopia.


    Jade¡¯s legs clench on the side of me and she bucks her hips as I give her nipple a delicate bite. ¡°Fuck, Angel¡± Jade cups my head, letting me continue until she¡¯s moaning and grinding on my torso, coating my body with her slick. Is this euphoria? I decide to take the opportunity, and flip our positions so she¡¯s underneath me, effectively catching her off guard. I bite my lip, looking down at the woman, pinned beneath me with a cocky smirk on her face. Even in this position we both know she¡¯s in control, but I¡¯m glad she¡¯s indulging me.


    ¡°You¡¯ve caught me Kitten, now what do you intend to do with me?¡± I get excited at the prospect of pleasing Jade, not letting this rare opportunity escape me.


    ¡°Do you trust me?¡± I smirk, repeating her words back to her, but Jade doesn¡¯t waver, in fact, I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen her this open and vulnerable. Even when she let me please her before it was brief and she remained in control, but now lying beneath me, she¡¯s letting me have control. For a control-freak like Jade, I know that this is a moment I will hold close to my heart.


    ¡°Of course¡± Jade¡¯s response has a wide smile spreading across my face. She didn¡¯t hesitate or think twice about saying yes. I lean down, pouring my feelings into our kiss, silently telling her how much I like her, how much I want to be with her. I told her I¡¯ll think about it but the truth is I already have my answer, without a doubt yes. I kiss down her body, not wanting to wait any longer to taste her.


    ¡°Can I?¡± I ask, licking my lips as I stare at her slick core, begging for me to have a taste. Jade smiles sweetly, running her hands through my hair, the vulnerability in her eyes render me speechless. Wow, so¡­woah, perfect. I feel my heart reset in my chest and I know that my feelings are growing tenfold.


    ¡°Please¡± the simple word sparks a fire in my soul and my awestruck stare is replaced by ardent lust. I don¡¯t waste time trying to tease her, not giving her an opportunity to change her mind. Jade has never submitted to me like this before, I guess she really is serious about us. I kiss her lower lips, once then twice, licking my lips and savoring the musky, sweet taste of pure woman. I lick her slit, closing my eyes as her juices coat my tongue. I grab the back of her thighs, spreading her legs wider, giving me better access.


    ¡°Angel¡± my name is a soft command and I moan in anticipation before delving into her treasure. My mouth and tongue dance across her pussy as I lap up every ounce of juice she releases. Her moans fill the room and I swirl my tongue around her pearl, sucking and kissing her pussy until her hands grip my hair. I slip my finger in her pussy, slowly penetrating her core as my thumb plays with her clit. Jade moans, bucking her hips to ride my face and grip my hair.


    ¡°Fuck, faster Angel¡± I add another finger, fulfilling her request, reveling in her moans and cries of pleasure. I hum, loving every single second of this moment, logging into my memory to hold forever. I work my fingers against her spot and continue lapping up her juices and sucking her clit, before using the tip of my tongue to tease her entrance. Jade¡¯s back arches from the bed and we lock eyes as I move my fingers with more vigor.


    ¡°Oh, shit, just like that baby. Fuck¡±. Her hand clutches my hair in a tight grip while the other holds the sheets, her hips dancing against my face as her juices coat my chin. I hum in euphoria not taking my eyes off the entrancing woman succumbing to the pleasure of my fingers and tongue.


    I hold her hips down and suck on her clit, my fingers furiously stroking her nerves which seems to be her undoing. Jade¡¯s legs shake around my head as her hips and ass lift from the bed, her hands use my head as an anchor, as my name falls from her lips in wantonly. I drink her nectar with, lapping at her core with my tongue, letting her ride out her climax against my fingers. When she comes down from her high, I slowly slip my fingers from her pussy, giving it a final kiss that makes her shiver, before kissing my way to her lips. Jade slips her tongue into my mouth, tasting herself on my tongue, pulling back to lick my chin clean and continuing her journey south.


    Her moment of submission is over and her eyes shine with full control and I happily submit to her. She flips us so she¡¯s once again on top, kissing her way down my body her previous patience replaced with urgency. She reaches us and tweaks my nipples, biting my pelvic bone causing my hips to buck instinctively. I¡¯m so ready and wet for her I don¡¯t know how much longer I can keep from shoving her face between my legs. Luckily, she doesn¡¯t make me wait any longer, diving her tongue deep into my hole, catching me off guard in the best way possible.


    ¡°Ooh, shit¡± I spread my legs, letting my head fall back against her pillows and my juices flowed from my core into her mouth.


    ¡°You¡¯re so wet for me¡± she rubs my clit, inserting two fingers easily finding my spot.


    ¡°Jade!¡± I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever been this wet or turned on in my life, and we¡¯ve had sex, a lot. Somehow this time feels a bit different, even without the candles and romantic scene, it feels more intimate and deliberate. A quick thrust and suck to my clit pulls me out of my thoughts and has me crying her name. Jade lifts one leg over her shoulder, before spreading the other as wide as it can go, her fingers going knuckle deep. I gasp, as she works her fingers and mouth, ripping a loud cry from my lips as the urge to come builds up.


    ¡°Jade, I¡¯m¡­¡±


    ¡°Don¡¯t hold back, come for me¡± she pauses the magical movement of her tongue to issue the command, before diving back between my legs. I do as she instructs, falling apart at her command as stars dance behind my eyes.


    ¡°Jade! Fuck¡­me¡± I gasp and moan, riding out my climax, as she slaps my thigh, making me gasp and shake. Jade pulls back momentarily, letting me catch my breath before flipping me over on my stomach and hoisting my ass up.


    ¡°We¡¯re just getting started baby¡± Jade sends four solid slaps to my ass, 2 on each cheek before shoving her fingers back into my pussy, immediately hitting my spot. I cry out in pleasure and come instantaneously, every stroke of her fingers against my sensitive nerves has me shaking. Jade doesn¡¯t slow for a minute and I come again, screaming her name. This is the best night ever.


    ??????????


    Two days later, Jade and I pull into the Knight estate for ¡°dinner¡± and I shake my head, looking at the beautiful interior. How can such a beautiful place be the home of so much negativity, greed, and selfishness? It¡¯s been two days and I convinced Jade to take her dad¡¯s deal, or at the very least try to negotiate things onto her terms. Now we¡¯re supposed to meet and discuss things over dinner. I haven¡¯t given her an answer on actually dating but I don¡¯t think she needs one anyway, she already knows I like her and want her. Having to confess my feelings out loud makes me nervous that this high ride I¡¯m on is going to come crashing down. If she knew how fast my heart is running to love her, I¡¯m sure she wouldn¡¯t want to be with me, I¡¯m damn near at the end of the line at this point.


    ¡°Are you nervous?¡± Jade asks, as she grabs my hand, walking us to the door.


    ¡°Surprisingly, no. I think that either outcome I¡¯ll be alright with. I just want you to be happy and get what you deserve¡±. I¡¯m ready for war this time, this estate is nothing but a glorified battlefield and I¡¯ve prepared myself this time.


    ¡°Raven and Monica insisted on joining us today, apparently they are already convinced of our answer and have begun wedding planning¡±. I laugh and shake my head, not surprised at the anxiousness of the women. I told Taylor and Karla of my decision last night and they have been sending me wedding information ever since. I tried telling them the wedding won¡¯t be for a while but they¡¯re all too excited. There¡¯s still a chance Mr. Knight won¡¯t agree to any of this and demand that we do things his way. I¡¯m sure Jade is prepared for any argument.


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    ¡°Taylor and Karla are the same way, I haven¡¯t seen them this giddy and interested in my love life for a while¡±. Then again they can¡¯t stand Cash so if they had anything to say I probably wasn¡¯t listening anyway.


    ¡°The public will definitely be excited as well. I can¡¯t guarantee that my past won¡¯t get brought up again, nor yours¡±.


    ¡°I know, but as long as you¡¯re honest with me, what others say doesn¡¯t matter¡±. I realize that there will always be people trying to come against Jade and my relationship. I¡¯m sure more reporters and journalists are going to try and rip us apart again, but if we have honest communication, I think we¡¯ll make it.


    We knock on the door and the butler quickly comes to answer it, leading us inside to the dining room. The last time Jade and I had a meal here, it didn¡¯t go exactly as planned, hopefully there won¡¯t be as much drama tonight. My hope for a calm and mature conversation comes screeching to a halt when my eyes land on the Mitchell family sitting at the table. Donovan¡¯s sleazy, self-confident smirk rests on his face as his mother cackles, likely conspiring with Mrs. Knight. Mr. Knight and Mr. Mitchell sit at the table acting like old friends. The arrogant bastard even smiles at his ¡°guest¡±, purposefully ignoring us. Raven and Monica have irritated glares on their faces and I inwardly sigh, knowing it¡¯s going to be a long night. It¡¯s one battle after another with these people, do any of them genuinely care about Jade¡¯s happiness.


    Jade already told me we likely won¡¯t be staying for dinner, she makes it a point not to linger around her parents and I completely understand why. Although, right now she looks calm, collected, and in control, but I know better, her eyes are sharp and they¡¯re glaring flaming daggers behind her professional mask.


    ¡°Oh, hello you two, we were wondering what was taking so long for you to join us. Jade, dear, you know we do not like to be kept waiting. It is such an inconsiderate inconvenience¡± Mrs. Knight says, finally acknowledging us as Jade eyes the seating arrangement. One chair next to Donovan and another on the opposite side of the table between Raven and Monica. It¡¯s obvious which one is meant for me and which has Jade¡¯s name on it. Her glare deepens and she doesn¡¯t make a move to sit down, but I simply squeeze her hand in reassurance. It¡¯s just a set up, we don¡¯t want to give her parents a reason to rip this company away from her when it¡¯s within reach.


    I sit between Raven and Monica, much to Mrs. Knight¡¯s satisfaction, greeting the 2 of the 4 non-conniving people at this table. Marlon and Travis give me a warm welcome, while Mrs. Mitchell sneers and Donovan and his father look at me with creepy smirks on their face. They''re both checking me out and it¡¯s equally disgusting and uncomfortable. I treat them like the old pervert creeps I used to deal with at the bar, ignoring them and the blatant way they scan my body. Like seriously man, your wife is right here and she clearly notices, as her glare deepens in my direction. Not my fault her husband and son are sick creeps.


    ¡°It¡¯s good to see you again, Angel. It seems that your leash has gotten tighter since our last encounter¡±. Donovan¡¯s smart remark has me glaring inwardly but outwardly I give him a sickly sweet condescending smile.


    ¡°And it seems that you still lack the definition of respect, Mr. Mitchell¡±.


    ¡°Well, I have never met such an abrasive young lady before¡±.


    ¡°Yes, Angel seems to lack¡­¡±


    ¡°That¡¯s enough¡± Jade¡¯s stern voice silences the room as she walks around the table, next to Donovan.


    ¡°Hello again, Jade, you¡¯re looking as delicious as ever¡±. The women giggle loudly, as if this asshole just said the sweetest thing in the world, while Raven, Monica and I roll our eyes. You¡¯ve got to be kidding me right now.


    ¡°Donovan¡± Jade¡¯s response is curt and the least bit polite, but I can tell she¡¯s trying to remain calm and unbothered. I have to give it up to her, she¡¯s the only reason I haven¡¯t reached over and slapped this asshole and dragged her ass out of here. The sleazy dog reaches out to touch her but she quickly slaps his hand out of her way, making the woman gasp as her father scolds her. Marlon and Travis smirk proudly while Raven and Monica chuckle. I just watch Jade closely, ready to pull her away if she starts getting too stressed. I don¡¯t want this to be a repeat of last time and I can¡¯t let her father take her dreams away either. Tonight is the night we make this company hers rightfully so, there¡¯s no backing out now. We¡¯ve battled this far, we won¡¯t give up, I won¡¯t give up.


    I¡¯ll do whatever I can to make Jade happy, with or without her family. People think she¡¯s mysterious, selfish, and egotistical, like her father, but that¡¯s not the case at all. I¡¯ve seen the real Jade and she¡¯s spectacular and I won¡¯t let these people make her feel anything less. Not for her or myself. Jade lifts the chair from Donovan¡¯s side and brings it to the other side, placing it next to Monica before looking at her sister.


    ¡°Move¡± the younger sibling smirks in amusement at her sister but does as Jade says, her and Raven making room for Jade to sit next to me..


    ¡°I apologize for my daughter¡¯s theatrics, I don¡¯t know what¡¯s gotten into her these days¡±. Mrs. Knight directs the apology to Dominic who just watches Jade with hungry eyes.


    ¡°That¡¯s alright, I¡¯ve always liked strong willed women. It makes that more satisfying when they finally submit and realize a man like me is the best thing for them¡±. Ugh, such a scumbag.


    ¡°Ooh, I see you enjoy the chase like your old man, that¡¯s a good quality in a man, shows devotion¡±. Mr. Mitchell boasts that being a piece of shit is a good thing.


    ¡°Don¡¯t you like that in a man Jade, she¡¯s always been about control but I think it¡¯s just a well fabricated facade. Every woman likes to be pampered and catered to, it is just the way of life¡±. Mrs. Mitchell says and I can tell Jade is ready to explode, I won¡¯t stop her. These people are beyond disrespectful.


    ¡°I¡¯m not here to discuss any of that, I¡¯m simply here to give you an answer and sign the rights of the company to me as agreed upon¡±.


    ¡°About that, we¡¯ve run into some¡­complications¡± Mr. Knight eyes me pointedly and I get an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. Jade has a hard glare on her face and I can tell her anger is mounting. This was supposed to be a simple discussion, but naturally her parents have turned it into a spectacle just to get their way.


    ¡°What complications?¡±


    ¡°There are concerns of Angel¡¯s stature, some things have come into light and we decided that it¡¯s best if you end this ridiculous facade and focus on an admirable candidate. Such as Donovan here¡±. Mrs. Knight is the one to speak up and I get a strange sense of deja vu. I get they don¡¯t like me but to be so blatantly rude is just so shocking it leaves me speechless. Especially during times like this when I should defend myself. Donovan has his condescending smirk as if he¡¯s the prized champion about to cheat his way to victory.


    ¡°What the hell are you-¡± Jade¡¯s question is cut off by Donovan tossing a manila folder in her direction.


    ¡°There is no way I will let my company be associated with disgusting low-life convicts like her. I knew she was hiding something and I found exactly what it is, she¡¯s a criminal¡±. I freeze at Mr. Knight¡¯s claim as panic rises in my chest. Jade pulls out my record and I see her glare harden further, her anger turning to fury. I told Jade that I got into a lot of trouble when I got kicked out but I didn¡¯t go in depth now she has to find out this way.


    ¡°Your point? We had a deal and I¡¯ve done as you asked and it¡¯s still not enough¡± Jade tosses the papers on the table, keeping her face straight and posture unchanged, though me, Raven, and Monica have a clear view of her left hand balled into a tight, vein popping fist.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know what your amusement is with this girl but enough is enough Jade. We all know this relationship is fake anyway, you don¡¯t know what love is, you don¡¯t feel love, you¡¯ve never even cared for anything other than yourself and money. I¡¯ve let you have your way long enough and now it¡¯s time for business. Either you stop this game or kiss your job goodbye¡±. Mr. Knight and Jade are locked in a death glare and I try not to let my anxiety show.


    Is he bluffing, maybe just being an asshole? Or does he know that this has all been a contract after all? More importantly will Jade still want to be with me after knowing I hid this part of my past from her? I was just upset with her for keeping things from me and now the tables have turned. I can tell the information caught her off-guard but I didn¡¯t want to tarnish the image she has of me. Jade¡¯s cool laugh sounds around the room, the eerie chuckle makes everyone uneasy, except for Donovan of course. He looks like he gets off on Jade¡¯s anger, or maybe it¡¯s when people are uncomfortable.


    I watch Jade carefully but she¡¯s more guarded than I¡¯ve ever seen, even more than when we met. She looks ice cold and completely unwelcoming, like there¡¯s an invisible barrier that will ward you off if you get too close. I can feel her pushing everyone away, me included, and I have no one to blame but myself, I should¡¯ve been honest.


    ¡°So that¡¯s how this will be? Alright then¡­¡± she doesn¡¯t say anything else and I feel my heart collapse in her chest. Her parents and the Mitchell¡¯s have satisfied smirks on their faces while Raven and Monica look at me worriedly.I know I said I¡¯d do anything to help her, but I didn¡¯t think it meant at the expense of being together. Or worse, being with a sleazy asshole like Donovan. The idea of Jade being ogled and touched by that guy infuriates me and makes me sick. I don¡¯t think this night could¡¯ve gone any worse, this house is a battlefield and as prepared as I thought I was, I still got shot down completely. Hell, I didn¡¯t even get the chance to load up before they attacked.


    Jade has a resolute expression and I know that she no longer sees a way out of this arrangement her parents are trying to force on her. She said if it came down to this she¡¯d quit but after all her hard work and years working her ass off. This is the result of her efforts?


    ¡°Jade¡­¡± she cuts her eyes at me briefly and I get the hint to shut up. She¡¯s clearly not happy with me at the moment and she¡¯s already made up her mind. Mrs. Knight claps her hands twice, a pleased look on her face believing that she¡¯s successfully pawned her daughter off to this dick.


    ¡°Well I¡¯m glad that¡¯s settled, now we can-¡±


    ¡°You can accept this as my formal resignation from Knight Industries¡±. Jade stares at her father¡¯s stunned face, showing how serious she is about leaving. Audible gasps sound around the table as everyone stares at Jade wide-eyed and stunned. It¡¯s obvious that nobody believed that Jade would quit but everyone has their limits. I¡¯m honestly surprised she could stand these people for this long, they¡¯re just as bad as my parents, probably worse.


    ¡°I would offer to train my replacement but it seems as though you already have that taken care of. My office will be cleared out in 2 weeks and I will have my P.R team send out my formal resignation statement tomorrow¡±.


    ¡°You''re serious right now?¡± Donovan states more than asks but Jade doesn¡¯t spare him a glance. Jade and her dad have their own silent conversation before he starts to laugh.


    ¡°So you¡¯re a quitter? Nice to know I raised a loser¡±. I quirk my eyebrow at the man and feel something in me snap, how dare he talk to Jade like that.


    ¡°You¡¯re someone to call a loser when you can take the biggest failure as a father award¡±.


    ¡°Excuse me?! Who the hell do you think you are?! How dare you talk to my husband that way?¡±


    ¡°Me? I¡¯m nobody, just the only person that gives a damn about Jade. Which is why I¡¯ll be the only person to stand up to both of you and call you on your shit. How dare I?¡± I give the woman a bitter laugh and cold glare, my hatred for these people rising. Is this the life Jade had to endure? So much degradation from the people who are supposed to love her the most.


    ¡°How dare you let this man talk to your daughter like that? You expect her to love and respect herself when both of you don¡¯t? But you don¡¯t care about that do you? No, you only care about yourselves. Call me a lowlife, call my family trash, but as fucked up as my parents are, they never tried to pimp me out for their own gain. You¡¯d rather have your daughter as miserable as you for the sake of money, money that she can and has made on her own. But you expect people to respect you two? I¡¯m surprised nobody¡¯s beat your ass yet¡±. I roll my eyes, and bite my tongue to keep from going off. There¡¯s a lot more that I can say but I don¡¯t want to make things worse for Jade. Everybody is staring at me shocked but I don¡¯t care. I¡¯m not going to let anyone talk to Jade like that even if she is mad at me.


    ¡°Well, we¡¯re clearly done here, let¡¯s go Angel¡±. Jade moves her chair back, standing from the table and I do the same. Finally, I can¡¯t stand these people.


    ¡°You really care about this girl this much¡± Donovan scoffs out a laugh and Jade sends him a glare that has him shutting up.


    ¡°I care about myself too much to put up with this shit any longer¡±. Jade walks out without another word and I leave closely behind. It¡¯s not until we¡¯re out of the neighborhood that Jade sighs. Now that the drama with her parents isn¡¯t the center of attention her displeasure with me rises again. I can tell by her silence, she won¡¯t even look at me. I swallow my pity and the lump in my throat and muster the courage to break the tense silence.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I should¡¯ve told you¡±.


    ¡°You should¡¯ve yet you didn¡¯t, but you seem insistent on getting upset with me when my past comes up. A bit hypocritical isn¡¯t it?¡±


    ¡°You¡¯re right¡± I mumble, unable to look her in the eyes as the guilt hits me.


    ¡°What happened?¡±


    ¡°I was young and dumb and got into a fight at the park. Cash and I were knuckleheads, we picked fights, sold weed, that sort of thing nothing too hardcore though. Well this particular fight happened in front of cops so we tried to run. Cash was on probation and had weed on him, so I took it for him. We got caught and arrested and I did 6 months in juvie. I got out for good behavior and since it wasn¡¯t that much. It stayed on my record and my parents beat my ass when I got home. Cash stayed in jail for 2 years and when he got out, I got pregnant. My parents kicked me out and my aunt took me in despite my family¡¯s objections. I struggled to look for a job until I got one at the hotel bar as a server. I moved to the bartender position for the tips and then I met you¡±.


    ¡°I understand¡± that¡¯s all she says and I look down playing with my hands.


    ¡°I¡¯m really sorry Jade¡±. She nods in acknowledgement but doesn¡¯t say anything else. The rest of the car ride is spent in a quiet, tense and awkward silence.

 Signed, Sealed, and Promise

    It¡¯s been a week since that horrible dinner, Jade¡¯s resignation, and awkward drive back to my place. I haven¡¯t seen or talked to Jade since I apologized for not telling her about my past. It¡¯s true I was being a hypocrite but a week? I¡¯m miserable, and lonely, and all I want is to talk to Jade. Is this how she felt when I ignored her? It¡¯s still hard to believe that Jade feels the same for me as I do for her.


    I haven¡¯t called or bothered texting, I figure she wants her space especially with quitting her job. I feel partially responsible for that as well. Maybe if I would¡¯ve spoken up in a different way she wouldn¡¯t have been placed in such a difficult position. I¡¯ve been going over that horrible dinner every night thinking if there was something I could¡¯ve done differently. Not only did she give up her job, she did so after learning that I was keeping things from her. I¡¯m not sure if she did it for me or herself but I¡¯m conflicted on hours I feel about it. On one hand I¡¯m glad she¡¯s taking things into her own hands and has control of her life. I¡¯m glad that she won¡¯t be reduced to being forced to marry that man or any like him. But I¡¯m worried that I¡¯ve ruined things between us, that she won¡¯t want to be with me anymore.


    I didn¡¯t even give her an answer.


    I sigh for the fourteenth time in the past five minutes, tapping on my notepad, trying my best to pay attention to my job. But I can¡¯t focus, all I can think about is Jade. I wonder if she¡¯s sent out the memo about her resignation. I considered calling the bar to ask but in case she didn¡¯t, I don¡¯t want to stir things up. The only person I can talk about this with is Alexia and as tempting as it is to pester her about Jade, she¡¯s my boss. I know she knows what¡¯s going on but aside from offering the week off, Alexia hasn¡¯t mentioned anything about Jade.


    I declined taking the week off and have been doing what I can to stay busy and keep Jade out of my mind. Some days not thinking about her seems impossible, going on social media has been out of the question and even Leya has been asking about her. I don¡¯t know what I¡¯ll tell her if this is the end of Jade and my relationship. I sigh and go to the vending machine to get a coffee. Cash is watching Leya with Logan, Taylor, and his new girlfriend. He¡¯s been doing this a couple of times a week, I guess this girl or woman is good for him after all.


    I¡¯ve decided to work late tonight to keep my mind off Jade, but it¡¯s barely working. I groan and rub my face, leaning against the wall in the break room. After all we¡¯ve done to make this work, is it all going to end like this? With her dad successfully being a controlling ass and ruining this unconventional relationship we have. I would¡¯ve told Jade, it¡¯s not like we know all the stories if each other''s past but Mr. Knight didn¡¯t give me the chance. This sucks.


    ¡°Hey, Angel, you alright?¡± The sound of a male voice pulls me from my thoughts and I take my hands away from my face to see Alan Pena. He¡¯s a nice enough guy intent on asking me out every week. He ¡°scared off¡± some creep at the cafe my first week working here, though I¡¯m convinced it was a set up. I saw him talking to the guy later on like they were good friends, but I¡¯ve never mentioned it. He¡¯s been trying to ask me out since. I told Jade about him and she made it clear that she doesn¡¯t share by covering me with marks for the next day. I had never seen Jade so territorial and jealous but it was an amazing experience.


    ¡°Angel?¡±


    ¡°Hm? What? I¡¯m sorry, I was lost in my head for a second there¡±.


    ¡°Are you okay? You seem a bit down again today?¡±


    ¡°Oh, I¡¯m fine, thank you. How are you today?¡± I give him the same professional smile that I always give him but he clearly doesn¡¯t read the mood.


    ¡°Oh you know, I can¡¯t complain. I¡¯m winning my cases so easily I¡¯m starting to get worried¡±. He laughs like he¡¯s said the funniest thing in the world and I give him my fake one in return. He¡¯s obviously not worried.


    ¡°Well I should get back to my desk¡± hopefully he¡¯ll catch the hint that I want to be alone.


    ¡°Cool, I¡¯ll walk with you¡±.


    Great. I walk to my desk with Alan following like a puppy yapping about himself. Normally, I¡¯d welcome a distraction from my thoughts but Alan is just here because he wants to fuck me. He¡¯s nice when he¡¯s not self-centered and focused on the number of wins he has in court and in bed.


    ¡°It was a spectacular win, if I say so myself. Anyway, how¡¯s little Leya doing?¡± I inwardly roll my eyes but muster a polite smile regardless. He only asks about Leya as brownie points. Disgusting.


    ¡°She¡¯s great, loving school now¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s great, education is important after all. So, I was wondering¡­ ¡± I tune Alan out as he begins his spiel of asking me out just as we arrive at my desk. I wonder what Jade is up to, maybe she¡¯ll take a vacation before starting her new business.


    ¡°Angel? So, do you want to grab drinks tonight?¡± Alan looks at me expectantly as I tune back into his talking. He just asked me out again, that¡¯s 3 times this week.


    ¡°Um¡­¡± drinks would be nice but not with Alan. I don¡¯t want him getting the wrong idea.


    ¡°There¡¯s a group of us going, even Amara¡±. Alexia¡¯s secretary? She rarely goes out with us as coworkers so people assume she¡¯s stand-offish but that¡¯s not the case. The truth is she and I work on call for Alexia, when she¡¯s really busy we can work at midnight if Alexia needs us. Amara said she¡¯s usually just too tired or busy dealing with cases with Alexia.


    ¡°Well where are you guys going?¡±


    ¡°The usual place, the Hidden Lake¡± I nod in consideration. I could always make Amara help me avoid Alan but I¡¯m sure he¡¯d find some way to bug me. I¡¯d rather smoke and drink at home instead of out with some people I kind of like.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know¡­¡± it¡¯s usually fun going out with everybody after work but I¡¯d rather go home and mope.


    ¡°Come on, I can tell something¡¯s been bothering you all week, this will be a good way to stay out of your head¡±. Alan drops the playboy smile to put on his friendly charming one instead. That¡¯s the one that had me agreeing to be friends with him after I told him to drop the act with me.


    ¡°Besides, Kevin plans to ask out Amara finally, don¡¯t you want to be there before the wedding in two weeks¡±. We both laugh because everyone in the office, even Alexia knows how much the pair like each other. Apparently they have since they started working here but neither of them have made a move. At this point everyone is playing matchmaker.


    ¡°Alright, I¡¯ll see if I can, I still need to finish this up¡±. The truth is, I know Jade doesn¡¯t like the guy and even at odds it doesn¡¯t feel right going without letting her know. I¡¯m sure the paparazzi, Mitchell¡¯s, and Jade¡¯s parents would love to see me out with someone else.


    ¡°I¡¯ll take it¡± Alan¡¯s eyes shine like he just won a case and I inwardly roll my eyes but smile outwardly. I¡¯m just another potential conquest to this man, ugh, I¡¯m definitely not going tonight. Alana lingers until I¡¯m sitting at my desk before leaving, saying he hopes to see me later. I drop my polite smile when he¡¯s out of view and sigh. It¡¯s almost 9:00 p.m on a Friday night and I¡¯m working and moping. It would be nice to go out but not at the expense of making things worse.


    ¡°Wow, is that twice in one day?¡± Alexia asks from her office, referring to Alan. He asked me out for lunch earlier today, now it¡¯s group drinks. I nod, finishing up her schedule.


    ¡°He can be a bit persistent at times¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ve noticed, if he¡¯s giving you trouble I can have a word with him¡±.


    ¡°No it¡¯s alright, he¡¯s not that bad. Alan is a good guy, he''s just a player¡±.


    ¡°He seems very interested in you though, I¡¯ve never known Alan to put in effort to get a girl in bed¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s pretty sad actually¡± it¡¯s sad that women fall over a guy like that so easily. A few nice words and fancy dinners and these women are hooked on the lawyers here.


    ¡°Are you going to accept that invitation?¡± I stop typing to look up at Alexia, frowning in suspicion.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know, why?¡± She laughs and strides over, leaning on my desk with a smile too sweet to be innocent.


    ¡°Come out with me instead¡±.


    ¡°What?¡± She laughs, standing from my desk and grabbing my jacket.


    ¡°Is it really that surprising?¡±


    ¡°I mean¡­¡± Alexia doesn¡¯t usually do things without an ulterior motive. I don¡¯t voice my thoughts to my boss, ending my sentence with a shrug.


    ¡°Come on, I don¡¯t need that schedule you¡¯re working on for another 3 weeks. Don¡¯t think I haven¡¯t noticed you moping and brooding around here. Between you and Jade I don¡¯t know who¡¯s worse off¡±. My ears perk up at Jade¡¯s name and I can¡¯t stop the spark of longing in my chest. I miss her so much.


    ¡°You¡¯ve talked to Jade?¡± I figured they''ve been talking to discuss everything but Alexia hasn¡¯t had any meetings with Jade on her schedule. At least not the ones I make, maybe Amara knows.


    ¡°Yes, but I¡¯m not telling you more unless you come with me¡±. Alexia smirks, holding out my jacket and I sigh. She knows that I want to know about Jade, such a sneaky woman. I close up my work and pack my things before following Alexia to the garage. She gives me directions and I drive behind her, taking the free time to call Cash and check on Leya. When he doesn¡¯t answer I roll my eyes and call Logan.


    ¡°Yo¡± Logan¡¯s voice is muffled like he¡¯s trailing with a mouth full of food and I scrunch up my nose.


    ¡°Ew, don¡¯t answer the phone like that. Where¡¯s Leya? Cash isn¡¯t answering¡±.


    ¡°She¡¯s right here sleeping on Taylor, about to get woken up because she forced us to watch this movie then fell asleep¡±. I laugh because I know how Logan and Leya get when they¡¯re together. They either argue like siblings or stick together like glue like best friends.


    ¡°It¡¯s your fault for always spoiling her¡±.


    ¡°Next time I¡¯m picking my own damn movie. So what¡¯s up? Is that all you wanted?¡±


    ¡°Yeah pretty much, Alexia invited me out, it seems like she wants to talk about something¡±.


    ¡°Oh, going for drinks with the boss, good luck, don¡¯t get fired. I told Leya we¡¯d go to the amusement park this weekend and you¡¯re paying¡­so send the money¡±. I shake my head at Logan, he¡¯s the one that got my daughter hooked on the amusement park.


    ¡°Fine, but where¡¯s your friend? He said he wanted her for the weekend and now he¡¯s not answering¡±.


    ¡°I told him and his lady that I¡¯d watch Leya so they can go out tonight. We¡¯re going on some double date the girls planned with Leya tomorrow. He did well today so I gave him a break, my boy looked tired¡±. We both laugh because when Cash does have Leya she has him wrapped around his finger. He can¡¯t say no to her at all so she turns into a brat child with Cash, which I don¡¯t mind.


    ¡°I told him not to give her whatever she wants, she¡¯s going to turn into a brat¡±.


    ¡°We all know you and your aunt are the only ones who can say no to that precious little face¡± Logan puts on his baby voice before laughing.


    ¡°She just hit me in her sleep, she¡¯s just like you¡±. I pull up to the bar and park next to Alexia.


    ¡°Thanks Logan, I¡¯m here. I''ll talk to you guys tomorrow and send you the money. Kiss my baby for me¡±.


    ¡°Yeah I got you, stay safe sis¡± I tell him the same, bidding them all goodnight before stepping out of the car. I ignore the cameras and chatter of people as Alexia and I step into the bar, quickly being seated. We order our drinks and I raise my brow at Alexia who sighs.


    ¡°Would you like to know why I invited you or an update on Jade first?¡±


    ¡°Why did you invite me?¡± As curious as I am about Jade I don¡¯t know if I¡¯m ready to hear that she¡¯s preparing to move on. We thank the server as she brings our drinks and Alexia sighs.


    ¡°The truth is I need your advice¡±.


    ¡°Um okay?¡± Alexia takes a sip of her drink before continuing as I lean back in my chair and sip my own drink. I don¡¯t see how I¡¯m supposed to give advice to a high-profile lawyer like her.


    ¡°As you know Nikita and I have been seeing each other, casually over the past few months. That being said I¡¯ve been watching you and Jade, and a number of my other friends, and I believe it¡¯s time for something more serious. When I mentioned this to Nikki she laughed it off. Given my reputation I understand her disbelief but how do I prove that I want more?¡± Alexia sighs and downs her drink and I can¡¯t help but smile. I¡¯ve never seen Alexia not have an answer or solution to every situation she faces, but right now she looks completely lost. It reminds me of Jade when we first started talking about becoming serious. Have neither of these women ever asked someone out before?


    ¡°The first thing is to do something differently than usual. Something more personal rather than expensive or elaborate. Is there a favorite place she likes or any hobbies? After that it¡¯s just being honest and telling her how you feel. Make it clear that you want her as more than a submissive and what she means to you. She knows the flirty sexual side of you so show her something different¡±. Alexia nods in consideration, running ideas by me as I finish my first and second drink. I give her my advice and she eventually comes up with a plan to ask out Nikita. It¡¯s adorable watching her plan and consider everything for Nikki. I knew that they would hook up at times but I didn¡¯t know they were this serious.


    ¡°Thank you for your help, Angel. I had been scouring the Internet for ideas but this sounds a lot better than everything I read. I think Nikki will enjoy it¡±.


    ¡°Of course, happy to help¡±. I wave her off as I take a sip of my third drink. In all honesty, it¡¯s just been nice to have a distraction from Jade and the alcohol definitely helps.


    ¡°Now that that¡¯s all cleared up, I promised an update on Jade didn¡¯t I?¡± I look down at the liquid in my glass feeling a myriad of emotions collide into my chest.


    ¡°That¡¯s alright, I¡¯m not sure I want to know¡±. I do but I¡¯m too scared to hear that Jade is moving on. Of course I could be overthinking and exaggerating but the idea is enough to shatter my heart. I can finally admit to myself that I love Jade and the thought of her being with someone else has me suffering.


    ¡°Are you sure?¡± Alexia smirks, seeing right through my facade. Of course I want an update on Jade. Alexia doesn¡¯t say anything, drinking and waiting until my inner debate is over with. That same satisfied smirk on her face like she knows my answer already.


    ¡°How is she?¡± I finally cave and ask after finishing my third drink.


    ¡°Back to her old cold bitchy self¡±.


    ¡°What, really? I know she¡¯s stressed but is it really that bad?¡± I feel a pang of guilt and a stab of worry hit my heart at Alexia''s words. I should be there for her, instead, I¡¯ve been having a pity party.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say it¡¯s bad, Jade is just stand-offish right now. If it¡¯s not business then she¡¯s not talking to anyone. Imani said she goes to work early and stays late and does nothing else. Jade told me about the dinner and ultimatum, sounds like it¡¯s been quite a battle¡±.


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    ¡°It¡¯s like a war with those people but Jade is worth the fight¡±. I love Jade enough to deal with dinners like that every week, as long as it means being together.


    ¡°Whatever strategy you two had apparently worked. Jade and her father have been having negotiations all week about her keeping her position or leaving. Somehow word got out about her resignation, we suspect the Mitchell¡¯s along with Mrs. Knight leaked the news. The clients and employees were all ready to jump ship so Mr. Knight had no choice but to reopen the discussion with Jade¡±. I nod in understanding , I¡¯m just glad that Jade has an opportunity to keep the job she loves.


    ¡°Thank you for explaining. I¡¯ve been giving Jade her space so I wasn¡¯t up to speed about everything going on since that dinner¡±.


    ¡°Oh, is that what you call avoiding her?¡± Alexia smirks at my red face and I shake my head.


    ¡°I¡¯m not avoiding her, I just don¡¯t want to make her life more difficult. I can¡¯t help but think she wouldn¡¯t have to go through all this if she would¡¯ve chosen someone else¡±. I can¡¯t help but pout as I think of all the things we¡¯ve been through just to get here. Do I really want to let someone else ruin this? I used to wish and dream of being with Jade and when it became a possibility I couldn¡¯t believe it. I don¡¯t want to lose her. She''s worked and fought for me against her family so much it¡¯s my time to fight for her.


    ¡°I believe the outcome would¡¯ve been the same either way. Donovan is the highest bidder, unless someone came along offering more money then things were bound to wind up here. Although, I¡¯m sure her parents weren¡¯t expecting Jade to be this adamant about someone. Nobody ever expected Jade Knight to walk away from her seat and title but she was prepared to do that, for you¡±. I groan and drop my head down onto the table.


    ¡°And now I¡¯m here being a brat and feeling bad for myself, ugh I¡¯m horrible¡±. Alexia¡¯s loud laugh has me sitting up, my pout still intact.


    ¡°You¡¯re far from horrible, Angel. In fact, I think you and Jade are thinking much of the same thing. That being said, there''s another reason I suggested this bar¡±.


    ¡°I assume it''s because it¡¯s down the street from Jade¡¯s job?¡±


    ¡°Smart as ever, she¡¯s still in meetings but she sent a message¡±. Alexia points to the crowd and I see Imani here usual composed face wrought with irritation. I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever seen Imani look so bothered. She sits at our table with a sigh, setting down a folder and offering us a smile.


    ¡°I apologize for my tardiness, things have been a bit¡­ intense. I believe Ms. Martin has gotten you up to speed, Ms. Raya?¡± When I nod Imani continues as if we¡¯re having a meeting in the office instead of at the bar.


    ¡°Jade sends her apologies over her absence this past week. She¡¯s been incredibly busy and since negotiations have gotten tense she wants to make sure everything is in order. Her parents are still pushing for their demands, even if it¡¯s in name only, naturally Jade refuses, and things have come to a stalemate. So, in an effort to halt all discussion of that demand, Jade would like you to sign this. She promises to explain and make everything up later¡±. Imani has her natural comforting smile, sliding the paper towards me and Alexia looks surprisingly neutral. Her lack of expression threatens to make me nervous but knowing Jade I have a good idea about what¡¯s in this folder.


    I guess I¡¯ve been overthinking this entire time.


    I open the folder and as I expect a marriage license and another contact rest in the file, waiting to be signed.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight understands and apologies for the unconventionality, however, she would like these to be filed as soon as possible¡±. Imani sighs and I¡¯m sure she advised her boss against asking me to marry her like this.


    ¡°Wow, it seems she¡¯s adamant about this¡±.


    ¡°For the record, I told Jade that she¡¯s being hasty and this is no way to ask for a woman¡¯s hand properly. I wouldn¡¯t blame you if you slapped her with this folder¡±.


    ¡°I know Mrs. Knight had no intention to insult you, Ms. Raya. Mrs. Knight promised to explain more in detail later but she says "if you''re still willing to see this through to the end, to please sign¡±. Imani finishes explaining and I look at the papers closely.


    ¡°I assume you two are the ¡°witnesses¡± and you¡¯re going to expedite the filing right?¡± I look between Alexia and Imani who nod. This means I¡¯ll have to move in with Jade. I don¡¯t mind that at all, it¡¯s not like I¡¯ll give up my house and if I need space then that¡¯s what I¡¯ll go back there. Jade already signed everything, she¡¯s made up her mind.


    ¡°She¡¯s a woman that goes after what she wants, that¡¯s for sure¡±. I smile and shake my head, I can¡¯t believe I¡¯m doing this. If I was second guessing my love before I think this makes it pretty clear. I love Jade and I can no longer fight or deny that fact. I sign the papers, careful to keep them out of sight before handing them to Alexia.


    ¡°Can you do me a favor and not tell Jade, I want to tell her myself. I assume she¡¯s still in the office, Imani?¡±


    ¡°Yes, ma¡¯am, she insists on working all night. When the news came out it caused a bit of an uproar and she¡¯s been drowned in work ever since. Honestly, she practically lives in that office right now¡±. I frown, taking out some cash and putting it on the table. I had a feeling Jade has become a workaholic but if she¡¯s not taking care of herself, then I will. I¡¯m officially her wife, legally at least.


    ¡°Fine, by me, my work here is done, these will be filed by the morning, consider it signed, sealed and delivered. Now, while the night is young, I¡¯m going to see my little nymph¡±. Alexia waves her hand as she finishes her drink in one gulp, not even wincing at the strong liquor. Night is young? It¡¯s past 11 o¡¯clock at night.


    ¡°Did you drive here Imani?¡±


    ¡°Oh, no I took a cab, the office is right down the street after all¡±.


    ¡°Do you think you could help me with something?¡±


    ¡°Oh, um, I can try¡±.


    ¡°Thanks, come with me. Thank you again, Ms. Martin¡±.


    ¡°You gave me advice and make a plan, stop being so formal with me, Mrs. Knight¡± I feel my face heat and shake my head. It¡¯s going to take a while to get used to that.


    ¡°I¡¯m leaving now, I¡¯ll see you on Monday¡±. Imani and I leave the bar and I frown, looking at the time. It¡¯s late, but hopefully if they know who it¡¯s for, they¡¯ll make an exception.


    ¡°So, what is it I can help you with? I can¡¯t stay away from the office for too long¡±.


    ¡°It shouldn¡¯t take too long, hopefully, there¡¯s just two things I want to get. I know Jade has a private jeweler and now that we¡¯re ¡°married¡±, we¡¯ll need rings. I¡¯m sure Jade had a plan for it later but if I get them now it¡¯s one less thing for her to worry about. I was hoping you can get in contact with her jeweler right now. I know it¡¯s late though¡±.


    ¡°No, you¡¯re right, besides I¡¯m not sure when Jade will have the opportunity to shop. I¡¯ll take care of it, what¡¯s the other thing?¡± Imani is already on her phone as I drive us to Jade¡¯s favorite restaurant.


    ¡°I know Jade has been working her ass off and I doubt she¡¯s been taking care of herself. Or allowing anyone else too either, so I¡¯m getting her a very late dinner¡±. I call the restaurant and after a few minutes of arguing, I tell them it¡¯s for Jade Knight. Naturally, they hastily agree and tell me it¡¯ll be ready in ten minutes.


    ¡°Is there anything Jade can¡¯t get?¡± I ask after the jeweler confirms with Imani. She laughs and shakes her head.


    ¡°Honestly, I don¡¯t think so. As long as I¡¯ve known Jade she¡¯s always managed to get what she wants¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯ve worked for her a long time. She said you¡¯re the best assistant she¡¯s ever had¡±. Imani¡¯s face heats up at the praise and she shakes her head. She¡¯s adorable.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight provided me with an opportunity when nobody else did. She helped me out of some really tough spots, I¡¯m grateful to Jade. Besides the pay is amazing and she¡¯s a good boss despite what the media likes to say Jade is a good person with a big heart¡±. She didn¡¯t hesitate to drop that title of Mrs down like it was nothing.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad that she has someone like you looking out for her, keep an eye on her for me will you? She¡¯s strong of course, but I worry about her''''. The mentally and emotional abuse she has to suffer from her parents, I don¡¯t want to imagine how things were before her success. I¡¯m scared she¡¯ll reach a breaking point or work herself to death.


    ¡°Of course, Mrs. Knight¡±. I laugh and wave her off as we get to the restaurant.


    ¡°Please, I¡¯ll just stick with Angel and around me you can call her Jade. Mrs. Knight reminds me of Jade¡¯s mother too much¡± I don¡¯t bother hiding my eye roll, making Imani laugh.


    ¡°It takes a while to get used to the demeanor of the Knight family. Being the oldest Jade had a lot of pressure on her shoulders. Her mother demanded success in life as a woman and wife and her father demanded success in business. It was easy for Jade to achieve both but she always did so in her way. I¡¯m glad she has someone who loves her standing by her side¡±.


    ¡°I guess I make my feelings pretty obvious huh?¡±


    ¡°Only to those who recognize the look of love. You stare at Jade the way I stare at my boyfriend and Jade looks at you just the same. Though I¡¯m not sure Mrs. Knight, sorry Jade, has noticed the shift in your feelings yet¡±.


    ¡°Yeah she can be a bit blind when it comes to things like feelings but I don¡¯t mind that¡±.


    ¡°Really?¡± I shake my head, a smile playing at my lips as I think of the actions Jade takes to communicate her feelings.


    ¡°She tells me in her actions, things that most people might find trivial I hold close. Like you Jade came into my life and changed it for the better, though I can¡¯t say that¡¯s what won me over¡±.


    ¡°What did? If you don¡¯t mind me asking¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t mind, it was seeing the way she is with my daughter. I saw that it wasn¡¯t just for show and she wasn¡¯t trying to buy her love or attention. Jade genuinely loves my daughter and treats her like her own. It made me see a different side of Jade beyond what I had heard. I couldn¡¯t help but race towards loving her after that¡±. Saying that out loud feels more natural than I expected and it¡¯s nice to tell someone. I know I should tell Jade and I will one day, but right now she has a lot going on. I¡¯ll wait until the time is right. We pick up the food before heading toward the jeweler, who thankfully agreed to meet us closer to Jade¡¯s office. I don¡¯t want her food getting cold.


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    ¡°So, do you think she¡¯ll like it?¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s from you so of course but even if it wasn¡¯t the ring was astonishing. It left me speechless and I¡¯m sure Jade will feel the same way¡±.


    ¡°She is Jade Knight, she can¡¯t have a ring that looks like it came from an arcade game¡± it¡¯s also the first big gift I¡¯ve been able to get Jade with my own money. It took a bit of looking at Jermaine¡¯s special collection and some haggling, but I finally settled on the perfect ring. It¡¯s a round ideal cut diamond 10.10 carats with a Bella Vaughan for Blue Nike Grandeur Trapezoid diamond engagement ring in platinum for the setting. It looks like a crown surrounded by smaller diamonds, perfectly befitting for Jade Knight.


    ¡°Do you think she¡¯ll be upset if she finds out you spent over 1 million dollars on her ring?¡±


    ¡°That¡¯s why we won¡¯t tell her¡± I wink as we step off the elevator into the quiet office. She laughs, shaking her head, leading me towards Jade¡¯s office. Although it¡¯s almost 11:30 there are a few other offices with their lights on. It seems like the schemes of Jade¡¯s parents are starting to pour into the company.


    ¡°If she asks you know I can¡¯t lie¡± I wave my hand and shrug.


    ¡°I¡¯m not scared of Jade¡± her punishment are some of my favorite times anyway.


    ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯ve ever heard anyone say that so sincerely¡±. I laugh as we stop at Imani¡¯s desk outside Jade¡¯s office.


    ¡°You should get some rest Imani, I¡¯ll help Jade for the rest of the night¡±.


    ¡°I can¡¯t just¡­¡±


    ¡°You can and you will, I¡¯ll let Jade know don¡¯t worry. Besides, if you¡¯re too tired, who''s going to be my eyes when I¡¯m not around¡±. I nod my head toward the door and give her a smile.


    ¡°Get out of here¡± after a few more minutes of hesitation she finally nods. She gathers her things before leaving with a final thank you. I decide not to second guess anything and just go with the flow, stepping into Jade¡¯s office not bothering to knock. She doesn¡¯t look up from her computer and I bite my lip as I take a moment to admire her, quietly locking the door behind me.


    Her beautiful chocolate skin is as radiant as ever, even with the bags and evident exhaustion in her gorgeous green eyes. She¡¯s still in her work clothes and as sexy as they look I doubt they¡¯re very comfortable. I can tell that she¡¯s tense and stressed and I feel guilty for adding onto that. She looks so tired and her frown is back and prominent on her face. She looks stone cold like when we first met. Intimidating but she doesn¡¯t make me nervous like she used to, now I¡¯m just worried.


    ¡°Imani, where have you been? I told you and Alexia to keep me updated. This is no time to be¡­Angel?¡± I smile as she finally looks up from her computer, her surprised eyes finding me.


    ¡°I sent Imani home and I¡¯m glad I did, you better not talk to her like that¡±. Her eyes widen and I have to hold in my laugh. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s going on with me but I suddenly feel so happy, after having such a horrible week. I¡¯m back in the clouds and it feels amazing.


    ¡°N-no, I don¡¯t. I just¡­there¡¯s no excuse, I¡¯m sorry¡±. Did Jade just stutter and apologize? In the same sentence? I feel my heart roar in my chest as I look at the woman I¡¯m in love with. How did I manage to land her, I don¡¯t know but I¡¯m not asking. I smile and put the food down on her coffee table before going to her closet.


    ¡°I knew you would insist on staying here to work so I brought you dinner. Your favorite restaurant had it prepared just for you¡±. I find the hoodie, socks, and furry slides stashed in her closet and turn to her my smile still intact. I doubt it¡¯s going to go away right now.


    ¡°If you¡¯re going to work all night you¡¯re at least going to be comfortable and take a break. Here, change and I¡¯ll get your food ready¡±. I hand her the clothes before going to the table and taking out the food.


    ¡°I have to admit, I wasn¡¯t expecting you to come here after I sent Imani with the papers. I thought you would be too upset and want nothing to do with me after that disastrous dinner¡±.


    ¡°Well when I realized we were feeling the same it made the decision to come see you easy. Besides¡­.¡± the words die on my tongue as I look up to see Jade¡¯s pants pool at her feet. My throat runs dry and my mind goes blank as my eyes slowly trail up her long smooth legs. Her succulent and toned thighs beg me to spread them and reveal more of her black mesh barely covered pussy. I lick my lips but force my eyes away, this is not the time for that. Her sultry chuckle fills my ears and when I look at her again, she¡¯s wearing the black oversized hoodie that stops at her mid thigh. No pants, and she has her ankle socks and slides on, she looks adorable.


    ¡°I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll ever get tired of how you look at me¡±. She sits next to me and a wide smile breaks out on her face as she sees her food. I give myself a mental high five for the choice as she grabs her for, ticks her feet under her, and begins eating.


    ¡°Mm, I¡¯ve been craving this but haven¡¯t had time to enjoy it properly. Thank you, Angel¡±.


    ¡°Of course¡± I take off my jacket, making sure to keep the ring box close but hidden in the pocket.


    ¡°Would you like me to put your jacket in the closet?¡±


    ¡°No, you just eat, I''ll put it away in a minute¡±. She¡¯s being so sweet. Is it wrong that I¡¯m glad I¡¯m the only one that gets to see this side of her. Her earlier scowl is gone but I can tell she¡¯s still tense and stressed.


    ¡°Have you eaten?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, I had dinner at the office before going out with Alexia for drinks. Her and Imani got me caught up on everything. It sounds like it¡¯s been pretty hectic around here¡±. Jade sighs, shaking her head, it¡¯s clear she¡¯s fatigued and lacking sleep. How can I convince her to leave this place for the night?


    ¡°It¡¯s been a damn shit show around here, for once my father and I agree that my mothers antics have gone too far. My parents and I have always somewhat been at war, so to speak, when it comes to controlling my life. However, we¡¯ve always managed to keep our family drama away from the business¡±. Jade smirks, taking a drink and giving me the side eye. This look used to make me feel nervous but right now I¡¯m too happy to feel nervous.


    ¡°Why are you looking at me like that?¡±


    ¡°You were right. The news came out two days after the dinner and the news spread like wildfire. Over half of our investors wanted to pull, the board members had a meeting and voted 4-2 in favor of me remaining. Our clients have been calling in panic worried about what this means for their contracts, not to mention these meetings with my father. We haven¡¯t come to an agreement and I told him I will leave if he nullifies our original agreement. He agreed to talk and we¡¯ve been negotiating terms¡±.


    ¡°That¡¯s good then, I know how much this job means to you. I¡¯m sorry if I caused you more trouble than you expected¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t apologize, you¡¯ve shown me another way to live, Angel. I can¡¯t remember when I¡¯ve experienced so much happiness by doing the simplest things. I¡¯m not one for flowery speeches and affectionate words, but I don¡¯t regret anything with you Angel. I choose you over anyone¡±. Jade clears her throat, placing down her food and turning to me.


    ¡°We don¡¯t just work well together, Angel. You¡¯ve become someone I long for in my life, you¡¯ve been plaguing my mind all week. It¡¯s made it hard to focus and it¡¯s quite annoying. I find myself clinging to our memories in your absence, but I¡¯m grateful for them. I don¡¯t expect us to always agree and I¡¯m sure we¡¯ll fight but no more disappearing from each other¡±. I nod, gasping as she grabs my shirt and pulls me onto her lap.


    ¡°Jade, you need to finish eating¡±.


    ¡°Angel, I haven¡¯t spoken, touched, or tasted you in a week. If you think I¡¯m going to wait any longer to kiss you then you¡¯re sorely mistaken¡±. Her lips are on mine in an instant, kissing me hot and urgent, like I¡¯m the water that quenches her thirst. I openly and happily submit to her assault, licking her bottom lip as a silent plea for more. She obliges me, parting my lips with her tongue so our muscles can dance and twist together. I moan at the move of her lips, the taste of her and food flooding my mouth, her grip on my ass igniting my lust. I tangle my hands in her soft wavy hair, bringing my body closer, unable to get enough. I¡¯ve missed her so much.


    ¡°Mm¡± I moan and cup her head as Jade kisses down neck to my collarbone. She has a tight grip on my ass as she roughly pulls me forward so our chest collides.


    ¡°Don¡¯t leave again, Kitten¡±. Her demand sounds more like a request and I tighten my hold on the woman. How could I ever stay away? She¡¯s so amazing and I wasted so much time. She needed me and I wasn¡¯t here, but it¡¯ll never happen again.


    ¡°I won¡¯t. I promise I¡¯ll never leave again, Jade¡±. She smiles full of satisfaction, she¡¯s happy with my answer and I swell with pride, happy to please her. I¡¯ve got it bad for her.


    Jade swiftly removes my shirt using it to tie my hands before gently pushing me down on the couch. I feel my head hit the ring box but I push it aside for later, we can focus on the details later. When Jade is staring at me like this I don¡¯t care about much else. She sets my body on fire, sends my heart racing, and makes me feel like a clich¨¦d mess. But I love it.


    ¡°Now, you wanted me to finish eating, correct?¡± Her smirk is so devious I can¡¯t help but shudder in anticipation as my core begins to soak my underwear.


    ¡°Please¡± I practically whimper, moving my hips to ease this friction between my legs.


    ¡°Be still¡± her demand is sharp and has me freezing instantly. I stare into her eyes, full of control and dominance and have to fight off my smile. I love this side of Jade.


    ¡°Tell me what you want¡± she uses her fingertip to trail her nail across my body down to my nipple, circling them both for good measure. I moan and arch my back, trying to collect my thoughts and force my mouth to form words. Fuck, she¡¯s barely touching me and I¡¯m ready to explode already.


    ¡°Please Jade, eat me, fuck me, claim me as yours, so everyone knows who I belong to¡±. A low growl sounds in her throat as she tears off the rest of my underwear, effectively ripping the material and leaving me bare.


    ¡°Safe word?¡±


    ¡°Cherry¡±. Jade kneels down between my legs, on the couch, grabbing the back of my knees and tugging me towards her awaiting mouth.


    ¡°Good girl¡±.

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    I hum quietly to myself as I fix my hair at the vanity, doing my best not to wake Jade, sleeping in my bed. I finally convinced her to call it a night and come home with me around 2 in the morning. Even being so late she insisted on making things up to me with immense amounts of pleasure followed by the best sleep I¡¯ve ever had.


    I was going to invite her out with us today but she looks so cute sleeping and she needs the rest. I finish my hair and get my bag together, along with an extra one for Leya, in case she needs something at the amusement park. My phone buzzes twice on the charger and I curse as Jade stirs in her sleep.


    I quickly grab the loud device and see two messages, one from Taylor telling me not to rush since they all just woke up, typical. And another from Alexia asking if I told Jade that I signed the papers. I remember the ring that¡¯s still in my jacket pocket hanging in my closet. There wasn¡¯t a right time to bring it up as she worked last night and she was too tired when we got home.


    Maybe we can talk about it later, I¡¯ll give her the ring and we can continue like it¡¯s no big deal. I wonder if this means Leya and I will have to move in with her. I really don¡¯t want Leya anywhere near Jade¡¯s parents. If they say anything slick shit about or to my daughter, I¡¯ll probably beat their ass.


    I hear Jade stir more in the bed, before her long fingers are lightly tracing my thigh. I look down at her piercing, sleepy green eyes, staring up at me, as she fully wakes up. Her face is slightly scrunched up and she has a small pout on her lips. She''s so cute I can¡¯t help but bend down and kiss her lips.


    ¡°Where are you going?¡± Her sultry, sleep filled voice is so damn sexy, I¡¯ll gladly move in if I can hear her like this every morning.


    ¡°Logan and Leya wanted to go to the amusement park so we¡¯re having a family day¡±. I turn so I¡¯m facing the bed as she sits up with a stretch, letting the covers fall and expose her perfectly shaped naked physique. My eyes stare appreciatively at my new wife, her bare breast and peaking nipples indicate her growing arousal. I lick my lips, feeling my body move on its own, magnetized to Jade, before I shake my head. I don¡¯t have time for that, when Jade and I have sex it goes on for hours. Her self-satisfied smirk shines cockily, even in the morning. She knows I want her but I¡¯m not falling for her charm.


    ¡°So, who¡¯s we?¡± She stands from the bed and my mind goes blank. Damn, her body is so perfect, when does she find time to stay in shape like she does. Even her thick toned thighs and small pudge is perfect for her form.


    ¡°Kitten?¡±


    ¡°Hm? Oh, you know the usual, Logan and Karla, Taylor and whatever guy she¡¯s seeing, Cash and his girlfriend Gloria, and of course me and Leya¡±.


    ¡°I suppose I¡¯ll tag along as well¡±. She gives me a quick kiss before striding her naked ass towards the bathroom.


    ¡°Really?¡±


    ¡°Yes, is that a problem?¡±


    ¡°No, of course not. I¡¯m just surprised you want to meet everyone¡±.


    ¡°I think it¡¯s a bit overdue, you¡¯ve met my family, so I want to meet yours¡±. I nod, biting my lip to hold back from bringing up the marriage license.


    I slip into the closet while she¡¯s in the shower and go to my jacket that has her ring before slipping it into my pocket. I put on my shoes and spray myself with some perfume before giving myself a pep talk. I don¡¯t want to just spring the conversation up but Alexia has been bugging me to tell Jade so she can get everything finalized. We won¡¯t have time later since we¡¯ll be in the public so now is the best time.


    When I¡¯m done in the closet, I move to fix the bed, before sitting down to wait for Jade. I text Karla and Taylor that Jade will be coming, naturally, they freak out but I ignore their fangirling and tell them not to let Leya know. She¡¯s been crying and asking for  Jade so this will be a cute surprise before her birthday next week.


    It doesn¡¯t take long for Jade to finish getting ready, in an outfit similar to mine, she has grey workout pants, a black cropped top instead of a baseball tee like me, and a black Adidas jacket. I love when she dresses casually like this, she looks much more approachable, instead of like art work that can¡¯t be touched.


    ¡°Are you ready to go?¡± Jade asks, grabbing her purse and starting towards the door, but I grab her hand to stop her.


    ¡°Wait, I think that we should talk first. It¡¯s your day off but I know that you¡¯re still thinking about business.


    ¡°I apologize, this is the final stretch, my father has his back against the wall and he¡¯s out of options. This is my chance, however I realize that I have been selfish since all of this started and I¡¯m sorry, Angel¡±. Jade frowns, putting her bag down and coming over to cup my jaw. The guilt is evident on her face but I don¡¯t understand why, it¡¯s not like she forced me into anything. It¡¯s also why I stopped receiving payments from her. I''m with her because I want to be, not because of some contract.


    ¡°You don¡¯t need to apologize, Jade. I¡¯m here because I want to be¡±.


    ¡°That is exactly why I need to apologize, you have been very selfless and I have taken your kindness for granted. I have been using you for my own gain with no regard to how you¡¯d feel about my decisions and the actions I take. I haven¡¯t been considerate of how you feel, Angel, but I want to start. Whether you sign the marriage license or not, my decision won¡¯t change. I will tell my father that all negotiations are off and I officially resign¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t want you to leave your job because of me¡±.


    ¡°It wouldn¡¯t be solely because of you, the things he is asking for, they are things I only want with you, no one else will suffice¡±. I search Jade¡¯s eyes, looking for any sign that she usually has when making a business deal. But there¡¯s no look of impending triumph or any shade of arrogance in her eyes, body language, or voice. I¡¯ve known Jade long enough to know when she¡¯s scheming, when she¡¯s being honest, trying to get her way, or genuinely sincere. There¡¯s no wavering or hesitance either, not that there ever is, but she lacks her usual confidence. She¡¯s being vulnerable, for me and it¡¯s not just to get what she wants.


    She¡¯s proven that she¡¯s ready to give up what she loves to be with me, that¡¯s more than anyone has ever done for me.


    ¡°What happened with negotiations?¡±


    ¡°After putting out the fires with the clients and investors, my father began with the original terms, to marry Donovan, which I refused. I told them to stay out of my life, which he refused, that took a day and a lot of arguing. Next he negotiated that instead of Donovan it will be a list that my parents crafted themselves. Again, I refused and said that the only person I will be with is you. That took two days, eventually we settled on where we are now. I will get married within a year and have an heir by this time next year¡±.


    ¡°Do they have a say in who you marry?¡±


    ¡°They want me to go on a series of blind dates to ¡°weigh my options, before making a brash decision¡±, to which I went back to my original terms. You or no one else, we¡¯ve been at a stalemate since¡±. Her parents really are relentless, they¡¯re starting to remind me more of my own, unbearable. It¡¯s sweet that she¡¯s still insisting on being with me, even when she was offered much better options than me. She¡¯s being serious about this, about us.


    ¡°Is that why you sent the marriage license?¡± Jade chuckles, before nodding.


    ¡°My last act of selfishness¡±.


    ¡°I assume this contract was a way to atone for that. You seriously want to give me half of what you own if we were to get married and divorce?¡±


    ¡°Of course, it is only right for what I put you through. If we were to divorce I¡¯m sure both of us would have to deal with a lot of opinions from the public. Aside from finances, I have real estate all over the world that could give you a paradise away from the limelight. Also, I want to ensure that no matter what, you and Cataleya will be secure for life, with and without me in it¡±. I shake my head at the ridiculousness of Jade.


    ¡°I don¡¯t want your money Jade, I changed that in the contract as well¡±.


    ¡°Then I will tell Alexia to change it back. It is because you don¡¯t want my money that you deserve it even more¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t deserve-¡±


    ¡°You do, you are the greatest human being I¡¯ve ever met in life. You and your daughter have come into my life and shown me a new way to live. You¡¯ve given me a greater appreciation for life. This marriage may be selfish but my desire to be a wife deserving of you and the want to take care of you and Leya is sincere, so Angelica Raya¡­¡± Jade moves to her purse, rummaging around for a second before producing a ring box. I can¡¯t help the wide cheesy smile on my face as I see the ring. I know who Jade is, I fell in love with her and selfish schemes. I love knowing that I can support her in ways no one else can on her journey to the top.


    ¡°Will you let me be selfish and help me see this through to the end. I promise to take care of you and your daughter the best I can in return?¡± Jade¡¯s cocky smirk is back because we both know my answer. She produces a stunning ring that takes my breath away. It¡¯s at least 8 carats and as intricately extravagant as the ring I got her. First the contract that¡¯s practically a will and prenup that states I get half of Jade¡¯s worth if we divorce, which would make me a billionaire, not to mention this ring that rivals the one I got for her, it¡¯s more than I expected her to give for a marriage of selfishness.


    ¡°I¡¯m in this to the end Jade, as long as you promise to respect me and my daughter, I promise to do the same¡±. I let my wide grin free as Jade slips the rings onto my finger, an engagement and wedding ring that will definitely catch the attention of everyone. My aunt is going to kill me for not telling her, oops.


    ¡°This is insane, you know that right?¡±


    ¡°Yes, I know, I¡¯ve never months ago I had never dated and now I¡¯m married. Thank you for putting up with me and my family¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t thank me until you¡¯ve met mine. I doubt you¡¯d ever meet my parents or anything, but my aunt will probably grill you and I want you to meet my grandmother. She¡¯s the only family besides my aunt that I still have communication with¡±. Jade tucks her hand in my hair, her eyes zoning in on my lips and this time it¡¯s my turn to smirk. Someone¡¯s acting a little needy, I¡¯m already used to this. After a few more minutes of making out and ignoring Taylor¡¯s calls, we finally leave my house and head to meet up with everyone. I decide to drive for a change so Jade can relax, my ring catches the sun and I shake my head in disbelief, I can¡¯t believe I¡¯m really married to Jade. I never thought working at the bar would lead to all this, but with all the ups and downs, I don¡¯t regret a moment I¡¯ve had with Jade.


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    ¡°So, does this mean that we have to live together?¡±


    ¡°Not necessarily, we are far from traditional and we don¡¯t have to do things in a certain manner. I will leave the decision up to you¡±.


    ¡°I guess we can talk about it with Leya when we tell her. She misses you, ya know?¡±


    ¡°I miss her as well, she¡¯s one of my favorite shopping buddies and her opinions are always honest¡±. I laugh and shake my head.


    ¡°She¡¯s three, almost four but she has more opinions than she should about things she has no business knowing at her age¡±. Jade laughs but nods in agreement.


    ¡°It¡¯s alright, she¡¯s just mature for her age. Her birthday is next week right?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, I need to start planning her party¡±.


    ¡°What did you have in mind?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯ll probably rent out the bounce house place, let her invite her friends, your nieces and nephews can come of course¡±.


    ¡°Thank you, I can help you-¡±


    ¡°Nope, don¡¯t even think about it. I appreciate the thought but this is the first time I¡¯ve been able to really spoil Leya as her mom on her birthday, I want to do it myself¡±.


    ¡°I understand and that¡¯s admirable, that means I¡¯ll spare no expense on her present¡±. Jade smirks because she knows I hate when she spends thousands of dollars on my three year old daughter.


    ¡°That is not what that means¡±. Jade and I talk and playfully argue the rest of the ride, both of us a lot more relaxed than we have been this past week.


    Jade and I walk into the busy diner and I quickly spot Leya standing on the chair about to throw a fit. I frown and quickly go over, picking her up from the chair.


    ¡°Little girl, what do you think you¡¯re doing?¡± She stills in my arms and begins whining, pouting, and trying to explain herself. Apparently, Cash said she has to eat eggs instead of just sweets because she¡¯s getting treats later and she didn¡¯t like that.


    ¡°Mommy, please¡± she clings and whines to me but I just shake my head.


    ¡°No, your dad is right you can¡¯t just have sweets or all your teeth are going to fall out¡±. Her dramatic ass gasps and covers her mouth, frantically shaking her head.


    ¡°No, mommy¡±.


    ¡°Okay then, listen to your dad, you can have your waffle or pancake with eggs. If you eat all your food then you can get a treat at the amusement park. But if you get a treat now, you can¡¯t have one later. So, do you want your sweets now for breakfast or later at the amusement park?¡± Leya thinks over my question forgetting her earlier tantrum and I see Cash sigh in relief. He¡¯ll learn one day from spoiling her too much.


    ¡°Later, please¡±. I nod and set her down on the floor before squatting to her level.


    ¡°Apologize to your dad and then there¡¯s someone here to see you¡±. Leya does as I say and I stand as I sigh with a shake of my head going to greet everyone. Cash talks to Leya and helps her pick something she¡¯ll like while I introduce everyone to Jade. They all stare wide-eyed and in awe of her of course. Maybe because she¡¯s here or because she¡¯s so casual which most people don¡¯t get to see. Every man and most women in this place are gawking at her and I can¡¯t blame them, she¡¯s that damn gorgeous. Inside and outside of the office.


    ¡°Jade!!¡± Leya runs towards Jade after Cash sets her down and she excuses herself to engage in a conversation with Leya. I let them be and move to greet everyone but before I can Taylor and Karla shoot out of their seats and drag me off to the bathroom. We all talk and act casual at the sink until the bathroom is clear. When the last woman walks out Karla and Taylor start yelling and slapping my arms. They¡¯re talking so loudly at the same time that I can¡¯t understand.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re saying when you talk at the same time!¡± They both stop, breath, before Karla goes into big sister mode.


    ¡°Are you sure about this Angel?¡± Karla lifts my hand as they stare and awe at my ring.


    ¡°Wow, this ring is beautiful, are you really engaged¡±.


    ¡°Married actually¡± they start yelling again but they¡¯re interrupted by women coming into the bathroom. They give me a look that says we¡¯re not finished talking about this, but I just wave them off.


    ¡°I¡¯ll text it to you now, come on before Jade and Cash start going at each other¡¯s throats¡±. We leave the bathroom and just as I suspect, Jade and Cash are arguing about Leya sitting with Jade instead of Cash. So childish, does it really matter who she sits with?


    ¡°She¡¯s my daughter and I haven¡¯t given you permission to be near her¡± Cash spits the words at Jade like he didn¡¯t just start stepping up himself.


    ¡°I don¡¯t need your permission¡± Jade scoffs, wiping Cash off like he¡¯s a bug on the windshield of her expensive car.


    ¡°Like hell you don¡¯t, I¡¯m her father¡±.


    ¡°Barely, I don¡¯t think taking care of your daughter for one month out of the 4 years she¡¯s been alive is anything to praise yourself about. The word father is a heavy term, one that you, unfortunately, can''t hold¡±. I shake my head as they begin going back and forth about who¡¯s more deserving to be in Leya¡¯s life. Despite what they both think, I¡¯m the one that gets to decide who¡¯s in my daughter¡¯s life, after all, I have sole full custody of Leya. Before I can interrupt them I get a message on my phone, Taylor and Karla wave their phones at me and I shake my head. Nosy asses. I begin texting them the story of how I signed the marriage license and Jade¡¯s plan if we divorce. To say they¡¯re shocked is an understatement, they look between me and Jade and I just nod in confirmation.


    Karla: ¡°Money is one thing but are you sure about this?¡±


    Angel: ¡°I am, actually, the decision was easier than I expected. I weighed all the options and I want this¡±.


    Taylor: ¡°If you¡¯re sure, you know we support you and Leya clearly loves her¡±. I smile at their support feeling relieved to have told the people I¡¯m closest to about me being married. Now, I just have to tell my aunt, she¡¯ll probably be a bit upset but she likes Jade so it¡¯ll be fine. I have to find a way to tell my grandma too, I haven¡¯t had the chance to catch up with her since I took the job at the bar. I wouldn¡¯t be surprised if my mother found out we were talking and did something to interfere. It definitely wouldn¡¯t be the first time.


    ¡°Mommy, daddy called Jade a bitch and Jade says daddy asshole like auntie Karla¡±. I cut my eyes at all three of them and only jade holds my glare, unashamed. Thus, leading to a 15 minute lecture from me about cursing around my daughter, followed by a thorough apology to Leya and a long explanation of why she can¡¯t use those words. I sigh as I finish explaining things to Leya and getting her distracted with her food and videos before looking at Jade and Cash.


    ¡°I don¡¯t care if you two like each other, I don¡¯t even care if you get along, but don¡¯t you ever bring that hostility and hate around my daughter. Don¡¯t express, don¡¯t slander each other, and if it¡¯s an insult keep it to yourself. Cash you know what my house and parents were like, you know I never wanted Leya to see us at odds. Whether you two like it or not you are both important to me and to Leya, so deal with it, because neither of you are going anywhere¡±. Cash rolls his eyes as his eyes fall to my finger.


    ¡°Yeah, I get it, you sold us out for a paycheck. Are you seriously engaged to her?¡± His announcement catches the attention of nearby tables and I roll my eyes.


    ¡°Wait, what? You¡¯re engaged?¡± Logan asks, I don¡¯t even get the chance to lie as Jade smirks, putting her hand on my upper thigh, making me gasp before swatting her hand away. She¡¯s just trying to prove a point, she¡¯s so territorial when she wants to be.


    ¡°Married, actually¡± Jade proudly corrects Cash and our table and the three around us grow quiet. The cameras are back out and people are talking and I shake my head. My tia is going to be so pissed off if she hears this from the internet.


    ¡°You¡¯re married? And you didn¡¯t tell anyone? When?¡± Logan fires the questions one after another with a frown on his face.


    ¡°Um, yesterday, I didn¡¯t want a ceremony right now. There are things Leya still needs to adjust to but, yes, Jade and I are married¡±. The table is quiet again as they all stare between me and a smug Jade. Gloria who¡¯s new to the group looks stunned, she admitted to being a fan of Jade when she found out we were dating and I can see the fangirl in her reeling. I¡¯d be so amused if the situation wasn¡¯t so damn messy.


    ¡°I¡­don¡¯t know what to say. If you¡¯re happy I¡¯m happy for you sis but we¡¯re going to have an actual party. Don¡¯t think you¡¯ll get out of being the center of attention for once¡± Logan has a devious smile and I inwardly sigh relieved that he¡¯s not upset with me. All of my friends and my aunt have been so supportive of this entire situation. Without them I¡¯d probably be consumed by the weight and lack of ability to vent out my frustrations.


    ¡°Just don¡¯t do too much please¡± Logan waves me off as he and Taylor go into party planner mode. I know that they¡¯re going to go full out for this, they take any excuse to get wild like the old days. The rest of breakfast is spent with part planning, Jade and Cash throwing Shade, and Leya telling us what she wants to do at the amusement park. When we get to the park, I tell everyone they can go on their way and we make plans to meet up for lunch as Jade and I take Leya to the kid area. We spend the next couple of hours taking Leya on every ride she can handle before going taking a break to play games. Jade manages to win two stuffed animals, one for Leya and one for me until Leya starts saying she¡¯s hungry.


    I text everyone that we¡¯re going to the restaurant as Jade carries Leya, looking all too natural in her step-mother role.


    ¡°You¡¯re staring, Angel¡± Jade smiles, looking over at me and I smile, watching Jade lay her head on her shoulder.


    ¡°Have you given much thought to being a mother?¡± Jade raises her brow, I guess she wasn¡¯t expecting that, but she did mention having an heir as part of this deal.


    ¡°Before all of this no, honestly, I hadn¡¯t thought I¡¯d settle down. I was always more focused on work. Even when I met you and Leya I didn¡¯t consider myself much of a mother, I just helped you out that¡¯s all. I doubt I¡¯d be very good at doing this full-time¡±.


    ¡°You should give yourself more credit Jade, you¡¯re not just great with Leya, you¡¯re great with other kids as well. I think you¡¯d be a great mother Jade, I know you will be¡±.


    ¡°Thank you, Kitten. You always seem to know what to say¡±. Jade smiles and we stop walking, momentarily lost in each other, until a scream of excitement is directed our way.


    ¡°Oh, my God, it¡¯s Jade Knight and her girlfriend, Angel!¡± I silently curse as Leya pops her head up, fans begin flocking around us. Our security comes out of hiding but Jade just smiles and shrugs.


    ¡°I¡¯m feeling nice today¡± she hands Leya to me before going over to the girl damn near in tears at the sight of Jade. I forget how famous and popular Jade is at times. Aside from her occasional extravagance, she¡¯s so normal and natural around me when we¡¯re out like this. I get to see a different slide of her and I think her fans take full advantage of her carefree moments to get autographs and pictures.


    ¡°Mommy, Jade famous¡± Leya claps and points to Jade posing for pictures and signing autographs.


    ¡°She is famous and really popular too. Do you like that Jade is a famous person?¡± Leya nods excitedly as she squirms to get down. I let her down, holding her hand to keep her from running over. I don¡¯t want her around a bunch of strangers, so I stay on the side, sending waves to Jade¡¯s adorning fans, waiting for her to finish. It¡¯s cute seeing Jade like this, before people always called her unapproachable and stand-offish, but they still admired her. Now, people seem to adore her. I¡¯m just glad that she¡¯s able to smile and relax after everything that¡¯s been going on. I¡¯m sure she has work on her mind, but she¡¯s still making an effort to be here with us, taking time off of work to be here for us. It¡¯s sweet and makes me feel better about my decision to marry her. I know she¡¯s going to be a good wife.


    ¡°Ms. Knight! Is that a ring on your finger!? Can you confirm rumors that you and Ms. Raya got married!?¡± I hear the yell from the crowd, sending it roaring as people start bombarding Jade with questions. I look around and see a woman towards the back of the crowd with a sneaky smirk on her face, standing next to a man with a professional grade camera, who looks too nervous to be an ordinary fan. Having been around Jade for some time now, I¡¯ve learned to spot a reporter, and this woman is definitely a reporter. The crowd continues to grow, coming over to Leya and I, who clings to my shirt, getting scared of the loud crowd. Jade¡¯s security comes over and ushers us away inside the restaurant and away from the crowd.


    ¡°Jade, that was a reporter¡± I mumble as we follow security to our table. Jade¡¯s carefree attitude is gone and she looks pissed off, more than that, she looks furious.


    ¡°I know, her name is Shana Rogers, she¡¯s a journalist and blogger. This isn¡¯t the first time we¡¯ve run into each other¡± Jade gets out her phone and I¡¯m sure she¡¯s texting her team to let them know what¡¯s going on. I don¡¯t say anything, letting her handle the situation. We join everyone at the table as Leya continues to hug my neck. I haven¡¯t seen her this shy and nervous since before we met Jade.


    It takes a few minutes to reassure Leya that the people are gone. She¡¯s never been around a crowd like that before and I inwardly scold myself for standing there and letting it happen. I should¡¯ve just come inside instead of lingering around. Now my baby is scared and it¡¯s all my fault. Jade and I comfort and apologize to Leya as I rock her from side-to-side. My phone starts to erupt and I quickly put it on silent, seeing my social as well as my aunt, silently cursing. She warns me that we will talk when I get home and I know that I¡¯m in for a lecture.


    Of course, the entire situation gives Cash an opportunity to open his mouth and he doesn¡¯t hold his tongue.


    ¡°Congratulations Jade, you¡¯ve just made my daughter part of your spectacle¡±. Cash sneers, his comment more cocky than concerning and having the desired effect of getting under Jade¡¯s skin and leaving Jade speechless and fuming.

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    "I don''t fucking care what you have to do, shut her ass down" Jade seethes into the phone to her P.R team. The news spread like wildfire, which normally wouldn''t be a problem but since we were in public it made everything worse. Ultimately, we had to cut our day short, Leya was overwhelmed, Jade was pissed, and the crowd wouldn''t leave us alone. It was a shit show, all because two people, Cash and this Shana woman thrive on drama. Cash wouldn''t stop his slick ass comments either, a good day turned to ass and I wasn''t feeling up to being with anyone anymore.


    I came home and Jade insisted on joining me and now she''s going off on her team while watching me cook dinner. I haven''t been in the mood to say much, the guilt of seeing Leya so anxious still sitting with me. This is exactly what I was trying to avoid, why did I just stand there? I stir the pasta and listen to Jade speak with her team to get control of the narrative of the marriage. She already discussed what we would tell the public, something about keeping it as close to the truth as she can. I didn''t question her, I didn''t even want to know, all I cared about was taking care of Leya. She got over it once we got home and after a few movies she went off to play with her toys.


    Although Leya''s spirit was easily lifted again it did nothing to calm Jade down. She''s furious, I think she''s more bothered than I am at this point. She wouldn''t stop apologizing to me even though I told her it''s not her fault. It''s not the first time we''ve been out and a crowd forms, but it''s usually under control. We both should''ve expected an uproar when people found out we''re married. I couldn''t understand how it all came out so fast, it literally happened yesterday, but Jade said that she saw Shana near our table at the restaurant. She probably overheard Cash''s outbursts.


    Jade sighs, hanging up the phone irritation rolling off of her in waves. "I''m sorry, Angel, this is my fault".


    "Jade stop apologizing, we''re fine, Leya is fine, we''re safe. It wasn''t your fault, so no more blaming yourself".


    "I can''t help but feel like your life was much better before me. All I''ve brought you is trouble and now it is affecting Cataleya. I knew I wasn''t cut out for this shit. So many problems have risen because of my interference in your life". The guilt is heavy in her voice, unlike I''ve ever heard her before so I turn off the stove, and go to Jade. She has a deep frown and she''s staring down at her balled up fist. I grab her hand and lift her head so she''s looking me in the eye.


    "Do you regret being with me Jade?"


    "No, I don''t but..."


    "No, no "buts" Jade, because I don''t regret this not one second. Not the good, not the bad, not the drama, I wouldn''t change anything".


    "You wouldn''t?" Jade''s disbelieving tone has my heart cracking, it''s so sad that she can''t see how amazing she is. Jade truly believes she doesn''t deserve love which is the furthest thing from the truth. Even if she didn''t, I''m sure I''d love her regardless. Instead of answering her doubt directly, I reach up and give her a drawn out kiss, my tongue moving slowly with her as I try to communicate what she means to me, how I feel about her. I moan my approval as her hands travel across my body, settling firmly on my ass, giving my cheeks a soft squeeze. I loop my arms around her neck as she deepens the kiss, walking us back into the island. Our kiss is full of passion and hunger that seemed to multiply in our absence from each other.


    Jade sucks and bites my lips, lifting me onto the island and spreading my legs, stepping between them and pulling me to the edge. Jade doesn''t rush her movements, every stroke and touch of fingers is intentional, meant to derive the most pleasure possible from me. And she is more than successful, her touch, kiss, voice, the way she looks at me is more than pleasing. The feelings that well-up inside of me on account of Jade transcend pleasure and have climbed up to my heart, where she seems to have nestled her way in my life.


    Her hand travels under my shirt, intent on lifting it over my head when a throat clears behind us. I recognize it as my aunt immediately and swat Jade''s hands away instinctively, hopping down from the island and fixing myself up. Jade smirks, wiping her mouth as she steps back, getting dishes out for dinner, throwing a last look my way that tells me we''ll finish this later.


    "Good evening, Ms. Raya".


    "Hola, tia" my aunt simply hums as she sets Leya down, who runs over to help Jade. My tia looks between us both, her brows raise and I feel my face heat up while Jade just smirks and talks to Leya.


    "Is there something you two need to tell me?" My aunt''s tone is accusatory, worsening my pink cheeks that turn red, looking between me and Jade, who''s snickering at my nervousness.


    "Don''t get shy now, I heard about it all from mis amigas y tus primos. The internet too". My aunt motions between me and Jade and I just shrug.


    "It sounds like you''ve heard it all then". My smart ass comment doesn''t go over well with my aunt as she cuts her ass at me, coming over to hit my ass and point her freshly manicured nails in my face. I smirk remembering how she told me she''d never pay for her nails when she can do it herself, it looks like Enrique is taking good care of her.


    "Angel" she says my name in a light warning and I sigh, finishing up the food. My aunt knows about the contract and deal I have with Jade but I don''t know if she''ll accept me taking such a big step.


    "Ms. Raya, I should take responsibility for everything you''ve heard concerning my relationship with your niece". Jade steps in as she gets Leya washed up and settled at the table, making me smile to myself. She is going to be a great mother one day, she''s already a great step-mom without even realizing it.


    "Stop being so formal and professional with me, now tell me is it true you married my niece without even telling me?"


    "Yes, I''m sorry, things have gotten a bit out of my control, which is very embarrassing for me to admit out loud.  So, selfishly, I sought out the only person I knew could and would help. Honestly, I had never expected her to agree but when she did, I realized that there''s nobody in my life that I fully trust, aside from Angel". I hide my smile as Jade speaks with my aunt, trying to calm my rapid beating heart from her sweet words. Jade isn''t very affectionate but when she is, the world pauses for a moment. I''ve never heard Jade express her feelings about me towards anyone except for my aunt and whenever I enter the room they change the conversation.


    I know Jade cares about me, and is intent on taking care of me, she''s attracted to me, obviously, and she likes me as a friend or fuck buddies, at least, but if there''s anything more than that, I don''t know. I only hope that she feels as strongly about me as I do her, if there''s a semblance of her loving me at all, I think this unconventional marriage has potential to last.


    "Hm, be honest with me Jade, how do you feel about my niece? I can''t control what she does, Angel has always stuck by what she wants to do. I love my niece and I will always support her but I will also protect her from herself so tell me, is my baby only a business deal to you?"


    "Tia" I groan, feeling my face heat as she waves me off, this is so embarrassing. Like a parent asking your prom date what their intentions are at the end of the night. I fix Leya''s plate as we all get settled in to have dinner. Jade has a small, considering smile on her face as she watches me fix the plates for everyone.


    "I''ll admit that in the beginning I only saw this relationship as a business deal, a means to an end, but as we continued to spend time together my view of Angel developed into something invaluable. I have never been in a traditional relationship, never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, I''ve never been in love, never deemed myself worthy of it". Jade chuckles dryly and I watch her speak about me to my aunt, entranced as my love continues to grow at her every word.


    "Growing up, love and money meant the same thing, relationships were developed on business deals. Angel provided me with a different perspective, the love she shows to me makes me believe that I''m worthy of such affection. Even if I''m not, I have no intention of letting her love go, until she sees fit to take it away". Of course Jade knows that I love her, in a way I''m relieved that she does. But I have no intention of ever taking it away. The sincerity and vulnerability that Jade is exposing to us at this moment is something I''ll never take for granted. Hearing how she feels about me solidified my decision to marry her.


    I love Jade and I want to spend as much time with her as possible. I want to make sure that she knows she''s worthy of so much more than money and business but love and respect too.


    "I''ve never been in love but Angel is someone I can see myself loving, she''s not just a business deal Ms. Raya. If she told me to walk away from Knight Industries, I would". I feel my eyes well up with tears at the genuineness in her words. Jade loving me? I never believed that it could happen but I''m not going to question her at all. I''m just going to indulge. My aunt claps satisfied with Jade''s honest answer and we all start eating and talking together, like a family. It''s safe to say I''m officially loving my life.


    ??????????


    Shana walks into her job, still reeling in the joy that her announcement at the amusement park this weekend caused such a surge in her blog. She''s been getting paid steadily from the articles she''s done on Jade, now all that''s left is her promotion. With these reads and ratings there''s no way that her boss can right her off any longer. She will be taken as a serious writer here and this is just the beginning.


    Shana walks to her desk, oblivious to the position she''s put her magazine in. Unbeknownst to her, Jade Knight knows exactly who she is and who she works for, and this time Shana crossed the line. Affecting Jade''s mental health is one thing, but affecting the lives of the people she holds dear was Shana''s greatest mistake. Miles quickly finds Shana, all too aware of the power that the Knight family holds, he''s worried that the woman he loves has overstepped and is in trouble. He''ll do anything to shield her from the wrath of Jade and their boss.


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    "Shana, what the hell were you thinking? The boss is pissed" Miles urgent whispers full of concern are written off by Shana. She waves her hand, settling into her desk, looking at her friend. He''s handsome, but she''s too focused on her career to give Miles what he deserves, that doesn''t stop her from admiring him from time-to-time.


    "He''s always pissed off, especially in the morning. You worry too much, Miles" Shana hadn''t told him about her schemes at the amusement park knowing he would object. His concern is sweet but she won''t let anything stand in her way of success.


    "Can you just listen please? I''m serious" Miles makes a bolder move than he ever has grabbing Shana''s hand and giving it a slight squeeze. Shana smiles, stepping forward and giving Miles a kiss on the cheek, effectively stunning the man into silence.


    "Don''t worry about it, it''ll all work..." her sentence trails off as her boss and his assistant storms over to her and Miles, a look of fury on his face.


    "Shana Rogers, do you want to explain why the hell I just got a call from the CEO saying there is a restraining order against our company from Jade Knight! If we do another piece on her we''re getting SUED!! WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" Shana''s world slows to a pause as the realization of the consequences of her actions begin to dawn on her. She realizes she probably stepped too far. This is not good.


    "If you can''t clean up this damn mess, you''re fired". Her boss storms away and all Shana can do is stare, as stunned as everyone else in the office. Soon the gossip begins and the snide remarks, frowning against her selfish ambition can be heard. Through it all Miles stays by her side, getting a firm grip on Shana''s shoulders and turning the shocked woman towards him.


    "We''ll figure this out together, like you said it''ll all work out" Miles says the words to be reassuring but they both know the truth. Even begging, pleading, and offering all they have combined may not get them out of this mess.


    ??????????


    It''s been about 2 months since the news of Jade and I being married surfaced and things have finally settled down. Jade''s parents had no choice but to give Jade complete ownership of the company, as pissed as they were even they had to commend her resilience. That hasn''t stopped Mrs. Knight''s meddling, however, if anything it''s worse than before. She insists on being a grandmother to Leya which I declined, and she demands that Jade and I have a proper ceremony. All for appearances, I''m sure, so again I declined and told her I''m perfectly happy with how things are. That hasn''t stopped her though, she visits almost every week with new wedding plans.


    Thankfully, Jade anticipated this when Leya and I moved in and had her locks changed. I waited about a month to move in with Jade after we got "married", we both agreed we''d wait for Leya to adjust to our new dynamic before changing her environment. Since Leya already adores Jade, she adjusted quickly and fell in love with her new extravagant and completely over the top bedroom toy room, not to mention the second toy room and theater Jade had installed in her home just for her.


    As for Jade and I, we got used to married life and built a routine. We''d drop Leya off together in the morning before going our separate ways for work. I''d pick Leya up, sometimes Jade will join me if she gets off of work early, then we come home. I give Leya a snack and after we either read a story, do a workbook, or arts and craft, before I send her off to play and cook dinner.


    Jade will come home, get Leya washed up and we''d have dinner, mostly filled with Leya talking about her day. Jade cleans after dinner and I get Leya bathed and ready for bed, we put her to bed, before getting ready together. Sometimes Jade and I end the night filled with passionate sex that steals my breath and carries me to another universe, or we talk about anything we can think of and she holds me until we sleep.


    It''s a life I never expected myself to have, I assumed I''d be a struggling single mom forever, but Jade came and changed my life around. She offered me a chance and a love I wasn''t even looking for. I''m grateful for her and her constant care, as unconventional as this has all been, she''s been the best wife she can be. We argue of course, but we always manage to talk it out and make up later, sometimes hours later, if it''s really bad, about two days, but we still find our way back to each other. I''m magnetized to Jade, I can''t stay away.


    Things have been calm and great and I was starting to get worried that things were going too good, but I decided to just enjoy my new life. But of course, there is always something that will try to hinder whatever progress you make and this hindrance came in the form of a message from my parents. More specifically an invitation. I haven''t been invited to a family event since I got disowned, but now that I''m married to Jade, they want to reach out. What''s worse is it''s an invitation to a party for my grandmother, her 80th birthday. They know there''s now a chance in hell I''d want to miss it. They made sure I stayed away at all her other parties but now I''m getting sent an invitation, it''s a set up, but I don''t know what to do about it.


    What could they possibly want after all this time? Money, fame, popularity for my dad''s bar? Bragging rights for my mother? I have no idea but they are so damn selfish to do this to me. I frown and grumble as I prepare dinner for the night. I got the invitation this morning and it''s been bothering me all day. I could barely focus and when Alexia called me out I had no choice but to explain the situation. I told her that my parents and my relationship is estranged but now they''re reaching out using the person I love in my family as much as my aunt. She suggested I go to the party  for the sake of seeing my grandmother alone, it''s not like I owe them anything, however, she doesn''t understand how vindictive and manipulative my parents can be. If I thought the reports digging into my life were bad, it''s nothing compared to what my parents can expose.


    "Angel? I''m home" Jade announces from the front entrance and I call back that I''m in the kitchen. Her heeled shoes sound against the spotless marble floor as she comes into the kitchen, hugging me from behind with a sigh. I relax in her arms, taking the momentarily solace and peace before thoughts of my parents and the stress they bring come flooding back.


    "Long day?" I ask Jade as I finish cooking the chicken and shrimp for tacos. Jade nods against my shoulder before kissing my neck, her tongue leaving a delicate trail to my neck. I shudder against her body and try to tilt my head away, only giving her better access to tease me.


    "Jade, the food is going to burn" I sigh and gasp, as she bites my ear, tightening her arms around my waist.


    "I missed you, Kitten" she says as if it''s a perfectly reasonable excuse to let our dinner turn to shit. The way she''s kissing and purring in my ear, I''m getting inclined to believe her. I turn off the stove and she quickly turns me in her arms, stealing my breath with her lips. Her kiss is slow, passionate, not a movement is rushed at all. Her lips move with my expertly, perfectly in sync with what my body wants and needs. She doesn''t try to dominate me with her kiss, her tongue and lips caressing mine, making my knees weak. Sensing my impending collapse, Jade lifts me in her arms and sits me on the counter, letting her hands rest at the top of my thighs.


    "Did you miss me?" Jade''s sultry, sexy rasp travels down to my core and my body instinctively answers her, I thrust my hips and pull her close so our chest rubs with every breath.


    "You know I did" I say honestly, bringing her lips back to mine. I can''t get enough of her. She''s more delicious than any food I could ever make. Jade moves her hands under my shirt, caressing my sides moving closer to my breast with every stroke. I sigh and moan as her thumb circles my nipples, sending tidal waves of pleasure straight to my core.


    "Jade, please" Jade groans, kissing my neck, leaving her mark to rest proudly on my neck.


    "I love the way you beg, Kitten" Jade begins lifting my shirt over my head when the ringing of my phone interrupts our moment. Jade seems intent on ignoring the ringing phone but I know I have no choice but to answer.


    "Give me a sec?" Jade nods, stepping back allowing me to hop off the counter. I go to my phone seeing A.J''s number and sigh. It looks like it''s about that time, I never expected this day to come. I figured I would never tell anyone the truth about A.J and the hell I went through 7 years ago. But, this secret can''t be kept forever and Jade and I agreed that we wouldn''t have any more secrets. She deserves to know everything about me, even the parts of me that I hate.


    Jade excuses herself from the kitchen to get Leya ready for dinner, while I finish getting our plates and talk to A.J. I need to collect my thoughts so I can explain the entire story to Jade. I know she''s going to be pissed off and upset as well, I need to brace myself for the worst.


    "Angel?!" I laugh at his enthusiasm, pushing down the guilt and stress to deal with later.


    "Yes, A.J, how are you? I miss you".


    "I miss you too, I''m good, guess what mom said?" I smile, already knowing about him moving here since I spoke with my Godmother earlier. Around the time I got Leya registered for school, I got A.J registered and bought my Godparents a house close to me so I can take care of A.J whenever I can.


    "Hm, what did she say?"


    "We''re moving to Oakside, mom says it''s really close to you. Will you come to my games now?" I feel my heartbreak knowing I''ve missed out on so much of his life. Him being on the other side of the world isn''t an excuse to me, videos and phone calls just aren''t enough.


    "Of course, I''ll bring Leya too, she can finally keep up with you now" A.J''s cheer and bubbly personality is infectious, just like his father.


    "Are you coming to Abuela''s party?" I bite my lip to stop myself from saying no. I love my grandmother and would love to see her but the idea of being around my "family" is less than appealing.


    "Do you want me to?"


    "Yeah, Ley-Ley too" I inwardly sigh, I can''t say no to this kid.


    "Okay, we''ll be there" I hear Jade and Leya walking towards the kitchen. Leya''s trying to convince Jade to take her shopping which doesn''t take much since Jade agrees almost immediately. "Remember the woman I told you I was seeing?"


    "Mhm, the famous one".


    "I married her".


    "Really?! Does that mean you''re famous now?" I laugh at his enthusiasm and shake my head.


    "No, but I can take care of you and Leya better now, which means we can spend more time together if you like". The sound of little sniffles fill my ears and I frown as worry creeps into my bones.


    "A.J, what''s wrong?"


    "I miss you, Angel".


    "I miss you too kid, I''ll see you soon I promise. We can do whatever you want".


    "Can we all go to a soccer game? All of us? Mom, dad, you, me, Ley-Ley, and Jade too".


    "Of course we can, I love you kid".


    "I love you too".


    "Do you want to talk to Leya?"


    "Yeah, Ley-Ley" I laugh and call Leya over who comes running, screaming A.J''s name. I give her the phone before going to fix everyone''s plates.


    "So, who''s A.J?" I take a deep breath as I set down the plates, buying time from having to tell this story to Jade. Only the kids, my Godparents, my parents, my aunt, and grandmother know what I''m about to tell Jade. It''s never spoken about and the entire situation was pushed under the rug, it''s also a very touchy subject, but Jade deserves to know.


    "There''s actually something I need to tell you that I haven''t told anyone else. Only a few select members of my family even know but it''s something I should''ve told you a while ago. It''s just a bit hard to talk about. I''m sure you''ll be upset that I''ve kept this from you but hopefully one day you''ll understand why".


    "What are you talking about Angel? You''re getting me worried". Leya runs over all smiles, handing me the phone. I see that she hung up with A.J so I gesture for us to sit at the table. Jade eyes me but doesn''t pressure me to speak, which I''m grateful for. I need to gain the courage to talk about this subject without going to a dark place. This particular moment in my past is something I''d rather push behind me, it''s memories filled with bittersweet agony.


    "There''s something I haven''t told you yet".

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    I feel Jade glancing at me every so often as we get ready for bed. She hasn¡¯t pressured me to talk about A.J at all, instead she¡¯s just waiting for me to bring it up again, though I can feel her curiosity. I know it¡¯s important and I need to just come out and say it, but I just got her back, I don¡¯t want to lose her again. However, A.J wants to meet Jade, and he has every right to meet her. I may not take care of A.J but he knows that I¡¯m his mother, despite people¡¯s objections I told him when he was younger. His parents and mine don¡¯t know that I told him but I wasn¡¯t going to keep something like that from him.


    A.J is a smart kid anyway, he understood even in his young age that I was his mom but unable to care for him. When I saved up money and started working for Jade I asked if he wanted to come live with me but he declined which I understood. My Godparents have taken care of him since he left the hospital, they¡¯re his parents even if I¡¯m his biological mother. Jade and I settle into bed and I sit against the headboard, staring at the ceiling. How do I start this off? Every time I play the words in my head it just doesn¡¯t sound right.


    ¡°Angel, stop worrying and just tell me¡±. I sigh for the hundredth time tonight and nod. I am worried that this will push Jade and I back, or worse¡­apart. I just got her back, I don''t want to lose her, but if I do I know I have no one to blame but myself.


    ¡°Okay, I don¡¯t really know how to start so l I¡¯ll just say it plainly. Earlier you asked who A.J is, and well, A.J is the most adorable, smartest, positive little 7 year old I¡¯ve ever met. And my son¡±. I don¡¯t say anything, letting her absorb this new information. Jade pulls away from me, turning her body so she¡¯s facing me, but I don¡¯t meet her glare. The heat and anger is enough to burn me without having to see it for myself.


    ¡°Excuse me? Did you say "your son¡±? You have a child that you didn¡¯t tell me about?¡± She spits the words at me as she stands from the bed, glaring down at me before scoffing, shaking her head and moving towards the dresser. Oh no.


    ¡°Wait Jade, I can explain¡±. I quickly stand from the bed as I feel panic begin to rise in my chest. I can¡¯t let her leave like this. I grab her wrist without a second thought but she¡¯s quick to yank it away, cutting her eyes at me with a look that says not to dare touch her at the moment.


    ¡°It seems to me that you¡¯ve had plenty of time to explain, Angel¡±. She¡¯s right¡­I did, but I didn¡¯t. I¡¯d gotten so used to burying and hiding the truth from the world that I could never find the right words or time to tell Jade about A.J.


    ¡°Jade, please¡± her laugh is bitter, cold, and as sharp as those emerald green eyes, blazing with fire, anger, and distaste. She shakes her head with a scoff, slipping on a black hoodie and pulling her hair up into a high curly ponytail.


    ¡°You have a lot of fucking nerve, Angel. Not many people have the balls to lie to me¡±.


    ¡°Jade, I haven¡¯t lied to you¡±. Her laugh is once again sarcastic, breaking another piece of my heart. The worst part is this is all my fault.


    ¡°No, you just decided to play Little Miss. Innocent and withhold the truth. How self-righteous can you be, Angel? Sitting me down, berating me for my lack of honesty, blaming me for my past, telling me that I need to tell you of things no longer relevant in my life, yet here you are, keeping the present from me. To say you have balls is a fucking understatement¡±.


    ¡°I should¡¯ve told you when we talked-¡±


    ¡°No, you should¡¯ve told me when we met. Or is your son so meaningless to you that you would hide his existence from me?¡±


    ¡°He is not meaningless and it¡¯s not that simple, Jade. If you¡¯d let me explain¡­¡± I walk towards her but she simply rolls her eyes, bumping past my shoulder.


    ¡°You¡¯ve lost your chances to explain, your last chance was during our last discussion where we agreed to be honest about our past. I suppose that is why you let me do most of the talking, hm? Sneaky little harpy¡±. Jade grabs her keys and the panic rises in my throat.


    I can¡¯t let her leave¡­I can¡¯t let it end like this. I walk to Jade, standing in front of her, as tears fall from my eyes, taking the chance to grab her wrist. I just need her to stay. I don¡¯t want to lose her.


    ¡°Jade please, give me a chance and I¡¯ll tell you everything¡±. Jade looks down at me, her brows in a tight knitted frown, her eyes much like when we first met, cold, intimidating, and completely sealed off.


    ¡°Angel¡­¡±


    ¡°Jade please, I-I¡¯m sorry. I know I fucked up, but please¡­I¡­I can explain, j-just don¡¯t go¡­please¡± I plead through watery eyes, hoping that I haven¡¯t destroyed the trust we were building between each other. Jade looks down at me, her eyes shine for a moment before she shakes her head, likely clearing it from whatever consideration she had of listening to my explanation. The lump in my throat grows and tears flow freely as I swallow the sob threatening to erupt from my throat.


    Jade removes my hand from her arm before heading towards the door. ¡°J-Jade, please¡± my words are shaky and full of panic. She pauses for a moment, her shoulder stiff and her hands clenched in a tight fist and I take a chance to step towards her, but stop as she glances back at me, cutting her eyes at me from over her shoulder.


    ¡°I don¡¯t want to hear a fucking word from you at the moment, Angel¡±. The anger is enough to sound like hate and her warning is loud and clear. If I don¡¯t leave her alone the punishment she¡¯ll dish out won¡¯t be one of pleasure that I¡¯m used too but pain and anger.


    Jade leaves without another word. All I can do is watch and grasp at the air as she walks out of the door.


    ¡°No¡­please¡± don¡¯t go, my words are a whispered plea that I know won¡¯t be answered. The sound of the door closing has me letting out a single sob, then another, and more until I¡¯m a bawling, snotty mess on the floor, staring at the empty hallway.


    It¡¯s my fault.


    Jade.


    Please¡­don¡¯t go.


    ??????????


    ¡°Mommy?!¡± Leya calls my name, running into my room as I finish getting ready to go celebrate her birthday party. I can¡¯t believe my baby is 4 years old, she¡¯s growing up so fast I can¡¯t keep up.


    ¡°Are you all ready to go?¡± Leya comes over, throwing herself onto the bed before vigorously nodding her head.


    ¡°Mhm, is Jade coming?¡± I inwardly sigh, and swallow the frog before giving Leya a smile.


    ¡°I¡¯m not sure baby, go make sure your aunt is ready too okay?¡± That¡¯s the fifth time she¡¯s asked about Jade in two days.


    ¡°Awe, okay!¡± Leya pouts before running off and I sigh, she¡¯s been missing Jade and I feel even worse. Their distance is a result of my fuck up and it¡¯s not fair that Leya is hurting because of me. It destroys a part of me knowing that Leya or A.J aren¡¯t okay because of me. I  finish my hair, staring at my dull, dark, slightly swollen eyes staring back at me. The bags don¡¯t help my pale complexion and tired eyes, making me look every bit stressed and exhausted. It¡¯s been a week since I told Jade about A.J and she took off.


    I reached out for two days after but after she didn¡¯t come home, I thought it¡¯d be best to give her space. I brought Leya back to my personal home with my aunt and Enrique. I told her about the fight and how bad I fucked up. She agreed that I should¡¯ve told Jade, but also understood my reasonings having the insight of what led me to losing A.J.


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    The anger, disdain, and distrust in Jade¡¯s tone and eyes have been on repeat. I¡¯ve been unable to sleep, I can¡¯t focus, and it feels like I¡¯m living life going through the motions.


    I was mad at myself.


    I pitied myself.


    I tried to make excuses for my actions and justify my reasonings within my own mind. But now¡­I¡¯m just numb. Like when the pain becomes so attached to you that it can be cast aside and labeled as discomfort.


    I want to reach out to her, explain no matter how painful the story is, and tell her that it was never my intention to deceive her. She was right.


    I had no right to ask her to bare her soul when I wasn¡¯t ready to do the same. I thought I could keep two parts of myself separate but I couldn¡¯t. It was hypocritical of me but what can I do? Jade wants nothing to do with me right now. Alexia told me that her parents and the press are beginning to take note of our distance with each other. Since we just got ¡°married¡± it¡¯s that much more noticeable. I told Alexia that I fucked up and kept my past from Jade after asking her to tell me hers, and now Jade wants nothing to do with me.


    She asked if I wanted advice but I declined. I don¡¯t want to make this situation worse or bring others into my problems. I messed up and I have to be woman enough to own up to my mistakes. I will reach out to Jade again, but right now my focus is on Leya and her birthday. I have to be positive and all smiles for her birthday. She deserves to have a good day, she¡¯s four years old and deserves to enjoy a day just for her. I finally have the moment to throw Leya a big party so that¡¯s what we¡¯re doing. Cash and I rented out a fun center with a ball pit, slides, trampolines, an arcade, everything for kids and adults to enjoy.


    Leya helped me make the list, inviting half of her class, Jade¡¯s nieces and nephews, and of course Cash¡¯s buddies. I also let her decide on the food she wanted and naturally she decided on pizza, she¡¯s always been a simple kid. Something her and her brother have in common.


    For her gifts, I got her a mini car car matching mine, books, clothes, and splitting two new beds she¡¯s been asking for with Cash. I leave my room and find Leya downstairs with my aunt and Enrique waiting for me. My aunt eyes me but doesn¡¯t say anything as we all leave. Since my car is in the shop, we all pile into Enrique¡¯s truck and head to the venue. Leya is excited and cheering and it¡¯s enough to keep a smile on my face¡­for the moment. After a thirty minute drive we arrive at the center and head inside to the room already decorated for her. Leya cheers, running to hug Cash and the girls, before greeting Cash¡¯s buddies. Soon her friends and their parents begin to arrive and I go through the motions of playing host.


    I play with Leya and do busy work to keep Jade off of my mind. I¡¯m doing well for the majority of the party, keeping my composure so nobody suspects anything. Even the girls stop asking if I¡¯m okay and enjoy themselves with their boyfriends. I¡¯m glad that my friends are all happy and doing well. Taylor was hesitant to invite their men since I told them that Jade and I are in an argument, but I reassured them that it¡¯s fine. I¡¯m glad I did too, I even noticed Karla and Logan sneak off a couple of times.


    Leya is having a great time and everyone seems to be enjoying themselves. This place evokes happiness and fun¡­so why do I feel so somber? There are almost 50 people here but I feel so lonely. I used to go through life in survival mode, then I found happiness and contentment in my unconventional relationship and new life with Jade, but now¡­I feel more lonely than I ever have.


    ¡°Hey, what are you doing tucked away in here?¡± Monica asks, coming into the party room where I¡¯m setting up plates and more drinks for cake. I quickly pull my lips up into the same practiced smile and shrug. Her and Jade wear the same perfume, Jade always smells amazing, even after her morning workout, or our long lasting sex sessions. I shake my head, forcing myself not to dwell on thoughts of Jade, at least, trying too. The longer time goes on the more prominent a certain Knight is on my mind.


    ¡°Just taking a break from all the games, we¡¯re going to cut the cake soon¡±. Monica begins helping me set up the plates and I start cutting slices from the large cake, leaving Leya¡¯s personal one for her to slice herself.


    ¡°Thank you for inviting us, my kids are having a blast and they adore little Leya, so much that they¡¯re asking me for another kid¡± Monica and I laugh, though hers is not forced like mine. She has green eyes, though not as vibrant as Jade they¡¯re similar enough to have my own watering remembering Jade''s anger. I clear my throat, telling myself to pull it together and nod. I¡¯ve been doing great all day, I won¡¯t break down now. Not here.


    ¡°Of course, I¡¯m glad they¡¯re having fun¡±.


    ¡°It seems like the adults are having just as much fun as the kids, honestly I am too, it¡¯s been a while since I¡¯ve played around like this¡±. Monica and I laugh, this time more genuine as I remember finding this place.


    ¡°Jade and I brought Leya here for the first time a few months ago. Leya and I were bored and I saw this place as we were driving by, we begged and convinced Jade to stop, and wound up spending hours here until poor Leya could barely keep her eyes open¡±. We both laugh again before I trail off with a sigh, as I adjust the napkins and utensils as a way to stay occupied.


    Jade¡­I never thought I¡¯d miss you this much. I didn¡¯t believe losing you would hurt this much.


    ¡°I spoke with Jade, she told me what happened¡±. My hands freeze at her words and I look down at the ring on my finger. Alexia told me to make sure I''m always wearing it when I leave the house, not that I had any intention of taking it off. Not unless Jade tells me she wants nothing to do with me anymore.


    ¡°Well, she¡¯s your sister after all¡± the fake laugh doesn¡¯t help my lame joke so I just shrug it off. I offer her my practiced smile instead before starting towards the door. ¡°I should announce that it¡¯s time to cut the cake¡±. I barely make it 3 steps before she speaks again.


    ¡°She misses you, ya know?¡± I suck in a breath of air at her words and swallow the hope threatening to well up inside of me. I doubt Jade actually misses me, I¡¯m sure she¡¯s just annoyed that her routine is changing again.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know about that, not that it matters¡­¡± Jade made it clear that she wants nothing to do with me at the moment. I can¡¯t blame her either, I wouldn¡¯t want to hear a fucking thing I had to say either. Monica stares at me for a moment, a contemplating look on her face. Shit is she pissed with me too? I bet she¡¯s going to tell me off, I bet her parents are having a field day right now. They were right about me, I don¡¯t deserve Jade. I¡¯m not good enough for her, she¡¯s a queen and I¡¯m just a lowly commoner.


    ¡°Does it really not matter to you?¡± Monica asks and I look down at the floor.


    ¡°What am I supposed to do? She doesn¡¯t even want to hear an explanation. I understand, I fucked up and it¡¯s on me but Jade is set in her ways, there¡¯s nothing that will change her mind¡±. I frown clenching my fist as my frustration with myself and Jade¡¯s refusal to listen begins to climb. I shake my head and continue towards the door.


    ¡°Besides, I don¡¯t feel like begging to explain something I¡¯m honestly not ready to talk about. So, no, I guess it doesn¡¯t matter anymore¡±. What are the chances of this unconventional lasting anyway? It¡¯s better this happened not before I got too attached.


    Before it hurts too much to let her go.


    I leave the room and head towards the arcade to tell everyone that the cake is ready to be cut. I keep the same practiced smile I¡¯ve used all week, acting as if Monica¡¯s words had no effect on my heart.


    Jade, when did this start to matter so much to me?


    I look around for Leya and find her cheering, playing and happier than she¡¯s been all day and my heart cracks a bit further.


    ¡°Look Jade! I won¡± Leya grabs her tickets, happily showing them to Jade with shining eyes.


    ¡°Of course you did, you¡¯re a natural¡±.


    ¡°Again, please!¡± Jade nods, sliding the card to pay for the game again and Leya quickly gets to work playing.


    Jade. It¡¯s only been a week, but has she always looked this good? I feel like I¡¯m spotting my unattainable crush across the arcade with cheesy 90¡¯s music and a spotlight solely for her.


    Taylor and Karla sidle next to my side as I watch Jade and Leya play games together.


    ¡°Your wifey is looking pretty good, hm?¡± Taylor¡¯s tone is teasing as she catches me not so discreetly checking Jade out as she bends over.


    ¡°And she¡¯s got the mommy mode down?¡± Karla chimes in as they both bump my shoulders. I roll my eyes and look at both of them despite my warming cheeks.


    ¡°Whatever, we''re going to have the cake soon¡±.


    ¡°Oh come on Angel, don¡¯t act like you don¡¯t want to fix this fight you two are having. So you fucked up so what its not first time and damn sure won¡¯t be the last. No relationship is perfect but you still have a choice, you both do. Are you really not going to fight for your marriage or your wife?¡± Taylor says pointedly and I groan, turning away from Jade to look at my two friends.


    ¡°It¡¯s not that easy, she won¡¯t even listen?¡±


    ¡°Look babe, marriage isn¡¯t easy, it''s tough and rough and there¡¯s going to be times where you two don¡¯t see eye-to-eye. But when you both signed that paper, you made a commitment to each other. You have to go through the rough and tough times, together. I know you Angel, you wouldn¡¯t have taken this big of a step if you weren¡¯t sure of your feelings. She¡¯s your wife now which means you have every right to fight for your marriage, no matter how difficult¡±.


    ¡°But if she won¡¯t give me a chance to talk¡­¡±


    ¡°Then you get creative, you love her enough to fight for her, don''t you?¡±

 Someone Worth Marrying

    My aunt, Enrique, Leya and I returned home so late last night we all went to bed and went straight to sleep. Leya slept in bed with me and was beyond cranky for school this morning. I let her teachers know before I left for work to keep me updated if they have any problems with her behavior today but so far she¡¯s been good. I told Jade when we landed and she set a date for us to go to dinner tonight. Needless to say I¡¯ve been anxious about it all day.


    She didn¡¯t say where or how to dress, only that we¡¯ll have an opportunity to talk. I have no idea what to expect but I¡¯m nervous and excited. I¡¯m worried about how she¡¯ll see me after I tell her the full story, but I have missed her so much I just want to see her again.


    I want to hear her voice, feel her touch, kiss her, I just want to be with her again. I¡¯d gotten so used to having her in my life every day I started taking her presence for granted. I¡¯ll never do that again. I¡¯m eager to make up with Jade and explain myself. In all honesty, her home was starting to feel like ours and I¡¯m ready to go home.


    I push aside my personal issues and make sure the conference room is set up and ready for Alexia¡¯s next meeting while Amara handles the miscommunication with the lunch order down at the cafe. When the room is ready I head back to my desk and contemplate texting Jade before tonight.


    I type and delete five different messages before I give up with a sigh, looking at our chat and go back to contemplating. She¡¯s probably busy, I shouldn¡¯t distract her during work, but it is lunch time. I wonder if she¡¯s eaten yet, she has a bad habit of working nonstop without eating.


    Should I text her and ask? Or maybe I should just have something sent to her office? But if she has eaten it will just go to waste. I could just ask her and stop overthinking, she is my wife after all. I chew on my lip as I text Imani, asking if Jade hasn¡¯t eaten today. I tap my foot, impatiently, waiting for her to respond although I text her a second ago. I should just send food anyway, at least Jade will know that I¡¯m thinking about her and serious about making up.


    ¡°Hey, Angel? Is the conference room ready?¡± Amara asks speed walking over with food bags in her hands. I put my phone away and help her carry the food, making a mental note to send food to Jade when I get the chance.


    ¡°Yep, everything is ready, we just need to set up the food. I printed out all the documents and put them in Ms. Martin¡¯s office. So, who¡¯s this meeting for anyway, the name wasn¡¯t written on her schedule?¡± Amara looks around despite it being just us in the room, before waving me over discreetly. I go over and she huddles up, speaking low.


    ¡°Do you know of the famous photographer, designer, and model Billy Shaw?¡± I shake my head, completely clueless.


    ¡°Nope, never heard of him¡±. I never made it a point to keep up with the lives of famous people if I¡¯m not a fan of them, even still I have my own life to worry about, rather than someone I¡¯ll never meet.


    ¡°Well she is notorious for always being involved in a drama or scandal with her wife. They¡¯ve been married less than a year and she¡¯s already coming to Alexia for a divorce". Amara explains as we go back to setting up the service table.


    ¡°I didn''t know Alexia took divorce cases¡±.


    ¡°Rarely and only for special individuals¡±.


    ¡°What¡¯s so special about this Billy Shaw woman? She sounds like a lot of trouble¡±. Amara smirks and shrugs.


    ¡°Ms. Martin didn¡¯t tell me, however, I have a feeling it¡¯s probably because Billy and Nikita are cousins.


    ¡°Ah, understood¡± I nod in understanding, smirking to myself as well. Lately Alexia has been seeing Nikita every day, sometimes even calling out to spend time with her. It makes sense that she¡¯d take this case just to impress and make Nikita happy.


    ¡°Damn it, they forgot the drinks still. Angel, could you go make some coffee and grab water from the break room?¡± I nod as Amara finishes setting up, grumbling about the cafe that always seems to give her a hard time. I told her it¡¯s just because the manager has a crush on her but she doesn¡¯t believe me, but whenever I deal with the cafe, everything runs smoothly.


    ¡°Yeah, no problem¡± I leave the conference to get the drinks, using the brief break to check my phone. Imani responded with a message from Jade, declining any food, simply saying that Nate will pick me up for dinner tonight at 7 o¡¯clock. I don¡¯t bother responding, tucking my phone into my pocket with a sigh. How long is she planning on staying angry with me?


    I start putting together the whipped coffee as my mind drifts to the impending dinner tonight. Jade didn¡¯t say where we were going but I assume she¡¯s made arrangements so it¡¯s private and exclusive. I doubt she wants anyone overhearing our conversation, especially about A.J. I figure it¡¯s better not to go in with some planned or rehearsed speech.


    I¡¯m just going to be honest, tell her the painful truth and hope she understands why I don¡¯t speak about A.J. It¡¯s not like I¡¯m ashamed of him or anything, I¡¯m more ashamed that I didn¡¯t stand up for him when I gave birth. I let him be taken and was too weak to be a great mother to him.


    I¡¯ve grown over the years and of course I have the chance to do better with Leya, but it will never make up for how much I failed A.J. I lost myself for years after his father died, and if it wasn¡¯t for getting pregnant with Leya and my aunt holding me together, I would¡¯ve given up all those years ago. I¡¯m grateful and recognize my progress as a person and mother now, but that doesn¡¯t make it any easier to talk about. However, I decided to marry Jade because I know that deep down I love her and never want to let her go.


    I have to make this right¡­but how?


    ¡°Mm, beautiful women and coffee, I suppose my little cousin was right about this law firm¡±. I slightly jump at the random voice interrupting my thoughts and turn around to see a woman tattooed from neck to toe.


    I hadn¡¯t heard anyone come in, she doesn¡¯t work here obviously, and this room is only for employees. I clear my throat as the woman smiles, stepping closer until she¡¯s next to me, peering at the coffee I¡¯m making over my shoulder. I move slightly out of the way so she¡¯s not directly behind me, putting two feet of space between us, which only makes her smirk widen. I put on my professional smile and address the stranger.


    ¡°Hello, is there something I can help you with? This is the break room which is not accessible to clients but I¡¯d be happy to give you directions someplace else. Are you meeting with a lawyer?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m here to meet Alexia Martin. She said to come directly to the conference room when I arrived, but I love coffee so I followed the smell here. And lucky me the perfect drink has led me to a beautiful woman, coffee never steers you wrong¡±. She reaches out and I squint my eyes before shaking her outstretched hand. So, this is Billy Shaw, I can definitely see the resemblance in her and Nikita¡¯s personality.


    ¡°Right, the conference room is around the corner, down the hall, and it¡¯s the third door on the left. The door should be open, Ms. Martin will be here soon, she is just finishing up another meeting¡±. At least, that¡¯s what we call her and Nikita¡¯s sex sessions in her office now. Billy gives me an unbothered, knowing smirk as she steps back, looking around the room. I go back to making the coffee while she walks around the room.


    ¡°Would you mind escorting me Mrs¡­?¡±


    ¡°Angel Knight¡±. ¡®I don¡¯t think I¡¯ll ever get used to going by Jade¡¯s last night.


    ¡°Ah, so you''re Angel? Nikki had told me about you, warned me not to try anything.  Your name is as fitting as they say, so would you mind escorting me Mrs. Angel Knight, I¡¯m not very good with directions, as you can see¡±. They?


    ¡°I assure you that you can¡¯t miss it, however if you¡¯re that worried, you can go back the way you came and Chelsea at the front desk would be more than happy to escort you¡±. She¡¯s the rudest thirstiest bitch in the office, always trying to find a way to hop in the pockets of the rich clients. Billy might like that.


    Billy laughs and takes off her glasses, tucking them into the front of her loose white shirt. Her pants hug her legs like leggings and her chunky black boots give her an edgy look despite her tan expensive trench coat and headband.


    ¡°Well, I can take a hint, thank you for your help, Angel¡±. Billy gives me a final smile before heading towards the door. I sigh and finish getting the drinks when the sound of her footsteps stop at the door.


    ¡°Tell your wife I send my greetings. Hm, I never expected her to find such a loyal beauty¡± I look back at Billy who throws me a wink before leaving the room. I frown, trying not to get an attitude, but seriously, is there any woman that Jade doesn¡¯t know? I know they¡¯re cousins but I¡¯ve seen that smirk on women¡¯s faces before when they¡¯ve holed up with Jade. I¡¯m usually good about being jealous now, but with our current argument I¡¯m a bit touchy when it involves Jade.


    The rest of the work day drags on uneventfully and I manage to get ahead of my work for the next few days. I¡¯m in the process of cleaning up my desk so I can leave and get ready for dinner when Alexia, Billy, and Nikita leave the conference room and head towards Alexia¡¯s office.


    ¡°Let me just get my things and we can go, oh, Angel? What are you still doing here? Shouldn¡¯t you be getting ready for your date?¡±


    ¡°I was just leaving thank you, Alexia¡±.


    ¡°Thanks for all your help today with Amara. I know it¡¯s been crazy lately but you two are doing great handling it all¡±. I smile proud that I¡¯m doing something right at work at least.


    ¡°Of course, that¡¯s what we¡¯re here for¡±. I gather all my things and Alexia gives me a final smile before going into her office. Billy comes over to my desk, a mischievous smile on her face and I shake my head. She made it a point to flirt or compliment me any time I came into the conference room, even after being scolded by Alexia and Nikki, she kept the same energy.


    ¡°Thank you for the coffee, Angel. I haven¡¯t had such a delicious cup of coffee since I¡¯ve returned home. You have my gratitude¡± Billy smiles leaning on my desk and I just shake my head, we both know that Jade never shares so why is she trying.


    ¡°You¡¯re welcome, Ms. Shaw, now if you''ll excuse me¡±. I give her and Nikita a final goodbye and head to the elevator. Billy seems like a nice woman, albeit a trouble maker, but she¡¯s friendly otherwise. However, I¡¯m already on Jade¡¯s bad side, I don¡¯t want her thinking I¡¯m out here entertaining other people because we¡¯re in a fight. So with a final, professional smile I go to the elevator and down to my car.


    Time to get ready for dinner, what should I wear? I have no idea what to expect, but I want Jade to drool over me. I want her to see what she¡¯s been missing, or at least should be missing. I want her to fight the urge to keep her hands off of me because that¡¯s exactly how I felt seeing her after our time apart.


    Jade is already unbelievably gorgeous but after not seeing her on a daily basis, it¡¯s like her attractiveness has intensified. I had to keep myself distracted at Leya¡¯s party so I wouldn¡¯t fawn and cling to her like a lovestruck fan. I want to see if I still affect her or if this relationship has reached its ceiling. With that thought in mind, I drive with a new urgency and a firm goal in mind. I have a little under two hours to pick an outfit, shave, wash my hair, and do my skin care routine. I nod determined as I think about making up with my wife. I¡¯m getting used to referring to Jade as my wife, I¡¯m not ready to stop yet.


    I pull into the driveway and quickly get out of the car, practically running inside so I can get ready. I give a quick greeting to my aunt and a kiss to Leya¡¯s forehead before rushing upstairs, stripping out of my clothes in the process. My aunt agreed to watch Leya tonight ¡°in case Jade and I need some time alone¡± after our talk, if I play my cards right I¡¯m hoping we will.


    I miss Jade so much, I¡¯ve never desired someone so strongly before in my life. I get in the shower and begin my routine as I think about what I can wear. Most of my fancy dresses are at Jade¡¯s house but I might have a few outfits I bought for previous dates and interviews.


    It takes me an hour to finish in the bathroom and another 30 minutes to do my hair, when I¡¯m done, I frantically look in my closet for an outfit. 5 minutes mid panic and destruction of my closet, my aunt and Leya come into my room and start helping me find an outfit. I have 10 minutes before Nate is set to arrive and I start to really freak out, when I spot a white satin dress I¡¯ve never worn. I don¡¯t even remember buying this. Memories of  going to the mall with Jade, she picked this dress out when I was still lacking in confidence. She also got a few more that were more my style that day, but she told me that she couldn¡¯t wait for the day I broke out of my shell and realized how gorgeous I am.


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    My face heats as I pull out the dress and slip into the satin material. It¡¯s a little loose but still tight enough to show my figure. And the v-neck design with the high slit exposing my thigh is just low and revealing enough to be both sexy and classy. I doubted I could ever pull off a dress like this, but this is perfect. I finish my make up, keeping it light and ending with a red pop to my lips that match my red strap heels. I leave my hair down in my natural waves and finish gathering my things when a horn honks outside. I give myself a once over in the mirror and nod, satisfied with my outfit.


    ¡°Okay, I¡¯m ready¡±.


    ¡°You look pretty mommy¡±.


    ¡°Thank you baby, be good for you aunt okay?¡± Leya nods and I give her a quick kiss before fixing my lipstick.


    ¡°I may be back tonight, if things don¡¯t go well¡± I tell my aunt who grabs my face, giving me a serious look.


    ¡°Just tell her the truth, I¡¯m sure she¡¯ll understand if you explain the entire situation¡±.


    ¡°You think she¡¯ll listen really? Jade is the most stubborn person I¡¯ve ever met¡±. My aunt smirks and fixes my hair.


    ¡°This outfit will make her want to listen to every word you have to say. Just be confident and honest, mija¡±. I nod and take a deep breath, confidence, right. I can do this.


    I get my things and give my aunt and daughter a final goodbye before leaving the house, locking the door behind me. Nate gets out of the car and opens the door with a wide smile.


    ¡°It¡¯s a pleasure to see you again Mrs. Knight, you look stunning tonight¡±. I smile at the older man, his friendly smile is a sight for sore eyes.


    ¡°Thank you Nate but please, just call me Angel. Mrs. Knight reminds me of Jade¡¯s mother¡± Nate and I both laugh and get into the luxurious Rolls-Royce. I¡¯m sure it¡¯s just for appearances but the car is really nice. Nate and I catch up for a while and I look out the window realizing we¡¯re going in a familiar direction.


    ¡°Are we going to Jade¡¯s house?¡±


    ¡°Yes, ma¡¯am, she wanted to ensure you had adequate privacy for your dinner tonight¡±. I nod, staring out the window as the butterflies start fluttering in my stomach. Come on Angel, now is not the time to be nervous.


    ¡°How has she been lately?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m afraid she¡¯s been quite guarded, she¡¯s been insisting on driving herself so we haven¡¯t seen each other much. Even when she¡¯s given me orders she keeps it short and to the point. I don¡¯t have much else to tell you, I¡¯m sorry¡±.


    ¡°No, it¡¯s fine, I was just wondering¡±. Nate eyes me from the rearview mirror and offers me a warm smile.


    ¡°If I¡¯ll be so bold, I truly believe you have less to worry about than it feels at the moment. Every marriage will have its rough patch, there are times that you may not get along but when you love each other like I know you two do, then you¡¯ll be able to make it over those hurdles¡±.


    ¡°But¡­what if our love isn¡¯t strong enough?¡± Nate lets out a warm laugh that has me smiling.


    ¡°It is, trust me on this. I¡¯ve known Jade since she was young, driven her to and from a lot of situations and places, admittedly along with some of her¡­previous acquaintances. I¡¯ve never seen her so enthralled, invested, or committed to someone. I can tell she¡¯s in love with you, even if the poor girl has no idea of what real love is, anyone with eyes can see how much she adores you, Angel¡±. I smile at Nate¡¯s sweet words, they give me the final push I need to cast aside my nerves and muster all of my confidence.


    After a long drive, Nate pulls up the driveway of the extravagant house I was starting to call home. I sigh as I see the dimly lit house, providing just enough light to be considered romantic and Nate comes to open my door. I thank him and walk into the house, trying to keep my breathing steady and my nerves away.


    Confidence. I repeat the word in my head like a mantra until I reach the door. I¡¯m not sure If I should just go in, or knock, or ring the doorbell, so I opt for the confident approach and test the handle. The door is unlocked so I take a bold step and go inside. The majority of the lights are off around the house, the only lights on lead a soft golden trail to the dining room that¡¯s illuminated by the sound of soft music. I follow the light and music to find the table alight with candles and the most beautiful women in the world pouring wine into glasses. I stare completely entranced by the sight in front of me. Who wouldn¡¯t be? Holy shit, my wife is so fucking gorgeous.


    Her dark champagne dress is so revealing I ball my fist at my sides to stop from attacking her. Her hair is pulled up and full of curls allowing the deep plunging back stops just under the top of her ass, to reveal her entire back and the top of her ass crack. The fabric is held together by a small diamond chain and the satin straps going down her back.The front of the dress is just as exposing, the plunging neckline showing the swell of her breast, practically begging me to move the fabric out of the way.


    ¡°Are you just going to stand there?¡± Jade¡¯s sultry voice travels to my ears and I bite my lip and gulp.


    ¡°I might¡± because if I get close to you right now, I may not be able to control myself. I don¡¯t speak my thoughts as I slowly step towards the table. Jade puts down the bottle of wine and looks at me for the first time since I arrived. Her reaction is similar to mine as she stands in place, sucking a breath as she drinks in my appearance, only her eyes move to assess my form. I watch her throat bob up and down and her fist clench at her sides and give myself a mental high-five for my outfit choice. I stop walking as I reach the chair, now both of us are just staring at each other like idiots. At least I¡¯m not the only one entranced.


    ¡°Should we sit?¡± I break the silence and Jade clears her throat with a nod.


    ¡°Yes. Sit, please¡± I smile at her husky commanding tone and attempt to be polite despite the burning look of lust in her eyes. I''m glad I can break a bit of her composure and affect her like she affects me. I can see in her eyes how much she wants me, I¡¯m glad that hasn¡¯t changed. It gives me hope that we can make this work after all. Jade and I sit at the table, where dinner is sitting, steaming, and waiting.


    Jade and I begin eating in a semi-awkward silence but after 10 minutes I put down my utensils with a sigh. I know we¡¯re really here to discuss everything and nothing can be resolved if I don¡¯t open up at this moment. I drink some of my wine for a bit of liquid courage before putting the glass down, looking at a tense Jade.


    ¡°I know we¡¯re here to talk about A.J, so I guess I should just get into it. First I¡¯ll say I¡¯m sorry that I didn¡¯t tell you. I hadn¡¯t intended to be so secretive, there are just a lot of memories I¡¯m not fond of remembering. I don¡¯t want you to look at me differently either. I was a completely different person from the one you met. I failed when it comes to A.J and I¡¯m worried that you¡¯d see me in a bad light¡±. Jade eyes me for a minute, her intimidating eyes look just as sharp and guarded as the day we first met but I don¡¯t let it get to me. I know it¡¯s just her defensive mechanism and she¡¯s trying to protect her feelings.


    ¡°I can¡¯t promise anything, but I can say that I know who you are now. Your past helps shape and mold you but it is not the totality of who you are¡±. Jade clears her throat before the most adorable shy and endearing gaze crosses her face.


    ¡°The Angel I know was worth marrying, so be honest with me, and trust that I can handle all of you. I never wanted nor expected you to be perfect¡±. I smile and nod as I think of where to start.


    ¡°My parents and I have never been close. They always wanted me to be someone that I¡¯m not and I always fought against them. I dated early, slept around even earlier, drank, smoked, anything I could to push the boundaries. Of course, it wasn¡¯t without consequence and my parents have never been shy about beating some sense into me. Getting slapped or pushed around, or belittled for any failure was natural to me, it killed my confidence and I became more shy and closed off, which is what my parents preferred. Until I met this boy my freshman year, his name was Andres¡±. I pause feeling my eyes well with tears as I think about Andres before pushing the tears aside.


    ¡°He pulled me out of my shell and little by little I started getting more confident, but not in a rebellious way. In fact, it was quite the opposite. I wanted to impress Andres who was a star athlete and student, so I tried in school, went out more, that sort of thing. Naturally, my parents didn¡¯t trust me and hated my relationship with Andres, they were sure he was leading me down some dark path of drugs and sex which wasn¡¯t true at all. But no amount of convincing changed their mind. They did everything to keep us apart, so I did even more to see him¡±. Jade watches me closely, not interrupting, all her previous emotion is hidden from her face and she¡¯s back to being guarded. However, I don¡¯t let it deter me from my story and keep talking.


    ¡°I got pregnant when I was 14. Andres was 16, our parents were furious, to say the least, understandably so, but they decided to take extreme measures. They realized I¡¯d never stay away from him, so they forced me to move across the country with my aunt and uncle. Andres did what he could and tried to visit but there was only so much a 16 year old could do¡±. A lump forms in my throat but I keep talking, recounting some of the lowest times of my life.


    ¡°After months of a lot of drama and slighting by my parents, a really rough pregnancy, I was sick a lot but I just tried to hang on. I believed my parents would calm down if they saw that I could take care of my baby. I was young and delusional and couldn¡¯t see what they were planning at the time. Months later, I was getting closer to my delivery date and my birthday, so Andres insisted on staying near the area. He said he¡¯d sleep in his car if he had to but he wanted to be there. I tried telling him it was fine but he was insistent, he saved up all his money and began making the journey down there. Somehow my parents found out he was visiting and were furious. Looking back I realize that if Andres was there their plans would¡¯ve fallen through. There was a lot of shouting and arguing and I   started having cramps and contractions, my small frame didn¡¯t help either¡±.


    ¡°I cried to Andres and told him how scared I was so he insisted on rushing down there even faster  to be with me, no matter what my parents said. This all happened the night before my birthday and the week before I was due. It was storming pretty bad that day as well, so just an all around shitty day that I¡¯ll never forget. I wasn¡¯t able to get in touch with Andres and I had a bad feeling I couldn¡¯t shake¡±. Jade¡¯s eyes are still on me, I can tell she¡¯s watching me closely, and I take a sip of my wine before continuing.


    ¡°The storm was getting worse and I kept calling Andres to try and convince him to just arrive later. It took almost three hours but we finally got in contact. I was connected to his car on the phone, begging him to stop for the night, but he was insistent. He was in the middle of telling me how he planned to care for me and to just be patient and wait, when the sound of screeching tires, blaring horns and a terrifying crash sounded in my ears. I was beyond devastated and I just wanted him to be okay, but the last words he said was "I love you¡± and I completely broke down and had a panic attack. I was alone in my hospital room with nobody but myself to comfort me. He was pronounced dead by the time the ambulance arrived and it felt like a part of me had died alongside him. The only person to ever encourage me and make me feel worthy, my source of light and escape from the darkness in my family, was gone. I completely blamed myself, part of me always will¡±.


    ¡°Naturally, the shock, and stress sent me into early labor. The stress and heartbreak, plus being so young, my body couldn¡¯t handle it. I started losing blood and A.J and I almost died. I stayed conscious long enough to deliver him and sign the birth certificate. I wanted to make sure he had Andres¡¯ name like we decided. A.J was whisked away to make sure he didn¡¯t have any health complications. I lost a lot of blood and my parents refused to donate any, they felt that I had put myself in that situation so it should play out however it was supposed to. Somehow my aunt heard, the one I live with now, caught a flight and rushed to the hospital to donate blood, luckily she was a match¡±. I take a deep breath and exhale as the weight slowly begins to lift from my shoulders. I hadn¡¯t realized just how heavy carrying all of that was but I feel a bit of relief telling someone about my past.


    ¡°Things didn¡¯t get better even after we moved back home, it was still dark and I was depressed. I had nobody but myself to help me through my grief. My friends were never allowed over and my parents refused to hear anything about Andres or A.J. They hit, yelled, or bad mouthed me or them if I ever brought them up. I quickly got the hint to never speak of them again. I didn¡¯t tell my friends or the rest of my family I just held it all in to myself. I talked to A.J and his parents, my aunt and uncle, Marcos and Lia on my own but I was never able to visit him, unless they came to visit, under my parents allowance, of course¡±.


    I finally look up at Jade only to find her frowning and a look of anger on her face. I straighten and get worried that she¡¯ll assume none of that was worth keeping from her but instead she stands from the table and comes over to my side. She lifts me from the chair, cupping my jaw and hugging me close to her body. I revel in the feeling of being in her arms again, melting into her embrace and sigh, feeling right at home with her.


    ¡°They made you get rid of your baby and abused you any time you mentioned his name?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, they did. It was some of the most painful years of my life. I lost Andres and right after I lost custody of A.J. I could barely function. I was so depressed, which worsened my relationship with my parents. I resented them every second of every day, but since I was a kid, nobody was willing to listen to me, I had no voice. So, when I got pregnant again it was the final straw, they slapped me, kicked me out, and disowned me completely. Left me with nothing but the clothes on my back. It was rough again for a while, living with Cash, but after Leya I got my shit together and well you know that story¡±.


    Jade still has a prominent frown on her face and she tugs me closer. I suck in a breath at the feel of her body, the satin material of our dresses does nothing to help my hormones. She feels so good, how did I go without her for so long.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I should¡¯ve told you sooner, but I can¡¯t even call myself his mother Jade. By the time I was able to care for him, which is when we met, he didn¡¯t need nor want me as a mother. My aunt and uncle are good people and they raise him very well, they¡¯ve always been his parents. A.J knows that I¡¯m his biological mom but he doesn¡¯t see me as a parent which I understand. He¡¯s moving here though, so I had every intention of telling you, I just didn¡¯t know how. I guess I got in the habit of keeping A.J and Andres to myself¡±. Jade tugs me close, running her hands through my headband I wrap my arms around her waist, rubbing her exposed back.


    ¡°I¡¯m pissed off that you kept something so important from me, especially after our last conversation. But what your parents did was beyond fucked up. They had no right to take you away from your son, nobody did. They had no right making you feel like you were unfit to be a good mother because you¡¯re a great mother Angel. As I told you, your past doesn¡¯t define who you are today, however I can see the strength and confidence that you have, and I admire that¡±. I offer Jade a small smile as relief floods my system. I¡¯m glad she¡¯s being so understanding about all of this. I truly don¡¯t deserve her but I¡¯m grateful.


    ¡°Thank you for being so understanding about all of this, Jade. I really am sorry¡±.


    ¡°I will never make you feel small for the decisions you make, Angel. I will support and give my critique and advice, but you never have to feel small or unheard again, do you understand?¡±


    ¡°Yes Jade¡±.


    ¡°I will never put my hands on you in a way that you do not like. I will never abuse or belittle you for having a voice and being who you are, so don¡¯t be afraid to be honest. Tell me how you feel, there¡¯s no need to ever hide yourself from me. Like I said, you are someone I believed was worth marrying, so trust me¡±. I nod, letting my smile break free and pull Jade into a hug, unable to stop myself. I really don¡¯t deserve her.


    ¡°Thank you, Jade¡±. She runs one hand through my hair while her other moves down to stroke my thigh, before moving back to cup my ass.


    ¡°Now, there¡¯s only one thing left for us to¡­discuss¡±.

 Family Reunion

    I carry a sleeping Leya to the car while my friends help me transport all of her gifts into my and Cash¡¯s car. She got so many gifts we¡¯re splitting them between both of our houses, I need to go through her toys and start donating the things she no longer plays with. Jade stayed for the rest of the party and Leya was glued to her hip the entire time, forcing Jade and I together. She still refused to speak to me in regards to anything aside from Leya. We acted and played our part for the sake of appearances but nothing more, it was torturous and made the party feel long. I¡¯m drained and all I want is to go to bed and catch up on the sleep I haven¡¯t been getting because of a certain someone.


    Jade is with Monica, walking with her and the kids to the car, giving Karla and Taylor the opportunity to sidle up to my side. I shake my head before they can even speak.


    ¡°Don¡¯t, I really don¡¯t want to talk about it right now. I just want to go home, get Leya in bed, and go to sleep before going to my grandmother¡¯s party tomorrow¡±. I explain to my friends, after loading Leya in the car and turning it on and softly closing the door.


    ¡°Are you really not going to speak with her at all?¡± Taylor asks with a frown of disapproval.


    ¡°No, at least, not right now¡±.


    ¡°She¡¯s your wife, Angel¡±.


    ¡°No shit, Taylor¡± I roll my eyes, getting irritated. I¡¯m tired of hearing everyone¡¯s opinions on what I should do or how I should approach Jade. I know we need to talk and I need to make things right, but it¡¯s not that easy.


    ¡°Hey, don¡¯t get a damn attitude with me. I¡¯m just saying that you two need to communicate¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s not that easy when the other person isn¡¯t willing to listen¡±. The familiar soft purr of Jade¡¯s engine sounds across the lot and I give Taylor a pointed look. Jade drives past but I don¡¯t bother looking her way as I shake my head. If Jade wants to blatantly ignore me I¡¯m going to keep acting unbothered. Even though I¡¯m extremely bothered.


    ¡°I¡¯m going home, I need to get Leya in bed¡±. I swallow my tears and pride, opening the car door, ignoring Karla and Taylor calling my name and driving away. I sigh, running my hands through my hair as I drive home. The silent car ride only makes thoughts of Jade seem louder between my ears.


    It¡¯s as if she knew that her presence and refusal to utter a single word to me the entire time at the party would bother me so much. It¡¯s not the first time I¡¯ve been ignored, this was the same dynamic Cash and I had every time we got into it. He would go off and do his own thing, purposefully standing around me just to ignore me, and I would shrug him off and find someone else to entertain. It was childish bullshit when we were too immature to talk about our problems.


    Unfortunately, I thought I had moved past that point in my life. I was ready to own up to my mistakes and accept the consequences of not telling Jade about my past, but now she wants to be childish. I don¡¯t know whether to accept it and wait, reach out first, or say fuck it entirely. At least with Cash I could act like I don¡¯t care and the change in dynamic didn¡¯t bother me, but I¡¯m not that great of an actress when it comes to Jade.


    She means too much to me for me to just cast aside as if she¡¯s nothing. I want our relationship to last, I want to be with her, otherwise I would¡¯ve never married her in the first place. I groan and put my forehead on the wheel as I come to a light, but before I can wallow in my self-pity, the light turns green.


    The rest of the drive home, I listen to music and do what I can to block out thoughts of Jade. Which is proving to become more impossible as time goes on. By the time I pull into the driveway, I¡¯ve given up on blocking that gorgeous infuriating woman. My mind is consumed by Jade and I¡¯m useless to stop the thoughts and desire I have for her. When Karla asked if I loved her enough to fight for her, I knew my answer immediately. Of course I do, but after she asked that question I refused to answer and changed the conversation.


    I carefully lift Leya out of her seat and carry her inside. Enrique goes outside to unload Leya¡¯s gifts from my car while I put her to bed. After a bit of fussing and whining I got her changed and dressed for bed before going to help Enrique. I take a deep breath when we¡¯re done and high-five Enrique once we get in the hall.


    ¡°Thanks, she got so much stuff this year it¡¯s insane¡±. We head downstairs as he laughs and nods in agreement.


    ¡°She¡¯s a good kid and easy to spoil since she¡¯s not a brat¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad she isn''t. I couldn''t handle a bratty kid¡±. I try to do my best when it comes to balancing discipline and making Leya happy. Enrique goes to my aunt¡¯s side at the couch as I go to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water.


    ¡°Mija, have you talked to your wife at all?¡± My aunt asks during a commercial, making me frown. I grab my water and go to the living room, where the couple is cuddled up in their regular spot to watch their show.


    ¡°No, why?¡± I saw Jade and my aunt talking at the party but I didn¡¯t bother to ask what they were talking about. I made myself busy instead and forgot all about it, but now that my aunt is bringing it up, I¡¯m curious.


    ¡°She asked how we have been and I told her that we¡¯re flying to my mom¡¯s party tomorrow. She offered us her jet and said it¡¯d be ready for us in the morning¡±.


    ¡°Hm, did she?¡±


    ¡°Yes, she did, so tell her thank you please¡±.


    ¡°You just want me to talk to her¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯re right, I do. She makes you happy, mija. Happier than I¡¯ve ever seen you. You are more confident now, you speak up for yourself and your family. I know it¡¯s not only on account of Jade, but I believe she gave you a push towards this change. She placed you in a different environment where you had to speak up for yourself, so carry that confidence in your marriage as well. Make her listen, mija¡±. I look at my aunt and sigh, I know she¡¯s right. It wasn¡¯t all because of Jade but I was definitely out of my comfort zone and she let me know it was alright to say what I want.


    Why does my confidence disappear when it comes to approaching her? I can¡¯t be the same weak withered Angel. I have to have confidence that I want Leya to have as well.


    ¡°Goodnight, tia¡±. I go upstairs to my room, contemplating her words as I get ready for bed. When I¡¯m settled under the covers I grab my phone and click on Jades contact, contemplating what I should say. It¡¯s not a story I should tell over the phone, but I¡¯m not sure when I¡¯ll have the chance to tell her in person. I¡¯ve contemplated showing up at her job unannounced but decided against it. I don¡¯t want to cause trouble or stress at her job.


    In reality, any excuse I can find to avoid having the conversation, I¡¯ve found. Not because I¡¯m ashamed of A.J or anything but the memories are just so painful, it was something that was never mentioned. If it was, then I got hit for it. There was to be no mention of A.J or his father. Something¡¯s are just learned over time. After five minutes of typing and retyping I finally send Jade a message before putting my phone on silent and forcing myself to sleep.


    ¡°Thank you for lending us your jet. I¡¯m sorry I haven¡¯t reached out, I know we have a lot to talk about, and I hope we can discuss it all when I get back¡±.


    ??????????


    I look out the window of Jade¡¯s plane as we take the short hour and a half flight to my grandma¡¯s hometown. My aunt and Enrique are talking amongst themselves, while I check work emails and work on Alexia¡¯s schedule for the next few weeks. Since I¡¯ve been doing so well as her personal assistant, she decided to up my responsibility and now I handle a quarter of the work that Amara can¡¯t handle. Alexia also gave me a pay raise on top of that so now I make almost half of what Jade was paying me during our old contract.


    I¡¯ve been avoiding checking my messages since this morning, making myself busy with getting Leya ready, but now that we¡¯re in the air I have nothing but time.


    ¡°Have a safe trip, we will talk when you return¡±.


    I lean my head back in the seat and think over how this conversation will go. I¡¯m not sure what Jade will think of me when she finds out I got pregnant so young. Maybe she¡¯ll think less of me like my family did. Or maybe she¡¯ll say I was overreacting and be more pissed off that I didn¡¯t tell her. I never know what to expect from Jade, even after all our time together she¡¯s still hard to read.


    I know when she¡¯s upset, or angry, or happy, or even interested in something new. But I never know what she¡¯s thinking or what reaction to expect from her during a new situation. She¡¯s great at maintaining a poker face.


    We landed at the airport about an hour after the party started. There¡¯s a car waiting for us, also courtesy of Jade and we head straight to my grandmother¡¯s house. Leya is awake and buzzing with excitement since I told her we¡¯re seeing Abuela and A.J. She¡¯s been moving in her seat ever since she¡¯s woken up like a ball of energy. It¡¯s not long before we¡¯re pulling up at the familiar house and I take a deep breath. I haven¡¯t been here in years, but the memories were always great. I loved visiting my grandmother whenever I had a chance.


    Her house was a safe haven that my parents made sure to rip away from me as well. As my grandmother got older, and after my grandfather died, they convinced her to move in with them. Now her ranch style house is used as a venue for family parties.


    We get out of the car and follow my aunt as she leads the way towards the backyard where the sounds of music, talking, and laughter can be heard. The party started an hour ago so I know it¡¯s just now kicking off. Hopefully, if we go straight to the back we can avoid my mother and the gossipy group of bitches in the family.


    My dad and most of the men who simply do what they¡¯re wives tell them to keep the peace will be at the grill or drinking. That should give me time to give my grandmother her present, that way nobody can steal it since it¡¯s from me.


    Our presence sends people talking as soon as we enter the backyard and I inwardly roll my eyes. I guess the paparazzi has paid off in some way, before their incessant and overbearing behavior I¡¯d be a lot more agitated at the blatant stares and comments. My aunts, cousins and most of the women around don¡¯t waste time too critique me and Leya. None of them are bold enough to say shit to my face as I go to my grandmother.


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    ¡°I can¡¯t believe she showed up and dressed like that? Why didn¡¯t she put her daughter in a nice dress¡±.


    ¡°How long has it been since Angelica got¡­well you know?¡±


    ¡°I read that she¡¯s married now and to a woman no less, that one¡±.


    ¡°I don¡¯t see that boy with her, what was his name?¡±


    ¡°No, not him he died, the chulo looking boy. The gangster?¡±


    ¡°I heard she¡¯s married now, and to a woman no less¡±.


    ¡°Not surprising, she¡¯s always been out there¡±.


    I roll my eyes at the scattered chatter not bothering to acknowledge their fake greetings. As if I can¡¯t hear them talking shit and being chismosa, gossipy and nosy. We make our way to my grandma¡¯s table where she¡¯s sitting, talking and eating with her three best friends. I smile at the old motley crew and let Leya down so she can run to my grandma. She eyes the rest of the women that she¡¯s never seen unsure momentarily before running over. I greet the women at the table and my grandmother''s friends waste no time ushering me to make my plate, eat, and gossip along with them.


    ¡°Aye, mis beb¨¦s est¨¢n aqu¨ª¡± (Aye, my babies are here!) I smirk at my grandma¡¯s loud exclamation that practically puts a smoke signal on my presence. She does this every time we speak, making it known that we still have a relationship despite my sometimes questionable life choices.


    ¡°Feliz cuplea?os, abuelita¡±. (Happy birthday, grandma). I give my grandma a kiss and take a seat next as Leya and my grandmother exchange birthday gifts. A tradition between the two that¡¯s usually done over the phone. I take pictures and smile as I watch them interact. I¡¯m glad that Leya at least has my grandma and A.J as family, it''s not fair for her to get treated like she¡¯s a demon or extraterrestrial. She¡¯s just a kid and she shouldn¡¯t be punished for the decisions I made when I was a kid. But Leya doesn¡¯t need fake people in her life anyway, family or not and neither do I. The only reason I¡¯m here is for my grandma and A.J, speaking of¡­


    ¡°Is my Tia and A.J here?¡± I haven¡¯t seen her outside but she could very well be with the other women inside. They¡¯re still bringing food outside so I¡¯m sure they¡¯re in the kitchen, but I¡¯d rather not see my parents more than I have to. I can feel the heavy weight of my dad¡¯s glare and see it out of my peripheral vision.


    ¡°Your Tia is running late¡±. My grandma¡¯s friend, Elisa, informs me with a roll of her eyes.


    ¡°Mhm, something about the movers being late. I told Victor not to let his friends move their things¡±. Cara speaks up this time shaking her head like the other old ladies. They look ready to lecture somebody with their faces all turned up like that.


    ¡°I did too¡±.


    ¡°Same here, these kids don¡¯t listen nowadays. These young generations just assume they know best. Leya, beb¨¦, don¡¯t be ignorant like these other kids¡±. I snicker but stop as soon as three pairs of eyes cut to me.


    ¡°Speaking of ignorance, didn¡¯t I tell you to bring your wife?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, Angel, are you hiding her or something?¡± Cara asks and I force a laugh before shaking my head.


    ¡°Of course not, she was just a bit busy this time around, but I promise I¡¯ll bring her to meet you rebels soon¡±.


    ¡°Hm, you better, now give me an update, what have you been up to lately?¡± I fill my grandmother and her friends in on my job, Leya¡¯s progress in school, but when they ask about Jade I go quiet. There¡¯s a lot of nosey people around and I don¡¯t want news of Jade and I being in a fight to reach the tabloids. I wouldn¡¯t put it past anyone here to sell information about me and Jade.


    ¡°Jade and I are fine¡±.


    ¡°Just fine?¡± My grandmother eyes me, knowing that something is obviously different. Usually when she asks about Jade I go into a full tangent about her and our recent dates and any update I can think of, no matter how mundane. I nod and I¡¯m saved from having to go into a full explanation when my mother comes over with my aunt and A.J.


    A.J runs over to me and I immediately get out of my seat to hug him back. I sigh and force the tears down as I run my hands through his soft curls. ¡°I missed you Angel¡±. I squeeze A.J tighter and sniffle before pulling back.


    ¡°I missed you too. We¡¯ll spend a lot more time together now though, I promise¡±. A.J nods and gives me a wide smile.


    ¡°Can Leya and I go play? I promise I¡¯ll watch her¡± I nod and tell them to be careful, watching as A.J takes Leya¡¯s hand and leads them to the other kids. I smile and take a few pictures before going back to my seat, replacing my genuine smile with a fake one reserved especially for my parents.


    ¡°Angel, it¡¯s so good that you can finally join us this year. You ran off and we just never heard from you again¡±. My mother says sitting at the table across from me, while my aunt goes to her husband and my dad at the grill.


    ¡°Well, I actually got an invitation this year, surprising since I thought I was disowned¡±.


    ¡°Now, Angel, there''s no need to be so dramatic. Family fight that¡¯s normal, so don''t be so sensitive. It was a hard enough time finding your address, you just seem to bounce around so much, like some sort of vagrant¡±. I grit my teeth and hold my tongue from my mother¡¯s comment and try to remember not to let her get to me. A lot easier said than done, especially when I know she¡¯s low-key calling me a tramp.


    ¡°Either way, it¡¯s good to have you here. You should eat, I¡¯m going to talk to your cousins, oh but maybe not too much. I hear the company you keep nowadays worry over their image, we wouldn¡¯t want you gaining any extra weight. Oh, there¡¯s your cousin, Alessandra and her husband Jesus, aren¡¯t they just the most adorable couple and their little baby¡±. My mother gets up and leaves the table after throwing her insults and I roll my eyes. That didn¡¯t take long at all, and she clearly knows I¡¯m married. She wants to act like nothing happened so I know that there¡¯s a hidden agenda to this invitation after all. It pisses me off that they¡¯re using my grandmother as a way to get to me.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know what¡¯s wrong with that daughter of mine or where I went wrong raising her¡± my grandmother shakes her head but I just shrug.


    ¡°I¡¯m here for you anyway, I don¡¯t care what she has to say. Her words are meaningless¡±. At least, that¡¯s the energy I¡¯d like to portray. ¡°Anyway what have you rebels been up to?¡± I smile to hide my irritation and hurt at my mothers blatant insults, changing the subject.


    I stayed with my grandmother for the majority of the party. A few family members and family friends came up and talked with me, mostly to find out about Jade and ask for a favor or money, which I turned down with a sickly sweet, fake ass smile. Whenever someone says something petty I match their energy with my own pettiness. A few hours into the party, people got the hint to stop asking me about my personal life.


    My father has made it a point to avoid me, which I¡¯m grateful for. I assume the invitation was more of my mother¡¯s idea. She hasn¡¯t been around since her slick comments when I first arrived, but I can tell when she¡¯s been talking about me. Subtly isn¡¯t really her forte. When I couldn¡¯t take the stares and comments anymore I went to the kids and played with A.J and Leya, along with a few of my younger family members who are unaware of all of the drama.


    It¡¯s amazing spending time with both of my kids together. It¡¯s usually just a dream, something that I know I can¡¯t get my hopes up towards, but now with him moving closer to me, I¡¯ll be able to see him more. My parents can no longer stop our relationship from developing. A.J has always been smart so when he asked for the whole story of his birth and father, I told him. He was upset with all of us, rightfully so, and I worked my ass off for his forgiveness. I convinced my aunt to move closer to me since we¡¯re all getting older and they finally agreed. I had every intention of telling Jade once everything finalized with their move, but I know that I waited too long.


    A.J is a great kid and smart as hell for a 7 year old. I''ve told him about Jade and he invited her to one of his games so they can meet. He really just wants us all to be a family and it¡¯s really sweet. Too bad his grandparents, aka, my parents are such assholes and disagree with the whole family first concept. They only want me around because it¡¯s beneficial, they hear that I¡¯m doing better and want to cash in like I¡¯m some sort of A.T.M.


    A.J and I sit on the grass while the smaller kids jump on the trampoline. Leya is jumping and having the time of her life with her family and I feel guilty that she doesn¡¯t have more of a relationship with her family.


    ¡°Are you and Jade still fighting?¡± A.J asks quietly so only he and I can hear.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say we¡¯re fighting, we just haven¡¯t talked properly¡±. A.J and I have a pretty clear relationship, we keep each other updated and stay honest with how we¡¯re feeling. It¡¯s the least I can do since I could never be a proper mother to him. Even after he knew the truth he declined to live with me and insisted on staying with my aunt. I can¡¯t blame him since they¡¯ve become his parents in place of me, but I can¡¯t lie and say it didn¡¯t hurt. We¡¯ve kept each other up to date since, most of our conversations taking place over the phone, but that hasn¡¯t hindered our bond one bit.


    ¡°Why not?¡±


    ¡°I guess I¡¯m just scared, you never want to upset the person you love, you know? I¡¯m just being a scaredy cat¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s okay to be scared, Angel. That¡¯s what mom always tells me, and dad says it¡¯s how you tackle fear that shows how strong you are. And well, you¡¯re the strongest person I know, so I think if you talk to Jade, it¡¯ll be okay¡±. I smile and hug A.J close, he¡¯s just like his dad, always knowing what to say to uplift someone at their lowest.


    ¡°You¡¯re a pretty smart kid just like your biological dad¡± A.J smiles, giving me a toothy grin and puffing up his chest with pride. A similar move my Tio makes when he fixes something. I guess he takes after both of his dads.


    ¡°Can you tell me more about him, his name was Andres, right?¡± I smile and nod and spend the next few hours telling A.J stories about me and Andres, playing with him, Leya, and the kids, then going to eat with my grandmother. When the party starts winding down, I start helping clear the tables, and put food inside the kitchen, and wash dishes with my cousins, when my mother comes into the kitchen.


    ¡°Angel, before you leave, there¡¯s something that we should discuss as a family¡±. Her words float to my ears and I roll my eyes, not turning around as I finish dishes.


    ¡°Angel, excuse me, did you hear me?¡±


    ¡°I heard you, I¡¯m just confused about what we need to discuss and why it concerns me¡±. She¡¯s really insistent on acting like I¡¯m part of this family and she didn¡¯t disown me. My cousins leave the kitchen at my mother¡¯s insistence, so I have no choice but to speak with her alone. I dry my hands and turn to her expectantly, there¡¯s clearly no getting out of this conversation.


    ¡°Your grandmother and father didn¡¯t want to tell you but I¡¯m not so prideful. To put it plainly, your father¡¯s bar is not doing well, on top of taking care of your grandmother and her constant appointments, things are getting tougher each week. We need some money, enough for your grandmother¡¯s hospital bills¡±. I fold my arms and look at my mother¡¯s seemingly sincere face. I knew my grandma had fallen not too far back and needed to go to therapy a few times a week.


    She¡¯s also getting older so her health is starting to decline, it doesn¡¯t help that she insists on eating whatever the hell she wants as well. She had gone to the hospital after she caught a bad stomach flu a few weeks ago, but she hasn¡¯t told me of the constant appointments that my mom is talking about.


    ¡°How much exactly?¡±


    ¡°Just enough to get the business afloat again. I know you have all those famous connections now, your wife is a big time investor right?¡± I roll my eyes and shake my head.


    ¡°Why should I help you? My grandmother hasn¡¯t told me about this at all. How do I even know you¡¯re telling the truth?¡±


    ¡°Angel?! You really think I¡¯d lie about something as important as this?¡± I give her a blank look and she sighs exasperated.


    ¡°I would never joke about my mother, Angel. I will do anything I can to take care of my family. Perhaps being away for so long you have forgotten how much I have done for you and sacrificed for your well-being. But fine, if you do not want to help relieve the stress off of your grandmother and parent¡¯s shoulders so be it. I hope your wife knows the kind of woman she¡¯s married to and if not I¡¯m sure she¡¯ll find out soon enough". She throws the word wife at me and I know that she secretly has an issue with me marrying a woman. However, considering she wants that woman¡¯s money she knows better to keep her insults to herself.


    I sigh and lean against the counter as I consider my mother¡¯s words. If she is telling the truth and my grandmother isn¡¯t doing as well as she¡¯s acting then I¡¯d feel like shit knowing I did nothing to help.


    My mother knows my weakness is my grandmother, but I never expected her to use my love for her against me. There¡¯s no way I can say no to helping my grandmother out, even if it means giving the money to them. I groan and rub my face. Dealing with Jade is one thing but now this situation with my mother and her guilt tripping me is another weight I wasn¡¯t ready to hold.

 Reconciliation

    ¡°Now, there¡¯s only one thing left for us to¡­discuss¡±.


    I watch astonished as Jade pushes aside the food, utensils, glasses, uncaring of the mess she makes as she clears a spot on the table. Jade grips my waist, spinning me around and walking us back slowly, until my body meets the table. She lightly pushes my chest and I get the message to lay down as she stares at me with a look so deeply passionate, I can¡¯t look anywhere else.


    She slowly moves forward, her eyes glancing between my eyes and lips, so I lick my lips in anticipation, wanting nothing more than to kiss her already. It¡¯s been so long, I don¡¯t know how much longer I can wait. Her lips graze mine and I suck in a breath, reaching up to pull her closer, but Jade grabs my wrist before I can.


    She uses one hand to keep both of my wrists in place over my head, while the other takes a torturously slow trail up my torso, brushing my breast before settling at my neck. Jade bites her lip as she gazes down at me with a slight shake of her head. She tightens her grip momentarily before gently moving up my neck to my jaw, rubbing my cheek, and lightly holding my chin. She leans down, her soft lips graze mine as she licks her lips, her tongue brushing my lips further igniting the desire stirring in my belly. I never knew you could want one person so much.


    ¡°I missed you¡± Jade says the words so casually, like she didn¡¯t just cement her place in my soul with those three words. She¡¯s never been so openly expressive about her emotions but hearing her say that makes me want to come home even more. I defy her silent command to stay still and sit up, unable to keep myself from kissing her any longer. I suck and bite her bottom lip, wrapping my arms and legs around her and pulling her close until our chest collides.


    Jade deepens the kiss, using her tongue to part my lips and explore my mouth, pulling a moan from my throat. Her hands roam across my body, lifting my dress and bunching at my waist. She lifts my dress over my head, tossing it behind her, returning to caressing my body as if she¡¯s trying to remember every crevice on my body. Jade kisses me slow and deep with unwavering passion that has my heart stuttering and resetting in my chest.


    Jade fondles my breast before kissing down my body, pausing to give attention to my nipples with her talented tongue and experienced mouth. Sucking, nipping, licking, and kissing, anything to leave her mark decorated across my body. I hold the back of her head, welcoming her closer as my moans fall from my lips.


    My pussy is beyond soaked and I¡¯m practically shaking before she¡¯s even started. It¡¯s been so long that every subtle touch and kiss to my sensitive skin sends pleasure signals straight to my core.


    ¡°Mm, Jade, I missed¡­ooh shit¡± I grip her hair as she bites my nipple before flicking it with her tongue, licking and rubbing the pain away. The stark contrast from pain to pleasure has my mind reeling. I lay back on the table, unable to hold myself up anymore.


    ¡°Just relax baby, it¡¯s been a while since I¡¯ve eaten a proper meal and I want to indulge¡±. Jade grabs my thighs, turning me so I face her where she sits in my previous spot at the end of the table. She tucks her arms under my legs, pulling me to the edge and connecting her lips to my soaking pair between my legs.


    ¡°Oh, yes, Jade, mm¡± her tongue doesn¡¯t wait to dance around my core, lapping up my juices as she sucks on my pussy. Jade continues to French kiss, suck, lick at my core until my legs shake and my moans fill the house.


    ¡°Mmm, fuck me¡­damn¡± Jade slowly inserts a digit into my core and I clench around her as she begins multitasking in my pussy. Her finger moves at a steady pace, while she feasts with her mouth and paints with her tongue. My legs shake and my body shudders as my back arches off the table. Jade inserts two more fingers, stretching my pussy wide and filling me completely.


    ¡°Ooh, mm, Jade, yes, just like that¡± my moans are unintelligible as my tidal waves of pleasure courses through my body. I grip Jade''s hair as her tongue flicks at my clit, feeling my insides stir.


    ¡°You taste fucking divine, Kitten. Don¡¯t hold anything back¡± she raises up to praise me, working her fingers faster, hitting my spot until I¡¯m convulsing under her, screaming her name.


    ¡°Yes, Jade, fuck!¡± my shouts of pleasure and approval travel throughout the room as I explode on her fingers and into her awaiting mouth. I shake as I come down from my high, Jade slowly retracts her fingers, kissing up my body, to my lips, letting me taste my juices on her tongue.


    ¡°Mm, you¡¯re such a good kisser¡± I mumble as she hovers over me with a chuckle, placing soft kisses around my face.


    ¡°You taste better than everything on this table, I forbid you from taking this delicious treat away from me again.¡± Jade¡¯s smirk is devious and my laugh is cut off as she slips two fingers at my sensitive core, pulling a moan from me immediately. My head falls back again as Jade starts moving with relentlessness, her earlier gentle loving strokes long gone and replaced by rough sexy intensity. Jade said she plans to indulge and I plan to luxuriate in every moment.


    I grip her hair as my hips arch to meet her thrust, closing my eyes as my climax is drawn out of me by her talented fingers. I sigh and pant as I catch my breath, making no move to get up. I¡¯m sure if I try to stand right now my legs will give out.


    ¡°I love the faces you make when I drive my fingers deep inside your wet, hot pussy¡±. Jade¡¯s sultry voice purrs into my ear as she slowly retracts her fingers again. I catch my breath and close my eyes at the sheer sexiness dripping from her words. Fuck, she¡¯s almost too much to handle.


    ¡°But, we¡¯re just getting started¡± Jade bites my ear and I let out a harsh gasp at the pain as my eyes fly open. Jade steps back a heated devious smirk on her face as she stares down at my naked form lying on her undoubtedly expensive wood dining room table. She licks her lips and I shudder as my body buzzes with anticipation, preparing itself for any punishment Jade wants to dish out. Jade gives me a look that says to follow her before turning to walk out the room. I gather my senses and will my body to work, forcing myself off the table on shaky legs and trail behind Jade.


    Instead of going to her room she leads me to the door of her ¡®playroom¡¯, looking at me one more time. I try not to squirm under her intense stare as I bite my lip thinking about what awaits me behind this door. I¡¯ve only seen the playroom at her penthouse, it was cliche just like I expected. She showed me so I knew what I was getting myself into, of course I thought she was all talk, she spanked my ass red and fucked me to sleep that night until I was limping in the morning. Needless to say, I haven¡¯t questioned her dominance since. Jade more than lives up to the dominatrix title that used to don her in the past.


    Jade opens the door to the low lit room, motioning for me to walk in first and I do, taking in the seemingly regular room. It¡¯s a bit bigger than her bedroom, with a bar, a single window, chair couch, and a 4-poster bed that hovers over the floor with a sheer canopy that drapes down to the floor. My bare feet pad against the heated floor as I look around the room, feeling Jade¡¯s eyes on me with every step, not too far behind. It¡¯s surprisingly normal, no sign of any toys or sex equipment you¡¯d find in a normal sex room. It just looks like a bigger, unused bedroom, with just a hint of sexiness to play with your imagination.


    ¡°I have never brought anyone in here. I had it redone after I brought you to our house for the first time¡±. Jade says, breaking the silence so casually, like her words won¡¯t turn me into a blushing mess. She just said ¡°ours¡±, I never expected Jade to refer to anything as ours, seeing as this all stemmed from a contract. It¡¯s nice to know that I mean more to her than a piece of paper, it reassures me that Jade has feelings for me even if she won¡¯t say them out loud. Her actions speak loud enough.


    ¡°I expected it to be like the room in your penthouse. You didn¡¯t have to go out of your way, but I do feel special¡±. I feel Jade solidify even more in my heart, knowing that she makes an effort to be a good wife, despite our unconventional start. She¡¯s really sweet and attentive, caring, and completely reliable, she¡¯s everything I need and I can¡¯t fuck it up like I did. I almost lost Jade and I never want to go through that again.


    ¡°As I¡¯ve told you before, Kitten. I do not see you as a submissive¡± Jade comes to stand in front of me, placing a hand on my chest and walking me back to the bed.


    ¡°You are my wife, so I will treat you accordingly¡±. She pushes against my chest so I¡¯m lying on the bed. I hold myself up to watch her slowly strip out of her clothes, my eyes completely captivated by the slow reveal of her fit and curvy body. Thick toned thighs, wide hips, milk chocolate skin, and long fit legs, a flat tummy with a little pudge that I find adorable. She walks to two large cabinet doors revealing the toys I didn¡¯t see earlier lined neatly on the wall. She glances over her shoulder at me where I watch her in anticipation and curiosity, wondering and excited for whatever she has planned ahead.


    Stolen from Royal Road, this story should be reported if encountered on Amazon.


    ¡°Safe word¡±.


    ¡°Cherry¡± my response is instant and brimming with desire. My body has fully recovered from her earlier special treatment in the dining room, and now I want more. Jade smirks, pleased with my response as she looks over all of the various sex toys at her disposal.


    Jade claps her hands twice, making the lights dim as a soft red light lines the top of the walls, giving a warm, almost romantic glow around the room. The sounds of Asiahn¡¯s ¡®Drip¡¯ starts to play in the background adding to the sexy aesthetic Jade effortlessly creates. She grabs something that I¡¯ve never seen before, but judging from the section she picks from, it¡¯s a vibrator.


    ¡°Who do you belong to?¡±


    ¡°You, Mami¡± Jade smirks as I let my accent drip from my tongue. I know she secretly loves it when I call her that. That little smile and pleased nod says it all as the energy in the room shifts, brimming with passion and a deep mutual yearning that burns in our gazes.


    She walks towards me, setting the toy on the bed as her piercing green eyes stare right back at me. Jade is as confident as ever, not showing any hint of hesitation or insecurity as she strips herself bare in front of me, moving her hips slowly to the music. I lick my lips as I watch her tantalizing show, she¡¯s so damn sexy, I can¡¯t believe she¡¯s really all mine. I won¡¯t make the same mistake and let her go like I did ever again.


    She cast her clothes aside before crawling on the bed, hovering over me, her eyes switching between predatory and adoring. Her eyes scan my body one more time before she crashes her lips to mine. I moan and cup her face as she kisses the air out of my lungs. Gone are the gentle and languid kisses from earlier and the surge of pleasure consumes my body once again. Jade is the best kisser, the way she uses her tongue to dance and explore, the variation between suck, bite, give and take, it¡¯s perfection.


    ¡°Mm¡± I moan as she roughly bites my lip, sucking the pain away as I shift beneath her. The tension between my legs builds from just a kiss and touch from Jade and I relish every second.


    Jade lifts up, grabbing my arms and putting them over my head. She shakes her hair from her face, a scheming smile on her face as I catch my breath.


    ¡°Mami¡± I say her name, a silent plea behind her name. With her earlier treatment still leaving my core sensitive and now her teasing, I¡¯m not sure how much more I can take before I start begging and whining for her to put me to sleep in the best way possible.


    ¡°Be a good Kitten and stay still¡± I nod even though I know it¡¯s not a suggestion and remain as still as I can. She reaches above me, allowing her breast to linger near my lips and I do my best to be good as she commanded. Her nipple grazes my lips and I suck in a breath before licking my lips, effectively licking her breast in the process. Jade lets out a sultry moan mixed with a chuckle.


    ¡°Such a cunning little pussy. What should I do with you?¡± Jade purrs as she caresses my arm to my wrist, before attaching the soft, velvet cuffs to my wrist. I close my eyes as the feeling of her wet pussy glides against my torso, taking a deeper breath than necessary, making her shift on me again as she grabs my other wrist, tighter this time. When I¡¯m secured, Jade makes sure that I¡¯m still comfortable, kissing down my arms as I do my best to please her core as it inches closer to my breast. Her clit brushes against my nipple as she kisses my bound wrist and I arch my back earning a moan from us both.


    ¡°Mm, does the Kitten want to be punished?¡± Jade makes sure I¡¯m comfortable and can still move and rotate if necessary before her smirk returns. Without warning Jade grabs my hips, and flips me over so I¡¯m on my stomach. The cuffs maneuver with me easily, as she hikes my ass up, sending a hard slap to each of my ass cheeks.


    ¡°Ah¡­Mami¡± I gasp and moan at the pleasurable pain, feeling my juices leak out of my core and drip onto the bed.


    ¡°You¡¯ve been so fucking naughty lately, Kitten¡± Jade¡¯s hands dance across my body, pinching my nipples, scratching my back, and squeezing my thighs. Anything to send my mind and body into sensory overload. I squirm under her touch, wanting her to relieve this burning tension in my core. I need her.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry Mami¡± Jade hums as her hand returns to my ass, kneading and palming the flesh as the other reaches around my front to tease my clit. My legs shake as her fingers rub my clit in delicate circles.


    ¡°Jade, please, I¡¯ll be good¡± I start whining and squirming as she applies more pressure to my clit, briefly slipping a finger inside my dripping hole. She sends a harsh slap to my ass and I clench around her fingers, moaning at the pain and immense pleasure.


    ¡°Oh, will you?¡±


    ¡°Yes, Mami¡±.


    ¡°Are you going to make up for your actions?¡± I arch my back as she sends three more slaps to each cheek, making me collapse against the bed again.


    ¡°Ahh, yes Mami, I promise¡­just please, ooh, fuck¡± Jade inserts a finger into my pussy without warning, hitting my spot. I fight against the restraints as she pounds my pussy for a good 10 seconds before stopping. I whine and squirm as she retracts her fingers, trying to find her fingers so she can finish what she started.


    ¡°Please what, Kitten?¡± Jade slaps the back of my thighs just under my ass, making my whole body shudder. I can¡¯t take any more damn teasing from this woman.


    ¡°Baby, fuck me please, I can¡¯t take any more teasing. I¡¯m sorry, I¡¯ll be good, I promise, Mami¡±. Jade flips me back over so I¡¯m lying on my back with a clear view of fire in her dark eyes. She licks her lips as she resumes rubbing my clit with no trace of teasing in her at all. Instead she looks serious, more serious than we¡¯ve ever been during sex. There¡¯s something about this moment that just feels so different. Maybe it¡¯s our time apart. Or maybe because my feelings are growing but damn she¡¯s so fucking sexy.


    Jade strokes me gently, reaching over to grab the vibrator, turning it on so the low buzz fills the room over the sound of ¡®Belong Vol 2¡± by Asiahn. How fitting because I feel like I¡¯m hers and hers alone.


    ¡°Are you ready?¡± Jade asks and I nod, opening my legs to give her better access as she places kisses on random spots on my body before working her way to my core. She settles between my legs, placing the low humming toy on my clit.


    ¡°Oooh¡­shiit, yess¡± my hips move on their own accord as I try to find relief from this intense pleasure that has my legs shaking. Jade manipulates the toy in her hands, easing it inside me and making me gasp. Fuck, so good.


    ¡°Mm, mm, Mami¡± my toes curl and I fight against the restraints to grab Jade¡¯s hair so I can keep myself grounded. Fortunately, all I can do is sit there and take immense pleasure like a good girl.


    ¡°You¡¯re so damn beautiful¡± Jade mumbles to herself, seemingly in a world of her own as her eyes switch between watching her fuck me and the faces she has me making. I tug at the restraints again, wanting to touch her, feel her, but judging by the smirk she throws me, my arms will be staying where they are.


    My legs shake as Jade turns up the vibrator, leaving it to rest on my spot as she licks my core. Stars dance behind my eyes and all I can do is moan Jade¡¯s name as she attacks my pussy like it¡¯s the first time.


    ¡°Mm, I love your taste¡± she mumbles to herself as she turns the vibrator to the max setting. It feels like I¡¯m getting licked on the inside and the out, it¡¯s too much for me to handle.


    ¡°Jade, I¡¯m going to¡­fuck¡± Jade moves up, using the toy to fuck me as she kisses me deeply. I wrap my legs around here, driving her deeper.


    ¡°Ahh, Mami! I¡¯m coming¡± Jade doesn¡¯t slow down, as I convulse under her, soaking the sheets beneath me. The room is filled with our moans, her praises, the humming of the vibrator, and the low playing sex songs in the background.


    ¡°You¡¯re something else¡± Jade mumbles to herself before kissing my lips softly as she turns off the vibrator, slowly removing it from my core. I¡¯m speechless and tired, so all I can do is nod my agreement at her statement and kiss her back. Jade puts the toy aside before undoing the velvet cuffs at my wrist, gently holding my arm and easing them down onto the bed.


    I can feel the soreness arising in my body already as I fight to keep my eyes open. Jade gets off the bed, moving around the room before coming back to the bed with water, a dry and wet towel, and some sort of oil. She hands me the cold water before wiping me clean wordlessly, her eyes focused on her ministrations.


    She¡¯s so quiet, she¡¯s never this quiet after sex but it¡¯s not uncomfortable or tense. She actually looks relaxed now, if not deep in thought. I let her think as she takes my water before rubbing the cooling oil on my sore wrist. I sigh as the oil eases the soreness, closing my eyes as she begins massaging my arms, moving around my body, making sure no spot of me goes untouched. I close my eyes and relax against the bed as she sweetly takes care of me, a small smile on my lips at her actions. She¡¯s being so attentive and sweet and I¡¯m loving every second.


    It¡¯s not like this is the first time Jade and I have reconciled like this but she¡¯s never been like this after. I open my eyes as she finishes her massage, going to put everything away before returning to the bed with two robes. I sit up and Jade dresses me in the robe, tying it loosely around my waist, before putting on her own. She brushes the hair from my face, finally looking me in the eyes with a small endearing smile.


    ¡°Are you okay?¡± I laugh and nod, opening my arms in silent request. Jade wraps her arms around my frame before lifting me in from the bed. I wrap my legs around her body and rest my head on her shoulder as she carries me out of the room, to the elevator.


    ¡°I¡¯m more than okay. And you?¡± I ask and she tightens her hold as we get off the elevator and head to our room.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad you¡¯re back home¡± her honesty renders me speechless and I tuck my burning face into her shoulder a wave of shyness suddenly hitting me. What¡¯s going on with her today? I¡¯m the one who fucked up yet I feel like I¡¯m the one being treated. Jade carries me to the bathroom, setting me on the counter as she starts a shower.


    She carries me into the shower where she makes sure to wash every inch of my body, even my hair. I smile at her beautiful wet body and her spontaneous romantic gestures.


    ¡°May I?¡± Jade nods and I give her body the same treatment, caring for every inch of her skin, leaving no spot untouched. We continue to treat each other until we¡¯re settled into bed where she holds me against her chest, her arms wrapped securely around me. I let out a loud yawn as Jade kisses my temple.


    ¡°Go to sleep, Kitten¡± I yawn again, turning to face her and cuddling into her chest.


    ¡°Goodnight, Mami¡± Jade tightens her hold around my waist and I can¡¯t help but smile like an idiot. The last thought on my mind is how deeply I''m starting to love my wife.

 Back To Normal

    I cuddle into the warmth at my back, grasping to the last bits of sleep before I have to start my day. I don¡¯t want to get up even though I have to work. My body is sore and tired but I¡¯m more than satisfied. When Jade said she planned to indulge she wasn¡¯t kidding. It was a long night but perfect nonetheless. More than anything I missed sleeping next to Jade, feeling her secure hold around my waist, the way she kisses my shoulder and nestles her head in my neck before she sleeps. The times of the night when she pulls me closer, or pushes me away because she wants her space, only to grab me even tighter later, I missed it all.


    ¡°We should get ready for work Kitten¡± Jade mumbles, kissing my temple as she rubs patterns on my belly, neither of us make a move to get up. If anything Jade only pulls me closer to her chest and I sigh, rubbing her arm. I¡¯ll never have enough of this.


    ¡°Do we have to? You¡¯re the boss and I¡¯m sure Alexia would understand¡±. Jade scoffs as she kisses the side of my face, making me smile, not opening my eyes. Jade has been so affectionate and lovey all night and I was hoping it wouldn¡¯t fade in the morning. I don¡¯t know what¡¯s going with her but I love it. How am I supposed to leave her side when she¡¯s acting like this?


    ¡°It¡¯s very tempting¡± Jade mumbles, as her kisses go from pecks to more lingered kisses that continue lower and lower until she reaches my marked neck. I smile as her hand moves up my torso to my neck tilting my head to give herself better access.


    ¡°Hm, so maybe we stay¡± my words barely come out above a whisper as her tongue sneaks out to lick my neck. I sigh and reach behind me to rub her leg, contentment and happiness is all I can feel right now and it¡¯s so addictive. Our moment is interrupted by the ringing of her phone, making us both sigh, boss or not, she¡¯s the busiest employee at her company. Jade gives me a final kiss before answering her call.


    ¡°Good morning Imani, what¡¯s going on?¡± Jade gets up and I know that I have to do the same so I won¡¯t be late. Since this is the first divorce case Alexia has had since I¡¯ve started, I have to make sure she has everything she needs. I¡¯m not sure what goes into a divorce case but Amara said they can get messy and there¡¯s a certain decorum that we take. Apparently there¡¯s more catering for divorce clients because of the constant meetings. Like today Billy has another meeting before her and Alexia meets with her soon-to-be ex-wife and her lawyers. After that there''ll be more meetings before they go to court. It all sounds a bit messy and difficult, hopefully something I never have to deal with. I look towards Jade as she talks with Imani while getting ready for work, her body moving on autopilot as she walks around the room.


    I smile as we easily fall into our normal routine of getting ready together. When I¡¯m dressed and ready I finally check my phone to see my phone blown up with messages from my aunt and friends asking or teasing about my dinner and make up with Jade. I¡¯m in the middle of responding when Jade hugs me from behind and I smile, showing her the messages from Karla and Taylor who blew up my phone last night. Which mainly consists of them asking how good this sex was and telling me not to blow it or wimp away from adult conversations.


    ¡°You¡¯re friends seem sweet and they know you well¡±. Jade says and I nod, tucking my phone away and turning in arms so I can face her.


    ¡°Yeah, we¡¯re always busy so there¡¯s barely any time for us to hang out anymore¡±.


    ¡°Your friends are welcome here, you know?¡± I smile just thinking about how much Karla and Taylor would love to see the behind the scenes of a rich person.


    ¡°Really? It wouldn¡¯t bother you?¡±


    ¡°This is your house as well, Kitten¡±. I feel my face heat and try to hide my face, but Jade simply lifts my head.


    ¡°You¡¯re becoming shy again¡± Jade comments, poking my cheeks and I smile at her adorable behavior. Who and where the hell did this woman come from?


    ¡°You¡¯re being so sweet, even after I fucked up. How am I now supposed to be shy?¡±


    ¡°Should I not be sweet to my wife? Angel, you know I never expected you to be perfect, I never wanted you to be and I don¡¯t want you to run from me either. Like I told you last night, trust me to handle all of you. We agreed to be in this together, right?¡±


    ¡°Yes, we are. I promise I won¡¯t run anymore and I¡¯ll be honest about anything you ask¡±.


    ¡°Good, because it was quiet and cold without you and Leya here. I won¡¯t let you go again¡±. Jade grips my hips and I smile at her words as she stares me down, brushing a few strands of hair out of my face. The look in her eyes is more expressive than I¡¯ve ever seen but I can tell that she¡¯s holding back from saying more. I contemplate telling her I love her but decide it¡¯s probably not the best time. I don¡¯t want her to think I¡¯m only saying it because of last night and our reconciliation.


    ¡°This time without you, I never expected to feel so miserable. I didn¡¯t have the energy to do anything, I felt like shit. It sucked and all I wanted was to be with you. I know this relationship started in an unconventional way, but over time my feelings for you have developed into¡­more. I care about you and I want to be the person, the wife you never thought you could have. I wasn¡¯t ready for us to end and I didn¡¯t want to be without you when I agreed to marry you. I¡¯m not going anywhere, as long as you¡¯d like to have me here, I¡¯d like to stay¡±.


    Jade shakes her head before cupping my face, ¡°you¡¯re something else, Kitten¡±. I don¡¯t get the chance to respond before her lips descend on mine, slow, drawing, and intoxicating. The way her lips move with mine, I can never get enough, unfortunately her stupid phone has other plans. I roll my eyes playfully as I move back, nodding towards her phone.


    ¡°You should get that, Imani doesn¡¯t typically call back-to-back like that¡±. Jade answers her phone as I step away to fix my hair.


    ¡°Mm, okay, so what?¡± I get all my things and wait for Jade so we can head out for work. ¡°Who¡¯d he sell his properties to?...You¡¯re fucking kidding me, are you serious, Donovan Mitchell?¡± My ears perk up at the name as I tune into her conversation. That asshole better not be causing trouble for Jade, again. I¡¯d thought we¡¯d gotten rid of that guy but I guess he¡¯s more persistent than I expected.


    ¡°Right, I¡¯ll be there soon, bring up all the properties that Donovan has procured and put the reports on my desk¡±. Jade hangs up with a sigh before rolling her eyes, going into badass boss woman mode. I know that she¡¯s likely going to be working late and too distracted to eat. I make a mental note to have lunch and dinner sent to her office later as she rushes to get her things together.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry Angel, I don¡¯t know when I¡¯ll be home tonight. One of our first clients has sold the majority of his properties and shares to Donovan. I¡¯d rather not work with that man so I need to consider my options, it may take a while, Imani says it¡¯s over 20 properties¡±.


    ¡°I understand, Leya and I will be home waiting for you, just take care of yourself, be safe¡±. Jade tells me the same before leaving the house, her phone attached to her ear as she starts giving out stern orders. I smile and leave for work after locking up the house. I drive with a smile on my face and beaming eyes, everything feels like it¡¯s back in place again. I walk into the office all smiles, even greeting the bitchy, gossipy, nosy bitches in the office.


    ¡°Ooh, someone is happy this morning, I see you and wifey made up¡± I wink and smile at Amara and Kevin, the newest office couple as I get settled in at my desk.


    ¡°Good morning love birds, how are you two this morning?¡± Kevin gets shy and awkward while Amara¡¯s smile is similar to mine, she¡¯s beaming and I laugh at the couple. They¡¯re so cute  together, the quiet mail guy and the outgoing lovable CEO secretary, an unlikely but very attractive couple.


    ¡°I¡¯m doing fucking amazing¡± Amara runs her hand down Kevin¡¯s chest and the poor guy practically melts onto the floor.


    ¡°H-Hey, w-were at work¡± Kevin gently grabs Amar¡¯s hand, removing it from his chest and running a hand through his hair. ¡°Right, I should get to the mailroom¡± Kevin barely takes a step before Amara grabs his shirt with a mischievous smirk. His face is beet red and he looks between me and her but I start my work giving them their ¡°privacy¡±.


    ¡°Baby, aren¡¯t you forgetting something?¡± Kevin sputters and stutters before taking a deep breath. He kisses her after that and I smile to myself, giving him a mental pat on the back, there you go buddy. When they¡¯re done, Amara sends him on his way, tripping, beaming, and red as hell, with a satisfied smile on her face.


    ¡°I think you broke him for a second there¡±. Amara laughs and nods, gathering papers from her desk.


    ¡°I know right, it¡¯s so cute seeing him all flustered like that. But anyway a bunch of us are going out tonight, you coming?¡±


    ¡°Sorry, I can¡¯t tonight¡±.


    ¡°No worries, if you change your mind, we¡¯ll be at the usual place¡±. I nod as she disappears to Alexia¡¯s office to fill her in for the day. I call the cafe at Jade¡¯s job and order a meal replacement smoothie to be delivered to her office before I start working. I spend most of the morning adjusting Alexia¡¯s busy ass schedule with Amara, and setting up meeting rooms for her different clients. It¡¯s around lunchtime when Amara and I finally get a break.


    She invites me to go to lunch with her and Kevin but I decline and head downstairs to the cafe instead. On the way down, I call my grandmother and get an update on her health. I didn¡¯t notice anything at the party, but my mother¡¯s words have been replaying in my mind since she cornered me in that kitchen. I wouldn¡¯t be able to forgive myself if something happened to her and I didn¡¯t help, all because I didn¡¯t believe my mother.


    ¡°Angel, is everything alright? You don¡¯t normally call during work?¡± I pay and find a table near the window, leaning back in my chair and watching all of the people scurrying around outside.


    ¡°I¡¯m on my lunch break, I was just calling to check on you?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m good baby, I¡¯m just here with your mother, she¡¯s making us some lunch now. How¡¯s Leya?¡±


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    ¡°She¡¯s fine, my Tia said she was a little difficult this morning, tried to throw a fit because she couldn¡¯t take her toys to school¡±.


    ¡°Hm, if Selena dropped her off does that mean you talked with your wife?¡± I can¡¯t stop my smile and the heat rising on my cheeks as I recall the events of last night. Reconciling with Jade lifted a huge weight on my shoulders and sorrow from my heart. I was preparing myself to lose her, telling myself that I was fine without her, but I wasn¡¯t. I was going through life in a daze, everything felt mundane, food was bland, and life was boring. Jade brings excitement, adventure, care, and attentiveness that I¡¯ve never had with anyone. She introduced me to a different world that I never believed I could step foot in. Jade is someone I didn¡¯t know I wanted and never want to be without.


    ¡°Yes, I told her everything about Andres and A.J¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad you¡¯ve finally been able to talk about it, Angel. I know how much that impacted you and your mental health. You became recluse and quiet, you give your all for others just so you don¡¯t have to care for yourself. After you lost Andres, I was sure we¡¯d lose you too. But ever since you met this new wife of yours, I¡¯ve noticed you going back to your old self. No longer the shy, stuttering, unconfident girl, into a beautiful, strong, confident young woman. The credit isn¡¯t all Jade¡¯s, of course, but I think she pushed you to take the first step¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, Jade has been incredible, even through all the obstacles we¡¯ve faced so far, we just seem to come back to each other. But I didn¡¯t call to talk about Jade, mom told me things have been a struggle with the house and you¡¯ve been having some problems lately. What¡¯s going on?¡± My grandma sighs before mumbling how my mother talks too much.


    ¡°I¡¯m just old, baby nothing you young folk need to worry over¡±.


    ¡°Abuela¡± she¡¯s avoiding the subject. I guess it¡¯s as serious as my mom said.


    ¡°My osteoarthritis is acting up and I¡¯ve been getting edemas in my legs, and my immune system is wearing down. I¡¯m almost 90 years old baby, there¡¯s no need for you to stress, so stop frowning like that¡±. I laugh a little, relaxing my face and leaning back in my seat, looking outside.


    ¡°Is your medicine not helping?¡±


    ¡°The medicine I have is just for pain, regular over the counter medicine from the pharmacy. I¡¯m not paying all that money for them drugs, besides having the bills paid are far more important¡±.


    ¡°What about my parent¡¯s money, what happened?¡±


    ¡°Hm, something about the bar needing renovations and remodeling and lack of funds, I don¡¯t know sweetheart¡±.


    ¡°Well, then I¡¯ll take care of it¡±.


    ¡°Absolutely not¡±.


    ¡°Abuela-¡±


    ¡°No, you have your own daughter and family to take care of, don''t worry about us old folk. Now, you finish your lunch and get back to work, I¡¯ll talk to you later. Love you baby¡±. My grandma hangs up before I can say another word and I sigh, rolling my eyes at the stubborn woman. If I have the means to help my grandmother, I will. She¡¯s done so much for me, stuck by my side when I was cast aside and loves me despite my constant mistakes. I¡¯ll give my all to her, so I text my mom and ask how much they need.


    I sigh, pushing my plate away as I run a hand through my hair as worry starts to creep into my bones. My grandmother writes off her health whenever it¡¯s serious, she gets secretive and pushes it aside as if it¡¯s unimportant.


    ¡°That doesn¡¯t look like the face of a woman who makes the best coffee I¡¯ve ever tasted¡±. The voice of Billy sounds beside me and I look up just as she sits at the empty table in front of me. Why is she suddenly popping up all over the office now?


    ¡°Ms. Shaw, is there something I can do for you?¡± The tattooed woman smirks, leaning back in the chair and crossing her legs, I guess she won¡¯t be leaving any time soon.


    ¡°First, you can stop being so formal with one and two, you can tell me what¡¯s bothering you¡±.


    ¡°It¡¯s nothing important, just family things, how¡¯s your case coming along?¡± Billy eyes my subject but goes with the flow regardless and I¡¯m glad she¡¯s not the pushy type.


    ¡°Ugh, I wish it¡¯d be over already, my ex is stalling and trying to ¡°work things out ". It''s stressful to say the least. I¡¯ll be relieved when it¡¯s over¡±.


    ¡°Wow, I have to admit I¡¯ve never seen a divorce handled up close, it¡¯s¡­extensive, for lack of a better word¡±. Billy laughs, nodding her head as she sips on the coffee in her hand. I¡¯m starting to think this woman is addicted to coffee.


    ¡°I¡¯m sure normal couples have it easy, but my ex has a thing for drama and theatrics¡±. I frown at the bitterness in Billy¡¯s tone. I wonder why she married someone that she seems to barely be able to stand.


    ¡°You have the same look that Jade had when I told her I was getting a divorce¡±.


    ¡°It sounds like you and Jade are close¡±.


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say close, I considered us friends since I was one of the few people she spoke and performed with. But that stone cold dominatrix never regarded me as more than an acquaintance. We worked at the club together and I was one of her first investors after she went all corporate and quit the club. I hadn¡¯t seen her until she came whining into Alexia¡¯s office during one of our meetings about a week ago¡±. I look at Billy and nod slowly.


    ¡°So, you¡¯re a dominatrix too?¡± I look at Billy in consideration, she gives off more of the woman next door vibes rather than a dominant like Jade.


    ¡°I know what you¡¯re thinking and every dom is different. Jade in particular has always had her own way of doing this. She¡¯s stern and strict, but classy about it all, it¡¯s what made her stand out at our club. It wasn¡¯t just an act or performance, that was just Jade 24/7, stone cold bitch that one but I suppose it¡¯s what made her stand out amongst us all¡± Billy laughs fondly like she¡¯s talking about an old friend.


    ¡°I understand that Jade was quite popular¡± I can¡¯t help the lick of jealousy when I think of Jade¡¯s past. But I remind myself that I¡¯m being ridiculous and roll my eyes, I need to get a grip, my feelings are starting to get carried away. Billy laughs at my mild irritation, obviously noticing my jealousy as she sips her coffee.


    ¡°Jade Knight has always been popular, whether she likes it or not, it comes with the name. I see that popularity is rubbing off on you as well¡±. Billy looks around pointedly at the people subtly and not-so subtly recording and taking pictures of us. I sigh because I know it¡¯s going to be all over the internet later and the press is going to eat it up. From what it sounds like, Jade is having problems with Donovan and work. I don¡¯t know the extent of it but she doesn¡¯t need any extra stress right now.


    ¡°Yeah, it seems to never end, people love to talk. I don¡¯t know why they¡¯re so interested in me, I don¡¯t even do anything. Jade is the business mogul¡±.


    ¡°And you¡¯re her wife, first wife, and the only one to capture her heart¡±. I inwardly snicker at Billy¡¯s theatrics but nod.


    ¡°I suppose so¡±.


    ¡°Have you checked your socials lately? The page for you and Jade has 2 million followers now, people love you two together and they love this side of Jade that you¡¯ve brought out. I mean, nobody ever imagined THE Jade Knight to ever go to an amusement park or a cafe that wasn¡¯t 4-star at least. To people, she seems more approachable, less scary, and that¡¯s on account of you¡±.


    ¡°I never really knew Jade before we first met, I just knew her as the woman who owned the hotel I was working at. She was my rich, poker-faced boss, intimidating but I wouldn¡¯t say unapproachable. You just had to get past your nerves¡±. I remember clearly the night Jade and I met, I was nervous but I still wanted to talk to her, despite my better judgment. However, I¡¯m so glad I decided to take her offer that night and listen to the proposal she made. We¡¯ve been through a lot but I think it¡¯s made us closer in the long run. We have an understanding that¡¯s just between us.


    ¡°She was a hard ass, scary, uptight, kind of snobby, and never smiled, but when it came to business and control, she¡¯s a genius. From knowing the unimpressed college student who walked into the club as if she owned it, to seeing the woman she is with now, I can see a definite change, for the better. Her parents are, well you¡¯ve met them, so it¡¯s not surprising Jade approached life the way she did, but with you Angel, she¡¯s seeing things differently. I know she believes the same, I could tell when she came crying to Alexia that you two hadn¡¯t spoken for a week and she didn¡¯t know what to do¡±.


    ¡°I feel like you¡¯re exaggerating a bit, Jade isn¡¯t the crying type¡±.


    ¡°No, she isn¡¯t and she¡¯d never admit it, but the girl was crying, you can ask Alexia and Nikki if you don¡¯t believe me, they were there¡±. Billy smirks and I start telling her I still don¡¯t believe her when my phone starts vibrating.


    ¡°Well, that¡¯s my alarm, I need to get back to work¡±. I pack up my things, grabbing my uneaten lunch to put in the fridge upstairs. I stand and turn to leave when she calls me  back.


    ¡°Wait, I¡¯ll walk with you¡± Billy sidles up to my side and I shake my head.


    ¡°I don¡¯t think that¡¯s a good idea¡± Billy laughs, waving me off as we walk out of the cafe.


    ¡°Don¡¯t worry your pretty little head, I¡¯m no home-wrecker but there is something I¡¯d like to discuss with you¡±.


    ¡°With me? What is it?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m not only in photography but beverages as well, primarily coffee, though we¡¯ve been considering delving into alcoholic products. I¡¯m the co-founder of Tritea¡±. I stop walking and look at Billy in disbelief, before eyeing the coffee cup in her hands. Tritea is the most famous coffee and tea brand in the United States, it¡¯s also my favorite and one of the two brands I drink. The other is some expensive shit Jade has that I don¡¯t know how to say the name of. I can¡¯t believe Billy is the co-founder she seems so carefree, not corporate like I¡¯ve come to expect.


    ¡°Wow, I love Tritea drinks, I didn¡¯t know you were the co-founder¡±.


    ¡°I prefer to spend my time traveling and researching rather than being in the office. I save that for my partner. But anyway, I wasn¡¯t exaggerating when I said your coffee was the best I¡¯ve ever had. I¡¯ve never tasted our coffee prepared so well, it was perfect and the smooth, creamy, airy, whipped style inspired us to come up with a new recipe. Yours, Angel¡±.


    ¡°What? Mine? But I didn¡¯t do anything?¡±


    ¡°I disagree, in fact, me and my partner and co-founder, Jessica both believe that this will be one of our most popular brands yet. We want your recipe and your name on it, we¡¯d also like you to be a spokeswoman if you¡¯re willing¡±.


    ¡°What would that mean, exactly?¡±


    ¡°Well, you¡¯d be the face of Tritea Angel, with your recipe and how to make the perfect whipped coffee, some photoshoots, appearances, maybe interviews, nothing you haven¡¯t done before. I saw you and Jade¡¯s instagram, you¡¯re a natural and the media love you, plus we¡¯d pay you of course, you¡¯d also get a percentage in stock whenever your product sells¡±. I look at Billy and she¡¯s being completely serious. I shake my head in disbelief, I really didn¡¯t do anything but make coffee since the cafe was giving Amara a hard time.


    ¡°I¡¯m not sure about the photoshoots or interviews but, I¡¯ll think about it¡±. Billy and I keep talking about this job proposal of hers on the way up to the office before parting ways after I promised to think it over. I suppose I have no reason to decline the offer but really? Coffee? I didn¡¯t do anything special but make the coffee the way I like. It seems wrong to take credit for something a lot of other people do as well.


    I settle into my desk and check my social media to see if I¡¯m as popular as Billy said. I¡¯ve been avoiding all my socials for the past 2 weeks. My eyes widen as I see the thousands of messages and friend requests and I let out a relief seeing that my main account is still private. I guess Billy wasn¡¯t kidding after all, I¡¯m popular by association. I check the joint account I have with Jade, something her dad made us create along with the photoshoots and interviews. The followers have reached 2 million and I shake my head. People are just curious about my life that¡¯s why they¡¯re flooding the social media accounts.


    These people even managed to find out that I wasn¡¯t with Jade for 2 weeks and we were spotted driving together last night. They¡¯re better than some detectives, how do they manage to get a picture through Jade¡¯s tinted windows? They even have pictures of Billy and I from barely 10 minutes ago and are trying to make it look like a date or Jade¡¯s replacement. Just when I thought everything was going back to normal. I sigh and roll my eyes as I follow the link to an article that was just posted. I look at the picture and frown at how close it is, it¡¯s clearly not zoomed in, meaning whoever took this photo was in the cafe. Some journalist by the name of Shana Rogers.


    Why does that sound so familiar?

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    Jade Knight


    My face is twisted into a permanent scowl as I look over the reports that Imani compiled. It seems my parents have decided to return to their scheming ways, for some reason they are insistent on controlling my life. My father has finally given me ownership of the company and while I wait for the paperwork to get processed, my mother decided to ¡°officially retire¡±.


    She sold all of the properties she¡¯s invested and a quarter of my fathers, along with her shares to that slimy prick, Donovan Mitchell. I foolishly believed marrying Angel will stop them from meddling but I was wrong. This decision of hers inevitably ties me and the asshole together.


    Unless I cut ties with those properties and buy out his shares. However, from these reports, those businesses are the most profitable. The company has invested a lot of money in those companies, some for years, cutting ties with them would be a big loss.


    I groan in irritation and rub my eyes, I¡¯ve been trying to find solutions for hours. I¡¯ve spent all day on this shit and I¡¯ve gotten nowhere but a massive headache. I sigh, standing from my desk and going over to my bar, pouring myself a drink. I¡¯ve spent all day on this shit with Donovan and my mother that my other work has been neglected. I was planning on getting caught up today after wallowing in my anger and pity for the past 2 weeks. Last night was unlike any night I¡¯d ever experienced. Make-up sex is not new to me in the slightest but last night there was a shift in the air I had never experienced. I considered calling off until my phone rang and reminded me of the mountains of work I had waiting.


    I told Angel I¡¯d be home late but I doubt I¡¯ll make it home tonight at all. There¡¯s no way I¡¯m going to be tied to that man in any way and I won¡¯t rest until I find a way out of this latest scheme. Even if it means taking a major loss to our assets and profit.


    I hear commotion outside my door and close my eyes at the impending storm coming my way. I down my drink letting the cool liquor warm my insides and relax my muscles


    ¡°Excuse me you can¡¯t just-¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s alright, sweetheart, I¡¯m sure it¡¯s only a matter of time until I¡¯m your boss after all¡± the arrogance of Donovan creeps into my office and I pour another drink.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Mrs. Knight, he just barged in¡±. Donovan snickers at Imani¡¯s use of ¡°Mrs¡± and I make sure my face is cold and unbothered as I turn around.


    ¡°What do you want, Donovan?¡±


    ¡°Wow, that¡¯s no way to talk to a business partner¡± his smirk is as obnoxious as ever as he unbuttons his Armani suit jacket. I refrain from rolling my eyes and return to my desk, feeling his blatant stare burn into my ass. I¡¯ve never minded anyone¡¯s eyes on me, I know my body is top notch, I¡¯ve worked to keep it that way. But I could do without Donovan¡¯s predatory stare every time we¡¯re in the same room.


    ¡°We¡¯re not business partners, Donovan. If you¡¯re not here to do anything but waste my time then kindly see yourself out. Some of us have to work like adults instead of living off of our family¡¯s money¡±. He laughs off my remark, crossing his legs and settling into the chair. Naturally, he does the complete opposite of what I want.


    ¡°Well I should be, as the new most profitable business owner under the Knight Company brand, I believe I have the best knowledge and experience to run a company of this magnitude¡±. He points out the papers detailing the businesses he just obtained sitting on my desk. I hold back my sneer, leaning my face blank as I stare at the arrogant ignorance of this man.


    ¡°Are you here for a purpose, Donovan?¡± His smirk widens because he knows he¡¯s getting under my skin despite my calm demeanor.


    ¡°It seems a number of my properties have been neglected. I am here to submit plans for 20 remodels, 5 rebuilds, as well as an increase in capital for necessary resources. I believe 1.2 million would suffice¡±. I scoff out a laugh and shake my head. This man has lost his mind.


    ¡°You¡¯ve officially gone insane¡±.


    ¡°On the contrary, I happened to receive prime real estate for an exceptional price in the early years of establishment. My requests are more than reasonable. Besides, the contract states that the investment firm will be willing to allocate funds for remodel and rebuilding in the first 5 years of establishment. I believe that my new properties are only in year 4 and meet all the necessary requirements¡±. Donovan presents a thick manila folder, placing it on my desk as he stands.


    ¡°I¡¯m sure the infamous and generous Knight industries won¡¯t tear a client and investor with impartial judgment¡±. He buttons his jacket with that stupid smug look never leaving his face.


    ¡°Say hello to your beautiful wife. So sorry I missed the wedding, I haven¡¯t heard many details but knowing a Knight I¡¯m sure it was outstanding. So look forward to hearing more about it, after all, most real marriages with people of our status require a ceremony¡±. His implication is clear and this time my sneer is unstoppable. He can do as he pleases with me. I won''t let him harm Angel in any way. The threat is loud and clear, he¡¯s going to do everything he can to prove that this marriage is a contract marriage.


    I sit at my desk for 20 minutes after Donovan leaves, staring at the folder, his insane demands ringing through my ears.


    ¡°I apologize Mrs. Knight, I couldn¡¯t stop him¡±. I stand from my desk and return to my bar. If I give in now the demand will only increase until I¡¯m in an impossible position. On the other hand, if I try his hand he could go agree Angel. My image has never mattered to me. I made it point to do whatever and whoever the fuck I please, but Angel is different. She¡¯s sweet and innocent, a woman I dragged along until my selfish plots, until my own desires became mundane. I found pleasure in spoiling Angel and exposing her to a side of life she never imagined. She¡¯s so simple and easy to please, never asking for anything but time and attention, it makes it easy to care for her.


    She¡¯s a sweet, sometimes feisty little kitten, lovable even.


    Love. I never thought I¡¯d think of the word, quite frankly, I don¡¯t know if that¡¯s how I feel for Angel. I just know I have an overwhelming urge to provide, protect, and care for her in any way she desires, for as long as possible.


    I won¡¯t let any of these damn vultures hurt her again, she belongs to me.


    ¡°It¡¯s going to be a long night Imani¡± I grab the bottle and my glass, returning to my desk. Imani nods and starts writing on her notepad.


    ¡°I¡¯ll call the restaurant for dinner and coffee and bring the account files for all of the properties newly owned by Mr. Mitchell. I will also call your wife and let her know¡±. I nod and reluctantly open the manila folder. Imani is always vigilant and on top of everything I need. After years of working together she knows how I like things run. She may be one of the highest paid assistants in the United States, but after we figure this shit out with Donovan, I¡¯ll definitely give her a raise.


    ¡°Thank you Imani¡±.


    ¡°Of course ma¡¯am¡±. Imani leaves to get to work and I crack my neck, settling into my seat. It¡¯s going to be a long night, but I¡¯ll do anything to protect Angel. This is the first time I¡¯ve ever desired something so vanilla and normal but with Angel everything is¡­normal? Easygoing. I suppose, with her, it¡¯s easy not to worry about anything. The new feelings that she invokes within me is addicting and I¡¯m not ready to sober up just yet.


    Imani returns a few minutes later with a bag of food from my favorite restaurant, courtesy of Angel with the message to take care of myself as I work. I smile and send her my gratitude and apology before putting my phone on silent. I need to focus and find a way around this bullshit my parents have started.


    The only way I can see Donovan getting out of the shares is if he breaches the contract. I want a flashlight up his ass, every transaction, everyone under his employ and my brand. There¡¯s no chance in hell am I just writing a check and giving him that money, so I¡¯ll go visit them all on my own later. Then I¡¯ll determine what needs a remodel and what needs to be redone. If he really wants to do his stupid little projects, he can pay for it himself. I could give a damn if I¡¯m seen as a bitch, it wouldn¡¯t be anything new. I¡¯ve built my name being a stone-cold, take no bullshit C.E.O, my image has never mattered to me.


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    However, it¡¯s not just me anymore, there¡¯s Angel and Leya too, not to mention this other kid, A.J she just told me about. I¡¯m in their life now and I¡¯ve brought them my drama which makes them all my responsibility. Angel trusts me and I can tell that she has deeper feelings for me than she wants to admit, I can¡¯t break that trust. I also don¡¯t want her to lose those feelings, not as mine are starting to grow and develop at the same level. Angel is special, so is this unconventional relationship we have, I want it to last.


    I worked diligently the entire night and it honestly felt a bit nostalgic. I haven¡¯t stayed in the office until 4 a.m since I first took over as C.E.O. I finish packing up paperwork and make sure I have everything to visit the business later then go to Imani who¡¯s asleep on the couch.


    She passed out at around 1 a.m so I simply covered her with a blanket and let her rest. She works just as hard as I do and it shows in her productivity. Even half asleep she managed to write up perfectly accurate reports, down to punctuation. I call a car for her and lightly nudge her shoulders. She shoots up immediately, stuttering apologies and preparing to get back to work but I stop her.


    ¡°A car is coming for you, you did well, take the day off¡±.


    ¡°Are you sure ma¡¯am? With Donovan and everything going on-¡±


    ¡°Let me worry about Donovan, go get some rest¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ll just clean up and be on my way then, thank you¡±. I laugh and shake my head.


    ¡°Get your ass out of here already. I¡¯ll need you well-rested for tomorrow¡±. Imani finally gathers her things with a final nod, leaving my office and I sigh. I begin cleaning up our mess as I mentally formulate my plan. If all else fails I¡¯ll take the loss and remove all of those businesses from the Knight brand.


    It¡¯s 5:30 in the morning when I finally arrive home and I thank Nate, telling him I¡¯ll be ready to leave soon. When I go inside, the delicious smell of breakfast and coffee fill my house and I pause, taking a deep inhale. I¡¯ve never come home after a late night of working to smell food waiting for me. I go to the kitchen and see my gorgeous wife, cooking and humming to low playing music. Hearing me enter she turns around, still dressed in her silk short pajama shorts and tank top, with a silk robe.


    ¡°Good morning, I know you¡¯re tired but breakfast will be ready soon. Go shower and maybe rest a little¡±. She returns to poaching her eggs and I wordlessly go over and wrap my arms around her body. I sigh and relax as she rubs my hair, the exhaustion and stress from the night suddenly hitting me.


    ¡°There¡¯s no time to rest, I have a lot of business to visit today, most of them restaurants and hotels so it¡¯ll take a while. I just came home to shower and change¡±.


    ¡°Well you¡¯re eating before you go. I assume this has to do with Donovan?¡± I nod telling her about my parents schemes, Donovan''s million dollar demand, his stupid projects, as well as his innuendo about our marriage.


    ¡°I promise I won¡¯t let him harm you or your image, nor Leya¡¯s and A.J¡¯s¡±. Angel doesn''t say anything for a moment and I get worried that she¡¯s beginning to second guess her decision. I just got her back, I won¡¯t let her go so easily. She finishes making a plate of eggs benedict for mr before turning and holding the plate with a smile.


    ¡°Of course I want Leya and A.J to be safe and protected from reporters and paparazzi, but as for me, I don¡¯t care what they have to say. I don¡¯t care if people think we have a contract marriage, we agreed to try something real. That¡¯s all that matters to me, besides it¡¯s our relationship not outside people, I don¡¯t care what they have to say. All you need to worry about is eating, showering, changing, and kicking Donovan¡¯s pretentious ass¡±. Angel¡¯s smile is radiant and her words relieve every ounce of stress from my body. This comfort and reassurance is unlike I¡¯ve ever felt.


    This feeling¡­my heart is practically racing like I¡¯ve just run a marathon. Those clich¨¦ feelings exist in real life? Is this what being in a relationship feels like? To care so immensely for a single person that you¡¯d do anything for them? Someone you can¡¯t seem to fathom not having in your life?


    I wonder, is this what love feels like?


    ??????????


    Angel


    I can¡¯t help but be all smiles as I run my errands for the day. This morning was beyond memorable, Jade was insatiable when she came home despite being at work all night. She wasted no time putting me on the counter and making me see stars. She was vigorous and even pushed her important work aside to be with me this morning. I never imagined that I¡¯d care about me more than her job, but mornings like this I can¡¯t help but feel special. Her every touch seems intentional and her kisses convey a message, letting me know this is just as real to her as it is to me.


    It doesn¡¯t matter what people like Donovan, Shana, or Jade¡¯s parents have to say, what Jade and I have is real to me. We¡¯ve been through a lot together already and right now it feels like we can get through any battle, as long as we have each other. I push my cart up and down the aisles, reading the list of groceries I put together on my phone when someone collides into my cart.


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry-¡± I begin to apologize but am quickly cut off by a gasp as I look up at the shorter, overly excited woman and nervous looking man behind her.


    ¡°Oh my God, just my luck, you¡¯re Angel Knight¡±.


    ¡°Um, do I know you?¡±


    ¡°No, of course not, I¡¯m just the woman that your wife got fired, Shana Rogers, it¡¯s a pleasure¡±. Jade got someone fired? Why? Wait, Shana, that name is familiar¡­oh, shit, she¡¯s the reporter. Isn¡¯t she the same one who reported on me and Billy eating lunch? Is she stalking me or something?¡±


    ¡°The reporter right?¡± Her smile is wide despite her slight against Jade and she looks thrilled to have run into me as she holds out her hand for me to shake. I raise my brow, looking at them both, then her hand, before slowly reaching out. She doesn¡¯t hesitate to grab my hand, shaking it with vigor as her smile widens.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight, I have been praying for the chance to meet you and to think it¡¯d happen here of all places¡±. I drop my hand and give her a skeptical look.


    ¡°Praying to meet me huh? Is that why you¡¯ve been stalking me?¡± The guy beside Shana nudges her shoulder giving her a ¡°what the fuck¡± look and I inwardly nod. Exactly, this bitch has a screw loose.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight you misunderstand me, I haven¡¯t been stalking you, I¡¯m just a reporter at heart. When I see someone famous doing things us fans don¡¯t expect I get a bit excited. I love my job after all and I¡¯ve been reporting on Jade night since my intern days. Usually C.E.O¡¯s love the press, take Donovan Mitchell for example, he eats up the press when it¡¯s around and uses it to boost popularity for his company. But Jade Knight, the secretive, mysterious, aloof, triumphant business force absolutely refuses to give any insight on her life or company. This year was the most interviews she¡¯s done, ever¡­and I believe that is on account of you. It has to be, right? She¡¯s changed so much since you guys were first reported together¡±. The guy beside her puts his hand on her shoulder, stopping her crazy lady rant and I nod slowly.


    ¡°I apologize about Shana, as she said, she loves her job¡±. Well at least her friend here is nice.


    ¡°Yeah, I see, so is that why you decided to involve my daughter in your overzealous ambitions? Because it¡¯s interesting? That¡¯s why you said Jade got you fired, isn''t it?¡±


    ¡°I admit, I stepped too far but seriously, who ever imagined that THE Jade Knight would become a step-mother. I mean the woman used to swear up and down that she¡¯d never have children¡±.


    ¡°Why are you so interested in Jade anyway?¡±


    ¡°Because she''s mysterious, gorgeous, rich, and successful. She used to carry herself with such coldness and everyone around her seemed like a bother, despite that her business was more than successful. If you want to have a good striving business you get Knight Industries to invest in you, and if you¡¯re that good and fall under their brand, your business is practically set for life. She¡¯s one of the least personable investors in the world, but she¡¯s also the best, it¡¯s very fascinating¡±. I suppose it¡¯s no different than when I worked at the bar and everybody fawned over the sexy bitch of a boss, Jade. However, this woman definitely takes obsession to another level.


    ¡°Well, I¡¯m just going to go¡±.


    ¡°Wait, please, one interview¡±.


    ¡°After that shit you did to my daughter, not to mention what you wrote yesterday?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m sorry, I¡¯ve been reduced to working independently, I have to make a living somehow and people love gossip. Please, one interview and I won¡¯t write any more slam pieces ever¡±. She clasps her hands together with a hopeful look in her eyes and I sigh. So far she¡¯s been our biggest pain in the ass when it comes to reporters. If I get ahead of any rumors that Donovan may try to spread it would be one less thing for Jade to worry about.


    ¡°Stop following us and leave my family out of it and take that article down. I want this off the record, you didn¡¯t hear anything from me, just an inside source, deal?¡±. Shana nods like a bobblehead. She looks ready to explode from her excitement as we shake hands again.


    ¡°This is the only one you¡¯re getting, then leave us alone and go report on someone actually famous¡±. I schedule the interview a week from now and she practically skips away with her friend giving me a grateful and apologetic smile. That Shana woman definitely has some issues. I continue shopping, debating what I want to make for dinner tonight when I feel my phone go off in my pocket. I frown seeing an unknown number, but answer it regardless.


    ¡°Hello?¡±


    ¡°Mija, it¡¯s your mother¡±. My mom? She hasn¡¯t called me mija since I was kid and how did she get my number?


    ¡°Um, yeah, what¡¯s up?¡±


    ¡°Your father and grandmother were in an accident and they¡¯re in the hospital¡­¡± I hang up as soon as my mother tells me the hospital, abandoning my cart and speed walking to my car.


    This can¡¯t be happening.

 Cant Keep My Hands To Myself

    ¡°Leya, you want to pick my shoes?¡± Leya comes running into our closet and I show her the tennis shoes that will go with my gray joggers and white tank top. She picks my Nike Air Max ST 1992 and I high-five her choice.


    ¡°Go get your bag so we can go¡± Leya runs out to get the bag I packed for her this morning while I slip on my shoes and finish my hair. When I¡¯m done I clean my mess and go to my room, checking my bag to make sure I have everything ready for A.J¡¯s game. When I¡¯m sure I¡¯m ready, I get Leya and go downstairs where Jade is waiting and talking on the phone. I grab the bag of snacks I asked her to get ready for us and we all head out to the car.


    ¡°I don¡¯t care what he has to say, he¡¯s a minority owner, regardless he needs my approval for any construction. If he decides to go forth on his own dime, keep a record of the project. Who he hires, who does every single stage of wiring, I want to know everything¡±. I smile as I strap Leya into her seat while Jade continues her call. Business Jade used to intimidate me but now she¡¯s just sexy. So commanding and in control, she¡¯s in her element when it comes to business. I love that I have a front row seat to support her. Jade pulls out of the driveway, connecting her phone to the car, making a Latino male¡¯s voice sound throughout the car.


    ¡°Yes ma¡¯am, Mrs. Knight, I will make sure everything is taken care of¡±.


    ¡°Thank you, Jos¨¦¡±.


    ¡°Hey, it¡¯s my business as well, I only want to do the best for our customers¡±.


    ¡°Then we have the same goal, keep me updated¡±. I smile as Jade says her goodbyes to the man before sending a message to Imani. After being Alexia¡¯s personal assistant and helping Amaya I know how busy it can be. I can only imagine Jade¡¯s workload. I wonder how Imani handles it all when Jade has so many clients and is constantly busy.


    ¡°What? Why are you smiling?¡±


    ¡°No reason in particular, I like watching you work¡±. Jade¡¯s cocky smirk slowly makes its way to her face and I feel my core jump before forcing myself to calm down.


    ¡°Oh yeah, why is that?¡±


    ¡°I like seeing you take control and how you  command everything around you. It¡¯s admirable and sexy. But are you sure you don¡¯t need to work, I¡¯m sure A.J would understand¡±. As soon as I told A.J that Jade and I made up, he begged me to ask her to come to his first game. I made him ask Jade himself and she immediately agreed and cleared her schedule for him and Leya. She doesn¡¯t even think twice about treating my kids as her own. She can be so sweet sometimes it¡¯s impossible not to love her at this point.


    ¡°Of course, I apologize about the calls I¡¯m keeping a close eye on Donovan and his schemes. As soon as he breaches the contract he¡¯s out. He even tried tearing restaurants down in claims of a renovation. That would seriously harm the employees and owners, it was practically a shutdown and rebranding¡±.


    ¡°How are you so sure he¡¯ll breach the contract?¡±


    ¡°Knight industries has always had a zero-tolerance policy. Donovan is an as-butthole, so it¡¯s only a matter of time¡±. I smirk at Jade, holding in my laugh at her censorship. Since when does Jade censor herself?


    ¡°Why are you looking at me like that?¡±


    ¡°You censored yourself, it¡¯s cute¡±.


    ¡°Well of course, there¡¯s a kid in the car¡±. She states the words as if it¡¯s obvious which makes me smile more. I can¡¯t believe this is the same woman that never wanted kids, she¡¯s great with them. We talk during the entire drive and when her phone hours off she dutifully ignores it. It made me feel special, she said that we¡¯re more important than her work but training and actions are different. Jade has proven everything she says. Even without telling me how she feels verbally I can get the hint regardless.


    I¡¯m starting to think Nate wasn¡¯t too far off. Who would¡¯ve thought a woman like Jade would start falling in love with little ole me? I don¡¯t know if I should be cheeky or grateful, so I settle for both. Jade finds a parking spot at the packed soccer fields and Leya starts cheering to see A.J.


    ¡°Hey listen, I don¡¯t care if you play and you can sit on your own but do not run into that field. Do you understand me?¡± Leya is jumping in her seat and I know that she¡¯s not listening. I sigh but get her out of the car as Jade gets the bag and lawn chairs. I notice a few people pointing us out but mostly everyone is focused on their own kids and family. With all the drama it¡¯s been a while since Jade and I have gone out on a family outing. It reminds me of how this all started, we¡¯ve come a long way since then.


    Leya reaches for Jade and she doesn¡¯t hesitate to take her from my arms, transferring everything to one arm. I smile at the pair and  take a quick picture before helping her carry the bag and chairs despite Jade''s argument. I spot A.J¡¯s team warming up and go to my aunt Lia and uncle Marcos, sitting on their lawn chairs under an umbrella. Leya and Jade set up a spot next to my aunt as she ushers me over.


    ¡°I talked with you mother¡±. I sigh, of course she did. Aunt Lia waves her hand, ¡°I¡¯m not going to say anything, just remember not the whole family agrees with the decision. The family and we love you and A.J and Leya, you will always be familia, si? Life is too short to be at odds with your loved ones¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯re right, thank you Aunt Lia¡±.


    ¡°Of course, now keep an eye out for me, if any of those oversized kids tackle A.J, I may run onto the field¡±.


    ¡°I might be right there with you¡±.


    ¡°Oh no you won¡¯t¡± Jade chimes in as Leya sits in her little chair, already munching on her fruit. ¡°Good morning, Mr. and Mrs. Toro, if you¡¯d like breakfast we have plenty¡±. My aunt and uncle look surprised by Jade¡¯s offer as they decline, saying they ate with A.J this morning.


    ¡°Yay A.J!¡± Leya stands from her chair as A.J waves at her from his spot on the field. I take my seat next to my aunt and start taking pictures of A.J.


    ¡°Awe he¡¯s so damn cute in his little jersey¡±. Jade laughs as I gush over A.J. Andres would be so proud seeing his son out on the field like he was, Andres had a natural talent for soccer, he loved it. Jade puts a finger under my chin, turning my head so I¡¯m looking at her.


    ¡°His father is looking down watching him now and I know he¡¯d be proud of the woman and mother you¡¯ve become¡±. Jade gives me a quick kiss and I smile, giving her a longer kiss, biting her lip as I pull away.


    ¡°Thank you, Jade. That means a lot¡±. I turn my attention to the field as the ref blows the whistle and we start cheering for A.J and his team. The game is a mix of comedy, suspense, and excitement. Just as I suspect, A.J is a natural, I can tell how much he loves soccer, the passion and time he¡¯s put into it at such a young age. He¡¯s been practicing, he¡¯s even trying moves that professionals use, not always successfully, but it¡¯s only a matter of time. I want to make sure I support his dream. If he wants to play professionally one day, I¡¯m going to do all I can to be there and help him succeed.


    After the game we pack up and wait for A.J to finish talking with his team to congratulate him. He¡¯s a natural star and even scored 2 goals, I¡¯m glad that I¡¯m able to see him play. I had missed so many games but I¡¯m determined to never miss another.


    ¡°You know, A.J is really good, would he like to go to the game tonight?¡± Jade asks as Leya talks with my uncle who slips a 5 dollar bill into her hand, telling her to save it. I swear wherever Leya goes she¡¯s getting spoiled.


    ¡°Tonight as in today, tonight?¡±


    ¡°Yes, Kitten, tonight, tonight. I took the weekend off so we could all spend time together. It¡¯s been a while with everything going on, I think the kids would enjoy it a lot. Your aunts and uncles and friends are welcome as well¡±.


    ¡°Really? That¡¯s a lot of tickets¡± Jade smirks, leaning over and whispering in my ear. ¡°You¡¯re adorable, Kitten. I own a box at the stadium¡±. Jade bites my ear before moving back and I raise my brow as we give each other a familiar heated look.


    ¡°Okay, we¡¯ll go to the game, I¡¯ll invite everyone, but I want some¡­alone time first¡±.


    ¡°Oh, really? Do you have something in mind?¡± I smirk and nod as I think of all the things Jade and I can get up to in her playroom.


    ¡°I might have a few ideas¡±.


    ¡°Care to share, Kitten?¡±


    ¡°How about I show you when we get home?¡± Jade¡¯s smirk is just as wide as mine and twice as devious as she grabs my hips, pulling me close to her.


    ¡°Not even a hint?¡± I wrap my arms around her neck as her hands drop down to my ass, kneading and caressing, not giving a damn about who¡¯s watching. I can see and hear the soccer moms around us practically melting and I can¡¯t blame them. Jade is sexy without trying and she feels even better.


    ¡°I want you to take me to your playroom¡± I whisper in her ear, licking the shell of her ear as I move back. Her hold on me tightens and I feel a low grumble reverberate from her chest.


    ¡°You¡¯re killing me, Kitten¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯ll be okay¡± I laugh but Jade just stares, a look on her face that I can¡¯t decipher, but there¡¯s a small smile as well. She mumbles something to herself but before I can ask what she said, I hear Leya and my aunt and uncle cheering for A.J. I step back from Jade, watching as A.J struggles to carry Leya in his arms, eventually setting her on the ground and b holding her hand.


    ¡°Angel! You came!¡± A.J comes over with a wide smile, holding up his hand for me to shake and I feel a pang in my chest. He looks just like A.J, he even has his number. I hold out my hand and he does Andres¡¯ and my handshake. I guess he¡¯s been watching those videos that I sent him of Andres playing soccer. Our handshake was our ritual, before and after every game. I suck in my tears and do the handshake with A.J.


    ¡°Of course I came, you were incredible, 2 goals too, badass¡± he laughs and gives me a tight hug.


    ¡°I watched the videos of my dad that you sent me, thank you. He looked really cool¡±.


    ¡°Of course¡± I kiss the top of his head before he pulls back and goes to Jade, holding out his hand.


    ¡°Hi, I¡¯m A.J, it¡¯s nice to meet you and thank you for coming to my game¡± I smile as Jade shakes his hand with a warm smile on her face. It¡¯s just like when she met Leya for the first time. She really is a natural with kids.


    ¡°It¡¯s nice to meet you A.j, I¡¯ve heard a lot about you. You¡¯re a natural on the field, do you want to play professionally one day?¡±


    ¡°Of course, my dad says I have to practice a lot¡±.


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    ¡°Your dad is a smart man, would you like to see a game one day?¡±


    ¡°Yeah! They look so fun!¡±


    ¡°What if I told you, we can go tonight, or whenever you¡¯d like. If you keep up your grades and practice, along with your parents'' permission of course¡±.


    ¡°Really?! Tonight and whenever I want?¡±


    ¡°If¡­?¡±


    ¡°If I keep up my grades and practice real hard and my parents say yes, can I?¡± A.J runs over to ask my aunt and uncle and I laugh as Jade smirks.


    ¡°He¡¯s a good kid, very respectable¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, my uncle doesn¡¯t play about disrespect, he was a military man so he can be a hard ass. But it¡¯s good for A.J¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t count yourself short either, you¡¯re an excellent mother, Angel. I would¡¯ve loved having a mom like you growing up¡±. I sigh, a wave of contentment filling my chest. I love this woman.


    ¡°Thank you Jade, and I think you¡¯re a great mom too. You¡¯ve taken my kids in with no hesitation and are helping me raise them like they¡¯re your own. You do so much for everyone around you and I admire that about you. It really means the world to me seeing the great relationship you have with them¡±.


    ¡°We¡¯re a family now, Angel. Of course I will treat them as my own, because they are my family as well. When I married you, I married them, I know this and I¡¯m glad to have a family like yours. It¡¯s very different from how I was raised and I like having a chance to do it right, unlike my parents¡±. Jade speaks as if she¡¯s not saying the most endearing words I¡¯ve ever heard. I¡¯m starting to really love this woman, I need to relax a  bit before I get carried away. I told Jade how I felt but I don¡¯t want her to feel pressured.


    ¡°You¡¯re overthinking, relax Kitten, just live, don¡¯t worry so much¡± Jade gives me a quick kiss before we start packing up our spot as the next teams start coming onto the field.


    ¡°Angel and Jade, can I spend the night?¡± A.J asks as my aunt fixes Leya¡¯s messy hair.


    ¡°Yeah, of course, if your parents say it¡¯s okay¡± Jade nods in agreement.


    ¡°If that¡¯s the case, we¡¯ll take them out for lunch and meet you at the stadium. I know you newlyweds want some time alone¡± my aunt smirks at Jade still packing up behind me. My face heats because it has been harder to keep my hands off of Jade these days. I can¡¯t seem to get enough of her.


    ¡°Thank you, I¡¯ll see you guys later, Leya be good and listen to your aunt and uncle¡±. We say our goodbyes before going our separate ways. I text my friends on the way home, letting them know that Jade invited us to the soccer game tonight. I¡¯m lost in my phone when Jade grips my thigh, hard, making me gasp.


    ¡°What were you saying about going to the playroom earlier?¡± I laugh and bite my lip as she grabs my leg harder, gaining an immediate reaction as my body begins to crave her.


    ??????????


    Jade speaks to someone at the entrance of the stadium before we¡¯re being escorted to her box. I thank the security before going to the window, looking at the whole stadium. Wow, it¡¯s incredible, there¡¯s a full service bar where we can order food, two flat screens on either wall, giving a clear view of the field down below. Jade comes over, slipping a badge over my head before hugging me from behind.


    ¡°What is this?¡±


    ¡°I thought the kids would like to meet the team¡±.


    ¡°Thank you for doing all of this for them¡±.


    ¡°Of course, I wanted to spend time with you guys¡±. Jade kisses my neck and I smile, leaning back into her chest. It¡¯s been a very long time since I¡¯ve felt this happy, if ever. I¡¯m so glad I took a risk and signed those contracts because being with Jade has been life-changing in the best way.


    ¡°What¡¯s that look for?¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m happy¡± Jade moves my head to the side, kissing me deeply, tangling her tongue with mine, making my toes curl.


    I can''t get enough of this woman, she''s so damn addicting. I turn in her arms with every intention of deepening the kiss, despite the blushing bartender. Unfortunately, my phone rings, interrupting my dirty thoughts and intentions. My aunt and uncle let me know they''re at the entrance, waiting in line, so Jade and I go to let them through. The security brings them over and Leya jumps into my arms with a wide smile.


    "Mommy look! Tio got me a jersey" Leya pulls on her new team jersey to show me. I laugh pulling her shirt down with a nod.


    "I see, it''s nice, baby. I like it. You look so cute" Leya nods her agreement and I shake my head thanking my aunt and uncle.


    "Oh, it''s nothing compared to what you two are doing. Box seats? The guys at work will never believe this".


    "Security will lead you to the box, there is a full service bar with a menu as well, please get whatever you like, it''s all included". My aunt and uncle try to wave her off, surprised about the amount of luxury they''ve been thrust into.


    "Please, I insist" Jade says in a slightly commanding voice, making them startle and I laugh.


    "You''ll get used to it, just think of it as an all expense paid date". I try to ease their nerves and I know as soon as the game starts, they''ll relax. Jade puts the badges around A.J and Leya''s neck before we follow security towards the locker room. Paparazzi eat up our appearance, calling for our attention and I can tell A.J is eating it up. He''s not shy at all, unlike Leya who hides her face in my shoulder. Thankfully, they get distracted by another famous person and take their eyes off of us.


    "That''s so cool, is it always like that when you guys go somewhere?"


    "No not always, but I''m glad it doesn''t bother you".


    "Of course it doesn''t, my friends are going to be so jealous. Look I even brought my jersey to get signed". A.J beams as we make it outside the locker room and wait for the other players to come out like everyone else with V.I.P. A.J takes videos and pictures and I shake my head. Why does his young ass have a phone anyway? The hell does he need a phone for? Everyone starts cheering as a few players leave the locker room, coming over to greet people and sign autographs. A.J and Leya give the players a high-five and A.J manages to get a few autographs before the security tells everyone the game will be starting soon.


    Everyone clears out, but instead of following the crowd, we''re led inside the locker room.


    "Yo, Jade, it''s been a minute".


    "Damn, Jade, is that your wife?"


    "For real, you got good taste. Hola mami". The guys continue to tease. I shake my head with a laugh as I look at a proud Jade. Is there anyone she doesn''t know? She greets a few of the players, introducing us to everyone and keeping her arm securely around my waist. A few guys tease her about it and I start wondering how the hell she knows professional soccer players. I make a mental note to ask her later as I take pictures of Leya and A.J interacting with the players.


    "Alright, guys chill, there''s kids in the room. What''s up, man? That''s a nice Jersey you got there, can I see it?" I recognize the guy as one of A.J''s favorite players and see A.J is still in shock. The guy laughs and rubs his head, as Leya peeks from my shoulder.


    "Oh hi, who''s this little princess?" The guy holds out his fist for Leya and she stares for a second before giving him a fist bump.


    "I''m Leya, who are you?"


    "Hello, Leya, it''s nice to meet you, I''m Tomas".


    "So, you must be the one who finally turned this hard ass soft. It''s nice to meet you, Tomas Barrios".


    "Angel Knight, thank you for this, you''re one of his favorite players". The guy lasts and goes back to A.J.


    "No problem, I have 4 kids of my own, you have a beautiful family Mrs. Knight. So, what do you say A.J, you want that jersey of yours signed?"


    "Yes, please" A.J snaps out of his daze, handing Tomas his jersey and going on tangent about soccer. His passion and enthusiasm is infectious and gains attention from a few more players. They start showing A.J some moves and giving him advice and I can tell he''s soaking in every word. Leya warms up and wants to be let down, going around giving the guys fist bumps. I record them as Jade rubs my back in silence.


    "Thank you for this, Jade. I know it''s a day they''ll remember forever". Jade kisses the top of my head as I take pictures. A.J gets his team jersey signed by all of the players. He and Leya also get a signed Tomas jersey that the whole team also signs. They even give them each a soccer ball. Soon, the team leaves to go out to the field and we take a buzzing Leya and A.J to the box seats. When we get there Karla, Logan, Taylor and her boyfriend are with my aunt and uncle. The men are drinking beers and the women are eating and talking with glasses of champagne. I knew it wouldn''t take long for them to get adapted. The kids run over to show and tell with everyone and I smirk, grabbing Jade''s hand.


    "We really should take advantage of the free babysitting service right now". Jade laughs, lifting her brow at me as I pull her into the private bathroom as everyone starts cheering.


    "You''re insatiable today. Have I not been satisfying my wife adequately?" Jade smirks sends a thrill up my spine as she locks the door. We both know the answer, but I respond regardless.


    "Of course you have, that''s why I can''t get enough of you?" Jade stalks towards me, her predatory gaze as my core wet and ready for her. The effect she has on me is ridiculous, but she looks so damn good. And her touch is even better. I pull her by the shirt, kissing her deeply, relishing in the brief moment of control she gives me. I lick her bottom lip, asking for permission to taste her more fully. Jade opens for me, twisting her tongue with mine, moving her hand up to my neck and taking back control. Jade lifts me onto the counter, not wasting any time to slip her hands under my shirt.


    "I can''t get enough of you either, Kitten. Your taste is divine". Jade kisses my face, cheek, jaw, neck, keeping her attention on adding to the marks that I covered up for the game.


    "I want everyone to see that you''re mine. That you belong to me" I close my eyes and tilt my head back, giving her better access. I run my hands through her hair, holding it in a tight grip as she bites down harder than I expect.


    "Jade!" I gasp as her tongue leaves a wet trail down my neck to my collarbone. Our movements become more frantic as she gives me a fierce kiss and strips off my pants. She slips her fingers in my mouth and I stare into her eyes as I suck on the digit.


    "You''re so fucking sexy, my lioness". Jade practically growls, slipping her wet finger from my saliva into my core. She slides in easily and we both kiss and moan as she fucks me at a steady rhythm. She pulls me to the edge of the counter, effectively going deeper and I have to bite my lip to stop from crying out in pleasure. So good, every twitch, touch, thrust, tease, bite, kiss, suck, lick, all of Jade consumes me. She tweaks my nipple with one hand, adding another finger, moving them both with a new vigor. I may be insatiable, but she''s relentless.


    "Fu-fu-fuck...me, shit. Yes, Jade, right there" I gasp as my hips move on their own accord. The pleasure is so damn overwhelming it brings tears to my eyes, I can''t take anymore, but I can''t get enough either. Jade kisses me and I feel myself getting closer to the edge, all I need is one more little push.


    "Look at me" Jade''s command is sharp and has my eyes snapping open with a struggle. She flicks her fingers on my spot, earning a gasping high-pitched moan followed by her name.


    "Mm, Jade, I''m so close, harder". Jade wordlessly hikes my legs up, diving her fingers and I have to bite my lip to hold my scream.


    "Come for me, baby" she kisses me after her command, my screams pouring into her mouth. I gasp and catch my breath as Jade slowly retracts her fingers, rubbing my sensitive clit, making my legs spasm.


    I know if we don''t leave now, we''ll stay in this bathroom for the whole game, so I reluctantly take her hand away. She licks her fingers clean and I shudder before looking away. It''s time to go now. We fix ourselves as a knock sounds from the other side of the door.


    "Angel, quit being nasty, bitch I got to pee" I hear Taylor exasperate and I laugh, purposefully taking my time.


    "Well, maybe you shouldn''t drink so much". Jade opens the door and she sighs, pushing her way inside.


    "It''s nice to know someone is still a decent human being around here" I stick my tongue out and leave the bathroom with Jade. She goes to get us a drink, while I take a seat next to Karla and Logan, who give me a knowing look. I shrug shamelessly and lean back in my seat, trying to pay attention to the game.


    I shake off the last bit of my lustful horniness as Jade comes over, handing me a glass of champagne and a charcuterie board. I thank her as the kids start cheering for Tomas sprinting towards the goal. Everyone gets up from their seat as he shoots, the ball soaring into the air, taking a turn that seems to defy physics and land in the upper right corner of the goal.


    The crowd erupts at the goal and I notice Tomas do the celebration A.J and Leya asked them to do, before pointing towards the crowd. The kids jump up and down, losing their head over Tomas'' recognition and I mentally thank him for making my kids night. I know they''ll never forget this day. A.J uses his phone to record and take pictures, likely sending them to his friends, while Leya, now bored with the game, goes back to eating my charcuterie with me. Like-mother, like-daughter. I only ever liked soccer because of Andres and now A.J but between soccer and food, I''ll take the food.


    I sigh with a content smile, leaning against Jade''s shoulder as me and Leya munch away at the cheese and crackers. I never imagined I''d be here, in expensive box seats, with my friends, both of my kids, and a woman that I love and married. If anyone would''ve told me I''d be here 9 months ago, I''d tell them they''ve drunk too much.


    "You look happy" Jade comments and I nod, my smile never dropping from my face.


    "I am happy and grateful. I''m glad that I can experience this, with the people most important to me. The people that I love and it''s all thanks to you, so thank you Jade. You''ve taken my life and turned into a fantasy I never thought could be real".


    ¡±"This is real, Angel, in fact, it''s..." Jade trails off and I can tell she wants to say something, but she''s not. However, after spending time with Jade I''ve come to understand a bit of her mysterious attitude. Judging from how she''s acting right now, I''d say Nate was right after all.


    Jade doesn''t have to say the words for me to understand. She loves me and if I''m wrong then I''ll gladly accept whatever it is she feels for me. As long as I can keep her in my life.

 Passport Planning

    One Week Later


    I sip my coffee as I look out at the peaceful park, watching the few older couples stride hand-in-hand. Some people are working out, there¡¯s even a yoga class going on, it¡¯s a beautiful day. Jade and Leya are on the playground while I sit at the bench, waiting for Shana to show up for this interview. The soccer fields are on the other side of the park where A.J will have his game in an hour so I hope this won¡¯t take long. I¡¯m not missing a second of his game because some obsessive reporter wants an interview.


    I smile as Jade helps Leya up the slide. I¡¯ll never get tired of watching the two of them bond. It was the same with Jade and A.J as well. By the time we arrived home last week her and A.J were best friends. They played video games together, watched his favorite TV shows, and talked about his future plans, soccer, school, even space. A.J has never been that shy, unlike Leya but he and Jade bonded faster than I expected. It¡¯s even more special since I know Jade is being genuine. She wants to be a family with me and my kids and I can¡¯t help but adore her for it. She¡¯s accepted all of us, without a second thought.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight?¡± I look behind me to see Shana and her friend from before, I think his name is Miles.


    ¡°Good morning, please have a seat¡±. I move over for both of them and Shana eagerly sits down.


    ¡°Thank you again for agreeing to this interview, Mrs. Knight¡±. I smile politely even though the truth is I just want her to leave us alone. If an interview can do that, then so be it.


    ¡°Sure, should we get right into it?¡± Shana nods, bringing up her phone with a list of questions. I¡¯m sure she¡¯s going to record as well, along with her friend.


    ¡°Right, many people are curious to know how you and Mrs. Knight met and began dating.  It¡¯s not a secret that your wife, Jade, was more of a bachelorette, so to speak before you entered the picture¡±.


    ¡°We met at her hotel bar. I was a bartender and didn¡¯t know much about Jade other than she was my boss and a rumored hard-ass. I didn¡¯t expect to ever meet her but there she was strolling into the bar on a shift I usually didn¡¯t work¡±.


    ¡°So, you met at her hotel? Did you know who she was when she walked in?¡±


    ¡°Only because of my coworker and the other patrons'' reactions. She commanded the room, she still does, but she¡¯s no longer intimidating¡±.


    ¡°To you perhaps¡± Shana and I laugh as she looks at Jade. Jade is glaring at Shana every so often as she pushes Leya on the swings.


    ¡°So as intimidating as she was, you still went out with her. There were pictures of you spotted at a diner together, correct?¡±


    ¡°Jade was demanding and commanding, and bossy as hell when we met. However, when she spoke with my daughter she was the complete opposite. She melted and softened and spoiled the hell out of her without question. I saw a different side of her and I knew that there was more to the hard-ass C.E.O. That entire day, I got to experience Jade in two ways, the way she is now, with my daughter¡±. We both look at her laughing as Leya leads her to another part of the playground.


    ¡°Then there was the other side, where she was glaring and in complete control. I was attracted to both, honestly, but I tried not to be. She was my boss, after all¡±. The three of us laugh and I take a sip of my coffee as I remember the first time we went out. Of course, I can¡¯t tell them about the little deal she proposed but Jade and the P.R team said I can otherwise stick to the truth.


    ¡°Is that how you knew you liked her as well?¡±


    ¡°More or less, we went out together a few times before she officially asked me out. I asked her to think about it for a while and she gratefully granted me time. Unlike the impatient businesswoman, people claimed that she was¡±.


    ¡°How did she ask you out?¡±


    ¡°Well she asked after a date, at a diner. She wanted me to attend her father¡¯s dinner as more than a friend. I was surprised and shocked, and in a little disbelief, I mean who wouldn¡¯t be? So, I asked for time. After a few days, I went to her office to give her my decision and stumbled upon a conversation between her and her mother¡±.


    ¡°Oh no¡±.


    ¡°It wasn¡¯t that bad, however I was pretty embarrassed at the time. Her mother was discussing a date for the dinner and at the thought of Jade going with someone else; I couldn¡¯t stand it. I told Jade that I wanted her right there in front of her mother. I had never done something so bold in my life¡±.


    ¡°Well, it¡¯s clearly worked out, it¡¯s a beautiful story. Was the proposal just as spontaneous? Nobody expected Jade Knight to get married so suddenly. People wonder about the wedding as well¡±.


    ¡°Unbeknownst to everyone, Jade and I had solidified our relationship and feelings for each other by that point. Being a mom I didn¡¯t date, so when Jade and I began pursuing each other, I made it clear that it had to be serious. Jade was more than willing and when I told her to prove it well, she made sure I knew¡±.


    ¡°How so?¡± I smile as I look at Jade with a small smile. I remember the passion in her eyes when she said she¡¯d give up her position, her job, everything for me.


    ¡°She told me she¡¯d give up everything if I wanted¡±.


    ¡°By everything you mean¡­Knight Industries?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, among other things but that was the big one. If anyone knows Jade they know how much she loves her job. She¡¯s worked her ass off to get where she is and she was ready to step away from it all, just for me. I couldn¡¯t say no after that. I didn¡¯t have it in my soul or enough strength to deny her or my feelings¡±.


    ¡°I was ready to risk it all for her as well. As far as the wedding, I declined to have a ceremony. My daughter was starting daycare for the first time and I didn¡¯t want to mess with her transition period. Jade and I had something more intimate and private instead¡±. I inwardly snicker, that¡¯s one way to put it.


    ¡°Wow, I can see why people would find that story unbelievable. It sounds like a fairytale¡±.


    ¡°I suppose in a way it was for me. Of course it wasn¡¯t always rainbows and sunshine. We battled through a lot together. We went through some fires, dodged bullets, and stood on the frontline at times. But ultimately it just made us closer¡±.


    ¡°So, there are no worries of jealousy or anything ever? You two are gorgeous women after all¡±.


    ¡°In the beginning, I would get jealous, I mean she is Jade Knight, women and men adore her. But once I knew for sure what I meant to her and she made it clear, I was no longer worried¡±.


    ¡°And for Jade? You were recently spotted with recently divorced photographer Billy Shaw after all?¡± I laugh and shake my head. She was the one who took the damn picture.


    ¡°As far as I¡¯ve seen, no, Jade isn¡¯t the jealous type. She knows that I love her and that¡¯s that. Besides, her and Billy are old friends, the only thing that we discuss is business and Jade¡±.


    ¡°What kind of business?¡±


    ¡°Hm, I¡¯m not sure how much I can tell. With my history as a bartender she asked me for help on a new project¡±.


    ¡°Ooh, should we expect new beverages from Tritea?¡± I laugh and put my finger to my lips in a shushing motion.


    ¡°I can¡¯t say, I don¡¯t work for Tritea officially. I¡¯m just helping out a friend that¡¯s all¡±. Shana asks me a few more questions about Jade and our history, the basic shit that you¡¯d find on a blog site. When it gets close to A.J¡¯s game I tell her I only have time for one more question.


    ¡°Yesterday, you and Jade seemed to be having a family outing here and at the soccer game. I don¡¯t mean to impose but I couldn¡¯t help but notice that the young boy has a striking resemblance with you¡±. I nod because I knew she was going to ask about A.J. I saw our pictures all over my socials this morning. I talked with my aunt and uncle, as well as A.J and they all agreed with me. I never have or want to deny the fact that he is my son.


    ¡°Yeah, that¡¯s my biological son. I had him at a very young age, so he¡¯s been raised by my aunt and uncle since he was born. I recently was able to move them here so we can be closer as a family¡±.


    ¡°He¡¯s adorable, I have to say, both of your kids are¡±.


    ¡°Thank you¡±.


    ¡°Can we expect more little Knights in the future?¡± I laugh and shrug as we all stand.


    ¡°If I have it my way, of course¡± Jade answers for me as she comes over. I didn¡¯t expect her to want to have more kids but I can¡¯t help but feel giddy at the thought of Jade or me being pregnant. I wouldn¡¯t mind having another kid, but not right now.


    ¡°Maybe in the future, but for now I¡¯m content¡±. Shana nods with a wide smile as she turns off her phone and shakes my hand.


    ¡°Thank you again for the interview, Mrs. and Mrs. Knight¡±.


    ¡°Don¡¯t forget our deal¡± Jade¡¯s voice is stern as she holds Leya, glaring at the two reporters. They bristle, the smiles dropping from their faces as their shoulders tense. I understand, Jade did get them fired after all. After a few more stiff thank you¡¯s they leave and Jade and I head towards the car so we can go to A.J¡¯s game. I sigh, I¡¯m glad that¡¯s over with. There¡¯s only one more hurdle blocking Jade and I from relaxation, peace, and contentment.


    Donovan Mitchell.


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    ¡°How was the interview?¡± Jade asks as she drives towards the soccer fields.


    ¡°I think it went well. She didn¡¯t step out of line or anything and I did what you and the P.R team said¡±.


    ¡°You handled it well, Kitten. Hopefully this means we don¡¯t have to deal with reporters for a while. Of course, there will be the normal blogs and rumors but those journalists usually aren¡¯t as extreme as Shana¡±. Jade rests her hand on my thigh and I smile as I rub circles on the back of her hand.


    ¡°I was thinking, since all this with Shana is done and once you''ve dealt with Donovan, we can go on a little vacation¡­¡±


    ¡°Oh?¡±


    ¡°Just the two of us¡±.


    ¡°Oh, I see. Is there somewhere in particular that you want to go? We didn¡¯t have our honeymoon yet after all¡±. I can see the wheels turning in her head already and I know that whatever she plans will be extravagant.


    ¡°No, I hadn¡¯t thought that far yet. It doesn¡¯t have to be fancy, I just thought it¡¯d be good for us both to get a change of scenery. Somewhere we can relax with no drama, work, or responsibilities¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯d like that and I know the perfect place. Your passport isn¡¯t expired right?¡± Passport? I know she isn¡¯t thinking out of the country. That¡¯s so expensive.


    ¡°No, but are you thinking of going out of the country? It really doesn¡¯t have to be so grand and expensive, Jade¡±.


    ¡°There is no price that I wouldn¡¯t pay to see you smile, Angel. You don¡¯t ever have to worry about expenses, all you have to do is relax and let me take care of everything. Have you ever been to Paris?¡±.


    ¡°You know I haven¡¯t, it¡¯s so expensive Jade. I can¡¯t, not think about how much it¡¯ll cost you, Jade¡± she chuckles in agreement as she finds a parking spot.


    ¡°Yes, I know and it¡¯s one of the things I adore about you, Kitten¡± she gets out the car, like she didn¡¯t just send my heart hammering in my chest. I feel my face heat as I get out of the car with a goofy smile.We get our chairs and cooler as we head to the soccer field where A.J is about to start his game. He¡¯s looking around with a frown that quickly morphs into a smile as he sees us setting up our seats. He gives us a big wave before turning around with a wide smirk on his face, similar to Andres¡¯ when he played soccer. We greet my aunt and uncle and sit to watch A.J, the new addition to the routine that Jade and I have built.


    ??????????


    ¡°Did you see my 3 goals today? Coach said if I keep practicing I¡¯ll be on the 16u team in no time. Can we go to the gym Tomas told us about?¡±. A.J says as we drive home after dinner. He asked to spend the nights on the weekends and naturally Jade agreed and had a room ready for him. She let him design it and pick out all the furniture. Of course he chose an elevated bed with a desk, tv, game chair, and everything else a boy his age could dream of. However, Jade and I gave him a list of chores and he has to give us the controllers by 10 o¡¯clock.


    ¡°Maybe, if they¡¯re open tomorrow¡± I respond as Jade¡¯s phone sounds throughout the car. She frowns as she looks at the number, switching directions and heading to her office. She answers the call but it clicks off instantly, making her speed up.


    ¡°Jade, what¡¯s wrong?¡±


    ¡°That¡¯s the emergency number from my office. Donovan has been harassing a few female workers at a few of the businesses he¡¯s taken over. We¡¯ve been keeping an eye on him, not only gaining proof of breach of contract, but a case as well. Imani has been keeping me updated and she planned to go to the office tonight. Donovan must have overheard her, he¡¯s always thrown remarks her way, but I wouldn¡¯t put it past him to go further¡±. Jade makes another call to her building security, ordering them to go to her office as soon as possible. The underlying threat in her voice and I know someone is getting fired. Jade and Imani have been working together for years. She loves Imani and has always looked out for her like a big sister. If Donovan does anything to her, Jade is going to raise hell.


    ¡°If anything happens to my assistant, you better pray¡± Jade hangs up, gripping the steering wheel. I look back and notice A.J and Leya, engrossed in his phone and I¡¯m glad they don¡¯t sense the anger and tension in the car. Jade calls Nate next, letting him know the situation and he says he¡¯ll be there when we are. I can hear him moving and getting in the car before they hang up. Jade¡¯s phone rings again and a man¡¯s voice sounds through the phone.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight, we have secured Mr. Donovan. Mr. Mitchell had Ms. Howard in a¡­compromising position in your office but she says she is alright. We are reviewing the tapes and have called the authorities as well¡±.


    ¡°Who was the officer on duty? I allow cameras in my office for a reason. Have him waiting for me when I arrive¡±.


    ¡°Mr. Wayne Lowry, ma¡¯am. He¡¯ll be waiting for your arrival¡±. Jade hangs up without another word, clearly agitated. I get a front row seat to the cold and hard C.E.O that strikes fear into people¡¯s hearts. I can understand why people find her intimidating. I remember that I used to, not anymore though.


    ¡°Angel, look at this cool video¡± A.J¡¯s voice cuts through the tension and Jade slows down. I look at the video edit he made of him and Tomas playing soccer and give him his props.


    ¡°Mommy, are we go home?¡± Leya asks with a yawn and I know she¡¯ll be asleep soon.


    ¡°We will soon, me and Jade have an errand first, then we¡¯ll go home¡±. A,J seems to pick up on the atmosphere and quickly distracts Leya before she can whine. He keeps her occupied for the entire ride until she starts drifting off to sleep. I look back and give A.J a silent thank you and he just smiles.


    We pull into Jade¡¯s job, going to the back where Nate, a few security guys as well as 2 police officers are waiting. I can see Donovan in the back of a squad car and it looks like he¡¯s going off and drunk as well.


    ¡°I¡¯ll be back in a moment¡±. Jade steps out of the car and I tell A.J to hold on for a minute. I wave Nate over and ask him to sit in the car with the kids while I go with Jade. I catch up to Jade and the first person she speaks to is Imani. She moves her face, examining the bruise on her cheek and split lip her eyes fill with fire. Imani reassures her that she¡¯s fine and even smiles to greet me, always the perfectly mannered assistant.


    I ask a security guard to bring me an ice pack and first aid kit and they scramble to do as I ask. Likely because of the raging C.E.O next to me. I gently move Imani¡¯s chin so I can get a good view of the forming bruise. I shake my head as I tend to her injuries. Donovan is such a scumbag.


    ¡°I¡¯m alright, Mrs. Kni-I mean, Angel, really¡±. Imani has a deep blush on her face as I gently touch her lip. Jade talks with the officers as they show her the security video. She¡¯s shaking when she¡¯s done viewing the video and orders the officer to file every charge against Donovan possible. I give my attention to Imani as she holds the ice pack to her face.


    ¡°Hush, you¡¯ve spent so many years taking care of Jade, so let us take care of you. Did he hurt you anywhere else?¡± I finish patching up her lip as she shyly lifts her arm. The finger shaped bruise around her wrist has Jade growling in anger. Donovan¡¯s drunk protest from the car doesn¡¯t help either.


    ¡°Where is Mr. Lowry?¡± The man stumbles forward, needlessly trying to plead his case. Jade raises her hand, cutting him off, her eyes throwing daggers.


    ¡°You¡¯re fired, effective immediately. You have 10 minutes to clear your shit¡±.


    ¡°Please, Mrs. Knight, it was just a misunderstanding. I never expected Mr. Mitchell to¡­¡±


    ¡°5 minutes, I suggest you leave before I have you escorted off my property¡±. Jade¡¯s words are harsh and everyone tenses at her anger. Even the cops give the guy a pitiful look. Mr. Lowry stalks away, shoulders sagging and head practically scraping the ground. I finish patching up Imani and she declines the ride to the hospital.


    ¡°Nate will take you home Imani. Angel, I¡¯ll have to stay and do some work, you should take the kids home, it¡¯s getting late¡±.


    ¡°Mrs. Knight, I assure you that I¡¯m fine. I can¡¯t leave you to do all this work alone. With Mr. Mitchell being out there will be so much paperwork. Not to mention the meetings with the other partners and-¡±


    ¡°Imani¡±.


    ¡°Um, yes ma¡¯am¡±.


    ¡°Go home, I have it covered¡±. Imani finally concedes and heads to Nate¡¯s car to wait for him while I turn to Jade.


    ¡°Take care of yourself please. Don¡¯t work too late" I tell Jade who still has a deep frown on her face. She nods and I know she¡¯s going to be working all night but I don¡¯t say anything about it. I give her a quick kiss and we part ways, she goes inside and I take the sleeping kids home. After brief arguments about brushing teeth and putting on pajamas, I get A.J and Leya in bed and take a shower to wash off the day.


    I don¡¯t bother rushing since I know Jade won¡¯t be home until later, if at all. With this bullshit that Donovan decided to pull tonight I¡¯m sure she¡¯s going to be busy for the rest of the week. Hopefully this means once the dust settles we won''t have to deal with Donovan anymore. He¡¯s been nothing but an obstacle since I first met him. Jade will be stressed until this is done, so it¡¯d be nice to do something for her to relax. After spending my shower and another hour in bed thinking of ways to spoil Jade, I¡¯ve come up blank. What do you get someone who has everything? And can have whatever she wants with a phone call? I groan and look at the time, it¡¯s only 11 p.m so I call Karla and Taylor to get their opinions.


    ¡°Angel, it better be an emergency, I was in the middle of something¡± Taylor says as soon as she answers. I hear her boyfriend in the background and I know that they were about to be nasty, as they start laughing and kissing on the phone.


    ¡°You don¡¯t usually call this late, are you okay?¡± Karla asks, much nicer than Taylor¡¯s rude ass. I hear Logan asking if he needs to beat somebody¡¯s ass and I laugh.


    ¡°I need you guys help with a surprise for Jade. I¡¯ve been stuck trying to figure out how to help her relax. She has everything, what could I possibly give her?¡±


    ¡°What about an all expense spa day? In fact I could use one too if you¡¯re feeling generous¡±. Taylor chimes in with a giggle and I know that she¡¯s being gross while we¡¯re on the phone.


    ¡°She does that every other week, so it¡¯s not uncommon for her¡±.


    ¡°Hm, must be nice. I¡¯d love a massage. Not there babe¡± Karla and I groan at Taylor as the lovebirds start making out again.


    ¡°What does Jade like?¡±


    ¡°Sex, control, work¡­more sex¡±.


    ¡°She has to like more than just sex, Angel. What do you guys typically do together?¡±


    ¡°¡±When we go out it¡¯s usually for the kids or for me. We were talking about going on a trip earlier but she¡¯s going to be so busy now, I don¡¯t know when we¡¯ll have the time¡±.


    ¡°What about a staycation? You can go about an hour or two away, book the best room, pack some lingerie, and treat your wife for the weekend¡±.


    ¡°A.J¡¯s games are on the weekends and that¡¯s when he spends the night¡±.


    ¡°Then how about Logan and I watch the kids tomorrow night and you two go away for a couple of days? You can come back on Tuesday, it¡¯s still plenty of time to work the rest of the week¡±.


    ¡°How am I supposed to plan a trip in less than a day?¡±


    ¡°Angel, you¡¯re married to one of the most influential businesswomen in the country. You call that upscale hotel, tell them your name and I¡¯m sure they¡¯ll accommodate you both¡±.


    ¡°Yeah, you¡¯re on a different level now, boo. No need to think basic anymore, your wife owns a private jet bitch. You can go anywhere you want¡± Taylor chimes in again and I shake my head.


    ¡°Have you been drinking?¡±


    ¡°Just a little¡± we all laugh again before I sigh, thinking about what they said. It¡¯s true that the name Knight sends people scrambling to appease me, but I¡¯m still not used to it. I probably never will be.


    ¡°I don¡¯t like flaunting Jade¡¯s name like that. Her parents don¡¯t even like me, so using their name to get things is¡­weird, I guess¡±.


    ¡°Forget them, Angel. Do you love your wife?¡± Taylor asks and the answer is obvious, without a doubt.


    ¡°Yes, I love Jade¡±.


    ¡°You want to treat her in the best possible ways, right?¡± Karla asks this time and I respond without hesitation. That¡¯s all I want to do.


    ¡°Of course I do¡±.


    ¡°Then you won¡¯t let anything, anyone, not even your insecurities, stand in the way of loving her¡±. Karla says and I nod although they can¡¯t see me. They¡¯re both right. Jade does so much for me that it¡¯s about time I go all out for her as well.


    ¡°I think I have an idea¡±


    ¡°Ooh, what are you planning?¡±


    ¡°Jade and I talked about a trip earlier, a make-up trip for our honeymoon. I know she was thinking something extravagant, she mentioned Paris. But I think I¡¯m going to one up her expectations¡±.


    ¡°Oh, to live a rich life, what can be better than going to Paris?¡± I smirk as I grab my laptop so I can start planning a trip for Jade and I.


    ¡°Going somewhere that I know Jade can relax. Without worrying about whether I''m enjoying myself or not. If we go to Paris she¡¯d just try to make it about me, since I¡¯ve never been¡±.


    ¡°Okay, so where are you thinking of going?¡±


    ¡°Dubai¡±.

 Sweet Words vs Actions

    2 Months Later


    ¡°Are you sure you don¡¯t mind watching Leya on such short notice? I know I asked months ago, but I wasn¡¯t sure when we¡¯d be able to leave¡± My tia nods as we sit back on my couch, watching her telenovelas.


    ¡°Of course, you¡¯ve been hogging my baby from me these past couple of months¡±.


    ¡°I have not, you¡¯re welcome to come over whenever you want¡±.


    ¡°Mm, you and that wife of yours are worse than animals the way you go at it. Or do I have to remind you what happened last time?¡± I feel my face blush and laugh, clearly remembering my tia walking in on me and Jade in the kitchen. In my defense, it¡¯s a rare sight seeing her cook and she looked good as hell, I couldn¡¯t help myself.


    ¡°No, you don¡¯t need to remind me, just call ahead and knock¡±. We both laugh before paying attention to the show as the drama begins to pick up. She fills me in along the way with details I don¡¯t know until a commercial plays.


    ¡°So, is this trip considered your honeymoon?¡±


    ¡°Hm, not really. I mean our marriage is non-traditional so I never expected a honeymoon, however Jade did mention something about it a few times. We were so busy after our marriage and there was so much drama. Then the trial with Donovan took a lot longer than we thought, not to mention dealing with the press and the aftermath of work¡±.


    ¡°Well just in case, you pack anything¡­special for your trip?¡± I blush. Knowing she¡¯s talking about lingerie.


    ¡°Yes, Karla and Taylor forced me to go shopping but I think it¡¯s a bit too much. I¡¯m not even sure Jade wants to go anywhere right now, let alone think about a honeymoon.¡±


    ¡°I¡¯m sure she¡¯ll appreciate her wife whisking her away to the country of luxury. I damn sure would¡±. My tia speaks loud enough for Enrique to hear as he comes into the living room, carrying 4 plates of food.


    ¡°Angel, please don¡¯t plant any ideas in your tia¡¯s head?¡± I laugh as he hands out the plates and I make sure Leya is sitting on her mat.


    ¡°Oh? Am I not good enough to take to Dubai?¡± Enrique smirks, hovering over my aunt and tilting her chin.


    ¡°Of course you are, but I¡¯ve already planned to take you to Paris for your birthday¡±. That response has my aunt fawning and I look away to the TV as they kiss. I don¡¯t want to see that. Luckily, my phone pings with messages from Imani, Nate, and the pilot, Lonnie.


    ¡°Everything is taken care of for the week, there will be no need for Mrs. Knight to work, per request¡±. I read Imani¡¯s message first. I doubt Jade will completely disconnect from work but if I can get her to relax, I¡¯ll call that a win. I don¡¯t know how Imani managed to take care of everything, especially in a short amount of time, while under Jade¡¯s watch. The girl is perfect at her job and sneakier than I thought. I¡¯ll have to have her help me with more surprises for Jade in the future. Next I check the message from the pilot.


    ¡°The jet is fueled and ready for takeoff. The departure time is around 11:30 p.m and your E.T.A will be 9:30 a.m¡±. Perfect. I made sure to check in with Lonnie after A.J¡¯s game today. Although I planned the trip months ago, I had to keep putting it off. I was about to give up on the idea of such a grand trip and plan for a date. But, I told myself that Jade would move anything around and do whatever she could if the roles were reversed.


    She constantly goes out of her way for me and now I want to treat her the same. I¡¯m being spontaneous and I hope it doesn¡¯t backfire. Jade doesn¡¯t strike me as the type to enjoy surprises, though I could be wrong. I never manage to surprise her because she¡¯s so damn smart and intuitive. Not to mention her desire to always be in control, hardly anything gets past Jade.


    ¡°I have arrived at the office and will have your wife home soon. Everything is ready for your trip¡±. I smile and lean back on the couch, waiting for Jade to get home.


    ¡°Mija, you are glowing. I¡¯ve never seen you this happy¡±. My smile widens at my tia¡¯s assessment. How could I not be happy? I have my son in my life again, my daughter has everything she needs and more and I no longer have to stress about providing for her. My relationship with Jade seems to get stronger every day, even with our disagreements here and there. Work is going well and I¡¯ve started this new venture with Billy that¡¯s opening more opportunities than I ever imagined.


    Not only am I a spokeswoman and model, I¡¯m also a contributor of Tritea¡¯s new alcohol beverages. I get a percentage of the sales and Billy is already talking about expanding into more flavors next year. Needless to say, I have absolutely nothing to complain about.


    ¡°I am happy, life hasn¡¯t always been easy or stress free, but I feel like I¡¯m on the right track. Everything has come together, I can¡¯t complain at all. Also I can say the same for you, tia¡± I smirk glancing at Enrique who¡¯s helping Leya eat her taco. My tia blushes and I raise my brow.


    ¡°What? I know that look¡±.


    ¡°He proposed to me last night¡± my tia whispers and I have to clamp a hand over my mouth to keep from squealing.


    ¡°Tia! What did you say?¡± I whisper and she laughs as I try to look at her hands.


    ¡°I asked to think about it. Marriage is a big step and we haven¡¯t been together for a year¡±.


    ¡°And? Look tia, if you two love each other, there¡¯s nothing wrong with getting married. I fully support you and I better be in the wedding too¡±.


    ¡°I haven¡¯t said yes¡±.


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    ¡°But you will, I know it. I can see it in your eyes¡± we both laugh, gaining Enrique¡¯s attention.


    ¡°What are you two giggling about over there?¡± My tia and I exchange a glance before laughing and shaking our heads.


    ¡°Oh, nothing¡±. My tia continues telling me how Enrique proposed and we talk and watch TV until I hear the door open.


    ¡°Kitten¡± Jade calls for me in an accusatory tone and I can only laugh. I knew it was a matter of time before she caught onto my secret planning.


    ¡°I still can¡¯t believe you let her call you kitten, of all things. You don¡¯t even like cats¡± my tia points out and I shrug.


    ¡°It grew on me after a while. We¡¯re in the living room, Jade¡±. A minute later, Jade strides into the living room with all her sexy, powerful, C.E.O aura and practically drool. I¡¯ll never get tired of seeing her in her business attire. I¡¯d be so distracted if I worked for her. Jade greets everyone and sits to talk with Leya about her day before turning her attention to me. Her accusatory glare warms the pit of my belly and her playfully devious smirk makes me shiver.


    ¡°You¡­¡±


    ¡°Hm?¡± I smile, putting my plate aside as she hovers over me. I lean back on the couch, looking up at her as she places her hands on the back of the couch.


    ¡°What are you up to?¡± I give her an innocent smile, batting my eyelashes at her and shrugging.


    ¡°I don¡¯t know what you¡¯re talking about. Would you like dinner?¡± Jade narrows her eyes, but moves back, allowing me to stand. I take our empty plates and go to the kitchen with Jade, heating up her plate while washing dishes.


    ¡°I know you, Nate, and Imani are up to something, Angel. She called me in for work that could¡¯ve been taken care of on Monday, then proceeded to rush me out. Nate kept talking about us and my feelings, and how I feel about you. It was all very strange which proves that you 3 are up to know good¡±. I smile as I take in what she¡¯s saying. I guess we weren¡¯t doing as good as hiding the trip as I thought.


    ¡°You and Nate talk about me?¡± I wonder if it¡¯s the same conversations that Nate and I have. I wonder if she tells him how she truly feels about me, given his reactions during our conversations, she does.


    Jade looks completely caught off guard for the first time since we met. She freezes, her eyes widen, and she looks like a deer in headlights. I guess she didn¡¯t want that little bit of information to slip, but the idea of Jade talking about me to people, makes me happy.


    ¡°Um, I mean, just the basics you know. He likes to stay up-to-date on my life¡±. Jade writes it off and I just hum, my smile displaying how much I don¡¯t believe her. I love that she still tries to be cool, calm, and collected but some days, her nerves get the best of her.


    ¡°The basics, huh? So your daily life?¡±


    ¡°Right, exactly¡±.


    ¡°Hm, and you talk about us, our marriage and relationship, I mean?¡± Jade looks to the side before nodding slowly.


    ¡°Yes, it comes up¡­on occasion¡±. I smirk at her embarrassed face, wishing I could take a picture. Jade is a lot of things, sexy, gorgeous, beautiful, but right now, she¡¯s just too damn cute.


    ¡°Oh, and you said you talk about your feelings with Nate?¡± I can tell Jade wants to avoid the topic. Though I¡¯m a little jealous, I stop teasing her and finish the dishes.


    ¡°Sometimes¡­yes¡± I know she¡¯s waiting for me to ask more questions but I simply smile and dry my hands. I hand her the plate of 4 tacos before sitting on the counter.


    ¡°Sounds a lot like my conversations with Nate¡±.


    ¡°How coincidental, do you and Nate talk about me?¡± Jade sets her plate beside us on the counter, stepping between my legs. I smile, nodding and looping my arms around her neck.


    ¡°Yes, we talk about you a lot actually. Nate¡¯s very good at giving advice and he knows you well¡±. Jade nods, rubbing my thighs before giving me a slow, lingering kiss on the lips before moving back.


    ¡°What do you two talk about?¡±


    ¡°Hm, a lot really, you, Leya, he gives me advice. Like our last conversation I asked if he knew how you feel about me¡±. Jade has a small smile on her face with the same soft smile she¡¯s been giving me for the past few months. I can¡¯t say for sure that it¡¯s a look of love, but it¡¯s definite adoration. It¡¯s gentle and sweet and reserved just for me and our little family.


    ¡°What did the old man say? I might have to fire him if he¡¯s revealed too much¡± Jade says playfully, before kissing me again.


    ¡°He told me to ask you, since we¡¯re married of course¡±.


    ¡°You have never asked¡±. I nod, moving our bodies closer, relishing in this sappy conversation brimming with romance. If this is the start of our trip, then I have a feeling it will be unforgettable.


    ¡°I realized that I didn¡¯t need to. Sweet words are always nice to hear but your actions speak loudly enough. And that always means more than words. The way you treat me and my kids, you¡¯ve welcomed them regardless of our relationship. You care for them as if they are your own and love them like they¡¯re yours. Your actions every day show me what I mean to you¡±.


    ¡°You really are special¡± Jade mumbles to herself, but I can still hear her and I feel my heart lift in my chest. I never expected to fall in love with Jade but I¡¯m so glad I did. She pulls me into a deep slow kiss, going from gentle and chaste to long and fierce. I wrap my legs around her waist as she pulls me to the edge of the counter. Her tongue licks my lip, asking for entrance and I gladly part my lips for her, deepening our kiss. Her hands sneak under my shirt, working it up my torso, when a loud cough and throat clear stops her. She kisses me a few more times, pulling back with a sly smirk as I slowly shake the daze from my mind.


    ¡°There is a child present¡± I hear my tia behind me as Leya comes running over to me and Jade.


    ¡°Can I have ice cream?¡± I smile at her little words, she¡¯s gotten so much better at speaking since she¡¯s been in school. Jade and I also make sure to read to her at least twice a day. My baby has even started writing her name. Leya directs the question to Jade who looks at me.


    ¡°Did she eat already?¡±


    ¡°Yeah, she ate all of her dinner. I don¡¯t mind¡±.


    ¡°Okay, you can have some ice cream¡± she smiles at Jade¡¯s approval, although my tia already had a bowl ready for her.


    ¡°I don¡¯t need your approval, but I told her to ask anyway, now come on baby before they taint your innocence¡±. I snicker as they leave, before reaching over and handing Jade her plate.


    ¡°Speaking of dinner¡­I¡¯m sure it¡¯s cold already¡±. Jade shrugs, taking a bite of her taco and letting out a low moan.


    ¡°Mm, so good, who made this?¡±


    ¡°Me and my tia, she taught me some new tricks. Do you like it?¡± Jade nods and I motion towards the table so she can sit. I get her a drink and meet at the table.


    ¡°So, what is it that you¡¯re planning again?¡± I laugh and shake my head, I hoped she¡¯d forgotten about that.


    ¡°I¡¯m taking you out¡±.


    ¡°Out where?¡±


    ¡°It¡¯s a surprise¡±.


    ¡°Angel¡± her tone is a warning that I ignore, shaking my head.


    ¡°I¡¯m not going to tell you. I promise that you¡¯ll enjoy it and if you don¡¯t then we can come back home. Let me treat you for once¡±. I give her my innocent face, knowing that it always makes her give in and she sighs.


    ¡°If you insist¡±.


    ¡°You won¡¯t regret it, now come on, we¡¯re leaving tonight¡±.


    ¡°Leaving? Tonight?¡±

 First of Many

    ¡°We¡¯ve been on this plane all night and you still haven¡¯t told me where we¡¯re going. Though, I have a good idea of where we are¡±. Jade says as she straddles my lap and I smile up at her relaxed state. So far, the plane ride has been a breeze. We¡¯ve eaten, watched movies, had sex, slept, and now we¡¯re about to land and she¡¯s getting antsy.


    ¡°Where do you think we are?¡± Jade smiles down at me as she holds my hands above my head. She looks so relaxed already and I¡¯m glad I didn¡¯t put the trip off any longer.


    ¡°Judging by the time we left and the time it is now, how long we¡¯ve been traveling, and our conversation a couple of months ago. I¡¯d say we¡¯re in Dubai¡±.


    ¡°I guess you went to Ivy league school after all¡±. I laugh as she tickles me, interrupting my laughing fit with her lips. Her kiss is deep, resounding, and a silent thank you that has me unable to stare into her unwavering gaze. She hovers over me, gently moving my chin so I can stare into her gorgeous eyes. She¡¯s so beautiful.


    ¡°You really brought me to Dubai, Kitten?¡± Her smile is as soft as her stare, igniting a fire in my belly that melts me like butter on the stove. In a rare moment, her feelings shine through with no blockages and no guards. Grateful and surprised are the emotions displayed the clearest. I know she¡¯s used to being the dominatrix, C.E.O, woman always in charge, so I doubt that she¡¯s been catered too very often. I¡¯m here to show her that she deserves to be spoiled sometimes.


    ¡°You were really stressed and we talked about it, so I planned the trip. However, things got busy and now¡­I just didn¡¯t want to put it off any longer. We¡¯ll be here for a week¡±. Jade stares at me for a moment, her gaze is soft and unreadable.


    ¡°Nobody has ever planned a trip for me that didn¡¯t include work¡±. She has a look of tenderness that I¡¯ve never seen in her eyes before and I can¡¯t help but smile. I feel like a kid with her first crush, giddy and excited for what lies ahead. I loop my arms around her neck, bringing her closer to give her a soft kiss.


    ¡°No working, you and I are off for the week. No stress, no worries, just us¡±. Jade¡¯s sweetness morphs into a deviousness and I shiver at the predatory look in her eyes. She¡¯s insatiable. After initiating me into the mile high club, we went round after round, until I fell asleep. When I woke again it was to her lips decorating my neck with kisses that led to another session.


    ¡°Is this your way of saying you¡¯re taking me on a honeymoon? I feel so honored¡±.


    ¡°You should because I got only the best for you. It¡¯s my turn to spoil you, Jade¡±.


    ¡°Why do I feel like the tables have turned?¡± I smirk, wrapping my legs around her hips and flipping us over. The action has Jade releasing a breathy laugh of surprise and I inwardly smirk. Working out and those self-defense classes has definitely paid off, thanks to the woman beneath me. After the situation with Donovan, Jade wanted to ensure that I could protect myself. She signed me up for her gym and self-defense, and MMA training. I¡¯m healthy, in-shape, and I know that I can protect myself and my kids, despite Jade¡¯s constant security.


    ¡°Baby the tables have definitely turned, but I promise to be a gentle and considerate domme, just like you¡±. Jade quips her brow at my teasing, we both know that at any moment, she can snap control back. But instead she decides to humor me. She laughs and nods, her eyes hold a challenge, daring me to impress her.


    ¡°Alright, I¡¯ll play along. We¡¯ll see how long the Kitten will be the lioness¡±.


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    ¡°Enjoy your stay!¡± Jade and I thank the enthusiastic receptionist as we follow the bellhop to our room. I try not to look around with my jaw on the floor, especially since I booked the place. I¡¯m supposed to be a lioness but I just want to squeal in excitement. I never in my life imagined I¡¯d get the privilege of traveling somewhere so beautiful. Seeing pictures and being here is completely different, and so far I¡¯m loving it.


    I¡¯ve stepped into the pinnacle of luxury. This place is shining gold, white, marble, and pristine; the floors shine so bright I can see our reflections. The guests and employees are all clean and dressed to the nines, not a wrinkle or stray hair out of sight. When I first met Jade I would¡¯ve felt like I didn¡¯t belong in the place at all. I wouldn¡¯t feel worthy to step foot inside, however this time I feel different.


    Maybe because I picked and booked the place myself. Or maybe I care more about Jade¡¯s enjoyment than my own. Whatever it is, I feel confident. I know that Jade will enjoy this trip and I¡¯m going to make sure every moment is unforgettable. There was a slight glimmer of surprise and pleasure when we arrived at the hotel. She looked around with a small smile which morphed into a smirk as I held out my hand to escort her into the hotel. She seems to like the hotel , although her eyes mainly stayed glued to me as I checked us in.


    I know she silently approves although she¡¯s being quiet. In fact, she hasn¡¯t said much since we got off the plane. My time spent with her tells me she¡¯s trying to compose her emotions and that thought makes me smirk. So far, everything is going great. She¡¯s letting down her walls and even giving me control. I know how much that means to her so I have to do her justice.


    We thank the bellhop and I give him a tip after he sets down our bags. He thanks us with a bow and well wishes before leaving us alone in the penthouse suite. It¡¯s nicer than I imagined and even rivals Jade¡¯s penthouse back home. Jade looks around the large beautifully and elegantly decorated space, we have 2 large balconies, a private pool, sauna, full-size kitchen, more rooms than necessary, and a walk-in closet. Even better, it''s right by the beach. It¡¯s incredible, but Jade remains silent, nothing but a soft small smile on her face.


    As beautiful and stunning as the hotel, views, and people are, none of it holds a candle to Jade. I follow her as she walks around, until she goes out to the balcony. If she didn¡¯t want to do business, she could definitely be a model or an actress.


    I lean against the doorframe, watching her perfect figure completely entranced. I¡¯m so grateful to have worked that extra late shift. Hard to believe that was 8 months ago. Even more shocking that I got married and fell in love in such a short amount of time. However, I have no regrets, every battle we fought together and separate has led us here. Where I can be overseas, staring at the most incredible woman being perfectly illuminated by the sun and warm breeze.


    She scopes out our view of the beach before turning with a wide smile. I stare for a moment star struck, taking as many mental images as possible. I never want to forget this moment and sight.


    ¡°Do you like it?¡± I ask for confirmation and she nods. Jade strides over and gives me a deep kiss that makes me stagger back inside. We pause to stare at each other, the energy around us still as electric as when we first met. Except there¡¯s no air of nervousness or anxiety around me, only trust, desire, and love. She lifts me in her arms and I cling to her, not satisfied with the clothing in our way. She backs me into a wall, her kiss deepening and her tongue dancing with mine. She successfully snatches the air out of my lungs and I gasp as her hand snakes around my throat. My eyes fly open at her tight squeeze, meeting the blazing fire in her eyes. She relaxes her grip, moving her body closer, until we¡¯re chest-to-chest.


    ¡°I love it. In fact, let me thank you properly, my lioness¡±. Jade kisses me again and our hands start exploring, stripping each other out of our clothes again. Mouths wide open, together, tongues twirling, hands roaming across every accessible to our touch, skin-on-skin. This is my bliss. Jade begins kissing down my body and I lean my head back, closing my eyes at the euphoric feeling of her soft lips before reminding myself that I¡¯m a lioness right now. And Jade is MY prey. This is my chance to show her that I¡¯m more than just her Kitten. I remove her hand from my throat and urge her to stand to her full height.


    ¡°There¡¯s only one thank you that I¡¯ll accept¡± I lick my lips, trailing my hands across her half-naked body. ¡°Can I?¡± Jade nods, watching me in a daze and I smirk, kissing her deeply before lifting her in my arms making her gasp. Working out is definitely paying off. I carry her to the couch, laying her down. I bite my lip, staring at her lace clad bra and pussy, waiting and ready, and waste no more time.


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    I kiss down her body, paying ample attention to her plump breast and hard nipples, sucking and toying with her sensitive flesh. Jade¡¯s light sighs fill the air and she runs her hands through my hair. That¡¯s not enough for me, I want to hear her moan and see her squirm beneath me. I want to make her feel what she makes me feel every time she pleases me.


    I use my tongue to leave a wet trail, circling her nipple before sucking them into my mouth with a relentlessness that has her gasping. I continue to bite, suck, lick and tease her body, leaving hickies on her smooth chocolate skin. I nip at her nipples, finally gaining the moans I¡¯ve been waiting for as her breathing quickens. She wants to play hard to get, that¡¯s more than okay with me. My hands begin to roam across her body, before settling on her thighs, squeezing and kneading her toned flesh in my hands. She arches her back as I flick my tongue, earning a gasp as her hands fly to my hair.


    ¡°Please¡­don¡¯t tease me baby¡± I smirk, looking up at her and lifting my brow.


    I leave a few more marks on her skin as my hands inch closer to her core.


    ¡°Oh, are you going to beg, mi Tesoro?¡± (my treasure). Jade doesn¡¯t say anything and I smirk with a nod, continuing my trail down her body before getting off of the couch. I turn her body so she¡¯s facing me and pull her to the edge of the couch. I put her legs across my shoulders alternating between kissing and nipping at her luscious flesh. I look up since Jade isn¡¯t speaking and find her watching me closely with an intense look of lust in her eyes.


    ¡°Kitten got your tongue?¡± I lick up her leg as she scoffs.


    ¡°Not at all. I¡¯m just waiting for you to-oh¡± her smart-ass response is cut off as I begin flicking her clit with my tongue. Her grip on my hair tightens as I kiss and suck her core, lapping up her juices as my hands massage her lips. She no longer tries to suppress her moans, as she leans back on the couch.


    ¡°You were saying?¡± She grips my hair and raises her hips in defiance, sliding her heat across my tongue. I hold down her rebellious hips, nipping at her clit earning a satisfying squeal and moan.


    ¡°Ooh, mm, fuck me already¡±. Jade demands but I don¡¯t give in, pulling her closer to my mouth and slapping her thigh.


    ¡°Be patient, you¡¯re saying thank you right? So let me¡­indulge¡±. My voice is as stern as my stare as I catch Jade¡¯s surprised gaze. She licks her lips with a little smile, not saying anything.


    ¡°Are you going to be a good girl for me, Tesoro?¡± Jade chuckles, smirking and raising her hips again.


    ¡°Make me¡±. I grab her hips and flip her over, lifting her ass up, spreading her legs, and hovering over her. I kiss up her back as my hands trail up the back of her thighs, following the path my lips take.


    ¡°Safe word?¡±


    ¡°Red¡±. Jade pops and twerks her ass, looking back at me with a smirk.


    ¡°Well, you have me where you want me. What will you do with me?¡±  I move back to my knees, kneading and spreading her cheeks, before sending a swift smack to both sides. She hums and moves her ass, staring back at me, mischievousness shining in her eyes.


    ¡°Is that all you got, Kitten?¡± She speaks my name tauntingly and I know that I need to get creative. I get up, grabbing her discarded shirt and folding it a few times.


    ¡°May I?¡± I ask, remembering her lesson on consent. It¡¯s not just a one time thing, it should be ongoing during our time together. Because what¡¯s acceptable one day may not be the same for another.


    Jade nods and I cover her eyes before disappearing to the kitchen. I look around and find a rubber spatula. I clean it before going back to Jade, talking shit from her position on the couch.


    ¡°Is this all the little lioness has up her sleeve? If you don¡¯t act quick I might get turned off¡±. I quietly lean down, biting her ear, catching her off guard.


    ¡°I know it takes more than being patient to turn you off. After all¡­¡± I trail the spatial across her body, making her laugh and squirm.¡±Anticipation is everything right?¡± I smack her ass three times, finally pulling a moan from her, as her smart remarks begin to die on her lips. I lick down her back, to her ass cheeks, gently kissing and soothing the warm flesh.


    ¡°Angel, ple-oh¡± her begging is cut off as I send 4 more smacks to her ass, increasing the fierceness of each strike. She moans and whines as her juices begin leaking from her core. I trace my fingertips up her back to her hair, gripping and pulling her hair back. I kiss her neck, up to her ear, smirking at her shaking legs, plump red ass, and heavy breathing.


    ¡°Are you going to be good for me now, mi amor?¡± I circle and tease her entrance with my finger as she spreads her legs and deepens the arch in her back. I slip my finger inside of her hot wet heat, giving her 3 solid strokes before pulling out. Jade moans and gasping, ¡°fuck yes¡±, her words mixing with a breathy moan. I slide my fingers inside of her again, moving them at a steady pace as I kiss her red ass cheeks. She meets every thrust, her moans filling the room and I speed up at the encouragement.


    I don¡¯t slow down as I turn her back over so she¡¯s on her back. I spread her legs wide, settling between them, driving my finger deep, hitting by her spot with relentlessness.


    She moans and her legs quiver as I begin to lap up her juices with my tongue, using it to join my finger deep inside of her.


    ¡°Ooh, oh, mm, yes, I¡¯m so close, baby. Right there¡±. Jade grips my hair as she rides my face, pressing me closer. I rub her clit with my thumb in a circular motion, making her shake and cry out in pleasure.


    ¡°Ah! Fuck, yes, shit¡± Jade releases on my tongue and fingers, riding my face until her hips spasm. She relaxes on the couch and catches her breath as I slowly take out my finger. After she composed herself, staring at me with satisfied eyes and a slight laugh.


    ¡°I stand corrected¡±. She says and I smirk, putting her legs back around my side and bringing her closer to me again.


    ¡°I¡¯m glad you realize that I¡¯m not all talk, mi amor, however, I¡¯m just getting started¡±.


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    ¡°Woo, this is incredible¡± I laugh and cheer like a little kid as Jade and I race across the desert sand dunes on our quad bikes. The wind blows through our clothes, the coverings and helmets keep the sand from impeding our speeds as we follow the group. We follow the tour guide through the Arabian desert, taking photos of the sights and beautiful morning scenery.


    It¡¯s so beautiful.


    We take a small break for 20-25 minutes, while they get the vehicles ready for the dune bashing session. Jade and I slip off our helmets, giving them back to the tour guide, thanking and tipping them. Afterwards, we take a second to hydrate and admire the scenery. I bought a camera just for this trip and I make use of it as I snap different pictures of Jade. Even in Dubai people recognize her and she¡¯s praised for her business exploits. She speaks with a few tourists and residents, taking pictures, and signing autographs as I capture the most beautiful sight I¡¯ve ever seen.


    I really love that woman.


    I loop my camera around my neck and go over to the camels, feeding and talking to the man about them. Smelly but cute in their own little way. I start heading back to Jade as I hear my name mentioned.


    ¡°That¡¯s your wife Angel, right? She¡¯s so pretty, you guys are so cute, are you on your honeymoon?¡± A group of girls around my age crowd Jade, completely fangirling and I smirk, refraining from wrapping my arms around Jade¡¯s waist.


    ¡°Well my lioness, are we on our honeymoon?¡±


    ¡°If that¡¯s what you want to call it. I¡¯d rather call it the first of many, because unlike a honeymoon this isn¡¯t a one time thing¡±. When the vehicles are ready we start dinner-baking, one of the funniest experiences I¡¯ve ever had. After around 35-45 minutes of dune bashing, and more photos, we relax again before starting a sand surfing lesson.


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    This is how we¡¯ve spent the last 6 days in Dubai. We go out on tours and activities for a few hours  before going to a restaurant and having a simple lunch. We either make use of the spa or if we have energy go shopping and sightseeing. At night we go somewhere more romantic or upscale for dinner. She¡¯s let me be in charge for the majority of the trip, mostly taking control back in the bedroom before returning to her challenging submissive ways during the day. So far she¡¯s let me plan almost everything and I can tell she likes it all.


    I¡¯ve noticed that Jade secretly likes to act like a big ass kid. She says she doesn¡¯t like amusement parks or aquariums, however, her eyes light up and she has a carefree smile the entire time. Of course we have to do the fancy shit as well but I¡¯vegotten more used to that. I usually just keep my attention on Jade. Today we spent the day at museums and malls, loading up on souvenirs for the kids, siblings, and friends before we head home tomorrow.


    Jade and I make small talk and check on the kids until we¡¯re done eating, sitting in silence as we drink our coffee. I¡¯m almost finished with my cup when Jade gives me a considering stare.


    ¡°What? Why are you looking at me like that?¡±


    ¡°I know I thanked you before, but this has truly been amazing. I always seem to do or learn something new with you. Something about myself, another viewpoint or perspective I never considered. This trip has been unforgettable. You¡­are very important to me, Angel¡±. Jade locks me in an intense stare and I shake my head, feeling my cheeks heat under her gaze.


    ¡°I love you, Jade¡± I exhale, I¡¯ve been holding that all week. Every time I¡¯d catch her staring or see the sunrise or set reflected in her gorgeous eyes, or the numerous times we¡¯ve made love around the penthouse suite. Jade smiles, finishing her coffee before we pay and leave. This trip has been unforgettable just like Jade said. For our last night here, I want to make sure it ends on a high.

 I Adore You

    I smooth out my House of CB espresso midi dress, fix my wavy hair and touch up my makeup. I give myself a final satisfied nod in the mirror before grabbing my purse and going downstairs where Jade is waiting.


    Wow.


    That¡¯s all I can think as I stare at my wife in her white beautiful, deep v-neck zipper wrap mini dress and nude heels. The snow white dress hugs her chocolate skin beautifully, her legs look long and endless. Her skin is smooth and glowing and I have the overwhelming urge to kiss her.


    ¡°You look divine, Angel¡± I smile as I take her accepted hand, lacing our fingers together. Since we can¡¯t be affectionate like this in public, I take advantage of our moments in the penthouse.


    ¡°Thank you Jade, you have good taste. You look beautiful. Should we go?¡±


    ¡°One thing first¡± Jade gently brings me forward, giving me soft kisses, ensuring not to mess up either of our makeup. We gather our things and go to the car, waiting for us outside.


    ¡°So my lioness, what do you have planned for our last night here?¡±


    ¡°Do you not want it to be a surprise?¡±


    ¡°Between the dates, gifts, and all the spoiling you¡¯ve done for me this past week, I don¡¯t know how many more surprises I can take¡±.


    ¡°I¡¯ve only done a fraction of what you¡¯ve done for me¡±. Jade laughs and shakes her head as she eyes me, her smile is infectious. She¡¯s been so happy and relaxed all week, I¡¯ve seen a different side of Jade this week and it¡¯s absolutely endearing.


    ¡°It isn¡¯t a competition¡±.


    ¡°Of course it isn¡¯t, but I don¡¯t want you to think that your effort will never be reflected. I can care for you just as you do for me, besides¡­I love you, making you happy is extremely fulfilling¡±. I can tell Jade wants to touch me, but she refrains, holding her hands in her lap instead.


    ¡°So, where are we going?¡± I laugh but tell her the name of the restaurant, ¡°l''Imp¨¦ratrice de Bord de la Mer¡± or the Seaside Empress, an extremely upscale michelin 3 star restaurant on the water. It was a pain in the ass to get a table, even being named Knight.


    ¡°Wow, I¡¯m impressed, it takes months to reserve a table. I have never been able to get a table, how did you manage to get one in 2 months?¡± I smirk, giving myself a mental high-five for my successful trip planning and ability to please Jade in more ways than sexual. I hope she understands and feels how special she is to me.


    ¡°I can¡¯t give all my secrets away. I heard through the grapevine that you¡¯ve been wanting to eat there for a while, so I did everything I could to make sure it happens¡±. Jade stares at me, not saying a word and I smile at her suddenly guarded expression. I¡¯m starting to think this is just her way of being awkward. We arrive at the port and Jade and I step out of the car into the beautiful night. She follows me to the yacht I rented for the night and we greet the staff before beginning our voyage to the restaurant. I excuse myself to go to the restroom, secretly calling the restaurant to let them know that we¡¯re on our way. I return to Jade with a glass of champagne, handing her one as we watch the waves and setting sun.


    It¡¯ll take about 20 minutes to sail to the restaurant where our table is booked. I reserved a private table and dock so we won¡¯t be interrupted by fans or reporters. We don¡¯t even have to go inside the restaurant unless Jade wants to, that¡¯s how private it is. This dinner is the most expensive activity on the trip. Jade and I talk casually as we watch the water and stars. The wind softly sways her cascading hair, her dress perfectly compliments her figure, and most importantly, Jade looks happy. She deserves to be happy and knowing that I had a part in giving her this happiness is so fulfilling.


    Even as Jade tells me about her childhood and the way she was forced to participate in girl scouts and pageants to ¡°improve her image¡±, she¡¯s still smiling. I¡¯ve never seen her smile so much, but I love it. It¡¯s bright and refreshing and has a way of easing any anxiety or nervousness I feel. As unconventional as this all began, I know that Jade is my final person.


    ¡°What? Why are you staring at me like that?¡± Jade laughs, moving her hair from her face as she leans against the railing. I shake my head, still smiling as I drink in every ounce of her and every second of our time together.


    ¡°I love you¡± Jade smiles, tucking my hair behind my ear, before a thoughtful look crosses her face.


    ¡°When did you know that you love me?¡±


    ¡°Do you remember when we went to the aquarium, you told me that you never did something considered normal to others as a kid? That day, I saw you in a different light, well beyond the unapproachable and intimidating C.E.O. In that artificial light, surrounded by whining kids, exhausted parents, and curious fans, you were the most beautiful person in the world. I had never wanted to kiss someone so much in my life¡± I laugh as I look at the water, remembering that day.


    ¡°It wasn¡¯t instantaneous and I didn¡¯t know immediately, but I believe that was the moment I began to grow in love with you. Every moment after that, even the rocky parts, further solidified my feelings for you. So, when you asked me to sign the marriage contract, I already knew the answer¡±. Jade nods, contemplating for a minute before asking another question that has me smiling.


    ¡°How did you know that what you were feeling is love?¡±


    ¡°Mm, when I first started feeling this way, I tried to compare the feeling to what I had previously. But I couldn¡¯t, it was different, incomparable. Once I agreed to be with you and try this for real, I knew in my heart that I would never be able to walk away. My mind was consumed by you, the only person I wanted to be with was you. When rumors of you being with someone else came out I was a barrage of different emotions, upset, pissed off, sick to my stomach. I was so angry with myself for letting you get away and all I wanted was to be with you again¡±.


    ¡°You¡¯re an addiction that brings the best out of me, I can¡¯t get enough of you, of this feeling. I¡¯ve grown so much because of you, Jade. In confidence and self-respect, you taught me the value of myself and helped me see my worth. You were worried about being good enough for me, but treat me like a queen¡±. I smile as I look at Jade with a smile, my eyes reflecting my words and love that ignites in my belly. If it wasn¡¯t for Dubai laws, I¡¯d be on my knees, between her legs, letting her juices flow down my throat as her moans harmonize with the sea.


    ¡°I guess what I¡¯m trying to say is, how could I not love you Jade?¡± I can see the dock of the restaurant and get excited to treat Jade to something she¡¯s never had. I don¡¯t expect her to say anything back,


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    ¡°Have I told you that you¡¯re the most incredible woman I¡¯ve ever met?¡± I smile, feeling myself get lifted even higher into the clouds.


    ¡°Mm, maybe once or twice, but you can always say it again¡±. We both laugh and Jade reaches out to touch me again before we¡¯re interrupted by a throat clearing behind us.


    ¡°Excuse me, Mrs. and Mrs. Knight, we have arrived¡±. We thank the staff member as he helps us off the yacht, onto the dock where a waitress and maitre¡¯d are waiting with a bottle of champagne. The dock is lit in a soft elegant light, shining up the darkening sea. They lead us to a well lit gazebo, where a candle lit table is waiting. Soft music plays in the speakers, they even put shawls on our chairs in case we get cold. The dinner is a 5 course meal that is already set, so Jade and I give our drink orders as the waitress fills our glasses with complimentary champagne. They disappear inside to get our drinks and food and I sip the fizzing alcohol, setting my attention on the stunning woman in front of me.


    We easily begin to fall back into our conversation, telling each other stories of our childhood, embarrassing stories, worst dates, anything we can think of. When a course that she really enjoys comes out, Jade talks to me about food, cooking, her chef, and the restaurants she invests in and owns. I knew that Knight Industries was versatile, but I never knew that Jade enjoyed so many different things. I¡¯m starting to think there¡¯s hardly anything that she can¡¯t do.


    Four courses pass quicker than I¡¯d like and soon we¡¯re on dessert, some elegant expensive looking chocolate, too pretty to ruin. Granted, I¡¯ve felt that about most of the dishes that have come out and made sure to take a picture each time. Jade doesn¡¯t share my sentiment, quickly spooning up the chocolate decadence. I watch her lips closely as she slowly inserts the spoon into her mouth, closing her eyes with a low moan that sends shocks to my core. I lick my lips subconsciously, unable to take my eyes off of her. Taking a bite of dessert should not look this sexy.


    ¡°Aren¡¯t you going to eat, Kitten?¡± I raise my brow and smirk, spooning up my own dessert, which is as delicious as I expected. Not overly sweet, the tart cherries and smooth cool gelato a perfect contrast to the chocolate and hazelnut. However, the way Jade is looking right about now, I¡¯d rather have her than any expensive Michelin star dessert.


    ¡°Oh, I¡¯m Kitten again?¡± She hasn¡¯t called me that since I had her ass bent over on the couch when we first arrived. Over the course of this trip, Jade has relinquished control to me, only stepping in when I¡¯m completely out of my league. I¡¯m not used to all the expensive and fancy shit after all. These people speak a language that I¡¯ll never understand. If it wasn¡¯t for Jade, I¡¯d probably be swindled by now.


    Jade chuckles, obviously recalling the same moments that I am. Jade likes it rough and made sure that I proved I could be her lioness and not just her Kitten.


    ¡°You like being dominant. Has the Kitten found a new kink?¡±


    ¡°I wouldn¡¯t say I like being dominant, but I like to please you¡­in every way¡¯. I slowly scan her body, loving how she doesn¡¯t hide the various love marks I left on her skin. She¡¯s so bold and carefree, unafraid to do what she wants, I admire that about her.


    ¡°I can honestly say that nobody has ever pleased me as well as you do, Angel¡­in every way. You seem to know what I desire without me having to tell you. I have never doubted that you are the perfect person for me¡±.


    ¡°Really, never?¡±


    ¡°Is that so hard to believe?¡±


    ¡°With all of the people you could¡¯ve chosen, yeah it¡¯s a little hard to believe¡±. Jade sets her spoon down, prompting me to do the same as the air around us begins to switch to a more serious and intimate atmosphere.


    ¡°When I met you, I knew you would be the perfect person to help me with that contract. You were focused and only had one concern, raising your daughter. I could see the type of person you were as you and Cataleya interacted. You also had no interest in me or my money which made the decision clear. I had other options in case you refused that¡¯s true, but there was doubt around all of them¡±.


    ¡°You knew just like that? Even after you witnessed Cash and that drama?¡±


    ¡°I saw how you handled the situation and I was impressed. Honestly, you impressed me many times that night. So much so that Nikki took notice¡±. Jade begins eating her dessert again and I do the same as I contemplate what she said. It sounds like Jade had feelings for me long before she asked for this to be real. If that¡¯s the case, I was worrying and overthinking this whole time for nothing.


    I remember Nate telling me once that if I wanted to know how Jade feels about me to just ask and I never have. I should just come right out and ask her, or would that change this nice chill vibe we have going on? I¡¯m overthinking again. Our servers come to clear our finished plates and we thank them, and I leave a tip before heading back to the yacht, docked and waiting for us. Jade and I set sail towards the hotel again at a much slower pace, both of us relaxing against the cushioned seats with glasses of champagne. The alcohol does little to keep me from overthinking as I work up the nerve to ask Jade how she feels about me. Why is it so difficult to just come out and ask? We¡¯re married, it''s not like things will change regardless of her answer.


    ¡°It looks like the lioness is turning back into the Kitten. I wonder when you will have the courage to ask whatever it is that has you overthinking¡±. Jade has a teasing smirk on her face as she watches my cheeks heat from her comment. She¡¯s let me be in charge this whole trip but I can¡¯t help but naturally want to submit to Jade. She¡¯s so captivating and composed even when she¡¯s not in charge she remains in control. Jade sips her champagne, patiently waiting for me to say what¡¯s on my mind as we sail on the water, the star lights up the sky unlike I¡¯ve ever seen, it¡¯s beautiful and a great distraction.


    ¡°Well¡­I guess I¡¯ve just been wondering¡­how exactly do you feel about me? I know I said your actions spoke loud enough, but sometimes I think I may be reading things the wrong way¡±.


    ¡°I have never been in love before, so I can¡¯t say for sure what I¡¯m feeling. Honestly, for the first time in a long time I don¡¯t know how to describe this feeling that I have, but I do know that you are the most important person in my life. In the past I rarely took the time to be close to anyone let alone develop any semblance of romantic feelings for a person. I can¡¯t say there was a time where I simply desired the presence of someone for more than pleasure. Or if I ever worried if someone was eating or drinking properly, if they were having a good or bad day and how I could make it better. I never cared about someone''s opinion of me or if I looked good in their eyes. I have also never dared to put anyone before my goals, my job, or my money. In short, I have never desired or allowed myself to get attached to anyone. However, when I met you, I gradually found myself starting to do all of that, wanting all that comes with what people call a relationship. I want you and nobody else, it was strange but I began to like the idea of calling you mine more and more. I don¡¯t know if this feeling has a name, or really how to describe it, which is strange for a person like me, but I¡¯ve come to crave these feelings¡±. I struggle to swallow the lump in my throat as I melt at her sweet admission. The love shining in her eyes even without calling it so is overwhelming. I never expected this, like a secret dream I always hoped for, that¡¯s now coming true. Happily ever after that I didn¡¯t see myself ever having. I know this honeymoon will end and we¡¯ll face more obstacles and tests, but for right now, I¡¯m floating on clouds.


    Jade smiles as she wipes the tears flowing down my face. I¡¯m so glad I used waterproof makeup, or else I¡¯d look like a damn racoon right now.


    ¡°We¡¯ve been through a lot together this past year, faced battles in our relationship and got caught in the crossfire of our personal wars, but through it all I¡¯ve known one thing¡±. I sniffle and smile, probably looking a mess but I don¡¯t care. Jade has already seen every side of me and cares for them all.


    ¡°What¡¯s that?¡±


    ¡°There¡¯s nobody else that¡¯d I¡¯d rather go to war with, no one else that is perfect to be at my side. This started with a contract, but I can say that I genuinely adore you more than anyone in this world¡±. My heart threatens to leap out of my chest as the tears once again start flowing down my face. I really should¡¯ve asked this sooner, but either way, I knew I made the right choice. There was nobody else that could make me feel what Jade makes me feel.


    ¡°I love you¡± I confess softly, wiping my face, staring into her intense shining eyes. She mumbles something along the lines of ¡°law be damned¡± pulling me into her lap and kissing the air from my lungs. Jade pulls me into her lap, breaking the kiss to stare into my eyes.


    ¡°And I adore you, my Kitten¡±.