***
I looked at Svilran again. These ¡®descriptions¡¯ were a little too casual and pointed. It made it look like she was the one writing them... She still didn¡¯t indicate that she knew what I was doing, though.
...
So, with the shrine, I was surprised that I had actually been rewarded with something that could help Elma, despite how thorny the description was. With regard to the statue... It was interesting how the description told me what I was thinking... I mean, it wasn¡¯t wrong, but it was kind of creepy. This kind of stuff would work in a video game, but when you¡¯re actually a real person... It makes one wonder...
Also, regarding that statue--I was sure it had to do with Dorthaunzee. It had to be her that led to this thing being unlocked. I¡¯d be able to prove it if I could see Dorthaunzee¡¯s status later on...
Anyway, here was where things got tricky. Beneath each notice, there were buttons I could press, each revolving around ¡®Publishing¡¯ the information. The degree to which I made everything public was what varied across the buttons. Essentially, I could publish all the information or withhold certain parts. For instance, I could take away the ¡®Unlock¡¯ information. Another thing I could do was ¡®dumb-down¡¯ the information. The amount of control I was being given was unnerving.
So, the benefit of releasing the information on the structures was that I would then get to Build the structures because they would be properly added to our actual Build Menu. The benefit to keeping it private... Well, I couldn¡¯t figure it out. I was going to need to think about it more. Looking at the shrine, though... I wasn¡¯t sure how Svilran was going to react to that information. Would she be okay knowing my ¡®indiscretion¡¯ was rewarded?
I put the Builds aside and instead looked at the new message.
Inverse... What¡¯s the Inverse?
***
The Way To The Inverse Has Opened.
From now on, you, Fainn Sviklinder, may go to the Inverse at any time by interacting with the newly formed option.
Upon first arriving, the Inverse¡¯s facilitator will greet you and welcome you to the space. Please do not be alarmed upon meeting the facilitator.
Good luck, and work hard. And, of course, do not reveal the existence of the Inverse to any Hero Hub resident or visitor.
***
What. The. Heck... Again. And not to be proven incorrect, there was a new option available to me in the corner of my vision. It was an icon that looked like a swirling vortex. Obviously, I was curious, but now I wasn¡¯t sure what would happen if I accessed the so-called Inverse here.
I looked over my shoulder. ¡°I¡¯m... feeling ill,¡± I said. ¡°I¡¯m just going to go take a walk outside.¡±
Svilran sighed and looked at me. ¡°It might be because you ate so much food last night that your body doesn¡¯t know how to process it. Please take care of yourself and have some water.¡±
¡°Thank you, Miss Goddess.¡±
She smiled a little. ¡°Okay. Go then. I¡¯ll be here.¡±
So I went to the house and locked myself in my room. As soon as I did, I interacted with the icon, and oh man, things went strange fast. My vision distorted, and colors were flying all over the place. I felt myself fall backward and away from my body.
I kept falling and falling until I closed my eyes.
Episode 013: Welcome to the Inverse
¡°Holy moly.¡±
When I opened my eyes again, I was standing in a very... ominous place. The ground was blacker and deader than the ground in the Hero Hub. The sky here was just as depressing, being black and purple, the purple swirling and slithering through the sky like it was alive. In the distance, I could see shadowy blobs. Looking around, I counted five. They each had slightly different shades, but they were all equally ominous. I got a strange sense of foreboding and turned around to see a shadowy blob behind me as well.
¡°Hold on...¡±
I stared at the blob.
¡°This looks like my house.¡±
¡°It is.¡±
I was like a swivel chair with how quickly I turned. Behind me was¡ª
¡°S-Svilran?¡±
There was a woman that looked very similar to Svilran. The biggest difference, however, was her black hair... Her maid outfit--its colors were inverted too and... maybe more modest? Her chest was more covered, and the outfit¡¯s neck was more like a turtleneck. In exchange, though, her midriff was totally exposed. She wore a much longer white skirt than Svilran¡¯s short skirt too.
Actually, on closer inspection, it couldn¡¯t be Svilran. This one¡¯s expression looked serene, as if she had never stressed a day in her life... It was also a bit more disconcerting, as I couldn¡¯t read her well.
She looked past me and at the house. That is the Inverse¡¯s double¡ªa shadow of your home. She smoothly gestured to the other blobs in the distance.
¡°What does that suggest about those...¡± Her voice was melodic and measured. It felt like she could drift away to sleep at any moment.
¡°If this is a shadow of my house, then those other shadows are the doubles of the other buildings.¡±
¡°That¡¯s right. For the Buildings, what is solid is fleeting in the Inverse.¡± She took my hand with her right and patted it with her left. ¡°You¡¯re so smart, Fainn...¡±
I raised a brow at her but didn¡¯t remove my hand. ¡°Who are you, and why do you look like Svilran?¡±
She released my hand and bowed before me. ¡°I am the Inverse¡¯s facilitator...¡± She stood up straight and looked at me. ¡°I am also Svilran and not. I am her Inverse self¡ªI am her subconscious ¡ her internal turned inside out and made external. You may call me Narlivs, for ease, of course.¡±
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¡°What.¡±
She waved her hand as she gestured toward this space. ¡°This is the underside of the Hero Hub, the part that exists below the surface, its subtle half, its subconscious--the place dubbed The Inverse.¡±
I looked around, completely stunned.
¡°All has two sides, depending on how one looks at it,¡± she said, holding out her hand, her palm face-up, and with a projection of the Hero Hub and its underside floating above her hand. ¡°The Hero Hub is no exception. It too has a critical underside hiding below the surface, just as Svilran does.¡± The projection flipped so that the dark underside was on the top and the Hero Hub proper was on the bottom. ¡°There are many ways to perceive these two halves, and this model I show is a gross oversimplification. Conscious and Subconscious... Waking and Dream... Outer and Inner. Many metaphors fit this realm, though the individual labels I mentioned don¡¯t accurately capture the entire nature of the realm.¡±
¡°Okay... And what does that say about me? Is this my Inverted self?¡±
She shook her head. ¡°No. True Humans are a little different. You¡ªyour subconscious and conscious selves are more tightly interwoven and have the potential of becoming tighter... Have you not noticed, Fainn?¡±
¡°Noticed what?¡±
¡°You stand here before me, but you are simultaneously in your room.¡±
Huh. The moment she said that, I did notice something.
¡°I¡¯ve just been in my room listening to this conversation,¡± I said, slack-jawed.
I closed my eyes and opened them again to find myself in my room. From here, I heard her reply.
¡°That¡¯s right. You¡¯ve begun to exist in two planes at once.¡±
I blinked and was back in the Inverse with Narlivs standing before me. Meanwhile, in the upside, I was walking to my bed, fully cognizant.
¡°Whoa,¡± I said, looking at my hands here, while in the upside, I was lying down. ¡°So I can do this because I¡¯m human? An Earth human?¡±
Narlivs stood beside me and hooked her arm in mind. She calmly nudged me, gesturing for me to walk with her.
¡°That¡¯s right, and also because your mind is sufficiently developed... Do you know when you dream, Fainn?¡±
¡°I do. I can figure it out.¡±
¡°That skill is very valuable and what has allowed you to achieve what is called Continuity of Consciousness and Parallel Consciousness. I should clarify, though, that you still have a subconscious... It is more that the divide between you and it is much more reduced than for other people.¡±
¡°I... can understand that. And what about you? What¡¯s the divide between you and Svilran like?¡±
¡°It is very pronounced. Her existence as an imperfect god also makes it very unlikely she will ever be able to cross the divide and commune with me.¡± Narlivs giggled. ¡°So are the rules of long-gone divinity¡ Conversely, everything she knows, I will know, as everything she knows must pass by my eyes and every new thought she formulates trickles down to me. I, however, will only be able to nudge her.¡±
¡°Much like how a subconscious works.¡±
Narlivs hugged my arm tighter and rested her head against my arm. ¡°Exactly.¡±
¡°So what¡¯s the purpose of the Inverse and my purpose here?¡±
¡°Maintenance.¡±
¡°In what way?¡±
¡°The underside of the Hero Hub is more prone to attack than the topside is.¡±
Narlivs pointed ahead of us to a strange white figure. I narrowed my eyes at it, and it slowly came into focus, sort of like my eyes were becoming adjusted to it.
¡°What... is that?¡± I asked, unsure if I should be shocked.
Episode 013: Welcome to the Inverse Part 02
I wasn''t sure what exactly I was seeing, even though they were clear as day now.
Narlivs spoke, her words measured. "Unrestrained and malicious chaos--Imaginal Parasites."
The thing that was ahead of us, stuck like a leech to the ground, was some phantasmal snake or eel-looking white monster. It had many feelers protruding from it, feelers wavering in imaginary wind. Did I say eel? It started looking like a many-eyed thing with the head of a fish and the lower body of a seahorse. Wait, was it changing form again--
"I recommend not looking at it for too long," Narlivs whispered, holding my arm closer to her bosom. "They are creatures that ignore the laws of reality and dimensions. They can drive one mad."
"Seriously?"
"Those creatures... To call them a primordial evil would not be so farfetched."
"Are they... Were they released when Earth was destroyed?"
"No... They''re something else. A plague that has ravaged the Imaginal Realms since their inception. They are creatures that traverse the underside of the Imaginal Realm--the same underside our Inverse exists within--and they feed on the Aether meant for the Topside. They exist to devour from the inside out." Narlivs let out an angry-sounding giggle. "It lives up to its name."
"This... sounds extremely scary. So it''s draining the Hero Hub of energy?"
"Yes... Thankfully, this one is a small parasite. The rate at which it consumes is dwarfed by the rate at which the Hero Hub sucks in Aether from the surrounding reality. Still, accrue too many Parasites, and the Hero Hub will eventually die. This is why maintenance must occur. The Hero Hub can not afford to fall victim to parasites as all else in reality can." Narlivs pointed at three more spots. "Four are feasting on the Hero Hub at the moment."
"So. How do we get rid of them?"
"I don''t know."
We exchanged stares.
"Really?" I asked.
"Earth, and the rest of the physical realm didn''t have to deal with Imaginal Parasites, so Svilran never developed knowledge of countering them despite other gods giving lectures on the matter. We simply know of their existence..." Narlivs sighed and chuckled. "Svilran was never keen on learning the art of war. She preferred to avert her eyes from such truths."
"Okay, and no Divine Intuition or anything like that?"
"It''s harder with the Parasites. They''re an existence... equivalent to the primordial forces of the universe. What is to be known about the Parasites must be learned through observation of them. Let''s see..." Narlivs placed her finger against her lip. "We are equivalent to humans gazing up at a starry sky, trying to derive as many rules of the cosmos as we can."
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"If I go over there right now and kick it, will there be repercussions?"
"More developed Parasites can attempt to devour a body like mine. These small ones may just ignore you. I do believe there is a way for us to conduct maintenance however. Why else would you and I be allowed to come here otherwise?"
"If I were to use +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ I could probably scare it away... Is a parasite like an animal, or does it have a rational mind?"
"Unsure. I would want to say they''re animalistic, but I cannot begin to fathom the makeup of a possible mind. They could very well just be a force of nature."
"That would put them in the same bracket as the Imaginal Will."
"Yes. Again, they are equivalent¡ªthe parasites just being a more malicious analog to those forces."
"Hey, the Imaginal Will are described as forces of nature that can destroy stuff while being innocent. What separates them from the parasites?"
"The parasites can devour Imaginal Will. Some have gone on to take control of some of those entities and turn an Imaginal Will from an innocent force of nature to a malicious destroyer of reality. This is the account Svilran was told long ago... These entities throw reality out of balance and propagate destruction and evil when they gain power. The Gods of the Imaginal Realm, both Imaginal Will and World Gods--some of them have evolved to be able to see the parasites plaguing the Imaginal Realm and have taken up arms against them."
"Heavy... So there''s a bigger conflict..."
"If we were to establish sides and describe the forces at the top of this new reality of ours... let''s see... We would have the Imaginal Will on one side. The Hero Hub forces and our superior would be another. Then there would be the malicious force unleashed with Earth''s destruction--let''s call them the Evil Will for symmetry. Finally, the Imaginal Parasites. These four forces are the predominant forces shaping the fate of the Imaginal Realm. We can also describe the forces as thus: Creative Chaos for the Imaginal Will, Creative Order for the Hero Hub''s forces, Destructive Order for the Evil Will, and Destructive Chaos for the Imaginal Parasites. Of course, there is nuance within each force but those would be their alignments in the grand scheme of things."
"Hmm, that''s quite a lot." I looked at the parasite again. "Scary."
"Yes... as there are only four, we can take our time studying them. I would recommend staying your hand for now. I estimate that they would become a problem in 300 Hub Years. So we have more than enough time to prepare. If they ever become a detriment to the Hub, you will receive an alert through the Individualized Messages as well, so there is no worry of being caught unaware."
"Hold on; you know about them? The Message System?"
"Yes. I am technically a resident of the Inverse now, and the Individualized Message, along with the rest of our Hero Hub''s systems, are designed to be used in conjunction with this realm as well. As I am the facilitator for this side, I was informed of everything regarding our operations and serve as a guide in many respects."
"How do I use the Hero Hub systems in conjunction with the Inverse?"
"Sometimes, there may be structures that can only be built here. You may also build certain structures down here should you want to keep them from Svilran or anyone else. To build things, you must accumulate Inverse Points--"
"Great. Another currency to track..."
"Please don''t be annoyed, Fainn. There''s so much work to be done and much to be managed."
I sighed and smiled. "Yeah. How do I get them?"
"By defeating the Parasites feasting on the Hub."
"... So I''ve got to earn them."
"Most things in life must be earned."
"By beating the things I still don''t know how to beat."
"It is a goal that we can work towards."
"Fair enough. I under...stand... What the?"
Near what I identified as the Inverse-double of the fountain was Dorthaunzee flickering in and out. I ran toward her, and when I got there, I saw that she was running in place against a colorful backdrop. She kept on running, completely unaware that I was mere feet from her.
Episode 013: Welcome to the Inverse Part 03
"Wh-What is this, Narlivs?"
"Ahh. Yes. As a subtle subconscious realm," Narlivs began, "the Inverse overlaps with the dream space--what one could call the subconscious''s playground. Sometimes, the people from the topside might... appear here when they dream. Sweet Dorthaunzee is currently napping in front of the fountain, and some of her dream is being reflected here in the form of this fog. Let''s call it dreamer''s fog."
I glanced at the parasite nearby. "Is she in danger?"
Narlivs looked at the parasite for a few moments. "If Dorthaunzee was dream-walking, then she would be in more danger, but no. As a normal dreamer, even if the parasite tried to devour her vitality, it would only suck out a little. It would be the equivalent of a mosquito bite. As a rule of thumb, you are more at risk the more you enter the Inverse."
"Hmm, okay." I touched the fog that was acting as a lens into Dorthaunzee''s dream. My hand kind of slipped, and I touched Dorthaunzee."
She looked around all of a sudden, but her eyes and mine never met for any meaningful time.
"Be careful, Fainn. You''re a special existence right now," Narlivs warned. "There is no telling what may happen."
"The parasites won''t be able to enter this fog the way my hand can?"
"No. Look here." Narlivs put her hand against the fog, but it didn''t enter at all. In fact, it bent against the surface as if it was hard. "I assume that your conscious mind and its weight is what lets you skirt the laws of this realm. Though, if you notice, you can''t get much more than your hand into the dream."
"That''s true... Trippy. There''s so much to discover."
"Yes."
"How''d you know Dorthaunzee was napping in front of the fountain? Just because of the proximity to the fountain?"
"No. You and Svilran have been made into important cores of the Hero Hub. Therefore, you can be aware of everything about the Hero Hub, including the location of its residents. It''s just that the info is fed to your subconscious."
I thought back to a certain moment. That one time Elma''s door just opened for me. Did it open for me because I needed it to?
"Given your capabilities so far, should you ever just quiet your mind, you might find that your awareness expands. I recommend practicing. In this arena, Svilran does better than you. While she and I cannot converse, she is good at overhearing information that is being sent to me."
"Oh... So if she wanted to know where I was..."
"She could just ask the Hero Hub. Though, she can''t get your location exactly, as you are an equivalent existence to her. For her to know your location, you must allow it. She knew about you and Elma, however, because she saw you sleeping with her this morning."
"Ahh. So she really was there..."
"Don''t judge her harshly. She was curious and concerned. She didn''t expect to be so shaken by what she saw. It roused feelings she wasn''t paying serious attention to."
"Oh, no problem. I understand."
Narlivs latched onto my arm and smiled. "Good."
"Whew, a lot of information..."
"Yes. Anyway, should you want to erect any Building down here, just gather the necessary Inverse Points. You can then create it down here without letting the residents of the topside know."
"It won''t have a Topside double?"
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"No. Not at all."
I looked at the dorms. "Question. Are there any Heroes that can only live on this side?"
"I''m not sure that they could only exist here, but they would be Heroes that are capable of traversing the Inverse. There are actually many that can cross into the underside across infinite worlds. I would recommend keeping your eyes open for them. Having Heroes that can combat Parasites might be extremely beneficial."
"Understood."
"Now that we''ve covered the basics, I recommend that this you return to the Hero Hub."
"But why? It''s not like I''m gone. I''m in two places at once, right?"
"You are, but you, Fainn, have a special existence here--it is what lets you interact with things down here differently than I do. To put it in other words, your conscious self was close enough to his subconscious self that the subconscious was able to guide the conscious down here. You can know what is going on here because your subconscious is submerging you and holding you down here. The Inverse, however, is a fully subconscious realm. You look at this realm with conscious eyes, but you do not see what your subconscious sees. That small divide between you two makes all the difference, and that difference shields you like a veil. To speak in metaphor, you, the party held down below the surface can only see ahead with blurry eyes. Your subconcious, however, can see all that is around you, and maybe a little of what is deeper."
Narlivs walked ahead of me and held out her arms before turning.
"This is the Realm of Truth. The secrets of creation can be seen from here. The Abyss--you could see the bottom of it from here if you had the eyes that pierce the depths. However, the conscious mind cannot process this unfiltered reality. If you stayed here for long, the last boundary between conscious and subconscious would be forcefully burned away, and you, the conscious mind, would be horribly damaged and possibly go mad... All that would be left of Fainn would be his subconscious. And then, without a conscious mind to handle the waking world, the subconscious would then die, a prisoner in the shadows of lunacy."
"Stare into the Abyss, and it stares into you," I muttered.
"This realm is of vital import, but remember Fainn. You and I may be here to maintain it, but we are not expected to inhabit it. No one is expected to inhabit it."
"Understood... So you?"
"When you are not here, neither will I be. I will return to Svilran when you leave. This realm poses dangers to my existence as well."
"Because you are actually a fully subconscious existence." I looked at the parasite. "Those things could target you."
"Exactly..." She chuckled. "Actually... A good metaphor: The more conscious you are in the Inverse, the less real you are."
"Oh. So I''m part ghost down here... Okay. That''s a funny thought."
"You''re so smart, Fainn..." Narlivs said as she rubbed my arm.
"Says the girl who explained everything to me." I bobbed my head as I worked up the courage to try. I held out my arms and invited a hug.
Narlivs, with her smile undisturbed, walked up to me and rested her head against my chest as she hugged me.
"Fainn, I would like it to be clear. Svilran and I adore you--truly. That affection factored into why Svilran ultimately chose you to be the other half of the Hero Hub."
Right. This was Svilran''s subconscious. She knew everything going on with Svilran. Heck, she might have motivated some actions too...
"Hey, what exactly does Svilran want right now? I feel like she''s bothered about the thing with Elma, but I also got the feeling she wanted me to care about her too. Was I wrong?"
Narlivs shook her head. She looked up at me, and in a graceful movement, kissed me on the lips.
"!!!"
"Svilran wants your affection. She, however, is being overly conscious of her place... This is a secret that you must never speak outside of here, but... Svilran was never very good at being a God. That fact led to many trials and tribulations for her. Right now... she is doing her best to not fall short again." Narlivs caressed my cheek as she looked at me with eyes that indicated no turmoil or anguish. "I, however, do not need to be so reserved. I am her truth--her hidden ones turned inside-out and made external. I have seen much more, and I hold so much for her that I''m just waiting for her to reach for... I just want to be affectionate with you, Fainn. I want you to shower me with affection in turn. You were the person we picked. Would you please pick us? Allow this facilitator one selfish dream."
I held her cheeks, stroking them with my thumb as I did. "Not even a question. You saved me. I''ll... I''ll pick you. But you don''t mind that Elma also wants things from me, right?"
She shook her head. "No? Everyone knows a god can have many loves. We do not need to enforce monogamy at this moment." Svilran chuckled. "Zeus certainly did not care."
I blinked many times. "Okay. Wasn''t expecting such a straight answer. Also, Zeus? Wow."
"You''re speaking to the subconscious directly. There is nothing left for me to hide. In my eyes, everything is simple. It is Svilran with her perceptions who muddies the scenery before us."
"Understood."
"The situation with Elma made her feelings bubble up to the surface faster than she was ready to deal with them... I personally do not care to fight her feelings. So... please tell her you care for her again. She wants to hear that you see her as Svilran, and not just one of many women. She can be quite greedy like that."
I flashed a thumbs-up. "Got it... Thanks, Narlivs."
She smiled back. "I wish us the very best future, Fainn."
Episode 013: Welcome to the Inverse Part 04
I opened my eyes and was fully back on the topside. Before my eyes was the Observatory. I had made my way over here while I was talking with Narlivs.
"Man. What a crazy place."
The underside of the Hero Hub... The Inverse. The realm that represents the sort-of-subconscious of this world we call the Hero Hub. The place where one could gaze upon the secrets of creation from... Even now, I wasn''t fully sure I could wrap my head around the significance of the Inverse and why I alone was allowed to go there. But whatever, what mattered was that now, there was a place I could go if I wanted to set up structures I didn''t want Svilran knowing about... For whatever reason.
I opened up the I.C.S (Individualized Correspondence System) and checked those dang structures.
"The real problem is that shrine... How would Svilran react to knowing that I got something that could make Elma stronger in exchange for spending the night with Elma?"
Narlivs told me what Svilran wants... and to be honest, I would be happy about that... Letting her know we got something good out of my indiscretion might help her too... Help show it''s not all black and white.
The next layer to consider here is how to publish these new structures. They would notify Svilran of their existence when published, just like normal structures would. I had a good sense of when these things were unlocked, so in order to avoid suspicion, I would have to publish them at a moment that looked appropriate. Maybe it would be best to hide the unlocking conditions as well.
I scratched my head. "Good god. Why is this layer of deception even needed?"
I resolved myself and went back into the .
"Oh. Hi, Fainn. Are you feeling better?" asked the adorably troublesome former goddess.
"A little." I walked up to her seat. "Found anything?"
"No. Unfortunately. Nothing new."
I rested my hand on her shoulder, and she jumped at my touch but kept quiet.
"Hey, don''t get down. I think you''re doing an amazing job. I appreciate your efforts, Svilran. Truly."
And now, I published the shrine with the unlock conditions redacted. I saw Svilran react and look to the side immediately--she must have noticed the the new building--
"Fainn! We got a new building!" She looked at me, beaming, and made the Build Menu appear before her. "It''s called the Shrine..." Her happiness evaporated. "The Shrine of Forbidden Love." She stared at the screen, squinting as she did. Her eyes went wide, and then she looked at me, aghast. "Fainn! What indecent thoughts are you nurturing right now?!?!"
"What? Indecent? No. I was just really appreciating you, Svilran."
Her lips quivered as she tried to find the words. She then looked at her chest and covered it up. "No! Fainn! It''s forbidden!" Her hand flew into my face with the force of a hammer. "Don''t look at me with the eyes of a lecher!"
"I dimfn''t (I didn''t)!"
"Nooo! I''m an innocent maiden, Fainn! You adulterous brute! Stop licking my hand, you fetishist!"
I grabbed her by the wrist. "Svilran! Quit it--you''re going to knock me over!" I pulled at her in the heat of the moment because I stumbled back, and she came flying out of her chair and into my chest. God--that was a whole lot of mass hitting me at once. I stumbled back further and caught myself with the railing around the telescope''s platform.
I heard strange grunts coming from that girl and noticed my other hand had really latched onto her backside.
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She looked up at me, red-faced, and gasped. "F-F-Faaiiin! Defiling an innocent goddess and quenching your thirst for a forbidden romance sure to rock the world will CERTAINLY get you a thousand years of bad karma!"
"What are you going on about you retiree--"
She pushed her hands up and into my chin--was this woman trying to uppercut me?
"I''m not an old lady! I''m in the springtime of my youth!"
"Svilran! Stop pushing me!"
Nope. She, in her hysteria, pushed my head so far up and back that it was either I let my neck break or let gravity take over and make me fall over the railing. Gravity took over, and she pushed me over the railing and off the platform. As I went over, though, I--out of pure reflex and fright--grabbed onto her hair.
"Owww! Nooooo!"
I pulled her over too. I landed on the floor and Svilran landed right on top of me. When I saw her falling, I stretched my arms out and lifted my body-- I couldn''t let her actually get hurt--
"Grrraah!"
"Scaaary!"
Svilran had landed on me, pushed all the air out of my body with her knees and now--
"Huh?"
Oh dear god. I could feel her body heating up, her heart racing and... something else--it was a familiar sensation.
"F-F-F-F--"
She was stammering. Yup. Didn''t take a genius to figure out what was coming.
"Fainn!"
See, I was hoping I would just go on unconscious at this point. Why? Well, because heavenly clouds were in my face. A certain someone had fallen forward and shoved her clouds with the consistency of tingling jello into my face so hard that said face was sandwiched between these gates to heaven.
"You perverted degenerate!" she cried.
I cut my losses. Enough was enough. My hands came alive, and I wrapped my arms around her body, hugging her and keeping her chest on my face...
...
Look. It was very likely my back was broken. If it survived, then a rib was definitely cracked. Point was, if I was going to die here, then it''d be like this. A noble death. The kind of loving embrace I wished I could have had as my final moments. But oh dear god, this woman and her hysterics.
"Fainn!"
She wiggled within my grip. Strangely enough, it didn''t actually feel like she was trying to get away from me. In fact, my arms felt no strain. No. Her body was not pressing against them. Do you want to know in what direction her body was going? Downward. It was going downward. She was pressing her sternum into my nose. Her chest, meanwhile--I don''t know how it was possible, but they were enveloping me so much there was a vacuum seal between them and my ears.
"Fainn! No! Don''t rip my clothes off!"
I wasn''t doing that. In fact, I was slapping her back because I couldn''t breathe. I had found the will to live in the last moments when I swear I could hear the strums of heavenly harps coming from her breast.
"I''m sorry for tempting you! I didn''t think you were such a starved beast!"
God help me--I made a horrible mistake. Why wasn''t she getting off of me? A vision of Narlivs came to me. She was wearing a perverted smile.
Oh. Oh no. It''s her... That''s cuter than I thought possible. So conflicted.
Well... There were worse ways to die. My arms fell limp--
"EEEEEP!"
--and Svilran jerked upward.
"Fainn! I''m not some common woman for you to slap around!"
"Oh, hallelujah!" I yelled, free from that heavenly demise.
The thing that saved me? My limp hand fell on her butt. That was it. Thank god.
I looked up at her, a delirious smile on my face. Her mouth dropped as her cheeks reddened, and she clutched imaginary pearls.
"Stop undressing me with your probing eyes, Fai--"
"Enough." I put my finger on her upper lip and made her jump. "Enough''s enough. You''re going to be quiet now." She clamped her mouth closed and froze up. "Now, you listen here, Svilran. You''re going to get off me." She nodded. "Then you''re going to help me up." She nodded again. "And you''re going to do this without saying a word. Enough of the hysterics."
She nervously touched the tips of her index fingers together and twiddled them. "But you were trying to ensnare me in a forbidden romance...It''s not my fault--"
"I was not."
There were no words to describe how deadpan my voice was.
Svilran got off me and helped me up. Once I was on my feet, she averted her gaze and looked at her feet.
"Are you mad at me?"
I patted her head. "Not mad. Just wounded." I was about to make a comment about how heavy she was, but I wasn''t so stupid.
"Oh... okay. Sorry... I was just shocked... I overreacted."
I smiled. "Oh, yeah, yeah." Then my voice turned stern. "Listen to me. You will come to my room tonight. Do you understand me?"
She stared at me with wide eyes.
"Svilran."
"Yes... Okay."
Satisfied, I made my way back to the telescope''s platform, leaving Svilran looking like a stunned deer. Okay, yes, it was a little mean. But the girl was heavy, and her mounds were weapons. Given that and my aching back, I was very content to let her figure herself out. Goodwill? What was that?
Also, it was kind of refreshing taking a demanding role. I made the note that I could try doing that more often.
Feels a little uncomfortable though... But I think... Yeah I think that''ll be good for me.
Just as I was about to settle, the door flew open, and in ran Dorthaunzee. She, frantic and with tears in her eyes, pointed outside the door. Svilran looked at me and called out--
"It''s Elma! Elma''s fallen in front of the fountain!"
"Elma?"
Dread consumed my heart.
Episode 014: An Ill Hero Part 01
"Elma!" I yelled.
She was unconscious in front of the fountain. I sprinted toward her and got on my knees a few feet from her. I slid the rest of the way to her and scooped her head onto my lap as I reached her.
"Elma! Hey, Elma!" I lightly slapped her cheek. "Elma! Wake up, Elma!"
"Mmm--urgh--mmm." Her lips were quivering, and her face looked pained with how she was scrunching it. I could feel that she was burning up too.
"What the?!" I flung my gaze toward Dorthaunzee. "Dorth! What''s going on here? I thought she was feeling ill. She''s fully unconscious!"
Dorth reached us and dropped to her knees, where she then started applying healing magic on Elma. From what she was conveying, it seemed that Elma was still on her feet when Dorth ran to get us.
"Then... is this problem progressing faster than we could have imagined?" Svilran asked. "How much worse is this going to get?"
"Damn," I said, frantic. "I don''t know."
I shifted her hair and noticed the scars on her neck. They seemed darker than I remembered. Or were they? Did I even see them in good lighting before?
"Dorth--is your healing magic not doing anything?"
Dorth, with tears in her eyes, shook her head as she kept the blue glow on Elma. Seeing Dorthaunzee trying and still not causing any significant improvement, I turned to Svilran.
"Svilran, please. Do you have any ideas?"
Svilran''s brow was furrowed, and her hand was on her chin. "Elma... Might have an illness."
"I-Illness?" I asked. "But she died, didn''t she? And we gave her a new body too!"
"No... Not exactly. This concerns the fine details of the Hero Hub''s mechanisms... When a Hero comes here through the
, they are given an Imaginal body that is mostly identical to the one they left. Any condition that led to or will lead to their immediate death will be removed. But if it''s not fatal... Our
..."
My heart raced. I recalled something crucial--Elma couldn''t keep her food down. Even though she came to this world in a new body, she still had a debilitating condition--a shrunken and weak stomach.
I stammered as I began speaking. "So you''re saying... Elma would still have diseases or conditions that could impact her health and make her suffer."
Svilran nodded, still deep in thought. "I think so... The thing is, the dorms have a slight restorative effect. It''s not strong, but eventually, resting there would heal chronic conditions. The reason they''re not better at it is because--"
"It''s not their main purpose," I said. "Whatever she has is hurting her faster than the dorms heal her... Svilran, is there a Building whose main purpose IS to heal a Hero? Like a hospital or something?"
Svilran nodded. "There is¡ªthe Rare Building: . But Fainn, we don''t have the points for it right now."
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I went cold, and my chest tightened. I could hear my heartbeat in my ears.
"We don''t have enough points," I repeated.
Just when I was about to start yelling at myself internally, Dorthaunzee held my hands between her own.
"I''ll get the points!" I felt her convey.
She whipped out a notepad and frantically scribbled a message. It read:
"Elma told me the missions! I''ll help a Hero with magic! I can do it!"
As soon as we read the message, Dorth pulled her sleeve back and showed her muscle.
"I can do it," she conveyed.
My voice broke. "Dorth... Thank you!"
Svilran helped Dorthaunzee onto her feet and nodded at me. "Fainn, you take Elma to her room. I''ll take Dorthaunzee to the
and get her sent to the mission! It''s still available!"
"Got it!"
I picked up Elma and ran to her dorms as Dorth and Svilran ran the opposite way.
***
Elma''s Room--
I had brought her back here, and then Svilran joined us afterward.
"Come on, Elma..."
I was kneeling at her bedside, holding her hand. She had gotten worse. Her temperature was unparalleled, and she was sweating buckets.
"I don''t understand why she''s getting worse..."
"Fainn, whatever she had must be causing her to deteriorate faster than the dorm''s recuperative effect," Svilran said. She came in with a bucket of cool water and placed it on her head.
"I don''t understand, Svilran. Why let Heroes deal with these types of things? Illnesses are not heroic."
"Plenty of Heroes are made stronger by the challenges they overcome. Illness can be one of those challenges."
"Okay, but what happens when illness gets them killed--"
"Fainn, it''s not perfect, but adversity is needed. You must be able to understand that. The reality is, yes, Heroes have challenges they need to overcome, and some of those challenges end up defeating them. We can''t just make their lives perfect." Svilran rubbed my back. "Can you imagine sending people who have never struggled and persevered up against some ancient evil? We''re already doing so much by giving them a second chance after death."
"... Point taken. This is just a bit more stressful than I thought it could be."
"I know. Let''s believe in Dorthaunzee. We''ll care for Elma in the meantime." Svilran brought up the menus and pointed at the . "We just need 100 Build Points to erect it. We are currently sitting at 95. We''ll definitely get it with Dorthaunzee''s help."
"Wait, what about upgrading? If we upgrade the dorms, will it increase the recuperation rate?"
"It would, but we''re speaking of an increase by a small percentage of an already small number. I also fear that we may need to upgrade the immediately upon building it. If we were to come short of the critical upgrade..."
My grip on Elma''s hand tightened. "Right. It''d be just like now... Dammit, this is so frustrating. We can''t help her..."
"We can be here for her." Svilran stoked Elma''s cheek. "Well... I hope she''s having nice dreams at least..."
"Nice dreams?" I asked, puzzled and mildly annoyed that was how she chose to contribute.
I mean, really? Why would she say that... Hold on. That was when I realized that someone else might have been saying that. When I looked at it from that perspective, it occurred to me!
"Svilran!" I grabbed her face and kissed her forehead. "You genius!"
"F-F-F-FAINN! What are you doing?!"
"Oh--uhh, I was just so happy--"
"About what?! Elma''s unconscious, and we don''t know what to do!"
Oh dammit. Obviously, this would look strange to Svilran. I just went from depressed to ecstatic... I got too carried away.
"I can''t believe this. Your lover is unconscious, and you''re kissing another woman at her bedside?!"
I got irked. "You''re calling her my lover now?"
"Are you suggesting she''s not?" Svilran gasped suddenly. "Fainn! You cad! Don''t you dare abandon this woman after what you''ve done to her!" She slapped my shoulder and arm repeatedly. "I can''t believe you! Did I misjudge you?!"
"What I did to her--I didn''t do anything--"
"You took advantage of her!"
"Oh my god," I said, exasperated.
"Take responsibility!"
I put my hands down. "This is not the time, Svilran--"
"Not the time?! You started this by kissing me in front of her. Do you have no shame?"
Okay, I was done. I was only going to make things worse. Goddammit, I had just realized that I hated keeping secrets. I separated myself into two and went to the Inverse. Of course, I had to withstand Svilran''s angry lecture all the while.
Episode 014: An Ill Hero Part 02
I was back in the Inverse, standing on a shadowy surface and surrounded by shadowy walls. I looked to my right.
"Fainn, it''s good to see you..." said Narlivs, wearing the same thing as last time. "Though, I didn''t expect we would have to see each other so soon and during such dire circumstances."
"What? Didn''t you send that message through Svilran? The thing about dreams?"
Narlivs giggled, touched her finger to the corner of her lip and winked. "Did I do that? Svilran is capable of her own ideas, you know."
I put that thought aside then looked to the bed where I thought something would be.
"Is she not dreaming?" I asked. "I wanted to ask her what happened before she went unconscious."
Narlivs closed her eyes. "No, she is. We can see her near the fountain."
I was on my feet and out of the room with Narlivs close behind.
"Doesn''t the dream follow the dreamer''s location?" I asked.
"Not necessarily. Spatial relationships are not so stringent between the two realms. The Inverse you currently see is heavily influenced by our perception of it as well... The dreamer''s fog can roam a little too, depending on the dreamer. In Elma''s case, her dream started in front of the fountain. That was where the viewport was created."
"Learning something new every episode," I said as I shot out the door. Over by the fountain''s double, I saw the fog and one more thing that made my blood boil.
"Seriously?! A Parasite?!"
There it was, latched onto the fog and sucking out whatever energy it liked.
"Oh my," Narlivs said. "That may cause some trouble if it actually drains the fog. Elma may be fine, but the fog would disperse and leave us without a way of touching her dreams from here."
"That''s it." I held out my right hand and touched my middle finger and thumb together.
"Fainn, wait--it may be better to just speak to her quickly--"
"I''m not chancing it! Don''t follow me any further!" I snapped my fingers. "Don''t get caught in +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ too!"
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My power''s dome expanded over the dreamer''s fog and the Imaginal Parasite. I turned my sights on that indescribable thing.
"All creatures feel terror, so you--what do you feel?!"
I put my hand on the impossible-to-describe skin and my power connected quickly.
"The form your terror takes"--I stepped back--"here it is!"
My torso started ripping, and--immediately--I felt something was wrong.
"Raaargh! Damn it! What?!"
+Nightmares ARE Fiction+ was a power that attacked the mind. Within its dome, the pain it inflicted all came from the mind. That was for true for the opposing side. On my side, the transformations didn''t actually hurt me. Even so--
"Why does it hurt?!"
--I was screaming bloody murder, feeling every tear and snap of my muscle fibers as my body warped. My torso was on fire. My organs--I could feel them being pulled down into the new space as if someone with sharp claws had hooked them. My arms went numb from the shock as my point-of-view rose from my body stretching. I wanted to rip my bowels out everything was wrong. Strange suction made it feel like the rest of my body was constantly being pulled toward the middle now--what was going on?!
With one final, blood curdling roar, the pain stopped, and my body settled. I panted as I looked myself once over. My chest had been separated from the rest of my body and sat on top of a swirling white hole. The rest of my body was below that hole... That was the Parasite''s fear--this one-way ticket to oblivion.
I shook myself free from that pain-induced daze and glided toward the Parasite. The moment I got closer, I saw its skin warping--the white hole was sucking it in. The moment it felt that tug, it unlatched itself from the dreamer''s fog and ran--or, I guess, floated--the opposite way.
"Oh no, you don''t!" I hovered after it at a higher speed--thank god I understood how to move in this form. "I''m not stopping until you''re catatonic with terror!"
I came upon the creature, and the moment my swirling vortex grazed one of its stringy feelers, the vortex sucked it in. It fought for a second but then was sucked in, screeching and letting out a ghastly body-reverberating wail simultaneously.
Immediately, I noticed something was wrong. It was sucked into the vortex and ripped to shreds, but this time, the damage wasn''t negated. The creature didn''t come back. It wasn''t just a manifestation of its fears--it was--
"I killed it..."
My body gurgled, and the pain surged through my senses once more. With the creature gone, the fear that warped me seemed to disappear. My body started warping back into the body of a human on its own. Bones reformed, and tissue was forcefully welded together like someone had lit a forge inside my soul. The process continued until I was panting on my knees and coughing up blood left over from the process.
"I... What''s going on? +Nightmares ARE Fiction+ was never this real."
Fortunately for me, the pain subsided as soon as the transformation was over. In that sense, it was still like a dream. The moment it was over, all that was left was the memory of it. Freed, I looked toward the dreamer''s fog and lost all sense of relief I previously had.
"Elma!"
I got up and ran to the fog. It--that small cloud-like thing--was diffusing into the environment. Had the Parasite actually drained it enough? It was only when I reached it that I noticed what had actually happened.
"What the--Elma?"
"Huh? Fainn?" she replied, looking at me with wide eyes.
Episode 014: An Ill Hero Part 03
I had gotten too close to the fog, and it was like I had entered it, but not really. No, I looked around and saw that it was more like the fog had spread out and had its contents meld with the Inverse space. Right now, behind me was the rest of the Inverse, but before me was Elma. She was sitting on some forest floor, looking up at me. I could also see the boundaries of this space. It must only have been 10 feet in radius. The walls looked as if they had picturesque forest wallpaper draped over them, but also had the same fog-like qualities of the dreamer¡¯s fog.
Elma reached for my hand, and I immediately backed away. Thank god.
¡°Hold on! Don¡¯t touch me!¡±
She immediately pulled her hand back, terrified. I looked behind myself and confirmed it--+Nightmares ARE Fiction+ was still active. If she touched me, her nightmares would come out. And given what happened to the Parasite...
I turned to her and reassured her.
¡°Elma, everything¡¯s okay. I¡¯ve just got my power active, okay?¡±
¡°O-okay...¡±
After that, I got down to business, actually taking a knee to speak with her.
¡°Elma, listen to me; how are you feeling? Do you remember when you were out in front of the fountain?¡±
¡°The fountain...¡± she repeated. She touched her neck gently as she squinted. ¡°I was--that¡¯s right. I was in front of the fountain...¡± She suddenly started looking around. ¡°I¡¯m in a forest? But I don¡¯t remember it--¡°
¡°Elma, stop!¡±
I stopped her from questioning her environment. When one starts questioning a dream, one might wake up. In Elma¡¯s case--she could regain her senses long enough to ruin this dream.
¡°Elma, don¡¯t think about that, please.¡±
Her eyes met mine, and she nodded. ¡°I was in front of the fountain. I wasn¡¯t feeling well. Oww.¡± She squeezed her neck. ¡°My neck¡¯s hurting... That¡¯s right. My neck was hurting.¡±
¡°Your neck? Is that all?¡±
¡°No. It was strange.¡± Elma¡¯s eyes darted around like she was looking for items she had dropped. ¡°After you left, my neck was still hurting... A little bit later, I was feeling dizzy.¡± She squeezed her neck. ¡°And my neck. It was so strange. I kept feeling like there were teeth in my neck, but that wasn¡¯t possible. And then I started feeling hotter and hotter. I¡¯m not sure how much time passed, but lying down didn¡¯t help me. So I went outside--oww, why does my neck hurt so much?¡±
¡°Your neck... Does it feel like teeth are getting in there right now?¡±
¡°It does--¡° She scrunched her face as she looked at something over my shoulder. ¡°Fainn, what¡¯s that door?¡±
My heart beat louder, and it felt like I hit my funny bone except my funny bone was my whole body.
¡°Door?¡± I asked as I looked over my shoulder. As soon as I saw it, I went cold. Elma detected the shift in my demeanor.
¡°Fainn, what¡¯s wrong?¡±
¡°N-Nothing. I¡¯m just going to deal with--¡°
Elma let out a sharp scream, and I flung my gaze back toward her. She was looking to her right, pale and shaking. My gaze followed hers, and I saw a shadowy man step out from the woods. ¡°H-Him!¡± she screamed. ¡°He¡¯s the one biting me--¡°
My head swiveled back to Elma immediately. ¡°Hey, Elma, no! Stop, he¡¯s not real--¡°
¡°My neck! It¡¯s burning! It¡¯s burning!¡± She fell backward and tried to drag herself away from the man. ¡°He¡¯s doing it!¡±
¡°Elma, stop!¡±
¡°Fainn! It¡¯s him!¡±
Then, I heard a rattling from behind me. My neck creaked as time seemed to slow and my head turned.
The door--the knob on the black door was turning. I looked at the terrified Elma, then at the figure emerging from the forest. The whole dream was turning darker. The forest was turning darker, leaves were dying and the wind was chilling.
With the pain as the trigger, Elma¡¯s dream was devolving into a natural nightmare.
¡°Damn it!¡± I yelled.
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¡°Fainn!¡±
¡°Hold on, Elma!¡±
I had gotten up and ran toward the door, leaving Elma alone with the subject of her fear.
¡°Fainn, please don¡¯t leave me!¡± she cried.
¡°It¡¯s okay, Elma! I¡¯ll be right back!¡±
I didn¡¯t have time to apologize. That door--
¡°You can¡¯t be opened!¡±
I invoked a certain nightmare and felt a blade cut through the muscle beneath the skin of my left arm. In my next step, a blade covered in teeth tore out of my left arm as I clenched my jaw and fought the pain of a dozen teeth shredding muscle tissue.
Roaring, I slashed at the door with a weapon crafted from Dorthaunzee¡¯s nightmare. This was another aspect of my power--a nightmare¡¯s echo. I could wield any nightmare I had previously parsed once more, though it would be a little weaker. This power was derived from the reality that people¡¯s nightmares would still haunt me long after my power ended. It was the very small upside to the downside.
Using the toothy blade, I slashed at the door repeatedly.
¡°This door--NevER aGaIn!¡± I roared¡ I didn¡¯t notice how distorted my voice was until later¡
I cut the door over sixteen times until it was rubble and the floor. Behind me, Elma let out the loudest cry-turned-into-a-scream so far. I turned on my heels and sprinted back toward her.
¡°Elma! Don¡¯t worry! I¡¯m coming! I¡¯m coming back!¡±
I jumped back into her dream and got between her, and the figure I could now see was a shadowy vampire. I had never attacked someone¡¯s nightmare with another person¡¯s nightmare, so there was no telling what would happen¡ With hope in my heart, I slashed the figure.
The sword tore through it and cut it down. It turned into shadows and sank into the floor.
¡°Whew,¡± I said, breathing out.
¡°Fainn!¡± Elma yelled, her voice drenched in relief.
¡°Elma, no!¡±
She had reached for me. That girl had found my hand and held on tight.
¡°Elma!¡±
Of all the things¡ªshe went and did the one thing she shouldn¡¯t have.
¡°Noooo!¡± I roared.
+Nightmares ARE Fiction¡¯s+ effects immediately struck me. My body twisted, and my bones extended against my will. My fingers tore skin as they stretched, and my mouth bled as new sets of teeth tore through my gums, and made my human teeth pop out like rockets. My ribs pierced my skin and my ears extended. Black nails ripped my nails off my fingers from beneath, snapping flesh one thread at a time.
A roar escaped me, as did bloody tears. And there before me, watching it all with her hand welded to mine, was a terrified Elma who had lost her voice. She watched in terrified silence as this body horror ravaged me.
¡°Elma,¡± I said, my voice garbled and deep. ¡°Don¡¯t be scar--¡°
She whipped her and away from me and used it to push against the ground. She dragged her rump across the ground, pushing herself further and further back. That whole way, with her eyes glued on me, she screamed.
¡°Nooooo!¡±
She screamed for me to come help her.
¡°Fainn! F-Fainn! Help! I need help!¡±
She screamed for me, thinking I had abandoned her.
¡°Fainn! Plelelease! Please, where are you? I¡¯m scared! Fainn!¡±
She screamed for me, begging to not be left alone.
¡°Please don¡¯t leave me alone, Fainn! I can¡¯t¡ªI can¡¯t do this! Fainn!¡±
She begged for me to come back.
¡°Fainn, please come back!¡±
She apologized for not being enough.
¡°I¡¯m sorry! Please don¡¯t leave me! I¡¯m sorry I got Dorthaunzee in trouble! I didn¡¯t mean it, I swear! I¡¯m sorry! I¡¯m sorry I can¡¯t eat your food! I¡¯ll do better. I promise I won¡¯t vomit it out anymore!"
She didn''t even notice she was in a dream. She pulled a watermelon out of the ground and started eating while tears streamed from her eyes.
"See? I can do it too, Fainn! I can eat--I won''t get anyone in trouble--BBgmmff--"
The watermelon came back out her mouth and she screamed.
"No, no, I didn''t mean that! Please don''t look!"
She clawed at it, hysterical and shoving it in her mouth. She didn''t even notice it was rotting.
"I can do it, I can do it! I¡¯ll be normal I swear! Please, please! I¡¯m sorry I¡¯m not good enough! Please don¡¯t give up on me!¡±
She hobbled over and her forehead hit the ground slathered in rotten fruit as she hugged herself.
¡°Please¡ don¡¯t leave me¡ Please, Fainn¡ please¡ I¡¯ll be better¡ Please¡ I don¡¯t want to go back.
My heart couldn¡¯t take it.
I tore my eyes away, jumped out of the dreamer¡¯s fog, and closed +Nightmares ARE Fiction¡¯s+ dome. The dome shrank, and with it went the expanded dreamer¡¯s fog and my transformation. Now, the dream was just that little cloud that served as a window to Elma¡¯s mind.
I ran back to it and stuck my hand in as far as I could, barely touching the wailing and crying Elma¡¯s cheek.
¡°Elma! It¡¯s going to be okay. You¡¯re going to be okay!¡¯
Her eyes widened when she heard me. ¡°Fainn! Help me!¡± she cried as she frantically looked around.
¡°I will! I will! I promise I will! Just hold on!¡±
The dream started getting darker--I knew what this was.
¡°Fainn? Where are you?¡±
¡°Just hold on, Elma. I¡¯m always right there!¡±
¡°Fainn? I can¡¯t hear you!¡±
¡°I¡¯ll always be near! Elma!¡±
I didn¡¯t have this power to not know the rules governing dreams. Elma¡¯s consciousness was fading. Her mind had exhausted itself--it was going into a deeper, usually more dreamless sleep.
As the dream became darker, it pushed my hand out until it was pressed against the surface of the fog with Elma right on the other side. I couldn¡¯t hear her anymore as she cried and screamed, but I could see her eyes all the way up to the moment the fog disappeared.
I held myself as I rocked back and forth on my knees, my jaw clenched. My head was hurting, the memory of Elma crying haunting me.
¡°I¡¯m Not tHe niGhTmREs. IT¡¯s¡ªit Nat mE, hnest.
"Nigtm-re. I¡¯M not the NghtMr. -lease I''m nOT the one . I Wou-d neV-r Hurt a kind lady¡ª¡±
I shook my head and tried to reclaim myself from whatever was bubbling up in my mind.
¡°Nightmares ARE Fiction. Nightmare ARE Fiction. Nightmares ARE¡ FICTION.¡±
I panted as I looked at the spot the dreamer¡¯s fog once occupied.
¡°Elma... It was just a dream, Elma... And we¡¯ll save you from what¡¯s really hurting you,¡± I whispered. That message was as much for me as it was for her. ¡°Nightmares are fiction. They can¡¯t hurt you.¡±
A familiar and sweet voice¡ªone that soothed the soul came from behind me.
¡°Do you truly believe that is still true? Fainn?¡±