《Of Pearls and Swine - History of a Dungeon Core》 Prologue : Blindness Why? Why bother ? Every single time you cast off sleep and return - is it not hard enough to get up ?Mayhaps you get past the question by force of habit alone . Easy to lift yourself up if you wake up consistently, light and time and grace all there to welcome you once more . Easy to do without answering the question.Inevitably however you find yourself returning to what was always there : darkness , cold and a lack of time . Inevitably you return finding yourself lost , sensations of weight pressing around your neck and chest , no light,no warmth,no one but you . You had ignored the question . You gave the answer given to you by others . Now ? Now you curse me for exhausting you , for stressing you to the breaking point . You see - No- you feel the way ahead , the infinity of the path ahead of you . And you despair . Everything around you will go to shit - you know it . But you knew that all along didn¡¯t you ? And you fought it , walked through it . Where is that strength now ? Where has your will gone ? Was it ever there ? Exhausted. Drained . Alone . Are you lonely ? ¡°¡­yes.¡± A whisper echoed in the chamber . This story originates from Royal Road. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there.¡° Damn you!¡± ¡­ ¡°¡­yes.¡± He looked around from where he was , not bothering to get up . ¡°Kill me .¡± there were no tears . No. For that would be something wouldn¡¯t it ? An answer . A release . ¡±Aaah.¡± a fake moan. ¡°Please ¡­No more .¡± ¡­ ¡±You win . Are you happy ? ¡° ¡­What would you do if you get out ? ¡° Go back to life . Please . Let me go .Please.¡± ...I see . The man woke up . This time not by himself . The sun gently caressed his face . Birds sang and insects sang about . A gentle wind passed by . He got up : around him , his friends . His party . He wept from joy , awakening them with his sobs . Ignoring their questions he turned towards the entrance of the dungeon and kneeled down , bowing his head to the earth again and again . ¡°Thank you !¡± He repeated amidst his tears . He looked at the entrance , two marble columns and a white veil nested beneath a great tree , surrounded by it s roots . He then gathered his weapons and equipment and slowly , ritually laid them down next to the roots of the great tree . He gathered his companions and with a last joyful parting of gratitude towards the entrance he turned away . -Thank you Master .Thank you for being so kind. Thank you for showing mercy !We levelled up as well Master ! I did not turn towards her , still gazing at the happy company leaving us , going back to their lives with an eagerness for life , a joy unparalleled . Mercy ? No. This is not mercy . This is cruelty. Of the worst kind . Blindness 1 ¡°We have discovered an entrance .¡± His announcement brought about cheers and hugs amongst the group . He took another look into the tunnel he had just come out of before turning to smile to his people . ¡°Tonight , we crack the barrels . Our journey is over !¡± The expedition celebrated through the night . Constas brought out his oud , Amalis forced all of them to dance with him , Ion got drunk enough to juggle their cups and plates at some point. Sam and Harris quickly forgot their duties after the first rounds of drink , much to the pleasure of the rest of the group . Their celebration was elevated by the grilled meat of a dozen hares and one boar Oriohn hunted himself for this . Five men laughed and drunk and ate under the night sky . After they exhausted themselves Oriohn decided to share his meagre supply of Vatrin weed and they lit up the hookah. ¡±You are going to regret this tomorrow brother .¡± Ion smirked at him receiving the pipe. This narrative has been purloined without the author''s approval. Report any appearances on Amazon. Oriohn took his gaze from the heavens to look at him and then all around : Constans still fiddled with his oud , the breeze complementing him . Amalis had laid on the ground but his eyes were shining open . Probably lost in the sky . Sam and Harris had returned to the tent after a few round - the servants had as much tolerance to Vatrin as they had experience . Meaning none . He looked down the hill , the valley seemingly alive in the night breeze as the grass swayed . Still visible in the light of the setting moon . He remained silent as time passed and she went red before leaving beneath the horizon . He took one breath of fresh air , the smells of grass and soil , filling him . The pipe retuned to him . He returned to the stars . ¡°How log has it been ?¡± ¡°Six years. For you . ¡° Constans answered . ¡°¡­I d say ¡­ twenty .The last six are simply what you know of . ¡° The music of the night took over for a time . ¡± I ¡­ hated the time I found myself a beggar. But perhaps now , now I can find why .¡± ¡± Why ¡­ Why you hated it or why you lived like that ?¡± He didn¡¯t answer . The night embraced them , sleep coming on his own at some hazy point . Blindness 2 He came close . Really close . A moment more and his hand would touch me . I felt his warmth . And it was enough : Using his spark I ignited ,fire surrounding me . He quickly retreated. A good choice , he earned my gratitude . I saw through his eyes for a time - the starry sky has changed a bit . Still , so much beauty .The wonder remains the same as the first time . I was surprised when I first found myself in this new world but not as much as you would expect to : in a way I had both prepared and asked for this . Just like I had prepared and asked for the present I awoke to.The awe remains the same . Right now I find myself in a peculiar position . I stand triumphant yet exhausted and weak . I feel ¡­ out of breath . Can you imagine this feeling ? Once , when I was a teen , I was collecting shellfish in the sea . For hours I was swimming further and further from the beach following the cliff side . I had a knife with me , a nice diver s knife . At some point it slipped through my fingers . It fell to the depths . I dived after it . I reached out to grasp it again and again , it always seemed to be within reach . It wasn¡¯t . It eventually reached the bottom .. Stuck in the sand of the sea floor I collected it and turned upwards . It was deep enough for the sun to be darkened by nothing but depth . I pushed the sea floor with my legs and begun to swim towards the surface . It still seems to me I had reached somewhere I would never reach without all the special circumstances blessing me . My breath was already out by the time I reached the sea floor you see. The author''s narrative has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon.The water s inflection , always there shimmering in dazzling light as i suffered oxygen deprivation - it stuck with me . This is the feeling I am going through right now . My mana pathways ready to fill me with power . I¡¯m just too deep this time - just a little bit more , keep going for just a little bit ... A little bit more and I ll reach the surface once more . Perhaps it is better described by smoking . If you chain smoke - so much that it blocks out your lungs in a very real , felt , conscious way , you can get to experience this sensation . Let me tell you , this is a great way to gain control over smoking . Let the fool persist in his folly and I ll show you the birth of a wise man . Despite this condition of mine I tried to regain my senses . No vision , besides what I show through the man that woke me up . I lost him and thus sight soon after .But sound and touch was there . I felt my way in and touched upon the edges of my hallway . Blocked . I ll have to breakthrough to reclaim my halls. I heard a breath and I went up wards . There , it is buried but it still kept growing even under ground . I pushed my fire and prayed . The heavens answered me and reached down , a hand extend to make me rise up again . I took it : My tree broke out of the ground , fed on my fire and grew out of the top of the hill .As it grew to stand tall I felt the wind . Immediately my power , the flames that surrounded me which had gone so close to being snuffed out due to me using them connected - I felt them dancing upwards , caressing the bark and the branches before settling in their places . They would be flames for a time but before long they would settle into leaves . I hope no one is left around to observe the change . Now all I have to do is breathe . My presence will reinstate itself on the surrounding land and I will have once more a home to protect me . I am tired . I am starving . I am dirty and humbled . I am drained .I am vulnerable , at my weakest . I am exhausted . I am grateful. I am alone , This is true Mercy . I am triumphant. Blindness 3 The waves of the sea kept rolling , meeting the white sands again and again . - I want that . It s been too long since I ve heard the sound . The white glittering sand , flowing through his fingers , made warm by the sun . The beach , a natural harbour framed by cliffs . But large enough for these rocky protrusions to seem small while laying down near the middle of it . - Some palm trees would be nice ¡­ Closing his eyes he focused for just a second . -¡­ but I guess they are overrated. Cedrus trees lining the beach give a more grounded aesthetic. Lazing down on the sands he looked up alll around . -A river. Cold and icy fresh currents ending up in the sea . Fresh water to drink and a good excuse for some green to exist as well . So to the east some mountains, to catch and hold some water . A forest .Up and up and up . A large plain through witch the river flows in between ! And to the north ¡­. Well let¡¯s see what we ve got left. The narrative has been illicitly obtained; should you discover it on Amazon, report the violation. Closing yes once again he noticed that most of his stash was gone . Where once all kinds of splashes of colours and even well defined shapes were , now his visuals consisted of mainly a golden rhombus and some fiery red lines . The rest would be just constantly changing colours of extremely low intensity . -¡­fuck it , let¡¯s place both to the north and all of the rest as to make ground south . getting up he observed th lay of the land and walked a good deal inland. - Right here will be the core of the floor ¡­ Following his words a low rumbling and the earth rising to obey formed a hill under his feet . - ¡­the river should be closer to the core¡­You know I love you Mel . As the scenery changed to obey he let put a sight .He looked to the north where the golden red energy had started working on some rocky hills .To the south the soil was flat and salty , devoid of but the weakest of energies . -It s never easy ¡­up until now it s never been easy ¡­ ¡­ Please ¡­ This time ! Let it be ¡­ easy. ¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª¡ª And thus he completed his Gate and the dungeon ready and open for anyone that might come in . And for three centuries no one came .