IX: Small?
Slippery, lymphic fluid sluiced from Nen Yim as she rose from the steaming surface of the ceremonial bath. The liquid held no purchase on her, running in slithering tracks off her body, carrying away with it all impurities. Delicate incense tickled at her nose and filled the cavities of her sinuses with tingling coolness. Dangling from a spindly thicket of limbs waited a darkly toned oozhith, the living robe twitching and trembling toward her. She brushed her fingers along the surface of the biot and it rippled forward, wrapping firmly about her and sinking cilia into her pores with sparks of tingling pain. She shut her eyes, breathing deep the dizzying chemicals wafting in the bath''s steam and the spiced emissions of squat amphibians that lurked in the shadows of the chamber.
She allowed the oozhith to settle fully about her slender frame, the robe a shortened version that left her arms and much of her legs bare. Carefully, she slicked back her short, dark hair and gathered it with the pinching clasp of a hook-wyrm. Steadying, she inhaled, exhaled and gently ran fingers over the back, the palm of her right hand.
Her pulse hammered deep in her chest, firm enough she imagined she visibly trembled with each thudding strike of her heart. Opening her eyes, she looked at her hand with the fascination of a newborn investigating strange appendages for the very first time. She turned her hand over, tracing faint scars that ran along the backside, a hitch just before the first knuckle of her third finger where it had snapped in her youth. It felt detached from her, as Nen Yim flexed her fingers and watched her knuckles whiten, watched tendons shift and flex.
The entire grotto itself pulsed faintly around her, muscular and wet, in time with her own heartbeat. Beyond the bath the grotto narrowed, puckering, until a single massive knot of muscle bulged where the ceiling met the floor. The center was a black hole, an empty socket that gazed deep at Nen Yim.
Her Master entered - if Nen Yim had not been ready, she would not have been ready. It was not her Master''s role to chaperone her Adept; it was the role of the Adept to follow the steps as laid out in times long since forgotten to the microsecond.
Mezhan Kwaad nodded approvingly.
No words were to be spoken. Her Master would observe.
Carefully, Nen Yim knelt before the hole in the grotto. The very mouth of the biot, which was the room, and the room was it. The Grotto of Yun-ne''Shel, a most ancient and holy touchstone of her caste, the place in which ascension and ruination were forged in equal measure. Relative to the yammosk, though removed so far as to barely be cousin, the Grotto felt what the supplicant felt and fed it back, twice again.
Nen Yim reached out and placed her hand within the mouth of the Grotto. Gently, the lips closed about her wrist, soft and welcoming as a lover''s, suckingly but gently to seal firmly about her purified skin. For a long, twisting moment, she felt only the flesh of the lips about her wrist. The Grotto bore down on her, magnifying the anxiety that she attempted to set aside; brewing deeper the anticipation.
Eight points poked at her skin, equidistant around her wrist.
Nen Yim braced herself.
Glacially slow, geologically sluggish, cosmically sedate, the octet of fangs sank into Nen Yim''s flesh. Skin parted first, then thin fat layers beneath. She knew each and every facet of the body, honed through vivisections, dissections and long study on qahsa. She could visualize the pace of the slicing teeth as they ever-so-slowly cut deeper. She felt tendons snap.
Her breath grew ragged and choppy. Darkness vied with strange, floating white on the edges of her vision. Agony lanced up her arm, her body screaming in refusal.
Pain taught. All shied from pain, for pain was the lash. Pain was the lash, truth was the reward. Knowledge was the morsel teased from the conjunction of agony and truth.
She tried to cycle her breathing. Muscles parted. Nerves clipped and shrieked white-fire into her skull.
The Grotto''s lips suckled and drew away the blood, obscuring her view.
Nen Yim bred pain and the Grotto fed, then returned it with interest.
The teeth met in the middle with a snick that she could feel, bone-deep.
The mouth rotated ninety degrees in the blink of an eye, the entire muscle knot squelching as it flexed. Her arm followed no more than a degree, even less. She slumped back, staring dumbfounded at the perfect, cleanly sheared stump of her right arm. Thick, glutinous saliva coated the anatomical cross-section of her wrist, mixed liberally with dark, nearly black blood. Only the thinnest trickle escaped the congealed blob.
The Grotto gulped.
Shakily, Nen Yim rose to numb feet. A shallow pool beside the ceremonial bath rippled and sloshed, occupants scenting blood in the air and growing ever more agitated. Beside the pool she knelt, watching dark shapes dart and skitter within the brackish water. Drip, drop fell her blood and the shapes scuttled with ever greater fervor. She dipped her stump into the pool.
Clasping limbs grasped at her wrist and Nen Yim felt the grind as corkscrew tooth tore into the marrow of her bones.
She thought she had known pain.
Her vision flashed, the world grew distant. The Grotto hungrily suckled on her agony and poured it back.
Nen Yim-
SHUN
An adolescent Yuuzhan Vong girl skips down age-worn grottos.
NO
Die, die.
A flower come to maturity under the warmth of loving sun bursts. A cloud of downy seeds scattered into the wind. The seeds are spiraled and they whirl and ride the currents. They will spread far and wide, until rich soil welcomes them.
The plant which birthed the flower dies, all nutrients consumed in the ripening of the grand fruit.
SHUN
Alien skies. A red world rises. Jungle storms. Look!
Alien skies. A red moon rises. Electrical storms. Look!
Alien skies. A peirastic Prince wails. Fire storms. Look!
NO
Metal towers, unliving constructs claw at bruised purple sky. Wind howls. Stars slide. Limositic lampreys nibble and gnaw. SHE STEPS ASIDE.
SHUN
VOICES CALL.
ONE VOICE CALLS.
ONE VOICE CRIES.
She follows the cry. She follows the wail. A Yuuzhan Vong girl skips, barefoot, down tired grottos. Old lambent lights flicker. Bioluminescent lichens sag. She follows the wail. Talons tangle in heavy curtains. IS THIS WORTH THE PAIN?
NO
One drawn name.
The Red Moon Rises.
Look!
SHUN
IN THE DEPTHS, THERE IS A CEPHALOPOD. IN HERMAPHRODITIC FORM, IT PASSES THE YEARS OF ITS SESSILE LIFE. IN FEMALE, IT BIRTHS A THOUSAND YOUNG. LINKED TO THE MOTHER, THE YOUNG DERIVE SUSTENANCE IN SYMBIOSIS, UMBILICAL TRADING NUTRIENT FOUND BY NUTRIENT GIFTED.
IN MALE, IT REELS IN TENDER MORSELS, IT SUPS OF ITS SPAWN. THOSE STRONG ENOUGH TEAR FREE IN BLOOMS OF BLOOD SNAPPED CORDS.
THUS: LIFE SPAWNS LIFE. DEATH CULLS LIFE. LIFE STRUGGLES. SURVIVES.
NO
Nen Yim started awake, tears of shame already welling in her eyes. Her wrist ached, but it was a distant and dulled ache. The nerves were dampened; pain was a teacher, but so too was pain a tool. No tool ought be used overoften.
Mezhan Kwaad knelt beside Nen Yim, primly perched and perfect, her robe arrayed about her long-limbed body.
"No shame is borne. No one has ever braved the Grotto without a lapse, the first time. You are strengthened for it, and when the time comes for your Master''s hand, you will be ready and you will laugh at this memory."
"Master," Nen Yim mumbled, her voice soft and hoarse. She wondered; had she screamed?
"On your own, Adept," Mezhan Kwaad gestured for her to rise. Shakily, off-balance with her new-bonded right hand tucked to her chest, Nen Yim managed to make her feet. Then she allowed herself to look.
The biot was still seating itself, shifting a little with little twitches and jerks that raised hair along her arms and involuntary shivers down her spine. She could feel the anchors bored deep into her bones, feel the complex chelicerae within the hand''s mouth teasing apart her tendons and muscles to digest and seal to itself. Dulled pain, no worse than a broken finger or two, accompanied, but Nen Yim could easily bear it.
Four fingered, just like her birth-hand, with two thumbs on either side of the palm. A thin but flexible carapace served as the top of her hand; many smaller and interlocking plates made up her palm. Each finger, she knew, bore retractable claws, pincers, and more in the complicated final joint. Sensor divots and knobs roughened her fingers.
She tried to wiggle her fingers, knowing nothing would result.
"It will be some days for the connections to seat themselves wholly. Your hand has taken well already." Mezhan Kwaad gestured at the thick, green-grey secretion already solidifying into a rock-like solidity between the mouth of the biot and her truncated wrist. "A few days after that and your brain will become used to the motions. A day of rejoicing, Nen Yim. You are an Adept in full, and I accept you as mine own. Together, we will shape Jeedai, glory, and our caste - and the future of the Yuuzhan Vong."
The vivarium held a single occupant, curled into a ball on the bare nacre floor. The subject wrapped its arms around its head, fingers digging into the tough, leathery hide of the provoker spineray that clasped the nape of the subject''s neck and crown of its head. The biot''s long tail trailed downward, hooked by thread-thin tendrils into the subject''s spinal column until it projected from just above the tailbone like an actual tail, running across the vivarium''s floor and into a socket. The subject was hairless, the follicles extraneous and a potential interface problem for the spineray and other necessary biots. Szon-kalik tenders, relative to the implanter-beasts used for Warrior ascensions, plucked eyelash, eyebrow and hair. The subject appeared to find this greatly distressing, for all that the irritation should have been minor. Her Master took note of that, just as she took note of every little thing the Jeedai subject did.
When the spineray was first affixed, the subject had been sedated. Spinerays were fragile things before bonding, and the delicate process of interfacing with the subject''s nerves could have outright killed both the subject and the spineray had it been interrupted.
The subject had objected to the spineray most vociferously, as Mezhan Kwaad had called it.
After the first grand mal seizure caused by the spineray defending itself, the subject learned not to attempt to remove it. It seemed to find a measure of relief by constantly scraping fingertips over the spineray''s thick hide. It wouldn''t harm the biot, so Nen Yim was of the mind of leaving it be. Mezhan Kwaad hadn''t attempted to stop it either.
The subject was allowed a simple robeskin, similar to the ooglith masquer, though of different clade entire, to preserve modesty and simplify management of waste.
"Hm," Mezhan Kwaad hummed, delicately manipulating a nerve cluster in her hands. The subject twitched, huddling tighter and pressing their forehead to drawn up knees. "See that, Adept?"
Nen Yim nodded.
"Tell me."
Clearing her throat and resisting the urge to fiddle and pick at the healing seam of her Shaper''s hand, Nen Yim straightened her shoulders and studied the subject.
"In a Yuuzhan Vong, stimulation of that cluster would have caused debilitating dizziness."
"Does the subject appear to be suffering similarly?"
"No, Master."
"Interesting. Like the previous cluster, which had caused pain no Yuuzhan Vong would have felt, this one maps to a different stimulus entirely."
She chose her words carefully; Master Mezhan had kept Nen Yim attending her from the very next day after the Grotto, uncaring that her hand was still seating itself. "Your mind does not need a hand to function," Mezhan Kwaad had said. Still, she wanted to show only her best to her Master, especially after granting her a hand! She had thought it would be years still.
"It this related to the problems with surge-coral?"
"Quite!" Mezhan favored Nen Yim with a close-lipped smile. She swelled with pride. "The surge-coral could not map properly onto the many species of this galaxy; the results were insufficient and worse, wasteful."
"But the protocols were followed¡"
"You have accessed to the Third Cortex, Adept. Have you encountered mention of ''Human'', ''Twi''lek'' or ''Rodian?''"
"I have not, Master."
Mezhan Kwaad stimulated another cluster on the nerve-bundle. Inside the vivarium, the subject screamed and snapped rigid so quickly Nen Yim feared for permanent damage. Back arching, face locked in a rictus and fingers curled into claws, the Jeedai screamed, soundless behind the transparent vivarium curtain.
"Another unique reaction. The protocols, Adept, are the wisdom of the Gods, of course. How would we map the Jeedai''s brain without the spineray? All the same, I believe you understand well the occasional shortcomings."
She swallowed. Even more carefully, Nen Yim weighed her words. The Master could not possibly know.
"Master? I am not sure-"
"Don''t prevaricate, Adept. It puts my teeth on edge. I saw your work on Baanu Kor."
Nen Yim knotted her headdress into a humble bundle atop her head, cringing away from the Master. Schooling herself, she offered a short but meaningful bow.
"I did not know, Master. I am honored you reviewed my work-"
"It was optimal."
A tension she was not aware of released.
"Many would have stopped with the molding of tii, which would have been entirely ineffective. You applied the Vul Ag protocol, which has not been used in an endocrine cluster before."
"I thought it might make the outer osmotic membranes more efficiently transpire¡"
"And it did so. The Vul Ag protocol does so quite optimally, though never in that circumstance. But why should it not? Merely because it had not been done before? This clearly occurred to you."
"It was logical, Master." She felt just slightly out of body, wrongfooted by the direction the conversation had taken. Mezhan Kwaad knew what Nen Yim had done, but praised it? Accepted it?
More shockingly - understood it?
Surely not. No, surely not. There must be a greater protocol beyond Nen Yim''s bare knowledge and dipped toes in the Cortexes. There must be an analogue to what she had done, in the greater Cortexes where only Masters could swim. Mezhan Kwaad would tell her she was precocious, considering things revealed to her betters. That would be it.
She had just managed to convince herself when Mezhan continued, speaking almost offhand, still watching the subject as their limbs slackened and drool dripped from slack mouth.
"Logical. Because if a protocol causes a result, then that result might be used elsewhere, when relevant? Yes? That was the logic? It was well thought. Tradition and propriety are important, of course, but constant immersion in such qualities leads to hidebounding thinking. An Adept of mine must be agile and resourceful, capable of making those leaps of logic with which to use the sacred, unchanging knowledge-"
Nen Yim''s heart hammered. The next three words burned into her mind.
"-in new ways."
If Mezan Kwaad knew that Nen Yim had dabbled in heresy, she would never have been promoted. She would not have a hand, she would not be here in this most secret and important of shapings. She would be already digested, nameless and forgotten and cast into a maw luur like so much waste. No Master would accept her.
But no Master would ever dare say such a thing as new ways of Shaping.
"I agree, Master," Nen Yim said in a small, awed voice.
"Good. Continue to do so and you - and I - will go far. Your Master''s hand awaits in a pool in a day that draws ever-nearer. Help me to solve the mysteries of this new galaxy, and that distant day will speed to you indeed."
Sun warmed his face and lit his eyelids red. In a rush of sluiced-away dreams and resurgent memory, the previous night - and all the nights before - returned and Anakin knuckled away sleep grit, untangling himself from his twisted sleeping bag. Unlike his foggy dreams which left only impressions in the jungle''s morning sun, the impossible reality of two Ultramarines did not vanish on waking up.
There was Sannah''s tent, the Melodie girl still sleeping inside. There was Solidian, perched on a fallen log and fiddling with his auspex. There was Zalthis, out of sight but easily in sense.
Even with Tahiri''s muted pain throbbing in the corner of his mind, Anakin pulled himself to his feet with something approximating hope for the first time since true night abandoned the moon.
"Ah. Sleep well?"
Anakin interlinked fingers behind his back and thrust them out, groaning and coughing as he stretched aching shoulders and his back protested the roots and rocks last night''s sleep inflicted. Shaking out the last of his sleep, stomping feet back into boots he didn''t even remember shucking off, Anakin ran fingers through lank, greasy hair and swept it back from his eyes again. More gently, he prodded at Sannah through the Force, nudging at her toward awakening. Her mind shifted.
"Better than I thought I would. Anything happen?"
Sol shook his head, putting aside the scanner. His helmet was removed, as was one of his pauldrons, both resting against the log beside him. His chunky gun, his bolter, was easily at hand.
"Just a few curious creatures. Zal saw them off. You slept like the dead."
"Yeah, I still kind of feel like it too." He smacked his lips, mouth dry. Sol offered a canteen wordlessly. His mouth was foul, result of ration bars and rationing water and no time for anything hygienic. He could probably kill a Vong with his breath alone. Cold water tasting a little of metal woke him the rest of the way, blowing the cobwebs out from behind his eyes.
Nothing changed - Tahiri was still being - was still held by the Vong. He and Sannah were barely off the Ershasm Ridge, they were both exhausted from long days hiking through unforgiving jungle. He was covered in cuts, scrapes, bruises from bad footing and thick underbrush. He barely had the sketches, outlines of a plan.
Also, everything had changed. It wasn''t just a Jedi-and-a-half against an entire Vong garrison; it was a Jedi-and-a-half and two Ultramarines. They had a way off world and a way out-system. Their entire ability to kill Vong had tripled. There was a real, actual place to leave Sannah at that would be safe. Anakin wasn''t going it alone now.
So with nothing and everything different in the new morning, he took another slug of water from the canteen, swished it around his mouth and spat it into the leaf litter. A little bit better. His teeth felt less furry and his mouth less like a woolamander had done something unmentionable in it.
"How far is the Thunderhawk?" There''d been no real time to talk last night. He worried that they''d landed far, far away considering how fast he knew Astartes could cover ground. Leaving Sannah with the ship was the best choice, but if that added another full week or so just to get there, then another week or two to get back¡
"It is up the coast. One hundred and nine kilometers, by my reckoning."
Alright. Not as bad. Still far, but not far far. Still, a hundred more kilometers in the jungle. Sighing, Anakin pulled on the Force, cycling it through his already aching feet and tight muscles of his calves, thighs while he fell into breathing exercises.
"We moved slowly," Sol continued, as if guessing Anakin''s curiosity. "There was no way to know the auspex would link to your comm. We feared we would need visual contact, and your pod might have landed anywhere."
"Right." Lady Starstorm had been just above the clouds when it broke apart, the escape pod would''ve dropped off sensors almost immediately. And then, in the winds of the storm, it could''ve been blown dozens or hundreds of kilometers off course. That it came down still on the plateau, Anakin realized, was already beyond lucky. They could''ve ended up in the Ersham sea. "I think we''ll have to go there, first. Sannah has to be somewhere safe-" and speaking of the Melodie, he felt her muzzy awareness pulse through the Force along with faint rustling in the tent "-and that''s as good a place as any."
"Ah," From Solidian, Anakin got a passing sensation of chagrin. "There is another reason, as well."
Ultramarines rations were different. The survival ones from Lady Starstorm were bland, chewy and made with an attempt at being palatable to a wide range of beings, which left them mostly just a little unsettling in texture and consistency. In contrast, the thick, rubbery sealed wafers that Zalthis offered as ''something different'' were utterly flavorless and something like hyper dense bread. Neutronium dough. But it was different, at least, and after days of the same crap, over and over, Anakin gnawed on the corner of one of the bricks and stared, flat and unamused, at the two Astartes. Solidian worked a grey paste into chips and slashes that decorated his pauldron with a grinding, gritty scraping noise. Zalthis, done with his own wafer, having nearly inhaled the thing, stood with arms folded over his chest, lips sucked in and mouth in a line.
"It can''t fly."
"It can, I am sure of it."
"You were shot down."
"There is plasma damage-"
"You were shot down and now you can''t even turn it back on."
"Anakin, I assure you, the Thunderhawk is mostly undamaged, but neither Sol nor I have techmarine training. I can operate it, but I cannot fix it."
It wasn''t like he worried that he couldn''t do it. Two or so months ago, he''d told a gigantic machine beyond the comprehension of any technician or scientist in the whole galaxy to ''go to sleep'' and it did. He could cobble together a convincing amphistaff proxy from some servos, synthirope and omnisocket gaskets. When he''d barely been able to form long-term memories, he''d turned the planetary repulsor on Drall on and pushed through a forcefield by understanding, intuitively, how it functioned.
So some battered up gunship? Sure. He could do that. Jaina made things; Anakin made them work. Sometimes, he wondered what he and his sister could do, together, if the universe ever felt like giving them a day off.
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It was mostly the whole principle of the thing. They waited to tell him until the morning. And now Zalthis was looking like one of the trainees who got caught sneaking into the kitchens. A giant, mutated Human supersoldier wearing enough armor for a hovertank, and Zalthis looked embarrassed.
"By visual inspection, the engines are unscathed and the airframe is solid."
Anakin exhaled.
"I''ll look at it. You couldn''t have told me last night?''
Zalthis cast his eyes down. Not for the first time, Anakin wondered exactly how old his friend was. On Samothrace, after Obroa-skai, Zalthis had only said he wasn''t sure what the conversion of time would be, that he was ''near'' in age to Anakin. Right then, Zalthis looked it.
"You needed rest."
''We''ll rest when Tahiri is safe and we''re off Yavin. It''s fine, Zal, I don''t blame you. We need to drop by there anyway so Sannah''ll be safe, so it''s not like we have to change anything up."
The Ultramarine nodded slowly, then firmly.
"There is further supply; Sol and I took only enough for reconnaissance. There are heavier weapons aboard."
Anakin perked up. Sol was missing his big repeating blaster, so that sort of explained that. There had to be a story about how he had it in the first place: Sol hadn''t had it on Obroa-skai, but Anakin recognized it as Merr-Sonn, probably a Z-something. He grew up around Jedi who had been special agents or special forces or just outright soldiers. He sort of knew guns. Well, there would be plenty of time between now and the Thunderhawk to ask about it.
Sannah ate her ration quietly, eyes still downcast.
They packed up quickly, Sol helping yank up the stakes to the tent while Zalthis jogged off to refill canteens at a nearby creek. He said Astartes could drink even the most polluted waters, so he would leave the vaporator-made stuff for Anakin and Sannah. He and Sol had just been drinking out of creeks and streams this whole time.
A small snag presented itself when the four of them, finally, set out. Sol had his auspex sensor out again to guide them back toward the Thunderhawk, but they''d only gone a few paces when the problem reared its head.
Sannah.
She was just as tired as Anakin was, her legs and feet killing her even though she soldiered on. He could feel her determination just like he could see the way she set her jaw and grit her teeth, even though she swallowed down winces with each step.
Her feet were blistered and worse - blistered, burst, blistered again and peeling. Anakin rocked back on his haunches, his friend looking away and off into the jungle. He didn''t know she''d been keeping her boots on the whole time. They''d been soaked, dried, soaked again, then she slept with them on.
Because Sannah didn''t really know any better. Melodies on Yavin 8 lived mostly around the caves and never wandered far. They wore sandals. At the Praxeum, at most, Sannah would''ve gone on day hikes with other trainees, always ending up back at the Temple for a jump through the ''fresher and a hot meal.
She''s not Tahiri. She didn''t grow up in the dunes of Tatooine where any mistake was desiccated death. She didn''t go down to Vjun with him, she didn''t brave the storms of Yavin and the rapids of rivers with him, she -
She wasn''t Tahiri.
Sannah sniffled.
Anakin didn''t decide to, he didn''t even think. Sannah sucked in another shaky breath and he hugged her, pulling her much smaller body tight to him and wrapping his arms around her thin shoulders. Her little hands clutched at his filthy jumpsuit, the Melodie curling into his embrace. She broke down. Sobbing. Words tried to escape, words that sounded like apologies and sorries and can-you-ever-forgive-me and i-wasn''t-strong-enough. Anakin just rested his chin in her dark hair and stared off, unseeing, into the jungle.
She wasn''t Tahiri, but she was Sannah. His friend. She was why he came back.
"I''m sorry," he whispered, but he was sure she didn''t hear it. Zal drifted nearby, glancing toward them both, toward Sol who kept his distance, back. Their unease and uncertainty was palpable. Sannah cried herself out, until her sobs became hiccups, until those became quiet sniffs. His jumpsuit was damp, his thighs cramping from crouching like this. It didn''t bother him at all.
He rubbed circles on her back, like his mom did for him when he was a kid. When things got overwhelming, when the world pressed in hard and he just couldn''t understand it. It wasn''t often, it was just a few times - between her work, his own nannies - but he remembered each time.
"It''s okay," he murmured.
"No it''s not Master Ikrit is dead and Tahiri is - Tahiri is - and it''s all my fault and now I can''t even walk and you have to leave me behind and you''ve gotta - Anakin you''ve gotta - just leave me here and you have to save Tahiri-"
Anakin took her shoulders, pulling back and catching her brown eyes with his own blue.
"Sannah. We came back for you. Master Ikrit-" he swallowed the lump in his throat, ignored the soft, gentle weight that would never rest on his chest again "-knew what could happen. We couldn''t leave you. I won''t leave you now, either."
Sannah broke down again. Heavy footsteps thumped them both. Sol loomed over them, blocking out the sun.
"It occurs to me," the Ultramarine offered. "That you are very small." He knelt down. Even kneeling, he was a head taller than Anakin. Were she standing, Sannah would have reached just about his waist. Sol held out an arm. "Climb up."
With Sannah riding in the crook of Sol''s arm - the Ultramarine only had to keep his arm across his chest and the girl could perch easily on his forearm, they made surprising time. Anakin''s everything ached, but he kept a steady draw of the Force that reinvigorated him, burned lactic acid from his muscles and made his steps light. Zal and Sol were machines, the former leading the way and blazing through the underbrush. Sannah dozed, her head lolling against Sol''s pauldron where she leaned against it. They could get her into a healing trance, at the Thunderhawk.
At the end of the second day, Anakin could hear the sea.
And on the third, the hulking shape of the Thunderhawk revealed itself, buried under a remarkably thorough blanket of heaped branches and brambles.
Sannah was in a trance, Solidian was sorting through weapons in the large central compartment of the Thunderhawk, Zalthis was patrolling and Anakin was realizing perhaps he spoke a little too soon. The electronic displays in the cockpit lit and received power, which was a good sign, but whatever logic the ship ran on was raising a sardonic eyebrow and eying him warily. The lump of metal like a coffin with a faint, blurry sense of life inside it didn''t help with his concentration, nor how it conspicuously took up where a copilot might sit.
He allowed the Force to guide him, trance-like as he unfocused his eyes and let his fingers slide over controls, over consoles, over forests of strangely marked buttons, switches and toggles.
On Drall, the planetary repulsor spoke to him. It lit up before his eyes, with shining conduits of energy ghostlike in his vision. Everything was intuitive and understandable, like following a children''s guide to a datapad. Step by step, welcoming him. His not-Vong combat droids, back at the Jedi Headquarters on Coruscant, they were more like a puzzle. Each part obviously was meant to fit to another, but there were so many and they had so many spots and places that they could join that nothing was absolutely clear. Jaina could probably juggle them and built a hyperdrive in her sleep, but each addition to the dueling droids was arduous.
The Thunderhawk, returning to his first thought, truly did feel like it was frowning at him. Asking: who are you? Why are you here? What are you hoping to accomplish? He felt the flows of power that rippled from battery banks, lighting the cockpit up and illuminating the compartment Sol worked in. He could feel blockages, like clots or sclerotic build-ups that stymied the energy. He flipped clicking switches, feeling how power draw switched from one conduit to another, running through the thick, armored airframe. What''s this for, the Thunderhawk seemed to ask.
I''m fixing you, Anakin idly thought back. Threepio was talkative when he enjoyed a warm oil bath and Artoo blatted and tweetled about everything under the stars - and like his Uncle, Anakin spoke enough binary to follow along. The dueling droids kept quiet under his ministrations and other things just went along with Anakin''s guidance.
Manual controls, apparently supplemented fly-by-wire systems in Imperial ships; half the reason they''d managed to pancake the Thunderhawk into a skidding landing during the storm instead of a nose-down plunge into ruin. They were sluggish, of course. He worked the stick left, right, feeling the way the ailerons grudgingly accommodated. Power assisted and managed by complex load-reducing systems - oh, there, there and there - but working. Alright.
He barely noticed the slow slide of light across the cockpit, as it crept up to his face, dappled and scattered by the sparser canopy this close to the sea. Hours passed in moving meditation.
There. No. There. Plasma dug into the hull, cut lines here, and there and over there too. The Thunderhawk felt like it watched him, perched on his shoulder, or just behind. Leaning close and second-guessing each reflexive diagnostic. Zal came back, swapped with Sol. Sannah stayed in a trance. Their mental presences moved and Anakin barely noticed.
The internal engine - which was a flaring, hungry fusion core - was unscathed. All shielding, all containment normal. A strong, firm heart. The problem was in the hits to the aft, which chewed up the rear fuselage something awful and let plasma spatter into internal machine spaces. Conduits were torched through, several important capacitors and transformers slagged. All the same, there were others. The gunship was almost ridiculously overengineered. Redundancies for redundancies, but none of them listened. Turn on here. Switch. Redirect. Why not? What was he doing wrong?
Anakin slumped back, dwarfed by the massive pilot seat. Scaled for an Astartes, in armor, he felt like a child in their parent''s chair. Red diodes winked across half the controls. The answer was right there. The Thunderhawk could be fixed, but it was like it didn''t want to.
"C''mon," Anakin growled. "Why won''t you¡" he trailed off, completing the sentence silently. Why won''t you let me help?
[You aren''t known.]
The words weren''t words, and they weren''t spoken in colloquial Basic, but Anakin almost dropped a spanner all the same.
"Sithspawn!"
[You aren''t known.]
They carried weird emotions, intonation that sat close to meaning without quite touching it. A desire to recognize; a flash of warning. Caution.
"I''m Anakin?" he tried.
[You aren''t known.]
"I''m here with Zal and Sol. They asked me to fix¡you?"
It wouldn''t exactly be the first time that a machine talked back, but it definitely was claiming the record for most direct. He always got impressions from things he fixed - maybe an eagerness to reveal its systems, sometimes a sluggish recalcitrance to power on. But nothing that ever had the texture of true words.
[Zal, known. Sol, known. You aren''t known.]
"Right, I know. But they asked me to help fix you up, and I can, so¡will you let me?"
The voice was a whisper and an intuition, brushing around his ear, tickling against the edges of the Force. He pushed back, focusing on how serious he was about repairing the gunship, on his concern over the ''mission'', about the honesty he felt when he told the two Ultramarines that he could do what he claimed. He heard Zalthis clattering around in the troop bay behind the cockpit, felt Sannah''s deep, dreamless slumber. The Thunderhawk, and he was pretty sure he was talking to the Thunderhawk, held its ''tongue'' for a moment.
[Priority is mission. Zal is known. Sol is known. Authenticating for temporary permissions. In further communion; recommend clearer phrasing.]
Anakin huffed a surprise laugh - the thing had chided him on his accent.
Suddenly, at his will and his touch, everything just worked, just the way it should. He diverted to secondary backup systems, deactivating primary lines and cutting off blown transformers. The Thunderhawk worked with him, this time. His smile grew as the familiar, friendly sensation swelled through the Force. The way ghostly afterimages caught his eye, directed his darting fingertips, demanded a press or a flick or a spin of a dial.
Deep in the guts of the Thunderhawk, the satisfyingly familiar grumble of a repulsorlift engaging made the whole gunship quiver. He felt the engines cycle once, a low-power maintenance check, like clearing a throat.
His stomach growled. Outside was twilight.
"Wow. That took a minute." Affectionately, because he''d grown up around ships like the Falcon and the Jade Something or Another, Anakin patted the console on a bare patch of metal. "Thanks, Thunderhawk."
[Designation Five Five Nine Zero One Slash A. Thunderhawk is chassis generic.]
Anakin blinked.
"You''re not called Thunderhawk?"
[Designation Five Five Nine Zero One Slash A.]
"Oh. Sorry."
That might have been the most surprising reveal of the entire day.
"Zal!" he called. The Astartes immediately leaned into the cockpit, glancing around at the fully lit controls and pure green status lamps; only a few marked out yellow or orange.
"I felt the ignition. Is it functional?"
"About seventy percent power, but she''ll fly again. Also - why did you never correct me?"
Zalthis raised an eyebrow.
"It''s not called Thunderhawk!"
The Astartes barked a laugh, climbing fully into the cockpit, filling the narrow space between the pilot seat and the coffin-filled copilot station.
"Thunderhawks rarely have names, only designations. Most don''t last long enough to warrant bothering."
Something about that felt terribly wrong, especially with how verbose Thunder- no, how verbose 55901/a was. Even a mind-wiped astromech deserved a decent name. They''d have to fix that.
Feeling entirely lighter, Anakin spun the pilot''s chair, grinning up at Zalthis. They had a ship. They had a hyperdrive. They had a way up and out. Sannah was safe, she was healing. Finally, there was nothing left between him and Tahiri.
"We''ve got some plans to make," Anakin declared.
Colonel Darklighter waved Jaina into his office, returning her parade-perfect salute with a quick gesture.
"Colonel, sir."
"Welcome back, Sticks."
His easy use of her callsign - her callsign, given by the Rogues - warmed her chest and Jaina let a tiny grin loose. She didn''t mind: it was good to be back. The Ralroost had a smell she''d gotten used to, a blend of generic detergents for uniforms, a hint of ozone that every pilot brought back from the void, some kind of simple citrus probably inserted into the ''cyclers to keep the processed air from getting stale. It smelled like battle, it smelled like service, and it smelled like the Rogues. Gavin''s office also had a constant, lowlying bite of old caf to the nose that mixed in distinct ways with the ''Roost''s own scent. His desk was in disarray, scattered with datapads and ''cubes. Jaina had once wondered why she saw her father with multiple, when he still was General Solo. Why not just use one, she''d thought, until she learned about things like operational security and physical segregation of sensitive materials. His wall safe, where sensitive orders were kept on fingerprint biometric datachips was hinged open, revealing its interior bare.
"Take a seat if you like, Jaina, but this''ll be quick. Sorry we don''t have the time to welcome you back the right way, but - well, you saw the muster on the way up."
Did she. Everyone on Coruscant had. Guardian, surrounded by an absolute swarm of First Fleet, so much so that it covered half the sky each time the formation swept by overhead. Seeing a Super Star Destroyer in person, up close like this, had been surprisingly impactful. It wasn''t the first dreadnought she''d seen, but there was something about the presence of the massive Star Destroyer that struck her, eying the steely blue hull and massive crimson firebirds on the flanks.
This was the kind of ship that her parents had fought against, the kind of ship that had been the terror of the Rebel Alliance that her family, in a lot of ways, had been the staunchest guardians and champions of.
It wasn''t her first dreadnought, but Guardian managed to steal her attention until Ralroost was almost on top of her shuttle.
The Bothan Assault Cruiser was tucked in with the whole pack, in a slot near the MC90 Avaratraima and the ISD In Absence. Combat air patrols flew fast and thick and she wondered which squadron, which wing was out today; realized she''d probably not recognize them even if she knew.
So: yes, Jaina most certainly had seen the muster on the way up.
"I did, sir. I''m glad I could be back in time for¡" she trailed off, gesturing sort of helplessly around. Something was up; First Fleet didn''t roll up like this just to put on a show. Fleet tenders were nosing around and partnering up with cap ships as far as the eye could see. She could feel the energy in the air, the way the Force itself hummed with so many beings all thinking the same thoughts:
What''s going on? What''s the news? Where are we going?
And under it:
Will I die, this time?
Gavin laughed, mirroring her gesture.
"For ''that''. There''s some new orders that came down from the powers that be. Classified, of course, but lucky for you, someone remembered just why we call you Sticks."
Jaina raised an eyebrow as Gavin gently hefted a small datapad in one hand, then underhand tossed it toward her, right over his desk. Surprised, she snatched it from the air by reflex alone, a little proud she didn''t dip into the Force.
"It''s keyed to touch and your serial number. Don''t share it around, you know the drill."
A thought occurred. A rude one, an intrusive one that clenched her stomach.
"Ah, Colonel? I''m¡I''m not being pulled off the Rogues, am I?"
She felt his surprise, then chagrin.
"No, not at all! You''ve still got that head plug-"
Jaina touched the cool metal of the oncocidal injector over her ear, realized, quickly brought her hand back down.
"-so you can''t fly quite yet. I know, it''s just another week. There''s more in your orders, but gist of it is - High Comm wants the lid on all this shut. You know our new neighbors, the ones who don''t make any noise?"
Don''t make any - oh. Oh.
"Keep an eye out. An ''inner eye'', I think Colonel Loran said. You''ve got contacts with your orders on who to go to. It''s not me." Gavin held up his hands. "I''m just a fighter jock."
One who''d helped liberate Coruscant and had more than his share of blasterfights, but just a ''jock''.
"And when the head plug''s out, you''re back on the roster. It''s all hands, Jaina."
The Colonel grew serious, even grave. He leaned forward, planting both palms on his high desk. She forced herself to meet his eyes.
"I know about Yavin."
Jaina did not flinch and did not look away.
"I''m sorry. I can imagine what you''re feeling right now. I know. I can''t say anything that will help."
Her tongue feeling thick and unwieldy, Jaina managed to speak.
"Anakin can take care of himself."
Aside from the almost crystal-clear spike of abject anguish that had yanked Jaina awake just a day ago and left her shaking in bed, soaked in sweat and tasting tears on her lips. She could still feel the gentle weight in both her hands and smell rotting leaves and freshly churned soil. Her little brother was strong, as strong as their Uncle. He second-guessed himself, but Anakin could do things Jaina never imagined. He''d had his trials, just like her and Jacen, and he''d grown up into a young man that still surprised her. He would be fine; there wasn''t any other conceivable option.
"He''s a Solo," Gavin said, like that was all that needed to be said. "But he''s still your kid brother."
Jaina swallowed.
"I was surprised you put in to return early. You still had four days on convalescence."
"I need to do something, sir."
Gavin nodded.
"You need to not think."
Not think about her little brother left behind on Yavin for days now, not think about the home she secretly cared more about than Coruscant overrun by the damned scarheads, not think about how she wasn''t there to fly cover. Not think about how Uncle Luke had helplessly hung his head and Aunt Mara had looked grim and severe, or even how her own mother had just taken the news in stride. Not think about how no matter how much she ached, she ached to burn ions and burn scarheads and fly like even General Antilles never could, that she''d be dead the second a dovin basal mine yanked her out far from the jungle moon.
Jaina spoke none what she''d mostly kept under wraps. Instead, she clenched her jaw and gave a tiny nod.
Gavin straightened up, rubbing at his eyes with thumb and forefinger. She felt his sympathy and didn''t need it.
"Dismissed, Lieutenant Solo. Go read over your new orders. Briefing tomorrow, 0740."
She snapped another parade-perfect salute.
Older than his years, Gavin Darklighter returned it.
Intransigence Interlude III
On the Reorganization of the Thirteenth Legion Elements Assigned to the Forty-Seven Eleventh Expeditionary Fleet and the Exiled Imperium
[DOCUMENT PRINCIPIA]
HENCEFORTH, the XIIIth Legiones Astartes ''Ultramarines'' (whose count numbers Three Thousand Five Hundred and Ninety Four) shall be organized into Seven Battalions, numbered I through VII. Each Battalion shall be organized according to principles outlined in the Principia Belicosa, adjusted by necessity as outlined in codification papers to follow.
Each Battalion shall be considered an independent entity, answering only to the Praetorium; each Battalion shall granted men and material necessary for their tasked role and may petition the Praetorium for further supply. Of the Neophytes in service in the Forty-Seven Eleventh, they shall be evenly distributed between each Battalion for purposes of reinforcement. Each Battalion shall be required to train their own Neophytes, while the task of gathering Initiates shall fall to the Praetorium.
Each Battalion shall be assembled of Five Companies of Legionnaires Ultramarine, numbering one hundred per company. Each Company shall be headed by a Captain, subordinate to the Centurion of the Battalion. Within each Battalion, Companies shall be numbered I through V, without respect to the total Companies of the Legiones Ultramarine.
Each Battalion shall be counted at Full Strength when numbered at Five Hundred Battle-Brothers, yet may maintain on Rolls an overcapacity count of an additional demicompany.
The Praetorium of the Legiones Ultramarine shall remain in Perpetuity the final Authority over all Battalions Founded, retaining sole authority to command and call all Battalions Founded. The Praetorium may draw officers from any Battalion.
On the Numbering and Cognomen of the Legiones Ultramarine and the Seven Battalions Founded, With Reference to Character and Presentation of Allegiance
Henceforth, the XIIIth Legiones Astartes ''Ultramarines'' shall be described as the Legiones Ultramarine in all official communique. Each Battalion, by number, shall be known as:
I Astartes Aggressor
II Astartes Vigilum
III Astartes Scutum
IV Astartes Astra
V Astartes Vastator
VI Astartes Intercessor
VII Astartes Velite
Further Battalion Founding shall continue this formation of numbering and cognomen. Each Battalion of the Legiones Ultramarine shall claim emblem, colours and words. Colours shall be required to contain as primary, secondary, or tertiary the colour Ultramarine, in fealty and honour to the Legiones Ultramarine. Battalions shall be required to differentiate emblem and colour from other Battalions, such that no Battalion may overlap in selection. Distinct Character is the intent in Presentation by each Battalion Founded.
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The means by which each Battalion shall select for emblem, colours and words is left to the internal deliberation of each Battalion, with final approval required by submission to the Praetorium.
[ADDENDA]
BY ORDER OF THE PRIMARCH,
The Captains Phratus Auguston, Fastus Foltrus, Erriod Paston, Klord Empion, Archod Haesorion, Justinius Secandar, Damastes Argant are elevated to the Battalion Command rank of Centurion.
BY ORDER OF THE PRIMARCH,
The Brevet promotion of Captain is confirmed for Gegannius Rurus [3rd Company], Anchorine Dallant [7th Company], Rankandrous Amandrake [8th Company], Egritan Spane [15th Company], Sentatus Plianus [17th Company], Lysimane Iassos [18th Company], Seltal Krassant [24th Company], Coteio Brammant [30th Company], Keritirun Flavien [33rd Company], Sydeion Gargast [34th Company].
The Brevet promotion of Captain is confirmed for Aeonid Thiel [First Adaptive Tactics Company].
BY ORDER OF THE PRIMARCH,
Henceforth, all regulations shall be in effect in perpetuity, barring EITHER countermanding decision by the Praetorium or, by the Grace of Him on Terra, the Reunification of the Exiled Imperium to the Greater Imperium of Terra, by which latter circumstance all Battalions Founded are to be dissolved and all further reorganizations undone.
BY ORDER OF THE PRIMARCH,
The Ultimate Authority is and shall remain with Him on Terra, the Emperor of Mankind, by whose authority and trust is the Primarch Roboute Guilliman empowered to speak and deliberate on behalf of the Legiones Ultramarine and the Exiled Imperium. Let no power or person elevate themselves above the Emperor on Terra.
BY ORDER OF THE PRIMARCH,
The Ultimate Purpose of all Battalions Founded and the Exiled Imperium is and shall remain the Return, to be considered an Order Primary above all other concerns. Any Battalion Founded into whose possession comes actionable intelligence or apparatus that further the action of the Order Primary must report this exigent circumstance to the Praetorium with all due and reasonable haste, else face condemnation as Excommunicate Traitoris.
Intransigence Chapter X
You Can''t Go Home Again
X: Promise in Blood
The Thunderhawk was gone in the blink of an eye, leaving but rustling gusts of iron-tasting backdraft in the cramped embarkation deck. One of the Jedi''s shuttles rocked on its legs and several ratings stumbled. Kyle Katarn and Kam Solusar braced themselves. The atmospheric envelope crackled and popped at the interchange pressure. Only stars glowed through the filmy, flickering field. At speed, the Thunderhawk would already be kilometers away and accelerating. Zalthis may not have had practical training on such a vessel, but Aeonid had no doubt as to the efficacy of hypnomat. His vox bead in his gorget buzzed and voices cried out in confusion. He waved away the shipmaster''s confusion and directed to continue the pre-established flight plan. There was no need to pause nor to offer support to the Thunderhawk.
Aeonid was Astartes and he was Ultramarine. The shipmaster did not question.
In this embarkation deck and the one opposite Temerity, he felt the Jedi begin to cautiously unbuckle crash webbing and murmur to one another. He felt grief and shock, he felt confusion and fear. Kam and Kyle, who had gathered with Aeonid to discuss what came next, shared a meaningful look and took their leave, returning to their charges. There were accommodations already set aside and trained handlers brought aboard from Eboracum to interface between the Jedi and the ship''s crew.
Aeonid remained, watching the distant stars as Temerity rumbled underfoot, her realspace impeller drive spooling to maximum output for the long run to the Mandeville. He listened to quiet reports fed through his voxbead about the Yuuzhan Vong warships staying their hand, content to watch Temerity flee. Ikrit''s death hung over the Jedi as a pall while they mustered, organized, counted heads for a third time, and then exited for the suite of chambers they would stay in. The youngest sniffled and burned like live wires of sorrow, the elders uneasy and concerned.
One mind stayed firmly in Aeonid''s attention as it passed from the bridge to the ventral arterial, worked through several decks into an express lift and descended rapidly toward the embarkation deck. Aeonid turned just as the lift door''s rolled aside in a clatter, revealing a hulking Astartes walking with purpose and speed. Striding, perhaps. Or stalking.
The new arrival bore recoloured plate, though it still gave Aeonid pause each time to see familiar shapes in unfamiliar colours. An ill-omened pause, a pause that brought memories of other, newly recoloured plate, in an unfamiliar scheme.
This Astartes came to a halt before Aeonid, giving neither salute nor greeting.
''Aeonid,'' Sentatus Plianus, Second Captain of IV Astra, made his name sound like an epithet.
''Captain Plianus.''
Where Aeonid''s plate remained the long-honoured colours of Ultramar (for his Battalion had not finalized their new heraldry), Plianus wore a coat so fresh it gleamed in the deck''s high and harsh lights. A blue so dark it was nearly black shimmered, glossy, across plastron, greaves and arms. Each pauldron bore a darkened gold field, trimmed by white. The emblem of the Astra, a blue Ultima that contained within its arc four white stars emblazoned the right pauldron; the left bore the mark of Plianus'' command. Of the rich blue of Ultramar, only the helmet and gauntlets bore the color, enough to mark Plianus still as one of Guilliman''s sons.
''Pray tell me - what is the meaning of this? A launch? Unauthorized?''
Plianus went helmed. Aeonid did not. He met the blazing lenses of his fellow captain unflinching.
''A last minute command from me, Captain Plianus.''
''A last - for the love of the Throne, Aeonid-''
''Captain Thiel,'' Aeonid corrected. Plianus stiffened visibly. Anger swirled in the other man''s mix, leavened by frustration and a few less honorable emotions.
''I do not know how our Primarch expects cooperation with your Company, Captain Thiel, if this is how you mean to conduct yourself.''
He spared a final thought for his two youngest brothers, far beyond his reach. A simple well-wish.
''Operational command is mind to do with as I see fit.''
''Space is my domain. I have been commanding void war since before you even knew what a Black Carapace was. Unauthorized launches bring confusion, they bring disorder, they bring lassitude in discipline. I should have been consulted.''
The anger was the anger of a professional and personal insult. The frustration reared ugly head around Aeonid''s relative youth. The other Captain was as open as a book. A different Aeonid would have set his heels and locked horns in return. He would have argued. He would have wielded his authority as a cudgel or as a blade, to batter or slash through whatever he needed to get the job done. He had done so before, at Calth, speaking with the Primarch''s authority when he had none. He had done so as a Sergeant, which had earned him the red helm before.
''I agree.''
Plianus paused, wrongfooted.
''Your expertise supersedes mine here; I can only explain that the window of opportunity was small and the decision had to be made rapidly. I hope, in the future, you can educate me on better theoreticals.'' He gestured for the lift, Plianus reluctantly falling in step as they made to leave the embarkation deck behind. ''We have a week of travel ahead of us, at minimum. Perhaps joint exercises, between my Company and yours? I am sure Tercinax, Varien and Amalius would welcome the chance.''
Anger remained, but resentment was punctured before it could bloom.
''This should have been done before arrival at the moon,'' Plianus insisted.
''It should have. That was my oversight. I am corrected and I will remember this.''
Plianus grunted as they fit into the lift together. Aeonid depressed a rune.
''See that you do, Captain.''
For three days Aeonid allowed himself the excuse of wargaming with the handful of IV Astra assigned to Temerity. Plianus was slated for a position aboard Opolor''s Vow, at the Fondor front, but had attended as an initial shakedown of the IV in action. He brought two squads - one his command, fitted with breaching shields and volkite serpenta in case of boarding and a second squad for rapid reaction. The Ultramarines Astra were an answer to the assault on the Honour not long ago, a recognition of the Yuuzhan Vong''s potential to unleash havoc on unprepared warships. Their wargear was myriad and adaptable, their plate reinforced and up-armoured to the fore. Breachers and true marines, the Astra were to be assigned to every Exile warship likely to encounter the alien foe.
Most notably - and most rarely - the Fifth Company of the IVth, under a Proximo Dido, were to be portioned out at squad and demisquad strength as combat strikecraft pilots. Astartes in piloting positions were vastly uncommon to the Ultramarines - likely only a few thousand had true, practical experience in the cockpit of a craft like the Xiphon. Most theoreticals found the usage of transhumans in such a role to be at best ineffectual and at worst, detrimental. In the cataclysmic warfare of the void, the posthuman biology of an Astartes mattered much less when faced by continent-searing firepower and battleships that could crack moons.
Yet Plianus, with Centurion Empion''s support, argued his point to the Primarch, who had eventually accepted. Survivors of several wings after the crazed battle over Calth were alloyed together into new squads, new squadrons, and even now, Aeonid knew, the Mechanicum pondered similar questions to what had resulted in his now ''stolen'' Thunderhawk.
How might the technologies, if sanctioned, of this galaxy better serve the Ultramarines?
Plianus himself was a master pilot, survivor of a hundred and more clashes through the Crusade and, Aeonid could admit, a far better strategist at void combat than he ever could be. The other Captain''s short temper did not settle, but the edges were kept sanded at bay as his pilots and boarders brutalized Aeonid''s own squad''s attempted strategies. There was an amusement among the ''Space Marines'' at the ''groundpounders'' being humbled by the complexities of three dimensional and occasionally relativistic combat across millions of miles. Varien scowled, Amalius studied and Tercinax bore each trouncing with phlegmatic amusement.
It was good for his men. As much as they learned, Aeonid did as well. As much as Amalius took notes, Aeonid took more. Adaptive Combat Tactics meant only as much as he had a box of useful tools to draw upon, and he intended to fill that box to overflowing.
So he allowed three days to pass aboard ship. In the first day Temerity made translation, cutting off holonet contact with the outside galaxy - a notable peculiarity of warp travel compared to hyperspace. The Jedi settled into their given spaces and the shuttles and freighters that bore them up were secured. The second and third days he sparred with Plianus in hololith-filled strategium and over broad map-boards of mnemo-plast glassine.
Until, at last, when Aeonid couldn''t keep his mind from the thought any longer, and in predictable coincidence, he met Master Solusar lingering outside of the Jedi spaces. He made no overture when he left his private chambers behind nor had he cast his mind abroad - yet there she was, nevertheless. The minds of Katarn, Solusar, Streen and Cilghal remained bright points, but with attention elsewhere. Tionne looked tired and drawn, mustering a thin smile in greeting, her silver hair pulled simply back in a tie.
''Aeonid'', she welcomed, her voice as soft as ever. ''What brings you here?''
A kindness, to pretend that she did not likely know better than he why he came.
''Master Solusar,'' he offered a shallow bow. The Jedi had no real proper forms of address or formality, but she was a Master of their art and deserved nothing less. ''I¡have been thinking.''
''Most beings do,'' she chided, a little playfulness beating back the lingering grief around her.
''I''d not speak ill of my brothers, but I know of some that would put lie to that.''
Her eyes widened and she laughed. It was a good sound.
''Aeonid! That''s awful!''
He shrugged, rolling broad shoulders beneath his homespun robes. Strangely, after several weeks at the Praxeum, his armor sat almost strangely when he bore it again. Tionne sobered, glancing down and fiddling her fingers.
''Is it about Ikrit?''
He opened his mouth - closed it. Opened it again - shut it once more. Within him, built over days, the pressure looked for an outlet but he could find none of the words that matched. Every one he tried in hours of meditation between different wargames felt jagged and ill-shaped. Prickling and wrong, dissonant even in the privacy of his mind. In each meditation he blocked out all others - a task which came harder and harder - until his sense of the world was only of his body.
''He died.'' Aeonid regretted the starkness of the words as soon as they left his lips. Tionne nodded solemnly.
''''There is no death, only the Force.''''
''What I meant was¡'' again his voice faltered. Gently, Tionne lay a hand on his chest, over his heart.
''Just speak, Aeonid.''
''I am trying to-'' He growled, shaking his head.
Nothing was right. He had no practical. He could ask none of his brothers. He could not even go to his father, because for all that his father was, he was not this. One among hundreds of thousands, one among thousands, surfeit with brothers, Aeonid felt achingly alone.
How could he say that Kyle Katarn had moved and fought and acted like few warriors Aeonid had ever known or even seen? How could he say that the oneness of the ''meld'' Anakin introduced had sunken deep into his gut and could not be extracted? How could he say that at the end, that there was still connection, a connection that showed him not fear, not pain; but rather peace. Rightness. A deeper emotion, one that twitched at his heart and twisted his stomach, one that he could name but had never understood - never believed he could understand, for all that it was spoken freely and openly and without thought, as much a part of the mortal life of humanity as everything else he had given up.
Love. Deep, abiding love. A little xeno creature, like some Rogue Trader''s pet, swelling with nothing but love before the sudden silence came -
Love for young Anakin and Tahiri, for Sannah the Melodie and all the other Jedi on the fleeing ships; not just the youths but the elder Jedi too.
And for him.
Aeonid.
His mouth twisted and he wished as he had a hundred times before that this Force had not chosen him. Like many times now, the wish was hollow.
Weight drew him down, down to one knee, until he was level with Tionne Solusar. It bowed his head, it drooped his shoulders and Aeonid could not pack it away as he had in constant distraction of wargame and theoretical and review.
In the chambers given to the Jedi they mourned Ikrit, they feared for their three lost children and they loved Aeonid for what he had done.
''Could you tell me of the Jedi?'' he asked, quiet and intense.
Tionne''s small hands cupped Aeonid''s face, drawing his gaze to her silver eyes.
''Which ones?''
Aeonid Thiel inhaled. ''All of them.''
''I was hoping you would ask,'' she said.
"And still no spoor to follow," Supreme Commander Malik Carr sneered. The villip conveyed his displeasure most accurately and the shape of his master''s derision sent shivers down Harmae''s spine.
"None, Potent Lord. We have seeded wide trackers, but this moon is rife with hostile life. Many predators have found our netting-beetles and syk-ragk tunnelers to be palatable and the Shapers claim they hunt them with much pleasure."
The made-thing vessel that had fallen free of the captured Jeedai starship had been found only two days previous, after close to four days and nights by the moon''s own time. It had been ransacked and left abandoned, all supply torn from within. Tracker-beasts ranged out and sniffed for scents, but where misled by pheromone trails of whooping simians and chattering marsupials that swung among the jungle''s canopy branches. Worse, much flooding had soaked the soil, creating churned mud from the passage of entire herds of prey-beasts. Any sign of the Jeedai was lost, but that did not concern Harmae the most.
That lie with the Aistarteez vessel that had evaded pursuit, receiving only some damage, before slipping into the churning storm clouds and, like the Jeedai, vanishing. The jungle''s ancient trees bore minerals within their trunks that frustrated orbital scryers that peered down from Harmae''s two miid-roic. Thermal backshimmer and hot radiation boiling from the bloated gas giant clouded great lenses and gave a thousand false returns.
Not only Jeedai were on this moon but Aistarteez too, and an unknown quantity.
"Execute the least of the yorik-et squadron that failed to destroy the Aistarteez transport." Harmae nodded, not correcting the Supreme Commander that he had already done so. The Paring of the Fat, a favored means of punishment among Domain Carr and a chastisement Harmae knew personally. Other fools like Shai might slay the leader for failure, but to take the least is to encourage only greater service in the eyes of the Gods, so that they might not find themselves judged wanting when the time comes.
"I can spare no more for you, Commander." Harmae remained on one knee, chewing at his tattooed lip. His own countenance would not be repeated - his face was not to be seen in his current shame. "The Warmaster''s plans are strict and they are thorough. Already the shortage in yammosks has slowed deployment and mustering. To match His Brutality''s timetable, we cannot slip even a day."
"I understand, Potent Lord."
"I gave you four hundred warriors of Carr," Malik Carr admonished. "Fine warriors, all of them. How many were slain in the storm? No, do not speak - my ears rings still."
"The storm¡"
"The Jeedai continue to showcase new powers. For this alone, my wroth with you is lessened. But I have grown accustomed to success, Commander. Do not make me doubt your ascension. Do not make me doubt my trust in you again."
"By Yammka himself, never."
"Offer blood to seal this. Do not call on me again until the Jeedai are captured and the Aistarteez slain. Master Qesh offers a bounty for those who deliver an Aistarteez alive, but I will not risk my warriors. Now do my will."
"Belek tiu, Supreme Commander."
The villip schlorped back within its casing, leaving Harmae kneeling before the villip choir. Dozens of villips, all silent and waiting, tied to partners across broad spans of the galaxy. Malik Carr''s was the foremost and finest, hide shimmering like oiled leather, slick to the touch and taut.
A storm. The Jeedai conjured a storm, the first storm Harmae Carr had ever felt, smelt or touched. A storm to break his warriors and a storm to befuddle the senses and again they spat in the eyes of the Gods and the Gods seemed to let them. What had the Chosen People done to deserve these insults? What test was this meant to be, as these Jeedai produced trick after trick from their cowardly arsenal.
Master Kwaad was obsessed and when the Supreme Commander had tasked him as her guard and warden, he had sneered at the thought of the infidel sorcerers.
Now, he shared a modicum of the Shaper''s interest. She was convincing, in her spiels of how this ''Force'' was meant to be a gift to the Yuuzhan Vong. That the Jeedai were the challenge to ensure they were worthy. Pretty words, but they did not salve the ache in his hands. No lives had been claimed by his amphistaff in that long, harrowing night.
The instruction was to capture the Jeedai, but Harmae could be forgiven if one chose to fight to the death. Yes, no one would question that. For all their heathen nature, the Jeedai were known to be warriors and some had made final stands. He''d wet his amphistaff, carve back his honor in blood. Harmae found himself within Yammka''s Grotto, the small shrine set aside for the Many Tentacled Lord of War. His feet had delivered him while he mused.
Before the snarling statue in yorik coral, Harmae knelt once more and drew his tsaisi. The small baton of rank stiffened in his grasp and he ran its edge across his densely-scarred palms. Rich lifeblood welled and he beseeched his God, stroking at tentacle and bulbous body, streaking blood across already black-stained coral. Yun-Yammka leered back and the statue''s mica eyes caught the luminescent light just right to glimmer. A thrill of superstitious dread quivered through Harmae. He made the promise in his heart with the promise made in blood: a Jeedai would die one last time on this cursed moon.
Bells rung. Censers swung. Hymnals raised to the very rafters of the grand manufactorum droned and vibrated bones and adamantium skeleton alike. Cantic binhary stuttered and shrieked. Skitarii masters stalked on telescoped legs, rad-rifles left aside for burnished archaeotech pistols and humming flash-rapiers. Magi in every shape and form grouped in clusters. Hunched backs sprouted knotted tangles of mechadendrites; tall Magi called in fleshvoice; wheels clicked and treads ground; white-trimmed robes rustled and swept; optics in every shade of the rainbow recorded and analyzed and peered across spectra.
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Archmagos Veneratus Explorator-Biologis Orichi-Mu, Fabricator-General [Default] of Eboracum remained far afield and, as the saying went, when the Archmagos was away, the cyberape would play.
The Calth Muster was the greatest conjunction of the Eastern expanse in living memory. Two entire Legions challenged even some of the mightiest Crusade formations like those that struck at Ullanor or at the Rangda, and, ever-dutiful, the Mechanicum of Red Mars stood by to offer aid. Calth was a jewel-world, a new-born treasure, soon to slot into the tetrarchy of Saramanth, Konor, Occluda and Iax. As much as it was a world of Ultramar and beloved of Primarch Guilliman, so too was it blessed in the eyes of the Omnissiah and given unceasing industry by the Motive Force. Veridia Forge was the home of the Mechanicum, as Calth was the home of the Ultramarines. The great orbitals of the world were commanded and infested by the red-robed Magi, tending to the great cogitator brains that handled the masterpiece defense grid. Hulls were laid, alloys smelted, superheavies cast and a trillion bolts for a trillion bolters churned by tireless assembly line.
The insult given by the cursed and bastard Lorgar was driven not just at the heart of Ultramarines, but also spat upon the arid and long-memoried face of Red Mars.
The Mechanicum remembered.
The Mechanicum remembered long after all others had forgotten.
The Ultramarines had been lucky to escape with an estimated third to half of their Legion. Calth managed to evacuate millions, even despite the turmoil. Those that remained had the arcologies to flee to.
Veridia Forge was slaughtered like a grox. The orbital yards burned.
Of the masterful Adepts of Veridia: but three hundred and seventy-four escaped with the 4711th. Three hundred and seventy-four. Extrapolation indicated the total survivability of Veridia Forge Magi to be below one hundred thousand, off-world.
Out of tens of millions.
This Aldovv Brane-Ugoln maintained within her active memory coil, branded into the very wafers that managed her blessed processing. Three hundred and seventy-four. Magi, trained Magi, those beyond the base novitiate, were the great minority of the Mechanicum, should the count include menials, tech-serfs, servitors, Skitarii and other sundry servants and chattel of Mars. This was as should be: not all minds and not all bodies were suited to the perilous and precious ascension of knowledge.
Yet for so few¡
Brane-Ugoln raised her tetrad hands, simultaneously with blurt-cast across the local noosphere. All attention snapped to her. Unlike the fleshbound mortals, she needed to wait no time at all for cessation of conversation or the slow adjustment of focus. All who mattered here were Magi or Skitarii-enhanced.
+The Machine God bears us to a newfound Galaxy, which spills over with secrets undreamt of+
-This Galaxy is filled with the Alien and the Abominable Intelligence-
+We bring the Comprehension of Mars, which is beyond the scrabbling creatures of this place+
-We number few, and fewer still as war comes to us-
She held her charge at neutral, savoring the chemical gradient flow. All gathered, whether they directed optics toward her upon the manufactorum''s primary assembly line or not, tuned to the subtle signal markets in her blurt-cant.
+The Primarch values the Mechanicum+
-The Primarch commands the Mechanicum-
+Our study is unrestricted-
-Our study is unrestricted-
Beside her, the hulking and bullish form of Sarbok Tan-Krato, relayed her words in Skitarii battle-cant, inflecting each phrase eloquently to appeal to the martial minded.
+The Seventh Law is that Comprehension is the Key to all Things+
Motion subtly rippled through those assembled in the manufactorum chamber.
-The Eighth Warning is that to Break with Ritual is to Break with Faith-
A pulsed command through noospheric link commanded forward servitors who drew a flatbedded cart between them. Within, crippled beyond motion but given the unearned gift of continued function, a dozen droids warbled and cried in alarm. A ripple of disgust swept through the assembled Magi and Skitarii, a tangible wave that rustled robes. Brane-Ugoln pointed with four hands at the cart, at the dismembered torso of a silvered mockery of the human form that bleated nonsense in alien tongue.
+Orichi-Mu is most ancient among us+
-Orichi-Mu abdicates responsibility-
+Orichi-Mu acts according to his station: Explorator+
-Orichi-Mu acts contrary to his station as Fabricator-General [Default]-
Queries for clarification pinged across Brane-Ugoln''s awareness. Of the seventy-two Magi who attended, at least half stood within Mu''s camp. That was well. Spirited theological debate was the blood and mortar of the Mechanicum.
+An explorator is needed in this galaxy. Orichi-Mu is an Explorator of great renown.+
-None save the Omnissiah can bear the weight of too many roles-
+There are other candidates to optimally serve the role of Fabricator-General, such that the tag [Default] might be retired.+
Though her innards strained at maintaining a positive Lorentz gradient, Brane-Ugoln spoke no further. The imbalance showed humility and a positive gradient gave honor to the Mysteries, to offset her preaching of the Warnings.
In the noosphere, as milliseconds passed, discourse flew fierce and hot. Packages were prepared and blurted, unpackaged and consumed and processed and rebroadcast, tagged and categorized. Life-stories were appended, exhaustive with minutia of discovery and faithful cataloging. Magos from across sphere and discipline declared candidacy, argued support of Orichi-Mu, cast doubt and plaudits both at her feet. Nine seconds after she ceased her speech, the first proposal for Aldovv Brane-Ugoln, Veridia Forge, High Magistrix Cybernetica as Suitable Candidate for Fabricator-General [Suitable] for Eboracum flashed through the noosphere.
Another title was added then: Oratratix of the Tenets Cautionary.
She allowed a simulative process to approximate pleasure. It suited her. Her diametric opposition to the Veneratus was one of doctrinal position, not personal. That would be inefficient, after all.
For the third time, Thunderhawk 5590/a rumbled to life, rocked on her repulsorlifts, cleared her engines for startup and settled again into her nest of heaping bushes, branches and brambles. Anakin leaned back, clapping his hands together though not a speck of dust sat on them. Through the canopy, Zalthis caught his eye and sharply nodded, then stomped back up the opened bow ramp. That was the last of the checks. The hyperdrive was talking to the Thunderhawk again, the repulsorlifts hadn''t cut out halfway through startup, power was getting from the reactor to everywhere it needed to go. He couldn''t do anything for the physical damage, which meant the ride was going to be bumpy and clumsy until they hit space. Ailerons were shredded, which meant it would be repulsorlifts and reaction control thrusters to manhandle through maneuvering, but from the feeling he got from the transport, they could also just make like a rocket and blast straight up without any issue.
"You''re going to need a name," Anakin observed idly, patting the console one more time. He climbed out of the oversized pilot''s seat - he would not miss long hours in that giant thing - and stretched.
[Designation Five Five Nine Zero One Slash A.]
"Yeah, but that''s a mouthful. I''ll think of something."
Zalthis poked his head into the cockpit.
"You''re talking to the ship again," the Astartes commented.
"It''s not my fault she talks back." He followed Zal back into the main hold of the Thunderhawk where his and Sannah''s sleeping bags were set up on some unrolled cushions the Astartes had produced from somewhere. Supplied were stacked off to one side, the vaporator sitting up on the Thunderhawk''s dorsal surface to keep sucking in and purifying water. Rations were there, an ammunition crate for the big bolt pistols was there, a bag for their dirty clothes was there - in two days, it had become a little domestic.
Every hour that blurred by stabbed him in the heart. He hated getting lost in the work, because getting lost in it made time fly, time that Tahiri was in their hands. It didn''t make sense and it didn''t have to make sense. He wasn''t going to fly and shoot lasers in his eyes and this had to be done, but each time he checked the chrono and saw another handful of hours had slipped through his fingers like sand, his stomach twisted and he had to take long, deep breaths.
It was done. The Thunderhawk was ready to go.
"I don''t get why we can''t just fly it to wherever Tahiri is," Sannah said, again, while they broke out rations for dinner. "Vape the vong with the giant gun on top, bust her out, and then burn ions, right?"
She still didn''t like to look Anakin the eye, but at least she was talking again. Small victories, he thought grimly.
"Zal''s said it already. There''s way too many ''skips around here, they''d just shoot us right back down again."
"What if-"
"Sannah."
She looked away, glumly and mechanically chewing on another bite of a ration bar.
"It''s alright. I wish we could just go in blasting too, but¡we can''t help Tahiri if we''re dead."
"Anakin is right," Zal agreed. "This is the best theoretical we have. The vong are surely searching for us, which means the Thunderhawk cannot be left unguarded. Either Sol or I have to stay here."
"And I''ve volunteered," Sol added.
"And Sol has. Anakin and I can cover distances very quickly and we can be back to the Temple Complex in only a few days."
"Then it''s a matter of finding where they have Tahiri and getting her out."
Sannah put a wrapper aside in a waste bag, curling up on her sleeping bag. She clutched at her knees, legs to her chest.
"But how will you know?"
"I can still feel her, Sannah."
Sol drummed fingers against the crate he sat on.
"Or perhaps you could take a Vong and force them to speak. A slave, even, if there are some."
The Astartes said it so blithely and blandly that Anakin took another deep, long breath, let it out before speaking.
"As I''ve said, that''s a last resort."
"I do not see why. There are a number of useful techniques to apply pressure-"
"I''m not going to discuss the ethics of torture again, Sol."
The large Astartes shrugged, unbothered either way.
"It''s an option, but not one I relish either," Zalthis added.
"It''ll work. I know it will."
The rest of their ''meal'' was passed in silence, but not an uncomfortable one. Sannah was lost in thought, Zalthis clearly running through a checklist of what gear to bring and Solidian was toying with his auspex. Not for the first time, Anakin pictured where they might be without the two Ultramarines. Probably in some cave somewhere, dripped on by salactites and trying to figure out how in the hell they were going to get off the moon if -when- he rescued Tahiri. Sannah would probably be basically unable to move from those blisters - looking a lot better after the Astartes had shared some salves that seemed about as effective as a good bacta-patch - and as for what he might be thinking¡
He imagined doing this alone. Just himself, his lightsaber, against a battalion of vong warriors and Shapers and who knew what other biots.
Together. Ikrit had meant him and Tahiri, but since when did words only have one meaning?
He let the thought go. He wasn''t alone. And soon enough, Tahiri wouldn''t be either.
Without Sannah, with a clear goal and with an Ultramarine loping along at his side, Anakin was shocked at how close the Escarpment was. He sank into the Force to keep pace with Zalthis, passing hours in a quiet meditative fugue while they moved south and west, back toward the Great Temple. After assessing the terrain, given where the Thunderhawk came down and how the vong had probably found Lady Starstorm''s escape pod, Zalthis pointed out it might be a good idea to move into the rougher and more mountainous northern stretch of the plateau, then work southward, hopefully avoiding vong patrols that would be focusing on the eastern area, where the pod came down.
The terrain would be harsh, but he could handle it. It wasn''t an option to think otherwise.
Zalthis wore a stripped down version of his armor, much like the suit he wore when Anakin first met him. They worried about if vong creatures could sense electronics, which was why they tested the Thunderhawk only in short bursts, minimizing any flaring heat or radiation. The massive reactor backpacks of Astartes armor might well be a huge flare drawing the vong to them - it may have just been by chance that they hadn''t noticed Solidian and Zalthis on their way down to link up with Anakin and Tahiri.
So Zal ditched the reactor, stripping down his armor to only what he could still physically move in without the augmentations of the suit. Sol had worked on that for him, while he and Anakin finished up with the Thunderhawk. The Ultramarine had a bolter with a long barrel and bullpup grip, several magazines, a brace of grenades and a massive power sword. Even with all that, several times, Zalthis reached out a hand and helped lift Anakin right up a cliff like he weighed nothing at all.
Weigh nothing at all Anakin definitely did not.
Sol almost fussed over Anakin before they left, pushing a bolt pistol into his hands along with magazines, his own sling of fat grenades and even offered another power sword. He''d turned that down - all he needed there was his lightsaber. Armor fitted for a normal human was in a crate in the Thunderhawk as well; when Aeonid was using it as a shuttle to the Praxeum, he had obviously thought ahead to maybe needing a little bit extra, just in case. When Anakin had pointed that out, wondering what Aeonid had been expecting, or even if the Captain had expected a vong attack, Sol huffed a laugh.
"We''re Ultramarines," he said, amused. "Planning for anything is sort of the point of us."
Wearing the lightweight but surprisingly durable chestplate, rounded pauldrons and bracers, Anakin was glad for it. It wouldn''t stop an amphistaff, but some of those bugs? He''d had enough bruises and slashes to last the rest of his life.
They drove deeper into the rougher northern span of the plateau, areas Anakin had never been. The Escarpment here was steeper and taller. Zal scrambled up it almost as fast as he could cover flat ground, simply gouging his own handholds into the shale and stone. Anakin followed behind, using the new-forged holds and a measure of the Force.
Like that night in the jungle, during the storm, the Force felt clearer and closer than ever before. Stronger, more vibrant, more alive than he could ever remember. The first night Zalthis had offered to stop, but Anakin felt as awake and energized as when he''d just woken up.
He had a goal, he had a mission and he had his best friend curled up and sobbing in the back of his head, keeping him away with iron bars and spikes that tore at him each time he tried to reach for her.
He was one purpose, one man, one purpose, one aim and one unerring direction and the Force embraced him.
Ravines, canyons, sinkholes, lush valleys - all slid past in a blur. Later, Anakin would remember almost none of it. No landmarks, no features. No biots harried them. No vong found them.
His existence narrowed to Zalthis and his unflagging pace, to Tahiri. To the rise and fall of his feet.
They crested one final peak late in the evening. Zalthis paused, going still. Like waking, Anakin blinked and the world fell back into focus. The sun was sinking down, throwing rainbows of violets and indigos and crimsons across the western sky. Yavin glowed on the horizon. He saw what Zalthis had.
They''d reached the Complex proper, the span of the plateau where either geological erosion or ancient Massassi labor had smoothed out hundreds of square kilometers as the perfect stage for Naga Sadow''s personal vanity project. Behind them, the northern badlands and crags; before them the jungle. Anakin squinted, peering southward, across the rolling green canopy. Here and there, the old stone of temples poked up, sometimes choked out and sometimes in broad clearings. Whole spans of the canopy were open, testament to the power of Alebmos'' monsoon and the lasting damage that would take centuries to heal.
Something was out of place.
Anakin shaded his eyes with one hand, raking his eyes left, right. There was that one temple he never remembered the name of, that smudge off to the west. He was pretty sure from the height they were at that he could see the shape of the Temple of the Blueleaf Cluster too. The lake where Exar Kun''s temple once was glimmered in the far distance.
In the middle of the complex were five spacious compounds, each shaped like a many-rayed star. The number of rays varied, from five to nine, and the encircling walls were tall and thick - probably thick enough for rooms and chambers. From their vantage point, Anakin could make out open courtyards inside the walls, surrounding a sort of stumpy, tree-trunk like structure in the center that rose at least half as tall as the Great Temple itself.
Vong ''buildings'', or whatever creatures they used as the equivalent. They were huge.
But something wasn''t right. The vong buildings were all right at the bend of the Unnh River, right where it meandered¡
"Oh," Anakin breathed. Tears stung at his eyes. "Oh."
The Great Temple, built of ancient stone by the labor of enslaved Massassi, which had stood for thousands upon thousands of years and watched the history of the galaxy turn by, was gone. Not even a trace remained. The old halls, walked by the darkest and most brilliant of Sith, by the noblest and finest of Jedi, were gone. The Grand Audience Chamber, which had seen sacrifices by monsters and sacrifices by heroes, was gone. The labyrinthine rooms, filled with old Rebel Alliance tech and drawings by trainees and cozy corners to meditate or read or practice forms: gone. The caves beneath, a place of exploration and mystery for him and Tahiri and a place to feel the size of the universe for others: lost.
"Those bastards," Anakin swore.
He could feel Tahiri, tenuous as it was. Her knot of anguish was there, in the center of the largest compound, the one that had so cruelly replaced the Great Temple.
They''d taken her home.
Intransigence Chapter XI
XI: ibi''Yun
Being so near to the Vong compound that he could see the invaders going about their business was a special sort of torment. Tahiri was there, she was right there, she was so close he could almost feel her in his arms. Anakin found himself touching the lightsaber at his belt, kept finding himself about to get to his feet. The pull was physical. The ache was overwhelming.
Zalthis, next to him, lay flat on mossy shale, elbows propped up and a clicking, blocky set of goggles held up to his eyes. The Ultramarine forced them to stop here, just at the last set of foothills that rolled up into the taller peaks of the Ersham range. Right where they could get a solid vantage over the entire plateau, see the whole Massassi site sprawled out before them. Right where Anakin could see, minute after minute, hour after hour, where his best friend was being tortured and having who knew what else done to her.
The way she felt more and more distant, more and more muffled as the days went by had his stomach twisting in knots.
Between Anakin''s own macrobinoculars and Zal''s own complicated magnifiers, they had perfect vision on the Vong compound miles away. Macrobinoculars zoomed in and he could see the individual tattoos on warriors stalking along in squads. Zal''s set had a bunch of settings, showing thermal blooms, weird wire-frame ghosting images and false-color contrasts that picked up on exotic radiation and gravity effects.
The practical, as Zalthis put it, was that they had a very nebulous theoretical.
"It''s like this," the Ultramarine had explained patiently, voice pitched low as they crouched under bushes and undergrowth. "In the Thirteenth, the Primarch teaches us a simple exercise. Determine a theoretical, construct a practical. Theoretical: we need to exfiltrate Tahiri from the Vong compound. Practical: as a Jedi, Tahiri is a valuable prisoner. Practical: we do not know the strength of the Yuuzhan Vong on the moon. Practical-"
"I get it," Anakin sighed. "We need a plan."
"No," Zalthis corrected. "We need more than a plan, we need actionable data." The Ultramarine had appeared regretful for a moment, before exhaling. "We did not have enough data on Obroa-skai and it cost the Sergeant and Lieutenant their lives."
When Anakin had asked just how exactly they could get that data, it had led to them here, and now. Laying belly-down on uncomfortable and cracked stone, shot through with lichen and stubborn moss, shadowed by a squatter, hardier subspecies of Massassi tree that preferred the growing elevation of the range. Zalthis had a datapad out, a big and chunky thing that held only general resemblance to the sleek tablets Anakin was used to, tapping away with a stylus without once putting down his macrobinoculars. The Ultramarine was noting down every unique patrol and Vong he saw. Anakin''s job was a little more ephemeral.
Readjusting himself, Anakin closed his eyes, probing out with the Force. Zalthis could analyze what was seen - it was Anakin''s job to work with the unseen. The sensations of the jungle could tell a lot. Fearful runyips ahead of a curiously quiet bubble - an unseen Vong patrol that was spooking the native life away from them. Woolamanders hooting and howling at interlopers that Anakin just couldn''t sense - another group. The primitive and instinctual fear that emanated from a school of fish, held packed together in close confines with a great deal of other aquatic life - some kind of catch, or trawler?
Jacen, he figured, would be able to tell a whole lot more. Maybe even be able to soothe some of the creatures enough to get some to help out, or even act as lookouts. Woolamanders that would bark a certain tone only when Vong were around; yes, Jacen could probably do that.
Anakin never had the greatest talent for it, but he felt like the edge of a knife. Stripped clean and simple, refined to a point, obsidian-sharp and focused.
When Zalthis was comfortable with what they both had noted down, he broke it down again. Night had fallen, the nocturnal jungle just as alive as the diurnal. Anakin didn''t feel tired. He hadn''t felt much of anything either, in the hike here: not hunger, not thirst, not fatigue. Just sharp. Pointed.
Zal flipped his datapad around, offering it to Anakin.
"I have it memorized," he said simply. The datapad was heavy and durable, with buttons that were large and recessed. Large enough, he realized, for armor-clad fingers to be able to press them. Anakin snorted with something adjacent to humor at the thought. Displayed in ghostly sketches and lines, in crimson and emerald and bright gold, the general map of the center of the plateau, the bend of the Unnh river; everything. Along one side scrolled a list of observed squad strengths and compositions, as well as simple timing annotations.
It was almost overwhelming. There was so much everything there, along with shorthand he didn''t know, icons that didn''t ring any bells and color coding that didn''t follow a logical sense. Zal seemed to expect this.
"Today, I observed nineteen unique patrols. I counted one hundred and seventeen individual warriors, which I distinguished by implant, scar patterns and tattoos."
Anakin nodded along, the twist in his stomach tightening.
"There is a full squadron of coralskippers landed in that field there, a likely shuttle or lander analogue here and I recognize that formation of buildings as troop habitation from Fondor." Zal reached out, tapping the datapad to punctuate each point.
"I felt more patrols too. I think maybe even some fliers, like landspeeders, or airspeeders," Anakin admitted. "I think they''re doing search patterns."
"It would make sense. Even if they believed that you and Sannah had perished, they would have found the salvation pod by now. Besides that, I have no doubt they would believe the Thunderhawk truly shot down."
"Then they''re ready for us."
Against one warrior? Anakin would take that head on, any day. Against two? Not a problem. Three? Doable. Four? Tougher. Five? He''d be pressed. Six? Seven? Ten? Two hundred?
Anakin of a year ago would be open mouthed and shocked at Anakin of now measuring how many trained, adult warriors he could kill in pitched combat. It wasn''t arrogance either. After Dantooine, after Ithor, after Obroa-skai and now Yavin, it was, as Zalthis would put it, a practical. He hadn''t yet met a Vong warrior that had truly, truly threatened him, one-on-one. Oh, sure, he had taken injuries here and there, but individually?
When there were more, that was when it was dicey. There were a lot down there, around the Vong buildings. They didn''t have a monsoon to give them cover and they didn''t have half a squad of other Ultramarines and one of the finest Jedi duellists alive to help them. Just Anakin, just Zalthis, and just a few hundred Vong and whatever biots were lingering around.
Maybe Sannah had been right. Maybe they should''ve taken the Thunderhawk - which still needed a name - and rammed it right down the throat of the Vong.
"I think it is more appropriate to say they are expecting us." Zalthis showed a rare smile; just a slight grin. "A Jedi and an Ultramarine - I don''t believe any theoretical can ever make them ready for us."
"We can''t go in the front door, we don''t know enough to sneak in and we can''t just fight through all of them. Maybe they''re not ready, but I don''t know if that really makes a difference."
Zal beckoned for the datapad. Anakin handed it back. A few tapped buttons, a flick of a stubby stylus, then Zal spun the datapad back around to reveal a looped recording.
"Did you notice these Vong?"
Anakin squinted, leaned closer. It was a little strange to view a flat, two dimensional recording without a matching holo, but he recognized the scrolling text and reticle of Zal''s macrobinoculars in the vid. A group of beings that, at first glance, looked Human, toiled alongside the Unnh River, right on the bank. They flung out handfuls of something that trailed long, thin lines of gossamer. Bugs, probably, since the specks moved and arched and then darted down, into the water. The gossamer lines snapped taut, and then the fishermen - because it couldn''t be anything else - hauled in catches hand-over-hand. Silver-scaled, flopping fish were dragged out of the water before each bug released their catch, tossed underhand back out into the shallows to repeat.
They looked Human, at first glance, but Zal hadn''t been wrong. They had the same elongated skull and flattened forehead that was so dreadfully familiar. Their hair was universally black, done in various styles from simple buns to complex braids. Their robes clung too organically to their muscular frames.
What gave it away the most were the darkened sacs under each eye.
They looked bizarre.
Not a single tattoo or scar among them. They looked so unsettlingly normal.
"I didn''t see them," he said, unable to look away from the mundane activity as it looped, over and over. Just some Vong. Fishing.
"I would wager they are the servant caste we have predicted, but never seen. No tattoos, no implants? If both are the measure of ascension, then these are the lowest of the low."
NRI - common sense, really - speculated on the various castes of the Vong. It was an important topic, since the invaders had such a rigid social structure. Theory was that there were orders of magnitude more non-combat, ''civilian'' Vong out there that did the actual day-to-day stuff needed to make an interstellar civilization work. They couldn''t all be ferocious warriors, cunning spies and priests; they had to have workers and supervisors, laborers and artisans.
"I also saw several overseeing groups of slaves."
"I sensed the slaves, too," Anakin added.
"Of course. Theoretical: slaves are overseen by the workers, who in turn are below all other castes. The practical, then, is we take one of these workers for interrogation."
Anakin rocked back on his heels.
Talking to a Vong was kind of the grand prize for half the intelligence agencies. They had a penchant for dying in ''glorious combat'' or killing themselves before being taken alive. Even the one that Aunt Mara and his siblings had scooped up on Coruscant died to a sneaky biot that had replaced their tongue.
Those had all been Warriors, though. None of them ever seemed to care even a little about their own lives. A worker? Huh. He could see it. Surely, not all the Vong were so violently self-destructive. And a Warrior would be noticed, but maybe a simple worker could go missing for a while? Then they could ask anything about the place. Where was the Jedi held? Passcodes, or phrases? Patrols? Strength? You name it.
Although, ask meant-
"Wait, but how can we talk to them?"
Zalthis truly smiled this time, broadly.
"Ekgt dag''t et-zil ibi''yun."
He knew that rolling intonation, that blend of melodic and sharp anywhere.
"How in the hells do you speak Vong?"
Zalthis scratched at his cheek.
"By the grace of the Throne," he said, evasively.
Anakin chewed on his lip.
Well. Now this was a plan.
Ralroost was, to use the cliche, a veritable hive of activity. No one knew just what was on the books; no one knew quite when, where, or how, or even entirely who, but everyone knew that something was afoot. High Command didn''t just reel in most of the elements of First Fleet to Coruscant for no reason and the amount of tenders and resupply going on was fit to match some of the musters during the Galactic Civil War. Jaina could feel the same sort of unreality that permeated a lot of the other pilots and sailors, as they took glances out of transparisteel at the thousands of glinting hulls sprawling across the anchorage. The unreality of: how can we lose? What could possibly stand against this?
All the Rogues were cycling through Combat Air Patrol. All the Rogues were in the cockpit and doing checks and simming it up and begging, bartering and bickering to get last minute tune-ups and tweaks on their snubfighters.
All the Rogues except Jaina.
They set her up in an office that overlooked the ''Roost''s starboard hangar. She had all the basics for a junior officer''s space and she didn''t need to use any of it. All she had to do was sit on her ass for hours on end and listen to the Force. The space used to be probably for a Chief or something, with a big transparisteel pane that let her see out into the bustling hangar. It was slightly tinted, making it reflective from the other side.
For hours, she sat and watched as shuttles and transports cycled in and out, bringing resupply and rotating crew. She watched as beings of all sizes and stripes embarked and disembarked and she looked for the ones that had nothing behind their faces. She listened, alert and sharp and bored out of her skull, for smug duplicity, for fearful subterfuge, for anything that raised the hairs on her neck.
Jaina had a panic button that would call down marines in seconds.
Days had passed and she hadn''t used it once.
Everyone was nervous. Everyone was anxious. Everyone was tense and eager and a little fearful. Everyone had secrets.
So far, not a single masquer''d Vong had tried to come aboard. So far, she hadn''t caught a whiff of prickling danger in the Force. On the other side of Ralroost, Alexandra Winger was doing the same job and Jaina could pick up on the older woman''s similar low-burning frustration.
Apparently, Captain Winger had been pulled from her own command, the cruiser Webley, just like Jaina had been pulled off the Rogues. The other woman buried her boredom under a hard layer of professionalism in a way that Jaina felt faintly envious of. She should be prouder, probably, because this was a request to Colonel Darklighter from Admiral Kre''fey¡but all the same, couldn''t someone else do this? Anyone else? Kenth Hamner was on board too, he could do this. Or another Jedi. There were still like a dozen down in the HQ on the surface. The Navy couldn''t tap any of them?
At least they let her bring up stuff to tinker with. She turned the graviscoop antenna unconsciously in her hands, moving on autopilot as she tweaked and twiddled with the extremely fragile, high-precision sensor. Her toolkit was spread out on the desk beside her, every spanner and plier neatly set out, ready to use.
Another shuttle slid into the hangar, passing through the containment shield with a ripple. Usual kind of activity: hangovers, regrets after shore leave, some anger over some slight or another, excitement. Jaina glanced up, eying each being to slouch down the ramp, feeling a mind behind each face until the ramp hissed shut again.
Catching the tip of her tongue between her teeth, she reached for a microspanner and a tiny wafer-chip the size of her smallest fingernail. Well, at least when she was back on duty with the Rogues for the op - whatever it ended up being - she''d have her XJ dancing cleaner and faster than any other starfighter in the sky.
She spared a moment to nudge toward Jacen - distant, across the galaxy and deep in meditation - and then a moment for her little brother. Anakin never had quite the same connection to the twins as they did with each other, but it''d be a cold day that she couldn''t sense the kid. As ever - cold, hard determination. Fixated intensity. Anger that churned deep, deep underneath it. He could do it. He''d be okay. Like how in the cockpit of a fighter was where Jaina belonged, if anyone could pull off a harebrained rescue right under the noses of the Vong, it''d be Anakin.
The Unnh River wended and wound through the Massassi Complex, spilling down from north in cataracts down toward the plateau, before settling into a placid, tranquil and meandering flow. Southward it worked, throwing off oxbow lakes and tranquil pools until it reached the escarpment, tumbling down as a feathery, ethereal waterfall a hundred meters wide.
It teemed with life, just like the rest of the moon, and the Yuuzhan Vong made good on that bounty. The biot they''d found (because even fishing trawlers had to be giant living monsters) made its way upstream with long, languid strokes of a wide, lobed tail. Most of it was submerged, revealing only a humped and muscular back above water and the occasional breach of its tail and fins as it adjusted itself. At least twenty meters long and shaped like an inverted triangle, it gaped open a giant mouth that spanned the width of its flat, broad head, sucking up crustaceans, fish and even amphibious mammals too. It felt so bizarre: he could feel the panic of the growing mass of catch, but not the huge creature that sucked them up.
It just felt like a weird, compressed ball of prey instincts going haywire, moving against the river''s current.
The Vong could make anything unsettling.
They weren''t here to learn about the fishing traditions of the Yuuzhan Vong. No, the biot had an entirely more important cargo, and that was the Yuuzhan Vong guiding the creature from a strange, fleshy sort of hollow at the peak of its spine. He seemed fixated on his task, arms folded across a broad and robe-clad chest, hair drawn back into a tail and a deep scowl twisting grotesque creatures.
Yuuzhan Vong were ugly, but this one took the cake. He looked rotted. Part of his lip was missing, revealing stained teeth. His nose was a crater that leaked, his eyes were bloodshot and rheumy. Hanks of hair were missing from his scalp and two fingers on one hand were gone, the stumps stained black.
He didn''t look like the clean-skinned and un-marked workers that Zalthis had noted, but neither did he look like the grotesque but purposeful mutilations of warriors.
If he was doing scutwork like driving a living fishing trawler up a river, he couldn''t be anyone important. Better yet, he was totally alone. No slaves, no other workers, no even any warriors or patrols nearby, so far as they could tell.
"Definitely this one," Anakin said.
"I concur. Isolated and unarmed."
The plan was simple. Anakin would remain on the shoreline, tracking any disturbances in the local wildlife. Zalthis, able to hold his breath for a shocking amount of time, would swim to the biot and ambush the Vong, incapacitate him, and then drag him back to shore. Then they''d get some answers.
For the trillionth time since it all began, Anakin wished he could just pluck the Vong from the saddle with the Force and haul him right over. Not even his trick with crushing the air could work here - that was brute force and he didn''t quite trust his control to not just smush the prisoner they were hoping for. Against a warrior, unexpected crunching was perfectly fine. Here, they might not get another golden opportunity.
Zal left his armor behind, shucked down to just his thick black bodyglove. Delicately, he placed down his power sword and pistol, along with his other gear, out of sight of the river behind a broad treetrunk.
"I''ll keep an eye on it," Anakin swore.
"I will hold you to that," Zal returned. The biot was downriver, just around a bend and still out of sight. The Astartes slipped into the water, barely a ripple disturbed despite his bulk. He took a long, deep inhale that didn''t seem to end, then sunk down and was gone. The Unnh river flowed on without a care. The trawler biot cruised languidly into view. Long minutes passed, the trawler growing closer and closer. The Vong riding it still seemed just as bored and unattentive as they saw earlier, slouched atop the biot. He felt Zal slip closer, closer, closer.
The Ultramarine erupted out of the river like some sort of water monster, breaching meters into the air and landing right behind the Vong. There wasn''t even a scuffle. The Vong seemed shocked, stunned into stillness, allowing Zalthis to rip him out of the biot''s ''cockpit''. The Ultramarine tensed and leapt again, kicking off from the biot with enough force the whole thing shuddered.
Reflexively, Anakin reached out, easing his friend''s trajectory, buoying as he soared meters above the surface of the river. He almost waited for Tahiri to join in and give Zalthis an extra push.
Zal landed easily on bent knees. The trawler lazily swam along, utterly uncaring that its driver had been stolen. Anakin left his hide behind, jogging along the open riverbank.
Up close, the Vong wasn''t just a mess, but reeked too. He coughed, covering his mouth with one hand. Zalthis had the Vong''s arms twisted behind his back, one outsized fist wrapped around the man''s wrists, the other holding tight to one shoulder. Dark eyes ringed in bruises flicked to Anakin, down to the lightsaber at his belt. The lightsabers.
"Jeedai," murmured the Vong.
"Yeah," Anakin agreed. "Jedi."
Admiral Traest Kre''fey never failed to wrongfoot Jaina. She''d known Bothans all her life - after all, her mother''s on-again, off-again feuds with Borsk Fey''lya were legendary across half the galaxy. To the last, they were usually fairly serious, focused and formally professional. Maybe that was biased, given that her life was filled with politicians and soldiers, but when Jaina thought ''Bothan'', she pictured tailored suits, perfectly combed fur and doublespeak.
Admiral Kre''fey welcomed her into his office by bouncing to his feet, snapping off a return salute with a big and toothy grin.
"Lieutenant Solo!"
The Bothan wore an unmarked and insignia free flight suit, unzipped to just above his navel, showing a wide triangle of cream white fur. Kre''fey was shorter than Jaina, but as he came around his desk, holding out a hand, he seemed to fill the entire room.
"Colonel Darklighter''s had only glowing reports on your time in the Rogues. Bit late, but congratulations on qualifying. I had a laugh at Gavin when he argued you were too young - imagine the irony! When a young woman knows what she wants in life, and that''s serving the state? Protecting the Republic? Well, I''d never turn that down."
"Thank¡you sir?" she stammered. The Bothan firmly shaking her hand was her superior by about¡five grades at least. And he was shaking her hand like she was the important one in the room.
"No, the Navy should be thanking you. You''re a real icon, you know that, Lieutenant? Following in your uncle''s footsteps, joining up with the Starfighter Corps? I hope more Jedi follow your example." The Admiral gestured toward one of several ejection couches arrayed in front of his desk. "Take a load off. We''ll be quick, but there''s no reason to stand around."
She couldn''t think of anything else to say besides ''Yessir''. Kre''fey, for himself, perched on the edge of his desk.
"So I hear you''ve been keeping an eye on people coming aboard my ship."
"Yessir," she repeated.
"And none of those scarheads have tried to slip through."
"Nossir."
"And no hint of Peace Brigade."
"Hard to say for sure, sir, but I don''t think so."
Kre''fey rattled his nails off his desk, smoothing the fur of his chin with his other hand. His office had a hologram set up, displaying the exterior of Ralroost and exposing the whole anchorage spread out around the Bothan Assault Cruiser.
"Good, good. Very good. I hope you understand how important this job is that you''re doing. I bet you''re itching to get back in the cockpit, but we all have to play our strengths."
To her strengths as a Jedi, Jaina sighed internally. She''d proven her skill at the stick, racking up ''skips and even going toe to toe with Colonel Fel - he still had the lead on her, but not for long. She''d earned her place in the Rogues through sweat and tears. They trusted her and her wingmates needed her when the furball hit again. But still, the Admiral looked at her and saw a Jedi.
She said instead: "Yessir."
Kre''fey frowned at her.
"Lieutenant, this isn''t a lecture. At ease."
"Yes-" Jaina cleared her throat. "Okay." She felt the Admiral''s mood brighten a little, amusement shooting through his thoughts.
"This isn''t just a pat-on-the-back either. This is a serious job. Jaina - mind if I call you Jaina?"
She nodded.
"I pulled Alex off of Webley and requested Kenth just like I had Gavin tap you as well. The details are classified, but NRI is still having trouble seeing through those Vong masquers. Until they can, Jedi are the best bet against Vong infiltrators. It''s been an oversight. A bad one. We got complacent, which is why Shesh is on the warpath right now. Do you know what we learned on Fondor and from the Exiles? Those gravity biots the Vong use? They can make tiny ones that could be smuggled on a body. You can imagine what it would look like if a singularity opened up inside the ''Roost."
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A few months ago, during a small skirmish over some moon she couldn''t even remember the name of, a Vong frigate had been bullied hard by the ''Roost and a Nebulon-B. It''s dovin basals were sucking up everything and the ship was dead in space, hunkering down under its singularities when something had obviously gone wrong. After action speculated that one of the basals had something like a stroke, because there was a spike in gravity waves that had alarms blaring across half the fleet and the frigate smeared and swirled into a single, tiny point. A heartbeat, and then there was a wash of radiation and a cloud of gauzy, expanding plasma like a new-born nebula.
Jaina had a vivid image of the ''Roost twisting like that and goosebumps prickled her neck. Suddenly, the boredom of the past few days felt a lot easier to handle.
"Saboteurs aren''t the only thing we''re watching out for. Don''t spread it around, but our girl here is carrying the flag for the ''completely secret operation'' around the corner. Ralroost will be leading the battlegroups from First Fleet, which makes her security even more important."
Kre''fey sobered a little, leaning forward with his hands gripping the sides of his desk.
"There are going to be staff conferences through the end of this week. ''Roost is hosting them. We''ll have members of High Command on board. I want you sitting in the room. Kenth will be there too. Everyone has to be vetted. Don''t even trust me. We haven''t seen a masquer that can hope to match the beauty of a Bothan, but the Vong like their surprises."
She''d have almost laughed off the idea - her, sitting in on High Command''s own top-secret meetings? Even her own father hadn''t ever been high enough rank to, even if he wanted to, have access to those closed door mysteries. Sure, her mother had been Chief of State, but the NRDF liked to keep its distance from the civilian leadership, and vice versa. Stay in their lanes, and all that.
The amount of trust the Admiral was laying out caught her breath in her chest. Kenth Hamner was a Colonel and a career soldier to boot.
And yet - it was because she was a Jedi. Not a pilot, not a member of the Navy. But like the Admiral said, they all had their strengths to play into.
"I''m not sure what to say, sir," she managed.
"It''s not an order. Something like this is sensitive. Kenth can handle it on his own, if you feel like you''re better off continuing to cover embarking with Alex. I''m asking, Jaina, not telling. Think it over. Let Gavin know your decision by 0900 tomorrow."
She left the Admiral''s office deep in thought. She ate robotically in the mess with a few of the Rogues who were off-duty - Major Varth was there - but they gave her space, clearly noticing her mood. They talked about the next patrols and who was slated for flights tomorrow and it hurt a little that she knew her name wasn''t up on the wall of the ready room. Kre''fey''s trust in her balanced it some: whatever operation was planned, everyone agreed it would be huge. Sithspawn, but she''d get to find out about it before almost everyone else, if she agreed to sit in with Kenth. Idly, she fingered the sore spot over her ear, where her hair was stubby and prickly, growing back. The oncocidal injector was gone and she hadn''t had a single bout of dizziness since, but regs, she supposed, were regs. That was the bright spot: Jedi or not, Colonel Darklighter couldn''t have let her back into active flight yet.
But to be so close, all the time¡
Well, if the Admiral had that much faith in her, how could she not do her duty as a Jedi and as a servicewoman in the NRDF? It wasn''t like she wouldn''t be back in the cockpit for the big op. And, she considered, eying the laughing Rogues around her, she could lord her secret knowledge over them a little too. It would definitely drive Liav crazy.
The Vong and Zalthis snapped back and forth at each other, clear fury writ across the face of the former as Zalthis interrogated him in the Vong''s own native tongue. Anakin couldn''t follow even a scrap of it; it was all Jawa to him. The Vong''s hands were bound now, in front of him, and his ankles too. Zalthis had shoved him to the ground against the trunk of a tree, hemming in the Vong who, strangely, didn''t seem to be at all interested in escaping. He wasn''t glancing around or tense, just laying there like he didn''t care in the slightest about being bound up.
A real far cry from the crazy warriors that had been captured, that was for sure. The Vong gesticulated with bound hands, gesturing toward lumpy and disgustingly fleshy pouches that gripped onto his robe, over his hip. Zalthis snapped back and crouched, roughly tugging one open with a wet sort of sucking noise. Anakin watched, rather disgusted, as Zalthis drew out a thick wad of some sort of green-grey material, balled up, and then pinched between two fingers, a horrible, wriggingly worm-thing of some kind.
It was a little gross that Anakin recognized it.
"That''s a tizowyrm," he said.
"I''m aware," Zal growled, scowling at the thick, grublike biot. It flexed and squirmed a little, small between Zal''s thumb and forefinger. "The Vong told me what it does."
"It was in Danni''s briefing about the Vong that infiltrated her science outpost." Anakin narrowed his eyes, looking over the tormented looking Vong. Close up, not only were the oozing scabs and inflamed scars all the more disturbing, but the Vong''s stench was overpowering. He smelled like rot and sick and Anakin did his best not to breathe through his nose. His eyes were surrounded by bruise, hanks of hair missing and on the knuckles of his bound hands, where Anakin had seen implanted talons were pus-dripping sockets.
He had to be in unbelievable pain. The Force should have been redolent with it, this close to the Vong.
As ever: nothing.
"Why''s he have it?"
Zalthis straightened up to his full height, looming over Anakin. He turned the tizowyrm over, flicked it gently and watched it recoil.
"He hasn''t said. He''s being uncooperative. He says he wishes to speak to us both."
Both eyebrows raised skyward. A talkative Vong? Next, there''d be a altruistic Hutt.
"Might as well let him," Anakin said with a shrug. "A worm in his ear isn''t going to be any danger, right?"
Zalthis was long in replying.
"I¡suppose." He spat words back at the Vong, who obligingly shifted, cocking his head to the side and exposing a raw-looking ear, missing its lobe. Zalthis crouched down and Anakin winced, glancing away as the Astartes fed the worm into the Vong''s ear. He could still hear a quiet grunt of something between pain and pleasure, along with a meaty squelch.
"Ah," the Vong grunted out. "You hear sense. The jeedai convinces you. I am in debt; how awful."
His accent was atrocious and his Basic halting, but understandable enough.
"You''re welcome," Anakin retorted. A trickle of blood leaked down from the implanted ear, but the Vong paid no attention.
"You have your translator. Now speak, creature."
The vitriol in Zal''s tone matched the disgust radiating from the Astartes like heat-shimmer from duracrete tarmac. His normally level-headed friend sounded more like Solidian, or maybe that other Astartes, Varien. The Vong turned his head and spat.
"I pollute my tongue with your speech; but you will not ohffend my ear with insult to ibi''Yun. I am Vua Rapuung. You are Jeedai and Aistarteez. I will help you."
Zal''s surprise surely matched his own. Open mouthed, both he and the Ultramarine looked at each other simultaneously.
"Huh," Anakin said eloquently.
"What?" Zal echoed.
"Does the tizowyrm fail? I say: I will help you."
Anakin shook his head.
"No, no, I heard that - I just - why?"
His first thought was the obvious: a trap. Elan, the monster that she was, had pretended to be a conscientious objector right up until she had his Uncle and a dozen other Jedi in her sights, then killed herself just to try and wipe them all out. She''d died and had been ready to kill her friend, or pet, or whatever Vergere had been, just out of pure spite to strike at the Jedi. Almost none of the Jedi that went to meet her had even fought the Vong in the first place! Then there were the Peace Brigade, and Nom Anor subverting the Duro, and the attempt on Viqi Shesh''s life, then the dark promises of the Warmaster.
Honestly, it was easier to count the times the Yuuzhan Vong hadn''t been duplicitous instead. They didn''t respect truces: Senator A''kla learned that, fatally. They didn''t care about surrender: the slaves proved that. They didn''t care about humanitarian protections, or rules of war, or anything decent beings did.
So when a Vong looked up at Anakin and said ''I will help you'', his first thought was to immediately scan their surroundings, again, scouring hard for any pockets of disturbed jungle life, expecting Vong fliers to be bearing down on them immediately, tipped off somehow.
"Help us with what?"
Zalthis kept quiet, eyes narrowed and a hand on his recovered sword, returned to his hip. He''d reclaimed his armor too, what there was of it, replacing it all and triple-checking each piece.
"You come to Shaper compound from far away. You return to this world, when you might have escaped. Why? Hm? I will guess: the Jeedai captive."
Anger pulsed in him - the Vong dared to even mention Tahiri - but he fought it down.
"That''s right. We''re going to rescue her."
The Vong hacked something that might''ve been a laugh, or a way to clear out a lung.
"Pitiful. What a pitiful goal. How pitiful. All this, to save a life."
No emotion: there is peace.
"I didn''t ask for your opinion. Spit out why you want to help us, or Zal here can make sure there''s one less Vong in the galaxy." His friend frowned, eying Anakin, but didn''t contradict him.
"You seek the Shaper compound, as do I. Our goals are one. I know much; you know nothing. Your enemies will be my enemies; my enemies will be yours. We will fight back to back until glory or Yun-Yuuzhan calls us."
Zalthis nudged the Vong''s thigh with his boot, catching the alien''s attention.
"Why do you need help to enter this ''Shaper'' compound? Are you not already part of this garrison?"
The Vong sneered.
"Only Shaper and Warrior can enter the damutek. Do not mock me! Look at me! I must enter, and it will be in blood. You see: our goals are one."
"You didn''t answer his question. Okay, you can''t get in, but why do you want to?"
The Vong - Vua, apparently - bared misaligned and stained teeth.
"Revenge! Purest revenge. Revenge, and proof before the Gods - no. I do not need to explain to you, Jeedai. Or you, Aistarteez. Know that Vua Rapuung will hold his oath before Yun-Yammka, or the Slayer may eat my soul if I break faith."
Speaking low, Anakin stepped closer to Zalthis, jerking his head to the side.
"Let''s talk," he muttered. Zalthis nodded, keeping his eyes on the Vong. From his hip holster, he pulled his pistol, the barrel aimed unerringly at the Vong while they stepped a dozen meters away. For his part, though bound up, the Vong stayed still.
Parsing the unexpected, Anakin gathered his thoughts.
Coincidence? Zalthis had been moaning about not having enough intel on the Vong compounds and who might be inside. They''d barely talked to this Vong and already he''d given them new tidbits: it was something called a ''Shaper'' compound, and only those ''Shapers'' and Warriors were allowed in. Shapers had to be another caste, and he could guess what they were by name alone. Warriors he knew, but no one had ever seen a Shaper. What kind of tricks did they have up their no doubt living sleeves? Were they just as deadly as a Warrior? More so?
Zalthis spoke up first.
"I did not tell you how I learned the Vong language."
"Not really, no."
Zalthis spoke evenly, still focused on the supine Vong, still holding his pistol out and trained, finger just outside the trigger guard.
"Astartes bear more than a dozen implants. Each performs some vital function. One allows us to learn from the¡remains of another."
He could sense the quiet disgust that underlay the clinical terms.
"You eat them?"
"Only¡" Zalthis sighed. "Only parts of their brains."
Anakin turned away, scrubbing his hands over his face.
A Vong wanted to help him rescue Tahiri and now he knew that his friend ate brains.
"When they''re dead?" He asked without thinking.
Zalthis shrugged broad shoulders. "If they were not already before getting to the brain, they¡would be."
"Emperor''s black bones," Anakin groaned. "Zal, I really didn''t need to know this."
The Astartes had the presence of mind to at least appear chastened, shifting his weight a little.
"It''s not often spoken of. We are¡not unaware of how it appears. But the Emperor, in His wisdom, did give us all the tools we need for the most terrible of times. Anakin, I don''t like it either. I know of no Astartes who considers it with relish. Understand: it is not simple knowledge like reading from a book. It is memories, with the sensation and emotion that follow."
"You know, I think that''s actually worse."
"It is. I have memories of Yuuzhan Vong warriors. I have memories of dying to my own blade. It is unpleasant at best. But I will do whatever I must do to complete the mission. I wanted you to know. There are other alternatives. We do not need to trust the Vong."
Anakin slumped, craning his neck to exasperatedly stare up into the blue skies above.
"Because you could just eat his brain."
"Because I could eat his brain."
"Sithspawn, Zal, is there anything else I should know?"
It was truly unsettling that the Ultramarine actually paused to think about it, before shaking his head.
"No."
"Fine. Let''s try something before breaking open some skulls, alright?"
"That, I can agree with."
Vua Rapuung eyed them both. Anakin squatted down next to the Vong, Zalthis stayed looming over them both, bolt pistol still out, though pointed down and clear.
"Are you finished? Do you need more time to spin slander and cast vile aspersions on my character?"
"Not really what we were doing, you know."
"I know nothing of your infidel ways. You worship perversions of the machine. What other infamy might you spin?"
Anakin pinched the bridge of his nose, before massaging his eyes with thumb and forefinger. Bright lights burst and spun behind his eyelids, illuminating the darkness as he fought the edge of a headache.
"All we were talking about is if we could trust you. Can you offer anything that could, I don''t know, assure us?"
"I gave my word as bond, by Yun-Yammka. If you do not believe, cut me down or cut me free. You are Jeedai and Aistarteez. I hear the rumor: I will die before you if I am false. Why are you so filled with fear? Disgusting. Pitiful. I worry the rumors are lies, the Jeedai and Aistarteez are timid brenzlits."
"Sure thing. How about you tell us what a Shaper is? Give us something to trust you on."
The Vong closed his eyes, mouth working silently.
"Your ignorance is - a Shaper is of the caste nearest to the great god Yun-Yuuzhan, through his handmaiden Yun-ne''Shel. It was He who Shaped all the Universe, and it is She who teaches them his ways. It is they who know the ways of life and bend it to our needs."
"Bioengineers," Zalthis grunted. "Scientists? Like the Magi."
Vua''s eyes narrowed.
"The words do not translate. I suspect they are obscene."
"Never mind that. Why would these ''Shapers'' have Tahiri? You said it''s a Shaper compound, but why wouldn''t the Warriors have her? Another Jedi, Miko Reglia, was captured at Helska and they tried to break him with a yammosk."
He was sure he would sense one of the battle-coordinator brains if it was on Yavin, though he couldn''t be sure. After Obroa-skai, and whatever he did in that strange mind-place, he was confident that he could pick up the lingering, strange influences of a yammosk if it was present. It sent a shiver down his spine to consider them doing to Tahiri what Jacen said was done to Miko; the Jedi had been a shell of a person at the end, choosing to stay behind and die on Helska to delay the Vong enough for Jacen and Danni to escape.
What he felt from where Tahiri had balled herself away in a corner didn''t really feel like what he imagined that would be like, but then again, how could he know for sure?
"Pfah," Vua spat. "Breaking is not Shaping. It is a parody. It is a child''s aping of it. I knew of a Shaper who scoffed at Warriors who thought they could do as they did. The Shapers have your Jeedai because your Jeedai will not be broken. She will be remade. This is as I said. Pitiful. You fight to save her life. She is dead and gone. If you fear what the Shapers will make, you would fight to kill your Jeedai friend."
Anakin leaned down, close enough for Vua''s rancid breath to make his eyes water. Ice-cold blue pinned algal green-black and the Vong''s eyes bulged.
"Don''t ever talk about Tahiri like that. I''m going to save her."
"Anakin," Zalthis called. "Let him go."
He prised open the hand he hadn''t realized he''d put around Vua''s throat. The Vong coughed wetly.
"Ah, fury. I see the warrior spirit of the Jeedai is not a tale."
"Shut up unless I ask a question."
Vua glared, but held his tongue.
He could be lying. He could absolutely be lying. Why not? Anything he said they had to take at face value. Maybe there were no such things as Shapers at all, even though logic would say that of course the organic technology needed someone to make and maintain it all. Maybe there were Shapers, but they were totally different from what this Vua was saying. Maybe Tahiri was, as he had been expecting, strung up in an Embrace of Pain just like Jacen.
Just the word remake almost made him sick.
He saw the Man in Horns again. Right there again, right in front of him, just as clear and sharp and horrible as back on Yavin 8. The memory hadn''t faded, not a single bit. He could still recall every single feature of the Man. The cloak that fell from hooks in his shoulders, the organic and scalloped armor, that looked painfully like vonduun. Pale skin, dark brown hair, worn long and woven with bone and totem. Tripartite horns that burned with radiation light.
And the voice that was all Anakin''s.
And what Tahiri had mentioned too, what she had seen at the end, when they had lit their ''sabers and driven the Man away. Anakin hadn''t seen it, but she had said she saw herself, but older, with tattoos and scars and wearing vonduun armor too. She didn''t say much more about it, only that this other-her had smiled a grim and cruel smile and said nothing else.
Remake. And why wouldn''t Vua be right? Everyone already knew the Vong wanted to remake the galaxy in their image. They wanted to burn down everything that wasn''t theirs and they wanted to take their horrible, twisted religion and force it on everyone. Enslave every last being that didn''t bow down. Kill the rest.
Why wouldn''t they have an equally horrifying plan to twist the Jedi into some kind of monsters they could control?
Anakin wanted to accuse Vua of lying. He couldn''t. It made too much sense.
And if this was all some elaborate trap, why use a Vong who looked sicker than a poisoned gundark to tell them weird lies and not have any Warriors lying in wait?
No.
Tahiri, he pushed out toward the sense of his best friend. Tahiri, please hold on.
"Okay. So if they want to ''Shape'' Tahiri, then she''s in¡what did you call them?"
"Damuteks. The sacred compounds of the Shapers."
"Right. How many Shapers?"
"I do not know for certain. I am not a Shaper. Around twelve in each damutek, if initiates are counted."
"And the warriors," Zalthis added.
"The Shapers do holy work. They are always protected."
"How many?"
Vua sneered.
"I cannot say. You slew many. I do not know how many. No more than three hundreds. More, and the miid-ro''ik will be undermanned. Likely less."
Zalthis hummed, nodding.
"Close enough to my theoretical."
"What about workers? The Vong we saw without scars or-"
Vua barked something in his own tongue, recoiling. For once, he didn''t appear angry or brooding, but genuinely shocked.
"How can you be so ignorant? Or do you mean to insult?"
"Workers? What-"
"No! You say - do not ever refer to us in such a way."
"Vong?" he asked, befuddled. Vua shuddered again.
"Yes! To use the word Vong alone is an insult. It says the one addressed so is abandoned by favor and kinship with the Gods and family alike."
"Oh. I didn''t know."
"Now you do. Such ignorance." Vua sighed. "For workers, there will be many hundreds. No one cares to count. I do not know. They will not fight; it is not their nature."
It was enough for Anakin. Vua was unstable and disturbed, and the culture barrier probably meant the Vong would try to kill one or both of them over some imagined slight, but just at a glance, whatever infections and sickness the man had running through him would make him a lot less of a threat. Besides, he hadn''t woken up planning to execute an unarmed prisoner. They couldn''t turn him loose, and he couldn''t stomach murder. Not even to a Vong. He hoped he never would.
"Alright, Vua. I''m Anakin. That''s Zalthis."
The Vong scoffed.
"I do not need your names."
"Too bad. Zal, let''s get him up and get back to our camp. I think we''ve got those practicals you wanted."
The Ultramarine stooped down, hooking a hand under the Vong''s underarm and hoisting him up almost effortlessly. The Vong muttered something that was probably a profanity, eying Zal.
"You are quite monstrous," Vua said.
"I''ll fetch you a mirror," Zal muttered.
It was going to be a long day.
Intransigence Chapter XII
XII: A Little Faith?
This moon, so named ''Yavin'' by the original inhabitants, stupefied and awed Nen Yim in ways that never ceased. If it was not the sounds of the humming, calling, droning nightlife; it was the sight of swirling murmurations of avians blotting out whole portions of the sky. If it was not the scent of clean rain as it fell in straight, soft lines; it was the feel of cool wind on her cheek and arms as she stood on the walls of the damutek compound in the morning. If it was not the rich violets, crimson and pinks of the sunset; it was the great bloat of the gas giant glowing and gleaming and pressing down on the world.
Now was another full night, and the stars overhead twinkled. She had seen stars, yes, Nen Yim knew stars well. She knew nebulas and she knew sprawls of accretion disks, she knew cometary tails and she knew the look of a glowing stellar nursery. All seen through clear, crisp ocular membranes, held at arm''s length remove by the thick corneal lens of a worldship.
She had never seen a night sky spread above, from horizon to horizon, from bruised indigo at the edges to deep, impossible velvet black above. She had never seen the trailing hints and faintest gauzes of clouds, stripped and striped and slipping easily across the celestial dome. The ways stars winked and blinked and glimmered, a trillion distractions, a billion diamonds, all catching and drawing her eye from here, to there; hither and thither, until tears welled in the corners of dry eyes and she remembered that she must blink, for all that she did not wish to, to spare even a millisecond without the sight.
Already, Nen Yim was naming constellations.
The moon had turned a dozen and a half times since the damuteks settled. Such a short time, yet for the constant wonders offered by the moon, in some ways Nen Yim felt as if she had always lived here, with her bare feet in the rich loam, with breezes tickling and teasing the tendrils of her headdress. Trying to imagine living in the cramped, stale confines of a worldship again brought actual nausea to her stomach. Smelling air cycled through the guts of the maw luur, tasting water made dull by a thousand cycles. Living by flickering glowmoss and dying lambents.
She was partially through her nighttime walk, when she stumbled across her Master. Each day was a whirlwind of activity, from early rise until Mezhan Kwaad released her Adepts for evening meal and personal time. Nen Yim cultured ganglia, she catalogued synapse patterns, she employed her now-seated and functioning hand to braid protein strings. Even turned loose in the evenings, the Master expected her Adepts to engage in complementary projects of their own. Self-driven study. Her nighttime strolls gave Nen Yim a time to decompress and order her thoughts; sometimes envious of more senior Adepts and their qah-nol implants. To be able to simply sequester an entire day''s memories aside for later review, in perfect clarity¡ah, even with a Shaper''s hand at so young an age, still she fell to the sin of envy.
She made a mental note to excruciate a finger on her non-dominant hand as penance.
Master Mezhan lounged beside the waters of the succession pool: the heart, lungs and liver of the damutek. The waters were drawn from deep within the soil, brought forth with rich minerals and circulated through the thirsty minshals and grashals of the damutek, satiating the living domiciles before surging through the pneumatic capillaries of the damutek structure proper, cleansing away toxins and waste to circulate into the soil itself, enriching it with phosphates and nitrogen and potassium salts. Mezhan delicately swirled her fingers in the calm waters of the succession pool, long Shaper digits tracing ripples that trembled reflected stars above.
"Master," Nen Yim greeted, genuflecting. Mezhan Kwaad lazily waved away the formality with a flick of her birth-hand.
"We meet by the succession pool, Nen Yim. There is no hierarchy by the replenishing waters. Sit."
No hierarchy, but the invitation - or command - of her Master was not to be ignored. Nen Yim gathered her robe and sank into a cross-legged repose beside Mezhan Kwaad''s boneless sprawl. The Master seemed even more lithe and tall laid on her side, propped up on one elbow with her head tilted and peering into the trackless depths of the pool as if seeking some hidden secrets. A drip of ink caught starlight and winked for a moment, splashing soundless into the pool.
Nen Yim started to see a single track of dark liquid trickling from Mezhan Kwaad''s nostril, beading on her lip.
"My vaa-tumor matures," the Master murmured. "The pool brings some respite."
"I see."
"Do you?"
She considered, while silence drew between them.
"Forgive me my interruption," Nen Yim offered. "I will leave you-"
"The pain is educational. You will not amplify it. Stay, Nen Yim. Tell me; you had your first vaa-tumor implanted two days previous, yes?"
Implanted was a strong word - the seed of the tumor was but a fleck against the nail of her smallest finger, introduced through the nasal cavity in a few short minutes. The pain was, indeed, educational as the implantor punched through the sinus bone. She had seen a very different sort of stars, then.
"Yes, Ma- yes, Mezhan."
Speaking her Master''s name sent a thrill of wonder up her spine, the syllables illicit on her tongue.
"This is a dialogue, not an interrogation," Mezhan noted, her tone dry enough to dessicate the succession pool.
"Yes, Ma-" Nen Yim snapped her mouth shut, flushing. "I don''t yet feel it," she confided.
"You would not. The vaa-tumor grows slowly, but comprehensively. Ah, but it is a wonder of our caste. You know what it does, of course?"
"It prepares us," she recited. "The vaa-tumor is a fragment of Yun-ne''Shel, most ancient and first of Her gifts."
"Rote, but correct," Mezhan drawled. "I''m envious. This is my fourth tumor. The first is an experience like none other, and though I welcome each new ascension¡you can never quite match the first."
"I will cherish it then."
"Mmm," Mezhan hummed, then winced and her face contorted in sudden agony. A fresh surge of blood trickled from her nostril - nostrils both, this time. "Ah, the pain is always sublime. It cuts away, brings us closer to perfection. It will change you, Nen Yim. It will change your thinking; it will change you."
"We are Shaped, as much as we Shape," she replied.
Mezhan snorted. A glob of congealed mucus and blood splattered into the succession pool.
"Spare me, Nen Yim. Beside the pool, there are no secrets either. If I wished for lauding of the Shaper, I would seek a priest. Now, I would prefer to speak with my Adept."
Nen Yim dipped her head, not as an Adept to a Master, but as a youth to a respected elder.
"How fares our subject?"
The Master had been in seclusion for the previous two days; in meditation and preparation for the removal of her vaa-tumor. To Nen Yim''s great surprise, it had been she who was left in charge with the Master''s authority, and not one of the older Adepts. A few begrudged the privilege, and in scowls and curled lips made their displeasure clear. Nen Yim bore them no mind, of course; walking light and proud with her Master''s trust in her.
"Well!" Nen Yim exclaimed, then winced as Mezhan''s eyes narrowed at the noised. "I mean - well! I have finished mapping the subject''s nervous system and brain structure. I have stored the pattern in your secured qahsa."
"This is good news, and very commendable."
Nen Yim preened.
"Tell me then, how would you proceed from here?"
In her short time with the Master, there was one most evident preference that she held dear: do not speak without thinking. If Mezhan Kwaad asked a question, she would prefer an Adept spend minutes in silence, contemplating and considering before offering an answer. The obvious reply would be to begin the process of installing restraint implants; yet that would not have required such a comprehensive study.
"I believe¡that it would depend on our goal."
Mezhan''s half-lidded eyes sparkled.
"What would that goal be?"
She took a deep breath, and voiced the theory that had been building since the first time the subject was revealed within the vivarium.
"We have mapped the subject''s brain structure," Nen Yim ticked off one finger. "We have traced the shape of her nervous system, from brainstem to the end of the spinal column." Another finger. "We have cultured hybrid cells from cloned neurons of the subject." A third finger. "We have not bred or even begun to breed any restraint organisms," a fourth finger, "and we have retrained from any invasive examinations of the subject."
Mezhan idly waved her birth-hand for Nen Yim to continue.
"There are no protocols for what we are doing," she admitted in a rush. "We have used many, yes, but there is no master pattern for this study¡"
"There is not." Mezhan confirmed. "So, hypothetically: what goal might we be pursuing?"
Nen Yim felt as if she were standing just above the digestive villi of an active maw luur. Her toes hung over the edge and her balance teetered. She could almost smell the distinctive, sour smell of the digestors. She recalled her first true conversation with Mezhan Kwaad, when the Master had praised her inventive repair of the endocrine cluster of Baanu Kor. There had been enough uncertainty there for Nen Yim to put the implications from her mind or rather, to explain them away as being some prerogative of a Master Shaper that she was not privy to. For surely, no Master would ever, ever countenance even the whiff of heretical invention.
Yet-
Yet!
"We are going to remake the subject. Not as a slave or as a tool, but as a comprehensive being. We are going to Shape the Jeedai. To do this, I would modify the provoker spineray. It has been efficient. But there are too many differences between the subject''s physiology and what the spineray can adapt to. I would modify it to fit our expectations of the subject''s nervous system, to give us fine control."
Mezhan Kwaad said nothing, the dark pools of her eyes boring into Nen Yim.
"All we have are educated guesses. The protocol we followed gave us the beginning, but we need to decide the end. We cannot map knowns onto unknowns. Our only knowns are for the Yuuzhan Vong basal form, not the Human one."
"So the ancient protocols are meaningless."
"Not meaningless, but only a start. It asserts things, and some are true, but some are false. We must now test those assertions, so that we can complete our understanding of the subject."
When Mezhan spoke, her voice was whisper-soft, but wrapped about a core of purest yorik coral.
"In other words: question the Gods."
"Yes, Master."
Mezhan Kwaad did not correct the honorific.
"And you understand this is heresy of the highest order?"
"Yes, Master."
Silence hung taut between them, with only the distant cacophony of nocturnal life in the jungle intruding. The succession pool burbled. Her Master''s eyes were dark and oily pools, revealing nothing. Nen Yim held her gaze without flinching, back straight and shoulders set.
"I have searched long for an apprentice like you," Mezhan Kwaad said at last. "Understand: you profit nothing if you are not what you appear to be. You will not gain from any betrayal."
Not once had Nen Yim considered her Master might be afraid of her instead.
"I would never. I am your Adept! My life is in your thirteen fingers."
"It is well placed then, Adept. Proceed as you have described. I will attend our subject with you on the morrow, before the vaa-tumor has truly reached its peak. Speak to no one of our intention. Not even the other Adepts. If our results are to the liking of our masters, none will look too closely at the methods. Discretion is our shield. And never forget this: what we do, though some might call it heresy, we do for our people."
Even laying beside the pool in a most undignified position, with pain etching tension in her features and blood dribbling from her nose, Mezhan Kwaad was the most impressive creature Nen Yim had ever seen. She bowed her head low, then genuflected fully, rocking forward onto her knees, her forehead to the ground.
"Don''t kowtow," Mezhan Kwaad chastised, but with humor in her words. "Rise instead, and retire to sleep. There is much to be done."
The subject watched them warily from behind the clear membrane of the vivarium. Awake and alert, the subject, at first glance, might seem otherwise untouched from their stay. Only the snaking tail of the provoker spineray, creeping from behind the subject toward the far wall of the vivarium betrayed the efforts of Nen Yim, her Master, and other Adepts. That, and the hairless scalp of the subject, cradled by the upper appendages of the spineray like splayed fingers about an egg. The subject was motionless, crosslegged, and only their green eyes tracked them closely, wary like a beast seeking the throat of another.
"I would refrain from using your Jeedai powers to attack us," Mezhan Kwaad told her. "The spineray has been told to stimulate you to great agonies should we become afflicted in any way. You seem to dislike pain at the moment, though in time you will come to appreciate its truth again."
The subject bared their teeth in a snarl.
"I''ll figure something out."
"Perhaps you will," Mezhan Kwaad allowed. "I would be very proud if you did."
Nen Yim saw confusion blossom on the subject.
"Why would - you know what? I don''t care. You''re all freaks and¡"
Confusion gave way to something approaching terror. Mezhan Kwaad smirked, a rare genuine expression of amusement and leaned closer to Nen Yim.
"She realized swiftly," the Master muttered. "Harmae had the luck of a devil catching this one."
"I understand you? I''m - what am I speaking?" The subject actually touched fingers to their lips as they spoke, feeling the shape of the letters and sounds. Green eyes widened all the more, now shining with unshead tears.
"Our language, of course," Mezhan Kwaad replied. "Restored to you, for if you are to be one of us again, you must speak the sacred tongue."
"One of you? One of you!" The subject hissed and curled in on themselves, from a crosslegged repose to clutching their knees to their chest. "I''d rather be slime under a Hutt."
"That is because you still perceive yourself an infidel. The Jeedai''s manipulations were thorough, but are nothing before the grace of the Gods. Already, we have restored some of your memories."
Nen Yim could see the precise moment that the subject understood - understood - what Mezhan Kwaad meant. Already pale, their skin blanched to grey. Their pupils contracted. Sweat broke across their scalp.
"M-memories - is that why -"
Mezhan Kwaad spoke over the subject.
"In time, we will excise the false memories the Jeedai implanted. We will restore all that they stole from you and repair the grotesque modifications they made to your body. You will be who you always were, before you were stolen from us."
The subject was hyperventilating now, digging fingernails into their bare scalp.
"Do not be afraid, Riina of Domain Kwaad. You are among your people again."
The subject wailed, high and broken, loud enough that a ragged edge slashed into their voice. For the first time Nen Yim heard her voice true despair.
Days passed and the Jedi girl came back to life. Zalthis was the one for this; his brother had the head for talking and understanding. Once again, he sent scathing thoughts toward wherever Zal might be, seasoned liberally with inventive invectives picked up from Army soldiers. Because as the Jedi girl came around, she started talking. And talking, and talking, and talking. He had his tasks, each and every day. The Thunderhawk required further mechanical maintenance, which he could do. He was no techpriest or techmarine, but one didn''t need an education from Mars to understand how to clean carbon scoring from aileron joints or scrape patching paste over punctures in the cabin skin.
Then he worked through the small armory aboard. There was no such thing as too much maintenance of weapons, especially in the humid environment of Yavin 4. He checked off stocks of supplies, as they slowly dwindled, he topped off fresh water stores from the vaporator.
Housekeeping.
Solidian was an Astartes, for Throne''s sake, and now he played nursemaid to a Jedi girl.
She still had distant look in her eyes sometimes, but unfortunately, Sannah seemed to be coping with separation from her friends by asking about each and every imaginable thing she could. And pestering him to take her and go after Zal and Anakin.
It didn''t help that he kept the same desire buried, but not so deep as to forget about it.
''What''s this?'' she''d ask. ''What''s this?'' she''d ask again.
''There is no universe where you could handle a bolter,'' he retorted, lifting the rifle that was roughly half as large as she was from the girl''s hands. Captain Thiel kept the Thunderhawk stocked with a basic assortment of gear: three bolters, five bolt pistols, two chainswords and a selection of krak and fragmentation grenades, along with ammunition, replacement parts and cleaning accoutrements. Sannah had a habit of ambushing him while he was maintaining the weapons.
''Just point and pull, right?'' she said, miming holding a much smaller rifle and pulling a trigger.
''Then the recoil shatters every bone in your tiny body,'' Sol shot back. Sannah stuck her tongue out.
''What if I used the Force to hold it?''
Something itched between his shoulderblades.
''I wouldn''t pretend to understand your witchery.''
And so it went.
En route to Eboracum, shortly after True Night
During his stay at the Praxeum, which sometimes felt brief as a blink and sometimes as long as an entire Crusade deployment, Aeonid Thiel had attended the lessons of each Master that taught. Kam Solusar taught ethical foundations as well as basic bladework - a combination of violence and the theory of violence that strangely appealed to his Ultramarian sensibilities. Ciglhal, in recovery, taught healing and concepts of a ''living'' Force, which was so much esoteria. Kyle Katarn, when he returned, handled the most mature and older students in deeper principles of bladework, combined as well with an interesting and unexpected angle into paramilitary applications. Luke Skywalker taught a myriad of subjects, across the breadth of the ''curricula'', such as it was.
And Tionne Solusar taught of the history of the Jedi. He could admit; the time he attended a lesson of Tionne''s, he had been more focused on analyzing the reactions and interest of the other trainees than on the content of the woman''s lesson. It had not helped that she had chosen to relay the tale in the form of sung poetry, a form of iambic heptameter.
Those who shun the lessons of history are fated to repeat them: this was a truism that had roots in the sprawled cultures of humanity, implying either an easily understood universal truth, or that the idea had spread wide before Old Night. The Primarch stressed this fact often and heavily, it formed, after all, a core component of critical analysis. Practicals could be shaped from what had gone before, and theoreticals informed by experience.
It spoke well to the Jedi that they aimed to remember and preserve their histories, but it had not held the greatest of his interest at the time.
A terrible oversight.
Though aboard for only a few days, the Jedi made themselves comfortable. The chambers given over them were spartan, little more than an armsman barracks near the embarkation deck on Temerity, but the Jedi adorned the cramped spaces with shimmering holograms above compact silvery cubes, with hand-painted canvases and not a few potted plants, saved from the gardens of the Temple. Only a few days, but already a strangely homely feeling that Aeonid could sense the reverberating peace from, in the minds of the youths.
Bunks were shared without argument; indeed, he sensed the ease that the trainees felt in such close proximity to one another. To be able to reach out grasper and hand and feel a friend in the bunk below or above. Footlockers with keepsakes and personal property were stacked here and there, some left open to show changes of clothes, carefully folded. No doubt under the watchful eye of the Jedi Masters; Aeonid did not remember his own youth with any clarity, but he understood from cultural osmosis that the young had a tendency toward untidiness.
Tionne Solusar claimed one of the smaller chamber, one normally used for officers, with four bunks of larger and more luxurious style. There was a pressed metal table with wireframe chairs, lockers along one wall and a small ablutorium adjacent. This was the one claimed by the Solusars; there were enough spaces for the Masters to have some privacy.
Prosaically, Tionne Solusar did not invite Aeonid in to a candlelit chamber, nor invoke ethereal strangeness with incantations: after regaining her composure, she ushered him out of the corridor, offering one of the chairs - he declined, kneeling instead by the table - and taking one herself.
Thus they sat - and knelt - two beings of utterly different character. He imagined the image might be faintly ridiculous, seen from outside. Tionne Soluar was a willowy woman, not overly tall, with slightly overlarge eyes and unnaturally silver hair. She was expressive and emotive: he imagined even without his ''gifts'' of the Force, she would be easy to read indeed. Her Jedi robes were charcoal grey, with a silver tabard overtop, soft-looking and likely some manner of silk equivalent. A nymph, perhaps, of Macraggian myth, one of the Myrianos who lingered in the tall forests of Illyria, who strummed on harp and played the triple pipes as they lured the unsuspecting to trances in the deep woods.
She sipped at a cup of caf, streaming between her fingers.
And there he knelt; a transhuman warrior of Ultramar. A soldier shaped by genescience beyond the imaginings of any in this lost galaxy, instilled with purpose by the Emperor, Beloved by All, given purpose to prosecute the enemies of Man, to corral the recalcitrant, to condemn the witch and mutant, to make war across the stars. He wore the roughspun version of the same robes Tionne Solusar wore, in brown and tan, tent-like on any other, but fit well to him despite his frame. They could not hide the lethality of his limbs, the exaggerated proportions of his physiology.
Yet¡
She spoke of Jedi and ages long past. Of a tradition spanning twenty-five thousand years and more, since before the founding of the Republic. Of an Order that spanned race and kind, whose heroes and celebrated figures were human and alien alike. United by intention, guided by the same purpose, who held in cupped hands the gentle light of peace and security against the encroaching dark.
Intellectually, Aeonid knew this all. He had read the briefings; he was Ultramarine. The Jedi were not a mystery. The Holonet alone provided ample resources and the questioning of Pirvien natives shed further light. The prosecutions of Palpatine''s Empire could not stamp out all truth and in the years since the Sith''s death, with the rise of Skywalker''s Order and the ascendancy of the New Republic, the forbidden lore was public once more.
All the same, there was understanding a sterile briefing, and there was being bathed in the fascination and wonder that exuded from Tionne Solusar as she spoke earnestly. And what she knew, what she could speak of, went far beyond any basic practicals drawn from news reports and compiled intelligence packets.
''It is basic group dynamics," Aeonid argued. "The practical is that Jedi as an Order create a cohesive culture that rewards reinforcing and maintaining it.''
''Oh, of course Jedi care about each other. But, Aeonid, if it was just about who was part of the group, then why would the Jedi dedicate their lives to serving those who aren''t Jedi?''
''The self-identification of a Jedi is one of martyrdom and public service. One could argue the idea of self-sacrifice is necessary to benefit from the social security of being member to the Order.''
''That''s a cold way to see it," Solusar returned, not unkindly. "But isn''t that how Astartes are? Kyle''s told me that you''ll never retire or settle down. What makes a life of service as a Jedi so different from a life of service as Astartes?''
An easy comparison, one he had considered at length.
''There is nothing moral, as a foundation, to being Astartes.'' Aeonid tapped at his chest. ''Our enhancements are simply biological augmentations. They can''t be measured by an ethical code. You mean instead, what makes a life of service as a Jedi different to a life of service as an Ultramarine. That is a better question, I think.''
Solusar nodded.
''Yes, that''s right. There are different - what are they - Legions? Of Astartes.''
''Eighteen,'' Aeonid confirmed. ''Each is different; some drastically, some less so.'' He rubbed at his chin, returning to the original point. In some ways, Jedi were not dissimilar to the tenets laid out by Guilliman in particular. They would bear little similarity indeed to the likes of Angron''s horde or Russ'' brawlers, but the concept of a sworn order upholding civilization against encroachments of savages, barbarians and twisted despots? There was a kinship there, but it was one that shared shy glances, not shaken hands.
''Service to Ultramar is defined," Aeonid decided. "We follow Guilliman, who is both our sire and our ultimate authority. Our principles are codified. The Primarch has worked on notes toward such since he was found. There are practicals for most theoreticals. There are laws that we abide by and there are expectations that are as good as carven in stone.
If there is a single feature to the Jedi that I have seen, it is that you are not so organized. Dissent is rife within Master Skywalker''s Order. There is debate and even argument. There is bad blood and there is even insubordination. You have guiding concepts, but you have no discipline. It is well and good to say ''violence is wrong'' or ''life is worth preserving'', but each member of your Order disagrees on the meaning, or even the choice of words.''
''Would you be surprised if I said you weren''t the first one to voice those kinds of things?" Solusar smiled easily, and often, and did so then. "Corran argued with Luke when he came to the Praxeum and said that the Jedi should be more like soldiers, or maybe cops. He wanted Luke to have a harder line about what was and wasn''t done."
''Surety breeds replicability. Clear guidelines prevent misunderstanding.''
The irony of speaking those words was not lost on him.
''If the Jedi had a big book of What is Bad, you might be more comfortable?'' Solusar teased.
''I think I would,'' Aeonid admitted. ''''Trust in the Force'' is unsatisfying. Every being is a moral actor, which means every being will translate that ''will'' differently.'' The silver-haired Jedi peered down at her caf, tapping at her lower lip for a moment. He felt it as her mind shifted and her expression brightened.
''Sometimes you have to give yourself over to that guidance. Sometimes - there''s actions that in any other world, would be horrible. Unbelievable! But maybe they could be necessary, even as painful as they are, and the Force guides us to what is right.''
''If an ethical boundary is permeable, it ceases to be a boundary,'' Aeonid retorted.
''What if it was killing a brother?'' Solusar countered.
Now¡
Vua Rapuung poked at the oozing hole that was his ear, scowling and wincing.
"I don''t know that word: shantee. You speak of where the Workers and slaves and Shamed ones live."
"Sure." Anakin had asked about the smaller sprawl of living buildings around the big ones, the ones Vua called ''damuteks''. Apparently, ''shantytown'' wasn''t something the weird worm in the Vong''s ear could make out.
"A support colony," Zal said, managing more than a monosyllabic sentence for once. From the river, and catching the Vong, the Astartes had clammed up, radiating a powerful sense of mistrust and hostility toward the Vong while they walked him back to their ''camp''. It was too generous a word for a small depression mostly hidden under tall brushes, but there was enough space for a bedroom for Anakin and to drop some of their supplies while doing recon.
"If the tizowyrm translates rightly, yes."
"Workers and slaves I know - but what''s a Shamed One?"
Vua snarled.
"They are cursed by the Gods. They work as if slaves. They are not worth speaking of."
"Cursed how?"
The Vong twitched his shoulders, like he had many times so far. If he was a betting man, Anakin would wager it was an urge to violence, given just how often Vua scowled and spit and glared at both of them. For someone who claimed to want to be an ally, he sure was showing it in the strangest ways. With his wrists bound in front of him, that urge would stay just that: an urge.
"When I say they are not worth speaking of, how do my words confuse you?"
Zalthis shoved the Vong forward rather unnecessarily.
"Answer."
And back to the one word retorts. The Vong let out a long-suffering sigh.
"Pointless frivolities. Do these questions put amphistaff in our hands and blades to the necks of our enemies? No?"
"Information is victory," Zal shot back.
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"How droll. How simple. Are you a machine? I hear tell of many perversions."
"Enough," Anakin interjected. Not for the first time. "Vua, we''re trying to learn about your people so we can make a plan."
"A waste of time. I have a plan."
Anakin could feel Zalthis'' eyes roll.
"Alright Vua, what is it?"
The Vong stopped, turning to face both Anakin and Zalthis. Idly, he twisted his wrists against Zal''s efficient bindings. His rheumy, dark eyes flicked between Jedi and Astartes, then into the far distance, toward where the Vong base was.
"It is simplicity itself. You, Jeedai, will pretend to be a slave. I will say that I found you wandering. We will infiltrate the Shaper compound until we can find where the Jeedai girl is kept. Then you will use your dark Jeedai magics to call to the Astartes. From within and without, we sow chaos. You kill the Jeedai, and I claim my revenge."
"For the fourth time, I''m not here to kill Tahiri."
Vua cocked his head.
"She will not be Tayhir''ai, but that is your decision."
"Anyway, you keep saying revenge, but you still haven''t told us what that is."
Vua scowled, if possible, even harder. Anakin wasn''t sure that it wasn''t simply how his face just was.
"Do you truly not see? Either of you? Never mind. My revenge is my own. Your mission is your own. They align, which is enough."
"Return to Anakin posing as a slave," Zalthis interjected. "Why? What possible purpose could that hold?"
"I do not know the damuteks. I cannot access them. A slave can, because a slave is meaningless. A tool. A slave goes where commanded, and they have tasks everywhere. A slave may find where the Jeedai captive is held, where I cannot."
"I merely find it convenient that when the Vong-" Vua visibly bristled and Anakin rubbed at his forehead "-seek Jedi, you think it wise to walk Anakin right into the compound."
"I find it convenient that the Gods did not bless you with brains," Vua retorted. "No Warrior would suspect a Jeedai willing to humble themselves as a slave. A Warrior is proud and the Jeedai have killed many. They will believe Jeedai bear the same pride as a warrior should. Their eyes will pass over him as though he is a meat maggot."
"And if you tell them?"
"Then may the Gods slay me for stupidity!" Vua roared. "This is exhausting! Jeedai, I pray that you are in command! The Aistarteez fills me with wonder for how thoughtless he is!"
Anakin gestured for Vua to get moving again - daylight was burning and his stomach was grumbling. The three fell back into step again, picking through the jungle.
"You have to understand our side here, Vua."
"I pray I never will. Your infidel perversions-"
"-are bad and evil yes, I mean that you have to understand how suspicious this all is. A friendly V- Yuuzhan Vong shows up-" he shot a glare at Zal, daring the Ultramarine to comment on the choice of the word ''friendly'' "-who promises us just what we need to get in and get to Tahiri. Sorry, but we Jedi haven''t exactly had the best experiences with a Yuuzhan Vong''s word, you know?"
"I am Vua Rapuung," Vua declared, as if that was all the answer that mattered. He spat to the side, but the spittle was tinged with dark blood: clearing his mouth, not insulting, Anakin figured. Vua was very straightforward at being insulting. "Fine, then. Ask whatever you wish, if it will banish your irksome timidity."
It was somewhat incredible how much they learned, just in the time from the river to their small camp. Months - almost a year - the Yuuzhan Vong had been in the Galaxy, waging war, conquering worlds, and then an afternoon with a grumpy, crotchety Yuuzhan Vong and Anakin knew he''d have enough to make NRI faint with envy for the opportunity.
He told them about the castes - theorized, but never sure. How, ''ideally'', all the castes save Worker were equal. Shapers and Warriors and Indentants and Priests, in simple words. ''Mystics of the Shaper'', ''Adherents of the Slayer'', ''Tendons of the People'' and ''Those Humbled Before the Gods'', if you were feeling fancy. All the castes worked in unison, equal but separate, with authorities that overlapped or superceded each other depending on the situation. In the compound, which Vua revealed was ruled by Shapers, Warriors were subordinate. They could advise, but couldn''t command. Whoever the ''Master Shaper'' was, their word was law in their little fiefdom.
Warriors were a caste everyone knew. They were the ones in the crab armor slinging bugs and amphistaves and killing people. Shapers were, like Zalthis had said, like scientists or engineers. They made and maintained all the biotech - and Vua visibly restrained himself from attacking Zalthis at that word - of the Vong.
Intendents were a caste Anakin hadn''t considered, but made sense. They were sort of like the grease of the Vong. They were sort of like administrators, ministers, lawyers and diplomats, all rolled into one. They were go-betweens for the various castes and they handled the logistics of the whole culture. Once, his dad had joked about how until he''d become a General, he never quite grasped how nine-tenths of fighting a war was just getting everything in the right place; this made the Intendents maybe the most important caste, just for how they kept everything moving.
Then the Priests, which had been rumored plenty from captured worlds. They ministered to the populace, interpreted for the Gods, read portents; all the usual priestly things.
Workers, as Vua framed it, were sort of a casteless caste. They had most of the same rights as any other Yuuzhan Vong, but they hadn''t risen into any of other four. They could, he''d said, if they showed skill and cunning for it. Workers could be taken in as Shaper initiatives, or Warrior aspirants, or Intendant apprentices.
Zalthis made a comment about myths of social mobility being essential to empires, which Vua hadn''t bothered to reply to.
Vua refused to say more about Shamed Ones, only that they were the lowest of the low and even the Workers spat on them. As for slaves? He had not been exaggerating to call them tools. If a Shamed One was at the bottom rung, a slave didn''t even merit a position on the ladder. They were property, tools, worth nothing and given nothing. Working them to death was common. Killing them for sport was not infrequent. Punishments were many and various. Slaves did not belong to any one Yuuzhan Vong; more like a shared resource.
And Vua wanted him to pretend to be one.
Carefully hidden at their camp, the Vong reclined against a large, mossy stone.
"I can place a false coral node on your forehead. It is stunted and cannot sprout. At worst; it will tingle. Then, you will act as my slave until I may send you on an errand into the damuteks. Then, no doubt, one of the Shapers will command you, and you will serve them instead."
"I''m still not getting where Zalthis or you fall into this, really," Anakin admitted. "If you can get me into the ''damutek'', then I can just break Tahiri out and we can run."
"Do you never listen? Or does the wyrm mistranslate? You may enter the damutek, but you will die before you can ''free'' the Jeedai girl. The Shapers are jealous and Warriors are many. I may open hidden ways that I know, while the brainless Aistarteez distracts and draws many guards away. I may quiet the siren-beasts and calm the alarm reflexes for a time."
Zal, laying out bolt rounds for his pistol, raised his head to narrow his eyes at the Vong.
"You can do that? You''ve spoken of revenge of some sort, but you would raise your hand against other Vong, even sabotage their alarms?"
"What is revenge without bloodshed? My belly is not so weak as yours. All those who stand between me and my vengeance will die. Their blood will baptise my righteousness."
Zal''s mood went suddenly hard and fragile as obsidian. Anakin looked to the Ultramarine in surprise, seeing a sudden mask of cold calm.
"Other Warriors?"
Vua scoffed.
"Warriors, Shapers, slaves or Priests. The Slayer guides me."
Zalthis unfurled to his feet with a rapidity that continually wrongfooted Anakin. Even after running across half a mountain range with the Ultramarine and across the capital of Obroa-skai, the way Astartes could snap into motion still surprised him.
"Anakin. We need to speak¡privately."
Ultimately, unwilling to leave Vua unsupervised, Anakin talked the Vong into removing the tizowyrm from his ear. Zal guided Anakin by the elbow just far enough from the camp that they could still see the Vong, but far enough that a low whisper would still be out of earshot, should the Vong be lying about needing the biot to translate.
"We have humored him long enough. I can kill him and consume his memories. If he is telling the truth, then I may be able to learn what he knows about preventing alarms. If he was lying, then we have lost nothing at all."
"Zal! We''re not killing a defenseless prisoner-"
"He is a Vong, he is definitionally not defenseless-"
"-and the brains thing?"
"He is lying to us and he will betray you-"
"Why would the Vong send someone like him if they knew we were around here-"
"Their thinking is alien, it is a mistake to assume-"
"Your thinking is alien, Zal, you want to eat a brain-"
"We''ve come this far-"
"Zal, stop." Anakin finally snapped, with more heat than he meant. His friend''s mouth clicked shut. "What is this about? I don''t really trust Vua either, but you''re chasing Sith ghosts here."
The Ultramarine took a deep inhale, flicking his eyes between Anakin and Vua.
"If he is willing to kill his own people, to fight alongside the hated ''Jeedai'' and ''Aistarteez'', if he is willing to kill anyone just to chase whatever mad ''revenge'' he has in that rotting head, then there is no boundary he will not cross. Anakin, what if he is offered a chance at that revenge, for the price of selling you out?"
"It''s a possibility-"
"It''s a certainty!"
But there was agitation beneath Zal''s measured words. Nothing the Ultramarine said was wrong, and in fact, the angle of Vua being bribed with whatever his revenge was to give up Anakin hadn''t crosses his mind. Put that way, he could see the prickly Vong flipping instantly on his word. Whatever he was after, he was single-minded about it.
He''d been in Zal''s head though, just two weeks ago. He knew his friend all the better now and Zal was not good at hiding things. There was something else. Something that had him entirely on edge and almost violent toward Vua in a way he hadn''t been, even when ambushing the Vong on the river.
"Zal," Anakin murmured. "What''s this about? Really about?"
"I don''t know what you mean-"
"I think you do. Vua said something that set you off. What''s going on?"
The Ultramarine''s fists flexed at his side.
Was that¡fear deep in the depths of Zalthis'' cocktail of emotion?
"You can never trust a traitor," Zal bit out. A traitor. Treason. The way Zal said it stirred Anakin''s memories, but he couldn''t place it.
"But if it''s us that he''s turning traitor to help¡"
"You cannot break one oath." If looks could kill, Vua would be blasted down by bolts from Zal''s eyes. "Cut one, and you cut them all. We shouldn''t have even listened to him for a moment."
"Zal," Anakin repeated. "What''s going on?" He brushed only a touch of the Force against his friend, trying to ease his sudden tension. Zalthis tensed, every muscle.
"Are you-"
Then¡
''-in my head?'' Aeonid demanded, rising and leaning forward, gripping the edges of the metal table. Solusar blinked, cocking her head.
''I''m sorry?''
''''Killing a brother''?'' Aeonid echoed, adrenaline trickling into his veins. Sorot Tchure, reeling back, clutching at his face-
''It''s the story of Cay and Ulic Qel-Droma,'' Solusar said. ''It''s as famous as it is tragic.''
Aeonid settled back down.
''Apologies,'' he managed. ''Continue.'' Solusar cast him an odd look and he felt her concern and confusion. Let her be unsure; he had overreacted.
''Many thousands of years ago¡''
Solusar had a way with words that would find her many friends among the Remembrancers. She spun a tale of the Old Republic, millenia ago, enjoying a period of relative peace after the Sith had been put down many centuries ago. Conflict happened, here and there, as would be expected. A small series of skirmishes on an out-of-the-way world drew the attention of the Jedi, who sought to settle differences and resolve the situation peacefully. The Jedi could not know that this was but the tip of a grander iceberg: tinder to spark off the next great galactic conflict as the Sith resurgent waged brutal war against the Republic.
She spoke of names with a weight that was tangible. Exar Kun, once a Jedi Knight, who turned to the dark side under mentorship of some dread Sith named Freedon Nadd. Of Vodo-Siosk Bass, his wise master, cut down in a moment of awful betrayal. Of the brothers Cay and Ulic Qel-Droma, Jedi Knights both; adventurous and boisterous, daring and cunning. How spirits of the Sith corrupted and drew away Jedi from the Order, whispering of arcane secrets and masterful powers, luring once-noble beings from the Force and into perversion.
Solusar lapsed into song, occasionally, though Aeonid scarcely noticed. She sang a ballad, restored from fragments and scraps, that was a paean to Cay Qel-Droma. It spoke of the love between the brothers, their long friendship, how it twisted until it snapped during that savage war. How they came to blows, how they clashed, how Cay begged his brother to turn aside, to return to righteousness, to cast out the dark that filled his heart.
He listened, rapt, as Tionne recounted the profound tragedy enacted by Exar Kun, when dozens of Jedi Apprentices, twisted and controlled by his powers, turned on their unsuspecting Masters. How Jedi died at the hands of their most trusted, beloved and promising Padawans in a rain of butchery and blood. Of Exar Kun''s delight at the breaking of those sacred bonds, of how he gloated as he turned brother against brother, sister against sister, Master against Apprentice.
And the end of it all, when Cay Qel-Droma faced his brother, he fought with all that he had - and not enough. Cay could not strike down Ulic, who he still loved too much. And Cay died to the lightsaber of his own brother, cut down in the rain on the world of Ossus.
This, Tionne said, was enough to shock Ulic from his convictions, leaving him vulnerable to Nomi Sunrider, another Jedi. She severed him from the Force - an admission that shocked Aeonid and he made note to speak of it again, at a later time - yet still later fought with Ulic to slay the architect of it all, Exar Kun.
''And the question is¡should Cay have killed Ulic?'' Tionne wondered, resting her chin on one palm. Her eyes shimmered with some wetness, unshed. The Master felt, deeply, driven to sorrows and joys just from recounting the tale. "Killing a brother is unimaginable, but what Ulic was doing was evil. Cay fought Ulic to defend himself and if Ulic hadn''t struck that blow, would Cay have been the brother wracked with guilt instead?"
''Yes,'' Aeonid declared. ''Cay should have. He could not have known his sacrifice would shake Ulic''s certainty, or that Nomi Sunrider could bind Qel-Droma''s sense of the Force. For all that Cay knew, his death at Ulic''s hands would be yet another Jedi slain. Sunrider might have been next and the war could have continued.''
''But Ulic helped to kill Exar Kun and he revealed the way to Yavin 4 to the Jedi.''
Aeonid waved it away. ''Again, Cay could not have known that. He had to work with what was, not what could have been.''
''Then it would have been right to kill his brother.''
''Yes.''
Her small hands sought his own. He found himself leaning on the table, palms planted. Her fingers were cool, and very small.
''Who did you kill, Aeonid?''
He raised an eyebrow.
''Many.''
''What brother, Aeonid?''
''They were not-''
"-brothers, to us." Zalthis related, his tone flat and affectless. "The Seventeenth and the Thirteenth were not close. For all our differences, we were still Astartes. You have to understand, Anakin. The Crusade is everything. It is our triumph, over Old Night. It''s reunification. It''s security. It''s¡" Zalthis trailed off.
"The world was called Calth," Zal pronounced the name, funereal.
''They came to repair old rivalries. Lorgar swore it would be a new beginning for both Legions. Bury our differences and come out stronger for it. We invited them in.''
Solusar had one hand to her mouth, the other still placed over one his own.
''Oh, Aeonid¡''
His hands balled into fists.
''We thought it was a mistake. Guilliman thought it was a mistake. The first message he sent, when vox was restored, was a plea. He begged Lorgar to stop. He promised that we hadn''t attacked. He swore it was a mistake. My father pleaded with those motherless bastards.''
For so large of a man, Zal managed to seem small. Contracted in on himself. Unsure.
"They did not kill us. They butchered us. Entire companies, murdered where they stood. They bombed cities that were welcoming them. When we ran to them, thinking this was some attack from the greenskins, ready to rally with our brothers, they laughed and gunned us down. We invited them to Calth and they burned the world. A whole world of Ultramar and a hundred thousand Ultramarines. Billions of innocent citizens."
Sernpidal ran vivid through Anakin''s mind''s eye. The only world he had ever seen die with his own two eyes. The way the atmosphere lit on fire as the moon, Dobido, arced downward. The earthquakes that heaved and surged and cracked the crust, the tidal waves that could be seen from the Falcon as they flew away, that raced ahead of the shattering world.
All the same, it was impersonal. The moon itself came down, but the Vong weren''t there. They killed Sernpidal in a single, shocking exclamation point, but what Zal described¡
Hours of confusion and horror as trusted allies killed everyone they saw. And so senseless. For all the evils of the Yuuzhan Vong, Anakin felt he sort of understood them. Tried not to hate them, stood against them, but there was a twisted logic to them. They were here to conquer the Galaxy and they were fighting a religious war too. It was monstrous and their crimes could fill a whole holocube - but what Zal spoke of was utterly senseless.
Their Imperium had conquered their galaxy, or just about. He talked about how they had a million worlds living prosperously and safely. Their Legions, their Astartes and Primarchs, were basically heroes and legends in their own right. What could possibly drive someone to do such an awful thing, when they already had it all?
The dark side, he thought bitterly. After all, hadn''t Anakin Skywalker had it all too?
"Zal, I''m¡sithspawn, I don''t know what to say to that."
"What is there to say? We were betrayed. I don''t even know why. If the Primarch knows, he has not seen fit to share."
"Still¡I''m sorry. That''s horrible."
"I¡thank you, Anakin."
He fiddled with the lightsaber at his belt, glancing sidelong at Zal and his brooding frown. So much, so much now clicked into place about the Exiles. Like a puzzle that suddenly he''d found all the right pieces for, slotting right in and the picture just jumped out. Now he got why they were so twitchy, why they had such a big thing about honour, and even why they''d stayed hidden for months on Eboracum. And he could place where he remembered Zal raising his hackles of the idea of treason again. Obroa-skai, talking about Anakin''s father and the Rebellion''s history with the Empire.
How Zal had been surprised - and even agitated - to learn that the whole Rebellion, basically, was just made up of former Imperials of some stripe or another. Which, well, when fighting a civil war, that was sort of unavoidable, wasn''t it?
"It''s not the same," Anakin said at last. "Vua¡isn''t like them."
"Isn''t he?" Through the whole telling, Zal had stared fixed at the Vong, who was now either asleep, or pretending to be. Finally, he snapped his gaze to Anakin, folding his arms tight across his chest. "He feels wronged by some slight, real or imagined. He pride is wounded and he is furious. He demands revenge, but will not speak of it. He will betray his own people, his own caste, to get what he wants. He''ll kill, he''ll lie, and he''ll allow an enemy into their midst. Isn''t he?"
"Zal, you said yourself that no one is sure why the¡the other Legion did what they did-"
"The Word Bearers always had a grudge against us. For forty years, they held that grudge. Whatever their reason, I am sure that they delighted in a chance to repay that, no matter what other reasons they had. If they had reasons at all." he said bitterly.
"Maybe. Maybe that''s true, but Vua is one person. He''s just one Vong and look at him, he''s half dead." Anakin chewed on his lip. "His people, they make a point about honor, right? Corran - Master Horn - used that against Shedao Shai. Even though he killed Senator A''kla, Shedao Shai still sent his bones back because of his twisted beliefs about what was honorable. Maybe¡maybe this is normal? Maybe this just is part of Vong culture. If you get wronged, you have to repay it."
"If honor demands that, then-"
''-anything can be rationalized.''
''Of course it can,'' Solusar, he was finding, for all her more ethereal mien, was far from uneducated in philosophy. Aeonid would never claim any great talent at it, but in his decades of service, he had dutifully read, memorized, and applied what the Primarch ordered. Von Clauswitz, Adh Agentoch, Guilliman of course, Sigilite, Sokratis and others, all lived in his near perfect memory. ''This is why the Force is what guides us, ultimately. Calth? The Seventeenth Legion? What they did was dark, no argument. It was evil and I''m sure the Force screamed in horror at it.''
''All the same, the Force still grants power to those you term dark, like the Sith. Like Ulic Qel-Droma himself, or Exar Kun. If the Force held some greater truth, should it not act accordingly? Withdraw its touch from those that act against it? Sunrider should not have needed to sever Qel-Droma, correct?''
''You''re talking about free will. The Force guides us, but we have the blessing to act and make our own choices. Exar Kun, Naga Sadow, Freedon Nadd¡Palpatine, Vader, were all masters of the dark side and truly evil, but they were countered by Cay and Nomi and Luke and all the other Jedi. This is why we are servants of the Force. Not slaves, but servants.''
''Then, because the Jedi have succeeded over the Sith, this means you are right? I have heard this argument before, Master Solusar. To consider yourself right simply because you are mighty is not a valid epistemological stance.''
''Because the Force can be felt, Aeonid.'' Her tone leaned toward chiding. She wiped at an unshed tear, drawn by his tale of Calth, but Solusar was anything but unfocused. Her bright eyes held conviction, held steel. ''I don''t need to explain that to you of all people. You felt Ikrit pass?''
''I did.''
''So did we, but I don''t think as closely as you did. It hurt, but wasn''t part of it beautiful, Aeonid? How peaceful he was and how proud? When you meditated on Yavin, didn''t you feel the life all around you? How beautiful it was? Like a song! Or the sound of the younglings at breakfast, or how gentle Cilghal draws on the Force when she heals. Isn''t that a truth?''
Or how he could feel the other Masters, in the other chambers. All the younglings and their blend of excitement over a new ''adventure'', their worry over Anakin and the two girls, their sadness over Master Ikrit. Solusar was not wrong - she was the farthest from wrong she could be, and that was what unsettled him so. It was easy. He did feel the vibrancy of the moon. He did feel how closely even the most alien of the younglings was to the human ones. He did feel Ikrit''s love, burning for Anakin and Tahiri. He felt it all, as clear and as passionate and as deep as his own emotions, burned right into his mind.
The Nephilim, exterminated by the Blood Angels, could induce entheogenic raptures into their slaves. The marauding Eldar breed could manipulate chemical reactions in the brain to induce agony beyond comparison or euphoria that could kill. The Anhedonites farmed stocks of specially bred humans, just to siphon their emotions as substitutes to their own. Even simple chemicals could induce hallucination, alter mental states - even those produced naturally by the body!
''I know what you''re thinking. If it''s in your head, how can you trust it?''
''So says the Jedi Master, as she reads my own mind.''
''You''re shouting it, Aeonid. I don''t need to listen hard.''
''It''s not an answer!'' He shook aside Solusar''s hand, levering himself up and pacing, back and forth. She watched him, open and attentive. ''There needs to be some foundation. Some truth. It is the Uthyphrik challenge. The Iterators use it to tear down religion where they find it. ''Is this right because the gods favor it, or do the gods favor it because it is right?'' There must be a baseline, some - measurable truth.''
''Because anything else is faith.''
''Faith! Faith and mendacity. Humans are driven by social demands; our morality is from evolution. The tribe survives as a unit. That is fact; but what of a species that evolved as a solitary hunter? What ''morals'' might be built into their instincts? Would they be wrong? If what was just and true to them was to selfishly and jealously steal and kill and hoard, can we point at that and say they are incorrect? To them, they are right. To us, we are right. This, at least, is provable. This can be that foundation.''
Guilliman burdened him with this. Guilliman sent him out, away from his burgeoning company, to rub shoulders with mystics and philosophers and aliens. He could be arranging wargames, inducting neophytes, running theoreticals on Vong tactics and targets. He could have bolter and blade in hand, where things were simple.
''The Sith believed that the strong deserve everything,'' Solusar observed in agreement. ''They fully believed this, with all their hearts. They built their culture on it. But - it was wrong. The Jedi stood against it, and always will. The Yevetha hated anyone who wasn''t their species, the Ssi-ruuvi wanted to entech all the ''infidels'' of the galaxy.''
''And the Republic made war on them all.''
''And the Republic will also defend them. As would the Jedi. If I saw a Yevetha being beaten on the street, I would stop those thugs. If I saw a Ssi-ruuvi being stolen from, I would return their credit chit.''
''And, in doing, impose your own belief on them.''
''Yes.''
Aeonid laughed. He laughed rarely, but it burst from him then.
''So easily.''
''So easily,'' she echoed. ''Aeonid, I''m worried we''re going to stray into solipsism. Are you afraid because what you feel matches what your cold logic tells you¡or because it doesn''t?''
He had shared Calth with Solusar. The Primarch had forbidden dissemination of any greater facts, not just to the Republic, but even among the Army. The duplicity of Lorgar and his Legion were to be kept quiet, because of all the madness Lorgar claimed. The line was that there had been corruption, potentially xeno, that caused the violence. Few who even saw the Word Bearers turn lived in the first place.
She was worryingly easy to speak with.
''Because it does both,'' Aeonid admitted. ''And there is where I cannot see the path.''
Anakin sympathized. He really did. It was probably like his mom having to work with Imperials in the Remnant, knowing everything that they stood by and allowed. All the same -
"We''re going to do Vua''s plan," Anakin watched as Zal heard, as he processed the words. Watched as disbelief spread across his face. "Zal, those are good points. But I think you''re¡I''m sorry, but I think you''re letting that cloud your judgement." He held up a hand, cutting off the Ultramarine. "Sorry, but let me finish. You were talking about how much you hate the Word Bearers for what they did to your Legion and to Calth. Zal, the Vong killed Chewbacca right in front of my eyes. They tortured my brother, they tried to kill my aunt and uncle. They almost tortured my dad to death.
I can''t hate them. I can''t let myself. I want to. I want to. I look at Vua, and all I see are the dead Jedi because of their sithspawned Warmaster."
"All examples of their treachery-"
"And all reasons that you better believe I''m going to be on guard. But we can''t throw out something this good. Zal, Tahiri is¡I''m losing her, I think. She''s fading away and I don''t know why and we don''t have time anymore. We have to get in there and we have to get her back or maybe Vua will be right and she won''t be there to save. He can do that. If they see us coming, they might just kill Tahiri anyway."
His friend studied him. His lips thinned, his brow furrowed, but Zal shook his head, not in negation, but in exasperation.
"I''ll follow your lead," he said. "But I still think this is a mistake."
Anakin exhaled a breath he hadn''t realized he''d held. The last thing he needed was for Zal to refuse or leave. He wasn''t sure he could do it alone.
"Sometimes," he sighed, "you have to have a little faith."
Intransigence Chapter XIII
To Draw a Line
XIII: Hurry
Ralroost led the pack, pushing up its slot in the capital''s lower orbits on shimmering pillars of ionic efflux. First Fleet, present en masse, did not all follow the Bothan Assault Cruiser. Famous shapes of Imperial Star Destroyers, Mon Calamari Cruisers kept pace with the newer lines of the New Class: Nebulas and Majestics, Hajen and Sacheens. Starfighter patrols reeled back in, alighting into busy hangar bays. Last minute shuttles tucked in and scuttled aboard like beetles, fleet tenders broke off and rolled away from their charges. Guardian, monolithic, watched its smaller sisters go. The dreadnought had one purpose, and that purpose could only be fulfilled in the tracks of Coruscant''s endless orbits.
Jaina''s job was done. Anyone coming aboard was aboard and so far, neither she, nor Captain Winger, nor Colonel Hamner, had caught an inkling of an empty space where a being pretended to be, or a premonition of danger otherwise. Captain Winger flagged a duty crew, which had resulted in a small alcohol still being found in one of the machine spaces. But no Peace Brigaders. No Vong.
Any nausea from the lingering oncocidals was past. Her hair, buzzed to the skin over her ear, was long enough now to be bristly and itchy as it filled back in. She''d keep the new style, she had decided: the buzzed side and chin-length rest of it suited, when she looked in the mirror. She looked like a fighter jock. She didn''t look like anyone else.
She looked like Jaina.
Any time now, Colonel Darklighter would ping her comm and she''d be back in the ready room. No one else was coming aboard. She''d done the job of a Jedi - all that was left was that of a pilot.
An earlier time, aboard Temerity
Tionne prepared two mugs of a hot, spiced and aromatic drink of steeped leaves - a sort of tea, he judged. If Aeonid had learned nothing else in his time among the Jedi, it was that there was a bewildering yet comprehensive array of beverages that the Masters, Knights and trainees found comforting and steadying. Master Skywalker, for example, had a sweetened and rich concoction that seemed more a dessert than anything else. Caf, of course, flowed easily, and Master Katarn carried a metal container of the stuff in their early morning lessons. Then there were teas, lactose suspensions, fruit juices and flavored waters.
Idly, he turned a thick, utilitarian mug stamped with an Imperial aquila back and forth atop the table. It was small enough to be engulfed by one palm; suited to the Navy sailors normally utilizing these spaces. Tionne sipped slowly, both hands wrapped around her own, her silver eyes watching him carefully through faint wisps of steam.
''You put a lot of stock on loyalty¡'' she began - or teased, rather, like she was coaxing a lagomorph from a burrow.
Aeonid glanced up, relaxing his grip on his mug.
''And the Jedi do not? And most beings do not?'' He borrowed the word, avoiding ''xeno''.
''Did you know, among almost every being, one of the first real moral systems is guest rights and host responsibilities?''
''I did not,'' Aeonid answered, though he could well believe it. Moral philosophy was an encouraged study, but his own education had not plumbed often into what might be considered the origins of such things. No; Macraggian discourse trended toward the dialectic.
''Different beings dress up these ideas in their own way, but they really all end up the same at their core. The host offers food and shelter, and the guest offers peace. You can work in much there, such as repayment or some kind of service, but at its core, it''s about being gracious to others giving you aid.''
Aeonid hummed, having little to add. Tionne was in a more didactic mood, and he was curious where she was building towards.
''Like when Senator Shesh was invited to your planet, Eboracum. I understand why you reacted so poorly when the Ploo - or was it Plooriod? - task force interjected. That broke those codes. You gave the Senator safe passage, and even if it wasn''t her fault, the New Republic overstepped.'' Tionne paused, tapped at her chin. ''And you even fed them too. Which makes it break more levels of this contract.''
''I trust you are leading someplace?'' Aeonid asked mildly, taking a small sip of his own tea. It was powerful and slightly bitter. He suspected for a baseline human, it might clear the sinuses. Tionne merely smiled.
''I am, of course. When all that happened, the Imperium chose to overlook the insult, even if one wasn''t intended, and Senator Shesh made sure to make amends. That''s part of the agreement; you break guest rights, or host obligations, and you have to pay it back.''
''Mm,'' Aeonid hummed again.
''Have there been ''enemies'' in your Great Crusade that tried to backstab the Imperium? Maybe they agreed to a deal, but then backed out? Or attacked from an ambush?''
''Many. Too many to count, I should imagine. From my own experience - there was Fifty-Two One Hundred and Six. A human world, which had pretended to accept compliance. You must understand. Nine times out of ten - ninety-five times out of one hundred, we were met with overwhelming joy, relief and welcome. Fifty-Two One-naught-six accepted Imperial rule and even welcomed Army and Astartes elements to the surface. They claimed that there were xeno outriders causing issues in their hinterlands. As it was, it was an artifice to confound our focus and draw down our forces to strike at our backs.''
Tionne winced, chewing at her lower lip.
''It was a slaughter. Not ours.'' Aeonid concluded, succinctly.
''And they were human,'' Tionne clarified.
''Well within deviation.''
The Jedi Master seemed to ponder this and Aeonid allowed her. After he concluded his recounting - limited though it was - of Calth, she had begged a moment to gather her thoughts again. As ever, Aeonid could sense strongly the impressions and feelings redolent about her. Not her thoughts; no, a Master was far too schooled and orderly for that. But he felt her sorrow, her horror, even her anger and indignation as he spoke of the treacheries of the XVIIth. It matched so closely what the ballad of Cay Qel-Droma had stirred within her that Aeonid had been moved, a little, that Tionne could extend the same charity and empathy to a world she had never known, a people she had never met; an empire she would surely stand against.
Ah, the crux of the Jedi problem.
She marshalled herself. Aeonid caught a glimpse - and raised one hand, stalling Tionne.
''Let me preempt you. I understand the parallels between humans acting with duplicity toward the Imperium and other beings doing so. I do. The Imperium is young, but it is not that young. This refers to my earlier point: humanity may understand humanity. You wished to avoid solipsism, but I would say instead that it is mirror-theory. We can peer at one another and know, with some empirical certainty, that the experience within the human we face bears out to the experience of our own.''
''Humans think like humans; aliens think like aliens.''
''Is that so difficult a concept? I don''t wish to spin back to ground already trod, but this may be a gulf we cannot bridge.''
''I''m not sure, Aeonid. I''ve had a good look at the crew here on Temerity. Do you know what I have seen? I have seen every sort of type of human I can think of, and even more on top of that. All different heights and colors and shapes.''
''Race,'' Aeonid bemoaned. ''A failing that has been noted on backslid worlds. Artificial divisions within the human gene-tree.''
''But take Zalthis and Solidian. They look different. Are they from different worlds?''
''I believe so. Macragge and¡Parmenio, I should think. Prandium, perhaps.''
''Won''t that mean they think differently? They already act differently.''
Old arguments, dead arguments. Ones long since plowed under by the empiricism of Enlightenment. Genetics spoke the deeper truth, and as the Emperor had proven, gene-expression of the human gene-tree could vary quite broadly while still remaining verifiably and justifiably human. The tone of skin, color of eye, type of hair - paled in comparison to drastic alterations of body-form and organ-plan.
''There is always variation. Evolutionarily, there must be variation.''
Tionne hunched forward, interlacing her fingers around her mug. She looked up at him, though kneeling he was again.
''You can understand why a human would do something like betraying another. You can''t understand that for a ''xeno'', because you can''t - or won''t - pretend to understand how they think.''
Aeonid exhaled a breath. Finally, she grasped it.
''Yes. Yes, that exactly. I cannot and will not attempt to rationalize the mind of a xeno. They may think precisely as I do - they may operate on abstruse thought-patterns that no human being could ever trace. I would term it chauvinism to even attempt to map our own experience onward. The only actionable practical, then, is to place human flourishing as a paramount imperative.''
''So the Imperium is being logically consistent in persecution of aliens, because of intellectual humility?'' Tionne seemed to be holding back laughter; Aeonid bristled. ''Emphasize the ''alien'' part of ''alien'', no matter how like you they act? Come now, Aeonid. You''re wiser than that. Isn''t this¡'' Tionne frowned and cocked her head. ''I heard Danni talking about this idea, she was explaining some physics thing to - I think it was to - no, it doesn''t matter. I remember because it stuck out to me, because I might not be a scientist, but it''s something we deal with in history. That was it! Isn''t this a hidden variable? You''re looking at something walking like a hawkbat, squawking like a hawkbat, looking like a hawkbat, but saying that since you haven''t sequenced its genes yet, you can''t say it''s a hawkbat. No - that it might be a droid pretending to be a hawkbat!''
''The point is to understand the universe, not to make assumptions-''
''Everyone makes assumptions at some point! We can''t know everything. How do I truly know that Cay Qel-Droma lived, that Nomi Sunrider lived, that Exar Kun lived? I wasn''t there. No one I know was there, and perhaps the holocrons and records were fakes. Aeonid, this is solipsism again. There''s intellectual humility, and then there''s being obstinate.''
''I am unsure a lecture on the investigative rigor of the Great Crusade is taking us anywhere,'' Aeonid offered dryly.
''I think it is,'' Tionne replied. ''You''ve said Astartes don''t experience fear anymore, and that a great deal of other original emotions and urges are stifled or even removed.''
''This is so.''
''Then Aeonid, by your own standards, how can you assume anything you say or do is right, or even makes sense? You read philosophy, but human beings wrote those words, did they not? And you are not a human being anymore. You''ve changed so much that you might just be as alien to a human as a Wookiee is. How do you know how a human thinks anymore? Can they know how you think?''
Aeonid opened his mouth - closed it. This was ridiculous, he-
''I remember before my ascension,'' he said softly.
''Memories,'' Tionne said, narrowing her eyes. Sudden flashes burst into his mind: slender arms and a wildly different proprioception confused him, the ''saber in slender hands was unfamiliar, the dusty holocron that opened up - a twist of will, like slamming shut a hatch, and the memories vanished. He ground his teeth and scowled. ''Memories can be fickle.''
''Do not invade my mind again.'' He spoke without much rancor; more frustration than anything coloring his words.
Tionne judged the threat in his voice and bobbed her head once.
''I''m sorry. But it was important. I''m a woman. Is my life the same as an Astartes? I''m a Jedi. Is my life the same? I am a wife too. And I am a teacher. Aeonid¡Aeonid, what do we have in common in any way? How can you know that the words I say, that I mean what you understand? We are not even from the same galaxy. Am I not as alien as Cilghal is?''
The Imperial Truth said otherwise. Proof. Facts. Empirical evidence.
Yet he could not say so with confidence. What did Aeonid know, of any of what Tionne spoke of? He was Astartes - he did not even truly understand the life of a human man of comparable age, let alone a human woman. The rest? He was no teacher, nor instructor. He had been a Sergeant, yes, but not one such as Ascratus, who reared the neophytes. The complexities of human bonding rituals eluded him, outside of the sterile facts. Gently, he unfurled a fist, peering at his fingers. Scars laced them, from training and combat, from a crushed gauntlet some handful and a half of years ago.
As if invited, Tionne slid her hand into his. He marvelled at the discrepancy between his darker, more tanned and weathered skin, roughened and hardened, and her milk-pale digits, tiny enough that even together, they might not quite match one of his own.
''There are distances,'' he eventually tried. ''And then there are chasms.''
''And I think those chasms are illusions. Mirages in the desert. I think we do understand each other, because we really are not so different in the end.''
''Make up your mind! Am I an alien creature divorced from my humanity, or a man as relatable as some six-legged creature from another star! We are moving in circles.''
She withdrew her hand, running her thumb over her fingers, then fiddling lightly with the sleeve of her robe.
''When the first Jedi turned away from the Order and found the Sith, becoming the first Lords of the Sith, they stewed in anger and bile until they couldn''t help but return to war against the Republic and their former comrades. Kyp was seduced by Exar Kun and used to commit atrocities, and Luke was willing to dance along the line between the darkness and the light to stop the reborn Emperor. I stand against everything a Sith stands for and I stand against the Yuuzhan Vong, like I do against all conquerors and despots. All the same, Aeonid, I understand them. I have listened to their voices and I replayed their holocrons and it makes me weep to know the sorrows and the pain that drove them to betraying all that they were.''
Her silver eyes flicked up, catching his.
''That''s why I have to ask: when the Word Bearers betrayed the Great Crusade, the Imperium, and the Ultramarines¡do you understand why? Do you understand them?''
Now, on Yavin...
Fortunately, Vua accepted restraints without making a hassle of himself. Unfortunately, because of the biot squirming in his ear, the Vong could very easily let the both of them know exactly how he felt about it. Which he did so. Relentlessly. Unceasingly. Eloquently.
"Be silent," Zal groused, for the umpteenth time.
"I made no oaths of silence," the Vong retorted. "I made oaths of vengeance and oaths of blood, but you may take my tongue before I am silenced. I am Vua Rapuung, and I will speak as I see fit, and only the Gods may judge!"
"I think Zal is worried about us being overheard," Anakin suggested.
"Overheard? For my speech? Surely you jest, Jeedai? Between you and the Aistarteez, you are as drunk quednaks, stumbling about. A mewling child in the creche could track your clumsy steps."
"Yes, yes, you''re the expert here. It''s not like I''ve known this moon all my life."
"But you have? Why do you deny that you should show far greater stealth, in a place you are familiar with? Do you lie to me?"
"It''s - never mind."
With Vua''s fishing trawler lost down the river, he said the story he would spin was that he fell overboard - which wasn''t wrong - because of an attack from some water beast - still wasn''t wrong - and that he stumbled across Anakin in the jungle, wandering directionless. Not quite wrong. He hadn''t let Vua put the damaged coral seed on his forehead yet, but Zal had been right that it had to be done before the three of them split up. That way, in case Vua was laying some kind of deep trap, Zal would still be on hand to put the Vong down and restrain Anakin.
The Praxeum was still a few days away on foot, through patrolled jungle, and they decided it would be best if they got as close as they could before Zalthis would go to ground and wait for Anakin''s signal. The Astartes could bunker down somewhere and practically hibernate, hopefully avoiding any Vong and keeping close and ready for the jailbreak.
Maybe Vua did have a point about keeping his wrists tied, given that they were going with his plan and were going to trust him to, you know, not immediately shout ''Jeedai!'' as soon as they were in the Vong compound. There was a difference though between trusting him then and having a Vong with his hands free around him when he slept. Even if Zal didn''t sleep at all.
"Tsst!" Vua hissed through clenched teeth, throwing his hands up. "Stop! Stillness!"
Anakin froze, wobbling a little on one leg. He''d just been taking a step. Zal went as motionless as a carven stone. He strained to hear anything besides the usual ruckus of the jungle. The Force fed him the general aura of life all around them, but nothing too out of the ordinary¡
"Tsik-vai," Vua hissed, almost inaudible.
"What?" Anakin mouthed back.
"Tsik-vai! Flier!"
Zal''s hand crept down toward the bolter clamped to his hip. Anakin slightly shook his head, a little to either side. Those guns weren''t loud, they were defeaning. Everyone on this side of the Unnh River would know they were there the second Zal pulled the trigger. To his relief, the Ultramarine drew back from the stock.
Vua cocked his head, screwing up his face with an ear to the sky. Still, Anakin heard nothing.
The Vong relaxed.
"It is passed. Hrn. Lav-peq hunt pattern. Chri-esh sweep? Or Bulgiln." His fringed lips peeled back from bloodstained teeth. "It matters little. A tsik-vai hunts us. Free my hands so that when we are caught, I may die with honor."
"When we''re caught, huh?" Anakin rolled his eyes. "That''s really optimistic of you."
"Are you stupid? Why is being caught good? We must pray to the Gods that they grant us their luck."
Zalthis, fingers tapping the butt of his bolter, swept the sky with eyes narrowed, his auspex in his other hand.
"I have no readings," he said. "What is a tsik-vai, and what makes you so sure it will catch us?"
Vua hissed.
"It is inevitable. The tsik-vai weave a lav peq search pattern. The lav peq will weave their cords in the trees, until we are surrounded. Then it will know where we are, and we will be captured."
"What''s a lav peq?"
Vua muttered under his breath, glaring vibroblades at them both. "To be saddled with such ignorant allies. The Gods laugh at me. Lav peq are weaver-insects. Tsik-vai release them and they spin sticky cords between structures, until all a space is beneath their net."
Anakin thought of something he''d said to Tahiri, before all this mess. It brought a smile that melted away like snow in a furnace. Her corner of his mind was growing stiller and quieter. He''d lamented how everything seemed to be spiders. She''d laugh at this, now, proving him right.
"And let me guess, those cords are sticky enough that even Zal would get caught."
Vua judged the Astartes from foot to crown.
"Easily. If he was not, his struggles would alert the lav peq and they would gather. They would wave more cords, until he was bound. They would use a little of his flesh. It would not be fatal."
Anakin shivered. Did the Vong have a single creature that wasn''t straight out of a horror holo?
They carried on, this time with Zal keeping his auspex scanner out and held aloft. Mercifully, Vua cut his quibbling and sniping in half, which was still one hundred percent too much. He must not''ve feared that ''tsik-vai'' all that much, Anakin groused, if he still managed to keep up a running grumble under his breath. He was starting to fear the next step of this plan. Not because he truly expected Vua to turn traitor, but because the idea of being around the crazy Vong even longer filled him with despair.
Colonel Hamner called a meeting. Just the three of them, which meant Jedi business. He''d taken a small conference chamber, waiting right outside with his arms folded across his uniform. Kenth Hamner was a Jedi, but he was a career soldier first, and his rank pins and stern demeanour kept sailors moving with only a glance and salute. Jaina beat Captain Winger there first, offering her own smart salute.
"Lieutenant Solo," he said, as serious as ever. She was pretty sure Kenth Hamner''s smile was a state secret.
"Colonel," she returned.
"If you like, you can head on in. There''s some pastries and refreshments. Captain Winger should be here shortly."
She did so, finding the conference chamber to be one of those cramped holocom ones, meant for just a few people and an outbound connection. The transceiver was silent and switched off, the small desk set with a jug of caf and a few Bothan style pastries. Ralroost was a Bothan ship, after all, and she''d picked up a bit of a taste for them. A good blend of savory and sweet, since Bothans liked to mix meat into just about everything.
It didn''t take too long until she sensed Winger outside, then the other two Jedi stepped in and the hatch sealed with a hermetic thump.
"Colonel."
"Lieutenant."
"Captain."
Winger smiled. "Jedi at every level," she laughed, shaking her head. "Just need a flag officer."
"Not me," Kenth demurred, raising both hands. "I''m back in for war and nothing beyond."
"Sure, Colonel. You keep saying that."
They settled into chairs; but nothing formal. The space wasn''t really for that. They ended up facing each other, Jaina settled in with one leg tossed over the other, foot bouncing. She still hadn''t heard from Colonnel Darklighter. The task force was in hyperspace, Coruscant well behind them, and still her datapad hadn''t had the usual alert for morning briefing. She''d go tomorrow regardless, she decided, then and there. Maybe the Colonel was just assuming that when her detached service was over, that she would automatically just slip back into-
"So we have one more job," Hamner started, without any preamble. Winger raised an eyebrow, but Jaina''s hovertrain derailed in a flaming pile.
"We what?"
"We have one more job," Hamner repeated. "The last one we had? Basically declassified, for how secret this one is. This is word-of-mouth only. It''s not written down anywhere. This comes from Director Scaur and Master Skywalker, directly."
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Her mouth was dry. She tried to imagine - a strike team? Is that what they needed her, and maybe Rogue Squadron for? Run interference to get the Colonel and Captain onto a Vong ship, maybe, like the Exiles did? Were they going for a decapitation - or a capture?
Winger sat forward, elbows on her knees.
"There''s not a lot of time before we reach our target."
"Which is¡? Sir?"
"Still under wraps, Alex."
"Damn," the Captain muttered.
"It''s an important one, so don''t worry about that. High Command set their sights lofty for this one, but I think we can pull it off. That''s where we come in. The three of us."
Hamner reached into his breast pocket and produced two datacubes.
"Biocoded. There''s some intel there that''ll help cover things. We''re going krakana hunting, ladies."
Jaina felt the same confusion from Winger that she herself felt.
"Yammosks," Hamner clarified, looking a little chagrined.
She frowned. Yammosks were the prize, anyone could tell you that. Those war coordinators were a force multiplier in every action. The way they made the Vong move like a perfect hivemind gave the Navy absolute fits and pilots like her knew all too well the nasty way that ''skips could vector in on threats halfway across the battlespace without any advance warning. So far, and it was a brutal fact, there were only two known yammosk kills. Once at Helska, and once on Obroa Skai. Both times it had been - ah. Hamner caught the blossom of understanding and nodded toward her.
"That''s right, Jaina. The Navy has been trying to pinpoint the beasts, and you know there haven''t been results. However they communicate with all the ships, we haven''t been able to detect it. One died on Helska, but that was collateral when the planet froze. NRI and Director Scaur basically picked Master Skywalker''s brain about Obroa Skai."
The one Anakin killed. Her little brother tried to explain it, after, but he''d grown more and more frustrated as he couldn''t find the words for it. Somehow, their Uncle had managed to find and pin down the biot, allowing for Anakin to do something or another that killed the thing outright, all without either of them even laying eyes on it.
"But they didn''t know how." she blurted out.
Hamner took it in stride.
"No, but we know it can be done. None of us are Master Skywalker, but I reckon you''re a match for your brother, isn''t that right Jaina?"
"Yessir," she said automatically.
"The three of us will form a meld when the battle starts. Our objective, our only objective, is to locate the yammosk. Kill it, if we can, like Anakin did. If we can''t, we pass along to Admiral Kre''fey what ship it''s on so the Navy can kill it."
She wasn''t flying with the Rogues.
The first big operation of the war, the first counterstrike, and she wasn''t flying with the Rogues. Fondor was supposed to be the start of a new operation, before that went belly up, which gave her a chance to be here. Now! Right now! At the start of the pushback, when they could kick the Vong right in their teeth and again in their tattooed groins. The Rogues would be out there. Major Forge, Major Varth, Colonel Darklighter - she should be there with them. Covering their six.
"Do you need me?"
She flushed. She''d just questioned a direct order from a Colonel. It didn''t matter that she knew Kenth, because he''d been by their apartment more than a few times throughout her youth. It didn''t matter that he''d been Master Hamner to her more than anything else. That Navy uniform, the rank pins -
"Never mind, sir, I''m-"
"It''s fine. Jaina, right now we''re all Jedi. It was a request from NRI, but your Uncle approved it. And you know what? Maybe we don''t." Kenth''s long face didn''t give much away, but she felt a sense of sympathy from him. "I''m sorry this comes between you and the Rogues. Let''s not make this an order. Jaina, you can back out if you wish. Think hard on it, before you do. Can you really do more good for the Rogues in a cockpit¡or killing a yammosk?"
She wanted to grab the out with both hands. Of course it was better if she was in the cockpit. She could dance a snubfighter like nobody''s business. She''d be vaping Vong by the dozens - all while a hundred more swirled in a kicked over strib ant hive. Moving like tendrils of a single beast, sleeting out plasma fit to blot out the stars themselves, until every Rogue had a dozen or more on their tails¡
"No," she said, in a small voice. "You''ve got me, Colonel."
Damn her. And damn that little voice of Jacen''s, in her ear. About how their power mattered.
The tsik-vai coasted by overhead, out of sight but apparently not out of hearing for Vua, even though Zal denied hearing anything at all. The Vong was annoyingly haughty about that.
In lower tones, Zal and Anakin spoke while Vua led them along. He claimed to know the best routes to avoid patrols, not to mention a better ''understanding'' of the patterns the other warriors might be using. It could all be complete voidspoil, but short of going in guns blazing¡again, Anakin had to admit that Vua at least had more of a plan than they did.
"I don''t know if I can do it justice," Zal sighed. "What it feels like. To know that all of mankind is behind you. The galaxy itself. The homeworld, the Emperor¡there is a hand of history at our backs. Eighteen Legions of Astartes. Can you imagine that, Anakin?"
He really couldn''t. It was hard to imagine a thousand of Zalthis all in the same place. Sithspawn, but it was hard to imagine a hundred. That kind of army might even make the Mandalorian Wars seem small.
"There was a triumph, before I became a neophyte. Seven years ago, at the turn of the millenia. As M31 began, the Emperor gathered all His Legions¡"
Vua was listening. They could tell. His grousing and griping faded and the Vong tarried a little closer to them.
Well, Anakin couldn''t blame him. It was some tale. A whole world given over just to be a stage for a celebration. Hundreds of thousands of Astartes, tens of millions of the Army. Hundreds of those giant Titan walkers, like the one on Fondor. And the startling thing too: more Primarchs. Anakin assumed there were more, because Zal had hinted at it and he''d mentioned the one who led the Word Bearers, but Zalthis rattled off more names, then. Horus, Sanguinius, Mortarion, Magnus, Angron, Jaghatai Khan, Lorgar, Rogal Dorn, Fulgrim. Fantastical and strange names, and all of them Zal said were brothers to Roboute Guilliman.
He remembered the sensation, that moment of broken-crystal clarity when the Ultramarines Primarch entered the conference chamber. What would that many look like, all together like that? What would the Force look like? And if Zal was serious, they were all just children compared to the Imperium''s Emperor.
Zal had a faraway look when he talked about it. Wistful. He didn''t need the Force to sense the yearning.
"We were saving the galaxy," his friend said sadly. "We were saving the human race."
"Until Calth," Anakin said.
Zal licked his lips, drumming fingers on the stock of his bolter again.
"I don''t understand. I don''t understand."
Aeonid carefully set aside his mug. His spine straight, back erect, palms flat on the table, he willed Tionne to not just understand, but to comprehend what he spoke.
''We were to lead mankind out of the night, into the future. We were made to be loyal. We were made to be brothers and sons. Two hundred years of Crusade and no Astartes had slain another. No Astartes had drawn in anger on another.''
A white lie. A small one. The bout between Angron and his berserker horde and Russ'' savages was infamous. But that had been a letting of blood and beating the World Eaters back into line. It had been like a bout to extremis. Angron hadn''t been disloyal. It hadn''t been rebellion.
''You don''t understand.''
Aeonid could have paced, he could have ranted and raved. Energy tensed his limbs. His very being rebelled against the idea.
''It is not for us to understand. Everything that happened on Calth was wrong. It was - it was travesty. If I had a better word, I would use it, but I borrow this instead; it was sin. Understanding what caused the Word Bearers to break so thoroughly from every standard of decency could be poisonous. It could be ruinous. Do you understand?''
"Why would they do that?" Zal asked. Rhetorical as his tone was hollow, but Anakin knew that bereft kind of confusion.
"The dark side is seductive."
"This isn''t your - the Force."
"Does it have to be? People fall to the dark side because they want more. Or they need more. More¡power, or maybe security, or just some way of feeling like they have control."
Vua snorted. It sounded like a ronto hawking up phlegm. Anakin chose to diplomatically ignore it.
"Astartes are not made to want more. Duty is enough!"
Being a Jedi was supposed to be enough. Except that for far too many famous names, it wasn''t.
"Maybe the Word Bearers found out that it wasn''t."
Tension plucked out the tendons in his neck, his shoulders, his legs. Aeonid tensed and relaxed, tensed and relaxed. His hearts thumped louder. Tionne''s gentle expression took on almost a mocking tilt to it.
''Aeonid! Please. Can''t you see that we''re finally asking the right questions? Aeonid! This is why you came looking for me.''
He gripped the edge of the table, hard enough that the metal warped.
''I have to draw a line somewhere,'' he snapped, curt and hard. Entertaining moral debates around the worthiness of xeno lives, about the purpose or futility of some sort of personal abrogation of responsibility for a prosthetic morality granted by an ephemeral power; that was one matter. This - Aeonid did not wish to know why the Seventeenth did what they did. He had seen it. He had lived it. That way lay madness. The Emperor entreated to seek clarity and truth, but the Emperor, in His greatest, grandest wisdom, sealed away the study of the Warp.
He felt the phantom slash of glassy, venom-tipped fangs. He felt the thunderous, rolling booms of sinuous and oilslick flesh against doughty corridors. The stink of weird dreams that clogged the nose, the reek of fyceline, the wailing shriek as reality itself bent and bowed inward.
''I cannot understand them,'' he repeated.
''You cannot, or you will not?''
''Either!'' he snapped. ''The Seventeenth Legion does not need to be understood, they need to be expunged. Like my father said: Excommunicate Traitoris. Every last one hunted down to the ends of the stars until they are forgotten from all memory. There is nothing to understand, this is nothing like your Sith and your wars of dark versus light. This is right and this is wrong.''
Tionne had an unfamiliar expression of frustration across her elfin face. Her silver brows beetled and her lips drew tense and thin.
''If you do not study history, you will repeat it. Please, just think! What if the Word Bearers found something that terrified them so much that they tried to stamp it out, and just by doing that, they became what you saw? There can be a thousand reasons why they did what they did. Understanding is not agreement!''
The sun was sinking, sealing the fate of another day. Another day without Tahiri. Another day that felt no closer. Another day of words and talking and walking. Anakin could scream, but that would just call down their ever-present friend in the sky. He could rage, but that would feed the dark. Zal - Zal kept him sane. His friend was talking more than he ever had, even on Samothrace. He could feel the Ultramarine''s hidden embarrassment, but also the growing calm that diffused outward in his thoughts.
"Did you ever learn the history of my name?" Anakin threw into a moment of quiet.
"Of ''Anakin''? I don''t recall anything."
Well, it wasn''t a secret. It just wasn''t something he liked to talk about. To anyone. Including himself.
"My grandfather," he said. Credit where it was due, but Zalthis was quick. He felt the flash of realization.
"Which, as Master Skywalker is your uncle, would be the Sith ''Darth Vader''."
"The Jeedai is named for a Sith?" Vua called back. He had frustratingly good hearing. "I have heard rumors the Sith are great foes of the Jeedai. Were you named as an insult?"
Anakin barked out a laugh that hurt his chest. Yeah, it did feel like an insult sometimes.
"No, it was because Anakin was what Darth Vader''s real name was, before he fell. Anakin Skywalker, once a hero of the Jedi."
"And this Darth Vayder, he was a potent warrior?"
"A monster and a butcher."
Vua gurgled what passed for laughter.
"A good name."
Anakin ignored him.
Zal eyed him strangely.
"Your parents had great respect for the Jedi he was."
That drew another laugh, this one more because of how truly ridiculous that idea was.
"He tortured my mom and blew up her homeworld. Tortured my dad too, and then sold him to a Hutt. They both kind of hate him."
Anakin paused, which made Zal pause too. Vua went on for several more strides, cursed, then turned back to rejoin them. Deep breath.
"Darth Vader was terrified. Of¡well, everything. Losing people, probably. He was afraid, so afraid. That''s what Uncle Luke said, at the end. He was afraid of the Emperor, he was afraid of death, he was afraid of himself. The dark side let him forget that under all that anger and rage. Uncle Luke said that when he died, that Anakin Skywalker felt relieved."
The Ultramarine, a head and half taller than Anakin, twice as broad, shifted his weight from foot to foot. Went to speak, stopped. Anakin felt his friend''s earnest need to help. Somehow.
"It''s fine, Zal. I''ve had a lot of time to think about it. But¡get it? My mom and dad hated Darth Vader, but naming me Anakin¡it was kind of saying they got it. Darth Vader was what Anakin let himself become, but Anakin wasn''t just Darth Vader. Right? Anakin was a Jedi and he was a good man too and he loved someone, because mom and Uncle Luke are here. So he can''t be all bad. No one can be."
Silence answered him. Zalthis, as he had in times past, simply rested his hand on Anakin''s shoulder, a light pressure. His friend wasn''t great with words, but he did know actions. Vua scratched at a suppurating scab at his cheek. His dark eyes, circled by bruise and sunken by ink-blue bags, held something in them Anakin didn''t quite understand. For once, the Vong wasn''t sneering or scowling or scoffing.
Of course - that was when the thud bug struck Anakin between the shoulderblades.
In her quarters, Jaina turned the datacube over and over again between her fingers. Little blinking status lights indicated it had already read her fingerprint and her serial number and that it was unlocked. All she had to do was plug it into a reader. NRI analyses of yammosks from combat operations across the galaxy, theories about how yammosks might be communicating, even a detailed write-up from her Uncle that she''d never read. It was hoped that it was enough to give them the edge they needed.
Do or do not, she thought wryly, and got up from her bunk before she could stop herself. The shared bunkroom was empty, the other Rogues out on patrol. Where she should be. The datacube slotted into the reader, her datapad hardwired in. There was a moment, then the flashing symbol of New Republic Intelligence, a quick scroll of the classification levels.
Then the documents revealed themselves. And, prominently, the one that leapt out and got her by the throat.
''Analysis of Yammosk Presence within the Boundaries of Hutt Space''.
A smile slowly curled her lips.
Feel that, little brother? Payback time.
With the armor plate Sol had tossed to him, the thudbug staggered Anakin forward, but didn''t wind him. His lightsaber was already in his hand, lit, while Zal tore his bolter from his hip. Vua shouted something that wasn''t anything intelligible. Whick whick went two razor bugs, snipped clean from the air.
"Patrol! May the Slayer torment the Trickster for a thousand eons! Misfortune and rot, free me you fools, you idiots-"
Yuuzhan Vong warriors, four in all, loped through the trees, just flashes and glimpses. Four, against an Astartes and a Jedi? It said a lot about the past few months that Anakin could say he honestly liked those odds.
"Don''t shoot them," he warned. "They might not have called us in."
Zal grimaced, slamming his bolter back and ripping his power sword out. It lit with a humming crackle, lightning spattering up the blade. Vong shouts broke through the air, accompanied by bugs. They were so much faster than they used to be. He missed the comparatively lazy razorbugs at the start of the war. Now they were blurs, so fast that he drew on every scrap of training, honed by stingbolts and stunners slung out by darting drones.
Ceramite shrieked as Zal blurred forward, moving to close the gap. Anakin held back - Vua wasn''t in a place to fight, and Vua was sort of the hinge to this whole plan. Plan B of ''go loud'' seemed like it would be a lot more of a suicide mission by now.
"Blood of the Gods! Jeedai, do not compound stupidity with death!" Vua waved his bound hands and Anakin shoved him back.
"It''s just a handful-"
"A patrol is twelve, idiot! Ghesh alg''n reg tuk!"
This time, the thudbug that hit Anakin laid him flat out. He thumbed off his lightsaber by reflex and avoided decapitation as he fell. For a moment he flailed sucking wind as he shuddered on his back in a tangle of limbs. It felt like a landspeeder had hit his chest, or maybe a bantha had kicked him. A dark shape flashed over him as he struggled to sit up. The chest of his armor was a crater. Cracked chitin and ichor dribbled down. He couldn''t breathe. His lungs twitched and seized - he grabbed the Force and sucked in a breath.
And coughed, doubling over and wheezing. There were Vong, more Vong! Vua said twelve, he''d seen four already - Zal could take four, almost certainly, but Zal wasn''t in his full armor -
The Force rang through his muscles. He''d seen Master Katarn do it before, use his own momentum¡Anakin kicked into a spin, whirling back up to his feet. The galaxy-famous snap hiss doubled, almost overlapping. One long blue blade, like frozen ice. One short, green as grass.
Three Vong hemmed him in, spread across a hundred degrees in an arc. All three bore stocky tubes that swelled at the rear almost like the stock of a carbine. They''d shot him, he realized. They''d shot him with a bug. One scowled and barked out words, raising their carbine.
Not this time.
He''d sparred with Zal and been in the mind of Astartes during the long night. He''d never have their strength, but the Force was his ally. The barrel of the Vong''s carbine was black, an eye of the void peering at him. It came up to the warrior''s shoulder. His head cocked, aiming. Ten meters. Violence rang out in all its symphony around him. Zal was somewhere spreading death; the hiss-crackle of a power weapon carbonizing blood and rending flesh was familiar now. He heard Vua''s voice, howling something and full of anger, but he had no time for that.
Tahiri would reduce the weight of something, and Anakin would move it with the Force. They were a team, synchronized, a rope-and-pulley and always greater than being alone.
Tahiri wasn''t here. She would be. She would be again. So he did the trick alone. The other two Vong raised their own carbines.
Anakin crossed ten meters in less than a second. The first Vong toppled, armor smoking. The world swam around him and his pulse pounded. A headache pinched between his eyes, but he was there now. He was among them. The two Vong dropped their carbines, went for amphistaves that leapt for their master''s hands.
Anakin was faster.
They fell. It was that simple.
Back where he''d been, Vua shoved himself off of a prone warrior, rising to his feet with blood caked up to his elbows. He shook himself out, wrists freed, and made a show of stretching. Zal loped back, flicking black blood from his blade.
"Anakin! You''re uninjured?"
He grimaced, touched the crater in his chest plate.
"Probably going to bruise like you wouldn''t believe, but I''m fine."
Vua joined them, walking - no, sauntering, over. Slowly, he licked dark blood from one of his remaining talons.
"It is as I said. Between you both, a mewling child could track us."
The warrior Vua had tackled lay still in death.
"You killed him, then."
Vua cocked his head.
"When I say my vengeance is in blood, what part is mistranslated? He was Iruysh, he was a fool anyway. Only a fool would attack a Jeedai and Aistarteez so blithely. And without a full patrol! Idiot. He leapt without looking. He laid no traps. Idiot. Had I his Warriors, you both would be dead on the ground."
Vua thrust out one blood-soaked hand. Toward Anakin. He eyed it suspiciously. Those fingers could be biots, ready to¡do whatever horrible things the Vong thought up.
"Now we are blooded," Vua declared. "We have taken lives; we are warriors of a band. And you! Jeedai Anaykin, you seek redemption from Shame as well. The Gods do smile on me. I never doubted."
His hand was absolutely filthy. Anakin took it anyway.
"Now we make haste!" the Vong declared. "Iruysh was a fool, but an obedient one. He will have informed Harmae by villip. Tonight, you will sleep among the slaves."
The Vong patrol cooled behind them. Vua led them at a lope, crashing on through the underbrush, stealth forgotten. Zal and Anakin kept close. Dark blood dried on Anakin''s palm. In that corner of his mind that was all Tahiri''s, he pushed harder than he had since the Lady Starstorm fell.
Hold on Tahiri. We''re almost there.
And from that place, one word:
Hurry.
Intransigence Chapter XIV
XIV: Are You Jeedai
Anakin knew the jungle now. He recognized landmarks. He knew the trails they crossed. The Blueleaf Temple would be farthest south - if it still existed. The Uunh river was to their left. Had they been on the other bank, they might well run into the Palace of the Woolamader in enough time. Tsik vai gunships passed overhead as they crashed through the underbrush. He''d left the bits of armor Sol had leant him, including the cracked breastplate, behind as they made for the temple. It wouldn''t help now. A slave could get away with a sweatstained jumpsuit - not body armor.
"We will spin tale of pursuit! The Jeedai and Aistarteez hunt in the jungle, and so we seek shelter among the grashal!" Vua shouted. The dead patrol was well behind them, but they had to have roused an alarm before Vua strangled their leader and Anakin and Zal put the others down. "Your light blades! Give me them!"
"What? No!"
"They will not search me! But a slave; you will have no property. Give them to me, now!"
Swearing under his breath, Anakin unhooked his ''saber and tossed it to Vua. The Vong caught it easily, tucking it into one of the fleshy, living pouches at his hip. But Ikrit''s ''saber, Anakin tossed underhand to Zal. The Astartes nodded in understanding and the small hilt went to his belt.
"Aistarteez, you must split away from us. Forge a new trail! Evade pursuit, and then hide! Like the plan!"
They were supposed to have more time. Another day, just about, to creep closer and make final preparations. Vua hadn''t even applied the dead coral to Anakin''s forehead yet. Bad luck. Bad luck to run smack into a patrol, bad luck to have the fliers out here spinning nets to hem them in. Bad luck that Tahiri got caught, bad luck that the Vong found them at all, bad luck, bad luck, bad luck¡
Zalthis slowed to a stop and Anakin did too. Vua eased to a jog, finding a toppled tree and leaping nimbly up its craggy side to get a better vantage point.
"We''ll meet again," Zal assured him. "Call, when you are ready."
Anakin pushed a sense of urgency toward Zal, saw when the Astartes was torn between a wince and a grin.
"It''s still strange, every time." Zal offered a hand. "Luck of Terra be with you, Anakin."
"Thanks. You too, Zal. Keep your head down."
"If you are finished," Vua called from ahead.
"Go and get Tahiri. I shall bring the fury of Ultramar." Zal pulled his bolt pistol from his belt and fired off two shots, the mass reactives blasting thunder through the jungle. Birds took to the air. "Go!"
Anakin went.
In the vivarium was where Nen Yim discovered her Master, after word had come that her vaa tumor removal was complete. She expected Mezhan to spend another day in seclusion and recovery, and her stride hitched a moment as the hatch-sphincter irised open to reveal the Master Shaper kneeling beside their subject. If her Master was here, then she had proper business, so Nen Yim did not intrude or disturb her. Instead, she made her usual rounds: replacing a borrowed qahsa, checking the health of the vivarium, replenishing the feeds to the saline-pools that held tissue samples. She busied herself with the work of an Adept, one ear to the quiet words her Master spoke.
Mezhan''s usual supercilious tone was gone, replaced by a soft and gentle murmur as she stroked Shaping fingers over the subject''s scalp. The subject hunched over, hands in her lap, eyes downcast.
"There is no great hurry," Mezhan said. "Take your time."
"They hurt," whispered the subject, voice broken and small. "I can''t think of them. I can''t remember. They hurt so much."
"It''s a byproduct of their magics. The Jedi powers they used, they twisted you so terribly. Your mind was not meant to bear such torment; but you are a child of Kwaad. You were strong to survive it. That pain was a pain you felt every single waking moment, then. But they had tricked you that it was normal."
"Can''t you take it all away?" The subject sniffed, rubbing at her nose with the back of her hand. "All the memories? Then they won''t hurt. I won''t - I won''t be confused."
"Pain is a teacher." Mezhan pricked her palm with a sharpened finger-blade, showing the subject a bead of black blood. "It instructs us, as the Gods ordain. The Jedi didn''t understand this. They made you hurt for every moment you were among them, for fear that you would one day be saved and return to your people. They don''t wish for you to remember, for if you remember the teachings they so foolishly shared with you, then you could turn their Force against them. To the aid of the Chosen People." Mezhan hummed a simple creche-tune and leaned closer to the subject. "Do try, Riina."
Nen Yim turned aside from her tasks, placing full attention on the vivarium. The results of the modified - and invented - protocols were already showing incredible progress. The implanted neurons carried rich and comprehensive experiential memory that already integrated almost seamlessly with the subject. Her mastery of ibi''yun easily proved this, but it was these moments, when the Riina personality seemed almost seamless, that Nen Yim felt almost religious awe at what she and her Master were accomplishing.
This was Shaping as it should be, as it could be. A being never recorded by any Shaper, already understood and now almost remade. Yun-ne''Shel - for Nen Yim did believe - had to love them for this.
The subject gingerly raised a shaking hand from her lap, hairless brows furrowing in concentration and bracing for expected pain. A small stone, smooth and plucked from the river, trembled on the floor of the vivarium. Smoothly, it raised without interruption, as if lifted by an invisible hand. The subject''s brow cleared and her eyes grew brighter.
"It¡it doesn''t hurt!" she breathed. Her thin lips twitched as if too frightened to dare a smile and green-gold eyes remained fixed on the stone. As did Mezhan Kwaad''s delighted gaze, as did Nen Yim''s own wonderment. The Force, demonstrated baldly. The thing many warriors feared and other Shapers jealously sought.
"You are without fear. When you have no fear, pain has no purchase, for the Gods smile on you."
Nen Yim glanced to the spineray''s adjustor, seeing that all the settings had been switched off. The ''Gods'' indeed did smile, when the organism buried into the meat of the subject''s brain was told not to excruciate her when her ''false'' memories were accessed.
"If I don''t fear¡" the subject echoed, a strange look twisting her face. To Nen Yim''s left, flashes of light flickered across a facsimile of the subject''s brain, rendered by an everted stul-villip. The semi-transparent gelatin wobbled as it matched what the spineray sensed. Neural activity was increasing. Long term memory was stirring.
"She''s remembering more," Nen Yim muttered, watching the stul-villip display closely.
Within the vivarium the subject lowered the stone down again and exhaled a shaky breath.
"I did it."
"You did. Wonderful, Riina. Most wonderful." Mezhan stroked the subject''s scalp again, then stood. From the corner of her eye, Nen Yim caught the subject''s expression as her Master rose to her feet. There was a moment when Mezhan could not see the subject''s face. A moment when the Human''s eyes flashed with hate, when her lip curled and hands tensed into claws.
Then it was gone again, so fast that Nen Yim might have only imagined it. The subject watched Mezhan open the vivarium membrane and step through, sealing it again behind her with a look that approached loss and loneliness. There were no flickers across the amygdala.
"Ah, my apprentice. Another cycle of Shaping awaits us. Our Holy duties never end."
"Yes, Master," Nen Yim agreed.
They went from the jungle to sudden cleared spaces. The underbrush and trees simply stopped, truncated sharply as though some enormous gardener had gone along and plucked them up like weeds. Anakin almost stumbled in surprise, but kept up with Vua''s steady jog.
"These are the working fields," Vua told him. "Where Shamed and slaves labor." The fields ran far and wide, pushing back the jungle around the tall coral walls of the Vong compound. The damuteks, as Vua called them. Each one was a sort of citadel-town all in one. Again, the world felt upended and wrong. It wasn''t just the waist-high grains and other strange plants that threw him off - though they were bizarre to see so rapidly cover what had just been lawns and training spaces when last he''d seen them - but again, the heart-aching gap in the evening sky where the Temple should be.
The setting sun caught along the coral walls, throwing long and dark shadows that stretched out into the fields like fingers. Figures moved in the distance, already clustering around small, domed structures near the damutek. Another distant boom of a bolt shell echoed out behind them. Zal was continuing to make a ruckus and on the horizon, a small, dark shape scooted across the sky, heading out into the jungle.
Vua slowed his pace, until they were walking swiftly through the grain. He peeled open a pouch, rooting around inside it, before producing a small bead of coral.
"Here," the Vong pressed it into Anakin''s hand and he studied it. It was pale and looked dry, like a bone that had been left out in the sun. Peering close, the small fleck of coral didn''t have the sheen that caught the setting sun like the damutek had. It was a dome about the size of his smallest fingernail with a tiny spike projecting from the flat side. "Place it on your temple."
"Why do you even have a dead slave seed?"
"I have live surge seeds to restrain new slaves. This one has expired. Life ends. You ask pointless questions."
"I''m asking because this is my butt on the line." He turned the seed over in his palm. Memories of the knurled, knobbly growths on the Obroan slaves rose painfully. Vomar, asking to be remembered, before he spent his life against the warriors. He wanted to remind Vua that if this was all an elaborate and deranged trap, that Zal would kill him if Anakin didn''t. Distantly, he supposed he should probably have more of a problem with threatening death on people.
It didn''t seem that important right now.
He pressed the coral to his forehead. There was a brief prick of pain, like a needle, then a pinch. He tugged at it - it pulled on his skin, already attached.
"So how would I even know if this was alive?"
"It would bore through your skull. The pain would be exquisite."
Anakin shuddered.
"Uh. Sure."
A few figures, far distant, stopped, then began to make their way through the fields toward them.
"I think we''ve been noticed."
Vua nodded slowly.
"Good. If the coral prickles, pretend pain. If it causes actual pain, pretend to die."
"Wait, it still works?"
"It was not Shaped by children. It retains some function. You will need to know when you are commanded, idiot."
Then Vua slapped him across the face. There was no warning; the Vong simply moved in one fluid motion. Anakin stumbled back, tasting iron in his mouth. His hand went to his belt - where there was no lightsaber. His cheek, numb, flared hot.
"Sithspawn! What the hell was that for!"
Vua glared at him.
"Are you a slave, or a Jeedai? When a slave is struck, he cowers. A Jeedai fights back."
Deep breath in, deep breath out. This was what he''d agreed to. This was the best way to get in to find Tahiri. He needed Vua. Anakin repeated those like a mantra.
"Anything else I should know?" he asked dryly.
"Do not speak back. Avert your eyes. Do as commanded as soon as commanded. You have no name and you are of no importance. Do not be noticed."
"That''s great. How are we supposed to meet up again?"
Vua extended a hand high - not quite waving, but clearly signaling. The distant figures began to lope towards them.
"I will seek you out. Now be silent. Look simple. I will say that you are damaged by your implant. These things happen. It will deflect attention further."
When the coming figures were close enough to make out as two warriors and a third Vong wearing a simple loincloth, Vua muttered under his breath something Anakin didn''t follow, then shoved him to the ground. Anakin let him, going to his knees, surrounding by rustling, shifting grain. It was just short enough to reach his chin as he knelt, some of it smashed down by their passage. The Vong, when they were close enough, shouted some sort of greeting. Vua responded.
Anakin didn''t understand a word of it.
He kept his eyes downcast, but tensed. Vua and the others spoke back and forth, quick sentences bit out in their own tongue. At least the tone was evident. The welcoming party sounded almost bored. Vua had the same sour, sneering tone he always had. The warriors stopped a few strides away and Anakin fought down the spike of adrenaline. He''d never been so close to a warrior before in a situation that wasn''t life or death. It felt alien. Wrong, to be so close to the vonduun-clad Vong and their amphistaves and beetles without his lightsaber in hand or a blaster at the ready.
"You! Slave! Stand!"
Anakin scrambled to his feet, trying to look uncoordinated. The two warriors were still speaking with Vua, punctuated by gestures toward the jungle. Their amphistaves remained curled around their exposed biceps - both warriors wore a strange sort of armor that Anakin hadn''t seen before. It looked cut down, covering only their torsos to leave arms and legs bare. A dress-down armor, maybe? Some other type? The Vong who addressed him, though, was like those he''d seen fishing. No scars or tattoos to be seen anywhere. He looked frighteningly Human, aside from the eye sacs, elongated head and rangier build.
"This one will oversee your tasking. Follow." The Vong spun on their heel and stalked off. Anakin hesitated - glancing toward Vua, whose attention was entirely on the two warriors he was speaking with.
"Slave!" repeated the unadorned Vong. "Follow!"
One of the warriors laughed as Anakin stumbled forward. Vua said something else and he felt three pairs of eyes watch him.
"Vua Rapuung said you were damaged. Do not delay my tasking, slave, or I will kill you here and now." Anakin kept a step back from the Vong. Should a slave follow behind? Or walk in front? The hells was the etiquette? He chanced a glance back, saw that one of the warriors had decided to continue on toward the edge of the jungle, fingering a now-alert amphistaff. Vua and other still spoke, punctuated with gestures by the former, the latter listening with arms crossed. No violence so far. No alarms. He couldn''t imagine the Vong, at any level, being comfortable letting a Jedi walk around like this.
He let himself feel a dash of optimism. Maybe it could work.
"I am Varuud Kwaad. Do not dirty your mouth with my name. I will take you to the executor, who will assign you. Wander away from your tasking again, slave, and you will die. Vua Rapuung said you are of the latest stock. Ignorance is not an excuse. The True Gods demand rightful obedience. Do you understand?"
The coral at his forehead prickled and he saw the Vong, saw ''Varuud Kwaad'' fiddle with something in his hand. The prickle was uncomfortable, like a muscle spasm, but it didn''t hurt. Anakin let out a groan and trembled, stumbling for a moment until the prickle went away. Varuud seemed satisfied.
The Vong led Anakin right up to the mouth of the damutek. The coral walls, several stories tall, loomed overhead. Some sort of organic membrane bunched up around the rim of the circular opening, like lips peeled back. The sun hung on the edge of the horizon. Bored warriors flanked the entrance as other Workers and slaves filtered through. Varuud led him in. Just like that, Anakin entered the domain of the Shapers.
Inside, Anakin got a much better understanding of the place in just a few minutes following in Varuud''s wake. His skin prickled in such close proximity to so many Vong, but he wasn''t the only Human or denizen of the Galaxy around. There were dozens, if not hundreds. All had their eyes downcast and heads bowed and they wore a broad variety of clothing. Scraps of tunics and other normal gear, some in just the simple living loincloths like Varuud wore, others in nearly-pristine jumpsuits like his own. A cross-section of the Galaxy, plucked up, implanted, and enslaved. He could sense them even more clearly now and one and all, there was an ache of hopelessness and sorrow. Some looked dead-eyed, just shifting from task to task, while others seemed more alert. Those buried a glimmer of hope for escape and it was from those that Anakin''s thoughts turned over and latched onto another avenue. Like the Obroan slaves, they all had coral to control them, but these slaves had much, much clearer and less staticky, damaged presences in the Force. The coral was smaller and neater too, looking more like a tiny restraining bolt than the more grotesque growths he''d seen in the past.
Vua claimed there wasn''t a yammosk, which meant that the coral had to be controlled by hand, probably, maybe by a biot. Varuud had used something to make Anakin''s implant react, though he hadn''t gotten a clear look. Maybe, like Obroa Skai, he could prompt an uprising? There were definitely a lot of slaves in here, though not enough to outnumber the Vong entirely.
Even as he thought it, the idea made him ill. Vomar and the slaves on Obroa Skai were already dying. That''s what the Bimm had used to find the strength. They knew they were going to die, either from overwork, sport, or the imprecise implants in their brains. That was a sacrifice that was their decision to make, to choose to die on their terms and not the Yuuzhan Vong''s. Anakin couldn''t ask these slaves to fight and die just for him and Tahiri. He couldn''t rally them up and sacrifice their lives - he''d be no better than the Vong to just use them and toss them aside. Worse, he couldn''t even promise salvation.
The Thunderhawk could fit a dozen, maybe two dozen, but that was it. And no rescue could be bet on to come either.
No. He set it from his thoughts, shaking his head. It would be worth it to talk to some of the other slaves, but unless he could promise them real, actual rescue, it just wouldn''t be right to light that hope in them.
The damutek compound was, like they had seen, shaped like a many-rayed star. The outer walls were very thick, thick enough he bet there were passages and chambers inside, and rose at least three stories from the ground. The interior, bounded by the wall, bore an orderly layout of domed buildings that Vua called ''grashals''. Technically, the actual damutek was the tall, plant-like bulb that loomed large in the center of the compound, but the whole structure was usually just referred to by the same name. It was that central living building that housed all the Shapers, housed Tahiri, and was what ''sprouted'' like a plant to grow the walls surrounding it, the grashals themselves, and all the rest needed for a working ''town''.
The damutek itself rose half the height of the Great Temple and was nearly as broad at the base. He saw Vong entering and leaving hatches that sighed open and puckered closed. None stayed open for any length of time; security was definitely tight.
And he could feel Tahiri. More nebulous, more distant, but that part of his brain for her knew she was near. Like a compass, dragging his attention again and again toward the hulking damutek and its living walls. She was there. Right there! Right inside!
I''m here, Tahiri. I''m coming for you.
No response, not this time, but he felt a little warmth wash back from her. That alone was enough to almost make him sob in relief. She''d been quiet the past few days. Even a little bit was a splash of water in the desert.
Varuud led him past a few pits dug into the ground and the smell coming from them made him retch. He caught a glimpse in one and wished he hadn''t.
Corpses. Disjointed and piled corpses. Insects buzzed.
His coral prickled again and Anakin feigned discomfort.
"Unless you wish to join them, move with purpose," Varuud hissed.
"I obey," Anakin mumbled, trying to match the way Vua spoke. Varuud''s eyes narrowed but he nodded, seemingly satisfied.
A grashal beside the damutek was their destination and Varuud came up short before it. He genuflected, bowing low with Anakin following suit just a moment later. There was a warrior guarding the open entrance. Like the other two, he had the same sort of half-crab on. Varuud and the warrior gabbled at one another for a moment, then the warrior nodded sharply and stepped into the grashal. He returned with a tall and spindly looking Vong with a sort of hungry look, clad in a shockingly vibrant robe that dangled with tassels and wrapped around his frame.
"I will speak the infidel tongue, so I will not repeat myself. Slave, your tasking?"
Anakin wet his lips.
"I was with Vua Rapuung, uh, Great One." What had Vua been doing? Fishing. "We were catching fish."
The Vong, the executor, sighed.
"I do not recall such a tasking. But I believe that Vua Rapuung would need assistance even to catch fish. Very well. Slave, you will report to Remog Kwaad. Varuud Kwaad, you will as well. The lambent harvest approaches and it has been generous. More hands are needed."
The Vong sounded bored. Like an overworked supervisor which, Anakin supposed, he actually was. It was frightfully mundane. Even the executor''s tattoos and scarifications looked almost pedestrian compared to those of warriors. His face was inked with whorls of acid green and pink, that intertwined and wove into knots and twists. Raised scars formed orderly grids across his cheeks and a few piercings seemed to grow out of his lip and ear. The executor sighed again.
"I suppose Vua Rapuung will be reporting to me as well."
"Yes, Executor," Varuud replied.
"The Gods punish me. Varuud, see to it that the slave is given a tizowyrm."
"At once, Executor."
The executor waved them away, turning on his heel and vanishing back into the grashal.
Tarkin''s teeth! Anakin followed Varuud again, but this time had to fight to keep a grin from his face. It was working. It was working.
Nas Choka prosecuted the Hutts with a dogged persistence that pared away layers of resistance each and every day. Nal Hutta, the Glorious Jewel, had fallen almost immediately. Nar Shadaa, the dark mirror to Coruscant, an insult in every shape to the Yuuzhan Vong, became a training ground for the capital. On every front, the Kajidics were pushed back. The losses were brutal and costly. The Yuuzhan Vong drums of war pounded and pounded loudly.
Now the Hutts had been pushed back into the Bootana, the ancient seat of the species besieged on all sides. Already there had been punctures and sallies into the entrenched sphere of space. Some lesser throneworlds already burned. Their backs to the wall, the Hutts fought with a ferocity and doggedness that would have shocked the rest of the Galaxy, had any news of it been able to leak out through the Yuuzhan Vong blockade.
As Malik Carr did in the North, so did Nas Choka do in the south and east. The Hutts were a lesser concern, a small faction in truth, but they occupied a particular position on the flanks of the advance. Battleplan Coruscant progressed at the Warmaster''s tasking. The flanks must be made secure. Malik Carr worked to defang the Exiled Imperium, or at the least, stopper them up. For Nas Choka, there was no expectation to merely blockade the Hutts within their ancient territories. They could, and would, be conquered entirely.
The Supreme Commander played his cards superlatively. Losses had been minimal. The Hutts were decadent and effete, spoiled by their long influence. True war was alien to them. By the time they realized their double- and triple-dealing was over, coral warships already darkened the skies over key worlds.
All Nas Choka needed was time.
The Taldik Suggaja Nebula spanned several lightyears on the edge of the Bootana. A navigational hazard as well as a celestial marvel, the nebula acted as both a natural landmark and a bulwark shielding that section of the Bootana. Rich in xircxonium and cuprine, the Taldik Suggaja was a marble of greens and reds, ranging into pink and brilliant lime. A handful of young stars lived within the nebula, their light creating the iconic inner glow that gave the nebula its name: the Sparkling Eye.
For as long as the Hutts had been spacefaring, the Taldik Suggaja had seen adventurers, trailblazers and prospectors navigate its treacherous gravitational winds and mass-shadow shears. In a few tens of millions of years, most of the matter would accrete and clear the spaceways, but until then, the Taldik Suggaja was not unlike the Deep Core in miniature. Only the Hutts knew the secret ways through the nebula, or the hidden worlds delightfully rich in minerals rained from the gauzy, celestial clouds.
Unfortunately for the Hutts, the finely honed senses of a dovin basal could sniff out and even shape their own passage through treacherous environs. The Taldik Suggaja was breached for the very first time, as Nas Choka sent expeditionary fleets piercing through the shimmering veil to strike the Bootana from unexpected angles.
Within the nebula, washed by its mineral-rich gales, the Supreme Commander found another boon. The hungry living ships of his command, usually succored by feed-stock shipped up from worlds, could extend baleen-filters and graze on the hearty winds of the Taldik Suggaja to restore magma, plasmic reactants and other necessities.
Thus it was that the Horde of Lashing Tentacles Tipped With Endless Blades found respite, sprawling dozens of miid ro''ik, frigate-analogues, battlecruisers and more across thousands of square kilometers. Hungry and tired, the warships drank deep. Warriors unshouldered their burdens and found moments for prayer and reflection. Shapers attended wounds and battle-damage. Yorik coral grew and restored itself, patching wounds.
A quarter of Nas Choka''s total forces, under the command of Warleader Lus Choka, rested in the safety of the Taldik Suggaja.
The slaves, workers, and Shamed Ones lived outside the walls of the damutek compound, of course. Varuud led Anakin back out, whistling and gathering a few other slaves along the way. A Rodian, a Weequay and two Humans. They shambled along next to Anakin, backs bent. He tried not to look at them. He should. He should talk to them, ask them their names, where they were from, if they had family, or younglings.
He couldn''t save them. But he was a Jedi. This was what he was for. What he wanted to be; a hero. Jacen tried. Jacen failed. But how could he go and find Tahiri and whisk her away and leave all the rest? She was his friend. His best friend. The other half, the one that made the universe make sense.
Anakin grit his teeth and didn''t have to pretend to feel the same hopelessness as the other slaves. None of them spoke.
Varuud led them back out, to the shantytown of tiny, shell-like shelters hugging the walls of the compound. They were all tiny, barely tall enough for a being to stand upright in, and Anakin would bet that trying to lay down and sleep in there would be cramped and uncomfortable.
"Remog Kwaad will summon you at dawn. Sleep." Varuud turned and stalked away. The four other slaves shuffled off, toward random domiciles. Were they assigned? Did he just choose whichever?
"Excuse me," Anakin muttered to the Weequay, who was still closest. "Which one should I use?"
The Weequay, whose craggy features only served the exaggerate the stress lines on his face, shrugged.
"The sithspawned scarheads don''t care. So we don''t either. They don''t even care if we run off. Jungle''ll kill us, if the warriors don''t for sport." He shook his head. "At least here there''s a roof over our heads, and some kind of food."
The Weequay turned away, but Anakin called after him.
"I''m Bail Lars. What''s your name?"
He didn''t turn back.
"Slave," he said.
Ralroost was first from hyperspace. The Bothan Assault Cruiser, a slate-grey, blocky vessel that oozed warlike intent, was, for a long moment, all alone. Sniffers and observers sounded alarms. Blaze-bugs fell out of nesting alcoves, fluttering across command grottos to form the new contact. The Yuuzhan Vong fleet woke slowly, surprise rippling across shipmasters and commanders. Warleader Lus Choka stared, slack-jawed, at the arrival.
Then came Waste Not, then Judiciar, then Sunrise over Belderone, then Mhshtfl and Abraxes Ultimate and another and another, more and more. Entire squadrons of capital ships, stacks of escorts, wings of starfighters. First Battlegroup poured out of hyperspace from Coreward, spilling out of hidden ways known only to the privileged of the Kajidics.
Aboard Ralroost, Admiral Kre''fey, nonchalant, buffed his nails against his flightsuit and observed a sprawling field of false asteroids.
"First Battlegroup, target designations incoming. Focus fire, cover your partners. We''ve trained for this. We''re ready for this. Let''s kick them out of our galaxy."
Thumps of too-close magma missile detonations shook the Roost. They barely registered in Jaina''s awareness as she leaned forward, hands planted on the table-sized holocaster. The display was enormous and the detail exacting; only the best for the flagship''s strategic amphitheater. Desks and workstations climbed up in three tiers toward the domed ceiling. The lights were cast low, bringing out the detail in the holocaster even further. Captain Winger paced, eyes flicking back and forth, while Kenth Hamner sat at the base of one of the three stairways that gave access to the tiers.
Tiny icons of friendly and hostile starships coasted through the air. They shaded through colors, indicating battle-damage and morale. So far, First Battlegroup was tearing into the Vong armada. They''d caught them refueling and rearming, just like the intelligence indicated. Elements of First Fleet moved in hunter-killer packs. Centered on a trio of cruisers, they ganged up on sluggish miid ro-iks that struggled to respond. Coralskippers dumped into space formed into hasty pairs and squadrons, but were hounded by the fighter wings led by Rogue Squadron.
Quiet chatter filled the auditorium, tuned just low enough to make out the active comms of the battlespace.
They were hunting yammosks.
According to her Uncle, the way he had caught the one on Obroa-skai was to Gammorean-back along the link they held to slaves until he found the monster itself. He''d said that the sense was diffuse and vague and took almost all his focus and effort to pin down. Anakin, by contrast, had simply melded with Luke and then did whatever he did to kill the thing.
They''d tried to sense slaves aboard the Vong ships as soon as they exited hyperspace, to no avail. That was expected, though. There''d never been indications that the Vong employed them in that way. The next option was to try to sense the chazrach, except that with how stifled the reptoids were and how much the battlespace was filled with emotions running hot and hard, that was probably a fool''s gamble too.
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That left what they''d expected in the first place. Watch the movements of the Vong fleet and try to narrow down where the yammosk might be. The hunter-killer packs were to help with that. Yammosks were a precious resource and the Vong guarded them to the death. The idea, Colonel Hamner said, was that NRI figured if one was threatened enough, the Vong might act out of the ordinary to defend it. So they would apply pressure across the Vong fleet, digging into the orderly anchorage of rocky starships and see where the scarheads flinched.
Except, they weren''t. The hologram Jaina studied showed something she hadn''t seen before.
The Yuuzhan Vong were in disarray. Coralskippers formed motley little groups, but none of that uncanny swirling coordination shone through. Cruiser analogues fought alone, like duellists, instead of as a united front like they always did. She watched as Imprecator, an old Star Destroyer, managed to cut a frigate analogue off from its fellows. It died alone, almost flailing out in vain confusion.
It wasn''t a small armada. First Battlegroup basically matched the tonnage, which on any other day, would have been a rout for the Navy. You didn''t match the Yuuzhan Vong''s strength, you had to come down hard with a hammerblow three to four times as heavy as the fleet you faced. But now capital ships exchanged fire with miid ro''ik cruisers and while she saw slashes of red and yellow that indicated shields were down and armor was taking plasma, they weren''t being mauled.
The Vong couldn''t have been that caught off guard, could they? Sure, they were refueling and didn''t expect to get jumped in a place where supposedly only the Hutts could go, but to be this confused?
"There''s no yammosk," Winger said first, voicing Jaina''s deepening suspicion. "Jaina, you know what I''m seeing. Colonel, there''s no ''spool up'' time for a yammosk. The krakana are either awake and giving you absolute hell, or they aren''t there. There''s no reason for them to be taking these kinds of losses." Winger gestured and the hologram zoomed in to a bundle of icons that made Jaina''s heart beat faster. The Rogues.
Colonel Darklighter, with Major Forge on his wing, ripped through a cloud of coralskippers that barely seemed to register them. The other Rogues were dancing and reaping an incredible toll.
That could be me. I could be matching Colonel Fel''s count.
The ''skips should swirl like hiving insects and gut the daring Rogues for being so overextended. Instead, they died. Over and over.
"Look at that. Colonel, there''s no yammosk."
It wasn''t all a rout. Cruiser analogues were forming up on battlecruisers, forming pockets of resistance that beat back hunter-killer packs and left not a few cap ships burning in space. A flight of B-Wings was jumped and barely managed to escape the mauling, limping back to cover of friendly Lancer cruisers at barely half strength.
Ralroost''s hangar was about six minutes away, through the main turbolift¡
Colonel Hamner pinched at his lip, frowning.
"This makes no sense. Even if they thought they were safe, we''ve never seen a Vong fleet without one. And with this many ships doing resupply, they would be crazy not to have coordination."
"Maybe it''s holding back?"
"Why? We''re hitting them hard, but this is far from a done-deal. It would tip the scales back in their favor, easy."
Jaina blocked out the other two Jedi''s debate, taking a deep breath and focusing. Tactics and strategy weren''t her thing, but after flying with the Rogues in the biggest war the Galaxy had seen in generations, one tended to pick up a thing or two. Major Varth had made noises about sending Jaina to an accelerator officer candidacy program - ignoring that she was an officer, technically - but the demands of the war had nixed that until she''d been spaced.
There was a lot here that was new. They''d never seen Yuuzhan Vong ships at anchor like this before. They''d never seen how they resupplied; NRI would be scouring nebulas now. Maybe this was normal? Maybe yammosks had to be ''taken offline'' like a normal computer to recharge and rest. They were alive, after all. Maybe they had to sleep? Maybe they''d caught one while it was still snoozing off the last clash with the Hutts, and now the Vong were scrambling to adapt without it.
"We can''t give up," she said suddenly. Hamner and Winger both quieted and looked her way. "There has to be one here. I think we should go ahead with the meld and look for it anyway."
There were mats set aside, comfortable and ready for three Jedi to meditate on. It was too late to launch and chase the Rogues anyway. Damn it all, but Jaina would do something. The three Jedi sunk down, cross-legged. Jaina had the experience. She reached out, careful, touching on the Colonel''s orderly, lockbox mind. Captain Winger was like a filing cabinet stuffed full. Orderly on the outside, disarray inside. The Force rallied to Jaina, and the three opened eyes that didn''t see the auditorium around them.
Grab. Wiggle. Pull. Repeat.
What constituted weeds and what did not was beyond him. All the plants were strange, even the ones that supervising Workers directed him and the other work cadre to winnow out. The ''produce'' itself were tall and richly green stalks, heavy with thick, velvet-skinned bulbs that dangled heavily from beneath thick, frond-like leaves. They had strict instructions not to jostle the fruits. One slave who had clumsily bumped one and knocked it loose had writhed and shrieked on the ground for almost a minute, chastised by the nearest Worker.
He''d tried to soothe their pain, at least a little. At least he got a look at the palm-sized control biot the Worker held. She''d pointed it at the slave and fiddled with it. A living equivalent of a restraining bolt remote. That it was being used on a sapient being turned his stomach.
Grab. Wiggle. Pull. Repeat.
Vua had found him in the dead of night. Anakin had found one of the little shell houses that had only two other occupants jammed in. They hadn''t spoken, just made a little room for him, and he hadn''t wanted to break that silence. The guilt tugged at him. He should''ve talked to them. Reassured them. Something.
He''d called out Vua, after the Vong pulled him out by the arm, barking nonsense commands. The tizowyrm in Anakin''s ear translated, the disgusting fleshy worm vibrating against his eardrum to create the right sounds in Basic.
"Vua Rapuung. You''re a Shamed One."
Of course, Vua had slapped him again. Anakin didn''t know if there were eyes watching, so he took the blow and stumbled.
Shamed Ones, as it turned out - because there were more than a few sleeping in amongst the slaves - were Yuuzhan Vong like Vua. Well, not insane, bloodthirsty and crude, though he couldn''t entirely be sure of that, but rather, ones who had that same sickly, rotting look that Vua did. Their implants were festering and oozing and their tattoos were scabbed up and infected. Varuud had turned his head and spat when they passed one on the way to meet their ''supervisor''.
"With every breath you insult. Is this is a skill of the Jeedai, or are you unique?"
"Hit me again and you''ll regret it," Anakin said softly.
"Then hold your tongue and I will not need to!"
They''d argued, back and forth, until Vua finally relented and explained just what a Shamed One was.
They were exactly as the title implied.
Their implants that marked ascension failed. Their tattoos didn''t take. Their body healed scars poorly. They were seen as cursed by the Gods, rejected by all the rites the Vong held sacred. They were lowest of the low, spurned and sneered at by every single other caste, even the Workers. Only slaves and infidel were lower. Even chazrach might attain higher rank.
Vua was tightlipped about anything beyond that. Anakin wasn''t stupid. A Vong like him, a clearly capable warrior, now Shamed? It didn''t take a genius to figure out just what the ''revenge'' he was obsessed with was. It actually settled his trust in the Vong, finally. Sure, he''d proven himself in protecting Anakin after he''d been shot, he hadn''t stuck a living slave-seed on him and he''d gotten him into the compound, but there was still that nagging worry that he might just flip on them.
But if being Shamed was as distasteful and cursed as Vua made it out to be? Well, it definitely meant that hand-delivering a Jedi wouldn''t be enough to wipe that out, otherwise he was sure Vua would have handed Anakin over, gift-wrapped. So he could trust in Vua''s hatred.
Groaning, pausing just a moment to stretch and roll his shoulders, Anakin shifted onto the next row of plants, reaching for another weed with dirty, scratched fingers.
"Tonight I will surveil," Vua promised. "The idiots are lax. They do not fear Jeedai. They say they are driving them deep into the jungle. They say they hunt the Aistarteez."
"Tonight? Then tomorrow we get Tahiri?"
"Perhaps."
Enough was enough. He met Vua''s dark, hooded eyes and didn''t look away. In the red yavinlight, the Vong looked like a monster out of myth.
"No. Tomorrow. Whether you''re ready or not."
Vua hissed through teeth.
"Very well. We die gloriously, if that is your wish."
At least the Shamed One hadn''t been wasting time. He''d checked the damutek, and found he still had access to it. He had been granted it to take out the trawler-beast that they had found him on and no one had seen fit to revoke it. With passion in his eyes, he relayed a new idea to Anakin. With his access, he could convince one of the damutek roots to relax its filtration membranes. At Anakin''s confusion, he explained.
The damutek had roots that dug deep into Yavin, but it had others that ran like arteries to the river, which dumped out waste-water from the damutek. Normally, porous membranes kept out any local fauna that might want to swim up the current. If they were opened, then a being that could breathe underwater¡or perhaps hold their breath for a protracted time¡could make their way up the root.
To emerge, Vua said with relish, from the succession pool in the center of the damutek itself.
He''d laughed. The mental image it gave Anakin was sublime. Zal, in his scout-armor, bolter and sword in hand, bursting out of what was supposed to be a calm, quiet pool right in the middle of whatever Shapers and Workers were there.
So it would be today. One way or another, Tahiri would be free. She''d be safe. And every single Vong that hurt her would pay for it.
Anakin yanked more weeds and let that thought keep him going.
The subject had been quiescent for several days. She spoke when spoken to, but otherwise sat listless and empty-eyed, staring off into space at something no one else could see. She did not rage or spit insults.
"We are breaking through," her Master assured Nen Yim.
They had to employ the spineray only occasionally. Selectively, now, they could censor particular memories that the subject tried to access. They selected for those that activated the reward circuit, that released bonding hormones. These would be the memories of those she was most friendly with. The conditioning was easy: override the positive recollections with pain, skewing the subject further and further away from her old life with each memory.
Other memories, which the subject drew on when they asked her to demonstrate the Force, were allowed to be pain-free. It was the teachings of the Jeedai that they wished to preserve. More ideally, they would remove all unwanted memories and personality entirely, leaving at truly blank slate, but even in the perfectly understood psyche of the Chosen People, such a thing was fraught with hazards at best.
In a Human, only newly mapped, it was much more likely to kill the subject.
Midday slipped past, sacs of sweet broth brought by workers to sate their appetites. Mezhan Kwaad brought one in to the subject and both Master and Adept watched with pride as the subject reflexively knew how to coax the sac to release its contents. The subject sipped without disgust, when only a week previous, she had railed and screamed and hurled a similar offering to splatter against the vivarium membrane.
"The procedural memories adhered most easily," Mezhan commented as they enjoyed their meal. "I believe that with further Shapings, that it would be most ideal to implant the procedural first, then episodic."
"It is a useful substrate," Nen Yim agreed. "It helps to convince the subject of our truth."
"Quite so. If she was not always of the Chosen People, then how else would she know so easily to speak our tongue, to use our blessed creations?" It was a rhetorical question, and Nen Yim did not answer. To her surprise, Mezhan set her meal aside and produced a small, slender spur. Its like were used as simple tools for cutting and other menial labor. The biot took the shape of a long talon, anchored by a toothed band at the base. Even slaves could use such a thing, and often did.
"Riina," Mezhan called, stepping up the the vivarium membrane. It flicked aside and the subject raised her eyes, still sipping at her broth.
"Master Mezhan," she said. Nen Yim could still not quite tell the tone when the subject spoke. Sometimes she heard tones of disrespect, sometimes she spoke flatly and without inflection, yet sometimes there was something there akin to love.
"Do you know what this is?" She knelt beside the subject, holding out the talon. Gingerly, the subject took it with her free hand, turning it this way and that.
"It is a hook-spur. It is used in harvesting of fruits and in tasks that require cutting."
"Good, Riina. This is a special hook-spur. Most are bred to never harm one of us. Slaves cannot turn them against their masters. But this one is most ferocious." Mezhan took it back, and pricked her finger with it. Black blood shone. "You try."
She handed it back and the subject did the same. Red blood beaded.
A complex emotion rippled across the subject''s face. Her lips twisted, her nose wrinkled, her eyes narrowed. Then she relaxed. Mezhan tapped at her own forehead. There, three scars, parallel, rose from her brow.
"We in Domain Kwaad bear this mark. When the Jeedai stole you away, they ruined the body the Gods gave you. They took from you the mark of your Domain." Mezhan guided the subjects hands, gently putting the sac of broth aside. She slid the hook-talon onto one finger, where the toothed band tightened. The talon stood out proud and sharp.
"Mark yourself again, child. Remember more who you are."
"The task is simple. With the talon, you pierce the husk, like so."
As Yavin''s primary reached the apex of the sky, a Shamed One found Anakin where he sweated away among the rows of produce. Uunu, she introduced herself as, even asked him his name. Where her arms and legs were bare, exposed by her robe-skin, he didn''t see a single mark or failed implant. She led him back to the front of the field, far back to where he had started earlier. There, she produced a small, blade-like biot and handed it to him, explaining its function.
She was a lambent-harvester, and she had a quota to make.
And so, just like that, she simply selected a slave and tasked him along.
Uunu took one of the round, velvet-skinned fruits in her hand and gently, slowly rubbed the velvet petals off. She seemed distracted as she did so, her fingers working carefully. With the petal stripped away, a thick, rough husk was revealed, which she jabbed with the talon anchored to her thumb. It pierced in, then she sawed it, splitting the husk until a round crystal roughly the size of a small datacube popped out, coated with a milky, sticky sap. Incredibly, Anakin could hear the thing. A quiet, gentle peeping that took him a moment to realize he wasn''t hearing with his ears, but rather in his head. It wasn''t the Force, it didn''t have the crisp clarity. It was something more like through an old and distant comlink.
"I will prepare the lambents. You will follow behind and remove them from their husks." He had a living bag, which had wrapped tendrils around his waist and now, unsettlingly, kept twitching where it rested against his thigh. She dropped the one she had plucked into the bag, where its ''voice'' diminished somewhat.
It was rote, but it was far better than weeding. Uunu stayed a plant or two ahead of him, methodically and gently preparing each lambent fruit. Anakin split each one, carefully sawing the husks in two, then catching the crystal and dropping it into his bag. A breeze worked through the field as they worked, leaves slipping and sliding against each other with a sound like whispers.
"What are they?" he finally asked, after some time.
"I said. They are lambents." she brushed petals from another, then peered at him over her shoulder. Suspicion clouded her face. "Why do you ask, Bail Lars?"
He wasn''t sure. Maybe it was the silence all day, maybe it was the increasing agitation growing in the back of his mind. Maybe it was that Uunu had actually asked his name. Maybe it was because with each that Uunu prepared, the quiet little peeping grew a little louder as his bag grew heavier.
"I''ve never seen them before."
"Of course not. You are an infidel. When would you?"
He shrugged. Uunu continued to work.
"I have not spoken with an infidel before," she continued.
"There''s a lot of us around here," Anakin retorted.
"Do not be impertinent. My tasks have never brought me near slaves."
"Well, I guess there''s a first time."
Another few minutes passed.
"Lambents are used for controlling superorganisms. Like those of the spacegoing sort. Or as light sources."
He started, not expecting her to speak again.
"Oh. But why can I hear them?"
Uunu scoffed.
"I said they are used for control. How can they function if a pilot cannot make his will known?"
So it wasn''t just Anakin. And it definitely wasn''t the Force. He peeled back the husks of a few more, enough lambents now in his bag to clatter. They also didn''t just make noise when Uunu prepared them; he slowly realized the entire field was whispering quietly. It clicked; he''d been hearing it all day, but had dismissed it as the wind, or something like it. It was so quiet, just on the edge of his senses. Those that Uunu prepared, they grew more distinct, but somehow more distant at the same time.
It reminded him of nothing else but the sense of the yammosk. That strange other, that tickled and poked at his brain. Uncle Luke had to pin down the war coordinator through the chazrach and the slaves, but these things, Anakin could hear them immediately. Was Uunu attuning to them, somehow? Making them more sensitive to Yuuzhan Vong, and not so much Humans or other beings? They might even be a relative of the yammosk.
The thought struck him. Could he attune to one? Uunu was just gently peeling away the petals, but that seemed like it was all it took.
The connections unfurled in his head. These lambent, they helped control ships. They did it with telepathy, with the Yuuzhan Vong who piloted them. But if Anakin could hear the lambents, but the lambents could also hear the Yuuzhan Vong.
Excitement bubbled up in his stomach. Uunu caught him grinning.
"What?" she asked, suspicious.
"Nothing, it''s just¡they''re kind of fascinating."
She still looked suspicious, narrowing her eyes.
"Yes. Well. The gifts of the Gods are miraculous."
After that, Uunu grew more and more talkative. A talkative Yuuzhan Vong. Yavin attracted all sorts, he supposed. She asked him where he came from; he spun up a tale about being part of a freighter crew that was taken in space. He told her about Coruscant and Corellia, where he was from, and she was almost morbidly fascinated by the idea of an entire world encased in technology. Disgusted, but fascinated. In return, she told him about worldships, which carried the Yuuzhan Vong between galaxies. They worked as they talked, and he was surprised when they finished the first entire row. His bag was heavy, clattering with lambents.
Uunu took it, placing it aside as it shut its own mouth tight. Handed him another. They continued.
"You know," Anakin said, in a lull. "There are a lot of uninhabited worlds out there. The New Republic would''ve given them to you."
"Why would we take them? The Gods decreed this galaxy would be ours. Why should we tolerate abominations in our home?"
"How do you know the Gods made this promise?"
She laughed - the first time he''d heard a Yuuzhan Vong laugh with humor and not murderous intent.
It was very strange.
"You are truly an infidel. Be careful who you wag that loose tongue around, or one less forgiving might take it." But her chiding was light. "The signs were many. The worldships began to die and there was much unrest among the Domains. Then, Lord Shimrra had a great vision. He saw a galaxy corrupted by heresy and infested by heathens, and he saw a great cleansing. The Priests were convinced, and in time the Warriors, then the Shapers, and in time all came to understand His great vision."
He tucked that name away for later.
"So it was a vision."
"So the Gods communicate," Uunu said gravely and made a gesture he didn''t catch.
"What about the Shamed Ones? Like you?"
"And Vua Rapuung? Yes, Bail Lars, I heard who returned with you. I would not listen to him. He is quite mad." Uunu paused, rocking back on her haunches to watch him as he worked through lambents, a few stalks behind her own progress. "Our Goddess, Yun-Shuno, has promised us great redemption here. What shape it takes, I do not know, but it is whispered and it is known."
He pried another few crystals out, then paused too to stretch and flick accumulated sap from his fingers and the claw.
"What happens when you aren''t Shamed?"
Uunu set her shoulders back with pride.
"My body will take implants again and I will no longer be casteless." She eyed him carefully. "Bail Lars, are you a Jeedai?"
The subject eyed the hook-spur. Her gaze flicked from the biot to Mezhan Kwaad''s marks and back again.
"It will hurt," she said.
"Pain is instructive. It will be the clean pain of cutting away the fake life the Jeedai enforced on you." The Master Shaper took the subject''s wrist gently, raising the hook-spur up until the tip pressed against the smooth skin of the subject''s forehead. "Come back to us, little Riina."
Anakin coughed, fumbling the lambent he''d just plucked from its husk. It dropped to the dirt between his feet.
"What?"
"Are you Jeedai? The question is simple."
"Why would you ask that? And if I was a Jedi, why would I be a captive?"
Uunu studied him. Her eyes were very blue, but a deeper, more oceanic blue than his own ice. Wind tousled her black hair, pulled back into a long tail.
"There is a Jeedai captive in the damutek-" Anakin''s heart skipped a beat "-and there are Jeedai loose in the jungle. You returned with Vua Rapuung last evening. There are some mutterings."
"Yeah, but the jungle isn''t here," he retorted.
"No. But you are a strange sort of slave. You speak back and you are too unbent."
Uunu wasn''t a warrior, and the others in the field were quite far away. The lambent plants came up to around shoulder height, each row thick enough to block sight. Squatting as they were, no one could see them. He didn''t want to hurt her - she''d treated him like an actual person. She was friendly, almost friendly enough to forget what she was. But he couldn''t be captured. His cover couldn''t be blown.
He noticed the set to her mouth. The way her gaze flicked away.
"You wanted me to be a Jedi," Anakin realized. "You''re disappointed I''m not."
"If you were Jeedai, you would have attacked me by now. You would have attacked last night. It as they say." She rose back to her feet, reaching for another lambent. Break time was over. Anakin grabbed another fruit, splitting it. "I would like to meet a Jeedai. The Warriors fear them and the Shapers squabble over them. I think if I were to find a Jeedai, perhaps Yun-Shuno might be moved to intercede on my behalf."
He thanked the Force that Vua didn''t agree with that idea.
"So it''s only this Yun-Shuno who can redeem you?"
"I have said so. Who else? Ah. You were with Vua Rapuung. I imagine he filled your ears with many things."
"I don''t think he accepts that he''s a Shamed One. He never admitted it to me."
Uunu shook her head.
"He is mad, as I have said. He blames not the Gods, but one of the Shapers. He tells all who will listen."
Click, click. More things slotted into place.
"A Shaper," he said, hoping to draw out more.
"Once he was a great warrior and Commander among his caste. Now he is no one and he is Shamed." Uunu shrugged. "He could not bear the dishonor, so he invents lies. He is not the only one to do so."
"But you don''t."
Uunu hissed, the first real anger she''d shown.
"I was born Shamed. The Gods made me this way, so the Gods must want for me to endure this disgrace. Thus; only the Gods can set me free. Enough. We have much more to do."
He chewed on that for a while, while Uunu grew quiet.
Nothing was simple with the Yuuzhan Vong. When he thought he began to understand them, they upended his ideas. Vua led him down one path of understanding, but now Uunu, in a few short hours, pulled him onto another. He could imagine sitting down at a cafe on Coruscant with her and discussing the philosophy of Jedi compared to her Gods. She was reasonable and well-spoken. How many Vong were like her? How many just accepted their lot in life and went with it, because the Gods said so?
"We make good time," Uunu said. "Your work is decent, for an infidel. I will meet my quota."
Anakin opened his mouth to reply when pain lanced through his skull. He gasped and fell to his knees, clutching at his forehead which surely had to be ripped open. It was the coral, it had to be - Vua said the pain would be unbearable; the Vong betrayed him, he sold him out and now Anakin would be captured - blood trickled hot and thick and he smelled it, hot and iron in his nose. Uunu called out a name that wasn''t his and Anakin doubled over.
His hands didn''t touch any blood. The coral moved with his skin as he moaned and pressed the heel of his hand against his forehead.
It wasn''t that. He''d been slashed from hairline to the bridge of his nose - but he hadn''t. Uunu''s hands grasped under his arms, tugging him upright. Woozy, he stumbled.
No. Not his head.
Tahiri''s.
The subject trembled, crimson blood flowing free and fast. Scalp wounds bled most fiercely and she had been unerring in the first cut. The hook-spur dug deep, clean to the bone. Mezhan Kwaad leant forward, avarice in her eyes.
"The first mark is for Domain," she said. "Now the next."
Uunu, finding that his legs wouldn''t support him, eased him down to the dirt. He barely paid attention. His vision swam - the hook on his thumb overlaid with another, dripping blood. His forehead throbbed and he wanted to spit the taste of blood out of his mouth.
Help me.
Tahiri burst out of the corner of his mind, the place she had curled up and away into. She was here, now, so close he could smell her hair, so near that her hand was his hand, her delicate fingers overlapping his own stronger ones. His sense of self shifted, tilted - he knelt on hard carapace; he laid in loamy soil. An unknown face, marked with so much ink that barely any bare skin could be discerned, leaned close. Uunu, looking almost human, made motions with her mouth that probably meant she was speaking.
He was sweating from the sun; he was sweating from the pain. The air was crisp and filtered; it was humid and thick.
Anakin - I can''t - please
He held her. I''m here.
Uunu restrained his arm when he tried to raise it. He raised/didn''t raise his hand. The hook crept closer/was held back. The point touched his skin/went flaccid as Uunu clamped her hand over it.
Her horror was palpable. Tangible. Her body acted without her guidance. She watched, from behind eyes that weren''t quite hers. Some other girl pressed the tip of the spur until it punched through her flesh, drug it down. Made a second gash as deep and raw as the first.
Anakin ate her pain. She bled and he took it, he pulled it in and felt it for her.
In the dirt, he writhed and twitched. Tahiri raised her talon for the third cut. He knew there would be third. He didn''t know how he knew.
Anakin watched with Tahiri as she mutilated herself. He felt her pain and shouldered it, he bore it with her, and diminished it with his sharing.
I''m dying
No. She wasn''t.
No.
The Vong watching Tahiri said words in their tongue and the meaning echoed for Anakin. It was alien and it was familiar. It was incomprehensible and he understood it, because Tahiri did.
The Vong said: "I''m proud."
Tahiri felt a blush of pride and screamed her horror, clawing against the walls of her mind.
Then she threw him out.
Intransigence Chapter XV
XV: A Friend
There was a particular irony to how Zalthis criss-crossed the jungle around what had once been the Jedi Praxeum. But only a couple weeks previous, he had done so in the grips of the mightiest storm he had ever seen, flanked by his brothers and aided by the Jedi Masters. He had seen through eyes not his own, heard through ears he did not have, and felt the adrenaline of battle and the buried delight in the duel through the skillful machinations of the Jedi meld. Even with his gene-gifted memory, he could only amuse himself by imagining that he recognized that fallen tree, or that cluster of mossy stones, or that trickle of a creek. Perhaps that splintered bole had been one broken by a bolt fired by Captain Thiel, or from Brother Varien. Was that mud-filled crater a result of Lexicanium Alebmos'' unleashed warp-craft?
Perhaps that clearing he passed through, loping low, was where he had saved the life of the Jedi Master Ikrit, for a time.
The Yuuzhan Vong hunted him, but they were fewer now, and the sons of Corax did not own entirely the craft of stealth. He may not live up to the rumors and tales of the black-clad infiltrators, but hard training on Parmenio inculcated tactics and training for every situation where survival was paramount.
A sharp crack echoed from behind him, perhaps a hundred meters. A broken open bolt shell, a thin, papery fuse leading to the spilled grains. That was a trick he had learned from Isidiran.
The delta-shaped flyers, that the Vong called ''tsik-vai'' kept out of sight, sowing more of those netting bugs the Vong had also warned about. He''d had a chance to glimpse them, once, as he drew back and further away from the Yuuzhan Vong compound. True to the Vong''s description, they wove web back and forth, from bough to branch, from the canopy to the ground. Indeed, from a higher vantage point on a humped hillock, Zalthis had seen an unnatural stillness cutting through the jungle in a sharp line, working towards him.
Still he imagined the Yuuzhan Vong were expecting him to flee further - and he was pleased to upend their assumptions.
Anakin would need him, soon enough. When that moment came, Zalthis would be ready. Close by, blade and bolter prepared. He''d given his word. His word was his bond, else he might as well scratch the Ultima from his plastron.
Through the night he kept in motion, after Anakin and the Vong had gone on ahead. He lurked through shadows, darted from cover to cover. He set pitfalls when able, strung a krak grenade here, there. If a Vong warrior died in a trap here in the jungle, it was one fewer when the time came to spring Anakin''s young friend. He judged no ammunition nor material expended now a waste.
Dawn''s light crept across the moon. He wondered if the enemy slept. Perhaps they rotated patrols. He''d not seen any, not since the brief scuffle wherein the Vong had, to his begrudging acceptance, proven himself less likely to betray them. A few sharp detonations punctuated the night and he imagined further warriors added to his toll.
Anakin would not wait long, once inside the compound. They had hoped to begin the jailbreak on the next day - which would be this new one, freshly dawned. When was unsure. Evening, or night would be preferable. The Vong claimed that there would be few, if any, impediments to getting Anakin and himself into the ''damutek''. It would only be a question of when they could believably invent a task for them within the Vong construct. It beggared belief that it might be so simple. He recoiled at the idea of so lax a system of security. Even a simple Legion outpost would require triplicate verifications, through ident-tag, gene-sample and vox-thief comparison.
Reaching the bank of the Unnh River, Zalthis paused in a particularly dense cluster of undergrowth, ignoring the rasp of ferns against his greaves and the scratch of thorns at his fatigues. The wide, lazy river ran right to the very edge of the Yuuzhan Vong compound. Indeed, the ''damutek'', the central, grandest structure, which had supplanted the Jedi Temple, reached the waters themselves.
Close as he was now, peering downriver, the damutek was even larger than when spied from afar. The living construct reminded him of a water-lily, or a similar sort of flower. He could imagine it as a bulb, descending from orbit to plant itself in the skin of a world. Then, the bulb would open, revealing the thick, towering petals that he studied even now, unfurled to bare inner precincts and courtyards to the sky. The Vong claimed that those ''petals'' housed chambers and internal spaces and from the thickness and size of them, he judged the Vong''s claims to be true.
Making up his mind, Zalthis slipped from cover, entering the waters of the Unnh with barely a ripple. Between the weight of his enhanced physiology and his stripped down scout plate, he merely strode deeper, and deeper, until the waters lapped at his chin. He inhaled a long breath, inflating his tertiary lung, and continued.
Perhaps the petals of the damutek could be shuttered again, should attacks from orbit or air come. They might provide a measure of protection - or maybe serve to entrap infiltrators. There was a species of plant Sol had related to him, which lived in the humid environs of his family''s farm. It spread wide, garish petals, beckoning in pollinating insects. Yet no nectar awaited - only the sudden snap of motile sepals as the flower swallowed its prey.
He put the thought from his mind. He bounded further into the river, making for the center, the deepest depths where his scent would be lost and all trackers likely confounded. Heat sensors would be led astray by the cool waters, motion tracks would be fouled by the currents. Eyes wide, pupils dilated, he moved through silty, gloomy waters following only the mental map he seared into his memory.
And waited, waited for that subtle tug on his mind.
Zalthis might even admit he was eager.
Nen Yim busied herself with cleansing the vivarium. A slug-like ngdin wormed across the glossy floor of the space, eager cilia waving about the edges of the palm sized creature. It worked along the smear of dark crimson blood left by the subject, leaving only clean nacre behind. Her Master still knelt beside the subject, speaking in low tones. She stroked the scalp of the subject, gently running the thumb of her Shaper''s hand through the smeared blood across her forehead. Where Mezhan Kwaad''s thumb brushed over the raw edges of the ritual cuts, the subject''s slight frame trembled, but no sound escaped her lips. Her eyes were wide, gold-green shining from a mask of still-wet blood.
The spineray required attention and Nen Yim knelt behind the subject, stroking along the interface tendrils of the biot. Her hand tasted the connections, finding them clean of spinal fluid, of rot, of effluvia. The thin slime layer of the ''ray remained sterile, the subject''s body tamed and unrejecting of the invader. No immune response, even now, proving all the more correct the modifications to the protocol her Master proposed. Where the spineray''s long tail linked into the bond-orifice of the vivarium, she cleaned out some shed scale and skin, applying gentle unguents to encourage regeneration of the neural socket.
The tasks of an Adept were not merely assistance of their Master in Shapings, but also in maintenance and husbandry of the myriad life-forms within the Master''s Shaping grotto. The implanter-beasts and ngdin herds needed feed and removal of frass. Water must be checked for proper levels of salts, nutrients and minerals.
In many ways, Nen Yim did duties no different than before her ascension, sped along of course by the blessing of her hand. Now, instead of requiring a stol''an sampler to taste waters for her, she could trail her smallest digit through the circulating pool in the grotto and feel the bloom in her mind as exact parts-per-million of each discrete chemical washed through her senses. She could taste the neutral flavor of balanced mineral gradients and the slightly sweet tinge of dissolved calcium and fixed magnesium.
Engrossed as she was, bending over the squirming colony of ngdin in their niche, she almost missed the quiet stride of a warrior. Her Master did not.
Mezhan pulled away from the subject, rising swiftly to her full height, a glower turning her fair features dark.
"You are within the sanctuary of the Shapers, warrior. Tell my why I should not take this as an insult."
The warrior genuflected on one knee, offering surprising obeisance for one of another caste.
"I do as tasked, Lady Shaper. Commander Harmae bids me deliver warning; Aistarteez and Jeedai make trouble in the jungle beyond. A patrol was slain to the last and even now our tsik-vai hound them. The Commander worries for your safety, and the safety of your most holy project. He asks that you remain within the damutek until the danger has passed."
The warrior, a young male, kept eyes downcast, not daring to look upon a Master Shaper within her own laboratory. He was of low rank, Nen Yim noticed, glancing at the smooth skin of his arms and the few tattoos that worked about his cheeks and neck. Only a handful of cross-hatched scars roughened his skin, and his vonduun had telltale signs of being newly molted.
"I have little desire to step foot from my damutek as it is," Mezhan drawled. "But consider the warning heard and understood." The Master hummed, then stepped from the vivarium, flicking the membrane shut behind her. The subject stayed motionless, head drooped and blood slowly drip-drip-dripping for the gleefull ngdin to chase. "My counterpart, Master Qesud, wishes for the Astartes to be brought to her alive. I should like for the Jedi as well. Relay this to Commander Harmae. He may maim the Jedi, but I wish for them to still draw breath." Over her shoulder, Mezhan eyed the subject. "I have a new test in mind for Riina."
If Tahiri had drawn down their connection over time until it was like a cracked door, then the empty thunderclap inside his skull was as if she had slammed that door shut entirely. In the span of a breath, Anakin went from writhing in pain and clutching at his forehead to panting, sweaty in the dirt, and achingly alone. Tahiri? Tahiri?
Tahiri?
She was gone.
Not dead. Never dead - he was sure the Force would scream that loss to him, just as it did in his worst nightmares, but gone. Her warm presence, the little flickering candle in his mind, snuffed out. She''d shut it entirely. Blocked him out.
"No - Tahiri!" he cried out, barely noticing Uunu pawing at him, trying to roll him on his side. The borrowed tizowrym buzzed, feeding him translations that fell on deaf ears. Blindly he grasped out, trying to find his friend. She was there, she was right there, he could feel the presence of a Jedi, not far away at all, but she was like a sealed hatch, locked and bolted from the inside and he pounded fists against it fruitlessly.
"Bail Lars! Is it the lambent? Their cries can be confusing. Bail Lars, speak to me!"
He let Uunu drag him up until he was sitting. The wind felt cold on his skin, goosebumps shivering up his bare arms.
"Ah, I am a fool. Slaves are never prepared for harvesting the lambents. Have I broken you, Bail Lars? I hope not - you were an able slave."
Leaning forward and digging the heels of his hands into his eyes, until bright lights and stars burst, Anakin managed to groan out a choked denial.
"No. No - just, my head hurt, all of a sudden."
The Shamed One rocked back on her haunches, bracing her hands on her knees.
"The lambents," she said decisively. "They can overwhelm, at least, they can overwhelm those who are not the Chosen People. I forgot, and now Yun-Shuno punishes me." Uunu picked up the living sack Anakin had dropped, jostling and clattering the lambents within. "Still, this is well beyond my quota."
It was hard to focus on what she was saying. Something had happened to Tahiri, something worse than everything before. He had to restrain himself from leaping to his feet and charging in half-cocked. Even though the corner of his mind set aside for his friend lay quiet and empty. At least Uunu offered an excuse.
"That has to be it," he agreed. "The whispers, they got loud enough that -" he didn''t have to pretend a wince at he memory of the searing pain that slashed through Tahiri''s - and his - forehead.
Uunu chewed her lip a moment, then rose and started pawing through the lambent plants in the row beside them. These had not yet been harvested, the bulbs still heavy on their stalks. She would touch a lambent, mutter something and shake her head, then go to the next. Anakin focused on his breathing, calming himself, drawing on techniques to push the adrenaline out and the need to do something back. Vua was getting everything ready. The afternoon was ending; he''d made it another day.
Uunu finally seemed to find what she was looking for, sucking in a breath and wrenching a small bulb away from near the bottom of a stalk. She turned to Anakin and hefted the lambent bulb, clearly coming to a decision. She held it out.
It was smaller than the ones they had harvested. Where those had been large, smooth crystal spheres, big enough to rest in his palm, this whole bulb was about the same as the husked, ripened crystals.
"It''s a stunted fruiting," Uunu said by way of explanation. "It would be cast aside anyway. Carry it with you tonight when you sleep and your mind will grow accustomed to the whispers. Tomorrow, when we harvest again, you will not be overwhelmed."
Tomorrow Tahiri would be free and a whole lot of Vong would be dead, but he couldn''t exactly say that. Instead, he took the little bulb from her palm, turning it over. It peeped quietly and whispery, a little susurrus of unsound strange to his usual senses, both natural and Force-given. The bulb even had the soft petals around it, though these were thicker and a little bristly. It was easy to see the difference between a ''ripe'' and ''unripe'' bulb.
"Thanks. I''ll do that. Sorry that I, you know."
The look Uunu gave him was strange, but she nodded all the same.
"I worked you hard for an infidel. Gently, for one of the Chosen People, but we are hardy and made for the labor." She thumped a fist off her chest, then beckoned him to follow her. Back down the rows of whispering lambents, back along the empty rows they had harvested. "Here is a secret, Bail Lars. A slave that is useful is a slave that avoids the sacrifice pits. I would not like to see your blood offered to the Slayer. You are interesting and perhaps we will speak again. It made the harvest less tedious."
With that mildly unsettling declaration, the Shamed One brushed past him and left him behind, at the edge of the harvest fields. Other slaves and their Shamed One and Worker taskers were filing out as well, from other lambent fields and ones whose harvest he had no idea of. There was little speaking, which struck him as the strangest. Everywhere in the galaxy, people talked.
Getting off a shift, beings would chatter and talk about their days. Complain about overseers and gripe about breaks, argue about where to get food. He''d been around it enough times, when shifts would change over at Coruscant''s Eastport where the Falcon was usually berthed. Dockworkers and longshoremen, slapping backs with hand and tentacle and grasper, shoving goodnaturedly and loudly declaring how they''d spend their evening.
The slaves didn''t talk to each other, even when they were given leave to clump up around little cook fires and around the simple dwellings given to them. The Shamed Ones avoided the Workers, and the Workers looked unwilling to waste any sound around the lowest caste.
It was a decidedly quiet and uneasy evening that swung in.
''Roost''s sensors were finding nothing and analyst droids were throwing up their metaphorical and sometimes literal hands. No indications whatsoever of any yammosks at all. Each part of the ambushed Vong fleet reacted independently. ''Skip squadrons separated by only a few hundred kilometers would totally ignore openings the other ones might reveal. It was disarray, entirely disarray.
The Navy figured the yammosks communicated in some kind of ways they could detect, so each battle had been scraped and turned over with every available sensor log triple and quadruple checked. There were weird gravimetric readings that burbled in the background, and those could be something as mundane as dovin basals burping after swallowing down enough energy to light a Coruscant block. But it might also be yammosks muttering back and forth.
Well, points went to whoever guessed the second, because those gravimetric bumps?
Jaina didn''t see them on any plot that flicked past in the holotank.
"I think this is a bust," Captain Winger said, disappointed. "How the hell did we pounce on the one fleet in the whole Galaxy that didn''t get a squid?"
"It''s the first one we''ve seen," Colonel Hamner agreed. He paced, head down and lips pursed, cracking knuckles back and forth.
"Fantastic," Jaina muttered under her breath. She''d missed a chance to fly in the biggest furball of the war so far and wasn''t even going to get to say she did anything. She braced her palms on the edge of the holotank, leaning to rest her weight as she idly looked over the abstract battlespace. Little icons danced around and if it had been months ago, it would''ve all been Gree to her.
Now she picked out the meanings of each one, tracking down the marker for Rogue Squadron. There they were - slicing through what looked like a pile of Vong transports. Bet they were racking up kills like that. Major Varth was about to run out of paint marking up all the snubfighters later¡
It wasn''t immediate. First it was a tickle, like humming a few bars from a song that she just couldn''t quite remember the lyrics for. Or seeing a familiar face, but not matching a name just yet. While Winger and Hamner talked about their next moves, Jaina reached for the holotank controls, rotating the battlespace and zooming to different locations almost at random. She wasn''t sure why. It just seemed right.
A miid ro''ik flamed out, flanked on either side by Bothan Assault Cruisers. A Star Destroyer limped back into the cover of its squadron, mauled and missing half the guns on one side.
"Hey¡" she murmured, narrowing her eyes.
A Vong frigate analogue sped up, outpacing others in its squadron, before being punched apart by concussion missiles spewed out of a nearby Vicstar. A squadron of ''skips swirled and came about, the red dots clustering up and making a sudden run on that same Vicstar.
"Hey, wait¡" she said, a little louder. Colonel Hamner raised an eyebrow, glancing her way.
"Jaina? You see something?"
Did she? It felt like it. She couldn''t quite, didn''t quite¡she twiddled at the comm, cycling over to the control band for starfighters. Immediately, tinny voices filled the auditorium, the sound of two dozen squadrons and more engaged in dogfights and bombing runs. All three Jedi winced at the sudden echoes and Jaina toggled to Rogue Squadron''s own internal band.
"Colonel Darklighter?"
There was a pause.
"Sticks? That you?"
"Yessir. I''m on the ''Roost with Colonel Hamner and Captain Winger."
"Tell me you''ve got us a target." Her CO sounded almost hungry and she imagined him leaning forward in his cockpit.
"Not quite. Got a question though, and I think it''s important. That ''skip squadron you''re about to tangle with, tell me if they break."
In the holotank, the pips marking out the Rogue''s first and second flight cut across the track for a mob of coralskippers. A few of the Vong starfighters blinked out and Jaina frowned as she saw no signs of the Rogues having to go evasive.
"Well, damn. They didn''t. They''re keeping on course."
Vividly, she remembered an embattled Victory Star Destroyer, listing hard and fuming from rips and tears in its hull. Coralskippers coming about, all together, screaming down on Pure Pazaak as she chased them in -
Her stomach twisted and she took a long step back from the holotank. For a moment, she was back in space, spinning out in the stars. She felt the cold bite at her neck, the way her flightsuit puffed around her in the vacuum, her precious air straining against the hungry void.
"Sticks? You there?"
"They''re breaking. Colonel, the Vong are about to break. And when they do, they''re going to start suicide runs."
There were slightly more dome-shaped domiciles than there were slaves to pack into them. Not by a lot, but he''d been told yesterday that it was better to bunk together, to at least share a little bit of body heat. The Vong didn''t believe in things like blankets, bedrolls or anything but the simple robe-skins they offered. Plus there was a sort of company in misery, a little bit of tactile reassurance that you weren''t alone in this forsaken place.
So to the point, there were a few left empty in the little slave shantytown outside the compound''s walls. He didn''t want to think that the reason there were some spares was because of those sacrifice pits inside the compound. Anakin leaned against the low dome inside one, waiting on Vua. He''d choked down a weird sort of stew, recognizing a few greens in it from the jungle. Whatever the mystery meat was, it was probably better not to know.
The domes were probably cast-off shells from something. They had a bit of a lip around the edge, where they dug into the dirt. He imagined some kind of turtle-like creature and wondered if that''s what the mystery meat was. Chop them up for stews, use their shells for homes. Brutal and efficient, just like the Vong to do.
The breast pocket of his jumpsuit held the lambent bulb. Uunu wasn''t wrong, either. It still made weird little telepathic noises, but over ''dinner'' he''d slowly tuned them out.
Still was strange, though. But sort of reasonable - the Force wasn''t the only means of telepathy in the Galaxy. Nothing was all-encompassing and holistic as the Force, sure, but there were beings who had natural empathic or telepathic abilities. The t''landa Til, for instance. Something about the Vong having that capability, even in a biot, rubbed him the wrong way.
Maybe because if they could feel how someone else felt, it made it even harder to understand why they could possibly worship pain so much. How could they do so much horror, if they could feel the wrongness of what they did?
Well. Sith and Dark Jedi did, and they had all the boons of the Force.
He grimaced. Always did come back down to what you chose to do, didn''t it.
What Uunu had told him kept returning to his thoughts while he waited. The Shamed One gave maybe the best explanation for why the Yuuzhan Vong were doing what they were doing that anyone had ever heard. If NRI had word of it, then Uncle Luke hadn''t ever shared it. The Vong didn''t really broadcast much, except for demanding his brother''s head and that of all the other Jedi. She''d talked about it so frankly. Naming the Supreme Overlord, talking about the strife in the castes, the long travels in the space between galaxies. And then this one Vong decided that hey, I think your galaxy should be mine.
And here they were. Killing each other with a kind of reckless fervour that was unbelievable. The Vong didn''t try to ask nicely or even demand anything. That was insane, wasn''t it? Sure, it would be naive to think that their Supreme Overlord would show up to the Senate floor and humbly ask for a handful of systems to settle in, but that was only one extreme. They hadn''t even demanded anything. In fact, the Warmaster''s bounty on Jedi was just about the first ''diplomatic'' overture the invaders had offered. When they dusted Sernpidal, they didn''t say ''Give us your planet or die''. They just dropped the moon.
It was like they couldn''t even conceive of the concept of surrender. Like they didn''t ask for it because they didn''t know that was an option.
Uunu was so sure about her own lot in life. Barely better than a slave and working day in and day out for a culture that spit on her, but all because the Gods promised that one day they might - might! - bless her, she was okay with it. Warriors killing themselves just to get closer and kill a single ''infidel.'' Those chazrach on Obroa-skai, not a single one could ever hope to overcome a Jedi or an Astartes, but they died in droves.
No, it wasn''t that the Vong didn''t offer surrender because they wanted to kill people so bad, no, they didn''t offer surrender or terms or anything because they would never accept it. They''d fight to the death before accepting droids around them or technology and they would be glad for it. They didn''t make demands when they arrived because they expected any demands from the most unreasonable to the most reasonable to be rejected, because that''s what they would do.
The bulb was in his hand and he was turning it around between his fingers before he realized he''d taken it from his pocket.
But that was like the Exiles. They had all these hangups about things that Zalthis talked about. The Ultramarine had freaked when he realized, really, what the ''Rebellion'' had meant. Hated that the idea of it became the reality of ''a bunch of guys turning against the government to overthrow it'', even if the government was sort of unquestionably evil. And Anakin had been surprised that it was even a surprise in the first place, except that now with what he realized with the Vong, it had to be the same kind of blindspot, didn''t it? Zalthis knew the concept, but it wasn''t quite real until Anakin talked about how his dad had turned on the Empire. Like they just dismissed it out of hand, like it was ridiculous that a person could have different morals than the nation they were part of.
Droids too, the Imperials hated droids with the same kind of focus as the Vong did. They burned them up on Eboracum and more than a few times he''d seen Aeonid unconsciously shift to the far side of the hall in the Praxeum when passing an astromech or one of their handful of cleaning droids.
He turned the lambent bulb over and over, running the pads of his fingers over the coarse petals.
Bad decisions, from bad thinking. Aliens hurt us, so all aliens are bad. Technology hurt us, so all technology is bad. Droids hurt us, so all droids are bad.
It was ridiculous, it was - it was like a child''s view of the universe. One time, in the apartment on Coruscant when he was a kid, he''d tripped when running around and burned his knees on the carpet. So, all carpets were evil. He''d had a nasty shock from a capacitor he didn''t realize still held a charge when fixing up Fiver once. All electricity was dangerous and probably evil.
He wanted to laugh. That couldn''t be it. It couldn''t be that simple.
The Vong really weren''t trying to negotiate, not because they couldn''t talk to disgusting infidels, but because they seriously believed the New Republic wouldn''t negotiate. Because if the Vong had the upper hand, ruling the Galaxy like the New Republic did, why in Corellian hells would they care to negotiate?
Was this war, was all this death, was this all just misunderstanding. Well, Uunu had said that the Vong would never be content with living alongside ''unclean technology'' and ''perfidious unliving intelligences'', and Anakin did know first-hand how intense their religion was. No people could all be the same, though. Chewie - and thinking of the big Wookiee did not hurt as much as it had - was his dad''s best friend, he was Anakin''s uncle, sure. So all Wookiees were good and honorable and trustworthy? There were Wookiee pirates, Wookiee criminals and smugglers and drug dealers and some had even sold their fellows to the Empire!
There had to be Vong that would break from their Supreme Overlord. Ones that just wanted a place to live that wasn''t a dying ship, and they didn''t care if their neighbors a dozen lightyears away had a top-of-the-line Cybot Galactica SweeperPro droid.
Like how there were Exiles who didn''t shy away from nonhumans. Astartes who fought alongside Jedi.
Because that was it, wasn''t it? That was what Uncle Luke was afraid of. Master Durron didn''t get it and Anakin could admit that until now - just now - he didn''t really either.
It wasn''t that they shouldn''t fight the Vong. Luke Skywalker was a warrior like the Galaxy hadn''t seen in a hundred generations. Anyone who said his uncle was a coward was an idiot.
It was knowing how far to fight. Kill this warrior who was trying to kill you, yes. Kill that ship that was trying to blow you up, yes. Bomb that Vong colony? Blow up that Vong world? Destroy that Vong worldship?
Right now, right now, his best friend was being tortured. If even half of what he was afraid of was going on, what Vua warned about, was true, then Tahiri - he cut off the train of thought. Tahiri was hurt by the Vong. They killed Ikrit and Chewie and so, so many others.
But it was a Vong that got him here. It was a Vong that right now was setting up to let Zalthis into the damutek. It was a Vong that was going to help him save Tahiri.
Vua was going to help him save Tahiri because Vua wanted bloody revenge. Saving Tahiri was just a sidenote. That was dark. The Force should draw a line there. The blood-hunger that drove the angry Shamed One should reverberate through the Force. Anakin shouldn''t have accepted his deal, no matter what, because that''s what a good Jedi would do. That path of revenge and retribution had ''DARK'' written across it in huge, blaring Aurebesh.
The Force didn''t care. It didn''t twist and groan around Vua. It didn''t swell up around the moon like it did when Exar Kun made his last, desperate gambit for power. Vua''s anger didn''t gnaw on the Force like Palpatine at Byss. Did that mean the Force didn''t care? People were dying, worlds were dying, but wasn''t death part of the Force? Everyone would die, eventually. Death wasn''t unnatural in and of itself, it wasn''t dark. The Vong weren''t pulling dark powers to them, they weren''t steeping themselves in the dark side like Palpatine and Cronal and Exar Kun and Jerec.
The Force never once warned the Jedi that the Vong were coming.
The Vong didn''t play fair, they didn''t fit into the nice and simple worldview, so other Jedi were scared. Luxum found a new enemy that did make sense in the Exiles. Jacen stopped using the Force completely. Kyp and Ganner and some of the others figured that if all the Vong were dead, then the uncomfortable questions didn''t have to be asked. His Uncle, for a while, couldn''t decide on anything.
He clenched the lambent bulb in his palm. The crystal inside cheeped soft little noises.
Anakin imagined if Palpatine had won. The Empire, triumphant. They take over the whole Galaxy and stamp out every single last bit of light and goodness, until it''s all a dark Empire eternal. The Emperor gets his wish to live forever, and in millenia to come, the Empire invades another galaxy. Would those people there, if the Force had never touched them, and they faced the coming hordes of Sith magic and dark side sorceries, would they have any idea what the light was? Could they even imagine a use of the Force that wasn''t for evil, when they only experienced alchemical monsters and torturous lightning?
Maybe it was that the Yuuzhan Vong left whatever light was in them, or part of them, behind a long, long time ago. So long ago that they forgot it, and now here, no one could imagine them any other way.
Vua wanted justice for being wronged. That was¡that was right. That was a good thing, but he wanted it in a twisted way. Uunu wanted redemption and blessing from those that she looked up to. That wasn''t bad either, but it was because they had pushed her down first. The warriors, they called out challenges and sought honor and to show their bravery - which was good - through slaughter and killing anyone and anything in front of them.
They rejected the Force a long time ago; or maybe the Force rejected them.
Anakin wasn''t the Force. He served it, but it didn''t own him. Rule him. The Force couldn''t find anything good in the Vong, maybe, but he held the lambent bulb that Uunu had offered him. She didn''t need to. It wasn''t even the lambents that made him collapse. But she''d come to him and helped him sit up and asked if was okay. And she''d given him this little gift, so that maybe he wouldn''t hurt so much in the future.
Anakin was tired. He was tired of the killing and the pain and the war and the fear. He huddled in a little shelter made of a dead creature, made to hold slaves, on what was once the lawn outside his home. His one, real home.
It was so easy to hate. It was right there. His forehead still tingled with ghostly memories of earlier. He could feel Ikrit''s body in his arms.
Quietly, Anakin laughed. It was not a laugh of amusement or humor, but one of realization.
He never did like to do anything the easy way.
Any time now, a crazy Shamed One named Vua Rapuung was going to haul him out of this shelter and bark orders at him. Anakin would touch the mind of a genetically enhanced supersoldier made to kill people just like himself and Vua. And then the three of them would go and save a girl.
It was time to stop thinking about everything in the universe like it could fit into neat boxes.
Zalthis lingered in the cool waters of the Unnh, kicking off from the silty bottom every half an hour to briefly let his lips and nose break the surface and refresh his oxygen. It wasn''t the most pleasant, but after tsik-vai directly overhead darkened the rays of the sun and the flyer continued right along, he knew he had succeeded. Night was falling. Anakin and the Vong had parted ways almost twenty-four hours ago.
Any moment now.
Attuning, she''d called it. She had to attune them, then Anakin could pop them out of their husks. Each one she peeled the petals from, they''d gone more distant to his senses. If the ''unattuned'' lambents were a clamorous hum, the ones Uunu readied were like a conversation several rooms away.
Well. If there was ever a time to put his theory into practice¡
The petals on this bulb were stiffer. The ends came together in a nodule of cellulose. He picked at it, first with his fingernails, and then worked his thumbnail into the firm flesh of the bulb. The lambent inside peeped louder, a different note filtering into his mind. A question?
He had nothing else to do besides wait for Vua. And think. Assuming the crazy Shamed One wasn''t dead for mouthing off to the wrong person, or being in the wrong place, or being annoying. Anakin leaned to the side, peering out of the entrance of his little shelter. The neck-hole for whatever monster this thing came from, he thought. Yavin 8 was a small prick of light, creeping up into the sky. He''d give it another hour, maybe two. Then regardless, he was getting Tahiri. Vua could handle his own problems.
The cellulose nodule cracked under the pressure of his thumbnail and Anakin jumped in surprise. A thin, milky fluid leaked out, the petals loosened a little. The peeping upped in pitch.
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All Uunu did was brush the petals off with her fingers.
The thought didn''t cross his mind not to.
These petals didn''t come off as easily. He had to peel them away and the sticky undersides clung to his fingers. He shook his hands, flicking them away. One petal. Two petals. The peeping grew louder, more urgent. Another petal.
He didn''t have the thumb-spur that Uunu had given him. She''d taken it back, even though it couldn''t be used to hurt another Yuuzhan Vong. When the last petal was stripped away, leaving just the husk, the lambent was loud, loud enough that Anakin paused, straining his ears and listening hard for anyone nearby. It had to be audible, the desperate peeping and meeping. He imagined it was more than telepathic, but none of the slaves stirred in neighboring shelters.
It wasn''t easy to dig his nails into the rind. Without the sharp spike of the spur, the thick, husk-like bulb just did not want to give. The tip of his tongue caught between his teeth, Anakin sat up more straight and grimaced, jamming both thumbs into seam of the husk. Almost - just - it was just about -
His nailbeds ached. Maybe a rock, or something he could - he was almost free in here, the cramped confines, he was almost free, he could feel the whole world shifting -
Sap spurted, catching him off guard.
Peep peep peep peep -
Anakin prised the husk open. The lambent was faceted, not round and perfectly spherical like the ripened ones. What yavinlight slanted through the door to this shelter caught on the dazzling edges of the little crystal.
Peep peep peEP PEEP PEEP-
The closest approximation to the shout that hammered into his mind when he touched the crystal with his bare skin:
FRIEND!
There was light glimmering among the slave minshals. Golden light, familiar light. Vua Rapuung hissed irritation between clenched teeth, stalking down red-tinted paths of churned mud and dirt. Slaves peeked from within their own minshals and recoiled at the sight and smell of him. He paid them no mind. There was only one slave on this entire cursed moon stupid enough to break cover so obviously, so blatantly -
Vua swung into the minshal just as the light was doused, grabbing the idiot Jeedai by the collar of his dead clothing. It sickened him to touch the material, but his existence had been sickening and suffering, and this was a trifle of an insult.
The Jeedai stared back with wide eyes and opened mouth and a lambent, a lambent of all things clutched in one hand.
"Idiot! A thousand curses on your stupidity. Stealing a lambent? Senseless! We go, we go now. There is alarm raised and soon, they might think to look within."
To his infinite frustration, the Jeedai remained lax and slack in his grip, staring at Vua as if seeing him for the first time.
"I can sense you," Anakin gasped.
It didn''t happen at once. It wasn''t like with Pure Pazaak, where it swept through the Vong fleet like a reflex. Jaina watched as it happened in ones, and twos. A cruiser-analogue took sudden bombardment all along its midline, because its dovin basals stopped shielding it. It barreled forward, nearly clipping a Nebula that rolled hard, reaction thrusters flaring and etheric rudder hard to port. Coralskipper squadrons, piecemeal, broke toward capital ships.
It wasn''t comprehensive and with Jaina''s warning, it saved them.
"Sithspawn, they aren''t even reacting." Colonel Darklighter swore, voice hissed with static. The Rogues led all of Ralroost''s wing, intercepting sudden suicidal rushes of coralskippers and gunship analogues.
Jaina, joined by Captain Winger and Colonel Hamner, leaned over the holotank and gave updates as fast as she could. Colonel Hamner was exceptionally good at picking out patterns, and Captain Winger knew the performance of half the ships in the New Class like the back of her hand. Jaina watched for the telltale shift she remembered, and before she could say a word, Hamner was already pulling up the frequencies for the ships affected, while Winger was laying out advice on how to break, to cover for one another.
It felt like they had one mind and in the holotank, the friendly icons moved with a certainty and a fluidity that Jaina had only seen so far in the blinking red of hostiles.
The Vong fleet peeled apart. Dozens of ships pulled hard, piling on speed and breaking out of the rear of the battle. They plunged into the gauzy veils of the nebula, some leaping into hyperspace, others continuing on sublight. Ships along the line of contact turned into the New Republic battlegroups, sacrificing defense for the purest and most brutal offense. Plasma spitters flung clouds of superheated material out, magma missiles rippled out of emptying magazines and collision courses were locked in. Some cruiser-analogues switched to projecting gravity wells, shadowing whole swathes of First Fleet to keep them from giving chase to the evacuating ships.
Jaina''s cheeks hurt before she realized she was smiling, wide and toothy because the Vong were fleeing. Not a rout; there was order still to how some squadrons broke off and escaped and others came around, but they were running away. Against the thunder of the guns of First Fleet, the entire Vong armada broke apart.
There were losses. The three of them, they couldn''t expect everything. Even with Jaina''s spotting, Hamner''s warnings and Winger''s direction, suicide runs made contact.
But they were winning.
They were winning.
Anakin jogged beside Vua, the Shamed One taking long, purposeful strides.
"I have scent-marks for the damutek. Today I tended to the vangaak. The beast you saw me ride in the river."
The fishing trawlers. Right.
"I will not be questioned. If you are, say nothing. I will speak for you."
There were warriors out, in full vonduun plate this time. Several loped past, amphistaves curled around their arms. Their eyes were forward, to the distant jungle line. Vua paid them no mind, continuing to lead Anakin up from the slave town to the yorik coral wall of the compound. All the while, he kept up a low report of what had happened, what was prepared.
It took all his focus to pay attention to Vua''s words.
Through the lambent, the compound was alive. The Shamed One was alive. The warriors that ran past - alive. They were all shadows, like an outline or an impression, but one that rang with a sense of them. From Vua, Anakin grasped a distant shout of aggression and anger. The warriors that loped past - focus, discipline. He felt others, more nebulous, smeary, like ink-clouds in water. Curiosity there, frustration here.
They were real. The lambent purred ceaselessly, a background hum like the flowing of a nearby river in his mind. The little crystal, it had hints and sensations too. That first moment, the bonding; he could barely unpick. Senses of joy, pleasure, surprise. Contentment, maybe - maybe familiarity? Friendliness?
For a little rock that could glow if he focused on it, it had a remarkably complex, tiny little mind.
He kept it clenched in his fist. It didn''t feel right to put it in his pocket. He wasn''t sure why.
"I have prepared the intakes for the damutek to cycle their filtration. When I provide the tasking, it will open the membranes. The Aistarteez is ready?"
He could sense Zal nearby. Around the river. ¡in the river? He suppressed a smile.
"Yeah."
For the second time, Anakin entered the compound of the Shapers. The damutek was their target, but he took a chance to look around, getting a lay of things. The inner space, bounded by the coral walls, was much like the previous day. Taller, more elaborate shell-buildings that rose in a twist like a seashell. There were lights up on the walls, lights he recognized as lambents now, held by warriors. A dark shape loomed on the opposite side of the space to the damutek - a ship of some kind, maybe as big as a corvette. That hadn''t been there before. Did it come down during the day, when he was working? Last night?
Vua marched right up to one of the sealed entrances to the living building and none stopped them on the way to the damutek. They were only momentarily challenged by a warrior guarding it, who narrowed his eyes and sneered at Vua.
"You would be better dead," the warrior added as parting, after the entry orifice unsealed itself, a small tongue-like sensor beside it tasting Vua''s wrist. "So that you do not show your Shame around."
It amazed Anakin that he could feel the fury wafting from his companion. Not just see it etched onto his ruined face. Vua, admirably, held his tongue, and the entry orifice sealed again behind them. Inside the damutek was strange. The ground was spongy and slightly springy, the walls tall and curved, the hall gently bending along. There were natural openings that Vua led them past, Anakin glancing into each. Some had piles of shell-like containers, stacked neatly. Others had slumbering piles of biots and beasts he''d never seen before.
"The succession pool is in the center of the damutek. It is secluded and considered sacred. Likely, it will not be occupied. The outer chambers are for storage."
Luck, or the Force, stayed with them. The outer halls of the damutek were almost empty. They passed only two other Yuuzhan Vong, both in colorful robes that visibly turned up their noses as Vua led Anakin past. It was amazing. Just Vua''s presence was like a stealth field. The Vong didn''t just overlook them, they wanted to overlook them.
It was as easy as just walking right in. The pool was empty. If the damutek was like a huge flower, relaxed open, then the center, open to the sky, held the dark waters of the succession pool. Tiers of coral stepped down toward the circular pool in the middle, no more than the height of a shallow step for each tier. The pool itself lapped against the coral rim, smelling slightly of ammonia and chlorine. Above, familiar stars glinted in the night sky.
"It''s a little crazy that you can just¡do all this." Anakin commented, crouching down beside Vua as the Shamed One prodded at few nerve bundles hidden beneath a yorik coral scale near the water''s edge.
"Why? It is the task of Shamed Ones to do all those duties most odious. Cleaning the root of a damutek is a duty no Worker would lower themselves for. It is suited for only the unclean."
Nothing seemed to happen when Vua folded the coral plate closed again.
"How will we know?"
"When your idiotic questions cease, and the Aistarteez is here! Did you expect great tremors, to warn all the guards that we open the way?"
He chose to ignore that, reaching for Zalthis. It would have been harder, far harder, before their meld. Now, the Astartes stood out from the jungle life and the life in the river easily. Anakin let some of his nervousness and sense of urgency bleed through, focused on ideas of water, darkness, picturing the succession pool in his mind. He wasn''t sure what Zalthis would get from it. Maybe nothing. Maybe everything.
He waited, with baited breath. The lambent''s sense of the Vong all around him intruded; it was hard to get much of a read on things, almost like he had to pierce the Force through the veil the lambent suddenly sprung up around him, shaped like the emotions of the Yuuzhan Vong inhabitants. It seemed like Zalthis was moving, but he wasn''t sure.
"Time passes, Jeedai." Vua remained crouched beside the pool, his eyes glittering in starlight. Lank hair fell to his shoulders and if possible, the Shamed One smelled even worse.
"Tell me something I don''t know."
Vua squinted at him.
"The coufee is unrelated to the amphistaff. They are different clades entirely."
"What?"
"You did not know this."
"No?"
Vua grunted, returning his focus to the lapping waters of the pool. Anakin did too.
A minute later he reached over and shoved Vua. The Shamed One absorbed the blow, scowling.
"I wasn''t being literal!"
"Nuance does not translate."
Thankfully for them both, the water of the succession pool rippled hard, sloshing - and then the familiar sight of Zalthis climbed out of the far side, water pouring from his scout armor, splashing deafeningly - to Anakin - back into the pool.
"Zal!" he called, pitching his voice low. The pool itself was only a dozen meters in width. He met the Ultramarine halfway, arm already out. They clasped, hand to wrist.
"I heard you loud and clear," Zal said with a smile.
"I was worried."
"I gave my word."
"I do not care." Vua held out Anakin''s lightsaber. The feel of it back in his palm was right. Like he was complete again, the cool metal perfect under his fingers. The urge to flick it on was intense. Likewise, Zal offered Ikrit''s ''saber, and then a comm bead to place in his ear. Funny. Tizowrym in one, comm bead in the other.
Vua said he suspected where the Shaping chambers lie, but wanted to reconnoiter. Unfortunately, Zal agreed, so Anakin had to concede. The Shamed One could get around with that convenient aura of ''don''t look at the casteless'', but once someone spotted Zal, their cover was blown. Hurry up and wait, hurry up and wait. Jaina had said something about that whole dynamic with the Rogues¡
"I will return momentarily. If you are found, I will return even quicker, for I will hear the slaughter." Vua grinned suddenly, teeth rotted and black in the starlight. "Either way. The Slayer feasts tonight. Aihya!" He dashed away and Anakin felt the swell of excitement chase the shape of the Shamed One.
There wasn''t really anywhere in the round chamber of the pool to hide, so he and Zal took either side of one of the sealed entrances. Orifices. Hatches. Whatever it might be called. Idly, the Ultramarine wrung out some of his fatigues, gathering a handful of the material and squeezing. Anakin belted again the holstered bolt pistol Sol had given him, Zal handing it back. He''d also managed to pick up Anakin''s discarded chestplate from the jungle, and he secured that back over his jumpsuit again. The big crack from the bug he got shot with weakened it, but a bit more protection was better than none.
Zal offered grenades, but Anakin turned them down.
"Did you really spend the whole day in the river?"
Zal rolled his shoulder, patting at the hilt of his power sword, the grenades at his belt, ammunition pouches.
"Most of it. It was surprisingly peaceful."
"Jaina always told me there were monsters in there."
Zal raised an eyebrow.
"Well, you don''t count."
The Ultramarine smiled.
"This has gone better than I could have hoped," Zal said a few moments later. A small understatement, since they were in the most secure Yuuzhan Vong place on the moon and no one knew it, but he could definitely agree. "Perhaps¡perhaps you were right to place your trust in¡Vua."
"He''s crazy, but he''s, well, he''s a predictable crazy."
"I could not have made that leap," Zal admitted, voice low, almost a whisper. "And I think, that may have cost Tahiri her life."
"But we did. And we''re here."
His friend''s silence was telling.
"What is it, Zal?"
"What is more worthwhile - to complete your duty, or to do it rightly?"
"That''s a heavy question."
Zal rolled his shoulders, something adjacent to a shrug.
"I had time to think, today. I disobeyed orders to come here. Did I tell you that?"
He had not. He racked his brain, thinking back. No, not after they left Sol and Sannah behind; that had been a blur of days sliding past and terrain slipping under his feet. And not when they were at the makeshift ''camp'' as Anakin fixed up the gunship either. They''d both been a little evasive, mentioning about how ''Captain Thiel was well prepared'' and that they only brought what they had on hand.
Neither of the Ultramarines said anything about going against orders.
"Is that why you''re asking?"
Without his helmet, the Ultramarine was like an open book to read. His hair, curly and dark, was longer, curling at his ears. His jaw was set, the unnatural broadness and solidity of his features not quite enough to hide how young Zal still was. It was hard to believe they were just about the same age, as best as they could determine it. Zal was probably a little older, maybe a year or so, but the conversions were tough.
"Obroa Skai was my first combat deployment." Zal mused. "Fondor was my second. My entire service has been fighting for your galaxy."
"Not counting Calth."
The Ultramarine grimaced.
"Not counting Calth, no. I never even saw the Word Bearers, then. Just their cultist auxiliaries. I - we, were lucky. I said that my cadre was preparing to board. We only ever faced the dregs of them. We weren''t important enough, I suppose. But Obroa Skai¡"
"Where Sergeant Ascratus died. And Zev Veers."
"Yes. In many ways, I have served more closely with Jedi than my own brothers." He palmed the pommel of his power sword, a steel Ultima to match the one on his plastron. "Varian, Amalius, Tercinax; I don''t know them. Sol and I had a chance, a short one, on Temerity, but¡"
Tahiri was better at stuff like this. He felt like he had to say something, should say something, but anything died long before it reached his tongue. Anakin opened his sense a little, just for a quick read - was Zal¡was he embarrassed?
Two meters tall, punch-out-a-wookiee, and the Ultramarine seemed abashed.
"You are my brother, Anakin. I am proud that you''ve trusted me with this."
Anakin swallowed the sudden knot in his throat. Zal rubbed at the back of his head, digging at his damp hair.
"There is a habit, you understand. Among the Legions. When seconded to another, sometimes - when there is a-"
"A friendship." He cut in. "I''m honored, Zal. Really. I couldn''t have done this by myself."
The Ultramarine held up a hand, halting Anakin.
"No, let me finish. Sergeant Ascratus shared it with us once. He had served with the Iron Hands. There was a mark, here, at his wrist." Zal turned his hand palm up, showing his inner gauntlet. The cerulean ceramite was still a little damp from the pool and the river. He tapped at the armor. "A mark of the X Legion, their emblem. A recognition."
Zalthis seemed young, his face alight. Younger than Anakin, suddenly excited.
"I would be honored if you would leave a mark for the Jedi."
He had a sharp little stylus, for digging debris out of ceramite. He handed it to Anakin, and with a surprisingly steady hand, Anakin etched the rayed Starbird, bounded by a ring. The order lacked an official emblem, but this one had been used sometimes, even by the HQ on Coruscant; and of the many sigils old and new the Jedi used, Anakin had always liked it best. The Starbird was the symbol of the Rebellion, after all. And he''d always thought of the rays behind it as the Force, radiant.
Zal peered down at the mark, lips quirking in a grin.
"I don''t really wear armor, at least not usually." Anakin unhooked his lightsaber. "But this would work, right?"
The pride that rolled from Zalthis as the Ultramarine worked a tiny Ultima into the silvery casing was almost physical.
Tossing and turning in her nest-bunk, Nen Yim finally gave into her restlessness and rose, pulling a simple robe about herself. She left her headdress, tugging her hair into a simple knot, held by a squirming clasp, and padded out of her small chambers on bare feet. Yet another benefit to her rank as Adept: her own living space. Cramped, yes, small, certainly, some distance from the Shaping grotto in the outer shell of the damutek, but it was hers. She had never had her own space before.
The lambents in the halls were low and dim, just enough to see by. All was quiet and restful. Her vaa tumor was a little swollen and sore, pressing against the inside of her skull above her temple, but not painful. Just a sensation of pressure, slight light sensitivity. Barely any symptoms for the sacred implant, in truth. In time, it would be a transcendent agony, and she would have to take her leave as Mezhan did for a time.
That pressure, combined with ruminating on the spineray''s modified interface kept sleep away from her. It had occurred when she checked the connection to the subject earlier and it stuck like a grain of sand in the eye. Her notes on the modification of the implantor process were messy and poorly collated. None had access to them but Mezhan. Her Master likely didn''t even care. But Nen Yim cared, and realizing that such a disarray was a simple qahsa query away from Mezhan''s attention was mortifying.
Was it sensible to lose sleep to review her notes and better sort them? Perhaps.
The subject slumbered inside the vivarium, leaning against the clear membrane with her legs pulled to her chest. Nen Yim beckoned to a stool and it clambered over, offering its smooth carapace for her to perch on as she stroked a stul-villip awake. The biot everted, gelatinous internals flickering as pinpricks of phosphorescence rippled through the medium. She''d need a cognition hood, likely, to best approach this.
There were several slumbering on the other side of the chamber. Nen Yim rose, nudging the stool to step to the side. An hour. She''d give herself an hour, at least organize her notes into a more legible, digestible format that wouldn''t bring shame on her Domain to the fourth generation. One cognition hood was dehydrated and she frowned, caressing the soft, leathery flesh, before picking out another.
The soft sound of membranes wicking open indicated someone else had found themselves restless and insomniac.
"Master," she began, turning around with an explanation on her lips.
It died at the sight that stole the breath from her lungs. A Jeedai, all dark hair and icy blue eyes, hands gripping the cursed dead-metal weapons of their kind. A Shamed One, leering and looming, a disaster of a creature mutilated and decaying. And the largest, looming behind them like a monster from myths. An Aistarteez.
It was impossible.
She was dreaming. Surely, she was dreaming.
"Good evening, Adept Shaper," the Shamed One said, voice redolent with mirth and a promise of violence. "We have business with your Jeedai."
Vua was talking to the Shaper woman. Zalthis was standing there, intimidatingly.
Anakin was trying to breathe. The air in the lab was thick. Stifling. He tried to suck it in through his mouth, but it wasn''t enough. Someone was messing with the atmospheric systems. Something was wrong.
There was a girl in the lab. She was leaning against a clear wall that sort of looked like transparisteel. She was pale, folded up in the corner, resting her head against the partition. She was wearing a robeskin like the slaves and workers wore, a sleeveless and backless one that reached her knees.
Someone was squeezing Anakin''s ribs.
He could see her chest slowly rise and fall. Blood covered her face. Dried blood. Three parallel gouges ripped down her forehead. A thick, fleshy cord wandered around the enclosure, linking up to a hunched and leathery shape on her back. Long, finger-like digits curled up to cradle the nape of her neck and base of her skull.
She was a human. A woman. A girl.
She wasn''t Tahiri.
She couldn''t be.
Tahiri was bright. Tahiri had long, wavy hair the color of gold, the color of the sun glinting off the Unnh River at sunset. She was loud and she was full of energy, she was always moving, she was - she wasn''t this.
Vua shoved the Shaper along, barking words. The Shaper looked terrified. She was shaking. Her black hair was done up in a complex, shiny knot. Vua pushed her toward a fleshy console. More barked words. Anakin couldn''t look away from the person in the chamber. The girl. Woman. Human. The - she -
She woke up when the clear partition slid open. It jostled her. She turned, arms around her knees, turned just her head. The thing on her back, her neck, restricted the motion a little.
Those weren''t Tahiri''s eyes, that looked at him empty and uncomprehending.
Her eyes were green, green as grass, green as the deep jungle, the green of life to the ice of his own blue. She didn''t have gold flecks that tinted her irises toward hazel. There wasn''t space between where he was, and where she was. She was there, in the lab chamber, and then he was kneeling in front of her, reaching out with shaking hands, for her shoulders, and she recoiled. She recoiled back from him, hairless brows furrowing. The shape of her face was right, even under the dried blood - her cheekbones sharper, a little more fleshless. The gashes on her forehead made his stomach turn.
"Who are you?" she asked, and the tizowyrm buzzed in Anakin''s ear. The feeling of the trembling biot, the sound of the rolling syllables that came from the girl, a language that meant death, that meant death and pain - would never leave him. His eyes burned.
"It''s me, Tahiri. It''s me, it''s Anakin."
Gold-green eyes narrowed. She didn''t even have eyelashes.
"I don''t know you."
"You do."
Gently, ever-oh-so-gently, he brushed against her with the Force. Tentative. Caring. Soft, like fingertips to fingertips. She shivered, wincing. Confusion swam across her face and her eyes flicked to the pale-faced Shaper watching them both.
"It didn''t hurt?" She frowned again, eyes darting back and forth. Bare wisps of hesitation trickled from the iron hold she held in her mind. "Why didn''t it hurt?"
"You cannot -" the Shaper whuffed out breath, folded almost in half by Vua''s casual fist in her gut. The Jedi in Anakin said that it was unnecessary. The rest of him felt nothing but gratification. They did this to her. They made her like this, left her covered in her own blood. They did this. They did this.
He took her shoulders, wincing at the feel of her bones, sharp against her skin. Why hadn''t he been faster? He took too long. He waited, he dithered, he wasted time, he should''ve, he should''ve -
Anakin physically wrenched his skytrain of thoughts back on course. She needed him, now.
"Tahiri. Think. It''s me. Come on."
She shivered, turning away but watching him from the corner of her eye.
"I know your voice. It was in my head."
"Yes! Yes. I''m sorry, I''m so sorry -"
Gold-green eyes warmed. The tension in her face relaxed.
"Anaykin?" she whispered. In the Force, she reached back. Fingertips to fingertips. Slender arms came up, and hands grabbed at the collar of his jumpsuit.
"It''s me," he sobbed. Tears burned hot down his cheeks.
"I don''t know who I am," she whispered, voice cracking. "Riina, Tahiri - I don''t, I''m - Anaykin, am I Riina? Tayhir''ai?"
It wasn''t Basic that tumbled from her in a sudden rush. The accent on her name, on his - fury flashed through him, a forestfire, a flash-burn in the summer jungle, sudden and rippling and searing, leaving drifting ash behind.
"Tahiri," he said, enunciating each syllable exactly. "And you''re my friend. My best friend."
Her hands felt boney when she grabbed his jaw.
"Am I?" she whispered, then pulled him roughly to her.
Her lips were chapped, cracked and tasted like iron. It was a moment. Just a moment.
Then she shoved him back and he stumbled, falling on his rear.
"Get me out of this," Tahiri hissed.
"Vua," Anakin coughed out, mind spinning. "You heard her."
Nen Yim''s life could be counted in minutes. Her time slipped through her odd-numbered fingers like grains of sand. The Jeedai would torment her, kill her, destroy everything she had done. She watched, numb as weeks - weeks - of careful refinement, neural sculpting and Shaping unlike anything done before came apart as the male Jeedai crouched in front of the subject. She took a grim measure of cheer that she still spoke in the holy tongue, in ibi''Yun, instead of the gutteral barking of the infidel, but it was a trifle.
The ugly expression on the male Jeedai when he turned, pointing a demanding finger at her made her step back - against the broad chest of the Shamed One who held her Shaper hand in a punishing grasp.
"Let her go," the Jeedai snarled. "Now."
"But the project-!"
"She is Tahiri!" He leapt to his feet, the slender dead-metal cylinder of the Jeedai weapon clenched in white knuckles. "She has a name! Let her go, or, I swear on the Force, I''ll kill you, I''ll kill you and every single last Vong on this moon. I''ll burn this whole place to the ground, I''ll find every single Shaper and I''ll kill them too! Let her go!"
By the end he was shouting and the air itself rippled, his words a physical force that stumbled even the Aistarteez back.
The Shamed One manhandled her over to the manipulator for the spineray. Nen Yim gasped as he gave her Shaper hand a friendly squeeze, enough that the carapace and endoskeleton creaked.
"You heard the Jeedai. Free her."
"You are betraying your people," she hissed, but reached for the neural bundles. It was salvageable. They were deep in the damutek, there could be an alarm raised. They might free the subject for now, but they could retrieve her. The fury in the Jeedai''s eyes told her that his threat wasn''t idle. All the memories, all their records and the new-found methods would be lost, irretrievable - no. No, this was acceptable. She would free the subject, yes, free her and then sound the alarm. Master Mezhan would do the same. The project was paramount; this would preserve it.
The spineray, at her prodding, first released the subject''s skull, then, one by one, withdrew the tendrils that wove into the subject''s spine. Nen Yim felt faint pride at how the girl twitched and shivered, the pain of each retraction undoubtedly incredible, but made no noise at all.
The biot slid down her back, dropping to the floor. Before it could scuttle away to its niche, the Jeedai lit his weapon and clove it in half.
Better the spineray than her. Better it than all the records and memories in the chamber. She repeated it as a mantra.
"You will be condemned forever for this, Shamed One." Nen Yim promised. "Your name will be cursed for a thousand generations."
"My name is Vua Rapuung," he corrected her, as if guiding a misled pupil. "And I have already been cursed."
Tahiri stood up on trembling legs. She slapped away Anakin''s offered hand, scowling. Her robeskin shifted, readjusting to seal up over her spine. He wanted to hug her, he wanted to grab her hand and run away forever. He wanted to take his humming lightsaber and turn the entire place into a charnel house.
Worse still, he could feel the terror of the Shaper through his lambent. It felt good. He hated that it felt good.
"We''re going to get out of here. No one knows we''re here, Vua has a way out. It''s over, it''s all over."
She reached up, prodding at the slashes on her forehead. Warning died on his lips as she didn''t even flinch as she poked at the torn flesh.
"It''s not over." she said. Their connection was weak, but not so weak that he didn''t sense her resolve shift. Firm. The intention hit him about the same time as she made up her mind. Ikrit''s ''saber ripped from Anakin''s belt, yanked by the Force. It slapped into Tahiri''s palm and the short blade hissed to life.
"Mezhan!" she screamed.
The temperature in the grotto dropped. The damutek quaked.
Like a freighter kicking into hyperspace, Tahiri sprinted from the grotto, shoving Anakin aside with a fist of casual telekinetic force.
"Oh, sithspawn," Anakin swore.
The very walls started to howl.
Intransigence Chapter XVI
XVI: To Do So Rightly
Woe to You
It took more than two hours from when the first ships started to flee, but by the end, the Taldik Suggaja Nebula was empty of all but the tumbling clouds of coral debris that had once been Yuuzhan Vong warships, and the casualties and survivors of the First Fleet. Ralroost, scorched and seared a little, but still stalwart, still ready, watched over her charges as the squadrons and stacks formed up. Jaina nursed a mild headache, slouched on one of the seats halfway up the auditorium. Colonel Hamner spoke quietly into a comlink, while Captain Winger kept an eye on the hologram that now showed only friend icons.
Jaina didn''t have the same adrenaline high and shakes like she would climbing out of her cockpit, but all the same, she couldn''t help grinning a little each time she glanced at the hologram of local space. First Fleet had taken losses; that was unavoidable, but the preliminary reports had the mood in the ''Roost almost exuberant. Powerful enough that she was sure even non Force-sensitives could feel the bubbling, ferocious excitement among the sailors.
So far, the best ratios against the Yuuzhan Vong, had been around one-to-one. And that was when the Vong were outnumbered.
The bill for the Battle of the Nebula (though the final name was definitely in flux, with the ''The Great Rock-Breaking'' being in contention) had over three-fifths of the Yuuzhan Vong fleet destroyed or considered severely damaged, in comparison to about one quarter of the First Fleet taskforce. Almost a one to three ratio, absolutely unheard of so far in the war. And for the First Fleet, the casualties weren''t all total losses, either. Holding the field like this, actually driving the Vong back, meant that crippled ships could be towed back out again, or patched up enough to limp home.
Gently, Jaina massaged her temple, still wide-eyed and staring at the moving icons in the hologram as the taskforce reassembled itself. Wings of snubfighters were coming back in to be replaced by fresh pilots for combat air patrol, and pickets surged out to set up a cordon and watch for any potential Vong counterstrike. She doubted there would be any. They had trounced them today, spanked the scarheads and sent them home crying.
Sure, no yammosk - and she was sure Colonel Loran and other intel spooks were going to be pulling their hair to figure out just what that meant - but if she had to weigh killing a squid, or getting two thirds of a Vong fleet to burn, she''d taken the latter any day.
And a lot of the surviving ships, the ones crippled instead of blown apart, were because of her, Kenth and Alexandra. Because of her experience getting voided, because she knew what to look for with the suicide runs. It wasn''t the same as slipping her crosshair over a jinking skip, or dumping proton torpedoes into the guts of a cruiser-analogue, but it mattered. It was something she could do, as a Jedi, but it was only really made possible because of her experience as a pilot.
It gave her ideas. Could she do it with the Rogues? Could she juggle tracking the wider battle while flying? She had with Jacen and Anakin, running the gauntlet at Dubrillion in their meld. It definitely was worth thinking about. Or if not the whole battle, just part of it. Watch over the Rogues, like their own little war coordinator. Keep them all coming back home to Ralroost each time. No more Annie Capstans.
The icons designating Rogue Squadron slipped up close to the ''Roost, and Jaina hauled herself to her feet. Colonel Hamner glanced up, read her desire on her face and gave her a sharp nod, cut with a smile. She tossed a salute to both the Colonel and Captain, both of whom returned it, and then darted out of the auditorium, making for the hangar.
She wasn''t going to miss celebrating with the Rogues, not for anything in the galaxy.
Anakin leapt after Tahiri, Vua Rapuung hot on their heels. The Shamed One cast aside the young Shaper he had held hostage, the Yuuzhan Vong woman stumbling, catching herself against a protruding lump of meat and tendrils. For a long moment Zal eyed her, his fingers tapping against the pommel of his power gladius. She stared back at him, eyes wide, face pale. Her blanched skin contrasted sharply the dark sacs below her eyes and her dark hair, messily contained in a bun. Her mouth worked, but no words were formed.
Instinct, prudence, told him to cleave the Shaper in two and be after his Jedi brother. She was an enemy, a scientist, a worker of evils and torture. The grim appearance of Tahiri spoke to that enough; yet he stayed his hand. Anakin had not slain her, ignoring the Shaper entirely to chase after his wayward friend. Neither had Vua Rapuung been moved to killing either, despite the Shamed One''s vocal and evident animus against the entire Shaper caste.
Zal cocked his head, considering. The Shaper trembled, gripping tight the fleshy console she leaned against.
The chamber, the laboratory, bore nothing recognizable. His mind made potential analogues, but the fleshy, pulsating, quivering things scattered around were nonsensical. Anything might be some bio-computer, anything might be an archive of experimentation and torment done to Tahiri.
He''d trusted Anakin before, trusted him again and again. If Anakin had let this Shaper live¡
Zal plucked two krak grenades from his belt, priming both. He met the Shaper''s wide, terrified eyes and raised one eyebrow, hefting both grenades in clear view. Her breath caught. Zalthis tossed one to the left, the other to the right. He turned his back, bursting into a sprint to pursue the other two of this slapdash rescue team. He did not look back, exiting the laboratory into one of the living passages of the damutek, catching sight of Vua Rapuung far ahead. If the Shaper lived, she lived. If she died, she died.
The doubled krump of the grenades going off made the living floor underfoot tremble. Alarms wailed, moaning and watery, ululating and hooting from hidden throats.
Theoretical; exfiltration from an alerted enemy compound. Practical¡
Tahiri, all whipcord limbs and pounding bare feet, managed to keep ahead of him. Ikrit''s lightsaber burned bright in her fist, the short blade still just as potent as any other.
"Tahiri! Tahiri, stop!"
She didn''t. The damutek wailed endlessly, fit to wake the dead. There''d be warriors, and biots, and who even knew what kind of horrible defense mechanisms - like he was tempting fate, the walls, ceiling and floor squirmed, flexed, and clenched. Like a throat closing, like inflammation bringing swelling, the entire corridor pinched closed just behind Tahiri. Anakin whirled - and behind him, just behind Vua who was hot on his heels, the same thing happened.
"Use your Jeedai weapon, fool!" Vua spat. Muffled, from behind them, Anakin heard a spit-crackle of electricity. The tip of a power blade punched through the blockage. He lit his ''saber and slashed vertical, horizontal, diagonal at the barrier before them. Whatever the damutek was made of, was no vonduun or yorik; his blade ripped right through the living material and it even recoiled a little from the sudden cauterizing heat. Zal punched and ripped through the blockage behind them, grunting a little at the effort. Vua bulled ahead, setting his shoulder against the sagging flap Anakin cut and forcing his way through.
"It will not try again; the damutek lives and will fear the pain and know it will not work." Vua informed them. Tahiri, he sensed not far ahead, had to cut through a pinched hallway just like they had. All he could read from her was roiling, rolling fury, a thunderhead of crimson and lightning. Her thoughts were muddled and distant. She felt unfamiliar and it made him want to scream.
"Tahiri!" he shouted again, Vua and Zal following his lead, trusting he knew where in the unmarked halls to go. Anakin didn''t have a clue how Tahiri knew where she was going, even though he suspected who owned the name she''d screamed. The ugly thought was that what the Vong had been doing to her, maybe she knew the layout of a place like this. Maybe she knew how to read differences in the color of the living walls, or maybe it was worse, maybe it was like his lambent - who chirruped happily in his clenched fist - and she could sense the building, or talk to it, or understand it¡
She will not be as you know, Vua''d said. He''d said - assumed, even - that Anakin was aiming to kill Tahiri. He''d warned Anakin and told him that whatever was left from what the Shapers did, it wouldn''t be the girl he knew.
She recognized him. He held onto that like a drowning man clutching a scrap of wood.
They caught up to Tahiri just a few minutes later, pursuing her halfway around the damutek, through several curving corridors and up a ramp. She stood braced, feet shoulder width apart, lips peeled back in a snarl as she set Ikrit''s lightsaber against a smoking, steaming gash in an expanse of chitin.
"She''s in here," Tahiri growled, Anakin''s tizowyrm buzzing and making every word she spoke unsettlingly doubled. "She''s in here!"
Vua cocked his head.
"Ah, Mezhan. Always paranoid, always fearful. That is arrduun, Jeedai. The Master Shaper has proofed her chambers against amphistaff and Jeedai blade, I see."
Tahiri whirled around and spat on the floor to the side.
"Don''t speak to me, Shamed One," she hissed. Then her eyes flew wide and she looked mortified, free hand clapping over her mouth.
"I hear Mezhan''s words flow from your mouth." Vua shot back, unphased. The emotion that rippled from him, wafting around him, flowing and swirling like heat-shimmer from the hollow shape of him in the world was tinted in dark and bitter amusement. Anakin clenched his fingers tighter around his lambent, around the hilt of his lit lightsaber.
"Zal, can you break through that?" He kept his focus on Tahiri. Every muscle was tight and locked, her cheeks hollowed and collarbones prominent in the neck of the robeskin. She looked hollowed out, thin and drawn, skittish and ready to bolt in an instant. He wanted to hug her, to just wrap her up and apologize over and over and over - Anakin kept his anguish from his expression. Zal sidled past, a wary eye on Vua and Tahiri both. He studied the carapace ''hatch'', the way it sealed against the rugose living wall to either side. A few smoldering cuts there revealed subdermal chitin as well, indicating there would be as little success in cutting around the door.
"Do not kill the Shaper," Vua warned, as Zal rapped knuckles off the chitin door. "Kill her, and I will kill you. Do not step in the way of my revenge."
Tahiri hissed like a krayt dragon, glowering at Vua through her mask of dried blood.
"Your revenge, Shamed One? Get in line!"
"Easy, once she''s in our custody, we''ll¡" he trailed off. They''ll what? The damutek was still screaming alarms. He could feel the subtle swirls of Vong on the move, diffuse and hard to pin down, but evident enough. They''d be up to their necks in warriors in no time. Supposing they did have the Shaper, this ''Mezhan'', then what? Just walk on out? He barely even registered Vua threatening Tahiri''s life: threatening to kill people was as common as breathing to the Vong. It was basically Vua''s way of saying hello.
As if reading his thoughts, though, Vua grinned.
"I have a most perfect plan, Jeedai." The Shamed One leered. "And have I yet led you wrongly?"
The smug look on Vua''s face was almost enough to make Anakin want to disagree on principle. But then Zalthis punched a hole in the carapace door, chitin splintering and cracking, and there simply wasn''t time to snipe back. The Ultramarine wedged fingers into the crater, getting both hands in there and flexed, fatigues strained around his immense biceps. Chitin crackled, split, and tore apart under his incredible strength.
Anakin''s lambent saved his life. He was first through, reacting faster than both Tahiri and Vua, darting into the darkened chamber beyond as Zal ripped half the door away. He reacted so smoothly, so easily, that he did not even realize the danger until it had already been answered. This was the smoothness of being in tune with the Force, the fluidity of reading danger from those who meant him harm, and it was impossible against the Yuuzhan Vong.
Yet his lambent cried alarm to him, Anakin felt vicious intent and his lightsaber whipped, flicking out to clip one, two lengths of whip-cord thin, razor-tipped tendrils away a handsbreadth from his face. A tall woman, willowy and wrapped in a vibrant robe of crimson, pinks and greens, wore a sneer, one inhuman hand extended. It matched, mostly, the implanted one of the Shaper from just before; too many digits, covered in a leathery carapace. Two fingers pointed at him, both split open at the tips. Thin, flexible stings whipped back and retracted into her fingers, the ends of each smoking.
"Mezhan," he said.
"Anakin Solo, I presume." she retorted, in flawless Basic.
Then, Vua tackled her about the midsection.
Mezhan Kwaad had a funny understanding of being a prisoner. Zalthis marched her along, one huge hand wrapped around what Vua called her ''Shaper''s hand'', engulfing it entirely. His other palm wrapped around her shoulder as he drove her along. Vua kept shooting looks at the Shaper, a dark and cruel look in his eyes. Tahiri ground her teeth, staying a few meters from Anakin and Mezhan both, distinctly separate from their little group.
The damutek still hooted and howled, but they only saw the backsides of fleeing workers or fearful eyes peeking out of side chambers. Mezhan was not driven along by Zal; she strode along as if they were her escort. She did not wilt under the furious gaze of Vua, nor the clenched-teeth animus of Tahiri. She held her chin up, a living headdress of writhing tendrils flexing this way and that.
"Oh, Vua. You are indeed a pitiable creature."
"That insults you more than I," Vua shot back. Anakin was starting to get the idea there was a lot more of a history there than just ''she probably screwed him over once.'' "I promised this day would come, did I not? And here I stand, just as the Gods have decreed."
"The only God you should have ever concerned yourself with is the Pardoner. Perhaps you could have made a worthwhile living out of your worthless life - instead of allying with infidels and heretics."
Zal squeezed Mezhan''s shoulder. Only a tightening of her jaw indicated any discomfort.
"Riina, do remember this lesson. Remember why the Gods arrange our castes so."
Tahiri bristled, said nothing. Ikrit''s lightsaber remained lit in her hand.
The damutek hooted and wailed, and no one challenged them. Sweat trickled down Anakin''s back. He waited for the other boot to drop. It was easy. It was too easy. Where were the warriors, where were the toxic gasses and poisons and biots, there was no way they could waltz into a place like this and just break Tahiri out, easy as that.
Again, Vua preempted him.
"I know Harmae. He will be waiting for us at every exit. We can stay within, until he is prepared and he strikes from all directions at once, or we can vacate the damutek, and pass into his grasp all the same."
"Harmae''s the guy in charge?"
"Yes. He is simple minded and direct. Typical for a Carr."
"And you said you had a plan."
Vua sneered at Mezhan, gesturing at the Shaper.
"This one is high in standing. Her works on the Jeedai are valued. I do not know why you value living so, but if you wish to leave this moon alive, she will be our hostage."
Understanding hit Anakin, then.
"No way that will work. You want us to take one of the ships!"
That corvette-analogue he''d spotted on the way in. Not that big, maybe double or triple the size of the Falcon in length, sitting within the compound''s walls alongside some coralskippers. It¡just might work. That was always a bit of a snag in their planning, which was the ''way out'' part. They figured to get back to the foothills and call in Sol and the Thunderhawk for extraction, but that ran the risk of the transport being hit by coralskippers on the way in. Or, they could try and make it all the way back there on foot, but when Zal and Anakin had made the trek, driven by Astartes biology and buoyed by the Force, it had been several days. They were blurry, he wasn''t sure quite how many, but it was under a week.
Trying to do that with Tahiri in the state she was now? The Vong would be all over them, especially alerted as they were. But if they could steal a ship¡
"How would we even fly it?"
Tahiri beat Vua to it, her voice low and subdued.
"I can talk to it, I think," she muttered.
Vua nodded. "And if she cannot, I can."
"Harmae will shoot it down before it could ever take to the sky," Mezhan cut in.
"Silence," Zal ordered.
The Shaper''s lips quirked.
"You heard the Shamed One. I am simply too valuable. Your orders are without bite, heathen."
Zal''s arm flexed and there was a splintering crackle. Mezhan went white, then grey, swaying on her feet. Ichor dripped from Zal''s clenched fist: his clenched fist around her Shaper''s hand.
"Bite this," Zal growled, shoving her along.
That proved enough to shut the Shaper up.
To his eternal and continual chagrin, the Shamed One was proven right, once again. Exiting the primary ingress of the damutek, which opened freely at a taste of the Shaper''s wrist, the motley group found Yuuzhan Vong warriors arrayed in battle-ready formation. He counted them instantly, unconsciously. Forty-six warriors, or about one fourth of what Vua Rapuung claimed present. They were professionally deployed, spread in a wide semicircle around the exit of the damutek. Some knelt, bracing long-barreled carbines that looked like polished wood. Behind them, he saw the damnable shapes of the massive, infantry-portable plasma launchers braced against shoulders. Others held ubiquitous amphistaves writhing in their grips. Some wore full vonduun plate, helmets showing only glinting eyes. Some wore the half-plate, limbs bare.
Before them all, with a twitching, curling cape draped from his shoulders, was their leader. His helm was tucked beneath one arm, the other clutching a short-bladed dagger with glittering, multihued scales. The Vong''s face was intricately scarred, raised ridges intersecting and offset by round bumps and outlined by stark green tattooing.
Light was cast, banishing the night, by warriors holding tall poles, gleaming crystals set into wide, paddle-shaped ends. Lambents, Zal realized, recognizing the crystal Anakin still clutched in one hand.
The lead Vong held up his short dagger, sideways.
"Jeedai. Aistarteez. You stand no chance of escape. Surrender yourselves, and live." He did not even seem to register Vua and shamed him further by refusing to even recognize him.
Vua strode forward, heedless of rippling tension across the arrayed ranks of warriors. Carbines raised slightly, amphistaves stiffened.
"Harmae. You know me."
Commander Harmae narrowed his eyes, curled his lip. The expression was odious, given the torments and marks that twisted the alien''s face.
"I do not know a Shamed One."
"I am Vua Rapuung!" he bellowed. "I was favored by the Gods! You stand in my shadow, Harmae Carr, and it is a long shadow indeed."
"Be silent! Already your life is forfeit; but your soul is not yet damned eternally. Stand aside, Shamed One, and perhaps Yun-Shuno will not cast you into the depths for this treachery."
Beside Zalthis, Anakin lit his lightsaber. The warriors flinched at the snap-hiss he''d grown to know well and blue light joined warm gold from lambents.
"Let him speak. If he''s just a Shamed One, then who cares anyway?"
"You know nothing of our ways, Jeedai. You may not negotiate, you may surrender or die."
Anakin gestured toward Mezhan with his blade.
"If we die, she dies too."
Harmae puffed out his chest.
"I think not. You are Jeedai. We know of the Jeedai - you weep over taking lives. You would not kill a helpless prisoner."
Tahiri took a step forward, brandishing her own blade.
"You didn''t want me to be a Jeedai," she snarled. "Well, congratulations. You did it. So Anaykin won''t, but I''ll gut Mezhan right in front of you all."
The Vong commander glowered at them all and did not appear to like what he found. The utter sincerity and promise of murder writ on Tahiri''s bloodied face, the grim set of Anakin''s shoulders. Nor his own looming presence behind Mezhan, the Shaper held at his mercy and only ever but moments from death if he should wish it. Her Shaping hand crumpled in his fist; her neck would be no different.
"If we must bandy like Intendants, then speak and be done with it."
Vua raised his arms, palms upward.
"I am Vua Rapuung! All know me. I was blessed by the Gods, and my Shame, I say, is false! It is the fault of Mezhan Kwaad, she who feared our love, she who turned on our affections, she who mutilated me and blamed it on the Gods who had ever loved me, all for fear of losing her position!"
Murmurs broke out among the warriors. Zalthis found himself rather dumbfounded. The concept of love and romance was rather foreign to him; understood in a general, theoretical sense, but as with emotions like fear, was quite excised from his psyche and stood to never bear a presence in his service as Astartes. Love, though, was a human emotion, a human concept, and he could scarcely conceive of such a wretched thing as Vua capable of anything but spite and bile. Vong did not love, they killed and consumed, as the xeno they were.
He tried to picture romance between Vong, given his limited understanding, and imagined an offering of tortured slaves or perhaps a selection of still-beating hearts.
Mezhan scoffed through her pain, only a slight quaver in her voice.
"He is Shamed. He is a joke among the Workers and a burden to the other Shamed. Who would believe anything he says?"
"This confounds me." Harmae declared. "The inane mutterings of a Shamed One are meaningless. Jeedai, does he-"
"I am not finished, Harmae Carr! I declare my Shame false, and that Mezhan must be compelled to speak the truth, for I challenge you for command! My rights and rank were stripped falsely, and I would reclaim them back. Here! Now!"
Warriors shifted their weight, a few casting sidelong glances about them. Vua jabbed a finger at Mezhan.
"Compel her! By her Domain, by her rank, by the Gods themselves!"
A warrior stepped forward, raising the barrel of their carbine to the sky.
"I would hear this," he called. "Who here served with Vua Rapuung? Who here could doubt his courage or his honor? Who would gainsay the Gods did love him?"
"Hul Rapuung," Harmae bit out. "Return to ranks." The warrior did as commanded, but Zalthis caught the spoken name.
"This is insanity," Mezhan said.
Harmae''s lips were a thin line, his eyes narrowed.
"Pray tell, Shamed One. Should Mezhan Kwaad admit this heresy, and you were to challenge me; what result do you foresee?"
Vua set his chin.
"The Jeedai and Aistarteez go free. Mezhan Kwaad has failed - see! The Jeedai girl is Unshaped. I have made oaths - oaths before the Gods! - to repay their loyalty with honor in return."
Harmae shook his head.
"This is unacceptable. By command of my master, Supreme Commander Malik Carr, and the master of us all, Potent Tsavong Lah, I cannot lose a Jeedai."
"I bled sacrifice to Yun-Yammka. You would spit on the Slayer?"
More murmurs. Zalthis could feel friction in the air, turning tension, a shift as warriors fidgeted. Carefully, Zal reached down, wrapping his fingers around the grip of his blade. He kept his other firmly clutching Mezhan''s mangled hand.
Anakin spoke up.
"If your Gods didn''t support Vua, then how could all this happen? Mezhan failed to Shape Tahiri and now it looks like they let us capture your very important Shaper right out of her own chambers. Maybe Vua is right."
"An infidel seeming to know the will of the Gods. Ridiculous."
"You are no priest, Commander," called a warrior.
"Make the Shaper speak," another spoke.
"The Priests say every Jeedai is a sacrifice worthy of a thousand infidels; the Gods mark them as worthy!" yet a third added.
Harmae''s teeth ground together. Zalthis could see the muscle in his cheek jumping, twitching.
"Mezhan Kwaad. You have failed, evidently, in your task of Shaping the Jeedai. That failure, and that failure alone, moves me to indulge the Shamed one once known to Domain Rapuung. You will answer any question put to you by that Shamed One, and you answer it truly. Your Domain shall pay the price if you do not. All who have been tutored by you shall pay the price as well. Do you understand? Now let us end this farce."
Mezhan suddenly wrestled and struggled in his grip, but she was but a mortal creature and she only succeeded in tearing a gasp of agony from her throat as the endoskeleton of her shattered hand ground together in his grip.
"I did not fail! It is incomplete!"
"You are compelled!"
In his grasp the Shaper struggled, anger and agony and indignation mixed together.
"Do so," Zalthis murmured in the Vong''s own tongue, pitched low so only she might hear. "Or I will kill you now."
She sagged.
"Speak," Mezhan Kwaad hurled the word at Vua like a cast dagger.
"Mezhan Kwaad. Did you cause my implants to be rejected, my body to wither, my marks of rank to decay? Did you cause me to be stripped of my honour, my role and my dignity? Did you do this to me, or did the Gods?"
All the outer courtyard of the damutek was silent. Wind rustled. The distant jungle creaked and barked and chirruped with nocturnal life. Anakin and Tahiri''s lightsabers hissed and spat, two bars of incandescent light.
He wondered what the Shaper was thinking, just then. Did she believe she had a future, a way out? Did she expect to escape this night alive, to return to her tortures and experiments? Did she weigh deceit on one hand, audacity on the other, and find the balance lacking? Or, perhaps, did she see the virulent hatred in Tahiri, understand the weight of what she had done, which she would never be allowed to survive. If not by the hand of the girl she had tormented, then by the hand of an Ultramarine, who would do so for his brother. Mezhan Kwaad would never leave Yavin 4 alive, and perhaps, in that long, drawn moment of tension as she made up her mind, she understood this single, bitter fact. Zalthis would never know. He could suspect, and by connection to the arrogance of Magi that he had heard of, told by other Ultramarines and by those who apprenticed to the tech-priests of Mars, he could reckon well what tipped her decision.
"Yes." She drew herself, voice gaining strength, losing the edge of pain. "That wicked, treasonous thing you see before you is my doing. I broke Vua Rapuung, I made him as you see - for there are no Gods, and his Shame is my will alone!"
The warriors erupted in a frenzy. Shouting. Bellowing. Their orderly organization broke, some shoving each other, some gesticulating, bellowing.
Vua appeared shocked. His dark eyes were wide, wide enough to see yellowed sclera. Harmae took a step back.
"Silence!" the Commander bellowed. "Silence! By the Slayer, comport as warriors!"
"Blasphemer!"
"Heretic!"
"Witch!"
Warriors heckled and howled, organization lost.
Vua threw back his head and howled, ululating and long.
"Zal, this is about to get ugly-" Anakin muttered, sidling closer.
"When the fighting begins, you must take Tahiri. Make for the ship. I will delay them."
The young Jedi Knight jerked his head toward Mezhan, who watched the chaos unfolding with a smirk on her tattooed lips.
"Don''t leave her alive," Anakin said. Zalthis nodded.
"I will not."
Vua stalked toward Harmae.
"The Slayer smiles on me!" he bellowed. "I am Vua Rapuung! Commander of the Warrior Caste! I am the pride of Rapuung! Harmae Carr! Idig''kt kan esht kalduag!" The Shamed One broke into a loping jog, fists clenching at his side. Harmae backpedaled, dropping the ornate dagger, amphistaff slithering down his arm.
On both sides, despite the shock of Mezhan''s pronouncement, all eyes were on Vua and Harmae. The Commander lashed out with his amphistaff at the Shamed One. It was over in moments. Harmae screamed, once, before his skull collapsed under repeated blows from Vua''s hammering fists.
Climbing back to his feet, clutching one hand over a wound in his flank, Vua thrust a blood-and-brain spattered fist into the air.
"Let this be witnessed! The Slayer is satisfied!"
Anakin tried and failed to keep up with each new development. First, Vua was in love - in love - and it was with Mezhan Kwaad. Mezhan Kwaad? And then all his hints and intimations about ''getting revenge'' clicked into place when he blamed her for his Shaming, but then other warriors actually spoke up for him, and then Harmae demanded Mezhan to answer -
And she outed herself as an atheist.
Given the shouted arguments and near-physical posturing going on among the warriors, that was probably as big a deal as Anakin suspected it was.
And there was Vua, covered in Harmae''s blood, standing over the Yuuzhan Vong he had just mercilessly slaughtered in under thirty seconds. He basked in the chants of his name, coming from some of the warriors, fist punching at the air. From the throng, one stepped forward, saluting with fist to their chest.
"Honor to you, Vua Rapuung. I am Subaltern Tsaak Vootuh."
"Honor returned," Vua replied in kind, returning the salute. "Do you confirm my command?"
"I do not. I confirm the confession of Mezhan Kwaad and that your Shame is misplaced. But you know you must go before the Priests, Vua Rapuung. They will measure you and judge your Shame has ended."
"It never began," Vua fired back. "I have no need of redemption from prattlers that never once saw that my supposed Shame was manufactured. I suspect they were in league with Mezhan anyway."
"Be that as it may, but you cannot take command. That falls to me."
"I slew Harmae fairly, in the challenge!"
There were shouts of agreement.
"Vootuh, you grab above your station!"
"Eager to chase at Harmae''s heels, eager to step into Harmae''s vonduun!"
Clear divides were being drawn - warriors edging away from each other, shifting into two groups. It was almost as if he, Tahiri and Zalthis had been forgotten. Like they were suddenly wholly uninteresting in the face of this new drama of redemption and command.
"If you wish to challenge me, then do so." Vua gestured behind him, beckoning toward Anakin and the others. Cautiously, they advanced, stepping away from the damutek and onto more open ground. "I declare that the Jeedai Knight Solo and the Unshaped Jeedai are tools of the Gods. Infidels they may be, but they were placed on my path by the Slayer, so that I might find redemption! Is it not the word of the Chosen People that is our bond? As a warrior, is it not my honor to uphold my oaths?"
More shouts, murmurings.
"I say; let the Jeedai go. Let the Aistarteez go. Any who have faced them know them to be worthy foes. Let us face them again another day, on the battlefield, as equals, so that the Slayer can taste their blood properly given. Not butchered like a quednek by heretic Shapers."
"Again, I must say: you may not take command, Vua Rapuung. Warriors, take him into custody."
Only half, perhaps two thirds, shifted to stand behind Tsaak Vootuh. The other third stepped across that invisible line, arraying themselves beside and behind Vua. Including the one introduced as Hul Rapuung, who stood shoulder to shoulder with the former Shamed One.
This is it, Anakin felt. This is it. He took a deep breath, looking to Tahiri, who caught his eye. Everything was upended, but she was here now. She was with him.
"Do not shed loyal blood today. You have done a great thing, Vua, and you can do an even greater thing. With two Jeedai and an Aistarteez captured, you might even be named a Warleader."
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That, Anakin knew, was exactly the wrong thing to say. All Vua ever spoke of was his revenge, at all costs. No care for his life, or rank, or anything. Just to be vindicated.
"You cannot buy honor," Vua retorted. "Slink back to your rainbow-eyed master. I remember when our word was bond." He crouched down, held out a finger for Harmae''s orphaned amphistaff, curled beside the cooling body of its master. The biot snapped out, mouthing at his digit with fangs retracted. Then it slithered into his grasp, stiffened and became a blade.
"Woe to the foes of the Slayer! Woe to the breakers of faith! I am Vua Rapuung, I am the Unshamed, and I salute you, Jeedai!" He raised his amphistaff and the cadre of warriors behind him bellowed as one. "Rapuung Remembers! Aihya!"
The clash is sudden. It is violent. Bugs rip from carbines, striking vonduun with dull cracks of shattered chitin and spinning exoskeleton. Amphistaves whirl and whip. Zalthis pulls Mezhan along with him, trying to edge around the sudden throng of clashing Yuuzhan Vong. It is mind-boggling, to see them at each other''s throats. Vua slashes the throat of one from ear to ear, laughing as he does. Anakin is with him, and Tahiri. He is slow when Mezhan, finding some new well of strength, braces a palm against his plastron and shoves, hard, hard enough that flesh tears, fractured bone parts, and Zalthis left holding the crushed remains of her Shaper''s hand, the stump leaking blood and ichor. The Shaper stumbles back, clutching at her empty wrist and there is murder in her eyes. His blade is out, crackling to life. She might have all manner of tricks, creations: gasses or poisons, biots or more of those sting-whips she had struck at Anakin with. Mezhan Kwaad plunges her basal hand into a fold of her robes.
Tahiri is there, she is faster. Ikrit''s lightsaber whips, and Mezhan''s head bounces. Her body topples.
Zalthis inclines his head. The girl''s eyes are hollow.
"Go," he intones. "Tahiri, Anakin, go. Make for the ship."
They do. Warriors see them, warriors break off from the clash over who will ascend to command. Thud bugs, razor bugs reach out. Zalthis interposes himself, taking them to his half-plate. Some slash his fatigues, leaving quick-clotting lines of red. Two warriors come forward, but Zalthis has more than his blade. His pistol blurs from his holster and four bolts put the warriors down. There are more coming, more than just were here. Lambent-light poles bob from around the Shaping compound. If there were forty here, then there could still be twice again that many coming. From the walls, from the fields, from beyond. The compound is not large, but it is large enough that it is a frantic sprint, chased by licks of plasma and whirring bugs until they stand in the shadow of the corvette-analogue.
It is sealed. There is no ramp, no embarkation plank.
Tahiri dithers, pacing, wringing her hands.
"Sithspawn," Anakin swears. "We need Vua." He looks back to the pitched battle. Neither of them can make out the former Shamed One, but they can see that the clash is shifting closer to them. Zalthis watches as one warrior, wielding a plasma spitter, takes a knee, aiming toward them, only to be brained from behind by another warrior who jogs out out of the scrum toward them.
"Hail, Jeedai. I am Ulvuarg Qesh. I stand with the Unshamed. If you are to leave, you must leave now. We are few, who stand with Iz''ann Rapuung. Glorious death comes this night, for any who stay."
"We can''t get it open," Anakin gestures.
"Tsii dau atann," Ulvuarg says and strangely, the words do not translate. From below the prow of the ship, there is a wet snick, and then a span of the yorik coral hinges away on membranous filaments, a long and flexible muscle extending out and down. It looks for all the world like a long tongue. "Now go, and I weep that I shall die before we may face across the battlefield." Ulvuarg lopes away, swinging his amphistaff high.
Anakin and Tahiri vanish into the ship. Zalthis remains at the foot of the ramp - the tip of the tongue. He holds pistol in one hand, blade in the other. The Vong are focused on each other, but as squads close in from elsewhere, he sees them look between the knot of kinslaying and the corvette. Many change their course.
At range, his bolts are less effective. They spang and deflect from more heavily sloped vonduun armor. He has extra ammunition, but they approach from all angles. Some of those fighting with Vua manage to extricate themselves, interposing. From the main clash, a head lofts up on a spinning loop of blood to a sudden burst of cheer. Some warriors scatter, retreating. A throng pushes through, a seven in total. He recognizes the lead: Vua Rapuung.
He is bloodied, his robeskin slick with black blood in many places. Half a cheek is missing, baring rotted teeth. But his eyes are alight.
"Aistarteez. You are still here."
"Tahiri attempts to make the ship work."
Vua stretches his arms, heedless of deep gouges along his bicep.
"Then she must work swiftly. Or I will escort you to the Slayer''s presence tonight."
Zalthis keys his voxbead.
"Anakin? Progress?"
His brother replies immediately.
"Tahiri tried on the cognition hood and freaked. It''s okay, I''m calming her down, but it''s going to take a minute before she can get this thing in the air without the ship trying to eat her brain. I think I''m going to have to be her anchor."
Zalthis nods. Honestly, it is better than expected. She is attempting to command a ship she had never seen, using alien means and, he suspects, false memories. From the name the dead Shaper called her to her confusion over Anakin, the hallmark signs are there of mental conditioning. A potential boon, if she can master it, or a catastrophe if she cannot.
"It may be some time."
Vua licks bloodied teeth.
"Then we draw blades together, Aistarteez."
They do, but Zalthis wonders why. So, he asks.
"Why are you doing, this, Vua? You proved you weren''t Shamed."
In a moment of memory and reverie, he is reminded of Sol''s demands of the dying Herglic, his need to know why he would sacrifice his life for an Astartes.
Vua points at the oncoming squads of other warriors, of those remaining that stood with Tsaak Vootuh.
"Too long have my brothers placed ascension over purity. Mezhan cursed me, but there are reasons why she felt free to spit on the Gods and spit on me in such a way. All I wish is that when I stand before the Gods, I may do so with my heart light and my honour untarnished." Vua glared at Zalthis, then, dark eyes hard. "You are an infidel, which makes you unworthy of honour. But I am of the Chosen People, so I will be judged. Know me by the quality of my foes, Aistarteez, and the Gods will love me."
Uncomfortably, Zalthis inclines his head. Vua''s words ring entirely too clearly.
Then, there is little time to talk, for reinforcements are upon them.
Tahiri is trembling, her entire body. Shivering and swallowed in the broad seat in the ''bridge'' of the corvette, the soft and leathery thing adjusting itself slowly to her body. She holds a cognition hood in her hands, tears tracking down her cheeks, wetting dried blood slick again.
"It was in my head," she hiccups. "It was talking to me, and I¡I wasn''t me."
"You''ll always be you," Anakin promises. He reaches out, squeezing her shoulder. He can feel the fleshlessness of the joint, the hard nub of her collarbone. "Tahiri, we can do this. Together. Trust me, reach out to me. I''ll be your anchor."
She opens to him, for the first time since Ikrit died, since the Lady Starstorm fell from the sky. Tahiri is in his mind again, that warm place, but one that prickles like needles. He reaches toward it, and she meets him, tentative and skittish.
He doesn''t realize that he leaned closer in body, as well as mind, until her lips touch his again. This time, for a long, infinite moment, there is just Anakin and Tahiri, just them, as he opens memories to her and she greedily rips through them, like she is reminding herself. A lifetime of friendship in a moment, years in a second. He leans back, she leans back, and her gold-green eyes sparkle. She knuckles tears away, takes a shuddering breath, and looks down at the leathery hood in her lap.
"Let''s try this again," she murmurs. Then a spark, a hint, a fragment: her lips twitch. Not a smile. Not a smirk. Barely a ghost of one. "And let''s try that¡other thing later, when I''m not covered in blood."
Anakin laughs.
He loves her.
Vong die. Zalthis hisses as an amphistaff catches, rips along his gauntlet. The tips of two fingers go with it. He retaliates with a punch to the face that spins the warrior''s head around one hundred and eighty degrees. The way the compound is set up, the small little landing site is in one corner of the rayed design. It funnels the squads coming. The fighting is haphazard, with both Harmae and Vootuh dead. The loyalists attack because that is their order, but organization is lacking. Vua has only eight left of those who fought with him, and they use landed coralskippers as cover.
This is a new form of fighting, and one that Zalthis worries about in the war to come. This is not the massed infantry melee of Fondor, broken by only occasional barrages of bugs. This is combined arms. Carbine wielding Vong take potshots, firing smaller but far faster razor and thudbugs from range, harrying the defenders. Zalthis expends his bolts to kill those who bring the plasma spitters. Lambent-light poles bob and topple as their bearers fall, throwing mad shadows and bars of illumination this way and that.
He estimated there were three hundred or more at the high end for the garrison, a hundred at the lower. So far, no chazrach have been roused. In fact, neither he nor Anakin have seen any at all.
Time is ticking down. The squads that come he surmises were those that were already on alert for watch. Plenty more will come from the neighboring compounds. And then, there are the ships in orbit, with their own cadres.
"Status?" he asks again.
"Tahiri is talking to it. She''s - well, she''s convincing the ship to listen to her. It''s not easy."
"Understood."
A bar of plasma, sudden and flaring and so bright he blinks spots from his eyes, spears from across the compound. It smacks into one of the landed coralskippers, erodes half of it away. Zalthis squints, eyes already adjusting back to the lambent-lit night. There - as shape. Lumbering, muscular, hunched, ambling from around several spiralling, shell-shaped domiciles. Its belly is swollen and heavy, dragging on the ground. A heavy, wobbling sack swells from under its chin; an engorged and distended throat-pouch. Stumpy, thick legs allow it to drag its bulk along the ground, a thick tail sweeping behind it.
It yawns wide and burps another stream of searing plasma. This stream smashes into the ground, ripping a channel of steaming glass ten meters long.
It could cripple the corvette. It will cripple the corvette.
It is a hundred meters or more away, on the far side of the open space of the compound. There are many, many Vong warriors loping into that space.
He feels slightly disconnected, as though he is a step behind himself. He taps his voxbead.
"When I asked eaerlier, it was not because I didn''t know. It was because I had the answer."
He doesn''t clarify. Zalthis blurs into motion, as fast as an Astartes can move, from motionless to a ground-devouring sprint.
Anakin frowns. Tahiri, lost in the cognition hood, doesn''t notice.
"What?"
"I am engaging a biot. Tentative classification ''Squat'', it appears to be antivehicular."
"Oh. Be careful, Zal."
"Of course, little brother."
His speed unmanned the Vong that might have tried to interpose. He knows that among mortals, they have a term for it. Transhuman dread. It is the feeling that no being that size should move at quite that speed. He understands that Astartes can feel the same, in the presence of a Primarch. He has never met his father, and wonders, for a moment, if he ever will.
Nonetheless, he is not unscathed. The meat of his left thigh is cored, a dull ache each time his foot falls, but the muscle is intact enough. A loss of efficiency, but not crippling. Plasma has seared close enough to singe his fatigues.
The creature sees him coming, of course. It spits its own ball, but the long wind-up to vomit the stuff makes it simplicity itself to avoid. The heat of it is incredible, even as it passes five meters to Zalthis'' left to smear and splash along the ground. It strikes a knot of Vong warriors, fighting amongst themselves, and erodes them into ash. From a distance, it looks clumsy. Slow. Near, it has remarkable alacrity for its size. It whirls, swinging its heavy tail. Zalthis springs upward, clearing it with ease. It is the size of a landspeeder, just about, from nose to base of the tail.
When his boots touch down again, Zalthis is in motion. He dances close, gauging its hide. It is leathery, thick, and he has seen some biots shrug off even plasma bolts. He punches his blade into its side, palm planted on the pommel to drive it. There is resistance, like pushing through thick mud, and the beast hoots a shriek. His blade sinks to the quillons, stuck deep into its side.
The creature writhes and rolls, suddenly, against all logic and instinct. It is wounded in the side, it should roll away from the pain. Instead, it rolls on top of him. Zalthis is hammered flat, slammed hard to the ground under its bulk. His unhelmeted head bounces off the hardpacked dirt, stars momentarily bursting in his vision. Then he can see nothing at all and smell only the reek of stale urea. The weight is incredible, compressing his chest, constricting his breathing.
Maybe if the creature was smart, it could have suffocated him, but it continues to roll, right off him again.
Zalthis staggers back to his feet. He''s lost his sword in its side. He draws his pistol instead, braces and sets his weight. He empties the entire clip, mass reactives bursting in its hide. Blood spumes. Leathery skin flutters in tangles and tatters like confetti.
It pivots fast, maw yawning wide. There is a golden glow in its throat, and his enhanced reflexes give him plenty of time to study in the interior of its mouth. He notices, with distant interest, that its mouth is mirrored and silvery, like the inside of a seashell. A thick, pink tongue flops, then retracts away. Fanged teeth, seared black, are as long as his fingers.
He judges where it might spit. He lunges to the left. It spits, passing by on his right.
The heat is incredible. It is searing. He can feel the sweat on his entire body dry instantly, his fatigues, still damp from the river, steam immediately. At first, he thinks he is unscathed. His right eye is fogged. Then the pain strikes.
It is shocking. He is intact, but the plasma passed so close that it seared away the fatigues from his entire right side, scorched the ceramite of his armor to bare, dusty grey. He raises fingers to his scalp and ash crumbles away from his scalp where hair had been. The entire right side of his face feels like it is on fire. His eye cannot focus.
But he is intact. All limbs. He flexes his fists. Sinks into a crouch. The pain is encompassing, but none of it is mortal. At worst - he will bear scars. What Astartes does not?
The creature rears up again, puffing out its throat. Another golden glow.
Zalthis springs into motion. The creature does not expect this - it''s slitted eyes open wide and it backpedals. It is used to prey fleeing. It is not used to prey attacking. It twists its head away, but he has a grip on its upper jaw with his right hand. Fangs snap away from his clenching fingers. It lashes its head and yanks Zalthis along with it, lifting him into the air as it shakes its heavy head like a cyberhound. Holding on by only one hand, Zalthis lets the thing yank him up and into the air, all several hundred pounds of him.
Theoretical: use the strength of the enemy against them. Practical: as he swings, driven by the biot''s wild thrashing, he uses the added momentum to punch his other fist into one wide eye. It bursts, sprayinq aqueous humor. His fist is inside its orbit and he spreads his fingers, gripping onto the skull itself.
Now it''s the beast''s turn to feel shocking agony. It trips over its own limbs, its own distended throat. Between his grip on its upper jaw, his fist punched into its eye socket, Zal plants one foot against its lower jaw, crunching more fangs, and bellows with the strain of forcing its mouth open. It thrashes, barely aware. Strangely, it makes no sound beyond huffing exhales of hot, metal-tinted breath.
Holding its jaws open, Zalthis yanks his hand out of its eye, plunging his hand into its throat up to the shoulder. Fangs skitter along his pauldron. He feels slick, slippery muscle. There. A valve. Clenched shut, thick around as his bicep. He grasps it, squeezing tight, and then -
Rips.
Tears.
In the beast''s throat, there is a meaty pop.
Incredible heat washes over him, like an open fusion reactor.
Zalthis stumbles back, staring numbly at molten ceramite dripping from the stump of his left wrist. His hand is gone. Scorched bone protrudes from flesh liquified by heat. This time, there is no pain. Just an awareness of loss. A gap in his proprioception.
The biot is twitching. Plasma, white-hot, dribbles from its sagging jaws. It drips down its chin, scorching trenches in the leathery hide. More burbles out from newborn holes in its throat, its neck. It burns from the inside out. Zalthis paces around it, finds the hilt of his blade sticking out from between ribs. He plants a foot, grabs it with his right hand, and yanks it free. It hums, the gladius clean and shining metal, flickering with crackles from the power generator.
He turns his attention back to the greater skirmish. The corvette''s boarding tongue is retracted, he can see. There are warriors below it, firing much, much smaller blasts of handheld plasma against its coral exterior. They won''t damage it; it would be like shooting at a Stormbird with a lasrifle. There are dead and dying Vong scattered about. A closing circle surrounds Zal and the corpse of the biot. To his surprise, there are three other Vong within that circle. Two warriors, and Vua Rapuung. Rapuung has a shredded arm held against his chest. His skinned cheek leaks blood. His eyes are wide and bloodshot. They shine in the lambent light.
"Aihya, Aistarteez," Vua wheezes. "I told you the Slayer would feast tonight."
He has one hand. Bolt, or blade. His fingers tighten around the grip. He spins the gladius once, twice.
"He''ll feast well," Zalthis promises.
Tahiri is muttering to herself, hands smoothing over a membranous console. Nubs of nerve clusters protrude here and there. She looks slightly monstrous with the hood enclosing her head, but she radiates determination. The corvette trembles. Deep in his gut, his body is momentarily convinced that ''down'' is behind him. More than once, Tahiri has swallowed a scream, going rigid until he took both her hands, talking to her, reminding her who she was, where she was, what was happening¡
Each time was a slice to his heart.
"Okay," Tahiri mutters, voice muffled. "That''s¡that''s basals¡"
The bridge of the corvette is at the front, protected by transparent, crystalline slabs that serve the role of transparisteel. There''s four panes, each a different size, without any symmetry at all. He can see outside, see the random clashes of warriors going on across the compound. Whatever Vua kicked off, it spiralled out of control and fast.
He sees the biot trundle into view, senses Zal''s concern, followed by his focus. He watches the distant duel, mouth agape as he squints, trying to see it better. And Anakin feels the sudden backblast of pain lance through him, making him clutch at his unharmed hand.
"Zal!" he shouts.
"As soon as you are able, launch." the Ultramarine replies, voice crackly through the commbead.
"Get back here! We''ll drop the ramp again-" there''s a dull and distant thud that he hears more than feels through the ship. Then another.
"They are attempting ingress. Unless Tahiri can master the weapons, you must go."
The world narrows. It fades to grey around the edges as Anakin''s chest squeezes tight. Not again. Not again.
"Zalthis, get back here, that''s - that''s an order."
He feels ridiculous phrasing it so.
"Live well, Anakin. Courage and honour."
There aren''t many Vong. Vua claimed there were perhaps three hundred in total, excluding those manning the ships. Some stood with Vua and his declaration of command, his beseeching to honour his oaths. Not just those initially present, but even some who arrived. Zalthis saw it happen: squads of warriors who would pause, argue, become animated, heated, and then blows would be exchanged.
It is shocking; the Vong have never appeared to have even a hint of internal strife. Now, more lay dead by the hands of each other than by his.
He spins his blade again. Tilts his wrist, so that he can see the small starbird etched there, bounded by a circle, set against a starburst.
Which is more worthwhile? To complete your duty; or do it rightly? Sannah was one Jedi. Tahiri, Anakin and Ikrit, they were three Jedi. Almost two dozen escaped aboard Temerity. The future of the Jedi Order, saved, as per the command of Lord Guilliman. Three children and an aging Master were losses, but counted against the rest, they could easily be deemed acceptable losses. Thus; the duty was done. The Jedi Praxeum evacuated, the Order''s future preserved.
Captain Thiel obviously judged it so. He had made no moves to support Anakin and the others.
But to do it rightly. The spirit of the order. The meaning behind the pledge. To evacuate the Temple. To save the Order''s future.
Zalthis has lived and breathed and slept and shat alongside Anakin for longer than he had the brothers of his new squad. He has known the Jedi like a brother, spoken to him on deeper topics, exchanged philosophy, placed his life in the other''s hands. Some might see the future of the Jedi as simply the large class of youths. Zalthis can see better.
Practical: Anakin, Anakin is the future of the Jedi. Tahiri is too. Without one, without the both, he fears the Jedi have no future at all. He has seen how they operate. He has seen the selfless heroism of the boy.
To do his duty rightly, is to never abandon a brother. Not when he has pledged otherwise.
The Vong come as one. They do not bother with duels of honour, they do not call for surrender. They unleash a barrage of bugs from raised carbines. One of Vua''s warriors steps before him, juddering and stumbling as he is perforated and battered. He topples, leaving Vua unscathed. Zalthis bears the storm, uncaring as razor bugs shed blood and thud bugs bruise.
He smiles, one corner of his mouth stiff from shining red burns that spread up his cheek and temple. A mark.
"Know this," he says, clearly. "You face a son of Macragge. Woe to you, for the Thirteenth is here."
Vua readies his amphistaff.
"For the Jeedai!" he cries. "For the Slayer! I am Vua Rapuung! I am Unshamed!"
Warriors leap forward.
He has no time for finesse, nor for thought. There is only action, reaction. Killing. His blade pierces into a mouth, through the back of a skull. Through cheek and ear, he rips it out. Amphistaves fall. A pauldron tumbles away. His shoulder aches. He spins, blade extended. Vonduun holds, parts. Bisected, two warriors collapse. Another slips on entrails. A glimpse of a mutilated, rotting face, alight with battlelust. Teeth biting, chewing into a neck. They fall out of sight. Gold plasma hisses past, splashes a warrior. He combusts like a torch, wailing. They do not care about friendly fire; they want him dead that badly. Zalthis grins; a baring of teeth that has no mirth. He kicks; a knee is forcefully reverse articulated. His stump, truncated ceramite gauntlet still cherry-red with heat, smashes into a face. Teeth scatter. An eyeball is ejected with force.
Monomolecular blades are nearly painless. From behind, he feels a line, a space pass through his body, just below what had once been his floating ribs. He reverses his grip, stabs the gladius backwards, feels impact, the weight of a body sliding away. Limbs are slashed away. Arterial blood sprays. Fingers hook at him. Grapple. Bodies weigh him down. Warriors pile onto him. He is suffocating, buried. Borne down to the ground, hemmed in by reeking sweat and dripping blood and this is not how he dies, in the dirt, on the ground - he is Astartes, he is transhuman, he is Ultramarine, he is a son of Guilliman, and no son of Guilliman dies like this - he is rising, he is standing like a towering phantine beast, set upon by carnodons, who rises once again under rending teeth and claw, who even as their throat is torn and hide is slashed, rises once again because this is not yet done.
He rises because the corvette is still on the ground, though through the soil he feels a shudder. Zalthis rises because he must, so he will. His sword is lost, so he crushes a warrior to his chest between palm and plastron. He shakes brains loose and grips the throat of another, swinging them into a third and bones snap.
Focus. Not yet done. Howls ring in his ears. Blades slice at him. Muscle is carved. His feet trample, crushing the fallen. A glimpse, a glimpse - a smiling face, cheek torn, rotten teeth exposed, a smiling face in peaceful repose, over a throat opened to the bone. Impact, impact, impact. Hammering at him, hooking at him, trying to bear him down, pull him down. Focus. Not yet done.
Cold in his gut, a blade-sharp biot, driven by snarling zeal. He takes it, he pulls it out, claims it as his. The edges cut as much as he cuts back, he loses a finger to the double-edged sword. But with it he kills again, again. To one knee. He cannot rise. His leg ends just above the ankle.. Grab by the braid, by the topknot, yank them down, tear them down, down to the dirt, crush beneath his fist. Focus. Not yet done.
The corvette lifts. It wobbles, it dips, it slides sideways and scrapes the top of the coral wall. The shrieking grind is deafening. The distraction is enough to pull another down to death.
It gains height. Zalthis watches. It gains height.
He hears a voice, a distant voice, but the words are lost. His voxbead is lost, lost in the dirt, lost underfoot. Along with his ear. He feels the voice, feels it in his chest, in his heart. Amphistaves fall.
That''s it. Now he''s done.
Tahiri flew the corvette like a drunken smuggler, slewing it around sluggishly. The dovin basals kicked in pulses, pressing them back into their couches with sudden acceleration. Anakin was lost for words, slumped in the leathery couch beside Tahiri''s, limbs slack, mouth open.
Zalthis was gone.
They were leaving the compound behind, and Zalthis was gone. He felt him, felt his friend - his brother''s sudden calm. He was gone.
He barely noticed Tahiri crying out in warning, or felt the thuds and thumps as the corvette took hits. Coralskippers, probably, he thought distantly, wondering how those got into the air so fast. Part of him was screaming at him to wake up, pay attention, that Tahiri was no pilot and that if they got shot down, it was all for nothing, that Vua and Zalthis died for nothing at all, but he sat hollow and shocked.
It didn''t even hurt. It was just¡empty. Frank. Matter of fact. Zalthis was gone.
"Anakin! I don''t know what to do!"
He blinked.
"Anakin!"
"Go low," he replied. "Keep as low as you can, that might give us some cover."
And for what? Their combeads didn''t have the range to reach Sol at the Thunderhawk. Tahiri didn''t even know which way to go. He reached out, for Sannah, but she didn''t have the bond like he and Tahiri did. She might be asleep - no, she would be. All they could do is buy a little more time until they were shot down. And if they didn''t die in the crash, they''d be captured. Both of them, this time.
No. He''d - no. Neither of them would be captured.
"It''s two, there''s two of them," Tahiri babbled, muffled in the hood. "The ship - it''s hurting, it wants to fight-"
"Tell it to," Anakin said, voice hollow.
The corvette trembled.
"It did!" Tahiri cried out.
Practical. Stop wallowing.
Anakin jolted upright; the thought sudden and startling. Nothing through the Force, just the sound of Zal''s voice, wry and low, with that ridiculous hypothetical he always used. He hunched forward, digging his palms into his eyes for a moment before straightening up.
"Just keep them off us. Go north, does the ship know what north is?"
Tahiri shook her head.
"Alright. Put Yavin on the, on the right side. Stay low and when you see the sea, go that way and up the coast."
If only he could contact Sol, get the Thunderhawk up. Two coralskippers were nothing, even Fiver might be able to distract them, let alone something that heavily armed and armored.
"Can I take guns?"
Tentatively, Tahiri pointed toward another hood, dangling from its vine-like cord. Bracing himself, Anakin looked at it with a shudder, then pulled it on his head. It felt claustrophobic and hot, his breath stifling, then it¡his mind opened up and he felt the lambent trill in his pocket. From enclosing darkness to wide open skies, he felt like he was sitting right on top of the corvette, out in Yavin''s air.
"Oh, wow," he breathed in shock.
"Right?" Tahiri called back. He tried to turn his head, but instead the view itself shifted and he felt his body stay in the same position. Movement, but without moving. His inner ear swam for a moment. That was going to take getting used to. Weird glyphs burned here and there in his vision, and then his nose was teased by the smell of something¡sour? A little acrid?
Tahiri, sensing his confusion, answered.
"Sour is enemy contacts. If it smells sweet, it means you are locked on."
Smell based targeting. He shifted the view again, catching sight of a coralskipper trailing behind them. Gold plasma spat out, reaching for them and to his surprise - and a bit of pride - the corvette slewed sideways, the plasma going wide.
"Do we have voids?"
"I don''t know how!" Tahiri wailed.
Anakin nodded, felt stupid, and then acknowledged out loud. Looking at the coralskipper focused in the view, enlarging the starfighter, cloyingly, sugar-sweet aromas cutting into the sour. That meant he was locked on, then? But how did he -
Plasma thumped out from right ''under'' him, bright and flaring. The coralskipper easily dodged, but it lost a little bit of ground.
All he had to do was -
Another burst of plasma. At least it fired fast. Problem was, the second coralskipper angled in, ranging shots down that clipped and spattered on the dorsal hull of the corvette. Anakin could see the coral char, then melt. He caught the tip of his tongue between his teeth, sending more and more hyphens of contained starstuff at the ''skips, but they danced and evaded.
At least they''d left the Temple site behind them; by yavinlight and the enhanced vision of the hood, he could see the Escarpment whip under them. They were moving, really moving.
He took aim again, careful aim, hoping this time - another blast and the coralskipper tilted up, gaining altitude, arcing up, right up into a flaring lance of crimson light that threw hard shadows across the corvette''s hull.
"Dead stars!" Anakin swore in shock, blinking hard. A much, much sharper sour smell turned his stomach but his heart soared as a dark, blocky silhouette roared past, spraying countless tracer shells out at the second coralskipper. In his ear, his combead crackled.
"Anakin? Throne, tell me that is you on that rock."
"Sol? It''s us! How did you possibly know?"
Reaching out, he could sense not just Sol''s hard mind, but Sannah too aboard. The Thunderhawk snapped into an impossibly sharp turn, pitching the nose up into a hard stall, tumbling backwards and lashing out a blast of thick laser light that pinned the second coralskipper through. Anakin gawped at the flying.
"We didn''t. The Thunderhawk turned itself on and took off. Lucky that I had been keeping watch from the ramp, rather than patrolling outside."
To Anakin''s amazement, there was a third sense too. Much more diffuse and simple, but when he prodded it, he felt something adjacent to interest, excitement, and maybe pride.
"Five-five-nine-zero-one?" he exclaimed.
[Affirmative], it sent back.
Anakin tugged off the hood. Tahiri relaxed a little, though she still sat stiffly.
"Follow our lead," Sol told Anakin, who relayed it to Tahiri. "There is not much range to the vox, so we will stay close. I can detect the ships in orbit on auspex, and they just passed over the horizon a dozen minutes ago. We have a window."
Luck. Pure, pure luck that the two cruisers would be out of line of sight. Luck, or the Force. The Thunderhawk led them into the dark, into the stars, engines burning blue and white. Tahiri lumbered the corvette along after them, Yavin 4 diminishing behind them.
But, if the Force was truly with them¡Anakin looked to one of the empty couches on the bridge and sucked in a shaky breath. He realized Sol hadn''t asked about Zal. He probably didn''t even think he needed to.
How was he supposed to tell Sol?
Intransigence Epilogue
Epilogue
One by One
They waited into the early hours of the morning, local time. Coruscant never slept, and so: neither did they. From the moment the coded transmission arrived, there was a nervous energy that filled the secure room. Borsk wondered if this was what it was like to be a Jedi - even with his eyes closed, his chin resting on interlaced fingers, he could sense Sien Sovv pacing, he could perfectly picture A''baht fiddling with the clasps of his tunic and Nylykerka smoothing the front of his uniform over and over again.
Everyone seemed to be on edge, waiting with bated breath; only Dif Scaur, dozing with his legs crossed at the ankle, projected a sense of calm. But Borsk, to his mild surprise, felt utterly calm. Perfectly centered; not even tired as the hours creaked past. His hand was played. He''d staked everything on this. He''d overridden heel-draggers in the Senate, shouted down alarmists in Daysong, and burned favors to muster his fracturing coalition. It was already paying off: his favorability was up three points locally, just from the silhouettes of First Fleet in the sky.
That favorability would plummet if - if! - it was learned that so many of those ships would never come back.
And when favorability dropped, the scavengers would nibble. Bite. Gnaw at him, because the political animals would want to claim his chair and declare themselves Chief of State even while Coruscant burned down around them. Some of them would even welcome the Vong themselves to the floor if it meant pushing out Borsk''s dynasty, for even a little while. Not many were that bankrupt.
But they were there.
Borsk didn''t fear them. He pitied them for their stupidity, but he didn''t fear them.
It was those like Viqi Shesh, though - the ones who adopted any veneer, any angle, that suited them. That played to the crowd, that turned every which way with the wind, to ever stand a little higher. For now, Viqi was on his side, cleaving hard to the hawks that demanded unflagging resistance to the invaders. Borsk wasn''t a fool. He knew that the Shesh was no longer the Shesh, save in name. He knew that Viqi''s dealings and speeches and admirable youthful energy was engineered to polish her star.
It was those like Viqi that Borsk feared, because there was always a price for them. And if Tsavong Lah offered peace in exchange for half the galaxy, it would be ones like her that asked where to sign.
So he''d played his cards. He''d cast his die, and now waited with curious detachment as it teetered on one edge.
Sien Sovv sucked in a gasp. Borsk opened his eyes. The Sullustan Admiral, Supreme Commander of the New Republic Defense Force, stood agog with his joweled jaws slack. His dark, black eyes bulged wide.
"Cracked asteroids; no krakana." Sovv pronounced.
Borsk Fey''lya blinked, he unwove his fingers, he shut off his datapad and rose to his feet. All eyes followed him.
"Congratulations, gentlebeings," he said. "Now, we just need to do this another hundred times."
He left the room as an excited susurrus moved through it, the senior officers perhaps too stunned by their success to cheer. The aftermath was for them to marshal. Reeling back in the First Battlegroup from Hutt Space along the same secret ways, deploying out whatever other task forces were necessary to nail down the lines¡he didn''t care. Sovv still had his full confidence and Kre''fey kept proving his worth.
His gut told him the Vong wouldn''t take this laying down, and he''d just very, very visibly spit in the eye of the Warmaster. Borsk had his victory; now, to keep it.
The sacrifice trembled, synapses misfiring. Malik Carr extracted his fang from its skull, flicking the long limb once to scatter brain matter into the hungry flames. The sacrifice, some species he had never bothered to learn the name of, slumped forward. He kicked the corpse, toppling it fully into the pit. Flames roared and pulled sweat from his body. Around the wide, hand-dug pit other warriors did similarly. Dozens of slaves, naked and purified by sonics and incense, tumbled down onto the charring corpses of those who came before. Priests chanted guttural hymns and squeezed bitter, wafting incense out of shrieking, bulbous sple''tur. Chazrach chivvied along shuffling, wailing lines of slaves.
Beyond the site of the ritual, ugly, artificial constructions burned and collapsed, gnawed upon by bond-mates Tu-scart and Sgauru. Miid ro''ik loomed low, scraping thicker atmosphere to glow cherry-red and scorch meaningful marks into the coral. Yorik-et smote thunderclaps overhead as they ripped through the barrier of sound. Yorik-trema nosed through suburbs and outskirts, flashing plasma down to incinerate lingering pockets of resistance. The world had broken easily, even without the blessed touch of a war coordinator.
A fine sight, a fine scent, a fine song of victory and cleansing. Another world, taken. Another population, humbled. Another field of fertile soil for conversion.
Spoiled by ill news compounded on ill news.
Harmae: dead. Mezhan Kwaad: dead. The Jeedai: escaped. Open battle between his own Domain and Domain Rapuung. Condemnations flew thick and came to roost like karlig-set. The Warmaster frowned on him, he knew. The Warmaster frowned on Nas Choka too, for the humiliating loss of half of an entire reserve fleet. The Warmaster frowned on much, and so Malik Carr cast to the gods a hundred and a hundred more slaves to sate their appetites. To implore them to intercede on his behalf.
So fast had been his rise; so swift could be his fall. Harrar cautioned him to remember teachings of Yu''ka and others. To remember his successes, to balance his failures.
Tak-tak-tak. His claw flicked against chunks of duracrete. He breathed smoke and aerosolized blood.
He was being recalled from his nibbling along the edges of the Imperial Remnant. Nas Choka was to quit Hutt space. Entrust operations within his theater to a Warleader, then attend the Warmaster upon Domain Lah at Duro. The summons came from the sneering, supercilious mouth of one of Potent Lah''s underlings. A snub. An insult. A warning.
Malik Carr gripped the skull of a whimpering, cringing slave, digging talons into its scalp. To you, oh Slayer, he thought, separating skull from body with a flick of his claw. At least he could bear a gift to the Warmaster, a gift he would petition for Qesud Qesh to be granted. The gift of a dead Aistarteez. What was left of one, but more than the Shapers had yet examined. The Exiled Imperium was moving. Their battleships ranged afar and rumor among the snivelling cowards of the Peez Brigade told of more Aistarteez nipping at the heels of smaller raiding strikes. In time, more Aistarteez would die where they might be examined and picked over. That time was not yet.
Praise be to the Slayer. He would not be empty handed, not like Nas Choka, who would come with naught to show but the bloated corpses of forgettable purveyors of intoxicants. Delicately, he licked blood from his talons. In his bones, he could feel it. Coruscant was in the Warmaster''s sights. Malik Carr would be in the van. It was the only fate he deserved.
Tak-tak-tak clicked his claw and he relished the tremble in his sinews.
All the younglings were safely aboard Errant Venture with Streen and Cilghal minding them. Kyle hated not accompanying Wild Karrde out, but took solace that Corran and Jacen were going with Talon Karrde. There wouldn''t be much he could do anyway, if Jacen''s premonition were accurate. Better to stay here, to take one of Booster''s shuttles down to the surface of the tempestuous world below.
Eboracum was still reeling from the destruction of its moon. Kyle could almost sense the pain of the stricken world, clinging to life. Tidal forces had yanked and tugged on its plates, touching off quakes and volcanic eruptions as the moon swung ever closer in its death spiral. Then, when it was blown apart, the sudden scattering of its concentrated mass relaxed pull on Eboracum, letting tides sweep out across the oceans away from beneath the spreading smear of lunar debris.
And that debris came down, despite the best efforts of the Exiles. On the way down, escorted by six chunky Imperial starfighters, the Jedi could see flickers of crimson light, like inverted lightning, whickering up here and there from beneath the storm clouds of the world. The largest chunks that could''ve killed the world were intercepted, but no power in the universe could catch everything. Only a full planetary shield like Coruscant''s might have, and even then, a large enough moon rock would''ve overwhelmed it too.
Eboracum was still alive, but the sky almost constantly bore witness to creases of contrails and distant rolling thunder as landspeeder and shuttle-sized meteoroids tumbled down. The fighter escort wasn''t there as an honor; they were there as a practicality, just in case the haphazard chaos of the forming ring around the planet hurled a poorly timed rock their way. The idea was darkly ironic - if the Exiles went out of their way to save the Praxeum, only for three of the five Masters to die because their shuttle was clobbered on the way down.
Kam was tense, always growing a little anxious around reminders of his past. The Exiles weren''t the Imperials that this galaxy knew best, but there was enough similarity to keep Solusar''s teeth on edge. Tionne, though, joined Kam in the cockpit, peering over the shoulder of one of Booster''s in-house pilots who expertly handled the shuttle.
"Sir, ma''am," the pilot said, the Chadra-Fan utterly focused on the task. "We''ll be landing in ten. I''ve got the flightpath locked in."
"Thank you. We really do appreciate the service." Tionne said.
"Just doing what the boss ordered. And it''s not every day I get to meet a couple famous Jedi!" Stormclouds swirled and rolled around them as they plunged into the turbulent atmosphere. Visual was lost on their escorts. "Don''t mind what other folks say. The Jedi are good in my books."
The shuttle punched out of the lower span of the storm, revealing the twinkling lights and reaching towers of Eboracum''s new capital - Eboracum Civitas. Hard to believe it had been a sleepy backwater just a year ago; now thick, blocky towers many stories tall rose from a huge grid of orderly streets. Massive shapes of factories squatted in the distance, protruding thick smokestacks and vents. Kyle could even see huge, shifting shapes in the rain that were some kind of construction droid - no, no droids, walkers maybe - moving around the skeletal shape of yet another growing building. Rain slanted down, hard and drumming, pouring from the heavy clouds overhead. Their target wasn''t the city itself, but beyond it, in the rising range of mountains that hemmed in the river and plain the city was filling up bit by bit. There, against the horizon, was one of the sources of the laserfire that flicked up toward space.
The Farisen Redoubt, the world-bound home of the Ultramarines.
Tylos Rubio, Codicier of the XIIIth Legiones Astartes Ultramarine, met them on one of the Redoubt''s many landing pads. Bright sodium lamps along the rim of the pad threw hard shadows, illuminating the heavy downpour. Kyle shaded his eyes, taking the lead down the ramp. Water ran along the dark duracrate of the landing pad, flowing in rippling waves toward sunken drains here and there, but surprisingly, not a single drop landed around them. He glanced up - there was a bubble around them, encompassing the shuttle entirely and the Ultramarine like an inverted glass dome. The rain drummed and slid off of it easily.
And again, Kyle Katarn felt the glint in the corner of his eye, of something just beyond his sight.
"Thanks," he said cheerfully, striding down and offering a hand to the looming Ultramarine. "We weren''t looking forward to getting soaked."
The Astartes easily matched the local form of greeting, ceramite palm to Kyle''s flesh-and-blood.
"I am Codicier Tylos Rubio. You must be Master Kyle Katarn. Master Tionne Solusar, and Master Kam Solusar. Welcome." He inclined his head, placing a fist over his heart.
The similarities to Alebmos began and ended at the intensity of Rubio''s gaze and the hints of inner light in his eyes. Otherwise, the two could not be more different. Rubio was cleanshaven, his blocky jaw firmly set, and he wore only the slightest fuzz of hair on his scalp. His armor was as huge and colored as any other Ultramarine, but lacked all the fancy drapings, cords and ornaments of Alebmos. Only a book hung from Rubio''s waist, chained closed, with a sword belted on the opposite hip.
"I''ve been briefed by Lexicanium Alebmos. Come along."
"Looks like they work fast," Kyle said, voice pitched low. Kam, his head on the swivel, nodded. Tionne looked fascinated, her silver eyes wide to take everything in. Senator Shesh''s whole crew said that the fortress was still deep in construction when the Exiles invited them to summit. Now, though, Rubio led them down tall halls with vaulted, towering ceilings. Banners in a variety of colors hung along the walls, all bearing repetitions of the same collections of symbols. The two-headed bird, the rounded peth shape - U - that was on every vehicle and armor. Alcoves held small plinths, most empty but a few bearing marble recreations of Ultramarine helmets. What they meant, Kyle didn''t have a clue.
Plenty of humans bustled around, showing how used to the big Ultramarines they were as they strode right past without even a side-long glance to Rubio and his guests.
They took a lift, large enough for their shuttle. It clanked as it descended, bearing the four of them down, down into the depths under the fortress. Rubio kept his quiet, which bled into the Jedi Masters. The air grew cooler, closer, with a bit of dampness that felt almost clammy. The ornamentation vanished, leaving the walls polished but bare granite, braced by metal strutwork and arches at regular intervals.
"A little grim, down here isn''t it?" Kyle finally observed. At least it wasn''t dark - lume panels shone constant, steady light, almost clinical.
"Psykery is not often an art to be lightly practised, nor in easy view."
"We''re realizing that," Kam said.
Rubio led them to a large durasteel door, inset into the granite wall with a thick, coarse, red-metal frame. One of the common skulls that Exiles favored in their designs was mounted in the center of the door, protruding from an orderly network of cabling and wires that sunk into gasketed apertures in the brushed metal plane.
A pane of flickering red laserlight snapped out, swept up Rubio''s body and cut out. Several tones hummed and warbled, like a drunk astromech. Kyle almost expected some dark, ominous space behind the door; but pleasantly when it quietly slid aside it revealed a handful of broad, tall steps down into a slightly sunken chamber. Intricate, interwoven coppery mesh covered all the walls and ceiling, punched through in regular intervals by thick, cylindrical spars of dark metal. Cool air rushed out and Kyle saw Tionne shiver, leaning against Kam. Frost rimed the metal meshes and humming generators squatted along the outside of the round chamber. There was a simple table, covered in parchments, ink-filled quills and gently spinning gyroscopic devices made of thin, delicate wire.
Two other Ultramarines waited - one in deep, oceanic blue robes and a heavy cowl, hands tucked into opposite sleeves, the other in armor like Rubio, with dark hair pulled back into a high bun.
"This is Mitratos," Rubio indicated the cowled one, "and Hostilio." He gestured to the armored Ultramarine. "Both are of the Nine. I apologize for the chill. Step inside, so that threshold can be sealed."
The three Jedi followed Rubio down the short flight of stairs and behind them, the door slid closed with a sort of finality. Heavy clunks indicated hidden locks engaged.
"Hello," Tionne said, always putting her best foot forward. "I''m Tionne. This is Kam, and this is Kyle. We teach the next generation of the Jedi."
"Good evening," Kam said, inclining his head slightly.
Kyle wanted to offer a hand, but settled for a quick grin. "Nice to meet you both."
Hooded Mitratos inclined his head. Hostilio''s eyes cut to Rubio, back to the three Jedi, and he raised a hand in welcome. Neither made a sound.
"Mitratos is mute. Hostilio is deaf. They volunteered to be present as examples." Rubio strode to the table, bending to examine a spinning gyroscope. He grunted, apparently pleased with what he saw in the rotating, concentric rings. "Captain Thiel has shared your interest in the Warp. Alebmos has tipped our hand, which was his right and decision to make. The Jedi have been exposed to the raw stuff of the Warp, conjured both by uncareful hands and trained ones."
Rubio planted himself on the far side of the table covered in arcane, archaic decoration. He leaned forward slightly, eyes glowing gently from within.
"Ask. I will answer in all ways that I can."
He decided to let Kam and Tionne lead - Kyle was more interested in listening for the moment, ready to jump in to comment on his sense of Alebmos during the fighting. He eyed the two silent Ultramarines flanking Rubio, noting how Hostilio returned his interest impassively.
"Why now?" Kam asked, looking over the arranged parchments and leatherbound books scattered on the metal table. His tone was a little confrontational and Kyle sensed Solusar''s frustration. He could definitely share it - the Exiles had a proven track record at this point. Obtuse secrecy, until their hand was forced, followed by reluctant disclosure. Like hiding from the whole galaxy at first, until they were forced into contacting the New Republic. Like making vague warnings about the ''Warp'', until Anakin and Tahiri uncovered the Sith temple, at which point they scrambled a specialist out with only more ominous pronouncements accompanying him. "Don''t misunderstand me. The three of us - and Master Streen - spoke on the way from Yavin. This is important, but you''ve been tight-lipped until now. Even Alebmos wouldn''t give more than generalities for Anakin and Tahiri."
Rubio gestured to his two compatriots.
"Mitratos was ambushed in the bilges of Macragge''s Honour shortly before the conclusion of the engagement above Calth. Yes, Master Solusar, I am aware of what Captain Thiel shared. Until that confrontation, Mitratos spoke easily and freely; what he banished in the bilges stole his voice from him."
Unsure of the direction - or misdirection, maybe - Kyle figured he might as well see where Rubio was leading them.
"Throat injury?"
Rubio shook his head.
"No. Conceptual injury. The warpspawn Mitratos fought stole from him the concept of speech. As a metaphysical construct. He is otherwise healthy, but will never speak again. I do not mean merely with the flesh. An augmetic implant would fail. Were he to use a thought-tap, it too would fail. Even synthesized speech is beyond him. Hostilio is deafened. From him, the concept of hearing was hacked away. Again, no augmetic or surgery will ever restore his hearing. The warpspawn that preyed on good Hostilio devoured sound from him, and he will never experience it again."
Rubio clenched an armored fist and frost cracked between his fingers.
"These are the meanest dangers of the Warp. Both of my brothers were lucky to suffer so lightly. The Emperor, beloved by all, believed that the Warp was to be proscribed knowledge, held in trust only among those in which he placed his greatest faith. The Primarch has rescinded this diktat. The presence on the eighth moon of Yavin moves us to reveal more."
Kam looked pained, pinched, cutting in.
"We''re not unfamiliar with¡metaphysical wounds. The dark side can twist and injure in long-lasting, haunting ways."
"That is part of why I counseled the Primarch to allow me to speak with you. Whatever your Force is, there are parallels between it and the Warp; at least ones that ring conceptually similar. Alebmos'' estimation of the immaculate nature of the Jedi youths was considered as well." Rubio tapped the heavy tome at his waist idly. "I warn you: consider twice whomsoever you intend to share what I will tell you now. And then: think on it a third time."
They drifted in the dense, ringing bands of Yavin''s radiation belts. All of the gas giant''s moons were far distant points of light, nothing more than overly large stars. Sol brought the Thunderhawk close, its wingtip nearly touching the rocky shell of the corvette. And then¡ they drifted. If there was a way to extrude some kind of airlock or boarding tube, Tahiri hadn''t a clue. The Thunderhawk wasn''t designed to have any sort of universal connection either.
Sol and Sannah could leave. 55901/a was hyperspace capable and the servitor had access to a navicomputer.
Anakin had told Sol to leave them and get help three times. Sol denied it each time, his voice flat through the combead.
Tahiri hid herself away inside one of a few dozen small cabins. Somewhere between the flight from Yavin 4 and realizing there was no possible way she could manage to figure out a hyperspace course, she''d discovered that she had been speaking the Yuuzhan Vong language the whole time. That led to a sudden breakdown as Tahiri tried and failed, tried and failed, to say anything in Basic. Anakin didn''t know what to say. How to comfort her.
And so they drifted. They drifted as hours turned into a day, and no ideas, no brilliant thoughts came to him. Anakin wandered the corvette, mapping out what passed for decks. It had a lot more internal space than he figured it would. The first time he almost stepped on a small, scuttling bug he''d started and gone for his lightsaber, but all it did was click mandibles at him and scurry along. He followed it, tense and thinking about grutchin hives or some kind of thud bug hatchery, only to realize it was some kind of living mouse droid when it started chewing on a discolored patch of wall in one corridor. It gnawed, taking crunchy little bites, and then turned around and excreted fresh ''spackle''.
The whole ship was like that. Some areas smelled like brine and blood, one space was basically filled entirely with what looked like heavy, hanging capillaries that pulsed and writhed slightly. The deck had spring to it, the walls breathed and there were little biot things all over the place, doing who knew what.
Tahiri didn''t withdraw from their bond.
She was here, but she was so, so far away.
Anakin slid into the fleshy ''pilot'' seat of the corvette, slouching and glaring at the stars visible through the asymmetrical viewports.
Like had happened every hour, his thoughts, never calm, never still, ran back to Zalthis. His nails dug into the leathery texture of the couch. His throat burned, his eyelids scraped over dry, red eyes, and Zalthis etched an Ultima into his lightsaber. Little brother.
He wanted to break something. He wanted to break everything.
He wanted the universe to feel as broken as he did inside.
Instead, Anakin tapped his combead before he could second-guess.
Sol answered, as quickly as he had the last five times.
Strange, that he had worn the robes of a Jedi longer than the cuirass and decoration of a Captain. So swift had been his ascension through the ranks, so tumultuous the compliance of Eboracum and reorganization of the XIIIth, that for those who had accelerated to fill gaps in the command structure, the usual ritual and rites were often skipped or curtailed. Aeonid kept the battered plate that had survived the purging of Macragge''s Honour through his handful of months as a Lieutenant. Certainly, it had been restored and repainted, but he had not drawn replacements as was his right.
Now, Aeonid paused to peer over a Captain he did not recognize. In the perfect reflection of the armorium''s mirror, he took in his new shape. The colors were off, the shape of the armor wrong - the lone stabilizing point was his electromagnetic longsword, strapped to his back. His cape in deep blue - rarely worn - draped from his shoulders. His new plate was a blend: Veridian designed Mark IV variant, along with Konorite III and Martian Maximus. Some pieces had even been forged here, aboard Macragge''s Honour, in the foundries since translation to this new galaxy. His left pauldron bore an Ultima in relief that encircled the cerulean field, marked by the badge of the Adaptive Company. Sweeping wings in gold gilt his right pauldron and a segmented skirt of ceramite hung from his waist.
He studied his reflection; the officer he never expected to be. It was a fine sight.
''I''ll not need aid again,'' Aeonid said gently, dismissing the elderly arming adjutant. The grey-haired man bowed low, retreating from the arming chamber, servitors at his heels. His stint among the Jedi was over, ended at the same moment the Praxeum on Yavin had. Where the Masters and youths of the next generation would go was still uncertain. Eboracum was on offer. They could rest easily beneath the great shield of the 4711th - but Aeonid had no great expectations for interest in that offer. For Aeonid, duty called once more, duty to his Company.
He raised his helm to eye level, peering into the darkened lenses. The transverse crest, white and black, stood stiff and tall and broad atop the crimson-daubed helm. He would need to consult with Optarch, with Quintus, liaise with his ''fellow'' Centurions. Managing the formation of the First Adaptive from afar, via holocom, had been an ordeal. Now, he itched to get his hands into the meat of the matter.
Passing through Macragge''s Honour felt as though striding through a dream-space version. The flagship he had grown to know well, grown familiar with - and now, it was upended. The halls were the same, the slowly vanishing marks of daemon still here, there. The workers, in knots and throngs, working diligently to replace facades and decking and ceiling. Servitors and automats did finishing work; cleaning, buffing, polishing. The flagship was regaining its luster, day by day, but now it lived.
Minds gabbled. Chattered. Whispered and moaned and groaned and filled his mind with susurrus. That menial, there, stepping back with chisel in one hand and hammer in the other - pride in the fine strokes that picked out the Ultima in marble below directional markers. Here - a tired knot of crew chuckled and passed illicit beverages back-and-forth, hidden as canteens. He felt the loose, tired edge of their minds, finished with a long shift and ready to unwind. An officer, head down and striding swiftly, frown creasing her face, frustrated by incompetents that delayed essential personnel filings. Two Legion auxilia, who glanced to Aeonid with dipped heads and buried-deep knots of jealousy and sorrow at what they could never be.
It took but a glance, a brush of his intent, a moment of attention. He felt the crew alive and living and feeling, a web-work tangle of lives and emotion. Aligned, in most ways. Splintered, in some. Driven by independent thought, and cooperative purpose.
The Force gaily played to the tune of Aeonid''s newfound control. The ease with which the power cleaved to him still unsettled him, but equally as unsettling was how comfortable he was, day by day, with such things. Alebmos'' was adamant after Yavin, and the request of the Masters to confer with Codicier Rubio firmed his judgement that the Warp and this newfound Force were different, and different enough to ease the clench about his heart.
The Primarch wished to hear of what Aeonid learned, and Aeonid was keen to inform his sire. He already had a growing codex of applications to the Force that he was sure Guilliman would be interested in. Knight Solo''s bond alone featured in most of his concepts. The verisimilitude and clarity of communication, shared senses and proprioception of each participating Jedi and Astartes boggled him. Only the Thousand Sons likely could match the act; but this was accomplished by a youth, a youth who had pioneered the very technique not even a year prior. Fighting alongside Alebmos, at times, only further emphasized the differences between the Warp and Force and hinted at potentials that, when they occurred to him later, were in a word, astounding.
He should have recognized from Knight Solo and Veila''s description of the daemon of Yavin 8. The contrasting influences of the Warp and the Force, which being party to conjurings of Alebmos only proved all the clearer. The Force had answers for psykery. Telekinesis to match telekinesis. Workings to counter workings. Supranatural senses to contend with supranatural senses.
Aeonid found himself amused; he''d begrudged the command to train with the Jedi, and now that his time with them seemed at end, he''d found the reason he had gone among them. The weapon, the tool, that might prove the most potent, hidden weapon¡ when the 4711th returned. When the Legiones Ultramarine brought the righteous retribution long withheld back to the Five Hundred worlds and that bastard Lorgar.
He put aside the thoughts; there would be time aplenty to review with Guilliman. The Primarch, as it so happened, was training. In the very same chambers that Aeonid once awaited censure in, before the world tumbled apart and all the pillars of reality were shaken. The same chamber from which he claimed his sword.
Doors were thrown open; it was an exhibition. Local dignitaries, from Eboracum, attended, observing the training of not only the Primarch - their Primarch, their Lord Consul - but also Centurion Foltrus, the High Suzerain of Eboracum. Select other Ultramarines sparred and demonstrated as well, selected as honors. This was why Aeonid had been summoned here, and now. The returning Captain, savior of the Jedi, trained by Master Skywalker''s own students. A bridge, a span, to connect the stolid citizens of Ultramar to their new neighbors.
If only he had had a chance to construct a lightsaber. That, Aeonid considered, would have been demonstrative.
Two Invictarii stood in gleaming plate to either side of the training chamber''s entrance, tall power-glaives planted and quiescent lighting claws curled at their side. Aeonid observed them with amusement - sensing calm resolve in the leftward brother, and restrained energy in the rightward. Drakus Gorod, no doubt, was lurking somewhere within, as if he could hide his incredible bulk in Terminator plate.
The ring of blade against blade, the spit of power-field against power-field, the sound of thudding fists on flesh, spilled from the chamber, alongside mortal calls of surprise or encouragement. In the center of the space, clad only in a loincloth and the ideal of an ancient pankrator, Roboute Guilliman contended with six Ultramarines clad similarly. Sweat and oil shone.
Casting an Ultramarine into the air with a clear and loud boom of laughter, Aeonid''s father met his eye. Across the space of the chamber, the connection was lightning, was electric: wry amusement, buried sorrow, proud acknowledgement. A snapshot moment; a Primarch in their element, elemental, the human form idealized, perfected, expounded.
Roboute Guilliman became the vanishing point. All perspective bent in toward him. His eyes were windows, blue and indigo and violet. Blond curls glowed as coils of engine-plasma. White teeth that split lightly tanned cheeks were pillars, towering architecture that supported the fasciae of his lip, beneath the frieze of his face, the raking of his eyes and spanning pediment of his brow.
Light haloed him, limned him. Golden light, azure light, light that broke from one color to all, prismatising, shattering, a rainbow that melded into his skin, was of him and in him, around him - a blessing, a caress, a shroud. Behind the Primarch, beyond touch and space and time; close enough to place gentle hand on shoulder, two great white eyes devoured the color, ate the rainbow and bred it forth again, multiplied, the source and drain. The Force rang - as song, in voices multitude - filling Aeonid''s mind until his ears rang and his nose bled to his lip.
He remembered, with eidetic clarity, with kinesthetic accuracy, the encircling, warm arms of his mother.
Aeonid stumbled.
Guilliman was Guilliman. A man, among men. A primarch, among transhumans. The vision slipped away, as sand through fingers.
''Captain!'' the Primarch called, drawing all eyes. ''Welcome back.''
"Hey, Sol," Anakin said.
"Jedi Solo."
Not Anakin. With the Thunderhawk nestled next to the corvette, there was almost no interference in the transmission. It sounded like Sol was sitting next to him. The Ultramarine still hadn''t reacted to the loss. Only a moment of painful silence when Anakin first told him, and then it was business as usual. Anakin could feel him, though. Feel the writhing rage and fury in the man, that waxed and waned over the hours. He''d feel it slip away, replaced by numb shock, and then flare back to life. Sannah had to feel it. Tahiri too.
"If you¡want to talk¡" Unspoken was the plea: talk to me. He didn''t know Sol even half as well as he knew - as he had known Zalthis. What they shared was the same friendship. Zalthis was the tie between them. Anakin had no one to talk to. And he needed to, he needed to talk in a way he never had before. He wouldn''t burden Tahiri with it. Not on top of everything else she had to handle, and not in a way that would just remind her that a good man died to save her life. He couldn''t talk to Sannah, couldn''t remind her of her role in all this. Her rash decision that led to all this, to all this.
He had Sol, and Sol was a durasteel wall.
"I haven''t thought of any further plans since last we spoke."
"Not about ways out of this, Sol, I meant¡" He took a deep breath. "I mean about Zal. Zalthis."
Silence.
"I''m sorry. Sithspawn, Sol, I''m so sorry. I should have done more, I shouldn''t have stayed with Tahiri-" she would have gone insane, with the Vong ship shouting in her mind "I should have been there with him-" to die too "I''m so sorry-" and the words weren''t enough, they were just sounds and shapes, ''sorry'' like he was sorry that Chewie saved him and burned, sorry like he could make it mean something when his father''s best friend, his father''s first real friend was torn away like that, sorry that Sol''s brother was gone and dead and left behind, sorry that he wasn''t enough of a Jedi, that he wasn''t fast enough or strong enough, sorry that everyone who followed him ended up dead -
"Shut up." Sol snarled. Hot anger pulsed from the Ultramarine, just a dozen meters of vacuum and thin barriers of ceramite and yorik coral away. "Just be silent. Don''t talk about him, don''t speak his name. Not now, not to me and - do not apologize. You insult him with that."
Anger was okay. Anger meant something. He could take anger.
"What am I supposed to say? What, should I be proud that he''s dead? Tell me what I should say, Sol, what I should feel."
"I do not know and I do not care. Feel whatever you wish. If you must feel sorry, keep it to yourself. I don''t need it."
The combead would have clicked if Sol disconnected. It didn''t. After a minute of silence:
"Don''t hate Sannah," Anakin whispered. "Hate me. It''s my fault."
"There is a lot of blame to pass around."
"Don''t hate her."
"I don''t care enough to hate. There is still a duty to be finished."
This time, there was a click of disconnect. Anakin pressed tears back into his eyes with the heels of his hands. Alone again, he racked his brains about how to go forward. Try and land on Yavin 8? Thirteen? It wouldn''t take long at all to all hop onto the Thunderhawk, but if Anakin was the Vong, he''d be watching Four, Eight and Thirteen like a hawkbat. Sol, in terse terms, had mentioned trying to do a ''breaching'' action on the corvette. The Ultramarine would cut or blow his way in, but Anakin knocked that down. If they were going to do anything radical like trying to do a space jump, they might as well just lower the ramp-tongue-thing rather than go through that hassle.
Maybe using the Force, they could hold air around them¡or there were biots on board. He''d have to ask Tahiri.
Which¡he''d spent days, weeks worrying about her, spending almost every waking minute thinking about her, and now she was about twenty meters aft in one of the cabins and a million lightyears away. Where did he start? Ignore the scabbed over gashes in her forehead like she was? Talk to her, needing to keep the tizowyrm in his ear just to understand her? Ignore that she''d kissed him, and he''d kissed her - and where in the hell did that come from, either time anyway, and what was wrong with him that he kept thinking about it when she was hurt, and probably hungry and thirsty and bleeding and exhausted and tortured but he still kept thinking about how somehow, Anakin Solo and Tahiri Veila had kissed each other.
People weren''t meant to be full of this many conflicting feelings.
There is no emotion, there is peace, there is no passion, there is serenity -
And that was all kinds of bantha crap. He was exhausted; he was jittering with energy, he was relieved at a bone-deep level, he was horrified, he wanted to hug Tahiri and never see her again, he wanted to mourn Zal but he didn''t even want to think of his friend as dead. No easy, simple little mantra was going to put the tiniest dent into that whirlwind.
He thumped his head against the leathery back of the pilot''s couch once, twice.
What do I do? He grabbed up everything, balled it up, and hurled it into space, into the Force, plaintive and demanding.
And a new star bloomed in his mind. And a second, then a third, and he knew them.
"Jacen?" he exclaimed.
His combead crackled in his ear.
"Anakin? That ugly thing you?"
Something glinted through the viewports. Something glinted in a way that metal glinted, that things that were made the normal way, with droids and assembly lines glinted. He saw ion exhaust, he saw durasteel plates and he knew what he was looking at, as it crept closer. A shape detached from the side, and darted off out of sight. Wild Karrde, a battered old Action V transport, and the best looking thing in all the universe right about then.
"Anakin, if that''s you, and I''m betting it is with that Imperial ship there-"
"Who is this?"
"Oh, that''s definitely an Ultramarine. Hi! Are you Solidian or Zalthis? It''s me, Mei."
"Mei? Mei Taral? You''d lost an arm."
"I made a new one. Corran''s here too, in his X-Wing, and Jacen''s heading down to the airlock. Is Anakin there?"
He got his mouth working.
"Mei? And Master Horn, and Jacen? How did you find us? How did you know?"
"Your brother is scary. He spent like two weeks in meditation finding Errant Venture and he knew exactly when you were about to blast off. Which - well, remind me to never bet against Jacen."
Wild Karrde moved closer, looming larger and larger until it blocked out part of the sky. Mei filled him in - Booster and Corran picking up the Jensaarai from their homeworld after the whole ''Jedi hunt'' started. Then Jacen, popping up out of nowhere in his X-Wing and surprising everyone on Errant Venture. How he''d gone off on his own, guided by notions and feelings from the Force. Booster, wanting to fly the Star Destroyer right to Yavin to protect his grandkids, but being argued down by Mirax and Corran and the Saarai''kaar. Talon Karrde stepping in when Errant Venture reached Eboracum - the smuggler already conveniently there, for other matters - offering to run the Vong lines in his own ship; one much smaller and way more suited to blockade breaking.
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"Tahiri doesn''t think there''s an airlock," Anakin said, dashing through the corvette for Tahiri''s cabin. She was already stepping out when he reached it, and she''d cleaned up somewhere, somehow. Still in the robeskin, but the blood was gone from her face and neck, making her look both more and less like herself. It was shocking to see her bare scalp, marked with bruises and little red scabs where that thing had dug in.
"I''m going insane," Tahiri said, tizowyrm translating. "Right? That''s not Master Horn out there, and Jacen too?"
"It is," Anakin said breathlessly. "It''s the Wild Karrde! You said this lump doesn''t have an airlock or anything, right?"
Tahiri frowned, which was an alien motion without eyebrows.
"I didn''t think so. Maybe? I don''t know. I''m sorry¡"
"No, it''s fine." He tried a smile and hoped it didn''t look as forced as it felt. "Mei? There isn''t one."
"We can cut through the hull, the Karrde''s got one of those universal docking clamps. Says it''s for salvage recovery, so he can get into any model of ship."
And they did. As simple as that. Tahiri directed them to the best place, where the cutters would open up a way into the lower cargo spaces. Wild Karrde took on Sannah first, since it was a lot easier to mate up to the Thunderhawk''s waist hatches first. Sol said he''d stay on the gunship and slave it to jump out with them, rather than leave it up to the servitor. After securing Sannah, the smuggler freighter moved into place and Anakin felt the corvette shudder as grapnels fired into the coral to hold it fast. Another minute or two, and an oval chunk of the bulkhead slid down, edges hot and steaming, smelling like boiled seaweed and burnt hair.
And there, in the opening, was Jacen. His big brother. Anakin didn''t notice the sterile white, flexible tunnel of the boarding tube. He didn''t notice the med team right behind Jacen or how Tahiri recoiled from them, baring her teeth and hissing in her throat. He didn''t notice Mei at the far end of the tube, peering through from Wild Karrde''s hatch. He was hugging his brother, clinging onto Jacen like he was the only thing in the world.
Something in Anakin''s chest broke and he sobbed onto his brother''s shoulder, because he was taller than him now, because he wasn''t a kid anymore, even though he felt five years old just then.
"I can''t do it, Jace," Anakin cried, clutching at his brother. "I just can''t do it anymore."
Tionne, more than her husband or Kyle, kept pace with Rubio. Way, way too quickly, the discussion went from the simple stuff of ''Warp is strange, and does dangerous things'', into complicated matters of intention and will and choice.
"You''d call what the children discovered a daemon."
"Yes. It is a crude term and one that reeks of idolatry, but it suits the matter." Kyle could see the tightness in Rubio''s face - and he could only rely on what he could see, since like Alebmos, the psyker was nearly silent in the Force. Not missing, like a Vong, but like a door sealed shut. "Captain Thiel supported using the term, and as much as my training makes me loathe to give the predators further weight, he has proven incisive in combating the creatures. There is something primal to the ''daemon''. Before Calth, I would have simply called them ''warpspawn'', or perhaps ''extradimensional xeno''. Calth was not the first time the Legiones faced creatures of the warp. But, perhaps, I think it was the first time to see them so unified. So singularly hostile and directed. Psykery is rife in our home galaxy, but it is¡or was¡deeply uncommon to encounter empyreal breaches on such a scale."
Tionne studied the arrayed parchments; even though the dense symbols filling them were as foreign and alien as the Ultramarines.
"And they aren''t spirits of any beings that were once alive."
"No. Another word that within the Librarius is ''Neverborn''. It is apt. They are intelligences without an origin. Without a source."
"Not like a Sith ghost, then." Kam concluded. "Not like Palpatine."
"I''m not comfortable with that," Tionne announced. "There aren''t any species that are all just evil. It doesn''t work that way."
"They are not alive, Master Solusar. To think of Neverborn as a species is incorrect." Rubio''s lips thinned and his eyes darkened. "I once thought of them as merely intruders from some other dimension. A reality that followed rules that lay athwart our own. One that had rules and physics of its own, but based on mechanics that our minds cannot grasp. Something¡concrete. Scientifically explicable. I fear, now, that was naivete. Calth has made me reconsider many truths I held to, and in the months here, in your galaxy, I have had further time to consider."
"Monsters under the bed," Kyle muttered.
"There is some consensus that folklore may indeed refer to ''daemons''," Rubio said. "In some ways, this unexpected exile in your galaxy has produced strange fruits. The Navis Nobilite hoard thousands of years of knowledge of the Warp miserly, not even sharing it with the Emperor. Mamzel Likentrix, though, has been free with her lore and I have had the rare opportunity to conference with not only the Navigatrix, but with experienced astropaths. We have¡shared notes, so to speak."
"Whatever they are, these daemons are hostile." Kam spoke up, grim and severe. "I could sense Alebmos'' sincerity. Anakin was unsettled by what he and the girls saw on Yavin 8. I know Sith magic, and so does Anakin. Not a lot bothers the boy, but that¡lingered."
"It would indeed. The Warp is not something easily put aside." Rubio pursed his lips. "Master Skywalker intimated that the ''dark side'' of the Force is an internal act. He says that corruption is driven by one''s own will and whim, rarely impressed from beyond."
Kam, the expert on these matters, Kyle thought not unkindly, fielded the unspoken question.
"Luke is right. Mostly right. There''s always temptation. Or even force. But neither are unbreakable, and the latter has flaws." Tionne reached out, taking her husband''s hand.
"Redemption is a cornerstone of what it is to be Jedi," she added. "Kam served the Emperor, that is, our galaxy''s Emperor, because he had his memories stolen and endured horrible torture."
"Luke pulled me from that pit and gave me back my life. Just like he turned his father back from the brink when they fought the Emperor together."
Rubio studied both Solusars.
"It is still strange, in a cosmic sense, to hear you speak of ''the Emperor''. There have been many emperors overthrown in the Great Crusade, but rare is it that the title itself is used alone. I digress. My Primarch already said similar to Master Skywalker, but I will repeat it to you three now. What you describe is impossible, with the taint of the Warp. A being who has been touched by the corruptive influences that exist within the empyreal cannot return from it. That is the whole of it. Temptation, too, is a vehicle for the denizens of the warp to find prey."
The Ultramarine gestured to the peculiar decoration of the chamber, the woven threads of copper and anchor rods of dark iron. At arcane-looking generators humming and hissing.
"This chamber is warded against Warp predators." In his hands, he produced a flickering silver light, like flame, like quicksilver. "Even a small expression of power, such as this, can draw them in time. You would hear whispers. Hisses, at the edge of hearing. A daemon would speak to you, in ways that you might find palatable. It would make offerings. It would make promises."
She skimmed the text a final time before thumbing off the datapad. From one socket, she extracted a small datacube, tossing it gently into the air once and catching it. The document existed in one place, here, and here it would still remain for a little longer. She tucked it into a hidden pocket of her robe, waving off the holograms around her expansive desk. The wood was literally priceless, a petrified import from Kuat, taken from the slopes of an ancient volcano. The swirling pinks and greys were striking indeed, as was the raw natural shape of the desk; an irregular cross-sectional slab of that ancient tree.
Rising from her gelpacked seat, Viqi clicked her fingers and all the transparisteel viewports darkened instantly, cutting off Coruscant''s nighttime traffic bands and endless glow.
She froze, her heart in her throat.
Her office was small; only about half a hectare, and aside from the central location of her desk, there was a corner set aside near the turbolifts for more casual reception of guests. One couch, two lounges, and a wide reclining chair. Against the wall was a small cart of drinks, usually attended to and served by 4F, who even now was silent on a charging pad. The droid''s optics were off, leaving the tiny, versatile digi-weapon concealed in its hand utterly useless.
Someone was sitting in that reclining chair. Someone who was not there seconds ago when she darkened the viewports.
They were a silhouette, a sketch of a shape, a klecksographic suggestion dripping pareidolia. She would have noticed them not at all, but for the soft, cherry-red glow of a lit cigarra that deepened the shadow of their slouched form.
She made to speak, but found her throat stilled, her tongue leaden and mouth dry.
Not even Victor''s betrayal had caught her so off-guard, or froze her so utterly.
"It''s better you didn''t submit that anyway."
She shivered, a full body tremble from head to toe, the ripple chased by prickling gooseflesh. She spoke, thickly.
"Who are you?"
"A friend. An ally. A¡convenience. A¡sounding board." Each pronouncement separate from the last by a longer and longer pause, heartbeats stretching into breathless moments. "I''m¡" The cigarra''s lit end brightened with a low crackle, dulled; casting no light. "¡whoever you want me to be.". A thin trail of gossamer smoke exhaled from hidden lips. Their voice was smooth, smoother than aged Greyside 804, a rolling baritone that trembled her diaphragm, a hint of bass, a touch of tenor. A roll through the registers, balanced in a way she''s never heard a being speak before. The hairs on her neck stood on end and she shivered again.
"You''re not welcome here. Leave."
"I''m only here because I am welcome." The cigarra brightened, dimmed. Viqi took one tiny step forward. A second. There - in the darkness - was that a tilt of the head? An adjustment of the hand in their lap? They were just a shape. A formless form, an outline against greater darkness. But she needed to see. See who it was¡
"Borsk is too well liked. Even now. Even if he''d sent all of First Fleet¡and lost it too. He has allies. You''re seen as his successor by some. If you cast doubt on him, you cast doubt on yourself."
Her knuckles whitened, her fists balled tight enough to dimple half-moons in her palm from her nails. No one else knew what was on that datacube. Even her allies in the Senate only had suspicions. Implications.
"I activated my panic code," Viqi said tremulously. The air felt cold, puckering her skin.
"You didn''t. I''ll be going soon enough. I won''t overstay my welcome."
She stepped closer.
"I''ll be back. It never hurts to have another perspective. Different advice."
He - for that voice was male - had the shape of a man. A human man, or close enough, relaxed with legs crossed. Or outstretched, relaxed in repose? One hand lifted, holding cigarra to unseen lips. Or maybe both hands on the armrests of the reclined chair. It was so hard to tell. The only light came from the lamps at her desk. So far away. The cigarra brightened, faded. It shone not a hint of light on the being that savored it.
"Who are you?" Viqi asked again.
She took another step.
The shape resolved itself. She blinked, in surprise. She had left her overcoat tossed over the back of the chair. There it was. Half-folded, draped, and in the dim, distant light of her desk''s lamps, it could - she could see it - it could look a little like someone in that chair. The dark coat, against the lighter fabric. She could have laughed. Tired, and her mind was playing tricks on her. That voice - like something out of her fantasies. The kind of voice that would make her swoon, sweep her off her steadied feet with a honeyed word. Voicing just her inner thoughts - she was still unsure about the audacity of a vote of No Confidence in furry little Borsk, especially after the good word from First Fleet arrived. She was tired; it was a long day, and her mind was playing tricks.
She could have laughed. She did laugh. Rubbed her dry eyes, shook her head in chagrin. A nap, then a meal, then perhaps a long, drowsy massage before she retired - yes, that would do. Preparations, in case of calling that vote had kept her on edge for a week. The Advisory Council was meeting almost daily as well, and wrangling the old loyalists to her great-aunt was an ongoing task.
Viqi approached, to reclaim her coat, to pull it on over her robe. Her mind was already on other things.
On the side, beside the reclining chair, was a low table. It was for the placement of drinks, or perhaps a datapad. There was a small stone dish set aside, because among Shesh, among Kuati, the smoking of substances was not uncommon.
Frission clenched her stomach and prodded new prickles down her spine, for leaning on the edge of that dish was a recently extinguished cigarra, still sending gossamer trails of smoke silkily into the air.
Shadows seemed to slink into the chamber, from corners that could not exist in the circular shape of it. Frost spread across tomes and parchments. Rubio stood impassive; Hostilio tilted his head slightly and Mitratos'' cowl grew darker.
"What would they want? Sith spirits - it always goes back to serving them, somehow. Same as a living Sith, really, though: Exar Kun wanted a body to return to. Marka Ragnos too. ''Help me, and I''ll help you''. That kind of thing. ''Let me teach you these powers'', and then next thing you know¡" Jerec, at least, never really bothered with the usual song-and-dance; he''d just wanted Kyle dead.
"In a strange twist of coincidence, the daemon would offer similar. Power, secrets - or things like wealth, better health. Anything that might tempt, they will offer easily and freely. Their desire is not unlike what you describe the Sith as seeking, yet from a different position. Your Sith seek to return to life. A daemon¡seeks a chance at life it never had."
Lucid dreaming was a strange thing. He would know, on a deep and visceral level, that he was dreaming. It was as if his closed eyes were distant windows, drawn closed and shrouded. At any moment, the bright light of day could glare through the blinds and tear him from the bleary world of his dreams back to reality. But he could ride the line, thoughts conscious and actions cognizant, exerting just enough pressure in his dream to shape it more to his liking. Never to craft it, really, but to act, like he acted in the waking world.
It was a little secret pleasure that Randa enjoyed, away from the stresses and demands of his life, from the constant reminders that he never lived up to his esteemed progenitor. In his slumber, Randa Besadii Diori had control for a little while.
Sleep came easily for the first time in many, many weeks. Warm and comfortable, curled with the tip of his tail before his face, Randa drifted off with a smile curving his wide mouth. His mother was still throwing fits over how the New Republic could possibly have known of the ancient routes into the Taldik Suggaja, obsessed over details that didn''t matter while Nas Choka''s fleet hammering Kor Besadii''s planetary shields like a tribal drum. The Vong seemed to be pulling back, now, but his mother still fretted as if the lucky turn was a bitter one, all for being due to the ''backstabbing'' New Republic.
Once, he dreamed of living up to Borga''s lofty designs for him. Once, he worshipped the ground his noble mother never deigned to touch. Once, he dreamed of being the clan leader, the Besadii himself.
Now, he dreamed of other things.
He wandered the corridors of old Durga the Hutt''s ruined Darksaber. Tiny asteroids bumped and tumbled against dented walls and torn-out ceilings wept snarls of sparking conduits. It was a cartoon representation of the superweapon''s end, drawn and dreamy and strange. Randa did not so much slither through the halls as appear here, there, where, visual smearing and blurring around him in his lucid slumber. He had been here before; it was not an uncommon dream of his. Durga''s Folly was the rope that dragged down the Besadii clan, one that his mother Borga lamented at length. Sometimes Randa dreamt he was curled on Durga''s throne, sometimes he wore the New Republic uniform of General Madine; sometimes Randa found himself as one of the Taurill.
Tonight, he was just Randa, and the Darksaber was dead and echoing. Another monument to the folly of his people, another tomb filled only with echoes of grandiose, pointless boasting lost on the stellar winds. Just like Jabba''s Palace on Tatooine, just like the lifeless husk of Varl; just like Nal Hutta and Nar Shadaa, which burned now under the tender mercies of the Vong.
In the end, everything his people built fell.
"THEN WHY BOTHER BUILDING AT ALL?"
Randa blinked wide, yellow eyes at the booming voice - so loud he wondered if it was shouted in his real ears. If someone had entered his sleeping chambers uninvited, but he felt no struggle back toward the conscious world.
From a slim gap in a partially-shut hatch, sudden golden light flared and Randa winced.
"COME IN! COME IN AND KNOW ME WELL, MY FRIEND!"
Randa would not know, later, if his dream self acted by the law and nature of the dream, or if it was his lucid will that drove him forward with curiosity, reaching for the sparking, dead control panel. The hatch yielded, irising open - for of course it would, since damage and lack of power was no impediment in the unreality of Randa''s imaginations - and for a moment he was overwhelmed by the bright light.
And then Randa''s wide, lipless mouth grew slack in shock.
Beyond was a vision of plenty, a feast worthy of the richest Hutt lords, with dishes delectable and morsels marvellous, laid on trays of moonsilver and spilling from horns encrusted in corusca gems. Voices chattered and the chamber was filled to the brim with beings of every kind that filled the halls of Hutt holdings: Rodians and Twi''lek, Gamorrean and Weequay, more and more - but these were not servants, these did not scuttle with eyes downcast to bear more platters of plenty; they were guests, all of them, feasting and drinking and laughing, eyes merry and alight. Lekku switched in delight, tusks glinted with rings of gold.
Everyone was a friend here. Everyone was brother and sister, equal and indulging in the wealth that spilled - from him.
Not at the focus of the chamber, not on some elevated platform, not removed by distance or stature, but among the crowd, within the crowd, so surrounded that his tail was trod upon, he lifted his arms to allow diminutive beings to dash beneath; he boomed with laughter each and every time and Randa drank in the merry, majestic sight.
He was a Hutt - but a Hutt that Randa could never before have imagined. His body was not corpulent or bloated, it did not drink with slime or cause those around him to recoil - no, this Hutt was lithe and grand, handsome and beautiful, with darkly shining eyes and leathery skin glistening with fragrant oil. Muscles tensed subtly beneath his flesh as he turned to beckon to Randa. A great wreath of twisted branches, heavy with berries and green leaves, wrapped around his enormous brow.
"WELCOME, YOUNG RANDA! COME IN! EAT, BE MERRY, BE AT EASE!"
At the call of the Hutt, the founder of the feast and lord of plenty, all guests turned to raise cups and horns to Randa, calling out in cheering, many-throated welcome.
Numbly, boggled by the strangest dream he had ever plumbed, Randa passed through the outer edges of the feast, but even here, at the fringes, it was no meaner than at the very center. No - to be relegated far from the heart of joy and bounty was not an exile, but a moment of respite, and Randa saw that there was a flow to the guests, which circulated like blood. They wandered at will, from outskirts to center, to touch the great Hutt and relish closeness, to wander away to nap on silk-piled couches for a time and recuperate, to cluster in corners to chatter and laugh and be among friends. And then, they would fall inward again, like trojan orbits, plunging back toward the star, the source of heat and life and lively joy, only to repeat the process.
Randa passed through the feast, through the dense crowd, through the visions of endless plenty and as a dream, he never was waylaid nor stymied, never had to navigate nor pick around obstruction. He was at the entrance of the chamber, he was in motion, and then he peered up at the great Hutt, who was revealed to be greater, larger than any of Randa''s kind, to soar so high that his wreath-topped head brushed the shadowy ceiling itself.
There was no fear in his presence; only the calmest belonging, the softest touch, like his youngest memories in the arms of Borga. The great Hutt boomed with mirth, reaching hands larger than a Rancor''s, scooping up Randa like a wayward Huttlet.
"WHY BUILD, LITTLE RANDA? WHY HOARD, WHEN YOU MIGHT SHARE IN ALL YOUR WEALTH AND JOY? LOOK! SUCH DELIGHTS, SUCH PLEASURES - AND THEY ARE MORE, THEY ARE MULTIPLIED WHEN THEY ARE GIFTED!"
Randa saw what the great Hutt meant. He saw the dancers who cavorted and twirled not because they feared the lash, but because they loved the act, because they adored the approving stares, because they cherished the moment. And he saw it was good; better than what he knew, because Randa, like all Hutts, treasured good things, and pretty things, and he saw then, in the gentle hands of the great Hutt, that by hoarding what is good, and what is pretty, that the world was lessened then, and he was lessened, for when he showered his friends with plenty, then that plenty was reflected back upon him, and he could bask all the easier in the sights and sounds of wealth.
"YOU SEE WHAT BORGA HAS FORGOTTEN?" the Great Hutt threw back his mountainous head, her laughter thunderous, a deluge of warm rain in the summer, and so expansive was their mirth, so infectious, that every guest howled with accompanying joy, cheeks bright and mouths wide and Randa was moved to chuckle, to giggle, to squirm and let tears run down his cheeks and laugh, laugh, laugh, as he had not since he was a Huttlet, before worry bent his brow, before burden and expectation and judgement cracked his back.
"DO YOU NOT WISH A BETTER WAY, RANDA OF BESADII? YOUR NAME WILL NOT BE RANDA WHO FOLLOWED BORGA, WHO FOLLOWED DURGA, WHO FOLLOWED THE GRASPING, COVETOUS LINE OF HUTTS WITH DULL EYES." The Great Hutt lifted Randa higher, swung him whooping through the air, so that he could soar high above the feast and from Randa''s vests shining coins tumbled, and behind him wafted perfumed air, and hands and tentacles and graspers raised in Randa''s passage - as worship, as welcome, as thanks, as Randa spilled the coffers of Besadii wide.
"EAT! DRINK! BE MERRY! FOR ALL THAT IS BUILT TUMBLES DOWN AND ALL THAT IS GOLD GOES DULL IN GREAT TIME."
Randa was deposited at the side of the Great Hutt, who was still grand, but not so grand as to be overwhelming; just a greater presence, a warm presence, who patted Randa on the head and hugged him close and fed to him squirming fleek eels and rubbed sweet-smelling oil into his weary shoulders. A mother, a father, a friend, at his back and in his mind, and Randa sank into the welcome, the peace, the presence.
He could never live up to the reputations and expectations of his clan - but in the glow of green and blue eyes around him, Randa decided that might not be so grave a fate at all.
"I think what''s confusing me is that you have all these grim warnings, like those two, but Alebmos threw around power like few Jedi or Sith every would. How do you square that; if the Warp is so dangerous and so corruptive, why do you use it at all?" It had bothered Kyle, as Rubio pronounced each greater peril, all while Mitratos and Hostilio stood by as constant, permanent reminders to reinforce the Ultramarine''s words. He made it out like even the tiniest spark of power drawn from the ''Warp'' would make any being into a ranting, raving lunatic, yet Rubio''s eyes glowed with inner light and on Yavin, Alebmos-as-Khotta pulled typhoons across continental distances. Something didn''t match up here.
Rubio drummed fingers on the broad spine of the book bound at his waist.
"Kyle has a point." Tionne agreed. "If the dark side seemed like the only possible outcome of wielding the Force, then I can''t imagine the Jedi would have ever even come to be once the earliest Masters realized the danger."
"The Emperor, I think, thought similarly. For a time, He allowed the Legiones to explore psykery as a discipline no different to any other. Like we would study tactics and strategy and drill with bolt and blade, He allowed us to plumb the Warp and chart it. I believe that He used the Librarius as an experiment, to see if the guiding principles of empirical reason could master the Warp. When it could not, He realized, as you do, that the danger of the Warp was too great, and ordered it put aside."
Mitratos'' hooded head twitched toward Rubio.
"The Ultramarines would have kept to that decree forever¡but for Calth. Now, it is my fear that once released, the Warp can never be returned to its box. It is, and it will remain being, and we can either be ignorant¡or we can gamble our lives to learn more about it." Rubio indicated the design of the chamber, pointing to the copper wiring and hissing generators. "These machines are arcane, based on designs shared by the Navis Nobilite and echoing the oubliettes of the astropaths aboard starships. They push back on the Warp and separate it, like oil and water, from the hostilities of the daemon and the rawer, simpler empyreal energies. Like a cage that keeps out radiation, this chamber keeps out the warp predators. And it works; it is proven to work. How is it known? Because the knowledge was earned in blood, and in death. The warp is a sword without a grip; but we are learning to tape over the bitter edge so that we can grasp it for a little longer."
Hostilio made sign again with his hands. Rubio watched, translated.
"All of us will succumb in time. That is the peril in the Warp. None who use it will ever escape that eventual fate, I fear. Only a fool believes themselves capable of mastering it."
Every Moff had a private holocomm suite, and every Moff had a private holocomm suite. Flennic knew that Wellon Bemos used the latter most often, as the man''s taste in paramours was as expansive as the open secret was. Flennic kept two spaces in his estate. Both were equipped with the best transceivers credits could buy - better, even, because these models were not even available on the market - and the rooms were swept and scanned by techniques that Ubiqtorate honed in their cesspool of constant, vicious backbiting. And then swept again, with scanners that would catch what the Ubiqtorate''s protocols specifically avoided.
Conceivably, there were more private places in the galaxy. Ten lightyears away from any star, in the sheer vacuum of deep space was probably more private. But on Yaga Minor? Never.
One transceiver and set was for the tedious meetings of Pellaeon''s Pets. The Moff Council, if you were feeling patriotic. Whenever the old windbag called for them to dance and perform for him, Flennic would settle in for another few hours of arguing until Gilad would not unsubtly dictate the true marching orders through one of his mouthpieces - usually Sarreti, with how used to Gilad''s hand up his rear that young man was - and then after he''d get back to his actual job, which was running the Prefsbelt sector as it should be run.
The other¡ah, that one he frequented far less, and only droids ran maintenance on that set. Flennic tapped a finger against the reader, the gentle prick of the hidden needle only a momentary pinch. Once, Thrawn - and a better leader Thrawn had been than Gilad, even though the Chiss was riddled with his own faults - used similar transceivers to squeak Delta Source and other highest priority blurts around the galaxy to his own secret ears. So much of that paranoid alien''s wealth fell into hands that never really knew what they had, but Flennic always made it a point to understand.
He had to wait ten seconds before the hologram flickered to life, showing a pinch-faced man with painfully combed black hair.
"Where is my money going?" Flennic asked dryly. There was only ever one reason to use this particular holocom code. And it was not for small talk.
"There have been recent perturbations. The gravnet-resonators are showing that we''re not getting full resolution. They can read micrometer swings; this is on a scale of nanometers. Angstroms, potentially."
"And you need better sensors." This was not phrased as a question.
"Yes. And you know it isn''t cheap to source, or deliver."
Flennic sighed, running the tip of his tongue along his teeth. The requested budgetary increase wasn''t minor, but it didn''t quite push the boundaries of that area of the budget. It was doable, as long as there were results. Results, and Flennic could accept most anything. He prided himself on being goal-oriented.
"I don''t need to ask if it''s necessary," he said, asking anyway.
"The current manifestation has stayed coherent for thirty-nine hours," said the other man, a ghost of smug triumph crossing his severe features. Now that was a result. That was a result indeed.
"Approved. You''ll have an increase by end of business." Just as there was no need for greetings, when business was concluded - Flennic flicked off the transceiver and it spun down with a low whine. Everything being done by Besh Source was better off where it was - half a galactic radius away. The less he knew of the harder specifics the better. They had his expectations, and the deliverables he wanted, and that was all Flennic wanted to ever think about.
On the other end of the terminated call, Foga Brill narrowed his eyes at the empty air Moff Flennic''s smug, superior face had just occupied. He was not so removed from the greater galaxy that he didn''t know what was going on. Gilad Pellaeon was cozying up to this new "Exiled Imperium," and that would likely lead to improved relations with the New Republic. Spackle over the embarrassment of Ithor, and that unified front against the Vong would, frustratingly, provide inroads of familiarity as combat bred trust. Brill kept his own projections, as a hobby. After Pellaeon decided to throw Thrawn''s legacy at the Exiles, his numbers now showed the Remnant ceasing to be a Remnant in under a decade. There were gaps in those calculations, gaps shaped like ''Whatever the Vong would do'', but Brill was sure Flennic knew the same. Thus - his petition for expanded funding.
He had not even lied.
His home for six years now was a research station, a tiny thing, just twenty decks total, irregular and ugly with modules slapped on as the years passed. Such a far cry from the resources he''d once had - but also far more than he''d had, after everything fell apart. Oh, but that was his lot in life, was it not? To claw, claw, claw his way back from the brink, every time.
He rode a trembling turbolift back up the slender neck of the station''s lone spire. Gravity twitched at him. The main body of the station was a mangled disc, full of exposed rib-work and structural stanchions and each added module sprouted off at weird angles like parasitic fungus. The spire projected ''forwards'', out from the center of mass. The peak of the spire had just enough space for cramped living quarters and a tiny, spartan observation deck. He deserved infinitely better, but at least he had privacy atop the spire, away from the menials slaving away on the station.
He waited for the turbolift doors to open with baited breath. Thirty-nine hours. Odds were, it had dispersed already. It never dissipated when it was observed, like some kind of quantum phenomena. Holocorders couldn''t bypass this - they would short out unexpectedly. He''d had a subject with eyelids removed and ocular muscles cut set up in restraints to force them to stare at it. That had produced interesting results. The subject had sudden hemorrhages in the retinal blood supply around hour ten, which coincided exactly with when the secondary subject blinked naturally. And - poof. Away it went.
The doors rattled open.
His breath caught, the same revelatory awe sticking in his chest to see the black, hooded figure in the center of the chamber. Cowled and robed in black, perfect black, that devoured the light, their head was tilted back, evident by the cant of the cowl, to peer upwards. The entire apex of the spire was a transparisteel lens, magnifying and shortening space from thousands of kilometers to dozens.
The station orbited Byss.
What had once been Byss.
When the Galaxy Gun misfired, shattering the molecular bonds of the Emperor''s hidden throneworld, it had left behind a wonderful, hidden little present. Deep in the shifting dust and rocks of Byss'' bones, right where the core of the world would have been, Foga Brill had found a singularity. A knot of unmeasurable mass, an event horizon that was quite impossible: Byss was a planet, not a star. It did not even approach the mass threshold for singularity collapse. The Galaxy Gun was a molecular disintegrator - it didn''t play with the substrate of space-time like some of Umak Leth''s stranger, paper designs did. As far as he could tell, the singularity was quite impossible.
Yet it burned there, surrounded by a shimmering silver accretion disk all the same. The singularity was about the size of his fist. The disk: a kilometer and a half.
Oh, but the Lord Palpatine had many, many secrets. Without a doubt, this was one. Without a doubt.
And when the people of Prakith rejected divine teaching, it was here that Foga Brill found his sanctuary after that rank betrayal. His mission. His purpose. One day he would return to that world and show them their folly. One day, one glorious day, as the first step on his pilgrimage.
He joined the manifestation, keeping a respectful distance of a meter or so. Closer, the void-darkness of the robe was lit by tiny, brilliant white stars, shining from depths and distances impossible within the formless shape of the fabric.
"Flennic has increased funding," Brill spoke softly. He briefed the manifestation. It didn''t react. It never did. He informed it of the changes observed in the singularity, of new equipment ordered, of breakthroughs among some of the most devoted scientists. He told it of new theories and ideas. Using tractor beams to clear the accretion disk and expose the singularity. Ways to pry at it, perhaps, like using forceps, to peel back the Lorrentian Manifolds, to tease like a lover and bare the expanse of what lay shadowed and hidden within the point-mass. The manifestation did not so much as twitch. It remained, peering upward, lost within voluminous robes. Brill peered up as well, into the heart of dead Byss, at the swirling silver knot that promised so, so much.
Some days, he wished it would speak. Some days he had ranted, screamed, begged the manifestation. He feared its attention; yearned for it. When it lasted, it never looked away from the heart of dead Byss and nothing ever rustled its concealing cloak.
Only the tips of fingers occasionally protruded, rarely, never imaged and seen only by living eyes.
Fingertips of cracked grey marble, veined in black with subtle gold.
Kyle worked a hole in the floor, pacing back and forth with a frown. Arms crossed, he chewed and tried to digest what Rubio had been saying, the evidence of Mitratos and Hostilio. The warnings were brutal and absolute. Total corruption. Momentary lapses that led to an eternity of damnation. Spirits of pure malice, enough to make old withered Sith blanch. Hostility that was undirected and raw, something that was hungry for everything that was real.
"At least they sound obvious," he said. Tionne nodded slowly in agreement. "Hard to miss, right? Anakin''s description of that one on Yavin 8 was like every bad dream combined, horns and all. We can look out for that."
Rubio managed to look regretful, which was a feat given his inhumanely exaggerated features.
"Not always. Not always. For each that comes in obvious, corruptive form, there are those that are, in some ways, the more destructive. The ones that wear the guise of an ally, a friend, and pretend kindness or understanding. Each Legion''s Librarium has their own word for that kind. Lemurvae, we call them among the Ultramarines. Another unkind reminder that these powers have likely tormented and preyed upon mankind for millenia, in our long ignorance."
"Like Palpatine. Pretending to be a friend, hiding their evil away until it''s too late." Kam agreed.
"No. Not like Palpatine. Like a brother. Like the man beside you, who you have known all your life. Lemurvae can speak in any tongue, including the most familiar. They will replace the person you trusted and loved and pull you into the darkness with them." Hostilio made sign again and Rubio inclined his head in response. "There are some who theorize this happened with the Word Bearers. It would¡explain much."
"But you don''t know." Tionne said - stated. Didn''t ask. "How do you know these¡Lemurvae¡exist? Couldn''t it be a misunderstanding, a way to explain why a person who fell to temptation doesn''t seem the same?"
"We can know, Master Solusar, when a daemon speaks in the voice of a brother whose blood has been painted across the deck. We can know, when the daemon crawls out of the hollowed skin of their prey to claim their next victim. There are no means, we now know, that a daemon shy from. No treachery nor deception too rank."
"Wonderful. Really. Wonderful. And how exactly do we fight against that?"
"That is the correct question, Master Katarn. We don''t yet know."
There was a girl, and she sat in the corner. Simply because the cool solidity of durasteel hemming her in meant there was no part of her quarters she could not see. She stretched one long, thin leg out, the other tucked up to rest her chin on her bony knee. Her arms wrapped around her leg, and gold-green eyes were the only part of her in motion. Here, there, she looked around a place foreign and familiar. Instincts clashed, reflexive disgust warring with immeasurable relief. A bunk, primly made up with soft and comfortable blankets, extra pillows, waited, untouched. A change of clothes lay abandoned, tossed in disarray across the plain deck.
The barest peach fuzz prickled across her scalp, described two crescents above her wide eyes, fringed eyelids. Bruises, yellow and blue and mottled by pinpricks of red, curved across her cranium.
Through hell and back, and it had not left her unmarked.
Within a space in her mind, a place set aside for a boy, a young man, heroic and hurting and brave, shone warm and familiar and - now - quiet. The place for Anakin, where her friend, her best friend, whispered subtle encouragement through her captivity, now merely shining with his presence. Because he was here, he had come for her, he had given her the chance to break free. Hadn''t stood in her way when she declared her emancipation, when she had struck a sneering, motherly head from their shoulders. Which still brought tears to her eyes - of relief, and sorrow.
Anakin was here now, physically and so he quieted in her thoughts, but she missed his murmured support.
All this will pass, he''d said. Whispered, like the hiss of an untuned comm, like the crackle of cosmic radiation. All this will pass, and you will sur-vive, he''d assured her. He hadn''t been wrong.
The girl with twinned names, which rang with different sounds but meant the same thing, studied the alien, familiar space around her. She was free, and she was bound, and she held to that whispered promise.
All this will pass.