《Renalia's Tale [Deckbuilding]》 Chapter 1: Mothers It ended, as all birthings do, with a cry. But not the lively cry of a newborn greeting the world for the first time. No, it was the voice-ruining scream of the mother. A cry so full of misery that it brought tears to eight-year-old Renalia¡¯s eyes. Mama lay in the center of the straw bed, where Renalia usually slept, nestled between her parents. But Mama had no time for sharing warmth with her right now. Papa rushed to Mama¡¯s side, leaving his discussion with the midwife. His sudden stop caused straw to sprawl all over the dirt floor of the hut. He said something to Mama, but Renalia could only hear Mama¡¯s heartrending screams. Mama squirmed, clutching her distended belly. To her guilty relief, Renalia''s tears blurred her vision. She normally loved tracing her mother¡¯s laugh lines, but the distorted face now made her fingers tremble. She squeezed her eyes shut, blocking it out. But Mama¡¯s primal howl resonated with her heart. It triggered their horrible duet of wailing. She wanted to stop. She wanted Mama to stop. But she didn¡¯t know how. ¡°Hang in there, Eiry,¡± Papa said as he extracted his hand from Mama¡¯s unfettered grasp. ¡°I¡¯m going to get the Healer.¡± He patted Renalia¡¯s head while passing her by. ¡°Renya, be a good girl and listen to Myfanwy.¡± Myfanwy nodded. ¡°Hurry.¡± He rushed out the door, his haste causing a few embers from the central fire pit to dance briefly in the air before dying out. ¡°Renalia,¡± Myfanwy said, ¡°we need more water to boil.¡± The midwife approached and cradled Mama¡¯s hand, giving encouragement. ¡°Eireanne, you can do this, you¡¯ve done this before. God gave you the strength to get through this.¡± ¡°Fanny,¡± Mama gasped between breaths, ¡°save the baby.¡± ¡°I know, we¡¯ll try.¡± Myfanwy turned, wiping her glistening eyes out of Mama¡¯s sight. ¡°Renalia, go!¡± The sharp tone interrupted her blubbering. She latched onto the order. Yes, something she could do. Wiping her eyes, she grabbed the water bucket and fled the hut. Her refuge had turned into a battlefield of agony and heartache. She was a little girl, unready to join this war. Renalia regained her senses at the brook, in the unexpected stillness of the night. The echoes of screams faded, replaced with more familiar sounds: frogs croaking, grasshoppers chirping, and mosquitoes buzzing. Life continued, undisturbed by the events within one home. It¡¯s nice here, she thought. Peaceful. If she could just stay here for a bit¡ But Myfanwy had told her to fetch water, and the midwife knew what Mama needed. She had to go back, no matter how much it pained her to see Mama suffer. Renalia prayed as the bucket filled up. While always pious, she now prayed with a fervor unbeknownst to her. ¡°God, please save Mama! I''m not ready to let her go.¡± She wiped her tears away. ¡°She doesn''t deserve it! She¡¯s-she''s a good person. Please, I need her!¡± Renalia knew she rambled, but she compensated for it with conviction. ¡°Please! I¡¯ll do anything!¡± She struggled trying to lift the bucket. ¡°Please, God,¡± Renalia cried. It dragged against the mud. ¡°Please. Anything.¡± The mud held firm, uncaring. Find this and other great novels on the author''s preferred platform. Support original creators! ¡°Oh ho. What this? What a girl doing?¡± A misshapen shadow fell over Renalia. Even backlit with moonlight, the many wrinkles on the woman¡¯s face were apparent. The speaker stood, bent over with age, with satchels piled high on her hunchback. Renalia had never seen the old woman before, not in the village or among the Manor staff. Not even as part of the few merchant wagons that came to the village. An unfamiliar outsider. Anything, thought Renalia. ¡°Please, help me. Help Mama. She needs water.¡± ¡°Ho. Granny helping bucket girl.¡± Side by side, they lifted the bucket between them. To Renalia¡¯s relief, it was much easier to handle. They marched well together, Renalia¡¯s quick, short steps keeping pace with Granny¡¯s jerky, longer ones. ¡°Hum. Helping Mama?¡± ¡°The baby. The baby¡¯s not right. Mama¡¯s in pain.¡± ¡°Hm. Bad.¡± This simple summary of the situation acknowledged Renalia¡¯s fear, which threatened to cause a flood of tears. But she forced it back. Even though the path back was familiar, she refused to risk it by crying. She had to make it back with the water. The smell hit her as they approached the hut. A coppery tang, sharp and distinct. Crouched between Mama¡¯s legs, Myfanwy turned her head towards them. ¡°Good, you¡¯re back. Wash these and boil them for a minute.¡± The midwife held out the red-soaked towels to Renalia. There was blood. So much blood. Renalia gasped, her grip loosening. Luckily, Granny let go at the same moment, letting the bucket drop without tipping over. With each step home, Renalia had built up an emotional dam within herself. As the bucket landed with a thump, the walls guarding her from herself shattered. Her vision clouded up, but forced herself to step forward, grabbing the towels with shaking hands. Anything, she told herself. ¡°Bad,¡± Granny said, surveying the situation. Myfanwy shifted, inviting the unexpected visitor to Mama¡¯s side. Granny checked Mama¡¯s heartbeat with one hand and patted her belly with the other. With a curt shake of her head, she concluded, ¡°Outing baby.¡± ¡°The father will be back soon with a healer. Then we can¨C¡± ¡°No. Outing baby. Now.¡± She reached backward, opening one of the pouches sewn into the knapsack on her back. ¡°That¡¯s¡¡± Myfanwy recognized the herbs in the old woman¡¯s pouch. ¡°Dangerous.¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Granny acknowledged, gently placing her hand back on Mama¡¯s spasming belly. ¡°Now.¡± Myfanwy looked away from the old woman, facing Mama with clenched her fist. ¡°No, I can wait!¡± Mama cried, reading the look on her friend¡¯s face. She lifted a hand to push them away, but did not even have the strength to reach them. Renalia did not know what was going on, but she trusted the two older women to help her mother. She focused on her tasks at the washbasin. Soak the towels, wring the towels, and dump the water. Repeat. She concentrated on the actions, ignoring the color of the towels and how fast they dirtied the water. ¡°Good job, Renalia,¡± Myfanwy said, as she scooped some of the boiling water into a mug. ¡°Now boil the towels for a minute.¡± Myfanwy handed the mug to Granny and opened one of her own pouches. ¡°Numbingweed powder,¡± she said in response to Granny¡¯s raised eyebrow. ¡°Good.¡± Granny nodded. Myfanwy knelt next to Mama and moved Mama¡¯s sweat-soaked, red curls back. She held Mama¡¯s face and touched foreheads with her, whispering softly all the while. She then kissed Mama¡¯s forehead and took the mug back from Granny. ¡°Renalia, honey, why don¡¯t you go fetch some more water?¡± ¡°Ho. Little water,¡± Granny added. ¡°I no helping lifting.¡± ¡°Okay.¡± Renalia fished out the boiling towels with a long wooden spoon and grabbed the bucket again. She glimpsed Mama sipping from the mug as she turned and went out of the hut. She had never seen anyone so heartbroken before and it pained her to see it on her Mama. *** In the far future, Renalia would write this in her memoirs: That night, I learned of the beauty and horror of motherhood. I learned how it bonded women, transcending cultures and bridging generations. I learned how it coerced and scarred women, breaking them physically and emotionally. Life and death, death and life: two sides of the same coin called birth. Unremarkable, for how commonplace it was. And absurd, for how it caused either incredible joy or devastating anguish based on a flip. God chose a biased coin for my mother. That night, her eighth miscarriage, changed the course of my life forever. Chapter 2: Decked Renalia sprang awake from the small pile of straw that served as her bed, eager to start the day. ¡°Happy Deck Day, baby!¡± her Mama said, opening her arms wide. Renalia hopped over on her tiptoes and jumped into her mother¡¯s hug. ¡°Oof,¡± Mama said, ¡°I can¡¯t believe you¡¯re ten already. You¡¯ve grown into a fine young lady.¡± ¡°Good morning, Mama.¡± Renalia wished she could stay in her mother¡¯s warm embrace till breakfast was ready, but she had her duties. ¡°Happy Deck Day, Renya!¡± her father exclaimed. He knelt next to the fire pit, adding more lignite, the dry and compressed coal they produced from their land. ¡°Good morning, Papa,¡± Renalia said as she hugged him from behind. She squealed with delight as Papa suddenly stood up, wrapping her arms and legs around him as he trotted around the hut. ¡°Oof,¡± Papa said, ¡°you¡¯re getting too heavy for me!¡± ¡°Lies!¡± She reached under his armpits to deliver punishment. Mama laughed as Papa fake-bucked from being tickled, jumping high enough to almost reach the ceiling. ¡°Renalia, can you help with wrapping lunch once Papa-horse collapses? These old eyes aren¡¯t as good as they used to be.¡± ¡°Okay!¡± she acknowledged in between whoops. A short while after, Renalia took over lunch assembly at the table, barely illuminated by the soft glow of the fire pit. She frowned at the four piles of barley sitting on beds of reed leaves, noticing they each had three pieces of cured fish. Mama had given her an extra portion for her birthday. Three whole pieces! Her stomach almost leapt at the sight, but she suppressed it with practiced ease. She glanced at her parents out of the corner of her eyes. Papa was making sure the pot of oatmeal sat correctly over the coals, while Mama poured water into the pot. She quickly snatched the fingernail-sized filets from the smallest heap and placed them with the bigger ones. And before they could notice, she wrapped each of them in reed leaves. She was small for her age. She didn¡¯t need to eat as much. Just the other day, she had to tilt her head up to talk to Lil¡¯ Jenny. Lil¡¯ Jenny, who was not even nine, more than a year away from getting Decked! Besides, she should celebrate and honor her parents on her birthday, not herself. Mama did the difficult part of giving birth to her ten years ago. And Papa had run all the way to the Manor to fetch Healer Rensto at Myfanwy¡¯s request. ¡°I¡¯ll get more water,¡± Papa announced. ¡°No, I¡¯ll do it,¡± Renalia said. ¡°I need to get stronger.¡± This was the last day of the plan she had put together two years ago. Back then, she had asked Chief Cian, a village elder, how she could get a strength card like her Papa. He had said the Cards reflected the heart¡¯s desire¨Cthat she should do the actions requiring strength. And all the while, she should wish that she could do more with her body. Father Cornelius had disagreed, saying that God rewarded the good and worthy with what they deserved. The two had continued debating, using big words that Renalia didn¡¯t understand. But she had gotten what she wanted, seeing no reason not to put both methods into practice. Of course, she had also asked Granny. But as was often the case with Granny, she was not sure she understood. Granny had said: ¡°Bah! Not a doing. Not a deserving. Card is what girl is. What girl was.¡± Outside, the sun had yet to fully chase the moon away with its radiance. The soft glow of the moon in the west still outshone the general brightening in the east. But even together, they barely lit the path to the brook. Nevertheless, Renalia strolled with certainty, having made this predawn trip numerous times before. With each step, she spread her toes, sinking them into the dew-coated soil and enjoying the caress of the soft earth. Some of the village women were also out and about at this time of day. Some milked cows. Some fetched water. Some picked berries. They all performed various chores before husbands and babies demanded their attention. Renalia had first joined their number a couple of years ago when Mama became bedridden after her last miscarriage. And she had continued ever since. She stretched a little after filling up the bucket with water, enjoying the sound of the bubbling brook and the squelch of mud under her feet. Straddling the bucket, she placed her forearms on the inside of her legs and grabbed the handles with both hands. She leaned back, slowly lifting the bucket then waddled back home with the bucket underneath her forearms. Good thing neither Shim nor Ullock were around to see her stumble about. When she got back to the hut, Papa picked up the bucket with one hand and her with the other, his arms around her stomach like she was a sack of oats. ¡°Ah!¡± screamed Mama. ¡°Did you purposely bury your feet in the mud?¡± She hurried over and pointed a forefinger at Renalia¡¯s dangling feet. As she mentally activated her [Cleanse] skill, the accumulated mud flew off, plopping down outside the doorway . ¡°Why didn¡¯t you wear your shoes?¡± ¡°The mud feels nice,¡± Renalia replied sheepishly. ¡°Besides, you can clean my feet better than the shoes.¡± She stretched her toes farther apart while Mama sighed and cleansed again. She stayed silent on the third reason. So when Papa placed her down, she shuffled her feet away from the shoes, not wanting them to compare the two easily. While they ate the buttered oatmeal, Mama said, ¡°Take one of the barley bundles to Granny at lunch time, okay?¡± ¡°But I wanted to be with you guys when I get my Deck.¡± Papa explained, ¡°Your Mama and I talked about it last night. We know you¡¯re a patient girl¨C¡± ¡°But we also know you¡¯ve been waiting to get Decked for a long time,¡± Mama continued. ¡°And who knows when the new baron will come around to take a look at all the new Decks this year.¡± ¡°So you can ask Granny if she¡¯ll translate your Deck.¡± ¡°We believe you can trust Granny with your cards. She¡¯s been a blessing to this family.¡± Renalia jumped up and went around the table to hug her parents, rewarding them for the suggestion. She saw the wisdom of asking Granny, even though the thought of sharing her Deck made her cringe. Papa raised an eyebrow. ¡°You weren¡¯t going to experiment secretly with your cards, were you?¡± ¡°I will tell no lies,¡± Renalia proclaimed with her best innocent expression. Mama chuckled, but then gave her a serious stare. ¡°You know the rules, young lady. You know why they exist.¡± She did. Everybody knew what happened to the McGinness family. But she wasn¡¯t stupid like that kid, Leo McGinness. Really, who played with a [Small Flame] card next to a stockpile of coals? She had a good plan though. Granny had been teaching her to read, so she should be able to reason some of it out. And she knew the icons for the more dangerous cards, like fire, lightning, or cutting, so she could avoid those. And with some careful experimentation, she was certain she could figure everything out. This story has been unlawfully obtained without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. But, yeah, asking Granny was a better plan. Safer. She just needed to work up the courage to share. After breakfast, they worked on their small plot of land. Papa swung at the earth with a hoe, prying away strips of peat, the soil of decayed plant matter. Sweat ran in rivulets down the contours defined by his muscles. Against his tea-colored skin, it was reminiscent of brooks, glistening in the sun. Renalia took the chunks of peat and stacked them vertically against each other, forming cones. This allowed nature to evaporate and slowly drain moisture from them. Mama tended to their subsistence garden of oats and barley. They worked with a rhythm, interrupted occasionally by laughter or song. Renalia bounced on her feet as Mama dumped the packets of barley and fish from the steamer onto a plate. ¡°Wait till they¨C¡± ¡°Ow!¡± Renalia exclaimed, as the steam from the pouches stung her fingers. ¡°Renya, what did I just say?¡± ¡°It¡¯s fine,¡± she said, as she lifted the bottom of her shirt to form a bowl and scooped the two smaller bundles in, only to receive a brief, sharp stinging on her fingers. Mama rolled her eyes as Renalia kissed her on the cheek and bounded out the door. Renalia switched to holding the portable lunch bundles in her hands once they cooled enough, somewhat embarrassed by the puzzled stares she had been receiving from the villagers in the fields. All of a sudden, she felt a tingling sensation. It began somewhere in her navel and spread outwards: a twitching sensation, like an involuntary spasm of the muscles but not wholly physical. It came from somewhere deep within her, which she instinctively knew was her Core. The twitching slowed but grew more forceful. It culminated in a ripping sensation, not painful but not pleasant either. A card materialized in her mind¡¯s eye. It had a ten-pointed star burst symbol on its back, which she had seen on the cover of Father Cornelius¡¯ Bible. But it had a weird carrot color instead of the color grades that everyone was familiar with. She mentally flipped her Core Card, examining the text and icons. ¡°D-e¨C card¡±. She couldn¡¯t sound out the letters of the first word to form anything recognizable. The icon was also unfamiliar: a rectangle with a line connecting the upper left and bottom right corners. Her core pulsed, spitting out the first of her skill cards. The back of the card showed the expected white color of a common card. The two words on the front side were again unfamiliar, as was the black circle of an icon. She was slightly disappointed in not finding the curled arm symbol for Strength, but she had nine more cards to go through. The second card appeared next to the first one, forming a row beneath her core card. She flipped the new common card over and noticed the same words and icon as the card next to it. As the third card manifested, she hesitantly flipped it over, her eagerness replaced by dread. Her hands unconsciously squeezed the pouches of barley as she looked. It was the same. So was the next. And the next. Her core¡ It was broken. The growing dismay dissipated as the eighth card appeared: a green uncommon! Her knees wobbled as she mentally turned it over, hoping with all her being to see something different. It was different, but still unfamiliar. The symbol was two red bars, one vertical and one horizontal, crossing each other in the middle. Renalia thought she might have seen it before, but before she could search through her memories, the next card appeared. Another uncommon! In her lifetime, nobody from the village had gotten uncommon cards as part of their first Ten. And she had two. She scrutinized the text, but could not puzzle it out. And the icon was missing. What is going on? Her last card¨C ¡°Oh look, I think little Renny got her Deck. Y¡¯all think she¡¯s squinting ¡¯cause it¡¯s baby-sized like she is?¡± Her face flushed and she spun, recognizing Shim¡¯s voice. She had been standing in the middle of the path, one foot still in front of the other, frozen in mid step. Shim and some of the boys her age all sat beneath a tree, taking their lunch break. He wore the same sneer he always did when talking to her. ¡°No! My cards are beautiful, like¡¡± She caught herself before bragging about the color grade. They already had enough taunts to sling at her. She didn¡¯t need to energize them any further with jealousy. ¡°Ha,¡± Ullock mocked. Even while seated, he was a full head taller than the others. He pointed to his head. ¡°Seems like she¡¯s a couple of cards short of a full Deck.¡± ¡°Yeah,¡± Shim said. ¡°She couldn¡¯t afford to buy more cards.¡± The group of boys laughed with him as she turned and stomped off, her hands clamping down on her lunch. She seethed with righteous anger. She hated the boys. It wasn¡¯t her fault she had been born a girl. Despite pushing herself to do as much as any other boy, they never accepted her. The boys had all known each other growing up, with older siblings or cousins who had worked or played together. Her anger faded as the ground became softer. It had more moisture. Two years ago, Granny had situated herself just past the edge of the village, close to the bog. And even though the land was unused, it still belonged to the Manor. Some guy from the Manor had shown up with a scroll and started reading rules, like no hunting, no growing crops, and so on. Granny had given him the stink eye, and he had sputtered to a stop. And after an awkward silence, he had actually apologized to her before fleeing back to the Manor. With Myfanwy¡¯s endorsement, people had started coming to Granny for herbal remedies. And in return, they supplied her with food or helped with labor. Some villagers, including Papa, had built a lean-to for Granny. The three-sided wooden structure had a thatched roof and opened out onto the bog. Renalia walked around it and found Granny sitting on a rock, with a far-off look and an open book in her lap. Where does she get all these books? Renalia wondered. She waited for Granny to notice her before she said, ¡°Hello, Granny.¡± ¡°Ah, little Renya. Good noon-ing.¡± ¡°I bought some steamed barley, what you called zongzi, for lunch.¡± She handed the one with fish to Granny. But she froze as she saw that the triangular shape of the wrapped lunch had turned into a lump with some barley peeking out between the leaves. ¡°Ah, sorry, I held it too hard.¡± ¡°Ha, no problem. No judging book by cover. Yes? Inside mattering more.¡± ¡°Right. Granny, guess what? Today¡¯s my Deck Day.¡± ¡°Ah! Happy Deck Day! Very exciting.¡± ¡°Thank you. I was wondering if you could translate my cards for me.¡± On the trek over, she had worked up the courage for this moment. She had no problems breaking rules, but taboos were much harder. ¡°Course, course. Granny happy helping.¡± ¡°Um, how do I show you my Deck?¡± ¡°Concentrating on Deck. Seeing with eyes.¡± Renalia focused on her Deck, trying to see it, not just in her mind, but with her eyes. Granny''s face changed from puzzlement to sadness to joy as she looked at the cards. It roughly tracked Renalia¡¯s thoughts from earlier. ¡°Hm. Core Card: [Delete Card].¡± ¡°What?! Why would I ever want to delete cards?¡± ¡°Yes, very strange.¡± Strange did not cover Renalia¡¯s bewilderment. She had waited so long for these cards. And her Core wanted to delete them? After Deck Day, each person would only receive a Card on their birthday. And on their twentieth birthday and beyond, they had the option to replace an existing Card with the new one. She had never heard of the need to delete cards. And why would she want to? ¡°And why is it orange? What does that mean?¡± ¡°Not knowing,¡± Granny replied and shook her head. ¡°Very strange. Very interesting.¡± ¡°So I have a broken card?¡± Her voice rose in a staccato. Granny deflated audibly while shaking her head. ¡°Not knowing. People always having Decks. But many secrets existing.¡± She muttered to herself, ¡°Not knowing. Very interesting. Need researching.¡± Renalia had prepared herself for possibly not getting the strength card she so desperately wanted. But never in her imaginings had she prepared for a completely useless card. She did not know what to think. ¡°What about the next card?¡± With drooped eyebrows, Granny hesitated before saying, ¡°Seven cards. [Resist Hunger].¡± Completely useless. Why, God? Why do you hate me so? Renalia whimpered and shut her eyes. But in the darkness, the seven cards taunted her in her mind¡¯s eye, shining with the color of bleached bone. *** It has been said that one never forgets their first Ten. Understandable, as people typically only see dozens of cards before they reach the end of their lives. Me? I have seen hundreds¨Cmaybe even thousands. I had lost track, having stopped counting so long ago. Even so, I see my first set with complete clarity. Each card traced the scars on my soul, mapping out life¡¯s cruel carvings year after year. My students have often asked me whether suffering made me who I am. I have always answered in the negative, knowing the passion of the young in their academic pursuits. Knowing more, the warmongering cruelties of man in their breeding of better weapons. But in the spirit of honesty, I will give my true answer here. I do not know. Moreso, I do not intend to find out. Perhaps that is a wisdom in and of itself. Chapter 3: Innocence Lost and Friendship Found ¡°In-ing breath. Out-ing breath. Girl feeling emotions. Not emotions controlling Girl. Girl knowing emotions. Not emotions being Girl,¡± chanted Granny in a calming cadence. Renalia let the hurt and frustration pass through her. But then a thought occurred to her. Granny knows now. Shame flooded her and her body tensed. She wanted to run and hide. But hiding won¡¯t solve anything. And all the pretense she went through, like eating slowly or sitting on her hands when they shake, none of it matters now. Because Granny knows. Granny repeated her litany. ¡°In-ing breath. Out-ing breath. Girl feeling emotions. Not emotions controlling Girl. Girl knowing emotions. Not emotions being Girl.¡± Granny hadn¡¯t said anything else and Granny was her friend. Maybe she could just continue pretending. She slowly opened her eyes and saw that Granny stood next to her, cane tucked under her arm and poised to catch her if she fell. ¡°Thank you, Granny.¡± She reached out, but paused, knowing Granny did not like displays of affection. Granny beckoned with her fingers, so Renalia enveloped her in a hug, being careful around her hunchback, not knowing if it would hurt. ¡°Girl feeling okay?¡± Granny asked as they drew apart and sat down. Renalia nodded. ¡°Is ¡¡± Renalia hesitated, afraid to ask since she feared the answer. She rushed the words out, ¡±Is my Deck broken?¡± ¡°No. Baby needing early cards. Later cards being different.¡± ¡°Oh, okay. What is my eighth card? The one with the red cross.¡± ¡°Eighth card: [Disinfect Self Wounds]. Disinfect meaning cleaning. Good for healing.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± Renalia said, without inflection. ¡°Okay.¡± ¡°Uncommon card good. Most evolving to Healing Self Wound. Very, very good.¡± ¡°It¡¯s too good,¡± she complained. Noticing the other¡¯s confusion, she explained. ¡°The Baron will just take it at the Deck Day Ceremony.¡± Once a year, the Baron collected taxes from the manors within his authority. During that time, all the Deck-year children within each manor¡¯s domain must present themselves. And the Baron held the right to take one card from the new Decks among them, in exchange, exempting that new adult from taxes for one year. ¡°Ah, Granny forgetting. Bad custom.¡± Granny tilted her head and her fingers tapped against her cane. ¡°Girl coming with Granny?¡± ¡°What?¡± She had gotten used to how Granny spoke, but she still had trouble deciphering it sometimes. ¡°Girl coming with Granny,¡± she said, ¡°Baron no taking card.¡± ¡°No!¡± Renalia shouted, surprising both of them with her vehemence. ¡°S-sorry. I mean, I can¡¯t run away. I have to help Mama and Papa at the farm.¡± ¡°Parents understanding. They knowing¨C¡± ¡°No,¡± Renalia said firmly, holding her palms out in refusal. ¡°They need me. Unless they can come with?¡± ¡°No,¡± Granny answered, shaking her head slowly. ¡°Girl disappearing, people understanding. Family disappearing, people wondering.¡± She switched tactics. ¡°Girl seeing world. Going adventuring.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± Renalia said, patting the other¡¯s knee. ¡°It¡¯s only one card. I don¡¯t really need it. And one year without paying taxes would really help us.¡± ¡°Healing valuable,¡± Granny harrumphed. ¡°Keep when needing. Hm.¡± Having made some conclusion, she pointed her walking cane at Renalia. ¡°Granny giving Girl card.¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°Granny giving Girl card,¡± the old woman said, banging her walking stick on the ground firmly. ¡°Girl showing Baron ten cards. Girl not showing healing card.¡± ¡°N-no. I can¡¯t take your card,¡± Renalia said, her voice pitched high with disbelief. ¡°That¡¯s too precious.¡± ¡°Bah. Granny having twenty cards. Giving Girl card first. Birthday coming. Getting new card,¡± Granny said, referring to the twenty-card deck limit. Renalia frowned. ¡°But what if your new card isn¡¯t as good as the old one? I can¡¯t have you take that risk.¡± ¡°Nah, card only okay. Healing valuable.¡± Renalia started opening her mouth, but Granny slammed her staff on the ground. ¡°Granny giving Girl card. No debating.¡± Granny looked at her with a steely eye. Renalia had only seen Granny so fierce once before, when a teenager had repeatedly asked for a love potion. Granny had finally ended that episode by hitting the lovesick teenager with her walking stick. ¡°Okay. Thanks, Granny. But¡ How do we do that? I thought only the Order of Cards could take cards out of a Deck.¡± The Order, consisting of monks and nuns dedicated to the study of cards, accompanied the Baron to every Deck Day Ceremony. They performed the actual ritual of taking a card out of the Deck and replacing it with another card. ¡°Bah, Granny worrying about details.¡± ¡°Okay,¡± Renalia said, surprised that Granny would go to such lengths to help her keep the disinfect card. ¡°So my other uncommon card isn¡¯t as useful? The one without an icon?¡± ¡°Ninth card: [Dull Emotions]. Specializing too much. Healing better.¡± Renalia flushed with embarrassment. Yeah, I can see why I have that in my Deck. The embarrassment turned into frustration. None of these actually help with peat harvesting. All her hopes depended on the last card. ¡°T-tenth card?¡± she asked with trepidation. ¡°Tenth card: [Restrain Impulse]. Meaning keeping self in check. Being in control of self.¡± ¡°Ah!¡± Renalia growled. ¡°My Deck sucks! I can¡¯t lift more, I can¡¯t run faster, I can¡¯t create water, I can¡¯t burn things. I can¡¯t do anything with it!¡± Granny pointed at her with the walking stick again. ¡°Deck not sucking. Deck being Girl. And Girl being smart. Learning Deck. Using Deck. Yes?¡± ¡°I guess so,¡± she said, forcing the words out. While this day had turned out much worse than she could imagine, she should not burden Granny with her disappointment. The latter had helped her so much. She grimaced, not knowing how to repay her friend. As if reading her thoughts, Granny said, ¡°Good. Granny helping Girl. Now Girl helping Granny.¡± ¡°Oh yes, of course,¡± Renalia said, sitting up attentively. ¡°Good. Granny creating new medicine.¡± She walked to the pot simmering in the open-air firepit and ladled out a bowl of slurry. ¡°Girl trying. Telling Granny.¡± Renalia took the bowl, full of what looked like thick brown mud, with bits of leaves and branches. It smelled surprisingly good, though. ¡°No eating wood¡± Granny cautioned her, sitting back on her stone stool, a book and writing utensil in hand. ¡°Tasting?¡± ¡°Earthy. A good earthy.¡± She loved Mama¡¯s cooking, but this altered her taste buds. It coated her mouth and each time she thought she tasted something familiar, it changed to something else. But never anything disgusting, unlike the medicine she had in the past. ¡°It keeps on changing. Very complicated.¡± Granny nodded her understanding. ¡°Feeling?¡± ¡°Um,¡± Renalia replied uncertainly, ¡°warm?¡± ¡°Good, good. Aiming for warm.¡± She jotted some notes in the book. ¡°Finish.¡± This story originates from Royal Road. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there. Renalia ate slowly, swirling the sludge in her mouth and making sure to spit out pieces of wood. She had bitten into a bark by accident earlier and it had hit her with a jolt of flavor. It tempted her to try eating it, but Granny had said not to. Eating slowly also allowed her to savor each bite. She found it quite delicious, even if she didn¡¯t understand why Granny created a medicine for warmth. Granny added a thick white liquid from a carafe into the pot and waved Renalia over. ¡°Girl trying,¡± she said, spooning the new mixture into the bowl. It now had a consistency of rain runoff with dirt instead of the thick consistency of mud. ¡°Hm, creamy. Still warm.¡± ¡°Good, good.¡± Granny made more notes in her book. ¡°Eating some oatcakes. Washing it down.¡± ¡°Oh, no thanks,¡± protested Renalia. ¡°It¡¯s not necessary. The medicine didn¡¯t taste bad at all.¡± ¡°Hum. Balancing liquid and solid. Very important.¡± Granny pushed the oatcake into her hand. Granny lectured while she ate, ¡°Remembering using cards. Using causing leveling. For non-commons, leveling causing upgrading.¡± All kids knew this, of course, but she paid special attention since Granny mentioned it. Renalia yawned and quickly waved it off lest Granny thought she¡¯s bored. ¡°I think the medicine causes sleepiness too.¡± ¡°Yes, yes. Possible side effect. Renya Girl lying down. Napping.¡± She pointed Renalia to her bed of straw. ¡°Okay, just for a bit.¡± Exhaustion washed over Renalia as she laid down, the emotional whiplash of the day having taken its toll physically. As her head hit the hay, she murmured before falling asleep, ¡°Granny, are you lea¨C¡± *** As Renya¡¯s breathing deepened, Nona, known as Granny to the villagers, helped herself to a bowl of stew. She had thrown everything she couldn¡¯t take with her into the pot: fresh and dried mushrooms; chunks of onions, leeks, cabbage, carrots, and nettles; hawthorn and elderberries; whole dandelion and comfrey; sprigs of thyme and rosemary; and leaves of parsley, mint, plantain, clover, sage, and myrrh. Very flavorful. And well-balanced with the heavy cream Renya had seen her pour in. Honestly, one-pot cooking was the best. Those wok-heads in the east don¡¯t know what they¡¯re missing. She did miss spicy dishes the White Pond Sect provided though. Locals here reacted to slight tingling in the mouth like they were drinking boiling water. Reminded of the sect, she activated her [Librarian] core card and took out the Book of Malthus from the pocket dimension around her navel. No one knew the original title of the ancient book, nor even if it had a title to begin with. They simply knew that Malthus had used it to share stories with Ginjo. Once closed, any text written in these pages would appear in the corresponding Book of Ginjo. And vice versa. Malthus and Ginjo had used it originally to write about the fictional adventures of King Bald. Incredibly detailed adventures among the women-folk of various races and species. Nona had read some in the past out of academic curiosity, but had quickly stopped in disgust. Really, who takes such a wonderful technological artifact and uses it to write smut. Nowadays, the sect harnessed its powers to pass important messages. In the two years she¡¯s been away, the only message she received came yesterday from her Core Disciple: The Council requests the presence of the Mistress Librarian ASAP. Her disciple had written in his perfect penmanship along the margins, small and clean. Understanding him, he had probably practiced several times on another piece of paper. He needed to choose the words and carefully align the characters so that it occupied as little space as possible. She imagined that he had struggled with removing the honorifics from her title, finally settling on exactly the two words in her title. He probably broke out in sweat at even considering skipping the title and reducing it further to ¡°requests your presence¡±. The sect had already filled the margins of half the pages in the extraordinary book. And though the sect issued many quests, no one had found a suitable replacement. Yesterday evening, she had written back in her scrawl: Go stick your head in a freshly used chamber pot. She opened the book now to see the almost illegible writings of the Patriarch, heavy on the page: Get your ass back here, you old crone. She chuckled softly, envisioning her disciple tossing and turning the whole night after receiving her message. He had probably waited outside the Patriarch¡¯s door before the sun rose, waiting to deliver her reply with baggy eyes and trembling hands. She drew a small face with tongue sticking out and closed the book, putting it back in her navel. She placed a blanket over Renya and shook her head, chiding herself. She prided herself on her perceptiveness, but she did not realize that her friend was little, not because of genetics, but because of starvation. Friend, she thought, lingering on the word. Yes. She had come to this bog a couple of years ago wanting¨Cbut not expecting¨Cto find the Star Lotus. Instead, she had found something else just as unexpected and precious. Oh Renya, what am I going to do with you? She knew a structured learning environment like the sect would greatly benefit the young girl. Renya was smart, and more importantly, driven. She had a level of dedication rarely seen in the young, even among the best of White Pond Sect. If only that drive pointed to something other than her parents and peat harvesting. Properly guided, and with the level of resources that Nona could command at the sect, Little Renya would soar. Nona knew Renya¡¯s parents would agree. No matter how much they would miss their daughter, they would want the best for her. Logically, taking Renya with her back to the sect made the most sense for everyone involved. Even future Renya would forgive her and appreciate it. Ah, I¡¯m getting weak in my old age, letting emotions, of all things, decide the matter. For she knew young Renya would hate her for it. And the world had hurt the poor girl enough¨Cshe could not bear to add to it. Thinking of hurt, Nona activated her [Read Book] card in tandem with [Librarian], recalling the lab journal she wrote years past titled Experimentations on Self Card Removals. She could never forget the soul wrenching sensation when she successfully removed a Card from her Deck, as if she had ripped out a piece of herself. And that was for a new card, barely hours old. Now, she would need to do the same for a card she had continuously activated for the past couple of years. Renya stirred, seeming to eat something in her dreams. Nona shook head sadly. This girl would doggedly refuse food while starving, but graciously accept being experimented on with ¡°medicine.¡± You¡¯re too good for this world, kid. *** Hunger squeezed Renalia¡¯s stomach, as it did every night. It compressed her insides to nothing, leaving a hollowed-out void in its place. A haunting emptiness that demanded to be filled. Still half asleep, Renalia bit the insides of her cheeks and tasted the familiar coppery tang. She sucked and swallowed, offering herself to the dark presence, in the secret ritual she had started long ago to appease its craving. She jolted awake, confused. She wasn¡¯t hungry yet. It felt weird. Granny sat not far from her surrounded by books, glancing back and forth between them. So many books! Where¨Cno, she wouldn¡¯t pry. Granny had secrets and so did she. Secrets were good, for they protected people from being hurt. She didn¡¯t want to interrupt Granny, so she laid there, ruminating on the events of the day. Her Deck did not turn out the way she expected it to. But it was her. She understood now the taboo against sharing. She would never go up to someone to ask them to strip naked, and decks were so much more intimate than just the physical body. She also understood now why her plan for a strength card would not have worked. No matter how much conscious effort she put in, it was dwarfed by her desire not to be hurt: by hunger, by poverty, by loneliness. So she needed a new plan. A plan that exploited the uniqueness of her Deck. Well, all except the Core Card. She didn¡¯t know what to think or do about that yet. Granny had emphasized using her cards often, and as fate would have it, she had the wounds to use her best card on. ¡®Disinfect¡¯¨Cshe repeated the new word in her mind. Activating it caused a brief lull in the constant stinging sensation in her mouth. She had long gotten accustomed to the discomfort, so the brief absence of it surprised her. The stinging resumed after a second¡¯s respite, though, appearing stronger due to the sharp contrast. [Dull Emotions] also seemed to lessen the feeling of pain, but she could feel it working more on her perception of its unpleasantness, not on the physical wound. [Restrain Impulse] caused a general flattening that she found hard to put into words. She would need to experiment more in the next hour, when they became available to use again. She could already see the usefulness of these cards, once they were leveled up to longer durations. With these three, she could push herself past what her body would usually allow, acting stronger and faster. In the Great McGinnis Fire last year, she had witnessed a mother lift a burning wall, allowing her children to escape their collapsed house. Granny had explained that the human body could perform exceptional feats when needed, even in the absence of cards. Renalia had asked how she could do it too. Granny had said that our bodies and brains typically prevented us from doing so, due to the potential damage it would cause. Renalia had observed that too. As the last of the children came out, the mother had collapsed, succumbing to various injuries. But she could do it now. Granny had said [Restrain Impulse] would help keep her desires in check. So maybe she could use it to remove the desire not to hurt herself¨Cjust a little bit. Just enough so that she could become stronger. It wouldn¡¯t be so bad since she could dull the pain that it would cause. And once her disinfect card evolved to healing, she could recover from any injuries. So she had a new plan¨Ca secret plan. It would have to join her other secrets, since she would not want to worry her parents. With the plan in place, she looked at her seven useless cards. She had a practiced hand at resisting hunger. She didn¡¯t need any help from the cards. Granny¡¯s medicine soup had filled her up, but she was intimate enough with hunger to start sensing the edges of it. She rotated through her resistance cards, focusing on how each time, when the duration faded, the hunger came back with force. But with numerous quick repetitions, she could tell that the hunger did not increase. It came across strong because it was not the gradual ramp up in hunger that a person normally experiences. It hit with a sudden jump from not-hungry to yes-hungry. ¡°Ah, Girl being awake. Readying for card?¡± Renalia opened her mouth to protest again, but she saw the determination in her friend. The same resoluteness that she herself felt when a sacrifice needed to be made for the greater good. ¡°Yes, Granny,¡± she said simply. Chapter 4: Friendship Lost and Card Gained The sun had traveled past its zenith and cast long shadows from the shack into the bog. Renalia lifted the blanket and a cold blast of wind caused her to shiver. Granny waved it off, indicating she should keep it on her. ¡°Girl using cards?¡± Granny asked. ¡°Yes, I tried the cards while you were busy. They only last a second, though. Am I supposed to do anything else while I wait for them to be active again?¡± ¡°No. Using whenever possible. Every waking hour. Tonight, lasting ten seconds. Couple of days, lasting one minute. Week, lasting ten minutes. Couple months, lasting twenty minutes. Year, lasting thirty minutes.¡± Renalia nodded, secretly vowing to wake herself up at night to speed it up. ¡°So eventually I¡¯ll never feel hungry again.¡± ¡°No!¡± Granny disagreed sharply. ¡°Not feeling hungry. But body needing food.¡± Renalia startled and shrank further into the blanket at the rebuke. She only intended to talk about cards, not the other stuff. ¡°Girl listening Granny. Suppressing cards temporary. Hunger important. Emotions important. Impulses important. Girl listening self.¡± ¡°Okay. I only meant¨C¡± ¡°Knowing what you meant. Wanting strength? Eating. Wanting peace? Dealing with frustration. Wanting¨C¡± ¡°Wanting you to stay!¡± Renalia shouted. Silence intruded between them, an unwelcome stranger invited by her words. In the past two years, an easy friendship had developed between the child and the wise woman. Renalia had found, in her mother¡¯s savior, an adult who enjoyed her endless questions about Decks. In lessons about cards, letters, and numbers, Renalia had bloomed under the brilliance of Granny¡¯s tutelage. ¡°You¡¯re leaving, aren¡¯t you?¡± she whispered, hesitant to dispel the uneasy silence. But she must know, even if it signified replacing a hazy future with a certain dark one. ¡°Yes. Granny coming here. Not meaning staying. Not meaning forming relationships,¡± Granny said. ¡°But happy knowing Girl. Girl best thing happening to Granny here. Wishing Girl came with.¡± Renalia swayed, one of the pillars of her life crumbling. She forced back the urge to plead, knowing it would only cause distress without changing anything. Granny reached up and around her neck, lifting a leather necklace. She placed it over Renalia¡¯s head. ¡°If Girl going Central Kingdom, coming find Granny.¡± Renalia nodded, not trusting herself to answer. On the necklace dangled a wooden pendant, which boasted an etching of an open book. She clutched it tightly, willing herself not to cry. It was the first thing she ever owned, but a poor replacement for something lost. ¡°Will you visit sometime?¡± ¡°Not likely. But nothing written.¡± When Renalia¡¯s cards were ready for use, the two of them sat cross-legged on the ground, facing each other. As Granny had instructed, Renalia recalled the times in their past when the two of them had gone to gather herbs, focusing on the joy when they found what they wanted. Meanwhile, Granny closed her eyes and concentrated on materializing her [Find Herb] card. Despite Granny¡¯s warnings, the turmoil apparent in the old woman still shocked Renalia. The latter strained, her entire body tense. She reached around her navel and pinched, slowly forcing out a card the color of moss while her whole body broke out in a sweat. ¡°Uncommon? I can¡¯t take an uncommon from you.¡± ¡°Now!¡± Granny commanded with urgency. It whipped Renalia into action as she snatched the [Find Herb] card. She coerced it into her core, activating [Restrain Impulse] and [Dull Emotions] when it brushed against her being. But even past the barrier, she struggled to retain the card, her very soul rebelling against its foreignness. As Granny had advised, she visualized expanding her spirit, imagining the delight of finding new herbs. This tale has been pilfered from Royal Road. If found on Amazon, kindly file a report. After a moment of meditation, the card finally settled, forming a new row beneath her first set of ten. As Granny had suggested, she practiced visualizing ten cards, replacing the healing card with the herb card. To her dismay, she found it more difficult than anticipated. Either eleven cards showed, with one of them looking fuzzy, or ten cards showed with one of them obviously on a lower row. ¡°Remembering. Expecting seeing ten cards. So Girl showing ten cards. Lying not about telling untruth. Not about hiding truth. Lying best when believing lying as version of truth.¡± Renalia smirked at Granny¡¯s instructions. Her parents had approved of her learning from Granny, but that probably didn¡¯t include life lessons on lying. Together, they walked to the village square, Granny¡¯s [Sun Orb] hovering above them, providing ample light and warmth. Renalia needed neither, though. Due to familiarity with the path, she could have found her way back with her eyes closed. And she did not feel the cool breeze, absorbed with Granny¡¯s new topic of White Pond Sect. As they neared the square, Granny warned, ¡°No telling. Secret between friends, yes?¡± ¡°Yes. No telling, secret between friends,¡± Renalia repeated. Earlier in the day, while Renalia¡¯s puzzled over materializing her Cards, Chief Cian had interrupted them seeking succor from a recent foot fungus flare-up. Granny had given more medicine that he needed, announcing that she planned to go back home that very night. He had tried to convince her to stay, but Granny had given him a steely stare. Renalia had covered a smile behind her hands, knowing better than to test Granny¡¯s resolve. He had convinced her to attend a farewell party before she left, though. Villagers crowded the town square. More people than even for Sunday Church. It seemed like the entire village had received word of Granny¡¯s leaving and hastily assembled a farewell party. At first, various villagers approached, trying to get Granny to remain with them. But after grumblings about ¡°kids needing her¡±, word spread and the villagers kept up the pretense. They wished her kids well, even though nobody had ever heard her mention kids before. Renalia stayed glued to Granny like a newborn duckling, as if the latter would vanish as soon as she lost sight of her. Granny spent most of the night offering final guidance on various ailments. As the night wound down, Granny chatted with Mama, pressing a pouch into Mama¡¯s reluctant hand when she finished. Mama had glanced worriedly at Renalia several times while Granny whispered at her. So Renalia had a good guess as to what Granny had said. Thankfully, her card leveled up, allowing her ten seconds of dulled emotions. The next day was Manor¡¯s Day. It was a day of the week when the serfs, which most of the villagers were, worked the lord¡¯s fields as part of their rental contract. The requirement covered able-bodied adults over the age of ten. Renalia had joined their numbers when she was eight, though. She had no siblings to care for, and the work started with a small breakfast and ended with a hearty dinner. These served as a major attraction for her, as she received full servings of food even as a child. She used to look forward to Manor¡¯s Day, but in recent months, irritation had replaced her satisfaction at doing a good day¡¯s work. Ullock first, followed by Shim, had Decked and joined the work crew. The former, large and muscular for his age, bent down and grabbed a chunk of peat, tossing it up at her. His size had always intimidated her a little, the two of them representing two opposite ends of the growth spectrum. He had never been physically violent, but after getting his Deck, he had an edge of rage to him. At the top of the mound, she restrained her impulse to dodge and caught the chunk of peat. It smacked into her palms, causing her to grimace. She hid her face from Shim by looking down and stacking the peat by her feet. The two of them took turns receiving the peat and stacking them, allowing gravity to compress the dried turf into charcoal. As Ullock tossed the next chunk to Shim, she swore it hit him with less force. What had she ever done to Ullock to deserve this treatment? Even so, she still would have preferred to have Ullock up here instead of Shim. Ullock never spoke with her much, but Shim never seemed to shut up. Seeing him open his mouth again, she activated [Dull Emotions]. Shim stacked his peat and needled her, ¡°So you finally drove Granny away with your questions, huh?¡± ¡°At least she said goodbye. Your big brother didn¡¯t say anything before he ran off,¡± she responded. She was just as good at insults as he is. She caught the next chunk of peat and stacked it. Shim spat at her feet. ¡°At least I have a brother. Your Mama had you then tore her womb out rather than have another.¡± Her gaze turned red as his words punched deep into her shame. Her [Dull Emotions] card expired, and unsettled by his words, all the exasperation and grief from the previous day snuck past her defenses. Before she knew it, she had her hands wrapped around his throat, strangling and shaking him. ¡°You take that back!¡± The shock in his eyes shocked her, too. But before she could release him and apologize, she saw a chunk of peat flying toward them. She screamed and dodged, but tangled up with Shim, she lost her balance. The two of them tumbled from the mound. She quickly used [Disinfect Self Wounds] on her scrapes and stood up. But Shim lay there screaming, his arm bent underneath him at an unnatural angle. Chapter 5: New Beginnings The village depended on the bog for two primary products, both taking millennia to produce. Dead and decomposed plants waited for them to harvest as turf, which they turned into compressed peat blocks. Dead and reanimated animals came for them to reap as boglings, which they turned into supple and strong leather. Hunters usually patrolled the edges of the mire, catching the boglings as they emerged from the acidic waters of the bog. Occasionally however, a quick hare or sneaky fox would slip past the patrols, heading for the village to devour the living. For nothing defines the dead better than their desire for life. And even though they were still small animals, the bog transformed them, making them stronger, faster, and tougher. Worst of all, the dead do not die easily. So when someone screamed, the villagers grabbed hoes, spades, and rakes¨Cwhatever long tool they had lying about¨Cand swarmed towards the noise. If a bogling got loose among the children, the results would be disastrous. But as they arrived at the screaming, they stood dumbfounded, not expecting a little girl crouched over a little boy. ¡°I-I-I didn¡¯t mean it!¡± Renalia shouted, as the adults formed a half ring around them, gathered like they were witnessing a climatic scene from a play. She reached for Shim, but not knowing whether to turn or lift him, her hands hovered and shook around him. She wished Granny had not left; Granny would have known what to do. ¡°Shim, I didn¡¯t mean it.¡± Shim had stopped screaming, but he grimaced and turned his head, not meeting her eyes. Somehow, that simple gesture hurt her more than her physical injuries. ¡°Please, I don¡¯t know what to do.¡± Myfanwy squeezed past the wall of onlookers, and said without looking back, ¡°Geordie and Donaldson with me.¡± The two men she had just pushed past followed along. ¡°Hang in there, Shim,¡± Myfanwy said, ¡°everything will be alright¡±. She parceled out some numbingweed powder on a piece of paper. ¡°Geordie, waterskin.¡± Renalia sat back, hugging her knees. Myfanwy took charge of administering to Shim and, some time later, Chief Cian went around interviewing witnesses. ¡°The facts of the matter are thus,¡± Chief Cian said. ¡°Renalia had lunged at Shim, causing both of them to fall and the latter to break his arm. As neither of them deemed it necessary to explain the original incident¡±¨Che frowned at both of them¨C¡°I find Renalia solely at fault.¡± No one spoke, but many among the crowd nodded in agreement. ¡°And so, my recommendations are thus. Renalia is to minister to Shim, as Myfanwy directs. Additionally, for the length of his recovery plus one week, Renalia is to stay with the Ongock¡¯s, taking over all of his chores and responsibilities.¡± ¡°No!¡± Renalia and Shim¡¯s father shouted at the same time. He briefly glanced at her, then addressed Chief Cian. ¡°She hurt my son. And now I¡¯m supposed to house and feed her?¡± ¡°Her family will reimburse you for the food, Malchim. But you will house her and treat her as a guest. I do not think Renalia will shirk her duties, but you can inform us if she does.¡± Shim¡¯s father seemed to accept, though a frown still creased his face. Shim, standing next to him with his arm in a splint, still looked pained but offered no response. Renalia had her own objections, though. ¡°I can¡¯t leave my family. I¨C¡± ¡°No, Renalia,¡± Papa said from behind her. ¡°You¡¯ve wronged Shim and must make it right. When you incur a debt, you must pay it back.¡± Chief Cian glanced between the two families. ¡°This is only my recommendation, of course. If either family disagrees, we will need to involve the Bailiff.¡± Renalia kept silent, as the mention of the Bailiff brought a note of finality to the conversation. While Chief Cian held no official position, the villagers valued and respected his wisdom. On the other hand, the Bailiff was an unknown quantity. He may very well punish everyone for making him trek out here and deal with such a trivial matter. Renalia leaned against the fence outside of the Ongocks¡¯ cottage, catching her breath. The vapors from her breath formed a fog cloud around her, faster than the wind could dissipate. She had finished both her own and Shim¡¯s shift for Manor Day, staying after most had left. She had rushed here in the dark of night, heeding Papa¡¯s warning to obey and not anger Shim¡¯s father, Malchim. It was late, and she did not know when the Ongocks¡¯ would go to bed. She gathered her courage and knocked softly on the door. It yielded a crisp tat-tat, instead of the hollow phap-phap she was used to. After a while¨Clong enough that she debated whether she should knock again¨CShim opened the door a crack. Seeing her, he held a finger to his lips and opened the door wider to let her in. The cottage blanketed her in light and heat through the doorway. The front door opened into the kitchen and dining hall. The kitchen ran along the right wall, every inch covered with counters, cabinets, or pans hanging on hooks. An imposing clay oven bisected the wall. It faced the fireplace at the opposite end of the house, engaged in their nightly competition to provide warmth. Small bundles of blankets around the hearth declared a clear winner. Renalia stood at the edge of the doorway, eyeing the pristine wooden planks that lined the floor. The Church had a wooden floor too. But the worshippers had long since sanded down the boards underfoot, such that the seams were no longer discernible. It never occurred to her that people¡¯s houses also had wooden floors. ¡°Well,¡± Shim whispered, ¡°what are you waiting for?¡± Noticing her toes in their nervous twitching, he sighed. ¡°Oh, for Heaven¡¯s sake.¡± He pointed at her feet and the accumulated dirt from the day¡¯s work flew off. Her mouth gaped, shocked equally at finding out Shim had the same card as Mama and at seeing a boy doing what she always thought of as women¡¯s work. She hid her eyes behind her bangs as she walked past him, doubly embarrassed now that he knew the source of her embarrassment for standing there. She should have walked in like she belonged, tracking dirt all over the place. They can make me stay here, but they can¡¯t make me¨Cno, Papa said to be nice. Once in the kitchen, she turned in place while looking around, amazed both by its spaciousness and the amount of cookware it contained. Her whole hut could fit in the kitchen. And why would any family need more than one pot? She quickly recovered and pretended she was trying to find some water to mix Shim¡¯s pain medication with. This story has been unlawfully obtained without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. They didn¡¯t speak much while she prepared the herbal mixture, nor when he drank it. Afterwards, he pointed to one of the two open piles of straw, and they joined the other three bundles around the hearth. Renalia had never slept around so many people, nor felt so alone. Renalia woke and performed her usual morning tasks in a new household. Or, at least, she tried to. But she suffered a solid defeat as the drawers and cabinets conspired together to prevent her from finding anything. Her fumbling woke Shim, who directed her to prepare the oatmeal their way¨Cwith lots of fruits and nuts. She marveled at the clay oven. It contained the flames and allowed her to maneuver more freely. And it focused the heat, cooking the oatmeal faster than she expected. So simple, and yet, such an improvement over the wild, uncontrolled fire pit. ¡°Acceptable,¡± he said, tasting it when she finished. ¡°Grab a bowl.¡± He filled it up and handed it back to her. Leaning the ladle against the pot, he stretched his right hand out and curled his fingers slightly. An empty bowl from the table flew into his hand. While filling it, he told her, ¡°You can start eating. We do not need to wait for the others.¡± Renalia pondered the oatmeal, almost twice the size of what she usually had. Is all of this for breakfast? That can¡¯t be right, especially since we didn¡¯t prepare lunch. But why did Shim ladle lunch out into the bowl instead of leaving it in the pot? Is it to clean the pot after breakfast? But they have so many pots. Oh, maybe¨C ¡°Is something wrong? Why aren¡¯t you eating?¡± Shim asked, sitting opposite her at the table. ¡°Oh, I was just wondering about the leftovers.¡± ¡°What leftovers?¡± ¡°You know, for lunch.¡± ¡°Wow, you really are poor.¡± Renalia flushed, shame and anger rising in equal measure. She opened her mouth for a quick retort, but Shim raised a hand to forestall her. ¡°I didn¡¯t mean it that way. Um, we have dried jerky for lunch. This is breakfast.¡± Renalia stuffed the oatmeal in her mouth. She hoped that keeping it busy with chewing would prevent her from making more stupid comments. She had been so close to saying something nasty about Shim¡¯s mom. She would be nice, like Papa told her to, but Shim always brought out the worst in her. Stupid boy. Shim¡¯s younger siblings woke up and joined them. They all spoke in hushed tones, not wanting to disturb their father. Renalia assumed he slept in one of the two rooms at the back of the cottage. The youngest, a girl about six named Minnie, asked, ¡°Are you our new Mommy?¡± Renalia choked and sputtered. ¡°Ah, no. I¡¯m Shim¡¯s¡±¨Cshe fumbled for a word but could not find anything suitable¨C¡±friend.¡± It left an unpleasant taste in her mouth, ruining the nuts she had been munching on. ¡°No, you¡¯re not,¡± said Marcy, the oldest Ongock girl at age nine. ¡°Shim only has boy friends.¡± She squinted at Renalia. ¡°You¡¯re that little girl Shim talks about all the time.¡± Now it was Shim¡¯s turn to choke and sputter. ¡°I do not!¡± He talks about me? ¡°Ah,¡± said Sammy, the younger brother after Marcy, ¡°the tiny girl without any friends.¡± ¡°Alright guys,¡± Shim started saying, ¡°that¡¯s enough¨C¡± But at the same time, Marcy winked at Minnie and said, ¡°Not a Mommy, but maybe we¡¯re getting a new sister.¡± Minnie¡¯s face lit up, and she whispered a soft ¡°yay¡± while Sammy whined, ¡°But I don¡¯t want another sister.¡± One of the doors in the back flung open. ¡°What¡¯s all this ruckus?¡± Shim¡¯s father, Malchim, shouted. He stumped heavily into the room, squeezing his brows with a hand. ¡°Sorry, sir,¡± the kids around Renalia said in unison. She almost followed suit, but it would have sounded weird after everyone had already said it. Shim¡¯s father pointed at her. ¡°You, get me some breakfast.¡± As he sat down, he continued, ¡°You¡¯ll clean up after we finish. And after that, you¡¯ll fetch me a bogling.¡± Renalia froze at the pot, uncertain how to respond. ¡°She just got her deck,¡± Shim said, ¡°and she doesn¡¯t know how to hunt.¡± Malchim slammed a palm down on the table, causing Renalia to nearly drop the bowl she was carrying over. ¡°Was I talking to you, boy?¡± ¡°No, sir. Sorry, sir.¡± The other kids sat motionless and silent, staring intently at their oatmeal, some of which had spilled onto the table. ¡°That¡¯s right. She knows how to fight. Broke your arm, didn¡¯t she?¡± He sneered and snatched his bowl of oatmeal from Renalia, who stood frozen nearby. ¡°Go catch a bogling later and don¡¯t come back until you do.¡± ¡°Yes, sir,¡± she whispered softly. Oh my God, he means to kill me. Renalia followed Shim outside after she finished cleaning up. She labored to keep up with Shim¡¯s purposeful steps. ¡°Shim,¡± she said to his back, ¡°I¡¯m sorry I broke your arm. I was angry at you, but I never meant to hurt you.¡± ¡°It¡¯s okay,¡± he replied without turning. ¡°I know it was an accident. I¡¯m sorry about what I said about your mother. She¡¯s a nice lady and I can tell she loves you.¡± He stopped in front of the kennel. ¡°Yeah,¡± she said to his back, ¡°I¡¯m sorry about your brother leaving. I didn¡¯t ¡ ¡± She paused, struggling and failing to find the right words. However, she knew no words that captured the enormity of the situation. Her world had always contained a loving Papa and a loving Mama. ¡°I didn¡¯t know.¡± ¡°Yeah.¡± He reached for the kennel door, but held on to it instead of opening it, as if for support. She almost reached for him, but did not understand how to help. ¡°Why don¡¯t you run away also?¡± ¡°I can¡¯t,¡± he answered, hanging his head. ¡°Not until I can take them with me.¡± ¡°Oh.¡± Their conversation weaved through a delicate landscape, stepping close to various emotional quicksand. But Renalia deliberately refrained from using her cards, saving them for the bogling hunt. Plus, Granny had said not to ignore her emotions. She just wished it wasn¡¯t this hard. Shim turned to question her. ¡°Why didn¡¯t you run away? I¡¯m sure, if you asked, Granny would have taken you with her. Away from this sad life.¡± ¡°No, I can¡¯t abandon my parents. It¡¯s-it¡¯s different.¡± ¡°It was different for me too, before my mom died. Before my dad turned to drink ¡ ¡± He looked so tired and sad that Renalia almost wished for the old Shim instead¨Cthe one that would laugh and hurl insults at her. ¡°You don¡¯t understand, I owe them.¡± ¡°Owe them? We don¡¯t owe them anything! Our parents gave birth to us, but that doesn¡¯t mean they own us.¡± In response to Shim''s raised voice, a dog whined from behind the kennel''s door. ¡°Ah, never mind,¡± Shim said as he opened the kennel door. ¡°Meet Boogie, he¡¯ll help you track down the boglings.¡± A large wolfhound bounded out. It had shaggy gray and brown fur and stood tall enough to look her in the eye. ¡°Boogie, meet Renalia.¡± Boogie ¡°met¡± her by sticking his nose directly into the nook of her neck and licking upward on her face. It tickled fiercely and Renalia laughed, losing her stability and sliding down to the ground. Boogie followed, sticking his wet nose at her unprotected side. Renalia squealed with delight and Boogie jumped back, only to lunge forward again when she quieted down. And so Renalia discovered the magic of a dog¡¯s tongue, powerful enough to wipe away all negative emotions. Chapter 6: First Hunt While Renalia played with the dog, Shim went into the kennel. He re-emerged with a makeshift spear made from the branch of an ash tree. But instead of an actual spearhead, the head was a dagger attached with straps of black bogling leather. ¡°Don¡¯t tell my dad I have this,¡± Shim said, handing her the spear. Renalia nodded, understanding his need for a secret weapon if he ran away from home. She held the spear close to her body, blocking the line of sight from the cottage. ¡°I can¡¯t exactly hide it when I¡¯m walking around, though. Isn¡¯t it safer to use your regular spear? I promise I¡¯ll take good care of it.¡± ¡°I don¡¯t have a regular spear,¡± he answered. ¡°I haven¡¯t earned it yet. Besides, it¡¯s more of a symbol and last line of defense. You¡¯re not meant to spear the boglings with it. It¡¯s difficult to get through their tough hide sometimes.¡± ¡°But, then how do you hunt?¡± ¡°I simply carry the equipment and any carcasses. My cards have not leveled enough to hunt with yet.¡± ¡°Oh,¡± Renalia said. It came out as more of a whimper, though. Not only have her cards not leveled enough, but they are also singularly unsuitable for hunting. ¡°Listen,¡± Shim said as he saw her distress, ¡°Boogie can take down small prey by himself. Just run if they¡¯re bigger than he is. They¡¯re usually not that fast. And keep the boglings distracted so they don¡¯t try to bite him. Take this too, just in case.¡± He reached to unbuckle his leather belt, which held a sheathed knife. But he struggled to do it with one hand. Renalia leaned the spear against her body and helped, embarrassed. Of all the things to happen this morning, helping a boy undo his pants still stood out as particularly unexpected. Once they clumsily removed the belt, Shim quickly turned his attention to Boogie. His attempts to hide his red face behind the dog did not succeed, but Renalia avoided looking at him too, concentrating on putting the belt around her waist. He slipped a harness of bogling leather over the dog¡¯s head, resting it on the back and hanging down the sides. The dog stood attentively, all sense of playfulness gone, as Shim crouched to tie the straps under the dog¡¯s chest. But he found it difficult to accomplish with only one working hand. Putting the spear down, Renalia knelt to help out. On the other side of the dog, Shim said, ¡°I¡¯ll sneak some food and put it in the kennel. You can stay there, just in case, you know ¡¡± Their hands briefly touched around the straps and he quickly withdrew. ¡°Why?¡± Renalia started asking, but paused as Shim stood up and looked down at her. Why are you being so nice to me? ¡°Why what?¡± ¡°Um, why is he called Boogie?¡± ¡°Well, when we got him a couple of years ago, he liked to eat everything,¡± Shim said while picking at his arm splint. ¡°So I wondered if he¡¯d eat boogers too.¡± ¡°You named him after boogers?¡± Renalia rolled her eyes. ¡°Shut up. I was just a kid. And he liked them just fine.¡± ¡°Stupid boys,¡± Renalia muttered under her breath. Renalia ruminated on the past couple of hectic days as she followed Boogie. The fear and nervousness at hunting having long faded, siphoned away by the lack of attacks. Her cautious approach in passing any bush or puddle, at first, seemed silly now. Many times she had visited Granny, close to the bog, and had never spotted a bogling. Besides, she had a massive wolfhound to give warning. And she had a spear from Shim for protection. Shim. What is going on with that boy? She understood, of course, why they picked on her. Her family was relatively new to the village, refugees from the previous war. They also had fewer belongings than other folks. And she appreciated what really rankled the villagers. Despite Papa¡¯s physical stature and bearing, he refused to take up arms to defend against any bogling incursions. Beyond her family, she also stood out, being much smaller than the other children. And she had inherited from Papa, albeit diluted, a slight brownish tinge to her skin. ¡®Mud Baby¡¯, the children had called her. When she asked, Papa had said that she was who she was, that nothing they said made her less. She loved her Papa, but he didn¡¯t understand what it was like to be attacked. So she had fought. Every insult they threw at her, she fired one back. Every prank they tried to pull on her, she destroyed, without letting them recognize it bothered her. Pretty soon after, only Shim and Ullock still bullied her. It never devolved into physical fights, though. If Shim had tried to choke her, she¡¯d choke him right back. So she had been on edge since last night, waiting for him to retaliate. But it never came. Instead, it almost appeared like he was being nice to her. It must be the pain medication. Myfanwy had said it may make him ¡®disoriented¡¯. When Renalia asked what it meant, she had said ¡®confused¡¯. So maybe he forgot they were enemies. She shook her head, clearing her thoughts of Shim. That¡¯s not important now; instead, she focused on her cards. After they had leveled the first time, small numbers had appeared on the bottom corner of the cards. After two level-ups, [Disinfect Self Wounds] had a ten on the bottom right corner. Ten activations per rolling hour, or one every six minutes, if she spaced it out. She wasn''t sure exactly how it worked, but she noticed her scrapes from the fall yesterday scabbed over and healed faster than expected. Her only other usage-based card, Granny¡¯s [Find Herb], currently had a zero. It appeared dim, indicating she could not use it right now. She had been using it whenever it became active, heeding Granny¡¯s advice on leveling her cards as quickly as possible. Even though it¡¯s an uncommon grade, she couldn¡¯t imagine the Baron finding it enticing enough to take from her. A year¡¯s worth of taxes refunded seemed a poor trade compared to some herbs. ¡®Preposterous,¡¯ as Chief Cian liked to say. The duration-based [Dull Emotions] and [Restrain Impulse] cards now both had sixty on the bottom left. She had a bank of sixty seconds for those cards, which she¡¯d have to manage actively while in battle. This worried her the most. When she had lunged at Shim, she had lost herself, her anger swamping conscious thought. Would fear do the same? Would she panic and lose control? Her [Resist Hunger] cards all had zeros in the bottom left. She couldn¡¯t imagine keeping any of them once she got to four full hands, or twenty cards. But she might as well get some benefit from them in the meantime. Besides, she liked it when the numbers go up. So she drew upon them diligently, gaining as much experience with them as her more useful cards. Boogie¡¯s low rumbling growl snapped her attention back to the bog. He snarled at the water line, hackles raised and body tensed. Stolen story; please report. She approached cautiously, spear pointed at where he barked. A few bubbles broke the surface, but her sight could not pierce through the murkiness of the turbid water. Suddenly, a dark shadow breached the water, shooting through the air. Boogie leapt after it, then tried to turn in midair as it zipped past faster than anticipated. It headed straight toward her. She instinctively tried to back away and bring up the spear to block. But [Dull Emotions] drove the panic away and provided her a spark of clarity. She restrained her original impulse to back away and dove forward instead, landing on hands and knees. The black bogling shot past where her head had been a half-second ago. A brush of wind across her right side indicated that Boogie had landed and rushed past toward the bogling. She pushed with her hands and pivoted on all fours, her legs swinging around while sliding across the top of the shallow water. The bogling also landed, pausing long enough so she could see it was a reanimated hare. The bog had enhanced its physical attributes, so it stood almost two feet tall, not counting the ears, and was almost twice that in length. The wolfhound and the bogling ran at each other in a game of chicken. They ran at full speed, paws barely touching the ground, each believing themselves to be the predator. Renalia jumped forward, but her feet slipped on the mud and she floundered at the edge of the water. Boogie¡¯s jaws snapped at the hare as they closed in on each other. But he caught only air as the hare, with a push from one leg, dodged to the side. And with a push with the other leg, like a spring unleashed, propelled it forward again, with almost no loss in momentum. Straight towards Renalia. ¡°Bogling¡¯s butt,¡± Renalia swore as she scrambled upright. On some level, she grasped that fear coursed through her and she wanted to run. But that felt far away, like it was happening to some other Renalia. This Renalia planted her feet wide, knees slightly bent, and hands wide apart, with her right hand almost at the butt of the spear. At the village¡¯s Midsummer Festival last year, the spear dance performed by some hunters had mesmerized her. For several days after that, she had played at being one of them using a stick she found. She had a lot of fun until Shim and Ullock saw her one day and laughed. And laughed. And laughed. Now she fell into the stance naturally and without thought. Her focus narrowed down to just the dead hare and keeping the spearhead on target while it moved. It approached unnaturally fast, with bog-enhanced strength lengthening its hops. Time seemed to slow, and expecting it, she caught the moment the hare side-stepped to avoid the spear. She shifted her feet slightly and her right hand pivoted the spear, with her left hand acting as a fulcrum. She was successful, as the spear continued to track the hare as it leapt at her. But, noticing its imminent impalement on the dagger, the bogling contorted unnaturally. It drew its paws in, twisted at the spine, and with a final kick, changed its trajectory in midair. From three feet away, it opened its mouth in anticipation of plunging its abnormal fangs into Renalia¡¯s belly. Working on instinct, Renalia stepped back and placed the spear across her body to block. Just in time too, as the shaft caught the bogling¡¯s open mouth with a satisfying clunk. But the force of the impact forced Renalia to take a step back. Again, the slippery footing threatened to make her fall, but her trailing lower leg had sunk deep into the mud, and the resistance it provided helped anchor and stabilize her. The bogling hung on the shaft with its incisors, turning its forward momentum into a rotation. The movement whipped its hind legs toward her midsection. Unlike regular hares, the bog transformation had given this hare long black claws, sharp enough to break the skin and cut muscles. She quickly pushed the spear and attached bogling away, sending them right into the pursuing Boogie. Before the bogling could react, Boogie¡¯s jaws snapped shut on its rear leg. The hare opened its mouth in a silent scream, and Renalia lurched forward to snatch her spear back before it could fall into the mud. Well, that worked out better than expected. She deactivated her cards as Boogie shook the bogling, surprised at seeing the ¡°47¡± on the lower left. Only thirteen seconds have passed. Fright, anxiety, excitement, and relief flooded her system, almost causing her knees to buckle. But she was ready for this. She fought through the overwhelming desire to flee and took a step forward with determination, disengaging herself from the muddy shore. The wolfhound continued to shake his capture enthusiastically, trying to snap its spine. But the bog magic¡¯s enhancements had reinforced both the hare¡¯s skin and bone. And unlike a prey¡¯s desire to scramble free and escape, the bogling¡¯s killing instinct drove it to claw and bite. None of the attacks hit the dog yet, for it was a seasoned pro, wrenching the hare¡¯s body to and fro in constant motion. But Renalia approached with worry, having witnessed the bogling¡¯s ability to force its body into difficult positions. She could not see how to help, though. From what she knew, bogling leather was much tougher than normal leather. So she doubted that a quick thrust of the spear would pierce the thick hide of the hare. And a more powerful thrust with a long windup held too much risk of hitting Boogie instead. Taking Shim¡¯s advice, she let the dog do the fighting, while standing ready to provide a distraction. To her relief, the wolfhound¡¯s muscular mouth powered through the bogling¡¯s tough hide, and she heard a satisfying snap as the hare¡¯s spine broke. Relief turned to horror, as unrestrained by a spine, the front half of the bogling extended. With the longer reach, it scored a scratch on the dog¡¯s snout with its claw, precariously close to the eye. ¡°Boogie, let go!¡± Renalia shouted. The wolfhound, either not hearing her or deeming it bad advice, continued his aggression. She activated her cards, stretching the moment out. Her vision clarified, and the pounding of her heartbeat in her ears lessened. The bogling craned its neck, seeking a weak spot. She perceived with cold certainty that it would succeed this time. She must get it away from Boogie. So she dropped the spear to free her hands and lunged forward. The hare hurled its fanged mouth at Boogie¡¯s unprotected neck, now within its reach. ¡°Let go!¡± Her left hand slipped on the bogling¡¯s wet back, but her right hand found purchase on the scruff of its neck. She yanked right as Boogie released, causing the bogling¡¯s bite to miss narrowly. The hare turned and pummeled her with its legs. Even though the broken spine no longer provided it with the leverage for powerful kicks, the claws were still sharp enough to cut through cloth and skin, raking along her ribs. She had to stop it and she knew exactly how to do it. Turning, she leapt and slammed the bogling down into the mud. It wouldn¡¯t drown, but the thick sludge slowed down its struggles. While pushing it deeper down with her right hand, she reached for Shim¡¯s knife with her left. Boogie growled next to her, uncertain how to help. But she didn¡¯t need the assistance, since the earth held on to the hare in a tenacious grip, as if it knew the hare belonged underground. She had the bogling pinned with her right hand and splayed out with her knees. She raised the knife high above her and stabbed down with all her might. Again and again. Enough of her strikes punctured through, causing the horrible magic of the bog to leak out. The doubly dead hare ceased its struggles, and she deactivated her cards. Only seven seconds left on the cards. Exhilaration inundated her, and she stayed kneeling on all fours, enjoying the relief. But as the adrenaline left her system, the wounds on her chest and stomach started throbbing. And more worryingly, she felt a sharp pang on her right wrist. She crawled towards a deeper patch of water, heedless of tracking through the muck. The dirty water did well enough in washing away the thick mud. Even through the muddied waters, she could spot a tinge of red. As she lifted her wrist, dark red blood flowed freely from a gash that the bogling must have opened with its fangs. Without thinking, she slapped her left hand around the wound and winced at the sudden pain. The red seeped between her fingers and oozed around her hand, as if eager for freedom from the confines of her body, unstoppable like a cracked egg. There was so much blood. No, it can¡¯t end this way, she screamed in her mind. My life just started! She activated both of her important cards, along with a burst of disinfection. It lessened the pain and panic, but did not help otherwise. She struggled to tie her shirt around her wrist, the flimsy cloth unwieldy with one hand. Worse, the cool wind on her wet skin, compounded by blood loss and panic, caused her hands to shiver. By the time she tied it around her wrist, the thin makeshift bandage had already become saturated with blood. She deactivated her cards and slumped. I¡¯m sorry Mama. I¡¯m sorry Papa. I¡¯m sorry for being such a disappointment. The wolfhound whined beside her. ¡°It¡¯s okay Boogie. You¡¯re okay. You did good. You¡¯re a good boy.¡± She reached back around, grabbed the dead bogling by its ears, and dragged it into the water, submerging it. ¡°Here,¡± she said, biting back a sob. She lifted the less muddy ears out toward the dog, who stood on a bank overlooking the waterline. ¡°Take this back to Shim. Let them know that I at least tried to pay my debts.¡± Boogie dragged the carcass from her, but after successfully getting it over the gentle bank, stood there and whined. ¡°Go on.¡± She shooed with her good hand. The dog took a step away but turned back to look at her. ¡°Go back to Shim and Malchim.¡± The dog dropped the body and whined even louder. ¡°Leave me ¡¡± Renalia trailed off, for from the corner of her eye, she had caught a faint glittering. She climbed over the bank and found its source. Through an open wound at the hare¡¯s navel, a faint light shone. A white light, like she first saw two days ago. Chapter 7: First Loot, Among Other Firsts Mesmerized by the light coming from within the hare¡¯s navel, Renalia crawled on hand and knees up the bank towards it, the damaged wrist held at her chest. She moved like a supplicant crawling towards a deity, awestruck and apprehensive, in equal measure. Even as her body lost strength with each drop of blood, curiosity for the card¨Cfor that¡¯s what it must be¨Cdrove her. Boogie, overjoyed at winning this argument, play-bowed and wagged his tail ferociously. ¡°Stay and guard,¡± Renalia ordered, forestalling any wrong-headed attempts at play wrestling. A soft whimper escaped the dog as it stood and resumed work mode. The tail wavered softly side to side, letting her know playing was always possible. Arriving at the corpse, Renalia grabbed at the knife at her belt, but found air instead. With a disheartening glance, she traced the splatters of blood back, almost to the water. There, half buried in the mud, she glimpsed Shim¡¯s knife. Belatedly, she realized that the blood loss, besides slowing her movements, affected her mind as well. She should have taken it with her. Now it looked immeasurably far, and she could not hope to get there and back again in her state. She wondered how to ask Boogie to fetch it for her, but decided to forego the risk of him hurting himself. She wanted to try something else first. When she had received the [Find Herb] card from Granny, it had felt immaterial between her fingers, as if she held on to light itself. And she had encountered no physical resistance when placing the green card into her navel. Maybe it worked the same way in the other direction as well. Renalia pinched the light in the hole of the hare¡¯s abdomen and pulled. She stared at the materialized card between her fingers, held so tightly that the blood drained from her fingertips. Or perhaps she did not have enough blood in her system to extend to her fingertips anymore. Either way, she did not dwell on it, her attention drawn to the card itself. It was the same size as her other cards, but instead of the familiar ten-pointed star on the back, this featured a pile of bones. The front side depicted a patch of bogling hide, absent any words or icons. But the image triggered an instinctive understanding that this card would toughen her skin. A bogling card, a real bogling card! She¡¯s never heard of boglings, nor any non-human creatures, having cards before. She spared no thought on the wisdom of incorporating an undead horror-hare¡¯s card into her core. At any moment now, she would bleed out. She hoped that tougher skin, if only for a second, would staunch the wound at her wrist. The discovery of this weird card also rekindled her curiosity, which the disappointment in her own Deck had extinguished. As Granny had shown her, she assumed a cross-legged position and concentrated on opening her soul to the new card. But when she tried to push it into her navel, her soul rebelled against its foreignness. However, her impending death served as a great motivator, incentivizing her soul to relax its safeguards. She activated it as soon as it settled. Darkness¨Ca black darker than a moonless night with eyes closed¨Cenveloped her. It passed before she could panic, light hitting her eyes again with sudden brightness. By her side, Boogie stood with hackles raised, producing a peculiar sound as his growl lengthened into a whine. ¡°It¡¯s okay, Boogie, it¡¯s okay. It¡¯s just me playing around with some cards. I¡¯m still me, not a bogling. Not yet, at least.¡± She reassured him, thankful that he did not automatically lunge at the bogling that, to him, must have appeared out of nowhere. She shivered at the thought. After he quieted, she glanced at the claw marks on her chest, which now had a thin covering over them, like a skin of fat forming over fresh milk. She reached to undo the makeshift bandage on her wrist, curious if it had stopped bleeding as well. But as the thin membrane over her chest wounds started to crack at the twisting of her torso, she froze and reconsidered. Maybe she should wait so she could activate the new card again. Perhaps a second activation would make a thicker skin. ¡°Girl trying. Girl seeing. Girl understanding, yes?¡± Granny always said. Seeking to minimize movement, she laid on her back so that she could relax for an hour. And without any conscious task beyond staying still, she quickly lost consciousness. She dreamt of a world of white, illuminated softly with the constant glow of common cards. As soon as she thought of cards, faint rectangular outlines appeared in the light. Black silhouettes darted to and fro, ripping through the light and replacing it with a dark opaque red. On a primal level, Renalia knew this was a nightmare. But she felt no fear, even as a black shape collided with her and turned orange. *** I no longer believe in God, but I sometimes wonder at the hands of fate. Without knowledge of first aid, I should have died that day, the day of my first hunt. Now, of course, I know to tie the bandage tightly, hold my wrist above my head, and apply constant pressure to it. I know how to make a tourniquet with a belt. I know a half-dozen other ways to survive venous bleeding. But, back then, as a child just turned ten, I could only see my life flowing away, like a stream of sand from a broken hourglass. I would have died, if not for a stubborn dog. If not for trying to pay my debts with my last ounce of energy. If not for stabbing the bogling, blindly through mud, precisely at the navel. If not for exactly the right sparkling card¡ This story has been taken without authorization. Report any sightings. To the ten-year-old me, it was as if God shone His Light on me. *** She woke and saw the [Bogling Skin]¨Cas she chose to call it¨Cturn back on. In the past, she had always wondered how her parents would perform various tasks outdoors and meet back at the hut at the same time. She now knew that either Decks inherently, or through repeated use of hourly cards, gave an impeccable sense of timing. It even worked in her unconscious state. The definitive countdown to her death had morphed into more of a question. It allowed her some time and space to think. So instead of blindly activating her new card, she pictured covering only her wounds with bogling skin. Holding onto that image, she activated [Bogling Skin] and [Disinfect Self Wounds] together. To her pleasant surprise, only part of her chest and her right wrist formed a layer of bogling¡¯s hide, a slimmer version of the hare¡¯s. She held her breath, as the transformation lasted longer than the expected second. Eleven seconds later, she expelled her breath as the black, leathery armor disappeared. It revealed a thicker crust of scabs on her chest wounds. She sat up and unwrapped the bandage around her wrist with controlled movements. A beautiful dry scab laid over what had been an open wound. She chuckled at how perceptions of ugly and beauty could change so quickly. It turned into a laugh after she saw Boogie¡¯s quizzical expression. ¡°I¡¯m okay, I¡¯m really okay,¡± she said with relief. ¡°Wait! Not that much okay!¡± she shouted as Boogie moved toward her with obvious intentions of play. Noticing her distress, he laid down next to her, only giving her a quick lick on the cheek. She checked the cut on his snout, but he did not seem bothered by it. Renalia hugged the dog, burying her face in his fur. ¡°Thank you,¡± she said. ¡°Thank you for not leaving me.¡± The dog gave no signs of understanding, but he laid his head over her shoulder and back, hugging her in return. It meant more than she could have imagined. As if relief had opened the emotional floodgates, other emotions came unbidden: the terror from almost dying, the dread at hunting boglings, the guilt of hurting Shim, the sadness of saying goodbye to Granny, the disappointment at her broken Deck, the anger of life¡¯s injustices, and the shame of her poverty. No longer held in check, it all came rushing in. So she cried for the first time in two years. Her facade of strength crumbled, and she sobbed with her whole body. She let it out, letting a non-judgemental dog share in her burdens. Buffeted by powerful emotions, she clung tightly to Boogie. The solidity of his presence highlighted, in contrast, her adrift life of late. Granny had pulled up anchor from the bog and abandoned her. And Mama and Papa had stood by while Chief Cian gave her away to the Ongocks¡¯. They didn¡¯t want her either. Shim¡¯s dad had sent her away the first chance he had. Boogie was all she had left. Boogie and her cards. The [Dull Emotions] card glowed lightly in her mind¡¯s eye. Its availability tempted her. It could calm the storm in a snap, its effectiveness proven several times over in the fight with the hare. But she thought back to the last life lesson Granny had tried to impart to her. In multiple conversations in the past, she would nod along, pretending to understand what the older woman was saying. Granny had an odd way of speaking, and many times, Renalia could not tell if it was the language or the concept she did not comprehend. And it would only occur sometime later that she would comprehend the wisdom of Granny¡¯s lesson. Now she considered the warning against suppressing her emotions, which she had done unconsciously for the past two years. Granny had said her emotions were important and she should feel them, not silence them. She repeated Granny¡¯s litany to herself: I feel the emotions; they do not control me. I know the emotions; they do not define me. As these feelings lost their power over her, she realized how they had warped her thoughts. Granny did not abandon her. The old woman had waited till she got her Deck and guided her through it. Even when Granny left for her home, she had invited Renalia to go with her. And if her parents had fought against Chief Cian¡¯s decision, she would have honored it anyway. She knew the Bailiff would view it as one Decked individual taking another out of production. And to prevent it from happening again¨Cand getting called back to the backwater village¨Che would make an example of her. He probably would sentence her to several years of hard labor in the slave camps. She sat up and released her grip on Boogie, who took the opportunity to lick the tears off her face in passing. Well, her perception of Boogie hadn¡¯t changed. He was still the most wonderful, best-est, dog there ever was. As her emotions drained from her, her physical needs started demanding her attention. She realized how parched and ravenous she was. She took the waterskin and food pouch off her belt. Belts¨Cshe never knew how useful they were. With her head tilted back, she squeezed every last drop of water from the skin. But it still did not come close to replenishing the water she had lost as blood. She wondered if her [Disinfect] card worked on bog water also, or if it only affected wounds. Granny would tell her to test it, but it didn¡¯t feel like a safe environment to do so now. The pouch of dried jerky contained more meat than she had ever seen for a family in one sitting. There were dry ones that tasted salty when she licked one. And there were sticky ones that tasted tangy and sweet. She was glad Shim was not here to mock her surprised expression. Looking down at her unclothed upper body with streaks of dried blood and ugly/beautiful scabs, plus a lower body caked in mud, she revised her notion. She was glad Shim was not here to see any of this. ¡°Am I supposed to share this with you?¡± she asked Boogie. Boogie stuck his head out eagerly. ¡°Alright, we¡¯ll share. Half and half, okay?¡± As they ate, Renalia told him about her life as a peat farmer and how she had hoped to help her family. The dog listened with rapt attention, focused on every word that came out of her mouth. On his last piece, he held it in his mouth and tilted his head, ears pivoting front and back. Renalia was about to ask what was wrong when Boogie dropped the jerky and turned, growling back toward where they fought the hare. Oh no, Renalia thought, as she realized that the splotches of her blood in the wet dirt served as the perfect lure for boglings. She dropped her own jerky and jumped to retrieve her weapons. But dizziness caused her to stumble. Without any relevant skills to help, she relied solely on her desperation to propel her to the dropped spear. Sharp pains accompanied her scrambling, as scabs cracked and split. But she ignored them. This is all my fault, she thought as Boogie circled to find the beast, I won¡¯t let you suffer for it. Chapter 8: Skin and Claws Retrieving the spear, Renalia gripped the shaft around the head and pushed her hand toward the butt, removing as much of the mud as possible. By this point, Boogie had stopped circling and sniffing around. Instead, he growled at one spot in the sludge. So it was both expected and surprising to see five one-inch claws shoot up from the ground. The fingers moved independently of each other, anchored by what resembled a cross between a rat paw and a human hand. The grotesque similarity to a newborn baby¡¯s hand caused a wave of revulsion in Renalia. Boogie didn¡¯t seem to like it either, as he barked at it. Renalia ran at the paw with the spear held high overhead. A similar eruption around Boogie¡¯s feet interrupted his barking. But before she could shout a warning, he side-stepped and clamped down at the small paw that attacked him in one motion. At the same time, she brought the spear down with enough force that it pinned the palm of wriggling claws into the dirt. The sudden impact caused her hands to slide down the slippery pole, and she pitched forward. Even as she fell, she focused all her strength on keeping the clawed hand trapped. The potential havoc five nimble claws could wreak on Boogie¡¯s face scared her. A quick restraint of panic kept her own hands on the spear instead of trying to break her fall. And as she hit the ground, she followed up with a burst of dulling emotions. Even so, the impact knocked the wind out of her and multiple scabs split open. As the acidic mud seeped into her wounds, not even her numbed nerves completely masked the pain. Disinfecting the wounds didn¡¯t help much either, as mud still covered them. But she had done what she wanted. Both claws were immobilized. Now they only needed to worry about whatever fangs this creature had. ¡°Careful,¡± she gasped as Boogie started shaking the bogling. ¡°Wait!¡± she yelled, feeling the spear loosen from the dirt by the dog¡¯s pulling. But Boogie stopped his attack before she could finish her sentence. He let go of his prey and sat back on his hunches. That¡¯s it? ¡°Is it dead?¡± she asked as she firmly thrust the spear back into the ground again and stood up. Boogie looked at her with his tongue sticking out. ¡°Are you sure? Maybe it¡¯s just playing dead?¡± Boogie retracted his tongue and scooted forward on his hunches a little. ¡°Well, I don¡¯t know if that¡¯s a ¡®yes¡¯, but I guess it¡¯s not a ¡®no¡¯.¡± Carefully, she pried the spear loose, ready to push down again at the slightest hint of movement. To her relief, it didn¡¯t shoot forward like some undead beast. ¡°Um, can you dig it out?¡± She pantomimed digging around the bogling. Boogie looked at the bogling and back to her, whining. ¡°Yes, yes, I know. We both want the same things.¡± Running through the list of commands Shim had given her, she said, ¡°Fetch?¡± Released, Boogie jumped forward and started digging the corpse out. ¡°That¡¯s exactly what I said,¡± she said, showing how her gestures were similar to his digging motions. But he neither heard nor glanced at her. Shaking her head, she moved to recover the buried knife from where she had dropped it close by. ¡°I¡¯m going to wash up really fast and we should get out of this bloody area as quickly as possible.¡± Turning back to the waterline, she froze in mid-step. Right below her raised foot was a snake brilliantly striped in black, red, and yellow. Not a bogling, but just as dangerous. It lifted its head and flicked its tongue in and out as if taking her measure. It probably didn¡¯t receive a firm answer, since she, herself, didn¡¯t know what to do. Both her spear and knife were muddy enough to impact her handling. And she didn¡¯t want Boogie to fight it, in case the snake¡¯s bite was venomous. Caution dictated that they retreat. But she didn¡¯t want Boogie to manage future bogling encounters by himself. Even in the recent fight, if she had not pinned one of the paws, it may have done damage to Boogie. Her cards were not good enough by themselves; she needed usable weapons. So she stepped to the side, her foot trampling on some flowers. Thorns advertised themselves by pricking through her mud-caked feet. Still watching the snake, she continued her wide berth around it. The snake, in turn, also tracked her with its unblinking and emotionless gaze. Reaching the water, she submerged the knife first and sheathed it, keeping an eye on the snake all the while. This allowed her to see Boogie snatch the bogling from the ground and start making his way to her. Holding her palm out, she quickly signaled that he should stay put. She breathed a sigh of relief as the serpent kept its focus on her. Retracing her steps after washing the spear, she returned to Boogie¡¯s side. The snake still had not blinked nor stopped studying her. ¡°We mean no harm,¡± she said. Renalia didn¡¯t think it looked like a magical snake, but Chief Cian¡¯s fairy tales had taught her that fantastical creatures could take many forms. More importantly, that they repay kindness with kindness and disrespect with terror. ¡°We¡¯re sorry for coming into your home. We did not see it for what it was. Please forgive us.¡± She continued backing away, pulling a confused dog with her. After they had gone far enough, the colorful snake slinked into the undergrowth of flowers. She let out the breath she had been unconsciously holding. With the threat gone, she had the chance to examine the strange bogling the dog held in its teeth. It was reminiscent of the shape and size of a swaddled baby. But instead of a round head at the very top, it narrowed to a point, like the baby was wearing a conical hat. The pointy tip appeared to be the snout. Shockingly, it didn¡¯t seem to have eyes. And instead of arms and legs, it looked like someone had done a poor job of swaddling, allowing the hands and feet to stick out. She noticed how one foot hung onto the body by a thin strip of hide. The hole explained how the bogling had died without much effort on their part. It must have originally perished from the severed leg. And while the bog¡¯s necromancy reanimated it, the primitive magic could not repair a missing leg. Boogie¡¯s violent shaking of the bogling had probably dislodged a lot of the cursed magic. ¡°Let¡¯s get our stuff and go home,¡± Renalia said, as she grabbed the last piece of her jerky from the ground and stuffed it into her mouth. ¡°Did you want yours, or¨Cnever mind, I see you already got it.¡± She unfurled the two lengths of rope clipped to Boogie¡¯s harness and tied the ends to the bogling corpses, making sure to balance the load. And in preparation for any ambush, she practiced unclipping the rope several times. Wounded, but victorious, the two of them left their first battlefield together. One dragged the trophies behind him, the other carried them in her core. Support the creativity of authors by visiting the original site for this novel and more. As they walked home, Renalia remained hypervigilant. The sharp pangs from her wounds precluded her usual daydreaming. She called a stop when they crested a small mound next to a patch of water. This should be far enough from the bloody battle site, and her wounds were getting harder to ignore without relying on her cards. Unclipping the corpses from Boogie, she told him, ¡°Stay and guard, okay? Get some rest while I go to wash up.¡± She quieted her nerves and waded into the cold water. She had given a lot of thought to her Deck while waiting for [Bogling Skin] to become active for the third time. Combining it with [Disinfect Self Wounds] allowed her to seal her wounds and heal quite a bit faster than usual. While she appreciated this, she needed to hide this fact from the villagers. No one would ask her directly if she had healing skills. However, card gossip is a prevalent conversation topic among the villagers. She, herself, often participated in the Deck rumor mills. If the Baron heard whispers about her healing ability, he may wonder how the ten cards she materialized for the Deck Day Ceremony could spark such rumors. None of the lies she came up with sounded plausible in her own ears. No, he would make the logical conclusion that she had other cards beyond the Starting Ten that she displayed. So she had to prevent any suspicions that she possessed restorative cards. This meant either not healing existing wounds or not showing injuries in the first place. She much preferred the second way. So while submerged, she stripped and scrubbed her clothes, getting as much of the blood off as possible. Lacking soap and relying on dirty bog water, her clothes¡¯ condition stopped improving fairly quickly. But at least it appeared just dirty now, not bloody. She wrapped her wet clothes around her neck to free her hands. Now for the second reason for stopping at the small pond. She grabbed their latest kill and immersed it in the water, too. Suppressing her revulsion, she pushed her left hand through the gaping hole at the corpse¡¯s hip. Actively distracting herself with the cards in her mind¡¯s eye, she scooped the slimy innards out. She shivered, both from the cool air on her wet skin and the squirmy squishiness that her hand pushed through. After she extracted as much of the viscera as possible, she walked back to Boogie¡¯s side. She dropped the carcass and laid her clothes on his harness. The black leather was warm from the sun''s rays and should help dry her clothes faster. ¡°Stay still, okay?¡± she told Boogie, petting his head gently. ¡°I¡¯m going to use my cards. Don¡¯t worry, okay? It¡¯s just me.¡± Focusing on her wounds, including the new ones at her feet, she disinfected and called upon the overlay of bogling skin. Boogie perked up, but did not seem overly agitated. Did her bogling skin still smell like her? And where does it come from? She ran her fingers across a patch of the black hide over her chest, noticing the roughness of it. Just like bogling hide. Curious, she poked at it. A smile tugged at her lips as the wound did not react to her jab through the thick hide. She remained smiling as the armor disappeared, revealing the newly covered scabs underneath. Reaching for the cleaned bogling, she hoped the string of good news would continue. She held her breath and flipped the creature over, peering into its cavity from the missing leg. A gleaming white rectangle hovered within. She almost yelped as, in her haste to grab it, her hand scraped against the edges of the rough hide. The card resembled the previous one, but instead of a black patch, it displayed a picture of five white claws intersecting another five at a forty-five-degree angle. She mentally calmed herself to prepare for incorporating it into her core. Expecting great spiritual resistance, she yelped in surprise as her core eagerly sucked in the new card without conscious effort on her part. It instantaneously appeared next to the [Bogling Skin] card. Huh, I guess saving my life means bogling cards are good cards. Renalia debated activating the card but concluded leveling it quickly trumped saving its usage in case of an ambush. It would require five activations to level up its duration from one second to ten seconds. She doubted that one second of claws, at the current level, could turn the tide of battle. She also wanted to test a theory. Granny had taught her that one way of testing a truth is to gather as much data around when it may fail. So she concentrated on a single forefinger and activated [Bogling Claws]. The nail there shot forward into a slightly curved claw between two and three inches long. She explored it with her other hand, satisfied with the solidity of it. It also had a sharp point, nearly catching on her skin when she brushed against it lightly. Any more pressure, she guessed, and it would pierce the thin skin on her fingertips. Best of all, it lasted a full ten seconds. They resumed their journey back to the Ongocks¡¯ residence. As they left the vicinity of the bog, Renalia played her cards whenever possible. She practiced activations while moving, especially with the bogling cards. And she experimented with the amount of focus required to activate the cards. To her pleasant surprise, the more she used the skills, the easier it became. [Resist Hunger], her most frequent activation, barely required any conscious effort on her part nowadays. Since she had no intention of banking any of the activations, it had become a reflex to use it whenever it became available. Sometimes, she only became aware she resisted hunger after the activation timed out, as it hit her with a sudden resumption of hunger. Could she also use the cards while asleep? That would be awesome. The time she spent sleeping was such a waste. While her wounds had sealed, a dull ache served as a constant reminder of unhealed injuries just beneath the skin. Without the unpleasantness, they could have had an enjoyable walk back to the village, just like after a tutoring session with Granny. Thinking of Granny, she made some quick detours, as directed by the [Find Herb] card. Might as well get some real use out of the card, instead of just activating it to increase its level. Granny had shown her some of the rarer herbs only available deeper into the bog. She harvested them to give to Myfanwy. This sense of usefulness and exploration was what she had always wanted from skill cards. She didn¡¯t know how to feel about the fact that none of these fun cards came from her own core. Before reaching the village, [Bogling Skin] leveled, allowing her to cover her wounds for almost two minutes. The smaller scabs started peeling, and she picked at one till it fell off. The patch of new skin felt tender but healthy. It appeared darker than the skin surrounding it, though. She shrugged¨Cuneven skin color being a small price to pay for saving her life. Almost dying had also given her a new perspective. She couldn¡¯t care less what the kids thought or the names they called her; she had fought boglings and survived. Getting rid of as many of the scabs as possible, she put on her damp and shredded clothes. Maybe she could trade the herbs with Myfanwy for some new clothes. Luckily, the deeper wounds higher on her chest remained hidden. And she could pretend they were small scratches inflicted when she fell from the peat stack the day before. Arriving at the kennel, she hid Shim¡¯s spear underneath some hay. She briefly considered unhooking the carcasses and letting the dog rest. The leather workshop was on the other side of the house though, and she did not think she could carry the hare there by herself. And, being honest with herself, she knew the real reason for the hesitation: to delay showing Shim and his dad the injury that the wolfhound received. She hugged Boogie. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± she said for the umpteenth time. The muddy dog wagged its tail at the attention, but it did not lessen her guilt. ¡°It was my fault. I should have kept the bogling distracted.¡± Renalia¡¯s heart quickened at the prospect of meeting Shim¡¯s dad, Malchim, again. Most adults had treated her with either pity or kindness. Some, like Granny and Myfanwy, she¡¯d even call friends. But Malchim ¡ scared her. And she wasn¡¯t the only one. His own kids were scared of him. She had thought he meant to punish her with his order to fetch a bogling. And the first encounter with the hare had confirmed this, almost killing Boogie and her both. But the second one with the strange beast had been so easy. Now she didn¡¯t know what to think. Which version of boglings did he intend for her to get? Leaning on the dog for courage, she walked towards the other side of the house, towards judgment. Chapter 9: A Long Day The leather workshop was a square yard that held several processing stations. For venting, it opened to the air on two sides. It shared one of its walls with the house, with an adjacent side made up of multiple storage sheds. At the opposite corner stood a post, anchoring the awning that covered the yard. Shim, with his broken arm still splinted, resigned himself to supervising Marcy at the hole-punching machine. This is going to be a long day. It¡¯s the simplest of tasks: line up the markings on the leather with the guides on the machine and pull the handle. His little sister had learned how to use the machine several months ago. But Marcy being the woolgatherer that she is, he thought it best to monitor her. Dad was having one of those days, so it¡¯s important to present no outlets for his mood. Correcting Marcy¡¯s placement of the leather again, he almost wished Renalia, that work fanatic, was here instead. And that makes two of us, he thought, as Marcy asked yet another question about the girl. ¡°But what did she say that got you so mad?¡± Shim sighed. ¡°She said Big Brother ran away without saying goodbye.¡± Marcy glanced around, and without sighting Dad, whispered, ¡°But he didn¡¯t say goodbye, though. He left us in the middle of the night.¡± ¡°That¡¯s not the point. She implied he didn¡¯t care about us.¡± ¡°Well, he didn¡¯t¡±¨CMarcy met his eyes before he could protest¨C¡°not like you do.¡± How do I reply to that? For how scatterbrained she is, Marcy said the most perceptive things sometimes. When Big Brother had run away from home, Shim had taken it personally. He had struggled with anger at his brother, mixed with self-doubt at being left behind. And he had vowed that he would never cause his siblings to feel the same way. But, despite his resolution, he had not come to terms with his brother leaving in the first place. Even a year later, Renalia sticking her nose where it didn¡¯t belong was like lifting the lid from a pot of boiling soup. ¡°Well,¡± Marcy declared, ¡°I think you deserve it. Why are you so mean to her, anyway?¡± ¡°I¡¯m not mean to her. She just ¡ she says the meanest things, too.¡± Marcy rolled her eyes and pulled the handle on the machine down. ¡°Hmph. I¡¯m making her my new best friend, so you¡¯d better be nice to her.¡± Shim quickly adjusted the leather so that it lined up. ¡°She¡¯s not here for a sleepover, Marcy. She¡¯s only here to do my work and chores before my arm¨Cwhich she broke, by the way¨Cis fixed. After that, she goes back to her family.¡± ¡°Doesn¡¯t matter. I like her, and if you make her sad, I¡¯ll be sad too. You wouldn¡¯t want me sad, would you?¡± ¡°That¡¯s not how it works,¡± Shim said in exasperation. Why do people like that girl so much? He didn¡¯t understand it. She¡¯s feisty, but that didn¡¯t mean she deserved all the attention. Spotting Dad¡¯s approach, he said, ¡°Shut up, Marcy, and get back to work.¡± Having made her intentions clear, Marcy seemed to concentrate on the task before her much better than before. In the afternoon, the siblings transitioned to adding rivets to the pieces of leather while their dad made measurements at the center table. They had fallen into a silent rhythm, so Shim was startled when his dad barked a laugh. ¡°What¡¯d I tell ya, boy? This girl knows how to fight.¡± Shim looked up and his jaw dropped. The tiny girl stood next to Boogie, clothed in disgusting and torn rags. She shifted from foot to foot, uncomfortable at the attention. Boogie, on the other hand, stood happy and proud, with the double haul behind him. Marcy gasped and rushed to the girl, dropping their sheet of leather and spilling rivets everywhere. ¡°Are you okay? Are you hurt?¡± ¡°No, I¡¯m fine,¡± Renalia said as she squirmed under Marcy¡¯s probing hands. ¡°It only got to my clothes.¡± ¡°Good,¡± Dad said as he approached. ¡°Marcy can get you a set of clothes later.¡± His sister clasped her hands together in joy. ¡°Later,¡± Dad emphasized, ¡°after the carcass is unmade. Shim, show her how to do it.¡± Shim, examining the cut on Boogie¡¯s snout, replied without lifting his head, ¡°Yes, sir.¡± He directed various jets of [Cleanse] on the dog. ¡°Is Boogie going to be okay?¡± Renalia asked, stroking his cleaner coat. ¡°Yes, it looks like a clean cut. As long as he¡¯s not bothering it, it should heal fine,¡± Shim replied. Dad unhitched the boglings from the dog. ¡°Goddamn! Look at the size of this hare.¡± He slapped Renalia on the back, causing her to wince and take an involuntary step forward. ¡°I knew you had a hunter¡¯s spirit.¡± He gave her a rough half hug. Dad¡¯s mood had really turned around. The sudden action surprised Renalia, and she stood there uncomfortably. Judging by its size, the hare died in its prime. And its quality condition meant it was suitable for multiple enhancements from the bog. At the very least, the musculature suggested enhanced speed, while the sharp claws and fangs implied vicious combat ability. Boogie couldn¡¯t have taken down this prey by himself. How did she do it? ¡°Girls, grab the feet,¡± Dad ordered, and proceeded to drag the hare to a station at the far corner of the yard. Shim trailed the girls, and regarding them side by side, it was even more obvious how short and skinny Renalia was. Shim frowned. It didn¡¯t make any sense that a peat farmer¡¯s daughter could score a kill like this. ¡°Shim will show you how to process the hare here. Best to do it now before cleaning yourself up.¡± ¡°Yes, sir,¡± Renalia replied. ¡°Um, sir, can I give these to Myfanwy later?¡± She lifted her right wrist, which had bundles of weeds tied to it with a strip of rag from her shirt. ¡°Sure, after everything¡¯s done.¡± Shim telekinetically grabbed a couple of aprons off a nearby hook and handed one to her. ¡°Get rid of the weeds and put this on.¡± He wasn¡¯t sure it was strictly necessary for Renalia though. Her rags were going to get tossed anyway. ¡°They¡¯re not weeds,¡± Renalia said, ¡°They¡¯re precious herbs.¡± But she did as Shim told her to. With the carcass laying on its side on top of the drainage table, Shim got a good view of the at least a dozen knife wounds on the hare. Frowning, he probed with his fingers, confirming that the leather was at least an inch thick, even around the abdomen. There¡¯s no way she could do this with the small knife he lent her. Unless, maybe she had a strength card, like her dad. ¡°Now grab that saw and open up the hide, from abdomen to sternum.¡± ¡°The what to the what?¡± The narrative has been taken without permission. Report any sightings. ¡°God, you don¡¯t know anything. From the belly to the chest bone.¡± The girl tried to cut the hare open but struggled to pierce the hide, with the saw looking comically big in her hands. He waited for her to activate a strength card, but she didn¡¯t do anything. ¡°Argh, move!¡± he said in exasperation. She offered the tool to him, but he shoved it out of the way. Pointing at the abdomen with his fore and middle fingers, he [Cut] in a smooth motion. The skin split, and satisfied with the depth of the cut, he [Cut] again up to the sternum. Proud of himself, he looked at the girl to brag, but her emotionless expression unnerved him. ¡°It took a lot of practice to balance the depth and length of the cut,¡± he explained. ¡°And I could do it because my dad has the same card, so he showed me how to control it.¡± ¡°Okay,¡± she said in a level tone. Unsatisfied with her lack of appreciation, he said roughly, ¡°Now, reach inside and scoop all the innards out.¡± The girl reached out but returned her hand to her belly. Puzzled, he asked, ¡°What was that?¡± ¡°Nothing, just scratching my belly.¡± ¡°But what was that thing you were doing?¡± He mimicked her pinching motion. ¡°What thing? You¡¯re being weird.¡± ¡°What? No, you¡¯re being weird.¡± ¡°Shim,¡± Marcy called out from her rivet station, ¡°The lady¡¯s got an itch¨Cmaybe you should help her scratch it.¡± Dad erupted in laughter and slapped his knee. ¡°Shut up, Marcy!¡± Shim sighed. This is going to be a long day. *** Marcy was being so patient, but they were taking so long. How hard could it be to dress a hare? You just cut it open and then¡ Marcy shivered at the image. Okay, it¡¯s not easy, but it shouldn¡¯t take this long. It¡¯s so boring punching holes and putting in rivets. She couldn¡¯t wait to dress Renalia! So much better than dressing a hare. They¡¯re going to have so much fun. ¡°Are you done yet?¡± ¡°No! Mind your own business,¡± Shim shouted back. Argh, stupid Shim. He¡¯s such a terrible teacher. Renalia should have finished by now. Renalia. Nalia. Nali. Alia. Lia. Renaly. Rena. Reny. ¡°Can I call you Reny?¡± ¡°Um, sure,¡± came the reply. Yes! Marcy and Reny. Reny and Marcy. They¡¯re going to have so much fun. A rivet flew from her hand. She jumped after it. Stupid rivets, never staying in place. While crouched on the ground, she found another rivet. And another. Why are there so many rivets on the ground? People shouldn¡¯t just leave them lying around. What if Reny stepped on one? It would hurt so much. Cause she didn¡¯t have shoes. Why doesn¡¯t she have shoes? Oh my God, she needs shoes. But maybe she doesn¡¯t like shoes? ¡°Reny, do you wear shoes?¡± she yelled. ¡°Yes, sometimes.¡± Yes! It would be so cool if they could share shoes. They¡¯d be like real sisters. The very worst thing about Minnie¨Cthe only bad thing, actually¨Cis that she¡¯s too little to be a sister. She¡¯s barely even a person! ¡°We¡¯re going to be like sisters!¡± ¡°Shut up, Marcy.¡± Stupid Shim. He better be nice to Reny. Why couldn¡¯t he see that Reny is good for him? ¡°Marcy, stop staring at the ground.¡± Reny was good for Dad too, who resumed humming while measuring and cutting pieces of hide. He seemed more secure and happier with someone capable of hunting in the house. And Marcy just knew Reny would be good for her too. She needed someone fierce in her life. Oh, what is taking so long! ¡°This one is my favorite.¡± Marcy presented Reny with her best dress, with colorful ribbons that she had added since learning to sew. The ribbons added extra awesomeness to the already frilly dress. ¡°Um, it¡¯s beautiful, but I need something with pants. You know, for hunting.¡± Marcy frowned. The only ones suitable were hand-me-down outfits from Big Brother, which are now hand-me-down outfits from Shim. ¡°I guess this will have to do.¡± Marcy reluctantly lifted the best one in Reny¡¯s size from the pole in the closet. ¡°But maybe we can add some ribbons?¡± she asked in a plaintive yet hopeful voice. ¡°Well, I was thinking maybe instead of loose ribbons, you could make it into a loop. You know, for hanging stuff from.¡± Oh, yes! A designer who knows her mind. ¡°Like the bracelet you made to hold the herbs?¡± ¡°Yes, something like that.¡± Oh goody, and she can make some new bracelets, too. The one Reny had would probably fall apart with a light tug. ¡°And what about shoes? What do you have in mind for those?¡± Shoes, shoes, lovely little shoes. One, two, one two, one, two! ¡°I think shoes will be wasted on me. If I¡¯m going into the bog to hunt, I¡¯ll just get them dirty.¡± Aw, no! ¡°Hm, none of Big Brother¡¯s old boots are small enough for your feet.¡± While helping Reny clean herself up, she had been shocked into silence by the ridges of ribs and dark patches of unhealthy skin. Now is the time to say something. ¡°Promise me you¡¯ll eat everything I put in front of you. And no more sharing with Boogie. He doesn¡¯t get lunch.¡± She placed her hands on her hips. ¡°Then you can grow into those boots!¡± Reny nodded her head and hugged her. Reny¡¯s a hugger! She¡¯s the best best-friend ever! Marcy enveloped Reny in her arms. Huggies, huggies, huggies. She¡¯s waited so long for this. *** Renalia was tired to the bones after a long day. Not only had she pushed her body to its limits in a life-or-death struggle, not only did she have an emotional confrontation with her own mortality, but she also had the grueling task of deboning a massive bogling hare. While Shim had assisted on the bigger bones with his [Cut] skill, there were still dozens of pieces she had to carve through by herself. She became intimately familiar with the muscles and bones inside the body¨Cthe ¡°anatomy¡±, as Shim had called it. Working with Shim had been a test of her patience, but she realized the value of what he taught her. She finished preparing the stew for dinner and forced herself to ignore the pull of the straw bed before walking out the door. Shim¡¯s dad was using the last hour before sunset to finish cutting the piece of leather he was working on. ¡°Sir,¡± she said, ¡°I started the stew. Can I stop by Myfanwy¡¯s before dinner?¡± ¡°Ah, Renalia, come here for a moment.¡± Taking a spear from nearby, he told her to kneel. She trembled at his no-nonsense attitude, not knowing what was coming next. It¡¯s not fair! She had done everything he asked. While a loud voice, he intoned, ¡°Clan Ongock recognizes Renalia as a full-fledged Hunter, as proven on her first outing, with a solo take of a bog-enhanced hare in its prime and a solo take for a bog-enhanced mole.¡± Renalia looked at him in shock. She had feared he would reject her request since she took so long at cleaning the hare. This, on the other hand, had never been part of her expectations. ¡°I don¡¯t ¡ I¡¯m not ¡¡± I¡¯m a peat farmer. He held out the spear. ¡°I was waiting to give this to Shim someday, but who knows when he¡¯ll be ready.¡± She glanced at Shim, who wore the weirdest expression on his face. She couldn¡¯t tell what he was thinking, but it was definitely not happiness for her. ¡°Take the spear,¡± Shim¡¯s dad whispered out of the side of his mouth, in a tone that brooked no argument. ¡°Yes, sir. Thank you, sir.¡± She reached overhead with both hands and accepted the weapon. ¡°No need for formality between Hunters. You can call me Malchim.¡± Taking a deep breath, he continued, ¡°Take pride in your kills and carry yourself with the dignity and honor of all Hunters. May your hunts be ever fruitful. Rise, Hunter Renalia.¡± Chapter 10: Mothers and Daughters Renalia woke in the middle of the night and almost winced at the unexpected ache all over her body. The pains around her covered wounds she could understand. She had anticipated that the numbingweed powder she had stolen before dinner would wear off around now. So she had planned to steal a second dose in the wee hours of the night. But this¡ This was like someone had beaten her all over with a stick while she slept. Any attempts at movement hurt, even just curling her fingers. Lying there without moving allowed her some time to process the events of the day and she realized what had happened. Her plan¨Cher secret plan¨Cto push her body beyond its limits must have succeeded. It explained why she had such a difficult time slicing through the hare with the saws. It wasn¡¯t because the tool¡¯s teeth were dull compared to Shim¡¯s knife; it was because she did not command the same strength as she had during the battle. But how did she do it? Renalia struggled to recall the battle with the hare and found it hazy and chaotic. She only remembered stabbing the hare over and over until it stopped moving. Some stabs went through, some didn¡¯t. Both [Restrain Impulse] and [Dull Emotions] were activated back then, but she had done that when trying to disassemble the carcass too. Thinking back, she realized she must have become strong even before stabbing the hare. How else could she explain snatching the hare¨Cby herself¨Cand slamming it down into the mud? At the Ongocks¡¯ workshop, carrying the backend with Marcy had been difficult enough. Oh, I was trying to save Boogie! It was exactly like how that mom saved her kids during the fires last year. The elation at finding the trigger quickly faded, though. The whole point of learning to push beyond her physical limitations was so that she could be strong on command. If someone had to be at risk of dying for it to happen¡ Well, it¡¯s good that she would be strong enough to save people from danger, but that¡¯s not what she wanted¡ No one dies at peat harvesting. She was weirdly grateful and ungrateful at the same time. If she didn¡¯t think her eye muscles would hurt, she¡¯d roll her eyes at herself. Alright, enough lying about. Renalia suppressed the urge to go back to sleep, dulled the unpleasantness of the aches, and left the straw bed. With creeping movement, she took out the packets of numbingweed powder from the pocket of Shim¡¯s old pair of pants. Pockets! Why do boys get all the good stuff? She replaced what she had pilfered and dumped a packet into her mouth, chasing it down with some water. The pain medication had been the motivating reason for the urgent trip to Myfanwy¡¯s, not the plants she had gathered. As far as she knew, Myfanwy had to let the harvest dry before processing it, anyway. She had also lied to Myfanwy, saying that Shim was being whiny and needed more medication. But that was a good lie, as it prevented the midwife, and therefore her parents, from worrying about her. Myfanwy had demanded confirmation that she wasn¡¯t hurt though, and Renalia had relied heavily on her skill cards to get through the physical examination. Thankfully, she had used [Bogling Skin] enough during the day that no wounds showed anymore. Renalia pushed her muscles into action again and plodded back to bed. This pain is nothing, she thought to herself. Nothing, compared to the pain of losing Boogie. She dreamt the same dream again, an abstract world of colors and shapes. Except this time, when the black shadows collided with her, their outlines merged and their colors intermingled. She bulged with the increase in mass. Her feeble attempts to ward against them failed, as she absorbed the shadows whenever they touched. The pressure within her built to an unbearable degree, shredding her outline apart and spraying her colors into the world. She jolted awake and shuddered, her body coated in a sheen of sweat. She quickly looped through her skill cards, and aided by exhaustion, fell back into a dreamless sleep. Renalia awoke to Shim and Marcy arguing in hushed tones about her chores for the day. Shim wanted her to clean out Boogie¡¯s kennel and assist with leather working, whereas Marcy wanted her help in organizing the house. Marcy finally won by mentioning how their mother used to do ¡°spring cleanings¡± and they have not done it since she passed. Renalia blinked, impressed by Marcy. This girl fights dirty! Malchim, in a better mood than the previous morning, agreed with their plan. He wanted Shim to assist him in slicing the hare hide into workable pieces, which their [Cut] skill performed much better than manual tools. He had no new commands for Renalia, only nodding at her and saying, ¡°Good morning.¡± Helping Marcy consisted mostly of sitting in place while the girl, along with the younger children, grabbed various objects, told a story about them, marginally dusted them, and placed it back more or less where they got it from. Marcy glared at Shim in warning whenever he got too close, causing him to shuffle uncomfortably away. It did not escape Renalia¡¯s notice, this change in dynamic. In the past, whenever she came across the Ongocks in the village, Shim would start lobbing insults at her. It demanded all her attention to defend herself, so she never gave much thought to the younger Ongock children. They remained like the background crowd in a painting, witness to the duels she had with Shim. But now she was invited into the background, welcomed to partake in all the characters and objects in the scenery, to forget the action in the foreground. She found it enjoyable and relaxing. In the afternoon, they migrated to the workshop. She helped Marcy hold down Shim¡¯s old shirt while the latter worked her ¡°art¡± on them. Marcy sewed several metal loops onto the shirt and wrapped them with ribbons for padding. Working together, they picked a brown and green color theme¨Ca Hunter¡¯s theme. The metal rings looked better¨Cmore useful, too¨Cthan Renalia could have imagined when she first proposed an alternative to the waves of ribbons that adorned Marcy¡¯s outfits. After they finished, she smiled and held her arms open to thank the girl. Her sore muscles would complain, but Marcy had been good to her, and it was the least she could do for the girl. Marcy, the day before, had unsettled Renalia with her raw hunger, her ravenous yearning. Renalia didn¡¯t know how to be a mother to the girl¨Cshe didn¡¯t even know how to be a big sister¨Cbut she could be a friend. Stolen novel; please report. So she braced herself for the odd girl, but instead of the expected lunging embrace, Marcy melted into her arms and sighed dramatically. Renalia chuckled and wrapped her arms around the girl, amidst soft murmurs of ¡°Huggies¡±. Minnie and Sammy hovered nearby, sneaking glances at them. Renalia had no experience interacting with younger kids, but channeling her Mama, she beckoned them over. She caught Malchim smiling at their group cuddle. Maybe this punishment isn¡¯t so bad, after all. She pointedly avoided looking at Shim, though. No way in hell that¡¯s going to happen. The next day was Sunday, and Renalia¡¯s heart beat faster in anticipation of seeing her parents again at Church. She had to slow down consciously and not leave the rest of the Ongocks behind. Thankfully, Marcy started teaching a lullaby she learned from her mother, which helped Renalia keep her mind off of her parents. Just as well, since she was still acclimating herself to Marcy¡¯s shoes on her feet. It would not do if she ran and tripped herself while Shim was around to observe. She snuck a glance at Shim, who still avoided her. He had washed up in the morning but wore the same clothes he always did, resisting Marcy¡¯s attempts at dressing him. Unlike the rest of them. The girls all wore frilly dresses, generously festooned with ribbons. In the past, envy at the pretty dresses other girls wore to Church almost made her balk at going to Sunday Sermons. But now that she wore one, she felt oddly exposed, even though the layers of cloth covered her more than the thin piece of cloth she usually wore. And while she looked pretty, deep down, she knew she didn¡¯t deserve it. It was Marcy¡¯s dress, not hers. Marcy was pretty, not her. The Ongock sisters sported ribbon bracelets, while Renalia had a ribbon tying her unruly brown curls into a ponytail. She also had a ribbon around her neck, which felt weird. Marcy had said it was ¡°very cute¡± and insisted on the necessity of ¡°balancing¡± the ribbon headband that Sammy wore. She had let the girl have her way, which she learned from the other kids early on was the best way to deal with Marcy¡¯s weird demands. Renalia didn¡¯t understand why ¡°balancing¡± with Sammy mattered though, since she would be sitting with her parents. She pulled at it a little. And why does it need to be so tight? Mama and Papa. She missed them dearly. Of course, she could have visited her parents in the past few days whenever she finished Shim¡¯s chores. However, she did not think she could hide her muscle pains from them, as they knew her too well to be fooled by her pretense. It would have caused more trouble than it was worth. She spotted her parents at the same time as they saw her, since they had been scanning in the Ongocks¡¯ direction. She ran towards them, the combination of shoes and skirt almost tripping her. Argh, who designs these things? ¡°Mama!¡± she called, as Mama wrapped her up in her embrace. ¡°Renya, are you okay?¡± Mama asked her with a crease between her brows. ¡°Yes, I¡¯m just not used to running in skirts. How do people even¨C¡± ¡°Renya, are you hurt?¡± Mama held Renalia out at arm¡¯s length, green eyes darting up and down her child. ¡°No, I¡¯m fine,¡± Renalia answered with a new winning smile, wide and definitely convincing. She had retired her previous winning smile since she used it so often that her parents had started labeling it her ¡°lying smile.¡± ¡°Papa!¡± She held her arms over her head, glad for a distraction. Papa grabbed her and launched her high up in the air. She laughed as her skirt puffed out. See, perfectly healthy and doing perfectly normal things. After he caught her, she wrapped her legs and arms around his left arm. ¡°How¡¯s my little squirrel?¡± he asked, as he palmed the top of her head and dropped his arm, turning her upside down as his muscles thickened. Her squeals of delight turned to horror as the layers of her skirt opened up like flower petals greeting the sun. Stupid skirt. Couldn¡¯t even be a squirrel while wearing one. She pushed off with her feet and stiffened her neck, Papa¡¯s hand helping to rotate her upright. She landed and noticed Mama marching up to Malchim with pounding footsteps. ¡°Eiry,¡± Papa said, but Mama ignored him. Father and daughter abandoned their play and hurried to catch up. ¡°How dare you send her out on a hunt?¡± Mama yelled at Malchim. ¡°She¡¯s just a little girl. You had no right! You¡¯re not her dad.¡± Mama jabbed her finger at Malchim¡¯s chest. The Ongock children stood frozen, staring at a mother¡¯s wrath. ¡°Mama,¡± Renalia tried to interject, while Papa tried to pull Mama¡¯s other arm back, neither really succeeding. ¡°Whoa,¡± Malchim responded, wiping away the spittle on his face. ¡°Now I know which side of the family Renalia gets her balls from.¡± He chuckled as if he said something funny. ¡°Eiry,¡± Papa said, wrapping up Mama in a hug as the latter started to raise her arm to slap Malchim. Her pale skin flushed red, and she struggled to get at Malchim, screaming obscenities all the while. But Papa lifted her as easily as he had with Renalia. Renalia tugged insistently on Mama¡¯s shirt. ¡°Mama, it¡¯s okay. I¡¯m okay.¡± Malchim held up his hands with the palms out. ¡°Listen, she¡¯s a born hunter, that one.¡± He tilted his chin in Renalia¡¯s direction. ¡°She¡¯s wasted as a farmer. You should have seen the¨C¡± ¡°You do not get to decide that!¡± Mama shouted. ¡°You do not get to put her in danger.¡± ¡°Mama!¡± Renalia shouted, matching her mother¡¯s intensity. ¡°It¡¯s okay. I¡¯m good at it.¡± Her shout finally distracted Mama, who responded softly, ¡°No, it¡¯s too dangerous. You can get hurt.¡± ¡°It¡¯s fine. Boogie can protect me.¡± ¡°Who?¡± Mama asked. ¡°Our wolfhound,¡± Malchim responded. ¡°Big enough and ferocious enough to hunt by himself. He just needs the right guidance, is all.¡± It wasn¡¯t completely true, but neither was what she added. ¡°I¡¯m not hurt, Mama. And I like hunting.¡± And the cards that come with it, she did not say. ¡°I don¡¯t like it either, Eiry,¡± Papa said, ¡°but she is old enough to make her own decisions now.¡± He held Mama gently, now that she no longer struggled. ¡°We never wanted you to follow our path, Renya. You were always destined for something greater. But make sure this is what you really want.¡± ¡°Yes.¡± Renalia nodded, a little sad. Papa didn¡¯t understand. She¡¯s not abandoning them. She¡¯s doing this so she could become a better peat farmer. Otherwise, she¡¯s just like some weak, undecked kid. A disappointment, no use to them at all. Mama wiped away her tears and crouched in front of Renalia. ¡°Listen to me, young lady. When there¡¯s danger, you run away, okay? Don¡¯t do anything stupid.¡± Renalia nodded, not daring to voice a lie. ¡°Well, this is a touching family reunion,¡± Malchim said. ¡°We¡¯ll see you guys in there.¡± He gathered up his children and headed to the church. On the way there, he elbowed Shim. ¡°Like mother, like daughter, eh?¡± After they left, Mama smoothed out Renalia¡¯s curls and cupped her face. ¡°So you¡¯re really not hurt?¡± ¡°No, I¡¯m fine, really.¡± Renalia tilted her head and rested her face on her mother¡¯s palm. ¡°Not from him either? Or that boy Shim?¡± Renalia recalled Malchim slamming his hand on the table, which seemed like a lifetime ago. She shook her head in the negative. ¡°You had us so worried,¡± Mama said, hugging her. Renalia buried her face in Mama¡¯s red tresses, feeling safe. This is my Mama, my world, she thought to herself, and I will do anything to make her happy. She released the tension she unconsciously held, and hoped she made the right decision. Chapter 11: Safety in Numbers As they approached the Church, Shim¡¯s dad intercepted them. ¡°I¡¯ve talked to Donaldson and Lexi.¡± He gestured to the pair of siblings in their early twenties following behind him. ¡°They¡¯ve agreed to take Renalia under their wings if she¡¯s keen to learn. Show her the way of the spear, as it were.¡± He turned towards Mama, whose stern expression at being accosted by Malchim softened somewhat. ¡°I¡¯d train your daughter myself, but I¡¯ve been spending most of my time in the workshop these days. Someone¡¯s got to watch over the little ones.¡± He placed a hand on Sammy¡¯s head, who preened at the attention. ¡°Is this acceptable?¡± Malchim asked. Renalia wasn¡¯t certain she liked this development. On the one hand, she could learn a lot from her seniors and they would protect Boogie and her. On the other, it meant she couldn¡¯t activate her bogling cards, which had her most lethal and most defensive cards. And what about harvesting cards? She doubted she could create a good explanation for wanting to open up the bellies of their captures. It was hard enough planting this seed in Shim¡¯s mind yesterday, and he¡¯s much easier to distract than adults. Maybe if she¡¯s still involved in unmaking the carcasses, she could sneak the card out then. It wasn¡¯t like she had to worry about anyone else snatching the cards before she did. Shim had, the day before, laughed when she asked if boglings had cards. And he had called her stupid again, for what seemed like the hundredth time. She had to resist the impulse to hurl some undead hare innards at him. Ugly thoughts about Shim lead to her drifting her attention towards him. Their eyes met and they both whipped their gaze away, as if something in the distant horizon had suddenly appeared. She caught his expression in the brief second, though, a mirror of her own. He was having ugly thoughts about her, too. She smirked. He totally deserved it, whatever the Renalia in his thoughts did. In any case, Malchim¡¯s proposal was out of her hands. Even if she knew what she wanted, she doubted she could sway Mama either way. Malchim¨Cit still felt weird thinking of him as anything other than Shim¡¯s dad¨Chad addressed Mama directly. He knew too, that this was Mama¡¯s decision. Mama eyed the two young hunters closely as if peering into their souls. ¡°Her safety is of the utmost importance. I don¡¯t care if that means you all return without a catch. Just keep her safe.¡± The two of them nodded, Donaldson perhaps a little less enthusiastically at Mama¡¯s mention of a catch-less hunt. Seeing this, Mama raised her voice. ¡°She¡¯s my only child. If you two ever return without her, so help me God, I swear I will¨C¡± ¡°Eiry,¡± Papa interjected, ¡°please, we¡¯re at Church.¡± Addressing the youths, Papa said, ¡°Little Renya can be overly enthusiastic sometimes. Please keep in mind that she has only ever lived a peaceful farming life. She has not had any opportunities to develop a more martial attitude¨Ca hunter¡¯s instinct. So please, watch out for her. She may not know how, or even when, to protect herself.¡± ¡°Sir,¡± Lexi said, ¡°and Madam. We will keep her safe until she can do so herself. I believe Malchim asked me to help because my Deck is known to be stacked toward defense and protection. Both my brother and I were raised as hunters, so we know how to train kids, like¡±¨Cshe glanced sideways at Malchim¨C¡°not letting them hunt alone.¡± ¡°Aye yai yai,¡± Malchim muttered, loud enough for them to hear, ¡°Women these days. This coddling will be the death of us all.¡± ¡°Thank you, Lexi,¡± Mama said, ¡°Donaldson.¡± She headed into the Church building, following the rest of the congregation. ¡°What about me?¡± Malchim asked as Mama walked past him. ¡°I arranged all this, no?¡± He raised an eyebrow at Papa, who just ducked his head and followed Mama. Renalia shrugged, walking at her parents¡¯ heels. She may not have a hunter¡¯s instinct, but she knew enough not to pick fights with her Mama. Renalia typically enjoyed Father Cornelius¡¯s sermons. But, for the first time in her life, she found something else holding her interest. Sitting between her parents, with her hands tucked beneath her legs, she played with [Bogling Claws]. Tiny bursts against the bench and longer bursts in tandem with [Bogling Skin] against her legs. When the activations timed out, she slipped her hands into her parents¡¯ hands and played with her other cards. She wondered how many in the silent audience were actually paying attention to the Sermon. Before long, the sermon ended¨Csomething about the village being one big deck of cards¨Cand Father Cornelius called on Chief Cian. ¡°I¡¯ve received news that the new Baron, Baron Hegelstern, has started preparations for a tour of his domain.¡± The entire congregation sat up straighter at this news. ¡°As such, I ask that we hold an impromptu village meeting after lunch today to discuss our own preparations for his arrival.¡± Not seeing any objections, he continued. ¡°As part of his tour, the Baron will also be overseeing the Deck Day Ceremonies for all Decked kids since the last ceremony.¡± As they filed outside for lunch, a group gathered to discuss who among the newly Decked had a card that the Baron might take. Renalia struggled between following her nose to the enticing food or following her heart to join them for the equally enticing discussion. But before she could make up her mind, Marcy grabbed her hand and led her to the lunch line. Love this story? Find the genuine version on the author''s preferred platform and support their work! When the grown-ups went back into the building for their village meeting, Alice approached them. ¡°Ullock called a meeting,¡± she said. Renalia looked around at the remaining kids but didn¡¯t spot the big teen or any of the older kids. ¡°This way,¡± Alice said, motioning with her head towards a copse nearby. Seeing the rest of the Ongock kids following, she quickly added, ¡°Decked kids only.¡± ¡°Too bad for Ullock then,¡± Marcy responded. ¡°Reny already promised to go pick flowers with me. Bye-eee.¡± Marcy grabbed Renalia¡¯s hand and started to walk away. Alice looked at Shim, her eyes pleading with him to control his sister. He commanded, ¡°Marcy, stay.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not a dog. You can¡¯t just order me around.¡± She snorted and hooked arms with Renalia for emphasis. ¡°Marcy,¡± Renalia said, patting the girl¡¯s arm. ¡°You heard Chief Cian. The Baron¡¯s coming soon. The adults have to prepare, and so do us Decked kids.¡± Marcy was not easily swayed, though. ¡°Please don¡¯t go,¡± she whispered forlornly. The girl¡¯s tone infected Renalia, growing the sense of foreboding that had already nestled within her. But she put on a brave face and, while removing Marcy¡¯s arm, said kindly, ¡°It¡¯s better to have a discussion now, before ¡ before the Baron gets here.¡± She turned before Marcy could respond, taking big steps towards the group of trees Alice had pointed out, her skirt flitting around her as if catching her mood. From behind her, Shim asked, ¡°What¡¯s this meeting about?¡± ¡°Ullock called it. That¡¯s all you need to know.¡± After a brief pause, Alice continued in a softer tone. ¡°You think he tells me?¡± Renalia had an inkling, though. While glancing around during the sermon, wondering who among them paid attention, she had caught Ullock staring at her with this look on his face. A look worse than his usual mocking contempt. A look that, theoretically, she knew as ¡®hatred¡¯. They gathered in the grove of trees, the ten of them. A number fitting for their status as newly Decked, no longer children but not yet recognized as full adults. Ullock walked to one side of the small clearing, facing them all. ¡°As we all just heard, the Baron is coming. While the adults will handle the planning and the festivities, we will assist as needed. And we, as the newly Decked, also have a special responsibility.¡± He looked at each of them. ¡°We represent the village in the Deck Day Ceremony. That means we will be on our best behavior.¡± He smiled. ¡°No spitting. No picking our noses.¡± Some of the kids chuckled at this. He continued, more seriously, ¡°No cursing. No using cards. No breaking rules.¡± He looked at her and she felt her stomach sink. ¡°No fighting.¡± The other kids shuffled away from her as if her stigma was catching. ¡°Renalia, you attacked one of our own.¡± ¡°Chief already gave his judgment,¡± Renalia reminded him. ¡°Yes, he made sure the Ongocks didn¡¯t suffer¡±. Ullock glanced at Shim. ¡°But Shim stands before us now, arm still broken.¡± Shim scrunched as all eyes turned to him. ¡°She did apologize.¡± ¡°Yes,¡± Ullock acknowledged, ¡°But did she learn her lesson? Was she punished?¡± He let the question hang in the air, knowing no one would agree. He pointed at her while addressing the crowd. ¡°Look at her. She¡¯s dressed better than she¡¯s ever been, in Shim¡¯s sister¡¯s Sunday finest.¡± His voice grew louder, more vehement. ¡°And I hear she''s wearing Shim¡¯s old clothes, wielding the Hunter Spear meant for Shim. So I ask again, was she punished?¡± A chorus of ¡°no¡¯s¡± answered him. Noticing her peers becoming incensed, Renalia sought to stop it. As she¡¯s learned from her own experience with despair recently, strong emotions warp the mind. And she did not want to find out what righteous anger would do to a bunch of kids who already do not like her. ¡°What do you want, Ullock?¡± she asked with exasperation and disdain. ¡°I want you¡±¨Che spun to face her¨C¡°to obey the rules.¡± On the last word, both of his hands shot out¨Cfaster than she could react¨Cand wrapped around her throat. Shocked gasps sounded around her, sharply contrasting with her inability to draw in a breath. This sudden physical discovery drowned her shock with panic. She quickly suppressed it. Think, think, think. She grasped his oversized hands as he lifted her into the air, allowing him to meet her eyes at his height. ¡°The rules are there for a reason.¡± She raised her feet to kick him, like the hare did to her, but held still as she detected the barely hidden anger and anticipation in his face. ¡°They protect you.¡± He wanted me to fight back; she resisted her body¡¯s impulse to thrash. ¡°They protect us.¡± He wanted a release for his rage; she suppressed all emotions. ¡°From something worse. Something awful.¡± He revealed his real face as his mask cracked with emotion; she recognized it, for it mirrored her own just several days past. A face full of anger and despair and loneliness and terror and grief. The face of a ten-year-old. She had forgotten how young he was, only seeing his size. She had forgotten how alone he was, only hearing his bullying. This was not about her. It was never about her. She had Papa to play with when she was sad. She had Mama to protect her from harm. She had Granny to teach her about regulating emotions. He had no one, for Leo McGinnis broke a rule last year and played with a flame card he shouldn¡¯t have. So she looked at him, not with the anger or fear he expected. But with pity. And with compassion. He squeezed his eyes shut and released her. She dropped to all fours, coughed, and gasped for air. He stood before her, fists squeezed tightly and chest heaving erratically as if her ¡°punishment¡± took as much out of him as it did her. Which ¡ it probably did. ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± she said, slowly getting up and approaching him. ¡°I¡¯m sorry for breaking the rules.¡± ¡°I¡¯m sorry,¡± she said, gently laying a hand on him. Sensing no reproach, she placed a second hand on his arm. ¡°I¡¯m sorry that something awful happened.¡± She held him as he sobbed, perhaps the first time he did this past year. ¡°You¡¯re safe now.¡± Chapter 12: Learning Some Lessons The Tuesday after Church, Lexi and Donaldson took Renalia out for her first hunting lesson. Even before reaching the bog, walking under the protection of two experienced hunters offered a marked contrast to her first trip four days prior. For while her heart still beat fast, it was more with excitement than anxiety and dread. On top of that, she held a professionally made spear with a smooth wood shaft and a real spearhead. While longer than Shim¡¯s makeshift spear, it felt more balanced, without the mess of leather straps tying a dagger to a wooden pole. She also wore a shirt with a dense weave and pants with pockets. The ribboned rings Marcy had added to the shirt worked well to hold her lunch at the small of her back. It wasn¡¯t as sleek and stylish as the leather straps that the two older hunters had, but it worked just as well. Marcy had also helped tie her hair into a bun at the back of her head. And she noticed that Lexi kept her hair cropped short, barely kissing the nape of her neck. Lexi, the stockier of the two, held a shield in her left hand and a short one-handed spear in her right. She walked on Renalia¡¯s left, with firm and measured steps. Donaldson, tall and slim, carried a spear that overshot his six-foot frame by several feet. He took long, easy strides on her right. On the way out of the village, her companions asked what Malchim had already taught her. When she replied that Shim had told her to distract the bogling while Boogie handled it, they stared at her incredulously. Their reaction made her feel inadequate, even though not receiving training was not her fault. ¡°Malchim said I had a hunter¡¯s instinct,¡± she said, trying to justify what had happened. She had thought going hunting by herself was an awful idea at the time. But since all the Ongock children went along with it, she assumed it was something hunting families did. And Shim¡¯s dad was an adult. And ¡ and he had been so demanding. It didn¡¯t seem like she could say no. But she really should have, though. So, in a way, it was kind of her fault. Lexi scrunched her brows. ¡°No one doubts your bravery, kid. But that¡¯s only the start. To be a real hunter, you need to go out day after day and come back safely. That takes discipline, practice, and knowledge, not just courage. It is not an easy path, but it is a rewarding path.¡± Renalia blinked her eyes. Besides the bit about courage, Granny had said almost the exact same things when she asked about teaching her letters and numbers. She supposed it made sense, as misspelled words did not try to kill her. ¡°I want to learn,¡± she said. ¡°Good.¡± Lexi smiled kindly. ¡°That¡¯s kind of why we¡¯re here.¡± They then asked her to describe her first hunting trip in detail. Taking care to replace mentions of Shim¡¯s spear with a stick she found, she recounted her experiences with the hare and the mole. Everything except the almost-dying part. Or the putting undead cards into her Core part. And not the splitting of her lunch with Boogie detail, which she had learned she was not supposed to do. The siblings glanced at each other with wide eyes when she finished. Uncertain if the stick made the tale too incredible, Renalia tugged uncomfortably at the ribbons around her neck. The knots felt either too loose or too tight, as Marcy had tied it poorly through her teary eyes, seeing again the bruises and the welt where Granny¡¯s necklace had bitten into the skin. Honestly, it was like the girl herself got hurt, instead of Renalia. But she was thankful for Marcy¡¯s help. Thankful, too, that however mad Ullock had been, he had not unleashed the strength that his muscles hinted at. Of course, she would have never let it get that far. [Bogling Skin] would have protected her neck while [Bogling Claws] would have severed his hands from his wrists. It scared her, this cold calculation she made while under the influence of [Dull Emotions]. She knew that she would carry this emotional weight with her, long after the physical injuries had faded. Lexi cleared her throat, bringing Renalia¡¯s thoughts back to the present. ¡°Alright, lesson one,¡± Lexi said, breaking the silence, ¡°if you ever see a bogling the size of that hare¨Crun. We don¡¯t understand exactly how the bog brings them back to life, but it probably has to do with the water. And the more water the bogling holds, the more powerful it is.¡± ¡°But I couldn¡¯t really run. It was so much faster than I am.¡± ¡°For sure,¡± Donaldson acknowledged. ¡°You were unlucky with that one, though. Most boglings won¡¯t be so fast.¡± ¡°And I couldn¡¯t leave Boogie to fight it by himself.¡± Donaldson looked to Lexi, who knelt down beside Renalia to see eye to eye with her. Placing the shield by her feet and resting the short spear on her shoulders, Lexi placed her now freed hands on Renalia¡¯s shoulders. ¡°Listen, kid, I was just like you when I was your age. My Blueberry was my best friend in the world, and I spoiled her rotten. I gave her food and shelter. And in return, she gave me love and companionship. For that is the bond between a girl and her dog. But that¡¯s only back in the village.¡± She tilted her chin ahead of them, where the three dogs had fanned out, forming a triangle with them at the trailing vertex. ¡°Out here, they¡¯re working. Out here, they know their role is to sight boglings and sacrifice themselves for us if necessary.¡± Renalia frowned. She couldn¡¯t ask that of Boogie. She¡¯s not even his owner. And he had saved her life. He was her friend. Lexi saw her expression and continued. ¡°And in return, our role is to be the best damn hunter we can be so that they never have to make that choice. For that is the bond between a Hunter and her Hound. Is that clear?¡± ¡°Yes, ma¡¯am,¡± Renalia replied. Did you know this text is from a different site? Read the official version to support the creator. Lexi puckered her mouth like she bit into a sour cherry. ¡°Oh God, no, that sounds awful. Just call me Lexi.¡± ¡°Well, I wouldn¡¯t mind being called ¡®Sir¡¯,¡± Donaldson said. Lexi squinted up at him. ¡°Ahem, I mean, call me Donaldson.¡± They resumed walking and Lexi said, ¡°Lesson two¨C¡± ¡°More like lesson three,¡± Donaldson interjected. ¡°Eh, I was never really good at numbers.¡± ¡°You¡¯re not balancing the books. It¡¯s just counting. One, two, three.¡± ¡°Lesson two,¡± Lexi said firmly, ¡°Once you place that harness on a dog, you are the Hunter and he is your hunting dog. And while he¡¯s a hunting dog, he needs to obey your every command, without fail. So if you have decided to run, he should run with you.¡± ¡°Like so. Porkchop, come,¡± Lexi called. Her dog, exploring ahead of them in the distance, rushed back and crouched down in front of her. Porkchop? Blueberry? Maybe I shouldn¡¯t have made fun of Shim for his naming sense. Porkchop was beige and even bigger than Boogie. Taking a big step over the dog, Lexi continued speaking, ¡°They have good instincts a lot of the time, but they will always choose to chase and hunt if given the chance. So you will need to make better decisions for them. When to defend, when to retreat. What to fight, what to retrieve. When to push forward, when to go back home. Understand?¡± Renalia flushed with shame at all the mistakes she had made during her first hunt. Plus, the failure to command Boogie had almost cost him an eye. The guilt continued to gnaw at her, but she forced herself to acknowledge her weakness. ¡°I guess. But Boogie doesn¡¯t always listen to me, though.¡± ¡°It¡¯s understandable,¡± Donaldson said. ¡°You were not part of his training, so have not built up a working rapport with him. And Shim probably did not do enough to establish that you are his Hunter doing a Hunt. ¡°We¡¯ll work more on this back in the village when Boogie¡¯s less distracted. For now, I¡¯ll manage Boogie since I¡¯ve worked with him before. Take this.¡± He handed her a leather bracelet with a dangling strap. ¡°Killer has been trained to obey the person with the bracelet.¡± Killer? Gah, do boys never grow up? ¡°Raise your hand high so she can see it and call her. And remember, this is a command, not a conversation with a friend, so say it with authority. Demand that it be obeyed.¡± ¡°Killer¡±¨Cshe stumbled over the name¨C¡°come!¡± The wolfhound, with a dark gray coat, ran to her, with only the slightest glance at Donaldson while passing him by. ¡°Good, now praise her, let her know she did the right thing,¡± Donaldson told her. ¡°Good girl, good ¡ Killer.¡± Killer licked her lips at the praise, but did not respond to Renalia¡¯s pets. Right, you¡¯re working out here. ¡°Great,¡± said Lexi. ¡°Sometimes, we¡¯d have the dogs far apart to allow for side flanks.¡± Renalia glanced back at Porkchop, small in the distance. He remained down on the ground where Lexi had originally called him, staring intently at the back of Lexi¡¯s head. Similarly, Killer tracked Renalia¡¯s every movement, waiting for the next command. ¡°But we¡¯ll talk about formations later. It¡¯s not really that important anymore. For now, we¡¯ll just let them scout. Porky, free. Take point.¡± From Renalia¡¯s side, Donaldson whispered, ¡°Killer¡¯s release word is pee.¡± Renalia looked at him with furrowed brows, but he was intently inspecting his long spear. Lexi shook her head. ¡°I didn¡¯t have the chance to intervene. My brother had already trained Killer¡±¨Ceye roll¨C¡°before I realized how stupid he was going to be.¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± Donaldson asked. ¡°Release and pee. It makes perfect sense.¡± ¡°It¡¯s juvenile.¡± ¡°Ooh, look at you with your fancy adult words.¡± They continued their playful bickering for a few minutes, with Renalia swiveling her head back and forth between them. She enjoyed the give and take, making her wish for siblings too. But as soon as she thought that, painful memories surfaced, dampening her mood. As they hiked, the siblings took turns showing her various spear thrusts and strikes. These she found easy to pick up, having mimicked it previously. However, the hand positions, guards, and stances proved more difficult, as she had not recognized what those were during the spear dance last year. When they broke for lunch, Lexi resumed her lecture, ¡°You¡¯ll note that we have not mentioned anything about our Decks nor asked you anything about yours.¡± Renalia had noticed but had decided not to ask, embarrassed about her worthless Deck. ¡°That is because spear fighting, dog commands, and formations¡ªthese are all fundamental skills and knowledge that every hunter should know. So all new training starts with these basics. Bear in mind, even though we call them basic skills, they take many years to master. ¡°In addition, these skills, like quickly transitioning from a thrust to a guard, have saved hunter lives many times. So even though professional hunters rely more on their Decks, we will always start our training with the basics.¡± Donaldson took over as Lexi took a bite from her lunch. ¡°Honestly, for someone like you¨Cwho didn¡¯t grow up as a hunter¨Cyour Deck is probably not geared for this way of life. Hell, even my own first Set wasn¡¯t as useful. ¡°But as you walk this path, your Deck will grow with you, and your style will change along with it. For me, my Deck excels at fast attacks over short and middle distances. So Killer acts mostly as a nimble distraction.¡± ¡°And for me,¡± Lexi said between bites, ¡°my Deck is about protection and keeping the prey¡¯s focus, allowing others to hit them. In this hunt, I want you to just observe and understand the roles that we play. In future hunts, only one of us will go with you and you will assume the complementary role.¡± ¡°If we encounter a bogling this time, that is,¡± Donaldson sighed. Seeing the quizzical expression on Renalia¡¯s face, Lexi explained. ¡°There are fewer and fewer boglings lately. Many have even started solo hunting in order to cover more ground.¡± ¡°It¡¯s the curse I tell ya. That fire last year, and the bog drying up this year. It¡¯s a pattern,¡± the brother said. ¡°Bah, it¡¯s not related to anything.¡± She looked at Renalia. ¡°You running into two boglings in one trip is nothing short of extraordinary. Must have made Malchim incredibly happy.¡± Donaldson laughed. ¡°Yea, happy enough to call in favors and train up a hunter who¡¯s not even his own son.¡± Renalia accidentally bit her tongue while chewing a piece of jerky, uncomfortable at the change in topic. ¡°I got a small cut fighting the hare. Do you think the blood attracted the second bogling?¡± ¡°Aye, could be.¡± ¡°Then why don¡¯t hunters set out baits to lure more boglings?¡± Renalia asked. ¡°It may come to that.¡± Lexi shook her head. ¡°It¡¯s been done in the past but has fallen out of favor. Sometimes too many boglings get lured, you know what I mean? In the good times, it was enough to just play it safe and bag a bogling or two every week.¡± They went further into the bog for a couple of hours after lunch, before Lexi called for a return to the village. Their return trip was also uneventful for several hours and the three of them gave up on the idea of catching a bogling. But an hour from the village, Porkchop, ever vigilant, howled at the sky. *** I learned many lessons that day, intended and not. Foremost among them was that the secret of success is no secret at all. It takes discipline, practice, and knowledge to excel. Easier said than done, perhaps, but achievable by all. Chapter 13: Gifts and Favors High above them, a bird of prey circled, a small but conspicuous black silhouette against the azure sky. Renalia craned her neck back, mouth open with astonishment. Boglings can fly? ¡°Renalia, five steps to my right and back,¡± Lexi shouted as she started banging her spear against her wooden shield. Moving to the safe spot behind Lexi¡¯s right side, she assumed a guard position. By unspoken agreement, Donaldson distanced himself, crouching down about fifty paces away, facing the two of them. ¡°Hoo-wap, hoo-wap,¡± chanted Lexi while shimmying from side to side. Her movements caught the undead bird¡¯s attention, and it folded its wings to stoop and attack. Startled by how fast the tapered oval shape fell, Renalia took an involuntary step backward before forcing herself to stay still. The plan they had discussed earlier in the day relied on Lexi holding the attention of the bogling while Donaldson speared it. Any errant movement by Renalia had the potential to spoil their preparation. Despite recognizing its speedy descent, Renalia still misjudged how fast it truly dropped without a frame of reference in the blue sky. One moment she was glancing up to look at it; the next moment, faster than she could dip her head, it slammed against Lexi¡¯s upraised shield. The impact was so loud that Renalia was surprised to find the wooden shield still intact. Lexi had absorbed the force of the blow by crouching and shortening her arms. It placed the bogling at the right height for Donaldson¡¯s thrown spear to pierce through the middle. The long lance bounced off the shield at a slight angle, its upward motion providing enough resistance to carry the struggling bogling along with it instead of flying straight through. ¡°With me,¡± Lexi yelled as she turned around and set off after the bogling at a slow jog, shield held in front of her. Renalia followed behind on the left, surprised to find Donaldson so close to her and trailing Lexi on the right. Confirming with a quick glance back that Renalia kept up, Lexi maintained the tempo. It was only with surreptitious activations of [Bogling Claws] on her toenails and [Bogling Skin] on the soles of her feet that Renalia could push off of each step with enough momentum. This allowed her to keep pace with her longer-legged trainers. They reached the lance fairly fast, the bogling struggles only moving it two-thirds of the way to the butt of the spear. Lexi halted ten paces from it and held out her spear in an open palm. Catching up to her on the right, Donaldson grabbed the spear and, in a blur of motion over the remaining distance, stabbed their prey before it could free itself. As its writhing slowed, Lexi turned to Renalia and asked, ¡°Well, how¡¯s that?¡± Mimicking Lexi¡¯s relaxed stance, Renalia laughed. ¡°That was awesome! It flew so fast, but it was like, bam against your shield. And Donaldson threw his spear and it went right through the middle!¡± ¡°Haha. I like your enthusiasm, kid, but I meant more in terms of what you are learning.¡± ¡°Oh, right. It worked as planned. You took the first hit and stopped its attack. And before it could attack again, Donaldson speared it.¡± ¡°Yes, it¡¯s important to reiterate¨Cthat means to say again¨Cthe overarching strategy. We are in their territory and with their enhanced senses, we almost never get to ambush them. So the best plan is to spot them before they could attack, then block and counter.¡± Lexi tapped her shield on the ground, shaking off some residual bog water. She paused for questions before continuing. ¡°While it¡¯s good that everything worked out, it¡¯s also important to understand what could have gone better. That is essential to learning and improving. Donaldson?¡± Donaldson had removed both spears from the still bogling and now lifted it into the air by its wings. He whistled as the wings, mostly still feathered, expanded to over four feet. ¡°Damn, these feathers will fetch a pretty penny.¡± ¡°Donaldson,¡± Lexi said with exasperation. ¡°List the learnings, for Renalia¡¯s sake.¡± ¡°Ahem, yes. Anything for our little good luck charm. This¡±¨Che raised the bogling to get a closer look¨C¡°peregrine falcon was damnably fast. It completely messed up my timing, and I had to throw my lance to get it before it flew off again. By the way, never throw your spear unless you have a backup weapon.¡± Working the toe of his boot under Lexi¡¯s spear, he kicked it up to his sister. ¡°Which I did.¡± Lexi grimaced as she caught her bog-slicked spear. ¡°My spear is not your backup. I let you borrow it because you lost yours.¡± Addressing Renalia, she said, ¡°I underestimated its speed too. Originally, I had thought to angle its contact so that it would bounce and plop between my brother and me. But it hit with such force that, even with my [Force Shield] in effect, I had to crouch down so that my arms wouldn¡¯t break.¡± ¡°Now, what about the dogs?¡± Lexi asked. The excitement of watching two professional hunters fight a flying bogling made Renalia forget about the dogs. With the bogling dead, the three dogs now wandered around them, providing a lookout for intruders. ¡°Um, they were close by?¡± ¡°Haha,¡± Lexi laughed. ¡°Good guess, kid. It¡¯s a lot to take in at first, and it¡¯s always best to focus on the most dangerous element: the bogling. But with experience, you¡¯ll learn when you can safely let the dogs rely on their instincts and when you¡¯ll need to keep an eye on them.¡± ¡°This being one of the latter instances,¡± Donaldson said. He squeezed out the remaining bog water from their prey and retrieved his spear. ¡°It¡¯s not every day that a bogling drops out of the sky like a gift from God Himself.¡± ¡°God doesn¡¯t give us boglings. If He did, He sure needs to work on His delivery.¡± ¡°Sacrilege! He¡¯s literally raining money down on us.¡± ¡°First off, that¡¯s not what ¡®literally¡¯ means. Now who¡¯s trying to use big words? Second of all, if He¡¯s sending us boglings, doesn¡¯t that mean He¡¯s living in the bog?¡± ¡°Of course not. Everyone knows He¡¯s up there in the sky. Why else would Father Cornelius always look up when talking about God?¡± ¡°Hm, yes, I think you¡¯re right about that. Though, I don¡¯t think the Father actually sees God when he looks up; he only wishes he did.¡± While at ease with their good-natured and lighthearted bantering, this casual characterization of God, followed by a quip about the Father, discomforted Renalia. However, the sight of a familiar flicker in the hole at the bogling¡¯s middle distracted her. This tale has been unlawfully lifted without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. If Cards came from God, perhaps He used boglings as a kind of packaging. Wait a minute, are humans another kind of packaging? Her whole body shivered at the thought, and she forced the idea away. She approached Donaldson. ¡°Can I see the dead bird?¡± Please, God, if you are giving me gifts, please let it be [Bogling Flight]. ¡°Of course, little one.¡± ¡°Oh, it¡¯s so heavy! How does it even fly?¡± ¡°Well, it¡¯s a simple answer really.¡± ¡°Magic,¡± Lexi readily replied. ¡°Yep, magic,¡± Donaldson confirmed. ¡°But that doesn¡¯t explain anything,¡± complained Renalia. ¡°Sure it does,¡± said Donaldson. ¡°Why are there boglings?¡± ¡°Magic,¡± Lexi replied. ¡°How do beasts come back to life?¡± ¡°Magic.¡± ¡°Why can they breathe underwater?¡± ¡°Magic.¡± Seeing Renalia¡¯s frustrated expression, Lexi explained, ¡°Listen, kid, we¡¯re just hunters. We don¡¯t understand any of this. It¡¯s easier to say ¡®magic¡¯ to anything we don¡¯t know while holding on to what we do know: poking enough holes in them kills them again. If you want to know the why of things, go ask Father Cornelius. Although, he¡¯ll probably say¨C¡± Donaldson clasped his hands and looked up at the sky. ¡°God sent the boglings to test our resolve.¡± Renalia opened her mouth to disagree, but snapped it shut as she realized that was exactly what Father Cornelius would say. That he had, in fact, said the exact same phrase to her many times. In the past, it was comforting to think that the world was testing her, challenging her; it was more bearable than the world being unfair and filled with pain for no reason. But now, she realized it for what it was. ¡°If it explains everything, it¡¯s the same as explaining nothing.¡± ¡°Exactly,¡± Lexi said. ¡°People don¡¯t like to say they don¡¯t know something. They want to help, so they say something vague that might be true.¡± How much of the Father¡¯s sermons were true and how much was explaining things in a way that seemed true? This troubled her greatly. Leaning on Lexi¡¯s wisdom, she decided to hold on to what she did know about boglings: they have a Card that she could take. She placed her fingers in the hole created by the lance. ¡°Straight through the middle.¡± ¡°Indeed! A good throw, that was.¡± Donaldson beamed proudly. Lexi coughed politely from behind them. She muttered under her breath, ¡°A teaching moment.¡± Donaldson cleared his throat and added, ¡°Though, to be fair, the whole point of the setup was so I didn¡¯t need to worry about where the bogling would be, just when.¡± Renalia understood the concept of simplification, as Granny had taught her the idea in another context. When she had asked Granny to teach the words commonly found on cards, Granny had instead started with the objects they could see around them. She had wanted Renalia to focus solely on pronunciation and spelling, not learning unfamiliar words or concepts at the same time. She placed the newly acquired Card into her Deck, slightly disappointed that it was [Bogling Sight] and not a flight power. Neither would have helped in harvesting peat, but flying probably would have made hunting easier. Plus, she would be flying. The remaining trek back to the village passed pleasantly, with all of them, including the dogs, in good spirits. Based on Donaldson¡¯s estimation of the falcon¡¯s value, Renalia hoped this would alleviate Malchim¡¯s foul mood of late. While Renalia cleaned and dissected the peregrine falcon under Shim¡¯s supervision, she kept an ear on the conversation that Lexi and Donaldson were having with Malchim. ¡°Well, how''d she do?¡± Malchim asked. ¡°Is she an instinctive hunter or what?¡± ¡°We went over the basics, which she picked up pretty fast,¡± Lexi replied. ¡°So when do you think she¡¯ll be able to hunt alone?¡± Lexi¡¯s reply was so long in coming that Renalia glanced at them. The frown of disapproval that first appeared on Lexi¡¯s face when they caught the stink of alcohol from Malchim had resurfaced. ¡°Renalia, pay attention!¡± Shim said. He was cutting the falcon with his skill while Renalia held the carcass still for him. ¡°God, you¡¯re as bad as Marcy.¡± Renalia shrugged. Being compared to Shim¡¯s own sister didn¡¯t sting that much, since he obviously loved her a lot. And why was he allowed to use [Cut]? Was it because his dad had the same card, so he didn¡¯t need to perform any dangerous experiments? Or was it because he¡¯s Ullock¡¯s friend? And who made Ullock the enforcer of rules? Just because he¡¯s bigger doesn¡¯t mean he¡¯s in charge. But she cleared her thoughts as Lexi started speaking. ¡°We will not be rushing the training just so you can take advantage of her kills while she¡¯s under your care,¡± Lexi said in a measured tone. ¡°Remember, I am doing this training as a favor I owe Lily. In her memory, we will do this correctly and safely. It¡¯s what she would have wanted.¡± Renalia¡¯s heart eased upon hearing this. She had worried about how she was going to pay back the siblings for their help in training her. When Granny had taught Renalia lessons, she had made sure to pay her back by assisting in the gathering of plants and the processing of herbs. And once she had learned the alphabet, she spent most of the time practicing by herself, only occasionally asking Granny some questions. On the other hand, Lexi and Donaldson had both spent the whole day teaching her. So she was glad they got to keep the bogling. Except, the two of them had done the hunt themselves¨Cwithout any help from Renalia¨Cso it belonged to them, anyway. If they were doing this in repayment of a favor, does that mean she¡¯s actually indebted to Shim¡¯s late mom? Malchim drew a sharp intake of breath at the mention of his dead wife. He said slowly, ¡°She¡¯s more than capable. You didn¡¯t see the size of the hare she brought back.¡± ¡°No doubt she¡¯s brave and smart,¡± Donaldson answered. ¡°But she¡¯s also very, very lucky. As much as we all wine and dine Lady Luck, we should never depend on her showing up.¡± ¡°We¡¯ll have a better assessment once we start actually hunting with her,¡± Lexi said. ¡°For now, it¡¯s enough that we¡¯re giving you first processing rights.¡± ¡°Renalia,¡± Lexi called. ¡°Get a good night of sleep. I¡¯ll see you tomorrow morning again.¡± ¡°Okay! Thank you, Lexi!¡± After she finished cleaning the insides of the bird, Shim handed her what he called a tweezer. It was a piece of metal folded upon itself and Shim showed her how to squeeze it to grab and pluck the preserved feathers out. She marveled at how precise and powerful the tool was. So much easier than using her hands. When Malchim went back into the cottage, she asked Shim, ¡°What does Lexi mean when she said she owed your mom a favor?¡± ¡°I knew they were good friends, but I don¡¯t know anything about a favor.¡± ¡°What was your mom like? I don¡¯t think I ever got the chance to really talk with her.¡± ¡°She was¡ She was the best person. She made everything and everyone around her better.¡± ¡°I would have liked to have gotten to know her.¡± She concentrated on plucking the feathers as Shim squeezed his eyes shut, preventing further discussion. It was actually quite fun applying just the right amount of force to maneuver the tweezer in between the feathers to grab exactly one feather. And then close it with just enough pressure to remove the feather from the skin without damaging it. She barely noticed when Shim left her side, completely forgetting dinner preparations. Thankfully, Shim commandeered the other kids to help. Delaying dinner would have probably sent post-Lexi-confrontation Malchim into a rage. Chapter 14: Attempted Adoption ¡°What is that?¡± Renalia asked. They had spotted the black shape of a bogling some distance away and had gotten into formation. Lexi stood in the lead holding the shield, with Renalia off to the side. But the expected attack hadn¡¯t come. In fact, it barely moved. So, instead, they approached it. Lexi stepped on the hard, domed shell of the bogling, the size of a large oval shield. The lightest of pressure kept it in place, its stubby feet doing little in its scraping on the ground. Not only was it weak, it was incredibly slow. It took several seconds for it to crane its neck around and several more seconds for it to realize it couldn¡¯t reach her foot. It gave up trying to bite her and concentrated anew on crawling, to little effect. ¡°I don¡¯t know. I¡¯ve never seen anything like it.¡± Lexi bent down and rapped on the shell. It was hard and sounded more solid than a wooden shield. Keeping its attention in the front, she told Renalia, ¡°Try to see if it¡¯s armored below too.¡± Renalia crouched next to it with [Bogling Skin] mentally ready. With one hand keeping her ponytail out of the mud, she bent over and reached underneath between its legs. It felt hard and she gave it a quick tap. ¡°Same.¡± ¡°No way we can get through that armor. My brother may be able to [Pierce] through it if he was with us. Maybe not even that would work.¡± She placed her foot back on its shell and pressed down. ¡°We¡¯ll do this the old fashioned way, then. Renalia, take its head off.¡± Renalia backed away a little. Like Lexi had shown her, she lifted her spear horizontally over her head and ran towards the bogling. A step from the bogling, she planted her feet with a little assistance from [Bogling Claws]. Doing so helped her bend over her stomach and accelerate the spear down in an arc through her shoulders. She grinned as the spearhead went through the bogling¡¯s neck easily and into the ground. ¡°I did it!¡± It was so much more forceful and graceful than the flying stumble she had done with the mole¡¯s paw several days past. Without a hint of pain, the bogling strained against the spear, successfully tearing itself away. It retracted its neck, tail, and all four limbs into the domed armor. ¡°Whoa, that¡¯s so cool!¡± ¡°Yes, but it also means we don¡¯t have a good way of injuring it further. I don¡¯t want to damage our spears by trying to push them through the holes in the armor. Let¡¯s head back and let Malchim deal with it.¡± With its unwieldy bulk and smooth round surfaces, it took the two of them some time to tie it up. And since the bogling wasn¡¯t dead yet, caution slowed their movements whenever they came close to any of the six holes on the side. They did not know if a limb would shoot out and attack. Lexi stood and stretched, arching her back. ¡°That¡¯s the first time that bagging the prey took more effort than capturing it.¡± Turning away from Lexi, Renalia activated [Bogling Sight]. She had experimented with Boogie the night before. His growling confirmed that whatever magic the Card did, it changed how her eyes appeared. So she had been secretly activating it behind Lexi¡¯s back whenever it became available. [Bogling Sight] was more powerful than she imagined. Using it in the kennel and within the confines of the cottage last night, she had thought it just clarified her vision, making objects more distinct. But out here in the open, its usefulness truly shined. Her bogling eyes could see many times farther than her human ones. Better yet, motion seemed to jump out in her enhanced vision. And when she focused on a bug flying in the far distance, it appeared bigger and slower, allowing her to count the number of feet it had. Now, she could easily see that a small patch of ground close by seemed to be twitching. Approaching slowly, she poked at it with her spear. It hit something solid and dislodged enough dirt for her to discern its shape. Working the spearhead underneath it, she lifted. It was a lump of mud, but the tiny feet that protruded out from it recalled the bigger version they just captured. She walked to a nearby patch of water and dipped the spearhead in. It barely moved while the mud washed off, allowing her to lift it out again with only a minor adjustment. ¡°Aw, it¡¯s so cute!¡± It was the same kind of bogling, but at half the size of her palm, barely bigger than a large coin. She picked it up delicately with her forefinger and thumb, its feet slowly wiggling in the air. ¡°Can I keep it?¡± ¡°Um,¡± Lexi stammered. She was at a loss for words, as her hunter training had probably not covered adopting boglings. ¡°I don¡¯t think it¡¯s safe.¡± ¡°You wouldn¡¯t hurt me, would you, Penny?¡± Renalia petted its head with a finger, which the bogling promptly bit. ¡°Ow!¡± It stung, but didn¡¯t break the skin. She held the uninjured, but slightly throbbing, finger up to Lexi. ¡°See, it¡¯s completely safe!¡± ¡°That¡¯s the opposite of what ¡®safe¡¯ means. But I suppose it¡¯s harmless enough.¡± Seeing Renalia¡¯s face brighten, she quickly added. ¡°But not as a pet. I would not be ¡®safe¡¯ from your mom if I let that happen. We¡¯ll take it with us. I¡¯m sure someone from the city would pay dearly for a live undead.¡± This tale has been unlawfully obtained from Royal Road. If you discover it on Amazon, kindly report it. Both the dogs¡¯ muzzles twitched when they saw Penny in her hand. But they stood still, understanding their current role as beasts of burden. She kept Penny out of their sight, though. As Father Cornelius said before, ¡°It¡¯s easier to avoid temptation than resist it.¡± ¡°But I can keep it in the meantime?¡± She discovered that bonking it on the head would cause it to retract everything into its shell. It really was the cutest thing. ¡°I suppose. If Malchim has a cage for it.¡± ¡°Wait till Marcy sees Penny. She¡¯ll absolutely love it.¡± ¡°I¡¯m not sure Marcy would feel the same way about boglings as you do.¡± As they turned back toward the village, Lexi asked, ¡°How are you getting along with the Ongock kids?¡± ¡°Fine. Even Shim¡¯s not as bad as he used to be.¡± She flicked the tiny bogling again when it came out of its shell and tried to bite her, sending it back into its protected armor. ¡°They¡¯re good kids. They¡¯ve just had a hard time¡ As I¡¯m sure all the kids in the village have.¡± They walked in silence for a while, before Renalia decided if she was going to ask, this would be the time. ¡°Um, Lexi? Why are you helping me?¡± Lexi chuckled. ¡°Heard my conversation with Malchim yesterday, eh, kid?¡± Renalia blushed but she pushed on. ¡°What does training me have to do with Malchim¡¯s late wife?¡± She flicked the undead bogling again. Lexi sighed wistfully. ¡°Lily¨CLiliane¨Cwas the kindest person. I know people say speak well of the dead, but she really was. She was there for me when I needed someone kind.¡± Puzzlement probably showed itself on Renalia¡¯s face, for Lexi continued. ¡°You¡¯re too young to understand, but sometimes, love hits unexpectedly and you fall for someone you really shouldn¡¯t have. Someone your parents and society disapprove of. And it hurts, it really hurts, when something that feels so right is deemed so wrong. And¡¡± Lexi was right. Renalia really did not understand what the older girl was talking about. She could not imagine falling in love with someone Mama and Papa didn¡¯t like. That¡¯s just illogical. And what does society have anything to do with it? Exhaling deeply, Lexi said, ¡°I guess¡ I guess what I¡¯m trying to say is that I know what it¡¯s like to feel alone, like the world is against you. And I know how important it is to have someone on your side, to guide you to the right decisions and away from the bad ones.¡± Renalia gasped as Lexi¡¯s words conjured up memories of several days ago. Alone. Adrift. The world battering down on her. ¡°I- Thank you.¡± The small head of the bogling peeked out from its shell again, this time ignoring her fingers. She stopped, holding tightly to the bogling, willing herself not to cry. ¡°I thought¡ I thought I was going to die¡¡± Lexi stopped by her side and placed a hand on her head. ¡°I¡¯m sorry you had to go through that, kid. And I¡¯m going to do my best to make sure you never have to go through that again.¡± Renalia nodded, liking Lexi¡¯s hand against her head. There was a weight to the muscular arm, just like Papa¡¯s. ¡°How do I pay you back?¡± ¡°Ah, you¡¯re just a kid, Renalia.¡± Renalia frowned, so Lexi added, ¡°Listen, once you¡¯re older and you see some kid needing someone by their side, you help her out, yeah?¡± Renalia¡¯s internal sense of balance complained that she owed Lexi for her kindness, not some random, undeserving kid in the future. Although she had to admit Lexi¡¯s support now meant a lot to her; much more than she could ever repay. So maybe it made sense to have a three-sided scale with some kid in the future whom she could really help. The mental image made her dizzy, but she recognized that Lexi probably had her own three-sided scale, with Liliane and Renalia at the other ends. ¡°Alright,¡± Renalia agreed. ¡°But you¡¯ll let me know if I can help you too, okay?¡± Lexi chuckled and patted her on the head. ¡°Will do, kid. Will do.¡± They resumed walking, catching up to Boogie and Porkchop. Every once in a while, the bogling that the dogs were dragging would stick its feet out. But upon not finding a good purchase against the ground, it would retract them again. The baby version pinched between her fingers had ceased trying to bite her, so she placed it on her palm. It wobbled forward and, upon reaching the edge of her palm, pawed at the air continuously as if a surface would magically appear at any time. Which Renalia supposed it was right about, as she placed her other hand at the edge, letting it continue its walk. Does Penny feel alone? she wondered. Do boglings still have feelings or were they just dead and mad? Penny reached the end of her hand and pawed at the air again. Was it trying to reach its parent? For an undead monster that would kill her if given the chance, it was really quite adorable. ¡°And maybe don¡¯t fight with Shim so much.¡± As if I have a choice, she thought. But she said, ¡°I¡¯m trying not to.¡± ¡°I know he hasn¡¯t been that nice to you. But he was such a good boy, before¡ You know.¡± Renalia shook her head. She knew what Lexi referred to but not the details. ¡°How did she die?¡± Lexi looked at her, surprised. ¡°I thought the entire village knew. It was the talk of the town.¡± ¡°Um, I guess I was busy at the time.¡± Busy taking care of Mama. Busy catching bugs to eat. Busy trying not to cry. ¡°Well, it was while Malchim and their eldest were out on a hunt. Some other hunting party lost control of the wolf bogling they were fighting and inadvertently led it back to the village. Right to where the Ongocks lived. Lily sacrificed herself, keeping it busy and away from the kids until enough villagers could bring it down.¡± Lexi tightened her grip on her spear as if reliving the memories. ¡°Shim was Lily¡¯s favorite, the most like her among all the kids. Her passing changed him¡ It¡ It made him more like his dad.¡± She shook her head softly. ¡°Even Malchim was nicer before, a good provider for the family. Now he never ventures into the bog, never allowing the kids out of his sight.¡± They passed the rest of the trip back in silence. Lexi was occupied with her memories while Renalia dealt with the unpleasant feeling of sympathy for her bully. Chapter 15: Children Panting with exhaustion, the dogs gripped the earth with their claws and dragged the big, upside-down boulder of a bogling into Malchim''s workshop. It gave the Ongocks enough time to gather around. ¡°What is that?¡± Sammy asked, mirroring Renalia¡¯s reaction several hours ago. Lexi shrugged, so they all looked at Malchim. ¡°I don¡¯t know. Never seen it before, either.¡± ¡°That armor is pretty hard. Might make a good shield,¡± Lexi said. She knocked on the chestplate of the bogling for emphasis. ¡°Ha. That¡¯s why you¡¯re the hunter and I¡¯m the processor,¡± Malchim said as Lexi rolled her eyes at his response. ¡°No, this here is a collector''s item. To the right people, I reckon it¡¯s worth its weight in silver.¡± ¡°Why didn¡¯t you retrieve the arms and legs?¡± Shim asked. Lexi grinned widely, eyes twinkling with anticipation. ¡°Renalia, will you do the honors?¡± Renalia raised her cupped hands to chest-high and lifted her upper hand off with a flourish. ¡°This is Penny.¡± The baby bogling extended its limbs from its shell to stand up and swiveled its neck to eye each of them in turn. Renalia smiled at their widened eyes and Sammy audibly gasped. Marcy froze and then squealed in the highest pitch Renalia has ever heard. ¡°It¡¯s sooo cuuute! Can I hold it? Can I? Can I hold it? Can I?¡± Renalia looked pointedly at Lexi, who shrugged at her misjudgment of Marcy. ¡°Okay, but watch out for its bite. Just bonk it on the head when it tries that.¡± She pinched the edge of its shell between her thumb and forefinger and handed it to Marcy. ¡°That¡¯s- That¡¯s a live bogling.¡± Malchim came forward for a closer inspection. ¡°Now, I¡¯m only a hunter,¡± Lexi said with a self-satisfied grin, ¡°but I think that there¡¯s a collector¡¯s item.¡± Malchim laughed and rubbed his chin. ¡°And worth its weight in gold!¡± They each took turns handling it, except Minnie, who hid behind Malchim. ¡°Is it going to eat us?¡± she asked in a small voice. ¡°No, no, sweetheart. We¡¯ll lock it up. It won¡¯t be able to get out. But that¡¯s a good question, though. Is it going to stay ¡®undead¡¯ if we don¡¯t feed it?¡± ¡°I tried giving it some jerky¨C¡± ¡°¨CReny, the jerky is for you only,¡± Marcy interjected, placing her hands on her hips. Renalia shrugged. ¡°It was only a test and it didn¡¯t want it.¡± She took the bogling back, as it had not stopped trying to bite the others, no matter how many times they tapped it on the head. It only seemed content in her hand. Is it because I¡¯m turning into a bogling? ¡°Ooh, I know!¡± Sammy shouted before running into the house. Malchim looked at his youngest son¡¯s back in confusion before addressing Lexi. ¡°I¡¯ll have a chat with the Chief later, see if he has any contacts in the city that may be interested.¡± ¡°Yep. And I¡¯ll check with Old George. He¡¯s been in this business the longest. He may know someone, too.¡± Sammy came running back, holding a glass jar with a live cricket inside. ¡°Try this. I caught it this morning.¡± He unscrewed the top and Renalia quickly dropped Penny inside. They all drew closer together, even the dogs, mesmerized by the life-and-death struggle on display. The cricket jumped and flapped, instinctively recognizing a predator. But within the small confines of the jar, there was no escape. Renalia felt bad for it and thought a brief prayer for the little insect, in case crickets had souls and could go into cricket heaven. On the third attempt, Penny pinned one of the cricket¡¯s legs beneath its foot. In slow motion, they watched as its mouth approached the cricket¡¯s back and chomped down. A few drops of cricket innards sprayed on the glass jar as Penny used its tongue to stuff more of the cricket, legs twitching, into its mouth. ¡°Ew,¡± said Minnie. At the same time, Sammy exclaimed, ¡°Yes!¡± Renalia took the glass jar from him before he could drop it in his excitement. She said, ¡°I think we can give it some bog water too, in case it needs more magic.¡± ¡°Good idea,¡± said Malchim. ¡°And Sammy, you¡¯re now the Hunter in charge of getting bugs for this bogling.¡± ¡°Yes, sir!¡± Sammy agreed happily. The boy stood tall with his new responsibility, his wide grin squeezing his eyes as he glanced up at his dad. Am I this obvious too? Renalia thought. In the past, she had suspected that Mama had a mind-reading skill, with how often she seemed to guess exactly what Renalia had been thinking about. But after Mama failed to detect the white lies she told, she concluded that they had a special mother-daughter bond. But now, she realized that children were simply transparent. Sammy worshiped his dad and was happy at the implied praise. Minnie appeared relieved that the bogling was bottled, but had not yet conquered her fear. Marcy seemed happy that everyone was happy. And Shim¡ Huh, maybe it¡¯s hard to tell what he¡¯s feeling because he himself isn¡¯t sure. Renalia took Penny out and handed the dirty jar back to Sammy. ¡°Thank you, Sammy.¡± The boy took it and ran off. If she had to guess, he probably went to wash off the jar and hunt for more bugs. Malchim was easy to read, too, as he became less angry and more excited. He walked around the bogling on the ground with his tongue pinched between his lips. ¡°Now, let¡¯s see how we can cut into this one.¡± Shim followed with his hand out. As he activated [Cleanse], caked mud and other debris flew off, offering them a view of the glossy chestplate on the upside-down bogling. And underneath, there were intricate patterns on the dome of its shell. Geometric shapes with four to six sides interlocked with each other, with barely any gaps between them. Each shape was slightly elevated in the middle, with multiple ridges lowering it down toward the edges. It looked like a stack of sliced ham, with each piece slightly smaller than the one underneath it. This tale has been unlawfully lifted without the author''s consent. Report any appearances on Amazon. Malchim whistled in appreciation. ¡°A collector¡¯s item indeed.¡± Renalia ran her fingers along Penny¡¯s shell, sensing tiny knobs that were the precursor of a completed plate. She wondered if boglings continued to grow in un-death. It didn¡¯t make sense because it implied they would die again of old age. And what would happen to a dead bogling if they patched it up and stuck it back in the bog? Would it rise from the dead a second time? Would it become even stronger? Once again, she wished Granny were still around. Granny had not had a particular interest in boglings before, but Renalia was sure that would change once she told Granny they were Carded. Noticing Penny allowing Renalia¡¯s fingers to caress it, Marcy reached out again. It snapped at her, causing her to stare accusingly at it and to pout at Renalia. Renalia shrugged and mouthed a silent ¡°I¡¯m sorry¡± so as to not hurt Penny¡¯s feelings. It was stupid to think of boglings as having emotions, but she did it anyway. Marcy stuck her lower lip out even more and left before they started taking the bogling apart, taking Minnie and Boogie with her. Lexi caressed the shell of the armored bogling. ¡°Would make a pretty shield, too.¡± She smirked. Malchim whipped his head at Lexi, but before he could say anything, she started laughing. He joined in, laughter erupting from his belly. The prospect of a substantial payday had raised all moods and erased all previous disagreements. ¡°I¡¯ll leave you guys to it,¡± Lexi said. ¡°It stopped moving a while ago, so it¡¯s probably dead. But be careful anyway. And, Renalia, I know you usually harvest peat for Manor Day, but would you be interested in hunting for Manor Day tomorrow? You can continue your training with my brother that way.¡± Renalia considered it for a few seconds. On the one hand, working in the fields meant she would get to see her parents again. On the other hand, going to the bog might net her a new Card. Plus, leaving the village meant she could put off dealing with Ullock. Their previous interaction had ended in a weird state. Did the crying in her arms mean he forgave her? Or would he see it as a moment of weakness that he had to address by asserting dominance now? Their peers had, whether through bravery or cowardice, snuck away quietly while Ullock wasn¡¯t looking. Only Shim had stayed. But he had not said anything either, even after Ullock extricated himself and walked away without a word or backward glance. It was as if they had all decided that silence allowed them to ignore a very messy, very adult situation. Despite all that, she was certain of one thing: bringing a live bogling into the village probably broke some rule Ullock had in his head, even though Hunter adults seemed thrilled at it. She refused to let Ullock, or even the fear of him, dictate her actions, though. She was too much her Mama¡¯s daughter, after all. Noticing her mental struggle, Lexi suggested an alternative before Renalia could announce her decision. ¡°If you choose to hunt, I can tell Donaldson to come back early enough so that you can have dinner with your folks.¡± ¡°Yes, thank you, Lexi. I¡¯d like that.¡± As Lexi and Porkchop left, Malchim and Shim gathered the tools they needed. The bogling was too bulky and heavy to move to the processing station, so the plan was to dissect it where it lay. Placing Penny on her head, she hurried over to where the aprons hung, stripping down to her underclothes and wrapping an apron around her. Without a useful card like [Cut], she knew it limited her role to scooping out the innards. This suited her just fine, as it would give her the chance to snatch the bogling Card. Having seen how Lexi wielded a shield to great effect, she hoped the Card would give her one of her own¨Ca shiny black one, as dark as coal. And with pretty patterns, too. It¡¯d better not be full-body armor because she couldn¡¯t imagine moving in such a heavy shell. If it doesn¡¯t break my knees first, that is. She said a brief prayer in her mind, just in case. She rejoined Malchim and Shim as they carefully used their skills on the bogling. The shell resisted the [Cut], screeching like when Blacksmith McCormick used a sanding wheel on a knife. By making an incision where the dome intersected the plate, it was like they were creating a bogling bowl with a lid on top. Even with both of them working at it, it was a much slower process compared to opening up the hare. It gave Renalia ample time to wonder what Penny thought of the scene before it. Penny had settled into Renalia''s brown curls after wandering around a bit. It realized that the top of Renalia¡¯s head dropped into the air all around. She consoled it with a quick pet. I won¡¯t let them cut you open, Penny¨Ceven if you have a nice Card. Shim¡¯s [Cut] duration ran out after ten minutes, so Malchim continued on his own. He stood up and stretched after completing the cut from armpit to armpit. ¡°There¡¯s no way this thing is still alive. But, just in case, grab your weapons and stand ready, kids.¡± Malchim and Renalia grabbed their spears from nearby, while Shim unsheathed the knife from his belt. Renalia assumed a ready stance, the spearhead pointing down and the shaft angling up and back over her head. Malchim extended his spear out and raised the chestplate. A flap of skin came up with it, revealing the preserved innards of the bogling. In the dissection of previous boglings through slits or holes, Renalia could avoid looking too closely at what she was doing and power through it with her [Dull Emotions] and [Resist Impulse] skills. But now she witnessed the inside of a once-living creature on full display. While there was no sickening sight of blood, everything glistened with disturbing wetness. But the worst part¨Cthe very worst¨Cwas how many things there were and how they nestled against each together. Having reached inside of boglings before, she knew exactly how they would sound rubbing against each other: the moist sucking noise of dead flesh. Her stomach dropped, and her precious jerky threatened to come back up the gut. She quickly averted her eyes and resisted the impulse to throw up. She added an activation of [Dull Emotions] for good measure, despite doubting whether wanting to vomit is an emotion. But maybe it dulled the disgust? Next to her, Shim¡¯s face had taken on a greenish tinge and the knife in his hand trembled. Malchim, however, could barely contain his laughter. ¡°Oh, this is beautiful! I¡¯ve never witnessed anything so well preserved before. Listen, I¡¯m going to fetch some jars and we¡¯ll place everything inside. I think there may be some interest in these organs, too.¡± As he left, Renalia relied on her ability cards and willed her foot forward. With only Shim left, who was actively looking away from the open bogling, this would be her best opportunity to grab the bogling Card without any weird stares. She knelt by the bogling and parted the intestines gingerly, feeling her disgust and anxiety rise even under the influence of [Dull Emotions]. There was no Card. She grew more frantic in her search, ignoring the squishiness, until she finally spotted a sparkle. Unlike the steady glow of previous Cards, this one was faint and flickered like a candle on the last bits of the wick. Wasting no time, she plucked it and placed it into her Core. She froze, dumbfounded, staring at the four black feet imprinted on the Card in her mind¡¯s eye. Speed? I get speed from this lump but armor from a hare?! Someone has a sick sense of humor. And not funny. Not funny at all. Hearing dry heaving behind her, she turned to see Shim staring at her, with one arm still buried halfway to the elbow in slick intestines. ¡°There¡¯s more of everything, but it¡¯s still like before. You can just look at little sections of it.¡± ¡°Shut up,¡± Shim said. ¡°I don¡¯t need your help.¡± I tried, Lexi. I tried. Renalia shrugged and turned back to the bogling, for she had felt something hard in her fumbling, and it wasn¡¯t the tucked legs. She found it again: a small round thing. She pulled it out as Shim said from behind her, ¡°I think it helps. Thank-¡± ¡°Is that an egg?¡± Malchim interrupted. He placed a couple of big glass jars down and rushed to her. She held the matte black sphere up to the sun. ¡°I think so.¡± ¡°It¡¯s an egg!¡± Malchim exclaimed. He wrapped an arm around her chest and spun her around in a jig. ¡°It¡¯s an egg! It¡¯s an egg!¡± Renalia flew through the air, laughing in spite of herself. Penny flew with her, its jaws tightly clamped on her tresses. She clutched tightly to the egg with one hand and tried to reel Penny back with the other. Despite fearing that she would lose her grip, she enjoyed herself. This happy version of Malchim reminded her of Papa. It made her wonder what a happy version of Shim would be like. Chapter 16: Pleasant and Not When Donaldson had mentioned them going to his secret favorite location, Renalia had thought he meant a spot filled with boglings. So her apprehension had grown with each step. While she had learnt a lot about killing boglings, she still doubted she could fight one, even as part of a duo. Farther into the bog than she had gone before, he called for a halt before a large, but otherwise nondescript, patch of moss and sedge. It didn¡¯t look like the dark horror of a bogling lair she had imagined. The moss covered parts of the ground, resembling a pillowy cloud that was dyed a vibrant green. In other parts, the green sedge lay, looking like spun thread haphazardly layered into thick padding. If anything, she had to suppress the urge to roll around and nap in the implied softness. ¡°Where are the boglings?¡± she asked. ¡°Boglings? Why would there be¡±¨Che slapped the side of his head with a hand¨C¡°Oh, you have a weird definition for a favorite place, little one.¡± He kneeled and untied the harness from Killer, motioning Renalia to do the same for Boogie. Before they left, Malchim had requested some bog water to submerge the armored bogling¡¯s innards. So they had hung multiple empty waterskins on the dogs¡¯ harnesses. The flopping of the waterskins, when the dogs ran, had appeared comical to Renalia, but the dogs seemed unbothered by them. ¡°Well, I thought you meant a favorite place to hunt since we¡¯re, you know, hunting.¡± ¡°Bah, hunting is work, and I¡¯d much rather work for myself than the baron. This is for fun. And, by the way, if anybody tries to sell you a map to a secret location where boglings live, just walk away. Trust me, nobody knows when and where boglings will appear.¡± ¡°Okay. So what¡¯s special about this place?¡± ¡°You¡¯ve heard of quaking bogs before, right? Those are patches soft enough¨Cyet with a firm enough layer on top¨Cthat it feels like you¡¯re walking on liquid mud. Well, I call this patch the ¡®bouncing bog¡¯. Killer, pee.¡± Released from his authority, the wolfhound rushed forward and leapt. As the dog landed, the moss caved in around her, almost hiding her from their view. Renalia gasped, taking an involuntary step forward. But in the next second, the ground under Killer reversed itself and flung her up and out. Killer pushed off at the apex, her paws sticking out behind her and her tongue flapping out the side of her mouth. At the peak of her graceful jump¨Chigher than any dog had a right to be¨Cshe drew her legs and tongue in. As she fell, she extended her paws out ahead of her, toes splayed. The sedge that she landed in sunk and she crouched at the nadir, preparing for the next launch. Renalia realized she had left her mouth open and closed it with an audible click of her teeth. Donaldson chuckled beside her and laid his lance by his feet. ¡°My turn.¡± He squatted and launched himself, streaking overhead in a Card-assisted blur. Whooping as he flew through the air, he somersaulted and hung in the air for a brief second before gravity seemingly remembered to assert itself. As he landed, the ground deformed to a much greater degree than with the dog, completely hiding him from view. Killer yelped as the ground unexpectedly dropped below her feet just as she prepared to push off. Her legs windmilled in the air. As the land came up to meet her, she shot forward in a dash, pushing little hills of moss and sedge behind her. As Donaldson ascended with the upsurge in a squat, he pushed down against it with his legs, which caused the earth underneath him to reverse course. He pirouetted inches above the receding ground. By pushing against the swell and pulling up against the downswing, he quickly stabilized the bouncing. ¡°Jump in!¡± he shouted. ¡°The water¡¯s nice and dry!¡± He tossed his head back and laughed at his own joke. Renalia closed her mouth again with a click. At her side, Boogie reflected her desire to join in. He hopped on his toes and barely suppressed his urge to bark, instead blowing air through the side of his mouth in excited breaths. But she held on to her spear with a firm grip. They were in the bog, and danger lurked everywhere. ¡°What if boglings attacked?¡± ¡°Nah, I¡¯ve never seen any boglings here.¡± ¡°But you just said no one knows where and when boglings would appear!¡± ¡°It¡¯ll be fine. I don¡¯t need my lance to activate [Pierce]¨Canything pointy would work.¡± He held up a forefinger as an example. Renalia remained uncertain, though. Even though her bogling cards provided weapons and armor, her reluctance to reveal those cards lingered. She had concocted a perfect reason to explain their existence, but still felt uneasy about sharing with people she barely knew. Noticing her hesitation, Donaldson rolled his eyes and made his way to her in long, bounding strides. She caught him muttering under his breath. Something about ¡°too old for her age.¡± ¡°Alright, tell you what, little one. We¡¯ll take turns. One of us will keep a lookout and the other can play in the bouncing bog with the dogs.¡± With one final hop, he landed on the solid earth next to her and picked up his lance. ¡°Fortune favors the prepared, yes?¡± Renalia didn¡¯t understand what that meant, but she supposed one person standing guard was better than nothing. But shouldn¡¯t one of the dogs stay back also? In her hunting experience so far, it had always been the dogs that first noticed a bogling. Yet, looking at Boogie¡¯s barely contained eagerness beside her, she couldn¡¯t bring herself to mention it. ¡°I guess that¡¯s okay.¡± ¡°Alright, you go first. Take it slow in the beginning and get used to the bounce before really pushing it.¡± She freed Boogie, who rushed forward without a glance back. The wolfhound outran the dip and bumped his chin on the sloping ground before him. But he adjusted quickly and started making short hops. She followed slowly, experimenting with how the soil shifted beneath her feet. But before long, she too, was skipping around in long strides. She joined the dogs in a game of chase. The only rule seemed to be that someone always had to be in the air, since the role of predator and prey swapped without reason. With every bounce, she felt lighter. The accumulated knots of worry and fear in the past eight days loosened and fell away, left behind with each hop. It all seemed trivial, when flying through the air, planning the perfect angle in order to intercept a bounding dog. After a while, she lay on the undulating moor, catching her breath. As she did so, she also unconsciously released the responsibilities of adulthood that she had burdened herself with two years ago. Laughter erupted unbidden as Boogie decided no time-outs were allowed and shoved his nose into her side. She jumped up after him, simply a kid chasing after a dog. Renalia had checked with Donaldson several times to see if he wanted to switch with her, but he had waved her off every time. He called for a lunch break when she and the dogs collapsed into a giggling and panting pile. She crawled over to him on all fours, too tired to stand up just to sit down again. Donaldson unwrapped her lunch for her as she collapsed in barely exaggerated exhaustion upon reaching firmer ground. He laid it in front of her face. ¡°Lunch for the hairless dog. I¡¯d recommend using hands, though.¡± Stolen novel; please report. Renalia rolled her eyes in response. She had previously bonded with Lexi over the young woman¡¯s teaching and care. On the other hand, she had found Donaldson a bore with how often he distracted from his sister¡¯s lessons. But now¡ She could see a certain appeal to his boyish charm, even if it didn¡¯t seem very fatherly. Except, was he even a father? She realized that, despite seeing them around the village sometimes, she didn¡¯t really know the sibling pair that well. ¡°Do you have kids?¡± she asked, as she started eating. ¡°Oh Lord, I hope not! Ahem, that is to say, I¡¯m not even married.¡± ¡°Why not?¡± ¡°Well, I wouldn¡¯t want to deprive the single ladies of my company.¡± He chuckled as he added, ¡°Nor the married ones.¡± Renalia stopped chewing and glanced at him with a flat face, lowering one of her brows in disapproval. ¡°Well, excuse me, mom. I guess liking girls just runs in the family.¡± Observing Renalia¡¯s scrunched brows, he added, ¡°You know, cause Lexi likes¨C¡± He froze in mid-sentence, mouth agape, showing the half-chewed jerky within. His arms weaved in an awkward pattern, as if to disrupt the sound waves that he had emitted seconds ago. ¡°Lexi likes girls?¡± He shook his head, worry lines creasing his face. ¡°I didn¡¯t say it. You didn¡¯t hear me say anything like that.¡± ¡°Is that why your parents didn¡¯t approve of who she fell in love with?¡± Donaldson made a show of tightly pursing his lips and making indecipherable noises. ¡°I don¡¯t get what¡¯s the big deal. I love both my Mama and Papa.¡± He exhaled with a puff. ¡°That¡¯s different.¡± ¡°Why?¡± ¡°Ah¡¡± He faltered for words, but then asserted quickly, ¡°It just is. You¡¯re too young to understand.¡± ¡°Hmph,¡± she snorted. ¡°Grown-ups always say that.¡± She squinted up at him. ¡°Does it have to do with, you know, ¡®sex¡¯?¡± His eyes rotated erratically, as if her gaze had struck his. ¡°Bah, bah, bah!¡± He covered up both of his ears with his hands while making random sounds. ¡°I¡¯m too young for this conversation. You should ask a real grown-up, like Lexi.¡± Renalia giggled at his antics. ¡°It¡¯s not like I haven¡¯t seen what the dogs and cats do when they¡¯re in heat.¡± ¡°It¡¯s nothing like that. It¡¯s- You know what, I¡¯m gonna shut my big mouth. You¡¯ve already gotten me into so much trouble.¡± ¡°Me? What did I do?¡± She drooped her eyebrows and gave him her best innocent expression. ¡°You literally made me say¡ Nothing. I said nothing.¡± He clasped his hands in front of his chest and drooped his own eyebrows. ¡°Please, please don¡¯t tell her I said anything.¡± Renalia laughed. ¡°Alright. I suppose for sharing your secret of this bouncing bog, I¡¯ll keep the secret of you not saying Lexi likes girls.¡± ¡°A fair bargain!¡± He spat in his right hand and held it out to her. ¡°Put it there!¡± ¡°Ew, do we have to? I¡¯m eating.¡± ¡°Of course you need to. That¡¯s how I¡¯ll know you¡¯re serious.¡± He used his left hand to support his right elbow and pushed his right hand further out at her. ¡°Fine,¡± she sighed. Or at least, she tried to, but it came out as more of a chortle. She made a show of transferring her jerky to her left hand before spitting in her right and clasping his. ¡°Mwah, haha,¡± he fake laughed while shaking her hand enthusiastically. ¡°You¡¯ve fallen for my brilliant plan. Now half of your luck with boglings has been transferred to me!¡± She snatched her hand back. ¡°That¡¯s not how luck works.¡± ¡°Sure it is. It¡¯s like magic.¡± They made the return trip back to the village after lunch. Donaldson informed Renalia that Malchim would probably need help with processing the takes from hunters. For Manor Day, instead of hunters and processors negotiating a percentage of the sale, everyone received a small commission. Since Malchim used to be one of them, a lot of the hunters let him earn it while hanging around to socialize after. As they walked with the dogs beside them, they chatted about everything and nothing. The only topic Donaldson disapproved of was hunting, which he derisively labeled as work and unsuitable for his ¡°day off¡±. It worked well since the part of Renalia that would usually point out he was her hunting mentor had also taken some time off. It was a pleasant hike, without any attacks. Even the lack of a new bogling card failed to bother her much. It helped that her recent acquisition, [Bogling Speed], was applicable toward peat harvesting too, greatly easing her concerns around the usefulness of her Deck. They heard the droning of voices as they approached the Ongock residence, frequently punctuated by bouts of laughter or the barking of dogs. Up against the side of the house were propped various spears, bows, and other hunting instruments. Rounding the corner of the house toward the workshop, Renalia spotted almost two dozen people milling about, hunters plus their families and dogs. From among the crowd, Lexi was the first to spot them, even though she stood shorter than most. She met them halfway. ¡°Renalia, how did the hunt go? No massive bogling today, huh?¡± ¡°No, we walked around the bog, but didn¡¯t find any boglings today.¡± Glancing at Donaldson to her left, Lexi whispered out the right side of her mouth, loud enough for both of them to hear, ¡°Color me surprised.¡± Donaldson pretended not to hear. ¡°We talked about cats and dogs. And Renalia has a question for you, about the birds and the bees.¡± Lexi looked at her brother quizzically before her eyes widened. ¡°Ah, er, well¨C¡± ¡°Renalia!¡± yelled Malchim over the crowd. ¡°Good, you¡¯re back. Can you help Marcy load the cleansed hides onto the wagon?¡± From within the workshop, he waved in Marcy¡¯s general direction. ¡°Okay!¡± she replied. To the siblings, she said, ¡°I have to go. Talk later?¡± ¡°Sure, kid,¡± said Lexi. ¡°But if we don¡¯t get the chance, say hi to your Mama for me.¡± ¡°Catch you later, little one.¡± He waved her off. ¡°I hope there¡¯s still beer left. It was a hard day of work.¡± Renalia ran past a group of hunters, huddled around Sammy. Or, more precisely, gathered around the big jar that the children had made into Penny¡¯s home the night before. It now featured a pool of bog water at the bottom, along with artfully placed river rock platforms, smooth sticks, and colorful flowers. But she paused as Sammy lowered a stick past the mouth of the jar, with a good-sized spider hanging down from it on a strand of web. The audience collectively held their breath as the spider lengthened its web to its doom. The crowd burst into cheers as Penny chomped down on the offering. Satisfied that everything went smoothly, she continued on. She was not so worried about Sammy, since Penny had gradually grown accustomed to the Ongock kids the night before. The tiny bogling even let them handle her. She had been more worried about the hunters who made their livelihoods from killing boglings. But it seemed like hunters would celebrate a good hunt, no matter who the predator was. She passed another group gathered around a beer barrel. A bearded hunter finished filling up his tankard and raised it high. ¡°Sixth toast,¡± he announced. Whispers of sixth toast traveled like fire through the throng, and people held their tankards and mugs at the ready. Renalia stopped to observe, unfamiliar with this ritual among the hunters. ¡°Sixth toast,¡± the man declared again. ¡°To Liliane.¡± ¡°To Liliane,¡± the people echoed, loud in resonance. ¡°She¡¯s making Heaven a better place.¡± A chorus of soft ¡°ayes¡± answered him as they all took a sip of their drinks. Malchim and Shim stood in the workshop with their heads bowed and eyes closed. At the far end of the workshop, Marcy had open streams running down her cheeks, a dead bogling forgotten in her hands. Reaching the workshop, she gave Marcy a half-hug, allowing Marcy to wipe away the tears and snot onto her clothes. The crowd resumed their previous activities as she donned the other set of aprons and climbed onto the wagon bed. Grabbing the fox carcass that Marcy handed up to her, she made her way to an empty spot to lay it down. As she did so, she snatched the glowing Card from its opened underside and placed it into her core. Like before, her Core readily accepted the Card, which had a cute little black nose imprinted on the front. Covering her nose with her right hand in case her nose would appear different, she tested a quick activation of [Bogling Nose]. She gagged and coughed as the nasty grossness in her and Donaldson¡¯s dried saliva flooded her senses. It was so much worse than merely smelling stronger. There were levels and edges to the scent that she had no words for and very much did not want to linger on. ¡°Renalia!¡± Marcy cried from behind her. ¡°Are you okay?¡± ¡°Yes, yes, I¡¯m fine.¡± And she would be, for through the unbidden tears in her eyes, she spotted twinkling lights from within the dark remains strewn around her. Chapter 17: A Harvest of Cards Wiping away her tears using a moss-stained elbow, Renalia surveyed her surroundings. A dozen or so black carcasses lay around her, opened and drained. They ranged in size from a mouse to bigger ones, like badger and beaver. But none could compare to the armored bogling Lexi and she had captured the day before. The biggest two could easily fit into that carapace, which Malchim had placed prominently in front of the workshop. Some boglings precluded identification, though. Some had been too decomposed before the bog reanimated them. In others, the hunters that dispatched them had more destructive skills than a clean, lethal, [Pierce]. Or, as Renalia was starting to learn, there were more animals in the world than she had known. But she spent little thought on the previous life of boglings. Her attention gravitated towards the glow of cards within some of the hides. Scrambling toward the front of the wagon¨Cwhere the older kills were placed¨Cshe quickly shifted through and stacked them. The stacking she performed under the pretense of making room for newer kills. It was not necessary, given the small number of corpses queued up by Malchim and Shim. However, it was a natural action by someone on a wagon bed. After all, the best kind of lies were ones that didn¡¯t even need saying. They flowed naturally from people¡¯s assumptions. Organizing a wagon load was more believable than pawing through carcasses to peer inside each one. Doing so on the older kills yielded nothing. The lack of glowing rectangles confirmed a theory she had thought of the previous day during the dissection. The barely perceptible glow from [Bogling Speed] yesterday was much fainter than the Cards from fresh kills. She suspected that without bog magic nor a Core to sustain it, the cards would disappear eventually. She would not be surprised if bogling cards had the same hour limit that human cards had. From Deck Day to a person¡¯s twentieth birthday, a new Card would appear in their Core on each birthday without complication. But on Vigil Day¨Cthe twenty-first birthday¨Cthe person had one hour to decide which Card in their Deck to replace with their new Card. Otherwise, the new Card would disappear after an hour. Hence, it became a tradition to reflect on one¡¯s life and remain vigilant during the hour of birth. This possible similarity between the human and bogling cards reassured her. In addition to the same size, shape, glow, and iconography, it meant that the magic worked the same way. Even if the source was different. And was the source really different? Maybe boglings get a Card on their reanimation day too. All the villagers knew the story of how Saintess Lasserie had sacrificed herself to conquer the Ten Sins ravaging humanity. And how God had honored her sacrifice by gifting her children with the Ten Cards of Virtues that formed the first Decks. But she had learned at a young age that Papa grew up on a different origin story for Decks. With a different God. And Granny had shocked her last year by proclaiming that God did not exist. She had felt like she sinned by just hearing those words. She had waited with bated breath, but no lightning had struck Granny, nor had any kind of divine punishment. Nevertheless, she had checked with Father Cornelius during Confessional. He had blurted out, ¡°There¡¯s no saving that old hag.¡± He had then reconsidered and reframed it as God¡¯s test for her to show Granny the correct path to God. She had known the contempt the two had for each other, so did not even try to convert Granny. Though her faith in God had remained strong, her trust in the Church had eroded. She had started listening to Father Cornelius¡¯s sermons with a more skeptical ear. ¡°Reny,¡± called Marcy from behind her. ¡°Here¡¯s another one.¡± Right, no time to waste. She duck-walked to Marcy, not trusting her knees against the rough wood of the wagon bed. There was no danger of a bogling attack, surrounded by a dozen hunters in the village. So she had spent [Bogling Skin] activations to protect the soles of her muddy feet from splinters. Oh, she realized, I have magical shoes now. Expensive ones, with real bogling leather! Marcy gave her a frog the size of an adult hand. She grasped the frog across the middle and slipped her fore and middle finger through the slit in the belly. Accustomed to estimating the center by now, she pinched her fingers without looking. The awareness of a leaping power affirmed that she found the right spot. Muttering thanks, she turned back to the front of the wagon with the frog close to her body. In a smooth motion, she directed the Card into her Core, which eagerly slurped it up. She smiled as her Core reflected the Card fanatic that she truly was. But why was [Delete Card] written on her Core Card and not [Add Card]? Has she ever had a desire to delete cards? And what would deleting cards accomplish? When she had added Granny¡¯s [Find Herb] to her Deck, she had experienced a tiny desire to go out and gather herbs. But it wasn¡¯t really that strong or demanding. And after a few hours, it felt like a natural part of her. Would deleting that card make her lose the motivation to gather herbs? She didn¡¯t think so. After all, she had learned from Granny and Myfanwy how useful herbs were. Even with the shameful cards like [Resist Hunger], what was the benefit of deleting them? They didn¡¯t cause hunger, but resisted it. Although it had been eight consecutive days that she went to bed without hunger pains, the craving still haunted her mind. At night, she still had nightmares of frantically gobbling up mud and rocks, unable to satisfy the throbbing void within her. And during the day, she still squirreled away pieces of dried fruit, nuts, and jerky in a hidden stash, just in case. Just in case they stopped feeding her. Just in case all seven of her [Resist Hunger] cards were on cooldown. Just in case she couldn¡¯t find any herbs to eat. It was stupid, she knew. But she couldn¡¯t help it. Unlike the sudden shocks from boglings, or even bullies, the fear of hunger was a constant presence. The awareness and the threat of it were always in the back of her mind, just at the edge of consciousness. Maybe deleting a [Resist Hunger] card would lessen the persistent need to hoard food? These oldest cards of hers had increased to level four around noon, improving their effects by a factor of ten. Each card now offered a ten-minute respite from hunger every hour. So she really only needed six of them. But before experimenting with her Core Card, she should get as many bogling cards as she could before they vanish. Reaching into the beaver, she found a white card depicting a jaw with two large incisors. The associated instinct suggested the skill would allow her to chew through wood, and possibly even stronger stuff. It may be useful if she could apply it to her hands. Unfortunately, the Card left the impression that it would enlarge and strengthen only her jaws and teeth. This meant she had to put whatever she wanted to chew in her mouth. After her experience with [Bogling Nose], this [Bogling Chew] was decidedly unappealing. Unauthorized tale usage: if you spot this story on Amazon, report the violation. The next Card, [Bogling Dig], from the badger made her excited, though. She could imagine using it to dig up turf for peat farming. That was the one part of their work that she could not help with before, the hoe being too long and unwieldy in her hands. The next animal resembled a mouse, except somewhat longer. Its Card gave the impression that she could see with sound, which made no sense to her. Seeing is seeing and hearing is hearing, right? Not having the time to experiment, she named it [Bogling Echo] for how it seemed to work. And that made twenty. The last bogling on the wagon was another fox, with a [Bogling Dodge] Card. This time, instead of slipping into her Core unimpeded, the glowing rectangle she held overlapped with her navel. In her mind¡¯s eye, borders surrounded her two rows of cards. Typically, one would select a slot for the new Card, which would replace the Card in that position. But this was the perfect opportunity to experiment with her Core ability. She activated [Delete Card] and mentally targeted her first [Resist Hunger] Card, but stopped herself in a panic. In her eagerness to add more cards, she had forgotten the necessity of showing ten cards during the Deck Day Ceremony. Ten human cards. The whole reason Granny gave her the [Find Herb] Card was so she could hide and keep the rare [Disinfect Self Wound] Card. Calming herself with [Dull Emotions], she looked over her bogling cards.