《Devoted To You》 Chapter 1 The ceremony Susan turned around and watched Chandlere with a fierce look. She froze and watched in disbelief as he approached. Chandler came up and yanked her wrist, then grabbed her out without a word. What are you doing? Susan was confused, her wrist was raw from his tugging, and she grunted in a small voice, It hurts Where are you taking me? She was thrown into the car, and her head hit the window. Chandler was no longer silent and asked her with a snort, Do you know what day it is? What day? She traced the question again, and suddenly, she went as white as a sheet. Chandler saw her like this and smiled coldly, now you know. Susan turned to open the car door on her side. Today was the day of her sisters funeral. How could she not know?All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. The car door was already locked, and no matter how much she struggled, she couldnt get it open. Im not going. The moment she thought of that, Chandlers purpose came along with it. She couldnt go there, absolutely not. Susan thought of the way her mother had almost gotten down on her knees the other day, and how her parents would be angry if she went there today. Open the door! There is no way to do it herself, she can only beg the person in front of her, let me out, OK? Ill let you go if you can make Karene alive. He returned expressionlessly. Susan paused, knowing that it was useless to beg him, so she could only be quiet. Chandler nced behind him and snickered. Susans face turned white at the sound. After arriving at the ce, Chandler pulled her and went straight to the church. She peeked around and was temporarily relieved to see that there were no her parents. He sneered, What, are you so happy to see that shes dead? No, Im also very sad about the death of Karen. Sad? Chandler interrupted her unconcernedly and questioned in front of Karens coffin: What you mean by sad is that you didnt evene to her funeral, dont forget, she died for you. Susan frowned and denied, Its not true. Then youre saying Karens will is also a fake? Chandler sneered, and the hatred in his eyes grew worse. The surrounding people were unsure, but listening to Chandlers words, they also looked at Susan with contempt. Susan looked at him, confused, and asked, Why dont you trust me either? Because youre not trustworthy, Chandler said without blinking an eye. The people around them were already talking. The shame of being stripped naked and thrown out on the street for people to see came over her. Its not me. She frowned, I didnt get her killed, I didnt do anything. Chandler almost wanted to choke her to death, but in the end, he suppressed it and said angrily, You didnt do anything and you let her die because of you, Susan, shame on you! And then he said in a cold voice, Lets get a divorce. Susan stared at the man in front of her in disbelief, a divorce? Yes. He gave her a cold nce and then looked away. The people around him were also disdainfully mocked. The chaotic sounds kept irritating her ears, and Susan desperately wanted to run away. I said its not me! Susan couldnt help but yell out, and her eyes reddened. No Its not supposed to be like this. Its her is.. Susan was dazed and her voice trailed off. Chandler didnt expect her to pass out either. He had seen many excuses, but it was the first time he had seen such. He hated her more than ever, and he didnt understand how she could still be alive. Everything that happened before seemed like a dream. Was it a dream? she asked herself. When Susans parents, Mr. and Mrs. Gray, came in and saw her awake, Mrs. Gray used, Its not enough that you got Karen killed, you had to make a scene at her funeral, how much you hated her! I I didnt mean to. Susans lips trembled slightly as she hurriedly argued. Mrs. Grays eyes were red and she said angrily, Not on purpose? I clearly said not to go there before, and now youre telling me it wasnt on purpose? I Before she could exin, there was another knock on the door and the doctor came in, Excuse me, he said in a warm voice to Susan, Congrattions Mrs. Walker, you are now two months pregnant. As soon as the words came out, several people were shocked. Chandler, who had been standing in a corner, came out and said very coldly, Get rid of the baby. Chapter 2 Get rid of the baby Susan has no time to rejoice, it was like falling into an abyss. Almost subconsciously, she gripped the bed sheet and said, no, I want to keep this baby. Chandler gave her a cold look and said, Its not up to you. My baby. She gripped the sheet, stubbornly stared at him, and said, word for word, I want it. He snorted coldly and grimly: You think you can still make decisions now, this child must be aborted. On what grounds! The hand squeezing the bed sheet still did not let go but clenched tighter and tighter, her eyes also gradually reddened. In response to his cold gaze, Susan gave in and pleaded, Please let me have it, and I promise not to let him bother you in the future. Chandler pursed his lips without saying another word and walked out of the room after giving her a cold look. Chandler dont do this, dont she hurriedly pulled the needle out of her hand and got out of bed. Susan panicked and chased after him trying to beg him again, begging him to keep this child. But before she got to the door, she was blocked by two people in ck. Susan tried her best to squeeze out, but the two men did not move. As she watched Chandler walk away, Susans heart grew cold. The Grays came up to her, and she stood in the doorway looking sad. Mrs. Gray gave a cold, contemptuous look and said disdainfully, Serves you right. They left, too, leaving Susan in the room. The doctor came over and stood in front of her, not knowing what to say. Looking at her sitting on the floor, blood had begun to seep from the needle holes in her hands, and the doctor unconsciously rummaged in his pockets, but ultimately found nothing. Dont be sad, youll get pregnant again. He advised carefully, with mixed emotions in his eyes. Susan looked up at him, her expression gradually returning to calm, I want to keep this child. This is not something we can decide. That doctor was a little embarrassed. She shook her head, wanted tough but could not, and then looked up at him and said, Can you, tell them that this child has been aborted. I I want to keep him, I Susan felt that her tongue was not too sharp, and moved her hands and feet haphazardly when she spoke with emotion. Just keep him, and Ill take care of the rest myself. I beg you, dont kill my baby The doctor was surprised to see her kneeling in front of himself, his heart softened for a moment, but the mans orders had to be listened to. Faced with her request, the doctor could only ruthlessly refuse, Sorry, I cant do this. I beg you, save my baby. This is my only thought, dont tell them Susan couldnt help but get emotional again and kowtowed several times, her forehead was already bruised. The doctor helped her up. Its not up to us You can have another baby.. you just You cant help me. She lifted her head, looking miserable. The messy hair mixed with the blood on her forehead looked a little creepy. The doctor managed to calm himself and spoke a few words offort. She was quiet, too, in a trance. When the doctor saw that she had quieted down, he slowly helped her back to the bed. Seeing that she looked dazed, the doctor sighed helplessly, and then went out. Before he reached the door, he heard a noise. He turned quickly, saw the mess of the bedclothes, and saw her jump from the window. The doctors eyelid gave a heavy skip, and he looked close to the window. There was no sign of her. Help, the patient has run away. He deliberately dyed a few seconds before calling out, and the people on guard outside immediately came in. The doctor spread his hands, slightly helpless, the patient just jumped from this side, but I cant see anyone. This is the second floor, she should not go far. The two men looked at each other, and then one went to make a phone call and the other went to find someone. The doctor looked back at a ck car parked under the shade of lush trees. There were two trees below, and it wasnt too clear to see. Susan was squatting in that car, looking pale.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. I beg you, let me hide, please, dont let me go. Susan pleadingly looked at the man in front of her, her face was covered with hair and blood, looking woefully. She covered her belly with one hand and stroked her knee with the other, which had knocked hard on the car. Outside came a lot of people, Susan shivered and shrunk a little, see those peoplee over, nerves immediately tightened. Please, let me stay for a while. She pleaded, at this moment this man in front of her is her only straw, Susan grabbed him and refused to let go, afraid that she was given up by him. Chapter 3 run away The person in front of her just reacted and saw her. Looking at the roof of his car, which already had arge hole dented in it, he drew a breath. This is his new car, but the person behind him still even wants to stay. The owner of the car was foaming with rage, turned around, and said angrily: Get out of my car immediately! Susan was shocked, saw those peopleing back, immediately more nervous praying: Please Shut up! The rear door opened, and he pulled her out without mercy, I have not asked you to pay for the roof of the car. Get out! The man pushed her hard and went back to the car without looking back. Susan, however, fell uncontrobly into the stinking ditch. The foul-smelling water soaked her body and she lifted her head, trying to crawl out of it. But she looked up and watched a few people running in the distance. So she immediately retracted. She closed her eyes and submerged herself in the water, not daring to move. The people over there kept walking back and forth on both sides of this, not knowing when to leave. Susan carefully guarded her belly, fearing that the baby would be damaged in the slightest. Lets go, it stinks so bad here that ghosts wonte over. The two shook their heads and their footsteps gradually moved away. She waited untilte at night before she woulde out of here. her clothes were thoroughly wet, and when the wind blew she froze with a shiver. Susan did not know where to go back, she was afraid to go home, she was afraid of Chandler, afraid that he would kill her child. She walked aimlessly in the street, her clothes still dripping with dirty water, and people passing by were avoiding her. She stumbled forward and turned into a side alley when she got tired The alley was just a small ce sandwiched between two tall buildings on either side, piled with garbage and nothing else, and the stench made Susan feel sick. The cold and hunger kepting, and she hugged herself tightly, her hands covering her belly for fear of freezing the baby. Squatting in the corner for who knows how long, thinking about what happened before, she suddenly felt a pang of aggravation. Susan pursed her lips and looked at the opposite wall, her heart had an inexhaustible amount of grievances but did not know with whom to say. The gods are as disgusted with her, bean-sized raindrops fell, smashing her trembling. Then a barrage of rain fell, and thick drops of water fell on her. Susan closed her eyes and struggled to shrink in. The clothes that had dried up a bit were now wet again, and she hid while carefully protecting her belly. She couldnt hide anymore, so she was stunned and let the rain shower on her body. The aggression in her heart was magnified several times, and Susan couldnt bear it anymore, crying out at the sound of the rain. The sound of the rain overshadowed the heart-breaking cries that wanted to pour out all her difort. She didnt understand why all the people had to me her, it was because she had no mother, no one to shelter her. Chandler you bastard! Ive loved you for so many years! Why why wont you even believe me she covered her mouth. why, you even want to take away the baby, why! Her voice was somewhat hysterical, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying. She looked up again, and suddenly a man was standing in front of her, with ck leather shoes and straight, close-fitting suit pants.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. One was clean and neat, the other looked like a scruffy sewer rat. Susan slowly lifted her head and looked up at him, tears slipping. She looked at the man holding a ck umbre that covered her while his back was exposed to the rain. Alex you she sniffled and asked in a slow voice, What are you doing here? Just go home. Alex wrinkled his brow, also did not expect her to be so miserable. Susan got up from the ground, protecting her belly. He didnt notice anything different and still held the umbre for her. Chapter 4 he will die Alex took her straight back to his house, gave her new clothes and toiletries, and told her to take a shower. Susan undressed and stood in front of the mirror looking at her still-t belly. There was still some blood on the panties she had just taken off, and she subconsciously tensed up. The hot water wrapped her up from head to toe, and Susan washed her face again and again. She hadnt had a chance to take afortably hot shower when there was a sudden noise outside, followed by the sound of breaking ss. Susan hurriedly dried her body, changed her clothes, and went out immediately. She stood in the doorway and watched Chandler grab Alex by the cor and m him to the side without mercy. Alex was beaten by him, and his face was so red and swollen that Susan forgot she was still running for her life. Seeing that Chandler would continue to hit him, Susan immediately ran over and took Chandlers hand. Chandler looked back at her and teased, Finally. The coldness in his eyes deepened. Chandler looked at the person on the ground, and with a casual kick, he took Susans hand off and dragged her to leave. His face was gloomy, and he squeezed her hand as if he wanted to crush her wrist alive. Susan didnt dare to make a sound and was dragged away before she could even speak. Back in the car, she was thrown in, and the door was mmed shut. Chandler came up next. The look in his eyes became more and more gloomy and harsh. She could only cower in the corner, trembling and waiting for his torture, as long as she could keep the child in her belly, she could do anything. When she returned home, Chandler dragged her down directly. Susan was released and immediately knelt in front of him, pleading: I beg you, dont hurt my baby, please. I will do anything, when he is born, if you dont like him we can send him to Chandlers face gloomier, dragging her up from the ground, and said angrily, It seems that you still havent learned what it means to know yourself. I know you hate me She paused and said carefully, But can this child stay? He skimmed over her body and ripped the clothes off her body. chandler just felt a fire inside him that wanted to burn it all to the ground.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Susan rose in horror and looked at the approaching man. He ripped the buttons off his shirt and came over, I thought you said youd do anything, so serve me well and maybe Ill say yes. No She shielded her belly and stepped back, her head shaking, facing Chandler who kepting towards her, Susan panicked, No, hell die, hell die. Its better to get rid of it and save yourself a trip to the hospital. He pushed her down without mercy and watched as shey on the bed struggling helplessly. Susan was so anxious she was about to cry, she had already bled today, and now, she didnt dare to imagine if the baby would still be there after sex. No no she shook her head and begged him in a dumb voice, her face was as white as a sheet. He came in that made her tremble. Chandler looked coldly at the person on the bed, saw her lying despairingly, not moving, and could not help but pinch her chin. Youre a bitch, thats why you ended up like this. He said in a vicious voice, but there was no hint of pleasure in his heart. Susan acted as if she didnt hear, bean-sized tears just came out and slid down her cheeks. Since you refused to ept the surgery that was arranged, you must like it this way. He moved, even more, ravaging her inch by inch without mercy. Susans gaze gradually came into focus as she looked at the man in front of her and calmly said, Chandler, youre so cruel, Karen wouldnt like you even if she were alive. When she was mentioned, Chandlers pupils suddenly shrank, he grabbed her neck and said angrily, you should be thest person to talk about her, if it wasnt for you, we wouldnt have be what we are today. He looked down at her belly and she cringed but refused to show weakness. You and the child deserve to die, since you dont go to the hospital to have an abortion, I, as a father, will personally let him die! Susan felt like she had been torn apart and then glued back together, and then torn apart again. She didnt know how long it took for Chandler to leave and didnt know what happened to the baby. She closed her eyes in resignation, and her head began to spin, like a fever. Chapter 5 imprison It was a good sleep, with a warm and soft bed. When Susan woke up, it was noon. The heavy curtain blocked out everything, including the sunlight. The room was frighteningly dark, and she sat up from the bed. The tearing pain made her draw in a breath, and then she quickly felt around, the sheets were clean and there were no blood on her body. There wasnt any blood, and she breathed a sigh of relief. The baby was still there. She carefully got out of the bed, unclothed. Wearing her clothes and walking out of the room, the whole house was a little scary empty. She came down from upstairs, looked at therge courtyard, and began to calcte in her mind about leaving. He would like nothing more than to have the child lost, how could he possibly promise her to keep this child. Susan let out a bitter smile, hand touching her belly, and her heart gradually calmed down. This child is her life, no one can snatch it away. She walked to the door with this in mind, and just as the door opened she saw two people wearing sunsses. Susan trembled and then calmly walked towards the door, but before she could go out those people reached out and blocked her way. Please go back. The tone of those people is very strong, even through ayer of sunsses, she can still feel the cold gaze. Is that what Mr. Walker meant? Mr. Walkers meaning is that if you step out of here, the child in your belly will be in danger. I know. Susan leaned against the door, worried. Susan covered her belly and slowly made her way to the kitchen. The ce was too clean and cold, without a trace of life. She opened the refrigerator, there are a lot of things in it, and she took some bread out. She took a bite and then leaned against the refrigerator. The bread was dry with little vor, but she felt a bitter taste. Somehow, tears came out again uncontrobly. She wiped a handful and then shoved another bite of bread into her mouth. Susan didnt know what was wrong with her, she cried for a long time holding the bread, and then there was only a crumb of bread left. What can she do, what can she do for her child. She is just a person, an ordinary person that no one can hurt. A person whose father does not care, and whose mother is dead. And the child in the belly does not know if she can make him born in peace. After eating some more and covering her bulging belly, she had a sense of security. Looking at it, Susanughed silently, her eyes drifting, as if she saw the little thing in her belly desperately trying to draw the meager nutrients from her food. She smiled back to her room andid down on the bed, closed her eyes, and patted her belly. Unknowingly, she fell asleep and subconsciously pulled the covers towards herself. When Chandler came back, the person who was guarding the door immediately told him what about today. Chandler didnt say anything and went straight into the house, the door was flung hard shut. Susan was still asleep and did not know that he had back. She was dreaming sweetly, and a smile of satisfaction spilled from her face. Chandler stood at the door of the room and kicked the door open with no expression on his face. The loud sound directly woke her up, and Susans sleepiness disappeared without a trace. Looking back at the person at the door of the room, her heart couldnt help but lift again. Chandler walked toward her, his expression was neither good nor bad. Susan wanted to say something but did not know what to say, but only watched him walk over. The heart instinctively tensed up, although it did not know what he was going to do. Chandler frowned at her startled look, and his irritation grew even more.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. Chapter 6 You don’t want to be free? Susan is now so afraid of him that she cant help but chatter her teeth as she sees him enter. He came in, surrounded by the cold air forced on her. Susan shivered and asked in a trembling voice, What else do you want? The woman looked at him timidly, nervous to the utmost extent. You want to leave? He stopped in front of her and didnt take another step forward. Susan immediately shook her head and whispered, Ill do anything you want as long as I can keep this baby. Her teeth stuttered as she said this. Chandler lifted her chin and eyed her with fascination. Susan squeezed out a smile, but it was too strained, and Chandler shrugged his hand off. Havent you been dying to get out of here? He smiled seductively. Susan looked pleased and pursued the question, Really? Yes, as long as you abort the baby, I wont stop you from going wherever you want. He said idly, and asked, How about that? Susans face stiffened as she shielded her belly and stepped back one by one, No, I wont give it up. Chandler squeezed her chin, harder and harder. She just felt like her jaw was about to crack. The man in front of her lowered his head and whispered, You dont want to be free? I dont have anything left. Sheughed bitterly, shook her head in despair, pointed to her belly, and said earnestly, Now, its all I have. I beg you, I beg you on my knees, let me keep this baby, or at least, let me give birth to him. Chandler lifted her chin and forced her to look at him. The tears in Susans eyes were barely dried before they were exposed to him. Looking into his eyes, the tears still fell without a fight. Blinked, and there were more tears, not even stopping. He looked at this scene, somehow, suddenly felt disturbed. He let go of her chin and looked at the red marks that stood out against her white skin. Susan wiped her tears and held them back. She just couldnt stop sobbing. The atmosphere in the room hit the rock bottom again, and Chandler spoke in a cold voice, next time, I hope this child is gone. When she heard that, her face paled for a moment. Looking up at the man in front of her, Susan immediately jumped down when she saw him leaving, her legs almost falling to the ground with a weakness. Please. She grabbed his pants and looked up at him with tears in her eyes, her tone carrying desperation, No, please. He looked down like he was watching a y. The woman cried out in tears. was the baby that important? Its just an unformed cell. He squatted down and looked at her, smiling, and asked, More important than your freedom? Susan paused, confusion in her eyes, but Chandler reached out and wiped the tears from her cheeks, rubbing her cheeks with his fingers, Since youre so attached to me, why dont you serve me well? She lookedplicated and was slow to respond. her hands suddenly dropped, Chandler frowned and grabbed her up,ughing in a deep voice, Isnt it true that youll do anything to keep it. Susan still didnt answer, as if the pause button had been pressed, only the hesitation under her eyes revealed her true emotions. After taking a deep breath, she trembled and reached out to unbutton his shirt. The buttons on the shirt were unbuttoned very slowly, and Susan was afraid of offending him, so all her movements were carried out carefully. The third button was not ready to be undone when her hand was grabbed by the man. Susan trembled with fear and looked up at him. Chandler looked down at her, his gaze was unreadable, Serving people is not something like that. Susan was shocked before she could react.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. She was pushed onto the bed with a sudden chill on her chest. Chandler pressed up against her, and body heat came from the other side. She knew what was going to happen next, but held herself in ce again, praying, no no. Chandler frowned slightly, a hint of impatience shing in his eyes. He rolled her over, not wanting to look at the tear-stained face again. When he entered the body, Susan hummed lightly, the reaction was not as violent as yesterday. Heughed lightly with disdain andmented, Obviously youre a natural prostitute, so skilled at being a slut, its quite a pity not to be a whore. Susan squeezed her hand tightly, gritting her teeth to keep those sounds from spilling out of her throat. This only aggravated Chandler, who couldnt resist moving even harder. But she was gritting her teeth, holding back until her fingernails plunged into the flesh of her hand without making another sound. The more Chandler did, the more distracted he became, so he simply pulled it out, Susan thought that it was over, that everything was over, but she didnt think that he was suddenly carrying herself to the dresser. The mirror was facing them, and Susan looked at herself lying like a dog in front of it, with the man behind her looking at her the same way. Chapter 7 people like you have no sense of shame The indescribable feeling of shame haunted her, and Susan tried not to look at herself in the mirror. She closed her eyes, but the feeling was getting stronger. Chandler was not happy with her and threatened her with a chilly voice: Open your eyes, sluts have to act like sluts, people like you dont know what shame is. Her face paled, but her sanity grew clearer. Chandler saw that she still wouldnt open her eyes, so he gave her another hard one. Susan could barely hold on, she opened her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror and the man behind her. The two were intertwined, and she couldnt look down or close her eyes. She had to watch, the whole time. Susans gaze calmed down and her eyes looked vacantly at them in the mirror, as if she was not looking at herself but two skeletal frames. He thought it would be enough to make her suffer, but now, it seems to be the opposite of what he wanted. Susan was as tasteless as a puppet that had lost its soul. Whats that look on your face. Chandler raised his voice slightly, and the woman in the mirror looked a little shaken. I thought you told me to watch, I did. She calmed, her gaze falling through the mirror to the person behind her. Chandler choked at her words, his heart getting even more upset. Please, Mr. walker, have I served you well? Susan asked again in a mournful voice, her eyes already red. Chandler stunned, then came out, and said in a deep voice: No, very bad! Susans face darkened with hostility, and her head hung down. Susan, they didnt tell you that you have the potential to be a slut? He winked wickedly, and Susan was silent. Chandler, however, felt that it was not enough, and his words were even more venomous than before: Youre a real bitch like that. You say you dont want it, but you desire it more heavily than anyone else!N?velDrama.Org content rights. Her face paled, and she didnt have any voice to retort, nor could she say anything. Seeing that her face was downcast, Chandler was quite happy, he looked at the person in front of him and smiled. You are the most bitchy person in the world. Heughed lightly with disdain, and then put on his clothes and left in stride. Susan finally couldnt support herself and fell to her knees on the ground. She covered her face and could no longer cry. With her hair held by her hand, Susan couldnt understand. It was clear that he did not love her, yet he had to forcefully touch her. Her hair was about to break off before she made a hoarse sound. Instead of living in this world with anxiety, it would be better to take the child with her and leave. There was nothing left for her now except the baby. Chandler did not like him and had rejected him since before he was born. After two days of tossing and turning like this, she let out a bitterugh, she had almost had a miscarriagest time, and she didnt know if the baby could stille out unscathed this time. Im sorry, I really cant hold on until youre born. Why dont I keep youpany? Susan smiled miserably. The clothes in the closet, she looked over one by one, and finally chose a red dress. Susan wondered, that When the mother left, did she also miss her children? She changed her clothes and slowly walked upstairs. As she walked up the stairs, Susan thought about many things. The first time she saw him, she was amazed, and now she is in despair. The door to the top floor was opened, and a blinding white light shed over. She subconsciously tilted her head and took a moment to slow down. The incandescent lights on the rooftop were spinning round and round. She slowly walked to that most empty ce, and the cold wind blew her skirt up. She touched her face, there were no wet marks. Her eyes rested on her own slightly trembling hands, which then dropped. Susan closed her eyes and the cell phone she was holding suddenly vibrated. She was stunned and wondered who else was calling now. It was an unfamiliar number, and she picked it up anyway. Is this Miss gray? Now Mr. Gray is in critical condition, if you are free now, pleasee over immediately. Susan paused, a little surprised, My father was in good shape the other day Things are not clear on the phone, just now Mr. Gray was sent to the operating room again, if you are free, pleasee over early The tone on the phone was urgent and Susan dropped her hands. The sound of the wind whistling past her ears, the next second she desperately ran back. She passed many ces along the way, and some people looked at her in amazement. Susan rubbed her eyes as if the eyshes had gone into her eyes, stinging and hurting. She didnt care and ran wildly for a long time. By the time she reached the hospital, Susan was holding onto a nearby pir and panting. Her face was already pale without any color, Susans eyes were staring straight in the direction of the gate, thinking that if she took a few more steps forward, she would see her father. But then she stopped. What if her father doesnt want to see her, or if he sees her and gets sick again. She was suddenly worried, thest incident was still fresh in her mind, and she had already developed a timid heart. Just one look. She thought in her mind and then walked in as if it were normal. Chapter 8 Sorry People came and went in the corridor, except for the area of the intensive care unit, where few people walked around. She got close to the ce but slowed down again. Susan cautiously approached the room and before she could open the door to see what was inside, the door opened. Mrs. Gray stood in front of her, and both were surprised. And then Mrs. Gray look displeased and questioned in a low voice, Why did youe over. I came to see my father Mrs. Gray was angry, Seeing your father? I think you just came to make a scene! She closed the door behind her, cutting off Susans view. Ill take one look and leave. Susan took a step forward before being vigorously pushed back again. Mrs. Gray looked indignantly at the person in front of her, wishing Susan would die immediately to relieve her hatred. If you hadnt suddenlye to Karens funeral to mess up, he would not have been so angry! She raised her voice with mean eyes.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. Susan shuddered, she did not expect this matter to be rted to her. Let me in. She said in a trembling voice, looking at the brown wooden door behind her, but just before she took a step, she was pushed back. Mrs. Gray pped her hard, and she looked at Susan and said angrily, Get out, now! You are not needed here, go wherever you like! She was hit so hard that her head tilted to the side, her face throbbing with pain. Susan lifted her head and continued without saying a word, stubbornly trying to see what the inside looked like. But Mrs. Gray grunted coldly and turned to open the door and enter, blocking her out. Let me in, let me take a look. She tapped on the door, bang, bang, but there was no movement inside. Susan knocked a few more times, but they still wouldnt open the door for her. Tired of knocking, she knelt on the floor and said in a dumb voice, Let me in let me see him Susan? someone came over and stood behind her looking at her in surprise. Susan looked back at the person and was shocked to see it was Alex, and wiped the tears away while standing up. Alex, she lowered her head, with a little panic, pretending that nothing had just happened, and asked with a smile, what are you doing here Alex did not have much of an expression, only said: I came over after finding out something, and you? I she nced around while pretending to speak casually, e to see my father. Just in time, there are some things I want to talk to you about, lets talk while we walk if its convenient. Alex invited her. Susan hesitated and scowled, Im sorry for what happenedst time. Alex did not open his mouth, looking fixedly at the person in front of him. I apologize for Chandler, Im sorry! She bent down in a panic and did a standard ny-degree bow. Alex took a step back and calmly said, Its okay, youre not like him. You dont have to apologize to me for him. Susan smiled bitterly and didnt say much anymore. they returned along the original path, always keeping a certain distance between them, not too far and not too close, just right. Theres something strange about Mr. Grays illness, it came on too quickly, so I had someone check it out. I hope that after I say it, you can have a mental preparation. Alex suddenly stopped and looked at the person in front of him in a serious manner. Such a solemn attitude made even Susan nervous, especially what he said, which made her even more eager to know what was going on. Her eyes widened as she listened to him speak, I suspect that Mr. Gray was given a chronic poison, a poison that is usually undetectable and will start to explode when it umtes to a certain level, causing a person to fall into aplete state of serious illness. It cant be. She barely pulled a smile. Alex nced at her and said slowly, I also heard that Mrs. Gray only paid the hospital bill and did not go to settle the treatment. Susan waspletely frozen, there was no treatment fee but a hospital fee. She looked at Alex, who also looked at her. Someone just came to remind me, you can go ahead and prepare the hospital bill. I know. She looked gloomy and lowered her head, her fingers kept snapping, and she seemed a little nervous. Alex looked away and didnt say another word. After Susan left, she hurried to the front desk again. The nursedy checked the bill and reported the number to her. She blushed and left, but she felt a little anxious. Who else could she turn to for help, who could she turn to if she didnt have money? With the thought of Chandler in her head, Susan clenched her fists and didnt know what to do. The only one who could help her was him. Susan was hesitant, and her expression was indistinguishable. When she got to Chandlers, she went straight up. There was no one to stop her on the way, and Susan walked smoothly to him. Chandler looked up and said impatiently, If you dont have anything to do, get out of here. Wait! she hurriedly responded, and seeing that he looked bad, she lightened her tone, Can you lend me some money? Chapter 9 What does it take to lend me money? Chandler snorted, contemptuously, What, Miss Gray doesnt have enough money? Susan pursed her lips and looked at him with anxiety. If its an abortion, I will immediately arrange for the hospital to prepare an operating room and a doctor. He once again spoke without raising his head. Susan numbly denied, No, its my dad, he is sick and in the hospital. I Chandler did not make a sound, his eyes sneeringly skimmed over her, and then lowered his head again to do his own thing. Susan was so stunned by his response that she didnt know what to do. The room came to a standstill as she looked at the man in front of her and grit her teeth and kneel down. Tell me, what it will take to lend me the money. He didnt even raise his head and spoke softly, The child in your belly, you abort him and Ill lend you the money immediately. One life for one life, how about that? Susan was startled and looked up at the person in front of her. Chandler, however, had already lowered his head, as if he had never looked up at her. Knowing that this would be the oue, Susan smiled bitterly. How should she choose between the life of her father and that of her child? She reached out and patted her belly. Her belly was still t, and no one could have guessed that there was a two-month-old child in there. Is there a third one? For example, my life. Susan looked up at the man in front of her, desperately wanting him to take pity on her. Chandler sniffed,ughed strangely, and then said almost cruelly, Your life, its not worth it! Susan stared at him dumbly, seemingly thinking clearly about something. With thest trace of fondness, she asked, You really cant tolerate this child? Even if he wont have any ce to get in your way in the future. No. He did not hesitate at all, and looking at her calm face, he added, You are not qualified to be a mother, and instead of letting him be like you, you should have snuffed it out long ago. Wow, then she looked down again and whispered calmly, Then just kill him. This time it was Chandlers turn to be stunned, and he wondered what had happened to this woman to turn out this way. Susan turned to leave, but when she reached the door she stopped abruptly, I hope youll do what you say youre going to do, and youll pay me when this child is gone. Stop. Chandler walks gloomily over to her and sees her staring nkly at him like a doll. He looked disturbed. He cupped her face and Susan still had little expression and not a single extra look. Youre in a hurry. He asked idly. Susan nodded, looking nk, My dad will die if he doesnt get the treatment in time. Oh, what does that have to do with me? He withdrew his hand and carelessly went back to his position. Susan froze, and then questioned, Do you really want to see me suffer to make you feel better? I just think that you owe her everything, and Ill get it back for her. this is ridiculous, Mr. Walkers steadfastness makes me blush. She covered her mouth, her eyes curved into a crescent smile. This crazy smile seduced him like a poppy, and Chandler said, If you can make me happy, maybe Ill save your father. And would you be happy if I jumped from here? Susan looked at him seriously. The seriousness almost made Chandler think she was really going to do it. Susan walked over to thending and looked carefully at it. Im telling you, if you die, Ill take all the Gray family with you! Chandler panicked and threw her in his arms toward the couch. Susan did not struggle, lying rigidly on it and letting him touch her. Looking at the chandelier overhead, Susan suddenly said, Does that make you happy? He did not say anything, and until the end, he had a cold face, as if the person being toyed with was not Susan but himself. Come see me after the abortion. Chandler pursed his lips; His gaze was solemn. He was already fully dressed, but her red dress had been torn, so she could only haphazardly bring something over to cover herself. You pay my medical bills first. She looked up with a straight face, and Susan got bold and began to make an offer to him. Chandler nced at her andughed contemptuously, deliberately insulting her, Youre not worth it!Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. But my fathers illness cannot be dyed. Susan looked up and saw that Chandler was not smiling anymore, only idle. Susan smiled miserably, I knew it, I knew you wouldnt help me I said I could help you when this baby is done. Susan thought about it and still felt that it was not quite fair. Since Mr. Walker doesnt want to, I wont force it. She grinned her lips, like a child. Chandler, however, wanted to say something, and finally gave her a deep look before pursing his lips again. Im leaving. He hurriedly threw down such a sentence and then left. Who would pay attention to what was going on in the corner anymore? Back in his office, all he could think about was Susans face, and even when he closed his eyes, it was her. He pinched his brow and didnt say much, while thest nce Susan took made it seem like she had decided to do something. Chapter 10 The child has been aborted as you wished Susan pulled her dress around and struggled to get up. She looked at her belly with a forlorn look, Im sorry I still cant bring you into this world when these things are over, Ille and stay with you. When she got up from the ground, her legs were still trembling. Gritting her teeth, she tried hard to ignore the heartfelt sigh of dismay. Stumbling out of his house, Susan only felt that she couldnt even stand up, and her clothes were already crumpled. The scattered hair made her look like a madman, and all along the way, there were different kinds of eyes gawking at her. There is yfulness, sarcasm, and disdain. Susan walked forward obliviously until she stood in front of the hospital, and only then did she stop. Her hands trembled as she paid. The nurses face was expressionless as she led her to the operating room. Susan squeezed her clothes tightly and looked at the door, unable to resist the urge to flee. Two doctors came over and a couple of nurses strapped her to the operating table. Her legs were spread wide, exposing that ce towards them. But now, she could not feel the shame anymore. The white light hit her face, and Susan felt like it was a nightmare, and when she woke up, it was probably over. The uterus was dted and there was no anesthesia. She only felt the cold instruments were filled with a chill that seemed to turn her into a block of ice from the inside out. Without anesthesia, Susan could clearly feel the sensation of the thing being stripped from her body. In a trance, she seemed to hear the childs cries. He screamed so loudly and so truly that she couldnt help but reach out and take him by the hand. The pain in her belly caused her to break out in a cold sweat. The baby was being ripped from her body and then torn apart. The child was not yet formed, just a red spherical thing. She looked at the baby and forgot about the pain she was feeling. It was her still-formed child, her only support, and it was gone, he was gone. Teardrops slipped from her eyes, one after another. When she was untied, the nurse gave a rare warm admonition. Susan listened in silence, showing a bitter smile. Recuperate well, how can she do it well? best not to have intercourse during this period, or the wound tear infection is very serious. That nurse suddenly serious up. Susan nodded feebly and immediately had someonee over to support her when she got down from the hospital bed. She only felt that every step she took was on the tip of a knife, and the person next to her could not bear it and said in a soft voice, You will be fine in a few days, next time you should find a better man who loves you I still have things to do. She pulled her hand out and squeezed out a smile, Thank you. The nurse didnt forcefully pull her again and watched her leave with the desire to speak. Susan walked back from the hospital, step by step, with a white face. She no longer had any money on her, not even a penny. When she came back, she looked peaceful, as if nothing had happened. From the operating table, until here, she only felt there was a ray of hope, even without the child, she still had her father. She still has her family, the child can still have it again, but what about her father? He couldnt stand the toss anymore. Susan looked at the long lights on either side of her, and there were moths passing in front of her eyes. Susan looked at the road in front of her, blood snaking down her leg, staining her red dress even more, but she acted as if she didnt see it. When she reached the door of the house, Susan stopped and knocked on the door.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. She looked at the door with a nk expression, she was tired, tired to the extreme. There was no movement inside, so she knocked again. Until the door opened, she squeezed out a smile: The child has been aborted as you wish, and the money She smiled humbly; her eyes lost in thought as she looked at the person in front of her. And then the eyes slowly moved to his face, into his eyes, infinite sadness asked: Can I have the money, my fathers situation, really cannot dy The throat involuntarily swallowed that pain into the stomach. Susan reminded again, in a somewhat urgent tone, You said before that you would lend me money as long as the baby was gone, Ive already had an abortion, if you dont believe me you can touch it, hes gone. She tried to reach out, to take his hand and put it on her belly to feel it, but the moment she touched it, Chandler dodged it. Susan, I really underestimated the extent of your cold-bloodedness. Chandler said sarcastically without changing his face, You were dying to keep the baby, but now youre changing your mind so quickly and making up that your father is seriously ill. I really didnt think that you could be shameless to this extent. I didnt. She said hurriedly, her hands wanting to touch him but not daring to actually do that. She cried urgently and her voice was hoarse from crying so much, I beg you; Ill do whatever you want me to do, give me money, okay? Chandler took a step back and said contemptuously, Look at your appearance, change your clothes first before you talk about money. Before she could speak, the person in front of her quickly returned to the house and closed the door, as if he was afraid something dirty woulde in. Chapter 11 “Why am I not the one who died?” Susan stood outside the door, flustered. She walked to the door, not knowing whether she should knock or not, she picked up her hand several times and put it down again. She prayed, Can you lend me money first, my fathers illness cant be dyed. If it was really that urgent, you should be looking for clothes right now, not wasting time with me. The person inside snorted, seemingly with contempt and disdain. Susan hurried over, she knew he was listening, so she quickly said, Ill go change now, can you give me money, Ill change my clothes soon. You change it first. The stance there was firm. Susan stood up, dizzy, and rolled on the floor before standing up. She covered her eyes and took a moment to slow down before continuing to stumble forward. She pulled her hair out of her face and walked down the street as if she were a madman. When she found a passerby, she hurriedly asked, Do you have any new clothes? Can Nuts. The passerby rolled his eyes and pulled her hand away to dodge far away. Susan was bewildered, the man had gone, and she moved on to the next one. The people passing by immediately ducked to the side when they saw her as if they were afraid of touching a germ.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. She is now on the street, looking around in bewilderment. No clothes, no new clothes, she scratched her hair and kept thinking of ways. When Alex came over, she was pestering a passerby to pick up her clothes, so he immediately went over and pulled Susan away, and paid some money with the man. The person in front of him was disheveled and pale, and her eyes were in a trance. She looked at Alex, a sh of surprise in her eyes, Alex, can you lend me a new set of clothes? Chandler said to let me wear new clothes before he would talk to me about money. Alex took his jacket off and put it on her. She looked around, then back at him, and suddenly got petnt, I dont want this kind! He doesnt like it. If he doesnt like it, I wont get the money, and if I dont get the money, my dad hell die. Ive already lost my child, I cant lose him again, I cant. Alex, help me, help me, ok? I cant lose him She grabbed her hair and squatted down, wailing, Ive already lost my child, I killed it with my own hands, it was my flesh and blood, I watched it turn into a red mass and then, out of my body Alex also squatted down and gently patted her back. She really panicked, so panicked that she didnt know what she should do, and now that someone was willing to help her, she would be grateful and thankful. She covered her face and did not cry, there was no time for her to cry. Herst rtive was still lying in the hospital bed, it was herst blood source to her, and could not leave her again Alex did not say a word and silently took her in his arms. Its okay. He moved his lips, but he could not find any words tofort her. Susan was silent for a moment, but her mind was whirling. She held her tears back and leaned for a moment to get up again. Please, help me. I want a new dress, its thest thing I ask for. She squared her posture and looked at him with red, puffy eyes. Alex pondered for a moment before asking, What kind of clothes do you want. Pretty ones, he likes pretty ones. Susan heard, immediately stammered, and then looked down at her own red dress, her voice lowered again, This dress is too ugly, he does not like it. He stood up and looked at the person in front of him with aplicated expression. Susan also stood up, looked at him pleadingly, and said in a dumb voice, Now he is the only one left who can save my father. Do you regret it? He suddenly asked. Susan was stunned, then nodded her head with difficulty and said, I regret why it was not me who died. If she had lived, wouldnt all of us have been happy? And my father, I think he wouldnt be like this either. Reaching out to brush away the tears at the corners of her eyes, she looked like she had seen something funny, and her lips hook up, Maybe there wouldnt be so much trouble. As she spoke, her eyes half opened and closed, revealing a wave of sadness. Maybe when Im gone, its all over too. She suddenly shook her head helplessly and smiled, raised her eyes to the person in front of her, and said, Can I have new clothes? She brushed her hair to her ears and said carelessly, This body is probably the only thing I have left now that is still somewhat useful. If he wants to be happy and look good, Ill be satisfied. When this is over, maybe itll all be over. Susan said too lightly, the whole person has a feeling of about to float away with the wind. And then she settled back down, stiffly turned her head to look at the man in front of her, and seriously called his name, Alex. Hmm? She suddenly knelt down and looked up at him, Can you lend me money to pay for the medical bills now, Ill go earn money to pay you back when its over, I will. Alex paused and forgot to speak. The man in front of him kowtowed a few more times and said in a sad voice, Please, I will pay you back, just now, I dont know who else I can get help from beside him. I promise you. He bent down to help her up, then said in a warm voice: I will help you, and you dont have to do this, you can just ask. Chapter 12 One of the sluttiest women of the year Chandler sat on the sofa, since she left, there are many irritations in his heart, but cannot say exactly why. With the phone in his hand, he didnt dare to call that number but had to call another one. Help me see where Susan is now. He ordered calmly, ignoring the surprise on the phone, and hung up. After a while, the call came through. He looked at it and picked up the phone. Without waiting for him to speak, the caller reported her location urately. Susan has been picked up by Mr. OConnor and is now on her way to the hospital. He hung up the phone, his heart grew heavy with difort. Chandler sneered, thats her nature, how could she be his wife without some tact?N?velDrama.Org content rights. He stepped on the vague blood on the ground and then went to get the car from the garage. Susan was tired and had a faint greenish tinge under her eyes. She got into the car and fell asleep. Alex watched the road with rapt attention, and the car was silent. Soon it was on the highway, and the person next to him woke up at some point. Looking at the road ahead, she was seriously wearing a tired look. Get more sleep. He said in a warm voice. Susan shook her head, Almost there, when these are almost done I can rest well. After that, there was another moment of silence. The car stopped at the hospital entrance, Susan unbuckled her seat belt and was about to open the door to get out when the side door was suddenly opened. Chandler stood in front of her with an expressionless face and said coldly, Get out. She paused, not knowing what kind of expression she should show, only said, I dont need to change my clothes, the money I have Chandler dragged her out of the car. Looking at the jacket she was wearing, Chandler ripped that off and tossed it aside. Susan froze, she was confused as she watched the jacket fall to the ground. Susan, youre no better than that. Youll do anything for money. Someone was talking in her ear, but she only felt her head buzzing, as if a million kinds of bees were stirring their wings. She couldnt hear what the person was saying, except that she was being pulled by Chandler toward his car when she woke up. Alex came over and interrupted them both. Susan stopped as well, and her hand yanked back as hard as it could, and Chandlers face instantly fell. Howe I didnt see you were such a bitch, even seducing people so tactful. Heughed in anger, for her Chandler himself did not know what to say. Chandlerughed out loud at her silence. Youve got your sister killed and youre still seducing people over here, Susan, youre full of tricks, and now youre cursing your father. She lifted her head and murmured, looking at the person in front of her. Her lips moved, but she couldnt say a word after all. It was Alex, in turn, who said impatiently, Thats enough. Fuck off. Chandler nced at him, furious, As a lover, you help it too soon. It was like something was pinching in her throat, not a word coulde out, she looked at the two people facing each other in front of her and at the people gathered around her. She suddenly woke up with a start and realized that this was not a dream, this was reality. Then she looked down at his clothes, tattered and threadbare. This woman can be cheap, I did not expect there are such bitchy women, what bad luck I take a picture, one of the bitches of the year will be a hit. She followed the voices one by one and looked at them with vacant eyes. Alexs afterglow nced at her face was a little off, his heart startled, patted her shoulder and said nervously, Are you all right? She did not make a sound and raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her. Chandler could not see Alex in the first ce, and now his concerned look was, in his eyes, nothing more than a means for Susan to feign pity and curry favor. Come back with me. He stepped forward and took her hand, trying to lead her out of here. Before she could go far, she abruptly pulled her hand out. I have things to do, Ille with you when this is over, Susan spoke calmly. He pulled himself while she was unmoved. What is it? Heughed sarcastically. Before she could say anything, someone next to her spoke up,ughing loudly, What else could it be? Isnt she here to see the baby? Susan looked over at the voice, her eyes slightly red as she nced at him. The baby has gone as you wish, now I just want to go see my father. She turned around to look at Chandler, a man she could no longer love or hate, but only felt weary. Susan was weak and spoke in a much softer voice. The thin sound of discussion around her could be heard clearly as if she had gone back to that day when it began. She closed her eyes and the voice got louder. Still ying pitiful when ites to this, you think you are Karen, think this She was so tired that she opened her eyes and interrupted him without hesitation, snarling, What do you know! You dont know anything! Who are you to say that! Chandler was stunned, looking at the woman in front of him with slightly red eyes. As she roared out, she tried to walk towards the hospital, but the next second she turned around she fell to the ground. Chapter 13 What happened to the patient in 304 She did not know how long she slept, only felt that she had a long dream. Not so much happened, not so many people were involved, there was only her, who gave birth to a beautiful daughter. The family was sitting together in harmony and happiness, and her mother had not died and was still by her side. The dream was so good that she woke up without dreaming of what was to follow. The autumn breeze blew the fallen leaves and the birds chirped outside, and she finally opened her eyes from the dream. The sunset outside the room was dim. Her eyshes fluttered slightly, and then she immediately got up from the bed. A tingling pain came from the back of her hand, and she looked at it, still with the needle inserted. There was no one here, and the corridor outside was unusually quiet, so quiet that she thought it hade to an end. She slipped on her slippers and slowly moved to the door. The needle was ripped out of her hand and the white tape sealed the needle. Susan wanted to see her father, and when that door opened, she heard a distant mor. She slipped on her shoes and limped elsewhere. Passing by quite a few rooms, she looked the door number over and over, then mentally recited the number. She finally saw it at the end of the hallway. She secretly suppressed the excitement in her heart and pushed the door open, only the curtains were swept by the wind inside, and the bed was empty. The smile on Susans face copsed as she looked inside and slowly walked in. The bed was neatlyid out, there was nothing extra in the room, it was how it should be. She stood naively by the bed, a bit overwhelmed by this situation. How long she had slept, she thought with a crooked head. She couldnt figure it out, so she walked out of the room and hurried over to the nurses station to ask again. Where is the patient in Room 304? The nurse looked up, gave her a look, and reached over to bring the logbook. Just a moment. She flipped that open and looked in a few ces before looking up and saying tly, He died the day before yesterday and has been picked up by his family to deal with the aftermath. Are you a member of his family? Susan paused as something in her head seemed to suddenly explode, and she nearly fell to the ground as she held onto the wall next to her. Even her father was gone, thest of her family had left her after all, Susan leaned against the wall and fell to the floor, the nurse came out and tried to help her. Which ward are you from, Ill take you back. She reached out and Susan dodged her hand. The nurse didnt get angry, just said calmly, Sorry for your loss, its your body that gets hurt when youre sad. She looked up and suddenly thought of something, holding the wall slowly forward. The nurse thought she had figured it out and wanted to go back to her room, so she didnt stop her. Susan used all her strength and ran until she couldnt run anymore until she could only hold on to something and walk forward. All this way, she did not stop. When she returned home, she looked up with difficulty at the house in front of her. There were white flowers piled up in the yard and the sound of a priest in the house. Susan pushed the iron door open with trembling hands and slowly walked in.Belongs to ? n0velDrama.Org. After the iron door is the wooden door, she pushed the door open, into the eyes of the ck crowd. Susan stopped, and only then did she finally believe that her father had really left. There were many people sitting in the room, as well as the priest who had been invited, and the haunting music of grief. Susan burst in, thest funeral had been her sister Karens, but now it was her fathers. You bitch, youre a scourge, its not enough that you got your sister killed now youvee to get your father killed, hes your father! Mrs. Gray came out of nowhere. She looked like an evil spirit, her sharp nails wanting to dig into her flesh. Susan did not resist and quietly looked at the woman in front of her. She seemed sad, but why would she be so sad All eyes were on her, but it didnt matter anymore. She turned a blind eye to it and only looked fixedly at the picture of her father. She wondered if that man would regret giving birth to herself, killing himself, and killing Karen, who had nothing to do with her. Susan took a step forward, wanting to look and pray. But before she could get close, Mrs. Gray ran over and blocked it. What do you want! She questioned in a shrill voice, the wary gaze making Susan feel a little prickly. To see my father, I want to take onest look. She never took her eyes off the picture as she spoke, and her eyes were sore. Mrs. Gray gave her a strong push and said angrily, Your father was killed by you, the star of death, and you want to give him no peace again. Get out of here, there will be no more Susan in the Gray family, and you are not a Gray family member anymore, get out! She was pushed out and didnt struggle much along the way. Let me take a look. She looked at the woman in front of her supplicatingly, not making any struggle, only whispering, Just one look, just let me see him off onest time. Chapter 14 I want to be here for him The sky was hazy and soon it started to rain. The gray weather had a refreshing coolness to it, but Susan was huddled in a corner. There were no more tears in her eyes, she didnt know where to look, and her mouth kept saying: He really has promised me that the money wille soon. There is money, the father will be able to get well. After he is well, our family will be able to reunite again Let me in, I want to see him again. Let me in, I didnt hurt him, I didnt hurt anyone please, let me see my father again, please When Alex rushed over, he was watching her sitting on the stairs in front of the door, cowering under the eaves in a hospital gown, hiding from the rain. It had only been a few days, and the smallest size clothes looked like bup sacks on her. He slowed his pace and moved the umbre to her head. Susan is still murmuring, and her speech is a little slurred, only sporadically understanding a few sentences to, I have money, Chandler promised me I have money, Dad, you will not die wont. Susan slowly raised her head and looked at Alex, the tears in her eyes fell steeply, making him panic. Alex, my dad, hes dead. She spoke in a dumb voice, unusually helpless: My dad hes dead, he was killed by me, Im a mourner, I got my mom and my dad and they both left me. Alex did not know what words should be said, his hand stopped in the air, not knowing whether to put it down, or take it back. I got my kids killed, I got my mom and dad killed, Alex, tell me, am I just a bogeyman? Dont I deserve to live in this world? You tell me! Without waiting for his answer, Susan lowered her head again and murmured, What am I going to do, what am I going to do? I have no more family, no more, I have nothing! I m sorry. He didnt know what to say. Susan finished and fell back into a dull state, murmuring, I should have died, if I had died they wouldnt be like this Alex, what to do, what am I going to do Alex looked at her apologetically and said in a slow voice, Its okay, everything will be fine. Susan shook sadly and looked at him with nothing but hurt, No, it wont be okay, as long as Im not dead, none of this will be okay. Im a goner, you see, my mom and dad, my kids, they all died because of me. They were right. Susan pursed her lips until they were white before she spoke, Theyre right, I should have died so no one would be burdened. Dont deny yourself like that. Alex wrinkled his brow. Susans gaze returned to him with disbelief and a sad smile, Then tell me what else I can do! What else can I do but act like a fool and be yed as a joke? You tell me. He sighed and said helplessly, Youre just too tired, just go back and rest for two days first. Susan withdrew her gaze again andughed: Rest Where am I going to rest, my home is gone, my child is gone, and my rtives are gone? You say, where else can I go! Go back to the hospital, you are still weak, Alex suggested. Susan didnt answer but made her thoughts clear with her actions at the moment. She shrunk her body inward, carefully huddled in the doorway. It was raining heavily, drenching the sleeves of both. Susan still felt cold, not from the outside in, but from the bones of the cold air. It is probably because she has just cried, she will not be mad again. When speaking, there is a thick nasal voice wrapped around, Susan also does not mind dirty, sleeves paste the face of tears and snot. Alex took out a handkerchief from his arms and ced it in front of her. Susan looked at it and took it, muttering in a low voice, Thank you. He didnt say another word as the rain fell a little harder. It fell to the ground and bounced back onto them, and Susan held herself senseless. Weak as an animal. Alex looked at her like this and suddenly had this premonition in his heart as if she too was about to leave. You go back first, I want to stay here with him and see him off for thest time. She looked up, teary-eyed, and said, Thank you. Its okay. He looked indifferent, unconcerned with these courtesies. Susan slowly lowered her head, her voice like a mosquito, Thank you. She did not know if he heard the words and did not speak aloud again. You are the third person in this world who has been so kind to me. She suddenly said, and then squeezed out a smile to match her wretched appearance, someical. But Alex only felt a stirring in her heart, as if something had hit him. She wiped her eyes, the tears that were about toe out just dried up, and her eyes glowed red, swollen, and red.N?velDrama.Org content rights. Chapter 15 It’s a great irony that I’m your wife. Alex stood behind her, the umbre in his hand covering her head. Do you think there will be the next life? She muttered in a small voice but didnt know who to ask again, If there is a hell and when I die, I will ask what wrong things I did in my previous life. The windows on either side were prated by a faint yellow light, and she looked in a trance, always feeling that her father had not passed away and was inside and happy. How nice, how nice if it was me who died in the first ce. Why is it not me who died? Why not me She couldnt help but choke up again, tears welling up in her eyes. Alex squatted down and took a handkerchief to dry the tears on her face. Susan looked at him dumbfounded and then hugged him directly. He subconsciously wanted to push away, but then heard her whisper: Dont push me away, please. I dont know what I should do, I have no family no friends no children, nothing Alex was silent, not expecting Chandler to suddenlye over and cor him and drag him backward. Susan opened her eyes, there was a moment of confusion. But froze when she looked at Alex on the floor. Chandler looked at her and wanted to strangle her. The one who said she loved him and liked him was now cuddling with another man right in front of him. He felt his heart and lungs were about to explode with anger. Susan was stunned for a moment, stood up, and pushed Chandler away, she roared: What are you doing!N?velDrama.Org content rights. Chandler was frozen, not expecting her to yell at him. As he watched Susan rush over and help Alex up, he was so angry that he punched him with his fist. Susan was shocked for a moment, looking at Alex on the ground, feeling guilty. Seeing that he was about to pounce again, Susan stepped in front of Alex, her scarlet eyes ring coldly at him. Get out of the way! He said through gritted teeth. She didnt make any move. Chandler once again stressed, I told you to get out of the way! Why should I get out of the way, and who are you to hit him! Susan stiffened and confronted him. Chandler was furious and pulled her over,ughing in anger, You thought you could get away with it by finding someone else. Im telling you, youre my wife, not someone elses! Wife? She was stunned, and then sheughed again. Tears were squeezing out of her eyes because of thatugh. She looked at Chandler and murmured, Its a great irony that youre now saying Im your wife . What are youughing at? He darkened his face, expecting her to stop, but who knew she was getting epileptic. Its ridiculous , she looked up at the sky, tired. Chandler looked groggily at the person in front of him. Do you remember what you said when I was pregnant? She blinked, and her mood gradually calmed down, for Chandler, she could not love nor hate. She only med herself, for not choosing and listening properly, for paying such a high price for her obsessions. Where were you when I had the abortion? Do you know that child? Did you see it, it was tiny and red and it was forced out of the world by you before it was even formed! Chandler said angrily, That child is nothing but a bastard! Who are you to give birth to him? Susan froze, not expecting him to say such a thing, her voice trembling and weak, So, in your eyes, its just a bastard. So, thats how it is. He suddenly regretted it, but now, the words that have been said, can not be taken back. Its my fault its my fault. She covered her face, her body trembled slightly, So everything was my fault, it was me who thought too much. Yes, the child Karen gave birth to is your child. She suddenly raised her head and looked at the person in front of her with a tear-stained face, no one knew how desperate she was at the moment. Chandler, however, was silent and stopped talking. Hes a bastard, then Im a bitch. Are you satisfied, Mr. Walker? He still didnt make a sound. Susan looked at him and suddenly felt a little dizzy. She unconsciously leaned back, and it was only because Alex was holding her up that she didnt fall. Thanks. She whispered bitterly. Chandler frowned, Let her go. Thats enough! She snarled, interrupting his aggression. She had no illusions when it came down to it. Forcing someone who didnt love her to live with her, a torture that was crueler than fire was truly painful. Susan also finally understood that when she closed her eyes she wanted to put an end to all this. You said you would pay me as soon as I aborted the baby. She opened her eyes and took a deep breath as she spoke. Chandler was stunned for a moment, then heard her say again, Wheres the money? Wheres the money? You tell me where the money is. She went berserk again, Chandler, youre a liar! Cold-blooded and heartless is not enough to describe you, you are scum! You just said I was your wife, I believed you, I believed you would give me the money, and then Chandler, you fuck off! Chapter 16 As long as I’m here, you can’t be with another man Chandler was so disliked that he couldnt speak for a moment, and could only look at her with an unpleasant face. You told me to get out. His face sank, and at her shift, Chandler sneered, What qualifications do you have to tell me to get out. Susan stared at him indignantly, I am not qualified, because I am nothing in your eyes! Chandler then walked over and tugged her wrist to leave, Susan wriggled and struggled, her brow furrowed, Let go of me! Alex suddenly came over and squeezed his hand, Chandler was furious: get out. Let her go. Alex looked at him calmly,pared to his rage, Alex was only indifferent. Susan was also struggling, her wrists were squeezed tightly by him, so red that they were rubbing off ayer of skin. You let go of me! She tried hard to twist her hand back. Chandler didnt look at her again, his gaze fixed on his wrist, reiterating once more, Let go! Get her off! Alex was not to be outdone, and the three men froze in ce. Chandler released her and tossed up his sleeves to tangle with Alex. Susan was shocked and tried to stop them, not caring about the pain in her wrist. Stop it, Chandler, stop fighting! She watched from the sidelines. But it didnt help. Seeing them getting more and more ruthless, Susan stood directly in front of Chandler. The two men looked a little weird, but Susan shouted in a mute voice at that moment, Enough! The clothes on her body had long been wet like a rag, and her face was dripping with something that she didnt know whether it was tears or rain. Alex was still lying on the ground, the umbre had long since been thrown away somewhere. His hair was wet and stered to his face, without his usual svelte calm. Alex, Im sorry. This is between him and me, and Im sorry to have gotten you involved. She couldnt help but cover her eyes again and took a moment to slow down before huffing again and saying, Thank you for your help, and, Im sorry. Hey on the floor, watching her desperation and helplessness as she turned away, and there was nothing he could do. Susan sniffled, looked at Chandler, and smiled, Arent you here to pick me up? Lets go. His face eased a little, but as he was leaving, he gave Alex a provocative look and seeing his unpleasant face, his heart was relieved. When she got back into the car, she tucked herself into a corner. He was a little farther away and saw that she still looked cowering and had a few hard feelings in his heart. You like Alex that much! She was silent, not a single movement. Chandler mmed on the brakes straight away, looked at her, and cupped her chin. Im telling you, as long as Im around, youre never going to be with another man! His face changed abruptly, thinking about what had just happened, and a ball of anger rose in his heart, You tell me where he just touched you, here or there! Susan was oblivious to all of these things. She was like a senseless rag doll, staring nkly ahead, not feeling anything about what Chandler was doing. The two of them were on the road, in a small car, even though their clothes were untied, and Susan was being demanded by him repeatedly, there was still no movement. You want me to die that badly? There was a madness in her eyes, and before Chandler could react, she had started cooing and giggling, Fine. I promise you! Chandler looked at her like this, holding back his panic, still remaining calm, Its just a bitter trick, do you think it will work on me?N?velDrama.Org content rights. Susan closed her eyes without any exnation. Everything was relieved. Only the blood in her throat choked her, causing her to cough violently. Dont pretend, get up! Chandler took one look at her and finally felt something was wrong, nudging her, but she didnt move. This caught him even more off guard: Whats wrong with you, open your mouth, I order you to open your mouth! He trembled and panicked as he wiped the blood seeping out of her mouth, watching her face gradually turn gray, Chandler waspletely panicked. Dont die. You dont die. Open your eyes, look at me, I am your husband, I will not lie to you again, I will not y you again, you want children, I will give you children, you want money and I will give you money, as long as you do not die. You wake up and look at me. He put the clothes next to him on her, afraid she would get cold. Seeing her coughing, Chandler was so d, saying good words tofort her, Ill give you whatever you want, Ill give you the stars and the moon if you want. Dont leave me, dont leave me, okay? But Susan could not hear anything, she had no parents, no children, and even the people she loved wanted her to die. She was really miserable. Chapter 17 You’re about to get what you want Three years have passed since then. People are still the same, but things are not. It was still March, and everything was the same as it was in the old days. He stood quietly in front of the tomb, nked by the parents of the owner and her children. Susan was so determined to die that she was taken to the hospital when it was toote. And now she lies here, sleeping for three years. He held the bouquet of flowers and was a little overwhelmed. Looking at the ck-and-white photo on the tombstone, Chandlers eyebrows softened a bit, I know today is your Memorial Day, so I came from work early. The florist just got in a batch of flowers, newly bred over at theb, I thought it was beautiful and brought it to you RAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only Looking at the picture, he put the flowers closer, and smiled in a bureaucratic way, The scent is very nice, you should be happy if you are there. There was silence all around. He brought the thermos over and ced the contents one by one in front of her. Its a pity the person in the photo cant speak, if she could speak, perhaps it would give him a touch offort. Three years ago, if not for his own sins, perhaps now they are happy together. A family of three living in peace. Chandler made a sort of gasp, came out of his memories, looked at the tombstone in front of him, and said helplessly, You must be very happy over there, seeing our children and reuniting with your family. Im here to visit you again. Do you hate me now? Yes, Im scum. Even if you die, Ill stille to you to disgust you. The stone tablet was carved with a line in red, that he had carved on himself. Chandlers wife C Susans grave She should be angry, after all, he did not let go of her until her death. It was himself who brought her so much pain. He reached out and caressed the tombstone, his voiceced with pain: You must be in a lot of pain right now, if it werent for me, how could your father and our children have died. Im the one who caused you. He gritted his teeth, his forehead bulging with veins. And now, looking back, he wished he had strangled himself back then. The person in the photo does not cry orugh, there is no joy or sorrow, what remains is always the best moment for her. This photo is still from her ID photo. Chandler had never noticed so little of her left in the world. He never really seemed to know this woman either. What she was like at one time, he had forgotten. Only remembered her nervous and expectant expression on the night of the wedding. Unfortunately, it had be a memory, never to be seen again. He looked to the tombstone on the side and walked over with a heavy heart. With a few toy dolls and a car with him, he sat down. There was no picture on the tombstone; it was still unformed when it died and could not be distinguished from a man or woman. I dont know if you are happy or not, you should be happy to see your mom. Its the dad who is useless and has hurted you. He put those toys in front of the tombstone, his gaze seemed to be with fondness, not leaving the doll, It was dads fault, you must hate me over there now. I know, but soon you will get what you want. He stood up and sighed despondently. The sky was overcast at some point, and the dark clouds rolled in as if heavy rain was about to fall. He put the things he brought in their respective ces and then left slowly. The shade was thick in the distance, and he returned to his car. He closed the car door and habitually took out a cigarette from the side pocket, lit it familiarly, and smoked it. A cigarette finished before he began to drive. The scenery outside the window flipped, and he soon returned to the city. The ce where they had once lived, he still kept. After Susan left, he was afraid to live over here again, probably because of the guilt. There was a supermarket near the residence, and he parked his car next to it and walked in. He had never cared about these things, but he had learned a lot in the past three years, one of which was shopping at the supermarket. He went straight to the snack section as soon as he entered. He didnt know what Susan liked to eat, so he would buy all the new snacks that were avable. The shopping cart was soon full, and he was holding a box of choctes and looking around when he suddenly looked up and saw a woman passing by the shelves. A white dress, the back looks like Susan. He did not hesitate, put down the things in his hands, and hurriedly chased after her. The woman wandered through the wine cab, walking and stopping, and then picked up one of her favorites. Chandler stood a short distance away and watched steadily. Her back was so simr that if he hadnt known her preferences, he might have taken her for Susan at this moment. Susan. He softly pronounced the name. He was about to turn back and go on to pick up something when he heard her cell phone ring and watched her pick it up slowly. Chandler couldnt help but stop and listen to what she would say. The woman opened her mouth with a familiar voice, but the words were a bit muffled and not as clear as they used to be. He listened to the whole thing and then froze in ce. He couldnt lift his feet like they were nailed to the ground, and he couldnt walk. Chapter 18 finally back The excitement in his heart almost made him walk over, but fear stopped him again, what if that person is not Susan? He hesitated for the first time, watching the person in front of him slowly walk away before he finally made his move, only before he reached her, someone suddenly came up next to him and walked straight towards her. Chandler stopped where he was and watched the man in the suit stand beside her, the two of them smiling and talking. The woman never looked back, examining the wine in her hands, and asking the man, Which bottle do you think is better? Either. The man gave a casual nce, not caring about this. Chandler stood behind them as if a spectator watching them discuss the taste of this wine. After the discussion, they eventually did not choose either one of them, and the two left together. From the beginning to the end, they did not see Chandler, who was hiding and eavesdropping, and the twoughed and joked as they pushed the shopping cart onward. Chandler followed behind them, watching them pass from shelf to shelf,ughing as the two talked about something unknown. If she were still there, they would be like this now. Only he had personally sent her to be cremated, how could that be, how could she be here? Chandler lost his smile and took onest look, their backs had been obscured by the crowd. Their physical resemnce to the old ones, drew him like a madman to take a nce at their proper faces. Seeing them leave, Chandler reacted that he had stayed long enough and was about to return to his ce when he suddenly walked towards that wine cab. He took the two bottles of wine she had justpared and looked at them, then chose one of them and took it over. When paying the bill and seeing them in the front, Chandler picked up the wine in the cart basket to the side and looked at it carefully. Susan does not like to drink, and he did not see her drink. And now, she is also more unlikely to take the red wine topare. Maybe she does like to drink? Chandler came up with such a thought. But then denied by himself. Looking at therge supermarket, his was still thinking about the woman just now. It was a pity he didnt see the face. She has been turned into ashes, and how wille to life. He unconsciously shook his head, a bitter smile swept across his face. Raised his head, his eyes still unconsciously looking around, expecting to see that person again. But, people areing and going, and where will they be? Chandler withdrew his gaze and pushed his car through the shelves. He watched so many things go into the car, but his heart was still empty. Betweening and going, he has put a lot of snacks in the car basket. The people passing around, looking at those piles of snacks like a small mountain cannot help but envy him. Just as if did not see it, he continued to push the car forward. He took almost everything before going to the checkout. There was a long line in front of him, only he stood idly, following the crowd little by little to squeeze in. Susan is not here, these things can only be taken back and put away. If they were all here, the unborn child would be above his knees in height.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. He is really a bastard. He couldnt help but shake his head, another burst of regret came to his mind. When it was his turn, he carelessly brought everything up and prepared the card and handed it over directly after the bill was reported. And then left the ce with arge pile of snacks. People continued to line up, and the woman in white pushed a shopping cart over. Its really troublesome for you to apany me to buy so many things. She smiled softly, looking at the basket of things, a little embarrassed. The man took a look and didnt say anything. The woman looked through the shopping cart and searched for a long time but couldnt find that thing. The man was a little curious, Whats wrong? Just a small snack, I dont think I have it. She whispered as she searched, there was so much stuff that the shopping cart was almost turned over and she couldnt find it. Go get it again, theres no hurry now. The woman shook her head, Forget it, its gettingte, lets settle first and get itter. He nodded, and the two went to the checkout together. When they came out, the two were holding arge pile of stuff. The woman smiled apologetically, Sorry for dragging you over as a hard worker. Its okay. He still had a little expression as usual, but she was used to it and knew this man had a cold face and a warm heart. The man drove the car over and then helped her put her things in the trunk. The things on hand have been ced, he also rxed a lot. She looked back at the big supermarket behind her, her face raised a smile, her eyebrows and look were the same as the Susan who was sent to the incinerator by Chandler. Finally, Im back. She sighed softly, the longing in her eyes flickered away, and finally turned into a smile as she got into the ck car. Chapter 19 He saw her again at last The car soon started, but Susan was in a bit of a trance. After disappearing for three years and now reappearing, she always had a surreal feeling. Alex pulled his tie, looked at her through the rearview mirror, and said seriously, Dont make any mistakes in tomorrows report. And about the acquisition, I will report it to the shareholders meeting. I know, thank you for taking care of me all these years. He snorted, his lips curled slightly, but there was no sneer in it. Susan leaned against the car window, looking out at this view, inexplicably in a great mood. When Chandler returned home, it was already eight or nine oclock in the evening, and after opening the door, he got all the things he had bought inside. After brushing away the dust, he immediately took the things to the kitchen. As if Susan was still with him, Chandler muttered while chopping, I came back from there today, and when I passed by the nearby supermarket, I suddenly looked at a girl simr to you. But in the empty house, no one responded to him. After handling the meal, he pinched the joss stick and went over to light it. The person in the photo does not speak, Chandler looked and then wiped the dust and ash away. The little face became clearer and clearer, and his movements slowed down, his eyes deepened as he looked at the photo in front of him. In the end is he wrong? Dont worry, Ille with you after doing this. He lightly pulled his lips, leaving a trace of tenderness after he turned around and walked towards the study. Tomorrow is a very important acquisition meeting, the two sides have almost negotiated before, and now he only needs to wait for tomorrow to sign. But these days he always has some uneasiness at the bottom of his heart. He sat in front of theputer, carefully looking at the regtions and proposals. Obviously, there is no problem, but he always felt that something was not quite right. He pinched his brow and continued to look down. It was about the survival of the Gray family, and about herst hang-up. She loved everything about the Gray family so much and was definitely not willing to give thepany away. Even though she was not alive, he still believed that she would see all of this in heaven. He would make up for all the faults he hadmitted before and ask for her forgiveness. And now everything about the Gray family has been almost taken care of. There is only the Gray familys estate left, which has not beenpletely dealt with. A part of the equity was pinched by Mrs. Gray, a part was acquired by herself, and the rest was given to her ording to the inheritance. This part is now also held in his own hands, and the rest is to get back the scattered shares. This is thest thing he can do for the Gray family, after this matter is over, he will personally give Susan an exnation, an exnation that is five yearste. Even if he dies, he will not give this away. Throughout the night, Chandler read the document for a long time. When he was tired, he moved his gaze to the photo on the memorial, and after a nce, he seemed to be inspired to continue his work with great vigor. With an hour to go before the meeting time, he had already left home. He was in an expectant mood all the way to bring this matter to a close. For the past three years, he could not sleep at night and be suffering all the time. And now its finally over, and he finally doesnt have to live in the world anymore, separated from her. He looked at the file next to him, which contained a document to be sent out, about the distribution of all the Walker properties, which would be included in Susans foundation after his death.RAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only Chandler wasnt sure about this gift, whether she liked it or not. He just did exactly as he remembered, from memory to find out what she liked. The previously established foundation had stabilized. He had spent two years constructing a world for her, which contained all her dreams. He gave a smirk. When he arrived at the ce, a porter came and opened the door for him. Chandler got out of the car and walked quickly towards the building with the documents in hand. The people inside also arrived early, but also did not expect him toe so quickly. Seeing himing, the receptionist hurried over and quickly followed his pace, while hurriedly saying, Your people are already waiting in the small conference room, Mr. Gray is talking with someone right now, so please wait. Its okay. Chandler did not care and answered with extreme patience. The receptionist felt a little embarrassed and led them upstairs to the small meeting room for a break. Grayspany has been left with only a huge shell. The outside looks gorgeous, but the inside has long been corroded and empty. In a short time, this ce will be auctioned off. Chandler was a little disappointed to see the way over. He wondered if Susan would be happy to see all this. Probably would hate him, he snorted, seemingly with some disdain for himself. And then he picked himself up again and walked forward with a solemn face. A team of people walked in a calm and aggressive manner. It was as if they were not here to acquire thepany today. Chapter 20 I know you still hate me The person there heard the news and immediately came over without stopping. Sorry to keep Mr. Walker waiting. Mr. Gray had a smile on his face and was walking toward him in an antique suit. Chandler turned around, not caring: today is thest day, you know what to do. Im so sorry. Mr. Gray sniffed, with the characteristic fawning smile of a businessman. He wanted to keep a low profile, but the tone of his voice still revealed excitement: Another boss just came over, and they offered a high price for thepany. Now thepany is no longer under my control. Chandlers face fell and he got up and grabbed him by thepels, questioning with anger, You transferred thepany? Yes, Im really sorry. Facing his anger, Mr. Gray was calm andposed. After all, the money was already in the ount, and in business, profit is the most important. Who told you to transfer! He Chandler angrily questioned, Who gave you the power to transfer it! Mr. Gray saw his face with thin anger, smiled curtly, but did not bow his head and admit his mistake, only said, I am the owner of thispany, whoever offers a high price, I will do business with. Chandler was stunned, and the strength in his hands gradually disappeared. Mr. Grays words were poking at his own sore spot. But Mr. Walker, if you really want it, perhaps you can go and talk to that person. Mr. Gray hastened to save the situation. He was no longer in the mood to dwell on the matter but was simply curious. He had his men check it out and led the way to thatpany. When they got there, the receptionist led them upstairs. Thepanys transparent ss doors on both sides were filled with people in a meeting, and Chandler took a look at them and silently withdrew his sight. The lounge is over here, please wait for a while, our boss wille out in a while. The leader smiled and saw Chandler withdraw his eyes before leaving here. There seemed to be a meeting going on next door, and a clear, calm voice came through the thin wall. The voice was somewhat familiar to him and he didnt react for a while. He froze in ce and listened carefully. This voice was so familiar that he couldnt help but walk away to see what the person who could say such a voice looked like. He felt like he was probably bewitched and went outside to look through the small gap. After seeing her eyebrows, he immediately pushed the door open again and walked in. The meeting room was startled by this sudden noise, everyone turned to look over. Chandler did not care about this, looking at the person standing not far away, wearing a small white suit, her hair sharply put up. Her eyebrows were as gentle as ever, but the gaze she looked at him was devoid of any emotion. Susan .? He called out her name with some uncertainty. The meeting was interrupted and all eyes looked at him.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. The secretary on the side stood up and reprimanded in a low voice: Mr. Walker, this is our meeting ce, please go out. Chandler looked at her as she picked up her things from the table and went on with her business as if she didnt see him. Susan. He stood frozen in ce, looking across the table with surprise and joy. Susan gently nced at him, and then withdrew her gaze. Seeing this, the secretary on the side came over with a nk face and forcefully asked him to leave: Excuse me, Mr. Walker. We are in the middle of a meeting, please leave! Susan, Susan he pushed the things in front of him away, his eyes straight on her. Susan, as if she hadnt heard, tapped the table to pull back their attention. The secretary saw the situation, subconsciously nced at Susan, but saw her as nothing unusual, he also knew what to do. Using the phone next to her, she notified the security office. Susan, youre alive, youre really alive. He hurriedly tried to get to her. She stopped the movement of her hands and stood indifferently. Didnt speak or look at him. The security guards came over quickly, all heavily armed. The secretary looked at them andmanded in a deep voice, Get Mr. Walker out of here! They came straight towards him and spoke kindly, but their hands were not polite at all, Mr. Walker please leave. Chandler froze and looked at Susan standing in ce, he seemed demented, and repeatedly murmured the phrase, You finally appeared in front of me, you finally stood in front of me again. Mr. Walker, please cooperate. The people around pulled, and when they saw that he didnt move, someone directly took the electric bat out. The soreness and numbness came directly towards his stomach, and even then, he still raised his head and looked at Susan with fascination. I know you still hate me, and I know you dont want to look at me anymore, Susan, I actually The body was again sore and numb, and he gave a muffled grunt of pain. The dense sweat was already faintly visible on his forehead. He was so wretched, but he still watched with fascination and did not move his eyes away. Alex heard the news and immediately rushed over. He saw this scene when he pushed the door in, and then looked at Susan, and saw that she had no expression, so he understood everything. Let him go. He said indifferently, attracting the attention of many people. The people around him immediately backed away, and he stumbled and almost fell to the ground. Chapter 21 If you want a divorce, absolutely not Susan stood still, sideways, exining herposition. From the beginning to the end, she did not look at him again. The eyes automatically skipped over him and calmly said what she wanted to say. Chandler does not think so, his gaze is hidden with obsessive longing, as well as reluctance, following Susans movements. His Susan is finally back, Chandler can not describe how he feels at this moment. He expects her to be back with him, but fears that she will be farther and farther away from him. In the end, it was he who owed her. He owed her a lot of things, and now all that remains is remorse and longing. For more than a thousand days and nights, he missed her all the time. And now that she was really standing in front of him, he chickened out. Shes not dead, and shes fine. She is now standing in front of him, even more, beautiful than ever. Chandlers eyes were sore, and when he saw her standing in front of him, his heart was soft, many days of longing gathered in the chest. With that beating heart rate gradually elerated, Susan did not move, not even a nce at him. However, as long as she was standing in front of him, Chandler was already satisfied. He looked at her with excitement and had many things in his heart that he wanted to say to her, but he didnt know which one to choose. Perhaps his eyes were too enthusiastic, Susans face darkened and she said indifferently, The meeting is adjourned. Gathering up the things in her hands, Susan ignored the biggest light bulb standing by and walked straight towards the door. For her, seeing Chandler again is just the beginning of revenge. She wants to get back everything she lost, like the economic pain, the torture she endured, and then give it all back to this man. She wanted to give him a taste of how she felt back then. When she passed by him, Chandler suddenly tugged her wrist, Susan did not feel anything, indifferently asked: Mr. Walker what do you want? How have you been these past few years? The tone of voice is mixed with pain, Susan looked at him with a sarcastic smile on her face. She looked at his affectionate look, people who do not know the situation really think he is very much in love with her. But after going through all those things, Susan has already looked down on it. For his feelings, although she has some reluctance, she has paid so much, that the little reluctance is reced by ruthlessness. Obviously, she has done nothing but be forced to bear the unwarranted crime. Susans lips curled up slightly and she smiled, Its naturally good to be without Mr. Walkers care. Susan ignored it and looked down at her wrist, which already had a subtle ring of red, showing how hard the man had pushed. I know you still hate me. Good to know. She quickly answered, not wanting to stay over here any longer, she said, If theres nothing else, Im sorry I wont apany you. Her wrist was held by him, and the two were frozen in ce. He held it very tightly, afraid that she would just run away mercilessly. Susan narrowed her eyes slightly and looked at him, her voice cold and detached, Mr. Walker, please let go. Chandler was stunned, staring nkly at the person in front of him. He still didnt let go of her wrist until Susan couldnt resist anymore and took it back by stiffly breaking his hand away. And then, rolled her eyes. Mr. Walker, Im not the same person I was three years ago. So, there are some things that we can just know in our hearts. Chandler smiled bitterly, he thought she still liked him, but now it seemed he was wrong. She patted her hand, gently kneading the bones in her wrist. She said breezily, When is it convenient for you, how about we go to the Civil Affairs Bureau and get a divorce?All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. Susan He was stunned again, his gaze a little bewildered, but she no longer cared. The first time she was like this, she was foolishly cheated, lying in a bed full of poison, and what did she get in return? Thepany faced bankruptcy, her father died, and her child was forced to abort. She hated,ined, and then all turned to ashes and dissipated with time. Chandler, however, clenched his fist and was silent for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking. And then he slowly let go again and said with her smile: I said I would not let go this time. So, I do not agree to divorce. She wrinkled her good-looking eyebrows and looked at him with great confusion. Chandler didnt hide his thoughts either and just said, I know it was my fault in the past that led to the situation today, but if you want a divorce, absolutely not. Is that so? Sheughed, her gaze tinged with sarcasm. Chandlers mind she could not guess, nor did she want to. Chandler saw her face look a little ufortable, and his heart felt like it was stabbed by something, but he still feigned a carefree smile. Looking at him made her hands itchy and she couldnt help but want to punch him. Chapter 22 I won’t invite anyone else but you. He smiled and said gently, I havent seen you for a long time, can I have a meal with you? Susan froze, and then hooked her lips with great impatience, Mr. Walker is talking to the wrong person, if you want to invite someone, you dont need to talk to me. She lightly changed the subject. The gesture of goodwill she heard from Chandlers mouth gave her some chills. She couldnt believe the man had really changed his tune. She didnt say anything, but her eyes were on him, surveying him from head to toe. Im not inviting the next person, just you. He continued.RAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only Is this Mr. Walker thinking Im broke, taking pity on me? She couldnt help the coldness in her heart as she looked at his face. Her heart, which had easily calmed down, was stirred up again, making her irritable. Chandler said cheekily, No, just trying to catch up. Susan grunted and looked at the man in front of her with contempt, Mr. Walker wants to catch up with me? Im afraid I didnt hear you wrong. No, its just that I havent seen you in a long time. Then why should I say yes to you? Because you are Mr. Walker or my former husband? Catching up with old times? What do we have to talk about, a discussion about the fact that you didnt want the kid in the first ce? Chandler couldnt think of anything to say for a moment. Is this Mr. Walker thinking Im broke, taking pity on me? She couldnt help the coldness in her heart as she looked at his face. Her heart, which had easily calmed down, was stirred up again, making her irritable. He had experienced that smile when she had been with Alex, only to have it ruined by his own hand as a young man. For her aggressive stance, Chandler can only be careful, afraid to provoke her. Susan held back the hatred in her heart, obviously, she had disguised herself impably, but now that she saw him again, there was still a kind of indefinable emotion. She doesnt want to show that weakness in front of him anymore, and shes not the Susan she once was. She is now back, just to get back everything that she once had. Seeing that he did not speak for a long time, thest trace of patience in his heart also disappeared, she took onest look, Ill leave if theres nothing else. He also withdrew his gaze, his throat was sore, and his tone was choked, Do you still hate me? Hate? Susan couldnt understand, she looked at him in amazement and asked, Why should I hate you? Mr. Walker, youre imagining too much, youre getting sick. Chandler was stunned, and inexplicably spilled a bitter smile, Probably, yes. He probably has a disease called remorse, so now he desperately wants to catch up with their old days. Seeing hisck of action, Susan pressed again, What, Mr. Walker is not really sick, right? If you are sick, you have to treat it before its toote. It cant be cured. He looked up, looking at the person in front of him, Because there is no cure. Its none of my business if you cant cure it, you should have gone to the doctor. She pretended not to understand, turned around to get her things, and said in a muffled voice, I have things to do, Mr. Walker please make yourselffortable. He understood the meaning of expulsion. But seeing her like this, he said softly, I wille over again. Youd better note over, Im afraid I wont be able to resist killing you. She smiled, with no joy in her eyes. Chandler paused for a moment, not intimidated by this, and only spoke gently, Susan, has it ever urred to you that you actually still care about me? Susan froze for a moment, and by the time she reacted, he had already left. She was so angry that she couldnt stand still and threw whatever she had in her hand, smashing it one by one toward the door. Alex, who was standing beside her, watched in silence and waited for her to quiet down before speaking, Are you all right? The words, again, brought up the sourness in her heart, and she took a moment to breathe before standing up. Her eyes blinked and she took a few steps forward, I still have things to do, you go ahead. Then you get some rest. He seemed to see what was going on and said no more. After a soft admonition, he left. When the door closed, she immediately dropped to the floor, her face turned ashen. She was dazed, her mind filled with the words he had just said. Did she care? Yes. He had killed her child, how could she not care? So, she hated, hated him for being heartless and ruthless. The tears in the eyes are still swirling. The tightened fingers are slowly loosening up, and the nails have been snapped into the palm of the hand, leaving red marks. Why is she still sad, why is she still sad for that scum? She couldnt figure it out, her eyes were tightly closed, and those memories belonging to the pain began to slowly awaken. She shuddered, and her heart was reluctant to think about why she still had a feeling of palpitations when she faced him. When she touches his gaze, she has an addictive feeling. Her fingers tightened, and she gritted her teeth trying to put all of that intolerance and reluctance out of her mind. She is Susan, the Susan who came to collect her debt, not the cowardly Susan of old. Chapter 23 Don’t make Anka difficult.” She was already prepared to meet Chandler, but she didnt realize that after several years of not seeing him, he suddenly changed his temper. If he is still like before, ruthless, she will not have any worries to do it.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. Susan unconsciously panicked and targeted him everywhere in business. She wanted to see him down and out and wanted to make a clean break. He didnt seem to feel anything about the business rivalry. The more one hates, the more one wants the thrill of revenge, and Susan was no exception, as she stole several of his projects in a row. Mr. Walker, so far, Anka has stolen three of our projects. The man at his disposal couldnt help but remind. Chandler didnt care and nodded nonchntly, Got it. Then If she is willing to take it, give it to her. See if you have any more projectstely, negotiate them all together, and then give them to her. He carelessly brushed the matter aside. This kind of treatment made the people under hismand puzzled and could not figure out what he was thinking. Chandler admonished, In the future, whenever there is Ankas meddling, dont make it difficult. Thats not good. They looked at him with difficulty. If they gave away all the resources, what would they do? Several subordinates stared suspiciously at the man in front of them, wondering if he was the boss here or not anymore. Chandler nced at them and asked rhetorically, Whats wrong with that, as long as shes happy. The rest of the group choked at the words, not knowing what to say. He got up from his chair and spoke, Is there anything else you want to say? If not, this is it. No. They shook their heads in unison. Closing theputer, Chandler went to stand at the window, took the keys from the drawer, and left. As the lights came on, she locked the office door behind her and turned to leave the ce. With her hands in her pockets, she walked out of here with her head down and fast. Alex went back home, and she was the only one walking outside today. She pulled the straps on her shoulders and then continued on her way. She crossed the park path and looked ahead and passed by quite a few people. The night was always ambiguous, and she passed quite a few couples as she crossed the bridge. She stood on the bridge at the head of the river, looking at the city at night, only the red and green lights, and the reflected boat lights on the river. Nothing to see, she shook her head and sighed, and continued to walk forward. When she got off the bridge, she realized something wasnt right. She always felt that there was someone following behind her, and when she walked past the streetlights she slowed down a bit, and so did the person behind her. Susans heart lifted, cautiously taking a few steps forward, although she couldnt see what the person following looked like, the more this happened the more panic she felt. She clutched the straps on her shoulders and held the bag tightly. She took two quick steps and then jogged straight up, disregarding whether the people behind her could catch up, ahead of her was the night market street, and she kept running until she slowed down inside. Susan took a look, then panicked and took out the phone from the bag, subconsciously making a call. The other side quickly picked up, whats up. Alex, can you pick me up now? She asked cautiously, cold sweat already seeping out of her back from the tension. I have something going on right now. Alexs voice didnt sound good, as if he was suppressing something. After a few seconds, his voice returned to normal, Whats the matter? Nothing. She answered in a low voice, and without waiting for the other side to speak, she hung up the phone. Her hands were already sweating coldly with tension, and the people behind her were still following. The footsteps were unhurried as if they were taking a leisurely stroll. Susan fixed her mind, secretly hypnotizing herself not to be nervous and not to be afraid, but her fingers are still trembling involuntarily. She is probably screwed today, but the more this happens, the calmer she became. Despair or something, she has tasted enough, now she do not need these. All the pain in the first half of her life was given by Chandler, and now it was her own fault that no one could be med. Susans lips were pursed to pale, and her face was extremely ufortable. It was always going to be a bad day. She smiled and slowed down a bit. On either side were stalls that smelled like food, and she nced at them, her stomach growling. The unspeakable hunger washed away much of her nervousness. She touched her stomach and eventually walked over normally and asked for a serving. Even if she was going to die, before she died, she had to eat something delicious to eat. This way, there will not be too much regretter. The smoke smeared her eyes and Susan couldnt help but cough and stare with bated breath. Excuse me, Ill buy a few more, can you do me a favor? Susan suddenly asked. The owner raised his eyes slightly, his hands moved without stopping, but he spoke with a hint ofziness: If you want credit, go fuck yourself. Susan smiled and immediately exined, It s not about that, can you help me hold off the person behind me who has been following me? I dont know that person. Chapter 24 Don’t pretend. I know you’re still awake She struck a friendly deal with the owner in exchange for a few extra hot dogs to eat. The rich sauce on the hot dogs hit her senses. When she got out of the crowd, she turned around and watched the owner of the hot dog stande out, holding the man by his cor and saying something. Susan nced over and saw him looking at herself the same way. Heughed and mmed the owner into the booth, and then walked straight towards her.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. Her face was solemn, not caring about what was in her hands, she ran forward almost as if she were running for her life. In the dark alley, no one came, Susan watched the light, a shadow gradually lengthening, and the voice is also gradually approaching. In the stillness of the air, it seems that she can hear the sound of her own heartbeat. Susan covered her mouth and nose, holding her breath as she watched the man walk past her, she didnt dare to breathe, staring intently at the location. The man in the hoodie came back and looked around before leaving the ce. Susan stared closely at the mans back until she could no longer see before she softened her body and leaned against the corner to catch her breath. That man, she could not see the face and did not know what he was going to do. While relieved, Susan found herself sweating because of fear, her entire back had been wet as if she had just jumped into the water and soaked. After breathing a sigh of relief, she emerged from this dark alley. Just before she hadpletely calmed down, she watched as a group of people blocked her path. Susan was surprised for only a moment, and then asked without changing her face, What are you doing? What do you think were going to do like this. Theyughed, their eyes filled with greed, Susan shuddered and stepped back involuntarily. You want money, Ill just give it to you. She gulped and negotiated with them, Otherwise, you wont get much if you drive me to death, and there will be someone to avenge me. Theyughed, loudly, but to her ears, it sounded like the devil was grinding his teeth in a cocky grin. Susan looked at the group without changing her face, I can give you money, and you let me go. That way each of us will get what we want, and we dont have to worry about anyone retaliating against you. Retaliate against us? Theyughed, which made her feel a little more uneasy. As expected, after they stopped, one of them sneered, You do not know who dares to trouble us on this street! Im not afraid to die if youre not afraid of revenge. She hardened her voice and looked at them indifferently. Susan! The white headlights swayed twice, and Susan looked over to see a young man in a suit getting out of the car under the re. She temporarily rxed her guard and watched as the man in front of her was slowly approaching her. Looking for help? They grunted coldly and clenched their fists, ready to beat this suddenly appearing man to a pulp. One person is dealing with several people at the same time. Susan leaned tightly against the wall, her heart felt like it was being pulled up, and her eyes followed him in the crowd. Chandler cannot care about that much, just kicked the man, the next second he felt a sharp pain in his stomach. When he looked back, he saw the man behind him leaping with his fist. Without saying a word, he knocked the man down again. Still want to fight? Chandler asked in a cold voice, his eyes skimming over them before resting on Susan. Chandler was relieved to see that she had returned to her normal self. If the people who followed her today had note to report, what would he see tomorrow? Perhaps he would have seen her dead body. Chandler was angry and couldnt help but walk over to her, questioning her, Why didnt you call me? What about you? Why did you know I was here? Susan didnt hesitate to dislike her back. Chandler did not know what to say, his brow furrowed lightly, looking at the person in front of him. The punk on the ground saw that he couldnt beat him alone, so he struggled to get up, and then ran away at a fast pace. Susan was relieved to see that the people were gone, and she almost fell to the ground when her knees gave out. Chandler immediately reached out and tried to help her. But Susan took a cautious step back and looked warily at the man in front of her. Chandler paused, and then consciously withdrew his hand. When he saw that she was okay, Chandler put his mind at ease. The pain in his back came like a tidal wave, and the feeling of weightlessness in his head made him fall headlong to the ground. She was also startled and looked at the person on the ground. Susan, however, carefully nudged him and hesitated when she saw that he was unmoved. Chandler? she patted his face, but unfortunately he didnt move. Susans voice went cold and impatient, Dont pretend, I know youre still awake. Seeing that he was still not moving, Susan grimaced and let out a soft hum, Youre pretending. Chapter 25 If that’s why you’re here, give it up. Chandler still didnt move much. She took a look and saw that he still refused to get up before she left with her things and got annoyed. On the way back, she was still a little hesitant, her head couldnt help but keep reying the scene from earlier. He had also treated her like this, and at that time she was dying. But back then, did he ever go soft? No, he did not have a soft heart. Susan trembled, her heart was torn by these two feelings. She walked out of the ce and looked at the street light not far away, she was in a trance again. When she looked back in that direction, Susans heart felt like it was touched by something, and finally hesitated and went back. The light of the phone turned on, and she followed the way she came back to find it. When she got there, she only saw a red puddle of blood on the ground. Susan froze and thenughed. She was really too stupid to be fooled by him again. Returning home with a tired body, Susan poured cool water over her face before she was almost awake. Looking at the person in the mirror, she couldnt help but stare. She was getting older, and she had a little bit of energy left in her. But what can she do, she is an unpleasant one after all. They took away all of her, including happiness, and now what is left of her, only this broken body left to wander the world. This body that even the hell does not want, she unconsciously smothered a bitterugh. As she closed her eyes, she couldnt help but sh his face in her mind again. But she was too tired to think about it. When she finally woke up, she hurriedly washed her hands and went out. The next morning, she went back to sit in the office. There was no oneing over at this time, so she had a chance to clear her head. At the point of work, Alex pushed the door open and walked in right on time.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. What happened to you yesterday? So anxious. Alex looked at her steadily, and his tone was not as impatient asst night. Susan paused and smiled again, Its nothing. Alex understood, his eyes darkened: In that case, I will not ask more questions. Just be careful. Yeah. She smiled reluctantly. He was about to say a few more words when the door over there was suddenly opened and the secretary walked over quickly and nervously, Miss Gray, there is a man outside who ims to be Mr. OConnors father who wants to see you. Susan subconsciously nced at the person in front of her, who was also frowning in annoyance, Susan looked at the secretary and nodded gently. Pleasee to the parlor, Ill be right there. No need for you toe. A voice answered outside the door, and she saw an old, grizzled man walk in before she could get out. Susan saw him and immediately got up from her chair and greeted him softly, Good day Mr. OConnor. Shut up. Peterson OConnor red at her, and then said angrily, Dont think I dont know what kind of person you are. Susan smiled and her face remained unchanged. On the contrary, the secretary on the side, surprised, looked at her, saw that she did not have a big reaction, and immediately left the ce. Alex walked over, and his face was not too good, and asked Peterson, Why did youe over? You ask why I came over? You bastard! If I hadnt read in the newspaper that this fiance of yours is a married person, I would havee over? He looked at Susan with contempt, then at Alex, and said angrily, You bastard, you treat someone elses unwanted shit as a treasure. Alex turned pale and before he could say anything, Peterson looked at Susan again coldly and said, I want you to leave him now. Sure. She agreed with a light expression. Alex remained expressionless, like a wooden stake, and said, If youre here for this, give up while you can Give up? Peterson grunted coldly and plucked out another fierce nce at Susan. This woman not only killed his own family but also charmed his own son to the point of obsession. You want to marry her, I dont agree. If you marry her, dont enter the OConnor familys door for the rest of your life, and Ill pretend I didnt have you as a son! Peterson spoke angrily. But hepletely underestimated Alexs persistence. Looking at the man in front of him, Alex said softly, Fine. The other people in the room were stunned, and Susan paused. Peterson, however, was furious and looked at his son with hatred, but he no longer cared. Alex continued to irritate him as if he didnt hear, If you have nothing to do, go ahead and take care of the mess. Asshole! His face turned red, but he couldnt find anything to say, his eyes wandered back and forth between their faces, and then left. The office door was closed with a ng, and Susan shuddered, looking at the man in front of her and asking softly, Are you angry? No. He denied it in a hard voice. She wanted to continue to ask questions, but heard him say, I still have something to do, Ill leave first. Well Susan had no objection and watched him leave, no one could see the intense longing in her eyes. Chapter 26 We’re in this situation because of you The smile on Susans face only copsed as she watched them leave. The expression on her face also faded down and she went back to sit in her chair, but she couldnt read anything on theputer anymore. She took the file and tried to wipe away the loss in her heart, but after looking at it for a long time, she couldnt see clearly what was written here, and her mind was full of what happened just now. The things in her hand were finally thrown aside, and Susan rubbed her bloated head. She never knew that she would be like this in their eyes, and Susan suddenly felt amused that she had made herself into a princess, but in the eyes of others, she was not even a hairs breadth. She covered her face and smothered herself on the table, not knowing what she was thinking. Chandler stood in the doorway, his hand raised and slowly lowered. He did not know what it was like inside, but he thought she should be very sad now. The two are separated by a wall, no one can get closer. Chandler also looked ufortable, but also do not know how to deal with it. Susan, on the other hand, was in a daze and didnt notice anything was going on. She didnt know if she should hate that man, all she suffered is because of him. If it wasnt for Chandler, would she be living in such a mess? Susan sneered, but even so, her eyes were still sore. She wiped her eyes, and there was a water mark.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. The aggravation in her heart was even greater than before after enduring for a long time. Although the voice has been pressed to a minimum, there is still a lot of movement. She buried her head in her arms, softly venting her repression. Chandler stood outside, listening to the thin whimpering sound, heart-gripping pain. He want to go in there, hold her in his arms and say, Im here for you. But no! Susan already wanted him to die in front of her, how could she let himfort her? Chandler smiled bitterly, if it was before, a small gesture can make her happy for a long time. Now, it ispletely self-inflicted. He turned around and walked straight towards the ce where Alex had just gone. Seeing that he hadnt left, Chandler went straight over, twisted his shoulder, and punched him in the face. Alex was still confused and did not react. It wasnt until a fiery pain came from the bridge of his nose that he woke up and looked at the man in front of him. Chandler looked at the man on the ground with a cold face. Seeing that he was about to stand up, he pinned him down again directly and punched and kicked him. Someone heard the noise and came over to see such a scene, could not help but scream. Chandler looked up at her directly and then continued to pound the man on the ground. He was beaten helplessly, but Chandler felt no relief. When Susan was called over, she saw Chandler holding him down. Without even thinking about it, she ran straight over and stepped between them. Stop! What are you doing! Susan looked at Chandler in front of her with round eyes and questioned him angrily, Who are you to do it! He put down the object in his hand while looking at the person in front of him without any exnation. Susan gave him a cold look, turned around, and immediately helped the man on the ground up, asking softly, Are you all right? Yes. Alex subconsciously nced at Chandler standing in front of him, who was staring intently at Susan with a thousand words in his eyes, but unfortunately, she didnt see them. Alex was standing reluctantly, with bruises on his face, looking somewhatical. But Susan couldntugh, she looked at the man in front of her with an angry face, and seeing that he didnt have any apologies, Susan became even more annoyed. What are you doing here? Purposelying to mypany to beat someone? Provoke? No. He spat out the word softly. Susan choked, and asked again with unabated vigor, No? Well, then what are you doing in mypany? Did Alex piss you off? Why do you keep hitting him? Just looking at him in disgust. Chandler nced at him, and then averted his gaze with deep meaning. Coming to mypany to mess up when you see him displeased? Chandler, who gave you so much power? Seeing that she was really angry, Chandler was silent and did not say anything. Ill take you to the hospital. Susan also calmed down and helped him to leave the ce. Watching all this happening, Susan sneered, Involving your faults in others is your usual tactic. But it was you who forced me to give up my child and held my fathers life against me, and its all thanks to you that were in this situation. Chandlers face was pale and bloodless, like a vampire amid a thin rage, but there was no killing intent in him, only the endless emptiness and silence. The one that he did not want to admit, and now she is pointed out to say. Chandler also feels quite hateful. Chapter 27 He has gone morbidly insane Without looking at Chandlers face, Susan dragged Alex away. On the way, the two are silent, no one is willing to talk. Before they reached the hospital, Susan stopped the car. I have some business to take care of, you go ahead. Ill see you again this afternoon. She hurriedly left after saying this, and the people in the car were toote to speak, so he could only watch her leave. Alex also knew that she was not feeling well in her heart right now. He was equally troubled, not knowing what to do. She had stopped another car on the side of the road, got into it, and left. Alex watched her go, then closed his eyes and said slowly, Lets go. Susan went back to the office to continue to deal with things, and Chandler left the ce. When she heard the news, she just nodded her head and didnt do anything. She sat in her office and looked at Chandlers recent target. All she had to do now was wait, and when the time came, this target could be collected in her pocket. After nning for a long time, Susan finally took this n down, without having to think about it, she knew that the other side was so angry that he wanted to kill her with a knife. But after waiting for a long time, no news came through, as if they didnt care about this matter, but rethought a new n. She realized that something was not quite right when she had to fight more. She could not say she fully understood what kind of person Chandler was, but also knew his personality. He never admits defeat, and never gives up any of his resources. And these days, she grabbed something that can be described as a gift. This is not quite like Chandlers style. Susan was thinking when another document came outside for her to sign. Chandlers resources were pretty much up for grabs. If she snatches the next one over, he will be finished. Thinking about this, Susan couldnt help but reach out and knock the ss to the ground, watching it shatter before she revealed a thoughtful look. What would happen if Chandler went bankrupt? Such a noble man will certainly not like poverty and will not adapt to this. Susan could not imagine how he would be, nor could she think about it. His character is too difficult to figure out and impossible to see through. And over there, Chandler carefully picked out the new projects that havee out recently. The long conference table was surrounded by several people, each with a heavy face. Mr. Walker, if you continue to be so capricious, we will have to dere bankruptcy. Someone couldnt stand up and gave a warning. Chandler was unmoved and continued to look at the gadgets in his hands. The people listening to this sentence, all unanimously straightened their backs, serious. It doesnt matter if were broke, I wont stop you if you want to leave. He finally lifted his head, looked at therge family in front of him, and said truthfully. The people under hismand looked at him in shock, but Chandler lost his mind to discussing with this group of people. Hearing them talking, he said, In the future, as long as its Ankas demand, just give it up directly. This sentence made them shudder again, and they drew back a breath in unison as they watched him leave from here. Out of the conference room, Chandler clutched those things and walked away from the ce quickly After going through those things, he now no longer cares about fame and fortune, but only wants to make up for the loss. For Susan, he apologized and regretted, and now that she is back, he wants to give her all the things that she missed, as long as she is happy. Now, he can imagine her smug look. Unfortunately, he couldnt see it himself. He nced up at the time on theputer and then stood up from the chair. Every day, he goes over to pick her up at this point, just in case she meets a bad guy again, likest time. He hummed a little tune on the way, and after a few turns, he walked straight to her office. Susan ising out of the building, but her face is not very good. With a gloomy face, she hurriedly got into a car on the side of the road. He didnt have time to see clearly, so he drove the car again and followed. Chandlers heart lifted as he watched her go directly to the hospital, but he could not expose himself, so he could only watch her approach the hospital from afar. She walked in front, and Chandler followed behind. Like a thief, he watched her get on the elevator and go into the hospital room. Chandler crouched outside the door and listened quietly, listening to the conversation between the two people inside. It wasnt a very moral thing to do, but he was just desperate to know about Susans situation.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. But the person inside seemed a little annoyed. Susan looked at the person on the bed and poured him a ss of water with a nk face. Alex looked up at the person in front of him, Whats wrong? Nothing. She was getting irritated inside. Looking at Alexs miserable appearance, she still told him, It seems a little too easy to sign up recently. Isnt that good? Alex said, a sh of light in his eyes, and then back to normal. Susan shook her head and did not take it that way. Chandler can not help but cry out in his heart, he has been a bit of a morbid madness. Just no one knows it. Chapter 28 After three years, he was so close to her for the first time It was clear that she had put hispany in a difficult position, but why was she still unhappy? Susan had asked herself on the way here, but no one had told her exactly why that was. You should be happy. Alex reminded her. Susan sat down feebly, rubbed her head, and said mournfully, Yes, I should be happy. But she wasnt happy, instead, she was a little annoyed. Alex understood and watched quietly as she agonized over the situation. Susan rubbed her head, and then looked at the bruised and battered Alex next to her, and only then did she remember what she hade for. Looking at these bruises on his face, she touched down and asked, Are you okay here, what did the doctor say? Just recuperate well He didnt dodge it, he just hissed softly when she touched it. Susan froze for a moment and then quickly withdrew her hand. Im sorry. She didnt look too good either. Alex, however, understood and did not say anything. The room was silent for a moment, Susan suddenly said, Youd better talk to him, after all, he is your father. Alex heard the words, there was a sh of hostility under his eyes. Susan saw the situation and closed her mouth, looking at the sky outside, so she took her things and said softly, Ill leave now if theres nothing else, its toote Im afraid something will happen. He nodded and said tly, Ill send you back. Susan shook her head, No need, I can go back by myself. Ill take you back, its idle anyway. He stood up, did not change his clothes, and directly took the keys out of the drawer. Susan was silent for a moment before she slowly followed him, asking tentatively, Why dont you go ahead and ease the rtionship there, I can just go back by myself. Its okay. He said without turning his head, not feeling anything about his father. She bowed her head and followed him out of the hospitals gate. Alex went towards the garage, she stood still, thought for a while, and got into a cab on the side of the road. After reporting the location, she sent a text message to Alex before turning her phone off.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. She didnt care what his mood was, Susan just felt that she had done enough to get to this point. As for other things, they are no longer relevant to her. Susan looked out of the window a passing view, the heart has a feeling. The car arrived there, and the driver in front of her kindly reminded her, Susan returned to her senses, took out the money from the bag, and handed it over. The phone was identally opened by her and there was nothing, no phone calls or text messages. She was relieved and thought she was overthinking it. When she returned to her newly rented ce, tiredness invaded her. She walked into the hallway breathlessly, and then a familiar embrace flung towards her. Susan didnt have time to react, her back was already against the wall and she was confined in the arms of someone. She looked at the person in front of her and said unhappily, You He lowered his head and kissed her, his tongue easily breaking through her teeth and directly taking advantage of her. Susan saw the person in front of her, her face turned red, not sure if she was angry, or because she was shy. She opened her eyes and tried to push him away, but it provoked his breath even more. Thest thing she could not do was hammer him with her fists. Chandler, however, did not care, and grabbed her hand and ced it on his chest. The gradually increasing strength made her stop and did not struggle anymore. In the half-light, half-dark alleyway entrance, the two people embraced together, and no one came to disturb. It was only when she was almost out of breath that Chandler released her. Looking at her flushed face and confused eyes, he couldnt help but take her in his arms. After three years, he was so close to her for the first time. The two of them felt each others heartbeat, Susan finally took a breath, looked at the person in front of her, and then thought about what had just happened. She raised her hand and left a bright red mark on his face. Susans face was red, and her eyes red at the man in front of her. She watched himugh and almost gritted her teeth. What are youughing at, whats so funny?! Susan questioned in a cold voice. But the man in front of her, still smiling, that smile stung her eyes. Seeing that he didnt say anything, Susan coldly hummed and turned around to leave the ce. Chandler pulled her back and said sincerely, Im sorry. Im sorry? She looked back at the man as if she had heard a big joke, not understanding what he was thinking. Looking at his humble way, Susan couldnt help the anger in her heart, Apologize? Why did Mr. Walker apologize to me? I know you wont forgive me before he could finish, he heard Susans sharp coldugh. Her sarcastic words were like a knife that wanted to poke several holes in him. Chapter 29 An apology from Mr. Walker would bring them all to life? Chandler looked at her and swallowed the words that had just reached his throat. She wiped her mouth clean and rubbed it hard with a paper towel until it was red and swollen. Can a word of apology from Mr. Walker bring them all to life? Looking at the man in front of her, Susan almost went up to chop him. Only, in the end, she had stopped and didnt carry it out. He didnt squeal and seemed to be recalling the kiss he had just received. Susans face immediately fell and she warned him in a cold voice: Mr. Walker, please show some respect, Im not a whore! Im just an ordinary college student. Seeing his obsequious response, Susan frowned and walked towards the opposite side without looking back. There were many cars on the road, but she walked straight ahead as if she didnt see them. When Chandler saw this, he didnt care that she was still angry and pulled her over, scolding her in a low voice: You want to die? Thats my business, not Mr. Walkers. Susan took a step back and distanced herself from him. Chandler was a little frustrated, Susan. What? She shook her clothes, her tone was a little too serious, and when she saw his helpless look, she added, If you have nothing to do, Ill leave. And then she walked away without a moments hesitation. Just a few steps away, she heard his worried cautionary voice again: Susan, be careful these days. Oh, youre the one I should be careful of. She disliked back without mercy and looked at Chandler without a trace of emotion in her eyes. He frowned slightly and said seriously, Im serious, the news that youre alive has spread, plus youve been in the limelighttely, Im afraid Mrs. Gray will also make a move.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. This is to the point. She pursed her lips slightly, Why are you telling me this? Anyway, you should be more careful. And then he was also silent. Cars wereing and going on the road, and the two were separated by some distance. Susan lowered her head and hesitated before speaking, Thanks for the reminder. Well, be careful. Chandler did not say much, not too surprised nor too disappointed. She stood hesitantly in ce, not knowing what to say next. Sooner orter, she would take care of Mrs. Grays business. She just didnt expect the other side to do it so quickly, but that was good, it saved her from taking the initiative to look for trouble. He saw that she calmed down and showed no animosity towards him. If you want, I can help you. He suddenly showed goodwill. Susan shook her head and rejected his kindness, This matter is my business, I can solve it myself. But about Mrs. Gray, you should still Susan was a little impatient and interrupted his rambling straight away, I can do it myself, you dont need to talk to me in such a tone. Okay. He looked at her for a long time, finally defeated, and could only remind her, The absolute control of Anka is in your hands, though Mrs. Gray still has some hidden shares in her hands, though I dont know how many. Ok. She looked at the man in front of her and was surprised that she didnt interrupt again. She looked at him quietly and peacefully, maintaining an absolutely safe distance between them. It was the first calm conversation theyd had since their first reunion, and Chandler couldnt resist talking more, though most of it was business. Susan, however, was contemting how to bring Mrs. Gray down and did not notice his gradual change of demeanor. Anka is thest of her fathers blood, formerly upied by that woman, now she has taken back to rectify, but this is not enough. She couldnt help but clench her fist, three years ago her father was seriously ill for no reason, and she couldnt pay for it. The image of her father dying in front of her is still in her mind. Chandler and Mrs. Gray He did not yet know that the person in front of him suddenly held a grudge. Susan looked at him viciously. If it wasnt for him, she wouldnt be in the mess she was in, and she wouldnt have ended up with a broken home. Do you remember? She raised her head and looked at the man in front of her, You are also my enemy, dont forget that child and my father. You saw death and didnt save him, instead you yed a trick on me to never see him again. Chandler pursed his lips, and his face gradually whitened. I no longer me you for being that way at first, I just hate myself for being blind to fall in love with you. But nowadays, you really make me feel uneasy. Susan smiled senselessly. She ignored his pale face and shaky form. It was as if there was an invisible hand in the air, choking him hard, then slowly tightening and tightening again. She took a step back and continued tough: So why are you being so nice to me nowadays? Backtracked? Seeing how good Ive been to you? What about Karen? Shes dead, but shes in your heart forever. What about me? Without waiting for him to say anything, Susan shook her head again and said in a somewhat wavering tone, This matter, I will solve it myself, I dont need your help. What happens in the future, also has nothing to do with you. Chapter 30 Are you deaf or don’t you understand? Susan just felt like a bomb was going to explode in her heart. She no longer cared about his mood, but in her heart, she could not resist the urge to turn back. She had a hard time restraining herself and walked down the road for an unknown amount of time. Only when she calmed down did she realize that there were people following behind her. She had been followed by bad people for a long time before, and now she was being followed again. Susan just felt like a bomb was going to explode at the bottom of her heart.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. When she looked back and saw what the person looked like, Susan was silenced. How long are you going to follow me? Susan asked, growing annoyed. Chandler stood in front of her, looking at him silently, but Susan only found it amusing that he looked like this, was he asking for pity? She didnt know that Chandler had a side of pretending to be pathetic. After continuing to walk forward a few more steps, Susan stopped and walked straight towards him, stopping only when she reached him. Will you stop following me? Can you stop acting like a scoundrel, what the hell are you doing here? As soon as she said it, she regretted it again, why should shepromise? Susan cant understand, the more she thinks, the more annoyed she is, but the pace is much faster. Finally, she walked faster and faster, and then stopped. The person behind her also followed the stop, the distance from her position has never changed. Can you stop following me! Her whole face turned red with anger, and she turned and yelled at the man. For a moment, it was as if the world had stood still. Susans face was wrinkled like a rag and she was a little impatient, Can you leave me alone for a while? Ok. He nodded but had no intention of leaving. Susan felt she had made her point and looked at him as if he were a retard, Susan couldnt help but speak out sarcastically, Are you deaf or cant you understand? I told you not to follow me! He did not make a sound. You want to follow me, right? Fine, dont regret it. Susan didnt bother to tangle with him anymore and walked quickly towards a store on the side of the road. Without looking, she swung a chair around and smashed the store up. Chandler silently walked over and followed her. The sound of breaking ss seemed to irritate her, and Susan couldnt help but think of that day, that night. Things were starting to get out of hand, gradually moving towards a kind of uncontroble ground. That night no, not she always had a pair of gentle eyebrows in her mind, and then there was a soft smile. Bang, another shattering sound, she stopped to cover her head. Chandler also sensed that she was not right and was about to go over but was stopped by her. Susan raised her head, her eyes scarlet, like those of some kind of beast, with endless killing intent. He stunned. Chandler also did not know what is wrong with her, he calmly looked around, there is a hint of surprised look. Susan looked around and immediately pointed at Chandler and quickly denied, It was this man, who forced me to smash it, its not my business. if you wantpensation, just look for him. The store manager nced at Chandler and looked a little embarrassed. Chandler walked over and said indifferently, The damage today is on my personal ount, go to my assistant and he will arrange it. Okay. The store manager nodded hastily, full of ttery. Susan paused and watched dumbfounded as they exchanged like this. She walked out and re-read the name of the store. Chandler looked at her and asked, What do you like? I dont like anything. She said expressionlessly, her gaze lingering from here to there, before stopping at the counter of wedding rings. When they first got married, that ring was thrown away by him, and he still remembered his disgusted expression at that time, coldly squeezing that wedding ring. You dont deserve to wear this ring. And then tossed it carelessly. She looked down at her hand, and there was nothing on it. Chandler, understanding, went over to the counter and ordered softly, Take out the most expensive jewelry here for her to pick. When the items were delivered to Susan, Chandler looked at her with a smile and asked, Which one do you like? Dont try to impress me with this. She looked nkly at the person in front of her and said without mercy, I dont need anyone to pity, and I dont need you to pity me, you pity yourself to be good. Susan had juste out and hadnt run long enough to start breathing. She took a big breath and then stopped to keep panting. Distant memories were evoked, and she leaned against the pir somewhat feebly. She covered her heart, and her thumping heart made her wonder why she was still nervous when she was clearly going to give up on him. It is obvious that the purpose is to get back at him, why there is some intolerance. She had already made up her mind, but when faced with that face she was still a bit intolerant. This should not be so. Susan was distressed and more annoyed. She kicked the air hard, and stopped, pulling her hair fiercely. Chapter 31 Can you bring the dead back to life? She stood up and looked at him with a somber expression, Are you a dog? What have you been following me all this time? Im just trying to protect you. He was somewhat innocent. Susan, however, sneered, Protect? Protect me from what? Do you just want to see me as a joke! Youd better stop following me, I want to be alone! And then repeated, Do you know what its like to be alone? Chandler looked up at her as she waited for that answer. Susan was a little deted, frowning and standing in front of him, saying seriously, Ill give you a chance to tell me what youre really up to. He still didnt say anything. Last chance, think about what youre going to do. Saying that she turned around and was about to walk forward. I just want to protect you. The two had been separated by a distance of ten meters, and she stopped at those words. Looking back at the man, Susan stared nkly for a few seconds and thenughed. Sheughed until tears came out of her eyes, and she slowly squatted down, covering her stomach. He hade closer, and Susan quickly silenced herself, looking at the man in front of her and wiping the tears from her face. Protect me? Sheughed a little exaggeratedly, and there were already tears squeezing out of her eyes. This look of Susan made Chandlers heart jump heavily. He took a step forward, but she held out her hand, stopping him from going further. Mr. Walker should not get so close, Ill get the wrong idea. Nearly out of breath, she slowly calmed down and looked at him again seriously and calmly. Susan continued, I know Mr. Walker is devoted to Karen, and Ive seen it. If I wasnt the bitch who got Karen killed in the first ce, maybe you guys would be in love right now. Thats not true Chandler didnt know what to say, his denial somewhat feeble. Susan, however, continued to remind him, irritating him, Im the bitch, Mr. Walker doesnt need to remind me of that. Now were supposed to be enemies, Im one of the people who killed Karen, and you killed my child, Mr. Walker must have thought that made it even. I am not. With a solemn face, he looked seriously at the person in front of him and repeated, I am not. Susan just pretended she didnt hear him and continued to talk to herself. The person in front of her had nothing to say, nor did he know what to say. Todays Susan is a bit perverse. Chandler made a deep vow, Ill pay back everything I owe you. Then can you bring the dead back to life? Susan looked curiously at the man in front of her as if waiting for his joke.N?velDrama.Org content rights. I can give you back something else besides these. Well. Susan hooked her lips up and smiled yfully, Then what can you give back to me? A husband. He had just said, then came over and hugged her tightly, not letting go of her even if she struggled. Chandler held her by the waist and kept her close to his body. The two stood on the street, still attracting a lot of admiring nces. Susan looked at the cheeks so close to each other, and the curling eyshes. Susan couldnt resist biting him until the fishy taste came between her lips and teeth, and she let go. You! She was so angry, she didnt know what to say. Chandler looked at her, his eyes as deep as a cold pool, Susan wiped her mouth hard, and then said, You scum! She was indeed too angry to speak, and the words that came out were a bit tongue-tied. But Susan couldnt hold it in anymore, her mouth was all over his breath, and the culprit was stillughing. Looking at his slightly smug eyebrows, Susan had a million swear words she wanted to say but held them back. She looked at the man in front of her, and after taking a deep breath, she turned around and was about to leave. Youre the one who called me nasty. He suddenly came over and took her in his arms, closing his eyes and responding softly, I am a nasty person and a scum. Let go of me! She yelled low. And Chandler was unmoved, whispering in her ear, I wont let go, ever again. Susanughed contemptuously, If you dont let go of me, Ill scream. Id like to show you what its like to be surrounded by people! Just finished, he hugged even tighter. Susan was unable to move as he held her, she yelled, but he didnt make any move. She was helpless, and as she watched more and more people gather around, Susan panicked. Let go of me. Her voice had trembled, and such a scene was like the situation back then, which she still remembered vividly. I beg you to let go of me let go of me she shook her head and struggled violently. Chandler heard that and quickly let go. But Susan was already clutching her hair, her eyes lost in thought. Chandler saw this and immediately took her in his arms, with much less force. He watched her calm down and then kissed her again. Chapter 32 I know you’re pretending She gradually came back to her senses and couldnt help but stare at the person in front of her. But a circle of people around them wasughing and shouting, and some even pped with them. Susan nudged him but did not push much, so she simply stood there as if a wooden stake. The French kiss is in line with his passion. Her face was flushed when Chandler released her. When Chandler let her go her face was already red and he couldnt resist the urge to pinch it. Susan tilted her head and looked at the man in front of her, annoyed.All text ? N?velD(r)a''ma.Org. Wiping her mouth, Susan immediately moved forward. Knowing that she couldnt beat him, she still came hard with him. She regretted it. Her lips had also swollen up. Without having to deliberately look in the mirror, she knew that her lips were like sausages. She also did not notice the exchange of traffic lights and walked straight ahead, but was thinking about Chandlers behavior just now. As for the little tail behind her, she had no choice but topromise and let him follow behind her. Susan did not deliberately pay attention to these, she only walked a short distance, and suddenly a strong force pushed her to the curb. The skin of the knee is broken, and before she could experience that pain, she heard a muffled sound. Susan looked back and saw Chandler lying in front of that car, his whole face down, soaked in blood. She didnt know how she had gotten there. She looked at the bright red blood stains and her whole head felt like it was going to explode. The crowd kept crowding in, surrounding them in a small circle. Susan looked at him, and her hands were stained red. And the man in front of him, his face was gradually turning into a grayish appearance. For a moment, she forgot to cry. Looking at the person in her arms with a dull expression, stretching her legs and kicking gently, Susan choked softly: Hey, dont sleep, wake up, okay? The person on the ground did not respond, she touched two more times, and her throat was getting sour for no reason, Wake up, dont pretend, I know you are acting. He still did not have any movement, lying quietly with his eyes closed. The door of the car that hit the person was suddenly opened on one side. A few people came out, and when they saw Susan, they immediately tried to pull her up. Several thick hands tugged at her arms, but they did not think she suddenly took off her shoes and held them and chased them and knocked. The heel of the shoe was so sharp that it seemed to nail a hole in their faces, and Susan struggled regardless. The men tried to tie her up, but they had to watch out for the high heels in her hands, and the onlookers didnt want to help, just stood around watching the show with their chests sped. Susan looked like she had gone crazy. The doctor came, and Alex also followed, with a lot of people behind him. Looking at her like this, Alex immediately asked people to arrest those men. Susan was not quite relieved, wanted to kick two more feet, but was blocked by Alex. What are you doing? Susan, with red eyes, looked coldly at the person in front of her and questioned, Why did you stop me! Do you want him dead or alive? Alex looked at her coldly, saw her dumbfounded, and exined, I wont stop him if you want him dead, but get in the car if you want to live. She stared at the men with resentment, and then followed him to the ambnce. Susan looked nervously at the man on the stretcher, several doctors had already started to prepare first aid measures, and she could only watch from the sidelines. Rubbing her hands for a long time, Susan asked cautiously, How is he? Dont know. The doctor responded without raising his head, his tone a bit perfunctory. She looked at the man on the stretcher with apprehension. Susans eyes never moved from his face, and the machines next to him rang smoothly and orderly as if signaling something. She followed him to the hospital. When she arrived at the operating room, Susan was blocked from the door by the nurse. Alex also arrived at the hospital afterward, wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, looking flushed and without any overly obvious illnesses. He stopped only when he reached the door of the operating room and looked more towards the blue window, although usually nothing could be seen. He looked back at Susan, who was lost in thought, and held back his displeasure as he walked toward her. Hell be fine, Alex said simply. But she was already in a trance, and she took his reassurances as a deaf ear. The person has been sent to the police station, someone wille overter to make a statement with you, you tell the truth, the rest will be left to them. Susan grabbed her hair and pressed her head down. Her voice was also duller: Is he okay? He was silent for a long time before responding, I think so. Susan, however, was still uneasy, staring at the door of the operating room as if she could see what was happening inside. Her fists were unconsciously clenched, and Susan didnt react to the fact that she was tensing up for someone she thought she hated. She was so nervous that she could not wait to watch him the whole time and wait for him to recover. Chapter 33 I’ve been victimized by you, and you’re dead Susan was horrified, her head filled with his frown, his look. In just a few days, he was back in first ce in her heart. She also began to perceive that two things were developing uncontrobly, one was her own heart and the other was her love.All content is ? N0velDrama.Org. Susan wondered, staring nkly at the door of the operating room. Her face was breezy, but her heart was torn. She wrapped herself up in a hug, with a few hesitations in her heart, but her body seemed to ept him, and as soon as she mentioned his name, her brain quickly gave her picture feedback, sound feedback, and gentle fragments of it. Even though her own body has been involuntary, Susan could not help but smile bitterly. It seems that everything is well coordinated, and the slightly painful memories have more than a little bit of love. The old love and the present are entwined. Susan was about to go crazy, she felt she could tear out great wisps of her hair. Whether she forgives Chandler, only depends on whether God will be merciful. If he lives Susan made a bet with herself that he would wake up and that he would not die. When the surgery was half over, the nurse came over to her with the bill. Susan turned around and took all the money out of her purse. Looking at the bill, Susan was a little shocked, but thinking of Chandler, she could only grit her teeth and hand out her bank card. There are all the savings she has saved over the years, but Susan still feels that it is not enough, he is so badly injured, how can he get well so easily? She held on in frustration. The operation had been performed overnight, and it was only in the evening of the next day that the door finally opened. Susan rushed over, the blood under her eyes clearly visible. Excuse me. She walked over in surprise, looking at that doctor with expectation and nervousness. A couple of nurses who were pushing the bed racked him over. They blocked Susan in front of him, apologizing, Im sorry, we did our best. He Her lips quivered, and she looked like she had lost all her blood, shrouded in a gray haze. Susan trembled and read, He died? Dead? No one responded to her, the doctors looked at each other, and then left the ce together. They were the only two people left in the entire room, and Susan stood next to him, somewhat less convinced by the news. She tested his nostrils and listened to his heartbeat. Chandler? Wake up, I know youre lying to me, youre not dead, right? Susan asked cautiously. But Chandler was unmoving. Susan became more panicked, Wake up, I know youre okay, you wont leave me. After pushing him several times, he didnt wake up. Susany on his body, shoulders began to shrug, Wake up, why do not you wake up? I dont trust you anymore, Chandler. If you dont wake up and give me a boyfriend, Ill never trust you again. Tears soaked through his clothes and Susan couldnt help but lift her head and look straight at him. You think this will all be over when you die? Ive been put through this by you and you just die? Youre calling me a bad person, youre the worst of the bad people. Susan could hardly speak anymore, covering her lips and whimpering. She began to regret it, and thest one finally left her. Susan fell to the ground, covering her face and sobbing. No one came to disturb them, so Susan quietly vented her emotions in the corner. Looking at the man on the stretcher, Susan got up and lifted the white cloth away. Looking at his face, Susan faintly trembled and caressed it. At this moment, she did not know what to say. Susan lowered her head, afraid that she would cry again, so she gently dropped a kiss on his forehead, and with all her feelings, sent him to the cold crypt. Im angry. She sniffled and looked at the man on the stretcher and said seriously, You lied to me again. I wont forgive you this time, and in the future, when you have your Memorial Day, I I wont visit you because you lied to me. Susan was serious. She took onest look and was about to leave, but her hand was being held. The warm palm, holding her wrist tightly. Susan did not react for a moment and screamed in a shrill voice: Help! Susan Chandler helpless, took her hand and sat up, then examined her face and said seriously, Look closer, who am I? Susan looked for a long time, then trembled, and her lips began to turn pale, she asked in a trembling voice: You lied to me? Before Chandler could exin, she had already fiercely shaken off his hand and set off. Chapter 34 If you’re scared, I can wait She was so angry that she gave him a scowl. But Chandler was willing to ept it and held her hand a little tighter. Susan did not ask him what he meant by that statement but threw his clean clothes in front of him. Chandler looked at it, a little confused: What is all this? Get some rest and Ill pick you up and discharge you in a few days. Susan gave him a look and continued to be breezy. Chandler was happy, but his face did not show. He looked at Susan and suddenly said pitifully, Can youe over here for a moment, I seem to have a ce that is torn. Hmm? She came over, and without the slightest doubt, Chandler saw her getting closer and closer to him and immediately pulled her over. With all eyes facing each other, Susan was still a little confused. Even at the height of their rtionship, she was still flustered. Chandler gently kissed her a few times and said, Collect interest. The day of discharge was soon chosen. Alex immediately changed his clothes and waited in Chandlers room after settling the bill. When she left the house, Susan asked the housekeeper to clean up the house before she would go out. Chandler is also ready, his injuries have long been healed only thest te in his body has not been removed. But when he saw Susaning, he immediately weakly helped up. The big man of one meter nine is holding a small woman who is not even up to his chin. Susan unprecedentedly did not say anything harsh to him. She was quietly looking out at the shing scenery all the way. The two went back home to the ce where they used to live. Susan looked at the ck and white photo of herself and said angrily to Chandler behind her, What is this? He looked at it, blushed subtly, looked at Susan again, and immediately exined. Susans face was grim, and she flung the thing on the table. After a few words, she too fell silent. Susan wandered around upstairs and everything was the same as before, never changed. When she came down again, Chandler was already sitting on the sofa enjoying himself like a lord. Seeing here down, he immediately said aloud: Its good to have a wife. Its sofortable to be governed by my beloved. Aww Susan was unmoved and went on with her business.RAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only Chandler only felt that it was not enough, so he whispered again, Come here for a moment, I want to tell you something. Susan felt strange, but the person in front of her was also a sick person, so she did not dwell on it. She walked towards him and gently put her ear over. Sweetie you are so nice Susan was shocked by this level-less love talk but soon calmed down again. She disliked him back with little emotion: Whats good about it? Besides, who is your sweetie? You. He reached out, pulled her down, and then rolled over on top of her, looking at the startled Susan, Chandler couldnt help but grin wickedly. If you dont believe me, we can do it right now. Before the words left his mouth, he was already getting excited. Susan didnt fight to resist, and soon the two were entwined. When it was over, she had turned into a puddle of mud, leaning on his arms, panting slightly, and relying on him. Chandler raised his eyebrows and deigned, How about that, how strong is your husband? Susan rolled her eyes at the word and went back to rest. Chandler, however, did not want to rest, looking at the person leaning on him, he asked carefully: We have not received a divorce certificate anyway, so lets have a wedding. Susan was stunned and couldnt help but be reminded again of what had happened in the past, still fresh in her mind even after all these years. She was about to recoil when Chandler added, If youre afraid, I can wait. Susan hesitated, looking at the ring in his hand, her head hurting. Why do you remember this? Chandler immediately shook his head, ying childishly, No. No. I dont remember anything. Wow. Susan hummed and looked at the man in front of her with a slight hint of dislike. The wedding has already been taken care of. They dont have to worry about it, and Susan is happy to be free. Ankas hidden shares have been found out, and now Mrs. Gray has been sentenced for alleged murder. Susan was slightly staggered when she heard about this, and then relieved. Anyway, the things have been returned, so she did not have so many scruples, acting in apletely different way than usual. The wedding started quickly, a swift and luxurious one. Chandler took the ring out of the velvet box and put it on for her, their fingers interlocked. Susan kept her head down and kept dodging in front of the camera. Chandler, on the other hand, raised their interlocked hands and gestured to the camera. Do you regret it? Godfather asked both of them at the same time. Chandler nodded his head and replied in agreement: I regret that I did not know my heart earlier. That way there wouldnt have been so many twists and turns. Susan smiled and red at him, then said tly, I regret that I had a showdown with him so early. Chapter 35 I will be by your side for the rest of my life. The odd question brought silence to the guests. Two years of entanglement, three years of separation, and six months of knowing each other. Susan pinched him hard around the waist and whispered, Im going to regret it. Regret is toote. Chandlers face unchanged, he wrapped her into his arms and whispered. It was their first wedding, and he took a box out of his pocket, inside which were two pairs of rings, so white they glowed, so blindingly white. Susan took one look at them and her eyes darkened abruptly. Still angry? He took her hand up and put the rings on her. Susan shook her head and simply said, I just suddenly feel that everything is too hurried Theres no such thing as being in a hurry. He suddenly knelt down on one knee, looked up at Susan in front of him, and whispered, I will be by your side for the rest of your life for decades. Wow. She looked at the ring on her hand, her head couldnt help but think of that incident again, and then looked at Chandler who was still kneeling on the ground, she still endured it. Once the ceremony was over, she changed into a long dress and came out, while Alex came over in a best mans outfit.RAdt??St chapters at Novel(D)ra/ma.Org Only Im leaving the country tomorrow. Susan held up her ss and smiled, Then I wish you well in advance. He frowned and blushed a little bitterly, but then said with a proper smile, Its not easy to get along, so live well in the future. Thats not like something you would say. She squinted her eyes and smiled. But Alex still has the same face. Susan, however, was not in a hurry and just said, Do you know what happened to the wicked queen in Snow White? She was made to wear the branded red dancing shoes and kept dancing for the rest of her life, Alex said truthfully. Susan was a little disappointed, Yes, unfortunately, this is not a fairy tale world. My mother was set up tomit suicide. To be fair, my fathers death by my stepmother was his own fault. Alex looked at her with an odd expression on his face. I remembered something from my childhood the other day she paused for a moment and then added: She was still pregnant with my brother when she died. It just hadnt been a week before that woman became my stepmother. Alex pursed his lips and there was silence between the two for a while. Susan reorganized herself and then looked at him with a smile. Drink a bit more tonight, you wont be able to drink my wedding wer. He pulled a smile and coped, Have less. The cups clinked and made a crisp sound. His eyes were like stardust, brilliant and bright. Susan opened her arms and suddenly held him in her arms. Alex was stunned for a moment, not reacting. Thank you, always pull me through when Im at my most woeful. Her eyes were slightly sore and she choked up. Alex did not speak again until she had eased down and the two let go. Chandler saw them like this and was slightly upset. He came back with the ss and forced it between them. Alex, with a nk face, said, Good luck with the baby. Thank you. He looked odd, but no one would care. Alex nced at him, looked at Susan behind him, and made another excuse to leave. Chandler pulled a face and did not say anything else. Susan saw his sullen look and held a smile but did not say anything. The party ended and the two of them returned to the hotel with tired bodies. Susan ran to the room as soon as she entered and locked the door tightly. Chandler looked at the door and it took a long time for it to open. Susan came out, her cheeks flushed and her eyes not daring to meet his. She was dressed in a ck low-cut nightgown, her long hair spreading over her shoulders. The nightgown was stillce and sheer, only deepening in color in important areas. Does that look good? She squirmed and skimmed her head, and her hands clutched the hem of her skirt. Chandler did not make a sound as he stood up and tucked her hair back. Why are you dressed like that all of a sudden? He wondered up. Susan tensed, Because I want to surprise you. That would be nice. He took the dress off and draped it over her, while then examining her carefully, You in your wedding dress is the biggest surprise given to me. Susan couldnt help but blush and lowered her head shyly. He also obediently took her in his arms and said, You just hugged Alex too tightly and too long. Susan paused, buried her face in his chest, and exined in a muffled voice, Hes leaving in a few days and wont be back. Well. Chandler fell silent, and then repeated, But hes still been holding you a little too long. Susan was speechless by his words, and finally could only ask in a muffled voice, What do you want me to do to make up for it? Just dont pass out tonight. Heughed and carried her up and headed for the room. The Novel will be updated first on this website. 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