《Prisoner of Love》 Chapter 1 It Is You Who Force Me to Marry You! In the steamy bathroom, Shen Xinyan bit lips tightly. Lu Zhanxiu wanted to kiss her, but she turned her head and treated him coldly. ¡°Shen Xinyan, do you look like a dead fish when making love with Xu Yi?¡± Lu Zhanxiu squeezed her on the wall and locked her lower jaw with big palm to force her to look at the angry eyes. He did not restrain himself for the pale face of the woman. ¡°Xu Yi¡­and I¡­, we are ¡­ innocent. Why do you still not believe me¡­¡±? Even though she tried to ignore him, she still could not help trembling suddenly under the gaze of him! Lu Zhanxiu looked at the dirty woman, sneering, ¡°Don¡¯t you? Shen Xinyan, it is Muyu who dragged you from the bed five years ago. Xu Yi and youy in the bed without clothes, and now you tell me that you are innocent? Shen Xinyan, do you want to fool me? Or you?¡± You must be so dry and tough in the five£­year prison. Didn¡¯t Xu Yi go to prison to see you?¡± Listening to the such ironic and humiliating words, Shen Xinyan could not bear it and looked at Lu Zhanxiu with tearful eyes, ¡°Zhanxiu, Xu Yi and I are innocent, so, do you ¡­ need to treat me so cruel?¡± ¡°Cruel? Didn¡¯t you force me to marry you at that time? Now I marry you finally, and you dare to say that I am cruel?¡±Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Lu Zhanxiu spared one hand to grab her waist. And he still kept the force. He looked so angry that he wanted to kill her! ¡°The baby of Muyu would not die if she did not expose the affair between Xu Yi and you! Shen Xinyan, you are the cruelest and worst woman! It is you!¡± Finishing the words, Lu Zhanxiu overwhelmed her cruelly, ignoring her resistance! Shen Xinyan felt that all of her organs were twisted after a long time. She felt so cold and painful as if her heart was chopped by a knife. The man in front of her had loved her for so many years, but why did he be so strange? During the heart£­breaking, Shen Xinyan saw nothing but sliding down gradually on the cold and wet ground. Lu Zhanxiu left her body relentlessly and ped her on the cold and wet ground. He just left the bathroom without looking back. There came violent steps from upstairs, and the footman of Lu Zhanxiu, Jin, was so in great trepidation. Young Master had asked him to bring the young mistress who was released after the five years imprisonment from the Chengnan Detention House. He felt that the whole body was so suffering at the moment that the young mistress came from the high wall. The young mistress had been charming, and the behavior was so shiny and sweet five years ago; however, there was a skinny woman with a pale face in front of him, smiling to him embarrassingly. Was she the young mistress? She had been suffering a lot. On the way home, she kept asking, ¡°Jin, do I look ¡­ so haggard; I¡­ I am dirty and I have to go back to dress up; otherwise Zhanxiu will be unhappy when looking at me¡­¡± Then, she rushed into the bathroom and it had been a long time since she came in. Then young master came back to rush to bathroom rapidly¡­ ¡°Young master ¡­¡± Jin thought back and caught up with Lu Zhanxiu. Lu Zhanxiu went down with a straight face. ¡°Find someone to monitor the bitch and she cannot go out of the Jin Yuan without my permission!¡± ¡°¡­ Yes.¡± Chapter 2 She Was Just A Mobile Living Blood Bank At the midnight, Shen Xinyan kept talking in her sleep. ¡°I did not that¡­ I don¡¯t know why I would sleep with Xu Yi in one bed¡­¡± ¡°Xinyan, you have grabbed Zhanxiu from me and you are still unsatisfied to mess up with Xu Yi. You are too shameless!¡± ¡°Ah¡ªShen Xinyan, you dare to push me?! Do you know that I have a baby of Zhanxiu!¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, it is she who pushes me downstairs, and our baby has been ¡­ gone! Wu wu wu¡­¡± ¡°Pat ¡­¡± There came a loud p. Shen Xinyan was pped by Lu Zhanxiu and she crashed on the coffee table on the ward. ¡°Shen Xinyan, what vicious woman you are. Do you think that I will sleep with you even though you have forced me to marry you? You now kill the baby of Muyu, and I must make your life a living hell!¡± ¡°No, no, no¡­¡± Shen Xinyan felt that Lu Zhanxiu grabbed her neck and yelled in her dream! Then ¡­ It had been changed into a court and a chief judge asked her, ¡°Defendant, Shen Xinyan, do you plead guilty?¡± ¡± ¡­ Yes, I do.¡± ¡°The defendant, Shen Xinyan, is convicted of intentional injury and sentenced to five years imprisonment.¡± The noise of handcuffs and shackles kept twisting around her without endless ¡­ ¡°No¡­No!¡± Shen Xinyan woke up with a start and her forehead was filled with therge s of perspiration! ¡°Young mistress, you wake up now?¡± Jin heard the noise and pushed the door toe in. He could not bear it. Shen Xinyan covered herself with quilt shyly. Having been prisoned for five years, she was so afraid of the eye others looking at her. ¡°Jin, where is your young master?¡± ¡°Young master is ¡­¡± It was so hard for Jin to say tell her that master was in Ms. Muyu since he worried that she would be sad. At this moment, the telephone on the bedside cupboard rang up. Shen Xinyan looked at it and she found that it was a call from Lu Zhanxiu. Shen Xinyan was so happy, and she smeared her face nervously as if Lu Zhanxiu stood in front of her. She hoped that the person in front of Lu Zhanxiu would not be embarrassed any longer. ¡°Zhanxiu, you forgive me ¡­¡± ¡°You juste over here just now if you are still alive! Muyu is in a car idence and she is bleeding so much. You just hurry to the emergency center of Jiangzhou Hospital!¡± There came Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s ming voice suddenly and then he hung up the phone without hesitation. Shen Xinyan listened to the cold beep in a daze and put down the phone heartbreakingly. It was Qin Muyu again. How could she forget her! She could force Lu Zhanxiu to marry her since Qin Muyu needed the panda blood same with her at that time! It was the only chip that she could take up the position of young mistress of the Lu family, to be a mobile living blood bank of Qin Muyu! When she hurried to the emergency center of Jiangzhou Hospital, doctor was hesitated for the skinny woman. ¡°Hurry up. You should draw her blood quickly.¡± Lu Zhanxiu pushed the doctor impatiently.Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. ¡°Mr. Lu, thedy is in bad health and she has been undernourished for a long time. There will be great harm if I draw her blood and I am afraid that she will suffer from shock¡­¡± ¡°Her death is none of your business. I will make you all die with the woman inside if there is something wrong with her!¡± Doctor dare not to hesitate, but Shen Xinyan was in a cold and numb heart when listening to what Lu Zhanxiu had said. In a sickbed, Shen Xinyan looked at her dark red blood being sent to the body of Qin Muyu by pipes; while the man next to her seemed to be so worried. Finally, he still did not love her. Closing her eyes, she sucked the anesthetic into the nasal cavity slowly. She felt so cold physically, but it was just a tiny partpared with the cold heart. Chapter 3 She Was the Mistress! Shen Xinyan had beenatose after she was drawn with the blood of 600c. She had no idea of how she came back to Jin Yuan and there was nobody next to her. She was so thirsty, and she drank nothing! ¡°Water¡­ water¡­¡± She said in a low and rough voice. The pale finger point groped the bedside cupboard tremblingly, ¡°ng!¡± An empty bottle fell down. ¡°Young mistress, you are awake?¡± The new maid, Auntie Qin hurried to the room when she heard the voice. Looking at the poor Shen, she hurried to give her a cup of water. Shen Xinyan drained the cup with one gulp. She was so hungry and thirsty that she could not hold it any longer. God knew that the only child of the Shen family, the daughter of Shen Guoqiang, would have such a bad life. It was so pity. ¡°Auntie Qin, what time is it?¡± ¡°It is almost 12 o¡¯clock, young mistress. You have been asleep when Jin send you back, so I dare not wake you up. You must be starving, and I am going to cook for you!¡± Auntie Qin was so warmhearted, and she thought Shen Xinyan was so poor, so she was ready to make some noddle. It was heard that she went out to have blood donation, so Auntie Qin cooked ck chicken and red dates to supplement nutrition. However, it was only neers who would show sympathy for her in the Jin Yuan. The retainers who had been here for more than five years did not like her, and they came to persuade Auntie Qin when seeing her busy for Shen. ¡°Are you a fool, Qin? The Shen Xinyan is not a good person. The one who our young mistress likes is Miss. Qin, the best friend of Shen Xinyan. And you should know that both of them are panda blood. So, Shen forced our young master to marry her when Miss Qin needed blood for help since she won¡¯t donate blood if young master did not marry her. So, don¡¯t you think that she is so evil?¡±Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Auntie Qin was doubtful since she thought young mistress seemed to be so reasonable and weak, so how could she do such immoral thing to her best friend? ¡°You don¡¯t believe it? There is much more than that! Young master is so angry with her and they never sleep together after marriage. But she is so shameful that she fornicated with her college ssmate! They were caught by Miss Qin! She even pushed Miss Qin downstairs to do away with the witness, so Miss Qin lost her baby and she was sentenced for five years. So, do you think that our young master hates her so much?¡± Auntie Qin wanted to say that she did not believe it, but she found that Shen Xinyan was at the door or kitchen, ¡°Young ¡­ young mistress¡­¡± Auntie Qin was embarrassed, and she hurried to wink at the maid to leave. The gossip maid was shocked, but she did not worry about Shen since she was the lowest woman in Jin Yuan! Shen Xinyan stood there rigidly without focus. Everybody supposed that she should be evil and shameful, but it was not the truth! No one would believe her and the one who should believe her, Lu Zhanxiu, also did not doubt her, so what could she do? Looking at the wordless woman, Auntie Qin hurried to put the chicken soup on the desk and held her to the table. Shen Xinyan was so thankful since Auntie Qin was not hostile to her at least. She drank some of it and she almost cried. Auntie Qin stood beside her and found it, but she pretended to see nothing and went back to the kitchen. In her eyes, it was the young mistress of the Lu family. She was so poor since it was the biggest loneliness and sadness for a woman when she was loved by no man. Lu Zhanxiu found it when entering and he thought who the woman showed pity for. He must uncover the mask of hypocrisy and inferiority! ¡°Pat¡­ ¡± Lu Zhanxiu getting closer as tornado to her and pped the ceramic bowl in her hand. The chicken soup was sprayed around, and her dry hand became red for the hot soup! ¡°Muyu is so painful in sickbed, but you just enjoy yourself here? Shen Xinyan, I underestimate your shamelessness!¡± Shen Xinyan looked at him wrongly with a sore nose and a cold heart. The fog was spinning around her eyes, but she had to hold back tear. She did nothing wrong at this time! ¡°Zhanxiu, I have never done something bad to Qin Muyu. At the night five years ago, it is my ¡­ ¡± ¡°Shut up! I feel so sick when talking with you!¡± Qin Muyu cried on her arms and she said that she thought of that baby. Lu Zhanxiu became so painful when thinking about it, so he dragged her downstairs roughly and threw her on the bed! ¡°Zhanxiu, what are you doing?¡± Shen Xinyan was so scared when looking at the annoyed man pulling a tie apart and unbuttoning his button with long fingers. She was so nervous and scared. She was afraid of the cruel fucking! ¡°What am I doing? Don¡¯t you think that it is so ridiculous? Shen Xinyan, you are young mistress of Lu family, so what do you think I want to do? It is ck£­and£­white in the prenuptial agreement when you forced me to marry you. I must undertake the obligation of a husband when you stay at the Lu family.¡± When finishing the words, Lu Zhanxiu sneered and grabbed her two legs. He tore off the pants and squeezed into her dry body cruelly. Chapter 4 Ventilate Brutally Shen Xinyan was sweaty with pain since there was only one target when Lu Zhanxiu wanted to fuck her, for venttion! She was tortured to choke with sobs, but she could not help asking, ¡°The one who needs you care the most should be Qin Muyu, so is she unhappy for you are sleeping with me?¡± Lu Zhanxiu listened to it and he stopped. He stared at her with terrific eyes. ¡°How dare you mention Muyu? It is all your fault for the sad Muyu. She says that you have been a killer of the baby. Shen Xinyan, so you just tell me how I should treat you?¡± He thought his words was not brutal enough, so he dragged her hair to drag her up, ¡°Shen Xinyan, I won¡¯t let you down since you force me to marry you.¡± Finishing the words, his torture had been fiercer since he wanted to let her feel the pain of tearing! Lu Zhanxiu finished the torturing after a long time, and then she became dizzypletely ¡­ It had been one month for such a torturing treatment. Lu Zhanxiu was brutal at most of time, but he had been gentle asionally since he made mistake her for Qin Muyu when he was drunk for bad emotion.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Shen Xinyan became skinny and she was in pale. In the morning when Shen Xinyan woke up, she found that Lu Zhanxiu was having breakfast downstairs, so she was too scared to go downstairs, and she hid at the corner of stairs. Lu Zhanxiu was seldom to stay at home, and he did not share the bed with her even though he had fucked her for many times. He would go to the hospital to take care of Qin Muyu, so the behavior of Lu Zhanxiu did shock Shen Xinyan so much. ¡°She has been released for two months, but why has she got nothing yet?¡± Lu Zhanxiu spoke to himself and then he looked at the maid beside him, Auntie Qin. ¡°You, are going to prepare some Chinese medicine and food for young mistress tomorrow, and you cook for her all day meals.¡± Auntie Qin was at daze, but she still got it! So, did young master want to treat young mistress well? He had said nothing, so did he mean that the young mistress got nothing? Did young master want our young mistress to be pregnant? Lu Zhanxiu went out after finishing breakfast, Auntie Qin saw Shen Xinyan at the stairs happily! ¡°Young mistress, do you stay with the young master at these days?¡± Red blush shed on Shen Xinyan¡¯s face. Lu Zhanxiu did make love with her every night, but, each of them was so rough and brutal, so she was so scared. However, Shen Xinyan was still shy when talking about it. Looking at her, Auntie Qin held her hands, ¡°Young mistress, you should smile frequently. Young master has asked himself that why there is nothing, so he must want you to deliver a child for him!¡± Really? Shen Xinyan was shocked. How could it be possible? Lu Zhanxiu hated her so much, but he wanted her to deliver a baby! He should want to have a baby with Qin Muyu! Auntie Qin found that she was doubtful and then sheforted, ¡°I know what you are thinking in your mind. Miss Qin is not the one who marires our young master, but you are our young mistress. So only the child delivered by you could be sessor of the Lu family. Besides, it is very possible for men to love for sexuality. In my opinion, young mistress should insist to get pregnant and then the good day will be around the corner!¡± So, was it the truth? The reason why he stayed here every day was Qin Muyu could not serve him or he, he did not hate her that much anymore? Shen Xinyan loved Lu Zhanxiu and love blinded her. She did not ponder on the sudden change of Lu Zhanxiu, just taking reckless action for it. Chapter 5 Was She Pregnant? The father, Shen Guoqiang made a phone call at night. After the second marriage, he had his own family, so he could not miss her frequently, so it was the first contact between them after the release, but she always knew that her father loved her so much. ¡°Dad, it is sote, and you are still awake?¡± ¡°My girl, I know you are released, but I have not gone to see you. Your Auntie Ping has been in bad health, so ¡­¡± ¡°Dad, it doesn¡¯t matter. I feel go in Lu family and you don¡¯t need to miss me all the time.¡± Shen Xinyan hid in the quilt and stretched her hand to wipe the tears rushing from her eyes.¡± ¡°Really? Does Zhanxiu treat you well?¡± ¡°Yes, he does. We are nning to get pregnant!¡± Shen Xinyan did not want to make her father worry about her, so she made a quick reply. ¡°That is so great. I am at ease since you are in a good day.¡± Shen Guoqiang bit his tongue and Xinyan felt something wrong, ¡°Dad, is something wrong?¡± ¡°No, there is nothing. I just want to care about you. You feel so great now and I should hang up.¡± Shen Xinyan was doubtful since she felt that her father should be continued. Wang Ping was very unhappy after Shen Guoqiang hung up the phone, ¡°How about the money? What should we do if you don¡¯t ask your daughter for money? Do you want all of us are prisoners? Lu family is a big group with assets of hundreds of billion, so it should be fine for a father£­inw to ask for tens of millions.¡± ¡°Xinyan is just released and I don¡¯t¡¯ want to worry her about the trouble of the Shen family.¡± What¡¯s more, Xinyan has been married, but he gave nothing to her as dowry, so he would be so embarrassed at this moment! ¡°You don¡¯t want to talk about her? Fine. I will do that!¡± ¡°You have been enough! It has been so messy! I won¡¯t ce you and Zijian in danger!¡± ¡°You such a damn dare to shout at me! Just wait and see, I will go back to my own family with Zijian tomorrow and you are going to die without a son!¡± Looking at Wang Ping leaving angrily, Shen Guoqiang sit in sofa worriedly. Shen Xinyan thought Lu Zhanxiu could forgive her gradually, but it was so surprised that he brought Qin Muyu to Jin Yuan and she lived in the main house. Looking at retainers sweeping the house at the morning, Lu Zhanxiu held Qin Muyu to have a seat. ¡°You are just recovered, and you should take more rest.¡± Lu Zhanxiu touched the hair of Qin Muyu softly, murmuring. ¡°Zhanxiu, doctor orders me to have more supplement and I want to drink chicken soup.¡± ¡°So easy. I ask a maid to make it for you.¡± ¡°Xinyan has been so good at making soup when we were in college. I miss the taste so much! But now we are ¡­¡± She was gloomy, and Lu Zhanxiu was so painful. Looking around and peeking at Shen Xinyan, he frowned up his eyebrows. ¡°Muyu wants some chicken soup and you go to the kitchen to bring it here.¡± Shen Xinyan did not listen to their conversation, but she had suffered a lot from the words of Lu Zhanxiu. She wanted to reject with an excuse, but hearing the hypocritical words from Qin Muyu, ¡°Zhanxiu, I am just kidding. Xinyan should not cook for me since she is a formal young mistress of the Lu family!¡±Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. ¡°The title of young mistress of Lu Family should be yours, but now it is robbed by her shamefully. She would be nothing if you were in good health!¡± Shen Xinyan looked so pale and she had no idea of her mind. She just stood there, looking on the ground. Lu Zhanxiu was annoying when looking at such a poor her, and he became so angry suddenly, ¡°Why are you still standing there! Go to the kitchen, now!¡± Shen Xinyan went to the kitchen gloomily. Hiding in the kitchen, she wanted to cry. However, crying was not a good solution. She had told her father that she lived so well ¡­ No, she did not cry since she did not want to worry her father. Besides, she believed that Zhanxiu treated her badly since he did not know the truth and he would treat her well once he unveiled the mask of Qin Muyu in one day. Before that day, she must insist. He must be moved as well as she treated him with a true heart! Thinking in that way, she broke out a sign of resentment. She took materials out from the refrigerator and started to have a cook. However, she felt a bad stomach and she could not spit out after several retching. She touched the forehead and it was so hot! She felt so cold and she got fever at nights. She thought it should be sequ after the blood donation, so she did not care about it. When finishing the soup and going to bring it out, she felt shaky and then the pot was smashed! Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu heard the noise and the maids wereing to the kitchen! Lu Zhanxiu thought she was on purpose! ¡°So, do you think that you are so grievant to cook for Muyu? You can get out if you don¡¯t want to do that!¡± ¡°I am sorry, Zhan Xiu. I am not on purpose and I am just ¡­! Looking at the annoying Lu Zhanxiu, Shen Xinyan kept silent and crouched down to pick up the smash. Auntie Qin came to stop her, ¡°Young mistress. You stay here and we will pick it up!¡± ¡°Let her pick up the smash! You really treat yourself as the young mistress of Lu family¡­¡± Lu Zhanxiu wanted to keep saying, but he found that Shen felt like vomiting and pushed him and Qin Muyu away to retching by the pool! Qin Muyu was shocked, so was she ¡­ ¡°Young mistress, are, are you pregnant?¡± Auntie Qin was experienced, and she knew that it was pregnant! Her words made the angry Lu Zhanxiu to change his eyes on Shen Xinyan. Then, he ran to Shen Xinyan and dragged her body, asking her, ¡°Are you really pregnant?¡± During the words, he narrowed his eyes on the dry dummy of the woman, so there came a chance to give her a living hell! Chapter 6 Begged Him ¡°I, I don¡¯t know.¡± Rapidly, Lu Zhanxiu turned to cold eyes, ¡°You go to hospital to have a check since you don¡¯t know it. Auntie Qin, packs up for the young mistress and goes to hospital.¡± Before going out, Wang Ping and Shen Guoqiang came to Jin Yuan suddenly. ¡°Dad, Auntie Ping, why are youing here?¡± ¡°Xinyan, I know you are back, and wee to visit you. Hello, Zhanxiu.¡±? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Wang Ping forced a smile, but Lu Zhanxiu just ignored her. He looked at Shen Guoping and nodded at him. Wang Ping looked at the woman next to Lu Zhanxiu. She knew about Qin Muyu. She kept standing by Lu Zhanxiu and they must be in good rtionship. It was heard that the one that Lu Zhanxiu liked was Qin Muyu instead of Shen Xinyan, but it was so strange for him marrying Xinyan. However, the woman was not na? ve! Hospital. Shen Xinyan was having a body check inside. ¡°Father£­inw, why are you here?¡± Lu Zhanxiu said directly since he did not n to waste his time on the Shen family. ¡°Zhanxiu, I ¡­¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, there is something wrong with thepany of your father£­inw and he needs some money. So, it should be fixed by families, right? He is embarrassed, so he is reluctant to ask you. I will do it for him. It is so reasonable to help families to go through difficulty, isn¡¯t it?¡± Wang Ping kept persuading, but Lu Zhanxiu was so calm. He smiled faintly so that his real emotion was covered. ¡°Zhanxiu, will you do us a favor? Lu Company is so consolidated, so it is so easy for you, isn¡¯t it?¡± Lu Zhanxiu was silent and the Jin was silent, too. Qin Muyu held Lu¡¯s hand pompously and ironically. Hey, Shen Xinyan meant nothing in Lu family and these two old men dare to ask for money?! At this moment, doctor came out from the room and talked with Lu Zhanxiu. A tiny strangeness shed his face and then he talked with Shen Guoqiang with a dim smile, ¡°Father£­inw, I should discuss with Xinyan since I am not the boss of the Lu family.¡± The harmless and cold smile scared the Jin. Shen¡¯s father thought that Lu Zhanxiu respected Xinyan. There should be discussion between couples, so Xinyan did not lie to him and they were in a good rtionship really. ¡°Ah, yes.¡± Shen Guoqiang smiled embarrassedly since it was so shameful for him to borrow money from his son£­inw. Shen Xinyanid on sickbed. Looking at the entering Lu Zhanxiu, she found that she was grabbed by a pair of deep eyes, and she could not help quivering. ¡°Zhanxiu, how about the result? Am I¡­¡± ¡°You are pregnant.¡± He hooked the lips and looked up to peek at her eyes. ¡°Really, I am pregnant?¡± Xinyan was so happy since it was a baby between them. She even dared to have a dream that she would have such a good thing! ¡°Zhanxiu, I am so happy. So, how many weeks it is? What, what does the doctor say?¡± Her happiness was shown on her face, but she had no answers from Lu Zhanxiu after asking several questions. Shen Xinyan raised the head and looked at the man in front of her. He was looking at herself with exploratory eyes, so that Shen Xinyan was so confused about him. Suddenly, he got close to her and moved the thin lips to make some cold voice, ¡°So you are so happy for being pregnant?¡± ¡°I¡­¡± Shen Xinyan looked at Lu Zhanxiu stretching out his hands to cover on her t dummy. ¡°Muyu was also expecting our baby, but it was so poor since it had been killed soon.¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, I had no idea of Qin Muyu being pregnant at that time; besides, she was not pushed by me. What I say is true¡­¡± However, he did not believe in her. He would not listen to her exnation no matter what it was. Shen Xinyan had no idea of when she could clear up the charge in the marriage between Lu Zhanxiu and her. ¡°Are you?¡± Lu Zhanxiu sneered after listening the words. Then he gathered the five fingers to drag the dummy of Shen Xinyan. She was so scared to draw back. ¡°Zhanxiu, what are you doing?¡± She did not know that he would be so hostile to the baby, but it was also his baby! ¡°Hey, Shen Xinyan, you are scared now?¡± Looking at the gnashing Lu Zhanxiu, Shen Xinyan held quilt tightly in her hands to prevent from him. But she knew that it was so easy for Lu Zhanxiu to destroy her and the baby! Looking at the scared Shen, Lu Zhanxiu seemed to y with a predatory prey and stopped it. ¡°Your dad and your greedy step£­mother are still outside. Shen Company seems to be dilemma of capital and it would go to bankruptcy!¡± Xinyan was so shocked. How could it possible. Her father was so stable although he had no talent for business, so how could the Company go bankruptcy? ¡°So, do you worry about your dad?¡± Looking at the doubtful and painful her, Lu Zhanxiu was so happy! He felt that it was right to not kill her directly when looking at her crying sadly and painfully! His hate could be reduced by torturing her gradually! Shen Xinyan looked at Lu Zhanxiu with begging. At this moment, she could do everything if Lu Zhanxiu could treat her and her families mercifully! She could even leave him for the whole life! However, Shen Xinyan underestimated the cruelness of Lu Zhanxiu. He said several words simply, ¡°Shen Guoqiang is so honest and there should be so many friends in Jiangzhou, so it should be not that difficult to go through it at this time. However, Shen Xinyan, you should know that no one would dare to betray Lu Company for Shen Company if I stop it.¡± ¡°No, Zhanxiu, I beg you. My dad has been aged and he could not suffer from the torturing. Shen Company is the essence of his whole life. He must go crazy if Shen Company goes bankruptcy!¡± At this time, Shen Xinyan came to realize the seriousness of things. Dignity meant nothing when it waspared with her father. Her dignity was worthless. Chapter 7 Aborticide of Baby and Helper of Shen Company Shen threw off the quilt and knelt down on a cold ground. She dragged the pants of Lu Zhanxiu to beg him shamelessly, ¡°Zhanxiu, I beg for your help and I would do anything if you help him. I will go far away from you. And I will give up the title of young mistress of the Lu family and I won¡¯t be an obstacle to Qin Muyu and you. You won¡¯t see me again!¡± There was tear in her hair and she was in an awkward predicament under Lu Zhanxiu. Lu Zhanxiu peeked at her face and he was in sharp pain at that moment, but the pain had been covered before he could sense it. ¡°Leave? Do you think that you could atone for your sin? How a na? ve person you are!¡± ¡°So, what could I do for you? I can do it if you tell me!¡± Listening to it, Lu Zhanxiu showed the smile with coldness. ¡°A baby of Muyu had been killed when it was young as yours. So, get it, Shen Xinyan?¡± Shen Xinyan was shocked, and she stopped crying, looking along his eyes on her dummy¡­ He was asking her to kill their baby?! ¡°You should take action of induced abortion and I will help the Shen Company.¡± What Lu Zhanxiu said proved the guess of Shen Xinyan! ¡°¡­No, Zhanxiu, the baby is innocent, and it is also yours. It is still too young, so you have nothing for it. You would like him when he is born. You will!¡± ¡°Stop daydreaming, Shen Xinyan, you dare to deliver a baby of Lu Zhanxiu?¡±N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. Shen Xinyan was quivering suddenly, and she tightened up the hand on the pant. She was still reluctant so that she was insisting on an answer: ¡°So only Qin Muyu could do that for you?¡± Lu Zhanxiu was so surprised by her question. Was she questioning her? How dared she! ¡°Yes. Qin Muyu is the only one who could deliver the baby of mine, Lu Zhanxiu. Do you know why I want to make you pregnant? The reason is that I could kill it by myself when you are pregnant one day, so as to offset my pain of bereavement!¡± Then, Lu Zhanxiu broke Shen¡¯s fingers apart cruelly and ped her down on the ground. He, hehe¡­ You should know it. Shen Xinyan, why did you ask for a rebuff? You were not the one that he loved, but why did you could not get it? Qin Muyu was priceless for him, but you were so worthless! Shen Xinyan did want to save the offspring of the man she loved even though she could not get his love, but now she had no courage or position to insist. ¡°Can you help Shen Company really?¡± Xinyan gave up the struggle with a wretched heart. ¡°It totally depends on your decision.¡± ¡°Fine. I promise that I will take action of induced abortion. Hope you could keep your words, Lu Zhanxiu¡­¡± ¡°You have no right to bargain with me, Shen Xinyan. I won¡¯t keep the baby and it is the biggest mercy for you when I promise to help the Shen Company!¡± Finishing words, Lu Zhanxiu turned his back to the shabby and haggard Shen, leaving the room at once. Listening to mming door, Shen Xinyan was so sad and despondent. She touched her dummy where there came a baby just now, and she knew that she could not protect him. Then she could not help crying. ¡°So sorry, my child. Mother could not protect you¡­¡± Chapter 8 Kill You Easily Lu Zhanxiu was exceptionally vigorous in everything, so he would not do things sloppily when he decided to do it. The inducedbor operation of Shen Xinyan was one weekter, so she must separate with the baby that did note to the world in one week. Qin Muyu came to hospital to see her at dusk. ¡°What are you doing? I beg you out!¡± She was the one that Xinyan hated the most since everything was triggered by her! ¡°Hey, why are so mad? Xinyan, we had been in a good rtionship before!¡± Qin Muyu was so happy when looking at the confounded Shen Xinyan! Qin Muyu was annoying when she kept silent, so she stimted her ¡­ ¡°It is heard that Zhanxiu wants you to have induced abortion. Wow, such a poor woman you are! He must feel sorry for my previous abortion. However, Xinyan, the previous baby ¡­¡± She bit her tongue and looked at the pale woman with a Xu Yi was heart£­deficient in the words of Qin Muyu a grim smile. Shen Xinyan closed her eyes, but she still clinged on her¡ª ¡°The baby was not Zhanxiu¡¯s and I also had no idea of the father. Whatever, I am the one Zhanxiu loves and he would never believe what you say! You take the induced abortion for a baby of the unknown father, so do you hate me so much, Shen Xinyan?¡± Shen Xinyan was shivering with anger when listening to it! She held her fist tightly, eyes filling with bloodstream! ¡°Qin Muyu, you are so cruel! I must tell all the things to Zhanxiu. I must unveil your mask!¡± ¡°Are you? I am so scared!¡± When finishing the words, Qin Muyu turned into cold eyes and got close to her to grab the neck of Shen Xinyan: ¡°Shen Xinyan, who do you think you are? Who are you yelling at? Do you think that you will end with the situation if Zhanxiu believe in you? Listen to me, I could kill you easily with the love Zhanxiu give to me!¡± Qin Muyu tightened her hands when saying these. She did want to kill her if she could do that! She hated Shen Xinyan pretending to be native and she also hated the fact that the person who made love with Zhanxiu was Shen Xinyan instead of her! ¡°Coughing¡­coughing¡­¡± Shen Xinyan was struggling since she did not want to be killed by the ugly and dirty woman even though she wanted to die. She must tell the truth to Zhanxiu! At this moment, there were footsteps from outside. The outer person pulled the door and came in before Qin Muyu let her go¡­ ¡°Qin Muyu, are you crazy?¡± Xu Yi pushed Qin away when looking at the ferocious. ¡°Xinyan, how are you?¡± Xu Yi nervously worried about her, which was seen by Qin Muyu. During the campus life, she liked Xu Yi, but Xu Yi liked Shen Xinyan. Then, Lu Zhanxiu slept on the bed of Shen Xinyan and FELL in Love with Qin Muyu. She hated Shen Xinyan so much! ¡°Xinyan, you have told us that there was nothing between you and Xu Yi, but now he is so worried about you. So, he must love you so much!¡± ¡°Stop nonsense, Qin Muyu! There is nothing between us and you must not speak at random!¡± Xu Yi was heart£­deficient in the words of Qin Muyu. He did have feeling with Xinyan, but he knew that Xinyan only loved Lu Zhanxiu.N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. He just hoped that he could have a chance to protect her and she would be happy. ¡°Nonsense? I am not nonsense and you know it! Shen Xinyan, you are also clear about it. Don¡¯t you know that Xu Yi falls in love with you? Shen Xinyan, you are really good at seducing others!¡± ¡°Shut up!¡± Xu Yi did not allow others to humiliate Shen Xinyan. Looking at the aggressive Qin Muyu, he pushed her away. At this moment, the door was pulled away and Lu Zhanxiu and Jin stood at the gate¡­ Chapter 9 Induced Abortion Shen Xinyan looked at Lu Zhanxui, thinking about what did he know? ¡°Zhanxiu, Ie to visit Xinyan with caring, but she dares to say that I deserve the abortion and she even says that the baby was not yours. I know Xinyan is jealous of you loving me, but I ¡­¡± Lu Zhanxiu turned into cold eyes and stared at Shen Xinyan with angry. ¡°Zhanxiu, she is a liar. I do not say that¡­¡± ¡°Shut up!¡± Lu Zhanxiu pped on Shen Xinyan , which made Shen heartbreaking. ¡°How dare you to make up the evil words. Do you have any morality? Do you know that Muyu even think about you and ask me to let you deliver the baby when you are sent to the hospital!¡± ¡°No. I am not! All the things are made up by Qin Muyu. It is she who lies to you!¡± ¡°Do you think that I will believe you?¡± Shen Xinyan was dazed, and she shut up the mouth. He won¡¯t believe her! Xu Yi was so annoying, and he came to ask Lu Zhanxiu, ¡°You ask Xinyan to have induced abortion? What a crazy man you are, Lu Zhanxiu!¡± Lu Zhanxiu peeked at Xu Yi. He had been so angry and now he was much madder when looking at the man. ¡°Hey, it is concubine affection between you two. Shen Xinyan, you dare to tell me that there is nothing between you two?¡± Shen Xinyan wanted to figure out what she meant to Lu Zhanxiu when he humiliated her in front of Lu Zhanxiu. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, you only believe in Qin Muyu and you always think that I lie to you. Qin Muyu is a treasure and I, Shen Xinyan, is worse than a dog, right?¡± Lu Zhanxiu was surprised by the contradiction. Looking at the desperate and heartbroken eyes, he was suffocated for no reason. He was strange to the feeling and he did not want to face it. ¡°Persist in wrongdoing!¡± ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, I do nothing wrong. If I have to be wrong, it must be falling in love with you!¡± ¡°You!¡± He grabbed her lower jaw, wishing to break the jaw. However, Shen Xinyan did not beg him, and the stubborn Shen Xinyan annoyed him so much! ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, you should let her go if you don¡¯t love her, but why do you keep torturing her?¡± Lu Zhanxiu looked at Xu Yi and he turned all of his anger to him. ¡°Jin.¡± ¡°Yes, young master.¡± Jin had been absolutely obedient to him and he knew the intension of Lu Zhanxiu, so he could subdue Xu Yi easily! ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, what are you doing. You should let him go since he has nothing to do with ours!¡± Xinyan threw back the quilt and scrambled out of bed, scrabbling the clothes of Lu Zhanxiu and begging. Lu Zhanxiu was more violent when she begged him. Shen Xinyan, did you tell me that you love me? You did not surrender when I treated you so bad, but now you surrender for him? ¡°Nothing to do with him? Hey on the bed with my wife, so, do you think that there is nothing to do with him?¡± ¡°What should I do to make you believe in me?¡± ¡°Shen Xinyan, I am neither deaf nor blind!¡± Then, he gave an eye to Jin. Jin looked at Shen Xinyan guiltily and then, he dragged Xu Yi out of the room. ¡°I will do that! It is all my fault, Lu Zhanxiu. I won¡¯t y a trick on you and I will take action of induced abortion, but you should let Xu Yi go¡­¡± She gave inpletely. Lu Zhanxiu was so mad when he saw the begging woman for Xu Yi. In her eyes, the man was the most important!? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Shen Xinyan, why were you so mean! ¡°Okay. I will let him go when you clear it!¡± ¡°Lu Zhanxiu!¡± He was leaving and Shen Xinyan shouted at him in a dead silence. ¡°You have better not to regret.¡± Lu Zhanxiu stopped, and a pain shed through his head. However, he did not care about it. Then, the words of Shen Xinyan and the image were behind him¡­ Chapter 10 A Plot The baby was clear. Shen Xinyan looked at the red blood ping down and it was thrown on trash bin. She begged the doctor to let her see clearly. She opened the eyes and she had no idea of tears as if she was a walking dead without soul. However, she thought it was worthy since Lu Zhanxiu could release Xu Yi and helped her father to go through the difficulty. In the building of Lu Company, Qin Muyu stealthily found the financial assistant of thepany, Zhou, ¡°Is it the money that Mr. General Manager Lu asks you to transfer to Shen Company?¡± ¡°Yes, Miss. General Qin. The money will be transferred to the ount of Shen Family on Monday.¡± Zhou Mengmeng was confused about theing woman, but all employees knew that Qin Muyu was favored by Lu Zhanxiu. He treated her better than his wife. The young mistress of the Lu family must be the Qin Muyu sooner orter, so she was afraid of Qin Muyu. ¡°Shen Company has made a phone call and it will be transferred to Mr. Chairman Shen!¡± ¡°However, why does Mr. General Manager Lu has not mentioned it?¡± ¡°Dose he needs to tell you in person?¡± Qin Muyu lectured her angrily with round eyes. ¡°Yes. I got it. Does Miss. General Qin has any other mission for me?¡± ¡°You can go back and keep silent!¡± Zhou withdrew carefully and there was only Qin Muyu in the office. ¡°Shen Xinyan, you dare to y with me! You will have no idea of your death!¡± After grim smile, she took out the smart phone and made a phone call. The person who received the phone was Wang Ping. ¡°Have you prepared the air tickets?¡± ¡°Yes, it has been done and I wait for your order!¡± ¡°Very good. I will transfer ten million in one hour.¡± ¡°But you have told me that you will give men thirty million,¡± Wang Ping said unhappily. ¡°The thirty million should be given to Shen Company. Mrs. Shen, you would get nothing if it is sent to thepany in Monday. However, I can give you ten million. It is all for you. So your son and you can live in an easy life. It is up to you!¡± Wang Ping thought about it and she epted the amount. However, Qin Muyu was so clever. She cut the money and took twenty million of the money. Besides, she could put Shen Xinyan to a devil hell. It was really double gain! In the Monday morning, Shen Xinyan was awakened by nightmares! Auntie Qin came in and she was shocked when looking at the pale face. ¡°What happen to you, my young mistress?¡± Shen Xinyan was in a terrible panic and she just ignored Auntie Qin.Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. Her father smiled to him in the dream, wordlessly. He was immersed in darkness and she kept tracing, but she could not catch up with him!! Her eyelids were twitching rapidly, and she felt that there must be something wrong with her father! Thinking of it, she threw back the quilt and scrambled out of bed to scare Auntie Qin: ¡°Young mistress, you are not covered from the induced abortion and you should stay here!¡± ¡°Auntie Qin, prepare vehicle for me and I go to Shen Company!¡± Ignoring these, Shen Xinyan left Jin Yuan with pain. Before arriving at the building of Shen Company, she found the road was jammed with the enterprises holding brands for money returning and employees! Shen Xinyan was so worried and scared. Did Lu Company transfer the money? Why there were so many creditors in front of the gate? ¡°Shen Guoqiaing, you must return the money to us today! You cannot hide in the building to get rid of us!¡± A man smashed the door of Shen Company and shouted. Others rushed to the door. They were in a gesture that they won¡¯t stop it until they could gain the money! ¡°Lu Company has lent money to Shen Company, so ourpany won¡¯t go bankruptcy. Could you, you all keep waiting for a while, please?¡± Shen Xinyan begged but these people did not know Shen Xinyan, so they said, ¡°Lu Company? We won¡¯t be here if Lu Company lend money to you. Shen Company would not be so poor if Lu Company has not bullied Shen Company. Girl, you are too young too na? ve! It is Lu Company that wants Shen Company to go bankruptcy, so how could it lend money to thepany? Besides, Shen Company has promised to return the money to us. We will not stay here if Lu Company lends money to you!¡± Shen Xinyan was dazed by the words of the man, Lu Company wanted Shen Company to go bankruptcy¡­ However, Lu Zhanxiu had promised her to save thepany! Chapter 11 Shen Father Committed Suicide and Died in front of Her At this moment, there was a figure of Shen Guoqiang in the roof of Shen Company. He stood by the fence to look at the creditors under him! He had been so honest in his business and others for the whole life. However, it turned out that he could not protect the business of Shen Company. Thepany was destroyed by him¡­ ¡°Dad!¡± Shen Xinyan looked at him and she was so nervous and scared. What was he doing? No. It was too cruel for her since he was the only family for her! ¡°Xinyan¡­¡± Shen Guoqiang murmured. At the height of dozens ofyers, he could not find nor hear Shen Yanxi. He was so reluctant to leave his daughter. Wang Ping left Shen family with Zijian, so the daughter was the only one child of him. Xinyan, dad felt so sorry for you. I gave you nothing and I won¡¯t be a burden on you. Then, he jumped from the top of the building ¡­ ShenXinyan looked at the falling father and the people around her also watched the scene. They were frightened to step aside! Shen Guoqiang ped down rapidly. Shen Xinyan wanted to stretch out for her father, but she could do nothing! ¡°No! Dad! You should not leave me alone!¡± She rushed there and she just wanted to keep closer and closer to her father¡­ ¡°ng ¡­¡±! She Xinyan was frozen there and she stopped the footstep ¡­ Shen Guoqiang wasnded within half meter of her¡­ He opened the eyes and the limbs were quivering with the fierce falling. The dark red blood came from his back side of head. They were floating on the foot side of Shen Xinyan¡­ Blood came from nose and mouth¡­He stared at Shen Xinyan with open eyes. The time was frozen at that moment ¡­ Shen Xinyan found that she even could not cry ¡­N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. In the mortuary, Shen Xinyan looked at the pale face of her father in a stunned daze. She kept crying after the arrival of the dead body, but it was voiceless. She thought about the words that her father had told her. Certainly, there were also words of Lu Zhanxiu. She dialed to the finance of Shen Company and it was confirmed that Shen Company did not get the money from Lu Company. So, Lu Zhanxiu did not tend to help at the very beginning. He lied to her! ¡°Dad, I am in a bad life. It is so bad. So, why can you just leave me alone?¡± She had nothing to miss finally. She touched the hand of her father. The stiff hands seemed to be warm as if it was still alive. It was the hands that hugged her, loved her and protected her from danger. There came footstep from outside of the door. Shen Xinyan thought it was Lu Zhanxiu who came to her. She did not stand up since she did not want to see him at this moment. However, theer was the one that she hated the most! ¡°It is so poor!¡± The voice of Qin Muyu came from her back, which disgusted her so much! ¡°You get out! You are not wee!¡± Shen Xinyan bore the anger since she wanted to keep dignity in front of her father. ¡°Come on. I don¡¯t want to look at the poor you, but I just want to ask you to return the thirty million yuan owed by Shen Company. Now, Shen Guoqiang has been dead, and it should be returned by you!¡± ¡°What do you mean?¡± Shen Xinyan was shocked by the words. It was heard that Lu Company did not transfer money to Shen Company, so how could thepany owe the money of Lu Company? Chapter 12 That Was Your Fate! ¡°What do you mean? Shen Xinyan, you should not want to get rid of the debt although your dad is dead. Lu Company is a giant enterprise and the thirty million means nothing to us, but your father, Shen Guoqiang, had been a honest and decent person when he was alive. It was so reasonable to return debt! Wang Ping escaping with the money must be the idea of Shen Guoqiang; otherwise, she won¡¯t do that. It is reasonable. His wife and son must be so poor when Shen Company goes bankruptcy, so he should decide tomit suicide to leave a good life for his wife and son!¡± ¡°Nonsense! My father won¡¯t do that!¡± Listening to the humiliation of Qin Muyu to her father. Shen Xinyan was extremely mad! ¡°Me? You could ask the financial assistant of Lu Company, Zhou Mengmeng to confirm whether Zhanxiu transfers the money or not; besides, I could not see your greedy step£­mother and your foppish brother after the death of your dad.¡± Looking at the silent her, Qin Muyu continued, ¡°It is thirty million. The woman is so bad that she leaves none of it for you two¡­¡± Shen Xinyan did not believe her, and she dialed to Lu Zhanxiu, but it was not received. She had heard from Auntie Qin that he had left Jiangzhou. Then, she dialed to Jin and it was received by Jin after a long time. ¡°Young mistress?¡± ¡°Jin. It is me! I want to ask money of Shen Company¡­ ¡± ¡°Young master has asked Zhou to handle that night, so have you received the money?¡± ¡°¡­.¡± It should be right since Jin said that. Shen Xinyan was frozen, looking at the body of her father and putting down her hands slowly¡­ ¡°So, am I right?¡± Qin Muyu knew that she must be copsed for being wordlessly. Then, she pretended to be a good one. ¡°Zhanxiu don¡¯t ask you for the money, but Shen Xinyan, it is so poor that your father could not know the people around him clearly before his death. It is a pity! So, Shen Company deserves the ending ¡­£­¡± ¡°Pat¡­ ¡± A loud pping stopped Qin Muyu. She did not believe that the sleepy Shen Xinyan dared to beat her! ¡°Shen Xinyan, are you crazy?!¡± ¡°Get out! Our Shen family borrows money from Lu Company, my husband, so there is none of your business!¡± Qin Muyu was shocked by the Shen Xinyan since she did not see such a terrible Shen Xinyan. ¡°Shen Xinyan, don¡¯t act as the young mistress of the Lu family. You will not be in the position soon!¡± Finishing the words, she reached the target to annoy Shen Xinyan, so she won¡¯t stay here. She mmed the door and left arrogantly!N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. After her leaving, Shen Xinyan cried loudly on the body of her body finally to call for her father¡­ Behind the door, Qin Muyu was so happy: Shen Xinyan, you should cry since that was your fate! The news of Shen¡¯s fathermitting suicide was heard by Lu Zhanxiu rapidly. A shock shed her eyes. Then, a disgusting face of Shen Xinyan hit his mind suddenly. She must be so sad! ¡°Where is she?¡± Lu Zhanxiu asked Jin. ¡°It is heard from Auntie Qin that young mistress does note from her home and the body of Mr. Shen is burned by young mistress personally.¡± Lu Zhanxiu found that he missed the calls when she dialed. So, he just imaged how she was when making the phone calls. Was she crying, being lost and scared? The hand with phone was tightened. ¡°He is my father£­inw. Jin, buy air ticket and we go back to Jiangzhou.¡± Chapter 13 She Committed Suicide and Dyed the Whole Bathtub The funeral of Shen¡¯s father was so simple. Shen Xinyan burned the body and the cinerary casket was put in the hall of the Shen family. She put something for sacrifice. She was preparing to bury her father with mother. Lu Zhanxiu came back at night and he rushed to the Shen family. He found that Shen Xinyan in white clothes knelt down in front of the spirit tablet of her father. At that moment, he felt painful and he could not take a breath at that moment! He struggled to dump the strange emotion always and walked to Shen Xinyan ¡­ ¡°Why don¡¯t you tell me for such a big thing? You could tell Jin even though you could not find me.¡± He grabbed her face and he found that she was slimmer than before!N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. ¡°The stuff of Shen family would not bother Mr. Lu. We owe you too much and it is unaffordable for me!¡± The being estranged shocked Lu Zhanxiu and then he became much more annoyed, ¡°Do you think that I am helping the Shen family and you? I just do it for the dignity of the Lu family! Jin, pack things for young mistress. The funeral of the Shen family should not be that simple!¡± ¡°Yes, young master.¡± The funeral was held by Lu Zhanxiu. It was solemn without extravagance and waste, which met the image of Mr. Shen. The money of Shen Company was fixed out by Lu Zhanxiu, and he took over thepany. He also changed the corporate representative to be Shen Xinyan. However, he did not tell all of these to Shen Xinyan. Shen Xinyan did thank to Lu Zhanxiu. She knew that Lu Zhanxiu owed her nothing, but she owed him too much. Qin Muyu said that thirty million meant nothing to Lu Company, but she still wanted to protect the dignity of her father although he was dead. She knelt down in front of the tomb of her parents for the whole afternoon. She said to her father that she must return the money to Lu Zhanxiu. At dusk, she came home, and she found that Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu were absent in the house. It was heard from Auntie Qin that Qin Muyu did not want to live in Jin Yuan, so Lu Zhanxiu bought a vi that she liked for her. So, they won¡¯te back at this night. It was only her and several maids in the house. Shen Xinyan had nothing, so how could she return the money to Lu Zhanxiu? The one he liked should be Qin Muyu. Letting alone the exchange of Qin Muyu at that year. It must be true love since she could love Qin Muyu so much! She would hate herself if she still took up the position of young mistress of the Lu family! He hated her so much! From the moment that he asked her to take an induced abortion, she should know it clearly that he hated her! However, there was no solution. She still loved him, and she could not get rid of the love! So, he should be free since she was the only one in the world without any missing. In the bathtub, she made the bathtub filled with water and it was foggy. She did not change the white clothes and locked up the door of the bathroom. Sheid on the warm tub. She thought that she could only return him with his life even though she could not return to him in this life. The love to Lu Zhanxiu should be ended, so his relentless hatred would be ended, right? She had no idea if it could notpensate him. Thinking of it, Shen Xinyan took out the sharp de that she had prepared before. She cut heavily on her wrist. She looked at the scarlet blood surging from the wound. The water was immersed in the bathtub and the water had been red, but sheughed. The blood dyed the whole bathtub. Shen Xinyan felt that her body became cold and she could even not hold the de. The de was ped on the ground along with the bloodstain¡­ She closed her eyes, finally¡­ Chapter 14 The Baby in Her Body Was Still Alive? Hospital was filled with an antiseptic solution and doctors were shuttling. Shen Xinyanid on sickbed, closing her eyes. She seemed to be so pale. Auntie Qin looked at theying young mistress, crying ceaselessly. What would be more important than your life in the world? Besides, doctor had said that the young mistress was pregnant, so didn¡¯t she know that? Auntie Qin thought about the rtionship between the young master and the young mistress, and she felt it was a trouble. ¡°Ache¡­¡± Shen Xinyanid on the bed and murmured. Auntie Qin was so excited since young mistress woke up. ¡°Young mistress, how do you feel? Are you painful?¡± ¡°Auntie Qin, am I still alive?¡± Shen Xinyan became hopeless since she thought she had better to die, or she had been sick with the endless torture. ¡°Young mistress, why do you say so? As the saying goes, a living dog is better than a dead lion! You are still young and you will have a long way to go. So everything will be passed. Besides, you are pregnant and you should take good care of the baby. You must live for it, right? Others are worthless and only child of you could be hopeful!¡± Shen Xinyan was dazed for her words. ¡°Young mistress, there is a good news that you are pregnant! You should be strong!¡± Auntie Qin looked at her and said to her slightly. She treated Shen Xinyan as her own daughter. Shen Xinyan could not help crying and the hot tears warmed her cold heart. ¡°Auntie Qin, you are so ¡­.¡± ¡°Okay, good girl, stop crying.¡± Shen Xinyan moved the eyelids and she was confused about it. She suddenly knew what weeping with joy was and she even thought that she must be dead since these good things should be heard in heaven. ¡°It should be impossible, Lu Zhanxiu ¡­¡± Auntie Qin was also confused. Young master had asked the young mistress to take induced abortion; but why there was still a baba left? ¡°I go to ask the doctor to exin to you.¡±? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. ¡°Auntie Qin!¡± Shen Xinyan stopped her suddenly. ¡°I beg you to tell nobody, or I must be dead!¡± Lu Zhanxiu must ask her to talk another induced abortion if he knew the news. She did not want it! Auntie Qin looked at Shen Xinyan and she totally got it. Young mistress was so poor that she should not be forced again! ¡°es, I see. Young mistress, you could be at ease and I will keep secret!¡± Shen Xinyan became released since Auntie Qin was the only one that she could trust. The doctor came in the room. The doctor was a forties woman. ¡°Doctor, am I really pregnant? But I have induced abortion recently.¡¯ The woman doctor looked at Shen Xinyan and she could know that the woman should be so in tough day. ¡°Miss Shen, you should have a doubt. ording to the analysis report, you are really pregnant. As to the induced abortion, I think, there should be twins and only one of them is removed. It ispletely possible in medicine!¡± Oh, that was the reason¡­ ¡°So, aren¡¯t you happy for being pregnant?¡± Doctor looked at the silent Shen Xinyan and asked. Chapter 15 He Was Afraid of Her Committing A Suicide Again ¡°So, aren¡¯t you happy for being pregnant?¡± Doctor looked at the silent Shen Xinyan and asked.N?vel(D)rama.Org''s content. ¡°Yes.¡±. But she became worried at the same time. ¡°Doctor, could you keep it secret for me? There is bad rtionship between my husband and I since there is ¡­ something wrong with us.¡± Doctor totally got it and she was so nice, ¡°This is the things between you two and I can keep a secret if you don¡¯t want to announce it. My girl, you should treat yourself well. There is a long way for you to go, so you Yes, it was right. People would have hope once they were alive. She had her own baby, so she could notmit suicide. Everything should be considered for her baby and ¡­ Qin Muyu. She must be alive to annoy her since she was so vicious to trick her. Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu hurried to the hospital and they found that Shen Xinyan was awake. Lu Zhanxiu looked at her at the gate and he found that she seemed to be pale as a ghost. In the slim body, there was a drip infusion on her arm. The pair of eyes were so nk without soul. For unknown reason, Lu Zhanxiu was painful at the moment that he looked at the hopeless Shen Xinyan. He remembered that he had seen the same eyes when she was numbly burning the note to her father in the mourning hall. He was afraid of it. Thismitting suicide could be found by Auntie Qin, but how about next time? Would shemit suicide again in a ce with nobody? He became so nervous when thinking about it. He should not care about her! The woman that he loved should be Muyu and Shen Xinyan was a bitch living for Qin Muyu. He should have no feeling about her! He was in a messy mind, but Shen Xinyan peeked at him calmly. So, the calm eyes met with theplicated eyes. Lu Zhanxiu was waiting at the gate. He should change the expression when she found him, but there was nothing changed. Her eyes were still so calm as if Lu Zhanxiu had been nobody to Shen Xinyan in the future. He became trembling suddenly. ¡°Young master and Miss. Qin, youe to visit us?¡± Auntie Qin smeared the face and she seemed to cry just now. Lu Zhanxiu knew that Auntie Qin was the only one who would treat Shen Xinyan sincerely in Jin Yuan. ¡°Auntie Qin, you just leave.¡± Lu Zhanxiu said coldly, which made theying Shen Xinyan quivering. She was afraid of theiring since she was so weak without fighting ambition. The most important thing was that she did not want to see them for the hurtful sentiments of the two people. Auntie Qin looked at Shen Xinyan and she was worried about her, but she had to obey the order of the young master. Turning around, she tucked Shen Xinyan in and then smiled to her. Then, she left the room. Auntie Qin opened the door. Lu Zhanxiu looked at Qin Muyu. ¡°You should go out and there is heavy antiseptic solution. I will ask the driver to send you back.¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, Xinyan had been the best friend in college and I want to stay here with her.¡± Qin Muyu clung on the arm of Lu Zhanxiu. How could she miss such a good chance to see a bereaved Shen Xinyan? Chapter 16 Lu Zhanxiu, You Had Been Changed Lu Zhanxiu did not want her to stay here, but he could not reject the begging of Qin Muyu. So the two people stayed at the room with Shen Xinyan. Shen Xinyan did not look at them and she just felt cold. She covered the dummy with a hand in drip infusion since there was a baby for her.Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°Qin Muyu, I don¡¯t want to see you. Please go out if you still have a conscience and shame.¡± Facing Lu Zhanxiu, Shen Xinyan could be cold since he was the man that she loved the most. She could not love but not hating him when he took revenge on her. However, she hated Qin Muyu so much and she even wanted to kill her! ¡°Xinyan, I know you are in bad emotion and I also feel sorry for the death of your father; but we all care about you. You should not push all the people caring about you away when you are in such condition. Do you know that Zhanxiu worries you so much? He even cancels the foreign conference when he knows that you are sent to hospital for themitting suicide. Lu Zhanxiu looked at Shen Xinyan when Qin Muyu was talking. He wanted to see something special or appreciation, but there was nothing. It annoyed Lu Zhanxiu since she did appreciate what he had done. She was in a cold face as if the whole world was her enemy. ¡°So? I do appreciate your caring.¡± Shen Xinyan did not forget that what she talked to her was so vicious. One of her babies was gone for the baby of Qin Muyu whose father was unknown. But now, she would have no idea of living if there was no baby left for her. As to Lu Zhanxi, why did he believe in Qin Muyu and doubt her if he really had feeling on her? Many truths could be felt with the heart, instead of watching with eyes. Obviously, Lu Zhanxiu had no feeling about her, so she should not be so stubborn. You could not get the thing that did not belong to you. ¡°Xinyan¡­¡± Qin Muyu pretended to be sad for the cold attitude of Shen Xinyan. She looked at Lu Zhanxiu with tearful eyes as if she was bullied by Shen Xinyan! Lu Zhanxiu did speak for Qin Muyu again¡­ ¡°Shen Xinyan, you should not be arrogant as if everyone owes you although there is trouble in your family. I could forgive you at this time. You will have no rtionship with our Lu family if there is a next time! Today, Ie to see you for a flood of sympathy, but you seem to need no care. So, I should not hurry to care about you since you don¡¯t need it!¡± Finishing the words, Lu Zhanxiu had no eyes on Shen Xinyan, but he did not move. He did not intend to leave. There was a ripple in her nk eyes. Yes, he was right. What he had for her was only sympathy and nothing else. Shen Xinyan was silent and she closed her eyes. However, she still could not help crying. Lu Zhanxiu found the tear on her eyes. Oh, damn it. He became too painful to take a breath! Qin Muyu also watched it and she peeked at the eyes of Lu Zhanxiu. She was an excellent woman, so she could get it. Lu Zhanxiu had sympathy on her, but what would he have in the future? She was so worried. In addition, Lu Zhanxiu had been obsessed with the body of Shen Xinyan, instead of hers. What if Lu Zhanxiu knew that the one who slept with him in the hotel was Shen Xinyan and there was red at the first night¡­ She dared not to image the ending! Chapter 17 She Was Afraid of His Getting Closer Lu Zhanxiu left the hospital since he may not want to see the hopeless Shen Xinyan, or he did not want to admit that he still cared about her feeling. And he went back from the house of Qin Muyu to Jinyaun after that night. What Qin Muyu could not ept was that Lu Zhanxiu did not go back with Qin Muyu. His excuse was that Jin Yuan was a bad ce for you and you should stay here to raise your body. Qin Muyu thought that Lu Zhanxiu woulde back every night, but he didn¡¯t. He still lived in Jin Yuan even though Shen Xinyan did not live there. Shen Xinyan went back to Jin Yuan after the nearly one£­month hospitalization. Actually, she did want to go back to Shen family, but it had been gone. There was no father or property. She had no ce to stay except Jin Yuan. Shen Xinyan seemed to change to be another one when she came from the hospital. She had a sunbath in the garden, and she cared nothing else. She only talked with Auntie Qin. The cool Shen had been changedpletely. Lu Zhanxiu saw such cool Shen Xinyan when he came back. In the past, Shen Xinyan would make breakfast for Lu Zhanxiu before he went topany. All dishes would be set when he went down. There was favorite food for him, but he did not have a try. He kept rejecting but Shen insisted doing that. However, there was no well£­prepared breakfast, but themon food made by maids on the table. Lu Zhanxiu did not know the reason and he kept thinking about the past. She would get up early to prepare clothes and ties for him even though she had been tortured by him on the night before and he was still unsatisfied with her. Before going out, she would take a briefcase for him and ask him to be careful oring home earlier. However, all of these had been gone. At this day, Lu Zhanxiu came backte. He had dinner with clients for the cooperation ofpany and he drank some wine. It was so strange that he said he would go back to Jin Yuan when Jin drove him back and asked him whether they should go to Miss. Qin or Jin Yuan. He chose to go back to the wedding house for no reason. The room was so dark, so did she sleep? Lu Zhanxiu was so annoyed when thinking of the utterly dissipated Shen. He switched on the wall light and he found that Shen Xinyan stared at him vigntly. Was she afraid of him? When thinking of these, he became much more annoyed and the knitted eyebrows became tighter. ¡°Why are you still awake at this moment?¡± Lu Zhanxiu untied the tie and went into the room. He stood by the bed. Shen Xinyan scratched the quilt. She raised her guard against Lu Zhanxiu since she believed no one. ¡°I, I, am, going to sleep, and you should have to rest earlier.¡± Lu Zhanxiu was in a dazed when she talked to him in that way; then he said in a cool tone, ¡°I am so tired, so you go to make preparation for my bath if you still awake.¡± Shen Xinyan stayed on the bed. She did not know why he still went back to the room, the house since they had been in that position. Should he live with Qin Muyu? It was so great since she did not want to change. Now, all she hoped was that she could stay with the baby peacefully, which was so satisfying.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Chapter 18 Lost Control ¡°Maid could also do that, I, I am sleepy.¡± Shen Xinyan said quietly, but Lu Zhanxiu could get the rejection and unwillingness of the words. ¡°What? Maid¡­¡­ Shen Xinyan, do you really deem yourself as the young mistress of the Lu family?¡± The derisive words of Lu Zhanxiu humiliated Shen Xinyan suddenly. It was right. She took the position for a long time, she really deemed herself as the young mistress of the Lu family. Her face became pale and her hands clutching the quilt¡¯s hand tightly became loosened. Finally, she gave in. ¡°Wait there and I go to prepare for you.¡± Then, Shen Xinyan wore slippers and went to the bathroom. Lu Zhanxiiu looked at the woman withplicated eyes. She was so weak, but she was so refractory just now. Would she still give in if he did not force her with words? Looking at the prostrate Shen, Lu Zhanxiu was inplicated emotion at that moment. He stood up and went to the bathroom. The bathroom was filled with fog and steam. Shen Xinyan knelt down beside the superb big massage bathtub. She tried the temperature quietly and stirred the water in the bathtub with a soft hand. But she was still afraid of it since she tried tomit suicide here. The water spraying from water tap as if they were spraying dark blood. She became quivering and she decided to close her eyes finally. Lu Zhanxiu found everything. He knew that she was so afraid of it.Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. Then, he grabbed her, and he found that the red scarlet was still on her wrist although the wound was recovered. The scarlet reminded him what the woman had done in the bathroom! Shen Xinyan was shocked, and she retreated subconsciously. Then, she fell on the bathtub. Lu Zhanxiu held her, but he could not stand stably. Then, he fell on the bathtub with her. She wore the nightdress and half of her had been wet. As to Lu, the entire pants were immersed in the tub. ¡°I am so sorry. I am not intentionally.¡± Shen Xinyan was afraid to annoy Lu Zhanxiu and she struggled to stand up. However, the material of nightdress was so thin, and it had been semi£­transparent after being immersed with water. She was in good body, so she was much more charming for the subtle sexy body. Lu Zhanxiu had told himself that he should not be obsessed with the body of Shen Xinyan, but he could not do that. He could control himself when he stayed with Qin Muyu. He told Qin Muyu that he did not want her to be so tired for the bad health, so he did nothing except kissing. But now, he lost control when looking at the sexy body. He could not restrain the desire that was about to pour out of his heart. ¡°Not intentionally?¡± Lu Zhanxiu looked at the web Shen Xinyan with gloomy face. The shock and obsession in her eyes were covered by him. Looking at her, he could not help wanting¡­ ¡°Shen Xinyan, it has been so many years, so do you think that I still know nothing about you? Are you very good at softening others up? Do you think that I will believe in you?¡± Lu Zhanxiu hugged her. He said something cruel, but he hugged her softly. She was so light and there was bone on her shoulder when you touched. He knew that she was in bad health, but it was the first time for him to find it. Chapter 19 Sympathy The scarlet could be seen when you looked down. What was she thinking about at that moment, so she could cut herself without hesitation? Lu Zhanxiu felt the scare at that moment. He hugged her and put her on the royal chair of the bathroom. There was soft velvet nket on the chair. Lu Zhanxiu stretched out to untie her wet nightdress, but Shen Xinyan was shocked, and she caught his hands tightly¡­ ¡°I will handle it, and you could go out.¡± They could not be so natural with each other since she could not treat him as usual. Everything had been changed and she thought that she was a person without soul. It should be the empty one even if she had. Lu Zhanxiu stopped, and the eyebrows became soplicated. He looked at Shen Xinyan. Shen Xinyan escaped his eyes. She was confused for her words; however, she did not know how to respond. It was so lucky that Lu Zhanxiu was not mad, and he insisted to undress her. Shen Xinyan turned her face, not looking at him. She felt that he put off the clothes and then exchanged the new one. She did not remember how she was carried to bed by him. Then, she heard that Lu Zhanxiu came to take a bath and the murmuring sound of water. She had not taken a good sleep during the period for being so tired or the nerve on the stretch. She became asleep suddenly. Lu Zhanxiu came out from the bathroom with bathrobe. Under the dim light, Shen Xinyan huddled in the bed, closing eyes with quilt. She was asleep. He had not seen her sleepy face for a long time. From marriage to these years, they had never slept together, and then he kept bullying her after the release. Under such quiet environment, he was ¡­ He was itchy and he could not help having desire to make love with her when looking at her eyes. Shen Xinyan felt that she was kissed by someone in her dream. She thought she was dreaming. Since Lu Zhanxiu would not be that gentle. The man hugged her softly and the lips were so warm when he kissed on her lips. Shen Xinyan was obsessed with the feeling. The resistant hands had been submissive and she called the name in a daze. ¡°Zhanxiu¡­¡± Zhan Xiu stopped the kissing. Under the dim light, he looked at the reddish face that was kissed by him. Such charming face was so pitiable! ¡°Zhanxiu, please do you hurt me¡­¡± The woman¡¯s voice had been so quiet, but Lu Zhanxiu still heard that. He was shocked when he heard that. He knew that he should not be gentle and soft with the woman since she had made so many mistakes. She was too vicious to be forgiven. What she had suffered was the revenge of the Shen family, so he could not have sympathy on her. But now ¡­Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. He could not help treating her softly. He touched her whole body. He had been reluctant to kiss her, but now he kissed her infatuatedly as if he had seen a ghost. It should be pretended to be a dream, so that they had no need to hide from each other¡­ The idea shocked Lu Zhanxui, hiding? When did he hide the feeling toward her? Did he have feeling to her? No, no, no. It must be impossible! Chapter 20 She is gonna die if she is heart锛峛roken again When Lu Zhanxiu and Shen Xinyan were making love again, he was still rude, but he was too gentleparing with the past. Shen Xinyan had thought she was dreaming, let go herself for the first time and drown in dream. She felt a man had a familiar breath, hold him in her arms and responded to his enthusiasm. She threw aside all that she could and she could not do, and fell into this dream. Shen Xinyan only felt aching when she woke up the next day. She opened her eyes and an erged face was an inch away. It was him. Did he stay in her room without leavingst night? So everything ofst night¡­ it¡¯s not a dream, but truth. Shen Xinyan was so frightened that she couldn¡¯t move. Her little hands were holding the sheet tightly under the quilt. She couldn¡¯t imagine how crazy they were, and how enchanting she was when she passed on the joy under himst night. Maybe he misunderstood her again? He would say she was a shameless woman. It wasn¡¯t long before she was out of hospital, while she was so anxious to pretend in front of him and indulge herself. As a result, she was making love with him like this. The color was draining from her face when she thought of what he might have said. But she was more worried about the kid in her belly! It¡¯s not allowed to have sex frequently because she has been pregnant less than three months yet. She has been looking at Lu Zhanxiu around her, and he also felt her eyes naturally. He was self£­satisfied for a second. At least now, she had no resistance to him after her heart was like dead ashes . He opened his eyes suddenly right with her eyes settled on him. Shen Xinyan did not expect that he would open his eyes suddenly. She closed eyes immediately, but such reaction was too na? ve. Lu Zhanxiu saw this in his eyes. His lip even raised slightly after seeing her reaction, but his face darkened perceptibly. How could he feel that her reaction was a little cute? He frowned and said coldly, ¡°Don¡¯t pretend to be dead when you wake up. You are totally ineligible to live in ease andfort in Lu family.¡± Talking, then Lu Zhanxiu lifted the quilt and got up first. Shen Xinyan listened to him that she was shameless to pretend to sleep? She sat up in a hurry, but she had not yet settled down and almost fall over because of soreness. Looking at all the kiss marks left in Shen Xinyan¡¯s bare shoulders and neckst night , and the traces made in his improper way, Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s expression wasplicated, but he left the room without saying anything. Shen Xinyan got up, washed and saw her face after he left. Suddenly she smiled sadly. She¡¯s alive, so she would have to live well for her kid at least. After that night, they slept together seemed to have no idents. Although Lu Zhanxiu did not want to make love with her every day, he actually would do that almost every day. Even if he did not do those things, he would sleep with her. At least, he would not go to find Qin Muyu. Shen Xinyan did not know how Qin Muyu felt . Shen Xinyan was afraid she hated her very much because her beloved stayed with her every night. Shen Xinyanughed wickedly at the thought of Qin Muyu¡¯s hysterics. But this time, she couldn¡¯t be so foolish to be used. As for Lu Zhanxiu¡­ She didn¡¯t know and want to know what he really felt about her. She just wanted to protect the kid in her belly. What if she would be suffering again? She couldn¡¯t stand it. She¡¯s going to die!Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. She didn¡¯t want him to make love with her, which was just trying to get her pregnant again and make her have an abortion again. At that time, he would have doubts and even find that there was still a kid in her belly. She tried to find a way out Chapter 21 Contraception of Shen Xinyan Lu Zhanxiu came to her room again in the evening, but Shen Xinyan did not look back and knew it was him.Exclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. She took out a little white bottle from the bedside table, opened the cap, and put a small pill into her mouth. ¡°What are you eating?¡± Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s cold voice rang behind her. He hold the bottle, and smashed it all on the ground the next second! The tiny white pills rolled down on the dark floor like broken beads, making Shen Xinyan¡¯s eyes ache. ¡°Zhanxiu, you don¡¯t have to be angry. I just figured out some things. Since you don¡¯t love me, I won¡¯t expect you to love me any more, even to have a kid with you. I can live with, put up with everything, because I owe you and Shen family owes so much money. I¡¯m not foolish and I don¡¯t really want to lose face either. You¡¯ve done your best to me, so I won¡¯t be greedy anymore. ¡± A few words were neither humble nor haughty, but every word hit Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s . He also did not know why. What she said was reasonable. She indeed was a jealous woman who liked ying tricks. Now she knowed the fact that he would only love Muyu forever, wasn¡¯t it nice? Why did he feel so disturbed? Why he felt he could not breathe when he looked at her sad look? Lu Zhanxiu, when did you even act like a bitch as Shen Xinyan? But he clearly knew that he was painful when he heard Shen Xinyan say, I would no longer expect you to love me, let alone have a child with you. ¡± That would be perfect!¡± Lu Zhanxiu never showed mercy to her. ¡± You have finally figured out your position after all these. Your existence is only for the need of Muyu, just my sex partner!¡± Lu Zhanxiu turned around in anger after that, left her alone in the room and went away . He felt upset! Lu Zhanxiu drove out and drank too hard. He was not reconciled that Shen Xinyan would say these words. What else did she mean? If he wanted someone to suffer, he could torture her forfort by watching her sad cry. But now, she haspletely yielded. What¡¯s the point of torturing her? He hated her submission. He would prefer she begged him again and again when he made love with her, preferring that she grabbed him to ask why he could not give her some attention? Now it¡¯s all gone! He thought of that, and took another ss of spirits, which burning him . Qin Muyu came out of Lu family, and followed him all the way. She is very clever. Of course, she could guess that Shen Xinyan was the only woman who could make Lu Zhanxiu so angry. She saw Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s change after Shen Xinyanmitted suicide. That kind of emotion almost could not be hidden! She¡¯s not a woman waiting to die. Everything, she had to do it first. Chapter 22 He must be mad. Lu Zhanxiu was drunk. It was Qin Muyu who sent him back. But when Qin Moyu drove him back, her face was gloomy, because he shouted out Shen Xinyan¡¯s name after he was drunk. Although every word he said was still ming Shen Xinyan, saying that she was cheap and bad. But as a woman, Qin Moyu knew that Lu Zhanxiu was moved towards that woman. He just didn¡¯t know it! Only when a man loves a woman can he get drunk and think about her. She never saw Lu Zhanxiu shout out her name when he was drunk. Certainly, Lu Zhanxiu seldom got out of control to get drunk in front of her. Maybe others think that Lu Zhanxiu was rational, wise and unparalleled in his career. But Qin Muyu knew that Lu Zhanxiu was so rational to her. She clearly knows that there is no reason to love a person. Sometimes, she was just fooling herself. she was afraid that Lu Zhanxiulian¡¯s had nost dependence and even the guilt for her. She drove him back to Jin Yuan. When they came in, Auntie Qin and Shen Xinyan were trimming vegetables for cooking. Xinyan saw Lu Zhanxiu being supported by Qin Muyu. He smiled at her intimately, and rubbed her face and nose ambiguously, which has never happened to her. She kept telling herself that she would not care it any more. Shen Xinyan, you were alive now, just for the kid. But she still felt bitter. ¡°Zhanxiu, stop making trouble. Shall we go back to our room?¡± Qin Muyu looked at Shen Xinyan intentionally to say ambiguous words. Her eyes revealed the winner¡¯s attitude. They stumbled into the room where Shen Xinyan stayed at . They did note out after that, and auntie Qin couldn¡¯t control herself to follow them up secretly. Then Shen Xinyan could see from downstairs that Auntie Qin looked terrible.Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. They¡¯ve been together for a long time. What they should have done must have done. What couldn¡¯t she understand? Lu Zhanxiu said making love with her was just treating her as a sex partner, and it was also at a time that Qin Muyu was in poor condition and inconvenient. ¡°Auntie Qin, how do we cook these dishes?¡± She smiled and asked her with carrying a basket of freshly ed vegetables. ¡°Today, I would like to eat mushrooms with vegetables. Shall I take some mushrooms out , slice and stir them together?¡± Auntie Qin looked at young mistress and heard the shameful voices from the room. She sighed and went downstairs. ¡± Young mistress, sit down. Let me do these.¡± Shen Xinyan did not insist that just sat and watched the auntie Qin¡¯s cook and smelled the aroma of food. She calmed down. She caressed her belly and told the kid, ¡°Sweetheart, you will be with me in the future. Mum will love you very much and give you double love.¡± Lu Zhanxiu woke up the next morning, but he was frozen there totally when he saw the people lying next to him. He¡­ Thought about that is Shen Xinyan. He thought the person was Shen Xinyan! But¡­ How could it be Qin Muyu? Another voice asked him again.¡ª¡ª Shouldn¡¯t it be Qin Muyu? Qin Muyu was the woman you love, the woman you were sorry for, the woman you should treat well. Was it too much for you to sleep together? Yes, not too much! But where hisplex sense of exclusion came from, and he even wanted to know immediately that Shen Xinyan knew all aboutst night? If she knew, and what she would think? He thought that he must be mad and care about that woman¡¯s thoughts. Chapter 23 Darkness Everyone had breakfast together naturally. Luzhanxiu and Qin Muyu saw from afar Shen Xinyan was sitting at the table when they came downte. Qin Muyu looked at Shen Xinyan¡¯s look and she hated more about Shen Xinyan when she thought aboutst night. She thought that Lu Zhanxiu was drunk and she would be able to seed, but in the end he actually¡­ However, she would not admit it in front of Shen Xinyan. She and Lu Zhanxiu had already had a fact rtionship In others¡¯ eyes. No one would believe that nothing happened to themst night. ¡°Zhanxiu, you were so badst night! Made me too tired!¡± When they seated, Qin Muyu was in a pout gracefully beside him. She also hammered Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s chest with his small fist. Shen Xinyan chewed a mouthful of chestnuts in her mouth, which became bitter quickly to swallow, but she could not let Qin Muyu know it. ¡°Auntie Qin, I¡¯m full. I¡¯ll go back to my room first.¡± Like she did not see them. She got up to go, but heard the voice she did not want to hear. ¡°Sit down!¡± Lu Zhanxiu pped his chopsticks on the table. He looked cold without looking at her. He did not know why her indifferent attitude could make him get mad at once. ¡°What am I doing here? Lu Zhanxiu, if you ask me to stay just for humiliating me and making me feel bad, I can tell you, I won¡¯t. I¡¯ve already finished what I should say. To leave me is just a waste of air and affects your sweetheart¡¯s mood. Why bother? Shen Xinyan did not listen to Lu Zhanxiu. She nced at Qin Muyu around him and left the table without a trace of nostalgia. Lu Zhanxiu didn¡¯t really force her, but his eyes fell on the chestnut crisp she had just eaten. His eyes were gloomy. Shen Xinyan thought that Lu Zhanxiu would never touch her, but she was wrong, and the rtionship between them was not over. At first, Shen Xinyan would resist, butter she found that the more she resisted, the more entangled he became. Atst, she neither resisted, nor obeyed. She was like an empty shell without soul to let him ask for. Lu Zhanxiu hated himself that was addicted to her body. But then, he epted himself like this silently. After all, he found that if he didn¡¯t hold Shen Xinyan in his arms for sleeping, he could hardly fall asleep sometimes. That¡¯s what he was afraid of. He didn¡¯t want to fall, but what should he do? Shen Xinyan was naked and pressed under him after the passion. He held his arms and looked down at her. Her empty eyes looked elsewhere. It was so beautiful that her corbone fluctuated with her rapid breathing, attracting Lu Zhanxiu so much. He could not help but bow his head and kiss her beautiful corbone. When he kissed Shen Xinyan, her eyshes trembled and she finally talked after a long silence. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, when are we going to stop this? You give me a time, I can count it. There was no emotion in what she said, as if she were just telling him when it would be over and if it would be over, tell me and let me go.Exclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. Shen Xinyan was actually frightened. It¡¯s almost two months since the baby in her belly. Although she was thin, she was getting bigger and bigger during the rest of the Lu family. She did not know if Lu Zhanxiu has noticed that her belly has got some fat slightly. She was afraid that if she stayed for longer, she would not be able to keep the secret. Lu Zhanxiu frowned at her and just wanted to get up, but his body had left and folded back again when listening to her saying¡­ Chapter 24 Qin Muyus pregnancy Shen Xinyan gritted her teeth and forced herself not to make sound. At this moment, the mobile phone was ringing, Lu Zhan Xiu was not supposed to answer, but the bell ring was so uninteresting to keep screaming! ¡°Hello!¡± His tone was somewhat bad, which making Qin Mu stunned on the other end of the phone. ¡°Zhanxiu, it¡¯s me¡­¡± Her voice seemed frightened and pitiful. Shen Xinyan also heard that she felt ashamed and wanted to escape, but Lu Zhanxiu almost did not control, turning over and suppressing her! Shen Xinyan was forced to shout out, and moaning passed to the other end of the telephone through the radio wave naturally. Qin Muyu¡¯s heart seemed to be stabbed severely, and was too very angry to endure by gritting! ¡°Zhanxiu, could youe to Yu Yuan in the evening? I have something to tell you.¡± Qin Muyu pretended to hear nothing and opened the mouth. ¡°¡­ What¡¯s up? It¡¯s the same thing on the phone. At night I, ¡°Zhanxiu, I¡¯m pregnant. I tried it with pregnancy test sticks just now. Both show that I¡¯m pregnant. We finally have a baby!¡± Qin Muyu tried to ignore a mixture of envy . She had to be calm down so that she could catch Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s heart. Lu Zhanxiu scrambled out of bed after hanging up the phone. Shen Xinyan also began to put on clothes stupidly. She didn¡¯t know what she was like to stay in Jin Yuan now. a sex partner? But now she felt that sex partner was more noble than her. Now that Qin Muyu was pregnant, he should not need her any more? After all, the person he loved in his heart is Qin Muyu. The children of him and Qin Muyu are his children. While the kid in her belly, and if it was known, it would die.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Shen Xinyan has always been very reasonable. She used to be too stubborn. Now, it¡¯s time to let go. Shen Xinyan would not keep him if he wanted to leave. She only said, ¡°Zhanxiu, I will sign the divorce settlement. May I pay it back as I owe you these days? I have nothing more.¡± She was referring to his demands on her these days. Lu Zhanxiu did not have time to think about his feelings and just looked at Shen Xinyan lightly and said, ¡°Anything, just wait till Ie back. I have not said the game was over before that. Shen Xinyan, you are not qualified to call it all.¡± His words are like knives cutting in her heart, killing people without blood. Everything between them was just a game in his eyes. Since Qin Muyu became pregnant, Lu Zhanxiu has not been in trouble with her and he also has not returned Jin Yuan for several days. He would probably stay with Yu Yuan for a long time. After all, they have be a family of three there. Such days for Shen Xinyan were also leisure, and she did not need to be scary at least. Auntie Qin was good at taking care of her and stewing supplements for her every day, especially for centa, which could strengthen BMW System¡¯s Combination Resistance for baby and mum. ¡°I don¡¯t expect him to be brilliant as long as Xiaobao is healthy.¡± Shen Xinyan named the baby in her belly Xiaobao. No matter he or she, that is her sweetheart. At this point, Shen Xinyan really appreciated Auntie Qin. Auntiie Qin was not only her saviour, but also her second parents for her. ¡°Young mistress, you should take good care of your health. This little thing is also a blessed person and it must have a bright future!¡± ¡°Of course it is, if the baby is like young mistress, it must be a good child!¡± She was referring to the child in Shen Xinyan¡¯s belly. Shen Xinyan was sitting in a rocking chair and touching her belly with a gentle face. ¡°Auntie Qin, thanks so much.¡± ¡°Well, if you can be happy, Auntie Qin is happier than anyone!¡± Shen Xinyan smiled. Happiness she would be very happy to only have the baby. Auntie Qin knew Shen Xinyan had something on her mind. She quickly changed the topic: ¡± Young mistress is going to have a maternity check£­up tomorrow. Shall I go with you?¡± Shen Xinyan nodded. she would have apanion with Auntie Qin at least, so she was not that lonely. Chapter 25 Shen Xinyan did not have an abortion? Qin Muyu also came to the hospital today for a physical check£­up and she saw Shen Xinyan and Auntie Qin from afar as soon as she came out. What did they do in the hospital? She looked at the direction, the direction of Obstetrics and Gynecology. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Lu Zhanxiu took a look at Qin Muyu and felt something wrong with her. ¡°Oh, nothing, Zhanxiu. Don¡¯t you have in thepany? I¡¯d like to hang out nearby for a while, or you can go back first. Don¡¯t worry, I¡¯m fine.¡± Lu Zhanxiu was worried, but thepany did have something to deal with. He was also thinking that he woulde back topany as soon as he apanied Qin Muyu to finish the inspection, so he meant to appoint VIP for saving time. Lu Zhanxiu eventually gave up and he called the driver to stay and take care of Qin Muyu, while he took a taxi back to thepany. Qin Muyu knew the news that Shen Xinyan was pregnant, and she lookedpletely cruel! Shen Xinyan, the bitch did not have a abortionst time and let her keep a child! Why was she so lucky? Why couldn¡¯t she make her die like that? Qin Muyu stood by in the bathroom of the hospital corridor after figuring out Shen Xinyan¡¯s thing, looking at herself in the mirror and holding her hands tightly. No way, she could not ever let Shen Xinyan give birth to this child. She and her kid should disappear forever! Only in this way can she have no worries! Qin Muyu came to Jin Yuan a weekter. Auntie Qin did not know why she came here, but she did not wee her for her young mistress. However, she did not know what was wrong with young master and he just liked her. ¡°Miss Qin, what are you doing here?¡± ¡°Oh, Auntie Qin, how to say, I have baby in my belly of your young master and that¡¯s how you treat your Lu family¡¯s future young mistress in this way? I am fine with it. But if I feel aggrieved to hurt the baby in my belly , your young master would probably kill you! ¡± Auntie Qin¡¯s face was frozen and she knew clearly that Qin Muyu was not a good person. She was not scary to her, but if the child in the woman¡¯s belly really had any problems, she would make troubles with her young mistress. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Miss Qin. Just now, I was totally out of line.¡± ¡°Um!¡± Qin Muyu saw her to admit mistakes, so she sat down on the sofa to ask for a cup of tea. Aunt Qin did not dare to neglect her but serve her patiently. ¡°Auntie Qin, my pineapple buns are baked. How would you like to taste it? I also put some fillings in it. It should be very good!¡± Shen Xinyan came out with a tray putting on two golden pineapple buns. But when she saw Qin Muyu, her face looked terrible suddenly. ¡°Pineapple bun, I like it too. Xinyan, if you don¡¯t mind, I can try it?¡± Shen Xinyan did not say anything. She opened her mouth, and she could not say no? Auntie Qin knew that Qin Muyu probably wanted to bully her young mistress, so she hurried to say: ¡± Young mistress, let me bring it.¡± Qin Muyu did not say anything and she took one for a taste.¡ª¡ª ¡°Pooh! What is kind of filling of it? It¡¯s so sweet? oh¡­¡± Saying, she almost spited it out. Shen Xinyan knew she did it on purposeto humiliate her so that her is morefortable! But she didn¡¯t bother with her. ¡°Oh¡­ oh oh¡­¡± Qin Muyu patted his chest pretentiously, then she nced at Shen Xinyan: ¡°Xinyan, I¡¯m so sorry. Actually, the pineapple bun you made tastes so good, but as you know, I have been pregnant recently and vomited badly. Zhanxiu has been very distressed for this problem, so he let the cook change the ways to cook for me every day, but it doesn¡¯t work. By the way, are you vomiting when you were pregnant? Is it serious?¡± Qin Muyu did it intentionally. The person like her behind the smiling eyes lurks the evil for fear of hurting Shen Xinyan too slightly. Charter26 Prevent miscarriage for Qin Muyu with your blood Shen Xinyan was not angry because she could not argue with her now. ¡°The baby in my belly stayed short, so I had no too much reaction.¡± But when Shen Xinyan thought of the kid had been taken away for no reason, she was too painful to breath! She smiled and her eyes became gloomy. When it came to the patience, Shen Xinyan was totally a loser. Qin Muyu had such ability to kill people in the invisible. She did not say anything more, but grab the phone to call Lu Zhanxiu. Lu Zhanxiu was on the meeting now. He saw Qin Muyu¡¯s call and picked up, although he was very busy. ¡°What¡¯s up?¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, the result of the physical examination came out, and I want to tell you something personally, but I am afraid that you will note to Yu Yuan after workte. So Ie to Jin Yuan to find you, and when do youe back? ¡± Lu Zhanxiu did not thought Qin Muyu came to Yin Yuan. How about Shen Xinyan, and she was also there ? They were meeting each other? When thought of that, he only said he would be home as soon as he could. Lu Zhanxiu was siiting in the living room and Qin Muyu took the test results to him. While Shen Xinyan went to the room, she moved to the guest room after the day in their wedding room Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu had sex. ¡°The doctor said I am weak , he is afraid of that I will be dangerous when giving birth to baby. You also know that my blood type is less in the blood bank, so the doctor reminded me the blood volume should be prepared enough from now on to prevent me from massive hemorrhage in childbirth in case of that.¡± Lu Zhanxiu listened to the general idea and knew it clearly. He was looking forward to this kid. He also figured it out these days. Now that Qin Muyu and he already had baby, he indeed needed to give a title to her before birth of the kid. The position of young mistress in Lu family, he could not have to face this problem. But thought of that Shen Xinyan mentioned the divorce with him, he sucked so much. He didn¡¯t want a divorce at all when he thought of she said to sign a divorce agreement without any facial expression. If not that night, Qin Muyu and he had kid¡­he probably would let Shen Xinyan go now? But now, he could not be selfish not to think for Qin Muyu. They have been together for many years, so he could not let her down.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. ¡°The thing of storing blood you do not need to worry about, and I will deal with it. You need to have a good rest and take care of yourself. Do not take other things seriously.¡± When Qin Muyu heard what he said, she did not say anything about this and stretch out her hands to hold Lu Zhanxiu and rely on him, said: ¡°What are you talking about?¡± Shen Xinyan stopped her hands of flower arrangement, while the thorns on the rose pricked her finger and a of blood came out of the fingertip. ¡°Muyu is pregnant n now, and I do not want terrible things happening to her when she is giving birth to baby because she is in poor condition.¡± So what? Shen Xinyan saw the man in front of her unbelievably. She did not know how to answer with cold in her heart when facing the words from her mouth. To draw blood regrly? Just for the ident whether would happen or not. The weight of Qin Muyu took arge proportion in his heart so that he did not care her life at all. Chapter 26 No association between us The weight of Qin Muyu took arge proportion in his heart so that he did not care her life at all. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, Am I not equal to grass in you heart and it does not matter at all of my life ? ¡± Shen Xinyan ¡®s voice was not too high or low when she said this, and mood of angry could not be felt. But Lu Zhanxiu knew she felt resentful with him. ¡°Just to draw blood, it has no effects on your health. Muyu is pregnant, so I do not want these to bother her.¡± ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, if I tell you, I can¡¯t draw blood and I am gonna die. Can you believe that?¡± His looked at her with those piercing eyes that seemed to analysis her saying how much is true and how much is false. Atst, he got a conclusion that she was getting better in Lu family and had no problem with her health. So, there were no problems as she said. Shen Xinyan knew his silence. It is impossible for him to give up this decision for her. The person he really loved was Qin Muyu. If, she had to draw blood, she had a condition. ¡°Thest time.¡± Her eyes looked empty and had no focus. Lu Zhanxiu had no idea what she really meant, so his brows furrowed became a little impatience and irritability.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. He thought suddenly that he¡¯s really getting more and more confused about her after she made suicide. He could has been known the past of her, but now, he did not understand her. This made him panic. ¡± Tell me, how much blood she needs¡± ¡°The doctor said certainly that more blood will be fine, but I know it is impossible.¡± Lu Zhanxiu answered her after a short silence. He felt embarrassed and unwilling when facing such scene. He did not require her to do this if he had another ways in his heart. He clearly knew that he was humiliating her. Shen Xinyan did not care and pulled her lips slightly to say:¡± people donate 200 to 400 of blood every time normally for half a year at least. So I only donate her 800 of blood at most from now on till her childbirth. Lu Zhanxiu, I can give her 100 of blood within three month, but I give my blood within three month, but you have to let me leave here at that time. I have no association with you Lu Zhanxiu from that time.¡± She turned around and looked at him after saying that. A couple of eyes was so clean, but too firm. He said before , Shen Xinyan , as long as I called the game over, or you were not qualified to stop it. But now, she was so sure that she would leave him and have no connections with him forever! There were no connections between them? She was young mistress of Lu family, but he never admitted her. She once had kid with him, but he did not let her give birth to baby, and she was sex partner? The only person he loved was Qin Muyu. So , there were no connections between them indeed. How about saying that there would be no more involvement from now on? But why, his heart seemed to be cut severely by somebody when he heard she said she would break up with him firmly. Lu Zhanxiu hated Shen Xinyan was like mystery that made him confused. He liked everything was control in his hands, especially this woman. He indeed hated her, but she must stay with him. Leave? He could not ept it. Chapter 27 No one could stop me from leaving He liked everything was control in his hands, especially this woman. He indeed hated her, but she must stay with him. Leave? He could ept it.Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. ¡°No way!¡±, he showed his attitude ¡± I am not going to donate my blood and even if I dead, I won¡¯t give it to Qin Muyu. Lu Zhanxiu, do not forget that I killed myself before. Can you keep watching me for the rest of my life? There is time that you and antie qin cannot keep an eye on me. Are you sure that I am so lucky to be saved every time? But if I am not in good condition at that time, I also can not save Qin Muyu. Think of it.¡± He had no ideas to deal with Shen Xinyan this way. He realized suddenly at this moment that the reason why she stayed here no matter how she was tortured by him, and it¡¯s not how amazing he was doing, but she was willing to stay here as an exit of his lust without escaping. If she wanted to leave here, no one could stop her. Lu Zhanxiu was a little panic. He found suddenly that Shen Xinyan would leave him one day without turning around. What was he going to do at that time? He dared not to think about it carefully and seemed to reject such thinking. He promised to Shen Xinyan if she donated blood, he would let her go three monthter. Qin Muyu was delighted most that Shen Xinyan promised to donate 100 of blood within three month , which was equal to kill herself. If people do this, the body cannot stand, let alone she was pregnant. And plus, she belonged to rare blood type and it¡¯s not good for her to give birth to baby in the future if she sufferedrge loss of blood. Oh no, she would not have chance to give birth to baby, because she would die before doing this thing. She would not let her leave easily. If she left, she also had ways to kill her! She found Shen Xinyan and acted hypocritically. ¡°Xinyan, I have already known what Zhanxiu had said to you. It¡¯s not what I mean to do like this, but nobody could help me except you. You can help me that I really do not know what to say. So, I let my boy to treat you as godmother after it is born for the sake of being sisters of us. It also can make up for your unborn baby¡­ ¡± Shen Xinyan finally saw that a person couldply in public but oppose in private and could be shameful to this! ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, I have another request that Qin Muyu can note to Yin Yuan again from day on, because I don¡¯t want to see her. If it is possible, I hope that I won¡¯t see you either.¡± She saw him, which only made her upset. ¡°Shen Xinyan, you couldn¡¯t have done too much! ¡± He could understand that Qin Muyu did note back here, but she was not allowed him toe back to Jin Yuan. It is unreasonable? Jin Yuan was his house, plus she was his wife now! Shen Xinyan told her thought to auntie Qin in the room, auntie Qin disagreed of it immediately:¡± Young mistress, are you insane? How could you promise to young master , and you know you are pregnant clearly¡­¡± ¡°Shush! Auntie Qin, keep your voice down. I will be fine. I know my health clearly. I have already recovered well within these two month. As long as you help me in the next days, I am sure that it won¡¯t happen to me with terrible things.¡± ¡°But in case¡­ you think it¡¯s fun with the rules of hospital? You don¡¯t know how much blood a normal person can donate? You see in case something happens. ¡± Charter 29 How could I fall in love with Shen Xinyan Auntie Qin saw her like this, and only acquiesced it. The only thing she could do is to nourish her and give her a massage. Shen Xinyan would divide the donation of blood into five times, and every time for 20 of blood. She had anemia after the first donation. She stood up from the chair and almost fell down after blood collection by doctor, but fortunately, auntie Qin hold her. ¡°Young mistress, or you stop it. It makes my heart ache to see you like this. ¡± ¡°Auntie Qin. It doesn¡¯t matter. I will be free if Iplete the next four times.¡± It¡¯s true for her to be free. She would leave the ce made her so upset at that time. In the evening, Shen Xinyan had a fever and got cramp. She dared not take pills because of pregnancy. Auntie Qin boiled ginger tea for her and she felt so cold after drinking it. Even the heating made the room so warm, she still felt so cold. It looked so poor she was holding the quilt and curling there by herself. She only felt a warming body holding her in her dream. She was feeling so warm and did not let it go at all. She did not see the face of that person, just held him tightly and clung to him for getting warm. It seemed that a pair of big hands did message for her when she got cramp. The warming big hands pulled her foot and rubbed it when the sole of her foot was too painful to bear. She was getting better. But she didn¡¯t stop until after midnight and had a good sleep. While Lu Zhanxiu looked at her a pair of deep eyes in darkness, he frowned and had a nostalgic feeling for the first time because of her such reaction. The second and third time of blood collection were at short intervals. Shen Xinyan thought that the kid was small and did not need much nutrition now. She should take advantage of this chance to do more blood collection, while she would draw less blood when the kid got bigger and she had to hide it. But the result could be imaged. She nourished more for fear ofck of blood. She felt ufortable and started morning sickness because she have been pregnant for several month. But she did not want others to find that, she only could hide herself in the bathroom and vomited till the tears came out her eyes. Lu Zhanxiu happened to see this when he came back¡ª ¡°Shen Xinyan, what the hell are you doing? ¡± She was frozen that she never thought he came back earlier. She got washed in a hurry. She went out the bathroom, but he stopped her. ¡°You are not allowed to do the blood collection left. ¡± ¡°I will do what I have said.¡± She had to finish it for thest two times, so she could not give up halfway! ¡°I said no. Do you hear that? You can see what you have been. Do you want to die? ¡± He did not know why she was so firm that she was dying for leave me? ¡°Lu Zhanxiu , do you really care whether I will die or not? ¡± If he really cared, he would not do this and believe what she said. Lu Zhan was told that he did not know what to say and a pair of piercing eyes was looking at him. But it is undeniable that what she said was right. He has been always struggling and did not know such a sense of strong feeling really meant. Love? How it was possible! He thought that he just loved her body more, although it¡¯s really vulgar to admit it as a man. He could not deny it. Chapter 28 The signing of divorce settlement Shen Xinyan eventually pushed him away and smiled desperately. She said in her heart: Lu Zhanxiu, if you could not stand by my side to love me, you did not give up your cruelty to me. I was forced to the have no ways to go, so I would not be like a coward. If, you could not protect all the way, you did not show mercy to me. I needed to grow my wings to fly after they broken. Xu yi knew the blood donation thing of Shen Xinyan. None of her indicators met the standards of her pregnancy check£­up. Xu Yi want downstairs to find colleague happened to meet her when she was having chek£­up. ¡°Xinyan!¡± Shen Xinyan turned around and saw him. He¡¯s as clean as ever. He was hurt after being beaten by the people of Lu Zhanxiust time. Now it looked well. ¡°Xu Yi.¡± She smiled Xu Yi was so angry when he knew it whole story. ¡°Qin Muyu knew your pregnant thing, or how could she have nothing to do with it? The medicine is well developed now , and there is no problem for her childbirth, but she asked for you blood deliberately.¡± ¡°I thought of it, but I have no other ways, Xu Yi. So I used this way to leave Jin Yuan. ¡± Shen Xinyan was so firm that he had never seen it before and he had ever found out before. She had never been like that even if her father passed away. ¡°Xu Yi, will you help me?¡± She had nobody to depend on. She would need a ce to stay at and a person who was familiar with medicine for help after she was gonna leave Jin Yuan. She kept thinking that she could only think of Xu Yi. It waste winter after three month. It¡¯s snowing outside in the vast expanse of whiteness. Shen Xinyan gave 100 of blood to Qin Muyu as she promised and the doctor stored it in the blood bank, while Shen Xinyan found Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu that she put the divorce settlement signed by her on the table. ¡°I have finished what I promised, and I hope Mr. Shen can keep the promise to let me leave.¡± Shen Xinyan thought that everything was done, and she finally could leave. Lu Zhanxiu, I was not love you in my life, but it would be better for us to change another way. As long as the kid in my belly was healthy, I would ask for nothing. We just forgot each other from this moment. Let everything went away no matter love or hatred. Lu Zhanxiu was filling with rage in his heart like drowning him totally when he saw her delicate script in the forum signature. He really wanted to tear it into piece. Divorce, divorce, when he gave her such right? But when seeing her weak and thin and she need to wear so many clothes in the room so that she could feel warmer, he could bear to get mad with her. He saw auntie Qin crying for several times at night. He knew she must be ufortable for getting cramp ! ¡°Me, Lu Zhanxiu, always keep my words, Shen Xinyan, as long as you go outside, we will not have any associations any more. ¡± Shen Xinyan heard that was shocked for a while in her weak body. She did not turn around, and just said in a weak voice:¡± We had no connections since I, Shen Xinyan signed my name in the settlement. I will not have rtionship with Lu family any more. From now on, we go different ways. ¡°? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Chapter 29 The bad news is coming It made Auntie Qin¡¯s heart ache to see such scene. She knew it clearly that young mistress was pregnant and she was too painful almost to deathst night. But even she was like this way, she did not tell young master. Now, she would probably not believe young master cared her. What is there is no grief greater than when the heart dies, maybe it¡¯s the point. Shen Xinyan left and left Jin Yuan of Lu family finally. £­ Xu Yi waited outside in the car for a long time, and she did not see Xinyan. He was so anxious to see the watch and be more and more restless. He could not get though her by the phone call. He opened the door to get out of the car atst. He found her at the crossing from Jin Yuan to the main street. Shey there without moving. ¡°Xinyan!¡± Xu Yi got a shock, rushed ahead for several big strides. Her face was covered with snow and her lips were pale! Xu Yi looked at her weak body under the loose clothes. He cried unexpectedly, a seven feet tall man ¡°Xinyan, you need to hold on, and you can¡¯t sleep. Do you hear me? You will be fine! Xinyan, open your eyes to see me!¡± But no matter how Xu Yi called her, she did not open her eyes and was sent to the hospital unconsciously. Shen Xinyan was sent to the emergency room of Xu Yi¡¯s friend, and he was afraid of that Lu Zhanxiu would go outside to find her. ¡°Yi,e here.¡±Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. His best friend nced at the person lying in the bed, and pped his shoulder to have a second with him. ¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± Xu Yi looked at Shao Qian was in a serious look, and had a bad feeling. ¡± What¡¯s the rtionship between you and this girl, and why you are so nervous? ¡± ¡°¡­my ssmate.¡± Xu Yi answered, it¡¯s the truth. Although he liked Xinyan when they were at school, he knew that her only loved Lu Zhanxiu in her heart. ¡°I was giving her a check, and found that she is pregnant with severe anaemia. I mean it had better to let her have a abortion. After all, the baby is inborn shortness and it¡¯s not good to the development for the kid¡¯s growth because of severe anaemia. ¡± ¡°Abortion?¡± Shen Xinyan would disagree with that absolutely. ¡°Have to do this?¡± ¡°The specific thing, we have to wait for her full body check£­up, but Yi, you know that if there is any hope, I won¡¯t say these. She is so in poor condition and she will be dangerous when she is giving birth to baby. Plus, we tested her blood, and her blood is rare. If she suffer arge loss of blood, the thing will ¡± She would die with the kid in that situation. A time£­bomb seemed to be put in Xu Yi¡¯s heart after he heard Shaoqian¡¯s words. He did not want Xinyan to ne dangerous, but he also knew she never gave up the kid! She woke up, but she was still weak. ¡°kid¡­my kid¡­¡± she was painful to moan in the dream and the cramp still bothered her. Xu Yi sat beside and rubbed her foot, and the tears came out his eyes. Xinyan was so lovely when she was in university. It¡¯s not like this that she has been less than human. When she stretched out her arm, he was afraid of he would break it without carefulness. ¡°My baby!¡± She sit up in a shock and strong emotional punch made here out in a cold sweat. She dreamed Qin Muyu and Lu Zhanxiu did not let her go and grab her to have the abortion. She was so scary to run faster as she could, but she could not get rid of them¡­ Chapter 30 Get rid of the baby, so you could live ¡°My baby!¡± She sit up in a shock and strong emotional punch made here out in a cold sweat. She dreamed Qin Muyu and Lu Zhanxiu did not let her go and grab her to have the abortion. She was so scary to run faster as she could, but she could not get rid of them¡­ ¡°Xinyan, it¡¯s fine. You¡¯re having nightmares. You are fine. I will apany you to take care of you. Do not be afraid¡­¡±Exclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. Xu Yi hold her carefully in his arms, and he was afraid of he toughed her injection, so he hold her gently. ¡°How is my baby, my baby?¡± she asked worriedly. She was so terrified to see everything in her dream was true. ¡°The baby is fine. Rx, I will protect you and the kid!¡± Shen Xinyan rested her head when hearing Xu Yi ¡®s words, but she still had nightmares after midnight. The real nightmare was the day that result came out after Shen Xinyan was in hospital for three days. In Shaoqian¡¯s office, Xu Yi could not believe what he heard. ¡°Here is the thing. we found an arteriovenous malformation hemangioma in her brain. It¡¯s probably that she did not pay attention to her health as a result of sequ some time ago . She must have a operation right now.¡± ¡°Hemangioma? Brain?¡± Xu Yi was a doctor too. He knew if there was nausea tumor in the brain, the operation must have done immediately. Plus, if it¡¯s done right now, and the pregnancy must be stopped! How he could say this situation to Xinyan, and how she could ept it. Xinyan was in a good mood when she knew the kid was fine. She got out of the bed to walk around in the hospital, because doctor told her it would be good for childbirth and the development for the kid to walk more when she had been pregnant before. When Xu Yi came in, he saw Xinyan held her invisible belly with sweet smile. How happy it was. Xu Yi held the report tightly and he did not know how to tell her. ¡°Xu Yi , you¡¯reing?¡± Xinyan turned around and happened to see him hesitating outside the door, and smiled to him. Xu Yi smiled to her, but his smiling was embarrassing and bitter. ¡°What¡¯s up?¡± He stood there for a long time, and shook his head atst. Xinyan did not take it seriously, and sat down on the bed when pulling Xu Yi: ¡°Xu Yi, I can feel the baby and its heart beat. And do you know it? I always think it¡¯s girl in my belly, a good little girl. ¡± Xinyan said this with her eyes winking when she sat. Her eyes were lively without any sadness. The kid gave her power to live. But¡­ ¡°Xinyan, get rid ot the baby¡­¡± ¡°What?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡± She looked at Xu Yi in a shock, and did not know why he said this. ¡°Xu Yi, you must be kidding, but it¡¯s not funny at all.¡± She looked towards her belly without looking at him, and said to the baby: ¡°Xiaobao, do not y with uncle Xu when you are born, because he is always kidding with your mum and make fun of me!¡± ¡°There is a tumour in your brain and you must have a operation now. Xinyan, you can¡¯t wait for the birth of the baby. Do you know you will die?¡± Xu Yi¡¯s heart was like to be cutting in a thousand times so that he was too painful to breath when he saw her losing in the baby thing. Chapter 31 I was out of me when you left Xu Yi¡¯s heart was like to be cutting in a thousand times so that he was too painful to breath when he saw her losing in the baby thing. Xinyan was so kind, why she had to suffer this? Shen Xinyan was frozen there, and the lively eyes became shocked at the moment. ¡°What are you talking about?¡± ¡°You have knew it clearly¡­¡± Xu Yi could not face to her with a bowed head. ¡°No, Xu Yi, say again and what happen to me?¡± she could not do it. He gave the result to her and It¡¯s written clearly in ck and white. Shen Xinyan smiled suddenly when looking at it. ¡°How much time I have left? ¡± Xinyan asked with peace as well as without any fear. ¡°Xinyan, What are you thinking about? You have to ept the operation. I know the experts and there is way to cure you as long as you have the operation soon. You still can be cured. ¡± Kid, you could have it in the future and anything is more important than living? ¡°I only want to know how long I¡¯llst without operation, Xu Yi¡­¡± ¡°Maybe three month, at most half of year¡­¡± Shen Xinyan heard the answer, and her struggling heart calmed down. She has been pregnant for five months, and the pregnancy would go to full term after three months. At that time, she would have a cesarean birth in advance and put it into incubator. It would have no problem for its living.Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. She only hoped she could have one more day to live, which nourished her baby one more day. She In this way, she was so nice to her kid as a mum¡­ Lu Zhanxiu thought it seemed that something was missing in his life after Shen Xinyan¡¯s leaving. He could not see the flesh flower she liked on the kitchen table. He could not find where a bunch of shirts and ties were. He stood in front of the mirror to put on the shirt that he liked the color after getting up, and shouted out behind his back: ¡°She Xinyan, where¡¯s my tie and where did you put it?¡± A silvery white tie was passed to him behind his back, which made him frown. This shirt was matched with silvery grey that Shen Xinyan always gave it to him. He got used to it, but it was notpletely matched that it has changed to silvery white now. He just turned around to find that the person stood behind him is Qin Muyu. ¡°What¡¯s wrong, Zhanxiu. Do not like the color? I¡¯ll change to another one!¡± Qin Muyu ¡®s was almost to please from her voice. She has been pregnant for seven months, and she seemed to give birth to baby immediately. But she was only pregnant for seven months, which looked like to be a full term. Lu Zhanxiu stopped for a while as if he did not get used to it. The woman around him was Qin Muyu, but in fact, the person he should get used to most was her. ¡°No, you are pregnant and you should have a good rest. These thing, I can handle with it.¡± Lu Zhanxiu smiled, but he was not that happy in his smiling. Everyday seemed to be same to him after Shen Xinyan left him. He did not feel happy or unhappy. There was no point. But the woman he loved was around him, plus she was going to give birth to baby, the baby they had. Was it something wrong? Chapter 32 Premature birth Qin Muyu dared not to make trouble for the attitude he treated to her. She did not understand Shen Xinyan had not been here for three months, but he did not mean to get married her. She has been mentioned it for several times directly and indirectly, which was put off by him. He always said all the things would be done when she gave birth to baby and had confinement. What he said had nothing wrong. After all, they would hold a wedding dinner after getting marriage certificate. She could not participate in the wedding with a big belly and Lu family was a big family with power and respect. What made her feel guilty was not to hold wedding with a big belly, but she knew clearly that its the kid in her belly was not Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s at all. She even was pregnant as the result of having sex with other person, not having nothing to do with Lu Zhanxiu at that night. It¡¯s estimated that she had to have sex with Lu Zhanxiu again, but she already had baby in her belly. So she was terrified that the kid came out in advance. Although she had been intriguing with the hospital, she still was afraid of Lu Zhanxiu would have doubts of it. If it¡¯s reallying of that day, she dared to think of it. One monthter, Qin Muyu gave birth to a fat boy through premature delivery and looked like her very much, but there was nothing inmon with Lu Zhanxiu. Lu Zhanxiu had no much feeling to the kid. He just felt this was my son, and that¡¯s it. No to much love, no too much hate.Exclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. The kid was handed over to him, and he looked at the wrinkled boy with tears flooding in his hands. He smiled and he was vaguely to think if Shen Xinyan gave birth to baby with him. How it looked like. Why he thought of her again. She had been away for several months. He tried to find her since her leaving, but he did not find her carefully in arge scale. After all, He found that he had no stance to find her. However, she left that divorce settlement, he has not signed his name on it till now. He was not willing to do it. He just turned over the settlement from the locker every time and signed his name, he thought he could not do it. A feeling of being smothered tortured him again and again when he was looking at her handwriting. Qin Muyu was so weak after giving birth to baby. She had ident during the childbirth, but fortunately, Shen Xinyan¡¯s blood left saved her life. But she did not thank to Shen Xinyan after she¡¯s saved. Instead, she¡¯s always bossing auntie Qin who served Shen Xinyan. She always did that, but it became worse. The young mistress in auntie Qin¡¯s heart was only Shen Xinyan, so she still called her as Miss Qin. This made Qin Muyu ufortable and pped her immediately. Auntie Qin learn to be nice and called her young mstress, so Qin Muyu was not hard to her. Although Qin Muyu and Lu Zhanxiu have not got the marriage certificate yet, servants called the kid little young master. Once auntie Qin called Qin Muyu as young mistress in front of Lu Zhanxiu, he was vaguely to ask:¡± young mistresses back?¡± Auntie Qin stopped and saw the angry look of Qin Muyu, which made her what to answer him. Lu Zhanxiu was also embarrassed at that moment, and waved his hand to gesture the servants to leave here. ¡°Zhanxiu, Xiaojie was crying in the morning. I do not know what happened to him. Would you like to hold him?¡± Qin Muyuwas deeply troubled by holding the kid when looking at his crying. She felt a little annoyed, although she was his mummy! Chapter 33 The scandal brings to light. Lu Zhanxiu always did the things he should do well. No matter how he thought in his mind, Qin Muyu gave birth to baby and the baby was taken care of by him and servants. He knew she did not like the baby to cry, so he did what he should do. Xiaojie was hold in Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s arm, he stopped crying immediately. A pair of bright eyes stared at the man in front of him, and his chubby little hands stretched out to touch Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s face. ¡± What¡¯s up, you¡¯re not happy?¡± Lu Zhanxiu was still a good dad with holding him and ying with him. But he toughed his forehead when looked at his red cheeks and tearful eyes. ¡°you have a fever!¡± ¡°Oh, he is? I did not know, because auntie Qin was watching him. I have to ask that old woman, and how took care of our son! ¡± ¡°Muyu, why you always me others when facing with trouble, and aren¡¯t you the baby¡¯s mum. You are supposed to take care of the kid. At least, you should know more him than any others!¡± Lu Zhanxiu got mad. He found life was not as easy as the past since he had child! Qin Muyu got a little change since she was a mum. She came backter than him sometimes with filling with cigarette and alcohol smoke as ever. She did not hold the kid very much and the kid did no like to be hold by her. But Lu Zhanxiu said nothing about these. Anyway, he owed her. He knew that she felt ufortable, because¡­ Because he has not forgotten Shen Xinyan in his heart. Maybe, she knew it clearly. But today, all the things seemed to break out and get worse. ¡°Zhanxiu, would you like to make sense of it? You do not think I do not know that you are missing Shen Xinyan, but the person was so cruel to her is you. You wanna tell me you already loved her, and is it ridiculous? You knew that I has been around you for how many years? We have been together for six years since the year of senior. I also gave birth to baby for you, but you could not forget that woman now. You are attracted to her body or her? Tell me!¡± There was no result of argument. Lu Zhanxiu did not want to fight with her, because most of the time, he was terrified to the answer hid in his heart.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. The kid was sent to the hospital by him and auntie Qin. Qin Muyu stayed at home with a lot of anger at first, but when Lu Zhanxiu called her about the blood type. She said: ¡°ha ha, Lu Zhanxiu, my blood type , so you have forgotten it now. Do you remember Shen Xinyan¡¯s blood type?¡± Lu Zhanxiu said nothing about it and hung up the phone directly. They did not know Xiaojie¡¯s blood type immediately after he was born, but they could know it. They did not take it seriously because of the health of Qin Muyu. This time the doctor said the kid had a fever and he needed to have a blood text, but Lu Zhanxiu had no idea to the result. He knew that he was O type and Qin Muyu was type A. The reason why he called Qin Muyu was to make sure whether his blood type was A or not. Clearly, she was. But why the kid was type B? Chapter 34 know the truth He asked the doctor whether they could have a kid with type B or not, and he also thought this question was very stupid. It was, and how¡¯d be possible? So where did type Be from? Clearly it¡¯s not from him. So, Who were Xiaojie¡¯s parents?Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. He thought that the kid did not look like him at all when he saw him at firs sight, but he was so cute that he liked him. But now¡­ He had paternity testing immediately and found rtionship so that he could know the result soon. Qin Muyu came to the hospital, but Lu Zhanxiu threw the result to her without saying anything. She saw the test report that showed the kid had nothing to do with Lu Zhanxiu, and she fell down on the ground. She, was going to die! Lu Zhanxiu and Qin Muyu got stuck in the cold war, but she hoped he could have a fight with her. He didn¡¯t do it and she was driven out of the Jin Yuan. They had no connection. The feeling was like waiting for judgment, which tortured her so much. The kid was brought by Lu Zhanxiu. Although he was not his son, the kid was innocent at least. He was not that cold. Auntie Qin cried when her young master finally figured out the reality of Miss Qin. The kid also cried, which made Lu Zhanxiu upset, so he asked to auntie Qin to take it away! Auntie Qin knew she could not stand any more, and spoke out the kid of Shen Xinyan finally. Now that Miss Qin has gone, young master figured out his mind, so, why not young master find young mistress toe back? ¡°Young master, young mistress was so poor, you should find her toe back!¡± Lu Zhanxiu heard it and thought he was very ridiculous: ¡± Come back, how to find. Am I shameful to find her now?¡± He really hoped that Shen Xinyan was around him now. Something could be known was so precious after losing it. ¡°Young mistress is pregnant of yours, and you two have kid. You beg her for the kid, so she is bound to soften!¡± ¡°What did you say? Our kid?¡± Lu Zhanxiu was not quite with it. Shen Xinyan was pregnant? Impossible, her kid was gotten rid of by him! For saving Qin Muyu! ¡°Young master, young mistress had twins at the beginning. One has been gotten rid of, but the other is still in her belly. Young mistress dare not to tell you at that time. She was afraid of¡­you would get rid of the other one! ¡± Auntie Qin was still sad when she thought of Xinyan¡¯s suffering at that time. The women fall in love in their life, and they are either happy, or sad. Unfortunately, Shen Xinyan was thetter. ¡°Young mistress loves you. She said she always loves you, but you love Miss Qin all the way, and never feel it!¡± Auntie Qin was heart£­broken when she thought of Shen Xinyan was in despair. ¡°Auntie Qin knows that young mistress was sincere to young master. Young master, now that Miss Qin¡¯s kid is not yours, which shows she was not loyal to you. What young mistress said was probably true. Young mistress was hurt, so you can¡¯t be used by Miss Qin any more! Her love to you is not love, but upying. To love a person should like young mistress without gain, but paid!¡± Yeah, she indeed asked for nothing. Lu Zhanxiu could not believe how she was holding on when she had been drawn so much blood with pregnancy. Lu Zhanxiu, you have made a big mistake. The person who loved you was around you, but you did not know how to cherish her. Instead, you hurt her in many ways. What the hell were you thinking? She has been disappeared for four months. If the kid was still in her belly, she would almost give birth to baby, now? She was still in Jin Zhou, or left¡­ Lu Zhanxiu found out that he couldn¡¯t do this. He made a phone call to Jin, and ask him to figure out the things of that time as well as find Shen Xinyan out even to dug three feet deep! Chapter 35 She is dead and the kid is yours She was going to give birth to baby, so they was about to find her from major hospitals. They finally found the target after a careful investigation, doctor of Xu Yi. Lu Zhanxiu had thought that Shen Xinyan had no ce to stay after leaving him, because Shen family was declining. She was desperate, so she must find h er old friend. Xu Yi did not seem to be surprised to theing of Lu Zhanxiu depending on his power. As long as he wanted to find Xinyan and the baby, it¡¯s the time. He put down the pen in his hand and called the nurse in the Nurse Station. ¡°Xiaojia, bring Xiaobao here.¡± A minuteter, the nurse Xiaojiao held a fat baby here . Lu Zhanxiu saw it and knew it was his child, because it looked like the same tiny him. At the moment, he caught the kid with shaking hands, and Xu Yi looked at him with coldness¡ª ¡°This is the kid of Xinyan and you. Now, I gave it to you, which I can have the confession to Xinyan. I hoped that you can be nice to him. Do not let him lose mum, and can¡¯t get love from his dad.¡± ¡°!¡±Lose mum? What¡¯s the meaning of him? Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s stiff hands could not move at once. A panic face was cold with darkness. ¡°What are you talking about? Xu Yi, what the hell are you talking? Make it clear!¡± Jin saw his boss get mad and controlled Xu Yi at once¡ª ¡°Ha. ha¡­Lu Zhanxiu, what else can you do except to meet violence with violence? You thought Qin Muyu¡¯s abortion should be med to Xinyan when she was pregnant, so you made Xinyan have kid and get rid of the kid. Now think of it, and you think you are so ridiculous? You think Qin Muyu is sincere to you? Let me tell you, the person stayed with you at the beginning is Xinyan, while Shen Xinuan and I treated with each other with respect. How¡¯s the feeling, and You must be regretted after knowing these! You thought the person you loved is Qin Muyu, but actually you love Xinyan all the time. Are you so furious and want to kill people? ¡± Xu Yi was pressed on the table with his face putting to it. When hearing what he said, Lu Zhanxiu burst into rage to spit out a mouthful of blood with puffs. ¡°Jin, let him go.¡± Lu Zhanxiu fell down on the chair. The kid looked at him without crying in his hands. He looked at kid with gentleness and heartache in particr. The past, it was vivid with short time. His heart at the moment, was like to be cut and it¡¯s hurtful upon numbness.Exclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. ¡°Where¡¯s Xinyan, and I want to find her!¡± ¡°Are you sure that you want to find her?¡± ¡°Where is she?¡± ¡°¡­She is dead. When the kid was not born, she is dying. Lu Zhanxiu, do you know that she was killed by you and Qin Muyu. She got Sequ of an arteriovenous malformation hemangioma in her brain because of the 100 of blood. When she has been pregnant for eight momths, she is dying. I did not mean to save the baby, but you know what? She begged me to save its life. You see, what was I gonna do? ¡± Xu Yi said it with filling with trace of blood in his eyes, but he went on: ¡°I took the baby out of her belly when she hadst breath. The kid apanied her to the end¡­¡± ¡± Stop it¡­do not talk it any more. I do not believe it at all! I do not believe! ¡± Shen Xinyan died. How could Lu Zhanxiu ept this thing? He was a liar. Chapter 36 Punishment ¡°Believe it or not, it totally depends on you. I already gave the kid to you. Could you let me go, boss Lu?¡± Slowly, the face of Xu Yi was so wretched, and Lu Zhanxiu stared at him for a long time. He was not like to lie! Jin stopped there. Young mistress was so kind, but like this¡­ He loosened his hands a little and Xu Yi pushed him away. ¡°You can take away your kid. The name was given by Xinyan, because she said the kid was her treasure. As to formal name, she had no time¡­ ¡± Xu Yi could do this and wink to try to make the tears flow back¡­ The kid was brought back to Jin Yuan and watched by auntie Qin, While he went to the Yu Yuan directly without staying for a moment! ¡°Zhanxiu, listen to me, I did not mean to lie to you. At the beginning, I did not do it on purpose and there was nobody in the room. You know I¡¯ve always been loved you, and you too, do you? so, so¡­.¡± Qin Muyu was forced to the corner by Lu Zhanxiu, and she did not know how to exin. She only knew that Lu Zhanxiu must want to kill her by himself! ¡°So, so you pretended to be her, reced her, wronged her and pushed everything to her atst? Qin Muyu, I was so blind that was fooled around by you!¡± ¡°No, it¡¯s not true, Zhanxiu. You have to trust me, and I am devoted to you!¡± ¡± But your love is too cheap and vicious. Qin Muyu, you really disgust me! At the beginning, your kid was not mine, was it? This one is not mine, and how could that be? I am so stupid that I believe you are a clean woman. Finally, everything is a joke! ¡± ¡°Zhanxiu, please let me go and I didn¡¯t mean to. ¡± At the moment, Jin came in and figured out everything of the year included the 30 million yuan he allocated to Shen family, which had been withheld privately by her and Wang Ping as the result of Shen Guoqiang jumping off the building ! And Xinyan¡­ When he thought of her guilt , he wanted to give her a thousand cuts. But it¡¯s too slight for her by killing her directly! ¡°Jin, get Miss Qin out and serve her well. ¡± ¡°Yeah.¡± Jin heard it. He pulled Qin Muyu out and cleaned out all her baggage to Yu Yuan. Qin Muyu knew itter that Lu Zhanxiu made her feel worse that death. All the conditions that she lived on was blocked by him, and nopanies dared to hire her. She was fired in thest position. She had no money and did not know how to live. Until she chose to work in Huang xuan¡­ Huangxuan, the famous night club in Jin zhou, the reason why it¡¯s so famous is that it¡¯s the least stylistic and the dirtiest ce. Lu Zhanxiu sat in the car with Jin, looked at her back walking in there, and winded the window up finally. ¡°Boss, how to deal with Miss Qin?¡± ¡°It¡¯s her own choice to Huangxuan, but actually she has so many other choices. Sometimes, it¡¯s not others false to abandon yourself. Now that it¡¯s her own choice, just let her go.¡± That night Qin Muyu was raged in turns of unknown street thugs in order to earn living expenses in Huangxuan. Qin Muyu was like a crazy woman in a mess when those people left.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. But even so, she was still happy to pick up the money they threw it away on the bed. She Counted it one by one, thinking that she was rich to be able to make a life finally¡­ Chapter 37 Three years later However, good times did notst long. It¡¯ so soon she always offended other prostitutes there. Qin Muyu waspetitive and too tough. The prostitutes got together to throw her out. She really did not know where to go without staying in Huangxuan. Station, park and public toilet. As long as she could stay it for one night, she did not care. She spent all the money soon. She needed to earn money, but she did not want to work any more. She was aware that she felt superior. General units dared not to hire her because of Lu Zhanxiu. She was out on the street and got mad. There were so many tramps under the bridge at night. They wanted to have sex with Qin Muyu when they saw her. Qin Muyu did not turn down the people and sleep with them, as long as they were willing to give her money. Slowly, it¡¯s unsightly to see she was falling. The tramps gave her money at first, raped her and ruined her atst¡­ She was totally mad, and talked to others that her husband was Lu Zhanxiu when she met people. Who is Lu Zhanxiu. That¡¯s the richest man in Jinzhou. Everyone said she was mad. Although mostmon people did not know who is the richest person in Jinzhou, and who cared. Everyone just cared about their own life. Until a cold winter, The body of Qin Muyu was found in the reeds of Chenzhong park without any clothes covering. It¡¯s doubtful that she was raped and thrown into the river. But such person, no one would care how it happened to her except police, and who killed her and threw her there. Lu Zhanxiu buried her body in the cemetery. There was no names of setting up the monument and just her name. There¡¯s nothing else. Xiaojie was sent to the orphanage and Lu Zhanxiu gave it a lot of money so that there was no problem with his life. He thought that he wanted to leave him because kid was innocent, but he did not want to be sorry for Xiaobao and Xinyan. He has done everything possible to Qin Muyu. Xiaobao was already three years old, and he became a clever little boy. Lu Zhanxiu brought him to his mother¡¯s grave at the time of Tomb Sweeping Festival. Xiaobao has not known the words, but she knew her mum¡¯s name in the gravestone. ¡°Dad, visit mum again? Why mum can¡¯t live with Xiaobao together?¡± The soft voice of the little thing hit his heart, but Lu Zhanxiu got used to it and he did not feel painful as bebore. The words in the gravestone was the signature of ¡°beloved wife Shen Xinyan¡±, and the stele£­maker, husband Lu Zhanxiu with the son Lu Zinian. The word of nian meant miss. ¡°Your mum went far away. When you grow up, you will know where it is. ¡± He lied to the kid every year and Xiaobao was thinking that she must grow up soon! Lu family had a development n of holiday vige to be carried out in Jiangzhou, a small coastal city in the South. Every details has been settled down atst after several negotiations. Lu Zhanxiu went to Jiangzhou for signing thest agreement this day. The car was driving all the way. Jin was reporting on the progress of this business cooperation, and searching for information with Lu Zhanxiu. Suddenly, the car braked that Jin and Lu Zhanxiu fell forward in the back seatExclusive ? content by N(?)ve/l/Drama.Org. ¡°Laozhou, what¡¯s up?¡±. Jin said first. ¡°I¡¯m sorry. Jin young master. I almost hit her who came out suddenly!¡± People? Lu Zhanxiu heard and let Jin got out of the car to see whether hit her or not. Jin left the car and ran the to the front of the car. A girl lied on the ground and a pair of white hands were looking for something. A cane fell beside her. She was blind? Jin did not see her face and supported her at once. ¡°Miss, are you okay?¡± ¡°I¡¯m fine. Sorry, I can¡¯t see. Did I do something wrong?¡± She was still looking for it and Jin put the cane into her hand. When he lifted his eyes, he was frozen there. He could not believe his eyes, and she was¡­ Chapter 38 Let me love you this time ¡°Sir¡­ I¡¯m sorry that I can¡¯t see. Did I really bother you? I¡­I did not mean to¡­ ¡± The blind girl looked for her falling cane nervously with apology. Jin stood there with red eyes. Lu Zhanxiu looked over the documents without seeing Jining in and nced at outside. A sudden shock hit him when he saw Jin standing there, and he seemed to have telepath, threw everything in his hands and opened the door toe out. The face of Shen Xinyan was living in front of him. It¡¯s not a dream any more, but reality. ¡°Young master¡­¡± ¡°Xinyan¡­¡± Lu Zhanxiu shouted her name in a choked voice, so he lost his voice. Shen Xinyan was frozen there when she heard Lu Zhanxiu¡¯s voice, and she picked herself up awkwardly. She even wanted to go across the road for escaping, even though there were so many cars on the road, until Lu Zhanxiu caught her! He held her in his arms tightly! ¡°Xinyan, you weren¡¯t dead? You are still alive!¡± That¡¯s perfect. How many midnights he could not grab her. That feeling crushed him again and again! ¡°Sir, you¡¯re wrong. I¡¯m not Xinyan. Let me go¡­¡± ¡°No, I won¡¯t let you go for the rest of my life! Xinyan, it¡¯s my fault and I was blind. Now, I know who is sincere to me and who I love. So this time, I won¡¯t give up you!¡± Shen Xinyan cried. She knew as long as she still stayed in China, she would be found by Lu Zhanxiu. She did not know why she went abroad. Maybe, she had a little bit of selfishness. But now, what she could do? She was blind, and she was not able to be pregnant any more. Xu Yi also said it¡¯s difficult for her to have kid again. She could not be together with him any more. ¡°Xinyan, I love you. Forgive me that I did not know before, but I know it. The person I have been loved is you, not Qin Muyu. That night , it¡¯s you and I did not know it. Forgive me, okay. No no no, it¡¯s fine that you do not forgive me, but let me apany you. Let me love you and take care of you in the following days. Okay?¡± ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, I can¡¯t see. I¡¯m blind now. Why do you want a blind?¡± Plus, how to fix a wounded heart? I¡¯m afraid there would be cracks even if it was better. She could not stand it any more. She had a deep breath with cold voice: ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, I do not love you any more. Let me go.¡± Shen Xinyan pushed him away, held her cane, and turned around to leave sadly. ¡°Shen Xinyan, I have not signed my name on the divorce settlement, so you are still my wife. But this time, it¡¯s me that I am shameless not to get divorce with you. You can do everything you want to do, as long as I am still your husband. I am waiting for you!¡± Her back was shocked for a moment. She did not know why Lu Zhanxiu did not sign it, and he dared not think about it carefully. But she¡­Content protected by N?v/el(D)rama.Org. She has already expected for nothing. Happiness, has gone away. It¡¯s so nice that she was still alive. Xu Yi told her that the kid was dead after taking away. Her heart was also dead. Now, she could not ept anyone at all. Shen Xinyan left finally. Chapter 39 Heart like ash Lu Zhanxiu followed her secretly and found out her staying. he worked in a blind school to handle with some simple things for life. Lu Zhanxiu was so upset to see the way Shen Xinyan like. So he donated money to the Disability school, and just told the president to keep the secret, because he was afraid of Xinyan would run away after knowing it. A weekter like this, Lu Zhanxiu returned Jin zhou and asked someone to watch Xinyan, and he brought Xiaobao here. Lu Zhanxiu told Xiaobao when they came to Jiang zhou. ¡°Xiaobao, wanna see mummy?¡± ¡°Daddy, you said mummy is traveling now ?¡± ¡°Daddy found mummy, and are you happy? Mummy is inside. Youe to give her a hug, okay? Mummy will be happy! ¡°Really?¡± the little thing toughed his head. He was no sure, but he wanted to see, the real mum. Because grandma Qin showed him the photos of his mum every time. He saw them, but had no feeling with toughing it. This night Shen Xinyan boiled water. She felt to put a pan on the gas burner, and read books beside it, the book for the blind certainly. ¡°Mummy!¡± Shen Xinyan stopped, and how could there was sound of kid? Auditory hallucination? ¡°Mummy, mummy!¡± Shen Xinyan put down the book, stood up and she was astonished. She heard the kid¡¯s sound. It¡¯s real. Howe? ¡°Mummy, I¡¯m Xiaobao. You don¡¯t know me?¡± Xiaobao? No, impossible. How could Xiaobaoe here, and he already¡­ Thought of that, her tears came out. Xiaobao looked at his mum crying, he ran to hug her. ¡°Mummy! I miss you so much.¡± In this way, Shen Xinyan knew there was a kid hugging her and calling her mummy! She understoodter, the kid was her son, Xiaobao. ¡°Xinyan, Xiaobao was not dead. Xu Yi gave him to me. I appreciate him. You see, god is willing to give us a chance to start. I do not want to give up you. Give me a chance to love you for the rest of my life.¡± Shen Xinyan did not promise Lu Zhanxiu, because she could not face with the confession. The cmity of imprisonment for five years, separation for three years, there were so many changes between them. Lu Zhanxiu knew he could not change her mind immediately, but he indeed was wrong. ¡°Xinyan, it¡¯s okay you turn me down, as long as you let me apany you. I won¡¯t leave you and bother you. You let me know you l live well, and I will be satisfied with it. I am gonna let the kid be around you, and I don¡¯t disturb you, as long as let me take care of you.¡± ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, why bother?¡¯ ¡°I am willing to do this. I understood to love a person is selfless.¡± Her heart was moved after hearing his words, but¡­ Her heart was already dead like ash. She only want kid, as to him¡­ She dared not think anymore. Shen Xinyan shook her head, squatted to touch the kid¡¯s face. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, please give me the kid. This is the only thing I ask for. Okay?¡± ¡°¡­¡­¡± Lu Zhanxiu stood still. His heart was aching without saying anything.? N?velDrama.Org - All rights reserved. Chapter 40 To be your eyes for the rest of my life Another summer wasing, and the project of the resort was in full swing. Lu Zhanxiu bought the whole building next to Shen Xinyan. He knew Xinyan could not ept they lived together, so he bought the house and lived next to her. He fixed her house when she was not at home to be convenient for the blood. Shen Xinyan knew it all, and Jin told her young mater did not know the things of Lu family. He indeed helped Shen family, but was yed tricks by Qin Muyu.Ccontent ? exclusive by N?/vel(D)ra/ma.Org. The property of Shen fanily was registered in her name, including all the projects. The boss was also Shen Xinyan. However, all the things that Lu Zhanxiu did not tell her and she knew nothing about it. It¡¯s deceitful that she was not moved, but she did not deserve him. It¡¯s rainy in summer. Storms rage during this period. At night, the tide surged, and a tsunami that had not happened in Jiangzhou for many years urred. Shen Xinyan slept with the kid and did not know the danger outside. Lu Zhanxiu stayed upte. Wind blew up, tide came to break the window. He was shocked to find that something was about to happen! It¡¯s tsunami! ¡°Xinyan, open the door,e out in hurry!¡± Shen Xinyan woke up by him, Xiaobao still drifted into sleep. She couldn¡¯t see and felt to go outside.¡± ¡°Go with the kid right now, tsunami wasing. It¡¯ll be dangerouster.¡± ¡°What?¡± Tsunami? The thing could be know in TV and blog. Shen Xinyan never thought that it happened here. She was totally unprepared. Now, she was blind and did not know how to do, but it¡¯s not like a joke with his tone. ¡­¡­ What she should do. How about Xiaobao. She could let something happen to him! Lu Zhanxiu had no time to exin. He brought Shen Xinyan and Xiaobao to leave the house, but it had no time to go. The tide wasing totally, and all the coasts of Jiangzhou were lost in the water¡­ All the people in Yu vige were involved in the water. Some clung to the floating refuge, but the nature of human being was selfish. So many people, how to save all? ¡°Xinyan, you are staying still with the kid. I won¡¯t let something happen to you!¡± Lu Zhanxiu tried his best to swim and bnced the floating te carrying her and the kid in order to let any water not get to them. Shen Xinyan could not see, but she totally felt the danger at the moment. So many people cried to ask for help. That heartbreaking cry made her nervous. How about him? Safe? ¡°Lu Zhanxiu¡­ How are you?¡± She felt blindly. She was scary. The kid cried to ask daddy! ¡°I¡¯m fine¡­¡± Lu Zhanxiu felt painful to say one word. A pir was smashed down by the wave, just when he brought them out. He blocked it with his body for her and the kid. The steel bars pierced into his back, and the sea water was soaking him. It¡¯s too painful! ¡°No, your voice is weird. Do not scare me!¡± Xinyan could not control herself to cry and show her worriess at once. Lu Zhanxiu smiled to say: ¡°You¡¯re still worried about me. Xinyan, I¡¯m so happy. Sorry, I hurt you so much¡­¡± ¡°I don¡¯t want to listen to it. Lu Zhanxiu , I don¡¯t want something to go wrong with you.¡± She cried to shout out! But they have not said a few words yet, the strong men who could swim but no floating refuge came towards them¡­ Lu Zhanxiu fought all the way for saving Shen Xinyan and their children, and protected their floating refuge from being taken away, and his wounds were soaked in the cold water upon the unconscious . He only had one thought in his mind he could protect his woman and child from danger! Atst, the man climbed up that was beaten by him into water, and some dared not do¡­ While he, his strength was gradually less ¡­ Shen Xinyan could see nothing, so she could do nothing for him. But she knew the man she has been loved and hated would leave her. She cried to ask for help and ask him to never give up. Did not leave her alone. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, you promised you will love me and protect me and the kid for the rest of your life. You can¡¯t break it. If you die, I¡¯ll hate you for my whole life!¡± She was so scary to lose him¡­ ¡­. A weekter. The hospital was filled with the smell of disinfectant water. Shen Xinyan was beside the bed, holding his hand without leaving. Lu Zhanxiu was unconscious when rescued. She was really afraid that he would not wake up¡­Finally, Shen Xinyan waited for the rescue boat with her son, and Lu Zhanxiu was taken to the hospital. He was panied by Shen Xinyan. He was almost dead, but finally woke up. He thanked the god for his preference. This time he would love her very much. He believed that they would be able to put aside all the misunderstanding one day, the good things wereing and they would live a happy life together. He kept waiting for his true love to ept him again. ¡°Xinyan, don¡¯t cry. .¡± She knew it or not that he was heartbroken when she cried. Shen Xinyan was feeling him, and he was stunned at first, and held him tightly. ¡°Lu Zhanxiu, the rest of your life is mine. You¡¯re not allowed to risk your life, understand?¡± ¡°May I exin it you have forgiven me?¡± he smiled , but happy. Shen Xinyan said nothing, but the tightened hands meant everything. Lu Zhanxiu stretched his hands to hold her, no matter how painful the he was. ¡°Xinyan, I will love you with all my heart for the rest of my life. Hold your hand and grow old together ¡°But, my eyes¡­¡± ¡°I¡¯ll apany you, and find the best doctor to cure you. Even if your eyes can¡¯t be cured, I¡¯ll be eyes. Will you believe me?¡± Lu Zhanxiu said gently Xinyan was all tears, but this time, she trusted him. They would live a happy life till death for the rest of their lives. The Novel will be updated first on this website. 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